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Abc's Of Being A Father
Thought this was cute and wanted to share it :) ABC OF BEING A FATHER A - Always trust them to God's care B - Bring them to church C - Challenge them to high goals D - Delight in their achievements E - Exalt the lord in their presence F - Frown on evil G - Give them love H - Hear their problems I - Ignore not their childish fears J - Joyfully accept their apologies K - Keep their confidence L - Live a good example before them M - Make them your friends N - Never ignore their endless questions O - Open your home to their visits P - Pray for them by name Q - Quicken your interest in their spirituality R - Remember their needs S - Show them the way of salvation T - Teach them to work U - Understand they are still young V - Verify your statements W - Wean them from bad company X - eXpect them to obey Y - Yearn for god's best for them Z - Zealously guide them in biblical truth -- Author Unknown

Yuck...chemo Again!!!!
So I have Chemo Friday. I am a little worried because last time wasn't so good. I do howoever have yet another anti Nausea med, it is a generic for Zofran, that had I not had insurance would have cost me $705.00 yes that is correct and is not a misprint! But thank the lord above that we DO HAVE insurance and it only cost us $10. You should have seen Perrry's face. He is always so greatful for any size miracle that it is cute! Even the Pharmacist was shocked!! LOL So this med is a heavy duty one and will hopefully take the edge off of the nausea and now that I have two at least that part should be conquered. Now if I could get an energy pill I would be ok, but Chemo really beats our body up! The great news is....This is one less treatment to recovery! YEAH!!! I had my first really bad day the other day. I guess it is from jsut being tired...but I figure HEY, I deserve ONE bad day! LOL So I will not feel bad over it too much. Anyway, that is it for now. My Su

7-3-2007
It's been a bit since I've really been able to come on here long enough to do anything. An update on what's been going on. I am now running a security company, working concerts, large parties, and just about anything else I can get. I have gotten back into playing drums, and have been playing with a local band that does covers of some of my all time favorites like Slayer, Anthrax, and the like. Life has been going pretty well, racing has been much to be desired...I crashed my primary bike, a 2007 GSXR 1000 so I'm running a 2003 1000 and my 06 600. Still having fun though. Life has turned around and I'm very happy to be where I am right now. I haven't forgotten about all my CT friends, I will get to each and every one of you over the coming weeks to say hey and show some love!! TTYL Adrenaline Junky

Making A Painting
i guess there are alot of people who are very protective of there photo's but i say dont add photo's of to many personal things....it's not a good thing..i mean i surely wouldn't add my kid or kids in here....but today i offerd to paint a friend and her son....i asked for her permisssion as i always do before i paint something.one of my hobbies.well she said no so i respected her desicion and went on about my buisness...now ....after asking and her saying no....she went from being my friend...to no friend.....no conversation..totally being ignored....okay thats fine if that's the way she wants to be....but we've been talking for almost a month....casual convo's....any ways...were no longer friends all because i asked for permission to paint her and her son....wow atleast I ASKED FOR PERMISSION THERE ARE SOME THAT DONT EVEN COME CLOSE TO ASKING THEY just take n do what they want to with your pics...was i in the wrong NO i really felt i was in the right to atleast ask for permission...

Home Again!!!
Well I just got home and beat!!! My trip totally rocked. I'm a little hung over. I would like to think all the hotties who made my trip awesome!!! I'll post more when I've had rest!! I do have to say What happens at the Bucket stays at the bucket!!! LOL

My Husband Is Amazing!
I love my hubby he is so sweet. He is the best thing that ever happened to me and my bestest friend in the whole wide world. He is so faithful to me. Always has been and always will be thats a good thing cuz im just as faithful I could never cheat on him .. let alone anyone else!!! I have no reason to I couldnt find a better person to be with! Cant wait till he comes home from iraq!! Miss you baby love you!! ~Steves Babydoll~

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Friend Post This On Myspace
We are Friends I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt To see you cry Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter Whos wrong or right If a broken heart Needs a mend I'll be right there Till the end If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears Don't worry Let go of your fears Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end!!!!

Use Me Up - For Bendy Straw
artist: Bill Withers lyrics title: Use Me My friends feel it's their appointed duty They keep trying to tell me All you want to do is use me Ha, ha, but my answer, ha, ha Yeah, to all that use me stuff Is I wanna spread the news That if it feels this good getting used Oh, you just keep on using me Until you use me up Until you use me up My brother, sit me right down And he talked to me, ah-ha He told me, ah-ha That I ought not to let you just walk on me And I'm sure he meant well Yeah, but when our talk was through I-I-I said brother, if you only knew You'd wish that you were in my shoes You just keep on using me Until you use me up Until you use me up Oh sometimes, it's true you really do abuse me You get in a crowd of high class people And then you act real rude to me But oh baby, baby, baby, baby When you love me I can't get enough I-I and I, wanna spread the news That if it feels this good getting used Oh, you just keep on using me Until y

Isent It Funny How
isent it funny how we as people make all kinds of friends in ower life`s we have those friends we hang just to amuse owerself`s , then theres the one`s we have just to make us feel better about owerself`s because they have less then us. then there the one`s we take monoey from because they have a good amount but no mater how meny times youse may disagree, your true friend`s will be there for you when ever you need then to be but remember this if you dont bother with those that bother with you you`ll have more people mad at you then haveing friends !!.

Fisherman Catches Piranha In N.c. River
Fisherman Catches Piranha In N.C. River WNCN-TV MOUNT HOLLY, N.C. (AP) -- A fisherman looking to catch a catfish for dinner instead reeled in a fish that glared its teeth and bit his knife. Discuss This StoryJerry Melton, 46, was fishing in the Catawba River last week when he caught what state wildlife officials later identified as a piranha, a South American carnivorous fish that lives in freshwater."When I got it on the bank I didn't really know what it was; I hadn't seen anything like it before," Melton said.When Melton opened the fish's mouth with a pocketknife, he said the fish bit down and left an impression on the blade.Wildlife officials told Melton on Saturday that he caught a 1 pound, 4 ounce piranha that was probably dumped in the river. Melton was fishing in Mount Holly, a town northwest of Charlotte.The catch highlights the growing problem of people keeping exotic animals and fish as pets and later dumping them into local waters, said Paul Barrington, an ichthyologist

Lesson
Love is something I have never experienced. Something I have never known. Do I want to know? Do I want to experience? Experience something so different, so crazy, So overwhelming. You don't know my torture, or my pain. How can I explain to you the feelings that Come over me while your in my arms? Or when I stare into your hypnotic eyes. Are these feelings love? Feelings I can't fight. Have you shown me pleasure or pain? Why do I tremble when you say my name? I will let you win the game you play with my heart. For a lesson, A lesson in love.

Another Great Fucking Song
Another song that gives you a taste of what goes through my head or what i feel about myself an life its Nine Inch Nails The Becoming off of the Downward Spiral Album the lyrics go like this I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore the me that you know doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness that me that you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears I can see it killing away all my bad parts I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

I Can Keep Naming Songs....
That just describe the way i think an feel about life an myself.... Heres one by Iron Maiden Called Out of the Dark off of A Matter of Life an Death. See this song to me makes me feel no matter what comes next in my life i will give it my all no matter the outcome no matter the consequence even if i know im bound to fail an lose i will no stand down an simply be walked over i will stand my ground i will be strong i will be the very best that i can be....If i am to die tomorrow will i be missed? if i were to give my life to save another would that day have been my day as a King?....unrestrained animalistic in nature Free of all obstructions free of control able to finally free to allow this Demon blood to consume my very soul in one last effort to win....I can only be pushed so far beyond that i suggest you run.... Without further interruption heres the songs lyrics Hold a halo round the world Golden is the day Princess of the Universe Your burden is the way So there

Tears Are Never Enough
My mind begins to wonder My heart begins to race As the memory of you Drifts back into place I got a picture of you smiling With a sparkle in your eyes You looked at me so gently And kept me mesmerized AS much as I tired Your face wouldn't go away Your eyes, your lips, your smile, I thought of you all day It was soon about 3 With you still on my mind I thought while listening to music In a flash it was 9 I made my bed To get some rest As I lay down I thought of nothing less The most important memories Replayed over and over again And I realized how I missed you As the days replayed again No, I hadn't known you very long But you had such an effect on me You captured my heart within a day As I begin to fall wishing for you and me The way it felt when we touched The way you made me feel It seemed that you were too perfect To even be real And that's when the tears Begin to form in my eyes They told myself how much I missed you, But I did n

Forget And Forgive.
Baby, Forget the fights Forget tonight Forget how weak we can really be Look past he blood across my wrists The shattered glass stuck in my heart Take me now and make me strong Or break me and tear me apart I promise this is not how it’s gonna end. Not this way, not over this, We’ll go through worse so just forget it and kiss me… We’re nothing going down this way… Hold me close and don’t let me go… Never let me go… So… kiss my lips and ease my pain Let’s forget the world and its hurtful game Grab your guitar and play me a lullaby So I can fall asleep and know that your still there The song you play plays in my dreams Maybe this isn’t going to be as hard as it seems, Now play me that lullaby… So I can drift away and die. Tend to your wounds, I’ll do what I can, I apologized for tonight, This surely wasn’t my plan, I didn’t mean to get so mad, To break the lamp, the mirror and TV God and everything else I had… I didn’t mean to hurt you, I only meant to hu

The Witches' Rune
The Witches' Rune: Darksome night and shining moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune. East, then south, west then north, Here come I to call thee forth. Earth and water, air and fire, Work ye unto my desire. Wand and Pentacle and Sword Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and Censer, Scourge and Knife, Waken all ye into life. Power of the Witches Blade, Come ye as the charm is made. Queen of Heaven, Queen of Hell, Lend your aid unto the spell. Horned Hunter of the Night, Work my will by magic rite. By all the power of land and sea, As I do will, so mote it be. By all the might of moon and sun, Chant the spell and be it done.

The Four Powers Of The Magus
The Four Powers of the Magus: The Four Powers of the Magus are the personal attributes traditionally necessary and required for the successful use and practice of magic. These are - To Know, To Dare, To Will, and To Be Silent. Without these four attributes combined, the individual will never be successful in magic. The reasoning is quite simple; none of the attributes mentioned are enough in themselves, as all four attributes must be present to balance each other out. For instance: To Know ~ Knowledge is no good, without the will and audacity to see magick done. To Dare ~ Audacity is no good, without the knowledge and will to see magick done. To Will ~ Will power is no good, without the knowledge and audacity to see magick done. To Be Silent ~ What good are the above, without the discretion to remain silent until the magick is done? To reveal your magick before it is done, dissipates its power and effectiveness. So, anyone aspiring to use magick needs a knowledge of

Charge Of The Goddess
Charge of the Goddess written by Doreen Valiente Listen to the words of the Great Mother, who of all was called Artemis, Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate, Demeter, Kali, Inanna, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Arianrhod, Brigid and by many other names. Whenever ye have need of anything, once in the month and better it be when the moon is full, then shall ye assemble in some secret place, and adore the spirit of me, who am Queen of all Witches. There shall ye assemble, ye who are fain to learn all sorcery, yet have not won its deepest secrets; to these will I teach all things that are as yet unknown. And ye shall be free from slavery; and as a sign that ye be truly free, you shall be naked in your rites; and ye shall dance, sing, feast, make music and love, all in my praise. For mine is the ecstasy of the spirit, and mine also is joy on earth; for my law is love unto all beings. Keep pure your highest ideals; strive ever towards them,

Another Idiot...
The email I got: On 7/5/2007, ********@cherrytap.com wrote: looking for some fun to be had with me and my girl, i;ll send you some pics of her if you want to see;) ---------------------------------- My response: Re: hey you.... Show header Date: Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:54:03 -0700 From: To: ********@cherrytap.com Reply-To: Size: 2 KB I'm married you plebiean. Go get your head out of your ass, and pay the fuck attention. If the word "Misanthrope" didn't mean anything to you, you're not bright enough for me to want to socialize with you. Go back to high school and learn something. Fucking idiots. -.-'

Think About This
"Whisper" Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus x3] Servatis a pereculum. Servatis a maleficum

West Sizzles As Temperatures Soar
Thu Jul 5, 2:02 PM ET AP Associated Press LOS ANGELES - A heat wave sizzling across the West showed little sign of letting up Thursday, with Las Vegas forecast to tie a record high and even northern Idaho expected to top 100 degrees. "You can become dehydrated really quick before you know it. You step outside and, 'wow,'" said Charlie Schlott, a meteorologist with the National Weather Service in Las Vegas. In Las Vegas, the temperature reached 100 by 9 a.m., well on its way to the forecast record high for the day of 116, according to the National Weather Service. The mercury last reached 116 on the date in 1985. Near-record highs were also forecast for Southern California, where the mercury was expected to top 115 in the desert. Thursday was expected to be the hottest day of the year so far in northeastern Oregon, with temperatures forecast to hit 107 in Hermiston and Pendleton. A high of 101 was forecast in Spokane, Wash., and nearby Coeur d'Alene, Idaho, which wou

Hate And Pain
how can i beleave that you care about me you dont show it you dont seem to love me in your mind all that matters is that you have money to get drunk on never mind the fact that you have a daughter that does not even know of you because in her mind she dont have a father can be a because of me it takes a real man to be a dad every one tells me not to stay stuck in the past and just to for get about the past but how can i forgive and forget about all the horrable nights and days we were together you beating me and well now there is alot of hate in my life that will never go away the man i thought so deep inside of me would never be a bad father to bad you wont be there to see your daughters frist step hear her frist word her love for me is so sweet i sit on my bed room floor writing i slowy take a knife and slit my wrist open the pain is so bad i fall on the floor and the only thing that is going though my head is "why did i even let you in the door" as i lay there i can see the blood

None
Well I fought my last and final boxing match today. Needless to say it was a victory for me knocking out the girl in the 4th round. I can't say i will miss the sport, don't get me wrong its been my thing since i was 14, but you can only handle going to sleep with a headache for so long. lol. It was a great way for me to end my 13 yr career as a female boxer. it meant even more having my dad there to support me. He's now suggesting I go back to wrestling. I don't think the world is ready for that yet. ; }

Partt5 New Religion
Religion is that—what each of your bones felt the most resolutely strong for---defending each honest and fructifying voice from within like the citadel of the gods, Religion is that—what your heart feels is the absolute epitome of righteousness—no matter how uncouthly the barbarous planet outside chose to devour every bit of you; from your very roots, So folks lets forget everything else; come lets move united and forward; come lets live this immortal religion of our hearts to the fullest; come lets forget our disdainfully castrated pasts and give this new religion of ours a fresh try—and our very very best…the end god bless you allxxxx

Friends What Would We Do Without Them
I should be asleep now im so tired... met up with some old friends to-day and had such a great time, just got off the phone with one of them. Its funny how we choose our friends, some make us laugh some drive us up the wall and some are just plain naughty. But what would we do without them.... My friend ross can talk you crazy, we just chat about any mad thing. He makes me laugh with his mad jokes and he loves to wind you up. But if im sad he can always make me happy and bring a smile to my face. He'd make the purfect boyfriend he knows me so well. I was the one who introduced him to Stacey is partner and they are now both very happy together. We are so close he's my best friend, I'd love to be able to get that close to a guy who could understand me the way Ross does. Think i'd better get some sleep but just wanted to say dont you think friends are amazin .

I Have Learned
In this life That greatness Is a careless whisper away And is found where you least Expect it. I have learned. I have witnessed that true love Should be experienced, not sought after. Nor tempted through the wreckage of impatience Pulsating inside the heart's of all men A black worm through the apple I have seen. I have felt that life is short And must be cherished That the clock stops for no one Not even the planets And that time presses forward. I have understood. I have noticed that an indigo dusk Is not permanent That all creations wonders pass by In the blink of an eye That all mens struggles Are not in vain. I have remembered. I have seen how small I am And how great the Universe is How the cosmos so briefly grace us With its solar omnipotence And how one person can change so much I have struggled. I believe that kindness is important And is so frail and fleeting I give freely

6 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, July 6: Very interesting -- connections on the relationship level are afoot. On the one hand, this could involve running into your ex. On the other, it might find you smiling and saying hi to someone who could be very special.

Officially Given Up On Dating
yea, they story is true. i have given up on dating and going to start a new life from here. tired of the way things go in my life and just need to break out of my old shell and recover a new one.

What Color Is Your Aura?
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Girl on top, I like to be in control 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?

~~after My Death~~
This is funny ... after my death A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room, where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, "I have been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends gave the woman their condolences, and they had a couple of more martinis. After the friends lef

Orgasmic
I kneel between your legs resting your thighs on my shoulders gripping your ass tightly. My tongue slowly gliding like a bird on the wind over your smooth damp kitty. Rolling lapping sliding goes my tongue your hands resting on the back of my head. I hear you beginning to moan your breath catching heart racing. I stop licking then wrap my lips around your hardening throbbing clit sucking slow and tender. You gasp loudly at the sudden change in action your nails lightly digging into my head forcing my mouth closer to your aching and wanting womanhood. I use my fingers to pry open your lips slowly thrusting my tongue deep within your wet hot sex tunnel. I continue sucking on your clit and begin to purr causing your whole pelvis to softly vibrate. Your eyes roll back in your head, you begin biting your bottom lip, back arching, your hands gripping my head. Your pull my head deeper your thighs beginning to squeeze as my tongue begins swirling as it deeply thrusts against your throbbing G-

Great Job Opportunitty
Company Advertises for Condom Testers By Associated Press July 6 2007, 9:59 AM EDT MELBOURNE, Australia -- A major condom brand said Friday it expected thousands of applicants for a new unpaid job on offer -- condom tester. Durex said 200 adult Australians -- men and women -- are wanted to test a range of its condoms. While the successful applicants will not be paid, each will receive a pack of Durex sex products, a chance to win 1,000 Australian dollars ($857 U.S.), plus professional prestige, the company said in a statement. "Who wouldn't want to have a chance with an actual authorized professional?" Durex marketing manager Sam White asked. "Durex is expecting thousands of applicants," the statement said. Hopefuls must explain in their applications why they would make "expert" condom testers. How they test the condoms is not specified, but testers must provide honest feedback about how they find the products. No deadline is set for evaluating a range of

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

A Miscarried Heart
Ladies courted in emerald flames Made violet footprints in marble frames. Shadows washed such gleaming faith Purchased such from lies of grace To save the Prince of vile face From fated, dreadful virginal wraith Omen burned, and gold unturned Bought such tainted pleasures spurned Hides revolting the scornful touch Of charmless creature, with crippled crutch The spindly hair of broken kings Made carpets sail with horrored beings… Still sitting, in death, old pale as bone The Prince, still chaste, lost all but the throne… His lies, made candor and quicker snacks For friendless parties, and loveless acts No longer seeking, the passion slacks That so consumed his soulful pacts… Miscarried offers, wealth for wealth Longing Sweet Silence, Health for Health Lost lot has he in life's sweet drink A miscarried heart, a shame to think…

Nearly Unnoticed
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

Tell Me What You Think
As I look into your eyes I can see what makes me love you. Your soul, your smile, the way you look at me and the very essence of what makes you you. You are the one that makes me whole, the one that makes me know I am alive. Without you nothing makes sense, without you the world is cold and unfriendly. Your caress is angelic, your love is enlightning, my heart is yours forever. Ef

Weekend Stuff
Its been kind of an odd weekend so far.. First I feel a bit naked lol. I did laundry and washed my hat. Most of you that know me know I rarely go anywhere without it lol. Last evening was one I would want to start over. First sign.. I went ot get gas for the mower, and after filling up the can, gas started to seep through the sides. Could not find a hole... just the whole one side was wet when I got it back out of the car. David wanted to go to the drivein last night. They were playing Ratatouille and Evan Almighty. Saw the rat before and it was cute. So we bought lots of junk food and headed out. Thats when I really knew it was not my night. 5 minutes into the first movie, David was asleep..lol. I kept trying to keep him awake, but no luck. When he WAS awake he whined he was too cramped lol. So we got out of the car and he laid on a blanket and I sat in a chair. He went right ot sleep. The girls from the car next to us never shut up at all..lol. Anyway, just a

If I Ain't Got You
Artist: Alicia Keys Album: Unplugged Title: If I Ain't Got You Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within And I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial [Chorus:] Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you, Yeah Some people search for a fountain That promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share With no one who truly cares for me [Chorus:] Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some peo

Questions
When you're alone do you think of me? When you close your eyes is it me you see? Am I in your dreams as you sleep at night? Can you still feel my arms holding you tight? Do you find yourself wishing I was there? Are you ever going to admit how much you care?

Rise
If I think of you I won't cry. I'm giving happiness without you a try. So there'll be long, lonely nights. But they'll make the good days seem twice as bright. My heart won't always feel so broken. I'll have the love you gave to carry as a token. Proof that I loved with my all. It will help me live and rise against the fall.

My Heart
My ever bleeding heart still beats only for you. It won't accept the fact that you said we're through. Inside my head I've moved on to other things. But my heart refuses to be free and spread its' wings. You'll always be the one I'm with when I close my eyes. I wish your heart would answer to my hearts' cries. It screams your name and longs for the love you gave. To that love it became a slave. Now I'll have to try and force myself to move on. My heart will continue to be yours even though you're gone.

Moving On
Bring on the rain. I'm ready to drown this pain. You said you'd always be here. Yet you're the reason for my tears. I can't understand why you felt you couldn't stay. It's why rain fills even the sunniest of my days. I wonder if the pain will ever really be gone. If I can't find a way to make it stop I won't be able to move on.

My Passion
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?

A Poem For A Special Man
How does one go on to say? The way she feels for him, Her thoughts and all her feelings, There's nowhere to begin. She thinks of him all morning, She thinks of him all night, But most of all she thinks of him, When she can't hold him tight. She misses his warm soft kisses, His head upon her chest, And when he holds her in his arms, It's something she likes best. But they can't be together, The way they want to be, Two hearts of such desire, Is all there is to see. She has locked him in her heart, And there he'll always stay, She hopes he doesn't break it, Or leave it in someway.

Why Dont The Fcc Sensor Them??
http://video.aol.com/video-detail/id/1972417565 Video from Faux News Channel has some dude grabbing the phone and saying "Give me the f**king mic. How come the FCC dont sensor them? Not to quote C&C Music Factory and Arsino Hall but... Things that make ya go HMMMMMM

Questionnaire
Just having a little fun ... Okay, okay, so I'm bored :P ... Copy and mail to me if you wish and I will do the same. 1. First name 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? 3. Favorite fruit? 4. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't? 5. Are you allergic to anything? 6. Is there someone/something you want? 7. When was the last time you went swimming? 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? 11. What's your favorite drink? 12. Does anyone like you? 13. Do you have any strange pets? 14. What is your dream car? 15. What'd you do yesterday? 16. Are you bipolar 17. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? 18. Ever been kissed under fireworks? 19. What was the last text message you received? 20. Have you ever bungee jumped? 22. Has anyone ten years older than

Why
Why do things happen when there's no reason Why do you say things when you know you don't mean it Why do you pretend that nothing happened Why am I scared when everything's "OK" Why have I moved farther and farther away Why can't I say what I want to say Why don't we talk about the problem Why do we act Why can't we be normal Why, why do we have to ask questions Shouldn't the answers be there Why, why do we say why

Update
okay since no one wants to ct marry me im not going to do it obviously lol, it was a fun idea so ill keep being a free agent, but my birthday is 2 weeks away so you better remember it or im going to cry, j/k but i need a little dramatic effect lol sorry the heat is getting to me, im going to go now

Falling
I softly fall into his arms. My dependent self wanting to depend on him. My independent self wanting to pull away. His body so warm. My heaven or hell? Should I let go, should I fall and expect him to catch me? Fall and hit hard? Float on a cloud? I shouldn't rationalize. I shouldn't analyze every little move, but I do. His soft lips of pink. His eyes a soft brown and sparkling like the sea. Soft hands of love, warmth, and compassion. I can not fall, without knowing I will not hit the ground. Do you have to fall before you can float upon a cloud? Maybe I can't let go of what's holding me up. The dependent side wants to say no. The independent side says take a chance. Falling . . . I will catch myself. That much I need. Then I am no longer dependent. Individual thoughts can be only me.

I Guess I'm Just Different
Because I thought it was too soon for the McDonalds to re-open not ever 24 hours after the shooting. I'm not saying keep it closed for a week but at least 2 days. That's not long at all. So many people say "business is business", it may be, but God damn have respect for the deceased. The freaking plastic is still over the window with the bullet hole in it and the memorial they made is GONE! What is that?! OH, and his body is still at the corner's office. I know people have to make a living and all but its 2 days...an EMPLOYEE DIED in the freakin LOBBY. This is so flippin disgusting no matter what people say.

Miles Can't Make Me Stop
Sometimes, I feel so alone But when I look at the moon It relaxes me to know It's bringing light into your night too And when I look at the stars, It makes me smile to know That you may be wishing on the same one At the same second But when the night is gone All it's beauty is tucked away for the day The sun seems to burn through to my soul It casts no shadow at noon And I can plainly see I'm all alone But then I think About the breeze lifting my hair from my shoulders, And I inhale it happily I am at peace to know The same breeze may be cooling Sweat from your brow I whisper a prayer into the wind And hope it reaches to your heart There are many miles in between of us But nothing can keep me from loving you Nothing can keep my lips from Saying your name And nothing can keep my mind from dreaming of you Oh, you're so far away, But so close to me I love you a million miles worth, And a million more While we are stuck apart You will always be in my heart

My Living Room
I will be moving back into my townhome here soon, with the hopes of selling it. If I want to sell it, there are quite a few things that I will need to replace, repair, renovate or whatever. Yesterday & today's adventure involved me painting the living room. WooHoo!!! No, not really. It sucked. My hands hurt, my, oh what the hell, everything hurts. Alas with some help from my aunt the living room walls & trim are done!!! In addition to painting the walls & trim, I also caulked some cracks in the concrete slab, then painted the slab with some white, waterproof paint. This past Tuesday night, my friend & I proceeded to rip up the carpet & padding in the living room. I finally moved it outside last night & it already being cut into pieces, bundled it up for Solid Waste Services to pick up. Now, onto the hallway & kitchen. More fun for me. Anybody wanna help??? Stay tuned.....the adventure continues!!!

Rymez That Did Not Make The Cut
This is from "Desarteagle To Your Mindstate". It did not make the cut. I philosophize because Rap & Hip Hop can immortalize. Recognize, see through lies. When thay arise. Be wise, think before you verbalize. Realize, thay can use words to ostracize. Utilize the mind, strategies, revise. Freestyle exercise, display skills, improvise. Sound federalize, An Emcee I specialize. In surprising, neutralizing. Rappers that are plagiarizing. There will be no eulogizing of intellectual writing. For those who are trapped, I'm fighting. Imagine if we all struck like lighting...Bluebonic

Shades
****I only NSFW this cause last time I wrote something about interracial someone reported it NSFW!**** Everyone knows that Roses Are are many rays of Red And everyone knows that violets are many shades of blue, and yet they love and accept them the same; so why is it that society cannot accept the many shade differences between me & you?

One Image The Cause?
Holy crap that is astounding, just from that one image huh? well shoot me in the knee and call me minced meat. woah... okay that was awkward this Jive Kitten is giddy though thanks alot you guys!

Read This Info!!!
I want to meet people that are really interested in workin part time with a company that real about making money helps improve health and wellness.Its all wrapped up in what you are doing now in your everyday life.I would LOVE to share this info to people who are interested in making forty to sixy thousand dollars this year.Sound good?Get at me!You wont be disappointed!!!!

Thoughts.... Mine... Yours... Advice?
I'm not sure how this will turn out, hence the NSFW rating. I know, my wife isn't part of this network. So she won't see this. The only thing that keeps me from killing myself are my son's. In the last 4 years of my marriage, I've lost my Apt., forced to live in a motel room for 8 months. Then we got a trailer(still owned by the motel). And up until Feb. 07, thats where we lived, granted not the best, but it wasn't a motel room. She and I worked different shifts, her's mostly Swings and Midnoght shift. Mine was mostly day shift, till they needed night cook. But we hardly saw each other. She slept most of the day, away till it was time to go to work. The last two years she had been thinking about this separation. Course, me being me, I agreed to most of her points, that I was not that great of a husband. But now that I've had 7 months to think... I wasn't that bad at all. First, the reason we lost the apt., was my wife was gambling. As I was on the road driving truck, she

Relax, It's Just A Work Of Fiction, Or Is It?
I awaken to the blade still in my hand. The blood dried and now brown on my skin. My hand is cramping from clenching the blood stained blade in it for how ever long I was out. I look around and see only trails of spilled life across the floor, teasing me with ideas of where I had walked after the act. I pry the blade out of my hand and try to wash the blood off then pause and look at it with almost a trophy like sense in my eyes. I look at it under my nails and on my shirt and think to myself "why did they have to put mushrooms on it, I said no mushrooms!". I sit after changing shirts....fuck it, I've already taken a bite and it WAS delivered under 30 minutes.....

Polar Bear
The caption of this picture was Polar bear Knut and his keeper Ronny Henkel play in the water at the Zoo....... I say nay nay! I say polar bear was trying to eat Ronny Henkel and thank god this isn't a video cause ya know all you'd be hearing is GET THIS GOD DAMN BEAR OFF ME!!

Phil Collins In Den Luft-heute Abend Lyriken
Ich kann ihr glauben, in die Luft heute abend zu kommen, OH- Lord Und ich habe diesen Moment auf mein ganzes Leben, OH- Lord gewartet Können Sie ihm glauben, in die Luft heute abend zu kommen, OH- Lord, OH- Lord Quellen Sie hervor, wenn Sie mir erklärten, daß Sie, ich würden nicht verleihen eine Hand ertranken Ich habe Ihr Gesicht vor meinem Freund gesehen, aber ich weiß nicht, wenn Sie wissen, wem ich bin Brunnen I war dort und ich sah was Sie taten, ich sah es mit meinen eigenen zwei Augen So können Sie dieses Grinsen abwischen, ich wissen, wo Sie gewesen sind Gewesener aller es ist ein Satz Lügen Und ich kann ihm glauben, in die Luft heute abend zu kommen, OH- Lord Brunnen I haben diesen Moment für mein ganzes Leben, OH- Lord gewartet Ich kann ihm glauben, in die Luft heute abend zu kommen, OH- Lord Brunnen I haben diesen Moment für mein ganzes Leben, OH- Lord, OH- Lord gewartet Brunnen I erinnern sich, ich sich erinnern, sich sorgen nicht, wie ich überhaupt verges

Sounds Familiar To Me.
Artist: K-CI & JoJo Album: Unknown Title: Suicide Everybody thinks I'm going crazy 'Cause I don't even sleep They say I'm lookin weak But everything they say is true Boy I can't make it without you And I don't know which way to go Up or down, fast or slow So I think it's time for me to go away And I know it sounds crazy But your not my man, I wish you were I never thought I never thought I'd lose my pride I'd lose my pride I never thought of suicide (oh) Until you took your love away (way) I never thought I never thought I'd lose my pride (lose my pride) I'd lose my pride I never thought of suicide Until you took your love away (love away) If I die I know I'd still look over you Lovin you, forever and forever, no need to Heaven is not that far away Heaven is not to far away I can still see your precious face Said I might have been a fool, think this way would make you gladder When I look down on you I can see I made you sad It's too late for me t

Boy's Confession
"Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been a week since my last Confession, here is my sin: I have been with a loose girl." The priest asks, "Is that you, little Johnny Parisi?" "Yes, Father, it is." "And who was the girl you were with?" "I can't tell you, Father, I don't want to ruin her reputation." "Well, Johnny, I'm sure to find out her name sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Tina Minetti?" "I cannot say." "Was it Teresa Volpe?" "I'll never tell." "Was it Nina Capelli?" "I'm sorry, but I cannot name her." "Was it Cathy Piriano?" "My lips are sealed." "Was it Rosa Di Angelo, then?" "Please, Father, I cannot tell you." The priest sighs in frustration. "You're very tight lipped, Johnny Parisi, and I admire that. But you've sinned and have to atone. You cannot be an altar boy now for 4 months. Now you go and behave yourself." Johnny walks back to his pew, and his friend Nino slides over and w

I'm In A Contest!!!!!!
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The History Of The Werewolve
The History: To start with the classical references: Apart from the famous legend of Romulus and Remus, saved and fed by a friendly she-wolf, there are many other mythological and religious tales from this area of Europe: Apollo, the famous Greek God of Light, Medicine and Music, was born, together with his twin Arthemis, from Zeus and Latona, a woman turned into a she-wolf to be disguised and so protected from the wrath of Era, Zeus’ official wife (and sister). For this reason Apollo was always looked upon as a protector, both from and of the wolves: they were not to be killed if not absolutely necessary. Then there is the legend of Licao (Greek and almost Italian for hunting dog), the very first renowned werewolf : this man was the king of Arcadia and he knew that, disguised among the wanderers he hosted, Zeus himself was hiding. So he decided to discover which one was Zeus: he killed his youngest son, Arcade, and prepared a meal with his flesh: only a God would know the taste

Mark Your Calenders
Mark Your Calendar MAKE SURE YOU DO THIS "PATRIOTIC" ACT for all mankind and women.. MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY. As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation i

I Can't Get A Break?
I am trying so hard to accept the fact that things have changed. I am really sick of liars and stupid ass fucks trying to bring me down. I cannot do this shit anymore. I have enough shit on my plate. I am over it! All I want to do is runaway and run into his arms. It would be so great to feel a hug from him. I want to hit something. ERRR!!!!! Why do people have to lie and be stupid for no reason.

Got Some 11's To Give Away
Hey for any of you who come by rate my pic and a few comments or you already have I have some 11's if you need them during happy hour just give me a shout and I will hit you up with some of them.... THANK YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH........

Freaked Out
Ok so I was in the bathroom and someone out side started setting off firecrackers and I freaked out!!! Now I feel stupid and mad and upset!! I should be over all this crap by now. What's wrong with me?!?!

Peter Griffin
Although he is loud,rude and obnoxious,he love Lois with all his heart,and if that makes him a bad guy then ur all fucked! :P Hey Chris,ur gay. But I love the big dumb animal! ;) *muah* My Peter Griffin.

A Birthday Retrospective
A while back a friend of mine posted to his blog what he called an Easter Retrospective. It was beautifully crafted and I’ve actually returned to it more than once because I’ve found it to be not only inspiring, but also heartening. Unfortunately for me, he’s removed the post from his blog now. Oh well… This past birthday I found myself reflecting quite a bit on my life now, in comparison to my life one year ago and… partially in honor of my friend, I’m going to follow in his footsteps a bit here and post my Birthday Retrospective:Relationships ’06:Things between my Daughter’s Father and I are strained. I want him to notice me. I want him to love me again. I try so hard to please him, to be sexy for him, to make him want me. I’ve spent months watching him make love to someone else in the exact way I’ve always wished he’d touch me. I’ve not yet been told that I’m a pity fuck at best… but it’s coming. KazaKitsune and I on the other hand are close and getting closer. She has bec

You're Gonna Laugh Soooo Much!!
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man woke as a woman, He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out theirschool clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the cheque book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen flo

Silverstone
Go Ferrari! Go BMW! It was great to be part of the huge crowd that saw Hamilton get pole position, and would have been special to see his first home win, but Ferrari did a great job, and it was a good result. And smashing to see my boy Kubica have such a great race too!

Blog Book Continued
the webby awards www.webbyawards.com internationally based and a decade old, these awards all manner of webpages, with subcategories for political, and business blogs.the diarist awards www.diarist.net/awards.awarded qurterly to the best representations of online journals. categories include best comedic entry, best romantic entry, best romantic entry, best use of multimedia, and best rant. best of the blogs www.thebobs.de just registering to vote might net you an ipod shuffle. anti bloggies www.leiacofield.com/antibloggies this site disclaimer informs us that these awards are not meant to be taken seriously, and suggests we b get over ourselves. blog of the day www.shrednow.com/botd simple site with minimal descriptions of random intersting blogs. happy blogging god bless neext to follow derekxx

Wrote Your Name On A Piece Of Paper
WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTALLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY."""" SEND THIS TO EVERYONE U LOVE, INCLUDING ME. IF U SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 45 MINUTES, THEN TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY EVER!! """ Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. If you get 7 back then you're LOVED

More Than Friends
when i look in to your eyes i became memorized when your hand brushes mine i become paralized all you have to do is give that smile and my heart drops to my knees you are always in my thoughts you are always in my dreams i wish that you could see how much i feel for you i wish you were here in my loving arms i pray for an embrace that means we are more than friends i wait for that day for you to say all the words i want to hear from the depths of your heart so i pray i pray i so longingly pray for you to say those 3 simple words i feel for you i love you!

Picture
Artist: Kid Rock Album: Cocky Title: Picture feat. Sheryl Crow Living my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sunshine in three damn days Been fueling up on cocaine and whiskey Wish I had a good girl to miss me Oh I wonder if I'll ever change my ways (Hook)2x I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you While I'm lying next to her I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her [SHERYL CROW] I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they won't tell But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right I've been waiting on you for a long time Filling up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in three damn nights (Hook)2x I put your picture away I wonder where you've been I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you've been I can't look at you while I

A Little Prince
~~xXx~~ A little prince once appeared to me, He was as sweet as sweet can be. He came to me right out of the blue And said, "I would like to be a friend to you." This little prince has since stolen my heart, Even though we are now oceans apart. His love for life has been an inspiration, I'm sure one day, he would rule a nation. He's funny, he's witty, he's cute and he's charming, Sometimes he acts so "stoopid", it's alarming. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, He makes me feel like a little 'chile'. I know one day my prince will disappear, Just as quietly as came to me here. But until then, I'll enjoy the time spent with him, Knowing chances of us meeting are very slim. ~~xXx~~

The Difference
ok i find that there is a difference between being beautiful and sexy...i have been told all the time that i was sexy but i have never been told honestly that i was beautiful.. and almost everyone can be sexy but only a chosen few can be beautiful...all i wanna do is be beautifukl and love unconditonally and i want soemone thats not gunna call me a slut and a whore....is that to much to ask?

People
i don't understand people maybe im socially retarded i doubt it someday i will be so far from here and all these bitch ass haters will be stuck still talkin shit on other people someday i will be happy maybe ive been saying that for so long now i still cant convince myself im much too smart to belive that bullshit ill be stuck here forever like my mom ill get a job in okc get married have some kids then die god i cant even stand to think about that there isnt really an escape because its the same stupid shit everywhere stupid people with stupid opinions and stupid shit to talk about i want to stay high and play my little video games im so whiny ...back to getting high and playing twilight princess....

My Love
My love forever flows for you, From now til the end of all time, We’ll be together always, For I’m yours and your mine. My love for you is never ending, My heart now belongs to you, A love so strong that will last forever, For all of eternity will be true. My love is stronger then ever, Nothing can break the bond we share, Together as one we will survive, Through thick and thin I’ll always be there. My love will stand the test of time, To hold you up when your down, To make you smile and laugh, I’ll always turn your bad days around.

Even After You Go...
You once asked me how much I love you... I love you so much even after you leave I would take a bullet to save you. I would give you my heart so you may live. I would give you both my lungs if you needed them. I would lie in front of a speeding train if you asked me too. In other words, I will never stop loving you.

Just Another Poem
Can one be swallowed by a lovers grasp? Can one fall victim to a love meant to last? Can I be the one to be taken in? Will I be the chosen to live with your sin? Blissfully unaware strewn before a grave You picked up my pieces and held me high and told me I was brave You made me feel together when I always fell apart You made me happy right from the very start I let go for a moment you never left my side I never wanted to love again but you made sure I tried Let me ask you something now, do you believe? That you made me see what you and I can achieve If I just hang on and you wait a bit longer We’ll prove everyone wrong and come out even stronger All the people they just cant see And they want us to fail because none of them can be Forget what they say, because none of it’s true you brought me back, when I was blue Think of only what we can do you held me up, as I will too You showed me I can love again you made me forget my past

Poetry
Tomorrow's Coming Demons await tempting flesh with desire untold some they devour hearts and souls that never can grow old branded with flame burning with need it carries me away devils thoughts wicked dreams they visit me constantly sleep runs away from fear and pain chasing me into the fire it feels like heaven this time in hell waiting for never to come i wait for tomorrow despising that day knowing its coming anyway What will I do When it comes When my world ends in a moment of time Will I live on yearning and dying Never fully satisfied again Can i be that strong To survive yet again another dose of reality How will it go Cold in the night no one to hold me again Cold fingers of fear race down my spine knowing i have no hope desperately seeking another moment just to know my own soul emptiness filled the moment i knew yet now it returns to bite painful honesty expected in all no lies have ever been told

Children
Im finally at this realization that i have to finalize my daughters adoption, but it hurts to know she isnt my little girl anyomre. I know she lives with my brother across town and i see her whenever i want, but it isnt the same.....I just hate that i have to makes this decision with her because i dont have my own life straightened out... It wouldnt hurt so bad if she knew i was mommy but she doesnt and to hear her call me "kim" makes it even worse. sometimes it makes me sick to think on it, at least my other daughter knows im her mommy....i have a lot of thinking to do on this one, my heart is breaking

Welcome 2 The Boom Boom Room---------
hello this is my lounge and i would like to invite you to become a member this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome it doesn't cost a thing to join lol and come enjoy the tunes and the fun chats from seejaykaygee http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331

Finsh The Sentence
My ex... should die hahaha Maybe I should... get a job.. LOL I love... all my friends & family People would say that i'm... really sweet I don't understand... alot of things When i wake up in the morning... i go piss lol I lost... something... Life is full of... surprises My past is... the past I get annoyed when... people are whiney or annoying Parties are... FUN I wish... i could be somewhere right now Dogs... LOVE them Cats... hate them Tomorrow... I should find a job LOL I have low tolerance... for whiney annoying people If I had a million dollars... i'd do alot of things with it I'm totally terrified... of loosing people i love

Wheres The Love At?
i have been on cherry tap for awhile now.. and i have yet to get that much love... what the hell? my fiance gets more love on here then i do and i get soo jealous of it... i mean come on people give me some love geezzzz

Huge News On The Chris Benoit Case
According to one source, Vince McMahon was apparently convinced there was something to the Wikipedia story. 14 hours before Nancy Benoit's body was discovered, an anonymous person edited Chris Benoit's Wikipedia profile to note that he missed the Vengeance pay-per-view because his wife had died. Investigators, after confiscating the user's computer and doing a full investigation, came to the conclusion that there was nothing to it other than a massive coincidence. They also decided against releasing the name of the University of Connecticut student who had made the original posting. His IP address was 69.120.111.23, which did not actually point to Titan Towers. Anyway, McMahon didn't believe that there was inside knowledge to the situation, but he believed that it had come from Titan Towers on Sunday night, perhaps someone on the staff wanting to do a rib on the ECW guys. -- Bruno Sammartino, Superstar Billy Graham and his wife Valerie are scheduled to appear on MSNBC's Scarborough

Poetry
It is within deep, deep down inside it comes out only to feed It feeds on my mind day after day and it burns me with need The creature is sly hiding in my soul to wait and speak to me The devil is there night after night making me want without care Each promise I make to clean it out The daemons come out to taunt me I think, if only but still I can't resist The end of my need for a time It says "just one more" "youv'e said no before" my life always filled with regrets Someday I'll win I have only to begin by saying one simple word To admit the truth is hardest it seems when it's you that you're talking to Look in the mirror the lines there aren't new I'd like to begin today Just saying no I think I would know Is the hardest decision to make

Dennis
I don't think I could be any happier! I have found the man of my dreams and I'm secretly planning our wedding LOL. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I love falling asleep next to him at night and I love waking up to him in the morning. I love every damn thing about him! It is so weird actually feeling like I mean something to someone and to be treated like I'm the only thing that matters. Other than my son he is the most important thing to me. I just can't put it into words how I feel for him. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta - I LOVE YOU DENNIS!!!!!!!!!!

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and l

The Psychiatrist And The Proctologist
Two doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign >>reading: >> >> "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, "Hysterias and Posteriors" >> >> The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors >>changed it to read, "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids" >> >> This was not acceptable either so, in an effort to satisfy the >>council, they changed the sign to, "Catatonics and High Colonics" >> >> No go. >> >> Next, they tried, "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives" >> >> Thumbs down again. >> >> Then came, "Minds and Behinds" >> >> Still no good. >> >> Another attempt resulted in, "Lost Souls and Butt Holes" >> >> U naccep table again. >> >> So they tried, "Analysis and Anal Cysts" >> >> No way. >> >> "Nuts and Butts"? >> >> No way. >> >> "Freaks and Cheeks"? >> >> Still no go. >> >> "Loons and Moons"? >> >> Forget it. >> >> Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with: >> >> "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends" >> >> Everyone l

Fbi Agents
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill Her!!!" "The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. Sh

Breakthrough
I got one two three four Five, six, six, six Running round the neighborhood Perjorative, "Jinx." he said the groom's Down on me cuz he ate the rice It was well intentioned but bad advice Hell yeah, yeah, yeah Let it breakthrough, oh let it breakthrough [x4] Open the curtain and let in some sky it's almost half past two, and you can tell by the light Open your window, and let in the atmosphere! Let it breakthrough, oh let breakthrough [x4] Open the curtain and let in some sky it's almost half past two, and you can tell by the light Open your window, and let in the atmosphere! Let it breakthrough, oh let it breakthrough [x4] I was inverted, I mean converted I mean I don't understand

Falling
Falling By: Jen Peterson I can relate sometines it sucks to be me, and it's only amatter of time before I self-destruct. When I don't know what to do I just smile and say: " Tomorrow could be worse", thats my philosophy. I know that I'm the one in the end who has control over my destiny. It's hard enough growing up, I'm notgoing to let you step on my dreams. You're older and wiser that's true. That doesn't mean your right everytime, I have my opinion too. I know I don't have all the answers to this life I live, I'm not helpless. I'm young and confused, that doesn't mean I'm stupid. I need to have fun, fall down, then learn just like you did. How do you expect me to listen to what you have to say, when all we do now is get mad until we both walk away?

Night Freak
what you gonna do? what will you see? being the way we breathe the way we die? another dull night. as i sit here here frozen alone i wish it was something. i wish you could feel it the sounds get lonely. go the freaks are out tonight. i wish you could feel it. all is quite dont you feel it

Here's Some Cold Hard Facts
They say most American's dislike Bush. Well most do,But the vast majority seemingly forget the embarrassment placed on us by the President before him. Remember this before you run out in '08 to vote. Hilary Clinton was the first Lady to a President that not only lied under oath before a Grand Jury. He also was impeached in Congress, only escaping complete impeachment for his actions due to the majority of the senate being Democrat. So all you that say Bush was wrong to commute Libby's sentence better step back, look at the facts. Libby didn't perjure himself, he plead the 5th, against incriminating himself, unlike William Jefferson Clinton. Who by the way stood at a podium and swore on National Television he did not have sex with that woman Miss Lewinsky, lmao. So before you all put her in the White House just remember we all have been down that road.

Do You Want To Be Fired...? Or Resign?
i actually got an option. although i really did consider not going to work for almost a week a resignation. like... fuck you. im not even going to bother calling in. i hope you die. that kinda thing. yeah...

Once The Past Is Forgotten There Can Be No Future
We are living in a time where reflection is not part of our daily lives, a time where we neglect the people of the past who gave their lives in order to save their countries. In modern day America and everywhere else for that matter, we no longer are willing to study our nations histories, we have become a people who are too worried about staying in fashion, we are too involved with current trends to stop and think that if it weren’t for men who gave their lives for the countries we live in, then those countries would not exist. The men and women who fought and died for their countries are being forgotten rapidly and it saddens me to see this, these men did not want to go to a foreign land and die, they wanted to protect the freedoms they came to know and love and to forget these men is forgetting who we are as a nation. Sure things in modern day society have become mixed up and ass backwards, but we can change all that because of the men and women who died before us and are continu

What Did I Do Wrong?
Why is everybody’s life just so perfect except my life? Why is everybody so happy except me? Why does everybody have someone special except me? Why is everybody just so beautiful except me? Why is everything not how I want it? Just so perfect as everybody’s life… That’s what I always wanted, but why can’t it just be like that What did I do wrong? What? Just tell me what I did wrong... Maybe I can change or something like that But I can’t change do I?

World's Tallest Man Marries, Sweeps Bride Off Feet
ERDOS, China (Reuters) - The world's tallest man married a woman two-thirds his size and almost half his age on Thursday in a traditional Mongolian ceremony sponsored by at least 15 companies hoping to cash in on his fame. Bao Xishun, 56, a 2.36-metre (7-ft, 9-inch) herdsman from China's vast Inner Mongolia region, was carried to his wedding on the back of a mobile yurt pulled by camels at the Genghis Khan holiday resort on the grasslands near Erdos city. Hundreds of people, some travelling for hours, turned up to see Bao wed saleswoman Xia Shujuan, a mere 1.68 metres (5 ft 6 inches) tall and just 29 years old. Draped in a shimmering blue silk coat, Bao waved to the crowd before going into an enormous yurt where guests ate lamb and cheese and watched Mongolian song and dance shows. "If we can have children, we'll have children," Bao told Reuters before the wedding. "If not, then not. If we have a child, I hope he or she can be 1.8-1.9-metres tall. Then he or she can play b

The Lover
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

If You............
Here's something fun to do, and a repost haha :P If you'd like....make me a personal salute pic, I'll put it in a special folder in my albums and I'll return the favor as well for you. Make it clean, something 'safe for work' < rolls her eyes > but be creative. lol. This is just something fun for friends to do, kind of exchanging pics so to speak. Thanx and let me know if/when ya make one for me so I can rate,comment & rip it! :D xoxox's Jade :D

Left Of Night
ok, i thought i would just ramble today, i notice i haven't posted a blog of any kind in a stones age, so here i go. Have you ever noticed that your nightmares follow a specific format or pattern or theme. Day in and day out, whenever a nightmare strikes, there are usually common elements. Little things that your id, your subconscious mind, brews up to beat you with like a man in stocks being flogged (ok people, don’t get turned on here, i’m talking nightmares, not fantasy’s). It’s things like, if you have a repressed, timid personality, you might always have nightmares of people yelling and screaming at you. If you’re afraid of snakes, you might always dream of them attacking you or your friends turning into them at social events. Most of the time, it’s constant. Changes on a theme. But what do you do when that little dark side throws you a curve ball, tries to terrorize you with something you didn’t know was scary? What do you do then? Or worse, when you wake up f

I Thought You Guys Would Like This
I thought you guys would like this! Way to go Brother Armstead! Retired Marine tackles bank robber By SAEED AHMED The Atlanta Journal-Constitution, Published on: 07/10/07 Timothy Armstead was at the Washington Mutual Bank on Candler Road on Tuesday afternoon to figure out how someone could have stolen $100 from his account, when a man wielding a fire extinguisher barged in and demanded that tellers hand him $2,000. That set Armstead off. Grousing there was just too much stealing going on, the retired Marine put down his young daughter and tackled the robber, knocking him to the ground. "I just brought him down to the ground and told him not to move," he told WSB-TV. DeKalb County police said the robber told bank employees the fire extinguisher was a bomb and they had five minutes to comply with his demands: He wanted $2,000 in $50 bills. As employees scurried to the bank vault to comply, the unidentified man began loudly counting down the minutes, attracting the attentio

July 12th
For July 12,2007 There's no delicate way to say this: Is a loved one talking too much? Perhaps they're nervous about telling you something. Whatever they're trying to keep a secret isn't a big deal, but for some reason, they're stressed.

Family
my real dad keeps calling. its so weird to be so much like someone that you can't remember and are never around. it's really sad how i just let him come back into my life. i never would have done this years ago. i miss my step dad so much. ever since he passed away im different. ill never be stupid and happy and so fucking unaware of shit ever again. i mean i was fucking 15. he had a heart attack. how can you know that? you can't. i should just always be nice to people. easier said than done. my real dad wants me to like... make my brother talk to him. my brother will never talk to him. my brother like... hates him with a passion. and then his mom calls me. and im like... after fucking 10+ years why do you think i would remember you? why do you think i would give a fuck? after you fucking moved away and left me and knew my number and address becuase we never moved ever ever. ugh. and then im like... im older now and i should be mature about it and quit being mad

What About Me?
SO VERY TIRED OF SITTING ONLINE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO CHAT WITH. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CHAT WITH ME THEN JUST DELETE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I'M ALSO TIRED OF MY CLUB(S) MEMBERS NOT DOING SIMPLE THINGS I ASK OF THEM. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE....

Some People
I am so fed up with those out there that think that they are the only ones that have been hurt in life and think that they can walk all over other people because it makes them feel good. What gives them the right? If you have really truly been hurt in life you should know better then to go and try to hurt some one else. I am sure there are some honest, good men out there, but where the hell are they?? Or you find them and they are taken or don't want to be, WTF!! And the women who snap them up? YOU GO GIRL!!! Treat them right and keep them happy!! Well I don't have much to say today other than where are all the great guys?? One of these days I may find one, but its going to have to be some one super great as I come with lots of baggage, lol.

A Mans Thought
little time to put full time in a real relationship ,lead me to look at my feelings and personal desires, first i needed to decide if i was a norm man or a pervert for my own thoughts of the unknowen lady ive day dreamed about often,,butthe more i thought deeply of my own wants the truth is im not being a perv for wantng to love on ,hold,kiss..cuddle,,,,the unknowen woman...but more of over load work load,,lack of social life,,,an being in a new city ,,with out friends or family nearby... so as i dream of the unknowen lady that looks at me with desire and luv n her eyes..i will hope she may be real ,an one day are eyes will meet,and i will know i am not the only person that desires the unkowen lover

Humour
SchoolPlay"-(If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!) Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play .It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden, I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! A pistol shot." On opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words.... "My fair maiden,I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boys c

The Beauty Of A Woman
There is nothing as beautiful as a woman, for she is like a blooming flower on a warm spring day with the sounds of crystal clear waters flowing down from the majestic mountain tops unto the seas of life. Moon River Ernesto Cortazar

Thinkin About Him Again...
I want to be the one you think of when you think of making memories...of making love...of making out...I want to be the one you dream about...the one you talk about...the one you know is there no matter what. I want to have your touch and your smell and your lips embedded into my brain so that I may call them up at a moment's notice and know that I am not alone. I want to know that the smile on your face was put there by me and that I am the only one who sees your thinking face. I want to have movie night and date night and cuddly nights. I want to have silly arguments and funny debates and serious conversations. I want to sit next to you at the table and memorize the way you hold your fork and the way you look at me. I want butterflies and confusion and heartache and truth. I want you to be jealous and I want you to trust me. I want you to want me and I want you to think of nothing but me in the same way that I think of nothing but you. I want pictures and memories and meals. I want y

Friends
You lay awake, afraid to sleep The pain you have is way too deep So you can't forget all that stuff It makes you sad, it pisses you off You act so happy but it's all a lie People don't know how often you cry But if you need someone to listen I'll be there And I need you to know that I really care That is just what friends do And I wanna be a friend to you

Bingo!!
Occasionally you can feel adrift on the ever-changing sea of your emotions, especially when it comes to a few key relationships. Learn to ride these waves of change, and these feelings will enlighten you. This is right on the money!!

Helpful Hints
HELPFUL HINTS 1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5 A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape.

A Bottle Of Wine
A man enters his favorite ritzy restaurant and while sitting at his regular table, he noticed a gorgeous woman sitting at a table nearby all alone. He calls the waiter over and asks for their most expensive bottle of Merlot to be sent over to her - knowing that if she accepts it, she is his. The waiter gets the bottle and quickly sends it over to the girl, saying this from the gentleman. She looks at the wine and decides to send a note over to the man. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 Inches in your pants." The man, after reading the note, sends one of his own back to her and it read: "Just so you know - I happen to have a Ferrari Testarosa, a BMW 850iL, and a Mercedes 560SEL in my garage; plus I have over twenty million dollars in the bank. But, not even for a woman beautiful as you, would I cut off three inches. Just send the bottle back."

New House, New Ways To Live
Lauren and I are heading to Levelland today and probably tomorrow, to look at houses. I've been trying to "stay cool" but the excitement is starting to get to me anyway. An extra bedroom, maybe two. A real garage. Central Air. Not living in the ghetto. An EXTRA Bathroom! (hell yes!) I have been stuck with 3 females in a one bathroom house for far too long. A new start in a new town. It's kind of mindblowing, which is why, i suppose, that i have been underplaying it in my mind. I am trying not to get overwhelmed by the monumental changes that are dancing on tomorrow's breeze. Stress has been a factor, and the source for every one of the recent arguments between me and Lauren. The vacations didn't help a damn thing. Too much stress and too many things to do crammed into too little time do not a vacation make. I have been struggling to breathe deep through it all, to slow my pulse and not fall prey to my anxieties. Everything that I do in life, from simply working out to studyin

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like I'm heading for a breakdown And I don't know why [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be...me I'm talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking bout me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy,

How Good Are You In Bed?
how good are you in bed?!?!?WOW!!!prude doesnt even come to mind with you. you know how to flirt and other girls envy you because of it. good luck keeping a boyfriend.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Simple Advice...
Do yourself the favor go out and buy or dust off the album "prettyhatemachine" by Nine Inch Nails. Lock youself in your car and drive to the album with it turned up LOUD! It made me feel better and it might just do it for you too. Til the next posting... THIS IS THE TERROR THE FLAPS IN THE NIGHT, THE SHADOW THAT LURKS IN, WELL, THE SHADOWS...I AM DARK WING DUCK!

Emailed Story...
My dad only ever forwards me stupid shit, except this one wasn't stupid. Was a cool story.. :) "My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine-X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, Marine-X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him. I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Marine-X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine-X because every time I send something to him, Marine- X he thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine-X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What's we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine-X's package. He said he wasn't sure who we were sending the pact to, but the panties were si

Abandon
“Abandon” Abandon was a little baby by her own flesh and blood, By someone who didn’t want the responsibility. Abandon while her father was away, left behind for him to care for. Abandon by someone who was only a young girl herself, Not ready for a child, By someone who didn’t want to stay home and care for one. always wanting to have fun with her friends instead. Abandon by a young girl who ran away from the merical of life. Abandon by someone who would leave behind a child, later on in life expecting to be able to come back for it. But when she dose, it will be to late for her own flesh and blood will taken in by someone who wanted to take the responsibility unlike, the child’s mother, who abandon her. My First poem I have ever written. On 8-2-90

There Once Was
There Once was a girl, whose life was like a fiery hell. Every year it got worse. There once was a time when the girl loved someone who was 9 years older. She had sex with him, her parents said she couldn't see him anymore. There once was a time when this girl found out her parents might be separating. It got so bad she didn't know what to do. There once WAS a girl. Her life was so screwed up, she didn't want to live anymore. That's why she ONCE WAS! Can't remember when I wrote this one.

More Inspiration
as i sit here in a quiet little park, i hear a sound of a dog bark, can`t get you out of my mind, though i know you aren`t that kind, of person that gets real serious, you have always been so curious, still cant forget those bedroom eyes, and all those other different guys, they really don't mean nothing to me, even though its hard for you to see, i don't care where you have been, that was way back then, before you found someone who cares, told you before i will always be there, even when you don't want me around, and break my heart, stomp it in the ground, so maybe i should leave this place, but, its so pretty shows all of god`s grace, thats why i really come here i think, would take a swim, but would probably sink, burdened by all of my weight, so now i am opening the gate, i need to leave, before i start to cry, though stopping is what i am going to try, it really it a beautiful day, thats why i have decided to stay, here and collect my train of thought, see my heart is what you hav

*blink Blink*
My mind just drew a blank, its to hot to think properly. I don't mind, this is when I get the craziest ideas and strangest dreams...urrr well stranger dreams anyhow. Its been slightly pathetic lately, there are so many festivals and so much to do outside and about, and yet this past two weeks we have gone on a huge movie kick. Not just any movies, oh no, cheesy horror movies, and some not so cheesy. So far the winners fall into these categories: Worst Movie Ever: Windigo - Oh my god, its just so bad. I've never ever see anything this terrible before! Meaningless dialogue, freak outs over nothing, terrible sex scene with a perv and a monster that looks like a guy in a uni-tard with a set of antlers on his head. Oooo real spooky. Cheesiest and Yet Most Entertaining: Undead - If your morbid like Jeffrey and I, then this is your movie. It was hilarious! Right from the first scene it became a fav, with the granny getting demolished with a meteor then coming back as a zombie and pun

Rip Lord Sabian
To every in this list who may be concerned christopher(Lord Sabian) past away a few days ago due to a ruptured aneurysm. this was brought about from the head injury he received in the air force back in 2003. you may or may not have known but christopher suffer from may symptoms from this injury. he requested that i inform everyone of what was going on but wished that i wouldnt tell anyone of the symptons he suffer from, he wants you to remember him as you knew him. once i have finished replying to every one of his lists i will be deleting his accounts as resquested. to all of you he says Farwell and thank you to everyone who treated him well. RIP christopher 1978-2007 we will miss you. Please pay your respects to this woman.He ment so much to her ~Butterfly~ * Seductive Pleasures*~ Warchyldes Slave~*TDN*~COS~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '†ĞǾŦĦĬС ŖŎŞĔ†™' on '2007-07-13 15:38:45')

Grandmotha Fuck Myspace!!!
As of Wednesday, July 11,2007 all three of my myspaces were deleted: one regular(primary) and two of my artist pages got deleted. hell not to mention i had 926 friends in my friends space roster olnly to get deleted. why? idk. and after having the nerve to reconstruct another one at the library yestaday only to find out it was deleted hours later. Fuck em. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF CHERRYTAP PLEASE WELCOME ME AS I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY FOUND A NEW HOME BABY!!! MWAZ!

~~molestation Can Be Dangerous~~
A Catholic priest, a Pentecostal preacher and a Rabbi all served as chaplains to the students of Northern MichiganUniversity in Marquette. They would get together two or three times a week for coffee and to talk shop. One day, someone made the comment that preaching to people isn't really all that hard. A real challenge would be to preach to a bear. One thing led to another and they decided to do an experiment. They would all go out into the woods, find a bear, preach to it, and attempt to convert it. Seven days later, they're all together to discuss the experience. Father Flannery, who has his arm in a sling, is on crutches, and has various bandages, goes first. "Well," he says, "I went into the woods to find me a bear. And when I found him I began to read to him from the Catechism. Well, that bear wanted nothing to do with me and began to slap me around. So I quickly grabbed my holy water, sprinkled him and, Holy Mary Mother of God, he became as gentle a lam

All I Want
All I Want When I tell you I love you, I want it to mean, more than when anyone else in the world says it. I want it to mean, that your happiness is everything to me. and I want the best for you always. No matter what it takes. I want it to mean, that you are more important, than anything in my life. When I tell you I love you, I want it to mean, that you are a part of me, and I am a part of you. No matter what happens in this world, we will be together till the ends of time. Sharing our lives and happiness. All I want, is to love you for the rest of my life. To wake up each morning with you by my side. and knowing that no matter what happens, I'll be able to come home to your loving arms. All I want , is to share everything with you. To talk about our ideas, our dreams, and all the little everyday things, that make us laugh. and the not so little things, that we can't help but worry about. All I want, is to give you my love. As a place where you can a

Fun Night
Well I went and hung out with friends I ended up hanging out with an ex which I'm still cool with, damn I miss hanging out with her but o well, fuck I sound like a kid, o well, and tomorrow, well later today, I'm going to the beach so I probably won't be on much during the day

This Sickens Me
Okay everything is going along welland good then suddonly wham someone ahs to go and be childish and start drama. what happens i get bent over and screwed. Im kinda sick of this so to whoever did this, how dare you. If someone wasnt interested in you in teh first place, deal with it. Obviously, they werent interested so sod off.

Drunk People!!!
soo last night wile i was at work i was told that i should blog about the shit i go through wile at work... so here i go. so i work at IHOP here in Racine and i work 3rd shift witch can be alot of fun! well last night i guy and his two friends came in and said that if i was to post blogs about my time at work thay would read it... then the said the best part that if thay did read it that thay would be the ones i was talking about... how did thau know??? well you know them nasty ass serups that we have on the tables?? well to of them decided that thay where gonna chuge tham! witch is just nasty!!! well when it came time to drop off there bill thay got all pissed off cuz there was a $6 charge for the serup that thay where stupid enough to drink. then thay had the nirve to complane that there was a 15% gatuity!!! im sorry but the only reason that we do that is because if we didnt us servers would not be makeing ANY and i mean ANY money. i`m sorry but i only make $2.33 an hour.

John 3:16
16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 16 "Para Dios tan amó el mundo que él dio su y sólo Hijo, que quienquiera cree en él no fallecerá, pero tendrá la vida eterna.

Dear Friend
Dear Friend, When you feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop...... but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND______000______ _______000______________000________ _________000__________000__________ ____________000____000_____________ ______________00__00_________

No Feelings
Ive seen you in the mirror When the story began And I fell in love with you I love yer mortal sin Yer brains are locked away But I love your company I only ever leave you when you got no money I got no emotions for anybody else You better understand Im in love with my self My beautiful self A no feelings a no feelings A no feelings For anybody else Hello and goodbye in a run around sue You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue I kick you in the head you got nothing to say Get out of the way cos I gotta get away You never realise I take the piss out of you You come up and see me and Ill beat you black and blue Okay Ill send you away I got no feelings a no feelings No feelings for anybody else Exept for my self my beautiful self dear There aint no moonlight after midnight I see you stupid people out looking for delight Well Im so happy Im feeling so fine Im watching all the rubbish youre wasting my time I look around your house and theres nothing t

Romans 5: 1-5
1Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: 2By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. 3And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; 4And patience, experience; and experience, hope: 5And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

Thank You Mother
Thank you mother- for all that you have done, You took great care, of your daughters and sons. You loved us all from the very start, with your warm, kind, and loving heart. Thank you mother, for being strong, While trying to teach us right from wrong. If anytime, we had a problem, you were there to help us solve them. You'd lift us up, when we were feeling blue, Thank you mother, for we could always count on you. You were such- an awesome mother, The love you showed was like no other. Thank you mother- for your dear, sweet love, Now you'll watch over us from heaven above.

His Name Is Gary...
I love him immensely! Can hardly wait for the day that we are together forever! I miss his touch. I miss his smile. I miss the way that he moves. I miss everything about him! He has my whole heart. I give it to him completely! I have never had anyone make me feel the way he does! He makes my heart skip several beats at a time! Wow. What more can I say? But I am head over heels in love!

Lithium
Come to bed dont wake me sleep alone Couldnt hide the emptiness you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just couldnt drink enough to say you love me I cant hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, dont want to lock me up inside Lithium, dont want to forget how it feels without Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow Dont wanna let it lay me down inside Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself Cant break free until I let it go Let me go! Darling I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I have to fall Always find my place among the ashes I can hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, dont to lock me upinside Lithium, dont to forget how it feels without Lithium, stay in without I'm gonna let it go -Lithium, by Evanescence I only wish I could write words as true as these. Unfortunately my songwriting capabilities are terrible. Instead I just delve into my music and

Better Side Of The Law
Stephanie was alone in the apartment when there came a knock at the door of her Easy Street apartment. Who the hell could that be, she wondered. When she opened the door to her apartment, she found a couple of cops standing on her doorstep and she got even more curious. "Can I help you," she asked. "Do you live here alone," one of the officers asked. "No, I live here with my roommate." "Is she home?" "No," Stephanie answered, "she's in class. Why?" "We're making the rounds of the neighborhood," said the apparent spokesman for the pair. "There's a man in the neighborhood who has been entering women's apartments, and we're trying to get the word out." "Oh wow." "Yep. He usually enters late at night, often when the residents are not at home but there have been a few times when women have actually let the man into their apartment. If he's not interrupted, then he's just a common thief. He'll take your stuff and he'll go, but if you interrupt him, well a couple of wo

Dear John Letter
A Marine stationed in Afghanistan recieved a DEAR JOHN letter from his girlfriend back home...it went like this... Dear Ricky, I can no longer maintain the relationship with you the distance between us is far too great. I must admit to you ive cheated on you twice since you have been gone, and its not fair to either of us. I'm Sorry. Please return the pic of me i sent to you. Love always Becky The Marine, with hurt feelings asked his fellow marines for any snapshots of thier girlfriends , sisters, aunts, cousins etc etc. In addition to the picture of Becky he included the pictures from his buddy's 57 in all along with this note.

Take Time To....
take time to..... -listen to the world around you... -watch how we act toward each other.... -call someone you have not talked to for awhile... -listen to a cd that you have not listen to since you were young... -laugh like a little kid, no matter who's around... -tell a dirty joke to an old lady, they WILL laugh... -fart and blame the one to your left... -TAKE A NAP!!!!! -eat something really bad for you and enjoy each bite... -look at some porn and admit it to anyone who ask, we ALL have them moments.... -smile and ask one stranger how they are doing, it will fuck them up.... -dance to really bad 80's music even for a second, it's fun.... -pick up a book that you have finished and enjoyed and re-read it... -go to a toy store and play...until they kick you out....(trust me, leave when they say, it will involve a ticket if you don't).... -call your parents, if they have passed on then just take the time to think about them and what they did to make you who you are, thank

Just Some Lyrics, Can You Guess Who Sings It?
Saw that gap again today , while you were beggin' me to stay, take care not to make me enter, if i do we both may disappear. I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you're pushing and shoving me. You're pushing me and shoving me. You still love me, still love me, pushit on me, pushit on me Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line. Better take care not to make me enter. 'cause if I do we both may disappear. But you're pushing me, shoving me. You still love me, still love me pushit on me, pushit on me. You're pushing me and shoving me. Slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, alive when you're shoving me down. But i'd trade it all for just a little piece of mind. Pushit on me, You're pushing, and shoving, and scrambling, keep my feet back on the ground! Put me somewhere I

Finish These Sentences
Finish the sentences: 1. I've come to realize that my ex....... is an ex for a reason 2. I am listening to...... the family talk 3. I talk....... too much sometimes 4. I love....... my family, my nieces and nephew 5. My best friend...... is so far away 6. My first real kiss....... was with the first person I was really in love with. 7. I lost...... my mind when I lost my heart 8. I hate it when people......... drag things out 9. Love is....... wonderful, healing, powerful, and understanding 10. Marriage is...... something to wait for 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking..... its 5 o'clock somewhere 12. I'll always be........... here for my family and friends 13. I have a secret crush on.......... its no secret 14. The last time I cried was because..... of a song I was listening to 15. My cell phone........ is annoying sometines 16. When I wake up in the morning....... I am usually really hungry 17. Before I go to sleep

Special
i meet this fair haired girl, when i see her eyes they make me twirl, and her pretty little smile has its own curl, do i go to her,oh give it a whirl , no i am afraid she may break my heart, go up and ask her out thats a start, she is putting her groceries in a cart, i am always bad at this part, maybe i am just to shy, after all i am not a handsome guy, i have a little scare above my eye, and have very little money to buy, the things in life she really needs , oh , i see her and my heart just bleeds, honest,loyalty, and will do good deeds, she goes to the library and always reads, i know her name, cause i can get it out my brain, she causes me pain, what is there to gain, she will never tame , now i am getting lame, why do i put up with her shit, she vents on me and i feel her hit, maybe no other girl i will be able to get, i know why i put up with her shit, because she is SPECIAL, yeah thats it .

Of Me
The room took shape as i calmed myself. He had been kind and accepted His gift and now wanted to know what manner of gift i was to be. As i surveyed the room i could see that He had similar tastes to my own. The rolled arms and hard wooden back of the settee immediately caught my eye as well as the various whips proudly displayed on the wall behind it. The room was decorated with a distinct sense of masculinity and dressed in warm colors and textures. The room seemed filled with the scent of myrrh and cinnamon…no, not cinnamon it was nutmeg. i leaned in closer to Him silently indicating that i wanted to answer Him. “Yes little one?” He asked patiently. “i am to be used at your disposal Sir…i will do and be anything you require.” i said eagerly. “Do you know what you are saying little one? What if i have tastes not to your liking?” He said with sternness. i was to understand that He would not take this lightly and neither should i. “Yes Sir. i would not have been brought if it was thou

Oh Wow, I Sure Hope So!!! Lol
Horoscope for today lol ..... yay! ;) Your life continues to improve by leaps and bounds -- and it's all thanks to your recent commitment to learning new and better ways to communicate. It's a lot of work, but the results make the effort worthwhile.

Vampire Wine
Website: http://www.vampirewine.com Ever since the Fourth Century B.C., long before tales of vampires spread throughout the land, the Transylvanian people mastered the art of producing wine. Plato proclaimed the vineyards of Transylvania to be the finest in the world. The wines became such renown that in the First Century B.C., King Burbista ordered the destruction of the vineyards to deter the incursions of foreign invaders into the land. Fortunately, many of the vines escaped destruction, and the memories and knowledge of a wine-loving people refused to die. Now, Transylvania's most cherished secret, the blood of the vine, has once again been released. Made by a master winemaker, in accordance with ancient secrets of folklore, combined with modern vinification techniques, Vampire Wines continues to ignite the nocturnal passions. Website shows stockists - online store offers US deliveries only Website also stocks other vampire related items.

Tricky-revolution Evolution Love
Tricky : Now that you got it right Bring love and itll make it alright Bring love and well take it tonite Now that you got it right Who wants the sinner Coming round for dinner Who needs effects Who needs to pay for sex When they drop the bomb? Who will stay calm Blood would spill Who would you kill? Ed kowalczyk : Now that I understand this right Let me take it to the mike This revolution (has just begun) Has just begun Now that I understand this right Let me take it to the mike This revolution Has just begun Hawkman : Walking down the street with my little rude gun Top of my gun pocket for fun Block on my tongue Top of my earth Tip of my birth Top of my earth Tip of my breast Top of my chest Tip of my guess Ive got the singles I got the jingles Bet you eat pringles with chris kringles Walking on the road with my little rude gun Ed kowalczyk : Now that I understand this right Let me take it to the mike This revolution (has just begun) Ha

You Are My Dream Come True
Always in my heart You make me feel more loved Than I've ever felt And happier than I've ever dreamed. The love and understanding you have Is something I have searched for My entire life. Always in my happiest And saddest moments, You are my best friend and confidante. I come to you for everything, And you listen to me Without judgment. Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others Only hope for and dream of, But few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, You give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, Bringing out emotions I never knew I had And unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. Always and forever You will be my dream come true, The one I have waited for all these years. From now until the end of time, I will love only you. We will be together always.

Love
All thoughts, all passions, all delights, Whatever stirs this mortal frame, Are all but ministers of Love, And feed his sacred flame. Oft in my waking dreams do I Live o'er again that happy hour, When midway on the mount I lay Beside the ruined tower. The moonshine stealing o'er the scene Had blended with the lights of eve; And she was there, my hope, my joy, My own dear Genevieve! She leant against the armed man, The statue of the armed knight; She stood and listened to my lay, Amid the lingering light. Few sorrows hath she of her own, My hope! my joy! my Genevieve! She loves me best, whene'er I sing The songs that make her grieve. I played a soft and doleful air, I sang an old and moving story - An old rude song, that suited well That ruin wild and hoary. She listened with a flitting blush, With downcast eyes and modest grace; For well she knew I could not choose But gaze upon her face. I told her of the Knight that wore Upon his shield a bu

>sex On Mars
>The year is 2222 and after accumulating enough frequent flier miles, Mike >and Maureen land on Mars. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about >all sorts of things. > >Mike asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how >they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex. > >Just how do you guys do it?" asks Maureen. > >"Pretty much the way you do," responds the Martian. Discussion ensues and >finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience >one another. > >Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips. >He's got only a teeny, weenie member - about half an inch long and just a >quarter inch thick. > >"I don't think this is going to work," says Maureen. > >''Why?" he asks, "What' s the matter?" > >"Well," she replies, "It's just not long enough to reach me!" >"No problem," he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. >With each slap of his forehead,

Thank You Friends
thanks to all my friends family and fans that stop by to show love during my contest i appreciate the help i didnt win the contest but i came in 2nd but thats ok i gave it my best i everyone that helped i know yall did too if yall every need help just let me know

Volume Xxviii - Sunday Service And Magic
My community service time has officially come to an end today at 3pm. And it was about time. As a few of you know, I was assigned to perform 17 hours of such community service as partial sentence for my last traffic citation, at the Georgia International Horse Park in Conyers. I performed two whole days, at 8 hours each, then two half-days, at 3.5 hours each. The last two weekends I did not attend. Last week I attended my great-grandmother's 91st birthday dinner; the week before that was my grandmother's funeral. So I wanted to take this weekend to finish my time. Today the work was not very strenuous at all, in contrast to my last period, in which I pulled weeds all day. Today I ran the weed-eater for about an hour; I then pulled trash from the cans and delivered them to a nice empty hungry dumpster. At 3:00 pm, I was allowed to sign out. I said "sayonara" to the poor saps who still have at least twice as many hours to perform as I did at the beginning of my service. Never to

To The Nice Guys Left
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

Hmmmmmmmmm
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter"

A Xmas Present By Mikejb
He rolled over onto his back and though he had only been in bed a short while he wasn't able to sleep. His eyes open and looking up he could barely make out the ceiling from the small amount of light coming through the window. Next to him Gemma, his wife was already sound asleep. He closed his eyes once more, this time his mind willing himself to sleep but it was fruitless. Down below he felt a stirring between his legs as once more his mind played over the days events. The whole of the day had been fun, the evening especially so. It was that time of year.....a time filled with Xmas spirit, where everyone could and did, enjoy themselves. Even Cathy's parents, who had come down for the holiday had joined in the fun, moreso with the kids. Living two hundred miles away they didn't see them as much as they would have liked and so took the time to join in whatever they were doing. As he continued to lay there, looking up at the few shadows dancing on the ceiling, he recalled the g

Tool - Jambi
Here from the king's mountain view Here from the wild dream come true Feast like a sultan I do On treasures and flesh, never few. But I, I would wish it all away. If I thought I'd Lose you just one day. The devil and his had me down, in love with the dark side I'd found. Dabble in all the way down up to my neck soon to drown. But you changed that all for me. Lifted me up, turned me round. So I... I... I... I... I would I would I would Wish this all away Prayed like a father dusk to dawn. Beg like a hooker all night long. Tempted the devil with my song. And got what I wanted all along. But I, And I would, If I could, And I would, Wish it away, Wish it away, Wish it all away, Wanna wish it all away, No prize that could hold sway, Or justify my giving away, my center. So if I could I'd wish it all away. If I thought tomorrow would take you away. You're my peace of mind, my home, my center. I'm just trying to hold on, One more day. Dim

So Far Away Yet So Close To My Heart
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i dont think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your concious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

Husband Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I

New Glasses
oh and friday needs to get here quick like as well, i just recently went to the eye doctor for the first time (i've never had to wear glasses, the ones in the pictures weren't mine. just used for the pics) anyway now that i know i need them, and don't have them yet...i hate waiting. end rant

Men Strike Back!
Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men pass gas more than women? Becaus

Survey Countdown
9 lasts 1. cigarette: never 2. beverage: water 3. girlfriend/boyfriend: Ryan 4. hug: 10 min. ago...baby boy 5. movie seen: Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back 6. cd played: I haven't played a CD in a long time...I use my random playlist 7. song listened to: Game 8. bubble bath: I don't even remember 9. time you cried: little tears last night...all out bawling? don't even remember 8 have you evers 1. dated one of your best friends: yeah...didn't work out so hot 2. skinny dipped: once 3. kissed somebody and regretted it: at some point, I'm sure 4. fallen in love: Yep 5. lost someone you loved: yes, but to life not death 6. been depressed: yep 7. been drunk and threw up: nope 8. ran away: I climbed the magnolia tree out front in an attempt to make them think I ran away...does that count? lol 7 states you've been to: 1. VA 2. NC 3. FL 4. AL 5. TX 6. AR 7. MI (only one of these states I HAVEN'T lived in) 6 things you've done today 1. made phone calls 2

House Of Leaves
hey now, overcome your concern about the weather and whether or not i'm still alive check the vital signs so soft spoken and shy never gets high anymore did you poison my food, forgive me i've paranoid flu i've been lying wide awake paralyzed by the buzzing of the television these modern things we know, getting you off these modern things we know, getting you off haunting us, these different meanings and spectral beings. We're fighting sleep with broken, rusted weaponry. Sing so softly and low, like you want me to hear. Stolen what you can't afford, What's that muffle beating for? i've been lying wide awake paralyzed by the buzzing of the television these modern things we know, getting you off these modern things we know, getting you off Something I could never say, speak so softly and low. Something I could never say.

Just A Lil Sumthin I Felt Like Writing
i miss u...i miss hearing your voice, now that you are gone who will i have fun with... i need u..i need to be held in your arms one more time, i need to see your bright smile...i need 2 be w/u.. why do u do this 2 me..u know how much i like u.. why do you neglect my love for you..u know what i feel for you... why can't you just acknowledge me?? i all ways think about it would've been like if you and me were "us".. i all ways see how you look at me, i will allways kno that you had a special spot in your heart for me.. i kno you have a special someone who is not me, oh how i wish it was... i just cant forget about u why...why do u do this to me..i try to look happy around u, but inside i am torn to bits.. i see you and i just want to run up to you and kiss and just hold on to you forever... the other day you looked at me with eyes of happiness, i thought i was on cloud nine.. i was soo happy to see your face light up, you gave me a hug, and said i missed you... you lean

Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry
Is it me or do these lyrics seem to be true most the time. Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean

Farewell Speech
Jefferson Davis January 21, 1861 Speech on the Floor of the United States Senate Printer-Friendly Version I rise, Mr. President, for the purpose of announcing to the Senate that I have satisfactory evidence that the State of Mississippi, by a solemn ordinance of her people, in convention assembled, has declared her separation from the United States. Under these circumstances, of course, my functions are terminated here. It has seemed to me proper, however, that I should appear in the Senate to announce that fact to my associates, and I will say but very little more. The occasion does not invite me to go into argument; and my physical condition would not permit me to do so, if it were otherwise; and yet it seems to become me to say something on the part of the State I here represent on an occasion as solemn as this. It is known to Senators who have served with me here that I have for many years advocated, as an essential attribute of State sovereignty, the right of a State to s

Why??
I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "No," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, boating, fishing or relaxing on the beach?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." Then he looked at me and asked, "Then why do you give a shit?"

Bummin
i just got word my uncle died...i never had a Pop pop on my mom's side and he was the closest thing to it..lung cancer and he never smoked a day in his life! thats pretty sad! im going to be running alot here in the next few days..so try to catch me and if u know the number u r more then welcome to hit me up..i need it! hugs and love stay safe..

Soap Opera
So I think my life is actually a soap opera and nobody bothered to tell me. . . NO really things have gotton so insane of late that I'm of the belief that it can't possibly be real. Rather its all an elaborate ploy to fuck with me. I don't know why exactly but I'm sure that will become clear with time. Its too crazy. Too odd too unclear so it must not be happening. . someone else is writing this script and I think its about time I learn my lines. . .This is some bullshit

10 Orders
01. The two never must be annoyed at the same time, this mean to prevent the explosion. Qto more the situation is complicated, but the calm is necessary. 02. To never cry out one with the other, not to be that the house is catching fire. Who have good arguments do not need to cry out and the more somebody cries out, less is heard. 03. If somebody must gain the quarrel leaves that he is the other. To lose a quarrel can be an act of intelligence and love. 04. If it will be inevitable to criticize, makes - but with love. To another necessary part to understand that what will be said, it has for objective to add and not to divide. 05. To never play in the face of the other the errors of the past. The person is always bigger who its errors. E nobody likes to be characterized by its defects. 06. Either displicente with any person, less with its cônjugue. In the life the two everything can and must be important. The happiness is born of small things. 07. To never sleep without havin

How Is Email Like A Penis?
- Some folks have it, some don't. Those who have it would be devastated if it were ever cut off. They think that those who don't have it are somehow inferior. They think it gives them power. They are wrong. - Those who don't have it may agree that it's a nifty toy, but think it's not worth the fuss that those who do have it make about it. Still, many of those who don't have it would like to try it. - It can be up or down. It's more fun when it's up, but it makes it hard to get any real work done. - In the long-distant past, its only purpose was to transmit information considered vital to the survival of the species. Some people still think that's the only thing it should be used for, but most folks today use it for fun most of the time. - Once you've started playing with it, it's hard to stop. - Some people would just play with it all day if they didn't have work to do. - It provides a way to interact with other people. Some people take this interaction seriously; oth

What Did You Do Today?
What did you do today? > >A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in >their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers >strewn all around the front yard. > >The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and >there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even >bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded >against one wall. > >In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the >family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the >kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, >the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken >glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back >door. > >He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of >clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that >

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's Such a Bitch.....

Antioxidants
Antioxidants protect cells from damage caused by unstable molecules known as free radicals. Laboratory and animal research has shown antioxidants help prevent the free radical damage that is associated with cancer. However, results from recent studies in people (clinical trials) are not consistent (see Question 2). Antioxidants are provided by a healthy diet that includes a variety of fruits and vegetables

Somewhere, Abby Hoffman Smiles
An incomplete thought or two... I have been parroting something Chuck Palahniuk said a few years ago for quite some time. For those without a great deal of money or political power, the only way to effect social change is to write the stories, paint the pictures and make the music; present to the world at large a vision of what you believe the world can become. Further... Please do not tell me what a dystopian society is without giving me vision as to what society can become. I have already read "Animal Farm", "1984", and "A Brave New World". Give me "Anthem", dammit. This is not the "Beginning of the End", this is the "Beginning of History"; the End is not nigh, the Beginning is. While the American government has spent the last seven years consolidating power and (effectively turning this country into a socialist regime by definition) and controlling spin with a cooperative media, technology has afforded other voices the power and opportunity to give all sides to the story.

Alone
I stand alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me I know the time will come I believe it to be true But time is standing still I’m stuck in the moment I sit alone Night after lonely night Are my prayers being heard? I grow weary of the pressure But I will myself to be strong I lay alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me And I force myself to sleep…

A Little About Me
Not too very sure what to say here lol, let's see.. I'm 32 with 2 great kids. I love cars, music and making friends. A couple things that really piss me off, liars,theives, and fakes. I love sex lol, who doesn't, but I hate it when I get messages saying "Nice pics, wanna fuck?" I do however like to chat with people, I'm open and honest and hope that you're the same way. I'm goofy lol, there are pics to prove it! Anything else you may want to know, ask me! Add me, rate me, fan me or whatever, just respect me.

A Visit From It
Darkness this evening descended quite some time ago, it seems, and still, much to my discomfort and uneasy displeasure, the ink contained in my feathered quill clutched in hand remains frozen and void of coherent thought. I am in unfamiliar territory at moment; a loss for words, any rich thought, seeming to be suspended in a time where I am not much acquainted with; trapped in a conclave that reeks of a decaying mind left abandoned, and to wilt like a rose, as it turns to crumpling ash, just to blow away into the frigid wind that howls against my gloomy quarters this very night. This torment, you see, which has now come to occupy my mind fully and completely, has filled every blood vessel and creative tissue that I need to sustain thought; but instead, has become inhibited by eminent domain from this so-called intruder with no name. It has come uninvited, and without prior announcement or my knowledge or allowance. Such terrible numbness it has caused, and by now, it has worked thr

What Is My Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Vin Vin
Ok since I don't like to post deep personal thoughts and such for everyone to see I decided I would share stories from my personal experiences some can be rather entertaining. This particular story dates back to around 02-03 school year at Baylor University in Waco TX. I had a group of friends who were well geeks, nerds, dorks, outsides, what ever category the snotty rich kids of campus decided to give us but we were also pranksters with each other and the other students. We had recently learned from what friend that In the Japanese language some of the words for modern objects reflect the sound they make. Of course it didn't take it long to go to the gutter and we soon knew how to say green vibrator in Japanese. Well one of the crew wasn't there for this particular discussion and we decided that he would be the target of a practical joke. We were gong to try and figure out to get him to yell this across the main cafeteria on campus. The plant that unfolded was we were

Why Is It?
Why is that we love what we can't have? Is it normal human behavior or what is it? Why do we feel that we need to have someone love us to survive in a world that is so shallow? I have just been pondering and can't really answer these questions that I have right know so maybe some fellow FUBAR insight may help me!!!!! If your going to be rude don't waste your time im not in the mood for ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Growing Up
As I get Older………………… 1. As I've matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. 2. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... 3. I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. 4. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. 5. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. 6. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. 7. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. 8. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 9. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. 10. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. 11. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. 12. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. 13. I'v

Lawless
I'm gonna take you, Lay you face down on my bed. On bloody roses see you smile. Ooh your screaming heart is bleeding black, and screaming loud. You got no prayer nowhere. There ain't no way out tonight. I feel your face embrace the sweat fall from my head. My name in vain and flames you cry. Ooh and your bloody lips you raise to kiss away goodbye. You wicked bitch I'll take you. Take you away and make you mine. I'll make you cry for mercy. I'll make you cry out loud. You're gonna lie and curse me. Hurt me, burn me now. Gonna make you cry for mercy. Nobody never gonna hear you now. I'll make you mine but first I I'll make you cry out loud.

Withholding On The Ropes?
Here's the contents of an email I got from GiveMeLiberty.org about abuses from the IRS:July 19, 2007 Withholding On The Ropes? U.S. Unable To Prove It's Not Voluntary The United States appears to have bitten off more than it can chew when it sued Bob Schulz and the We The People organizations earlier this year in an effort to shut down "Operation Stop Withholding." In the lawsuit, the Government accused WTP of operating an unlawful "abusive tax shelter" in violation of IRC Sections 6700 and 6701, citing the organization's efforts to urge individuals to terminate their W-4 wage and salary withholding agreements.In response to the lawsuit served on Schulz on May 3, 2007, Schulz filed a motion to have the case dismissed on the ground that Operation Stop Withholding is not only fully protected by the First Amendment (including the Petition clause), it is protected because We The People organization is educating People about the withholding laws as they are currently written and which ex

Drinking Can Fuck Things Up
SIPPING VODKA A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1. Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2. There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3. There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not beat his ass. 6. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, junior, and the spook. 8. David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit out of him.

I Just Love A Happy Ending, Don't You?
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates, & suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come & collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music, & feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, & a bottle of Chardonnay. When she had finished, she went into each & every room & stuffed half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of all of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen & left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then, slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything cleaning, mopping, & airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents, carpets were steam cleaned, & air fresheners hung everywhere! Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they had to move out for a few days, & in the end they even paid to replace the expensive

Gavin Degraw - I Don't Want To Be
Music Video Codes provided by MySpace Video Codes I don't need to be anything other Than a prison guard's son I don't need to be anything other Than a specialist's son I don't have to be anyone other Than the birth of two souls in one Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn Am I the only one who noticed? I can't be the only one who's learned! I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm

God Touched Her Fat Ass
Every year at the state fair Paul entered the lottery for the brand new truck and lost. This year, he told his friend David, he wasn't going to bother and enter. "What kind of attitude is that?" David asked. He leaned closer and whispered, "What you need, pal, is faith. Look around and see if the good Lord sends you a message." Strolling around the fair, Paul grew more and more despondent as the drawing neared. Nothing struck him, no divine inspiration, no sign from God. Finally, while he was passing old Mrs. Kelleher's pie stand, he glanced over and saw the woman bending down. She wasn't wearing any panties, and suddenly her ass began to glow. All of a sudden, a finger of flame came from the skies and without her even knowing it, used her ass as a notepad. The fiery finger etched a seven on each cheek. Thanking God, Paul rushed to the raffle booth and played the number 77. A few minutes later, the drawing was held. And once again, Paul lost. The winning number was 707

A Day At The Races
Three couples are at the local horse races & the men are wondering what number horse to bet on. While thinking about what to do, one man suggests that they all go to the restroom & measure the size of their dicks, add the sizes together, & that would be the number of the horse they would bet on. Deciding that this was an innovative idea, they went off of the men's toilet. Inside, the first man says "Mine's 6 inches", the second man says "Mine's 4 inches, so that totals 10", & the third guy says "Mine's 2 inches, so that brings the total to 12". So they exit the toilet & put all their money on horse number 12. Sure enough, horse number 12 strides in front of all the rest to the finish line. So off they went to collect their winnings. Then came the problem of how they were going to split the money. While thinking, the first man says, "Mine was 6 inches so I should get 60%". Thinking along the same line, the second man says "Mine was 4 inches so I should get 40%". No

I Am Leaving Fubar
Hello All i am closeing out my account here.. so if you would like to be able to reach me You can by going to myspace... myspace.com/debbielee68 that is my direct link so please hit me up there have a great day

12 Step Program Of Recovery For Web Addicts
1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my PAPER newspaper like I used to, before the Web. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. 7) I will read a bookâ€¦ if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me about their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. 11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my checkbook because I was too busy on the Web. 12) Las

Smoking Tunz Radio
CUM GET YOUR METAL AND ROCK NEEDS.. SMOKIN TUNZ RADIO AND DIGITAL MIX RADIO.. DJ BLAZE KICKING ASS IN THE MORNING.. BE SURE TO CHECK ME OUT MORNINGS MONDAY THRU FRINDAY FROM 10-4.. COME WAKE UP WITH ME WHERE THE CAFFINE AND NICOTINE ARE FLOWING!!! COME ON IN AND SEE ME AND ALL THE DJ'S OF STR AND DMR.. COME CHAT WITH US HANG OUT.. OR JUST LISTEN.. IF YOU WANNA GET TO THE LOUNGE CLICK ON MY PICTURE.. BUT BE SURE TO CHECK OUT STR AND DMR WEBSITES AS WELL.. THEIR LINKS ARE CLICKABLE TOO.. LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.. MUAH!! SMOKIN TUNZ RADIO

My Day 2 Day Life On Life Terms
Today, its my choice...... I invariably find that at some time in the past I've made a decisions based on self which later placed me in a position to be hurt. With the realization and acceptance that I had played a part in the way my life had turned out came a dramatic change in my outlook. It was at this point that I had to turn my life over to someone greater then me and that someone is God who then began to work in my life. In the past I had always blamed others, either God or other people, for my circumstances. I never felt that i had a choice in altering my life. My decisions had been based on fear, pride, or ego. As a result, those decisions had led me down a path of self-destruction. Today I will try to allow God to guide me on the road to sanity. I am responsible for my action (or inaction) what ever the consequences may be. I accept my humanness. Charles

Huh...?!?
I sit and let my mind run in different directions. Some times it gets a little to much to handle. Keeping my attitude in check and not acting on my true impulse. Watching the fake people around me strutting like peacocks drawing as much attention to themselves, and in the same turn asking you "what are you looking at?".The large sunglasses they wear because they are afraid to lock eyes with a stranger. The cut off t-shirts to show off the store bought tan. I shake my head and laugh. I sometimes hear the NBC jingle as they pass..(think about it). What are their goals with all this show-boating of look at me.....eh, when it boils down to it, I WANT BERRIES AND CREAM, BERRIES AND CREAM, I'M JUST A LAD WHO WANTS BERRIES AND CREAM!!!!! til my next drug inspired thoughts, fear the flapping in the night and beware the quack from the shadows.....

Check This Out
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is. ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YO

Parent Of A U. S. Marine
Tribute to United States Marine Corps -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You just might be the Parent of a U. S. Marine by Kolette, proud mom of Cpl Brian Abell, 3/25 WPNS Co. If you find yourself peaking around the corner before you turn down your street checking that no military vehicles are parked in your driveway and if you have nightmares about people wearing royal blue pants with a red stripe ringing your doorbell, ... you just might be the parent of a Marine serving in a combat zone. If you put out your flag everyday and find yourself wanting to rip the face off anyone who disrespects that symbol of our freedom, ... you just might be the parent of a U. S. Marine. If you feel guilty for wishing your son would get 'injured just a little bit' because that would mean he would be safe and comfortable in a hospital for a few weeks, ... you might be the parent of

Howw Youu Kn0w Your Drunk- Ladiies Only.
HOW YOU KNOW YOURR DRUNKKKK...... 1. i HAVE ABS0LUTELY N0 iDEA WHERE MY BAG/PH0NE iS. 2. i BELiEVE THAT DANCiNG WiTH MY ARMS 0VERHEAD AND WiGGLiNG MY BUTT WHiLE YELLiNG "W00-H00!" iS TRULY THE SEXiEST DANCE M0VE AR0UND. 3. i'VE SUDDENLY DECiDED i WANT T0 KiCK S0ME0NE'S ASS AND H0NESTLY BELiEVE i C0ULD D0 iT T00. 4. iN MY LAST TRiP T0 PEE, i REALiZE i N0W L00K M0RE LiKE A H0MELESS H00KER THAN THE G0DDESS i WAS JUST F0UR H0URS AG0. 5. i START CRYiNG AND TELLiNG EVERY0NE i SEE THAT i L0VE THEM S00000 MUCH. 6. i GET EXTREMELY EXCiTED AND JUMP UP AND D0WN EVERY TiME A NEW S0NG PLAYS BECAUSE "0H MY G0D! i JUST L0VE THiS S0NG!" iT SUDDENLY BEC0MES Y0UR "JAM". 7. i'VE F0UND A DEEPER/SPiRiTUAL SiDE T0 THE GEEK SiTTiNG NEXT T0 ME. 8. THE URGE T0 TAKE 0FF ARTiCLES 0F CL0THiNG, STAND 0N A TABLE AND SiNG 0R DANCE BEC0MES STRANGELY 0VERWHELMiNG. 9. MY EYES JUST D0N'T SEEM T0 WANT T0 STAY 0PEN 0N THEiR 0WN S0 i KEEP THEM HALF CL0SED AND THiNK iT L00KS EX0TiCALLY SEXY.

Why Do I Cry?
Sometimes we argue, I don't know why. Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry? I cry because I love you, I cry because I care, I cry because I feel we have a love so rare, sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there. I love you every minute, I love you every day, I even love you when we argue, I love you when we play. Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too, then I look in your eyes and I know it's true. So when I say something a little crazy or I do something you don't feel is right, Please, let's try to work it out s o we won't fight. Some people take relationships for granted it's sad to hear but true, I don't want this to happen, not with you. I want our relationship to be completely from the heart so we both know, no matter what we go through we will never part.

I Hide To Cry!
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway.

True Story Here Have A Laugh On Me!!!
This is a very true story here and yes everyone can have a laugh. Meet this one lady off of Yahoo Chat a year or so ago and we hit it off pretty good. Came to the night of having sex for the first time and was I ever in for a rude awakening here. She was tighter than my first girl friend back when I was 17and she is 40 something with kids. Well to make things much worse when I was down doing the um oral thing she just laid there like a stiff board, no movement, stiff as a board. Shit just when you thought that you had heard it all or been there done that. /commentroad.com">commentroad.com Sexy Naughty Graphics by MatureGraphics.com .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

And I Wonder Why They Call Me Moron...
So last night I went to the local gathering place to talk over some business.. well I placed a 50,000$ bid and got a bit excited because I have a really good chance of getting the job.. so i started drinking a bit heavey and me and a friend were chattin away when 2 young hotties came up and made passes at us, so we all load up and head to the Dance Club up the road and it was packed, well I ran into a few people I knew there too and was getting even more snockered.. so the plan was at 3am it closes and we were gunna go to a my friends place for the after party / night cap... with these girls... well i wanted to take my truck so in case I got ready to split I could.. I somehow passed my friends drive way (maybe due to the large amount of tequilla, bourbon and other assorted beverages)..So I begin to turn around and there was a ditch on one side you couldnt see due to high weeds, lazy bastards didnt even bother to weedeat their ditch.. so I get out, my truck unhurt, but stuck...so I trie

Closed Minded World
God i hate stupid people. "Oh my god must be the end of the world someone used a mum as a bulletin". "Well we don't like having military photos used to show support for us." JESUS didn't die for our sins for the planet to become such a close minded hell hole what the hell is your problem people?. Please stop and think before to open your mouth to talk don't rip everybody apart for making small mistakes. Getting a Mumm removed for being annoying very stupid reason now if i was describing in detail how to kill someone or describing my sex life in detail in a mumm then yea get me removed. But if i am just asking troops to checkout my support the troops photo gallery then chill out and realize its a good meaningful thing.

Come Join Us~you Know You Will Feel Good
Global Bombers & Family Club Shot at 2007-07-22 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar

Deftones-street Crap
"Street Carp" It's not that I care (truly) but you're that girl (with sharp teeth) who grabs at the walls (and pulls me down) well here's my new address 6 6 4 oh I forget it's not like I care (truly) but you're that girl (with gold teeth) who snaps at the walls (and won't calm down) well here's my new address 6 1 5 oh I forget there's all your evidence now take it home run with it now write it down did you get it? well here's my new address 6 6 5 oh I confess there's all your evidence now take it home and fuck with it

Deftones - My Own Summer (shove It)
"My Own Summer (Shove It)" Hey you, big star, tell me when it's over Hey you, big mood, guide me to shelter `Cause i'm through when the two hits the six and it's summer Cloud Come (shove it) [x3] Shove (shove it) [x3] The sun (shove it) [x3] Aside (shove it aside) I think god is moving it's tongue There's no crowd in the streets And no sun in my own summer The shade is a tool, a device, a savior See, i try and look up to the sky But my eyes burn Come (shove it) [x3] Shove (shove it) [x3] The sun (shove it) [x3] Aside (shove it aside)

Body Piercings... Ouch!!
So, I finally got My piercings done... I've been thinking about it for a long while, and finally decided to do it. It was kind of a birthday gift.... I got My tongue and nostril done at once... I am not a whimp but shit!!! it hurts!!... Nostril is looking so fucking good and sexy.... Tongue... hmmm looks great, but hurts like a mother fucker... right now, it's been only a few hours since I had them done and My tongue feels like I set it on fire..., I drink some buzz, been washing My mouth with Listerine and all that... wow.. it's amazing. It's a tingling sensation very weird, but at the same time, I am enjoying it... I can't stop looking at My tongue at every chance. I just hope it doesn't get too swollen cause I have plans for My birthday, My pet has reservations to take Me to a nice place and I want to be able to eat something decent other than liquid food.. LOL... oh well.. I'll try to do My best. She took some pictures of the process, I'll post them later as soon as I

On The Verge...
I think at this point it's but a matter of time before I close shop on here. I haven't heard from my 'crush' in 3 days. which is abnormal. Plans with friends to go out are continually interfered with by unfortunate circumstances. Like as if I have a '13' on me or something. what if things happen to others because I'M their friend? Like some bad luck charm.Like I'm An upside down penny or black cat. You don't know what it's like to wanna go get something to eat, see a movie, or just hanging out, and shit happens. Only to the people that are friends of mine. I feel bad that I can't tell the difference between someone dodging me for whatever reason and a genuine bad incident or emergency. I wait for the next bad thing to happen to a friend because I'm their friend. Just call me mister "13"

Never Have I Fallen!!
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

~~italian Men~~
ciao bella.................:P ONLY AN ITALIAN MAN CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE A WOMAN... On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. 'I'm too young to die,' she wails. Then she yells,'Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?' For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a Italian man stands up i n the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and blue eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt. - one button at a time. .......No one moves. .......He removes his shirt. .....Muscles ripple across his che

Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and die, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people die, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she dies alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?

I Lie Awake !
Sunshines through the door, the rays hit my face. It is so cold and empty, and I am alone in my place. I smell the breeze of the wind, it is crisp and fresh. Sitting on the floor, thinking about all this mess. Why do I go through it all, what I need is to go for a walk. Or maybe talk to a friend, and have a very long talk. Don`t do that enough as it is, I like to all of the time. But who is there to listen, when I start all my silly rhymes. Wish I could just talk to you, then what would you really do. Sometimes your eyes just glaze over, like you don`t even have a clue. That`s okay, I still like our talks, yes I do listen to all your crap. What I really need to do, is lay down and take a nap. I lay alone in my bed, feeling like I am just dead. To many thoughts are running.... through my torn up head. That is why I LIE AWAKE!!!!

Finger Eleven - One Thing
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x3]

Burned Alive
Wildfire burning inside helpless she trys ( not ) to cry here eyes scream of lust and evil skeems with lips of fire she scares them deep hateful and cold her mind she calls home Wildfire burning inside many have come her way some even tryed to stay looking past her walls inside deep like a tigar they become her prey Wildfire burning inside her words she does denie actions screaming its a lie hidden deep his secrets she does keep flushed away he forgets her soul Wildfire burning inside her desire eats her alive playfully she tempts his lust pulling and cutting all inside till theres nothing left for him to hide Wildfire burning inside at one point she was ( her ) death empty wasteland wondering from soul to hole laughing to his face, never gonna be replace crying inside watching as he walks away There's a wildfire burning inside She wonders if he can controll it Or is she ment to be alone in misery

Fear
All her thoughts, all her words Continuesly she hears her screams "My dearst friend how do you be?" Envies for what is to come, hey him too She'll ask him to his face, "My dearst freind how are you?" He looks so empty glaring deep in her soul What is she to say when he holds her tight, then pushs her away before the nights play To love is a gift, he taught her this Not so easy with a glass heart in a safe box Emotions make her wonder how he could love her at all ( Deep within ) the shadows walking toword her No second thoughts, what is wanted is recheeved His misery no longer brings her to her knee's Their hearts crying when they are apart Together she is safe and free They spoke of the futuer Plans so brave and bold How could she say no? But in her dreams she feels what is to be..

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Yourself
When You Follow Your Own Heart, the choices You Make Will Always be the right Ones. What you do with your life is your own choice. How you decide to live your life and achieve your goals is up to you, and no one but you. Mistakes will be made, but you can learn from your own mistakes. Always remember to live life in a way that's right for you.Everything you do should make you happy, and those who may at first disagree will hopefully, in time, be happy for you, too.Then you will come to see that the choices you make are right you make them from YOURSELF. Love your self for you to be able to love someone.

On The Road
Husband and wife are traveling by car from Key West to Boston. After almost twenty-four hours on the road, they're too tired to continue, and they decide to stop for a rest. They stop at a hotel and slept for four hours and then get back on the road. When they check out four hours later, the desk clerk hands them a bill for $350.00. The man explodes and demands to know why the charge is so high. He tells the clerk although it's a nice hotel; the rooms certainly aren't worth $350.00! When the clerk tells him $350.00 is the standard rate, the man insists on speaking to the manager. The Manager appears, listens to the man, and then explains that the hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference center that were available for the husband and wife to use. "But we didn't use them," the man complains. "Well, they are here, and you could have," explains the manager. He goes on to explain they could have taken in one of the shows for which the hotel is famous. "The

In Need Of A Bit Of Luck...
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Touch Of Rain
I hear the sweet music of falling rain drops making their melody known on my rooftop slow rythmic pulsation of the water falling the sounds of my dark angel calling come out with me and enjoy the tears of the sky standing on the edge of time feeling like I could fly a breeze catches me and the scent surrounds the smell of the rain as it hits the ground washing away the impurities of yesterday knowing that tomorrow is another day a day that we can share what we have been given that we may be able to cherish in the living each second we love is living proof life is tangible, just like the rain on my roof i can reach out and it touches me to the core nights like this are truly what i adore blessed be the miracle that takes away my pain blessed be those who can feel the touch of the rain.

Baby Ill Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can you walk away, Everything stays the

Live Each Every Day As If It Were The Last>prayer>
What I mean is tomorrow may not come for some > our Lord do call them home..So be ready as he collect souls, and make your soul one with him.> God can save the lost.> If they call upon your love > May your salvation oh Lord say to the lost , I am the way :. I Jesus christ gave you everlasting life by dying on the cross, I Jesus Christ paid the price for all . I Jesus Christ lead the way to everlasting life.. I Jesus Christ have shown the greatest love to you here on earth, I Jesus Christ was the lamb of sacrifice... Blood shed for those lost >.. Behold and see this is true .>For he Jesus Christ (God) so loved me and you.> God shall come in a blink of an eye ,. So be ready for him (God) , For this time passes by , Nearer to thy God be for now it,s alomost the hr... To go to Our heaven and serve OUR Lord.. not any man... Things will change when Jesus Christ does Reign... Praise and Glory be for Our Lord is ever Mighty.; He,ll conqure all and start a New Earth , His power (God,s ) powe

To Every Guy...thank You
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cu

Additional Books
* Biography of John Adams - David McCollough author, one of the best biographies I've read, in-depth and well researched, capture the essence of the time and really does a good job of explaining the early years of our nation. http://www.ffwdmag.com/bestsellerswelike.htm * 1421 The Year China Discovered America - Gavin Menzies author, fascinating book on how Chinese explorers discovered and mapped most of the known world. Based on fact and exhaustive research this book at first glance seemed like it could be a tough read, but turned out to be a page turner. I highly recommend this - some very, very interesting facts, historical maps and charts. http://www.1421.tv/ * Bold Spirit - Hega Estby's Forgotten Walk Across Victorian America - Linda Lawrence Hunt Author - this is a truly amazing story, I just stumbled across this book at the book store. It really is a great story of a mother/daughter that walked all the way across America in 1896 for a chance to win $10,000. Very intere

To Stay On Site Constant
put your home page for fudar in internet opions as home page when you click on explorer or fiefox or whatever as long as your home page for fudar is set you get staight to home page fudar when starting up the internet page hope this helps as i know smetimes cant get on site this way your allways on no problems bingo god bless you all amen derek mrdj2007 yahoo messenger my emil for all stokoe709@btinternet.com my msn messenger is smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk add me any problems what ever with computer willing to help to constantly be von net set your screen saver to never and leave computer on 24/7 and run spywear anti viris update everyday and spybot and se personal all programs free at www.download.com download these and no one can hack into computer even though a backdoor cant get in message from god as he talks to me god bless the holly trinity amenxxxxxx

The Thought
Her Thought or is it his thought ? How did you see inside my heart, Shine your love into every part, Illuminating my soul, And for the first time made me whole? How did you know that I was lost, Like a ship in a storm roughly tossed From wave to wave of desolation, With no home port or destination? Until the beacon of your love Lit my heart from up above, Made calm the waters of the storm, Soothed my fears and kept me warm. And when I grew to need you so, Came then the time you had to go. I grew to hate the word “goodbye,” “It’s for the best,” I had to lie. But best for whom I dare inquire? Not best for me; my soul’s afire With empty heart and tear-filled eye, That cannot change or rectify This fatal love that we have shared, Of which we both have now despaired, And turned to go our separate ways, Each longing for those glorious days When life was good, and hearts were light, We knew we’d seen the last of night. But here we sit and dream and s

Looking Into Your Eyes... Poems Of Love Series
you take me to a place too far to want to come back you take me to where only which you've shown me once ..and When I look into your eyes..it's like I've never forgotten where that place is.. every time I see your eyes, I know I can never go there again.. Your eyes are a reminder of what once existed in my life and is to never be again.. I yearn to brush your hair aside one more time.. I yearn to feel the wind and rain with you, one last time. I yearn to do the things once promised, once missed.. Thoughts of you reign my mind on rainy Saturday nights..but you don't deserve the attention I'd ever give you.. You've your own path to plow, as Much as I have mine.. But..In my heart and eyes It's me staring at the skies.. awaiting that one magic shooting star always wondering where you are always wondering how you're doing and always hoping you are happy. Azrael Aku Torres

What Is A Friend?
What Is A Friend? A friend is someone you hold dear: Someone who is always there, through thick and thin; Someone who is only a phone call away. A friend is someone you can always rely on: Someone who is there to share your thoughts with; Someone to listen, no matter the subject. A friend is someone you can feel comfortable with: Someone you can sit silently beside, without conversation; Someone you do not need to fill the quiet moments with. A friend is someone you can trust: Someone who will guard your deepest secrets; Someone who will never let you down. A friend is someone who is not judgmental: Someone who will gently offer advice and opinions, Yet, someone who is not overbearing or critical. A friend is someone who can keep you grounded: Someone who can help you see through your obstacles; Someone to shoulder you through life's trials. A friend is someone who shares unconditionally: Someone to laugh and to cry with; Someone to lean on, through

Wicca Moon...a Poem Of Lust ..poetry Of Fantasy&lust
Your eyes glowing hazel-green against the black of your hair flowing like a river of midnite blood down your fair,creamy shoulders.. You press your lips onto mine and for the first time I taste you.. like a cross between strawberries kissed with vanilla.. You've come to me in my dreams, and you've haunted me in my fantasies.. I run my lips softly across yours, and caress them down to your shoulders and softly kiss your breasts and in the moonlight I hold you against me in the pallid bluish glow she offers as You embrace me tight and whisper a spell to my ear and we slowly fall together to the earth before you give me your fruit to eat.. -Aku Torres-

Recognition...
To take one given opportunity on me, on bent knees, I request another chance. Here I am, genuinely incomplete I give you Lord my all for this dance. Will my weakness far from today, cause others to suffer for my hallow heart. Allowing to be touched, holding my sword, I pray; seasoned with grace and a single tear, I start. Feeling renewed I find the strength I've never had, forgiveness erases my scars, shedding the pain. In my most desperate circumstance, so sad; It's there I finally found my spiritual rein. With love and soulful gratification, I rest; for I know now I can certainly pass this test. Written by: Kristin D.

Fubar Spin The Bottle
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.I Would Feel your ass 2.I Would kiss you on the cheek 3.I Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would try and feel you up 9.i would try and fuck you 10.i would shag you all night long 11 i would egnore you after i got your hopes up If you do not repost this dont worry nothing will happen it just wont be any fun SPIN THE BOTTLE

Truth Be Told
So I was writing:Truth Be Told: Chapter 6 In the middle of this very important scene When I was interrupted by a telephone ring "Hello" "Yo Terrell" "Man, who am I speaking to" "I need you to wake up dog, I got something to tell you" It was a close friend, the clock read 1:08 I was tired, damn near sleep, I said "Couldn't this wait" "Nope, Your first love pulled the wool over all of our eyes" "What?!" "She told me, you, and this other dude lies" So he started explaining how he went with her after me And what they all did, and on the inside it was killing me So I got on my knees asking the Lord "Why?!" But my friend told me some more shocking news before I could cry "Remember that dude that she told you was her cousin?" "Yeah," "Well come to find out, that's the other dude she's been loving" Loving….Hugging…Fucking, and Kissing It's 1:30 in the morning, and I'm Huffing… Puffing…Bugging, and Tripping Tripping on the fact I've been with this girl for 2 l

Just Me
Ever happy on a rainy day? No that doesn`t make me gay. Maybe just a little weird though, cant tell you the places i go. So many different places in my mind, I never really was the kind... To stay down for long periods of time, even though i rarely have a dime. To spend on the things I like to do, especially when I am with you. I do like to go out and do things, happy about the joy it brings. Of course, i also like to read a good book, or maybe play card games, like spades, hearts, and rook. To watch television every once in a while, even if that really ain't my style. I just want to tell you about myself, how I keep so many books on a shelf. And the way I like to watch the leaves, I also wear my heart on my sleaves. But hey thats just me!!!

Irony Of Love
~The Irony of Love~ The greatest irony of love: loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often

I Am Done Training For Three Months...
I have decided to stop training until november... when i can dedicate myself full time to preparing for a fight in 2008... In the last couple months, i have underwent a complete upheaval in every aspect of my life. not only has it has effected my ability to keep my head on straight, but it has also effected my ability to keep focused on everything that training involves... (eating right, mental discipline, showing up for training, etc.) My head instructor at our academy understood, and i had a good thirty minute talk with him about what has been going on... he seemed to think it was a good idea as well... So, thats the rub.

Updates
Well, my Grandma is back in our home town and in the same nursing home she was in last month. I am so glad she is out of the ICU!!! Yay Grandma!!!! She's such a kick-ass old woman! On Saturday we took Candy to the vet. They have her on 4 different kinds of medications and a special turkey diet. She lost almost 5 pounds from being sick.... that's a lot of weight for a dog to lose. She still hasn't been eating very well but this afternoon she finally pigged out on her turkey some. I was so happy to see her do that. I am still so very worried about her. Hopefully these meds will help her and she will regain her weight. Otherwise we will have to invest (which we don't mind) in things like ultrasounds and blood work to find out what is wrong.... Right now she's being treated for basically an inflamed stomach. So let's all hope this works... she's really boney and it's freaking me out... she's NEVER been like this in her life, she's always been so muscular and healthy. Okay I guess tha

Tuesday 7/24/07
I'm way behind on blogging, but there hasn't been anything new to report, so I guess that's ok lol. The attorney for my brother came to the house yesterday to talk to him and at first I thought things were going to be fine as far as him winning the case, and that may still happen, but some of the witnesses and officers that talked to my brother right after the accident said that the guy who hit him was at fault. Now they're turning right around and saying that it was the driver of the jet ski's fault. My brother won't be in any trouble or anything since he was a passenger on the jet ski and not the driver, but still some things are not in his favor at the moment. Anyway, I've not done anything other than the usual chatting and listening to music. Well, I think I'll end this here, have a great night all.

To That Special Someone And They Know Who They Are
To The One I Love She whispers in my ear Tells me everything I want to hear. She pulls me close,and we're nose to nose. She kisses me and tells me It'll be alright. And it will take all night. She touches the back of my neck. Then slowly rubs my back She pulls herself upon me and kisses me slowly. She tells me she loves me, and she wants to get to know me Her soft tender body rubs on mine. She starts out slow and takes her time. We're in the feeling of enjoyment And caught in the heat of the moment. James A Young Jr

Dance
I'm so excited!! I just talked to my friend today who has just opened a new dance studio. This fall she will be offering all kinds of dance classes. I've known for a while that she will be offering pole dancing lessons. I'd been wanting to take those, but before now they have not been offered in this area. Today she told me that she will also be offering belly dancing lessons!!!! I was made for belly dancing. I have a pretty small waist. It's not tiny after two kids and being lazy and enjoying food so much, but it's pretty small. I do have giant hips that will look great belly dancing. I'll be able to wear costumes that will show off my tattoos. My butt is going to look so good!

Rofl! Sex Burns Calories (a Must Read)
How many calories do we burn during sex The diet literature explains calories burned while jogging, playing tennis or golfing, but similar information concerning sexual activity has, until now, been unavailable. Yet, a survey of 206,000,000 people indicated that 96% devote more time and effort to sex than jogging, tennis, or golf, and we felt that the time was right for a new type of sex manual. EXAMPLES: 1 hr. intensive foreplay Burns Off: 1 slice (large) chocolate cake. 25 min. nonstop lovemaking Burns Off: 2 slices of pizza with cheese & mushrooms. 53 min. of kissing partner Burns Off: 1 cheeseburger with 14 french fries. 53 minutes kissing yourself Burns Off: Christmas turkey with all the trimmings. PREPARING THE BEDROOM Includes setting the snooze alarm and dimming the lights: 42 (calories burned) ADDITIONAL LAST MINUTE PREPARATIONS Hiding the sex manual: 3 Decanting the wine: 4 Without a corkscrew: 268 MAKING THE FIRST MOVE If you are s

'compliment Machine' Praises Pedestrians
In downtown Santa Barbara, there used to be a guy called, "The Happy Waver", and all he did was stand by the fountain at the warf every morning during rush hour and wave at people like crazy: "Hi! How ya doing?" "Have a great day!" All smiles and high energy. He was mentall ill but hilarious and cheered people up! This reminds me of that. . . Jul 24, 9:41 PM (ET) WASHINGTON (AP) - People walking by a bright red-and-white striped box on a busy street in the nation's capital may be surprised to hear a reassuring voice say, "You have nice eyes." Or, "People are drawn to your positive energy." "The Compliment Machine" is the work of Tom Greaves, 46, a Washington artist. It's part of an exhibit of public art called SitesProject D.C. Greaves compared the machine to children's soccer teams, where "win or lose, everyone gets a trophy." He recorded 100 compliments, and an iPod Nano inside the machine plays them at random over a speaker - like a mechanical, speakin

"good Morning Ladies," Said The Blind Man. . .
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I'm Getting Married
I am getting married next year and also trying for a baby next year... I've been with my fiance for 9 months.. We started dating in Nov of last year. Is it too soon to get married and have a baby?

Der Mensch Heißt Mensch, Weil Er Hoft Und Weil Er Fuehlt......
******Herbert Grönemeyer****** Mensch (Human) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ************************************************** Momentan ist richtig, momentan ist gut nichts ist wirklich wichtig nach der Ebbe kommt die Flut am Strand des Lebens ohne Grund, ohne Verstand ist nichts vergebens ich bau die Traeume auf den Sand und es ist, es ist o.k. alles auf dem Weg, und es ist Sonnenzeit unbeschwert und frei und der Mensch heisst Mensch weil er vergisst, weil er verdraengt und weil er staunt und staehlt weil er waermt, wenn er erzaehlt und weil er lacht, weil er lebt du fehlst... das Firmament hat geoeffnet, wolkenlos und ozeanblau Telefon, Gas, Elektrik unbezahlt, und das geht auch teil mit mir deinen Frieden, wenn auch nur geborgt ich

Choices
I learned a hard lesson last year, that seems so long ago now. So natural that its hard to believe I didnt understand the concept earlier. Choosing to be happy. Seems so simple, so easy, but when I was going through such a rough time and everything seemed hopeless, I had to laugh grimly to think it was as simple as choosing. But it is. There are people in the world who would rather wallow in misery, who cling to their sadness. Its a comfort zone in a way, something they're used to. They claim they want happiness and such, but are so emersed in themselves to understand they hold the key to getting out of it. I used to be like that. I lost friends that way and I just about lost myself. Certainly, I realized, how would I ever find true love if I'm frowning all the time, when all I do is complain and bitch about how life isnt fair. If I just smiled, how much more attractive my face and my personality would be. And it was. And it worked, almost immediately. One of the first th

Door To Door
Two church members were going door-to-door and knocked on Sue's door who was not happy to see them. She told them in no uncertain terms that she did not want to hear their message and slammed the door in their faces. To Sue's surprise, however, the door did not close and in fact, bounced back open. She tried again and really put her back into it, and slammed the door again with all her might, but got the same result. The door bounced back open. Convinced these rude young people were sticking their foot in the door, she reared back to give it a slam that would teach them a lesson, when one of them said, "Ma'am, before you do that again, you need to move your cat."

Don't Mess With The Maid
A maid in a Sandton home wanted an increase. The Madam was very upset about this and asked, "Now Princess, why do you want an increase?" Princess, "Well Madam, there are three reasons why I want an increase, the first is that I iron better than you." Madam, "Who said you iron better than me?" Princess, "The master said so." Madam, "Oh." Princess, "The second reason is that I am a better cook than you." Madam, "Nonsense, who said you were a better cook than me?" Princess, "The master did." Madam, "Oh." Princess, "My third reason is that I am a better lover than you." Madam (very upset now), "Did the master say so as well?" Princess, "No madam, the gardener did."

Who Was Your First
1. Who was your first prom date? Bill (not so great) 2. Who was your first roommate? Tammy and Tamara! :) 3. What was your first alcoholic drink? hell, something Tammy gave me that had her aunt's Kahlua in it lol 4. What was your first job? Hostess at Oldies :) 5. What was your first car? 80 something Nissan Pulsar 6. Who was the first person you texted today? no one 7. Who is the first person you thought of this morning? that is SO my business 8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Hensheid 9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? from TX to NC, I think 10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I only snuck out once, I was going to meet Ryan, and I left my parents a note 11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them.? Lisa Fisher...and no we lost contact 12. Where was your first sleep over? Kelly Edwards, I think 13. Who was the first person you talked to this morn

Poem I Wrote A Lil Over 8 Months Ago
Seducing the Darkness. I wait here in my darkened world, waiting screaming, crying. You look at me and smile but all i see is hate and disgust. I reach out my hand to touch you but your no longer there. blood streaming its no longer tears that i cry. My heart achs and every breath that i take is full of missery and pain. You come back in and stair from afar. my head pounding as i scream and you ignore my calls. This darkness take over me i am no longer myself as i sink into the floors of my heart. Oh sweet darkness hold me close for he wont, make the tears stop i dont want to cry anymore. make the hurt go away as i embrass this hate i feel ripping away at my insides as my soul thrusts out like blood thirsty wolf. Once again i hold my hand out and reach but you push me down and hold my head under all the tears and blood i have shed that now fill this room. Laughter fills me as i drown. the seduction of deat

Poetry Part Two
This first one was written with a friend of mine who dropped off my radar ages ago... actually it was written as a song... Old poem/song.. Current mood: reminicent wrote this a while ago with a guy I was really close friends with... :-( he kinda dropped off my radar... sigh.. anyways heart of gold eyes of fire break the mold for my desires out stretched hands entwined hearts, our two minds so far apart our open eyes our hearts aflame givin in no more games pre-chorus-i see it right,i see it well, my heart is broken cant you tell life is hard,the worlds aflame, im feeling,mentally...deranged the last one came,the last one left, cant you tell,my lifes been spent pre chorus-untold lies,and untold whys,the truth was hid from my eyes,you came with love,you left me pain my mind is metally,derangged empy soul,and unlived dreams,my eyes are hazy,i cant see your doin fine,i hear your well,one day we will meet in hell pre chorus solo chorus open you

That's More Like Every Day
my horror scope: Growth spurts aren't just for adolescents. They're actually a little more awkward when they're about internal growth. You're game for just about anything. The new, strange and enlightening seems awfully appealing.

Medical Condition
MEDICAL CONDITION A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, and then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, and then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man again went back to his book. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before, she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman: 'I couldn't help but notice' he said, ' that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?' 'I am sorry if I disturbed you,' she replied. 'I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze, I have an orgasm.' The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious

Another Taxing Post...
Last week, I posted something about withholding being illegal. Well, there's a news story about a couple in New Hampshire fighting the federal government on "owed" taxes. The couple asked about the law showing that they actually owe money; the government didn't show them such a law. Therefore, it's a standoff between the two groups...tag: crime, tax, taxes, standoff, irs, money, finance-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

A Couple Of Quotes...
The first quote is from a news story about a book seller getting questioned by the FBI about some reading materials he had in line when he was getting coffee:"In this post-911 era, it is the absolute responsibility of the FBI to follow through on any tips of potential terrorist activity," Parris says. "Are people going to take exception and be inconvenienced by this at times? Oh, yeah. ... A certain amount of convenience is going to be offset by an increase in security." [emphasis mine]The second quote is from Benjamin Franklin:They who would give up an essential liberty for temporary security, deserve neither liberty or securityFood for thought...tag: liberty, liberties, rights, freedom, government, fbi, crime -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

What Forgivness Is
The primary gift of forgiveness is to free the one who forgives... forgiving may feel like it let's someone off the hook and that's to easy emotions beg. Your emotions want you to think make them pay get revenge or get even. Forgiveness is unconditional if a condition must be met the act changes from forgiveness to a dutiful response.

This Heer Culd Be Good Wun Fer Yer Resumay
Volunteers Sought to Be Stung by Jellyfish Email this Story Jul 25, 1:10 PM (ET) OSLO, Norway (AP) - Norwegian researchers are calling for bold, non-hairy humans to bare their arms and be stung by jellyfish - in the name of science. Testing a new sun screen, aimed at protecting against jellyfish stings, the University of Oslo said it wants volunteers to be burned by jellyfish tentacles on both arms - one with ordinary sun block, the other with anti-jellyfish sun lotion. "You're supposed to get burned. If you're not, then the tests have been a waste of time," Torgrim Andersen, spokesman for the university's biology department, said Wednesday. Only five people have registered for the test, to be held on Thursday, but Andersen said he was optimistic about getting a team of more than 10 people. "There's been a lot of interest in us doing this," he said. Volunteers must be aged over 18, have hair-free inner arms, which means they get stung easier. Asthmatics, pre

Peace Of Mind
Have you had cold showers of pain My friend, you've stood in my rain Deathly feeling of loneliness No need to feel shameless I've been there before Not wanting to feel any more Your hearts been broken in half Mind still living in the past Cold dark thoughts of suicide Why don't I do it tonight Don't worry it will go away Learn to love another day Put it in the back of mind Let it rest and you will find Dark clouds begin to part New love will mend the heart Thoughts of suicide disappear Self- esteem will reappear One day you'll be able to say My friend you've stood in my rain

Ache
the darkness fills my aching skull slipping into a world half known sliding from sleep to a web of dreams lost within my deepest screams i ache - i burn, to feel your touch your hands upon my heart - so rough and somewhere deep within me lies the power of all that i deny i push away my truest self i hide within these walls ive built i wait for you each night and pray that i can last just one more day to feel you, hold you, hear your voice soon i know ill make that choice to kill that burning aching need to smother the flame, to begin to bleed to crush this gift once again toss it to the sky and hold it in and wrap myself again in smiles and walk through life like a little child can't you see what we began can you really let this end can you walk away from me in your heart, will you be free? or will what we had linger ever on in darkest night, my memory strong does this mean nothing - or will you wish as i do for one more kiss? a kiss of truth that set

Memories
http://videos.phototributes.com/ODonnell/RasmussenMarge_files/RasmussenMarge.html Well today was the day they had the memorial for my Mama Marge. It hurts so bad that I wasn't able to say goodbye one last time. Sometimes I sit here and think "Is this all just a bad dream" and then I have to face reality and come to terms that my Little Lady is gone. Will the tears ever stop falling down from my face? Just when I feel Iam doin okay, my eyes swell up and tears begin to fall. Some are still tears of sadness, but I think more and more they are tears of memories and every special moment she has given me in my life. When everyone would look at how "bad" I was , Mama Marge was always there to push me threw. She always seen the good in me, something even my own mother had trouble doing. Mama Marge always wanted to see me succeed in life. I'll never forget how happy and proud she was of me when I called her up and said I was in school. She told everyone she knew and her faced beamed as she d

1st Love
Your first love is the most realest love you can ever have! It is very unsuspecting and hit you like a rocket! You never know what you are getting yourself into until it happens! Love is trickery! Many people say the word just to make someone smile but it is true when it slips out and you are stuck there looking crazy, then they respond and love is perfect! Love can hurt also because you may love someone so much that you don't want to lose them! Fellas and ladies when you say you love someone from no on make sure you mean it! Love is true when ya'll can get through anything and still can call each other and have a happy conversation!!!! I love someone so much and you may or may not know who if you think you know ask and see and just ask if you want to know!!!!!!

27 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, July 27: Looking for love can obviously be discouraging on occasion, but a pity party isn't the place to be. Talk to a friend about your feelings, and plan something fun to give yourself a well-deserved lift.

27 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, July 27: Astronauts can see the neediness in your eyes from space -- so don't think for a moment that you look anything other than smotheringly desperate when you casually brush up against a hottie at the coffee shop

Important Notice - Food Recall Warning
There's a recall notice for several different products made by Castleberry Food Company. They might be contaminated with botulism, which can kill. The products are sold not only under the Castleberry name, but several others as well. You can read the story here. You can see the recall list here.tag: health, recall, illness, disease, botulism, news-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

Oh Baby Oh
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to bette r position herself.The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. " Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote!"

Stupid People
LICENSE TO STEAL Two Kentucky men tried to pull the front off a cash machine by running a chain from the machine to the bumper of their pickup truck. Instead of pulling the front panel off the machine, though, they pulled the bumper off the truck. They panicked and fled, leaving the chain still attached to the machine, their bumper still attached to the chain, and their license plate still attached to the bumper. IN THE BAG A "tourist," supposedly on a golf holiday, stood in line at the customs counter. While making idle chatter, the customs official thought it odd that the golfer didn't know what a handicap was. The officer then asked the tourist to demonstrate his swing. He did - backwards. A substantial amount of narcotics was found in the golf bag. MADE FOR TV Guns For Hire, an Arizona company specializing in staged gunfights for Western movies, got a call from a 47-year-old woman who wanted to have her husband shot. She was sentenced to four years in jail. DO YOU

Old Love
Old love The old love lives of itself exactly Not of other people's culture or presence. It swims it demands nor it asks for. Nothing it waits, But of the destination they go to deny the sentence. The old love has deep roots, Made of suffering and beauty. For those it dives in the infinite, and for these it supplants the nature. If in all part the time pulls down What it was great flaring e, the old love, however, never falece and to each day appears more loving. More burning hot, but poor of hope. Sadder? Not. It won pain, and shines in its sings obscure, In such a way older the more love.

'nerd' Taunt Drove Navy Man To Arson
'Nerd' taunt drove Navy man to arson Petty Officer Russell Tavares traveled 1,300 miles to torch rival's trailer By Angela K. Brown The Associated Press Updated: 5:02 p.m. ET July 26, 2007 ELM MOTT, Texas - A Navy man who got mad when someone mocked him as a "nerd" over the Internet climbed into his car and drove 1,300 miles from Virginia to Texas to teach the other guy a lesson. As he made his way toward Texas, Fire Controlman 2nd Class Petty Officer Russell Tavares posted photos online showing the welcome signs at several states' borders, as if to prove to his Internet friends that he meant business. When he finally arrived, Tavares burned the guy's trailer down. This week, Tavares, 27, was sentenced to seven years in prison after pleading no contest to arson and admitting he set the blaze. "I didn't think anybody was stupid enough to try to kill anybody over an Internet fight," said John G. Anderson, 59, who suffered smoke inhalation while trying to put out the 200

Two Moons On August 27th
Two moons on 27 August 27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for............. Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. >> It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30am . It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again

Betrayal
Betrayal Written by: Nikki JoLee Murray 07/11/06 Black and white and tints of grey Down my lonely road, I make my way Through a tainted tale, that friction made Distortion caused by one betrayed My heart is dripping, soaked in regret A slave forever to this pitiful debt Whispering wind, cold upon my face I walk alone in my disgrace Malicious critics, Leave me be Destroy me not, with your decree I recognize my faults at last Displaying, now, a great contrast So, let me proceed on my way I prefer to loom in my dismay If ever I empty my heart, contrite Let me not dream only for tonight

Women Must Know
A Rapist's New Trick >> >>Know what money you are carrying. >>You will see why as you read. >> >>Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. >>Share it with your wife and daughters. >>Know what money you are carrying... >> >>This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... >> >>I wanted to pass it along. >>Be safe! >>Something very serious to pay attention to. >> >>Criminals are coming up with craftier, >>less threatening methods of attack, >>so we have to be extra cautious. >> >>Read on... >> >>I live in Alexandria , VA , >>but I often work in Lafayette , LA , >>staying with friends when I'm there. >>As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, >>as well as the news media, >>there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. >>I just want to let you know about an "incident" >>that happened to me a few weeks ago, >>and could have been deadly. >> >>At first I didn't go to the police or anyone with it >>because I didn't realize how serious this

I've Got A Headache..
and I wish she'd just go away! We started out as friends,this woman I have known online for abt 6 months but only talked to for 2 months was telling me she loved me after 1 week of talking.She is 5 yrs older than me.Anyway,In the 2 months she would call,text and leave comments proclaiming her feelings.In the meantime I had asked her to be sure she knew what she was feeling for me because 1 week was really fast to be telling someone you love them.Also she kept wanting me to tell her I love her,but I wasn't feeling her in that way and also because I was coming out of a relationship and I felt anything I was feeling was on a rebound and I told her so.But she said it was ok if I didn't feel the same way and to just let her continue what shes feeling for me.Well stupid me,in a heat of the moment situation told her I loved her.I caught myself.But,too late! She was already enamoured with it and tried to make me say it again.I said no.It was my mistake I said.But she said it was ok because she

Recent Update
So I suppose it's time to once again spill my inner thoughts and emotions despite the fact that no one may even read it at all. Lately I find myself growing slightly envious of those in a relationship, perhaps because I have been out of one for so long? Its partially my own fault but also circumstance. I don’t go out much since there aren't many places to go besides where I work and company policy states that on the clock or off there’s no flirting with customers so that's no dice. Well then this UBER-BEAUTIFUL girl I work with shows up with her boyfriend which dashes my hopes. Good thing I didn’t get them up too high or I would've had quite the fall, eh? I've got a great new laptop with built in wireless but really its no good anyway since I can't seem to set up the router right. And I have this nifty word processing program but unfortunately all my copies of my books are out of date and the pages I am missing are back in Minnesota. I'd love to have my possessions so this place would

Volume Xxxix - Finally Some Rest....
It seems this week was indeed eternal. Even though we didn't work last Saturday, my body sends signals as if we did. The sunburns from earlier this week still tingle throughout my upper body, especially on my neck and head. So when I stepped in tonight, approximately 7:30pm, I initially surveyed the damage my wife and step-children have caused throughout my house. After the partial clean-up, then I took a few minutes to cook a nice fulfilling supper. It was only coconut shrimp and salad, but it served it's purpose. I know I haven't written a blog in quite a few days, but nothing of particular interest has occured in the past few weeks. If there has, then I cannot recall. There is a short trip---yes, another road trip, but if you know me in any capacity, you should kow of my love for the open road---in the near future. I plan to drive with my mother and my aunt Debbie up to Mooresville, Indiana, to pay a visit to my grand-uncle Bruce Mantooth. He's the brother of my mater

False Hope
Never lose hope...True hope is swift, and flies with swallow's wings; Kings it makes gods, and meaner creatures kings.The past is a source of knowledge, and the future is a source of hope. Love of the past implies faith in the future...I can endure my own despair, but not another's hope.

Don't Die
Tears have flew out of our eyes. You ask me y i still care. i'll keep telling u that i will always be here for u. tho we dated for a short time i'll always still care for u. tho u don't want friends. I'll help u to the end. just as long as u don't say goodbye and make us cry. when we heard u tryed to die we started to cry. the angels in the sky cryed out loud. and now we why you want to die. all i ask is from u not to die rachell ann brink

Cumming In My Sleep
I had a dream that I came to visit you in your office. You were working hard and I almost felt guilty disturbing you. But...I was...wet...and hot....my nipples hard and tingling. I could not stop myself from getting closer to you. I knew that if you saw my need you would not deny me, knowing that you are such an attentive lover. I touched your shoulder, and you instinctively put your hand over mine, patting it...just acknowledging that I was there. I lower my head and kiss the top of your head...then the side of your cheek. Lovingly lingering my kiss there. You always seem to know when I need to be naughty. "Mmmmmmmmm" you say, "Someone needs me". You turn and smile at me, and I am almost shy and embarrassed that you know my exact thoughts. I smile back at you then kiss your lips, slipping my tongue inside. Oh how I love your taste. It makes me burn inside. I move around and kiss you while you sit in your chair. My hand slides down your belly and then reaches into your shorts fin

C&t Stash Club Members & Family Rip If You Can
this is for all the C&T Stash Club members if you can rip this please add it some where on your profile page please so that others will know that you are in a stash club family please thank you from C&T Stash Club--seejaykaygee--

I Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Blonde Joke
Homer walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM. He sat down next to this blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 news was on. The news crew was covering the story of a man on a ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Homer and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Homer says,"You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't." Homer placed $20 on the bar and said, "You're on!" Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death. The blonde was very upset and handed her $20 to Homer, saying, "Fair's fair. Here's your money." Homer replied, "I can't take your money. I saw this earlier on the 5 o'clock news and knew he would jump." The blonde replied, "I did too, but I didn't think he'd do it again." Homer took the money

Hopefully One Day
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It’s been so long-I couldn’t say When last it was I felt this way A simple word that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it’s right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I’ll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

Good Ol' Boys
We sure did kick their asses, when they came to take Manassas, and we did the same again at Chickamaw, at Gettysburg that night, we showed them how to fight, when those Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, We were fighting, we were killing, we were so much more than willing, when those Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, we fought in the sand and mud, soaked it with their Yankee blood, when the Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, At Cooks Ferry and Hanover, when they tried to run us over, we were ready with the bayonet and the gun, with a rousing rebel yell, that seemed to come from Hell, turned their blue coats into yellow and they run, All we wanted was a country where we could live in peace, like the southern gentlemen we really are, but the blue coats wanted trouble, so we gave it to them double, when the Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, We were fighting, we were killing, we were so much more than willing, when those Yankee's took us g

A Poem For All My Cherry And Fubar Family Gang Enjoy Cheers............
07-29-2007.. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don..t see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you..ve ever had. It..s

Still Standing Tall(a Poem I Wrote In Honor Of All Heroes)
WE CAME WE SAW WE HEARD OUR PEOPLE CRY SO WE NEW WHAT WE HAD TO DO WE GOT UP OFF OUR KNEES BECAUSE WE HEARD THEIR PLEAS WE PUT ON OUR GLOVES AND WENT TO WORK. YOU THINK YOU BROKE US DOWN YOU THINK YOU TORE UP THIS GROUND WELL YOU WONT THINK THAT WHEN WE HUNT YOU DOWN. YEA WERE STILL HERE STANDIN TALL AND GOIN STRONG YOU THINK YOU GOT THE BEST OF THIS GRAND OLE PLACE THAT WE CALL THE LAND OF FREE AND HOME OF THE BRAVE BUT THE ONLY THING YOU DID WAS PISS US OFF YOU BETTER WATCH OUT CAUSE WE'RE COMIN' FOR YOU AND IT WONT BE OLD SAINT NICK KNOCKIN DOWN YOUR DOOR. WHEN WE FIND YOU AND WE WILL YOU'LL BE RUNNIN ROUND IN CIRCLES LIKE A DOG CHASIN IT'S TAIL AND WHEN WE FINALLY HAVE YOU IN OUR SIGHTS AND WE WILL YOUR NOT GONNA SEE US COMIN YOU'LL BE CAUGHT THATS FER SURE. WERE GONNA TAKE YOU BY THE TOWEL ON YOUR HEAD AND SWING YOUR ASS AROUND UNTIL YOU FINALLY KISS THE GROUND THEN WERE GONNA KICK YOUR ASS LIKE THE LITTLE BITCH YOU ARE AND WE'LL KICK ALL YOUR T

Paper Jesus
I'm feeling paper thin can you cut right through no way to win when you can see right through i feel like jesus on a cross but i cant believe in myself mans best friend some kind of deluded dogma im feeling lost and you are no where to be found you said wait right here but you never came round so im feeling like your paper jesus thin and so easy to tear so paper thin and i have a world of your sins to bear.

Excue Me
MY SCREEN SAVER IS SET TO NEVER SO SCREEN ON 24/7 SO COMPUTER ON 24/7 AND NEVER GOES ON STANDBY IF YOU HAVE ME ON MSN smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk and buzz me anytime so add me loading msn up now can give you top programs and songs cd alb

Ex Lovers
You think you still love the ex but they still try to come back for you. You tell them back off they don't. You hide from them oh what to do? They think you love them, you look at them an,"Are you out of your freaking mind!" You go to a new lover they still come back no matter what. You try to be friends with them but they they keep telling you,"I Still Love You" and "I Miss You" or "Please come back,i'll treat you better". Same words that you don't like to hear every time you try to be nice. Ex's don't need to be pleading to you for there love back once you or them left don't crawl back,mistake by tons cause it'll just happen again and again. They may love you like they say they do but foolish enough not, if they have cheated or used there not worth taking back or whatever you did to leave them for that reason. Ex's aren't worth time or day if you can avoid it no matter what. Find a new love that is worth the life than the ex cause it's alot better.

20 Helpful Hints For Women To Reach Orgasm
20 Helpful Hints for Women To Reach Orgasm PSYCHOLOGICAL HINTS: 1) Anticipate the Sexual Encounter--Many women find that if they spend some time fantasizing about an upcoming sexual encounter, they can use their minds (imagination) to "turn themselves on" physically, as well as emotionally. It also helps for women to learn to identify what turns them on in their environment (i.e., romantic or erotic stories, love songs, videos, etc.) and use this material in anticipation of a sexual encounter. This process of "starting on warm" can help to make reaching "the end" easier. 2) Get Relaxed--Most women require a transition or "down time" in order to be opened-up to receiving sexual pleasure. This is because emotional tension negatively interferes with sexual response. So, listen to music, take a hot bath, read a book, do "whatever works" to get relaxed. Being in a relaxed mode is very helpful to achieving orgasm. 3) Eliminate Distractions--Women frequently find that their mind

Today July 29th
Yikes! Its 2:15 right now and it is really hot out. Luckily Im going into the pool soon, probably going skinny dipping because I can! Went out last night, got really fucked up, had to break up a fight so that was fun, but back to work tomorrow which stinks! Hope everyone had a good week. Dont forget to comment and rate my nsfw!

All Your Life
All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly. AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."

Are You A Daring Woman?
You Are a Fierce Femme You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! Are You a Daring Woman?

The Sun Whose Rays Are All Ablaze
The sun, whose rays Are all ablaze With ever-living glory, Does not deny His majesty He scorns to tell a story! He don't exclaim, "I blush for shame, So kindly be indulgent." But, fierce and bold, In fiery gold, He glories all effulgent! I mean to rule the earth, As he the sky We really know our worth, The sun and I! I mean to rule the earth, As he the sky We really know our worth, The sun and I! Observe his flame, That placid dame, The moon's Celestial Highness; There's not a trace Upon her face Of diffidence or shyness: She borrows light That, through the night, Mankind may all acclaim her! And, truth to tell, She lights up well, So I, for one, don't blame her! Ah, pray make no mistake, We are not shy; We're very wide awake, The moon and I! Ah, pray make no mistake, We are not shy; We're very wide awake, The moon and I! -gilbert and sullivan

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