hammergirl's blog: "fuck off"

ok so a few weeks ago i agreed to go out ona date with this guy....well things went ok so we went out again....but each time we went out i started to realize more and more that i really just liked him as a friend.... well i had explained to him from the beginning that i dont do relationships...i dont like them and i dont have time for anything serious....ok so after the third date he informs me that he has bought me a christmas present....yeah he bought me a necklace...ok fine...everytime we go out he follows me around like a little lost puppydog and it drives me nuts....i really cant stand clingy people....and if i dont answer my phone i'm probably not going ot answer when you call me back every 30 seconds for the next 5 minutes...so i have been trying to nicely make it known that i dont like him....and he calls me last nite to tell me he has gottenme something else for christmas...dude leave me the fuck alone..so i finally sent him a bitchy email today and instead of posting the pic of e and him i posted a pic of me and hammer....so he send me an email asking if he had done anythign wrong bc i was acting differently ....god i ahte this shit...its why i dont date bc i hate dealing with bullshit like this...i guess i should be flattered that he wants to spend all kinds of money on me and be around me all the time but it doesnt flatter me it bugs the fuck out of me...grrrrr

blech...yeah so its been a loooooooong weekend....work sucked of course...had a great time saturday nite! thanks jeremy! evidently some shit has been happening at my house while i was at work this weekend.... i knew my parents had been fighting some this weekend but i was not expecting my mom to tell me this morning that my dad had left was not coming back adn was going to see an attorney on monday...i mean come on you have been married for 25 years and yeah i used to wish they would get a divorice all the time when i was younger but at the same time i thought it was cool that my parents were one of the VERY few that i knew that were still together....i really am not sure how i feel about it now...i know i am VERY pissed off at my dad i mean my mom has been REALLY stressed out recently and he's gonna go and add this on top of it and to top it off its fucking christmas season...i know he doesnt give a shit about christmas but he didnt have to ruin it for all of us....so yeah merry fucking christmas dad....on top of that my sister feels like it is her fault bc it all got started with him yelling at her for something friday nite....i tried to explain to her it didnt matter what set him off it would have happened anyway but i dont think it really helped any....grrrrrrrr ok so that helped a little i feel a bit better.....kind of