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Cherry Bomb Section For Those Who Have/had Breast Cancer.
Hey, if you've ever had or have breast cancer, pop yourself in this folder and then refer others to check this section out for others who might need some love as well. Thank you and think pink

Things That Will Make U Go Muum?
Okay, number 1...I am still kwazy and look at things both literally and figurative...U TELL ME! ;-) 1. Are you a Ninja or Pirate?(Personally, I think I am a Piratess...oh, that could be I lean towards Jonny Depp and past movies) 2. What kind of Transformer are you? (Hmmm, could not think of anything but maybe they can invent something really hott with wheels or wings to transform me into from this computer..ps leave my bewbeez) 3. Shoutbox...CAN U HEAR ME NOW? HELL-O No! I can see you are blinding me by da caps. 4. MUUMS ....It costs to post something for you to vote on and what is the return? Help me on this one! 5. MIDGET? Where are they? I don't see them? I am tall, but hell I am scared of'em! 6. Salute! If I wrote on Paper I am a real person, I have tried to get Duff(daschund)to learn to write, but he is hardheaded. He does not want to be a real member since no PittBulls or German Shepherds has no Fubar account. 7. Secret Admire...why? If you likey, then admir

Unforgiven
Why it all went like this I stroke the last nail onto my coffin Were this the right judgment Did I put these chains onto me Forgiveness to my sins Is it ever possible Releasing from the crime Wouldnt be justified Im my worstest enemy I see him in the mirror This judgment of this criminal I take my sins to my grave Only sinner can be forgiven Only prisoner can be freed But to be unforgiven Is greater than sin This road leads to death Wrong words I chose Hate was guiding my hand I abandoned the right way I wasnt listening my heart I chose the weapons of my enemy Mine I threw away This bridge I build For my sins to cross the river Unforgiven Im the unforgiven The judgment lays onto me

Dont Like It Dont Look
Consensual "Slavery Contract This contract is provided as a secure and binding agreement which defines in specific terms the relationship and interaction between two adult consenting individuals,________________ and _______________, hereafter termed the slave and the master (both terms are intended to be independent of sex). This agreement is legal and binding. This agreement must be entered voluntarily, but cannot be broken except under the conditions stated herein, after which certain precautions shall be taken to protect those involved. (See section 7.0.0) 1.0.0 Slave's Role The slave agrees to submit completely to the master in all ways. There are no boundaries of place, time, or situation in which the slave may willfully refuse to obey the directive of the master without risking punishment, except in situations where the slave's veto (see section 1.0.1) applies. The slave also agrees that, once entered into the Slavery Contract, their body belongs to their master, to be use

The Shift
you know, it was really fuckin' good. it was beter than anythin'. it was like somethin' we coulda picked up, rolled over, held, looked at in amazement, and laugh about, hysterically. we were on the moon. we were in the goddamn moon, we had it. never before, a fuckin' place such as that, was there? so very deep and so incredibly bright and so impossibly high so safe from the outside. at times it got so near to insanity. we laughed so very hard your laughter and mine. i 'member when your eyes screamed love so loudly now, as your walls have ever so quietly, shifted.

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Death In My Family
Well I may not be around much within the next few days since my cousin passed away on wednesday morning. It bothers me that my daughter & i just had breakfast on monday morning ... he came around on tuesday and next thing i know i get "the call" letting me know that he was found deceased in the morning ... wow what a bomb ... so needless to say this is gonna suck because i have family coming from everywhere, so California & all and they are in for a major let down since i live in a little itty bitty place in Oklahoma. But regardless ... the next few days are gonna be stressfull. =(

Dear American Libs
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists, Obama supporters, et al: We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right, so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile, slate it up to irreconcilable differences, and go on our own ways. Here is a model dissolution agreement: Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that it should be relatively easy! Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distinct and disparate tastes. We don't like re-distributive

Thought For The Day...
"The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth!!" I plan on writing another blog to better explain this little blurb I felt like posting this AM (knowing though that most people here on Fubar know exactly what I'm talking about because i have seen this little saying all over this site in peoples profiles, blogs, MuMMs etc) til then, just food for thought; and I'm starving.

Looking Forward
Take the time to look back upon the joys Take the time to look ahead at joys to come Don't take for granted the things that can not be Don't take for granted the things that are Love is near, yet so far away Loving touch not found here The love is distant yet Soon to be held Never to be let go Take the time to embrace this feeling Take the time to look ahead at our lives

No More Hurt
You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You say you love me in every way It's grows more every day But how can I believe you anymore When you close the door You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door The kids are waiting up again Waiting for you to walk in I sit and i cry and hold their hands Hoping they don't see the tears You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door Finally, as I finish putting the kids asleep, I hear the front door open softly I quickly walk the down the stairs holding my breath, Wishing this night is not like the rest. You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You stumble throug

My Laptop Bit The Dust...
So my laptop got hit by a power surge so I will be offline for a while until I can afford to get a new one. Until then You can all contact me via yahoo deadbody929 / deadbody929@yahoo.com if you don't have my number you can get it from Cat (JadeMoonlight) or Jess... they can be found in TMR (Twizted Minds Radio). I shall post more about this later on when I can get access to a computer.

Ensign: The Home Stretch
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 March 2009 "The Revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave unto him, to show unto his servants things which must shortly come to pass; and he sent and signified it by his angel unto his servant John:" For those of you who've known me since at least the start of 2006, you are coming with me to the end of a journey through the Bible, chapter by chapter. Today when you're reading this I will be opening the book of Revelation, the final book of the Bible and one case where it pays to read the back of the book! We win! At least, those who have declared their faith and hope in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior do. It's been a long three-plus years; along with the journal I write in daily, this occurred to me because even

Where I Dwell
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

Er.. :/
Hi I'm new Still trying figure this out, but Im used to soical network sites so I should get used to it pretty quick. Can you reply to blogs? Or just view them? Any forums? I feel like a right noob. Blog time Its friday, I live in a club city and I'm in. On my own. To make it worse my mum and dad are going out to get pissed. I feel like a loner. I love going out of a weekend but trouble with mates and what not has put me right off, anyone else know people or you yourself react horrible off alcohol?

Phenomenal Woman By Maya Angelou
-for those of you who didnt already know...I have a profound love for poetry..tyhe following is one of my all time favorites by a woman who I find truly inspiring... Phenomenal Woman Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They

Touched By An Angel By Maya Angelou
--- if you've ever loved you will find this poem to be pretty accurate Touched by an Angel We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. Maya Angelou

I Dare You To Repost This!!
(1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? Oh yeah! And they know it!! 2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night or all of them? How can i choose.....i have to say both. (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? fuck yeah and it sucks! (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no just for pleasure but i've gotten money and gave it away....lmao. (5) Shower or bath while having sex!!!! shower...mmmmmmmmm (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive (7) Do you like someone in your friends list? yup a few crushes (8) Love or Money? Love.... (9) Credit card or cash? I always have my bank card on me... (10) Have you ever wanted a best girl friend. I have a few actually. (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? both (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? hmmm....a cemetary...lmao. (13) Would you shave your entire body (Including your head) everything but

Lmao - An "about Me" I Just Had To Post
I saw this on a guys Myspace "About Me"... Which he got from George Carlin.... "I’m a modern man, a man for the millennium. Digital and smoke-free. A diversified multicultural, postmodern deconstruction that is anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been uplinked and downloaded, I’ve been inputted and outsourced, I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a hightech lowlife. A cutting edge, state of the art, bicoastal multitasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond! "I’m new wave, but I’m old school, and my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hotwired, heatseeking, warmhearted cool customer, voice-activated and biodegradable. I interface with my database, my database is in cyberspace, so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive and from time to time I’m radioactive. "Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet and pushin' the envelope. I’m on point, on task, on message and off drugs. I’ve got

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Playful Pet
He came home to find her standing before him in a short black skirt, sheer white blouse, black stockings and black high heels. It was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra, as he could clearly see her dark, taut nipples pressing against the thin fabric of her blouse. He wondered if she was wearing any panties. Her cheeks were flushed. He looked at her and smiled, saying "What have you been up to My dear?" She grinned, a Cheshire cat grin, and took his hand gently in hers. She slid their joined hands up her leg and he could feel her bare skin just above the lacy tops of her thigh high stockings. She kept pressing his hand higher. Suddenly he felt that she did indeed have a scrap of cloth covering her, though such a small amount of material should hardly be called panties. The fabric was wet with her liquid heat. He stifled a small groan as he slipped his fingers beneath the material and felt the vibrator gently humming, buried deep in her cunt. And his eyes widen a bit as he realized she

Chicka Chicka Boom Boom [train]
Will there be enough room?! As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie - Proud Owner of aGEM4life 3. The BULLdaddy 4. HersheyK 5. Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister 6.

Spotlight
I had the spotlight and for a bid of 44001111 I got it.. Ran Auto 11's Started out with 9,064,484 points Ended with 14,815,452 Total points from that.. 5,750,968 (not that bad for just an auto 11) Tool Tip Views 20,919 Photo Views 52,207 I ended up pretty happy with that.. During that.. I got 97 cherry bombs..

9 Words Women Use...sooo True
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission.. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

No News Isn't Always Good News...
Sometimes it's just no news, lol. And that's what I got. No news. I called the fire department today and Bob said that it could take up to 2 weeks for the house to quit burning so they can get over there and see if they can find out what started it. I guess that means another 9 days of waiting and wondering. *sigh*

As Good As It Get's
THERE'S A TIME I LOVE I MEAN REALLY REALLY LOVE WHEN YOU AWAKE SOMETIMES AT 3AM IN THE MORNING, AND ITS ALL DARK AND IS ALL STILL AND YOU LAY IN BED AND LISTEN TO THE RAIN ON YOUR WINDOW. I LISTEN TO HIM BREATHING SOFTLY BESIDE ME. AND YOU KNOW ALL'S WELL WITH THE WORLD. IT BECOMES SO REAL AND MERCIFUL. WAITING FOR LOVE , SURE AS THE RIVER FINDS ITS WAY TO THE OCEAN . ONE DAY YOU SAY YOUR LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY TO ME . SO LIKE THE SEA'S WAITING BEYOND THE DESERT SANDS I WAITFOR YOUR LOVE GENTLY LEAPING AT YOUR EDGES....

Toys-r-us Finale
To end this shit, basically Toys-R-Us called & said they were told to pull the cards & they don't really know why. I got an e-mail from Club Penguin stating that the cards originally printed "do no comply with current laws regarding toys for children and were removed from sale until new cards are printed that do comply with the new laws." You know I think this is all to create a demand. Oh well.

Saying Good Bye
my mom cam home from the hospital to day.the dr. said theres nothing more they can do.im not a momas boy but she has bin my best friend for 51 yrs. when i look at this gray haired old lady its kind of a shock, when i do. i dont see the old lady,i see the young woman 25 yrs. of age trying to feed and take care of 4 kids. my sister and i would race home from school to see who got the first hug, after we got are breath back.i think back on all the times when i went out the door without saying i love you mom. she has bin the one person in this world that knows every-thing about you, and loves you any way.if your mom is alive please give her a hug, give her anything that will make her smile. she is the only girl that wont hurt or turn you away.in less than 10 days my mom , my best friend will be gone. i love you with all my heart mom

I Am So Freaked Out!
Well first off i know there are a lot of girls like me out there that are "Daddy's Girls"!! I love my dad with all my heart and soul! He is and will always be my number one!! Here recently my dad found out his heart is not beating the way it is supposed to. Well the doctors put him on some meds to see if it would help and it didnt. So he went back and they preformed some kind of internal shock treatment on him and when he went back for his check up the doctor let him know that the shock treatment did not work either. Now he is going back Monday to meet with the doctors to discuss what they can do now. It is just a meeting monday but we are pretty sure that its going to be about the forcing him into a heart attack and then trying to bring him out of it. I have been having a really bad gut feeling about all of this and i dont know if it is that im just really scared or nervous or what it is! I dont want to think about the worst that could happen but i cant help it because i have to atlea

It's Done
Tonight, me and my husband had a BIG fight. To think, it was over giving my mom money. He told me that he is done with it. By that, he means it's over. Yes I said it. Me and my husband are getting a divorce. He and I were doing great until tonight. I'm in a state of shock right now. It's hard for me to realize that my marriage is over. I didn't want this for my daughter. I thought marriage was supposed to mean forever. Boy was I wrong. Anyway, I've goota run. I've got a massive headache. I''l keep you fubarians apprised of what happens. To all my friends, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as i go through this trial in life. I love you all! Rayne

Computer Geek Comeons (requires Basic Computer Lingo Knowledge And A Dirty Mind)
What a lovely pair of disc drives you have. I want to fondle your motherboard. If you upload my input, I'll download your output. You have the cutest little bus. Let's disassemble each other. You speed up my cycles. I'm going to flip your dip switches. Why don't we push and pop together? Your overlay turns me on. Have you no empty slot for my custom-built board? A hard disk is good to find.

Nickel
In a world grown cold and unforgiving no one noticed the bruised and bloody shell of a little girl walking among them. in a daze she walked aimlessly her large blue eyes were tear filled, every once in a while she'd open her mouth but only tiny gasps came out. Her blonde hair was disheveled and a bright pink hair clip hung loosely on a few strands. Her left cheek bore a mark of a partial boot print, her lips swollen and bloody. Down her face she had tear streaks amidst the blood and dirt. Her shirt was ripped in places and caked with bloody mud. You could hardly make out a smiling Dora the Explorer splayed on the front of it. Her pants were unbutton and rested on her tiny hips. She had one shoe on and its laces flopped against the pavement every time she took a step. She clutched to a headless stuffed teddy bear, keeping it close to her chest. Stopping in the middle of the sidewalk, she opened her mouth one more time and a scream ripped from her soul assaulted the ears o

An Irish Blessing For Yall
May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face, The rains fall soft upon your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of his hand. May God be with you and bless you: May you see your children's children. May you be poor in misfortune, Rich in blessings. May you know nothing but happiness From this day forward. May the road rise up to meet you May the wind be always at your back May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home And may the hand of a friend always be near. May green be the grass you walk on, May blue be the skies above you, May pure be the joys that surround you, May true be the hearts that love you.

Poem
I didn't think these feelings for you would ever come back. For I thought I'd never see you again I'm feeling alive inside again because of you And i hope this feeling of being alive will never end Believe me for every word I speak is so very true It's something that lifts me up from first sight Cause in my heart it's where it's been all because of you I never threw those feelings for you away i kept them inside and locked away To only be released back into my world when you came back to me that day For i've always thought of you and never left you behind Feeling alive inside again is what you have helped me find You where always the one i wanted and nothing more No other one has made me feel alive inside and thats for sure.

Cancel Your Credit Card Before You Die...
Hilarious, But sad! - THIS IS SO STUPID BUT THAT IS HOW DUMB THE COMPANIES ARE..... Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what

:(
So I have had the worst day. My PTSD has been really flaring up up bad. Those of you who don't know I served in Iraq twice as an infantryman. I don't sleep much at night. I am struggling with leaving that place behind me. Then this morning I found out one of my cousins died in a car wreck. And then to top it off this evening I get a call from my dad. He tells me a close family friend was ina bad wreck, and the doctors do not think he will make it through the night. The man was more liek family...kind of like an uncle. And now I have a huge precalculus exam on Monday ( in college), and No matter how much of my anxiety medicine I take it is not helping. I am just besides myself. I really need a friend and a shoulder.

Corpline Modelin
Thats right! Im back into modeling never thought i would be BUT i am. Im writting this blog to tell you all to Add my myspace for my Modeling and the Company i am modeling for. CorpLine Modeling: www.myspace.com/cottoncandymodeling Me: www.myspace.com/darlingnikiclm ~*MuahZ*~ Darling Niki

Dawn
I had been up for a few hours the silent body in my warm bed stirred a few times cooing moans of my caramel skinned goddess between my dirty flannel. I'd light up but the faintest cough, the slightest stirring could let her know I'm awake, and its time to be together again. Still... I can't resist the tug of her infinite charm. Like an exotic perfume luring me, guiding me through the still air on tendrils of lazy rolling smoke. My fervor burning with all the quiet desperation of this candle. Flickering, sputtering, but never unanchored to the sweet well of his lover. Lover... That smooth skin, those parted dry lips... that gasp that escape of ecstasy as my fingers firmly round the finer points. That innocent crease of gently shut eyelids in the realm between sleep and little gasping deaths. Trapped in that moment before a kiss before desperate bodies are entwined one if not for a moment- an eternity. One is not the lonliest number it is the only. Wrapped

True Friendship
True Friendship What is a true friend? A true friend is defined as follows: A True Friend is there with you when times are bad. A True Friend is there when life is good. A True Friend will stand beside you and fight together till the end. A True Friend is someone who would never leave you when someone calls you names. A True Friend will laugh at your jokes and cry with you when your sad. What does it all mean? A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT TO THE END OF TIME!!! Poem by J. Russell

How Is It
how is it that love can be so amazing yet with so much pain how is it this is all we say we want when all we do is suffer and want more each day how is it that each day all any1 can think about is the pleasure of themselves but today is always a new day but yesterday will always be tomorrow because nothing ever seems to change

Pull A String...a Puppet Moves
each man must realize that it can all dissappear very quickly. the dog, the girl, the job the front fuckin' tire. the bed, the walls, the room; all our "necessities includin' love, rest on foundations of sand- and any given cause, no matter how unrelated: the death of a whore on the lower east side or a blizzard in Omaha... can be your undoin'. all your chinaware crashin' to the kitchen floor, your girl will enter, and you'll be standin', drunk, in the middle of it, and she'll say "my god...whats the matter?" and you'll answer; "i don't know... I don't fucking know?"

My Man Is Getting Out
My man is getting out next friday and i can't wait but i hope he won't hit me anymore he said he was sorry for doing it and i think i beleive him and i miss him so much and love him i just want him home right now. that will make me happy right now.

Lets Get Level!!
LET'S GET THESE 2 LEVELED THEY HAVE AUTO 11'S ON HH HOSTESS TO DISCIPLE ღ JoJo ღ@ fubar GIVE HIM HIS HORNS!! ^ ^ ♥♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©**CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ fubar

Im In An Auction......
OK this is my 1st Ever Auction i participated in on Fubar... check it out... HUGS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=33820&albumid=1563039&i=3495259268&idx=1 And the Winner gets.... recieve a bling of my choice *fan you *rate 1st 100 Pics 11's *rate all remaning pics 10's *when rates reset start by rating 1st 100 Pics 11's then 10's for all others (Repeat for 1 month) *rate all stashes *kept "shitfaced" for 1 month *daily random gifts *personal Salute *added to top family for 1 month *added o top friends for 1 month

My Life's Genre...
Action//Adventure You probably like facing the unknown, the danger life has in store for you! That, or you just so happen to get caught in the middle of it. Either way, you have excitement in your life, which is why action/adventure novels are for you!

Friends
well just wanted say that i miss you all... ive been getting things ready to move into an apartment and things have been hectic. have forgotten about yall... and i cant get online very much at work anymore so it makes it hard too....

Day 1
well after a long ass flight and an almost missed connection in Atl i am here in Hawaii. 6am my time and can't sleep. rained in the middle of the night. first time in awhile i have heard that sound. Suffering from nasal congestion thanks to the over poluted San Fran air. the moment i walked off the plane i started to suffer.

What Element Are You?
You are an element that isn't well know, Soul or otherwise known as Aether. You are a mixture of all of the other elements. Your talents and personality are scattered and varied. You often forget and may have things like ADD or ADHD. You can be calm, but the you can be hyper. You would be a good author, doctor, or activist. Your emotions are very even, and they change, every now and again. It doesn't take forever for them to change, but it doesn't happen ALL the time! To see what personality/talen traits you may have, look at the other results. You like all the seasons, because they represent change, which you like.

Live Auction Tonight
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Shoes - A Blonde Funny
After becoming very frustrated with the attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the young blonde declared, 'Well, then, maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator and get a pair of alligator shoes for free!' The shopkeeper replied with a sly smile, 'Well, little lady, why don't you go on and give it a try?' he blonde headed off to the swamp, determined to catch an alligator. Later in the day, as the shopkeeper was driving home, he spotted the same young woman standing waist deep in the murky water, shotgun in hand. As he brought his car to a stop, he saw a huge 9-foot gator swimming rapidly toward her. With lightning reflexes, the blonde took aim, shot the creature and hauled it up onto the slippery bank. Nearby were 7 more dead gators all lying belly up. The shopkeeper stood on the bank, watching in silent amazement as the blonde struggled mightily and barely managed to flip the gator onto its back. Then, rolling her eyes heavenward, she screamed in frustrat

Broken Minds And Hearts
"All it takes is 1 person to f**k up you mind" was my status last night, and then I was reminded that "all it takes is 1 person to fix it." A week ago I would have laughed at anyone who said the latter of the two phrases to me. You see I had been lead to believe that I was second rate, that I was not good enough to actually be a girlfriend or even someone that was being dated all under the guise that he "wasn't ready for a relationship". It messed with my mind more than I think he even knows and now is claiming that I hurt him.....4 months of loving someone and giving them all you have and receiving very little to no reciprocation can wear a person's mind, heart and soul. I was lucky late one night I encountered a person like no other, someone who understood where I was and where I had been. Our souls melded as we read one another's writings, the deep dark ones that were rarely if ever shared with others because they would not understand or think we were crazy, but we understo

Him
Your kisses tender and sweet melting my knees the first time we meet. Your eyes like pools of compassion and a portal to your soul, I look into them and feel the love you hold for me inside. Your arms embrace me and I feel safe and loved, knowing you return the feelings that I have for you making a difference I had never known before. When we make love, that is what it is, this does not mean it is boring as many may think, but that we both want to bring pleasure to the other because we love them so much. The promise of happily ever after is one I thought could only exist in fairy tales, but you are proving me wrong. Taking care of me and helping me to heal you are my prince, my knight, my world. I love you!

Monday Auto 11 Blog
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Interviews That Have Been Conducted About My Band
2007: PULSE ENTERTAINMENT ARTICLE (NEWSPAPER) CODY, WY SPOOK SHOW INTERNET RADIO SARASOTA, FL 2008: FJS INTERNET RADIO NEW YORK (TWICE) 2009: FALSE HOPE INTERNET RADIO CODY, WY (INTERVIEW AND GUEST CO-HOST)

Kissing
Kissing is often associated with youthful love. It is teenagers, and not parents, who kiss until they are weak in the knees on the escalator in the mall. You can be kissing another, watching others kiss, or experience that I'm about to be kissed moment. Kissing another is often wish-fulfillment or sexual acting out. The wish-fulfillment may not be to kiss per se, but to experience the youthful energy of love. Kissing in this sense is the desire for the awakening of passion, not necessarily the passion acted out. Watching others kiss may be a sign of knowing too much about them personally or participating in their lives at too personal a level. The exception here would be if you are watching your partner kiss another, which is an obvious herald of infidelity or a desire for voyeurism in the relationship. The about to be kissed moment is an interesting one. Often, it occurs as we wake up. This is the dream that may most accurately reflect a desire for actual passion with another

Are You Virtuous?
You Are Mostly Virtuous You are a good person, or at least as good as you can be. You try to do the right thing, and you have ended up with many virtues. While you are virtuous, you aren't a saint. There's definitely a bit of devilishness deep in your heart! Where You Are Virtuous You have the virtue of Temperance. You don't eat or drink excessively. You have the virtue of Justice. You treat other people fairly, even when you don't feel like it. You have the virtue of Resolution. You are determined to do what you should, no matter how difficult it is. Where You Are Not Virtuous You lack the virtue of Industry. You have trouble doing what's important, and you tend to waste time. You lack the virtue of Frugality. You tend to spend and waste money freely. You lack the virtue of Moderation. You are attracted to extremes of all sorts. Are You Virtuous?

A Random Thought
Why is it that the ppl who always work the hardest get shyt on the most in life? Some of my friends and I are far from being at the top of the food chain and we are by no means rollin in cash, but we are bearly survivin and can never get ahead it seems. We try and try and it is not like we are bad ppl but ..... one thing I do know, we may not be rich in material wealth but most of us that are friends are more like family and are far wealthier than ne millionare will ever be!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is Vivid Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent. You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored. You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts. And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

What Does Your Taste In Music Say About You?
Your Taste in Music Says You're Wild Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you. What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Steel Cold Bleeding Heart
The cave where she sits there is no sound. But she can feel the air moving around. She sits alone with all her screaming thoughts. Moves the blade on her arm and the blood drips out. Feeling nothing at all,she listens to the wind. Agreeing to never hold her heart out again. Standing up and facing the night sky. She walks away as tears fall from her eyes.

Tangled Up In You
STAIND Tangled Up In You You're My World The Shelter From The Rain You're The Pills That Take Away My Pain You're The Light That Helps Me Find My Way You're The Words When I Have Nothing To Say And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You You're The Fire That Warms Me When I'm Cold You're The Hand I Have To Hold As I Grow Old You're The Shore When I am Lost At Sea You're The Only Thing That I Like About Me And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You How Long Has It Been Since This Storyline Began And I Hope It Never Ends And Goes Like This Forever In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I am Still Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You

Special Thoughts!
Inspirational Quote: Here's what I tell anybody and this is what I believe. The greatest gift we have is the gift of life. We understand that life comes from our Creator. We're given a body. Now you may not like it, but you can maximize that body the best it can be maximized. MIND, BODY & SPIRIT.

Like A Dream
Dreams come to people for certain reasons Those reasons can never be explained in any way Though to me dreams are just a way to see what is to come Almost like what some may call prophecy or destiny Since you came into my life it has been sweet like a dream Right from the start I knew we had met before But I could never seem to know where that was From all the things we have shared together I know in my heart that with me your life is also like a dream There will never be a day that I will regret anything My dreams are a way to see my life in a new light They show me what I am and what I can become With us being together as one for forever and a day The dreams I have at night will always become reality To be forever with you will always make my life like a dream.

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 1
Operation Trojan Horse Prologue “Be fierce, be brutal my loyal warriors. Do not fail me now. Our fate now rests with you…….” The king always did have a flair for the dramatic. And this occasion was no exception. He had finally authorised the military to move against and crush the infamous pirate queen Grace. One week earlier…… The messenger tiptoed his way through the crowd sheepishly. The air was thick with the aroma of rich food, drink, expensive perfumes and smoke….perhaps tobacco, perhaps other things. People ate and drank and talked and danced. At the far side of the room, the fat man held court. He was a decadent man. Hideously obese from his gross overindulgence. He was rich beyond the wildest dreams of most in the room, and canny enough to keep the cash flowing into his coffers. The messenger whispered something into his ear. The fat man started screaming. The others in the room began to laugh, believing this to be another

With The Mirror Crack'd
The last Blog was something I could've put in the About Me section but I thought it would work better in a Blog because it had to do with the view that people have. I'll try to come up with more interresting topics to blog about (still getting used to the Virtual part of interraction). Perception is individual, everyone has a different way of viewing things. Colored by experience, preference, time and situation, one concrete fact takes on a multitude of stories. Perception can be fooled, it can be shaped, it can be bent to a person's will. When one looks in a mirror, one sees what light is reflected off objects that reflect off the mirror. One perceives what one sees shaped by their experiences and we form opinions. Some things are like... "Am I gaining weight?" "My nose could be smaller..." "Who's that sexy beast looking at me?" "Is that spot on my butt getting bigger?" You get the idea. From sources such as TV, Radio, Magazines, the Internet, whathaveyou, others try to te

Another Song For Me" Always Young At Heart"..
I Am Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman I Am Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman Britney Spears (Britney) I used to think I had the answers to everything Mm but now I know That life doesn't always go my way. Yeah [ Britney Spears Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Feels like I'm caught in the middle That's when I realize I'm not a girl Not yet a woman All I need is time A moment that is mine While I'm in between I'm not a girl

Seen This And Figured I Would Share
Reason, Season and Lifetime .. People always come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. .. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. ... Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. ... Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and i

Grand Opening
Hi all! I'm back and kickin' with a new home and my own business. I have taken on a business partner (Troy Moore) and our online store should be up and running by next weekend. We will also have gift cards available. As a grand opening promotion, we will be giving away $10 gift cards. If anyone is interested, please message me with your primary email address and I will email you a FREE gift card worth ten dollars off your first purchace at our online store, nightwolfgifts.com. There is no obligation to buy anything, but there will be an expiration date on the cards. I'll let everyone know when the site is up and running so you can check it out. Blessings, Corwin

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I’d always thought, I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.

...
Sadness envelopes me As I look at you through the door, I can see the distractions in your eyes And I know you don't love me anymore; I don't know what I was thinking Welcoming you with open arms I knew you would just push me away Once you wooed me with your charms; I should have figured That you would forget me After you got what you wanted, It's my problem that I love you I'll be the one who is haunted; Sadness envelopes me As I sit here and miss you dearly Things will be very different, I just can't seem to think clearly, So I'll go on as I cry I'll remember caressing your face, Walking hand in hand by your side The everlasting comfort of your embrace, And I'll miss you forever.

Going To Japan
Okay, so I've been dating this guy for over a year. and we're in a committed and serious relationship. It's my spring break. And he just bought me a ticket to JAPAN!! to go see him. he's stationed there. I need to find a way to make it worth while. I want to do something that will totally blow him away! Anyone got any ideas?

I Got My T Shirt And Panties On
AKAMRS. T IS GONE MAD HOLDING THESE WOMEN ON LOCK DOWN TILL SOME LUCKY PERSON FREE"S THEM TO BE OWNED FOR A MONTH! AUCTION WILL BEGIN AT 7:30 P.M EST.........................! NOW THE WARDEN WILL OPEN THE AUCTION TO LET YOU VIEW THEM, BUT YOU MUST BID ON THEM TO OWN THEM. HOST/WARD: PLAYMATES:

Last House On The Left
I went to the movies today to watch the 1972 remake . The movie was great however there was a scene of the girl being raped. It was very unconformable since the scene was long .There was a couple people who walked out during the scene and alot of other people looking at the floor or to there side. It was realistic and brought out alot of emotions too. The movie though other from that part was good. The last 2minutes was the only thing that was somewhat unbelievable. Just a heads up to those who are going to see it or want too.

Please Help Him Level! 63k To Go
First off I wanted to thank all of my awesome friends for all the love during my auto 11 in the past 24 hours. NOW I'm asking for help for an awesome friend, Sniper. He only has 63K to GO!!! Please go by and hit him hard! Thanks everyone! §nIpEr ® HD"BADBOY" EXTREME HUNTER & BONE COLLECTOR™ Owned by TAT2BUNNYLUV & sweetangel@ fubar

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And How It Goes
and how it goes she stared at the pictures briefly as she deleted each one. she wished she could rid the memories locked deep her head. too long she had played into his games, coming when he called and obediently staying away when he found others with whom he'd rather stay. her breath caught in her throat when she came to the cuddled pictures of them, a rare occasion she smiled so big. stopping on the last picture, him kissing her, she paused and couldn't help but feel disgusted on how quick he played her. the last picture deleted she threw down her phone and took another drink. closing her eyes, alone she feel asleep.

Action
The room spun in a chaotic desperation, even the sober were sickened by the slow motion strobe light effect. amongst the shadows a small child hid, clinging to the security blanket the darkness offered. Mumbling words the child rocked back and forth, her tiny hands balled tightly and pressed agasint her face. not even tightly clenched eyes could keep the tears from rolling down her face. Just outside the shadows a "grown woman" laughed, flirting with her eyes she flipped her hair, and tossed another shot back. It burned the back of her throat and she silently blamed that for the tears in her eyes. the strobe effect was becoming brighter, causing her to laugh louder. shot after shot she tried to forget what she could never remember to begin with. The room pressed agasint the childs throat she seperated her lips, threw back her head felt the burn of the shot, and screamed. The room seemed to pulsate as the scream grew in volume. But the rooms contents went unbothered, the shots ke

For Him
The moonlight burned brightly in her room. It's cold, harden beauty went unnoticed amongst ravaged notebooks and crumpled paper. An hour ago she claimed a new bottle from her car. Between tears and destroyed past she couldn't remember if she closed her front door. Reading another memory, she smirked in disgust, and took another swig. Crumpling the paper she tossed it towards the door. As she raised the bottle she watched it roll back towards her bed. Bottle still raised she turned towards the door and saw a figure standing there. "Uhh.. Your door was open," he stammered "you didn't answer your phone." He stepped carefully around the chaotic sea of brutalized paper, and reached for the bottle. she pulled it closer to her body and punched him square in the chest. the outward aggression felt amazing, she discarded the bottle and continued to pummel. He allowed her weak rampage until the sobs consumed her. she searched in the blankets and reclaimed the bottle, holding

Fake It
He looked at her and read her placid face with ease.. he sat down beside her and gently took her hand. Without saying a word, she knew like always he'd be the one who'd understand. they sat in silence, her phone laying by her side. with a tear on her cheek she whispered i didn't want him to mean that much to me. He didn't say anything just slightly squeezed her hand. she felt the pressure of tears buidling but refused to set them free. silently in her mind she knew she deserved all of this misery. He didn't look at her, nor did he speak. He was her strength when she was weak. she waited for the usual words of comfort that would just push her further away, but silence was all she was greeted with. a scapegoat "you're too good for me" apology was all that he could give me she muttered into the silence. I didn't even matter enough for a real apology. Once agan he merely squeezed her hand in response. another tear slid down her cheek and landed on the chair. the seconds turned into min

Ex-wwe Champ, Andrew Martin, Found Dead In Florida
Ex-WWE champ, Andrew Martin, found dead in Florida TAMPA, Fla. — Authorities say former professional wrestler Andrew Martin, who was known as "Test" and "The Punisher" to fans, has died at his Tampa home. He was 33. The former World Wrestling Entertainment champion was found dead at his apartment Friday night. Police say a neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Police say there was no indication of foul play. A cause of death will be determined after an autopsy. During his time with Stamford, Conn.-based World Wrestling Entertainment, Martin held the Intercontinental, European and Hardcore belts. He was also a tag-team champion. Martin most recently worked for TNA Wrestling under the name "The Punisher."

Thoughts Of Mine...
Im sure many of you have had those night where you lay in bed and wonder... what the hell am I doing!? Most of us take for granted everything and never take the time to appreciate what we have and only worry about what else we can get.. Lately Ive had the hardest time sleeping... Its like I cant stop thinking and its never about particular things... just my life in general. I worry about my daughter and question the things I do because I know it will effect her future.. What I do now... Builds who she is. Scariest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I want her to appreciate life and everything it has to offer. I want her to look back at how hard Ive struggled to make a life for us and be stronger than I am now. I want the best for my daughter. She is my world!! I also think about how she will turn out without her father really involved in her life. After we split he was always coming to see her or take her for the weekend...Now almost a year later he barely sees her.. since her birthd

.r.i.p. Test
The Associated Press issued the following article: Ex-WWE champ, Andrew Martin, found dead in Fla. TAMPA, Fla. (AP) — Authorities say former professional wrestler Andrew Martin, who was known as "Test" and "The Punisher" to fans, has died at his Tampa home. He was 33. The former World Wrestling Entertainment champion was found dead at his apartment Friday night. Police say a neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Police say there was no indication of foul play. A cause of death will be determined after an autopsy. During his time with Stamford, Conn.-based World Wrestling Entertainment, Martin held the Intercontinental, European and Hardcore belts. He was also a tag-team champion. Martin most recently worked for TNA Wrestling under the name "The Punisher."

My Owner Left This As A Profile Comment
the stars are out all over the sky and no one is here but you and i...so gently i hold you close..stiff as a rock...pressed against your clit..while on your back my hand strokes...tounges all over each other as we go down to our knee;s your laying down so beautiful,hot wet and im ready to please...my hand goes down to your breast..finger tips twist your nipples as i grind you before the test...down i go with my tounge to that pearl and you scream my name out as your orgasm swells...out it comes into to my mouth I LOVE it and you NO DOUBT!

New God.
What would you know of dreams that I haven't taught you? Where have you failed? Where have you feared to try? Did you stumble or did you fall? I only reached out after the plunge but no one took my hand either to save me or join. This descent could use some company. Medicated by lonliness. Sold for the one time price of low low free. The more I know the less I care. Innocence is the price of knowledge and I have a wealth of callous apathy. Perhaps bred of inability or worse. You want me to falter. You want me to fall. You want me to die of a bloated liver and a metal slug in my shell. You want to watch as the words bleed from me drying my pricked fingers hollowing what little peace I have. Plucking the wax feathers from my back one by one. You taught me to fly only to watch me denied of the bauble sun you dangled of the heaven you scripted. Of the trillion man march into blind servitude and slaughter-won disputes of who's house you shar

Fubar Life
well here goes nothing i realy like fubar but sometimes things just get carried away i have realy met a lot of great people on here and have made a lot of great friends but sometimes things just get carried away like its real life but it is not real life in a way i mean with fu marrages and all come on people some people on here are married in real life and fu marry some 1 different from on here then every thing just blows up and you loose what can be some good friends i am lost not sure if any of this is making any since to any 1 i sometimes think we all need to step back and look at our selves before we go we go further with anything i know i do lol sometimes not realy wt hell im doing any more i just hope this makes a little since i know i have made some great friends and sadly lost some to i just hope i can learm and grow from things thats happened here on fu and tuly hope i can keep my friends

Test For Dementia
Test for dementia Test for Dementia Below are four (4 ) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately . OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT u

Romancing Jan Pt1~
ollege for me was a time of growing up in a lot of ways. Academically, I learned a lot through the classes I enrolled in. Socially, how to get a long with a lot of people from different walks of life. Spiritually, I adopted a set of values that continue to serve me well to this very day. And personally, I learned a lot about myself; what was important to me and what wasn't. College was also a period of time where I learned a lot about the opposite sex and where guys, and where, specifically, "I" fit in the grand scheme of things. This is a story of the latter subject. I was the 2nd of two boys in my family. All through high school, I was one of the so called "nerds." Did well academically however was mediocre when it came to relationships. Not that I didn't date, however my dates never went anywhere. I had a couple of girl friends however we never took it beyond holding hands and the occasional kissing with closed lips. I enjoyed their company however I always knew that I was expect

Romancing Jan Pt2~
Last night we celebrated our thirtieth wedding anniversary with our kids and their spouses. Calling it an early night, we wound the celebration down by 9:00 pm and left for our home. Jan and I made love until the sun started to rise. I woke up around mid-day with Jan's back spooned to my front, with my semi-hard cock still partially embedded in her pussy. We must have been so tired that we didn't move at all. The room's a mess and so is the bed. But who cares when we're lying there with the one we love. Oh, oh. She's up and playing with my cock again. I don't think we're going to leave our bedroom for awhile………. B.D. ~2009~

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hey everyone! I'm asking a huge favor of you! I have this awesome friend named Mike and he's decided to enter Michigan Idol. It's our tiny little version of American Idol where the winner has a chance to travel to the real American Idol if they win! Well my little favor is I'd appreciate it if you could go to this link and simply give him a thumbs up! That is it! No down voting for the other videos (please because a vote is a vote in this contest. So if you give them a negative vote it still counts. We want Mike to blow them out of the water!!!) Feel free to leave Mike encouraging comments! Just a simple vote for him! Daily would be appreciated but even ONE would help him! I really think he could do well given the chance! Mike is such a busy, devoted man and I'd love to see him win this. Mike exceeds in everything he does from being in the Air Force to being a new dad (of a gorgeous baby boy) to being on a bowling league to going to college to be a radiologist to doing THIS!

Mask
Mask I wear a mask, So no one will know. That I have a secret I hold, Deep down inside me. A secret that never can be revealed you see. I can't write about, I can't find the words. I wonder how to explain it, It all seems so absurd. This secret I hole haunts me everyday, There is no way it can be erased. I carry it around, I do not reveal the pain, From the secret I hold deep in my veins. Maybe the day will come, When there is someone to trust. Someone I can reveal my secret to. They will care for me. They will love me, And I will know. Until then my secret I will hold. Dee Parenti All Rights reserved

A Rose
My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.

Lies
I hurt you so bad I know it's true, but you know something you hurt me too. I love you now as I will forever but doing what I did and lying to you wasn't so clever. Please forgive me I know what I did was wrong. I didn't know I would fall in love with you, I didn't mean you any harm. I wish I could take back all the hurt I caused you but I can't.. I can only say I love you. I hope your life is better without me in it, I hope your very happy I really do, but all I can do is think about how much I miss you. I often wonder if you ever loved me, I guess you couldn't because you really didn't know me. I love you more than any man I have known, but now what we had is over and I am still all alone. I think of you everyday even when I sleep. I will never forget how much you mean to me.. RAVYN SNOW 2006

Bail Out Plan
i say screw, the big 3 and the banks..let the fall. or let the ceo's of those companys bail themselves out...they make at least 9 figures a yr...and no need for a ford employ to make 80,000 a year.....mb someone can buy them out and bring it back up....but my taxes should not bail them out!!

Grandpa George
A grain of salt threw the hourglass, she walks threw the graveyard and who does she pass? Him, his name is George she loves him so.. You see he is her grandfather, the only one she knows. He cared for her and now he has gone away. In her heart he will live forever and her mind as well. What will become of her? Only time will tell... Dwell on the life she could have had and the one she does. She thinks about him and misses him so much. She wonders how she will go on with her life, thinking of him everyday. He is her grandfather he did everything for her, even things out of his way. Now all thats left is what's in her heart and the ghost of him that won't go away. He will always be here in spirit. As she lays down and closes her eyes... She sees him. One last time.. Ravyn Snow

When Crushes Are Crushed!
So I sit here broken hearted because my internet sweetheart has revealed their true love online. Am I alone thinking there is love here, there anywhere. I once thought I had love then it disappeared then I found it again and once again it escaped me. After many years of marriage love vanished before I knew it escaped and then I wondered is love just in my mind or does it really exists? Was I ever really in love or did I just wish it happened to me so I was happy at the thought of someone finding it with me. I can't deny that I am always happy to see my friends happy and find someone to share life and love with, but what of me? Yes I know I am not alone and other's face it every day, but it doesn't relieve my pain any less. I just go on with a smile on my face faking happiness so I don't share my sorrow but where can I put it all? No I am not looking for sympathy, in fact I don't even care if anyone responds. I just want to feel that happiness again. Sure I have faith in God but h

Lost A Friend Of 23 Years...and It Feels Good.
Namaste My FuBarBarians: Your Viking has had one hell of a few days back tio back I would like to share. I set up my friend for a Blind Date with this sweet lady. He lied to her and to my date. They exchanged numbers. She was looking forward to the call she will never receive. As he lied to her and us saying he was having a good time, he was thinking about how repulsed he was at her and how he felt I was pulling a bad joke on him. I honestly thought they were a good match. I felt he was over his shallow streak. He is a 38 year old virgin, bi-polar but someone I have been friends with for over 20 years. he turned out to be less than half the man I gave him credit for. He had his mom call me the day after the date, to tell me that he was appalled that I set him up with a BBW, that he was repulsed and that he never wanted to have anything to do with me. My friend of 23 years has his mom do all the dirty work. I called up my lady friend that I set him up with and she sincerel

His Sadness..
The depths of his soul are dark and sad. All alone by himself no one to hold his hand. Most wonder what he is like but no one wants to ask, he lives his life alone.. Like a broken piece of glass. He has no friends and no one to show him love. He would rather be alone, dead, or up high above. Everyone judges him before they know him. They are all so shallow, it's true. So he stays alone all by himself.. what else can he do? He stays alone in his room with no parents to care. Then one day he finds her, the one he loves and his parents say don't you dare! How could you love her? You don't even know her yet. He looks at his parents and says I am your son not your goddamn pet. You cannot tell me how to live my life anymore, I'm not yours to command. I love her more then you will ever know. She has made me a man.. I don't need you anymore I have her in my life, she loves me more then you ever did and that is no lie. So he tells his parents goodbye. He doesn't need them in his life. He hates

Trivia #17
WOW! looks are deceptive as we had 15 ppl answering tonite. Even Lil' Beelzebub was heard answering in the background, lol. But here is your results: Xanrose------------44 Lost---------------34 MissAshley---------34 OP_free------------31 Mchgn--------------27 ViolentFetish------27 Punkette-----------24 Nightshade---------23 Sassy_Jen----------21 Redlar-------------15 AnitaDick----------14 Phillip-------------8 Hollow--------------7 Warmachine----------4 So, once again, congrats to Xanrose for the weekly win and increasing her lead over 2nd place Mchgn. Now here is your overall standings in this year long event: Xanrose-------------480 Mchgn---------------457 Sheena--------------376 MammaHelle----------345 Nightshade----------340 MissAshley----------333 Lost----------------317 Punkette------------292 Redlar--------------240 Sassy_Jen-----------203 SweetAngel----------196 Strega--------------169 StacyDawn-----------161 Hellermoon----------148 OP_free--

My Passion Sign Is Libra
Libra Mars in Libra bestows upon you an ability to express any anger or aggressive tendencies with tact, charm, and diplomacy. You probably do not enjoy conflict and may even go out of your way to avoid it. Your flexibility and balanced outlook make you an easy going, cooperative partner. You desire connections with others, and much energy is directed towards relationships and friendships. You are gracious and entertaining, and attract many, due to your curiosity and willingness to try anything new. You are sensual and affectionate with those you feel close to, and are gratified by lots of physical contact. You are extremely romantic. Setting may be very important to you, you may feel better in a room full of flutes and flowers. You offer a peaceful loving nature to your relationships and will be happiest with those who are demonstrative and expressive with words.

Me!
Don't use me, Don't abuse me, and don't try to be smooth with me. If you want me then take me, But don't try to be fake with me. Be who your are, don't try to to change. Don't try to change me, let it be. I do not wear my heart on my sleeve, and my heart remains solo and free. In time I will love, In time I will feel whole, until then we will see how it goes. Take a look in my eyes, as you can see my soul, it will wander and wander till it feels whole, My heart and my soul, and my free personallity, make who I am, and one with reality. As I know that life is full of heartache, letting go of my life is not a chance I will take. Come be free with me, and come be one with me, be the one who has fun with me. My arms are open for you to come in, For I will be forever your friend! @}-{-- Tammy Rose Duysen --}-{@ (C)Copyright 2009

Ieds
Copied from Wiki: An improvised explosive device (IED) is a bomb constructed and deployed in ways other than in conventional military action. They may be partially comprised of conventional military explosives, such as an artillery round, attached to a detonating mechanism. Until now 70% of my friends in the military and deployed have been killed or severly wounded by IEDs. Recently, to my knowledge, 4 canadians have been killed and has severly wounded other canadian troopers present at that moment. My hatred for usage of IEDs on us(Dutch, American, Canadian, British,,etc) has grown more and more by the second. How does one expect to fight this war? You know what...this is just me ranting coz im sad i lost another friend coz of these IEDs. im sorry! Update july 30th: yet again 2 of our troops been hit by IED's while being on footpatrol. Fortunatly they are ok..minor injuries...but still ..still... I HATE IED's !!!!!

Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

One Thread Left
A walk through of the home You see sheets layered with dust Covering everything You would not think When was the last time Someone sat next to another person On the sofa Held their hand took that person in their arms it would not occur to you to think of it or even ask So You wouldn't would you... it used to announce on screen "someone just walked through the door" Back when I used to laugh because That this meant logging in to a system A screen. I'm sorry to let you know but for a day I let myself go like this When everyone is away and I do not need to upkeep appearances. Here I am Like the earth viewed from the moon I am imbedded at a safe distance That you could not see whether I was naked Heard me cry, listened to me sing. And I think, how convenient it would be like this to select an avatar who represents me for the day Like it is to select a garment put on make up comb my hair. When I asked you which picture you liked best of me that

Helping Animals
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com special thanks to whimsical brat ☃ help animals? read blog!@ fubar i took this from her blog HUGS JAMES

Do You Ever......
A question for the fu world....Do u ever wake up sometimes and feel lost and have to question where has your life gone and what are u doing about it? I woke up the other day asking myself that. Now I have a great family and a great job that i actually enjoy and yet my life somehow just feels empty. I have no reason why i feel this way. I enjoy my life to the fullest and rally have no complaints. Some days I wish I could go back to my highschool days and hang with the friends i had and do what I did. I had no responsbilities and not a care in the world. But there is no going back and I know this....Im ready to go forward and live my life and find out whats around the corner.... Im ready for some serious adventure. Im ready to meet new people, im ready to meet that special guy who is gonna flip my world upside down and all around.... But right now I just feel stuck and I hate the feeling and I hate not knowing what to do about it...please tell me i am not alone in this feel

Read If U Want
I’m gone I met you one day Such a long time ago And you slowly took hold of my heart. You showed me true love But still I hid behind the barriers I was building. You tell me that you understand. You tell me you’ve been hurt before You tell me you know how it feels You tell me you love me But how can you tell me that When you don’t know the pain I’m feeling. You’ve easily taken hold of my heart And broken through the barriers I spent so much time putting up. How can you take bigger pieces of my heart? Every time you see me when you know just how hard it is for me to love you? So much for the walls I’ve put up- One look from you and they crash to the ground. So much for the pain I’ve felt after You envelope me in your arms And I lose myself to your love. But baby I’m afraid to want you. I’m afraid to need you. I’m afraid to love you. I’m afraid to trust you. But I’m too afraid to let you go. I know you’re the one for me- I know you would never try

Please Read!!
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY

You Know You're From Pennsylvania When...
The first day of Buck season and the first day of Doe season are school holidays. You own only three spices "salt, pepper and Heinz ketchup." Driving is always better in winter because the potholes are filled with snow. Words like "hoagie," "crick," "chipped ham," and "pop" actually mean something to you. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You constantly refer to Pennsylvania as "PA" (pronounced Pee-ay). How many other states do that? You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Beaver, Moon, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are PA towns. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. You measure distance in hours. You know several people who have hit deer more than once. You often switch from "Heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend or wife knows how to use them. You can actually eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and

Job At Walmart
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day. About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'NO, they ain't TWINS. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. WHY would you think they're twins? Are you BLIND, or just STUPID?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Mudvayne
For sickness I'm masticating, dancing and masterbating. Celebrate in fieldsof night with skin upon my face. Life submissiveness, hypnotizing the ignorant, a little boy's best friend's always his mother, at least thats what she said. Life of a simple man, taught that everyone else is dirty, and their love is meaningless, oh I'm so soiled.

Aaadd
AAADD KNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow I feel better,even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I dec ide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks

New Job
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day. About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'NO, they ain't TWINS. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. WHY would you think they're twins? Are you BLIND, or just STUPID?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day, and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Yay!
Yay! The weekend is over! Funny thing to be saying, yes? Well.. I work all weekend (Thursday-Sunday) So the weekend is hard on me.. But then come Monday I get to go to classes, Tuesday's are my days off, I get to do stuff that I want. This week I start running at the lake, and I have to ship my iPod in for repairs, Mail out my application for Phi Theta Kappa. Then I have to go through all the boxes in my room, and figure out what to keep in my room, and what to store.. Probably most of my "Childish" stuff like my Kids books(I got those for "When I have kids.. Lets not talk about that) and Beanie Babies. Anyhow that's it from me.. Eep.. I think I have a history test tomorrow that I didn't study for...

Awwwwa
... "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY

Branch Of The Military?
You Scored as MarinesSemper Fi. You are a true Marine. You are the nation's most devastating fighting force, barring Special Forces. But your place was not easy to get. You endured the harshest basic training of any Armed Force to get where you are, and your reward is the respect and admiration of everyone else (except maybe the Air Force, who may view you as just a dumb grunt. Perhaps it's true, but you just want to fight). Marines 100% Army 93%

D'oh!
Last night I was so tired I belly-flopped onto my bed arms above my head, and was too tired to put them back to my side. I passed out almost instantaneously. Well I woke up the same way, arms still above my head... arms STILL asleep. Do you know how hard it is to pick yourself up without using your amrs while laying facedown? Took about 3mins to roll to the side of my bed and plant my feet on the floor, my arms dangled on to my side. And about a minute later the blood rushed back into my arms... at the same time. So I had that pins and needles feeling in BOTH my arms at the same time, it was torture. Am I the only one who has been lucky enough for this to happen to?

Sideways Tango
youd like to think this was about some dirty little secret... truth is... this really has nothing to do with sideways...maybe it should be called the long distance tango....i show i care and you ignore me you show you still care and ill ignore you... back and fourth its a loseing battle between broken hearts trying to prove god knows what... maybe that were stronger while we hurt when we show no emotion to that of whom we cherish... i think that thats the way it goes....when u show weakness and emotion it makes the other party obvilious to the fact that they are hurting you they dont see it or they know they do and they ingore it.. and then you wonder why they do such things... because when you build your esteem back up..when you build your strength and heart back to stable... they show there weakness... or well i dunno if its weakness excately.. maybe they jsut realize that they were being douchebags all this time for acting like you didnt exist... im just.... there has to be a p

Every Time
Every time you look me in the eye It sends a shiver down my spine Every time you kiss me no matter how I try It convinces me that everything will be fine Every time your hand caresses my face I am happy and find myself beginning to grin Every time you say you love me my heart begins to race And I find an uncontrollable joy rising within Every time you are near me I can't help but smile Its impossible to stop it from over taking you see Every time you hold me, happy all the while I find There is no where I would rather be Every time you say my name, just the way you do I can't help but turn around just to see your face Every time we are together, just me and you No matter good or bad, no memory would I erase Every time I look at you, I can't help but know No matter what is to happen you are the one for me Every time you take me in your arms and won't let go I know that's where I was meant to be

Scorpio Profile Description
Scorpio Secretive, Iinquiring & Confident October 24 to November 22 Scorpio personality: "don't tread on me" About your self: Scorpio can be secretive and forceful, mysterious and direct. You are an organizer who tears down in order to rebuild; you are magnetic, sensuous, with the demeanor of one who is guarding a treasure. Your planet is Pluto, the most mysterious planet of all. You are a Water element and a Fixed sign, and have much to do with what is hidden. Some people may fear you, but many put their trust in you. You are able to dig deep and come up with answers. You know what people might be concealing; the mask of deception falls away under your probing. You overwhelm some people although this is not what you desire; what you really want is tenderness and understanding. This is difficult for others because you have difficulty understanding your own desires and needs. You are creative; individuality is your hallmark. You carry with you an aura of mystery.

Within Me
Scarlet lips as red as a rose, perfect hips in a seductive pose. On the outside this is what I may be, but what about looking at the heart within me. Long black hair, surrounding the face, baby blue eyes and full of grace. This is what most men chase, but my soul and feeling cannot be erased. Long, untouched legs with a snug fitting skirt, a short and a sexy tube top shirt, I take my looks with little pride, for what I care about what's inside. They say that this looks are a sensation, that I am one of God's best creations, But all I really want is for you to see, all good that is within me.

Why I Am Single
I was asked this question the other night and I didn't know what to say. I mean no one has ever asked me that before. I mean I've always been asked are you single and of course that is a yes or no answer but why are you single. I really don't know why I am single maybe I'm not picking the right guys or I just haven't found the right one. Maybe I don't want to get hurt again or maybe I'm just not lovable enough. I really don't know why I'm single and at this point I really don't care anymore. I used to but what for all it does is make me loose sleep and make me think I am doing something wrong.

The New Site, Need Ur Help With It!
So, I am going to need your help. I am less than 2 weeks away from launching the site I have been working on. I didn't want to say anything because I wasn't sure if it was going to work, but it's almost running and about to fly. The site will be www.letstalkaboutex.com It will be a blog site for individuals to post IMPORTANT information about their exes. Not a gossip site, but a site for people to find out the person their dating's real age, drug habits, past physical abuse situations, and possible std's. Now, it will be heavily monitored so you won't have ignorant people posting things about mediocre things. Every accusation of crime or health issues will be heavily screened, but what I'm looking to do here is start an information forum for others to be able to go onto and find out if the person has lied, has done a FIERCE crime, has a tendancy to raise their fist, or so on and so forth. It's also a site for people to say good things as well. But primarily, guys I have dated i

Nsfw
wHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH PEOPLE GOING TO A MEMBERS PAGE AND JUST WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD, JUST MARKING SHIT NSFW AT THEIR WHIM AND LEISURE. NOW I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU , BUT FOR OVER 2 YRS I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE AND I ONLY GOT FLAGGED ONCE OR TWICE FOR SHIT, BUT I AM STARTING TO SEE A PATTERN HERE. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT IF SOMEONE DOESNT LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE ON YOUR PAGE AND/OR SOMEONE THAT YOU USE TO TALK TO , AND THAT THERE WERE COMFLICTS, HAS THE IMPECCABLE NERVE TO TELL THEIR FRIENDS TO GO TO YOUR PAGE AND DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO LOWER YOUR POINTS. THIS IS GETTING VERY OLD AND ITS REALLY PISSING ME OFF ! HOW WOULD THESE PPL THAT DO THIS LIKE TO HAVE ME GO TO THEIR PAGE AND MARK EVERYTHING NSFW ? THEY WOULD'NT SO WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO RANDOMLY DO IT TO US? WHAT ? BECAUSE THEY ARE HIGHER UP ON THE FUBAR CHAIN? AND THEY CAN INFLUENCE THEIR FRIENDS TO DO THE SAME? OK IF THATS THE CASE THEN MAYBE I SHOULD START FLAGGING EVERYTHING THAT I SEE AND THEN

Wings - Emerging Earth Angels......march 15, 2009
Another installment of Karen Bishop's Wings - Emerging Earth Angels! Enjoy! And remember to always assess these through your personal "truth meter"....if it feels like truth to you, take what speaks to you. If not, let it go..... Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for you and yours, my dear friends! Welcome! A few days ago, I went out my door for a walk. After going down the gravel road in front of my house for a few minutes, I found myself staring straight on at a small group of deer. What a beautiful sight they were. As we stood there locked in a long gaze for several minutes, I noticed that instead of the five I had counted, there were actually ten. Eventually, they moved oh so slowly away and I progressed on with my walk. On my way back home, as I neared my house, there they were again, as they had moved along on their journey, crossed though my land, and ended up along another stretch of the gravel road I was journeying upon. This time, there were eleven, but a

Does She Know
does she know that long after she is deep in slumber you lie awake and stare at the ceiling the ceiling fades away to reveal my face looking down upon you now does she know that when your not listening its cause you hear my voice not hers does she know that her touch makes you cold but mine ignites an inferno too hot for some but not us does she know that in the middle of sex you dont see her but me its not her skin you touch but mine its not her that you enter but me does she know how much you ache for me when will she notice your lack of attention that those late calls from work are me begging you to come over telling you i miss you so much will she notice the lipstick smear on your face you telling her its a person at work when it was me wanting her to see i marked you as mine will she ever notice you wanting wild sex instead of her vanilla does she know right at this second your lunch break is you eating me on your desk .

Scrolling
Fubar needs to add an anti scroll ability to their angel/demon game. There are some people on here that I would LOVE to cast it on. I'm sick of seeing certain people scrolling all the time. If thats too much to ask then give me the ability to prevent seeing certain people from scrolling...like if i block someone make it so they don't scroll across my page.

I Did A Something Wrong
to my dear friend... not sure if you'll read this or not...what I did was wrong, yes, I was impatient and I should have waited to see what your answer was..before what I did.. for everyone else, I ripped a quote from him..the words were so beautiful, I just, wanted them too. So many people are going through tough times, in some personal way. For me, I'm unemployed, something I never experience before..its scary in itself..especially, after being a widow, and not having that support of someone...but, I look around me, and feel so lucky..those words inspired me...and I wanted to share them with someone very special to me..was that being selfish..I didn't think so.not at that moment..but I didn't realize, I had betrayed this friend's trust. to you, my friend, you have inspired me more then you have realized..in a short period of time..you always have a smile..that, I looked forward to see...you have courage, that most people don't have..I hope someday, you, will find in your heart to

Holy Prostitutes
A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye....It reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES He thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought.... Soon he sees another sign which reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the step

My Ex Is On Crack.
DELETING ACCOUNT IN 5 DAYS. THIS IS FROM MY EX WHO HAS BEEN TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME MY HUSBAND AND OUR SON. you better clean up that story you know all of that shit is a lie.I have hundreds of witnesses that will give the real story,you clam you have a life well fucken live your own shit and leave mine the fuck alone do you want a whole shit load of legal problems. ya better stop leave my life the fuck alone and keep your nose up titties mans ass and keep that thing outta here too,also you leave shit out like you provoking me and all that other shit your are not the angel you clame too be!!! you selpt with a homeless guy and worst of all a FUCKING SEX OFFENDER,a guy that messed with a 14 year old girl come on now that is really wrong i would have shot him anyways i am done with your shit and you better stop yours if the law won't do anything about it i will take matters in to my own hands GOT THAT take it how ever the fuck you want LEAVE ME AND MY WIFE AND FRIENDS ALONE!!!! my f

Something I Wrote
I am a beautiful disaster. I am a wonderful chaotic ball of nothingness. I am a breathtaking mistake that you will surely regret. I am a soulful heartless bitch who takes pride in others pain. I am the useless reminiscence that haunts your nightly thoughts. I am so far from emotional attachment that I’ve become numb. I am longing for the one who doesn’t exist. I am happily miserable. I am jovially dismal. I am filled with emptiness, yet I have everything to give. I am an attractive calamity. I am a beautiful disaster, therefore, no one will have me.

Man Rules
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. =C 2 These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. If I say there is mountain snow and regular snow there is a difference. 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports : It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1.. Come to us with a pr

My Fate In Your Hands
i long to hear his voice say my name to hear that might be my undoing all my walls tremble now just the thought of you you need just lay a hand on it all will tumble down at your feet exposing all of me to you i know what lies within me its been there for a lil while a soft glow of ember never fading waiting to be fanned to life or smothered out not sure what to do or say being me seems mute at this point should i go or should i stay can i just be me again without you in it am i too far gone can you bare to hurt me if needed will my being here hurt you more trying like hell to understand what is going on leaves me shaking im so afraid now having spoken this much im like a wounded dove my fate lies in your hands do you fix what is broken or do you snap my neck end my misery

Men And Sh!ts
this is more of a question right now than a blog... why is it that guys wait until we are in a hurry to leave, are like 2 minutes from walking out the door. then it HITS them... they have to shit? *bangs head*

Looks To Me He Got More Problems Then I Thought.
Deleting p...: take cae of your fucking kid bitch Deleting p...: you and him need to really leave me alone,and get jobs I have no time for your momma drama bullshit you can't even lie right and every thing you say to people it gets back to me,your fuck buddys might beleve you but you have another thing coming if you think my friends beleve your liein ass!! i also know what you problem is You want me back LMAO sorry sweetheart you fucked your self after you slpet with 5 men and then you went to your sex interview,in buggy town.you can'r tell me that you don't or other wise you wouldn't be on my fucking dick.so why don't you hop off and move on my dicks tired of your ass on it leave me alone nigger momma!!!!!!! Deleting p...: go suck a dick b itch Deleting p...: fuck that tittie boy AND WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LEAVE A GREAT HUSBAND FOR A LOW LIFE THAT FUCKED ANOTHER MAN WHILE HE SLEEPS COME ON DAN YOUR STALKING ME AND THE COPS KNOW IT.I CAN CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FUCKED

I Know You Love My Dirty Stories..enjoy!! Xxx~
So before I go into this story right now I want to give a big THANK YOU to everyone that has been reading and sending me messages wanting to read more of my stories.. I LOVE hearing from all of you.. If theres any kind of story or scenerio that you want me to write about, please drop me a line.. I LOVE writing so Id be happy to write something for anyone and everyone..Ok, I forgot the story that I wrote the other day at home so Im sitting at the switchboard at work and I feel the creative juices wanting to pour out so Im going to wing it.... Let me know what you think... Dolly Disaster XxX~ .......... Im sitting here at work and Ive been so fucking horny these last few days that Im seriously needing a nice big hard cock filliing up all my tight pink holes!.. I call you up and invite you over the house.. As I wait for you to show up I change into a pair of pink and black lace panties and a matching tank top.. Its freezing out and my nipples are rock hard. You call me to tell me that

25 Cents
Since I love the game of football I just had to do this... It's funny... I hope you enjoy it... A guy took his blonde girlfriend to her first football game. They had great seats right behind their team's bench. After the game, he asked her how she liked it. "Oh, I really liked it," she replied, "especially the tight pants and all the big muscles, but I just couldn't understand why they were killing each other over 25 cents." Dumbfounded, her boyfriend asked, "What do you mean?" "Well, they flipped a coin, one team got it and then for the rest of the game, all they kept screaming was... 'Get the quarterback! Get the quarterback!' I'm like...Helloooooo? It's only 25 cents!!!!"

Special N True Friendship
WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH I WILL ALLWAYS BE THERE IF YOU NEED A FRIEND I WILL ALLWAYS CARE IF YOU NEED TO CALL ILL ALLWAYS TALK WHEN YOU NEED TO CRY OR IF YOU WANT TO TAKE A WALK FRIENDSHIP IS NOT MEANT FOR JUST ONE DAY A FRIENDSHIP TO ME IS FOR NOW AND FOREVER

Own This Lil Dj For 30 Days:)
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1277571&albumid=1567931&i=1559189497&idx=3 chk what i have to offer heres a taste FOR VIP 400 11s A WEEK IF VIP IS OFFERED PLUS VIP GIFTS DAILY OF MY CHOOSING NSFW SALUTE IF VIP IS OFFERED FOR BLING PACK AND VIP 1 VERY NSFW SALUTE ADDED TO YAHOO AND FAMILY THE BIGGER THE BLING PACK OR BID THE MORE SURPRISES HEHEHE

From The Animals To The Humans!
Homosapien or otherwise! Rest well one & all, Swim in clear water's & Run through field of green, Swim like the gracefull shark or the great whale, Pounce like the wolf or the Tiger, Fly like the eagle , the pigeon, No hate, No regret's Unleash your energy & peace unto all Dove's fly in whie shade's Rainbows rise & bring colours The sun envelope you in warmth Let the night caress you Blessed be let the fallen rise Without regret or sacrifices Br happy being yourself Let the spirits soar high Live your life free & be blessed Break through those times of dark let it fall upon wounded souls Rain brings much needed refreshment From the cold surreal reality that is life Rainbiws , diamonds & dust bloom delete One day we shall find what were searching for delete for the sun to rise & bathe you in warmth Gas the stars descend on another black night Got to love the Riseing of the Moon over the ocean!

The Princess Is Just 400k Away...
from becoming fubar's next Oracle. She is my best friend here on fubar and always returns the love. I'm sure she has probably helped you out at one point or another and now it's her turn. Let's give her the spanking she deserves! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH~owned by RedZ28 & Jumpmaster82 & Law Dawg40@ fubar

To Someone Dear To Me
YOU HAVE COME TO ME FROM A DISTANT LAND DREAMER OF DREAMS TO FILL MY HEART OF HEARTS DESIRE SWEET MUSIC FLOWING FROM YOUR NIMBLE HAND THAT PLAYS WITHIN TO LIGHT MY PASSIONS FIRE A SYMPHONY OF WORDS AND THOUGHTS YOU BRING EXCITEMENT BUILDS UPON CRESCENDO'S SOUNDS BROUGHT FORTH IN TONES TO MAKE MY LIGHT HEART SING FOR ALL THE BEAUTY THAT WITH YOU I FOUND A LIFE IS CHANGED IN JUST AN INSTANT TIME ALL DARKNESS FLED BEFOR BRILLIANT SUN THAT SHINES FROM SPOKEN WORDS OF SOFTEST RHYME AND SPEAK OF TREASURES ONLY JUST BEGUN THE MYSTIC MEANING GIVES MY HEART A GLOW THAT A FEW HAVE SEEN AND ONLY YOU WILL KNOW

Fake Ones
OK, seriously... what the f^&k is up with people who put up a fake pic as their profile pic?!? Especially when they have a real salute of themselves! I mean, isn't anyone with common sense who's been on this site for more than 10 minutes going to check out the salute? Ever wonder what the mentality is behind that sort of thing? Are people really so self-conscious that they think they'll make a new friend by intentionally deceiving them right off the bat? What does that say about the value they place on friendship to begin with? Hell, I'm no model and not vain enough to think I'm anything special. But one thing I do have is my integrity. If you know me at all you know I don't lie or bullshit people. What you see is what you get, take it or leave it. I don't need friends or attention so desperately that I would portray myself as something or someone I'm not. And I won't ever be so desperate for points or running up my numbers on here that I'll accept a friend or rate a fake just to

Sagittarius Woman
A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamoured by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world. She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude t

Confusion
You silence screams so loud. It's ringing in my ears. I can not hear the words once said. Our dreams are shattering with sickening unsurety. Our love once so clear is now a haze of smoke. A future up in flames. Tiny pieces floating is all directions. Plans scattered by the wind, as if they were never made at all. Once side by side, as one we moved. Still moving just the same, but now as 2 like charges pressing steadily apart. So blind we were to all around us. Now we are merely blind to what is being lost. So long it took to build, now it is torn apart at such great speed. Crumbling into dust. How long until there is nothing to rebuild with. Don't close your eyes to kiss me. Look at me instead. See the pain behind my eyes. Know the pain within my soul. My heart is yours. You're crushing it. Even if I took it back, you've left nothing there to give. Broken promises trampled beneath uncaring thoughts. Once so full now I am empty. The cold is creeping in. Hear my silent cries.

Sxcgirrl Birthday Bully
HEY EVERYONE... AN EVENT YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS!! TODAY IS ♥Sxcgirrl♥™ BIRTHDAY!!! So tonight ONLY in EXOTIC DREAMS We are CELEBRATING HER DAY WITH HER... our BEAUTIFUL SXCGIRRL!!! Click on Pic Below to Show SXCGIRRL Some MAD FU LOVE!!! AND BE SURE TO JOIN US IN CELEBRATING WITH SXYGIRRL TONIGHT IN EXOTIC DREAMS!! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER WE LOVE YOU SXCGIRRL!!! MUAHZ!! XOXOXO

New Love
i just want to say that love is great.i know that a while back i said it sucked . that was befor i meet a great lady.her name is amanda and she is the love of my life. she 26 years old and has a five year old son. i have been with her for two weeks now and it has been so woundful. i will keep every one updated on how it is going.

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we were the na

Trail Of Deceit
Trail of Deceit The Pearl Man’s just a friend she said, She swore it to him from their bed, But what about the note he read, The pain he felt, the tears he shed? A secret life she kept from him, The things she did with guys like Tim, While lights shone bright, not soft nor dim, Mere fantasies for dolts like him. The Pearl Man’s secret she held close, The note it spoke of one-man shows, Where girls rubbed him without their clothes, The way he said, the way he chose. Women like her, the ones he ate, Were easy to manipulate, Just call them pretty, their need so great, Do anything on their first date. The Pearl Man’s just a friend she said, Of course sometimes she gave him head, Not sexual, not in their bed, When he cried - the tears he bled. Copyright © Steve Britt 19 October 2004

My Life And Other Things
I'm trying to just relax and chill today but its kinda hard when I have so much going on in my mind and my parents coming home getting pissed at me cuz my animals had no water in theyre bowels when they did but my big dog mojo drinks it all before the others could have some also. So I am the one who gets yelled at for it all just cuz I'm the only one home alone during the day and sometimes everyone is here I still get yelled at for it when it isnt just my job its everyones to me it is whoever is here its theyre job to feed and water the animals and make sure they are ok outside and play with them for a hour or so outside then relax inside. But thats not how my parents see it so it pisses me off and cuz they dont understand me like my friends do. I work my ass off trying to clean this whole house during the day everyday while everyone works and also feed and water all animals and give them baths and stuff and play with them sometimes. Anyways besides that I'm chillin in my room bore

Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go

Are There 'plants' On -fubar-?
No, I do not mean those green things growing in your garden. Now, then: I have not been on this site for long, but. . . I've received some "interesting" messages from some lovely young women - "Hello; My name is -____- I saw your profile and you seem like a nice person. . ." etc. - Now, since I am dumb enough to have been on pay- sites ('Meet Single In Your Area') - and I have also been accosted by lovely women wishing to know my name, rank & serial number, (not to mention more personal details) and the odd remark that sounds suspiciously like a pick-up line or 'marriage' proposal - I have to wonder: just who ARE these "people"? Needless to say, these encounter lead to nothing - not a thing. . . So I ask you - Have you had an encounter of this sort? What was the outcome? * Ladies, this inquiry applies to you as well - Has a tall, dark, stranger visited you and then, *poof - simply vanished? As a King once asked himself, "Yes, I'm para

Thank You Twaune
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Why I Don't Rank Friends...
Most everyone on here knows that you can rank your friends in order. Basically it's for you to keep people you talk to the most on the top of your friend lists so that they show up first. It's, at least for me, NOT to be intended to mean so and so is a better friend than the another. Long time ago, I started placing people on my 'Top Friends' list because I had so many people but only regularly talked to a few. OMFG, I would catch such f*cking grief about it. "Why's Snay-nay-nay ranked higher than me? And other stupid questions like that. Oh, and the 'Family' list too..."How come I'm not in your family?" Anyways, last November, I eliminated the Family list and took everyone off the Top Friends list. I shortsightedly thought my problem was solved. Fast forward a couple months, I'm being asked recently to rank friends on here. I'm not doing it. So instead of explaining it 15 different times, I'm just explaining once on here as to why I don't rank friends. I have dozens of fr

I Wish He Really Knew
I wish he knew just how much he crosses my mind and how offten he make's me smile just by thinking of him and if he did know why hasn't he said anything to me.If he really did know i think it might just scare him off but then again i'll never know because i could never tell him what i really really feel inside for him yes he know's i love him but he doesn't know just how deep it flows maybe someday i'll havee the guts to say it but untill then he'll just have to read this and just get some sort of feel for what i feel inside..hmmm and if he doesn't feel the same it'll crush me mind and soul and i'll more then likely never give my heart out again...i'll become the crazy mom with the cat's sitting on my porch drinking ice tea and talking to mr wiskers or some s*it

Pics
AS YOU ALL KNOW THERE ARE MANY TRICKED OUT PICS FLOATING AROUND HERE AND GUESS WHAT I MAKE THEM TOO!!! BUT SINCE THERE HAS BEEN AN INCREASE IN DEMAND FOR FOR PICS AND SINCE I HAVE TO PAY FOR ALL MY PROGRAMS THIS IS HOW IT WILL GO DOWN. FOR ALL TRICKED OUT PICTURES: STARTING PRICE IS A 1 CREDIT BLING THE MORE WORK I PUT INTO THE PIC THE HIGHER THE BLING CREDIT WILL BE ITS ONLY FAIR. **I DO WELCOME ALL BLING PACKS AND BLAST ALSO** HERE ARE SOME SAMPLES OF WHAT I CAN DO CHECK IT OUT.....

Day 2-4
Day 2 bus was an hour late picking the 18 of us up. we had to call to get them to come and do it. organized this place is not. my two roommates both speak english and are leaving in two weeks. means i get the place to myself for at least a week. Lots of nice people on here. Swells are very high but no seasickness yet. crew food sucks but is filling. everything cost money even a glass of water at the bar. going to walmart in the Am. need to pick up odds and ends that i forgot. Day 3 got off the boat and went to walmart in the rain and cold. Had a "fireside" chat with HR and the safety officer today. heard some stories. found out where the crew bar is and the internet cafe. cant wait to get this week over with and into the kitchen. Day 4 in safety class today. talk about boring. crew movie is the transformers. i have now seen it 3 times today. food sucks again. no surprise there.

Read Before Adding
If you want to be my friend, chat a bit in here and other chat sites, share pics, clean or naughty, cool. If all you're doing is adding me to level up then please move on. I've made alot of cool friends here, some I actually hope to meet someday but I'm personally not a point whore. I've made Fugee with just a few cool pics that I like, some I've ripped and some you MIGHT see when I decide you are worthy to be a friend or family. Most of the points I make are from helping friends by rating and commenting on the pics I feel are worthy of a ten. Trust me there's alot of pics I just won't rate. A few examples just so you don't get heart broken; Any pic with your kids in them. This site is for adults and I really don't want to see your darling 3 yo daughter on your lap. Kind of leads me to believe what kind of parent you are. I also won't go thorugh and rate the 2045 pictures you have of random crap just so you can make your next level, and by the way...easy rates might work for you...but

Disection
I had a dream that I was a doctor on an operating table and I was looking inside my own body. I cut myself open and peeled back my flesh to see what was inside. Then I cut open the rib cage. It was all there lungs liver kidneys ect. All of it in pretty decent shape. Then there was the heart, or lack there of. In it's place was nothing. Everyone else was shocked and horrified thinking it had been stolen but the me in the mask looked calmly and said no folks this is why we're disecting him. This is the man without a heart. He had one one time but over the years of break and repair it finally shattered to dust. This man somehow lived without a heart. Sad to think he lived without love. But such a creature is incapable. All well, at least his fate finally came and his torment at an end Here is a modern day frankenstein monster, more a monstrostity than a man.

Soda Cans
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

Love Note
Love Note Draw me a heart on paper; lined. Don't keep feelings so confined. Spill me words upon a page. Unleash your heart from the cage. Letter by letter, not so neat, to exchange when we meet. From love to love, note to note. To you this paper I devote. Pencil, pen, no matter to me as long as words I can see. I love you's throughout the lines and worded emotions of all kinds. A heart in pen, jagged and black. All I want is a scribble heart back. Take this note in your hand, read it and you'll understand. I love you and always will and in here my feelings spill. We'll look back on these one day and know our love won't go away.

Nicole
So, I've been with alot of women and alot of pretty much one night stands. So now I've been dating my girlfriend now almost 2 months. Truly the only girl I have been with that did not give it up the first night. I had to wait a whole fuckin week. LOL. That was definitely one of the main things that attracted me to her in the first place. I havent felt so strongly about a woman in a long time. First off shes not a hoe or a one night stand. Second shes only been with 2 guys including me. Third she didnt give it up on the first night. Fourth she is amazing in all aspects looks personality it just out right caring about everyone and everything. Fifth she totally rocks out to rock and psychopathic music. I love this woman shes amazing in everyway possible. I have a hard time showing my feelings though. I tell her I love her and she says it back. Is that enough to make her happy. I just sometimes dont know how to show it I guess. I have a hard time showing feeling

When Irish Eyes Are Smiling
There's a tear in your eye, And I'm wondering why, For it never should be there at all. With such pow'r in your smile, Sure a stone you'd beguile, So there's never a teardrop should fall. When your sweet lilting laughter's Like some fairy song, And your eyes twinkle bright as can be; You should laugh all the while And all other times smile, And now, smile a smile for me. When Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, 'tis like the morn in Spring. In the lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing. When Irish hearts are happy, All the world seems bright and gay. And when Irish eyes are smiling, Sure, they steal your heart away. For your smile is a part Of the love in your heart, And it makes even sunshine more bright. Like the linnet's sweet song, Crooning all the day long, Comes your laughter and light. For the springtime of life Is the sweetest of all There is ne'er a real care or regret; And while springtime is ours Throughout all of youth's hours, Let

Myles Recipe' Chicken Curry With Mushroom.
ahh, one of the thing that i religiously do is cooking, meals are important for me... and my favorite place at home is my kitchen, and take note the tidiest place too, i hate stingy messy kitchen'... lol, just wanna share my recipe today'..

Picture Contest Enter To Win
This is my first contest! So hopefully I'll have a good turnout. 2 Prizes Awarded Win a 25 Credit Bling Pack!!! Runner up I will offer a 3 Day Blast!! The contest is Free. No Entry Fees! The Deadline for picture entries will be March 31st @ 12 PST Time. The contest will be active from April 1ST to April 17. ...Rules Are Pretty Simple... You must have a verified salute to participate. Please submit your picture you want to use for the contest. No NSFW pics As this will be a public folder event, thank you. Have your fufriends come by to rate and comment bomb your picture. As many times as you wish. I will combine your picture and comments. One Rate or One Comment = One Point (EX. 122 Pic rates 58 Comments = 180) Email me if interested!! Thanks for stopping by! $~acg_sweetthang~$ Take care everyone!!!

Loud Pipes Lounge...live Auctions....fri Nights.....10pm Est Time
LIVE AUCTION FRIDAY NIGHTS @ 10PM EST LIVE AUCTION BRING PLENTY OF FU BUCKS WILL BE HELD IN Loud Pipes Lounge YOUR HOSTS FOR THE AUCTION WILL BE Scorpioqueen61 & Brwneyedgirl35 PLEASE READ THE RULES BELOW AND HAVE FUN AUCTION RULES 1. You must be serious and follow through with what you offered to your buyer. 2. You must have the buyers name in your name for 1 week must also f/r/a owner 3. You will pay the auctioneer 10% of what you are sold for. 4. Be respectful to everyone in the lounge or you may be removed. 5. Remember....the auctions should be fun...don't spoil it for others...have FUN!!! CLICK THE IMAGE TO JOIN THE LOUNGE AND ALL THE AUCTIONS FUN OWN YOUR FRIENDS AND GET OWNED BY THEM

40 Things About Sex....guys Take Notes
I did not write this, but I totally agree that these are 40 things guys should NOT do. Take notes guys! 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING

Info About Auctions
HEY EVERYONE......WE HAVE DECIDED TO START USING POLARISMAN'S LOUNGE...HE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD ON GETTING MUSIC TO STREAM IN THE LOUNGE.....PLUS.....NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS.....OR BE OWNED BY THEM.... BRWNEYEDGIRL35&SCORPIOQUEEN61 WILL BE DOING THE AUCTIONS....THEY WILL BE FRIDAY NIGHTS AT 10PM EST....IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS INTERESTED IN BEING SOLD (A GREAT WAY TO EARN THOSE FUBUCKS YOU NEED)....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ONE OF THEM AND WE WILL GET YOUR NAME ADDED TO THE SLAVE LIST....HA HA....REMEMBER....THIS IS ALL IN FUN...SO DON'T BRING DRAMA TO THE LOUNGE AND RUIN IT FOR THOSE THERE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME!!! IF YOU WANT ALL THE DETAILS ABOUT THE AUCTIONS....PLEASE SEE THE LIVE AUCTIONS BLOG...THE BULLY IS IN THERE WITH ALL THE RULES!!!

If You Ask
If you invited me to try and crack your password, you know the one that you use over and over for like every web page you visit, how many guesses would it take before I got it? Let’s see… here is my top 10 list. I can obtain most of this information much easier than you think, then I might just be able to get into your e-mail, computer, or online banking. After all, if I get into one I’ll probably get into all of them. 1. Your partner, child, or pet’s name, possibly followed by a 0 or 1 (because they’re always making you use a number, aren’t they?) 2. The last 4 digits of your social security number. 3. 123 or 1234 or 123456. 4. “password” 5. Your city, or college, football team name. 6. Date of birth - yours, your partner’s or your child’s. 7. “god” 8. “letmein” 9. “money” 10. “love” Statistically speaking that should probably cover about 20% of you. But don’t worry. If I didn’t get it yet it will probably only take a few more minutes before I do…

Moonlight
Tonight I'm waiting for you underneath the moonlight below the same sky that holds your heavenly sight Here with my heart beating faster by the minute flush by desires of passion that you've lit Tonight our thirst will be quenched from the moment we touch the very essence of love is ours to clutch with every breathe taking we transcend all times of history no other second will ever match our degree Tonight the fabric of time and space will cease to exist blissfully moving our bodies in rythem with our own special twist Our eyes sparkle as we thurst upon unsurmontable pleasure though this will be just the beginning to forever treasure

Its Me, Its Me
It's me. It's me It's me. Hey baby it's me his words floated through the chaotic darkness of my mind, awake i could hear him, lost i couldn't listen to him. don't let me ago i muttered as i struggled agaisnt his hold. please i knew i was saying these words but i couldn't stop the battle to be free that raged through me. the harder i pulled or pushed myself from him the tighter his grip got, the more frequent his words came. babe. stop. it's me. you're ok. it's me. My heart was ripping through my chest, I wasn't even sure if i was breathing during the panicked gasps. Slowly i was able to shake the feeling of a trapped animal. His arms remained locked around me, his words whispered in my ear. Finally i was able to catch my breath and slow my heart. I rolled to the other side of the bed, ashamed of my inability to sometimes seperate reality from the darkest sections of my mind. He reached over and rubbed the back of my neck I remember your nightmares. He said, i could he

Is Love Real Or Over Rated
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

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It is said that on Saint Patrick's Day that everyone is an Irishman/woman even if only for a day. Well I am Irish 24/7/365. I am not a little Irish like most people are, but a full 1/4th Irish. My paternal grandfather immigrated from Ireland to Pittsburgh, PA in 1899 at the age of 4 with his parents. He was full Irish, so my dad is half Irish. SPD is kind of a weird day for me. On one hand, I like how Irish-Americans are acknowledged for their influence on American history. But on the other hand, I don't like how SPD is more about the Irish sterotypes of heavy drinking and fighting. There is also the fact that SPD emphasizes the Catholic Irish-ism over the Protestants like my dad's family. People need to understand that not all Irish are Catholic. We Protestant Irish went through the same bigotry that our Catholic cousins experienced. We proudly wear orange on the day for wearing green. I admit we Irish have short tempers but we try to solve our problems with a quick joke or k

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I used to love you, when you were free...and we all were happy and always smiling. I used to love you, when you were down to heart, sensible, helpful with the poors and with the less lucky than us. I used to love you when I had the opportunity to say what I think, without the fear of a revenge against my family. I used to love you when the roses were red and the grass sweet and green. I used to love you Italy, but now I have to escape from you, because I'm afraid of you...of your ignorance, of your bigots, of your fascists, of your leaders (not mine, to be clear)... I used to love you...but your a liar a killer a thief... I used to love you, but now I don't

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She walks toward the lake it’s a chilled night the air blowing throw her long dark hair cooling her warm skin her mind wondering back to the time he ones held her in his arms telling her of his love and only death could keep them apart. She so long for that night ones again to touch him feel his touch upon her body but knowing to never touch him again makes her ache deep inside she long for the passion night they ones shared the kisses that taste like fine wine. Only if she could ones again tell him how much she loved him and not let one word be unsaid between them how she would show her true self and not fear her deep feelings for him she stands here now facings the lake wondering if he can ones again read her thought just hoping this was only a dream she was having she wraps her arms tight around her to ward off the chill of the night knowing she held him for the very last time eight months ago. He is gone from her now only she has is her thoughts of him how he used to feel how h

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The real reason that the date 2012 is earmarked is because at this time populations around the globe are starting to wake up and comprehend that changes are needed , the sooner the better. The crazy weather patterns resulting from global warming, the spread of nuclear weapons, wide spread stavation and economical problems, the spread of wars and of terrorsim, the coruption in poltical systems (too name a few in a long list) have made people willing to entertain more drastic changes to bring balance back to the world and their personal lives. Yes, change starts within you. Yes, you can find peace of mind and remain isolated in that space. Is that enough? All the bad things we see on the news - the pain and the sufferings, the trobles and the woes, these are labor pains because Mother Earth is about to give birth to a new historical era. You do not have to believe in it, you do not have to have faith in it, you do not have to join any organizations but you can hel

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Sexual dreams are not about sex exclusively. Often they are about how we perceive people and how we think others perceive us. To construct a framework for interpreting sexual dreams, it is important to identify who is with us in the dream and how we feel about the experiences being had while dreaming. Certain dreams are simply romantic. Boy and girl meet in the dream state and find themselves enjoying one another. This scenario commonly involves an attractive acquaintance and a generally pleasing environment. There is no violation of taboo, except for a sense that perhaps things are moving a little fast in the nocturnal relationship. Often, the dreamer has simply acted upon a desire for a relationship with a particular person. Other dreams begin to press on the boundaries of our taboos. These include dreams with sexual content the dreamer would consider inappropriate in waking, but participates in during the dream. These dreams can be very troubling. One can wake up feeling as th

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Deep Listening... I really should post this on my Twitter page but i'll probably run out of characters, so I'll just repost there. (If you're haven't joined my brand spankin' new Twitter page, do it if you'd like to constantly be annoyed by little thoughts, questions and updates from me.) I've been meaning to do this simple post for awhile. Since some of you do actually ask, I wanted to share this specific musical part of my life. Here's something I've listened to for over a decade to help me drift into never-never land. (Mainly the track "Lear" on this album.) I linked to this page bc it has the description of how Pauline Oliveros and crew made this (along with "The Ready Made Boomerang") in an abandoned Cistern. It has always fascinated me - the concept of a space so large and reflective, that there is a natural 45 second reverb. (Of course, the obvious and first question I asked myself when i read this was " i wonder what a fart would sound like down there?") I guess at this

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imikimi - Customize Your World! COME & BE A EASTER BUNNY AND SEE WHAT YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR EASTER BASKET. ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)OwnersMagicღMzBelleღOwnsBuckeyeBabe/SilentLizzard/DarthTater@ fubar

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Sat April 4th at the Pheonix in South County! Before 8 pm no cover after 8 pm $5.00 Cover. Come celebrate my 33 rd bday with me!!! It's gona be a lot of fun hope you all can make it!!! Message me with any questions or to let me know you will be attending thanks

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Knowing one's past is important...knowing where you are from, the sins and glories that run through your veins. Each day I learn more and more from whence I came and each day it becomes more and more fascinating. I pity those who know not past one generation. Of the four principle liens reaching through my parents, three trace back to the roots of this nation, the fourth, my family name, a product of Ellis Island. I carry in me the legacy of Revolution, rebellion, exploration...the very roots of this nation. My mother, within mere days of this writing, has just received recognition of direct descent from the Mayflower...the line of Thomas Rogers, one of the more prominent and proven lines of descent (also, not one of those religious fanatics but a businessman). This line is solid and not in dispute. Now research has been engaged to prove the other two possible family connections to the Mayflower. This is, at least to me, rather exciting. Not too many can trace their blo

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today it's back to the camera time. everyone on here has so many beautiful and often incredibly hot photo's. I will spend today taking pictures so that I can catch up! I love looking through the pictures on here,lot's of sexy and interesting people... catch ya later...xoxo chrissy

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The picture seized her temporary fear, swearing under her breath she headed to the car. She didn't care what he said, she was going there. The drive took forever as horrible images flashed through her mind, finally she pulled in the drive way. She shook her head as she got out of her car and walked towards him. Laying in the gravel, eyes closed, and an empty bottle smashed at his side. She sat down next to him and waited for him to open his eyes. He opened his eyes a little and whispered i told you not to come. she smiled sadly and ran her hand across his face and i promised you i'd always be there lets go inside. he allowed her to pull him to his feet. you're the one. he whispered his head buried in her neck. she could feel his tears collecting on her collar bone. i'm NOT the one, but right now i'm the only one you got. lets go inside. he pulled himself from her and grabbed her hands staring at her feet he whispered three words she didn't want t hear. no you dont. now lets go in

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Your Ad Here FORMER WWE STAR ANDREW 'TEST' MARTIN FOUND DEAD AT AGE 33 by Mike Johnson @ 2009-03-14 02:00:00 PWInsider.com is sad to report that former WWE star Andrew "Test" Martin was found dead in his apartment in Tampa, Florida at the age of 33, just four days shy of his 34th birthday. We don't have much in the way of details at this time. Tampa area authorities have declined to officially confirm it is Martin they found but word within the industry has been widespread the last few hours. Originally born in Whitby, Ontario Canada, Martin was discovered randomly by then-top WWF star Bret Hart in a restaurant. Recognizing the potential of a 6'6', 300 pounder, Hart offered to train Martin and help break him into the business. Martin quit his jobs and trained for eight months under Hart and Leo Burke in Calgary. At the same time, Hart was helping several other young Canadian talents including future WWE champion Edge, and future NWA champion Christian Cage, among others

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(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? aggression What is something you have always wanted to try? hmmmmm haha ima freak there isnt much i havent tried already What is something you have never done in bed before? hmmmmmm What time of day do you like to have sex? whenever I'm in the mood What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? him...... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?oh bout 30 seconds....lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited...teehee Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? hmmm maybe Have you ever faked an orgasm? sadly, yes *look ashamed* What Part of

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A Friend is a Treasure A friend is someone we turn to, when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure, for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives, with beauty, joy and grace. And make the world we live in, a better and happier place.

30 Bottles
I had 12 jugs of hard cider in my cellar and was told by my wife to empty the contents down the sink, or else!! So I said I would. I pulled the cork from the first jug and poured the contents down the sink, with the exception of one glass, which I drank. I pulled the cork from the second jug and did likewise, with the exception of one glass, which I drank. I then pulled the cork from the third jug and poured the cider down the sink, with the exception of one glass, which I drank. I pulled the cork from the fourth sink and poured the jug down the glass, which I drank. I pulled the cork from the next jug and drank all but one sink of it, throwing the rest down the glass. I pulled the sink from the next glass and poured the cork from the jug. Then I corked the sink with the glass, jugged the drink and drank the pour. When I had everything emptied, I steadied the house with one hand, counted the jugs, corks and glasses and sinks with the other, which were 29, and as the house came

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A woman rats out a guy, he wants her to die. She is walkin home alone at night after he gets back from prison. He stalks her, and starts shooting at her. He apologizes for killin her, and says it was "an accident".

God's Busy
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU . One day the professor shocked the class when he came in he looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him, knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked, stunned, and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeab

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Today, folks all over will wear green and hoist a pint in honor of "Saint" Patrick (who was never actually canonized a saint, btw). But if you ask them about the man they celebrate, they actually know very little. "Didn't he drive the snakes out of Ireland?" Well, not literally. In fact, snakes are not, nor have they ever been, indigenous to Ireland. ST. PATRICK & THE DRUIDS OF IRELAND Patrick was a Christian priest whose job it was to convert the population of Ireland to Christianity.. The Druids, however, stood in his way. The Druids were very important people in Ireland at that time, and their symbol was the Snake of Wisdom. Druids could be priests of the old religion of Ireland, but there were also much more. One part of the Druid class were the "Bards", whose job it was to remember all of the history of the people, as well as to record current events. Because the Irish Celts did not rely on a written language, everything had to be memorized. Bards were poets and musician

Ethical Dilemna
Ethical Dilemma You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: 'I would give the car keys to my

Winners Of The Drawing
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING AND THE WINNERS ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB KIMBERLEY 20PT BLING KIMBERLY 10 PT BLING KIMBERLY BRANDY 5 PT BLING BRANDY JUGGALETTE (2) KIMBERLEY 3 PT BLING JUGGALETTE (2) BIRDIE DEVIL DOC BRANDY 1 PT BLING THE GOV CHIINA WHIITE JUGGALETTE KIMBERLEY VIPER LEARNING (2) CHEVY GIRL BRANDY WE BOTH THANK YOU VERY MUCH DVLS ANGL@ fubar OR IRISHCHARMS@ fubar Entrants as of 17 Mar (morning) Viper – 5 Buster Hymen – 1 Chiina Whiite – 1 Devil Doc – 9 Demonic – 2 Learning 2 Fly – 16 Kimberly – 32 The Gov – 3

Drunkeness
ok so my friend cole is such a dork. he always gets drunk and calls meand whever he gets drunk he wants me to commit to him in some crazy way. iv been asked to move to spain with him to marry him and now im suposed to move in with him. lol tells me im the only girl he can see himself with but i just think hes a crazy cute drunk lmao... hes a sweetypie though and

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I know there are times when it appears I am so happy, but all I am doing is hiding behind a mask of pain and misery. Never knowing from one day to the next just what it is I can do to make this pain go away i have within myself. All I ever seem to do here lately is fuck-up at everything I try or even attempt.Having those who care about me worry all because I can never seem to come out of this depression I keep suffering from.Doing my very best to always make sure others are so happy in this life, as I continue down a spiral path that never seems to have an ending without feeling I am all alone. My friends and family mean so damn much to me, yet I feel as if the only thing I will ever be to them is a burden that needs to be ridden from society because I'm not wanted nor needed by anyone. I just wish that maybe someday there will be an end to the fucking pain that always seems to be above me like some dark cloud in a pitch black sky. Just really don't know anymore about things.Why

Everytime I Look At The Stars
Everytime I Look At The Stars I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The man of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS

Are We Really Free? (this Is Long)
FEMA CONCENTRATION CAMPS: Locations and Executive Orders There over 800 prison camps in the United States, all fully operational and ready to receive prisoners. They are all staffed and even surrounded by full-time guards, but they are all empty. These camps are to be operated by FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) should Martial Law need to be implemented in the United States and all it would take is a presidential signature on a proclamation and the attorney general's signature on a warrant to which a list of names is attached. Ask yourself if you really want to be on Ashcroft's list. The Rex 84 Program was established on the reasoning that if a "mass exodus" of illegal aliens crossed the Mexican/US border, they would be quickly rounded up and detained in detention centers by FEMA. Rex 84 allowed many military bases to be closed down and to be turned into prisons. Operation Cable Splicer and Garden Plot are the two sub programs which will be imple

Funny Words
1. Hippie Goddess A hippie woman who fully embraces the meaning of nature. That hippie Goddess is at one with nature. hippie goddess flowers love peace 2. hippie girl A woman with a free mind who doesnt accept the establishment. Hippie girls usually do not watch tv, nor do they conform to social standards of beauty. However, they DO have the sense to shower regularly. Janis Joplin is a hippie girl . hippie chick hippie woman hippie goddess hippette hippie female 3. stinky hippie A very sexy guy with dreads. Usually found BMXing, skateboarding, or skim boarding on the beach. Fond of older thick/fat/fluffy woman. Can be found with his bitch on most occasions. Also known as Charles. Wow! look at his beautiful nappy hair, he must be stinky hippie. hippie hippy stink stinky bmxing skatboarding sexy guy 4. hippy dust Nutritional yeast, esp for sprinkling on popcorn. I heard it at The Savoy, our local indy-movie theater in Mon

Haunted
A swollen sun melting at the horizon, Between the sheets I wait for her to come. A living flame, impossible to resist, Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick. Oh I'm haunted Oh I'm haunted Oh I'm haunted (by her). Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions, Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon I I hate the morning I I hate the morning. From the panes a green mist swirls Is it a shadow of reflection? This apparition in moon beams bathed A voice like wind through trees beckons. Cool rain on hot summer stone The odor fills my presence, Of freshly dug grave and death and night These things are her essence. Nocturnal mistress, spirit lover, your mouth of wine and woodsmoke taste My goddess of the violet twilight You are lust incarnate. In the sweat of my bed The eastern sky hints of dawning, Alone and awake but exhausted I lie Oh how I hate the morning. I hate I hate the morning (light), I I hate I hate the morning (light). I hate I

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ill create some back story she sent me a message on my shout box so i simply added her on yahoo cause her display name was her yahoo. come to find out shes common run of the mill cam girl. so i decided to have some fun. ill post the convo. so yeah comment and discuss? i want some responses? or am i just that much of a douchebag? jadex900: hello angel4u Mc Cain: hi asl jadex900: hey its ketzah from fubar so jadex900: lol 21/m/ok angel4u Mc Cain: im 20 f ca angel4u Mc Cain: how r u? jadex900: tired and cant sleep and you? angel4u Mc Cain: kinda bored right now....wanna have some fun and get naughty right now? jadex900: depends on what you mean angel4u Mc Cain: wanna see me pleasuring myself on c.am..fingerin..beads and dildos in my pussy and ass...its FREE coz u dont need to log in or enter the site to watch me...ill do my cam show on msn or yahoo and aim.... jadex900: its up to you angel4u Mc Cain: but im only giving a free show for those who willing to help me or give

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1. If they want to loan you money, tell them you just filed for bankruptcy and you could sure use some money. 2. If they start out with, "How are you today?" say, "I'm so glad you asked, because no one these days seems to care, and I have all these problems. My arthritis is acting up, my eyelashes are sore, my dog just died . . . " 3. If they say they're John Doe from XYZ Company, ask them to spell their name. Then ask them to spell the company name. Then ask them where it is located, how long it has been in business, how many people work there, how they got into this line of work if they are married, how many kids they have, etc. Continue asking them personal questions or questions about their company for as long as necessary. 4. This works great if you are male. Telemarketer: "Hi, my name is Judy and I'm with XYZ Company. " You: Wait for a second and with a real husky voice ask, "What are you wearing?" 5. Cry out in surprise, "Judy? Is that you? Oh my God! Judy, how h

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There are way too many alcoholic drinks. How coudl I possibly try them all? So far I've had a Blue Motorcycle, don't even know what's in it. Long Island Ice Tea.. Passion Island.... Grey Goose and pineapple...jose cuervo tequila... margarita.. Absolut peach vodka... Skyy vodka.. some other ones, don remember

Insight
IM OPINIONATED...IM SELFISH...IM WITTY...I EMBELLISH IM SENSITIVE...I CRY...IM CONNIVING...I LIE IM SEXUAL....IM SMART....IM A REALIST.....I FART IM PRETTY...IM SINCERE...IM LOVING...IM WEIRD IM PASSIONATE...IM STRONG...IM AWAYS RIGHT...I CAN BE WRONG IM OUTGOING...IM CARE FREE... IM LIKE NO ONE ELSE...IM ME

Heart Sing
My Heart sings a brand new song since I've found where I truely belong Fate has finally found me with open arms as your presence captivates with screaming alarms I've fallen deeper knowing the promise of a lifetime throughout each season enjoying every step to climb Making memories that tantalize as we set adrift we can't help but cherish this precious gift the priceless touch of your hand The sultryness of your kiss quakes my land I know for sure with every glance we share living in paradise am I with your love to bear

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Join Dove'sDrunken Leprechaun ClubWould you like to be a member ofthe club for St. Patty's Day?It's simple... just add/rate/fan the other members of the club,buy them a beer from the gift shop bar and post this comment on their page.Copy and Paste code to leave the club commentThen private msg Dove O'Goddess and recieve your Pot O'Goldand you will be added to the club.Dove O'GoddessQueen ofThe Drunken Leprechaun ClubJudge WhitedoveOfficial Member ofThe Drunken Leprechaun ClubAnnipoo The Norwegian Goddessr

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Answer each statement True or False, no explaining. You... are male. False are sexy. False are single. True are creative. True have musical talent. True can draw well. False like to go fishing. False like to play sports. False like to dance. True like to shop. False have a driver's lisence. True have a car. True like to party. True drink to much. True use illegal substances. False have committed a crime. True have lied to the person you live with. True love the person you live with. True have a crush on someone. True have never been in love. False love someone you shouldn't. True cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend. False want to be married. False have at least one child. True have issues about you height. True have issues about your weight. True think you are not pretty/handsome. False wish you had a talent you don't. True have a habbit you wish you didn't have. True laugh a lot. True like to make people smile. True

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Today, there was nothing quite like backing out of my driveway on the way to work and seeing Sarah and Jeffrey wave wildly at me! We had just finished “playing” with the cards from a game of Racko and they stood with their aunt Mary who’s watching them for the day. I had to stop at my house after I picked up the money at my office for my jacket – yes, spring is approaching, but it’s still cold enough with wind to not wear just a sweater – and they were all starting to decorate the house for Easter by placing window clings up. I did get enough sleep and Martha has been disciplining herself to get up early to exercise better than I have been lately. I admit that, I lose nothing by it. I had forgotten Sunday about bringing Sarah and Jeffrey up to the balcony where the church choir sings that Martha is part of. I usually resent and it shows having to stay downstairs with the kids in our nursery while Martha gallivants (love that word) because she’s so “needed” to sing soprano. But

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Been a little while since I posted. Just wanted to let loose a little while on a break at work. So, it was foggy this morning. Very foggy in fact. They put the schools on a delay because of it. Something about it was wonderful though. It seemed... clean. It was as if it masked things distant, giving only a short view. In certain circumstances, a short view is more pleasant then a long one, and this morning was an example of that. I must admit however that my outlook on things as of late is much to the contrary. Equal but opposite in fact. Times are tough, and things suck for a lot of people. I'm doing well myself, but preparing for the unexpected either way. The short view for me consists of making a major promotion at my day job, reenlisting with the Reserves for another 6 years (still feels weird to say, but I'm actually happy here), and lining myself up to finally, viably go back to school. A lot of hard work in the short term, but the long view is nice. It's full of hope and

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yeah you guessed it, its from Fubar's Shoutbox, so the starting is on the bottom and the end is at the top.. im not sure where to put this so i put it in this folder cuz this is interesting, not really sure if its creepy though but it is interesting. the dude resulted into name calling and im not sure of why, maybe because i wouldnt do what he wanted.. LMAO.. but anyways have fun reading... the dude blocked me so i couldnt get in my reply which was.. bye to the Childish person who resulted in name calling just because i didnt do what he wanted. LMAO! i really hate people like this and yes im not protecting of whom they are this time.. because im tired of it...kind of like saying dont mess with me when i dont feel like being forced into anything and such.. Hell has no furry then a woman's scorn PPL.. and when i get angry you will feel it.. Bawhaha cuz my give a damn will be broken and then i will tell you how i feel rather or not you like it. DONT PUSH ME!! oh and btw, IM NOT FAKE!! im

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If I had the chance to do it all over again. I would do everything the same way wouldn't change a thing... well except: When I was 3 I would not have stood that close to my Dad's cattle hauler...what a mess... or when I was 4, I should have known the Big Wheel could not jump from My Papaw's truck to my uncles ..still have the scar from that one LOL at 5 I definatley would have not have trusted my brothers to lift me over the Electric fence. At 6 I would have let Becky Lynn Kiss me had I known then what I know now...She was the cutest girl In Westpoint Missippi, and still is..LOL at 7 Well should have never picked that fight with Kevin, his brothers where alot bigger than mine..LOL 13 would have done that 2 min in the closet thing with Chrissy.. 15 Never dated Michele...she was a little rough on my heart...sniff sniff..but she was fine. 16, I would have bought the truck instead of the honda. 18 Naw this was a good year, Lost my virginity and discovered I

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I awoke this morning feeling as tho I lived next door to Bob Villa , .. the yard crew was hacking away at the landscape , ... I found my self thinking , ... ( Bad Mikeal ) and submersed myself in a very large cup of coffee , and drop by Fubar , ... My small but uesful mind started to wonder and I found myself thinking why am I here , .. ( I MEAN ON FUBAR , NOT THE ALL ASKING QUESTION AS TO WHY AM I HERE IN THE UNIVERSE , ... Baby steps , .. ) I mean I see all sorts here , ... those who were unable to live out they're dreams of being a high school bully , ... So , .. Now they see fit to put anyone and everyone down they can , Those who were what seem to be unable to read a dictionary , .. cause it would seem that they're vocabulary has boiled down to a some what amazing use of rude and foul words , ... And those who use this form , to spew they're hate , anger,. and disapproval of themselves , by how they attack others , ... But then there are those that I

It's Allegedly True And Might Help To Confirm Your Belief In The Goodness Of People And That There Is Hope For The Human Race.
A young family moved into a house next door to an empty plot. One day, a gang of building workers turned up to start building on the plot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and started talking with the workers. She hung around and eventually the builders, all with hearts of gold, more or less adopted the little girl as a sort of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had tea and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. They even gave the child her very own hard hat and gloves, which thrilled her immensely. At the end of the first week, the smiling builders presented her with a pay envelope containing two pounds in 10p coins. The little girl took her 'pay' home to her mother who suggested that they take the money to the bank the next day to open a savings account. At the bank, the female cashier was tickled pink liste

Go Show This Awesome Fireman Alot Of Love
OKAY YALL MOST OF YA KNOW THAT IM AHUGE FIREFIGHTING FAN AN SUPPORTER OF THEM SO I WANT YOU ALL TO GO SHOW THIS AWESOME AN SEXY FIREMAN SO SERIOUS FU LOVIN ADD/FAN/RATE/ HIM HE SERVES HIS COUNTRY EVERY DAY AN PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE LETS DO O UR PART AND GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE DESERVES... WILL1974 FUOWNED BY { ஐ~ KentuckyAngel~ஐ}@ fubar

Hurt
Hurt doesn't begin to explain how I feel. Friends are supposed to be there for one another, they're supposed to be there for you, want to hang with you, talk to you, and all that. Bestfriends are supposed to do all that and more because you have a special bond, a brother/sister kind of bond that allows you to tell them everything and anything. They're supposed to listen and help you out with things. Why than do they lie or not be all the way honest with you? Why do they make something up or have others do it for them when you ask them to hang out/spend time together? or when you call? or want to come over? Do they do it because they don't think you'll find out the truth? That if you find out they truely don't wanna hang out you'll be hurt? Or do they do it because they're influenced? Don't they know it hurts to find out they might have done it purposefully... or unintentionally.... Do they want to do it purposefully? or do they allow others to dictate their actions? I honestly coul

Random Feelings
today has been an emotional rollercoaster. i just wish i could be happy right now. i feel like crap and i don't know why. i'm unhappy with my job and certain parts of my life. i wish there were better jobs around here. i wish i wasn't bipolar.

Omfg
Just gotta say... Subway is the best thing ever. You totally get all your food groups in one sandwich. Bread=Grains Cheese= Dairy Meat=protein Veggies=Veggies (obviously) Avocado=Healthy fat I loooooooooove Subway!!!

Wtf Is Up!!!
my boyfriend is a fuckin asshole! anytime i dont do anything when he wants me to or the way he wants me to do it he starts bitchin at me and shit! i dont think that is normal! im always just like wtf!!! he is never happy no matter what i try to do for him!!!

Tears Of Silence
Silent whispers Grasping my soul Never ending torment Plaguing peaceful thought Moments cherished Now forgot Tears of silence In a moment lost Swells of hatred Consuming me Quivering darkness Nothing to see Thoughts of love Perhaps once known Encaptured silence Forever forebode Trace of blood Streaming tears Thoughts of love never appear Spiked challis Taking skin Life or death Where to begin Silent tears Emotion lost Paradise given Empty trough Lambs to be slain Blood of heaven Always gain Eternal hate Not forgot Swelling demons Begin to rot The single life Remains inside Always meant To hide inside

What The Fuck?!
What the fuck is wrong with ppl?? 2 years ago when my son was 4 he and Dave went shopping to get me something for mothers day.Dylan told Dave that I needed a garden gnome for my rose bushes.Dave said he looked at all of them at 2 stores till he found me the right one.He was very proud of himself for picking it out and so was Dave and I.I put the gnome on a slab of lime stone between 2 bushes in t he front yard and it just looked great.SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKER STOLE IT! I took the dogs out and told Dave I think someone stole my gnome.He went outside and said yes it is gone but the one you got last year is still there(Now every year Dylan gets me a gnome for Mothers Day )I cried. I couldn't help it.It was the first gift my son gave me that he thought of,planed out and everything.Dave told me not to cry,that whoever took it wanted to hurt me and not let them get to me but I can't help it.Whoever took the gnome sees it has just a stupid gnome.To me it meant the world cuz it was a gift fr

Stardust Dreams
stardust dreams I taunted and tormented me with what I thought I lost I did not want to clearly see, just what you had cost I wanted so to call you up to tell you how I feel but it doesn't really matter coz it wasn't ever real so I struggle to rebuild my life from the ashes that we made, wounded, disillusioned from the twisted game we played I stand in awe, I am amazed how love could turn to hate but stardust dreams are never real they just fade away what I thought true love was really only lust stardust dreams just fade away crumble into dust.

3 Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands.. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and rem embered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put the

St. Patty's Day Dom
...I didn't expect this of myself... I took total control. I told her to do things...suck the cock. bite the nipple. We took turns and I ended up being the favorite..My tits, sucking ability and general lust proved me to be a winner. I was bossy, yet I was the favorite. He fucked me until I was lying on the ground trembling. Before all the action, we discussed what was to take place. I had been raped, so I thought I was mostly submissive...I held myself tightly, squeezed my thighs together with a uneasy thought. That position has proven to be something I cannot deteremine just yet. A pleasure that seems too exotic to remain still. I was complimented later on for being flexable. Being a switch is my whole... It seemed I was blind to the pleasure I could be accepting in previous encounters. I whipped, I bossed, I masturbated, I deep throated, I made him tingle, I was the favorite.I am worthwhile. So casual. So relaxing. She stroked my breasts and told me to relax as the co

Pray For Me
hello all a lot of u don;t know me or now about my condition have copd which is chronic abstructive pulmonary diease. i have this for a year now. I went to the doctor today and he said that my breathing level went down meaning my lungs are getting worse. He started me on some new treatments but he said it is only going to get worse for me. Please pray for me i will keep everyone posted about my condition.

Scream
There comes a time you wanna hide Run to your secret place inside You think you can just close your eyes And we won’t see through your disguise Lock yourself away in your room That place that has become a tomb For every dream that you let die For every truth that became a lie So scream until your dying breath Scream til you've got nothing left Scream like you've nothing to lose Then scream until the dawn breaks through

Hmmmm...
so earlier i had discussed certain chat room habits that really annoyed me, well, it was strange, between my husband and brother in law they were on another social network for hours in their chat rooms. now, all of a sudden everyone deleted their accounts? all of a sudden they are tired of the bullshit and drama in them? ALL OF A SUDDEN? that sounds weird. maybe i am paranoid, or whatever you want to call it, but it sure sounds fishy to me...

Another Girl
fubar is ruining my life i was never into drugs/the occult/sex with girls i dont know have never met or have only seen on tv/and i have a filthy mouth now and listen to some dance music....this site is fucked up...here is another girl i want to fuck and she is not even real, just a window display, from now on girls i want to fuck just get the sold tag

Ballarina
A large woman, wearing a sleeveless sun dress, walked into a Bar in Dublin. She raised her right arm, revealing a huge, hairy armpit as she pointed to all the people sitting at the bar and asked, 'What man here will buy a lady a drink?' The bar went silent as the patrons tried to ignore her. But down at the end of the bar, an owl-eyed drunk slammed his hand down on the counter and bellowed ' Give the ballerina a drink!' The bartender poured the drink and the woman chugged it down. She turned to the patrons and again pointed around at all of them, revealing the same hairy armpit, and asked, 'What man here will buy a lady a drink?' Once again, the same little drunk slapped his money down on the bar and said, Give the ballerina a drink!' The bartender approached the little drunk and said 'Tell me, Paddy, it's your business if you want to buy the lady a drink, but why do you keep calling her a ballerina?' The drunk replied, 'Any woman who can lift her leg that high has got to be a

Leukophobia
Something's still broken Like I can't wrap my head around a riddle or someone's covering my eyes. I can't stop the world, and step through the very small hole in my mind's eye. The third eye. The gateway to one peace one thought one song of silence. Unfortunate really its kinda like having an arm lopped off once you learn to read the rhythm of your self and you have that connection and understanding severed. The lights went out. My soul is missing. Its not an issue of being uninspired this time. It's not about losing love or drying out my heart. I hacked my finger down to the bone and laughed today. It made a rather satisfying crack as it clacked against the white shell. Laughed. Finished cooking and bled. Something's still broken. And I'm no longer fearing its getting worse I know it is.

Goodbye Fubar
To put it as easily and quick as I can, let's just say that the person I thought I loved with all my heart, took it and dashed it. Because of these memories, I will be leaving Fubar for an indefinite amount of time. That means, I don't know if and when I will be returning. Most of you know Sailorpiro, of whom was my betrothed. We were originally doing great until some past arguments this month. In my way of saving what we had, I drove to Texas from Masscahusetts, and found her with her friends and new boyfriend. It's a long and complicated story, but to try and sum it up more, here is our very last conversation.. seen her on fubar.. in Shoutbox. So, read from the bottom up. Me: Stay diluted, it means nothing to me now. The weight of the worry I had for you lifted the day after when I had some sleep. As far as I'm concerned, I have a lot less to worry about now. No more concern for your well being. Arlette: you think your vindictive .. trust me i can be to hun and i litterally me

Getting Tired Of The Bs
ok i have been nice for to long and i'm tired of all the games if anyone has a problem with my woman then stay the hell off her page and delete me from your friends list cuz this is just to chilish if you wanna play games take your bum a** over to yearbook or facebook or myspace and for the rest of my friends thank you for your friendship

Wolves
Heart from the deepest woods Soul from the highest mountain Brother of the ones Who roam thru the land In the nightfall of full moon This gastly choir sings They sang their anthem to the moon wolves of the night Howl to the moon Growl among the beasts Roam across the lands Brother of the wolves You cant forget him When you see his face Brother of the wolves May let you go off his lands.....

A Poem Of Strength And Change From A Once Broken Person
I'm Stuck in this nothingness. Between a world of broken and fixed dreams. My Life is shattered like a mirror. The scars may never heal. Forever saddened I shall never be whole. The pain is too real. I just wanna go. How can you say you really care. When the mask you wear is in plain sight. I never see day. I live in eternal night. I am my worse enemy. My thoughts hurt the most. Say what you want. Your taunts are a joke. I laugh at your thoughts of caring you thought you played me so well. You should get a award for the acting job you did. Ha Ha. I live by no rules. So forget your laws. I am chaos incarnate. I was built on flaws. Don't tell me I can talk about it. I don't want your calls. Don't say you love me that's a joke I don't want to hear. It was never funny the first 20 or so times I heard it do you actually think it is now. I am the king of desolation. I seem crazy because I'm normal. Can you look in the mirror yourself and say your perfectly normal. Come on I dare you try it o

Justin Time Fo The Shayne O Mac Show Yo!!!
here i go...zoom zoom zoomin around i go.....clowning around just like a rodeo show....bucking and haulering like a drunk little indian..("excuse my language")..carry on.............bin drinking some weed n shmoking shum mushroom...from wat i see is that tha flowers glo bloom ....zit isnt it...where...creepers creeping little crawlers in da hair.......or in my head..just walking around alive stoned cold dead.....just a little wierd.....kind of like amagining fred...are you still there/...just askin not like any one care..one sec!..im zoomin..beat beat beat..around the world i go im zoomin.deep deep.deep.under water i flow .my hearts racing...funky mushrooms bloomin....i think i see pink.....or maybe nsync..yeah right them homos////....only with ass sid ....or how bout marlyn manson...nah he dus druuggs.. yeah no shit wanker.. duhhh!!....i wish i was still chill in cartoon land....talkin to alison.....playing hero game n rock band....busten the head bang....ayy yo dude mang.. i thin

My Second Bully...
I would like you to meet "Sweet Turtle"! Please take a second to drop by her page and F/A/R her. She returns all love, and is the sweetest person you could ever care to meet. This pimpout brought to you by: Danorok™@ fubar Still in the learning process... No makin fun!

Why, Why, Why????
Why, Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are almost dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to check when you say the paint is still wet? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up,

The Warrior Within
I am a psychological warrior, my mind trained to see the world through a very different and complex lens. My mission seems so simple, yet like all missions with a seemingly simple exterior, it is far more complex than it sounds. To bring about the well being of others through the use of cunning words and powerful persuasion. Sounds easy, but it takes a very skilled mind to do the eloquent walk of words that can soothe even the most hostile and belligerent of hearts. To take on this role of a warrior is no simple task, and to see what i see is not so easy. I see the lives of many on the brink of suicide as they teeter on the line of life and death in a flirtatious battle to maintain a balance on such a frail position. After seeing so much, it becomes a case of determination and mere damnation to be able to see all that happens. The world is a burning hell caught in a whirlwind of lies and deceit that many allow go undetected. I fight to quell the raging fires that are ignited from even

What Love Really Is
Love is a fucking joke. Im done with it all. If you dont fucking believe that i love you, then something is seriously wrong with that. Shit all i do is talk about you. Ive told all of my friends and family about you. & i dont share stuff like that with my family! I should've just NEVER showed my feelings for you. Should've never told you how i felt about you. We should've just stayed friends. I could tell you was never serious about us anyways. At least, not like i was. Say and think wtfever you want. You're done? So am I. Fuck i wanted to marry you. Whatever. After this im not even sure i want another fucking boyfriend. Im just straight up DONE with it all. Im tired of being lied to and being played. When you cant talk to me inside of your own home, something isnt right. You say it's b/c your friends are too loud. Bullshit. I dont fucking believe you! & dont let me get started on your "sexy girl". Or all those "naps" you take. Dont even talk to me. & btw, i didnt fucking break up with

Yours
You can have your way with my love entailed in your hear are the heavens above All of gods intentions are wrapped in your beauty as the more we see the more you set me free Whispers of angels rain around us all to hear They remind how not to rear shedding a tear It's ok to let our guard down year round and shine this genuine love thats been found so take my hand take this day we are given every step taken on our journey will be work liven Moving as one with the universe watching over our radience I'll have o regrets edulging in ths dance

How Old Is Grandpa
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: 'credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: 'panty hose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned 25

Chapter One
Tuesday March 17 2009 was my new day. If you like me, one of the two million that suffer from bi-polar disorder, you fight everyday to survive in everybody’s normality. I am currently attempting to rebuild my life off of several events that’s My thrown reality in my face. My son is my everything, anyone that truly knows me would testify to that. I’ve gone from his primary caregiver enjoying the daily dose of Sponge Bob, to only having him four days a week. I understand that I need time to recuperate from my recent hospitalization, but in May please guarantee that I will fight at the next divorce hearing. Beyond the loneliness of not having Jordan, I am now sane. A weight has lifted off of my shoulders. I have this beautiful optimistic look out on life now. All this is brought on by the help and the words of my family, my lawyer, my doctor, counselors and music. I am becoming healthier mentally, physically and spiritually. I am now waking up smiling, my nails are growing, I’m losing

Liars,cheaters,an Stalkers
so what do you do when the man you love cheats on you . i forgave him and we have been good for months then the bitch starts stocking him. no matter what we do she wont leave us alone. i so just want to go over to her house and shack some sence into her.i love this man with all my heart and we are starting a family together but she doesnt care. i wish i knew what to do. my heart is torn in half because this bitch cant get on with her life. she has caused me to lose my best friend. mother in law thinks that my fiance is cheating on me again cause of her. i just dont understand what to do anymore. i dont know if i should just go to the police or wait tell after i have the baby then whoop her ass. i have never been in so much physical and mental pain in my hole life. she says she has all this proof that he is calling her. but when i look at my phone bill her number isnt there. i know she shows up in his lounge all the time but fuck she needs to get over robbie and leave us alone. i just w

Rules & Date
MUST HAVE AUTO 11'S ON BOMB ANYONE WHO HAS BOMBED YOU FIRST SATURDAY MARCH 21, 2009 AT 4PM CHICAGO TIME POST YOUR LINK SO WE CAN BOMB QUICKLY & SO WE KNOW WHO TO BOMB FIRST LET HAVE A BLAST 2MILLION IS MY GOAL WHAT IS YOUR'S

Leived
I've watch in dismay your love being displaced shedding heartaches knowing the showdows are being faced Its easy to believe your to blame for the broken pieces but if you listen carefully its nothing but lies that teases Like each rain drop fallen from those gray skies there is a life ready to be reborn without the ugly ties To be done without wasting another second in time and finally realizing how much your truely a dime Opening your eyes and lifting your chin up high you'll find all the strength to more then get by Cause who you are is beyond what is thought to be precious levied by beauty that is so meticulous

Unclean...
I'm such a danger to myself Just think what I could do to you Do unto others before they do unto you Burn down the world just to keep warm I am the unclean The cast off that you've thrown away Less than the sum of my parts The storm of thorns grows I'm torn by what they have done Crushed down like Atlas I am the surrogate sin The bastard child you fail to see I've sufferd for your freedom Died for your lies Unstable grounds support my world Too many bloody battles fought So sick of the copper scent I hope you're happy with what you have done You have broken me You win...

Ensign: A Tale Of Two Reunions
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 March 2009 Tomorrow Reunion Weekend begins at Stetson University that I graduated from fifteen years ago. After Martha and I had returned from Seattle last year, we were debating whether to go there or go to visit my mother in Kentucky for Mother's Day. Since we would be traveling with our two children, Sarah who's now three and Jeffrey's who now twenty months and my mom had never met Jeffrey, it was a pretty easy decision to make. A far easier decision to make, and one with far greater consequences for my life than a class reunion, was the decision to accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior. Once any of us do that, we're guaranteed a presence at a far greater reunion, one of all the elect (those who've chosen and been c

Here Without You Baby.
This makes me wish I was with him... but it'll happen soon enough, until then I'll always be here without him... Here Without You 3 Doors Down A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me, yeah The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonigh

Life
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY..... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? 0A I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast

Downraters
It seems to me that I've lately that I've seen comments from a lot of my fu-friends complaining about people using fake profiles to downrate or otherwise insult people. I had such an experience myself during a mumm I was running. I personally was amused to have received such attention, but I can understand how it would really bother some people, especially considering how childish it really is. So, for those that have had to put up with this kind of behaviour, I'm dedicating my latest stash item, a video of Christina Aguilera's video "Beautiful," which is a wonderful song about being happy with who you are.

Lovers Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Love
most days it seems we never have enough time togethere. between the demands of work and home .there"s not a lot of time or energy lift over for just us.but i wand you to know that you are at the heart of everything in my life. our relationship give me the strength and confidence to be my very best . and emotional support that get me through every hectic day . so although some days we may be too busy to spend much time together. you:re always a part of everything i am and everything i do .

Decisions
Emotions, we as humans are driven by them. The rest of the animal kingdom is usually driven by instinct, but because of our higher reasoning power we are often driven by our emotional, needs and wants. With all that nonsense said, I sit here wondering about my motivations, do I choose the things that I choose based on emotion or do I plot and plan based on instinct? The one thing I know right now at the very moment is that I am scared.... Fight or flight those are some of the instincts that rule the animal kingdom. I want to make a rational decision, but right now emotions cloud my judgments and I am left to trust my instincts, yep those things that we often ignore. The one thing I know is that I don’t know what I am doing, I have no plan, and beyond that when pushed I will make a decision. I am not sure what it will be, but a decision will be made, and the outcome is unknown to me.

About Me Turn On's
Thursday, March 19, 2009 About Me: Turn On's and Turn Off's Turn On's: ... To Battle and the Clashing of Swords ... The spring dew rowing off of the petal of a Rose catching the spark of the sun before it falls off the edge to a charous of Morning Doves. ... In my youth ripping of imprisoning clothing an dashing off nake into forest for midnight moons run, fast and faster dodge branches and debre, felling the slap of branches against my flesh and falling muddied and exhusted heathing out of breath into a bed of wild bosten fern to hoot of owls.. It was only then in those werewolf runs did I feel Spiritual ONESS with the Universe. --- Sitting before the crackling of bonfire with a circle of good friends with Pagan Drum and Ale singing the Old Songs. ... The glow of a naked lover as she crosses the candlelit room her sweaty back to me catching the candle glow as she moves. ... The first heavy snow fall of the season and to greet it by walking out barefoot threw

Chakras
We are beings of light, but that light is the energy within us so we do not often see it as light in that form. Our light is part of the illumination of the whole universe which is also light energy in many different aspects of manifestation. In Zen and other Eastern teachings they have pictures of what are called chakras of the body, that are representive of areas of importance in the body - aka energy points. It is thought by some that this energy can flow up the spine and produce a visionary encounter called enlightenment. The spine is the famous serpent or snake. In meditations they follow the flow of energy to the different areas of the body for lightworking purposes. As it rises from the base which is the energy of the sex drive, which energy is then re-directed or used for the results they hope for. (got picture of chakras in my album section). Now allow me to segway and compare this to something else (my personal insight that occured) and that is the the Bibl

Baby's Death Ruled Homicide--christopher Joy Jr.
Baby's Death Ruled Homicide; Family Holds Memorial Posted: 2:10 pm EDT March 17, 2009Updated: 12:00 am EDT March 18, 2009 On the heels of news that a Jefferson County baby's death has been ruled a homicide, the victim's family held a memorial service for him. Family members gathered at a home in Wellsville Tuesday night to say goodbye to 18-month-old Christopher Joy Jr. of Richmond. While family members told NEWS9 they don't understand the child's death, they reflected on happy memories of his short 18 months. Autopsy results have determined a Jefferson County baby died of blunt force trauma, investigators said. Homicide charges are pending against Joseph Kyle Moran, 25, of Richmond, Jefferson County Sheriff Fred Abdalla said. Moran was dating the baby's mother and was alone with the baby at the time of death, police said. When emergency crews arrived at a Richmond home early Monday, they said the 18-month-old was dead, his body covered in bruises. Abdalla said

Pimping The Fam:)
I have some of the bestest family on fubar! These are in no particular order. Just the ones that check on me on a regular basis even when I am NOT around and ALL of them I would, have, or WILL hang out with in person someday very soon I hope.Also don't be bitching at me about the chosen pics- I picked the ones that are some of my faves:) What can I say about Tony? He is without a doubt one of the best people I know. ALWAYS been there for me. I hope we will be lifelong friends because I cannot imagine my life without him in it.♠ GaZ ♠@ fubar Justin is pretty much ditto everything I have said about Tony. haha- He is a little harsher though but he doesn't sugarcoat ANYTHING> Don't ask him if you don't want an honest answer. :) ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ - Enforcer @ Club Fantasia@ fubar Lisa- My wifey! I love this girl to death. She is so like me in so many ways. I wish nothing but happiness for her. And we will hang out soon girly..I promise. ~Lisa~Exotic Angel of Exotic Dreams@

Subject: Party In Alaska
Jack had been in Police work for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress, he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. 'Name's Cliff, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night. Thought you might like to come at about 5:00...' 'Great', says Jack, 'after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks, Thank you.' As Cliff is leaving, he stops. 'Gotta warn you. Be some drinking'. 'Not a problem' says Jack. 'After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em'. Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. 'More 'n' likely gonna be some fighting too.' 'Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right! I'll be there. Thanks ag

I Am
I AM POETRY LAUGHTER AND MUSIC I LIKE CUDDLING ON COLD NIGHTS AND SPENDING TIME ALONE HONESTY UNDERSTANDING AND LOVE ARE IMPORTANT TO ME I FIND AN OPEN MIND A FREE MIND I DO GET LOUD WHEN I ARGUE BUT I LOVE A CHALLENGING CONVERSATION I'LL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME MY FEELINGS ARE STRONG AND TRUE I AM NOT THAT GOOD AT MATH THIS IS ME I AM

Me!!
Panther's Questionnaire First Name: Panther Birthday: 7/30/76 Age: 31 Religion: Wiccan Zodiac: Leo Chinese: Dragon Heritage: Irish / German Eye Color: Hazel:Green When Happy&Brown Regulairly Hair Color: Red Height: 5’7” Nick Names: Panther, Tigger, Red Rose , Carrot Top Relationship: NO Mood: Happy Location Now: Salem, Oregon Smoke/Drink: No / A Beer Or Mixed Drink Sometime’s Swear: Yes,(Esp if you piss me off) Tattoos: No, I Wish Piercing’s: Ears Only Handed: Righty Drive: No Job: Nurseing Fav. Music: Country / Alternative / Rock& Metal Fav. Band: Evansecence / Garth Brooks / Metallica Fav. Singer: Evansecence Fav. Book Type: Fantasy Fav. Book: InkHeart/Spell Fav. Poetry: Love Poems Fav. Writer: Writer Of The DragonLance,Chronicles Books Fav. Artist: Amy Brown,Jessica Galdreth,Linda Ravenscroft (To Name A Few) Fav. Art: Anything Fantasy(Dragons,Fairies, Mermaids, Wizards) Fav. Movies: Action Flicks(Matrix,Transformers, RE,Underworl

Believe Into Being
Sometimes I wonder Can you see me And if certain persons could Would it make me more real If I cannot be heard Or acknowledged Here I will go to where I can Until then holding the truth in my heart. A witness to our lives Imagine to be accounted for And leave more of a trace Than dates in a newspaper clipping Or engraved in stone. More than someone's daughter or anything to anyone But particular to me. Can you see me...

One Simple Question
I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT MYSELF BEFORE OUR RELATIONSHIP CAN GO ANY FURTHER, I AM THE KIND OF PERSON WHO FEELS VERY DEEPLY AND WHEN I GIVE MY HEART I GIVE IT COMPLETELY I NEVER LEARNED HOW TO LOVE "JUST A LITTLE"- SO AS U CAN GUESS I'VE BEEN HURT MORE THAN ONCE HOWEVER, I FEEL A STRANGE & WONDERFUL CLOSENESS BETWEEN US AS IF, IN THIS BRIEF TIME, I CAN ALREADY TRUST YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY AND THAT'S WHY I NEED TO ASK ONE SIMPLE QUESTION IF I FALL FOR YOU WILL YOU CATCH ME?

A Gift From Me To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for you are to far away so I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this dayI know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say I love you

Can't Find My Digital Camera!
Things are going good today. Can't really comlpain(which would be useless). I see all these cool salutes and think, "why don't I post one here?" So I go to where I keep my camera and it's gone! I hate when I can't find things! How bout u?

The Lord Is My Shepherd.........is He Yous
Do You Know For Sure That If You Died Today You Would Go To Heaven? Do You Realize That God Loves You? God loves you and has a plan for for your life. "For God so loved the world,that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish,bot have everlasting life." John 3:16 The Bible Says That All Men Are Sinners Our sins have separated us from God. "For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God." Romans 3:23 God made in His own image.He gave man the ability To choose right from wrong. We choose to sin. Our sins separate us from God. God's Word Also Says That Sin Must Be Paid For "For the wages of sin is death..." Romans 6:23 Wages means payment. The payment of our sin is death and hell, sep

Of Love And Flowers
OF MADDENING DESIRE FOR YOU OF THE HAPPINESS I ENJOY FROM YOUR PRESENCE AND OF THE DEEP WELLS OF EMPTINESS YOU FILL IN ME I CAN EXPLAIN TO U UNDERSTANDINGLY... OF LOVE AND FLOWERS I CAN NOT OF INCREASING PASSIONS FOR YOU OF TIME SPENT IN THE COMPANY OF AN EARTH BOUND ANGEL AND OF EMOTIONS AS INTENSE FOR YOU AS THE SUN IS HOT I CAN RAPTURE TO YOU IN INFINITE DETAIL OF LOVE AND FLOWERS I CAN NOT OF THE QUICKENING OF MY PULSE WHEN I SEE YOU OF THE PLEASURE IN YOUR EYES WHEN WE SPEAK I CAN SHOW IT TO YOU IN VIVID PICTURES, ENOUGH TO SIGHT THE BLIND OF LOVE AND FLOWERS I CAN NOT

Today .....
Today, I will delete from my journal two days: yesterday and tomorrow Yesterday was to learn from and tomorrow...well that will be the consequence of what I can do today. Today, I will face life with the sure knowledge that this day will never return. Today, is the last opportunity I have to live intensely, as no one can assure me that I will see tomorrow's sunrise. Today, I will be brave enough not to let any opportunity pass me by, my only alternative is to succeed. Today, I will invest my most valuable resource: my time in the most transcendental work: my life...

Dam I'm Confused!
In my heart I think I have finally found the one! I am not sure how to feel or how to act on it. I don't want to run , but I don't want to push! I don't know how to tell him or how to show him, because he doesn't even know it yet! How do I tell him? Or do I tell him? Or do I just keep it to myself and let it play out? Maybe it is just pre-mature. Maybe it's just lust, I don't even know. God I feel as though this is just a role of emotions I can't control. I feel as though my heart is on the tracks headed for a train wreck! I am so comfortable in his arms and his smile makes my heart just melt. When i look in his eyes I can see the reflection of my own soul, that almost seems impossible but it's true! Wonder if he will ever realize it? Who knows maybe it will pass with out notice only wonder. I want to give him my life, My love and my soul. Not sure how to do it. He doesn't even see the good he has in him and doesn't know how much he is worth. His worth as a person and as a lover. t

Getting Hired For A Job
Don't you hate it when you go for a job interview and get told you didn't get the job because they picked someone with more experience?? Well...this has happened to me a ton of times, including two times in the last three weeks. Both jobs came down to two people, me and one other person. And quess who got picked for the job?? I AM GETTING TIRED OF GETTING TOLD THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS BETTER. When am I going to get my chance?? When am I going to get to prove myself??? How do you gain experience when you don't get the chance to get the experience? I owe 30 grand in education and I have two degrees that are just sitting there because no one will give me the chance. I am working at a minimum wage job because that is all I can get. I decided not to get my bachleors because I don't want to owe another 30 grand and get a piece of paper that is just going to sit there. I am not getting any younger. I feel useless and that the only job I can get is being a mother...granted I love my kids...but I w

Poem Called - The Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Update One Th Demon's Loves
well as some may know i came here seeking any of the four who had loved a kappa dragon werewolf or hindu demon(it bugs me not knowing it's name but i don't so deal with it)while here i found out my previous ex had lied to me and re-met my spouse during my vampiristic life as well as meeting my lover from my dragonic life as for details none more will be saidbut if you read this and remember or have reoccuring dreams about being with one the three others please drop me a message or a shout mind you you will have to have memories that are close to mine or you won't hear back from me in any form after that

Day 6
Had a busy night last night. did not get out of class until after 8pm. Hit the crew bar. talk about cheap. 1.75 a bottle. the place has a pool table, a few big screens, and a shitty dj. passed the first aid test with a 96. Today was all about fire fighting. boring as hell. got a 92 on the test. Stuck on the one island that it is not safe to debark on. the local hate the cruise workers and a few of the workers have been put in the hospital. A wonderful view from the smoking deck. looks like rain is on the way again.

Demon Unleashed
Dusk has risen and I arise from my grave in the darkness there is beauty all to save Fog covers the stones the moon full for this night it is abound still, I take a look at myself, and notice there another link was added to my chain for all to bare No mistress of this night, no one to give the order so for this night i take the flight For my hunger needs to be satisfied for darkest delight Whom shall i find who shall my victim be Who wishes for the darkness and truelly see for when i find the one who will satisfy my hunger this night all passion will be her delight while i feed on blood so pure For my hunger stirs and craves still who will offer themselves to me who wishes for all the delight endlessly in this night we shall feel what passions of the night bring what fire must stir

Angels Of Exotic Dreams
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Borrowed List :)
"When you feel like giving up on someone...remember why you held on for so long..." "Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, you fight to let go" "A smile is a curve that can set a lot of things straight" "Every day I get up and look through the Forbes list of the richest people in America. If I'm not there, I go to work." "Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow" "A good quote is worth a thousand words" "Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known." - Carl Sagan "Democracy does not guarantee equality of conditions - it only guarantees equality of opportunity." - Irving Kristol (1920-) "We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." - Luciano de Crescenzo "Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. And dance like no one is watching." "A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself." A Billings "I had the blues because I had

The "fakes Of The Week" Have Transformed?...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Faith
Why Did Jesus Fold the Napkin? > This is one I can honestly say I have never seen circulating in the > emails so; if it touches you, you may want to forward it. > > Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I > never noticed this.... > > The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed > over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave > clothes. > > The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly > folded, and was placed separate from the grave clothes. > > Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to > the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the > entrance. > > She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus > loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I > don't know where they have put him!' > > Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple > outran Peter

Tomorrow
In just a few minutes it will be the 20th of March. This is a very special day for a couple of reasons. Both are important to me. The first reason is that the 20th is the birthday for my katzchen, Mistress of Wolves. Having said that...go show this wonderful lady a whole lot of love. The second reason is that in a few short hours I will be getting a ride to Saint Louis Lambert International Airport. I will be getting on a flight headed to Denver, and then another one to Spokane, Wa. After that I will be driving to be with the birthday girl. I'll be there until the 28th. I love this wonderful lady. She has my heart and I can't wait to be with her...so very soon. My body will finally catch up to my heart which has been with her for months... I love you, Becky...I can barely wait to finally have you in my arms...

Sears Tower
Chicago's greatness is already declining due to crappy politicians, losing sports teams, and now THE CHANGE OF NAME OF THE SEARS TOWER. Apparently it will now be called the Willis Tower due to a British Insurance company buying out office space paying almost $15 per square foot. Who ever owns the most square feet of this building then gets to change the name of the building to their company's name. That's not gunna fly. This group is for Chicagoans and whoever else against the name change. It's for the people who will always call the tallest building in the u.s. THE SEARS TOWER. www.itsthesearstower.com Go to this link and sign the Petition!

Questions...
What is the most unique thing about you? hell if i know Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded? uhhh....no not that i know of lol Who was the last person you were in a fight with? my brother Where do you spend the majority of your time? with my kids What is your favorite name for a girl? Jessie and Cassie Favorite name for a boy? Dave How many texts have you sent/received today? uhhh like 12 What kind of car do you have? just got a ford windstar mini-van.. What do you love about your car? the fact that it drives...and has no dents like my other one...gimme time though..ill have it banged up What color is your car? dark red How many windows are in your house? my house has 16 rooms..i am not about to try and go through counting windows..otherwise i may have to edit the answer for question #2 Are you hated or a hater? i hate everyone equally..and im sure i am hated as well How tall are you? 5'3 Who has been the most influential p

The Beginning
Well today my classes started... so I'm caught reading my assignments and being nervous about doing well in school, after 20 years. Home life is going as well as can be expected with the twist that my honey makes me smile and laugh and is so supportive. I'm not sure what I'd do without him. Going to work is turning into a destested formality... I feel taken advantage of and passed over for a job well done. I guess that's why I decided to change the playing field and get the paper to go with my experiance in retail, accounting and business management.I miss being able to enjoy work and the customers, but all things must change and the way the economy is set right now, I need to be thankful that I even have a job.

Cassie
i just want to leave a blog about my girl cassie and the babys. I have known this girl for about 5 or 6 yrs now. we have gotten in trouble together and been to church together. we gotten tattoos for each other, and have two wonderful kids together. thats my girl. we have wreck a car together, lol. we have stolen together. we have even gotten dirty with each other, but only a kiss nothing more. haha had u fooled. thats my girl. we have partyied together, we have cried together. we have shared everything our life. and now my girl is thinking of leaving town. and im not really happy that she is leaving if she does. but on the other hand i want to see her smile again. i think the last time i seen her smile was when her and i was crackin on a pic. she knows what im talkin about ask her if you want to know, shes married to me on here so she is easy to find. lmao. but i just want everyone that sees this to know that she will always be my girl no matter where she or i may live. i will travel t

Its Only The Rain
In the distant we can see what is yesterday with all of our loves pleasureable array The smiles and bliiss of your kiss we carry that with every breathe But how was I to know how was I so lucky to have your glow If you want me to stay I don't believe thats an issue If you want me to leave pass me a tissue You have all of my heart all of my being the good and bad You have all that a man desires all the natural beauty all the strength of a lady A rose among weeds a glass of water in the middle of the dessert The vision of childhood dreams and yet it all seams to come clear To have broken through into reallity into my world H

Chinese Horoscope Rat 03/16/09 Week
Rat - This Week You may be coping with an extremely restless and unsettled energy early this week. The seeds of change are in the air. Work to finish what you start midweek. The Equinox on Friday is a powerful time for any new beginning. Visualize what you want in your life. Write it down. Post it where you see it daily and believe it's possible! Good ideas are everywhere on Saturday. Enjoy visiting with friends far away on Sunday.