1.) I ain't your bitch, I ain't a bitch I'm the bitch

2.) I love my friends they are my family, you don't like it, so freakin' well

3.) I love the dark, songs, poems, and my scars

4.) I am Krystin and that will never change

5.) You don't like who I am, go fuck yourself

6.) I am what I am even if I am a monstar



Me? That’s weird; I don’t really think much about myself. My past is as dark as the midnight sky and cold as the first freeze of winter. Death consumes who I once was and never will be. To moments unquestionable to the mind to crazy girlish dream becoming reality; that’s a Krystin I don’t wanted to be ever again. There are things I wish could change but I know I can’t. Even something’s I wouldn’t even change if I could.

Love to me is nothing when it’s about a boy, but my family and friends, that’s something different all together. I love my family; well most of them and my friends, well their like my family.





I fucking hate stereotypes


I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKe (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.

Im a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.

I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black

I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.

I'm a BRUNNETTE so I MUST be the smart bitch in the class.



This summer I have learned more then ever about myself. One thing I know is I can’t listen to what anyone tells me not to do. The other is that I was wrong, yes I Krystin Blanton was wrong and I admit it. Every time I told Stacey Dustin didn’t love me anymore, I was wrong. He does. But it not the kind of love most think a guy would have towards a girl. It’s the little sister and big brother love we have. And it only took me this long to realize it.