SLIM otherwise known as HEFTY's blog: "MY WRITING n WORDZ"

you sprung into my life and left an imprint that could never be erased no matter how much effort was put forth with just the thought of your smile in my thoughts was all i ever needed and wanted but to have you on my thoughts was all I ever endured just to see you and feel you with every warm touching embrace was enough to last a lifetime but even after the second it stops I wanted and craved for more to search for you took a lifetime to keep you in that reach it only took a stretch to keep you was a journey but well worth the steps to walk forward it was all bout making you feel you were need n wanted and all I ever thought was that you were just enough but when it came down to it you all I ever wanted n needed you completed every vision that I ever thought was possible and every wanted and dream of coming true you like that tatto with that everlasting imprint on my heart so ceptable to be broken but easy to mend just with a smile and a love you you made my every heartbeat give meaning to waht I lived and searched for just easy to sew and mend with every breather you take i gasp for it to be my name upon you lips the sweetest thought and words mean so much more then you could imagine you imprint on my life is like a tattoo on my heart that could never be replaced with every word you speak it leaves an everlastin memory that can never be replace nor shall it ever be it means more to me then air that i breath but your breath is all i ever wanted and thrived for but its everlasting feeling on my soul is enough for me to walk the to the end of the world for you with the arrows pointing towards the heavans with a long fall down to earth with the denial you can be in my arms everyday all I can say is that just the imprint you made on my life even if for a second is worth a lifetime that can never be forgetable or traceable but never ever replaceable you mean the world like a tattoo on the skin on the heart you mean everything and its all I want n need and all I ever quest for you are the imprint on my heart that I ever need and desired for

Decided to call on my trustworthy friend we havent spoke in a while well when i came to speak found out there was lots of time lost well it came to let lose on the tongue it was all tongue tied with not many words to say but the ideas in place unfinished thoughts waiting to be said but the point being unable to come across with the misconceptions or analytical assumptions and the force of thoughts being misconstrewed for what was once easy to be put forth has know become a choir with an uneasy feeling like the stomach churning and doing flips why is it so hard to speak what goes forth through the brain n heart if I could just rationalize all the small talk from the IF AND BUTS n the SO's I would fly at the speed of light n be back by tonight If I could ask you a question, I would ask where you went? you can teach me a lesson everytime I got bent The alcohal dosent always help It dosent matter the season the leaves still fall for as simple as I am how did it get so complex from studying the margins and forgetting the text we used to walk with pride from drunk or sober life was exactley what is was given with so much time lost can it all be forgotten what was once done was easier said from this I reach out to my so called friend as I stand up and take a look n a breath its all easy what you have to give in to win and feel we will be reunited into the friendship that was all intertwined the conversations that we had all the time random thoughts over the simplest and stupidest things the good n bad times we have shared where it all went into time lost n forgotten the phobias and lies but we always had each others back no matter when the times were tough or solid well Hopefully we get back to what we had I call on my once n only trustworthy friend its name lies by my PEN with its paper by its side all over writers block can it just ever be that simple That is the friend I call upon in dire need to reunite with

the SEPT 16 was the date of birth from there was the alpha to the omega...which way to go but i know come to realize that people notice the loud guy from the eastside many hoplessness I try to celebrate life, most of the time I do it with a pen in my hand just a name in the page n the page that has been just from the motor city madness, act like Im famous BUT still nameless in places like Vegas a love hate relationship now its time to keep the demons Out of mind out of site but some to weak to fight I stand beside every word I write I wrote many of my words to find me a wife it dont matter as long I mean everything set from these symbols of visions that I think I decided to do it all to make myself feel OK I have earned ever scar I wear I earned even the ones I pretend I dont deserve But I don't question God has vision even if UGLY now its in last place , Like I never thought I would now caught a bad case like I was overstood now it seem like a termination day for the Halfwits thinks just seeming to unwind is mundane like sunday traffic. from the roads of travel and unrest seems like a funny dress of a fake smile n hey but when it comes to it all is the twisted reality of what is fake is real and real became fake now with sun comes down the wolf comes out the moon is full you cant fake that light with a blink of the eyes things pass by like the race between the tortoise nd the rabbit all at the fast pace instead of sitting back to the slow place in nuetral enjoy what comes to be and not like life is a movie sit back crack it and light a doobie from what was played america the beautiful she played us must have been the make-up somewhere lost n found in a paper bag of hope dreams and fantasies when it all comes to a daily chore of what isnt worth its weight in coin