mandyscherf's blog: "What's Up"

Well haven't wrote in awhile. Let's see what's happen. Well I guess Cody and Ashley got back together. Which is going to be fun now. More drinking more calles at 4:30 in the morning to come get him. More nights of no sleep. No matter what i will still be there for him. He's in love and he don't know how to tell her no. I just hope she don't bring him down like she usually does. I also know that she's only with him cause shes got no one else and he's there. She don't like to be alone. Once she gets what she wants she's going to do the samething all over again. I just hope he knows that he can lean on me when that happens. Well i guess that's all for now let you know what happens. Peace! -Amanda

Well i did it. I'm moving out of here. Can't stand his bullshit anymore. His mom went off on him too yesterday. And she dont' feel sorry for him at all. Told him that we could be friends and thats all we'll ever be. He was like so if i asked you back out right now i said it would be no. So i stayed at the house myself last night. Well his friend stopped by to keep me company. He wanted to spend the night but you know he has a girlfriend and im not doing nothing with someone who has someone. It's been done to me i'm not doing it to someone else. I told him that i would date him and he was like thats cool. But i still don't know if i want to start dating again. I'm thinking of taking a break from it all. Well got to get back to work. Peace. -Amanda

So Cody had his usually friends over. Eric, Dean, Kristen, Kristy. Ashely and Nate came over. Nate just got out of jail today. Well while he was in jail Ashley was sleeping with Cody. Now that he's out she was back on to him. Well Cody got all pissed locked himself in his bedroom and tried to hang himself. Well like usual he couldn't finish the job. So i guess Ash went to drop Nate off at home then came back and picked upi Cody. He left with Eric passed out on the couch and Dean passed out in front of the door. And went to spend the night at Ash's house. Well then Dean wakes up and tries to pee on the couch. I tell him to pee in the bathroom so he goes into the Kitchen and pissed all over the floor. I mean you can't even walk in there. So i called Cody and told him he needed to come take care of his drunk friends. Since one was pissin all over the floor. I heard Ash in the back ground sayin give him a towel and tell him to mopp it up. I was like not my friend not my problem. So when he gets home he can clean the shit up. Man i need to get the hell out of here. Talk to ya all later. -Amanda

Well i get home and jackass is talking on the phone he gets off and actually asked how my day went. So i told him that it was shitty and i was like your about to make it worse. He's like probably. Then i noticed that he had sex with Ashley in my bed. IN MY BED. What kind of shit is that. So from now on i'm sleeping on the couch. Moving out as soon as possible. Then he was like man you look pissed. I was like respect Cody. You should show some. People give you it and they shouldn't. Then Ashley has to nerve to say "what can i say i'm irresilbe. (Don't think i splet that right but who cares) If you all could see her. She ain't nothing but someone who's easy and has seriouly slept with everyone in town. I'm serious. She don't even know who her baby's daddy is. So you know what she can have him. He use to beat her guess she likes it like that. She can have it all back. Guess that's all for now. -Amanda

So update from last blog. He's back to fucking his ex girlfriend. So i'm out. After the holidays i'm gone. I'm sticking around since it's too hard to do anything around the holidays. So i'm an idoit come to that conclusion. I'm done with the damn jerks, users, and cheaters. I'm sick of all his bullshit. Thinks he's the king shit. Sorry to tell ya. But he ain't shit to me. He keeps saying i know you love me. Know what i don't think i do. I'm just here. I feel nothing anymore. I sick of feeling sorry for myself. New Years resloution: start over fresh. Who needs all the bullshit. Going to forget the past and look towards the furture. That's all for now. Talk to ya all later. -Amanda

Hey what's up. Not much here. Just sittin here. Cody's at Ashley's again drunk off is ass. So that's where he can say. I'm so done with his ass i swear. I was stickin around thinkin maybe he would get some common sense. But i guess not. He just wants to be hurt again and again. Fine be that way. I'll just move on. I thinkin that maybe i'm going to stop datin for awhile. Tired of getten cheated on. Screaw that. Who needs them. Cody want's to talk about how much he hates cheaters well i guess he can start hating himself sense he just became what he didn't want to. Who cares. Well i guess thats enought for now talk to ya all later. -Amanda

Hey, guess i'll just say HI for now.