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Articulate Patter On Particulate Matters
I turned the privacy settings for viewing my profile to "friends only" while I do my best to work on some important personal projects. I'll be here occasionally to check on things and say hi, but my intent is to stay focused on my work. I can very easily be reached here, or by email sauceruney@gmail.com some vindictive ass marked my MUMM nsfw... and it wasn't at all Oh well. ...than permission It was long ago discovered in such a way as to be proof positive and irrefutable, that souls residing anywhere but within an adequate shell, simply dissipated. A lot of people had to needlessly die in order to make this discovery: The next step in human evolution was really up to us. I Civilization itself had drained the planet like so many double-a's. We had to cut back drastically in order for the Earth to reach a healthy equilibrium. The casualties were many. World leaders felt the need to interfere in the process, some forcefully, in preservation of the inane and

Devotion
Sometimes I look at old pictures Sometimes I think of what used to be But I want to forget all this madness And I want you, I breathe you in with Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out Cause I have nothing to hide Sometimes your amazingly selfish Sometimes I want to turn off my phone (my phone) But I had it cause your all I'm wanting (I'm wanting) And I had it, but this time I'll say to you I'm finding now I don't know how I feel your breath I give all I have Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out

New Years Eve In Cleveland
The Ohio BBWS Present A New Years Eve Party Come one come all, for the New Years Eve Ball being held at the Holiday Inn complete with plenty of fun, friends Hors D'oeuvres, Balloon Drop and Champagne Toast at Midnight. Cover Charge is $20.00 per person or $30.00 per couple prepaid via Pay Pal on the website www.ohiobbws.com. No need for a tophat and cane.... its guys and dolls... mobsters and gun molls celebrating... this year Holiday Inn – Airport 4181 West 150th St Cleveland, Ohio 44135 216.252.7700 Room rates starting at $89.00 per night or 2 nights at $79.00 per night. Ask for the BBW rate when making reservations. If you are staying Sun / Mon or Mon / Tues the room rates will be $79.00 per night. For more information log onto our website www.ohiobbws.com Or you can call Alex 216.701.3534 email Alex@ohiobbws.com E-mail your music requests to djoldeskool@ohiobbws.com

About Me
well im 22, im an electrician, i drive an acura legand, im into cars, music, 420, hustlin 420, racing, video games, and steppin up my knowledge game with my head in a book, i am single but possibly not for long. im down to earth, laid back and lovin life and no question is out of bounds with me.

Bed Time Stories !!!!!!!!
I lit the candles, maid the bed and dimmed the lights as she was taking a shower, unaware of what I just did. As she came out, to her surprise I lay unclothed waiting for the love of my life to come a little closer. Without saying a word I lifted my index finger and motioned for her to come to me. I laid her down on her stomach and rubbed some lotion onto her back while kissing the back of her neck and ears. Having just got out of the shower she she had a few water beads running down her back that I was more the willing to lick away. I proceeded to rub further down her body. She was becoming more and more aroused with every movement of my hands. By now I was at the inner part of her thighs softly running my hands back and forth and at times go back up to her butt with the same soft motion. I brought out her toy and had her lift up while I set it up precisely where she likes it. On the way back, with my finger I began teasing her point of entry until I knew she was ready. I slowly

Suffering
Finally, I've found something that, Completes me, But how long will. You watch it all go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Finally, I've found someone who, Completes me, But how long will. You watch your life go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. I cant break them, Its hard enough to speak when, You break me down, I'm alone again. I don't feel it, I know cant you see that, You break me down, I'm alone again. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Cause I'm suffering, For you.

A Different Kinda Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Pimpin Ain't Easy
Ok peeps this is my Head Pimpette respect her! She Runs the show with me! Rate, Fan, Add then offer her something special...Hint: HH, VIp,Blast will get you everywhere! Rate, Fan, Add then baby her!!!!! The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.

James Brown
I was impressed with an article about James Brown. James was a master in his field of music and he had his own unique style of beat and dance that was totally different from the standard of his time. People of respect criticized him about his style and tried to make him reform, but he said that masters march to their own beat, and the world catches up with them rather than they trying to learn a beat already established. James also said that your word must be your bond, its more important to build trust then love. And that people cannot follow you unless they can trust you. My impression of James Brown changed after reading these things about him. He truly was a great man of his time and I would like to pattern my life after him in this respect.

Who So Ever
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him would not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16). When Jesus sent His Son to the earth, He opened the door of salvation to whosoever would believe. That means, anyone can become a child of His and have everlasting life! Aren’t you glad He didn’t just come to save certain kinds of people? Aren’t you glad He didn’t have a bunch of rules and conditions for salvation? Before Jesus came, people had to observe many laws in order to be holy enough to go into the temple. They were constantly performing sacrifices to pay for their sins just so they could be around the presence of God. And even then, their sins were only covered up. But when Jesus came, He was the final sacrifice. And His blood didn’t just cover our sins, it washed us clean. Now, instead of just going to the temple to be near God, the Bible says we are the temple, and He chooses to live inside of us. Thank Him today for Hi

Grip The Cannon Like Fanon.
For score and seven years ago I was but a child in a man's body. I had no idea what the world was really like and to this day I can safely say that I still don't know. What I can tell you with absolute certainty is that most things are relative. Relative to their time, place, and circumstances, relative to the set of eyes, and experiences of the person relaying the information. Just plain relative. So it boggles my mind when I read these magazines that do their best to make me see things through their eyes. They live and report on a world that I only read about in the New York and LA Times or see on cheesy romantic comedies and VH1. I will never be able to keep up with the Kardashians, those blondes, they aren't the girls next door, and my ass isn't getting shit from the "Maxim - Gifts for him section". This view of me, of you, of us all, it seems so larger than life, it assumes everyone is rolling nigger rich and that is so ridiculous and preposterous to even consider -- at best 10% o

Correspondence Charts
Many Witches use incense as a representation of the element Air and the East quarter. They choose the appropriate scent based on what they want to accomplish within their circle. Others use it to add some oomph to their spellworkings. Incense comes in sticks, cones or resin. Some is self-burning; others require the use of charcoal disks. You can make your own incense using herbs and oils. Add some very finely ground saw dust to your mixture to make it self-burning. Essential Oils can be added to incense to make them more powerful. They can also be used in diffusers to enhance the atmosphere. For magick workings, oils can be used to anoint yourself or your tools, dress candles, mix with herbs, added to talismans, for ritual baths, etc. Below are the common uses for the popular incense and oils. If you are using an oil or incense that is not listed below, but is plant-based (such as sage), you can find the uses for it in the Herbs section. Allspice Money, Luck, Physical en

Pimpette Links(if Your Not Here Message Me)
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No One
i just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I know some people sea

Oy...thats Teresa For You...
i wonder why some people can lie to you an honestly think you cant tell that they are lieing. Its so freaking annoying and its not like I wouldnt eventually find out anyway that they were lieing. So thats just really stupid on their part, cause in the end the truth always comes out.

Kelsey Died
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Stuff
Sometimes having kids feels like being in prison. You're limited to where you can go, what you can do and how you spend your time. And if you don't agree with me on those points, then you're either not spending enough time with your kids, or are setting them up for lifetime failure by not having them on a strict schedule. Since "lockdown" (when our kids go to bed) is 7:30 each night, dinner time has migrated back to around 5pm. Now generally, my kids are kind of used to traveling about. And because Heather and I are such militant schedulers, our kids are better behaved than 99% of the little monsters out there. But kids are kids, and sometimes they're gonna push back. My youngest is 18 months, and suddenly is a holy terror. Lately we just can't go out to eat without him throwing a tantrum in the restaurant. Luckily at 5pm there are generally only other parents in the same predicament, or those getting the Early Bird special. Obviously the othe

Its Back
Its back ..that old familiar bondage of addiction. It seemed I had escaped its deadly tendrils for a season, but somehow it has found me again. I dream of it at night. During the day at work, I can almost smell the rich fragrance of sweat and leather. I feel the wind in my face. I’m 12 years old again…nothing can catch me, I can fly like the birds that follow us from tree to tree…at times, almost within my arm’s reach. Squirrels scuttle across our path, oblivious to our presence. I hear the creek rippling across the rocks, before its flow becomes a puddle, just beyond the small beaver dam. The whole world looks just a little different from this higher perspective…you see things you just don’t see when your feet are on the ground. Before dozing off to sleep at day’s end, I relax with a tack or farm supply catalog…as excited at the sight of saddle pads, leather and riding boots as most girls are with a Spiegel or Victoria’s Secret catalog. Yeah, I feel it even now, possessing my

Hardcore Metallica Bitch!!!
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

Songs I Like
If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldnâ€™t feel your touch And no longer were you with me Iâ€™d be wishing you were here To be everything that Iâ€™d be looking for I donâ€™t wanna forget the present is a gift And I donâ€™t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me â€˜Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time "Like You'll Never See Me Again" Every time you kiss me Kiss me like youâ€™ll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that youâ€™ll love me Love me like youâ€™ll never see me again Oh Oh Ohhhhh How many really know what love is? No you never will Do you know until you lose it That itâ€™s everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning Youâ€™re beside me Iâ€™m so thankful that I found Everythin

I'ld Like To Say
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, Why not does it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day, that you did! 't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out t o be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, And whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them And that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today.

Events
23 Indonesians dead in crush for cash handout 1 day ago JAKARTA, Indonesia (AP) - Residents of a town in eastern Indonesia surged forward to receive $4.25 in handouts from a wealthy family, crushing to death 23 people, officials said. The handouts were part of charity events marking the Islamic fasting month of Ramadan in the town of Pasuran, about 500 miles east of the capital, said local police chief Harry Sitompul. Television footage showed women screaming as they were pushed into a fence by the crowd outside a home in Pasuran. At least 23 people were killed and at least 8 others were in critical condition, Sitompul said. Charity events are common during Ramadan, when most of Indonesia's 235 million people fast during daylight hours. However, crowd control is problematic and deaths have occurred at similar events in the past. "There was no coordination with police during the handout," said mayor Aminurohman, who like many Indonesians goes by a single name.

Thank You To All Friends And New Ones As Well
I want to thank Trev and all his awesome friends for helping me on leveling to my next level. I tried getting as many as i could and I promise I will return the love. I was doing as much as i could while you all were rating me. Thank you for the help, and the blogs!! I'll be back on tonight to return more love. Thank you again so much and have a Merry Christmas!! BIG HUGS! MINA

Remembering Our Military This Holiday Season
Sexy Comments Galore!Holiday Wishes to you all. You are in our thoughts and prayers no matter how close or how far. Thank you for all that you do and sacrifice. The Nicest Present Under the tree the gifts enthrall, But the nicest present of them all Is filling our thoughts with those who care, Wanting our Christmas joy to share. To you, whom we're often thinking of, We send our holiday joy and love. By Joanna and Karl Fuchs (repost of original by '~*~Vixen*Angel*Baby~*~' on '2007-12-25 10:46:22') (repost of original by 'hellfire(myst's real hubby) & security 4 diablos den/shanes shack/owner of hells @ mysts lounge' on '2007-12-25 10:52:10')

When Love Is Gone
when the love is gone you can't do nothing the deal is done and you pay something you pay for mistakes you pay for experience and after all you ask for forgiveness it's hard to forgive what was so painful what was so mistaken and chosen careful what took the lifetime of love and loving care and you just turn away and you just didn't care the heart is a muscle full of absorption it needs attention and plenty emotions if you don't get it the muscle is dying the heart is bleeding and you are crying.

This Scares Me
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. Hi s father returned to Kenya. His < /B> mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. H

I'll Survive
Hurt deeply felt, no more room cannot cry, wound picked until it bleeds. Bittersweet thought never enough, always signifying with left over change, and from you’re within, no peace is found. My smile, not discouraged, came early this morning From God's wake up call; I see many seeded golden opportunities in my grasp. I survive and still I Survive!

Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel wanted. Wanted by you more than you know. The more I look into them I want to be held more. I've never been loved by someone with eyes as beautiful as yours. Oh, when I look into your eyes, I see how much I love you. I love your eyes.

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

Yes
You are a poltergeist! You are very angry and like throwing things. No one understands your motives except Sylvia Brown and everyone thinks she's crazy so where does that leave you? Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minu

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When The Holidays Come A Calling
When the Holidays come a calling I want no part of them For the one I thought did love me Is now somewhere with him The one that said forever Has been gone over a year And the blue-eyed queen who stole my heart Has also fled I fear So when friends and family ask me What Santa brought this year I'll tell them pain and sorrow As my eyes fill up with tears

2/4 Fox Co 4th Plt
Brotherhood 1st off I want to start by saying as much as I hate this country I would come back any day of the week, not because I like war or the adrenaline rush of getting shot at and shooting back, but because of the brothers to my left and right and all the others, I would do anything for any of the guys I've grown to know and love and they would do the same in return, The secondary goal here besides the mission is to bring as many of your brothers back home safe to live another day with their loved one's. Despite the harsh facts that going to combat your gonna have casualties. It's just a fact we can't avoid no matter how good you are or how much high speed training you have somebody's gonna get hurt or worse, you just expect the worst and hope for the best, and pray every chance you get. Well I'm gonna end by saying thanks to all my brother's and the families and friends that have sacrificed so much through this whole ordeal. Want to tell all the men and women who have paid the

Shut The Fuck Up!
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fucking idiot! Oh and for all you ignorant kids. Get the fuck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupid

Merry Christmas
ok..so I got a new lap top for Christmas..and its taking some getting use to. I got a question/problem though. When I am on yahoo..I type to a friend.. when I press enter..it doesnt show up in the box but I know they got it..because I see them typing to me also. I do not get there text either. I will get it in the message archives though,, anyone know what could be wrong? Wishing you all a merry Christmas! Hope you all got what ya wanted. Mine wasn't to bad..although didn't get everything I wanted. LOL. I didn't expect to though.

Brighter Days
Life it doesn't always turn out just as we've planned You have it mapped out and plotted to the tee where you'll stand You reprimand those responsible when dreams don't come true Then you realize the person that's responsible is you It's your life and you have to make of it the best that can Even though some circumstances might bring dreams to an end Whoever said everything was guaranteed to be? Whoever said that you're always going to be happy? Not me I know firsthand what an obstacle is If you don't handle your business it will hurt how you live And keep on lying to yourself because the harder you're trying It seems your heart keeps on dying from the pain life is supplying There's no denying you're applying yourself to make it better But whatever you do it seems your life is bruised forever and ever You and perseverance adhere to the clearance of your problems Sooner or later you will solve them Then there will be brighter days

A Little Different Kind Of Christmas
Santa didn't bring me anything today, I guess he thought I had enough this year, And I reckon he's right, But still a little something Would have been nice. He passed right by my house, I know I heard his sleigh bells ringin' As I sat in my chair, Playing my guitar and singin'. I stepped out my door And said, "Santa why do you tease me?" "You give all these wonderful gifts, And to everyone I am so nice?" I heard him laugh and say, in his jolly way, "Sir, you're truly nice and a poet at heart, But the gifts that you seek don't come In a box or a bow, And they can't be found at your local Walmart." I said, " Santa, how come you didn't come to my house? Why didn't you send them by mail?" He retorted in a way that seemed almost evil, "Last time I did I ended up in a Mexican Jail!" "But Santa, it was fun I left lemon and tequila!" He looked down and said, "Yeah, Rudolph hasn't flown straight since: Let me tell ya'" I knew he was right and I knew it was true, And the

Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain

Marriage
Marriage is not a word it’s a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind… Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak

Our Deepest Sympathy And Our Prayers
Hey guys hope everyone had an awesome holiday and santa gave you what you wanted. Anyhow this is our daily finds so if anyone wants to help level these great people that would be sweet if not hopefully catch you tomorrow...have a great day 1,049 ElleBelle@ fubar 4352 THIS IS JAY EVERYDAY@ fubar 2,715 Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz or Die you beezies!@ fubar 3,079 kellyinmt@ fubar Christmas is a season to be joyous and jolly but it has come to my attention that one of our owners COWGIRL 101 lost her uncle last night in passing. Our deepest sympathy to you and your entire family... Not only did she lose her uncle, her father is in the hospital today from a heartache and stroke. From the LOL FAMILY our prayers are with you and the family. Am sorry to bring this sad news to you all but I know she could use our support right now would you all please show her some love. Liberated Spice

Appreciate Your Parents
Even though... Even though our dad has gone away, his love for us will always stay. He raised three kids to be their best, and then let them take care of the rest. His friends were many, he respected them all, for he was a man so proud and tall. His hobbies were numerous, his talents were great, but fishing came first-the rest could wait. He fished in the winter, spring, summer and fall, and it was during this time God made his call. To Heaven's doors he took dad up, "My dear child you've had enough." He left his children and loving wife to live with God for his eternal life.

General Stuff
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment... i got up at 4 for work , drove in, worked, took lunch at 330 drove home and got called bck to work, so im sitting here 12 hours later still working. i'm tired and i just wanna go hide in bed now.... http://www.invelos.com/dvdcollection.aspx/lainix

Merry Christmas
WELL I FIGURED THIS IS EASIER IN MY BUSY LIFE TO JUST BLOG IT TO EVERYONE....PLEASE HAVE A SAFE AND FUN HOLIDAYS. I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL MY NEW FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE OVER THE LAST YEAR AND THE ONES THAT DID NOT MAKE IT DUE TO UNFORESEEN SITUATIONS. I WILL KEEP EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU'SE IN MY HEART AS THE HOLIDAYS KEEPS ROLLING THROUGH. THANK YOU AND MARRY CHRISTMAS.

Christmas And The Power Of The Dark Side
Christmas and the Power of the Dark Side December 25, 2007 The power of the dark side is a strange one. I’ve often heard, “Come to the dark side. We have cookies.” I suppose they must be killer cookies because I make some rockin’ cookies. No temptation there for me. I am strong in the force and cannot be swayed. Or so I thought. It was this unsuspecting Christmas morn that the power of the dark side compelled me to reconsider. My lovely 9 year old son got a Darth Vader/Death Star Transformer (like the one that Jesus got from his cousin on the first Christmas). Anyway, we were moving right along, cussing out boxes that held onto the toys with a super tight grip and cutting into packages with blades usually reserved for carving dead birds. And that’s when I was called. Darth made it safely out of the box and we were testing all the cool little things he says. That’s when my son pointed out the obvious, “Look, mommy, he’s even got a robotic wiener!” (He h

Poems And Songs
Breathless baby lingers im a bow round your little finger ive gone and lost my way lead me to water long lost daughter since you can't hide will wash away with the time baby i fall apart you gone broke my heart everything falls away im Breathless at your name how you move me your eyes wound me kill me with every word you dont say secret lovers don't leave me for another stay until nights come and gone all have left to remind me is your song baby i fall apart you gone and broke my heart everything falls away Im breathless so breathless at your name baby i fall apart you gone my broke my heart everything falls away im breathless so breathless at your name Im breathless so breathless at your name when i was little my mom always said that life is not a fairytale that it does come to an end but if you are lucky one day you will see that someone in the world will love you as much as me I hope you

Erotica
Pfft. Prom night. I leaned against the wall of the gym, one high-heel on the cinderblocks and my head resting against the corner of the wall. Give me a lunch table full of conversing students, and I could fit right in no problem, but dancing, seduction, and running out to the parking lot to sneak a smoke wasn't my scene. I looked cute, too. Strapless dark blue satin dress with paler blue lace over it, my waist-long light brown hair cascading down my back, and makeup that I managed to apply myself flawlessly for the first time ever. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. A few guys had asked me to dance, and I almost complied, but I was not in the mood for leading them on. Guys weren't exactly my scene either, but few people knew that. I must've zoned out watching the couples sway back and forth "dancing," because I didn't notice her come stand beside me. She was definitely not the type of girl I'd go for, not that I knew if she went for that sort of thing. She had shiny jet black

She~lala's Views On Life
GOAL: SURVIVE PLAYERS: TRILLIONS BONUS: TRUE BLISS IT'S A GAME OF STRATAGY, NO RULES! SURVIVAL IS NUMBER ONE! IT WILL BE BLOODY, COLD, HOT, ROUGH TERRAIN, PLEASURE, THRILLS, DRAMA, NIGHTMARES, BUT MOST OF ALL THE ULTIMATE ROLLER COASTER EVER MADE. THERE ARE SEVERAL CHALLENGES, MUCH PAIN, TONS OF IMPERFECT HANDS ON BATTLES. MIND BENDERS CAN BE CRIPPLING! AS YOU LEVEL UP WITH EACH PASSING YEAR, YOU GET STRONGER,WISER AND IT WILL BE SOMEWHAT EASIER AS YOU GO ON. THERE IS A CHEAT CODE THOUGH.... DON'T STRESS, IF YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT RIGHT THEN... RELAX. GO FOR IT!!! IT'S ALL GOOD BABY... TO GET TOTAL BLISS OR EVEN CLOSE... YOU MUST TAKE SOME CHANCES. YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR MOVEMENTS, ACTIONS, DECISSIONS, AND SPEED. WITH ENEMIES AND ALLIES OUT TO HELP AND DESTROY YOU THIS GAME WILL NEVER BE BORING, YOU CAN'T START OVER YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE THINGS YOU CAN ALONG THE WAY. THIS GAME ONLY LAST AS LONG AS YOU PLA

Nosey People
I've been on here a little while now and I have found there are some very nosey people on here, they will say they are your friends and want whats best for you but then they turn right around and stab you in the back. One of my friends on here has fell in love and the person that they are involved with has a few ex's I guess you can call them that and now they want to start all kinds of trouble and not leave them alone, I mean I got on this site for adult friendships not childish bullshit but this is getting ridiculous, why can't people just move on I mean if they are not bothering you then why put so much energy into trying to hurt them cause really all they are doing is sitting back and laughing at you behind your back. If you are so happy in your own life then why bother being so into theirs and just walk away and leave them be. I am honestly tired of the drama that goes on this site and I can't see how people lay their heads down at night and sleep knowing they are hell bent on hur

Gone
I am writing this in loving memory of Desiray Anne Diorio or Todd Anthony Diorio, II... miscarried December 21, 2007. Their birthday was supposed to be in August of 2008. I was scared of course when I found out I was pregnant, but i realized it could be a new start to my life. I knew some how some way I could make my baby's life special and so full of love the they would never feel alone or neglected, always have a mom that would always be there. I miss her/him terrible, but also know that he/she is in heaven with lots of people who will watch out for him/her until i get to make the journey to meet him/her and that there is no sickness there. I love you my special baby and one day we'll meet in heaven. Just know that mommy is still thinking about you and missing you everyday. Love, Mommy... PS... as for the other things going on, I am going to the breast clinic this friday, so pray for me... and thank you for all your prayers already, they are really helping. Love,

Dreamers Dreams
When dreamers dream so beautiful of love that lights the darkest night, no logic strong enough to break as lovers spread their wings in flight. Suppressed within our deepest parts this truth each soul desires, still searching for what can't be found faith and hope this truth requires. For love that stands the test of time and overshadows all the lies, can not be forced upon a soul even chains the heart denies. To love enough to let it go the soul that's longing to be free, a sacrifice too great for words with heart alone is how to see. When broken wings prevent such flight and sorrow cries her deepest cry, again to question fate herself for even dreamers wonder why. Somewhere within the midst of all as this dreamer still does weep, she knows to rest her heart again for dreams still wait there in her sleep.

A Different Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

Crime
I set here watching the news, reading news, and all I see is crime. Crime rates up a lot at the holiday times. What I find funny is, people will go rob somebody for a little cash so they can provice a Christmas to their child, or family member. Myself, I would much rather tell my child, or family why I couldn't get them a gift rather than tell them "I am sorry I can't be with you, but I am in jail". To me, this would have to be the very hardest thing on a child.

I Got A Call From Heaven Today
I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows the kids are wearing me down. He said he knows I'm worried. He said he knows i'm tired and that I'm growing weak. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows I moved and that it took awhile to find me but now he'd be my strength and would always be around me. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. written by Laurie Shields 12/25/2007

My Writing
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I hate Dogs. 2. Scarlett O'Hara is my herioness. 3. I eat potato chips everyday. 4. I think my son hung the moon. 5. I like to dance on the coffee table. 6. I swear by Mary Kaye products. 7. Docca & Gavvana is what I smell like. 8. Little things mean alot to me. 9. There is nothing more peaceful then the sound of the ocean. 10. My weakness is exspecting the good in all people. I am Tagging 5 people, they are... ☆~Bran Muffin☆Fu Wife & R/L GirlFriend to Dj Dragon my King☆Dancer@DarkShadowsRealm April aka '~*~°£î₧På£00°~*~ R♀gûë'§♥Æ£îëñ/ĐΩ/Ťonĝue Çõllë

Help?
I don't know what this means lol But-i rated someone's picture & they said it declined as a salute? Sorry to make a blog, but just need a lil help. I know I need to submit a salute photo to receive more points! Thanks:) Every Woman.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing

Ramblings Of Tasha......
I have faith that I am capable of anything. Beyond that, I have faith that I will achieve my pie-in-the-sky dreams. I will be with my soul mate. I will become enlightened. These aren't so much ifs to me as whens or hows. This understanding goes beyond rational thought. I don't have any logical basis for these conclusions, I guess it is just something I foresee as a natural consequence of life. I have wanted to become enlightened for longer than I knew there was a word for it. I wanted to become enlightened for all the wrong reasons. So that I could be overwhelmingly happy all the time. So that I could achieve all my goals. So that I could help people and have respect and admiration. More recently, so that I could be at peace with myself. I realized that the root of my unhappiness for so many years is the disconnection between what I intend and what I am. I have all these ideas of how I want to change my life, who I want to be, what I want to have. I want a meaningful romantic relat

As I Sit Here
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

New Poem
True friends what are they. True friends are the ones that are always there for you in when you just need someone to talk to They are there for you when something server has happened like lossing a loved one and when you can not deal with that pain If you loss a family member or a really close friend that has passed on to the next world True friends are there to pull you out of the misery of lossing loved ones True friends are by you side to help and to comfort you in time of need True friends fill in a void that is left after you loss someone To me thats the meaning of a true friend someone who's there for you though thick and thin and can never put it into all the words none to man and women ~ Scorpio 2007 ~ SOULMATES A soulmate is someone that both of you are like two peas in a pod May it be the same foods May it be the same colors May it be the same goals in life May it be the same dreams May it be the same outlook on life May it be the same writing style

Mysticskye
merry meet everyone! This is my first blog on Fubar! I'm not sure what to talk about. I'm lonely. I've been single for two years. I hope I find a nice guy in my area soon. I mean I am not in a rush or anything, I"m just lonely and tired of having no life. Would be nice to have someone else's companionship to share my life with. Of course with my daughter as well. I have a 2 y/o daughter. Someone kinda started talking to me, but I don't know if they are serious about "talking" to me---and I haven't really got any positive or negative energy vibes from this person as of yet. So I don't know where or how to go on that. I've been single for 2 years now. Most guys don't want to enter a relationship with someone who has baggage. Meaning a child. And if that's the attitude they have I don't want them knocking on my door in the first place.

Credit Card Hell
If there’s a hell below, then we’re all gonna go.” -- Curtis Mayfield The clock on the wall says ten o’clock. The club is packed to the hinges and my body has fused with the wet bar to form a single, massive, smoking, drink-making machine: hands and feet churning like pistons; booze gushing from bottles, guns and spigots; cash registers singing “Overture 1812” in a chorus of beeps, clangs and clunks; and my brand new New Balance bar shoes, soaked to the socks from standing in middle of the disgusting oil slick that has formed below my well. And then the engine seized as I have found myself smack in the middle of Credit Card Hell. The clock on the wall says twelve o’clock and I am hunkered over a forest of plastic – trying to find the credit cards of two customers: 1) Tim Rappert – who wants four Red Hooks and yet another subtotal. 2) Susan Delillo – who is closing her tab of one virgin pina colada extra whipped cream. I scan the tabs, “Robbins, Thomas, B

Andy (cisco Kid)
To all my family and friends..................... I'm sorry i will be loging on sporadicly..My father is upgrading ours satelite from 10' to one much bigger ,25'...cause he wants to see the Olympics from different parts of the world,so we can see the Athletes for all over .... Unfortunatly when is trasmitted from the US they focus mostly om US Athlets (wich is understandable),but we like to watch them all... So in the mean time ,please exscuse me if won't get on to often,they are in the process to build a much bigger tower ,to withstand the weight of the new satelite , and once installed, attach the whole system to a new computer,to be able to direct the dish to whatever nation he wants to pick up the feed....you are always in my toughts ans i send you all my love,please don't forget me LOVE andy Hi and Merry Christmas and happy holydays to all. This is GINO , ANDY (Cisco Kid) Brother, before anything else, I would like to forward to all his friends, my brother g

Blah!
/vent I don't want to sound like an asshole, but I just feel I've gotta. So, I just wanted to take a minute to bitch about a specific type of Fubar user. The fat horridly ugly women (which there seem to be an abundance of on here, honestly) who think they're so unearthly beautiful (you're really not, blame God for bestowing you with a horrid mug and figure if you'd like) that they can downrate ANYONE they feel doesn't meet their standards. Honestly, I understand that there are guys out there much better looking than I am, but for the love of christ, if your scale passes the 200 mark while you stand on it, your thighs look like the curdled milk of a goats teet and your face appears to have had an incidental run in with a cheese grater, you probably don't deserve to dawn rate a guy like myself. If YOU somehow think that I'M ugly. Please, pass me by, all you have to do is not click the little cherries under my picture. Seriously, it's LESS work to just click away, then to dow

What Is Drink
This blog is a response to a question I received. "Dear Dustin, I have never had an alcoholic beverage in my life. . . and I don’t want to start now. I was wondering, could you define the experience of an alcoholic beverage so I can drink vicariously through you? Joan" What is Drink? This is not a simple question. Drink is yin and drink is yang. It is both demonic and divine. Drink fastens a golden halo of euphoria over your head -- but it also beckons you to rage like a hell-bird. Drink is collusion between Heaven and Hell. Let us begin with the tumbler. Tumblers are made of glass. Glass is fashioned from sand. Sand comes from the desert. The desert burns like a spine in Cerberus’ paw. And yet, the tumbler is cool to the touch and moist from condensation -- like a cloud in the Kingdom of God. Now, there is a difference, of course, between "drink" and "booze." Drink is sacred. Booze is evil incarnate. Booze is Hell-broth. This is why a drink needs ice and mi

What Drinker Are You?
Here it is the wish list. All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. []Hug []Kiss on cheek []Kiss on lips []Hold hands []Cuddle []Make out []Boom in my bedroom []Sit on your lap []Go on a date with you []Just be friends []Be more than friends []Love me []Like me []Get to know me more []be with me []just hangout with me []fuck me []rape me []Love me for ever till the day you die how old do i look? [] pre-teen 11-12 [] early teens 13-15 [] mid-teens 16-17 [] late teens 18-19 [] early twenties 20-23 [] mid twenties 24-26 [] late twenties 27-29 [] early thirties 30-33 [] mid thirties 34-36 [] late thirties 37-39 how good do i look from 1-10 (1- ugly/10- hott) [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 do i have pretty eyes? [] yes [] no would you be sad if i moved? [] yes [] no would you come visit me? [] yes [] no am i: [] okay [] hott [] sexy []

Omega Man
So I guess the bovine-witted, dread-breeding doomsday forecasters and survivalists were correct when they said the end was near. But the Apocalypse wasn’t as bad as they predicted. On December 31, 1999, I sealed myself into a bomb shelter called the Mayflower and watched as the nuclear clouds burst all over the world like a flourishing mushroom patch -- until the satellite fritzed and the Mayflower went dark. I stayed in there for 11 years. On January 1, 2011, hoping the radiation had settled, I emerged because I couldn’t bear to eat another can of tomato soup and watch my only VHS tape, Armageddon’s Funniest Home Video’s (my favorite is the segment where the guy gets hit in the nuts with a nuclear warhead). Anyway, I wandered into the Zombie District -- what was once San Diego’s Gaslamp -- and took a job bartending in a popular mutant bar called the Subterranean. It’s a good job, even though most mutants are boil-brained bugbears who booze like sailors on a Bushmill’s

New Station
f We Taking Over Come And Dance Away With ALL MUSIC TYPES and We Take Requests Owners Of Club-Oblivion-Radio &spades DJ Devil - Excalibur Radio &spades DJ Sunshine's Bodyguard &spades Devils Train &spades@ fubar DJ GENOCIDE~ ®/£ F¡ªñ©è °F ®ªv3ñ A.K.A. TASHA D.~Owñèr Øß£‡v‡oñ Rådîo & £ºµñgè@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar (repost of original by '&spades DJ Devil - Excalibur Radio &spades DJ Sunshine's Bodygu

Its That Time Again
Well I guess by now, most of you have opened the gifts, and have decided to either return them or keep them, Time to take down the tree. I Ritual which in my family requires a great deal of debate. First of all we have an Artifical tree, that comes apart in pieces. Which means we always misplace a piece and frantically search the whole house to locate it, seems the dog has developed a taste for artifical tree tops and has neatly dragged it off, quietly munching on the ornaments as he goes. Then decideing that it is his property growls at us when we attempt to take whats left of it back. Whats worse the tree Never fits back in the box it came in! seems its somehow grown an inch or two over the years. Then the final insult is that once we put it it away for the year, come christmas we can never find it. Well it isn't where we put it! until we realise that it is but that since it was last used, we accumulated more stuff and covered its box with several tons of unused stuff that we got

A Bit Of My Poetry
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife. gmw2mlw Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your

Who The F*c* Cares
oh the games that people play.... who to trust, who to believe. everytime I think I know someone, they turn around and prove me wrong. oh the games that people play.... never there when you need them but expect you there for them anytime they call. oh the games that people play.... who is real and who is fake? i dont know how much more I can take oh the games

****{~tool~}****
here soon theres a few of us starting up a TOOL TRIBUTE BAND...but with that said we`ll also be greating our own origonal stuff but it will be 100% TOOL influenced...be on the look out...WE WILL KEEP THEIR LEGACY ALIVE...thx, darren #17...

Online Petition For Getting Married
Ok, as some or all of you know I am physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy and blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear and I'm also on SSI and SSDI but from what Social Security has told me that if I was to get married that I'd lose my SSI and my Medicaid totally which I think is crap to me! Now somebody else with Cerebral Palsy has sent me an onine petition wanting Social Security to change it's regulations about getting married and being on SSI and Medicaid and getting married when you're physically or mentally challenged and I was wondering if people wanted to sign it, if so, please ONLY private message me your e-mail address if you have one and I will forward this to you, I've already signed it and so has Kate my girlfriend who is on this site, so if you wish to sign it and leave a personal message on there after you put your name on it, that would be greatly appreciated my friends and fans! Thanks Todd There is only 670 signatures and there needs to be 10,000 too.

"forever"
Forever I swore to myself I would never love again, the last time was the last time I'd ever let someone in... But then you came along and I knew right away, that with you is where my heart will stay... You quickly erased all my fears, and made me believe I'd never have to cry those painful tears... Every time I see you, it puts a smile on my face, and every time you kiss me, my heart begins to race... How did I live so long without you in my life, I hope this lasts forever and maybe someday you'll be my wife...

Xmas
WELL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL Today was a good day I was very surprised at how today turned out I had not planned to even be home for christmas now i am glad i came back monday though i have decided only to stay for a day or so being in mississippi is just not where i want to be And i have told very few people where i actually am It feels great to be alone and not have no one around to take care of or have to worry about I can just worry about putting myself back together and being me again and for me to be me again that is leaving mississippi It is something i have always done since i was 14 When i want to get away i leave I'll be back but i have to put myself back together more than i already am I dont think in over 2 years i have had a worry free day or not had someone to take care of till last week but i felt guilty about not being in ms for christmas so i came back for atleast christmas i kinda want to be here for new years but i think id rather start the year

Random Thoughts
I crashed out early and now the Vampire in me has awakened. At least three more hours till sunrise and I must feed. I would love to drain the life-force of another, feeling their body go limp in my arms... Their heart rate rise in orgasm then suddenly fall as oxygen is depleted causing a violent cardiac arrest. Like an "Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind" I crave to drain the memories of my chosen dysfunctional victim… Or is the other way around, and I would like to lose the memories of my damned path? Either way I must curb my bloodlust and find nourishment in another form. Similar to a lucid dream that interrupts my nightmarish existence an accident has caused a tailspin in sanity, confidence, and maybe vanity. What can I believe? What is real? What is happiness to me? The fiery star cannot rise quick enough to bring light to the darkness I am engulfed in at the moment. Pray for a Monet like "Vanilla Sky". Influenced by media, experience, and a limitless hope… Am I a write

Contest Giveaway
its free, no contest, no time limit 50000 comments is all.... any picture each contestant gets a 30-day blast let me know by private message is u are interested self bombing is allowed. No more contestant will be accepted and if you are not doing anything for yourself you will be removed its free, no contest, no time limit 75000 comments is all.... any picture each contestant gets a 30-day blast let me know by private message is u are interested self bombing is allowed.

Stupid Chain Letters And Other Crap!!!
Trying to help out in the fight against chain letters, fake viruses, Missing people hoaxes and other crap that is a waste of my time and probaby yours too...Just some URL`s that i found on a veryinforming site.................................... http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/trembley.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/microsoft-aol.asp http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/medical/slowdance.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/ashleyflores.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/blockbuster.asp I`m just posting a few..ok, more than a few..but it goes to show that some people beleve anything they read, thats why they forward this stuff on. Anyways..as you can tell, i dont like chain letters or any of the other stuff thats like what i have posted here, so please dont forward me anything even remotely close. P.S I know some maybe a lot have actually received 1 or more of the ones i have put because i

Just A Little Info...
In case anyone notices that I have deleted everything off my page, no, I'm not deleting my account or anything. Over the few days I will be redoing my whole page. I removed everything to start over. I know most never look, but the few who do, I didn't want them to think I was leaving FUBAR or anything. Thanks for your time guys & gals... I just hope I can do a better job with my page, make it new & fresh and maybe just a little different too. Have a great day out there in FUBAR LAND !!!

Feel My Pain, I Bet You'll End Up With Tears
Seduction Let me lay you down Touch you, caress you, rub you all over with hot oil Let me kiss you softly all over your body Be my toy let me be the child to play with you day and night Let me find your spot While I’m searching allow me to make you wet and hot My desire is to please you on a level that hasn’t been discovered Soft music in the background as my plot is soon to be uncovered I feel you trembling and sighing begging for more As I undress you slowly there is much more to come And a night of ecstasy is in store I can see you panting slowly with breaths so deep As I move from your head slowly down to the souls of your feet Kissing your toes tasting all of them one by one Licking your legs baby don’t beg because I’m no where near close to being done Moving up toward your inner thigh You grasp the back of my head with such passion you want to cry Touching you so tender as a tear falls from your eye Teasing just a little just to get you in the right

Neva Leave Me Alone
neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone what did i do to deserve this pain, mother gave birth to the earth like kain, its such a shame, im goin insane, im to blame, cuz im standin in the freezin rain, ya'll niggaz could neva live my life, ya'll niggaz dont know what pain is like, whats life when at night its like ya dead, and with crist ya still couldnt see the light, ya'll niggaz could neva picture this, its like a frame thats pictureless, in a incident, im given invision by writin my life in sentences, and now im cursed with hatred, blood, my niggaz rest in the dirt from slugs, now you tellin me this motha fuckin pain is love, what? neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone now look at my face, you can witness it, given infinite breath, tak

Sex Stories.. Or Are They?
Written sometime in mid 06 Its 2:30 in the morning and I awake to a soft knocking at the door. I take a minute to gather myself and make sure Im not dreaming. Its a cold and rainy night, who would be out on my doorstep in this weather, I think to myself. I put on some boxers and a tank top and go to answer the door. All I can see through the rippled glass windows is a silhouette of a woman. Curiously I open the door and to my amazement a face from the past is staring back at me. Moving away from the doorway to let her in, I open my mouth but before any words can come out her fingers are covering my lips and are followed with a light shh! She looks beautiful. Shes wearing a white top that ties around her neck. Its wet from the rain and sticking to her body like a glove. Oh and yes shes cold. Her low rise white Capris are laced up on the sides and a pink g is peeking out the top. The outfit is sexy all the way down to the clear bottom stripper 3-inch heels. Everyt

New Way Of Thinking
LIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE written by: "envi" wakin up in the morning everyday is a blessing and i ask the lord to forgive me for all my confessions, i know i aint alright, every day is a struggle but i live life, sometimes i think its only a matter if time before im back on my grind, i aint even gon lie, sometimes i just gotta get high, cuz it just gets me by, i aint even gon lie, cuz im just livin my life, through time you live & you die, i wanna multiply, some kids one day, ill be in this place until i fade away, ima live my life, till theres no more life, with all my might, with you by my side, its a must i try, and im gonna try, cuz the fact of life is just to live it right, so im movin on, im holdin strong, and im holdin on, cuz im movin strong, i can make life, take life, i can even hate life, break life if the price aint right, i was movin too fast, needed break lights, came to a fork in the road i just stood tight, long nights, hood fight

Debating...
I am debating on just deleting my profile and not even bothering coming back. I don't know why I even log in. I just watch my bar tab as other people get love, and hop into lounges to hardly get talked to unless I buy a round. On the off chance someone does talk to me... I hardly ever hear from them again. I'm just not a real popular guy. It's the same here as when I go to a bar in person. It's just depressing.

Screen Names
i want everyone to tell me how they got therescreen name and what it means. Unicorned1...I have a tattoo of a unicorn on my right sholder so i am unicorned one ok now the rest of u tell your screen name story and rate as u go

Sad First Christmas
THIS WAS THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN 18 YEARS WITHOUT MY LOVELY WIFE,WHO PASSED AWAY ON JAN 2,OF THIS YEAR.THE MOTHER OF MY 2 WONDERFUL CHILDREN,MY BEST FRIEND!!AND THE GREATEST PESON IN THE WORLD..YOU ARE SO BADLY MISSED,BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.R.I.P. MY DEAR.AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON..

Personality Test
Your 80s Theme Song Is: Just Can't Get Enough by Depeche ModeWhat's Your 80s Theme Song? You Passed 8th Grade Math Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!Could You Pass 8th Grade Math? There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent?

Thangs I Love
SUP EVERYBODY WANNA TAKE THE TIME AN SHOW YALL SOMETHING THAT SOME OF ALL DONT KNOW OR SOME DO KNOW THAT I TALK TO ON A DAILY BASES WHERE A PIC OF MY NEW EDITION TO MY FAMILY I WANT CHA TO MEET TEAGAN AND JAYMES JR. THEY ARE TWINS THEY ARE GORGEIOUS I JUST WANNA SHARE THIS WIT U ALL IF U ALL SEE MORE CLICK ON THE PIC IT WILL SEND U STRAIGHT TO THEIR PHOTOS U ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY ON FUBAR:) Dry Your Eyes Lyrics Mommy just dry your eyes, mommy dont you cry I know we’ve been through hard times and the struggles And I just wanna tell you I love you Verse 1: Only 15 put under pressure First month 27th day, They took away my mother I was left to be raised by my brother Taught to be a hustla Mommy gone gotta stick together Stay strong through the stormy weather Became a top seller Look how we stackin this chedder When you jump mommy life would be better Just like Rihanna, you can stand under my umbrella Hook: You know how to make me better Even when

Lmao@weird People
Is it me or are people trying so hard to make their photo look so cool by making it move an shit until it becomes the most annoying fucking thing on this site to date.I mean sometimes I'll be checkin this hot girl out ,etc and her profile pic is tryin to grab me strangle me tryin to jump out of the fucking computer till I cannot rate anymore lol stop this still picture movement its killin your photo........Jason I'm not sure if i should be putting this on a blog I mean wtf is a blog anyway for all these people on here who must not like theirself i can tell when you have taken your head off your photo and put it on somebody elses hot body it so easy to do in windows paint but think about it first just because the body looks better than yours doesn't mean that a big ass head like mine goes with a small body and a small head looks funny on a bigger body have you fallen and hit your head its getting rediculous what people will do just to get a rating just dont try to do anything with my bi

Fubar Points
i will send u up to 15000 fubucks if you rate and comment every pic from now on im trying hard to get up a few levels and earn some fubucks. if you could help me out and rate my pics and things to help me out. i would be glad to do the same in return. rate and comment my pics. i will definantly do the same.

Just For Fun
Your PMS Disaster Level: Medium You definitely are a bit of a wreck once a month. But as long as remember to take it easy, your PMS isn't a major crisis.Are You a PMS Disaster? Your Pick Up Line Is Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see!What Pick Up Line Will Get You a Man? Your 1996 Theme Song Is: 1979 by The Smashing Pumpkins Shakedown 1979 Cool kids never have the time On a live wire right up off the street You and I should meetWhat's Your 1996 Theme Song?

Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS (seriously, anything) 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK Before You Vote read CATCHING PIGS Our high school economics teacher (a WWII veteran) used to caution us by saying "There are no free sandwiches". Catching Pigs... There was a chemistry professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, the prof noticed one young man, an exchange student, who kept rubbing h

Lets See Bout Fubar
My brother told me to try out fubar and its pretty cool lot more interactive than my space but,I don't know if its this computer or fubars web site its self that every time i go to a lounge it takes for ever to load and really bad trouble with lag but my internet is pretty fast so i don't know but i will keep tryin fubar out.

Psp Tutorials
Paint Shop Pro x2 “How to glitter text” Tutorial By: April Sherrill You must have PSP and Animation Shop To use this Tutorial Step 1: You need to go to a site and save some glitter tiles to you hard drive. A site I use a lot is: Bring on the Glitter : Designs By Alana After you have

Cassandra's Secret
She was cold and aggravated as she walked to the door. What was she doing out on a night like this? She just had to get away from the distractions of her work and life. She needed some time to think. "Damn car", she muttered to herself. She knew she should of gotten it looked at last week. Now it was too late. She was stranded in the middle of nowhere and this was the only house for a mile. Cassandra was beautiful, smart and her own person. She never let anyone tell her what to do or how to do it. She knocked on the door twice. It felt like she was out there forever. Finally the door opened and there stood a ruggedly handsome man. "May I help you?", he asked. "Umm. My car seems to of broken down and my phone won't pick up out here. May I use yours?" "Sure", he said. "Come on in." She walked in and there on the couch was a striking young lady. She assumed was the wife. "Hon", the man said, "this lady's car is broke down and she wants to use the phone." The woman just nodded and he le

Short And Sweet
Dr. Dave and I were discussing the word 'smurf' and what the plural form of it would be. He came up with smurves. LOL good times. A recent blog inspired me to do a little research. I found this website, and I think this paragraph could be reduced to a one lined sentence had they not been so redundant. At any rate, reading it made me chuckle a little. Brown Recluse Spider general information, Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention information, and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information is available here for your review. If you have been searching for Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention or Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information; you have come to the website of a leading provider of Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment provider. For anyone who doesn't know, I'm taking two college classes this summer. Last night my English class got our second essay scores, and before going over them individually the professor says, "I've d

Christmas "candy"
Holly was lonely. Most of the time this was fine. Most of the time she preferred life that way. But the holidays got to her. It started with Thanksgiving and all the family togetherness. True, not everyone gathered joyously to fabulously prepared dinners, but we all pretended we did. Other people had to eat dry turkey and repeat old arguments too. At least Thanksgiving came and went quickly. Christmas dragged out for an entire month, during which everyone was supposedly expressing joy and charity but mainly pushing their credit card limits. Holly rolled her eyes at herself. She was turning her own anxiety into bitterness against the entire season. Just because she did not have a date to take to her sister's Christmas party, did not mean the entire season was doomed. Maybe she could at least show up in style. While searching her closet had been a failure, her friend and neighbor Candy might share something better. Unlike Holly, Candy shopped for clothes like a normal woman.

Alicia Keys
ALICIA KEYS LYRICS "Like You'll Never See Me Again" If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer were you with me I'd be wishing you were here To be everything that I'd be looking for I don't wanna forget the present is a gift And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me 'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed So every time you hold me Hold me like this is the last time Every time you kiss me Kiss me like you'll never see me again Every time you touch me Touch me like this is the last time Promise that you'll love me Love me like you'll never see me again Oh Oh Oh How many really know what love is? Millions never will Do you know until you lose it That it's everything that we are looking for When I wake up in the morning You're beside me I'm so thankful that I found Everything th

Wtf!!!!!
If you hadnt noticed by now... i changed my screen name... its still lover1371--the doormat... but i added a lil bit on the end.... SO YEAH... at the end of Februrary... unless a miracle happens... i will be needing a place to live... and me not having a job right now ... makes it worse.... my life is beginngin to suck even more than it used to... an theres NOTHING i can seem to do to make it not suck.... talk more soon... with someone.. if you think you could help me... lemme know... PM me.... or if you payed attention an have my off Fubar contact info... you can contact me that way.... im off for now... YAY!!!! SHE MADE IT... everyone that can... NEEDS to drop by an show their love... I'm the evil twin... ©@ fubar OK OK.. this is a first for me... i recently found out my friend...(link below) was in a terrible car accident on Christmas Day... driving her car in the snow an ice on her way to her parents house.... prolly drivin her pride an joy this car her

Total Bullshit!
So I'm tired of being treated a certain way workwise because I'm a female...and it never ceases to amaze me how ignorant certain people can be! Then to top it off I have to save their asses and make sure a damn county has water and help talk their service guy thru repair...NOT MY JOB and I shouldn't be doing that cuz I just don't know it well enough! But hey whatever... there's bunch more but not gonna get into it... then I have people approaching me bout things on websites and askin me shit and giving me things and etc...I DON'T FUCKIN NEED IT!!! So I decided to lie my ass off!!! Gonna fuck with everyone! The phrase FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCKS!!! Keeps reeling thru my head! I would like to take this opportunity to explain something about little old me. I am a woman who has an opinion about everything. I have my own thoughts, ideas, morals, ethics, lack of proper judgement, whatever you decide to call it. But they are mine...M-I-N-E!!!! And I am entitled to th

Shattered Life
Shattered Life By Steve Cook Everyone hears me but no ones around As I scream and shout my empty bottle hit’s the ground Been drunk for months trying to find The answers of why you left me behind The questions fill my head like the booze that I drink As I open the bottle here’s to you I think Hoping the next drink will ease my mind They say every heartache heals with time But who are they? Do they really know? Have they traveled this road like a carnival show? Or has it been many nights they lay alone Hoping for the ring of the telephone Wanting and needing to hear their voice To hear the reasons they made that choice For the loneliness that engulfs my broken soul I guess I need some time alone To pick up the pieces of my shattered life So I sit here and drink as I caress the blade of a knife Thinking my life is over with out you here All these questions have my mind unclear For me to end this pain what can I do Sit here drunk and act like a fo

Suckin
This fucking cocksucker! I may kill this mother fucker I work with today!!! I am so tired of this undermining me bull shit! I bust my ass on shit today and had to deal with moron customer and their equally incompetent customer on orders...then had to delete them only for them to get one that replaces a different one...whih we have here...I gave damn order to the fucker to handle because they're on way to pick up and he's not gonna enter it because he wants to see if they want the check feature and crap...so he's gonna wait and talk to them because me telling him about it and showing him deleted orders and what not does not suffice...(REMEMBER I HAVE TITS!) HELLO YOU DUMB MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! They DON'T WANT THEM BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I DELETED IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE! But he still won't listen to me...I'm getting really tired of this shit...I don't know how much more i can take....this is a daily thing...I make decisions and calls on shit...he won't to save his life...no fuckin

Umm..dk
Empty and gray is all I see Stained yellow paper Floating in a breeze Green is nowhere in sight No birds are taking flight Red with rage And yellow with death I open my eyes And realize there is nothing left Empty body Empty soul Empty mind Truths are told...

Watched
Pure Seduction , nails screeching down his back ,teeth dragging along his neck Intensity - the heat of a passion - now you feel the cold that soaks your skin Punctured Life running though out you , A sense never sought before the night of desires Quenching a thirst for upmost anything or should we say anyone The pure seduction that is intensity to have seduced another for your indulgence to create life in your veins - pumping through you cold- dead heart now burns a fire Flames always will be a fatality with the road taken but only a few of you will ever know this lustful heat Some choose to be what you are ; other's choose not to be but you are in our nightmares , sweet , precious dreams walking us to a darkness untold of - If only to be you for a day To only know what runs through that mind of yours , to feel the love you do for life , your eyes are not cold but trusting Overswept I am by you - or is it underswept by tempting human souls as myself N

Hosting My Own Fu Bucks Comment Contest
ok i have decided to hold my own fu bucks comment contest .here are the rules RULES: 1.no nsfw pics 2.self bombing is allowed 3. no drama (if there is drama you will be removed and blocked ) 4. rules are subject to change (per my say so ) 5. first person to the lowest amount of comments needed ,has the right to take that amount of fubucks and be removed from the contest or keep going for one of the bigger prizes (ALSO PERTAINS TO THE 2ND AND 3RD PERSON AND SO ON AN SO FORTH) 6. contest is over when all prizes have been awarded PRIZES: 1ST PLACE : 100,000 FUBUCKS (75,000 IN COMMENTS) 2ND PLACE : 50,000 FUBUCKS (55,000 IN COMMENTS) 3RD PLACE : 25,000 FUBUCKS (35,000 IN COMMENTS) please send the pic you want to enter to me and i will open the contest once i have at least 7-10 entries.i also will let you know when the contest begins .

Blah
Just rambling for a bit. The blog is the only thing that listens sometimes. You can't trust people to be there when you actually need them. You can't give people advice either. They don't take it. Something that the heart is set on always desires that object. I have learned this through experience. Happiness is what you make it, right? What about your surroundings do they not create either happiness or sadness? When trapped in a negative surrounding does your happiness you have created suffocate? I feel like I can not breath anymore. There are so many things I want. But my positivity is fading away. Maybe I am too impatient or persistant. Isn't everyone at some point in their life time. I screw up a lot. I make people leave me and never want to be around me again or others I amuse to the point their sides are splitting. So it makes me wonder, is it me or who I am speaking with. When I like someone I can not express my true feelings but I can say it to others. My faults are long while m

For All My Awesome Friends
This one is especialy for you When the world, leaves you feeling blue You can count on me, I will be there for you When it seems, all your hopes and dreams Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you We've got to all stick together Good friends are there for each other Never ever forget that I've got you And you've got me so CHORUS: Reach up for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the stars Follow your hearts desire Reach up for the stars And when that rainbow's shining over you(shining) Thats when your dreams will all come true There's a place, waiting just for you (just for you) It's a special place, where your dreams all come true Fly away (fly away), swim the ocean blue (ocean blue) Drive that open road, leave the past be-hind you Don't stop, gotta keep moving Your hopes, gotta keep building Never, ever forget that I've got you And you've got me so CHORUS Reach up for the stars Climb every mountain higher Reach for the star

Friendship
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he/she discovers that someone else believes in him/her…and is willing to trust him/her."

A.....
A Beauty A Grace A Devine A true love whispers once upon a lifetime catch it quick before it's too late A Purity A Longing A Desire A glimpse of fantasy in only their eyes brought forth into reality A Fire A Simplicity A Truth A bliss of a sweet luscious kiss of gracefulness hits our lips A Passion A Love A Heartache A pain so deeply in edged sworn only to your name ... to dust we fall

Help A Friend Out
I could really use a little help from my friends! I need your rates as well as comments. I understand if you don't want to send comment after comment, just please help me out and go rate it. Just one comment would help out a whole lot. Please send your friends to the contest and help this Ky. Lollipop out. A rate never hurt anybody and will return the favor if you ever need it!! or to this link to go to the site where she is at http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1076853&i=964624614 she is a very sweet and sexy gal you will love her site and here it is http://www.ashleyfil.com Support Ms. Cleavage’s Run for President in 2008 Campaign - CLICK HERE!

Smuttttt
found an adult alternative to myspace... http://www.grindspace.com/grindspace/Rob123 Warmth, the bed, and a tongue were the first sensations when I woke. I had slept in after a wild party, but now it continued. Her tongue licked me again, and I felt my cock throbing already. She made a noise in her throat that was more purr than anything. Damn, she knows how to wake me. I reached down and ran my hand through her silky hair. "So you're awake now," she said. More a statement than a question. "Mmmmmmmmmm" was all I could manage. God she was good. She was cradling my balls in one hand, and licking all up and down my cock without taking any into her mouth. "I see you are both up finally," she said to my crotch. I squirmed a little to get comfortable, and she grabbed my cock in her hand, beginning to pump it. Her licking had made it wet, and her hand made soft wet sounds as she pumped. Then she licked the end of my rod with the tip of her tongue. Damn. She continued to pump

Poetry I Like By Other People
I only need to 10,000 comments for a month's VIP or 7 day blast. * Dogs spend all day sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. * They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but don't hear you when you're in the same room. * They can look dumb and lovable all at the same time. * They growl when they are not happy. * When you want to play, they want to play. * When you want to be alone, they want to play. * They leave their toys everywhere. * They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. * They go right for your crotch as soon as they meet you. Conclusion: They're tiny men in little fur coats. Love is your friend, Love is your foe, It can bring you happiness It can bring you woe. It can cause you joy As it causes you sadness. So how may I ask Can people put up with this madness? Is it the tears

Tat Contest
im in a contest and i need your comments lots of them please!!! KISSES to all who help!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=2368898354 please go vote for my tat in the contest

My Blogs!
That is correct, I am moving myself back to the Houston area. Either The Woodlands Area, or Kingwood Area. Anywho if any of you are in Houston or around Houston add me up we will all go grab some drinks in March 2008.

Dreams
Dreams are what I think of when I visualize your face Dreams are what we make them, but with out you I don't have any dreams worth living. Dreams are my most valuable treasures, as I lay myself to sleep at night I know your their standing at the gates of heaven. Dreams are my most happiest times ,because as long as im dreaming then I know you will never be truly gone. Dreams are what makes my world go round, and without them I think I just might fall down. Dreams are all I have left of you, so while im dreaming I know that we will always be together for the rest of our lives. Dreams may just be a fantasy, but as long as im dreaming I know im free to love openly and honestly. Dreams can not hurt me or make me fear, they give me hope and strenght to live for you each and everyday. Dreams are what I make them and, what I have made is a vision of you to last. Dreams hold you in my most deepest thoughts and memories, without them I would surely be lost. Dreams that I dre

Single Again And Fuck It!
I've come to the conclusion that whether i realize it or not i tend to sabatage any relationahip i'm in when it gets too serious. sometimes i realize i'm doing it, often to late to fix it. guess i'm still afraid i'll end up with a man like my ex husband and anyone that knows about my past will understand that is a very legitimate and real fear. maybe it's going to take a man that loves me enough to say fuck your fears I love you too much to loose you. obviously that man hasn't walked into my life yet or i'd be 31 and happily married instead of 31 and single lol. or maybe he has and we just aren't there yet who knows......i've got a lot of guy friends but i doubt any of them like me that way. and on that note to my guy friends you guys are awesome! thanks for knocking sense into me when i need it and being the shoulder to cry on then say wake the hell up. like all this week lol thanks guys you the mans! lol well that was short lived........ MISTAKE #1 never believe a man when he te

Hello
I can't spell worth a damn and I tend to totaly ignore puncuation so here goes: I have two kids 13 & 15 the ex got every thing even the dog, car, and cell phones in fact the song she got the gold mine and I got the shaft well in this case she evan took the shaft which left me living with my sister and brother in law now I'm living with my girl friend. I'm a nice guy so I tend to fall for wemon way to fast and to hard my ex told me once that she tried to make me angry enough to hit her but I never would and that pissed her off but thers no reason to hit a woman ever thats how i was raised so I am kind of a door mat I'm trying to write three books the first is a christian story about the people who come in contact with a bible the second is a horror story and the third is the story of a little mexacan boy named pablo and how he lost his family and came to this country if you read this and have more questions feel free to ask me and I'll try to ansewer them as truthfully as possab

And Now...
I find as I get older and my ideals, morals, and ethics seem to be ever changing that I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were nothing like me. There is no one with my common sense or logic. Yet they keep making themselves known. I have always marched to a different drummer, wanted to do my own thing and never settle. Always there for everyone, so caring, understanding, and listening...accepting of them yet thinking in my mind, "what the hell is wrong with you?!?!" As I start understanding others more I find more content in my own mind, more justified in my own actions and feelings. And yes, more comfortable about letting others in and expressing my thoughts and feelings. But I have also found in this age that as I become more open, comfortable, and trusting that others tend to shrug it off and not think too much of it. I still do not understand how people can be so unfeeling about others. I think about everyone, even strangers I've had small talk with. It just seems to st

B -days
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar Go Go angel eyes It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Misc Updates & Crap....
We now have 1 design for a t-shirt that is available...Check out our MySpace page to get yours!!!!!! We have some plans for a few more designs, so keep checking back.. We regret to inform everyone that we are going through a line up change. We are losing one of our guitar players. Pete is persuing other avenues of his life, a new job and is starting to attend college. This is a friendly split and there are no hard feelings. We have come a long way as a band and we thank Pete for all he has contributed. We will stay in touch with him and im sure you will still see him at some of our shows. But dont fear, BTB will press on. We should barely skip a beat in this transition. Do you have what it takes? We will be holding try outs starting Monday. Hit me up with your info and mp3 and we can take it from there. We thank you all for your support and love.......BTB

Tattoo Contest
Aight everybody im in a tattoo contest most comments wins please help me out i will return the love check out link underneath http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=2196438043

Expensive Loser Wanted!!!,to Funny
Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and a kegerator. Yo

Why I Became A Bartender
"Who has ever written a great work about the immense effort required in order not to create?" - from Richard Linklater’s Slacker Recently an old friend asked why -- and how on earth -- I had come to be a bartender. Why and how indeed. . . I remember the day I realized my life was going nowhere. I was in high school, roaming the halls between classes, when George Viola came running up to me, waving his college acceptance letter. This was during our senior year, when everybody in school was waving their college acceptance letters. Everybody, that is, except me -- I hadn’t even applied. I don’t remember which university accepted him, though it must have been an impressive one. Viola was one smart, clarinet-carrying nerd. I, on the other hand, was a nerd of a different sort: a slacker-nerd. How’s that for God’s cruel humor? He denied me the only thing we nerds can count on in this harsh, cold world: superior scholastic aptitude. I never did home

How I Became A Bartender
Question: How on earth did a snot-dripping, rudderless, horny little bastard from a small town in suburban Texas secure a bartending position at the Blue Martini -- the Mona Lisa of all bartending gigs -- without so much as a drizzle of experience? Answer: It was the result of a botched gang rape... My first four months in Tampa were a kind of honeymoon. I had money saved and an apartment on the beach. But then I depleted my savings, the landlord jacked up the rent, and I was forced to move inland -- away from the Beach Blanket Bingo Borough and into the colorless corridors of Clairemontís Crystal Kitchen. I answered a roommate ad from a woman who lived on the corner of Clairemont Mesa and Diane Avenue. Her name was Holly, and she needed a roomy for her second-floor apartment in the utterly bland Riviera Arms complex. When we first met, she seemed sweet and harmless enough -- but, of course, Holly was violently insane. Our apartment overlooked a

A Float
Sometimes we tend to ponder and stumble over thoughts dancing in our minds , this continues for only a few moments in time as we slip back to reality realizing it's all an old memory Wisping you to a far away day when you felt life was perfected in it's own simple way , A brisk wind sweeps you off your feet , as a feather your body feels afloat , a harsh landing is what is coming Dropping you to the ground , grasping for air since you feel there is an end to everything near So this ends the daydreaming & here we begin another day

Fate Of Love
Once you give your heart to someone you don't always have it returned in the same manner as you gave it Sometimes , torn & tattered , other's with more love than intended But , I have given it to someone once and only was it to be returned in a small blank envelope torn into shreads , bleeding in the palm of my hand when delivered Super glue won't even put it back together just time and new memories along the way hoping the next time it is sent to anothers thats where it will stay But not gauranteeing that this is my hearts Fate of Love

To My Boo
this letter is from my boo scooter black and i would like to share it with u all. I LOVE YOU BABY. YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL SLEEPING. I PAID THE GAS AND ELECTRIC BILL. I AM GLAD YOU HAD A GOOD MEAL FINALY WITHOUT GETTING SICK. MY HEART ACHES WHEN WE ARE APART. I JUST LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, JUST WANT YOU TO REST AND SLEEP WELL, AND HAVE A GOOD DIALYSIS RUN WEDNESDAY. I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR GOD TO WATCH OVER YOU AND TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH, GOOD HEALTH AND A NEW KIDNEY. I WANT TO GROW OLD WITH YOU AND LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH AND BEYOND. LOVE YOU WILD THANG XOXO SCOOTER

The Maskful White Lie
What I see in this world, is but I lie; all things change, no matter what I try. I can touch it and see it, so very plain; but no matter how its stored, does not remain. I realize many things, I was originally taught, but, I've done some things, I really should not. I prayed many a prayer, with heart most sincere, Encountered tiny vices, which had stronger wills. Erased from my memory that of bad taste, Avoided most thing of most horrid disgrace. My faith I've kept with me, my closest friend, it's come through for me again and again. Go forth with your knowledge live day by day, follow your heart and remember to pray. For as surely as you live, you will one day die, just don't caught up in the maskful white lie.

L I F E
Life is such a train. It has stops and moves In every stop there are many who join (new born)us and many leave us (death). We recognize who is setting beside us or in the same car but the train is full of cars. some people come to our car from different cars and some from our car leave it t other cars. One day we will have to move either to another car or we will leave the train permanently. That is L I F E النساء مخلوقــات عجيبــة If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman لو قبلتها , تكون رجلاً غير محتــرم If you don't, you are not a man ولو لم تقبلها, تكون لست ر

Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!

>>i Cost This Much A Nite
Natural hair color: [x]Brown..$100 [] Blonde-$50 []Black-$15 [] Bald-$5 [] Others-$75 Eye Color: []Brown-$50 []Green-$75 [x]Blue-$150 []Hazel-$100 []Other-$5 Height []Over 7..$200 []6'8"to7--$175 []6'to6'7"--$150 [x]5'4'to5"11'--$85 []Under 5"4-$95 Age []50 to 56-$175 []46 to 50-$150 []41 to 45-$125 [x]31 to 40-$100 []26 to 30 -$75 []21 to 25- $50 []19 to 20-$25 []0 to 18-$100 Birth Order [] Twins or more then twins-$750 [x] First born-$320 []Only child-$250 []Second born-$150 []Middle child-$100 []Last born-$100 []Third born-$550 []Forth born-$300 []Fifth born-$400 []Sixth born-$215 Drink? []I did like once-$400 [x]Only Holidays-$250 []Sometimes-$215 []Yes-$200 []Only weekends-$300 []Everyother day-$50 []Once a day-$15 []I live from the bottle-$Bankrupt$ [Back to Zero] []No-$600 Shoe Size []13+-$300 []12.5 to 13-$250 []11 to 12- $400 [x]7 to 10-$500 Under 7-$450 Favorite Colors(two) []Green-$750 []Red-$600

When I Hear It
“His Voice” HIS VOICE IS SO TENDER AND GENTLE IT MAKES ME QUIVER INSIDE AND OUT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS AS SOOTHING AS THE SUNSET AND THE OCEANS SOUNDS IT MAKES MY HEART MELT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VIOCE IS AS COMFORTING TO MY SOUL AS HIS TOUCH IS TO MY HEART WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS THE ONLY THING THAT I HEAR WHEN GETTTING UP IN THE MORNING IT’S THE LAST THING I HEAR WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS ALWAYS WITH ME NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHERE I TURN AND I THANK “GOD” FOR HIS VOICE WHEN I HEAR IT

Happy Holidays
Hope Everybody got what they wanted for X-Mas or what they wanted for Hanukkah. And I especially hope everybody who went traveling out of town made it back home w/out any problems. Only problem that I still have is whether I want to try to re-work things out with ex-wife, with the ex-girlfriend or just get a fresh start. Either way, hope everybody was able to spend their holidays with their loved ones. If not, at least you know they were doing there job, no matter what it is.

Me
This is the witches star...notice how it looks this is what most pagans / wiccans wear or have. This is a pentigram....notice the difference pentagrams are used in the worship of satan, not the penticle so plz learn before you open your mouth and prove how stupid you really are. Thank you I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind

Mz.b Phats
Mz.B Phats is Back!! She was here before, and she was another victim of getting her account hacked into and it was deleted. But she's BACK and need's to level....Can we help her? I think we can so let's do what we do....rate, fan, add....and rate everything she's got!! I know that she will be adding more stuff as time goes on, but she only got back just today....so let's give her some of our left-over Christmas Spirit!! Here is how to get to her: Mz.B Phats(Sexi F*cker's--- Sexi lil F*ckette)@ fubar Let's do what we can I'm sure it will be appreciated!! This PimpOut brought to you by: ♥ JeNn ♥ Door Girl for Centerfolds♥The Sisterhood♥@ fubar

It Was Yours For The Taken...
iv been entered in a contest for best eyes anyone will to help id be thankful all ya have to do is rate and leave as many comments as ya can.. link below. IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN... IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN I GAVE IT TO YOU MY HEART WAS JUST CALLING CALLING OUT FOR YOU IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU TOOK IT AND RAN NEVER LOOKING BACK TO SEE IT WAS IN YOUR HAND IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN YOU KEPT IT FOR A WHILE TO ONLY BREAK IT THEN TURN AROUND AND SMILE IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND YOU RIPED IT APART TO THINK I THOUGHT WE WOULD NEVER BE APART IT WAS YOURS FOR THE TAKEN AND NOW NOW ITS GONE....

Tattoo Contest
I have entered a Tattoo Contest. The picture with the most comments wins. Simple right? Here's the part that involves all of my wonderful friends... :) Would you guys be willing to help me out by going and posting comments on my picture?! They don't have to be long or anything... its quantity that they're counting!!! Thank you guys!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=623134684 Please help me out guys!! I'd love ya'll forever if you just go and have conversations with yourself or whatever there. so far someone has 1203 comments. :( I have entered a Tattoo Contest. The picture with the most comments wins. Simple right? Here's the part that involves all of my wonderful friends... :) Would you guys be willing to help me out by going and posting comments on my picture?! They don't have to be long or anything... its quantity that they're counting!!! Thank you guys!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=623134684

Contest Winners!!
I would like to thank all of contestants who joined the contest and all that helped to make it a success! The Winners are.... 1st Place 600,000 Fubucks: Why Be Normal 20,380 Comments 2nd Place 150,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 18,752 Comments 3rd Place 50,000 Fubucks: eLLee 5,678 Comments Most Picture Rates 10,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 with 69 Pic Rates Congratulations to all the Winners! Thanks again everyone and have a great New Years!

Hello....fubar?
After inviting my friends via fubar I get the message below. *********************************************** "while fubar will send an email invitation to the friends you specified, to ensure they get the invitation please send them an email yourself with the link below! when they follow the link and join the site, you'll get an immediate alert and friend request from them! http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1193906" *********************************************** I have followed up with my friends with the "join link" before, only to have four of them sign up thru that instead of the email. Therefore I did NOT get credit for them joining. Maybe this message should be revamped? Just a suggestion. Katatonick@fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ UPDATE: I actually sent this thru fubar feedback and have yet to get a reply.

Get Off Ur High Horse
Don't tell me what to do. I am a grown ass woman who can do as she pleases. I don't need permission to post comments, I don't need to explain why I deleted anything from my page...it's simple.

Law Of Attraction
Do you ever wonder what draws two souls together. You go through your everyday life, passing by hundreds or maybe thousands of other souls... You pass each other with nothing more than a nod, a wink... maybe a quick smile... Most people go obliviously by without even that much of an interaction. But, every so often, there is something that pulls you out of the doldrums and routine of ordinary and a little sixth sense awakens... Do you??

Miles Away!!!
I HAVE COME TO MY OWN CONCLUSION THAT HATE IS ALL AROUND ME!! THE MORE I TRY TO BE A PERSON IM REALLY NOT MAKES IT BETTER. I REALLY HAVE LIKED SOMEONE FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS COME TO FIND OUT IS NOTHING AS I HAVE SEEN IN MY MIND. FRUSTRATING. I TRUELY BELIEVE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED SO MUCH TO HAVE IS ALL IN MY MIND AN AT THE PRINCES PALACE WHERE CINDERELLA LIVES. I KNOW THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THINK THIS EXIST, BUT IM JUST TRYIN TO VENT AN GET PAST THE FAIRYTALE WORLD I HAVE LIVED IN FOR SO LONG. MUSIC REALLY IS MY BOYFREIND I SHOULD JUST STAY WITH THAT HURTING DOES NOT EXIST THERE. AN I TEND TO DO ALL THE RIGHT THINGS WITH IT. I DONT FEEL PRESSURED, AN I TRUST MUSIC NOT TO HURT ME OR RUN AWAY. MEN ON THE OTHER HAND ARE REALLY GOOD AT BOTH OF THEM. IM TIRED OF LOOKING, MY HEART IS ALWAYS BROKE, PAST THE POINT OF ANY FIXING. THIS PERSON HAS ALWAYS KNOWN HOW I HAVE FELT. YET I STILL LET MYSELF BE HURT. SO I LET GO NOW. IM NOT MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE.. SO IM NOT

Please Forgive Me
I feel i owe my friends an apology for the last few days I really havent been showing much love to anyone. I have been trying to post a few comments here and there but to be honest is has been very hard for me to be in the holiday spirit. My grandmother passed away Christmas eve and it has really taken a toll on me. Yes I have been on here but not really all here if you understand that. Please know that I love ya all and just bare with me as I am still not fully here. I do hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas and you will all have a very Happy and Safe New Year. Love ya all Liberated Spice P.S. Thank you to the few that knew what has been going on with me for the support that you have given me.

Once Upon A Time...
ONCE UPON A TIME... Current mood: content ONCE UPON A TIME "Once upon a time, as tales usually start, a beautiful little girl was born into the world. She didn't realize that she was coming into a home where an alcoholic lived. She grew and played with her dolls and sang nursery rhymes. Then one day, when she was four years old, Daddy taught her a new game. A secret game. It was called "This is how we show we love each other." Nobody must ever know about this game because then the magic would disappear and love would go away and nobody wants to be without love. At the end of the game the little girl would get a peppermint stick or a piece of candy as a prize to make the funny taste in her mouth go away. Her very favorite prize, though, was a candy necklace. As the months and years went by more and more rules were added to the game. After all, the more you love somebody the more you can show them. The day came when Grandpa was invited to play the game with her and Daddy. She

Adventures In Knitting And Drinking!!!
yep. that's exactly what im feeling right now. oh my dear god since when did renting a house become so damn complicated?! and ive had no luck in getting my therapist to give me happy pills. grrrr. instead he wants me to tap on my head and say i love myself. wtf?! the good thing? i get paid time off work! because of extenuating circumstances out of my control, i get a few days of paid leave to sort my shit out! woota! and my phone is still ghetto...and still not working. luckily i will be getting a bonus with my next check ill be able to invest in a new much more jenn friendly phone :D other than that? nothing much has changed. im still working on the sweater that never ends and trying to finagle at least 3 yoga classes a week. and woot for the patriots! my boys played terribly on sunday but like always, they pull through and now they're heading to superbowl! 18-0 baby!!! hooray! yeah im a loser but i dont care. i have paradise lost now! i greatly loo

I Wish
i wish people had more respect for our country and troops i was at a rodeo Christmas eve and when we stood up to sing the National Anthem there was a group of people to my left who said what is the point in standing and acknowledging the American Flag and it pissed me off...after we sang the National Anthem and said a prayer...i told them that i had family over in that hell hole called Iraq protecting you right to say stupid f*cking shit like that they looked at me and laughed and said that it was their own stupidity for enlisting...it took every thing in my power not to put them in their place cause it aint right you should RESPECT your country and your troops even if you dont approve of the war or what President Bush is doing cause i sure as shit dont want to hear you bitch about either till you walk a mile in a soldiers boots

I'm In A Contest
Hey everyone I'm in a contest.... Contest will run 7 days starting December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est Rates count as 3 points comments count as 1 point No drama allowed of you will be removed. No blasters or bombing programs. Must be a level 5 too bomb Most comments at the end will win 500,000 fubucks and 3-day blast... so anyone, please come help out....

If
1.) how many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you hug me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me?? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) Ho

Please Rate Picx
I was on level 10 till christmas morning when my account have been deleted i dont know why the only thing i had to do is post a salute. please help me get back to where i was. thanks to all that help n i will try to return the favor to all that help

Winds Of Change
Winds of Change “Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.” This is probably one of the most apt quotes for all of us to live by. Yet for all the good things that come out of change, and for the amount of people who understand that sometimes change is important, why are so many people reluctant to embrace the concept of change? I thought about this today- as there have been many things that have been changing in my own life. I thought back over the last few years, and realize that there have been many changes that I have been through. I have adapted, and shown a strong amount of resilience even when the changes have not been good. It got me on this particular topic. I have said numerous times about how important it is that we learn to be dynamic and more accepting of the various things that come in our lives. But I rarely talk about personal change. I know its a simple concept- I understand that change is necessary. But ev

A Special For My Baby
CrazyBy Kenny RogersBest Video Codes I was wondering Baby, What Do You have planned in say... The next 30 - 50 years? I was wondering if You wouldn't mind making Me a VERY Happy Man and do Me the Honor of being My Wife? You know that ever since We first started talking there has been this connection. And I just can't ever let it go. Like the song says, I guess I am Crazy. And I like the way You make Me feel when We talk and how You act with Me. You've become the Love of My Life "C" and I Need You here with Me. I'll be waiting for Your answer My Love.... GoddessOfLight Fu-Fiance of HarleyRider70@ fubar I Love You Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would Like to thank all the people that helped Me last night and late last night level and get to be "Mr Insider". I know to some of you this may not be a big deal. But to Me it is. There are those that know that I am not into all this point whoring. I do what I do to advance and then I move on. but I will help anyone that sk for it. A

My Question
Hey, what's a blast and how do I get one??? Hey, I'm bored and I want to know who is truthful. Guys, tell me how big you are..and please don't lie. Hey, I'm still bored and I want to see who (if anyone) will answer this question. What's your chest size AND natural, trimmed or shaved?

Fungus!
Until now, I have gotten through this life without ever having to say those seven terrible words. Through all the things that went wrong with me over the years – busted knee, fractured foot, bashed in teeth, ruptured eardrums, high arches – I was always grateful for never having problems with my penis or surrounding penile areas. Nary a crab has hiked across my murky grasslands, no herpes boil ever bubbled on my glans, no gonococcus has wriggled through my urethra, nor wart, nor chancroid, nor stalk of Chlamydia ever found purchase in the garden of my groinhouse. It was always the source of great pride for me. "Ahhh what a handsome and healthy penis I have, I often thought to myself." It’s the kind of penis that makes you sorry for all the people with the problem penii. Like the penis of poor Harvey Perry. I remember the day I saw it. We were about 14-years old and urinating side-by-side when I got a gander. The thing was mangled and flayed at the head like a tube of Italia

Kinky
Congratulations! Your Hotlanta Kink Test score was 658! Here is the chart so that you can see how you are rated: 100 or less You need to lighten up and live a little! 101 to 200 You have an average sex life in need of kink. 201 to 300 You have sweet hints of a kinky nature. 301 to 400 You have kinky playful tendencies. 401 to 500 You are definitely a kinky player. 501 to 600 You are kinkier than most! 601 to 700 You are a major league kinkster! 701 to 800 You live and breath kinky!! 801 to 900 Wow! You're too kinky for most!!! 901 or more SUPER FREAK ALERT! You da BOMB! The maximum score for this test is 1000.

Lost
not shure what to to do when shes drunk she cares but the next day she is like we need to chill im just sick of of getting games played she blows me off for different things thats really stupid not sure of what i should really do if yall can help plzz let me kno u feel so much but everyday it seems like it gets different seems like u r there when they need u but not just to talk to they tell u thy care but put u on the back burner. they ask how u feel u tell them and they act different to u when they feel the same way why does it work out like that

Photo In Fu-email
You go to the photo you want to use, left click the "link photo" option under the photo, left click at the beginning of the text in the left box, when all of it is highlighted, right click and select copy.. Go to where you want to put the photo, and right click and select paste in the message area.. it should put a thumbnail of the photo where you want it.. Hopefully you will be able to follow this.. It should look like this.. If you look at the part you cut and pasted, you will see &tn=1, if you remove that part, it will create a full-size image instead of a thumbnail.. Like this.. Then if you click the photo you will go to the location it is actually at to rate/rip/copy/etc.. Also works for comments and any place else you want to add photos that you have/seen on Fubar..

Lounges Button Blog
We are looking for staff members. Enforcers - keep our lounge clean of drama. Prmoters - bring people in our lounge. Bartenders - serve drinks to our members, and greet members as they come in. Greeter - greet our new members and get them to join our wonderful lounge. Pervers - Perv our members profiles get them and you lots of points and make new friends! If you are intrested in becoming a staff member of our lounge reply to this blog and tell us what job you would like to do. Thank you Enchanted Realm (1) Respect all Staff members, and members (2)Keep it pg-13 ( no hard core sex talk or nudity) (3)No spaming (4)Absalutly no drama (5)No Link droping without asking staff if its ok (6)Must have a fubar regulated icon( this means if you have no pic you will be warned to get one if you do not listen to the warning then you will be ejected from the lounge) ***** If you do not fallow the ru

It's A One Year Anniversay, Peek Inside...
Lexidragon Girl, a really sweet friend of mine needs gift blasts, a gift happy hour, leveling love, fans, rates, the works folks... It's her 1 year anniversary, and we need to do it "BIG" baby! Let's show her the fu love I know you all have inside you... lexi-dragongirl Please go show some fan, rate, add love to the pimpming anniversary blogger, too! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Sending Love your way...

Just A Thumbs Up
Holla, I asking for help to get a VIP. Pls help with a few comments. I need less than 15,000 By March 5th! Thanks, I'm asking all my friends and fans to help my finish this contest for my birthday I only need about 7000 comments. I will try an return all the help. Thanks, All he needs is a thumbs up Just hit the link or copy and paste http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=5458899 thanks

Life24
Well, it is all over with. A big huge build up for a month and it lasts one day! Actually, that isn't true because I have been celebrating for a couple of weeks now. It is just such a big let down when it is all over. The 26th sucks! I look at all those decorations I need to put away and think to myself that next year I won't put out as much as this year. Yea...right! It is 10pm and I am getting very tired. What a wimp I am. I can't even stay awake past 10pm anymore. LOL I guess that is part of getting older? My Christmas was amazing. My husband is a crazy man and bought me a Journey diamond necklace for our 20th anniversary that was back in September but gave it to me on Christmas Eve. It is 1 1/2 cts! He hung it from the mantel and kept trying to get me to notice it by lighting a fire, turning on the lights over the fire place and I still hadn't noticed. Then he tells me to light the candles on the mantel and then it caught my eye! I as shocked! It is beautifu

Just A Moment
Just a Moment Just a moment of your time, That's all i need. Just to have you alone, I'm shaking at the knees. I need to know what i feel is true, I need someway to just break through. Too many thoughts cross my mind. But i dont know what your feeling, I could be reading you wrong everytime. Such a big risk, Without knowing how i'll land. If it all went wrong, I'ld be sinking in quick sand. Rhiannon Michelle Daumann

I Can't Get You Outta My Head
Why can't I get you outta my head I think of you almost all the time As of the other day When I was on a walk I seen some people that you hang with drive by I wondered what they were up to And if you were with them too So I took a lil drive to see if it was you As I drove down the road I noticed That the party they went to was near by As I drove by I looked over To see if you were there But I couldn't tell if you were there As I went down a gravel road I wished I was there With you having fun If you were there You make me feel good inside Everytime I see you I just start to smile

Why Do I Love You?
Somtimes at night When I look up in the sky, I start thinking of you And then ask myself, "Why? I ponder and smile, Because I know the list Could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice The warmth of your touch, So many little things Make me love you so much. The way you support me Even my silly notions, The way that you care And show such devotion. The way that your kiss Fills me with desire, And how you hold me With the warmth of a fire.

My Daughter's Needs Help
My Daughter is going for the VIP now, and needs some help, so who ever can help her it would be appreciated alot.... She has only got 4300 comments as of today Thur Jan 3rd. She really needs help now cause our internet went down for a couple of days.. and now we are behind. I know a few of you have been there, but she has helped alot more then what has shown up to help her so far. Here is the link to her photo that needs the comments.. Thanks Kenneth

Deception
You thought he loved you He made you beleive you were the only one He took you for granted He lied to you, used you, and abused you What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger You learn from your mistakes Dont even waste time on him Dont bother to hate him Get on with your life and have fun May he never again use another girl May he never purposely hurt her feelings For it shall hurt him worse Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse. Never again

Would It Matter
If I told you I could look into your eyes forever If I told you I would stay here and leave you never If I stole you away like a thief in the night If I promised I'd never let you out of my sight If I prayed to the heavens and stars up above If I gave you my heart and all of my love

A Loser With A Mask
A loser with a mask, you don't see me, For who I really am, what I really am, How I really am: A loser with a mask, I disguise myself, and hide the truth from you, Show you only what you want to see. A loser with a mask, I can't let you see the real me, Because I'm scared of what you'll think, I care so much for you and your opinion is all that matters. A loser with a mask: I disgust myself, I would disgust you if you could see me, If you could see the real me: A loser with a mask, I've fooled you for so long, But I'm tired of lying so off comes the mask... And now I'm just a loser standing in front of you, Deeply in love with you, vulnerable in every way possible, Now I'm just a loser who's ditched the mask...

Hell Fire And Damnation
Ok so I take my fat ass down to the local weight watchers and sign up. I have to do something, I am at my heaviest and its horrible, depressing and all that crap. So even though I said I wouldn't make any new years resolutions I am going to have to and ill be damned if i am going to make it stick. I dont want to be skinny i want to be thinner and healthy. Sexy for my husband and for myself. wish me luck.

Need Help With New Chat Room
I finally just attained the level i need,to start my own chat room on fubar...i have some html experience,but i do not know the first thing about css...i would like some help from some of you more experinced chatters and pc users... any any all help will be greatly appreciated... thanks... ttys... nos

To Whom It May Concern
So I find a place to get away a chance I might escape and it comes back to me. This feeling of dread as I watch myself fall over dead. I know who killed me and I drown I gasp as I see this etched in frown when did I get so unhappy and when did I go to hell but here I stay locked in like tranced in a spell. Like a clock ticks and tocks because it got wound I keep breathing ignoring how my heart pounds, Trying to escape looking for an exit begging me to pull it out before I grow to hectic. Watching myself from another's eyes I grow weary and less surprised. This is who I am what I compromised. I struggle to conceive this is what I am I fail to achieve and lost all my dreams some where along the way I died inside and I know exactly why but this thing unspoken like the trojan horse busts right on in and run its course hurting with every breath I breathe. I can't say much more as my heart hits the floor I know I need to close this door and move on to something more.

Prettypenfun
PLEASE HELP SUPPORT MY LOUNGE! I HAVE HAD GOOD PROGRESS WITH IT! WOULD LOVE FOR ALL TO CHECK IT OUT Music, IT never dies but goes with you Current mood: amused I love Music alot. When I have time I love to sing at Kareoke and have lots of fun doing it. I have been told Im really good but never take it further than that I just love to see people smile when I sing thier favorite songs Just like the singers themselves. All singers I really enjoy and love thier music. I sing Patsty Cline and invited my mom to Kareoke and just watching her cry when I sang her favorite song Walking after midnight made my heart melt. I have sang like Garth Brooks Friends in low places and the place was rocking, I sang pink Better get the party started everyone loved it. Cher I love her music, Believe, Hey I got you Babe, If you belive in love after love, Crystal Gale Don't it make my Brown eyes Blue. And Many more. I tribute all artists and thier songs. When I sing them my heart just melts and to see

Funny Jokes
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! What is! the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? ! Because it's worth it. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intenti

Our Wedding
Paul & I would like to thank everyone for the gifts we received & also for coming to the wedding. We had a lovely time. Although my pc did crash at the wrong time. For those of you that don't know Paul & I are a couple in real life also. So please show him love as well as me. His link is below. paul fu-husband of pinklady@ fubar Love Di aka Pink & Paul xxxx

Music Lyrics(songs I Like)
KID ROCK LYRICS "So Hott" You got a body like the devil and you smell like sex I can tell you're trouble but I'm still obsessed [Chorus:] Because you know you're so hot, I want to get you alone So hot, I wanna get you stoned So hot, I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again ....Yeah.....C'mon....Yeah You're like the kiss of death, like the hand of fate I can tell you're trouble but I still want a taste [Chorus x2] Because you're so hot I want to get you alone I want to get you stoned I don't want to be your friend I want to fuck you like I'm never gonna see you again See you again See you again

Over?
Everything Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care. Christmas is over, yeah :-P .... The first time i am so glad these days are over. I had a lot of thinking... Well i am suprised that some people been reading my profile.. and i got a lot of comments and good luck wishes for me and the person i do love?!?!...also i heared that many times already.. u deserve better. First of all..i been saying it over and over again.. its always a 2 side of the story and u can not say it u deserve better.. cuz none really know me and know what happen in the past. Everybody

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Holidays
To me every day you wake up is a good day. Seems no matter whats good or bad in your life, someone elses is always worst. Every day I pray for our troops in harms way. Every day I also pray for others less blessed than myself. Just think in a country like ours people suffer every day from something. I thank God every day for what I have because for me, though I continue to work every day, it could always be worst. Just keep that in mind! Hello all, Received a request from a good friend about spam and censorship concerning comments. If you make your own comments,you have a good chance that they will block them because the security can't check them out fast enough or someone marks it as spam or NSFW and it gets blocked. May be they can't check the code or how it was made. I know with a lot of the pre made ones they are so safe?HA,HA. Any way do what makes you happy and forget the behind the scenes ?????. Insert your own names for them

**x-mas**
**WOW** That's what I can, say about this x-mas! I could not believe how wonderful this has been. I never thought someone as great as my Danny and my friends could be!!!!! I Could not ask for a better life this year. My best friend gave me the greatest gift this year by seeing me. Its been a while and I really missed him allot. I just cant believe he was here. X-mas has found a place in my heart this year! My best girl Crystal was here with David her boyfriend and Brian a long time friend! Also my guest of Honers, Danny's parents. Man I been so crazy, trying to get everything done. I wanted it to be beyond perfect. Because I really have strong respect for his family. They to me, are everything I have searched for when it comes to a family and I feel more grateful everyday that they breaded, and had My Danny. I spent a month Getting there presents ready really getting them something special. It took me and Danny time to think, Because we wanted to show them how much we care so Danny t

Poetry
The noises made The things forbade The screams grow loud Begin to fade You ignore me I'm not real Drop the phone Stop this joke I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Stop the mind games I don't want to play Take a break I'm gonna break She's that perfect I can't take it Why are you here My heart is breaking I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Don't want your sympathy It's not the same Get away from me I just want to scream Why do you care You weren't there Why start now Stop you're hurting me I've had enough This is to stop Make it stop You've done enough Now it's done Now your gone I'm happy now I've just moved on Andrea Eckrode (e=ctr+comma+c) True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "I'm happy for you." When all you do is cry.... and cry."

Just Blogging
Fetish/Medical Terms Acomoclitic - A preference for hairless genitals. Acousticophilia - Arousal from (certain) sounds. Acrophilia - Being sexual aroused by heights. Acrotomophilia - Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee. Actirasty - Arousal from exposure to the suns rays. Acucullophallia - Circumcision. Adolescentilism - Playing the role of an adolescent. Agalmatophilia - A fetish for statues/mannequins. Agonophilia - Pseudo-rape, pretend struggle or wrestling play as a form of foreplay. Agoraphilia - Arousal from having sex in public places. Agrexophilia - Excitement from knowing that others are aware of a persons sexual activities. Aischrolgia - The expression of obscenities. Albutophilia - Arousal from water. Algolagnia - Both Masochism and Sadism. Algophilia - Enjoyment or arousal from pain. Allopellia - Orgasm from watching others have sex. Allorgasmia - The need to fantasize about a more desirable partner i

A Little Game Played Yesterday
I am writing this blog because I have been approached by several men & women asking me a question.I don't normally write anything of this nature. A game was played yesterday called comment wars between I and a friend of mine that I have become fond of. It was merely a game.I am here to meet knew friends. I do find him very attractive & as my page says I like older men,reasoning is on my page. We are not walking down the isle or having a fling.It is kindess and flirting.If I thought I had a shot I would probably go for it,but I do not step on anyones toes.If we had thought that this game would have caused all of this I don't think we would have played.Lighten up everyone this is a place to have fun and if you can't enjoy yourself what are you doing here. If our game hurt anyone then I would say I am sorry but I am not.I don't regret enjoying myself.If you have something with this person it is your business and it sure the hell is not mine.I will continue to enjoy myself but it does

Pin Number
PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW) If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on FOX TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists. Please pass this along to everyone possible. With this sort of medical breakthroughs I wonder how long our human race can survive!!!!! An Israeli doctor says "Medicine in my country is so advanced that we can take a kidney out of one man, put it in another, and have him looking for work in six weeks." A German doctor says "That is nothing, w

Ramblings In My Heart
Before I start I will warn you, that this may not make sence. As most of you know Steven has been ill in hospital, some know the extend of illness, some dont. We were at the hospital today and after talking to the doctor, he pulled my ex wife to one side and had a talk to us. He tiold us we have got to stop hiding our emotions and dont been afraid to tell people how you feel and the full extend of stevens illness. Steven has Stage 4 Seminoma Testicular cancer. Stage 4 means that it has spread to other other organs, at present it has effected Stevens Lungs, Kidneys and brain. He had brain surgery 6 weeks ago to remove cancerous tumors from the brain, at the time we were told it would give him at least another year or 2 onto his life, unfortunetly the tumors have returned again causing him to have seizures, which are a lot worse than when he first had them before the surgery, each one lasting approx 30 mins, and has left him paralised in his right arm and today he started to lose m

Daily Blogs
Good Morning all!!!! You are all so awesome we have been increasing our leveling as a family each day which is awesome....I so LOVE YOU ALL and can never pay you for what you all do.....Please remember when you get someone leveled to leave a comment on here so the rest of the family knows..... Clipdog ~ CLUB F.A.R ~ Sisters 4 Life@ fubar RECONDOC _DSC_ fubar hubby to JADA & real life fiancee' for real yo@ fubar )~~(Vincue2)~~(DSC,D&DC,-N- Club F.A.R. )~~(r/l hubby of Munchkin)~~@ fubar ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar Treyso ~ Club Far ~@ fubar ~♥ InSaTiAbLY URS♥ ~CĹنΒ FãR~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar frktrkman@ fubar GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction - Owned by NoCtUrNaL MiStReSs@ fubar Okay here is the blog all LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED THIS WEEKEND PLEASE DJ Blksheep68( Wild Chaos ENFORCER)(CLUB F.A.R)"Fu-Engaged" to Awesomelilbunny(Wi

Choices We Make
people dont seem to realize that every choice we make determines which path our lives will take.... from the first decision we ever make , , , do u not realize that that decision will affect u yrs down the road and might even affect ur kids , , omg u never thought of that did u , , , here is food for thought and i didnt realize this till about a mth ago one of newtons laws (OMG PEOPLE SCHOOL IS USEFUL) for every action there is a equal but opposite reaction simply states if u tie this in to everyday life , , , , that every decision u make no matter how small it may be will affect u later down the road for every cause there is a effect as well , , so hypothetically speaking if i slap my best friend the effect will be that either we will no longer be friends or we will end up in a fight so again cause and effect come on people u learned this elementry school so then y r we always out to blame others for our own stupidity and shit that we have done ourselv

Love...
They Say at least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for u. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about u before they go to sleep. U mean the world to someone. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always tell someone how u feel about them; u will feel much better then they know. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. If u love someone enough, let them go, if that love is returned they will come back. You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. The most endearing and nicest word a person could hear... "Stay." NEVER LEAVE THE ONE YOU LOVE FOR THE ONE YOU LIKE, BECAUSE THE ONE YOU LIKE WILL LEAVE YOU, FOR THE ONE THEY LOVE.

Absalutly
Good morning world, on my first few min. up this morning while having coffee, I heard how good the high Gas prices are for America, the news now is trying to tell us that with hi gas prices as they are , air pollution will go down, it will curb the people of being over weight, and of course how much money it makes for a few people in the oil industry, or if you own land that oil is sitting on, I just have to wonder how many people will really take this to heart and believe it. but as Barnum once said there is one born every day, it also denotes how education does not really make people that much smarter. Here is an email I got this morning also , thought I would pass it on. http://www.cnbc.com/id/15840232?video=794502508 Dear James, How's this for the latest Republican outrage? A few days ago, John McCain's top economic honcho called America "a nation of whiners" and said that we're only in "a mental recession." Are we all just imagining $4.00 a gallon gas? Were

Random Things
Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come

You're A Friend?
So there's a "friend" I had and he seemed to just walk out of my life overnight and that was it. I am starting to think that I am doing something wrong to push friends away and of course he talks to me when I hunt him down on here and he SWEARS that he's pushing everyone away but it sure is funny how he thinks I'm stupid enough to really think he aint talking to none of his other friends. I ain't blind. Now what really upsets me about this whole thing is that his other "friends" could give a fuck less about HIM as a person...it's all about them all the time...can we say conceited...but when a REAL friend comes into his life and wants to be there for HIM and be his rock and his support system, he pushes that person away so fast. I just don't understand what I have done wrong...I miss my friend. He knows alot about me and I could use him for once right now as I go through this hard time...it's just sad to think that he would rather be on Fubar talking to his fake friends here who don't g

Just Stay
Just Stay A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. 'Your son is here,' she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Hustle
I hope you are too... so with that i give ytou this! i make fubar id's for fubux and they are all custom and no two are alike unless you order on like someone elses! they will only cost you 15k 7,500 thats is and you get this small peice of me and if you want a glitter 1 they cost 30k 15k those are really exclusive!!! here are some examples if you want one send the money and i will get right your order to you as soon as i can!!! i also make blinkys And i make these for 40k 20k !!! Oh and last but not least! Just for this time i will put you in my hot like phyre folder if you buy one... if you havent seen it go check it out i usally on put friends in there and its getting really popular so if you want your pic in there buy an id and thats your spot!!! when you order tell me what you want and give me a general description of your interests like flowers dragons pooh... and tell me what you want i need my money up front so PAY WHAT YOU OWE! and i

I Dare You
So I been dating this really great guy Chase that I been best friends with for a year now & I'm totally happy with him...but...theres this other guy that I'm into and I really want to be with him. I dont know what to do, I dont want to hurt either of them. "Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me?

New Beginings
I'm a talker meaning I love to talk to people and hear what most have to say even if it's negative.I believe through talking to someone , you can get and idea of who they are even when they are being decietful. The same holds true when you are with someone.If you can't talk to the person your with then what are you with them for? Could it be because of the inital physical attraction that did it? Was it money? Could it have been cause you were lonely? These things are some of the reason I have heard for people being with one another. But when the attraction fades and money has really no meaning ,what is left? Do you even know the person your with? Do you know their goals and asperations? Do you even care if they have these things? Things I have considered when I even dated a woman was if I could even talk to her , about her , about her wants and needs , what goals she has and it should be recipricated. But alas , I keep running into the same types and getting the same responses.

Poem
This is a Poem that someone that I just received : You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But I was sadly mistaken You've been my soul mate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god's face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But I was sadly mistaken If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand th

New Year?
The New Year....is coming... What to do? Well everyone makes these silly New Years Resolutions... But do you keep them.? Most of us do not... Why we are humans, creatures of habits... So giving your self more pressure like trying to keep a resolution, is just gonna screw you up royally. So before you get out that note_pad and starting writing down... Your New Year's prayer's & wishes... Think of this.... DE_Clutter your life... Yes we all have ton's of junk, what do I mean by junk, well lets see. We have broken cd players, vcr's (remember those) old computer monitors a few keypads, several mouse pads, (why some of us even have a broken or real crappy Cassette tape player)... The list goes on, then there's the Exercise bikes, and the buy it on TV, for the today only price of $19.95...pieces of junk, that just clutter up our closets, basements, storage rooms, etc. (I know this BECAUSE I Made a Good Living throwing out other peoples JUNK). So instead of A New's Years EV

@att@calling All~my~family
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The Painter
She sits and crys not knowing where too go . the only thing she's worthy of is the fear of being alone. she sit's on a bridge waiting for the train. she doesent know what too do her faith is driving her insane. she wants too live and just go back home but its like he's controlling her and she doesent know. he's telling her too stay and wait for the train. he's telling her too jump. and dont hesitate. shes trying not too listen trying not too hear. but suddenly she sees the train and its coming near. she wants too move but he Say's no she wants too scream. like theres nowhere too go. as the trains lights hit her eyes. I was a dull portrait of life Reduced by emptiness Dismantled by a rusted knife And darkened by absence of happiness Till you came for me to change Brought a paint and sturdy brush Filled me with colors beautifully arranged With ease I know you're not in a rush Colored my skies with cold blue Scattere

52 Days Post Surgery
Well its been 52 days since my surgery and my therapist is extremely pleased with my progress. My goal is to be able to bend my knee the same as my left knee which is 140 degrees. Today on my own I was able to bend my knee 130 degrees. Last Wednesday when I had therapy with help from the therapist I was able to bend my knee to 116 degrees laying on my stomach and today without help was able to do that on my own :). Hopefully that means only a few weeks more therapy left

I Can Still Feel You
Even though were far apart, i know your still there, and even though im falling faster, i can count on you to be there. i dont wanna get hurt, but i dont wanna lose it all. i just wanna be with yew, and ill give all i can. 1000 miles seperate us, but we're still going strong, i think i could imagine you all day long. if i just think of how we could be, ill get through the day, and you could set me free.

To Love Or Not To Love
Is it better to have love and lost then to not love at all? The question I would ask some of you is this. Is it better to have loved someone than to have never loved at all? Some of you would say no and some would say yes. My philosophy on this subject is simple. Yes it is. I know some have been hurt and hurt very badly. I also know that this hurt has caused them to close their hearts to love again. This is such a mistake. This hurt we have all experienced in our lives. It is just life's lessons to us. It teaches us to never make those mistakes that we made in past loves but shows us that love does exist. I know that for some of you the experiences that you have had have been in some ways devastating. Please don't give up on love. By giving up, and closing your hearts, you are passing up those chances at the best experiences life has to offer you. Although at times this seems difficult we need to still be guarded but not shut off. We all have special gifts and special qualities to o

Coolest Peeps On Here!
Some of the coolest people on fubar I know: LÊGG§0810 ĦÈĦßÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... ~Club F.A.R.~On the C@ndle Train!~Stilet@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~The Sisterhood~@ fubar Tuff...."Merry Christmas" ~Stiletto Girl~...@ fubar bbG - It`s New Year`s Baby!!!@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's and Fubrotha's~@ fubar ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™© PROUD Member of the Confederate Bomber@ fubar Majically Delicious MILF....CEO OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING & LEVELING CREW Hostess for Fubars 1st Worl@ fubar TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs

Pic Rateing......
i really do appreciate all u guys rating my mans pics on my page... could y'all please go to his page and do the same... show ur support for those who defend your freedom.. thank y'all so much.. they do alot so we can remain free..and to keep the booger man from under the bed and the coyotes outta the yard..lol takes wolves to gaurd the door yard here is the link to his page click it and see why i love him so Chazzz.. Enigma , Konundrum & RL /Hubby to Upstatehotlips@ fubar I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS RATEING AND COMMENTING ON MY HUBBYS PIC I HAVE ON MY PROFILE, BUT IF YOUR GOING TO COMMMENT ON THEM AND RATE THEM PLEASE GO TO HIS PAGE AND DO THE SAME, THANKS.........

Kids
There are days I love them to death and others I just wish I was alone! It takes a special someone to reach the inner depths of your heart. I belive I have started allowing him inside this ole torn and tatered heart of mine. I just hope he bears with me thru out the days and nights that are restless and weary. He likes me for me and shows me all the love and kindness a woman could ask for. Just pray that I am the woman he wants for all time!!

To All My Friends
TO all my friends MY fubar page isnt workin if u would like to stay intouch add please ADD me yahoo or msn messenger @ charlie52486@hotmail.com or sarabee21708@yahoo.com I am looking forward to hearing from u all HAPPY NEW YEARS PLEASE REPLY BY ADDING ME till my fubar works again thank u all

I'll Be Back
Ill only be gone a short while maybey a week please show me some love while im gone and ill return the favor whenn i get back please repost while im gone each repost is worth 100 fubucks when i return only good for friends so add me if im not to earn the 100 fubuck prizes

I Finally Met Chris!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

Poems
A Policeman’s Ghost It happened late on night long ago Along that winding mountain road so desolate and steep The night was dark and the rain, downward it poured The rivers rising as into the ground it seeped The wind whipped the trees back and forth as it howled Branches and even trees lying in roads everywhere Power lines were being taken down in this storm There were troubles to be found here and there In his cruiser he road quietly along on this night His rain slicker was right there by his side if he needed it He reported all the problems that he found And assisted people that asked as he drove by He was a special policeman, loved by all around He was then dispatched to check this mountain road Knowing that many motorist had been stranded there for a night He went and driving slowly he watched along the roadside For any vehicle going off the road and out of sight He stopped and removed a few branches that he found To make the road safe for people to drive sa

Learn It, Live It
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq

Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love

A Great Big Thank You!!
With the help of these wonderful friends (and strangers), I won the contest I entered- 60,000 in less than 6 weeks!! All these people rawk (many of them using ALL their comments on me) so please take a moment to visit their page and leave them love. A SPECIAL thank you to The Spankers Club who really kicked ass with this contest. ** I know I am leaving out many people and for that I am truely sorry. I tried keeping up with who left comments but it got hectic after awhile.** The Spankers Club sassy Paralyzer Abby Anubis Muma_e 'Gail' 'eldoROBo' '†HÈ ßÚLL¥'

Because Of A Jealous Fuck.....
because of jealous fucks i have decided to bring my pictures to private and only family can see them and do not ask if you can be in my family if i feel you are family worthy i will add you when i feel like it... i know it sounds like im being a bitch but this is wut happends when fuckers piss me off and get jealous and report pictures because they are jealous

Questions And Stuff
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really

Joke Of The Day!!!
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

Gone For Some Time
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

My Fu-years Resolution
Just a note to all non-participating friends. Some will be deleted tonight while others I will make a final attempt to become friends with. I LOVE TO HAVE FRIENDS, BUT HERE ON THE FU, THE VAST MAJORITY OF USERS HERE HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA OF WHAT THE WORD "FRIEND" REALLY MEANS. MY DEFINITION DOES NOT MEAN SIMPLY CLICKING THE RATE/FAN/ADD BUTTONS AND MOVING ON TO THE NEXT PERSON, NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. IDEALLY, I LIKE TO SEND OUT PROFILE COMMENTS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK TO FRIENDS, BUT WHEN I KEEP HAVING ALL THESE "DEAD" FRIENDS OUT HERE IN FU-LAND, I WONDER WHY THE HELL THEY ARE STILL ON MY LIST. SO, MY RESOLUTION IS TO EITHER CLEAN OUT MY DEAD FRIENDS LIST OR GET THEM TO KNOW ME BETTER & VICE VERSA. SO, JUST A LIL HEADS UP TO ANY OF YOU WHO MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO E A REAL FRIEND. YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP & SAY HEY BABY! OH YA, PS...ANOTHER RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS...LIKELY HEALTHIER FOR ME, BUT THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS ONLY A CLICK AWAY, LOL

Newer Friends
Over the past few weeks, with Cappy's Flight occurring, along with the regular friend adds, I have added quite a few new friends. To those of you who fit this category, if you already haven't, please take a few minutes to read the "About Me" section on my profile! I have never, nor will I ever, accept friends for the points alone. Once you read that section, you will have a better understanding of me. My long standing friends do know about me and I would hope they would tell you that those words ring totally true. Thanks for taking the time to read this blog!

Me
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

Writings
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

Friends!
Fubar is the first place where I have been able to meet people from another country. Meeting Marina has been a most exhilerating experience. Thank goodness she knows English very well because my Dutch is not so good......actually, just about non-existent, except for the few words that she's taught me. :D She's one heck of a wonderful lady and friend. Visit her page and get to know her. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥lover to Gary *2nd Alarm Hottie* ♥ Club F.A.R♥@ fubar Now here's a guy that has managed to keep me in stitches for as long as I've known him. Be that as it has only been a few years, I feel sometimes that I've known him for a lifetime. He's a wonderful photographer as well as a friend. A lot of his work is posted on his page so if you would, please go and visit him. You won't be sorry that you did. Timmy - Fu Friend of Humanity@ fubar How can I thank you? For the short time that I've known you, you've been there when I needed an

Thoughts
Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create. ❤ ¢½ ❤ The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. R

God Must Have Known
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or to brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things", in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, from the trials of life's misfortunes and the goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, someone to give us strength and courage to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish...lasting...true, and so God answered the heart's great need with a beloved friend...like YOU! Have A Blessed Day May God Bless You And Those You Love Each Day

What The Fuck Is People's Problem On Here?
Well, I leave all my family members profile comments everyday and there's only a few of you who leave me 1 back, Why? I leave my friends profile comments and get a very few back, Why?? WTF is your problem?...It only takes a minute to return the luv, DAMN!! DAMN, I LEAVE MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS OR OTHER PEOPLE LUV ON THEIR PAGE, CAN'T NO-ONE RETURN IT? I MEAN C'MON NOW IT ONLY TAKE S1 MINUTE TO DO IT, DAMN...STOP BEIN SO FUCKIN LAZY!!! WHATEVER...I'M CLEANIN OUT MY FRIEND AND FAMILY LIST!!

Miss Popular Contest
I'm going to Host a Miss Popular contest. The first to get to 25,000 comments will win a choice between a 1 month VIP or a 7 day blast. i need 15-20 ladies who want to enter to private message me telling me they want to enter. I will rip a pic into a folder with all those who are in the contest. When I have all 15-20 the contest will start. I hope to hear from all you beautiful ladies out there.

Love
So What is love? Is love when you hold hands with out a thought. Is love the comfort and feel of someone beside you as you sleep, and miss if not there? Is love when you without a reason think of the other person and don't know why? Is it a kiss in the rain? Does it comfort you when you need it, and love you when you want it? When your old and gray if the man with an arthritic hand in pain still wants to hold his dear brides hand to show he cares, even after so many year being together? When you look into the others eyes and you see nothing but love back, Is that love? When after years of being together a gentle kiss on the neck and a whisper in your ear still gets your heart beating harder, is that love? When after work you race home to share with your baby, cause you missed them, is that love? If you rather give up your time, because you want to be with them, is that love? If you can be shown another person who is attractive, and yet all you say is that is nice hun, but

Interesting Things
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness Mathematical Mayhem There are 23 letters in the Latin alphabet W = 23rd letter of the alphabet It's symbol is 2 points down, 3 up. W, the only letter in the English language to be renounced polysyllabically, is 23rd in line. Note also that it is a double(2)-u and that t has three(3)

Baldy Darling
i can`t believe i have to explain this to you ..you great fugly moron! you ft me alone..i left you alne...you now bother me so instead of me being mean back...i am love love kissy kiss! der!the more you g me the more i will go on how i love you and your baggy balls ol` man! and tell your mum hi from me! oh my man..now you are giving me gifts..i love you too....kiss kiss kiss! my big lug! you keep peeking at me you dirty old man...you must love me! hearts and flowers..little birdies chirping! i love you tooo you rat bastard!

The Right Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

In My Heart
The Kisses of distance His smile is as gentle as the clouds sky, his lips are softer then a baby’s bottom. His eyes have a glow that makes his heart a warmth tender soul, the love for his women he shows is unconditional and his passion for her is as strong as the hearts beating point. Her gentle skin and beautiful smile makes his heart beat with minutes of love and tenderness. Her eyes are as hazel as the flowers soul. Being far away makes the heart feel lonelier and the mind sink in despair, A solider has his moments when he wants his women to make love to him but the kisses of distance makes it harder on the mind, body, and soul. All he has is pictures of her beautiful body and instant messages to look forward to everyday. With her man far away all she has is his pictures and his instant messages, when he says “I love you” her eyes light up with a sparkle and her mind wonders what he’s doing and how he’s sleeping, more or less she always wonders what’s on his mind all the time.

Whats Been Going On
so yeah its a few days after christmas. i find it odd how ppl try to act way nicer and crap around the holidays then when theyre over ppl go back to being the same lol. i got some good stuff this yr, then again i usually do, but thats besides the point. i got 2 digital cameras (need to return 1), alot of clothes, jadior perfume, clothes, jewlery, money, gift certificates, purses, a living dead doll, movies, a table, new bedding, and a bunch of other crap. blah also now that the holidays are over, i need to look for a new job...i hate job hunting, oh well. for some reason my rodents dont do to well at my dads house, they were very healthy and such when i lived in stockton then since i moved back to my dad, 2 of my rats have died and another 1 recently went blind in 1 eye. damn im bored, anywho yeah.

Please Help One Of The Sweetest People
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Life
The world can be a dangerous place. I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled t

Forbidden Fondness
Forbidden Fondness Sometimes I see thee there All sweet and innocent in that lovely short Black dress just standing the kitchen doorway Gazing down at me sitting in front of you. I’m sitting here and gazing up at you wondering Why you could ever fall for me, Then I ‘m aForbidden fondnesslso thinking how I fell for you Mein Rosenrot , but only to find that a physical force that Keeps us apart like the darkness of the night That drives the sun away from the sky and our eyes. After a while gazing up to you I slowly get up and slowly walk up you And whisper sweet words of my fondness for you Mein Rosenrot in your ear, only to find my whispered Words are being drowned out by a loud car horn Which signals that we are going to be? Torn away from each other. I now sit and gaze at you walking out the door with a Single tear rolling down your cheek as you look back at me Gazing at you with a single tear travelling down my cheek, Then in a blink of an eye you

Just Me!! :)
Ok ... this is something I was thinking about and just needed to write down. It started out as an observation of my life and went on into a rambling life story. It's quite long and if you make it to the end I applaud you!! If you don't make it to the end I fully understand. I didn't edit it I left it just as it came out of me so hopefully it's understandable. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there because I wanted to be alone Later I found I went there because I am alone. Merritt Malloy Anyone who knows me or has spoken to me at any length knows that I love the ship life. I will most likely glorify it until the day I die, but as with everything in life it is not all good. I have recently come to the realization that I am lonely. Is this a true soul searing loneliness? That I'm not too sure about right now. I feel fine, I go through a regular range of emotions and most of the time I am a happy woman. As a matter of fact in spite of this little epipha

Nixy's Poetry& Writing
You’re apocalyptic in your point of view The stench of death blankets the feeble mind The kiss of destruction lingers along the jaded soul Your words corrupt Your actions diseased But in your need to dominate.. to control You forgot the soul you left behind Where you see the end , it sees only the beginning As your venom poisons~ It whispers words of love In your disease , it shelters but one seed. Hope Nixy~ March 2008 Romance With the curiosity of a child she creeps closer In her eyes fascination unexplained Bathed in the gentle light from the moon She watches him He is death Love Hope Life Reaching out She places a tiny hand against an invisible wall See me ~ she whispers Startled by the voice he turns With a raised brow He looks to her Placing his own hand against the wall which divides them The match perfection Love me ~ he answers Nixy On the edge of time you'll find me Walking the ever thin line The promise of d

Horehound Herb (help For Winter Colds)
The name horehound is derived from "Horus", the Egyptian god of sky and light. Ancient herbalists prescribed it for fevers and malaria and as an antidote for snakebites, rabid dog bites and ingested poison. Horehound was traditionally carried in sachets as a protection against sorcery. When mixed with ash leaves and placed in a bowl of water, horehound is supposed to release healing vibrations and should be placed in a room with a sick person. When drunk as a tea, the herb will promote mental acumen and clarity. A native of Europe, but now naturalized throughout North and South America, horehound is a hardy perennial of the mint family — with its telltale square stem — and, like most mints, can become invasive if not controlled. The herb can be started from seed or cuttings in the early spring. The seed should be sown just below the surface and cuttings should have about a one-foot spacing. Rings of small white flowers will appear from June to September in the second year of growth,

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Archangel
Archangel. As I walk amongst this battlefield Of a most senseless war I’ve ever seen In my natural life on this gloomy winters Day with the ground scarred and battered by The machines of war and destruction. As I walk amongst this battlefield Listening to the sounds of mortal men dying a most Brutal and painful deaths, some die a painless death In this a most senseless of all wars of which I have Ever seen while living on this forsaken planet, and It sickens me to see the muddy ground I Walk upon stained with the blood of the mortal men Who die for their country and honour. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sounds f grenades being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man made trenches. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sound of grenade’s being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man Made trenches and the blast of these grenade’s that take more Lives, I now hear the sounds of men screaming in

Guys.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Pay It Forward/share Yours
Free Dinner last night I was very tired last night and I decided to go to McD's and just get a burger/fries. Bad for me I know, but it is what it is, lol! When I got to the cashier to pay he told me that the person in the car in front of me paid for my dinner and said Merry Christmas, pay it forward! How unexpected and always fun. I have done this over the years and enjoyed suprising folks here and there, and not just at Christmas time, but year round when the urge hits me. But I have never been the reciprocant. It made me smile and brightened up a otherwise stressful and challenging day for me. So pay it forward folks today with anything... a compliment, buy someone coffee or a meal, they don't have to know its from you either. Be creative, be simple. If your coworker next to you loves herbal teas, place a box of herbal teas on their desk, things like that! You would be suprised at how that can really make someone's day or impact them deeply. If you have done a pa

Doc Update
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Tasty
You look at it wondering where to start first you taste it licking your lips in satisfaction your tongue moans with precisions up and down slowly with care you play with it remembering all the places to go to drive me crazy you bite it so softly knowing when to let go sucking the juices as I get wetter and wetter and wetter... I want to scream but breath escapes me I want to say your name but I can't concentrate I want to tell you how you make me feel when you're tasting me but all I can do is wiggle around in ecstacy wanting more pant heavily in the middle of pleasure and smile... then you ask me to show you what to do to please me but you know exactly what to do...

Gettin' Hitched
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

Get Over It!
It's too late to say I'm sorry It's too late to apologize It's too late to say your sorry It's too late, I will not cry It's too late, I will not worry. It's too late, Maybe someother time. . When you Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. Tell me that you really want me, then you never come around. It's too late to say that you love me, too late that you need me. Too late to say that your sorry. Heart is torn. I will not worry. . (It's too late). I will no cry. (It's too late). I will not lie. When I'm gone you will not miss me. When I'm gone you'll wonder why. . When the other comes around, make you feel on solid ground. When he's gone you realize that I'm the one and only guy It's too late to say that you love me, too late to say that you need me Too late to say that your sorry. Soul is black, I will not worry. . (It's too late), I will not cry (It's too late), I will not lie. (

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

More Than I Can Chew
I was driving home from work listening to the talk on the radio. They were saying how a 5 year old was trying to catch a flight with his mother at the SEATAC airport, but they were detained because the little boy shared the same name as the alias of a known terrorist. So, they frisk the little boy and his mother and hold them for questioning. The mother goes to comfort her 5 year old and they pull her away, re-frisk her, and tell her that she's not allowed to touch him because he's a threat to national security! WHAT THE FUCK! HE'S 5! Since when are 5 year olds who play with trucks and spiderman action figures a threat to national security? That poor little kid is going to be scarred for life! He's scared and confused and people are looking at him accusingly, and all he wants is the comfort of his mother's arms and they're going to deny him that?! COME ON! When did we as a society stop using common sense? When did fear become so overwhelming that we have to start treating little boys l

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Imagine Me
Imagine ME..... Imagine me Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I, I imagine me In a place of no insecurities And I'm finally happy cause I imagine me Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me can you imagine me? And healed from what my daddy did And I wanna live and not read that page again Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around Can you imagine me? In a world where nobody has to live afraid Because of your love fears gone away Can you imagine me? Letting go of my past And glad I have another chance And my heart will dance 'Cause I don't have to read that page again

Boredom
I am a victim of this place. A culprit in this crime. I've progressed this drama of mine. I suffer from addiction, and deeply rooted affliction to man of a different time. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? It's a dream unfilled, a touch never felt. An emotion never expressed, a hand never dealt. It's the beginning of a heartache and the journey of a lifetime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? He's the knight in my fairy tale, the villain in my dream. The heroin in my movie, as silly as it seems. He's the one I never had, even in our prime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? I didn't even think I cared - he had nothing tangible to do with my life. But as the days go by and the reality of how big the lie is sinks in...I'm starting to feel it. It's worse than a man breaking my heart, or cheating on me because those things happen when a relationship dies and no one wants to admit it. It's not even something I can cry about. It's like my mind is more att

Life25
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

I See Dumb People
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets 2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and

For You
The music of your affection surrounds the air I breathe The wonder of your passion My soul will never leave Within my heart it glides As we dance the dance of love These moments with you I could never have too many of Your kiss to me tonight Soft as an angels wing Came out through my lips In this verse I sing I know your out there waiting I hear your voice away so far And the beauty of your words The distance cannot mar Our bond it only strengthens And as the nights go by I feel your arms around me As I gaze up to the sky The smile upon my lips It will surely never die

Seduce Me
Tickle my thoughts with your brazen tongue tantalization unleashed Whisper wonder in subtle motions communicate all you can’t speak Touch my temptation with playful suggestions enticement alluring Venture advancement with delights of indulgence coax this good girl to her knees

Val Contest Please Help Me Win
Leo July 23 - August 23 Element: Fire Quality: Fixed, a sign that provides consistency Motto: “I create” Planetary Ruler: The Sun, the planet of warmth and self-expression Sun’s Influence: Extroverted Leos radiate warmth and creativity without even trying. These fiery folks want to share their passions with the world—and have the world applaud. When properly channeled, Leo energy creates excitement and sets social trends. Misused, this sign’s quest for self-expression becomes a shallow or dictatorial quest for attention. Symbol: Lion Lion’s Influence: Like Lions, folks born under this sign roar loudly and often. They skip subtlety and make grand entrances, demand adoration, and relish life in the limelight. They love luxury and aren’t afraid of coming off as vain—in fact, they want everyone to know that only the best is good enough for them. They encourage others to play and indulge in life’s pleasures. These big-hearted folks love parties and drama, and wear th

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Strength
S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H.~ the quality or state of being strong : capacity for exertion or endurance H.O.P.E~ to cherish a desire with anticipation ~~ There are many times in our lives when we make decisions that at the time you may not realize what the outcome shall be. Times we feel hurt, mistrusted or misloved but may not exactly be the case. When we join this journey called life we have goals, dreams and hopes for the future. If you keep your mind focused on those things and build yourself up you grow strong in knowing WHO you are and WHAT you are about. YOU are the one who determines the end outcome of your life. How is it then that someone who was so strong and confident can and did allow someone else break that? You live your life for pleasing others because that makes you happy (that is who you are) YOU are the care-giver the lover. You know early on in life what your calling is. You are determined to make all your goals and dreams come true. You work hard to make sure it d

Movie Reviews
Fun and lighthearted. Certainly enjoyable. My favorite scene was when the princesses decided to fight back after burning their bras. Snow White lead the charge by singing her sweet songs to summon the animals then transitioned into Led Zeppelin's Immigrant Song for all the animals to attack. That was so sweet! I've just seen August Rush. It was absolutely fabulous! I was bawling like a baby by the time it got to the end. Purely and truly magical! A give it an 11 without any hesitation, five stars or whatever the best possible rating is. If you're not prepared to have your heart touched deeply, don't watch this movie.

Prayers Are Needed
THERE'S ONLY A SELECTED FEW WHO HAVE GAINED THE INSIGHT ON MY WORLD...THOSE FEW HAVE BEEN BY MY SIDE SENCE DAY ONE OF THIS LONG AN TIREDSOME 2YR BATTLE...AN NOW I SHARE THIS WITH ALL OF YOU FU...IT WAS JUS TWO YRS AGO WE RECIEVED MOM'S DIAGNOSIS OF CANCER....SENCE THEN SHE'S HAD ONE MAJOR SURGERY TO REMOVE HALF A LUNG AN FOUR RIBS MAKEN HER NEEDING RECONSTRUCTIVE SURGERY AFTER....SHE'S HAD TUMORS REMOVED WITH THE CYBER KNIFE AN ENLESS AMOUNTS OF CHEMO AN RADIATION TREATMENTS..AS A RESULT SHE'S NEED A FEW BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS....AS DR'S HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER OVER THE YEARS THEY NOTICED ANOTHER TUMOR GROWING NEAR HER ESPHOGIS(SPELLED WRONG SUE ME) IN JUS A FEW MONTHS TIME ITS GROWN TO REACH THREE CENTAMETERS IN LENGHT NOW....BECAUSE THE TURMOR IS TOUCHING BOTH HER HEART AN ESPHOGIS DR'S ARE UNABLE TO USE THE CYBER KNIFE ON HER...BY USEING THE CYBER KNIFE THEY COULD ACTUALY BURN A WHOLE IN HER ESPHOGIS LEAVEN HER PREMENTLY TUBE FEED FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE....IF THEY WHERE TO DO RAIATION

Words Of Wisdom And Other Things
how can you cry about deleting account then open a new lounge man you have people fooled! hey this can be great its called united we stand with no drama bomb when you can lets fix this place up in 2008 1 PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME AND PIMP ME OUT HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics I Love
Alone in my thoughts, spirit and hope perishing Giving in to the darkness, lost without you Tears flow no more, cold and naked Slowly, painfully, relenting to the solitude, of your absence… Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line I may never know for certain When will be my time How was I considered evil? Pleasures taken in this life Someone granted me reprieval Decades spent in strife Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How have I been so determined malign? It's the closing of the curtain In the play that was my life Countless chapters left unopened Tragedies inside I was fighting for a reason Holy blessed homicide Seems I have committed treason All I've sacrificed Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand an

Help!!!
Well its shit.... That's right , SHIT! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider this: You can be shit faced, Shit outta luck, Or have Shit for brains. With little effort you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits , and sweet shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, And chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier then a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter then shot and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can lo

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Random
so.. as if i am not stressed out enough as it is, Ive been suffering from probably THE worst toothache of my life the past couple days. I was hurting so bad I barely slept last night, and when I got up this morning, the left side of my face was all puffy and hot and throbbing... oh yes.. gotta love mouth infections. One thing I am so lucky for though, is the fact that my insurance has no copays. I found a new urgent care and was in and out in like an hour and a half (which for those of you who havent been to an urgent care - is REALLY good). Now, I wait for the pain meds to kick in so I can hopefully get some rest before my next nervous breakdown. My point... dental care should be cheaper and easier to get so people don't have to suffer from this kinda crap. My insurance only covers dental emergencies and usually just means they'll yank whatever tooth is causing the problem. I need my teeth darnit! Just sort of ranting... I hate the way my life is right now. I am so stressed

Girlfriend App
what is love who every event the word Love Did that person every get hurt or exprince Love why was love ever event Is love nessary How can 4 letter make fell so good but can make feel so lost EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me?

True American Soldiers
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

Hmmmm....
...that I need a FUBAR account... It's just going to get me in trouble in the end... But, There are some people that I would LOVE to keep up with... :-) So I have alternate accounts set up for those of you that want to keep up with me... I have a facebook account... A myspace account... A yahoo account... Whatever it takes to get you to me, I'm for that... Myspace ID: Garrett's Dads Evil Twin Facebook: Jeff Riley Yahoo ID: gawain972 I hope some of you come check on me... I would really hate to lose contact with you, but again, I'm just going to get in trouble here, and need to delete this account... :-) Thanks! :-D I know that some of you save a bunch of those little saying thingies... And I don't know what they are called, but they are two little round-headed characters... One is purple, one is yellow... They have the cutest sayings with them... And at least ONE of you has saved a ton of those... Could anyone tell me who has them??? I would like to

Am I Cheating Death?
Not to long ago me, michelle, and allie were driving back to michelles house and when we on washington street. when we were driving, a truck ran right threw a stop sign without stopping. I suppose we were maybe 5 seconds away from hitting him. i thought it was just nothing until i realize there were more times that i "dodge" death. Another time when me and paul were coming back from dropping off april after bowling, we going down the neighbor street and all of a sudden, a truck reversed out of no where, and we were right about to hit it, whats worse, paul was texting while driving and and did not realize he about to hit him, i said "stop" and barely touched him. The last one i can remember is when me, michelle, and jamie were walking to the gas station. and when we got there, a car crashed right threw glass (right where we suppose to walk threw) . it must of happeed maybe 2 minutes after we got there. all these close calls made me wonder "am i cheating death?" and if so..

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

A Thought To Share
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

Poetry
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

Problems
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Blonde Jokes
Giving Birth A young lady in the maternity ward, just prior to labor, is asked by the midwife if she would like her husband to be present at the birth. "I'm afraid I don't have a husband," she replies. "O.K. do you have a boyfriend?", asks the Midwife. "No, no boyfriend either." "Do you have a partner then?" "No, I'm unattached, I'll be having the baby on my own." After the birth the midwife again speaks to the young woman. "You have a healthy bouncing baby girl, but I must warn you before you see her that the baby is black." "Well," replies the girl. "I was very down on my luck, with no money and nowhere to live, and so I accepted a job in an adult movie. The lead man was black." "Oh, I'm very sorry," says the midwife, "that's really none of my business and I'm sorry that I have to ask you these awkward questions but I must also tell you that the baby has blonde hair." "Well yes," the girl again replies, "you see I desperately needed

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Life
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your chil

Happy New Year
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Hectic
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

I Have Been Here 5 Days And..
I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense. I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture. There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours. What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca