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Poems
I ask myself what happened to me im not the person i once was before so many questions so little answers i was the joking and messing around having fun guy but something changed so many thoughts going through my head the things i think about not being happy with myself and the things that i done and still do to this day. Hiding behind a mask of happiness but behind im just a person thats hurting inside i dont know what to do with myself should i just give and just forget everything idk anymore im not happy being the way i am now seems like the time has come for me to quit fu and all other sites and just let go. I have lost and gained friends but somehow i feel alone altho i am not something here seems to change me and i really dont like it. Then again maybe its my own fault for everything that is happening lack of sleep pain and soreness making my mind wonder where will i be and where shall i lay. The night calls and the shadows swarm my mind into complete darkness with no break of lig

More Poems For My One And Only
I’m sorry of being so emotional I’m sorry of being so possessive I’m sorry that I cry for you I’m sorry because I can’t live without you I’m sorry for the tears you shed I’m sorry for the damage I made I’m sorry I’ve made you sick Sorry I hurt you so deep I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights I’m sorry for each and every fight I’m sorry for your pain & agony I’m sorry for the missing harmony I’m sorry for my selfish love I’m sorry for not caring enough I’m sorry for my restlessness I’m sorry for the losing grace I’m sorry my friend I made you mad I’m sorry darling you are so sad Sorry for not giving you any happiness Sorry because it’s my disgrace I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much I’m sorry I always miss your touch I’m sorry of being so mad about you I’m sorry for my every blue I’m sorry of being so immature I’m sorry now that can’t be cured I’m sorry of being myself I’m sorry

Music That Speaks How I Feel The Spoken Language Of My Heart
this song goes out to my main man Untamed Maverick U KNOW I LOVE U!! I Will Be There For You - Jessica Andrews enjoy come home soon baby i miss you SO FITTING FOR JAMES AND I

10-18-07
Depressed, Crying Feel like Dieing Can't they hear my screams? Or do they only come out in my dreams? Help me, really, I'm not that strong I can't keep doing this its gone on too long When you look at me what do you see? Because I think I'm starting to lose ME!

Omfg
the grandma actually accused us of only getting married to take custody of lynn guess what stupid witch state of texas already said we r common law married for 12 yrs. we got married as i like to say to make it right with GOD. Even not married we would make better parents we would never run off with the baby. we would allow visitation when ever not at thier freakin convience oh she is too good to take a bus but cant afford a car that can make it down here. She seems to think that she has more rights then donnie lol get real stupid bitch i know NSFW screw it I am mad this is my fucking blogg dont like it dont fucking read it. Oh it is her first christmas with her grandchild whine fucking whine bitch OMFG I cant wait to find an attorney I hope donnie calls that one today and see if she will have the courts since Missy is in contemt pay all fees oh how sweet that would be Ok so last nite when I got home there was a pic of Lynn on my phone it was so cute and proble the last one I will g

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Plot-two
So I just caught the last 20 or so minutes of RENT on FX. I swear that for every minute that passed, Satan sucked a minute off my life span. The movie was HORRIBLE. Other than the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston, RENT is the only thing that has ever made me suicidal. Jesus Christ. You should avoid that movie. Avoid it much like you would avoid the plague.

Even A Thug Can Hurt
With space and opportunity being the only boundary, My feet smashes the cotton beneath my sole, The rush of anticipation is what it sounds to me, Each passing moment I can feel the intensity grow. His eyes burn by the sight of her, his ears screech by her voice, Torched by untruths and the reaction of heat, There was a word created called forgive but also one called choice, A word means nothing unless the person is willing to speak. They call it saying “fuck it” when fucking feels good, The touch, the feel, the smell, the sight, the taste, Actions show signs that when noticed is understood, Not knowing is like hearing sounds in a dark large space. When you give up on love does love give up on you, Maybe the people, but you always expect one, Is the good times over weighing the drama put upon you, Lord I Pray NOW, EARLY, for the next ONE. Munchie Way

Capricorn
to all my friends on fubar i will not be online for atleast a month i miss you all and will get on when i can and try to rate!!! loads of love TATTOOLADY1973 FU-Bombers@ fubar CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Cautions.Bit of naughty. By far best in bed! The one and only.

JUST BECAUSE U LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN DOES THAT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO WANT TO MEET A MARRIED MAN AND DO WHATEVER U CAN THINK OF WITH HIM? AND U KNOW WHO U ARE OUT THERE FROM THE SAME TOWN MY HUSBAND AND I ARE FROM BUT NEWS FLASH HE IS MINE STAY THE HELL AWAY!

People Are Either Assholes Or Plain Stupid
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My Heart Is Empty And Blue
I feel so empty inside My heart is broken You did that to me You used it as your token For what I once felt Was love for you Now all you do is be mad Yell, cuss, and argue That is all you ever do anymore You are always pissed What happened to you? The guy I first kissed I feel my heart is made of glass You took it and it shattered You kept stomping it more and more Now you act as if I never mattered Now I feel so empty inside I feel so blue My heart is ripped apart Did I ever really matter to you? Yes, this question I really must ask For I don’t really know You treat me so badly But say you love me so If this is your LOVE for me I wouldn’t want to see HATE You treat me like this And then say you are my soul mate? Why do you say and do these things to me? You must love to see my cry You say things so angry and hateful Are you trying to make my heart die? It is still in many pieces on the floor You put it there by yelling at me I can

Weather
Hi All In case you looking for me 10-18 I have a weather probem hear NWS-SPC said we going to get a bad storm i be on if i can ( when it safe to do so most time i am on but this is mod rist of bad weather can include but not limited too 1) lighting 2) wind of 80 mph 3) torndo 4) power failers i be on as mush as i can untell it get realy bad.

A Rose For Myprecious
A Rose for MyPrecious. Her skin as soft as the petals kiss by the morning dew. Her wickedness as sharp as the pricks of the thorns against My flesh. She brings Desire & Passion to My life. TheUnLoved 10/18-07

Im Just Me
First of all...im a human being...im a mother..i work hard..i own my own house...im a good friend and would give the shirt off my back to any one that had less than me...im honest...and i have some good friends on here And none of these things

Blogs Of Others I've Enjoyed
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give I'm in my first contest to win a happy hour.

Bb
You are invited to attend the wedding of Sarah and Chris Thursday October 18, 2007 at 7 p.m. PST (10 p.m. EST) in the Wildcat Lounge ~Chris~ ROCK future hubby of yourtruelove@ fubar ~Sarah~ ROCKStruelove&soulmate@ fubar Wild Horse will be the official Wild Horse ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar

About Me
just a little info i am 26 mairred have five kids three girls and two boys. My husband Anthony is a wounderful man. I am here to meet new friends and have a good time. I am a stay at home mom and spend alot of time with my kids they are my world. Any thing else you want to know just ask and i will tell you. well this is it for now have a good day.

Fairy Tale
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to all women when they were little girls: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ In a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ A beautiful, independent, Self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ Happened upon a frog as she sat Contemplating ecological issues On the shores of an unpolluted pond In a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap And said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, Until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, And I will turn back Into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ And then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ And set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ With my mother, ~~~~~~~~ Where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ Clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ And forever feel Grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ As the prince

Hahahahaha
How's that for a reaction shot? SMART ASS ANSWER #6 -- It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John,seated in front. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 -- A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub.' SMART ASS ANSWER #4 -- A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The stock boy replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' SMART ASS ANSWER #3 -- The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. 'I've been waiting for you all day,' the cop said. The kid replied,

Doomed From The Start
The people you see every day -- fellow students, coworkers, family -- could be more difficult than usual. It's not that they're especially moody, but they may be more resistant to playing along with the group. MY horoscope today hahahaha how appropriate... we were doomed from the beginning I should have turned around n walked away the 1st day Stone Temple Pilots - Interstate Love SongAdd to My Profile | More Videos Dedicated to my best friend on his new journey he's about to embark on... I have so many mixed feelings but all I can do is wish him well and give him my love and blessings as I hope he finds what makes him truly happy...

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wrote your name in the sky,

Lets Rock
~I need all my friends to help on this contest please my friend is in a contest for a happy hour and is in need of help so in helping me your helping her too. ~~~~ Please come and leave a comment or two or as many as you would like. Founder of COS~ Recruiter For The Git-R-Done Rebel Family Bombsquad~ 'Gothic Rose WRR Army' ~Fubar Wife of Warlock~BBG Fan Train~F.A.R.~{I.A.R.#41} ~Brought to you by~ angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Time Has Come
Well the time has come for me to be on my way. To all the friends I have made on here it was a blast an wish it could last longer. Now for the people that are up tight u can blow me..lol I'll be on the road driving cross counrty with my Baby Girl(my DOG). So as I say goodbye to Cali one last time I toss back a cold one for all of you in the FU world. So peace out an suck it easy. An maybe I'll find my way when I get to where ever it may be.

Need Some Feedback On New Material....
i am in band called Achilles Trojan Horse but we cant get anyone on the internet to give us feedback on our material. we have some light stuff similar to something like ten years after. then we have some medium stuff similar to led zeppelin, pink floyd. then we have some harder stuff ranging from like Velvet Revolver and Guns N Roses all the way to Electric Wizard. if you get a chance, stop by our sites and let us know what you think. here are the sites: www.myspace.com/achillestrojanhorse www.myspace.com/creekchubs2 www.discoverourband.com/achillestrojanhorse www.reverbnation.com/achillestrojanhorse www.synchronicitylive.com/achillestrojanhorse

Free Vip
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The Special Guy
There is a special guy He is in my heart Though we haven’t met And are miles apart I know what I feel Inside down deep Is love for him A giant heap He is in my heart Oh so very near Yes I am thinking straight My head is clear I know in my heart I need this to be real I am longing to be with him Or my heart may never heal I want him here with me I need to feel his touch Oh yes I do I want it ever so much When we meet for the first time Our eyes will lock on each other I hope it is what is in my dreams And we are more then friends and lovers I want that special bond with him Something no one else can give I want it between the two of us As long as we shall live In our hearts we are bonded Forever it is so true This is what I have always wanted For he my prince, and knight in shining armor He is the man of my dreams Is all of this true? A fairytale it seems All I can do is just hope and pray That we will be together one day

Friendhsip
i have a question if bye chance someone can answer it please feel free . Why is it men are afriad to wear pink Hi and very blessed weekend to each and everyone ? i Here i go again wondering what would happenif a sertne young lady choice to be more then friends i wonder if i can hadle it ? But anyway i was thinking maybe someone day someone will want to date me and be more then just friends and we can devolp a relatesonship on trust and honesty oh and respect and love oh well maybe someday i would like to thansk each and every one on this site for showing me the true meaning of friendship with no strings attached i would like to wish each and everyone av ery joyous and happy holiday season and may God our father protect each and everyone and may your light shine in love and grace and peace

Hoping Wishing And Praying
I’m hoping wishing and praying I believe all the things you are saying Although I don’t know if it’s all true Really I am giving my heart to you I don’t know if this is a joke to you or just a game But all in all with me my love is the same I have no idea what you really think If you don’t love me My heart will sink I really do love you And I really care That is why I give you my heart For you to share I falling and falling fast In love with you And I hope it lasts When I talk to you Nothing else matters It is just you and I Is true love nearby? I hope that it is For my feelings for you I have something to say Honey, I love you! I know this seems quick And all of a sudden But I feel for you in ways I cannot explain The way you comfort me Helps to take away my pain You know what I go through Each and every day And the pain is so real But I talk to you And you change the way I feel When I talk to you I feel love and laughter I am hoping

To Get Me To You
Well I, I still can remember times When the night seemed to surround me I was sure the sun would never shine on me And I, I thought it my destiny To walk this world alone but now you're here With me Now you're here with me And I don't regret the rain Or the nights I felt the pain Or the tears I had to cry Some of those times along the way Every road I had to take Every time my heart would break It was just something that I had to get through To get me to you To get me to you Well I, I still can recall the days When I had no love around me Makes me glad for every day I have with you And I, I look in your eyes and know I'm right where I belong And I belong with you Always belonged with you And if I could I wouldn't change a thing Wouldn't change a thing baby Because your love was waiting there for me Waiting there for me baby I love this song from Lila McCann. Sometimes I feel this way!

What Each Kiss Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS: - Kiss on the Upper chest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: You're perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after read

Very Explict, Be Advised
I know you're reading this and this is for you, lover. Take your clothes off, everything. Turn all the unnecessary lights off. Lay on your bed and get comfortable, for my fantasy begins now... Picture us in your house, sitting on the couch. The TV is on but we are too caught up with our conversation to watch it. My bangs fall in my face and you brush them away. We look at each other, silent vibes of passion flowing between us. You move to me and I to you, our lips meeting. Our lips open and our tongues explore each other's mouths. I run my hands under your shirt and over your stomach. You let out a quiet moan as I reach up to your nipples. I break the kiss and pull your shirt over your head. I lean down and take a nipple in my mouth. I run my tongue through the fine hair surrounding your nipple. You moan again, more audibly and I put my hand on the back of your head. I slowly move my lips across your cheek, over your chin. I slid over to you, straddling you on the couch. I

Hiding
through recent times...i have had many ups and downs in life...hurt,cry,laugh,happy, all those moods. I have come to a point to say sorry to all that i have hurted. I have not meant to do so. I am only human, we all are not ourselves most of the time when on net. So to all on the net that i have hurted, i do apologize. In the real world..i say sorry also. I am going on a new journey to find out what i was meant to be here for. I feel right now there is no reasoning for me...i am a black sheep who hides...with my walls to push people away... Once again i find myself fucking up.... i feel as though i find the "right one".. and yet i let myself self put up these horrible walls and push them away....i know i have not been the best person....i have done my wrongs...who hasnt...no one is perfect. I feel as though i should stop searching...but yet i wanna settle and stop being lonely...how do i let these wall tumble down from all these past episodes?...i hate who i am I FIND IT VERY AMUSING

First Time..part 2
First time, part 2 You lay me down on my bed and slowly pull down my jeans. Then stand there looking at me with hunger in your eyes. You start by kissing my ankles, up my calves, to my thighs, my hips, stomach then stopping at my breast, putting your lips around my nipples, sucking gently and teasing with your tung. Moving from one breast to the other. Making my body shiver. You tenderly kiss my lips before working your way back down kissing my stomach. Looking up at me while running your hands softly up and down the inside of my thighs. You put your hand to my pussy and stick a finger in me, Feeling how incredibly wet you make me. Then bring your fingers to your mouth and taste how sweet I am. My body melts the minute you put your tung to my clit, licking it up and down softly with your fingers inside of me, fucking my pussy, making me wetter and wetter. Letting soft moans escape my lips. Then sucking on my clit getting it to swell in your mouth. Every time i feel im getti

Stranger In The Bar
This is an intro to my erotic stories. I will continue to post them so please check back for new stories daily. please check them out and leave me some comments.....they contain NSFW content... I HOPE YOU ENJOY THEM!!!!!!! Thanks Shel P.S If you have a certain theme (bdsm,girl/girl,watching, etc.) I have plenty of stories that covers almost all themes you can imagine. So you entered the club. You sit down at the bar. As I watch you, turning you're head around and checking out the scene. As you look my way I raise my glass to you and smile as I take a sip of my wine. I see you acknowledge with a look and a smile towards me. I walk up to you and take your forearm and steer you over to a quiet table where I convince you to sit with me We discuss generalities, and I begin to steer the conversation towards what I would like to do with you, as you place your hand on top of mine and caress it softly. Meanwhile I slide closer to you, touching my thigh to yours.

Get To Our Blogs Here
Have a problem with BLOGS link showing up so this is just to have a displayed link to Paul's Writings.. if your reading this just look for the other writings here somewhere.. Paul & Sondra

Not Connected
OK THE NEW CANDLE TRAIN #2 IS NOT A CARRY OVER TRAIN WHICH MEANS JUST BECAUSE YOU MAY HAVE BEEN ON TRAIN ONE DOES NOT MEAN I WILL CARRY YOU OVER, YOU MAY REQUEST TO BE ON ONLY AFTER FANNED RATED AND ADDED THE TO CURRENT TRAIN..DO NOT COME TO ME COMPLAINING THAT I FORGOT YOU, NO I DID'NT FORGET ANYONE IT IS A NEW TRAIN PEOPLE...

Love The Tags
Done a few more skins. A couple new ones, and then have reworked a couple of my older skins to fit the new profile layout. All new profile layout skins include (NP) in the name. They are located close to the bottom of my gallery. As an added bonus...:)....I've also made some new tags. There are a couple of animated tags. They are a new experiment for me so I can work with a new medium. Hopefully, will get good enough at it to incorporate them into my skins as well. The little tag links will bring you to my "To Share, rip away" gallery. Take one..take em all, they've been made for the members. Skins For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737 Here's my link. :) Year of the Dragon™@ fubar Please....do NOT rip the ones that are marked..(suitably enough) Do Not Rip. Respect is always appreciated. ************************************************** Canadian eh? (NP) Proudly Am

Doing The Dance
I would like to know if the Guy dancing here is kinda sweet or not. Please tel me what you think. CLICK the LINK below http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v412/lkl711/?action=view¤t=noel.flv

Pray For My Family, Please!
Tuesday we found out that my ex-husband, and the father of my daughters, died a yr ago on September 2, 2006! The girls had lost touch and we are just finding out. His family didn't know either, or we would have known. If you pray, please do, and if you don't pray please keep my daughters and the family in your thoughts. Thanks, Rea Niece

The Hell Of It
HEY YALL. OK HERE IS THE THING IM IN AN AUCTION AND IF YOU WOULD LIKE YOU CAN CLICK ONT HE LINK BELOW AND CHECK OUT WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER AND SEE IF YOU LIKE IT. IF YOU DO JUST PLACE A BID ON ME AND HOPEFULLY YOU WILL WIN ME. TINA AND GARRETT i can tell you the trials and tribulations of love can be nerveracking and stressful. but if you stick through it and see it to the end you will have one hell of a reward

Piss Off Wanker!
Just recently certain hoople heads are getting on my nerves they seem to think they can assist me in what they have deemed my plights so please do be intelligent enough to analyze this very concise morsel of rage ... It's these people for which I hold nothing but contempt. These overbearing, holier than though, shallow, misguided, corrective (your not my fucking mentor/editor/ruler) cattle. And if that offends you then good you realize the truth and you're a target... Short, sweet and to the fucking get out of my head, point! Ahhhhhhh...

The Love Is Beautiful?
They said LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL , yes it is! When you have these thing called love everything is beautiful and different. But, it's hurt you, too! In love, there's always a place and space for each an individual. It doesn't tell you WHEN, WHERE and HOW it happens? It doesn't even cared if you're MARRIED or SINGLE! It just come and knocks into everyone's heart without saying a word. We do all fall inloved and when we does ... everything speaks and confesses even the secrets of your heart which is called THE FEELINGS. But to have this feelings is quite difficult to the fact, that you can't have it! You can have her heart but not the person itself! You dream and think of her everyday, every moment of your life and your heart beats so fast because you cared this person a lot.They said LOVE DON'T HAVE LIMITS! At first, I disagree but indeed, it's true! When your heart ruled over your mind you sometimes forgot the said LIMITS especially if it beats to someone. You didn't think of yourself anymor

Misc
Are You More Angel Or Devil You are : 70% Angel and 30% Devil You are mostly angel but you have a little devil inside you that likes to pop up every once in a while for some fun Take the Are You More Angel Or Devil quiz at Quizopolis.com Your Teddy Bear Name is Hugable Little Bear Get your Teddy Bear Name at Quizopolis.com Your Superhero Name Generator is The Amazing Surfer Get your Superhero Name Generator at Quizopolis.com

A Little About Me
A lot has changed science the last time i posted anything so let me fill evryone in. Well my son turned 1 year old in feburary, and my middle child turned 2 years old in december. But now to the good stuff as i said in my last entry i am finnaly with the love of my life and couldn't be happier, that is until now. After getting our taxes back we packed up our kids and belongings and mooved to a new town to start over. So far evrything is going great and we are very happy. It seems that evrything is falling into place for us (finally). I may have left the comfort and saftey net of my family but deep down I know all is well and my kids and i are going to be just fine. My honey may have to work alot of odd hours but I know that he loves me and our kids. Its not as bad as it sounds though, I may have left my family but we are around his and are accepted. So with that here is to new beginings! well after a verry long 5 years i finally got my life long friends back! Wich is one of

Red Shirt
Red Shirt If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The rea lization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I c

A Heads Up > Im Not Ignoring You All!
Ok heres the update. Im NOT ignoring everyone, I've just been super busy. This weekend and following week will be busy as hell. I have court, a few doc appointments, a 3 day interview, Possibly going out of town for a few days to pack up all my shit and bring it up here, being full time mother to 2 kids, and full time aunt/sitter to 6 other kids. And some where in all that, my birthday is sunday the 21rst, and I plan (well hope) to be able to go out to celebrate.If things go right I'll be able to be kid free and go clubbing and/or to bars. Hell even going out to the movies would be nice! lol So ya, I'm not being a rude bitch, I just have a life outside Fubar! lmao. Leave me lots of luv tho and as soon as i have spare time I WILL return all luv given to me! Promise! So give me some thing to look forward too! Leave me lots of birthday love too! Oh yes, and In case any of you want it, i do have a myspace and yahoo. Just gotta ask me for it if you dont have it already! XOXOXO's,

Giveaways
I have entered a giveaway for a 3 month VIP. I only need 20,000 comments and there is no time limit. I hate to ask...I really do, but I need help with this. I have a little over half way to go yet and will not be on quite as much as I normally am as it's the end of the term for school. I have major projects due over the next two weeks. So yes I am asking for help. Any comments you can leave at all would be great! I will return the favor just as soon as the school term is done with rates and a pimp out blog/bulletin! With everyone's help I can have this done in no time! Just click the picture below the help: Please show the host some Fu Lovin' also! JOHNNY Brought to you by: Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†{Shadow Leveler}+Rating Revolution+~Owned by Ashley~ I am in a Bling Pack Giveaway and need 5K in comments. I have until next Sunday (June 22) night at 8pm EST to accomplish this. I can use any help I can get, so I a

Leveling Up
Hey all, I need help naming my new baby girl, She is a black female purbread pug. If you check out my pictures in the folder The newest addition to the family you will see a little more than a dozen pictures of her, I will take any sugestions. Hey there all, I have a problem, I can't seem to get past 99.99% on level Newfu. I have enough points to be a level 11. I have verifide my email addy, and I have tried to do a salute, but since you have to be level 3 I can't do it. Does anyone have any clue as to why I am not moving up the ladder? I have had one suggestion as to delete my account and start over, but I would really be loosing alot if I did that. Please help me fix this problem. Annastacia

Fuck Love
been here before?????? hell yeah????? you said you would stop remember???????? fuck this!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck this love!!!!! i cant take what your doing to my insides anymore!!!!!! i find myself screaming inside. never able to say what i mean or to stay mad with you.....dont touch me!!!!!! dont breath my name!!!!!! i cant take this anymore......your killing me on the inside.....slowly loseing myself unable to remember who the fuck i am without you......fuck this love.....fuck you......fuck all the damn lies....or rather fuck all the little shit you forgot to tell me........or just left out to keep me from walking out the door......i just fucked up once you said.......fuck that youve been fucking up the whole damn time!!!!!!!!!!!fuck this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr Fantastic Halloween Costume
Mr Fantastic Halloween Costume Shop for halloween costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! Halloween costume parties generally fall on, or around, October 31, often falling on the Friday or Saturday prior to Halloween. This year you can go wearing Mr Fantastic Halloween Costume, Superman halloween costume etc. According to The National Retail Federation's (NRF) 2006 Halloween Consumer Intentions and Actions Survey, the top Halloween costumes for children in the United States are: 1. Princess 2. Pirate 3. Witch 4. Spider-Man 5. Superman // Disney Princess 6. Power Ranger 7. Pumpkin 8. Cat 9. Vampire The top Halloween costumes for adults are: 1. Witch 2. Pirate 3. Vampire 4. Cat 5. Clown 6. Fairy 7. Gypsy 8. Superhero 9. Ghost // Ghoul The success of Fantastic Four should enable Mr Fantastic Halloween Costume to be on top this year. Fantastic four hall

He Will Be Missed!
today I sit here upset cause one of my kittens has passed away last night and it was just so sudden.this is the second time I have raised two kittens since birth and I feel like I did something wrong.last night my heart dropped as I had to see my baby kitten "pepper" take his last breath.of course it was something you dont ever expect to see. well I have 3 more kittens 1 which is the same age(one month) and 2 that are four months old. I am very attached to my kittens especially "sam" the one in my pictures.I hope I can raise the other one to be as healthy as the others.wish me luck

We All Need Love
I LOST MY WIFE A FEW YEARS BACK SHE WAS ONLY 27 YEARS OLD. SHE WAS HOOK ON PAIN PILLS AND WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN TO GET OFF OF THEM. SHE WENT TO A METHADONE CLINIC TO GET OFF OF THEM, THE FIRST TREATMENT WAS NOT SO GOOD I HAD TO PACK HER OUT OF THE PLACE ON MY BACK AND WHEN i GOT HER HOME ALL SHE WANTED TO DO WAS SLEEP. THAT NIGHT WHEN SHE GOT UP I TOLD HER I DID NOT WANT HER TO GO BACK TO THE CLINIC BUT SHE DID. SHE GOT HER FRIEND TO GIVE HER A RIDE AFTER THEY DROP THE KIDS OFF AT SCHOOL. WHEN SHE GOT BACK HOME SHE WANTEDD TO GO BACK TO BED SO i GOT HER INTO THE BED GAVE HER A KISS AND TOLD HER I LOVED HER. 2 HOURS LATER i WENT TO WAKE HER TO GO WITH ME TO GET THE KIDS FROM SCHOOL THATS WHEN i FOUND HER DEAD I DID CPR FOR WHAT SEEMED FOR EVER BEFOR THE EMT's CAME. NOW I AM LEFT TO BRING UP A SON BY MYSELF. I JUST STARTED DATEING AGAIN AND IT'S KIND OF HARD TO LET GO OF THE PAST MY SON NEEDS A WOMEN IN HIS LIFE AND SO DO I EVERY TIME WE GET CLOSE TO ONE THEY ALREADY HAVE A MAN THAT

My Health
Some of u may know i have been ill for over a week now with a lot of pain and discomfort on my right side from my back around to my side and stomach. my family thinks it is Appendicitis or a cyst on my ovaries. I I will be going in the the ER tom. Just wanted you all to be aware in case i am not here for awhile. So i just ask for you to have me in your thoughts and your prayers. thank you XOXO ~S~

Ravings Of A Twizted Heart
I stand again in the midst of chaos, the random motion of the stillness around me, inside me. The lack of focus and totallity of the confusing frustration. Whirling cosmic nodes, distract me from my center, trying to tear me apart from my core. With so many questions and doubts, I am like a hurt, scared, and confused child. Seeking solace from a parent, wanting only to pass on my burden to another. Wheather my burden truly be so heavy that I can't carry it or mearly my childish shelfish nature to want things to be simple and easy. Black & White, straight forward, easily seen and comprehended. Yet as a wise person once said, "Nothing simple is ever easy and nothing easy is ever simple." Yet the simple ignorance of youth, often mistaken for "innocence," is the bliss I seek. Only wishing for the quiet serenity of not knowing how bad things truly are. Having nothing to shield me from all the harsh light and darkness of the rest of humanity. Feeling so hyper-sensitive to everythin

Mcdonalds Beef
This article is from an e-mailing list I am on.... Personally I dont eat at McDonalds.... I'm sure those of you who aren't in the cattle business don't understand the issues here. But to those of us who who's living depends on the cattle market, selling cattle, raising the best beef possible... this is frustrating. As far as my family, we don't eat at McDonald's much (Subway is our choice of fast food), but this will keep us from ever stopping there again, even for a drink. The original message is from the Texas Cattle Feeders Association. American cattle producers are very passionate about this. McDonald's claims that there is not enough beef in the USA to support their restaurants. Well, we know that is not so. Our opinion is they are looking to save money at our expense. The sad thing of it is that the people of the USA are the ones who made McDonald's successful in the first place, but we are not good enough to provide beef. We personally are no longer eating

I'm going to Arkansas or Oklahoma to be with my friends and family for a bit. I may be moving, there. My computer is fucked! I don't know when I'll be back. When I get back on my feet and get a new computer, I'll be back. I will miss all my friends and family that I made on here. So, I guess this is goodbye for now and I hope to be back real soon. XOXOXOXO Dusty

Parent Training Course
Okay, so you want to be a parent. I don't have any hangups on that. However, it must be warned to you that maybe you should take these 11 tests before thinking about having a "little bundle of joy" because I can tell you, it's pretty rough... Car Test: Forget the RR, it's the station wagon for you. Buy a chocolate ice cream cone and put it in the glove compartment and leave it there. Then get a pencil and stick it into the cassette player. Take a family size tub on deep fried chips and mash them into the back seat followed up by running a rake along both sets of doors. Now after driving the sabotaged vehicle 130 000 miles with a second engine, try and trade it in. Dressing Test: Obtain one large, unhappy live giant squid and attempt to stuff it into a small net bag at all times making sure that all the arms stay inside. Stink Test: Smear honey, peanut butter and soy sauce all over the sofa and curtains. Place a fish stick and hermit crab behind the couch and leave both there

Interesting Facts About Vaccines
On October 2, 2007 we were hit by the headline "First vaccine factory ready for flu pandemic" with such wonderful assurance that the new miracle vaccine will no longer be cultivated on chick eggs but on the cells of a "long-dead and nameless dog". I seriously suggest to the owner of the Cocker Spaniel that died 50 years ago to sue Novartis for "royalties" . http://www.earthtimes.org/articles/show/117423.html Birds are truly amazing creatures, they fly thousands of miles without a glitch and then 7 of them decide to succumb in mid-air to the "virus" straight over Germany shortly before Novartis' new facility in Marburg/Germany was opened by Angie (Merckel). Not to be outdone by the stupid birds, the virus obligingly "mutated into a strain more infectious to humans", as announced on October 6, 2007. http://news.independent.co.uk/health/article3033350.ece Americans still have time before being hit by a dead parrot falling conveniently from the sky, because Novartis' n

Forgotten In The Ashes
Forever Forgotten I seem to be Forever in the Shadows of the World Forgotten into the Ashes I will go. This isnt the First Nor will it be the Last That I get Forgotten In The Ashes Low I lay here in the silence Wishing for nothing more but some comfort Hoping that I dont Fade Completely Away Forever within the Shadows I seem to be For no one seems to care for me While I lay here silently Fading Fading into Nothingness I will do As the Shadows of Darkness claim me For I seem to be Forgotten In The Ashes wrote 10~18~2007 by Raven Darkwood

Life's A Beach
Life is a beach that will teach you well Between heaven and hell your soul for sell Incoming tide is great you see Outgoing tide leaves nothing for me Tracks in the sand from all you know Washed away quickly and some kind of slow Wind in your hair and sand on your cheek Life isn’t easy and not for the meek Shells on the shore are covered by storm Only return when life is at norm Wind is strong and the water is high But when it’s calm you simply get by Life is a beach it’s easy you see High tide is simple, and happy, and free Low tide is different and hard to contain Pain and depression is hard to retain Life is a beach and easy to read Happy and sad together indeed The tide is in and sometimes it’s out But it’s always changing , with this there’s no doubt Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/27/07

Alerts...
At 2:00 a.m. local on Sunday, most of the United States (except Hawaii and Arizona) will leave daylight saving time behind and fall back an hour to standard time. The annoyance of resetting clocks (or forgetting to, and showing up an hour early for appointments on Sunday) may raise the question of why we bother with this rigmarole in the first place. Daylight saving time is most often associated with the oh-so-sweet extra hour of sleep in fall (and the not-so-nice loss of an hour in spring), but some of the original reasons for resetting our clocks twice a year including saving energy and having more daylight hours for retailers, sporting events and other activities that benefit from a longer day. As far back as the 1700s, people recognized the potential to save energy by jumping clocks ahead one hour in the summer - Benjamin Franklin even wrote about it - although the idea was not put into practice until the 20th century. During both World Wars, the United States and Great

So Very Tired
Lost In Times Roaming the Darkness Forever not Knowing What is True and Fiction So very tired Of this forever Darkness Never to see the Light Nor the outside World Wishing to Rest for a while Yet fearing to close my eyes Fearing never to awaken again From the Endless Sleep that calls The Sleep of Certian Death Calls to me now even in the Darkness While I sit and rest my feet Never closing my eyes I hear the Call of the Sleep Yet I ignore her sweet song Knowing that I shall stay here Forever Lost, Alone and so very Tired Wrote on 10~18~2007 By Raven Darkwood

Thanks
THIS IS JUST A SHORT BLOG TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE HELPING ME COMMENT BOMB MYSELF...THE ONE AND ONLY REASON I DECIDED TO DO THIS WAS BECAUSE IM ALWAYS HELPING OTHERS LEVEL AND BOMB..I SIT HERE FOR HRS ON END AND THIS TIME I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING FOR MY SELF...I NEED 10,000 COMMENTS..IN 2 DAYS I HAVE REACHED A LITTLE OVER 5,000..PEACHCRUSH80 AND DAGWOOD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME NON STOP..AND CHPMNK YOUR A DOLL FOR HELPING WHEN I KNOW YOU HAVE YOUR OWN CREW...MUCH LOVE GOES OUT TO ALL THAT ARE HELPING...ILL DO A PIMP OUT TOMORROW...I AM SICK OF LOOKING AT MY OWN FACE ..BEEN SITTING HERE BOMBING FOR 2 DAYS...MY PEACH CREW..I LOVE YOU GUYS...IF YOU WANT TO HELP..HIT THE PIC BELOW

Acc
This disorder is a rare brain anormaly in which the band of nerves that normally join 2 hemispheres of the brain doesn't form during the prenatal period. This is why it is easier to say they have a little piece of the brain missing.Children and adults who have this have many factors that make it so different for each person.This disorder may cause such things as sensitive to hearing, eye sight problems, anger issues, mid-line issues, to learning problems, speech problems, to many others.Some adults don't know they have it till they have a MRI and then some children and adults can carry on regular lives and are normal without any problems. My son was born with this and we only found out due to him having a fatty tumor that grew from the inside out. I had never heard of this till then and more people need to be aware of this.Doctors don't have a lot of information on this and not a lot is known and this needs to change.Once they can understand it there might be more help for these wonder

Mistress Of The Light
As the sun sets on a distant horizon Hues of red and gold turn gray and black A waking storm seizes the tranquil sea Fearless mariners face nature’s attack Consumed by a plethora of violent waves The storm tattered sail was ripped from the mast Wind driven rain pelted the steadfast sailors Their diminishing hope was unsurpassed Unable to detect the course of his ship A call of distress descends on the night The summons is heard by Juliet The Angels keeper and mistress of light The temperamental fog bell has failed again With hammer in hand from the gallery she fled Perched on a stool for hours she sat Striking the bell till her fragile hands bled The unabated echo rang out through the night Desperately seeking the ill-fated crew Her gallant efforts did not go unheard With mornings light the ship was in view The waterlogged vessel passed through the gate Docking safely within San Francisco Bay Poised on the catwalk she smiled and waved “Ahoy there C

Spirit~~levelers~bombers~~
ANY HELP WOULD BE HELPFUL!!!!!BOMBERS PLEASE BOMB 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pac PLEASE REPOST THANK YOU ANY HELP WOULD BE HELPFUL!!!!!BOMBERS PLEASE BOMB 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pac PLEASE REPOST THANK YOU Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Bl

My Own Mistress
I am my own Mistress Never to be ruled by Or another's to have I guide myself with a stern hand But also with a loving Heart Knowing that compassion is the way to live My eyes are hard from years of hardships My skin is cracked and broken in places But my Heart and Spirit are still whole to this day Knowing my own Limitations Yet pushing myself past them To become the stronger person Treating others with respect and compassion As I would also wish to be treated For that is the way to Ones Heart Yet I am my own Mistress No one else's ever And never to be ruled over For I am My Own Mistress Wrote on 10~18~2007 Wrote by: Raven Darkwood

Time To Vent!
Destiny These words have been running through my head most of the day SO I will get some of them out. How do you know what the future holds for you?? How do you REALLY know what you want after you have been through a loss??? NO, not loss like death, loss as in the heartbroken kind. I am not sure if I am over my heartbroken loss yet. And it's been a little over 2 years, one failed rebound relationship, a LOT of lusted after(mostly onesided of course) women. So as usual it leads to me frustrated, confused, on the verge of yet again giving up on women. Writing them off, i still do not trust ANY woman, and most of what they have to say. Especially, if it involves their "alleged" interest/attraction to me. So today was a mix of why me?? ANd seems like no matter how much I try to meet someone, DESTINY/FATE keeps telling me no you are gonna be ALONE! Doesn't matter what you WANT, this is how it is! I had more words, but I did not really feel work was the place to be writing t

What A Life!
first off i would like to start with the fact that i have been on here for over a year now, thanks to a friend of mine. however, i put the fubar stuff away, and stayed with yahoo, i had a busy year an could barely keep up with that!!! now that im back, i have to say i have met some very interesting people and a couple great ones as well. i still havent figured out all this stuff yet.....however i have figured out that some people need to keep their clothes on an im not one of them! infact, im thinking some shouldnt even have pics if you ask me....oh btw did i tell you all yet, that im very honest an say what i think pretty much all the time? LOL so if you cant handle that, you may not want to read my blogs or be my friend for that matter. the ones that can handle it, stick around, it could get interesting! peace an love

Ice Campaign ,,,,this Is Imporant
ICE Campaign = "In Case of Emergency" please call?..you know does anyone else? We all carry our mobile/cell phones with names and numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? "ICE" (In Case of Emergency) campaign. The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of an emergency contact person or persons who you want to be contacted during an emergency under the name "ICE" (In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents,

Woohoooo
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Short Quotes
A teardrop is insignificant in a pool of water, but it can touch the soul as it runs down someone’s face Love can tear you apart... it can kill you. But if you’re lucky, it can put you back together The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most We don't love qualities, we love persons; sometimes by reason of their defects as well as of their qualities A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged. What's meant to be will always find a way. Love robs those who have it of their wit, and gives it to those who have none. Nothing compares with the finding of true love; because once you do your heart is complete.

In Life You Can’t Turn Back
A young lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. As she would need to wait many hours, she decided to buy a book to spend her time. She also bought a packet of cookies. She sat down in an armchair in the VIP room of the airport to rest and read in peace. Beside the armchair where the packet of cookies lay, a man sat down in the next seat, opened his magazine and started reading. When she took out the first cookie, the man took one also. She felt irritated but said nothing. She just thought, “What a nerve! If I was in the mood I would punch him for daring!”. For each cookie she took, the man took one too. This was infuriating her but she didn’t want to cause a scene. When only cookie remained, she thought, “Ah…what this abusive man do now?”. Then the man taking the last cookie, divided it into half, giving her one half. Oh, that was too much! She was too angry now. In a huff, she took her book, her things and stormed to the boarding place

Family
IM 39 YEARS OLD,AND AM MARRIED TO A TRUCK DRIVER.BETWEEN US WE HAVE 7 KIDS(1 I LOST B4 WE MET).WAS BORN AND RAISED IN ARIZONA.I HAVE LIVED IN 3 DIFFERENT STATES.IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET AHOLD OF ME OUTSIDE OF HERE,HERES MY EMAIL ADDY: MALLAYA@MSN.COM AND MY HUSBANDS NAME IS BRIAN. I HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN THROUGH THE FAMILY LIST AND DONE ALL THE FUN STUFF,IF FOR SOME REASON YOU WAS MISSED PLZ LET ME KNOW SO THAT I CAN GET YOU TAKEN CARE OF.

Fearless
I stand Fearless before you Naked to just bare skin Knowing your Great Form Will not bring Harm to me Silently I wait to see you In all your Mighty splendor As you emerge from your great cavern With Wing spread wide and Head held High. Behold thine Majestic Beauty! I stare, with jaw slackened, up toward the sky To see thines proud Head and crown As you flap your wings to take flight shielding my face as you sore through the air I watch is simple joyous pleasure As you Light the Night sky Then plum it back down to me Landing on all fours you kneel before me As I watch you with a delightful twinkle in my eye Know that this was a rare gift given to me For I had Shown to you I was Fearless Showing to be Fearless To one as Great as you Was a risk at first But turned out to be a reward in the end Being Fearless to a Mighty Great One Has given me the chance to ride Upon your Mighty scaled back And to sore into the night sky wrote 10~1~2007 Wrote

A Small Circles
I'm unemployed 'n I have slipped disc, so my days are almost same but I enjoy my life. Therefore my blog name is A Small Circles by humor... but I've to say that now i'm writing blog in english first time. Before I've write in finnish of course in my other site. Today my day was great!! Last night I was here in Fubar and then in the morning I went sleep 'n woke up about at P.M. 16:00. That's of course means day is over here in Finland. But it's Ok me. My day beging in night!! That's why I'm here in Fubar. I spend my nights here 'n I like to meet new people and make friends.

Shopping
I don't know if any of you actually ever heard of Deseret industries,otherwise known as DI. You do have to be a good chooser when shopping there,it's a thrift store and they have quite a bit of stuff. Looking into clothes is fairly interesting,I've been able to find 70$ 80$ dollars value woolen items for less then 10$,sometimes even 4$!!!!!!! I'm a bit of a scottish pattern skirts freak,so if you like those,there's quite a few,just don't take em all , and leave some for me to buy :D have a good day ya'll if you ever shopped there,let me know what you think! comments appreciated.

We're A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

Pondered Thoughts Of This Ravens Mind
Have you ever pondered and wondered why we are here to exist in this world? Have you pondered, just for a second, why the world is the way it is?? Have you ever wondered, while you sit alone in the dark, if things would be better without you here to mess it all up??? Have you ever pondered, what this world would be like without you interfere in affair that aren't yours??? Have you ever, just for a minute, wondered why you have the feeling as if no one wants you??? If something was wrong with you because of that simple feeling???? Have you ever wondered, would everyone be better off if you simply left???? Would anyone miss you???? Would anyone really care???? Would the ones that claimed to love you, cry or be saddened by your lose??? These are but a few of the many questions that flout within this Raven's Mind. If any care to answer them, feel free to do so. Or if you wish to tell me that I am not the only one with theses questions also feel free to do so. Blessed Be, Merr

Kill The Husband
i like to know why every damn man can be so damn kind when you first meet them. and after they hit you try to kill you and your childern that they think that sex will make everything better.well i say the hell with that now that i have learned that i can fight back i have right now my dumb ass of a husband is out drank and have a good time well i never get to do that cause i always have something eles to do but guess what that bitch thinks that he is goin to walk back into this house with out me beating the shit out of him well he better think again. i am shitting with him right now and i hope he hurrys ups and comes home well that enough of all this bull shit see ya

Sad To Find Out A Person You Invite To Your Home As Lied
I INVITED A PERSON INTO MY HOME , BECAUSE THEY SAID THEY WERE IN A SITUATION THAT WAS NOT GOOD . SO , OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF MY HEART , I INVITED THE PERSON HERE . HASN'T MADE ANY EFFORT TO GET UP OFF HER ASS TO FIND A JOB, BEEN ON THE COMPUTER 24/7 , GIVEN OUT MY PHONE NUMBER WITHOUT ASKING , SAYING I SAID IT WAS FINE AND I DIDN'T . I SUPPORTED THIS PERSON SINCE SECOND WEEK OF JULY . LIED ABOUT ME TO A FRIEND , STATING , I KICKED HER OUT FOR NO REASON , WHICH IS A LIE . I SAID SHE HAD TO LEAVE , BECAUSE I CAN NOT TRUST HER . HERE IN MY HOME ALONE , WHILE I'M WORKING FOR 8 HRS.

Wife Beaters
Come one come all Come to REDS HOT SPOT for a friendly night out with added attractions will make the lads eyes light up....... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for

Don
Way up atop of rocky mountains A lion liveth way down below Ram-ming heads you can be certain Clouds of dust in a jungle ya'll better know The ONE that will stand in the end again The ruler is there making a show Nothing else for them to gain Sex is then ready for the go Regardless of all the pain Penetration with no woah woah woah The ram stands unsheltered in the rain The lion into the den there you can follow King of the mountain and the king of the jungle The Ram is above and the Lion is below... Don.