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Thoughts On Love
True Love is just a thought. When you start to believe in it, think you're feeling it, "believe" you're both in it, the reality of it slaps you in the face and says "No, no. It was just a story"! Its only for stories because it makes no sense. No one can be that happy. No one can ever be that devoted. Can two people ever want to be with only one person for the rest of their lives? What are the odds? How are we supposed to believe that the one you love has eyes only for you? Sex is thrown in your face everywhere you go! Girls think its ok to be tramps and guys are more than willing to accept the offer. And, yes, I know, it also works the other way around. Promiscuity gets you nowhere! People hand out phone numbers like its no big deal, it won't hurt anyone. And then there are the ones who accept the numbers. Who is to blame? Is it true that one can only be held responsible for ones own actions? I believe yes and no(to a much lesser extent)! If you're handed a gun and you really feel lik

Dj Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Metal Queen is influenced by many extremely talented guitarists, yet her all time favorite is Randy Rhoads. She is a guitar nut. Her favorite bands are Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Megadeth, Black Sabbath, AC/DC. The reason she likes being a DJ is she loves being able to bring people joy through music. There is so much metal out there that the world hasn't heard yet, so she is always constantly searching for new bands. Plus she has had the opportunity to meet a lot of awesome people doing what she loves. So what are u waiting for come and rock out with DJ Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Master And His Kitten Part1
She saw his car pull up the drive from her bedroom window. She quickly signed off of her instant messenger, not even giving a second thought to the people that she just abruptly and rudely left. She raced down the stairs and had barely managed to get in position when she heard his keys in the door. Breath quickening, she looks down, the picture of submission by the front door. "Hey there kitten. Did you have a good day today?" He took his coat off and was walking away from her, headed towards the living room. Knowing he expected her to follow, she crawled after him until she was resting on her knees at his feet again. He had draped his coat over the end of the couch, loosened his tie and was looking down at her with a smile and a mischievous look in his eye. "Yes, Master, I had a good day today. I got up shortly after you left for work this morning, had my chores finished by 11 and I spent the rest of the day, after I called for your permission, reading and talking to friends onl

One Of My Good Poems
As we come with broken dreams,in which we hope to mend.We send a prayer to heaven,in the search to find a friend.We somehow meet each other,in the hopes of something new.I somehow seem to feel, just what your going through.In the tender waves of silence,with a promise in my heart.I'll be a friend forever,this is just the start.Give your all forever and if you ever feel blue, send a little letter and this is what I'll do.I'll silently search my heart, in a special kind of way. And do whats in my power to make you smile again. Wanted to say friends are special people if you pick them right. Craig P

Pimpout
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. PLEASE SHOW THE HOST OF THIS AUCTION SOME LOVE TO. RATE, FAN, ADD HER TOO SHE IS A GREAT PERSON. This Bulletin brought to you by the one and only........*Naughtia* 2nd alarm hottie~Fumarried To Bubba*fu daddy got me first lol*@ fubar XOXO

Far Beyond Driven 40
Come enjoy the ride, to hell and back with Vicously! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'Lirpa L00 ~RealLife married/Fu-owner2Viciously~ co-owner&promoter@FBD * mem of RD Bombers*blue' on '2009-01-05 10:22:18')

Defense In Vain
Knowing me knowing you knowing all that lies between. Knowing what my heart desires, on stuborn pride I lean. Your fear of wounding me, my fear of wounding you. Our paths continue parralel never crossing I know this be true. We are upon the same journey yet upon seperate paths we remain. perhaps they may have crossed over or yet perhaps thru fear we refrain. Tis true we know not what the future to come may hold. Then yet I know what was once lively and warm lay now dormant and cold. I battle the constant urge to retreat to the comfort of my shell. My words have wounded you I fear yet how deep I can not tell. I never meant to harm you with those words my dearest friend. Tis an automatic defensiveness caused by wounds I've yet to mend. In my own selfish defense I struck so harsh and great. Protecting the still mending heart that I feared was at stake. I now feel that pain I have inflicted upon you and the loneliness I caused. through the sillence and the connection being a

Defeat
Denial. pain, anguish, vengeance, passion, pride, all coursing through these veins. Acceptance, peace, forgiveness, empathy, trust, all diminishing yet still reamin. Emotions so flexible, and reversible. Ours to share and to hoard. All can be euphoric then yet a double edged sword. Like a puzzle we shift them all around taking all the risks. Suffering the sword and eliminating, we search franticly for bliss. Is it there? Have you seen it? Can you feel it? Am I bleeding much? Do these wounds ever heal? where do I place trust? I so long to feel its touch. I seek out my guides in all hidden corners to show me the way. They speak to me in riddles, yet I've no time to play. I am lost in the sand storms of life, am thirsty and have suffered blindness. I seek shelter, knowledge and a carring soul to give of me his kindness. Where is he? Have you seen him? Can you feel him? Are my wounds bleeding still? Is my flesh rotting? What do I do with the pain? I must cling to my own will.

Here I Stand
I stand here all alone looking out into the mist, wondering what it would be like, to be held in someone's arms again....that I so much miss...To have the warmth of his breath on my neck... as he holds me close...While I feel our hearts pounding at the thought of a kiss...we lean back and look in to each other's eyes...seeing the fiery passion that burns deep inside...His fingers slightly moves my hair to the side...while I let out a little sigh, from his soft touch to my face... we draw closer for our first kiss...as our lips touch softly...while the passion deep inside of us starts to flow with loves embrace...So I stand here wishing... that my true love will find me...Smile

Please Help Me Get Back To Level 22
HEY HEY HEY YALL I HAVE A HUGE FAVOR I AM TRYING TO GET BACK TO LEVEL 22 I WOULD APPRECIATE ANYONE WHO MIGHT BE WILLING TO HELP ME GET THERE AGAIN AND ANYONE WHO MIGHT WANT TO VIP ME OR AUTO-11 ME(IT WOULD BE A NICE WELCOME BACK PRESENT) HEHEH THANKS YALL...HUGS

Who The Hell Do We Think We Are?
Man, we are told, was made in the image of God. Man has extended his own longevity, discovered nuclear energy, landed on the moon and developed technology beyond the point of being able to control it. It would seem that the price for all these amazing achievements is a fatal loss of balance between the head and the heart. There is no more powerful or destructive negative energy in the Universe than that of man’s delusional, over inflated egotistical concept of self value and self importance. We have convinced ourselves, that human beings are the chosen, the precious living creatures, over and above any known or imagined living beings in the great “ all that is “. We have even invented religions and gods which confirm and support this hypothesis. Our uniquely specialized brain and superior intellect, apparently places us in a position of dominion over all we survey. We even have Holly scripture which say so. If this be true, we have thoughtlessly, disgracefully and to our own detriment,

Scorpioqueen61
Hi all fubarians!! This amazing woman had her profile deleted. So now I wanna ask for your help to get her back to were she was. She is now 20K away from assasin. Please show her some mad fubar love. Just click the pic below. Scorpioqueen61@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess * @ fubar

Deep Down, Everyone's A Ferengi
Quark: I think I figured out why humans don't like Ferengi— Sisko: Not now, Quark. Quark: The way I see it, humans used to be a lot like Ferengi: greedy, acquisitive, interested only in profit. We're a constant reminder of a part of your past you'd like to forget. Sisko: Quark, we don't have time for this. Quark: You're overlooking something, Commander. Humans used to be a lot worse than Ferengi. Slavery, concentration camps, interstellar war... we have nothing in our past that approaches that kind of barbarism. You see? We're nothing like you... we're better. OK, today’s title is technically NOT a canon Rule of Acquisition for the Ferengi – that is, it isn’t cited in any “Star Trek” episode or movie – but the 284th Rule was written by the co-creators of “Star Trek: Deep Space Nine” and published in a book licensed by Paramount Pictures that controls all “Star Trek” media. (The dialogue I cited IS from a DS9 episode, “The Jem’Hadar”, and it came to mind based on how what w

The Dark Prophecy, Chapter 1
I want to tell you a story, bear in mind that it is true no matter how strange it may seem at times. Very few mortals know the tale, which I am going to bestow upon the readers of this book, but you must all know, so that when the time comes the men and women of our world can be prepared. For the next time it may truly be Armageddon. First off, I suppose I should introduce myself to you all. My name is Mark Rycher, I have short spiky dark brown hair and beguiling hazel eyes, and although some of you may have known me once upon a time, you went to high school with me, met me at a party, worked with me, or whatever, I am not the same person I once was. I have been forever changed by the forces on both sides of the eternal war, that even as you lay in your beds tucked in tightly, dreaming of love, piece, sex, and whatever else, threatens to destroy the earth and with it all of mankind. The war that I speak of will never end, because it is impossible for either side to exist without t

You May Not
You May Not My hands reached for My Angel Finally her skin next to mine Soft kisses turn to passionate pressed lips Like sweet cherries on the vine She has a passionate fiery heart And a dirty devilish mind With her wings spread wide Our bodies slowly intertwined You May Not Want me in The Morning But tonight it’s something you allow You May Not Want me in The Morning But all that matters is right here right now She captured my whole attention As her ware’s opened up in bloom Her rose full and beautiful As our lust filled every corner of the room Each wanting to give all to the other From sweet to unbridled want Trying to slowly bring each other to the peek It was a tortuous taunt You May Not Want me in The Morning But tonight it’s something you allow You May Not Want me in The Morning But all that matters is right here right now Each stroke created our painting Hands lips tongue taste and touch The sweetness of My Angel I will never drink enough

Dj Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Sadistic Dragon has been influenced by metal since he was a child. He finds comfort in heavy riffs and loud bass since he is a bassist. His favorite bands are Fear Factory, Helmet, Tool, Judas Priest, Lamb of God. The reason he likes being a DJ is to make your ears cum. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Sadistic Dragon @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Who?
I can remember when I was still at school, living with my brother and hanging out with the local bikers. They used to doss down at our place at the weekends.....bikers, sexy biker women, drink/drugs and music used to make up my weekends. One band that has always made a lasting impression on me was The Who. I also got to know Roger Daltry as a solo artist. He has an amazing talent and I have often managed the thoughts in my head whilst listening to his music. I've included two pieces here, one by The Who and another of his early solo examples. Enjoy..... Behind blue eyes - The Who Giving it all away - Roger Daltry

Job Description (parent)
PARENT Job Description This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it! POSITION: Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in thr

Winter's Bath
Winter's Bath my body's so cold while the warm moist water engulfs my broken soul death appears as my father's daughter to ease the pain for what I feel needs to be done my brisk blue eyes sting like the pure winters rain for this heart of mine no longer beats for that summer sun looking down; at my clinched fist that's slowly, slowly ripping open my wrist slowly, ever so slowly closing those brisk blue eyes as the sable stained water soaks in deep within......

So Long For Now
You look so peaceful lying there With your hands folded upon your chest. You look like you are sleeping But you are at eternal rest. So Long For Now. Not a hair out of place, Your make-up nicely done, A beautiful smile upon your lips - For now you are with Absalom. When someone special passes on It does not mean they are gone, Though they are no longer with us Their memory still lives on. It hurts so much to lose a friend - Especially one that is trustworthy and kind. Nan Legge, you were that special friend, A rare and special find. Nan Legge, you will always be with me In spirit and in mind. You will always have a special place in my heart Forever until the end of time. Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye". This is not the end. So I will just say, "So long..." Until we meet again.

Come With Me
COME WITH ME The Lord saw you getting tired And a cure was not to be, So He put his arms aroud you And whispered, "Come with me." With tearful eyes, we watched you suffer And saw you fade away, Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, A beautiful smile at rest, God broke our hearts to prove He only takes the best. It's lonesome here without you We miss you so each day, Our lives aren't the same Since you went away. When days are sad and lonely, And everything goes wrong, We seem to hear you whisper, "Cheer up and carry on." Each time we see your picture, You seem to smile and say, "Don't cry, I'm in God's keeping, We'll meet again someday

Thought
Friends they come and go, and some get reunited after long periods of time. Even more stay friends no matter what life holds in store. Some are even like family. A friend is someone whos there for u no matter what. Friends can make u laugh and smile when ur feelin low. Friends can go under two categories...some r like toilet paper...things get wet and u never c or hear from them again...others r like rocks...theyre always there no matter how hard u try 2 get rid of them...and they always stick by u in thick and thin

Warned
This is for the guy who wouldn't leave me alone in front of a certain bar a few weeks ago. Next time somebody tells u to fuck off and then counts down from three it is a bad idea to start up a shadowboxing session. I hope the ambulences got you to the hospital reasonably fast and that you were well taken care of, but I warned u twice and I don't feel bad.

For The American Tear
With sand in your boots, beads of sweats rolling down your face..you have walked many more miles than the average man. Night mares, cold sweats the fear of maybe today is the day that you no longer come back as more than a dog tag..people protesting to bring the willing home. You go back, you walk back in the line of fire with your head held high and you did this for them, for me, for us, for everyone. But why? Most people could careless but you still fight for freedom on what you believe is right. Sing the American song because you are proud but are we worth dieing for? Most would agree to dis agree just to hear there own voice but now that I know one of you and have met many of you. It makes me say thank you. The shameless country you fight for, the people killing here have no idea. Lets them walk a mile in your sandy shoes and they will say Thank you Jeff too. Please be safe babe.

Ludacris Lyrics To "do Your Time"
[Phone Operator:] You have a collect call form an inmate in a correctional facility Inmate state your name: "This Darren" This phone call may be monitored or recorded press 3 if you accept the charges if not hang up [Chorus: Ludacris] To mu cousin Darren Ramsey stay up homie To my brother Chris Butler stay up homie If you locked in a box keep makin' it through Do your time Do your time Don't let your time do you To my brother Mikey Mike stay up homie To my cuz JB stay up home If you locked in a box keep makin' it through Do your time Do your time Don't let your time do you [Verse 1: Ludacris] You lookin' at a man who would die for his daughter just to let her breath and I'll defiantly die for Jesus'cause he died for me-give my eyes to Stevie Woner just to see what he's seen but then take'em right back to see Martin Luther's dream I dream that I can tell Martin Luther we made it but half my black brothers is still incarcerated locked up in a cell block lost form the sh

Double Feature Blog...reality Setting In -and- So-called "friends"
--- DOUBLE FEATURE --- So-called "Friends" ***Originally written June 21, 2008*** It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH.

Meaning Of Life
Were you ever enchanted by a blanket of mist Becoming a part of the ancient world Just for a moment? Have you ever envied the scarlet rose Standing proud with diamonds of dew Perfectly draped about her? Were you witness to the duel in the realms of the heavens, Where each contestant lashes out with brilliant sword Causing the very earth to tremble beneath? Have you felt so insignificant against the spectrum of light, With a backdrop of dark thunderclouds, While listening to the cracking thunder striking deep into the soul? Have you smelt the burning pine, Seen flames exposing rubies in the wine, Perfect in their ancient, silent dance? Has tranquillity reached your deepest being, When crimson rays reflect Off water, into your soul? Have you tasted the lips of the one you love, Experienced the quiver - The desire to forever be one, and never apart? Then, dear friend, you know the meaning of life.

The Moon
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

Fleeing
Fleeing Watching the light Exit from my skin Shadows consume Seeing my blood dripping My eyes burned As the razor made it’s mark How life and now is My contrast is stark Drip drip drip Puddle of my life forms Mixing with earth Was this tale forlorn? Or did I believe lies? Made to feel worthless Those who were supposed to love Would only from me regress Now near the end As my life slips away My heart beating slower My soul begins to decay If only I had a touch From just one human being But I was treated like a monster Now I have silenced the screaming No more sobbing No more pleading No more breath No more fleeing

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
Why Did the Chicken Cross the Road? SARAH PALIN: Before it got to the other side, I shot the chicken, cleaned and dressed it, and had chicken burgers for lunch. BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change! JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road. HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me. GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road or not. The chicken is either against us or for us. There is no middle ground here. DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun

"the Poet."
“The Poet” Hunched over working at his desk, blending words to share His keyboard tapped incessantly into the smoke filled air With a mighty effort he wrestled thoughts and feelings from his mind And fought to find the phrasing, well suited to the rhyme Sometimes the words came easy, as if gifted from above Velvet whispers of pleasant nouns, and the vowels filled with love Long suppressed emotions now filling up his screen A depth of soul, uncommon things, of which others could only dream And so it went, he worked his loom, to make a tapestry It’s very threads, parts of his heart, laid bare for all to see Tales so real they came alive and became something one could touch But his gift was his undoing, because the poet cared too much And then one day it came undone, the pieces flew apart When the wars and famine and darker things gripped his artist’s heart With all the troubles of the world now knocking on his door That gentle man he drew the blinds and the poet

Things To Consider...
If you lend someone $20 and never see them again, it was probably worth it. If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything. Some days you’re the bug. Some days you’re the windshield. Don’t be irreplaceable. If you can’t be replaced, you can’t be promoted. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket. Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. Duct tape is like “The Force.” It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together. There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works. Generally speaking, you’re not learning much when your lips are moving. Experience is something you don’t get until just after you need it. Never miss a good chance to shut up. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

Friendship
Some times friendships get on edge and nobody know what to do about it or why there get there in the frist place. Alot of my friendships are on the rocks and some i just want to walk away from but just dont have the heart to do so or tell my friends why they are their in the frist place. I am glad to have friends but sometimes we all get thow it and other times we dont but we try to do but it just dont work. Well anyways I am home now but very busy take care of my mom and things.But my friends if you read this please dont worry things will get better i hope.

The Real Me( Who I Am)
listen im sick of people who judge other ppl by what they have, or what they look like, or how many money they have or do they have a car. well people listen up, not every is blessed with good looks, born into lots of money, or some dont have a car or did have a car. the point i gettin at is why judge ppl everyone is the same in many ways. I dont judge ppl bc im not a picky one, im one who iwll give anyone a shot bc i believe u dont anyone till u try, so i dont have to wonder if what woudl have happen? u know so the moral im gettin at is plz dont judeg ppl by qwhat they look like and how mnay money they have. no im not tellin anyone what to do.

Family Rate Day
Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.I rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar Our Beloved Master Morpher + Co Desirers Love today as Well.150 pic Rates for a New Morph,Anything you Desire silverado"Kingdom of Rogue's co owner"@ fubar

Don't Care,don't Give A Rats Ass What You Think
Okay this is my fucking rant,and if you hat me or think i'm a fucking jerk for doing it,then Go fuck yourself.I'm sick and tired of people adding me,and when i delete them cause they never keep in touch or return the favor.They get all prissy about it,and come to me and say why did you delete me.Well you know why,don't act like a dumbass.Another thing that pisses me of is when they ask me for something like design their tattoo for them,or rate their page and picture,and you do then they chat with you like a moron then for a day or two they ignore their your ass.This fuck head never return the favor or they just blow you off cause they got what they wanted.Well fuck you and kiss my legless wheelchair ass you retards.Yeah you know who you are.You bunch of dumbasses,i ought shove my foot which i don't have stright up you A-hole.Another thing that grinds my gear are the women from my city Laredo,Tx.Yeah you butches of Laredo.You think you are to good for a guy,you bunch of skinny and fat a

Chief Executive Of A State...(a Letter To..)
Our governor is a douche bag and after watching yesterday's "State of the State" address, it's taken me a good day just to cool off from his ignorant, pathetic attempt at trying to balance our so sorely diluted state budget! "I did it without raising taxes!" he says... SO WHAT! Just because you ran on that ticket doesn't mean it works anymore! Haven't you heard the term "desperate times call for desperate measures"? I'm sure there are a lot of people in our state willing to pay a half or more percent sales tax then have your dumb ass cut education for our already struggling children! Let's not forget that Millenium Scholorship you kept intact. Ooooh, one point for you Mr. Governor! Who cares? Why keep it, if there's no money for it? Is it so illegal aliens can fund their education with our tax dollars? I can't use it, but I'd sure like to. My kids can't use it. Cut it! Give that money to our teachers, our kids who already have to share a classroom with 30+ other stude

Together As One
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th

Skins!
subject: SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating post date: 2007-10-15 17:54:46 views: 3529 comments: 35 ratings: 0 Skins-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating Ripping a Skin There are two ways to rip a skin on FuBar. Option #1 The first way is to visit your homepage and click on the My Skins link.http://fubar.com/myskins.php Original Homepage Power Homepage A page will open with the Option to Browse Skinshttp://fubar.com/browse_skins.php The red link is clickable. Once clicked you will be in the whole FuBar site gallery of skins created. You may go through the lists and look at the titles to decide which one(s) you would like to have on your page. Make sure that you preview any skin that interests you in order to ensure that none of the codes or pic links are broken. The skin will then generate as you would see it on your public profile page. If the skin is what you like, then close out the preview window (which opens in another tab) and rip the s

A Soldier’s Wish: Angel Of Steel
A Soldier’s Wish: Angel Of Steel As we lay in the shadows Of the tall golden wheat A wave of hope Sweeps through the valley Perhaps tonight Shall be the night When we all shall hear That fearsome roar Of our Angel Of Steel And may she throw down her hair And whisk us away Into her cold, yet welcoming arms There goes the signal! And forward we crawl Ever so slowly And with not a peep For the enemy surrounds us Yet knows not of their doom For the strength of swords Shall pour down like rain And all through the grass Rose a soft whisper A sound so sweet As our wishes flew high For tonight we wish That this journey may end A journey full of pain And a journey full of hardships Here we are hated by many And loved by few Yet a job we have And a job we must do And a job we have done Yet we are patiently waiting For the long overdue The feeling of her embrace Our Angel Of Steel

Wonder Why
Wonder Why I look up at the deep blue sky And I couldn't help but wonder why Why this life? Why me? Why here? Why now? And the only reply Was the blowing wind And the singing birds And yet I still wonder why. Why this place? Why this so-willing heart? A heart that gets broken so easily, Yet so hard to put back together. Why this time? Why this era? Why these people? And again the only reply Was the wind Whistling through the grass And the crickets Playing their songs And I wonder why.

Dream Girl?
Am I the girl of your dreams? or the cause of your nightmares? Do my dimples make you smile? or do I make you run a mile? Am I all that you desire? or more trouble than I'm worth? Am I complex and interesting? or complicated and confusing? Ok i guess what I really want to know is... Do you love me? or hate me?

Not Moving :o(
Daddy thought about it and well said it wasn't worth leaving everything behind, pretty much just up an leave shit go unpaid and what not so we're staying in this shit hole for another 5 or so months anyways, I maybe on a little more often.... Smiles well I'm off for now so till another time have fun and take care.

Getting Anxious
I am sitting here today getting my clothes packed realizing that I had better pack warm because it is going to be cold as hell in DC in the next few days. I am getting so freaking excited about getting to be in the middle of all the craziness that will be the presidentual inauguration. Those who know me know that I am a huge believer in Thomas Jefferson's belief that there should be a revolution in every generation....HELL YEAH, the revolution starts now. I am thrilled to see a president who is in touch with the normal American. I cracked up when I was watching the Inaugural Kickoff Concert today because his youngest daughter was figiting while people like Garth Brooks, U2, and Bruce Springsteen were singing. It made me laugh because that is what my sons would be doing. It is going to be hands down the biggest party that I am ever going to experience and HELL lets face it, I can't wait for that too. I will be keeping all of my fufriends posted on what I am doing and what trouble

Rocket Man
She packed my bags last night pre-flight Zero hour nine a.m. And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then I miss the earth so much I miss my wife It's lonely out in space On such a timeless flight And I think it's gonna be a long long time 'Till touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at home Oh no no no I'm a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids In fact it's cold as hell And there's no one there to raise them if you did And all this science I don't understand It's just my job five days a week A rocket man, a rocket man And I think it's gonna be a long long time...

Dust In The Wind
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind. Oh________________ Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind, everything is dust in the wind (everything is dust in the wind)

Salmon Steaks
combine a small amount of brown sugar in the bottom of a glass oven dish then sprinkle it with lemon put salmon steaks in dish season them with salt , pepper , garlic etc and put in a 300 oven for the length of time you prefer them cooked i cooked mine on low for about 2 hours mmmmmm tasty

Rip My Angel
4 years ago today a beautiful little girl was born. She had red hair and blue eyes. She was so tiny. She was born 6 weeks early and couldnt breath on her own. We all knew something was wrong, but no one could prepare us for the next 21 days. I never knew that in that moment in time I would fall in love with a little girl who wasnt even related to me. She had no blood relation to me, but she looked just like my daughter. That would be because she was my daughter and sons 1/2 sister. She was born early in the morning on Jan 19 2005. She had a hole in her abdomen and she was not stable enough to have the surgery that would save her life. Some days were good days and gave us hope. But the bad days, were pretty bad. Then early in the morning on Feb 11th 2005, that beautiful little girl was taken to heaven. I never got to say goodbye. My life forever changed on that day. I never looked at life the same again. Because you never know when someone you love will be gone. I know her mommy and dad

Love
Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife

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Crazies
"Anne~ Miss Fu-Fabulous".... Seems this member wanted to interact with me, so I thought, Ehh why not... (they seemd decent)...SO, within a few minutes, this person called me... I expected a "27 yr old woman from Memphis, Tn to call me"... I was dead wrong...This lady sounded about 50-60 yrs old and sounded like she just got done smoking crack.... Witin realizing what I had done, I thought quicky of a way to get off the phone.... So I came up with an excuse quickly and hung up.... This morning when I woke up... This same person, called me a few times, and I didnt think anything of it, but when I seen I had voicemails, I got curious... So I listened to them.. Come to find out. Apparantly someone had bought me on here, and I was to blame for it... So i jus giggled and went to the next one... Well the next one told me that (word for word) "your a pussy, your a disgrace to the military, and I hope someone blows your brains out" Which I might add I have only known this person by this time ab

What Color Should Your Blog Be?
Your Blog Should Be Purple You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Nemises
The nemesis of good and evil We live in this never-ending cycle of retribution and revenge, Handing punishment unto those we deem fit, Quid pro quo we redress our equilibrium, Dealing out vengeance to our satisfactions, Unconcerned of life’s reactions, Its backlash our life’s reprisal, We suffer a pain that no joy can recompense, But which do we believe we are, Goodness in angels form, A devil sent to claim our souls, Or just a montage, Of downfallen times, Or can we both be found within this tortured soul, Our nemesis, The means of our deserved and unavoidable punishment.

Poem
Life in the fast lane... Just trying to relax in the fast lane. 2 days isn't enough time, back to the grind, my money is always spent before i get it. Always trying to make people happy. But what I really want is to rest. Life in the fast lane doesn't leave time to stop or to slow down to enjoy my life. I know I need to slow down or my life is going to pass me by. It is just so easy to go with the flow. the fast lane will just get me there without any fun. I need to rest before I die. by: marlene brown

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What I Want In A Man
1. strong, physically and emotionally 2. faithful 3. honest 4. someone that has no problem with letting me be me 5. likes to go out once in awhile, but it's not everynight 6. loves a night in, watching movies, cuddling a bit 7. knows how and when it's time to make love and when it's time to have hot sweaty crazy wild sex 8. is secure enough with himself that me having guy friends doesn't drive him nuts 9. not jealous, but knows when it's time to kick the shit out of someone 10. allows me to hold my own but will defend me when needed 11. have a job and not live with parents 12. isn't always drunk, or high 13. enjoys outdoors and sports 14. family is important 15. ok with not being able to have anymore kids, but has to be ok with the fact that i have three Eventually i want my man to know all the stupid little things about me,but that all comes with time so the man that wants me better want to really get to know me. If you think this is you...let me know

Duran Duran-notorious
I.. cant read about it, burns the skin from your eyes, Ill do fine without it, heres one you dont compromise. Lies come hard to disguise Let me to fight it out, not wild about it Lay your seedy judgements, who says theyre part of our lives? You own the money, you control the witness, I hear youre lonely - dont monkey with my business You pay the profits to justify the reasons I heard your promise but I dont believe it - Thats why Ill do it again No.. no.. notorious. Girls will keep the secrets, so long as boys make the noise, Fools run rings to break up, something theyll never destroy. Grand notorious slam, (bam!) and who really gives a damn - For a flaky bandit? Dont ask me to bleed about it, I need this blood to survive. (chorus) No.. no.. notorious Notorious! Notorious! (chorus) (chorus) No! No..no.. (thats why Ill do it again) No! Notorious! (yeh! thats why Ill do it again) No..no.. notorious. Yeeeehh! thats why Ill do it again No.. notori

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A Mother's Love
A MOTHERS LOVE by HELEN STEINER RICE A MOTHERS LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT NO ONE CAN EXPLAIN- IT IS MADE OF DEEP DEVOTION AND OF SACRIFICE AND PAIN. IT IS ENDLESS AND UNSELFISH AND ENDURING, COME WHAT MAY. FOR NOTHING CAN DESTROY IT OR TAKE THAT LOVE AWAY. IT IS PATIENT AND FORGIVING WHEN ALL OTHERS ARE FORSAKING, AND IT NEVER FAILS OR FALTERS EVEN THOUGH THE HEART IS BREAKING. IT BELIEVES BEYOND BELIEVING WHEN THE WORLD AROUND CONDEMNS, AND IT GLOWS WITH ALL THE BEAUTY OF THE RAREST,BRIGHTEST GEMS. IT IS FAR BEYOND DEFINING, IT DEFIES ALL EXPLANATION, AND IT STILL REMAINS A SECRET LIKE THE MYSTERIES OF CREATION- A MANY-SPLENDORED MIRACLE WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND AND ANOTHER WONDROUS EVIDENCE OF GOD'S TENDER,GUIDING HAND. CHILDREN, OBEY YOUR PARENTS IN THE LORD, FOR THIS IS RIGHT. "HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER" ( THIS IS THE FIRST COMMANDMENT WITH A PROMISE ), "THAT IT MAY BE WELL WITH YOU AND THAT YOU MAY LIVE LONG ON THE EARTH."

My Ex Husband Had The Balls To Ask....
This will be long- so I married him when I was just 18, he started abusing me on our wedding night. Stupid me, no one else to blame but myself for staying. We had three kids. He abused me throughout our marriage- I finally got the courage up to leave him after 9 years. I filed for divorce, I had custody, he had visitation. He was ordered to pay $349 for three children. Fine- I was not trying to break him. One year after our divorce, I remarried. My new husband died shortly after we were married, and I went a little crazy. The kids went to stay with their dad and his gf in April 1999. I got myself together and went back to get them, he refused to give them back to me. I was able to get a court order to force him to return them to me in Dec 2000. From then on, they have lived with me full time, except for the two times I let them go visit him, both times he would not send them home, I had to take him back to court each time and have the judge threaten him with jail

Incomplete
mother, father, look at your little monster, I'm a hero, I'm a zero, I'm the butt of the worst joke in history, I'm a lock without a key, a city with no door, a prayer without faith, a show without a score, I'm a bad word, a wink, a nod, a shiver, an untold story, sex without purity, a creeping gray memory, doctor, cure me; what is the cause of my condition, this madness shoots me, like bullets smashing glass in a silent movie, I'm a trap without a spring, a temple with no god, a jack without an ace, the tip of your tongue, I'm a promise, an unmailed letter, an unbuilt motor, deck without a joker, a creeping gray memory tell Saint Peter not to bet on me, I got a naked obsession, a good intention gone bad, I am incomplete....

The Hurt.....
Well I know the words But I can't really speak them to you And I hide all the pain That I've gained with my wisdom from you And I'm eaten alive By what I hold inside All the things that I live with I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing Nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry it with me Until I'm not alive When you look at my face Does it seem just as ugly To you And I can't seem to erase All the scars that I lived with From you I'm so sick of this place And this taste in my mouth Cause of you I can't figure What I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing Nothing to live for But you

Written From Your Prospective, Whoever You Are. Trust Me.
sometimes when I'm all alone I cuts chunks out of my leg and I watch the crevise fill with blood and overflow. i have mastered flesh. I can remove it without touching the veins or the arteries or anything that's underneath. I am only concerned with the surface, the underneath is god's construction. I wish that you knew, but you won't ever know. I lost my legs asleep in the closet when a working chainsaw cut through the ceiling and landed on my thighs and slipped into my dream and I didn't wake up until it had cut through and caught carpet. There was a hole in the ceiling and my father was looking down. He said, "I was just seeing if that thing still worked. Guess it does." I never asked him why he didn't jump down to save my legs, nor has he ever suggested that he should have. Now I wheel through the walking world and take sympathy and scrutiny from passers by and they feel the same to me. Fuck, who cares. There is nothing like love in the walking world. They've not

A Place Like Home
There’s no place like home, And this is nowhere like home, Stale smoke and sticky tables, Rancid smell of yeasty beer and pre-packed food, But this is home now, This cant have happened to me, Looking for clue’s in sad songs on the jukebox, In the eyes of the others along the bar, My fellow bar flies with their own sad stories, True or false they stick to them, Getting worse further down the line you go, Is this the course of my degeneration? One way ticket to Waterloo Bridge, And cocktails in vivid purple with less American dry, My mind snapped back to now by the last order bell, That time already do I need a take out? Thinking through my swimming mind, Well while I do a pint and a chaser please, Down the chaser with the kick of a mule, Warming my icy soul, But doesn’t chase the pain away, Two more shots to keep the cold out I lie, But to whom, Eleven twenty and i’m woken by the shout, Drink up gentlemen please, Aint you got homes to go to, Well I have and I d

Sweetness Survey
1. What is your occupation right now? LAB RAT 2. What color are your socks right now? White 3. What are you listening to right now? SWEETNESS' VOICE IN MY HEAD 4. What was the last thing that you ate? HAVE NOT EATEN SINCE THURSDAY SO IT'S GOTTA BE SWEETNESS 5. Can you drive a stick shift? YES 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? SWEETNESS 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? YES AND I LOVE HER ALSO 8. How old are you today? 15,768 DAYS GIVE OR TAKE 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? NOTRE DAME FOOTBALL 10. What is your favorite drink? DR PEPPER 11.. Have you ever dyed your hair? SWEETNESS WOULD COME UNTHEFUCKGLUED IF I DID THAT 12. Favorite Food? SWEETNESS 13. What is the last movie you watched? at the theatre? I WATCHED SWEETNESS NOT THE MOVIE 14. Favorite

The Executioner I
His fingers found familiar indentations on a smooth from constant wear wooden handle, placing themselves into familiar tracks. Even after doing this job for most of his adult life, he still felt that surge going through his body when he came in touch with this instrument-the same one he felt the first day he was handed it in. Although he held the axe in his hands, he knew better than assume that he had control over it. It was awe inspiring, powerful, striking. It sliced through wiry, fleshy necks with one blow, ridding the victim of life in mere seconds. It didn't see social status, or wealth, or integrity; it was a most nondiscriminatory tool that could have been used in a 17th century England. It cut that thin line between life and death in one swift moment. As the sun fell upon the sharpened blade, it glistened like a thousand fallen stars, reflecting the light right into the slits made for John's eyes. It made him flinch and turn his head; a task that was made almost impossib

At Home On Ma Day Off
So I am not a stay at home mom anymore. I work long shifts everyday and sometimes I just wanna quit but I don't because when bad days come, I just think to myself that it will get better and it does. I have been working for seven months now and have also been promoted in my field of work. So yeah..I never saw that coming. I have been thinking about moving up again. I love my boss. She is awesome. We both think alike also. Our lives were hard when both of us were kids so we have a lot in common. She has a asshole for a husband but she is giving him a chance. Unfortunately, I already know she is gonna end up learning the lesson and not him because he isn't gonna change. But whatever. It is her life. I can't stop her. But I do worry about her tho. She will get it eventually. Life has changed a pretty good bit for me. I don't know where it is headed but so far so good. The kids are getting bigger. Renee is already working on her second new tooth. She pulled out

Nobody Know's
I pretend that I'm glad you went away these four walls close in more every day And I'm dyin' inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real, even if nobody knows And I'm cryin' inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can see it so clearly But you're nowhere around The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me (Music, hmm...noone knows) I carry a smile when i'm broken in two and i'm nobody without someone like you i'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me i Lie awake it's a quarter past 3 i'm screamin at night if i thought you'd hear me yeah, my heart is calling you and nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words

The Big I.....
Now let me note first off that I had some amazingly strong drinks when I went out to eat the night before the inauguration so that just adds to the craziness of this day. I got up at 430 to get all my layers on that I knew that I was going to have to wear in order to stay somewhat warm. By 6 we had made it down to the subway station to head in to DC. We had to park clear in the back of the parking lot so that should have been a good sign of what we were going to end up getting in to once we got close to the station. When we finally made it on the plaza in front of the station we were met by some 2 or 3 hundred people on the outside of the station just waiting to get in. We were wondering why people were cheering from the platform when they were getting on the train, we now knew. As with my experiences the day before, I ended up meeting some pretty cool people while we were standing in line. There was this whole young black family from upstate NY who had brought their three young

Want Vs Need
I want to have friends, I want to love someone, I want money, I need someone to love me, I need a new car, a new house. It seems to me in life we blurr this line so easily these days. After all what does any human really need to survive food, water shelter. Though in order to grow I am told I need relationships and social interactions and for the most part I agree, however what happens when those interactions are damaging, both physically and or emotionally have I not then just put my life and mind and even heart in danger to fulfill a want rather than a need. In the end what you need and what you want does'nt really matter its all about what are you willing to risk to get it.

First Entry 1-27-09
Alrighty, so in an attempt to somehow catharticly expel some of the stress in my head, I am going to start writing down random thoughts and daily happenings. I wont always spell or use grammer correctly, and prolly wont write everyday. But nobody reads my blogs anyway so i guess it wont matter. This is more for me than for you occasional fu-friends who read them. I welcome any and all comments, questions or input, but dont be shocked if i dont divulge too much beyond what i put in here unless i really know u. So I was at work today, assigned to monitor and escort the most mental ill portion of the population at the correctional facility at which I work, Part of their "rehabilitation" is a group class called "recreational therapy". Basically this consists of instructors playing them movies, reading magazines and playing games or doing exercises. As I sat there keeping the peace, I observed all three therapists playing dominos with the inmates in the class. At first this kinda both

Military
well as everyone may know i am in the Armed Forces and i love my job and what i do ... military runs in my family and most of them have retired from the Armed Forces and i will do the same i just started where my dad left off when he was in the Navy

Soldiers Good And Bad...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 I have decided to let other people handle ther own problems cause I have about had enough of the rampid stupidness pooring out of the fucking world right now...I feel that we should all just take the people that are put in charge of other people and let them just figure it out instead of going through several dumb ass meetings I think that I am not going to mak e it in the army as a career becuase I can't stand the idiots that are put in charge...I have been playing it pretty fucking cool lately acting like I don't know whats going on ...But NO!!! I See write through you say's my Platoon sergant...DAMN IT!!!!!!! Why my god why me... OH THE HUMANITY!!!!!!! So now I am in charge of a few idiots some times ...I NEED A BEER NOW !!! But thats ok let me calm down for a second and rationalize...I feel that I am able to deal with the stupid bullshit ness of all of this...So when I return to civilization...and I am at the bar in the club or at

Cool Things In Arizona...
Friday, December 08, 2006 The cool thing's at unexpected times Current mood:chilling on ice alright so there I am sitting down on my bar stool looking around being a good boy not really laughing at anyone yet...I started to get this "d'c's thinking" oh yeah, I started to get this urge to Drink like really drink...I saw the perfect set of eyes staring at me from across the bar looking at some lame ass from time to time going for a Johny Depp style...and well I bought myself two drinks one for me and the other one I sent to her from the bartender...She looked at the man as he gave her the drink told her I payed for it and would like to have a conversation with her while I inteded to get drunk enough for her to take advantage of me...Now I know what your thinking, I am gonna get blown off by this girl but to my surprise she cam over with a shot for me to take and one for her too...Oh my betty paige let me tell you, that was so fucking cool, the girl took the time to ask my

Sum Brand New Flava For Ya Ears...
Thats right people The Late Shift is finally available! OR ~ http://www.myspace.com/thereal12grand So if your in need of some real hip hop in your life that isint crappy lil babies tryin to rap with their daddies or that same ol ish your stuck with on tha Radio, check out my boy n yours soon to be 12 Grand AKA Scotty Alcohol, so Juggalos and Juggalette and all true Hip Hop heads come and bless your ears with a lil bit of this heaven. Peep tha links for tracks n such. Any question hollar at ur girl! 1 Luv, ~Lady Envy~

1-28-09
ever get a song in your head you just cant get out? sometimes its a bad thing...but this song in some strange way just soothes me... Still falling Breathless and on again Inside today Beside me today Around broken in two till you eyes shed Into dust Like two strangers Turning into dust till my hand shook with the way I fear I could possibly be fading Or have something more to gain I could feel myself growing colder I could feel myself under your fate Under your fate It was you breathless and tall I could feel my eyes turning into dust And two strangers turning into dust Turning into dust

She Would'nt Be Gone
Red roadside wild flower if I'd only picked you Took you home set you on the counter Oh, at least a time or two Maybe she'd thought it through. Yellow sunset slowly dipping down in the rear view Oh, how she'd love to sit and watch you I could have done that a whole lot more If I hadn't been so stubborn, been so selfish Thought about her more, thought about me less Joked and maked her laugh, held her when she cried A little more that.. maybe I... Wouldn't be driving like hell flying like crazy down the highway Calling everyone we know stopping any place she might be Going any place she might go beating on the dash Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeaa maybe... She wouldn't be gone.. she wouldn't be gone.. She warned me it was coming said if I didn't change She was leaving I just didn't believe she would ever really walk out, God, I believe her now Called her mamma, cried li

We Possess The Power
The will to greatness clouds the mind Consumes the senses veils the signs We each are meant to recognize Redeeming graces cast aside Enduring notions new found promise That the end will never come We live in times when all seems lost But time will come when we'll look back Upon ourselves and on our failings Embrace the void even closer still Erase your doubts as you surrender everything We possess the power To mend divides To change the world To reach the stars If we should stay silent If fear should win our hearts If this should start to fall apart Our light will have long diminished Before it reaches the farthest star Wide awake in a world that sleeps Enduring thoughts enduring scenes The knowledge of what is yet to come From a time when all seems lost From a dead man to a world Without restraint unafraid and free We possess the power If we fall and break All the tears in the world Cannot make us whole again

My Long Beautiful Hair?
Yeah well lets just say I don't have long hair anymore it's all gone, went today an got mine & my sons hair did....lol.... However once I've clamed down enough to really get myself back up on here I'll take some pictures to share with everyone....SMILES!!!!

6ft Under
The Shadow of death, Didn't come for me. So now I must wait, 6 feet under this tree. I don't have a life, But not filled with death. My body is empty, So here I shall rest. Souless like my heart, In shame of my sorrow. I was to evil, For hell to borrow. Restless I lay here, Never to tell. If I'll end up, In heaven or hell.

Ice Cream & The Election
Excellent analogy from a teacher in the Nashville area. *** Who worries about "the cow" when it is all about the "Ice Cream? The most eye-opening civics lesson I ever had was while teaching third grade this year. The presidential election was heating up and some of the children showed an interest. I decided we would have an election for a class president. We would choose our nominees. They would make a campaign speech and the class would vote. To simplify the process, candidates were nominated by other class members. We discussed what kinds of characteristics these students should have. We got many nominations and from those, Jamie and Olivia were picked to run for the top spot. The class had done a great job in their selections. Both candidates were good kids. I thought Jamie might have an advantage because he got lots of parental support. I had never seen Olivia's mother. The day arrived when they were to make their speeches Jamie went first. He had sp

Nelly-one And Only
Yooo... we cool right ? Neahhh... I mean we go back,you know, back before the records, before you went to college and become this person who you are, ohh... congratulations on that anyway... But for long time it's been something I need to tell you... Listen... You see we've been known each other since we were about this high, Same elementary, shared the same bus stop, Even as a youngster I knew your so fly, Even back then I knowed you were THE ONE, I watched you grow, I watched your transformation, Right to school to your coll and occupation, It took this long to be a man to have this conversation, But fu** it here we go... I want you... To want me... Girl I need to know that... I could be your one and only... I need you, To need me, See you were my worst mistake girl, And that's why... It's hard to keep my cool when I see you with him, Coes I really wish that you would right here, Tell me what should take to win just a piece of your heart... My only cript i

Tom Waits Lyrics To "lord I've Been Changed"
Woah I, know I've been changed Know I've been changed Know I've been changed Angels in heaven done sign my name Angels in heaven done sign my name Well, I know I got religion, Lord knows I'm not ashamed With a holy ghost is my witness And the angels done sign my name Oh, I said: I know I've been changed Know I've been changed, yeah Know I've been changed Angels in heaven done sign my name Angels in heaven done sign my name Lord knows I've been converted Lord knows I've been redeemed Well, you can wake me up in the midnight hour I'm gonna tell ya just a what I mean I said: I know I've been changed Know I've been changed, yeah Know I've been changed Angels in heaven done sign my name Angels in heaven done sign my name Angels in heaven done sign my name Angels in heaven done sign my name -Tom Waits: Lord I've Been Changed A little bit of my testament from the good words of Tom Waits!

Horoscope Test!
Your personality is most like that of a Cancer, the zodiac sign for those born between June 22 - July 22. You love people and your nurturing nature makes you sensitive and sympathetic to others. Your imagination helps and hurts you as it may get away from you at times. Reel it in and you can create great things. Be careful of your mood swings as well, and don't let your protective nature turn into possessiveness. Horoscope Test by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes

Farewell My Fufriends...
Due to the busy lifestyle I have with work and school, I've fallen out of touch with many of you, and I'm sorry. But things in the real world are busy, and that will only continue. Therefore, I have decided to bid farewell to Fubar. You've all be great friends and I really appreciate each and every one of you. I've been cleaning out my profile and will be closing it indefinitely by February 7th. Feel free to PM me if you'd like until then. It was great while it lasted. Thank you all! ~ Kitty

Degenerative Disc Disease
For those of my friends that are in the know and to refresh your memory; I had an accident 4yrs. ago and again last August that pretty much trashed my back. Since that time, I have been in agony, the pain is indescribable. I have seen doctors, orthopaedic surgeons and physical therapists since last August. To bring you all up to date, I have had shots in my back, finished my physical therapy, etc. My blood test results are normal and I'm a very healthy person despite being a broken down old man...lol. As long as I follow certain guidelines, I will be able to push back any surgery by at least 10-15 yrs. So, all in all, I'm doing pretty good so long as I don't over do it. Thx to all that have given me their concerns.....

The Gift
A long time ago I was given a gift and Ive rarely thought about it or looked at it. The giver is someone very special to me but there the gift sat. Tonight I took a good hard long look at this gift and saw a glimmer of what this gift really is. For as long as Ive held on to it Ive never realized how this gift could really change my life. I'm thankful tonite that my eyes have been opened and what this gift really means. I finally realize what the giver had intended. Thank You! Im not going to share what this gift is but many have it few will realize it. It may not be what ur thinking!

My Poems ;)
*So BrOkEn InSiDe Im So BrOkEn InSiDe WiShInG U WeRe By MySiDe...... HoLdInG Me TiGhT MaKeIn EvErYtHiNg AlRiGht...... We'lL LoOk InTo EaCh oThErs EyEs AnD We WiLl Be So HyPnOtIzE...... JuSs KnOwInG U wErE ThErE AnD EvErThInG WuD Be So FaIr..... AlL I WaNt Is FoR U To Be By MySiDe BuT Im LeFt AlL AlOnE BrOkEn InSiDe............! By:J3NNiiF3R

Love Poem
Boy i lay awake at nite wondering why then i start to cry.... wishing you where here holdin me so dear but yet i fear... Your so far away and theres never gonna be that day when we find our way... juss kno from the start I will never part cuz your forever in my heart.... This is jus how I feel Im being so real cuz this is the real deal ... I've been lookin for your love, cuz its sent from above and thats whatcha call real love By:J3NNiiF3R

Days Without You
The days now find me grasping how much pain time cannot erase part of my soul is missing nothing can seem to take your place no matter how hard i try i still hold the memories i still hold the pieces of you in my heart and in my mind Your presence lingers long Your scent trails the moonlight Across the wind and sands of time Carrying you into my dreams Closing my eyes to what was golden In exchange for a hurting heart and lonely days Your hold on me grows stronger with time I still see you in my dreams My hert is heavy with your presence It won't leave me to live without you You showed up unexpectdly Brought some joy to my days Inspite of time distance and memories I want to hold you for all time I want to be the one to love you Maybe a part of me already does Maybe one day you could love me in return

My Fanasty...
Looking for a female out there to have fun role-playing.... You as a schoolgirl = me as teacher. I'm all about the fantasy and the role-play. I want to explore role-playing.... You arrive at my place knock on door in a sexy role-playing out fit. mmmmm let me what you think

Funny Quote I Found Today.
Those who have not seen a drunk Indian can have scant conceptions of what that means. Whiskey seems to set fire to the brain, and if one can imagine a wild beast of the forest gone mad, he may have some idea of an intoxicated Indian. ~Edward Curtis~ I have to agree here. I like this quote lots.

Never Had A Chance
I saw you standing All by yourself And I had to have you Like everyone else And I would have spoke up I would have asked for a dance But I know, yes I know I never had a chance And you where there like an angel Sent from above I wanted to hold you and give you my love I soon cast aside all those foolish thoughts of romance Cause I know, yes I know I never had a chance Well Ive been around some Ive taken up my share But youre not like the rest of em And I didnt have a prayer And thats why I dont give you So much as a glance Cause I know, yes I know I never had a chance Yes I know, yes I know I never had a chance

Closer & Closer!
The days seem to be going by so damn fast nowadays, I've got 13 days before going in for this porcedure & yet I'm still tripping out over it. I've heard some good things & some bad, but just not ready to do it myself. I do hope you all keep me in your prayers as I do with all of you every night... Once I'm back on my feet I'll most likely be on more often just have to see what may come.... Much love from your friend Jaime!

Everlasting Unleashment
I find sorrow. This lake had taken my one true love. We had, frolicked and we had laughed We thought of the next day; we thought there would be more days. But it took her, She was rendered ashes upon the lake of sorrow. I gaze blankly upon the lake. It makes me ponder the gentle lapping upon the shore, makes me want to be coupled with her in time's caress. I want to visit her blissful corpse; hear her laughing in aquatic splash A taken love; her corpse

Long Hard Ride 13
Songs for the Long Hard Ride #13 Psychosocial I did my time, and I want out! So effusive-fade! It doesn't cut, this soul is not so vibrant. The reckoning, the sickening. Packaging subversion. Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion. Go drill your deserts, go dig your graves! Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save. Sinking in, getting smaller again. I´m done! It has begun, I'm not the only one! And the rain will kill us all. We Throw ourselves against the wall. But no-one else can see. The preservation of the martyr in me. Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial. Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial. There are cracks on the road we laid. But where the temple fell, the secrets have gone mad. This is nothing new, but when we killed it all Hate was all we had! Who needs another mess, we could start over. Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong! Now there's only emptiness, venomous insipid I think we're done, I'm not the only one! And th

The New Bbw Playboy Mansion Lounge
last night Kari the ex owner of the lounge decided that she wanted to give me the lounge because I was taking care of it so good. She told me to save it and than she would delete it. so I saved it and than she deleted it. so I reopened it. I have added a few new things and I am trying to make it a bigger and better lounge here on fubar. My lounge is called BBW Playboy Mansion http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=65390

In Death
"in death we are one" dainty steps on the sharp points of wrought iron gates. wings of stone angles beating my black heart to the sky. hold my hand as I fall into you and cradle my head twisting your ivy fingers through my hair your arms like a tomb hold me in sleep as I drag you chained towards my endless rest where I will keep you as the sweetest dream.

Eternal Hunger
Struggling to break free Alone-waiting moving-feeding, Dark cold needing the heat Voices calling out to me. I hear their heart beat, Their deep echoing pulse; Devouring and twisting all things. Towards a passionate rage, Dense cold unaware of itself; Only the need for food Behold the one who carries the blood. I cannot begin, nor can I end only endless moving; only never ending existence. I cannot contain this, Instable wanting; Destroying all it touches. This eternal primordial instinct, Life transforming all death But then again; Death is only the beginning!

Memories Of Time
Memories of time Sitting in a room Re-living my hole life I came a cross my future. My future and the past The same they are today Where everything is new and Old is everything Locked in side the prison doors A piece of paper and a pen A thousand words to write my life When in a moment I lived it all The book of love the words of piece Every day it's the same day Every night I go to bad Waking up in the same day. Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

Reacing For My Star
Reaching for my star Turning and tossing Struggling and fighting To reach my little star Handcuffs on my hands Their hands stuck in my face I'm trying out to reach Reaching for my star They struck my with their knifes Bruising up my soul and heart Forcing me to give up Caging me a side But I continued climbing Reaching for my star I fought when they all kicked me Cried when they all laughed Jokes on my behalf, I fought to stay a life Still reaching for my star Daddy still loves you 09/12/03 Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

Real, Plastic, Or Computer Generated?
Where have all the screen sirens gone.......... Nov 21, 2008, 6:08 pm edit Where are they? I know the years go by and people either retire from the business or pass but, hello!. For the most part, we have all these young men and women on screen which is fine but it is simply eye candy and nothing else. If you ask me, I think mature women and many men have it all over the younger ones in the long run. What life experience does a 20-25-year-old have compared to the 35 and up crowd? It is absolutely crazy to keep casting these immature people for major movie roles. How can they relate to the part they are playing? I am not saying all are baseless and really useless but a lot are. In fact, too many are. It gets ridiculous that you can't see many adults with substance on the big screen anymore. Don't get me wrong, I think TV is one of the coolest of jobs possible. All I want is a half hour talk show with plenty of sick twisted sense of humor and I can't seem to connect w

I'm N Love But The Fighting And Arguing Wont Stop
I love a man who i want to spend my life with and who i have a baby girl with.. We fight over the stupiest things and i'm afraid that it wont last.. I dont wanna lose him, he is my world along with my children. I know i start some of the fights but he does too and they are all stupid shit... i dont know what to do. i know i have mood swings but im back on my meds but it takes a while for it to work... i dont wanna fight anymore or agure it hurts i want the love back i want a happy relationship and a life time of happiness with him and my kids... I'm so hurt everytime i have a bf something goes wrong i'm screwed up??? i just want the love and my old relationship back... I dont want 2 lose him I love him tooo much to see me and him go our seperate ways...

4 Totally Random Poems
"Watching my breath in the air My hands been numb forawhile Why do I stay out here I just want my thoughts freeze Freeze and be no more No more making me crash Letting them slip frozen to the ground Just staying still in time No more thinking of you No more being hurt No more hearing its thru Just loose myself in the coldness Watch the steam disapper into the night Hopeing its the last of you But knowing I be back for you once again" "I write my love to you Yet when I talk to you I cant say how I feel But I know you want to be freinds Thats ok i'll just wait By your side I will As long as it takes My love will never leave The love I have for you will be there Standing at your side I will be your freind Till the time is right Then I will be yours No one elses For my love is yours To hold and keep" "My love was ment for you And only for you Now look where you are You abused it Now im gone You want me back? Theres no way Not after you gone and di

Lover Of Mine
Oh, lover of mine, Tell me where have you gone? I just turned around, And you were nowhere to dawn. I remember the days, Where we used to play, The blue sky would shine, And being sad was ok. I don't understand, How you could ever replace. Those tears in your eyes, With a smile on your face. I wish I could do, The things that you did. Back in the days, When we were just little kids. We would go to the park, We would feed all the ducks. But ever since then, Our lives were forever stuck. Oh, lover of mine, Tell me what do you see? When you look back through your life, And you don't see me. Oh, I loved you so much, But now I hate you so. Now I don't even care, The reason that made you go. I wish I could cry, oh, how I wish I could. I would cry all the time, Oh, yes I would. Now you want to come back, And jump back in my world. I don't want you back, All those wasted moments won't unfurl. Just leave me alone, Please lover of mine, Leave my rotted life,

Replaceable
If I disappeared tomorrow Another writer would take my place If I died suddenly and tragically Any soul with a voice could carry my message If I quit and walked away Someone else would do my job And If I decided I wasn't strong enough Almost anyone could protect my friends But if I vanished today Would you miss me my love? Or would someone just fill the void in your heart? Would someone be able to take my place with you? My place in your bed? My place in your life? My place in your heart? Because if someone could my love If someone could make you happy Then let me step aside now Let me disappear once and for all Let someone else take my place And bear the burdens that I carry now If someone else can take my place for you Let me go the way of ancient Gods And disappear into oblivion Let me nestle down at a truck stop Somewhere on the edge of nowhere There in the corner I'll sit With my hat covering my face Hiding, sulking, being replaced. If I am truly expen

Turning Corners
I can't escape you no matter how many times I turn around I see you there looking back at me your beautiful face too tempting to resist your smile too wonderful to deny Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind Try as I might to shut you out I'm powerless against the stray thoughts that wonder in when my mind is quiet or my heart is in need of a smile I need to forget you I need to find a different path but you made me so happy and loved me so openly that I can never forget what we shared Even as the years push us apart and time fades those joyful memories I feel drawn to you lost in you and hopelessly entranced by you I hope you find your happiness even in the arms of another No matter if the vision destroys me slowly I know you deserve something more than an absentee lover waiting to take you home Just know that around every corner I turn I will see you looking back Your face both beautiful and haunting a welcome image of a broken heart

Frail Destiny
You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so mu

My Heart
The blood now flows from deep inside my heart the hand that holds it shall keep us far apart and place my love in a box to stay for years until this heart may love again sans tears. My heart is cracked, so worn by years of pain The fragile monster shall not again be plain Oh, the tears I've cried, the blood I've shed for love The pain I've felt the Hell I've known from above My thought my hopes so dashed so torn, so meek That hate has burned my heart so black and bleak It is my hand that holds this heart so frail I'd rip it from my chest to stop my wail I've loved, I've lost I've cried the tears of white I bleed this white and prepare for coming night In the night I'll stay, in the night so dark I'll lie never to taste a kiss of love I'll sigh but never again shall I cry...

Me Sad
so today i found out that my aunt Sharon died last night im going to be ok i seen a lot of death in my time a lot of it in the last 5 years so please dont ask me if there is any thing you can do for me or if there is anything that i want cause there really is nothing that i really need or want

What To Do In Vegas
So I am gonna be in Vegas for a week, March 2nd thru March 8th. I know there is the usual walk the strip etc. tourist stuff, But what do you suggest about nightlife and different things to do? I am open to pretty much anything and if you are in Vegas that week, maybe we should meet up and you can show me whats up. Gimme suggestions?

Vip And 100,000 Fubucks Give Away
VIP AND 100,000 FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY LIKE WE ALL KNOW WE ALWAYS WANT A VIP AND FUBUCKS.. WELL THIS IS UR CHANCE TO GET IT. P.P.Ltd STUDIO 1 IS GIVING AWAY A VIP AND 100,000 FUBUCKS FOR THE PERSON THAT MAKES THE 100TH MEMBER. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS COME IN AND JOIN THE NEWEST, HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR. ~U KNOW U WANT IT~ COME IN AND LETS HAVE FUN.. CLICK THE BANNER BELOW! COME JOIN US!

The Lies You Told
Why do I keep thinking of someone who isnt and will never be mine? Why do sweet passionate thoughts keep haunting my mind, when I know I’m far from his mind? Why would you make me feel as though I was a priority when all along I was just another option to be played with? All along you were just playing a game. And I forgot the rules. From the beginning you were never real. But my heart you did steal. But now I’m left to mend the wounds you reopened. I spit in the eyes of the memory that you are. You broke me down just like an old abandoned car. I’m glad to say I will feel Better. But know deep down you will never be the man to complete the building blocks of my life.

Oral Sex Is The Best?????
Well, for most people the first time is not too exciting. People tend to be either a bit nervous (which is bad for sex) or drunk (which is even worse). For men it feels about the same as cuddling, only with the extra stimulation on the penis. For most women it feels a little odd and it may or may not hurt. Experience is the key to pleasure, so if you keep learning what feels good to both of you, you keep having better sex. Having sex for the first time does nothing to the male body and may or may not tear the hymen on the female body. More than half of women get through their first intercourse without the hymen tearing (it must be noted, however, that the hymen does tear fairly easily, and some women have little or no hymen to begin with, so lack of of a clear hymen does not necessarily indicate a woman has previously had intercourse). The feeling varies from bad to good; depends a lot on the partner. Is he or she forgiving, or intimidating towards the awkwardness you both migh

Schizophrenic Conversations
Are you afraid Afraid of the truth In mirrors staring back at you the image is cracked but so is the view, yeah and the strength of a tree begins in the roots that I tenderly buried into you At least now the storm Can blow me away Chorus: So crawl inside my head with me I'll show you how it feels to be To blame like me Should I be afraid Of this face that I see In the mirror staring back at me So cold were the days When I listened to you And you SAY THAT I'M WEAK! So show me the proof Because I still exist in spite of you But I won't compete With you every day Chorus Schizophrenic conversations that I'm always having with myself I hear these voices in my head competing maybe I could use a little help I still have schizophrenic conversations when there's no-one around to hear And I long for solitude and peace within me Pouring out all the anger and the fear So crawl inside My head with me And I'll show you how it feels to be Fucked up like

Intimidation At Its Finest
There is a boy (he thinks hes a man) in my 496 class that hates me. And the only reason he hates me is cause he can't intimidate me. I won't take his shit and always put him in his place. He thinks he knows so much about this area cause hes lived here for awhile but he had no idea that I have lived here my whole life an this land is bred into my soul. Today in class we got into a stare down and I would not be the first to look away as that is a sure sign of weakness. He looked away first and got pissed after that everytime I asked the professor a question he would stare at me and I would stare right back. I had that look of you don't scare me and I am not afraid to take the back of my hand and put it across your bitch ass face. I guess I was just kinda looking for a fight and he took up the offer. He couldn't make me back down and it pissed him off. This boy has woman issues too. He hates them and sees them as inferior but no man is gonna make me feel like that, especially some hic

If Women Would Just Listen
OK He didn't actually hear anything you said, but he's learned that if he doesn't say something when you talk, you'll keep talking. Five Minutes Somewhere between "in a little while" and "the end of time". Never actually means five minutes unless you gave that as a time limit, in which case it means five minutes, timed to the closest millisecond. Of Course I Love You for You! He loves you for your body. If that goes, so will he. Is it OK if I...? He's already done it, so you may as well approve. Loud Sigh Although not actually a word, the loud sigh accompanies the realization that he's going to have to figure out a way to undo something he's already done in the hopes that you'd approve. Nothing He forgot what he was going to say, most likely because he was distracted by the subtle jiggle of your/your sister's/your best friend's/some stranger's breasts. Thanks Thank you. Really, really thank you -- I thought for sure you'd say n

Just So You Know
Phat$o is the best. If you don't think so stay the fuck away from my page an we won't have no beef. (lol I said beef. P.S. Nothing made me write this blog but my feelings of love for my owner. P.S.S. more like sex on the ditch bank....lol you know we all done it.

Anonymous Liaison
Based on a real-life experience, and thus written in a sense from memory (with some small changes), this was... tricky to write. ---- Anonymous Liaison Your hands are soft silk on my sides. Nay, just your fingertips. They rumple my shirt up, invisible baring of skin in the darkness of the club. I shiver, my goosebumps rising like pinpricks of ice up my spine. You are warm and supple, yielding and strong, and your breath feels good on my throat, your hair good on my shoulder. I inhale of you deeply as we twine and dance, sensing beyond the subtle allure of perfume to your real scent, the underlying woman beneath. The goosebumps tighten. Words are whispered in my ear. I shiver, aroused at your boldness, and moments flicker by like a slideshow: the dancefloor undulates with lights from above, the thumping of my heart in my ears louder than the monotony of music I didn't come for. Doorway. Cold night air, warm hands, dizzy as we laugh, stumble, high on the primal knowledge

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Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be, The pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play, I'm going to loose it anyway, The loosin' card I'll someday lay; So this is all I have to say... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I'm beat And to another give my seat For that's the only painless feat. That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. And you can do the same thing if you please.

Insecurity Blues....
I soooo dont like the insecurity blues.....you know that parnoid shit that bothers your thoughts....you know the ones....the ones that screw with your reality like thinking shit that is soooo far from the truth that it gets a persons panties in a wad with no real basis of being true. Or am I getting that confuse with the neorusis blues...? lmao

Lesbian Poem
Wanting to kiss those sweet lucious lips To touch and feel of your body In me with deep pleasures Meaning so deep of love Tasting the sweet juices That appeal your looks Those eyes that shimmer In the night of romance To show the one you love Feel the rythem of heart beat As each pace goes on and on To the essential movement Pleasures of night That withered with souls Connected peacefully

Lesbian Poem 4
Love the taste of sweet pussy The thought sounds yummy Hunger to die for Breast that are fun To tease and play An see them bounce The bust is fun To touch and watch Also gracefully teasing The part's of girl's And woman are joyful Also gracefully teasing

When The Rules Change
I was reading a mumm this evening about a man who has been with this woman for 5 years and suddenly now she wants the "ever after" and kids. The thing is that she knew right up front that he was never going to want that. So what happens when you fall in love with someone and want totally different things. I will never get married again. I had the perfect marriage and although I lost him at a young age, I never want that marriage thing again. But like the rest of the world I want someone special in my life. I am not sitting here however just waiting for him to pop into my life. I have a wonderful life now, although there are some things I would like a bit differently. I think people go into relationships that have different boundaries with their eyes wide open, but figure at some point in the relationship they will be able to bend the rules and get what they originally wanted in the first place. They tend to hold it over the other person's head that if that person doesn't do

*figuratively Speaking,i Don't Care
I'm having troubles with trying to get by. It sucks when I fucking wish I would die. Fuck the present,fuck the future. I'm living in the past,a life you can see through. I'm 26 and have amounted to shit. With all these failures I might as well quit. It's kind of pathetic,to not care about yourself. To treat your life as another book on the shelf. To treat yourself like a lost cause. It's better to just pack up,and move on. But I'm sure you've been here before. Shrug it all off and think nothing more. That's the difference between you and me. You always give up,I never let things be. My life is like a twenty car pile up. A car for each mistake. A smile you cannot fake. A ride you can't get off of. A drug you can't down. A habit you can't kick. Face it..my life is a train wreck. A circus. I'm the casualty..I'm the freak show. Just sit back,and enjoy.

Just When Your Not Looking...smack!
Ya know, sometimes, you have to just ride the waves in the ocean of life...and you can hang ten with some of the biggest waves it has to offer. Then, you start to ride the mother of all waves, your nervous as hell because you have ridden this kind before, then you ask yourself, how many times have you wiped out??? Your picking up speed as you slice through the curl of the wave, waiting for the crushing blows...so you hold your breath. Annnyyy minute now, your waiting for the nose dive into the unforgiving water. You close your eyes trying to feel your way on through, waiting for your entire world to become unbalanced again. When you open your eyes your leading the edge of the wave. You lean forward to feel the spray of the waves and sun against your face. Your world is in complete balance and for once you know this is the one your going to ride out.

*the Luckiest Guy
She's there for me When I have no friends Takes care of me when I'm sick And holds my hand She's there for me She makes me smile When I don't want to goto bed She stays for awhile She's there for me When I need a hug When I'm feeling down She smothers me with love She's there for me Even when I'm too much She sticks it out and calms me down With just one single touch She's there for me Even when I'm at my worst No matter how busy she is Her love for me comes first She's there for me When all else fails No matter what the situation Our love will prevail She's there for me And it's not hard to see why That I love her so very much And that makes me the luckiest guy! My love for her You'd have to measure in miles I'd go to the ends of this earth Just to see her smile My love for her Will never rust,tear,or fade No matter what we weather I'll love her til my dying day My love for her Is so pure and so true With one look she makes me me

A Vampires Tale
this is a tale that speaks of both truth and of myth....the truth is that a man named jesus christ was crucified upon a cross of Roman design and adopted by the christians as a symbol of faith.The myth is that christ was the first vampire....he was not nor will he ever be a vampire. He truly was the son of god in human form. Humans are sacred to the one called god. meaning that they are his children, christians drink the blood of christ at ceremonies held by various churches. they also eat the body of christ...yes I know they are but symbols. However using the teachings that life itself is sacred this would make the blood of christ was sacred, theirfore so is the blood of every human. Theirfore I say to you that the vampire is more of god than any priest as we drink the blood of humans to sustain our lives, yet a priest does it to mock the man who said the words drink of this it is my blood, eat of this it is my body. for if not a mockery they would actually partake of the real thing i

Filling This Book
Filling This Book I tuck my thoughts in its pages Almost locking them in cages Pouring out my heart for you Leaving a simple trail of clues Desperate to lead your heart to mine Then binding tight this books spine Embracing your body forever Chasing this lovers endeavor Wings of My Gorgeous Angel spread Across the night sky we sped Resting in our castle on mountain high Wanting to catch every tear from your eye Holding your love precious and near Protecting your soul casting out the fear Like honey so sweet your taste is The mysteries of passion hidden in your kiss Your ware’s a gift I wish to receive My heart I will wear upon my sleeve Each pen stroke brings more thoughts The holes in my heart you filled the spots I pray your eyes grace these words Leave me a sign that I rest assured Someday your pen’s ink mixed with mine Live according to nature’s design

Loving You In Silence
Loving You In Silence The day you told me you might leave I knew you were definitely gone I kept hanging on to a dream Holding out for the new dawn But like a shadow I cannot take hold The dream leaked through my fingers Mixed with my tears and blood But your scent still lingers As my heart freezes inside my chest My fantasy of you dries and withers As my spirit turns to stone again My life falls into to tiny slivers Have I smiled my last smile? Have I received my last touch from you? Have I lost the kiss I desperately need? Have I nothing left to prove? You have held all the power Keeping me as a future reliance Now all I can do is sit here Loving You In Silence

These Chains Unwind
It isn't often that love finds me. ...and can break through these chains, I have set to bind me. Ive Found, Ive wound myself so tightly.... ....I now bare bruises so unsightly. If I was to, these chains-unwind. I'd follow love, it'd lead me blind. It'd lead me down the darkest road. I'd bask in the sun from which it shown. I am romantic, hopelessly. For love I'd swim the deepest sea. ....and let the oceans swallow me. Underneath the undulating waves... and deep inside it's darkened caves... From myself, I'd let love save me. Even let it pluck, the wings it gave me. I am my own worst enemy. I let the love of love, take over me. Hence why ive chose this armory. So I wrap myself in chains, of steel. To keep myself from what I feel.

First Things First
OK so lets get a few things straight now I am back Unlike before I am not here to level up, help others level up or be a fake friend - any one that has purely added me for that reason GTFA. I have come back purely cos I am still a cripple and any comments you wanna make about that - bring it on I seriously dont give a FEK what you say about me, the way I look at it, while you are stabbing me in the back you are leaving others alone. I aint gonna be on here as often as I was, cos I have other sites and also other things to do in life than sit on pc all day Ok if you are sure you understand all this - crack on and let the party begin.

Heartbreak Station
Waiting at the station Tears filling up my eyes Sometimes the pain you hide Burns like a fire inside Look out my window Sometimes its hard to see The things you want in life Come and go so easily She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart Watching the days go by Thinking bout the plans we made The days turn into years Funny how they fade away Sometimes I think of those days Sometimes I just hide away Waiting on that 9:20 train Waiting on a memory She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart My ladys on the fly and shes never coming back My love is like a steam train rolling down the tracks yea, yea She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the la

Water
Giver of Life and Death Water is vast and wide Inside of you is where it resides You need it to stay alive There are many mysteries that it may hide. It allows life but also death It kills by taking your breath Fills your lungs inside It’s kind of funny that it resides within But when you take it in It shall kill you.

Talking About Some Fucked Up Shit!
I had an APP to see the doctor to just talk with him before I get this procedure done and lets just say he had to leave the office, I went an got another APP set for the 17TH (HA HA), they had called stating the doctor was helt up in the O/R so a little while after that I had called Connie the nurse had said she just got off the phone with him & he was on his way back to the office, gave her my cell just in case something came up but never did call said to come on in, so I did well I had paid the CO-PAY and sat and waited, then Millisa had said the doctor wouldn't be back in for the rest of the day.... Now I am set for today to get this done and I'll be damned if I get fucked out of another APP, in some way I think he is avoiding me an not wanting to do this however then again he is a doctor and I understand that somethings are more important than what I need done but still an all it's a bunch of B.S. to have to wait an worry myself to death, if it wasn't for my mother being her I thin

Wish U Were Here:)
I wish u were here, I wish u were near.. I wish u were here to hold me when i am cold, or to lift my spirit up when i am feeling low.. I wish u were here to hug me when i am terrified, or to reassure me i ain't alone when i am scared.. I wish u were here to kiss me when i started talking endlessly, or to put ur arms around me to stop me from getting angry.. I wish u were here to speak to me when i'm troubled, or when i'm likely to withdraw fr0m d rest.. I wish u were here to caress me when things r bey0nd my control, or to kiss my fears away when i feel h0peless or stucked in my closet.. I wish u were here forever & never ever leave my side...

..............
An unfortunate time In an awkward breath While replaying old decisions In the back of my head These precious little memories That I've tried to forget Have helped me realize that your weakness Is my best friend

Who Cares, I Don't!
Yea, I might've complained about certain stuff that has happened and I've gotten over a lot of them. Shit happens for a reason, I guess. That's all of what my problems were, shit. I don't fucking care about the stupid little shit anymore. All it's been all along was drama and that's for bitches who don't know what the fuck they want in life. I've decided for myself. that I'm mature enough to decide for me, who I am or what to choose. When people start on me, they don't know when to fucking stop. I get sick and tired of the stupid bullshhit. And when you think they're gonna stop they just keep pushing it and don't know when to give up.

Just Wondering What You Think
I have recently taken some naughty pictures. I don't usually do that kind of stuff but someone I was texting asked for some and away I went. Clicking and posing and before I knew it I was like damn...did I really just do that. Well whats done is done. And I have been wondering if I should put those images up on here. I would either have to get a vip or delete some pics. I could do either but I haven't decided yet. What do you think?

Tagged...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hold things in 2. I have a brown streak through my left eye 3. I pop my fingers way to much lol 4. I cant stand people smacking their food 5. I am a pro bowler on the wii go me lol 6. I like to dance 7. I cant think of much more lol 8. I forget things easily 9. I have to go to sleep on my left side 10.I am ready to be happy okies you peeps get to do this to 1. Angela 2. Sean 3. Donny 4. JstAGrl 5. Sweetest Goodbye

Shuffle
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 7 Things HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? This Is How It Goes Down WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Shakin' Hands (lmao) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Home WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Half Alive WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Hero/Heroine WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Me, You, And My Medication WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Not On Your Love WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Broken Man WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Up Against The Wall WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Maybe WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? She Can't Save Him WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Bleeding Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT

New Wave Sweeping The Net - Watch This Video!
I'm not kidding! It's called Chat To Text and it allows you to get text messages from your friends on Facebook, Bebo, and soon MySpace (they're working on a MySpace one now). You just put this little widget on your profile page and your friends can send you a text message, and you can reply from your cell phone. You don't need any fancy cell phone, any cell phone that can text will work. It's kind of like Instant Messaging through text messaging through your Facebook/Bebo/MySpace page. Anyway, check it out for yourself: http://www.chattotext.com/amember/go.php?r=8350&i=l0 As you'll see in the video, the best part is that you can make some serious cash just by spreading the word...like I am right now! Let me know what you think - I'm excited!

I Am
What I am.. I am sure there is a God who will judge us all. He sees through all our lies. I do not like when people take advantage of someone's kindness and uses people to get themselves over. I believe in hard work I try to be the best at what ever I do. I am a perfectionist. I love completely. Which means when I am in a relationship my girlfreind is all I need I don't need to flirt with other women or need to garner their attention. I see beauty but I am simply not attracted to anyone else. I have this gift to be commited to my girl. Most men lack this ability and I probally seem like a freak. But I am what i am. I believe in chivalry and romance. I think they are both dead in this society. I want to pay for the girl on the date, open doors for them and give them my coat when they are cold. I am a giver. I love the feeling I get from giving to people. You can call that selfish it you want. I believe in myself I have never let myself dow

Well, Well, Well........
Now that I am done with this LEEP procedure I'm having alot of damn pain in my stomach/pussy although before leaving the doctors office he had given me some killer ass pain meds like I was talking about before in another blog but damn these things fuck me up bad....lol...It's HYDROCODONE/APAP 7.5/500MG'S tabs which is a generic brand for LORTAB'S, taking that with my XANAX makes me feel like I'm om cloud 9... (TEE HEE) ahhh anyways I have been having alot of discharge which is normoal I guess but I see him in 5 weeks... Oh another thing is John had cancelled our vaction which really pissed me off I was so looking forward to going to the AZTAR which is a HOTEL& CASINO all in one but anyways I just hope that he'll make up his mind and think about it some more before it's to late, oh also I'm going to be getting some new glasses on TUES can not WAIT I'm so damn happy about that... Well guys thank you so very much for everything you've done for me in this time of need I'm just hoping that

Am I Wrong???
Am I wrong for feeling completely fed up with just about everything??? This is what has been going on, and I am probably wrong for most of my feelings, but I am going to let it out, before I loose it on someone completely innocent, and go completely bald. Approx a month ago, give or take a few days, Alex and I had his friend and his gf move in. Neither had a job at the time, they are having to start over, just like Alex and I did. We gave them a roof and have done all we can for them. BUT, it's coming down to now our rent has been raised, and now one of them is working and making money .... and the other isn't. She, has decided from day one when she moved in that she wasn't going back to work in food service. OK, lessoned on my part, is take a job where you can find it till something you like and can do opens up and take it. The way this economy is going .... just get money coming in. I know she doesn't like this house, HELL ... I don't either, but it is a roof over your

Are You Tempted By Auto 11s ?
Tempting Enchantress Has Autos Running Come and show this sweet and sexy lady some love! Rate Her Fan Her Add Her Bling Her Come spank this lovely lady... She LOVES it!!! Begins at 130am Fu-time Sun (PST) Ends at 130am Fu-time Mon (PST) *************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Bad Tattoo
Ken got home late one night and, Becky, his wife says, 'Where in the hell have you been?' Ken replies, 'I was out getting a tattoo. ''A tattoo?' she frowned. 'What kind of tattoo did you get? ''I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates,' he said proudly. 'What the hell were you thinking?' she said, shaking her head in disgust.'Why on earth would a retired person get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates? 'Well, I did it for 4 reasons. One, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, Four, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want. Ken is recovering in room 233 at Meridian Park Hospital

Social
I have found that when I try not to be obnoxious and just to blend in with my group, do my own thing, I seem to go unnoticed, even forgotten occasionally. I do not like girls who are always doing things to get attention, and yet I find myself doing it. I have a dilemma. If I speak up and try to make sure I am noticed, I get labeled with being loud and talking a lot. If I get quiet and just observe, people assume something must be wrong because I am such a talker, or they don't even acknowledge I am there. This makes me feel terrible, like I am not missed, not an element in the group that is necessary, and I have had this happen throughout my whole life, not just these people. They are nice people and love me probably more than any other friends I have ever had. This is just something I don't understand. How do I socialize like normal in the group without being labeled and very talkative or attention-loving? Being talkative isn't necessarily bad, but I hate it when my boyfr

My Sex 411
Taken from italian tease..even though it's more of a survey i thought it was pretty funny. (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? her satisfaction What is something you have always wanted to try? have sex in a football stadium What is something you have never done in bed before? ive never not satisfied my lady friends What time of day do you like to have sex? 3 am What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? her ass How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? 3 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited, id be more loud Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have very odd phobias...deal with it 2. I love working on cars 3. I can be very outgoing but very shy depending on the situation 4. I am out and proud...don't like it, get off my page 5. I love French 6. Writing is a passion of mine 7. I'm a huge movie nut 8. I tend to put important projects off until the very last minute 9. I'm a hardcore insomniac 10. I fall in love hard and fast with no sense of regret

Lonlyness Is An Interesting Place To Live !
lonlyness is an interesting place to live because this is where you find out who you really are do you have the constitution to survive well when your alone for awile you find out cause when your down you only have one person to cry to and to ask for advise i have found out in the last year that i can survive anytrhing life throws at me i have survived 2 major car crashes with no broken bones and a year alone well i have had my mom and my uncle and his girlfreind and just recently my moms fiance but i cant talk to them about what is going on in my head they all have their own probs they dont need mine to i have found out yo8u remember how to play lke a kid and use your imagination you can live in a snow castle for an hour or so ive seen many a night when i was sure i was at the end ofmy rope but the i remembered i can do whatever i want and nobody cares but then again nobody cares is what put me there and over the r i have learned to care weather or not i am here or not even if nobody

To All My Fu Friend's.
To all my fu friend's there are a-lot of things going on in my life that I can't explain but that is the reason for my absents so don't be alarmed peaches will be back once I get things sorted out I love you all and miss you very much plz don't forget me. and best wishes to you all... ~Peach~XOXO....

Thoughts, Part The Fifth
Added a song to my tracks. IF you're a Pink Floyd fan then you're probably very familiar with the song and its origins. Well it also has a lot of personal significance to me that I will not go into, suffice it to say that it has a deep enough effect that I cannot listen to just part of this song, and upon hearing even a snippet of a lyric I am compelled to listen to the whole track in its entirety ASAP. I'm going back on a medication now that I didn't really care for much at all the first time around, but I also cannot deny the positive effects it had and I cannot deny the graciousness of my doctor for providing me with the assistance necessary to get healthy. So i'll give it another shot. The thing I cannot afford to lose, even though I hated it at first, was the deeply felt emotions raised by music and memory. I used to be a very apathetic and emotionless person, and the new feelings were upsetting at first. Now they're the times in my life when I feel most alive. Here'

~my Demon Battle~ (heartless Girl)
you make me bitter, you make me jealous, you make me angry, you make me love you....you piss me off, you make my heart hurt, you haunt my dreams, you make me crave you...yes im running but, cant you see why you make me wanna die!...i have had enough of torment and pain im done playing your fucking game!..girl with a lovely face, a sweet embrace, devil in your smile, succubus womanly whiles...take your face and your lying grace...and walk the fuck away...my demoness with the evil heart to take my soul...im not yours i think you should know...you didnt win this time.

Just Do It Damnit!!!!!!!!
If your reading this then you must do it too.. What is it that you absolutely need sexually? A WOMEN........LOL What is something you have always wanted to try? SKY DIVING..... What is something you have never done in bed before? THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING. What time of day do you like to have sex? MORNING, NOON, AND NIGHT What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? BEER......LOL THATS SO BAD. JUST MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL AND THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT ME WITH THOSE COME AND GET ME EYES How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? NOT LONG AT ALL.... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? THAT IS SO HOT...LOVE IT, IF THEY DON'T HEAR I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT LOL Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? YES, YES, YES, AND YES Have you ever faked an orgasm? YES I HAVE DON'T ASK WHY BUT I KNOW I HAVE What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? My t

A Struggle From Within
Sound channels fade left to right Let them pray, Let them Pray Wither its demented; Or i have a lost soul No matter what i do Seems i can never get through I've lost my way too you Beaten, Burnt, Scarred Like an Oasis; You appear I thirst, i reach for a drink You disappear Skies dim gray; dull Numb, blurred, distant Life fades away So let them pray; because No matter what i do I've lost my way too you

Ghost Within My Mind
I would have told you I love you if we hadn’t been saying goodbye With the end always a breath away it never seemed real to me like vapors disappearing before my eyes and even though you’re gone today there’s a ghost lurking within my mind I wanted you to know me to make sense of a heart gone wrong I wanted you to need me like I needed you and to wash away the sins of thought and deed You were too perfect to grasp and too wonderful to touch but now that you’re gone all I have are memories fading and a ghost walking withing my mind It’s only now that you haunt me on quiet, lonely nights when the wind carries your name into my ears leaving me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse I can’t face who I am much less what I’ve become Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart walking these empty halls hoping to catch a glimpse of the ghost stalking within my mind

Dead Memories ~ Slipknot
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again… But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head… We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong… We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

I Love My Friends!
Your Donations Are Needed! Punkin needs the SPOTLIGHT!!! It's for a good cause! ♥Punkin♥ Ms. Mojito's Girlfriend♥ ~Owned by Aces~@ fubar Donate Using FuPal, just click! It's Easy! This spotlight is for the celebration of Punkin and Anonymous' 1 year anniversary together! So donate to her spotlight and let's all celebrate with them! This Pimp-Out/Request is brought to you by: Anonymous

Parasitic
Fetid simulation of this wretched congregation Disciples of the fallen and the heretic will rise Narcissistic nation Severed tongues of blind dictation The serpent spoke this unto me through gilded light and lunacy Taste the fury That feed the devils inside Fueled by torment, Sin, sex, sickness and pride Parasite submission Parasitic condition Parasite slave culture Parasite it's over

What A Lovely Land
Well, I got nothing for Valentine's Day, but I got a whole lot the day after. A very nasty type of grenade thrown at my window, and at God's will I survived it with fairly minimal injuries. I will have some ugly scars though, both physical and mental. My sweetheart and I are doing well again. He is breaking those walls back down, and I love him for it. It has been one hell of a ride so far, but I'm a cowgirl, and I know how to hold on. Let no person ever think they will try and take from me what is mine without a hell of a fight. Not my children, my life, my man, my money... I don't let go that easy, and I do not play. I will be back from this deployment to settle some scores, you better believe it. With a vengeance. Not all bad ones, either (ie., I have a lot of love making to catch up on,) but first, to settle some scores here. The main group of people associated with the attacker have already been detained, he will be as well soon enough. I know it is early as hell, but

.wakey Wakey.
Guys on here crack my shit up, I'm not stupid. I know what you do. Don't try and play me for a fool. FUBAR IS NOT REAL LIFE!! Can I not stress that enough? Get over it guys. I met one guy off of Fubar and will probably never do it ever again. I'm not gonnna dog the guy but it turned out not so good. Partly my fault, I was stupid. But just because I add you, fan you, and rate your pictures does not mean I was to fuck you, suck you, and marry you. Went out last night to my old redneck bar. It was fun! I saw all my old guy friends and it was a good time. I thought I would feel akward but I didn't, they acted like nothing had changed which was awesome. I do miss hanging out there! Left about 2 A.M., spent way too much money but it's all good! BABY BABYYYY!! lol Okay I need a shower, I smell like smoke and jack. Have a great Sunday

~why You Don't Let A Guy Know~
Never tell a guy you like girl, because no matter how much they say they're aren't like every other guy it's a lie. I'm really alone in this world. Guys want girls who do things with other girls so they can have threesomes. I just wish I could fine a girl who knows how I feel and wants to be with me for me. I'm done with Guys, excluding::: Will Smith and Se7en.

Can You Say E?
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Erik 2. A four letter word: easy 3. A boy's name: Ethan 4. A girl's name: Emily 5. An occupation: engineer 6. A coloUr: emerald 7. Something you wear: Eyes.. yeah, you wear 'em. (okay okay.. eyeglasses, then!) 8. A food: eggs 9. Something found in the bathroom: empty asswiper 10. A place: Egypt 11. A reason for being late: emo 12. Something you shout: EWIE! 13. A movie title: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind 14. Something you drink: eggnog (it took me forever to think of that.. stupid vowel

War In Iraq To End In August 2010
You know this would be a wonderful thing to see happen. But I think the only way I can believe it is when I see it. He seems confident in the words he is saying; but than there is life and how life can be. It's just the way of the world.

The Last Person Who
THE LAST PERSON WHO: 1. Slept beside you: Jacob 2. Saw you cry: Alma 3. Made you cry: Rusty 4. Went to the movies with you: The kids 5. You went to dinner with: Rusty 6. You talked on the phone: Alma 7. Said 'I love you to you and really meant it': Debbie 8. Broke your heart: Hmmmm 9. Made you laugh: Stephanie 10. You thought about more than 3 times a day: Todd, My dad, Uncle Russell

What Good Is Love?
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

I Feel Evil.
I feel like I'm cheating on my Num-Nums, which is impossible because we aren't together. Haven't talked for a long time and haven't seen each other even longer.....I just have committed myself to his memory and try to be faithful to him at all times. But no...I am not faithful anymore. I have broken vows I never even took. But I feel so good about it, well my body does anyway. I am single and not in a relationship so why should I feel bad about getting my needs met? He's not living like a nun for me. So why should I for him? I guess it all comes down to the way he makes me feel. I feel so complete with him. booooooo

I Am The Chameleon
Standing amongst gladiators I beat on my chest releasing war cries rooted deep within my being Wrapped in a toga of silk on top a wooden create I scratch my chin lecturing of times to come. Pacing from side to side in front of hundreds I spread words of remorse and joy causing tears and laughter On bent knee in the streets I shed the very cloak I made for the one with greater needs than I In halls filled with mumbles and age pounding my fist, fighting for the little whisper that goes unheard The dark alley unexplored where i curse the light hiding my face, I plot and plan Longing for my time of power My life, hidden within is constantly changing shape shifting conforming to the task at hand For I, the chameleon am struggling to survive in this brutal world

Happy Again...
so I finally got my stuff back, minus a couple blending style's I made... feel's good to be able to conceptualize what I am visualizing again... I know it's only a program, but it's a release for me... a way to escape from the mundane, to let my own world show through... these other application's out there, not as good to me... I know some out there feel they are, I want simplicity and functional, not something flashy that I have to memorize a hundred and one hotkey's and function's... just let me point and click, adjust a little slider bar, grab a node with my mouse and move it where i want it... even my machine's are simple... i don't need the fancy thing's to do what i want, they don't make me any better... they don't make the machine's or the program's run any better...

More Than Life
I still remember the day You said you're going away A part of me was dying I knew that deep in my heart It was me that tore us apart There's no use in denying I know love doen't come easy My heart is empty that much is true And I still look for the reason That you never let me get close to you More than life I love you more than the air that I breathe It's all because you're the one that i need And every day that I live I believe I just can't give anymore More than life I can't hold back these tears I can't forget all the years That we were together And even now late at night Sometimes it doesn't feel right I could lose you forever I keep on hoping you'll hear me Someday I'll turn and I'll find you there I'm holding on but just barely I still love you more than life Girl, I swear Is a mistery sometimes I don't know why love can pass before our eyes Before I let you go Baby, there is something you should know I love you more than life

I Am Auctioning Myself Off! Show Me Mad Luv!
Look Who Is Auctioning Herself Off To The Highest Bidder. ~Kimmy^Dawn~ She Would Like To Get Fubucks, Bling Packs Or A Happy Hour. She Would Also Like To Reach 4 Mil In Fubucks From This So Lets Get Her There By Clicking The Pic Above And Start Bidding. Depending On The Bids She Is Willing To Talk About Upping What She Offering. ***WITHIN REASON*** Brought To you by Sexy Sta

3/5/09 - Another Update
My gram still isn't doing so good. She's hooked up to a bunch of different things and she's so out of it . Plz pray for her and that she starts to recover and can come home soon. We all miss her and don't want to lose her yet. I hope to post a good update on here soon. I need hugs and cuddling & to just be held tight. Kitty

Those Dame Puerto Ricans Lol
Gabriel came to the Lord and said... "Lord, I have to talk to you. We have some Puerto Ricans up here who are causing problems. My horn is missing, they have sofrito and recao (these are Spanish cooking ingredients) all over the kitchen, they are making guayaberas (type of Caribbean dress shirt) from their robes, they have dominos tables in the cafeteria, and they're wearing baseball caps instead of their halos. They refuse to stop making Puerto Rican coffee on the heaven's stairs, they are setting up cock fights in the clouds, and some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, " Puerto Ricans are Puerto Ricans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." The Devil answered the phone: "Hello? Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returned to the phone "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Gabriel replied "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil sa

Broken Thoughts
OK SO HERE'S THE THING THIS IS THE INTERNET NOT SOME SERIOUS JOB WE'RE ALL MAKING REAL BIG BUCKS AT FUBAR IS A FREE SITE FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES AND SOME PEOPLE TAKE THINGS TO FAR... I'M NOT DROPING NAMES BUT I'M ALSO NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS EITHER CAUSE SOMETHING WENT DOWN IN A LOUNGE AND I WIL ADMIT I OVER STEPPED MY BOUNDERIES WHEN SOMETHING WAS SAID TO ME AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY BUT I'M NOT GOING TO SIT BACK AND TAKE THIS LIGHTLY CAUSE THERE WAS PIECES OF A CONVERSATION LEFT OUT... IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME KEWL I'M OPEN 2 NEW FRIENDS BUT IF NOT REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST... I'M BY NO MEANS TRYING TO START SHIT WITH ANYONE ON HERE AND I DON'T WANT THE LABEL OF SOMEONE WHO IS A DRAMA STARTER SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD DRAMA WITH ME IN THE PAST THIS IS THE FUCKING INTERNET GET OVER IT

Valentines Day
As I do not have a love this Valentine’s Day nor the last one, I will have to write this to the woman who I will be living with and who will be my valentine next year. This came to me today so enjoy. I AM NOT SLEEPING I awoke with a start Realized it was still dark So I moved so slowly as not to As not to disturb the woman Who holds my heart I look at you sleeping baby So calm but so sexy so I think mmm Maybe I want to wake you, to see your eyes smile To hear you life, and eyes smiling all the while I want to kiss you, love you and hold you But yet I am propped up on one elbow light holding you You are so amazing to me honey The way you do all the things you do The way you keep the house running smooth And at work, well you walk on water. Of course you do ..expected Just like your daughter But you work so hard every day and the years pass But looking at you sleep, you look a young lass Lines hidden in the shadow, just smooth skin, do I see I often fe

Just Drifting~
Summer is here now, the heat practically unescapeable; might as well enjoy it. How lucky am I to spend an evening drifting lazily down the river with you in a cozy rubber raft? We're practically alone out here, save for a few ducks and geese that honk our way as we pass. But it's not the wildlife that catches my eye; I can't stop looking at you, and the hunger that seems to accompany any thoughts of you grows and grows with you right there in front of me. Any man would be drooling at the vision in front of me, and I'm no different. A tiny little bikini that barely covers your smooth skin teases me. I can tell you've been in the sun a bit before this, hints of pale flesh that are in stark contrast to your tan keep peeking out at me as you move about the raft. Oh how I long to feel that flesh next to mine. We start out on our journey with you sitting right in front of me, your warm body pressed against my chest, and my arms and legs around you. I always feel so strong and powerful

~~souls End~~
What are you waiting for? Come back to Soul’s End Never been? Well, come check it out! Rock out with some of the most kickass people on Fubar. So come on, let’s kick back and have fun! No drama! No bullshit! Just good music and good times! HIRING STAFF We’re looking for the following dedicated staff members to join our awesome team: DJs Promoters Greeters

Take Away
Take away all this pain This pain is killing me inside Take away all this pills I am losing myself to the high Take away this knife It holds my blood Take away this soul Control me so I may live Take away What is left of me Change me until I break Take away what is life has of me Hold my memories so I can remember Take it all away

Chapter 1 Black Door Past
Waking up at 6am was nothing new for Shannon. For the past 15 years it was the same story every day. Wake up, shower, make coffee, leave for work, come home, eat, work out, shower again and then bed. Another boring day just like any other. Turning off the alarm clock something just didn't seem right. "Here we go again" she said talking to the cat as if he could respond back. Stumbling out of bed to make the morning trip to the bathroom she notices a faint glow. "Yeah okay" she thought, "I must either be really tired or something is really fucked up here" Not really sure what to do but never been afraid to take a chance she slowly opens the door. As if stepping into another part in time, she looks around the room. "Where in the, what is this"? she said out loud but no one heard her. "Okay, you are doing great and it looks like we are about ready to have this baby. Hold on just for a little while longer and I'll grab the doctor". As the nurse turns away to walk out of the room, Shannon t

Mind Games~
Fredrick was ecstatic. He had halfway bullied himself into thinking that the whole thing was just a farce and that it would never get here. It wasn’t that he actually believed that the thing would work, but he half-heartedly convinced himself that it would. It was pathetic; really, here he was a flesh and blood eighteen-year-old senior with an IQ right off the charts, grades that just wouldn’t quit, and a snappy car. He bought and paid for it with his own money, of course. He had several jobs that had lasted him from the age of eight… and each time he would put some of the money that he’d made into the car fund, the college fund, and the fun fund. As he got older though, the fun fund seemed to go slightly awry, and most of it seemed to focus directly upon his getting into college, and getting a car. The car happened first, $27,000 dollars of his hard saved money went into a nice little Ford that he felt mighty proud to drive around in, and yet the dating scene for him was s

Icy Technology
Not ICY as in cold and slippery, I'm talking about Shoutcast and Icecast audio stream servers. SO Why post all this tech jargon in the blog I normally use to bitch in? Well if you give me a second I'll start bitching k? jeeze people.. +----------------------------------------------+ I started this blog "The Out Going Tide" right after i was *ahem* relieved of my position at RRD. As I find myself still hanging around fuBar naturally I make my way to RRD. And Why Wouldn't I? Thats what I need, a good reminder of everything that's happened each time I enter. Just getting to the lounge and seeing my mods not there is irritating enough, but coupled with the fact that the Stream server is being a pain in the balls, I'm compelled to help. It is what I do after all. So I putzed around with an Icecast server last night, and this mother fucker is COOOL. Not only is it 100% capable of solving the stream problems but it can use multiple mount points to have multiple DJ's runnin

Passion Evolution
Passion evolution By Ashlae grisham It seems like I have been awake In a forever sleeping state Stuck in dreams Always the happy ending scene When in reality It was opposite day Passions being nothing But fantasy play Who am I to say When this is all I’ve known Stuck in this corner all alone Anger and resentment Building up a dark passion Yearning to have the unknown Lost and scared To venture from the accustomed Holding back Due to obligation Boiling over to frustration Can’t take this for Another long duration Bringing the passion to live To life Shut eyes tight Hold that breath Take that first step I’m not stopping for nothing My passion is to live Not to be a stone still creature. ©Ashlae Grisham

Gotta Love Us March Babies!
well here comes all the MARCH BABY birthdays in my family and a few that have past already this month! my aunt 3/1 she turned 36 old bitch lmao!! my cousin 3/8 he turned 30!!! my dad 3/11 he will 49 this year omg! my uncle 3/11 he will be 39 this year holy cow! my aunt 3/13 she will be 55 omg!! my cousin 3/15 he will be 29 enjoy it!! my uncle 3/15 he will be 61 oldie but goodie!! my mom 3/18 she will 51 this year wow! my aunt 3/22 she will be 51 gettin up there haha! my brother in law 3/23 he will 21!!! my lil sis 3/24 she will 21 too!!! WooHoo!!! my brother inlaw he will be 37 hahaha!! AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ME!! 3/28 and i will be turning the BIG 30 lmao!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US ALL!!!!!!!!

In 9 Minutes Something Will Make You Happy. ;-)
Dear God: The lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most, and let her know when she walks with you, She will always be safe. Love you Girl!!!! Now you're on the clock!!!! In 9 minutes something will make you happy. ;-) But you have to tell 9 sisters you love them, including me. Go!!!!

A Young Secretary
Chandra giggled and grinned as she wandered through the mansion. She had only been working at the law firm for a few weeks and was ecstatic when she was invited to the monthly party. It was a time to socialize with all the employees and the fact that it was at one of the most expensive homes in Greenvale Acres was even better. Chandra was fresh out of college and had only one thing on her mind – sex. Well, actually, she had two things on her mind – sex and a husband. Chandra was the typical gold digger. She struggled through three years of college to get a diploma in office administration so she could work at a fancy law firm and marry one of the rich lawyers. Chandra struggled through college not because she wasn't smart. She was borderline gifted actually. She struggled because she spent way too much time partying, fucking, and more fucking. "Beautiful dress Chandra. Is that Alfred Sung?" Nick had paid close attention to Chandra from the first day she started working at the firm.

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Your Humorscope For The Day Thursday
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Today, by practicing for hours in the mirror, you will finally be able to keep a "stiff upper lip." Much to everyone's surprise, it will prove to be an excellent boost to your career. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Today is the second-to-last day, of the 19th segment of your life. Time to learn to appreciate tofu (bean curd). Gemini (May 21 - June 20) As Buckaroo Banzai said, "No matter where you go, there you are." Oddly, this will not be entirely the case for you, today. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) Today you will be up the creek, but you will actually have a very large number of paddles with you, due to some excellent planning on your part. Leo (July 23 - August 22) You are about to leave a footprint in the sands of Time. The editors of Time would prefer it if you'd ask permission first. Virgo (August 23 - September 22) You've about had it with one particular fool in your life. Have you considered investing in a tranquilizer

Panorama Fun At Liberty Park!
Panorama Fun at Liberty Park... My sister (vicki) had to do a panorama assignment for her photography class and I went out with her because I did the same assignment few years back, same class. So we went out to Liberty Park and just for fun I told her to take a picture of me on the swings with her camera then mine so I can see the results faster. hehe

Commentary, Kinda
"Hearts and Such" Little candies with cute sayings red baloons in that shape boxes filled with chocolates or that multi-chambered muscle residing in my chest and, in yours as well historically and, rather fancifully declared to be the repository of thoughts and dreams hmm we know better though dont we a damn shame that perhaps if more people used their hearts, to make their decisions the world, as a whole might not be such a horrid place

In The Depths Of My Mind All These Things Combine
Last night (while i was drinking...go figure) somethings came to mind... Im single and Im okay with that.. However, I hate it. I mean I dont have to worry about flirting or any of that other bullshit that comes with a relationship.. But then there are sooo many things I miss. I miss having someone to hug, someone who smiles at me when I walk into the room, the smell of his cologne and the way the smell just makes you smile even if hes not around, someone who leaves sweet notes, emails, texts or voicemails just letting you know your on his mind. you know its the little things we take for granted when we're in relationships. You dont realize how much those little things matter until you dont have them anymore ya know... Then you see cute couples holding hands and smiling at first you dont think anything of it and then you give it a second thought it pops in your head... how come i dont have that..... Now dont get me wrong, Im not depressed or sad or anything like that.. Im perfectly hap

Here We Go Again
"Eyes" Those eyes, that gaze at me out of the dark With promises of lovely nights, and beautiful days That face, bright as the sun, turned to me With a look of hope, shining with wondrous joy That heart, beating like rain on the window Running through my mind like a child at play That girl, that looks at me in a different light Soft, sweet and oh so lovely

Is It Gone?
I think of you at the strangest times, Then have a sudden urge to call. Whether or not, I get all foolish. Do you feel the same at all? Sometimes I wish I lived near you. I wish you could be here. Sometimes I wish I could be in your arms, So you could wipe away that tear. We have such a strange relationship. It's kind of off and on. The reality is that we never went out, So nothing really went wrong. It started out as just a crush, Then evolved something intense. In each other we found so much in common. Everything we shared made sense. We learned each other's darkest secrets, Deepest fear, and hidden pleasures. We fell in "love," we kept it simple, Without any sort of pressures. We slowly picked up the sentiment, And got romantic with each other. But distance clashed with our desires To be with one another. Temporarily we agreed and called it quits, But I never forgot the meaning. I admit I still miss you, but it's been so long... Did you ever lo

Help Out My Bud!!
ok, my best bud, PAPI, is in a contest....please go rate him a 1 but rate everyone else a 10 or 11....PLEASE PLEASE!!! thanks so much to all my awesome friends!! ~~smooches~~ oh, have a great Saturday!

14 Rules Of Life
1) Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 2) Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you've never tried before. 4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it! 6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes. 7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on. 8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again. 9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world. 10) It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness. 12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them. 13) You should not confuse your career with your life. 14) The

Auto11's & Cherrybombs Runnin
Did you know there are alot of Auto 11's & Cherrybombs running now? But did you also know that there are more members on here that don't have them running and probably more than half that will never have one? And did you also know that rarely does anyone rate members unless they have auto 11's and/or Cherrybombs? They deserve rates too regardless if they have them or not. If their rates are good enough for the ones running them to BEG for then they should return the rates regardless. Most think oh they are getting points off of me but what about when they run out do you go return the favor? The answer is no you don't. So why not try something different...go rate non auto 11's as well. Try returning some of what you get. You hear alot about cheating on here but the way I see it is the ones that make it all the way WITHOUT Auto 11's or Cherrybombs actually earned it. Now I will sit back and watch my friends list get smaller lmfaooo!!!

Unknown Puppet Master
Drop me now while you still can Tonight you are put on a spell You wonder why you feel this way I know why because I am a puppet master Dance dance dance you shall Sing sing sing you shall I am in control but you'll never know I myself shall never see I am Everyone can see I am great gal Do they see the real me? What makes you want me so bad The way I Smell? The way I Taste? The way I Feel? So many things now use on the best He is trapped again This time wisedom is in place Can you tame the beast? All I am is a puppet master All I am is a animal I can't be held down I can't be told no Dance Dance Dance Because that will be the last thing you do

Change Again
Music plays and different soul comes out Some many different faces Blood on the neck She then turns again Warmth of another Watch her change again Good girl by day Bad girl by night So many different sides of her You will be wonderin' Is it real or is it fake? As she blacks out watch her change again Can you keep up? No one can why do you think she is alone So many different sides So many different things to please So many different loves and hates So many different dreams

Lisa
It took a while for us to meet, about six days to be exact but that was long enough. She invited me over for the weekend with just one thing on her mind - me. She was sweet in a sexy kind of way but she knew what she wanted but could not get it in her own area - at least they were all too quick and had no imagination. So, I drove from the airport in eager anticipation, I already knew what she looked like - she was a nice height, slim build but she was not skinny - sorry girls I just can\'t stand those stick like models with no flesh on. Lisa did work out and it showed. Lisa was very well turned out when we met, her beautifully natural honey blond her had been done, she was wearing a nice slightly off white shirt which was tight to her body and showed off her ample cleavage - I was hard already. She had a nice pair of black tight pants which seemed to hug her every curve. This was going to be some weekend. I pulled up to her driveway and she came out to the car. She said hello

Awkwardnesssssssssssssssss
so i'm at work today, and this guy comes into the store. i'm nice and say "hello, can i help you find anything today?" and randomly he was like "how big are your boobs". I kicked his ass outa the store. then security came in (cuz he was asian) and wanted to talk to me. the fucker played the race card cuz i wouldn't answer a question that was inappropriate in the first place. Thankfully, I used to party with most of the security guards and they know i'm not like that. now the guy isn't allowed at the mall. but still, comon, really...the race card???? did it really have to go that far? some people are just pathetic when they don't get what they want. i hope the fucker gets hit by a bus. i coulda been fired for doing absolutely nothing wrong.

I Love Hockey
I don't know why but I just love this sport. Yes everyone has their sport of preference and mine just happens to be hockey, LINCOLN STARS HOCKEY. I got hooked on it after going to a few games a few years ago on a few dates and I have been hooked ever since. I follow the NHL some and the college teams when USHL players draft to a college, but i am hooked on USHL and will always be a LINCOLN STARS fan. The reason I like this league is that these kids have a real passion for the sport that they play on the ice. Unlike NHL these kids are playing (yes some maybe only for a scholarship with dream of someday more) but all for the pure love of the game. That should be enough to inspire anyone and yes I know that is true in other sports but I follow this one and this team. I cannot think of a better place on a game night than at the rink rooting my favorite team all the way to a Clark Cup and Anderson Cup championship that is well deserved. I have not missed a home game in years.

Great Song!!
I love this song. It is really suiting the mood im in right now. Hope you all like it as much as I do. Leave me love, rate this blog and show me love. Oasis "I'm out of time." La la la la la x 4 Here's a song It reminds me of when we were young Looking back at all the things we've done You gotta keep on keepin' on Out to sea Is the only place I am asleep Can get myself some piece of mind You know it's getting hard to fly If I'm to fall Would you be there to applaud Or would you hide behind the law Because If I am to go In my heart you grow And that's where you belong If I'm to fall Would you be there to applaud Or would you hide behind the law Because If I am to go In my heart you grow And that's where you belong If I'm to fall Would you be there to applaud Or would you hide behind the law Because If I am to go In my heart you grow And that's where you belong Yes I'm out of time I'm out of time I'm out of time I'm

Fu
my high school friend alex his family was going to buy me a ticket to new york the only bad thing is i would not be bale to get back to az becuse its just a one way trip part of me want to and the other part dont care to another reason was becuse i hardly come on here as much as i use to and it seems that half the time my roommate is on my fubar profile when i dont no about it

Tears Of Silence
Silent whispers Grasping my soul Never ending torment Plaguing peaceful thought Moments cherished Now forgot Tears of silence In a moment lost Swells of hatred Consuming me Quivering darkness Nothing to see Thoughts of love Perhaps once known Encaptured silence Forever forebode Trace of blood Streaming tears Thoughts of love never appear Spiked challis Taking skin Life or death Where to begin Silent tears Emotion lost Paradise given Empty trough Lambs to be slain Blood of heaven Always gain Eternal hate Not forgot Swelling demons Begin to rot The single life Remains inside Always meant To hide inside

Michael Phelps
Kathleen Parker From Beijing to Bongs February 4, 2009 WASHINGTON -- It's hell being a celebrity, especially if you're young and find yourself at a party, where marijuana and cameras should never mix. And it's not exactly heaven being sheriff of a county with escalating drug crimes and pressure to treat all offenders equally. Thus it is that Olympian swimmer Michael Phelps and Sheriff Leon Lott of South Carolina's Richland County are being forced to treat seriously a crime that shouldn't be one. As everyone knows by now, Phelps was photographed smoking from an Olympic-sized bong during a University of South Carolina party last November. As all fallen heroes must -- by writ of the Pitchforks & Contrition Act -- Phelps has apologized for behavior that was "regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment," and has promised never to be a lesser role model again. Check. Lott, meanwhile, is threatening action against Phelps because ... he has

Stupid People
ok so i have a problem my aunt is a super cunt. i finally get things ok for me and my family and my direct family is up against me. it has been long and coming i suppose but it finally happened, i will start from the beginning, i was seperated from my hubby this past summer and was still living at out shared apartment without him i started seeing someone else and thats when my life went down hill. i then had to move from my apartment with my children to my mothers. mind u my mom has mental illness and is very unstable but it was working for the time being, well then my neighbors were going to steal my appliances which i desperately needed. well i called the cops and moundsville's finest only made the situation worse they knew i didnt live in my home and they called the health dept because some neighbor kids came in my house and raided my cupboards and destroyed my home. so i then work things out with my husband and i am going to bring my family back together and my aunt brings me court

Why Oh Why?
Growing up, I was subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of having to watch HEE HAW. Yeah, I know..most of you are scratching your head and saying WTF is a Hee Haw! I don't know why it came to mind today but here is a little sample of it for you! Now tell me, did it make you smile? It did me :P

Something To Think About...
"The Romans crucified Christians and hung them along the Appian Way for travelers to see... We bomb Muslims, at the touch of a button, and have CNN there for the whole world to see." - Don Burch "Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men." - Martin Luther King, Jr., "Strength to Love"

Even Angels Fall
Was it ever said best when the saying "You will fly and you will crawl, god knows even angels fall" I'm in the middle of two friends fighting and they each blame each other over the cause of the problems and I don't know which one is lying and which one is telling me the truth. I'm pretty sure I know who's being honest with me, but I can't be 100% sure either way. I just wanna scream, can somebody tell me what to do?!

Who Jack Shit Is
FOR SOME TIME MANY OF US HAVE WONDERED WHO IS JACK SHIT? WE FIND OURSELVES AT A LOSS WHEN SOMEONE SAYS, YOU DONT KNOW JACK SHIT? WELL, THANKS TO MY EFFORTS YOU CAN NOW RESPOND IN AN INTELLECTUAL WAY. JACK SHIT IS THE ONLY SON OF AWE SHIT WHO MARRIED O SHIT, THE OWNDERS OF KNEE DEEP N SHIT MARRIED NOE SHIT, THE COUPLE HAD 6 CHILDREN: HOLIE SHIT, GIVA SHIT, FULLA SHIT, BULL SHIT, AND THE TWINS DEEP SHIT AND DIP SHIT. DEEP SHIT MARRIED DUMB SHIT, A HIGH SCHOOL DROPOUT. AFTER 15YEARS, JACK AND NOE SHIT GOT DIVORCED AND SHE MARRIED TED SHERLOCK AND BECAME NOE SHIT SHERLOCK. MEANWHILE, SHIT AND HAD A RATHER NERNERVOUS DISPOSITION NAMED CHICKEN SHIT. FULLA SHIT N GIVA SHIT MARRIED THE HAPPENS BROTHERS N HAD DOUBLE WEDDING. THE NESPAPER INVITED EVERYONE TO THE SHIT-HAPPENS WEDDING. BULL SHIT TRAVELED AND RETURNED HOME WITH AN ITALIAN BRIDE PISA SHIT. SO FROM NOW ON,NO ONE CAN TELL YOU THAT YOU DONT KNOW JACK SHIT...KEEP THIS SHIT!!!

More Of My Feelings
The only person that you can depend on is yourself.... the only person that can make you happy is yourself. I am happy by myself, it's just always good to have someone to share that happiness with.... Why can't everybody be honest? If you don't want to be with me because I'm too much to handle, cause I'm annoying, or even if it's just because I'm not what you're looking for, why can't you just tell me that? It screws with peoples heads when you tell them that it's not them..... who else could it be? I've got goals, dreams, aspirations that I will live up to.... I don't have to make anyone happy but myself... I just wish that one person I encounter, just one, would except me for who I am. I refuse to change for anyone, I don't give a shit if you hate me, but I think that I am at least owed an explanation. Instead of being ignored..... I have the utmost respect for you, I admire you, I've tried to honor you, it's a pity that I wasn't given the same. I will be a soldier soon, fight

Stay Out Of Tigars Lair!
Ok yeah i was a member in the lounge now i'm not. The reason...They are assholes. They don't know how to respect you, they twist your words and start shit. You can't live your life they want you stuck up their ass. You have to kiss ass to get anywhere in the lounge. They lie on you and say shit about you. And they don't listen to you when you have a problem with music in the lounge that's offensive. They only care about making their lounge popular.

Crazy Ass Love
Why is it that people thank that they know other people. If you know some one as well as you wish that you can, life would be so much better. But life is not that easy. Before you can judge another person you should realy look in to your past and ask your self. What was I like when I was that young, or in that same spot. What could I have changed that would have made me a better person in life? Just cause you have grown up with that person, lived with that person for years, or just meet them does not make you better then them in any way. We all make our mistakes and wish that we can change some things does not make us a bad person. You will always wish that you can find that one person that will understand what you are talking about and understand what you are going throw. Regardless if it's a male, female, friend, family member, lover, or even your parents. Until you do you will always fill empty in life and in every thing that you do. Don't ever bawl down to any one. They just loo

Do Not Take The Motto "in God We Trust" Off Of Our Currency!
Will NBC be surprised? By my forwarding this, you'll know how I feel. Here's your chance to let the media know where the people stand on our faith in God, as a nation. NBC is presently taking a poll on "In God We Trust" to stay on our American currency. Please send this to everyone you know so they can vote on this important subject. Please do it right away, before NBC takes this off their web page. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10103521/

Dickhead
Why you being a dickhead for? Stop being a dickhead Why you being a dickhead for? You're just fucking up situations Why you being a dickhead for? Stop being a dickhead Why you being a dickhead for? You're just fucking up situations Shiny floor, slippery feet Lights are dim, my eyes can't meet The reflection that turns my images Upside down so I can't see Think you know everything You really don't know nothing I wish that you were more intelligent So you could see that what you are doing is So shitty, to me Thirty five, People couldn't count, On two hands the amount of times you made me stop, Stop and think why are you being such a dickhead for? Stop being a dickhead, Why you being a dickhead for? You're just fucking up situations, Why you being a dickhead for? Stop being a dickhead, Why you being a dickhead for? You're just fucking up situations Stop, don't show, just have a think before you... Wil you, stop, now don't show, just have a think be

11 Foods To Increase Libido,
What's the one thing that you like to do besides have sex? That's right, eat! Now what if you could eat food that would serve to increase libido and result in awesome sex? Well, you can. Here are 11 foods that will provide the essential fuel to spark your sexual appetite and increase libido. 1- CELERY While it may not be the first food that comes to mind when it comes to sex, celery can be a fantastic source food for sexual stimulation, as it contains androsterone, an odorless hormone released through male perspiration that turns women on. How to enjoy it: Celery is best eaten raw. Wash and cut some, and munch away. 2- RAW OYSTERS This is one of the classic sexy foods. Oysters are high in zinc, which raises sperm and testosterone production. Oysters also contain dopamine, a hormone known to increase libido. The experience of shucking a raw oyster is erotic. Try incorporating it into your foreplay -- feed her and have her feed you. The slippery tast

Roommates
I am one who does not hate; I try to understand, tolerate, and forgive. Though now my husband I have roommates and have moved into a way better place than we were living. But, and I didn't know this at the time, they are prejudice. So much so, that when I wanted to do a native blessing on the new place, I got told NO!!! because it would interfere with her allergies. So, I have packed up all my native american things, meditation, and yoga supplies .... to include the business I have been trying to get off the ground. Which has managed to upset me. But I am being tolerant, and not saying anything about it. So, now it comes about that things were agreed upon, in which where we are parking vehicles, when the dishwasher is to be run, to keep the electricty down and give everyone a chance to eat and put things away. Well, I now don't have a place to park, and dishes are getting run before time which is going to run up the electric bill. and yes, I am griping and complaining ... whic

Just A Poem
I wrote this tonight. Its called yours just yours Are you a sadist? Are you the chain to my heart The flogger on my skin The brand on my inner thigh Are you a sadist? Will you control my every action Take my very free will Release me from my own thoughts Are you a sadist? See my glowing red skin In the shape of your palm Does that turn you on Are you a sadist? Seeing me look at you Eyes full of heat and pain and sex A starving woman starving for you Are you a sadist? Slut whore cocksucking bitch lovers names you've given me Are you a sadist? Being cruel yet kind Teasing and tantalizing Always holding something back Are you a sadist? To be your greatest posession The object of your desire The object of your passionate rage yours just yours

Children
A Nun Grading Papers Can you imagine the nun sitting at her desk grading these papers, all the while trying to keep a straight face and maintain her composure ! PAY SPECIAL ATTENTION TO THE WORDING AND SPELLING. IF YOU KNOW THE BIBLE EVEN A LITTLE, YOU'LL FIND THIS HILARIOUS! IT COMES FROM A CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST . KIDS WERE ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS . THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR CORRECTED. INCORRECT SPELLING HAS BEEN LEFT IN. .............................................................................................. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE

Little Eyes See Everything
Subject: Little Eyes see it all . . . WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you

Capricorn Saturn
The Archangel Cassiel - The Planet Saturn - Kabbalistic Correspondances Kabbalistic Correspondences: Angelic Order: Aralim. Chief of Angels: Zabkiel. Archangel: Cassiel - Tzaphkiel The Angel of Spiritual Strife against Evil. Biblical Names of God: Elohim Personal Dedication: Not identified. Sefirothic Form: Mature Woman on a Throne. Sefira/Sephira: Sephira 3 Binah. Sephira Meaning: Understanding. Pronunciation: Bina Sub Creature Woman. Element: Earth. Planet: Shabbathai (Staurn.) Colour Black. Number: 3. Illusion: Materialism. Obligation: Virtue: Silence. Vice: Inertia. Spiritual Experience: Vision of Sorrow. Tarot: The for threes and Queens. Animals: Woman, Bee. Plants: Ctpress, Opium Poppy and Ivy. Gem: Star Saffire and Pearl. Perfume: Myrrh and Civit.

Can You Wait For A Solider?
Can you wait for a solider ! Whatever happened to ' If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing at all' Shouldn't this apply even more so for military wives. Can civilian people even begin to understand how it is . You can't just walk in to the other room to vent at your husband. You can't pick up the phone and call them. You have miles between you and it will be months before you can have the comfort of their touch. Why would you pick on someone like that? Why would you kick someone when the are already down? What happened to being nice. Not setting out just to hurt someones feelings. It makes me so sick to see people causing trouble for these families. They are going through enough! Let them be! Leave them alone! Find another hobby. Don't hurt people just because you can. That does not make them less of a person but it does make you. You should feel ashamed of your self to kick these people while there down. It is not right and they have have people w

Forbidden?
One time… Laura had a crush on her step-dad. He was always walking around at night with his boxers on and the outline of his cock always turned her on. She loved going to the gym at night at the apartment complex. A lot of times, late at night, they would go and work out. He would normally ride the bike first and she would put on some music and dance around for him. He did not wear anything underneath the loose fitting shorts he wore and a lot of times the motion of riding the bike would give him a hard-on, which gave her a chance to see when she moved around the room. Lately she had started to notice him watching her, checking her ass and tits out. The hugs she gave him at times were a little more closer now and she felt his cock press some into her. She had this habit of having him pick her up and carry her to bed. Well something she enjoyed earlier and it just kept up. Now she felt his cock press against her and his hands would slide near the side of her tit as he picked her up a

Im A Quitter
yes yes yes, its true. i have finally made the descision to quit smoking. i went to the dr and got put on chantix. the preescription medicine to help me stop smoking. So for all my friends and family that i love so much, wish me luck.!!!!!!!!!!

Naughty Fun
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME". Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 3.) 2.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a sca

Bio Of Unfortunate Sadness
Well what can I say about my life? Its difficult when life itself is always taunting you never giving you your greatest happiness. Everyone has something in life that brings them great happiness...mine was being loved by the girl of my dreams and being in a relationship. Its difficult when life gives you a taste of what you have always wanted just to take it away within a month or two. I guess that everyone has endured this or something like this...because as we all know life is not easy. Life can be a cruel and heartless bitch to us all, in fact. But...can anyone say that they have shared pain or experienced sorrow the way that I have? My sadness has been repeated...multiple times to be exact...in cruel ways that I doubt anyone else can say the exact same. I will soon be 21...and I have yet to have a good relationship that I can look back on...not even one...just heartless bitches who took my kindness and made it a joke for their own amusement. Maybe theres something wrong

A Womans Attempt At Beauty
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, > > painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > > > > My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and > > play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my > > > > mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of > > the medicine > > cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. > > > > It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you > > just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them > > > > apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair > > right off.... > > No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? > > > > I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure > > > > this out. > > > > (YA THIN

Life's Challanges
As i stated in a previous blog, i am 37 yrs old and almost legally deaf. This comes from listening to rock and heavy metal growing up with blasting headphones, and dangerous careers involving firearms as an adult.. Well as of next week i will be getting hearing aides for both ears. IM not quite sure what to think of this yet, but i know i need them. It will be interesting to hear everything that is said again and be able to make out the words!

The Words.....
Look, smile, lick, kiss Tongue, lips, biting, touching Touching, rubbing, fondling, craving Unbutton, Unbutton, Unbutton, caress Unbutton, drop, lick, lick, suck, touch Breast, nipple, cock, pussy Touch, nibble, moan, breathe, heat Unclasp, pull off, drop, grab, rub, rub Flick, circle, arch, moan, heat, fondle Unbutton, unzip, drop, grab, squeeze Cock, shaft, moist, pussy Kiss, tongue, suck, breasts, moan, throb Unbutton, unzip, drop, rub, rub, heat Moist, hot, breast, breast, suck, press Remove, touch, rub, fingers, insert, hot Wet, pussy, fingers, inside, moist Up, down, up, down, harder, harder, harder Wet, dripping, throbbing, touching Head, rubbing, entering, craving Half way, pulsating, warm, so good Breasts, sucking, squeezing, licking Ass, smacked, held, deeper, deeper, deeper Up, down, up, down, harder, deeper, harder Tingling, toes to legs to pussy...cumming Deeper, deeper, drenched, breast, biting R

Dumb Questions, Even Dumber Answers Part 4
a collection of dumbfuckery - what was the name of john malkovichs character in the movie "being john malkovich"? - uhhhm...tom hanks! - a whole consists of how many thirds? - 4 - which war is the movie "apocalypse now" about? - star wars -which candy bar is named after the roman god of war? -snickers -how many corners does a square have? -uhhm...uhhm...8!

Tap Therapy: A Sanity Saver (another "me" Original)
Friends, are you driven near to madness on a daily basis by someone that you'd like to kill but can't? I am of course referring to an uncouth boss or co-worker, a friend, spouse, and in some cases even a son or daughter. Yes, they all can bring one near to the point of homicide on occasion, but take heart. I’ve created a revolutionary new method to get you through those trying times. Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Tap Therapy. It's safe, simple, can be applied in mere moments and begins to give one immediate relief from tension. Here's how it works. Take a pen and a small piece of paper and write on it what you'd really like to tell those offending individuals. Then fold it and place it in any one of the pockets of your pants, shirt, blouse, or coat. I favor the following message, "Eat feces and swallow farts, you bubble eyed, scrotum munching, shit breathed, foul, funky, ill mannered, sorry excuse for a human being. May you develop raging diarrhea and crap yourself into The Gu

The Bleeding ~five Finger Death Punch
"The Bleeding" [V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me [Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over [V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing [Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it

I Carry Your Heart With Me - E.e. Cummings
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Because She Would Ask Me Why I Loved Her - Christopher Brennan
If questioning would make us wise No eyes would ever gaze in eyes; If all our tale were told in speech No mouths would wander each to each. Were spirits free from mortal mesh And love not bound in hearts of flesh No aching breasts would yearn to meet And find their ecstasy complete. For who is there that lives and knows The secret powers by which he grows? Were knowledge all, what were our need To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed? Then seek not, sweet, the 'If' and 'Why' I love you now until I die. For I must love because I live And life in me is what you give.

Stripping Shit!
Well, alot has changed since the last time I had a random thought. Obama is still president. Nascar is still wasting gas. And I can not find a freaking hockey game on cable TV! The weather has to be the biggest change... It's like going to a strip club. You think you are going to see the whole enchilada but when the bra comes off.. there are band aids covering what's important. What is up with that anyways? You can pretty much show the whole boob but don't you dare show the nipple.. but guys can walk around with out a shirt and band aids? I mean womans nipples are just a little bit bigger than a guys.. but aren't they in a way built the same..? It's like comparing a Mini Cooper with a Humvee.. yes they are different but you can turn the key and drive to the strip club. Any way.. I want affirmitive action on nipples!!! Oh back to the weather.. It's like hot one day and then cold the next.. It's really screwing with my sinuses. I have been to the doc. twice this week. I have

Silly Puke
There are a few positions we can try next time we have the urge to puke. 1. Standard position: This position is the most common of positions. Like the missionary position, it comes natural. The standard position is when you are on your knees with your head half way in the toilet when you hurl chucks. 2. Top gun position: This position is more complicated and not to be tried by ametuers and drunk people. When you have a lock on your target, you hurl that puke missile to get a kill. Your normal range of engagement is more than 3 ft. away from the target (the toilet). This is also the most patriotic way to puke, cause you can pretend the toilet is the Taliban and you spray biological weapons all over them. 3. Mary Poppins... This positions is where the most body movement is needed. You have to jump in the shower and turn it on.. then you start singing in the rain.. 4. Indiana Jones... The Indiana Jones and the search of the golden toilet is a quest in

Birds Eye View
Birds Eye View Flying over memories I recall the highs & lows The way life panned out I guess that how it goes For there is no point in Hiding emotion that shows So flying higher I seen the past The way that things were It is different in hindsight New perspectives occur It is then you realize what Situation you prefer And as I fly on I face myself The whole thing that use to be Funny how things turn around Now I am not ashamed of me I have worked out it is OK to Agree to disagree Because as I took approache I zoomed in on memories of you For a moment I felt pain but this Time I knew what it was I had to do I finally learned the lesion From a birds eye point of view That I can live on in a life without yo

Passion
Passion Lips softly touch, hands caress, and embers heat inside, sending us desires, those ones we usually hide. Then, passion mute to language finds ways to be heard, making lovers join as one their eyes will say its words. Skin glides over skin like clouds through humid skies slowly building static to soon make lightning fly. Darkening clouds all fill the air, as thunder starts to boom echoing sounds of pleasure all throughout the room. A mighty storm now is spent and sunshine fills the air revealing lovers glowing with dampened, tangled hair. Their eyes send each a rainbow, a gift we all call love, as passion sits in silence to wait for clouds above.

Dreams Do Come True
Hi everyone. I have recently come to the conclusion that dreams can come true. I am in the process of starting my own Private Investigation firm! I have the experience required by the state of Texas to do this, and it now looks like i may have funding from the state as well! I was a PI for 3 yrs back in the late 90's, and have always wanted to do my own company. Its finally happening now, and i couldnt be more thrilled!

My Friends Brother ...
"The day my best friend brother died was the day after Anna Nicole Smith died. I spent three days looking for something on the news about what happened in Baqubah, and all I heard about was what Anna Nicole Smith was going to wear when she was buried. Every once in a while I would catch a little blurb at the bottom of the screen about how three soldiers were killed in Baqubah. I think it's sad. Today's society spends too much time focusing on things that don't matter. That's why military families stick together. At times it feels like we're the only ones who understand, or even care." Those are the words of Amy , whose brother SSGT Alan W. Shaw of the United States Army, was killed in action on February 9 of this year. Amy remarks are part of a brief tribute to her late brother that will be telecast on the Military Channel this Saturday, one of many dedicated to fallen soldiers that the network will run throughout the day. At 10 p.m. Saturday all of the testimonials will be pre

You Know Who You Are
If You Had Called Yesterday lyrics I’ll admit it got to me Hearing your voice on my machine It took all I had to just let you talk And not pick up where we left off Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I pray that you’d come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it’s too late for that Last night would’ve been a different story But the morning sun must’ve done something for me ‘Cause I bet I’d gone the other way If you’d called yesterday If you’d called yesterday This victory runs bitter sweet Through the heart and soul of me But I sip my coffee and watch the sun rise Makin’ its way to a bluer sky Every night since your goodbye I hit my knees and closed my eyes And I prey that you’d come back Too many tears washed out that bridge You wanna cross, but baby, it’s too late for that Last night would’ve been a different story But the morning sun must’ve done something for me ‘Cause I bet I’d gone the

Ok...1 More. Steph Posted It On Ms
Would you change for the person you're in love with? Never again A lyric from the song you're listening to? Not listening to music Have you done something bad today? Yepper What makes you happy most of the time? My fu friends Do you have any siblings? 3 older brothers and a younger sister What did you do last night? Uploade more cruise pictures Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? Nope Where’s your phone right now? Right here What are you doing tomorrow? Working What are your plans for the weekend? Gonna help my sister sell all of her bastard's things Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes? Yes Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? Night...too lazy in the morning Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes Are you ashamed of your past? No Are you wearing a necklace? Yepper, a double heart Do you have a reason to smile right now? Yes. I have great friends Think back to M

Where Do I Stand...
do i stand beside you do i stand behind you do i stand with you do i stand against you i want to stand beside you everyday i want to stand behind you when scared i want to stand with you in life i want to stand against when i need too

Southern To English Translation
Southern United States to English BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ranch in the back of that pickup truck my brother from Jawjuh bard a few munts ago." ALL - noun. A petroleum-based lubricant. Usage: "I sure hope my brother from Jawjuh puts all in my pickup truck." FAR - noun. A conflagration. Usage: "If my brother from Jawjuh doesn't change the all in my pickup truck, that things gonna catch far." Y'ALL -- noun. A degree of rotation. Usage: "There are three degrees of Southern rotation: Pitch

Spring Break So Far...
So far, spring break has been awesome. I just spent three days with the most awesome chick in the world! I have known her since I was ten and I hadn't seen her in person in EIGHT years! Anyways, we were total goobers! I am so glad I got to catch up with her and find out what is going on in her life! She is such a sweety! Right now I am at Mizbehaven's house and we did two shows yesterday. Our first show was naked hangman, but instead of hanging anyone.. Mizb got nakie WHOOT! It was a lot of fun! Our second show was a naughty school girl bondage show. I got to tease her with a riding crop while she was attached to the bed.. then I had some fun with some toys...first I started slowly with her Hitachi and my fingers.. then when she was squirming.. I let her have a little break before sliding my huge strap on cock into her wet pussy! It was so hot! She loved taking my hard dick! The best part was feeling her orgasm in my arms!! WHOOT! We are planning to do some filming today! I ho

My Reason
My Reason Author: His_Rhyme © Used With Author's Permission MY REASON A journey of a million miles My soul had walked alone Suffering insatiable hunger And looking for a home Lost and fearful i kept moving, Running from my pain, Never going anywhere- Then going there again Looking back upon the emptiness That my restless heart created i longed to still the yearning and render my hunger sated During this reflective pause His voice called out to me- "Come My love your home is here" "I will set you free" Joy and apprehension collided in my mind my ears listening to His words Resonant, commanding and kind In His embrace i trembled He wrapped round me like a vine All my struggles ceasing when He announced- "you are mine" The longing voices hushed in a silence so profound, my burning hunger stopped as i knelt humbled upon the ground Surrendering my bod

Love You Day!
""""""Love you dayYOU HAVE 20 MINUTES TO TELL 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS THAT YOU LOVE THEM (INCLUDING ME)SO .... "I LOVE YOU"!GO! AND TAG YOU'RE IT!!YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST.... XOXOXO.L*O*V*E* Y*O*U*! Today is love u day. Send 2 everyone you love. Whether it's real love or friend love.Ur spoiled if you get 4 back"""""

Sexychristine
Ok guys watch out for SexyChristina she claims to be from usa but is actualy in lagos nigeria has fake pics and will not prove she is real,dont call the phone number they give you either it may be a scam. will get you to use yahoo and cannot remember half of the things they say when they talk each time. i traced their ip cause i knew something was not right .fair warning.

Florida- Add Me
so if you are from florida, you should add me because im going to be living there for at least 6 months, and itd be nice to know where everything is at. lol. starting may! [june is my US roadtrip] yay. wish me luck especially getting this pirate bar job. :0) [eesh i need to work on my memory skills!]

Survey Queerness...damn Im Bored
How many keys are on your keychain?a "i like it dirty" martini can opener and one [pierced up teddy bear] i like to keep it simple.If you were given a canvas and watercolors, what would you paint?something offensive or something that makes on thinking.something banksy likeWhat do you regard as the most repulsive form of music?shit. like coheed and cambria. Paaaa LEASE! i hate you. bleed. ps, are your balls in a vice or are you suppose to sound like that?Whose mind, besides your own, would you like to control?someone with power or money....how bout bill gates.What is the most dangerous occupation?underwater welding, look it up.What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed?walk around the house seeing whats going onWhat do you consider the greatest threat to mankind?itself. and viruses. If you could project yourself into the past, where would you go?would i be able to change the future? otherwise, nothing.What are you thankful you are not doing right now?looking for a place to s

Blow Jobs - A Womans View
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit sono, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "wrecked it" for you. 11. Leaving me in bed while you go play video games im

Will He Make A Good Husband
Will He Make a Good Husband? Something serious to think about before you marry * Does he go out of his way for you? Or are you always doing things for him? Does he try to make you happy? Does he want to prove he is good enough for you--or are you always jumping through hoops to win his love? Will he go places that you enjoy? Or are you always doing things he likes? If he doesn't aim to please you now, it will only get worse once you are married. * Is he hard working? Did he work hard in school? Does he work hard on his job? Or is he always complaining about his boss, his teachers, and never really working hard at anything? If he doesn't work hard now, it is unlikely he'll work hard to earn the money needed to live a secure, debt-free life. * Does he take responsibility for the quality and condition of his life--or does he see himself as a victim--always blaming others for his problems? If he blames others now, eventually he'll blame you for all his problems t

Tips For Managing Stressful Situations
TIPS FOR MANAGING STRESSFUL SITUATIONS When confronted with a situation that makes you angry, ask yourself these four questions before reacting: 1. Is the matter important to me . Take a good look at the whole picture. This involves taking yourself out of the situation, even for a few seconds. Sometimes just that action alone will let you see this is not worth a fight. If you still think it is important, go to the next question. 2. Is what I'm feeling appropriate for the situation?

Tainted Pt2 ( By Her Graveside )
This was where you died… Do you remember that night? The memories still flood my mind. How much did you cry out? The sounds of your flesh tearing. Oh how I now miss the sound. You lay there now, unmoving. The very air drawn from your lungs. Your crime was the feelings you laid bare. You gave into the lust in you’re heart. And this is the price you shall pay. A pentangle of blood was what you were laid upon. Naked flesh of Lilith on display for one and all too see. Blood and lust intertwined in perfect harmony. You gave up you’re body. Now you’re soul too. Laying there like an angel of perfection. That perfect chest rising and falling no more. The sinful hiroglyphs slashed into your porcelain flesh Now I lay this black rose upon you’re grave. And now? Oh now… You’re screams begin anew…

Religion
I just finished another book by one of my favorite authors, Paulo Coelho. The latest book I read was "by the river piedra, I sat down and wept". The following is an excerpt from that book. I'm certainly not very religious but I think this has a lot of meaning."A spanish missionary was visiting an island when he came across three aztec priests.'how do you pray?' the missionary asked.'we have only one prayer', answered one of the Aztecs. 'We say, "God, you are three, we are three. have pity on us"''a beautiful prayer' said the missionary. 'but it is not exactly the on that God heeds. I'm going to teach you one that's much better.'The padre taught them a catholic prayer and then continued on his path of evangelism. Years later, when he was returning to Spain, his ship stopped again at the island. From the deck, the missionary saw the three priests on the shore and waved to them.Just then, the three med began to walk across the water toward him.'Padre! Padre!' one of them called, ap

Put Her In Her Place~ Part1
She'd been a domineering sort for most of her life. She considered herself a true feminist and would never take a backseat to any man. Not that she didn't like men. Oh, she liked them all right, and there was no shortage of suitors until they got too close. She made sure that no one could ever accuse her of letting a man control her. She made so sure of it, that she ended up scaring off any likely prospect she encountered. She'd been a cop for over 20 years. The prettiest cop anyone in her town had ever seen when she began her career. She was still a knockout. She had long, straight black hair. There were a few marks on her face from some scrapes she'd gotten into when she was a young officer. Nothing that put anyone off. It added character to her face. Her body was the main attraction. She was tall, with wide shoulders and a figure that made men stop and take a second look wherever she went. Her skin was light and she liked to wear revealing silk tops with loose, full skirts. They wer

Feels Good!
It's a great feeling when your teenage son calls you during spring break and asks you do get on xbox live to play! He has called twice today. And says he is calling at 5:00 to tell me to quit working and get on to play with him. And it feels good when he wants to spend the whole break with you. But I did say he had to stay with his Mom a few days lol. He is my world.

"nights Of Passion"
She walked into the room and just looked at him. He looked back, taking in her full beauty. He couldn't stop himself from walking over to her, grabbing her around the waist, and kissing her. They kissed gently at first, but then they fully engulfed each other with their arms and the kiss grew more passionate and deep. They loved the taste and feel of each other's tongues pressing against theirs.She felt herself walking backwards and leading them until her back was up against the kitchen counter. He lifted her up so she was sitting on the counter, and they never broke their kiss. They stopped and pulled away, each staring into the other's eyes. She looked down and began to unbutton his shirt. He tore it off and reached to remove hers. He lifted it over her head and started kissing her again, passionately. He pulled her off of the counter and they made their way to the bedroom, stopping against a few walls along the way to kiss each other more. They tumbled onto the bed, and he stopped k

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$$THE DOGG HOUSE$$ is CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR DEPENDABLE DJ's! Wanna DJ in a lounge with rockin' music, great people to talk with, and where no drama is tolerated? If you are interested, please see one of the following ... ~Oscar~ DJ Manager @ $$The Dogg House$$ ORbbw_kÅT-mÅnÅgër@$$ Thë ÐØgg hØü§ë$$OR*Brat* Assistant Manager @ $$The Dogg House$$ORÐJ$$lückŸÐØgg$$ Øwnër Øƒ $$Thë ÐØgg hØü§ë$$ƒü mÅrrïëÐ TØ (crÅzŸ bïTch)

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Lately, I've been eating what appears to me to be too many vegetables. I haven't decided what qualifies as too many veggies, but I usually eat a huge bowl of mixed veggies with lunch and another with dinner, and throughout the day I snack on baby carrots. I'm going to turn into a rabbit. I cut my finger on a can of vegetables yesterday, and it hurt. Afterwards, somebody offered to be a nurse for me. That was hot. I've got a show this coming Saturday that I have to play with a cut left index finger, which as a guitarist is not really a great thing. I'm feeling pretty sexy right now... ...except for the bandage on my left pointer finger. Rock and roll.

Master Calls~
"Hi Kitten. What are you wearing now?" She could feel the heat rushing to her face as she squirmed in her chair feeling the desire building in her. The funny thing was she hadn't realized how much she missed him to until just then. "Well let's see today I'm wearing black jeans with a green camisole and boots." "Ah babe you know just how to get to me." As always he was warm and soft yet so powerful. "Come on now tell me everything." Before she knew what she was doing she was telling him everything. Starting with the jeans she was wearing and how they fit tight in all the right places. She told him how they clung just right to her hips showing off her ass. Then describing the camisole she had on that was daringly low exposing her cleavage. She told him that she wasn't wearing a bra and how her pierced nipples were poking at the fabric. "Oh my dirty little slut." he said openly thrilled by her revelations. "Touch yourself for me." "I can't do that what if Missa comes in." " You know you w

Part 4
His eyes riveted to the pleasant valley that opened up before him; he looked without any show of shyness. I saw his tongue dart to wet his lips. Lisa slowly attended to his cup, with sensual care. "Sugar?" The word took on new meaning. "Yes!... er, yes." Derek fought for his composure. "Ready to cream?" I thought that he would leap out of the chair at that moment, but instead he crossed his legs tightly, and held on to the arms of the chair. He managed a strangled approval. Lisa poured the thick, rich stuff out carefully, yet spilled a bit of it. "Oh!" she almost-whispered, and she touched a finger to it, and then licked the sweet stickiness off. She blushed. "That's really not very good manners, is it, but it's good to have every drop enjoyed." Derek shifted uneasily in his chair. Lisa stood before him for a moment, absent-mindedly pressing her skirt down her thighs. Her hands moved as though to touch him, but did not cross the barrier. "Oh... I am so absent-minded lately, I have some

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I am in need of an auto 11 bling......I can pay fubucks for one.....anyone selling one?? If you or someone you know has one for sale....PLEASE let me know. I know I haven't been online much lately.....kids home on spring break and dr appt for follow ups......plus The Relay for Life that I am team captain of our church team. WHEW!! I also took on speaking about cancer for the American Cancer Society......so now I am doing talks and handing out info about cancer. But hopefully things will begin to slow down in the next few weeks......I hope so cause I really need a break!!! take it easy friends....... ~~smooches~~

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this chat i had with a fubar member made me think how most straight edgers think, and your wrong, think of it as a sport, what sport do you enjoy? inhernetly there are dangers to most any persuit, lets look at rock climbing, there are accidents all the time in rock climbing, yet its not illegal, its not taboo, its an extreme sport, and i feel that although it shouldnt make the olympics but perhaps some drug training classes and permits to negate risks, and like all sports it will always have some risks but we can minimise those with proper training

Pillsbury Doughboy Dies.......
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs... Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes.. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough

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The thin beam of light peeking through the space between the drapes and shining right on her eyes woke her. Turning her head to block out the sunlight she caught a glimpse of the clock on the table beside the big bed. Blinking....she sat up and looked again.......10:40a.m.......she’d nearly slept the day away. Taking a deep breath she slid out from the warmth of the covers. Bare feet sinking into the carpet, she moved across the room.....sliding the satin robe over her naked body as she walked. On the kitchen table was the expected list of chores for the day. Glancing over the page she smiled at how little there was to do. As she passed through the living room, she pressed “play” on the stereo and turned the music up loud. Humming along, she walked back through the bedroom and to the adjoining bathroom. With so little to be done she certainly had time for a nice bath. Turning the water on full, she moved to the small vanity and selected a small jar of bath salts...inh

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Here I am sitting at my desk bored out of my mind and I SWEAR to god I actually got hornier...Is that possible, like when your bored you wanna screw worse then when your idk say watching tv? I want your honest opinions and pics to back things like nice boobs or ckok to prove it, lol, Told You I was bored.

How Much Does A Miracle Cost?
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "

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l Looking for Baddest, most Hardcore not afraid of Anyone! Male/ Female I miss all my Biker family back /Southern Northern parts states wish you Loving / fighting crazy Shit and out law baddest parties M.J. M.C. OUTLAW VP..Hit me up your my Heart. M.C.OUTLAW M P.ICEMAN MY SOUL LUV U TOO Peace out family Your Diamondgirl in Rougue

Day After Surgery!
Got at the hospital around 6 something in the morning, they had me in a room before going back into the holding area untill it was time to get the surgery done. Really thought that I was going to freak out however I took it better than what I had expected, things went very well from what the doctor told John & my Mother cause I was so out of it that I was an still unable to remember much of what had happen although I'm paying for it today, my back hurts from where they put the spinal block and my pussy is killing me from the sleeve they had to place in there for the interal treatments, anyways just thought I'd let ya'll know what I came out o.k.... An hopefully I will be back up and be able to talk with my lovely friends... Kisses & Huggesss!!!

"love From The Heart"
I fly like a bird to be where you are, to spend just an evening in your place afar. Beautiful music and exquisite wine - never has love been quite so divine! But soon I must leave so kiss me farewell, the last dance is over as love stories tell. I'll never forget the magic of you, as I'm flying back home OH! are you coming too? Beautiful romance it's love on the wing, never has true love made my heart and soul sing.

Godsmack - I Fuckin Hate You
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow youAnd everyday I'm gonna blame youAnd even if you justify every fuckin bullshit lieIt only makes me want to break youYou pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all the same to meWhen you repeatedly take advantage of meThe only thought i get of you, sickens meEverybody knows you're fake, you're everything I fuckin hateAnd I'm everything that you could never beYou pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all the same to me (X2)Fuck you (X4)You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insaneIt's broken now, don't ever look my way, don't even think I'm playinCause I fuckin hate you, you're such a liarI love to hate you, you're all t

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NEW INFORMATION ON THE DEATH OF 911 EYEWITNESS BARRY JENNINGS SEEMS TO POINT TO FOUL PLAYBy Jack Bloodwww.wFUradio.comwww.deadlinelive.infoBarry Jennings, a key 9/11 eyewitness who was an emergency coordinator for the New York Housing Authority, passed away last August 2008 at age 53 from undisclosed circumstances. Mr. Jennings was an eyewitness to the devastation of the World Trade center towers on September 11th 2001.On the morning of 911 Barry Jennings with Michael Hess, (one of Rudy Giuliani's highest ranking appointed officials, New York city's corporation counsel), entered the famed Building 7.It was just after the first attack on the North tower, but before the second plane hit the South Tower, when Barry Jennings escorted Michael Hess to the World Trade Center Tower 7. Mr. Jennings recalls a large number of police officers in the lobby of WTC 7 when they arrived. The two men went up to the 23rd floor, but could not get in, so they went back to the lobby and the police took them

Update 4/17/04
just wqnted to let you all know you haven't been forgotten. been a hell of a busy week. started with deliveries in the bay area and off to so-cal to pic up. then out to houston to deliver this morning. picked up a couple crates in houston and now heading to tulsa for monday pick up before heading back to cali. spending the night in the loves truck stop just south of dallas tonite. weather has been miserable all week. wind and rain. snow in arizona bd thunder storms and tornado warnings here. will try soon to send some love to you all. maybe later this weekend i will get a room and be able to do more. until then take care and god bless you all..big cali hugs..marty

Could Be A Joke...
Work was just blah....Typical fridays. I've been stuck working with this one managers that's been pissy with me because I got him written up for something weeks ago. He wasn't doing his job right and he's just damb lucky that he didn't get fired. Anyways...so he's been giving me the silent treatment unless he has to talk to me...Oh well. but other than that work was just still blah. One of my other co-workers kept flirting, teasing me or whatever. He'll poke me, toss things at me, rub his arm against me...whatever. Then he started to ask me what I liked, what i do when i get home from work..and if I stop talking to him, he'll ask if I'm mad at him. I keep telling him that I don't know what to talk about and he says he wants to keep talking...ok I've worked with this guy for over 3 years..he's always given me some weird signs, but I've seen how he works with other girls..ya know, total flirt. Then he's like, "my ex gf was kind of big, not tiny. you and her are a like..same size" I

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The cast list for New Moon has been finally announced! New members of the cast include Daniel Cudmore as Felix, Christopher Heyerdahl as Marcus, Charlie Bewley as Demetri, Cameron Bright as Alec, and Graham Greene as Harry Clearwater. Los Angeles, CA April 15, 2009 – Principal photography has begun on Summit Entertainment’s THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON, it was announced today by Erik Feig, Summit’s President of Production. Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner reprise their roles as Bella Swan, Edward Cullen and Jacob Black. Academy Award-nominee Chris Weitz (THE GOLDEN COMPASS, ABOUT A BOY) is the director. NEW MOON is filming on locations in Vancouver, BC and Tuscany, Italy. Also rejoining the movie are Ashley Greene as Alice, Peter Facinelli as Carlisle, Elizabeth Reaser as Esme, Kellan Lutz as Emmett, Nikki Reed as Rosalie, Jackson Rathbone as Jasper , Edi Gathegi as Laurent and Rachelle Lafevre as Victoria. New cast members include the legenda

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Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who'll randomly tickle you just to hear you giggle. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because Im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who'll say I love you first because Im not afraid to say it. Im the guy who's perfectly content with stayin

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HI I AM SO BOARD I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NO ONE TO TALK TO NO ONE TO HOLD ME I WISH SOME ONE COULD CALL ME IF SOME ONE DID CALL ME WE COULD TALK FOR HOURS 1-561-596-8766 WELL IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE CALLED ME

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And love's light blue Led me to you Through all the emptiness that had become my home Love's lies cruel Introduced me to you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no Love's icy tomb Dug open for you Lies in a cemetery that bears my name Love's violent tune From me to you Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding with a smile on your face Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no And love's light blue Took me from you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Again Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no

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hi....i am ayasha 21 yrs old i live in coloradoi like malling and hang-out with friends...i love playing guitars and piano...i love to sing while playing that instrument..i dont like a person who thinks for its own good..and he/she taking for granted all my sacrifices..i love surfing the net and make some friends by used of chatting and online games..i want you to be my part of my daily routine...so if u want to be my friends just add me up or lets talk or chat to each other so we can enjoy our company..all i can say is if we could be friends you will know who is ayasha is..me? im 5'7 in height,white skin,curly hair,thin, and if you want to see me just add me up..all i can say is im fun to be with and i can make you happy whatever you want..i like a person who have a sense of humor so we can tackle anything under the earth...i like bar hopping and drinks some beer and when i get tipsy i like to dance all night long until i will get tired..i go to church twice a week because i believe i

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Everything has came through for me. I can't stop crying because I'm so happy. I am overjoyed, people! My struggle has lessened...and I have my baby girl back. The battle is over...and Jesus took me through it. I've learned how to be patient. God, have I learned the virtue of patience. I feel free. The burden is off my shoulders now! God never left me. I thought that these past four months would never pass. Look...its complete. El Shaddai=More Than Enough. God provided me with more than enough to pass this hurt in my life. And, its done...GOD ITS FINALLY OVER...THANK YOU JESUS! I LOVE YOU LYANNA! YOU'RE MY HEART...NOW ITS YOU/YOUR BROTHERS/ME. I SUFFERED FOR YOU WILLINGLY AND HAPPILY...BUT I CRIED, TOO. I DEALT WITH A LOT. JUST FOR YOU. AND IT WAS FRIGGIN' WORTH EVERY ORDEAL, LEELEE.I WILL POUR OUT MY HEART FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU!THANK YOU, LORD! I CAN'T STOP THANKING YOU FOR MY BLESSING...I DON'T DESERVE IT. THIS IS SURREAL...::LAUGHING::iNDEe

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Dont Piss Off Ur Nurse Evah
A motorcycle patrolman was rushed to the hospital with an inflamed appendix. The doctors operated and advised him that allwas well. However, the patrolman kept feeling something pulling at the hairs in his crotch. Worried that it might be a second surgery the doctors hadn't told him about, he finally got enough energy to pull his hospital gown up enough so he could look at what was making him so uncomfortable. Taped firmly across his pubic hair were three wide strips of adhesive tape, the kind that doesn't come off easily. Written in large black letters was the sentence. "Get well quick..... from the nurse you gave a ticket to last week."

Poem For You Master
I can't live without you.I would breathe the air,and my heart would beat,but I would not feel the joy of life.My dreams would be lostlike a leaf carted away by a storm.I would gaze at the starswithout appreciating theway they light up the sky.I would pass the roses in bloomwithout noticing their beauty.I would no longer look forwardto each sunset and each dawn.I would be broken,never to be mended again. Winter would own my heart;its icy breath would stealthe warmth in my soul,because I could not smilewithout your love.I could not know laughteror happiness.If you were lost to me,I'd have no reason to try,no reason to be.You are my prayer,my shelter fromhopelessness and despair,my sunshine, my light,my lazy days,my peaceful nights,and only you can keep thespark in my soul burning bright.

How To Tell If You Are Grown..
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Awaken from such a slumber see what life has to truly offer. Do not embrace with both hands undertstand it do not fear it for it is not real thee end but the beginning of a new tale. Darkness is not the lack of color you claim to not see it is the shadow in which most of society dwells...... Fear not help for it is much like the earth in which we reside living to kill, cheat and lie. Hunger for knowledge and if you do not agree research the matter to the highest degree. Grasp for understanding before casting judgement on that which is misunderstood. Blessing flow from the strangest of places, the depth of someone's faith can ony be measured on deeds and verbal actions. Unlock your hearts those that have suffered pain and rejection for with it closed you may never be hurt by another but you will woddle in loneliness are regret with the wonderful chances you shall miss. Are you and individual or highly intelligent robot? Meaning do you think outside the box of your own little

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Sticky Note
Note to self: if you wake up in the middle and piss in an empty vodka bottle cause the bathroom is just to goddamn far away in your 900 sq. ft. two bedroom apartment then you are either a black out drunk or extremely lazy if you wake up in the middle of the night, later that same night, and piss in a half empty king cobra bottle and then drink it when you finally wake up at four in the afternoon, then please fucking tell me you remember pissing in the bottle or admit you are just a sick fuck and need to consider stopping all forms of substance abuse and if you have even a drop of self respect left in your thirty three years on this planet make sure that you try to keep these treasured moments to yourself, or at least place the information somewhere private as a reminder that the only individuals that find this shit amusing are all dead from drugs and alchohol

Lil Wayne-i'm At War
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Come my lady. My hearts desire. My Little one. Who inspires, Great deeds. Know that I love thee. Need thee. Will have thee. Show thee, My hearts, True blood. Crimson, As your, Moist lips. Ride upon, This brave steed, With me. Feel his power, Within your, Virgin loins. As he fly's us, As if the wind, To our place, Amongst the bowers. Let your flaxen, Flow as a brook, Within the breeze. Trust and believe, That I am he, Who covets thee, With an honorable heart. A wise tongue. A Passionate soul. He, who has always, Been the spectre, Within your, Erotic virgin dreams. Know that I, Am your knight. True of heart, And deeds. That I hold thee, In my palm, Even as I, Build your pedestal. Know that, No azure sky, Can compete, With thine eyes. No spun gold, With thy silken hair. No flower, With thy true scent. No fruit, With the lush, Nor the blush. Of thy lips. No velvet royal, With thy skin. No confection, Nor nectar, With thy taste. That thou, Is perfection, To me. Come my Heart. My lady

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Ok... I want to know a secret. Whats your guilty pleasure song the one that you really don't want others to know you like but it's stashed on your a playlist , cd, or ipod. Mine is (here we go) George Micheal...Faith (and i'm not even gay) lol

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I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass bybecause it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality ofthis country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you'regoing to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of$250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action,the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get$833 a month until you re-marry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for each child under 18. When the child hits 18, those payments come to ascreeching halt.Keep in mind that so

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Nunca Te Olvidare lyricsPueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Pueden borrar mi memoria.Pueden robarme tu historia,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como olvidar que rezabapara que no te marcharas.Como olvidar tus locuras.Como olvidar que volabas.Como olvidar que aun te quieromas que a vivir, mas que a nada.Pueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedes echarme de tu vida.Puedes negar que me querias,pero nunca te olvidare.Sabes que nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como olvidar que rezabapara que no te marcharas.Como olvidar tus locuras.Como olvidar que volabas.Como olvidar que aun te quieromas que a vivir

Nsfw - A Special Night With Special Lady Pt. 2
Your eyes open widely at me and you ask, “what else do you have planned for us after THAT!” I smile and wink at you, “Baby, tonight I’m going to start making up for all those times I wasn’t in your arms.” You laugh and say that a few more nights of what you just got would do that, but I shake my head. “This time, I’m going to spoil you a little bit, to let you know who’s your man….and why you’re my slut.” You laugh again and I tell you to go take a shower. You raise an eyebrow, but I motion you towards the bathroom as I pick up my phone and start texting someone. You hear me yell from the bedroom, “make sure to shave again!” You roll your eyes and begin to wash up. When you come back out of the bathroom, you find me standing at the edge of the bed drying off and getting dressed. We have two showers, and you were wondering why the hot water was a little cooler then usual. On the bed is a big box with a

Survey
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control? I love being the submissive one2. Would you pull my hair? Yes. When I am about to have an orgasim I either will pull hair or dig my nails in your back3. Would you whisper in my ear? When we are out with friends I will whisper the things we would be doing...4. Would you talk dirty to me? In and out of the bedroom5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? a little in the beginning and then a lot6. Would you say my name? Of course7. Would you go down on me? If I am into you hell yes8. Would you let me give you a hickie? With my job I can't 9. How many rounds would we go? If we are into eachother all through the night10. What would you wanna do afterwards? Cuddle11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? Yes12

Fun Times
It is so funny how small the world actually is when it comes to meeting people! Anyhoo I went out drinking last night with a friend of a friend. Had some good times met some cool people. Went to a few different bars and a club. I had a liquid cocaine shot, long island ice tea, mud slide, 2 tequila jello shooters, a irish car bomb, and a kama kazi. I was beyond trashed but I had a ton of fun. The guy I went out with is having a birthday party and invited me back to that. So it should be some more good times:D

Without You
How do I breath, When I'm without you? My heart barely beats, It is forever blue. Forever gasping for air,When we've not spoken. Keeping my thoughts close, My heart forever broken. Can we have happiness, Is it ever to be. Should I start to worry, No longer carefree. My mind always muddled, Knowing not what to say. Treading ever so lightly, Day after day. Worrying about tomorrow, All through the night. Tossing & turning, Nothing feeling quite right. With you I'm in heaven, A dream like state. But life without you, Seems to be my fate. So If I have to live, In this world without you. Know in our heartsThis love is forever true.

Will I Ever Be The Same
Why does love hurt I hate this painAgain the heart breaksWill I ever be the sameI don't understandWhy things go this wayWondering why that isDoes love ever stay Fate keeping us apart Can't they all seeIt's written in the stars I know it's meant to beTime it means nothing My love will always staySecond by secondDay after dayI will wait foreverIn shadow or lightKeeping you in my dreamsNight after night

Forever
i want a man that loves menot one that controls meone that will hold me when i crynot make me crywont just buy me fancy things but just whisper in my ear you will be thereone that will do everything he can to keep a smile on my faceand not tear my spirit apart making his friends laughi want a man who will cherish me the way i cherish himbecause i want a man who will last forever! Crystal M. Shea

Being Yourself!!!
If you ever think you are alone remember you are one of over a billion people on this planet.Pace yourself; you have a whole life to fill.God has given you everything you need to suceed.Keep your head up and a smile on your face; unless you can't.Wish upon a star, you never know what might come true.Always think of way to have fun, then go and do it.Try, Try, Try and you'll Suceed, Suceed, Suceed.Always rely on your friends and family for things you can't do yourself.Never think you can't do something, because that is the only way that you can't.If you keep looking back, you'll never move forward.At a certain point, you need to stop thinking of others and start thinking of yourself.Try as you might you can't change someone that doesn't want to change.If you know what you want-go and get it.If you love someone don't give up on them.Never change for someone who won't change for you.

The Aisle Seat
The Aisle Seat Two Radical Arab Terrorist types boarded a flight out of London . One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a U.S. Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, “I need to get up and get a coke.” “Don't get up,” said the Marine, “I'm in theaisle seat, I'll get it for you.” As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, “That looks good, I'd really like one, too.” Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened.

Everything's Always My Fault...
that's my conclusion after what happened yesterday...my stepdad and I got into a really bad argument....til the point I just said fuck it and fuck you since I'm such a damn problem around here, he won't have to worry about it much longer....I was really pissed at that point and could've killed him so I just left the house...where I was going I didn't know and I really didn't give a damn...anywhere was better then being near him at that point....I went to a neighbors house and told them if anyone came looking for me..like my dad...that I'm not here...I really didn't wanna see him at all....so some hours later after I've calmed down a bit...who rings the doorbell....my dad...they told him and he left... So how's everything my fault.....fuck if I know still...it seems I'm just easier to blame for all the bullshit that's happening right now and I'm tired of it...really to point where I just want to end it all and be done

Beginning Or End?
Memories from childhood stay with us forever,Taking us where we have been and will go,Pieces of life that live on and will neverLet us forget we were young long ago.Sometimes I wander back into those shadows,Quietly being who I used to be,Bringing to life all the joys and the sorrows,Days that can't die while they still live in me.Holidays linger and happy times glisten;I can see everyone active and well.I can still hear them if only I listen,Feeling each motion and breathing each smell.Life has such treasures that time's always stealing;Nothing can ever entirely stay.While you are young, you can capture each feeling;Make all the memories you can every day

Beethoven
Be calm,only by a calm consideration of our existencecan we achieve our purpose to live togetherBe calm,love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - youyou - my life - my all - farewellOh continue to love me -never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.ever thineever mineever ours

3oh3!- Punkbitch
When I come up in the club, I'm talking mad shit, Come up in the club I'm 'bout to get my ass kicked, 'Cause I'm sippin' on some Gin, Sip, Sippin' on some Jack, Slip 60 in her panties with my number on the back 'Cause the proof is in the Kodak, The throw-backs in a dark and vacant corner, You were freezing, I was warmer, And the roof is gone, when we know that, And baby chases like she don't know what she's seeing, I was steady, you were fleeting Punk bitch, 'Cause I've seen it before, Punk bitch, And I don't care anymore, Punk bitch, And I just want you to know, Punk bitch, Punk bitch, 'Cause I've seen it before, Punk bitch, And I don't care anymore, Punk bitch, And I just want you to know that we datin' mad models and poppin' mad bottles tonight, Punk bitch Whoa whoa oh, Punk bitch, Whoa whoa oh, Punk bitch, Whoa whoa oh, We datin' mad models and poppin' mad bottles tonight Uh, yeah, sounds good, Throw me up in the headphones; sounds good When I come up in the club, I'm actin' ma

My Child
So I have to brag on my son's intellectual skills for a second. At bath time last night (grant you, MY SON IS FIVE) he begins to examine his private area...hehee...As he's discovering his "balls" for the millionth time (it's true you men NEVER stop playing with yourselves) he asks me, "Mommy, what are these things?" Stumped beyond belief on the most politically correct answer to give- I just kinda stood there in shock. He goes back to examining, and blurts out- "I know Mommy, it's my peepee's BRAIN!" God bless my son and his HILARIOUS tactics that constantly keeps me rolling in the floor laughing. :D

An Amazing Man
I've found me a wonderful man, a couple of you know him from a lounge I used to go into. But he makes me feel so good about myself and he respects me and his family and friends like me already and have told me that other than his kids that I am the best thing that has happened to him. I find it very cool. My mom likes him which is good. I will end up moving to where he is. I'm excited and scared at the same time because I'm not used to being accepted by a guy for who I am. But everything will work out and I know I will be happy with him.

Walking In The Dark Of The Night
as i walk threw the dark of the night i hear your voice on the wind it reminds me of happier times then as the cool breeze of the night sends a chill down my spin i get reminded that i am alone i walk in the dark so i am not seen by others that way they cant see my pain but i hope that oneday i wont have to walk in the dark anymore but there is only one way that will happen without you in my life i will always walk alone in the dark carrying the pain of huring you with me for the rest of my days so there for i walk in the dark of the night

#2
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: Hi Stranger: Hi. You: Are you a bot? You: Bots make me hot. You: I want to do a robot. You: Have you ever thought about fucking a robot? Stranger: Only if I can turn it on and off with every thrust. You: Hmmm... sounds like it wouldn't be much fun if you had to bother with turning it off and on all the time. Robots should be at the ready 24/7 Your conversational partner has disconnected.

#8
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: Hi You: I want a cock inside me. Stranger: hi You: Can you accomodate? Stranger: b/g? You: I am WOMAN, fag. Stranger: from? You: Your anus Stranger: you want to fuck Stranger: ? You: Fuck yes I want to fuck. You: Give me your number. You: I want to phone bone. You: Nao! Stranger: where? You: On the phone... or are you a faggot? You: I'm in the states. Stranger: you are too far from me Stranger: you know? You: So, I hear you cum on the phone, you hear me.... it's all good. You: You blow your load, I get off, what more does anyone need? Stranger: maybe You: Give me your number.