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Blonde PraysA broke blonde decides to ask God for help. "Dear Lord," she prays, "if I don't get some cash, I'm gonna lose everything. Please let me win the lottery."
Lottery night comes, but the blonde doesn't win. She prays even harder, saying, "God, why have you forsaken me? My children are starving. Please just let me win this once."
Suddenly there is a blinding flash of light, and the blonde hears God speak.
"Sweetheart, work with me on this," he says. "Buy a ticket."
Talking FrogA man was crossing a road one day when a frog called out to him and said, "if you kiss me I will turn into a beautiful princess." He bent over , picked up the frog, and put it in his pocket.
The frog spoke up again and said, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will tell everyone how smart and brave you are and how you are my hero." The man took the frog out of his pocket, smiled at it, and returned it to his pocket.
The frog spoke up again and said, "if you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will be your loving companion for an entire week." The man took the frog out, smiled at it and returned it to his pocket.
The frog then cried out, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will stay with you for a year and do ANYTHING that you want." Again the man took the frog out, smiled at it, and put it back into his pocket.
Finally, the frog asked, "what is the matter? I've told you I'm a beautiful princess, that I wi
UpdateWell I have been here since 8/11/07 and I still don't know any more than I did. Guess I don't get on enough to get into what is going on. But be patient ....... I will get it.....lol Thanks to those who helped me get started. Muahhhhhhh
To Dsc Fam Please Read.To my dsc family before I post this before I head to work. I'm not being mean or being a bitch. I would appreciate any one and everyone that I added and fanned, please add and fan me back. I'd definetly would appreciate it ilke you would like the favor back, It is very irritating. So please do that thank you.
,,,- Chris's Sexy Acronym -
Cis for...CaptivatingHis for...HornyRis for...RavishingIis for...IntriguingSis for...Scrumptious
The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com
One Love...One Love
So many times
Love went south
Down into the valley
Of the shadow of doubt
My faith was failing,
My hope was gone
I wandered
In the wilderness
All alone
You came to me
Like a revelation
In your arms
I found salvation
One love
Took me to
The mountaintop
Showed me a world
I'd never seen
One love took me
Down to the riverside
Opened my heart
And washed me clean
Nothin' less than
A miracle
Sent from heaven above
One love
I'm amazed by
The wonder of you
The clouds all open,
And the light comes through
All my life
I had never guessed
That anyone could
Ever be so blessed
I feel brand new,
I've been revived
All I want to do
Is testify
One love
Took me to
The mountaintop
Showed me a world
I'd never seen
One love took me
Down to the riverside
Opened my heart
And washed me clean
Nothin' less than
A miracle
Sent from heaven above
One love
Soooooo Sorry Please Readi am so sorry if you took the time to read my other blog i gave the wrong link this is the right one
D>>my Friend In Here >doing The Mission As You Ask >D: I was already doing this ( God,s Word in here) so you even gave me more reason; to keep on doing this and you gave me strength , courage to go on ; and im gona miss you so much , I know the days are winding down now , and Its just hard for me to know you,ll be gone ,will not in here any more . But Ill gain strenght in our Lord and pray very hard; and keep praying . Im gona miss you .. so hugs and take care . God Bless you both you an your brother..Know I will see you again in Heaven ; yes we will laugh and sing praise to the Lord ; and hug and laugh some more .. Oh Donald. hugs..... diana
Disasteram doing my best to make my life better, I do it for kylee, I am doing my best not be so unhappy all the time, atleast on the outside. On the inside however, I am lost , I am alone, I am a disaster. I try everyday to go on with a Mask of pretend, for kylee. Why am I not strong enough to let go ? Why am I not strong enough to leave? I wake everyday with a smile because I hear my baby calling my name. Everyday I also wake with the thought of what will go wrong today? What will he make feel like today? What will he do today to destroy us even more? How can I love someone that I can't trust? How can I love someone that I can not in any way, depend on?? I do not have the answers.........
009When you LOVE,
it is not for you to be
UNDERSTOOD but for you to UNDERSTAND;
not for you to
TAKE but for you to be taken;
To LISTEN not to DICTATE;
To SACRIFICE and not to DEMAND;
Not to COUNT or MEASURE
But to LOVE...
Damn Iti see more children all the time is fubar adult site or not
The World Cafe LiveLast night was the first time I've ever been to The World Cafe Live in Philadelphia. It's a good place to see live music, and it's affiliated with one of my closest friends radio station, Yrock.
It's a comfortable atmosphere, and the food is organic, with lots of healthy and vegitarian choices.
I was there to see Qwirk, one of my favorite bands play. It was an artist showcase, the last show before the finals. Every previous night had a winner that got to play on Saturday night. While Qwirk didn't win, they definitely got some good exposure. It's very hard to break into the industry when you're an instrumental band, but I really think that if they work hard and promote themselves well, and have as many people helping to promote them as possible, they'll have a good, loyal fanbase.
I really missed being out with friends and watching live music. I almost forgot how much I love it, with getting caught up with being a mom and all. It's so easy to forget that I'm my own person wi
You Have The Wrong OneSeems I'm kinda loney
Feeling pretty blue
Who would have known that words could hurt worse than the sticks and stones that I once threw?
Sometimes your words are daggars that wedge deep inside my heart
I wonder why you say them knowing they will rip me wide apart
Sometimes I hate to hear you talk for kind words you seem not speak
You look at me like I have nerve to tell you what I think
I don't know whats happened, all we used to do is smile
I guess its life thats happened it hasn't been that way for a while
Hopefully things will get better before we drift apart
Remember that the words you speak go directly to my heart
Whenever you look at me with nothing nice to say, plz close your mouth, turn around and quickly walk away
I don't take kindly to harsh words I have my past to thank for that but I know I have someone that surely has my back
I am a force to be reckoned with for that I will surely state, I'll take no shit regardless of what it may be
MomFor those who have not read my profile my mother has bone cancer and has been struggling with it for over 8 years now. Well yesterday she was taken to the hospital, yet again. She was throwing up blood, not a lot, but some. They are wanting to do tests now. I dont know if she is going to let them. She is so tired of fighting. Please say a prayer that this f*cking cancer ( Im sorry its hard to think of the word cancer without that word in front of it) has not spread to her stomach. She has endured so much already. Enough is enough.
Thank you all
much love
Bible OddityAnother Oddity
Leviticus 21:17-23
Whosoever ... hath any blemish, let him not approach to offer the bread of his God. For whatsoever man he be that hath a blemish, he shall not approach: a blind man, or a lame, or he that hath a flat nose, or any thing superfluous, Or a man that is brokenfooted, or brokenhanded, Or crookbackt, or a dwarf, or that hath a blemish in his eye, or be scurvy, or scabbed, or hath his stones broken; No man that hath a blemish of the seed of Aaron the priest shall come nigh to offer the offerings of the LORD made by fire: he hath a blemish; he shall not come nigh to offer the bread of his God. ... Only he shall not go in unto the vail, nor come nigh unto the altar, because he hath a blemish; that he profane not my sanctuaries.
That's nice...
Love & PainWaves of emotion fill me daily,
tearing at me like a rose in a windstorm.
How to feel, how to act,
Causing confusion and dispair.
Feeling alone in a world,
That has lost it's way.
Noone here truly loves anymore.
Noone here can remember happiness with honesty.
Games and lies are all I see around me.
Walls are kept to people out,
Or are the meant to keep me in?
A caged animal is what I have become.
Forgotten by love and happiness.
In this world of love and pain,
why am I the one everyone thinks will be such a fun game?
To All Have A Great Niteard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Ev
Why I Have Not Been In FubarMY HUSBANDS GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN & OUT OF THE HOSPITALS THIS PASS TIME SHE PASSED AWAY 4 TIMES... SHE IS STILL ALIVE THANK GOD! BUT THEY DID A BLOOD TRANSFUSION AND DID LASER WORK ON HER NOSE & THROAT AREA... SO SHE IS STABLE FOR NOW AND I HOPE FOR A LONG TIME.... IT HAS BEEN A LONG & STRESSFUL 3 MONTHS... A FEW OF YOU WHO HAVE MYPACE WHO ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON & I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS & FAMILY TO US!
THANKS,
MARSHA
Speaking Your MindI started a group on yahoo it's a the place to speak your mind, say anything that bugs you, or just want to get off your chest. here's the link
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/speaking_your_mind/
Only 6 Months To Live (joke)The middle-aged man was visibly shaken when his Doctor advised that he had only 6 month's to live because of the terminal disease that was detected during a recent physical check-up.
The Doctor suggested that he should get his "house in order", make sure his will was current and ensure all final arrangements were in place for the funeral. He should then make plans to enjoy what might be left of his life, to the fullest.
"What will you do for the last six months?" asked the Doctor.
His patient thought for a few minutes then replied, "I think I'll go and live with my mother-in-law."
Surprised by the answer, the doctor asked, "Of all
people, why in the would you want to live with your mother-in-law?"
"Because it'll be the longest six months of my life!"
Hmmm...I am going to be starting a waitress job soon and I have no experience as a waitress so I am kind of nervous yet excited at the same time cuz I havent worked for so long since my husband was in Iraq I just wanted to be with my kids. I cant wait to start and I am just waiting on them to let me know what day I will be starting. I am hoping also to start taking some online classes for college and start getting life on track a little more. I know it may take some time but hey not everything can happen at once right?
A Fairy WishIn the green shadows made by
the great oak trees, I stay hidden
to feel your touch is forbidden.
I am just a wood nympth
My home is in this oak tree
in your mind I am a mere myth.
You’re a mortal man
Who has wondered into fairy land.
Awakening love and desire
in my tiny heart.
When you sang a lovers
sonnet beneath my tree.
My fairy heart belongs to you
I want to get lost in the
deep blue pool of your eyes
and listen to your heart
sing melodies of love.
Atlas it can not be I am just a fairy
Heartbroken I wrapped myself up
in the foxgloves letting
my tears sprinkle across the bluebells.
Wishing I were allowed to
throw a coin in the wishing well.
Only Queen Ana can bestow upon me
a life of mortality.
But only if you can hear
the sound of my lost tears.
One single teardrop
must touch your soul.
To make me a woman
pure and whole.
No pixie dust can I
scatter in the wind;
reaching for your soul within.
Days I sat here and cry
soon I will wither and die.
T
~~a Real Asshole~~One day a guy who has been stranded on a desert island for over ten years, sees an unusual speck on the horizon. "It's certainly not a ship," he thinks to himself. As the speck gets closer and closer, he begins to rule out the possibilities of a small boat, then even a raft.
Suddenly, emerging from the surf comes a drop dead gorgeous blonde woman wearing a wet suit and scuba gear. She approaches the stunned guy and says to him, "Tell me, how long has it been since you've had a cigarette?"
"Ten years," replies the stunned man. With that, she reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left sleeve and pulls out a pack of cigarettes.
He takes one, lights it, takes a long drag and says, "Man, oh man! Is that good!"
"And how long has it been since you've had a sip of scotch?" she asks him.
Trembling, the castaway replies, "Ten years." She reaches over, unzips her right sleeve, pulls out a flask and hands it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swig and says, "Wow,
Love Voice Echoes LoveLove dances endlessly, in the profoundness of her profundity
Of touch, of sight, of thunderously voiced electricity
Virtuous, her voice lingers into the thudding of night
Echoed in memory loves emblazon delight
Serenadingly she sounds and I close my eyes tight
Vivacious I twirl within her commotion, deliciously
Open to the appealing aromas she confers, intentionally
Innocently lustful, anticipating the joy of her trills
Carefully I whisper of the magic she makes me feel
Ever watchful, she teases my quickly weakening will
Eventual surrender unto all that she gives
Crying out boldly within each moment, I live
Hilltops ascended within love I am enraptured
Over zeniths of dreams, no remembrance can measure
Elliptical love encircles mountains of treasure
Scented with the desire of a million, trillion pleasures
Loves voice echoes of love and I do dance
Orating sweet something's I sway held in trance
Vibrating unmeasured richness that reverberates, lov
Disappearing LoveWhat happened to our love?
It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
Then soon caught the night
You were my one and only love
Cared for you too much
Then something happened
And slept with that man
You deceived me
I never felt so desperate
But I try to forgive you now
And try not to think about before
I love you so much
It just hurts to ponder now
Everything I have
Is because of you
Everything I bought
Was because of you
I just love you so much
I'm scared to lose you
GoodbyeI don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever
What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart
I ThoughtI thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall
My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss
...youYou said You love me once You said You love me twice but when they asked You, You denied it once,To You its a game For others its the same you knew the day would come you were prepared and had to put on some makeup but still i said i wanna breakup. You never really loved me, all you could do is deny me. I bet there were someone else above me. you never said you loved me more then anythin but i told you your my everythin. you lost the game cuss you didnt play it right you lost without a fight now i got to say goodbye dont be cryiin back to me with your lil game cuss i said "its over bitch dont you understand i dont want to play you lil damn game its a breakup get over it"
Back To SchoolI have such mixed feelings about today. My oldest daughter is now in the 6th grade. The middle one in 2nd and the little one in Pre K. This is the first time in 7 years that I will not be able to take any of my girls to school on the first day.( except the little one who attends the same school where I teach) I loved walking my kids to school on the first day. My mom was always there for me on my first day. Every year! Today, I will see the middle one leave on a van that will take her to school for me. It just doesn't seem very fair.
My youngest will be moving up to Pre K today. Not much of a big deal to her since she has been transitioning into that room for a month now and I think it's just become a natural process with her. My class is at the opposite end of the building, so I don't get to check on her much. I don't know what I am going to do next year when she isn't in the building any longer. I do know that I WILL be taking the first day of school off of work!
Basic Spell DesignBecause of the very nature of magick, each working should be highly individualized and personal. Even if following a traditional spell, it should be tailored to your specific needs to be most effective for you. Understanding the basics of spell construction will enable you to formulate your own specific, effective spells for any purpose you desire.
Preliminary planning is necessary. The very first step is to decide precisely what your desired end result is to be. Before you can start, you must decide where you are going. You must be very explicit.
It is important, also, that you choose your time carefully. You should take into consideration all astrological implications, energy currents and moon phases.
The moon is the astronomical body closest to us and, therefore, has a profound influence upon us, it is very important to choose a time when the moon is in an astrological sign which is appropriate for your working.
For example:
Aries action enthusia
Really Weirdthe weather is getting on my nerves already.
yesterday i broke a sweat just sitting on the front porch, yet this morning on the way to work I was FREEZING.
Now it's hot again. :(
Don't Turn AwayDon't turn away
Why am I acting this way
how do I feel inside
I really do love you
but it's something I want to hide
People say you like me
and I know you really do
but for some reason, I'm afraid
to confess my love for you
It's hard for me to tell a girl
exactly how I feel
I fear the love that you give me
won't be real
What if I get pushed into things
that really aren't me
things I really don't want to do
is that the way it should be?
So if you really care for me
the way you say you do
stay with me and be patient
and "Don't turn away"
Helmet Law'sAlabama Helmet Law - all ages
Alaska 19 and under must wear helmets
Arizona 18
Arkansas (1996) 21
California Helmet Law
Colorado TOTALLY FREE! No Helmet Law!
Connecticut 18, permit holders
Delaware 19, permit holders, reflectorization
Florida (2000) 21, Medical Insurance
Georgia Helmet Law
Hawaii 18, reflectorization
Idaho 18
Illinois TOTALLY FREE!
Indiana 18, permit holders
lowa TOTALLY FREE!
Kansas 18
Kentucky (1998) 21
Louisiana (2004) Helmet Law
Maine 15
Maryland Helmet Law, reflectorization
Massachusetts Helmet Law
Michigan Helmet Law
Minnesota 18, permit holders
Mississippi Helmet Law
Missouri Helmet Law
Montana 18
Nebraska Helmet Law
Nevada Helmet Law
New Hampshire TOTALLY FREE!
New Jersey Helmet Law, reflectorization
New Mexico 18, reflectorization
New York Helmet Law, reflectorization
North Carolina Helmet Law
Nor
LifeLife
Life at time seems so unfair
but all you can do is learn and share
The ladder of life is tough to climb
and growing up should be the first step in mind
Making choices is often hard to do
and living with those choices is sometime hard to
Taking chancesis scary at first
especially when it's you who may get hurt
But it makes us stronger, stronger in heart
we can only learn from our mistakes
And hope that next time it's the right choice to make
Untold FeelingsUntold feelings
If only i could tell you,
the way I truely feel.
How much ireally love you,
and know that love is real.
To feel you hold my hand,
to know that you are there.
To make you understand,
how much I really care.
I will always love you,
I know you love me too.
Just to have you beside me,
and know that love is true.
The BracletThe braclet
Wear this braclet on your wrist,
don't let it bend, don't let it twist.
There's not a night that goes by,
that i don't look to the sky
and say she is there, I am here why?
One day I'll come back to you
because I feel that love is true
I just want to face you and tell you "I love you"
And when that day comes after all,
I'll take you by my ide once and for all.
I'll hold you tight every night,
I'll do anything for you
just as long as you know I love you.
If you feel you need to cry,
grasp the braclet and look to the sky.
And think of me that guy.
Quote For August 27Music expresses feeling and thought, without language; it was below and before speech, and it is above and beyond all words.
-- Robert G. Ingersoll
Bonus Quote:
Sometimes it pays to stay in bed in Monday, rather than spending the rest of the week debugging Monday's code
-- Dan Salomon
Hmm?Kiss me:
Hug me:
Make me laugh:
Date me:
Kill me:
Grab me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Stare at me:
Get under the covers with me and just play around:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Make a move on me:
Play with me:
Trade nude pics with me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift?:
Let me borrow your car:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Ask me out:
like me:y
Just lay down wit me and chill:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Hangout with me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Tell me you love me:
Play video games with me:
The Now Infamous Tale Of When I Went To See Knocked Up.Slyparadox : did i ever tell you about the time i went to go see that movie "knocked up" with my friend daniel? lol
): i dunno. great movie though. i saw it twice haha
Slyparadox: lol Slyparadox: well we were looking for parking, and somebody actually parked their car, left one of the doors open, walked away, and forgot about it.
): wooowww
Slyparadox : so i took down the license plate in my phone and went in and made an annoucement "you left your car door open. NOT left the lights on, left the CAR DOOR OPEN."
): lol
Slyparadox): omg. she and i were laughing about it for like a week.
Slyparadox : i was like "kinda makes me worry about who owns it, as you should probably not be having a car to begin with." Slyparadox
): lol
): yeah haha
Slyparadox : but the people at the theater said they didn't want to make an announcement cuz they were afraid if someone had touched or stolen anything and the police were probably gonna get called anyway
): ye
The Cost Of A SoldierA True Soldier is tough indeed
standing tall and strong when there is a need
A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow
Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow
When a Soldier is wounded in battle
the nerves of his buddies it does rattle
When news reaches friends and family at home
how their worries and minds begin to roam
A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best
stopping him from much needed healing rest
A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright,
trusting in God that he'll make it through the night.
When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair
the loss and pain felt can not compare
The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high
they assure our freedom will always apply
To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain
will humble a civilian, no longer to complain
Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs
to get them through some very treacherous deeds
Dear Lord please watch over our Military today
as they work to k
My Giftsok i have tuns of friend on here so where are my gifts i guess to receive you must give but if you want dont you have to ask
ok so thats what im doing at this moment while you are reading this.....im wondering if you are gunna give me a gift
ok so if you do ill return the favor
even if you aint my friend k
ok so have a fabulouse day
Just A Thought..Life is an amazing enigma that should be embraced and enjoyed. However, there are those who are less fortunate and see it as a constant struggle and battle to survive. Yes, I understand that it is hard for me to fully relate to those with misfortunes and problems. I do not intend to make out they are trivial and brush over them with ‘oh you / they will be fine’, because it is not true
Everyone deserves happiness, so those of us who have the ability to make changes in some way through some form, do it. There are many ways to make people feel appreciated and here are 3;
1) Smile
2) Open doors for people
3) Help those people across the road that appear to be struggling.
…..these are small tasks to you, but they mean the world to the receiver.
We should treat everyone equally without discrimination, racism and stereotypical comments or actions. It angers and upsets when I witness or hear of anyone who thinks that is hard, clever or funny to use these against people at their
TrustTrusting people used to be so easy. When did it become difficult? I feel like I turned a certain age and all of a sudden I do not trust a soul. I hate that feeling, trust is a huge part of every relationship you have whether it is with a boyfriend, family, co-workers and friends. When someone does something that makes you look at them in a different light it forces you to look at everyone else and all situations as a skeptic. Then you start to get paranoid about everything that people tell you. It is awful.
I am the type of person that I know where my loyalty lies. And I can definitely say that I am loyal to my family and friends. The one thing I have absolutely no tolerance for is lying. My zero tolerance could also be because I am a terrible liar. I can never hide how I am feeling. My mother always tells me that she can tell by my eyes if I am lying or not. She always said, "your eyes give you away."
Lately, I feel like everyone has their own agenda and they will stop at noth
You Can't (song)battle me word for words feel what i speak redrum when i hit the streets your game is weak i'm at my peek an i know you seek my demise i see it in your eyes no need too cry because your the next too die (bullets)
Bobby Don Pokes AroundSometimes Bobby Don takes a bus
to the big city -
Medina -
to poke around the Army-Navy Surplus store
(looking for new patches for his hunting jacket).
So, last week,
he ends up in a bar called
Slam 'em's -
which he is doing
when a real looker
starts talking to him.
She introduces her husband
and they all get to talking -
fishing, hunting, NASCAR -
and then the subjects get
a little embarrassing for the old boy...
She's telling positions and partners
while Bobby turns tomato red
and his pecker sticks up so hard
it almost makes a bump in his Wranglers.
But, he's trying to play it cool.
He likes Bill and Binky,
but he reckons they are just
"a mite 'fisticated fer me."
It gets to be closing time and
Bobby says
"I'm headin' to the 'Y', I reckon."
These nice city folks
invited him home for a few drinks and
a ménage à trois.
Imagine his surprise...
"Shit, I figgered it was sumthin' like cheese fondue!"
This is one story Bobby Don do
Roomate, Meet My Foot..Ok so my friend got down and out, rock bottom... this was almost 2 years ago.. I gave him a place to live, I got him a job, he ate when I ate, Let his girlfriend move in too, fed her aswell.. he has 3 boys , no problem bring them on over when it was his weekend with them, fed them keep them entertained... he gets on his feet, his girl goes a lil wild and he retardedly chased after.. she moved out, he talked her into shacking up in a motel room for 2 weeks.. skips out leaving me with $500 in bills.. then when she leaves... GET THIS!!!!
THE BASTARD THOUGHT HE COULD COME BACK AND STAY AND LEECH OFF ME AND NOT PAY ME BACK FOR HIS BILLS!!!!
This is the 3rd time I have done this Help a "friend" thing.. 3rd time I have been burned..actually.. these are 3 that I let dwell in my home, mainly all to themselves as I worked out of town.. Kenny, one night I woke up and he was out at 3am with my girlfriend (well till i woke up and she was gone, ran them both away...he stayed for a year)..
Boys That Give Men A Bad Namethere are different types of boys that give men a bad name
1. all these boys that go onto every female page they can and say show me your tits or ass.
2. all these boys that say that they can treat a female better than the person they are with when they dont know either 1 of them.
3. all these boys that think they are king shit when they arent anything at all but a 20-40 or whatever year old on the outside but are 2 years old on the inside
plain and simple this is an adult website and we dont need boys coming in here and pissing people off with there idiotic remarks. and if you know of anyothers feel free to leave a comment on here.
Monday GloomHere I am... still in bed. My back is hurting and just took a lil bit more then my dosage for pain meds. No worries... not gonna kill me! lol.. I already got permission from my doc to do this!
Since this is my first blog.. I mind as well tell you about me and my situation. In regards as to taking meds, I do this because I have a lower spinal injury. I can still walk, go dancing, play a lousy game of pool, 4 wheeling in my Jeep, swimming, and have nympho sexathons! But the things I can't do is ride my bike, run, jump, pretty much anything that will jar my spine. Well sex is the exception to the rule, because I don't rule anything out when it comes to it! That is because I am usually taking my pain meds, and I don't feel the pain my spine until I wake up the next day and then I feel like I have been tossed off a cliff! I hate my back being this way, and I am not a candidate for surgery. So being young and having to deal with this life till I die or unless some miracle cure comes alon
Im StayingIM STAYING AND THE HATERS CAN SUCK IT UP AND DEAL WITH IT YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME IM PROUD OF WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GUESS WHAT DONT LOOK AT ME
COME CHECK ME OUT JUST CLICK THE PIC AND ILL SEE YOU THERE
LockedI can't throw things. I want to, but I can't. It's way too early in the morning and I would wake everyone up. Don't wanna do that, then I would have to explain my foul mood. Not gonna do that. But damn if I want to just destroy something, anything. Or maybe go out and drive like an asshole for a while. Or scream and scream and scream and fucking SCREAM!
Why? Well, I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to be vulnerable. I sure as hell don't want to open myself just to get a twisting knife in an already opened and bleeding wound. In fact, I never want to feel like this again. Hell, I didn't want to feel this way to begin with, but curse my intelligence and my ability to research. Oh God, why can't I just be stupid? Ignorance is bliss, right? Give me ignorance or give me death. I think they both would hurt the same.
No, I'm not going to let this one out of the bag. I'm going to smile my pretty smile and hide my eyes from those who see beyond them, for a long time. Maybe forev
...i Have No Title For This 1...Sometimes I ponder about what will come next
Where will my life turn when it seems to stall?
When is the next time I will smile again?
and how will I get up, should I fall?
Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?
Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey
So when I've reached a fork in life's road
and the choices are many or few.
I follow the one that leads away from misfortune
Thats all I can really do
When life is good
You have to hold it in your hand
You have to close your eyes
You have to breathe it in!
Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning
Is tomorrow the end?
Wasted TimeA deep sorry filled my heart last night.
I tried to review the recent events of my life.
I couldn't recall but a few.
I was saddened to think that the few
memories I've had during recent days,
Would all soon just fade away to nothing.
Today, I have no unusual plans to think of.
How sad it is to think that this moment right now,
Will never be thought of again.
Today,very soon, today will be forever lost.
It is as if life has been just a series of significant memories
and all the time passed in between has never even existed at all.
Years of life held in a handful of dust.
Maybe today I'll do something great that I will NEVER forget.
I feel better now. Today will not be forgotten!
Many Now Lord Being Called Home >word To Those Who Havent Made The Choice Yet ..as I think and say prayers ; I have tears and my heart is hurting ; But not because some die that is God calling them home . My tears are for the living and sadness; And tears of joy for those that have passed on ; But tears of saddness of missing them that are being called home now,when they are gone.. See To me they live thru Our Lord an are not dead at all.unless
God,s judgment said so .but the Living they are in need of faith in order to RECIEVE SALVATION of our Christ;. I say that their decision is a choice within in them , I can only give thy
Lords word and hope some see a glimps of light thru to our Christ > Im saddend and hurting for I want no one to be lost to death or Satan or such evil.But even I cant save any ; Thru
Jesus christ all are given salvation , He was the sacrifical lamb. Look to him and He will wash you clean thru and in His blood for eternal life.Amen! Amen! Amen!
8/28/07One of your biggest assets is your willingness to see both sides of almost any argument. Unfortunately, today that could land you in trouble with your sweetheart or someone in your immediate family.
Ok looks like a day to bite my tongue! Which is probably going to be pretty hard to do since I pretty much say what's on my mind.
RelationshipsRELATIONSHIPS!!!
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat
a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently
Generation GapGeneration Gap...
There have been a couple of generations in the last sixty years that have missed the boat but this group isn't one of them. A first grade school teacher in Virginia had twenty-five students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the first half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders.
Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are 1st graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic!
1. Don't change horses...........until they stop running.
2. Strike while the...........................bug is close.
3. It's always darkest before.............Daylight Saving Time.
4. Never underestimate the power of ....................termites.
5. You can lead a horse to water but........................how?
6. Don't bite the hand that..........................looks dirty.
7. No news is...............................
This Has Never Happened BeforeI'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before
Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own
So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own
I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before
these are lyrics from the movie the lake house and this song is by paul mccartney
Back AgainAs some of you know, I'd retired Earthwhore. But now it seems the need for Earthwhore is back. I feel the need to spread the hatred again. Some things just spark up the urges to promote death, decay and fear. Why should humanity be worth saving anyway? Or any other life for that matter. Death is the highest order in the universe. It's inevitable.
I'm So OverwhelmedHello everyone and thank you thank you for all the comments and welcomes and whistles and gifts...I am so overwhelmed by everything...I am a MySpace junky to say the least...So trying to figure everything here out is alot..Please be patient with me and don't think that I am not responding cause I'm a stuck up snob...I just don't know where everything is at or how this all works... Thanks again everyone..I really appreciate it..
Angel
LonlinessLonliness its all around me.
Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing.
Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others.
Is there something wrong with me?
Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't?
Someone please let me know.
I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval.
Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game.
Lonliness why me?
Her NightI heard a long time ago
that turnabout is fair play -
only thing is, in this case,
it really isn't.
I wanted to thank her
for responding so thoroughly
to my needs, but really,
the difference is:
I love the taste of her -
she is so damn sweet on my tongue
I don't need to feed her pineapple -
to pleasure her is a pleasure for me,
so we can never be even.
Well, I tried, anyway.
The Phoenix Suns were in
a playoff game, but I kept the TV off.
Served her dinner, poured her wine,
took her by the hand and
led her to the sofa.
Yeah, I'm a sap, a sucker, sometimes
even an ass (and I'm willing
to take the heat from Carter
and the boys) but, damn -
even her feet are sexy.
I washed them, massaged them,
careful not to tickle -
then her calves, then her
soft and lovely thighs.
I've heard it called a pussy,
a mound, the kitty, the pink,
a more clinical vagina -
but let's just call it
"fine dining".
My kisses made her flinch a little,
my tongue cause
Poems...Ok I fucked up and dropped my poem in the mum section...Sorry still new at shit on here. Ill drop them here from now on..
State Of Ohio Updated!For those that took the time, i'm sure that the thoughts and prayers are appreciated. there are still many families here in my area of Ohio that are still homeless and jobless for some empolyment locations have had to shut down to clean up and repair from the flooding that we sustained the last week. I just wanted to let you all know that all thoughts and prayers will still be needed and appreciated in the weeks to come as our community rebuilds. Thanks, Jenn
Several NightsAlright, it's official -
I am whipped,
a trained seal -
it's like this tropism thing -
she walks into the damned room
and I wonder:
What can I do for Diane?
When she sniffles
I have a tissue,
I open beers for her,
I let her play poker with the boys.
(If Carter hadn't been busy
with some "thing" he had to go to,
I'd still be paying for that night.)
Look,
she says she won't move in,
but I've moved out -
no more eggs in the fridge,
no shrimp cocktails.
I am down to two square inches
of counter space in the bathroom
and I'm out of hangers -
I swear to god,
all she has at her place anymore
is furniture and a trapeze
(which, incidentally,
she wants installed here yesterday).
Nope, she wants her freedom,
her inde-fuckin-pendence,
and she shall have it -
like I can say "no" to her.
She's queen bee, I'm worker drone -
it reminds me of that experiment
in high school when
all the damned algae or whatever
turns to the magnet -
yup, that's me, al
Yummy Sex Questions!!!!1.)What do you like better Rough sex or Kinky sex?
2.)Do you like Handcuffs or Whips?
3.)Do you like recieving or giving anal sex?
4.)Do you masterbate?
5.)If you do how many times a week do you masterbate?
6.)Doggy or missionary sex?
7.)Do you like to lick a girls Booty hole?
8.)Are you wild or passive?
I've DreamedI'VE DREAMED
ALL THE DREAMS,
THOUGHT ALL THOUGHTS
THEN SILENCE AND DEATH
NOTHING LEFT BUT
SILENCEAND DEPTH
FOR FRIENDS GONE
LOST IN THE MINDS DUST
OF THE MEMORY
LOST BUT NONE GONE
MEMORIES......
What Lies?So tell me this...what lies are men/women telling these men/women on here? Well I guess the first thing I should say, is don't come online LOOKING for love. I mean most people on here are looking to hook up with someone and it makes me laugh...what kind of a person are you that you have to come online looking for companionship? Is the old fashion way of meeting people out the window? If you happen to find true love on here, more power to you and the best of luck...it is possible! ;)
So now onto what men/women are feeding each other on here? Why is it that everyday I have another woman on my page from ne of my male friends page? Is it wrong for me to leave a comment to a friend? I've actually met One person off this site and him and I are very close friends and I do love him as we have alot in common. So of course I go to his page frequently and show him the love, so why do I have women from his page and others coming to my page to "check" me out? If the men on my page are involved wi
Confessionjust sitting here thinking to myself about alot of shit that has happenend recently in my life and what things have come to revelation in my eyes....many of u know my wife as DJ Pink Frost and most dudes on here of course wanna get at her which i dont blame them...anyways i made a mistake bout 2 months ago that was a sin to marriage that should of never happened and it hurt her so deeply that i thought i could understand but i know i will never understand that feeling of cheating...i only know from when i had a fianace and she did it to me and it changed me completely and made my outlook of women diff...but i did the same to my wife and it was hell for me that she gave me but i deserve everybit of it and it had nothing to do with feelings or i wanted sex i was just mad and i didnt know how to control my anger but no excuses i fucked up and hurt the one person i love more than anything but as time went by it got harder and things were said n they hurted and i almost lost faith in my mar
Sex And The LawSex and the Law
Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh."
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death.
In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Maybe it looks different backwards?)
Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times.
The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.
There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law,
Please Feel Free To Celebrate.....Its Mine And SpankyBooBooJr's Unbirthday On Aug. The 30th....So Please Feel Free To Celebrate With The Two Of us...We're WIcked Stoked....WE WANT TO PARTY WITH YOU!!! BYOB Bitches!! LOL Hit Us Up Good Cuz We're Ready!!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOOT!!!!!! How Was That For A Awsomely Awsome Invite/Notice
Grrrrrrrri was bored so i clicked "i'm bored" and was rating pics...i always rate a '10', so this bitch looks at my pics and rates 2 of them a '5' then blocks me WHAT A FUCKING WHORE!! i gaver her a damn '10' for nothing
For August 28,2007For August 28,2007
You make so much progress on whatever it is that has been hampering you lately that your boss or teacher takes serious notice -- as long as they're not too wrapped up in their own weird dramas, that is!
Volume Xxxii - Truck TroubleJust thought I'd let you know on a somewhat humorous incident that happened to me this past Saturday, 25th August.
My truck...a beautiful 1998 Mazda B3000 4x4 truck, was running rough, possibly due to bad fuel...but possibly due to something else. So I thought a good option would be to replace the spark plugs and spark plug wires. (Changed the oil at the same time.) I did so, and in a somewhat decent time frame.
That afternoon, after working a little more at the shop, I attempted to drive to Conyers, wanting to buy new strings for my wicked sick guitar.
Westbound on I-20.
BOOM!
..........tick tick tick tick tick......
I immediately pulled over. Shut the truck off. Opened the hood. One of the spark plugs, apparently not tightened enough, went BOOM out of the socket. I was about 4 miles from an auto parts store, and had no tools to make any repairs. So, last option, call a tow truck. My thanks to B&H Wreckers for taking the truck, and me, back to Newton County. $70 tha
This Just Is Not My DayI give up! I seriously give up! I have gotten my head chewed off for the millionth time just because I'm concerned over the general level of happiness, or rather unhappiness in the people around me. That's it, I've had it! Consider this fair warning people: I will no longer ask how your day was, I will not give you random hugs or buy you gifts from the fubar gift shop. I will not make any further attempt EVER to start any sort of communication that could be seen as nosy or personal in any way. I realize I come dangerously close to being an optimist, but when you're as twisted as I am, you can even find something funny about cancer. Frankly, when I get told someone I know is sad, I want to know why, I want to help, maybe even fix it. I have said for over ten years, don't complain about something I can fix. I understand that people have their own problems and would generally like to fix them on their own, but christ almighty, in five minutes, I've gone from top of the world to b
Wats Wrong With Me?Well I'm not stick skinny , Or a supermodel or will I ever be. I'm not your next Miss America and all I have to offer you is ME. My beautiful blue eyes my brilliant smile my omg my ghetto butt a cute face and a banging personality. I'm not perfect but who is? So wats wrong with me?
And to all the Fubar men readin this I dont have the time nor want for Games. No one night stands or fuck buddies real life serious people. For everyone else kick rocks dueces.
Dennis F Chambless IvNot sure if you don't already know but I love my son to death. Here it is I am almost 30 years old and I have this wonderful woman that has given me the boy that I have always wanted and waited so long to get. I never knew what it was like to have something that is so beautiful that I could call mine and will always be mine till the day that I die. If you know me you will know that I have been in a lot of relationships where she already had a child but it wasn't the same. I would never mistreat their child but I knew that he/she wasn't mine. I am sorry I just wanted to write down some of my thoughts. Thanks
Did You KnowDID YOU KNOW
...that Schrödinger's Cat is currently: not alive?
...that an African giraffe is about to run you the fuck down?
...that Captain Obvious tends to regularly state the obvious?
...that Hebrew is a really fucking hard language to learn?
... that FUBAR doesn't have an article on Moral Responsibility?
...that Romania's primary import is drama? Romanian roommates are the world's greatest natural source of drama, and their output does not diminish over time. Romania is also the world's leading exporter of vampires, gymnasts and sexual fetishisation of old women.
...that the paint thinner ought to hold them until I get back with some fresh kegs?
My Day Hahai find life a little funny.. if u know me.. u know that i so dont think i look good.. cute i can pass nothing more.. yet the more the word gets out that im single.. the more funnier things are geting for me.. for get this.. i have been asked by all the guys at my local store.. i had one he is not even 18 yet.. he came up to me and said christy can u make me a cake for my b day.. i told him sure u know i will.. when is it.. well then he asked me that when he turns 18 he wanted to know that if i could go out on a date with him that day for his b day.. i started to lmfao.. i still do.. its funny to me.. he is 17 and asking me out.. haha then today.. omg today is so funny. a girl i work with .. i would always joke with her that she needs to find me a man.. well today at work.. she would see these hot men.. i mean there is no way in hell they would want to talk to me like that.. well this one guy came in.. an yes he was hot.. and very tall.. just a good lookin ma.. well i told her im to old
How Sex Got Started...a laugh leads to a tickle
...a tickle leads to a hug
...a hug leads to a kiss
...a kiss leads 2 a makeout
...makeout leads to a feel up
...a feel up leads 2 a finger
...a finger leads to a hand
...a hand leads to a lick
...a lick leads to a suck
...a suck leads 2 a fuck.
...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math.
...u add the bed
..subtract the clothes
...divide the legs
...leave your solution
...and pray you dont multiply
post this right after u read it,
something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow.
Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!!
Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed with relationship problems 4-10 years.
If you post this in 15 mins, your safe.
Something good will happen tonight at 11:11
repost this as How Sex got started
If You Like To Play Games...make Money Doing ItI have earned $12.00+ on this ladder system type of game. The concept is neat and you can get free "boosters" anyway as you go. It really is a blast to get on and see what can happen as you work up the ladder. I only stop in once in a while, but I have worked up pretty far...
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Wanting To ForgetThrough ruthless rain, dark and dreary
She soldiers on, weak and weary
In the shadows, she stops, leery
Of the noise she hears behind her.
Heart beat pounding, with flashing eyes
Upon her lips, the question dies
Malicious smiles, so full of lies
She knows he will always find her.
The hated face will always loom
In visions of the darkened room
Her heart will always be the tomb
Of the horrors he assigned her.
She wipes away an errant tear
But can’t displace the gnawing fear
Of searchlights gone, yet ever near
His gaze could nearly blind her.
Seven years of little sleeping
Every night, she wakes up, weeping
She can't take the secret keeping
Or the ghosts there to remind her.
To Memory, relentless ghost
Every moment, her mind is host
And to the man she despised most
The darkness will always bind her.
Girl Friends...I have friends who are women and are very pretty.I enjoy there company advice and Im not threatend by there looks.Some women especially here on Fubar are SERIOUS haters.
If you are a cool ass girl and have a BIG heart and decent conversation and not a hoe you are alright with me.
Im not claiming to be beautiful but it seems girls are always looking to put you down or try to make you feel like you are trying to steal there man or something....lol
If you want to know what Im about READ my profile.
If you don't have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all...
God Bless!
PhoneIS ANYONE INTO CYBER OFR PHONE SEX?
Inadequate.. (who Told You?)You promised the world ...and delivered a dirt clod and a thimble of water.
Gee. Thanks.
Somebody, at some point in your life, told you weren't good enough.
And you believed them, and so you were.
But you see: you are good enough. To yourself. To others. To the world.
STOP delivering yourself a dirt clod and a thimble of water and telling yourself that its good enough.
Be true to yourself and give yourself what you deserve.
Listen To Your HeartYour Heart is Feeling Passionate
Your heart is brimming with passion, intensity, and extreme lust.
You definitely have desire for one particular person, and it seems like nothing can squelch your craving.
You are ready to walk across fire for the one you love.
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Distrust and aggression . You're determined to get what you want.
Your current outlook on love: Love equals obsession. Love equals mania. Love equals thirst.
Your love life will improve if you: Follow your passion far, but not so far as to ruin your life.
Watch out for: False feelings. Your emotions are intense, but they could easily mislead you.
What Is Your Heart Feeling?
August 29August 29, 2005
Hurricane Katrina
That B*tch
Photograph ~ NickelbackJust a really awesome song!!
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we every went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in
Every memory of lookin out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walkin out the front door
I found the photo of the friend I was lookin for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin'
Written By A Guy :]from a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
S
Far Away ~ NickelbackThis time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know
You know, you know
That I Love You
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I Love You
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need t
Hidden SecretsMotionless and fleshless
With hollow eyes and constant grins
My companions greeted me daily.
No eyes to see with, no voice to speak with
No ears to hear with and no life to live with.
I hated those skeletons, fragments of life gone by
They were my hidden secrets,
Their presence repulsed me and
I concealed them from the world.
I tried not to look at them, to hide,
To dress them in dreams...
Their hideousness still crept through.
Tears from empty eyes, cries from silent mouths,
Oblivious to my screams and sapping me of
My strenth, they demanded my attention.
The winter came and wanting to see no more
I wrapped my skeletons in a blanket of denial and
Defiantly locked them in a small dark room.
The wind howled through that winter of my life,
Bringing with it an odious smell.
The door began to crack, my house grew cold
As the chill from that door took its hold.
I padded the gaps, still the wind blew, there
Was no way through and the door began to crack.
I tried
Too LateI didn’t think that I could fall so hard,
I didn’t think that I could love someone like you,
I didn’t think I would ever get hurt,
I don’t think I ever planned to feel this way,
I didn’t believe you when you told me that
You treasure me
I didn’t think that I could sink any lower
I didn’t think how much I needed you
but now it’s too late so don’t even
bother.
Today's Thought !!I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes.
I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean,
hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas.
I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas.
I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes.
Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me.
"Hello Barry, how are you today?"
"H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look
good."
"They are good, Barry.
How's your Ma?"
"Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time."
"Good. Anything I can help you with?"
"No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas."
"Would you like
take some home?" asked Mr. Miller.
"No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with."
"Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?"
"All I got's my prize marble here."
It's Natural But Strangeso here i am, another computer profile exsisting in hopes to have some sort of geniune experience where so many things aren't--welcome. barstool loyality keeps me glued!
What Is Going On?Here is the question at hand what is going on?
I have never had a problem gettin a man.
I have never had a problem being alone.
Or have I maybe that should be the question.
Do I really know myself as well as I think?
Am I special to anyone or no one at all?
Am I Wifey material or just Fu ckin material?
Do I sit on someone specials mind or way heavy on someones heart?
Am I just not good enough to be part of anyones world?
Why does it seem like negative things only happen to me?
So someone pleaz tell me.
What is going on?
Before We DanceForgotten voice of soulful romance
will you serenade my senses...
come spill your truth upon me-
Give me provocative words to tease my ears,
indulge my thirsty lips with the substance
of your passion...
The melody I seek is your lyrical tongue,
so soothe me
Submerge me in your music
before we dance again...
Dragon Spirit Country (ty Black Dragon)Dragon Spirit Country
As the morning sun
Shines over the land
Radiating the warm
Colors over the horizon
The birds rustling their feathers
As they awaken
To feed their young and to
Sing their songs
The sights, sounds, and smells
Awaken me to my senses
I open my eyes and
Stretch to my full length
As I stand up
My eyes look at my surroundings
Searching for that
First scene of life
I see the rolling hills beyond
Full of color and lumptious flowers
As the bees swarm around them
Taking pollen as needed
I see the sparkling lake
With the fish swimming about
Going back and forth
Busy like
I see the green plains
That stretch beyond my eyes
Little creatures buzzing about
Going on with their business
My eyes wander upwards
To the bluest sky ever
Feeling the rays of the sun
I close my eyes for a minute
Absorbing all the nature around me
My mind races
My heart soars
My blood boils
I hear a familar howl
In the distance
The running of paws
P
TruthI'm not sayin i am the "one"...but i am "one" ofem
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Ratt & Poisonok freaks I will be at Ratt on Friday Aug 31 in Tampa, Florida and Saturday Sept. 1 in West Palm Beach. Florida
get your asses there say hi and lets drink!
Actual First TimeWell my first time I had sex...
yep.. i was 17 (i was waiting for the right one LOL) and it was my girlfriend at the time we had been dating for about 8 months at that point. We had taken a walk after school thru this nature retreat that was just a block from my school. As we walked (it was about 4 in the afternoon.) we cam upon on of these like huts. There for sitting in a watching the wildlife with out disturbing the wildlife. The windows are just kind of slits.. well we were starting to make out and things got pretty hot.. i had taken off her shirt and was well having some fun when she just un did my pants and starting stroking me. so well folloing suit I undid her pants and got my hand wet.. and boy was it wet. next thing I know our pants are off and she is sitting in my lap going to town.. now I wish I could say that I lasted hours and we went at it for ever.. but really it was my dam first time.. it was like about 1 min tops.. plus she had just given me a hand job for like 10
People Need To Comewell tonight is kids kariokie at pelligrines and people need to come it is from 7:30 to 9 with adult kariokie to follow so if u r looking for something to do u need to come sing some songs for us its a real fun time
Love Is....Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
Car Accident (joke)There are these two gay men, named Gilbert and Brian, driving happily along in their car. As they came to an intersection, they stopped for
the red light.
All of a sudden a big semi-trailer comes crunching through the back of their car!
Gilbert and Brian were really pissed!
Gilbert says to Brian to get out of the car to tell off the truckdriver.
So Brian gets out of the car and approaches the truck driver, who apparently is one huge mother trucker (tattoos and all)!
"You bloody idiot! Look at what you've done to our beloved car!", exclaims Brian. "You're going to pay for this damage you know!"
"Suck my dick!", shouts the truck driver.
This prompted Brian to go back to his car, to discuss the situation with Gilbert.
"I think he wants to settle out of court, Gilbert."
A Love PoemA Love Poem
When I look at you my heart skips a beat.
But I hope our love is true.
You're the one I'm proud to meet.
You make me happy when I'm blue.
I don't notice anyone else while walking down the street.
I'm glad when it's just us two.
Loving you is a treat.
But you made me realize our love really is true.
Please, Tell Me This Is A Joke....Explain to me how anyone could possibly take this web site seriously. Good grief, it's not all that important that you have to be bitchy about who's leaving you retarded comments. You look like an IDIOT!! And stop being so fucking bitchy about everything! Relax, and enjoy the atmosphere!! At least it's not myspace!!! ROTFLMAO!!!!
My Baby BrotherI have two brothers but really just claim my baby brother. Those that know me, know why I say this.
Anyways, my little brother is always sending me messages on myspace about he disapproves of my life. He doesn't understand that I choose to do things the way I do them not because I have to do them that way.
He thinks I should be a good little mommy and have no personal life. Little does my little brother know that I've been keeping a secret from him and the rest of my family for about a week now. One that I know will literally shock each and every one of them because I've always been very open about certain views on things in my life. I know after they learn of this secret and absorb it, they will be just as happy about it. I just wish my grandmother was around for this one too because it would make her incredibly happy.
I know this much, I am looking forward to seeing the look on my baby brother's face on this one. It will be worth keeping this from him and everyone else in my fami
Straitjacket FeelingBack me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just
~a Gorey Demise~~A Gorey Demise~
by Creature Feature
A Is For Amber Who Drowned In A Pool
B Is For Billy Who Was Eaten By Ghouls
C Is For Curt With Disease Of The Brain
D Is For Daniel Derailed On A Train
E Is Erik Who Was Buried Alive
F Is For Frank Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye
G Is For Greg Who Died In The Womb
H Is For Heather Who Was Sealed In A Tomb
One By One We Bite The Dust
We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust
Give Up The Ghost When Your Numbers Up
We All Fall Down
Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste
You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place
Eternity In A Wooden Case
We All Fall Down
I Is For Issac Who Lost His Front Brakes
J Is For Johnny Who Was Bitten By Snakes
K Is For Kimmy Who Was Shot In The Head
L Is For Larry Who Bled And Bled
M Is For Marie Who Was Burned To A Crisp
N Is For Nicky Who Was Pummeled By Fists
O Is For Olive Who Lived Life To Fast
P Is For Pat Who Swallowed Some Glass
One By One We Bite The Dust
We Kick The Bucket And Beg
"paralyzeEvery time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me
Memories, they fall apart, whenever you're inside my head
Take my tears, they say a lot, since you're the one who put them there
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But, I still hung on, just hoping for, my love to come around
Every time you messed with my head
All the things you did and you said
See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me
Every time you left me behind
All these tears are no longer mine
Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me
I miss those times when things were simple, and you're heart was mine
I just don't understand how you could throw it all away
When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found
But I still hung on, just hoping for my lo
Sex TestYou scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100% Sex God80% A Romantic50% Virgin15% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
Just When You Think You Can Handle It ...The last few days have been a major letdown. I've gone to the first day of most of my classes and have come to the conclusion that I really don't care about what I'm going to school about, but I'm not about to admit that to anybody in a position to convince me otherwise cause I've spent 2k on the tuition and another thousand on the new laptop. Now let me clarify ... it's not that classes are too hard, or that I won't find them challenging, it's that I already understand what the end goal is, so I'm not all that curious about it anymore. If I seriously persue the career this program sets in front of me, I'll be entering 5 digits codes on insurance forms all the rest of my days. I can do it, I might even manage to be reasonably happy doing it, it just isn't what I really want to be doing with myself. What doesn't help is I keep having these classes with people who seem to know exactly what they want, or they're already in their chosen careers and are just heading back to improve the
The Beauty Of LoveLove is that spark which sets your heart ablaze
Making your world dazzle it leaves you in a complete daze
That meaningful stare and that special glance
Leaves you in a dreamy trace
Love is that spell which makes your world magical
Dwelling into the depths of fantasy nothing seems logical
Love makes you wild and ignites the flame of passion
You go nuts and have an irresistible attraction
Love creates confusion and puts your mind in a twirl
It steals your thoughts and your emotions swirl
Love makes you come alive
and takes you to heights of happiness
Your heart flutters and glows with eagerness
The sweet essence of love fills your life with spice
Sometimes notoriously naughty and sometimes adoringly nice
Love’s delicate touch adorns you with an everlasting fragrance
Its enchanting power excites you in every sense.
Fall in love..
... and get lost in its beautiful mystery...
The Most Influential People In My Life (part 1)~ My mom. She comes from a very Anglo-Saxton W.A.S.P.-y type family. The kind where there was always a home-cooked meal on the table by the time her father got home. My grandmother kept the house in immaculate condition. My grandparents very rarely showed any public displays of affection. I think the last time I ever saw them kiss was when I was really young, I'm talking seven or eight.
So that is how my mom is. Doesn't show very much physical affection. She does with my grandaughter, and she did whith my sister and I, but once we grew up, it pretty much stopped. It doesn't bother me though. I know she loves me.
She's one of the strongest women I know, but I just wish she would stick up for herself a lot more. Other than that, I really don't know where I'd be if it weren't for her.
~ My dad. Jeez, where do I start. He and I are a lot alike in certain ways, but he is very bad with listening to people. Other than that, I know that no matter what's going on in my li
A Look Into My Sexual DesiresA look into my sexual desires
I have too often fallen in love with the guy who lacks what I enjoy sexually. They are either of very few postions, lack creativity, lacking in other ways or just get off way to damn quick but because I have loved them I have stayed with them despite that fact. Of course when the love is going away the urge to have 5 second, missionary sex becomes an issue. I have always been the type of person who likes to try everything at least once. I like to include other things in the experience, no not dogs or women, but toys, something hot or cold, oil, restraints and blindfolds. I also love talkers and unihibited animalistic passion. The only time I have ever gotten that has been from one nightstands long ago. NO MORE!! I want to make myself clear on what I expect and enjoy. If it is being done wrong I am going to say it and I expect the same from my partner. In the past ten years I have lost that and conformed to what the person likes or only wants to do. I a
Wow So Much More Free Time This Could Be Interesting!Well now that I got more time on my hands, not quite sure what I am going to do?I could surf the net but that is quite boring sometimes! Hmmmm what to do? Well I think that fubar is my main focus, so much beauty and so many people and no drama!
Greatest ManGreatest Man
The Greatest Man in History Jesus, had no servants yet they called
Him Master. He had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. He had no
medicines , yet they called Him Healer. He had no army, yet kings
feared Him . He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world.
He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a
tomb, yet He lives today . I feel honored to serve such a Leader who
loves us! If you believe in God and in Jesus Christ His Son . send this
to all on your buddy list .. if not just ignore it. If you ignore it,
just remember that Jesus said ... "If you deny me before man,
I'll deny you before my Father in
Heaven"
Why Is Itthe heart trys to hold on to something that is lost and never able to be found why wont it let go and continue to hurt
Most Kissable Pic......Most kissable pic
Body: Lets play....Most Kissable Pic Game
Most Kissable Pic
1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin
2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH!
*NOW THE FUN PART*
3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get
ScholarshipsAFRICAN AMERICAN STUDENTS ARE NOT APPLYING!
Even if you do not have a college-aged child at home, please share
this with someone who does, pass this scholarship information on to
anyone and everyone that comes to mind. Though there are a number of
companies and organizations that have donated monies for scholarships
use to African Americans, a great deal of the money is being returned
because of a lack of interest.
Also if you are a student please apply and pass this list on to others.
No one is going to knock on our doors and ask if we can use a scholarship.
Take the initiative to get your children involved. There is no need for money to be returned to donating companies because we fail to apply for it.
Please pass this information on to family members, nieces, nephews, friends with children etc. We must get the word out that money is available.
If you are a college student or getting ready to become one, you probably already know how useful additional money can b
My Girl Deb!Man I love that woman, we had spent the last hour an a half talkin on the phone, pretty much about everything friends/family, an a few other things. Just wish that maybe sometime down the road we'll getta meet in person :D.. She truely is my best friend an I love'er!
I Need EmPlease fan me I luv you all muah!!!!
Sept. 1st, 2007 - LibraIt's a good day to experiment with letting go. Whether you're saying good-bye to imaginary security or just sending off a kid to school for the first time, it should be as liberating as it is scary!
*HMMMM SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME!LOL* ;)
To The Song Im Listening To....this pain will it ever pass when i start to think so much it comes like an unnerving pest how i wish i could strangle it away leaving it to the crows theres alot i dislike about myself how i wish it would all get better all my fears all my pain all this pent up anger an hostility...
is this my fault is all that has happened to me my fault? i wanted so little yet i got more then i could handle i was so fucken innocent an naive i was going through life learning what a way to learn about love then to get cheated on with my first gf.....
was i fucked from the begining? my childhood was horrible an my teenage years were even worse... why was i just put down so badly why after i was on the ground was i kicked even further?....my life has been full of shit an now im old enough to give it all back in return i wish i could make those that have hurt me suffer but in a way i hope they are already all i wanted was to be loved an to love another but even that was too much to ask for...
Pure DiseaseEcstasy
The vision of beauty follows the mist,
Flowing into the dark.
Tripping through the light,
Flowing into the mind.
Ecstasy follows the soul,
Wondering though world.
My real life fantasy,
A more beautiful vision, never felt, never seen.
As the rush comes,
I fall through the holes in my thought,
The whole process weakens me.
Um. What You See At Walmart...Not only were his pants way down his ass, but his fly was totally unzipped. Had he turned around again, I would have acted like I was looking through my contacts or something and I would totally have taken a picture of him. OMG. I so had to put this online!! I had to share this grossness w/ the world!! Walmart. Yeah. Says it all.
GrandpaI KNOW I AM A GROWN UP. BUT TODAY MAKES 11 YEARS MY GRANDPA HAS BEEN GONE AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH. HE WAS THE ROCK THAT HELD OUR FAMILY TOGETHER. I COULD GO TO HIM WITH ANY PROBLEM AND HE WOULD SAY' IT WILL BE OK,GOD DOES NOT PUT MORE ON YOU THEN YOU CAN HANDLE"
HE HAD SO MUCH LOVE AND MY GRANDMOTHER WAS A LUCKY WOMEN. SHE HAD 64 YEARS W/HIM. HE HAD 9 KIDS, 24 GRANDKIDS, AND LOST COUNT OF GREAT GRAND KIDS.
I KNOW YOU ARE OUT THERE SOMEWHERE PAWPAW IMISS YOU
LOVE ME
Wtf!!!!I am so pissed off right now! I will never lend money to a family member again! I am so fucking broke it's not funny! FUCK!!!! What's even worse is when the family member refuses to pay! That is so fucking it!
Win Free Stuffwww.bigdevil.com/join/opterasis
If everyone could take a few minutes to sign up at this site for me, Id really appreciate it. All you do is use the search engine on the site, and you can win stuff, I've won over 40$ in amazon.com gift certificates over the last 2 weeks. Also if you could put the link in your profile too, I'd really appreciate it, thanks everyone!
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Turn Off Shout Box And Get These Private Messages Lolhey
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If he had read my profile he would know what i think of this message.
What Has Been On My MindHere lately I keep hitting the same spot with the same questions. I keep getting asked by people who don’t even know me why the bad out look on my self. Then after that question comes the your so pretty . The one thing I have found to be the real shocker is people think that I supposedly look so good that I shouldn’t be single. Wow! So the one thing I have been thinking about is that if all these people are finding beauty in me then maybe I need to dig deep and find it myself. Maybe one day I will see what they see when they look at me.
Another thing that has been weighing on my mind is something to do with guys. Why is it that there is some guys out there that just isn’t happy with one special person in their lives??? That really gets to me. What did that person ever do to them certain guys to make them want another girl on the side??? What ever happened to the one girl type of guy?? Has the whole male world turned into cheaters????
Need Points GuysI need over 21,000 points to level up, so if ya can and havent already commented, rated my blogs, pics, or stash can u plz do it, I will return the favor...
Thanks guys I've been stuck on this level forever!!!!!
As always thanx to my sis Mina who already has rated everything...U rock girl!!!
PissedOk how many damn times do i have to say this. I already said it once in my blog. Doesnt ne one know how to read ne more. I'm here to make friends and thats it. I'm not here to put R rated pix of me on this site. Ok i have a big chest so what who cares. I want a guy to notice me for who i am and not the size of me chest. only about 3 ppl really read my first blog and this just goes to show you how many ppl really care on this site. So the next person to ask me about me chest without gettin to know me is goin to get this answer from me. "Read my blog Sick and Pissed and then ask me again and you will be blocked"
BLOG Entry SICK
i'm getting sick of guys askin me about my chest and askin if i wanna have some fun. im just here to make friends and to have fun but not the rated R kinda fun. if i want that type of fun i'll go to aff(adult friend finder) but i dont. ok big deal i have a big chest get over it. there are other women on here that have the nsfw pix go see one of them.
Halloween Blog AlaskaOK ALL HERE IS BLOG 2 ALASKA ENJOY GIVE ME LOVE.
Anchorage - Clark Middle School - Clark is an old old school, that is truly haunted by a woman in a white dress. She'll play with instruments in the band room, appear in empty hallways in summer, and turn classroom lights off. She's not known to harm people, just to scare them. Most of the teachers tell the students there is a ghost, and she'll come up through the floors, other teachers say there's no ghost, that its all hocus pocus.
Anchorage - Courtyard by Marriot - Room 201 - is haunted by a man who died there, and his body was not found for several days according to the staff. Plus there is a ghost by the name of Ken who wanders the parking lot, and courtyard, in and around the gazebo. There is also what appears at times to be a cat walking around the hotel. It's very evident in rooms 103 and 107.
Anchorage - Dimond Center - It is said that when the Dimond center was first built, the grounds under it were sacred b
Proverbs 6 ; 23 ; Proverbs 7 ;1-3 Proverbs 3 ; 5 Proverbs 7 - 1323 ; For the commandment is a lamp , and the law is the light. reproofs of instruction are the way of life;
proverbs 7 ; 1 ; My son, keeps thy words, and commandants with in you.
2 ; keep thy commandants and live ,
And my laws as the apple of your eye.
3 ;Bind them on your fingers , write them on a tablet of your heart.
AMEN!
PROVERBS 3 ;TRUST on the Lord with all thy heart , lean on not your own understanding;
in all your ways knowledge Him ,and
he shall direct your paths.
proverbs7 ; do not be wise in your own eyes ;
Fear the Lord and depart from evil.
8; IT will be health to your flesh , an dstrength to your bones.
9 ; Honor the Lord with your possesions,and with the first fruits of all your increase.
10 ;so your barns will e filled with plenty,
and your vats will over flow with new wine .
11 ;My son do not despise the chastening of the Lord,
Nor detest His correction.
12 ; For whom the Lord loves He corrects ;just as the father; the
Highway 60We dropped down from the White Mountains,
and slid into A Bar That Has No Name
just before they closed down Showlow for the night -
packed in package liquor for the drive.
In another place, another world,
it's out of fashion -
drinking while the double yellow lines race
beneath your tires.
Folks around here believe it's a necessity.
I guess we scared the trout,
pulling into Christopher Creek,
ploughed and pie-eyed,
Sunday morning,
but the sunrise drove us both to poetry,
bare-naked, tangled up in each other,
fishing gear, paper bags, and groceries
in the back seat of her Daddy's '59 Impala.
The Mogollon Rim is like that -
all overgrown with fornication and fog -
tied up inside me with memories of her.
Highway 60 runs both ways
but she went the other.
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Greyhound From Nowhere To NewarkJust outside of Nowhere, Arizona,
in a desert alive with ghosts,
I bent over in my seat
to hide my tears.
I am leaving,
am arriving -
happy, sad -
so many memories
behind, ahead.
I could feel the imprints
of her hands, her arms around me,
her perfume whispered up
from my clothes -
she has come with me
and slowly fades
like the sun behind us
as we race away
from the pink sky
into the black forever
of this highway.
I climbed down,
a rainy morning, Newark,
just this side of yesterday -
looked around for no-one,
all alone, again, afraid -
stretched and stood a moment.
I am leaving,
am arriving -
happy, sad -
so many memories
behind, ahead.
I walked.
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Poem >..ocean Blue ,//god,s With You ....>..by DianaRiver rages on by , flood zone all abroad . ship,s sail thru to the seven seas . we set sail in the ocean blue..
Night falls now, turns to dark , we are all about in the ship ,s hull. Cast away to and fro . WE will reach land I just know, clinging on to Our Lord. He is there and we see him too, as He sees us thru the ocean,s view .He,s covering us with his beatiful love , to protect
us from all harm. Winds do rise and blow here and fro , but were under our Lords love ,so nothing can touch us. After the calm does come . my Lord ; He lets us stay on our own.. But we know he is there in all we do and all around
everywhere. we just have to call out, he,ll come and help us ; He,ll pull us out of all things that fear us , cause he is our God and he does have the greatest Love.. Only one true love , He gives to us . hugs.. diana
Sex IqYou have a sexual IQ of 156
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Shower HeadAs water dances down across
glistening, wet skin,
you lower yourself to me
and take me in your mouth.
My breathing catches once,
and quickens as you
lick my length and
force me to
the back of your throat.
I hear you sighing,
feel you moaning low and long
and, oh, I cannot
stop myself from reaching down
and holding you there gently
until I find the
perfect pitch and,
crying out,
release myself into you.
Then bring you to me,
face to face,
and kiss you
as the
water dances down.
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Things To Ponderso i was sitting downstairs with my mom, lately i've been feeling down and out, she started to tell me some things that happened as a child to her. after hearing some of the things i felt like an asshole for being depressed about trivial shit. my mom lost two of her closest friends growing up to murder...her best friend was stabbed to death by four men (now this is back home in germany in the 70s) and her other friend was a gay man who was also killed...raped by 4 guys and had the word faggot carved into his chest with a knife...how fucking sick. i felt bad cuz you only get those friends once and to lose them like that...i never heard these things from her until now, and now i'm really thinking about my trite and trivial reasons for being down...what an eye opener...
Yep Another OneWhat else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
Buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married, Maried, Maried!
Buried!
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
All in all is all we are [x20]
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Mother AmericaMother America
America's heart weighs heavy with pain
Her innocent people so unfairly slain
Her buildings lay in rubble and mountains of concrete
The tears and blood of her people flow in the street.
Yet in her deep sorrow nothing quells her belief
Freedom is her beacon and terror it's thief
She has suffered great loss, but it shall not be her defeat
Freedom sometimes means war, and she will not retreat.
The red white and blue continues to wave
As she bides farewell to those too early in the grave
Her heart is broken, her eyes filled with tears
Yet she refuses to be held a captive of fear.
America gathers her masses and prepares to fight
She will vanquish the darkness to shine freedom's light
Her people are ready; they stand proud and stand tall
Buildings may crumble but America will not fall.
And the stars and the stripes continue to wave
Her protectors forever steadfast and brave
The job will be finished when this war is won
And everyone will see Her Col
Darksydeof the dark I was born
my soul already torn
I rebel I ever fight
searching for the light
save me from the dark
my life seems stark
looking for my light
my other half so bright
somewhere out there you are
light up your shining star
brightly shine the way
to the side I want to stay
Marathon TrainingIf any of you in fubar land have ever participated in a marathon then my hats of to you, man.. .this is my first endurance event and I've successfully completed my first month of six of training and I am totally beat! It's hard to get out of bed of Sat. morning at 6am go running, have any idea how extremely hard that is, guys?! Wow. But I'm feeling better now than I was 30 days ago. I have 5 more months to go so all of you who know me well just keep up the moral support and hold those shots for me until Feburary when I'll tie one on with you for sure!!! I can't wait to cross that finish line and then belly up to the bar with you guys again! Keep the love coming in and please keep visiting my marathon site to check out my progress! If you don't have my website address let me know and I'll throw it your way so you can check it out.
Heading to the gym... talk to you guys later.
True LoveSome say true love does not exist
they search but do not persist
searching with a hardened heart
they never give it a chance to start
to love is not selfish nor restrained
love is overflowing never contained
their happiness is all you should desire
their love is all you should conspire
this is what I will search for and find
man who is honest good and ever so kind
who will not put me on a shelf to hide
who looks at me with value and pride
in their hands they hold my heart
with dreams of a brand new start
for just the gentleness of their smile
I would go thousands of miles
Backless BlackJust a little
cotton candy
dressed in liquorice black -
a backless thing
that throws me just off-balance.
Five feet, give or take
a couple inches -
but any more of her than that
and too many men would die,
hearts would stop -
just a couple inches
from the hemline
to the knee and
from the hemline
to the waist and
in-between the moon and stars collide.
Sure, she wears it,
but, in truth,
she owns that tiny dress
and every man
left staring,
speechless in her wake.
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Ain't Going DownThere is a part of this song that is just so me right now and those that know me best know exactly what it is ;-)
Six o'clock on Friday evening
Momma doesn' t know she's leaving
'Til she hears the screen door slamming
Rubber squealin', gears a-jamming
Local country station just a blaring on the radio
Pick him up at seven and they're headin' to the rodeo
Momma's on the front porch screamin' out her warning
Girl you better get your red head
Back in bed before the morning
Nine o'clock the show is ending
But the fun is just beginning
She knows he's anticipating
But she's gonna keep him waiting
Grab a bite to eat
And then they're heading to the honkey tonk
But loud crowds and line dancing
Just ain't what they really want
Drive out to the boondocks and park down by the creek
And where it's George Strait 'til real late
And dancing cheek to cheek
Ain't going down 'til the sun comes up
Ain't givin' in 'til they get enough
Going 'round the world in a pickup truck
Ai
Happy Labor Day!I hope everyone is having a great labor day.I'm bored out of my mind,lol,I did go to some friends house Saturday and had a good time,that's always fun!It's bright and sunny out,and to damn hot,lol,I'm staying inside where it's nice and cool.Well,I'm jumping off of here and going to check out some other things,so have a good one everybody!
Back,but Whatever!just got back from camping,the new tatts r healing slowly and r still swollen makin it difficult to walk
Real Life ConfessionsWhen I'm stuck in traffic and there's people coming out of a small store and trying to merg in with traffic, I always think about where there coming from. If there coming right out of Mcdonalds I won't let them pass me..I don't know I have some thought that "hey McDonalds isn't healthy...NO." but when their coming out of some place that I life to go...a mall or something that is good like a library or something. I always let them through...
Going On VacationSo.....we're going to Cape Cod tomorrow. Gotta spread mom's ashes. The rest of the time I'm going to be hanging out. Probably spend at least two days playing in P-town. I LOVE Provincetown. I love going to the shows and hanging out with the drag queens afterwards. I hope they have the show we went to the last time we were there. It wasn't your typical Liza, Barbra, etc. It was a bunch of gay, lesbian, tranny's having fun on stage. I still remember the group of lesbians doing short skits in between the "acts". They were pretending to do the different kinds of orgasms - it was freakin hysterical.
I hope Nick is still bartending at Bayside Betsy's. We had so much fun with him. He kept feeding me the extra mixed drinks that he had to make for the restaurant that's attached. When we first go there, Bob asked him where the bumpin places were and Nick told him....."my house, after I get off work". I thought Bob was going to die - he didn't expect that answer, and I just damn near pissed myse
Here We Go On Lust ConfessionsI had sex in Wal-mart, while working!
I had to hide my boyfriend in my closet for 3 hours when my mom came back into town early. Then I went down stairs, rang the doorbell, he came out, and we said he just got there.
i had sex with 4 men in 3 days while my husband was in jail for 4 days.
I am a 30yo white female that lives in Westminster, MD. Ever since I was 24 I have been hooking up and having unprotected sex with older black men. It’s weird but the older the better! Just last weekend I hooked up with this guy that was 66. The worst part is I am late and my white fiancé thinks the baby is his. He has no idea…
I'm single, had an affair with a married woman, she got pregnant and wound up getting divorced to be with me. Then she miscarried and we wound up breaking up. Secretly I was glad because I never wanted to be with her, I just wanted the sex.
A Nature HaikuI point to the crash
at the Tilt-a-Whirl,
"They got their fifty-cents' worth."
Xvi The Tower (reversed)When you return my head is emptied of its tears.
I smile, and from my eyes and ears,
my teeth, and nose, and skin the universe issues forth.
There is a light, and then the stars explode and burn,
As space stacks up the pieces of itself
and builds a solid thing.
ConnieConnie worked behind the counter, counted coins,
cussed a little at the laggards and lizards
leering at her longingly
through the plate glass
at the mini-mart -
she could make my groin groan
with a need I never knew before
but felt as ancient as
the apple and the serpent.
I slipped by often for Snickers
and stupid conversation,
nudged nervously closer
each time and finally found
the courage to tell the truth:
"I have a million candy bars at home,
but you aren't there, so here I am -
can I call you Connie?"
Damn that girl was dumb,
but I was an idiot for her legs,
those breasts, and skin so scrubbed
you could almost see right through her.
Summer slipped by too soon
and Connie kept her commitment
to Cooper's College of Cosmetology,
but this damned dick still stands tall
when I recall the backseat of the Buick
and that sour apple bubble gum
we passed from mouth to mouth
every night, out back of the launderette.
I wonder who old Connie's doing now.
Ok Female Ladys Id Be This Boyfriend Or Lover..........A TRUE BOYFRIEND AND ID BE THIS ONE ANY DAY........ 09-03-07...9:33PM..
Body: • Dont grab her butt or hips when you kiss her, but her face
• Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
• When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
• When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
• Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
• Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
• Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
• Treat her like a she's all that matters to you.
• Tease her and let her tease you back.
• Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• Watch her favorite movie with her.
• Give her the world.
• Let her wear your clothes.
• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
• Let her know she's important.
• Kiss her in the pouring rain.
• When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
THX AND HAVE A NICE DAY
Glass And SteelI have given her so many names
to hide her from myself,
pretending that her death
meant nothing to me.
But she was inside me even then,
even as the glass and steel was rent
on that dark highway
and her blood mixed with the black rain
of that cold night.
I have to let her go.
I have to set aside regrets
I never spoke -
remember her now
as the ghostly visage
that looked up
from that wooden box
that night in June
so many years ago.
I have to let her go -
to sink into this good earth,
to mix with the loam,
to draw away from me, from us.
She is Carolyn of the angels, now,
not ever mine to keep alive
with pale longings and
emotions that I really only feigned.
With all these years,
I have finally learned
time will make these graves
grow deeper.
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Life And LoveHowdy all,
As I was looking around the site at what others hwd to say. I came across a blast,that
I thought was interesting. The first part was,
You only live once. Which is very true, unless your one of those how beliene in reincanation.
so yes that part is true, nad so is the part that saies, life is waht you make of it, which is also very true. Because if you don't do anything thing then what is the point of living right. Then it goeas on a saies so make it count, which is also true. because if you don't do anything again then how can you say you life counted for something, when in reality it didn't.
Then it goes on and saies,live for the moment, which id also true, because if you look at the way the universe works, we are only here just a moment in time. Then it says, never stop learning, which is agaian very true, because we are learning something now everyday weather we know it or not.
Now the part of this that i don't necerally agree with in the part that saies, neve
Number LineIf making love
occurs along a number line,
some moment
between the night
and the rising sun
each hand along her spine,
every lip upon a risen nipple,
all feral sounds shared
slipped the midpoint
from slow hello
to a long goodbye -
do not leave me now
became
I know you must go -
and now he is a shadow in her bed.
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Something I Needed To Write!!I Wish I Could Take The Pain Away,
Tell You Everything Is Gonna Be Ok!
Hold You Close And Never Let You Go,
My Hope & Passion For A New Day!
I Wish I Could Dry Your Tears,
Protect & Comfort You When You Need It!
To Help Your Heart To Be Whole Once Again,
To Me You Are Very Dear!!
I Write This With All My Love,
That You Will See Past The Hurt!
The Pain Burns I Know This Well,
You Are A Precious Gift Like A White Dove!
I Wish For You Oneday To Find The One,
She Accepts All Of You The Way I Do!
The Good, Bad & Anything In Between,
I Wish For You To Not Be Done!
I Wish For The Love Of A Lifetime For You,
The Hurt & The Pain Will Have Been Well Worth It!
Finding Your Heart Is Whole Once More,
For This Is Something You Are Way Overdue!
I Love You My Friend With All My Heart & Soul So Please Don't Give Up!!!
My Situation..so a couple of days ago, I got a notice in the mail from Aetna Insurance [whom I haven't had insurance with in a year] saying that I owe them 210 dollars for going to a William M Sligar MD for an office consult. Well, I got really worried because my first thought was "omg, what if someone stole my information or got ahold of it somehow." Well, I looked up the doctor and come to find out he's an orthopedic surgeon and has 3 offices in Indiana [1 in Jeffersonville, 1 in New Albany, and one in Corydon].. I live in louisville, Ky. Why would I go over the bridge to Indiana to go to an orthopedic surgeon when I don't even have feet problems? I wouldn't! I've never been to their office. I've never been to or needed to go to an Orthopedic Surgeon.
Anyway, I called William M Sligar's office [one of 'em].. and told them the situation and that I'd never been there.. The girl looked me up, said that I'm not in their system, so I've never been to their office and told me to call Aetna. so I cal
Update On StacyFor anyone on here who is a friend of Stacy I want to let you all know that she is doing better now. She has been taken out of the ICU and is expected to come of the ventilator sometime this week.
If there are any of you who are not familiar with what has happened let me give a brief description. She was coming home to pack her stuff after work last week when she was hit by another car. Her vehicle was flipped and rolled into the ditch beside the road. No one is sure how long she had laid there because the other driver left the scene. Luckily this happened on a St Rt and cars do frequent the road even at 1 am.
When she was found she was taken to Galion Community Hospital where they made sure she was stable and then they flew her to Grant. She has two collapsed lungs, a fractured pelvis, a broken wrist, and a shattered femur. She should be taken out of the drug induced coma today sometime and then taken off the vent this week. We are still in a wait and see situation as of
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What Kind Of Beauty R U??You Are a Natural Beauty!
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortlessWhat Type of Beauty Are You?
What Number R U??You Are 4: The Individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.
At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.
Your Fixation: Envy
Your Primary Fear: To have no identity
Your Primary Desire: To find yourself
Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.
Which Am I??You Are Midtown
You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.
Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.
Are You An Uptown Girl or Downtown Girl?
You Know You’re An Original Fan Of 80's Metal If:1. You ever owned a denim jacket (preferably stone-washed or acid-washed) that contained several band buttons, and/or patches, and/or hand-drawn logos.
2. You ever wrote/etched "Metallica" or "Slayer" into your school desk.
3. You ever wrote/etched "Metallica" or "Slayer" on a bathroom stall.
4. You still know the words to Warrant's "Heaven" – like it or not, damnit!
5. You, for one, were NOT surprised to find out Rob Halford was gay.
6. Girls only: you longed for (or owned) red scrunch boots like Jon Bon Jovi's.
7. Girls: You ever had hair that's best described as "enormous." Boys: You ever had hair best described as "long."
8. Aqua Net pink or Rave..... Nothing else mattered.
9. Leopard print had a formidable place in your wardrobe.
10. When your jeans finally ripped at the knee they made it over the hump and were finally acceptable.
11. You ever combined ripped denim over spandex for that "ultra-cool" look.
12. You remember when Bret Micha
The Land Of Souls FoundThe Land of Souls Found
Come with me to the land of Souls found
No words need be spoken, not ever a sound
Our hearts can feel the magic within
To ignore this miracle is a spiritual sin
Fall back on me and I’ll carry you away
To a world far away from the pain you display
No more spending your days in tears
Our love will banish all your fears
Show you that trust can work for you
Renew your dreams, make them come true
All you need is to try once more
Don’t give up because it didn’t work before
If at first your heart is deceived
Allow some time to let it grieve
This you have done
It’s time for some fun
Permit your heart to mend and heal
Recognize our love is real
I’ll fill your world with waves of wonder
Hold your hand when scared of thunder
Kiss away your disappointment and grief
Steel your pain like a spiritual thief
Replace it with a new born faith
I’ll love and keep you eternally safe
jskins
Joss Stone - For The Love Of You"For The Love Of You"
Feels good
Feels good to me
Feels good
Feels good to me
Drifting on a memory
Ain't no place I'd rather be, no,
Than with you
Loving you
Day will make a way for night
All we need is candlelight
And a D'Angelo song
Ooh, so soft and so long
Glad to be here alone with a lover like no other
Sad to see a new horizon slowly coming into view
I wanna be living for the love of you
All that I'm giving is for the, for the love of you
Lovely as a ray of sun that touches me when the morning comes
Feels good to me
My love and me, ooh
Smoother than a gentle breeze
Blowing through my mind, weary
Soft as can be when you're loving me
When you're loving me
Love to be riding on the waves of your love
Enchanted with your touch
It seems to me we can sail together in and out of misery
I wanna be living for the love of you
All that I'm giving is for the love of you
I wanna be living for the love of you
All that I'm giving, giving, ooh, is for the love o
Torn ApartShe tore apart the parts of me
I always thought would always be
constant - constantly calling me
on the bullshit I would toss about
so easily to other women -
what the fuck did I know
about love or loving?
Now I belong to one woman
and I never thought I could be owned,
let alone loved or wanted -
hell, she says she needs me and
that will scare me always
(but never as much as the thought
that I might not be there when
it all falls apart - it always does).
I'm the scoundrel, bounder, cad -
I can't do this, but
I have to - I have to
hold her close and say things
I never thought I'd mean.
Life is like this, isn't it?
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Sexi want some sexleave ur number
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Wishing For A VipFigures my VIP ran out and i cant do anything till Friday now and just learned how to create Flash pics.
MasturbationI didn't start masturbating until I was 16. I had to figure it out myself. Hell, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 19! I have no idea what is the 'normal' frequency per week, but I averaged about 3 to 4 times. As I got older, the frequency declined. I now average once or twice a month. Last year, I even lasted 10 weeks - my desire had dropped to nil. And no, I haven't had a sexual partner in years.
Emily Fast And FunEmily fast and fun,
all fingers fumbly,
clasp clumsy,
finally free
against the fence
in her backyard -
yes, yes, yes
the sun was down
and summertime
poured from the bottle
dribbled down
drippled drowned.
She was
I was
we were -
it was hard to slow us down -
and then her dad
called out the back door -
I was
she was
we were
finished.
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Murderswallow your tongue, cause the way i mutilate you, i'm far from done
no shackels, you can run, i play hostel for fun
i know you see the gun, but i aint gonna shoot you, more like eastern european execute you
your startin to realize death suits you, i'm fittin you with knife strokes like genjitsu
aint no karte kid, i just hit you, sounds of foot steps as i walk away, from where your body lay
smashed cranium, come hail em away, dead carcases on sale today, get use to death cause your here to stay
massacre my prey, initiated into enfixiated, more bodies then hits, i got btk tryin to jack my dick
more trippy then hippie, block mentality manson, with more amsterdam gutter, i make em all suffer
sufficate, duck em with tape, i leave no traces, nor faces, ditch em in unknown places
you can fucc with me, but i'm humble, coked out dr. giggles on the struggle
i'm the cannibal of my jungle, no more depression, so i can leave more of ah impression
but it's my intention to make
You Have Not Succeeded In Fucking Me...don't Even Put That Image In My Head!If anybody sends me another one of these stupid fucking things (shown below) I shall do things to them that I dare not describe! To anybody who keeps these chain things going: stop fiddling with your genitals and acquire a few more brain cells...
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Because You're So Sexy
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO...
If nothing else something to giggle about...have a great day!
YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing.
RULES:
1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!
4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Ple
Stuff About MeMy 104 truths
1. real name - Amanda
3. single or taken - Divorced.
4. zodiac sign - Capricorn
5. male or female - Female.
6. elementary - Seabeck Elementary.
7. middle - CK Jr. High.
8. high school - Klahowya Secondary.
9. eye color - Green.
10. hair color - Light Brown.
15. are you a health freak - No.
16. height – 5'3..
17. do you have a crush on someone - Eh.
18. do you like yourself - "I hates myself!"
19. piercings - Four.
20. tattoos - Ten.
21. righty or lefty - Righty.
FIRSTS-
22. first surgery - Glass in foot.
23. first piercings - Ears.
24. first best friend - Rachelle.
25. first trophy - Haven't had one.
26. first sport - I didn't play them.
27. first pet - Betty-Lou, the male cat.
28. first vacation - I has no ideas.
30. first crush - Zach in first grade.
CURRENTLY-
49. eating - Nothing.
50. drinking - Coffee.
51. I'm about to - Puke.
52. listening to - Printer.
53. waiting for - Something great to happen!
54. wearing - Clothes.
FUT
Just AskingWhy can't we all just get along, forget what are skin looks like and just see each other as people. Forget how were different and see how we are the same. We all have hearts we all have dreams and we all have love to give. So lets get together and be friends, lovers, and each others support. Its just a thought wouldn't be a better world.
To My Friend ( Good Friends Know)That there are those who count on you.
And many love you with affection that is true.
That each day given is meant to be
With a connection between you and me.
That sharing is a vital part
Giving love we feel in our heart
That troubles may come and go.
But Troubles shared bind our heart
with compassion we show.
That come rain or shine
Friendship will bind
Your heart and mine.
That faithful we will be
For you are a special friend to me.
1 Week Smoke FreeIt's been one week! One week smoke free! DAMN RIGHT! I quit thinkin about cigs a long-ass time ago. Like 2 days into it. :wink wink: I'm so damn proud of myself. I am so thankful for SNUS! Fk yeah!
Grrrr!!!Is there anything worse than being sleepless, horny and bored. Hmmm maybe I could find help with a couple of them. ;-)
Ephesians 1 ; !9 ;- 22 Verses Followed By A Prayer Now:19 ; Now therefore ,you are no longer strangers and foreigners but fellow citizens with the saints and memebers of the household of God.
20 ;Having been built on the foundation of the apostles and phrophets, Jesus Christ, himself being the chief cornerstone,
21 ;In whom the whole building being fitted together, grows into a Holy Temple in the Lord.
22 ;In who you are being built together , for a dwelling place of God in the spirit.
Amen!!!!!!!!!Amen!!!!!Amen!!!!!!!
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Lord ;may we use this day to show love and give thy word to those seeking you. May our minds open up those that are closed to Your truth . May they come to know you and your love , grace and mercy and power; and what you can do and only; Thru You they can have an eternal life free of sins washed in Your blood.
O Lord Jesus Christ , may they come to know you as their saviour ; As time draws neer to an end now . May they rejoice to know ,that You will r
Far Away LoveWhat’s happening to me?
It’s like you got some
kind of hold on me.
I’m tired of dreaming.
Sitting here in my room..
Thinking about one thing,
You and me in the future.
I’m losing my mind.
This is so bad I cant sleep
It’s not fair!
You are so far away..
I really wanna come to see you.
Maybe one day not to far away.
We can turn all our dreams,
in to memories.
Till that day I’ll be fantasizing
Since I Met This Pretty GirlSince I met this pretty girl
my heart burns like a fire
She’s the one in this wide world
the only one that I admire
When she starts to talk about the future
I’m just smiling all around
God, you know how much I love here
I’m so glad it’s her I found
Let her forever be mine
Let her never slip away
Give me your word, give me a sign
that this pretty girl will always stay
let me stay with her like the moon
who will forever stay together with the sun
Cause when I watch the sky in the afternoon
I know she will always be my only one…
WisdomWisdom is a Teacher,
A Healer of Worlds.
Showing Faith and Power,
Beyond Grace she unfurls.
Keeping us in her grasp,
Like a Spirit of the Wind.
Spreading words of knowledge,
To keep safe within.
If you seek her face,
She’ll open her heart to you.
Unveiling her mysteries,
And speaking only truth.
Paying AttentionI usually try to get to all of the peps I have on my friends list with some type of love to put on thier page. I have done this yet again today. I hit everyone on my list just to see who pays attention and who returns a comment.
Saying Goodbye!To all my friends....I am taking a new path in life...and I am going to be deleting my page on here....I do have other sites and emails and Im's...so anyone would like to stay in contact and you don't have my other info let me know!
I enjoyed my time here and all my new friends..but as most of you know I havent been on as much!
Love to all!
heidi
Fucking IdiotAlright..Here he his..The first retard to come and rate me down...Have at him
http://fubar.com/user/1096094
House On The Sand (first Half)This is the first half of a song I'm writing. I started it when I was down in Fort Polk, LA during JRTC. It's a little bit country, a little bit Depeche Mode. Enjoy:
Nothin's ever gonna stay the same, child
no matter what you do,
and every castle you try to build
is gonna come down over you.
Nobody will ever stay true, child
no matter what they say,
and every pair of arms you hold on to
will disappear along the way.
No place will ever be safe, child
no matter where you run,
'cause every path leads to the end
when all your runnin's' done.
So build your house on the sand, child
though it's shifting everyday,
'cause there's a crack in the stone, my dear
and the edge will break away.
[Chorus]
Hosannah, hosannah
glory to Chaos
in the highest.
Cryingwhat up with all this crying about racism on here
50 Questions About Your CrushCan you answer 50 questions about your crush
1) What's their first name?
Erik
2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes
3) Do you know a secret about them no one else knows?
yep
4) How old is the person?
22
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Yes
6) Is this person older than you?
no
8) When was the last time you saw them?
last night (tuesday)
9) Are you related to this person?
no
10) Are you really close to him/her?
yes
11).Nicknames?
snookums, punpkin,honeybuns
12) How many times a week do you talk to this person?
everyday
13) Do you think they will repost this?
dunno
14) Could you live with this person?
yes i could
15) Why is this person your crush?
because he is my bf
16) Have you seen this person cry?
Yes
17) How long have you known this person?
almost 2 years
19) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
yes
20) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
of course
22) Have you ever d
My AngelHe is near, I can fell his queit heat
pressed against my back
My body tenses,trembles with anticipation
of his touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to his soft,intense embrace.
everything I am is torn by passion and fear
every breath is ruled by him.
I open my eyes and the dream is over
I lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and I cry for his return
Rayvenred
PreperationsAfter taking an afternoon nap because of a royal headache, she was awakened by a knock at her door. Getting to her feet and throwing her robe on she went to answer it. Upon opening the door she finds one of the housemaids standing there. "The Master requests your presense at dinner, it is not a formal occasion so dress quickly to not keep him waiting." With that being said she turned on her heels and walked away. Thinking to herself, "well he always requests my presence at dinner, but usually it's always formal". Going to her closest doors she pulls them open, looking inside and wondering what to where. After a few moments she selects her black jeans with a forrest green button up and matching belt and her black sneakers. Getting dressed quickly, she runs a brush through her hair and sets off for the dining room.
Upon entering the dining room she sees her Master at the head of the table with his laptop in front of him no doubt reading the evening news. He motions her over to the ch
Court Day!after sitting in a court room to get the orders and letters, I stood before the judge (nice guy, good sense of humor ) and I had to answer 2 questions
~ did my father have a registered domestic partner
~ are there any predeceased children
... um both a big ass NO!
then I was told I could pick up the papers after 1:30, Hubby left me and sissy to kill time in Visalia till then. First stop... IHOP! mmmm crepes. after forcing myself to eat the last bite (so full, but you don't waste crepes, after all, they make you seem better than you are) we decided to walk off the yummy richness of it all and headed to the mall. On the way we passed the Halloween store! They will be opening this friday. I love that place! it reminds me that my favorite time of year is right around the corner and they have cool stuff.
Second arrival... the mall. after going in all the stores which we don't go in with kids. We hit Lane Bryant... I found the match to a blouse I own in black that is white. an
I Need Some HelpI am in a giveaway and could use all of my friends love and support and also there friends i always return the love in any way that is needed i need 5250 to get a 3 day blast. Thank you in advance please click on the link below.
A Warrior's Fight....He was on his knees, begging for something to save his Soul. One graceful hand reached out and wiped a tear from his cheek. Angelic voice sings an answer and the lonely beaten warrior looks up into her magical eyes. Souls that travel across time, calling out from the darkness, sped towards each other on wings of gold, they collide in this moment. "Live" she whispers and she bends down towards him. Her Angelic power so strong and visible his eyes squint as he looks deep into her eyes. "I came to your call, my Love. Time and Space means nothing to the power of our Love" she sings for his ears only.
He blinks his eyes, his Angel is gone. He feels stronger but the evils of this world tear once more at his soul. Once more he prays for her to come. Once more he asks for God to aid him. However this time, no Angelic being stands before. This time no statements of Love on the breath of heavenly song. No this time the gates of Hell have open before him and he feels the pull as its reaches
Update-newAfter some discussion I have been talked into having a Contest... So I will be opening a Contest this SUNDAY starting at 6pm Eastern. The name of this contest will be Best Looking Guy; Winning prize has yet to be determine but will be announced before Sunday. So if you would like to enter or know of someone that would, feel free to pass this along.
Also I would appricate if you stop by and Rate/Comment on the contest I currently am in. If you have already rated I am so thankful and you are more then welcome to comment some more =)
Thursday 9-6-07It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are. ~e.e. cummings
Nonlinear FluxI am guided by her hall lamp
lit from somewhere wet,
taking liberties
in the shadowy depths
of her quaking need.
Do not perform logic games
in this dark room, angel -
we are in
a nonlinear flux,
bolted to
a carnival ride,
shining gleeful faces
pressed against the glass.
Show my hand
a place to dance -
we will choreograph new art
in the dimples of flushed skin -
brushstrokes of bare limbs.
Tonight,
you are Twyla Tharp -
I am your stage -
dressed in the torment of
this naked desire.
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The Love WalkThe love walk
I walk with my friend tonight in the moon light , we had to get our walks in for the night after dinner , we talk about hard days we had today, and we glad it was it over . the weekend was get near , we talk about our family close and far, my hand slipped in her hand as we walked, down the road she felt her heart flutter she felt like a school kid again. As we walked down the road she got closer. She put her arms around my body as we walked down the beach. I said lets built a fire as the moon was rising in the east. We sat close together as we saw the stars flying through the air I told my friend looked lets make a wish and hold tight between us we made our wish together and we hugged each other tight.. we look at each smile with glee that we mad a wish together as we .We sat close together and I put my around her and held tight. She ask if I ever said I love you to anyon
Indy 7 Saints 0WOO HOO FIRST TOUCHDOWN OF THE YEAR GOES TO PEYTON MANNING AND MARVIN HARRISON!!! GO COLTS!!!
The Paini have a pain that is so deep not just on the ouside but very damageing on the inside badly it feels like a blackhole that just keeps sucking and just when i think i got rid of it just for a small min it eats me up quickly i dont no if anything can be done sometimes i even cry my self sleep wish i would not feel nothing at all sometimes beig happy never last long much iam not asking you to feel nothing for me that not what this is abount/ its just so you no more abount me since no one really reads the profile
Winter BreezeThere is a voice in the cold
And a song that resounds
As my bones shiver.
The wind is a chorus
That follows each verse of night
Over frozen ground.
Bad MagicThis is one part of a swing song I wrote a long time ago:
Woman in the long, red dress
You've got the eyes of the Devil on you
They follow as you walk right past
You've got the eyes of the Devil on you
And as the shadows shamble down my walls
As I light up the candles and I make the calls
Just a little bad magic gonna see me through
You've got the eyes of the Devil on you
Long, black hair spills down
Your milk white skin
You've got me beggin', got me beggin'
To please come in
You've got me beggin' as I weave my spell
And throw wide open
The gates of Hell
Just a little bad magic gonna see me through
You've got the eyes of the Devil on you
My Jams!!!!here is my playlist as of late:
It's Not Over by Daughtry
Don't Stay by Linkin Park
Bury 'Em All by Twiztid
Summer Love by Justin Timberlake
Smack That by Akon
Play My Song by ICP
Say it Right by Nelly Furtardo
Hell by Disturbed
To be Loved by Papa Roach
Crashed by Daughtry
and
Numb by Linkin Park
love these songs! :P
I Love You!Deep in my heart,
There is a place for you,
Inside and out,
Outter and inner side,
No more tears,
No more pain,
No more hate,
I just love this new thing in my life,
My life is completly happy,
I'm proud,
The sun is shinning,
The stars are glowing,
The moon is shinning down and it's glowing,
What can I say,
I'm just plain happy,
Don't misunderstood me,
I love it,
And most of all,
I love you!
Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres
Till The Time Is Right!In my heart I know it is true
I know we are doing the right thing
slow and steady may it bring
happyness and joy
forever and always
To be honest though
I do not want to go
slow sometimes
Before it was a thought
now it is a want
i want to be with you
wake up in your arms
in the morning light
to be there for you with you
when you come home at night
Nervous and scared we both are
and i will wait when the time for you is right
but fornow and forever let you know
i am yours and want to forever grow!
Imposting A General Comment!!!!its got miss piggy on it,i awlready started sending it,just think its funny not intended to sugest anything to nyf my fends,please dot take wrong way!!!!!! i already know im going to get shit bought this but here goes anyway,ITS A JOKE TAKE IT THAT WAY!!!!!!!!!!
The Old Man'The Old Man'
The tears have all been shed now
We've said our last goodbyes,
His souls been blessed
He's laid to rest,
And it's now I feel alone.
He was more than just my Father
My teacher, my best friend;
And he'll still be heard
In the songs we shared
When I play them on my own.
And I will never forget him
For he made me what I am;
Though he may be gone
Memories linger on_
And I miss him The Old Man.
As a child he'd take me walking
By mountain, field and stream
And he showed me things
Not known to kings,
And secret between him and me,
Like the colours on a pheasant
As he rises in the dawn
Or how to fish, or makes a wish
Beside a fairy tree.
I thought he'd live forever
He seemed so big and strong
But the minutes fly,
And the years roll by
For a Father and his little one.
And suddenly when it happened
There was so much left unsaid,
No second chance
To tell him "Thanks",
For everything he'd done
And I will never forget him
For he made me w
A New NightDiane and I
drank champagne,
sniffed the fricking corks
and felt a little tingly -
so naturally we got nekkid.
We'd been saving
page 73
for a special occasion,
so we gathered up the necessary supplies -
a bottle of ketchup, two ten-penny nails,
Dramamine, and twenty feet of butcher paper
and headed into the playroom.
"This won't hurt for long, bub,"
said my little darling
(so I dared to use the chair) -
but first the cloth cushion had to go.
I tossed it to the corner,
and it caught on the trapeze,
hung there -
so I grabbed it once again
and gave a solid yank -
I heard a rip
then read the tattered tag:
"Do not remove by penalty of law."
Just then,
a knocking at my door,
a flash of badge,
and damned if Johnny Law
didn't haul me to the hoosegow.
One phone call:
Happy New Year, Bubeleh,
could you come and bail me out?
"In the morning, honey,
Dick is dropping his ball."
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SoakedA sudden deluge
from the swollen sky
and we were running
for cover.
I stopped, your hand in mine,
and you tried to drag me
to a storefront awning,
but I pulled you back.
Soaked now in summer shower
warm wet smiling close
then I tasted drops
from your red lips
turned to watch
the lightning flash
held you fast against the thunder.
I saw roses rise into your cheeks
kissed you there and slowly turned
to guide you to shelter.
You stomped a soggy shoe
into a puddle spraying me
laughed and looked at me
with child's eyes
mischief.
Later, after drying off
and watching the dark storm
through our hotel window,
we made love
to the sound of
bacon frying on the street below
and on the rooftop -
lit by flashes of electricity
and warmed by the memory
of playing in the rain.
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~~opinions By Ted Nugent~~By Ted Nugent, Texas Wildman
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I admit right up front - I didn't graduate from college.
I was too busy learning stuff, traveling the world, creating a firestorm of rock-'n'-roll R&B and seeing the way things are.
I fancy myself a human sponge for information, facts, data, wisdom and truth.
I am convinced that quality of life comes as a direct result of learning good over bad, smart over stupid, responsible over irresponsible, and the making of pragmatic decisions based on evidence to that effect.
Bottom line is, I am a rather humble guy, not cocky enough to pontificate on my "opinions," but rather examine information, cross-reference all that I can dig up and draw conclusions based on corroborating empirical evidence.
For example, I'm not foolish enough to play with fire, use tobacco, drink and drive, eat garbage like a pig, point guns at anything I'm not willing to destroy, commit crimes or play around with meth or crack.
I not onl
~~america~~not The Same Country~~Presidential Mistake (some food for thought)
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FROM A KOREAN CONFLICT BOMBER PILOT...BUSH'S MISTAKE:
President Bush did make a bad mistake in the war on terrorism. But the
mistake was not his decision to go to war in Iraq.
Bush's mistake came in his belief that this country is the same one
his father fought for in WWII.
It is not.
Back then, they had just come out of a vicious depression. The country
was steeled by the hardship of that depression. But they still
believed fervently in this country. They knew that the people had
elected their leaders, so it was the people's duty to back those
leaders. Therefore, when the war broke out the people came together,
rallied behind, and stuck with their leaders, whether they had voted
for them or not or whether the war was going badly or not.
And, war was just as distasteful and the anguish just as great then as
it is today.
O
My HoroscopeSomething big gives way today -- finally -- and lets you move on with your life. It feels great, even if it's a bit radical and you'll probably need to explain yourself a few times with a big grin on your face.
i wonder what THIS could mean ???????
it sounds good
...So many beauties in this appealing world
The true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes
There is beauty in the child's innocence and in mother's love
There is beauty in a friend's affection and in a tender heart
There is beauty in a pretty smile and caring eyes
There is beauty in the morning sun and a rainy day
There is beauty in the flaky slow and a pleasant spring
There is beauty in the milky moon and the graceful rivers
There is beauty in a hard earned victory and a hopeful soul
There is beauty in me and beauty in you
So many beauties in this spectacular world and its dazzling life
And the true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes
Our Endless LoveIn the hour before the morn
I walk past your door
I send a special prayer
To the room we both adore
And though my mind is in there with you
My body takes me home.
I wish for a love
But have none of my own
So welcome me love
My name is lonely
I tell you boy
I think of you only
In times when we have trouble
And we left each other down
I know we can make it babe
Just as long as you’re around
So welcome me love
My name is lonely
I tell you baby
I think of you only
only
"weird 911 Facts"Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll regret it!
UNITED WE STAND
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters.
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.
5) The two twin towers make an "11"
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting:
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number
11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers.
6+5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.
9 + 1 + 1 = 11.
Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind:
1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11.
2
DeltasI am a river
on bended course to you,
carrying deltas of lovemaking
in the sands of distant beaches.
We are this moment -
forever and yesterday -
immortal.
You are a million drops
of pure water
come together,
the roiling surf
of our confluence -
I am alone with you
whenever we are mixed.
No other time, no other place,
just the ebb of your bare skin
drawing me away -
forever
and yesterday.
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Loving Heart Miles ApartThere are many miles between us,
But our hearts see not the distance.
Drawing our love even closer,
On this my heart it is insistent.
When we talk my heart sings,
You'll never know the happiness it brings.
Just to hear a word from you,
Keeps my heart from being blue.
I love you truly, yes I do.
I forever want to be with you.
For now I'll settle for the phone,
But know it's in your dreams that I belong
Longing for the day we greet,
Two loving hearts will then get to meet.
Never more to be apart,
Knowing it was long distance we got our start.
I'm Not As Drunk As You Think I AmI'm Not As Drunk...
As You Think I Am!!
Our work day's done.
Go grab a shower!
Let's hit the pub.
It's Happy Hour.
If we get bombed.
Who gives a damn?
I'm not as drunk,
As you think I am.
Those chicks right there
don't look to good,
but three more beers...
I think I would!
It's either them,
or my right hand.
I'm not as think,
as you drunk I am!
So by another round.
We'll sit right here,
and drink 'em down.
Get everyone
another beer.
You'll have to kick
us outta here.
Say are you girls
waitin' on your friends?
What did you say?!?
You're lesbians!
Bartender cancel
those two drinks.
I'm not as am,
as you drunk I think.
This beer is movin'
like a train.
I think my lizard
needs a drain.
But first I'll have
a double shot.
I'm drunk you think,
as you am is not.
So by another round.
We'll sit right here,
and drink 'em down.
Get everyone
another beer.
You'll have to kick
us outta here.
This
More Poems (wrote Like Around 2000-2001)“With butterfly wings”
With butterfly wings I shall fly away.
Into the clouds and a bright sunny day.
Feeling the air underneath my wings.
Searching for love and a great many things.
I look at the grounds as I fly through the sky.
I have searched for ages and sometimes wonder why.
Why do I search when at times I feel lost?
Because once I do find her, it will be well worth the cost.
I fly and fly and often rest.
Making new friends while on my great quest.
Each of them has been strength to me.
In my heart and prayers they shall always be.
With butterfly wings I fly away.
Now facing the clouds and evening day.
I have faced times of hurt and times to mend.
Then I often wonder: “Could one of my friends become my lover in the end?”
In time I will find the answer to this.
Until then, there is a love I do miss.
With butterfly wings I shall fly away.
Even through the night as I wait for a new day.
“Forever butterfly”
Forever butterfly I shall always be
As God m
Ferocious Hunters: The House CatToday as I was watering the garden, I walked in the door and in came two flies. Instantly, Thunder was in the hunter mode. Mighty and fearless in the face of those winged creatures he pursued, his little chatter was going. The chatter is the sound a cat makes when they are frustrated by prey they can't reach. Frequently you will hear it as they look out the window at birds singing and flying around, but at that moment Thunder was confronted by the ever-elusive fly, rivaled only by those moths that hang around the light bulb in it's ability to frustrate a cat.
It's a millenia old battle, the agile cat meets the more agile fly. Thunder pounced, he chased, he crouched, he lept, the house shook; and still the first fly remained lofty and just out of reach. Thunders lament was tremendous. But then came the second fly swooping just a bit too low, lifting just a split second too late. Thunder swung a deft paw in the air and was rewarded with a dazed fly on the ground. He made quick work of
We Look We See ; We Think We See ; But Do We ??What do we really see ,
is it a reflection ,
in one s mind
Or is it something we dream of.
Do we not also need to hear,
what goes along with what
we actually see. Does all pertain
to vision in ones eyes,
or just on one hear,
at many a time.
Do we long to belong thru
our vision there of ?
O See a vision can be all ,
or may be really nothing .
Some blind be wise, for they see more ,
efficient than us.
My grandfather blind though he was . Had A far better sence to Our God.
He felt and heard with true reception
and seen a world of love and forgivness.
But me as a small chid,
knew not what he muttered about.
Today ; I do know what he meant .
Today I give my Lords word,
to all in need ,
and hope all hear and see ,
with the preception,
that my Grandfather did.
and Know my Lords love is all around.
He is our Salvation and all;
He did sacarafice it all,
My grandfather be right,
The light be beautiful,yet
when you have never
Writing And PoetryI had the honor of being presented this awesome poem from my dear sweet friend Chikamaru for giving him kisses. I just wanted to share it with you all... I love it and think it is GREAT, much love and many kisses Chikamaru...Thelma....xoxoxoxo
Stairway to a Dream
When The Levee Breaks,
i'm gonna give you All My Love.
i'm gonna take you and our Black Dog
up on a Black Mountain Side
Good Times Bad Times make me Sick Again
so In The Light Black Country Woman,
We're Gonna Groove like friends
from Misty Mountain Hop
up to Royal Orleans
and Over the Hills and Far far Away
I Can't Quit You Baby...
Then And NowThe back of this photo has in my dad's handwriting, "11th District Installation/Department of Illinois/September 17, 1977/McHenry County, Illinois/American Legion Post #491". My mom got the photo before she and my dad divorced in 1993 and wrote beneath it so she'd remember, "Bob + Dave, When you said Pledge to Flag". (I prefer "David" to "Dave", but I'm not going to correct my mom on that! LOL) I got it from Mom when Martha, Sarah, and I visited her last year and we were going through old photos. It really is one of the ones of me (yes, that is ME, short, blond, and wearing the Legionnaire cap almost too big for my head) I'm most proud of because, besides showing Dad with his arm around me, it shows us sharing something. Dad's being installed as the state commander at this ceremony and I'm leading the meeting hall in saying the Pledge of Allegiance. Wow.
Today, nearly thirty years later, I woke up early and brought my son Jeffrey with me to Bethany Lutheran's Brakfast with th
A Love Struck Fool.In his absence I feel a sense of overwhelming need for him. Perhaps the idea that I cannot touch, feel, see, speak with him forces me to cling to every essence of him. Mushy as it may sound, I miss him with every fiber of being.
It's when he's gone do I realize that longing and need for him. It has dawned on me that I am a complete wreck without him. It's as if someone has taken the very lungs from my breath and I am breathless until he is there with me once more.
Caught up in memories that pollute my mind with past occurences, making me cling more to all those dreams of him, and moments with him. Not letting go, swept up in the knowledge that he isn't here right now. Dwelling on them, and sinking myself into the darkness that so willingly swallows me up whole.
Wow, a bit dramatic there eh?
Ah, cest la vie, right?
My favorite quote of all time by Kahlil Gibran.
"If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall si
Another Poem**All my life I have been told that I was nothing and would amount to that
After a while you start to believe this, and I have.
I have no confidence, and think none is needed,
To get up in front of people is a waste of time...not mine, but theirs
To tell people my opinions or ideas is a waste of energy...not mine but theirs
So I do not speak, in fear of me...but for fear of them, not liking.
I have nothing important to say, and never will...so why am I here?
I have to have an importance somewhere...but where?
Girlfriend/wife Software......Last year a friend of mine upgraded GirlFriend v5.0, which installed itself as Fiancee v2.0. Recently, he then upgraded yet again to Wife v1.0 and found that it's a memory hog, leaving very little system resources for other applications. He also noticed that Wife is now spawning Child-Processes, which are further consuming valuable resources. The guy swears no mention of this particular phenomenon was included in the product brochure or the documentation, though other users have informed him that this is to be expected due to the nature of the application.
Not only that, Wife installs itself such that it is always launched at system initialization where it can monitor all other system activity. He's finding that some applications such as PokerNight v10.3, BeerBash v2.5, and PubNight v7.0 are no longer able to run within the system at all, crashing the entire system when selected (even though they always worked fine before).
At installation, Wife provides no option as to the i
Things Do Not Wealth MakeOne day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servant
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http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/
http://www.sjgames.com/illuminati/
http://www.illuminati-news.com/
http://www-swiss.ai.mit.edu/~boogles/Illuminati/
http://maps.google.co.uk/maps?q=%20Illuminati%20%20&gbv=2&hl=en&sa=N&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&um=1&tab=wl
http://www.cuttingedge.org/news/n1753.cfm
http://www.petitiononline.com/fortruth/
www.defendrosie.com
Send Your Answers To My InboxNow don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you
Pro-bush Group Allowed, Protest Group Banned At Apec----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Alex Jones
Date: 05 Sep 2007, 10:41
Pro-Bush Group Allowed, Protest Group Banned at APEC A pro-Bush organization have been allowed to demonstrate within the 3-mile-wide security cage that has been erected around the business district in Sydney for the APEC summit, while authorities have banned other protest groups from even marching up to the police line outside in a brazen display of favoritism and double standards. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/050907_group_allowed.htm
Majority Of Scientists Do Not Support Man Made Warming----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Alex Jones
Date: 30 Aug 2007, 11:40
Definitive Proof: Majority Of Scientists Do Not Support Man Made Warming Theory A new survey of over 500 peer reviewed scientific research papers on climate change, written between 2004 and 2007, has concluded that less than half endorse what has been dubbed the "consensus view," that human activity is contributing to considerable global climate change. http://infowars.net/articles/august2007/300807Warming.htm
VirusHello, just sending out this message to everyone on my contact list: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Right click on the group name of your friends' list and click: Send Message to all. This is affecting to the best of my knowledge Yahoo, Skype and MSN. This is not a fake!
Peace and Light To YOU
Hanging OutWow, it’s amazing what 13 hours of sleep will do for you. It’s always nice after a 24 hour day. Started off in SC, finishing up paper work with the new company then heading to the airport to start the trip. Ran into a rather “annoying” person at the rental car return but I refused to let her ruin my day since it’s not my fault she’s a bitch. Did the plane hops and everything went good. I didn’t realize the dollar was down on the Euro so much, I had to change some money to eat in at the airport in Amsterdam and wow! Holy snikies.. a sandwich and a 0.5 liter thing of water was like $12!!! Ouch. The next part of the trip was interesting as it was an exercise in not killing a baby. This freaking kid was yelling and screaming for the whole duration of a 6 hour flight… I was having visions of duct tape, binkies or socks or something…. But at least the flight had the on demand movie thing so I got to play some games and pick what movie to watch.
The coolest thing is that I was sitting n
Short Of TimeShort of Time
SHORT OF TIME
Life is short and I'm short of time
Lord, please make the pain stop before I loose my mind
I can no longer speak
I can no longer see
I wish I knew just what the hell has taken over me
Life can be so cold, and so can people's hearts
If the pain doesn't stop I fear I'll be ripped apart
Not sure why I was put here
I don't know why I came
All I know is everyday I go a little more insane
Walk around feeling the world's cold stare
Negativity is thick
You can feel it in the air
Cry all that you want
Nobody will listen
Not even a care
Born alone, die alone
Or so we prone
Open your damn eye's man the world is a terror dome
Dropping bombs on people's moms
Are actions like this suppose to enhance the world's calm
If so can someone please let me know
I've must not have gotten the e-mail or memo
Living in this world filled with hate
I am running out of patience to tolerate
Not knowing that if we just take the time to relate
Yay!I ahve 8 crushes today!!! whoohoooo
Abc's Of FriendshipA Friend....
A)ccepts you as you are
B)elieves in "you"
C)alls you just to say "HI"
D)oesn't give up on you
E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
F)orgives your mistakes
G)ives unconditionally
H)elps you
I)nvites you over
J)ust "be" with you
K)eeps you close at heart
L)oves you for who you are
M)akes a difference in your life
N)ever Judges
O)ffer support
P)icks you up
Q)uiets your fears
R)aises your spirits
S)ays nice things about you
T)ells you the truth when you need it
U)nderstands you
V)alues you
W)alks beside you
X)-plains thing you don't understand
Y)ells when you won't listen and
Z)aps you back to reality
whats minnie w/out mickey?
whats tigger w/out pooh?
whats patrick w/out sponge bob?
whats me w/out YOU???
PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND OR WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AS A FRIEND
Forever FriendsThere are many people that we meet in our lives but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as true friends Sometimes in life, you find a special friend: someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship... When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friends lifts you up in spirit and make that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk across, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if yo
Re: Alex Jones Arrested In New York !!RE: Alex Jones Arrested In New York !!
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Tyler
Date: 09 Sep 2007, 12:00
Alex Jones Arrested In New YorkAlex Jones Arrested In New YorkCuffed during Fox News protest on "unspecified charges," now released, cameramen also arrestedPaul Joseph WatsonPrison PlanetSunday, September 9, 2007NEW YORK - Media activist Alex Jones was arrested by New York Police Department officers while filming a documentary about the sixth anniversary of September 11th and joining the protest against the official version of what happened on 9/11. According to Infowars sources Jones was singled out by police from the head of a crowd of about 400 9/11 Truth Activists and protesters. He was verbally accosted and forced by the police officers to present identification which he was not carrying at the time. NYPD officers arrested Jones for "unspecified charges" and removed him from the protest crowd to be taken to the nearest police precinct where he wa
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Beautiful - Pathological liar
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Emotionally secure - On medication
Feminist - Fat
Free spirit - Junkie
Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person
Fun - Annoying
New Age - Body hair in the wrong places
Open-minded - Desperat
Hey There Whipper Snapper..you Dont Look 65 Take Off That Mask!http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070906/ap_on_fe_st/65_year_old_carded;_ylt=AvRD2BOu49q6mxVjUvwKS40uQE4F
65-year-old gets carded in supermarket Thu Sep 6, 4:01 PM ET
A 65-year-old woman who went into a Farmington supermarket to buy wine was turned away because she didn't have an ID with her. But Barbara Skapa of Mount Vernon says that won't happen again.
"I'll be bringing my driver's license with me from now on," Skapa said.
She normally carries her license. But with her leg in a cast, Skapa was being driven by a friend when she went into the Hannaford Bros. market last week in and picked up several items, including a few bottles of wine.
The cashier told her it was policy to check for identification, said Skapa, who believes "no one would mistake me for 30 or even 40." Skapa asked if her friend could buy the wine for her, but that was disallowed too because it's considered "third-party" purchasing. Skapa asked to see the manager.
A spokeswoman for the supermarket c
Last Nightwell after the last blog i wrote i told my crush that i had a crush on her and i felt really good telling her that, and she just wants to be friends and i can deal with that :) i go by a phrase and it goes like this:
"whatever makes her happy makes me happy" so i am just glad that we can still be friends :)
WHAT HAPPEN TODAY:
well today i wented golfing and got hit in the leg with a golf ball which stung like a mudderfacker! i didnt do so great but not to bad either, then i came home and just went blah lol anyways i hope everyone has had a good day and hopefully a good night as well...
Quotes From A Beautiful WomanAll women do have a different sense of sexuality, or sense of fun, or sense of like what's sexy or cool or tough.
Angelina Jolie
I like everything. Boyish girls, girlish boys, the heavy and the skinny. Which is a problem when I'm walking down the street.
Angelina Jolie
I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free.
Angelina Jolie
I don't see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really odd opinions. They tell me I'm skinny, as if that's supposed to make me happy.
Angelina Jolie
I don't think the money people in Hollywood have ever thought I was normal, but I am dedicated to my work and that's what counts.
Angelina Jolie
I like someone who is a little crazy but coming from a good place. I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess.
Angelina Jolie
I need more
FriendshipSOME OF YOU NO WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS,AND MOST OF YOU DONT,WELL I AM GOING TO A BAD TIME I AM IN A BAD WAY AND ONLY 6 FRIENDS WROTE ME AND ARE HELPING ME THROUGH THIS,THAT MAKES ME SAD AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE I AM JUST POINTS I GOING TO BLOCK YOU,BECAUSE UR ARE NOT MY FRIEND
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For My Best FriendYou are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.
A Friend's GreetingI'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.
I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.
I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.
Everybody, Somebody...This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done
SoulforgedI'm not insane
That's how it seems though
Spiteful cruel but wise
Beyond his age
My body fails
My soul will rise
The end of life's immortalized disease and agony
And I see death through golden eyes
Beyond the door
There's something more
It seems there's just one way
On through the heat
I've felt the touch of evil
I still feel the icy claw in me
For a decent price
I've banned kindness from my heart
The spirit of all truth and beauty
Pawned for my desire
And from the flames
As chance would have it
the soulforged will come into light
And from the flames as chance would have it
The soulforged,
The stainless will rise
I will never change my mind
I will leave it all behind
And through the hour glass
Everything's grey
Everyone's pale
No colour nor beauty will enlighten my heart
The seat of life's empty and cold
Cadaverous you all seem to me
Stillborn but you're still alive
You're still alive
Truth lies in loneliness
When hope is long gone by
I
New HereHey everyone. Just wanted to put some stuff down here to get some shit straight. First of all, my ex husband mentioned this site to me, he said it was cool, so I decided to check it out. We were married 11 years, divorced now, both of us have moved on with other people, but we have remained friends. I always thought we made better friends than partners anyways, so it's cool. I just hope his girlfriend/fiance doesn't have a problem with it, because she honestly has NO problems with me. I am very happily taken and engaged to my very fucking awesome, hot man and sooo not interested in my ex anymore. He is cool as a friend, and I am very glad that he has moved on and found someone to treat him better than I could. Yeah, I'll admit it. I wasn't that great to him, but he wasn't great to me either. As one of our friends put it once, we were "like poison for each other", and that's true. But like I said, I am glad it's not ending on a bad note. No matter how much shit he talks about me behind
9/11 Full Original Video----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: nierika
Date: 10 Sep 2007, 00:09
9/11 FULL ORIGINAL VIDEO
Puzzling Suspension Of Incredulity To “official” 9-11 Theory----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Pamela's Protest
Date: 02 Sep 2007, 08:04
Puzzling Suspension of Incredulity to “Official” 9-11 Theory----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Portland 911 TruthDate: Sep 2, 2007 7:58 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: C.H.A.R.A.Date: Sep 2, 2007 7:47 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Patriots Speak Out ®©,,Date: Sep 2, 2007 8:23 AMThe Puzzling Suspension of Incredulity to the “Official” 9-11 Theory by Kim Petersen / August 29th, 2007 Debunking 9/11 Debunking: An Answer to Popular Mechanics and Other Defenders of the Official Conspiracy Theory By David Ray Griffin (Olive Branch Press, 2007) ISBN: 978-1-56656-686-5 According to a categorical assertion by the Association of Muslim Scholars’ most senior member, al-Fayyadh, the Iraqi resistance has killed no less than 35,000 US soldiers and wounded no less than 70 thousand…1 The outrageous neocon-concocted l
Remembering Where I Was On September 11,2001On Sept. 11,2001, I was living in Moline, Illinois. I had just gotten up and was at the bus stop waiting for the bus so I could go to Davenport,Iowa, across the river. At that time I had not known what was transpiring in New York and Washington and Pa. with the highjacked planes. As I boarded the bus one of my neighbors asked me if I knew anything about what was going on in those places. Of course I said that I didn't know and he proceeded to tell me. As the day progressed I had an ocassion to be where I could either see or hear what was happening. I was like many others, shocked and I couldn't believe how this could happen in our country. When I got home I turned on my television and watched in horror as the events of the day unfolded many times before my eyes.
It is the day before September 11 and as I watched a memorial to that day I cried. I didn't lose anybody there but I feel like we have been violated not just as people but as a nation. I will always remember September 11,200
Please HelpI have a friend that only need 112 points to his next level please come and help him out and I will help you out. He is a cool guy.
daveyH@ fubar
Stone Temple Pilots - Lady Picture ShowLady picture show, she hides behind the bedroom door
Lady picture show she hides behind the bedroom wall
he hides because she don't know nothin', don't know nothin' anymore
She keeps a funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the door
She doesn't know her name
She doesn't know her face
She doesn't know her name
She doesn't know her face anymore
and let them believe
Lady picture girl, I think them boys don't like your show
Lady picture show them boys are gone, should just say no
Your wedding presents' not so daisy picture perfect anymore
Lady funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the oor
Don't know nothin' anymore
Blog Repost Plz ReadVery important info.....
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a
telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be
given
the person's name and address. If you then hit Map you will get a map
to
the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a
nationwide
reverse telephone book.
If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up
to
find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and
alarming!!!
Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried
my
number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight
to
our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage
all
of you to do the same. Quite scary!
Please look up your own number!!!!!!!
You may know someone who needs to know this -that would have little
kids.
It takes Sex Offenders right to your front door!!
Please share this information with friends and family.
Coyote SilvertongueHis name was Pache, and he had been on a journey of many teachings in his life. There is one of his lessons that I feel led to share, for it is one that has effected me and could others.
Pache was in the process of trying to find his heritage and learn what he could, so he could pass his knowledge on to his children. He saw in these times many things of culture disappearing, and time was not waiting to see if his culture survived. So in his searching of heritage, he crossed the path of a person who had named himself Coyote SilverTongue, and proclaimed to be very knowing of grand things.
Coyote spoke of a magnificent and beautiful dream that Coyote had to share with the many people based on the ways of old. This dream was spoken of to Pache and to as many others that would listen, as they too were looking for this dream. It was a dream of unity of the people and Coyote promised he would make this dream come true. Coyote told all that Spirit had given him this dream and that with t
Planetary Visualization For World Peace, 9-11-07----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Lo
Date: 10 Sep 2007, 08:14
If one person can create their future with their thoughts, imagine what a large group of people can do together… Imagine if a million or more people around the world visualized World Peace at the same time! Imagine what the positive collective consciousness of a million or more people can do! ~ Announcing a Planetary Visualization for World Peace ~ ~ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - 8:45 a.m. EST~ ~ Be a part of change! Be a part of history! Add us to your friends to be counted! ~ h/t: ~PLANETARY VISUALIZATION FOR WORLD PEACE~9/11/07~ See: "Fire the Grid" on July 17 at 11:11 AM GMT (Pray for the Planet) (updated: video)Also posted on DS: Announcing a Planetary Visualization for World Peace Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - 8:45 a.m. EST
Cranial Rectitus!If you have a severe case of cranial rectitus and need your head removed from up your butt,I highly recommend trying a crowbar and jackhammer!...Results proven to be highly effective....10 out of 10 physicians approve!....LMAO....Caution:Do not try this at home.....lol...Or do so at own risk!...Now that's talking some shite....Good luck!
The Feeling Of A Broken Heartwhy do i keep holding on when all i get is lies after lies?? thinkin that something will change when day in and day out nothing changes its all the same... im sooo confused that i dont know what to do anymore hold on or let go whats the best way to get out of it?? You lie to me once i give u another chance thinkin u wont ever lie to me again so then i believe u but the next time u lie to me and its jus lies after lies nothing will ever change its always gonna be the same no matter what yet im holding on as my heart beats faster believen every word u say thats not true but yet i think its true so i believe u.... why do i believe ur lies when its taren me apart inside my heart feels heavy as heck because of all ur lies plz jus stop all the lies im tired of them hurtin me.. he broke my heart but i can't let go.
he's already moved on.
but i still wonder does he care.
does he regret the things he's said to me?
i can't sleep at night wihtout thinking of these things.
i wan
Velvet Revolver - Fall To PiecesJUST FOR YOU NUTZ :D I like velvet revolver 2 :D
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
[CHORUS]
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
[CHORUSx2]
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
[CHORUSx3]
Poems From 2002“As you are”
I want you as you are.
For the days you are closest and those that you seem so far.
There will be days where you are hot or days you seem cold.
Either way, I’ll love you till the day I die old.
We all go through our changing seasons.
I’ll be staying with you for all the right reasons.
Whether you can or cannot sing.
I have a love for you that I bring.
I want you as you are.
Don’t worry if before you occasionally visited a bar.
Whether you do or don’t give me your heart.
As your friend, I will still fulfill my part.
You show weakness along with strength.
To make each other happy, we will go to any length.
There are days that you have such a love in your eyes.
How come it seems that your heart denies?
It’s my love that you seem to think you don’t deserve.
Shouldn’t it be up to me who I love, protect, and serve?
I know there are days that you can be a bitch.
Still, your friendship I wouldn’t want to lose or switch.
I love you for who you are.
To me you a
Three Trivia Facts For September 10More Americans lose their virginity in June than in any other month (must be all those weddings and prom nights).
Canada declared national beauty contests canceled as of 1992, claiming they were degrading to women.
Disney World in Orlando, Florida covers 30,500 acres (46 square miles), making it twice the size of the island of Manhattan, New York.
In The Line Of Dutyon sat sept 8 odessa police departmant lost 2 officers in the line of duty and a third is in critical condition they got the guy who did it and our prayers go out to the familys
9/11 Chicago Street Action!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: a total betty
Date: 10 Sep 2007, 11:38
Hey guys, tomorrow is the 6th anniversary of September 11th, 2001 and I will be in Chicago at the Art Institute for some 9/11 truth. Let me know if you will be able to make it...I'd love to see you there!Here's the info..When: Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 6:00 PM Where: Art Institute 111 s Michigan Chicago , IL 60603Description: Here we go again with our 11th of the month street action. This one is even more symbolic since it is the 6th anniversary. If you have not been showing up at any of the actions it is important you show up at this action. We are going to have 500 DVDs to pass out. You are welcome to bring more if you have any copies to pass out. Also if you have any flyer's or pamphlets. 500 might sound like alot to some of you, but it really isn't since we have been averaging over 1100 DVDs on the 11th actions. We should also have signs and a banner, but again
Love Pt. 1LOVE- Pt. 1
I am sick and tired of people saying "I Love You!"
How can I believe that what they are saying is true,
When I am constantly hated my so many and loved by so few.
These three simple words are sometime quite irritating,
The way they are thrown around without meaning is very aggravating.
There are a lot of things that come from the words " I Love You"
Pain, anguish, betrayal and hatred are only a few,
Thus the reason I hate them the way I do.
So please forgive me if it seems like I have an attitude,
Forgive me if I don't show any gratitude,
What do you expect from someone who has been devastated
By the three simple words- I LOVE YOU?
I have found it is harder to be loved than it is to be hated,
So to keep from spreading the heartache,
When someone does tell that they love me, I say, "I Love You Too,"
Because hurting someone I love his hard for me to do,
It is something that my mind, body and soul just cannot take.
All AloneAs I sit here all alone,
I keep telling myself that I want to go home,
Then I close my eyes and try not to cry
For I realize that I don't have any place to call "HOME"
These thoughts and feelings make me feel so weak
I try to speak,
But nothing comes out no matter how hard I try.
I have told people to leave me alone for so long,
That the words are starting to sound like lyrics to a song.
I sit here and wonder why I have been left here all alone,
I just wish that someone could manage to get close enough to fight away my fears,
The fear of living my life all alone,
The fear of dying all alone!
I want to fill this emptiness within my soul,
I want to heal my hearts gaping hole,
I want to have a place that I can call "HOME"
But most of all, I want someone to be with me,
Someone who can see me for me and not who or what I used to be.
I'm tired of going places and doing things all alone!
Today is supposed to be a happy day, a day to celebrate my birth,
But thinking about a
Beauty Of The WorldWhen I think about all the beauty in the world
I see it all in you,
I see the beauty of the sky
In you beautiful eyes
I feel the softness of a flower
In your tender touch
I smell the alluring fragran flowers
In your sweet perfume
And when I hear the breeze
I can hear you sweet voice echoing back to me
When I look at all the beauty in the world
I realize that I am very honored and privileged to call you my girl
In The Middle Of The NightYour touch awakes me in the middle of the night
It must be a dream
I feel your breath in my ear
Whispering your desires
Touching my body with your strong hands
I can't resist you
The desire is so strong
Kissing with such need
I need you more than anything at this moment
I know you feel the same
We give into each other
I can feel you diving into my world
Moaning with pleasure
The heat rises as we make love
Grasping and holding onto you so tightly
Beautiful feelings run through my body I can feel it building inside
And then it happens
We both feel it
That wonderful wet warm explosion escaping from each of us
Leaving us breathless and satisfied
Afterwards we fall asleep in each others arms only to wake up and start all over again...
Patience Brings You....I am a firm believer in "everything happends for a reason". The slightest decision can change the course of your life. What ever it was that kept me from coming home early last friday, also kept someone else from spending all the money they had at the time. Had they spent it, they never would have ended up here, on my doorstep at 8:30 am on a saturday. If you pay attention, you should now know who this person is. The one person I said I was so done with. I think him showing up at my door is one sure fire way to get me to listen to what they have to say, right? Without spilling all the details of boring conversations, tears and such,I will tell you this. I know the truth. I have forgiven, but refuse to trust. This really goes for anyone at this point. I don't trust at all anymore and I think I am ok with that. I'm not letting anyone back into my heart, but I am letting a friend back into my life. I am having no second thoughts about it. I am really happy with my life and the decisions I
A Poem From My Love"A Dream Already True"
I dreamt of this perfect woman.. She has the most beautiful eyes I ever looked into, She has the smile that makes my heart melt, She has the body and strength that makes me feel safe when she holds me in her arms, She has the gorgeous face that makes me want to kiss her passionately, She has that sweet sensual voice that makes me weak when she whispers sweet words into my ear, She has the sensitive personality that makes me wish I could be in her life forever... Then I woke up, and that woman was laying right beside me. And I wake up again, And hope that day comes true.
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This man is so wonderful. Please stop and show him love.
Beretta@ fubar
Never Forget Heros From The Wtc 9/11/01 A-fOkay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters
So I will do it in a couple parts
Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!!
God Bless the USA
CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996
WTC Heros
Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y.*
Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y.*
Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y.*
Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y.*
Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y.*
Laurence Christopher Abel, 37*
William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y.*
Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y.*
Erica Van Acker, 62, New York, N.Y.*
Heinrich B. Ackermann, 38, New York, N.Y.*
Paul Andrew Acquaviva, 29, Glen Roc
Everything Togetheras the tears stream down my face
and this stinging in my eyes becomes all to real
you are there - on the other end of the line
and i am here.
we are everything together.
we are a love that knows no age or color
but it all too well knows this distance that keeps you from me.
and i long to touch your face.
i long to place my hand to your speaking lips and silence your words - so then, we can only speak with our eyes.
we are everything together.
LanguagesSure I seem
wrapped around and up
and wanting more than I can get
from you but
here's a little secret:
I am crawling into you
and occupying places
you never knew a man would find
and the words I scrawl
across you say
I am, we will, oh shit, not this!
As sure as gin goes with tonic,
you are going to need me soon -
and I intend to
make you beg
before I kiss you hard,
throw you down,
and make you cry out to me
in languages you don't know.
You want the words
rough scratchy hard
and here is one that
is all of those:
now.
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Women Humour...hee HeeGood Laugh
Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a
large, raging violent river.
Needing to get on the other side, the first man prayed, "God,
please give me the strength to cross the river."
Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to
swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice.
After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give
me strength and the tools to cross the river."
Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs
and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost
capsizing once.
Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man
prayed, "God, please give me the strength, the tools and the
intelligence to cross this river."
Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one
hundred yards up stream and walked across the bridge.
GO AHEAD! SEND THIS TO A WOMAN WHO NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH
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WHAT KIND OF MUSIC WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR MORE OF IN THE LOUNGES ?
LEAVE SOME BAND NAMES & SONG SUGGESTIONS HERE PLEASE.
HELL, LEAVE A WHOLE LIST IF YOU'D LIKE, I WANT SOME MORE IDEAS OF WHAT GROUPS N SONGS TO GET FOR THOSE THAT LIKE TO HANG OUT IN THE LOUNGE.....THANX!
DadMy father passed away on march 15th at 2:44 AM. He battled emphysema, cancer of the brain, lung,liver and spleen.
It was horrific to be at his bed side as he took his final breaths. Nothing in life can prepare a person for such an event. In the same breath, it was a blessing to be there during his final moments, holding his hand and loving him.
My mom and I administered meds any time he moved. If he woke up, he would literally drown in the phlegm and junk in his lungs. We were so tired, we attempted to rest as he was in his room. I set my alarm on my cell phone for 2:30 AM so I could give his meds. My mother laid on the couch, I sat in his chair. I was gazing or rather day dreaming into the golden light of his room. Peripherally I saw an even brighter golden glowing light move from the corner of the room to around his bed. I got up and walked into his room. He was hunched forward and gasping for air, still in a drug induced coma. I felt in my gut, this was it. I got his meds from
Nonpoint - In The Air TonightI can feel it,
Coming in the air tonight
Oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh lord
Oh lord
Well when you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before, my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin
And know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies
I can feel it,
Coming in the air tonight
Oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh lord
Oh lord
Well I remember
I remember, don't worry
How could I forget, it's the first time
The last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep me silenced up
You just don't see me
Cuz the hurt doesn't show
But the pain still rolls
No stranger to you and me
I can feel it,
Coming in the air tonight
Oh lord
And I've been waiting for this moment
For all my life
Oh lord
I can feel it, In the air tonight
Oh lord
Oh lord
A
What Anime Soul Do You Have.......You scored as sweet/kind/gentle/ soul, Your soul is tender and fragile, yet you have enough love to fill twenty people's souls in a day. You are compassionate, with a servant's heart. And you find happiness for yourself in making others happy. You have deep, spiritual roots, and you are a one in a hundred find. http://www.dittytalk.com/sakuracerulean (hey girls- here's somethin fun u can do- take the guy anime soul quiz and answer the questions the complete opposite of what you would answer for yourself- the result should b ur perfect type boyfriend, after all, opposites attract! ^ ^)sweet/kind/gentle/ soul100% quiet/calm/cool/collected soul92% dark/deep soul75% shy/quiet/caring soul67% sanguine/bright/beautiful soul58% tomboy/skater gurl/born 2 b wild soul50% ~girls~ What anime soul do you have? (great pics and detailed summary)created with QuizFarm.com
Butt Cracks!Ever notice the dude who's pants hang half down his arse!?......And all you can see is crack??..C'mon now!...What the heck is that!?...I relate it to primitivism and animal instinct I think!.....Kinda like the way dogs sniff eachother's butts....Just something you do!.......But OMG!!!....Please think of some other way to greet an be friendly!....Damn!
My FriendOf all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die
Before you do...
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you
I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss Of everything
Just to prove
My friendship is true
I'm thankful to have
Friends like you! ...'smoothsilk'
Thank YouI couldn't begin to thank you,
for no words could ever start
To share those special feelings
that are deep within my heart
I couldn't begin to thank you,
but I hope that you can see,
Your thoughtfulness and you
will always mean a lot to me!..Your Friend..'Smoothsilk'
Riding A BikeA Catholic Priest was about to finish his tour of duty, and was leaving his Mission in the jungle where he has spent years teaching the natives when he realizes that the one thing he never taught them was how to speak English.
So he takes the chief for a walk in the forest and He points to a tree and says to the chief, "This is a tree."
The chief looks at the tree and grunts, "Tree."
The Priest was pleased with the response. They walk a little farther and he points to a rock and says, "This is a rock."
Hearing this, the chief looks and grunts, "Rock."
The Priest was really getting enthusiastic about the results when he hears a rustling in the
bushes. As they peek over the top, he sees a couple of natives in the midst of heavy sexual activity. The Priest is really flustered and quickly responds, "Man riding a bike."
The chief looks at the couple briefly, pulls out his blowgun and kills them.
The Priest goes ballistic and yells at the chief that he has spent yea
Lonely....I'm feeling sorry for myself today. I have a few sites with friends on them but it's not giving me what I need. I thought it would be fun to "play" and stuff but it's not as fun as I thought. I need actual arms around me, I need to feel loved. Yes, I am married and I don't feel that...we don't have "that" anymore... whatever "that" is... We both love each other but sometimes I think he would rather play on line all night. I've had a couple of affairs and they don't give me what I want either. I want to snuggle and feel loved. I want someone to actually want to hug me and give me a kiss. I guess I want the passion back. Yes, we have tried..it's just not there and I don't think either of us are ready to admit it. Like I said I do love him and I know he loves me BUT things are not.....I guess I'm not sure what I want.......
Remembering September 11, 2001I was drawing a still life on the third floor of Manly Hall at the University of Alabama. My art instructor turned on the radio to play classical music for the class as we drew. There was no classical music that morning. The people who hosted the radio show were giving the announcement that a plane had flown into the World Trade Center. After class, I went to the Ferguson Center where many students were gathered, and we watched the rest of the story on a collection of television sets: the second plane crash, the smoking towers, the jumpers, and finally, the collapse. I remember spending the rest of the day in a stupor. So many other people were in the same daze that I thought we all looked like zombies in some cheap horror movie.
Looking For That One VidLooking for that ONE vid to show your neighbor or parents who have no clue who he is? Well you've found it. THIS IS THE ONE. :)
To EveryoneJust takin time out to hold the ppl that we have lost in 9/11 and their families in prayer. As well I also just wanna say hi to u my friends n family.. love yah laters
!We've all Got The Pain
Voices Driving Us Insane
No Fame To Claim
But It Does'nt Matter/It's All The Same
Sick Of This Life
Sick Of Fuckin' Breathin'
As Soon As I Load This Gun Up/I'm Fucking Leavin'
I Aint Accomplish Shit 'cept Some BullShit Crime
I Hate My Self For Loving You
I Dont Think Any One Would Care If I Really Did
Now Every One Will See What It Do
These Demons I Did Every Wish They Bid
Load My Ass Up In That Casket
Drop It In The Ground
Now I'll Kick It With Some Maggot
My Soul Is Hell Bound
Seeing My Family Cry
Man/It Really Fuckin' Hurts
These Tears Ran Dry
The Wraith He Doth Lurks
Drinkin' Fourties To Chase The Demons Away
With A Demoness I Did Lay
I Know There's Gotta Be A Better Way
Feeling At Fault At The End Of Every Day
Out Of This World I'll Go/With a Bang
The Sound Of A 12 Gauge
It'll Ring In Your Mind 'Till The End Of Time/The Angels/They Hath Sang
Another Book/Chapter/and Fuckin' Page
The End Of The Pain/The End Of My Love
Just Venting Is AllI just don't understand in this day and age that doctors can't do more to help fix people. I have been living with a left shoulder that has to be replaced, I have no cartiledge left around either one of my knee caps and they tell me they can't fix my knees unless they were to replace them, which they won't do.
I am so tired of being in pain. Every step I take, every time I stand or sit just hurts so damn bad. I try to be in a good mood and I try not to complain too much, but sometimes I just get cheesed. These fucking doctors now days just don't care.
I am just coming out here to vent so I don't take it out on my friends is all.
I am just so fucking tired of being in pain all the time and the doctors just not caring or treating me like I don't know what I am talking about.
Oh well that is enough of my bitching.
Have a good day everyone and best wishes to all.
My Shallow Heart Is Silently Breaking InsideMy Shallow Heart is silently breaking inside
I'm dreaming of this dream of a shatterd world of broken dreams
I dream alone, I dream alone
Lonliness is like a deadly serpent, silently striking the heart
This shattered world of broken dreams is tormenting broken souls
I dream alone, I dream alone
My shallow Heart is silently breaking inside
Violence is expanding very rapidly
I dream alone, I dream alone
Time seems to be disappearing, like an disappearing act
Looking thru these empty eyes, sees people shattering others spirits like they are nothing to them
I Dream alone, I dream alone
Looking deep inside my shattered heart, looking for the shattered pieces, but cannot find
My Shallow Heart is silently breaking inside
These silently tears are streaming down, showing no emotion or struggle
I Dream alone, I Dream alone
Knowing this shattered world will disappear in a torment under world of a deadly creature called "Lucifer" or "Satan"
I
"a Prayer In Waiting"Why is it so hard for them to understand?
Is it the way I look or just the way I am?
My mind travels a mile a minute on this
subject that I look upon...But still I have
no answers, as my crys move softly on.
One look of understanding is all I'm waiting for...One understanding glimpse of hope, for
this soul so poor.
Can't anybody hear my screams? Did someone
close the door?
I ask you Lord...Is it that obvious? Do I
stand out in the crowd? God, please tell me
no...for my heart I wear to proud.
If your listening, by any chance up there,
through the stars that shine,
A sign is all I'm asking for...for a soul
as blind as mine!
Full About Me Survey...::About Me::...
Full Name: Brittany
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'2"
Shoe Size: 9.5W
Ring Size: 9
Heritage: I don't really know. French, English, Welsh, tiny bit Cherokee.
Graduating Year: 2002
Birthdate: 5/8/84
Zodiac Sign: Taurus, Wood Rat
...::Firsts::...
Irreplaceable--beyonceIrreplaceable
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for
What The Hell!!!!I think that it's funny how people love to play head games. But yet thay say that thay are not. For example, someone tells you that thay still are in love with you, and has a very funny way of showing it. Then tells you that thay will come around to see, and does't show up for days. Then thay tell you that thay want to try to work things, but yet does't keep in contact. So you tell me that it is not a game????? Then of all things has there phone # changed and tells you that thay wiil make sure that you will get the new #. And does not give it to you. There again, that's not a head game???? So what the hell!!!!!! This is to be comeing from someone who clams thay do not lie or that thay are playing any head games????? So you tell what you think??? I there for have been doing all that I can to make this persons life more easyer, yet thay are just makeing mine a liveing hell!!!! So you call this LOVE?????????I keep giveing and giveing and getting nothing in return. Not even as much a
Forbidden: our forbidden love
is it forbidden for us to love each other
is it forbidden to want to hold each other
is it forbidden for us to want to make love with each other
is it forbidden for me to want you for rest of my life
is it forbidden that we can only be bestfreinds but want so much more
is it forbidden that i want you for my self
is it forbidden that i die alittle bit every time i know you with him and not me
is it forbidden I think of you every sec of every day and dream of you every night
our love is forbidden
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CigarettesSo between being on my period being pretty generally stressed and my lack of nicotene even the smallest things are seriously upsetting me. I am in desperate need of a cigarette and ryan's attention which over the last few days has been notably waning giving me to think that he's rethinking this whole deal.
Of course it helps my nerves not at all that he's about to venture home into the arms of lots of very pretty girls just itching to sleep with him. . .
Yep its a maddening and stressful business and the only thing thats made it easy thus far is the amount of nicotene I ingest each day and as today that has been none and normally he would have called me 45 minutes ago. . .
I'm having a crazy moment. . .God I want a cigarette . . . .
They Deserve The Best!Today has been a busy day and part of it involved visiting a Vet's hospital. One of my parishioners had surgery yesterday and I stopped up to visit him. We had a great chat and he was able to report he's recovering ahead of schedule. As I was leaving one of the nurses asked me if I had time to visit one other family and patient. The nurse explained the man was dying of cancer, his family was with him and he was just lingering on in pretty bad pain. He had been told nothing more could be done and insisted they do more.
Since, I was actually ahead of schedule, I went in to the room of this WW2 veteran. His family all gathered him as cancer was wearing him down from a 200+ pound man to 97 pounds. This once towering strong man lifted a frail, boney arm to shake my hand. I explained that I am a pastor and he opened his eyes, looked up weakly and said, "I'm glad to see you, cause I have some questions." He instructed his family to leave as I sat down and when he was sure they were
A Short Fairy TaleFairy Tale:
One day, long, long ago, there was this woman who surprisingly,
did not whine, nag, and b-itch........
But this was a long time ago.....
and it was just ONE day.
The End
Why Doesn't Women Give Good Guys A Chance?Major question here: Why doesn't women give good guys a chance?
I mean we do everything you all want. We are there for you. We listen to you and be strong for you when you need us the most. Yes we get told thank you from you for all we do but we never get our chance of being with you. We are always there being the one to comfort you and watch you go with the other guy. We don't say anything because we are your friend. I just can't figure out what women want. Do they want us to be an asshole because thats always the ones they choose to go with. When we do say something about it all. We are always told we are too nice of a friend that they don't want to date us because they don't want to ruin our friendship. So we are always in the friend zone. All we ask for is one chance to prove ourselves to you.
Is that too much to ask?
Love DressA woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house.
She knocked on the door then immediately walked in.
She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law laying on
the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma
of perfume filled the room.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"I'm waiting for John to come home from work," the
daughter-in-law answered.
"But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed
"This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law
explained. "Love dress? But you' re naked!"
"John loves me to wear this dress," she explained.
"It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in
this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on
end. He can't get enough of me."
The mother-in-law left. When she got home, she
undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights,
put on a romantic CD, laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive.
Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw
her laying there so provocatively.
Fat Girls And Fat Girls"Its like, fat girls are embarrassed when they cant find their size; but a Fat Girl goes up to the salesperson to ask for it. Or, fat girls hide their bodies in big, drapey, shapeless clothes; Fat Girls show off their cleavage and draw attention to their curves. Fat Girls question statistics and ask for more research; Fat Girls tell mean people to mind their own buisness. Fat Girls fight back.
... People take your cue on how to behave around you. If you act ashamed of yourself, they will be ashamed of you. If you act proud-even if it's just an act-people will kowtow. Get over it. Dress well. Own it. Fake it long enough and you may start believing it yourself. As for those who freak about the f-word (fat) or the f-body, just try to shine some love on those poor fools.
Go ahead and take up some space."
you can be Fat, proud, and healthy, or you can be fat and ashamed. i need to walk with my head up.
Fat Girls Guide To Life has got to be one of my favorite books. first time i r
My First Blog . Wow. There Areonly 3 On Here?to All My Comment!I would rather have one rose and a kind word
from a friend while I'm here
than a whole truck load when I'm gone.
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I CARE ABOUT YOU!
There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing
is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.
Thanks for being one of the miracles in my life
Courtesy Of The Red, White And BlueAmerican girls, and American guys
We'll always stand up and salute
We'll always recognize
When we see old glory flying
There's a lot of men dead
So we can sleep in peace at night when we lay down our head
My Daddy served in the army
Where he lost his right eye
But he flew a flag out in our yard until the day that he died
He wanted my mother, my brother
My sister and me
To grow up and live happy
In the land of the free
Now, this nation that I love has fallen under attack
A mighty sucker punch came flyin in from somewhere in the back
Soon as we could see clearly
Through our big black eye
Man, we lit up your world like the Fourth of July
Hey, Uncle Sam put your name at the top of his list
And the Statue of Liberty started shakin her fist
And the eagle will fly
And there's gonna be hell
When you hear Mother Freedom start ringin her bell
And it'll feel like the whole wide world is rainin down on you
Hey, brought to you courtesy
Of the red, white, and blu
Wednesday 9-12-07I was trying to daydream, but my mind kept wandering. ~Steven Wright
Just Might Make Me BelieveI got miles of trouble spreadin' far and wide
Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher
They just keep on comin', there ain't no end in sight
I'm just holdin' on tight
I got someone who loves me more than words can say
And I'm thankful for that each and every day
And if I count all my blessings, I get a smile on my face
Still it's hard to find faith
But if you can look in my eyes
And tell me we'll be alright
If you promise never to leave
You just might make me believe
It's just day to day tryin' to make ends meet
What I'd give for an address out on Easy Street
I need a deep margarita to help me unwind
Leave my troubles behind
I used to believe in us when times go tough
But lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough
Ohhhhhhhh
But if you can look in my eyes
And tell me we'll be alright
If you promise never to leave
You just might make me
Oh you just make me
You just might make me believe
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Standing Still For NowI find myself needing to just stand still. Meditate and pray about matters. I have done a lot in certain things and for the longest time it just felt like it was not meaning anything. I know it may have, but saying how I felt....especially when things were not being shown back. I mean shown back in where everyone was seeing it, not just me. Feelings should be made known and thrown out there for the world to see. I am not meaning any kind of craziness I just mean.......I am not sure how to word it right now.
I do not want mistakes just to keep repeating themselves. If a fresh start is to happen need to be sure that things are done right this time. I should not have to tell someone what needs to be done. The need to do it should come from them.
I imagine none of this makes sense....but I am just letting this out.
Sept 15 ShowI will also be at
COPPER CANYON BREW PUB 5945 W. Ray Rd., 85226 Sat the 15 sometime for my buddy Chad MacDonald from Jani Lane's Band.
His original act will be playing there.
Find me and lets drink!
So Far So Goodwell my life so far has been alright for the last week or so, and i am loving every minute of it. no problems no nothing its been really great! so keep up the rating and the commenting plz and like i said i will try to return the favor as much as i can well hope you all have a good day and a wonderful evening
Brian
Tell Me If You DareNAME:_____________________
ADDRESS:____________________
AGE:__________ PHONE:______________ SSN:_______________
COLOR OF HAIR:________ REAL?:___________
COLOR OF EYES:______________
DENTURES?_____ WEIGHT:__________
HEIGHT:_______ WAIST SIZE:______
CHEST SIZE or BRA SIZE:________
MARIRAL STATUS: MARRIED________
SINGLE___ DIVORCED___ OTHER_________
ARE BREAST REAL?________
DO YOU LIKE THEM: SUCKED______ CHEWED______ KISSED_______ CARRESSED_______
SQUEEZED_______ NONE OF THE ABOVE______ OTHER_____
CAN YOU STAY OUT LATE?____ HOW LATE?____ ALL NIGHT?_____ SEVERAL DAYS?_____
DO YOU LIKE TO BE SCREWED?_____ HOW OFTEN?_____ DO YOU LIKE ORAL SEX?__________
COCK SIZE - PUSSY SIZE(DONT LIE): SMALL_______
MEDIUM______ LARGE_____ EXTRA LARGE___________
WHILE SCREWING: DO YOU FAINT______ FART_____ CRY_____ MOAN_____ HUM_____ WHISTLE______ SCREAM_______ YODEL_____ SCRATCH________ SPEAK IN TONGUES_________ JUST LAY THERE_______ GO TO SLEEP_________ALL OF THE ABOVE__
Paint It GoldenRun away from money
Quit your job and climb a tree
One with hearts instead of leaves
Build a sandcastle big enough for us to sleep
Paint it golden with the sunrise
Chorus:
Cause we are
Like a wingless bird
Crashing down
To the helpless earth
And if somethin's gonna break it
See it all around you
Feel it in your body
You'll be hiding in the shadows
Where love is still alive
'Til all of it is burning
Through a field we're walkin
Empty as the open sky
We escape from all the troubles
Found a waterfall and
Took a dive to cool our skin
Finally we found this feelin'
Run away from money
Quit your job and climb a tree
One with hearts instead of leaves
OfferTo her I offer
reason to believe
love is action truth beginning
blossoming between us
and my hand my arms
this kiss -
I offer funnel cakes overfilled
with everything sweet
sugar candies
candlelight and wine
flowers faded by her beauty
and a warm bath
bubbles to the top -
I'll wash her back
above below be everything she
needs wants asks
and I will work to
earn her love
deserve her touch
become for her the dream
she thought
forever would remain
ethereal.
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Peanut Butter Sandwich CookiesPeanut Butter Sandwich Cookies
1 stick butter, softened
1/2 cup creamy peanut butter
1/2 cup sugar
1/4 cup light brown sugar, lightly packed
1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract
1 egg
3/4 cup all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon baking powder
1 cup quick oats
Peanut Butter Molasses Buttercream, recipe follows
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
Cream the butter and peanut butter together in a large mixer on high. Add the sugar, brown sugar and vanilla and continue to beat until the mixture is fluffy. Add the egg and beat until combined. Mix the flour, baking soda, baking powder, and oats together in a separate bowl and add to the butter mixture. Mix until well combined.
Place the batter onto a sheet pan by the tablespoonful, leaving about 2 inches between each cookie. Bake in the top half of the oven until the cookies are golden, about 10 minutes. Remove and let cool.
When the cookies are completely cool, put a teaspoonful of the butter cream or simp
Chocolate Peanut Butterscotch CookiesChocolate Peanut Butterscotch Cookies
Episode: Challenge: Cookies
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar
1/2 cup unsalted butter, room temperature
1/2 cup creamy peanut butter
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 egg
1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon salt
1 cup (6-ounce package) butterscotch morsels
Granulated sugar, for tops of cookies
Chocolate sauce, for dipping
Preheat oven to 375 degrees F.
In a large bowl, combine sugar, brown sugar and butter. Beat with an electric hand mixer until fluffy. Add the peanut butter, vanilla and egg, blend well. Add the flour, baking soda and salt to dough mixture and mix well. With a wooden spoon or rubber spatula, stir in butterscotch chips. Take small dollops of dough and shape, with your hands, into 1-inch balls. Place 2 inches apart on a cookie sheets. Make sure that the cookies are at leat 2 inches apart from each other because they will spread. Dip a fork into sugar and flatten the balls l
TamponsA man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles.
The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.
He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife.
She directs him down the correct aisle.
A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton
balls and a ball of string on the counter.
She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
He answers, " You see, it's like this,
yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper.
So, I figure if I have to roll my own. So does she
FrannyPants
If You Only Read One Bulletin Today ...Thanks TotalReality2012
Date: Sep 13, 2007 7:05 PM
WITH THIS VIDEO, I'VE ATTEMPTED TO HIGHLIGHT THE 9/11 COINCIDENCES WITH WHAT'S GOING ON GEOPOLITICALLY WITH THE UPCOMING WAR WITH IRAN, THE CRASHING US DOLLAR, AND THE ONGOING MERGER BETWEEN THE US, CANADA & MEXICO INTO A NORTH AMERICAN UNION.#
FOR THESE EVENTS TO TAKE PLACE, AND ACCEPTED BY THE GENERAL PUBLIC, THERE FIRST HAS TO BE ANOTHER CATALYSING EVENT OF A MAGNITUDE EXTREME ENOUGH TO WARRANT MARTIAL LAW & OPENLY DISSOLVING OUR COUNTRIES INTO ONE NATION.
THE SEPTEMBER 11TH ATTACKS HAVE BEEN USED TO ENGINEER THE PLANET INTO
AN INTERCONNECTED GLOBAL POLICE STATE, BEEN USED TO PASS DRACONIAN LAWS AND
ENTER INTO WARS OF IMPERIALISM, IN AN ATTEMPT TO VANQUISH NATIONS NOT UNDER CONTROL
OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER.
AS THEY'RE PLACING HUMANITY UNDER A TIGHTLY KNIT, HIGH-TECH TRACKING SYSTEM, THERE IS JUST THE NEED FOR ANOTHER MAJOR EVENT TO TAKE OVERT CONTROL OF OUR COUNTRIES AND LIVES, TO USHER IN THE NIGHTMAR
GeneralizationsGross generalizations.
I hate them…. Kinda like when some women (notice I stress some) women say "All men are pigs" or "All men think alike" My theory is simply this: Its genetically programmed into our brains to reproduce. All men do think alike, but act according to their own morals and standards within themselves. Yeah we all want to bump uglies, BUT how we go about it is strictly on us as individuals. Treat us that way, not as one big control group for your general distain towards the male.
Self EvidentBy Ani Difranco...
yes,
us people are just poems
we're 90% metaphor
with a leanness of meaning
approaching hyper-distillation
and once upon a time
we were moonshine
rushing down the throat of a giraffe
yes, rushing down the long hallway
despite what the p.a. announcement says
yes, rushing down the long stairs
with the whiskey of eternity
fermented and distilled
to eighteen minutes
burning down our throats
down the hall
down the stairs
in a building so tall
that it will always be there
yes, it's part of a pair
there on the bow of noah's ark
the most prestigious couple
just kickin back parked
against a perfectly blue sky
on a morning beatific
in its indian summer breeze
on the day that america
fell to its knees
after strutting around for a century
without saying thank you
or please
and the shock was subsonic
and the smoke was deafening
between the setup and the punch line
cuz we were all on time for work that day
we all boarded that plane for to fl
Bike Fucking!THIS IS WHY I NEED ANOTHER MOTORCYCLE!I MISS THIS KIND OF STUFF!
I'm Still AliveI haven't been on here in some time. WOW!! I'm not really ever home -- so I guess that explains it. Lots of stuff going on.
well get@me with your comments & such. I miss them. ^_^
FogFog, like layers
of cotton candy,
set today upon
this damp city
sleeping -
it reminded me
of a night along
the west coast,
struggling in the
cold wet air
to reach your hand
and, finding it,
pulling you close.
Through the thick cloud,
I could not see
the tears forming
in your green eyes,
but your words
were a dull thud,
like a bullet fired
through a pillow,
finding me in the darkness
of that foggy
December night:
"I love you.
Goodbye."
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Partyso much goin on this weekend jus like last weekend.. what to do? do i go see this band play iu st.charles or do i go to dirty nellies to see a different band play? or do i go to my girls house party tonight? i dont know.. the only thing i am sure about this weekend is goin to my sons football game on sunday!!
Sick Co-workerA co-worker recently suffered a series of heartattacks. They then discovered that she had 2 holes in her heart. She had surgery, but it seems to be getting worse. She is in ICU now. I was told that she may not make it through. So I am trying to believe in miracles. She is around 60, and she has been like a mom to me...
Children Are Our Future And ?Im trying to make awareness to this , about abused Kids and helping to report such abuse and out of ordinary things you might see going on ; or if suspect of it happing to a child Report it to authorities or proper agencies .. Also God says says come unto me as a little child . They be the closest to him > Amen!!!!!! Please help make our children safe. in todays world ;and help wipe out all abuse whether it be man woman o ; all should be reported .. Love is the answer to a better society .. Hugs diana
My LevelCutie with a Booty and Naughty Cowgirl for helping me get my next level today. I got something for both of you on the way.
Here I Love You (1994)I spend this night at my window
looking to the west
I see the stars and wish to know
are you at rest?
I whisper your name
for the night to hear
my mind drifts quietly
hoping my voice shall you hear
My heart is heavy with thoughts of you
my eyes are saddened and wet
I only wish you my tears of dew
and words that i am to you in debt
The Moon in my watcher
my soul is my port
with loving words I send her
a messenger of nature's sort
She is clothed in clouds that are broken
and she dances from freedom within in
if you listen, her name will be spoken
for she is the wind
At a distance my heart came
your name invaded my every thought
my soul pleaded as you said the same
how to love over miles is what you taught
This yearning is my port
this feeling I have for you
when asked where is my love
I can answer "Here I love you".
The Dreamer (1994)The Dreamer wishes upon the first star
the dragon dances in the distance far
the Moon creeps upon the sky each night
while the Dreamer wonders why and looks to the starlight
The moonlight shadow dances free
as the Dreamer realizes he is me
I am the Dreamer of all worlds as one
I am the only who worships the Sun
I am the bird who flies to the clouds
I am the eagle who cries so loud
I am the fear that lurks within
I am the child who has no sin
I am as free as the ocean waves
I am also the King of the Slaves
For I am the Dreamer who will always be
and the Dreamer will always know that he is me.
I'm SorryI'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough guts to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN
I Believe (2005)In the distance
I can see a light
in the shadows
of my arrogance
there is an angel
spoken, is her love
heard, are her tears
torn, are her wings
I can see her terror
the world is here
it's destnation, clouded
it's existence, unknown
she weeps
flooding the anger
her wings wrapped
protecting the innocent
her flesh is weeping
with the blood of man
she sits quietly
awating
the time is present
her tears are very real
her hand touches me
I believe
Prayer Before Dawn (2005)Beauty of life
lives within us all
purity of birth
denies me
Miscarriages of destiny
bleed my soul
I am not a mother
just an intricate fool
Desperation of the miracle
shall I ever feel you?
fragile souls
denied their power
crying in the darkness
I pray to you
I cry in surrender
a dance before the dawn
Touch me with the miracle
for I am weakening
I yearn for your caress
bless me
Words Of Disgrace (1999)a simple destination
a tranquil sea
acceptance of deliverance
a destitutional way
a rhyme of truth
a rythmn of defeat
questioned existence
a silenced retreat
a simplistic view
a creative tongue
massacred ideaology
and still the words hung
the idea of poetry
has fallen from grace
a makeshift of puns
words of disgrace
The Crowned Faith (1998)A crest of falling snow suceeds the arched bishop
a new awakening has desroyed the faith
join the harmony that breaks away
and join the single note
Electrify the incarcerated
and their souls shall cry in vain
Punish those who take the lives
and do not embellish the gripped switch
Join the intensity of the moment
release the prisoners of your rites
solidify the crowned cries
and destroy my very soul
Invocation Of Love (1999)Invoke the unholiest of Ghosts
terrify the unopened heart
Deliverance of Resurrection
and I willingly play my part
Let the anvil break
never surround this heart of mine
a simplistic indiscretion
a simplistic chaotic time
Rain of acidic fear
and darkened moonlit nights
a christian moral
or an evil mark of rites
The Beast shall rise
out of it's darkened realm
cower in your bible
and hide within this realm
The hidden indiscretion
and a passion of love and wine
a caressed understanding
and a misbelief of time
Make love to one another
and rape your precious one
Describe your thoughts forever
and cower from those above
Our Truth - Lacuna CoilI picked up Karmacode on one of my many road missions in Iraq. Our Truth happened to have the video included on the CD. The video is friggin amazing in my oppinion. But what really grabbed me was Christina's Voice. I'd listened to Lacuna Coil before, but the Siren song she lets out is so amazing. It rocks my world. She is hot as hell, but if she was ugly, I'd still do her just for that vocal...lol.
Pain Of Existence (1999)The pain of existence
is often worse than the cure
the pain of unbearing
is often better than joy
At least with resistance,
the mercury will fall again
the joy of containment
speaks of eternal pain
the judgement of severance
and the delusion of fear
a heir of injustice
and the deliverance of fear
nightmarish pain
and an illusion of joy
a disciplined arrogance
an illigitimate boy
Totured Soul (1999)Silohuettes of sadness
and unease of tears combined
soulful searching forever
a thought i cannot find
memories and halucinations
a dreadful eerie quest
disembarked promises
a lost and dark request
shattered dreams
upon this tortured soul
lost serenity
upon that night so cold
a destined union
that one can never understand
please forgive my tears
and lend a caring hand
The Dancer (2003)i look
i see the dancer
she dances upon the black ice
not knowing or caring of the thickness
does she cast a reflection?
none that can be seen
is it the starlight?
or just the lack of perception?
as she dances,
the cracks become clearer
will they hold?
or is this the end of the dance?
she dances on
projecting her image
that can not be seen
will she tire?
i look down
and see slippers that belong to her
they are moving in the shadow of my own
is this fate?
is there such a dancer?
or is she my own imagination?
we share the same space,
yet we know not each other's name
Bed Of Stone (2004)in the night i wept
great tears of sorrow
indulgence of flesh
years of tomorrow
he came to me
with hands so soft
his soul of darkness
an empty cross
i remember his laughter
so taunt, so dark
a reverie of seduction
mocking of my heart
his eyes so black
as night they bled
his breath afire
and so i wept
he ravaged me sweetly
my mind became lost
his passion embraced me
and nothing was fought
I remember the fear
he had all control
a demon in heat
an unsheltered soul
I can feel his touch
ravage me still
i ache for his kiss
i yearn for his will
That night i remember
in the dark so alone
he left me lying
on that bed of stone
The Dance In The Darkness (1995)Candlelight upon the wall
shadows dance to the rhythm
the music is only heard in my mind
and the dancers survive within
candle wax drips down the stick
as the music becomes silent
yet the dancers dance on
and my thoughts are found upon the silence
as the wicks are smothered
the glow of thought brightens
the music still silent, plays on
and my soul embraces the unspoken rhythm
this is the dance that all men fear
the dance is forgotten and unseen
yet all dance in the silence of their mind
and all deny it's very existence
this passage, through silence and darkness,
it is the way of every man
it is a journey taken by all
only to begin yet again
Death Wish (1996)Destiny trails
last in it's place
and memories burn
with no trace
listen to me closely
and watch in vain
see the tears fall
deep within
close your eyes
open your heart
see my dreams of lace;
the Web of Life
Fear the widow
her venom is harsh
her bite cuts deep
and leaves phantom scars
Touch your soul
save your own kind
slice my wrist
I am the damned
dream the knife
to be clean with lies
and look into my swollen
bloody eyes
Visualize the spirit
dancing upon the fire
Invisible dancer,
dance free as the liar
criticize my play
catch the stained tears
pound on my heart
i've been doing this for years
only time has changed
and please I beg of you
slay this empty soul for me
so I may say adieu
Unplannedit doesn't seem real.
we never meant for this -
it came up behind us,
left us a
little dazed,
fearful,
under the orange sky,
caring more than we dared to,
kissing with new meaning.
yesterday,
our feelings were
unknown -
how could it change
and what has it become?
romance unplanned arrives with the
dying sun.
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The Masquerade (1995)The flames dance
the wall houses the shadows
the smoke enhances
as the embers feed the battle
The hands enter the ballroom
and the dancers gather 'round
each delivers a certain doom
by releasing another mound
Soon the music dies
and the guests part in numbers
one hopeful spark flies
but it soon buried with the others
It always ends the same way
a black sooty mass
a sign of no one to stay
just those who have passed
The Invisible Dancer (1995)Softly spoken words enhance our understanding
harsh thoughts break my silence
fears release our angers
and resentment causes our fears
eyes begin to hear the unseen words
ears begin to see the unheard tales
our mind feels the distant pain
and our hands remain motionless as if in thought
Shit, They Should Have Just Bent Over If They Wanted More!!South Florida Sun-Sentinel.com
Inmates Go on Sausage 'Temper Tantrum'
By Associated Press
9:20 PM EDT, September 13, 2007
HOBBS, N.M.
Some Lea County inmates set fires and broke toilets and windows after being told they would be allowed only one sausage at dinner. Jail officials said the inmates began yelling and banging on their doors in what they described in a news release as a "temper tantrum."
Officers from the Lea County Sheriff's and Hobbs Police departments were called in to restore control, and the jail was locked down after Tuesday night's incident.
Some 33 prisoners were involved, Warden Jann Gartman said.
The remaining 300-plus prisoners at the jail accepted the meal without incident, authorities said.
The damage to the jail was light, with some smoke damage and broken toilets and windows, the warden said.
Love On The InternetThough I wasn't looking for anyone new,
One day I got e- mail and in it was you.
Charming, sensitive and so debonair,
I strongly resisted it go anywhere.
But letters and stories captured my heart,
Filled me with passion almost from the start.
Love on the Internet, how could it be?
These things just don't happen to people like me.
But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,
Carrying messages we could not deny.
Each person has meaning and love to express,
And we could deny our hearts nothing less.
It's a beautiful love that has grown between us,
Something beyond any words we discuss.
Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such,
Far down to our souls, beyond human touch.
My love's not confined by what it can see,
I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream.
Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear,
"Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear."
It's the soul that captures God's love in a way
That eternally melts hearts together to
OneWe were two
Me and you
We hadn't met
Nor touched yet
Our souls ached
Our bodies longed
For the two to become one
Over many miles
You drove with smiles
To meet your love
Sent from above
With souls aching
With bodies longing
The two would soon become one
An hour away
My love did stay
To him I went
And the day we spent
Satisfying our aches
Fulfilling our longings
The two became one
That day we both knew we were meant to be
I was made for you and you for me
Never again will our hearts beat as two
For your heart beats for me and mine for you
We are forever one
You And Me.....lifehouseWhat day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with
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