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I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succumbed to me dropped all defences completely succumbed to me - now you are here with me: no second thoughts, you've decided, decided ... Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end ... Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend ... What raging fire shall flood the soul? What rich desire unlocks its door? What sweet seduction lies before us ...? Past the point of no return, the final threshold - what warm, unspoken secrets will we learn? Beyond the point of no return ... You have brought me to that moment where words run dry, to that moment where speech disappears into silence, silence ... I have come here, hardly knowing the reason why ... In my mind, I've already imagined our bodies entwining defenceless and silent - and now I am here with you: no second thoughts, I've decided, decided ... Past the point of no return - no going back now: our passion-play has now, at last, begun ... Past all thought of right or wrong - one final question: how long should we two wait, before we're one ...? When will the blood begin to race the sleeping bud burst into bloom? When will the flames, at last, consume us ...? Past the point of no return the final threshold - the bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn ... We've passed the point of no return ...

She walked along the dead roses Every thorn that ripped her flesh Was just one bloody step closer to you She was traveling on the road of no return Looking for the way A way to dissipate the pain she felt The heart ache that caused the scares And the tears upon her check She falls in the thorns Reaching out to the amber sky Thoughts of hope fled; Like butterflies from a child at play There a light in the distance As beautiful as the harvest moon in September Little by little she rose Blind eyed from the ashes of another life In the light she found a hand Waiting for her to arrive Reaching out she take a glace back Then suddenly she realized That it was not you she was looking for But the love she always had But she did not notice That every tear shed Every drop of blood Saved a rose She took the hand and smiled No more will she suffer For he has taken away her pain

Every Mistake--- When I walk away from hurting you, When I sat alone thinking of only you, When I stay away praying you noise I was gone, Did you see the tears I cried? One stream after another, The grief in my face with every fall, I love you written on them Did you see hurt you left me in? With my every dawdling movement, Impact of aching memories coming back, Every time I glance at you Did you feel the pain I felt? The stinging of my eye's The throbbing of my head The breaking of my heart But how could you, When you have your back turned to every fault, Every error, Every blunder, Every false move, Every wrong step, Every incorrect mistaken judgment, Every faulty aim, But you didn't have to make me feel your, Every Mistake--

Don't give me your sympathy Hours spent with you was Bliss Now their, Only wash-out heartache, I paid for every word you, Whispered Now their, Worn-out pieces of my life, Things I change if I know than, What I knew now, My every action, I regret, My judgment, All mistaken, I would take it all back, I give up, Before you would give in, I will not fight, But remember how you wronged me, Even now it's too late, Too far for, Mercy, Compassion, Pity, Pardoning, Forgiveness, I just don't need your, Sympathy &Understanding

Emptiness, with only one regret- Heartbreak with no else left to say- Never ending void in my soul- My empathy so mislead- No one to stand on, or go to- Just a washed out life going on a path to nowhere-

you saved me Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you