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Art Of War, Verse 18-20
Sun Tzu The Art of War Essentials Chapter 1 Verse 18 - 20 (a Diaspora or Terza Rima Sonnet) When preparing the plot, present your foe an irresistible offer; what is and what is not - the appearance of one in place of the other - the truth to be obscured, and an illusion presented of disorder; the tactic to be preferred, of offered enticement and temptation - with reality deferred - pretending disarray and inaction and assistance far away, will drive the enemy to distraction; allowing on the battle day, victory in the final foray

The Beautiful Gypsy Rose
The Beautiful Gypsy Rose (an English Sonnet) There once was a chain of unbroken Dreams I dreamt in my sleep Now these dreams all lie frozen Deep in my heart’s treasure keep There once was a vision I had Of a rose in the Garden of Life The story of this rose was sad Amid the weeds of jealous strife There once was a gypsy who wandered Through my dreams she made her way ‘til she came to the ocean and pondered The promise of the coming day Alas, my heart now in memory knows There once was a beautiful gypsy rose

Evangelist
Evangelist (a Petrarchan Sonnet) Turn the dial on your radio and listen to the madmen preach your soul is theirs, within their reach for they’ll tell you all that you should know and if you to their sermons go to listen to their insane screech are they the ones you want to teach your children all that they should know? Think for yourself and you’ll be free for you needn’t the guidance of mad fools or their restrictive, hateful rules to earn a place in eternity for freedom comes from an ego strong not from within a brain-washed throng

Darkness
Darkness Let blindness gather darkness Let blindness be your light in darkened halls or Psyche’s street Let the opened mind, to all but light sight seen in darkness bright show your soul a path aright to sweet, unknowing welcome bliss calm and serene, the serpen’t kiss let us meet let us meet

Day
Day A star lights up the east anew to paint the sky from black to blue. Heralding forth a brand new day while the morning bells toll away; the music echoing flaming hues. The fat old sun shines bright and true, burning the sky an azure blue; painting the day in it’s noon-time play. _______________A star reigns high. Ribbons of color in glorious hues, wispy orange dreams on a field of blue; all fading to a mottled gray, summoning the end of another day, with the promise of the morrow new. _______________A star lay down.

Isaiah 14:12
Isaiah 14:12 Oh, Lucifer, Son of Morning, First flame in the east sky burning, Full of promise, full of light, Chasing back the darkened Night; Bringing hope to a world yearning. Beware! Beware! Dark forces scheming, Led by prophets mushroom dreaming; Leading armies of thunderous might. _______________Oh, Lucifer! And as this world has kept on turning, From your flame they’ve kept you burning. No longer now the Bringer of Light, But e’er to wear the crown of Night. I weep for you, Son of Morning… _______________Oh, Lucifer!

Lust
Lust In the beginning she spoke to us, our Holy Mother who dreamed of lust, in a wanton song to be free, to open up the eyes and see, as into this world she was thrust. She offered us a holy trust, sealed with the kiss of eternal lust, when she bared her soul beneath that tree _______________in the beginning... In the beginning, Eve spoke to us of the night she sealed that holy trust. She gave to us our sexuality, the gift of Life for you and me, the Sons and Daughters of wanton lust. _______________In the beginning...

Things We Should Know
I Wish I Knew Now What I Knew Then It hasn't always been so hard for us to express our true feelings. When we recover what we once knew, we open ourselves up to a whole new vista of relationship possibilities. Once upon a time, long, long ago, men knew how to express their true feelings. And, women did too. That was in an era when parents took time to be with us, as children, to hold us and carry us around, on their bodies. When we were upset, we expressed it and our parents understood. When we were hungry, they could tell, and responded. When we were rambunctious, our feelings were put up front over our parents' need for quiet, or for adult conversation. Along time ago, we knew how to express these true feelings. And others knew what those feelings meant. We were understood. As the centuries passed, the needs of the adults took priority. Adult activities, with other adults, got more attention. They invented things like cribs and strollers, and we children lost that hu

Man Mistakes
Being too much of a nice guy: Don't overdo the nice guy act, you can be a little rough at times. But don't be a jerk. Persuading her to like you: Buddy, this is not the movies and you are not Tom Cruise or John Travolta. Constantly looking for her approval: A woman needs a man, not a doormat. If you keep running to her to seek permission to go to the loo, don't be surprised if she dumps you, sooner or later. Buying her love and affection with gifts: Yes, women do love gifts, but they can't buy you love. To get her to fall in love with you, you need more than gifts. Get a brain. Sharing your dark secrets: Not too early on in the relationship. Before telling her about that rash, make sure she really digs you. Failing to understand: How a woman's mind works! For women's it's not just or all about the looks, it is about how they feel with a man. Dressing up like a dandy: Dress like you always do. You don't have to take out your designer clothes for a

Just Venting
I dont usually make a good impression, but if you can look past it, well kudos to you my friend. I never regret expressing my opinions. Its just how I see things and I dont bite my tongue. I want people to be honest with me as I am with them. Somehow though, there will always be some that will judge me based on that. Never to give it a chance and find out that under the strong front i put up lies a fragile person who is just afraid to let people in. I've been through a lot and I just keep to myself..my people skills is not that great..i can never start a conversation and i always say the wrong things..i'm just having one of those days that even though its bright and sunny outside, i feel blue like eeyore..wanting nothing but to crawl under my sheets and hide hoping the day is over...

The Awakening
Some folks don't understand; They just can't see The beauty in the land, Or hear the whispers of the trees. I once was one of them; Blinded by things to acquire; A heart of flam and flim; Deafened by my own desires. Suddenly I was awakened By an unimaginable power. Before me it all opened, Like a blossoming flower. My heart swelled with love For all that's around me; All below and above; A love that flows free. My soul opened to the call From the world around, Of love and light for all; The beauty of nature's sounds. My mind finally understood The depth in everything. How nature flows like blood, Through my very being. My body felt the energy Whirling through the air; A peaceful harmony, Calling me to share. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Hello Lonely
Hello lonely How you doin' today? Hello sweet thing Why don't you walk this way? Hello, you again How could you go and be so cold? She said "Goodbye sad man" Cuz all this pain is getting old So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you that holds my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this? Hello lonely Now that you're gone I can move on Goodbye sweet thing Just know that I've been here all along So why're you sad? Don't you know that It's you who holds my dreams and seems to always come back? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again? Again Again All those days you waste on me I just can't let you go So why're you sad? D

The Real Me
no-one sees it no-one knows it no-one sense's it the real me not one of you know not one of you see not one of you can tell the real me the real me is someone that you will never see the real me is something something just for me so no-one knows no-one sees no-one sense's the real me.

No One
no-one says anything when im not there no-one cares when i die my hair no-one notices if im next to them no-one speaks when i speak to them no-one know what shoes i wear no-one looks when i stare no-one notices when i start to cry no-one cares i wonder why? why doesn't anyone see the girl thats inside me i'm all alone without a friend will it be like this untill the end no-one care what i think no-one will care if i sink no-one thinks that i am sane no-one can cause so much pain THAN YOU! no-one cares if i'm dead no-one looks, just turn their head no-one cares if i'm sad no-one knows if i'm glad why doesn't anyone see the girl thats inside me i'm all alone without a friend will it be like this till the end no-one notices me at all no-one there for when i fall i'm the only one alone no-one called me on the phone no-one notices when i fall no-one notices me at all no-one notices when i clench my fists no-one notices when i cut my wrists

Why Cry
Why Cry lyrics I've been feeling lonesome I'm down, don't know what to do I let you lie to me Plant seeds inside To see them grow Only to leave them to die I learned my lesson I won't be forgetting I won't give my heart out Without suspecting Why cry Why cry Why cry For you I've been lost and finding Out that I've been such a fool You thought you'd stick around Until the day you found Someone to make me obsolete I learned my lesson I won't be forgetting I won't give my heart out Without suspecting Why cry Why cry Why cry Why cry For you I learned my lesson I won't be forgetting I won't give my heart out Without suspecting

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untitled Tuesday, October 09 2007 @ 11:26 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 102 untitled If loneliness had a name it would be mine cast aside lost in an abyss of nothing I look for a rey of hope that will take this away they say that patience is a virtue I am the King everything I need is in three words Let me fly! as time slips buy, I wish for more I've got some things I need to do I hope I get the chance to get them done and so with my virtue, I will wait till I hear the word I'll be ready to go until then folks it's on with the show

Community Sweat
Saturday, May 17th There is never a charge for ceremony and no one is ever turned away for lack of funds or medicine gifts, but donations will be accepted for lodge upkeep and for propane for the fire. If you can spare $5 or more, it will be much appreciated. Energy exchanges are always welcome in lieu of donations. Please RSVP to let us know if you are coming as space is limited inside the lodge. You will be given directions to the lodge in Raytown if you don't already know how to get here when you RSVP. If you think the lodge might possibly be canceled because of inclement weather, please call again on the actual date to make sure the event is still on as we might not be able to reach you. You may arrive any time after 3:30 pm as that is the time the fire crew will be arriving. We always can use extra help getting the blankets on the lodge and in making other preparations. First-time sweaters must be here no later than 6:30 pm for instructions. We will be lifting the

I Love The Gym
As many of you know I “ship-out” for Basic training in May. I’ve been busting my butt at the gym. I’ve always been sort of a gym rat but I’ve really been killing myself there for like the past 2 months. I want to be in the best condition possible for basic and I always like looking as good as I do. Of course, that comes with the price of spending quite a bit of time in the gym…And that's where I was when I experienced the most erotic moments of my young life. It was Tuesday night (usually a pretty dead night) and getting close to closing time. I finished up on the treadmill and headed to the locker room. I was the only one in there, as far as I could tell anyway. I still had my headphones blaring away from my workout, so I certainly couldn't hear anything. It was when I yanked them off as I entered the locker room that I heard muffled sounds coming from the distance. I thought it to be just a couple of people talking in the shower, but as I neared my locker it wasn't talking,

Romance
What happened to romance? I see all these commercials where these girls think their guys are so great because they bought them jewelry. Don't get me wrong, I like jewelry but what happened to good old fashioned romance? A nice night looking at the stars just the two of you. Or a dinner, a hike at night under the moon. Romance doesn't have to cost anything at all. It could even be a note about how happy the other person makes you or saying you can't wait to see them again. Why does everyone think it needs to be something extravagant? Is it the commercialization that has led us to believe it or is it us that has changed the commercialization of Romance?!

Escape
I close my eyes, And let my soul fly High above the trees, And I am free. I see the desert- bleak, And the mountain's peak; I see the ocean, and The sparkling sand. So quiet up high Where no noise can rise; But I hear a small voice- I must make a choice. Return- I choose; No time to lose. Back to my life I go Until the next time I let my spirit flow... Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Simple Things You Say
Simple things you say, Simple things you do, Keep my tears at bay, And make me smile at you. You’re pure in my heart and mind, I dream of your eyes so true, And in your voice I find, An embrace I wish to keep. Though we are miles apart, You will always have a place, Right here in my heart.

Vampire Theme Songs From Each Clan Of The Masquerade - Part 3
Vampire: The Masquerade - The Independent Clans Assamite Kindred Spirits - Coming Giovanni Nothing :( Ravnos Lilith e Havilah uma história de amor eterno Settites Nothing :(

Just Believe....
There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I need you too, because I am

Never Far Away
I'm gone now, but I'm still very near. Death can never separate us. Each time you feel a gentle breeze, It's my hand caressing your face. Each time the wind blows, It carries my voice whispering your name. When the wind blows your hair ever so slightly, Think of it as me pushing a few stray hairs back in place. When you feel a few raindrops fall on your face, It's me placing soft kisses. At night look up in the sky and see the stars shining so brightly. I'm one of those stars and I'm winking at you and smiling with delight. For never forget you're the apple of my eye.

Southern Summers
If you don't want to read a HOT story stop now. Southern Summers Summer in the south is hell. The humidity hangs heavily in the furnace-like air. “The air’s so thick you can cut it with a knife,” the locals like to say. The insects buzz and flit and swarm. The fragrance of the blooming gardenias wafts on the slight breeze like an ancient aphrodisiac. As he got out of his car, something piqued his libido. Maybe it was the scent of the gardenias or maybe it was a premonition, but his mind raced through multiple fantasies as he tried to walk calmly towards the door. What was it about her that made him act this way? It seemed to take hours to cover the short distance from his car to her back door, as he struggled to breathe in the sticky air. Almost automatically he reached for the doorbell, but just before his finger reached the button, he stopped short. There, just inside the door, seated at the kitchen table, he could see her. And what a sight she was. His mouth

Destiny
Its hard to explain these feelings in me, Things I had always dreamt I would see. Truth is I found the key, Ne'er felt the opportunity. ...feelings of joy ... of happiness ... and of understanding! To smile at just sheer thoughts Ignoring simple faults. Pleasures of appreciation, That build an admiration. To convey genuine respect, Sincerely hoping to connect. Desires of satisfaction and devotion, Magic seering graciously into emotion. The mind set of expression, The mentality to show affection. The comfort in how I feel when near, The freedom to express no fear. To Show and to Share, To Bond and to Care! What shall begin to follow, for no one could know... However it takes two to nurture and Grow! By: Christi D.

Types Of Totems
~Birth Totem~ This is the Totem Role that we will begin with, as most individuals who have studied Native Astrology are already familiar with this particular Role. It is the Animal Totem most often equated with the Sun Sign in traditional, exoteric astrology. ~Clan Totem~ Each of the individual Birth Totems will also belong to one of the four Elemental Clans, as delineated on the Clan Totem page. ~Power Totem~ Where the ~Birth Totem~ is the chief Teacher we have chosen to "study under" this Earth Walk, the ~Power Totem~ is the most basic and eternal expression of our Soul. ~Life Theme Totem~ In addition to the "generalized" Totems of Birth and Clan, which cover a group of people born under a certain day and month, there are several other Animal Totems that will figure strongly in our lives as we walk the good Red Road of Physical Life. One such of these Totem Roles is the Life Theme Totem. ~Life Mission Totem~ Just as the Life Th

Spirit Of The Wolf
Role: ~The Teacher~ Medicine: Shapeshifting How long has human kind looked into the golden eyes of the Wolf and wondered what inner Knowledge ignites the fire that glows from the depths of those mysterious eyes? He walks quietly through the world, slipping like a shimmering mist through the forest of ancient trees, gathering Knowledge, attaining Wisdom forged in the fires of Experience so that he might return again to the Pack and Teach all that he has come to know. The Wolf cries her haunting song of Life`s Refrain, echoing across the planes of time and space. I honor you dear Sister, and embrace the lessons that you have come to teach. Whisper them now to me in my sleep. Shed your Wisdom and Amber Light, upon the dark corridors of my human mind, so that I too might reach that shore, the shores of Time Unbound. Where white sands glitter like crystals captured in the moon`s gentle rays, refracting rainbows that illuminate Souls Unchained

Spirit Of Black Panther
Role ~Prophet~ Lesson: Reclaiming Power Element: Fire/Water Wind: West ~The Quest Within~ Medicine: Shapeshifting Shadows dripping in silver light cast from an illusive moon, stir, then magically still, leaving doubts adrift in the mind of the observer . . . was there movement of shadow within shadow, or only the illusion of such, like breath caught on a summer breeze? Sister of Artemis, and Guardian of the Gateway between the Known and the Unknown, you prowl the Night, bearing witness to the blackness that exists before the dawning of morning Light. Blazing eyes pierce the veil of darkness of Forgotten Realms, to bring Consciousness to the Unconscious. To follow your sleek and silent form as it glides as a spectral mist through the night, is to face the deepest fears that prowl the jungles of the Human Mind. When we learn to move as you move, through those overgrown and tangled vines, we come to understand that eve

Stay Alive!!!
The sky turned from black to red, Missiles fly through the air. Millions of Demons run through your head, People around don't seem to care. The End of the World is lurking near, Start running for your guns. The Antichrist is coming soon, THERE'S NOWHERE YOU CAN RUN!!! Get inside, there's nowhere you can hide. Step into reality. Life can be a bitch, don't let it throw you into a ditch. It's time to survive, let's stay alive! Walking through the blood-red streets, Thinking about your family and friends. Now is no time to be depressed, WE'LL BE KICKIN' ASS IN THE END! A new sun is about to rise, Be ready for a quick surprise. Troops are marching everywhere, Too much violence than you can bear. The Apocolypse is here, everything is burning down Chaos running through the streets, draggin' everything to the ground. Burning Terror rises in your head, And you wish you were dead. Get inside, there's nowhere yo

Respectable Echoes
Respectable Echoes (a Pushkin sonnet) Respectable echoes of far forgotten things Intrude unrequested into my most private thoughts Influencing my dreams with the most bizarre themes And revealing to me more than it is I sought Faithless I stand sated and watch the morrow fade To the ordinary cadence of a soft parade Eternity is endless no matter what they say The Future is just the sum of every yesterday Static image impressions remain before my eye When the soft release of sleep is all that I seek Lingering like phantoms who were born to haunt the deep From which I cannot gain release no matter how I try Liken this to Sysiphus or a hanging albatross For either way, regretfully, I mourn the mornings loss

Salutes
Ok anyone who knows me knows that I am one unique motha fucka. Also anyone who knows me also know if you call me a liar or a cheater you get ur ass beat down. I dont lie and I dont cheat nor steal. Now any of you who have had a salute denied maybe you'll feel my pain. I have a webcam built right into my laptop computer. I needed to salute fubar before I could level up. So I sat there for a good 2 hours last night only to get disappointed today by them telling me I photo shopped it. And honestly I didn't. With my webcam I can pick different backrounds and shit I can even have elf ears if I wanted to. But I figured Hell if I'm Saluting a fuckin internet club I'd atleast Salute our soldiers and the Statue Of Liberty. So I picked a forground which is the only one on my pic's like it. and they said I photo shopped it. Its a crock of shit that you can't be yourself on this site. I knew that it had to be too good to be true. and it is. FuBar and Their FUCKED UP Bible can kiss my ass. Dont fuc

Portugal Still Investigating Little Girl’s Disappearance.
By BARRY HATTON, Associated Press Writer Sat May 3, 8:04 AM ET PRAIA DA LUZ, Portugal - A year after Madeleine McCann vanished from a resort in southern Portugal, police are still gathering evidence into the British girl's disappearance, a top detective said Saturday. Madeleine disappeared during a family vacation in Praia da Luz on May 3 last year, a few days before her fourth birthday. Police have named her parents, Kate and Gerry McCann, and a local man, Robert Murat, as formal suspects in the case. All deny involvement in her disappearance, and police have not decided whether to file charges — or drop the case. "At this stage, nothing has been determined regarding possible charges or closing the case," Alipio Ribeiro, head of the Policia Judiciaria investigative department, told the Portuguese national news agency Lusa. Police are still gathering and analyzing evidence, he said. Church services were being held in Praia da Luz, in Portugal's Algarve region, and at

Secrets
Secrets rob me of joy. I don't have to tell everybody everything. Most don't want to know any way. But I need to be OK with anybody finding out anything. Otherwise, at some level, I will always live in fear of discovery.

Longing For May 25th!
Ya know, as I was just looking through one of my old blogs, I think I have realized that I should never cover for people at work again...cause while my night was not as absurd as the last time I covered for someone - it was still pretty damn absurd. I received my first phone call of the night at 1:30AM telling me one of my halls was out of control and there were like 150 people that just wouldn't leave the area ~ half of them didn't even live there. About half of that half doesn't speak English ~ or pretends not to so they think they cannot get into trouble. So, I drove like 20 minutes back to campus to deal with ridiculous shit. (Most of the people had been cleared out before I got back here). But, for those that were not cleared out, I sent them to their rooms or their own buildings. LoL Yes, I actually told multiple people tonight...GO TO YOUR ROOM. YOU'RE GROUNDED TIL 8AM. haha Then I got another phone call right after I got back to my apartment asking me to go to a differe

Drunks
OK.. so a couple drunks just made my day... not that I understood half of what they said lol. Hope you have fun at Bamboozle guys. :) Got up early and took David back for something at his church.. was supposed ot take him.. but someone else decided SHE would.. long story lol. But now I am alone and it sucks. Was supposed to have plans tommorrow.. but they fell through too. So now I am working and avoiding cleaning the house. David and I did have a good weekend though. He never stopped bouncing off the walls until last night when he crashed early. I think he actually was more hyper than pluto this weekend. Guess he was just excited to be here with me. I fell asleep on Friday night sitting in my chair watching him sleep.

Honeysuckle Pineapple
INGREDIENTS * 4 slices fresh pineapple * 1 1/2 tablespoons honey * 2 tablespoons cherry brandy * 1 teaspoon lemon juice DIRECTIONS 1. To Marinate: Combine honey, brandy and lemon juice in a nonporous glass dish or bowl. Mix together and add pineapple; coat well with marinade mixture. Cover dish and marinate in refrigerator for 1 hour. 2. Preheat grill to medium heat and lightly oil grate. 3. Remove pineapple from dish or bowl, discarding any leftover marinade. Place pineapple wedges directly on rack or in a basket and grill for about 10 minutes, turning, until pineapple is hot and caramelized.

Insperation
Here ids one I just saw today that I really liked: "Around here, However, we don't look Backwards very long." "We keepmoving forward, opening new doors and doing new things because we are curious." "And Curiousity keeps leading us Down New Paths." -Walt Disney Here are some others: "Happines is a Voyage not the Destination. Live and Enjoy the Moment." "Curiosity is Boundless and Desire for Knowledge is Paramont." "Life isn't the amounts of Breathes you take, It's about the Moments that take your Breath away." "Don't let your past Dictate who you are, But let it be part of the Person who you will Become." "A candle loses nothing if it used to light another Candle." To be countinued...

Let Me Out To Kill
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst To KILL.

Sequestered Passion
Sequestered Passion by LateNiteFantasy© rivers of love resonate in a heart to proud to request the essence cravings stir deeply within every thought of its presence ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ fiery heart listens to fading words shameless tributaries echos in sorrow beneath a hidden pirates cove unable to find tomorrow ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mirror of a changling self cries for love thrones of fire to weave the sweet taste of flames into a kingdom of desire ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ another yet to explore this quest has heard the captive voice soulful eyes soon shall pierce window displays of empty choice ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ phantom pride will pay a price when the cross of change emerges and the silent murmurs lacerate forbidden Fire urges..

Love Is
Love is patient. Love is Kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices. Always hopes Always perseveres Love never fails But where theres are prophecies, They will cease. Where there are tongues. They will be stilled Where there is knowledge, It will pass away

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It is a night of dark desire, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their howls. The thirsting one wakens. Mist shrouds her gaunt form, an everlasting wrath. Her raven hair cascades over pale and tragic shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of darkness, I weep.

Imprisoned
Slender beams of radiance enter this darkened place as I kneel, always alone, always lost, frozen here, waiting. Haloed forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, reaving my darkened eyes Tears on a mirror's face I raise my head, now embracing this uncaring mortality

Trust Pt 2
AGAIN SOMEONE ASK ME TO TRUST THEM AND YET THEY DO STUFF BEHIND MY BACK LIKE TAKE ME OUT OF THE TOP FRIENDS SPOT AND DELETE MY COMMENTS I MEAN WTF DID I DO? IM SERIOUSLY DOBTIN I CAN TRUST THIS PERSON AT ALL. WHAT IS SAD IS I THOUGHT THIS PERSON I COULD TRUST WITH ANYTHIN AND IHAVE AND NOW IM THE ONE GETTIN THE RAW END OF THE DEAL!

Tough Week
Last week was a hard week for me. With having my daughter move out and trying to get her settled. It is still weird walking by her room and not seeing her. I don't like not having her here at all. Friday we packed up and were ready for the cabin and just waiting for the boys to get home from school. Everything was going ok until Anthony got home and said he wasn't going. What is strange is our friends older son also came home and said he wasn't going either and they were both acting like assholes. So after fighting with our boys, we decided to not go to the cabin. It wasn't fun. I think my son really needs some help. I can't even describe how bad he was acting that day. Yesterday he acted like he had done nothing wrong. Why? He thinks it is all our fault. Hopefully this week isn't so bad. hugs and kisses ~ciao~

What Kinds Of People Do You Attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract rednecks! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?

There We Are!
I had Saturday off and Martha and I got to spend the day with our kids and no babysitters! I celebrate that not because Martha’s parents and sisters don’t mean well but for the fact that Martha, me, Sarah, and Jeffrey are one family and we don’t want to forget that … sometimes we can get or think we are so busy that we don’t take the time to just spend with each other – no agendas, no schedules, no watching-the-clock “quality time”. After breakfast at church that morning (our next to last men’s breakfast until fall) I suggested taking some time to go get a haircut. Martha figured she could use a trim too, so we went with the kids to MasterCuts in Dakota Square to get in right when the place opened! About a dozen other people had the same idea, so Martha went a little later to get her hair cut the way she wanted while I took Sarah and Jeffrey with me to Kay Jewelers to look for something for Mother’s Day next Sunday. Let me explain now that Martha is not the easiest person in t

Another One Of Those
pensive as to why it took such time to learn too much changes too little too much curious as to when my spirit will stop pushing and rightfully accept a gentle touch perplexed as the the rhythm of the unexpected too little changes too much too little resolved as to how severely we lack control and our complacency to all lifes riddles.

Reality Bites.
There is no dark and stormy night. No forks of lightning ripping through a bruised and sullen sky. No garlic swaying in the rising wind. There is no mute hunchback scurrying across a muddy track. No strangers meeting at an inn, cut off for the night from the rest of "civilization". And yet, there's a vampire on the loose. She's chosen the form carefully. Her victim – the lender of an identity – had felt someone watching her for weeks. She'd felt eyes peering into her soul each night. She thought she'd detected the shadow of a shadow at the window. Felt a breath on her throat, though no-one was there. Felt a growing sense of unease mutate into foreboding, a dread she couldn't name and couldn't place. And now, in the pallid morning light, she'd turned from hunted to hunter. Ohhh, fuck, the exhilaration. She keeps gazing at herself. Yes, even in mirrors. As we know, this no camp, feeble representation of a vampire. This is vampire as superbeing. Her skin has a super-sheen to i

What Love Means To Me
Love is patient Love is kind Love does not envy Love does not boast Love is not proud Love is not rude Love is not self-seeking Love is not easily angered LOVE KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS Love always protects Love always trusts Love always hopes Love always perseveres LOVE NEVER FAILS

My Return Home From The Hospital
YES...JMOS IS BACK ON FUBAR! I came home this past day (Wednesday). I had surgery last week as you all will know. I will go through how the week went in depth at a later time. But for right now, here's what will go down. Next week I return to the doctor to get the staples in my stomach out. After this I will then go in another week after that, and, unfortunately, this will be an OR visit, however it will be outpatient. That will be when the stent holding the new opening open will be removed. At that point I will be free and clear.

Chapter Two
Chapter Two The ride to the boardwalk was a quiet one. Donovan seemed to be distracted by something. He had not acted like the man in the bookstore since he stopped and was looking around. Maybe I wasn’t imagining that feeling of being watched. She thought to herself, and she looked over at Donovan sitting behind the wheel stone faced, constantly looking in his review mirror. The light from the dashboard lit up his features nicely, yet brought out something in his face she hadn’t noticed before, something almost frightening. The radio playing softly and the purring of the supercharged engine of Donovan’s wild strawberry 1969 Dodge Charger was the only things that broke the silence. It must have been a night for love songs on the radio, or just the station he had been listening to, first it was Love of a lifetime by Firehouse, then to Let’s Make Love by Bryan Adams then final song was Phoenix’ and Adam’s song Lonely Road of Faith by Kid Rock. Hearing that so

Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Eighteen “This should be it.” Marcus said as he stopped and looked up to a manhole cover above them. “We’re back at headquarters already?” “No…We’re at my apartment building.” He lifted a foot out of the muck that lay in the sewer bottom. “This is nasty, and I need a shower.” “I thought you said that werefolk don’t bathe. You just lick yourselves clean.” Phoenix smiled as she climbed up the heavy rod iron ladder. Crawling out of the sewer and into the light Phoenix turned to lend Marcus a hand out. “Boy this smells better.” “I‘m not sticking my tongue to this.” He said looking himself over then looking at her. “A shower and a change of clothes and you will smell better too.” Marcus said waving his hand in front of his nose playfully, he making a disgusted look. “Oh like you’re much better. I can only imagine what you smell like after a shower.” “What was that suppose to mean?” Marcus asked smiling as he stepped onto

Better Off
There is always someone in a worse situation than you. I thank God everyday for food to eat (although it may not be what i would like), a roof over my head ( cuz somebody is living on the streets), & my health & my strength. I think we take for granted those things such as food, shelter, & our health. We worry about material gain instead of focusing on Spiritual gain. Material gain is TEMPORARY but Spiritual gain is ETERNAL. I thank God everyday for another day to get closer to fulfilling my purpose in this life. I LOVE MY LIFE!

On Our Wedding Day Love You My Angel !
Our dreams never need to be lost I could share all of mine with you We’ll step neath the stars tonight Just as the moon comes into view. Tonight we will capture romance I’ll admire the beauty I see in you Together we’ll lay neath the stars Just as the moon comes into view. I will whisper to you oh so softly Saying how much I only love you Tonight romance shall capture us Just as the moon comes into view. Tonight I’ll count the stars above Every star is why I love only you Tonight the stars brought us close Just as the moon comes into view.

Some (but Not All) Of The Great People I Have Met On Fubar!!!!
SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE IVE MET ON FUBAR!! IF YOU DONT HAVE THESE PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOUR MISSING OUT ON SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE YOULL EVER MEET ON FUBAR ADD EM, FAN EM, RATE EM, CRUSH EM

Domination Radio
Looking for staff and girls to be the domination girl of the month. For details send me a msg here or contact me on yahoo at lord_phase.We are not a fubar station if you are chosen to be a domination girl your pic will be placed on the front page with a link to your profile. Tune In Using Your Default Player Just Click On The Images Below. HighBand (Cable/DSL)

Thanking All My Friends Who Worry About Me & Are There When I Need Them
thank you all that worried & have shown to be a friend this past week wish i could do more then say ty in my blog wish i could give every1 everything they want i find that no matter how some people r u can find some really good people out here WITCHY'S WIKKED GRAPHIX here is to all my friends who show they deserve it

Let's Go
Yeah (Yeaaaahhhh) (Yeah) Yeah) Theres a lotta fuck niggas in the club tonight, (Fuck em, Fuck em, Fuck em) but its gonna be aiite, (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) cuz me and my clique we dont give a fuck nigga. (we dont giv a fuck nigga) Trick Daddy, Jim Johnson, Big D, Lil Jon Hook: Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!) If you want it you can get it let me know (let me know), I'm bout to fuck a nigga up, (What) Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!) If you want it you can get it let me know (let me know), I'm bout to fuck a nigga up, (What) Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!) Trick Daddy: If you want some, come get some, cuz where I'm from we tote big guns, (Yeah) And everybody know somebody that know somebody that know somethin bout it, (Yeah) And I want answers now who, what, where, when and why, see, a lotta dudes like to act a fool and all get all loud but that aint my style, (What) and he who he gonna get and what he gonna do, (what he gonna do) run up on me if he want to, Out there impressi

Drama!
As I sit back and watch and read I see some things that are displeasing. People act like idiots on programs like this on the net. If someone does something to them right away they scream injury...and go after each other full force. I block them when they calm down and get their adult attitude back I unblock. I just won't take any fucking bullshit ... and if they are on my friends list and insist on being mean to me by telling others things that aren't true. I just hit the delete button. I hate drama...and if you read this and comment and it looks like drama to me your ass will be deleted and blocked till you can grow the fuck up. Recently I lost my eldest sister as everyone knows. Therefore I been going through some difficult feelings of my own. People...especially men are rude and the comments are unacceptable. Last night I had this guy who was constantly harassing me in my shout box. Finally I had to block his ass. I was in my Microsoft office Word trying to complete some things

Etruscan Goddess
Etruscan Goddess mystic and fine Black hair shining liking stars in sky Her eyes doth glow an amber green Enchantress unadultered beauty Putting me forever in her trance Dancing the dance of fine love Tell me the secrets you doth know Etruscan goddess of eternal love Lead my heart with strings of gold & beads of jewels. Fullfilling my need for of endearing love.

A Mother's Day Blog...
This is the poem I wrote a couple years ago. After that, I'll go to a couple shouts... You picked me up when I fell down You've been there for me on the worst days You're my mom and you're my friend too You keep me on the straight and narrow Keep me focused on what is ahead We may have our differences But at the end of the day you're still mom and I still love you. Shoutouts... To all of the moms out there, from New York to California, from Washington State to Florida...hope your Mother's Day is great! To my mom...thank you for almost 23 years of life. Allowing me to learn in my own way, made me who I am today. Also, my sister...you've raised my niece well so far. Keep it up. And to my lady...the love of my life...There is no doubt. You are a wonderful mother. And beyond a shadow of a doubt...you'll always be such. You're also a beautiful woman inside and out and there's nothing I would trade for you...for two months you've been part of my life, calling me as many

My Saturday
So today was kinda cool. I was #3 on the Top Promoters list, then now I'm at #8 and my username turned purple haha COOLIES Anyway, I was suppose to go to that christening /first birthday but turned out the baby was sick with something, so it was cancelled. I still went to my best friends place, watched her hubby play super nintendo while we chatted and laughed. Then he went off to work, and me and her chilled. We walked to get a slurpee and some lunch then went back to her apartment, then we watched Sweeny Todd, I never seen it but I finally did today, so I don't have to rent it now haha. Then I came home, went to check my stuff and took a long nap. Then I was on youtube, looking at old old songs like from Juilo, Tom Jones, ABBA, BeeGees, The Moffats etc.. lol

As I Pine
Sitting in the darkness watching the time As I pine wanting some one to cuddle An wishing for something meaning full never gaining anything meaning full When it starts to seem ok It all ways seems to come UN fray The darkness Tuns an eerie Grey In the early morning coming day The loneliness passe's Eye's adjusting to the firer glow Blue sky as for as the eye can see Birds chirp as cars fill the road Another day is born with new life yet possibly new strife Who knows what to come Thy eye's close and night comes sounds of life song fills the air its time to Begin again Another day another life another sorrow Joy , hapless, to live and baer This what it is it sis what Live death joy or sorrow all for; nothing nothing but life.

I Hate The Way I Love You
I hate the way you tell me you love me I hate when you tell me you miss me I hate the way you make me think of you I was getting over you But you had to call And tell me you still love me I don’t wanna wait I don’t wanna be played I want to be over you You give me more and more pain I just wanna scream I hate you for doing this to me I hate how I still love you I wish I would stop loving you I am that kind of girl that loves you but hates you My heart wants to hate you Not Love you anymore It hurts way to much I wanna hate you.

Against The Wall
Against the Wall First I would kiss you like you kiss me... I like it hard and heavy, that usually gets me all turned on. I would have to pin you up against the wall you know. And I would start with taking off your clothes partly, I hope you didn't have a bra on so the shirt could stay. But the rest of your clothing has to go. I would start at the top......kissing my way down...taking some time to suck on your nipples....and kiss your tummy before I went down on you. Yea I would have to get you off before I could bend you over and take you for myself

Blue Soul
Blue Soul I had a glimpse of a shadow of stories untold Of a handsome soul in solitude – A vulnerable heart A struggle of the flesh A prey to lust A deep longing for fragile caress Thoughts unpredictable Well of cleverness Quick judgment From a mind so cautious A burning desire for an eagle’s flight To reach the heavens Going against the whips Soaring up too high… Then somewhere, into a poor nest Longs to find a bosom, Lays a head, a quiet rest, a home And cares not for anything Just gets lost in a passionate dream. Smile Charm Lonesomeness Pain, and.. Flame of love. Behind the blue eyes is a SOUL… a HEART I felt. ArtCollect by Zee 9:30 PM 24 March 2008 (Written as birthday gift for a Special Friend)

How To Shower Like A...
How To Shower Like a Woman: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with real passio n fruit. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower and stand on bath mat. Dry w

Club Domination Coming Soon
I am working on a branch off from Domination Radio which is a independant website. We want to bring it to fubar as well so I will be getting a lounge as soon as I get to level 10. I will be a slave to anyone who can get me the most rates and fans and all that good stuff let me know if interested.

A Quick Study In Pessimism A La Schopenhauer/nietzsche
Nothing could be further from the truth, ah, the event, for one which I can be, and where I come, is not the general intent of mankind here oh no. WHen we talk about purpose we usually mean something arbitrary, and non-Aristotelian, at least as far as Marxists are concerned, but how unwise, to suggest to be unlike Aristotle anyway. If you came here looking for some common tripe of a post, I'm sorry to dissappoint you with what appears to be extraordinarly vulgar to your senses, but even blunt though it is, can it be with great precision that it eludes you as a fine and distinct argument? After all what else do men seek but their own pleasure, and if they meet with resistance, soon declare that which they were caused pain, that which ought to be destroyed. However the abscense of pleasure is not merely the introduction of pain. For is not pain it's own positive in accordance with being? If it is necessarily contrary to pleasure than they cannot both be positively temp

Its Been 3 Years
(I posted this on April 14th. The 3 year anniversery of my brothers death) Its April and it has been 3 years since my brother was killed in a car accident. People think the passage of time makes it easier, but it doesnt. I just returned home frome the cementary where I was visiting, and I cried because I miss him. My brother, Shawn, was only 25 years old when he passed on. If ever there was a person that you could count on it was him. I like to write about him because I dont ever want to forget him. I try to take a lot of his ideals and apply them to my life today. The biggest one that I found the most important is to make time for the people in your life. No mater how busy he was he always made an effort to visit with friends, family, and to occassionally chat up a stranger. He never took a single day for granted, and neither do I anymore. I was not always like that. I was so busy that I used to put my friends and family last. I payed the ultimate price for that by losing out on th

My Day
(Also writen on the 3 year anniversery of my brothers death) Its been a hard day. If you have read my previous blog you all know my brother died 3 years ago this month. Today is the first time that on this dreadful day that I have smiled. I have always been alone on this day. Even on the day we committed my little brother to the ground. I, for the first time had someone that was there for me. I have fallen head over heels in love with her. She has made this day so much more bearable. The sound of her voice has soothed me. She knows how i feel about her, but she will never know how much she really means to me. All my life I have been looking for that one that would be there for me in my time of need and now I have her. This is the real me, the one and only. I will never change who or what I am and she is happy with me just the way I am. I love my Angel.

The Soft Touch Of My Fiance' And Slave Ashley
I lay in bed and feel the anassuming soft touch of your delicate hand as it carresses my back up to my neck. I feel you move ever closer to me as if it were possible to get closer. You lean in and softly kiss my ear lobe pushing your tongue inside. You back off and I feel the soft breeze flow from your gorgeous lips. It that point I am wide awake. The fire burning with in me is raging and only you can quench it. I roll over to face you and I look in your eyes and I see love and adoration, along with a little bit of spirit. You ask me not to move. I stay still. You lay me on my back and you pull the blankets and sheets off. You start at my lips kissing me softly, never being agressive. I let you do everything you wish to do to me. I feel your mouth and tongue glide like a feather from my lips to my down my neck. You kiss and suck my neck gently. You react to my shallow breathing. It drives you on, because you know you are pleasing me. You slide down a little bit further andI feel your k

Funny Blogs
Body: Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married. (If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor) The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls. ' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed three times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another nine times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, i n order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... three cuckoos plus nine cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos--MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT.' He didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got a

Still Waiting...
Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day, My Birthday, Easter, His Birthday... all came and went. Still waiting on my love to come to me. Things looking up, but just still waiting. I want him so badly, I can taste it.

Green Fields Of France
Well, how do you do, Private William McBride, Do you mind if I sit down here by your graveside? And rest for awhile in the warm summer sun, I've been walking all day, and I'm nearly done. And I see by your gravestone you were only 19 When you joined the glorious fallen in 1916, Well, I hope you died quick and I hope you died clean Or, Willie McBride, was it slow and obscene? Did they Beat the drum slowly, did the play the pipes lowly? Did the rifles fir o'er you as they lowered you down? Did the bugles sound The Last Post in chorus? Did the pipes play the Flowers of the Forest? And did you leave a wife or a sweetheart behind In some loyal heart is your memory enshrined? And, though you died back in 1916, To that loyal heart are you forever 19? Or are you a stranger without even a name, Forever enshrined behind some glass pane, In an old photograph, torn and tattered and stained, And fading to yellow in a brown leather frame? The sun's shining down on these gre

Poem: Human Heroin
You want me in your in your system Lustin for me Wantin’ me Needin another hit That rollcoaster ride that you like so much Don’t want it to stop higher and I higher I take you To a world that you’ve never seen But to me I’ve been there done it… I run this just sit back and enjoy How I feel against your skin How I feel in your body Ecstasy in pure form Desired pleasure you feel Keep goin’ up and up… Don’t ruin the ride Everybody tries and fails Takin’ advantage of me Too much of one thing will kill you You wanted a double dose Me and whoever It didn’t matter He wasn’t pure Heroine Like I so now you’ve messed up Such a good thing now ruined Bein’ gluttonous and lustful Now the roller coaster at top What goes up must come down And it did….HARD Fell off track and wrecked Now you’re in detox On a weak drug To get over Me But that weak drug isn’t Me

Teqila An Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world Has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... When life hands you Lemons, Ask f

Feelings So Real
And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I

Got Bored Write A Rap
excuse me bitch ya already know my name down south dirty south i be spitin flame/ iam the nigga they talkin bout that's got the game/ better yet check my rap sheet you see the name/ iam so serious ya not serious i spit verse like satilite cause am sirus/ nigga's talkin bout he faken naw nigga am in the kenchen somewhere probaly bakein/ cookin up something special just to get that cake man/ you better catch up cause i dont take no break man/ u understand this understand that mow pay attetion cause i dont rap for free jack/ thts all yall get for now

Yellow Partnership Limited & Strawberry Educational Limited Conned Me
I have been conned by the above companies and this is how they did it:- About 2-3 months ago I was contacted by a charity asking if I wish to sponsor them and if I did they would put an ad for my website in their product, which I agreed to do then we agreed a price and a password. About a week later I was contacted by the above company saying that I agreed to sponsor their charity but not giving a company name, but they gave me the same password which I had given the original charity and gave me the same price, hence I thought they were the original charity. It is a as if the above charities had been tapping into other genuine charities telephone calls after all how would they know my password. It was only after I had said that the info they had given me was correct I get told that they were someone else, by which time it was to late I had been conned. Once I had realised what had happened and had done some research on these companies, I took legal advice and was advised not to

Lol Funny
The Three Little Pigs Three Little Pigs went out to dinner one night. The waiter came and took their drink order. 'I would like a Sprite,' said the first little piggy. 'I would like a Coke,' said the second little piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' said the third little piggy. The drinks were brought out and the waiter took their orders for dinner. 'I want a nice big steak,' said the first piggy. 'I would like the salad plate,' said the second piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' said the third little piggy. The meals were brought out and a while later the waiter approached the table and asked if the piggies would like any dessert. 'I want a banana split,' said the first piggy. 'I want a cheesecake,' said the second piggy. 'I want beer, lots and lots of beer,' exclaimed the third little piggy. 'Pardon me for asking,' said the waiter to the third little piggy,' But why have you only ordered beer all e

Interests Evading~
Why is it that if you have an interest...they evade you at every corner, however~ If you quit, and give up...throwing in the towel and calling it done, they are all over you like stink on sweatsocks. If the feelings are mutual, maybe they should be expressed? It doesnt get less complicated than that.

Family
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you. We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said! goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way,"! I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by t he door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the

Mother's Day
A MOTHER'S PRAYER DEAR LORD ITS SUCH A HECTIC DAY WITH LITTLE TIME TO STOP AND PRAY FOR LIFE'S BEEN ANYTHING BUT CALM SINCE YOU CALLED ME TO BE A MOM RUNNING ERRANDS, MATCHING SOCKS, BUILDING DREAMS WITH WOODEN BLOCKS COOKING, CLEANING, FINDING SHOES AND OTHER STUFF THAT CHIDREN LOSE FITTING LIDS ON BOTTLED BUGS WIPING TEARS AND GIVING HUGS A STACK OF LAST WEEKS MAIL TO READ SO WHERE'S QUIET TIME I NEED? YET, WHEN I STEAL A MOMENT, LORD, JUST AT THE SINK OR IRONING BOARD, TO ASK THE BLESSING OF YOUR GRACE I SEE THEN, IN MY SMALL ONE'S FACE, THAT YOU HAVE BLESSED ME ALL THE WHILE AND I STOOP TO KISS THAT PRECIOUS SMILE!!!!

Newsflash...i Bitch Way Too Much
Yeah so apparently I bitch too much according to a long time friend on another website. Well pardon me but I use my blogs as a form of venting since I don't really have another outlet. If you don't like the way I put things, don't read them. I'm damn near 30 years old and that is one thing that is never going to change. Instead of bitching out loud to people and risk hurting someone's delicate little feelings, I blog and vent and then I am over it. It allows me to say what I have to say, get it out and get over it. Seems fairly reasonable to me but I guess not to all. Fuck em is what I have to say. I'm not here for you to approve or disapprove of my methods of getting shit out in the open.

When Uglier Jealous Ppl Rate You Low
I love it when ugly people like hideous rate you low its so goddamn funny and in my mumms ITS STLL THE SAME FAT ASS UGLY LOSERS that get the ooposite vote on purpose to see that i do i mean dont be my friend its not like i put a chain on ur neck forcing and u guys know ur uglying then me and just of my looks and thick bod so please fo you and i a favor spare me dont request me if ur gunna just do that get a life!

The Supremes - You Keep Me Hangin' On
Set me free, why don't cha babe Get out my life, why don't cha babe 'Cause you don't really love me You just keep me hangin' on You don't really need me But you keep me hangin' on Why do you keep a coming around Playing with my heart? Why don't you get out of my life And let me make a new start? Let me get over you The way you've gotten over me Set me free, why don't cha babe Let me be, why don't cha babe 'Cause you don't really love me You just keep me hangin' on Now you don't really want me You just keep me hangin' on You say although we broke up You still wanna be just friends But how can we still be friends When seeing you only breaks my heart again And there ain't nothing I can do about it Woo, set me free, why don't cha babe Woo, get out my life, why don't cha babe Set me free, why don't cha babe Get out my life, why don't cha babe You claim you still care for me But your heart and soul needs to be free Now that you've got your freedom You

So... Living In Lap Of Luxury??
My ex seems to think that its okay not to provide for his new baby... he had gotten away with it for many months, but I just don't know how to let him know that its really hard on this side of the track. he is supporting 4 lil kids already and his g/f supports him. I know its none of my business.... this just F'in BITES,.

" Love And Loss "
To love, and to lose... almost one in the same. Just one letter separates each others name. So easy to grasp what both of them feel. With both, control, is all but real. Just trying to understand them can cause you to fold. Too many people try to mend and mold. But love and loss neither one can be changed. They both come without warning, and leave just the same. So taking for granted the love you could feel, could ultimately cause loss and heartache for years. I fear we all live in the days of false love. People who marry just to divorce. Who only have children to stay on the horse. So many unjust reasons to be with another. I remember when someone loved me, just simply for me. No matter the circumstance, we seemed to make it through. But those days are long passed, and bitterness reigns. Materialism, and lust have taken over innocence. Im one of few, of a dying breed. One where love isnt want, its a need.

The Perfect Handjob.. 45 Minutes?
I recently read the book Tickle His Pickle by Dr. Sadie Allison. In the book, it talks about the perfect hand job. Last night, I prepared to give one.. a perfect one. The book did not really go with what my man liked. I just asked every so often, How does that feel and How about that? I loved feeling his cock and trying out new things!! Well the funny part was about 45 minutes into it, I asked if anyone had ever given him a hand job so long? He said no, but he wanted to cum 15 minutes into it and I was just torturing him right now... LOL! So much for perfect hand jobs. Well at least now I know, no longer than 15 minutes.. unless I want to torture someone.. hehehe.. I have some slaves in mind for that!

What Happend?...
? I know some ppl end up with stalkers, I hope this wasnt the case here. I met this really sweet guy here, Jesse, well I was gone for a week and I came back and he's gone!!! We had been talking about this crazy ass chick on here that won't leave him alone and he told me he made the mistake of giving her his number she said she need help and he thought talking over the phone would be the easiest. Well she wouldnt leave him alone. When I was gone he left me message about his page she had posted pics of herself all on there and was leaving him crazy ass note. Jesse is only a friend a really good friend nothing more. But I'm worried about him. DId this crazy bitch drive him away? What the fuck? Well if your reading this Jesse and you have signed up under a new name let me know your ok!!!Hope all is well and hope that crazy bitch leaves you alone now!!

The Bedroom
*posts under the Q&A blog are here so you can answer in the comments. Please keep it brief as space is limited: The bedroom, 1 who needs a bedroom when you have the parking lot/restroom stall, am I right? 2 are you geared towards lot's of sex with one partner or would you rather have the freedom to date casually? 3 cheating: hot scandelous action or shame shame? 4 Anal: exit only or plug any hole you want big boy? 5 oral: strictly a form of foreplay or in it to win it and make your partner cum?

Daniel...
This one is about my 'nephew' right after he was born. I haven't been able to see him for about three years. I sit in awe when I hold you never having felt the love I feel for you I hear you cry it brings me to tears I see you smile it brightens my soul you have been around for such a short time yet you have completely stolen my heart so innocent and pure without any anger and discontent I would do anything at all to be able to protect that wanting you not to feel the hearaches life can cause wanting to shelter you from any type of hurt all of these things I don't have the power to stop so I'll sit and hold you for now knowing you are safe in my arms

Words Of Wise
Elder's Meditation "If the Great Spirit wanted men to stay in one place He would make the world stand still; but He made it to always change..." --Chief Flying Hawk, OGLALA SIOUX The Elders tell us change occurs in two directions. They say, "That which is built is constantly being destroyed; that which is loose is being used to build the New." In other words, change is constantly going on. Many times we hear people say, "I hate change." Does it make sense that the Great Spirit would design people to hate it? The Great Spirit designed people with change abilities such as visioning, imagery and imagination. Maybe we need to learn to use these tools and then we'll look forward to change. Great Spirit, today, let me see the harmony of Yours, truly changing world.

She...
She lays in bed each night, dreaming, longing for his touch. To be in his arms, to feel his gentle caresses. Making her heart skip a beat. She bites her lip in anticipation of that day, letting her mind and hands wander. Lightly grazing her skin with her fingertips...longing to be made love to. Seeing his face in her mind, Oh My God! That one look that he does that just brings her to her knees! Aching for his mouth and tongue to kiss and nibble at her soft skin. Becky Leanne...2008 More to come...

Sad Day Written 5/14/08
For the ones that don't know, today it has been four years since my wonderful Step Dad Larry passed away. It feels like it was just yesterday when my Aunt Jill called and told me that he had a heartattck and died at my step brother Troy's house. At first i didn't want to believe it because i had just talk to him on the phone the night before and we were making plans to go to Canyon Lake and have a BBQ and fish. For all of you that have the chance to meet him, you know that he was a wonderful man, he would do anything for anyone. If you were hungry he would give you his last dollar so you could eat. He ment to world to my kids. They called him Pepa. He always had M&M's in his pocket for kids. My kids would get so excited when they would see his camo nissian truck pull up, they would run out the door and run into his arms. When him and my Mom divorced, i told him that he would always be my dad and he told me that even though we wasn't my real dad, that he loved me just as much as if i w

Volume Xxxiv - Findings At The Creek
I took it upon myself to take a short stroll yesterday. It's approximately a half-mile from my house on Benton Road to the bridge over West Bear Creek. It was late afternoon, with slight cloud cover, and I needed the exercise. I proceeded down the driveway onto the road, and went right. At my driveway the paved road turns to dirt, and down the dirt path, it's almost as if nothing has changed in the past several years. At least on the right hand side, which is heavily wooded...the left side is clustered with houses. They planted the residences on an old cow pasture a few years ago, and I STILL am not used to them. Another aspect I'm not used to is all the dogs that these people own. Once I was able to walk to the creek (and further) and back in quiet, solitude, and peace. Now, I cannot proceed 30 feet from my driveway without the incessant barking, howling, and snarling of countless canines. One even almost attacked me on the road...if that happens, I will not be responsible

Life
My best friend is 20 years old. She just had a little girl almost 4 months ago. She got married at 16 and got a diviorce 10 months ago. He ex husband cheated on her everyday of their relationship even with her other best friends. She has lost 6 children. Since her husband was cheating on her she decided to do the same... well his best friend go her pregnant. The day they filed for divorce at least 10 guys call her to go out that day. She dated a couple guys for a few weeks then she started hanging out with her now fiance. They have been together a little over 9 months got engaged 1&1/2 months after dating, they are getting married on there one year anniversery. Her finace has been in basic traing for 6 months. He treats and thinks of her little gril as his own dauther and paid for the birth and everything. A few days ago the baby's father starts contacting her saying he wants to see the baby and talk about things. After a while of saying no she finally gives in and i go with her to see

Sorry
Will you listen to my story? It'll just be a minute How can I explain? What ever happened here Never meant to hurt you How could I cause you so much pain? When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? All the words that I come up with They're like gasoline on flames There's no excuse No explaination Belive me If I could I'd undo what I did wrong I'd give away all that I own When I say I'm sorry Will you believe me? Listen to my story Say you wont leave me When I say I'm sorry Can you forgive me? When I say I'll always be there Will you believe Will you believe me? If I told you I've been cleaning my soul And if I promised you I'll regain control Will you open your door And let me in? Take me for who I am And not for who I've been? Who I've been... When I say I'm sorry Will you believe m

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Alright Ya'll
So woke up from another nightmare, no big deal. I was researching somethings and if you don't think PTSD and psychiatry is real look at this: Symptoms of PTSD fall into three main categories: 1. Repeated "reliving" of the event, which disturbs day-to-day activity Recurrent distressing memories of the event Repeated dreams of the event Flashback episodes, where the event seems to be happening again and again Physical reactions to situations that remind you of the traumatic event 2. Avoidance Inability to remember important aspects of the trauma Lack of interest in normal activities Feelings of detachment Sense of having no future Emotional "numbing", or feeling as though you don’t care about anything Less expression of moods Staying away from places, people, or objects that remind you of the event 3. Arousal Irritability or outbursts of anger Sleeping difficulties Difficulty concentrating Exaggerated response to things that startle you Ex

Aggravation, Instigation...depravation
So as a response to a recent turn of events, I thought I would rant, vent, bitch, and just overal let some shit out before I explode. I am in Cali to work, see friends, and pick up more on the talent of being a Pro Domme. Having a hell of a time really. But then there is the constant thought of what I am going home to, or the wonder at least. For me to give a shit in the first palce is a big deal for me. I have my goals, I have my wants, and then there are the natural needs that I have denied myself for so long because I did not feel I was stable, let alone deserving of what I desired. Call it the natural craving of a woman. To love and to be loved. I have those in my life that I know I will never want to let go of, or forget, because they have been there for me, thick and thin, and for this, I do love them. But that is not enough for me, and finally it has gotten the best of me. I sing along to love songs, even the most demented ones of eating a lovers heart and raping their

Truth
"Truth" If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive? Though I'm closer to wrong I'm no further from right And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give Deprived of my conscience This all belongs to me, yeah I'm beaten down again, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them Beaten down again, I've failed you The deception you show is your own parasite Just a word of advice you can heed if you like And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah I'm beaten down

A Simple Thank-you, My Friend
Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world, You entered, bringing light and life to me, The vivid colors, painted with a swirl Of wit and charm, of personality,With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,And images that line the now bright walls.I look upon them fondly, bringing forth A thankfulness that you walk in these halls With me, our friendship has become a part Of my world now, it has its special place, Within my being, life, and in my heart, Your name hangs right beside your smiling face. Remembering just how drab these walls had been, I have to thank you for the light, my friend.

Going To Be One Of Those Days
It's just going to be one of those days everything goes wrong, i can just sense it since my morning completly just went to hell. I wake up lay in bed for a few minutes and thats when it all starts, I roll to my other side to to see blood all over my pillow. So apparently i had a bloody nose in the middle of the night. I get out of bed and put some pjs on and then take care of the bloody pillow case to realize the blood is all over my pillow itself. ERRR my favorite pillow now gone due to a bloody nose, then my mom informs me the blood wont come out of my pillow case so i should throw that away as well, so there went my favorite pillow case that was nice and soft. So i come downstairs to my bedroom to get dressed for my busy day of working both jobs, i look at the time and realize im going to be running a few minutes late, so i call and inform my lady i work for and well guess what she wasnt home. So that means i would have droven to her house and her not be there. Hmm. Okay

Let Me Love You
Let me be the one to fill the emptiness inside Show the beauty divine of this love of mine Hang on to the hope that us together brings Let me be your lady and let me make you mine. Let me kiss those lips that crave to feel mine Let those arms of yours wrap me in the comfort undefined Let me hold your hand and walk by yourside Let me be the shoulder in the darkest of times. This heart cries out to your love alone. My soul was already yours before the beginning of time. *to him*

Update
This is an update on my mother. She is doing much better and the Drs have determined that she did NOT have a (TIA) mini stroke. She does have some plaque blockage in a gland in her neck (coratid area) but will be seeing a specialist for treatment for that. Other than that her blood-sugar was out of whack and once they get that ironed out, she will be going home, which could possibly be today. Ethan and I are back home as of this past Tuesday night. I am trying to catch up on things that got away from me while I was gone. Thank you all for your prayers! Much love, donna

05/22/08
"One's philosophy is not best expressed in words; it is expressed in the choices one makes. In the long run, we shape our lives and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And, the choices we make are ultimately our own responsibility." Eleanor Roosevelt

Nightmare
Sweet little ones all around. Surrounded by angels that are great joys. Without them I would be no where. Lost and alone I don't know how much I can take. It's like a drug. I need another dose. Bloody roses fill the room. Darkness all around me. I am going deeper into my own world. Someone save me before it's too late. Then the moon shines through. I open my eyes and I can't be more happy. It was all a nightmare as I see you there. I lay back down as I cry out a tear.

Auction
hey everyone im up for auction again and would really appreciate all the bids i can get!! i make a good slave for a month :P and i will be adding much more if cash bids come into play!!! so please go check me out and leave a bid if ya can if not check out the other auctions too!!!

Dating
i have just started dating again after a horrible marriage to a class a a**hole..but i just hate having to start over again...now it seems like im not meeting any new ppl and the ones that i do meet im just not intrested in, i dont know if im a lil gunshy after getting my heart handed back to me or if i have just set my standards too high...its not that i think that im too good or anything like that its just that im not meeting anyone who shares my ideals or goals in life...i have an ex who would chew off his arm to be back with me and i dont like the thought of going backwards either...i know that its going to take some time to find the one..if there really is the one out there..so i guess ill just keep doing what i have been and maybe start going to some new place's meeting new ppl in the process...i dont want to go back i just want to go forward and progress with my life..and i still believe in love so maybe just maybe ill find it again someday...and maybe this time it will actually

I’ve Been To The Mountaintop
3rd April, 1968 Thank you very kindly, my friends. As I listened to Ralph Abernathy in his eloquent and generous introduction and then thought about myself, I wondered who he was talking about. It’s always good to have your closest friend and associate to say something good about you, and Ralph Abernathy is the best friend that I have in the world. I’m delighted to see each of you here tonight in spite of a storm warning. You reveal that you are determined to go on anyhow. Something is happening in Memphis, something is happening in our world. And you know, if I were standing at the beginning of time with the possibility of taking a kind of general and panoramic view of the whole of human history up to now, and the Almighty said to me, "Martin Luther King, which age would you like to live in?" I would take my mental flight by Egypt, and I would watch God’s children in their magnificent trek from the dark dungeons of Egypt through, or rather, across the Red Sea, through the wilder

Know Your Candidates!
Ken Blackwell - Columnist for the New YorkSun It's an amazing time to be alive in America. We're in a year of firsts in this presidential election: the first viable woman candidate; the first viable African-American candidate; and, a candidate who is the first front-running freedom fighter over 70. The next president of America will be a first. We won't truly be in an election of firsts, however, until we judge every candidate by where they stand. We won't arrive where we should be until we no longer talk about skin color or gender. Now that Barack Obama steps to the front of the Democratic field, we need to stop talking about his race, and start talking about his policies and his politics. The reality is this: Though the Democrats will not have a nominee until August, unless Hillary Clinton drops out, Mr. Obama is now the frontrunner, and its time America takes a closer and deeper look at him. Some pundits are calling him the next John F. Kennedy. He's not. H

Which One Are You?
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! *A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". *A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! *A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! *A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. *A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now! *A

Hurt Feelings
at least tell me what i did wrong i went to with a hundred and two friends and woke up to hundred i get m y feeling hurt very easyliy and i am going through a hard time any way so if u dont want to be my friend just tell what i did or why u do dont want ot be my freind

Happy Birthday Nassy!!!
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Deleting Friends!!
Well as i was nearing the 500 mark on my friends. I decided it was time to clean house. There is no way I talk to all these people. If u pic comment me, or send me the shout from time to time. Then u are safe. However if I was added simply for points, and NEVER heard fro u , u are now gone. Off to bed I go. Oh and to the one friend/family member who has been removed (leave me alone) u are a rude person.

Recent Trip To Ireland
Bush and Chaney (on a stop-over visit to Ireland) are breakfasting at their hotel in Dublin. The lovely waitress, a red-haired, green-eyes colleen, pleasantly asks to take their order. Chaney immediately says "I'll have a bowl of your Irish oatmeal". Bush, reading the menu, squinting, says, with a wink, "I'll have eh, a quikee". The waitress is appalled and says "The cheek of you - Don't come over here thinking you're Bill Clinton - you rude git ya!" and storms off. Chaney leans over to Bush and whispers "The word is Quiche, George."

Memorial Day
Time to get on the soap box. I have read many messages on FUBAR this week about honoring those who serve/have served. It involves showing them love on here, putting together a magazine to send out to Soldiers, etc.. These acts, while noble serve little purpose. The FUBAR stuff is a no brainer, it is a webpage, something to pass time and meet diffeerent people. The magazine will not make it forward of a REMF (ask for clarification) sitting at a desk who has access to all things possible. Instead I ask this of you, go to Atlanta or Dallas (if possible), say thank you to the Soldiers, Sailors, Airmen, and Marines coming off the planes. Get involved with one of many groups who already send things to the troops in harms way. (506th Association will ensure my Soldiers get what you send to them). There are hundreds of groups who perform this. But, if unable to do anything else, go lay a wreath on the grave of a fallen troop. Any major city has a veterans cemetary, or has a veterans

The True Meaning Of Love
All is want is to love you for the rest of my life to wake up every morning with you by my side knowing that no matter what happens I'll be able to come home to your loving arms All I want is to share everything with you to talk to you about our ideas our dreams the little everyday things that make us laugh and the not so little things that we can't help worrying about All is want is to give you my love as a place you can always come to for acceptance or the simple comfort that silence brings when things left unspoken can still be understood All I want to to grow old with you to watch our life unfold our dreams one by one, come true All I want is to love you forver -Renee Duvall-

Healing, Day 2
bruises are ugly. I am not very good at the whole "lay down and rest" thing. there is too much to be done. the house is not packed yet and I need to do some grocery shopping. I need to still find a dress for a black tie wedding (which I now need a dress with sleeves thanks to ugly bruises) and I need a pedicure. The worst part in all of it is I am bored. so very very bored. I thank the doctor for pain killers or else I think all I would do is lay around and cry. today doesn't hold much excitement. I keep trying to clean the house but I can't exactly move very freely so it makes it difficult. I managed to get up the stairs (yeah..pain) and take a shower and wash my hair. I guess I will try to find something to eat and figure out the afternoon.

Highway 109
Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands, She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad A

War
my lil adopted bro was 19 yrs old when he gave his life for this country it makes grateful to have known him in his short life time he was amazing and had a good heart and always want to serve and protect this country he was in the wrong place at the wrong time he will be for ever missed i miss u T.J and all B>S of a good time we had be at peace

Meeting Spammers On Fubar Then Taking Them To Yahoo
BUZZ!!! Krystal Danso: hello ILLUSION: hi Krystal Danso: how are u doing Krystal Danso: am krystal by name Krystal Danso: and u? ILLUSION: im good ILLUSION: david Krystal Danso: am 38 f workirng in london Krystal Danso: and u? ILLUSION: 32inusa Krystal Danso: Ok Krystal Danso: i work for textile company Krystal Danso: Where we manufeactureTable linen,bedlinen,cloths,skirting,chair cover,confrernce cloths,custom solution ETC ILLUSION: sweeet ILLUSION: i steam clean carpets and recycle scrap metal Krystal Danso: Ok kool Krystal Danso: what are u up to today? ILLUSION: went to a bbq Krystal Danso: Ok Krystal Danso: would u like to work at home and get paid ? BUZZ!!! ILLUSION: sure Krystal Danso: we are looking for a representative in the states, someone who we can entrust with our company money and funds and would help us recieve payments from our customers.....?? ILLUSION: mhmmm Krystal Danso: Care to know more? ILLUSION: sure Krystal Danso: All you have to do

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Daily Christian Wisdom If God can bring blessing from the broken body of Jesus and glory from something that's as obscene as the cross, He can bring blessing from my problems and my pain and my unanswered prayer. I just have to trust Him. -Anne Graham Lotz

Walls
The walls seem to be growing stronger each day and I distance myself further from those who matter to me. I can't seem to shake it. Deep inside I know the reason, and it bothers me not only when awake, but in my dreams too. I'm sorry for shutting out so many, for not talking to others.

Salvation
From: cecil jacob Subject: SALVATION To: rizpahs_anointed_remants@yahoogroups.com Date: Monday, May 26, 2008, 11:06 PM 11CORINTHIANS CHAPTER6 VERSES 1&2 WE THEN AS WORKERSTOGETHERWITH HIM,, BESEECH YOU ALSO THAT YE RECEIVE NOT THE GRACE OF GOD IN VAIN. ( FOR HE SAITH" I HEARD THEE IN A TIME ACCEPTED,AND IN THE DAY OF SALVATION HAVE I SUCCOURED THEE;,BEHOLD NOW IS THE ACCEPTED TIME ;BEHOLD NOW IS THE DAY OF SALVATION Thecall of the gospel is a two-fold call; a call to salvation and a call to service.On the banks of the Jordan JESUS extended the invitation to Andrew,Peter,JAMES,and John to become disciples ,to enter into the privileges of salvation by faith in him as the messiah and the redeemer of the world ; then later on the banks of the Sea of Galilee he extended the call for service to these same four men when he said 'FOLLOW ME AND I WILL MAKE YOU FISHERS OF MEN We have a job to do , now that we're saved , sanctified , and filled with the HOLY SPIRIT, our

Hooked - Chapter 3
Chapter 3 “Ya, mon…dat was hot!” growled a deep bass voice from nearby. We were both startled and you tried to cover up, but there was nothing to cover with, so you just hugged me tighter, my cock still buried inside you. Looking around, we finally located the source of the voice. A huge Rastafarian, at least 6’-7”, was standing about 10 feet away. A petite, blonde wearing a tiny white bikini top and some sort of wrap slung low around her waist, was fondling his hard 12” cock with both hands. Her white hands seemed so tiny compared to his huge, dark member. I looked at you and your eyes grew wider. “Karen???” you said incredulously. The petite blonde looked up and grinned. “Huh? Oh, hey! Kathy?! Damn, that was hot!” Karen’s speech was slurring a little. “I didn’t know that was you. Ya’ll really put on a show. Can you see this huge cock?” “Yeah…damn, I see it,” you replied. You sat up and wiggled your hips a little, which moved my cock around inside you. I guess t

Letter To Barrack - Great Editorial!
For those of you who don't know where this newspaper is written. It is in about the center of Kansas . A town founded by hard working and hard thinking Americans. You gotta love those small town people. Hays Daily News Editorial, Hays, Kansas. Dear Barack Obama: I grew to like you over the last year. I've always thought of you as dangerously naive at best. Eloquent, gifted, genuine, yes. But dangerously naive at best. I couldn't vote for you -- but not because of your funny name or your lunatic pastor. I couldn't vote for you because you say we should raise taxes (even on the rich, who I'm convinced already pay too much), and because you say we should abandon Iraq (which I'm convinced would be surrendering a war we must win), and because you don't respect the Second Amendment (which I'm convinced should disqualify any politician from any office). Still, I've liked your message of unity and your ability to inspire. And, since your rise I've hunted, quite frantically,

Headed Out Of Town....
Tomorrow I leave for Jackson Hole, WY. I'm flying out of Houston into Salt Lake City. I'll spend the night in Salt Lake and drive over to Jackson Hole on Thursday. I'll be back, if anyone cares, on Tuesday evening of next week. I hope you all have a good week. Start enjoying your summer. Love to all. d

The Spell You’re Under Will Slowly Rob You Of Your Virgin Soul...
KISS with the classic lyric for the day... To say it has been a rough past 2 days would be a gross understatement to say the least. When you go through something as those of us who experienced everything the last 2 days have, you're supose to learn something. I'm trying to figure out what I learned. I'm really pissed about some stuff but, unlike others that claim to take the high road, I really will take the high road and not go into details here. I'll simply say I love you and no matter how long you choose to go on hating on me, I'll always love you. It sucks when you go half way and the other person isn't willing to come to the middle to meet you... Just sayin' Hey you, Tiff I love you some more... I love you Nadine Tonia, I love you and I hope you're doing ok I know the way it is when you just walk out the front door... Random lyric... Love to all! *Timberlake* Gone...

Just Thoughts
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

As I Sit And Log On My Computer
It was a wet Monday morning. She sat at her computer and logged on. He was online!!! But today she didn’t feel that fluttering in her stomach, or that quickening of her heart when she saw his name. The spark had died. Somewhere along the way they had lost the intimacy and she was hurt and sad. Her mind drifted back to all the hours they had spent online together...all the fun they had had…and my, what fun it had been! She remembered the day that he had made her cum seven times. All he had to do was say those three magic words and she was putty in his hands....oh what a feeling it still gave her when she remembered it. She closed her eyes and let her thoughts drift back....as she lay there she heard a noise and opened her eyes...and there before her was the man who had stolen her heart online. She couldn't believe that he was actually here in her lounge, coming towards her. He walked towards her and smiled. She stood up and went straight into his arms...as though she belonged t

Heart And Soul
Heart and Soul Here I sit again this night, Giving you a glimpse of my life, These poems you read, if truth be told, Are all little pieces of my Heart and Soul. I let you taste the pain I have felt, How the cards of my life have been dealt, Letting you fee how I felt when I cried, The the day in my life I wished I would die. I know for some it is hard to understand, All the things in my life that made me this man, But just take the time to step in my shoes, And then you might know why I write like I do. My writings have helped me get past the sorrows, Letting me face what will come tomorrow, So when you read the worse, don't be sad, Not all of my life has been this bad. There are many times there was joy in my life, Times of happiness, without any strife, Times I could look at the stars above, When there in my life I knew I was loved. So the answer to why I do write, And let you see these parts of my life, Is to help me express what is deep inside,

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Amazing
"UNTIE" The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared Told secrets over endless days Often doing more than dared New world beyond my door With intrigued and intensity Now we have shared our hearts A bond now made it permanently Facing our days made easier Despite any type of weather Each other's heart felt deeply Both happy we stuck together It took us little time and effort The bonding as strong as glue I now promise never to untie The strings I have tied with you The understanding of each other Breaths to take, we breathe the air As the relationship interchanges Knowing our loving hearts are there Now we are never left on the outside Lovingly enter each others domain Smiling. laughing and forever teasing But forever friends we then became

Appetite From Inspiration
looing for a victim walking the streets looking for a little piece of fresh meat maybe that bitch maybe those twins so many people just where to begin beating my brains to make a fucking choice then from in my head comes a wicked voice you think it's a voice, but i infect from within to penetrate your systems, and crawl under your skin I'm the goosebumps on your arms when you kill again and again it tells me to kill it fills me with despise i am the fire that ignites behind your eyes filled with rage of so much past violence as i enter your memories, such a sting of defiance like a fire blinded and fueled by the wind it despises i take the blade in my hand blood drips as it rises no, lift it higher for more gory suprises higher it goes and again plunges down ripping flesh is such a sweet sound yes it is, like the sucking sound derived from leeches now lick the blade and show them what "sick" really is blade to my tongue i taste the coagulating es

Kept In The Dark
Hot wax, flavoured oils and a ring of candles on the floor. A woman sat in the middle wearing a black satin nightie with a blindfold around her eyes...now that’s a thought to have You light a candle and start to drip hot wax and watch her body flinch. Has the wax sizzles on the skin, you blow lightly to cool it down. You kneel behind her and breathe on her neck while it drips down her chest you begin to slide her straps down her arms and watch them glide down her arm... your hands run up that soft skin. You lean her head back into your arm and start to drip again, and then blow to cool her down. Your eyes widen has the firm breasts come into view. You move her head over to your lap, and then start to slide your hands down towards them...your eyes close as the skin ruffles through your fingertips. The candle still dripping has you slowly travelling down that body. You watch her move as you start to feel around her breasts...you lean into her and drip the wax onto her stomach. Her back

Summer Time Confusion
as usual I'm torn between what i want to do and what i should do. typical me. I had a job interview today and it went well and im sure i got the job. But its not really something I want to do, but I have to pay the bills so I'll deal with it, and make the best of it. One of my friends is moving away soon and its really bizare to me. One of my friends is pregnant (im happy for her) and growing up and having a real life. A lot of my friends are really growing up all of the sudden and I just dont want to yet. When i was younger i couldnt wait to get older, and now I'm pretty content staying 20. I need to move into the other house soon. I cant deal with my annoying parents anymore, mostly just my dad. Especially after living on my own for a year. I wanna have the summer of my life this year. but as of right now i dont see it happening. I need to meet new people, who will be spontainious and wild with me. AHH and i want to get tattood. so effing bad. ok. illshutup

Just Cuz The Dee Can Lol..
OK OK MEN ON FU LAND HERE FIRST OF ALL I DONT LIKE MEN WHO PLAY LIL GAMES IF YOU WANT TO PLAY A LIL GAME WITH DEE THEN ILL WIN..YOUR NOT A FUCKING PLAYER IF YOU PLAY GAMES ON THE NET YOUR A FUCKING LOOSER..MEN A LIL SECRET IT WAS A WOMEN WHO CREATED GAME.I JUST MASTERED IT. A PLAYA CAN GET SHIT LIKE MONEY, CARS ECT. ASK ONE WHO KNOWS LOL.. CANT PLAY A MASTER OF THE GAME LOL... TO ALL YOU FEMALES WHO HATE.. DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I AM BEAUTIFUL. LOVE MY PARANTS FOR THAT. TO ALL YOU INSUCURE LITTLE GIRLS OUT THERE FUCKEN GROW UP..I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR LIL GAMES YOU LITTLE GIRLS PLAY..OVER THE MEN YOU THINK LIKE YOU ON THE NET..BITCHES TAKE HEAVE TO THIS MEN ARE TALKIN TO 10 OR 15 LITTLE GIRLS JUST LIKE YOU.THEN THEY MEET ME AND I DONT TAKE TO KINDLY TO CYBOR GAMES I CAN PLAY BUT I ALWAYS WIN.. I HAVE A MET A FEW MEAN MEN ON THIS SITE BUT IN THE END THEY END UP GETTING THEIRS ITS CALLED KARMA..I HAVE ALSO MET THEM LIL MEN CYBOR BULLIES FUCK THEM IT DONT SCARE ME WUT YA GOI

Why...........
Ok maybe I'm just confused, maybe not....why do men expect so much..it seems like it is always do for me or chase me. why doesn't it ever work both ways? and why the hell can't they be a lil more understanding when it comes to life?

News Update!
well it has been a while since i have been on here and things have been great. for all of those who know me. you all know that Danijel (Craven) and I have been planning on getting married and all the issues that interfered.. well.... The date has been set! we will be married July 7th, 2008 (the day we met on FUBAR). In NYC. all of the details have not been finished and there will be tons of pics that i will post. Being with him has been amazing and we are more in love than we ever were before. I am so happy all of this has a happy ending. all of you that i hold so dearly will all get invites some of you will be able to make it.. some not.. thats ok.. we are gonna video tape the whole thing and send a copy to those that couldn't make it. Thank you all again for the support we both needed in our worst of times.. you will all remain in our hearts forever. XOXOX Alyssa

Vault Of Pain
I swear to Friends I swear to family As long as I live I will bear your pain I will bear your misery So depost your pain Depost your misery I will bear all you ask me to If only to see you all happy If only to see you all smile If only to see you all laugh Even if I am in great pain I've been though to much pain in my life So what will more do kill me? I've never known my real dad I've lost my mom when I was ten Now I've lost the woman I love for now So anyone lays on me I should be able to take it So depost your pains and your miserys in to the valut of pain and be happy, smile, and laugh even if I'm crying just be happy

At A Loss For Words..thank You All!!!! From Booboo
I would like too thank each and everyone that has been on my page today too help make me a Prophet. Never could I imagine waking up today and being a Prophet by the end of the day. This morning i needed 1,254,000 too level. My goal today was just too get under 1 million too go and now im a Prophet. Im not even sure how too put this into words too express my thank yous. If you all was here I would give you huge hugs. I will do my best too alway s be there too help each and everyone level. Thank you for every rate, comment, bling too help me get here. There was so many people on my page today too help me its impossible too put you all in here of fear of missing someone. This has been a long road too get here and im greatful for all my friends that helped me reach this goal. I would like too thank all of the Shadow Levelers for making this possible. I have saw so many of you on my profile day in and day out too get me leveled too Prophet. I love you all and thank you for bei

Hillary Clinton Monument
Dear Friends and Relatives: We have the distinguished honor of being on the committee to raise $5,000,000.00 for a monument of Hillary Clinton's heroic stand under Bosnian sniper fire. We originally wanted to put her on Mt. Rushmore until we discovered there was not enough room for two more faces. We then decided to erect a statue of Hillary Clinton in the Washington, DC Hall Of Fame. We are having a bit of difficulty as to where the statue should be placed. It was not proper to place it beside the statue of George Washington, who never told a lie, or beside Jesse Jackson & Barak Obama, who never told the truth, since Hillary Clinton could never tell the difference. We finally decided to place it beside Christopher Columbus, the greatest Democrat of them all. He left not knowing where he was going, and when he got there he did not know where he was. He returned not knowing where he had been, and did it all on someone else's money. If you are one of the fortunate

Lyrics To "here Without You"
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it's only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It ge

Achtung Baby!!
so,its new album time again for devil machine network,andwe decided to record two while we were at it.heres the rub,i only have lyrics for about 55 of the 175 minuteswe filled,so i would like to get some of you poets and maniacs to write some forme.weve had guest guitarists,guest bass,vocals,drums,but this will be the first time we let another mindhave a voice,so dust off your cerebellum and jiggle the pretty words from your frontal lobe for me.all materials used will be credited to the original author,so take achance,you might just be writing a newclassic with us-thanx and much love DEVIL MACHINE NETWORK - THE MASTER OF ILLUSIONS - DEVIL MACHINE NETWORK

Shooting From The Hip, Gnosis
things that sound profound but wax profane things that wash away in summer rain we keep their lies inside us I wish I knew why God was so insane (ever come up with a title to a poem, but never had anything to tie it to until many years later?)

Love From A Lost Soul
the wind is blowing the day is ending and there aren't answers to my useless questions, the night is coming, people have gone and i don't find the meaning of all that, whenever i walk near the abyss i feel the attraction of falling into emptyness, it makes sense when i feel lonely but it loses its sense when you are with me.... make me smile like no one has ever done, touch my face with your soft sigh, sing me a song and sweeten my heart, tell me you love me eventhough i'm not there, be my reason to survive and i'll never leave you alone, take me with you because i'm already falling, please take me with you before the evil takes my soul, leave me a tear if you already have to go, one of your tears on my face would be enough for dying in love ..... JORGE L. PAREDES (J.L.)

Makin Whoopi
Do You Know this Calendar contestant? Have You Been to Her page? Nooooooo? Well whatcha waiting for! CLICK HERE TO ADD/RATE/FAN HER! Then Proceed to the Next Step! Continue On reading to find out what it is _________________________________________________ Makin Whoopi is a Dear Dear Friend of mine and its an Honor to be pimpin her out on this Contest she is in!!!!! Please show some luv to a contestant calander girl, Makin Whoopi its a vote only contest and she'll very much apreciate it!! thank you My Tru-Fu-friends!! Click This Pic Here...Ya Know What to do then... This bulletin brought to you by: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ...I HAVE A WARM SPOT STILL FOR REAL PEOPLE!

Pages
Tormented dreams Wrecking thoughts of looming inevitability. Come to pass the bitter-sweet thoughts of yesterday, page be written, page be turned. Focus past the rifle's barrel, see the gun man. Deepened eyes cloaked in shadow, evil smirk come forth from dark. Flash of light, life no more hidden face come to light, see yourself through the looking glass. Tormented dreams, visions of life. Pages turned forward to the blank pages of tommorow. Page be written Page be turned.

Forest Rican
YOU KNOW I AM BACK WHEN YOU START SEEING ME BLOG & POST PIMPED OUT BULLY'S FOR MY TRU-FU'S HEHEHEHE I SIMPLY ADORE THIS WOMAN RIGHT HERE She Rocks as a Friend!!!!! This Pimped out Bulletin is she is Trying to Get Spotlight...All Donations are welcomed of coure. But she is actually working For it!!! All She needs is Rates...Rates...Rates... Click this pick Right here To Go Rate Rate Rate! _________________________________________________ Of Course Like I said Donations Are Acceptable toooo Just click to Here...to Go To Her Profile Page and Send her A Few Fubucks!

Onesxybrat
ONESXYBRAT Is In A Contest Here is What she needs for Her to Win! 2 with the Most Points wins a 7 day blast/ 1 month VI as well as Fubux! Most Rates ( Over 200 ) Wins 3 day Blast/ Bling Pack So If Anyone Is Bored Or Inclined To Help Out Onesxybrat ... Ya Know What To Do when You Click ths Pic While You Are There Feel Free To Drop Some Comments while Ya Rate her!!!! This bulletin brought to you by: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ...I HAVE A WARM SPOT STILL FOR REAL PEOPLE!

Good News Day!!
Michael (Wolfe) gave me great news today! He will be moving here next week! I am so ecstatic, I can hardly contain myself!! Please keep us in your thoughts! I AM DYING HERE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!

What My Name Means
What Mark Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

Cold Black Days
Get away and your life will be released Give away all your dreams and all your sins You are playing for forgiveness You cry for help When your life is over who can tell You can't change anything Your life is just a dream Nothing real nothing more Nothing left because These are cold black days and You're fading away Life cold dark nights And you're longing for light These are cold days And you're running away To be alive again Look around emptiness and you are falling Hear the sound the peal of bells is tolling You remember sunny days these times are gone All the lovely words are said and done You can't change all the things Your life is full of dreams Nothing real nothing more.

Obsession Dimension
ARE YOU TIRED OF THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT LOUNGES EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE STARTING UP THESE DAY ? THEN GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE !!! CLICK ANY OF THE PICS ON THIS PAGE AND YOU'RE THERE !!!!! LIKE WHAT YOU SEE IN THIS BULLETIN ? CLICK THIS PIC AND COME TALK TO ME ABOUT YOUR NEXT BULLY!!! (repost of original by 'Thom H.A.D.E.S. Founder ~OWNED BY MISSY & PItbull-13~' on '2008-06-03 19:18:18')

Your Eyes
What does ur eye color say about u?BrOwNSTRAIGHT UP PIMPS!!!!! Sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love 2 make new friends. Will do anything 4 that special person. Kind and polite. Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best n bed can last for days...Loves 2 please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS.Beauty-Vanity Quizzes

Thoughts From A Sleep Deprived Mind
Just some food for thought...I guess you could call it that....I don't know what it would be called really.... My mind is working on over time....Too bad the idiot don't get paid....I could be rick as much as I think....Ok enough mumbling......What do you do or How do you handle a issue / person who keeps repeating the same thing over and over???? Do you keep over looking it & let them get by with it????? Does there some how come a time, a place, an action,or just something that lets you know what you should do????? Also while I'm on this in need of sleep rant...... What the is the freak deal with all the so- called freinds??? Come on already.... Friendship is not about when it is the best for you to talk to certain people. Friendship is about always being there for a person no matter what ,no matter who don't like them. If you can't do this then you don't need to call yourself a friend to that person. Friendship is about seein the flaws in people and not caring.... Not well the people

Hi Friends
I just wanted to let my friends know that i'm not ignoring them in anyway, Having a few things going on in personal life right now with work, gf etc. i'm sorry for not returning rates comments etc. Please give me sometime to sort through things and i will return all the luv that has been given. Thanks for your understanding. Luv Missy

Blahhh
Well this is my first blog not sure whatt to sayy .... i am super bored thats why i doin this and waiting for my lovly lady to get on so0o hurryyy up MisS KiTty ... geez women i tell ya :P well if you are readin this im geussin your bored. ... so0o GO DO SOMETHING :D have a wonderful day

This Sucks Ass
Well the last entry i wrote i had mentioned that my grandma was dianosed with cancer, and well now she is admitted to the hospital because her kidneys are failing. Which isnt good. She is hooked up to dialais machines to try to keep her kidneys going while injecting her with predinizon and other crap. The shitty ass fucking thing is, i called work and asked if could go and have people cover my shifts, they said if you can find someone to cover your shifts yea you can, but no one wants to so i can fucking go. So my grandma is laying in the hospital dieing and here i am not able to go, i told my boss if anything happens to her before i get to go, im holding you personally responsible for her death. And walked out. I know not so nice of me but im pissed off. I want to be with my grandma, but then again i cant afford to lose this job either. I was hoping he would be understandind and accepting of that since his own fucking mom was sick a couple months ago and had to take time off.

Everybody Get Dangerous
When I was younger I used to go and tip cows for fun, yeah Actually I didn't do that 'Cos I didn't want the cow to be sad But some of my friends did They were all just a little bit wicked They'd blow up mail boxes With a baseball bat Go for direct hits I know how to win you can forget it They throw rotten eggs into traffic Toilet paper the fences Throw the tables, chairs, and the benches After practice Sometimes we would break into mad fits Causin' damage (Burnin' amplifiers and mic stands) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous (Boo yah!) Everybody get dangerous Everybody get dangerous I've got a confession That I will make if you will listen Late in the nighttimes We'd drive around with hairspray and sharp knives Lookin' for road kills Lightin' things on fire for cheap thrills Stab the corpses And lick the knives like we'

Favouritesss
Ten Fav. Professional Athletes (playing or retired): Ok these aren't in any particular order!! 10. Mario Lemieux (oh dreamboat!) 9. Sidney Crosby (my future husband) 8. Wayne Gretzky 7. Kevin Everett 6. Tie Domi 5. Jerry Rice 4. Walter Peyton (cause everyone needs a litle Sweetness) 3. Bobby Orr 2. Gordie Howe 1. Tim Horton (cause not only did he play hockey...but he gave us fucking donuts) Obviously I am moreso a hockey fan. Nine Favourite Foods 9. Soup 8. French Fries 7. Ice cream 6. my aunt's salad *drools* 5. taboulegh (am i spelling that right?) 4. mashed potattoes!!! 3. cheese quesadilla! 2. grilled cheese 1. any veggies Eight Favourite Movies 8. GREASE!!!!! 7. Footloose 6. Beauty and the Beast 5. Friday Night Lights 4. Pretty in Pink 3. Goodfellas 2. Finding Nemo 1. Mighty Ducks Seven Favourite Hobbies 7. Sleeping 6. working out 5. hanging with friends 4. taking pictures 3. being an idiot lol 2. boys 1. smoking Six Favourite

Wondering About Flirting
sometimes we all flirt with others. most of the time, it's just for fun and no one gets hurt. but there is the odd time or two when the flirting hurts another person. usually the hurt person is a significant other. what the flirters don't realize is that even an innocent flirt can have repercussions. when you tell someone else that you love them, be careful how you word it. because, sometimes the most innocent of words can mean something more to someone else. if you love them as a friend, make sure that is what is meant. i can't say that it happens all the time. and maybe the one that is hurt is a bit unsure and not used to the casual scene. i have seen friends devastated and relationships ruined because someone thought it was alright to "flirt". i reckon i come from the old school. when two people commit, it's total, heart, body, and mind. which doesn't leave room to casually flirt and say things to another that a person should be saying to their significant oth

Great White Lie
You think you'll make it but you're wasting your time You'd sell your soul just to have that last line You've got to have it you don't care what you pay Your body's dying but you like it this way You feel the rush and now the high takes control Your heart is pumping and you're needing some more You just keep trying but you can't reach the sky You've fallen victim to the great white lie You pave a highway full of ups and many downs Can't find the fast lane, you just circle all around Your wheels are spinning, find the rush to live again Your life line candle is just burning at both ends When will you realize? when will you see? The poison in your blood was never meant to be You stick the needle, whip the blow, you're dying hard So f-ck the world, yeah f-ck 'em all, right up your arm You need the speed Great white lie I've seen no lesson learned so here we go again Can't buy utopia so you just buy your friends You masquerade behind a face that plays the game It's you

New Study
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his forehead while on fire!!! No further studies are expected.

For What Its Worth
Sam, a normal guy with long desires of love,sex and a little bit of drugs sat in his apt watching tv. He was half Hispanic so he loved to watch Univision and some of the shows on there while he ate his breakfast burritos, of scrambled eggs, and chopped bacon and sausage, and a cup of coffee. laast night he met a sweet girl at the local bar where he hangs out at, they had chatted online as well and found out they lived only a few blocks from each other, she was latino as well, and had her own place...he kept thinking of her, her full breasts thin kissable lips, nicely built, she worked at the local grocvery store and she also stood about 5'9" tall in heels she was a bit taller. Her name was maria, she had long jet black hair and huge beautiful brown eyes..thats what got him the most, he was an eye man, the her other assets were f ine too...he chuckled to himself, man, to have something like that would definitely make my day. There was a knock on his door..he got up from his chair, w

Pregnancy
Life is full of suprises. I come home from college hook up with a friend which is something typical for us. I thought we would pick up our friendship right where we left off but i guess i was wrong. I try to hang out with him but he just makes up reasons not to. This guy even bailed on me on my birthday. Shortly after that I started having or realizing symptoms of pregnancy. Headachs, nausia, bloating, fatigue, backachs, darkening nipples, vomiting, ect. So i talked to my friend about it that was it. Well one day i go out and hear lots of things about this guy that he is a player, lier, cheater, user, basicly a scum bag. So I am even more scared and frustrated. I go to him the next day and talk to him about everything i heard. Some it is supposidly true and some of it not. I kinda believe him i kinda dont im not sure what to do. Well I ask him today him he wants to hang out he says no i ask if its cause of the situations he says yes he needs space so i leave him alone. Then i start get

Homecoming
I leve for India in just over a day. It's so exciting. I'm looking forward to returning and seeing all my friends and family once again after all this time. I miss real Indian food, the sights, sounds... maybe not how crowded it can be... but I miss India. I'll return soon and keep you updated on what happens. Keep an eye out for my location on the main page. Once I change it to India, you'll know I'm there Take care

Blink 182 - Always
I've been here before a few times, And I'm quite aware we're dying, And your hands they shake with goodbyes, And I'll take you back if you'd have me. So here I am, I'm trying. So here I am, are you ready? Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, Always. Kiss you, taste you, all night, Always. And I'll miss your laugh your smile. I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me. I'm so sick of fights I hate them. Lets start this again for real. So here I am, I'm trying. So here I am, are you ready? So here I am, I'm trying. So here I am, are you ready? Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, Always. Kiss you, taste you, all night, Always. Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, Always. Kiss you, taste you, all night, Always. I've been here before a few times, And I'm quite aware we're dying. Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, Always. Kiss you, taste you, all night, Always. Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you, Always.

Blink 182 - I Miss You
(I miss you, miss you) Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, The shadow in the background of the morgue, The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley. We can live like Jack and Sally if we want, Where you can always find me, And we'll have Halloween on Christmas, And in the night we'll wish this never ends. We'll wish this never end. Where are you and I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always. This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime, And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides, Like indecision to call you, And hear your voice of treason. Will you come home and stop this pain tonight, stop this pain tonight? Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head. I miss you, miss you.

The Roots - The Seed (2.0)
Knocked up nine months ago And what she's fittin' to have, she don't know. She wants neo-soul cause hip hop is old. She don't want no rock'n'roll. She want platinum, ice and gold. She want a whole lot of somethin' to fold. If you're an obstacle, she'll just drop you cold. Cause one monkey don't stop the show. Little Mary's bad, In these streets she done ran, E'ry since when the heat began. I told the girl, look here, Calm down I'm gonna hold your hand, To enable you to keep the plan, Because you'se quick to learn, And we can make money to burn, If you allow me the lay this game, I don't ask for much but enough to room to spread my wings, And a world fittin to know my name, just listen to me. I don't ask for much these days, And I don't bitch and whine if I don't get my way. I only wanna fertilize another behind my lover's back. I sit and watch it grow, roots standin where I'm at, Fertilize another behind my lover's back, And I'm keepin my secrets mine. I push

My Week...
The Nifty... I worked. Not much mind you, only two days. My wife was feeling poorly on Tuesday so I stayed home with her. Things went okay and the workdays went by fast, thank God. I picked up an older PC game that I've been meaning to get for a while: Age of Mythology. Its a fun distraction, and breaks up the CoH rut I'd gotten myself into. I upgraded my Discussion Forum on Monday morning, and it went off pretty much without a hitch. About a year ago I'd tried to upgrade it from my version to one of the later versions of phpBB 2, and it didn't work. I was very pleased by the ease of the upgrade from phpBB 2 to phpBB 3. Kudos to the phpBB group for making it painless. I've edited and added a few nice templates for it, and will likely upload a few more. The board looks good, and I dig the new features and the improved security. So EAT IT spambots! I've been watching a lot of scenes from the Hellraiser films of late. Not quite sure why really, but it's fun. I won myself a

Chapter 1
Dark Fantasies Elizabeth pushed away from her desk so she could stand up and stretch some after working for hours on a project. Just as she reached one of the windows in her study her computer chimed letting her know that she had an instant message. “It can wait a few minutes. I have got to let some fresh air in here other wise I am going to fall asleep while working on this project.” She said aloud while opening the curtains for easy access to the window. Just after she opened the window her computer chimed again telling her that she has received another message. “I hope it’s not the client wanting to make changes again to their web site. If it is this will be the firth time he has wanted to change the site in the past twenty-four hours.” She thought as she slowly made her way back over to her large oak desk. Reluctantly Elizabeth reached for her keyboard to open the instant message that was on her screen. To her surprise the message was not form the client but her bes

When I Say I'm Broke - I'm Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I'm broke and haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. " Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder." The old lady stepped back and said, "Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning."

My Job
I love my job, and work really hard at sittin on my ass at a hotel all night long. BUT a demanding job as a night auditor has its negative perks too, and I always feel like murdering that person that tells me : "oh, must be so boring to do nothing." I am the sad bored person you see when you check into a hotel past 11pm. Technically, my job is considered accounting, but people confuse me with a front desk person who actually gives a shit. Haha! So here is some awesome stuff about my job that no one knows about: (envy, fools) I really enjoy sitting at a front desk while everyone is asleep in their cozy Hilton beds. Also, nothing beats people coming in at 2am to checkin with happy expressions on their faces from their flights getting delayed for 5 hrs. They are just such happy campers and so pleasant to talk to. The highlight of my job is to have an overbooked hotel, which means I get to tell that tired person that waltzes in at 2am and rushes me to check him/her in, that

Baby Macie Story
I was looking at some stories on MSNBC ...and came across a really interesting one...which happened in our state of Texas...nice to know they can prevail in situations such as this...quite a defeat for humanity. http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/25004390/?pg=1#TDY_BabyBornTwice Go to that url and it should get you to this story. Amazing!!

Why?
Why does my breath seem to catch at the touch of his hand? How can my heart race so fast just at the sight of HIM? Soul mates are two halves of one soul, sewn on a single strand. We are soul mates and true love this is, the fairy tale is now reality and no longer a whim!

Answer
This is a poem I dedicated to my Girlfriend Its called Answer With an angels heart I sit and become content Your voice calms my heart In Christ we search for our love In your eyes I've found mine Robert Jr.

Pls All Read If You Have A Heart & A Min
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Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

2 Minute Management Course
Lesson One: An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him; 'Can I also sit on my ass like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered; 'Sure, why not.' So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle, and rested. Suddenly, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it. Management Lesson: To sit on your ass and do nothing, you must be sitting very high up. Lesson Two: A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my manure droppings?' replied the bull. 'They're packed with nutrients.' The turkey pecked at a lump of manure, found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

My Friend Cindy Johnson Is Missing In Indiana
i need someone to help me...a friend of mine and fellow fubar member cindy johnson has been missing since june 5th. i need everyone to help me find her or pass along more information so that her family can be notified....she was on her way to visit me last week about the time indiana was hit with all the heavy storms...and i haven't heard from her since...i have called her phone and emailed her several times....with no reply...so i need anyone who might have known her on here to share this story and pass around info so that her family can be notified properly...i never knew her parents names and because this is over the internet i don't know her address either...i'm not asking anyone to give up information to me but if u think u know her...do whats right for her...once again her name is cindy johnson...and her screen name on here was "cj" she from indianapolis...she's thirty six. she has three children two boys and a girl...i know if i were missing i would want those who knew me to hel

Whats Your Deepest Fear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light,not our darkness that most frighten us.Your playing small does not serve the world there is nothing enlightend about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.We were all meant to shine,as childrendo.It's not just in some of us,it's in everyone.And as we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

When Somebody Knows You That Well
Tommy's daddy, kept a six pack in the fridge We thought we were old enough, To do what Daddy's did. It didn't take us long to go From drunk to really sick. When I walked in my house, I stumbled just a bit. You play it cool, But it's no use, Dad ain't no fool, And that's the truth. Chewing gum won't cover, Up that smell. You can't hide one single thought, If you try, you'll just get caught. When somebody knows you that well. We lost Daddy, In nineteen ninety-nine. I took care of everybody's pain, Except for mine. And then one night, My wife took my face in her hands. She said, "I think it's time you cry for your old man." You play it cool, But it's no use. She ain't no fool, And that's the truth. And my teardrops finally fell. You can't hide one single thought, If you try, you'll just get caught. When somebody knows you that well. I could probably do more, To help my fellow man. But life gets busy, And I hope God understands. Someday, when

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Vacation Time
well folks im off for a lil jaunt to ny, taking my daughter home to spend the summer with her mom. then fly back next week on weds afternoon..you all take care and see you all when i get back and promise to raid everyone here on fubar on the return...bring back some nice pics there...out of here..and gone til i return..peace to you all

A So Bad Sense Of Humor
LOL i have been a member on my blog site for about 7 years now or something like that, its been forever ago. Anyways a person on my perfered blog list posted an entry today and gawd did i get a good laugh even though it was sort of mind sickening. She was talking about how a lot of people now days who are starting to have sex think they cant get pregnant the first time. Her comment to that one is yea well because there having sex before puberty starts. LOL omg so fricken true, there was a article in my local news paper talking about a survey they did in elementry and junior high schools stating at least 5 kids have had sex under the age of 12. Then She went on to talk about how everyone thinks that their is a high rate of getting aids from peeing on the toilet seat or kissing someone and touching them. ( What a joke right, yea it can happen the possibilityes little to none) Her response was your more likely to get crabs, or someone elses pubic hair on ya. Or your more li

Another For The Schools
A Lesson That Should Be Taught In All Schools Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, 'Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started

Low On Fubucks ..........friends Please Read
Due to low on fubucks like I m down to 6.Once I get back up I ll continue buying my friends drinks.So if you have not received a drink or gift yet please I ask that you be patient and you will.Just got to get some more fubucks.Any ways I can do this let me know not sure how this is gained.But all help will be appreciated.Thanks for your time to read this and patience and understanding.With much love and appreciation. Your Fubar Friend Always, Cinthia xoxoxo

Jus For Her
She makes me feel so happy and so loved... She makes me smile all day and night... She makes me dream sweet dreams and think happy thoughts... She keeps me wantin her and once I have her don't wanna let her go ever... Can't wait for the day that I can hold her in my arms and kiss her all night long... This one is jus for u baby and all yours...

U Like Video Games? What About Free Ones? =)
Whattup everyone! This is my first blog post, and I dont know if you like games like I do, but having to pay 50$ or even 10-20$ sometimes sucks, RIGHT? well save that 20 bucks and buy your friends a round, or get some material for a 420 in a 360 *wink wink* cause will show you how to get that next game you want for FREE, Yes totally free. Goozex is a site where gamers list all the games they want to get rid of or trade. Now this is where you come in.... yes YOU! goto Goozex.com and register...... next just confirm your email then BAM you have 100 points and 1 trade credit! The trade Credits are basically for shipping every game needs 1, now the points you start off with 100, and the cool thing about this is that you can get good games for this amount. Like for example I wanted to get Halo 2, so i thought "its going to be alot for this game" but no, sure enough it was only 100pts!!!!! and once I got matched up with someone who wanted to trade it they shipped it out to me. 5 d

Stop Looking & Start Seeing
Hit or miss, fuck or fight, it's time to live your life Go ahead, I know I'm right, I'm gonna lay it on the line Put yourself in my shoes, would you stand up for your rights? Line em up and knock em down, I'm not running scared tonight I have climbed these walls before, and I'm not scared anymore There's a time to lead and a time to follow Because I won't take this anymore (these walls) I've climbed these walls before (scaled these walls) There's a time to lead and a time to follow .. I see the walls are closing in and I feel I am in danger My enemy is not alone, in the mirror there's a stranger As I tried to break out my panic led to fear Hopeless, I am alone, I'm afraid the end is near The truth doesn't always have to hurt .. I have climbed these walls before, and I'm not scared anymore There's a time to lead and a time to follow Because I won't take this anymore (these walls) I've climbed these walls before (scaled these walls) There's a time to lead and a

Tokio Hotel- Ready Set Go
We were running through the town Our senses had been drowned A place we hadn't been before We learned to live and then Our freedom came to an end We have to break down this wall To young to live a lie Look into my eyes Ready, set, go it's time to run The sky is changing we are warned Together we can make it while the world is crashing down Don't you turn around We are looking back again Our loneliness and pain Never been so wide awake Breathe slowly in and out somewhere behind the clouds I can see the morning break To young to live a lie Look into my eyes Ready, set, go it's time to run The sky is changing we are warned Together we can make it while the world is crashing down Don't you turn around Leave it all behind you now The final wall is breaking down We are all it's all about Nothing can stop us now I promise you right know I never let you down Ready, set, go it's time to run The sky is changing we are warned Together we can m

Patten For Living
from a friend --- David wrote: PATTERN FOR LIVING by HELEN STEINER RICE MORE THAN POEMS TO BE READ JUST FOR PASTIME AND PLEASURE- HERE'S A PATTERN FOR LIVING TO FOLLOW AND TREASURE, A WONDERFUL PROGRAM TO PRACTICE EACH DAY THAT WILL BRIGHTEN YOUR LIFE AND MAKE EASY YOUR WAY. FOR A WHILE IT'S BEEN SAID THAT GOD'S HOLY LAWS TODAY ARE OUTMODED AND MUSTY WITH FLAWS, LET NO ONE ENTICE YOU WITH NEW VALUES OR RULES FASHIONED BY RENEGADES AND PRACTICED BY FOOLS, FOR A FULL HAPPY LIFE AND A LASTING REWARD CAN ONLY BE GAINED THROUGH THE LAWS OF THE LORD. FOR WE OURSELVES WERE ONCE FOOLISH, DISOBEDIENT, LED ASTRAY, SLAVES TO VARIOUS PASSIONS AND PLEASURES... BUT WHEN THE GOODNESS AND LOVING KINDNESS OF GOD OUR SAVIOR APPEARED, HE SAVED US... IN VIRTUE OF HIS OWN MERCY. TITUS 3:3-7 YOU LOVE EVIL MORE THAN GOOD, LYING RATHER THAN SPEAKING RIGHTEOUSNESS. PSALM 52:3 NKJV THE HEAVENS DECLARE HIS RIGHTE

The Peoples I Loooooove
name the first ten people that come to mind; 1) Rick 2) Chad 3) Jilly 4) Kimball 5) Westy 6) Juice 7) Jess 8) Eric ————————— NUMBER 8– Eric baby! ————————— 1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 8? Hmmm since like grade 9 I think. So like 4/5 years. 2. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 8? hahah nooooooo 3. IS NUMBER 8 ONE OF YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS? Oh very close. 4. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED 8 ON THE LIPS? Always. ;) 5. Name one favorite memory with 8? HA! Keeping a fish in his locker all year. 6. DO YOU TRUST 8? Of course. He's my boi! 7. WOULD YOU KEEP A SECRET FROM 8? Mmmm if I really needed to. 8. WOULD YOU TAKE A ROAD TRIP WITH 8? Err...yes and no. Yes if I got to drive. No if he did. lol 9. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR NUMBER 8? I'd do a lot for him. Like I said, he's my boi and I love the kid! ————————— NUMBER 7– Jess!! 12. NAME ONE THING ABOUT NUMBER 7 YOU LIKE: She was there through all the rough stuff...and unlike some people...she still stuck around. Love

Dj Demons Vip Contest
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Wildflowers
Wildflower by Me Like a wildflower growing in a field of roses Standing a lone with all your glory With brilliant colors painted by Monet And fragrance of honey so sweet How to see such beauty left to stand on its own Never to be picked but admired from a far

"with Eyes Softly Closed..."
"With Eyes Softly Closed..." With eyes softly closed I still taste you... The lingering scent Of lavender, The wispy strands Of your hair on my cheek, The soft and gentle rhythm Of heartbeats - Mere moments before Locked as one Roaring and surging Now nestling gently Calmly Entwined Inside and out. With eyes softly closed I still feel the heat - Sheer animal flame Primal fire Released yet encompassing Quenched yet ever hungry, The effort of merging Sweat’s sweet sting, The timeless moment, The 'afters' glow The infinite softness Of you And me And such a fullness I've come to know. With eyes softly closed A single tear flows The indescribable emotion Released from within As the eyes silently open And find yours Looking in.

I'm The Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes

Home
In the past five years, I have moved more times than I can count on my fingers and toes. I keep looking for home, But it seems like I can't find it anywhere. I/m back where I started again, and it seems t everytime I try to leave, I end up back here. I guess I'm meant to be here for something. But what?

Vacation Time!
Well, we're heading out either the 20th or 21st for at least 6-7 days not sure when I'll be back but just ta let you all know I'll miss ya & do love all my wonderful friends. Do hope ya'll have a good time while I'm gone... Smiles...

Me
How Skilled Are You as an Empath? Your Result: Definitely Skilled And you're becoming more skilled every day. You know a lot about using your consciousness to guide your gift (or gifts). This increases your personal stability, helps you to evolve faster spiritually. What about picking up pain or fear belonging to other people? You just don't do this any more. Mostly you have your gifts turned OFF. When you choose, you safely turn your gifts ON. Improving Ready to Grow Hey, What Makes You Think You're an Empath? How Skilled Are You as an Empath?See All Our Quizzes

Angel Is Evil!!!!!!
Well as many of you know, Laura (Evil Angel) is here in texas with me now, for starters i was amazed that she came all the way down here from Wisconsin, i mean this is Cowboy country, granted i am not a muthafuckin cowboy but still,lol, so she is here, and making me do all sorts of sexual things i am not used to, i mean who in thier right mind eats pussy??? lmmfao J/K yea i know as everyone else does i love to eat... lol anywho I myself didn't think i was worth someone leaving life as they knew it behind and move cross-country for but she did apparently, i am glad she did thou. i am so happy, i just hope and pray i don't fuck it up like the rest. i will just do my very best ya know. thats all i can do. This blog is just to let everyone know that we are happy, and spending alot of time together, we are both working and doing quite well, i can't complain Evil said if i complained she would beat me, opps lol i need t complain huh i love to be beaten, lmmfao so Shane (DJ Lost) says he is t

Heartache Quotes
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. ~Ezbeth Wilder

English V. Irish
Two English businessmen in London were sitting down for a break in their soon-to-be new store. As yet, the store wasn't ready, with only a few shelves set up. One said to the other, 'I bet any minute now some idiot tourist is going to walk by, put his face to the window, and ask what we're selling.' No sooner were the words out of his mouth when, sure enough, a curious Irishman walked to the window, had a peek, and in a thick Irish accent asked 'What might ye be sellin' here?' One of the men replied sarcastically, 'We're selling ass-holes.' Without skipping a beat, the Irishman said, 'You are doing very well... only two left!'

How To Answer This ?
ok im 19 and i have a 5 year old nephew. he has never met his real dad and his mom is married to a peace of shit that does nothing but get drunk and pass out acts like he dont care about anything or anybody but him self and tonight my nephew asked me if i could be his daddy when that came out i about fell out of my set i didnt kno what to say to him i mean i took care of him sence he was 6 months old. im still in shock..........

Coheed And Cambria - The Running Free
All non-believers stand aside and fear. A new day is marching through the door. How could you ever think you might get here? Did it bleed? Was it sore? Through the struggles you've endured. You've come so far from innocence Provided all the consequence. Only what does it matter now? Cause your going home. You're running free As only you would be if you never owed them anything. And now you've found your way out. In the trust you've seen your path on home. Spend your time well before you go Here in hell. Your living ends before the engineer. What was your motive in this fight? (Did they play you for the weaker of them?) How could you ever think you might get here? Was it greed that pushed your heart through the struggles you've endured? You've come so far from innocence Provided all the consequnce. Only what does it matter now? Cause you're going home. You're running free. As only you would be if you never owed them anything. And now you've found yo

Old Cowboy
An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves,bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.' She said, 'I'm a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women. When I shower, I think about women. When I watch TV, I think about women. I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think of women.' The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian.'

Golfing
Slow golfers are ahead of us Joe decides to take his boss Phil to play 9 holes on their lunch. While both men are playing excellent they are often held up by two women in front of them moving at a very slow pace. Joe offers to talk to the women and see if they can speed it up a bit. He gets about half of the way there stops and jogs back. His boss asks what the problem is. "Well one of those women is my wife and the other my mistress," complained Joe. Phil just shook his head at Joe and started toward the women determined to finish his round of golf. Preparing to ask the ladies to speed up their game, he too stopped short and turned around. Joe asked "what's wrong? " It's a small, small world Joe, and you're fired"

Mischievous Boys
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, were excessively mischievous, and always getting into trouble. They seemed unrepentant and unconcerned about the havoc they caused. Everyone in town knew if any mischief occurred, the two boys were probably involved. Their mother heard that a local preacher had been successful in helping to reform other troublemakers, so she asked him for help. The preacher agreed, and asked to see the boys individually, the 8 year old in the morning, and the 10 year old in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a deep booming voice, sat the younger boy down and, to remind him that God was everywhere and always saw the mischief they did, asked him sternly, 'Do you know where God is, son?' Startled, the boy did not reply, but just sat there, wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. The preacher repeated the question, his voice even louder, ?Where is God?' Again, the boy did not answer. The preacher raised his voice even more, shook his finger in the boy's face

The Seed
The Seed A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it was time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing one of his directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but the boss continued."I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next CEO" One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed. Everyday, he would

Entry For February 02, 2006
Well, I got quite the interesting comment on my entry "Strong Lesson to be Learned" tonight and decided that instead of finishing up my previous entry I would take the time and address this comment. First off I would like to say that I realize these blogs are strongly one sided and that anyone who reads and comments on them must remember that they are only getting one side of the story. Ok, first point of order, "Chris has a point, in away you are as selfish as her." All I can say to this is, as James I have allowed Chris to walk all over me time and time again with little or not complaints for the sake of our relationship. Don't believe me? Consider this then, when I inherited $30,000.00 from my grandfather's death I had a plan of taking half of that amount and paying off what debts I had outstanding and investing the other half so that it would continue to generate an income for me and perhaps allow me to set up a "nest egg" for the children's futures (not only my children, but

I Dont Know You Anymore
I would like to visit you for a while Get away and out of this city Maybe I shouldnt have called but someone had to be the first to break We can go sit on your back porch Relax Talk about anything It dont matter Ill be courageous if you can pretend that youve forgiven me Because I dont know you anymore I dont recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We dont talk much anymore We keep running from the pain But what I wouldnt give to see your face again Springtime in the city Always such relief from the winter freeze The snow was more lonely than cold If you know what I mean Everyones got an agenda dont stop Keep that chin up youll be all right Can you believe what a year its been Are you still the same Has your opinion changed cause I dont know you anymore I dont recognize this place The picture frames have changed and so has your name We dont talk much anymore We keep running from these sentences But what I wouldnt give

Someday
Someday I'll talk about One day I'll mention it to you Someday I'll be over this and strong like you I am never changing I can feel this way for days and days Look you straight in the face and fake my smile Take this hurt away and bring back yesterday I could say sorry in a thousand ways You won't let this be without cutting me can't put this bottle down as I watch this day fade into night My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start with all our lies there's no wondering why things aren't working anymore but now I'm feeling fine flying higher-got the chance to start again-Oh My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start Someday I'll talk about it one day I'll mention it to you Someday I've be over this and move on like you move on like you I'm ready to go-I'm ready to

R.i.p. Mark Conway
I'm not sure if anyone has heard on the news or read any news websites, but, one of our pilots, here at Wiggins, was killed in a plane crash this morning, June 18, 2008 at about 10:03AM. Mark Conway has been working here since December, same as me. We got hired around the same time. He was an amazing man, very refreshing when he called to give me his times, or fuel and alternates. I could be so stressed out from the day and he would call and say that he was sorry and he hoped things got better, with a smile, he'd say "Talk to you later, sweetie" and hang up the phone. God has a plan for each and everyone of us. Today could be our last day, or sometime next week. We never know. I know for a fact that last night when I closed out Mark's flight, I had NO idea that I would never be able to speak to him again. God takes us when he wants us and WE don't know when that could be. R.I.P. Mark Conway. You will be missed immensly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wiggins cargo plane crashe

Web
You say my eyes, they tell no story I beg to differ; you need only to listen The tales of defeat, tales of glory In my eyes, my soul does glisten Open your mind, tear down your wall Allow your fears and emotions free For if allowed my mind will enthrall Drawing you ever so close to me

Let Us Get This Right.
I don't like drama on here, I see it in the mumms and I don't care for it, to be quite frank. I love mumming, but I am im no ones clique and if you don't care for me, you only have to read my status, because I don't care for you either, unless you have actually got to know me. Now all this crap has to stop now, i've been deleted as a friend from so many accounts, and I don't give a fuck, but they are from the same people who say 'hello' one minute and who class me as a sheep the next.... i'm neither. Then you have to go back to read my status, blah, blah. Now I must be exceedingly boring here, but I don't care. We all have problems, and we judge ... I know I do. But if you are exceptionally cruel and mean ... go back to my status.

Captain's Log 10
I have really become more aware over these last few weeks how necessary it was for some of the events in my life to have happened earlier. The fact that I (almost) died in my sleep and that I was completely alone that night was key. The reason I know it's key is that so many memories from that experience are coming to me as things that must be shared. God gives us these ideas to show each other our way home to Him. I'm so bull headed he had to virtually kill me in order to get me to see what He's trying to say. For those of you who are not familiar with my dream of death. I will explain again: I was burned on my head and back when I was 20 or so years old. They gave me a shot of medicine straight into my scalp. The nurse had me sign a waiver stating I would not sue the hospital if I had nightmares from this medicine. So, I signed the waiver because I wanted that pain killer BAD! I figured I'd see some monsters or something. No. What I saw was my life flash befor

I Learned From The Best
"I Learned From The Best" Did you really think that I would really take you back Let you back in my heart one more time Ohh. No. No. Did you think that I'd still care That there'd be more feeling there Did you think you could walk back in my life. So you found you miss the love you threw away. Baby but you found it out too late. Too Late. [Chorus:] And so now you know the way it feels to cry The way that I cried when you broke my world in two. Baby I learned the way to break a heart I learned from the best. I learned from you. Oh baby now. I learned from you I remember cold nights Tears I though would never dry How you shattered my world With your goodbye.Your goodbye baby Would've sold my soul then. Just to have you back again Now you're the last thing on my mind. Now you say your sorry and You've changed your ways Sorry but you changed you ways too late. [Chorus] So when all you've got are sleepless nights When those te

Fuck.
Okay, so basically I'm just ranting because I'm pissed, depressed, bored, and well bitchy. Anyways, I'm getting really sick and tired of being the ugly little shadow to all my friends, I swear, everytime I go somewhere with them, they get the attention from all the guys and I'm stuck in the shadows un-noticed. It REALLY pisses me off...GRR! I'd put this on myspace but that would just start unneeded drama. ANNYWAAAAAAAAYS, I guess thats all I wanted to rant about. Pointless, yes I know. But I have no life, and as I said before, I'm bored, and bitchy...etc etc yo. Die...

Adult Keg Party
Click banner to join the PARTY now! BABY IT'S HOT IN HERE!! WORLD ROCK RADIO is hosting an ADULT Keg Party!!! Saturday June 21st, 8pm EST until 2am EST Come in, Bring Your Friends, Your Significant Other & Join the Party!! Remember, it's ADULT, nuttin' innocent bout it!

My Dad...
this has really been a rough last couple of weeks for my dad..and our family....hes been in the hospital for the last 2 weeks..with terrible infection...his whole body was full of infection...he had phnemonia...his blood pressure keeps bottoming out...his heart stopped...but its going again...we've been called to the hospital twice..saying he wont make it thru the nite...and just when we thought it was getting better and he was going to evansville to a rehab/theropy place to make him all better...he got another setback today..where his neck, throat, tongue is all swollen and blocking his breathing..he had to get a tube inserted again...to keep him breathing..i just got told hes gotta be airlifted to indianapolis...which is now farther away....(about 3 hours)...if its not one thing ..its another...pleaze keep us in ur prayers...thanx for reading..just had to get it off my chest...love u all my friends....

All About Me!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Open 2. Your significant other? Doghouse 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Clueless 5. Your father? Sorry 6. Your favorite thing? Kids 7. Your dream last night? Sensual 8. Your favorite drink? Patron 9. Your dream/goal? Island 10. The room you're in? Kitchen 11. Music? Meaningful 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here? 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Fake 16. Muffins? Yep 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? Idaho 19. The last thing you did? Bake 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Many 23. Your computer? Slow 24. Your life? CRAZY 25. Your mood? Restless 26. Miss

Family Friends And Life
ok so i know it is cool for family to crap on u and take out thier issues on u but is it cool to deliberatly hurt a family member over something really stupid or even something really important like a wedding. as far as friends go i love u all and wish u all the best u have all been very good to me. life is going great ha ha if i could just get the hang of it LOL.

It's Rodeo Time...
Yes, it's official and my wanna be cowgirl friend wants me to go out and enjoy all there is to do rodeo style... Ummm..no! She has tried and tried to convince me of what a fun time it would be, dressed up in those tight ass wranglers and kicken dust with our boots on, as if I don't have a clue what its like, as if I've never seen a rodeo come to town... Well, I have. In fact I grew up around it. All my uncles rode, my cousins, even my brothers rode a couple times. Once at the keller rodeo, I was maybe six and a bull got loose in the stands...it was craziness mayhem, people running everywhere... That was the same rodeo I got a bloody nose from the jumping castle. I used the front of my brand new white ruffled cowgirl shirt to wipe the blood from my nose as I cried all the way back to my mom sitting in the stands. My hands were sticky with cotton candy and my face streaked with dirty tear marks...it was traumatic I tell you! See, my friend has only known me for

Last Boast
A fir tree said boastingly to the bramble bush growing in its shade: “You are useless. Nobody wants you. I am everywhere used for roofs and houses. Men can’t do without me.” “You’re so right,” said the bramble. “Here’s a man coming to you with an axe, right now. Farewell.” Moral: Pride comes before a fall.

Smallville
I watched this show for the first time some hours ago. I watched it and didn't like how wimpy they made Superman. I mean, half the time, my friend and I were laughing since I'd yell at the TV and tell him to use his super powers. She just laughed and said, "This is before he knew he was Superman. He doesn't know about his powers." I felt dumb

My Baby For Sell
Want An AWESOME Fu-Slave? Franklin AKA Alien1967 Yes This Bad Fu Is Up For Sale BID BID BID BID Till You Cant Bid No More!!! Cuz This FU Is Worth Every Penny!!! Show Him How Much He Is Loved And He Will Show You How Much He Loves You ^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^ ~CLICK ON THIS PIC TO PLACE YOUR BID~~

Tagged.........
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? - table 2. Your significant other? - none 3. Your hair? - burgandy 4. Your mother? - cranky 5. Your father? - georgia 6. Your favorite thing? - taiya 7. Your dream last night? - insane 8. Your favorite drink? - RUM! 9. Your dream/goal? - Happiness 10. The room you're in? - dining 11. Music? - Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - Home 14. Where were you last night? - gone 15. What you're not? - Happy 16. Muffins? - picky 17. One of your wish list items? - love 18. Where you grew up? - texas 19. The last thing you did? - smoke 20. What are you wearing? - shorts 21. TV? - blah 22. Your pets? - cat 23. Your computer? - Dell 24. Your life? -

Adam N 3v3in The Garden Of Eden,
In the Garden of Eden, As everyone knows, Lives Adam and Eve, Without any clothes. In this garden, Were two little leaves, One covered Adam's, One covered Eve's. As the story goes on, Never the less to say, The wind came along, And blew the leaves away. At the sight, Adam did stare, There was Eve's treasure, All covered with hair. And wonder came, Under Eve's eyes, As Adam's thing, Started to rise. They found a spot, That suited them best, A nice big tree, Where they began to rest. Her legs spread wider, And wider apart, While thrill after thrill, Came into her heart. The head of Adam's thing, Peeked into the hole, And filled her with passion, Beyond her control. Backward and forward, His thing did slide, And Eve's treasure, Was all wet inside. The joy was good, She wouldn't let loose, Until Adam's thing, Was all out of juice. Then down through the years, People did screw, And now it

Comedian George Carlin Dies At 71
updated 1 hour, 11 minutes ago SANTA MONICA, Calif. - A publicist for George Carlin says the legendary comedian has died of heart failure at a hospital in Santa Monica, Calif. Jeff Abraham says Carlin went into St. John’s Hospital on Sunday afternoon, complaining of chest pain. Carlin died at 5:55 p.m. PDT. He was 71. The dean of counterculture comedians, Carlin constantly pushed the envelop with his jokes, particularly with a routine called “The Seven Words You Can Never Say On TV.”

Feeling Alone
Why is it we as people can feel so alone even when we have people who care about us around. I mean I feel like I am missing a big part of me and untill that part is filled I cant get my life on track. I know it sounds sappy but it is true, I felt complete once and then it is like one day it just disappeared ,with out any notice I wasnt whole anymore. I dont know why or what i did to make it go away, but it seems just like when things seem to be exactly how i wanted my life to be that is when it goes down hill. I think my life will always be like this because of everything I went through in my life I have a hard time putting my trust into anyone,everytime I put it into someone it seems like they do something that reminds me of a past exsperience and my trust of them goes out the window and i start questioning everythign they do and why they do it . Then I get the same old line of I aint like everyone else, yet i catch them in things like talking bad behind my back and not being willing

Mistakes
Don't ya just hate f*cking up. I mean seriously, yuou only have one chance to make a first impression, and if it doesn't go as planned, well you might as well throw in the towel. I mean I'm an old fart, and the one thing I learned in life is this, people are quick to point out what you did wrong rather then what you did right. Even if your rights far outweigh your wrongs. Stupid but true. Just like that old saying, it takes a life time to build trust and a minute to break it down. Stoopid mistakes

Attention All Men
im in a another auction..and would love to have a new owner i just think it's fun to be able to join things like this because if gives me the chance to make new friends and get to know them...please feel free to make a bid... THEN SEND HER A PERSONAL EMAIL AND TELL HER WHAT YOU DID AND FOR WHICH ONE AND LET HER KNOW THAT THE VIPER SENT YOU. http://fubar.com/theviper

Just Being Groovy Baby :)
OK aint blogged for a long time so in between every thing else thought I would slip in a quickie :) Hope all that read this are well and thanks for reading Its like half nine gmt and the heat is excruciating - i hate the heat - got all the windows open but its too much epecially at night !!!!!! For any one interested my foxes have returned, the kids delighted in telling me the other morning that there was ere ws one in the back yard - so now gotta buy extra supplies of dog food - and to top it all, my dog is pregnant - I think ANOTHER DAY IN MY LIFE hey ho!!!!!!!!!!

Another Death..
This absolute bullshit just found out that someone ELSE I know has died. Is it something in the air. I realize that this life can be a bit unbearable, and I realize that sometimes you just want to give up.... But, you cannot let life get the best of you. You cannot let yourself succumb to the bitterness of reality. I know it leaves a bad taste in your mouth..But what about survival, what about not letting things become so grime that you feel there is no choice but to take your own life. I of all people know this..but I refuse to give up, I refuse to believe that this is all their is, you've lost your home, your business, you cannot afford to take care of your family....Yes, these are troubling times but you must be strong, you have to stand up and fight, and when you think you do not have the energy or the will to do it yourself, believe in your family, believe in your friends to stand by you. It may seem hopeless..BUT..it will get better, you just have to look within yourself f

What Makes A Cowgirl A Cowgirl???
Recently I was asked the question What makes you think you are a cowgirl? I was raised on a farm in Canada. I recall the early mornings as young kids...we were rousted out of bed at 4:30 or 5am...to get started with our day. My job was to milk the Jersey Cow Bessy. I couldn't stand that cow. Everytime I would get the stainless steel bucket full she would kick me and knock me and the bucket over. I was 5 then. There was one morning where I got up on a barrel and kicked that cow in the arse. When my grandmother saw this she knew it was time to change my job. The next day my job was to fetch the eggs, feed the chickens and give the horses their feed. There was a big bull named Calvin won't ever forget him he was miserable as hell. I had to get past that fucker to get to the horses. The way to get around him without him being able to come at me was to go over him. So, I would jump up on the gate step on his back...and leap over the other gate. He got used to me doing this and beg

Fakies
well look here I've found some fake bitch thats going around trying to get peoples CC# for some adult site heres the profile catherine@ fubar all started out well til they types all this stuff __®Pain®__: hi catherinequeen_friendly: hello there __®Pain®__: you sent me a message on fubar? catherinequeen_friendly: i am enjoying my day off from work __®Pain®__: i am too __®Pain®__: what do you do __®Pain®__: are you there? __®Pain®__: guess not take care __®Pain®__: catherinequeen_friendly: how old r u again? __®Pain®__: well you never asked to begin with __®Pain®__: but i am 22 catherinequeen_friendly: cool, i dont think age matters. im 20, nice to meet u __®Pain®__: the pleasure is all mine catherinequeen_friendly: so any plans for today? im soo bored __®Pain®__: im gonna go to work after that im gonna go riding __®Pain®__: where are you from? catherinequeen_friendly: i was right about to go on my cam. wanna see? __®Pain®__: sure send me an invite

Would You??
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS ON OTHER'S WALLS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TOO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU!! There can be more then one, no holdin back haha Would u ___________me? o1. date? o2. fuck? o3. kiss? o4. suck or eat? o5. be friends? o6. hate? o7. love? o8. crush on? o9. stare at? 1o. marry

Ppl
i have realized that some ppl on fubar are not who they say they are.....they are actually fake ppl who lie and tlk shit about you behind ya fuckin back.....but thats all good.....vuz i wont have this page up for to much longer so i dnt have to worry about fake triicks or dudes and its all good.....but if u have something to say about me then say it to me and not to other ppl...if u are that worried about ya man or whoever else tlkin to me when its not even like that then u need to let it go and keep fuckin moving!!!!!!!!!!!!

Te Lo Agradezco Pero No
Acércate que a lo mejor no te das cuenta que mi amor no es para siempre porque hay noches que se apagan cuando duermes díselo a tu corazón no habrá mas fuente de dolor no digas que no pienso en ti no hago otra cosa que pensar acércate un poco más no tengas miedo a la verdad que hay cuando llegue la mañana y salga el sol tú volverás a mi lado y gano yo y ahora vete, vete, vete, vete vete y pásatelo bien, por nosotros dos no, corazón te lo agradezco pero no te lo agradezco mira niña pero no yo ya logré dejarte aparte no hago otra cosa que olvidarte te lo agradezco pero no te lo agradezco mira niña pero no te lo agradezco corazón pero no, tú sabes bien… que Acércate un poco más no ves que el tiempo se nos va da rienda suelta a lo que sientes si no lo haces mala suerte porque al final, si no lo ves puede que no me escuches, pero lo diré que hay, cuando salga el sol y llegue la mañana yo volveré a tu lado, a tu lado con más ganas y ahora, vete, vete,

George Carlin Quotes
When someone asks you, A penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny? When someone is impatient and says, "I haven't got all day," I always wonder, How can that be? How can you not have all day? Is a vegetarian permitted to eat animal crackers? What if there were no hypothetical questions? Frisbeetarianism is the belief that when you die, your soul goes up on the roof and gets stuck. Some national parks have long waiting lists for camping reservations. When you have to wait a year to sleep next to a tree, something is wrong. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? It's just stale bread to begin with. I have as much authority as the Pope, I just don't have as many people who believe it. If the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2? Men are from Earth, women are from Earth. Deal

Preface
Many years ago, I wrote a book of verse titled "Panoramic". We are all on a trip. We all have people, places and things that we are ment too see and do. Good or bad, we are to see, do and take them in for a reason. The road trip is long and this road is going to get bumpy through the highways of my thoughts. Better put your seat belt on, man.

Surrender
Surrender Surrender you will and I will guide you, Surrender you body and I will protect you, Surrender your mind so I will know you, Surrender completely as I do Love you. Follow my words and you will please me, Lower your eyes and you will tease me, Believe in my heart and you will free me, You are the one to Surrender to me. Such a strange power is there to be found, When t me you Surrender yourself to be bound, Thrusting me completely as you kneel on the ground, There in your collar a freedom is found. Such an undying Love is what you must feel, As to my will you completely do yield, And so deeply now our lives have been sealed, Forever entwined until death do we yield. DQA

After The Surgery (story)
Another recent one I helped a bit with. This character is named Ariyen Darkstar. Chief of Security and it is another Star Trek story for another group done pbem style - play by email type. The other two are Phoenix Waters - Captain, and Lance - Commander. [Colony69] 240806.26 JL - Phoenix, Lance, Ariyen - \"After the surgery\" =/== Recovery Room 3 ==/== Waters looked at Dina Jenkins and said, \"Well? How is he?\" The dark skinned woman said, \"Phoenix, take a chill. He is fine now. It was touch and go for a bit but we extracted the bullet that was lodged in his hip and closed up the holes the bullets left. My question is... what in the hell is going on and why was he shot with a weapon like that to begin with?\" \"That is what I want to know too. Can I see him?\" Phoenix asked. Dina said, \"He is awake but doped up. Can it wait an hour?\" \"No.\" Phoenix said as he looked to Ariyen. She nodded. \"Make it quick. He is still pretty loopy.\" Dina said and then s

Another One Fo Another Day....
Burn a candle and in the pale dancing light Watch the flickering shadows of humanity As they hover on the edge of darkness. But the light of love that is inside your heart Can be brighter than the Sun, If you can only learn to use it right, The flame of love will burn on and on, Casting out the shadows, Driving back the dark, Sending out a beacon to the lost and lonely. Love can light up the Earth and bring warmth in Winter. Open your heart and let it through, Rejoice in the natural wonder and truth And the selfless emotion of love. Â© Terry Dobson 2003

Landed
We'd hit the bottom, I thought it was my fault And in a way I guess it was I'm just now finding out What it was all about Moved to the west coast away from everyone She never told me that you called Back when I was still, I was still in love Till I opened my eyes and walked out the door And the clouds came tumbling down And it's bye-bye, goodbye, I tried And I twisted it wrong just to make it right Had to leave myself behind I've been flying high all night So come pick me up...I've landed The daily dramas she made from nothing So nothing ever made them right She liked to push me and talk me back down Until I believed I was the crazy one, and in a way I guess I was... But I opened my eyes and walked out the door And the clouds came tumbling down And it's bye-bye, goodbye I tried Treading a sea of a troubled mind Had to leave myself behind Singing bye-bye, goodbye I tried If you wrote me off I'd understand it Because I've been on some other planet S

Not The Person I Long To Be
I turn 21 in less then 2 months, and it has just totaly hit me out of the blue the other day, i am not the person i hoped i would be. But even now as i think of that , maybe that isnt even realislitic (spelling is wrong i know). When i made out a list of things i wanted and traits i wanted to have and things along those lines, the person i am today is none of those and it is sadening. Yes i have come a long wa since i was 15 and a heavy pot smoker and drinker, but im still not the person i used to long to be. I do have selfconfidence but its not the greatest. I have hundred of people online tell me i am pretty, but honestly I dont see it. When i look in the mirror i see the pounds i need to shred, the scar on my forhead which to me makes my face look like shit, i see a little bump on my nose, I see a huge fat wide butt that isnt sexie at all, i see flab on my stomache. I wish i could see myself as others say i am, or hell they may even be lieing to me, that is a mystery i will ne

Wow I Must Be Bored!
Secrets About Me SurveyWhat does your profile name mean?: I live in a small Military town so there is always rumors going around.Elaborate on your default photo: Just was goofin offDo you drink?: Repeat I live in a small Military town...what do you think!What is your current mood?: sarcasticWhat exactly are you wearing right now?: pink number 83 tank top and white shortsWhat is your current problem?: I live in a small Military town blah blah blahWhat do you love most?: My doggie!!Do you smoke?: Just legal stuff...the other makes me sick...oops did I tell that?Are you musically talented?: HAHAHAHAIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: I would have finished College the 1st time aroundIf you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?: My doggie...he is spoiled rotten...or an eagleEver had a near death experience?: A few timesHave you ever been in love?: onceWhat is the name of the song that is stuck in your head?: FMLYHM-SeetherName someone with

4 Types Of Ladies
A nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only

Hey Crew
HEY CREW YUP ITS ME TYLIA AKA DOLLFACE SO YA CANT FINE WICKED PLEASURES LOUNGE OR FYRE N ICE LOUNGE SO I HOPE SOME SEE THIS BLOG THAT WERE THERE AND KNEW ME FROM THERE. HIT ME UP IF YA REMEBER ME CAUSE IT SEEMS NONE SO FAR DO LMAO

Tag Ur It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.love ruff sex 2.loves to give oral 3.am bbw and proud 4.loves to make new friends 5.i smoke 6.i love my computer 7.watches kids to much 8.text messages peoples to much 9.deals with everyone elses drama 10.i swear to much 1.dragonslayerlrd 2.lostsoul 3.cubsfan 4.fzy69m 5.kranie0561

So Tired Of Pain!!!!
Today has been a bad day. Its rainy and muggy, and cause of the rain I am hurting bad from the Fibromyalga! I have been having a lot of these days of late. I just wont take any pain meds for the pain, so i have to deal with it on my own. I try not to let it affect my work, cause my job is important to me, I do love it, but of late its been kind of hard not to. I find myself just not wanting to do anything at all! I just hurt so much, but I keep going, and try not to let it stop me.

Bored...wanna Chat?
If you guys are as bored as I am and feel like chatting a bit, cum to meetcam.com. It's totally free! Just create an account, verify it with your email, then click "chat" and cum join me! Look me up under user name alicen80. I'm in the top room just hanging out, drinking some beers and listening to tunes. They have a trivia bot in the room too if you get bored. So cum chat with me! I'm on cam, along with a bunch of other hot chicks. Don't be afraid...I wont bite...much...lol! Oh! And try not to mention any other site names like fubar in the main chat. There are admins in the room and they kick people from the chatrooms for doing that! Hope to see ya soon!

What To Do What To Do
I'll be turning 21 on July 23rd this year. My friends want to know what I want for my birthday. Do I want to go to the gay bar, get trashed and watch the drag shows like Kim did? Do I want to go to clubbing and get fucked up like Brandon? I have no idea. I'm a pretty boring person and don't go out very much but I want to do something kick ass for my 21st. So any suggestions people?

My Poem About My Life Last Summer...
Sometimes I make choices, without thinking them through. Then I get scared and feel that I am not thinking clear. I keep to myself and look for an answer of what to do. I don't try to hurt anyone, it is true, I swear!!!!! I know that I have hurt people in my life, When I sit and think about it, I am sad. I think of myself as a good person, But looking at what I have done, I feel bad. It is hard to explain what goes on in my head. The thoughts that take control and make me think. I want to make the right choices in life, I am surprised that I don't go out and drink. I have my girls to think about first and foremost. I have neglected them in my thoughts in the past. I am trying to put them first, like they should be. I am sorry that I have chosen to put some friends in last. I am not a mean and hurtful person, I really, truly am a good friend. I am sorry for the pain that I have caused anyone in my life. I am staying by myself and getting things better for us.

Would You Answer A Few Questions For Me Please ...
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you want me to leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18.Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? You can re-post this so I can fill it out for you.

Make Sniper A Godfather! (bulletin By Bebe)
Let's make Sniper a Godfather!!! He only has 500K to go and he does so much for everyone else. This is one of the nicest most awesome guys you will ever meet! I know we can all do this!! ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by... ♥Bebe♥ Owned by ©§NIPER®{Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Bebe♥ ~{♥Shadow Leveler♥}~' on '2008-06-30 22:21:06')

Revenge
ROFLMAO revenge is a dish best served sweet and I know - moo hahahahahahahahaha beat that!!!!!!!!!!! Just had the grinch's social worker round, and the ex-sister-in-law is a liar - next time she intrudes in my space Im going to dance round her singing LIAR LIAR KNICKERS ON FIRE Sorry had to share that - you just dont know how good it made me feel - now any one for fu bucks???? LOVE AND KISSES TO YOU ALL xxxxxxxxxx

Blake Shelton- No Body But Me
Don't waste your time looking over your shoulder Those loves from the past ain't getting no closer When I look in my future you're all I can see (So Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. I took my time to tell you how I feel Just because I took so long don't mean that it isn't real [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/vMa ] I ain't got no diamond, but I'm down on my knees (honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do what you want to, But I'm asking pretty please (Honey) Don't go loving on nobody but me. Chorus: Nobody but me gonna love you like you ought to be loved on Nobody but me gonna cry if you up and leave You can do w

Spamb0t Systems Down
Is remembering the times you were happy suppose to hurt so much? Or maybe the fact the people who have grown close to loving and pushed you away faster saying that the thought of you turns their stomach... I read the comments I know what they are saying about me behind my back I guess it isnt all bad.. I am leaving tommarow for a week. It will do me some good to breath for awhile. I cant stay in this house. but yet I cant move out..I am attached to the umbilical cord. surviving off scraps. . I feel as if now people think I am adorable cause of my secret good looks i have been hiding...:D makes me feel good inside again

Think And Do
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Think and do You could spend years and years figuring out how to take three steps at once. Or you could simply take one step, and then the next, and then the next. Being able to think things through is a tremendously valuable skill. But don't let all that thinking prevent you from doing. Sometimes it pays to think of a more efficient or effective or faster way to complete the task. Other times you're better off when you just go ahead and do it. Analyzing what you must do can be helpful. Yet analysis by itself won't get the job completed. After you think it through, go ahead and get it done. Put your clever thinking into action, and you'll have something of tangible value to show for it. Put your mind to work and you'll create great ideas. Then put those ideas to work with your efforts, and bring them successfully to life. -- Ralph Marston

Today
Today and every day is a new beginning, a new day a clean slate, yours for the choice of making it what you desire. No regrets, no boundaries to hold you down. Open your heart up, love, laugh, dance, sing, and live life to the fullest, because each and every moment is yours for the taking. Use each of life's lessons and grow in them. Life holds many precious offerings, grab onto as much in life that you can and take with you the knowledge and understanding of a better world with you right in the middle of it . by Becca

Wow What A Day
Today has been filled with quiet the surprises. After a night of being home alone since my parents was out of town for the night. One their way home they call to ask where did I want to have my birthday dinner at with just the three of us. I choose the Mexican restaurant here in town. Anyways let me back up to last night. My brother calls and is like Sis I’m sorry but we can’t make it Friday to your birthday party. Being the girl that I am , I started to cry. I was looking forward to having my brother & his family here for the fish fry / birthday party. I waited a while then called my parents to see if he had talked to them. Daddy said he told them that he would know today if he could help them. So back today. Mama calls to tell me that we where going to be able to get the part for their car. That was all I heard until we got out at the restaurant. Mama & Daddy was talking about vehicles. I tuned it out like I always do because it’s not like a hidden fact that Daddy often buys cars &

How Would You React If Someone Withheld That They Were Bi Sexual To You?
Hi my friends Im reaching out to you to see if you can give me any answers to a question that was presented to me the other day.. I really dont know how to answer this and any help with this would be a blessing right now thanks and please this is something that really has happened so if you can help its really needed, this person has really fallen apart from this How would you react if someone withheld that they were bi sexual to you? You've know someone for three years and they continuously pursue you but you are hesitant to get close to them. This person and you finally become very intimate and very close. You are now at the point where you can finally let down your guard and you can begin to completely trust them that they are a genuine and trustworthy person. That after all this time and thinking that there is nothing that you both can ever keep from each other he drops a bomb at you and tells you that he is bi sexual. He tell you this after

Happy 4th
Just wanted to wish everyone a happy 4th of July! Make sure to BBQ up some food and don't blow off your hands with fireworks! And oh hell yeah drink some beer! BUSCH LITE? hahaha! http://members.webcaminabox.com/keri if you're bored I might be on my cam a little wasted after the festivities!

An Essay A Friend Wrote... Just Read It...
LCpl Perez, Jorge A. "Biography": LCpl Perez in a Nutshell Disclaimer! (please read before continuing) This essay may anger some, and amaze others. This testament was inscribed in an everlasting moment when the quality of my life continues to degrade further and further. The lack of understanding, and overall carelessness, of some of the NCOs within CAB and the Marine Corps itself has inspired me to proclaim my inner self with, unfortunately, a negative slight to what I once believed was the ultimate organization I could ever be a part of. I ensured that my words were carefully considered- analyzing the possible consequences. However, integrity above all else. When ordered to write this essay, I was told to write about myself with honesty so that my NCOs can better understand who they are in charge of. They want to know. My convictions are unchanging and are an accurate reflection of the man I am. My aim is not to incite rebellion, or insubordinate the machine I have accidentally

New Friends
Yeah its me again - somewhat the worse for wear, just able to see keyboard lmao but hey I gotta say this (without bursting into tears cos alcohol makes me quite emotional at times and also quite angry as well lmao!) I have been on this site for nearly 3 months, after being on another site where there was too much drama!!!!!! (read rest of my blogs for more info!!) Other than BARB who I have known for goodness how long through cyber world, SHE ROCKS - number one friend, show her big love but dont let her reach HENCHMAN before me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luv ya babs, joking!!!) I have met some beautiful new friends, I wont shame or embarrass them by naming them, they should know who they are - after all we talk, shout, mumm,. comment regularly (like daily!!!!!!!!) and the rest of them, we speak or exchange comments.. Im gonna get emotional in a minute so will cut this blog short by simply saying I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ARE ALL VERY SPECIAL TO ME SOME MORE THAN OTHERS AND BARB SHE ROCKS A

Im Laving Fubar
IM DELETING MY ACCOUNT FROM FUBAR. IF YOU WANT TO TALK AND YOU DONT HAVE ME ADDED ON YAHOO IM, PLZ FEEL FREE TO DO SO AT deedee_jones2006. I HAVE ENJOYED BEING ON HERE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS BUT DUE TO HEALTH REASONS I WONT BE ABLE TO BE ON THE NET ANY LONGER. I WILL MISS EVERYONE. MUCH LOVE TO YA, DONTCHA.

Red Kisses
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

I Sit Here
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

How Sexy Is Your Name
add the letters in your first name using the numbers below And Write it at the bottom! And re-post it with "H0W SEXY iS UR NAME" below 60 = not too sexy bet. 61-300 = pretty sexy over 301-599 = very sexy above 600 = very very sexy A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23

Dude Loses His Manhood And Sues Dr.
Surgeon who incidentally cut his patient’s penis off ordered to pay 500,000 euros 04.07.2008 Source: AP © URL: http://english.pravda.ru/society/105692-penis-0 A court has ordered a Romanian surgeon to pay EUR 500,000 (US$795,000) in compensation to a patient whose penis he accidentally severed during an operation. In July 2004, Dr. Naum Ciomu made a surgical error while operating on the man's testicles, severing the penis instead of making an incision to the testicle. The Bucharest Magistrates Court ruled Friday that Ciomu had been "superficial" in his approach to the operation, ordered the fine and handed Ciomu a one-year suspended prison sentence. The ruling can be appealed. A piece of muscle from the man's arm has now been attached to where his penis was, but its function is aesthetic. "You don't have to be an expert to realize that the 33-year-old victim does not have a good state of mind," said Mihai Olariu, the victim's lawyer. Pravda.ru previously re

A Great Idea To Help With These Tough Financial Times . . .
Wis. man accused of faking heart attacks to avoid bills WAUKESHA, Wisconsin (AP) — A 52-year-old Milwaukee-area man has been accused of faking heart attacks to avoid paying restaurant bills and cab fares. Police say the Waukesha man took a cab to a mall Monday and pretended to have a heart attack. The cab driver left unpaid. Authorities say the man then ran up a $23 bill when he had a steak dinner at a restaurant. He again pretended to have a heart attack. This time the fire department took him to a hospital. A doctor there recognized the man as having pulled the same stunt in the past few weeks. He was charged Thursday with defrauding a restaurant as a habitual criminal. He could get up to nine months in prison and a $10,000 fine.

A Poem That Melissa Wrote For Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me I lov

My Love
You come to my front door You give me a dark red rose You make me smile My heart fills with love My heart is not black anymore My love for you is so strong I want you to know how much you care to me About a month after that They come to tack you away from me They don’t know how much you care to me They took you away from me I full to the ground I would never love another man I heard a knock at my front door So I went to open it There is my long lost love You give me a dark red rose and this time you stay With me forever They never come to tack you away again.

Fo My Grandson & Stepsons
Sixteen He wanders through his days, appears aloof. I glimpse him sometimes, when he steps Outside his private, passionate world Long enough to bathe, to eat, to talk. In the dead of night, I wait breathlessly To hear a car, a key, a step. I think about the child he was. I bore him kicking, screaming, crying Down a road I had mistakenly led him up, Not fully wakened from a deeper sleep Than I had imagined then. Sometimes he cries. A lost love or one found. Fear or sadness shatters for a time The carefully crafted facade of manhood. For that one moment, he reaches out. For that one moment, I can breathe. A child, not quite a man. A man, not quite a child. Leslie Rich (all 3 of them will be 16 next year)

Goodbye
I am taking a break from Fubar, There are some things here I need to escape to better myself. I have suffered from depression for years and right now its taken a turn for the worst. 4th of july weekend i started cutting my arms and legs, not trying to kill myself, just trying to cover the emotional pain with physical pain. but it only made it worse. all i wanna do is sedate myself and sleep my life away. i dont want to be around anyone because i feel like i am bringing them down with me. i have to learn to be happy within myself or else no man will ever truly love me and i will just keep gettin used and then left. i start therapy on friday so we will see if that helps if not they will put me away for a little while. i love you all and i will keep in touch every now and then. i am logged on fubar from my phone at all times but i cant talk to anyone from there and i dont know how to log out lol so even if it says i am online i probably wont be. my phone number is 770 905 2217 . feel fre

Nothing Special
thought i would place something in here. been here a while and thought i would contribute. it was the lest i could do. seeing as how i have been here longer then a week ill give a little about me. im a geek and an otaku. i like anime and kareoke. i roll play on tue and sundays. like i said geek. i do kareoke on thur and sat at county trail in hanover park ill.i sing stuff like bodies,peace sells,judit and behind blue eyes. the brat prince sings as well on sat nights. once i resize some photos. ill make sure you can see the slow torture we place on people at the bar. bit short but ill do more later...... promise. got questions please ask.

European English :
European English : The European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby English will be the official language of the European Union rather than German, which was the other possibility. As part of the negotiations, the British Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a 5- year phase-in plan that would become known as 'Euro-English'. In the first year, 's' will replace the soft 'c'. Sertainly, this will make the sivil servants jump with joy. The hard 'c' will be dropped in favour of 'k'. This should klear up konfusion, and keyboards kan have one less letter. There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year when the troublesome 'ph' will be replaced with 'f'. This will make words like fotograf 20% shorter. In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where! more komplikated changes are possible. Governments will enkourage the removal of double letters which ha

Time On Your Side
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Time on your side The easiest way to handle a problem is before it becomes a problem. The most effective way to resolve a confrontation is to prevent it from ever happening. By understanding and appreciating what is, you're able to see what can be. By addressing big issues when they are still small, you can greatly enhance your positive influence. Great achievements are built in long successions of small moments. When you know where you're going from the very beginning, you'll get there much more quickly. Every day you are putting forth effort. Have the foresight to point all those successive efforts in the same direction, and you can create whatever results you wish. Get out in front of your life and do what you must do, long before it must be done. Instead of wasting much effort on playing catch up, enjoy the rich, fulfilling rewards that come from being ahead of the game. Act early, act often and act with positive purpose. Reap the tremendo

Meet Kyiku
Kyiku: She lays in the tall cat tails, the wind softly blowing her dirty blonde hair. She takes a breath of the crisp night air. ~ Kaiden: *He walks silently through the tall cat tails the wind tossing his hair about his face..his precense was hard to detect..but he could be heard walking* ~ Kyiku: *She hears the sound of slight footsteps, drawing nearer her. She lightly springs to her hands and knees and backs into a more secluded area to watch the passer.* ~ Kaiden: *He hears her movement and turns his head towards her as he passed by* ~ Kyiku: *She reaches out as he passes and takes a firm grasp on his anckle. still consealing her figure.* ~ Kaiden: *He stiffened stopping in mid-step* Come out from there... *He said softly* ~ Kyiku: *She lightly steps out, her outline in the shadows almost ghost like. She speaks befor she is in the light, her feminine voice clearly revealing her gender.* `Allo. ~ Kaiden: *He smirks* well hello there *he brushes his hair away from his face* ~ Kyiku:

Will I Live To Be 80
My kind of doc . . . Will I Live to Be 80 I recently turned 59 and had to choose a new primary care physician for my Medicare program. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him "Do you think I will live to be 80?" He asked: Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "Oh no," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." "Do you have many friends and entertain frequently?" "I said, "No, I usually stay home and keep to myself". "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then why do you give a shit?

Drowning In The River Of Life
Drowning in the River of Life There are times when this life gets me down, I feel like my hands and feet are bound, Sinking in the River of Life, starting to drown, Feeling so lost, like I will never be found. The depths are the darkest, no hope in sight, Trying to go on, not giving up the fight, Looking for a reason to go on living, The River of Life is uncaring, unforgiving. Further the cold dark current does carry me, Away from all those that could have saved me, Deeper and deeper the waters carry me down, To the bottom of despair, where no hope is found. I scream as the River of Life suffocates me, Clawing, kicking, trying to fight free, The longer it goes on, the more I weaken, Down, down as the hopelessness deepens. So tired of the struggle, can't go on, Giving up as the River of Life flows on, Carried away from all life's endeavors, As Death carries me away forever. DQA

Wth?!?!?!?!!??
Why would does anyone pay some chick money to see her few boring naked pics? when there is free porn on the net. hmmmmm I will never understand buying someone a bling for a few days instead of seeing free porn everyday. STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!

I Was At The Hospital...again
Hey all....back earlier this year I found out that I have seizures and before that I found out that I have an A-Fib heart (broken or 3rd beat either one...lol) Well...after all the stress since my first marriage 9 years ago to now, it has finally festered up to the point where I had to go to the hospital because I was having worse fits tonight....It scared me when I found out what happened...I had banged my forehead against the car window hard to the point it was making my head in one spot produce a bump. I had to be pulled out of the car and put into the wheelchair and practically picked up onto the bed in the ER. They took blood, did eeg, ekg...cat scans and xrays. after being there for about 4 1/2 hours I was finally let go to leave. The doc told me my tests came back negative, and they found sinusitis in my sinuses...I was like sheesh........whoop-ti-freaken-do. The doc came to me and asked me if I wanted the bad news, I was like OK...now what?...He read my files from my past ER/

The Newest Place In Fu-land
We are The Newest Place In Fu-Land. We are a Great Group of People. We are all Family here. We love to have fun. We enjoy joking. And playing some Hot Tunes. So Grab a chair or a Dance parter an hit the dance floor. We Hope to See you Really Soon.

Enlightenment
Fading to Avalon When the resounding walls echo my cries For when the Joyful Elf is stretched too thin These shoulders are strong but not wide Elfs and Fairies alike by pain can be pinned. I have no Shoulder to cry on, for the Shoulder cries more. Engraved box and velvet bag can not hold pains eternitally, Where for then does Elf, Fairie, Dragon Kin turn. When all is expected, wanted and forced Are all the true emotions,stress and pains to be hid. How can a mask remain unbroken, When all any wish to accept is what the mask held in place? That is a choice to gladly make, to remove Elf, Fairie, Dragon kin and fade away to Avalon. ********************** I do accept the branches placed upon the pyre, I will suffer the pierce of daggers deep into my back. I shall carry the cross of anger's false words, To ensure that love, understanding, and gentleness' light remain

Finally Got Some Results
Just wanted to update everyone on what we found out at KU Med Center today with Denten. After many years and my child being almost 12 years old we fianlly found out he does have Autism. He has a mild form of it and needs a little help but with some help we should be able to help him live a close to normal life. I have felt for many years he had something wrong and had a CAT Scan and MRI done back when he was 7 but was told he had Neuronal Migration Disorder which is when the cells of the brain didn't develope to the right places. We were given little information about it and thought we could do nothing for him. But the older he got I just knew there was alot more wrong with him and searched for someplace to look at him. So finally after years I got him in KU and found out a mother does know her child best. Now my goal is to get him the needed help so he will be able to have a normal life like I want him to have.

Make Believe....
Make Believe It's Your First Time ~ Karen Carpenter We've tried our hand at love before. We've been around the game enough to know the score. But then is then, and now is now. And now is all that matters anyhow. Make believe it's your first time, leave your sadness behind. Make believe it's your first time, and I'll make believe it's mine. The door is closed, it's you and me. We'll take our time with love, the way it ought to be. This moment's ours, tonight's the night. And if we fall in love, that's all right. Make believe it's your first time, leave your sadness behind. Make believe it's your first time, and I'll make believe it's mine. So close your eyes and hold me close. Let our hearts pretend that love is ours to share tonight, and it might never end. Make believe it's your first time, leave your sadness behind. Make believe it's your first time, and I'll make believe it's mine. Make believe it's your first time, and I'll make believe it's mine.

Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so I don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I"m so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under.

One Wild Night
It's a hot night, the natives are restless We're sweating by the light of the moon There's a voodoo mojo brewing at the go-go That would knock a witch off her broom We slither on in and shed our skin Make our way into the bump and the grind I'm passing by, she gives me the eye So I stop to give her a light Na na na na na na...alright! Chorus: One wild night (Blinded by the moonlight) One wild night (24 hours of midnight) One wild night (I stepped into the twilight zone And she left my heart with vertigo) One wild, one wild, one wild, one wild night Havin' as much fun as you can in your clothes Margarita had me feelin' alright Just might be I found religion I've been on my knees for half of the night I'm rolling the bones with Jimmy 'No Dice' Gonna take him for a couple weeks pay "Man, if you lose this roll I take your girlfriend home" So I stopped But you're not gonna believe who comes walking out Chorus 2: One wild night (Blinded

Floridians
You know you're a Floridian if.... Socks are only for bowling... You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes... A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, but everything to do with shade... Your winter coat is made of denim... You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites... You're younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65... Anything under 70 degrees is chilly... You've driven through Yeehaw Junction... Every other house in your neighborhood had blue roofs in 2004-2005... You know that anything under a Category 3 just isn't worth waking up for... You dread love bug season... You are on a first name basis with the Hurricane list. They aren't Hurricane Charley or Hurricane Frances. You know them as Andrew, Charley , Frances , Ivan and Jeanne...and of course the terrible Wilma! (who was supposed to be a non-eventful cat. 2) You know what a snow

There's A Full Moon Up Tonight
There's a full moon up tonight There's a feeling of love when you touch me And I hope I get this right Hope that you can make sense out of something Help me make you see What tonight could be Let me love you from the bottom of my heart Let me love you till all the stars surrender to the dark And the words sometimes fail me, I just want to say Nothing or no one's ever touched me this way Let me love you from the bottom of my heart I was thinking, it's too late I was walking through life without living Then you came and showed the way And you gave me whole new beginning Baby, make this night The first day of the rest of our lives

Come To Me Lonely Night
Come to me lonely night, lie with me, sweet surrender Upon the edge of heartaches pain, its touch is still too tender. Cast shadows in the mind of loss, dont feel that I have gone Ive only slipped away to find a star to cry upon. As far as my soul reaches in the depth that fights the mind I travel but a distance for the chance to conquer time To live again within the dream of innocents sweet kiss Has been the hope of loving by the breath upon my lips. But scattered in the darkness of the night I cannot see The star thats saw me crying for the dawn to set me free. Now humble is the heart that quakes, Inside the stir of pain Forever lost and broken by the midnights torrid rain. No comfort but the lonely night that greets my heart and soul And tends the wounds that grips the mind within its gentle hold It stirs the shadows of the pitch that darkens on the path And gathers up the pieces of a love that didnt last. So come, my lonely night, lie with m

Thoughts
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride. As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you... And wondering if while you’re in your own world, You’re thinking of me too. I re

Good Bye Fubar
Just want to give everyone a heads up that as of July 19 I will be deleting my Fubar account for good. I can't go into details but I'm having a lot of problems at home that my hubby feels are because of this site. To all the ones in my family (you know who you are) I have enjoyed getting to know all of you and hope to hear from you again. To anyone who wished to drop me an e-mail, my address is jlester6979@yahoo.com I will miss you all dearly!!! After thinking about it for a while I will not be deleting my account just won't be on here very much anymore. Still feel free to e-mail me if you want! Kisses

Chapter 4
Chapter 4 Elizabeth entered the suite allowing her eye to scan her surroundings slowly so that Jay would not notice. “Please have a seat while I go and fix us both something to drink.” Jay headed over to the bar near the balcony. “Do you still drink Jack and Dr. Pepper, or have you changed to something a little more famine?” He watched Elizabeth as he awaited her reply to his simple question. Elizabeth sat on the couch and slowly licked her lips trying to find her voice to reply to Jay’s simple question finally she found her voice. “Jack and Dr. Pepper is just fine. I have not changed my choices in my preferred alcohol over the years.” She laughed softly as Jay smiled and started to fix each of them a drink. As he was coming back to take a seat next to Elizabeth there was a knock on the suite door. Jay sat their drinks down and went to answer the door. “Room service,” “Right on time,” Jay opened the door to allow their dinner to be wheeled in. “Where would you like your dinne

I Am Passing This On To You
Inner peace i am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me. By the following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace, The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started". So I looked around the house to see all the things i started and hadn't finished.....and before leaving the house this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white wine,the Bailey's, Kahlua and Wild Turkey, The Prozac, some Valium, some cheesecake and a box of chocolates.You have no idea how freakin' good I feel, You may pass this on to those you feel are in need of Inner Peace. You ever had a day like that? lol

Liars And People Who Need To Win
Too many people try so hard to obtain friends on fubar, and the internet. Yes, technology is great, but at what price? I have one friend who is in love with a different man every few months. her life is truly devistated on each breakup. I have another, who, in my opinion, does not put enough distance between "adult" internet activities and her children. I have another, that feels I over-react on the previous. Well ... who protects the children? That is not over reacting ... it is simply curiosity. This person also feels I was not interested in bidding on her, when she never told me HOW to bid on her. I assume the average person may respond to me something to the effect ... telling me ... hey silly, the message I sent you has a picture of me, just click the picture. Instead, I search thru her fu page; pics, blogs, ect. Then I reopen the last dozen or so mails she sent me. Not a word about a link; or description of HOW to get to where she wanted me to go. When I poin

Liek Obama Said Its Time For A Change
So I've come to the realization with the help of a great friend, that I should be myself and not give to shits what people think. Well I dont care anymore what you asshats on this site think. My real friends are in CK2 and they love me no matter what. I may not reach the top 10 on this site and honestly I dont want to, I thought I did but I come to the realization that mos tof the top 10 are stuck on themselves, you can go rate them 100 times and they wouldnt even say thanks. I wont get as many friends requests a day as I use to, or comments. I wont get gifts bought for me, and I dont care. If you guys are all about being friends with the best looking girls on here and you dont care about what the person is like on the inside then you can go fuck yourselves. I think my personality is super and My friends & Family know & think that. I'm not here for a boyfriends. I already have the love of my life he means everyhitng to me. I'm here to make friends and I have made some of the best frie

Ahead
Knowing your weakness made me strong I put myself so far away of all my peers that you could not touch me I felt safe ahead of every one I was the man to beat I was hated by all I never did fit in I was so far ahead you could not touch me I was safe ahead of every one What did you do? What did I say? Knowing my weakness made you strong You could not touch me It is so alone ahead of every one else

Walking In The Valley Of The Shadow Of Death
Hello, I am writing this due to an extreme loss in the world of friendship and music. A great person, musician and friend passed away a month ago tomorrow. As a musician of 10 + years I found Patient Zero to have an incredibly unique style for sound and more so a way with intricacy through lyrics and philosophy. He was a major influence in my life as a musician all the way down to his lifestyle of traveling and dedicating his all to what he believed in and loved. I will never forget his Patsy Cline covers nor his crazy stage antics. What a wonderful gift, I was so fortunate to know. I just received this news from a friend, not continuing with all there is to be said you will be missed greatly. Damn. http://sf.funcheap.com/2008/05/22/i-am-the-walmart-clever-acoustic-rock-by-patient-zero-el-rio-mission-dist/ Rest in Peace Dean 1973-2008 Lay down my dear brother, lay down and take your rest, Wont you lay your head upon your saviors chest, I love you al

Conquer Doubt
Monday, July 14, 2008 Conquer doubt Are your doubts holding you back? The way to conquer your doubts is with action. Wondering about whether you can do it will not get it done. The only way to know for sure is to jump right in and get started. Avoiding the challenges will only make those challenges grow bigger. Instead, walk right up to each challenge, and the closer you get, the more ways you'll discover to get beyond it. If you wait until conditions are perfect, all you'll ever do is wait. Great accomplishments are given birth by starting from where you are with what you have. As soon as you start to take action, you'll begin to replace your doubts with courage and confidence. The more you do, the more insignificant and powerless those doubts will become. Stop wondering and start doing. Once you've done it you'll always know, without the slightest doubt, that you can. -- Ralph Marston

Well It Is
I just wanted to take a moment to thank those who stopped by and showed my page here on Fubar some love for my birthday. if you want - send love to my myspace page as well: www.myspace.com/drunkenzelot thanks again

Realization
a couple of hours ago, i realized that i have way too much fun by myself. i grabbed a blue curly wig my kiddo used for school and pulled my hair back. i popped it on and walked around the house like that for no reason. then i went outside to smoke with it on my head. sometimes i wonder if i need psychiatric help. :)