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Ava;s Blog I Guess
I swear moving house is more stressful than: Waiting for exam results Waiting for a college letter Having a baby Getting married I have packed 0 boxes and have to be moved in ooo 14 days so erm yeah guess i'd better get started of my favourite poetry What is this life if full of care We have no time to stand and stare? No time to stand beneath the boughs And stare as long as sheep, or cows. No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass. No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night. No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance. No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began. A poor life this, if full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. William Henry Davies 1871 - 1940 W. H. Auden Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pia

Bike Picture Contest
I just wanted to thank each and everyone that posted comments on the picture I had in the contest.. without your help I would never have won it... I especially want to thank a couple friends that kept kicking me and the comments in the butt to keep trying to win it... Kaleak, No 55, Cuff Me and especially SouthernBelleKathy for not letting me to give up... even to when we were both leaving this morning her for her walk in the Race for a Cure and me to my car show Fords On Fourth... thank you all with big hugs and kisses... Wolfie morning all my friends and fans.... I am still in the bike picture contest in 4th place...I know some of you have stopped in and comment on the pic...I sure could use some love and help by your stopping in again, the contest goes till Sunday..first prize is a 3 day blast..you can make more then one comment it really helps...show me some love and I will return it to you...click on the pic for the link to it and comment away... thanks Luv you all Wolfie

Pms Continues!
Yanno, I have never been into the "rating" aspect of this site, and don't really care alot about it, in other words, I don't strive to increase or improve my "rating", and if there is a way to turn that part of this website off, I have no knowledge of how to do that, because I would be just as happy interacting with everyone without that. I joined here to keep touch with all my friends that live out of state now, since I moved last year, and we all prefer Cherry Tap to Myspace because of all the other cute features, like buying gifts, and the MUMM's. Yesterday when something broke on the site, Baby Jesus reset alot of stuff, including where the "recent pic viewers" appear, it cleared them all, so when the downrating came into my alert box, I looked and saw EXACTLY who did it, there was only one person there. BUSTED! What I do care about is smartass lil pompous pricks that go thru the "I'm Bored" feature, downrating people just to be stupid. That's what it is, it's STUPID. My

Do You Know Your Neighbors?
Do any of us really know who our neighbors are, or what kind of people they are? The following website will give you a better understanding.... Know your surroundings? Keep your family safe!!! www.familywatchdog.us

Cherrytap Issues
So I went to ask cherry support why people dont get my picture updates and they said if you crush on someone or your in their family you usually dont get any alerts.....I guess thats just the way it is.....seems silly to me cuz ur family or crushes are the ones that would wanna know about those things.... *sigh* silly CT haha well......thats all for now oh and Say hi to me people! lol So a bunch of my friends have told me that when i add new pictures they dont get the alerts! Is anybody else having this issue, r you may and not know it lol....So annoying, but anyway just thought id ask. I guess i can deal with BabyJ putting me in the corner for 10 min every once in awhile and im sure the unread messages alert that ive read 100 times will go away soon, but the picture thing bugs me lol LUVZ YA ALL

Love....
when u are dating someone and u think you love them and you don't kno if they love you how do you tell? i honestly have thought once that i was in love and then found out that he cheated on me with my best friend...now see he told me he loved me so how do you test him to find out if he is faithful,honest,and willing to stand by your side? is there even a way you can test them or even check to see if they are going to stick by your side? i am a person that is afraid of getting into a relationship because of my past and all that...i don't want to be hurt again by a guy...not only that but i don't even kno when to tell if i love the guy or if the guy loves me...anyone got any suggestions? Family are people that are suppose to be there for you! Family are people that talk to you when u need to talk,they are there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on,they are there for you when u just need to release some anger...Family doesn't always mean they have to be blood related to you...i have

D'oh
Well i'm back. Texas was fun. I was at this place called "The Gaylord Texan Resort and Conference Center" be we all just called it the Bio-Dome, since the whole hotel, even the "outside" was under a glass bubble. It was pretty fun, between the workshops and parting i hardly had any free time to make it out of the bio-dome anyway... Thanks for the luv you've dropped on me while i was gone... "Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know." and i wan't even bombing. I was just droping daily messages...argh, he really need in invest in a better server... Hi all my cherries, I'm off to Grapevine Texas for a work conference thingy. I'll be back Monday, don't forget about me 19,873 Cherry Points to go! to

I Got It!
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite band 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u ever be my boyfriend/girlfriend? 21. do u think i'm cute? 22. do u have have crush on me? can any1 tell m

Now Hes Hers
Once upon a time there was this guy.... and god was I in love with him. But he didnt want me to love him, he didnt want love at all. He hurt me, and still i was his friend. One of his best friends, in fact. So time passed, and i got past it. Dated other people... fell in love again, got hurt again. I never let myself feel again what i felt for him. One day i find that hes been waiting around for me to give him another chance. And then its too late. Hes in love, and shes stupid! God so stupid.... and married. And he wants me to help.... be his best friend still. even though he knows how i feel, and how i hate her. So i stand back, and i pat his back when hes sad.... tell him everything will work out, because love alwayse finds a way. I tell him what gifts to buy, and what shirt looks best on him for a date. god im miserable over this. Im in love with someone else now, and hes wonderful......... But part of me still wants him... and now hes hers'.

Poetry From Nemesis The Nazerene
Things heat up as the water runs down our flesh We're fueled by the sexual excitement And the steam from the shower slowly takes our breath Engaged in everlasting enlightenment.... Running my tongue in a downward direction Reaching your most sexiest place Kissing and licking until your expression Tells me the sex can't wait... So with my erection I enter your body With each thrust you respond with a moan Sexing in the shower, a power so godly As the orgasm takes over our bones We turn off the water, and dry ourselves off Wishing that we had some more headroom We smile as we envision another swell thought And we make our way to the bedroom... Nemesis the Nazerene@ CherryTAP

Just Stuff
no nHolding on to a love that has diedn nSo many nights that she has criedn nHe took with him her heart and souln nNow she sits alone and coldn nWhy couldn't she do the things she knew she shouldn nWhy wouldn't she say the things she knew she couldn nSo many words that were left unsaidn nNow she hears them spoken constantly in her headn nOnly they are not told to the one they needed to ben nThey are only made known to no one but shen nSo many times she picked up the phonen nWanting to call knowing he wasn't homen nHow could she let the love of her life gon nWhy didn't she stop him and let him known nThat he is all she has ever wanted or neededn nThe words from her heart were not heededn nHer mind made the choice to watch him leaven nNow she sees that decision was wrong indeedn nBroken and shamed she waits for deathn nKnowing his memory is all she has leftn (This is for everyone who has regrets for things left unsaid to

What Love Means To Me
I wish I could see you, Face to face, Look into your eyes, and know... I wish I could hear you, Sweet talk me, Make me feel safe, and know... I wish I could touch you, Feel your warmth, Hold you close, and know... I wish I could taste you, Kiss you deep, So soft and sweet, and know... I wish I could smell you, Take you in, Awaken desire, and know... I wish I could love you, Truly, madly, Be all to you, and know... You're real... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the

I Usually Come Up With A Title After I Write (in C)
If it ever finds you in the middle of September It'll leave a sight that you ought remember Taking with it the life that is almost guaranteed A young child plays in the leaves Slowing life down to the speed of a parking lot Put experience in your very own prime time spot Things that can't be understood unless you're struck by the ambiguous abyss Taking something dark and have a new meaning for it A crane displays no shame when shitting on the dock. A turtle hides his weathered neck sunning on a rock. Sitting idle a man covers his sleeve If his legs worked he'd leave If his heart beat he'd bleed In sight he'd read his want and need of planted seed and lead Hand in hand shaking off the greed He is of me and also she A little of this and a little of that Cutting through sadness with a plastic bat.

My New Job
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

Do You Know Me?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jamie Ann Dowell Birthday: Aug~ 23 ~ 1976 Birthplace: nowhere land Current Location: NOYB Eye Color: green/brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Scottish and Portuguese The Shoes You Wore Today: my black air walks Your Weakness: My Twins Your Fears: My mom and dad dieing Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: just to stay out trouble Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: shit its time to get up Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my ass Your Bedtime: don't have one i am a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: i cant say Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: i dont drink ether Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: ever

Anal Or Organised?
I have just rated track number 4598 of 4598 tracks in my music library. I listened to the whole bloomin lot and rated each as I went and my God do I have some rubbish music in among the good stuff!! Now I just need to check through as I noticed some cover art was missing and a few of the band names have picked up the album title so I'll get those updated and then I'll be ready to rock n roll. Oh and ready to add the 350 albums that I have on vinyl (already added 50) using my USB turntable and analogue to dig recording package. Then I can rate them as I go and can also slip in the new stuff coming down the torrent as I type. Life is sooo good today, I'm gonna have a celebratory banana!!

Contest Help
can you vote for my pic and send this to your friends and fans and get them to vote for me !!! Would really appreciate it !! bombing is allowed !! COME JOIN THE BBW LOVERS TRAIN.....WOOT WOOT..... JUST ADD, FAN, RATE PROFILE..THEN YOU CAN BE ADDED TO THE TRAIN THIS WILL BE SO SO FUN.. ALSO IF YOU WANT I HAVE A GROUP YOU CAN JOIN ITS CALLED THE BBW LOVERS ALSO THAT YOU CAN JOIN.. I MAKE TAGS FOR THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES.. JUST HIT ME UP!!! LETS MAKE THIS FUN AND EXCITING... WOOHOO BABY!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS @ fubar MAKE SURE YOU FAN, RATE AND ADD ME TOO... PS: WHEN ADDING EACH PERSON REMEMBER TO PUT BBW LOVERS TRAIN TO BE ADDED... MUCH LUV....MUAHZ

My Blog
Okay, I'm not married but I have friends and family who are or have been that have either gone through a divorce or are struggling to make things work in their marriage, so I've come to this question... Is marriage as overrated as it seems? Look at it this way, as far as I know pretty much the only benefit that you get from being married is a small tax write off... Big whoop. The downside to it though is that if you have to go through a divorce and deal with all the crap of paying for it, custody battles, etc. Am I wrong for feeling like you don't need a piece of paper saying that you love each other and will be there for each other as opposed to being essentially stuck in a relationship that's a pain to get out of, and not only harmful especially if it's mentally and/or physically abusive? Maybe I'm just prematurely jaded about the whole concept but it seems easier just to be in a loving relationship and hope it works out for the best. I've decided to delete my fubar account sometime

Ok 17 Hours
Many have commented on my pics and in mails about my weight loss so i thought hell i aint really blogged that so here goes. I've never been what you'd call a small framed person even though in my stocking feet I'm 5ft 2 high. Yes I know good things come in small packages but it depends would you call a hippo running full speed at you as a small package?. And trust me I was, trapped by my own stupidity rather than fix my problems I comfort ate till I tipped the scales at just under 22 stone. Let me tell you that height with that weight was bloody unbearable fitting in a bath was beyond a joke and forget taking life for granted your whole day is spent learning to get around things and trying not to break seats. I did try the diet sheets yep eat two salad leaves and enough grapefruit to cause a world shortage. It didn't work whatever I tried still failed through the comfort eating. I tried the new fat pills, yes the one that makes you evacate all fat that you eat. Tip if you use them f

Just A Country Gal
Wow so far so good gr8t site here i do wish to meet some gr8t friend's and have a goodtime. Like i said im just a country gal laid back easy as hell to speak to but i do speak how i feel so on that ya all have a good one. Im going to try and work on my page today is my day off so i'll try and say hi to all. Tara

Poems
After a year I turned the corner And our eyes caugt love's glance As with every time I see you, My spirit lifted up to dance. Delighted in your presence, Ecstatic at your vision, The unity that i feel, Can only be fates provision. Such a sense of oneness As we walked out into the night, The feeling of your beauty, Bathes like summer light. Longing has taught me patience, And love has made me wise, Life has taught that to be the best, Stand fast and never compromise. I have seen you for two years, And well happily wait plenty more, So that when I come home, You'd greet me at the door. So if the planet permists, We shall live as one, And everyday shall be a comfort, Like the warmth of the rising sun. Your eyes are as doves, That make joy in me to rise, And to have you as my wife, Shall be a lover's paradise. It started so sad, the way my world fell apart shes going to leave

Misc. Writings
If I were to have but one night with you, I'd have all that I could ever ask. I'd revel in your touch, Find warmth in your smile, And take comfort in your very presense. I'd explore the heavens In search of new ways to show you The real meaning of true happiness. The stars would shine more brightly. The skies would rain rose petals. The very air around us would shimmer with love. Eventually, the sun would rise And end our magic... Yet for that one short night, While the moon smiled down upon our lives, Our two hearts would be one. I see you every day, Be it with my eyes or in my hearth. I want to reach out to you, Yet something stays my hand. So where does that leave me? Alone. Lonely and quiet. Left to silently dream and fantasize, Even when such thoughts fill me with pain. I hide behind false smiles All the while yearning for more... For truth...for passion...for love... For freedom...and for you... Chess is like life. or is it that the reverse is true?

Why
So its happened once again... I have been hurt again just like always.... it always happens when you least expect it... and it always hurts like hell... i am tired of hurting and tired of being hurt.... I dont even know what to do... And right now i am hurting so bad and i have no one to talk to... I hate feeling alone but it seems to happen all the time... SO All i have to say is FUCK LIFE.......

Poetry And Thoughts
There are times when the days pass slowly, Sitting here looking forward to our next visit. I sit in amazement at how my feelings have grown, From our beginning conversations to today. You have grown to fill a place in my heart, It was a place that had been empty for so long. Now it is filled with a joy and peace, That had been missing for a long time. A feeling of having a friend to share living with, This is something I thought would never be mine. Soon more chances to be companions will be here, No more to wonder at when we will get chances to be together. Do you have any idea at how much I look forward to it, It will mean that I have my Best Friend near. For you have become that to me Honey, Thank you for all that you are. By INXS421 05/28/07 A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times

Info
What you see is History Current mood: awake Category: Music Hey whats up? Thought I would finally drop a few lines on the site. I have spent some time going through it aand I must say its very interesting. I see all types of people sharing some of the same interest very nice. Anyway I am writing here to inform you that we are coming to a few select places within the month to come, if you are interested in coming out to a show and seeing some intense metal in your face below are the dates of some of the shows we will be playing. I hope to see you there and enjoy yourself. If you have no idea what I am talking about here is a website you might want to check out, has plenty of information for you. Take care www.godforbid1.com PPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ..>..> ..>..> May 10 2007 8:00P Rex Theatre Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania ..>..> May 11 2007 8:00P Mad Hatter Covington, Kentucky ..>..> May 12 2007 8:00P Waukesha

Introductions
COPY AND PASTE THIS TO A NEW EMAIL AND SEND IT TO ME :) You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to sender. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know.. 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we

Yawn
This is getting kinda boring...lame....and this site has so much stuff going on it slows my computer down...and there doesn't seem to be any Real, Genuine people out there...is that just the web...or is that how the world at large has become...disconnected???

Guys
It’s just so hard to find a man that really truly understands That love is what I need the most and all I want is to be close To someone that I can finally trust to know that we have more than lust I want some one to finally know that what I want is to grow old With someone that is just like you and I hope that you’d like that too! To be in love so very much that we can never help to touch Or hold each other’s hand all day and kiss and laugh the day away And be the very best of friends and be together ‘till the end A love so deep, and pure, and true that I cant keep my eyes off you We’ll go out dancing all night long, we’ll slow dance to our favorite song And sing together like we did “back when we were kids” And make the memories every day and reminisce about the way We used to flirt before we knew the love we’d find would be so true And be together all our lives and sure we’ll have our little fights We’ll even pick a fight or two cause making up’s so fun to do We’

Pool Party...fucking Hot
Sitting on a stool at the hotel bar we sip our drinks and chat. We are beaming and the entire bar can see it. Every hot man is checking me out and every hot chic is giving you the bedroom eyes. Smiling at the end of the bar, a man and his wife give us a nod and then look back at each other. Getting off on the attention that we are receiving you put your hand on my thigh and start to slide under my skirt, all the men lean over to catch a peek. Getting to the point of no return we decide to pay up and leave. As we walk out I see the sign for the hotels pool and tug at your shirt. It is 3 am and the room is empty, just a blue green light which reflects from the lights under the pool. We walk into the room, me in front of you and you walking super close behind me with your arms around me, kissing my neck and rubbing your hands along the front of my blouse. Knowing that we are alone you squat in front of me and reach under my skirt and slide my panties down my legs. Standing, you lo

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuff...
Ok everyone I 'm in a mothers day contest, please come rate and comment my pic.Just a few comments help but the more the merrier..: ). Heres the link.. Thankyou soooo much ahead of time .. Hugs, Amber By the way you have to be at least a level 5 to vote.. Just was warned.. Ty .. : ) UPDATE: For all of you that have been helping me, I must say I am honored to have you as my friends.. You all really have been there for me and helped alot.. I appreciate it sooo much!!! Please let me know if there is ever anything I can do for you.... Remember this ends the 13th of May...... BIG Hugs, Amber : ) Hey everyone I am deleting my account today. I just do not have the time anymore to be on here. I have switched jobs and am working non stop. I hope you all understand. I have made some good friends on here and will miss you all alot. Also I do not like alot of the updates and there is just alot of crazy stuff that goes on here.. So I am opting for a less cyber life..

The Little Ones
and see Kaiser Chiefs, The Walkmen, and my buds The Little Ones at the Warfield in SFO. But you have to be creative! http://nmeontour.imeem.com/ Good Luck! A couple of tracks for your listening pleasure: Please rate and comment!

Just Cuz I Can
the pic of the boy and the hog is in my lmao pic folder Boy, 11, bags hog bigger than 'Hogzilla' By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer Fri May 25, 10:50 PM ET MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attention over his pig. "It

My Thoughts
Today has been the most aggravating day I have had in a really long time. One person that I genuenly care about has decided to be a asshole to me for no reason...than blame it on me being grumpy...which i wasnt but whatever.. Than I managed to piss off the one person that has been managing to put a smile on my face lately... Im willing to take full blame for pissing them off... but it wasnt something I did on purpose...but apparently that doesn't matter much to them because they are no longer talking to me... im sicking of playing lifes games... i guess im just a sore loser....

Fuck
I do NOT have a webcam I am not going to get one I do not want to see you jerk off on your webcam Please stop pushing me to watch your desperate attempt to get off It's not attractive And I've probably seen bigger dicks than your's It's pathetic to ask over the internet "do you like it?" "Is it the biggest you've ever seen?" "are you wet?" No, I am not wet Its like winning the special olympics, only you think you are the best, in reality, you're still retarded. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I had Scarlet Fever a week ago. Now I have a kidney infection. Someone please shoot me. Put me out of my misery. Really starting to think I should give up on dating all together. Men are just fucking stupid. The one guy I really like apparently likes me back, or so his friends tell me, but is scared. Get the fuck over it! He's so scared, that he's going to fuck every other girl in sight. *rolls eyes* I'm done with him. Ha. I keep saying that, but I keep going back t

Take A Moment To Reflect
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And t

Lookin For A Pearl In A Sea Of Oysters
Searching for that Pearl in a Sea of Oysters Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Why is it so difficult to meet anyone of Quality? Someone who will go the extra mile, say sweet things out of the blue. Do I expect too much? Have I romanticized what dating should be? Or is it just that impossible to find a beautiful Soul? It's more than just sexual satisfaction, that is a part of the puzzle; but hopefully we are more complicated beings than that--more Evolved. I want someone who satisfies my Soul...and damn it, I require a lot of attention and affection. Is no one capable of being that chivalrous? Or is it that no one is up for the challenge because it would require effort? I suppose I could drive myself to the walls of Insanity were I to dwell much longer on the subject. So I Exile myself...Reclusive...Alone...Dreaming that there is a Pearl for me among all the Oysters...in hopes that I am not casting my pearls before swine... Or are gay men just unable to thi

"oboromale"
Please be careful of adding "oboromale" to your friends list he has an active domestic violence order against him for 4th degree assault and 2nd degree animal cruelty in Daviess County Owensboro, Ky. with criminal charges pending final hearing!!11

First Blog
Well, I'm frustrated about a few things. I want to get a new pickup, a new place to live...I have the money, but dammit I had to buy $1800 worth of inventory for my business. It's not that much, that's for sure considering I spent 3 times that last month. Oh well such is life.

Ppl
almost every 1 is a fuckin asshole 2 me and i am tired of it i am about 2 just say fuck everything and not get on the comp again and then no 1 will have 2 worry about me any more idk y ppl have 2 be that way but i am tired of it

My Poems
THE ENDER its getting lonley its getting cold bread on the counter is getting old the less we think the more we drink drunken on failure regrets as hard as it seems all that we need is to close to be seen behind the mirrior painted on your face the skeloton of lifes discrace feed me this feed me lies cut the wrist watch me die eroded with pleasure leave me were i lay drowning in a puddle of dismay such a shame your pride hidden behind a wall brick by brick you will fall turn your head close your eyes our love today dies Kevin Smith _________________________________________________ WHY IS IT DARK earse my pain leave me sain tie a knot forget me not tie it good leave no slack take my life make it fast why is it so dark why am i alone the thoughts i can not condone i cant handle the torchure the pain leaves me sore eating its self into a scab red comes to the top the pain will ne

Constantly Longing.....
"I know that it's a wonderful world but I can't feel it right now. I thought that I was doing well but I just want to cry now.Well, I know that it's a wonderful world , from the sky down to the sea, but I can only see it when you're here, here with me." James Morrison. This world is so huge sometimes and at times so small. Tonight the miles seem huge and the ocean seems so wide.It always feels that way when what you want is far from you. Tonight for a few great moments, the world became small. As I talked to my love, the world became small enough to fit into the palm of my hand, for our words were flowing together like the sea and the ocean combined. We are constantly gravitating to each other, constantly making the earth form around us in order to facilitate our merge, but how horrible it is to be so close yet not touching. I battle with the question of, Is it harder to leave or harder to stay behind? I recently left my love behind, yet again, to live in the atmosphere we created toge

Letters From Home
HI EVERYONE WE HAVE A GRAND SUPPOERTER PLEASE COME ADD THEM FAN THEM RATE THEM AND PLEASE DO US A FAVOR LOOK AT HIS BLOGS AND XOMMENT AND RATE THEM AND FOR ME PLEASE GO TO ALL HIS CONTEST THE HE IS LIKE THE SEXIEST MALE CHERRY AND GO COMENT HIM FOR US HIS SON IS IN IT WE APPRECIATE IT AND PLEASE DO THIS ALL FOR US THANK YOU MASTER GUNNERY SGT JEFF ONEILL@ CherryTAP WHO WOULD LIKE TO WRITE RO US? IF U WOULD LIKE TO WE ARE GOING TO LET U EMAIL US AT semperfi_the_all_american_team AND U CAN SEND US NE THING YOU CARE TO LETTERS, PICTURES, POEMS, WHAT EVER U WANT, WE REALLY WANNA HERE FROM U IT IS EASIER HERE THEN THROGH SNAIL MAIL. HOPE U ALL WOULD PLEASE LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT OET SITE CANT WAIT TO HERE FROM U ALL. THANKS AGAIN UNITED STATES ARMED FORCES_

Reader's Ask My Advice On 'promiscuity' ??
Reader's Ask , Jade : What is Promiscuity? I like sex , a lot. A lot more than I have it, tragically, and that’s not for lack of opportunity, but, rather, because I have moral preconceptions and perhaps even fears that I just can’t get past ( STDs, my Catholic youth etc ). I’ve said before that anyone can get laid if they set their standards low enough. I still believe that, and doubt that will change anytime soon. But I went and made a comment in response to one of my readers’ comments a couple days ago and have since received an email asking me my definition of promiscuous. That alone would have given me pause for thought, since definitions are generally arbitrary, but the moral semantics of it, that's a different beast altogether. But then the reader went on at length and that then left me utterly flummoxed. This is the hefty tome..... What makes one promiscuous? It seems that promiscuity has a negative connotation; Is this because

Random Shit
There is not alot that I can really say in the blog other than welcome to my page, and hope you like it. I guess I wrote everything that you wanted to know in the about me section and stuff. Thanks for visiting my page. Comment me and show some love anytime you want to. Everman

Cherry Tap
Vent StartI'm not one to cause shit and I'm generally a nice person. But when someone fucks with me..damn right I'm going to get pissed!So here's the deal. As i was going through my pic comments today I noticed that bbg still has my default pic ripped.see bellowWell since I'm no longer on her friends or in the fan train, I send her a messageAt the time she was online. But didn't reply. Later on tonight I look again.. she still hasn't deleted it or responded to me.So I message her againNow, I have not down rated, slammed her, stalked her, I have not done ANYTHING but ask why she still has my pic and ask that she delete it. Rather then just deleting it and handling it via private message like I(as a MATURE woman) tried to do, a few minutes after my Second message to her she visits my page and I see thisWow!! is all I have to say.Walks out shaking her head.Vent Over I got about 10 pics up and my Digital Camera Died.. its Charging now..LOLSo if you're not listed below, I didnt forget you.

Tax Time Your Screwed
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced ten husbands On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin". "What?" Said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times? "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it's going to be. Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 ! was from Finance and Administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure

Written By The First....
NAMES OF THE VICTIMS OF VT Body: In Memory of the Following... Now in the arms of the Angels... 1.Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20 2.Jamie Bishop, 35, 3.Brian Bluhm, 25, 4.Ryan Clark, 22 5.Austin Cloyd, 18, 6.Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, age unknown 7.Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, 8.Kevin Granata, 45 9.Matthew Gwaltney, 24 10.Caitlin Hammaren, 19 11.Jeremy Herbstritt, 27 12.Rachael Hill, 18 13.Emily Jane Hilscher, 19, 14.Matthew La Porte, age unknown 15.Jarrett Lane, 22 16.Henry Lee, age unknown 17.Liviu Librescu, 76 18.G.V. Loganathan, 51 19.Partahi Lombantoruan, 34 20.Lauren McCain, age unknown 21.Daniel O'Neil, 22 22.Juan Ortiz, 26, 23.Minal Panchal, 26 24.Erin Peterson, age unknown 25.Michael Pohle, 23 26.Julia Pryde, age unknown 27.Mary Read, 19 28.Reema Samaha, 18, 29.Leslie Sherman, 20 30.Maxine Turner, age unknown 31.Nicole White, age unknown Devoted and true, Entangled by your love, A willing prisoner Ready for your possession. Eternity can belongs

Probably Fixin To Piss Off A Lot Of People
By Jim Jackson Since the Civil Rights movement nearly a half century ago, blacks have made a continuing series of demands from white people, and white people have bent every rule in the book to satisfy their demands. In the 1960s, white people put in place laws to remove race as a consideration for anything in America. Blacks were free to achieve anything they could. Whites then put in place “helping hand” and “affirmative action” programs to assist blacks into the mainstream. Although it violated the Civil Rights Acts, whites then added “quotas,” based on race, for blacks in every facet of American life. Whites then added “proportionality” to these quotas, insuring blacks of participation in the mainstream at the very least in proportion to their population. Finally, whites set up a politically correct system to prevent any criticism of anything blacks do or say. All of these protections and privileges have now been in place for nearly half a century. Black people have not had t

Downrating
WHAT IS UP WITH GUYS COMING TO MY PAGE TO GIVE ME A 1? WOW ........A 1 ON MY PAGE.... OH I THINK I AM GONNA JUMP IN THE LAKE. LIFE IS OVER. WOW.....A ONE AND WHEN I TELL THEM THANK YOU, THEY DONT TALK. PURE PUNKS.....!!!!!!

.my Writings.
to who it may concern... i am sitting here writing you a letter. because i have all this bottled up feelings. when i speak to you i get these feelings. feelins of joy & happiness. when i hug you. i get that warm imbrace. when i see your smiling face. i melt all over. in my mind i want you for myself. i want you to be mine. but then there are times that i feel that you are different. times that you are distant from me. that you crack a fake smile. but again i could be wrong. i melt for your smiling face. i melt with that warm imbrace. i want to lock you up & throw away the key. because i want you to myself. i want you to grab my hand & tell me that everything is goin to be ok. i want you to grab my hand & tell me to that we are goin to walk away from our pasts. & make ourselves a new life together. but then i think could this all be to real. could it be just all to real that you feel this way for me? just grab my hand. make me take that leap if yo

Random
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding onto him.................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Diff

1st Contest
The Sexiest Ladies of C.T. Contest is now open! Happy bombing! 1st place wins a 7 day blast. Late entries will be accepted till Monday @9pm. Hey everyone! I know everyone is getting tired of contests but this happens to be my 1st, (and probably only), contest and I need some help. I am currently in 3rd place out of about 20. If anyone could help it would be greatly appreciated. Here is the link and thanks again! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=586853&albumid=308803&i=4100841319

Crap
This is the first contest I entered EVER! So please go rate my photo? I'd love to win the million dollar mansion! LOL Thanks much love! I AM OFFICIALLY THE SECOND SEXIEST CHERRY! LOL It's ok, I'm still a winner! I can't figure out how to make it my default LOL Create a Free Slideshow Today, October 14th, is my Fu-Hubby's Birthday! Go show him some love and let's see if we can make him a Fuberlord before the day is done! Thanks guys, ya'll are the best! jokerLUVSboobs.. I can't help it they're just so much fun!!@ fubar Love you babe, wish I was there!

What Does This Mean?
I was trying to Respond to Dreamweavers private message.An this Error came up.Sorry,Your on the List or Sorry you made the List.Is that the Deleete List?. To all my Friends u want to stay in Touch,Troutmaster48@yahoo.com

Believe....
The other night, I was sitting around thinking that romance is gone...wondering where all the romantic thinking men were...if there were any left at all... THEN..... While texting with Jack...he took a picture of the beautiful full moon that night, and sent it to me...telling me it was our moon...300 miles apart and he was sharing his moon with me. I nearly died right there... He made me believe again... This was OUR moon that night...

Ugh,pervs!
I get tired of men saying they want to have sex with me,or they want to see naked pictures of me, and I don't have any,and if I did,I wouldn't let anybody see them except my boyfriend! I mean if they like me for me,thats ok,but if they want to have sex for the sake of having sex,then no thank you! And I have my boyfriend anyway,so I'am off limits! If thats the case,them I will tie your balls together and staple them or something horriable!

Bike Week 07
ANY OF U FINE LADIES OUT THERE IN THE NEW ENGLAND AREA THAT ARE GOIGN TO BIKE WEEK 2007 IN LACONIA AND WANT TO GO RIDING WITH ME PLEASE FILL THIS SHORT APPLICATIN OUT AND RETURN TO MY MAIL BOX. BASICS Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Eye color: Hair Color: Height: Measurements: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?: Drive?: Job?: Piercings/tattoos?: Favorite type of music: Favorite sport?: Riden on the back of a bike before?

About Me
IM GOING TO BE COMMENTING EARLY TONITE HAVE DOCTORS APPT EARLY SO DONT BE ALARM NEED MY BEAUTIY SLEEP TONITE LOL HAVE A GREAT NITE AND A BETTER TOMORROW PEACE LOVE HUGS EVIS Cool Flash Toys at REVOLUTIONMYSPACE.COM i wont be online later on we got some really nasty storms comming in so ill be back on when i can see ya

Love Sucks
Ghosts are mistakes that we have made they come not from within the plague, but rise up in the greatest doubts about ourselves each ill considered thing that we have done is a ghost that haunts us if we let it I am William Wallace. And I see a whole army of my country men, here, in defiance of tyranny. You've come to fight as free men, and free men you are. What will you do with that freedom. Will you fight? Aye, fight and you may die, run, and you'll live... at least for a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin to trade ALL the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they'll never take... OUR FREEDOM!

Is That Thing On?
It has been months since I logged in... hell, the place has a different name now! I figured it was time to get serious about making new friends. I don't see many guys here from my town. =( Ah well, at least I can make some new online friends. I deleted my other account and am fleshing this one out. I've been showing 11s all night. Now, time to show myself some love... Let me know if you'd like to chat sometime.

Woman Marines
If NOT FOR MY WIFE PUTTING UP WITH 20 YEARS OF VIETNAM B.S. AND PTSD I WOULD BE HERE TODAY TO POST THIS BLOG. ONE BIG OOOOOraaaah GO OUT TO YOU ALL "SEMPER FI" ALL TO MANY TIME IT IS TO EASY TO FORGET THAT WOMAN MARINE IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS THERE COUNTER PART AND JUST AS MUCH A MARINE

Earth Day- 4/22!
I honor of Earth Day coming up, just wanted to get a few things out there that may interesting to those of you who give a shit about this place we all call home... * Meat production (especially mass-produced): Can take seven or more pounds of grain to produce one pound of beef and livestock consumes 70% of America's grain. If you alone gave up beef once every seven days, you could save the 840 gallons of water it takes to produce a single serving. * If everyone in the US reduced the amount of junk mail he/she receives every week, 100 million trees would be spared each year. (www.ftc.gov, click "for consumers", "telemarketing", "unsolicited mail..." will show you how! ) * Install faucet aerators and high-efficiency showerheads and in year's time you'll save bet. 1,000 and 8,000 gallons of water. * keep track of your thermostat!! Adjust it down 2 degrees in winter and up 2 degrees in summer and you'll keep nearly 880 pounds of carbon dioxide from warming the earth. * The a

About Me
Okay so my last blog was about Idiots. This one is to. So some people seem to think what i have to say is b.s. What ever welcome to the U.S.A sweetheart. it is called freedom of speech. I will say what i choose. I am not a BITCH that wants attention I am a WOMAN who wants to be heard. It has nothing to do with attention. I get all i can handle in real life. I have that right and will use it to the fullest. I will not sit back and let mean walk all over me and treat me or any WOMAN i know like shit. My Father taught me how to be a man – and not by instilling in me a sense of machismo or an agenda of dominance. He taught me that a real man doesn’t take, he gives; he doesn’t use force, he uses logic; doesn’t play the role of trouble-maker, but rather, trouble-shooter; and most importantly, a real man is defined by what’s in his heart, not his pants. Kevin Smith, Collin Raye[via FoxyTunes / Collin Raye]

Things Kids Say
What is Butt Dust? What, you ask, is "Butt dust?" Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative!! JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE(age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN(age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. "I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?" SUSAN

Poetry
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Um Yea So I Love This Girl Soo Much
Well since the very first time I saw this girl, I knew i was in love. Tingles shot down my back. My stomach did that knot thing and I just knew we were destioned to be together. Then life slapped me in the face. She was my friends girlfriend who i was supposed to meet, not a room mate like i soooo deeply hoped. I felt sick. I felt like crying. I felt like shouting to GOD or whoever was in control of my fucked up existance. I went home called my girlfriend and tried to put it out of my mind. I blew my friend off for weeks. I just Knew I couldn't stand seeing the one woman i felt such a deep Soulful connection to so far out of reach. I tryed to tell myself "you dont even know her." "She won't like you" "you have a good girlfriend don't fuck that up" but of course it didn't work. My friend invited me over tryin to convince me to let him tattoo me. I broke down and we Hung out and i saw her. I had been having a shitty day. Worked sucked, my girlfriend offered no real attention, and i w

Live Shows!
TONIGHT IN DEEP ELLUM, DOWNTOWN DALLAS TEXAS, IS PLAYING AT THE RED BLOOD CLUB, THEY ARE HEADLINING THE SHOW SO COME ON OUT AND GET THERE EARLY TO SEE SOME OF THE OTHER FEATURED BANDS AND HAVE A DRINK WITH THE GUYS! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! STEFANI If you care to, my hubby's band "SPLINTER" will be appearing on KNON 89.3 FM in Dallas {it can also be heard on WWW.KNON.ORG} From 8 To 10 PM TONIGHT!!!!!!!! The show is called "HARD TIME RADIO"!! Tune in if you missed the World Premier Last week. Hope you catch it! Peace! Stefani IF YOU LIVE IN THE DFW AREA METROPLEX.. COME ON OUT AND GET READY TO KILL W/DETERMINATION!!! SATURDAY NIGHT AT : LONESTAR COUNTRY CLUB IN COPPELL,TX! 4/14/07

What I Want
I want to be exstatically, unconditionally, unforgettably,accidentally,anxiuosly, awkwardly,wildly,passionately,unexpectedly,truthfully,foolishly,tenderly,surprisingly,in love. I want my last thought before i sleep and my first thought when i awke to be of my love. I want to feel a loving hand grab me and hold me close that we become one. I want a love that doesn't have to be said to be known but felt. I want to look into my lovers eyes years down the road and know that he still neds me and wants me as much as he did the first day. I want a man who would be proud to have me on his arm and let the world know that i am his. He wouldn't hesitate to kiss me just because he felt the need to. I want a love that would hold me when i was scared, comfort me when i was sad and laugh at me when i said something stupid. and totally of track. What do you think? To much to ask for? I have been offered to shoot for the Musclecars pinup girls calendar. I will also be modeling for them. ve

Rip Mommie
Last night my mom past away in her sleep. No one is for sure how and why. We are having an autopsy performed to help understand the reason she is leaving us so soon. For this reason, I will not be on here as much for a little while. It is time to visit with my family, arrange dates, and mostly for me... to cope with all of this. I want to thank everyone who is my friend on Cherry Tap and appreciate your kindness. To my close friends ~ thank you for being there for me and being someone I can talk to. :) (XOXOXO Rose and Sam) To Brian ~ You have no idea how much you mean to me. Thank you for letting me release my emotions so early this morning. I will keep in close touch of what is happening. I love you with all my heart baby. Thank you everyone and I will see you guys soon. Lots of love from me and my family, XOXOXOXOXOXOXO ~Kirsten

New Member In My Family
Talk about a mental and emotionally drained. Dealing with my childrens father is just that. He has changed his mind and how he felt about me and our family more times than a girl changes hers about what outfit to wear or about what they want to eat. He is worse about that and takes longer to get ready than any of my friends. I am so glad that I have all the friends and support that I have. I haven't gone back to work yet, but everyone who knows has been there and helping out and letting me vent. Soon I will find a man that has me in his world and actually helps support me and my kids even though they were fathered by some man that can barely take care of himself. Someone that is ready to settle down and have a family and that knows what he wants in life and isn't just test driving women like another man who sees women just as a bunch of cars trying to find the right fit. Come on! I don't want another child I need to raise i'd rather have a full grown man who has a job and his own pl

Pilot Info
Sun 'n Fun 2007- Correction to NOTAM Notice Number: NOTC0834 Correction to Sun 'n Fun 2007 NOTAM - IRF Slot Reservation Please note that there is an error in the printed Sun 'n Fun Notice to Airmen and in the Quick Reference Booklet referring to Obtaining a Slot Reservation. The original says to confirm your reservation you must call between 24 to 8 hours prior to your arrival time. The correct time is 24 to 12 hours. See corrected section below. HOW TO OBTAIN A SLOT RESERVATION Pilots may obtain a slot reservation by using computer interface (e-STMP) or touch-tone telephone interface. · e-STMP: computer access is available to users with an Internet connection and Web Browser. The Internet address is www.fly.faa.gov. A user guide is available on the web site. · Touch-tone telephone: dial (800) 875-9755 and follow the prompts. Pilots should be prepared to provide their destination/departure airport, estimated UTC time of arrival/dep

Red Fridays
RED FRIDAY WILL YOU GIVE THIS TO MY DADDY? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work

Life Sucks
As the day riseAs the night falls.They stand Happy and Proud,With their backs straight,With their hand on their foreheads.Slotting to our Flag.Being Proud of their Freedom& to be on Earth.So they stand happy for their lives, And their fellow people.They all cry for their Wives, Husbands, Friends, And Family.Hoping that they don't get sad but to proud instead.When time comes around againwe'll be able to see them as "True Soldiers"that they're meant to be. The hardest thing in this world is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes but still loves everything about you True love is when you shed a tear and still want him, It’s when he ignores you and you still love him, It’s when he loves another and you say "i’m happy for you" When all you really want to do is CRY! You can miss someone who died, you can miss someone who moved away, but the worst way to miss someone is someone you see every day There’s always gonna be that

My Sincere Thanks
I just want to express my SINCERE THANKS to Maria aka...Sexy Mama, for running the first contest I was in, and to ALL my family & friends that have helped me win. You ALL know who you are, and I want YOU ALL to know how much I appreciate your dedication, extreme effort, & countless hours of comment bombing me, despite all those crazy error messages we were all getting. My God, you people are totally AWESOME!! Not only were those error messages a huge nuisance, but they were pretty damn annoying as well. I know at times I would get ticked off because it caused alot of problems here on my end. I can only imagine how you felt at times. I know the comment bombing and delays from the error messages took ALOT of your time away from other things you wanted or needed to get done on here, at home, or anywhere else. Please know that from the bottom of my heart, that truly means the world to me. It shows what TRUE and GENUINE FRIENDS you are, and I love you all for your great BIG hearts. I consid

Stuff....
3 May 07 - Thursday Sgt Mead 19-- Bobby "Blitz" Ellsworth rocker (Overkill-Hello From the Gutter) 1903 Bing Crosby (Harry Lillis Crosby) Tacoma WA, crooner/actor (White Christmas, Going My Way) 1920 Sugar Ray Robinson [Walter Smith] middleweight/welterweight boxer (champion) 1928 James Brown Augusta GA, singer/jail bird, soul brother #1 (Hot Pants) 1936 Engelbert Humperdinck [Arnold George Dorsey] Madras India, singer (After The Lovin', Release Me, Quando Quando Quando) 1944 Peter Staples rocker (Troggs-Wild Thing) 1946 Greg Gumbel sportscaster (CBS TV, WFAN) 1951 Christopher Cross [Geppert] San Antonio TX, singer (Sailing, Arthur's Theme) 1953 Bruce Hall Champaign IL, rock bassist (Reo Speedwagon) 1955 Steve Jones English pop guitarist (Sex Pistols-Mercy) 1494 Jamaica discovered by Christopher Columbus; he names it "St Iago" 1765 1st US medical college opens in Philadelphia; founded by John Morgan, the School of Medicine belonged to the College of Philadelph

Pudintuition
I hope My Way Of Thinking RuBBs Off On Some. I Am JuSt An Ole Looser In Life, WitCh Frankly, Amazes me! HowEvEr, IVe Been On ToP, MaKiNg MaD MoNeY, 275000 A Yr, Of Course That was a combined Net Of My Wife And I. My Part Was 50000 Of that. For Like 5 yrs We Ran a, Well she ran a home based Business. She wanted to Be Home for the kids.. so I got her set up and She Negotiated with her work place. It Grew into Having 13 Girls Working For us. My Wife Would Go For 13/ 14 hrs a day 7 days a week to keep up. We Had it all. A nice Home. Money, we never dreamed of. Yes, Life was Starting to taste sweet! But One Thing we Forgot about, Each other. We Were So Caught up in Life We Left each others Heart go. To Make a Long Story short, With Me Working 48 Hrs aweek, Going to School Full Time, I\'m an Electrician, Hoping To Get An Electrical Engineers Degree, Proved to Be Very TaXing on Our ReLaTionship. Her 2 kids, My 2 kids, All in Early grades in school, Well You Can See We Were So Busy. I never Fe

Naughty Adult Survey
Subject Naughty Adult Survey Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yep 2) Ever been to a bar? more like, how often! 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes, but it really wasn't my fault... Drunk punk! 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes, that was my plan that night! 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? no 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yea, but not in a really long time 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8) Had sex at the beach? Yes, the sand sucks! 9) Had sex in a movie theater? oral 10) Had sex in a bathroom.? helloooo... shower sex! 11) Had sex at work? Yes, 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Not with my money, but yes! 15) Ever had sex with a person of the same sex? No 16) Is there anyone on your friends list

For The Metal Heads
Well it's been about 6 years since we last heard from The Great Prince of Darkness. I gotta say this one is pretty fuckin good just got it 2 hours ago. There are no liner notes though,witch I think sucks,but I did get my code for two Ozzfest tickets. Rock on!!! If anyone else has this disc let me know what you think of it. Im in my first contest,and I'm getting my ass handed to me! Come on Fellow Tappers help me out. Like I said I'm getting my ASSKICKED!!! Please Help! If you give at least 10 comment's you will get a gift. Hit this Link. Thanxxx. I guess I'm a sore loser. I am gettig my ass kicked in this Sexy MetalHead in a band shirt,or Whateverthefuck it is contest. Anyways 4 hours left. If I could get a leas 300 comment,s that would be cool.... If not... Oh fuck it. Who care's..... ME!!! Fuck me Freddy. If you want to help me out hit this link. Thanxxx.

Wanna Hear Me Scream?
For those that haven't talked to me in a while, I've got great news. I finally found the motivation to get things back on track. Last June I slowly let my life fall apart when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. As a result of that I let myself get out of shape and I gained back the 50 pounds I had lost years ago plus some extra. I am proud to say that on February 26th (6 weeks ago) I started eating right again and as of today I was down 20 pounds, only 50 more to go. :) I was able to put on a pair of jeans I bought last August but never fit. I've been going strong and have felt no real desire to cheat. My goal has been 1600-1800 calories per day and 30 carbs and I consistantly stay on target every day. Tonight I did my first real workout in over a year. I'm exhausted but it feels great. I bought a balance ball and 2 pound weights for sculpting and worked out in the basement. Superman stretches, stomach crunches with the weights, push ups, bicep pushes, leg lifts, s

Sadness
Feelings....... The feelings we have are so deep that neither one wants to show. The feelings we have are so hard to hide it pains us to keep it secret. The feelings we have can sometimes be lost if one forgets to show theirs. The feelings we have can break our hearts if we never show them at all. The feelings we have must be shown or said before we lose one another. The feelings we have can ruin a friendship that has been there for years. The feelings we share can fill our hearts with love that has never been felt before. The feelings we share can make our love last forever until we can't love anymore. The feelings we share can make our hearts feel like one that can never be broken. The feelings we share for love can make others feel like they can be loved by the one they have feelings for just like us. Sometimes our hearts get broken and sometimes our hearts just fall to peices. Sometimes our hearts can be filled with so much love we don't know what to do with it

Fun!
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie. CELEBRATING THREE YEARS SINCE MY DIVORCE. I WAS MARRIED TO A MAN FOR 6YRS THAT I FOUND OUT AFTER THE DIVORCE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH ME SO YES, I AM GOING TO CELEBRATE! WE DO STILL TALK BECAUSE WE HAVE A DAUGHTER AND TRY TO STAY ON FRIENDLY TERMS BECAUSE OF HER. I CAN NOT WAIT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN AND MARRY A MAN WHO

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Wow. I Am A Little Crazy.
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Where Are Alll The..
Iam new here and only been here a few days so far. i was wondering where are all the skinheads,greasers, and punk. on this site. if there are any or any body else for that matter that have the same interest as me (look at my profile). until then u find me at the bar drinking my guinness cheers!

Emergency Spiral Descents
Ahh, time for another bloggy addition. I'm actually amazed I flew again. Lately since coming to CNY I've been snuffed out due to weather. All last week I wasn't able to because it was snowing! What is up with that? I mean, I love the snow, I am glad I moved out here. I enjoy the change of pace and this whole new coast, but when it comes to getting shafted with weather that keeps me from flying... I just have to scream, " BITCH" Haha. Today was good though, I flew twice in one day. How bad ass is that. Imagine this : Airport elevation is 500ft and I'm at 5500ft. Above the runway numbers at the approach end of runway 15. Landing gear down, flaps set, throttles completely back to idle, bank to 45 degress, and start to spiral down... Looking out the side window and watching the earth spin around your as you hold the runway in sight. One complete turn. Two turns.. Three turns... Looking out and you are still too high to make a perfect landing so while power still out and only

Poems
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

Buccbills Gallows!!1 Read With Extreme Caution!!!
Okay- Buc is up for grabs in 3 auctions!! you have 3 chances to Fu-Own the bucman himself! Here are the auctions i am in now Lil Slave girls auction Also i am in JC's Auction! Club Raven Auction(Memebers only can bid) Good luck!! And may the best bidder win!! Read my blog for what i am offering or i'll link it to ya

Yay For Hitting People With Sticks!
Just in case everyone wonder's where their favorite Monster is this weekend: she's in Strasburg, IL hitting people with sticks. lmao The first Belegarth event of the season is this weekend (Spring Wars). Spring Wars actually starts today, but I'm being responsible and not missing school in the morning. Being a grown-up stinks. Look for pics posted on Monday. I'm getting my commander ceremony this weekend! So yeah - in the woods, hitting people, alcohol...should be a good weekend.

Until The Night
Until the night Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

Randomness
ALRIGHT WHAT THE HELL HAS THIS SITE COME TO WHEN YOU FEEL THE NEED TO FUCKIN DELETE SOMEONE JUST CUZ THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE? SO WHAT IF THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH CHERRYROCK...I AM TO. DOES THAT MEAN YOUR GONNA DELETE ME TOO CUZ YOUR FUCKIN SCARED LIKE A LIL BITCH? GO RIGHT FUCKIN AHEAD ITS YOUR FUCKIN LOSS DELETING ME AS WELL AS MY FRIENDS. CHERRYROCK HAS MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER OFFER TO YOUR PPL HERE MINUS YOUR FUCKING DRAMA. SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN SIT THERE TAKE PPLS MONEY GIVE THEM JACK SHIT AND GO IN YOUR CORNER FUCKIN YOUR LIL GOD DAMNED SHEEP THAT YOU SO ENJOY EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. I'LL STICK WITH CHERRYROCK AND THERE NO BULLSHIT TOLERANCE. IF YOU WANT A PLACE WHERE THERES NO DRAMA NO BULLSHIT AND NO RANDOM FUCKIN DELETING CUZ YOUR AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE COME JOIN ME ON CHERRYROCK. TO THE REST OF YOU THAT DONT GIVE A SHIT AND THINK ITS ALRIGHT FOR FUBAR TO DO WHAT THEY'RE DOIN...WELL THEN FUCK YOU TOO ASSCLOWNS! What I thought was just another random site ha

Rapture's Embrace
Rapture's embrace Raindrops on lips, like velvet kisses, Dreams of nights in rapture's embrace, Silken touches, caressing and loving, Passion engulfing like pale morning light, Candles and incense mingling… with the smell of lust, Lovers as one, molding together, Sighs of content and groans of delight… As desires peak… Holding, searching, teasing, as ecstasy releases, Moist kisses and murmurs of love, Day turns to night and lovers meet once again…

A Lover's Hands
A Lover's Hands A lover's hands, caring and warm, Like the morning's first rays, Molding flesh, cupping gently… caressing softly, A tender kiss, a tease upon naked skin, Rising desire… fulfilling need, Pleasure unbound, as bodies entwine, Hearts beat in sync, cries of ecstasy rise, A lover's hands, seeking and yearning, Until the flames of content, Burn forevermore…

In Memory Of My Step Father
In Loving Memory Of My Step Father David L Baker 11 - 29-1948 to 04-07-2007 My Step Father has been ill since Novemeber of Liver Failure..We had hopsice coming in once a week to check up on him. In March his disease just progressed more and more ...He became disoriented didn't know who people were , picked at the air , his cloths , bed sheets or anything that was near him ....He would drink a beer that wasn't in his hand and smoke a cigg that wasn't there either. We had to watch his every move....On A Sunday night he had fallen out of bed and hit the nightstand and cut his head open and needed 7 stiches....a day before that he was down at his friends and tripped over something and fell on his face. A few days after his fall he went down hill he wouldn't get out of bed and when he did he could hardly walk as he legs were weak ...his brain was telling his feet to move but they couldn't. You had to help him around....For 9 days he didn't know who anyone was and never left the

Morning After
JUST GETTING OFF THE TRAIN OH SHIT JUST MY LUCK HERE CUMS THE RAIN,THUNDER ROLLING IN SUN JUST WENT DOWN MAMI IS SUPPOSED TO BE HERE SOON UNLESS HER FLIGHT CHANGED.DAMN IT DID I KNEW THAT WAS GOING DOWN HAD MY SHIT PREPARED OH YEA IT WAS GOING DOWN, I KNOW I WAS GOING DOWN THAT IS TASTING, LIGHTLY NIBBLING ON WHAT WAS ONCE HIS.YEA NOW WHAT, THIS FUCKED UP WEATHER JACKED MY PLANS UP WHAT TO DO,WHAT TO DO, SHE CATCHES MY EYE DAMN MA DON'T I KNOW YOU,YOU YEA YOU MISS SEXY RIGHT OVER THERE THE ONE WITH THE PRETTY EYES AND BEAUTIFUL LONG HAIR.DIDN'T WE GO TO SCHOOL TOGETHER ARE AT LEAST HAVE A LOVE AFFAIR DAMN YOU ARE EXTRA MA GOT A G FEELING EXTRA SQUARE ALL CONFUSED AND SH..... CAUSE YOU ARE ON THE GORGEOUS SIDE CUM ON BABY GIRL HERE IS THE TRAIN LET'S GO FOR RIDE.WE START TO TALK AND THINGS ARE GETTING MORE ON THE COMFORTABLE SIDE CAUSE NOW I REMEMBER WHO MAMI IS SHE IS THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY BECAUSE WHEN WE FIRST MET I FUCKED UP AND LET HER SLIDE,WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING TO LET SOMEO

Quotes
The rain had begun to pound hard against the roof as the thunder and lighting grew closer. He knew what I wanted as he gently grabbed my hand and led me to the balcony outside. As he pressed himself against me I could tell that the rage of the storm has only fueled his passion. He pressed his lips against me as he pushed me against the railing running his hand up the inside of my thigh under my skirt he knew that I would not refuse. The rain began to fall harder as the storm grew closer. I begged him please I need you with a smile he was more then willing to fill my need. the sensation of him throbbing inside of me with each thrust mixed with the hot smell of thunder only heightened my sence of pleasure. I dug my nails into his back as I climaxed over and over again. Pulling my hair back he kissed my neck with a passion as great as the storm, once again causing my body to shake in a massive uncontrollable orgasm. With each thrust I only hungered for more begging him not to stop. His ha

Just A Note
PLEASE CHECK OUT TODAY'S "MOD OF THE DAY" DARLENE IS A SWEET FRIEND AND SHES BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT!!!! PLEASE IF YOU READ THIS PRAY FOR MY SWEET FRIEND. I DON'T WANNA MENTION HER NAME JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO EMBARRASS HER. IF YOU DON'T PRAY JUST KEEP HER IN YOUR THOUGHTS. I WILL BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL!!!! YOUR ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART SWEETHEART ~LOVE YOU~ HAHAHA...IM DOWN TO ONLY 3 PICTURES LEFT SO I NEED YOUR LUV AND RATINGS :) LOL WON'TCHA HELP ME ? WINKS

Gnawing Anger
She sat looking at me, Not listening to a word. Every time we talked, she Said my opinion was absurd— You should have seen my face; The anger I showed was a disgrace. For years, I have lived with such anger, Gnawing anger, the kind that lingers Like roadkill. To be sure, I am not stranger To rage. Its long bony fingers Have touched my heart many times, Urging me to commit heinous crimes. But to blame anyone for my rage is unjust. No one is responsible for my fury, Though I may think so, my eyesight is simply blurry Anger is seeking a new slave; As for me, I’d rather be brave, Before anger puts me deep down in a grave.

Kris73
Not that it really bothers me that much but just thought i would throw this ? out. Why do guys when they find out that u are taken instantly stop talking to you?? I mean I know this is a singles site but you dont have to be so rude. Just my thoughts. I want to thank echo angel for showin me cherrytap!!! You all stop by and see me and drop me a line or two or add me!! Nice to meet everyone Hey guys just got my sis hooked up here go show her some cherry love please misty23 she's a sweet girl just like her sis lol thanks guys

What Do U Think???
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Day In The Park
Today I plan to take my daughter to the park, but the local park is small and boring. So we got in my car and took off for Dan Nichols park near salibury nc. We had a blast. It is good place for small kids. I hope to take her again next week. You can have a day of fun for less than 20 dollars. Day of fun for a great price.

Kitty Cat
I would like to introduce you all to my new kitten. Her name for the moment is Missy, but it's open to change apparently... She is 8 weeks old today. She was born on Thursday 15th February 2007, and is adorable!

Military
does ANYONE really know where the money they spend on drugs is goin? its goin to be used to kill or hurt Border patrol agents, DEA and or FBI in other countries that are there tryin to help ease the flow of drugs. They are going to terrorist to kill US troops too. In Afghanistan they farm pot and opium. guess who the number one demander of those drugs is? THE US. so if your truely patriotic or have family serving, think about this really hard. you may have bought the bullet, the rpg, the greneade, the ied that killed a US soldier in iraq or Afghanistan. SO IF YOU REALLY "SUPPORT" THE TROOPS FREAKIN STOP DOING DRUGS!!!!!!!!! Surprising things men notice about women instantly partner by Cosmopolitan.com, on Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:45am PDT 260 Comments Post a Comment Read More from This Author » Report Abuse It's no shocker that women are known for judging others, but did you ever think men might be guilty of it too? It's true...and you might be surprised to

Pornagraphy
okay i'm in a relationship. i've been with my guy since October of 2005. we love each other and we live together, but i find that he is still looking at porn even though he knows how i feel about it. pornagrphy PISSES me off. makes me gag. and its a MAJOR turn off to me. i know i'm not the only one whos anti-porn either. there's a website. here's the link. http://www.oneangrygirl.net/antiporn.html. surprisingly there ARE men who dont look at porn and they ARENT gay either as you will discover if you visit the site. REAL men. REAL stories. Do you think rape is funny? Playboy, Penthouse and Hustler do. From Penthouse JOIN ME IN THE FIGHT AGAINST PORN AND THE NEGATIVE IMPACT IT HAS ON THE SOCIETY!!! i'm also reading an Opposing Viewpoints book on Pornagraphy and so far i'm finding there's more bad than good that comes from the indulgence of any form of porn.

My World
So This year hasnt started out the way i hoped it would, just as all the others have, something ends up going wrong in some way or another, but this year was a real eye opener. Of course being that my birthday is on Jan. 1st i usually bring in the year with a bang. and this year wasnt gonna be any different. Granted i didnt drink and do as much as i have in the past but i was gonna make sure it was one to remember. Well needless to say i did enough to land myself in ICU for 3 days. i just came home the other day and i still feel like shit. i cant eat i cant sleep i cant really move that much right now but im still alive, and dependin on who u ask, some say its a good thing. Ive gotten sick before but this one has really gotten to me, seeing my lil girl cryin cause i was in so much pain and hurtin really made me think that its not really worth it anymore, It time to open my eyes and not wait around anymore. ive got all i need right in front of me and i need to start living for that

Women And Men
There just doesn't seem to be any real women or men out there these days. I see all these women my age or older trying to act like some little teenager on these type of sites and it just irritates me. At our age we should be aware of who we are and not trying to be what other people want us to be or what we think they want. It's funny because I'm always seeing guys my age robbing the cradle and getting together with girls that are just out of high school. Not until recently have I figured out why. In my opinion, it's because these girls have high hopes of families and that perfect life so the guys are either taking advantage of it or in a fatasy land and think that the girl is actually ready for that sort of thing. For you guys that may read this, if you are taking advatage of a situation then you are a piece of shit. You are the reason women are untrusting of us good guys. If you are living in that fantasy world then let the girl grow up and deal with lifes experiences as everyone els

Pervs On Ct(read Ladies!)
These BOYS on CT need a good lesson. All they care about is talking nasty and looking at nudes, but they're not getting that here! After I decline them from looking at my pics they try to talk shit. I'm a married woman I'm not here to look for sex or a man I have that already so fuck off pervs!!! banana_boy2k@ CherryTAP PSEbowhunter2007@ CherryTAP

Wtf?!?!?
...some dudes act like they have never in their existence seen an ass or a pair of breasts. Some of the 'males', I CANNOT use the word men or man, need to grow up, they act like 10 year old little boys sneaking into their fathers adult magazine stash and losing it. Although I LOVE a woman's body, there is a way to approach a woman without blurting out obscenities like a RETARD on CRACK with TOURETTES SYNDROME. A lot of you cats make 'men' look bad because u may have hair on your nuts or face, but sometimes when a woman is approached by a 'REAL' man she cannot initially distinguish, because of the disgusting behavior by certain 'MALES'. If a woman has a nice backside or breasts its NOT ok to state the obvious ESPECIALLY in such a sophomoric, moronic way as 'NICE TITS', 'NICE BOOBS', or the more sexual things you'd LIKE TO do to her 'ASS', most of you assholes have mother's, sisters, aunts, grandmothers, ETC...hmmm I wonder how you would feel if a male approached a woman in

Metalhead & Metal At Work
The vid quality is pretty shitty because I recorded it with my cell phone. Its a quick clip of me and metal at work. while your here click the link and show him some CT love. ( Its Glue!!! ) Metal@ CherryTAP

Fun Stuff
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *How Ever Many Questions You Want!**, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. _________________________________________________ Yes Im bored oh well thats what this is for have fun with it. ask your ?s lol Ill send anyone who ask a message with the answer or answers depending on the amout of ? s you all ask, keep in mind for those of you that do know much about me. Its a great way to get to know ;) take care all you lovly peope have a GREAT day! ~XOXOX~ Natalie

Choices And Consequences
How sad when you realize the one you are with is not the one you need. How hard to give up the good as you accept the truth of it. Sad but necessary. Not willing to accept less or be less to anyone anymore. First of all, I thank you my friend OffiSir for finding me an outlet for the complexity of thoughts I endure. Choices and consequences. It seems that choices made satisfy missing elements, and then create new challenges. Would be bliss to choose to quench one desire without creating another dilemma. The never have enough when the plate is overflowing state of existence is perplexing. More, more, more, yet never filling addictive thrill rush release only to be followed by deep abyss emptiness. How to halt the neverending process and not feel devoid is the challenge.

Just Me Bein Emotional
so i just got off the phone with my ex boyfriend... i was in an alright mood before i called him.. not the best mood, but an alright one.. and now i just feel like shit, a total waste of space... it's like how can one person make you feel so horrible about yourself in less than 15 minutes? its been like this on and off since we met.. even when we were still together... I just want to be happy and he has made me happier than i have ever been, but at the same damn time, He has hurt me more than anyone ever... i guess i let him chose my emotions all too often, but for some stupid reason, i always go to him with problems.. he doesn't care though, so why do i keep setting myself up to be hurt? why am i so stupid? if anyone who actually reads this has the answer, let me know please... i can't deal with this anymore on my own....

Lonely
Freya or Frayja, the goddess of Love and Beauty, also; fertility, war, and wealth. The daughter of Njord, and the sister of Frey. Her daughter, by her husband, Od, is named Hnoss, who it is said: "Is so beautiful that whatever is valuable and lovely is named treasure after her." Freya lived in Folkvang (battlefield) and each day chose half of the slain warriors to split with Odin. She somehow lost her husband, Od, and cried golden tears for him. Many believe Od is Odin. Norse legend tells of Freya, whose chariot was pulled by two black cats. Some versions of the tale claim they became swift black horses, possessed by the Devil. After serving Freya for 7 years, the cats were rewarded by being turned into witches, disguised as black cats. The cats also played around her ankles as a symbol of her domesticity. Freya owned the precious Brisinga-men's necklace, which she acquired by sleeping with four dwarves. She also owned a feather coat which she could use to fly between the worl

Whatever
I'm beginning to really wonder why I'm even around sometimes. Just saying hi to those that read blogs. I'm fixing to go and watch wrestling, yes I watch wrestling!! LOL Watched the Nascar race yesterday and got pissed at Montoya for wrecking Tony Stewart! so I believe Smoke finished 25th. sucks. So today is going well except all the sudden I am breaking out in hives! I hate it when I do this. I've had to go to the ER before because they got soooo bad. I'm hoping they don't this time. wonderful! ok, I'm off, cya'll later! xoxo

Dangerous Views
Somebody had a crush on me recently. Lasted, oh, 48 hours? A new record for me? LOL We are but a moment's sunlight fading in the grass. Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misgu

The Prasius Identity
Been back from Afghanistan for four months and already packing my kit again for my 3rd (although admittedly short this time) tour of Iraq. So I look at the society I'm supposedly going for.. Parents incapable of looking after their own children. Parents having more children regardless of the conditions and space they have to live in. Lazy complaining freeloaders that expect everything to be given to them on a plate. A goverment that can change the leadership of the country by a meeting of their inner-circle without any discussion with the public. A media that only complains and criticises what I do - and ignores our successes. With news days like the last few days - I wonder if British Society is worth me risking my life, worrying my family and being seperated from those I care about for. Why do I bother? This is something I wrote a while back, but thought someone might find it interesting or thought provoking here: Monkey See, Monkey Do Iraq war veteran

Cherry Tap
I have been here for almost a week and have to say that this is one of the best sites I have ever seen! Everyone here is so incredibly nice and friendly...and the goreous women; damn! I look forward to meeting more people and making some really good friends!

Ahh!!
Today,so far, I have heard screeches from cars around where I live and I'am sure there was an accident,but maybe there wasn't.Boy,there are idiots out there!I'am going to go crazy if I hear anymore bad noises!

Surveys...
I have done a few surveys, and it seems to not be working to raise my levels up. I know it has to be approved and stuff but they were (or at least the page said so)but nothing... and I put in my salute, like it said to level up and I am still a cherry warrior, *SIGH* waiting waiting...I hope something happens soon

Honestly I Swear
It is easy to write, it is easy to read also It is easy to listen, it is easy to bear it also But really saying it is very difficult I love you Honestly i swear I love you I have no complaints against you but it is not like happiness is with everyone dreams are not ours It is very difficult to find dreams i love you Honestly i swear I love you No matter how many journeys there are no matter how many distances I will keep on walking after all what are these difficulties I can not say it, but I always love you I love you Honestly i swear I love you

Wiisper
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper Thunder some place in the sky,, I hear it in the distance,, I see the storm as it comes,, Blowing across distance and time,, Lights show as blasts of brilliant collars,, Lighten get close but I can not move,, I watch as it dances across the sky,, I stand and wonder,, Why this calls to me,, Does this bring to me

The Paths Of Life
As some of you will find out the more you get to know me, I had a really big struggle with drugs for many years. I started out just experimenting, trying it for fun, and kept using. I abandoned my newborn baby girl at only two weeks old and left her with my parents. I continued to use til I found out a couple of months later I was pregnant. (yes, again) I quit using and became a mom, I had missed all the important things in her life already though. First words, smile, steps. I had my second beautiful baby girl at only 18 years of age, she lived for a month and a half. There started my downward spiral into hell itself. After ten years of killing myself and everyone around me I got sober and while in my first year of recovery I wrote this for my beautiful daughter destiny who has had a rough life. This is called the Paths of Life. As I sit here and think of all the joyous wondersI missed over the years For you honey it fills my head and heart with fears Because I wasn't t

Carolyn E. Snyder
This poem is particularly hard for me to rewrite or read. When I was 16 I had to see a counselor. I was raped and had a miscarraige and I went a little out of it to put it gently. This is about the beautiful person who was my counselor. She passed away suddenly in her sleep. It almost sent me back to the umm hospital with the padded room. But I was strong because growing in me was the beautiful little girl that I have today and I knew that if I went back at my age they would have tried to take her from me. Anyway here it is I hope that everyone likes it. You travel through the Valley of shadows. You know not where you're headed. Yet you know where you've been. You spent many hours laughing. And many hours crying. You saved me from myself. And helped me back to my feet. If I called then you were there. Now you have fallen prey to a weakness. And I miss you so much. I do not want to go on. But you would have wanted me to try. You weren't just a counselor you were my best

My World... My Rules!
My so called friend I have loved you to pieces Fed you with caring and nurturing Accept you in my life like you have always been a part of it I have fought for you Take you with my two hands beyond reasonable doubt Loved you to a fault I introduced you to my family Treat your family of my own Breathed the air you breath Eat what you are, gave you what I eat And what did I get? I am accused of being untrue I am accused of being a user I’ve been judged without fair trial That all the favor I did was a way to buy friends My family had undergone malicious judgement And I thought I found a friend I was condemned, I was discouraged, I was stepped until I’m broken I have been taken for granted and been silent For talking means nothing for me but a useless way of reasoning for unreasonable consequences. But you never stopped, after years you still judged me. You still think that all I did was a scheme to destroy and use you. While you are the one who is trying until

Contest
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The World
The world is dark and dim. It is forever whirling around a slowly disintegrating sun. The merciless constantly murder thier brothers. The innocent children are dealt drugs. People are assassinated for thier material possessions. Moms and dads are commiting hideous crimes and leaving thier families to starve. Teenagers have unprotected sex and crack babies. Senior citizens are being beaten and killed everyday in nursing homes because they are burdens on thier families. Cuss words are becoming more of a modern vocabulary than an unaccepted slang. Wars are going on all over the world. And innocent people are being killed while defending thier countries. Look at the world. The drugs, the alcohol, and the killing, Is it somewhere that you want to live? Of course it's not. But you are not attempting to change it! Your children are going to suffer worse than you have or ever will. Think about it. Is it really a world? No! It is an unaffectionate never ending Hell. Our wor

Bad Day Gone Bad
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his Drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making truck driver steps up next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. "Come on man, I was just giving you a hard time," says the truck driver. "I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man crying." "This is the worst day of my life," says the little guy between sobs. "I can't do anything right. I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I have no insurance. "I grabbed a cab home, but after the cab left, I discovered my wallet was still in the cab. At home I found my wife in bed with the gardener. So I came to this bar and was trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life. "And then you show up and drink the damn poison!"

Yet
I don't know you, Yet you know me. I have been torn apart by other guys. Yet I fear that you are different. There is a difference in our ages. Yet it seems as though there is not. You are a stranger to me, Yet I am familiar to you. I like you just by the sound of your voice. I have fallen for a sound. I need help to recover. Yet there's no one there to help me recover. I wrote this poem 10-17-96 and updated it 6-7-98. I know that my poems arent that good but a friend said that it will help me feel better.

Dez's Birthday......w00t W00t
IT IS THE INFAMOUS DEZ'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY A.K.A YOUR FAVORITE TWAT WAFFLE...PLEASE GO AND SHOW SOME CHERRYLICIOUS BIRTHDAY LOVE TO ONE OF THE BEST CHERRY FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER WANT & NEED AROUND....WE LOVE YOU DEZILICIOUS.... the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP Make your own Zing! the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP

Fun Facts
Snapple Facts #1 A Goldfish's attention span is three seconds #2 Animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons #3 Beavers can hold their breathe for 45 minutes under water #4 Slugs have 4 noses #5 Camels have 3 eyelids #6 A honey bee can fly at 15mph #7 A queen bee can lay 800-1500 eggs per day #8 A bee has 5 eyes #9 The average speed of a housefly is 4.5 mph #10 Mosquitoes are attracted to people who just ate bananas #11 Flamingos are pink because they eat shrimp #12 Emus and Kangaroos cannot walk backward #13 Cats have over 100 vocal chords #14 Camel's milk does not curdle #15 All porcupines float in water #16 The world's termites outweigh the world's humans 10 to 1 #17 A hummingbird weighs less then a penny #18 A jellyfish is 95% water #19 Children grow faster in the spring #20 Broccoli is the only vegetable that is also a flower #21 Almonds are part of the peach family #22 Alaska has the highest per

New Pics And Remember To Sign Guestbook
I know most of my closest peeps have already signed my guestbook, but theres about 600 ppl on my list and only about 10 have signed in the week that i've had it up. not bitching or anything but i get to everyones new items fairly quick and would like at least most of you to at least sign my book, even if you dont get to the ratings. also if your past of the dark realm or wnc, if your being harrassed in any way, dont be shy, let me know and i'll take care of that problem!

Funny Thing From The Posts?
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

Bealzes Historical Entries - September 2006
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)I found this site with a video about how The Rainbow Connection from The Muppet Movie seems like something H.P. Lovecraft would have written about Cthulu.So I searched for the lyrics of The Rainbow Connection:Why are there so many songs about rainbowsand what's on the other side?Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,and rainbows have nothing to hide.So we've been told and some choose to believe it.I know they're wrong, wait and see.Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.Who said that every wish would be heardand answered when wished on the morning star?Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.Look what it's done so far.What's so amazing that keeps us star gazingand what do we think we might see?Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?I've heard them

Surgery
So,I went to the hospital this morning to pre register for monday and to have all my lab work done and passed out not once,but twice while they were drawing my blood.That was embaressing to say the least lol and damn the technician I told her I have small veins and that they always use the butterfly needle when I have my blood drawn,but nooooooooooooooo,I dont know what I'm talking about right?!?! well they stuck me three times b4 they decided to use one SOB's.and they also put a wrist band on that I can not get wet,they gave me some latex gloves incase it's absolutly nessecary that I get wet,so no dish duty YAY!!!!but how the hell am I supposed to wash my hair??? Ok I know I'm not perfect and most people do it out of laziness,but this is a pet peev of mine.. They're = they are ie.They're coming to my house. There = something is somewhere ie. Their place is over there. Their = is a posesive ie. I'm going to their house. I might not have explained it the best,but I t

Contest
So I decided to do my own contest after having so much fun in the ones I am involved in. This is a simple contest, nothing special to enter. You can choose any picture in any of your albums as long as it is SFW. This will be a comment bombing contest. Prizes are as follows: 1st place: $40,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 2nd place: $20,000 worth of gifts, your choice. 3rd place: $10,000 worth of gifts, your choice. If I have enough people signed up, the contest will start Friday, April 13, at 12pm and will end Wednesday, April 18, at 12pm. If you are interested just click on the picture below and private message me with the link of the picture you wish to enter the contest with. "DJ Cash" (CTAF Squad 3 - #17) {sparklin_eyez fiance} [http://radio276.com]@ CherryTAP

Zombies!!
Rate all my pics...$2000 fubucks Rate all my stash...$5000 fubucks Just mssg me that ur done and i will send u ur fu-funds! Much thanks for all ur help! Rated N for Naughty (oYo) (_T_) I love how you see posts that people can not accept the past. I recently read one that my ex husband posted how I can not accept the past. I got news for ya - I accepted the fact that you gave up all rights to your son in court, on paper, infront of a judge, and infront of God. I accepted that long ago. I never asked for a thing from you. I never got a dime from you for anything. I did it all on my own with no input or assistance from you at all. I never walked away - the thought never even crossed my mind. It seems now that you can not accept the past. You made your decision to forever rid yourself of the pleasure of knowing your child. And now that he is nearly a grown man, you can no longer live with yourself knowing that you have no clue who you son is. You want to accept your past already

A Simple Game......
A simple game…. We check into a fancy hotel room. It has all the amenities, in-room hot tub, stocked bar, room service, movies, and plenty of room. We set up for the game. The rules are simple. One board (we use a Monopoly board), two playing pieces, two dice, and three bowls labeled his, hers, and actions to be taken. Of course, there is a pad and a pen, but I’ll get to that later. The object of the game is to have as much naughty fun as you can imagine. Each player will start on the starting line. Each will take turns rolling the dice. As each player moves down the street, a player that is passed by the other player must take off an item of clothing. This can only happen once per player per street (consider each side of the board a street, so there are only four streets in this game). We both have on plenty of clothes to make the game a little more interesting. You must also kiss your partner each time you remove a piece of clothing. The kiss must be a l

I Believe.....
Not sure where I got this from, but just felt like posting it. This sums it all up. . I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you c

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Wednesdays Blog
a rip in my heart so deep it bleeds pain and fear you refuse to see why say you love only me if you dont why promise forever and always if you wont she's taken my place by your side i am left alone with a heart that dies. written 7-10-07 copyrite raven queen aka alecys drake (my pen name)please do not use without my permission. well for the last several years my birthday has sucked i usually end up in tears. this year however was much better. thanks to my best friend and room mate, my toxic twin and love of my heart and of course my little fellow. who was in an unusually loving mood. and of course all the lovely gifts and comments and emails i got. thanks everyone. and why was it so great? my friends gave me the best gift they could themselves. well not to mention there was this one moment when my sweetie took me into his arms and held me as close as he could and very passionately told me he loved me and only me. that i was his heart and soul. the key to

Every Time....
Every I love you, you whisper, is like rain for the trees, moonlight for the ocean, nectar for the bee Every kiss bestowed upon me is like fragrance on flowers, heat upon the desert, mist from morning showers Every glance in my direction is like flame to the fire, a twinkling of stars, a spark of love's desire Every moment in your arms is like waves to the ocean, a rushing, primal urge, a sweet mix of emotion Every passing year were together is like joy without measure, a life without limits, I shall love you forever.

My Country
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman stand

Friends
I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH MY TRUE FRIENDS! SOME OF YOU ALREADY KNOW, BUT FOR YOU THAT DON'T YOU WILL KNOW NOW! I AM VERY DRAWN TO SCOTLAND AND IRELAND, BUT AT DIFFERENT PERIODS OF TIME. SCOTLAND IS AROUND 1500-1650 AND IRELAND IS IN THE 1700'S. SO AFTER READING THE WEBPAGE OF AN AUTHOR THAT I LOVE WHO WRITES ANCIENT SCOTISH FICTION, I FOUND THIS WORD TO BE AN EXTRODIANRY ONE THAT DESCRIBES A FEW OF MY FRIENDS!! THE WORD IS AN ANCIENT SCOTISH WORD..... "ANAMCHARA" : MEANING- A SOUL FRIEND WHO PROVIDES A PLACE OF SANCTUARY TO ANOTHER THROUGH LOVE,ACCEPTANCE, AND HOSPITALITY. ISN'T THIS A BEAUTIFUL WORD? JUST THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE ALL OF US SOMETHING A BIT MORE BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL IN THIS WORLD THAT ISN'T ALWAYS EITHER OF THOSE TERMS!! hey to all my fabulous people! I hope all's well with everyone. I have missed being able to talk to everyone. We are all doing ok, Tyisha turned 13 last month! 3 teenagers at once! you know i'm going crazy! now I know why they invented s

Urges
Why do my wrists burn with the urge to cut? I have cut many times in the past but I have never had the urge to cut my wrists. My thighs are usually what burn and then receive the brutal torture of being carved upon. It is a comfort to me to cut. It is like it takes all of my problems away. I feel like I have been cleansed. As weird to some as it may sound it is the way that I feel. The feeling of being cleansed is usually only temporary but it is effective. Should I face the fate that most say is inevitable? Medicate or end it? Over the years I have had many people tell me do the smart thing and medicate yourself like your father did before you make the same mistakes that he did. I have even been told before that I can either get on meds or make the needed funeral arrangements because with out treatment that fate is inevitable. I dont want my kids to see thier mom all medicate and almost unable to function normal everyday activities because most of the anti depressants make me either s

Move Over Jamie Gold
TIME FOR CHAPTER 2 OF MY POKER SAGA. THE TRIP TO VEGAS WAS AWESOME!!!! SO GOOD IN FACT THAT I AM HEADED OUT TO THE CARD ROOM HERE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS TO SEE HOW IT GOES IN A DIFFERENT ENVIRONMENT. BEEN A LONGTIME DREAM OF MINE TO PLAY THIS GAME FOR A LIVING AND AFTER MAKING MORE MONEY IN THE PAST 6 DAYS THAN I WILL MAKE IN THE NEXT 3 MONTHS AT THE POST OFFICE, MAY NO LONGER BE A DREAM. IN ANY EVENT, I WILL BE OUT OF TOUCH UNTIL MONDAY OR TUESDAY, 4/16 OR 4/17, SO WISH ME LUCK ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHERRIES AND I WILL TALK TO YA SOON.....

Pain
i was just watching montel tryin to fall asleep since i been up for like 3 days straight and i busted in tears. it was about families that are over in war.and it all brought up pain that im feeling about my moms death.her death was unknowing and unexpected. the day i got the voicemail from my uncle(my moms brother lenny) and said she was life flighted to ruby memorial i morgantown cause they thought she was havin a stroke i was shocked,i called her cell and left a mssage sayin nothin was gonna happen to her that she'd be ok and that i loved her, but then when the dr called me and said she had suffered severe brain damage on the left side cuz she had, hada spontanious hypertension anorism,and there was nothing else possible for them to do to save her and that i hadta get there in person to give permission to take her off life support that moment i totaly lost it, and from that moment i might look and act strong on the outside but truthfully on the inside im just withering away to no

Kris's Thoughts
Welcome to my blog! I don't want drama so if you got it leave it at the door. I have a 2 year old son whom I love with all my heart and also my own home, car and money. I have a lot of my own drama so that's why I said I don't want any of any one elses. I have a close friend whom I am deeply in love with but also very very confused about at the moment. I love being with him but ya know some times things happen that piss me off. I love him with all my heart and I just wish more would come of this then what it is at the moment. *~Peace~*

More Drama
You know all my life i hear this crap about girls only like bad boys, nice guys never get the girl. Well guess what the same about guys.. they rather the gold digging bitch over the good girl that wants to help them and will always be there for them. im so sick of this. why is there always this double standard shit? Well lets see I got my colonoscopy and i have IBS and still having some pain. Doctor put me on prozac to help calm down my stress and it has me a little too calm where I get bored faster and just do not want to do anything anymore. hmmm I screwed my 4.0 up last quarter I got a B in phyics :(. I have missed a lot of school this quarter trying to fight my health but still holding strong A's in my classes. Jay and I are now really not talking anymore. He said he moved to the Keys but dont think he did since his gf he said he wasnt seeing is here with new pictures of them together. she keeps visiting my sites and talking to my friends. I decided after year and 1/2 if he

Naughty Survey
naughty application Body: NAUGHTY APPLICATION fill out and send back to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you think i'm hot?: 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to do it? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFR

Tickle You Thursday
My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- For Sale : Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake. --------------------------------------------------------------------- There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experien

Chance's Quote Of The Day
The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: The wonderful world of home appliances now makes it possible to cook indoors with charcoal and outdoors with gas -- Bill Vaughn I worked night and day for twelve years to prevent the war, but I could not. The North was mad and blind, would not let us govern ourselves, and so the war came. -- Jefferson Davis Bonus Quote: Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us. -- Voltaire This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will! All strange and terrible events are welcome, but comforts we despise. -- Cleopatra Bonus Quote: Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go. -- T.S. Elliot This public

Mindless Blabberings.
I'm in the most seductive eyes contest, and I'd greatly appreciate it if you could rate and comment bomb on my picture here. I'll return the favor with rates ♥ Click the Picture: Yippee!! Finally...so much damn stress at work. It feels nice to be stress-free and at home. Bedroom, here I come!! Gosh this makes me feel realy special that someone took the time to make another account just to come over to my profile and leave me a "1" and a nasty comment. here's the morons account... i wonder who the chicken shit is. http://www.fubar.com/user/1038663

Do You Or Don"t You
some days come easier than other...then theres one day in ur life u cant for get about...something has happened and u just cant forget. 2 years i lost someone very near and dear to me.. my brother nate..there was nothing i could do to save him when he took his owne life cause he thought life was so hard and that he wasnt love that he didnt need to be here anymore... today is a very hard day for me and i miss him very much..i know my whole family does... Dont ever be sorry for thing u cant control and never forget the ones u loved and lost.. lifes to short to worry about stupid shit and u will have regrets if u do... live life to the fullest and think of others when u make choices that could affect anothers life.. life is a game of chance and if u dont take the chance u'll never know what lifes about.. much love Cassie To love is to hurt. To hurt is to fear. To fear is to be rejected by others. There are different stages in life. To open up means letting down y

Life
Everything seems so pointless anymore. It seems like the more I try the more I get kicked back down. I try so hard to please everyone in my life. I try to find love but it seems that everytime I try some one is there to kick me back down. It seems that no one wants me to be happy any more I try my hardest to be a good person but it seems that I turn into a bitch that no one wants anything to do with. This really sucks I don't know what to do I don't know maybe I'm never ment to be happy maybe I'm never ment to have someone I love that will love me back. I don't know WTF I'm doin wrong. I guess I was always ment to be alone and unhappy. Well I guess if no one wants to be in my life then I guess it will be just me and my 2 wonderful kids.

Tapalotluv Here 4u
Hey everyone, I am new to CT and it will take me a while to get my stuff right on here. I do have yahoo messenger if you want to chat with me. My screen name is ( tapalotluv )I also have a myspace. ( http://www.myspace.com/tapalotluv ) If that is not right sorry lol I will double check it tho. I have lots of pics.

I Must Have Pms, Lol
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short. In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory. I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things....... When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you

Rascal Flatts
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom

Those Feelings
c'mon fuckers RATE ME FAN ME do something im fallin behind my girlfriend in rating WTF!! lol since february i havent felt more alive, im 25 and thought i knew what it was like to be in love.well until i met kristin i didnt.i have the greatest girlfriend in the world and just wanted to let you all know how much i love her

Attitude
Loved those shows growing up ATTITUDE by Charles Swindoll "The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the one string we have, and that is our attitude... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes” I REALLY BELIEVE THIS

Sweet Bees Blogs
Beat boxing.Add to My Profile | More Videos i got this from a friend thought it was funny A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. "I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses." He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so

She Was Only 5!!
She was only 5 Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

English!!
Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present . 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seei

De_vi_us_01
Have you ever been sleeping so good and ur phone rings?And on the other end is someone you think is so hot....Well I had my first wake up call this morning and I didnt want to move after that call....NO you dirty minded people I know what u thought.But I did enjoy it.BTW this is my first blog on here so bare with me til I get better.They say you do get better with practice ....so on the blog issue I will get better hehehe

This Is Beautiful
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi

April 12,2007
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me

Dottie's Random Thoughts
howdy yall!!! i just got introduced to this very addictive site!! so far its been a blast...i have met many people that are really cool! keep the comments and the ratings coming yall!! stop bi and say HI...im pretty sure ill be here!! keep the shiny side up! rock on!! ok yall...i have had a really bad day...let me tell ya about it 1.) my 9 yr old son got suspended from school for what i like to lovingly call being a jackass!!! he got involved in a fight at school and so he got suspended. 2.) im getting ready to leave work when i get in my car and it wont turn over!!! so i popped the clutch and pulled it into our shop to deal with on friday. 3.) its been bloody cold here!! not very condusive to riding a motorcycle!! not to mention that most oklahoma drivers dont have the ability to see motorcyclist on the road...apparently we are invisble when we ride!!! ok thats all im going to rant about right now... keep the shiny side up! rock on! howdy yall!! hope everyo

Politics
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Very Disturbing
Just recently in Amarillo, a man was arrested for killing a 6 month old baby girl. The doctors also found out that the "Father" sexually molested this little girl. When I heard this, I cried. How can a man do this to a child? Evidently the "Father" has absolutely NO morals to his life. It is heart wrenching to know that there are people out there who get joys off by doing this to children. I wish there were stiffer laws for this kind of activity. Maybe they should cut the purps balls off(and NOT leave a thing, I.E.: nut sack and all), then slowly pull his toenails out. Believe me there are far worse words to put there, than you might think. It is really sad to know that the baby did die(which is for the better) from all this. ok, I am done, crying to hard to finish I recently was talking to a fellow CherryTap member(name will not be revieled) and they were telling me that thier spouse deleted every woman off thier account. What gives this person the right to delete friends? Doe

To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid. And in my tr

What Kind Of Man Are You??
WHAT KIND OF MAN ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? In a brief conversation, a man, speaking to a woman, was out to pursue the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asked, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes" as she began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man- or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, 'What can you bring to the table?'" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money... I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is str

Just Funnies
A man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee,standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand. She purrrred at him,"tie me up and you can do anything you like." So he did.Then he went fishing. A man stepped onto the bus with both of his front pockets full of golf balls and sat down next to a beautiful blonde.The puzzled blonde kept looking at him and his bulging pockets.Finally,after noticing her many glances,he said,"it's golf balls." "Oh,"she said."Does it hurt as much as tennis elbow?" An elderly couple was attending church services.About halfway through the minister's sermon,the old lady leaned over and said,I just let out a silent fart .What do you think i should do?" Her husband replied,"Put a new battery in your hearing aid."

All Alone
I want to massage my ego and was hoping to get some loving from my ladies. Who will do one of these for me? Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, Guess I'll go eat worms, Long, thin, slimy ones; Short, fat, juicy ones, Itsy, bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms. Down goes the first one, down goes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Up comes the first one, up comes the second one, Oh how they wiggle and squirm. Nobody loves me, everybody hates me Think I'll go and eat worms Long ones, short ones, fat ones, thin ones See how they wriggle and squirm I bite off the heads, and suck out the juice And throw the skins away Nobody knows how fat I grow On worms three times a day Ohh...nobody loves me. everybody hates me, Think I'll go eat worms. Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm. Chomp off their heads and squeeze out the juice And throw their tails away Nobody knows how I survive On worms three times a day. Nobo

If You See Me On Your Page
I have come to the conclussion that this is the best thing for me- i tried to sit here for a lil while- and got worse off- i aint getting no better- and i am sorry- i just cant do it no-more- to all you that i put on my list -- i am truely sorry- but my health just will not allow me to stay on here that long- i will miss you all dearly- and believe me- i love you guys and girls to death- just remember- when something bad gets said bout the butterbutt-- you who know me- know i will not do it- or say it- or anything in the nature of hurting you..-- much love and respect to you all-

Life And Love
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.

Let's Talk About Cheating...
I've been cheated on, I've been hurt... I don't know. And maybe I am totally outta line here. You know, people think online flirting is harmless... it's not. You can learn a lot about someone by talking to them. You can learn things just as easily as you can by knowing them, just because you never met them, doesn't mean you can't connect on some other level. That you can't have some strong emotional attachment. Some of it is harmless though, you know, just random flirting. But people get off on it too. If someone is in a committed relationship, why would they think it's permissible to flirt with anyone other than with their partner? Not only are they putting themselves into a vulnerable situation where they can fall into temptation, but they're playing with the emotions of someone else. It takes a sick person to do that to someone. We're to be different than the animals. Being creatures of compassion is supposed to separate us from the animals. I don't see much compassio

Mildly Impatient Yet Easily Amused
I NEED YOUR HELP friends/fans!!! I am desperate to make this modeling contest that is about to end JUNE 10th...its obvious people aren't voting daily, my ranking has been dropping instead of raising. SOOO if you are REALLY my fan/friend, reply to this blog saying "I voted today". Here is the link to go vote: http://216.117.193.21/modeling/profile.asp?SmashBox_ProfileID=1250606 This is for the Smashbox Cosmetics Modeling Contest, voting can occur daily....if you choose to do so. Thank you!! "Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day is an annual event, held in late April or early May, in which Ben and Jerry's scoop shops give out free ice cream cones all day. Over one million free cones are given away each year. Charitable organizations are often present at the stores each year and enjoy a significant amount of fundraising success. The first Free Cone Day was held on May 5, 1979. It was done by Ben and Jerry as a customer and staff appreciation event for the one ye

George Michael And Brittany Outside Video
Pierce@ CherryTAP Its me above. Updating Brittany's blog. She will be back on Friday and back on Cherrytap to answer all your comments and questions. I just posted the same thing on my blog I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at making out in the van, in the pool she the blonde, and making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cherry tap site now. Enjoy!!

George Michael And Brittany
I found it! I have been wondering which video Brittany did with George Michael for some time. I thought it was the video called Amazing. But I found out it was the video called Outside. The behind the scenes story on this was this happened right after George was arrested in West Hollywood for Indecent Exposure. Brittany appears as in several scenes at 1:15 making out in the van, 2:07 in the pool, and 3:45 making out in the office. Brittany had told me she wanted to be in the elevator with George but the director was afraid that Brittany might end up raping him. And she really would of. Have to post this on Brittany's Cheery tap site now.

Song Of The Week
so here is the song i am listening to now its my song based on the how i feel from what happend in the other blog. Of course i cant bang my head to it that will take place next when i play some bloody sabbath and bls. NEIL YOUNG LYRICS "Heart Of Gold" I want to live, I want to give I've been a miner for a heart of gold. It's these expressions I never give That keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keep me searching for a heart of gold You keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been a miner for a heart of gold. ( words just feel so relative) lol You think you know me On

Books
A Pirate’s Will Ye who wonders round my halls, I to warn thee of my curse. If ye found my treasure chest, Shall find naught but riches. From near and far within the seven seas, others try to take these treasures from ye, Be silent if ye wish to stay, But be warned of these thief’s hands. If they touch y treasure, Their hands shall bleed ‘til they see their bones. For ye who first find thy treasure. Shall not be harmed in any way. But don’t spend naught for one years time, For these halls belong to thee Who find thy treasure with a crew in two years time? You shall stay on board. All shall be provided on a notice, Be not alarmed of thy wonders on this vessel, So enjoy thy great legacy for the years To come. When these halls and decks Will have the crew, ye will choose To speak of mere acts of every experience.

Poetry
Never did anyone quite understand; This girl before you is not what she seems. The scars on her arms are the SOS, And the look in her eyes is just a cute disguise. The swing of her hips, And the curve of her lips As she whispers venomous words: "I love you." She'll always haunt you. Sensual enough to draw you in, Like a moth to the flame; But get too close and you'll– Burn, Burn, Burn Like all those saints before you on the cross. Her anger will kill all around her, All who love and all who hate her. But her fears and depression Make you want to take her home As a little lost kitten, Oh, you didn't see? The kitten is a tiger! And she'll claw right to your heart, But still you're lured To her curves and her words. No wonder we all love her so. She is after all… A Gorgeous Massacre.

Phone # Game
JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES.. REPOST TIS AND SEE HOW MANY PHONE NUMBERS YOU CAN GET... ITS AL IN FUN SO LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!!!! NAME Tiffany AGE 18 STATE YOU LIVE IN cali STATUS __MARRIED __ TAKEN [X] SINGLE PHONE NUMBER (707)514-8567 COULD I CALL [X] YES __ NO WHAT TIME IS BEST Anytime

The Morning After Reality Stuck
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Hippy

Jali ~ I Will Grow Up Tomorrow
There is a world of difference between saying what needs to be said and saying what you want to say. Words get taken the wrong way and intentions are often lost in the mix. I'm a compulsive foot-in-mouthist, and thinking before speaking is a lifelong fantasy I've yet to make true. And you know what? Honestly, I just hope I keep on failing. It's so goddamned much fun when I get to actually say what I think. I do curtail it day to day, but not as much as you might think. I'm not one of these secret-other-self type journal scribblers who has a total ego. I don't have to hit the bong or or guzzle 2-4 in order to tap into that inner self. I just have to bite my fucking tongue sometimes so I can yield to convention. But, trust me, most people I know have known me to say incredibly crass things sometimes, and I've no qualms about playing a fool. I miss that, I miss the fact that I'm not feeling as comfortable being myself as I once was. I chalk it up to the oddities of the rece

Fucked Up Life
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. still she's on her knees And Scotty doesn't know. Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)* Fiona says she's out shoppin, But she's under me and I'm not stoppin. Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty I can't believe he's so trustin While I'm right behind you thrustin UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH Fiona's got him on the phone And she's trying not to moan It's a three-way call And he knows nothin Nothin Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty We'll put on a show Everyone will go Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't

Action Weather News!
I may be alone here, but when I watch Mitch Numbnuts of "Action Weather News!" reporting live from a category 17 hurricane, I kind of hope he gets impaled by something horrifying like a fence post, a bus, or Al Roker. Yes, that's a nasty thing to say... But what in the scrotum of Satan are you doing out there, Mitch? It's important to report the facts, but this is American News, dude. You don't need to report facts. You need only provide gossip and dusty, decade-old information about Jon Benet. Besides, there isn't a lot of useful information about lethal weather - other than the importance of getting the fuck out of its way. So why are you standing right in the very middle of God's own explosive diarrhea? If I'm right, it's because news is really just entertainment. It's not meant to provide useful information. Nope. You're out there for our amusement, Bucko. And I happen to love it. And there's only one reason we watch. We watch, because there's a distinct possiblity this

Musicstuffs Version 2.0
Used to do this a bit (when replacing current listening with something newer - had a thread I added to, in fact, with any lengthy description I wanted to keep for any reason :) Without any further adodedodedo, the last bit to go in the music section of my profile... Louis Spohr's string quintet in G major from his op. 33 (1810s) (see review of the CD in a later budget incarnation *g* - I remember buying the original, full-price version of this around 1995 or so and listening to it quite a few times just the night of the first day I bought it... lovely stuff.) Interestingly (to me) Haydn's operas are the subject of this week's BBC Radio 3 Composer of the Week series... Yes, he wrote operas. Conductor Antal Dorati went about recording almost all of them about forty years ago or so, too. Unlike the composer's 100-plus symphonies though - which he also recorded, his set has practically no competition, and nothing by way of complete sets under one conductor etc. etc. ... Eric

Poetry
I found you under a tree You just looked at me Knowing exactly how to set me free Thats when you and I became we My heart flutered at every kiss The way our lips fit together I knew I was going to miss Those kisses that felt like feathers Your hands roam my body Touching my skin like you've known me forever Our movements felt naughty Even though it was always my surrender Then to see you leave with her My mind remembered what I am Something that can never compare For I am just a simple little lamb For I will always be a substitue lover There till something better comes Always good, but not forever Ant the one good enough for some Your kisses make me shiver Your touch makes want to moan your name Your body against me shakes my core You deep in me makes me go into a world of extasy Feeling you all over is all I ever want Feeling you penetrate my mind makes me want you more Feeling you touch my cold heart makes me melt Knowing

My Dads Bio.....
About Kenneth Duane Brush If you you could hear the voice of my dads spirit,these would be his spoken words of wisdom. "I was born as Kenneth Duane Brush, but my friends call me Duane. I have always had a passion for the great outdoors, hunting is my middle name and it was like a game to me. 'Cause it required combining the precision of true marksmanship, eyes like an eagle, timing and the technique skills. Losing the game was simply not hitting the target, but the agony of defeat was feeling like a disappointment to my family by coming home empty handed. The game prize was the fixings for a good homecooked supper. Normally, what would be considered your typical homecooked meal, was more like a daily Thanksgiving feast

My Dads Obituary.........
Kenneth Duane Brush Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."

Spiritual
I am interested in learning about the spirituality of others in Cherry Tap. I know that there is a GOD and I lean towards more Country music, but the way I was raised and went to Church I either went to a Methodist or Protestant church. I am wanting to learn more about others to chat with on the subject. Please Inquire within and we will chat some more.

Awwwwwwwwwwwww
Today kinda sucks being alone just sucks I'm tired of not having someone special to spend my nites with I'm tired of not having someone to fall asleep nexted to someone I can just cuddle up with on my couch and watch a movie with ugh being alone sucks :(

Story That I Was Inspired To Do Because Of Lord Lestat...
/www.snapvine.com/images/gadget/backgrounds/cemetary.jpg");background-repeat:no-repeat">Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage God this is a long one...it started out as just having chronic kidney infections every yr...then while in the middle of a theater one sun. night i got really sick and pale and started to shake thinking my sugar might be low i ate something waited until the movie was over come back out and still no change my face was white and i felt so sick...they took me to the hospital...they did cat scans and couldnt find anything wrong...then i went to my doctor after a few months and then told them what was going on and the problems i had been having within those few months...i then found out that i had severe clinical depression,acid reflux,and severe stomach problems...they then sent me to an endocrinologist and i found out that i was also a diabetic so i was put on meds for that and they made me sick so i took myself off of them and havent ben on them since...i've been in and

Self Doubt
Self doubt shadows me Master can see it in my eyes Sternly Master commands me Without hesitation i obey Master looks me up and down my eyes casted downwards Reaching out He beckons me Softly Master tells me i'm beautiful Gently He lifts lifts my chin with His hand Looking deeply into my soul Looking back i see the most deepest love ever And i know in His arms i'm safe For the first time He takes my body Taking me to plateaus i never been before Master shows me He is in control As my body envelops Him My body explodes in pleasure Only after His permission The love He has given me Now connects two into one. cherrie (2007)

Mid Life
I can almost feel myself losing weight . . . by forwarding this to you! You'll understand at the end. I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless.

Food For Thought
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy veget

Wadd It Dohh
hey i am just here for friends and down the road a girl friend right now i am single i was looking for a min then i quit other than that i am a big teddy bear i love to cuddle watch movies you name it i will try it i try anything once if i dont like it it will be the last time i do it so get at me

Swingers Central
MY PARTNERS TELL ME THEY LOVE THE WAY MY BODY REACTS DURING SEX, SO I DECIDED TO DESCRIBE IT TO GET OTHERS COMMENTS. I WANT TO SEE IF THIS IS A NORMAL REACTION OR IF I AM JUST LUCKY. WHEN I FIRST START TO GET TURNED ON I CAN FEEL MY BODY START TO TREMBLE IN ANTICIPATION. THEN AS MY PARTNER BEGINS TO EXPLORE MY BODY AND MOVES THEIR HANDS TO MY WAITING PUSSY MY CLIT BECOMES ENLARGED TO MAKE IT EASY TO FIND. AS MY PARTNER RUBS MY CLIT I BEGIN TO GET WET AND ONCE I AM COMPLETELY CAUGHT UP IN THE PASSION I WILL SQUIRT WITH THE SMALLEST MOVEMENT OVER THEIR HANDS. THEN WHEN I AM RECIEVING ORAL ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS TOUCH ME WITH THEIR TONGUE IN A SLIGHTLY AGGRESSIVE WAY WHILE THEIR FINGERS ARE INSIDE ME AND MY BODY WILL TENSE UP, MY MUSCLES IN MY PUSSY WILL TIGHTEN AND THE JUICES WILL FLOW. DURING SEX I ENJOY ALOT OF TOUCHING, FEELING, GRABBING AND PASSION. MY FAVORITE POSITION WHEN MY PARTNER HAS ME ON MY BACK WITH MY HIPS ARCHED AND MY LEGS UP TO WHERE I AM GETTING FULL PENETRATI

Me
Is it ever to late to start again? Ever wonder if you did everything right. I know i do every day!! To all you that read this thank you so much and to all the people i have meet here you are all so sweet and thank you for the time you took for me.

Cori
So I've been with my company for 8 and a half years and my salary is now being revamped with a brand NEW pay plan! So guess what? "What?" you ask. When it boils down, I will be recieving less every month unless I sell 700.00 dollars more a week. Fuck You!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that's right. This is not making me want to work any harder. If anything it makes me want to fucking burn this bridge and find something else that won't fuck me over like my fucking job just did. I know there's so much bull shit to life and that I will experience so much more throughout my lifetime, but it still fucking blows like my fucking smelly ass!! Shit! Oh well. No one likes me! What do I have to do to get people to like me? Huh?!! So that's my question. Maybe someone will know the answer or maybe there is noone who likes me at all! I'm not likeable. I'll admit it. That's something to work on at least.

Commando Cooking
Notify Blogger about objectionable content. What does this mean? Send As SMS BlogThis!cookordie A blunt and true-to-life diatribe from a bitter and cynical line cook...real and un-abashed..an expose of behind the scenes action that occur every day in every kitchen..Tony Bourdain without the heroin. About Me Name: Commando Cook Location: orlando, fla, United States see above View my complete profile Previous Posts Wh... Zucchin..no..Zu... "Expiate" ver... Happy as a clam....... Try not to pay attention to the description of thi... Archives December 2005 April 2006 June 2006 Friday, June 16, 2006 Where does that time go???? Actually,it's easy to explain where the time went...it's called the bloody JOB!!! Ok,it is a bit of a lame excuse on the face of it,"But Bill we all have jobs"; Yes I can hear you...and if you find yourself watching the T.V. divas I can see where it might make one think the job's a breeze..let me put this into context

Public Uglyness
i know that i am not the best looking guy in the world ,but someone on this site rated my photo a 1,and someone else rated the same photo a 6 So that being said ,i just wanted to apoligize to all my friends and fans who have rated the same photo a 10 for being so ugly

You laughed at my weaknesses - so I feared to show them. You trampled on my dreams - so I dreamed alone. You were too busy to listen - so I never spoke. You handled my secrets indiscreetly - so I ceased to share them. You were insensitive to my needs - so I hid them from you. You never seemed to understand - so I stopped trying to communicate. You hurt me by your indifference - so I bled inwardly. You wouldn't let me near you - so I kept my distance. You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished. You drove me into myself - so now I am imprisoned. ~Unknown Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you c

So This Is What Happens
Now, I am beginning to regret the fact that I took my vacation with my husband after all. Sunday we had a minor disagreement, which we are both to the point that we had to keep our tempers in check, but then last night our friend Bill came out and was installing a CD player in my car, which I was glad to finally get. Then we were watching a movie, and I am sorry, if you looked like you were about to fall asleep in a chair, yeah, I will tell you to go to bed. But then again, once he got to the bedroom (hubby) he was about to start getting mad over who knows what. It wouldn't be so bad, but other people have noticed his attitude (which has been like this since sometime last year) and I thought he was doing better about his attitude until after Bill left this morning (took two and a half hours to get the CD player installed.) and then my husband went to go see a friend of his and was going to try my cd player out. Now, when he had trouble putting the cd he was going to listen to into the

Funny
Can you see what is wrong with each picture? If not you need to re-think driving. :} Marriage - Part I Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that

Help Me Please!!!!
im getting closer with all your help we can get this done please bomb this pic for me you no i would for you i need some help lots of it if you got time thanks so much for every one that has helped out so far!!!!!!thanks !!!!!!!! I NEED LOTS OF HELP IF YOU COULD PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET I APPRICIATE EVERY ONES HELP I WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU LIKE I ALWAYS DO SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND BOMBS AWAYS THANKS SO MUCH !!!!!!! MY CONTEST FOR MY WEEK BLAST JUST OPENED UP I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I WOULD FOR YOU THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS YOU LEAVE EVERY ONE IS APPRICIATED!!!!!HERE IS THE LINK CLICK THE PIC!!!!!!

Don't Get It!!!!
OK, I DON'T GET IT!!!! I HAVE BEEN ON ALOT OF DIFFERENT SITES,I HANG OUT, LOOKIN AT PHOTOS, BOTH MEN AND WOMEN...AND ALL I SEE IS THE SAME DAMN THING....HALF NAKID WOMEN EVERYWHERE.... HONESTLY GIRLS, WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR SAYING....NOW I KNOW SOME OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS ARE GOING TO SAY, YOU ARE JUST JELOUS, BECASUE YOU DON'T LOOK AS GOOD AS I DO, AND SO YOU CAN'T....GUESS WHAT, NOT!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF I WAS A SKINNY BARBIE DOLL, I WOULDNT BE DRESED WITH EVERYTHING HANGIN OUT....WOMEN BITCH ALL THE TIME THAT MEN JUST TREAT ME LIKE A PEICE OF MEAT, THEY DON'T RESPECT ME, OR WHY DO THEY JUST THINK ALL WE WOMEN WANT IS SEX....GOD LOOK AT THE WAY YOU PRESENT YOURSELF....YOU KNOW YOU DONT HAVE TO BE HALF NAKID TO BE SEXY!!! AND I HAVE ONE MORE THING TO SAY...HONEY, IF YOU ARE A BIGGER GIRL, LIKE ME!!!! DRESSIN IN A PEICE OF FLOSS, IT'S NOT SEXY..HONESTLY!!!!!!! WOMEN LOVE YOUR SELF, RESPECT YOURSELF, AND HONOUR YOURSELF....WE DESERVE IT!!!!!! NOW I AM EXPECTING TO HEAR A

Crap N Stuff
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 32 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? uhm iunno? 3.Where did number 3 go? i ate it 4. Who was the last person you called? Moms 5. Who was the last person to call you? Joe 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text, but it gets expensive 7. Do you have any pets? i have children 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? texting 9. parents separated/divorced/married? separated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? ysterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? i'm not there yet... 12. How many states have you lived in? 4 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 14 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet 15. Are you a social person? ehh no 16. What was the last thing you ate? cheerios 17.favorite ice cream. rockt road 18. What is your favorite dessert? twinkies 19. What is your favorite TV show? House, Lost, Grey's Anatomy 20. What kind of jelly do

Good Bye
After the long wolf cry of the loneliest night comes a new morning with no hope in sight watching the sun blooms to a new light In a place we used to hide Reminiscing our happiest and saddest moments In my thoughts and in my heart will always be kept A love full of struggle and promises Finally reached a heartbreaking decicion For ten long years seem like yesterday a love thats never given a chance to last forever torn in a world that I could never be for I am yours wherever you may be Yes, I did what you asked of me my love to live like a wind, in a life full of adventures I told of your story in a thousand ways shared our memories in countless days you were my life and my greatest love a once in a lifetime journey finally found its end where the greatest mystery becomes clearer to me in thee end a chapter of our past must no longer be held to start a life and to love with someone the way you loved me a promise not to make her cry to live each day fill

Hmmmmm
Barbara Walters of 20/20 did a story on gender roles in Kabul, Afghanistan, several years before the Afghan conflict. She noted that the women customarily walked 5 paces behind their husbands. She recently returned to Kabul and observed that women still walk behind their husbands. From Ms. Walters' vantage point, despite the overthrow of the oppressive Taliban regime, the women now seem to walk even farther back behind their husbands and are happy to maintain the old custom. Ms. Walters approached one of the Afghani women and asked "Why do you now seem happy with the old custom that you once tried so desperately to change?" The woman looked Ms. Walters straight in the eyes and without hesitation said, "Land mines." Moral of the story: Behind every man is a smart woman.

Confused...
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up

Life
hey everyone, i ahve not written in a long time, but i am going to try this again.. i sit here and i sit here day after day. just thinking of the world out there passing along. you know it funny i wonder what all the people in the world are in such a big hurry for. i seem to get more acomplished in my day by taking my time and thinking about what i am doing. people are fighting everwhere. out in the world yes but here too. come on people, think about it aren't we doing the same here as we are complaining about out there in the world ? yes ok i know the puter is the world , but we have to remember this; anyone can be anyone behind a puter screen and key board. i have lots of friends out there, but there are alot that i don't know either and i just have to give people the benefit of the doubt. then if they mess it up it is on them not me, and i know that i gave it my all to get along. then i just let it go. so why do we feel that we have to get even with someone??? if we take care of our

Am I Sexy ?
hello all , i have enterd he sexy men of ct contest and because of my work schedule(double shifts this week) i am WAY WAY behind and could really use YOUR hlp stop on by let me know if you think im sexy , or even if u think im ugly lol either way leave me some comment bombs lol Everyone knows ill return the favor when it comes time and u need the love returned .last time i even went as far as sending out thank you cards and messages to everyone =) so PLS PLS PLS i need some love shown cause i wont be able to do much for myself this time =( TY in advance to all my friends and loved ones *MUAH*

Babydoll
I just entered this contest and for every 15,000 comments i get a 7 day blast and every rate counts as 10 comments o could my friends come help me please hears the link to the pic Blake Ashton Perkins was born on Dec 29 2007 at 1:30am.I went into labor with him on my birthday Dec 28.Blake was born at 25 weeks Gestation.Born at only 6 months he was 3 months early weighing only 1 pound and 7 ounces and 12 inches long. He was taken to a NICU unit.He was on a ventilator and his lungs not not developed yetI thought he would make it thru it it look good for a couple of days till the doctor said he was bleeding on both sides of his brain the doctor gave me and my boyfriend a choice to let him go on like this or to take him of life support and hold him in are arms for the frist time so we decided to take him off life support for he was in pain and the doctor said he wouldent make it past 5 days he passed away on Jan 1st in our arms im so glad my boyfriend and i got to hold him even if i

New Tappers
I’d like everyone to meet and greet some of my friends Most have just joined today All are level 1 to 3 Please show them some love onesxybrat@ CherryTAP Narcissist@ CherryTAP nickers@ CherryTAP Daily@ CherryTAP marie@ CherryTAP stunnahbitchx3@ CherryTAP luvs2photograph@ CherryTAP M/ kIMMIE@ CherryTAP Rayn@ CherryTAP dave@ CherryTAP xtigerchickx17@ CherryTAP Miss Imperfection

If You Knew Me
take it or leave it Love me or hate me.. It's up to you If you were to ask your family, your partner, your friends … if they REALLY knew you, knew how you felt, knew your fears, your insecurities.. would they know? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My family would know some. Not all. They wouldn't understand some things. Hell I don't even always understand why I am/do some things. But I'm trying. * I was abused as a child. *I'm afraid of open doors when I am trying to sleep, and hate that I cant get past it. *I am a cutter. It's how I deal with things when I feel I have no control. It has gotten better in the past few months. *Life has taught me to be afraid of men. I know the power they have and the damage they can do. No, that doesn't make me a man hater. However I throw myself right back into the fire knowing each time I will get burned.. but unable to stay away. Who wants to be alone?

For Him
my life was engulfed in darkness reaching out blindly but no one was there i had searched my life time for that one to complete me ready to give up i said just one more prayer please send me a man with a heart full of love someone who knows who i am and still will cherish me a man of great integrity that will protect me at no cost that special one that will finally set my soul free then out of no where You entered into my life You gently took my hand and led me to places i'd never known freely i gave myself to You in body and in soul a white light washed over me letting me know i wasn't alone Master Your love carries me each and everyday pleasure and respect encircle me as i show service to You only You are more then my Master, my Lover and my Friend i can't wait for the day when it will be just You and me cherrie (2007)

Torture Chamber
IF YOU KNOW PAINTSHOP PR OR PHOTSHOP OR ANY OTHER PHOTO MANIPULATION PROGRAM OR GRAPHICS PROGRAM AND A RELIABLE NAD NOT HERE T PLAY STUPID GAMES AND WASTE PEOPLES TIME. WE THE TORTURE CHAMBER NEED YOUR HELP. PLEASE SHOUTBOX OR PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ASAP DJ DOMINATRIXXX

Rut Roh!
April 11, 2007 AP - Apr 10, 9:03 pm EDT CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) -- The witness who discovered Michael Waltrip's overturned car initially thought no one survived the accident until the NASCAR driver wiggled out the back window. The witness, an 18-year-old college student at the University of North Carolina-Charlotte, requested anonymity during a phone interview Wednesday with The Associated Press for fear of reprisal from Waltrip's fan base. But she said she lives near the two-time Daytona 500 winner in Sherrill's Ford, and stumbled upon the accident when she was returning home around 2 a.m. Saturday. She saw an overturned Toyota Land Cruiser in a ditch and rushed over to check on the occupants. She didn't see anyone in the car and no one answered her shouts, so she called 911 for help. ``After I got off the phone I was walking around the car again and somebody stuck their foot out the back driver side of the window,'' she said. ``That's when Michael Waltrip got out. He w

Meh
I BET YOU NOT A SINGLE PERSON WILL READ THIS BUT IM SICK OF PEOPLE AND THE WAY THEY CAN JUST IGNORE EVERYTHING LIKE NOTHINGS EVER WRONG NO ONE FUCKING CARES ANY MORE IM SICK OF ALL YOU FUCKING PIGS OUT THERE ALL YOU EVER FUCKING WANT IS SEX AND THATS IT LOOK HERES A REALITY CHECK GIRLS DONT LIKE JUST HOOKING UP YEAH THEY MAY LIKE THE SEX BUT THEY WANT MORE THEN THAT THEY WANT TO BE HELD KISSED AND MOST OF ALL SHOWN THAT SOMEONE CARES YEAH THEY MAY SEEM FINE BUT THERE NOT AND IM NOT FINE IM SICK OF IT ALL IM SICK OF ALL YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS THAT SAY YOUR SUPPOSEDLY THERE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR NOT YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF SERIOUSLY I DONT THINK VERY MANY PEOPLE WOULD CARE IF I JUST DISAPEARED AND TRUST ME THE DAY WILL COME WHEN IM NOT AROUND ANYMORE TO LISTIN TO YOUR FUCKING PROBLEMS AND GUESS WHAT I DONT CARE IM SICK OF PRETENDING TO CARE ABOUT PEOPLE THAT GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT ME MOST OF ALL IM SICK OF ALL YOU FUCKING MEN OUT THERE

New To This Site!!
well i took my driver's test today and i passed!!!! im soo exited..ive ben waiting for this day for a long ass time now.woot woot im soo happy.gonna celebrate this weekend for sures!!who's coming??? hey if anyone buys me a cherrie blast i swear ill rate u,fan u,do anything u want....i really want a cherry blast... please someone buy one for me??? WHATS GOING ON EVERYONE...I JUST WANNA SAY I AM NEW TO ALL THIS SO I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF EVERYONE WOULD RATE,ADD,FRIEND,AND FAN ME. AND I PROMISE I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR I SWEAR IT!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE PLEASE I NEED IT BAD!!!

To Up Lift !
Self centered and full of pride Forgotten spirit born and died Bereft of hope unreachable fool Losing the moments greatest jewel Belief to be above all distain Yet alone and left to feel the pain Of erring judgment a living lie Pity the fool who’s spirit did die For lack of knowledge and of love Lost soul seeking answers above Yet living the day with eyes so blind Unable to know the greatest find One moment lived one with all Truly pride leads us to the fall Only in sharing this moment in peace Will life be a joy and salvation release The burden of loads carried beyond due To let go of the past and enjoy the new Free of self and isolation within Without a doubt pride is the greatest sin By R. Thomas Dinsmore To sin is from greek archery meaning to miss the mark ... as human beings we should be striving to not only hit the mark but to raise the standard of all . Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the worl

Blog
When you lived you life for others and loved without condition, When you made so many laugh and your smile won’t be forgotten, When you left behind an empty place that no one else can fill, When friendships you shared long to be renewed, When you built your life on hope and fulfilled it every day, The footprints you left behind will bring us together, So goodbye is not forever, you’re only steps away. Goodbye my friend, rest in peace. You will be missed by all who knew you.

Poems-adult
"How much more?" How much more can I take, until the point I finally break, my whole life has been in vain, now I can feel nothing but pain, all these thoughts inside my head, dreams of me just being dead, I cannot stand my lot in life, a bullshit job, no kids, no wife, nobody loves me, or even pretends, on days I pray, its for the end, I'm not sure why I'm forced to live, I've given all I have to give, for all my efforts are in vain, so it's no wonder I've gone insane, I trully wish that I could die, but God wont let me, or tell me why, there are things about me that many admire, but I'd give them away to have what I desire, my life is far from the way I planned it, I've been denied the things most take for granted, how I feel right now is hard to explain, like a shotgun blast right to the brain, thats how I feel, like theres nothing left, like I'm talking and the whole worlds deaf, I could put a gun next to my ear, and you'd walk right by like I'm not h

Hammie's Rules
Hammies Mumm rules…they’re mine, I make em up. I don’t expect ANYONE else to follow them…but I WILL judge your ass based upon the values contained in them…always. --- If you are whining, shut the fuck up. ---If you ask if you’re hot in front of the whole world, YOU obviously think you are. What the fuck does it matter what I think? ---If you weight approaches 300 pounds and you are on here more than 6 hours a day, I don’t give a SHIT as to your theories of life…you apparently don’t have one. ---Thongs should be worn by female bodies that are a 10+ only…on anyone else they look pathetic…and are unhygienic in any case. Yes, I wear underwear, unless in a kilt. Even hot women SHOULD…shit is shit, know what I mean Verne? ---If you’re a normal person, don’t get intimidated by all the hot pictures you see on here. It’s the internet. It’s 90 % fantasy. ---If all you do is trash mumms but DON’T write your own, or only write puff pieces, you’re not a mummer. You’re a miserable

Tattoo Contest
PLEASE RATE IT AND BOMB IT FOR ME....IN MEMORY OF MY SWEET DAUGHTER MELODY STARR. THANKS! The tattoo In Memory of Melody that is a picture of her is going to be in a contest. I don't have all the details now but I want you all to be aware that I'd really like to see this tattoo win this contest and any help you all can give is appreciated. Most rates gets first place and most comments is second place. As soon as I get the start date/time and the link I will post it here for you all! Thanks so much! *hugs* Crystal Here's the link! Any and all help is appreciated especially since this tattoo is in memory of my sweet daughter Melody! Thanks to all! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=551031&i=2653918743

I Need To Get Laid
Hey I am honest caring clean and have a big heart. I love to give oral. I am telling you that it has been to long and I really need to release some tension. So if there are any ladies that would be kind enough to help me out. Hey it can be no string attached or lets see what happens from there. I do not mean to be so up front but I usually say whats on my mind and right now I just need so sweet pu..y if you know what I mean. So if your are intersted in helping a lonly gut out then get to me ASAP.

Odd Stuff
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH 2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID

Poems
"Cursed" Why is this forced upon me, everything in my life is for all to see, nothing I do can be a damn secret, and I can tell no one, because no one will keep it, most people love me, and very few hate me, sometimes it feels like I'm a rockstar, all I lack is the money, and the expensive cars, but the way I'm treated is usually the same, people I've never met, greet me by name, how the hell did this happen, and what did I do, I never asked for this, I'm not sure what to do, it's most peoples dream, to be adored like this, but its literally hell, sometimes you cant even take a piss, without somebody talking to you, and tagging along, I've searched the store but so far I cant find the People-Be-Gone, everywhere I go I'm invited to a party or show, and asked to join people I dont even know, when I'm on a stage I know thats what I was made to do, sometimes I feel just like a pay-per-view, because it's like I'm in demand, everywhere I go, I get a new fan, theres

Spring Cleanup 101
I'm usually not one who complains or rants about things but this is something I HAVE to get off my chest. I'm not nor have I ever been a person who asks for help or rate my stuff etc. I have a select few friends on here that are just that "friends" (you know who you are) Alot of people in my list like to ask me to rate their stuff or expect me to vote for them in contests etc. I ask you.......When was the last time you popped by and just said HI to me ?? or even dropped a rate or 2 on my pics etc? Some friends haven't even seen my page let alone rate things. Those days are over as of right now I'm going thru my friends and even family list and cleaning out people who never talk to me or even let me know they exist I have maybe about 10 people I can count on to talk to @ any given time on here. What does that say about your so called friendship with me?? It means you want me to rate you so you can climb the ladder of CT stardom Well guess again....no more free ride Start reciprocating o

Become My Friend
the candle light may burn bright !!! but one sweet breath can put out the light. live for your self and noone else !!!! here i am now come and be my friend i need more of you out there to become my friends hugs, lovbug

Daddy
I know there were times we didn't see eye to eye but deep down I knew our love was always there and now you're gone but I am still here I'm not sure how to go on but somehow, I must fine away until we meet again

Stressin
I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY SISTER LAST NIGHT. LETTIN ME KNOW THAT THE NURSES HAVE SAID THAT MY GRANDFATHER WILL NOT MAKE IT PASS THREE DAYS. IT HAS BEEN A STRUGGLE WITH HIM. HE HAS BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL, THREW KEMO, DIED ONCE ON THE TABLE AND THEN HOSPICE. HE HAS LIVED A GREAT LIFE AND HAS NOT WANTED TO LET GO DUE TO HIS LOVIN WIFE. I HAVE NEVER SEEN SO MUCH LOVE BETWEEN TO PEOPLE. SHE HAS BEEN BY HIS SIDE THREW THE GOOD AND THE BAD. SHE HAS BEEN HIS ROCK AND NOW HE IS AFRAID OF LEAVING HER BEHIND. WE HAVE ALL ASURED HIM THAT SHE WILL BE WELL TAKIN CARE OF AND SHE HAS TOLD HIM THAT SHE IS READY FOR HIM TO GO HOME. TO END THE SUFFERIN. THATS A HARD THING TO SAY, THE THOUGHT OF LETTIN SOMEONE GO. I WANT HIM TO BE AT PEACE BUT I JUST WANT MORE TIME, I KNOW IT SELFISH. WHAT I NEED FROM ALL MY FRIENDS RIGHT NOW IS UR PRAYERS THAT HE MAY FIND HIS WAY HOME. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY. THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS ROBIN OK. Im being told not t

Wtf
What the f*ck is wrong with guys these days? Hell I guess if I could answer that I would be a damn millionaire. Why do guys seem to think that they can tell you anything that they think you want to hear then turn thier asses around and totally contradict themselves. Why is it ok for a man to cheat, sleep with a shit load of females, get drunk and do whatever whenever BUT when a female does it its wrong. Who the hell do they think they are? We are no different from you we both cant live with or with out each other so get your heads out of your asses and stop judging us and look at your damn self first. Just be truthful with us from the get go we'll respond to that alot better I can promise that. Don't feed us lines of bullshit about you like us and you can see yourselves with us when all you really want is some ass! Hell you don't think that some of us girls just want some ass too??!! If you really want to have a realationship with us then respect us when we take things slow, if all you

Timeline Of The Dc Universe
* Green Arrow Oliver Queen dies and his son, Connor Hawke, takes up the mantle. * A new JLA and JSA are formed. * Superboy, Robin, and Impulse form Young Justice. * The Titans reform. * No Man's Land. Gotham City is struck by a massive earthquake. The Federal government, finding that the cost of rebuilding Gotham would be too great, declares the city a "No Man's land", meaning Gotham is no longer a property of the United States. Most of the populace evacuates, but those who remain form territorial tribes in order to protect themselves. After restoration by Lex Luthor, the order is lifted one year later, and Gotham city is readmitted into the U.S. * Our Worlds at War. Planets such as Almerac and Warworld are destroyed. Imperiex Prime almost succeeds in destroying the universe and recreating a Big Bang only to be deterred by the Earth and the alien alliance. * Oliver Queen is resurected and becomes Green Arrow once again. * An old friend of Batman

How Lame
How lame con some poeple get. If your going to be a low class moron and rate someone low, at least have the balls to admit and be a man. I was hoping this place wouldnt have as many gomers as yahell, but it isnt looking like it lately.

All My Cherry Friends.
HERE IS A LIST OF ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE CLUB (AS THEY JOIN THEIR LINKS WILL BE ADDED TO IT): †sexy metal man†....RIP PEPOW HOLDER 3.30.1944-3.18.2007 I love and miss you@ fubar C & T Stash Club seejaykaygee@ fubar C & T Stash Club~~Angeleyes76116~~@ fubar SAN ANTONIO WITCH (WICCAN PROUD)@ fubar HoneydewNewMex@ fubar PITA BUNNY@ fubar rolls5278@ fubar Vampire Romance...@ fubar Bi-Baby Shell of C&T Stash Club FUBAR ID MAKER(plz fan b4 add )@ fubar AndyMan C& T Stash Club@ fubar Brandy@ fubar ~Buckeyecherry~OTS~

20 Questions...do You Have The Gonads?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

A Sweet Site
its so messed up that the guy killed that many people just for a girl friend fight and renvenge i love cherrytap its awesome well tell me how long u have been on it and tell me how to increase my level laterz for now from your boi toi and for guys your homeboi

How I Am Made.
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? You Are A Romantic Realist You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends! Are You Romantic or Realistic? Your Rising Sign is Virgo Well put-together and elegant, you sometimes seem standoffish. And truth be told, sometimes you do feel superior to those around you. A bit shy and introverted, you tend to stay quiet - even if you're feeling social. At parties, you can seem like you're very serious while you're having fun. You clever and ingenious, with

Health News & Views!
A proposal was recently brought before the annual meeting of the American Medical Association to designate video game addiction as a psychological disorder. However, the committee of doctors that introduced the motion backed away from it during the debate, recommending instead that the American Psychiatric Association study the issue carefully and consider making the change for the next edition of its diagnostic manual. The Diagnostic and Statistic Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) is used worldwide for diagnosing mental health problems. A fifth edition (DSM-V) is currently in consultation and planning stages, and is tentatively due for publication in 2012. Because of the influence of the DSM on pharmaceutical and insurance companies as well as physicians, including video game addiction would clear the way for insurance coverage of treatment. But many addiction experts object to using the term to describe excessive video game playing. "There is nothing here to suggest that this

Please Help!!
Will anyone help me. IF you would please go rate fan comment add. Whatever you would like but he really needs to bump up and he doesn't have many friends that will do that so please to all my friends, family and fans..please help me. I can't do it on my own.....Thanks

Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.

Baby Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

Tha Newbie
"I Believe In Having Sex" Body: Body: THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "avera

Morphing Pictures
Force them to see Im told with a reputition from years before Why cant they know?ill fight this with nailIs this not our nature?My choice is seen and I have lost with no chance for venganceWhy have we chosen to close this space once again Ill show you my cell with its rotting decor Or will I?the walls are still grandI know where my fate liesIts always with me screaming though Ive chosen to not hearFor that ill pay more than was worth,Why wasnt I taught of this?Why must I learn through painHumilityWas I lost when this knowledge was passed ?To learn this way is a true mark of a being of which was layed in my lap ofIgnoranceFor hell you haveto take with you and seethe only thing removed no more matter to hold it insideNo more Fill the glass and then the room It will never be held back Tho whos accountable?you always werethat voice is that of pure balanceI know when its here It speaks so loudTo let me know of unjust and forsaken triumphI know what ill take with me as I know to not enjoyAs

Fuck You General Jones
Love is something that is shared between two people who care for each other. It is something that is unexplainable when you love someone you want to be with them all the time when you are not with them you feel lost and out of place. You long to be with them. But what happens when that love is ripped away from you? You feel like dying the pain is so unbearable that your whole body aches because your heart has been shattered into a million pieces. You cry yourself to sleep at night. You cry when u hear a song that reminds you of them. Sometimes you just cry because you miss them so much. You put a fake smile on your face and pretend everything is ok even when it is not. You don't want people to know how u feel because you don't want them to feel sorry for you. When you are having a bad day you long for the one you love to be there and after they break your heart they aren't there. Then you wonder how you are going to survive life without him by your side. When she finally moves on it

The Most Functional Word In The English Language
The most functional word in the dictionary!!! Body: The most functional word in the dictionary!!!! Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are col

Wrinkles In Time
Wow, it seems everyone around me is getting married. People i've gone to school with, worked with, or just have known. I was on that road not to long ago; I was going to settle down and be with someone I love. It's funny how fast life can change in less then a year. By no means do I want that life back, I am just moving forward. I just am the type of person who likes to settle. Its time to say goodbye to my past; that door needs to be shut once and for all. I know I have spoken of this in the past, but the time has finally come that I need to fully let the past rest. I’ve known for quite some time that the only way to move forward is to leave your past behind you; not fully behind, because you should stick to your roots and remember where you came from. Yet, like the saying goes “let the sleeping dog lie”. I know if I am really serious of stuff that I speak of (love, relationships, success, a career, and marriage eventually) I cannot bring the baggage of the past with me. It’

My Little Buddy
Jack will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Dear Dad, This feels a little funny writing to you right now, you've past away 2-1/2 years ago but here are some of the things I wished we could have talked about. First a little background. I was your typical fat kid growing up. I had 3 younger brothers who were all normal ( skinny ). Being a fat kid really sucked, because it's easy to pick on the fat kid, all your faults are on the outside for everyone to see. Most normal ( skinny ) kids faults can be hidden from all the other kids. Not the fat kid. You can't hide behind anything ( no pun intended ). You can't even hide from comments your own father says about you. Remember dad when I was about 10 and you asked me to go look in the closet for your slippers. I do. Like it was yesterday. I yelled out "I can't find them dad" and you said in front of my brothers so you guys could have a li

Poems
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr

Just A Little Info For The Jerks Out There!!!!
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!! OK THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN THIS HAPPENS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.... OK SO MY NAME IS A LITTLE PLAYFUL AND YES I LOVE TO FLIRT... BUT YOU KNOW GUYS I AM A LADY SO HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT START A CONVERSATION OFF WITH ME BY SAYING THINGS LIKE WHY DONT YOU SUCK MY COCK SIT ON MY FACE AND LET

My Daughter London
Last night I went to visit London in the hospital. Her spirits were much higher and she was hopeful again. What a blessing! Thanks to all that have been sending her positive thoughts. The surgeon spoke with her yesterday morning and she is pleased with the plans. On Tuesday of next week they will be doing another surgery on her wound. As I understand it they are going to basically do a reduction of her abdomen to give her some symmetry. Taking out tissue from her right side and pulling the tissue down to cover the wound as much as possible then they will let her heal in the hospital for a while. When she is ready they will go back and do a skin graft to close and cover what doesn't cover the wound and open area. This is the process that London was hoping they would eventually do. Thanks to all that have been a support by sending prayers and good thoughts. The trips to Iowa City have drained my finances so I ask that you keep that in mind when you are sending you wishes and thoughts

Surveys
(2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think Im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) Whats my favorite color: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) Whats my phone number: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: (5 Points) How long have I been dating them: (5 points) How tall am I: (5 Points) What is my worst ha

Party Hearty
rough sex facts Body: rough sex facts Body: Rough Sex Facts-TOO FUNNY-Don't read if easily offended Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With

Reading "me"
I had my follow up appointment today. Apparently all the hormones are stable, no genetic mutations, I don't have Diabetes, and I'm not going to turn into a guy and grow a dick anytime soon. The fantastical news? I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. It's a girl problem that affects hormone production, fertility, and eventually can lead to Diabetes. Because eventually, everything leads to diabetes. The plan: I go on BC (yeah shut it, you 3) called Yaz, it supposedly treats the cysts and clears up acne (the yay part). I also need to lose some weight. Because I'm getting chunky. I'm not happy. At all. Way to ruin my friggin' Friday. *****************UPADTE********************** It's been a week since the evil doctor told me I'm a cow and need to lose 40 lbs. 40!?! I have gone down 4 and a quarter lbs. Been to the gym 5 times, including Yoga and a run at that beach. And then I horked down 4 slices of pizza tonight. Way to ruin the good streak, yeah?

Adult
I posted my salute pics today, and was really impressed by how quickly they were dealt with:) I will be posting here regularly, both NSFW and 'normal clothed' pics lol, we post our dirtiest pics in the site that is linked below, ITS COMPLETELY FREE(TO LOOK AT PICS AND TAKE PART) you won't be able to view the video's as they are for preemie members, but you can still take part in chat, on the forums etc...and look at all the naughty pics:) we got around 500 pics between us, as well as the ones we got here, be warned these ones are DEFINATELY NSFW..........;)Just thought it would be silly to have to upload all the same pics again to cherry when they are readily available for free, so i'll be posting on BOTH sites from now on....although i have to say, i am beginning to favour cherrytap as non-preemies are limited to 25 pm's a day on the other site, and i kinda like this going around leaving love all over the place, its hot!lol MY PICS:) MY HUBBY'S PICS(mostly of me) this h

Fun Fun Fun
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no school..lol [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio just be

My Friend Piperxylon
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks

Cards Are Going To Take It Again
Well the Cardinals got off to a rocky start, but the came back and took two from Houston. And they just swepted the ass pirates. So our bats are back and our young pitching is coming around, so everyone buy your jerseys and t shirts before the prices start going up. God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Plea

Friends
Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard /bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend!!! Send this to 10 of your clos

My Thoughts
You're in such a big hurry to get everything done. The stars, however, say there's no point in getting all flustered when you know where the final destination is. Remind yourself that patience is a virtue, and slow down. Now's the time to patch up any differences of opinions you've had with a loved one. Not only will this make you feel better, but other parts of your life will smooth out too. Afterward, you can breathe a sigh of relief.

My Poems
A peaceful breeze, Gently blows through my hair. I think of you, And whisper your name. The moon is bright, And the stars are shinning, Way up in the sky. Tonight the earth seems so peaceful, Summer is slowly fading to fall. The sweet smell of dew in the air, And the light of the moon on my face, Brings me to my knees. I feel a chill in the air all around me, And can hear the leaves rustling in the trees. The sidewalk is still warm from the warm afternoon sun, Beneath my feet. The memories of the summer fill my mind, But soon will disappear. Like all the times we shared, Under the moonlit sky. They'll blow away with the wind, Until next year, When summer comes again. By: Sara Prince August 26, 1996 Give It All If I had a choice, I'd give it all to you, My love, my life, My heart, my soul, If I knew that it was true, I'd give it all to you, My wishes, my dreams, My hopes, my fantasies, If I knew that you were the one, I'd

So In Need
Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore What if we had never met Would you know me even yet Would you hear my souls longing call Would you long beyond all recall For the love we both had never known For the type of love that is so naturally grown That blossoms without effort and is true That m

Hurt And Pissed Off
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!

Poem By Little Old Me! :)
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Cell walls built by society, With rules to obey. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying your mind? Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So

Words To Live By
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN TH E SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED! GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOO

My Random Stuff
1.) It's snowing in April 2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck. 3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona. 4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right? 5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech. 6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now. 7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for 8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on. 9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100 10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch 11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry. 12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation. 13.) My ankel hurts,

Someone
Come and check out what I have to offer...while you are there leave a rate and a nice offer I HAVE AUTO 11'S ON FOR THE NEXT 24 HOURS COME BY AND HELP LEVEL YOURSELF AND MAYBE ME....I WANT TO TRY TO LEVEL BEFORE THE NEW YEAR... WISHING YOU A HAPPY AND SAFE HOLIDAY Come one Come all and look what I have to offer in the County Fair Auction...Just click on the picture and it will take you to the county fair The Higher the bids the more that will be offered...so lets have fun who wants to be my new owner?

What The Hell
you know if you have true friends when you have a baby I am so irratated I hate being married arnt woman supposed to be treated goo not like slaves.I want to trade him in for a new model Iam so confused about what to do I dont evan think that I am in love anymore I am 20 yrs old and I am married but my husband is a pain in the ass its always about his fucking mother and its annoying and he looks at other chicks what do I do?

Why Men Die Early
When President Truman retired from office in 1952, his income was substantially a U.S. Army pension reported to have been $13,507.72 (that's thirteen thousand) a year. Congress, noting that he was paying for his stamps and personally licking them, granted him an "allowance" and, later, a retroactive pension of $25,000 per year. When offered corporate positions at large salaries, he declined, stating,"You don't want me. You want the office of the president, and that doesn't belong to me. It belongs to the American people and it's not for sale." Even later, on May 6, 1971, when Congress was preparing to award him the Medal of Honor on his 87th birthday, he refused to accept it, writing, "I don't consider that I have done anything which should be the reason for any award, Congressional or otherwise." We now see that the Clinton's have found a new level of success in cashing in on the presidency, resulting in untold wealth (over $100 million dollars). Today, many in Congres

Fallen Soldier
JUST TO SAY A BIG HEART FELT SORROW TO THE FAMILY OF LANCE CORPORAL JOHN FITTON WHO SADLY PASSED AWAY THIS AFTERNOON WHILST OUT RUNNING IN WINDSOR ( ENGLAND) TOTALLY CRAZY GUY FULL OF LIFE AND ENTHUSIASIM FATHER OF 2 AND DEVOTED HUSBAND.... YOU COULDNT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER FRIEND GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTON ............ NULLI SECUNDUS REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR OUR SOLDIERS AND THEIR FAMILIES............

My Life
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

Damn Internet Down
after 8 long days my internet company came out to fix the broken wife, i signed into a 1 year contract and seen like i was put on the shit list for a repair. no worries i`m back so dont every one think i was being rude or if i forgot about my friends. have a great day mike

Alfred E Newman Bush Mad Game!
Subject: "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" First topic | Last topic Affrayer Sat Mar-31-07 06:39 AM Member since Mar 02nd 2007 133 posts Click to send email to this author Click to send private message to this authorClick to view this author's profileClick to add this author to your buddy list "Alfred E. Bush Fails Again!" Huffington Post WASHINGTON — A Saudi terror suspect says U.S. interrogators tortured him for five years and he confessed to involvement in the bombing of the USS Cole just to satisfy them and "make the people happy," according to a Pentagon transcript of a military hearing at Guantanamo Bay. I guess Alfred E. Bush never realized that torture has it's own built in defense. I know, Alfred E. Bush claims that we've gotten valuable intel from torture but to date I haven't seen one example that shows this to be true. Probably because Al Qaeda uses splinter cells. And bribes have proven to be extremely expensive when compared to overall r

Whats Wrong With Me??
I sit here everyday and stare at this computer screen. I get up at 6:15 to put my kids on the bus, then I sit and wait or my two youngest to wake up so that I can fix them breakfast. Throughout the day I clean the house and when it is time I fix dinner. I fight on the phone... I watch tv... I sometimes listen to music. But mostly I am on here. No one has ever taken the time to understand the inner workings of my mind. I think that once they get close and start to know me the real me scares them. I cut myself when down (depressed) and sometimes the urge just comes over me at times when I am not. I do things in ways that others ask me "Why the hard way?" I challenge my boundaries. I gave up all of my friends years ago for the man that I married. He has choosen them ever since. So do I know how to have friendships...I know that I am trying. I push people that I truely care about away. Everyone says that it is the fear of getting hurt.. When truthfully I do it for fear of hurting them. THe

Error Messages
i needed a place to save things like heading.much easier to paste in than type.so I erased this marked elegal blog for this that I want saved. easier here than swinging in an out of myspace with this stuff.I used to keep all saved things there.But this is the Best Motivational Bombing heading of all time.Now some in my COF no from past House Cleanings I don't fuck around.Like the Time I kicked to the Curb 100 club F.A.R.'s.After that heated Arguement with maniacal Bliss of her Sticking up for a Downrater of my Webdude Morph.Steph was a very good friend of mine.Downraters of my Morphs are a Cardinal Sin.That Story is in a Blog. #1.*Lord_Wolf*Angel needs Bombers for her Contest>>or Friend Liquidation will Occur' #2.

My Thoughts!!!
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~ Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That p

Welcome All To My Blog
You say you don't want me steppin, But yet your game, just isnt quite right, You say your feeling me like no otha, But yet words say, you have no fight, I cant hold back how i feel, and to be honest, I now think your a dog, That jumps from woman to woman, And plays their hearts all along, You see, im a diffrent type of chick, One that knows the game and can play it well, But i chose to not be that shallow of a person, So to you, this is something i must tell, You weren't quite right with me from the get go, Lack of calls and seeing eachother alike, I'd rather let you go like this, Then end up in an some arguement or fight, I am a one man woman, And deserve the same, from a man in my life, So im saying you don't have what it takes, You lack the things that i like, Im ok believe i don't need you, Though you gave me that extra lil strut, But its over with us, I dont want you, Im sorry, i had to sum it all up! Author: Azalia Ok, I don't believe in this s

Poems
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you n

Sexiest Male Cherry Contest!
You may nominate someone as the sexiest cherry but I must have their permission to use their picture before I can put them in the contest! I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST MALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the

Top Ten Worst In Govt!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/cenk-uygur/top-ten-worst-people-in-t_b_29603.html Cenk Uygur Bio Blog Index RSS 09.16.2006 Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration (186 comments ) READ MORE: Dick Cheney, John R. Bolton, Scooter Libby, Douglas Feith, Harriet Miers, Jack Abramoff, Scott McClellan, Paul Wolfowitz Top Ten Worst People in the Bush Administration 1. George W. Bush, President 2. Dick Cheney, Vice President 3. Karl Rove, Chief Political Adviser to the President 4. Don Rumsfeld, Secretary of Defense 5. Paul Wolfowitz, Former Deputy Secretary of Defense 6. David Addington, Chief of Staff to the Vice President 7. Douglas Feith, Former Under Secretary of Defense and Head of the Office of Special Plans 8. John Bolton, UN Ambassador 9. I. Lewis Libby, Former Chief of Staff to the Vice President 10. Alberto Gonzalez, Attorney General You know this list is hideous when John Ashcroft can't crack the Top Ten. John Bolton would finish in the top two of

Used
Why is it that I'm always going out on a limb for people that are content to just piss on my tree? Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving.

Friendship
The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love She stands alone as the wind blows around her It speaks of the unknown and sends chills to the bone The trees sway from side to side as the flowers mourn like someone died She slowly walks down the street not knowing exactly what she'll meet She was all alone and scared thinking that no one cared She longed for a different place to be A place where happiness comes so easily A place where she would rather be In her mind she'd pretend that she could only hear herself Until she heard a voice say that she can't go

The Blog Of The Haz
Everyone is up in arms about those Tea Parties. Everyone says that the people who went to them were whiny, snivelling racists who were all anti-obama, anti-america, and anti-cnn. That's a bunch of bunk. Every american has the right to peaceably assemble. And that's what they did. No one got belligerent, no one threw stuff. Nothing bad happened, no riots. The people came out to support something they believe in, and to protest something they don't. So, if what these assholes are saying is true, then only they have the right to assemble and protest. Then they can get all crazy and burn stuff and protest the war at a hero's funeral. A funeral!! There's the right to assembly, then there is just putrescence. And going to a soldier's funeral, someone who fought and DIED to protect these rights, to protest the very thing they are able to do. Is that right? Cannot a group of people get together and protest higher taxes? Can't we stand up and say no to socialism? And to idiocy in the whi

New Contest--sexiest Female Cherry!!
You may nominate someone as the sexiest cherry but I must have their permission to use their picture before I can put them in the contest! I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate t