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I Wanted To Let You All Know I Am Fanning All My Friends
The number of fans and friends has grown tremendously since I got here. I understand I may have missed fanning some people along the way. I am taking time now to fan all my friends. If you haven't fanned me yet and would like to, please do. If I haven't fanned you, and you would like me to tap your page let me know. I do not mean to miss anyone. Consider this my fan wave! Thanks! -Sassy Laurie

Horror Scope
Horror scope Current mood: bored Love Compatibility of Aries with Aquarius Aries and Aquarius get along famously right from the get-go - you both love new beginnings, the excitement of starting over and enthusiastically sharing your dreams with each other. You need your independence and your partner needs emotional detachment. This means you'll always have the freedom and space you need with each other. Your Aquarius can be a bit of a know-it-all, though, and with your quick temper, a good-natured argument can quickly turn into a full-out brawl. On the bright side, this mentally stimulating relationship will rarely have any dull moments. LMAO That is so true with us.

I Am Very Hurt And Upset!
I am very very very HURT and upset right now ..... And very sad..... I told everyone I dont do drama... So then I do not TALK to you the persons that bring it or start stuff... Dont anybody talk to me and do NOT help me in my CONTEST!!!! You bring drama to ME I shut you out and turn you OFF.. Goodbye.. I am way to sweet and nice and sick for this crap.....I am very hurt and in tears right now....... Dont talk to me.. And dont help me out and dont need it or want it from anyone.. You want drama go take it to someoene who likes it NOT ME!!!! :( :( ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... .................

Pallmalls And Jelly Bread
so there i was setting at work wondering, "what the hell is a blog?". so my friend said that it is whatever i want it to be. so i decided to tell about all of the crazy shit that i have done in my life. i will post a new story every day from now on and i hope you enjoy. Chapter 1 "the beginning" back in my younger days i was known as one of the quite boys. the only thing that i ever did wrong in elementary school was moon someone from the back window of the school bus. When i hit high school i started experimenting with drugs. my most favorite thing to do was go to wallmart and buy a can of air duster and inhale the hole can i a matter of a few hours. it made me feel like shit but oh well it was a cheap high. i use to have campouts in my back yard with all of my friends. my grand father was a big drinker. so we would always sneek up to the garage and steal his boose. i knew that he knew but he didn't say anything so i didn't give a fuck. tomarrow will be chapter 2 "m

Pagan Prose & Poems
Let me drink of Your waters That flow from Your spring, And ride Your mare's back To take me and bring, All the tree's secrets That are whispering low, To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. Let me fly with blue wings To Your moon dripping blood, And swim Your dark seas To Your bliss bearing flood Of all the Earth's passions That are whispering low, To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. Let me play in Your darkness That fills Your deep caves, And dance in the fires That are lit at the raves - Of all the Earth's children That are whispering low To the winds in Your hair That speak as they blow. How far have I come along the pathway from conception to the present. I have been the fetus growing in my mother's womb. I have been the infant loved and cherished, the child at play. I have been the teenager infatuated with love and life and the young woman on a splendid journey. I am the wife and mother and have shared my home

Poetry
Silk is the smoothness of your hair. Starwberries is the taste of your lips. Pure bliss is what you give me, when we are together. Cloudy skies is what I have when we are apart. You give me full health when I am near you. I am dead when I am away from your beautiful body and personality. I have the world when I hug you. I have nothing when I can't hold you in my arm's. Thomas Richard Dillbeck

What Are Blogs?
You know, everyone is in this blog thing. I'm not even sure what your supposed to put in a blog. Cool things you find? Random thoughts? I just can't seem to figure it out. What do you put in your blog?

Better Then Me!!!
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that YOU made ME believe Guilt kicks in then I start to see The edge of the bed where you used to be (Oh) I told myself I won't miss you But I remember (Oh) What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took that you were looking for If there's one memory I don't wanna lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room (Oh) I told myself I won't miss you But I remember (Oh) What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm laying in is getting colder Wish you never would have said it's over And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older 'Cause we never really

I Cant Tell You!!!!
I can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time, let me know If you really want to go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain Ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day Who's to blame If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggi

Not Hap-e
Today wasn't a very pleasant day for me,,I found out that last night my best friend was raped by two gang members fucking crypts or some shite, at a party. I am sick to my stomach over this,, people never fail to prove how low down pieces of shite they are. So many fucking people in this society just make me sick,,it's no wonder I feel the way i do about certain things and people,, I don't really know what to say about this other than that I am furious. Thank you to one of my brothers and my sister for being there for me to talk to me about this,,I really appreciate you. This fucking sucks,,I feel sick,I can't do anything about it either. I can't wait until those two pieces of shite get what they have in store for them,,karmas a bitch. Liebe an alle meine guten weissen Brüder und Schwestern

Prayers For Our Soldiers
According to the weather reports, it is my understanding that it is 122 degrees in Iraq right now - and the low will be 111! Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance, and safety. If it be God's will, give these men and women the strength they need to prevail. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one.....Let us pray. Prayer chain for our Military...please don't break it...please send this on after a short prayer. Pray for our soldiers..

Tammy"s Blog
Happy hoilday and happy new year i wish i could get some time without having to pay the price for it don't get me wrong what i mean is that my husband has to on my brithday his wanted to get him and half it would not had made a difference because he would had to cut the day short because he would had to come home and go to sleep so he could go to work because he work thrid shift but if was them they would take the whole day off. Should I OR SHOULD I NOT MAKE AN SWEET POTATOE PIE FOR MY HUSBAND BECAUSE WE ARE AGUING RIGHT NOW. PLEASE RATE THANK YOU.

Rainbow Bridge
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin

Im Out Of Trying!!!!
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side

Broken!!!
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high and steal your pain …away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I want to hold you high and steal your pain because I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone ...away You're gone away You

Don't Be Afraid
Often we think that we know what we want in life. Usually it has something to do with a nice comfy living that includes a mate (or for some of us mates), a place of living that is comfortable and to be stess free. I think that I could say that I have a fair amount of that. I have set some goals. But what seems to be a reocurring issuse is my choice in interpersonal relationships. Now I am not talking about someone who I am screwing, fucking or making love (cause you all know that there is a difference in all three). But I am talking about just the interaction that we have have with people on a daily basis. Seemingly I am caught in a parallel state when dealing with humans. I try to treat them the way that I want to be treated (which in itself is selfish and self gratifying). But sometimes people to include myself just do not fit into the life that you are really working for. And the roles that they serve change. But is this wrong...I mean am I a bad person just because my lif

What's Going On? #2
Okay, so Friday I started my house arrest for 30 days. Woo Hoo, yeah what fun right? Well I can still leave 7am to 7pm freely. So it's not that bad. He is going to have to change it to later in the evening if they want me to go to A.A. meetings too. The latest are at 8pm and having to be there for an hour and the drive home to take in account for will probably give me till 10pm to get home. Since I will be going to college still I'm going to be pretty busy. I know most of everyone here is not local or close to me but ya ever wanna come visit and keep me company the door is open and the swimming pool is clean! Drop me some love all over me and my page. Take care my peeps! ]V[assacre I am late writing this entry but here it is. I got off house arrest last Sunday and somewhat happy. Like so I was still able to leave from 8am to 9:30pm. Can't hold me down. Not much going on even off house arrest. I went to Tunica, MS again and entered in a poker tournament. No good but wasn't first out.

Good Karma
14 Best Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action Posted February 21st, 2007 by HappyOneaction anne frank compassion good karma help inspiration inspirational karma kindness peace quotes random acts of kindness take action wayne dyer world My 14 Favorite Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action: We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee. - Marian Wright Edelman Nobody made a greater mistake than he who did nothing because he could only do a little. - Edmund Burke Everything is perfect in the universe, including your desire to improve it. - Wayne Dyer Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. - Paulo Freire Everything you are against weakens you. Everything you are for empowers you. - Wayne

Doesn't Know Where She Belongs!!!!
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,

Here And There
killer collection of various styles of ink .. think back to THE 80'S.. what was u watching / listening..??? STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R. Picture . If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously.. Please read: STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had

Im Nobodys Fool!!!
Fall back Take a look at me And you'll see I'm for real I feel what only I can feel And if that don't appeal to you Let me know And I'll go 'Cuz I flow Better when my colors show And that's the way it has to be Honestly 'Cuz creativity could never bloom In my room I'd throw it all away before I lie So don't call me with a compromise Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours If you're trying to turn me into someone else Its easy to see I'm not down with that I'm not nobody's fool If you're trying to turn me into something else I've seen enough and I'm over that I'm not nobody's fool If you wanna bring me down Go ahead and try Go ahead and try You don't know You think you know me like yourself But I fear That you're only telling me what I wanna hear But do you give a damn Understand That I can't not be what I am I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon Its not a simple hearing but not so soon I might've fallen for that when I wa

Everyday Life
Wow, I've been married for 1 whole year now... and I am fucking amazed at how quickly it went by, yet somehow I have so many fond memories with my amazing husband, many of which I didn't expect... Like my family coming over for Thanksgiving weekend and everything being fun and loving and supportive... The events we've worked towards this year have largely been successful, and next year will see us starting our own business with it... Our anniversary festivities have just barely begun, but I'm already in such a joyous mood that I just had to take the time to say how happy I am that we decided to make our lives together...

Notice Me!!!
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song's my sorry At night I pray That soon your face will fade away And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby

Many Thanks
I was shocked to see the plethera of birthday gifts that i recieved today and wanted to thank each person personally, however, there were so many I don't think I can get to everyone :)...so I put this up to say thank you to all of you for being so sweet you are amazing people and I am very glad I have had the opportunity to befriend all of you. You sure do know how to make a girl feel special!!!...Muah!!! mas68ou12 aka mark is in a contest lets show him all the love we can http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=585435&albumid=566300&i=157621639

Someday!!!!
Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see

Hurt
Have you ever been so much that you are afraid to really like someone again? When you do like someone and they like you back...you start to doubt their feelings? You doubt them because that is exactly what everyone else said until they found someone better then left you like you were nothing at all. Why is it so hard to just open up and let yourself feel happy without thinking about what might happen or if you are going to get your heart broken this time too. Then you wonder if you will ever let yourself be happy or let anyone else in without doubting everything they say......All you want it something real and true....Someone who really loves you.

If I Really Cared
If i really cared i would show u that i did, If i wanted to hear you damm mouth i would of asked you for it. Im tired of your games Im tired of your mouth. I wont sit here no more and deal with your god damm drama. I have pushed and pushed myself more than i ever have for anyone or anything in this world. So take whatever you want and do what the fuck you want because im not the lil person u thought i was. I do stand on my feet and i do make it be known that im who i say i am and i do as i want. Either u take me as i am and like it or take ur self and leave my world because i dont need it nor ur drama whinny god damm ass. I love who i want and will always love whom i want you cant take that or anything away from me. I hope one day u will see that u are the one that fucked up and that you have lost something that did and would do anything for you. Dreams are big and full of gold, weather you take it on and hold onto it tight is all in your hands. Dreams are always for seen with many

Gifts
Here is a list of the gifts I haven't gotten that I want. I will update this as I get them. :D Also this is another new blog section to rate! SEASON & SPECIAL: Spider Web Candy Corn Scream Mask Skeleton Apple Pie Cape BIG PIMPIN GIFTS: Yacht Corvette Tropical Vacation Silver Motorcycle Million Dollar Mansion Trailer 64 Impala Big Screen TV Please hook me up VIC's and people... anything I can do in return for helping me out let me know!!! Remember I will update and edit this page as I get them. Thanks!!! ]V[assacre Here is an updated list of the gifts I haven't gotten that I want. I will update this as I get them. :D Hook me up and I'll see what I can do for you too :p Party Time: Beer Bong "Special" Cup of Joe Spicy Gifts: Blindfold Spanish Fly BIG PIMPIN GIFTS: Yacht Corvette Tropical Vacation Silver Motorcycle Million Dollar Mansion Trailer 64 Impala Big Screen TV

Why The Ring Is Worn On The 4th Finger.
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Do I
idea's 4 my salute............? what kind should i do? a sexy one? or just a pic of me with a boring paper? or maybe both? give me some thoughts please.......... i cant make up my mind i will be on a trip 2 n.c. i'm leavin wed till about a month latter. i drive 6hrs and the another 6hrs. its about a 12hr drive. all by myself yay me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just a note here 2 let ya all know. does anyone know how 2 fix mumms i cant do one and i dont know y/ please help me!!!!!!!!!

Dare To Dream
I just don't understand. The more I try to make people happy, the more unhappy they seem to become. I just want to make the people I care about, feel important and loved, but it always seems to backfires. At first it is all good, then slowly they grow more distant, they start telling you stuff like you can do better or they offer some other alternative to themselves. If you don't want me, just tell me, I may be upset at first, but I will get over it. Don't string me along to protect me, that is like torture. I would rather be devastated for a short time and move on, then kept hanging on, to some light at the end of the tunnel, that isn't really a light, but some optical illusion. When I love/like/hate someone, I do it 110%. I guess most people can't handle that. I'm starting to wonder what is wrong with me. Am I too intense or just unlucky? I am just so tired....I start the race in the lead, but I always seem to lose. I feel like just giving up and not running this damn race anymore. I

Eyes
Mine r brown........ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS wh

Dale Sr Fans & Dale Jr Doubters
Dale Sr. (God rest his soul) has to be rolling over in his grave seeing what has happened this NASCAR season so far. Dale sr. was 1 - a family man, 2 - a very good business man, 3 - a hell of a race car driver. THE FAMILY MAN… Dale Sr. built DEI as a family business, does anyone think that there wouldn’t be a day that he would step aside and hand the business over to his children…. Dale Jr. had every right to want what he asked for and Theresa had no right to compromise the family business. THE BUSINESS MAN.. Putting aside that DEI is a family Business.. Dale Jr. has been voted the most popular driver 4 years in a row. Dale Jr sells 26% of all NASCAR merchandise sold, next in line is Jeff Gordon with 13% and he is also sought after by tons of promotional companies. Regardless of Dale Jr being his son do you see Dale Sr letting a person like that go from his company ? THE RACE CAR DRIVER…. Dale Jr has had for blown engines this season, the l

You Truly Want To Know Me?
When people think about relationships, what do they think about? Is it the warm feeling inside, or the thought of holding others close on a cold night? Do they see what you look like as who you are, or can they see the person inside? So many times, it seems to me that people get into relationships on a whim, and then while they are looking for how to make the relationship better, how to make it last - that's when things go wrong, and the relationship crumbles. Society has so instilled the concept of instant gratification into us that we unknowingly have sabotaged our very lives with the rhetoric, and allowed ourselves to become part of a whole that we cannot see. Then we allow ourselves to open up, to begin to find some genuine feelings for another person. We open our hearts, and show small parts of ourselves -- freely giving others access, believing the lies that we have repeated so many times we have come to believe them ourselves. Then when things don't work out, we are shocke

My Writing
I watched the light fade away. The glimpse of a future, I somehow already knew....flushed away. I took baby steps- that turned into my sprinting strides,... running far and fast. With no thoughts of caring to hide. At first I poped my neck at the sight,...that I didnt much like. It turned into a grin though...because i lost every ounce of care i ever had.... I stoped thinking of you...and i stoped feeling bad. And every relief I ever needed,...exploded out...when i realized neither one of us had been defeated. Both came out on winning terms...both came out standing firm. It truely took me this long to let go...with the question what could we be like? in the air,...I feel proud to say i dont want to know. And i take off the black band...throw it with the other gifts that dont mean anything ....im glad im not having to fight with my heart to make it understand. I have spent too much time thinking I was too good,..for too many...its better to know im just uniqu

I Will Be Leaving Soon!!!
I get 1 pay check a month and cant afford a VIC... And I am in another contest and haveing a realy hard time.... Sitting for long periods of time is making me in some really bad physical pain with my illnesses.... I have been trying soo very hard in this contest I am in now Like my other one.. I have to be on it 24/7 and my body just cant do it.... im sorry im not healthy physically like the rest of you..... I work hard to try to go in contests and win blasts and VIC'S... I try very hard.....I dont expect anyone to buy me anything.... But I cant win any contests of mine that I am in.. Because I am in more serious physical pain with my spine back and body.. I also have pin/screws and metal in me also.. So im sorry... I have tried in contests. but it requires alot of sitting for me in my own contest I enter to win a VIc.. and I cant do it... Laugh all you want.... I dont care...And My profile is Useless now.. Cant upload any more pics reached the limit it said since my Vic ended

People Starting To Irritate Me...
OKAY SO IF YOU ADDED ME, FOR YOUR SAKE I HOPE IT WAS JUST TO MAKE A NEW NET BUDDY AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT!! I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE!!!! NEITHER WILL I SINK DOWN TO THE LEVEL OF THE REST OF THESE INSECURE ATTENTION WHORES WHO POST HALFWAY NAKED PIX OF THEIRSELF SO THAT SOME LONELY HORNY PERVERT CAN GET OFF TO THEM.....OMG SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A COCKY PERSON BUT THEIR ARE ALOT OF UNATTRACTIVE WOMEN ON HERE WHO POST NASTY ASS PIX OF THEIRSELVES SO THAT THEY COULD BE TOLD THEY'RE SEXY...LMFAOOOOO... THEY ARE FAR FROM SEXY!!!! EWWWWWWW. YESSS I KNOW BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER....BUT SOME PEOPLE REALLY SHOULD GET THEIR EYES CHECKED.LOL....POINT!!!!! DO NOT HIT ME UP ASKING ABOUT ANY {NSFW}PIX...I DO NOT HAVE ANY AND WILL NOT POST ANY....MY MOHER RAISED A LADY NOT A WHORE!!!! I HAVE SOME DAM CLASS.... THE MOST YOU WILL EVER SEE FROM ME IS CLEAVAGE....AND THATS JUST APART OF A BEING A WOMEN....A NON FLAT CHESTED WOMEN THAT IS....SO IF YOU REALLY CANT HANDLE SEEING SOME

Wolves
The eastern timber wolf (Canis lupus lycaon) was the first subspecies of the gray wolf, Canis lupus, to be recognized in the United States. Canis lupus lycaon inhabited the eastern portions of the United States and southeastern parts of Canada. Like all wolves, the eastern timber wolf is a very social animal which communicates using body language, scent marking, and vocalization. The eastern timber wolf was virtually exterminated by the early 1900s throughout its historic range in the northeastern United States. Although there are unconfirmed sightings of wolves in Vermont and Maine, and a confirmed shooting of a wolf in Maine in 1993, there is no evidence of breeding activity in the region. The northeastern United States provides suitable wolf habitat with over 26 million acres of northern forest from Adirondack State Park in Upstate New York through the North Woods of Maine. In fact, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service's 1992 Eastern Timberwolf Recovery Plan identified Adirond

Exxone's Spot
I'm at my fathers house in spain, dont want to leave but in a few days I have to... start to work again on monday, and it really sucks. I'll be really boored so holla to me and I'll get back to you! ;)

First Time
those that i have met, thank you for letiing me to even somewhat know you...won't be on for awhile beause if someone that reported me..that person needs to grow up...til my bans and blocks go away...love you all...see around hopefully someone has reported my 80's battle of the bands as ot NSFW...I can't even continue the battle...cause my mumms have been censored for some reason...to me that is low-life person that can't handle responses...if they are man, be a man deal with it yourself.....if your are woman...send me a message first and figure out why...report only if you see necessarily....people that report as NSFW and don't know the person....you kill shit like this...I respond on my own accordance and say what I want to say....if you can't respond back and do the NSFW way out...you are the pussy DREAMS OF WICKEDNESS Dreamin the dreams of a wicked man Forever lost in an unknown, desolate land The cold, black clouds move overhead The red moon rising, sign of the d

Just A Pome You May Like Please Let Me Know What You Think Ill Put Up More
My love for you is undieing That is why deep down inside im crying This love I feel is so true It runs through me through and through Fate has given us another chance We must make this true and last We complet each other in such away That in my heart i will never stay In the hopes I may wake to see your smileing face another day. Loss Of Ssight the life t lead is so incomplet Full of doubt and disbeleaf i cant get it right it always goes wrong i think i find it only to find i just get left behind all because im blind. What do you do when all you feel is pain As you watch the blood flow from your vains It trickles and drips and makes a faint sound As you fall upon the ground Your eyes grow heavy Your body is week Is this what they call sweet releaf Or is it just my body shuting down from its release.

Big Guns
Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes them wise in their councils. Bring to all the

My Rants
what the fuck is up with the people on this site... it clearly says im a male on my profile yet i get stupid fucking guys(most likely virgins living in their moms basement that think theyre pimps because they constantly hit on girls on the internet) hit on me thinking im a female its really annoying the shit out of me... sure i have long hair but that doesnt make me female and it sure as fuck doesnt make me gay... START READING PROFILES YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!!! ok im done

You
I don't know if it's the way you make me laugh or even if it's the way you make me smile, Just to hear your voice, Makes going through all this pain, Well worth the while. You asked what was wrong, But I still wouldn't tell you. You said I could. So here goes, I think I love you.

Buying Gifts
Mornin' all !! Your espresso is on the way !! How the hell are my mornin' rituals going to be made easier? I love to buy espresso for all my frinds that are on in the mornin'. Some of you I have learned have come to count on it or even look forward to it. It takes me a good 20min. to a half hour to do that for everyone one at a time. Why don't we have little check boxes or something next to all of our friends to we can buy everyone a TaKillYa at the same time? Wouldn't that be sweet? How can we make this happen? I'm looking for suggestions or someone to take the time to make it happen. Kisses and Bites to all, Cheri

The Thing Found Dead
PE Line- Hollywood CA, In a bizzare case, Hollywood Police found "Thing", the former character actor from the Adams Family television series, dead on Sunset Boulevard with tire tracks across his hand...er...body. "It appears that "Thing" was the victim of a hit and run." said Officer Riley, the first officer on the scene, "He's been seen around this area before, this is not the best stretch of Sunset, sort of a Red Light district, if you know what I mean. We've even seen Britney Spears and Paris Hilton around here before." When asked what he thought "Thing" would have been doing in a red light district, the officer blushed and smiled sheepishly, "Well friend, what would any red blooded American, uhmmm, "hand" want? I'll let you use your imagination on that." When reached for comment, John Astin, who played the part of Gomez Adams said, "I'm deeply saddened to hear about my friend. "Thing" was a...a hand of few words, I think I speak for all the former cast, at least those of u

Three Things To Ponder
1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cows Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq . Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and p

A Friend..
There have been many angels in my life. And while they have not arrived with a blast of trumpets or a rustle of wings, I have known them just the same. They performed their acts in human disguise. Sometimes they borrowed the face of a friend, and sometimes they borrowed the face of a stranger. You have known them too I'm sure. When a friend called at just the right time to pull you out of the doldrums. Or when a total stranger, in passing, flashed you a needed smile. When just the smallest act of kindness made you feel appreciated. Sometimes even your cherished pet giving you a lick or a nuzzle at just the right minute, letting you know that you are loved. Yes, there are many angels in my life. And I just wanted to take this time to let you know that I consider you, my friend, to be an angel in human disguise. How many times you have been there for me when I needed you the most! I have always believed in angels but, you are living proof that there a

Just Keep Swimmin
My youngest started kindergarten this week. :( I'm one happy but sad momma. OK, I'm really trying this whole 'getting along' thing. It's not easy, because my ex drives me nuts. He's one of those guys that's a great person to have at a party. he's the guy that people call because 'Bob's fun to hang around with'. But, try having kids and having some type of relationship with him. He tries, I really think he does, but he just doesnt get it. Sine we split, I've had RESPONSIBILITY major, and I've managed to do ok. I'm rather proud of the fact I've brought my life to a good place. My kids are doing better, which was my main focus in all of this. However, WTF am I supposed to say when the ex tells me things like "It hurts to see you doing so well" or "It was easier to think you were a raving bitch, but now youre doing so well, im thinking I might have screwed up the best thing to happen to me". It doesnt make me want to be back with him. Not one bit. I have moved on, and it's ok. I try and w

Whatever
well if u know me add me if u dont go ahead and ad dme anyway if u like what u see this world is full of drhma and hate so why rock the boat and make more bullshyt never know when ur gonna need a friend

My Life In 1971
I take my basic training at Fort Dix in New Jersey.Take my A.I.T. at Fort Polk LA. On jan.5,1971 I was send to go VIETNAM as 11B10 infantry went to C 2/12 1st AIR CAVALRY spend three month their the 1st cav went home and i went to C 4TH /21 23D INFANTRY DIVISION I spend rest if my time 4/21 11 months and 11day in vietnam. I was grunt in field my hold time you name i did it walk point had m60 ,m79. I just don't talk about it . I came home and spend rest time at Fort Riley, Kansas I'm going VA for all my medial for my back problem and going because if agent orange ,diabetes few any thing . Plus still dealing with PTSD. This only time I write or talk about . The only resent I'm writing about this for our troops today went you came home talk let people know how you feel get help if you need .

This Is 1 Of My Faves,
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch you when you are sleeping You belong with me Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming But is this burning an eternal flame Eternal Flame by the Bangles (First off this is NOT written by me) La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da There comes a time, in every mans life When he

Kiss This...
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

The Price Of Love
Why must you hate me so. You say you love me and yet you look away. I knew I've changed, at leaston th eoutsidee. Inside I'm still the same at least I try to be. Isn't that why you fell in love with me, isn't that what you said? Still you feel that you need other women. I've examined what they are, to see what I don't have. Everything is what I need to look the way you want. To be sexy again, I think, (yes), I'd pay the price. I would do it for you, to look at me again. To have you love me and long for me the way you would. To hold me and not flinch or shrink away. I would pay the price to hear you say "I love you" and know for sure it's true. I would give the rest of me to be ALL that you would need. To have you love me the way we were, I would pay the price they ask. For you I would do this and more, to feel your love again. For you I would pay the price they ask for love

Cure
There's a pain in my heart again. How do I make it stop? I know I've done it before. But it just keeps coming back. This pain I feel inside Every time I love. It just makes others hurt, Every time I care. I've tried not to care before It only makes it worse. To make someone else happy And keep my pain inside. I've overfilled with torrment As others fill with laughter. To have someone all my own I know will never happen. I always have to share what's mine. And to be put last is common. No matter what my heart may feel, It screams, it shouts for me to say, That there's got to be some other way. I think I know of what it speaks. I haven't done that in years. Now I think of it, my beautifuly sweet abyss. Take the blade and make it quick. The only way to make it stop. The only way to make it heal. Bleed the heart. Bleed the heart of all it's pain. Bleed the heart of all it's anger. Bleed the heart of all it's malice. Bleed the heart of all it's hurt. Bleed t

Sorry
I just wanted to say to all my sexy friends, I am sorry sometimes when I get in the shoutbox if I don't answer some of you. I kind of get swamped sometimes, and its hard to answer everyone back. I don't try and ignore anyone. I feel bad if I can't talk to everyone. If you want you can send me mail ok? Don't think I am being rude Ok..Love you all!!

Spoon - Kicked Off Pickup Artist
Spoon - kicked off pickup artist Mystery Method uses the term 'value' to describe the benefit of aligning with a person or group with the potential to improve one's reproductive chances (Replication value) or quality of life (Survival value). A big, alpha male poses a large possible threat to other males' S&R value, where a very attractive woman possesses high R value. According to Mystery, women evaluate potential mates primarily in terms of the Survival value they offer, while men evaluate potential mates in terms of their Replication value. Mystery Method teaches that people have a strong emotional reaction to people with significantly higher value. Men will have an emotional reaction to very attractive women. This emotional reaction causes them to feel an adrenaline rush, and to act in a 'weird' way around the target female. An exceptionally attractive woman causes this reaction in the majority of men, so the method teaches that she will subconsciously believe that any male w

Mil Skills Competition
Mil skills competition It starts with an inspection of us and our camp. I am elected to keep the three camp fires lit and fuelled, including the cooking fire which is to have a pot of water on the boil. The rest of the platoon has marched to another location to be inspected. Despite having been out in the field for over a week we must have our combat fatigues clean, boots black, not muddy, and rifles have to be impeccable. Whilst they’re away getting inspected I ensure that all the hoochies are tidy and I raid as many rucksacks as I can to get bottles of mosquito repellent to spray on the fires to keep them burning, because I’m finding that keeping three fires burning bright at the same time (and the water on the boil) is a bit more difficult than anticipated, especially since I have no idea when they’re going to come to our platoon camp to inspect it. They finally come and inspect the camp. They’re impressed with the unfeasibly bright fires but they mark us down fo

Cutter
CUTTER Sitting in my room alone again My inner demons that caused the sin People see me for what I'm not the cut is small and will start to clot The pain is real I feel it now and confirms the rage and all self dought Self mutalation is the only way I express my fellings my lips can't say I do it to see if I still feel Its the only thing that they can't steal My arms I use for personal attack So I make up what my life lacks The floor is red in puddles of life The evidence is shown and all the strife As blood runs free my problems subside And all my hopes that I've finally died I get off the floor and cover my arms And hope that no one will see the scars. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Threw The Lies I See Now What I'm Not
As I'm sinking into my Grave I can feel life for once. Is it sad that it takes dying to feel living. I never felt so alive, So close to the end. Blackness is creeping in the adrealin is rushing, Threw the lies I see now what I'm not. Missing you will be just fine. Since I won't. The dirt is cold I should I be scared but I'm not. I kinda look foward to this Next time I see you, You won't, You'll get a chill but you don't know why. Don't close your eyes because when you open them there'll be no one there. My face now covered I can taste it. Don't kill me, I'm enjoying this to much. The terror is such a rush. I think I can hold my breath but my laughter won't let me. In my mind I think of death It brings a smile to my face. C/W '07 By Jimmy

My Blog
well just wanted say that i miss you all... ive been getting things ready to move into an apartment and things have been hectic. have forgotten about yall... and i cant get online very much at work anymore so it makes it hard too.... for sale..to the highest bidder...(couldnt give myself away so i am trying to sell myself lol) ME When women are looking for a man what is the most important thing about a man? Is it looks, money, package size ( :P ) or what??? Come on ladies let me know........

Randomosities Of Life
yah, i rock out daily... i thought i had soem skllz workin with good ol hell space...so i decided ehh, while im here might as well make it cool right? right! its cool enough for me right now...im workin on it...this codework is touchy unlike the space where you can just slap some stuff in there and your done...you have to tweak tweak tweak inorder to get it right here...good fun i think, gives me something to do for sure could be nsfw....decide to find out what the poke was all about and was presented with this message Error: you can't poke yourself you fuckin sicko! i found this highly entertaining thats for sure remind me not to do such odd things again in the future HA it is always later! see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here. HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the

Me!
you saved me Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succum

Some Stories
Some Stories are Worth the Telling Valdaro, Italy - Scientists said they are determined to remove and preserve together the remains of a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in an enduring embrace. Instead of removing the bones one-by-one for reassembly later, archaeologists plan to scoop up the entire section of earth where the couple was buried. The plot will then be transported for study before being put on display in an Italian museum, thereby preserving the world's longest known hug for posterity.

Blog2
Hello everybody, Yesterday I bought a new web cam and I made some test pictures (please check them out in my Default map) and I made a first attempt to make a salute too and it was approved!!! Woohoo now I can level up! I am on this website not much time anymore. Because of the people on here. Women showing their boobs to get rated by men who wanna see NSFW pictures, blasts with the message: 'show me luv, I return the luv' only for the higher goal: to level up, up and further up till you are a godfather or whatever. You can not even spell the word love! Do you even know what love means?! This is just a stupid website people! It is just a game! While I am writing this I see a gentleman who shows his middlefinger in a picture he added with this blast. You guys are so unbelievable selfish and rude. And stupid. I rest my case.

Its My Turn 2 Bitch
BRINGING A POSITIVE VIBE WITH PLENTY OF ENERGY; STRAY KATZ IS AN UNDER GROUND CREW OF BREAKERS, POPPERS, LOCKERS, RAVERS, GLOW STICK SWINGERS, YES EVEN KRUMPERS, MC'S WITH FLOW, CROWD MC'S, LIVE VOCALIST AND DJ'S WHO HAVE A LOVE FOR ELETRONIC, AND HIP HOP MUSIC. OUR GOAL IS TO MOVE DANCE FLOORS, AND PROMOTE CLUBS, PARTIES/RAVES, HIP HOP SHOWS, AND ANY OTHER EVENTS WE ARE INVITED TO. WE GUARNTEE TO GET TO MOVE THE DANCE FLOOR, AND KEEP IT STEADY ROCK'N ALL NIGHT LONG. (ALONG SIDE OF THE DJ OF COURSE). IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS, OR WOULD LIKE US TO COME TO YOUR EVENT, OR WOULD LIKE TO JOIN............ PLEASE CONTACT: JASON SLEDGE (AKA: B-BOY DISCO) JUS A LIL SECRET!!! Current mood: annoyed Category: Romance and Relationships LADIES IM GONNA LET U IN ON A LIL SECRET ABOUT GUYS.... LIKE ME 4 EXAMPLE. WHEN I MEET OR TALK TO A BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN PERSON I GO FROM JOE COOL TO JOE FOOL IN 1.2 SECONDS.WHEN IM ON THE PHONE OR ON THE COMP IM JOE COOL BUT AS SOON AS IM IN PERSO

Surgery
I went to the DR and just had bloodwork done and she marked it urgent as to have the results in a couple hours. Plus I have to have another cat scan done to make sure the emergency surgery they did back in August actually repaired everything. She thinks there is a block in the circulation to my kidneys that is draining my potassium and causing my BP to sky rocket again. It was 189/133 an hour ago. And Im on meds that usually control it. If there is a block then I need more surgery and Im scared. Im tired of being poked and prodded and sliced and diced. I eat right, I excercise and take good care of myself and my family. Im at a loss right now. Went to the dr. and I am clear to go back to work on Monday!!!!I've healed up very well but still no heavy lifting for another 2 weeks but I can handle that. I'm just glad to be going bsck to work. Thanks to all of you who have been here to talk to me while I was off. I really appreciate your friendship! LUV & HUGZ Well its been 2 weeks today

Daily Comment
Samhain Blessings & Wishing You a Wonderful New Year! The Witches’ Spell Act IV, Scene 1 from Macbeth (1606) by William Shakespeare A dark Cave. In the middle, a Caldron boiling. Thunder. Enter the three Witches. 1 WITCH. Thrice the brinded cat hath mew’d. 2 WITCH. Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin’d. 3 WITCH. Harpier cries:—’tis time! ’tis time! 1 WITCH. Round about the caldron go; In the poison’d entrails throw.— Toad, that under cold stone, Days and nights has thirty-one; Swelter’d venom sleeping got, Boil thou first i’ the charmed pot! ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 2 WITCH. Fillet of a fenny snake, In the caldron boil and bake; Eye of newt, and toe of frog, Wool of bat, and tongue of dog, Adder’s fork, and blind-worm’s sting, Lizard’s leg, and owlet’s wing,— For a charm of powerful trouble, Like a hell-broth boil and bubble. ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire

Poetry All That I Have Left
one guy amazing kid everyone loves him i mean he had it all wit, smarts, looks, sense of humor, etc. and i was lucky enough to have been with him and supposdily he loved me which is a word i highly doubt ill ever use again offered me a ring we were just waitin to set a day but yea im young so just like everyone said it woudlnt work out it didnt and because i did one thing wrong i messed the whole fucking thing up i realized my mistake and gotten on my hands and knees and pleaded for your forgiveness and i would wake up every morning just so i could make a plan to see or talk to you but its all good youve moved on you have a new women while i sit and wait one word of advice for myself never fall for a guy you said for me to tell you thank you i said for what and you replied with a matter a fact kind of way "because i gave you your freedom" and i could have just said thank you to this gentlemen and been on my way but i felt all the fury inside burst and i said i fought

Pass This On...
I'm sorry I got to hit you with this but, one of my close friends hit me with it and I felt convicted and had to pass it on. A kid asked Jesus... how much do you love me? Jesus replied," I love you this much." and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. If you delete this, you will have a cold heart in 2007. I like you because of who you are to me. I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30 minutes and something good will happen to you NOW. This is not a fake...apparently...-----copy and paste this to 15 people in the next 10 minutes and you WILL have the best day of your life tomorrow Thanx and God

In Memory Of Aunt Peg 40 Yrs Of Driving School Bus
How many lives can one soul touch? How many people change? How big of a difference can be made in an hour twice a day? Just look around and count them all, You could never get it done, A sea of faces she touched in life, by name she knew each one. She drove us all to school and back, Field trips, side trips and more, How many lives were better made, By simply going through her school bus door. She watched them grow and marry, And have children of their own, How many kids are the second generation, first the father then the son. Ms. Peggy’s face was known by each and loved by one and all. When she fell to ill too drive again , they sounded a clarion call That love that she so generously showed, Though sometimes was not earned, They rallied round in support of her and her love to them they now return. But God looked down from heaven, And saw she was in pain. And called her to come home to Him, and in a new position reign. He had need of a caring soul, with laughter

Paris Hillton Vs. Us Military
I was just curious which you guys (and gals) thought was more important: the fact that Paris Hillton had "issues" with her jail sentance or our troops and what's goinng on over seas? It just seems unfair to me that our troops are over there dieing and the majority of the media focus is on some dumb bitch that happens to like to drink a little more then she should.Maybe one of you could explain it to me 'cause it's just not makin' any sense over here.I think all this celeberaty bullshit is so way over rated!You don't see anyone makin' a big hella noise over the guy down the street who pumps gas for a living or some shit like that.That poor basterd isn't making millions off of people reading about what HE'S doing. I just feel like it's a giant slap in the faces of all the men and women of our armed forces who put thier lives on the line every day just so that dumb bitch CAN go out and get drunk! And That goes for all the Celebrity Hype Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't care if you disagree

I Am A Monkey!!
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE.. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat

Melissa's Tasty Dreams
omg i was sooo bad at work today lmao. i got so damn horny after reading some messages from a friend on here that i went into the bathroom and removed my panties, so that when i went back out to my desk i could masturbate. it was sooo amazing doing that as people were walking by and some even stopped to talk to me. part of the time i had my huge sharpie marker sticking in my pussy while i shook hands with some people. if they only knew under my desk my legs were spread wide and my marker was there. i think tomorrow im going to take my dildo and do it again!!!!!! im such a bad bad girl!!!!

Wrong Is Wrong~ Pretty Simple, Isn't It?!~
Do you think it's wrong to illegally download music, videos, and music? I'm NOT asking if you do it; I'm asking if you think it's wrong. Do you believe stealing ANYTHING is wrong? Do you believe that stealing from ANYONE is wrong? Do you believe that right or wrong simply "IS" and that it doesn't matter how many people agree whether a thing is right or wrong, that inside us we KNOW what is right or wrong? Care to read a 'discussion' I just had with someone on this site who will soon be off my friend list and was never on my fan list? I liked this person till he started justifying his wrong-doings with me in this manner. He also would not stop when I asked him to stop...perhaps because he is 26yo but I doubt that. I know many mature 26yo's who understand when someone says they are done with a topic and to stop, they stop. Pushing issues only makes things worse and brings it to the point where you cannot be friends at all. Things change from 'discussion' status to har

The Pain Of Losing Some One
I wrote this a year ago to the day. It is for two ppl I loved an lost with in a week of each other. *two very good friends* Tears I have seen the years I have cried the tears, but through all there has always been you to be my stone an my shelter. With out you I am alone in this world of decet an hate an pain. I fear I have no one left to turn to. Out side I put up a front that I am strong that I am alright. But inside I slowly die a little more each day. To not see your smile on your face because some one you care for has walked into the room or just because you are happy to be alive, to not have you hold me an tell me it will be ok, to not hear your laugh because of some stupid thing I have done or a silly face made at you, to not be able to just sit there an call you cause I am bored or you are bored. I fell alone an broken with no one left to turn to. My heart feels shatterd as if it is in a million pieces an I can never put it back together. People say time will heal my heart

Ryans Life
Hello Everyone,This is Ryans Story.When Ryan was conceived it was a surprise. There were several reasons why I thought I would not fall pregnant but fate is fate and Ryan was born on the 14th Of October 2006.Ryan was very healthy and just beautiful. He barely even cried when he was born and when I took him home he was and still is just an angel.When he turned Three months old I started to notice every now and then he would wink at me. At first I dismissed it as just a baby thing but it seemed to happen more often. I decided to let Christmas pass as we couldnt get into the doctors anyway and let the maternal nurse decide at his four month immunisations.His immunisaton date came quickly and he had his needles. It was the first time I'd seen him scream. It was obvious something was wrong, HE was screaming with one eye wide open. His mouth on one side was also pulling up.Within a week we were at the doctors. HE said he suspected Bells Palsy as the issue. I brought him home and looked up Be

Cherry Tap Or Fubar!
Did you like the title CherryTAP or do you like Fubar better? We can imagine what the TAP was about but did you know that Fubar stands for this! Excuse the French! For purposes of euphemism, "Fucked" is sometimes replaced with "Fouled." Depending on situation or habit, "all" can be replaced with "any," and "repair" can be replaced with either "redemption," "recognition," "rescue," "reality," "recovery," "relief," or "reason." The concept is generally the same regardless of the exact wording used. FUBAR has also commonly been interpreted, especially in a computer science context, as "Fucked up but all right," meaning that the system design is fatally flawed, but (as implemented) works anyway.

What A Friggin Weekend
I was probably 20 years old and my dad had just died a year earlier and I was running the trucking company. I took a 500 mile run and got home to a ringing phone that one of our drivers had an emergency and couldn't make his run. So I woke up my little brother and asked him to go with me right back out and he did. we went into Wichita and loaded a tanker load of grease (liquid animal fat) to go to a feedlot. I ended up going to the wrong feedlot. I misunderstood the name and didn't look at my paperwork. thank goodness it was only about a 50 mile mistake. So we drag our tired asses back 50 miles to a new feedlot that we had never hauled to before. Here is where it gets funny. My peterbilt was equipped with a 2 inch pump that would unload 50,000 pounds of grease in less than 25 minutes. this thing moved some fat. In the top of the tank they had no manhole or anything. just like a 1 inch hole with a piece of pipe you stick down the hole to see the grease level. We are

Master & Servant
Master & Servant At times, Nature is the master of Humanity... and at other times, Humanity certainly rules Nature. Nature makes us hurry inside when she weeps rain upon the world. With hurricanes, she toys with us. Tornadoes are used to punish, earthquakes to throw us about like pebbles in a child's game. We live on her land, and through that, she rules over us. Our very bodies belong to her - they age in rhythm with her, and they are subject to urges and desires that she imposes on us. In some ways, we're little but slaves to Nature's ways. But Humanity... on the other hand... has found another way to dominate. Humanity destroys what we touch. We reach out towards pretty things in greed, and leave a trail of death behind. We fence the woods in, we run over the animals and poison the seas. Ours is a different kind of mastery but it is one nevertheless. Nature serves us because she has no other choice. Humanity always expects Nature to mend what damage we've done: hea

Special Occasion
Today I had the pleasure of preforming the wedding ceremony of a friend. Her second. A much better man who loves her and loves her 10yr old son and even thinks she is fun. She is smiling all the time. Giggling now and then. And doesn't even care if her EX falls off the face of the earth. As long as he doesn't neglect or abuse his son, she can tolerate him. I got to see the look in both their eyes as they said they would love and protect and honor and forgive each other. I got ordained as a sarcastic response to a co-worker that said all internet minister are snake oil salesmen. I dressed up in a collar and brought a copy of the Farmers Almanac to carry instead of a bible. It was a fun Halloween watching the look slowly change on her face as I showed her the ordination documents that I printed off and the laws governing ministers in our state. And I was all legit. I have preformed 2 ceremonies in the last 2 years. Both as gifts to the couples so they had one less expense

My Rants
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing. Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War

What I Find Funny
my stupid ipod won't work, and I'm doing a lot of travel lately, so it's crucial that I have my music. Because I didn't do anything to break my old ipod I'm reluctant to give apple more money, but itunes already has all my music, and I'm used to ipods... Damn. Please show some love, and support our troops GOOD MORNING!! WELL IT HAS OFFICIAL STARTED!! YOUR BLAST CONTEST!! BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR US!!! I AM GIVING YOU A LINK TO MY BULLETIN SO THAT YOU CAN REPOST IT FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE!!! THANKS AGAIN AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2407279754 ~WICKEDFRIEND (CELIA) *****CONTEST***** Starting on Monday OCT 1st, I will be in a contest with 2 other close friends on here. We are competing to see who can get to Fu-King the first, the two losers will have to split a HH cost for the winner. If you could spread the word and help me out starting on OCT 1st,