to my dear friend...
not sure if you'll read this or not...what I did was wrong, yes, I was impatient and I should have waited to see what your answer was..before what I did..
for everyone else, I ripped a quote from him..the words were so beautiful, I just, wanted them too.
So many people are going through tough times, in some personal way. For me, I'm unemployed, something I never experience before..its scary in itself..especially, after being a widow, and not having that support of someone...but, I look around me, and feel so lucky..those words inspired me...and I wanted to share them with someone very special to me..was that being selfish..I didn't think so.not at that moment..but I didn't realize, I had betrayed this friend's trust.
to you, my friend, you have inspired me more then you have realized..in a short period of time..you always have a smile..that, I looked forward to see...you have courage, that most people don't have..I hope someday, you, will find in your heart to forgive me..I'll miss you. You're a special person..there's not another person like you...I will always cherish the friendship I had with you...I wish you well in everything you do, and have accomplished.
to others, don't do what I did..if I look like an idiot..so be it. don't be selfish, to ruin a friendship, or relationship..I wish I could take back what I've done..but the damaged has been done..and I'll have to live with that.
I'll miss you, my friend.
