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Nsfw Flagger!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

Bitch Crew
HI ALL COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE BITCH CREW WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME GREAT STAFF PEOPLE AND HAVEING FUN ALL WELCOME TO COME AND HAVE SOME FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME OUT AND JOIN US TY ALL FOR YOUR TIME AND PLZ JOIN UP WHEN YOU GET TIME TY ALL IM THE OWNER JOHN SR ARE CO OWNER IS MIDNIGHT

New Blog
WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments (repost of original by 'Evonne~ Spirit Levelers~~~member of fusista's bombers~~~~CLUB FAR ~~`' on '2007-12-28 07:34:55') (repost of original by 'TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs' on '2007-12-28 07:36:53') WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments

Help!!!! They Need You.....
Your friends need your help.They are trying too get a 3 day blast and 500,000 Fubucks. They need your love and support. If you are not a bomber you can still help them. It takes 2 minutes rate there picture and leave one comment or a few. Contest will run 7 days from December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est and ending Jan 2nd at 11:00 p.m. Est Good Luck too all entrys. The top 4 are really working hard bombing until they max there comments.. LadyBloodRaven PsYcHoTiC*TiNkErBeLlmN84* *OWNER@TINKERBELLzDREAM* *DiReCtOr@PsYcHoS*AsYlUm* *DoWnToWn*BoMbErS*' canadianchik: Christine is back..Wife too Frogman tattoo These entrys would love too have there friends back them up in the contest too help them have a chance. Lauria Shadow leveler {FENB}{OWNED BY ALISA}{}~ GREETER FOR BIKER & TATTOO LOUNGE Eric FoxyLady1977 Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear Official L.U.V CLub Co-Founder,

Contest
Hello bombers. This is a giveaway. He needs 140,000 comments on this pic. So lets bomb it hard. All help will be appreciated. Iknow we are helping Greg in his giveaway, but this guy DJ WickedWitch made he background to our family lounge. So lets sow him some love in his contest. Lets show him we Appreciated his kindness in helping us. This is where we are today so please comb help out here. She needs 12,450 comments to go on thi pic.

Whatever.
I don’t like myself. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not a pessimist. There is plenty of things about me that is likable, and I have lots of friends. I enjoy lots of parts of my life and generally lead a happy life. I just don’t like socially awkward person I’ve become. I’m shy; introverted; somewhat slouchy; and worst of all: lacking in self-confidence. When I go to a social event… I’m not the guy that people want to be around; I don’t glow with an aura that communicates: this guy is fun! Much the opposite, I think people are disinterested in me, so people pick up on this negativity and are even less likely to talk to me and I less likely to talk to them. It's a vicious cycle that repeats that sends me down a black hole that is getting harder and harder to climb out. My friends that know me do not think it makes any sense. They tell me I'm a good looking guy and such I get invited out a lot to hang out with them at social events. I make them laugh, so they think it's odd that I fail

Wtf
sometimes i think that ppl cant have a normal life b/c of all the bullshit thats goin on in the world which makes it hard for anyone to have a normal life...but then i think of this quote i had heard in a child's movie which states..."that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelavent, its what you do with the gift of life that determins who you are"... i have always lived by this one and alwayz will i swear some ppl can be such assholes sometimes online they talk alot of shit to anyone who will listen but when it comes down 2 it they r such scared lil bitches and thats real fucking sad...and another thing ppl who have nuttin better to do then to talk shit about everyone else or spread bullshit rumors about gossip r such total dumbasses cuz they feed off the pain of others to make their useless life better which is just sad...its happened to me many times and i use to care alot about what ppl sad about me then one day i just gave up caring what anyone said about me cuz think about i

Life
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.

Gross Or Am I Weird
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Random Violence
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive) Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now. If I have offended anyone with

My Link 2 Giveaway I'm In
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Msmaines Pimpout!!
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

Who Cares Anyway Right Not Feelin So Hot Today
What I wanted I truly thought it was you. Someone who loves to be with me, Someone who’s love was strong and true. What I wanted was becoming a reality You said you never wanted to leave me alone What I wanted was love, and to see it grow, Having a home with love, while calling it our own. What I wanted was to be number one or even the fifth in your life. What I wanted was the person I love, to become my wife. Someone to take the time, to understand how loving I am. Someone that knew when it comes to being a man, “that I am.” Know that there’s nothing I am materialistic attached. Someone that knows when disputing not attacked What I wanted I saw in you. Sadden by the clock of time it became untrue. So many things I heard that came from your voice That made me believe the person I wanted was you, But when time passed on by I realize, what I wanted was not you. What I wanted was an image, an image you made. Of a w

Miss Beatrice - The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

Deep In Thought
have you asked for advice or help always been steered wrong. prob cause people don't understand the situation you may be in. everyone always has a different situation they may be in. its hard to try and comfort someone. a good friend there to listen comfort and always look out for you wiven any situation. not always good to do some things but ya dn't know what to do so some try to drink their life a way or try to harm them selves given their situation. not always easy. just having friends around you helps. from what i've seen and done is always look out for my friends and see who the good friends are and who arn't. true friends stand by you threw thick and thin no matter what the situation is or how hard it gets. i've stood by 1 of my friends and helped her out when she was in need. she was pregnant trying to deal with bills and room mates who were giving her a lot of trouble. i helped her make things easier for when she had her baby girl. with her being a mother dealing wit

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

My Birthday Blog
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

Help Please
OK HERE I GO AGAIN I AM IN A GIVE AWAY FOR MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR. I AM LOOK FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT CAN HELP AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS ON THIS PICTURE EVERYDAY! PLEASE!!!! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AND LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE ALL HELP WILL NOT GO UN NOTICES!!! TY LUV, CHRISTINE Looking for all and anyone that can and will help!!! I am in a give away for a HAPPY HOUR!! Look to get some help in reaching my goal I need 40000 More comments on this picture. So please if you will Leave a few!!!!

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

Fifty Three/thirty One
We never remain in the present. We anticipate the future as being too slow to come, as if to hasten its progress; or we recall the past in order to hold it back as being too quick to go: we are so rash as to stray into times which are not ours, and do not think about the only one which belongs to us: so futile as to think of thoes which no longer are, and to let slip unreflecting the only one which subsides. The truth is, the present commonly wounds us. Road Less Traveled Two roads diverged in a yellow wood And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth Then took the other as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet, knowing how way leads on

Who I And What I Am Looking For
It has been said many ways: No guts, no glory. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Life is full of chances and opportunities. But to take a chance .. to reach for an opportunity ... there is risk involved. Some people like to play it safe. They don't want to take a risk. They have been hurt before and are afraid of being hurt again. That is totally understandable. I have taken many risks in my life, and I have been hurt. The question one has to ask themselves is, "is the risk worth the reward?" I have always answered this question, "yes!" Because I know that the reward is the best thing I would ever dream of, and I have said that I will go through anything to get that. And if I quit, then all that I have gone through in the past would be for nothing. But sometimes ... I waver in this. My courage begins to falter. Sometimes I think, "Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's too much." Then I try to take a deep breath,

Love, Honesty And The Internet
We live in a crazy world. There are a lot of crazy people. And then are not so crazy people that simply have different views, morals, priorities, interests or lifestyles than you do. In all of this mess, men and women search for love. We look for treasure amid trash. The Holy Grail: one person that we can love who will love us, that we can respect, and that will treat us with respect. We look for a loving caring partner to have a fulfilling and long-lasting relationship. But where do we find people? We find them at our jobs, we find them in our churches, we find them in bars, we may even find them at a gas station or grocery store. Some have used personals adds or dating services. And they say you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince or princess. And then, you meet people, and they put their best foot forward... try to be likable... This gives you a false picture of who they are. Eventually, they get tired of standing on their “best foot” and you start to see h

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Pain (1989)
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Happily Dead
im tired of all the bullshit and lies all the times that ive tried to show you how much i care but you brush it off and dont dare to acknolwedge my existance is to die by the sword the cold, steel you feel is for the lies and and the word that you made me believe was the honest truth that i couldnt see it was only a tattered noose to wrap around my heart choke the warmth from this lifeless entity stand over my spirit as i drift to peace and serenity i no longer have to deal with your waste of a life and a space just floating by time in a better mood and a better place so do your thing lie to them im happy knowing youll never touch me again

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

Deadly Nightshade
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

What Is Friendship Here?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

My Blogs
You Meant So Much by Cassie Mitchell You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain. ♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!! Bows head in great respect ... Taking a break from "The Fu" ... Just touching base with my friends and family to let you know I am taking a lil break. I will be on and off to check in on you guys. I got alot going on with my aunt being sick and taking care of her. Have fun and enjoy ... "life is too short - love from the heart and only say what you truly mean" ... Love and hugs!!!

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

Top 8
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

Hardest Day
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

Fallen Angel
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

Torrents
I follow you outside youlean against a white benz ansd light one up I step out of the shadows and walk toward you I stare deep in your eyes you are hypnotized by the passion inside, It pulls you in its like the passion is reaching to you from withing you cannot look away I reach you and place my hand on the back of your neck I pull you in for a kiss I taste your lips, and your tongue I bite your lip and pull you down you unzip my pantsand pull my soft cock out you take it in your mouth and make it grow you know I am pleasured by my moans I am rock hard now and I hold your head against me, all the way to the base affter about 30 seconds I let go. You are dripping now I raise you up and turn your toward the car I pull down your pants and bend you over the hood you moan as I slide in I slide my fingers in the other hole as I pump you, slow at first, till it is hard and fast You pull out and you kneel in front of me you take me again in your mouth and swallo

Poem
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety We never perceive When standing Our ground That there is a curvature To the Earth So imperceptible That without faith Would we believe that Upon a circle we stand? Gentle words Softly spoken So imperceptible while Looking into the eyes Of another May only be percei

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

Pretty Bubbles In The Air
.brain damage. Heart damage. i can hear the thunder outside..the lightening wont be far behind. the rain will fall soon.... *sigh* kinda like...you know....the fighting starts..... the tears fall...the voices crack; shitty words are exchanged.... and heartache...lingering there the entire time. hail. this will be a long. stop reading here and go pee. hell, grab a snack... you guys know...what exstacy does to your life...right? ...fucks it up.....not usually right that moment, when you're rollin..... but for many many many many many days afterwards. sometimes months...*shrugs*...some...never seem to get a grasp on it. -which is probably ME, right this moment- seeing as... i'm gonna sit here and post about my feelings on it.... all while i'm about to drop and wait for it to fucking hit. hypocritical, i know... ask me if i care right now; i'll tell you no. have you ever felt so wonderful? so alive? so beautiful? so

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Suicide
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

Blogging
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley Goodbye Why does love tend to hurt so bad?? It makes you happy, but in turn can make you oh so sad....... You know its there, but then its not...... Like a feather in the wind it cant be forgotten....... You give and give in hopes of some return..... Then in the end it seems as if you are only burned...... My feelings for you will always be true..... But the ghosts shadow I lived

No Title Want To Name It 2
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Playpen Auction
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!! 1.is it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've go

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Rant Yall
F U and U and U Current mood: thoughtful Well I guess that got your attention. So this last couple weeks has been a couple weeks of partying and drinking hell. I seriously don't think it has stopped since I became single. It seems every time I am going to have an easy night, something comes up. I have had a blast, but I am going to kill myself if I keep going like this. There were nights I don't remember driving home, and nights that I know I should not have. So I have done some thinking during my drive time today. 1. I need to stop drinking for a while. I need to get my life in order and organize myself. Drinking really won't help anything in the long run except take away from what I am trying to save and do. 2. I need to kick up the work outs big time. The start of the school year I stepped in a nasty pothole while running and messed up everything really bad from my back on down. I started doing ok and getting back to it some, then almost stopped again while da

With You
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Help A Friend!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

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The Maid Of Honor
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

I Need To Step Away
This is what I said when I left FUBAR I stand by those feelings and I am not sure if I will come back for good or for just right now. Anyway to save the feelings I had there at that time I created this blog. I am going to likely be on here from time to time but no where as active as I once was. Ok well I have had enough of FUBAR for a while I am tired of the drama, people begging for blasts, tickers, VIPs, Happy Hours, and FU-Bucks. Also people doing anything they can just to get points. This is supposed to be place to meet people, have fun, and make new friends. Well I have been on here for almost 10 months now, at this posting I have fanned 574 people and made 457 friends. Sometimes I only fan people but that is rare most of the time I rate and fan profiles before sending a request. I only have 185 fans myself and only 1214 profile views that is about 4 views a day. To those Few Friends that I have made on here that wonder why I want to leave think about it 4 views a day and I hav

Fritos!
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Rant
At work today a co-worker asked me if I was ok because they havent heard a peep out of me. I usually am in everyones face making sure they're doing their job but lately I've been depressed about my ex dumping me for a man 13 days ago. The mumm section on this site has been a great place for me to get out my aggressions. Im more angry than I am horny but I would like to fuck my pain away in the near future but the thought of fucking a guy that lies about him fucking guys makes my blood boil and I dont know if I can believe another guy again. My ex was always so anti-gay, well for man being gay anyway he loved for me to bring home girls for both of us to do. It was just an act. Thats all I have to say for now. Im going back into the mumms.

Bad Badd Girls
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These Are Some Bad Girls!
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Me
I just want to wish all my family and friends on here a Happy New Year!!!! After the first, I will start my process in deleting my fubar account.. If you're a true friend and want to stay in contact with me, I will give you my yahoo and myspace.. Everyone else I hope your journey in this life leads you to where you want to be!!!! ~Miss TeRe~

The Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

My Love For You
for you I love you completely from the dimples in your eyes to the kisses you give so sweetly you make me smile when no one else can you make it all better your my kinda man I dont know how you do it and probably never will the way you make my body flutter even when i am standing still I hate that you have to leave And i miss you all the time but i know you will come home and when you do you are still mine So my prayer is that you are safe in everything you do Cause your love is home waiting waiting just for you I know its tough and work is hard but i love you so much believe with your heart I love and miss you baby come home safe to me forever i will be faithful and true til i can hold you in my arms once again

Why I Ache!
This blog was written by my friend Terri, who said that I could post it in my blogs as well. As some of you know, I have back problems, what you don't know is that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis(RA), and Fibromyalgia as well..... Most know what RA is, and can understand back problems, but not everyone knows anything about Fibro. Hopefully this helps you to understand... ***************************************************** MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make y

Other Reading Material
10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist! When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for wha

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Crash
My Report on crash between Carlsbad and Hobbs on 12-27-07 5:30 PM I was on my way to work when i drove onto the scene of a very bad wreck, 2 semi trucks were involved a Swift truck heading toward Hobbs had been struck when a Water truck was turning into midway station, as i drove closer to the scene i could see people in the road running in diffrent directions and some people on the side of the road waving ther hands, checking my rear view mirror to see if i was clear to slow down i applied my brakes and pulled over, set my hazzard lights and called 911 i informed them that there had been a wreck at mile marker 62-65 and to send EMS, after i hung up, got my hazzard bag that i got when i started this job out of my truck and ran toward a group of bi-standers, the driver of the watter truck was on the ground with a head full of blood, all i could think about was the training video and CPR class, there was a lot of trafic on the road heading toward our direction very fast

Troubled Mind..
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

My Writing
It's a day like no other as I waltz into the candyshop "No bad candy for me today" I tell the shop keeper The bastard always sells me bad candy & I can never tell 1 look @ a pack of white chocolate & my mouth waters Snatch the bag, pay the man, tear open the bag, handful to the mouth... Bite... Bite... chew... Chew silivate Hmmmmm... Heaven... absolute heaven, I hear the angels the trumpets and... and... then I reach the not so chewey or yummy center.. The fucker got me again.. Always happens, he never fails to decieve me & I always believe one day I'll beat him Does he actually sell candy w/o blemish? Why don't I shop elsewhere? Its not equilibrium & yet I have no answers Its just as easy to shop elsewhere but I have no desire to The others gather around as I choke on this filth They're enjoying their candy, its as simple as going down the block but I'm stubborn, I have no urge to. I must emerge victorious over the shop keep I will emerge victori

Just A Thought
I know I haven't talked much about my personal life on this site! I put my heart and soul in my last space and lost internet connection for a while and I felt like I lost some good friends in the process. So I have just been having fun and keeping it easy...but it is time to get a little deeper...take it to a different level! I have meet a few down to earth ... really caring and honest people in the last 3 or 4 weeks and two of them have shared something very personal with me ... I think you will know who you are so I won't really mention names. Losing someone close is always a hard thing to go thru and ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I pray that God will heal the pain and ease you mourning hearts! I know a lot of people probly won't like the song I have chosen to play today. To me music is an expression of inner feelings. Something the artist needs for people to hear in the message they are singing in hopes that it will somehow make a difference. Either thru a trial they

For Now This Is Just Goodbye
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin

I Wonder
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

My Thoughts
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me Thanks to those that have tried to break down my walls Micheal Jackson - You are not aloneAdd to My Profile | More Videos All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read thi

Dont Give Up!
I just want to say something about the curve ball life likes to throw sometimes. You may be delt a card that you didnt plan on and it just might put a stick in the spokes of your bicycle of life. I want to say something about my own life that I hope will inspire you when you are delt an undesireable card. I play the bass guitar with a paralyzed left hand. A stretched brachial plexus nerve from a severe car accident caused my fingers on my left hand to be paralyzed. I played bass guitar for 13 years at the time of my accident and just ordered my first 6 string bass online which came in while I was still in intensive care. Doctors told me that I may never play the bass again and that put me in a downward tailspin real fast. A friend of mine had a dream of me playing with the bass in my lap and wearing a slide on one of my fingers. I immediately went to Norman Music and picked up a slide for my pinky finger. I started teaching myself to play again and it sounded like crap.

All About Me
Hello, my name is Melissa, but my friends call me Missy and I am 30. I have been married now for 5 yrs. and have 2 boys of my own(Alex-3 and Zach-15 mo.). I also have 2 step-daughters(Tia-12 and Sabrina-10). I am 5'4" and weigh about 110 lbs. I also have red hair and hazel eyes. So I am a short petite chick, lol. Well that's me.

To My Friends And Fans
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

Do You Really Care?
24 hours ago, I posted a blog saying that I was leaving this site, and as of right now that is still my mindset. After I posted it, I had literally a dozen people come to me and ask me not to delete my profile - that I will be giving in to the ones who want me gone from this site. (Am I really that much of a threat to some people?) I have also heard some rumors floating around that paint a very sick and disturbing picture of me. Believe me, I am tired of the lies, so I am coming out with what I have heard has been said. Believe whatever you want to - I really don't care! I have heard that I have lied about a lot of things on this site. I hear that people have been saying that I never had cancer, nor did I ever go through treatments or have the two surgeries. I have heard that some are saying that Kianna never existed - that I made her up and I was really her (an alter-ego of sorts). I have heard that I am just saying these and being like this for the attention and to pull at

Thoughts
As my Soul searches this vast waste land we call life. The emptiness grows stronger and life slips further towards the grave. The Fresh smell of my grave calls me home. My dirt tomb is the only place I feel safe and warm. As I wonder through this cemetery called life I wonder where this life will lead me. The only life I’ve ever know has been paved with life’s decay and the bodies of its victims. Why must are world be so cruel? Why do we just strive to survive? Take me now I’m coming home. Back to the grave where I feel safe and warm from life’s death grip on me. Why is this world so vain? Why do we strive to survive this place? The cemetery soothes the soul of our lost loved ones who have been taken from life’s cruel game. As the last shovelful of dirt is tossed on my grave I know its my time to ride the last flight of the soul.

Thoughts
MY LIFES A TWISTED GAME. WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME. MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE. THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE. MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE. BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS. I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS. THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

Expensive Loser Wanted
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

Come On In
YOU, yes YOU too can have your own personalized sexy, sexual or just plain vanilla picture of me giving you a salute. I am in the army and i do know how to salute....... a vip will get you in if you're not already in myh family. i promise you; access to my faimily is far from boring I'm shipping out in 14 days to join the army again. I'm looking forward to new adventures but i'll miss the friends i have here and i hope i can be on here much more once i get settled. In the 80's I joined the Army after my freshman year in college. For the next two years I was in ROTC. I got to do alot of cool stuff in that time. I was selected as one of fifty-two cadets in the country to go to Germany and be assigned to a unit as a platoon leader. I got to be assigned to the 10th attack helicopter batallion as C company attack platoon leader. I was 19years old and was in charge of 7 cobra attack helicopters for 6 weeks. I saw alot of Germany from the air. I also got to go to Airborne school and after th

Funnies
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. ** (taken from jessa she's awesome)

The Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

How The Fight Started...
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road the driver slowly gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started. Lmao!! Tc n peace Boo hugz!!

♥kitchen Witchery♥
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it. A bowl of thistles placed in a room brings strength. Keep a frog in or around your home to attract new friends. String whole nutmegs alternating with star anises. Wear as a necklace for clairvoyance. Carry a buckeye (horse chestnut) for VERY good luck. A lucky hand root is said to protect you against all harm that a hand can do. Burn garlic skins for money. (purple skins are best) Hang bittersweet over your doors for

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

Rock Revisted
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

The Latest Hall Of Fame Looser
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

Self-esteem
The 12 Steps to Total and Complete Insanity 1. We admitted we were powerless over nothing. We could manage our lives perfectly and we could manage those of anyone else that would allow it. 2. Came to believe that there was no power greater than ourselves, and the rest of the world was insane. 3. Made a decision to have our loved ones and friends turn their wills and their lives over to our care. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of everyone we knew. 5. Admitted to the whole world at large the exact nature of their wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to make others straighten up and do right. 7. Demanded others to either "shape up or ship out". 8. Made a list of anyone who had ever harmed us and became willing to go to any lengths to get even with them all. 9. Got direct revenge on such people whenever possible except when to do so would cost us our own lives, or at the very least, a jail sentence. 10. Continued to take inventory of ot

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

Some Taylorology
1. Water gets me more hyper than alcohol. 2. I make up my own words, like crazianity. I call it Taylorology - the study of Taylor. 3. I hate the phone. Like with all my being. 4. I'm commitment phobic but almost always have a boyfriend. 5. I have a Tommy Hilfiger OBSESSION 6. I will honestly say that for the most part, I have the worst taste in movies. 7. I don't highlight or dye my hair. It is what it is. 8. I love to dance...especially on stage ;) And I can shake my ass to almost any song lol... 9. I should really be in my own comedy T.V. Show. 10. I am a fantastic flirt...unless I like the guy...then I completely ignore him (however, this is often case-sensitive) 11. I only take 10 or 15 minutes to get ready to go out. 12. I think the Jager song is one of the best songs ever written! (My jager has a first name, its J-A-G-E-R....my jager has a second name, its MY-S-T-E-R...I love to drink it every day and if you ask me why I'll sayyyyyyyyyy....

Do It For Dime!!!
RIDE FOR DIME Philly ChapterDate: Dec 28, 2007 2:30 PMWe'd like to conduct a little experiment. We'd like everybody to download this pic and make it their profile pic. We just wanna see how many Dimebag fans are out there, and what it would look like with most of our friends having the same profile pic honoring Dime!It's no contest or anything, just somethin we thought would be cool. We're leaving ours up until Jan 15th, when this issue comes out.Please Re-Post!!!!

Giving Your 100% !!
Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Heres a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+

Hits Close To Home
[Verse One] I didn't tell anyone about what I seen or heard that day, mums the word still I'm scared to plant ideas into your head while your rebellious side is fertile Hurdles are getting knocked down I'm running a losing race Your legs aren't the only ones marked up How many dreams have you chased? If I could have said this to your face maybe you wouldn't have to write like I do, Except I use paper instead of my body now; it's something you might want to try too From haikus to horror stories, it's something in our blood that we share, Something in our blood that appears on the surface of our skin when we bring it there My facial expression said I didn't care Hate and aggression must've made an impression on the little kid who stared, Sitting on stairs when I would bother to bring my skates My feeble attempt at being a strong, big brother doing father figure 8's Ripping my cape on the ground that it dragged on Tripping on fate and hearing the sounds of a sad song Liste

I Love This Song..just Enjoy Nina Simone
If you knew how I missed you You would not stay away today Don't you know I need you Stay here my dear with me I need you here my darling Together for a day a day Together never parting Just you just me my love I can't go on without you Your love is all I'm living for I love all things about you Your heart your soul my love I need you here beside me Forever and a day a day I know whatever betides me I love you I love you I do

Sometimes We Say Things We Regret Later
I made another silly blog this time but My thoughts are true and hopeful. I been having bad days here n there lately it seems like working overtime and dealing with a bunch of crap in My life too. But thats no way to yell and treat friends like that ever even though they listen to Me talk to Me or let Me vent and get it out in the open, or tell me things will be ok afterwards. Yeah I made some comments the other day reguarding the issues I been having in life, and I took it out on innocent freinds, and family as well, which was My fault for letting it get to Me and going that far with it!!. The saying goes blood is thicker than water you find out who the true friends and family You have in Your life. Its hard to admit when were wrong in life but making it right for the long run is safer and better, I think about this saying from time to time You really dont know what you could've had till its gone forgood or for awhile as well as not having it to begin with eiteher like it never exisit

Witch
Witch She sees faeries And talks to her herb garden. And everyone laughs. She feels colors, And says there is magic in the moon. And everyone laughs. She never hurts anyone And loves her oak tree like a child. And everyone laughs. She always helps a stranger And the neighborhood strays adore her And everyone laughs. She sits and cries And mumbles to the shadows, And no one cares. Once her hair was long and bright, Now it is a matted mess And no one cares. She used to dance among the trees, Now she can't find them And no one cares. Dreams of magic fill her days; Magic she can almost touch. And no one cares. The day she died her herbs did, too. And her oak tree bowed its limbs. A single candle burned in her window With naught there but the cats. And no one understands... copyright by Eveningstar aka Karin

Mother, Maiden, Crone
Mother Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch alone, honoring your many phases as my own.... Changes come and go, tides rise and flow as your light continues to grow, peeking through the window as I sleep, my dreams you safely keep, Goddess of the Moon, your magick fills my room, with blessings of the womb, moonbeams dance upon these walls, like golden threads, spun on a loom, Stars circle round, like a silvery crown, as I draw your energy down.. Many Blessings you continuously bestow with your magickal glow, as above... so below.... Mother, Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch Alone.... Copyright by me

The Truth
the truth all i want is the truth is that to much to ask ....i am a very understanding guy ...prolly the most u will ever find ........no matter what it is just tell me ......if you just want to have fun or be serious dont ditch me, stand me up, or just iggnore me or anythign else to avoid telling me the truth.......im sorry if im offending anyone who didnt lie to me but im just tired of beign lied too and or having my heart played with ........its getting old and really getting to me inside. im ok with fun ...im ok with serious but all i wnat to know is whats what ...is that to much to ask for ...please tell me b/c i dont think so. i knwo the truth hurts sometimes but not as much as being lied to and than find out lator. im a really trustworthy person........prolly to much at times...........but i will talk to just about anyone about almost anything but be upfront and yrself to me just liek i am to you. i dont like fake people or just dishonest people that realyl irrates

Online Players
What makes a guy go online and try to hussle as many women as he can? I don't understand what someone would get out of it. Its not like they're getting laid or anything LOL. Tell me what you think guys!

Hottest Age Group Contes!
ALRIGHT ALL YOU FULIGANS IT IS TIME TO STEP UP AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR AGE GROUP AND RATE AND COMMENT THEM TO VICTORY! THIS IS MY HOTTEST AGE GROUP CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM TONIGHT UNTIL NEXT WEDNESDAY AT THIS TIME! BELOW ARE THE DIRECT PIC LINKS TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS ORDER BY AGE GROUP FROM YOUNGEST TO OLDEST. JUST CLICK ON THE PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AND IT WILL SEND YOU RIGHT TO IT! 1) 18-19 YEAR OLD GROUP! loves like war aka shorty ** AM THE ONE U WILL NEVER FORGET** Cowgirl Gone Wild 2) 20-29 YEAR OLD GROUP canadianchik Kae **FU-Bombers ROCK my SOCKS;)*Fu-Bomber Promoter*[Club F.A.R.] croe427- the sisterhood UrBitch »-(¯`v´¯)-»ßãßÿ †®èª§üR£ ~Öwñër~ ßªß¥ †r€ð§ûrë§ Î§£åñÐ(¯`·¸•´¯)&lðvïñg £ÚßÄR WÌ£È ² ÇÄRL »-(¯`v´¯)-» *~JA~* =Øne $ex¥ Fµ©ka= 2nd Alarm Hotties Member= Tiger~lily® *~*Member of The IRA Bombsquad *~* Σηforçër {{2Ø5}}*~* 3) 30-39 YEAR OLD GROUP luvab

Drift Away
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone. The sting no longer sings within my flesh. I lay and lie and embrace the fates. The dark, the chill, like a blanket, surrounds and penetrates as anguish and angst give way to crimson slumber. My mind, calming. My heart, slowing. My soul, giggles as rivulettes drip my sanguine sins away. Found I am within ebony pitch, cradled and cold, dreaming of darkest delights, as life sails on and my soul smiles its rejoicing of deaths comforting embrace. L8r, T Sweet screams of s

Illegal Alien
Band : Genesis Song & Lyrics : Genesis Got out of bed, wasn't feeling too good With my wallet and my passport, a new pair of shoes The sun is shining so I head for the park, With a bottle of Tequila, and a new pack of cigarettes I got a cousin and she got a friend, Who thought that her aunt knew a man who could help At his apartment I knocked on the door, He wouldn't come out until he got paid. Now don't tell anybody what I wanna do If they find out you know that they'll never let me through, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, no It's no fun being an illegal alien Down at the office had to fill out the forms A pink one, a red one, the colours you choose, Up to the counter to see what they think They said "it doesn't count man, it ain't written in ink". I don't trust anybody, least not around here, cos It's no fun being an illegal alien, I tell ya It's no fun being an illegal alien, no no no no no It's no fun being an illegal alien, I mean it when I t

Things
9 Things that drive me up the wall! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damned floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? I

Come Feel The Heat In The Ff Hall..free Drinks Free Laughs And New Friends
well it was fun while it lasted but seening how no ones care the fire fighters hall will be closing i or merci cant be there all the time and our members just dont care just like any internet site people are all fakes hope all have a good life bye bye IM GOING TO ADD THIS- TO ALL THE FF HALL MEMEBERS THAT HAVE ASKED JOHN AND I TO KEEP IT OPEN CAUSE YOU ALL LOVE THE HALL SO MUCH AND WE USED TO HAVE FUN JUST LIKE IT WAS MADE FOR-TO ALL YOU FF'S OUT THERE THIS WAS DONE AS A PLACE TO BE ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM THE REAL LIFE B/S YOU SEE EVERYDAY FOR YOU TO HAVE A PLACE TO BE SILLY TO TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY OR NIGHT TO JUST HAVE SOME CYBER FUN BUT I GUESS ALL MY HARD WORK SITTING IN THAT LOUNGE FOR 18-20 HRS A DAY MAKING IT FUN OR JUST TO HAVE A PLACE TO CHAT JUST DONE MATTER SO I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT STILL DO SUPPORT THE HALL AND FOR ALL THE FAKES THANKS FOR LETTING JOHN DELETE ALL THE HARD WORK WE BOTH HAVE DONE IF THIS PISSES ANYONE ONE OFF GOOD! JUST DELETE ME CAUSE YOU WERE NOT

Updates
Hey my babies great news!!! Looks like I will finally be in my place an back online from my own comp by the end of next week!! I have missed you all sooooo much and can't wait to be able to shower you with love!! I'll post a blog and a blast when I do get back to let you know I'm finally home! Love you my darlings, Michelle Hi ya muh babies sorry I haven't been around much but have Hosting in a tournament league called Eliters and have been having a blast!! They have all knds of tournaments for all kinds of games on yahoo, pogo, and game desire. Wanna find me? Right now I am hosting in Euchre Pogo mostly in the mornings and am going to be hosting other games soon. For euchre you don't have to be a paid pogo member just sign up or sign in if you are already a member. Wanna join in on the league games? Here's how... 3 EZ steps to play in Eliters Euchre Tourneys: 1> Join Eliters FREE @ www.romanticnotions8.eliters.org/start * Sign up with EXACT Pogo ID. * 2> Join Euchre Pogo Leag

My Diet That Worked
A SIMPLE DIET THAT WORKS The reader needs to keep in mind that I have a relatively small frame (I'm 5'-6" tall) and I have a fairly normal build, but have been just a bit paunchy for around 28 or 29 years. Even strenuous physical work and exercise never seemed to take it off. I was not heavy enough or even disciplined enough for any of the popular weight-loss programs. I weighed 172 pounds in May. With this diet I lost about 2 pounds a week until I reached my present weight--158 pounds, and my energy level never decreased--in fact, it went up. I have rather puffy eyes, like Bill Clinton and J.F.K., and the bags under them decreased in size. All of that changed this past summer. I had been in a funk regarding relationships, and I met someone who really sparked my interest in a huge way. She was 49, and built like a really buff female athlete, yet totally feminine. Her job was not physically strenuous, though I'm sure it creates enormous stress. She worked

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

Have To Vent
It has been a while since I have said anything on here, and right now I have alot going through my mind right now. Some of you know what I am have been going through and at this point in time I just don't know what to do, I have heard alot of women including my wife that my "lil" problem is no big deal. but I know it has to be a big deal. I have had one woman tell me that it is not a big deal and then in the next breath tell me that she is cheating on her husband cause she is not happy with how he uses his tool and does not pleasure her like she would like. I have talked to a few women that say it is not big deal and then tell me that they could not handle it if their man was in my situation. How is the showing me that it is no big deal. How can a woman say it is not a big deal and turn around and say something that contradicts what she just said. My wife tells me that it is no big deal but I know better then that. I know that I am no where near the lover that she wants. I h

Why I’m Leaving...
Well, to make simple. I'm leaving because I'm bored with my life and this town. My being bored with my life has nothing to do with my friends/family. I have a lot great, and not so great, memories with the whole of them. It's just that my life is stagnent here and I seem to be going nowhere and getting nothing accomplished. And there really isn't much that this town has to offer me in what I want and there is nothing here for me to stay and be just "content" with the way things are now. I really haven't made up up my mind as to what I want to do or where to do it but I do know that it is no longer here. At first when I begun thinking about it I didn't want to come back because if I could find what makes me happy here I think I would have found it by now but I do have family and friends here that care for very much and will miss them so I will come back from time-to-time for visits, although knowing my track record with that phrase won't be often as I'd like. Yes, there will b

Why........
Why is it that when a girl gets upset at a man and doesn't want to talk to them that the guy is always to blind or stupid to see what he did that may have upset her in the first place? No instead they just keep pushing and pushing and pushing until, they push the girl too far. Men need to realize that when a girl is upset it is usually for a very specific lagitamat reason, and there heart or the emotions have been hurt in some way by them....but if they didnt care about them in some small way they wouldn't have been able to hurt them in the first place. Men need to sit back and observe the things that they do and say... the things that effect the girl they are aroung and know that when they make a mistake and hurt her that they may need to just figure out what is wrong themselves and act accordingly, because they girl may not always be able to talk and tell them right away what is wrong...It may just hurt to much at that moment. I am not saying all men are this way, and

Djs
This is going to be a mini rant.. Don't want to read it.. so be it..Just move on. What is with the 100s of DJs popping up here on Fubar lately? 99% of you aren't DJs... Just people that click on some songs and thats it.. A real DJ talks.. interacts with the listeners..Actually around when someone wants to request something.. but alas.. you aren't.. I guess you all think it is "HOT" or "SEXY" to put "DJ" in your names.. I only know of MAYBE 4 real DJ's on this site.. because they actually TALK on air.. and not click on a few songs and that's it.. YOU AREN'T DJ's... YOU'RE CLICKERS.. Nothing more. If you actually talked to people on air.. then you can call yourselves DJs. EXHALES!! Thank you for reading this.

Questions Unanswered
Today, my senses and feeling go hand in hand with the weather today....sunny, with the cooling breeze of spring... My senses have come alive once more...and not just because the weather is the best it will ever be...but because I am beginning anew...Like spring...my life starts fresh...With the wind that blows, it carries away the cold days of winter, and bring again life in my heart. Grass grows green, and the leaves bud on the trees...as feelings begin to grow deep within...ready to sprout with the smile of who I desire...or the warmth in his eyes...can this be???? We do not yet know, but there is the kindling of a fire brewing....a fire that could become a blaze, something that I would hope will burn a lifetime, but never ever go out... It will burn Hot at times, with passion and settle in the night to warmth and love and comfort as it enfolds the body’s it possesses...to once again break free of the boundaries and burn hot again...the cycle continues. But I get ahead of mysel

Random Thoughts Of Nothing
My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must b

This Infuriates Me!!!!!!!! If You Are Offended Then Deal With It
Can anyone explain this to me, WE as americans go out and defend this nation against all enemies Foreign and Domestic!!!!! We go on the line to protect this country and everything it represents. The chance to do what you want when you want, the opportunity to sit in your home with literally no fears as to what will happen. But yet these FUCKERS have to gull to protest us. They talk about god loves all. Well then back him up and Love us to for what we do. Support us as we lay our lives on the line to protect you and your family. Without us Evil will triumph, And he last time I checked GOD had cast out those who did wrong from the heavens, He decides whether they will enter the gates, SO if this be the case then all should be allowed in, Not outcasted, So by following his rule we as Men and women go out and assist in the process of eliminating the bad. protecting those Who make the choices to love on another. WE are warriors! I dont need your respect, But I do need your support! We all d

Pinewood Derby
okay?..in the !! sweet !! album..is the pinewood derby car/track....as i asked?..anybody have any new designs?????? OKAY!..my son is in cub scouts...and the pinewood derby is coming up in February....(if any of you know what that is).... Last year we won 2nd place overall...the year before we won for most creative.... This year?..im lookin for new ideas for our car...any suggestions to take it all?...... Thanx :)

The Sisters What You
This is are home site were you get to go and be yourself,We are a family here so if you need help or someone to talk to please join us,This site is going to be a clean site so please keep it clean,Instead of drinks please get only gift that are clean like candy or roses.We truly would like to thank you all for joining are site,Please everyone get a long and have fun.(Please bear with as we build are site but we promise it will be a a journey into being real to are self and other's) Again we thank you sistas_.2_yall's We want you to know that the profile pic wasn't to make fun of people at all...BUT ..to let everyone know it is okay to be who you are...!...and if you aren't that or afraid to be then you are cheating ...not only others...but yourself ... How unfair that is...to go through life..being and acting the way "society" ...or those who claim to make up our "society" say is proper. How un fulfilling our lives would be...if

Is Tupac Really Dead?
Many rumours have told that Tupac is alive and was faking his own death for his security. Here are a couple of theories why rapper and entertainer Tupac Amaru Shakur isn`t dead. 1. 2pac died on Friday the 13th... 2. Las Vegas is a payoff City...meaning all sorts of folks have been known to be on the take...that means doctors, press, lawyers etc. 3. The car that the assailants were using during the drive-by shooting a white cadillac was never found for some strange reason...How could this be when Las Vegas is in the middle of a desert? 4. There is a small Black community on the North side of town...This strip is only about 8 blocks long...The attackers were black...Where did they go ? Where did they hide ? 5. The white cadillac containing the gunmen passes a entourage of 2pacs boys...many of them body guards...No one gives chase...and there are no witness...There were no witness on the street...How come? Why not? 6. 2pac has changed his artist name to Makaveli...

Pitbulls Are Dangerous
Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! greenspun.com : LUSENET : Pit Bulls ARE DANGEROUS ! : One Thread Would you like to learn about how strong Pit Bulls really are ? Would you like to know how dangerous they are and can be ? Here is plenty of information that I've gathered and taken the time to write. PitBulls, except for last year, avg'ed the most human fatalities annually for many many years WORLDWIDE. PitBulls in most cases are highly aggressive towards ANY animal, no matter what kind, number, or size. PitBulls are one of the most dominant and powerful mammals out there. They have the most solidity and defined musculature of any dog breed, or animal for that matter. They ARE THE MOST GAME ANIMALS ON THE PLANET. Gameness as a quality means never backing down, fighting to the death even with missing limbs and eyes, and always wanting to quarrel with another animal. Determination goes hand-in-hand with GAMENESS, and I doubt that there is any animal with as much determination as

My Baby
There is a big difference between a fu-marriage, and a real one! it's all fun and game when you play that role.. But when it's not, feelings get hurt. things go to far and it's all good to make friends and have fun, but don't set out to hurt people for any reason. so think about what you send and say to people that are not single..

Shhhhh!
gave so fast so willing shared and felt what i felt distance didn't bother time no matter but i was missled i feel pain hurt and lay awake at night thinking nothing feeling nothing numb distant broken no tears come just numb just so you all know i am dislexic so sorry in advance for the spelling when every word you sing is from your heart... you sing it to a lover , a child, a parent.. the truth should alway be sung.... the few time you sing the false truth to some one who sings the truth with passion and heart... you will kill them willingly for your own vanity... cut their wings... stiffle their voice... all for vanity... lies when you ask for nothing more than the truth.. i am the used... the walked on.. i will never be loved... i will never love.. death becomes me... numb.. and i will sing no more.

Asimray
Tell me you're here Tell me you care. Tell me you are my friend Tell me you will love me to the end. Tell me I am always in your sight Tell me we will be together all day and night. Tell me good Tell me bad. Tell me ugly Tell me friendly. Tell me kindly Tell me loudly. Tell me soft Tell me I'm in your tender spot. Tell me rough Tell me tough. Tell me you bet Tell me for me,you will wait. Happy New year to you, all. Hope, 2008, brings everything you wish and you so deserve.

My Introduction...
Love is a fire that reigns in the heart... Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.... Love is a journey not a destination.... Love is a precious gift that you receive, and you need to give it with caution!... Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late... When love comes so strong there is no right or wrong. Your love is your love... Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones... Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed... Love is a box waiting to be opened by the right recipient... Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lo

To Serve Or Not To Serve
I would like to tell you about an eyeball that I saw dangling from its optic nerve: The only time a bartender is required to use his brain is when deciding whether to "cut-off" a drunkard. We are legally obliged to stop serving someone if it appears they are too soused. But what is "too drunk"? There is no formula. Who has the ability or the right to make that determination? For Christ’s sake, it’s a bar! Getting buzzed is the point! How do you draw the line between acceptable and unnaceptable intoxication? The chick falling off her stool is a no-brainer, but what about the quiet gentleman sitting alone at the bar? How am I supposed to hear the chorus of little voices in his head slurring the words Get the axe. . . get the axe? It is especially difficult with strangers. You have no way to gauge their behavior. You don’t know if they are drunk are just really weird. In this business, that’s a 50/50 proposition. What if a patron is mentally retarded or handicapped

And A Smile Of Joy Returns
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it? But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today. Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent

What If...
Srength,Power,Love,Devotion... Happiness,Joy,Courageous,Serenity... Yes,No,Maybe So... Will I,Wont I,Can I... Deep,Passionate,Creative... Long Hair,Short Hair,No Hair... Will,Purpose... Problem,Solution... Up,Down... Backward,Foward... Temptation,Meditation... Pain,Fear... Hot,Cold... Exquisite,Gem... Do You Really Care,one way,or the other??? Do you base your whole entire life on what other people think of you??? Do you,... i'm asking... Do you??? To that special man out there... If I told you that I love you in front of you an your friends,would you embrace me,or would you be ashame at who's looking/listening... If I call you,would you ignore my call... If I made you mad,would that change the way you feel about me... If I told you I had Only guy friends,would that intimidate you... If I hug one of my guy friend

Dear Friend...
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...

Inside...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

Mr. Bojangles
"I knew a man Bojangles, And he danced for you." - Jerry Jeff Walker This is a true story. The Acorn Pub, in Monroe, NY, may be the coolest bar that ever existed. It is a small house that has been converted into a pub: the pub is on the ground floor, and the family who runs it lives upstairs. A small fireplace and mantle rest against the back wall; the bar counter is near the front, beside a bay window; and the pool table serves as the tavern’s central area. When I lived in the area, the Acorn Pub was the quintessential semi-dive (the most romantic of all bar types). It boasted warmth and lack of pretention, but was neither scary nor grotesque like a true dive. It catered to truck drivers passing through, quiet old couples who slowly sipped on mugs and rarely spoke, and guys like me who understood the allure of the Acorn -- the promise of a quiet beer shared with good friends. Read on as I whisk you to a blustery night in December, when I met the man who changed my

Hot Like Phyre!
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description

Baby!!!!!!!
yes everyone the ultrasound technician is telling us to expect a girl..lol..so far Tom and I have come up with Ava Jade and/or Ava Jane...we dont have much longer to go..only about 7 more weeks or so left..the baby shower is this sunday feb 10th..i am nervous as to who will actually show up..but as long as tempers are in check things will be fine..lol.. well everyone i go for the 32 week 3-D ultrasound tomorrow..and we are finding out the sex as long as the baby cooperates..lol..i will find out if it kills me...lol....thank you in advance to those who have been there and supported us throughout the whole pregnancy..and for all the well wishes and to all our well wishers...after that we dont have much longer to go until the delivery either..8 more weeks til the predicted delivery date...we will keep you all posted.. well, only 2 and1/2 more months to go..cant wait..then its baby city!!!..lol..we are going for our second ultrasound the end of January..that will be the 3-D pic..and Tom de

Bedroom Golf *taken From Wild Horse With His Permission*
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the CLUB in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict shaft length so not to damage the hole(s). 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that the play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well-formed bunkers. 8. Players are cautioned not to mention other courses they have played or are currentl

Distraught
I look into your eyes, I can not help but stare, My King, The man i've traveled many worlds to find, I have slayed the evil wizard, He will haunt me no more, I ride my dragon trough the sky, Knowing I would do anything so I never make you cry, Accept the gift of love I have bestowed upon you, Although when I was upon my quest, You turned your love away, Bequething another to my dismay, Now I walk the woods with my sorrow hanging around my head, Without my elven king, Inside of me is dead!

King Of Fubar
Here's Contest We Are Bombing Right Now Please Show Some Family Love Remember to Rate And Comment The Host's Thank You Very Much And Hope To See You All There,Hippie Seeking New Bomber and levelers, Talkt to me are Morning Star. Thank You All, Hippie I RUN OUTTA EVERYTHING. WE R 1461 AHEAD RIGHT NOW SO YOU all ROCK. Comments: 13300 TYASVM we gonna do this ya'll. Hippie Comments: 11205

Ocean Breeze
Star crossed lovers, Never meant to be, Kisses sweet, Ocean Breeze, Do tell me whats on your mind, I have nothing but time, Touch so gentle, It won't last, Is it just some more of the past, Tell me no lies, I whisper my secerts, Enfolded in your arms

Just For A Laugh
1)Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4)If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst Habit? 10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11) What is your favorite sport? 12) Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14)Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15) Tell me one weird fact about you: 16)Do you have any pets? 17) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18) What was your first impression of me? 19)Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22)What color eyes do you have? 23) Ever been arrested?

Check Him Out
bblondebitch(member of Flamming HEART)@ fubar flamming hearts and total chaos she needs our help to level lets help her out please thanks latina69 ~~~CwayZee~~~@ fubarhe needs help to level lets do what we are here to do thanks latina69 puertoroc797@ fubar TO ALL MY PEOPLES OUT HERE ON FUBAR PLEASE CHECK OUT HIS PAGE HE MAD COOL RATE,FAN AND ADD HIM THANKS LATINA69 HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Life26
Gosh my days are all so mixed up with Peter being off of work and the kids being out of school. I just realized today is Saturday! I didn't get online at all yesterday. I was quite busy with who knows what? I guess it was important?? LOL We did buy a new television stand and a bookcase for the family room yesterday. Our old one is getting sent to the cabin since it needs one and we have been looking to replace it for a while now. Peter has spent hours just putting the bookcase together shouting some rather nice profanities as well! Now he is starting on the television stand. I wonder how long this will take him?? It has been so cold here the last few days. It is snowing in low levels here in California. I thought that it might snow here yesterday but it didn't get quite cold enough. :( I want it to snow! My son got xbox 360 for Christmas and he has been playing it all day. Funny thing is, Peter is really getting into it too and he has always said the games were

Wandering
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Odd Sex Facts
Murphy’s Laws in sex 1.The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2.Nothing improves with age. 3.No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4.Sex has no calories. 5.Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6.There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7.Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8.No sex with anyone in the same office. 9.Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10.A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11.If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12.Virginity can be cured. 13.When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14.Never sleep with anyone

How
How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust, My heart is empty, Its cold as ice, As it reach to break, It leaks out of water, That water drips and slips away, That trust, That moment, All within those you have broken, I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends, Just friends without that trust, You have to work your trust with me, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again, You have to repair that broken trust, You have to work hard, That don’t mean be hateful towards me, Just show me that I can trust you once more.

The Sex Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Shane's Shack
hey all come check out the hottest lounge on fb we have hot girls and men in there and we have alot of fun we have great staff and we will all make you feel welcome .so what u waiting for come check us out at shane's shack hope to see you there

Someone
I believe in someone... Someone who'll make all my dreams come true, Someone who'll do all the things I want to do, Someone who'll fulfill all my aims, Someone who won't make me live in vain, Someone who'll help me move further, Someone who'll make my life better, Someone who'll soar in the sky, Someone who'll never say die, Someone who'll make each moment worthwhile, Someone who'll live each day with a smile, Someone who'll never give up, Someone who'll reach the top, Someone who'll never lose hope, Someone who'll never stop, Someone who'll face all fears, Someone who'll conquer her tears, Someone who'll be completely free, Someone who'll be what I want to be, I believe in Someone..... I believe in ME.....

Want A Morph Made For You?
Who wants a morph made for them? Check out my Morphs made for others folder. Want one? My friend Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl She needs comments Please click her picture and leave her comments. If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will make you a morph If you don't have time to leave her comments I will make you one for 5,000 Fubucks

No Name Yet
They seem so far gone all those memories so out of reach are they really mine? can I be sure or did somebody trade with me? sometimes... it seems that way and maybe it would be better if someone had I might know what happiness feels like then but would I still be me? or someone completely new?

Ryot 12-29-07
DJ Ryot is On Air in Centerfolds.........she is RAWKIN away and would love to have ya hang out with her!!! Oh and show her some love too here she is: ™Ryot Gyrl™ ~DJ For Centerfolds ~ 2nd Alarm Hottie**@ fubar and here is where to find her to RAWK out with here......

Fu-bar Rules
I notice there ALOT of mumm bashers out there,that get their rocks off on bashing mumms that are serious.Some of us are actually looking for advice not offensive pictures and comments. If we post offensive mumms they are deleted by the staff so why can't the people who continuesly bash mumms left and right have their privilages taken ? There is rules to what mumms that can be post that is enfored but why isnt the rules of what type of comments that can be posted enforced ? Its amazing how people are raised ,I was raised to be respectful to others and how imature people are now days,you delete a mumm bashers comment and they get so freaking pissed then you block them and they send others to do their bashing for them. WTF? What gets me the most mumm bashers assume the people who write mumms don't have a life but do they realize they are calling the kettle black?They don't seem to have much of a life either if they have so much time to sit there ,search for the offensive pic

Come Get You Some Sugar
~~SugarSpice~~ Creator of Spirit Bombers~~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~Co-Founder of Wakan@ fubar Come my friends lets level SugarSpice she is there for a lot of us she helps alot of people and i want to so her i have seen all she has done she only has 38,452 Points to go!!!

Natural Highs
Natural Highs Please Read an Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially #45. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16.. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say somethi

Dumb Bitches Abound
ok so ive started this contest here are the rules and prize is 100k in fu bucks must be your booty need a salute sign to be in pic with you or your fu booty winner will be judged by how many comments are posted guys will not be permited to enter but will be the judges as well as the ladies there email the pic to me on fubar and ill post in the folder submissions are all week and the judging will be done on feb 1st. good luck i know its going to be a tough decision -inkman7o ive used the internet and sites like fubar for several years to meet people as im sure most of you have as well. what id like to know is how many of you have actually had a sucessful connection this means a relationship a friendship or a business connection. i have met several women although most of the time they are fake and as it turns out most of the time they are full of it about who they are and what they are really after. youd think playing with teh averages you would meet one in one hundred? no i h

Pimps R Us
Ok you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them Naughty Cowgirl~Taken no use in asking you cant have my yahoo get over it@ fubar ~mzblüÐëmØn*ëngÅgëÐ TØ blüÐëmØn*~@ fubar *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*@ fubar **CANDY APPLE**2nd alarm hottie & dh diva & OWNER of HOTTIES R US & treasurer of The IRA Bombs@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family@ fubar Zatanna@ fubar BabyT@ fubar jiggy@ fubar ALSO DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SUM LUV ALSO, PEACE Blaze/TCS Security@ fubar

We Are Now One
we are now one now that my niece is married to her bf a.k.a now husband a.k.a my sisters girlfriends brother now we are family my sister would have loved to here may she now rest in peace we all love you diana your baby girl is now a women

Nintendo Wii
for anyone who doesnt know,,or may not follow hockey,,,tuesday jan 1 , buffalo will play pittsburgh in an outdoor game at the buffalo bills stadium,,outside...here is a link that will show what they did to make a rink out of the football stadium.....http://sabres.nhl.com/ wooohoooo,,i was able to win an auction on ebay for the hard to get nintendo wii please remember in your thoughts and prayers,,my ex brother in laws nephew who died tuesday night,,they were more like brothers than anything else. here is the newspaper article Click Here!

Thangs
Figured I would give a litte insight into me. I am 29, live in the Gunshine State am married and have a son. I like long walks on the beach, candlel..wait thats for my personal add. I like all types of music, some more than others. I mostly listen to underground Hip-Hop, Punk, Nu-Metal, and Jazz/Classical. I work Security and am part of the Tactical Response Unit. We do VIP escorts, high risk clubs and housing projects ect. If your lucky Ill post a pic of me all geared up. I love funny movies, dramas and psy thrillers. I enjoy reading, writing and being lazy at times. Well I dont know what the hell else to say. Drop me a line to find out more. Jet Set cowboy..not a rock and roll star. Tuesdays gone and sunday is crumbling. Eons and eras have passed and some I can not identify. Slap. Stomp. Grunt. Appreciate what grows between the cracks. So just a short time ago I posted my first MUMM. Of course everyone hated it cause it was more of a po

Lounges
Come Join The Fun and Games in the ~Dragon's Breath Lounge!!!! We have lots of fun! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55599 Come Join us at Dragon's Breath We Have The Hottest Angels & Dragons MAD Queen is offering $1,000 fubucks to Anyone Who Does A ~Salute~ Pic With The Words ~Dragon's Breath on it. You Have To Belong To The Lounge to Participate Rules To Salute Pic 1: Show Your Fubar Name 2: Show Dragon's Breath Lounge Name 3: Take Pic Showing Yourself in the Lounge Please post it on your page & let MAD Queen know when it is done & she will ~RIP~ it & award you your fubucks. So Come & Check Out Dragon's Breath And Meet The ~Guardian Angels~ of Dragon's Breath And Have Lots of Fun!!!! WE ARE HAVING AN AUCTION JUNE 6TH @ 8PM EST HERE ARE THE PEOPLE GOING UP ON THE AUCTION BLOCK. VISIT THEIR PROFILES AND GIVE THEM SOME RATES IF YOU LIKE AND SEE WHO YOU'LL BE BIDDING ON. PICK THE ONE YOU WANT AND HAVE YOUR FUBUCKS READY FOR F

Tequila
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not ! over the pig. ) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

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My Ninja Scroll
I kinda like how everything sorta relies on how a person looks and not thinks. Im amazed by how many people think I should be a fucken idiot. I mean yeah I got boobs but so what? Hotmaster69 has large man boobs and its not big deal. fuck that. Next guy who thinks Im brainless will pay Well, I find it weird how many people do hook up on these sites and turn out to be jerks or led on by jerks. I think its crazy to think, wow this guy is so sensitive. His poetry speaks to my soul, and then first time you accidentally knock over his enzyte pills, he swings like a revolving door. I guess its to be expected really. I mean without these quirky jerks we wouldnt have anything entertaining to talk about in chats and emails. Personally, I dont bother trying to know anyone online anymore. All you do is get ticked off when they show their true personality. So if you think you're gonna hit me and quit me, think again. There's a reason half of my ex's tried to kill themse

Just Lil Notes (random Rumblings)
People talk about other people--It's what we do! Yes... All of us are included in 'we'. It may not be bad things exactly that you say about someone, but yah do it. I have come to understand that this is a natural part of life. Mankind is his own worst enemy! And no!!! The Devil didn't make you do it... Take the time to get to know someone before you start throwing stones... Don't degrade people for what country they come from. Last time I checked, the earth was still all in one piece. So unless you were born on another planet... You are still an earthling! I have been staying away from the bulletin board alot lately. But I go read through the bulletins a few times during the day. Just because I read it, don't mean I will repost it... I don't repost drama and bullshit of the likes of slander, or the uncalled for slamming of someone for being different. Geesh! Grow up people. There are idiots on here, and we all know it. Face i

Recommendations For Further Study
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility towards our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity-as masculine and feminine-and that this same Creative Power lies in all people, and functions through the interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above the other, knowing each to be supportive of the other. We value sex as pleasure, as the symbol and

Only If You New!
It seem like every time i get in a relationship there always some kind of drama happening. im so tired of these bitchs that right angel. trying get him to hate me and telling all these lies about me. come on now. sercly grow up a little bit. telling me i look like im on fucking crack lol sry i dont even do drugs so i dont know what the hell you be smokeing. but i dont do that shit. and then has the nerve tell my bf like they kno me i just use fucking men and bullshit sry i dont even need man in my life i can do so much better when out one. im tird trying to make shit work when i kno deep down i didnt do shit but sicne im the nice person i am i didnt have to give anyone a apolgy at all. cuss they one starting all this bull shit just because i tell them i dont like the fact she keep righting my boyfriend and i get one back of her telling me she gonna kick my ass and punch me in my face. what ever sercly. then has the nerve come to are door. and start shit. thanking he gonna not pertect m

Perfectdimples/princessd
i'm not every good at this whole blog thing i set up a blog somewhere here in cyber space and i have no idea where that is now. i started a new business this last april and then moved in july 1200 miles away from everyone and everything i've ever known. that move is finally going well and my business is taking off. i got a promotion two days before my goal for that promotion. talk about happy. then came christmas and now new years. i'm looking forward to this new year and all the wonderful possiblities my business has to offer me. kristie www.kissurbossgood-bye.com Every Monday: Jar Candles $20.00 you save $2.00 Bella Wash and Balm Set $25.00 you save $5.00 Car Air Freshner 2 for $6.00 you save $2.00 Mia Melts 2 bags of 10 each for $22.00 you save $2.00 Retiring scents specials while supplies last (act fast) PRICE TO FOLLOW SCENTS BLACKBERRY SAGE JAR VOTIVES MELTS CARROT CAKE JAR,VOTIVES, MELTS CINNAMON TEA JAR VOTIVES AND MELTS COCONUT MACAROON JAR AND

Love Compatibility With Signs Of The Zodiac
Test your love compatibility with a Cancer person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You seem to be compatible with a Cancer person. Good luck for a great relationship ahead. I am a Virgo! LoLTest your love compatibility with a Virgo person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Virgo person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says. Test your love compatibility with an Aries person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with an Aries person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and go by what it says.

Farts
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocates the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent , and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur In a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces. From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of Us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget...... . Sweet old farts like you! My Mother in law

My Everyday Stuff
ENGAGED!!!! Pat and I have taken us a step even further...We are gettin married!!!! Havent set a date yet tho....We are looking at buyin a house soon!!! Iam also looking at switching jobs as well....WOW 2008 is looking REALLY good for me....Sorry just had to share the news w/all :D

Just Pass Through- Reflections Of 2007 And Predictions For 2008
2007 Reflections and Prepictions for 2008 well 2007 have been a crazy year but how many people say that now a days it seems that each passing year turns out to be crazier than the the one before. And its always about the same thing Drama this drama that...I'm boy crazy...I girl Crazy she/he broke my heart blah blah blah. I however will put an end to that I will speak about the good thing that came out of 2007 of course Rehash made it through aother year and will keep doing so in years to come...SAE the greatest Fraternity in the universe I love all you guys even the doosh bag brett lol jk. I have become a better lyricist thanks to heartbreak and the ever forgiving cocaine. its been good kid real good...I have realized that the pen is my sword and my words are...Lethal! and finally Mandy the sweet woman that ushered in 2007 with me. I write about you because you have become a big part of my life. I met you in 2007 and it has been a strong year for both of us; nothing can

Alittle More About Me
the man of my dreams is not a superhero but he saves my life everyday. he is not a supermodel but i love every inch of him. hair blond as the sun. eyes so precious that i could get lost in them forever. kisses that send shivers down my spine. lips soft as silk. a touch like magic sending electricity thur my body with every touch. making love to him feels more right than anything i have ever done in my life. i would not give him up for anything in the world. he is the man who holds my heart forever. I LOVE YOU S@RGoN. i am yours forever I REALLY DO NOT COMPLAIN MUCH, BUT I REALIZE THAT I FEEL BETTER WHEN I LET THINGS OUT. SO HERE ARE COUPLE OF THIS ABOUT LIFE THAT FUSTRATE ME. 1. PEOPLE WHO ACT FAKE. NO ONE LIKES A PERSON WHO CAN NOT BE THEMSELVES. IF YOU ARE THAT INSECURE ABOUT YOURSELF PLEASE STAY IN AND DO NOT DEPRESS THE REST OF THE WORLD 2. TRUE FRIENDS: DOES ANYBODY REALLY KNOW THE REAL MEANING BEHIND THIS. I HAVE MEET SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE AND I HAVE MEET SOME TH

Stonehenge Radio
I want to let every one know that I have the same taste in music as the former DJ Love and he has sent me everything that I didn't have that he likes so you will be hearing alot of his music on here because I like it! I have listened to former DJ Loves shows and I thought he was a really killer DJ and well people on here drove him to quit, I am working on trying to get him to DJ for me from time to time if he will cause I don't have alot of time to sit here and DJ I got other things i have to do too and they come first! I am DJ Stone I am the owner of Stonehenge Radio and I am bringing my station to FU bar at the request of DJ Enigma and The former DJ Love (who is allowing me to stream to his old server for you here on Fu bar). Love has told me about what happened to his old Radio Station and Lounge and all I can say is that was BULLSHIT people need to be loyal if they are to be a part of something. I will not tolerate the BS or black balling so don't even try it! If you

Stuff I've Written
It started with you and I fishing (can't tell ya where, so don't ask). It was just you and I there at this beautiful lake. Beautiful and quiet. And it was early. Before the sun came up early. It's dark, but the moon was still out and we were able to see eachother. It's you and I standing side by side, each of us holding our poles and occasionally casting glances at eachother but trying not to let the other see. Then it happened. There was a tug on my pole. I yelped and reeled it in. I asked you to take it off the hook and throw it back. And you did. Then you turned. And our eyes met. And held. I leaned in as you did, and our mouths met. Slowly. Gently lips met. Slowly separated and met again. I could feel your hands come up to my waist as I reached up wrap my arms around your neck. The kiss deepened. Tongues met and danced around eachother. I stepped closer. You grabbed tighter. Our mouths separated. But we didn't. Slowly you trailed soft kisses from my mouth down my neck. You bit.

Interesting
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Barbedwire
she asked to be wrapped, so I cuffed her and put her leg irons on, attaching her steel chain to her collar and irons, put her into the bed of the truck and drove for miles into the woods.. I yanked her out of the truck.."come girl". Making My way through the woods I found the tree that I wanted, and began wrapping her against it with wire.. the barbs slowly pressing deep as I wrapped her tight against this tree. I wondered if the tree was really thinking about all this. Actually I could have cared less about any of it, especially her. she began screaming as the wire ripped and tore her skin..breasts..I tightened down more..I left her there..screaming A light whisper.."SIT" she sits at the table while I apply her cuffs and lock her ankles to the chair, her wrists behind her back. Gently placing her ample breasts on the table, I can see the fear in her eyes as well as total trust. "Master..please.." To no avail..I pick up the hammer and a nail and begin. her screams echo off the walls as

Pasties For Two
"Oh, that tickles!" Annie giggled. "It tickles now but you’re going to be groaning when it’s time to take them off. Now hold still." At 22, Belinda was three years older than Annie and she often took the attitude of stern older sister. They were from Harrisburg, Pennsylvania, and when Annie moved to Boston to start an independent life, she looked up her old neighbor Belinda. After living in Boston for several years, Belinda was glad to help her young friend. "Annie, I wish you would take a job in a store or an office. I feel bad that you’re doing this topless dancing with me. Your parents would kill me if they knew I had helped you get a gig in this dive." Annie had been accepted to study in a prestigious nursing school. "I’ve got three months before the course begins," she had told Belinda, "three months in which to make enough money to feed myself all year. Please, isn’t there an opening at the place where you’re dancing" As a painter, Belinda was not yet sufficiently est

Too Good To Be True
OMG... So I Was Talking To This Guy On Here And I Really Like Him... But I Got A B/F And He Got All Pissed Off About It. I'm Sorry But I Was Single And I Got The Chance To Get A B/F And I Took It. I Really Like My B/F And I Think I Might Be Falling For Him. And I'm Sorry To The Other Guy But I Hope One Day We Can Be Friends...

Numerology
THE PERSONAL YEAR The Personal Year is helpful in evaluating the trend of the coming calendar year. For a clue as to what lies ahead in the coming year, calculate your personal year using this formula: First, reduce the month and day of your birth, your birthday, to a single digit. Using my birthday for example, February 8th, that single digit would be 1 (2+8=10; 1+0=1). If your month and day total comes to 11 or 22, the master numbers, in this instance, reduce the number to 2 and 4, respectively. Next, reduce the year for which you are making the calculation to a single digit. The year 2003 would become 5. Now, add the single digit representing your birthday to the single digit representing the year in question. Thus, 2003 is a 6 personal year for me. Calculate your personal year and see the likely trend of events for the year Personal Year 1. . . .A New Beginning In Your Life The current year is the beginning of a new nine year cycle for you. It holds t

15 Feet Of Chain
The Kinky Cards informed me that after dinner out my DOM was taking me to the hardware store to make a purchase. The only clue he gave me was "clink clink". "Oh my", I thought, "this sounds interesting". All during dinner that evening I was on edge. The food was excellent and our conversation was lively, but I couldn’t seem to keep my mind from wandering to our shopping trip. After dinner we hopped into Sam’s little red sports car and drove to the local hardware store. A nice older gentleman asked us if we needed any help finding what we were looking for. Sam winked at me and told him we were fine on our own. I followed Sam as he wandered through the store looking at various tools and household items. We ended up at the back corner of the store where there were huge spools of rope and chains. I finally understood; Sam was buying me chains! My thoughtful DOM invited me to browse the selection. There were probably 15 different types to choose from. Household-duty links felt too

Blogarrific
i just wanna thank u kisss ... i love you. I am so glad i found u after all this time has past ...hmmm there must be a song about it somewhere...hint. i do feel calm & centered. watching u today with the kids was great..and just the little things were so awwww. kisss lvoe u cuttie I LOVE YOU! ya il let the kids play in a min lolol

Stepping Down For A While To Take A Much Needed Break!!!
Well here goes it...... I am so exhausted from working 2 jobs, taking care of my 2 teenagers, and stressed because of a move I am about to make (which will be a great thing) and then it comes to when I come on here it has become another job in itself that I have lost complete enjoyment out of. When I am done working, then I am here living up to my end of the bargain I come on here and take up the slack for those that I see on here doing nothing but rating mumms and such..... and that I could care less about at this point. I am going to take a much needed break from the family bombsquad. When I am exhausted from working 2 jobs and I log onto FUBAR, I expect to come here to relax........LOL, I should have seen that coming........ I can't even log into here and do anything to unwind from my day of working up to 12-14 hr days without having someone in my shoutbox needing help in a contest, wanting something made, or just plain out wanting! What about me and what

R.i.p. Grandma
Obituary VERNA MACDONALD (published on December 29, 2007) VERNA MACDONALD (nee WESTIN) Born on August 5, 1920 Mom passed away peacefully with her family by her side on Christmas Eve 2007. She then joined her husband Ross, her parents, her sisters, her brother, her niece and other family members to celebrate the rest of the evening as well as a new beginning. She is survived by her daughter Lannie (Bob) sons Ed (Geri) and Bill, as well as 12 grandchildren, 11 great-grandchildren and many nephews and nieces. Mom resided in Winnipeg since 1953, and worked in retail for many years but her first love was her family. Her favorite place was Trout Lake where Ross and herself spent so much time together. She loved the water, the outdoors, the birds and other wildlife and anything to do with people. She enjoyed socializing, family reunions, taking care of the grandchildren and often the family's cats and dogs. Verna touched many lives in many ways. She always spoke her mind and fought for

Happy New Year 2008
Another year has passed and we're all a little older. Last summer felt hotter and winter seems much colder. I rack my brain for happy thoughts, to put down on my pad, But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad. There was a time not long ago when life was quite a blast. Now I fully understand about "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings, football games and lunches. Now we go to funeral homes, and after-funeral brunches. We used to have hangovers, from parties that were gay. Now we suffer body aches and while the night away. We used to go out dining, and couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags, come home and take a pill. We used to often travel to places near and far. Now we get sore a**es from riding in the car. We used to go out shopping for new clothing at the Mall But, now we never bother... all the sizes are too small. We used to go to nightclubs and drink a little booze. Now we stay at home at night

Educated And Intelligent
There is such a huge difference between being educated and being intelligent. Being educated is a great thing ....but it is different than being truly intelligent. Being educated means that you have been taught and learned things from books. And teachers with great minds. However the way I see it is. Just because you can quote Edgar Allen Poe does not make you this great writer . Now it makes you someone who know the works of a great writer. Just because you know all about Albert Einstein does not make you the genius that he was. As I said being educated is a great thing. However to me it is not quite as great as being truly intelligent . See with true intelligence you do not have to quote all those great minds. Because if your truly intelligent you will have you own opinion. The reason I bring this up is. I see a lot of people who try to degrade others who may not be as educated as them. So they will quote some stuff they learned out of books and t

Whats Goin On
I have come to the realization in life that everything is an illusion. You become educated to go to a higher level of education, you work to make money to eventually set yourself up comfortably to die. Now my point is this the value of life is measured in wealth and they tell you that money cant buy happieness but the value of life is indeed happieness measured in memories and milestones, either of which cannot be bought or sold. So what is a full life worth? What is the value of a heart and soul can that be measured is there a price one has to pay for them because without a heart happiness is impossible can that have a wealth ammount? Without a soul the heart doesnt have a place to reside so is it possible to store happieness?Seemingly the only way to give happieness is to share of ones own heart and soul, but if it cant be given away do you truely give happieness? The promise of something to be given but cant be taken is an illusion yet it can be done and is. In reality the only rea

Have You Ever?
have u ever felt like... like your life is going places you dont want it to... like you have no control over your life... like noone is on ur side... like there is NOONE else out there like you... like you are hiding... like everyone is looking at you... but not seeing you... like you have to put on a different face around people... like everyone is making fun of you... pointing... laughing... like you are a ball of rage... with a nice exterior... like you want to hit something... but something is someone... like everyone has someone else but you... like you are friends with everyone... but noones (close) friend like you are just the "friend"... like no matter how hard you try you will never b the guy in the shining armor... like no matter how hard you try u will never get the girl of ur dreams... like everyone else is getting what they want... and u get whats left over... Like ugh! well your NOT alone!

My Life And Feelings
I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run away, Please someone help me understand.... Can this be real? Or am i dreaming? Well i can't be dreaming bc im wide awake....... I've never felt this good about my feelings before I know they have to be real!!!!!!! I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and

:}need Opinion;}$%&:)
SO IT'S A LONG KINDA DEAL BUT STICK WITH ME! There's a kid down the street, Leanining against a building Staring at his feet. Got on a leather jacket And long brown hair, A sad look on his face And a far off stare. I passed by him earlier today Smokin' on a cigarrette When he stopped me And asked if I had one he could get. Now it was obvious, This kid wasn't of age. But he looked like some animal, Trapped in a cage. So I cut him some slack, Reached in my pocket, And pulled out my pack. As I was givin' him a light, I could tell... Somethin' just wasn't right. I asked the kid if anything was wrong? I knew there was, When his answer took so long. See, he reached in his pocket. Pulled something out. A gold heart shaped locket. Said," Man, my mom used to sing me to sleep. But, now all I have of her Is a memory... And this to keep. " See, a few years ago, My mom, she up and died. It seemed forever, I just cried and cried. "I guess

The Day After
Twas the day after Christmas, and all through the house, Every creature was hurting-- even the mouse. The toys were all broken, their batteries dead; Santa passed out, with some ice on his head. Wrapping and ribbons just covered the floor, while Upstairs the family continued to snore. And I in my T-shirt, new Reeboks and jeans, Went into the kitchen and started to clean. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the sink to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the curtains, and threw up the sash. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a little white truck, with an oversized mirror. The driver was smiling, so lively and grand; The patch on his jacket said "U.S. POSTMAN." With a handful of bills, he grinned like a fox Then quickly he stuffed them into our mailbox. Bill after bill, after bill, they still came. Whistling and shouting he called them by name: "Now Dillard's

All Kids Need
ALL KIDS NEED:No Abuse, Insult, Neglect, Maltreatment or Manipulation Sometimes abuse is done with intention to hurt, while other times it is done without malicious intent and awareness. Sometimes abuse is perpetrated by a total stranger, while other times it is perpetrated by someone known, such as a caretaker, neighbor or relative. In any case, abuse and neglect of children or youth is cruel and criminal. It leaves physical and emotional scars that last a lifetime and most often continue in a tragic cycle into future generations. The most eloquent statement I’ve read is from a caring child advocate:“If I could change just one thing, I would stop people from beating their kids. Not just beating, but verbally abusing kids, neglecting kids. You lose your childhood when you’ve been abused. My heart goes out to those children who are abused and have no one to turn to. “My wish is that children be treated as people, and not as property; that their rights as human beings on the planet –

Your Rose Petals....
Your Rose Petals Sit back with a rose in your mouth. I’ll take it from you, with my tongue Lovely as shy angels, Romantically embracing your rose petals, Smooth as the clouds of heaven, With God watching below. He sees us making love, With raw intentions… With my lips caressing your pleasure center. Wet and dry, Soft don’t cry… I’ll eat the whip cream off your pie. Don’t be afraid to be in love...my dear. To deny yourself to love, Is the biggest mistake to make. In order to know love and how to love, You must surrender yourself to love. I taste the tear, That runs down your cheek… I hold you close… My heart beats only for you. I pour my feelings to you and say they’re true. Don’t fear to love me back… I’ve given you my heart and soul, For me no other will do. We just made love… The way I see it, I poured my love and passion into you. Your lips are like beautiful rose petals, I can never get tired from their taste… I will kiss you and lov

Are You Ready?
Well Heroes looks like were gonna make it another year. With the Elections coming we all better be asking ourselves "Are You Ready?" There's still plenty of time for the current sitting morons to mess alot of shit up. And there's no telling what the next crew will do. So you better cinch up your jocks and bra straps cause things are gonna get rough. And in the Spirit of preparing for the upcoming battles I got a song for you. Lyrics included. Ready or Not by Manbreak Do you wanna get out? Do you wanna give in? Do you wanna be contained? Do you wanna be restrained? Do you wanna be enforced by the laws that are made? Do you wanna be deprived? Do you wanna be advised? Do you wanna be controlled, wanna be patrolled? Do you wanna be designed to accept all the time? Do you wanna be bored? Or do you wanna be broke? Do you wanna be conned? Do you wanna be robbed? Do you wanna have to beg for the price of a smoke? Chorus: Do you wanna go round and around, An

I Need You (another Poem)
Ok Everyone Writing a book of poems plz comment and tell me what u think. I Need You I can’t bear the emptiness, I feel within. I miss you more and more, With each day that passes. There isn’t a night that goes by, Without a thought of you. I realize how much I need you. Just as a poet needs inspiration, To write a masterpiece, I need you. Just as an artist, Needs a subject for his work of art, I need you. Just as a composer needs a theme, To create a melody, I need you. For without you, My life will be empty. For without you, I’ve lost my inspiration. There would be no work of art, For me to gaze at. There would be no timeless melody, To listen and dance to with you. My life would exist in shades of gray, In the place of the vibrant colors you bring. I would be less than whole. In the past, The proper words have escaped me. My inner most feelings have been, Kept away in the depths of my heart. With these words, I proclaim to y

Club Envy
The newest spot!!! And it's only getting hotter Click on the drinks above to Get yourselves on in here for a ROCKIN GOOD time !!! Club Envy is new but hot and getting hotter We keep the party goin' all day and night and we could use you to make it better! Click the sign above to come in and partayyy!

What I'm Looking For
this is an application from the heart please show love I'm a big fun loving woman who wants love... someone for hugs all you really need is honesty, cant do being lied too, but we will need to fancy each other aswell :-p so anyone up for the job??? feel free to let me know in the comments i answer any Q u have.... bit about me im 38 & single green eyes dark red dyed hair big girl, im 5'6" tall just look at the pic's that will give you an idear... oh did i say i love having fun lol, I like going out for a drink and staying in with one... love to talk to friend on here and on the phone and meeting up with them... i love things fast 65% of the time, love motorbikes with a passion if they could be my life they would but had to be put aside to bring up 3 children that are now 20, 18 & 15 so can lookafter themselfs now lol just kidding still help out a bit giving them cash most of the time:-s so how about it you need someone too??? this was pinched off :-D ♥b

"never Ending Poem Plz. Add"
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1I work in surgery with blood and guts and i love it! 2.I giggle to much when im on the phone! 3.I like to walk in the rain 4.I have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) i don't like when things are out of place...but im getting alot better about it! 5.I was born in Kentucky and have never lived outside the state. 6.I like to listen to all kinds of music from country to manson 7.I found a really great friend on here that i really like alot!!! 8.I've never found true love :( im still looking! 9.I've been married and divorced twice 10.I love spending time with ppl i care about ;) Passing the torch to: woody, echo_1971,djboogie,ken

My Life, Outside 'the Box'
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Smile
A smile costs nothing, but gives much. It enriches those who receives, without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty than he can get along without it, and none is so poor than he can't be made rich by it. A smile creates haapiness in the home, fosters goodwill in business, and is the countersign of friendship. It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature's best antidote for trouble. Yet it can not be bought, begged, borrowed or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as who has no more to give. And now? Let's smile a little

Under The Moon
I'm still here under the moon (2x) I was just a child but you seemed like so much more The way you would approach me and drift across the floor I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile I never understood it, was I even worth your while? The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit But you would always hold me and stand there by my side We were only seventeen; we'd be together till we died But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!! I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years I would do the time just to equal all your tears The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon (CHORUS) I'll forever love you, even in your doom

2007
[7:30pm] So to add specific dates re: my previous blog... Dec 30th 2006 - little brother's car accident Feb 24th - molestation and attempted rape... also went to the police. had my mom call me a slut b/c I had bruises all over me, and she had no idea what happened to me, or hesitated to cry b/c I hadn't been home all day :( March 2nd - started seeing a therapist b/c of the situation. hey the govt offered it July - met my future fling August 24th - hooked up for the 1st of many times, until it led to drama! Sept 20th - ended my fling Oct - drama from my fling's ex Sept & Oct - drama from this chick at work who like(d)/(s) him Oct - met a guy I liked, but he sort of got scared b/c he fell for me, so I guess he ran away like a pussy... yup I said it! Nov - hooked up with my bff, because he moved far far away Nov 11th - went to my crush's house for the 1st time. We had our own fun, but he's the same guy that I mentioned who ran away like a pussy, and we didn't e

One Of My Best Friends/new Years Eve Invite
I wonder what the consensus is - can men and women just be friend or is there always the sexual tension simmering below the surface? I always thought it was definitely possible and pointed to my male friends as proof. We never had any sexual issues, I said. But the night before I was thrown. I was out with my closest male friend.Jay, and a few of his friends for drinks. Sitting at the Iron Horse Pub, we went through a few bottles of wine (I only had about 2 or 3 glasses - they had about 4 bottles!) and he was in a very flirtatious mood. His friends were making cracks about us and I just laughed. He was getting drunker and drunker and by the time we left, he was trashed, at least in my opinion. He insisted that I was not capable of driving and I agreed to sleep on the couch - have done it many times before.But then, while walking home, he pulled me aside and said "What would you say if I were to kiss you right now?" Gulp. I was as diplomatic as possible and I said I felt it would r

From My Heart
this fear inside grows deeper as we speak im not use to this type of fear its worries me greatly that im so afraid to come clean for so long ive wanted you for so long ive waited and yet we spoke the whole time i figured by now id have the courage to ask you anything yet im so afraid that the answer i get wont be the one i want and i dont want that awkwardness between us if its not what i want thatd be my fault and i dont want to lose u uve always been special to me whether you saw it or not i may not be the perfect girl but could u love me the way i am? flaws and all? could u love me the way i love you? i could spend my days lost in you id give u everything just to have you and you have no idea how much i like you i know it may be too soon to ask but i want to know so badly it makes me cry im not perfect,nor will i ever be but would you date me anyways? Sqquueee...Looky,its a new blog by me.And I know how much some of you just LOVE my blogs..sarcasm,aint it

Dayglo Abortions!
"Blah blah blah blah blah blah,argh fuck kill"One of my favorite lines from the song:Argh Fuck Kill from the Dayglo Abortions off their LP Feed us a Fetus....Maybe you should go an check it out,the album is actually quite good!....lol....Anyhow have fun with that!....Peace out all!

Stop Illegal Aliens
Remember this when you go out for FOOD If you travel into the Third World such as Mexico, Central and South America, you will notice that while visiting a bathroom there is a box for used toilet paper in the corner and no soap or paper towels at the lavatory. The sewage systems can not handle toilet paper so it is a habit to throw it in the box provided which is open to flies and cockroaches. Additionally, for most Third World people, washing hands is non existent. Today, in California, Florida, Georgia and spreading to other states across the nation, recent arrivals are so accustomed to throwing their used toilet paper into boxes, they throw it into trash cans. Whether they work at the counter or chopping tomatoes, they often do not wash their hands. Thousands carry head lice, leprosy, tuberculosis and hepatitis A, B, and C. Currently in 2007, an estimated 1,000,000 illegal aliens cross America's southern borders annually while avoiding a health screening. They ar

Explanation Please????
Ok so i dont get it. why is it number one that you can be 23 years old and still have to deal with CLIQUES? I thought that was something we all left in HS.. ok rants part 2 .... boys.. need I say more? so New years Eve is fast approaching... and do you think I have a date or made any final plans on what i am going to do .. Nope.. and why you ask.. because boys dont know how to make up thier minds and they like to play games. I would love for someone to explain to me how boys think.. they say one thing and mean something else... lets be friends and see where it takes us . I HATE THAT!!!!!! its like come on already.. i have to straight out say to them .. forget it I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS WITH BENI's .. not me ... so if someone could make some sense of how boys think and let me know that would be AWESOME Love Me

What An Idoit
from: walitianoo date: 2007-12-30 00:40:40 subject: Hello Pretty Queen read receipt: No replied: 2007-12-30 07:55:19 block user How are u?Actually I'm not use to this internet thing i just decide to try it because i need some that will have true love for me.Do not consider my picture as i might not be handsome but take ur time to read my profile maybe I'll want to give me a trial.I don't want you to judge the book by it's cover.You're very beautiful.I like your profile too and i will like to stay in touch with you. P ls take ur time to reply me and tell me a lil about ourself.I still have a lot to say but let me hear from you first. I can't wait to take you out of here. OMG WHAT AN IDIOT HE SAID HE READ MY PROFILE BUT YET IT IS OBVIOUS HE DID NOT OR HE WOULD OF SEEN I WAS MARRIED. AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY THEY GET BLOCKED LOL

Literotica
It was a gorgeous Saturday morning. I was not too happy about having to work today but I had a presentation that I needed to finish for a meeting on Monday. I had no choice. Reluctantly, I showered, but decided to skip shaving. Not like anyone will be at the office to notice anyway. I got dressed in my suit & tie, grabbed my brief case and coffee and headed out the door. I hailed a cab half-heartedly, and told the driver to take me to the train station. . As I stepped onto the platform awaiting my train, I caught a glimpse of a beautiful woman I’d never seen before, reading a book as she sat on one of the benches. Her hair was a beautiful red, long and curly. The mild spring breeze gently tossed her locks about her face and her fingers brushed it aside and she turned and for a moment, her eyes captured my stare. I smiled nervously and opened my newspaper, not noticing I was holding it upside down. She let out a giggle and went back to her book. Embarrassment got the best of me as I

I've Come To Realize
I'm lost and confused a name for this feeling i cannot choose i want to noe because i dont ever want it to stop if it does i think my heart will just drop ive come to realize i care too much ive come to realize i miss her too much ive come to realize that shes alwasy on my mind but we broke up...those feelins shouldve been left behind i keep thinking that the reason was noones fault but mine someone please send me a sign... i cant be just a friend with these feelings i cannot end when we talk its like we re together with someone else i cannot not dream of another i should be as free as a dove but its hard to fly when i fell in love to all my friends...someday i hope u feel wat i feel for some one special...dont ever question ur hearts just ur mind...when u see another fallen whos heart was intertwined...pick him or her up....and never leave a friend behind.... i send my love out to her... mi corazon pertenece at ti....baby u noe

Dumb Ppl
all right.i think fubar is a cool ass place 2 have friends and everything but some ppl on here r real assholes.most of the ppl on here just want 2 added u because they need points.i thought the point of this place is 2 meet new ppl,not 2 see who can level up the fastest.Some of the ppl on here don't even say HI or THANK YOU for the add.so for now on if u don't want 2 talk 2 me then not even bother 2 send a me friend request.Because all u are doin is wasting your time.I'm the kind of person who wants 2 meet new ppl and sure i have a lot of girls on my friend list but that does not mean i want 2 fuck them because i sent them a friend request.I just like chatting with new ppl.So in closing thank u for reading this and i hope u have a great day.. Later, BOSS

Quotes
ELEANOR ROOSEVELT: I could not, at any age, be content to take my place by the fireside and simply look on. Life was meant to be lived. Curiosity must be kept alive. One must never, for whatever reason, turn his back on life. FRANKLIN P. JONES: Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.: An individual has not started living until he can rise above the narrow confines of his individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity. ROBERT FROST: In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. JOHN LENNON: Reality leaves a lot to the imagination. ALLAN K. CHALMERS: The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. . AMY BLOOM: Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been looking at each other for a lifetime that it becomes a miracle. ELIZABETH BARRET BROWNING: Whoso loves, beli

I still remember out first date, how we just sat and talked and got to know each other. Nothing was expected of either of us but conversation. I still remember what we did for my birthday that year and how you took me home for new years to meet you family at the last minute unplanned. I still remember the day that I had to take you to your ship when you had to leave. If I think of it long enough, the tears still come as if it happened yesterday. That was the longest five months I had ever spent without you. I was so excited the day you came home. Over time we grew together and apart and now I find myself without you completely.

Kissing In The Rain
I said, “I’ve always thought that the rain is so romantic.” “Me too,” he said, walking to the porch. There was a downpour. I quickly kicked off my shoes and socks. “No way! You’re going out there?” he laughed. I ran out into the yard. I let the rain pour over me while I jumped and danced. “Come on,” I yelled, “Kiss me in the rain.” He stood at the edge of the porch as if he was scared. Then, he ran to me, gave me a quick kiss, then ran back to the dry porch. “That’s not a kiss!” I yelled, “Come on. Kiss me in the rain.” I saw the seriousness in his eyes. He walked up to me carressed my wet body put his hands between my neck and soaked hair and kissed me ever so gently. We looked at each other smiled and ran to the porch, laughing.

The Wraith
As if my life and my health can't get any worse! Yesterday afternoon, I had collapsed after having migraine headaches for more than a week. I called the doctor and moved my appointment from Friday to today. I had several tests run on me and got the results earlier this afternoon, and I am still in disbelief! A seizure! What else can go wrong? I swear to God, I am getting sick of this! I have not felt like this in a long time, and I swore to myself a long time ago I never would feel this way again, but I just think for mercy's sake, take me out of this world...end my suffering! I hate feeling like this! What's the point? Why keep fighting? I may never be the same as I once was, so is it really worth even trying sometimes? I know it's insane to say such things...I am just so lost right now...I want to be able to have peace - peace of mind, peace in life...is that even possible or is it just a pipe-dream? I want a life again, but this is not a life - this is a prison!

On Returning
I was sitting around and thinking about my friends on fubar following me time away. I decided to come back and take a look around so signed in. The first things I got was a note from fubar support saying the I had to put up a salute in order to level up. I was over 200,000 points away from the next level but couldn't get any points without a salute. The next trip was a visit from a bouncer who needed me to put in the code to proceed. I put in the code and sat there for a very long time as I waited for it to process. I was ready to leave when I saw a friend and started talking. It made the trip back worthwhile so I created a salute and sent out a bunch of gifts with all the points I had accumulated. That earned me two more notes from fubar support on my need for a salute. I felt like putting my number on a naked part of my body but was a good guy and sent it in. You know folks, I can't see where a thing has changed I'm just not real pissed off at it....yet. Nice to see

Katrina Pics
Hey friends, just posted some awesome pics of Hurricane Katrina in Mississippi, sent to me from a friend that lost everything but their lives to her. Please rate and if you rate you can rip. Happy New Year. Garry

Music
Pat Benatar is a certified rock'n'roll superstar, a four-time Grammy winner with six platinum and four gold albums to her credit as well as such hit singles as "I Need A Lover," "Heartbreaker," "Fire and Ice," "Treat Me Right," "Hit Me With Your Best Shot," "Hell Is For Children," "Shadows of the Night," and "Love Is A Battlefield." Long acknowledged as one of the leading female rock vocalists in the industry, Benatar will be embarking on her first live concert dates in over two years before going into the studio to record her first album since '93's Gravity's Rainbow. After capturing industry ears with her showcases at New York's Catch A Rising Star, Benatar signed to Chrysalis Records and released the million selling "In The Heat of the Night" in 1979, followed by the multi-platinum "Crimes of Passion" a year later. From 1980-83, she captured an unprecedented four straight Grammysin the category "Best Rock Vocal Performance, Female" for the Top Five album "Crimes of Passion" ('80)

A Broken Heart
There comes a time in our life when we don't understand why things happen the way they do But God knows You see I know this because that time is now for me I cannot understand or see with my own eyes Because I have to trust in God to show me the way and to be my conscience He is my eyes and my guidance He will show me and lead me in the right direction I feel lost, but I know God will find my way I feel broken, but I know God will mend I want things to happen now, but I know I have to be patient I have given my life to Christ and I know that He is my forever friend! Sonya D. Free ©Sonya D. Free February 1996 I wrote this poem during a very troubled time in my life. I then submitted it to poetry.com where it was honored and published in Great Poems of Today by the Poetry Guild. I dedicated this to my dad, who had committed suicide in August 1997 when the book was released. I recorded some songs online a few months ago and have been searching for the site sin

Pen, Broken
Pen, Broken (Written 1998) Beside the shirt, lying on the beige carpet of the bedroom, lay her pen, broken. I sat quietly and stared at it in something of a daze, reading the inscription, vaguely, repeatedly, hoping to find some small consolation in it. I had thought of the details of her journey, details she had described in the darkest witching hour of night, lying in my arms, talking as the warm night air had embraced us as much as we did each other. I imagined where she was at that moment, what she might be feeling, if anything. Would she cry? Small consolation if she did, and a smaller likelihood still. I could not imagine a woman with the least shred of compassion so coolly stripping me of the chance to say good-bye. Now I was sitting here as the minutes fell away to hours, staring at her pen. Such a meager offering on the altar of Passions Denied. A shirt, mine, but she had worn it that last night when her clothes accidentally became soaked because of a neglected sh

You Know The Old Saying...
You know the old saying about whoever you kiss at midnight on New Year's Eve is the person you'll be spending the year with? Well... Any volunteers??? lol Have a Happy and SAFE New Years Everyone!!!!

Dark Day Winter
Dark Day Winter (Written 1998) I was thinking of her (when wasn’t I?). The familiar signs were all present; dry mouth, wet palms, slow breath. She was in my mind’s eye again, like some creature from some more perfect place, some place better than here. Such unlikely beauty in such a common place. The image forms slowly at first, then becomes a perfect simulacrum of her. Flawless, her skin and always cool, always pale. Her body was lithe, too graceful to appear at home on this Earth. Her hair was blonde, like she had been baptized in the purest platinum. It was shoulder length, but the gentle way it moved made it seem much longer, like her laughter. Her smile varied somewhere between seraphic and villainous. Her eyes had no less than every seasonal shade in them. The emerald of spring morning at the edge, the jade of high summer, then the gold of childhood autumn and at the center, the deepest black of a dark day winter. Most often I imagine her standing in front of me

My Heart Is Truely Broken.......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i

Ghost Colored Dawn
Ghost Colored Dawn (Written 1998) Her big green eyes moved over me. They would slide along slowly and then suddenly pounce on something, someone, as if there were many beautiful things in the world to watch, to explore. She was sitting on the edge of her bed, blinking her eyes at me, waiting patiently for me to finish. I was looking at a painting that she had completed only a few weeks before. I studied the black brush strokes that varied from intense to gentle against a pale bluish, almost ghost-colored dawn of a background. They merged to create an almost feminine form, so aesthetic, so mutable, so much a function of it’s own motion, the light across it, that any attempt at a static interpretation seemed doomed from the outset. The broad, black strokes began to fade towards the center or the painting, covered by faint impressions of a musty gray, not quite like fog, so much as mist. Not a mist that obscures, but more like one that surrounds, comforts, provides a gossam

How F*ckable R U
Your Score: " The Punching bag" You are 79 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should learn to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(ShizzleBitch)

How Slutty R U
Just wanted you all to know if you dont see me around much its not that I dont want to be.....I am getting ready to start a new job at the end of the month.....trying to get ready for that....my training will be 12 hour day shifts....and once that is over I will be working 12 hour night shifts....and my part time job will be starting at the same time so on my days off from the new job i will be working my part time job.....leave me messages and lots of love....i will be checking every few days.....i will get back to you.....MUAH

Heartfelt Feelings...
last night, after work i got bad news of a friends passing.. he was a wonderful person that i knew through song.. he was on his way home yesterday from visiting his children in san antonio.. he will be missed greatly. R.I.P Ernie.. we will miss you always. cant stop the rain from falling, it hides the tears i shed.. longing to feel you next to me.. holding me so close.. wishing i could kiss your warm lips, to make me forget the pain your absence has left.. i know we will never be.. but i have the dream of someone.. If the only way to be together is in my dreams... Then I will sleep forever.. I MISS YOU.. your leaving to vegas.... what do i do...you dont even remember i exist... i'm scared for our little girl.. i wish i knew what to do...

L.o.v.e.
i am a person who heart has never been broken i guess love to me was never spoken i been through situations, the things unknown my hearts been borrowed never owned the situation i go through my heart wonders why? if all was real or just a lie my hearts an amateur to this thing called LOVE the choices i have to make, is very tough the fact of hurting someone or getting hurt by the honesty of it or the lies and dirt with my situation my heart seeks advice whether to follow my instinct or say goodbye cause being in love you end up with 2 options the path of learning to let go or self destruction like one has told me, only time can tell it's the journey of finding out, suceed or fail my heart has this scared feeling of being hurt but as i am learning, cearly my hearts alert so as i take this journey of finding out all of what love has to offer and what it is about through the stories and advices told, i soon will see and my heart will no longer wonder about LOVE!!!!!!

Thoughts
It's at times like this that you realize the things you are blessed with, the things you have lost, and all things in between. Your heart is filled with joy and sullen with sadness. Erupting with laughter and toppled with anguish. The crux of the situation is often lost in translation. Although it may be easy to let one take control, maintaining the harmony is paramount. You never want to forget what you have, but do not want to disregard your mistakes. It is from the latter that one masters the most. To err is human and those that forget the past, are doomed to repeat it. So you live to lead another day, hoping that tomorrow is healthier than the past. That all of this has some greater purpose, that faith can lead you to higher ground and one can find peace on this place called Earth. Chad

Gone For A Week
I'll be gomne for a week moving into my new home. I have to get the net set up through the cable company at the new house. So email me if you want to keep in touch between now and then . I'll be back as soon as I can

My Stuff
The darkest days, the coldest nights. You learn to hate, you learn to cry, you maybe even wish to die. You tell the one who should love you the most, they beat you down and call you names, and say that you're the one to blame. Growing up was never fun, it only made you want to run. You hide your face, you hide your shame, wondering if you really were the one to blame. The scars that are left, though can't be seen can make you hateful & mean. A beaten down woman submissive to all, always the one that is willing to crawl. Through it all I know you couldn't see that God was with you as he was with me. He gave you strength when you wished you were dead, he kept you from putting that gun to your head. Your purpose for living, you couldn't see, all you wanted was just to be free. One cold winters night God gave you a gift to help make it all right. Now your a mother, with the chance to show how deep the love of mother is suppose to go. To stand up and fight every a

Songs
—__________________________________________________ When noone else can understand me When everything I do is wrong You give me love and consolation You give me hope to carry on And you try to show your love for me in everything you do, Thats the wonder, the wonder of you And when you smile the world is brighter You touch my hand and I'm a king Your kisses to me is worth a fortune Your love for me is everything And you're always there to lend a hand In everything I do That's the wonder The wonder of you I guess I'll never know the reason why You love me as you do That's the wonder The wonder of you dedcation to all my ladies When marimba rhythms start to play Dance with me, make me sway Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore Hold me close, sway me more Like a flower bending in the breeze Bend with me, sway with ease When we dance you have a way with me Stay with me, sway with me Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only

12-26-07
As i sit here with you on my mind I can't help but ask myself if it's real this time I couldn't dream of a women more Perfect and Kind Not perfect in a since of Flawlessness But perfect in a since of everything a man could Desire You have bought out a side of me i thought That i would never see again With a love so strong, it has to be sin Tho i must admit at first it was lust Then out of nowhere i fell in love with the thought of us I still remember the first time you said you loved me You sent my head flying higher than the highest tree Because you seen through Everything and yet still loved me for ME...

Not As Some Loves
Sometimes, some loves will merely drop away— indifference will most any love condemn. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Sometimes, contention sends weak loves astray, and love grows stagnant, dull, before the end. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away, but not a proper love, a love for which we pray, one that is fervent, and never needs amends. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Our love's not weak. It's firm. Yes, others say that they'll be always joined. But that's pretend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. That's not our love. Ours is the only way to make us whole, both as lovers and as friends. It's best that some loves die and then decay. At end our love is sure. Again I say our love is straight, is pure—our love won't bend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. It's best that some loves die and then decay. Is this even possible? Can this happen even if we were to fight with all we ha

Do You Want To Own Me
FUBAR AUCTION IS NOW OPEN MIN BID IS 100,000 FU BUCKS HIGHEST BID WINS AUCTION RUNS 1 WEEK ALL CASH VALUE BIDS CONVERTED TO FU BUCKS $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks What Im offering is 100 11's during that month(during HHs) Rating Stash & Photos Daily Comment Personalised Graphics including animations Owned by ..... on my name A link to their page from my page A weekly pimp out Plus anything else I can think of at the time

New Year
Well, I thought this would be a good.. first blog.. Well first off .. I am always stressed and worrying about this and that.. well.. I am hoping to start off my new year and every you after that good.. I am tired of relationships where i am always being bitched at and told its over then told its not ... its fucks with my brain.. which don't need any more fucking with.. I don't need to end up in stress center ( mental hospital) I just want that one special person to love me and me to love her... (true love) .. I am pretty sure i have found that person.. but how my luck things always tend to not work.. idk if its my disorders or what but.. i am not going let this special person go.. we can work through anything and everything that is thrown are way.

Update 12-30-07
Well, today is the big day. Finally! Just thought I'd write a little note before I get ready. My appointment is at 9:15, which is a good thing with this type of doctor. Hopefully, no new little ones wanted to show their cute little faces in this world this morning. I HATE sitting in waiting rooms for hours. Anyway, I'll update those of you who want to know what happens when I get back. Wish me luck, and a little prayer to the Big Guy would be appreciated very much! I love you guys! xoxo Laurie Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with me. If you didn't read my earlier blog titled *Yawn*, this might not make sense to you. Check it out if you want to. My problem started getting better on it's own on Christmas day. I was so relieved! Until this morning.....ugh. It started up again and is worse than before. I still can't get in to see the doc until January 7, but I will be calling every day to see if they have any cancellations. Meanwhil

Real Life Is Different
so today i'm attending the rosary at the funeral home and then tomorrow is the thing itself. i made a collection of songs that she loved and ones that i felt appropriate and i'll hand them out to family members later i guesss... hmmmm... new years... i dunno if i'm doing my annual getting plastered at the space needle... too much i think... but man do i want to... btw, does anyone know when the paain from the tooth is suppposed to end????

New
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

Barns
This is something my mom wants to do for my grandma. Plz help!! To All my Friends!! This is One of my New Years Resolutions.... My mom told me once that she would like a book of barns. Soooo,,,,,,, I am attempting to put together a book of barns from across the US. Please feel free to forward this to EVERYONE you know. Your contributions are Greatly appreciated!! You can email to: andersonlegal4u@aol.com, include barns in your subject or snail mail to: Anderson Legal, P. O. Box 481, Lawrenceville, IL 62439. Please include the location of the picture and your name if you wish. THANK YOU for your help!!

~christmas 2007~
Get This | Make on Snapvine ******************************************** ************************************************* Twas the night before Christmas...& I began to pray... Dear Santa...please bring me my sweet Ville I've been a very good girl... just a wee bit naughty But only in my thoughts... and just very flirty, not dirty I've got my stripey sock hung by the chimney with care... and hopes of finding my Ville stuffed in there Or if you like...leave my Ville under my tree... with a bow that says..."Loey, please unwrap me!" I'll hug him & kiss him & squeeze him all night... & hope I won't wake anyone with my squeals of delight! Oh, Santa...dear Santa...please bring him to me... for I adore & have wanted him for so long, you see But alas...I waited all through the night... and on Xmas morning...no sweet Ville in sight I won't give up...there's always next year... and Ville, my Ville you are always near... You're in my heart, though

Back
Okay for all my true friends. I am back on fubar again. I have alot of family issues with my baby boy and alot of hater issues on here. So i took a little break. I missed my true friends alot and i hope you all will welcome me back I have some kick ass family on here and love the shit out of you!!!!

I Have A Lil Secert!!
my lil secert is............................................................................................................................................................................................................ for Chris... babe I love you!! kisses...... ok I finally told my secert

What Happened?
What is up with all the haters on this site? So many people think its funny to give out '1's, leave nasty comments on mumms, etc. Then when I block them, they send their friends after me! If they don't like me, WHY do they care if I block them?

Area 51
Now available at Area 51 in Harker Heights. Set up your appointment with one or all of our house doms. BDSM Head training CBT sensory play spankings medical play Due to legalities there is no water sports, fecal play, or penatration. Sorry... no enemas! Prices based on number of doms, time length and experience requested. Parties, one on one, ect... Waivers required. whips and kisses~ Mistress Laura

Private Folders
To big for their britches, I've notice that there are people here that once they've reach a certain level here on fubar, that they change their whole attitude, even to their friends that's known them before they've even join on here. They'll shoot up thru the ranks so fast that they become egotistical and start making demands that they wouldn't have ever thought of making when they first sign on to fubar. I just lost a friend like that tonight, because she shot right on up and now she want fubuck for certain acts and when I asked her about this tonight, she just told me to go ahead and delete her and then she blocked me. I feel sad for her, because all in all, this is only a virtual world and it seems like her true personality has come to light because she got to big for her britches. But who'll be there for her if she tries to take this type of attitude out in the real world, her fubar friends? I don't know if there's really that many in fubar like myself, that actually does care for

Show My Fu~godmother Some Love
Hey friends.... Can you PLEASE go visit my Fu~Godmother Sassie Laurie and show her how awesome she is! She is trying to improve her stats! RATE~FAN~ADD~CRUSH HER......She has lots of AWESOME pictures and stash for you to check out! SHOW HER THE LOVE PEOPLE!! ~♥~THANK YOU ALL~♥~ ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood~D&DC~Ind. Fam.~Co-Mng. Fu-Sistas~Fu-Ownded By Squirt@ fubar

Sipped
I want to be sipped like a fine wine, with every drop savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be held up to the light and swished gently, to display all my different hues and how they shine when the sun hits them just right. I want my aroma to be drawn in with a delicate sniff, so my scent softly flavors the taste buds. I want to be enjoyed. I want to be digested. But instead, every time my cup over flows, I am greedily gulped, devoured in a giant swallow. I will not be consumed only to be dissipated. I want the memory of every mouthful to stay fresh on the tongue, savored until the last clinging moment of reluctant release. I want to be sipped like a fine wine, and I won’t be feasted upon until I can be tasted.

Author Of "the Booty Call Agreement"
Anger Management > >When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take >it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on >someone you don't know. > > >I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to >make. I dialed what I thought was My Moms number. A man answered, >saying, "Hello." > > >I politely said, "This is Robb. Could I please speak with Debbie?" > > >Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, "There's no Debbie here. Get >the right f**king number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. > > >I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down >My Moms correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally >transposed the last two digits. > > >After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. >When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and >hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and >put

Rooster's Poem
I LONG TO HAVE YOU NEAR ME, TO HOLD YOUR HANDS IN MINE. TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES MY SWEETEST LOVE, TO ME YOU ARE SO DIVINE. I THINK OF THREE THINGS I LONG TO DO, TO HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS IMMERSED. TO KEEP YOUR LOVE DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, TO BE WITHOUT WOULD BE A CURSE.I LONG TO HOLD YOU NEAR ME, TO KISS YOUR SWEET , SOFT LIPS. TO RUB YOUR BACK AND THROUGH YOUR HAIR WITH ONLY MY FINGERTIPS. I TELL YOU THESE THINGS SO YOU WILL KNOW, THAT YOU ARE MY HEARTS DESIRE. AND TO SAY THAT I DID NOT LOVE YOU, I WOULD SIMPLY BE CALLED A LIAR. THESE WORS I WRITE TO YOU ARE COMPLETE AND FROM MY HEART. AND WHEN I GET YOU NEAR ME , I FEAR MY WAY TO START. I WILL LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES, AND SAY WITH A SOFT, GENTLE VOICE, I AM THE MAN YOU ARE LOOKING , YOU HAVE MADE THE PERFECT CHOICE. PATRICK G. BOWES

What If
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend

Upcoming Shoots
Greeting everyone. This months Shoots are as follows. 3rd - 5th South Carolina 7th - 13th Vegas 14th - 19th L.A. area 20th - 31st Jacksonville Fl. I am open for at least 2 shoots. Contact me if interested! Lady_liz

English
My son came home from school one day, With a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, To put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr.Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights. It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, Or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, And regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, And pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, Get tattoos f rom head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, With the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, My body's only for my use, Not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than mind control, And it's illeg

Need A Fav
ok i watched a friend go through this and i wanted to share with all the story. he meet this women online and i really thought that he was goin to finally have a good thing going with her. lived a lil over 1000 miles apart but the way he changed by talkn to her was amazing. then i started to see him hurting one day and i askd him wat was goin on and like always he said it is nuttn and he can handle it. well i know wat gets him to talk so i got a bottle of whiskey and startd drink wit him. after 8 or 9 shots he spilled it all out. god seeing this cat break down scared the hell out of me and a lot of other peeps to. but i stayed.is wat he said and said it alot. i watched him going through a lot of shit in the past few years and i was really glad or should i say releived that he finally was settling down.well thats not what happend he told me soooo many things that i just couldnt bleive he was goin through....."but i stayed' is wat he said over and over...he told me theat his soul mat

Like Eating Glass
its so cold in this house..... now drink the poison like eating glass.... I cant eat I cant sleep, I cant sleep I cant dream....... we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the walls again, we have crosses on our eyes were walking into the furniture, we have crosses on our eyes for richer or poorer for better or worse, weve had crosses on our eyes, weve been walking into the furniture...

Backfire
holy shit, my "date" mumm backfired.... i was trying to see what was out there and i get ambushed my haters and douchebags!!!! maybe i shoulda just posted a blog instead. but seriously ladies...feed my curiosity....look at my pics, maybe read my little profile and let me know...if the planets were all in alignment and the situation was right...who wouldnt mind going out? simple question...simple answer dont hate...dont be an ass....just tell me

How To Love Unconditionally!!!
How to Love Unconditionallyexcerpt from 'Friendship with God'by Neale Donald WalschHow can I love unconditionally and unlimitedly?The first step in being fully loving is that you must fully love your Self. If you believe that humans are by nature non-trustworthy and evil, you will create a society that supports that view, then enact laws, approve rules, adopt regulations, and impose restraints that are justified by it.If you believe that humans are by nature trustworthy and good, you will create an entirely different kind of society, in which laws, rules, regulations, and restraints are rarely required. The first society will be freedom limiting, the second, freedom giving.God is fully loving because God is fully free. To be fully free is to be fully joyful, because full freedom creates the space for every joyful experience. Freedom is the basic nature of God. It is also the basic nature of the human soul. The degree to which you are not fully free is the degree to which you are not f

School
In the 1970's New York imposed the Son of Sam Statutes. 40 other states soon followed suit and passes similar laws based on the Son of Sam Statutes. These statutes basically kept criminals from profiting from their crimes by being offered book or movie deals. The statues stated the if a criminal made money from accepting a book or a movie deal then the profits from it went to the victim or to the heir of the victim ( if a conviction was made) . If there was no conviction then the money went to pay off the public defender and what ever else was left went to the defendant. In 1991 after much pressure by criminals and publishers the Supreme Court Ruled that the Son Of Sam Laws were unconstitutional and violated the criminals freedom of speech rights. Opponents of this decision believed that lucrative book deals would cause crime rates to increase because it becomes profitable. So basically the Supreme court decided that even criminals should be afforded their rights to freedom of speech.

Thanks Fubar Friends !!!
Me and a few friends were set to go to our high school reunion. It was me, DONNIE DEMONSEED, DARRICK, & TOMMY in one car and MAJIK, CHEF JAY, & BIG PAPI in another car. We didn't have STRUMMER ride with us because he always thinks he's THE BOSS.(plus he always got us LOST) LOL We were all together again like when we were in the breaking dancing club called STRENGTH BEYOND STRENGTH. Only SMACKER wasn't going to be there since he was in Rehab due to being hooked on an ANTIDEPRESSANT.(& he had the FLU) Just before we got there Tommy started to get ROADRAGE because a guy cut him off. NO ONE knew why since it wasn't a big deal. We all thought maybe cause of the SUMMER heat. We calmed him down and went to The ARKHAM hotel. This place was jumping !!! All the same girls were there. PIXIE, MONICA THE GREAT, JENUHPHUR, VANESSA, and EVIL ASH were looking like SEXYMOMMA's. And boy were they being FIESTY and KINKYGIRL's. SEDUCTION was in the air. ROBIN's TA TA's were looking real good too. It

Military Princess's Blog
Mommy's crying Daddy's left again I felt him kiss my forehead last night I couldn't open my eyes Not wanting to say goodbye I told mommy it's okay He'll be back again some day Not soon enough She always seemed to say I'm proud of my daddy Proud to say he fights for us every day You see, my daddy is a soldier I feel the wind in my hair As he holds me even tighter The sun kissing my skin It's not the same goodbye as before I can barely stand here long enough To watch him board that plane And every night I pray It's been weeks since I've heard his voice As I pick up the phone and hear him speak Smiling, my tears fall Upon the letter I got last week Written with special care And signed Love always, your soldier I glance at the mantel My son's picture standing out I raised him right I raised him proud Now he stands out amongst the crowd Dressed up head to toe Standing proud in his camouflage Now I just pray the phone doesn't ring I've been worried sinc

Live Journal
sooo every sunday i am cleaning just to keep the house looking good, everything from sweeping mopping of the floors dusting , to scrubbing the toilet and counter tops.... now i feel a lil anal retentive i dunno if its the army or what when cleaning my house and everything looking organizes sometimes even dress right dress lol... but my room is trashes always ... ug my roomate just told me we were getting like 4-6 inches of snow and i am supposed to drive to boston tomarrow to pick up jayna from the airport. greeat.... not only is it new yrs even tomarrow but boston and snow... this is going to be hecktic.. but on a positive note the house is nearly done being cleaned. and my room is looking fairly well.. i have to interveiw a new potential roomy.. its just been me and charlene for almost 3 months now.. hope this new girl andrea moves in she is quite cute looking i do miss some of my x roomates..but everyone has there place n time and this blog is really starting to sound

My Writing N Wordz
you sprung into my life and left an imprint that could never be erased no matter how much effort was put forth with just the thought of your smile in my thoughts was all i ever needed and wanted but to have you on my thoughts was all I ever endured just to see you and feel you with every warm touching embrace was enough to last a lifetime but even after the second it stops I wanted and craved for more to search for you took a lifetime to keep you in that reach it only took a stretch to keep you was a journey but well worth the steps to walk forward it was all bout making you feel you were need n wanted and all I ever thought was that you were just enough but when it came down to it you all I ever wanted n needed you completed every vision that I ever thought was possible and every wanted and dream of coming true you like that tatto with that everlasting imprint on my heart so ceptable to be broken but easy to mend just with a smile and a love you you made my every

Love What A Joke
Is love real. I dont believe so, it's just humans not want to spend the rest of their lives alone. Now I know you can love your own flesh and blood but to actually love someone who's not related to you, not possible. For me, hope is gone and this is something I am almost sure I wont just bounce back. Love what a joke. Now dont get me wrong, I hope I am wrong but the things I've seen and been put through makes it hard to believe in anything or anyone. Part of me is lost. I don't know who am I anymore. The true friend have came and gone. Either move on with there own lifes or I just lost contact. I wanted so much more and yet I have nothing to show. Time to revalulate my life and start living it for myself and fuck what everyone else thinks. Today is a new day, so if you dont like me or who I am. Stay the fuck out of my way because i'm tired of getting used and goodbye sweet, kind hearted Krystine and say hello to the bitch known as Skky. Now for those who are not users, abuse

Hope
One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself. "How did I get through all of That?" Just never let go of hope Just never quit drawming. And Never let love depart from your life.

Papa Smurf
I live in a little Town TN. By Bigest thing is my Painting and wood carving. i love all kinds of people. as long as they are close to normal, at least half the time.I work alot but we have to live. i"am not in to the sick sh##T just people who can be true to them selfs.

Illinois Leading The Way
Illinois leads the way in helping veterans By Philip Dine POST-DISPATCH WASHINGTON BUREAU 12/23/2007 WASHINGTON — By mid-January, Illinois will become the first state to require screening of all returning National Guard troops for traumatic brain injuries. And a hot line will provide around-the-clock psychological help for veterans who wake up in the middle of the night panicked by combat-related stress. Illinois officials have spent months preparing, including training clinicians and securing funding, as they seek to help soldiers who have fallen through large cracks in care at the federal level. Illinois is among several states that are beginning to assume responsibility for the detection and treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder and traumatic brain injuries, which military experts are calling the signature wounds of the Iraq and Afghanistan conflicts. The amounts are relatively small but growing, as is the number of states cobbling together f

Roll Call
ok i am just home from iraq well no matter what i do when i post on any sites i get booted off the site for some reason and that reason is thatthey are afrade of the truth WELL COMMING HOME IS WORST THEN BEING OVER THERE AND I KNOW THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY TO BE HOME BUT I HAVE BEEN BACK ALL OF 3 WEEKS SOFAR AND I KNOW THAT THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE BEEN FUCKING THINGS UP AN I KNOW THAT I DO NOT MEAN TO BUT I KNWO THAT I DO AND I LOOK AT PEOPLE AND I SEE WHAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE AND IN THAT WHAT HAVE I BECOME I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE AND ALL THAT BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER

Happy Hour Contest
OK EVERYONE to start off i would like to thank everyone that has helped me out on the hh contest i had going on sexygirlblondes page. HOWEVER that task was going to be pretty well impossible to complete in the ammount of time i had to do it. ACHILLES has been kind enough to give me a sweeter deal. I have to get 50,000 comments for a happy hour but i have 6 weeks to do so and he credited my commments from the other one off of the 50,000 so if you had been helping me your comments didnt go to waste. Here is the link to that picture Everyone has been a lil confused about where to go so just click on this picture and it will take you right there As a matter of fact had achilles not done this for me your comments would have went to waste but now i have a chance. Thank you everyone for helping me out. I can complete this task now that i have a reasonable timeline and requirements for this. Thank u everyone.

Poems
I tell you that I worry, You laugh at my conscerns. Its people like you who frighten me, And often who never learn. You think you know whats best, But in truth only whats best for you. Who are you to judge someone elses worries, And make it acceptable to do what you do? I don't think its right, For you to deflect my fears. Act as if I never spoke, And wait til the smoke clears. I dont appreciate it, Just shows you don't care. There may not be a next time, Because I doubt Ill be there. I dont know how I can pine for her, As if she were My own lover. How can she possibly Cause me such pain, How can I do for Her In so much vain. How can I love her When she hurts me so much When she blinds me by her beauty And burns me from her touch. How can I walk back through fire, Time and Time again, How can I be in this for her, If she is JUST my friend?

Idoits
Some people are just idiots! I was at work yesterday and got into an argument with one of these tards that work here. I thought this guy was a friend, guess I was wrong. Anyways he said a couple of things that to me shows, that he is nothing more than uneducated, unenlightened, backwater trash! He called me a faggot and a queer; I hear this all the time because of my piercing. WTF. Just because I like poking holes in my skin does not mean I am gay! I have not been gay nor have I ever been interested in being that way! If you are that way then you are that way, that’s up to you does not bother me. But I get this shit all the time here. I have never met so many people who are concerned about somebody’s sexually. I hear shit like “you like guys don’t you?” I hate to tell these idiots, I have had more pussy than all of them put together! If you ask me, there looking for a date, cause there the one’s who need to come out of the closet. I even had to put up with that shit from a doctor! When

Moving
I had originally planned on waiting until Springtime, but I decided to move back to North Tonawanda(Buffalo Area) because I am going crazy with being Homesick. I had been here seven months and besides working found no one to enjoy any fun times with. LOL, I think I only went out twice the whole time I was here. If it wasn't for all my Friends and Fans on Fubar...I don't know how bad the cabin fever may have gotten....so I thank you all for the LUV and Attention.. and I will miss U. I am hoping to be back online by February(I have to MY First Fu_birthDay is coming LOL), unless I am able to share someone's connection where I am moving. Peace, Love, And Frienship! XOX PHIL

Just Me
I just want to know why I put so damn much of my heart into everything I do, and always end up with a broken heart. When I am with someone, I do whatever it takes to make them happy. But here recently, I feel like I have ben putting so much in, that I don't have much left to give. While I am extremely patient, even my patience runs out or short. And yes, I have been on my guard lately due to recent events. I just get that way when I feel I am not getting all I am putting in back. It's like, I am putting in all that I am, and I am not getting any of it in return, and in any relationship, both have to fight, or you do nothing more than defeat yourself. I am just tired of getting my heart broken time and time and time again. I just hate when I cater to others, and my feelings don't seem to count for anything. Not saying that is the case this time, but I just hate it. I just don't know how much more this poor ragged heart can take before it breaks for good..... Ok, this is going

"who Am I?"
"who am I?" what I think what I feel what I wish I could do.... these parts of me put into words. they are all different pieces of me all of it makes up ME but all of them are different I am a vengeful, violent type I am a loving compassionate kind I am hopeless & sad I am heartbroken & suicidal I am hopeful & full of courage I am a murder I am a healer I am honest I am a liar I am the devil I am a angel I am are yin yang I am all things because I feel all those things I am fucking nuts is what I am... I am the philosophical personification of the very idea of yin yang

Let Down Again I Think
Ha its funny when you are young you have all the hopes and dreams and it never occurs to you that you may not ever achieve any of them. When I was little I had this picture of this red haired boy, I never knew his name and in fact I found the picture on the ground...I used to say that when I grew up I was going to marry a red headed boy and be a paleontologist and dig up dinosaur bones. Stupid, eh? As I got a little older it was an astronomer and marry a red headed boy. I guess I always wanted to marry a red headed boy, and my heart would never be broken and some how I was going to be someone great aspiring to do great things and loved by an equal. Now, I am 28 years old and I am far from an astronomer nor am I discovering some great dinosaur, and the red headed boy, well, just a figment of the imagination I once had. I am a nursing assistant that had I guess a good paying job, one I have grown to dislike because I moved up the latter I became the staffing and central supply person. M

It's Just A Game
~~ It's just a game there's levels,points prizes and rewards.Just like any other game played, it's purpose is to have fun. Rates,adds,fans,friends and family it's just away of showing people that you wanna play the game.Feel free to play, and if you make a few friends ,well thats the fun part.So earn points level up cash in on fubucks and remember,It's just a game~~