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Tin Woman, Why Do You Kiss Me Back?Why do you kiss me back?
Sista, you can’t give me what I need
Instead you only provide me with signs I misread to be something more
But instead of green lights to go forward
They are just misguided detours
Sex with you is a weapon
Leaving my chest open with a heart still beating
Seething for you
Searing like the steaming hot love scene we embraced
Dripping love oil from my lips to my face
Hot bodies gliding, releasing inward frustrations
It was needed, but only because I was convenient
A fool to your love, a toy for your baby boy
You played me, used me, and abused me
But why
For every tear that came to your eyes
I resigned to be your handkerchief
A Kleenex, a shoulder to brace your neck
For all that others did to you, I tried to mend
A light unreal lover and a deep true friend
Like a night without stars you could see clear through me
And all I wanted to do was be with you through the twilight
At night, drive to be by your side when you would arise from any nightma
Employeeswell i am making this blog to see if i can find some employees for a new lounge i am co-owner of so if ya interrested come see us we would love ta have ya here is the link >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55773#
My BusinessWhat I do for a living and my private life is no ones Business on the internet. What I do for a living and who I see I will not give out to anyone so to safe the Trouble on me telling you NONE OF YA don't even bother to ask.
I am a very private person and don't feel I should tell perfect strangers about my real life. I do have a life outside of the Internet and do not get on much so deal with it.
Rant ThreeRant 3 (writers block)
I have not posted a random thought, rant, or anything that comes from my mind so that it can be criticized by another's point of view, in a while. My mind contorts my thoughts before I sleep. My writers block has had the steadiest of hands, but I suppose tonight it has been shaken a tad by my aggression to write something, if anything out on this pad. Stars light the pages of the sky. Skies that have had many readers flipping through the pages of time.
A Must Read For Couples! Long But Worth It.Have you ever hidden something from him about your past (or present)? Or has he ever stunned you with a secret of his own? Here, couples reveal their biggest bombshells. Plus, learn which secrets you must spill — and which ones to keep to yourself.
In a perfect relationship, you wouldn't keep any secrets from your sweetie. And you'd never have to worry if he were keeping anything from you, because his life, too, would be an open book.
But we live in the real world, where even the healthiest couples sometimes hide things from each other. To most of us, the secret to end all secrets (and many marriages) is an affair — and no one will quibble with the devastating consequences of infidelity. Yet even "small" deceptions can rock a relationship, and it can be hard to draw the line between what's harmless and what's not.
After all, secret keeping is often about protection: A secret can be an attempt to shield yourself, by hiding something you don't want your partner to see (like old
Murphy's LawsMURPHY'S LAWS
1. Nothing is as easy as it looks.
2. Everything takes longer than you think.
3. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.
4. If there is a possibility of several things going wrong, the one that will cause the most damage will be the one to go wrong. Corollary: If there is a worse time for something to go wrong, it will happen then.
5. If anything simply cannot go wrong, it will anyway.
6. If you perceive that there are four possible ways in which a procedure can go wrong, and circumvent these, then a fifth way, unprepared for, will promptly develop.
7. Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse.
8. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
9. Nature always sides with the hidden flaw.
10. Mother nature is a bitch.
11. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious.
12. Whenever you set out to do something, something else must be done first.
13. E
ProzacProzac
A Rondeau
Carry me on – my shoulder – slumping.
Carry me on – tired feet – plodding.
Carry me down the Road to Redemption.
Carry me from the House of Detention.
Carry me on for I am falling.
Little pill in mind’s eye gleaming,
Leave me with a smile bright beaming
And carry me off to my salvation.
Carry me on!
Carry me to the Land of the Dreaming.
Let my heart rejoice in seeing,
All the things in my creation.
And let me feel that wild elation
That is felt when truly living.
Carry me on!
Love TestFind out what your subconscious knows! Have a pen and paper handy before you read any further. As soon as you read a question, write the answer right away. Make sure to answer questions 1-6 before moving on:
1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but is very plain and boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long?
2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boyfriend/girlfriend of any color combination. What number of white and red do you pick? (you can pick all of one or any combo of the two).
3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have them get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?
4. You go up to your b
Family And FriendsSometimes in life
We walk a lonely road
With no hope in sight
That is when
We need Family and friends
By our sides
When others
turn their backs on us
When they let us down
Loving Family
And true friends
Will always
Be around
When our hearts
are filled with despair
And our eyes are filled
With tears
Family and friends
Will be right there
To lend a shoulder to lean on
Or A helping hand
They will come to us
With their arms
Outstretched
Hold us if we need them too
Family and friends
Are the best
Friends and Family
Are the trees of strength
We lean on them
When the strife in life
Is getting us down
That stand like a sturdy tree
And enclose us in their branches
They try to shelter us
From the storms in life
They offer us comfort
They give us their love
We are Blessed
When we have family and friends
By our sides
We never have to walk
that lonely road
When we have people
Who love us
Someone is a
Is Barack Obama The Anti-christ?A few weeks ago, I was having a telephone conversation with my sister. I do not recall the original subject of discussion, but eventually our talk turned to politics. At one point, while we were discussing Barack Obama's personality traits, I said, "I think Barack Obama may be the Anti-Christ." Although I made the statement because he does share similarities in the described personality of the afore mentioned figure, of course I was only joking. However, my sister then informed me that there are several websites and such devoted to the idea. Curiousity overwhelmed me, and I decided to research the subject. After reviewing several Internet "resources", I came up with this list of "facts" behind the conspiracy:
* The Anti-Christ is compassionate, intelligent, and articulate. Obama certainly carries these three traits.
* Barack Obama is decended from - roughly - the same part of the world as Jesus.
* Throughout history, several cultures have predicted that the Apocalypse w
Fragrance ProfileYour Fragrance Profile
The best calming fragrance: jasmine
The best fragrance for everyday wear: sandalwood
The best fragrance to boost your sex appeal: rose
The best fragrance for energy: peppermint
What's Your Fragrance Profile?
Prohibition Vs. RegulationProhibition vs. Regulation
PLEASE FORWARD THIS OUT!!!
Prohibition allows violent criminal gangs to control the production and distribution of drugs.
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Regulation allows government to control the production and distribution of drugs. Theoretically at least, the government is more responsive and accountable to the general citizenry than are criminal gangs.
Prohibition - makes already dangerous drugs more dangerous, as there are no quality controls on the production of the drugs, increasing drug-related deaths.
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Regulation - imposes quality production controls for safety, reducing the number of drug-related deaths.
Prohibition - ensures there will be no standard dosages and labeling for the prohibited drugs, increasing drug-related deaths.
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Regulation - allows drug dosages to be standardized and labeled, decreasing deaths due to overdose and contraindication.
Prohibition - allows minors to have easier access to the drugs, increasing drug abuse and
My WayMy way is how it could be,
i love him, he loves me,
happy together just us two,
there could be problems, just a few.
perfection isn't my way at all,
i would catch you if you fall,
always be there for you no matter what,
guard you from the sun when it gets too hot.
My way you would be cared for,
not a thing to worry about anymore,
i wouldn't let the rain hit your head,
no awkward silences or word's not said.
i would give my life to have it my way,
nothing bad left for you too say,
no job that i haven't already done,
i would make your life intirly fun.
What Kind Of Ex I AmYou Are A Sometimes Ex
You're sometimes an ex, and sometimes you two are back together
And while your ex may seem like old news right now...
You've got to wonder why you keep getting sucked back in
What Type of Ex Are You?
LightI've seen the light
And it's in you,
In everything you are
And in everything you do
It's a perfect light
That shines for all to see
It radiates from you
And has pierced the heart of me
The light is from a friend.
It's a light that keeps me warm.
It lets me know how loved I am,
And keeps me safe from harm
To you my friend I am thankful,
In each and every way.
For you lift my spirits up,
With every passing day
To know that you are there for me
It makes me feel alive
Because it is your friendship's light
Upon which my love thrives
"Thank you" isn't good enough
But they're the only words I know
It is your light of friendship
That gives my world it's glow
What My Soul Looks LikeAmazingly there's some truth in this
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
Inside the Room of Your Soul
Don't Waste Your Heart - Dixie ChicksAnother great song
For the life of me I cant believe
The youre on your knees beggin please
All the pushing away and puttin down
Cant you see youre gettin the run around
Oh its plain to see youd rescure me
From my loneliness so called unhappiness
Oh I didnt mean to cause you pain
Ive got nothin to lose and nothin to gain
And dont waste your heart on a wild thing
Shes got a soul that wont settle on one thing
Whoa this bird cant sing when youve tied its wings
Dont waste your heart on me
Its funny how the girls get burned
And honey as far as Im concerned
The tables have turned
And dont waste your heart on a wild thing
Shes got a soul that wont settle on one thing
Whoa this bird cant sing when youve tied its wings
Dont waste your heart on me
And Im here to apologize
My heart cant compromise
My Own Offical List Of People I Can Do WithoutMy Own Official List of People i can do without
yes its from a george carlin joke, but this is MY OWN official list of people i can do with out!
Note: i do make a few acceptions to this list, those people know who they are.
1. People who feel the need to pay exact change for EVERYTHING.
2. People who put costumes on there pets.
4. People who talk on there cell phones in the check out line, or while driving.
5. People who think Slipknot, Linkin Park or HIM is metal.
6. people who own dogs that are smaller then rats. (those are not real dogs there fucking living hairballs with legs)
7. People who put leashes on there kids, especilly in public places.
8. ICP ( evil clown rappers, how patehtic can u get!)
9. People who feel the need to post a blog about EVERYTHING.
10. Girls who think that being a slut or whore is a good thing.
11. Girls who wear 15 pounds of make up.
12. girls that are way too skinny and complain they are fat. Shut up u st
Meet The GoddessGoddess History dates back to the earliest civilizations. It’s well documented that ancient societies worshipped feminine forms of God -- typically as mother, earth, nature, and the Holy Spirit, or as deities who personified feminine attributes.
Our ancestors saw the Divine Feminine as the source of all that is and they depended on her to sustain their very lives. Her power was expressed in the image and stories of literally thousands of Goddesses from cultures around the world. For example, just over 2000 years ago, Cleopatra actively worshipped the Goddess Isis in Egypt and Julius Caesar erected temples to the Goddess Venus in Rome -- less than 40 years before Jesus Christ was born!
Ancient Goddesses were treated with the reverence modern religious culture now offers to Jesus, God, The Father, Allah, Krishna, and Buddha. And they were called upon for everything from ensuring fertile crops and easy childbirth to attaining wealth, health or, even, a peaceful death.
Many of t
Im Sorta Pure LolYou Are 44% Pure
You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure.
You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear!
The 100 Question Purity Test
My Inner Child Is Angy LolYour Inner Child Is Angry
You're not an angry person.
But when you don't get your way, watch out.
Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.
Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.
How Is Your Inner Child?
Watch Out Mo'fosThere's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
Could You Be Violent?
50 Things About Me!1. Where were you THREE hours ago? Home
2. What do you think of your LAST kiss? eh it was just a peck!
3. Are you wearing SOCKS right now?nope
4. When was the last time you went out of STATE? Two months ago for hubbys job interview
5. Have you been to the M0VIES in the last 5 days? no not even in 5 years I rent lol
6. What did you see? Wedding Singer..was the last move I saw in a theater
7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Pepsi
8. What are you wearing right now? Pjs
9. What was your last purchase? Avon
10. Last food you ate? Baked potato and corn
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Nick
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Nope
13. Do you have a pet? yup 4 dogs and 1 cat
14. What did you do last night? Was on fubar lol
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be? Avon IN
17. What is the last thing you purchased online? VIP and a Blast
18. One thing you hate about yourself? My
Karma JonesYou Have OK Karma
You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try!
While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it.
You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third).
Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you.
How's Your Karma?
Who KnowsAnother night grips me
like the fear I once felt
at losing you
like then I do not sleep
not wanting to miss a moment
you didn't understand then either
but it was all for my love
the love that wouldn't show though
how could you doubt I ever loved you
when you hear of the shadow I now am
I promised to lay down my life
and dammit I'm bleeding
doubt again
who knows?
JSDEUEL Copyight 2008
So TrueTHIS IS WHAT I ALWAYS SAY:
DON'T DO 2 OTHERS THAT U DON'T WANT DONE 2 YOU.
The Things I DoOk so ...this is where I am supposed to come up with something sly and funny to say right? Well I am going to Phoenix next month I am going to be doing some training up there. Yikes people looking to me for the right thing to do, gulp . Big chance for me to goof up. But than again if I got Phoenix this time who knows maybe next time I will be able to get Las Vegas or LA. But than again thats what I am hoping. Its been a while for me since I have had a business trip by myself I am actually looking forward to it. Well I mean like Austin doesnt count cause hell its like right down the highway.
So when under pressure I am good but I am really hoping to be able to go out and take some nice desert pictures.
And maybe see a friend or two along the way.So anyways i am excited and hope everything goes the way it should! Oh and of course pray my luggage gets there the same time I do!
Lady Spirit Wolf ~ownerI have traveled the roads of maiden, mother and now crone. I have seen, tasted and felt the primal goddess in all aspects of my life. I know the old stories. I have danced the dance. I sing the songs and have shed the tears. Come now visit with me and get to know me. Travel the Medicine Circle of life with me. Sit at my fireside and enjoy the journey.
I have been known many years as Ravyn Wolff for my two main life totems Wolf and Raven. I am now known as Lady Spirit Wolf. I have been a practicing pagan for 30 years. I was an active High Priestess for a number of years and have since acted as crone to a local coven for several years. I do not claim title to any particular path as I have learned from a number of paths and all of them have contributed to the person I am today. I am not a religious woman but consider myself to be spiritual. I firmly believe that religion is for those who fear hell and spirituality is for those who have been there.
I spent a number of years in the m
Lovewhen you tell someone you love him/her, make sure you mean it ...
when i say "i love you", it's something i could never just say to someone without feeling it in my soul..
Yy does it feel like im always getting lied to by ppl who i thought gave a damn.
y does it feel like for some reason they cant be honest... yet want me to be to them...
y cant HE just be honest about HER and stop the bullshit...
AND Y CANT HE SEE SHE IS NO FU**EN GOOD FOR ANYONE!
A Hero Amongst Heroes - From The Bulletin BoardPlease read this, then send it to everybody you know.
They'll thank you as they forward this to others as well.
Don't know whether you heard about this but Denzel Washington and his family visited the troops at Brook Army Medical Center, in San Antonio , Texas (BAMC) the other day. This is where soldiers who have been evacuated from Germany come to be hospitalized in the United States, especially burn victims. There are some buildings there called Fisher Houses. The Fisher House is a Hotel where soldiers' families can stay, for little or no charge, while their soldier is staying in the Hospital. BAMC has quite a few of these houses on base, but as you can imagine, they are almost filled most of the time.
While Denzel Washington was visiting BAMC, they gave him a tour of one of the Fisher Houses. He asked how much one of them would cost to build. He took his check book out and wrote a check for the full amount right there on the spot. The soldiers overseas were amazed to hear
Three Things In Life3 Things that can never come back-
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity
Three things in life that can destroy a person -
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness
Three things in life that you should never lose-
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty
Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness
Three things in life that are never certain-
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams
Three things that make a person -
1Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard Work
My PrerogativeIt's love it's love love get busy
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Now now why don't they just let me live
Oh oh oh i don't need permission
Make my own decisions oh
That's my prerogative
They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Gettin' girls is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal
About a brother trying hard to make it right
Not long ago before
I won this fight sing
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live (Tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions oh
That's my prerogative (It's my prerogative)
It's my prerogative
It's the way that I wanna live (It's my prerogative)
I can do just what I feel (It's my prerogative)
No one can tell me what to do (It's my prerogative)
Cause what I'm doin'
I'm doin' for you ah
Don't get me wrong
Silent ScreamCrisp contrasted night,
Sudden phosphorus spark
Ignited. Kindled.
Quick and angry Flame
Scuttles toward fingers.
IfIwerebold,
I'd let it burn.
Instead cringe from the heat,
Force yellow brilliance
Into the slow smolder of a cigarette.
Complicated,Curls and tendrils,
I watch indignant valor
Seeping irritated ruby specks.
Snaking upward with the smoke.
I drag
Heavy fumes, Thick regret,
Taking time to tap soot
Resignation to the ground,
Product of silent blaze.
StopStop where you are
turn around
run from me as fast as you can
your to gentle
for me to love
I really don't want to hurt again
I could not crush the rose so sweet
and taste of your inner pain
couldn't live if I caused you to cry
No I would not live again
your something too special
way too precious for me
if you've only seen how dirty these hands have been
how could they hold someone as pure
how can they ever hold again.
JSDEUEL Copyight 2008
TogetherYou came into my life
and you stole my heart.
Now that we're together,
I know we'll never part.
Never thought I would meet
a man so sweet and kind.
It all seems like a dream,
I just can't believe you're mine.
The way that I feel
is hard to explain.
My heart skips a beat
when I hear your name.
You have a way with words
that just makes me melt.
These things I'm feeling,
I have never felt.
You're more than just a guy,
you're part of my soul.
Now that we're together
I finally feel whole.
MIG
Forever YoursFor MAD:The Love Of My Life
I need you, I want you,
I love you so much.
The sound of your voice
and the feel of your touch.
My heart will be yours
as long as I live.
My body and soul
I promise you this.
I will take care of you
every day.
As long as you promise
never to stray.
I'll be there through all,
the good and the bad.
I'll try to keep you happy,
comfort you when you're sad.
I promise to love you
for the rest of my life.
Mike, I can't wait
until the day I'm your wife.
MIG
Suze (tears)I nocas gledam u zvezde pitam se sta je sudbina
drhti u grudima zemlja vecito zedna za suzama
i bol sto obuzima i nocas cekam
oko doa na stepenistu metroa ja sanjam sivo
a sanjao bizivo
o Boze cije to grehove skupo placamo
cije dugove vracamo
svi uzaludni ratovi kisni dani bez duge
mladi zivoti na koje su cekale neke nove pruge
vise ne gledaj svodom andjele umrijet ces od tuge
zbog laznoc rodoljublja vrsnjaci su ginuli a nisi ni krivi
o Boze ja priznajem ja sam picka ja volim da zivim
a slike mazu za zidove i ako kazu da vreme leti
molim se suncu da nas se ponovo seti
i kunem se Bogom vala nema tog ideala vrednog od jedinog zivota
svi veliki filozofi u topisti hvala
al mene ne tesi taj spik o patriotizmu i to mi laze nauke
ja znam da mrtvi placu jer srcem cujem jauke,
jecaju i kunu i pitaju zasto je bilo vredno, jel bilo vredno?
reci to majci sto je izgubila jedino cedo
a mi i dalje zivimo bedno i u ocaju suze za raju
u starom kraju u celom svetu nek znaju,
nek zn
If You Drink, Don't Drive, Do The Jeffrey Bottom CrawlIt started on Monday morning. My wife Martha had gotten ready for work and was sitting on the couch in the living room with our daughter Sarah where they were both eating breakfast. I was in the kitchen washing some dishes when Martha called out to me that our son Jeffrey was crawling! Prior to this he’s been able to inch forward, but his head’s so big in proportion to his body that he hasn’t been able to hold himself up on all fours enough to crawl. This hasn’t kept Jeffrey from getting creative moving around; he’s rolled from the living room into the kitchen before and also inched forward to get somewhere, but this is the first time we’d seen him crawl a few steps. He wants to move!
Sunday morning after I taught fifth grade Sunday School with nine kids (eight girls and one boy) and we had to change the male names of “Marcus” and “Ryan” in the play to female ones several times – it got funny for everybody when the people reading the scripts forgot the name changes – I had Sara
Soul SleepingWrote this when I meet, who I now call The Elf Moon Goddess. A little Inspiration from Dishwalla and the rest is all her eyes and my heart.
Too romantic for you?!
Too Bad!
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Hope you like it.
Soul Sleeping
I rest my head
Between her lap and our sky
She downloads my dread
& Disarms my mind
Makes me fly.
Closing my eyes, I am so satisfied
No disappointment till we wake up.
Her words unsaid
no need to ask her why
her eyes well read
For they talk to mine
Can't deny.
Closing our eyes, we are so satisfied
No disappointment till we wake up.
Drinking our words, two worlds in breath are tied
Soft in the soul until they break up
I don't want to wake up.
Breath in her space
Such vivid visions, see her shape
at her leftside. Breath in my life
Please
Look in our eyes, we are both satisfied
No disappointment till you make up
Things in your world that you've long denied
The world we live in till we wake up.
I don't want to wake up
No.
Survey1. Who has seen you in your underwear lately?
MWI
2. Last thing you drank?
Diet Dr. Pepper - the cherry chocolate kind
3. Have you kissed someone this past week?
not since February 17
4. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
Saturday, I think
5. What did you do the last time you were home alone?
umm showered?
6. Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry?
I know now
7. Have you ever watched the Real World Sydney?
no
8. How much cash do you have on you?
ON me, none. NEXT TO me, I have $a lot
9. Who are the 3rd and 7th texts in your phone?
Michael and Dave...I delete most of them
10. Are you tanned?
nope
11. Are you upset with anyone?
not that I can think of immediately, so no
12. Do you talk to the person you have a thing for?
too much ;)
13. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
once, I think...I've heard him cry more than that
14. Did you get any compliments today?
um not yet
15. Have you ever gone to court
I'm TiredMy whole life I have pretended to feel,I pretended to have emotions.I have pretended to love,care,not care,and not love for as long as I can remember.I am so good at it that I dont know whats real and whats not.Some times it all builds up inside and I get this feeling,a sick feeling deep inside and I dont know what to do.Its like I have a person is inside and shes screaming loud as she can and noone turns around to see.Tears come but for what.Things have happened in my life that I dont wish on anyone.For once I wish I could feel and have real emotions about someone or something.I'm sceaming inside.
Whyi dont care any more, i wouldnt give a flyin fuck if i didnt wake up in the morning at least id be at peace n with my nan.
why does guys wait to be told that you need help and support in stead of takin the initative, and see that you are hurting and that you need support, im so fed up of feeling alone, and to be ho9nest, you 'on thenet' think you are there forme, butim askin you, are you REALLY there?
you cant get hold of me and give me qcuddle when i need ojne, you cant go through my daily life with me and support me through my struggles, your online the 'vertual world, for vertual friendships, yeah you can find the occasional one that will last but will they bethere for you or will they do runners like the others have before. YES they will they always do.
im sick of not havin my friends and family around me, im fed up of been alone and yes even with chris and skye im alone, i dont care as much as i should do, i hate who i am.
i hate not been able to do anythingwithout ha
Dreamer For My Little Angelmy little angel olivia ,if you can say a prayer for her shes my little grandaughter and shes really sick we may have to go to dallas with her tomorrow to childrens hospital if shes no better in the moreing could be rsv we dont know so say a prayer for her ok shes 6 months old shes my little angel im with her mom now helping with her so if you can and want to say one for her thank you god bless dreamer
I Still...have a thing for girls.
Espesially for brunettes.
With a nice,round ass.
Autism 101What is Autism?
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe.
Did you know…
* 1 in 150 children is diagnosed with autism
* 1 in 94 boys is on the autism spectrum
* 67 children are diagnosed per day
* A new case is diagnosed almost every 20 minutes
* More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined
* Autism is the fastest-growing serious developmental disability in the U.S.
* Autism costs the nation over
I Want Some..I really just want someone to fuck. But i mean good sex not bad mellow sex that after it's done you just feel like you accomplished nothing. Just i want to fuck like a random beautiful woman, im not picky just i want someone to fuck...lol my gf is very boring sexually but not sure how to tell her....so i dont' know what to do.
New Car...Well after selling my car cause some crappy friends wouldn't pay me the money they owed me, even though they had it, in my time of need I'm starting to look for a new car. It looks like since the sell of the car, a bunch of extras paid off I may be able to purchase a new car.
I'm seriously wanting a Honda Fit, unexcited car to keep me out of trouble, safer than a Civic and gets the fuel economy close the the Toyota Prius without the soil damaging battaries! Cargo room is abundant and the seating arangement is comfortable. I've see a 6'2" guy sit with plenty of room in the back and it a subcompact or car "smaller" than a Civic. Civic is more for the wannabe performance drive now anyways and not work commute, I'm a dad friendly car.
My wife wants an HHR. Although Chevies have gotten far more reliable with lifespans approaching 200k miles, Hondas still last past 300k miles easy and those made in Japan past 400k! As of now, all FITs are made in Japan.
So if I can't aff
Celeb Soul MateWho's Your Celebrity Soul Mate?My Result: IndieYou're probably not one to take the path most traveled. In fact, an independent spirit like you would much rather carve out your own special niche. So it's only natural that your romantic match would be required to do the same.
Someone who's unique, intelligent, maybe a bit serious and brooding is right for the part. An indie actor like Christina Ricci seems best suited for that role. And it only makes sense that you'd rather have your rendezvous at places that are under the radar — just like you! So, keep making your own waves in the world. The awards and accolades are sure to follow for you and your celeb soul mate! And even if you don't live in the same reality as your celebrity soul mate, you can still meet someone who's indie close to home. So get moving!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=celebritysoulmateogt&c=50652
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WhyWhy does she not realize how I feel anymore and how can I get her to realize how i feel?
How can I get her to feel the same as she did? Being a dom is not working,true love is not working.
Why is a dom crying and hurting so much? A lie.
Someone lied and I am paying the price.
All I want is her. My slave~grrrl.
Me Sexy NotYou Are Very Sexy
Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.
You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there.
And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top.
Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love.
How You Are Sexy
You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy.
You are friendly and outgoing, even to people who don't deserve it. Your positive body language makes you even sexier.
Your modern look is sexy. You don't give people too much of the same old thing. You like to change it up.
You know what (or who) you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. What could be sexier than that?
Are You Sexy?
Me Bad?You Are Bad Girl Sexy
Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.
You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.
And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.
Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.
What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?
Because Of You!you see it in her eyes.
you hear it in hear voice.
that desperate cry.
she longs for you to hold her.
she needs you to make her feel loved.
she needs you to make her feel wanted.
she needs you.
the love you gave her is gone.
you hurt her.
why didn't youlove her?
why didn't you want her?
didn't you hear her?
didn't you want her?
her heart is cold now.
she cannot love again.
because of you!
your cold heart,
that saw it in her eyes.
your cold heart,
that heard it in her voice.
i hope you are happy with what you have done.
you tore her soul apart.
turned her heat cold.
i pray you see that you were wrong.
with the 4 harsh words you said you her....
I DON'T LOVE YOU.
because of you!
she cannot love again.
because of you!
her heart is cold
because of you!
because of you!
Update For Me:dSo yeah I guess my blogs have been goopy mushy and depressing...but this starts a new chapter of my life....I guess u can say with the magic of Decadents skills in man handling she forseed the future for me which came true today...he started to talk to me again which makes me happy and he is suppose to call me today or txt me which ever comes first...I sorta highly doubt he is gonna but i am not gonna wait for it...:D
I am just gonna be happy that we got a few laughs....
Ohhh btw i handed in a application for a job and got a door slammed in my face all in the same time and place....Managers are rude and sucky...psh people these days
Wacked Out PoemRazor across the wrist
Gives the feeling a twist
As the sting sets in
A little of the ache sets out
As the warm blood drips down my arm
With each drop goes the sarrow
No matter how much pain is released
My heart stil aches of emptiness and loneliness
Razor across the wrist
Gives the feeling a twist
No matter what i try, worthlessness comes by
All the pain i try to ease more just builds
Head swarming, will this even be worth it?
Razor across the wrist
Gives the feeling a twist
Every cut deeper, more blood to flow
One more time, will it be the end?
Dj BullyI made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.
ARE YOU READY FOR A NEW KIND OF EXPERIENCE ? ARE YOU WANTING TO FIND A LOUNGE WHERE THEY PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR ?
THEN LOOK NO FURTHER !!!
Come take a wicked ride with me !!!
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DarknessAS I SIT IN TOTAL DARKNESS
WITH NO KIND OF SPARK
MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED
IN THE DARKNESS OF SLUMBER
I AM LIKE A LOST PERSON
WHO LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORSEN
AS I GO ON IN LIFE
MY HEART IS CUT WITH A KNIFE
AS THE TIME GOES BY
ALL I CAN DO IS CRY
I FEEL LIKE A LOST SHEEP
WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WEEP
SURE ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK HAPPY
BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL CRAPPY
I FEEL LIKE A VILLIAN
WITH NOTHING BUT AN EMPTY FEELING
AN EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART
AS MY LIFE KEEPS FALLING APART
I STAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS
WITH NO WHERE TO LOOK FOR A SPARK
I LOOK AROUND AT THE REST
AND SEE THEM ABLE TO REST
BUT HERE I SIT
ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT
I TRY TO DO MY BEST
BUT END UP IN A MESS
Home Again?It’s Saturday and I have been home for about 12 hours.
For those of you that read my last blog “On My Way” you know I went to see someone so dear to me. Well the trip went as well if not better than I had thought and I love this woman now more than even. Yes I am home now but I feel homesick. They say home is where your heart is. Well my heart is across the continent in the safe keeping of a woman I cannot live without. This woman…my Angel. The hardest thing I have done in a very VERY long time is to drive away and for many kilometers I wanted so desperately to turn around and never leave but like many of you I have obligations that must be taken care of. I made a promise though. A promise that I WILL return. It’s not a mater of if but of when. The only question now is how to tell my heart it will have to live with her at a distance until the time in which we can be together again.
Some may ask how this relates to life in Sl and I will tell you this. I have never seen my love as
Don't Mess With Farm Kids!!!DON'T MESS WITH FARM KIDS
A young boy comes down for breakfast. Since they live on
a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores.
'Not yet,' said the little boy.
His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores.
Well, he's a little ticked off so when he feeds the chickens,
he kicks a chicken. When he feeds the cows, he kicks a cow.
When he feeds the pigs, he kicks a pig.
He goes back in for breakfast and his mother
gives him a bowl of dry cereal.
'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon,
and why don't I have any m ilk in my cereal?' he asks.
'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken,
so you don't get any eggs for a week.
I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for
a week either.
I saw you kick the cow so for a week
you aren't getting any milk.'
Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and
kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen.
The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile,
and says, 'Yo
Poem I Wrote 6/8/2007i recall a time when i was little that i would run and
laugh with not a care in the world
that everything i did was ok
that i could never seem to do anything wrong
but time's have changed
as so have i
no more of the doing what i want
thinking only of myself
there are people who need my help
so i go and help out best i can
not fully seeming to understand
i want to do more for people you see
i don't like all this death and distruction around me
i want this world to be very safe
so one day when i raise a family of my own
my children will be able to run and be carefree
just like i did when i was small
not a care in the world
as it always should be
Read And EnjoyApart by distance, but never in heart
Although not together, we're never apart
There is something written about our love
In the sun, the moon, and the stars above
Destined to be, thats what we are
Distance can never be too far
Hearts together, bound as one
Souls united, a lifetime begun
My heart, my mind, my body, my soul
My hopes, my dreams, you have control
My love for you will always stay
Always, forever, plus a day!!!
Rest In Peace Bro. We Will All Miss YouTHIS POEM WAS WRITTEN BY ME FOR A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WHO WILL 4 EVER BE MISSED. HE LEFT THIS WORLD ON 3-16-08 FROM INJURYS SUFFERED IN A CAR WRECK WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME.
JB THIS ONE IS FOR YOU AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I KNOW THAT I NOW HAVE ONE MORE ANGLE WATCHING OVER ME.
Never Alone
I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make
You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever
Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone
Ho HumWell, today my daughter turned the big 16 years old. I am feeling very old! Gotta love the kid!
Get Laid Steak.WARNING: The following recipe will get ya drunk and Laid.
What you need
2 steaks
1 big bottle of corona (preferably)
1 lime or lemon
1 garlic (minced)
half bottle of Worcestshlalier Sauce lol
1 pan (duh)
and then you need 2 artichokes and some melted butter wiht chipotle mrs. dash or whatever seasoning you want to put in it
put all that shit in a pan marinate it for a couple few overnight hours. Make sure you stab the steak and push the garlic down in the holes so it soaks in really good. When you get ready to cook it shake the garlic out of the steak.
You can grill it or broil it.
And then you need 2 artichokes (boil them in water with a pinch o salt. To make the butter sauce for the artichoke melt some butter and add chipotle mrs. dash or whatever seasoning you want to put in it
Have fun
Eat Steak
Get Laid
(In that order)
WhyWhy must we fight
Why must we always be right
Why must we have to be so mean
Why must we always need to be seen
Why must we leave each other in the wind
Why must we always leave each other in a bend
Why must we love each other like no other
Why must we always see thru one another
Why must we argue all the damn time
Why must we have to play make-up thru rhyme.
I just want to love you
I just want to feel you
I hate nothing about you
I adore everything about you
I hate myself for all the pain i've done
I Love You.
Friends...Think about this for a minute...
If I happened to show up on your door step crying,
Would you Care?
If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened,
Would you come?
If I had one day left, to live my life;
Would you be part of That last day?
If I needed a shoulder to cry on,
Would you give me Yours?
This is a test to see who your real friends are or
If you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . .
Send this to Everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you.
I just Did.....because you are my friend.
Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes?
They blink together, they move together, they cry together,
They see things together and they sleep together,
BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is.
Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief,
Your
Spring Break...take 1well, Jeff is off this week for his vacation. Next week is our daughter's spring break. So we'll have 2 spring breaks around here~!! Since Jeff is off work I am going to get him to help me plant some flowers around the yard. I bought 2 rose bushes to plant and I can't wait till they bloom! I love flowers! I usually have the yard all planted by now but chemo has me slowed a little. Speaking of chemo, I am glad this weekend is over. My son was not here so that was a good thing. My daughter came home Saturday sick with the stomach bug. She didn't eat for 2 days. I kept her home from school yesterday so she could rest but she went today. The house is quiet right now cause the 'boys' are still in bed. Anyway, chemo....I am half way done!! I only have 4 more treatments to go. These last 4 are going to be doozies though. Each visit will take about 5 hours cause the med takes 3 hours to slowly drip into my vein. Then, as if being bald isn't enough...I will loose ALL my hair.
Loved N' LstDeath, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout
Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands
I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again
I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts
This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold
How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge
Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage
How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind
Rate For RateI have created 10 point folders in my pics. Each folder has 100 pics in each. I can't offer any fubux, since I am FUbroke....BUT, I am offering Rate for Rate...If you pick a folder, rate all 100 pics 10's...I will rate 100 of your pics 10's, as well. The same with 11's....like I said...Rate for Rate..
For those that don't have 100 pics...I will rate up to 100 stash & all of your pics. Either way, we ALL benefit. I have a little of everything...some men may think some of it is too girly, but I took some of my favorite things & made them.
Folder 1: Cats
Folder 2: Dogs
Folder 3: Teddies (as in bears)
Folder 4: Fairies
Folder 5: Tinkerbell
Folder 6: Horses
Folder 7: LOLcats
Folder 8: LOLdogs
Folder 9: Anne Geddes Babies
Folder 10: Anne Geddes Babies Cont.
When you get done, private message me to let me know how many folders you have done & I will come return the love.
Happy Rating!!
~*Lena*~
P.S. I may add 2 more folders...more for men...haven't decided yet, bu
My KneeSO IT'S BEEN ALMOST A MONTH SINCE I HURT MY KNEE. IT'S SLOWLY GETTING BETTER. IT STILL HAS DAYS WHEN I FEEL LIKE I COULD KILL OVER FROM THE PAIN. I HOPE IN A FEW MORE WEEKS IT WILL BE BETTER. STILL IN THE BRACE. I HOPE THAT IT WILL GET TO COME OFF IN TWO MORE WEEKS. I'M JUST SO TIRED OF WEARING THE BRACE AND HAVING TO TELL MY NIECES THAT AUNT HEATHER CAN'T PICK THEM UP AND TOTE THEM LIKE THEY WANT. IT'S SUCKS CAUSE I HURT MY KNEE A DAY BEFORE THEIR BIRTHDAY PARTY. THAT'S ABOUT IT FOR ME THOUGH. JUST NURSIN THIS KNEE.
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"never Say I Love You "NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU,IF YOU REALLY DON'T CARE
NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS,IF THEY ARNT REALLY THERE
NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOU GOING TO BREAK MY HEAR
NEVER SAY YOU GONA TO IF YOU CANT PLAN TO START
NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF WHAT YOUR GOING TO DO IS LIE
NEVER SAY HELLO IF YOU REALLY MEAN GOODBYE
IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER,THEN SAY YOU WILL TRY,
NEVER SAY FOREVER CUZ FOREVER MAKES ME CRY
Reasons For Sleeping And Waking Up Early.Reasons for sleeping and waking up early.
Evening at 9 - 11pm: is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals (detoxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an unrelated state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on health.
Evening at 11pm - 1am: is the detoxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state.
Early morning 1 - 3am: detoxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state.
Early morning 3 - 5am: detoxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the detoxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.
Morning 5 - 7am: detoxification in the colon
The Main Causes Of Liver DamageThe main causes of liver damage are:
1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are main cause.
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much medication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
8. Consuming raw (overly done) foods also add to the burden of liver..
Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.
We should prevent this without necessarily spending more. We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our bodies to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according
Big City Bottomfriday is pay day. i like fridays. so it's become obvious that with me being a cashier snakebites aren't an option at the moment. i've already gotten comments on my gagues, which aren't that big, they're only 7/16. i guess friday instead of getting snakebites i'll get some ink done or a piercing somewhere else. yeah this blog was a bit pointless but it's helping me relax before my driver's test :)
I Need HelpOkay I know most of y'all out in Fubar land hate contests and hate bombing pics, but I cant afford vips and blasts and happy hours any other way, so i am begging you to please help me. I only need 30,000 comments to win, and if you all come together and give me 50 comments each i can win no problem....thats all it takes and you can feel good that you helped someone and you will get helped to because i will do anything in my power to help yall as well.. please help, i barely have over a 100 comments, and 2 people in the contest are halfway to 30,000 so we need to act fast, i will be commenting too!!!!
Drama Gotta Go!!Tell me why when u talk to some guys his bitch wife or gf decides ur sleepin with him and has to leave chicken-shit messages on his comments instead of urs?? If I wanted ur man I could have him and if I did get him--then I guess u'vd got the problem ---not me!!! And another thing-u got the problem with me--come to me not him or my friends to take care of it--be a woman and tell me since u cant be a woman and hold on to ur man!!! If ur talkin and ratin everyone gets points--y do I have to be sleepin with ur man? I think the drama lama can go back to the zoo cause its dragin ass here!!!
ScattergoriesThanks to Metal Sandy Moo for showing me this, i decided to have a go. But believe, it is not as easy as it looks, but still it's fun so give it go. all you need to do is answer every question with the FIRST LETTER of your name. they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl. Here's mine:
1. What is your name: .........................Matthew
2. 4 letter word:..............Mate
3.Vehicle: ....................Mitsubishi
4. A city:.....................Manchester
5. Boy Name: ..................Mark
6. Girl Name: .................Melanie
7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Malibu
8. Occupation:.................Mechanic
9. Something you wear:.........Mask
10.Celebrity:..................Matt Damon
11. Food: .....................Melon
12. Something found in a
I Am MiseryI Am Misery!
2/5/2008
I am that thing inside,
that feeling, that misery.
I am all that remains,
all that survives.
I am closest to you,
the one thing you want to lose
so desperately, but can't.
I grow with every lie,
pressing hard against your skin.
Deception is my drug of choice,
to feed, to grow.
I bare my teeth
& sink them deep into your soul,
shredding to pieces your heart,
your hope.
I am that dark thing,
that pain, that hate.
Feel me grow!
Fubar Comment Tags By Heartistic SoulJust sharin' some of my fubar tags...I've made 200+ and thought I'd post a bully with some of my favorites.
I hope you find something you like, and if not, check my photo album for others that I've done.
Cheers!
-HS
Heartistic Soul@ fubar
(repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-0
What's Been Up With MeIt’s been a while since I have wrote anything. So much has been going on. The Tuesday before the girl’s birthday party, I woke up to learn that my back & hips where going to be a pain in my butt that day. I couldn’t sit up without crying my eyes out because it hurt so bad. The only thing I could do was lay in bed on my left side without moving. By Thursday I told Mama while I wasn’t hurting so bad I wanted to go out to garage and see the decorations for the girl’s party. I made it out there just fine. On our way back in the house, I went to step up into the house and my right leg gave way. Mama tried to stop me from falling but the way I was falling knocked her back and I hit the concrete breeze way in between the house and the garage. Mama begged me to let her take me to the ER but I wouldn’t go because of the girl’s party on Saturday. She got me in the house and cleaned up my cuts and scrapes. Thursday night I was trying to go to the bathroom and once again my leg gave way. Thank go
Your NameYour Name
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay
Love's LifeIn the game of love everyone is looking for that one person that would make them happy for the rest of their life. We as people always look for whats in our best interests and when we look for love we want that special someone to come into our lives and make the world better.
I know I am still very young in this world, but I have played this game of love and have only found dud players who weren't really into the game. I know that may sound harsh but only a very few of them (3 come to mind) have become my friends and stayed my friends after our break up. The one that stands out the most would have to be my closest friend Josephine Sandoval. We have been friends since we broke up, yah it was a rough few months/years (since we only started talking with one another again my Senior year in High School making it 3 years since we talked before we became close friends.
Anyways in the game of love I was looking for girl who I could sweep up off her feet giving her the world the best way
Beautiful RainI shield from the rainfall,
as a natural response under my umbrella,
And I stay dry through the scene.
I discovered you,
Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement,
and wearing a smile so permanent.
Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine,
And I must shield from the falling,
He said:
"Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella'
You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you,
Because flowers need water to live."
And for once I smiled
A smile of relieve...
Crime And PunishmentCrime and Punishment
Why did you think to lie,
Knowing it does no good to hide,
You have broken my trust,
Giving into a night of lust.
You were not happy with all I did give,
So you wanderings from me you hid,
When you surrendered, you said you be true,
Now how can I ever believe in you.
What can I do to show my disappointment,
That you couldn't keep your commitment,
Should I remove your collar and set you free,
Maybe then you will be able to finally see.
That this life to me is not a game,
I respected you and expected the same,
And no I can't just turn a blind eye,
And let this hurt I feel just go by.
So I will turn my back and just walk away,
And not a word to you will I say,
Until you finally decide to be true,
And beg me to come back to you.
But only once will this ever happen,
Do it again and it will be the end,
I will only except the surrender of one that is true,
No matter how much I do love you.
So my dear, it is best to never stray,
An
NewsYahoo news is officially a #1 in the most irrelevant, dumbass news ever.
"Clinton unveils new stimulus package, leads poll"
I would make a joke about about Clinton and a pole, but I know he/she is not into it.
The words Stimulus Package are priceless
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Internet LoveI'll never forget the day we met
Upstairs at my grandma's house on the internet
I never thought I could ever feel this way
But instant love is what I found that day
I used to believe that instant love could be
But always with others and never with me
I was truly wrong about that
Because love struck me in a five minute chat
Some people say, love from the internet isn't true
But I know that I was meant for you
Some may ask, how do I know
And the answer is, because my heart told me so
How do you know when you're in love,
Is another question some people want to know
And the answer is, something from inside you begins to glow
I found you on the internet
And for some reason you're the one I can't forget
Some people may disapprove of our internet relationship
But that's ok because no matter what some people may say
I will always love you each and every day.
The Unicorn's RideThe Unicorn's Ride
Over your rainbow
A unicorn flew,
He was sent to find me...
He said by you.
"Climb aboard", he whispered,
"We must go for a ride..."
And into a portal of light
We rode inside.
The sky was so blue,
The fields so green,
With each explosion of light
Was a wonderful scene.
So happy we seem
And always together,
There was no end to your dream,
It just went on forever.
Then the unicorn said
"I have one more surprise..."
So we took off quickly
And pierced the sky.
Then I saw you sleeping
And dreaming in your bed...
I caressed your hair gently
And kissed you on your head.
The unicorn interrupted...
"I must now get you home,
But now that you've seen her dream,
May you never feel alone."
My heart is feeling heavy,
A fire burns inside.
Thank you so much my darling
For the unicorn's ride.
Love SpellLove Spell
Every time I look at you
my heart skips a beat
I wonder if you know, my love,
that my heart is at your feet
I leave it there for you to do
whatever that you wish
You could take my heart,
and love me,
Or just leave me in this bliss.
::fyi::I don't give out my number to anyone on Fubar and I don't meet anyone off of here and nothing you can say or do can convince me to change my mind otherwise...its only an online thing, folks!!
Kisses, Message in a Bottle
Dream Me To UDream me to you
A love quite true
Feel my soft lips
Hold tight, my hips
Dream me to you
No one else'll do
Pull me so near
Tell me you care
Dream me to you
We can get through
Difficult time
Long as you're mine
Dream me to you
So I'm not blue
Miss you so much
Long for your touch
Dream me to you
Keep our love new
Feel me close now
Show me somehow
Dream me to you
One heart, from two
My love is yours
You I adore
So.....Dream me to you
Dare To Be DifferentYou know what one of my pet peeves is? People who assume things without being adult enough to just come out and ask. If something is bothering me and I say I don't want to talk about it, it's just that. Don't assume anything else. Most likely it's my children pissing me off cause you know what? Most people don't know how hard it is raising two children alone. I am one to ask questions when I need to and I don't care what the answer is but I sure don't assume and I surely don't ignore someone either. Everyone has their days. A true friend would know that and would understand that. All I ask is don't assume...you sure wouldn't want me to assume shit about you that I see would you? And this goes out to everyone, but hey if you feel it's towards you, then it probably is! LOL...live, love and learn HONESTLY!
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Flyte3-21WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND.
RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED.
AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING.
QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU?
QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS.
IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW.
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Quietly He CameQuietly He Came
Quietly he came and saw what others overlooked
His eyes dancing with laughing merriment
Flickering with anguished sadness
A spirited fascination drawing her in
Like the moth dancing round the flame
With loving sternness tearing at the walls
Opening the darkness of gaping wounds and childhood lost
His own pain and fear buried deep
In a myriad of mystery and silence
Loving words and caresses soothing the fearful child
A budding trust replacing the doubts
Opening her eyes and guiding her forward
To see a future of joy and happiness and love
Sue E Price
Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price
Who?Who the Hell are you? And
Who are you trying to be?
You walk in a room full of people
You’re as conceited as you can be
But when you’re with me
That’s not the person I see
You try much too hard to be
The person you want them to see
The perfect ideal you’ve determined to be
But that’s not the person I see
Insecurity is easy to hide
When you’re playing the fool
You can’t hide it from me though
I see through the act of perfection
I hear what you don’t say
When you tell them how great you are
I see the fear of rejection, the attempts
To prove perfection and gain approval
You don’t need to scam in front of me
I love who you are, not who you try to be.
Be brave, show others what only I’ve seen
Your flaws, your imperfections, your capacity for love
Tauri Athena copyright April 2007
Meimikimi - Customize Your World
Story: MeetingAs we had planned you arrived at the hotel around 6:30 p.m.. When I heard the knock at the door, my heart raced and my mouth went dry. After months of chatting , I was about to see you for the first time. I opened the door and saw that wonderful smile, then invited you in. You were appraising the place looking for signs of what I was like. We hugged and kissed, a slow probing kiss each exploring the other, our hands contouring each others bodies. It was a kiss of greeting, at last. As we parted we both looked into each others eyes and smiled, knowing that tonight would end in a glorious sexual romp.
We had decided that you would come to me so we wouldn't get lost from one another and all we had to worry about was finding the restaurant. I grabbed the keys to the car and followed you out the door admiring your backside. You turned and caught me. I smiled a sheepish smile and you laughed. The evening was off to a good start.
The drive was very uneventful, just conversation abo
Easteri wanted to take the time and wish all my friends and future friends have a Happy Easter
A Blessed Easter To You AllI JUST WANT TO SEND OUT EASTER BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL AS THIS IS A TIME OF YEAR FOR BLESSINGS AND PRAYERS TO BE ANSWERED...FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL AND WASN'T DOING SO WELL THE DOCTORS THOUGHT SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT...BUT THIS PAST WEEK SHE PROVED THE DOCTORS WRONG AND IS NOW HOME FINALLY RECOVERING IN THE PRESENCE OF HER LOVED ONE'S...THE DOCTORS GAVE HER FALSE INFORMATION MORE OR LESS TELLING HER SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT MUCH LONGER...BUT THE HEAVENLY FATHER ABOVE PREFORMED MIRACLES THAT NONE OF US THOUGHT WERE POSSIBLE HER STATE OF HEALTH IS NO LONGER GRAVE AND SHE IS DOING WONDERFUL...THIS IS THE TIME FOR ANYONE WHO IS IN NEED OF PRAYERS ANSWERED TO ASK THE FATHER FOR HELP AND CALL UPON HIM AS THIS IS PASSOVER WEEK AND A TIME FOR RESSURECTION AND I THINK ALL THINGS CAN COME TO PASS AND BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES AND PRAYERS ARE STILL ANSWERED EVERY DAY...EVEN THE UNSEEN ONES...SO I JUST WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A BLESSED EASTER AND A BEAUTIFU
Three WivesThree men were sitting together bragging about how they
had given their new
wives duties at home.
The first man had just married a woman from Iowa and told her that she was going to do the dishes
and the house cleaning.
It took a couple days, but on the third day, he came home to
a clean house and dishes washed and put away.
The second man had just married a woman from Illinois . He had
given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and
the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day
he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the
dishes were done, and food was on the table.
The third man had just married a girl from Alabama . He told
her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn
mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He
said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see
anything, but by the third day some of the swe
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Dominant MaleMen and Women on planet earth die from various places throughout the world at a particular moment in time and go to God's abode to be judged.
The God welcomes this new batch and tries his experimental new judgement trick and says," I want all you humans to form two queues.
One line is for the men who dominated their women, and the other one for the men who were dominated by their women. Also, I want all the women to go away from here so that no man and woman can talk and I can talk to men alone."
When the women were gone, the Almighty returns and there are two lines. The line for the men who were dominated by their women is a hundred miles long, and in the line of men who dominated their women there is only one solitary man.
The God about to open his third eye of anger, thunders, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves. I created you in my image, and you were all whipped by your mates. Look at the only one of my sons who stood up and made me proud. Learn from him
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NSFW just to be on the safe side, in case some idiot is been an ass
I'd Take A Slice Of A Fat Check Any Day.Minimum wage sucks, I can't even afford to put gas in my car. I can't catch a friggin break it seems.. It's all because of money or other shit. I hate my stupid 26 ft long travel trailer, I want a house, an SUV and of course my stupid ass white picket fence.. NAH...
I don't want the perfect little life, some adventure would be cool.. But I do want a fat house, a huge SUV I can mob in, and an ice cold beer at the end of the day.... is that to much to ask for?
I got the guy, the dog, and that. I just need the rest! A better job would be nice, but so much for a break on that...
Oh well... not much I can do about it.
I Am Some What AliveSo much has been happening and I don't get on here much these days work has me busy and I have gone back to animal rescue as well. As the weather breaks there is so much work to do around the house a new fence and other things I am hoping that I get time to breathe so I can catch up with people and just stop and play ..
rennie
ImmuneYou have come here because society has no further use for you
This place will now become your holding pen until our death.
I am very good at this business because I make all the rules.
But if you break any of my rules, you will find that there is life after death.
Patience is how I'm living today.
I lie before you stressing me out again
My life is twisted, twisted like your own brains
I can't accept that, I can't accept that again
Face it, try it, immune to what you are
A superstition jinxing me like the black cat
Inside you, It's only what I crave
A system breakdown, can you remember your
name? did you forget you?
Did you forget your identity?
Yeah, face it.
No, try it.
Yeah, immune to what you are.
A superstition... jinxing me like the black cat inside you.
It's only what I crave.
A system breakdown...
Can you remember your name?
Did you forget you?
Did you forget your identity?
Yeah, face it.
No, try it.
Yeah, immune to what you are.
What's the
What A Way To Go“Now about that time Herod the king stretched forth his hand to vex certain of the church.” Before we delve into Acts chapter twelve today, let’s clarify which Herod we’re talking about. Seven people in the New Testament bear this name or a derivative of it, and it probably wouldn’t surprise you to know they’re all related. The Herod referred to here’s known to history as Herod Agrippa; I expect Luke didn’t differentiate between him and, say, his grandfather Herod “the Great” who tried to kill Jesus as a baby because the very name provoked a gut reaction among most Judeans, Samarians, and even some Romans.
Caesar Augustus, the first Roman emperor, once said he’d rather be Herod’s hog than Herod’s son because his sons tended to get killed when they threatened to take his job. As a “practicing” Jew Herod wouldn’t have touched a hog. Herod’s family remained rulers by the grace of Rome until Jerusalem fell in A.D. 70, and it was a good deal all around. Under successive emperors,
Cams And More Cams>what is the fanasty about all this cam stuff hehe. Wish some one would enlighten me < no I wont cam , i use it to take pictures but >/ it is ones chioce to change ones mind hehe on accasion hehe. What ever all hugs diana
OpinionOk,I have a guestion for everyone. Well, i die my hair all the time. So, do i look better with or try:
*Blonde
*Brown
*black
*Blonde with brown
*Blonde with black
*Brown with black
*orange, blonde, brown, with black
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Earth Hour Draws Near, What Are You Doing?On Saturday, March 29th from 8-9pm millions of people will turn off their lights for one hour - Earth Hour - demonstrating that united together we each can make a difference on climate change. Sign-up at http://www.earthhour.org/user/npJ3Earth Hour Movie - Narrated by Jeremy Piven
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Deceitful Spawn->Vampire Heart: what mad cuz ya got caught in a lie or two or three, anything else ya wanna add
->Vampire Heart: so now youre adding cheating
March 24, 2008 @ 3:26 pm #3 of 4 she was cheating on him and did not want to tell him and all he was doing was working and taking care of his kids and giving them everything and got himself nothing and while he was at work and was having surgery she cheated on him and wanted to be with the other guy and instead of being an adult she just keft
->Vampire Heart: ya think dishonesty has played enough of a part in the kids lives or are they
even yours
->Vampire Heart: i asked if any involved parties had been charged with anything, had any kind of record at all, and you were still referrin to you as 'the friend'
Vampire Heart: yes the guy she ran off with you asked if he had been charged
Vampire Heart: see this is why i don't tell anyone it is me because they assume the worst of me
and they assume that i did the wrong when they do not know
Will You EverI don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
Tagimikimi - Customize Your World
Planned On You, By Sue Ann CarwellI dedicate this song to Jimm, because I love you so much!
I have planned my life, to the last detail
With a story book romance to fill my days
But the funny thing about answered prayer
Is they come to you in unexpected ways
How could I plan on forever?
When I never planned on you
Someone to fall for
To love for all eternity
Baby let's plan on forever
And watch all our dreams come true
You're what I live for
Who I can give for ever to
My destiny is you
Cause you danced with me, and the earth stood still
My heart can't quite believe how right this seems
When you're in my arms the truth of us
Is better than the best of all my dreams
How could I plan on forever?
When I never planned on you
Someone to fall for
To love for all eternity
Baby let's plan on forever
And watch all our dreams come true
You're what I live for
Who I can give forever to
My destiny is you
Sometimes the one you're right for is standing too close to see
But u saw the light and never
The GameLandscape rests a serene sight
though the demon put up a hell of a fight
sleep finally comes naturally tonight
implications yield a bright red
for everything that was never said
but new appears where old was shed
heart-shaped ashes
blood-stained slashes
mark for experience a hundred lashes
dimly flickering, a trace of hope
but now at least the mind can cope
without struggling to reach loose strands of rope
for good or bad
it is all the same
it almost seems like such a shame
to never get to play the game
My Heart Belong To YouExpressed from you to me
Need not be spoken.
For its clear as it can be.
More than time can tell.
And all the ways of counting.
My love is very strong.
And each day is surmounting.
The next time you have questions.
About our love so true.
know this my darling.
My heart belongs to you.
I wrote this Jamie
VentingWell let's see what to talk about first. Well, my hubby has been deployed since March 15th, 2007 and will not be home for another couple of months or so depending on their relief unit. I have been doing ok I guess with it but one can not be 100% all the time when dealing with a loved one being overseas. I have a beautiful son (yes I know all parents say that) and I have been doing my best with keeping him healthy and learning and well everything I can think of really. My days are filled with paying bills, cleaning,doing laundry,doing the dishes, raising my son to the best of my ability and dealing with all the things back here on the home front. I know this is not an easy job to do but this is what I technically signed up for when I married him. I am not saying that I don't like it but it does get really hard. I don't got to support groups nor do I call people to talk when I get upset. I know that this is how life is and it is something that I will have to take one day at a time on t
Marlboro Messiah.Coffins on wheels we call cars.
Can't finish our journey to the stars.
Individual rights must come first.
We're crying of hunger, we're dying of thirst. Can we believe, what our leaders say?
They preach resolution, while running away.
They say God is coming, but they don't know when.
Please try to be good, until then.
Chorus:
I knew what I felt, I knew what was right.
It was easy to tell the day from the night,
But I think I lost the answer when the Malboro Man died of cancer.
Love which was free, is now paid for with life.
Strings we once tied, must be cut with a knife.
You thought you were cool, but you were a fool.
You tried to live, by the golden rule.
Thanks for the visit, I just can't stay.
If you act like the devil, while you ask me to pray.
Our fate is sealed, by our very last gasp.
When we try to breathe money, but we lose our grasp.
Chorus:
I knew what i felt, I knew what was right.
It was easy to tell, the day from the night,
But I thi
Shes My Star I Love You :)Lately i have been feeling really REALLY depressed. My grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer, and she goes to kemo every monday. I cry every day. Shes my star, my world. I love her with out a doubt. Her and my Grandpa both have been there for me, more then anyone else in my life. I am going to fall apart if my grandma dies. I know that i have to stay strong for her sake and mine, beacuse i mean im only human, and im very fragile. I can break at any moment. I think about her everyday, and ive been spending most of my time at their house, just helping her and loving her and cherishing each moment with her. Shes as beautiful as ever, every time i look at her. She glows. :) She means the world to me. the other night i just cried myself to sleep. Adn some times i feel very alone and afraid. I dont know what i would do with out her. I mean holidays and every day wont be the same, i wouldnt be able to walk into their house.i would always look over to the hall where my grandma walks, and
Hummm...who Could It Beor sould i say retard...with no "s" cuz i realy can only think of one!! someone please tell me what kind of man makes plans to go see a chick he met on line and tells her she is everything he wants, and she makes him horny, and calls her all the time askin her to cam with him, show her body to him, and do dirty things for him?? Then after she reluctenly does them becus she realy thinks this guy wants her, he stops talkin to her and doesnt even have the balls to tell her why?? Well hey i know what kind!! Ozzy!! Ozzy is that man...he did that shit to me!! I was played!! Stupid yes, but sad that he cant get a chick that lives around him he has to get his golles by tricky a young girl in to wantin to be with him!! he never even told me he wanted this other nasty bitch the whole time!! sending her the same comments he was sending me...and telling her the same lies!! And you know what i ant gonna warn her, she can have him and btw to all the other women on fubar that might want him...dont wa
Fires Of The LonelySome one will always hurt you and take every little hope and dream away. But some one else will always be there to be your Hero and carry you from the burning ashes of pain and torment. The flames will dig in deep and your heart will start to ash, but you will be rescued from it all by the right Hero.
As I sit here and burn to wait for mine. I choke down the thickness that it may never happen. As the time passes and my skin starts to melt off me, I begin to cry out my pain to any one who can hear me. My blood starts to boil and my heart feels the heat. Slowly I fade away, waiting still burning.
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Aint It The Truth.......10 Truths Black And Hispanic People Know, But White People Won't Admit:
1. Elvis is dead.
2. Jesus was not white.
3. Rap music is here to stay.
4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean.
5. Skinny does not equal sexy.
6. Thomas Jefferson had black children.
7. A 5-year-child is too big for a stroller.
8. N'Sync will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5.
9. An occasional whooping helps a child stay in line.
10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal.
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10 Truths White And Black People Know, But Hispanic People Won't Admit:
1. Hickeys are not attractive.
2. Chicken is food, not a roommate.
3. Jesus is not a name for your son.
4. Men don't wear hair nets.
5. Maria is a name but not for every other daughter.
6. "Jump out and run" is not a substitute for car insurance.
7. 10 people to a car is considered too many.
8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement.
9. Mami and Papi can't possibly be the nickname of every perso
Downraterthis person is only a level 7 and she rated my profile picture a 2!!
Harvest@ fubar
My Art MovementYou Are Expressionism
Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse.
What Art Movement Are You?
Happy Birthday To My Daughter!I wake up and it is just another beautiful day. Today is my daughter's 20th birthday. I can't wish her a happy birthday because her and her boyfriend went to our cabin for a few days and the only way to call out up there is to go up to the top of the mountain.
Saturday is Anthony's 16th birthday and I was trying to plan something for him but he says he doesn't want a party. I am having a tough time wanting to do something for him lately. He makes it very hard.
The weatherman said that it was supposed to rain today and it isn't and they said there may be rain for Saturday which I am hoping there isn't since I was trying to do a BBQ for Anthony.
I walked on the treadmill yesterday for almost 2 miles! It may not sound like a lot but really I haven't been on it for about 4 months with the exception of a random walk here and there. I need to build up my stamina again and get back into shape. Letting myself go is just stupid on my part. I am a but sore today but that was
On This Day March 26On this day, thirteen years ago, one of the first and most influential kingpins in Hip-Hop history tragically died of AIDS.
The man who teamed up Ice Cube and Dr. Dre and gave the world Straight Outta Compton and irreversibly changed the way the ’American Gangster’ looked like, seldom gets the amount of props the ‘big’ deaths of Hip-Hop receive.
This one is to set the record straight. In order to celebrate the larger-than-life impact Eric ‘Eazy-E’ Wright had, and still has on our lives, let's rewind.
During the mid 80’s in South-Central Los Angeles, the crack-cocaine-epidemic was out of control. At the same time, Hip-Hop also began to infect the LA streets. Around this time, an aspiring Compton resident in his early twenties was thinking of legitimate ways to invest his obtained starting capital. The music business seemed like a feasible option and Eric Wright started recruiting peers for his own rap group.
He came up with two ambitious member
What About Fubar Stress???Short-term stress lasting as little as a few hours can impair brain-cell communication in areas associated with learning and memory, University of California, Irvine researchers have found. It has been known that severe stress lasting weeks or months can impair cell communication in the brain's learning and memory region, but this study provides the first evidence that short-term stress has the same effect.
"Stress is a constant in our lives and cannot be avoided," said Dr. Tallie Z. Baram, the Danette Shepard Chair in Neurological Sciences in the UC Irvine School of Medicine and study leader. "Our findings can play an important role in the current development of drugs that might prevent these undesirable effects and offer insights into why some people are forgetful or have difficulty retaining information during stressful situations." For the rest of the article goto: http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2008/03/080311182434.htm
Is It True LoveWhen I think of my love for you
the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away.
I cannot recall the moment in time it began,
but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me.
For at that moment I knew happiness.
A happiness I had never known before.
For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief.
The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire
I knew once we first met none other would ever do,
for I knew love.
I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time.
It is a love of passion and desire.
It is a never-ending need to you,
for you, only you.
When I think of my love for you
I realize I now know the true meaning of love.
I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond,
for you are my dreams, my realities.
You are my heart
You are my meaning of true love.
I Love My Life!LIFE IS GREAT! I AM HAPPI 2 BE ME! PURPOSE IS BEING FULFILLED IN MY LIFE...PEACE & BLESSINGS
Re: Wtc Collapse Cover-up Justifies Call For New InquiryRE: WTC Collapse Cover-Up Justifies Call For New Inquiry
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 26 Mar 2008, 23:33
Report Of WTC Collapse Cover-Up Justifies Call For New Inquiry Richard Gage AIA, the founder of Architects & Engineers for 9/11 Truth, and hundreds of other industry experts' call for a new investigation into the collapse of the WTC twin towers and Building 7 is gaining strength following revelations of falsification and cover-up in relation to the FEMA-funded inquiry into the destruction of the buildings on 9/11. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032608_justifies_call. htm
Re: Fema Occupies Real Town For Advanced "terror Training"RE: FEMA Occupies Real Town For Advanced "Terror Training"
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 26 Mar 2008, 20:19
America's Future: FEMA Permanently Occupies Real Town For Advanced "Terror Training" The Federal Emergency Management Agency is spending $22 million dollars per year on a terror training program within a real town in New Mexico where helicopters buzz overhead in the middle of the night, mock nuclear explosions are drilled and "suicide bombers" are taken down by SWAT teams who pull citizens out of their homes. http://infowars. net/articles/march2008/260308Playas. htm
More On Food...and Other Things.Saturday, December 29, 2007
More on TV commercials
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Ok, so I'm usually up quite late and I've noticed something...even withthe TV on in the other room. There are three commercials that are getting a lot of airtime, and they are as follows:
1. Extenze male "enhancement" pills
2.Lipozene- fat reducing pills
3. Chat phone lines
and I just remembered another one
4. Girls Gone Wild DVD's (still?)
Am I mistaken, or are these commercials directed at fat, lonely guys with little dicks? Are they trying to tell me something? Am I up way too late?
The answer to all three questions is a definite "YES"
Not that I need any of the feces they are smearing all over the airwaves, far from it. I wouldn't mind the Extenze product, however. Surprise the shit out of my girlfriend with that one. Guess what honey, I've been feeding it a good diet. Check it out! BWHAHAHAHA!!!
Another beef I have with commercials on
Why Men Are HappierWHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures?
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5
Re: Gchq Confirms Violent Riots Staged By ChineseRE: GCHQ Confirms Violent Riots Staged By Chinese
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 27 Mar 2008, 15:24
GCHQ Confirms Violent Riots Staged By Chinese Britain's GCHQ spy agency has confirmed the fact that Chinese People's Liberation Army agents posing as monks staged violent riots in Tibet in order to justify a brutal crackdown, but that the demonstrations have now escalated beyond Beijing's control. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032708_violent_riots. htm
It Don’t Mean Nuthin’(after All These Year It Still Goes)It Don’t Mean Nuthin’
by Gary Jacobson © 2003
“It Don’t Mean Nuthin’”
A phrase oft repeated in Vietnam, worn paper thin
By soldiers used an awful lot
When it’s gettin’ bricky hot...
Under pressure with lives on the line
Melancholy existence on a definite decline.
“It Don’t Mean Nuthin’, they say”
Turning stone-faced from fears to walk away
As though something's stolen part of their soul
Left no way sorrow's grief to console
Led too far astray in hell's battles darkning gray
Forever boyhood humanity to betray...
Staggering memories stored way down deep on the pile
Hidden from the light of day...for awhile!
"But It Don’t Mean Nuthin’"
It Don’t Mean Nuthin’
He says, when things happen that mean plenty
To tough combat grunt gentry
As things in war too often do...
Boiling over in Nam's killing zone damps and dew
Not able to face it
Not now...
Too painful to think about it
Not now...
So forget about it...
Bag it
Take this shit and shove it
Nuthin’ I do
This Is The Reason Why I Refuse To FlyWoman says TSA forced piercings removal
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080327/ap_on_re_us/nipple_rings
A Texas woman who said she was forced to remove a nipple ring with pliers in order to board an airplane called Thursday for an apology by federal security agents and a civil rights investigation.
"I wouldn't wish this experience upon anyone," Mandi Hamlin said at a news conference. "My experience with TSA was a nightmare I had to endure. No one deserves to be treated this way."
Hamlin, 37, said she was trying to board a flight from Lubbock to Dallas on Feb. 24 when she was scanned by a Transportation Security Administration agent after passing through a larger metal detector without problems.
The female TSA agent used a handheld detector that beeped when it passed in front of Hamlin's chest, the Dallas-area resident said.
Hamlin said she told the woman she was wearing nipple piercings. The women then called over her male colleagues, one of whom said she would have to r
The Path That I WalkThere are times in one's life when you no longer know who is staring back at you in the mirror. We make a choice to walk a particular path, however damaged or weathered from the storms it may be. Sometimes we skip, most times we stroll at a respectable pace, and then there are those times that we yearn to run full speed; fighting the wind that catches our face. We see our challenges laid ahead of us, we see our past behind us, and we daydream about what is around the bend. We know our own accomplishments, we know the obsticles that we have overcome, for we are alone on this journey of destiny. In life we are bound to stumble over the stones set aside, and may think that there is something more out there, somebody else through the mass of greenery that clouds your vision. And we find that what was a temporary relief from a tiresome walk, was actually a short cut that lead back to a worn path that we had already traveled. Emotions get trampled on as the days, months, and years go
You Think Fat Is Cool???Overweight Man Banned From County Buses
POSTED: 6:35 pm EDT March 27, 2008
UPDATED: 7:42 am EDT March 28, 2008
HENRY COUNTY, Ga. -- A Henry County man says he’s been kicked off the county’s transit system because he’s overweight.
David Washington, 65, has been confined to a wheelchair following an infection after knee replacement surgery. Side effects from pain medications keep him from driving so he’s been using county buses for trips to the doctors and other errands.
“I have no other way of getting there, other than using the Henry transit,” Washington told WSB-TV Channel 2 consumer investigator Jim Strickland.
Last week the transit bus took a side trip to a scale at the local recycling center; weighing the bus with and without Washington aboard.
Days later came word the county was suspending his service. Washington and his wheelchair exceed a 600 pound weight limit.
“I've been using that service for 5 years without a single incident,” said Washington. “So why
Doing The DishesSteve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be.
Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him.
"No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them."
Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents.
His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he
Another From My Dear Friend Agem4life. Please Show Her Some Love If You Don't Have Her Added Already!Have you met Beth aka AngelGurl yet? If you haven't then this is your special invitation to go check out a very special and incredible lady!
She is TRULY an Angel and I am so honored and blessed to have had her as my FU Owner for the month of March. Even tho this month is just about over and she will no longer "own me", the friendship we have developed will only continue to grow.
So now...for my last time this month....Go give this awesome woman plenty of love!
'AngelGurl' FU Owner of aGEM4life
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Take alook at some that I've done below and if you'd like one...Fupal me 10,000 fubucks along with your link and the link to the photos you'd like to use to make up your very OWN comic! :)
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Selfish -asia CruzLet's Start By Correcting Ya Tone
Lower Ya Finger, Don't Be Comin' At Me
With Condescending Demeanor
We Both Know That Ya Dead Wrong
And What Makes It Worse You Don't Even Have The Nerve
To Ever Say That You're Sorry
You're Never Wrong And I'm Never Right And
You Win All The Rounds And Every Fight
That's Why
Can't Stay Another Day When You're Always
Getting Your Way, You Just Keep Getting Your Way
You Just Keep Getting Your Way, Ya Selfish
So I Decided Not To Get In Your Way
It's Time To Do It My Way And That Means
Getting Away From You, Ya Selfish
How Is It That You Can Look At Us And Only See You
You Can Look At One But, Never Would You Ever See Two
You Can Live A Lie And Never Be True
It's So Funny Now, How Completely I Can See You
You're Never Wrong And I'm Never Right And
You Win All The Rounds And Every Fight
That's Why
Can't Stay Another Day When You're Always
Getting Your Way, You Just Keep Getting Your Way
You Just Keep
HorsesWell, my friend was in a car accident with her bf one evening...to no fault of theirs some dipshit ran a red.
He's been in critical condition for over a week, punctured lung, fractured ribs, two broken legs...he's lucky he is still here. She, on the other hand has a broken arm...3 places, and a fractured ankle. My friend has 8 kids, uh huh you read it right. Triplet boys for her first, then a single birth (a boy), triplet girls (unfortunately one didn't make it), then frat twins ...yes it would be difficult for her to fend for herself with 8 kids. So I went out there to help.
While I was there one of the triples boys Jacob asked me if I would take he and Johnathan horseback riding. So I said sure. I know how to handle a horse i was born and raised on a farm in Canada. We had horses and I was used to riding. So Anyhow, I get them all ready...get the horses saddled up. This one horse that Brianne said to take was a big huge bugger. Anyhow, she said use what she calls the we
Stop LossWHAT IS YOUR OPINION ON STOP LOSS? DO YOU THINK THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED SHOULD HAVE TO GO BACK FOR ANOTHER TOUR OF DUTY? I HAVE A NEPHEW IN THE MILITARY & HE JUST WENT TO AFGANISTAN, I HOPE HE DOESN'T HAVE TO GO BACK WHEN HE IS DONE. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OK. BECKY
Maybe..Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe .. when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.
Maybe .. you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one
Poem/una Poesia/ein Gedicht/een Gedicht/un Poème/Поэма/et Dikt*Italian:
La manco. Una poesia. .........
L'adoro ama adoro le stagioni dei venti, Come le stelle adorano il cozmos e come Dei hanno nascosto dei segreti dal sole, voglio l'accarezzare delicatamente e dolcemente accarezzare non solo il suo spirito, Ma sentire il calore del suo corpo vicino per scavare, tenendo ed abbracciando col collegamento di una serratura ed una chiave di vita ed ama così lei non lascerà mai Andare.
Sono stato doluto prima, e con la sua fede in me, devo imparare a fidarsi di dovrei aver realizzato ormai che Lei non è un dare nella lussuria. Sbaglio delle verità per le bugie. Ho molti
difetti e molti dinieghi. Rilasciare la mia anima tenuta profonda entro
Sebbene fino ad ora lei ha toccato il mio cuore, anche se siamo delle miglia e delle miglia a parte, non rinunceremo mai o saluteremo, Ricorda insieme, la luna nel cielo, il Suo cuore una parte di me e miniera di
lei, Con che solo, non sentiremo così blu, i miei pensieri ed i sogni l'hanno riempita di
For All The LadiesI appreciate all good women, that is why I wrote this. I want you all to know that I care, even those that don't even comment on my page. I just want the women to know how different I am than other men, apologizing for all boys that think they are men but don't deserve the title. If you think that I am wrong men then leave me a comment on what you think. Ladies especially cause like I said this was wrote with you in mind.
Hall Of Fame For 2008Complete WWE Hall Of Fame Ceremony Report
Date Added: March 29, 2008
Story By: Steve Carrier
Tonight's report is being written by PWInsider.com's Mike Johnson and Buck Woodward.
WWE is selling several special Ric Flair shirts, one listing every star he defeated for a World title and the other reading "Thank you Ric."
The ceremony started 10 minutes late.
The Rock is up first.
After a video package, Todd Grisham introduced The Rock who received a monster standing ovation. The crowd chanted "Please Come Back". Rock seemed genuinely moved and thanked everyone humbly before whipping out his trademark "Finally the Rock has come back to Orlando."
Rock said he wanted to congratulate all the new Hall of Famers tonight and seeing everyone tonight, shouting out Steve Austin. The crowd chanted "One More Match" at them. Rock asked the crowd if they wanted to see them wrestle one more time. Fans chanted "Austin-Rocky". Rock said he loved Austin and they headlined three Wrestlemani
BlondeA trucker came into a truck stop cafe and placed his order. He said, "I want three flat tires, a pair of headlights, and a pair of running boards."
The brand new, blonde waitress, not wanting to appear stupid, went to the kitchen and said to the cook, "This guy out there just ordered three flat tires, a pair of headlights, and a pair of running boards. What does he think this place is, an auto parts store?"
"No," the cook said. "Three flat tires mean three pancakes, a pair of headlights is two eggs sunny side up, and running boards are two slices of crisp bacon.
"Oh, OK!" said the blonde. She thought about it for a moment and then spooned up a bowl of beans and gave it to the customer.
The trucker asked, "What are the beans for Blondie?"
I LOVE THIS ONE..........
She replied, "I thought while you were waiting for the flat tires, headlights, and running boards, you might as well gas up!"
FOR ONCE, THE BLONDE GETS EVEN AND HAS THE LAST WORD!
Random Agreesrandom agreement with Dawn about the nosey ass drama whores @ work.. that is all!
Are We That DifferentWHAT GIRLS WANT GUYS T REALIZE:
When she stares at your lips
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and say ily ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep ]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yours
Too Sweetwritten by a guy
To all women, written by a guy:
?We don't care if you talk to other guys.
?We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
?But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
?It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
?We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do
get a little concerned.
?Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
?Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
?Don't tell us we're wrong.
?We'll stop trying to convince you.
?The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
?Yeah, you can quote me.
?Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expec
Remove The CurseAn old man goes to the Wizard to ask him if he can remove
a "Curse" he has been living with for the last 40 years.
The Wizard says "maybe, but you will have to tell me the
exact words that were used to put the curse on you."
The old man says without hesitation
"I now pronounce you man and wife".
Who Am IWho am I?
I am neither you nor me
I am neither captive or free
I’m not boring but really not funny
You see,
I don’t know who I am
I’m not stupid but not very smart
Not all together but not totally falling apart
Some say I’m cold but others see my heart
Why can’t I figure out
This person that I am?
Confused sometimes and clear the rest
I always feel like I’m living a test
Walking through life? Or a tidy little mess?
Who am I?
Neither here nor there
Neither plain or full of flare
I’m an original trying to make it
In a world trying to take it
But I won’t let them break it
’Cuz that wouldn’t be
Who I am
Mouth Dropping I Couldnt Beleive It!Be sure to read the very last line after the photo
A truck was traveling down the highway at around 1 o'clock in the morning near Tulsa, Oklahoma.
Motorcyclist was traveling at ~120mph and ran into the back of the moving semi-truck..
Truck driver said he felt the impact, and it took almost a 1/4 mile for him to pull over.
This is what he found...
He lived. wear your helmet!
Kushism1.what u want never can have so deal with the 1 u got.
2.life bites on u the azz it's up 2 u..2 bite back
3.there pleanty of pain in life but for it all better 2 know pleasure that came before the pain.
4.being ur self get youre self get 2 things rejected or misunderstood.
what a kushism..my own way of saying things
My InterpretationMy interpretation of love
Is to crace something that's so far away
Such as the perfect man
That will come home to you everyday
Or a female that will be real
And always stay true
So my interpretation of love
Is a lust that is stretched by what we do
Love is imaginary at the begining
Then reality slaps you in the end
Love is disquised as that one person
That pretends to be your best friend
So to me love can only last so long
A couple weeks, months, or years
Then it's all the sudden gone
And you're the one left in tears
So i can't say i believe in love
But i do believe in lust
Because it's the one thing
That we can always trust
It will be there physically
and even emotionally too
So think of a persons lust
The next time they say "I Love You"
April Fool PranksRing your friend before he / she goes to work and say " I'm so sorry to hear you got fired ! " - Act surprised they didn't know yet.
Wet a tissue with milk and run around holding the tissue to your eye pretending you stuck your pen in your eye, when somebody comes close, squeeze the tissue to make the Milk spurt out all over the place.
Place Cling-film over the toilet seat - an old prank but a good one !
Ring your friend and pretend to be from the local GPs office. Tell them they might have Newcastles Disease ( a chicken disease - don't tell them that ).
Sign somebody up to an embarrasing email newsletter.
Go around the office and tell random people that a particular person (e.g. your friend) wanted them to drop over at 11am - they will be surprised when 50 people drop around to their cubicle at once.
Start a rumour that your company is being taken over and loads of staff will be made redundant. Watch the onset of panic.
Put loads of Pencil (scribble and really bui
Master & SlaveA World Of Absolutes
By Jack Peacock
The world around us is one of situational ethics and malleable values. Everything is relative to the moment. The professed standards for today are compromised tomorrow for the sake of expediency. Some people thrive in an environment like that, while others feel as if cast adrift, struggling to stay afloat by clinging to a few straws of consistency. Some of us find those straws in a Master-slave relationship.
An M-s lifestyle is one of absolutes. One's role in life is precisely defined. Obligations and privileges are spelled out in unambiguous terms. Two people enter into a partnership where one will take the lead, and the other will follow in support. There are no vacations, no time outs, no reversal of positions. Laws and rights are irrelevant; no outside agency dictates how they will live. The structure of their lives together is based on the trust, and faith, each one has in the other.
A Master leads. Not just when it's easy or fun.
100 Things All About Me1. FULL NAME?: Ashley Maria Johnson
2. NICKNAME?: Ash
3. D.O.B?: December 29, 1989
4. P.O.B?: Washington, D.C.
5. ZODIAC SIGN?: Capricorn
6. M OR F?: Female
7. GRADE?: College Frosh
8. SCHOOL?: Villanova University
9. OCCUPATION?: student
10. RESIDENCE?: Fedigan (at the moment)
11. Yahoo SCREEN NAME?: asherdoodle
12. HAIR COLOR?: dark brown
13. HAIR LENGTH?: Medium-Long
14. EYE COLOR?: Brown
15. BRA SIZE?: 36DDD
16. HEIGHT?: 5’5â€
17. BRACES?: nope never
18. GLASSES?: Nope
19. PIERCINGS?: Both ears, tragus
20. TATTOOS?: Nope
21. RIGHTY OR LEFTY?: Righty
»»»â—My Firstsâ—«««
22. FIRST BEST FRIEND?: Michelle Cunha
23. FIRST AWARD?: some sort of ribbon in 2nd grade
24. FIRST SPORT?: Soccer
25. FIRST PET?: Snoopy…a beagle of course
26. FIRST NEEDLE?: in my butt when I was a baby
27. FIRST CONCERT?: U2
28. FIRST LOVE?: Alex Esteban
»»»â—Favorite Thingsâ—«««
29. MOVIE?: The Devil Wears Prada
30. TV PROGRAM?: Lost
31. COLOR?: Pink, blue,
Only Two Choices!!!!!Ok well everyone has been asking what's up with me......so here's your chance to find out!!!! I imagine you are wondering why this is titled Only Two Choices...and if you read on then you will get the answer to that question!!!! So shall we get started?
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Hey Ladies and Gents!!!! I'm Lil Tiger aka Jess!!! Which i hardly go by!! Specially if you know me and know me well you don't call me by my name......you call me by the many others i go by!!! I am a 30 year old single mom who has 2 beautiful little boys ages 5 and 2!!! Those little guys are my world and the only reason why i am still on the face of this Earth!!! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT!!!! IF it WASN'T for those two ANGELS......You wouldn't be reading this!!!! They are my Angels in Disguise!!!!
I have been divorced for the second time for almost 2 years now and really planning on ever making that MISTAKE a 3rd time!!!! I'm not here looking for love or online romance cause pp
11's And Blings
>
Here's the deal.....
I will offer all of my 11's to whomever brings me a Bling Pack.
If I receive more then 1 Bling Pack,
I will notify you of when your will be getting your 11's.
They will be given in order of Packs received.
** Hugs **
( It works out for everyone involved and 11's will ONLY be given during a HH )
Mystic Illusions ..:: One Of The Original FuBunnie Family Members ::..@ fubar
I Went Ahead And Bit The Bullet...Got my tongue pierced today...!!!
=D
didn't hurt as much as my eyebrow did...but maybe because of the 800mg of ibuprofin I took after...
pics later.
Why Do The Idiots Bother?Seriously didn't come back to the site for the usual suckful drama, that I seemed to of stepped into tonight.
Came back to be me and chat with the friends that I had before a real stalker nerved me with his utter bs over and over again.
I cut the line and then walked it away from him totally. Sadly there are others wishing to step into the stalkers place.
So close to shutting my page down to friends only and keeping the ones that I do have that don't walk the sexual bs that is so strong on this site.
Even though my doesn't say it I've been here over a yr and then a little more.
I know my real friends from here won't let me go, hence why I got to thinking of coming back for them. Not the game players, the liars and the people who clearly deceive even themselves to be on this site.
I draw this line for you now when I say I'm not interested it means just that. I won't feed your little ideas of how or what you think I should be. I'm not your play thing!, never
Fuck StarbucksRecently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee.
So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house.
If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know.
Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more.
Semper Fidelis.
Sgt. Howard C. Wright
1st Force Recon Co
1st Plt PLT
PLEASE DON'T DELETE T
I Dream"I Dream"
I Dream of............
The taste of your kiss!!
The smell of your hair!!
The scent of your flesh!!
The feel of your skin!!
The beating of your heart beat!!
The way you look at me!!
The warmth of your body next to mine!!
But the thing I dream the most of........
Is the day you hold me in your arms finally and tell me that you are mine forever!!!
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THIS IS SENT OUT TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE WHO WILL REMAIN NAMELESS!!!! MUCH LOVE!!!! LOVE YOU BUNCHES XOXOX!!!
Who Really Cares.I'm so tired of people acting like they care. it seems like they only care when it benefits them. I truly belive that people are users. I'm begining to think that i'm no better than all those people.
Would You?If I needed you would you be there for me?
If my world were in turmoil would you help me?
If I cried all night long would you come dry my tears?
If I didn't show my face would you come search for me?
If one day i were not there, would you even care?
4/2/08
Read Me Plzok if u faned/rated me den plz leave me a comment here or send me a message cuz im lost on who i have n havent faned or rated
Hold You Down-j.lo/fat Joe[Verse 1]
[Jennifer:]
Now you've been holding me down
For such a long time now
From back then
To now in my story
Straight from the hood
You've always been there for me
And ya had my back
(When they) Back when everybody said
I wasn't anything
It was you who had me holdin' on
No matter what was goin' on
So no whatever ya need I got you
[Fat Joe:]
Reminiscing that 6 train from way back
Now its sky blue phantoms and stretch may backs
Sweepin' them floors in them Bronx apartments
Mira esta que on that red carpet
With Pun died you was the first to call me
I never told you but you was there for me
Whatever you need, I'll be there for you
Crack - I got ya back for real (True story)
[Bridge]
[Jennifer:]
Now my loyalty, will always be
With you, if you just promise me
That you'll stay real just like you are
'Cause baby you don't have to change (no)
[Chorus]
[Jennifer:]
You don't know how much you mean to me
Whenever you down
You know that you can lean
Why!?!?!Why do i try so hard?
Why do i care so much?
Why do i love so much?
Why do i have such a big heart?
Why is love like this?
Why cant i forget?
Why cant i let go?
Why does it have to hurt?
Why?
LoversThey lie there entwined in a lover's embrace
the moonlight bathes them in alabaster glow
sweat drenched,wanting,lying face to face
exploring illicit pleasures
She stares deep into his wicked soul
Devilish green eyes ablaze with lust
nails down her back like fire
In time with each earth shattering thrust
She gasps,arching her back
feeling his rigidness between her nectar soaked thighs
His hands greedily pawing at her perfect breasts
relishing in his lover's euphoric cries
She bucks ever faster
her lithe body almost spent
drowning his manhood
with her intoxicating scent
Her legs quake from orgasm
sending forth a heated shriek
falling forward onto her lover
calm,sated but weak
She kisses him gently
as they cuddle beneath the covers
savoring the moment
when friends at last become lovers
Huh?This place is funny. The only place I have seen were someone can send you a mean mail and then block you so you can't respond. Maybe we all should just grow a set and try to work things out instead of yelling and then blocking. Oh well, life goes on. I just thought it was funny.
First EntryOnce upon a time she believed in fairy tales and happy endings
Now those days have long since passed.
she used to believe that there was someone who could love her
But that feeling was never meant to last
The fire on the inside, burns away the last ounce of hope
The ashes of her past still smolder, leaving the thick grey smoke
her heart is just an empty shell devoid of salvation
All of the love has disappated with the last words she spoke
Alone again, this time forever.
sheknows this is how it must end
All chance at finding the One is gone now
her heart will never mend
So now she will simply vanish into the shadows
Forever to wander as a ghost of what she thought she was meant to be
Plagued by the thoughts of all she lost.
While she remains unbound, she shall never be truly free
Standings As Of March 30, 2008Sprint Cup Series
Official Standings
Pos. Driver Points Behind
1. +3 Jeff Burton 915 Leader
2. +1 Kevin Harvick 876 -39
3. -1 Greg Biffle 855 -60
4. +1 D Earnhardt Jr. 846 -69
5. -4 Kyle Busch 831 -84
6. +1 Tony Stewart 811 -104
7. -1 Kasey Kahne 786 -129
8. +7 Denny Hamlin 758 -157
9. +5 Jeff Gordon 749 -166
10. +3 Jimmie Johnson 746 -169
11. -3 Ryan Newman 741 -174
12. -3 Clint Bowyer 740 -175
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Roller CoasterWhen I was a child too small to ride, I would stand and longingly stare at the roller coasters, my older brother always rode on.
I remember standing there sad that I couldn't ride too. Oh how I wanted to be big enough.
Funny thing is, when I got "big enough" I became to chicken to ride! At the parks, I avoid the lines of the screaming monsters. tee hee
Some roller coasters cannot be avoided though....parts of LIFE is a roller coaster.
My ride has been a real doozy here lately.
Destiny however has placed in the car with me dear friends to hold my hand and keep me calm.... and even give me the courage to sit back and even appreciate the ride.
Thank you friends.... YOU know who YOU are!
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YummyYou Are a Red Velvet Cake
Rich, decadent, and sensual.
You have a deep appeal that transcends all trends.
You are the definition of passion: intense, adventurous, and seductive.
What Kind of Cake Are You?
25 Reasons Why I Owe My Mother....25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .
'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning.'
2. My mother taught me RELIGION .
'You better pray that will come out of the carpet.'
3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL .
'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!'
4. My mother taught me LOGIC .
' Because I said so, that's why.'
5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC .
'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.'
6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT .
'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.'
7. My mother taught me IRONY
'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.'
8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS .
'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.'
9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM .
'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck
Please Im Beggin UHey everyone,
so i nominated myself for the mom of the year thing.....i want to win so i can put the money into a fund for the kids college i think it would rock!! so please please
vote for me every single day i havent been on here for as long as some
of the other women so they are way up on me in points and if you think anyone else will vote for me then please forward the email!! thanks and love to you all
Jessica
here is the link: http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Jessica-C-11035
What If Tomorrow All The Thing Were Goneyeah we all have done things to hurt ourselves or evern someones elses life. weve all mad wrong choicees and decisions. me it all started at 16. i was one of those guys that no one liked. i got kicked out of lame ass high school bc a bunch of racial ass monkeys decided it was cute to crack lame ass wise ass jokes on my as. but dont worry i threatended to blow their heads off and that night i followed them home and went to their house and beat the fuck out of them with my friends from college i had met. lmfao. after that no one fucked with my ass. i had met thsi girl jessica. man i though she was the shit. until sh started hitting on my younger brother then i dropped her ass like a bad outs hell and sent her home crying to little mommy. the point is ive had a rough rough life. growing up in a huge middle of no where farm our in summerset ky. my biologiscal parents melested me and my siblings. long story short i was adopted at 16. got kicked out of high school and met a well i though w
Fairytale Of LoveOnce upon a time, in the land of my dream
There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen
He followed his quest and he searched all lands through
He searched for his love, he knew would be true.
She would have eyes like diamonds, yet dark and so deep
The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet
She would have hair like an angel, both raven and long
She will bring to his heart, love's simple song.
He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell,
To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells.
He begged this magician, by all that is right,
Find me my love, my soul's true delight.
She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time,
Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine,
The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved,
Was not a mere princess, but an angel from above.
He said all the magic I have in my power
Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours
He said you should ask for the heavens to send
One of God’s perfect creatures, for your quest t
RealityI think I'd like you to be in my bedroom with me. I have ceiling to floor mirrors on my wardrobe and I'd like you to be sitting like we were in the bath so that you could see yourself cupping me and stimulating my nipples and occasionally slipping your fingers further down and dipping into me. I'd reach back and kiss you then you'd move your lips to my nipples and cup me with your other hand, slipping it back and forth from front to back and repeat swapping hands as you swap nipples. This goes on for quite a while until I am virtually dripping on your hand.
I then turn around and slip down your body - you continue to watch me in the mirror as I get up on all fours and lean down to lick you. You were quite soft but a few licks later and you point right up to your navel. I lick you like a lollipop - starting at the bottom at your balls and swirling up to the top - catching all the drips. I love to eat your cum - you kiss me so that you can taste it too. You get bigger and I'm itching
SoldiersThey came from all across this great land
To answer the call and for freedom stand
Their color and race,they quickly do blend
As for the right of freedom they were asked to
defend
The jobs they must learn are no easy task
For pity or mercy they will not ask
Through all the toils,tears and sweat
They stand proudly together with no regret
Standing and waiting for our nations call
Knowing that in battle some will return and others
will fall
Being called upon to protect a foreign land
Ready to protect others freedom and to make a
stand
Many a proud kin sits back at home and all alone
Hoping that they will all be able to return home
The weather means nothing to them as they work
Performing their duties and none do they shirk
Some will be given an unwanted task
and their depression they will surely have to mask
Some follow in the steps of their proud family
members
and the deeds that they accomplished are all fond
r
First OneOh yes he did, NOT once, but TWICE! The SLUT of FUBAR (and yes he is THE BEST SLUT AROUND) is having two Happy Hours. One on Saturday, 9 p.m. PST and the other Wednesday at 7:00 p.m. PST...thats two chances to go RATE, FAN, ADD and do WHATEVER to this sexy slut! SO SPANK him HARD people! And don't worry, he likes it rough :D
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AsswipesOK this is an adult site right??? well guess what....I DONT ask YOU to come look at my pics....thats your choice.....however if you come look at them BEFORE you become a ASSWIPE and flag it at least RATE it or COMMENT IT....I cant believe the amount of CHICKEN SHIT wankers that do this.....BE an ADULT or stay the FUCK OFF MY PAGE
Please ReadMy new friend TinkerbelleMN84 is hosting a happy hour tonight at 7pm FUTIME.....check this out......
UPDATE!!! I am adding to my offer!!!...I REALLY WANT MY FIRST HH TO ROCK SOOO in addition to my offer below I will give 6,000 fubucks for EVERY 100 photos(rated 10)/stash rated!!!(you must message me after every 100)I have quite a few photos/stash so this could be a LOT of fubucks here so save your rates for my first HH!!!!!(if you're saving for spotlight this could help you out!) But remember this offer is only good during my HH Sat. @ 7pm fu-time!!!
I am hosting my very first Happy Hour!!!! On Saturday April 5th @ 7pm Fu-Time!!! Now this is really big for me so I want to make it a great one! SO here is the deal! I have a folder with 100 penguin photos in it that I have titled HH Rate-A-Thon. So here is my offer if you rate all 100 11's I will give you 12,000 fubucks, if you rate all 100 10's I will give you 6,000 fubucks! As soon as you finish you have to send me a private m
God BlessHOW DO YOU FIND GOD?
HOW DO YOU HEAL YOUR OWN LOST SOUL?
HOW DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE FORGIVE YOU WITHOUT DEMANDING IT?
HOW DO YOU LOVE SOMEONES WHO PUSHES YOU AWAY?
WHY DO WE HOLD TIGHT TO THE THINGS SO DEAR AND CLOSE TO US AS IF WERE AFRAID OF LOOSING THEM?
HOW DO YOU LOVE A WOMEN?
HOW DO YOU FIGHT FOR THE FREEDOMS AND BELIEFS YOU SWEAR TO PROTECT WHEN HOPE SEEMS LOST?
"the Legend Of Zelda"Legend Of Zelda:Twilight Princess November 1st 2006 Intro:
CG Zelda Movie - "Dark Sage":
Legend of Zelda Fanmovie:
Zelda "Hero of Time" Coming Soon:
Zelda Ocarina of Time on Halo Custom Edition:
Hosting My Second Auction!Hey everyone I am hosting my second auction since the first one was so much fun!! If you want to be in the auction I will need you to send me a private message with a link to the picture you want me to use as your auction picture, and I will also need your offer for whoever may bid on you. I am also charging a 25K entry fee that you will need to pay before you join the contest. The opening bids will be 50K fubucks so you will get it back as long as someone bids on you. The person bidding on you may bid with fubucks or cash prizes such as VIP/blasts/or even a HH!! So think of some good offers. Some common ones are:
-Rate all stash/pics during a HH
-Add to Family/Top Friends
-Add to Yahoo
-Personal Salutes
You do what ever you want to do!! Once I get 10 people then it will open and be open for one week!!
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Things In GeneralWell for all who may (or may not) be interested, things here are going well (except for Joey's feet of course).
My training as a manager has taken an upward swing at work. We have recently lost 2 managers so I will be getting trained a bit faster now (or so I'm told). I am hoping that it will be expidited because I feel like I'm really not learning much of anything as things stand right now. But my boss assures me that it won't be long and the "real" training will begin.
I got a small raise at work a couple weeks ago and that is helping, but these trips to the hospital sure don't.
Brandy and Aaron are doing well and Mary is doing ok. The boys are... well as usual very uncomunicative, but doing ok as far as I know.
Hope all is well with all of you, tc and God Bless.
A Single Red RoseThis Single Red Rose
Dedicated to my unknown Lover
By Elena McDaniel Lee
This single red rose I give to you,
To show how my love is very true.
This single red rose is to show how I feel.
This single red rose tells you my love is real,
And so before you here I kneel
The red in the rose represents my heart,
It is given to you and will never depart.
The single red rose represents one heart that I
give to you,
Tells that you are my love which is so true.
I have one God, and one heart, one life and one
true love
and that is you.
This single red rose comes from my heart.
This feeling for you was there from the start.
And our life together is my dream to be,
For I love you, look in my eyes and you will see,
you are the only one for me.
Will you marry me?
Gotta Love HimI am up for Rent! Yea you can Rent me for a week!
Just another way to get me in the
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Now this awesome guy was the first to get in on the Action!
He is a Marine who is always there for his friends! He will jump right into the fire for you! But honestly he is a
but shhhhh don't tell him I told you.
Now click his pic(see above :P)or his link(see below) and go show him some love! He deserves it!
gota,love,me&greeter@sincity&owner.of.the.black.roze&enforcer@thebrat.cave.fuhubby2fubrat.plzR/A/F@ fubar
Acknowledge Dept.I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received."
I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.
Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.
The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them. "I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.
Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door
PlzPla make me a VIP. Is there any men out there that would make me a Vip ???
My 1st Hh Comin April 9thOMG!!! COBRA CHRIS IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR
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♫♫COME ADD FAN AND RAPE HIM DURING HIS HAPPY HR AND YES LADIES HE ♥’s STALKERS♫♫
COBRA CHRIS’ HAPPY HOUR WAS BROUGHT TO U BY HIS FU-OWNER DREAMING IS BELIEVING GIVE HER SOME FU-LOVES TOO !!!
Dreaming is believing! Wishing on ★ ★
135 PoundsI have loss 135 pounds so far if you are interested send me a message
I Need Your Help!I need your help! I'm in a "Best Tattoo" contest. All I ask is for you, my Fu friends and family and fans to click on the link and drop me a rate and some comments. I don't even care if it's 1, 10, or 100 comments. Every little bit helps! If you help me out, drop me a private message (no shoutbox) and let me know that you did so. I will be sure to return the love! Thanks guys!
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Be sure to drop by the Host's page and show her some love, too!
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My WifeThis is my wife nic.....she is my best friend...I love her with all my heart.....everyone should go show her some love or ill kick ur arse!bahahahahahahaha
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I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND IVE EVER HAD....SHE HAS SUCH A BIG HEART!
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Hope..the mother fu#king princess(Wife to nic&Chris&ash)2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions*Major*@ fubar
Anti-flagthat show was pretty awesome if u dont say so my self well yah i was being all adolescent and screaming at the band members they prolly thot i was all pshyco or something lol~
Without YouI'm driving home from work
Knowing you're not there
I used to hurry home
Now I don't even care
The sun is in my eyes
So I can't see
But when it sets down behind the
Mountain it's gonna be
My first night without you
Oh... without you
I sit here like a fool
Remembering everything
The way we used to talk
The songs that we used to sing
I've got to try and leave
The past behind
But my memory's so good
I think that I'm losing my mind
And I wonder what I'll do
Oh... without you
Will I be able to sleep
Will I lie in my bed and weep
What if I forget
And reach for you
Will I dream about you
My first night... my first night
My first night without you
And I wonder what I'll do, oh...
My first night without you
And I wonder how I'll get through
Oh... without you
Cyndie Lauper
220Today's Quote
Many of our fears are tissue-paper-thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them.
-Brendan Francis
Seether-fake ItThe one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self esteem along the way
Good god, you're comin' up with reasons
Good god, you're draggin' it out
Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down...
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite
And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good god, you're comin' up with reasons
Good god, you're draggin' it out
Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down...
And just fake it, if you're out if direction
Fake it, if you don't belong here
Fake it, if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite
Whoa, whoa
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it with the best of 'em all
I can fake it with the best of anyone
I can fake it all
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THE Slut of fubars' Auction is closed!
First! A HUGE Thanks to everyone that participated & all you bidders!! And a special thanks to Always Alone for paying so many entry fees!!
And on to the winners.... please make payments within 24 hours!
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For 30 day blast & 80k fubux
Thank You For Your Help!!for Those That Have Helped M!!eI have been sick these last couple of days!! i havent been staying on for very long to even have time to bomb my own contest!! For those that have helped me with your comments and rates and you know who you are!! I thank all of you from my heart!! My computer has been acting slow to these last couple of days as well!! My son has been under the weather to!! i hope to be myself in the next few days or so!! Much Love To My Demon Crew Family!!
Carol
W.t.fok i am really getting pissed about my marrage.
its a one way street, she can plan a new life with another man and talk to exc. exc. exc even meet secretly with them from what i have seen so far but i cant even talk to my best friend who happens to be a female???
i was told by someone who is wise that you cant stop someone from doing something if they want it so what ever she chooses is on her i just want to be happy for once.
what she does is not cheating in her eyes but it is in mine and she says I'm cheating simply cause my best friend likes to go picture message happy.
i wish she would make up her mind soon cause its not right
221Today's Quote
Cherishing children is the mark of a civilized society.
-Joan Ganz Cooney
Just Something FunnyOnly women will be able to relate to this..... But this is what takes us so long in the bathroom:
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied.
Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall.
You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you care fully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance."
In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't ta
CourtI just came back from the court for my speeding ticket (grrrr, 90 day supervision blows, now I have to drive like an old man). I swear, most of those idiots must have Fubar accounts. I just remembered why I am so claustrophobic, esp when a nasty pedophile looking asshole had to sit right next to me, despite a whole empty row next to him. There was also a very Fubar looking chick that looked like she just fell off a pole. Yuckkk, my senses feel violated.
To Those Friends & Family From Diablo's Den, Just In Case U Miss The Thread In There...... Please Read......Hey ya'll, I believe by now you all know that I'm no longer workin in the Den.
I wanted to come in and post this though to let you all know that there's still
alot of you that I consider to be real friends and love you to death, you still
are my family, and in my heart always will be, ya'll know who ya are. lol.
I'm sorry that I had to resign from being Manager and DJ here, but it's something
I felt that was needed, for me. It , in no way means though that I've abandoned or
forgotten where my true 'home' is, and always will be, in my heart. And it also does
not mean that I've run off and abandoned or forgotten my true friends that mean so
very much to me and always will!
Diablo and I are still on good terms, as I'm sure he's told you or will if ya ask him.
He's always gonna be my Daddy D and friend/family, no matter where I end up at.
I have total respect for him. I wanna thank you, Diablo, for always being such a great
friend to me and always being there for me wh
04-09-08"The victim mentality creates the victim reality."
David Icke
Wednesday April 9th 2008Gods i hate prescriptions!!!!!!!
i keep gettin told that if i do not take these meds i can get very sick or something or stress hits ect. and yet no doctor to say yes refill his prescription he needs this to keep his BP down.
or he needs this to do this or that for his heart.
Instead i get FUCKING, GODDFAMNED, DELAYS!!!!
fucking god damn idiots! am almost ready to say fuck it all if i die i fuckin die
Choose Ur WordsLook im the only one that think what i say but still speak my mind respect other pplz but they dont know the time.
What worng with this world today where morals gone i feel so old.Cause the youth dont give a damn. it just gone in the wind words chill so cold ur lip frosted.
Excause if i use my brain more then holdin clouds weed smoke there alot thoughts some will choke donkey.
Sometimes im a%* only if u act like one cause im a-hole by nature.Naughty if u want it so .And im so cool as penguin nipple.
BUT my shout box is deadly so watch what u say im growen man that dont play kids games.
Some chicks can be so so lame and if mad im talking 2 u..have nice a day find a lame dude 2 chat 2.peace
Want To Stay FriendsNew account if you want to stay my friend and haven't already added me..here it is,Im deleting this one in 30 mins...
¤Miss Honeypie¤ ♫ ♪Misfits♪♫ ♥Tazz♥SlavetoJourny@ fubar
Today's Top Story9 April 2008
AMERICA, USA -- Last week, a new frontier in medicine was reached when former soldier Nick Chenevert was hit by a car, plummetted off a bridge 30 feet to the ground, and survived to tell the tale. Upon arriving at the hospital, Chenevert was shot in the head by Dr. Wanda Fang, who was simply "not in the mood" to treat his wounds.
Wanda speaks out about her decision to shoot Mr. Chenevert: "I saw him being wheeled in, with several limbs broken and a concussion, and I thought, 'damn, this is going to take at least an hour, and I want to get home and watch Scrubs!'" She was highly perplexed by this dilemma for several minutes.
Then, the solution hit her: "The other doctors and I could simply kill him! After all, he should have died anyway from such a huge fall, the little creep. So I asked a nurse to bring in a pistol for us, and we blew the little bastard's brains out." Chenevert's body was sanitarily disposed of in a dumpster behind the hospital.
"He decide
The Very Secret Diary Of Aragorn, Son Of ArathornThe Very Secret Diary of Aragorn, Son of Arathorn
By: Cassandra Claire
Day One:
Ringwraiths killed: 4. V. good.
Met up with Hobbits. Walked forty miles. Skinned a squirrel and ate it.
Still not King.
Day Four:
Stuck on mountain with Hobbits. Boromir really annoying.
Not King yet.
Day Six:
Orcs killed: none. Disappointing. Stubble update: I look rugged and manly. Yes!
Keep wanting to drop-kick Gimli. Holding myself back.
Still not King.
Day Ten:
Sorry no entries lately. V. dark in Mines of Moria. Big Baelrog.
Not King today either.
Day Eleven:
Orcs killed: 7. V. good. Stubble update: Looking mangy.
Legolas may be hotter than me.
I wonder if he would like me if I was King?
Day 28:
Beginning to find Frodo disturbingly attractive. Have a feeling if I make a move, Sam would kill me. Also, hairy feet kind of a turn-off.
Still not King.
Day 30:
In Lothlorien. Think Galadriel was hitting on me. Saucy wench.
Nice chat with Boromir. He’s n
Surveydepths of me.
Get to know me a little better. The questions that really help you to know me. Have fun.
If you could live in any other place, where & why?
Scotland, its beautiful (or in your pants)
What animal best represents you & why?
Pidgeon, I am above you, takin a shit
What is the craziest thing you ever did?
I plead the 5th
If you could meet anyone, who would it be & why?
God, to ask him if i'm goin to hell (kiddin, I know I do)
If you could go back in time & live in any decade, which would it be & why?
Prehistoric Era (dinosaurs)
If you could have any superpower what would it be?
To be invisible
Whos is your ultimate celebrity crush?
I hate celebrities
What color best represents you?
Red
What would your life's theme song be?
Cannibal Corpse- Fucked with a
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Know Your Inner TruthBefore we allow ourselves to be consumed
by our own regrets;
We should ALWAYS REMEMBER: "The Mistakes We Make In Life ARE NOT So Important As The Lessons We Draw & Learn From Them.
Incur the WRATH,
When given a choice
How do you choose?
How do you weigh one alternative above
another?
Your Values
Your Beliefs
Are what make Us WHO we are!!
Bonus!I was online checking out the band I've so wanted to see in concert, to which I have tickets to see tomarrow night, (yay!) and saw that 12 Stones will be performing also...Bonus!
I just wanted to write that RED is an excellent band and their debut albumn, end of silence, is something you should pick up and listen too. Their songs strike a chord with me...
It's not about screaming out the lyrics or trying to be something your not ie:Linken Park, (their new c.d. sucks ass and I for one am an idiot for buying it on the sole fact that their first two were great...dumb!)
Listen to "Let Go" by Red. Great Song :)
RaptureThere is a place for us
that no one else can enter.
It is a place that holds no secrets,
only beauty, peace, understanding.
A place that we come to,
thinking we are one,
only to have our souls
fused together for a moment.
And in that moment, I know you;
every pore, every pulse,
every thought, every fear.
And I love you more.
I feel myself laid bare before you,
and I feel content . . .
joyous that you are with me,
loving me in my nakedness.
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AmberBrainstorm, take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song
And it goes like
Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
You ought to know what brings me here
You glide through my head blind to fear
And I know why
You live too far away
Your voice rings like a bell anyway
Don't give up your independence
Unless it feels so right
Nothing good comes easily
Sometimes you gotta fight
Launched a thousand ships in my heart
So easy, still it's fine from afar
And you know that
Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
Whoa, I got to tell you something
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Tired Of It AllI'm so tired of people talkin shit about people when they don't even know the facts about them... If you're gonna talk shit don't be afraid to say it to the person first before you talk the shit... Grow up and get over yourselves... Look at yourself and your own life before you judge people...
Uwa Hardcore WrestlingI'm sure there are many professional wrestling fans out there, and this goes out to all of you. UWA Hardcore Wrestling is an independently run wrestling promotion in the Greater Toronto Area. They have run many shows in Mississauga, Toronto, and Bolton. I highly recommend checking them out, as they are some of the best shows I've ever been to. The shows are intimate in a smaller venue, close to 500 people attend each show.
They bring in the top independent wrestling talent in North America, and sometimes the world. UWA Hardcore has showcased international wrestling legends in their promotion such as Ultimo Dragon and Jushin Thunder Liger. They regularly bring in top talent from the United States such as Chris Hero, Claudio Castagnoli, Blk Out, Matt Cross, Josh Prohibition, Josh Abercrombie, Delerious, Arik Cannon, Ricky Reyes, Tyler Black, etc. They also bring in top Canadian talent such as Derek Wylde, Don Paysan, Lionel Knight, etc. UWA Hardcore also has a great working re
Have You Ever!!!Have you ever seen people having some sort of sex in a moving car?
No Air, Jordin Sparks Ft. Chris BrownTell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don'
Fully ConvincedIf you're having trouble taking action, it's probably
because you haven't fully convinced yourself that it
must be done. Once you truly convince yourself, you'll
most certainly make it happen.
Perhaps you think it's something that is important.
Yet there's a big difference between thinking it's
important and knowing, without the least bit of
doubt, that it must be done.
So if you're hesitant to take action, look within
yourself for the reason why. Have the courage, and
make the effort, to answer your own objections.
You may discover that you're not sincerely
committed to achieving the results your actions
would bring. And if that's the case, you can choose to
either find that commitment or to move on to
something else.
Your thoughts and actions are incredibly powerful.
And to focus them in a particular direction, you must
be absolutely convinced.
Convincing yourself is indeed a challenge, and that's
as it should be. For when you truly convince yoursel
Leaving FubarHI TO ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS,
I HAVE DECIDED THAT I AM LEAVING FUBAR. FOR PERSONAL REASONS ITS TIME TO MOVE ON, AND I AM GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY FRIENDS HERE IN THE BEST WAY I CAN.
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST OF LUCK IN YOUR PRESENT, AND FUTURE, AS I AM SURE I WILL FIND AS WELL.
I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO WORRY ABOUT ME OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, THIS ISN'T A BAD THING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, ITS JUST SOMETHING I NEED TO NOW DO (FOR THOSE THAT KNOW ME WELL, ITS A SCORPIO THINGS LMAO)
THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP, THE COMMENTS, THE SUPPORT, THE LOVE....IT WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU FOR MANY YEARS TO COME!
LOVE,
MIKE (AUSTINTOWNGUY)
If I Could...If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
AlwaysNever take them for granted
A real friend will always be there
Always thinking of you on every occasion
Continuously there through the good and bad
Never judging but always supportive
Real friends share their secrets, dreams and
heartaches.....
Laughing and sometimes crying together
Real friends "What would you do without them"
EvilAhh, my nite at work went from shitty to great within 10 minutes. Right after I was pestered to death to go to a casino ( I think thats what it was) by an old Chinese businessman with no lick of English, in come in 3 assholes-2 bitches and 1 dude.
At 2am.
"I need to get a room here for tonite, and the weekend" eye roll
"Uhmm...let me check the availability for these days"
"Ok, but we have to stay here, ok" total bitch expression on her face
"Oh, we are completely sold out (at 70 %, heehee). Sorry, guys, I can't help you, we have absolutely no rooms available" (tryin not to smile.
Buh Byes
My Opinions....heres a post from the indianapolis star newspaper...
Obama defends his 'small town' remarks...
TERRE HAUTE, Ind. -- Under attack by Republicans and the campaign of Hillary Rodham Clinton, Barack Obama tried Friday night to defuse a controversy over remarks he made earlier this week.
The issue erupted Friday when the Illinois senator's comments during a fundraiser in San Francisco became public -- words that described small-town Americans as clinging to religion, guns and other issues out of bitterness over their economic straits.
Firing back at critics from both parties who suggested he's an out-of-touch elite, a fired-up Obama said it's they who are out of touch.
"I'm in touch. I know exactly what's going on. I know what's going on in Pennsylvania. I know what's going on in Indiana. I know what's going on in Illinois," Obama thundered to a crowd of about 2,600 at North Vigo High School.
"People are fed up. They're angry and they're frustrated and they're bitter,
RestlessnessEach night I cannot sleep
I am so afraid of
what tomorrow may bring
That you will be gone
forever lost to me
no way to find you
tears flow each night
they don't ease my pain
only amplifying my suffering
soon I'll become exhausted
from shedding so many tears
that I will fall asleep
ever aware of my fears.
Christopher Wayne Rhea
Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea
Everyone Please Pray !My great nephew Alden was born on March 25th with Heart trouble. His parents ony held him for a few minutes before the flew him to Dupont hospital, a couple days after he had surgey on his little heart,he than was hooked up to so many machines,last week the doctors thought he was doing good so they tried to remove one of the machines than he crashed so they had to perfom another surgery. He is stable n improving but he isn't out of the woods yet.What I'm asking of you to do is pray that he has a chance to live and that his parentys get a chance to hold him in thier arms.
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Stalked."What the hell was that?!" Julia exclaimed, waking up in the middle of the night from yet another dream. Julia sat up in her bed and looked around. Her sheets had been tangled around her ankles, the comforter kicked to her cold, hardwood floor. She reached over her bed table to grab the glass of water she had put out hours earlier. Taking a sip, she realized just how dry her throat was. "That was intense," she thought to herself after getting situated back into her bed.
When Julia put her head back down to her pillow, it felt wet; warm, but wet. Turning her light on, she saw her pillow had blood on it. This wasn't old blood either, this was fresh. Confused, and very tired, Julia pulled the pillow case from her pillow and tossed it on the floor. Rolling to her side, Julia decided she would go back to sleep.
A few hours later, a decent morning hour, Julia awoke and walked into the kitchen. Her roommate, Lindy was already awake and madly cooking breakfast.
"Jules was someone in t
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PromisesYou Made Promises
Ones That I Thought That You Would Keep
Promises That Meant Something To Me.
Things Were Just Fine,
You Went and Ruined It.
I Put My Heart Into What We Had.
I Loved You More Then Anything,
Made You My Everything.
Then You Went and Broke My Heart.
Promised Me That I Would NEVER Lose You.
Promised That You Would Never Hurt Me,
Promised That You Werent Like the Rest,
When Put To The Test,
You ARE Like The Rest.
All Our ChildrenI've been sitting here watching so many happy children on different vids.I couldn't help but lend a thought to all the lil ones not so happy.So I have decided to do a repost.
Children everywhere..are precious spirits filled with enormous potential,gifts and light.Not at all perfect and yet...this is what makes them "perfect".
To be able to wander around mumbling to themselves and singing or acting out a role for play is a time we should all be able to have again so we might just appreciate the fact that as adults,we could get locked up for such things lol.
I love to watch a baby see something for the first time.The look of wonder on their faces and their eyes as big as saucers..truly inspiring!
Just today I was out doing the groceries and while I was deciding between products,I noticed a little person coming my way....on a mission lol.He was no more than 2 and yet he knew exactly what he was after and where he had to go to get it.Yep...the goodies aisle lol.His Dad follow
Great Fix For A Big ProblemRobin Williams, wearing a shirt that says 'I love New York ' in Arabic.
You gotta love Robin Williams......Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message.
Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!)
'I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan.'
1) 'The US will apologize to the world for our 'interference' in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good 'ole' boys', we will never 'interfere' again.
2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence.
3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs
Andrea YatesOk this bitch just pisses me off beyond belief and all her fuckin supporters telling me to "Feel sorry" for the bitch are out of there god damn minds!!!!! I mean come on now fucking feel sorry for her, the bitch drowned her 5 kids in a batht ub knowing full well it was wrong!!!!
Depressed or not is not an excuse for murder. And that is what she is, a flat out murderer. Yes she does have mental issues. But so do we all at times. I have had times, when o0o0o0o I wanted just to shoot my parents and bury there bodies out in the middle of west virginia sticks. But have I ever done it NO!!!! Cause I know it is wrong and that I would be caught.
She knew when she put that first child in the water and killed him that it was wrong. But did she stop with the one NO she put in her 4 other children and then layed them on the bed, except for the last which she left floating in the bathtub. Now does that sound like a sincere mother, to leave her dead child in a bathtub, lets just forget the f
Are You Representing???ARE YOU REPRESENTING???
Are you REPRESENTING???
So what\'s the deal with those hats that have your
area code on them...??? Seriously - is THAT the
best thing that you can possibly identify with?
What could someone possibly say to you if they saw you wearing the 305 cap?
OH YOU COME FROM 305!!! You live in Miami -
You must know Gloria Estefan!!! Well, maybe and
maybe not...
I come from Broward County... Yep, good \'ol 954 !!! Read More... ARE YOU REPRESENTING???
Car Accidentso i learn by what i see other doing around me....it explains a few things on why i am who i am
but so im driving and going the same distance as everyone else. guy infront of me slams on his brakes i slam on mine, mine lock up. i crash into him.
so now 2 months later still nothing has happened. we let him know that we were unaware but i was excluded from my moms insurance policy hes fine with that, hes a psychologist. so becuase im too chicken shit to take responsibility i refuse to talk to him beucase im embarrassed and feel real stupid. so my mom talks to him.....he tells her its going to be 1,005 an estimate to get his bumper fixed. so my mom writes a check and gives it to my dad to talk to the guy becuase he wanted her to write that it was just a partial payment.
so my dad looks at it and he calls up the guy chats with him. he decides not to send the check
so i call him up and tell him that i dont feel comfortable sending him that much money with no documentati
Borrowed Poetry...found On 360This was too beautiful not to "borrow"...tee hee
Love,
Here I am.
I am, here.
I've turned out my pockets, love.
I have nothing to give.
Therefore, nothing to lose.
I love you.
I have always, you know.
Before your name passed your mother's lips for the first time, it rang in my ears.....
Love,
I've turned out my pockets into fist fulls of dust.
I am nothing, offering you all that I am.
Willing to give what I have discovered of myself so far, and whatever is brought forth for eternity.
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Think we also need a name, so any suggestions team?
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AwesomenessSO I had to stay at work at my hotel all day, turns out that we are SOLD OUT< so I had to sleep 4 hrs on a buncha chairs put together in a meeting room, waking up every hour. Then I moped around for 7 hrs before it was my turn to start work at 11pm, but not til I fell asleep in the back office (coworker put a blankie over me, how sweet) at 9pm for 2 hrs. ANd then felt like SHIT for the next 8 hrs just to meet n greet the douches in the morning. Like I GAF about their petty problems, bwah. Just venting, i dont care that u dont care. BLah blah blah blah blah
By Your Side -sadeyou think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home
and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine
you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby
227Today's Quote
To fulfill a dream, to be allowed to sweat over lonely labor, to be given the chance to create, is the meat and potatoes of life.
-Bette Davis
Wacky Altercation Of The WeekLast night, I was at a function. I stepped out from the building in to the alley 'cause I was deep in thought about something, and needed a minute alone.
There was a woman in the alley, in business atire so probably also there for the function. You know how you stare at someone without even realizing that you're staring at them? That's what I was doing with this woman, mostly out of surprise at seeing another person in the alley. But I was so deep in thought that she wasn't really registering with me.
I guess the stare came across kind of ominous, 'cause she said, "You're not going to rape me, are you?"
This brought me out of my train of thought, and since I hadn't really "seen" her before I now quickly looked her up and down. I answered, "You? No."
You'd think she'd be relieved, but this chick actually started getting pissy about the whole thing. Mimicing my up-and-down glance of her, she demanded, "What the fuck is this?!"
I shrugged in response, and explained that I w
Auction!!!!Buy My bare ass for a month!!!
For the winning bidder:
I will put "Fu-Owned by(*****)", then add, fan, and rate everything the winning bidder has to rate, make a salute of any kind, and also leave daily profile comments... and depending on how much the winner bids, I will also buy a nice gift :D So what are you waiting for? Click My pic below and start Bidding!!! Good luck to You all :D
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Missing The Old Vip LoungeSo like the VIP lounge that was owned by DJMadMan and DJ Chas was the best, I felt like home there, then it had to close down, I wish it didn't, then a new remake of the lounge was created VIP 2 by DJ Creen, who is a complete jackass, now the lounge is set to private, which is gayyy, the VIP lounge was never like that, nor was the owner a dink. Madman knew I wouldn't start up any kind of shit.
I think the owner of the new lounge is being a complete turd, is should to be open to everyone, even me.
I shoulda created the lounge, and it would been alot better, I don't flip out on stupid things.
From Booboo....thank You!!.....sometimes You Get Lucky Enough.......Some times you get lucky enough too meet friends that will always be there no matter what.
Im lucky enough too have found some of them.
I want too thank all of you for hitting my page non stop.
I opened a rates folder too pay people too rate me. Being a leveler somedays not all love is returned. Everyone wants too level and you show them love too help them level but the love is not always shown back. There are some that try too do the best they can. As a leveler we dont do it for that we do it too help people because we want too.
We all wanna level up and being a higher amount to level its harder.
All of these people were in my shout box saying dont send me fubucks for rates or ill send them back.
Can you all help me show them the love they truely deserve.
Thanks for being great friends
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~Juggalette Angel ~
April 17, 2008My Cherished Friend
The stars in heaven shine so bright,
but did you know you were my light?
You helped me grow, you set me free,
you always saw the best in me.
And did you know when days were sad,
you always cared, my heart was glad.
My thoughts of you are always sweet,
and you have made my life complete.
You are my blanket from the storm,
your kind embrace will keep me warm.
No matter where our lives may go,
there is one thing that you should know.
That I will cherish my whole life through,
the heartfelt days I've spent with you.
Diana Louise Player
Copyright 1998
My PoemI'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD
IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW
I'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAM
UNDER SKIES OF BLUE
WHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTIC
MAGICAL IN A SENSE
WHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONE
AND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESS
SO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAY
ABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVET
INTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOON
BUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT IT
RIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHT
ON THE WINGS OF ANGELS
BUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHT
WHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLED
SAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEAS
OF DANGER AND DESPAIR
AND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
AND SMELL YOUR WIND TOSSED HAIR
FLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUN
TO DANCE UPON THE FLAMES
TO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSION
AND NEVER BE THE SAME
GLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZE
OF ROMANTIC WIND
AND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACH
TO MAKE LOVE IN THE SAND
LIVE WITH ME IN PARADISE
ENJOYING SUNSETS
ME AND YOU
I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD
IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW
My Weekendmy weekend
Well My weekend started off like all the same but today I was having a pool party. I cleaned the house and got the pool ready and guest started showing up and the beer and drinks start flowing. I grilled hamburges and hot dogs. I never seen so many people in my pool at once. It was a hot day so I think they just wanted to cool off. Well some started going home but my girl friend and her friend stayed and where hanging out at the pool. I started cleaning up the house a little then went to the pool deck with drinks for all. we sat there in the dark with only the moon shinning down on us. the ladies need another drink so off I was. When I came back I couldn't belive my eyes. My girlfriend was between her friends legs and licking her pussy and clit lick crazy. I sat the drinks down before I droped them and sat and watch the show. Lisa the friend seen me watching and said join in. beth my girlfriend stop for a sec. and said yes baby fuck me as I finish her off. Well shit I coul
Finally...faithFinally, William and I have worked out a plan to make this better. I hope that my fears will fade away in time, but we are not giving up on this and we are making it work. I have to give alot of myself for this to happen and although it scared the fuck out of me, sometimes you have to do what is necessary to make a life with the one you love. I can't imagine a day without him in my life, and I refuse to give up. RAWR. I have found out lately that I am a very weak person and I need to be able to open up and let people know what I need and want. I have never been with someone, other than a few close friends, that have cared what I wanted or needed. Its so new to me, it might take a bit to get used to it. Thanks to my love, I am learning and will try like hell. We will get back to the way we were someday and I can't wait. I have faith. Faith, love and devotion.
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My Globalsmy last night's global mumm spree ended with me not bein able to post any the whole day :(
At least I got em back
I Was RemindedI Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me
As we sat there silent
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay
Your eyes,
and the way them seems to read my thoughts
As we stand here now
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing
Mint Flavored Birth Control PillMint Flavored Birth Control Pill
The Cadbury's Candy Co. and Merk Drug Co. have combined to market the new Mint flavored birth controll pill that women may take immediately before sex.
The Pill will be distributed by the large major drug store chains and Wal-Mart's Pharmacies.
They're going to be called ...
Pre-Dick-A-Mints!
April 18, 2008Did Anyone Ever Tell You?
- Written by Carole Creswell -
1999
Did Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star
Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real
Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Many Times, When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad
For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, ~ Thinks You're Fine
Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Just How Much They Love You
Well, My Dearest " Online " Friend
Today I am Telling You
Pierced FingerSo as I am tryin to get out a piece of a 24GA metal wire from inside a spool, my finger goes inside the hole in the spool (no sexual connotations HERE), and the wire goes fishing hook style into my finger, making it impossible to take out. So now after a bloody mess I have a hole in my finger :(
The Real MeNOW I KNOW MOST OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE KNOW ME AS ONE PERSON AND SOME KNOW ME AS ANOTHER, WELL HERE IS THE REAL ME. I'M A VERY OUTSPOKEN PERSON WHO DOESN'T CARE IF I HURT YOUR FEELINGS OR ANYTHING IN THAT NATURE. I'M A VERY BITTER PERSON WHO IS NATURALLY UNHAPPY. I HATE ALL KINDS OF THINGS AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M SAYING THEN GIVE ME A SPOT TO MEET YOU AND I'LL COME FIND OUT HOW BAD YOU DON'T LIKE IT. I WAS FORCED TO GROW UP TOO QUICK AND WHILE BEING A YOUNG AGE I LEARNED THE TRUE NATURE OF PEOPLE. LIES, CORRUPTION, DECIETE, AND ALL THE NON SENCE. I ONLY HAVE ONE LOVE AND THAT'S MY LITTLE GIRL WHO I'VE GONE THROUGH TOO DAMN MUCH TO GET HER. AND SINCE THEN I'VE REALIZED HOW MUCH PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO LIE AND CHEAT TO GET THEY'RE OWN GAINS. SO NATURALLY I'VE ADAPTED TO SEEING THE WORST IN PEOPLE BEFORE KNOWING THEM. I KNOW IT DOESN'T SOUND THAT BAD BUT WHEN YOU FIGURE OUT THE TRUE NATURE OF PEOPLE THEN YOU KIND OF WANT TO PUKE. EVERYONE WEARS A MASK...ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE YOURS O
Dope - Die Motherfucker, DieI don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do
I don't need your resistance
I don't need your prayers
I don't need your religion
I don't need a thing from you
I don't do what I've been told
Your so lame why don't you
Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
I don't need your prison
I don't need your pain
I don't need your decision
So what should I do
I don't need your approval
I don't need your hope
I don't need your lectures
I don't need a thing from you
I'll be sorry when I'm old
You're so full of shit man
Just go
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
Boom
I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do
I'll be sorry so you've said
I'm not sorry
Bang You're Dead
Die mother fucker die mother fucker die
Die
Re: On Tour!RE: on tour!
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Mostly Autumn
Date: 18 Apr 2008, 15:25
Hi,Today starts the UK tour:18 Apr 2008 Robin 224 Apr 2008 Gloucester Guild Hall25 Apr 2008 Acom Theatre26 Apr 2008 Tavistock Wharf30 Apr 2008 Pacif Roads Arts Centre2 May 2008 The Stables3 May 2008 Cox’s Yard10 May 2008 Leicester Y15 May 2008 Limelight17 May 2008 Tyne Theatre18 May 2008 Liquid Rooms23 May 2008 Bury Met29 May 2008 The Brook30 May 2008 Arts Centre12 Jun 2008 Spa Centre13 Jun 2008 The Venue28 Jun 2008 Art Rock Festival20 Jul 2008 RockinbeerfestGo and see them! the new album will be shipped next week.You can still win 2 limited editions at< A href="http://home. hetnet. nl/~nickgielkens/who_symfoindex. htm">www. mostlypink. nlHave a nice weekend,Nick.
Daily MotivationTurning point
Your troubles can sometimes be your greatest blessings. Because those troubles will hound you relentlessly until you make valuable improvements.
Your troubles help you to see and understand your weaknesses. And that enables you to start transforming those weaknesses into strengths.
The best way to respond to trouble is not to curse it, but to do it one better. See each challenge as an opportunity to raise yourself to a higher level.
As with everything else, your troubles are what you make of them. You can choose to make each one a turning point to a more positive and fulfilled life.
Many of history's greatest accomplishments were responses to terribly difficult problems. Many of your own greatest advances have been in response to challenging situations.
Choose to find the positive possibilities in everything that comes your way. And no problems will ever be able to hold you back.
Back From TexasWell to those who care, I have a MAGNIFICENT time :-)! I spent 5 days with the most wonderful man on the planet! I don't think that the trip could have gone any better then it had! I am so excited about everything we have experienced together so far and am very much looking forward to our futures together!
I can only hope that everyone out there gets to be even half as happy as I am right at this very moment!
It is a little sad to be back in Ohio right now, because I miss everything about him! I miss him like crazy, but I know it won't be long until we are together again!
Baby, I love you so much!
When You Thought I Wasn't LookingWhen You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I felt you kiss me good night,
And I felt loved.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I saw tears come from your eyes,
And I learned that sometimes things hurt,
But it's all right to cry.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I saw that you cared
And I wanted to be everything that I could be.
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I looked ...
And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw
When you thought I wasn't looking.
Author Unknown
Guardians Of The Treasures Of The Earth"I just discovered and fell in love with a designer Barry Kieselstein Cord.
This bracelet I found online the other day and I knew I had to have it….isn’t it beautiful?
The most depressing issue at hand though is that they have sold out completely and will not be making anymore of peter of the snake….not even for me….Can you believe he sold out of that bracelet when they run at very high prices....too high but worth it for me...plus I love rubies!
So instead I elected purchase the bracelet as shown below, but I didn’t want this one as bad as the one above, but I figured I better buy it before it sells out too….
Peter the snake has also opened the doors to me with the cultural history of SNAKES. The meaning/symbolism, ancient beliefs, and even current day…it is most fascinating and I’ve learned so much about the deeper meaning of snakes….and like the quote said in my inbox today: There are no accidents... there is only some purpose that we haven't yet understood.
Exa
9 Yrs Of Work Gone By A Simple HackerI don't know if some of you know this, but I had written a book. Yes, a book. It was a collection of poetry I have been working on for 9 yrs. Yes, you heard right 9 yrs. I have finally gotten it finished. And then BANG! A hacker put a virus into my computer which totally destroyed my entire windows hard drive. Corrupted the entire base. I had to do a complete restore.
9 yrs of work gone in an instant. Do any of you know what it is like to work so hard on something you love, just to have someone come and take it all away. I wonder did they realize what they were doing when they did that. I mean what is the point of destroying somebody like that.
I mean it may not meant anything to them, but I put my entire heart and soul into that book. There is poetry in there that can never be replaced. The only bit I have left, is in these blogs. That is all that I have left. Right now it feels as if someone has taken my heart and just stuck a knife threw it. I just can't believe someone can
Grace Potter And The Nocturnals, "apologies"Yesterday he said my eyes were fading fast away
I said well what do you expect...you asked me not to stay
And if it had all been for the best, I wouldn’t feel this way
And he said...
Oh he said it’s crazy how love stays with me
You know it hurts me cause I don’t wanna fight this war
It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear...and apologies
Apologies
My love is like a blanket that gets a little bit too warm sometimes
I wanna wrap somebody in it who can hold me in his arms
Cause when it got a little too hot in there
He was always stepping out for air and he froze...
Oh he froze
He said it’s crazy how love stays with me
You know it hurts me cause I don’t wanna fight this war
It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear...and apologies
Apologies
Yesterday he looked at me with a tear in his eye and said
I’ll always tell you you’re my friend
I hope I don’t have to lie
Cause it’s clear you love another man
And I sai
Kicked Outin case u all have been wonderin where ive been i have been kicked out of my house im offically homeless! so if u all need me u know how to get me i miss u all much wicked clown love for live!! and i also broke my foot
Aint No Sun Shinethis goes out 2 all the hurt ones who was every worng when they was right.
you try to forget the pain but you cant the pain is the only memory.
even if u startin something new you carry that flame that blame of the old realtionship in the new one.
THE older i get i gain the wisdom to when to hold on and let go..i have flaws dont we all?
im a good guy who finish last that a good thing at some point of times.BUT in this case im geting a shift foot in my aS*.
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP TRYING TO FIND MY TURE LUV. but i expect life no matter the outcome..but i feel like that old song..cause i still have not found what im looking for?
Dad's GirlShe had her heart broken
She was her Dad's girl
With her childhood stolen
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
She's got a lot of memories
About a lot of things
A lot of stories
She wanted to tell you but she couldn't do
She wanted to tell you but she couldn't do
She grew up so quickly
Much faster than her friends
She says: my Dad's so nice to me,
Look what he gave me for my birthday
Look what he gave me for my birthday
She doesn't know the meaning of the words
Hold me tight, kiss me sweetheart
kiss me goodnight, kiss me baby
She hears the sound from the TV
The TV gets turned off
Her Mum goes to bed early
Her Dad is knocking on the bedroom door
Her Dad is knocking on the bedroom door
It wouldn't be good for him if someone knew
It wouldn't be good for him if someone knew
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they've seen a lot
Her eyes are beautiful and they'v
CarouselShe can't hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguised behind the lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can't sleep at night
All her family asking is she alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
I'm too weak to face me
(She can only fool herself)
I never know just why you run so far away far away from me
I never know just why you run so far away far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life he can't be told
Says he got everything under control
Thinks he knows he's not a problem he's stuck with
But in reality it would be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can't hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he's got
But can't get off the ca
No More SorrowAre you lost in your lies?
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise?
Replace freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
I see pain
I see need
I see liars and thieves abuse power with greed
I had hope
I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived
You will pay for what you've done
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
No
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
(No) No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
(No) Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
(No) Your time has come to be replaced
(No) Your time has come to be erased
My LoveMY LOVE
By: Tasha Shores
My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.
My Lover In DreamsWhat once was light is now only shadow. Life is no longer joyous as it was in days gone by. As I stare out the window at the rain falling softly, I can only wonder when my desire will come back. When he will come back.
If I stare hard enough, long enough, I can see a figure on horseback coming down the lane. My lover rides to me on a steed black as raven's wings. As I run through the rain, my lover collects me up into his arms and away we fly to our place of secrets and passions. The pace of the beast below us is a mimicry of our past intimacies, the draw and thrust powerful under our bodies, reminding us of past experiences in each other's arms. The horse slows as we near our destiny, instinctively knowing that we want to arrive quietly, relishing the moment, remembering every breath, every sigh.
As I waken on a quickened breath, I can feel my rain-drenched skin against the rough, dry sheets of the bed on which I lay. I smile, running my hands through my sodden hair, knowing tha
Can You??? No Really...can You??Mine and yours....mine & yours....
Yeah standing in the dark
Closing in I think I'm going under
Fell down so fast
From the words I heard a crash like thunder
Never thought I'd feel the final blow
Like a shot it turned my heart to stone
We were livin' in a dream
Now, now it seems so far away
Why'd you tear down the walls?
Tear down the walls
All of the pieces were all in a place
Why was it love you had to break?
So restless I can't sleep
Where's the flame, the flame that burns forever?
Ohh tore it all apart
I hope someday we can put it back together
I know you feel the tears inside
I don't wanna have to say goodbye
Ooh why'd you tear down the walls?
Watch 'em crumble and fall
All of the pieces were all in a place
Why was it love you had to break?
We were livin' in a dream
Now, now it seems so far away
Ohh woh why'd you tear down the walls?
Watch 'em crumble and fall
All of the peices were all in a place
Why was it love you had to break? Ohh
Reachyou look to your right and see::. a glass
reach out with your left hand and touch::. radiator
the last tv show you watched is::. oprah haha
what color are your nails painted::. black
guess what time it is::. 3.34pm
what time is it::. 3.35pm
how off were you of guessing the time::. min
besides this survey what are you doing::. waitin for my luuuuuuunch
the last time you have been outside is::. 2 hours ago
the last movie you watched is:: sweeney todd
who is the last friend you have seen::. darko
add the number of the letters in your name and then multipy it by 3::. 12
name the number of places you have lived::. 2
how long have you been home from school::. lol
if you have aim what does your icon say or is a picture of::. \"destuction is a form of creation\"
where do you plan to move when you\'re older::.
new york
take your age and multipy it by 5 and divide it by the lowest number it can be divided by.what\'s the outcome::.80
what is the
Messed Up Stateyou know whats really messed up? when the govenor of your state gets arrested and put in jail for embeslement, gets out, then runs for govenor again in rhode island! you know what's even worse than that? Someone like me who is tring to get thier shit together and find a better job to support his kid but can't because the same people who are probally going to re-elect the crooked govenor won't give you a job because of you checkered past. regardless of the good i did, they refuse not to see my potential, they rather look at the bad stuff ive done
i don't know how it is in other states but in rhode island, they don't want me to suceed they really don't. they want me to fail. but unfourtently for them, im not going down with out a fight enough is e(fuckin)nough
sad sad fuckin state
This Was A Message Given To Me When Someone Asked Me To Add Them To My Friends List...It has been said that a picture is worth a thousand words. It is often
difficult to paint a picture of someone with words, yet I believe that
sometimes you can often perceive things about someone when you
really pay attention. Can you remember a person from your past who
caused you to feel absolutely wonderful, who could make you melt,
just with a certain look. Perhaps they could just say something in
such a way that caused you to notice incredible sensations through
your whole being. Maybe you can even remember fun times and
exciting experiences. Now, I don't know weather or not I will totally
remind you of those things, yet you may notice many of those
characteristics in me. Now, I find that when you open up completely
to that special place, deep inside, where all those incredible feelings
and experiences just begin to happen, it's just like when you realize
that sometimes you can feel totally connected to a person naturally,
as if destiny has created this opportunity f
Hardline - Love Leads The WayMy Beautiful Angel sent this to me. I love you Angie you make me so very happy and feel so loved! thank you for being My Best Friend and My Love and My Hero.But most importantly for showing me that True Love still exists! You are my life and my world !
Its An Old One Too. Sorry I'm Cleaning Out My Computer Notebook ::: Angel And DevilI'm your angel,
but I can be desire;
turn your world inside out,
mark you with my fyre.
I can pull you back with
a word or phrase;
I know you, your pleasure,
take you inside this craze.
I'm your devil,
tempt you with my lust;
till you're filled with only me..
my voice in your heart a must.
Take you up, then down,
make you smile then rage;
sooth your savage soul,
then turn another page.
I say "I will" then I don't,
I know I can be a tease;
but there's only you for me,
only "you" will I, can I please.
I run then return,
don't think I don't try;
I'm hard then soft,
my silent mournful cry.
Bought and sold
into this wild world;
you can count on me,
Angel or Devil, baby, I'm your girl
The 5th Dimension - California SoulLike a sound you hear
That lingers in your ear
But you can't forget
From sundown to sunset
It's all in the air
You hear it everywhere
No matter what you do
It's gonna get a hold on your
It's California soul, California soul
They say the sun comes up every morning
And if you listen carefully
The winds that ride on the high time
Whistle in melody
And so the people started to sing
And that's how the surf gave birth untold
It's California soul California soul
When you hear the beat
You wanna pat your feet
And you've got to move cause
It's really such a groove
Puts a brand new thing in your mind
And you can't go wrong
Cause you're happy all day long
It's California soul, California soul
They had the melody and the beat
But it still doesn't seem complete
Until they saw two lovers kissin
They knew just what was missin
So happy they were rockin and reelin
Because that added that lovin feeling
To California soul, California soul
Like a sound you hear
That l
Saul Williams - List Of DemandsI want my money back.
I'm down here drowning in your fat.
You got me on my knees praying for everything you lack.
I ain't afraid of you.
I'm just a victim of your fears.
You cower in your tower praying that I'll disappear,
I got another plan, one that requires me to stand.
On the stage or in the street, don't need no microphone or beat.
And when you hear this song, if you ain't dead then sing along.
Bang and strum to these here drums til you get where you belong.
I got a list of demands written on the palm of my hands.
I ball my fist and you're gonna know where I stand.
We're living hand to mouth!
You wanna be somebody?
See somebody?
Try and free somebody?
I gotta list of demands written on the palm of my hands.
I ball my fist and you're gonna know where I stand.
We're living hand to mouth!
Hand to mouth!
I wrote a song for you today while I was sitting in my room.
I jumped up on my bed today and played it on a broom.
I didn't think that it would be a song tha
Here's A Good ChurchNew church holds service in bar to reach new people
Mon Apr 21, 1:24 PM ET
Another round and amen! Beer was on tap and a mechanical bull inspired the sermon as a new church held its inaugural service in a western Ohio bar.
The Country Rock Church drew about 100 people to Sunday night's meeting at the Pub Lounge in Sidney, 35 miles north of Dayton.
The barroom church is an offshoot of Sidney United First Methodist Church, whose head pastor says he's been looking for creative ways to reach people in unconventional places.
The church's Web site for its new branch advertises "Top regional bands, pizza, wings, rowdy fun & a short message."
The Rev. Chris Heckaman says people really seemed to enjoy themselves so he expects the Country Rock Church will meet weekly.
Heckaman's sermon compared staying on the bar's mechanical bull to learning how to get along in life.
One Hotttt Woman!!!!!!!!!!!Check out a great friend of ours, you will not be disappointed in this wonderful woman. She is a KNOCK OUT with a brain that would make "some" look dumb. LOLOL
Check her out and tell her Southern Couple sent you, show her the love she deserves. (Also you can drool over her GREAT pictures.)
Mia - The Inked Slut@ fubar
Learning To TrustI have been thru a shitty week and I am hoping to get past the bad things that happened, so far, I have been disappointed, hurt, and not able to trust. I am willing to learn to trust again but its going to be hard because he still wants to talk to this cunt that he betrayed me with. He did not cheat, let me make that clear. What happened was enuff to make me skeptical about our engagement tho. I want him to be my husband more than anything and I know that he wants it too. Its hard to understand how someone could love me so much and not want to be with only me. He is trying really hard to convince me that I am his everything. I am trying really hard to believe him. I have to let this shit drop and in turn he knows he can do whatever he wants and the only consequence is me bitching all the time so im not sure what is going to happen in the future. I would hope that he wont do anything to harm our life together, and I have not done anything harmful since the start of our relation
::come Home Safe, Soldier!::Well, if you looked at some of my mumms, I typed one not too long ago about my Army friend not contacting me for a loooooong time....in fact, last time we spoke was in August....weeeeeelll, on my way to math today I get a text from him saying he was on R&R and I was about to text him back when before I knew it, the phone was ringing...holy crap, it felt good to talk to my [[big bro]] again!!! It definitely was the highlight of my day =] Gosh, I just had so much to tell him but we didn't have too much time...he's coming home soon and hopefully for good so prayers are definitely going his way not just to him but for our troops fighting as well
Second GradeHello all!
I am requesting help. I am trying to find an old friend of mine. We were best friends back in 1985. We did everything together, including fought about her then (shortlived) relationship with Michael Roberts.
Her name is (or was, depending on if she got married) Tanya Price. We went to East Primary School, in Kermit, Texas during our second grade year. And then transferred to Purple Sage Elementary for third.
But, I moved to Odessa, Texas half way through the school year. The last thing I remember of her was her dad picking her up at the school playground where we said our goodbyes so long ago. I went back to visit that summer, and found out that she moved to Oklahoma after that school year ended.
So, if you know her, let her know that an old friend from second grade is looking for her. Please, help me.
LookingI'm Looking For A Boyfriend Or Fu Husband That Won't Chat On Me Please MEssage Me Or Shoutbox Me
Love To All! :dI HOPE I GET THIS BACK
I believe that without a
friend you are missing out on a lot!!!
But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone..
Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!""
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Here It Is Again, With Some Things AddedSo, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo
Stash This FuckersSSSSSSSSSSSsssooo.. a bunch of my stash items just got deleted.. which sux cuz i have some seriously good shit in there. and i just want to know .. what got erased.. and theres no way in telling.. sooo.. fuck.. im sad.. boo..
Dieing GirlHer dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
Was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
Unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place
But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking
"Please god, why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She trusted the blade
Right into her chest
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of crap!"
The mom walke
Stole It From Beauty And The Beast... Who Stole It From Charley Lolfavorites?
Animal - cat
Breakfast - Big cup o coffee and algebra II
Color - khaki
Drink - Capt morgan and Iced tea...together..
Event - Birth
Flower - Iris'
Gift - Sex
House - one that is my OWN (amen)
Ingredient - paul newman's sockarooni
Juice - ew
Keepsake - all three of my kids umbilical cords..
Life accomplishment - going back to college
Memory - the first time i meant my ex husband and how fucking goofy i thought he was...in a cute redneck sort of way
Nightime activity - sex
Occupation - Banking... i like numbers what can i say
Quote - If you don't define yourself for yourself you'll be sucked into other peoples reality of you and eaten alive- Audre lord
Room - Launddry room
Sport - sex
Time of day - whatever time i get off work.
Urban place - Chicago Il
Vacation - hocking hills ohio
Weedend activity - making homemade playdoh with the kids
Xercise - sex
Year - 1978
Zodiac - Aquarius because thats whats compatible with me..
StrawberryNever been here, never coming back
Never want to think about the things
That happened today
Want to lay down on the warm ground
I think Im going to need a little time to myself
Dont fall down now
You will never get up
Dont fall down now
I ask you for a slow ride
Going nowhere
You look like satan
You ask me if I want to get high
Couple of bags down in old town you tie your arm and
Ask me if I wanted to drive
Dont fall down now
You will never get up
Dont fall down now
Last thing I recall
I was in the air
I woke up on the street
Crawling with my strawberry burns
Ten long years in a straight line
They fall like water
Yes, I guess I fucked up again
Dont fall down now
You will never get up
Dont fall down now
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234Today's Quote
Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you're alive, it isn't.
-Richard Bach
When Total Dementia Could Save You: LolWHEN TOTAL DEMENTIA COULD SAVE YOU:
A guy is at the supermarket when he notices that the rather good looking blonde behind him has just raised her hand and smiled hello to him. He is rather taken aback that such a looker would be waving to him; and, although familiar, he can't place where he might know her from; so he says "Sorry, do you know me?"
She replies, "I may be mistaken, but I think you might be the father of one of my children.
His mind shoots back to the one and only time he had been unfaithful.
"Holy Crap" he says, "are you that strip-o-gram on my stag night that I screwed on the pool table in front of all my buddies while your friend whipped me with some wet celery?"
"No" she replies, "I'm your son's English teacher."
Stolen From Drew Who Stole It From Reeka :)Four things about me that you may or may not know.
Four jobs I have had in my life
1. grocery checkout clerk
2. accounts payable clerk
3. bookkeeper
4. financial analyst
Four movies I would watch over and over:
1. PRETTY WOMAN
2. Lonesome Dove
3. Scarface
4. anything with Julia Roberts
Four places I have lived:
1. Greenwood, MS
2. Canton, MS
3. Clinton, MS
4. Vicksburg, MS
Four TV shows that I watch:
1. Big Brother
2. WWE (LOL)
3. American Idol
4. LA Ink
Four places I have been:
1. Virginia Beach
2. New Orleans
3. Nashville
4. Phoenix
Four people who email me (regularly):
1.my sister
2.my mother
3.my boss...damnit man
4.my son
Four of my favorite foods:
1. pepperoni pizza
2. any pasta
3. fried catfish
4. filet mignon
Four places I would rather be right now:
1. with "him"...he knows who he is
2. in dreamland
3. Australia
4. Talledaga
Four people I think will respond:
1. Rhonda
2. Shannon
3. w
Bullitenwant you, i need you...oh bby oh bby
Body: Lets start with your name.
Reyna Maria Siobhan Britt Teats....AKA....Queen Mary Jane Britt Teats
What do you think about smoking weed?
I think it s a plant it just grows like that however if you should so happen to set it on fire there are some affects
Do you open up to people easily?
nope
Whats your favorite drink?
Vodka
Is the person you last kissed physically attractive?
heck yes .....like I d say they werent? even if they were ?
Your last text said?
Torrie telling me that d told her to tell me to tell managment that D was going to be late
What do you hear right now?
my finger s hitting the keys ....click click click
How did you wake up this morning?
my telephone
Do you lead people on a lot?
yes I do
Do you believe everything you hear?
to a point cause in the military life of highschool gossip circle ring their is allways some truth in the rumors
What
Come Check Me Out And RateTHIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION IF U DONT BID THEN PLEASE ATLEAST SHOW UR GIRL SOME LUV AND RATE HER ! CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE EVERY RATE HELPS ME A LOT THANKS
Presidencyfrankly I personally get so tired of hearing about the race card and the sex card. The yeear is 2008 not 1950 or 1960 people.We have black mayors,senators,govenors,elected sherriffs,chiefs of police and so on and on. It's time too evolve people and learn that the skin color shouldn't dictate who should be president. Seems like people are afarid that a women can get the job done, that a black man can get the job done. guess what YOUR SEX AND SKIN COLOR DOSEN'T REGULATE YOUR DECISION SKILLS OR MATURITY,THERE ARE OFFICERS OF every race,gender in the military who make good and shitty calls
If this is an actual land of equal oppertunity stop looking at race and look at what they can actually do in office. Frankly I don't really care a politician is a polictian, they will always say whatever too get thatvote. just rem that.
4/25/08"Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent."
Maryilyn vos Savant
Rumor Going Around About Me.i have not nor will i ever capture women on cams,etc...i don't even know how to do it.it amazes me how people believe someone without seeing evidence or facts.it seems to me that slander would be against site policy.i have had allot of people bloc me just because of a false rumor.i really don't care if a stranger blocks me.but im just saying there blocking me from a lie spread by a man thats jelious of me.im a lady's man.he can't stand that.so he got jelious of me and is spreading rumors about me.i think his name is texas_hubby.
My BrotherHey all if Im not on line much or I dont respond its because I have alot of family in and ..things..keep us in your prayers..my brother is in ICU and is in critical condition...thanks for you love and kindness..hugs
Unchaned LoveSo Softly, She's wondering
With eyes that excite yet hold the mystery inside
With her smile and her tender grace
There is no way for me to hide
The magick I feel when I look upon your face
And I know, as with a dream
You are as unreachable as the sky
And so the moments I get are precious to me
And even as I cannot bring myself to try
You are slowly enticing every fantasy I see
So tell me, Do you believe
In fairy tales and heroes that save the day
Because I want to be the hero for you
And you'll know with each word I say
And that "I love you" is in everything I do
So love, are you ready
For life to be the dream it can be
In this place and this time
Can that one you run to now be me
Can you let yourself surrender and be mine
For now, I lie waiting
Waiting for you to turn your gaze my way
Tender touch, the smell of your hair
Bring to mind a thousand things I can say
And reminds me of all the memories we can share
So now, my newest friend
Turn your eyes
Will You Ever Dance Again?Do you believe no longer
in "Fairy Tale" Romance
Was it not you
who took the lead in that Dance?
We have all endured
such pain and heartbreak
We venture with our hearts
indeed a lofty stake
There's Love and there's Lust
powerful or destructive on their own
Interweave the two together
a perfect stitch, perfectly sewn
There was a time not long ago
when you believed in these things too
You'd wish upon the stars at night
for everlasting love so true
Now you hide behind
your mounting wall of pain
surrendering to your demons
that have yet to be slain
Will you ever break free
of the prison you've created
or will you remain behind
the walls in which you've gated
Let go of the past
Love yourself to truly love another
Learn to dance again
and perhaps we can dance with each other
RealityHard thing reality is
We try so hard to escape it
But we find we never can
A man meets a woman and wants to be with her
At the same time this man is with someone
But still he wishes
He cares for her
Yet denies he loves her
After some time the man believes that
All of a sudden the feelings come back
He wishes for one chance to be with her
And that is when reality hits
His feelings are shot
His heart has been cut out and crushed
And time and time again he cries
For now he know he can never have her
The feelings for her will never end
No matter how hard he tries
The love will never fade
How can that be you ask the man
But he can never tell you in words
For the man is me
And this story of reality is true
DivaThe diva strides and flexes lightly -
yet her footsteps resonate
and all who sense the ripples
stop
and turn around.
Her power
is her freedom;
her freedom
is her joy;
her joy is boundless
like the wind
unstoppable
sometimes soft and gentle,
sometimes like a hurricane
she takes you,
and she sweeps you up
and far away ...
Her laughter owns the sky
and all is at her mercy,
at her touch
of wilderness enchantment,
vibrant lightning
bringing rush of life,
wherever it may strike.
Bow your head in reverence
and pray!
Her smile
as you emerge
the chosen one
will raise you,
a breathless moment -
Step beyond,
become immortal
in the mirror of her gaze.
CentaurinLet me breach the barriers
that lie between us.
Let me break down the walls.
I want you, raw and naked,
I want to flow into you,
nothing barred,
and nothing held.
Break down.
Melt and crumble,
both of us,
we need to just let go,
just fall,
don’t catch me,
we need to lie together.
You turn to me,
I turn to you,
and I will see you.
I will know you.
And finally,
I can love you.
Lounges To Me>>???stop Sending Inviteslounges are kewl but all i see is a** kissing.
i like to chat not alot people dont know the art of conversation.
look three keys..1.how are u 2.how is ur day 3.really hello is the 1st thing but sometimes we forget.
lounges are chat room plain and simple im a loner.
AND SOME DJ SUCK DONKEY BALLS..FOREAL NO SENSE OF MUSIC.
IM A LONER I WAS THE ONE WHO NEVER HANG OUT WITH THE COOL KIDS BUT EVERY ONE KNEW OF ME A LITTLE.
IAM A GROWEN WHO ENJOY REAL PEOPLE ALOT PPLS HERE REALLY FAKE..I HONESTLY CAN SAY OUT ALL MY FRIENDS I CAN CALL TURE FRIENDS BY THE WORDS U SAY.AS FOR LOUNGES THEY SUCK SORRY THAT MY OPION
When U Become Death(poem)IN LIFE THERE HAPPY TIME PAIN TIME THE JOY.
NOTHING LIKE BRING LIFE IN THIS IM HAPPY FOR SON AND MY BABY GIRL.
BUT IT'S A COLD WORLD YOURE MOMMY EVEN KILL YOU IF YOU OUT OF LINE.
I USE TO BE SO CONFUSE I BE QUICK TO BE MAD AT THE WORLD BUT FIND OUT.
YOU CAN NEVER CONTORL FAITH CAUSE THAT WHY IT'S CALLED FAITH IT JUST EXIST.
RISK EVERYTHING I HAVE CAUSE ALL I HAVE ARE MY WORDS AND WHAT I STAND FOR.
SLOWING DIENG INSIDE I KNOW LOVE MY ANSWER.
I DONT THINK I HAVE ANY FRIENDS MYBE THEY ALL JUST THERE FOR A REASON I CAN BE ANYONE FRIEND FOR NO REASON.
EVERYBODY IN UR LIFE HAS THERE USES.
NOT EVERYONE CAN BE UR BBF...EVEN YOU CAN LOSE UR BBF.
I LEARN TO TAKE WHAT I GET AND EXPECT NOTHING LESS.
I HAVE BECOME DEATH.
A Prayer For Our Military PersonnelO God of Mercy, we beg you now to protect in a special way those who are fighting for us and for the country we love. Bless them and take care of them. If they are tired, give them strength. If they are wounded and suffering, give them comfort. If they are lonely, touch them with your gentle hand and let them know that you are near them. Grant them strength, wisdom and help through your power and your limitless love.
Amen
Donated by my fu-daughter Jamiie...
Good ByeSo good bye to all of you that expected a cyber strip tease or an imaginary fuck. This blog is actually to the few great people i've meet here in hopes that they'll send me an email address or a YM address. I came here to meet intellectually stimulating people who love to laugh and have fun with Friends, not to see how many fans i could get or to boost my ego. I actaully have a great life away from this computer and just wanted to explore an outlet of people i might not have met anyway. Those of you who have cyber jealousy or jack off to the screen night after night, i'm sorry for you. how very sad. I'm not an attention whore who need nightly confirmation of how hot some stranger in Florida thinks I am. So good bye i'll be deleting this profile by the end of the month. The few(u know who u are) I'll gladly keep in touch if you give me a way to do so.
The Death Joke(peom)the say death better then life but you turely have not seen everthing.
there something that make you want to die but there things that happen to another people that make you cry.
the death joke is you lauging but look all the people that gone.
some days you gone mind all in that zone you dont want to a soul know what going on.
some things you keep to youre self.
I handle it my own way..sometime the only somebody you count is youreself.
yeah some days im not myself it's not a call for help.this something what im use to.
thank any one who caring..but im head strong.
today only today the next day im be better.
this just i can speak my pain from soul wirte a quick peom or wirte a dope song.
the death joke you did before im not doing it again..but on inside is dying.
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Life!You know, I am now 22! An I look back at my life an I see I have a good one! An now i look at my life an I see I have a better one! I sit back an I sometimes wonder what did i ever do to have it this good! I have a very beautiful son that makes me smile when i am sad an makes me laugh when I am mad! He tells me he loves me everyday! An i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world! he is so great to me as well as my son! He calls me everyday just to say " I love you"! An I see this point of my life i am happiest! I can't really say I have had a better birthday! however i can say i have had a horrible birthday even the worst birthday! But I know if i was to go to sleep an not wake up in the morning I know lived a great life! I have no regrets! If i could do anything different i would only finish school an not give my mom such a hard time! LOL I LOVE YOU MOM! But I see i could have it worst! My aunt is burying my 4 year old cousin today! An a year ago she buried my uncle last year! My
Interesting StuffHmmm
I'm hoping this will help me out as well as the books that I do have.
here's my other page.
http://my.babyfit.com/LadyLori26
Also something fun to note.
I felt little poking (As that what it feels like) from within :-D
First day was Saturday (Location E.R. )
Second day was Sunday and it was with my love (Felt like that was directed towards him hehe and it was once)
So far? Today is Monday so we will see. :)
I just hope to get over what I have before the wedding that's like less than a week away.
Brox Back Together AgainAfter a drought of a month and a couple weeks. Brox is finally back together. Brox (Bri and Rox) I left my girlfriend to come to Tennessee because my mom met a man and he has a grandson (13 yo) and they can't take care of him. My mom is in her 50's and her boyfriend is in his 60's so as we all know they're in their "prime" for "RETIREMENT" they dont have the patients to deal with a young adhd child. So they called me up and asked if I'd come down and help raise him. It was either I could come down and help or he'd end up in foster care. I was in foster care when I was a child. It fucked me up in more ways than you know. So of course I came down. I had a plan to get Rox here as soon as I got a place of my own. However things went crazy and our 5 year relationship was on the brink of disaster. It got to the point where I had to make somthing happen. So I did. I asked for the company truck and once I got my paycheck I was out the door and on my way to get her. I drove up to Maine Only sto
Music Video - Goin Crazy - NatalieNATALIE- GOIN CRAZY
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
Why These Blogs?Ok, as I'm entering my 42nd year of existence, I can say with confidence that I've seen a lot of stuff happening in my life.
Have I seen it all?
No..
But considering that I've been on my own since 15 1/2 and that my life has been chaotic since that time for at least 22 yrs of it..
In a nutshell, it's been a series of success and failures.. *mmmmph* no. not failures.. "lessons learned".
It's easy to blame my parents for some of it, except, that at some point, it's not acceptable.
My mistakes are, in the end my own.
But, hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!
And most of all, I never gave up.
Which is why today, I'm finally getting to a stage of my life where things are starting to really work out for me. It's been a hard road, but I'm finally reaping the rewards.
I'm far from a finished product and I'm far from being in the most of comfortable zones. But, I'm getting there and I know that I'm way better off than many. And while I would say, hey I
Obese Inmate Sues Jail After Losing Over 100 Pounds300-Pound Ariz. Inmate Sues Over Jailhouse Menu
BENTONVILLE, Ark. (AP) ¯ An inmate awaiting trial on a murder charge is suing a county in Arizona, complaining he has lost more than 100 pounds because of the jailhouse menu.
Broderick Lloyd Laswell says he isn't happy that he's down to 308 pounds after eight months in the Benton County jail. He has filed a federal lawsuit complaining the jail doesn't provide inmates with enough food.
According to the suit, Laswell weighed 413 pounds when he was jailed in September. Police say he and a co-defendant fatally beat and stabbed a man, then set his home on fire.
"On several occasions I have started to do some exercising and my vision went blurry and I felt like I was going to pass out," Laswell wrote in his complaint. "About an hour after each meal my stomach starts to hurt and growl. I feel hungry again."
But Laswell then goes on to complain that he undertakes little vigorous activity.
"If we are in a small pod all day
Heralding BellsHeralding Bells
To what dawn does this night lead?
To what dream will I awake?
When morning comes (heralding bells!),
Will I find myself still asleep?
I wonder what will become of you?
Again In My DreamsAgain in my Dreams
(this is almost my first thing written...an ode to a divorce...forgive it's roughness)
Memories true, unclouded and free
Is how I nightly dream of thee
For pure as honey, sweet and light
The remembrance of your love
Keeps me through the night
Golden dreams of you my dear
Next to my heart I keep them near
Locked in a place safe from the harms
Cruel Fate deals unforgivingly until
Again I hold you in my arms
Every breath with which you drew
Reconfirmed what I always knew
Something lives yet inside your heart
Soon again to be awakened in your breast
That which will refuse to keep us apart
You are my honey, my one true treasure
The depth of my love to great to measure
I shall always strive to win back your hand
To meet you again on a field of green
Professing my love next to you I stand
To always fight true the good fight
To strive forth eternally with all my might
Love, the greatest of all virtues
Like St. George against the Wyrm
I
Thoughts...Like seeds borne away from the dandelion by the wind, the pieces of a broken heart are scattered. But someplace one of those pieces will find its place and grow once again. It may be near or far. It may even take place at the very place from where it began. One never knows just where a new beginning will come.
My Ever Changing Hair ColorI got my hair cut and colored today. I did darker low lights with the blonde streak now being Red!!!! My ever changing hair color. I love playing with it. My hair dresser asked me why I don't do this for a living since I love playing with hair. You never know? Maybe I should go to beautician school? Maybe it is my calling?
I have a medical appointment I need to go to soon. Today is a busy day for me.
I hope you all have a good day.
kisses and love
Cristi
My Writings....ღ♥If you don't have a dream, how are you going to make a dream come true? If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.Hold fast to your dreams, for without them we are empty living in a shell of nothing to look forward to.~ ღLove always,Ya Dreamer Muahhhhhh ღ~
No Generic invites~Regulations for my page,,Don't judge me,, I am who I am ,and if you don't like me please leave.ღ♥ I write Erotic poems, so if that is offensive to you,,then this page isn't for you, and I'm sorry. I like to interact with my friends 100% as I hold each and every one of them close to my heart, so please if you will take a moment to leave a message when you visit.Don't express your hate in messages because I will blog your nasty messages and / or comments and post for everyone to see your true colors, and see you acting in such a childish manner .Be adult
Services For Chris S. HigginbothamChristopher S.
Higginbotham, 28, of Racine,
Ohio went home to be with the Lord Saturday,
April 26, 2008.
He was a 1998 graduate of
Grandview Heights High School in Columbus, Ohio.
He is survived by: his mother, Diana Rae
Higginbotham; his father, Stanley Leroy
Higginbotham; his brothers and sister, Michael
Wayne Higginbotham, Jeremy Bosley and Jaden
Leann Higginbotham; his grandparents, Max and
Shirley Boring and Roxie Beatrice Stone; his
sons, Trent, Tucker and Brady; and many
cousins, aunts, uncles, nephew, nieces and
many, many friends.
He was preceded in death by two brothers,
James and Stanley Jr.
and a grandfather, Harlan
Stanley Higginbotham.
Funeral services will be held on Wednesday,
April 30, 2008 at Anderson-McDaniel Funeral
Home in Pomeroy, Ohio at 12:00pm with Pastor
Timothy Oldfield officiating.
Burial will
follow at Rutland Cemetery.
Visiting hours will
be 2 hours prior to the funeral service.
In lieu
Out Of TouchSomehow i always hurt someone i care for
Sometimes i wish my worthless life would end
All the pain leaves my body aching and sore
My passion for the ones i love will never bend
I feel like my life is one big fucked up joke
People come and go in my life just to visit
If being wealthy is having people always care, im broke
Everthing i said about my feelings to people i meant it
The ones i have told i love you to and the ones i hate
I dont want to die alone but my life might be that way
A family that loves me for life but maybe thats not my fate
All i can do is ask for my loved ones to stay everytime i pray
The thought of ending it by doing something to take my life
It crosses my mind more times than it ever should
If i did that i would definitely never have a wife
So im stucking wondering what ifs and what could
The ones that i love with all my heart and soul
Know my feelings never change no matter how long or how old
No Idea...just Typing Shit.sick and twisted. this lonely misfit. reformed for pleasure. ashamed of my endeavors. SCREAMING INSIDE..with no where left to hide and unanswered questions run through her mind. No where to turn and everyone she loves has left her. so save her soul and dont forget her!
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