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Our hands parted ways,
So slow go the days.
What transpired between us,
Has crushed me like a bus.
I long to hear your words again,
Without you, I go insane.
My heart is beginning to crumble,
I try to talk, but I only mumble.
You were the light of my life,
Now I'm full of so much strife.
Where you have gone, will you come back,
I need you to put me back on track.
I have told you, I'd do anything,
Now I feel such a painful sting.
Look in my eyes, just say the words,
Spread your wings, and fly back just like the birds.
~take Me Out Of The Dark~
Just what is it in me? Sometimes I just don't know What keeps me in Your love, Why you never let me go And though you're in me now, I fall and hurt you still My Lord, please show me how To know just how you feel You have forgiven me Too many times it seems I feel I'm not what you might call A worthy Christian after all And though I love You so Temptation finds its way to me Teach me to trust in You With all my heart To lean not on my own understanding I just forget You won't give me what I can't bear Take me out of the dark, my Lord I don't wanna be there You've never left my side You gave Your hand to me to hold Oh Jesus, I'm no longer in the cold And yet, I leave You there When I feel satisfied I'd like to thank You every day Not only when I feel that way I've never known a Man Who'd give His life for sinners like me And yet, because He loves us so He's promised us eternity And we can have that promise And be His if we have faith And just believe Teach us to trust in you With all my
I'm So Sorry
I was sorry to learnof your loss ,And I Wanted to expressMy deepest sympathies.
Not one of usKnows where our roadWill lead us or whereOur road ends.But in times ofSorrow, we receiveComfort from our friends.
If there is anything I can do for youAnything at all...I'll be here for you;Always your friend.
My deepest sympathiesTo you and your family.
May God Bless You and comfort you in your hour of grief. MAYA I DONOT HAVE THE WORDS TO SAY...ALL I CAN DO IS BE THERE FOR YOU ....YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE BEING...TO MY SISTER I WELL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...I CAME TO YOU JUST BEING ME NOW I AM A FULL EVIL TWIN.....MAYA YOU ARE LIKE FAMILY TO ME....ALTHOUGH I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU IN REAL LIFE YET...ONE DAY I KNOW IT IS GOING TO ROCK MEETING YOU..I HOPE THAT YOU WELL BE A BIG SISTER TO ME STILL...WITH LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS...
Making a good first impression...It takes 5 seconds to make, and 5 years to change..first impressions are EVERYTHING..!Either you make a good impression or your ex'd out even before you start.. hahahaWhat is a "first impression"? It's the first thoughts a person has toward you after seeing, listening, talking, meeting you. Basically you have five seconds the first time someone see's you orthe first few minutes of a conversation to make a lasting impression...No matter how fine, hot, sexy, good looking, intelligent you are..You can f*ck this up.. Everyone has.. Sh*t I know I have... more then once. hahaaSo, here's some tips on how to leave a lasting impression on someone you just met.Respect is to women what looks are to men. A woman dating a man she doesn't respect is like a man dating a fugly woman.(fugly = f*ckin ugly..hahaha)- #1 - remember, that NO one is better then anyone else..!Why do I say that..??Because the biggest problem most people have with first impressions arewhen they
Just A Lil Bit...
You know what I've come to realize??? Some of y'all are funny as hell!!! Not funny in a lol way, but funny in a, you can't be serious way!!! Some of the people we come in contact with, hell most of the people, we come in contact with on this site we will never meet in person. We are seperated by hundreds or thousands of miles, and many geographical boundaries. Instead of using this site as a tool to get to interact with people we might not normally get a chance to in real life, instead of using it to step out of your box, or comfort zone, some of you use it to become bigger assholes than you are in real life!!! Y'all know who you are, and you know what, maybe you are laugh out loud funny, 'cause I'm laughing my ass off at y'all pathetic bastards... Peace!!! This is just a little note for those of you who are bored enough to read it, to remind you just how much a lil bit of love goes. During my busy ass day today, I stopped by my lil sisters house to see what was poppin'. I was there fo
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Days come as fast as they go.... take time for yourself.
A special place to erase the sadness within your soul.
Make sure to trace the happy times deep within to keep your smile shining brightly on the outside.
Everyone needs a place to escape every now and then.
The word still hangs LifelessVoid of any colorShape or substanceJust an echo A passing thoughtas you turn awayDid I not love you strong enoughLong enoughDid you doubt sincerityFor I know those wordsI said them over and overI love youBut stillAs you walk awayA wisp of hairon your collarA wrenching reminder And as the distancegrows between us, I waitHopingPraying That you care enough to turnTo see me one more timeSee my tearsThat they may move youPull you back to meBut you have walked so farNot once turning aroundNot seeing these tearsUnmovedNow...Not even an echo of your wordsIt truly is...Goodbye
Well, I just learned yesterday that the ole hag I made the mistake of making my wife filed for divorce. She even did it by e-mail. No surprise but she states she wants to "work out an agreement" yet she reained a lwyer for 5,000 dollars. She also wants a peaceful solution. Best laugh I have had in years! So.... it begins!
The Harshness Of Reality
They say that love can fill an oceansail a ship across the seaFly a kite above the cloudsor solve Life's mysteries.They say mere words of love bring hopemending broken fences everydayIt's known to heal a tarnished heartor chase the blues awayThey say that love is the answerto questions we may have through timeand it's the only thing that mattersto give it up would be a crimeThat is what they say to meas I travel through my lifeThey never bothered telling mehow love could cut you like a knifeThey never said my heart could diethat trust and faith would both be goneor cause me to scream in painwhen I was treated wrongThey never said to me it crushesmortals agonized and brokenbecause they too believed the liewhen those three words were spokenThe harshness of realitythat love has brought to meIs bittersweet and locked awayand needs no company
Monica and I are arguing over if this chick has a penis or if it is body paint... I say body paint she says she has a penis LMFAO.. ( i know it's been awhile for her but sheesh) sorry pic is below cause i can't finger out how to put in pic fucking fubar changing shit that aint broke grrrrrrrrrrrrr
When Smiles Collide
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.
There's always one friend,
That will stand by you,
Through the good times and the bad,
No matter what you do.
I've found that person,
That has helped me all the way,
When no one else seemed to care,
They never seemed to stray.
They were the only one who noticed,
When something was wrong,
Helped me through the hard times,
When each day seemed so long.
I appreciate their friendship,
More than they would know,
I just have to find a way,
A way to let it show.
Now I've written this poem,
I know just what I'll do,
I'll dedicate it to that special someone,
And that special someone is you!
I know it's only a poem,
But it's truly how I feel,
I don't know what I'd do without you,
I just wouldn't be able to deal.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...thanks!!
I Stole The Stars For You
I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Close your eyes, my lovePut out your hand, trust meDon't question me why.I've given you my all.The only light I ever had,I've just spared for you,Now in the palm of your hand,Darkness might not be so bad.Lead me into foreverWherever that may be.Stay with me, my love,Hold my hand, never let goWithout you, it's too dark to see.I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Trusting you to guide my way,Staying always by my side,Please never pass me by.
Written for the Magic in the Sky!
Numbness & Sacrifice
You make me feel more alive than I ever have,
Yet you're slowly killing me more than I'd claim.
How can that be possible both at the same time?
'Sometimes our hearts make the wrong and right thing the same'
Love is never simple in the easiest of situations
And this one is no exception to any rule;
I'm hoping with everything I have that you're honest
Otherwise I'm left to look like the naive fool.
I'd rather be able to leave you behind
Without a trace of the warm memories we shared,
Which linger, with the sound of your solemn voice
And the way it made you seem like you truly cared.
At times I wish there was a way I could numb myself,
From not just the lows, but the highs we can feel too.
Be able to turn that numbness off whenever I want,
Because being cold hearted isn't a good trait unless on cue.
Then I wouldn't have to miss you at all once you're gone
Or have this love left in my heart on a one way street,
Then I wouldn't have felt the way I did when I was in
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SHOW THIS MAN SOME LOVE. TRUST ME THE REWARDS ARE GREAT. BOMB CHERRIES OFF HIM. ONCE AGAIN BABY J HAS DONE SOME WORK ON THIS AWESOME SITE CALLED FUBAR. WHATS WITH ALL THE CHANGES. I ADMIT THERE KEWL BUT R THEY REALLY NECESSARY? I MEAN WERE THINGS JUST FINE THE WAY THEY WERE WHEN IT WAS CHERRYTAP. SOME OF THESE CHANGES I FIND CONFUSING AND SOME EASY TO WORK WITH. SO I ASK U GUYS DO U LIKE THESE NEW CHANGES THAT KEEP HAPPENING TO OUR WORLD OR DO U THINK THERE A PAIN? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON ALL THESE CHANGES THAT HAVE HAPPENED AND LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON HOW U FEEL KNOWING THAT MORE CHANGES R ON THE WAY. TY FOR UR TIME IN READING THIS.
I am auctioning myself off..does anyone want me?
200 11s a week
you in my family
your link on my page
rate your stash
comments when I can
just put bid in box/comment if interested.. I am sure I wont go very high!
Hope Is A Wasted Emotion
You can watch the still of the sunset alone,Waiting, watching, hoping in shades of pink and orangeThat someone will break the scenery,Sit with you, and watch as the day submits to the night.Always a dreamer, cover it with logic you only half believeThey'll believe you, and they don't care.But I don't believe you and maybe that's whyI'm sitting here watching the first stars push through, alone.It's okay, listen you here; some people are bornTo live and feel in solitude,It will all be okay for me,As long as you don't tell me otherwise.
After the years we spent together I guess it's a little hard not to change. I've been taking all my medicine, been sleeping in the rain. I know you don't cry as much as you used to but you don't laugh quite the same. I'm left wandering these streets asking the pavement if I love too much. Without your breath in the morning I've been left so out of touch. So I put half my money on the lottery and the other half in the shares. If you knew all I had done, would you be likely to care? My hall is lined with your photos and a distant memory. Now I play with subtitles on the television trying to learn how to see.Some days I get so sick I can barely leave my bed. The doctor couldn't see anything wrong so I guess it's all in my head. There are these clouds passing by my window and they remind me of your skin and hair; wild, light with your favourite shampoo and always, always fair. I'm sorry I missed your birthday, I was too busy waiting by the phone, hoping maybe you'd be mad enough to dial my
Let Your Heart Make The Choice
Before you say goodbyeand walk out the doordarling think twicelet your heart make the choiceRemember our sweet nightsplaying stories of delightdon't throw the memories we madelocking it in the attic to fadeBefore you break my heartand tear our moments apartask yourself do I want thiswill I miss that kissDon't bring distance to our eyesmy flowers in the garden will diebefore you push my hands that clutchask..can I forget this touchLook back through the yearsof how we hold each other deara life without you is miserableto walk away from me are you ableDon't banish our beautiful lifeand leave me with strifefor my soul knows only youliving in this world for youSo before you say goodbyeand walk out the doordarling...think twicelet your heart make the choice
Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak
Leave Out All The Rest
I dreamed I was missingYou were so scaredBut no one would listenCause no one else caredAfter my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leavingWhen I'm done hereSo if you're asking meI want you to knowWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedAnd don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the restDon't be afraidI've taken my beatingI've shared what I madeI'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perfectBut neither have youSo if you're asking meI want you to knowWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedDon't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the restForgettingAll the hurt insideYou've learned to hide so wellPretendingSomeone else can come and save me from myselfI can't be who you areWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've do
Broken hearts, love's deceit,pieces fall down to my feet.Broken promises, love's a lie,puddles form from tears I cry.Broken dreams, love's illusion,sorrowed cause of your intrusion.Broken hope, love's a game,doesn't last, ends the same.Broken sleep, love's the cause,digs at me with sharpened claws.Broken spirit, love of sorrow,stolen now is my tomorrow.Broken life, love is lost,Broken now and that's the cost.
feeling like a caged bird
about to break its wings
on the bars of the cage
Love is a cage
when its not returned
trapped and struggling
against the restraints
A love unwanted
cuts like a knife
without the relief
freedom is savored
but granted not to me.
Howdy yall! My name is charles, Im 21 living in Oklahoma, I am buying a 6 bed home with 16 acres, and love riding horses. I spend alot of time riding or at the lake. On here for fun, so.... Use your imagination... :) !
The Beast Only I Can See
I have this beast insidethat only I can see.He has always been thereThis was Grandfather Suns evil gift to meI 1st seen him when Iwas a very young boy.I played with rifleshad no time for toysI always shot trueI rarely missed.As boy I was well knownno one second guessedI was a hunter and many animals Ive killed.But even with thatThe beast was never fulfilledThen a sharp dressed manin a uniform of blue.Asked me did I have what it takesto be one of the proud and fewI looked in his eyes there was confidence, honorand no fear to be seen.I then went and claimed mylife long title United States Marine.I soon became the elite of the elite.The feats I accomplishedfew could ever beatI became a killer of menand that fed my beast inside.His presence grew stronger he became even more aliveIve done some things some would say in shame.But I never waiveredI put the beast to blameThe beast was determined and he never would never fail.I think sometimeshe came directly from hellThere came a time when the
june 5th im having surgery for my inner ear problem.. hope im not away too long but itd be nice to get some love before i go ! love all my friends so ill miss ya while im gone.. c ya soon!
My Love Hugh!!
Hugh is having a bad day......
I need to make Hugh feel better......
I am asking for volunteers to help Hugh feel better... please bring a cup....the one that protects your penis.....
I love Hugh....for Hugh
The rest of you can f off....like Hugh says....
PS Hugh means the world to me he is my starfish!! Be nice to him or die!
hello im new here at fubar.com and so far it seems very cool. if u got any tips or advice, or whatever i would like to read all about it!!! thanks
lots of love, becks
Looks like fun but kind of confusing to know what to do first here.
I actually see a few peeps I know - yay! :) I've got some more photos to add and some fun stuff when I get time to get it put in here. In the meantime here is my webcam site:
I'm working on some hot high-definition videos to add here too
and here is the link to my chatroom (You can see if I'm in there chatting from the indicator and there are a few more photos in there): My Chatroom (the links are NOT safe for work, though my blog here will be).
Anti Aging Products
Times have changed. Our lifestyle today is a lot different from what it used to be 30 years ago. People worked the farms and the food was fresh and home cooked. Life was carefree and the only things that concerned people were everyday meals and community affairs. The most exercise people did was hard labor and walking from one point to another until they reach their destination. Needless to say, industrialization happened and along with it came a fast paced lifestyle. We now live in an age where career is at top priority and meals are “to go”. If you’re not driving a car, you find yourself chasing trains and buses to get to where you need to be. People go about life so fast they realize they’re losing their stamina and find themselves on the look out for ways to keep them going and succumb to various anti aging products available.
How do you keep up with these changes? Stay healthy. The question how is met with a long list of health tips to choose from. But
Master, you said that you wanted a journal entry. First, I love you so much that I think I will go crazy inside. We have been together six months, and I still get butterflies when I look at you. Can you imagine what it will be like years from now when the bond is stronger?
The more things that you do to me, the more I find myself wrapped around your soul. I am wanting to surrender all of me to you. I hate it when I displease you when I am trying so hard to win back my collar, and the bond that we had before things went terribly wrong.
You don't know what sort of fantasies go through my head, things so dark and sinister that the human mind could not comprehend. I still think of you wanting a second slave, though you tell me that you don't. The truth is that you have had more then one on a couple of occasions, so it is natural that you still think about it. With me being bisexual it makes it all the more reason, but fear sets into my mind of what would happen if we added
Jail Bait ... Part 2
Driving to undetermined location.... when i get a call
Jeff: Hi sorry this is the address you have to go to to pay the bail.....601 5th st.
Me; You so owe me
Jeff: I know.. I have to go...
Me:Ill be there in 20 minutes see you soon...
Needless to say I have no idea what it takes to Bail someone out.. I have the beautiful Nakita because she puts me in a good mood, despite the circumstances....
Driving around downtown Calgary... what the hell the address is a large hole that they are currently removing what looks like to be the shell of a building.... Great....
texting Witty, texting Seamus.... asking my good bug Hugh (who i secretly want to fu marry) should i really bail him out.....? Fuck of course ill bail him out but his ass better be sore....
Finally after circling a few block radius i realize my boyfriend is a dolt.... There's the courthouse.... its where I'm suppose to go....
Find a parking spot go to the parking pay station.... fuck its broken ....Ill only be a few minu
How To Hurt The Economy
America remains in recession, and Washington politicians keep talkingabout ways big government can fix the problem. But their solutionswould just dig the economy into a deeper hole.For example, liberals in Congress have outlined a 2010 budget planthat contains major tax hikes and other changes that would "hurt theeconomy in good times but will devastate it in its current weakenedstate," explains senior tax policy analyst Curtis Dubay.* Hiking Taxes. Under the liberals' budget plan, the governmentwould raise taxes to Clinton-era levels on high-incomeindividuals, including many entrepreneurs and investors who arekey to recovery. Instead of raising tax rates, Congress shouldkeep them at current levels and allow taxpayers to invest theirmoney and help grow the economy.* Failing to Kill the AMT. Congress is considering athree-year extension of the Alternative Minimum Tax patch, whichkeeps millions of middle-income Americans from facing a big taxincrease. But the patch's temporary nature b
This Shit Is Funny
plannin a trip to the d? here some safety tips for ya =
1. First, you must learn to pronounce the city name. It's Deh-troit. NOTDEE-troit. If you pronounce it DEE-Troit then we will assume you arefrom Toledo and here for the country Music hoe-down. Deh-Twat is also acceptable if you live in the suburbs.2. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Detroit has its ownversion of traffic rules... Hold on and pray (I recommend praying 1st)!3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rushhour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursdaymorning. Weekends are open game.4. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended,cussed out and possibly shot. If you're first off the starting linewhen the light turns green, count to five before going across theintersection. This will avoid getting in the way of cross-traffic who just ran their yellow light to keep from getting rear-ended or shot.5. Schoenherr can ONLY be properly pr
????who The Hell Knows.....who The Hell Cares....
Enjoy a Coffee on me.
Just cause its so hard for us to get together for a coffee...have one on me.... J
This is cute. I don ' t know how they figure all this stuff out. Enjoy1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW)2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY5. CLICK ON OPEN ENJOY!to start click COFFEE MACH doesnt it seem like life is always twisting the oppisite way than we are, and bout the time we catch on and then catch up it starts twisting in a different way yet again.............
as You draw closer, that one draws farther
as You loop in,that one loops out
as You begin to breathe, that one begins to smother
and so on and so forth./.........i just dont get it sometimes, maybe i ts not for me to get or understand,
maybe its for me to learn from and grow, yet i dont see how it can rteally help me in that way...../....maybe the oppisite ......
LIFE SEEMS TO BE ONE BIG CIRCLE JERK...........and
From The Mind Of Me
feel like ive lost myself in someone im not!i feel like a worthless piece of shiti feel bad for messing with your head like it was a toyrevenge wasnt as sweet as i thought it wastwo wrongs doesnt make a rightand for what i did i feel like a shitty personeven tho it was nothing compaired to what you did to meand im sorry.i know that doesnt make it rightbut atleast i feel better for admitting i was wrongwhen will you ever admit you was wrong tho? as i stand there
right in front of you
with a million and one things to say
i suddenly become speechless
i try to talk
but nothing comes out
its like im choking
only on my own words
thoughts are racing through my head
Alright boys and gents, I was just thinking about how to talk to my wife seductively, and I bombed miserbly.
I read for once in my life how to really talk to women.
1. Be inquistive-- Ask her where's she's from, her likes and dislikes. It can't be all about sex and "hey baby, I really want you!"
2. Be patient-- Tell her she's beautiful and wait until she replies or starts a conversation with you. Don't be impatient and start the conservation yourself; otherwise you're just delaying the big no.
3. Act naturally-- Don't be acting like what you're not. This is hard for me to do, because of my speech implement.
4. Speak up-- Okay fellows, this can be tricky! When and if you do get a date with the woman of your dreams, ask her what she wants to do; don't assume that she wants to go see a fight or to a topless bar.
5. Don't push-- I can be pushy sometimes, but the more you push, the more she will push you away! Don't say, "Hey baby, I got a beef up hot pick-up and the seat right by me
Help Me Level Pls
center>I Need Your Help!MILITARY SUPPORTERI AM TRYING TO MAKE IT TO ORACLE!!!!!!!!! I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF THE HELP THAT I CAN GET!!!! SO, IM CALLING OUT TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND ANYONE WHO HAS A MOMENTTO HELP A TRULY DEDICATED FUBAR MEMBER OUT....PLEASE, Take A MomentAnd Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT....Help Me Level To ORACLE!!!!!!! MILITARY SUPPORTERThank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!!
I find myself falling back into that horrible unyielding place of sorrow. i feel as if my so called wonderful life is actually my downfall. it is only societies view of me, only an impression of happiness and humbleness to which has to true meaning of who i really am. my real person lay deep within a consuming shell surrounded by a cloud of deception. that deception only to keep the real truth inside. the truth that keeps me who i am, keeps me sane and gets me through each day. to know my truth would be to know a dark seceret, a seceret so painful that it was ment for me and noone else.
So i drag this unrelenting sorrow through my daily up and downs of life. but i keep it locked away in the southern most abyss of my soul. where it will lie until it forces itself to the rippled surface of my dark ocean of emotions
I just wanted to say thank you to all my friends and familyf or rating and commenting on my pictures, all my gifts and profile comments!
WHY? Why? Why do I sit here and continue to tell myself meaningless truths that haunt me constantly, throughout each endless day of my worthless life. Lies that push me over the continuously shrinking edge forcing me to do horribly unspeakable things. Then, I begin to listen to those very lies and actually believe they might have some truth to them, but the amount of truth each of those lies possess is a mere, soft, attractive, cloud that covers the deep, crushing pains and sorrows that is peacefully waiting to rip my soul into pieces that will never again be together. It leaves me in a state of confusion and falsehood that is simply impossible to understand. Not to be overly broken, I fall into a haunting sleep, hoping to never wake. The next day’s sunrise slowly creeps into my dark, gloomy room as I continue to stare at my plain, empty ceiling, as I have for the past few but seemingly endless hours. When I actually get out of my cold, almost frozen bed, to begin the day; it seems tha
tick......tick......tick......tick...... the clock seemingly booms as I deeply stare in to the mirror. lookin for the slightest glimour of passion hidden deep in my tear filled eyes. i see nothing but salt-filled tears flowing down pale cheeks like a slow streamin waterfall. each tear building up slowly until it breaks on the brim of my red eye lid. thoughs continuously run around in his cluttered mind, confusion grows and grow. wat did i do?? wat should i do?? where is someone to talk to??
he tries number after number and reaches voicemail after annoying vocemail. so he looks and sees an old dusty note book with an ordinary black pen sitting on it. is that his sign, is that how he was ment to deal with his unrelenting pain and his deep crushing sorrow. ''wat the hell'' he says, ''might as well give it a shot''
so he begins to slowly write, really unsure about wat to put on this faded piece of lined paper. after writing a few words that he feels describes him, pain, anguish, sorrow,
A Quick Joke
Joke Of The Day:A teacher was wrapping up class, and started talking about tomorrow's final exam. He said there would be no excuses for not showing up tomorrow, barring a dire medical condition or an immediate family member's death. One smart ass, male student said, "What about extreme sexual exhaustion?", and the whole classroom burst into laughter. After the laughter had subsided, the teacher glared at the student, and said, "Not an excuse, you can use your other hand to write."
Show Me Some Love
whatsup ladies just got out of 14 yr relationship about 2 months ago lookin 4 someone new 2 hang out with
Oh Shitz I Need Halp!!!
It seems some have influnace a sexy greek geek of mine to become a nun... THis is a tragidy to man(and woman) kind. If this person continues to uncorup people whom will I play with .. Whom will I talk about tub rubbing with, or coke can cocks? who will i ask if this bra looks good with or with out panties?... Who will be my Greek Goddess of Perversion? .... It is my soul purpose to put a stop to this madness at once.... I will snap ubs's if i must.
*shuns!* Dear gawd how i would love to do that.....
Two weekends ago I went fishing, this time of year crickets are the primary choice of bait. I load the truck with cooler, bait, polls, radio, just out for a good time. Being the woman driver I am, forget the crickets are in teh little round cage in the back and turn a curve to sharp, yep you guessed it the cricket cage goes rolling around the back ... once at my favorite fishing hole I clean up the crickets and processed with my relaxing day.... a few days later I notice
Thought For The Day May 27
Every strong and beautiful flower must have a strong root in the ground. It must send a root down so that it may be rooted and grounded while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the flower that shall gladden the world. Both growths are necessary. Without a strong root, it would soon wither. The higher the growth upward, the deeper must be the rooting. My life cannot flower into success and helpfulness unless it is rooted in a strong faith, or unless it feels deeply secure in the goodness and purpose of the universe.
Who Wants 1 Million Fubuck ?
I could use some help. I need a total of 25 referals. If you can get me referals, and for EACH REFERAL you get me i will give you your choice of either (1 Million FuBucks ) or ( 500k FuBucks & a BLING ) Thank you for your help, if interested or i youhave a refearal for me just private mesage me so we can geteverything taken care of.
here is the referal link - http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=2859099
This is going to be a two part series of what happened yesterday when i suddenly disappeared..........
here are the characters:
Jeff= significant other
Kim= my driver
dad= my dad
Dave= Jeff's employee also Kim's husband
i am sitting across my dinner table from my dad I just cut him a piece of cake and poured him a cup of coffee... he came over to see how my week was going and occasionally he will help me out at work... So were chatting away about this weeks issues with my work. when i get a phone call from Kim......
Kim: Jeff is being arrested, you need to go pick him up at strathcona trail and strathcona....(such place doesn't exist)
Me: Why? and there is no such place
Kim;I don't know Dave just called me
Me: ill call Jeff
Dad: whats going on
I hang up the phone..look at my dad think shit....turn to him and say
Me: Jeff wants me to call.
Dad; ah hows Jeff doing, my friends really like him (happy about Jeff do i break his bubble....no)
I then proceed to ind some
Well here goes it. I have been losing weight and those of us that have weight issues know that afterwards there are areas of the body that just need fixed.
This is all new to me, the fixing me up part so I am not sure where I should even begin.
I am not a gorgeous woman nor am I very pretty. (these are my internal thoughts) I have really let myself go over the last 6 years. Maybe I have done so due to depression, unhappiness or I have just lost my way along this journey. Any way that I look at it I really need to make some serious changes.
I am not happy being overweight. I have become this jealous monster inside. I have begun to hate who I am. The thoughts of dying cross my mind daily but I can't follow through with them because of my children and the man I love so deeply and passionately. BUT then again this part of me that is "sick" inside thinks it is the answer to how I feel inside and out. So where do I begin?
ONE: I need to change my internal thinking. How do I do that?
sup peeps i need help to score points anyone intrested??
Copyrights Of Spirit Pictures
No its not NSFW, but I have seen that with enough complaints all is NSFW and I am not going to get deleted for any housewife drama.
Anyone wanting to feel interested I am the copyright holder of any and all pictures where the young lady says she is a Spirit Girl.Specificcally in case any misinformed souls believe that photos on fubar or any other social site are considered public domain.If you have not been following the news there is currently several major lawsuits involving infringement of fair use of copyrights on photographs. Myspace and other social sites are coming of an age where identy theft is becoming more and more prevalent. In the case of photographs, it is sometimes difficult to determine who owns the copyright and there may be little or no information about the owner on individual copies. Ownership of a “copy” of a photograph – the tangible embodiment of the “work” – is distinct from the “work” itself – the intangib
lil fact about me e been purposed to 6 times in real life....and these were my reactions.
1.ummm we are till in high school,how did u afford that ring?
2.iam 15 n your 32,its not legal
3.we just got done haven sex get off ur knee ur not thinking clearly.
4.we have only known each other for 2 months isnt this a lil soon?ask me again n a year.
5.are you serious?
6.oh no...then i said yes (but i broke it off 2 months later)
lol i have lots of pretty engagement rings for sale if ur interested!
a very good friend i have met on here decided to surprise me and buy me a round trip ticket home in june for a weekend visit. i so adore this man he is the kindest sweetest guy ive met in a long time. well because of him i get to see my ex girlfriend that i screwed up with and made the biggest mistake of my life letting her go. she was the one for me the love of my life my other half. i get another shot at love with her and im so nervous on seeing her after nine years. yeah thats a long time but my heart still skips a beat when i talk to her hear her voice or read her messages to me. and shes single haha isnt that fuckin fabulous? so in less than three weeks this is going to happen. i am so nervous excited so ready to see her and meet that wonderful man who is giving me this shot with her.
i thank you with all my heart and soul kenneth.
love you long time
i love you unconditionallyno mateer what you do or sayi'm powerless to your wit and charmtho i try to fight it and walk awaysomething about you keeps pulling me backan uncontrollable force surrounds medrawing me ini am hopelessly lostforever boundforever yours
Pray 4 Maya
Please Keep Maya In Our PrayersSadly Maya's Mum Passed Away This Morning 27th May 2009 At 5-36am All Im Asking Is For Her Friends To Show Support And Love At This Sad TimeSo Can You Please Stop By Her Page And Show Her That Shes In Your Prayers ♫♪Må¥å ‡hë 8‡h ÐëåÐL¥ Sîñ♪♫(repost of original by 'Trå¢¥ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr Çð Öwñêr Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~' on '2009-05-27 08:12:04')
Memorial Day Weekend:
I had a great weekend and I will never forget, the pounding my body took which I will always regret.
Playing a tennis tournament one day, rock climbing the next, then running a 5k in Laguna Hills my body did pay.
A price to be paid for the pride to finish, was not the way for my body to be laid.
Last night I was online talking to some of my family, when i found out that my step mother was bashing me to them. I was told all the awful things that this woman has said about me. I can't take this abuse from my so called family any longer. I called my father and confronted him with what was said, he was yelling at me barly let me speak. I started yelling at him back, that he needs to listen to me for once and he listened to me for about ten seconds before hanging up on me. Before he hung up I told him I want my daughter back and then I never want to see him again, his response was that's not gonna happin. I am hurt that my so called family that was supposed to be helping me is now fighting me for the rights to my daughter. I am really depressed at this point, I feel my father has been taken over and that this woman has put things in his head to make him belive that she is this awesomely nice person when in the real world she is a person who tells everyone how to live and what they
Bork Bork Bork
Hey all you nasty Fubarian freaks! LOL
Well I am just sooooo freakin' excited! I am going to the Az Fetish Proom Tonight for the first time.
If your in my side of the world Its at the Scottsdale Venue! Maybe Ill catch some of ya there.....
I'll be the 6'5 naughty school teacher ;p So I decided to add a voice comment widget.
I would love all my friends to leave a voice comment and tell me what's up and what they think. Hope to hear from you peeps soon and hope your having a great day!
Poem-i Wrote In 96'
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her.
Love is, Love was
Love will always be,
Love is taken, Love is stolen,
Love can be the most painful thing.
Love leads you to loneliness,
and loneliness is a terrible thing.
Loneliness is emptyness,
not knowing who you are,
or what you will be.
By far lonliness is the worst thing ,
Autos Active 9 Am Fu-time
I WILL BE ACTIVATING MY AUTOS AT 9 AM FU-TIME TODAY...I'VE BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO ORACLE, PLEASE HELP ME GET THERE...RATE, BOMB, BLING ME TO REACH MY GOAL...A LOT OF NEW PICS...PM ME SO I CAN RETURN THE LOVE...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS
Ok, so we find something we would like more information on. A new hobby, or a new life change, whatever it may be. How do we go about finding info on it?
I have always been interested in Wicca/Paganism. I've just never taken the time to research it. I have noticed there are a few on this site. Does anyone have suggestions of where to start? I'm interested in finding out about the religion of paganism. I guess I need some kind of mentor, or someone locally in Phoenix that would meet up and help me out :)
So, anyone have a good suggestion? Should I go to the library and get some books? or would I need to buy them? I'm an avid reader so books are a good thing.
Eventually I would like to get into small spells, protection for loved ones mostly. But I want to fully understand the religious aspects initially.
Any help is greatly appreciated :)
I sit here heart full of realief with at times still a bit of reservation.
Yet all have said my son has made it to graduation I am in shock and disbeliefe
Then it set in as I spoke to my son on the phone tonight...
All of this yr has been a struggle not just for me but for my son..
I spoke of how proud my parents are of him right now..
and the last words i made to my mother the last promise made
I sit here in shock in less then 48 hrs that promise will be fullfilled,
run down of the last week started a long wait of results due in last monday
of the wsal state test didnt come in till now however my son frayed with nerves entering finals i had to find out something to tell him I call the district
to find out results were in I was then allowed to know the results
the lady at the school district was so kind enough to tell me
he had passed!!
as that was going on his teacher begins panick time has run out finals were here and no results she calls me in me already knowing the r
i just wanted to let everyone know that the man behind the name 'twistedobssessions' is a low life woman user. he picks women with young kids, uses their money for his benifit, and is too violent with small children. i know because i was used and my son was abused. hopefully if u r reading this you will understand that he is a danger to you and your family. he spent 11yrs of his life behind bars for molestation of a 13yr old girl. look it up on the net and youll see. and if you, joe, are reading this, i am not scared of you. my GOD is stronger than anything you throw my way, so just leave me alone before Karma catches up with YOU>
Who Wants A 100k & A Bling ?
Trying to level ad could usesome help. I will have Auto 11's on for the next 2 days tll Friday 9:40am Eastern time.
I am offering 100k and a Bling for all of my pics rated. Just comment the last pic in each folder, so i can keep track. And private message me when you are done rateing all pics so you can receve payment. Thank You, Steve
whoever helps me level here ill kiss there ass:plol
My Blog Of Doomy Doom.
Hmm.. So, imagine you're stranded on an Island. You are granted the ability to have 3 items (for say at least, 3 years). There are no phone towers on the island, so cell phones will have no signal. No need to worry about water, because there is a fairly clear stream near you, and plenty of animals on the island for food (if vegan there are multiple plant sources, and lots of arable soil). No matter the kind of boat you ask for the current of the water will always pull you back to the island, and of course there is no electricity. What do ask for?
What Makes Me Stronger
Well I've been on Fubar for about2 months now and have learned alot about the sight with those of you that are on here. I do not judge or wish to be judged but its in our nature. This morning when I logged on. fewer messages than usual, which is cool, but one stuck out to me on my shout.. this guy compared me to "Ilovepapsmurf" In the beginning I talked with her and even added her as a friend, went to rate her photos and she had sveral nude photos, she is a cute girl, but because I would not put naked pics up or email her some she deleted me. Thats fine. But this jerk said I was an internet whore just like the bitch Ilovepapasmurf. Am I missing something here? Yes all you pervs will check her out to see the nakedness, thats cool, but is that what you are really looking for on this sight? If this is what it is then Im int he wrong place. I will not put pics up like that. I have a son and a reputaion to keep. You guys need to to think about it, you never know what dirty laundr
BID ON ME , THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTON .....
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I am up for auction again! If you wanna be my owner then come bid.
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I am up for auction once again!
I have some awesome offers this time around.
Check Them Out!
Paid 4 Rates!!!!!
WHEN IM RUNNING AUTO 11'S!!
WHEN NOT RUNNING AUTO'S THE PRICE IS 1/2 OF WHAT THE FOLDER LISTS!!
SEE MY FOLDERS FOR THE AMOUNT OF PAY!!
I will happily pay for rates as long as you follow these few rules:
1. Rate all the pics you want
2. Leave a comment at the end of EACH folder rated saying "rated" or something similar.
3. Private Message (PM) me with the folder names that you rated along with a grand total.
NO Shoutbox messages for pay! NO Gift messages for pay!
ONLY PM messages that include the previously stated items will be paid.
THESE ARE THE ACTIVE RULES STARTING SUNDAY, MAY 24, 2009 @ 5:15PM
Cuz, most people forget this, Not only am I running Auto 11s, I'm paying you to rate - So dont act like im asking too much here.
And now because of other fu's bein schmucks - I will NO LONGER be paying people without approved salutes! Sorry - people have tried to scam me!
Avon Is Here.....
Hi, I just wanted to intorduce myself.
My name is Candy Anderson and I recently became an Avon Representative.
I am having a great time with selling some ownderful products. Did you know that not only do we carry make-up,jewlery and perfumes, that there is also a line of men's products and women's clothing? The styles are amazing and I am sure the men's section will give you plenty of ideas for gifts. Besides, who would want their man to smell wonderful and pampered just as you are.
Feel free to come and browse my website, I ship every where in the USA but for the state of Alaska.
Just follow this link and it will take you straight there, http://www.youravon.com/candyanderson , I hope to see you there.
Your Avon Representative http://www.youravon.com/candyanderson
Ted Despised is such an ASSHOLE! I'm going to delete/block him for 10 mins about 10 times tonight! I'm a whore and fucked up but, its all HIS fault!!! ahhhhh I'm going to go cut my legs up, take pics, post them, and link my friends so that they can see how fucking psychotic I really am!
By the way.. I really need some money!! Please send!!! I'll send nudes!
Soulmate, Wat Is?
its been asked wat is true love, are there realy one heart and one soul for one other out there. i would like 2 think so. ive never know it 2 a fact. but i have ben in love twiced b4. ....actually 3 times. felt those butterflies in ur stomeck and felt all warm and good... kinda high. and u think thats as good as it gets but thats ONLY, the BEGINNING, of it all. was like i was loosing control of myself, never felt those fealings b4, and very hard 2 get those kinds of fealings, (very hard 2 get those relationships)the more ive tried 2 understand it, the fealings, the more control ive lost. was like walking in butter, like every hard thing ive know turned 2 marshmellows. my mined i guse wasnt capable 2 except it all so fast, (mayb thats whn they say i cant breath, ur smothering me, spend the day or week apart) but i never said that. but did hear this cool ass kick ass song by queens rice (or how u say the band name) was called sialent lucitity. that song, listin 2 it! WORD PER WORD! it
sex is life.every human being is passionate about it every human beng should concern about naturei
I sit in my bed watchin tv as another sleepless night slowly passes along. movie after move, show after show; i flip thought channels loosing interest almost immeditly in things i could spend countless hours watchin and enjoying. i just cant concentrate, cant focus on what is making my already cluttered mind race more than usual. to allow myself to think without visual distractions i turn the tv off in the attempt to fall asleep to my music. music that lets my mind wonder, think about things that i have and daringly take for granted along with pains that i pushed deep away as to free myself from their grip.
the songs change from sad, slow, pain driven songs to joyful, love filled serenades of deamlands; in each one i find different sides of myself. in the sad sorrowful songs i have but one thing on my mind... Death. death is the most influent asset of my life for the past few years, so in-turn the word death brings rememberance. In this i see my otherside. my caring, big-hearted bein
AS I LAY UNDER THE STARS LOOKING UP IN THE NIGHT SKY ...AS THE PAIN GO'S AWAY FROM MY HEAD DRIFFING OFF TO SLEEP HUGGING THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..MY HEAD IS IN HIS LAP..NO I AM NOT GIVING HEAD SO GET THE HELL OUT OF THE GUTTER NASTY PPL.. licoricehttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/48/79/3209784/tn_1926331529.jpg">@ fubar 'You know I can't believe you,all the things you say,they're not true. [oh oh oh]But I fear I can't just leave you.All I feel is that I need you my love.This is all my spirit can take,anymore and I will surley meet decay.Won't you reach out and touch my heartache,feel it beating, please don't throw it away.I can't believe your careless lies,your burning eyes, pass through me.I never thought our love would die,but how could I, I could not see.Baby girl you know I need you,can't believe that you would leave me this way.If my pain will not appease you,so it please you I've got nothing to say.I now begin to realise,you're not the girl I once knew.But deep beneath those hollow eyes,re
Read from bottom up. This guy hit me out of nowhere. Then he blocks me cause well I guess hes retarded.
-> ︻╦╤─C51™AR...: http:... tell him i want to know where the fuck you see me throwing up gang signs? maybe you masturbated too much as a child and you went blind but i would really love to see those pics. further more im a skater not a thug. you might've known that if you saw the actual clothes i was wearing. so before YOU assume you know what the fuck your talkin about.......how bout find out about the person before judging a book by its coverJohnnyEFromNC: don't ever assume you know me. Don't fucking preach to me dumb fuck*Fa∂ø* MคЯ...: good looking out homieJohnnyEFromNC: stfu dick munching rejectJohnnyEFromNC: go fall off the back of your truck you fucking backwoods inbred turnip muncherJohnnyEFromNC: because you look like the typical guy who tries to act like your typical thug i see you wearing your hat too the side and t
Heart beating in my chest,
Pain rising from deep within,
I push myself to do my best,
But i ask myself, why this again??
The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams,
Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems,
With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive,
Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive.
Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer,
And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer,
Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before,
I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly,
The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore,
Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly.
Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence,
Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump....
With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely,
The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely,
Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss,
Looking up, I see no more happiness,
Only the pain that pushed me over the edge,
How i wish my f
The dating questionnaire
1. Are you a nut job? Yes/no
2. No seriously are you a nut job yes/ no
3 If no to any of the above questions what kind nut are you?
4.If answered yes to the first two questions, honesty is good , if you knew what kind of nut you were I heard planters is hiring , good luck and also try almond joy
5 are you employed? Yes/no
6. if unemployed , do you collect food stamps and what restaurants
Do you go to?
7. if you answered no employment how many years do you think it will take for you to have j.o.b.? 1-3years 3-5 or waiting for a man
8. If unemployed do you think a blow job really is a job? Yes or no
9 if you answered yes lets shake hands and call it a day, going down is not a chore it’s a duty…..If I have too so do yo
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To Our Close Friend Katt
I close both eyes and imagine you with me.
I turn off the music and look away.
The clouds bring reprieve from the sunshine
The rain can't wash the ache away.
What about those of us who love you?
Werent we Good enough for you to stay?
What did u see on the horizon?
Who did you hear call your name?
Accross the Shore, beyond the Pale moon's rising,
The White Vessel travelled ; Oh
Why couldn't it's trek be in vain?
Does it radiate to you, accross the distant sea,
the pain of your abscence? it does for me.
Yet even in the chasam that is my heart,
I take solstice in our time apart.
The time we are apart, my love, my friend,
one day must come to an end.
When The White Vessel comes to me,
When my soul travels accross that great sea,
I know on the shore, the first face I will see,
will be yours; You holding your arms out to me.
You will smile and say"Welcome home, my friend!"
and a true home it will be; The tears will dry,
The pain will cease;
only love, pea
Many don't know this side of me, but before I became a manager I wrote poems nearly every day, but of course things happened and I don't write as frequently as I used to. Therefore, I decided to use this blog on here and myspace.com as well to see what people think of it. Like you, I have no idea how the response will be like, but hopefully it'll be positive. All I ask is if you don't like it, then comment constructively. As of May 26, 2009, I have a combined 431 poems. I'll kick this off with a poem that a got a small award for on writing.com. At its peak it was rated 4.5 out of 5 stars on writing.com, it's called "Tranquility".
I love to touch your face,
Your skin, your lips, your mind
And I can hold your tears,
Your doubt, your sorrow, your fears,
I’m saying this, because
I want to hold you near.
I wish I could have your taste,
On my lips, my mind, my soul.
When we kiss, it will stay in my mind,
Today, tomorrow, for all time.
Spilling The Beans
So here goes.
this blog is based off something that happened to me just recently.
i'd say about a year or so ago i met this woman on here. and we started chatting here and there nothing huge, but for some reason about 8-9 months ago we started really talking, we'd text daily and many times a day...to the point that i know we went well over 8000 texts in the span of maybe 4 months...i dont know about you but to me that's a shitload of texting
well i thought everything was going great, she was sexy, gorgeous, smart, funny, great personality and was very much like me, we liked the same movies and music, so im thinking to myself holy shit...JACKPOT. i found a keeper here.
we make some plans...she was gonna come down here to visit me so we could go to a show together and get to meet each other. well the time comes and goes...i bought her a ticket and ate the 50 bucks for the show...i was ok with it, she told me her work wouldnt let her go...which i understood.
so i said fuc
My Sweet Sister.
This is for one of the sweetiest woman on fubar I know. My sister & everyones friend indeed. She just had major surgury last week & the reason for her surgury is in her blog. Asking everyone to take the time to stop by her page & show her some welcome back luv & show her how much we luv her. She's almost to lvl 28 & makeing it will add sunshine to her life. Rallying gifts of luv so much would add & make a big difference. Rates & Blings & sorts & so on. What ever we can do to brighten her life in her time of pain suffering. to the people that know her. ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥ ♥
Tater Is Sick
HEY GUYS... PARDON THE SPELLING OR ANY TYPE-O'S BUT IM PRETTY STRUNG OUT ON MEDS RIGHT NOW... SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP ASKING WHATS GOING ON SO HERE IS THE JUST OF IT... I SAW THE ENDOCRINOLOGIST ON MONDAY. IM BLACK AND BLUE AND RESEMBLE A LARGE PIN CUSHION! ATLEAST THIS GUY HAD A CLUE UNLIKE THE OTHER QUACKS IVE SEEN. AFTER MUCH BLOOD NEEDLES AND ULTRASOUNDS, THE VERDICT IS SURGERY ASAP. THE MASS IS THE SIZE OF A FIST. ITS THE RIGHT SIDE ONLY. NO PART OF THE THYROID IS WORKING RIGHT NOW. HE SCHEDULED ME TO MEET WITH THE SURGEON ON THE 17TH. HIS HOPES ARE THEY CAN REMOVE THE RIGHT SIDE AND WITH DRUG THERAPY THE LEFT SIDE WILL KICK IN. UNFORTUNITLY AFTER EXAMING IT THE TUMOR IS NOT SMOOTH. THERE ARE NODS AND PART OF IT IS SOLID AND PART LIQUID. HE IS NOT SENDING ME FOR ANOTHER BIOPSY. HE THINKS THAT ONCE THE SURGEON IS IN THERE HE WILL NO RIGHT AWAY IF ITS CANCER OR NOT. IF IT IS THEY WILL GO AHEAD AND REMOVE BOTH SIDES... WE ARE HOPING FROM THE LOOKS OF THINGS THAT IS ATTACHE
Juicy Pork Chops
Sometimes you eat dinner and there's no movie..but sometimes there's sex and beer and you forget all about the movie.
Sometimes you crave poetry..other times you just wanna bend her over and pull her hair.
There's a time for roses and candles, but usually she'd rather have cunnilingus.
Why Is It That Most Of The Women's Pictures On Here Are Sleezy
I have noticed for a long time now that 90% of the women on here have very sleezy to down right display images.
I personally feel that women on here do not need to exploit themselves to get attention. I am well aware that this is a social network designed and creadted for adults. I am perfectly ok with the ones that have their flirtatious to sexual pictures in a private album of which members of this site by the owners choosing can view the photos.
I however believe that a woman's breasts and pussy should not be spead from here to kindom come just to get men to talk to her. Even if the woman is not easy she is labeling herself that way for posting images like that.
So to all you breast showing pussy spreading whores, make your fucking pictures private.
Also do not bash me simply because I do not have any pictures of a sexual nature for all to veiw. I am proud of the fact that I do not need to reveal my body on this site or any other site to get to know people. I am not prude and am
Acouple of days ago i had someone leave a comment in my shout box about my status line of "God was my copilot but we crashed". It said if god was my copilot than i was in the wrong seat. This really pissed me off becouse this person does not know who i am, never asked what i meant by it or anything of the sort, if you don't understand something i write than ask me to explane it! I am not afraid to explane anything or defend anything that i say. So now that i got that out of the way my thought on the status line is this, God is my copilot he guides me(or pushes me most of the time) and when i crash he is there to pick me up and ask me "Now what did you learn from this one?" If God was the pilot we would never crash, never fall down and scrape your knee, and never have to learn how to get back up and walk down the road. I think if God is your pilot you would never have to learn anything and therefor never grow mentaly and spiritually becouse you wouldn't have to do anything becouse
The Hesperides, Daughters Of The Evening
We are the three sisters of Evening,We are the nymphs of a garden.Our voices bring forth beautiful singing,We can become trees among the golden.Their apples ripe with immortality,Ladon stand guard over them.Those who steal face fatality,He is the one who will condemn.He talks to us as we sing,Our voices lilting in the trees.Aegle is the luminous one,The willow blowing in the breeze.Erytheia is the crimson one,I am the willow in the grove.Hesperia is the evening one,Her poplar is full of love.Once our apples were stolen,Hercules had tricked the God Atlas.Aethena returned them crestfallen,The scared fruit returned alas.We are the Hesperides, Daughters of the Evening.
A Trembling Sigh
As I sit here, the walls close in I wonder what is yet to come.The shadows grow darker toward meMy light starting to fade some.The tears streak down my faceMy will lost to all.I shudder with resignationI am about to fall.I sigh readying myself for the killI tremble waiting for the slice.I wonder when it will happenI worry will death be nice.My pain is plainly seen on my faceMy darkness has grown high.I laugh at Death, he angersI grow quiet with a trembling sigh.
His original comment.
His new account. Let's clean up fubar, yes?
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as i said before about my parents i thought my father was a lil better then my whore of a mother well today he proved it after i already forgive him for alot of things today he called me and ask if i can go get my grandmothers belonging since they are moving into a new appointment in the same place they lived at well i went there with my bff once i got there i forgot to take a vike's before i started lifting things i know i should not becuse of my left arm its still needs time to heal but i cant just stop my life and depend on others i have alwasys been indenpent unless iam lazy lol then that"s deffrent but still he knows i have some health issues that mother fucker lay on his ass and does nothing to help all he did was sit on his couch and watch the news and his gf all she does is run her fat ass mouth and complaining iam now sweaty tire hurting stressing and i already know that tomorrow iam going to be hurting alot more i put all my energy into doing all the damn work my bff help al
Look In Here
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The Real Smile
The real smile. . .
. . .comes without any effort.With every ending, there is a new beginning. And every new beginning, by it's own nature, creates it's own ending.A friend sent me this quote:"Clinging to what seems certain means never progressing beyond the past."And it rings so true.Really embracing means really letting go. To really let go, is also to really embrace.The deeper the embrace, the deeper the risk of pain and loss. To really go deep I have to step past that fear of pain and loss. And to really step past that fear of pain and loss I have to deeply embrace what is.Without judgment, and with open arms, the heart has to be kept open regardless of what arises. And it will arise until it does, that is grace.Hey, is it too late, or can I have an easier curriculum please?!Yes I know, it is WAY to late for that. . . and it is beautiful. Tell me this. . . . without the clouds, can you tell if it is a sunset, or sunrise?"Real Love is the one celebrating itself as two."
Well since most of you all don't know this summer I'm starting back back college so I can work my way up to a better job and better life. Since I'll probably be busy with my homework and hopefully working again soon I wont be on Fubar as much as I usually am. However I will try to make here on the weekends but I'd rather be working out and trying to get in shape and tone up some. Anyways I just want to say that I have met some "real" nice people on here who actually have connected and bonded friendships. I just want to say that I will miss you all alot once I'm in classes and working and that I hope we remain friends. Also I'd like to say to everyone live your dreams and follow your hearts passion sure it may take time and have ups in downs but in the end it will be worth it. Until then take care everyone.
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all.
Okay so I just finished the movie Water Horse. It was awesome I must add that. It got me to thinking that there very well might be such creatures out there. Their are so many unexplained events and happenings. Over the years there have been numourus reports of sightings of such creature's such has Mermaids(Sirens),Water horse (Loch Ness Monster),Jersey Devil (The 13th Child),woman of the side (Banshee), I'm sure you've think I've lost my mind by now but I do think that theres more in the world than just humans and animals. So many people have reported seeing a woman come to them and tell them the time of there demise. This is where the story behind the banshee comes in. The Banshee was considered a messenger from the Otherworld who announced a coming death. Water horse (Loch Ness Monster) sightings date back to around the 6th century, but the legend of the Loch Ness Monster, nicknamed Nessie;got a boost in the early 1930s with several reported sightings and alleged photographic eviden
What I Expect From Staff Members Of Nbh
ok it's about time i put one of these up. most of ya'll know how i am and what kind of person i am. those that don't...pay close attention.
i am a very laid back kind of guy, and i will give everyone a chance. i don't play around with bs and i take care of mine. i have stood up for my staff members always and will continue to do so...with that bein said.
Greeters: your job is to greet people as they come into the lounge. no matter whether you know them or not.get them involved in convos...help them feel at home.
Head Greeters:make sure the greeters are doin their jobs...and greeting as well.if you know of people you'd like to have as a greeter. you have the liberty of bringing that person in.
Promoters: your job is to bring people in anyway you know how. bully's,personal (hit them up in sb),advertise...tell them what we are like and see if they want to be a part of it.
Head Promoters: same as promoters...but also to make sure they are doin their part.
People On Here
What in the world does a person say about him? I'd think I'd have a pretty good idea, but he generally leaves me speechless.Me and him have been through a LOT. Probably more than most people on here that I'm friends with now would even understand. He's one of the few people on this site that I can honestly say that I trust. I know a few of my friends have issues with him, but I don't.Wow, I'm two paragraphs in and I am already at a loss for words. To me he's just an all around great friend. I know that if I needed him, I could call him and he'd listen and do his best to help me. I'm not sure of how many people would do that for someone that lives on the other side of the country.I think after everything, he is still one of my best friends. One that I know I can be serious with and still joke around with. He tries his best to make me smile and laugh, even when I tell him I don't want to. He seems to know when I'm pissed off, just by the way I'm typing. He's not the only one that can do
Ok, now I know I'm not a perfect person however there have been some things going on lately that have really been pissing me off..
So someone in your life calls themselves your "best friend"... ok what do you expect outta that person? I expect unconditional and unjudgemental love. That's what I put out there to all my friends and I stupidly expect it back. Now, my best friend as of late has not been acting like one. One of our good friends from HS is wayyy into me and when he didn't get what he wanted, he made a fake account on here and started spying on me. When I let him know that we weren't going to be an option (seeing as how I HAVE A MAN!!!!!) My best friend has slowly but surely taken his side. Over Memorial Day weekend when I was out of town, She went out to the bar with him and to his house the next night for a bonfire. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying they shouldn't be friends but seriously??? When I have backed up every stupid thing you've ever done... at least give me
I just signed up here, and am learning all the fun stuff to do. I've made several friends, one enemy, and gotten shitfaced quite a few times! Woo! I'm sitting here dirnking beer and trying to figure out the best way to make points without reading the help files. Yes, I am one of those people that throws the instructions away with the box just to see if I can put it together. lol Wish me luck!
Getting Fed Up
Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now. why is it that ppl think Christmas is just about presents??? Im so tired of hearing ppl ask me if I have all my shopping done !!! Christmas is about love and showing love . If you want to buy someone something-take it to heart and find the special present for that person--A gift card just shows you dont have the heart or time to find something special.Pll now a days think its all about the gifts. Im sorry--I had to voice my opinion on it. I posted a mum few weeks ago about buying a VIPO for some fubucks--Im not allowed to do that accprding to the "Fu-Lords"--now I cant even post any mums. Im t
Trying To Find My New Family!!!
I am looking for my twilight family!!
Hey if you Love TWILIGHT as much as I do then you need to come and see me asap!!! to become part of my twilight family!! we are just a bunch of fans that get togather and role play some times... we all get to pick a twilight name. I am Alice Cullen, so we need a lot of fans right now. I will be keeping up with every one and every thing on here so we can be a happy family like the cullens!! I want to do it like the books as much as posible ok..
thanks so much Alice
I will up date this blog as I get the famly members ok!!
Alice Cullen- Salty baby
Jasper Hale- Lasher
The Scheisse Files
Ah the first post to the scheisse files, and as you can guess, this is about shit that happens in my life. Lets gets started by saying Im moving for the second time in 10 days. Turns out the place we moved to is no good (A/C doesn't work for nothing). So now I have to move into another place and spend more money that dont have and hope to god that everything works out.
Next the job, oh what a piece this is. I do repair work on computers and I have to deal with all the bullshit customers who ask the DUMBEST questions know to the human existence. Plus, on top of that my boss is instituting new "policies" that are supposed to make things better, he couldn't be more wrong on that. Leave it to the paper pushing pricks upstairs to make policies that don't work or are just too inefficient to make the company profitable.
Not to mention I only get paid $10.30 an hour to deal with these stupid policies and the retard customers. I guess a new job is in order, eh?
I would love to have a p
Being Inlove And Loving Someone..
I know now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. I understand that I might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. I know that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. I found out too soon, that in the end, you’re your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant
For The Kingdom Of Wolves
TRUTH IS THE GAME OF THE FEW BUTTHE CRY OF ALL...
What does this mean..well for myself personally there are many instances in this life that the truth has been claimed but it turns out to bea falsehood..
All that a person can do is to remember that the truth is subjective to those that are claiming it.
Just remember to be able to accept the fact that there are many in this life that do not know how to speak truthfully to themselves never mind to ayone else and learn to move on.
through the lies there ends up being a warped version of relaity, but the person that is beig lied to must not let a hate come into thier hearts or else it could become all consuming.
so my friends lets all live a life in truth and in love
listen and you will hear the sounds of our four legged brothers, their soulful voices echoing into the night anting the familgy in the kingdom to band together..
we as a family shpuld spend more time getting to know one another...
getting to the heart
Ok I know its self serving and shamless but I have to plug my new website fugleesleathers.net. Why? Cuz we have top dollar leathers at crackhead prices. I mean really. yea sure you can buy the thin ass chaps from some cheap ass leather site than tear the first time you snag the blinker on your bike. Or you can buy these and wreck at 70 and most likely live to tell about it or atleast your skin wont be tore up. Anyway take a look, pass it on to your biker friends. We attend rally's nation wide, and are looking for local models to shoot for our upcoming calendar. We also sponsor wet T contests and best ass in chaps contests. More to come as we get busy so keep checking in. Thanks END of shameless plug lol.
** You came into my life when I list expected you. At first I was reluctant to accept you but as we became closer, I had no other choice but to fall for you. Many were not favor of this relationship, for what reason, I don’t know. So I promised myself to win this battle no matter what. ***It was very hard to adjust since I’m new with this kind of commitment. I tried everything to become perfect one for you. I had given you everything, my heart, my mind and my soul. You’ve always been my priority. I had set aside my family, my friends and yes, even myself. That’s how I LOVE YOU! *** I was preparing for our 18th monthsary then, when I woke up one morning only to find out that you were gone. You left me without giving me a reason. You abandoned me without giving a damn! I couldn’t explain the feeling that enveloped me during those times. I wanted to shout, I wanted to cry and I wanted to die. I didn’t know where to start. You’re my world and I did
To All Married Couples And Singles Who Intend To Get Married
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years
"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow,
You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know.
Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster,
And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster.
Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain,
And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain.
Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books,
And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look.
The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart,
In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart.
But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown,
Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground.
So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride,
So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life?
Well That's For You To Decide.
I HAVE COME TO THE END OF MY ROPE HERE... I HAVE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN ON HERE AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN.... ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE ILL SHOW UP IN YOUR SB ASKING TO
What You Think About This?
I've learned that ...
"I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I've learned that you can keep going long
Home Sweet Home
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY. plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits. won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty
You have been in my thoughts constantly.
All that my mind wonders is, when I will see your face again.
Hold you in my arms...feel your arms around me
squeezing me until I melt.
Your kisses are like a match striking my soul.
My knees get weak and my body wants you NOW!
Self-control is all that kept me from making love to you for hours.
My body wants it...you made me want you.
My body yearned for your hardness...
all I could do is think of you enter me...
hittin' it just right.
Letting me ride you like the stallion you are.
With your body on top of mine...
you hit my love spot until we both explode all over each other.
We quiver with unbelievable passion as we try to catch our breath.
We can feel each other's essence as we gaze into forever...
Will this dream ever be real? Or just in my dreams?
Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2003
The Difference Beteween Men And Women
Thank you for this Poet I LOVE IT!
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
MAN'S LOVE POEM
I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with
huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course,
and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This
doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
"Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming. Hope ends when U stop believing. Love ends when U stop carin
i miss having someone to hold at night and someone to kiss i have a lot of love but no one to give it too . fuck i hate this feeling sigh i know i m not ugly . someone tell wtf am i doing wrong ? how do i meet the perfect woman ?
Omg, I Want!!!!!
I am so tired of reading this daily in status messages or bulletins.
Seems like everyone wants cherry bombs, auto 11's, Happy Hours, blasts, VIP's, and blings.
Crazier still is people ACTUALLY give them this stuff.
Blah my head hurts and I wanted to bitch
Wtf Am I Supposed To Do!!
I'm pissed off to the MAX. So Stressed. So irritated. && completely miserable!
Not only do I have a gay job that doesn't give me hours or money, && Haven't worked in more than 2 weeks. I have a mom that doesn't have enough money to pay the bills. There's nothing I can do to help her & I feel soo bad.
She complains about not having money Yet she has enough money to put gas in her tank to visit "The Love Of Her Life" who is in Prison about 50 mins away. She has enough money to put on his books...F**k him seriously! He treats her like total Freakin sh!t.
She has custody of two of my nieces and now my Nephew. I can understand why she has no money because she doesn't make as much as she used to and now she has 3 more babies to take care of but don't complain when you spend it on stupid crap and on someone who doesn't love you. The kids should be her FIRST and ONLY priority right now..
After our cell phones got shut off last December I got the House phone and Internet in my nam
You can have me on the bed...
soft and warm
You can have me on the floor...
hard and rough
You can have me across the table...
the glass top might break
You can have me on the grass...
tickling that hot spot
You can have me in the garage...
the work bench is sturdy
You can have me in the whirlpool...
hot and bubbling
You can have me in the garden...
oops don't crush the tomatoes
You can have me on the car...
the engine is still hot
You can have me in the elevator...
can you take me to the top
You can have me on the roof...
feels like I can reach the stars
You can have me in the front...
work that shyt right
You can have me from the back...
now spank that ass right
The answer is not "You can have me"
The question is "Can you handle me???"
Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2001
To Love Again
Hate, anger, tears,Built up walls full of fear.Gave up feelings gave up care.No more of my love would I share.
Until a warrior came upon my wall.Courageous, determined , and enthralled.Seeking out the depths of my soul,Touching my heart with console.
He captivated me with them brown eyes.Looked past my smile full of guise.Slowly my wall became devouredMy pain, suffering and sorrow scoured.
He was an intriguing undiscovered tale,A fiery soul longing for a love that would never frail.He held a flaming torch within my rapture.Now for this brave my heart he has captured.
He fulfills my underlying happinessWith every empyrean kiss.As every minute transcends the love between us emergesAbove all life’s obstacles that face us we will surge.
With patience, trust, faith, and generosity.We will meet our relationships velocity.Discovering each other to our inner core.The many different attributes of life we will explore.
Our future together is as uncharted as the sea.However my devot
Check it out :) I was messin' around...tryin' to figure out a song to sing for a try out and found out I like this...so yea...:) here goes nothing!!
Oh yea...firefox doesn't work...use in IE :)
http://www.zshare.net/audio/6173864369d67d18/]GiveMeOneReason.mp3 Ok so I need some advice on fixing this before my gram's wedding :) Any advice would be awesome...you will have DL it in order for it to play to Windows Media player :) THANKS!!!
[URL=http://www.zshare.net/download/6852481288dcc0ce/]KeeperoftheStars.wma[/URL] I've come to finally realize that no matter what you will always have people come in and out of your life. A lot of times for reasons unknown, as to why a person is no longer in your life or as to why this person was brought into your life. I've come to see that true friends won't walk out on you. They will stand by you through thick and thin, never turning their back on you, accept you for who you are, not cut you up, make a mockery of you, but be there for y
Fvck You.that Isnt Right.
For all you idiots out there listen to me really fucking good okay? Im pissed right now. I just got offered 500 dollars to have sex with someone here. He was dead serious.You motherfucker your lucky Im not posting your name.That is utter disrespect towards a woman. Your lucky I dont get you arrested for propositioning me.I dont think its funny.I dont think its cute.I think you just spit on my moral character.I will say this once more.If ANYONE else disrespects me or my relationship again you will be blocked and deleted.I dont care if I had my pussy pics shining to the world that doesnt give anyone the right to put me down and degrade me.I am a LADY. I am in a loving relationship.I never want to be with any of you.I never want to fuck any of you.I never want to meet any of you.I have friends here and that is it.If you can't get that well I suggest you pay a 2 dollar whore.I will not be treated like a slut by anyone.I know who I am and I know how I am.Dont fuck with me.You might think Im
He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns.Sweet-talkin' forked tongue haf a temptin' charm.Before I turned around, that girl was gone.All I can say is: "Bartender, pour me somethin' strong."Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.It was long on chrome, sittin' in the lot.An' fire engine red, that thing was hot.He revved it up, she waved goodbye.Well, love's gone to hell and so have I.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope she's happy with him.Here's to the girl, who wrecked my world,That angel who did me in.I think the devil drives a Coupe de Ville.I watched 'em drive away over the hill,Not against her will, an' I've got time to kill,Down in Brokenheartsville.Here's to the past, they can kiss my glass.I hope s
My Life Is Strange
Well let me start off with from now on in my life I am going to be doing background checks on any and all women that come into my life. I only say this because there was this Gal that I thought was my friend when all my family and other friends was telling me she was TROUBLE.... Well I should have listened you see she played me as a fool and offered me all kinds of stuff in favor of doing shit for her! Well when she wanted her house to burn so she could collect the insurance money on it she made an offer that sounded way to good but always kept her promises to me so I thought what the hell why not and went along with her plan! Only to End up in Jail and countless court dates and what not so my life is shitty right now and I hope that it gets better!
See My Pain See My Love
The lonely feeling in your life and heart your soul is crying for love but you can’t even feel it in your heart it is crying for love the only thing you see is pain. and to see the love that you need is the one thing you can’t have in your life because of the past. The past is a big part of your darkness in your life and the one thing you lose is the one thing you can’t get back and the one thing you need is the love you lost and part of your heart died that night and than you put up a well telling your safe that you will not lent any one get that close to your heart and every love that came in your life fall part and you say to your safe is this what I want to feel like this all my life and to feel lonely and to feel like I will never feel love and to see all my friend’s in love you feel like I don’t be long in this world and you pray to dog to take this pain away and if you can’t than pleas kill me and I now you wont do that and I say I will do
i feel keeping it real is a part of life if u b real wit yr self how can u b real wit any body and my bad about the rip so many haters i guess im doing someting right my name at *ick so keep it out your mouth u know who u r
The Ramblings of a Manic Depressive
Suicidal thoughts come and go. It’s always the same. Always the friend. Always the “hook up”. Never loved. So tired. Should this be the way it is? Is this all I’m here for? What is the meaning of life? Does life even HAVE a meaning? I don’t really want to go on. I’m so tired of being alone. Alone. Lonely. I laugh so I don’t cry. I make you laugh to hide how I feel. You don’t know. No one does. It won’t be long. The world closes in on me. Freedom is crushing me. So tired. So alone. Never my turn. Never me. Confined to my own mind. Rejected by society. I give in. I give up. Should I do it? Will anyone care? What’s stopping me? Life….it goes on for at least one more day. I’ll see what tomorrow brings. A REASON A SEASON OR A LIFET I M E
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exact
you have my heartyou have my soulyou are so deepi cant breath sometimesyoure in mindand all i findis an emptyness i cant replacewhen ur gonei miss you so muchim independant but losthow can one man own me so completely
im so in lovenever thought i would bedidnt know i knew howyou feel me with a needand wowi want to touch youfeel you next to mea touch that burns my soula look that says your minetatooed on my heart for all timei dont want anyone elsenoone else comparesyou make me meltwith just a wordi have never felt this way beforei could get lost in you---------------------------------------------
When all others let you downI'll be there without a soundI'll be there to show you the wayTo a brighter and better dayA shoulder you can lean onWhen you think all hope is goneYou're very special I hope you knowYou have my love, my heart, and my soul
I want to tell you all about my wonderful friends I've made on Fubar...
I could list names but i think you know who you are...
I have to admit I'm a cold hearted bitch most of the time... I put up a wall and i try very hard to be a loaner... but these friends of mine keep drawing me out of my dark hole and seem to love the idea I'm kind of geeky...
Now you all might see each other in my recent blogs, even commented on each other. But sadly you have not added each other as friends.....
I want you all to love each other as dorks... stand untied and proud..
needless to say with my friends they are all pretty ice and excepting of how dorky i can be.. so i wanted to thank you ... you know who you are.. i crush you sometimes i say i love you and mostly i get to spend a little of my day with you....
Thanks for being you..
P.S. If you need a list of names to know your on the list just say so...
oh my dads here ill be back in 30
I've given all i can give, I’ve changed all i can possibly change. Still it's not enough. Forgiveness sometimes never arrives as your savior. Too many differences in opinion, too many things wrong with each of us to see the real problem. We blamed each other and became bitter. Sore at the world that was us and we fought several wars which all ended in a draw. Redrawing your feelings broke me in a way i can't bare to explain. It shoved me violently back into that fucking cage of mine. Made me retreat from my mindset and reevaluate why it is I’m here. I don't know, never really did i suppose. I have a goal now, and I’m breaking my fucking self to accomplish it. I will not allow myself to be crushed by this momentary depression. Fuck my family and their back stabbing way, I’m tired of being afraid of being myself. I'll fucking kill myself to get what i want now, and what i want is what I’ve always wanted. Music.
So mend your wounds that i opened, tend to th
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MANY OF U KEEP ASKING WHAT HAPPEND WHYS MY STATUS SAY HEART BROKEN?
WHY? BECAUSE THE MAN THAT I LOVED BROKE MY HEART MAY 25,09
When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.)
...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!) it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and
Hope you all go and see it when its out.
Only did a few days here and there so not in the credits.
TRON AKA TRON 2 Disk Productions Ltd. Prod: Sean Bailey, Steven Lisberger, Jeffrey Silver, Justis Greene Director: Joseph Kosinski DOP: Claudia Miranda PD: Darren Gilgro PM: Heather Meehan PC: Jennifer Metcalf Publicist: Lee Anne Muldoon LM: Kendrie Upton ALM: Hans Dayal SPFX: Alex Burdett, John Jordan Cast: Jeff Bridges, Olivia Wilde, Garrett Hedlund, Bruce Boxleitner Casting: Mayrs/Brandstatter Extras: Lisa Ratke Sched: Apr 6 - Jul 1/09
Soooo Not Fair
Oddities of the govt... they spend billions yearly to keep and enforce the illegalness of the med that works the best.... and only set aside 4.5 mill for research for a cure lol
Is this to try to force patients into buying man made chemicals with horrible side effects from drug companies instead of naturally grown 1s that actually work better? Basically looks like the drug companies are sucking the right dicks to get paid :|
4 1/2 million for research finding a cure verses BILLIONS keeping weed from those that need it... I consider this bullshit, and it pisses me off.
Its My Birthday
Its my birthday
and I am whoring for salutes...
will you make me one?
Friends Needing Help
I HAVE A NEW OWNER
Come meet him and show him some love he deserves it.You know how it goes rate,fan,add,bling him. Not only has he been a great owner but he always kept my spirits up over the last week when ive been sick.
Irish Entertainment - Periodical
Okay so here we go this is the first issue of *Drum Roll Please* IRISH ENTERTAINMENT~Focus on AmericaIn this we (we being me myself and I) will be discussing the major issues absolving them selves in the various parts of America.Major Issues Included~Naming the Price Lately I have noticed I am getting ripped off by under charging for gigs. This section will cover Pricing and Charges in various regions of the US. Reader Requests will also be covered.~Then There Was One Another BIG thing in the Industry lately has been the rise in artists saying if you even play my song you must pay me. This has been causing me and others in the Industry a whole lot of grief. This section will keep you all in the loop so that you do not get any unexpected Charges in your next License statement. (example: New Metallica Songs are billed at a rate of .30 usd per play)~Legal Licensing Here I will cover the licensing process and explain the benefits to obtaining all of the available licenses even if your only
Pray Free Style
this is called"PRAY"
Y IS NIGGAZ STARTIN TO SPLIT ME UP WIT MY MOMS,THEN WEN I COME THEY GO GET THEIR GUNS,LIKE THEY SUMTHIN IS GUNNA HAPEN,THEY TALK SHIT THEN GET THE PIGS AND PHONES START TAPPEN,SO JUS GOTTA SAY,WEN I COME U BETTA "PRAY",DAT I DNT CATCH YA,OR ELSE UR SHIT IS GUNNA BE SHOT DOWN BEFORE I CUT YA,NIGGAZ THINK THEY GOT GOOD IN THEIR LIVES,SO BEGIN SNITCHIN AND RUNNIN WITH THEY WIFES,DA ONLY THING I GOT SAY,IS DNT FUCK WIT ME AND U DNT HAVE TO "PRAY",JUS BOW DOWN,AND I WNT COME AROUND,ITS A KNOWN FACT,IM SORRY DOG BUT U RAN UR MOUTH SO I HAD TO WIT DA GAT,BLAST U IN UR HEAD,NOW LOOK FO RUNNIN UR BLEEDIN OUT UR MUTHA FUCKIN HEAD,LAUGHIN AS NIGGA THINK HE CAN RAP,BUT IM BETTA JUS LIKE DA CLEAR WATTER DATS TAP,SUM BITCHES LIKE FAMILA,GETS BURN LIKE A MUTHA FUCKIN TORTILA,NIGGA KNOS DAT MY SIS DOIN FUCKIN 12 YEARS,TO TAKE AWAY DA FEELIN IM GETTIN DRUNK OFF DA BEERS,NIGHTMARES COME AND GO,EVERY HOOD I WENT TO THOSE NIGGAS AINT SHIT BUT HOES,TRYIN TO MAKE IT OUT HERE,IM DAT G
OK QUESTION! WOMEN SAY THEY WANT TO BE TOLD THE TRUTH RIGHT? WELL WHEN I'M HONEST, I GET SLAPPED OR YELLED AT OR CALLED NAMES! IT'S FRUSTRATING REALLY! I'M TOO OLD TO LIE & IT CAN BE EXHAUSTING!!! MY VIEW OR IDEA OF A LONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP IS BOTH PARTIES MUST WORK HARD ON THE LITTLE THINGS! THE GOOD MORNING GORGEOUS - THE I LOVE YOU- I'LL DO THE DISHES- LET ME RUN YOU A BATH- I'LL COOK- TAKE A GIRL'S NIGHT- GO TO THE SPA! THOSE LITTLE THINGS ARE THE GLUE TO A STRONG LASTING RELATIONSHIP, I THINK! I'M PRETTY MUCH HONEST TO EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY KIDS & PEOPLE DEAR TO ME BUT IT ONLY SEEMS TO BOTHER WOMAN? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY? I had a dream last night about someone who had just entered my life, a friend I thought & I got this passage out of it! Hope you understand & like it!
SOMETIMES I GET SO WEIRD, I FREAK MYSELF OUT
JUST WONDERING IF YOU'RE NEAR
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE IT SEEMS HARD ENOUGH TO BREATH
IT FEELS LIKE SOMEBODY RIPPED MY HEART OUT & LEFT ME TO BLEED
WHAT USE IS
Come Own me please
Mike Ockisbigs Blog
Some of you have asked for me to post some of my videos.. here they are... they are NSFW!!! Don't get caught! ;)
I'm noticing that on a whole lot of profiles, specifically those run by females, there are a list of rules. I'm guessing it's mostly women who have these rules, I don't really spend all day trolling for dudes on here, but of the 3 random guys profiles I opened none of them had anything remotely resembling a list of rules. I'm not exactly sure what makes you fall under the jurisdiction of these rules, I'm guessing just viewing the page makes you at least a potential citizen of the Kingdom of *whoever's* Profile.
These rules are pretty much all the same, and by my best guess are specifically designed to make you feel like an asshole for viewing her profile and having a penis at the same time.
I picked a random lady's profile just to have something to work from, and what do you know? A list of rules! This particular profile has the rules under a fairly large profile paragraph. She talks about herself, her friends, and her kids. She says she's a Capricorn, which according to the quick go
My Tattoo The Koi Fish
The koi fish in Japanese folklore represents the overcoming of obstacles, because the koi fish travels up the yellow river and when it comes to the end of the river it transforms into the dragon; thus overcoming the adversity represented by the strong river to fufill its own destiny.
The Legend of the Rainbow River (also known as The Yellow River) Japanese legend has it that every year thousands of Koi, a courageous, strong, and dedicated fish, make a perilous and difficult journey up the Rainbow (or Dragon) river. Out of perhaps a million Koi, only once in many years, one Koi is dedicated and strong enough to swim all the way to the head of the river, known as "The Dragon Gate" (or "The Rainbow Gate") and leap from the water. He is transformed into a dragon.
The Legend of the Nine Warrior Koi
According to Chinese Folklore there is an ancient tale of the nine holy Koi, who's quest was to endure the long arduous journey to Dragon Gate to make the magical transformation to become
Almost In Awe
The nuisance diminished to that of a ghost's whisper My mind struggles to interperet the difference between you and it My heart is lighter now, unable to love, still my infatuation for you grows Make me whole again sweet beauty...you own me. My pain is made vainMagnified and playedTo an obsessed audience, made up of only 3That’s Me, Myself and IAnd I can’t hide from MyselfThat’s why I can only trust MyselfWhat’s trust worth?...WellThe key to one’s lifeAnd if you asked Me, that’s one hell of a priceSo I stick to MyselfAnd Myself is all I needCuz I am MyselfMyself synonymous with Me.
80's Theme Day
I know your all excited so hitch up those leg warmers put on your roller skates cause today is 80's theme day......
The list so far is:
Jack Burton(Big Trouble in little China)=Husky redneck
Falcor= Brain Ninja
Claire(Breakfast Club)= Reeka
Jareth=Blue Eyed Soul
Alex (Flashdance)= VIndicated
McGyver= Shits & Giggles
Baby (Dirty Dancing) = Pixie
Johnny ( DIrty Dancing)= Mop
Ferris (Ferris Bullers Day off) Soda
Westly/dread pirate roberts - princess bride= Hugh
Sheena= Name Crisis
Mr T = Whorasaurus
Charlotte 'Charlie' Blackwood from Top Gun!= Amykins
Dan Fielding= chainsaw
Charlie Blackwood= Amykins
Beast master= Witchie
Remo Williams= Bounty Hunter
Jo= Ms. D
Peg Bundy= Cant sleep clowns.....
Bernie Lomax= ketch22
Sonny (my lover)= Sasquatch
Wonder woman= wicked wench
Una= Sin Sin
I know there's more of you so please help me update....
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RL1-TV come vist me at www.ringleader1.com
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My Sister Victoria!
ATTENTION TWLIGHT FAN's MY SISTER VICTORIA IS BACK AND READY FOR SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!! PLEASE R/F/ADD/ AND SOME BLINGS!!!!!!! SHE IS THE BEST SISTER THAT I CAN EVER ASK FOR !!!!!!
Snake Eyes radio is one of fubar's oldest, boldest and most loyal lounges. Created in Oct of 2007, SER has stayed near the top of our hottest lounges for over a year solid. SER's members are an eclectic bunch and the staff is comprised of people who love all kinds of music. This great collection of people means that SER plays anything from R&B, Tech, Death Metal to Blues & Rockabilly. The music is as dynamic as the people who hang out there are! Snake Eyes Radio has tattoo artists that do their work on cam in addition to 'trusted members' that can access cams. They also do Trivia, mostly on Fridays and other fun events to crank the party into full gear. Many of the SER staff throw out random gifts.. bling.. things of that sort, just because they want to show their appreciation to their patrons. Check out Snake Eyes Radio and join in the fun!
I Hate Those Manic Times In Life.
I have this personality that is a blessing and a curse. No Im not bi-polar..I asked my doctor and went to a few to be sure.Im just highly emotional I guess you would say.I have what you call bad luck.People around me make comments like "with your luck" and "Gosh you have bad luck" that makes me feel bad. I am a blessed person don't get me wrong.Im well taken care of and have great family and boyfriend but bad things happen to me alot.Im accident prone.I hate it. Lately my luck has gotten worse.Ive had trial after trial lately and get quite down.But Im not the kind of person to stay down long.I usually get really angry or I cry it out and then Im fine and look forward to bettering whatever problem it is. I feel everything deeply.When Im hurt inside it takes me over completely and I wont sleep.When something happens to someone I love...well I take their burden on myself.I can't help it.I wish I wasn't that way but I am.I am a worry wort.Dont ask why Im writing this random blog..well I k
WHEN I LOOK AT THIS DAY, AS A SOLDIER I SAY, THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT US
BUT THE THANKS NEEDS TO GO TO THE ONES WHO FOUGHT FOR US, THE ONES THAT GAVE US THE FREEDOM TO DO WHAT WE LIKE
THE ONES WHO GAVE US THE LIBERTY TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT
THE ONES WHO SHED THERE BLOOD AND LOST THIER LIFE
THE ONES WHO LEFT BEHIND THIER KIDS AND WIFE
THE ONES WHO WILL NEVER SEE THIER KIDS GROW UP
THE ONES THAT SACRIFCED IT ALL, THE ONES ONE NEVER COMPLAINED ABOUT IT AT ALL
SO ON THIS DAY WE THANK THEM FOR WHAT THEY DONE
BUT JUST REMEMBER IF NOT FOR THEM YOU MAY NOT BE ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN
ON THIS DAY WE HONOR OUR FALLEN WITH TRIBUTES, BANNERS, AND PARADES, BUT ALL THEY WOULD ASK FOR I'M SURE IS JUST REMEMBER WHAT THEY FOUGHT FOR
THEY FOUGHT FOR YOU AND FOR ME, THEY FORUGHT FOR THIS LAND SO IT WOULD REMAIN FREE THEY FOUGHT FOR THE FLAG WE ALL SO LOVE FLY WAY HIGH UP IN THE SKY
AND IF IT WERE NOT FOR THOSE WHO GAVE THIER LIFE, WE MIGHT NOT HAVE THE COUNTRY WHERE IN
AND ALL I KNOW IS THA
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.
You Can Only Type ONE Word.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? purse2. Your significant other? Bed3. Your hair? Blonde4. Your mother? Virginia5. Your father? Deceased6. Your favorite thing? laughter7. Your dream last night? Romance8. Your favorite drink? Coke9. Your dream/goal? Love10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? on12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love14. Where were you last night? Bedroom15. What you're not? painfree16. Muffins? Blueberry17. One of your wish list items? Money!!18. Where you grew up? Virginia19. The last thing you did? fubar20. What are you wearing? Nothing21. TV? off22. Your pets? Dog23. Your computer? Toshiba24. Your life? Boring25. Your mood? Great26. Missing someone? Yes27. Favorite Store? Walmart30. Your summer? HOT31. Like someone? naturally32. Your favorite color? Green33. When is the last time you laughed? 5-26-0934. Last time you cried? You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy an
The [internet] Life And [chat] Times Of Adrian
My first Fubar blog. And it's not an entirely happy one lol. I've been having internet problems most of the week. My internet speed has slowed down to a crawl's pace. I'm supposed to have DSL but for whatever reason, it's acting MUCH slower than even Dial-Up. This wouldn't bother me so much if it wasn't for the fact that it's *so* slow that, half the time, pages don't even load!!The tech support people at Verizon have got to be the most incompetent assholes EVER! I called them last Wednesday and told them about my situation. After I followed their advice and checked the connections here to see if it was something on my end, they finally decided that they would send a technician on Thursday and that he/she would be here at some point "from 1 to 5." I took half the day off from work so that I would be home when they came. Not only did they not bother to call me before coming but... they NEVER CAME! By the time 4:30PM rolled around, I had a feeling that they were not going to show up at a
To make us whole
I would sacrifice my soul.
But whome would take it,
if duty-bound they were to break it?
There was you, and there was sex.
I put them together and what became was restless.
We evolved just to test this,
theory of what is love.
below and above,
the lines that seperate,
normal and abserd.
Then to disturb,
The balance, The average, The medeocre.
Then nowhere, could we find,
Any sane mind,
that could condem or condon us.
But none yet could own us,
and as yet to be shone us,
any more higher a calling upon us.
There was you, and there was I.
We destroyed that old stone sat on high.
And now a new age,
for our passion, and our rage.
With nothing to prove and no war to wage.
Will we remember the struggles,
in that iron cage?
Or drift off into the average, subdued life,
of the common, domestic man and wife.
B Kendall Clark 2005
The Last Trench As they walked through the bodies strewn thr
Hands clenched I raise my voice against the choice made by the one who startled me with love. Upon the wind my frustration churns in echoing resonance and burns crimson tears from my eye, inside I die once again. Primal feelings of ferral rage that inundates my soul is smothered by melancholic darkness wherein lies fantasies of blood slattered lace as I forcibly place a brick in her face. Do you know how I feel, a storm with a single continuous peal, of thunder shout for a soul neglected and ultimately infected with loneliness. Tingling chills, passionate sighs, soft hot flesh, hands on thighs. A moan of need from lips apart. Flicks of a tongue, skips in the heart. Feel the lust, the want, the burn. Feel the body begin to yearn. Feel your doubts melt to desire as gentle carresses fuel the fire. Nibble, nibble moving south, master of verse, master of mouth. Delving into the tender flesh. Frenzied joys begin mesh. Feel the lust, the want, the burn. Feel the body begin to yearn. Feel your
I came to wake up beside your sleepy form, After the love we made, After the sweet caresses of your skin, After the kisses that we shared… We walked into the bedroom together, We never left. We let our bodies mesh together as one, We let ourselves go free. I gave it all to you, I gave you all I could, I gave this all to you, With no questions asked. You opened your heart to me, You opened your arms to hold me, You stared into my eyes without hesitation, I stared into your eyes without apprehension. I laid you down gently, I took your clothes off—slowly, Sensually, I took my time with you, To make you feel complete. When your clothes were off, and you were comfortable with your nakedness, I became more than just a man, I became a part of you, and you became and extension of me, When I decided to explore you, you let me in. I took one of your long legs, caressed them with kisses, And I did the same to the other. You shuddered with delight, As I made my d
My Day Out
I HAD A BLAST WITH MY ROOMMATES KIDS... WE ALL WENT TO THE POOL STAY TILL ABOUT 5:00 P.M... I AM BURN FROM HEAD TO TOE.... I STILL HAD A BLAST... NOW FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT I DONOT GET OUT AND DOING NOTHING HMMM LOOK ON MY PIC PAGE AND YOU WELL SEE MY FACE I AM RED BUT I WE TAN THE NEXT DAY...... STILL HAD A BLAST...... WHEN IT GET HOT I AM OUT SIDE MOST OF THE TIME.. I DONOT LIKE BEING IN SIDE THAT MUCH... I AM LIKE HELL NO GOT TO GET OUT AND DOING SOMETHING...... CAN'T WAIT TO GO RAFTING SOON WITH MY BABY.... OH NO NOT THE WAIT THING DAMN IT.... OOOOOO I LOVE CAMPING TOO.... LOVE THE NIGHT TIME WHEN IT IS JUST YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE AT THE CAMP SITE NOT A DAMN SOUL AROUND... HMMMMM NOW WOULDA YOU LIKE TO KNOW... HA HA I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANY THING YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GUESS AND BE IN THE GUTTER.... AHHHH YES THE GUTTER IS A VERY FUN PLACE TO BE....
Never Forget The Fallen Ones
Never forget the fallen ones
Forget us not as we lie hereIn our eternal sleep.The price we paid for freedomWas very hard and steep.We left our sweethearts,left our wives,Our homes and families.We gave our all on foreign soilFor this thing they call liberty.We were a mixture of the land,Of many creeds and races.But in God's eyes we're all the same;Only He knows all our faces.So as you pass our place of rest,Please say a silent prayer.Then turn your eyes toward heaven;Thank God that you weren't there.And when you see Old GlorySalute her once for us.She is the symbol of our loveFor this land so great and free.Remember us in the summer daysAnd in the cold chill of December.For we shall be forever nearAs long as you remember.
'Never forget the fallen ones' Copyright © RayCopyright is property of the above author. Reproduction in whole or in part is strictly prohibited.
My Take On Life
What is normalcy to you and I? Aren't we all put on our good earth to make the best of what the maker has given us? What does it take for folks who don't their God, to put their trust in God of Christianity?! Yet I'll not judge their decisions. Life? Is what you made of your own future, for I gonna made the best of my own life regardless of economical situation at hand. I had created and attempting to improve my own lounge named Phoenix Rising so many time and failed... that mean my attempt at adding Skins to my lounge, since I not great with codes... Yet, I wonder, would anyone here willing to work for me as lounge promoter/web master/security?
Chicken Or Egg
Which came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!
While Your Lips Are Still Red
sweet little words made for silence
young heart for love
dark hair for catching the wind
not to veil the sight of a cold world
kiss while your lips are still red
while he's still silent
rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
drown into eyes while they're still blind
love while the night still hides the withering dawn
first day of love never comes back
a passionate hour's never a wasted one
the violin, the poet's hand,
every thawing heart plays your theme with care
kiss while your lips are still red
while he's still silent
rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
drown into eyes while they're still blind
love while the night still hides the withering dawn
How does one began to say I am sorry?
Began to fix what has been messed up for so long?
Looking back I see how great of friends we were and could still be,
I didnt know how to hold on and keep you there
I walked away or watched you walk away I am not sure which.
Friendships are meant to last forever
yet somehow we let ours slip away
To say sorry is easy but it doesnt say enough
Still I am sorry for everything
and you will know maybe if you ever see this
Legacy Of An Adopted Child
Once there were two women
Who never knew each other
One you do not remember
The other you call mother
Two different lives
Shaped to make yours one
Once became your guiding star,
the other became your sun
Ther first gave you life,
and the second taught you to live it
And the first gave you a need for love
and the second was there to give it
One gave you a nationality
the other gave you a name
One gave you the seeds of talent
The other gave you aim
one gave you emotions
the other calmed your fears
One saw your first sweet smile,
the other dried your tears
A Poem Made For Me
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of..
amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe or not..
When im on here i am myself..fun loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even my thoughts of the future i try to plan out..
when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out
Dont be defeated
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h
I love when people hate on me they don't know that everything they do to me would come back around to them its called Karma and when it hits them its going to hit them hard and then they is going to need me when they talk about me and starts rumors about me i just laugh and say if you don't like me why the fuck your talking about me i tell it like it is and don't care how they feel about it Both girls and guys hate on me but i don't give a flying fuck as long as they don't put their hands on me i got in plenty of fights with haters because either their girls was feeling me or their boys was feeling me laugh at my haters and say you can hate me or love me just don't touch me i told my mom that when i die put me in my casket upside down so the world can kiss my white ass so to all my haters you can go to hell and burn because ur on my shit list once you get on my bad side your not coming back to my good and you might wanna watch your back because i might beat your ass if i catch you sli
New Video Made By A Friend
My friend made this video, it is his first one and I think he did a great job. http://www.link4u.com/kissedmyson.htm
Memorial Day 2009
Troops in Iraq, Afghanistan honor their fallen
For those whom are bored and looking for something new to try, join some of us over in eRepublik. Whiles its a slow start... a core group of us are a up and coming political party in the USA. Our goal: Presidency. Come help us out by making this a reality. Takes five minutes a day. and we'll be opening up a section on the forums to make this a more 'main' game of ours. http://www.erepublik.com/en/referrer/Jodoh Sign up with that plox as it will help the entire party out (as I donate the gold to the party). There is no foe more rank or malefic than the traitor. We rightly abhor the traitor that leads the enemy to our gate. We revile him for the annihilation of worlds and the murder of innocents. We each loathe him for the harm that he does to us. The scars that we bear remind us to keep our hatred bitter.Some may question your right to destroy ten billion people. Those who understand realize that you have no right to let them live...We must be unsleeping in vigilance, swift in judgm
When Darkness Falls
Reach for me when darkness fallsAnd emptiness comes crashing inCall my name in the still of nightTo be your confidante, lover, and friend.
Whisper your secrets and tell me your needsTell me your doubts, your worries and fearsI'll calm the storm that pounds in your soulI'll softly kiss away your tears.
Come to the shelter inside of my armsAnd leave all your troubles outside of my doorHold onto me while the world crumbles downMy heart is your lighthouse on a wind tossed shore.
The black abyss surrounds the givers of life, Its emptiness makes them all the more beautiful in their elegance, Like the pupil of the eye enhances the color of the iris, Its hollowness gives rise to their splendor. Without its dullness, they would not be so brilliant. With all their beautiful, their end is still the same, the dark abyss swallows them up and covers them from view, only to give them up again, in a brilliant burst of light. Its loneliness gives me sorrow, for it stretches onward forever, like a lost soul, so lost that it has stop searching, just wandering, just outside the light, always retreating from its brilliance. Never risking an encounter with their warmth, always alone in its hollowness, but always there, always waiting, but for what I do not know. For it is just a mirror of my own soul, empty, without the brilliance of the light, without its warmth, dead and hollow, full of sorrow. The just like the darkness that surrounds the stars, a soul travels this univers
A twinkling light dims is the cold of depth dark space. From a non-calculable distance a pair of eyes watches the scene unfold. The twinkling light dims almost to a pinpoint, And then for a fraction of a second seems to wink like the eye of a passer by. An almost in the same instant of time, the pinpoint of light grows brilliantly bright. It hangs in the sky over head glowing as if to say here I was, Then it dies the death that was intended for it. In the remnants of its life space, as if a ghost of itself still exists, The components of life spread outward, a nebula of stardust Marks it place in the coldness of the depth dark space. Thus with its ending, it gives a new beginning to one of the beauties of the great night’s sky. Death of A Star by Qfreak69©.
Lost In Limbo
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bomb auto auction
either single or any combination of the two
now until 11 p.m. tomorrow.
bidding starts at 8 mil
let the games begin
It was a dark and stormy night..........
I was sad and depressed, I got on fubar and i stumbled across the most gorgues woman I have ever met....
I kept seeing her sneak into my bogs all the time I knew she was the one for me......I bought her.... then Mr A thoguth it was funny the fing bastard to make me have a biding war... It was on the bastard would never take my Witty away..
The other night I received a phone call from Mop... he said hold on and clicked the other line....
I heard this girl voice and I realized it was my beloved Witty... the first time i ever heard her voice, I knew we had a connection.....
We GIRL SCREAMED...... mop cried...
I love my Witty she makes me laugh and smile.. I hate it when she goes to look for jobs cause i cant love her all day... shes my one my only
WITTY......I LOVE YOU
Ok everyone I just got my frist cherry bomb and i will be bomb my friends and family if you would like to be bomb. Just leave a comment say bomb me I am going to try to hit evryone on here. just comment and add be to your friends so i know who to hit and please have a photo alumb with 250 pics in it. I am going to give everone time to comment b4 i do the bomb!!!!
To light a fire, One must have the knowledge to do so. To give light to your surroundings You must have the tools to do so. To put away the emotions of mankind, And to begin to understand the logic of this universe, I will become that which I hate the most. Emotionless, That I may find rigidity in creation. Only Order exists in the universe outside of man, Mankind is the chaos within the orderly, Mankind can only destroy creation, Any attempts he has make have ending in destruction.
Sumtih' To Think About
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Blood drips from my finger's tips, as an ice cold breath leaves my lips. Stiffness has crepe into my joints, my mind is dull and without resolve. Life has no meaning without Death, and death is just an open doorway. To step inside is only the beginning, what awaits is not for the living to know. I have looked into that door, and have seen what is to come. Fear of the unknown, is only for those who do not know. Come walk with me inside this show, take my hand if you still fear. For death is only a beginning, not the eternal end. Come lay your worries upon my shoulder, and walk with me and be a little bolder. For life in this world is nothing but cold, and I weep for all my children, as I grow old. A poem for my love I will never see. Those with power have broken my spirit. Depression takes on many forms. I am so depressed now. I don't know what to do. My business is going great but my love life sucks. Without love is life worth living. A question to ponder, while wr
I just awoke from a nice, but odd Memorial Day afternoon nap. It seemed like no matter what I did, it fell apart as though I was stoned, drunk, or just stoopid, and i was none of the above! Ok maybe I'm a little stoopid. Just couldn't wake up.
1st I couldn't stop my Jeep from rolling right up to a curb overlookin' a river, ( shoulda been a guardrail there) the curb and reverse stopped me at the last moment. But, I then put it in forward, and *SPLASH!*, I got wet.
Then I tried to drink my first beer of the day, with the cop standing right there. The bottle slipped outta my wet hands and *SMASH!* it fell on the road and broke. I got a ticket for littering.
Then I went to a friend's house, a fubar regular, and put my hands on the gate to her picket fence. *WET PAINT!* Now my palms are all white.
Then I went to open a beer in her kitchen and *SMASH!* it fell on her floor and broke.
Now mind you, I'm still straight and sober. I go to light one, *FOOP!* There goes my mustache and e
Grief is an awful thing. It eats at your very soul. Death of a family member is never easy to bear. But life itself is not fair. Grief can causes one to not believe in the existence of God, but this universe is too ordered not to have a creator. Be he good or bad; is not for us to question, even with the death of a love one. I have no one to blame but myself for not having been as close to my brother as I should have been, he was only 45 with a son of 9 years old which I will not get to know, because I am also dead to the family, not only separated by 2700 miles, but by facts of life. They wouldn't even let me talk to my brother on the phone, and the funeral is in three days, and I don't have and can't get the money or make arrangements to fly to the funeral. So, they will be at me for not going, because they thought I wouldn't go. They wouldn't even give me time to get there. But I have neven been part of my family since going over seas for my country, just like my first Christmas bei
Two years since my world fell apart, since I lost so many things that meant so much to me. Two years feeling incomplete, full of self doubt and feeling I failed.
To some it means nothing, that I should have moved on. They do not see or know how much I have tried, how much I have cried. I pray for relief, I pray for strength.
The saddness never dies, it's sometimes hidden for a time, only to sneak up on me without warning. It haunts my dreams, and steals my sleep, I beg for it's release.
This demon just won't let me go, it shows it's ugly head in forms of anger, bitterness and pain. I push away the ones I love, and hurt those close to me. This demon known as depression is consuming me.
My Own Swan
no time for me anymore....they'll see when i wash up on shore....i'll die until i live...i didnt want that string to give...they left it up to me....one day they'll see....but instead of taking my own life...i'll put away this knife...i'll show them i dont need them.....i'll make my life a worthy gem....they all said i was worthless....without their help i'll clean up the mess...one day they'll notice i'm gone.....but don't look for my swan song....look for the life gone wrong turned into something that was meant to be....and there, you'll find me...so to all that dont think i'll be my own swan....dont look for me because i'll be gone
Ok..so a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe me..so I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm? It was about 4 inches long and really looked like plastic wrap of sorts..
I am sorry, I fell off my mental stabilty platform. The death of a family member has pushed me over the edge. And also my inability to have a normal relationship with a female, now I am not talking about my SG friends because you all have been nice to me, except one or two, I am talking about a real relationship, my IQ prevents me from having the communication skills to talk to a woman in the real world. I am a Physicist/Thermographer in real life, I never had time to acquire normal skill for interefacing with the opposite sex. Not that I have tried, a ruined married and two screwed-up sons, is my legacy to that fact. So, please forgive me for some of my blogs. I can do so much when it comes to science and physics or mathematics. When I list myself as a quantum calculator, I mean it, my brain is not arrayed in the manor as normal people, I can calculator particle delay rates and thermodynamic coefficients of difference elemental materials in it, but I can’t spell normal five lett
there are many good lookin girls on this shit, who from New york hit me up, with friend request.
My Boring Weekend
I am sitting here this fine Monday afternoon in my plaid men's pj bottoms, by wife beater and of course my purple slippers. Those of you who truly know me have come to except that this is my outfit most Mondays...they also know that my hair is never brushed, so to combat the endless knots and backcombing( i just looked like i had sex for 15 hours straight hair) I've decided to do the next best thing with my hair....... princess Leah buns!!
Now to enlighten all of you as to my weekend.....
I being lonely and horny as all hell Friday decided to rent a porno.. I pulled out all my toys... (you never do know what one might need) and looked at the long list of movies.. Ofcourse squirters immediately pops out and I hit yes.....
The movie comes on and the title flashes up "Anal Gaping Squirters" I freeze holly shit what have i done.. can i get my money back... no ... I will not tell you what happened after this because I know some of my friends are trying very hard not to be corrupted by
JUST CAME TO THE BAR LOOKING FOR SOME FUN! I love to make females coupels feel good! There from Toledo Ohio!
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack.'Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday.'Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager.Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral.The frog says, 'Sure. I have this,' and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed.Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office.She finds the manager and says, 'There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral.'She holds up the tiny pink elephant. 'I mean, what in the world is this?'The bank manager looks back at her and says...'It's a knickknack, Patty Whack. Give the frog a lo
i lay in bed thinking of no one but you
you are the love of my life
even though i know i have messed up that chance
of us ever being together.
you are on my mind all the time
every day and every nite.
i smile when we talk
dont know what it is but i feel like my heart belongs to you
and no one else will ever have a place in my heart like you do
you have a very special place in my heart.
Nothing i do mean nothing will ever change that. no one will ever change that.
i love you very much and always will. nothing or noone can ever change that my heart melts when i hear your voice
my heart melts when i talk to you on line
my heart melts when i think of you
now with not having you by my side i feel my heart slowly dieing
my heart slowly dies as i know i cant have you back
knowing my heart will eventually stop i force it to keep going
it will always have the love for you no matter what.
there once was guy who drove a truckhe met a girl from another statethey tal
Leaving Yesterday Behind..
i found myself deleting some of my previous entries in my file "diary".. those that reminded me of past pain.. i'm starting on a new page.. i want to start clean.. leaving all the baggage behind.. i learned that there's no use in keeping old pain behind and hanging on.. 'coz by keeping it, you're only nurturing it and torturing yourself.. and by that, you're only allowing yourself to be hurt and being taken for granted over and over again.. that phase is over.. they say, allow yourself to wallow in your sorrow.. cry.. hurt.. but just for a while.. then, start over again.. this time.. bear in mind the lessons learned.. that's something i know i can't do .. completely, that is..i cant help but feel guilty sometimes.. for keeping everything to myself.. for not telling anyone how i feel.. i'm keeping myself caged.. not because i want to do so.. nor do i want to hurt those very people i value so much.. but there are just things that i know would be very hard to understand.. even i myself
i so love this song.. :)
just wanna share it to you guyz.. :)
[Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say [Chorus] I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you [Verse 2] I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go I should've went out with you I should've made you my boo boy Yes that's one time I should've b
I think iv been bad today and need a drink.....lol Day off and nothing to do sitting here in the rain needing a drink......
happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage o
Ok, so here is the thing, I can't stand hateful people no matter who they are. Have you ever gone some where and just said HI to someone only to have them turn up their nose at you. I can't stand this, who are you to judge me when you don't even know my name. Who are you to think that you don't bleed the same color as me when you are cut. Why would anyone think of themselves in this manner? I just don't understand it, the way people do this to others. No one is better than me and I don't think I am better than anyone else.
Thank You All,
2008, things form the passed never have a wau of staying there, death is a part of every year, I am your anti-matter. 2009, I have but once wish for this year and I have alreadt told the wish to the only person that gets to hear it, you will have to find out who it is and ask her, Joel, I am always in the negative, I am your anti-matter.
Sexiest Female On Fu Contest
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Thanks to all who support our troops.
Show Some Luv
okay guys an gals my girl Michelley is new on foobie boobie and she needs some fu luvin so help her out please
Our Rights One At A Time.
In each soul lies the truth about that person; the things that we don't tell others are the things that made us who we are. The soul has no way to hide what is in it, oh, if everyone would share what secrets lie there, then, would not the would be a better place. If only truth could come out of each mouth, then, maybe we would be better people. War is the results of man' s own desires, if each person was held accountable for his or her action, would we not be a better people altogether. May this year give raise to the truth in all of us. One of the first acts, that Adopt Hitler, did, when he came into power in Germany, was to outlaw and confiscate all weapons from his civilian population. Thus began his and the SS rain of terror that lead to World War II. Obama has now appointed former Clintonite and gun-hater Eric as attorney general, is America on the same road as Germany? How can Obama say he supports the Second Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America, a
Family cookout and i needed a laugh...family always provides
talking to my aunt and she informs me that my now 18yr old cousin, whom i used to babysit so we are very close, ran into some trouble on his senior class trip
his class went to six flags and apparently he had no money and was starving, so he stole a kit-kat bar...and the LoLs begin...many places now have cameras so he is caught and suspended from school for 7day...yes 7 for stealing a kit-kat bar, mind you his friend smash a beer bottle over someones head and got suspended for 12...compare the 2 LOLOLOL
the cherry on top is he is also banned from six flags nation wide for 5yrs lmfao@this being over a piece of candy...a fucking kit-kat bar
he is also going to college next year to major in criminal justice...rofl luckly they handle it privately and don't involve the authorities
now i just fucking love my aunt she says to him...a kit-kat bar?!?!?! was it really worth it and of course he says yeah it was good...she goes on t
I use too write poetry, With words that could turn into stream of honey, Stirred by my tough, and the breath from my words, But now something has died inside, there the light ceases to exist. Blackness is all I feel, within, this hollow shell. The words have died a horrible death, of torture and pain. Words beat against my chest, so madly as to break it. But not one can break the ice within my soul. No one wishes to hear the words of a mad man. Death is all that I can see; emptiness is all around me. My sun has turned black; all my stars have fell from the sky. I have asked to be saved, But not one has come to my aid; all that has been is a knife within my heart. All that will be is lost; all that has been means nothing. Present slips away into the darkness, with each instance of time. Unfinished.
Passages to strength
Come in many forms and lengths,
Survival of the fittest,
Appear only when earned,
When fate turns
Its back on you,
With questions of how and why,
Will I die?
How many tears am I able to cry?
The inquiries never seem to subside,
I am a warrior-Braveheart if you will,
Yet within the walls of my ivory skin lies a disease that will kill
With no prejudice or bias,
Ready to guide us
To our Maker of life
Where there lies no strife,
Maybe finally a day of peace
The heartaches will cease,
But my soul tells me to get up and fight
It is not my time to go towards the light,
That is destined for me
Is to be
The leader of every community
To help them see
It is not about you or I – it is about we,
I will not be added to the list of the deceased
All at once my world came crashing down, And no one can understand... Why I often wear a frown! Diagnosed with ""cancer"" were the hardest words recieved, Who actually would of thought? Who actually believes? Believes in my recovery... believes I'll make it through I'm often left in wonder, is this nightmare really true? You can bet that no matter how bad it is... Someone always has it worse!! Although this thing called ""cancer" Is nothing but a CURSE."
Have you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask "How are you?"Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred choresRunning through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship dieCause you never had timeTo call and say "Hi"?You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is over.
Remeber The Fallen
Hey all this is a toast to all my brothers and sisters in arms much love and respect to you!! Remeber those today who gave that ultimate sacrifice .... put together some good quotes that say it all;
IT IS THE SOLDIERIt is the Soldier, not the ministerWho has given us freedom of religion.
It is the Soldier, not the reporterWho has given us freedom of the press.
It is the Soldier, not the poetWho has given us freedom of speech.
It is the Soldier, not the campus organizerWho has given us freedom to protest.
It is the Soldier, not the lawyerWho has given us the right to a fair trial.
It is the Soldier, not the politicianWho has given us the right to vote.
It is the Soldier who salutes the flag,Who serves beneath the flag,
-Charles M. Provinve
And I'm proud to be an American,where at least I know I'm free.And I won't forget the men who died,who gave that right to me.
.... all right have a good Memorial day and dont forget whats its all about, dont be sad honor tho
Fucktards, Slimebags And Retards Oh My
So at this point I’m wondering if I’m stupid, cursed or I just have unbelievably bad taste. I started seeing someone a few weeks ago, nothing major, but it was looking like he had a bit of potential. He did cancel on me twice in 3 weeks, but both could have been legit excuses (once it was his kid and the other time his truck broke down). Well, a very good friend of mine was getting married, so I decided what the hell, I’ll ask this guy rather than showing up alone… you can see this coming right?
Not only does he show up for the wedding, but early wearing a full suit and tie, very presentable… he’s nervous but that’s entirely excusable since he’s meeting oh 20-30 of my friends in one shot. Other than the families involved, pretty much everyone knows everyone at this thing… if people aren’t close, they see each other enough to be on a pretty friendly basis. Wedding goes great - he loosens up, starts talking to peopl
Discarded trash along the road of life, the elderly are left by those who should be carrying them. Broken and unable to care for themselves they wait for the only release they can. They take what they are given, and give all they have to get even bad attention. A well of knowledge lies within their eyes. And when death finally come, the well is forever dried up. Those old eyes have saw things that the young will never know. But yet, they are discarded for what does not last
Lies are like flies, they infect the wounds of our heart. They bring us down into the gutter of society, Where all thing bad are most likely to pick at the sours. Broken promises are the same; they infect and destroy, Life most precious gift, love of another. Some say it is better to live alone, But as an experience philosopher, I say it is not, Your hearts will still hunt for its other half. Man is not complete without woman, And woman is not complete without man, For those who say it is better to be alone, They are just fooling themselves into a life of misery, And their heart will die within them, un-whole. Broken by the weigh of loneliness. I die without your love, you know who you are, but you do not know me, for if you did, you would love me as I love you. For I am a fool for love, I search for someone to touch my soul, and bring me happiness, within. When the sun sets will I be alone, only you can aswer this question, and only your heart knows how.
Something for you, that they may see but not know. A broken ship hull lies upon the sandy beach, The icy waves have took their toll, An old and gray sailor stands and looks, But has long since stop to weep. The ravages of time have took their toll on both, With dull gray eyes, he looks at his last love, And his tired old twisted and withered hands begin to tremble. Oh, is it better to be alone than to feel their warm next to me, If only you could see that I need you next to me, I cannot have you; I only want to hold you, for a moment next to me, To feel the tenderness and warm of your young body next to mine, That before I slip into the never-ending darkness, I may remember what use to be, How is to have someone to warm me in the cold night, With your tender softness, your sleeping movements and peace sound of sleep. To wake to the passion of the morning light, to feel your restless body next to mine, To hold your passion in my weary arms and kiss the back of your neck, To press y
A Day At The Office~
Leticia had found the firm right out of law school.The firm's strategy was simple. Focus on governments where corruption is most rampant and the most dollars are at stake. Hire smart, capable and super hot women who were prepared to whore themselves out for money and power.At the top of the game the money was huge, the power was huge and the demands were huge. So they had to be women who liked the work too. Who could reconcile their abilities with their whorish desires.Leticia had been identified at the age of sixteen. The firm had waited patiently, as they do for all of their prospects.....and provided a nudge if possible and required. None was required for her. She excelled in all fields academic, athletic and womanly. By the time she was seventeen she was a modestly petite, curvy 36D Latina who could make grown men bend to her will with a smile on their face. And by the time she was seventeen it was clear she wanted them around and knew how to get what she wanted....a cock tease get
When I was in combat, because of my specialty, the airmen that that were like me, carried in their pocket their last bullet. This bullet was not for the enemy, if you know what I mean. Capture is not an option, when national security is at question. Although the government will deny the policy, we knew what was expected. I carried a 45 round in my pocket for 17 months for the cause, but after that it was a good luck item for all of us that made it out. The service found out that I carried a live round in my pocket for good luck and they decided that that wasn't a good idea. So, I was given an Air Force coin to replace the 45 bullet. Wasn't the same, so I started the Eisenhower dollar transfer program, (EDTP) for those know get a coin. These coins have successfully been passed on for every campaign, since it conception, in 1976. The last I passed on, went with the HMM-163 (REIN) group to IRAQ, everyone in the group made it back. They called themselves the RidgeRunners. If you except thi
Her flesh was hot from her Master's touch the cool mist from the rain wetting her naked created steam which she breathed in with every intake of breath. she was lost, she was lost in a place outside her mind and body floating in a place her Master made safe for her. Her desires were His today and that made all He would do, perfect.His hand wrapped tightly in her hair His fingers gripping strongly limiting her mobility making it easy to guide her exactly as He wished. Being taken from her chair where she was quietly reading by the hair so suddenly awakened every inch of flesh, there was no fear for she knew her Master's touch. she had settled in to her quiet place having tasted her Master's cum that morning, she felt content even though she as always, anticipated His need for her again. The tugging of her hair set her mind into motion, it was then she began to flyi could barely stay on my feet and keep with His pace. Already i could feel the wetness licking at my thighs. Master had been
Blood drips from my finger's tips, as an ice cold breath leaves my lips. Stiffness has crepe into my joints, my mind is dull and without resolve. Life has no meaning without Death, and death is just an open doorway. To step inside is only the beginning, what awaits is not for the living to know. I have looked into that door, and have seen what is to come. Fear of the unknown, is only for those who do not know. Come walk with me inside this show, take my hand if you still fear. For death is only a beginning, not the eternal end. Come lay your worries upon my shoulder, and walk with me and be a little bolder. For life in this world is nothing but cold, and I weep for all my children, as I grow old
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
Kinky Vewwy Kinky~
The invitation read as follows."You are cordially invited to a Kinky Halloween Party.You are allowed to bring 1 guest.The rules are everyone must wear a costume, skin allowed, mask required. Costume contest will have rewards.The password is Transylvania.Enjoy,Your Host and Hostess"The invitation was sent to members of The Dark Horse, a BDSM club that Gloria was a member of.She was what the lifestylers she knew liked to call a "Switch".She never liked this term, but her club liked to have everyone categorized, so she accepted it.No one would have ever guessed that her "profession" was a psychiatrist. Her thoughts that week sidetracked to what costume she was going to wear and what to bring with her.The big party was only a week away.The day before Gloria had the perfect outfit planned out that she was going to wear.It was a pair of brown suede chaps and a matching brown suede short vest.The vest was just the right fit so that it covered her bosom but gave her nice cleavage that she knew
For all the fallen soldiers Current mood: numb Category: Life Someone ask me to tell them about Vietnam The bloody hell and that damn smell. Golden lights and overhead dog fights Screams of falling shells and the rings of distance doorbells. Home coming for Christmas to an empty house, And old lady spit on me when I got off the plane in San Francisco, She looked just like my grandmother. Went swimming in the Atlantic Ocean in November. In the darkness of nights I have visions I cannot forget VA calls them dream; they have never had them They don't know, but if they 're dreams I don't want them anymore. Bravo two-nine triple three Death dealer triple three Names we longer use, but visions we can not lose. Sound that causes us to jerk and faces we can never forget. I will sleep tonight, if I sleep, with sheila under my pillow. She is my only best friend, I keep her close, I keep her clean, and I keep her mean. She is cold but she is always there. I am now old, but they are not, they st
My Experience In College
This is my first year in college and my experiences are nothing compared to high school experiences. I have learned a lot of things about how to succeed in college, but I am still practicing how to make them effective in my college life. There are nine concepts that are important in improving and being successful in college. They are goal setting, motivation, study skills, learning preference and information processing, time management, procrastination, stress management, career planning, and four-year degree plan. These are the things I should always consider as a college student in order to be able to move on to the next level of learning experience.
What is the drive in doing what I am doing? Well to begin with, goal setting is a necessary tool used to have a clear understanding of where and how get to where a person wants to be in the future. A person may not know where in life he or she is heading if “goal” is not taken into consideration. A person needs to
My Sfw Blog
Hi my name is Wicked and i dont play nice with others......
Cause Husky asked me to
Lost Single White Male!
Ive lost my friend.
Hes approximately between 5 foot and 7 foot.... hes has stunning brown to possibly blue eyes.. he has blonde to greyish hair... he wears a borat swim suit everywhere he goes....
He was last seen running away with a tiki torch inserted in his anal cavity...
I am lost without him...
Im taking donations in order to place his mug on the back of a milk carton...
Seamus my friend hes out there all alone.. hes not big enough to be left by himself... help me to find him......
well i guess its interesting in life. i sit everyday in pain. Yea i go out do things try to keep my mind off it but in the end...its always in my head. Ive come to the realization that i hate who and what i was in life. I caused a lot of people pain...including someoen really important. I look back and wonder why...why did i live like that. Its because i was scared...scared of life itself...i wish i could go back and change things but i cant and i know this. but i cant even make em better either. I hate the feeling i feel everyday. I hate the pain i feel eveery day. I live life opposite of what everyone believes and thinks you should. society says you have to act and talk a certain way...but why...cause its normal for some people...normal is only what a person believes is normal. I sit andwatch the world go by and shake my head. I see so many people doing things and never understanding what they have. I was one ofthem. I took for granted the thigns i did have and wish i never did. Now
as plaid mafia grows memebers seemed to push for the idea of opening a lounge. so we did it. it will take a lot of hard work and dedication.
Lauren's YIM: Missymoo83706
Josh's YIM: Plaidmafia23
i ask if your staff to sign this aswell as the member blog on josh's page if i i don't have it already i would like your yim
join us this monday for a fu-wedding of two plaid members! please show your support for josh and dragonfairy
with the lounge and group being fairly new we still have tons of room to grow!
not only does it help the group but it will help you as well.
at the end of each month the promoters will make any were between 1000-2000 fubux. the top promoter will make an aditional 2000.
who ever gets the 100th member to join will get 100k as well as the 100th member.
every 100 after that will get 50k for each so if you get the 200th member you will recive 50k as well as the 300th member
at differnt times we may offer 50-200k for a random member number like
I hear a stranger call to me,
feel his hands upon me...no face, no name.
He knows my body. Can read every thought.
How did you find me? I whisper..."you called me", he replies.
"I heard your cries" "your longing"
"I'll be your Master."
He calls to me, my soul rocks with anticipation.
I'm at his fingertips, my skin responding with chills of hunger.
I'll be yours, whatever you desire, if only in my dreams.
If you....call to me.
Thanking A Soldier
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ ..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? He's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised thei
What I Do
a whats good its yo boy swagger wright and ill tell u a few things about me i like goin out drinken or just chillen at the crib but at tthe moment i cant do as much cause iam in the marine corps but its all good i been for year and 2 mounths and its been strat but thats a little somthin about myself
Take a moment, remember those that gave their lives. Just don't let it stop there...take a moment to Thank the Men and Women that served, or are serving our Country. They deserve our Thanks, our respect. They deserve to be treated with honor. Think about it, the job they're doing...it's one of the most generous, selfless acts. They do what our Commander-In-Chief asks them to do, without hesitation or reservation. Some have paid the ultimate price. Our Service Members that make it home can have scars, some visible, some not. They're here, they made it home. We need to make sure we let them know exactly how happy and proud we are that they're here. I know I am, so my children and I would like to say Thank You for what you've done for us, for our Country. It just doesn't seem like enough, but Thank You.
Been haveing back problems since 1989. Finnaly getting something done about it! June 1st I go in for corrective surgery on my lovely hurniated disc! Kinda nervouse, but yet very excited to being bulge free! I know I'll still have pain, hopefully tollerable. Sure will be nice when I can do thing I haven't been able to do!
Thoughts About Friendship
Hello to every one of my friends :)
first thank you for reading this and also my best wishes for your day. Hopefully it is beautiful and successful in all the cases you think of.
After a week at school I’m finally back and glad to see you all again but on my long hours drive I made me thoughts of many of you. First with a little skepticism what I would expect here I can say with proud and HAPPY J feelings more than I ever estimated. Although I certainly never forget my real life I changed a little in the last months my free time in order to spend as much as I can here because it’s a true lovely thing to talk with so many wonderful people and found them as friends.
Some know me also a little bit better … my funny, my naughty and even my serious behavior what means the most to me. After all the time I told many how I separate the people here … a lot of them are just here for leveling and rating (my God how often I had to laugh seeing as they beg for Blings),
I'm gonna be gone for a few days... luv me while I'm gone and I'll return the love when I get back... thx to all my fu-friends!
Remembering My Dad
I called my 2 brothers, and my sister in Michigan today, I live in Texas now, to hear how they are doing with themselves, and thier families, and wish them a happy memorial day.It made me think about this day, Memorial Day,and the happiness I feel is about the freedom I have from the soldiers, and my Dad was a soldier in the Korean War, that fought so hard for us for. God I thank them so very much for thier honor to our country, and my Dad too. He pasted away 8 months before I moved to Texas, and I have his military flag, in a case hanging over my computer desk, with a picture of him under it. I also have a tattoo on my right arm I had done in his honor.It will be my primary picture for a couple days so you can see it.I thank all of our men, and women that have protected our country, and my Dad, I love you, and I miss you, Pete
My Twitter, Facebook And More..
I'm not just here! I'm mainly on myspace (myspace.com/phonexayc) But here r some other places you guys can get a hold of me.....
Myspace: myspace.com/phonexayc - I'm mainly there for my friends/family & fans!Twitter.com/phonexay - follow me on whats goin on and get instant updates from your phone!Facebook - www.facebook.com/people/Phonexay-Chanthaboune/507198654Alivenotdead.comhttp://www.alivenotdead.com/phonexayEmail : email@example.com
"rooks" The Movie!
I have a role in Rooks!!Category: Movies, TV, CelebritiesHey Guys! Just wanted to let ya all know that ur boy got a feature role in Rooks, the movie. This movie is gonna be the shit! My boy DY Sao is gonna be amazing! He's a WuShu champion and incredibly talented actor from Irvine California. Some of ya may not know who he is but when u see this movie, u'll know wat all the buzz is about!! Check out him & his kick ass martial arts videos on you-tube and his Myspace page on my top friends list along with Rooks... the movie!Now a lil more bout Rooks..... Director & Producer D. Miles has confirm me that I have a role in this movie and is working on speaking parts. I'll appear in sveral scenes!!....Rooks is a story of Khem Wu (Dy Sao) a martial artist sent to Japan to live with his grandfather. Responsible for killing a man during a boxing match, Khem wants nothing more then to leave his violent past behind him. But the past comes to haunt him. Caught up in the underground world of
Is It A Dream....?
MY SISTER WAS AT A PASSION PARTY-SHE SENDS ME A VIDEO OF A FIRE IN THE CITY-WHILE SHE WAS FILMING THAT-A LITTLE 2 STORY BAR WAS ON A CORNER-THE RAILING GAVE WAY 2 THE 2ND FLOOR PATIO AND THE PEOPLE LEANING ON IT-FELL OVER AND SUM LANDING ON OR OVER A CAR THAT WAS PARKED ON THE CURB-ONE GUY FELL AND LANDING ON HIS FEET -DID NOT LOOK GOOD-CAUSE HIS LEGS BROKE-THE A FEW SECONDS LATER THE WHOLE PATIO GAVE AWAY AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE DISAPEARED-PEOPLE SCREAMING-I SEE THAT AND THE FIRE STILL BURNING IN THE BACK GROUND-I WAS IN A BUILDING THAT TESTED BOMBS-SEEN RAYMOND-OLDER MAN AND NOT HAVE SEEN HIM IN YEARS-TELLING ME ABOUT THE NEW HARVEST CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP CHURCH AND WHY SUM OF THE PEOPLE REALLY LEFT-HE SAID HE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY HIS BROTHER WAS TEACHING-HE WAS GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE CHURCH AND WAS HANDED HIS PINK SLIP-STILL WAITING TO C IF EMMY IS GOING 2 SEND ME ANYMORE VIDEOS ROGER WAS GIVING ME A RIDE HOME IN HIS WHIRE BEETLE BUG-IT NEEDED ALOT OF WORK AND EVEN SUM RUBBER WAS
My Wedding Vows To Jon
I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give.
I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own.
I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and adventure to our relationship.
I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.
I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting.
I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how. Completely and forever.
These are my vows to you Jon. I love you now and forever!
PLEASE HELP ME USE THIS SIGHT!!! PRETTY PLEASE!!! Like for instance, what are the fubar bucks used for? How do I publicly post my profile? How do I get noticed here gosh darn it! (in fear of getting kicked off the sight if I use fowl language)
Fingers And Soul
Run your fingers through my soul,
For once just geel exactly what I feel.
Believe wheat I believe,
Percieive as I perceive.
Look, examine, experience
And for once, just one,
Tha' Montanaland225 Universal Soldier!!!!!
i perface the by saying,"love covers a mulititude of sins,but loving folks without demanding change is sin itself."
first i'd like to say i'm going to lose alot of folks with this but i can't go on without expressing what is truth in GOD,LOVE AND LIFE.it's truly disheartening to see supposed grown folks get down like this in the 21st century.30.40 and 50 year old people treating each other lke garbage for things that don't even exist anywhere in tha'free world but fubar is absolutely amazing to me.all of these sad and hurting people doing anything to get noticed by anyone is immoral and sinful,not to mention sad and pitiful.most of you are her claiming to be looking for love when you don't even know what love is,cuz if you did,you wouldn't be conducting yourselves like you do.love doesn't require you to take half-naked pictures of yourself for tha'world to see.nor does it require everyone giving you things every minute,second and hour of the day.pissing on de
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the waterThere is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach.
Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time.
Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation.
Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness.
Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips
I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your body shuddering
FIRST AND FOREMOST.....Just a disclaimer, anything I write in this blog is purely fictional and fantasy. If some find it offensive I apologize. I know cops are public servants but this is fiction.
Called out on a routine call, the officer is anxious to get it over with and go home for the night. He figures it will be quick no arrest just a verbal warning, it is only disturbing the peace after all.
When he pulls into the bar parking lot he sees a crowd of people standing outside." What now" he thinks to himself.
As he approaches he hears a womans voice yelling, soft sweet voice, but very pissed off. He pushes his way through the crowd and is shocked at what he sees.
The woman is barely five foot tall, and she has a tall rough looking guy cornered, telling him off and holding a purse in her hand ready to club him with it.
He has to keep from laughing, the picture before him is so comical.He stops for a moment taking in the situation, and cant help giving her the once over. Long copp
ub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air
Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting.
She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder.
He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her.
She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers.
His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch.
She places her h
She watches the clock tick slowly. The hours and minutes seeming to drag by.
Her mind is focused on a special someone, she longs to see again. She waits patiently to see a message, or hear his voice, or for the off chance he may be headed her way.
How she treasures those stolen moments, when the whole world seems to disappear. Leaving only the two of them in each others arms.
How he makes her laugh and smile. She still gets butterflies in hr stomach every time she hears his voice.
When she sees him walking towards her, her heart almost leaps out of hr chest. And when his arms wrap around hr it is one of the safest places she has ever known.
She loves his smile and the sparkle in his eye when he looks at her. She wants nothing more than to keep him smiling. Make him feel special, loved, and wanted.
She knows this isnt easy for him but she hopes he knows he is.
When,Where, What, and How? All questions plagueing her mind.
His words were so vague, but yet revealing enough to set
For My Friends And From My Friends
Look at your lovely red hair like the fire on the sunit say to me a friend that lastscaring,loving sometimes funa girl who can get it on
They used to call you carrot topor ginger pop,a pretty girl with a flaming mop
Freckle face and pale,it never failsyour alway a sinner with the angel wings bring sunshine in
red the color of yr hair and the blood that seeps in you. Her name is Cheri the Chocolate queen
This was written by one of my favorite people in the whole wold..let me know your thoughtsMy Shadowall my words go unspoken but my thoughts you hear,i sit alone in my darken room.only light... is my glowing candlehere i sit staring into the flame but its you i see i cant get you out of my mindBut all the words i bleed out seem to slip away or is forgottentime after time my eyes have looked upon you with love.i hold you above the shadowsabove my dark and ruined heart and yet i find peace in your eyes but i cant find peace in my soulStill I wish I could find a way to say to you all
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel.Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change.In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you "There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason.This song in a way says it all about how I feel about my past and
Your Approval Is Not Required!
To all the closed minded pricks this is for you. Before you judge someone based on what they look like based on body modifications. You should be taken out back and shot right between the eyes. I absolutely love my tattoos and piercings. So before you tell me to look at what an example I am setting for the children and people around me take a good fucking look at what example you and your so called "Society" are setting for the future.Physical Features - Super models who pay for their body to be accepted not as a person but a icon. A sex symbol. Drug addict. Alcohol abuse. Shall I go on? You have all these young women aging from pre teens to adults who binge to lose weight because you cant accept that they have some extra weight. Some cases leading to them die from lack of eating and popping pills, or doing drugs to become skinny and socially acceptable . Fucking hypocritical bastards. Degrading someone because they dont have the same beliefs as you. Religion or otherwise. We are not a
Angry Poetry Anyone?
if you cared...you would have been there
like i was...everytime
if you cared...you would have listened
like i did...to every stutter, stammer, and wine
if you cared...you would have picked up
like i did...whenever i called
if you cared...you would have caught me
immediatly...if i would fall
but the truth is
only one of us had ears and arms that cared
the other had claws and fangs that could tear
now that your gone all i can say
is i hope someone can return the favor someday...
I'll have one posted soon. lol!
Element Skateboard Search And Win
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Uk Mothers Breast Pumps
Breast pump is directly comparable to commercially used milking device while dairy production. The false perception is that the breast pumps let go milk out of the breast. The role of breast pumps is to activate milk ejection response or to downer it. Its objectives can be achieved by most of the pumps by using suction to pull the nipple into the passageway of the breast and then release, which is counted as a single cycle. Good quality and trusted electric breast pumps normally take thirty to sixty cycles per minute. On the others hand it has to keep in mind that some times the breast pumps are not as efficient to release milk from breast as the nursing baby. Expressed breast milk may be stored in bottles and bags and later can be fed with the use of milk bottle. The breast milk can be kept at room temperature for later milk feeding (20 C / 66-72 F), can be freeze for six months, refrigerated for up to 8 days. Children who are at high risk and they have no mothers, either died or sepa
VerseBurning hereIn my roomFeeling badThe walls are moving closerSilencing, the darkness meLeads me toThe ending of another dayA mourn dayChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break the spell you put on meVerseVelvet treesGlowing candlesSilent whispersOf voices inside of my headThe night that callsIt waits for meLeads me toThe ending of another dayA mourn dayChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break this spell you put on meBreak the spell.(Guitar solo)ChorusTell me who you areI am spellboundYou cannot have this control on meEverywhere I goI am spellboundI will break this spell you put on meEverywhere I go, I am spellbound (x3)I will break the spell you put on me
I was corresponding with a beautiful woman called curiously Cuddle slut, (I think it was the name that attracted her to me…) any event, Got me to thinking about my Sci Fi Favorites.
Love old Star Trek, Was a Fan of Next Generations, (Next Gen to us Geeks), Deep Space Nine, (DS-9) but not too much into Voyager or “Enterprise”. Though I watch a couple and it’s OK, just not buying that it was all before Kirk,
The new Star Trek Movie Rocked Can’t wait to see the next one or how it develops.
Was a Fan of Farscape, (Miss it terribly), and Stargate SG1, Stargate Atlantis, Interested to see how the whole Stargate Universe is going to pan out.
Love Eureka and Warehouse 13. Loved Serenity. When I read I read mostly Fantasy. Love the whole Dragons and sorcery thing. Last book I read, and I d read often was called “The Name of the wind,” which I highly recommend.
Loved Hyperion, and how it blurred the lines of sci fi and horror. Also loved
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Lyrics to Not Fair :
He got away with thousands of dollars
He got away from the state police
He got away with emotional murder
He slipped away with the summer breeze
It's not fair
To call it a day
It's not fair
To just walk away
It's not fair
To bring me down
It's not fair
To leave a mess behind
He got away with the ultimate shakedown
He ran away from the scene of the crime
He got away from everyone in his way
Gone, and not a trace left behind
It's not fair
To catch me out
It's not fair
To leave me in doubt
No it's not fair
To not explain
It's not fair
To leave a mess behind
How'd you pull it off?
how'd you get away with it?
I never stood a chance
Oh you left me to die
It's not fair
To pull me down
It's not fair
To make me run around
No it's not fait
To not explain
It's not fair
To make me ask you why
To leave a mess behind
To make me ask you why
Black dress, with tights underneath,
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my
What's Going On
Well, I am single again and just trying to get used to it. Taking care of my girls helps me not think about it. Working on getting back to school... I plan on becoming a nurse!!! I am ready for new adventures and traveling. First stop - Ireland in 2010.
I am still not used to fubar and unsure what it is supposed to be... there are no games like myspace. So I am assuming it is a place to hook up with people. Me - I am just looking to find people to hang out with and nothing else at the moment.
Oh, should mention that I got my gym membership and have joined the Biggest Losers Club online!! Anyone want to hit the gym with me (24 hour fitness) let me know. It is time for change and loving myself.
I will keep everyone posted on how I do and will learn to take more pictures of me. I need to post some new ones... no not kinky ones!
So This is me just giving a heads up on what is going on. If you want to know anything about me... ask.
One thousand points to go to psycho. Or at least I saw it when it was.
So Sean and I started watching this show Carm School with Ricki Lake. When the show first started we each picked a girl we thought would last the longest... My girl is K.O. HOWEVER.... when Sean chose his girl we didn't know their names and the girl he chose has piercings in her dimples, so he said "I'll choose Nipples" Geeeee what do you think he was thinking???? LMAO!
I can see you staring at me..but your not there...
I can hear your voice still callin..i miss you still..
You were the saddest one..it lingers on..
Yours are the grayest eyes..
THat little thing u do..eternal and so cold..
And you know all those souls..ETERNAL AND SO COLD
I can hear you wandering..among my thoughts..
Many things..still whisper to me and never call
You were the saddest one..it lingers on..
Yours were the grayest eyes..that bring me love.. I can hear the clue, I can smell the words, I can climb the scale
I can write the curves, I can hear the note, I can beat the beat..
I can dance the drum, I can tap my feet....
Getting Closer..stop me dreamin...
Wanna feel you...
YOUR SO CLOSE..
I cant play it very well, but IT IS what i want, and what i want
is what it takes, it could be real..it could be fake.
In the end its just a strand. It reacts to touch constricting a muscle, vibrating skin, speeding up the heart, and inflating the lungs. It pulls in my exhale and steadies for my lips that cause several others to follow suit. Vibrations get faster, breathing eratic, and eyes, clear and focused on my hands moving lower, turn blured and blind in the closing of your eyes.
In the beginning its just lost affection turning into playful lust. A hand misplaced turns to motive fulfilled in its urge to find every nerve on your body. A kiss so innocent to touch places no other has tried. Finding the distance of skin from your smile that can control its shape. Find touch so strange to control your spine. To lick paths to welcome wants. Finding you the desire for your body.
Lack of help, lack of reason, lack of anything but the presence. Lack of love, lack of trust, lack of anything in the moment. No need to fear no need not to just to know your desired. No lack of unfamiliar paths because of t
Meeting New Cousin
tonite I met a cousin I diddnt know I had. Living in the U.S. you miss relatives back home.I met a cousin tonite--he let me be me and he thinks Im a cool cousin. After meeting him 1st time tonite--had to say good bye. Im tired of good byes!!They hurt bad!!
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once againHiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.I pull them around me closely, like a security blanketthe chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.I long for the things that once made me safeThings that once numbed my senses into false reverie.Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottleAnd feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented securityand not feel or care about anything awhile.But too many times I awoke on the floorwondering where I was; where everyone had gone.Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.The anger and pain clouds my mind again;Medication lasts only so long, helping only a littleBefore the rage returns, battling my sanity,Ripping my mind apart, feeding the pain within my soul.Do I even want to cry out for help an
Gotta Be Somebody
This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever wi
Okay it really bugs me when someone calls and says they left something behind in their room. Ugh why can't they pay attention to detail and make sure they have everything before they leave instead of calling and have an attitude with me becuase of their mistake!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR.
Old Erotic Poetry
Passion and lust burn within us
The intense heat piercing our bodies
Like a thousand uncontrollable fires
Let me taste your naked skin
Alive with the sweat of desire
More delicious and intoxicating than wine
I am your master,
the Centurion of your body
Relax now, as my burning tongue
slides along your soft inner thigh
Making you tense with anticipation
Of the pleasure yet to come
As it teases your wet pussy
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If You Want Me Cum Get Me
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Not The Same
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message...
thank you again all
Sharing My Talent
My lyrics, some adlibbed, bc it was longer than my song, here it is, to be or not to be? http://www.singsnap.com/snap/e/b9ce6e27">
I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
Let It Rest
Why do people have to start stuff in life. Bring it in to fubar and get others involved. If it is home life keap it at home. When u bring people u dont know in to it u make it worris then it is worth. There is alot of great friend ships made on here . So if you have to bring stuff in to fubar dont get others involved.
Ok All I amDreamwisher, mother of Blueflame. I am graduating on May 31, 2009 with a BS in Information Technology/Multimedia Visual COmmunications. I have also recently started my Master degree for Business.
My love for you burns like a million flames, Warming my heart for an eternity. And though our lips have never met, I sense you in my dreams and in my soul. Heat rushing to my face with that possible first kiss, Makes an everlasting blush which compels my being. NauttiLunaAngel
Jan 15th 2000
I slid my finger a crossed it! and OMG it stood there begging me to rub it, I almost came in my jeans this was sooo exciting! I had just one chance left, so I took it and BAM! It exploded with intense brilliance..
.I polished my first FuPony!
Aug 8th 2011
How do you get rid
of the pain he has left in my heart?
every time i get a txt
every time i get a call
he is always on my mind.
Have i fallen this hard for him
or is this just an infatuation?
I'm so clueless
I have never cared for anyone
Like I care for him
I put my heart on my sleeve
telling him all my secrets,
my likes and dislikes,
will he call me, or will he delete me
SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!! plz
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As we fire up the grill to day let's please remember why we have our freedom today and take a moment of silent prayer for all the solders who have made the ultimate sacrifice for their country, also say a prayer for those who are in harms way now fighting for those same rights and don't forget our allies in this war for they are just as important. If you would please look at the web site http://www.honorflight.org , Please help these fine folks out any way you can.
If you have served in the armed forces or are serving now please let me say Thank You for your service and I would also like to say Thank You to all of our Allied forces for helping in our endevorse to make the world a safer place, and please pray for all the troops and leaders of the world that they may make the right choices and truly see the Hand of GOD in the work that they do .
Katone Street Team
An update that is better a little late than never…Last week Katone came out with a new line of merchandise for 2009 that I think his fans will adore! Why not take a look at his Zazzle shop? There are some new shirts online now, and more merch is on the way!
Katone's Zazzle StoreAll previous merchandise can still be found at Café Press:
KATONE MerchandiseThank you all, for your support!
Onyx Tigress,Katone Street TeamStreet Team Coordinator Executive of PromotionsThe 'Official' Katone Street Team Katone promised his listeners that this month he would release at least two brand new songs from his new album in progress, and I’m here to say that this man certainly does not disappoint! ‘Locked Up and Hidden’ is the first to be released, and ‘Superstars’ will surely be hitting MySpace soon, within the next few week’s tops!
I don’t know about all you friends and fans out there, but I am certainly ecstatic!The music from ‘Locked Up a
Stuff Written By Others
The owner of the Phoenix Suns basketball team, Robert Sarver, opposes AZ's new immigration laws. Arizona's Governor, Jan Brewer, released the following statement in response to Sarver's criticism of the new law: "What if the owners of the Suns discovered that hordes of people were sneaking into games without paying? What if they had a good idea who the gate-crashers are, but the ushers and security personnel were not allowed to ask these folks to produce their ticket stubs, thus non-paying attendees couldn't be ejected.
I get in my car to go home, suddenly someone rises up out of the back seat, puts his hand over my mouth and says “don’t scream, don’t say a word, just back out and drive. I’ll tell you where to go." It’s dark outside, I can’t see him, and the voice is gravelly but familiar. That makes no difference I’m still scared. His hands reach down the front of my shirt and he pinches me, hard. I now know where this is going and I don’t like it.
He tells me to turn down the road up ahead, I know this read leads to an old abandoned piece of property, no one around. He tells me to stop, and grabs a handful of hair yanks my head back and tells me “ ohh you are going to like this slut”
He gets out and yanks me out, my mind is racing and it’s so dark, I can’t see him. He makes me stand there as he circles me, I feel his hot breath on my neck, I’m scared but at the same time aroused. He shoves his hand up und
things happen and thats life.Never stop taking chances on life though
Waiting For You
Walking into the bedroom, she was positioned exactly as directed. I saw her naked on the bed, on her knees and elbows in the soft glow of candle light. Her back was arched, lifting her ass high in the air, as if waving an invitation. Her head was down, her hair falling around her head and shielding her eyes.Silently approaching her, I reached out and rubbed my hand down her sides, slowly petting her. Momentarily startled, she involuntarily twitched before relaxing and leaning into my touch. In the candle light, I noticed her thighs were slick with her excitement."Are you ready pet?" I asked her"Yes Sir, please..." she panted, both excited and nervous.Picking up the blindfold from the bedside table I gently lowered it over her eyes, plunging her into darkness and heightening her sense of touch. Moving behind her, I noticed that her pussy lips were open and her juices were running down her thighs."Aww, does the little slut want to be played with and fucked?" I asked her."Yes, please..."
Curse Of The Werehamster
Ok here's the deal. I am a lychanthrope. I know you guys are laughing at me right now and it may be all the cold medicine I'm taking (I'm really sick today) but I really believe I am going through an animallistic metamorphosis (Damn! That's a lot of big words! Hope I spelled them right). Sit dow, grab a cup of coffee or your favorite soft drink and read my story. I must warn you though....it's not for the faint of heart.
I was at my brothers house the other day playing Risk (Shut Up!!! It's a man's game!) when my 3-year-old son announced he had to pee. My niece was in the upstairs bathroom and the only one available was in the basement. Now being the amazingly wonderful father I am I had to go downstairs with him so he could relieve himself because every self-respecting three-year-old knows all monsters stay in the basement waiting for kids to come down there to use the bathroom so they can eat them.
Now I know you're thinking "Gee Doug, this seems fairly harmless to me so
I wonder down an empty street with no light. Thier are no dogs barking, children laughing or people wondering down the streets. Chaos erupted and death set in. The sun is gone and like a blanket covering a scared child darkness set in. I walk down the street still searching for life but I know my efforts are in vain. I set down on the curb and look around me pulling back the sheets of darkness in my mind but all I can see is death and famine. I hear a loud scream and open my eyes and begin to look around but soon realize it is just the wind. I stand up and start twords an empty building in the distance. As I walk and listen to the winds torment, I begin to wonder if I am being punished for something I have or haven't done. I think about my family and my friends and wonder if they are alright. I approach the building with a blank look on my face looking up at its hiegth wondering if anyone could be inside. I walk up to the door but the door sis locked. I walk back out into the dark stre
I Am A Regular Man
WHAT IS A HERO
A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2
U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE
MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY THANK HIM FOR WHAT I DO.
THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DIED IN PAST AND PRESENT WARS THANK THEM AND THIER FAMILIES BECAUSE IF NOT FOR THEM I WUD NOT BE ALIVE TODAY DOING WHAT LITTLE I DO
IM DOING MY JOB NOTHIN MORE IM ONLY A MECHANIC AND BECAUSE OF THESE HEROS I CAN STILL DO THAT
I THANK ALL WHO SUPPORT THE TROOPS IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE STILL APPRICATE THAT WERE HERE
THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE NO MATTER WHAT BRANCH ACTI
Hell Is Of Our Own Creation
i realized i had the game wrong. the question isn't "who do i want to be?" the question is "Who am I?"
they try to reduce us to this crude matter...this flesh. enslave us...place the yoke upon our necks. and they've been doing a very good job of it. the world is upside down. which doesn't bother me so much as the fact that nobody knows it. doctors destroy health. universities destroy knowledge. lawyers destroy freedom. governments destroy justice.
but still i smile. because i woke up. and i'm not the only one. this is the first time in history that we've ever had an alex jones or a jordan maxwell. are we teetering on the brink?
insanity is a perfectly normal response to life in an insane world. i can not be angry with the insane. what good does it do to treat the symptom instead of the cause? i feel lucky to be able to see the sickness where it really is. and the best thing i can do to change it is to change myself...my actions...my reactions. to know myself. stop hiding behind thi