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Hey Hi,smell My Speedstick.
So yet another goes by and i do miss my mummy and sis.Ive been playing guitar hero with blake to kill time.MAN IM LIKE LIGHTING FINGER on that game. ALL ENVY ME! lol aaanhyhooo,made 2 new vids today which i assume Chris is watching right now,or else.!!!>!!!>?! UM reckon ill go cook supper soon{oh yay im excited} I have cramps,if anyone cares. Ummm lets have sex? anyone?no? ok ur loss im off toodles ~Taste my lightning Fuckers~

13 Sexy Days Gentleman!
Well as most of you kno im like the biggest harry potter geek.so i guess its only rightof me to say 13 DAYS TILL ORDER OF THE PHOENIX come to the theaters. YES! and then Deathly Hallows comes out [harry potter last book] OMG im freaking out. :D

Workin...
I am suppose to be working almost everytime I come here. I dont think this type of job will last forever to where I can come to the bar and get paid for it. Oh wait you can depends on your job title...lol... anyway mine is no the latter all though I dont mind playing that from time to time...LOL... Well i just felt like babbling while I am suppose to be working. Anyone out there have something for me to do while I am suppose to be working just let a sista know... forever peace and love... M.

Angels Fuck Devils Screw
I woke up morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure I'll bask in your forever You just want to waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, help destroy the world I wanted to be, be that special girl Everybodys got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in a human mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me I dreamed I was you I dreamed your ego died Sad who loves you more than I do I know you lied I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a negative mediocrity Everybody's got a little some

Butt Measurement.....
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day And the man looks over at his wife and says: "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape And measured the grill and then went over to Where his wife was working And measured his wife's bottom. "Yes, I was right, your butt is 2" wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, The husband is feeling a little frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife Who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers: " Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill For one little weenie ?"

Congratualations Bet Award Winners
These are the winners of the 2007 BET Awards: Female R&B artist: Beyoncé Male R&B artist: Ne-Yo Group: Gnarls Barkley Gospel artist: Kirk Franklin Hip-hop artist: T.I. New artist: Jennifer Hudson Collaboration: Runaway Love by Ludacris with Mary J. Blige Video of year: Irreplaceable by Beyoncé, directed by Anthony Mandler Actor: Forest Whitaker Actress: Jennifer Hudson Male athlete: LeBron James Female athlete: Serena Williams BET J-cool like that: Gerald Levert Viewers' choice:Stuntin' Like My Daddy by Birdman and Lil Wayne

" Dragon Names."
" Dragon names." Beowulf's Dragon. Legendary hero Beowulf was finally killed in combat with a dragon. The hero's sword broke allowing the dragon to bite him - Beowulf later died from the poison. Brinsop Dragon. A British dragon that lived in a well in Duck's Pool Meadow in Brinsop. It was killed by a local knight - some say Saint George. Eingana. Snake goddess from aboriginal mythology. She is the creator goddess and also goddess of death. If she dies, so does the entire world. George's Dragon. The dragon killed by Saint George, patron Saint of England. It appears not to have a specific name of its own. The Henham Dragon. A British dragon which was documented flying over the village of Henham in 1669. It was later claimed to have been a hoax perpetrated with the aid of a nine-foot long model dragon. The Knucker. A British water dragon from Sussex. The Lambton Wyrm. An English dragon, the Wyrm was accidentally caught by John Lambton whilst fishing.

These Chains
chained up in a darkeness I don't dare try to understand can't even wander aimlessly across this barren land held captive by my pain by the anguish in my heart to protect myself all i can do is stand here apart. light come back to this place break these chains free show me what happiness is like please, hear my plea i need to be released from this dark world i wander please... now... before my soul it does squander break free these chains take me out of the dark please just a little bit of light just one little spark

40 Questions
Body: 40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? Work 2. What do you think of your last kiss? long time ago :( 3. Do you kiss a lot of people? lol...no 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of state? a few weeks ago 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 8. What are you wearing right now? boxers and tshirt 9. What was your last purchase? water 10. Last food you ate? cereal 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Terrell 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? no 13. Do you have a pets? 14. What did you do last night? drank and slept 16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be? on an island 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? a shirt 8. One thing you hate about yourself? nothing...I love myself 19. What's your favo

My Books 1st Chapter
Chapter One “I remember now. I remember how it started. I can’t remember yesterday. I just remember doing what they told me….told me…” Queensryche: Operation Mindcrime John sits in a lawn chair leaning back and exhaling slowly. The smoke from his cigarette drifts up in slow moving clouds. “How do things get so screwed up?” He thinks as he inhales deeply. A few months ago his life seemed perfect. He was a successful contractor and enjoyed all the trappings of a middle class life. A large home in a nice subdivision, the SUV in the driveway, all the platitudes associated with success was his. Best of all, was his wife Dora. She was pretty in an honest way. Hers was a natural beauty. Dora never wore a lot of makeup. She never tried to be beautiful. Dora was thin, without diets or exercise. Her hair was auburn with a n

Liqour Warning
Of course this does not apply to you and me, but you may want to pass this on to other people to warn them. Liquor manufacturers have accepted the Government's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you c

101 Ways You Know You're A Proud Bostonian
These are so true and I should know I live here hehe 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the Greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter "R" as a part of the English language eva! 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12. Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You kno

Santa's Willy
Scroll down and you'll see Santa's willy! Whoo hoo, You're gonna love this * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * For Crying out loud Act your age! There is no such thing as Santa

Booty Call
Name_________ Age___ Phone(____) _______ Occupation______________ Height______ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite___ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ List three positions u like: 1.______ 2.______ 3.________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ When is the best time to reach u (check appropriate answer) Morning__ Afternoon__ Nite___ How late

For June 28,2007
This current phase of a situation is waning, but that's actually a good thing. Your instinct might be to hold onto the familiar, but you should let go graciously. You'll find that this new phase goes more smoothly.

Poetry
you call me babydoll,sexy,and say i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with their emotions", LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away,don't tell me things you wouldn't normally say. "i love you" LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather that then listen to your lies on the phone,"i want to be in your life" LIAR oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, four hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

I Find Myself
Falling for you Wanting you Thinking of you. Smiling Laughing When I talk to you. Feeling happier More beautiful Just because of you. Thank You dear friend for being there when I need you the most.I cherish all that you are and everything you do for me. If theres one gift I could give to you it would be to love and take care of you. Now im going to say I Love You,but not in 'a weird needing way' but i mean it as a friend,someone who respects me. Your a great guy,and i really hope theres more for us in our future. xoxo Love Always Your Cock of a Friend, Taisha :D

These Are The Poems I Wrote When I Lived With My Mom And When I Was In Highschool Some Were Bits From Middle School (8th Grade)
POEMS BY ME !?!?Who?!?! I don't know I can't choose You said it wasn't me But its always been you So I tried to move on Thats when I met him I'm happy But now you love me I don't think that I can go back You tore me apart He just fixed me I don't wanna get hurt I don't know I can't choose WHO?!?! .::.DO YOU CARE.::. DO YOU EVEN NOTICE DO YOU EVEN CARE DO YOU SEE THE SCARS ALL THE FRESH CUTTS DID YOU EVER WONDER WHY DO YOU KNOW ITS CUZ OF YOU I DRAG THE BLADE ACROSS THE FLESH OPENS DO YOU CARE DO YOU KNOW I'M GONE WOULD YOU CARE YOU HURT ME I CUTT TOO DEEP NOW I'M GONE I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON THE PERSON YOU KNEW IS SO FAR AWAY AND THERE SHE'LL STAY! DO YOU CARE !!!! BY:ME HOPEING third time first time you said i don't like you like that secon time your my friend i dont want to ruin that third time i still don't have an answer when

My Feelings On Love, Dating And Marriage
How I feel on Love These are how I feel about Love, Soulmates, Marriage and Dating My own opinion: I fell in love with Someone: All my life I pushed guys away. I felt I never deserved to have a guy treat me good. Unil I met him. He changed me in more ways than anyone has ever changed a person's life. He gave me what I felt I lost. Every person that comes into your life you learn a little bit more about yourself. Piece by piece until the puzzle of yourself is solved. Each relationship, Friendship and Partnership gives us the clues we need to figure out ourselves through our lifes path. Dating is hard, it's also fun. It's going over and over with differant people until we connect with someone. Hoping it works out and feeling frustrated when it doesnt, because then we know we have to start all over again. Feeling that lonelyness, we feel as humans. Then we get depressed and give up looking all together, and BAM that person finds us. I feel when you trully kno

My Newest Poetry
My One True Love You changed my way of thinking. Made me want to become more of a person then who I was then. You opened me up to experience new things. You engulfed my soul. You gave me strength to not be afraid to explore from inside to out. You wouldn't give up on the potenial I have from within me. Let me soar like an eagle to find my wings. Gave me the freedom to let my heart develope through your trust. To complete me. You gave my faith to not give up on things that mean the most in life. (LIVE, LOVE and EAT) To get where you want to go in life. Strive to be the best that you can possibly be. You opened my eyes to see a world I have only seen in my dreams. To live with no regrets. To see true Bueuty. Weather we become forever, to the now or stay as friends. Remember this: (You will always have that part of me that lasts 4-ever) ((MY SOUL)) Life + Love + Dreams Read...Then Ponder...

Life Of The Living
Wow, today has been real.....Real shitty. I've often wondered if people have it as bad as they say. You all know what I'm talking about. Those friends that say, "My life is sooo screwed up right now. Got into a fight with my significant other, lost my job", or whatever. I realized today how screwed up my life actually is. I have a Mom how is Bi-Polar. Now, before you go and think I'm bashing Bi-Polar people, I'm not. It's just having to be at home right now, that just makes it worse. Having the struggle to pick up the pieces of not only your heart, but your life and have to deal with a Mother like that is not the easiest thing to do. On top of that, she has a tendency of being very loud and rude in public. Now, I am moving back to the area I love. She wants to follow. I say nooooo way. Come on, do we all suffer from problems like that?

Toy Story 2
Who ever said a sequel couldn't be better than its' original movie? In Pixar's newest animated film, "Toy Story 2", Buzz Lightyear (Tim Allen) and Woody (Tom Hanks) are up on another wild ride. For those who didn't see the first film, the "Toy Story 2" is basically about a bunch of toys that come to life whenever no one is around, and it is from then on Woody and Buzz compete for Andy's affection, the boy owner, while creating one of the funniest buddy movies of all time. When Andy is forced to put up some old toys for sale, Woody is accidentally misplaced with all of Andy's old toys. To make matter worse, Woody finds himself kidnapped by a toy collector, where he soon learns the origin of his creation. This of course leads to a dynamic rescue from Buzz and the gang, to save Woody all while tickling our funny bones along the way. "Toy Story 2" is a real treat for the entire family to enjoy. Featuring great special effects that rival any of today's modern CGI movies. What really m

Spider-man 3
"My spider-senses are tingling!" Not really, but I did have a lot of doubts about this movie, before I saw it. When I first heard there was going to three villains in this film and a new love interest, Gwen Stacy (Bryce Dallas Howard), I was a tad skeptical. Thinking on how the heck would they be able to pull it off, and having the daunting task of introducing all those villains and their origins, in one movie; add a new love interest for Peter Parker/Spider-Man (Tobey Maguire). However, this was Sam Raimi, and he did direct the past two movies that turned out great, so I gave him the benefit of the doubt. Don't get me wrong, "Spider-Man 3" is still a pretty good film for any Spidey fan to enjoy featuring mind blowing special effects and solid acting performances. Plus, Raimi does partially save what could've been otherwise a mediocre film. However, if this film is guilty of one thing, it's that they try to put too much into it, that probably never should've been there. Although

Inspector Gadget
Go, go, go gadget movie! For those who are familiar with the popular cartoon show. Whenever Inspector Gadget (Mathew Broderick) did say something like that to activate his gadgets, they would always blunder for him. Which is hence why the opening statement fits. Based off the popular cartoon, "Inspector Gadget", it loosely tells the story of the bumbling Inspector and his nemesis Claw (Rupert Everett) in a high tail family film which you would expect from Disney. With that aside though, it turns out to be everything you expect it to be which is full of cheesiness and wholesome family crap that it almost makes you sick. The characters are not only boring but they lack any kind of personality, and they don't have the same personalities to match the characters they play. Mathew Broderick had no business playing Gadget because he's too intelligent to be considered a buffoon, and Rupert is too feminine as apposed to sinister in this movie. Where as the cartoon, Claw was a mean mother ****er

I Don't Fit In!
I was recently reading a WIKIPEDIA article about one of my favorite bands. Curious about merely who the singer was or how many there was (dynamic vocals). Who the band is, is irrelevent. I say this for a reason... As I was reading on down, I noticed a section that "LABELED" the group such as genre ( black metal, heavy metal, hard rock, techno)... So I sit there shaking my head.. Thinking "man WTF"? So why can't people be a little more eclectic about music, my self for example and my wife also... We both like black metal, heavy metal, hair metal/rock some popular and rap....*takes breath*....country, hell reggae. My wife may be listening to MIMMS right now and I may be listening to KILLSWITCH ENGAGE, and we could switch and be just as happy as the next... Everything in life seems to fall into a catagory by the infamaus "them" or "they, who ever they are" I just wish people could wear there hair one way and listen to music another way, or dress one way and talk another way. Do yo

Wtf?
Why does life have to be so challenging? I miss being a kid I guess....When did everything become, We don't have enough money for this or that or you shouldn't do this or that.. Don't you remember being a kid and swearing, "when I grow up nobody will tell me what to do, I'm gonna party all night and sleep all day, do what I want when I want"? Man what happened? Where did it all change at, I guess? Why can't I play? I used to skateboard, now I'm pushing 30 y/o and if I do that now people look at me like I did something wrong with my life... I mean I'm moderatly successfull It's not like I'm some loser who can't get a real job I still support my house. Any how I guess what got me on this rant all together is...Today I was in north Atlanta and some other truckdriver I work with was there and was passing judgement on the way I was dressed(by the way he would look me up and down, with unaproval) and the music that was left playing in my truck with door open (static-x "hate team") at

~eros~
If only you could love enough you would be the happiest and most powerful being in the world... ~Emmet Fox~ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Bible ~I Corinthians 13:4-8~ "Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain." ~Leo Buscaglia~ "Love is friendship set to music." ~E. Joseph Crossmann~ "Of all the earthly music, that which reaches farthest into heaven is the beating of a truly lovin

Dream
Come...sit by my side and hold me close I need your warmth and strength to make me whole Wrap your arms around me, secure my place in your heart; need me as I need you Softly kiss my lips and nuzzle my neck, thrill me with your gentle touch, play across my back with your feathery finger tips; kneed my shoulders into submission I swoon as the electricity that you alone can generate within me, starts to soar, I am heaven bound My pulse races at your very being; my longing is unbearable As I reach for your handsome bronze face with palms out stretched, my heart beats faster than the wind. I anticipate my greatest joy...to hold you in my arms. I quake at the thought of you, my ecstasy overwhelms me Unhurriedly we rise and move closer, excitement charges the air Arms out stretched I reach, grope for your closeness We grow nearer, nearer, nearer..then... I awaken...the dream is over

Nuns
Three nuns were attending a Hockey game. Three men were sitting directly >behind them. Because their dark habits were partially blocking the view, >the men decided to badger the nuns hoping that they'd get annoyed >enough to move to another area. > >In a very loud voice, the first guy said, "I think I'm going to move to > Utah , there are only 100 nuns living there." > >Then the second guy spoke up and said, "I want to >go to Montana , there are only 50 nuns living there."< BR> >The third guy said, "I want to go to Idaho , there are only 25 nuns living >there." & gt; >One of the nuns turn ed around, looked at the men, and in a very sweet and >calm > > >voice said "Why don't you just go to Hell, there aren't any nuns there." > >

Here She Is
The USS New York, made from the World Trade Center! USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite, LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003 , "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to

Torn Apart
Must I always feel so empty inside, lost my special place that i hide. Cant piece together my broken heart, because someone has gone and torn it apart. i sit on the floor and cant help but cry, go ahead and call me a way too sensitive guy. Or am I just crazy in the head, cold and small, lying here in bed. I hate everything about you, still don`t know what to do. Yes, right now i hate myself also- just going to put on some clothes and go. I should just get out and enjoy a beautiful day... Raindrops drip off of the leaves outside, I have always had too much pride. The trees sway and the sun has come out, don`t know why i have so much doubt. There is not a cloud in the sky, can i tell you how i feel, or should i even try. You are the only woman I ever really cared for, even now as I am down here on the floor. Cant take it back, what was just said, and I know you wish i were just dead. So i will go and leave you alone, I hope you think of me while I am gone. And don`t lie to me and say tha

Craig Biggio
I was there. Check out my slideshow from last night. MY took the pics and video up to the pic of Taveras and Biggio. The rest were found online. ENJOY, I DID. http://picasaweb.google.com/jdaddy416/Biggio3000

Jaded
Contradiction,Manipulation,Frustration Yet I am still with you, even through the bad things you do. Depression, Aggression, Confusion You always bring me down, yet you still want me around. Deception, Intoxication,Obsession Why do I even attempt to try, when all you do is make me cry. Unhappy,Insecure,Immature These are the things that I see, deep down and stuck inside of me.

~ Green Eyes ~
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Poetry
Desperate Measures ~MK Into the darkness of my soul where only demons dare to go he lies awake and waiting there telling me tales and stripping me bare his hand against my breast so light a feather there the heat and pain mixed into reality Desert skies, and wanton lust It never fails to break the just The night that comes with a sigh leaves with a gentle caress against my thigh Tonight the cries of lost and found swallowed whole by the demons bound Yes, Yes please No, No more. Grace and love are just pretty words No place for that your punishment's due Love and hate pain and pleasure Here they are the same in measure. 6/28/2007

Thinking Story
The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy With the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are SO unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identifi

Middle Aged Women Humor
1.Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down.This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. 2.Middle age spread doesn't exist.."I'm not fat,just short for my weight." 3.In mid-life women no longer have upper arms,we have wing spans.We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts,we are flying squirrels in fashion clothing. 4.Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and see your rear without turning around. 5.Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. 6.Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm,young,lovely lady in a tube top and scream,"LISTEN HONEY,EVEN THE ROMAN EMPIRE FELL AND THOSE WILL TOO!!!" 7.Mid-life brings wisdom to know that life throws us curves,and we're sitting on our biggest one. 8.Mid-life is when you look at your-know-it-all-cell phone carrying teenager with an attitude and think:"For thi

Female Vs. Male On Definitions
THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, homerun, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens)

Unlikely Marriages
*If Kitty Carlisle married Conway Twitty,she'd be Kitty Twitty. *If Yoko Ono married Sonny Bono,she'd be Yoko Ono Bono. *If Dolly Parton married Salvador Dali,she'd be Dolly Dali. *If Bo Derek married Don Ho,she'd be Bo Ho. *If Cat Stevens married Snoop Doggy Dog,(Hey,it's 2006),he'd be Cat Doggy Dog. *If Oprah Winfrey married Depak Chopra, she'd be Oprah Chopra. *If Olivia Newton-John married Wayne Newton,then divorced him to marry Elton John,she'd be Olivia Newton-John Newton John. *If Sondra Locke married Elliot Ness,then divorced him to marry Herman Munster,she'd become Sondra Locke Ness Munster. *If Bea Arthur married Sting,she'd be Bea Sting. *If Liv Ullman married Judge Lance Ito,then divorced him and married Jerry Mathers,she'd be Liv Ito Beaver. *If Snoop Doggy Dogg married Winnie the Pooh,he'd be Snoop Doggy Dogg Pooh. *How about a baseball marriage? If Boog Powell married Felipe Alou,he'd be Boog Alou. *If G. Gordon Liddy married Boutros-B

Billy Talent - Devil In A Midnight Mass
Devil In A Midnight Mass A devil in a midnight mass, He prayed behind stained glass A memory of Sunday class Resurrected from the past Hold your breath and count to four Pinky swears don't work no more Footsteps down the hallway floor Getting closer to my door I was alive but now I'm singing [Chorus:] Silent night for the rest of my life Silent night for the rest of my life Violent knight at the edge of your knife Guilty, guilty... won't make it right Silent night for the rest of my life Silent night at the edge of your knife (You're guilty!) A devil in a midnight mass, killed the boy inside the man. The holy water in his hands Can never wash away his sins Hold your breath and count to four Pinky swears don't work no more Put my trust in God that day Not the man that taught his way I was alive but now I'm singing [Chorus] [Whispered] Whisper, whisper, don't make a sound. Your bed is made and it's in the ground [x2] [Screamed] Whisper, whi

Im Freakin Tired
yet i still cant sleep cuz im a giant loser lol think ill go read some harry potter,n then continue on with my night. Perhaps some guitar hero,or harry potter on PS2 Well dicks and dickettes Love you all. xx *muah*

Shape Of My Heart (lyrics) - Sting
for me, this song is the definition of a true man - compassionate, protective, and loving...yet imperfect! that is the mark of a true hero... Sting Shape Of My Heart He deals the cards as a meditation And those he plays never suspect He doesn't play for the money he wins He don't play for respect He deals the cards to find the answer The sacred geometry of chance The hidden law of a probable outcome The numbers lead a dance I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart He may play the jack of diamonds He may lay the queen of spades He may conceal a king in his hand While the memory of it fades I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier I know that the clubs are weapons of war I know that diamonds mean money for this art But that's not the shape of my heart And if I told you that I loved you You'd maybe think

Just A Thought Or Maybe A Feeling...enjoy
"Revengeful Misery" Thy misery grows deep How can this be and nothing great The hatred of thy soul is wider than believed No coming out nor coming close Hurt thy and thou shall die Die within thy heart and mind Hate thy and thou shall be hated Kill thy confidence and thy’ll kill thou heart Destruction is bliss Thy destruction is greater than thou hate Spite thy and thou shall depart from life

Maybe Be A Little Hard To Handle
Breathing Truth One day, after months or years, when the pain of not believing your own body grows worse than your fear of the truth, you'll name it in a safe place where no one can hear... incest. You'll say it again, "incest" and think "insect" -- Still, it can stick in your throat, it can stop your breath. You'll try "rape" -- "He raped me." Rape--shape--drape: another useless word. Still, you'll need to say it, you'll need to breathe it. Perhaps, in time, you'll add your voice to the others who are naming, the others who are breathing the truth You'll finally know... you're not crazy... someone hurt you. When people tell you you're sick, call you a liar, turn you out of their hearts, their lives... keep breathing... keep naming. When their lies blare inside your head so loud you think you'd rather be dead... keep breathing... keep naming.

Wet
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Emotional Vampire
Emotional Vampire standing before you, naked, but unaware, body trembling with every breath, I await your approach. embracing you in ecstasy, our energies ascend in a feverish rapture as the moon illuminates our silhouettes through lace curtains. you pull away, leaving me listless, writhing in agony on the floor as my essence seeps through my skin into you, my sweet, emotional vampire, who leaves me in anguish, tormented until our next encounter when I will stand before you, naked, waiting to be drained again.

The Voice Of Seduction...if You Don't Know This Poem Is For You Maybe I Should Just Let You Go
The Voice Of Seduction It was another lonely evening In another lonely bar When across the crowded gathering I see, there you are Intoxicating beauty and grace and poise Seemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noise I watched you deflect suitors by the dozen Hovering about and stalking you like a coven I sat and we talked and I no longer had a choice Uncommon beauty and a lively intelligence A rare combination beneath such a lovely countenance And, oh lord, such an exquisite voice Low and breathy, full of promise The voice of seduction Eroticism, witticism, full of compassion A voice that prompts thoughts of Nights of wild abandon Of full moons.... Above warm tropical rains Of long moonlit walks on the sands Of fine wines and candlelit dinners Of mountain log cabins with crackling fires Of romantic destinations, nights filled by sighs A woman whose conversation is an event Intelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sent Knowledgeable about so many subjec

Leather Fantasy
Leather Fantasy I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Traveling Virus At Mohegan Sun Tonight, Turn On Those Webcams, New Videos Online, Wow Motorcycle Run - Sign Up N
Hey kiddies, it's the weekend, and the Traveling Virus Comedy Tour is at the Mohegan Sun Arena tonight, and you should be too... if you can make it, that is. If you can't, then turn on your Paltalk, and check out some of the fan festivities that will be going on this evening (gotta love those laptops and wireless connections) Remember, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Shows, you can download them online via AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 6/29/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 6/28/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 6/27/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 6/26/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 6/25/07 If you can't make it to the Traveling Virus show tonight, you can still PRETEND you were there...with an OFFICIAL Traveling Virus T-Shirt, hand-made from authentic buffalo nostrils (so we're told... we could be mistaken):CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! NEW Official Opie & Anthony 'All The Way' T-Shirt!Click the PIC! Order yours today! Speaking of shirts...

I Know Its Belated But I Love You Too
I'm sitting in my seat Quiet and alone I hear nothing but your words Blaring through my headphones I understand your lyrics I see past your pretty face You have no idea how much You have been my Saving Grace Your words have helped me through Some of my darkest days They've helped me in the hospital And through depression phase I was close to pulling the trigger Letting the blood run free Then you entered my life And your music saved me I'll be a fan to death Love won't tear us apart You own my black heart.

Prozac Nation
That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key." I start to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don't know the answer, I know only that I can't. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted. Elizabeth Wurtzel From Book Prozac Nation I'm the girl who is lost in space, the girl who is disappearing always, forever fading away and receding farther and farther into the backg

Alon In Bed.
I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can only think my chest is caving in, and I can't sleep I cry everytime I hear your romantic voice

Long Distance Love.
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for and thats to be with you.

Grand-theft-radio Come Join Us Please And Help Spread The Word
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Dream
Dream I Dream; atop the winged steed of dreams I seek. Holding tightly to love’s pale mane, hope gleams. Longing as endless night passes lending moonlit hue beneath ebony hooves; as all eternity, reverence gives. Withal to touch your hair, your face, your cheek To brush your lips, the very heart of dreams. And know that here within my love for you, Ere your absent from me, this very magic lives.

Popluar Sex Poems
Humpty Dumpty fucked a fat whore Humpty Dumpty blow on the floor All the kings horses and all the kings men Laid the slut down and fucked her again! Holy mother full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his arms that are so strong Keep his hands where they belong Bless his dick the one I sucked Bless the bed in which we fucked And if my mum happened to walk in Bless the shit that we'd be in Oral sex can be so fine When you're in a 69 First you start to shake and shiver Then you cum like a river When its finished don't complain Just lick your lips and start again. Jack and Jill went up a hill, To smoke some Marijuana. Jack got high unzipped his fly, And Jill said "I don't wanna." Jack and Jill went up a hill, To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot her pill, And now they have a son. Sex is when a guys communication Enters a girls informatio

Our Love Is A Dream...
Our Love is a Dream… She couldn't have known Laying there dreaming in her sleep I watched the rhythm of her breathing And took it as my own. Silently I turned and walked away Wondering if her sighs were hints of my name If her slumber thoughts were all of me Was I the pillow she held tightly that way? I ventured back in another night Barely enough light to chance a peek She sat with a book, looking lovingly at the pages Was there mention of us in the black and white? Silently I turned and walked away Knowing her heart and eyes were as one Were there words of me that made her smile Would she ever truly say? I slept away myself, and ever so much deeper Dreaming on and on of a picnic scene The perfect spot of quiet and green On that blanket I wanted to always keep her. Begging my God for me not to wake We lay back, face to face No words at all, only eyes me

Priceless Treasures
Priceless treasures A little gold A heart of silver Never so bold Alluring a character; Soft like cream Silky lovely hair Girl of my dream The fate I'm going to fare; Sweetest personality Lovely dreamgirl of mine How to qualify your beauty If not divine; A priceless gem you are Like a bright shard of ruby You heal all scars Such lies your beauty; The shade of a tree Dancing branches in the breeze Such are you to me My heart you seize; My perfect little angel From heaven above the blue sky In my heart you dwell Always hovering nigh; My lovely little thought Bringing a much longed for harmony My heart you've caught Oh my sweet little honey; My wonderful mate I am so very glad that you're mine Hope it's written in our fate What do you say? I love you, oh beauty I love you for what you are Your character and personality I accept you just as you are; For you suit me, complete me No doubt about it You fit me perfectly, Even with our differences. Of

(usrsf)
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of >A new 500-man elite fighting unit called the >United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF). > > > > > >These Alabama , Arkansas , Georgia , Kentucky , Mississippi , West >Virginia , Missouri , Oklahoma , Tennessee , Florida and Texas boys > > > >Will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the >Following facts about terrorists: > > > >1. The season opened today. > > > >2. There is no limit. > > > >3. They taste just like chicken > > > >4.They don't like beer. > > > >5. They don't like pickup trucks > > > >6. They despise country music > > > >7. They don't love Jesus > > > >8. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. > > > >The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

Together...
Together Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Worlds Away...
Worlds Away My wife my love my entire life I love to watch you as you sleep And end my evening close to you I wonder what inside, you dream… The sun is gone, the moon is high And in your sleep, you gently sigh And move into my gentle touch This woman whom I love so much I watch you as you’re sleeping there And gently touch your silken hair And gingerly I touch you then As in your sleep you move again And press yourself against my palm Suffusing me with sudden calm A gentle smile curves on your lips Inside my chest my heartbeat skips And as I lay and watch you sleep My love for you grows ere more deep So deeper on into the night I gaze Admiring gentle lines of your face Smooth skin dusty ivory And lips so full they beckon me To gently cup your upturned face And taking you to my embrace To kiss you then as times before And drop your nightshirt on the floor To roll you over and take you then To hear “I love you” again and again And love you till our pas

Sad News
To most of you know I don't know how long I am able to stay in springfield someone on cherrytap no names mention. I am pregnant and I don't know who the father is it can be between this guy and another guy. I know it is this guys kid cause well I have been craving as much food as I can and I know that this it has to be. Cause of the conception date. I am probly going to be moving to denver and my not have acess to internet I will not be on cherrytap. I will be around whenever you see me sincerely amanda

Attorny /witness
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. ATTORNEY:What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? ATTORNEY: How old is your son, the one living with you? WITNESS: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which. ATTORNEY: How long has he lived with you? WITNESS: Forty-five years. ATTORNEY: What was the first thin

More Important...... You Tell Me, Please.
Hey y'all, what is more important: following the career that you feel you have a blood connection to or following the career that the most important person in you life wants you to follow? Both will take me to Iraq, Iran, NK.... one (the airborne, the one that I have a family connection to) might take me to Afghanistan( for a second time) as well. What is more important: Family legacy and a unit that I fell more confident going to war with or going to a post/unit that I feel I might die every day in combat with said mechanized unit?

Random Ranting.
why do people think i automatically want sex whenever i talk to them on the internet? you get my screenname and bam! you're in. god i hate people. people are so goddamn cocky and some have no reason to be at all. but what kills me is people thinking that i'll "cam with them" or "swap pictures." that's why i think it's funny when people ask. and i think it's kinda desperate, too. you do whatcha gotta do, but damn - leave me out of it!

Alone
Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you. But my hands are cold, as I wait alone. I want to hold you, to feel you near me.... Your breath on my cheek. But I am alone. I hear your voice in my head, As sweet as birdsong. If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you. How much I care... But I can't. For I am alone. Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind. They call out your name. My body is cold. But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and hold your body to mine... But I am alone. Alone in this cold. Alone in this life.

Politically Correct Female Terms
She doesn't: GET PMS She's: HORMONALLY HOMICIDAL She doesn't: HAVE A KILLER BODY She's: TERMINALLY ATTRACTIVE She's not: A BAD COOK She's: MICROWAVE COMPATIBLE She's not: A BAD DRIVER She's: AUTOMOTIVELY CHALLENGED She's not: A PERFECT 10 She's: NUMERICALLY SUPERIOR She's not: EASY She's: HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE She doesn't: HATE SPORTS ON TV She's: ATHLETICALLY BIASED She doesn't: HAVE SEXY LIPS She's: COLLAGEN DEPENDENT She doesn't: GET DRUNK She's: ACCIDENTALLY OVER-SERVED She's not: A GOSSIP She's a: VERBAL EXPEDITER She doesn't: WORK OUT TOO MUCH She's an: ABS OVERACHIEVER She doesn't: HAVE A GREAT BUTT She's: GLUTEUS TO THE MAXIMUS She' not: HOOKED ON SOAP OPERAS She's: MELODRAMATICALLY FIXATED She's not: COLD or FRIGID She's: THERMALLY INCOMPATIBLE She doesn't: OVER-DO MAKE-UP She's: COSMETICALLY SATURATED She doesn't: HAVE A GREAT RACK Her breasts are: ETHEREAL IN NATURE She doesn't: STAY SKINNY She's: A METABOLIC UNDERACHIEVER

Engagement...the Real Thing!!!
THE FOLLOWING ANNOUNCEMENT HAS BEEN PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER Ladies and gentlemen. The New World Order is proud to announce the real life engagement of nWo members Ernest aka "The King of Hearts" and Kally aka "The Queen of Hearts." This is not just a CherryTap engagement. This is the real deal. Please stop by and show them some love as begin their new journey...4 LIFE!!! Thank you!!! THE PRECEEDING ANNOUNCEMENT HAS BEEN PAID FOR BY THE NEW WORLD ORDER

Cujo
King has never been comfortable with CUJO's pessimism-and particularly with the death of Tad Trenton in its closing pages. King has said that if he were to ever rewrite one of his published novels, it would be Cujo. But the pessimistic stance of the novel was -in King's words, "almost demanded": "You can't continue to write this kind of thing over and over again and finish up by saying, "Oh, yes, and the kid was all right. God took care of him again, folks. Go to bed. Go to sleep. Don't worry." Because they die, Kids get run over, they get knocked out of their cowboy boots. People pick them up and take them away forever. Crib death. Leukemia. It isn't a large percentage -most of them do fine. But it has to be put into the equation: the possibility that there is no God and nothing works for the best. I don't necessarily subscribe to that view, but I don't know what I do subscribe to. Why do I have to have a world view? I mean, when I wrote CUJO , I wasn't even old enough

The Queen Of Snow, A Name Of Irony
The Queen of Snow, a name of irony. The icy cold fingers that have clawed scars into my back can only be, have only been, healed by you. Your soothing touch has brought me warmth like I have never known. The Queen of Snow, a name of irony. Only the ignorant take shelter from your embrace, for they don't know the true peace and solace it can bring. They don't realize the true nature of snow, to be encased in snow and let it's insulating hug warm them. The Queen of snow, a name of irony. I have given my beautiful Queen of Snow my love. And it has been returned tenfold. You have picked me up when I have fallen. You guided me when I was blind. You called me back to the path I stopped following. The Queen of Snow, a name of irony. You illuminated my darkest hour, saved me from the demons that tried to devour. My soul, my heart, my mind, my life. You've given me hope with your divine power. And asked for nothing in return. Now I stand before

Ashes To Ashes
Well, you could walk like a stranger head back into here Bringing gifts while you act so sincere Bringing gifts for a boy who's five years Looking for rocks and training wheels I don't remember you from any of those books Ashes to ashes and six feet under, face down in a box Where did you ever learn to treat me like that You don't seem to have any of that family stuff You know the hardwood floors and all that penniless rough Your bad luck follows you like a heart attack Twist your fingers, soon as break your back I don't remember you from any of those books Ashes to ashes and six feet under, face down in a box Where did you ever learn to treat me like that that that It's coming from another with a mother who's just like yours Givin' you headaches and all those mental scores Give a little, have a little, take some for yourself Like the needy and the greedy always seem by themselves Well, you must be, have to be one of these Hidin' in the shade under your family tree

Dear Friends
I was just writing to let you know that I have created another account do to some unfortunate mishaps. If you would like to add me my new one is called Mystical Creatures. Thanks for your patience with me and I hope to hear from you all soon.

Crying Pain...
The mournful tears The silent cries The pain inside my heart. The heart that aches the silent beats The pain inside of me. The somber wimpers my soul cries The pain I cannot hide. The pain of missing The better part of me... you.

Metallica - Where Ever I May Raom
Wherever I May Roam [HETFIELD/ULRICH] ...and the road becomes my bride I have stripped of all but pride So in her I do confide And she keeps me satisfied Gives me all I need ...and with dust in throat I crave Only knowledge will I save To the game you stay a slave Rover wanderer Nomad vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere Free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll redefine anywhere Anywhere I may roam Where I lay my head is home ...and the earth becomes my throne I adapt to the unknown Under wandering stars I've grown By myself but not alone I ask no one ...and my ties are severed clean The less I have the more I gain Off the beaten path I reign Rover wanderer Nomad vagabond Call me what you will But I'll take my time anywhere I'm free to speak my mind anywhere And I'll never mind anywhere Anywhere I may roam Where I lay my head is home But i'll take my time anywhere Free to speak my mind And I'll take my find any

New Stuff On The Benoit Case
The anonymous individual responsible for suggesting, 14 hours before police discovered the body, that WWE wrestler Chris Benoit's wife was dead is confessing, saying his/her comment was a "terrible coincidence." The anonymous editor left a lengthy apology to the Wikimedia community, explaining, "I hope this puts an end to this speculation that someone knew about the tragedy before it was discovered." Below is the full, unedited apology: "... Hey everyone. I am here to talk about the wikipedia comment that was left by myself. I just want to say that it was an incredible coincidence. Last weekend, I had heard about Chris Benoit no showing Vengeance because of a family emergency, and I had heard rumors about why that was. I was reading rumors and speculation about this matter online, and one of them included that his wife may have passed away, and I did the wrong thing by posting it on wikipedia to spite there being no evidence. I posted my speculation on the situation at the tim

Marital Bliss
Wife: "What are you doing?" Husband: Nothing. Wife : "Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour." Husband: "I was just looking for the expiration date." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Stress Reliever Girl: "When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden." Boy: "It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles." Girl: "Well, that's because we aren't married yet." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Wife: "Do you want dinner?" Husband: "Sure! What are my choices?" Wife: "Yes and no." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Wife: "You always carry my photo in your wallet to the office. Why?" Hubby: "When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears." Wife: "You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?" Hubby: "Yes!! "I

My Sky
I sit and I see her smile, she just lights up my sky. Don`t see her all that much, but, I do try to be that guy. That she thinks about all the time, even though I am not always around. Yes I do love her with all my heart, and sometimes I don`t stand my ground. When it comes to being with her, I can`t let it all out. See her as little as possible, with her mother I have little clout. That doesn`t matter she knows I love her, and when I am with her we have fun. So I can rest each and every night, when I think about "my sky"!! RACHEL !

What's In A Voice?
What's in a Voice? I may not see your face And some may say its a disgrace But when i hear you speak Its as if you are here with me. Standing behind me Holding me Whispering telling me a secret That only we two know. What i hear in your voice Is a rythmic beat the beat of your heart speaking to me Calling me And to you my voice speaks back Calling you to speak to me. So when I say to call me Or that i need to hear you. Its not your voice i'm hearing But its your heart i listen to. Your heart i speak to. Your heart that i'm loving. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess

President Bush's Resignation Speech
President Bush's Resignation Speech Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before all y’all get all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office. The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up because you have no understanding of what's really going on in the world. Or of what's going on in this once-great nation of ours. And the majority of you are too damned lazy to do your homework and figure it out. Let's start local. You've been sold a bill of goods by politicians and the news media. Polls show that the majority of you think the

Signs
"SIGNS" In the front of a funeral home, "Drive carefully, we'll wait." In a nonsmoking area, "If we see you smoking, we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action." On a maternity room door, "Push, Push, Push." On a front door, "Everyone on the premises is a vegetarian except the dog." At an optometrist's office, "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." On a taxidermist's window, "We really know our stuff." On a butcher's window, "Let me meat your needs." On a fence, "Salesmen welcome. Dog food is expensive." At a car dealership, "The best way to get back on your feet - - miss a car payment." Outside a muffler shop, "No appointment necessary. We'll hear you coming." In a dry cleaner's emporium, "Drop your pants here." On a desk in a reception room, "We shoot every 3rd salesman, and the 2nd one just left." In a veterinarian's waiting room, "Be back in 5 minutes. Sit! Stay!" At

Stubborn Hearts
Two stubborn hearts that don't want to let go Each refusing to accept what they both know As time flew by, the distance grew They fell apart before they knew To memories of good times she still clings She's letting go and accepting the tears it brings She loves him more than words can tell Letting him go, is her personal hell She's made up her mind and he doesn't know He's holding on to a woman who's letting go She's has to go but wishes she could stay She's hiding emotions, keeping them at bay Her hearts telling her to hold on for dear life She knows she has to let go for good this time

Burglar Stole Salad
SOMERSET, Pa. (June 19) - Someone kicked in the door of a man's apartment, stuck a knife in the door and took a chilled salad from his refrigerator. Somerset police said the man reported the bizarre burglary on Monday. He told investigators someone broke into his apartment while he went to a nearby tavern. Nothing but the salad was missing, police said. Police said they have a suspect and expect to file charges once they finish their investigation. Copyright 2007 The Associated Press. The information contained in the AP news report may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or otherwise distributed without the prior written authority of The Associated Press. All active hyperlinks have been inserted by AOL. 06/19/07 02:51 EDT

Which Should I Pick?
ok, i just got this security job and i want to proceed with a dream of mine. I've been wanting to be a cop for a good time now. I have a big chance to be a cook county sheriff over being a security officer. cook county makes 45k in the first year over a security officer making 20-25k a year... the only issure i have is getting my F.O.I.D CARD which is a gun license. i need my F.O.I.D to be a cop

Gotta Love Seniors
Shown below , is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an 86 year old woman. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. Dear Sir: I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nansconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity,and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls and letters, --- when I try to contact

Helena
If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Why don't you love me anyway? Cutting with the knife, blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife Secondary spine Incisions must be accurate I know just what to do My hands are trembling I can't spare to slip up with this knife Her beauty so illogical The beast come gliding in Hideous chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night bursts into flame Dance Helena... Dance If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be And I close the door on my fantasies Why don't you love me anyway?

Oi Vey
so I feel like blogging. Maybe its because I woke up this morning practically in tears and rather distraught. I would think that would ruin most people's mornings. Fortunately I've been rather risiliant lately, and not much seems to bother me like it used to. But this one was pretty bad. I've had at least one dream almost every single night for almost a month now, about my ex. Always about the same thing, just different approaches. Its about what will happen and what will be said when I see him again. I'm usually the angry one, as always in his case, and he's very silent, which is the way I think it will go. I have a lot of unsaid things that I want him to hear, considering he up and left and I never saw him again. I guess I vent those things through my dreams. But it makes it hard to let it go. Last night was different in that he was came up and pretty much started taunting me. Talkin all kinds of shit about how much better he is now that I'm gone and he's got all this bi

Dreamland
Illucid thoughts and twisted ways, come to the one who sleeps. A ghostly shape, you can not read. The devils horns hold up a halo, above a beautiful damsel in a cage. Down below, a fiery pit. To the left you see the key, but look right for the fiend. Iron swards and thunderbolts, lead to someone's end. flying dragons to flying cars, you jump through time. Buff and strong aboard a ship, lead you to a lovely night. Eight hours later you awake in your bed, and relieve yourself from that place called dreamland. "In dreamland you can be anything at any time you like and no one can say different"

Vampire's
A Vampire’s (Vampaneze’s) Laments “I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies, I'm happy you'll never understand what It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass, I can see out, but no one gets in.” His eyes flickered open, the automated process now by which at ten o’clock he’d wake and get ready. His night was beginning. But tonight, he didn’t feel like going anywhere. He was sick to death of running – running from police, from his family and from his conscious. He wanted to face up to what he’d done. This night, he’d not be the one doing any killing. He slowly lifted himself from the ground and set off toward the city. It was late, but there’d still be some cars about. For only a few decades had he lived as a vampaneze, but already, he despised his purple skin and crimson lips. It was time to end it. With no one to guide him, no one to love, he didn’t feel his life was worth living. A few minutes later, he was stood by a long road, with the occasional car

Why
why why is it that people only like me when i take my pills so what i have ADD i m a little out of it so it that a reason for u not to like em i think not so why cant any one like me for who i am not even my family can every one likes me better pilled and if i dare to show who i am i must not have taken my pill or i need to take another I'm so feed up with every one telling telling me i need to take pills why dose every one have to be so mean will this always be will i always be drugged the rest of my life im so tired of not being what every one wants but why don't they care what i want i'm tired of taking pills everyday but i guess it doesn't matter what i want jsut what very one else does by jna

My Heart
My heart has just been broken My heart will never heal My heart Ive got to bury deep My heart Ive got to make it as hard as steel So nothing can never, ever break my heart, so I can never, ever feel again. Copyrighted (C) Sir George

Prednisone
Prednisone sucks lol. But I do feel a little better. The side effects get less each day I think. Was hoping to have the Dr cut it back in dosage today, but he wants me on this level another week and then cut back next week. And he needs me to do things that make my ankle sore so he sees how it reacts to the meds. I suppose that makes some sense. Can't tell if its working if I don't get off my butt. Its another beautiful day. :) Maybe I will take a walk with my son and Pluto in a bit.

My Heart Is Lost To Him
So It has been four days since my heart left me. The wierd part is it feels like the person I love hasn't left me. I feel like he is with me every minuate of the day. I am sadden that he is not with me here in this state but I know it is apart of life. And if it is God's will we will meet again. But I will never forget him because he was and is always there for me. I love him endlessly. And he knows this. He has made me feel whole again. And every moment I shared with him was perfect. Even if it was Love Hate! I am simply in love with him and my heart is with him.

Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin
Penguins Sign Sydor, Sykora And Sabourin Pittsburgh Penguins Jul 2, 2007, 9:57 AM EDT Executive Vice President and General Manager Ray Shero announced that the Pittsburgh Penguins have signed defensemen Darryl Sydor, right wing Petr Sykora and goaltender Dany Sabourin Sydor, 35, skated in 74 games with the Dallas Stars last season, collecting 21 points (five goals, 16 assists), along with 36 penalty minutes. He posted a plus-or-even rating in 52 of his 74 games with the Stars, while finishing fourth among Dallas defensemen averaging 20:08 on the ice. “Sydor brings additional skill to our defensive corps along with invaluable veteran leadership to our young hockey club,” Shero said. “Darryl has proven his dependability throughout his NHL career and anytime you can add a multiple Stanley Cup winner to a team like ours it is a bonus.” The 6-1, 211-pound defenseman is a two-time Stanley Cup winner, hoisting the Cup in 2004 with the Tampa Bay Lightning and in 1999 as a me

Random, Very Random
1. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? No don’t think so 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed before the last? yep, just this morning! 3. Have you ever punched a tree? No don’t think so 4. Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it? In certain situations yes 5. Do you watch a lot of tv? sometimes 6. Have you tried ecstacy? never 7. Have you ever snuck out of your house? yes 8. Kill or Be killed? Definitely kill 9. Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken? Unfortunately break someone elses heart, gotta look out for mine 10. Never sleep or never eat? Never sleep 11. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? You know who you are. 12. Would you ever get a tattoo? Got 3, want lots more 13. Who was the last person you had a dream about? Some of my old classmates. That’s what happens when you look a

The Rose Within
A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it. He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died. So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects. We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential. Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

The Power Of Wd 40
You may have seen this before but its a good reminder of the power of WD >>40. >> >>I had a neighbor who had bought a new pickup. I got up very early one >>Sunday >>morning and saw that someone had spray painted red all around the sides >>of >>this beige truck (for some unknown reason). >> >>I went over, woke him up, and told him the bad news. He was very upset >>and >>was trying to figure out what to do; probably nothing until Monday >>morning, >>since nothing was open. Another neighbor came out and told him to get his >>WD-40 >>and clean it off. It removed the unwanted paint beautifully and did not >>harm >>his paint job on the truck. I'm impressed! WD-40 who knew? >> >>Water Displacement #40. The product began from a search for a rust >>preventative solvent and de-greaser to protect missile parts. WD-40 was >>created in >>1953 by three technicians at the San Diego Rocket Chemical Company. Its >>name >>comes from the project that was to find a 'water

Please Help Me
I am 21 and have question. I am kinda embarrassed to ask though. How do you shave your pussy? I mean I tried and I do shave my one but somehow I don't get it right. I want to have a smooth one. I always get red little spots or it's itching the next day and I would love to get rid of that. Can you describe a way to do shave my pussy so that there is no ingrowing hair, no itchy feeling and no red spots? I am up for other things than shavers, too. I thank you for your help.

Not With The Program
i have been out of touch lately...it seems like i have been looking for reason to bitch...why? i don't have a clue....i go thru these phases and it seems that i am in the "funk" again... i am happy and love my Master very much but there are times i get so nasty to him for no reason and then i get hurt when he gets mad.... i hurt a good friend today but i rarely talk to him anymore so i tend to tell him what is going on and he got upset with me... i have a new "sister" that i love very much...she is a good girl and she is training and training hard to be a good kajira....she is what wet dreams are made of for a kajira trainer...~grins~ but then i get bitchy about other things....i can't stand to hear people whine about other people....if you have a problem with EVERYONE and EVERYTHING don't ya think maybe just maybe YOU are the problem?...a long time ago i realized that one creates their own problems not everyone else...YOU! i have problems that i have created all on my

~~neologisms Once Again Folks~~
Neologisms; Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologism contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavoured mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by pro

Aint No Sunshine -bendy Straw
artist: Bill Withers lyrics title: Ain't No Sunshine Ain't no sunshine when she's gone It's not warm when she's away Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And she always gone too long anytime she goes away Wonder this time where she's gone Wonder if she's gone to stay Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home Anytime she goes away And I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Hey I'll leave the young thing alone But ain't no sunshine when she's gone Ain't no sunshine when she's gone Only darkness everyday Ain't no sunshine when she's gone And this house just ain't no home Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away Anytime she goes away

Just The Two Of Us Bendy Straw!
Bill Withers Just The Two Of Us I see the crystal raindrops fall And the beauty of it all Is when the sun comes shining through To make those rainbows in my mind When I think of you sometime And I want to spend some time with you Chorus: Just the two of us We can make it if we try Just the two of us Just the two of us Building castles in the sky Just the two of us You and I We look for love no time for tears Wasted water?s all that is And it don?t make no flowers grow Good things might come to those who wait Not for those who wait too late We gotta go for all we know Repeat Chorus I hear the crystal raindrops fall On the window down the hall And it becomes the morning dew And darling when the morning comes And I see the morning sun I want to be the one with you.

Whatta Day....
It was a beautiful day, the sun beat down I had the radio on, I was drivin' Trees flew by, me and Del were singin' little Runaway I was flyin' Yeah runnin' down a dream That never would come to me Workin' on a mystery, goin' wherever it leads Runnin' down a dream I felt so good like anything was possible I hit cruise control and rubbed my eyes The last three days the rain was un-stoppable It was always cold, no sunshine I rolled on as the sky grew dark I put the pedal down to make some time There's something good waitin' down this road I'm pickin' up whatever's mine

Who Knows...
People go through life as though they're unattached...to anyone to anything. As though nothing they do will affect anyone in their existence. Is it really so hard to see that everything we do touches somebody? We act as though the decisions we make are important only to us...that the way in which we conduct ourselves is no one else's busines...well who are we to say that this is true? At the same time we say we want to be loved and cared for and nurtured...can't happen. We won't let it cuz we're so busy making sure that we're self sufficient. We don't want our lives to affect everyone but we want someone else to consider us in everything they do. Is it so difficult to be considerate and responsible? I wonder if people would make things this hard if they knew that life is simply better when it's easy...

Memory
It has only been a few short months since I lost my little brother in a motorcycle accident. The lady that hit him was 3 times over legal limit. I know he went happy and without any pain, but the pain of him being gone still lingers. I made this in memory of him and wanted to let all my friends see.. I love you bro and I know you are watching over us!

Love Life Bestfriend???
I sit alone in the dark, I look at the view of the park, there you sit with my best friend, dont lie to me, dont pretend, you think i dont know you cheat and lie, well I do and i sit here and cry. Your enough to drive me round the twist, so i'll find a sharp object and slit my wrists, I dig in the knife, I'll drag it, I'm fed up, I hate my life, the blood is pouring from my veins, you drove me to this, you sent me insane. You walk in my room and kiss my lips, I send you on a guilt trip, you bent down and held me tight, this is when I saw the light, I see you cry, I no longer want to die.

Career Opportunities
I just applied for a new job yesterday. I like the job I have currently. The people are great. My bosses are supportive. However, the pay lags in a way that I feel is unacceptable. I often feel like my position at work is abused whenever someone calls in sick. I'm constantly expected to pick up the slack. I really can't stand that. Sooooo, I was sitting at my desk yesterday when I noticed a job being advertised with the state I live in. Took one look at the description and knew it was for me. I didn't waste any time drawing up a resume (I didn't have a current one) and sending out an application online. I'm really excited. If I get this opportunity, I'm not going to turn it down. The pay is great ($17/hr) and is much better than what I'm currently getting ($9.97/hr). Similar duties. Requires some travel. Office is like 30-45 minutes away from me (it can be relocated though). So, wish me luck. I was told I'd be guaranteed an interview because of my deafness. I can't wait.

Sexy Gift Game
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

#1
I'm Standing There In The Rain,Just Thinking About You. My Heart Is Beating Very Fast,My Mind Is On You. The Rain Is Running Down My Cheeks Along With My Tears, The Tears So Sweet,Pointing Out Of My Heart It's All Cause Of You. I Pray To God,That You'll Come Back. But Kno Answer Yet. Did You Forget Our Memorable Times We Shared, All Our Laughter,Every Time We Kissed. We Always Had This Special Love, As I See Lightning Struck The Ground, And A Roar Of Thunder Blair, I Think Of You More. I Miss Being That #1 Person In Your Life.

Tradition Basics
Tradition Basics: Not all Wiccans are the same. There are different traditions within this religion. To someone who is new to Wicca, all of these different names can be intimidating. This is in no way a complete list of every tradition that is out there. This is merely an introduction into some of the more common ones to help you understand the differences. Even within each tradition there will be variations from coven to coven. Gardnerian This tradition is named for its founder, Gerald Gardner, who was one of the first to bring witchcraft back into the modern age. Details about their rituals are not available to non-initiates. Much of their knowledge can be traced back to Gardner himself and is passed along as new covens are 'hived' or 'spun'. There are different degrees that one can acquire through study and training. Alexandrian Alex Sanders was trained in the Gardnerian tradition, but his own teachings have spawned a distinct tradition. Much of the beliefs and ritu

July 5th Capricorn Horoscope
When you come from a place of secure self-esteem, an admission of vulnerability is actually a strength. What does that mean exactly? Well, that you trust yourself enough to handle being close with people

Back
I'm back from Charlotte. I'm not happy to be back but that's life. I'm very nervous here and hope to be able to move up there soon. I noticed last night at the movies and when we were out walking around when I got home that I'm really tense. I'm having nightmares again which sucks hardcore. I love my friends but I'm not sure I can handle staying here too long.

Another Week Another Scope
Your Birthday Today You'll be swarmed by a rare strain of Americanized killer bees who, unlike their Africanized cousins, just want to hang out and watch TV all day. Aries March 21 - April 19 In a stirring display of national unity next week, you and 2 million other participants will join hands to form an unbroken chain across the Mexican-American border. Taurus April 20 - May 20 Despite your claims of historical importance and the need to remember America's fallen heroes, the authorities continue to refuse to grant you the permits required by your avid group of drug-war re-enacters. Gemini May 21 - June 21 You would in fact leave for Canada right this minute if it didn't mean leaving the only nation on earth with the vision to teach squirrels to water-ski. Cancer June 22 - July 22 Americans are tired of politics as usual but no one ever gets tired of unanimous bipartisan actions against you. Leo July 23 - August 22 It really won't do you any good, but it's ve

Depression Kit
Smoky quartz is a grounding and stabilizing stone. It brings calm and centering, lifts depression, enhances practicality, and generally removes negative energies, bringing happiness. Smoky quartz is also a good luck stone. It can also assist in tapping subconscious wisdom. Smoky quartz is a protective stone, particularly for physical protection, protection from negativity, and psychic protection. Physically, smoky quartz is helpful for kidneys, abdomen, pancreas, reproductive organs, menstrual cramps, fertility issues, water retention. Smoky quartz is associated with the root chakra. Rose quartz is a stone of unconditional love. It opens the heart chakra to all forms of love: self-love, family love, platonic love, and romantic love. Rose quartz has excellent protection energies during pregnancy and childbirth. The elevated energy of quartz gives rose quartz a property of enhancing love in virtually any situation. It also brings gentleness, forgiveness, and tolerance. Rose quartz i

Angel And Spiritual Guide
Come See What’s In The Dark † Dark Angel Designz † Angelite is a stone that can bring serenity, inner peace, and a sense of calm. Angelite is excellent to use when you need to calm down from feelings of stress and overwhelm. Angelite dispels fear, anger, and encourages forgiveness. Psychically angelite is used to connect with spirit guides, the higher self, and guardian angels. It is excellent for enhancing telepathy, psychic awareness, astral travel, and spirit journeys. Angelite is also excellent for creating a shield of psychic protection and for balancing etheric and physical energies. Angelite can be used to aid expression and communication in group settings and in relationships. Mystical lore says that angelite is used for infectious diseases, headaches, hemoglobin deficiencies, throat inflammations and infections, thymus, heart function, and circulatory system. Sodalite is a stone of logic, rationality, and efficiency. It is helpful for work in groups and stimulates thoug

The Last Day
Well Folks..Its Time To Call It Quits Here On The Tap...Had A Great Time With All Of You...There Were A Few Exceptions And You Know Who You Are...Remember, Kharma Can Be A Bitch...I'd Like To Thank One Special Person For Helping Me Find My Old Self Once Again....She Knows Who She Is....A Godsend..An Angel..Words Won't Do Her Justice.... Had A Blast People....Always Remember "It's 420 Somewhere" Have A Good One Folks EK

Feel Like Shit
So I"m going to go pretty soon cause apparently the soup did not do the trick for healing me I feel just awful and will be headed home in about 15 minutes. aurgh lets hope I am able to make it home with out puking cause I swear its coming on

Ice Cream Prayer
Subject: Ice Cream Prayer Forwarded story: Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatr

More Stuff...
Ok so I keep seeing all this stuff posted about do internet relationships work or don't they? Is there true love out there or isn't there? Here's the thing people...internet love can happen if both people are honest and open and actually willing to commit to an intangible relationship. If you meet a shithead and date them online they would have done the same thing if u had met in person. People fuck each other over everyday. In all honesty at least if it's an online relationship it may be easier to end. You don't have to worry about seeing them somewhere else. Love happens. True love does exist. People have to work for it and people have to want it more than anything. But I honestly believe that if you find someone and they touch the very core of ur being you should do everything you can to hold onto that person. It's hard to take the chance...to step out there and say yes I'm going to trust that you live in a different state and will be faithful to me, even though we know each other o

This Is My Story
i stayed at my friends house for a few days and i got bored at a birthday party of an old friend. not much to do really. there was a trampoline, big front yard, and lots of good food... i wanted to wrestle my friend on the trampoline and bonnie comes along and tells me to stop and i wanted to have fun. bonnie likes to ruin my fun obviously. my friend i was wrestling with was trevor and hes dating bonnie. bonnie is more of the controlling type and trevor just doesn't do anything really becides wrestle, talk about cops, guns, food, cars.... yada yada yada. bonnie spazed out and like there was no tomorrow. if you were a guy like me wouldn't you want to have fun or just sit and be bored all the time. i've had issues with bonnie and trevor before on the same subject. in a different situation. my friends like to blame me for everything that happens and not themselves. bonnie tells me i was embarrasing and too immature. like i said i was only trying to have fun. i wasn't trying to get hurt at

Just Life
Well its getting closer to my sons wedding, maybe im just not normal or maybe I am. I look back and it just doesnt seem possible that he is 20 and starting his own life. Maybe all of us go through this I dont know but its hard to see him all grown it was just yesterday its seem he was sucking on a plugum and calling out mama. Well he still calls me mama hehe I just hope he is happy and have's everything in life he could want he might not have all the material things but i hope that he has happiness, love, joy, and peace of mind. Then on the other hand i feel really old, even though i dont look it yet still feel like a girl yet but i know different. Kinda glad was kinda a big dork back in the day LOL Well just pondering life these days nerves are building have to see the outlaws ewwwwww oh well more later

Help Me Make Up My Mind Please!!!!
Here is my situation...super condensed version.... I'm divorced with 2 kids (boys going on 12 & 13). We have always lived in the same small town. All my family is here. All the ex's family is here. The ex is here. The boys get to see both sides regularly and though they LIVE with me, they get to see their Dad almost as much. All their friends and family is here... this is all we have ever known. NOW THE DILEMA: I am engaged to a great guy who lives in NC (about 5 hours from here). He can't move here because of his job. He wants me to move there. If I move there, that will mean uprooting the boys... and making all our family upset. The ex is fighting me on this... it will totally mess up our visitation schedule.... and we are going to court sometime soon to see if I CAN even move.... but I am soooo torn about this. Maybe it is just cold feet, I don't know or maybe it is my gut instinct telling me not to go? WHAT SHOULD I DO?????

The "whys" Of Men
The "Whys" of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they're plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their arse-hole and they vapour lock) You're laughing, aren't you?!?! 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktail parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

Baby Kaleb
Most people that know me realy well know that I love children very much I love them so much I have made my living working with them.So when i heard this story I am about to tell I have to wonder what would make a person would do to any child what was done to this baby. My sister-in-law asked me the other day if I had been on here and if I had seen anything about Kaleb Schwade I told her no I really had not been on myspace that much.She proceded to tell me this story. Kaleb he is a six month old baby.As far as what i have heard he was a normal healthy baby up until a few weeks ago.His grandmother and aunt went to pick him up from the home daycare that he was at and they noticed right away that there was something wrong with him they proceded to take him home.After trying to make him respond to anyone and failing,his mom then took him to the hospital where they found out that he had been shaken and smotherd.At this time he is in the picu at a hospital in Tampa Florida.Please keep

Friday 7/6/07
Not much going on today, everything is quiet in chat right now since it's a little early yet, so I'm just chatting in IM and listening to music as usual. I have to pack later to go to Lexington again tomorrow, so I'm gonna keep this kinda short. Some good news is we found some things out from the attorney that will most likely help us in winning this case for my brother. He'd most likely win anyway, but chances are even better now. Anyway, I'm going to end this here and chat on IM a bit more then hopefully chat on Phreik will be busier. Have a great day all.

My Mom's Surgery
Just for those of you that read the blog about my mom's surgery we got through it...It was today and we got to the hospital about 6:30 this morning and she went into surgery about 8:30 and she was in surgery till about 11:30 and she did great...She will be staying in the hospital overnight maybe longer and the biggest hurdle that we have to get over is makin sure there is no infection...if infection sets in we have to start all over...So I wanted to update those of you that care and were praying for of us today...Thanks your thoughts and prayers are very appericiated...

Big Brother 8 Cbs.com Check It Out If You Are A Fan
here is the link to big brother 8 http://www.cbs.com/primetime/bigbrother8/ i am a big fan of this show if any one here is a fan come talk about it with me i like the twist this yr hope to hear from you soon carla

Pain Inside
I left because you treated me badly, Didn't you understand that I loved you madly? You were never there when I needed you, What else was I supposed to do? You never talked to me except when you wanted to, How dare you put me last When I'm supposed to be the one you had loved. You love? Now thats a laugh, I don't think you have the heart, Not now that I see you for who you are, You want to know why I had to go? I had to get away from you, I got you back for hurting me, I didn't believe you when you said sorry, I still don't, I never will again, You lied one too many times, Just to get back into my heart, Well it is the end, my old friend, You will never again be in this heart of mine. Was there even a moment where you had loved me? Just give me a sign, I tried to believe in the words you spoke, But I have to admit... What a joke! You hurt me more than anyone, in the end, So I got you back, and believe me, I am no longer your friend, I will not ever forgive you,

"better Man"
PEARL JAM LYRICS "Better Man" Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Yeah... She loved

Soldiers We Honor You
A soldier strong and true We love and honor you You sacrifice to save us all To not let our country fall We stand for what is right We battle through the night Our flag shall wave at dawn We keep our Armour on When you serve your country well Listen close you’ll hear that Liberty Bell You set the captives free So they will know and see This country has a heart of love joy and peace Your labor is not in vain We shall remember your name You are in our prayers Yes we truly care Do you know that there are angels watching over you Though you cannot see them they are real and true No matter where they send you Do not be afraid When the battle rages Youll be strong and brave U.S. military will make you strong With discipline and training you cant go wrong Obey your leaders that are over you They will lead and guide you safely through But if you find your self in a hole Where it is dark, lonely and cold Just remember Victory is your goal Be a soldier strong and

Brewing Blog #1
I haven't brewed anything since early last month but I am reaping the rewards of that batch. It's a nice, spicy rye pale ale, quite unlike anything I've had commercially. There aren't many rye beers produced in Vermont or across the country. This one definitely works. On another note, found a brewing school near me. While I can't afford it now, I am going to look into participating in it sometime in the future. Will keep updated when I make a new beer.

Without Ambition
Wow, I really don't feel like doing anything right now. I cant even get off my bum to smoke, lol. I have an assignment due in like... an hour and a half. But I just don't want to do it. Not to mention if I start it now, I won't be done till it's due, because I want the feedback. And that would put me at 2:30-3 a.m.... I have to work 9 hours tomorrow, and if I stay up, I'm gonna drag azz for all 9 hours. And of course I'm with the boss lady. So, I think instead, I'll sit here and chat with all of you, till my eyes get droopy and my face falls into this ancient keyboard. And then you'll know bc the message would just be... ,m vc vo.,u7l.o8ortg5a. Then I'd wake up at 6 am, not know where I am and have to peel my face off the keyboard. Damn I'm bored. I could keep rambling... but I think I'll give in for you guy's sanity. Enjoy the weekend ya'll.

I Told Her And She Just Smiled
I finally got to talk to my love the other day. I told her I missed her and that I had met someone that she knew. I told her I met a man she used to like and that I thought she was right about him, he is a nice guy. All she told me was, be careful not to hurt him he doesn't deserve to be hurt. I felt a big rush of love for her when she said this. I wanted her to be jealous in some ways but when she told me not to hurt him that he didn't deserve it that told me she is as wonderful as I think she is. She was more worried about his feelings than her own and that says alot. This didn't stop my love for her even though she says she doesn't feel that way for me my love for her has only grown stronger.

Weed Solutions
Trolling crankbaits behind planer boards is a great way to catch summer walleyes, but it can be frustrating around weeds. To make life easier, pinch a small split shot 18 inches ahead of the lure to intercept weeds, algae and other debris that might otherwise slide down the line. — From Member Fred Kingsbury, St. Cloud, Minnesota

The Public In General......
I work as a "crowd management" guard at an outside mall. Basically a rent a cop to a bunch of fuck offs who have way to much money and time on their hands. I watch them alot and observe the way they interact with each other and those that they feel are below their class. Now before this I was a bouncer in a large local bar. These same "people" would come in and drop alot of cash to act pretty much like complete animals looking to hump what ever had the largest line of bullshit.....my point to all this is, when did acting like a human with a little bit of commen sense and compassion towards each other stop being the status behavior to strive for and being a complete dickweed or flaming bitch become the way to strive for???? I blame the damn kids with the hip and the hop...oh well, I guess in a perfect world we would all have to pass I.Q. test to see who should be allowed to be let outside on our own. I guess I should be happy, it just means job security for me...there will always be th

Just Waiting
Ooooh, you cannot reach me now Ooooh, no matter how you try Goodbye, cruel world, it's over Walk on by. Sitting in a bunker here behind my wall Waiting for the worms to come. In perfect isolation here behind my wall Waiting for the worms to come. We're {waiting to succeed} and going to convene outside Brixton Town Hall where we're going to be... Waiting to cut out the deadwood. Waiting to clean up the city. Waiting to follow the worms. Waiting to put on a black shirt. Waiting to weed out the weaklings. Waiting to smash in their windows And kick in their doors. Waiting for the final solution To strengthen the strain. Waiting to follow the worms. Waiting to turn on the showers And fire the ovens. Waiting for the queens and the coons and the reds and the jews. Waiting to follow the worms. Would you like to see Britannia Rule again, my friend? All you have to do is follow the worms. Would you like to send our colored cousins Home again, my friend?

A Health Question & Answer Session With Dr. Kenmiester:
A Health Question & Answer Session with Dr. Kenmiester: Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it.. Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?

I Could Not Ask For More...
Lying here with you Listenin' to the rain Smilin just to see The smile upon your face These are the moments I thank god that I'm alive These are the moments I remember all my life I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seein' all I need Everything you are Is everything to me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I've found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more Than this time together Could not ask for more Than this time with you And every prayer has been answered, Every dream I've had's come true I've found all I've waited for, And I could not ask for more.

Redneck Love Poem
REDNECK LOVE POEM SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE; SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO. PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL, YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER. I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW, BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER. SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL, BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS, HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL. YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL, AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YOU' MOTHER, BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO' I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER. BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD, JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY. MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE. YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY!

Miss Me
It's time for me to move on. The love you had for me is gone. If it's gone it was never really there. One day you'll realize all I did was care. You'll miss me and it will be too late. I'll be long gone, wiped clean the slate. I won't lie and say my feelings will change. They won't but I'm turning the page. Once it's turned I'm never looking back. I'll be getting a new life on track. A life that won't have room for you and how you feel. Then I'll tell you like you told me: Find a way to heal. I hope you find happiness in your life some day. It's your own fault it won't be with me.

Thank You To All Men & Women Of The Armed Forces
Please take the time to thank those who defend your rights, freedoms, and liberty. They are not your enemies, they are the only reason today that we are still free. Free to visit CherryTap, Free to converse freely over the internet, the married, attached, single, or even those that just need friends to cheer them up. Never let someone who isn't on the frontlines, tell you or sway your support for these brave men & women. God Bless the United States of America My Home Sweet Home

Last One: The Tenth Birth Order Of Children
SWALLOWING COINS ( a favorite): 1st CHILD: When first child swallows a coin, you rushthe child to the hospital and demand x-rays. 2nd CHILD: When the second child swallows a coin, you carefully watch for the coin to pass. 3rd CHILD: When the third child swallows a coin, you deduct it from his allowance!!

For My Children..
Dear Children, I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other. You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life. You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be. I know this is not a perfect world. There are many things that are wrong. There are also many things that are good. You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall. I will be there to kiss things better, wipe away your tears, and help you to stand again. You will have hurt feelings, broken hearts, and days that you feel nothing is right. I will be there to hold you, to hug you, and to let you know that there will be brighter days. You will hate me, you will curse me, you will not speak to me. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will yell, I will scold, and I will get upset. I am not perfect. I will make mistakes. I will love you always, no exceptions. I will teach you, I will learn from you. Each day will be one we fac

Red Sky In The Morning
The gathering clouds on the horizon are a sign of what is yet to come. Staring.. the waves of the ocean driving against the hull.. I stand at the ready. There is no turning back, and stopping will only prolong the inevitable. I know that I will survive, but I am not the only one on board. I have others to think about. The cold salty air gnashes against my skin as the winds continue to rise in their fury. I am about to turn around and face those who are looking to me for guidance. Before I do, I cleanse any doubt or fear from my face. As I slowly turn, I feel a hundred pairs of eyes glaring back. I see their worry, their fears.. yet I can not show mine. I clear all hesitation from within, and with a wicked smile and a firmness in my voice I give my simple command. "It's going to be a rough ride, so grab some lashings and hang on tight!" With that I turn the wheel to face the raging storm ahead. I can feel the bow creaking beneath my feet, moaning it's displeasure at my decision. This is

Love
Love feels so great. It makes you feel like your invincable. Like you're floating on a cloud. I have found love after so many years of trying. So many years of lonliness and heartache. He is everything i've ever wanted. Everything i will ever need. I can't wait till i become his forever, to spend the rest of my life in the arms of the one i love. I love you Chris, now and forever!

This Hearts 4 You
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Answer This Women
Why does a woman have to put a man through so much stress and so many tests just to see if he is going to be loyal? Especially when he has already done so much. What is the point of all the tests? Does it really prove that he loves you. Has he not already proven that by telling you he loves you. By staying by your side. By doing anything and everything within his power to keep you in his heart while ya'll are apart. Maybe you women out there can give me a little insight. Help me out.

No More Phychological Parental Manipulation
I look at to days generation. An I see my reflection. We need to felt. Batter ram through there barriers. Open the gates to the world. An implode are own ideas. To the older generations we know how you see us. As distant, disobedient, disrespecting children. Feelings concealed in enough emotion to drop tall buildings. C4 in my heart and the war of the worlds in my mind. My voice, is for the blind on the streets on the grind, wit a nine on they side, scared an broke inside. He young, but his eyes are open wide. He dreams of haven his life exposed. Runen Rap an dropen his flows, on the fount lines. Dyen before his time. A legend for his Rymez. Free, no more, psychological parental manipulation. We are only the equation of creation x (times) evolution. Thats why we won't see eye ta eye, or come to the same solution. You tell us we're different. Just let us be, we have enhanced vision. The truth, you see the youth, as a threat to your way of life. An you can bet that people will fight, To

Hahahaha
11 Reasons People Think Gay Marriage is Wrong 1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans. 4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 5) Straight marriage would be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and

Sex Advice From Me
Okay this is advice I am going to give to all my fellow men. Ladies, if you think your man needs to learn this shit you tell him and let him know. A woman's body is something to be worshiped and teased. Kiss her every where, but those spots you know you normally head right for. Kiss those spots you think you have never kissed before. Let your lips SOFTLY memorize her every inch of skin. From the under side of her breasts to the backs of her knees, every spot your normally neglect. Take things slow, LISTEN TO HER BODY, she will let you know what she wants. NOT EVERY GIRL IS THE SAME!!!! And all I can say now is read this and follow it lol FROM YOURS TRULEY JUSTIN.......... 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non-essentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some

Stupid Ass People Screw Up My Days. And Random Messages Of Hate
Im tired, im bored, and well just now in a really pissed off mood. seriously im about to just tell everyone to get the hell away from me. then move to alaska, or canada. some place where nobody lives, ya know. cause well People suck and thats the bottom line. I work to much, almost passed out yesterday while running cars for the valet. and today i opened an umbrella on the pier, and almost got blown off with it. HATE THE WIND. I worked 108 hours last 2 weeks, cause i was covering shifts that retards couldnt work. my schedule at work shows my 5 day work schedule, the schedule in Dans office shows me at 7 day. I hate my friends, they put too much stress on my life. i hate people in general, sept for the 3-4 that are awesome (they know whats what. hate to the peaches nobody likes them. Hate to my refrigerator, which never has anything edible. Hate to myself for being such a retard and screwing things up so badly. i hate you for reading this, (well not real

Update On My Non-existant Life
yeh yeh i know it's been a long ass time since i've been on here or been able to write a blog but since i still don't have dsl it takes the tap too long to load and i don't really have hours to wait for just one fricken page. but lucky for ya'll i'm free tonight lol....ok well me and jamie's been done for a while even though he wants me back, not goin there........secondly i met this guy tom, fell head over heels for him, thought he was different, he told me he loved me, begged me never to leave him, said i was the only thing that made him happy besides fire fightin,........typical guy surprise he lied....found out he had other bitches on the side thxs to my friends. he doesn't know that i know but shh...anywayz i believed him so when i found out what he was up to it hurt and i still cry over it even though its been over a week since we've been over, he dumped me for a chic that every single person i have asked what they thought of her has told me that he must be blind or on some heavy

Hot Sexy German Man Looking For Wife
Man's smelly feet trigger police raid German police broke into a darkened apartment fearing they would find a dead body, after neighbors complained of a nasty smell seeping out onto the staircase. The shutters of the apartment had been closed for more than a week and the mailbox was filled with uncollected mail. But instead of a corpse, they found a tenant with very smelly feet, asleep in bed next to a pile of foul-smelling laundry, police in the southwestern town of Kaiserslautern said on Sunday.

Don't Watch Me Bleed
Artist: Til Tuesday Album: Voices Carry Title: Don't Watch Me Bleed *** verse 1: I guess you gave as good as you got I guess this love is dead at last But i paid such a lot The price you pay for living under glass *** chorus: So don't just kiss me goodbye That's not what i need Don't just kiss me goodbye Don't watch me bleed *** verse 2: You tried to keep me in my place Said it was love that kept me there How could you lie right to my face? And smile at me - and sound so sincere *** chorus: So don't just kiss me goodbye That's not what i need Don't just kiss me goodbye Don't watch me bleed *** chorus: So don't just kiss me goodbye That's not what i need Don't just kiss me goodbye Don't watch me bleed *** coda: Don't just kiss me, kiss me, kiss me That's not what i need Don't just kiss me goodbye Don't watch me bleed

Why Must I
Artist: Til Tuesday Album: Coming Up Close: A Retrospective Title: Why Must I *** verse 1: Why must i take it so hard There's no light in the tunnel Or dog in the yard It's my fault for wanting too much Going deeper than most Getting harder to touch *** chorus: I've known days when i'd Wake up and say, `the world can get along just fine. So why must i take it so hard this time. *** verse 2: Why must i take it so hard Other people get by With either bourbon or god. But my world became this one boy It's the way that i'm made Do you think i enjoy it? *** chorus: I've known days when i'd Wake up and say, `just live and let it all go by... So why must i take it so hard this time. I've known days when i'd Wake up and say, Be careful of the love you find *** coda: Be careful of the love you find. Oh, be careful.

Why German?
So for some reason far beyond my capacity of understanding Myspace is in german. Or at least I think its German. It could be some other language similar to german. I don't really know. seeing as the only language I speak with anything resembling fluency is English and to be honest thats a little shifty. I can gererally tell the difference between say. . .French and spanish and I"m pretty sure that thats not the language I was seeing. So yeah I'm thinking its german. The only question is. . .Why?

Just Get Them Out!
I just read on a news feed that an Iraqi ambassador said that "A fast American Troop withdrawl would cause a Civil War and a crumbling of the newly established Iraqi government." I'm sorry...dont shoot me for this next comment, but...that's really not our problem. The troops were sent there in the first place to keep the peace until the new Iraqi government was established. The government has been established, our job is done. If our withdrawl causes Civil War...it's just that..a CIVIL war. That is an issue that the Iraqi goverment needs to handle. Iraq, you're a big boy now...Mommy USA can't hold your hand anymore... P.S. This is just my opinion...i have know political knowledge, this is just my novice opinion.

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Open Wider
There was a couple going at it for the first time, and after a while, the guy asks the woman to open her legs a little wider. She does and they continue. A few minutes go by and he tells her again, "Open your legs a little wider." She does, then he says again, "A little wider, hon." The woman starts getting pissed off but she does it. This continues until he asks again, "Can you open them just a little wider?" So she finally yells, "What are you trying to do; get your balls in too?" He says "No, I'm trying to get them out."

Too Passionate?
Three drunks show up at the local whorehouse and the madam realizes they are too drunk to be able to function. One by one, she sends them up to a room containing an inflatable rubber female doll. The first drunk returns bragging about what great sex he just got done having; the second one does the same, but the third one returns with a puzzled look on his face. When asked about it by his buddies he says, "I thought I was doing great until I bit her on the tit, she let a fart and flew out the window!"

My Experience On Ct Thus Far...
For most part Ct is aight but I do have to say that even though it is better in retrospect than say myspace, It still has alot of the negative aspect that Myspace and other bastions on the net has and what Do I mean by this? 1.Drama. Lots and lots of Drama. 2.Seems like the majority of the people on here are on myspace etc. etc. are on to win a popularity contest. This makes me think, geez are you fucking people on crack and did you not leave this shit back in high school? My fucking goodness! Get a fucking life! Oh wait I dont have a life and neither do they ha ha ha! If I wanted to win a popularity contest{Which I will never} I'd totally be a fake as mark as bitch. Then I would lie about evreything and anything just to be with the "In" crowd. 3.Their are alot of "Pervs" and other nasty ass shit. Im not trying to say and act like I am better than everyone but at least have some respect for the ladies on here but then again thats why we have bouncers and my hats off to them for

Ultra Sexy!!
GEMINI: Ultra Sexy Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.

You Left While I Was Gone
You left while I was gone. You left me here feeling so alone. You could have held my hand. Now I'm here alone I see you in my dreams at night. The parted tears falling without light. You tore me apart without a breath Now I know you cannot come back but, someday soon I won't regret.

My Nsfw Pics
ive been getting strange men who i dont even remember adding to my friends list, requesting to see my nsfw pics they arent nudes, i dont let just anyone see it, and if you want to that badly buy me a blast lmao

Nobody Really Cares!!!!!
Do you know that it makes me sick along with some others as well.It is a shame that there are people that aal they care about is there selfs. But then there are others that do care. I nener in my whole life have seem a bunch of cry babys. And then there is the drama. Who cares about the he said she said but shit. What we need to be doing and are doing are 2 different things. I guess you are wondering what I am trying to say. Well the bottom line is that we need to start to worry about what is going on all around us. Like 2 women fighring over the last crate of eggs on the shelves.Or 2 grown men fighting over a parking spot.God can't we all grow up??? It is like I said there is enugh fighting going on in the world. And thay are dieing to keep our country a free place to live. Why does anyone have to die over eggs or a parking spot?????You can see this kind of thing going on all around us.This is a wake up call or sign!!!!Ya you will just laughand brush it off. Well I guess sucks to be y

10 Things I Love About Xander
1. His Smile 2. His giggle 3. His attempt to roll over 4. His "cubby cheek" play time 5. How he can just melt my heart with one smile 6. How he makes me complete 7. How when Im sad he'll cry to make me look at him then giggle 8. How he'll scream if my dad holds him but when i take him he lets out a cute little sigh and giggles 9. How he makes faces at my dad 10. How no matter what is going on he seems to make my life worth while

The Nothingness In Something
Since I cant remember what my real name is, I am just going to go into a world of pure misconception and confusion. For those of you who read this I welcome you in this moment to join me in not joining me. The art of life is the chaos in it, and I seem to be drifting along the wave of it's over whelming pull. To be alone and comfortable with the fact that I will ultimately, be alone brings more people towards my direction. Isn't that strange.Or is it a coincidence?Or is it that life is well paired with the games of the god's

Oath ..poetry For The Damned
Wrath brings with it the promise of Silence towards nay sayers and those of double tongue I bring war to those who oppose me and smite the light of Angels in flight with all the fury and hatred of this Blackened Heart that spilled blood on the very granite stones of Hell and never extinguishing a single flame from poured blood of open wounds of my battered, and tainted flesh, I am the fire you wish to be in your heart I am the quiet of Autumns, a singing breeze through the night, I am the mystical light of a dying Moon glowing in its eerie red during quiet eves of soundless nights I am the forth coming spit of Volcanoes awaiting my summons to reveal my brand of Hell upon those who dare awake me and awake the legions lying dormant within the strict confines of a dying Soul Lying silent and with the taste for Torment, still within me, awaiting an opportunity to drive my black saber into God Himself. I am Lucifer..Liar,destroyer,promis

" I Love You "
the night i first saw you i knew deep down in my heart. as sure as the summer sky is blue we'd never be kept apart we went through hell together and still we maintained our love. i'll love you alway's and forever i swear by the lord above. for no love has eve been greater of that you can alway's be sure. i'll love you through eternity and later my love for you is forever pure. and so my love i wrote these word's to you to say, i love you in each and everyway

Angel
Artist: Shaggy Album: Hot Shot Title: Angel angel Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling Angel Girl, you're my friend when i'm in need, lady Life is one big party when you're still young But who's gonna have your back when it's all Done It's all good when you're little, you have Pure fun Can't be a fool, son, what about the long run Looking back shorty always mention Said me not giving her much attention She was there through my incarceration I want to show the nation my appreciation Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling Angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling Angel Girl, you're my friend when i'm in need, lady You're a queen and so you should be treated Though you never get the lovin' that you Needed Could have left, but i called and you heeded Begged and i pleaded, mission completed Mama said that

Poetry
sacrifice Gone today another way to cut me with your subtle knife burned away scarred to stay You left me as your sacrifice desperately hot need to breathe i can still taste you on my skin bleeding memories screaming in pain you never truly leave me alone rough hands hard body i want you more and more promises kept oaths taken you never lied to me truth hurts eyes cry doesn\'t take away the shame Peopaka 0710\07

Australian Court Docket
AUSTRALIAN COURT DOCKET 12659---CASE OF THE PREGNANT LADY A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, ' Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, "William's Big Stick Did the Trick," and I could hardly contain myself. But, Your Honor, when Sh

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Free Top Rated Download
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Clark Kent
At first I thought, if I were Superman, a perfect secret identity would be "Clark Kent, Dentist," because you could save money on tooth X-rays. But then I thought, if a patient said, "How's my back tooth?" and you just looked at it with your X-ray vision and said, "Oh it's okay," then the patient would probably say, "Aren't you going to take an X-ray, stupid?" and you'd say, "Aw fuck you, get outta here," and then he probably wouldn't even pay his bill. -jh

Fuck Yes
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!

Whats The Point
Anyone care to tell me huh? What the hell do you people want from me im nothing fuckin special jsut some shmuck thats jsut drifting in existance. Im nothing to everyone what do you people need me for? what the hell is the point?

Stupid Questions
Oh here's a good question. Did Vince McMahon die? Uh, gee, I don't know. Who the hell was that announcing the death of Chris Benoit one fine, sunny day? Uh, was it his little brother George? Is TV and the internet making people stupider? I fucking think so. Take your free iPod and shoot yourself in the fucking head. Quick. I have a feeling things are gonna get a lot worse.

Otay I'm Back
yeh i'm back from my longass break of not coming on here...i see how many people missed me -_- okkk now that i'm back i want love god damnit!!! and i mean like i want conversations with people, not sex -_- dun want that...or do i? lol jk umm yeh talk to me i'm bored

Alien Ant Farm-these Days
Making all these waves and I wonder where the days went. I sit and think of you I Hope the feeling's mutual I'm seeing all you gave and It somehow don't seem even Close to what I'd do To break in two seems natural. These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think it's something positive, and negative too Playing all these games and I wonder who's to blame it I sit and think it's you I'm sure the feelings mutual We're growing cold Its getting old We should have known it's over These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think it's something positive, and negative too Ah ah ah ah ah We'll be a real team Ah ah ah ah ah We'll be a real team These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think

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somehwere i have never travelled, gladly beyond any experience,your eyes have their silence: in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me, or which i cannot touch because they are too near your slightest look easily will unclose me though i have closed myself as fingers, you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens (touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose or if your wish be to close me,i and my life will shut very beautifully,suddenly, as when the heart of this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending; nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals the power of your intense fragility: whose texture compels me with the colour of its countries, rendering death and forever with each breathing (i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens;only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody,not even the rain, has such small hands

Price Advice
I make and sale pool balls. I have them priced at $100 for a set of 6. I need now to figure out how much to charge for just one single pillow. I will give you the address since it seems to not let me add it here. Others Please take a look on my website and tell me what you think. You can either contact me here on ct or contact me at the address on the website and let me know what you think.

Dirty Jokes
Q.) What doesn't belong in this list: Meat, Eggs, Wife, and Blowjob? A.) Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common

Fantomas-simply Beautiful
If I gave you my love, I tell you what I'd do I'd expect a whole lotta love outta you You gotta be good to me I'm gonna be good to you There's a whole lotta things you and I Could do Hey hey Hey hey hey Simply beautiful simply beautiful simply Beautiful Simply beautiful simply beautiful simply Beauti.. Simply beautiful Simply beautiful Simply beautiful Simply beautiful What about the way you love me And the way you squeeze me Hey Hey simply beautiful hey And you get right down it And the love is getting you through it Simply beautiful ----------------------

R U Hideing From Me Or The World
i know you are out there in your own world maybe i know you tink , but are you thinking of me i know you have hard times and everyone knows that are you hideing from me or is it just the hole world that is so anoying to you i know how it feels to just want to be alone i find you sleeping and wish i could kiss you im outside waiting where are you

World At Large
Ice-age heat wave, can't complain. If the world's at large, why should I remain? Walked away to another plan. Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand. I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way. Went to the porch to have a thought. Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop. You don't know where and you don't know when. But you still got your words and you got your friends. Walk along to another day. Work a little harder, work another way. Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan. We'll float on maybe would you understand? Gonna float on maybe would you understand? Well float on maybe would you understand? The days get shorter and the nights get cold. I like the autumn but this place is getting old. I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast. It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most. The days get longer and the nights smell green. I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave. I like songs ab

I Really Really Hate...
...new york. not the city, not the state. the person. yup, i know i'm not alone in this. the fact that this odious person posesses any celebrity status at all completely astounds me. she is a slack-eyed shit mouth. i hate looking at her almost as much as i hate hearing her speak. she is a complete waste of breath, yet for some reason, she has her own television show. but you know what? i could blame you, the AMERICAN PUBLIC, for making her famous and giving some network executive some slim excuse to pay her a paycheck...but i don't blame you. i blame flav. that's right. but if i were to continue the blame, i could carry it back even further and say it's all chuck d's fault for giving flav a job in public enemy. but i won't do that, chuck d probably told flava that he fucked up by bringing that ho onto his show in the first place. and i like public enemy, they fight the power. but flava, you must redeem yourself. new york is a blight on humanity. shit, she can't even

This Weekend
Ok I'm all packed and will be in Charlotte in less tan 12 hrs YAY!!!! I'm not sure when I'll be back. I have a couple of reasons to want to stay there so we'll see what happens. I might be on line on and off. If I don't talk to you have an awesome weekend/week. I know I will!!

The Blonde Painter
The Blonde Painter This blonde, Christina decides one day that she is sick and tired of all these blonde jokes and how all blondes are perceived as stupid, so she decides to show her boyfriend Steve that blondes really are smart. While Steve is off at work, she decides that she is going to paint a couple of rooms in the house. The next day, right after Steve leaves for work, she gets down to the task at hand. Her boyfriend arrives home at 5:30 and smells the distinctive smell of paint. He walks into the living room and finds his girlfriend lying on the floor in a pool of sweat. He notices that she is wearing a ski jacket and a fur coat at the same time. He goes over and asks her if she is OK. She replies yes. He asks what she is doing. She replies that she wanted to prove to him that not all blonde women are dumb and she wanted to do it by painting the house. He then asks her why she has a ski jacket over her fur c

My New Lounge, Cum And Enjoy!!!
Well, Hello to everyone!!! My name is Vanessa and my hubby name is Tim. I'm setting up this lounge for all the swingers out there that want to get together and get to know other swingers. If things are rocking, meet and enjoy one another. That is what swinging is all about. My husband and I love being in good company with others and wanted to have a place to go to meet other swingers in our area or around the world. Please cum ck this lounge out and enjoy the lifestyle. We wanted to be able to reach out to others and are hopeing you can do the same. This lounge is still new so bare with me on tring to get it all set up. Hope everyone enjoys this lounge and Happy Swingging..You can cum to my site and ck in my lounges for Clarksville Swingers Lounge, Hope to see you there!!

To Lust And Love, Be True
ome little Infant, Love me now, While thine unsuspected years Clear thine aged Fathers brow From cold Jealousie and Fears. Pretty surely 'twere to see By young Love old Time beguil'd: While our Sportings are as free As the Nurses with the Child. Common Beauties stay fifteen; Such as yours should swifter move; Whole fair Blossoms are too green Yet for lust, but not for Love. Love as much the snowy Lamb Or the wanton Kid does prize, As the lusty Bull or Ram, For his morning Sacrifice. Now then love me: time may take Thee before thy time away: Of this Need wee'l Virtue make, And learn Love before we may. So we win of doubtful Fate; And, if good she to us meant, We that Good shall antedate, Or, if ill, that Ill prevent. Thus as Kingdomes, frustrating Other Titles to their Crown, In the craddle crown their King, So all Forraign Claims to drown. So, to make all Rivals vain, Now I crown thee w

21 Sex Questions
1. Name three things you want done sexually, but are too shy to ask? 2. Which do you prefer.. romantic sex, or break the bed sex? 3. Is chocolate syrup good or bad? 4. What about whipped cream? 5. Have you ever faked an orgasm.. during really bad sex? 6. Do men really "know" where the g-spot is? 7. Foreplay or no foreplay? 8. Whats your spot that drives you crazy.. like your neck, ear... what really turns you on? 9. If you could go in the fridge.. in the heat of the moment.. what would you get and why? 10. Naked or not? 11. Do you believe in "setting the mood" with candles.. etc..? 12. How do you feel about oral? 13. Are you good at it? 14. Would you ever swallow? 15. Do you have any fanasties? 16. Do you have a fetish.. you would never tell anyone? 17. Do you think your sexy naked? 18. Would you be too shy, to masterbate in front of a girlfriend/boyfriend? 19. What position is your fa

Best Friend
Four white walls surround the temple I call my heart. I'm being forced into something I am afraid of, and yet I'm letting the force take me. My emotions are lost in between my heart and my head. I'm being pulled in different directions of what could be and what should be. Why have I been given the ability to love? Why have I been given the ability to hurt someone? The choices I make everyday affect my heart and what I feel for him. Yet, instead of turning and running, I stay and I become more entangled. Entangled into a love affair that I desire more than anything. I yearn for his kiss, and his touch. I yearn for his eyes to look into mine and my heart to shout that we will be okay. Maybe this is childish, and maybe I am wrong. If I could take his hand and lead him threw my mind, maybe he would understand how this will take time. I am in love with a man. I am in love with his face, and his smile, and his words. Slowly these four white walls will come down, and him and I can lie togethe

Emotional Extremes
Three aspiring psychiatrists, from three leading universities, were attending their first class on emotional extremes.. "Just to establish some parameters," said the professor to the student from UCLA, "What is the opposite of joy?" "Sadness," said the student. "And the opposite of depression?" he asked the young lady from Clemson. "Elation," she said. "And you, sir," he said to the student from Texas A&M, "How about the opposite of woe?" The Texas A&M student replied, "Sir, I believe that would be giddy up."

My Personality
Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Older Blogs 3
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 lack of faith Everyone has something that makes them different, or in others opinions, undesirable. For those who are that shallow, it's gods way of weeding out the ones who aren't really worthy anyway. Here I go getting all deep, and expressing my lack of faith in the human race once again. I seriously question the word LOVE these days, and the way it can be used as a lever to attain what one wants, just to be shifted at the blink of an eye when things aren't going exactly as planned. How many times can you hear that word, endure the bullshit and decide it's not even worth the second it takes to be uttered? I read a profile once that explained that there are three kinds of love out there...I forget the labels of each one, but it really is true..there are different levels and it seems almost impossible to reach the most pure form with someone who will share that much emotion with you. I guess not losing too much faith is what I need to strive for

Let Me Ask You A Question.
A little boy is in school working on his arithmetic. The teacher says, "Imagine there are 5 black birds sitting on a fence. You pick up your BB gun and shoot one. How many blackbirds are left?" The little boy thinks for a moment and says, "NONE!" The teacher replies, "None, how do you figure that?" The little boy says, if I shoot one, all the other birds will fly away scared, leaving none on the fence." The teacher replies, "Hmm, not exactly, but I do like the way you think!" The little boy then says, "Teacher, let me ask you a question. There are 3 women sitting on a park bench eating ice cream cones. One is licking her cone, another is biting it and the third one is sucking it. How can you tell which one of the women is married?" The teacher ponders the question uncomfortably and then finally replies, "Well, I guess the one sucking her cone." To which the little boy replies, "Actually, it’s the one with the wedding ring, but I do like the way YOU think!"

Wet
Okay so I woke up this morning and was thirsty so I went for my cup of water that I keep by my bed. I pick it up and somehow got water down my gown. I go back to bed only to get up again, gotta pee which is the reason I got up every single time, I pick up the cup and it spills down my leg. I go back to bed and get up again only to spill water on my shoulder. So I think it would be right to say that I'm going to be wet all day today.

Breaking Benjamin - Sooner Or Later
I want a normal life Just like a newborn child I am a lover hater I am an instigator You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I learn to love to hate it I am not integrated Just call my name you'll be okay Your scream is burning through my veins Sooner or later You're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your life away Driving me under Leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your life away You're like an infantile I knew it all the while You sit and try to play me Just like you see on TV I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it Just call my name You'll be okay Your scream is burning through my veins Sooner or later You're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw my life away Driving me under Leaving me out there Go ahead and throw my life away Sooner or later You're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw our life away Driving me under Leaving me out there Go ahead and throw our life away

Dying
Today I am going to die...well DYE my ahir. Yeah have to get rid of the green so i dont look like a stretched out leprechaun and im dying it all back to BLACK. Sometime after I get a decent job I will toss my red back in mixed wit the black but for now yeah just black works for me. Im so friggin tired didnt sleep at all lastnight stayed up watching the painted veil which My Reflections suggested. Im not one for love stories at all but this one ws actually a really good movie. I suggest anyone and everyone watch it if you get the chance. well time to die...errr dye.

Weekend Time
hey cherries, hows it going today? so much cooler here in eastern tennessee today, loven it!! well, some know what weekends mean to me, lol, so im going to just post a song title today to show im feeling...lmao "little rock" by reba mcentire have a good weekend cherries, cant wait to chat with all of ya again, and some of ya even more!!(got that CT hubby?????lol)

Memememe
Win or Lose I've been trap in my own world you see, It's been all planned out for me, So what am I suppose to do, I have no clue, The light seems too bright, I have to wear sun glasses at night, But trust me its not a fright, It's a fight to the end, Only good would will win, dnt act like your my friend, cause I let you in, My friend is me, I see me, it's a battle between me and me so you dnt have to keep threating me you see.My mind is like a bomb it's always tinking in time, I'm never wasting mines, I guess it's my time to shine, I wonder why, Why do it have to be, I wonder where this life is going to take me, my father taught me to be clever, to be caught sleeping never. I wonder how I would be If I wasn't me!

I Want !
i want to be loved, i want to have someone care for me, i want to have a good life, i want to find someone special, i want too much sometimes, i want a perfect body, i want to be handsome, i want to be rich, i want to never worry, i want my loved ones to be happy, i want you to like me, i want a lot don't i . it is too much to ask for.

You Don't Know
Your eyes seem to dance As you tease me with your stare You don’t know how you make my insides stir I feel your gaze through every inch of me You don’t know that when I am looking back at you That I am feeling wet warmth in my southernmost spot You speak and don’t know That your words are like foreplay And that I linger on each sound, each breath Feeling every syllable like a thrust deep within You don’t know That when I leave you I go home and touch myself Imagining that each glide of my hand Across my dewy skin is yours When my insides shudder And my mind reels with naughty thoughts of you, You don’t know that I cry as I climax Wishing that you were there Sharing the blissful high with me You don’t know how often it happens— Thoughts of you Taking over my body and soul One day I will find the nerve To tell you these things And maybe even show you Using my longing to guide my fingers and mouth Along your every sweet inch

Jarhead Car Wash
So today I got up, fudged the time on my appointment to get the dog groomed and decided to run some errands. I got some gas, went to WalMart and went to the mall to get my sister's birthday present. So on the way to WalMart, I had driven past the Saturn dealership where there were some marines with a sign that said Marine Car Wash. Well don't mind if I do! So after I'd finished my shopping I decided to cruise back over to the Saturn dealership and have some yummy jarheads wash my car. So I'm imagining a bunch of young, attractive, semi-buff marines with their shirts off lathering up my car, getting all soapy and wet. Why? Because I'm a perv. But alas, there were maybe one or two that I would actually take home, if that. One guy was buff with tribal tats. Lame, but still do-able. Another guy was more my type, but he had a hat on, so I couldn't really see his face. Upon closer inspection, he wasn't really that attractive. Ugh... and there were girls washing cars, too, which would have be

True Friendship
True friendship is something that dosen't come along every day. But when it does, it is really something special. But it can be easily lost because of something really stupid. But other wise it can be really fun. But when they get mad at you it's not really fun. Well true friendship can be fun and it can be hell.

When We're Together
When we're together all my problems go to the back of my mind, all I can think of is you. You are the world to me, if you were to leave me my world would colaps. You are the reason I want to keep living, if you were to go I would rather die then have to live without you. When we're together you treat me like I'm on top of the world, and I do the same for you. I'm so happy when we're together, but when we are apart I feel like a part of me is missing. When we're together you make me feel loved and wanted, which I'm greatful. I know that you love me and forever will. I just want you to know that, I love when we're together. Written on: 6-21-94

Ty For This Dmeilord
Oh mother goddess hear my prayer touch the hearts of the grieving for they need your comfort lay your never ending love around them so it will comfort their pain and help them remebr the good times so they dont fester on the lost so mote it be so blessed be

Angel
"Angel" Empty arms torn apart Angel walked out and left me with a broken heart Everyday I take the blame I let my whole world slip away I had an angel That time was everything to me In the beginning we were, we were forever Clouds in my future Now all alone I'm in the rain The pain, it whispers my name Empty arms torn apart Angel walked out and left me with a broken heart Everyday I take the blame I let my whole world slip away Never so lonely, alone I'm locked down In this cage the key She took it away from me Someone release me I've done my time now set me free I need someone to help me Empty arms torn apart Angel walked out and left me with a broken heart Everyday I take the blame I let my whole world slip away I remember when We were lost back then Lost in time on our own I'll see your face forever Your eyes, Your touch I'll never I'll Never feel again Empty arms torn apart Angel walked out and left me with a broken heart Everyday I ta

Frindship
~~ Your Kind of Friendship ~~ It takes more than caring To be a real friend; The nature of friendship; Requires a blend Of warmest compassion & love deep & true To reach & to comfort The way that you do. Because I can see That your kind of friendship Is priceless to me. Tyvvm hunny 4 your wonderful comment on my blog.. & Please have a wonderful weekend my sweet friend huggies, Debbie

Helpful Hints
HELPFUL HINTS 1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5 A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. Remember: Everyone seems norma

Her Nightmare....
She lay there in her bed trying to go to sleep. Thoughts of someone who was far away running through her mind when she felt the bed move. He had come to her. She knew what this meant. He wanted to be pleased. She lay there motionless praying to herself that he would not do it thinking she was asleep. She felt him touch her and her skin crawled for she knew there was no way out. She moved and shrugged off his touch and uttered "No". He dominated her and took what he had wanted. She laid there as if she were a doll. Never making a sound. Never flinching and hardly breathing. She had pushed him away to tell him no just as many times as the word had left her mouth. When that did not work she played dead thinking he would loose interest if she didn't respond to him. He overpowered her and began to take her body for his own. At first he was on top of her thrusting deep and hard into her. She felt him start to throb and thought "Dear God please make it be over." He stopped and pulled out of h

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BDSM Dictionary of Terms AB, Adult Babies := Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies. This can include the wearing of nappies, bottle feeding and changing (see also Age Play) Abuse := "physical maltreatment" and "improper or excessive use or treatment" (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) "An abusive relationship is one in which substantial physical, mental, or emotional harm is inflicted, that is not temporary in nature, and is not clearly compensated for by positive and loving experiences over a long period of time." -- by louise, 1997 Age Play := Role Play involving an "age change". Ex. Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies, school boys/girls, … Algolagnia := Medical/psychological term for the love of pain. Colloquially known as "Masochism". Alternative Lifestyle := A sexuality that differs significantly from the 'norm' may make an alternative lifestyle necessary or desirable. A sexual orientation less common than the norm may stigmatize the individual pushing the person t

No Fun !
No fun, my babe no fun No fun, my babe no fun No fun to hang around Feeling that same old way No fun to hang around Freaked out for another day No fun, my babe no fun No fun, my babe no fun No fun to be alone Walking by my self No fun to be alone In love with nobody else Well, maybe go out, maybe stay home Maybe call mom on the telephone Well, come on, well, come on Well, come on, well, come on Well, come on, well, come on Well, come on, well, come on No fun to be alone No fun to be alone Hang on, don´t let me go No fun to be alone

Wounded
Not all wounds are superficial, most wounds run deeper than we can imagine, you cant see them with the naked eye, and then there are the wounds that take us by surprise, the trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of the injury, and once you've found it, try like hell to heal that sucker.

Twisted Life
life is so fast so twisted you blink and you may miss it some people never see the big picture passing life by, taking it for granted for the smaller things in life are what matter the most take the moments you have and cherish them,live life like its your last day,never miss your chance to find your hapiness, cause if not you may regret it,remeber the ones you love take the time to fall inlove, laugh lots,smile cause you never know who might love your smile,always take the time to say i love you to ones who matters copyrighted by catherine levasseur july 2007

Looking For Members
WE ARE LOOKING FOR NEW PEOPLE TO JOIN THE FAMILY. IF YOU WANT TO. WE ARE OPEN TO EVERYONE. WE HAVE A BOMBSQUAD THAT IS READY TO BOMB WHEN NEEDED. IT IS NOT A HASSLE TO JOIN JUST AS EASY AS SENDING A MESSAGE. WE DO NOT GET MAD WHEN YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO GET ONLINE. WE DO NOT KICK YOU OUT OF THE FAMILY FOR STUPID PETTY SHIT. WE ARE A GOOD GROUP OF PEOPLE ON HERE JUST TRYING TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS AT THE SAME TIME. SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN WHAT I AM SAYING PLEASE LEAVE ANYONE OF US A MESSAGE WE WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS WE CAN. AMERICANGRYL *OWNER OF THE HOT SPOT*FOUNDER OF THE AMERICAN FAMILY*@ CherryTAP This_Girl31~Recruiting The American Family~~@ CherryTAP GODDESSOFLIGHT' OWNED BY ? LD OF THE AMERICAN FAMILY B-SQUAD~no rate of profile no fan= no add!@ CherryTAP NIGHTWOLF ~SECURITY OF THE HOT SPOT LOUNGE~ (sign my guestbook please)@ CherryTAP ndnunicorn1965 (head bartender of the hot spot lounge) *plus size pinup girl*@ CherryTAP american

A New Path
-Happily Taken -Funny -A mother -IRISH -Confident -A Music lover -Strong -Not offended by being called "FAT" -A DRINKER -A PLUS SIZE/Fetish/Pinup Model -Naturally redheaded -Not a big fan of makeup -Silly -Different -Sexy -Covered with Freckles -I Dont give a FUCK what you think about me. The insert u see above was taken from a very special persons page...a person who whether she knows it or not has cleared a few things up for me...And theres no need for names casue she knows who she is, i dont need everyone to know her name, just a couple of things shes done for me. ALL of my past girlfriends, partners, lovers, whatever u call them, all had something in common that i recently realized. They all were almost complete opposites of me...and not opposite like opposites attract, but different...And i think that ive realized this now, ive come to terms as to why im not with any of them, except for one who im still waiting to hit in the face with an axe! But regard

Talking Dog
A guy is driving around town when he sees a sign in front of a house: "Talking Dog For Sale." He rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a Labrador sitting there. "You talk?" he asks. "Yes," the Lab replies. "So, what's the story?" The Lab looks up and says: "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the FBI about my gift, and in no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight years running." "But the jetting around really tired me out, and I knew I wasn't getting any younger so I decided to settle down. I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security wandering near suspicious characters and listening in." "I uncovered some incredible dealings and was

I Am Ukranian
For those who are from the motherland of Ukraine or have Ukrainian in them. We're the shit for the following reasons: We can understand Russian, Polish, and Belarusian but they can rarely understand our language. We can drink more than your mom and dads combined and not have a hangover. The traditional dance Hopak has nothing on break dancing or aerobics. We have been culture shocked when visiting the countryside in Ukraine especially with the outdoor bathrooms. It is a known fact that Shevchenko is the shit!!! We'll get pissed off if u ignorantly assume that Ukraine is Russia... Our car has a "UA" bumper sticker. We're the bread basket of Europe ...recognize!!! Our mother's forbid us to sit on stone because of some old Victorian tale. We dont whistle in the house, sit on the corner of a table (if single), and spit over our left shoulder if we are jinxing ourselves. We can spot one of our own from a mile away. The insence from a kadylo at tserkva makes us naus

Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, You could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand And all my tears they Keep running down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else I can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can you walk away, Everything stays the

Fiction
Hearing you gasp for air, asking yourself "why?". You start to run again with what little air you can keep in your lungs. The flash of light the moon gives you lets you know that you need to run from what ever is behind you. The frantic grasping of items, throwing them behind you, to get that extra second to get away. All you can hear now is your own breath, the ringing in your ears from lack of energy. The cut is quick and tearing, the blade has been used before....many times before. With dull eyes you ask the person behind you "why?, and the last thing you hear is the reply "why not......"

The Phone Call
I was sitting at the open window watching the thunderstorm. I have always loved thunderstorms and get an erotic feeling from them. The loud clap of the thunder, lightning giving you a glimpse of your surroundings. I was very frustrated that I was here all alone. Just as I was lost in the moment, the phone rang. It was him. He knew what I was feeling, and couldn't get to me. He began to speak in a soft, sexy voice. " Are you lonely?" he asked. "Yes," I replied softly. "Would you like me to talk to you for awhile?" "Yes, " I whispered. "Turn all of the lights out," he said. I did as he asked and turned all of the lights out. I went to my room, opened the windows, and fell to the bed. "Are you comfortable?" he asked. "Yes," I whispered. "Do you have any clothes on?" "I do," I answered. "Take your shirt off," he said calmly. "OK, " I whispered, "but I have to put the phone down." "Put the phone down and take off your shirt." I put the phone down and took off my shirt and bra. I th

Sunday 7/15/07
Just another day today pretty much, we've had some people over visiting J.C. and he was supposed to get a hair cut today to get his mohawk shaved off before he meets with the lawyer sometime this week, but he is out with a friend and her mom for a little while, so we had to cancel that for today. Other than people coming over on and off it's been a pretty boring day today, I've just been chatting in IM and listening to music as usual. Well, not much to write about so I'm gonna go ahead and end this here. Have a great evening all.

Stash Question
I may be a "Noob," but I'm smart enough to not post this in a Mumm heh. Is it possible to upload a song to your stash without it being a video file? I tried uploading a song with the songs URL and that didn't seem to work. Am I doing it wrong or is it not possible to upload a song that's not in video format?

Sunflowers And Sunsets-bane
Sunflowers And Sunsets ("ive gone out the window") i raise this broken halo to the sky this is the storm that strands me here stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me this is the only age that i know how to be still make pretend that i抦 in the movie of my life stopped looking for a key that opens all the doors these broken fingers keep me from holding on too tight i turned and looked away from the angels face still stomp through puddles ?the world spins beneath my feet stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me never wanted to know just what will happen next i wonder how you can stand knowing what each new day will bring i think about art and i think about madness are truly joined at the hip? was it Van Gogh who was crazy or the world that is crazy? if i could touch the face of the gods i抎 trade my ear i ran all the way home to read the words carved in cement by my house (it says) "live the life that you love ?love the life that you live"

Rules Of Drunk Dialing...lol
~~~~~~~ Rules Of Drunk Dialing ~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom, I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you." 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something?? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Your Love
Your love is a lantern That lights my way, Uplifting my spirits, When skies are gray. Your love is a wave That lifts me higher, Into a sea Of tender desire. Your love is a flame, That can never die, For always and ever, It will be just you and I. Your love is a rose, Moistened with dew, Touching my soul, With the beauty of you.

Your Friendship Is The Sky Above My Home
Your friendship is the sky above my home, The crystal air I breathe, through which I see. I can't believe how much you mean to me. Without you with me, time would turn to stone. I don't know why I need you so, or how I know so absolutely I'll be there In times your wounded heart can hardly bear. I only know this truth is with me now. Why is it in our lives that we need friends To be awake and fully what we are? Alone we dream but never cross the bar; With you I share a grace that never ends.

Together Forever
Together forever down lifes long road through hills and mountains valleys and seas we'll cross any obstacle united we'll be. The love that we have is patient and kind a love that will last for all of time. Together now as husband and wife hand in hand for the rest of our life.

Aussie Dude Goes Nuts
MELBOURNE, Australia (Reuters) -- A man appeared in court in Sydney on Saturday after taking an armored personnel carrier on a rampage through the city's western suburbs in which he destroyed six mobile phone towers, Australian media reported. Suburban Mt Druitt police Chief Inspector Guy Haberley said the 45-year-old man had been arrested on his way to damaging a seventh tower, according to News Ltd. "He continued to destroy mobile tower communications sheds by crashing through the perimeter fence and colliding with structures, causing significant damage," Haberley was quoted as saying. The charges included malicious damage, break and enter, predatory driving and driving in a dangerous manner. Australian radio reported the man did not apply for bail during the court appearance, and the case was adjourned until Monday.

His Blessing
As we sit in silence, I feel his strength. It molds me, controls me, moves me to great lengths. I feel his touch, the touch of his mind, it fills my heart, with joy I cannot describe. For his dominance of me, assures me I'm cared for. For he wouldn't bother, if I didn't mean more. His control of me, is all that I could ask. He shares so much, I fear not, any task. I will learn at his feet, I will learn at his side, but this I know, I'm learning with pride. He takes me places, I've never been before, I moan, I cry, I beg him for more. For the sweetness of his dominance I strive to be more. He molds me, controls me, so that I may please him forevermore.

Big Girl
Lois Helmers was lonely. It had been such a long time since she had been with a man, she could hardly remember when. Not exactly young any more at thirty six, her real problem was the one hundred thirty pounds she had gained in the past ten years. She was now tipping the scales at a cool two hundred seventy five pounds. As she packed on the fat, her social life had taken a nose dive, and while she had been a fairly attractive woman her appetite for rich foods had turned her into a fat cow! Her tits were mammoth, but so were her hips and legs and there weren't too many men that would be interested in a girl her size. Her love life consisted of her vibrator and a once a month call to a phone sex line, which was not exactly fulfilling or intimate! Even though she knew it was hopeless, she had decided that tonight she wasn't going to stay at home! She was going to go out and have a nice dinner and have a few drinks at the bar. Her mother had been on her case for months to get out in the

Enjoying All You Cherries
So I have been on here for a few weeks now and so far I have gotten the hang of this really good. I have made some nice friends. I actually like Cherrytap better than Myspace. I have moved up the cherry ladder and was able to post my first mumms and it has had a good response. Ok I am off to make some more friends.. Hugs to all my favorite cherries

I Hate Haters??????
Let me rephrase that....I was taught never to hate. To hate is to be hostile or have animosity towards. That, I would never have for anyone or anything. But I do know Haters will make you open your eyes and realize why they hate so much. You have no choice to open your heart and mind to wonder why people hate so much just because their hatered never goes away. They spend some much time hating, never stopping to realize why they hate so much. HATE is a 4letter word just like LOVE, so I guess as easy as it is to LOVE, it is as easy for someone to HATE! So I'm going to leave you with this one........ I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Dominant's Creed
Above all else he cherishes his submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Dominant, he can cause his sub to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without ever stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dominant will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a submissive to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. To win his submissive's mind, body and soul, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his subm

Fire The Grid
Dear Friends,An important one-hour, global meditation will take place on Tuesday July 17, starting at 11:11am Greenwich Mean Time (4:11am PDT). See www.firethegrid.com for more details. July 17th is also the day of the second exact alignment of Pluto with the Galactic Center."Just as our body's meridians need care and support, so do the Earth grids. They need to be strengthened enormously and their light level must be increased now if the planet and humanity are going to make the evolutionary leap in consciousness, which is our highest potential. Just as we can increase the light of our own body¢s meridians through meditation, so too can we increase the light level of the Earth¢s meridians...The depletion of the Earth grid has led to humanity¢s extreme experience of separation from the cosmos. Restoring wholeness to the grids will be humanity¢s re-experiencing of its connectedness to the cosmos. It is through these grids that we know who we are...Please share this news with your friend

Rem - The Great Beyond
I've watched the stars fall silent from your eyes All the sights that I have seen I can't believe that I believed I wished That you could see There's a new planet in the solar system There's nothing up my sleeve (chorus 1) I'm pushing an elephant up the stairs I'm tossing up punchlines that were never there Over my shoulder a piano falls Crashing to the ground And all this talk of time Talk is fine And I don't want to stay around Why can't we pantomime, just close our eyes And sleep sweet dreams Me and You with wings on our feet (repeat chorus 1) (chorus 2) I'm breaking through I'm bending spoons I'm keeping flowers in full bloom I'm looking for answers from the great beyond I want the hummingbirds, the dancing bears Sweetest dreams of you Look into the stars Look into the moon (repeat chorus 1) ____________________________________________ (repeat chorus 2) I'm breaking through I'm bending spoons I'm keeping flowers in full bloom I'm loo

Easy
The easy parts over now, it?s time to cry The easiest part of all, was saying goodbye The easy parts over now, and you are gone Now comes the hardest part, living alone Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins

The New York Mets
So i just went to a Mets game on sunday in New York! Other than forgetting suntan lotion and getting a nice burn on my arms, i had a great time!! They played the Reds..and Won!! I think i would of much rather been at a Red Sox game though!!! We stayed in a nice hotel next to Shea Stadium...but the only bad thing was that there are no Restaurants!!! I was beginning to think nobody eats there!! We drove all around and could only find some little rinky dink local rest.

17 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, July 17: Some downtime may be in order, if only to get some things sorted out in your heart and mind. It's a busy time in your personal stars -- you just might find a beautiful new constellation if you stop and look.

Just Me
I only need me, I only want me, I only love me, If all of these things were true what kind of life would you have.Being selfish and demanding with no regard for anyone but yourself.If you ask me if people worried less about them selfs and worked on being humble and showing more humanaity to others the world we live in would be a better place to live in. The world we live in now is not something to brag about but i hope that all the people in my world know that i will be here when ever they need me and i will never turn my back on them.I'm not a perfect person and don't want to be if i had one chance to change anything about the world we live in it would be that i could make a difference.

Love And Relationships???
Ok well as I sit here at 120 am on a Tuesday morning in excrusiating pain recovering ( I should say trying to recover) from and illness that two trips to the E.R. still hasnt uncovered what is attacking my insides I am wondering. I just ventured yet again in to the world of love and romance and yet again got from this wonderous sick sydistic twisted fucked up world what I have gotten every trip before. A BROKEN HEART, a nagging question of was any of it true or just lies said while caught up in the moment, Was I being played and when my usefulness was up there was no reason to keep me around? Here is the thing, Most will say that they know what they are looking for from a relationship most woman will state that they are looking for the fairy tale love a man that will love them unconditionally that will be there for them and love and support them through life but, You get into a relationship with a person like this you follow a natural progression with this relationship never pushing or

It Was An Accident
It Was an Accident by mseaking© My wife Lynn and I had been on a trip to the mountains spending 5 days packing into a remote area and then just spending the time alone. It had been a wonderful time with the two of spending a lot of time trying to get close. We were both 50 and the kids were grown and gone and we suddenly found out that even though we had been married for 26 years and loved each other a lot we didn’t know each other at all. The spot we went to was one I had always taken our boys to and was about 5 miles from any thing or any one. It was a very rugged place with a small waterfall and some trees where we put our tent. Lynn and I spent the whole week nude or almost that way with me taking at least 150 photos of my sweet wife. She had bought me a digital camera for my birthday and I was doing my best to make her nuts with it. The first day at our camping spot Lynn and been a little on the shy side but it didn’t take long for that to go away and she became a perfect m

It's My Life: Two
It's My Life: Two by RebeccaBrowning© A blushing bride at 19, my first year of married life was not exactly what I had imagined it would be. I'm still just outside of Utica, New York and the year is 1974. * * * * * * * * 1. Our first home. One first home was right out of the pages of Badder Homes and Gardens. We rented a house that was only a mile away from my old home and was fairly close to both our jobs. I was still working at the fast food joint, and Mike was driving a truck delivering for the cheapest furniture store in the city, so what we would be able to afford was rather limited. Pisa, which was the name I called it when I first saw it, was a little box that leaned to the left when you looked at it from the front. Mike insisted it didn't, which gives you an idea of what he was like between the ears. It had three closets that the landlord had humorously called bedrooms and a little backyard that you could have a big party in, as long as you invited 50 people bui

Daddy It Hurts!!
Date: Jul 17, 2007 11:08 AM Subject: DADDY IT HURTS!!! Body: DADDY IT HURTS THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes

You've Been F'd
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who

It's All Good
I have taken the photo's in which I've made fer my friends an posted them in my stash, I'm truely hoping that it's all good with you guys? If not I shall take them down, but hell why not show every1 how wonderful and beautiful you truely are? Smiles, anyways I do hope ya'll enjoy the things I've got in my stash which is alot...lol.. ~ Kisses An Huggess All Over ~

Golden Rule
GOLDEN RULE Succulent She-Devil, Sword Drawn in Her Masters Defense, Awaiting the Word to Strike a Lethal BLOW, Poised Like a Huntress Tiger, Arms and Legs Tensed. Ten Red Daggers Stained by Devotion, Baptized on Her Masters Back, Prowling on Her Hands and Knees toward Her Prey with Eyes Feral, Upon Her Masters Command She Attack. Leash Taunt between Masters Knuckles, Snapping to Attract Her Disobedient Gaze, Unchallenged Desire, Refusal to Blink, a Warriors Heart and Soul Ablaze.Hormonal Frenzy Held in Check, Teeth Gritted, Thoughts of Biting the Hand that Feeds, Hair Gripped, Head Snapped Back, as Master and Beast Both Snarl, Proving Who It Is Who Leads. Leash Shackled to Her Studded Collar, Her Arms Forced Behind Her, Leash Wrapped Around Her Wrists, Slack Cinched Tightly and Attached to the Lock Beside the Clip on Her Throat, Rage Clenching Her Fists. Master Stands Superior Eyes Narrowed in Disgust, Her Warrior Born Heritage Stripped Aw

Sick
i'm getting sick of guys askin me about my chest and askin if i wanna have some fun. im just here to make friends and to have fun but not the rated R kinda fun. if i want that type of fun i'll go to aff(adult friend finder) but i dont. ok big deal i have a big chest get over it. there are other women on here that have the nsfw pix go see one of them.

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag
"Paper Bag" I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star To pray on, or wish on, or something like that I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had But then the dove of hope began its downward slope And I believed for a moment that my chances Were approaching to be grabbed But as it came down near, so did a weary tear I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb Looking for a little hope Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine, And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said 'It's all in your head,' and I said, '

Bosses
I found out today that my boss was talking shit about me to one of my coworkers. Yeah we dont get along because i refuse to kiss or lick her ass or cunt, so obvisouly we dont see eye to eye or lips to cheek. Am I wrong to think what she did was unprofessional, telling my coworker i was a lazy pos? that she wished she could combined the kiss ass girl and i together to be the perfect employee? i feel uncomfortable at work hmm hostile work enviroment? maybe....

6 Weird Things Bout You
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things/habits about you. "People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things or habits" as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 4 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "TAG...YOU'RE IT"! And tell them to read your blog for rules. 1. i get annoyed at people that smacks while their eating ,,,ughhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! 2. hate finding empty boxs in th cupboard ....... 3. i have to say yes ,,,,sex is always on my mind 4. got a thing about top sheets on my bed ,,,i find my self in a choke hold every time 5. can move my bottom eye lid independatly 6. my eyes are two different colors in my right eye

About Erb's Palsy
About Erb's Palsy Erb's Palsy also known as Brachial Plexus Paralysis is a condition which mainly due to birth trauma, can affect 1 or all of the 5 primary nerves that supply the movement and feeling to an arm. Each baby's injury is individual. The paralysis can be partial or complete; the damage to each nerve can range from bruising to tearing. Some babies recover on their own however some may require specialist intervention. Early Intervention is crucial in order to ascertain the full extent of damage caused. There are tests, which can be carried out that show which nerve/s are damaged. Treatment in the first year of life can have a significant impact on recovery. However, if there is no progress or you are worried, you might want to ask your doctor or paediatrician to refer your child to a specialist within the field of Erb's Palsy. Treatment Available: PHYSIOTHERAPY - OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY - HYDROTHERAPY - NERVE GRAFTS - TENDON/MUSCLE RELEASE What is the

My Color
You scored as Blue, You are considered to be a very calm person who takes things one at a time and does not worry too much about the consequences. Whatever happens, happens, is your moto. You are the one people come to for advise on most topics, because you are filled with limitless knowledge. You can handle any situation.Blue89% Green78% Yellow72% Orange67% Purple61% Pink56% White55% Black50% Red39% Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

A Person I Know Needs Your Prays...
a girl i know tried to take her life today, all because of the abuse she took from an ex, please pray for her.. she has children who need her and love her very much.. hope the loser who caused this is happy that he ruined her life.....

A Leap To Faith
Do you know what a leap of faith is? It's the act of believing something without supporting empirical evidence.The term is accredited to Soren Kierkgaard, the father of both existentialism and absurdism (who actually said "leap to faith"). His example was that Christ was 100% God and 100% human as Christianity teaches and one must leap to faith in order to understand and accept such an idea. One must put away logic and reason in order to accept a higher truth which is beyond the concept of human understanding. By extension, there is as usefulness to this idea in day-to-day living; such as finding a situation which has a direct and negative impact upon your life and believing against logic and reason that you are able to bring something to the situation that will either neutralize it or make it better. For myself, I believe that putting forth love and support to egregious situations can end a cycle of fear and hatred. I make this leap everyday, without any supporting evidence or logi

W.t.f
you know i have an issue thats bothering me. its the fact that people are stealing photos of people and making fake profiles with them. yep i have pics in mine that are not me but ive said on more than one occasion who they are and y i have them, its because they are big influences to me be it on the music side of me or just stuff they have said that sometimes makes life alittle more bright or helps you see a certain problem and solution differently. i feel that if your gonna steal photos and make fake profiles to try to degrade someone or be someone your not... maybe you need to take a step back and re-evaluate yourself. im sorry if this offends anyone but its how i feel. "ITS BETTER TO BE HATED FOR WHO YOU ARE THAN TO BE LOVED FOR WHO YOU ARE NOT" author unknown.

My Silent Obsession
this silent obsession my unspoken dream a wicked temptation that plagues from within alone with my thoughts in torment i scream but my unheard plea brings no salvation from sin tempt me not for this vision can never be a tragedy that is mine that forever shall i keep no one can ever know nor shall anyone ever see that which does cause my soul to weep each night in the darkness in my own private hell as pathetic question come and consume my mind only to taunt and to tease then return within me to dwell taking with them my hopes to be in shadow confined fallin to my knees holding hands to where once were my eyes each breath that i take i long for to be my last yet another wish the creator continually denies offering only the anguish of mistakes long past a lifetime of deceit nt of others but my own in truth only i deserve credit for my pain as it was i who banished light from the worl on which it shone no longer to see the filth of humanities putrid

Bored Bored
i kinda need a job with the quickness sitting at home is no fun at all i spent waaaaaaaaay too much monies at best buy and didnt really get anything but a 13 month xbox live gold sub. and the b.c. for wow.... and... paper mario for my wii. none if wich i NEEDED. lameeeeeeeeeeee im really in the mood to go to a good concert. the last one i even went to was tech n9ne. wich is wierd becuase it was like... RAP!!! SOMEONE COME HANG OUT!!!! IM BORED!!!!

Why It's Important To Understand English
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated . .. He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

~how To Change Your Life Instantly~~
Boy, if we can only live by this everyday. What a difference we would make. I don't care if you pass it on - I just wanted to share. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of t

Until We Meet
Until We Meet Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Friends Forever
Friends Forever When we first met you were annoying. Who knew we would become the bestest of friends. Talking on the phone. Chatting on the net. Every minute thanking God that we met. My heart grew for you. It begged. It pleaded for your love, not knowing how to tell you. Two years later we met in person. My heart leaped for joy. For the life of me I couldn't remember my name. I totally forgot how to speak. I sat there and watched your every move. My heart melting with every smile. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" you asked "I don't believe in love," I lied When I had to leave my heart fell to the floor. Why did I have to leave so soon? So I could return later that year. To see your smiling face and maybe express what I feel. The truth is I do believe in love. I believed in it the moment I saw you. Now as you read this poem you probably have mixed feelings. Not only did I write this to say I love you But to thank you. I need to

Life What Now?
So since I last posted on Sunday I have been reading this wonderful book (Go Tara) and in the process of reading this book it has made alot of past memories of people that I never dealt with come out. After last weekend I just want to move on and be happy truly happy for once. But there are these feelings for old bf's, friends that were more than just friends and just guys I knew. Over the last couple of years I have done nothing that I regret but something that I should have thought twice about doing. I have lost some really good friends by taking a friendship to then next level. I had fun and even feel for a couple of them. I realize now that I was always looking for something more or something that i thought I had to finish. I have never been just me well i was for a little while than I met prince charming and we all know how that turned out. So how to deal with these unresolved feelings I dunno most of those guys I don't even talk to anymore not cause i dont want to but be

{you Define Semper Fi}
{You Define Semper Fi} You were all so young when you died and with all my honesty, to this day I never knew why. All of my life I have been haunted as to why it was you and not I. As God is my witness you define Semper Fi. I saw some of you this very morning at 2:00 a.m. You awakened me from my sleep screaming for help, but as hard as I try I can never reach you. Perhaps it’s because you look down from your place so high. I know you are seated at the right hand of God, You define Semper Fi. From my same dream I saw an old man in the mirror of life I questioned him carefully through a nervous cry Why were they all so young when they died? Why was it them and not I? I recognized the old man as myself, and was shocked with his reply. Oh you fool, do you not know why? They were so much greater than you and I. They were picked by God to define Semper Fi. There are those who tell me that because of war, I am cursed. I

5 Questions On Weed
#1)Would you rather smoke from a Joint or a Bong? #2)Do you like to smoke by your self or with a friend? #3)Do you buy the Regs or the Krypts? #4)Why do you smoke? #5)Are you smoking Now?and chilling out?

Gifts....lol
I have gotten 360 gifts since I've been here, an this is mine....lol....Total Virtual Gifts bought: 3,952,660 (WOW),, Big spender huh... ha ha... Owell it's well worth it fer my beautiful/wonderful friends in which I love so much.... You guys freakin (ROCK)... Thanks you lots fer being there!!!

Bored
So it's Thursday night, I have to work tomorrow morning, and yet I'm not tired. I am bored out of my mind, sitting here listening to the new playlist I put on my page, enjoying the tunes but still bored, who's going to talk to me? Isn't there anyone around who wants to chat a little?

Relationship Tips
I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do... This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. And he's pretty damn good. With girls.. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever talk to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them. They will be hurt , no matter what they say. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of y

Leavin
someone i know is leavin soon for virginia til april, just to avoid drama, and stress.. she won't say the reason for leaving, but it must be serious to go so far from home.. i wish she'd reconsider but shes made up her mind.

Live Music
There is more than one way to have greatlive entertainment. I am in a band and I love nothing more than to go play live or hear a live band jamm!! But mostly when I am there listening...I wanna be up on stage too. SO, knowing that about myself, I started hosting karaoke shows. I know how it is to wanna be a part of something as powerful as music.Unfortunately, we can't all be in a band. Well Karaoke is the next best thing! You have a band behind you...(the music) and you are the vocalist. Alot of people have had bad things to say about this activity, but, I love it! Always have. The best part about the whole thing though, is the people I have met through the shows I have hosted and sang at. The most down to earth, sweet people I have ever known. They have became life long friends. So all of you who know me, keep this in mind, you are family to me and I love you!

Workin...
it's friday! woo! bout to leave one job here in about 45 minutes, only to go home and get ready to go to the next job. thank jeebus that it's a friggin bar... hopefully it will be busy! whoever's in the area should stop up! it would be fun!

I Love My Master For Who He Is.....
Graphics Kinky Images Top Codes i love my Master for Who He is no matter what. there is no need for Him to change because He is what and Who i imagined Him to be. Him being Who He is, is Who i fell in love with. He is my Master and N/no O/one can tell me any different. He has my heart, mind, body and soul forever and always. honto ni aishiteru Shujin Sama.........Anata no hime~chan, kaleiatia[R] Graphics Kinky Images Top Codes

Come Join Us~ Global Bombers & Family Club (repost)
Come join us~ Global Bombers & Family Club (repost) Shot at 2007-07-20 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar Shot at 2007-07-20 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar

Just Not Happy No More
To verify your identity, please enter your password and the ID Check below, then click the remove my profile button to remove your account (there will be no further warnings!): GOOD BY BY 7-21-2007 BE MY LAST DAY LOVE YOU ALL WHO DID GIVE ME LOVE KING I LOVE YOU A LOT :) BUT I NEED TO GO

Fumail Tip
I know that some of you are already aware of this, it would seem that I am a little slow. There is a way to mass delete your Cmail...or is it FuMail now? lol Hit the shift button and hold it down...scroll down to the bottom message...click on the bottom message in your list..the other messages in there will highlight. Then hit delete. *Poof* 20 messages gone. I just cleared almost 500 messages from my inbox. :) Took me a couple minutes. So..there ya go. Time saving tip.

What Is It?
what is love? i hear you ask... a pointed question, a daunting task. a challenge for a weary mind, to see what gems that i may find. What is love? my mind did say, a caring touch? a gentle way? it's both of these, yet so much more, numerous attributes to explore. what is love? i searched my soul, a loving glance? a hand to hold? it is these things, but just one part, of the beauty that lies within the heart. what is love? i asked my heart, it seemed to be the best place to start. is it fireworks, comets, or astral displays, which cause us to feel so deeply this way? "this is love", my heart replied, "listen closely to me and then you will see, love is not loud, but a quiet sensation, not easily confused with infatuation." "the beauty of love," it continued to tell, "is eternal endurance, the absence of hell, unparalleled strength in spite of adversity, protecting you with its cloak of security." "the gift of love" it continued on, "provides you wit

Fubar?
Since when has Cherrytap become F*cked Up Beyond All Recognition? I thought it was in order not in Chaos! All well, I guess it'll be a fresh start. Well, my "backyard cat" got beaten up by a couple of Pits, those f*cking bastards. Anyways, life for the most part is pretty good, considering what happened today. That and going up to the college and realizing that they are closed on Fridays. Wow, I just now realized this seems more of a rantin than blogin. I sure hope next week is better off than what happened this week. This week sucked a$$. Have you ever had one of those weeks? Not days, but a whole week? Yep this week was the week for me. And to be honest it is a pretty pathetic week for me but oh well. Enough of this, I'll be surfin around. --Xonus ;D

Lonely
she is lonely, even though you can't tell. she is reaching out, for what she doesn't know. she will continue to sit in silence, and hope that someone may stumble across her and all of her emptiness. but they only hope they will do it in time, otherwise she will have drifted too far. and she may let go, of whatever grasp of the world she has. as slowly she fades out of the lives of everyone, nearly unnoticed.

Depression...
there is a great deal of depression, that has overtaken my soul... it floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. i wonder and worry throughout the day, what is to come, to my dismay. as a flood of tears flow out of me, in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. i assure myself everything is okay! but who am i fooling? then i burst into a spirit of rage. i have questions and there are answers, but i am afraid and much too weak. when i try to explain, i hear i'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. but this is how i feel, there is no wrong or right, but as i battle myself, i always lose the fight. i feel intimidated sometimes by others, but as i said, this is how i feel. the pain in me is very real. i lose control, my thoughts go wild, and here i am, only a child. if only you knew what i thought, if only you knew what i fought. i need my thoughts held captive, please assure me that i'm thinking normal, and you'll he

Big Pimp Prize Giveaway
glitter text 1. NO TIME LIMIT ON THIS GIVEAWAY 2. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 3. YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB YOUR PICTURE 4. DOES NOT MATTER WHAT LEVEL THE BOMBER IS 4. YOU CAN ONLY PICK ONE PRIZE UNLESS YOU REENTER FOR ANOTHER PRIZE (Different Pictures) LOOK AT THE PRIZES FOR THE GIFTS: PM me with the picture you want (NO NSFW) entered and the prize you would like to receive...All gifts will be given the day after you reach your goal. tx_flutterby{Owner of The Rogue Bombers}@ fubar overlapping text overlapping text overlapping text overlapping text overlapping text overlapping text

I Pray
Sometimes I pray for betta days And never find betta ways To cope with the things that you give me I say ill make it through god willin But its so much killin in the streets in my soul I feel defeat I try to delete the thought from my mind that every time I turn around I see anotha mother cryin Her son is dyin from gun shots to the head n now he dead But that’s just more blood shed Correct me if I’m wrong but I think the bible said No man should hurt anotha His brotha But why is all my black brothas killin one anotha It makes no sense What is this false pretense? That says it’s ok and that we shouldn’t take offense I’m sick and tired see it happens everyday Drug dealins Thugs killin right around the way As your kid play Tryin to find a better day N it all ends quick when ones hit by a stray.... $olo 7/07

My King
Why do I struggle and challenge thee Is it to see if I can bring thee to your knees No, it to see if you are strong enough to challenge me To see if you can bring me to my knees To see if you can have me bowing down to you It’s my challenge to find that true one That can bring me to this The one that can stand there And endure my challenge, my struggle As I attempt to accept my bond Watching me go and knowing Full well I will be back At your feet on my knee's Awaiting my fate For this true one I will bow down at his feet And exclaim to thee That you are my true King

Sent To The Flames Of Hell
The flames of hell can burn you for eternity if sent to the flames often. I have been sent to the flames on many occasions. I have felt the burning sensation flow through my soul. I have been left with scars for all eternality. I have vowed vengeance on the very souls that had sent me to the flames of hell. I had made good on my vows. The burning had precipitated from my body, only leaving scars to my soul. My vengeance had been carefully planned. It had taken over a year to make good on my vows. The wait was well worth the time sacrificed. I was no longer the character "Piggy" in hell's greatest movie ever made, "The lord of The Flies". I was now, the character "Simon" from TLOTF. I had religiously, offered my body to hell's kitchen. I had seen the power of hell's soldier's, bestow their strength upon the weak. My vows to vengeance, had more strength than the soldier's could ever imagine. Hell's soldier's, had met their new General. My vengeance was not for them, my vengean

Eyes Of A Ghost Poem..
I could never really see much beyond the selfish lining of my heart, that I trust absolutely no one who dares to warm to it. All I ever feel is the distant warmth from a soul I keep locked out in the cold, and harbor in pure fire a hidden wraith someday to wreak havoc among its enemies. All I can manage is to keep inside a sentient anger within walls of benign beauty.. And no matter how many times you spin the wheel of winter, you'll always get the warmth of a summer day, while I keep the coldest of winters to myself.. In the time it took to die, I see with wider eyes and live with greater abandon, and view the World through the eyes of a Ghost.. The Living Dread- ]>->

Paradise Lost-divided
This your only grace. The art of conversation, Regarding common sense. As merely an infliction, Divided we stand Divided we stand Maybe you're content. Relying on religion, You steal without consent. Just consummates my theory, Divided we stand Divided we stand Divided we'll stand. Regardless we'll fall. How subtle the words we've come to know, Divided we stand. Determined to fall. Just like this hollow world that sleeps inside of me................ Divided we stand Divided we stand -------------------------

... To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love