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My Songs...
Okay... So in California, and probably other parts of our the US, lawmakers wanna ban Pit Bulls. FUCK THAT!!! Pit bulls are just like any other animal, and human for that matter... It's all in how they're brought up. If the dogs owner trains them to be vicious, then it will be vicious. Train it to be gentle and loving, then it will be your best friend in the world. BAN THE DEED... NOT THE BREED!!!

51 Questions
1. Name one person who made you smile today. myself, im so dam funny ahahahh 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Smoking some blunts with NASHKOFF and ERICAVITCH 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Rocking out on Guitar hero! 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? ATARI JAGUAR...nuff said 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? SHMICKENS!!!!CANDY BARS!!!! COOKIES!!! if u hung out with me recently u probly had enuff of this 6. How many different things did you drink today? WOOOOO KOOLAID!!!!! AND PEPSI!!!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? wtf? 8. What was the last thing you bought? omg!! i tore up wal mart last night. i bought spaghetti-os, mangos, more koolaid, more HOT SAUCE,marshmallows, cereal. o man you name it. 9. What was the last gift you received? AN OZ OF WHITE WIDOW FROM WILLY....I LOVE YOU MAN (TEARS)! 10. What color is your front door? wow i really dont know. now i have to go check.......its

Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat I can’t take anymore. Liquor and cigarettes call me back, they want me back everyday and I want relief cause all I do, and all I’ve done is spit on. Its been shit on, so I grin and smile, and keep the violent temptations deep inside. Bottled up, all I’ve done is never enough. Attacked but you don’t care how I feel. Things change, come and go, told by you to forget about my goals and to let them go. I can’t do that, its something I refuse to do, so fuck you. I can’t conform, and act, or do what you want to

Cdc Things
Im back I failed... They give you 3 atempts to pass and I have 6 weeks to get alittle more training in before i go hback and try again.. I dont know if i will even try again but I have a appt if i want to try... So im not in the best mood.. I PASSED!!!!!!! So yeah I passed Im so HAPPY... My PAT(pyschical abilities test) is on Feb 21st @9:00am Im a little in shock... Everyone else in my testing group for the job ( 10 other people) i was the only one asked to come back on the 21st.. everyone else was asked to come back at the end of march... Im taking that as i tested high!!. It was SOOOO easy. even the POPE (Police Officer Pyschological Evaulation written exam) was easy.. 576 true or false questions that werent right or wrong just how you thought about it.. So no i have to Run around and get this HUGE list of documents that are needed and turn them in by the 21st take the PAT and vision and then its Interview with the board, Interview with the Pyschologist and t

Klandon's Kaos
So, I start a new job tomorrow, back into the world of the working stiff. Well, at least I'll be able to pay rent :). Probably won't be on here during the day much until I get established. Might pop on during the early morning. Was wondering whether there have been any "regional cherrytap get togethers." Don't know whether there are enough people in the D.C. area that might be interested. Maybe dinner, pool, Dave and Buster's who knows. If you're interested in a D.C. get together let me know. Still exploring the "stuff" here. Surprised more people aren't using blogs. Though I do wish there was a way I could read all of my friends blogs without clicking through each of them individually. Wife is out of town with a boyfriend this weekend, so I decided now that I'm gainfully employed again to do some cool stuff for myself. Went out to the car, and discovered someone had been messing with my gas cap. They'd opened the door, opened the cap, and closed the door with the cap

The Cold Day
god i hate my siblings its bad when your the youngest sister and you have bail your older sister and brother out of all there drama then have them treat you like crap sometimes i wish so much that i was the only child but what can i say thats what i get for having drug heads and drunks for family thanks for listening to me this is such a dull day to cold to go anywhere the girls are playing well together and there is nothing on tv. what to do what to do on a day like this ive already read some of my book and so now i guess its the computer for the rest of the day what fun for me its aa horrably cold day with lots of ice and snow it suck to drive in it this morning i watched it go from rain to ice to snow. when my daughter got out of the car she says whats this whats this its cold. i was so happy to see it stop snowing now if it would all melt i would be happy.

Im Sorry I Was Bitchy.... Its Just Been A Day You've Owned My Mind.
Ive heard this song I think prolly like 12 times today... Every time I turn on the radio... I have it one every CD in my car and today it has seemed to be stuck on replay... And well yea its your ring tone... I remember the FIRST time you sung it to me... It was bout 3 in the morning on a Saturday... You were so tired and so was I(so was Traci... Remember I made her stay up to make sure I didnt fall asleep when your phone would drop the call... Damn mountains)... It was a long drive you were going home for the weekend... Your words were simple... "This ones for you sweety", "I know my singing sux but hey"... It was the most wonderful thing I had ever heard... I guess thats why it became your ring tone... I still care about you, I still love you... I dont know if I should... If I still have that right, but I do... Your the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time... Happy Valentines day my love... I love you baby!

More About Me..
This is who I am...... Someone wise once wrote: “I've learned that: the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. when you're in love, it shows. just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. being kind is more important than being right. you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. simple walks with my grandfather around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. money doesn't buy class. it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

Poem I Wrote
to lay with you till the morning sun arms wraped around you what has begun i dono how or what you do but every second i spare im thinking of you i told my self... never again will i care and that all changed when i saw you standing there i dont quite know if im prepaired my toes in the water and im already scared your tenderness and the taste of your kiss just a few of the things i pain fully miss out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away i still dono why exactly...you left that day cause you and me were there apitamy the apitamy of happy out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away out on the high way im drivin....driving away can i do this.. some times i wish that i were dead with all these voices in my head tellin me what i should do instead im so confused so i looked away and again i used i cant remember a time when i didnt

Xxxskittlesxxx
I know i cant do anything right. I give up. I was tryin to open my ports up and it didnt happen...Or it may have who knows. I asked my mother for the last week to get back there and open them. She was always far to busy to do anything i asked her to do. She always is. We typicaly have a pretty good realtionship aslong as we don't ask eachother to do something.Part of me gets upsept cuz i really don't ask her to do a whole lot...When i do shes always to busy or she has things she has to do. She asks me to do something i either have to drop what i'm doing or be in the middle of dying and that has not stopped it before. So...I guess i should do what i planned on doing...Getting a loan and moving into the Dorms. I can't deal with the stress in the house anymore. My dad and moms always going at it. My mothers always upset at me...I don't think a day goes by i do something right for anyone ...seriously wow..yea..geez :( I've been good tho..the stress of a new job..my back hurting like it doe

Mens Sexy Booty Contest
I NEED SOME HELP LADIES AND PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD SINCE IM NEW TO CHERRY TAP!! IM IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST AND NEED COMMENT BOMBING AND LOTS OF RATINGS!! THE CONTEST WILL LAST A WEEK AND THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS 1ST PLACE WILL BE CHOSEN BY 3 JUDGES 2ND PLACE WILL BE MOSTS # OF RATINGS 3RD WILL BE MOST COMMENTS THANKS IN ADVANCE AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL VALENTINE'S DAY!! HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PIC HUGS AND KISSES MAVRICK64

Something New
I've got 1028 points to go to my next level. If you can help me out, please do. Thanks in advance for your help!!!! Show me Yours, and I'll show you Mine! He he he Click below to go to the pic that needs comments. Click ^^^^^ Here to go to the pic that needs your comments. Thanks in Advance for your Help!!! Hey Everyone! I need a little help leveling up. If you can spare a few moments, and you haven't already, rate my pics, and my stashes, and don't forget to fan me, and rate my profile! Any help will be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks! Billy

The Darkness
I FEEL THE BLACKNESS IN ME GROWING LIKE A CANCER LIKE A STICKY NICOTINE CAKED LUNG IT SITS AND ROTS ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT THE GOODNESS LESSENS BY DAY I AM AN UNHOLY MONSTER I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR MY REFLECTION IS SWALLOWED BY HATE THE HATE GROWS INTO FEAR FEAR OF MY SECRET BECOMING KNOWN MY SECRET MY SECRET DESIRES MY DESIRE FOR THE BLACKNESS LIKE A THROBBING ITCH DEEP DOWN I EMBRACE IT I MUST CHAFF MY ITCH I LONG FOR THE DARKNESS TO OVERTAKE OVERTAKE THE REMAINING GOOD THE LITTLE GOOD LEFT IN ME I AM THE DARKNESS IT COMPLETES ME THIS ROTTINGNESS IS MY SICK DESTINY

True Stuff
True Stuff Pretty sad situation DIFFERENCE OF 30+ YEARS Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark, charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey g

Poem
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner. The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the

Riddle Me This . . I Just Don't Get This
My question at the moment: Why is it that there is a perception that because a woman is a large woman that she should lower her personal standards and "take whatever she can get"? Do most men think this? If so, why? Is the perception out there that larger size women are insecure, have a low self-esteem, are meek and weak and loathing of themselves that they will go out with anyone who offers? I cannot tell you the types of comments I've heard from various guys that I've chatted with on-line and in person -- they truly think that because I am a BBW that I will take anything that offers and that I will do anything they want to keep him at my side. There was one guy I met on-line and we chatted for a little while. I told him upfront that I was a BBW and if he had issues with that to let me know. He said he was only seeking BBW types. So we arranged it and I met him at my local book store for a face-to-face meeting. Mind you, he had seen a few picturs of me. When we met - fi

True Minnesotans
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence. Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to

YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to

Once There Was A Gurl
I'm sitting here remembering All the good times we've had The times when I loved you Good, happy, bad, and sad. I remember when I used to hold you Safely and close to my heart Even if it was broken and slightly torn apart I thought about you twice. During the day and at night. Everything was going wrong those days You were the only thing that seemed right But then I broke down. I went through another heart break again This time it was really tough I didn't think my heart would mend But then you and me Bent down and picked up my broken heart's pieces together You reassembled my heart Only this time you made it better. You collected all my missing pieces Filled in every hole and crack. And when my heart was good as new I thought you'd give it back. It's true that love is blind Because I really couldn't see You were fixing up my heart But you weren't going to give it to me I thought this was our chance Maybe we'd finally be together Until you ga

My Thoughts
Its all supposed to be a game, but to me its not. I am here to get a break from my real life, but finding fu getting into it. its not supposed to... it hurts... over and over, and I am powerless to do anything...

Valentine's Day
With Valentine's Day upon us, I just wanted to send out love to all my cherry tap friends and family! This is my first Valentine's Day without my husband in my life since 1996. I'm spoiling Philip rotten and going to do the ice cream sundae party at his school on Wednesday afternoon. It's fun to hang out with first graders as they sure don't view things like we adults do! Don't forget to tell that special someone in your life how much you love them and if possible, at least get a card if you can't get a gift. It's the thought that counts.

The Blog Of The Black Halo
I stole *coughs* this from my Dori! You scored as Angel Of Darkness. Your The Angel Of Darkness!Angel Of Darkness100%Fallen Angel83%Angel Of Love67%Angel Of Innocence50%Angel Of Death50%Angel Of The Cute0%What type of angel are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Wasted
it'll make ya think....i really didn't think ppeople actually read these things. so do ne of yall think you would want to read ne of my shit...i am a writer. i need a soundin bored ne one up for the challenge?

My Life
ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone MS. STANG ~Plus Size Pinup Girl~@ CherryTAP Cassy Girl~~~ Check out my page for the up and coming Scavenger Hunt.." Link

What Makes Cherrytap So Popular
IS IT ALL THE COOL LADIES? OR ALL THE GUYS HANGING OUT FOR THE LADIES? IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO GET SOME POINTS OF VIEW. I LIKE IT BECAUSE OF THE COOL CHICKS. WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S SO POPULAR (BECAUSE IT CERTAINLY IS). CHERRY LOVE TO ALL.....XOXOXO.....

Blogs
I'm new here, just signed up. It's very confusing and I'm not sure if I will figure it out. I thought I can post nude pictures but when I clicked on the upload form it said "no nudity allowed" - I'm very confused...

Nascar
Its Daytona 500 weekend, aside from all the hype, all the drama, the suspensions, the fines, the celebrating, we all need to take a moment & remember that this is the weekend that changed the world of NASCAR, This is the weekend that we lost #3 Dale Earnhardt Sr. on the last lap of the Daytona 500. If you care to you can watch Dales last race in my stash that shows the last lap of that race, I just did and the lump in my throat really hurts. #3 DALE EARNHARDT SR. >>> NEVER FORGOTTEN ! this was in the news today... I put my 2 cents in at the bottom >>> By JENNA FRYER, AP Auto Racing Writer DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. - NASCAR vowed last summer to crack down on cheaters, pledging to toughen penalties in a sport where bending the rules is as common as banging bumpers. Officials made good on that promise Tuesday. NASCAR suspended the crew chiefs for Matt Kenseth, Kasey Kahne, Scott Riggs and Elliott Sadler and docked all four drivers points before the season-opening

This Is My First Public Poem. Check It Out.
THE KISS Just the thought of the kiss evokes the butterfly army They invade your senses Your mind Your body They weaken your knees Soften your heart Your hands get all sweaty Your words fall apart When your lips finally touch It's like an EXPLOSION! All sense of time is instantly frozen The kiss becomes more than just lips and flesh Body and soul collide Intertwine and mesh Time stops The earth becomes motionless You'd stay there forever Locked in a kiss

Let's See Who Loves Me
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!! NOW POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! 15=BABY YOU IS F-I-N-E!!! 16=Let's f*** now i want you

La Here I Come!
its my B-day so happy b-day to me muahaha, well i just figured id let everyone know since i know everyone cares :P lol rrrriiggghhttt. ok back to class, peace outty peeps. dan going to cali 2 weeks, fuckin excited. Gunna be refin the NXL in LA and im going broke so itll be nice to start making $ agian, the off season gets old lol. well i just yawned so im passin out, peace outty!

New Pics Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I have a few new pics also I need to put some new ones on there because i have red hair as of now just did it a few hours ago so i need some hot sexy new ones with my sexy red hair . coming soon.....xoxo

National Security
In the name of national security: PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL UP! I have some important issues of national concern that I need to mumm about, but I can't do so until I get to level 5. PLEASE!! Help me tell George what to do.

Mike's Thoughts........
Flashes of life slowly pass your eyes, as instances happen to you in a brief second, recently some things have flashed before me and in every instance anything and everything that I ever cared for or loved couldve been gone. Personally its scary to think about that fact that one day your here and the next you could be gone. It scares me to death to think that my son, might one day have to live without his father, hopefully a lot later than sooner but you never know, its scary to think that maybe one day I would have to live without my son. You do what you can on a daily basis to survive and lived in a world full of hate, distrust, and the hussle and bussle of your daily lives. Do your self a favor, slow town take a look at what you have instead of what you dont have. Do your self a favor and hug your child you havnt hugged in weeks or months. Tell your wife, boyfriend, or girlfriend that you love them, more than likely they love you back and it will bring you closer together. Do

I Don't Know What To Say
I'ts my first blog and I don't know what to say, I'm drunk but i still don't know what to say, I can walk around everyday pretending like I don't know what to say when i really do, I can tell you not to go out with this or that person cause their not right for you and i would be right, Or not to do this or that and once cause it's not good for you again I would be right, I could tell you not to say this or that cause it might get you in trouble,or even not to smoke this or that cause you will not remeber what you did the next morning, I can tell you not to drink this or that cause if you do then they will take advantage of you, or i can just sit back and just pretendthat, I Just Don't Know What To Say!

My Life
theyear of 2007" was the hardest year of my life! everything i use to be and everything i use to like, doesn't even matter to me anymore! In the last year I have been sick over 15 times making it almost impostible to keep a job. I've been in the hospital 3 times, almost died 4 times, been treated for severe depression, have been engaged to the girl who i thought was the love of my life who does't even talk to me anymore. lost most of my friends and gave up on everone else, i just don't care anymore, her family treated me like shit and trust me I won't be dating for a long time! I have no friends, my brother is too busy to be my brother anymore. my best friend is my cousin mike who is like a brother to me. last year sucked, i would say i wouldn't change it for the world but i would be lieing! i wish the day allison walked in the pantry was my day off and at the club i would of let her leave with cindy! it would of saved me alot. I am how i have always been theres no chang

Valentines Thoughts
Ya know when you had that girl who would give you the world then you give her up... Your BAD!!!!!!! Ya know when you see your EX in a club and you wanna make her jealous so you start to rub up on your current just to make it look GOOD!!!!! So SAD!!!!! See you need to realize... We got it like that... and YOUR replacement will always be 10X hotter!!! Unlike yours!!! See you lost your dime!!! Now your messin with not even half of what you used to have... AWWWW POOR THING!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD!!! CAUSE YOULL NEVER SEE THIS ASS AGAIN!!!!!!!

Read Me =d
What Color Are You? YellowYour normal. You always no the right advise. Your friends always come to you and you know exactly what to say to them. You are shy but also bold. You only speak up when you need to. Take this test Don't Stop Believin' Just a small town girl Living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere Just a city boy Born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train going anywhere A singer in a smoky room A smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on CHORUS: Strangers, waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding somewhere in the night Working hard to get my fill Everybody wants a thrill Paying anything to roll the dice Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some were born to sing the blues Oh the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on CHORUS Don't

Hey All You Sexy Cherries
ok I am soo thrilled my frist Friday night show!! and I am trying to get a 20 to get this I need more and more to start listening .. soooo if you are not already tuned into me then get your hinnys to www.crush.fm and start listening ..just go to tune in section on the left and pick the way you want to hear it .. I am on till midnight and after that :) if you want to request and let me know you are there just register and request away .. with over 5000 songs I am sure you will find something! :) hahaha OK Go help me get my 20 ;) Hugs bratty lil kitten Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and

Longing
I long for the scent of your skin warmed by the friction of mine. unparalleled, that cloaks my heart with love. I long for the taste of your kiss. Not a sip to leave me wanting but full and deep and quenching as water for my thirst. I long for the feel of your touch upon my shoulder, neck, or ear. Light as a fairy's wing brushing upon the air. I long for the sound of your voice; the gentle utterance of my name, the whispering in my ear of loving words meant just for me. I long for the sight of your eyes alight with love and passion, warmly melting into mine, promising me forever. I long to shut out the world; to be all that exists in your mind, your heart, your soul. I long for YOU! I LOVE YOU ... Chicago Lyrics Chicago Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Sexual Assault Survivor Advocate
Flashbacks Submitted by jessicab on Thu, 2006-02-16 19:02. What are Flashbacks? Flashbacks are when memories of past traumas feel as if they are taking place in the current moment. These memories can take many forms: dreams, sounds, smells, images, body sensations, or overwhelming emotions. This re-experience of the trauma often seems to come from nowhere and, therefore, blurs the lines between past and present, leaving the individual feeling anxious, scared, powerless, or any other emotions that they felt at the time of the trauma. Some flashbacks are mild and brief, a passing moment, while others may be powerful and last a long time. Many times the individual does not even realize that he or she is having a flashback and may feel faint or dissociate. What Helps During a Flashback? If you realize that you are in the middle of a flashback: Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and remind yourself that the actual event is over and you survived. Breathe. Take

Poems
Every time I hear that song on the radio, It reminds me of you; I get the same old feeling, And I don't know what to do. Every time somebody says your name, I get the feeling I always used to. Every time you smiled, Oh, darling; it reminds me of the times with you. Every time I see your picture, I think back to when it was you and me. When we weren't just a couple, And it wasn't hard to see. The memories of our past, I can't help but think, Wonder if you miss me, Longing for one last wink. Maybe a kiss goodbye, As they play another song, Dance the night away, Pretend like nothing ever went wrong. But every time I think of you, I begin to cry; and I don't know if I can make it through. Everything in this world, everything; baby, it reminds me of you. 1) SUCTION ABORTION: USED BEFORE 10 WEEKS A tube is inserted into the uterus and connected to a strong suction machine. The vacuum is so powerful the baby is ripped to pieces and sucked into a jar -- arms

The Perfect Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of hte town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at he old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some placed there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared...how can he say his heart is more beautitul, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and l

Special
i just want to wish all u moms a wonderful mothers day Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com thinkin about puttin naughty pix up, lol what do u think? i just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentines day, i wish u all the best and hope it goes well for all of u

Cold Winter Days Suck
So I wake up this morning to ice hitting my window. I look out the window and it is snowing and, its cold I hate snow. So I go down stairs to see if my daughter has school and of course its cancelled yay for me a whole day of my two kids fighting. Its cold in my house and I have the heat up to 73 degrees and its not helping. I hope it stops soon cause I hate being stuck in the house all day. I would go out but they say the roads r bad and I dont drive in the snow I have a little piece of shit saturn not so good in the snow. God I am bored. Just thought Id vent a little thanks for reading. Have a good VALENTINES DAY to all you lovers out there

Songs
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised

Freedom...
I added this as a comment to a blog and thought I needed to also add it to my page..... It's not a war against each nation, it's not about freedom for America, it's about freedom for the world. Bin Laden is not just after us "Americans", he wants us -all-. The word American has often been used synonymously with freedom. I am not making a statement about being "an American", I'm making a statement about being proud of my freedom and standing behind those who fight - ****alllll**** those who fight, England's troops and everyone elses, so that freedom and the ability to be "livin free" isn't taken away for good. MAYBE THIS WILL HELP THOSE WHO DO NOT REALLY UNDERSTAND...... http://www.usamemorial.org/sept11016.htm

My Lyfe
I'm going to tell you a tale about a little girl who's life god didn't put together very well. Her mom always beat her. she was raped at such an early age everyone she ever loved didn't feel the same. she couldn't stand the pain. she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she was waiting for she hoped would come tomorrow. her mom hit her so she would try to run away but every time she got caught it just caused her more pain. she never did anything to deserve such abuse her mom made her feel so low "please mommy stop" she would beg that cry would get her another blow she must not have been loved for she was punished by cigarette burns her face black and blue her little arm broken in two. she would hit her hard and call her names "your a waste and should be ashamed" I love you mommy was all she said. "shut your mouth" she would scream or i will hit you again. she couldn't stand the pain she couldn't stand the sorrow everything she waiting s

Happy Valentine's Day 2 The Lady I Love The Most Always & Forever
You came into my life one morning on a cold and snowy day, I had never seen such beaty you just stole my heart and soul away, you gave my life new meaning, I so did worship you, and as the days past to years your beauty only grew, my most treasured memories all begin and end with you, but this world can be so empty, heartless and cold, I lost you far to early long before your day was due.. You will always be my special angel the one love that will always last and I couldn't let this day go by without saying to you, Happy Valentine's Day My Angel, Mystikal Dawn I So Miss you.. Hosted by CherryTagz.com

I'm Grown......
OK! here goes....I'm not into writing this blogs to express my feelings,but here goes! Well as some of you know i've been divorced for almost a year now.Granted we had some good times and some bad, who does'nt? What i was wanna know is why does it still sting a little after the fact? Is it normal to have such anger and rage as i'm feeling now? Could it be the reason why i'm so "moody" as i've been told before? I guess the reason i'm asking this is cause last night i had a dream about bumping into my ex at a county fair( dont ask)But after a lil tit for tat with her i proceeded to beat the ever loving shit out of her!!! And what's worse is it felt so real i woke up in a sweat.Seeing as how she fucked me over after we got divorced this was a feeling i really wanted to carr out in person,with my own hands i wanted to stangle the shit out of her! But i don't do shit like that, So how do i release this anger i have buried so deep within myself? Is it healthy to keep things bottled up like t

Who Says Blondes Have More Fun?
Seems God was just about done with creating the universe but he had two extra things left over in his bag so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told them that one of the things he had left was a thing that would allow the owner to pee while standing up. "It's a very handy thing," God told them, "and I was wondering if either one of you would like that." Well, Adam jumped up and down and begged "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems just the sort of thing a man should be able to do. Please. Please! Pleeease! Give it to me." On and on he went like an excited little boy. So Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted it so badly, he should have it. So God gave Adam the thing that allowed him to pee while standing up and he was so excited. He whizzed on the bark of a tree and then went off to write his name in the sand, laughing with delight all the while. God and Eve watched him for a moment and then God said to Eve, "Well, he

Snow Snow Snow
Ya know Binghamton has had no snow all winter... Hell we spent most of it in the 40's... But lately we have been smacked with bitter cold weather but still no snow... Then we get the news mother nature has a Valentines present for NY a FUCKING NOR' EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF Here are pics from last night... Nothing much I could have lived with that... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!! This is from this morning what we woke up to... WTF IS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so bad that mt 96 year old neighbor needed to goto the hospital this afternoon and our street still hadnt seen a plow... The fire truck and ambulence couldnt get up the hill... They had to walk to from the bottom to her house... They called the city to come plow so they could get her out and the city said no they were to busy... WTF!!!!!! They were talking bout haveing to carry her down the hill in 19 inches of snow 14 degree temps with -11 degree wind chills... I SO THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!! So what did Kimy do?!?!?!?! Ki

Im Back
MY MOVE TO FLORIDA WAS A SUCESS. IM ENJOYING THE WEATHER COMPARED TO BUFFALO NY . SNOW SUCKS BIG HARD DONKEY DICK!!!!! SO LEAVE SOME LOVE AND ILL BE ON MORE OFFTEN NOW GOOD TO BE BACK ON LINE . ......LYKEN_MOON

Uninteresting Things In My Life
YAYYYYYYY! Me and Steph are going to Orlando!! Not this weekend but the next weekend and again the weekend right after, ROAD TRIP Whoop Whoop lol. My car is going to be fixed tomorrow FINALLY me and steph have been so bored its been 2 months being stuck in the house. I swear this past weekend chino picked me up so me and steph could be bored together lol and WE WERE CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION SUCKING OUR THUMBS CAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! Freedom is heading our way and yes I did go out with my other friends during the 2 months but I have the best time with Stephanie LOVE YA GIRL and plus I hate being not being in the drivers seat so there :P So yeah were going to start off visiting Jason probably get drunk knowing him and the crazy thing is I drive perfect when I am drunk I heard people tell me that before and I was like yeah whatever but its true I have witnesses!!!! Then go to Stephs sisters house and party more!!! Then the weekend right after is going to be the best caus

All About Me
what the hell is it with guys that they feel like they can tell you they love you but then say that they love there exes and that they have to control erges when there around each other I mean thats all bull shit I mean you broke up for a reason get the fuck over it So I have a blog on my space which I think that everyone does , but I have to be care ful what I say in in cuz people read it and then tell my man what they think that it means and what he shpuld do I havent said anything about my ex in months but his brothers girl thinks that I still miss him I beat the shit out of him why do I miss him if I see him again he get his ass kicxked again that sll after all he said and did thats all he deserves I mean a blog is where I put what I want to put it doesn't matter right I mean it's just a venting point to me but it has to mean shit to other people why????? It shouldnt Matter what I put since theres nothing wrong with it it all true and it just my point of view I guess the way th

Blog
Apparently someone named "Meg" joined and I was the refer o.O Well I do know a Megan, but she has a Cherry Tap and she doesn't really like it... I'm gonna assume that when I had linked the profile to my blogspot someone from there viewed it and joined. Cause I don't know anyone who looks like that or goes by Meg. Today is officially SAD, aka Single Awareness Day, let it be heard! Valentines Day is nothing more than commercialism you don't need a special day to say "I love you" to someone. :)

Black Lace Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost 4 yrs ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back out into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, "Mom! I have someone for you to meet. Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another, and after dating for a couple of weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Wisconsin . Their first night there, she undressed as he did. There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, "Why the black panties? "She replied: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning." He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same. She stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit, but now he was wearing a black condom. She looked at him and asked: "What

Funnies
There once was an American Indian who had only one testicle, and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, grabbed her andtook her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away.. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, 'Good to see you, Onestone.' Onestone grabbed

Sleep?
why do these fucking nightmares always have to come back?seeing vern at target the other day fucked me up really bad. every time i close my eyes all i can see is the shit he did to me when i was little.i dont have anyone to talk to. ive been alone for the past couple days and all i really want is to not be alone.what makes men think that they have a right to hurt little girls or girls in general?how can people be so hurtful?why wont this just go away?my dreams are horrible and i cant get his fucking face out of my head. you disgust me so much.i just dont want to feel anything anymore.i keep running in my dream and i dont get anywhere except right in his path and everytime it ends the same. he wins and i lose. i lose everything.i lose my mind and my happiness each time i close my eyes and i dont want to hurt like this anymore but i dont know what can help.i wish to god i did or that someone did. the nightmares come worse than before now, worse than they have in a very long time. i wis

Lets Get Naked
Me and my family are going to the mardi gras this weekend I said i am going naked to it and my brother made a comment saying he going in his boxers is that funny shit right there.. i am going to get so fucked up its going to be great and i am going to find me a hot man lol Jk

Valentine's Day
As most of you around Racine know if you have watched the news lately,There was a 1st grade boy that was molested by a man On Monday or Tuesday of this week. They took DNA from the boy from the man that had done the most hurtful thing you can ever do to that young of a child. My daughter Hailey is in pre-school,and the whole school's parents were informed of this after it had happened. I went to go to my normal visit to observe her at the chool with the teacher's and as soon as i got off the bus and went to go inside the front doors,i noticed a 3 person party in front of the school,One had a camera on his shoulder. One of the two men had asked if they can speak to me as for what i had known about what happened,and what my feelings on it. Well,I answered everything while they had the camera pointed at me,And recording! After the questioning was over with,They had told me it all will be put on the 5 or 6pm news tonight. Then proceded to go see my daughter! If anyone is intereste

Valentine's Day
Well I hope that everyone had a good valentine's day. If you couldnt be with someone maybe you at least spent the day with friends or family. Well just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day

You Know
I could really use some ratings and comments it's valentines day so show me some ove and i promise i'll return the favor if you really put me in a good mood i might even let you in my private album

Poem
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you.. A witches poem Down the pathway Deep in the woods… There are two witches Evil and good As I arrive closer I hear their chatter As their arms rise higher Their voices get louder They call on their gods They call on their goddess They call on their sisters From up above… The burning of th

Damn Snow
Damn, we got 15" of snow here!! I posted some pics in the "SNOW" folder if anyone wants to see. The city I live in is so awesome that they haven't even plowed my street once yet - gotta love it!!! Oh well, snowed in on Valentine's, I guess it could be worse!

My B-day
Come on everyone It is my birthday on Sunday Feb the 18th help me out here and vote on my profile and help me get my cherry points here P.S. It would be an awsome b-day present to get me up another level :-)

The Projects
so i live near the projects in providence (chad brown). and on a normal night, there's... 10? 12? cop cars just - parked, sitting on the side of the road. meaning that those cops are patrolling a two or three mile radius. two per car. tonight. only five. ::smirks:: that. amuses me. :)

Another Day!
Hey Yall, Long time no write. I thought I would fill ya in on whats going on. I am still single. Working two jobs so I don't get out much. Life is kind of hectic right now. I am looking into jobs in Florida. Maybe I will find my dream job. My birthday is fast approaching. Which is really scary. I will be 27 this year. Oh my how the time flys. For those of you that I missed your b-day, I am sorry. Im not online much anymore. Hopefully I can get a pic up sometime soon. Have to wait and see. Well thats it for now. Write me and let me know whats going on with yall. Hope to talk again soon. J I am still job hunting. The sad reality is my job is done in 26 days so I am running out of time. The day ahead will be busy as can be. Matters that had been left unsettled are now becoming urgent. Today brings an opportunity to release some steam, Joni, but it's also time to realize the toll these stressful situations take on your physical health. So set some time aside for rel

hope everyone has a good valintimes day, to me it is just another day for me to give my kids something special. now i hope to find me something special, or should i say someone special i guess time tells everything you all have a good one

Morph Contest
its called the morphing picture contest gotta get 150,000 comments to win.no exp.date winner gets a corvette or a motorcycle or a trpical vacation they get to choose and the rules are simple its gotta be a morph and you can comment on yourself.then ya go to photo and click on morph contest pic thanks tracymarie@ CherryTAP

Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone on Cherry Tap! Hope You all have a Valentine for this special day! Hope you all have a wonderful day. Do what your heart says and dont hold back on your dreams, no matter what anybody tells you. Today is about love and caring about that special person. So go out get crazy and just have fun tonight. All my love, Naughty Nikki

American Idol Brush With Fame!
Jordin's family are members at the country club I work at, and I had the pleasure of meeting them today!!! Not only does she have an amazing voice shes has an amazing family!!! Go Jordin!!! xoxo

Life
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Untitled
its just one more day without you one more day out of many ahead in a way i cant wait for them to be over so i can see your beautiful angel face again its just one more cold sad day with out you here

Randomness
so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows los

Ball And Chain
IT IS MY SECRET MY BALL AND CHAIN I AM CHAINED TO IT BOUND TO FOREVER BE FOREVER BE ATTACHED THE CHAIN IS LONG BUT NOT LONG ENOUGH I AM FOOLED FOOLED INTO THINKING INTO THINKING IVE ESCAPED ONLY TO BE JERKED JERKED BACK TO REALITY MY PAINFUL REALITY BY ITS SIDE WE ARE ONE THIS SECRET AND I I FEEL THE COMFORTING WEIGHT OF THE CHAIN I DO NOT BULK I DO NOT RALLY AGAINST MY FATE THIS BALL AND CHAIN FORGED WHEN I WAS YOUNG TO BE BROKEN ONLY BY DEATH I LAUGH IN ITS FACE I CRY BEHIND ITS BACK IT HATES ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT FOREVER ONE COMPLETENESS ONLY WHEN BOUND WHAT A CRUEL JOKE DESTINY IS

What If
of course you think I'm crazy having never even met but try all you want to my mind and heart are set I will wait forever since I know you are the one this feeling deep inside me rises like the sun I know you say it can't be but fate is by our side laying out our future one we can not hide something to remember love is evermore from here and there and everywhere to reach on every shore so how can I be crazy let me count the ways crazy for your beauty more beautiful each day crazy for the way you think the way you do your hair if you think I'm crazy let's get crazy if you dare the sun comes out each morning dusk ends every day we live and breathe the same air we do our thing our way yet deep inside your heart and soul you know I am the one you know it by the feeling can't fight it til it's done knowing all you seem to know it can't be very hard it's not like Texas Hold'em hoping for a card it's knowing what you want in life the rest of al

Shop O Torture
1. Welcome Ft Killa-mo 187 2. Why Can't It Be? Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 2 and a half. W-Torture Podcast Commerical 3. What Happend? Ft Tyler 4. U's A Suburb G Feat Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 5. Never Sell Out Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 6. Colorz Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler 7. Fuck Wit KM Day Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 8. The World Right Now Ft Killa-mo 187 9. Skisto Ft Killa-mo 187 10. My Reply Ft Killa-mo 187, Mortality Angel Of Death, MiStA_MeNaCe, HALUSiN8 11. Bodyz In Da Bay Ft Killa-mo 187 12. Smoke Break Ft Killa-mo 187 13. Extreme Killaz Ft Killa-mo 187 and DC Sniper 14. Warfare Ft Killa-mo 187 and Tyler* 15. Lifestylez Ft Killa-mo 187 and Crap* 16. Metal Ft Killa-mo 187 17. Tha Re-Copp Ft Killa-mo 187, Tyler, DC Sniper 18. Shoutouts Ft Killa-mo 187 *-Not Completed yet Keep checking thursday for a download link The all New Album! 23 new songs! Wicket World Order (Audio

Valentine Poem
Night closes in on this eve of despair Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air Crushing blow of another harsh day Fates cruel hand has swept it away Dreams and nightmares have merged into one Scars remain from the love that is gone Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death

W-torture Feed
you're invited to the biggest party of the year courtesy of planetpotcast.com and end of time entertainment this tuesday night October 28th 2008 the date of the release of Killa-mo 187's 3rd Album A Cold Day In Hell. Join Terry Fiero, Killa-mo 187, Mortality Tha Angel Of Death, Novakain The Scorpion, EKX, Rob-D, Sniper Mane, Tyler AKA Troublez, and many more as we celberate the release in true Potcast fashion..with a LIVE podcast where you...yes you the real fans call in and chop up game with the Ultraviolent Messiah and the rest of Tha EOT Clan Tuesday 9 PM PT 11 PM ET only at www.planetpotcast.com pass to all you know Da Podcast that has the balls to go far! i am headin out for the weekend. i won't be back till mothers day so later everyone if u got the cell # call it. if not than it's ur loss! peace

Only Till Now
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free................................................... cold and bitter thoughts culter the mind only leaving room for hunger sweet cascades of emptyness fill a puddle in the floor only wanting more the cold sharp steel calls for the hand wanting only torn flesh its burns only for releaf Tears fill my insides as i slowly start to drown the hunger of red cascades pulling me under further and further i fall deeper into a whole An abyss of pain and damnation trying to hide from relief the cold razor sharp metal calling for my hand wanting

Cue The Incredible Hulk Theme
I have alot of people on my friend's list whom I get along with rather well. They do not judge me for my interests or the things I post on my page. In fact that's what drew us to be friends in the first place. Some I just popped in payed compliments to their pics and interests and was warmly thanked and a conversation brewed and common ground was formed on simular beliefs and interests. I have alot of wonderfull, friendly people on my friends list whom I've never had cross words with. Thing is . . . none of em are any where close to where I live. Except one. Tara You rock!!! I've searched for people in my home town and state found some rather interesting people and left friendly greetings and good rates. I don't even get a thank you or even a courtesy rate. WTF???!!! That leads me to believe that the 'Southern Hostpitallity' motto is merely a show for tourists. Well I shouldn't say that. There are alot of people here that I know without a doubt will have my back if it ever h

Going To La!
Hey friends!! I'm going to LA tomorrow! I'll be there for 5 days. I'll check in on Cherrytap every now and then so leave me lots of love. Loves to you all and have a happy and safe weekend. Hugsss Nancy

Go To Get Some Sleep
Hi everyone, Just a quick note to say i hope you all had a great Valentines day. Tomorrow i have a crazy busy day which will start at 4am in the morning. I am sorry if i have not got back to replying to messages and comments etc but will do tomorrow night or friday. When I finish work tomorrow i have a big exam to take so I will not be here until late on...but i do have the day off on Friday. If you want to comment or message me or I havent yet commented on your pics etc please send me mail so that sometime over the weekend I can do it. You all have a great night Stay safe Huggers

Km Q&a
listen. i really need this to help me promote what is going to be pretty much my lifes work. so please help me.. Juggulator : killer its been a while Killa-mo 187: killa or KM and yea Juggulator: so what have been working on Killa-mo 187: i been working on my upcoming album, working on EOT, signed a new artist, and just kicking back really. Juggulator: whats the new album called Killa-mo 187: A Cold Day In Hell Juggulator: any story behinde it Killa-mo 187: yes there is. Juggulator: tell Killa-mo 187: orinigaly it was titled Armageddon: Tha Devilz Pulpit. than alot of things happend all at once. i got dumped for the umteenth time, we started on a downward spiral money wise and was fighting with friends over things, and than on good friday i wounded up being dead in a way, deleted my youtube and myspace page, and just decided to quit Juggulator: wow Killa-mo 187: yea Killa-mo 187: so for 2 days thats waht happend than on easter sunday outta

Sn0w Bunnii
Hello and sorry to all of my friends on here. I know I haven`t been around much lately to comment and rate and all that good stuff. If you`re wondering where I`ve been well, keep reading and I`ll let you know. Well, last week, I spent two nights at the Hilton hotel in Boston for a Navy enlistment thing. Yes, I joined and yes it`s all official now. I leave for Illinois on August 22. I know, I`m sorry. But if any of you would like to keep in touch while I`m gone, when the time comes, and we`re close enough, we`ll exchange addresses. Then this past Friday I went and saw Killswitch Engage, DragonFore, Chimara, and He Is Legend at the Paladium. Oh my gosh they were so sick!! Let me tell you, it was insane!! The pits were amazing! I crowd surfed like a bajillion times and I knocked some fat bitch out who then yelled at me for pushing her because she was wearing a dress. Haha. Stupid hoe. There were even G-Units there. Haha. After the show, AAF gave out free No Fear energy drinks and

Love....
Love is not bothering what you are inside or what your physical deficiencies are. It's acceptance. Love is sending him flowers to tell him that you are lucky to have him. Its appreciation. Love is knowing that it will be the most tender goodnight kiss. It's anticipation. Love is not bothering about work and kids and just giving time to one another. Its adjustment. Love is knowing that you are made for each other and you will be there for each other for ever. Its bonding. Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will want her to sleep and would not disturb her, and in reply being told that she would rather be woken. It's compassion. Love is making love at the most outrageous place without the fear of getting caught. Its craziness. Love is lying in each other's arms the whole night. It's closeness. Love is thinking about him the whole day and longing to be with him. It's desire. Love is the screaming out in joy when you have reached the climax. It's ecstasy. Love is giving one

Nameless Faces ...
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - Real love 18 2. Lost someone close to you - 4 3. Got drunk - 15 4. Smoked weed - Never. 5. Got kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - Had a C-section at 22, but not scheduled ... 7. Got your heart broken badly - 18 8. Lost a pet - 2 9. Got arrested - Never. 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 13 11. Broken a bone - Never 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 24 16. Sneaked out of the house - Never. 17. Pierced other than your ears - No piercing here, allergic to everything... but I love me my ink. 18. Sneaked someone in your house - Never. 19. How old are you now? 24 20. Learned to drive - 15 21. Totaled a car - I totalled my boyfriends car at 20. 22. Went to a nightclub or bar - 20 My Personality Neuroticism85Extraversion71Openness To Experience60

Balogna
well, today is Vday, the one day of the year when every happy couple, or unhappy couple make the rest of us feel something like the mixture of poo, chewing gum, and ciggerette butt you scrape off your shoe. Luckily i spent the majority of my day with my head crammed in a mixture of an enterasys switch matrix, a cisco router, a dell switch, and access control lists; so thankfully most of the day passed by without me noticing. I dont hate today, because truthfully ive never been in a relationship on Vday for all of my 28 years.. so yeah, coming home to my empty apartment alone does kinda make one feel a bit blue. and the only phone calls from females ive recieved today were from my mom and my aunt and my grandmother... bless em.. so yeah, ill just be chillin in my blue funk over here, dont mind me =p

Am I
> >AM I?? > >1. Quiet / Loud? > >2. Short / Tall? 3. Weird / Original > >4. Nice / Mean 5. Friendly / Selfish > >6. Normal / "Special" 7. Smart / Stupid > >8. Boring / Fun > >9. Attractive / Unattractive > >DO YOU THINK I'M... > >1. A psycho?: > >2. A nerd?: > >3. An asshole?: > >4. Ghetto?: > >5. A faggot?: > >6. Two-faced?: 7. Obnoxious?: > >8. Immature?: > >9. Mature?: > >11. Moody?: > >12. Stoner?: > >13. Alcoholic? > >15. Lovable?: > >JUST SOME QUESTIONS > >1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: 2. (a)> >Do u think I'll get married?: (b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: 3. When is my birthday?: 4. Who is my best friend?: 5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?: > >6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: 7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: > >8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: > >10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: > >11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:

To All My Sweet Cherry Friendz!~
I know, I know, it's been foreva since we talked! For this I sincerely appologize! Can you EVER find it in your heart, to forgive me? Well, maybe if I explain a bit, it will help... As most of you know, I was in a nasty accdent, back in April (rear-ended by a truck/semi)... Well, physical therapy is 3 days a week. Add to that, all of the doctors/specialist appointments, and daily upkeep of the house. Not to mention visiting my sweetheart, once a month, for a week at a time (I only wish it could be longer)... We are doing great, BTW, I miss him terribly, when I'm not there. Ok, back to my brokenness... I recently found out that I have to have 3 surgeries..ok well I consider it 2 and a half, the doctors call it 3. The half one, is injections in my neck, for the herniated disk. The other two are on my shoulder and knee...and those two are actually surgeries (AHHHH!). Those of you who know me, know that I don't even do needles...much less cutting!! Oh and now my little sister (Vicki) a

The Fenians Tour
Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com

Just A Blog...
Hello all, My name is Nick, I was just writing this blog to introduce myself... I will post my views of the world in here.. not that anyone really cares what i think, i just feel as though i can write a blog of how i feel... Ever make a mistake you wish you could take back? Everyone had, if not that makes you perfect. I made the mistake of getting married too young to the wrong woman...she wasn't very pretty, she has the personality of a six year old, she acts more like a man than a woman(scary a woman who acts like a man and is not lesbian, i dunno how that worked...) seven years later we are going through a very nasty divorce, she's taken most of my money, so much so that i can't move out of this god forsaken town. She actually thinks she can cheat on me and i'd be ok with that. It drove me nuts for five of those years... Now i found someone else (at least i'm talking to someone else, i hope it's more than talking though she's so much better than my ex-wife it ma

First Blog
It has accured to me I have a blog everywhere. Except here. LiveJournal and MySpace, but not CherryTap. Probably because I don't visit here often. ANYWHO! I'd like to take this time to advertise my artwork! http://cin3ris.deviantart.com Please visit and leave me some feedback here or where ever! Thanks! Take care everyone!

Do It Again
Instantly awakened by my imagination old fashioned infatuation, i can be anything that you want me to be, and you can have me in every position that you dreamed, i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak, you're alone in your bed with graphic images in your head, Let me do what i want to do with you let me tie you down lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are, as i'm goin' down on you in the car, feeling this good is a sin, uh uh uh um um lets do it all over again, do it all over again, do it Just one thought this might get boring wake me up in the morning by pouring honey on my body and lickin it off and taking me to concerts and then you're takin off your top i know you've got a wild streak, you're a freak then your back in our room with a bride and a groom, Let me do what i want to do with you, let me tie you down, lick you up and flip you all around let me tell you how sexy you are as i

Single Barrel
IF YOU WOULD DO ME A FAVOR... GO TO SINGLE BARREL'S SITE AND RATE THEM FAN THEM COMMENT THEM GENERALLY JUST HELP THEM GET THEIR STATS UP THEY ARE ONE OF THE BEST BANDS EVER...IF YOU'RE EVER IN VIRGINIA THEY ARE A MUST SEE THANKS SO MUCH!!! PS IF YOU HAVE TROUBLE FINDING THEM YOU CAN LINK THROUGH MY SITE.

Just Can't Wait
Another summer coming with the feeling it brings Another reason to avoid all the permanent things Before you know what time it is it's time to go And reattach all the strings But you got me going So many places You got to be knowing What that look on my face is I just can't wait I just can't wait I just can't wait for you to say That you want me That you want me I just can't wait for you to say that you want me Well you need sunlight for things to go right It just takes a taste you know And every single little bit of love that I spread is coming straight for you Would it be all right to go out tonight? It doesn't matter where we go You're the only one that I want to be near And try to get to know Cause you got eyes that I would love to look through A life that I can't wait to get in to As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe As long as I can see what you see As long as it's what you believe

Answer This For Me
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If I Tried 2
I can't change how the feelings will be shown Don't blame you, you're nervous on your own propose the worst and i'm the first in line despite the rest, It's not a bad sign that you mean the world to me... and the city and my soul disagree last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to now i'll shake here, for your sake dear I was raised and I was born here I couldn't leave California if I tried to Can't say now where I'm gonna go When I figure it out, you'll be the first to know. Do you understand that it's out of these hands of mine Despite our plans I've got to draw the line And you still mean the world to me... the city and my soul disagree last time round fast, I'll see you on the way down life's a funny thing when you can't bring yourself to face it if you want to now i'll shake here, for your sake dear I was raised and I was born here I couldn't leave California if I tr

Todays Funny 2/07
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America . It is your patriotic duty to pass t