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Missing Him
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll ge

I'm Not Missing You!!!
Oh, Oh I'm not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiosity Now that its over What else could it be he just had to cheat I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh Will my true love ever be? Why would I go on a search agai

What Causes Bad Boys To Treat Women Like Shit!!!!
What causes bad boys to treat women like shit? I don't know, but here are some thoughts. They do it because they can. They have no need to treat women well because they have an endless supply. They are gifted with qualities that women admire, so they're never without a woman, no matter how bad they treat them. Nice guys usually don't have the charisma women flock to with a snap like Fonzie, so they value and appreciate them more. Still, why doesn't their own internal sense of right and wrong tell them it's wrong to treat women this way? Or why didn't their mother teach them? They probably are aware on some level that it's wrong, but the rewards they get from it outweigh any twinge of conscience they feel. What are the rewards then? For men, having beautiful women is a status symbol. Men admire and respect the man who not only has lots of women but who manipulates them and controls them and disregards them. To have a cavalier attitude toward your trophy only makes men admire and en

Babygirl!!!
I heard you got the news today heard you got the news today Seems nothin ever goes your way, oh no Yesterday was a-okay Now today you're feelin like you're lost Ohhh And he say, she say (she say) She's too young, theres no way (there's no way) Not on her own (she can never make it on her own) But who cares what they say Cause no one can judge you at all Its not about who's right or whos wrong Babygirl take it one day at a time You can't just grow up overnight Babygirl I know you're feelin butterflies But everything will be alright Everything will be alright Everybody seems to notice you Cause you're not really tryin to hide a thing Sometimes you're cool Sometimes your mood swings No baggy shirts to hide the change, no shame Nobody to lie to, to pry with what's inside of you And he say, she say She's too grown Poor thing, all on her own But who cares what they say Caus eno one can judge you at all It's not who's right or who's wrong Girl you're not alone

What I Know.
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Webcam
I love ladies watching me jerk off especially when they comment or c2c with me but when its time for them to show its always oh my cameras broken or my kids are sick bullshit get ya tits and pussy out and shove your fingers in while u watch me its all good and we both get off so if ya wanna join the party add me my emails are on my profile xoxoxoxox ladies only ok

Wisdom From The Guardian
Every little girl named Lucy must bite her tongue in disappointment when she first tries to find out what there is to know about her patron saint. The older books will have a lengthy paragraph detailing a small number of traditions. Newer books will have a lengthy paragraph showing that there is little basis in history for these traditions. The single fact survives that a disappointed suitor accused Lucy of being a Christian and she was executed in Syracuse (Sicily) in the year 304. But it is also true that her name is mentioned in the First Eucharistic Prayer, geographical places are named after her, a popular song has her name as its title and down through the centuries many thousands of little girls have been proud of the name Lucy. One can easily imagine what a young Christian woman had to contend with in pagan Sicily in the year 300. If you have trouble imagining, just glance at today’s pleasure-at-all-costs world and the barriers it presents against leading a good Christian l

About The Lounge
just some thoughts that i have about the lounge....the reason i started the hiding place lounge was to give people a cool place to hang out and talk, and to keep it drama free. We have done our best to do just that. We are not perfect, but we try really hard. I have the best staff in the world and there definetly unreplacable. We just want to let u know that we dont care who comes in as long as u dont start drama. When i started the lounge the goal was to get as many members as possible and nothing else. I have to say that wasnt easy, but also thats no longer the goal. We no longer care how many people we can get to be members. We just want people to come on there own and see what we have to offer. Im not gonna beg its up to you if u wanna come or not. But i do promise this. You will meet some really awesome people, hear some really good music, and that you will want to come back. We havent really been there in a couple of days but tonight i have decided to rock it out, so if u wanna j

The Story Of A Son
a friend sent me this. a friend of hers sent it to her. she ask me to pass it on to as many people as i could. i figure what better way to this then posting it here. A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Viet Nam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art. The young man held out

Do You Pay Attention?
Given a Hickey? i am appalled by this question... who does that!?!? ::giggles:: i am a hooooovah. Had a one night stand? more than once... not that i am happy about them... Made someone cry? everyday! Opened your Christmas presents early? i hate christmas... but yes. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? i'm a junkie. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? faux shaux. Eaten food that fell on the floor? tons of times. but then again... i have eaten tons of bugs and other things as well. i have a five hour rule. lol Been caught cheating? no... but i faked it once. don't ask. Been caught naked? yup. i prefer to be at least a little bit naked. Flashed someone? tons of times... i got beads on st. pattys day and everything. Gone out without underwear on? in the summer... i pretty much live in underwear and a tshirt. i once went to a car dealership in nothing but boyshorts and a little boys aeropostale hoody. the dude looked at me like i was nuts. o..

Sick, Again. =(
Where did my comments go!?!??!?!?!?! :( I WANT COMMENTS! So, I just got over the flu... ...Gosh, what's going on with ME??? =( I wake up this morning @ 5... ...The first thing I do? Go to the bathroom and THROW UP! =( I've been up ever since... ...my stomach is killing me... ...I've actually cried a few times... =( ...I DON'T LIKE IT!

Just Read
Creation of the Firefighter When the Lord was creating Firefighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one". And the Lord said, "Have you read the specifications on this person? Firefighters have to be able to go for hours fighting fires or tending to a person that the usual every day person would never touch, while putting in the back of their mind the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what the danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pair of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems", said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes Firefighters need to have." "That's on a standard model?" Asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair

Please Help, It Is Christmas Time
IF YOU CAN HELP, AND HAVE TROUBLE WITH THE E-MAIL LINK, HERE IS THE POINT OF CONTACT PERSON. REMEMBER THIS IS NOT A SCAM. THIS IS JUST A LADY THAT NEEDS A LITTLE HELP UNTIL SHE CAN GET BACK ON HER FEET AND FEND FOR HERSELF AGAI. LETS KEEP HER OFF THE STREETS AND KEEP HER FROM BEING ANOTHER NUMBER. MetaliZatioN@ CherryTAP I AM ALSO A FRIEND OF CHRISSY. I HAVE HELPED ALL I CAN. I KNOW PERSONALLY SHE IS A LADY WITH A LOT OF PRIDE. IT TOOK A LOT FOR HER TO ACCEPT MY HELP. SHE DOESN'T NEED A HANDOUT, SHE NEEDS A HAND UP. UNTIL SHE CAN GET BACK ON HER FEET AGAIN. ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO HELP WOULD BE GREAT. CONTACT THE ORGINATOR OF THIS MESSAGE TO HELP HER OUT. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. AND PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YOU CAN. REMEBER IT IS CHRISTMAS TIME. PLEASE NOTE THE E-MAIL ADDRESS TO USE TO GIVE ANY HELP YOU CAN. THANK YOU. My friend Chrissy needs help, she is a member of CherryTap you know her as ctexastornado. Chrissy is a proud woman who although is on the verge of losing her apa

Say My Name, Bitch
It's finals. I'm far too fucked to recall the bitching party (And by bitching I mean it ended at 6:10 AM). So until I'm not swamped with shit to do, here's another reason that my friends and I are bad people. pinklady2383: I stole Veleveta shells and cheese from the hungry. pinklady2383: I'm so going to hell. TweekerChickQC: We are in college and broke. TweekerChickQC: Technically we are the hungry. pinklady2383: Jimmy yelled at me. I was like I SPENT ALL MY MONEY ON BOOZE YOU DRANK! pinklady2383: He's like.... carry on... TweekerchickQC: Gotta love his sense of responsibility. pinklady2383: He tries to be a good little catholic republican TweekerChickQC: While allowing his boss to steal from the hungry. pinklady2383: Like I said, he's a republican. TweekerChickQC: So if you want to be techincal about it, he's doing a great job. As much as working with children is a gigantic pain in my ass, every now and again it has its perks. The other day, I rolled into work, in ripped j

Top 10 Marijuana Studies The Government Wishes They Never Funded
10) MARIJUANA USE HAS NO EFFECT ON MORTALITY: A massive study of California HMO members funded by the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA) found marijuana use caused no significant increase in mortality. Tobacco use was associated with increased risk of death. Sidney, S et al. Marijuana Use and Mortality. American Journal of Public Health. Vol. 87 No. 4, April 1997. p. 585-590. Sept. 2002. 9) HEAVY MARIJUANA USE AS A YOUNG ADULT WON'T RUIN YOUR LIFE: Veterans Affairs scientists looked at whether heavy marijuana use as a young adult caused long-term problems later, studying identical twins in which one twin had been a heavy marijuana user for a year or longer but had stopped at least one month before the study, while the second twin had used marijuana no more than five times ever. Marijuana use had no significant impact on physical or mental health care utilization, health-related quality of life, or current socio-demographic characteristics. Eisen SE et al. Does Marijuana Use Hav

Poem
i dont want to beg everyone but i really want to win this contest so if you have a spare min here and there pleez bomb the hell out of this pic just click on it im miss milf so i should win the milf contest right ? lol thanks to my family friends and fans love you all God can you see me? The world keeps going around... and it keeps bringing me down... it's not the same thing, different day... but a new problem in a bad way... I don't know what to do... today... tomorrow... or any other day. I think I'm getting out... but instead I'm falling in... when will my bad luck begin to end? They say God only gives you what your strong enough to handle... and I'm sorry to say...I don't know him well... as he must not know me... because you see I'm so close to breaking... so why can't he see... so he can stop this downward spiral from totally breaking me...? Heather Ann Taylor Copyright ©2006 Heather Ann Taylor

Its Been Awhile
Hey everyone i thought i would finally get back on here and update everyone. Lets see well i havent been feeling good lately my back is hurting alot worse as the pregnancy progresses and its getting harder and harder for me to be able to do alot of stuff now by myself but what can i do right. my faimly is in Indiana and my friends work all day so really i dont have nayone out here but its cool. My little sister is having sugery on her shoulder she is having a metal plate put in due to a softball injury that went unnoticed so im worried about that. My due date is May 22nd but i am hoping she come in April my first one was early so i hope she follows. I am hoping to move out of the house i am in right now and move into a bigger house at the beginig of March but we will see. I\'ve also been sick lately with the weather changing and everything so it really sucks but thats the update im still alive and kicking not doing as good as i should be but hey that comes with being pregnant and havi

~stuff About Me~
someone send me a gift....if you love me....lol NOTHING COMPARES 2 U (Sinead o'connor) (God I love this song!) It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since u took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since u took your love away Since u been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u It's been so lonely without u here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better have fun No matter what u do But he's a fool `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u All the flowers that u planted, mama In the back yard All died when u went away I kno

Well....
Ok I havent heard from chuck in a week now so I assume its over. I think its for the best he never cared about me anyways. My problem is that he has some of my stuff ( important stuff) and I dont know how im going to get it back. For the friends that i love sorry i havent been keeping up in contacting i just have been so busy. much love.

Life
So we were supposed to go to court today for the custody modification that we are going for, for my step daughter. However we got the phone call yesterday saying that it is delayed till next week because we didn't respond. I was PISSED because we didn't respond again because the damn paralegal said I didn't have to. Turns out she is stupid and we had to talk to the attorney. But the ex whore thinks she wants to settle. HA! If that goes anything like when the divorce was going we would never settle because she is too damn set that she should have everything that she wants. But on a plus note she didn't get an attorney, and the one we have is one of the best in Spokane. He plays hardball and he is damn good at it. I have seen him work. So if she thinks that she is going to get anywhere with him then she has got another thing coming. Even if she retained an attorney, they bump up their retainer requirements when they are up against our attorney. I just think it's funny that her

Key West Pleasure
The place, an open air hut in Key West, it's all about the thought of sex in a beautiful place and the chemistry we share.. All of which I happen to excel at Dede. She's watching us Sexy. .As were kissing, my hands are rubbing the small of your back and you feel it all the way to your inner thighs, the tingling that is. As I lay your naked body on the bed, nibbling on your shoulders and neck I break out the oil and start to massage and kiss you. You look up to through the porch and your eyes meet, you lay your head back down. My hands running from your shoulders to your calves, running down the inside of your legs, over your shaved pussy and ass and I smack your ass just a bit while my left hand and mouth play with your upper body. As your ass rises to meet my hands I insert my thumb on my right hand into your wet pussy and rub you with my other fingers on the oily outside of your hood...all the while rubbing you with my left hand and running my tongue all over your body w

Maybe I Won't Look Back.
I woke up from dreaming I dreamed I got a call from a friend of mine, she sounded really lonely But I had somewhere to be I said I'll call you later 'Cause I really had to go, I can't be late, she'll be okay, this is important Then I forgot completely You can be who you choose to be But whether you do, or whether you don't Depends on your priorities And I know that it's not easy I'm looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight 'Cause I'm Not very proud of the way I have lived today But if I choose to Follow Him along the way Then maybe I won't look back Feel like time has gone and passed me by Then maybe I won't look back On those days I could have said something In those times when help was needed I was busy Was it worth it, no I don't think so, Cause now I see the moment is gone In some way I could have done something A thoughtful word a simple smile but I was selfish, But if I change my heart today, tomorrow it may be okay And maybe I won't look ba

Stay True
All through my life I've seen so many smiling faces come and go some of them have tryed to bring my spirit low.. 'cuz they see my hearts devoted to the one who alwayz knows Seem to hold my hand so tight or let it go I hear people talkin theres no way im stoppin empty words wont change my love for I'm gonna stay true i dont want someone knew I'm gonna stay true to you I'm gonna stay true this is my attitude I'm gonna stay true cuz nobody else will do Alwayz tryin to convince me that your love is just a lie, That I might as well be listenin to the sky Saying you wont really love me when you know whats deep inside, You'll just go cuz your above the sacrifice One thing that I know of they cant steal your love doubting words wont change my point of view I'm gonna stay true i dont want someone knew I'm gonna stay true to you I'm gonna stay true this is my attitude I'm gonna stay true cuz nobody else will do This is all I want out of life please know your lov

To All My Lady Friends And If You're A Guy Please Tell You're Lady Friends!!
i need help in getting to the next level!! help me please ReBeL_cHiC_31..Family Member Rebels of C.T@ CherryTAP Attentions Ladies (Please Read) (thanks Opaline) Body: Heads up everyone! Please keep this circulating... > >You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You >start the engine and shift into Reverse, and when you look into the >rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of >paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, >unlock your doors and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or >whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back >of your car, the car jackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car >and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your >car. And guess what, ladies? Your purse is still in the car, and if they >see your home address and have your keys, your home is now compromised! >BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEIN

Evanescing Mortal Planes
Dark outside...but even the Shifters know that it's just a distraction. It's feeding time in the world of Shadows and the Lost. Movement...something we have to catch...into the road, out of the road, into the road....watch out for the cars...big white truck...moves into the other lane. She's there, going around one side. He's there, watching, waiting, seeing who will give chase first. And it's her. Flush him out so she can tackle him. A house. Sadness. He's a Shifter. Getting dressed. New pants. But...not afraid of the shadows...even the ones that eye him in hungry anticipation. Pants look like the blanket on our real bed...something about because the jeans are wet his have to be too. But then...a home. She kisses me and slides on top. Just lays there. We're lost...lost forever in some spinning moment. Then writing. Saying we'll have to stop the mornings cuz she's going to be late for work. Someone beside her...me not me...saying that it's all ended now and there's no love there

Man In The Elevator Joke
man walks into an elevator and theres a women in there so he stands next to her, after a while he turns to the lady and said can i smell your pussy? the women taken back in disgust slaps him and says NO!! so the man calmly looks at her and said must be you feet then.

Amusing Crap
It didn't take long to make the changes... just a long time to decide to make them. Chuggler.com has been updated and looks fantastic. check out the site and let me know what you think. Chase A crusty old Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance , one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." "The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't tak

On Every Journey There Is A Meaning.... A Poem I Wrote
On Every Journey There Is A Meaning Sometimes life seems to just pass us by, Leaving our tomorrows with endless why's. Our minds race to see what lyes ahead on the journey's we make, But we cant pick or choose what paths we decide WE want to take. We knew from the start what we were chosen to do in our heart, But the future is blinded to us as we must start at the beginning part. Each path would take us to places unknown and we would face fears, There are even paths that lead us to waterfalls made from our tears. Every day we continue on one step at a time always getting a little farther, Even tho some steps and some days seem to be getting harder and harder. Some search for different things, maybe even a kind of healing, But if we trust in the Father we know and accept *On Every Journey There Is A Meaning* written by: Debbie Frensley

Music And Phr
DOWNSIDE LIVE TONIGHT ON POWERHOUSEROCK>NET w/ DJ HARDCORE JEFF on PETAL 2 THE METAL!!! 4PM EST TIME!! POWERHOUSEROCK.NET ohh yeah it's DJ HARDCORE JEFF TIME!!! SHOW SOME LOVE AND TUNE IN!!!!!COMING UP LIVE around 4:15 PM EST TIME, a LIVE interview with DOWNSIDE!!!! oh yeah!!! check it out only on POWERHOUSEROCK.NET DJ HARDCORE JEFF on WWW.POWERHOUSEROCK.NET ---- SIMPLY THE BEST DAMN STATION LIVE ON THE AIR!!!!! DJ HARDCORE JEFF POWER HOUSE ROCK www.powerhouserock.net Its been a busy two days with theses two interviews they were both great and I would like to thank Paul Black (Lead Singer Of LA Guns) and Jim (Sugar) Sayers lead singer of 8KOunt for taking the time to do those awsome interviews we will have them up for download soon and will be rebroadcasting them for those who missed them Also a huge thank you to all the staff at PowerHouseRock.Net for all they did to help the interviews go smoothly and to all here on cherryTap who reposted my bulletins we are

You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. mark -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Cherry Girl
I really enjoy meeting new people... I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CherryTap... But the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! Guess they really didn't want to be your friends then.. I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! He is the only one i want to talk dirty to And that's it. I don't want everybody on Cherry Tap knowing how I like things done in the bedr

I Can Only Be Me.......poem I Wrote
All the things in life we wish we could be, My heart still says I can only be me. Im not perfect nor do I wish to be, See all I can do is only be me. Im not a dress up doll to sit around for all to see, What you see is....I can only be me. I dont make empty promises of love that can never be, I love with all I am as I can only be me. Full of love, hopes, dreams, wants, needs to be shared this is my plea, Is there really anyone out there that can hear and see this as I can only be me. For until that day comes, alone ill walk for all eternity, Waiting for that other heart beating the same beat of I can only be me. by Debbie Frensley.

Passionate Stories I Wrote
Shadows dance across the wall as soft music plays in the background. Slowly I lead you into the bathroom. You are curious as to what exactly I am up to, but not reluctant to follow my lead. The bathroom is dimmly lit by candles with fresh incense burning creating a sensual but inviting setting. A bottle of wine, two glasses, a small cup of dark chocolate, and a bowl of fresh strawberries sit next to a nice bubble bath with rose pettles floating atop. You smile bashfully as you ask me" You did all of this for me?" I look you in the eyes with my infamous smirk and reply, " This is only the beginning." I lean in close to you staring deeply into your eyes and run my hands through your hair. I softly grasp the small of your neck and pull you closer to me . A shiver runs through our bodies as our lips meet. Slowly an dgently I begin to nibble on your lips with my own, occasionly brushing them lightly with my tongue. Our hands begin to fondle each other's clothing in a desperate attempt to re

A Poem I Wrote For Ones Ive Lost
opps a mix up but tried to fix new blog and got this in there to somehow, geesh im so not good at this lol So full of love and life and hopes and dreams, So much happiness my heart continues to sing. Living for today and waiting for tomorrow, Praying for love and hope for no sorrow. Friends come and friends may go, Hopefully families stay for their all you know. Grandma's and Grandpa's, uncles and aunts and more, Growing up we saw many come threw the door. Some touch your heart in a special way, Finding a special place in our heart always to stay. Then all at once time stands perfectly still, Our loved ones have done his perfect will. Our Father calls and happily they go, The reason we are not yet to know. Sometimes I sit here so sad and blue, I wonder do you know how much I miss you. Comfort comes from the Fathers love inside of me, Only threw Him do I know your free. So as I sit here thinking of the love I miss so dearly, Always and forever I'll r

Musings
Monday through Wednesday of this week I ... worked.. over.. 50.. hours. I've slept maybe 8 or 9. 23 hours and 12 minutes until I reach my deadline, and at that point I am done one way or the other. ...I think it was Thoreau who said most men lead lives of quiet desperation, and it’s true that I verge on the unseemly in my desperation for you. Never to taste your lips in life, I dream of them instead, So soft. A little gentle touch, nothing more, Lying between cool white cotton sheets, eye to eye, legs tangled slanting sunlight through Venetian blinds, slightly angled betrayed by a thousand floating motes of dust drifting to the floor. Hey, check out this cool site: http://www.musicovery.com/index.php?ct=us It lets you select your current mood on a diagram, and then it streams music to you that matches your mood. Mood changes? Click it again! It's really neat.

Modeling
Hey everyone my lady friend wants me to show her off and help her out to get some points...show her some love please and repost this.... http://www.cherrytap.com/user/179819 hey everyone, thanks for all the support on here :) got a new friend with a nice website I will be on soon, his page is http://www.cherrytap.com/user/292712 his website is chucksmodels.bravehost.com tell us what ya think mmuuahhhhh xoxoxox

Response To Stang
Hello Stang. I agree with almost everything you say, but I have a few questions and comments. Let's go on past the census crap and the ethnic slurs and who lived in the ghettos first. The word Ghetto is yiddish, not hebrew. You said, "The United Negro College Fund was started because at one time, scholarships were not granted to people of color." If we take that into consideration, then The United Negro College Fund is outdated and no longer need. The Civil Rights Agreement, Affirmative Action, and minority quotas have evened the field. They've actually slanted it a little in the minorities favor. More on that in a moment. Martin Luther King was a great man who had wonderful ideas. He died for his ideas and ideals. I heave no problem with a national holiday for him, He's a true American Hero. The NAACP, like the Negro College fund, had it's time and place. Anymore, they seem to be a bigoted organiztion. I've not heard one good thing from them in a long time. Just a bunch of bitchin'

A New Life
Im in Norfolk Va and im moving to Pa this weekend 1 month early cause im over this place but anyway i would like to know if u had problems in your home town would you try to change or just be the same old you .You have the chance to be the person you always wanted to be or at least wanted to try to be would u?

Un Manly Thought...
For as long as I can remember, the only thing I’ve ever wanted was to have children. I wanted to be called Papa, I wanted to hold my baby while it was sleeping, I wanted to kiss it’s boo boos, I wanted to teach it how to ride a bike, I wanted to take it to school, help with homework….go camping, on vacation, fishing, I wanted that. That’s all. But that isn’t in the cards for me….so, I decided to date women who already had children, that way, I can at least…..pretend. Once I was dating this lady who had a child who was 2 or 3, I took him everywhere with me and did everything with him, he was my buddy. One night he woke up scared and got into bed with me…and I was so content..so happy. The best moment was…he was putting his shoes on and was having trouble and he brought them over to me and said “Daddy Help!”…I helped him put his shoes on, tied them, then went to the bathroom and cried for 30 minutes. A week later she left , returned to an ex..I haven’t se

Just Life In General
Just as I thought things couldn't get worse, it does. I have to have surgery on my left knee on the 29th, and I have absolutly NO ONE to fuckin help me with my home or my daughter afterwards. So I'm fucked, royally. Friday, I have to get some testing done and be examined to see if I have epilespy, because Thursday, I felt like I was having a panic/anxiety attack, but my face, hand, and feet went numb and tingly, my whole body started shaking really bad, and I was crying uncontrollably, and my dr agreed that it could have been a mild epileptic seizure. I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance WITH my daughter, and all they did was checked my heart rate, blood, and to see if I had a fever. Why the fuck didn't they do any testing on me that day? Now, I have done some reading about epilepsy and seizures, and some of the things I have read about them, compairs to what I experienced Thursday afternoon. Fucking great, huh? I'm already suffering BPD, Bi-Polar, PTSD, and still sufferi

Sexiest Eyes Contest!!!
The Sexiest Eyes Contest!! Vote for me by leaving a comment!!! I entered this contest for the sexiest eyes! Just click on this link to my picture and leave me a comment. The one with the most comments at the end wins! I just started so i have a whole lot of catching up to do. Comment as much as you like. They all count:) I need everyone's support! Thanks :)

My First Blog
You know you live in 2006 when... 1. You go to a party, sit down and take myspace pics. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have MSN/Bebo/MySpace/ nor have they joined cheery tap yet 4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV. 6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer. 7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling. 8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this. 9. You were too busy to notice number five. 10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five. 11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity. 12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did So there's this son

Regtracker
who has seen dexter? how cool is it? thanx all i can chill for a while lol!!! man walks up to register to buy condoms,asks how much they are? cashier tells him $3.50 plus tax. man yells "tax, i thought they stayed on by themselves" lol

What If
What if we didnt take that chance in life? No matter what it was we did wrong. Everybody has done something crazy now and then, some more than others. I know I have done many things, but have no regrets. If I had a chance to change anything I have ever done.......I still wouldn't. We learn from our mistakes and move on to the next one. You never know what could or would happen until it does. We should regret what we haven't done. A friend of mine believes it's the little moments in life, one simple moment that gives you what you need, not all the other things. Life is little moments.....try to remember the good ones.

Spin
Well, first of all you may be wondering why I am called Spin....It's simple...I'm a DJ...NOPE not on the radio...In a nightclub!! Yeah, you know, where you can get more ass than a toilet seat...HA HA HA... Just here to have some fun! Bring on the fun!!

Girls Needed Aply With In
so it's the end of the Mayan calinder and some say it was predicted by nostradomis I don't believe it's they end of the world but that if at all true some thing big will happen but is also looked appon as also Proclaiming,"If Humanity Wishes To Save Itself From Biospheric Destruction It Must Return To Living in Natural Time," he foretold of our accelerated technological society, and the resulting damage of our collective divergence from Natural Law in exchange for materialist values. As avid stargazers, the ancient Maya were keen to an astrological cycle we call the Precession of the Equinoxes. This is close to a 26,000 year cycle in which Earth transits through each of the 12 signs of the zodiac for about 2152 years each. Each of these astrological ages represents one month of the grand, Cosmic Year. Sumerians, Tibetans, Egyptians, Cherokees, Hopi, and Mayans refer to this same 26,000 year cycle in their mysti

Random Thoughts
I speak not of what is on my mind but of random nothingness.....He pretends to listen, but he does not truely hear.....I walk the halls of our dominion with a heavy heart....yet I do not look for escape.....it's the wanting that keeps me here....it is as if I would only have to do something trivial and i would find what i do seek

Fantasies
At my door with flowers And a charm of no one else, You come on in and please me so Your company a must. You grab my waist so gently And caress my tender cheek, You warmly kiss my luscious lips The excitement has to peek. You lead me to the bed With a glimmer in your eye, You slip beneath my silky blouse And the pleasure starts to fly. We kiss with unending passion As you explore my breasts, I gently stroke the creases Of your warm and sculpted chest. I slip off your pants And the boxers right behind, Mine are stripped from my hips As you begin to unwind. The fury of our bodies In the warmth of the small house, The moans and groans that from it stray No longer quiet as a mouse. You begin to lick my neck And move lower still, My legs upon your shoulders Up my spine it sends a chill. You move back up my torso As I feel the presence of something hard, You push it gently into me As I moan from pleasured heart. Harder and harder we fall in syn

The True Meaning Of Christmas
Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened. I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out next to the fireplace. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager, boisterous soul we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement . . . "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled. What did he mean? He anticipated my question and with one quick movement brought forth a miniature toy bag from behind the tree. As I stood bewildered, Santa said, "Teach the children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that now-a-days Christmas has forgotten. "Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a FIR TREE and placed it before the mantle. "Teach the children that th

Today
well todays the 13th and that means there what like 11 or 12 days till christmas well hope every one has a great fucking holiday shit u kno wit the new year and all to today was well a fuckin gay day nothin to do bein bored sucks during the holiday season i recently quit drinkin so not much to do now. i went to a NA meeting today and met some new people and drove around in my boy scotts brand new mercedes nothing much today but ill let u kno when somethin goood happens

Maggie's Meltdowns
This is turning into quite a month for me! Lessons are coming at me, left and right. I hate it when I get calls from the police or the sheriff's department! It means one of the teenagers has probably done something they shouldn't have. Diplomatic way of putting it, you think? Middle grandson Tim, just about a week away from his 16th birthday, decided to visit a house in town with one of his friends. This particular house was raided this afternoon - a drug raid - while he and his friend sat there! Guns were drawn, kids flat to the floor, handcuffed - the sort of thing you see on Cops! What do you know, the little shit had marijuana in his pocket, surprise, surprise!!! So, I became the happy recipient of the Sheriff's Department call, telling me to come and get my little darling. Luckily, he was cooperative. He'll be referred to Human Services, put on probation of sorts, and woe unto him if he steps one little piggy-toe out of line in any way. He should know better. He has se

A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled,

Important Information
PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW) If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists. Please pass this along to everyone possible.

Greatness Is In The Attitude
THANKS TO GOD I pray that this will bless you as it blessed me. Hello God, I called tonight To talk a little while I need a friend who'll listen To my anxiety and trial. You see, I can't quite make it Through a day just on my own... I need your love to guide me, So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keep My family safe and sound. Come and fill their lives with confidence For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to face Each hour throughout the day, And not to worry over things I can't change in any way. I thank you God for being home And listening to my call, For giving me such good advice When I stumble and fall. Your number, God, is the only one That answers every time. I never get a busy signal, Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening To my troubles and my sorrow. Good night, God, I love You too, And I'll call again tomorrow! nice guys do finish last "To all the girls who look past the nice guys" I

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Secrets
we all have secrets we all have ghosts should these things be aired? by people other than yourself? i think not does a so called friend have the right to tell your secrets i think not that would make them not a true friend not really! it makes you feel screwed over, hurt lied to, and most of all used anyone have any comments on how to deal with this? let me know!!!!

A Different Christmas Poem
Check it out here: http://www.travian.us/?uc=usx_28114 sqrat is my name there and I am currently in the SAC Alliance...join up conqueor the known world YO!!!! Eats up very little time for a game as well. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul

Dunno
Christmas At The Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right

Orginal Poetry 1
Lost on a concrete island in a cement sea, Day by day nature is lost seamlessly; Where must I go? How far can it be? Just to see, To see just one tree; The beauty of the world, and nature’s glory obscured by the progress of man, Is nature lost or has it been captured, processed, bottled, and placed in a can? Remnants of an industrial revolution lay as a stark reminder of the destruction of god’s work through man’s toil and invention, Will Mother Nature stand for such dissention? And not to mention, the legions of fey, totem, and dragon that guard her ascension? Though nature’s beauty has not passed from sight, The city skyline is still pierced by her light, And if you listen, You can still hear her call in the dead of night... I am alone, The way I’ve always been with all that isolation can bring With only the comfort of a happy thought or a song I could sing I am alone I stand against a sea of troubles, a storm of strife And althoug

Happiness Is A Myth
Why is it that we do the things we do Is it because we’re jealous and live our life’s with hate Is it because we forget to think and learn from our mistakes Why do people judge everyone even those that they don’t know Guys see a girl walking down the street and just assume that she’s a hoe Why can’t we all just be happy for one another Live, love ,and laugh that is just hatred undercover Why do we put ourselves through depression and despair Why do we listen to others when they don’t really care We put ourselves in agony when others let us down Why do we depend on them when they just make us frown Hatred is a dirty word that I really don’t like to use But when you have been hurt as bad as I There is no other word to abuse

My Poems
For so long all i could see Was the image mankind reflected back to me Nothing special, not pretty at all Sometimes too short, at others too tall I could not measure up to what i saw No not a beauty-not at all Sometimess too fat, sometimes too thin Not even content with the color of my skin But then i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly. There's nothing wrong with the way i am I am Valuable-a rare gem A woman beautiful in his sight A woman special in her own right His Creation-one to behold Made from his perfect mold And here i stand proud to be The woman he formed in me Yes i saw myself through his eyes A beauty to behold, just the perfect size Not a blemish or spot to mar me He created me so perfectly.

Wickedevil@ Cherrytap
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Random News
Are you tired of slaving away for that shithead boss who's 14-year-old niece could probably do his job better? Are you sick of those co-workers who come to your desk every day and ask to borrow pencils and staples when your cubicle is right next to the supply closet? Do you wish you didn't have to hide in the shitter and sleep on a roll of toilet paper to pass the time at your boring job? Well, we here at the Phat Phree feel your pain. This months installment of the Top 50 list is full of ways to quickly get yourself out of that crappy, dead-end job. 50. The Auctioneer Sell office items on ebay. "Hey Mr. Jones, I need your chair. Some guy in Boston bought it for 85 bucks... You believe that? Don't worry; I'll cut you in. How's 80/20 sound? It's only fair since I did the all work." 49. The Cookout Cook your lunch on a charcoal grill you brought into your cubicle. Slaughtering the pig at your desk before you fabricate and cook it, wouldn't hurt either.

Well Then!!!!
some idiot marked my gotcha picture NSFW HAHAA You are 82% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hi cherrytap co-horts. I get this message today when I log in from a person I don't even know...about some other person whom I don't know...so here it is. 540392: hay dude if you want to date shelby crazybitch in a looney bin she a nut job and i wouldnt go there with her she is full or drama and bs anybody know this/these people?

Bi-curious And Happy
So about 2 years ago, my guy friend was getting married and we were at this pretty fun bar for the bachelor and bachelorette party. It was pretty wild cause we met up there (girls and guys) at midnight after a wild night on 2 seperate buses. ANYWAY, so in the bathroom of the bar my guy friends' fiance comes in pretty tipsy and having a great time. she asked me to check her makeup, then looked into my eyes and said 'you're beautiful.' I didn't know what to do: I was soooo turned on by her but was thinking 'what the hell am i thinking right now?'. Then suddenly it happened, I leaned over to her and stuck my tongue gently in her mouth. She sucked on it, grabbed the back of my mouth and gave me the most tender kiss I have ever experienced. This was my friends fiance!! More later on this topic... (To best understand, read part 1) So, here's the thing. She wants to get together once a year to 'explore', yet she's married to my friend now. WHAT HATH I DONE?? I'm confused, somebody

Da Mayor Of Munchkinland
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rare

I Love Sex
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Sex Style
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Exciting69%Violent69%Wet56%Soft44%Shy25%Awkward13%Sweet13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Funeral For A Friend
I have not lived a charmed life,nothing was ever given to me.It was earned by hard work.Through my life so far I have lost many friends.I would say a lot more than most people.I just want all you guy's to know I miss you and the times we had,the things we did.And the things we never got to do because you were stolen from this plain of existance.I feel I should be with you guys,and I'm living on borrowed time.I'm constantly taking chances,and doing things that are self destructive.I feel maybe that I'm being punished. Out of our circle,I'm the only one left.I love you guys and miss you all very much.I'll see you on the other side.WARRIOR Richard Bass- Run down and killed by a drunk driver,... Daniel McNeil- Died Brain Cancer,... Freddie Heim- Drowned,... Terry Bagley- Killed Motorcycle accident,... Timmy Bagley- Killed Car accident....Joseph Rebello-Heroin Overdo

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Broken Again
I cant believe Im letting a guy nake me cry like this.. WTF! You let someone in, you introduce me to your friends, you tell me that I mean the world to you and that Im ithe best thing thats happened to you in a LONG time and then THIS? I dont understand. Im so fucking hurt and upset right now that I dont know what to say..I get no call, no text no nothing! I think thats got to be the worst part of the whole thing..Not knowing.. As far as I knew, everything was fine..All I ask is for honesty.. Is that too hard? It sucks when you think you are starting to fall for someone that you think feels the same way and then BAM!!! Maybe you didnt have a clue at all.. I feel like the biggest fucking asshole right now.. I guess the bigger the smiles were on my face, the more tears would flow when it all comes crashing down. Men should come with a warning sign that says I WILL BREAK YOU! Cause thats exactly how I feel right now.. Broken Do you ever put yourself in a situation and then you wonder

Nothing But The Truth,,,
UNTITLED AT THE MOMENT Current mood: restless Category: Life JUDGE NOT... LET YE BE JUDGED BLESSED ARE THOSE THAT MAKE THE SACRIFICE, DAMN THE SOULS OF THOSE WITH HEARTS OF ICE, SEEK REFUGE IN ANOTHERS HEART, CAN LIFE BE OVER BEFORE IT STARTS ? WE AS A PEOPLE OFTEN LET THINGS PASS, LIKE SANDS OF TIME IN AN HOUR GLASS, SOME PEOPLE RELY ON THE POWER OF PRAYER, HOPING WHEN THEY AWAKEN THE PROBLEMS ARENT THERE, WE CAN ONLY HOPE ,WISH , AND PRAY, THAT WE WILL SURVIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, THE UNCERTAINTY OF LIFE IS OUR CROSS TO BARE, LIVE LIFE PURE AND AVOID THE DEVIL'S LAIR, SOME SPEND FORTUNES TO HIDE THEIR TRUE SELF, THE TICKET TO HEAVEN YOU DONT BUY WITH WEALTH, THE THINGS WE DO WHILE HERE ON THIS EARTH, DECIDE BUT ONE THING .... OUR HEAVENLY WORTH ! VOICES EYES ARE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, BUT WORDS ARE THE GATEWAY TO THE MIND, WE ALL IN LIFE MUST HAVE A GOAL, GOALS THAT SOME OF US WILL NEVER FIND, THOSE OF US THAT SUCCEED MOVE ON TO ENLIGHTEN, USING OUR TALENTS WE DISPLAY LIFE,

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Dark Days
Tomorrow I will wake And I'll despize the dreams I dreamt For every passing day Just brings one more failed attempt At finding meaning in the chaos And the truth unrealised When the meaning's been forgotten And the truth's been compromised I search for salvation At the foot of satan's bed I seek my redemption But find damnation instead I long for some answers But the questions still remain And even in broad daylight All that I can see is pain And my troubles are reflected In my nightmares everynight Demons taunt me in my dreams Until I wake in fright Each night I fight off sleep Until it finally pulls me in And when I think I've seen the worst The real horrors begin And when I think it's over It starts over again The nightmares blend together And it seems there is no end I contemplate an ending To my pain and suffering And yet I fear the darkness I know that it would bring Falter. fail Falter, fail Scars are covere

R.i,p. Frankie....
Its 4am and the phone rings and all I hear is pain Please my friend you've got to help me out I hear the sound of the rain I get up and I put on my coat I grab my kees by the door I take a breath as I light my last cigarette I cant go through this anymore I see you standing out in the rain I pull the car to the side You start to shiver but it not because your cold Its the poision your craving inside I can remember those days When I would look in your eyes I saw them shine and it made me smile But not today, only pain Its hurting me that yout killing youtself You wipe a tear from my eye Its hutting me that your killing yourself I start to breakdown and cry Why is it you cant see This shit has got to end Cause I wont be there to bury you Your my oldest fucking friend I always said Id die for you Im loyal to the grave But I never thought Id watch you die..... R.I P. Frankie

Mary's Blog
Please If you are viewing my site, please dont spam it with junk. If you don't have anything to say but sending spam, I rather you don't say anything. Junk like "Hey cute Are you the one that asked about money for survey or shit" don't bother me with that crap. just been long weekend..just been busy with personal life. Today i'm about to go to my Aunt Bettys for cook out. I hope everyone had great weekend. thanks for those that leaving comments while I was gone. xoxo ~Mary~ tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked me what I wanted to eat...wish I know she had food..i would of said no thats okay if you have food I just eat that at meals. so she got turkey, big crousants, cheerioes, Skin milk, & Cheese cubes & string cheese. lol sweet lady I took care of her mom betty for while

To My Father
A place of unbelonging A different kind of story Not one to enjoy, instead it destroys And gives no absolute glory Thoughts of family gathering Smitten away and leaving No joy, just pain; this is insane All happiness is fleeting No longer an angry feeling Just finally accepting This is wrong; can't stay long It just seems imposing Please don't laugh, I write a lot of poetry and figured this one could go up.......... I know I've disappointed you But please let me explain It seemed you never cared And it caused me so much pain I did everything you ever asked of me But it still was not enough I felt no pride or trust from you And all I wanted was your love As your daughter, I should've got that But you were never proud of me You didn't give me a chance And you were never happy We always fought with each other Whether you verbal or physical Now we don't speak anymore And I feel I've lost it all First his lies and then yours Such betrayal cannot be handled

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Bored!!!
Ok I just made the bed picked up my room and bleached the bathroom sink and the toilet... I am soooooooo bored... I want to go clean the kitchen but my girlfriend is asleep down stairs on the couch so I dont want to wake her.... I'm bored......... Soooooooooooooooooooo fucking bored. Did I mention I am bored?

Thought For The Day
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Misc.
OMG...got this chick goin'.. http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=282790 Am I bad? I'm really TRYING to get into the MuMMs tonight, but so far, they really suck shit. Yeah, I know there's other shit I should be doing, but I don't wanna'... The MuMMs were pretty mellow, then in 1, this dumb bitch just went off on another mummer, UNPROVOKED...I had to laugh, poor bitch never spoke again. Although labels are lame, like it or not, they exist. Going off on a "regular" mummer, is like walkin' into a prison yard, unarmed. LMFAO! Hm. As childish as it may be to get a kick out of it, the comraderie (sp?) the MuMMs/Mummers show each other....is killer. Don't deny it, people, the MuMMs are ADDICTIVE motherfuckers! And whether the "regs" are personal acquaintances or not, they DO tend to band together when shit goes down. Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's just the internet, but sometimes it gets personal. Luckily for me, I divulve VERY LITTLE to VERY FEW, here. The way I figure, if shit goes aw

Pointless Rambling...
This is my very first blog entry, and I'm tempted to write something deep, moving and profound, as many people do on their very first blog entries. You know, something about love, hate, hope, or just life in general. Something to make you happy, sad, angry, or even kick start your imagination. Something that makes you want to laugh, cry, sing, or even stand up and scream. However, I feel that writing something deep, moving and profound should be saved for the second blog entry and, as I've already told you, this is my first. LuckyHubby

The War.
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability

December2006
BENEDICT XVI MEETS ROMAN CURIA FOR CHRISTMAS GREETINGS VATICAN CITY, DEC 22, 2006 (VIS) - This morning in the Clementine Hall, the Holy Father held his traditional meeting with cardinals, archbishops, bishops and members of the Roman Curia, for the exchange of Christmas greetings. At the beginning of his address to them, the Pope affirmed how "the year that is coming to an end," leaves us "with the profound impression of the war that took place near the Holy Land and, more generally, of the danger of a clash between cultures and religions, a danger still threateningly present at this moment in history. The question of the roads to peace has thus become a challenge of vital importance." Recalling his apostolic trip to Poland in May, Benedict XVI described his "debt of gratitude" for everything that John Paul II gave, "both to me personally and, above all, to the Church and the world. His greatest gift to all of us was his unshakeable faith and the radicalism of his devotion.

Holidays
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Love :)
woo hoo, my FREE $500 Target Gift Card came in the mail yesterday. What should I go buy? :P It's another one of those sites that hook you up for taking a 30 sec survey and entering your email address. I can't believe how easy it is to get free stuff nowadays. Just need to know the right places to look =) Anyways heres the site since I'm so nice haha. Just click HERE! Easy as hell lol to complete lol. Hit me up if you got any questions. pharbitis hi sweet lady..how r u doing? ...wish i was ur lips :) u have cute pics and profile...if u wish to contact me mail me on yogs_32@yahoo.com or yogs_32@hotmail.com...see u soon :) You know, when people say nothing is free, they are WRONG! I used to think like that too until I received my FREE Gucci Bag yesterday (thank you UPS guy!) Remember that site I showed you guys a few weeks ago where you take a 30 second survey and enter your email address and they'd send you a FREE Gucci Bag just for participating ... and you guys laughed at me saying the

Trish's Thoughts
Why is life so uncertain so unclear. Nothing ever cut and dry, always areas of grey. Sometimes it seems no one cares if I fade away. Shades of grey in this life looking out my window as my life floats by on a cloud. Tears flowing down my face like rain on a rainy day. Uncertain of what comes what may. Dont walk behind me I will not lead Dont walk in front of me I will not follow Just walk beside me and hold my hand Lets take this as far as we can. Shades of grey comming through today needing you to hold my hand to let me know you understand. Blending in with the crowd, voices echo all around. Dreaming of stars in the sky. Shades of grey bluring my eyes. Little things you do. Funny things you say. Make me like you more with the passing of each day. The feeling That I get, when I see you come online., brings a smile to my face and all my troubles far behind. And on the days I don't see you which are far and few between makes me very sad and blue my e

Peek A Boo
Well, I am a marrid man in a relationship but lately it has been feeling like all we are , are roomates. I have been talikg to a old friend of mine from school ,had the biggest crush on her but never go the nerve to ask her out , I have not seen her in many years , well we have been talking the past few weeks , anc come to find out that her hubby is and has been ill! and loke my relationship with my wife she has not been the greatest . Well the other night we went out for coffee. that was it just coffee and to catch up on old times ,well needless to say after coffee and talking she reached over and kissed me ! she said she knew about mu crush I had on her many years ago , and wanted to know why I did not ever ask her out! well She made me an offer for the next time we ever decide to go out for "coffee" I still have some feelings for her ,I just can not get her out of my head ,WTF I feel like a little teenager again. Ok I have to be honest here I love this site and I am insearch of love

English-german/german-english
Error: you're not allowed to do this. Why ? Beause I named terrorists terrorists, even on cherrytap. False friends Dom m cathedral Dom à dome Dom = cathedral dome = Kuppel The English cathedral is in German Dom, but the English dome means in German Kuppel.

Middle East
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Relax
Go placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; the too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons then yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affections. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it it perennial as the g

Help
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Pics
Well i for one get immense pleasure taking "naughty pics" of my wife and I,as well as viewing other's.I am definately a self proffessed voyeur and know many out there are the same.So why is it that many women who enjoy looking at other people's candid photo's are so shy about admitting they like to look.Is it so taboo that there is a need to hide such an innocent indulgence?

Hospital
So I got discharged from the hospital yesterday and found out i have inflamed lungs and my main artery going to my heart the blood flow is very low. All I can do is pray and ask for all of you to pray for me. Cuz i know the only thing that will Help me is God

About Me
A life I once lived, no longer able to go back... A dream I once had that no longer exsists it had became a reality... A wish of death that will not seem to come true, random thoughts in my mind that rarely make sense... Life at its darkest depths of hell, Stupidity at its finest, though I know your true intentions I always come back for more, I do not love you though I feel as if I could, The Life I lead now is no different than the one once lived... Well I am 18 and From North Carolina.... It sucks here most of the time... I am single been broken up with my x for 2 months now the longest i have been single in 4 years... I am enjoying it though... I love my life... My job is easy its just where it is at... I work at perdue in condemned, I weigh the buckets and see how much good meat is in them... then i dump it down a shoot and it is sent off to make dog or cat food... yummy huh... My life has always been hell and yet i haved turned out perfectly fine... i realize what the w

Sheena Sheen
Pussycat Dolls ft Busta Rhymes Dont Cha Music Video Code Nickelback Far Away Music Video Code Diddy ft Christina Aguilera Tell Me center> Cassie Long Way 2 Go Beyonce Irreplaceable hi i wanted to inform everyone that im going away this weekend so i wont be a ble to speak to any one so i will return on monday hope everyone has a great and fun weekend as i am going to so have fun enjoy life talk with you later

Truth
AFTER CHILDISH RETALIATION, RETRIBUTION AND STUPID GAMES, I FEEL IT IS ABOUT TIME FOR EVERY AND ALL AFFECTED TO SEE THE FLIP SIDE OF THE COIN. THE TRUTH SHALL NOW BE EXPOSED. MY RESPONSE TO ALL THIS NONSENSE IS IS AS FOLLOWS AND I HAVE WHAT HAD BEEN PENNED AS BACKUP AND PROOF INCLUDED AND IS A BOTTOMS UP READ: I NEVER claimed to be part of the "wiccan family" and I have been trying to respond to Cassy ever since her message to me on the 8th and have been blocked! I even asked Ghostdancer to please relay my being upset with her and she totally ignored me and blocked me. I am now furious and will not stoop to her level. I am better than that and her childish games. How the heck can I IM myself to warn her of the initial contact from this person? If she never contacted me before, why would I have gone out of my way to protect her thinking she was my friend? I gave her the heads up about "steghra" to warn her out of following the Rede - and harm none! I never mentioned any other n

Poetry
Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Hover cars and techno tones Refuge holes and human bones New pets, marks, fish, and cheers Pictures, art, food, and beers Robots watch our little kids Ruined math and screwed up grids Computer games and viruses Extinct and dying irises No sun, moon, stars, or grain The future holds so many pains Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Wars with weapons undefined Guns, bazookas, born in mind Songs with curses new and old Porno art that’s over-sold Living on the moon is great A million new verbs to conjugate No water, soil, land, or love No God, worship, friends, or dove Dumber dogs and smarter cats Annoying birds and fatter rats Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass The future’s going to be great But let’s think of the rest With all the problems now, you think The future is the best? Now there’s wars and angry gangs T

Friends
This is my first blog, some may find it boring. But I wanted to thank my awesome friends, they really make my day!!! I'd like to thank JC for hooking me up with CherryTap!!! I'm in this awesome graphics group in google groups called PSP_Wonderland . I couldnt ask for better friends, if anyone knows anything about graphics, and maybe wanna learn to make graphics, and want's to make some awesome friends this is the group for you. Not only do we share graphics, were real friends, we share a lot, and we do a lot of goofing off also. But when it comes down to it, like I said I couldnt ask for a better group of friends. I'm also finding CherryTap to be quite interesting, I'm liking it lmao, I've met some awesome people on here also!!!O.K I'm done rambling lmao.

Odyssey Of The Devil Horns
Kick Ass Show Tonight!!! Ten Year Scar got our Blood Boilin'!!! By Demon Be Driven fucked shit up, Yeah!!! Blood Masque enialated the Place!!!!!!~;)>!!!!! Tragedy Unfolds tore the place Down!!!!!!~;P>!!!!! can't wait till the next Cookies show~;I> till then this was HEM... Have an AWESOME weekend everyone... and be safe~;)> ODYSSEY OF THE DEVIL HORNS Who is responsible for bringing metal’s famous hand signal to the tribe? ~ By STEVE APPLEFORD ~ It is called the mano cornuto, the horned hand, with index finger and pinkie raised proudly as the sign of the beast, ready for an unholy wave to your favorite demon king. The Horns of Cernunnos. The woolly Goat of Mendes. And the edifice of Scaccia Scalogna, source of the ancient code to defeat the “evil eye” and its power to wilt the fruit on trees and the mojo of men. Or, it means nothing at all – nothing beyond the international greeting to heavy metal ecstasy, aimed at all the flawed rock gods with their M

Merry Christmas
Only Time Video - Enya lyricsEnya Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Video - Aerosmith lyricsAerosmith Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure The Best Of Times Video - Styx lyrics

Do I Have Cooties....or Am I Just On An Island?
I see that my last blog had a great deal of success. I am no longer being treated as a piece of meat or someone's vehicle to live a fantasy. I can not tell you how much I am relieved. "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" my dad use to say. Since my last blog my friend requests have gone to a trickle. Comments on my profile even worse. I acnt get ratings on my pics let alone comments. My stash was a waste of time, and do my bulletins get read? I gyess my point here is that since I stood up for myself it seems that everyone has avoided me like the plague. There are a handfull of my friends that have stood fast and things are no different. To them I say "Thank you for being a friend." It is amazing to watch the nymber of people that pass through my profile a day and never say a word. They look at my pics, of course it would be the nsfw only, and even take a look at my stash and never rate or leave a comment. Seems people forget that we can see everyone that visits ou

A Holiday Truth!!
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known...

Info
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE THE LAST FEW DAYS. MY MOTHER HAS PASSED AWAY ON THURSDAY AND I HAVENT BEEN ON I WILL BE BACK ON LINE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK POSSIBLY TUESDAY SOMETIME. I MISS YOU ALL AND SEE YOU ALL SOON.........................Jim Just wanted to let you all know that after today I will not be on till probably about Friday of next week or so. I will be home but my cable is getting worked on and running all new wiring to the house they said will take about a week and got a few other things going on as well. I will be checking emails and thigs but thats about all. Hope everyone has a very merry Christmas and a Safe and Happy new year. Miss you all .........Jim Just wanted to let you all know that I am having trouble with my able company keeping me connected. So if i dont respond right away or see me on line for awhile you know why. They cant send service tech till Tuesday so I will keep going off and on.

Im Leaving For Fort Jackson
well 3 more weeks and im going back to fort jackson sc...grrrr 3 more months of hell and not being able to see anyone or do anything...well if anyone wants to keep in touch with me let me know if not ill be back in march or april well i got a phone call today and i have too leave for fort jackson sc again...ill be gone for 3 months or soo but ill be back....hope all my fiends think about me and ty for bein a friend

Fubar Rocks
Lookin for a WOMAN tired of lil gurls and hoes tired of gettin hurt, tired of puttin my heart into somethin just to have it shredded! I have a lil heart left and lookin for the right woman to give it to to make it grow lookin for a soulmate some one I get along with in and out of bed! So if yer real and ready to explore a rlelationship thats based on heart mind body and soul then hit me up and well chat single male here bored tired of bots and game players lookin for a woman for freinds and more not real sure bout this site seems cool as hell been on it a day and already love it lookin for people from MI real people for real meets and real fun so holla back and lets start rakin up them cherry points seems thats the main goal here so tell me how you help me Ill help you holla back YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2-

Out For Surgery
To all my friends out there. I will be gone for awhile due to having surgery. I hope that things go ok so that I may continue to talk and have fun will all my friends. May you all have a wonder Christmas and Happy New Year ! Courtesy of MsTags.com

Due To The Climate Of Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED."< BR> 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - S

Christmas...
I would Like to take This Time to Wish Everyone In the world a Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!! :) French-Joyeux Noel et Bonne Année! Arabic - I'D Miilad Said ous Sana Saida Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest en een Gelukkig Nieuwjaar! German - Fröhliche Weihnachten und ein glückliches Neues Jahr! Greek - Kala Christougenna Ki'eftihismenos O Kenourios Chronos Hawaiian - Mele Kalikimaka & Hauoli Makahiki Hou Hebrew - Mo'adim Lesimkha. Shanah Tova Spanish - Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo Swedish - God Jul och Gott Nytt År And Last.. Happy Hanukkah :)

General
Remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Any takers for the ride? hehehehe xoxo A Nice Thought To All My Friends! Although I'm busy as heck right now doesn't mean I've forgotten about any of you - Muaaaaaaaaaah xoxo His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings An elegantly dressed n

Why Is It??
Why is it that when you find someone you really care about n wanna be with it never seems to work?? Why is it that everyone else finds true love n when i think it comes to me it really isnt?? I dont know what else to do anymore...i wanna love someone i want someone to love me! I just want to take care of someone n be with that one special girl for the rest of my life...Ever sence i met my ex i thought it was true love but then shit happened n i didnt know anymore...I had a good thing for me n i fucked it up! I dont wanna be alone anymore i wanna feel loved i wanna love someone...i just dont know what to do or think anymore! Im depressed n always cry myself to sleep at night bcuz im alone n have no one to talk too. i just want to give up on everything, on life, on love...i just dont know!

Ryl's Thoughts
Today sucked. I'm annoyed. I think there's something wrong with me. Something that repels guys. Makes them go away and I can't figure out exactly what it is. It sucks though and it makes me cry. I have nothing to say really. I'm kind of bored. I have accounting homework I could be doing, but it's hard. :/ Or I'm dumb. One of the two. I haven't had any comments in a while. I suppose that's it.

Crap
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Well I have played for a long time my husbansd is going home and my kids are fighting like crazy...I have no patients for whining....grrr hopefully I can come back in a bit but I will leave my status as away....hehehe So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is really like

Ct Stuff!!!
HEATHER'S GIVIN OUT WOOD! CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE SEXY AND SCANDALOUS HEATHER WOOD... GUARANTEED TO SHOW YOU A GOOD TIME... ON AIR NOW TILL ??? ONLY ON... SHOW HER SOME LOVE! ¢¾ HeAtHeR ~ Fu*KiN ~ WoOd ¢¾@ CherryTAP IM IN BBW ROUND 2 CONTEST AND I NEED ANY/ALL HELP I CAN GET!!! PLZ RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!! PLZ LET ME KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO REPAY YR GENEROSITY!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH, THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! MUAH!!! XOXOXOXOXOX, KATE :) JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW, THEN RATE AND COMMENT BOMB!!! YEAH SO WE'RE NOT BIG ON THE CT MARRIAGE THING -- GOOD GOD I WOULD NVR THROW A WEDDING IN A LOUNGE AND THO IVE GOT ECHIS' NAME IN MINE I STILL WOULDN'T PUT "ECHIS' CT WIFEY" IN MY FUCKING NAME.... BUT... WE ARE A REAL-LIFE ITEM AND WE WANTED TO INDICATE TO EVERYONE THE DEPTH OF OUR FEELINGS SOOO WE GOT A CPL WITNESSES AND FILLED OUT THE CERTIFICATE... YES FOLKS IT'S OFFICIAL! AND ON OUR WAY TO REALLY BEING OFFICIAL ; ) !

Thanks
Please pass on to all your friends/family. Thanks. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com , you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.

Show Me Some Love
Hey everyone, I got me a new voice comment thing, so you all should send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Sp why not take the extra 3 minutes to show your fellow CherryTap friend some love... Just call 1-641-985-7800 and enter *2726256. Thank you... Hello my fellow CT people I would like it if you all took the time out to vote for me in this contest.... every rating and comment counts... Thank you bunches, all my love, Noelia =] [Here is the link] http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=455433&albumid=140104&i=2834250455

Thought This Was Cute!!
Ok guys (and girls too), pay attention! This could save you some day!!!! TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" She is "VOCALLY APPRECI ATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" She is "PECTORALLY SUPERIOR." 12.

Wow
i really just need tyo get some work sooo bad if i don't will lose it all and i really don't want that do i well now m in georga wayyyy down south well i have got to make it work way down here well its another day and i still need to rebound it will happen

Dec 14, 2006
Hellooooooo everyone! It has been forever in a day since I've been on here. Infact I just realized today that this is no longer called cherry tap. Damn how long have I been hiding under that rock I found? Apparently a little longer than I originally thought. HA HA! Well I've still got alot of shit going on.... so I'm out of here for now. Just wanted to stop by and say hello to muh friends. :D Hope all is well with all of you and yours. Yeah, I'm still breathing.... LOL I know its been awhile since alot of people have heard from me. So I thought I'd drop a few lines and say HELLO to EVERYONE at one time. LOL I've been trying to keep myself busy the last few weeks. And seem to be doing a pretty good job of it. I've kinda taken over mom's garden. And have been working on it, among a few other things. One day last week Meanass and I trimmed back the rose bush, and pulled all the weeds out of it. Boy that was a chore. LOL A few minutes ago someone handed me a very touching poem

I'm A Bitch
How will you die a horrible horrible death? Random piano falling on your head Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com which swear word are you. pics! bitchyou are a dive. you think you own the world and everyone in it is your slave. bow down to you sir/miss bitchTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Cutest Couple Contest
HEY Y'ALL!!!!! COME VOTE FOR JASON AND I IN THE CUTEST COUPLE CONTEST! IT STARTS TONIGHT AT 7PM AND GOES THRU SUNDAY AT 12 AM. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT US!! WE APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE! UBER CHERRY QUEEN@ CherryTAP

My First
well another year has come and gone for the all native bball tourny. our girls place 3rd YAY! played hard gave it their all. pretty tough to do when most of them were injured. was awesome! i think there were 42 teams altogether this year, 4 divisions. met more family...met others. guys all hot and bothered IN the bar...funny watching them try to hide it LMAO! had a great time...all native hockey in pg comin up next hehe. Tada! here it is. my first blog EVER! lol. today im feeling anxious cause im planning a stagette for my cousins wife-to-be, im the maid of honor so i get to be the head instigator this weekend >:-P the only thing i need now is some "entertainment"...any takers? lol well i wil let you all know how it goes. have a great weekend ;-) omg! my new years was AWESOME! my cousin got married on dec. 31st and i was the maid of honor for it :-p needless to say i had a blast! got some married guys into some trouble, my bad >:-) i will have some pics uploaded soon. so come on back