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The Vampiric Origin Of Alexziq
LOL, the subject's a little missleading but the statement is accurate. Ive stated before that "Alexziq" is a letter play on my last name "Aleksich" taken from the Slavic "Aleksic". The Origin of name Aleksic in Serbian actually means "Son of Alexander", and that refers to Alexander the Great of course. To those that dont know the true history of the origin of the vampir, Ill fill you in. The Vampir legend was started by people of the Orthodox Christian faith and the Serb peasants of the land in what is now known as Serbia, and Romania. The Orthodox church looked up to Alexander as a great hero who defended the Church and fought the Muslim armies. Time passed and so did Alexander but the Sultan, and Muslims forces continued to fight their way through Serbia, and Romania to Greece. A great defender of the Church arose known as " Vlad Tepech". Vlad and the Romanian, and Serbian nations, along with the Orthodox church formed "the Order of the Dragon" a knighthood of soldiers loyal to

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Being In A Contest
These are the most current contest going on here that I found in my bulletins. They all win by commets well duh? If I go and bomb each of these contest and post all the commets I can make about 220 commets on each before my commets run out. Yet each day the same bulletins float by in my bulletins COMMET BOMB ME Well what about the other friends that I have and want to say hello to? This would take all day to just commet on the same pic time after time some of you do it. I know but really can't we find a better way to be in a contest without all the begging for votes just keep the bulletin going with all the people in it maybe it will get to more people. And all this whining like a baby I helped you and got my friends to help you and now you want help me. WELL WILL YOU PLEASE TELL ME HOW THE HELL I AM SUPPOSED TO HELP EVERYBODY OUT ALL THE TIME AND STILL FIND TIME FOR MYSELF. sexy older man contest The Best Childs Christmas Tag Contest ANGEL CONTEST......

Places Where U Can Find Me!
Ok I have so many different sites where u can find me! feel free to add me if u have any of these sites! http://www.tagged.com/sara247 http://www.tagworld.com/gwmom2/Home.aspx http://www.myspace.com/gwmom2 Lets not forget about here! I have yahoo messenger..sexithing247 if u add me just put in from cherry tap so i know where your from!

Fanstasy
My horoscopes, they tell me Spend time with a possible soul mate A glimpse into your mirror Shown open eyes to a sign of fate It was your hand That took me to the stars Stitching my wounds Healing my scars Oceans of love Millions of kisses To me, you're the one hit That everyone misses Men are from Mars Women are from Venus Minds that believe it Are truly ingenious The Angel that guards me And sinning with the Devil Our souls are evaporating Together to a higher level I'm your Queen Be the King of my castle Only saturate me Through true eyes that dazzle Never fear the storm It's almost over Clearing the air Emotions drunk, yet sober In the darkness of morning Shining from the light Shadows still creep Through the brightness of midnight Reality gets twisted Entering my dream world Forever in eternal love The poison just won't kill Mesmerized by one flame Caress the burning desire Giving your breath away Only f

K. Heres A Good One.
We are excited about posting our sexy pics ...but yes its true, we are a bit shy and trying to be responsible. We will give Full Family access to the first five people that reply...and if you post comments nicely on some of them...we may just become family for the long haul. Hope to hear from some of you. Bobby and Kelli.

Bildo Blog #1
Ok, so now I'm a member of CHERRYTAP too...... Not sure what I need with another blog site, but what the hell right? Ain't life just a bowl of cherries? Or more like a bowel that had too many cherries? Living in the desolate wastelands, as I currently do, there is little to do, not many people to converse with, and a lot of time to one'self. At least here I don't need to worry about who is trying to get WHAT over on me. Here, most are what they portray, and are pretty straight shooters. Especially those I was raised with. At least they treat me good and know not to fuck with me too much. Back in the city, you never know who is capable of what and FOR what. Gonna get a taste of the city again soon. Gotta go help rescue another casino in need. I fuckin' hate casinos, but keep getting dragged back into the biz..... After a dozen years or so it really loses it's luster..... I just need a major windfall and a little place on teh beach somewhere SOUTH of the border.....

Jokes And Funny Stories
My day started off good until my wife got up. She jumped on her menstral cycle and ran my ass over. Nag, nag, nag, nag.... biiittchh, bitch, bitch, bitch, biiittttccccchhhhhh A cop was patrolling late at night in a well-known spot. He sees a couple in a car, with the interior light brightly glowing. The cop carefully approaches the car to get a closer look. Then he sees a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine. He immediately notices a young woman in the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this surprising situation, the cop walks to the car and gently raps on the driver's window. The young man lowers his window . "Uh, yes, officer?" The cop says: "What are you doing?" The young man says: "Well, Officer, I'm reading a magazine." Pointing towards the young woman in the back seat the cop says: "And her, what is she doing?" The young man shrugs: "Sir, I believe she's knitting a pullover sweater." Now, the cop is totally confused. A young couple.

Romantic
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't understan

Let's Get Drunk
Liquor manufacturers have accepted the Government's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you

Tech News
Mozilla Firefox - faster, more secure, easier to use and sporting a new look, this latest Firefox release sets a new standard for web browser innovation. Mozilla Firefox project (formerly Firebird, which was formerly Phoenix) is a redesign of Mozilla's browser component, written using the XUL user interface language and designed to be cross-platform. It is small, fast and easy to use, and offers many advantages over other web browsers, such as the tabbed browsing and the ability to block pop-up windows. Some of these may work with the final release as well. Always be sure to back up registry before making changes to it. Tuneup Tips 1-5 \"I have had the chance to put RC1 through its paces now. For previous releases, I had constructed a document comprised of a lot of hints gathered from around the web. Some of them have been incorporated in RC1 and others have changed paths or wording. At the expense of reinstalling my RC1 image 4 times, I have amended these and recompiled the do

Daddy Roush
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

New To Cherry Tap
A little about me. GENERAL I am 21 years old from South Georgia. Love it there! I am currently in the United States Army and stationed in Germany. Been here almost a full year now. I get to leave here for good June of 2009. Its nice here, but its not home. I'm a 13M, Multiple Launch Rocket Systems Crewmember. Which is a really fancy name for absolutely nothing. lol. I love sports of any kind, especially baseball. Games of any kind; board, card, video, computer. I'm just naturally competitive. I love to win, despise losing. With a passion. I know that I am smart and thats a problem for me sometimes. I'm not conceited or anything, I just like to show my intelligence from time to time. I don't do anything to make others feel lesser about themselves though. Not my style. HISTORY Born and raised near Atlanta, GA. Switched schools about four times throughout Georgia. Last time was between my 10th and 11th grade years. Worked at McDonald's forever! Loved it too! :) Worked at a Level 5

The Evil In Me
CAN YOU CRY BLOOD? WOULD YOU KISS THE SUGAR OFF MY TOUNGE? COULD I RAPE YOUR SOUL?AND HOLD THE MEMERIOES IN MY NOT SO GENTEL HANDS WOULD YOU LET ME FILL YOURE HEAD WITH ALL MY LIES? COULD YOU LET ME BE CLOSE EVEN THAT I AM FILLED WITH ANGER? WOULD YOU LOVE ME EVEN THOUGH I AM NATURALLY EVIL? COULD YOU LUST AFTER ME IF YOU HAD SEEN ME FUCK SOME OTHER? WOLD YOU LICK THE JUICES FROM MY THIGHS EVEN THOUGH IT COULD MAKE YOU DIE? COULD I ABUSE YOU SO I CAN MENTALLY AMUSE MYSELF? NOW CRY BLOOD MY PET BECAUSE I AM NOT FINIFSHED WITH YOU YET!

My Favorite Song
Liberate your mind You motherfucker, youre so narrow-minded So narrow-minded Liberate your mind Now motherfucker, will you liberate your mind This time Bold motherfucker Dont limit your mind Can;t you see that the pace Has fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So bold motherfucker Dont you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. i Out of zion shall come forth a law And the word of the lord from jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the lord hath spoken Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting

Thats Whats Gonna Happen..
I think Everyone Would rejoice and Be VERY happy IF i Was to Pull my Pics and move on!!! Seems every Other Day, I See someone On my list ... GONE!!!!! im starting to think this place isnt ALL its cracked Up to be!! I USED to have fun In here... now its getting boring.. but IF i do leave I will Miss everyone I got to know... and called U my Friend,and Some Of you Was Almost like family to Me.

Damn Its Called Realism People!
I do NOT have a personal nurse coming in to give me a bath or to cook my meals. I'm totally independent. Although if she is hot and thick in the right places she can dress up like a nurse and feed me anything I do NOT want your sympathy (but I will take your checks made out to ME personally if you wish to donate to some "worthy cause"). I dress myself. I'm not breakable I do NOT need you to speak very sloooooooooowwwwwlyyyy for me to understand you. I am NOT a Wal-Mart greeter (typically you see disabled persons at the front door of said store giving out carts to customers. Though I don't knock this employment practice, I choose to be stressed out by people wearing suits and ties on a full time basis while being under appreciated and grossly underpaid. I don't expect you to not laugh if I do something overly gimpy. I laugh at myself, trust me, its okay if you do too. Sex... I like it.... you will too Tired of all the games, drama and stress. If you cant be honest

Condom In A Can
What's more likely to make you blush? Buying condoms at the drug storeor b uying a can of condom spray? Well, I'd say the latter, but scientists working at the Institute for Condom Consultancy (yes, it’s really called that) are developing such a thing. It's not a traditional aerosol, this one sprays your organ from all sides with latex, creating a perfectly-fitting condom ready for use in just five seconds that's unlikely to slip off. It's still in the testing phase (at the volunteer stage if you're interested), but should be on the market in different strengths and colors in 2008.

Meathead Of The Week
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070505/music_nm/used_dc;_ylt=AoaBAHbUZbH47MwLfwtOT8dxFb8C New laws create second-hand woes for CD retailers Independent merchants selling and buying used CDs across the United States say they are alarmed by stepped-up pawn-broker-related laws recently enacted in Florida and Utah and pending in Rhode Island and Wisconsin. In Florida, the new legislation requires all stores buying second-hand merchandise for resale to apply for a permit and file security in the form of a $10,000 bond with the Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. In addition, stores would be required to thumb-print customers selling used CDs, and acquire a copy of state-issued identity documents such as a driver's license. Furthermore, stores could issue only store credit -- not cash -- in exchange for traded CDs, and would be required to hold discs for 30 days before reselling them. At least one Florida town has enforced the law, resulting in the cited merchant pullin

Here I Sit
here i sit all alone no one around me no one to hold or cuddle with what have i done with my life i dont know the harder i try to make it right the worse it turns out eather i am sitting at home or at work i am still alone i know no one cares they say they so but it just really never shows so once agane here i sit alone with my thoughts

Reality Check...
Hey there so this is just a quick update on my last blog entry... My Grandmother went to the hospital at 2 a.m. lastnight because she was having major hallucinations. She was convinced that my Grandfather was there and that her children were young. She was also seeing what I guess could be concidered angelic figures and for some reason a house on fire. So it turns out that she has pnemonia and that is most likely what was causing the hallucinations. I'm worried about her but trying to keep posotive thoughts. Anyway I guess that's all. ~Love & Hugs~ Buried at PhotoCasket.com I have decided that I'm going to confess my mistakes, the price I pay for these mistakes and the way I feel about all of it. Almost two years ago I met a man who ended up being the most wonderful man I'd ever had the chance to love. I grew to love him more and more with every passing day. Of course we had good times and bad ones but even though the bad times sucked the good ones were so won

New
Okay. So I'm new and kinda getting use to this. I'm still pretty addicted to myspace. That's never gonna change. As far as know I shouldn't even be on this. I'm to young? Oh well. So show your girl some love. Thanks♥

Realization That I Am Somone That I Don't Wanna Be
This morning I have woke up and realized that I am slowly turning into my father or at least treating people like my father treats me. Its killing me. I wanted to cry; I did cry then I thought I NEED TO CHANGE THIS! I sit here wondering what I can do to change it... I don't know. My father continues to bring me down, belittles me, treats me like I am nothing, I hate it! I try to stand up to him and my mother pleads with me not to but then I internalise it and it builds up and builds up. Then it comes out in the ways I treat people, the way I talk, the way I see/feel people are treating me. I know some people blame that 'attitude' on somone else in my life, but honestly guys its not her! I promise. You see its her cause u met me after I met her and saw how unhappy I was. I'm (was) not (completely) unhappy cause of her, my father is killing me and he can't even see it. I don't even want Christmas this year, its sad. I have no joy in me. I hate being so negative... GRRR... He treats me l

Alexziq On Comic Books
Alexziq on Comic Books Category: Life Comic books shaped my life, It may sound crazy to some but its true. I grew up in a single parent home passed back and forth between my Mother and Grandmother, comics were a source of moral fabric in the early developement of my life that I am forever in the gratitude of. They taught me how to be a good person without being a conservative Nazi. Batman and Captain America taught me how to survive through pain when the odds are stacked against you. X-Men taught me tolerance and acceptance of others, while giving hope to myself and others who are differant themselves. Over the years I would come to grow into a young Punk Rock kid. Books began to come out like the Dark Knight Returns, Watchman, Miracle Man, Swampthing, and the Crow. These adult oriented books would ensure that I would continue to love comics through out the years to come. These stories tackled issues of emotion, political corruption, goverment, and the harsh cruelties of the de

Rants And Randomness
Is everyone on this site a DJ? If you're going to fake an 8th week miscarriage and post 'funeral' pics, you could at least post an 8 week old fetus. Some people will do anything for attention, I guess. I have friends who have really miscarried, and they sure as shit wouldn't be posting about it on a fucking rating site the very next day. This Mutha F**ka rated me an 8 and it looks like he been doin it to a lot of CT hotties that we all love show him some CT "love" ['downrater' and original poster IDs removed] I shit you not, this is a real bulletin. Get over yourself. You should be thankful you got an 8. EDIT: Holy shit, people are bitching that guy out for giving them NINES. Newsflash: Not everyone thinks you're a ten. 1-9 exists on the scale for a reason.

Schools
Do you feel the schools in the U.S. are safe? Do you think the school officials are being truthful, or are they more worried about how they look in a statistical report? Do you think they have the bullying of children under control? Do you think the whole system needs revamped? Some of these are easy questions some are tough, some you have to live through to see the light. Earlier this week our son was attacked by a group of boys, up to 6 at a time. three times within a one hour period, the teacher wasnt around and chose to leave the class unnatended twice. The school never notified us of anything until later that night. The school nurse was never called in to see if our son was hurt. We took him to the emergency room after he called us and asked us to come pick him up at school as he was detained in the principles office and missed the bus. The attending physician called in law enforcement, which saved us a trip, as the police station was our next stop. The police are

Abortion In The Eyes Mass Murder In Disguise
we rant and rave of how we have become a slave we think and write of how we can no longer fight we sit and talk of the long midnight walks we use the same words stuck in such a rut helplessly begging for change we cry with our pens writing of what we lost bitching about the cause we rant and rave of how we have become a slave we think and write of how we can no longer fight we sit and talk of the long midnight walks hopelessly searching for the change we hide behind our pen writing of what we wish we could be bitching about the pain to bad its all the same to bad we cant think of anything new except for the brilliant minded few Insanity the perfection of morality Your clean church marked with the blood of christ Sickening innocence ripped from you secretly warned with punishments threatened with damanation for his eternal sin the confessional booth once held faith now turning into the blackened memory of fate unwilling sacrafice for what was told

Buckeyes
OSU will beat florida by 2 touchdowns.. in no way am i a michigan fan..but the gators have no business at all playing in this game..the SEC is the most overrated conference in football go buckeyes just to let everyone know... 9 minutes and counting till we find out who's gonna play the buckeyes for the natn'l championship!! OSU will beat florida by 2 touchdowns.. in no way am i a michigan fan..but the gators have no business at all playing in this game..the SEC is the most overrated conference in football go buckeyes

All About Me[horoscope Style]
i found this site online where u enter your birthday,time of birth, and where u were born and it tells u about ursefl. when i read it it i couldn't believe how true it was. so if u want to understand me better read this and it will tell u all u need to know. if u want to try it urself here's the site : http://astro-software.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal Birth Chart This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of David Imbordino The sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy. Sun in Cancer He weighs words carefully and is tenacious. A calm and discreet nature, tender, thoughtful, sensitive and impressionable. He likes group life. Weaknesses: He is humble, timid, changeable, indecisive, lazy, over-sensitive and prickly. Easily influenced by the family. Cancer ascendant Virgo Sun in X Successful career is guaranteed, but may sometimes come late. -51 Opposition Sun - Uranus His independence and need for libe

One Flaw In Women
and this: >> One Flaw In Women >> >> By the time the Lord made woman, >> He was into his sixth day of working overtime. >> An angel appeared and said, >> "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" >> And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? >> She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, >> have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable >> and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, >> have a lap that can hold four children at one time, >> have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a >>broken heart >> -and she will do everything >> with only two hands." >> >> The angel was astounded at the requirements. >> "Only two hands!? No way! >> And that's just on the standard model? >> That's too much work for one day. >> Wait until tomorrow to finish." >> >> "But I won' t," the Lord protested.< BR>"I am so close to >>finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. >> She already heals herself when she is sick >>

In A River Of Love
desire may be the spark but love is the flame that keeps the torch of passion coasting into our inner heart and forever thoughts of holding each others warm and tender bodies until the juices of your fruits explode with ecstacy erupting the flow of my volcanic flow of future generations of life and pleasures with no thoughts of negativity to cause the closeness burning inside our minds climax of thoughts inside our smooth and voluptuous vessels of warm and wet flesh encased heated passionate beings until there is no mosture left in our bodies nor breath to nourish the soft and fluid movements of two lives forever entwined and in tune to each movement made to and fro in an out of consciousness and beside one another with cool and warm breaths of lust to feel with every nerve and hair throughout the entire length of beautiful nakedness and heated muscular limbs of two creatures of sinlike appendages locked in the thrust of loves greatest accomplishment and final spurt inside and upon the

Love Is Like A Butterfly...it Goes Where It Pleases And Pleases Where It Goes.
Daddy Roush@ CherryTAP Its nice to see everyone having fun and I hope it continues on. I live on a natural high and enjoy every day I'm given on the God given green earth.

Just Something I Wrote
You You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete. A Friend Is Like A Good Bra... Hard to Find Supportive Comfortable Always Lifts You Up Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!! Share this with a friend! I DID If you love me let me die For my life has been a lie Use the needle slide it in Take the blade cut the skin If you care then take my life Be the one to wield the knife Rip my flesh with no regret Allow my hear to forget If you love me let me go Release my blood let it flow Stop my hear that cannot feel Scared by wounds that never heal Tie my body upon a tree Let me guilty soul go free Grant me this my only wish The loving touch of deaths sweet kiss

Take A Minute To Remember
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn);and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Friends!!!
So excited Yankees finally Got him, They need Him So mUch, They need to become a contender again, they should get another starter tho!!!But Hell Yeah, they are finally making smart moves, getting people!! Got a bunch of new pix up in various folders, brand new one added, please comment/rank!!!Fam members always appreciate nsfw pix commented, as always i will return the favor!!! on tuesday!

How I Sometimes Feel I Guess
what have you done to me? a dark black shadowy cloud of blood as memories scream. once we drank of bliss, untainted and hand in hand, but your heart perished. a deadened pool of blood - tears follow hate, follow death, love left to die. in a storm of sorrow, i hate you. Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my neck. It wounds me, and darkly my blood drips to the dead grass. In pain I hang my head while death hovers close. Now alone, my blood falls upon dead eyes. This is death karamellhoney@hotmail.com

Wtf???????????
i'm leaving here this cherrytap turning into another myspace is a bunch of shit so in the next couple of days i'll be completely gone from here and the ones thats on my friends list now, if u want to stay in touch just send me something in the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo name and we can chat there anytime without someone monitoring who or what i'm looking at i'm a grown man i can make my decisions without somebody that don't even know me telling me what i can see and not see so i hope that my friends will give me a holler and want my yahoo name to chat with me, its been fun but it ain't been real damn fun.. what happen to the old cherrytap that all loved where u could go and make friends see pics of anything and everything u had if u posted for everybody to see? now u can't see anything sexy or close to nude now, reguardless of what u set it to u have to add the people as friends just to see the pics? thats not right cause i thought this was a place the to make friends

Luvin Life
I'm very happy today my son is being bad today and resticted to his room so it's quite things are going good and i'm adjusting to CT this is a very cool web site and the people are giving it to me nice and slow still learning about this place i should have it down in about 5 years. thanks people

Good News
I have a pic of the baby ...first ultrasound......10weeks 2days on dec. 3, ........on dec15 chrystal will be 12 weeks.......... Merry Christmas all yes,there was an ultrasound because she was dehyderated and they wanted to make sure the baby was ok well guys and by the measurements that the doc took he said that she is 10weeks and 2days along.......he said that she got pregnant between the middle of sept.-the first of oct.........the babys heartrate was 174 beats per minute and the doc said that the baby was strong too....so to you I say boo hoo and oh well....too bad ..... so moving .....well might be better for you and your baby to be close to your love and her daddy........... Good luck in the move and everything................ Please feel free to comment on things i really like to hear them ..... thank_you peeps......

Genesis Thru Revelations
Pictures from my sons birth were destroyed today. There was no way to salvage any of them. Those are some wonderful memories that I will never get back. Priceless moments in my sons life that are lost forever because some dumbass doesn't know their job. How do you respect someone like that? How do you cope with something like that? Granted I have the real thing but these are moments that could be saved and shared with others to witness the joy of the event. I don't know...

Gator Fans
YOU SUCK THATS IT YOU WILL NOT EVEN BE IN THE BALL GAME WITH OSU, SO HAVE YOUR DAY KISS MY ASS AND ALL THE COCKSUCKERS IN THE COACHES POLL, AP POLL, HARRIS POLL I HOPE YOU F!@#ING DIE. THIS IS WHY THERE SHOULD BE A +1 OSU VS. USC UOFM VS GATORS OSU VS. UofM IN THE +1 TITLE GAME BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW FLORIDA WILL NOT EVEN BE IN THE GAME.

Can't Speel
Thanks Baby: This is a pet peeve for me since I am one of those who is horrible at spelling. To the rest of you, can you read this? cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Then to those who bitch and complain about how people mis-spell words, Get the hell over yourself! =) TeeHeeHee!!! Happy Holidays!

A New Start
Ok so Im doing the my space thing and I decided to try here as well. Im not looking forward to the whole singles thing again , but yet here I am again..single..I really do believe I am just meant to spend eternity alone..and I guess Im ok with that ..I really dont think there is a special someone out there for me..funny how you hear "Im strong enough to be your man" but in the end they arent.It really sucks being high maintence..oh well .. I need to figure this whole cherry tap thing out now.

Drunk .... Whoo Who ... !!!
Hey everyoene ... just saying hi tonight .. and peace out ... and stuff ... just hanging out and trying to make friends ... but making friend depends on the cards you get ....but that is the life I live ... and my day is nothing... I have nothing to show .. just another day at work ... and another day at the tables. .. and that is a day in my life .... nothing works .. and everythings sucks .... it shouldn't be this way .. but I suppose it must .. becouse if it isn't hard work ... it just doesn't count so .. for all you out there ... type later ... and ... type on....

So True
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Which R U....
JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. FEBUARY = LOVER Abst

Poker Diary ....
O well that didn't go as planned .... did really get any thing .. as well was playing way to loose ..... should have tightened up a little ... down 2 dollars for the night .... damn that sucks ... O well they is at least next time ... hope all goes well in your games .... peace out everyone ... and my your Aces stand up ... hey everyone .. this will be my semi .... record of my poker .. stuff ... with all the frustations.... and other things .... and all the glory ... down the road ... to be hosest .. I am good ... but I haven't figured out if I could be good ... but that might mean I can't be good ... but life is long ... and at least interesting ... so we will see .... I hope you will all join ..me on my journey ... it may end up broke or end up in fame. . but it is mission I am on..... so wish me luck ....... and intill next time...... sweet cards //// We here goes my first session ... posting to the work ... and I go out and try and destroy a ....05 cent 10 cent table . .. .whooo

Fuck Off
ok so a few weeks ago i agreed to go out ona date with this guy....well things went ok so we went out again....but each time we went out i started to realize more and more that i really just liked him as a friend.... well i had explained to him from the beginning that i dont do relationships...i dont like them and i dont have time for anything serious....ok so after the third date he informs me that he has bought me a christmas present....yeah he bought me a necklace...ok fine...everytime we go out he follows me around like a little lost puppydog and it drives me nuts....i really cant stand clingy people....and if i dont answer my phone i'm probably not going ot answer when you call me back every 30 seconds for the next 5 minutes...so i have been trying to nicely make it known that i dont like him....and he calls me last nite to tell me he has gottenme something else for christmas...dude leave me the fuck alone..so i finally sent him a bitchy email today and instead of posting the p

I Didnt Mean To
Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OPP0SITE, I did have a bicurious experment in college and was not for me. How often do you like to have sex?: as many times a day as my penis can handle, roughly 2 or 3 times A DAY Is sex a top priority for you?: NO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: very nice,but then we get kinky How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: not that I recall How do you feel about one night stands?: back in my younger days but not for a few years now How many one night stands have you had?: 2 What's your favorite position?: many, lets get creative. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: BOTH Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YES How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: I aim for lengthy amounts of time and feel it out with her.

What's In A Name?
I was gonna keep this all to myself since my friend lady b. hasn't said anything on here yet about her first book being published, but I can't help my excitement for her. HaHa! Guess it would be a sort of advertising for her. What do you think I should charge her for it? lol nah I wouldn't do that to her, since she has no idea I am writing this blog right now. Well anyways she's just waiting on word for when it will be available to start selling she should know in the next few days. All I know is it is called Wings of Darkness: Poetry & Art. So if anyone reads this stop by and if you could congratulate her. You don't have to, but it would be appreciated and I'm sure she'd love to see that she is getting a little recognition already. :) She's on my family list only one there actually..lol Lady Bluerose. ok i'm done now.

Life
We have made it about a week with no illnesses!!!!!!! I am so happy! Tomorrow is Michelle's birthday party and I have spent most of my day shopping, cleaning, and grumbling at everyone. Someone left the toilet seat open again and Michelle found it, Billy threw all of his dirty clothes in his toy box, and Mya is following me around with questions about everything. As frustraiting as it is, it is also pretty funny. I am glad they are here to keep my mind off of most things. On a sad note: Today would have been my moms birthday. Thankfully, I have been busy, so I didn't really think about it. I think I more or less forgot or pushed it out of my mind, until I talked to my grandmother and she reminded me. I almost feel bad that we will be celebrating Michelle's birthday tomorrow and not hers. I have told myself that she would not want me to dwell on things, so I am working on not dwelling on it. If that makes any sence. I still have a few things to do, so I better get mov

To All My Friends In Tha Military... Much Love! =)
Kid Rock- Lonely RoadAdd to My Profile | More Videos THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO! =) This is really nice! Be happy for what you have. =) REPOST THIS ITS BEAUTIFUL TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS

What's Up
Hey what's up. Not much here. Just sittin here. Cody's at Ashley's again drunk off is ass. So that's where he can say. I'm so done with his ass i swear. I was stickin around thinkin maybe he would get some common sense. But i guess not. He just wants to be hurt again and again. Fine be that way. I'll just move on. I thinkin that maybe i'm going to stop datin for awhile. Tired of getten cheated on. Screaw that. Who needs them. Cody want's to talk about how much he hates cheaters well i guess he can start hating himself sense he just became what he didn't want to. Who cares. Well i guess thats enought for now talk to ya all later. -Amanda Well haven't wrote in awhile. Let's see what's happen. Well I guess Cody and Ashley got back together. Which is going to be fun now. More drinking more calles at 4:30 in the morning to come get him. More nights of no sleep. No matter what i will still be there for him. He's in love and he don't know how to tell her no. I just hope she don't bring h

"in Famous"
What is your name little girl, whos your boss now. In this world just for today. been doing it for 38 years. can you see me, can you feel me? hope you can cause your a looker. now its time to be what you want to be. so just be you, In famous, 10stars, stars and strips.

Messenger
What's up ppl i have not done a blog in a while so i thought i would say what's up so stop bye my page add me as friend comment rated pics and profile and i will return the fav peace out HAMMER Will You add me to your yahoo messenger plz. It is hammer69er198125@yahoo.com

Romancing The Net
A girl can never be too safe these days -- especially when deciding to take the virtual relationship to to the next level. One time, before I met someone from AFF from out of state, I decided that I would send him a list of questions to answer. In the virtual world, I think that one has to be more inquisitive (hence, "20 Questions Amplified") than they would have to be in meeting someone at the local coffeeshop, especially when they are from out of town, and especially when they are from out of state! I am attaching those questions below so that you can see some of the degree of thoroughness I had done with him. (I have omitted some of the questions from the questions I actually sent him because they were more direct and personal in nature based upon what I had already known about him through blogging, bantering, chatting, etc., but I think you will get the general gist of the list. Question is--- if this were sent to you, how would have responded???? Would there be any oth

Miscellaneous Stuff
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You? Jolene Pleasure Producer 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

Have Fun With Me!!!!!
Add me here nobdybutscott@yahoo.com........fun stuff :) Your Porn Star Name Is... Sergeant Stiffy What's Your Porn Star Name? I think Bombers flood this website with unecessary comments to help friends win contests.....thanks for all you do to ruin our stay on fuBAR

Welcome To The Age Of Un-innocence...no One Has Breakfast At Tiffany's And No One Has Affairs To Remember
So I was driving to work this morning half asleep as usual listening to the new radio station. They have a promotion on right now that if they play a Kanye song and Rhianna song back to back you can call in to win tickets to their concert. Well Jesus walks just happens to come on so I had the dialled and ready to send. Yep they played Rhianna next so I call in and I was caller #5 but they were looking for caller #10. I called back and was the winner so this I have 2 free tickets to their concert this month...so glad because I didn't wanna pay no $90 a damn ticket haha TGIF everyone!! Abso-fukin-lutley and her rules for the Auction... The only rules of this auction are no drama in any kind of way! We r here for fun only!! If you have drama leave it at the door or you will be removed from the auction! I will not be taking any of the proceeding from the auctioneers.This is strictly for fun and that is how i want to keep it ty.All bids will begin at 40 k fu-bucks.I will be pla

Conform
There's not much to me that you can't see The pain in my life is what made me me You wonder why my trust is hard to find Because never in my life have I been blind Abused in every way that I know Theres not much left inside to grow I'm always suspicious of whom I care I learned early in life nothings fair I'll always be cautious no matter what you do I believe one of these days you'll hurt me too I don't perceive you as full of harsh intent It just seems the way my life is meant To end in pain, stuck in the past Nothing worth happiness ever seems to last Live the lies of no demise Looking deep in demon's eyes Unaware the truths you hold Broken dreams never told Sign away, secrets sold Worthless fear instead of gold Bottled pain inside your soul Shattered glass leaves a hole Nobody knows; Life's lost Know the past; Forget the cost Learn now; Heartless rules Looking up; Pityless fools Ways unchanged; Recognition fried Search for souls; Eyes that d

Why?
Why does people always ask if you have a web com? Even if they dont know you they always gets mad when you tell them no that you dont have one. Whats up with that and asking for nud pictures. I guess people now days have no life at all. f**ken get over it.

How Fuckable Am I
The porno of LYNETTE SMITH's life will be called ... "10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Those Silly Surveys!
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Blah Blah Fuck'n Blah
EXTREME OLD PEOPLE!!!! Current mood: amused ive seen a lot of things in my short time on this earth...however its rare that i see something that i find so amusing that i have to grab my camera-phone and snap a picture...yesterday i saw something that did that...and it has changed my life forever.... i was on my way to Best Buy to pick up a copy of Superman Returns to see if i would hate it as much as i thought i would (i didnt but its still no Batman) anyways, while at a red light i looked to my left and spotted and old couple in a decent truck. as we started to move i noticed something on a rack on the tailgate...it was a Segway scooter...you know, those "untippable" two wheeled things that losers ride around on...it was supposed to change the way we traveled...i have seen 2 in actual use, but now it seems those 2 were wasting the potential of this "so-gay-it-makes-you-want-beat-the-living-holy-shit-out-of-the-person-riding-it" mode of transportation....Look at the pic at

Life
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters s

Song Titles
Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash [Trumpet intro] [Verse 1] Love is a burning thing... And it makes a firey ring... Bound by wild desire... I fell into a ring of fire... [Chorus] I fell into a burning ring of fire... I went down, down, down... And the flames went higher... And it burns, burns, burns... The ring of fire...

Getting Closer To My Goal
As you know I am a big guy I have always been big. But a few years back I was in a car wreck and I gained over 100lbs. Alittle over a year ago I was 365lbs. That has all been changing over the last year and especialy over the last few months. I am down to 288.5lbs only 38.5lbs left to go to reach my first goal of 250lbs the weight before the wreck. Hey all I will be leaving fri 4/3/09 and heading to Greyling MI to visit my mom. I should be retuning on 4/11/09. I will try to be on a bit while out there

Whats On My I-pod At The Mo...
Waaaaaay too much on my I-pod to list it all so here is a selection... 1. Gods Kitchens Anthems 2006 2. Gorrillaz/Demon Days (Gorrillaz) 3. Portishead/Live @ NYC (Portishead) 4. Andy C and Dj Hype @ desire 5. BeatBouncer live @ Afterburner 02.11.03 6. Poem/Chimera/The stone tower (Delerium) 7. Dj Tiesto Live @ Amsterdam 8. Qlimax (Kai Tracid) 9. Yes/Live in Bethelehem (Morphine) 10. Various goatrance/techno mixes by SPIRALCLAN 11. Dj M-zone and mc Nats frm Diztruxion 12. Somethings (Lasgo) 13. Black/White albums (Sensation) 14. Ixy @ Network23 (Old Old acid house) 15. Uplifting Vocal Euphoria 16. Trance Voices (vol 1,2,3,4,5) 17. Live at the dark Forest (Infected Mushroom) 18. Hard Trance Sessions 35 (Dj Psico) 19. Amnesia @ Ibiza '89 20. 214 sessions Hydraulix/headspace mixes 21. Veneer (Jose Gonzales) 22. Acen trip to the moon part II 23. No sell-out mix (banging Electro) 24. What sound (Lamb) 25. Pulp fiction soundtrack

Thank You To Our Soldiers:
This holiday season, while we are making our different dinners for the holidays, let us not forget that there are many soldiers over in Iraq, Afghanistan, etc... I would like to extend a thanks to everyone who is risking their life in order to keep America and freedom safe. If I have misspelled anything, I do apologize and please tell me so that I can make any necessary corrections. This holiday season, while there are many soldiers over in Iraq, Afghanistan, etc... I would like to extend a thanks to everyone who is risking their life in order to keep America and freedom safe. If I have misspelled anything, I do apologize and please tell me so that I can make any corrections.

My Code
T-BONE@ CherryTAP READ MY PROFILE, IM FUN,STEADY AND LOYAL AND I DEFFENATLY NEED FEMALE FRIENDS, SO PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID,EVEN IF I SEEM TO BE A LITTLE WACKEY FOR MY AGE IM JUST A GOOD TIME CHARLEY,, WRITE ME.....NAS-TEA NAS-TEA@ CherryTAP THIS IS ONE SWEET RIDE

What He Dosent Want...
I wanted to say bye to the awesome people i met and talked to. Im leaving cherry tap//no more nursejulie. Ive been very heart broken and i need all the strength i can get so im deleting my account and moving on:) Its too much to see him here and not hurt. Its to much to read what i know is deeper than i can touch, its too much temptation to have a connection that i realised tonight is over. It is just all too much... Again, i really had fun chatting on yahoo and getting to know so many new friends but I have MAJOR adjusting to do. Im deleting my yahoo nursejulie account also so i wont be on that either...sorry~ Ive cried for 2 days, ive begged, ive been there, ive ask what i did wrong, ive given my heart and soul to this man, ive let hin be a part of my children's life, ive hurt like hell and it didnt matter, i reached bottom and now..now ive found a peace about it..i know what i have to do to move on. Im getting my priorities back where they belong, are welcomed, appreciated, lo

Hi ;)
so i passed my exams today!!! YAY FOR ME!!! lol. i was really doutin myself there for a min. but i pulled threw. i got tonight off work so im thinkin i might go out and hang out with some friends i aint seen in like 3 months thats in town for the night. but i donno if i wanna put up with the drama down town. lol. thats bad! but this is a lil town and everyone knows everyone and their bizness. thats just how it works i geuss. as long as ive lived here ive always tried to just keep to myself. and havein a past like i do with hatein everyone around here... they kinda stay clear of me anyways. not that i care, cuz i really would rather them just do so. i hate this town and dont like many of the people in it. rest my mommas soul but ill always be mad at her for makein me move here. shane asked me the oddest thing this morning on the way to school. he asked me if people really go to heaven when they die. WHAT?!?! i mean really... how do u answer that question to a 6 yr old lil boy? exspecial

Things In My Head
What Makes A Man Kill Himself At Work Monday After Noon Traffic Is So Bad I Think To My Self there better Be a Dead Body Dam There Was One the I Laughed Till I cried Then I Thought What About His Family Friends Loved ones Then I Thought what was His Last Thought To Go In His Head But All I Can Say Is Life Is To Short Live It Two Years Ago I went to my friends Wake It Messd Me Up Bad Know One Gets You Ready For Death But It Cums At You Like A Mack Turck I dont Know WhenIll Be Ok I Still Think I See Him This Could Only Happen With A Good Friend A Best Friend This Is Jest A Rant About All Those Pepole Who Are To Fucked Up To See The Shit In Front Of Ther Eyss& Wont Enjoy Ther Life With Out Fucking Up Others Those Pepole So Goddam messed They Need To Hurt Othes To Feel Good This Is Only A Rant To Knowone & Eveyone Thank You

My New World Wide Online Shop
Hi tappers, Just another reminder that I now have a world wide online shop. Please drop by and have a look you will be amazed at what stock is there for those loved ones for xmas. www.dolphinettes-emporium.com

A Christmas Story ( Xxx Rated )
A gift that neither one will soon forget. The door blows closed behind me with a loud bang and a few snowflakes settle to the floor before melting into tiny puddles. Stamping my feet on the welcome mat, I unzip my jacket and hang in on the hook on the back of the door. After stepping out of my boots, untying my scarf, taking off my blue hat, and hanging them all up, I head for the bedroom to get into some comfy clothes. Pulling on my college sweatshirt and an old pair of sweat pants, I complete the outfit with my fuzzy pink slippers and move towards the kitchen. En route, I turn the radio to the all Christmas music station and hum to a favorite carol of mine with the idea of some hot chocolate tempting my taste buds. With water in the teapot on the stove, I stand by the window and watch the snowflakes flutter to the ground. I don’t realize how lost in my thoughts I am until the teapot whistles and I jump. Laughing at myself, I fill my mug full of cocoa and shuffle into the living

To My Stalkers And Their Friends
OK HERE IT IS! NO MORE MR. FUCKIN NICE GUY. IN CASE YOU CHILDREN DIDNT UNDERSTAND ME THE FIRST TIME(YES I SAID CHILDREN CAUSE THATS HOW YOU ACT). YOU NEED TO REMOVE MYSELF FROM YOUR MEMORY OR SOMETHING. I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. AND CREATING NEW ACCOUNTS TO COME DO WHATEVER ON MY PAGE AND THINK I WONT RECOGNIZE AN OLD SCREEN NAME IS GETTING PRETTY FUCKING OLD. SO JUST BE ON WITH YOURSELF AND LEAVE ME AND MY G/F ALONE. WE ARE HAPPY TOGETHER. DONT FUCK UP WHAT I HAVE BECAUSE YOU CANT HAVE WHAT YOU WANT. SELFISH FUCKING BITCHES. THANKS, MANAGEMENT TO ALL MINE AND SOME SELECTED FRIENDS STALKERS WE ASK THAT YOU KINDLY DETOUR YOURSELF AROUND OUR PAGE AS YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS THERE. ALSO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM PICTURE VIEWING AND COMMENT BROWSING. WE HAVE LIVES, YOUR NOT PART, GET OVER IT! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! -THIS IS ALL-

Traits Of A Real Man (this Is A Refresher Before Bringing Your Drama And Other Threats And Bullshit To Me!!)
Today's lesson is a throwback to the good old days when school teachers still had a whip and you were disgraced if you showed up at home with a "D" on your report card. Today is a lesson in basics; the basics of being a man. Let's call it Manhood 101. With all the knowledge I have at my disposal, you may be asking, "Mr. Mafioso, why waste your valuable time with trivial lessons when there are other, more powerful lessons I need to learn about business and respect?" Simple. To build a great house, you need a strong foundation on which to put all the other pretty things. To build a great man, you also need a solid foundation on which to add all the other little things that set the real men apart from the stronzos. Over the last few years of writing this little column, I've learned that too many men have no foundation, no basis on which to build the principles I teach. There are many ways to define a man, and different people have different definitions, so I'm going to skip al

Let It Go
i am who i am i am the one you want to meet i am the one to hold you in your sleep i am the one to make you insane i am the one to take away your pain i am the one who sees no shame i am he who watches in the night i am the one who has your back in a fight i am the one who will stand with you to the end i am your forever friend i am the one to love you for life i am your lover, best friend, and other i am the one who holds your heart i am he who watches in the dark i am the one who watches when you sleep i am the keeper of your secret dreams i am the one who holds you when you need a shoulder i am the giver and taker of your pain i am the Yin to your Yang i am that nice guy i am the one who can make you cry i am the one who heals broken hearts i am that hand that helps you out of the dark i am the one to show you happiness in life i am the one to bring you strife i am the one to bring light to your life i am the giver the taker i am who i am By: Kelly Meredith LET IT GO BY T.D. JAKES

Opinions Please?
IF YOU ARE STARTING OR ENDING A RELATIONSHIP, WHY WOULD YOU GET OUTSIDERS INVOLVED? THEY ONLY HEAR ONE SIDE OF THE STORY. OF COURSE THEY WILL TAKE YOUR SIDE CUZ THEY HEARD AND FELT YOUR PAIN FIRST! BUT THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO THE OTHER PERSON WHILE YOU WERE GETTING COMFORTED. IS THAT REALLY RIGHT? TO TRASH SOMEONE YOU ONCE LOVED, OR SOMEONE YOU THINK YOU MIGHT LOVE? I WISH PEOPLE WOULD JUST LISTEN AND BE SMART TO NOT GET INVOLVED. IF YOUR A FRIEND.... JUST BE THERE! BUT GOD! DON'T GET INVOLVED. YOU COULD BE DOING MORE DAMAGE THAN YOU REALIZE. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHO I AM TALKING TO. I AM FULL OF LOVE NOT HATE! I DON'T DO DRAMA. AND I AM ACTUALLY HURTING. SO DO YOU THINK YOU CAN STOP THE BULLSHIT? MY HEART HURTS! IF YOU KNOW ME....YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I AM HURTING,SO I AM ASKING YOU NICELY TO PLEASE STOP IT. 2nd Alarm HottiesPEE-JAY~SweetLips~LIL MZ. VIXENTiffanyNaniRacheliciousStephanie

To Real Friends
Well, it seems that where i am working, they're trying again to cnstrain internet acces to the basic. So i am writing in a break froma cybercoffee saying i'm around but forbidden for CT!!! :( I hope to see you around on Yahoo, or one oof this night i steal some time to connect from home. Kisses You all!! Well i'm leaving Cherrytap. I'm ok, but bored. I've been enjoying this site as much as possible but right now i haven´t found not too much excitement, and i feel it's time to move. But i want to keep in touch with you girls and boys. So, if you are not in my messenger lts already, feel free to add me: Panopticon@pahardcore.con (MSN) Nihilorama@yahoo.com.mx (Yahoo) Anyone!!! Specially i hope you Extremelyshy, Tovah, Gina, Lola, add me because you are my missing contacts!!!! Kisses y'all!!! :)

Yes I Am Married But Not Dead
As most of you see from my profile I am happily married. But I still have a beating pulse :) We have a very happy open relationship. I have a friend on the side. Who I have also been with for about 7 years. Don't worry it is hard to offend me :). I like sex alot and I hope you do to.

A Life Unwasted
I hate this. We havent talked in a week. I feel like its over we are just both too scared to say it. We sit together alone in the house and say nothing, its awful. I am so upset and depressed, I cry myself to sleep, but he doesnt know, he doesnt listen to my sobs and doesnt see my tears. He doesnt notice that he's killing me slowly and painfully, I am so broken. ♥Dont put me down ♥Dont tell me to do things ♥Dont just sit there ♥Dont take your anger out on me ♥Dont be selfish ♥Dont treat me like i'm invisible ♥Dont put other things before me ♥DONT make me hurt anymore. Just dont, my ♥ cant take it Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things?

Life
What is love??? That is the ultimate question we all want answered but not quit sure how to describe it so that others can understand it the way we see it. I read a blog that described love as all the little things, glances, moments together were silence speaks for its self. And that is like chaos ever flowing and shapeless without a true form yet there but not tangible. Love acts on its own or do we have to work on it? Do we believe we are in love and fall? Is there more to it? There are many books out there that try and tell you what love really is but you really can't put it into words unless you have experinced for yourself. Love can be wonderous or it can be painful. It can bring you the greatset joy or your worst sorrow. Having had both I know its meaning when I say these words. You can be in love or fall in love and not have the one your heart is set on feel the same as you do. So, what do you do then? Do you cry? fight? run? give up? The optio

Love
Expensive friend, I am very moved to say to you that I have To be surprised that a woman as you accepts Me for friend I have the memory of your photograph and I would like well that it is a proof that I can be loved by you. I am ready to show my not involved affection all and without calculation, and if you want to thus see me revealing you, without artifice, my heart very naked, condescend to make me a dial, we will cause and as friends frankly I will prove to you that I am the sincere man, able to offer the major affection to you, like the narrowest friendship, in a word: the best friend of which you can dream. Since your heart is free, think that the abandonment where I screw is quite long, quite hard and often quite unbearable. My sorrow is too large. Will run well quickly and come me to make it forget. With you I want to entirely subject myself. When I at your feet an eternal homage, want you put that one moment I change face? Can be captured the feelings of a hear

Random Thoughts
as i choose to fade into this brown space that enfolds my mind before the black. the thoughts of life define the thoughts of grace. surrounding, the crimson flood engulfs my being in a drowning mass of self pity that will be overcome....with time. you see this as a hatred and a sense of what is bad and evil but its the true emotions of time that come and go, forever pulsing through my mind. a life as all have with the ups and downs that are consistent with someone that actually has feelings and emotions. it is not a bad thing. its the knowing that i am alive, even though its an unhappy exhistance for the time being that gives me a sense of knowing. but for the time being i am happy to drown in my crimson pain.

She Waits Written By A Friend
SHE WAITS She waits at my feet as she has been tought, Serine at the life that she has sought Euphoric with her life’s desires being met Ecstatic with knowing that she is My pet. Behind her back gently clasping her hands, Naked, still, awaiting her commands. Kneeling just right, with her eyes closed, Head slightly lifted in the required pose. Devoting to me, her mind, body and soul, My slave completes me making me whole. Her body quivers with anticipation and desire, Wanting and needing, she’s feeling on fire. I can see her thoughts and her body betrays, Her breathing increases and she slightly sways. Knowing that I’ll soon be starting our play, And satisfy her needs throughout the day. A slight smirk begins as her cheeks start to warm, Wanting and needing, she does not break form. Her desires are met when I direct her to rise, Moisture gathering between her thighs. Directed to retrieve some items of play. Gladly and quick, she does as I sa

Graphix Contest
VOTING IS OPEN! Winners will be determined by the final rating! Rate each pic from 1-10 (10=highest). If you rate someone a 1, or a 5, or a 8 in this contest it WILL effect the result. Rating everyone the same does nothing. I will give special mention to the person with the most comments, but first place will still be based on ratings. This contest will end Thursday night! To vote, go to Stixxx's photos (below).

Read At Your Own Risk
Ok there has been a debate going on for years about the death penalty specifically that Lethal Injection is too soft for the death penalty. I am here today to end this debate. Before I get started I would like to thank the people that invented the Whack-A-Mole game for the inspiration. For those of you who dont what the whack-a-mole game is here is a quick description. Its a game consisting of a table like machine that has lots of holes on the top. Through these holes pop up these plastic mole heads. You are armed with a foam mallet and your job is to whack the shit out of the mole before the head disappears and another one pops up. Now on to my idea. Basically its the same concept just bigger and bloodier. Instead of mole heads you get convict heads. Each head will pop up for three seconds and unlike the mole game it wont be the same convict popping up everytime after all we cant show favoritism in our penal system. Basically the way it works is you get 2 teams in at each table. Each

Empty
after an empty day i die dying inside longing for you draggin my feet waiting for you wrap your arms around me how we use to feel is what i want now after all dont you love me tell me caress me say the words i want to hear after another empty day i died inside your still not around are u coming back tell me i feel your presence i know where you are you have left forever after life the death shadows us one day at a time minute by minute the days closes time to close my eyes after after a year has passed love is on the rocks why are things this way what have i done to make u not love me everytime u say no i become a little more empty inside what have i done please tell me what i can do love is a bond but it only works when u let me know let me know what your feeling what have i done i love you but i think you dont feel the same way anymore forever for always im empty

Stupid Ct
Ok so ill have to wait till tommorow. anywho, the mumm I was gonna post required more comments rather than votes. I was going to ask how can you determine if someone you are conversing wih online is actually who they say they are when the send you a pic?

Torn Desire
A child is so innocent and pure. They never ask or question why they are here. To them they think, Their meant to be here. To them, they think they were created from love and they are wanted. From the time they were born, All they see and know is of his Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather, Aunt, and Uncle. They are innocent as new borns, don't really know any better. A few months pass, a young man starts coming around. Spending alot of time with the child's Mommy, and spending alot of time with the child. The child thinks, this Man must be my daddy! Days, Weeks, Months go by and this Man is still around. I know who he is, I recognize the tattoo on his forearm. When he holds me, I search for those colors on his arm. I have to play and taste it every time I see him. Now he is married to my Mommy. We are a family, this is my Daddy! Days, weeks, months, years go by! A small child grows up to be a smart, funny, lively little boy. His whole world is wrapped around thi

12-4-2006
JUST TO LET YALL KNOW...............LAST NIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME THAT I WENT TO BED MAD, AND THIS MORNING IM STILL PISSED OFF AS ANYTHING. LET ME TELL U SOMETHING IF U WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME THEN YOU FUCKING SAY IT TO ME. DONT GO AROUND AND DO IT BEHIND MY BACK. LAST NIGHT I SAW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE AND I LEARNED MY LESSON. SO IM TELLING YA DONT EXPECT ME TO TRUST YA WITH MY EMOITION, OR MY HEART OR MY FEELINGS. TODAY I PRAY THAT NO ONE GETS IN MY WAY BECAUSE SHIT IS GOING TO GO DOWN SO HARD AND FAST. PEOPLE HAVE CHOOSEN NOT TO CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS SO DONT EXPECT ME TO CARE ABOUT YOURS. TODAY WE WILL SEE WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE. IF U ARE REAL AND TRUE U BETTER LET ME KNOW RIGHT NOW CAUSE IM NOT DEALING WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE. NO ONE FUCKING HAS ME, SO IF U THINK YOU DID YOU WERE WRONG. SORRY TO TELL YA THAT, BUT ITS THE TRUTH. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT IT. I DIDNT DO SHIT TO ANYONE ON HERE, AND YET YOU CHOOSE TO TALK SHIT AND FUCK ME OVER. WELL HERE

A Day For Me
As I lace up my boots at the edge of my bed. I stare across my room at a empty chair. I think when I get to work will she be there. Will she talk or does she really care. I pass by some other soldiers along the way. They all ask how was yer day? I smile and tell them I'm living a dream. When deep down inside I'm comming apart at the seams. As I walk through the door I look at the floor. No mail there it's all gone. So I continue to move, just walk on. I get to the office and start to settle in. I grab a computer and log in. I look at the screen with a blank empty stare. Hope for something from home, will it be there. When I scan through the lines they all say forward like the last hundred times. They all set down and forward there shit. I guess they never had time to just to type a bit. As I get out of that I sit and I stare. Log on to Cherry to see who all is there. A few friends come by and left me some mail. I get a small gri

My 1st
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

Song Of The Week 3
Yep, time for another song of the week, this weeks song is....MELANCHOLY (HOLY MARTYR) by Iced Earth Song Name - Melancholy (Holy Martyr) Artist - Iced Earth Album - Something Wicked This Way Comes Song Number - 2 of 13 Song Length - 4:49 Lyrics Make the sadness go away Come back another day For years I've tried to teach But their eyes are empty Empty too I have become For them I must die A sad and troubled race An ungrateful troubled place I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for Make the sadness go away Come back another day The things I've said and done Don't matter to anyone But still, you push me to see Something, I can never be Why am I their shattered king? I don't mean anything I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the p

Everyone Read This!!
Everyone check out my stash and Rate them... Thanks Lots of Love *Muwah* ~Tonya Marie~ Hey everyone if you could please Rate my profile and Pics... Add me as a Friend and Fan I will return the Favor and leave me some comments!!

Sportymami's Stuff
CHECK THIS FLICK OUT, YOU WOULD THINK HE HAD MORE SENCE TO NOT UPSET NO ONE ELSE..... Crave Online: Funny Videos, Sexy Videos, Music Videos, Movie Trailers, and More! I NEED PEACE IN MY LIFE, I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE? I NEED MORE LOVE IN MY LIFE, CAN I GIVE SOMEONE SUM? IN REAL FRIENDS, TO PUT THEIR ARMS AROUND ME AND NEVER LET GO.IF THERE IS ANYONE OUT THERE THAT UNDERSTAND ME, HOLLA BACK AT ME. I WON'T LAUGH IF YOU WON'T LAUGH. Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal.

Just For Fun
Since no one really reads the bulletins.. > > > > 1. Your Name: > > > > > > > > 2. Age: > > > > > > > > 3. Favorite position (s) ? > > > > > > > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > > > > > > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > > > > > > > 6. lights on or off? > > > > > > > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > > > > > > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > > > > > > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > > > > > > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > > > > > > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > > > > > > > 12. Condom or skin? > > > > > > > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > > > > > > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > > > > > > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > > > > > > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > > > > > > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > > > > > > > 18. Three sum? > > > > > > > > 19. Anal yes/no? > > > > > > > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? >

Thank You...
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT COMMENTED MY CHRISTMAS TAG IN KOOGER'S CONTEST...IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME PLEASE SHOW KOOGER SOME LOVE FOR HAVING A GOOD CONTEST Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~@ CherryTAP Now Playing: I Tawt I Taw Ol Tanty Claus

Darkness
I've told you before Exactly what's been going on It's not my fault I can't talk about it It's not my fault I feel this way I can't open up I need to feel free But I am smothered I need space I need someone I need a lot I need nothing I want everything I want nothing I want no one I want everyone I can't take this anymore I stand here alone Looking back Where was I? Where were you.... I stand here now The flames gather and flash about me I look ahead and see no one I look behind me and see nothing I run toward the flame that will be my home This hell is my home This hell is my only solitude I feel safe. I feel scared So where were you? Where was I? This is all just the madness within What the fuck is wrong with me? Why do I push you away? Why do I want you so close. I'm a failure. So get away from me while you have the chance. Don't get swept up in my madness. What the fuck is wrong with me? Where was I? But where were YOU?! DREAMS Hold fast t

Slightly Medicated Rants...
Lets get a few things perfectly straight here...I don't care who you are. No, I don't care how big you think your dick is nor do I want to see how small it actually is. No, most of you will NEVER meet me let alone be my Dom. No, you can not see me on cam doing much of anything but sitting because NO, I don't show. I don't do shows and IF I ever (in another life) did...you probably couldn't afford it anyways. This little rant was sparked by the 10 FUCKING pages of emails of pure, digusting, unadulterated, BULLSHIT that just NEVER seems to stop. I haven't been here a fucking week and already I have offers from people that don't even bother to want to get to know me. The majority on here are fakes. Guys that think that putting "Dom" in their screen name and on their profile gives them the right to smack some ass. Guys that obviously were not hugged enough as a child or were hauled over daddy's knee and liked it. Some...a few...small...extremely miniscule percentage of you

Thing 's That Make You Go.... Uummmmmmm?
“The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women— And What To Do About It...” Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes... Free Newsletter And Download eBook -By David DeAngelo, Author Of “Double Your Dating” MISTAKE #1: Being Too Much Of A “Nice Guy” Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU. What's going on here? It's actually very simple... Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them. And guess what? Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION. And being NICE doesn't make a wo

Fuck ....
here people. how many people have gotten their shit done? will im not even close i got a child that has a birthday 3 days before christmas and then there is good old christmas.. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW... damn... Im goin to go broke here again.. I need to be rich.. or a sugar daddy lol.. any takers??? OK THIS IS WHAT MY EX BOY WRITE ME TODAY... HE SAID.. IM.. was with you guys hollad at you but you were too fat for me.so i tried to avoid sex.so u see it whats the person you with think not what other people think. PLEASE LET ME KNOW.. IF I AM.. YEA IM HAVIN ISSUSES.. WITH MY WEIGHT.. IM HAVIN A BIG ISSUSE.. I NEVER BEEN THIS BIG.. BUT.. DAMN.. FUCK... I KNOW THAT IM THAT UNATTRACTED..

Hey Everyone!!
I think all women are very beautiful, let's just face it!! Women have better looking bodies than even the most hardened men, I love ALL pics of women. Some of you are extra beautiful, but a great personality makes you even better looking. So keep up the great work!!! I just wanted to say hello to everyone and say Im new here. like you couldnt figure it out. So, be patien with me and help me out every now and then.

Check This Out
just to let yall know me and my bf got married this past weekend and we are very very happy PLEASE SIGN YOUR NAME TO THIS AND IF YOU DON'T... there is something wrong with you! Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over

For Me!
Im tired of lookin out my window, seein shadows of you. And I cant hang out wit my girls cuz im checkin my rearview. You callin, breathin all hard like I cant hear you. And everytime I go to the club you just happen to be there to. All I ever wanted was to be with you but when I needed you, I had to compete with clubs, drugs, the streets, and PS2. Out all night chasin bitches, with ya weak ass crew. But I guess when you're in Rome, you do what Romans do. but, uh, they go home alone. Just like you. Wishin they would've held on. Just like you. Probably callin, playin on phones. Just like you. I'm so through dealin with niggas. Just like you. Cause I done had a few niggas. Just like you. I had the ballin type that call all night, keep claim he comin through. I had the CEO, that would bring me dough, cause he thought he had something to prove. I had the so called "God Man" who thought he could do everything God can. So he was closer to

Whats Good
why do people have to b so fake i sometimes wonder if this is a conspiracy or something because lately ive been coming across alot of fake peolpe maby its where im at i dont know but i do know people have two faces well not everyone but yeah most and i can see right through that im blunt ill call u out and wont feel bad about fake people theyll always b around my advice observe them first look at their clothes the way they talk how they present themselves study them react to them see whats in there head before u say thats your friend for REAL even fam can b fake and if your own fam is like that just imagine how fake people will b to u if they dont really know so for all my real mamis and papis its been real stay safe and away from phonie people take my advice real will always recognize REAL ON THAT NOTE IM OUT

Poetry
razor blade, sharpened edge cut it deep ok? say goodbye to misery writing letters in your head thoughts ever haunting echo'd shadows of the past holding on to something nothing in your grasp dreams of eternal love broken, whithered memory extacy of unknown lust lost, forgotten desperate need pour crimson dreams enslaved reality thoughts of the end for ever lingering hit the vein be sure this time deep enough for one last crime

Virgo
September (Virgo) Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

My Other Family
I got a Brother who always keeps it real his names "Guilt"; Lets me know I cant stand how ever it is I feel. I got a Cousin named "Pride", Nigga acts like a lawyer . Got a Sister named "Karma", I be tryin to avoid her. Got a X that's bitter, who wants me to be her nigga. My Girl "Self-pitty", I am always wit her, but Biz beff is valid (why?) she dont like shorty cause she used me; one time she seen her verbally abuse me. My Uncle "High-sight", he wears real thick glasses, he reminds me of where I been and how shit gets drastic. Got a Aunt name "Humility" she speaks so mumbled; dont care that I am sexy she keeps me so humbled. In my head I debated. Out loud I'll never say it. I am sure it's a pretty good reason why we all related

New Here!
Hello everyone! I'm new to this site! Have loved what I've seen so far. I'm always looking for new friends. Just friends! Not looking for a relationship right now. I have something going on in that department! Everyone have Happy Holidays...and stop by and say hey!

Mine
=== 'debbie sue' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 21:42:29'.. > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE > > > THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. > > GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. > > I am not going to be the one who > > lets it die. I found it believable -- > > > > angels have walked beside me > > all my life--and they still do. > ********************* > > This is to all of you who > > mean something to me, > > I pray for your happiness. > > The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship > > > This candle was lit on the > > 15th of September, 1998. > Someone who loves you has helped > > Keep it alive by sending it to you. > > Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope > > and Friendship die! Pass It On To All > Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! > > Please keep this candle alive. > > > > === 'crazylady--(sissy)' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 10:59:02'.. > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE

Blogaholic
WELL HELLO. I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR QUITE SOME TIME. I WAS PLANNING ON NOT COMING BACK, BUT I WAS CONVINCED TO STAY WHEN SOMEONE I MET WHEN I FIRST JOINED THE SITE, PERSONALLY EMAILED ME..ASKING ABOUT MY DAUGHTER AND ASKING ABOUT ME. MAKING SURE THAT WE WERE BOTH ALRIGHT. I GAVE HIM MY EMAIL ADDY - SO DON'T GO THINKIN HE WAS ALL STALKERISH OR WHATNOT. HE WAS A SWEET GENUINE CARING PERSON. I DIDNT REALIZE THAT THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WERE INTERNET FOLK. ANYHOW - ENOUGH FROM ME. WHATS BEEN GOING ON WITH EVERYONE?? I SEE THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW CHANGES AROUND YONDER. AHHH WELL - SUCH IS LIFE. so i've been away for a couple weeks now. not that anyone noticed.heh. i took a random trip out of the blue to FL. it was AMAZING.the weather was great while we were there. it was somewhere i wanted to go as a child, i decided to take my daughter before she ended up old like me before she got to go there. anyhow...i'm back. hopefully i'll be able to level up a few times before the holidays.

A Bit Of Traveling
I am leaving tomorrow morning for Birmingham, Alabama. My flight begins in Oklahoma City, I switch planes in Houston, and then on to Birmingham. I will spend the night in Birmingham, then wednesday morning drive out to Atlanta, Georgia, and then Thursday morning go back to BHAM. I will spend a big part of Thursday evening there before getting back on a plane headed for Oklahoma City. Thats a lot of traveling for 3 days, lol. Anyone is welcome to visit my Myspace page. (www.myspace.com/ms_shana21) I will post all of the pictures that I take on there once I get back!

Only A Little Over An Hour...
Well With only alittle over an hour to go till I turn 28... WoW 28 I know I have been going on about this now for a copple of days and weeks.,.. but I have to say no one really reads thease blogs anyway... maybe that is why I don't blog so much on cherry tap... What I do love about cherry tap is all the good friends you can make and that points means prizes and I have to say I do like that... And Yes This Is Better Than MYSPACE... hehe anyway I went off the point I was talking about my Birthday... After all this time... I can say I am looking forward to having this Birthday and if 2007 is as good as 2006 I will be really happy... :o) Long Live Me... :o) *** British ***

The Wonderful Mind Of Me!!
So if you were pissed off about something and you told who ever u were pissed at what was wrong, and they said they understood, but didnt do anything to make the situation better, what would you do? Am i in the wrong for being even more mad? Ok and another thing... Say you had a friend of the oppiset sex and you were really close... And you thought you got over the hole lieing about girlfriends and boyfriends and were u were going and all that bull shit! BUT you think that person is lieing again, your not suer, u want to trust them, but something is telling you its not true. What do you do? What do you do if you love someone so much to the point that you cant be or stay mad at them, but everything about them that is pissing you off is just being held in and you dont want to yell at them, but you have to let it all out! And when you do let it out, nothing is accomplished except one thing out of the many you discused, or yelled about? Just a few questions that have been on my mi

Why Be Normal Or Strive For Mediocrity?
*Written for those I've encountered along the way that invest too much of themselves in being perceived as 'normal' as well as those who appear to be content with mediocrity; In a world composed of individuals, why do people strive toward normalacy when this is, in essence, an intangibile concept? If we are indeed unique individuals, than what is normal? Societal norms? To strive toward aligning oneself with societal norms is to strive toward conformity.... to reach this goal, is to sacrifice the creative potential of individual inspiration,.....it is loss of true identity,.....loss of freedom,....it is to silence one's own voice and, silence is the voice of complicity. To label onself as normal, a part of the 'silent majority', is to admit that your 'individual' belief system now condones the social injustices of the world. be as you are, your potential b

Dragonmasters Blogs
Every so often, a little message appears in my shoutbox...normally from a young lady of around 20 years of age.......it looks harmless enough, maybe its someone who is a little lonely and is looking for someone to chat to so as with most I start to chat......well it happened a few minutes ago and yes my second thought was correct........here is the conversation we had......I have removed the young lady's name as I think it is only fair not to disclose who she is....... : hi there Me : Hello : how re you Me : I am well thank you...how are you? : im good what are you up to? Me : nothing much....have just woken up..How about you? : nm hun just chattin and lookin for someoene to watch my camshow later lol Me : How very interesting..cam show..doing what? : anything you want me on cam : no limits. you interested? Me : all depends I guess....... : depends on what? Me : on what I am doing at the time......I have to work in a couple of hours....and have a

Poetry
Seep deep into every crevice of my head, Fill it with thoughts of us screwing in bed, I see you sucking me, enjoying me, engulfing my imaginaton! This lustful, sinful thought is what I call mental masturbation Taking my brain to heights and all the nerve endings tingle I'm excitingly back to the days when I am single Mental Masturbation makes my head spin, Mental masturbation is a totally unnoticable sin, So I pretend to sit at my desk at work, But the truth is mental masturbation is drivng me beserk No one knows, I'm 900 miles away In a lustful fantasy land reliving our Rendezvous from the other day. Sweet Mental Masturbation My Love!! The weight of the world lies on my head, At night, I just think and toss in my bed. The problems, the sadness, this is not how it is suppose to be, A void so deep, the bottom is impossible to see. I yearn for the passion, that spark I once knew. that feeling of completeness that intensity known by few, A t

The Highwayman
The wind was a torrent of darkness upon the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight looping the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding-- Riding--riding-- The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn door. He'd a French cocked hat on his forehead, and a bunch of lace at his chin; He'd a coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of fine doe-skin. They fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to his thigh! And he rode with a jeweled twinkle-- His rapier hilt a-twinkle-- His pistol butts a-twinkle, under the jeweled sky. Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard, He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred, He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord's black-eyed daughter-- Bess, the landlord's daughter-- Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair. Dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket cr

My Life
my life is pretty weird and confusin if u have time to think about it.. its not as bad as some people but its still bad i guess in a way.. i would write it down and explain but what if someone i know is reading this and they dont know any of this stuff.. i could get in trouble ya know? (for some of it any way) but its wut ever... but i can say that 2006 has been a pretty much bad year for me.. well half of it anyway.. one of the major good things thats happened is the dude that i like.. but even thats bad but once again i cant say because i'll get in trouble.. maybe anyway.. but its not my fault fuckers! sorry sometimes i just bust out and fuck or shit is in everyone if my sentences.. its just the way i am so u better get fuckin used to it!

Poems By Me!
~*When I Weep*~ I wake up with tears running down my face Only wishing to find that secret place Every twist and turn this path that I'm on Feels like I'm playin chess, I'm the little pawn Don't look at me the way you do Your eyes will only tell me it's all true If time could turn back to the past Do you think we would last Sometimes it's so hard to stay true But I know one day there will still be a chance for me and you When I lay down tonight to finally get some sleep I hope you won't hear the shallow sounds of when I weep. ~~ Never Ending ~~ These scars around my heart hurt and I know will never go away. Time heals all wounds and I hope that happens one day. Memories haunt my mind yet I seem to lose track of time. Sometimes my brain won't stop, it's like a never-ending clock. Without anything to replace them tears fall down my face. One day the sun will glisen across that one special place. Until that day arrives a

Choices
I sit in fear, are the coices I make the ones I should be making? Is the time right for the decisions I have made? I fear for my heart, can it stand a loss again? Is this the time to do what I have done? What's done is done, or is it? Questions run through my mind choices to make. Without taking chances we live in a shell, but with the chances we risk the pain. Am I better off alone? Should I take the chance that I fear? I know what I want, but I fear that the time is not right. Choices to make always afraid to make the wrong one.

My Lies!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Hate Guys Like This!!
Body: Boy: Where were you last night???? Girl: I was at my grandmothers helping her around the house Boy: Why didnt you fuckin call me? Girl: Baby Im sorry i lost track of time Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be bitch (the boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground) Girl: Please baby stop im sorry Boy: Kicks her in the face and then the ribs and says I called your fuckin grandmothers house you were not fuckin there you lying peice of shit Girl: Wait stop please let me... Boy: Steps on her throat and says Shut the fuck up bitch. Get's over the top of her and starts to rape her. Girl: No baby please Stop please Boy: I said shut the fuck up and he spit in her face. He then pins her down with her hands above her head, and he penatrates her Girl: Please stop your hurting me please. She starts to screem and tries to get away Boy: Bitch if you don't shut up i sware to god ill kill you after a few minutes he finishes and removes the rest of he

Missaction
This teenage girl had come home day after day and when ever her mom would tell her to do something she would always reply " talk to the hand". Well, this went on until one night when her mom had worked 2 shifts and tired as crap, more or less her give a damn was broken, the girl came home late and when her mom asked her where she had been, the daughter once again replied "talk to the hand", the mom full of aching muscles and needing to relax became very upset and looked the daughter in the face and said her famous words, " talk to the wrist because the fist is pissed", the daughter took the hint and no longer used her famous words I HAVE RECENTLY GOTTEN BACK WITH THE FRIEND AND LOVER OF MY LIFE BUT NOW SINCE I AM BACK IN TOWN, HE IS ACTING DISTANT. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 10 YEARS TO A MAN THAT PAYS NO ATTENTION TO ME AND THEN I MEET WHO I THINK IS FOR REAL AND NOW HE IS ACTING DISTANT TO ME. HE WONT RETURN MY CALLS OR EMAILS. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I REALLY CARE FOR THIS GU