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Employment
Here is something that is a lil crazy. Why is it that as a webcam performer I am asked numerous times a day to give me away for free. If I were going to come into your job say a car salesman are you going to give me a free car? Maybe you work at a video store, do you give away free videos too everyone that asks? I love what I do and I am damn good at it. Maybe its because I only work when I am aroused and need to orgasm. Maybe its because where else can you go to work and fulfill a fetish. Or, I don't know I get too look at hot men the majority of the night. It is a wonderful predicament. Yes I take the good with the not so good, but before you ask for free maybe you should think about what kind of job you would have if you gave it away for free. Is it steeply priced, no it is not! Do you have a gf, or wife, or date for that matter isn't there a vagina tax on that. Yes you know what I am talking about, honey can you get me a new ____________(fill in the blank? You say no, you get no

Employees
*How to properly place new employees* 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: * A. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. * B. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. * C. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. * D. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them In Planning. * E. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. * F. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. * G. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. * H. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. * I. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. * J. If they hav

Employment
I am seeking more and more options. Tomorrow i will fill out more applications. Filling them outsucks especially when you either don't want them to contact your current employer or you just can't remember previous employers for different reasons (so long ago or now out of business or just defunct.) i still persist.

Employee Evaluations
Since my last report, this employee has reached rock bottom and has started to dig." > >"I would not allow this employee to breed." > >"This employee is not really so much of a has-been, but more of a definite won't be." > >"Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap." > >"When she opens her mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet." > >"He would be out of his depth in a parking lot puddle." > >"This young lady has delusions of adequacy." > >"He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them." > >"This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot." > >"This employee should go far, and the sooner he starts, the better." > >"Got a full six-pack, but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together." > >"A gross ignoramus--144 times worse than an ordinary ignoramus." > >"He doesn't have ulcers, but he's a carrier." > >"I would like to go hunting with him sometime." > >"He's been working wi

Employment Stragies
I just wanted to let everyone know that a class that was 8 weeks long I passed with flying colors. I am so happy that passed this class! I got a 198 out of a 200. 2 points were taken off because I didnt go to two classes because I was sick! But I am very happy about this!

Employee And Guest General Rulz.... And Other Info
EMPLOYEES & GUESTS 1. Please, NO DRAMA….. 2. No racism (of any kind) 3. No talking about illegal drugs or paraphernalia related to them. 4. No arguing or fighting of any kind in the lounge. (We can’t control what happens outside of the lounge, but just remember, there is an ignore button or block button.) 5. No sexually explicit graphic conversations or implications PLEASE. 6. DO NOT disrespect any lounge member or lounge staff. 7. NO spamming the room with junk GENERAL EMPLOYEE RULES 1. YOU MUST HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER INSTALLED, and YOU MUST HAVE MICROSOFT WORD and EXCEL INSTALLED. 2. PLEASE stay in the lounge during your scheduled shift. If for some reason you are unable to be in the lounge during part of your shift, please let the DJ on AIR know. 3. PLEASE MAKE ACTIVE EFFORT to greet EVERY guest, members or non-members that come into the lounge. We no longer have greeters positions due to EVERYONE is considered a greeter 4. Try to engage people in conversation, if

Emplyees Suck
This is officially my 1st blog! 1 giant leap for me, muthafukas. I work in a restaurant in Jersey City and I have to say that it is the worst place I've ever managed, and I've been to a few parts of NJ including just outside Camden. There is just something about these people that isn't right. How many times can you be late and not exprect to get written up or suspended or fired? Why is it that when I ask them to do something, I have to have a discussion....sorry, a FIGHT about it. If I ask you to wear 1 chef coat for your double because we don't have enough for the week , why can't I get an "ok, no problem" or "oh, I didn't realise, I'll fix that." Instead I hear, "Well maybe we should have more coats." Like I don't know how to do my effin job and manage a monthly budget of 5 pages. Why have I been trying for 12 months to get these dirty fukers to clean right? I've tried asking them, telling them, making it fun, pleading, using it as a punishment, divying up the respon

Employee Placement Method
Does your organization struggle with the problem of properly fitting people to jobs? Here is a handy hint for ensuring success in job placement. Take the prospective employees you are trying to place and put them in a room with only a table and two chairs. Leave them alone for two hours, without any instruction. At the end of that time, go back and see what they are doing. - If they have taken the table apart in that time, put them in Engineering. - If they are counting the butts in the ashtray, assign them to Finance. - If they are screaming and waving their arms, send them off to Manufacturing. - If they are talking to the chairs, Personnel is a good spot for them. - If they are writing up the experience, send them to Tech Pubs. - If they don't even look up when you enter the room, assign them to Security. - If they try to tell you it's not as bad as it looks, send them to Marketing. - If they've left early, put them in Sales. - And if they're all bullying

Employees
well i am making this blog to see if i can find some employees for a new lounge i am co-owner of so if ya interrested come see us we would love ta have ya here is the link >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55773#

Employee Of The Month!
Employee of the Month! A young guy from Minnesota moves to Florida and goes to a Big 'everything under one roof' Department store looking for a job. The Manager says, 'Do you have any sales Experience?' The kid says, 'Yeah, I was a salesman back in Minnesota .' Well, the boss liked the kid and gave him the job. 'You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close And see how you did.' His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up the boss came down. 'How Many customers bought something from you today? The kid says, 'One'. The boss says, 'Just one? Our sales people average 20 To 30 customers a day. How much was the sale for?' The kid says, '$101,237.65'. The boss says, '$101,237.65?' What the heck did You sell?' The kid says, 'First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fishhook. Then I sold Him a larger fis hhook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I asked him where he was going

Employment Background Check
Employment Background Check by identityPi.com allows employers to do background checks for new employee. Site offers a huge database, which an employment screening report is compiled giving exact background check.

Employee Of The Month
Well today we had our January employee meeting... I recieved employee of the month. a very cool day pack with built in speakers and stereo amp. A check for $100 2 free buffets at Wildhorse Pass Casino near our Radisson Hotel and .... 2 tickets to the NHRA time trials this sunday... WAY COOOOOOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Employment History
To pass the time while our plane was being de-iced, the flight attendants played a trivia game with the passengers. They asked us to guess the total number of years the three of them had worked for the airlines. After an attendant collected our estimates, we heard the announcement: "The correct answer is 26 years. For the two people who came closest with 28 years, we have prizes. And for the passenger in seat 12F who guessed 85 years, would you please step off the plane once we are airborne."

Employment Search
My employment search preoccupied our family for months. One day my husband told our three boys that to make things easier for me, he had a list of jobs for them. They were all silent until our six-year-old spoke up: "When are the interviews?"

Employee Self Service Portal
Employee Self Service Portal The Employee Self Service Portal is the basic building block of the EmployWise™ system. It enables employee self-service and provides access to a comprehensive employee database.The employee database acts a centralized repository of vital employee related information available to not HR, Employees and managers. Its inherent Employee Self-Service capabilities ensure that this data remains current without tedious data entry by HR. The Employee Self Service Portal is the base on which all other functional modules can be added in a "plug-and-play" to create a comprehensive employee self service based HR system. Empowering employees in their day-to-day functioning requires giving them anytime, anywhere access to basic employee facing processes as well access to information about the people in their teams. In absence of these, employees are left wondering and waste time chasing people and paper. At the same time supporting these mundane repetitive tasks

Emplyment Review By Domme
I had been in my new job just a few days when my boss - an attractive 42-year-old called Stephanie - called me into her office. She wanted me to work overtime that night, and, hoping to make a good impression, I readily agreed. At 5.30pm, as the rest of the staff were knocking off, I reported to Stephanie in the basement area of the building. "Your overtime will be four hours," she said, "and you will not be paid for it. This is a test to establish whether you are suitable for my employment." This took me aback but before I could object Stephanie added: "You will speak only when spoken to and will address me as 'Ma'am' at all times. You will carry out my orders without question - if you want to keep your job. Understand?" I didn't understand at all but I was desperate to stay in employment. I'd tasted life on the dole and it didn't agree with me. This job - a filing clerk in the subscriptions department of a small publishing house - wasn't exactly prestigious but it would bring in a mo

The Empowered Woman
The Empowered woman. She moves with a sense of confidence and grace Her once reckless spirit now tempered by wisdom. Quietly, yet firmly, she speaks her truth without doubt or hesitation and the life she leads is of her own creation. She now understands what it mean to live and let live. How much to ask for herself,and how much to give. She has strong yet generous heart and the inner beauty she emanates truly sets her apart. Like the mythical phoenix, she has risen from the ashes and has soared to a new plane of existance unfeltered by the things that once posed such resistance. Her sense now heightened, she sees everything so clearly. She hears the wind rustling through the trees, beckoning her to live the dreams she hold so dearly. She feels the softness of her hands and muses at the strength the posess. Her needs and desires she has learned to express. She has tasted the bitter and savored the sweet fruits of life. She has overcome adversity and pushed past heart

Empowerment Ritual
This ritual will increase your magical powers and energy. "The purpose of this ritual is to tap into your own personal life force and amplify it into a personal statement of self confidence and strength. Afterwards, when you feel yourself dragging in one area or another, concentrate on the appropriate symbol in the appropriate color for a bit, and you will find yourself tapping back into the energies you established in the ritual." You will need: * A set of crayons including red, orange, yellow, green, sky blue, dark blue, violet, black, grey, white, silver, and gold. * A medium to work on--cloth or paper on which all the colors will show up. * A red candle * Fiery scented incense, such as sage or cedar. First, establish your working circle, after you've gathered all your materials together. Make sure you have a comfortable place to sit and draw. You'll be here a while. Face the east and say: "Spirits of the East, powers of Air, I ask that you be present at this spe

Empowerment Incantation
I call upon the sacred powers from the stars and earth. Odin, God of all men, father of all Gods, Engulf me with your strength, wisdom and power. Embrace my soul with the power from within Give me my full power so I may unleash my wrath upon my enemies. Combine my light and dark, my good and evil. My Gods I request the strongest power ever given to a soul of my kind. Grace me with the power of a GOD!

Empowered
Empowered The strength to rise from the pain, to continue at all cost, The strength to prolong all the shame, Knowing that you've lost, The strength to smile, when all you feel is anger, to substitute bad days, for the best ones you can remember, The strength to say 'I'm lost' when your pride has blocked your sight, to say 'please love me', though I've never done it right, The strength to say you love them, knowing there may be no reply, to stay by their sides at times, when all they do is cry, the strength to try again after many times of failing, to finally open up after many years of waiting, The strength to fall in love, though sacrificing your heart, to keep a loved one close while knowing you've grown apart, The strength to say ' I love you' when all else has gone wrong, to keep on waiting for you..... regardless of how long, ~destine~

Empowering Ur Talisman
Devotion Ritual To empower a talisman Ritual of dedication to make a talisman effective: To be really effective, a talisman, amulet, gri-gri or even a simple medal must be devoted. To prepare, make a small mound of soil or sand on the ground and place the object on the top of the mound. The mound only needs to be large enough to support the object. While the object lay on top of the mound, speak aloud the following words: Mother Earth, from whom all that is has come, To this object lend your heart, that yet so small, It shall become large in your power, That weak, it shall become mighty in your eye, That alone, it shall be with the many. After the words have been spoken, remove the object from the mound, and in its former location, place and light a small amount of pungent incense of your choosing. Allow the smoke from the incense to rise and then begin passing the talisman or other object through the smoke of a pungent incense of your choosing. While passing the obje

Empowering Passion
Empowering passion Is there something you desperately need? Your sense of desperation and your need will work against you, and will make it even more difficult to attain what you're after. By very definition, whatever you need you do not have. When you continually reinforce the idea that you do not have something, you continually push that thing away from yourself. Replace your desperate need with a passionate desire. That will frame your situation in a much more positive, powerful perspective. With desperation, you feel like giving up. With passion, on the other hand, you create the energy to move decisively forward. With need, you feel an emptiness that drains your every moment. With desire, you constantly motivate yourself to create fulfillment. Let go of your needs, for they will only keep you needy. Replace them with positive desires, and feel the empowering passion that will make those desires happen. -- Ralph Marston

Empowered
Hypothetically, people worry about everyone being selfishly oriented. "If everyone did exactly what they want to do, what kind of world would this be?" And we say, a really, really good one. Because if everyone did what they wanted to do, everyone would feel free. And if you feel free, you feel empowered. And every negative emotion that exists—hear this—every negative emotion that exists is because there is some sense of loss of freedom somewhere in there.

Empowered By Darkness
Dark evil Disguised in human flesh You are not one of me So save me from myself. The mirror does not reflect That which I need to see The cameras cannot capture What I don't want to be. The darkness empowers my evil to spawn The darkness convinces me to wait out till dawn I love the feel of flesh As it grows colder I love the way the world gets older and older. The mysteries of the supernatrual pile up to hell I don't want to say it. I want to yell The darkness empowers me In so many ways It turns me on and makes me evil Reminds me of the forlorn days... Take me back to when things did spawn Evil and darkness will ALWAYS carry on.

The Empress
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

The Empress Of The Galaxy
The Empress of the Galaxy by The Best Author © I know you're dying to hear what happened between her and me, but before you know what and how, you must know when where and who. I won't bore you with the history of the world to this point, but you must understand that I am living in the second information age. The first information age came after the invention of the computer, when suddenly record keeping and administration became so common that some dull individuals even chose to document their weekly happenings on blogs. After the information age came the space age. There isn't anything interesting to say about this age. There were people landing on planets, Terri forming them, world leaders deciding to elect someone to lead them to save countless wars and bombs, and lots more details you don't care about. Another detail you probably don't want to hear, but I feel is important anyway, is people became much more open about sexuality. There were still people who believed c

The Empty Chair
I talked to you yesterday Although you weren't there. I had an unfulfilling conversation With your empty chair. I told you that I miss you How I'm sorry that you're gone, How much it hurts inside And how the nights are long. I listened as you didn't say The things I need to hear, All the things you didn't say Echoed loud and clear. I felt it as you didn't take My hand into your keep I saw your non-existant tears As you didn't start to weep. I told you how your mama cried And said Life wasn't fair. I talk nightly, since you died, To your empty chair. © 2006 D. R. Hyden

Emptiness Inside
Emptiness Inside The thought of having you was a blessing, But now without you is my burden I wonder thru the night not sleeping and wonder aimlessly thru the day not eating, For when I was with you my heart was true but now I spend every moment in the dark without you, You say things are for the best and we should just stay friends, But you forget you have a piece in me that you toke it away that you will always regret, For me life is never fair for the trouble soul, That’s why the emptiness eats away my soul for I don’t know if I’ll ever be whole again....

Empty
The night is so empty without you by my side. The moon is so dark without your skin embraced in me. The world is such a lonely place to be without your love for me. I can live thousands of years with you. But not a day without you. Don't leave me any empty space For i don't wish to be alone.

Empty Suicide
She sits in th corner Pills cover the floor She's 17 years old and they call her a whore they call her fat they call her ugly When she cries they think its funny they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped She took the bottle and opened the cap she swallowed nine hoping she'd die Now her lifeless body lays on the floor with a suicide note taped to the door So think twice before you end up like her and know that theres always something better in store

Empty World
drivin all night just to see you cant take another lonely night living so far from you Ill bet you never had someone like me a man with a cause someone who isnt carefree ill bet youve wondered from time to time just whats been on my mind well thats the way it is and how itll be another lonely night away from me I sent you a letter today written in red I tried to explain to you that nothing was ever said Its buried deep inside me where no one goes a place I keep for myself In a world no one knows

Emptiness
Emptiness Emptiness is not hard to find. Emptiness is around the corner staring you in the eye. Emptiness will make you want to cry sometimes. Never again will I let emptiness scare me. In a crowded room trying to fill the void. Material things won't fill the emptiness, the void within. Only one true thing that will fill the emptiness, the pain within. That one true thing is LOVE. "LOVE" such a delicate word. A word that can't be taken lightly. Don't abuse the word LOVE! Love can truly be hurt! It can be taken advantage of! You can love the wrong thing or person and still feel empty. Obviously that is the wrong kind of love. It's hard to tell what type of love you have for someone for something. LOVE- a word that can make ya or break ya. Loving the wrong thing will cause you to feel the emptiness. That emptiness that is lurking around the corner. Please don't be afraid of it. RB

Empty
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face, it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell

Empty Dreams Of Love....
If only words could be actions, Then when I say I love you, It would touch your heart, If only dreams were true, then my dream would be you, If I could have one wish, the my one wish would be to be beside you, If I could have anyone in the world, I would choose you, You complete me in ways that I thought I couls not be completed, You give me unimaginable mental orgasims, You take me away with a single word from this madness that I call life! You distract me from all pain and suffering, You are PEGASUS, My mythological creature symbolizing purity in my world, If my world were dark, then your voice would be the ONLY light in it, My love for you is unconditional and always will be, It has no remorse, No sadness, No pity, It does not lie, It is now and always will be pure, It is understanding, Of this I am sure, WITHIN this confusion of my mind, One thing is for certain, I am now and no matter what, Will always be right by your side! I love you!!!

Empty
I've been having this feeling completely alone, yet in some ways I cherish my own time not having to share it. I share many things with my friends which those I have are amazing. Yet, I can't help but have this empty feeling inside. I fear its comming soon, my destruction. I have pleadged my love for a final time. With all I have held dear in my heart, from the time I was young until now, makes me wonder why is it I still look upon them with inncent eyes. I look out upon the world a lil differently I feel like the prey anymore and they await to leap. All I truly desire is to find that one true connection. Some call it a soul mate, some call it love... all I know is my life somehow will always seem incomplete cause for what I desire may no longer exsist. I hold many dreams in this life and I wish to be strong and independant. Yet I would also love having that one person there to hold me when in need. That one who can bring a smile to my face when the wor

Empty Promises
THIS IS WHAT I WROTE AFTER ME AND MY EX-FIANCE BROKE UP......................................... Empty promises. Empty words with no meaning.You said you loved me and that you wanted to be with me forever.. YOU LIED! You PROMISED me that i would never have to feel any pain ever again.You said we were going to be so happy together....Then all of a sudden it was like a bad dream when you said that it was over that all I was was one big mistake it was like my walls came crashing down around me! It was like the pain of a thousand daggers through my heart..You had saved me from drowning then you threw me back in..that was the worst pain I had ever felt in my life I didn't know it was possible to hurt so bad nothing was going to stop me from ending my life...You made me the happiest I have ever been all I could think about was you day and night you were in my thoughts all day and in my dreams at night.I did and still do love you more than anything in the world. It's so confusing how I can

Empty Sun
She's cold and dead inside Although her body breathes But she's still got her hate and She still tries to scream She shrieks at the people passing by Trying to tear her way through Claw masks left on many Joy is left in none Please take everything Just fucking take it and leave You smell of death long before your time I'd love to see your face crumble Melting you into the black nothing When you go Not even the hungriest of worms Shall find your rancid corpse suitable Blackened flesh to match your soul She's completely lost herself Into the house of flames Out of our thoughts--entirely

Empty Questions
Empty Questions when you fall from a mother's love friends forget you the Gods forget you... what is it to feel? can you find satisfaction in the saturation of sin when low is not enough to punnish when horror is no longer fiction when there is nothing left but alone is there an answer?

Empty Houses
Poor house ... poor, lonely house, Where did your people go?Why did they leave you alone like this?Is there any way to know? So colorless and desolate,Pathetic, sagging place,Wretched and forsaken,Standing only by God's grace. One more storm ... and POOF ... you're gone!Though I s'pose it doesn't matter,Shingle by shingle and board by board,You'll soon be wholly scattered. Oh, aging house, if you could talk,The stories you could tell,What went on within your walls,Before you became a shell. How many generations lived there?How many can you recall?How old are you? When were you built?How many babies crawled down your halls? So, why were you abandoned?Who left you alone to die?There surely must have been a time,When love and laughter were inside. Who stripped you of your finery?Or looted things considered plain?When vandals raped and took your pride,Did you protest in pain? When they painted mean things on your face,Did you shudder? Did you cry?Was that when, poor little house,You

Empty
LIFE IS STRANGE TIMES SEEM TO FLY BY NO CARES, EMPTY FEARS RACING RACING RACING FAST IN MY YOUR MIND IN MY BODY IN MY CAR IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS AGAIN IT SEEMS TO CRAWL SLOWLY METHODICALLY EFFORTLESSLY QUIETY NO DISTRACTIONS YET CONFUSION REIGNS WITH WILD EXPLOSIONS TIME IS ILLUSIVELY DODGING REALITY WITH SPECS OF FAIRY DUST AND JOY TUMBLING THROUGHOUT THE PROCESS YET THE BLACK HOLE OF SADNESS ALWAYS IS PRESENT NEVER GONE~ NEVER REALLY HIDDEN ALWAYS PEERING ITS UGLINESS JUST TO REMIND ME OF IT. JUST SUCKS DAN CELTICCHARMS

Emptiness Of The Heart
The sweetest kiss upon thy lips, A gentle touch I cant resist. Come closer dear I can not wait, Each day I long for your embrace. Hold me love and tell no lies, my arms for you are open wide. You said to me you loved me so, then why do you wish me to go? All I did was love you true, and so for now I beg of you, do not take light what's wrote to you, You'll read these lines and ponder through. Oh Dear sweet love know you're my sun. who stole my heart like no other one. I pray each night and every day, I thank the Lord you were sent my way. So Please My Love I ask once more, My need for you do not ignore. Please show me love and tenderness, My heart cant take this emptiness. Copyright ©2006 MKH

The Empty Chair
"THE EMPTY CHAIR" Ben Steen copyright November 23, 2003 AS WE GATHER TO CELEBRATE, ON THIS THANKSGIVING DAY, WITH ALL OF OUR FAMILIES, LET US ALL STOP AND PRAY. CAUSE ALL ACROSS AMERICA, IN HOMES EVERYWHERE, FAMILIES WILL BE GATHERED, AT A TABLE WITH AN EMPTY CHAIR. ONE OF THEIR LOVED ONES, IS NOT AT HOME TO CELEBRATE, SOME ARE IN FOREIGN LANDS, AND SOME HAVE MET THEIR FATE. LET'S THANK THOSE MEN AND WOMEN, WHO KEEPS OUR COUNTRY STRONG, AND STAND AND SALUTE OUR FLAG, AND SING OUR NATIONS SONGS. CAUSE SOMEWHERE THIS THANKSGIVING, AS WE SAY A THANKFUL PRAYER, THERE ARE FAMILIES THAT ARE HURTING, AT A TABLE WITH AN EMPTY CHAIR

Empty Walls
White Blank Empty Space How it stares at you in the middle of your breakdown The walls speak volumes to you just standing there Memories once filled the humble structure Now it lies there so vacant it hurts The tiles stare back once played upon in your early days People who knows who just people new ones are coming The sun sets on your dreams of having a house How do you fill that solid hollow? Loneliness seeps into the cracks and seals them tight Walk out the door never to return again Closing the pathway to your childhood home

Empty Till
Empty Till Greenpeace warriors cast their spell upon this land but don't do well Shadows drawn upon the ground in twilight gleam the daylight drowns Frantic fighting round and round but earth till sings it's keening sound She weeps in sorrow, cries in pain for desecration naught to gain Her foliage withers under sun with acid rain tis all but done Our mother earth shall die away no trees to climb, no grass on which to play The sky so thick with factories grime can't see ahead to future times Even with eyes opened wide the truth from us forever hides Afraid to live in nature's hands we continue destruction of this land Till all around us barren scene insidiously invades our natures dream It takes from us our children's pleasure forces them to pay the measure And as they tally up the bill and check for money in the till They find that in our thoughtlessness we've left them in a bankrupt mess Kevin F. Dustin

Empty Chairs....
The holidays are a culmination of many swirling dipositions for me. As I prepare for my trip back to my hometown tomorrow be with family, I look forward to the relaxed soulfilling effects of being surrounded by those that you need be nothing but yourself, just your presense is beneficial, and visa versa. I look forward to throwing back a few with my Pop and heckling each other endlessly, and basking in the unconditonal love and calm warmth that radiates from my grandmother. And thereafter, traveling to my moms, and relishing in her rationality and reassurring words and perspectives about virtually everything, and at some some point trying to abscond my brother from his sometimes turmultuous household and disappearing for awhile without permission, deliberately unnaccounted for, and unanswering, just to piss his overbearing spouse off, because he needs that and I dont mind being the bad guy, and thats what brothers are for. But a loom hovers also. Returning to my roots puts highlight o

Empty
a year has passed love is on the rocks why are things this way what have i done to make u not love me everytime u say no i become a little more empty inside what have i done please tell me what i can do love is a bond but it only works when u let me know let me know what your feeling what have i done i love you but i think you dont feel the same way anymore forever for always im empty

Empty Tank
My snorkel is down at the moment. Needing some good ballast tanks to put the sail back in my snorkel and get old boaterman puttering again. Just dreaming, at my age I hope it is wet. Cum if you have a chance!1 Ha, Ha canoeing alone takes twice as much stoking on the oar... bye for now got to get stroking...

Empty Word
He says the words..."I love you.", at least twenty times a day. He speaks the words by rote... when there is nothing else to say. He holds them out like a badge, to somehow defend his right... To own me, hurt me, control me, and use me in the night. He speaks those empty words, to break the awful silence. Ignoring our long dead love, clinging to the marriage license. He speaks the words from habit, I hear the words with shame. He talks about our children, our duties, but not about our pain.

Empty Nest Or Menopause?
just had two kids leave in april now holidays am not very happy though am qiute depressed,and many ups and downs. have to call miles away just to get a laugh,but that really dont last long. hubby about to trough me to the wolfs.not his fault though i yell and scream lots , he just goes to polebarn and leaves me to my ranting. i ask is it fair to be going trough this all at once? they say life not fair, guess they are right. so to anyone who hasnt reached this stage yet beware of the shifting moods you really dont know when they are going to attack you. so just smile and think to self hope tomarrow will be better. oh to try to seprate empty nest and memopause because i cannot difine the difference. well enough ranting hope you injoy the info, because you really dont want people to really think you are crazy now do we.

Empty
Emptiness is what consumes me. This is the only thing that I feel The pain is slowly failing to keep other emotions real. I feel no joy, no love, and no happiness, not even fear or sadness. I would kill to feel anything, even hate for my inner self. The only thing I can feel is the over coming feeling of emptiness

Empty Inside
You ever feel like nothing around you is real and that no one really cares. It makes me wonder why should I try. I am just like everyone eles and deserve to be treated the same. I have a heart and I have feelings when something hurts I cry. People make me feel so empty inside. Makes me think don't try and you wont cry. I wish the pain would just pass me by. I can give and give but what good does that do cause in the end my tears just fall like the rain till I am more empty inside. At the end of the day I just feel so dead inside.

Emptiness
GOING NUMB,SLAMMING DOORS,SENSELESS WORDS,PAINFUL LOOKS!,....U FELT HER DIE YET SHES NOT DEAD,...WONT LET HER GO YET WONT LET HER IN,...YOU KNOW U LUV HER BUT U WONT ACCEPT THE PAIN!!,...URE KILLING YOURSELF ,DOESNT ANYONE SEE THIS OR IS EVERYONE OUT 2GAIN?!!!,...PUSHING AWAY,EVERYONE NOW,...EMPTINESS IS SO VERY NEAR!

Empty Trust
I do not belive in love anymore, I do not believe in hope anymore, I do not believe in you anymore. All I;ve left to believe in, Is death and emptiness. The cowardliness of your actions, Left an and open wound in my heart. I do not belive in love anymore. The shattered shards of my dreams, Swirl down your clogged up drain. I do not belive in hope anymore. You've made me keel over in pain, A hurt wedged deep in my heart. I do not belive in life anymore. Many a time you left me waiting, But all the while you weren't coming. I do not beleive in you anymore. All I've left is death is emptiness.

An Empty Flow Of Words
An old poem from sadder times An Empty Flow of Words Love to fill me; Betrayal to break me. Poetry to heal me. Love to grow inside again. Lies to scorch me again. No words come this time. ................................................ Poetry from Shattered Emotions used to heal my broken heart. Words, as stitches, slowly mending wounds unseen. Now invisible slashes fester unhealed. Immune to words, poetry revealed to heal no more a heart becoming hollow.

Empty Echos
You sit smugly, Like a king on his throne. Quietly listening, waiting to hear the soft whispers of my cry! Tears that once filled my eyes as truths turned to lies, long ago gone now. No longer will I give you the pleasure of hearing my pain. The sound That feeds your very existance now gone , you wait, hungy and unfulfilled, but all you will hear is The empty echoes of your past. Written By: Mary Lee

Empty Nest..or Emptiness?
Where did time go? It seems as only a few years ago, excitement filled my heart. As we discovered our family would increase, another child to love and nurture… another chance…another start. As with a plant…the seed we must sew, give them love and watch them grow. Bumps on their heads…as they learn to be independent, cuts on their knees…praying the blood will cease. A few minor stitches and a broken arm or toe… my mother reminded me it’s just part of being a child, part of being a parent I quickly replied, for it hurts me more to see them cry. From tots to teens, what a roller coaster ride, first we’re up and then we’re down… Full of emotions… and off to their rooms they run and hide. Loud music, computers, and games… friends constantly spending the night… Boyfriends and girlfriends… Days filled with joy and tears, and sometimes worries lasting until late at night. For a mother…being shut out is the hardest part, not sharing the talks, secrets, and la

Empty
Empty Exhausted, enervated, labotomized and viviasected. Emotional duress. mental anguish. Rung out, Strung out, stretched bow string taunt. heart plays lamenting song. A dirge Used up Terrified, un-sanctified. Sight-less dry Empty echos resounding. down the corridors, of my mind. Desolate chambers abound. Shelved dreams. naive with the obscene. Missing answers to lost questions. Aimlessly wondering as desolations thrall. Just another aggrieved soul. Mired in desperations morass disconsolate alone with it. Reaching out with vacant eyes. Pouring myself into unresponsive minds For a glimmer. Odds are getting thinner. Becoming translucent. transcended Alone.

Emptyness....
My god life sucks.... Once again my dark side comes back. My surgery was postponed...Yet again! So I have to wait, I am not a priority anymore. I feel pain, desperate, hurting, empty... Like no one cares about me. I stand in front of my mirror last night with a blade wondering if anyone would miss me if I went away. I wanted to join my best friend in the after life.... But, I didn't. Maybe a am too coward to do such a thing....

Empty Inside
once again in your room by yourself you reach for your box on top of the shelf there you find all rolled up inside the broken razor you use all the time a tear rolls down as you sigh in relief you think it helps but its your warped beliefs farther you push, its real bloody now you stand up distorted as your search for a towel you dream short dreams of memories forgot unaware that you have hit a vital spot

Empty Yet Aware
Empty yet aware, the original light shines spontaneously; tranquil yet responsive, the great function manifests. A wooden horse neighing in the wind does not walk the steps of the present moment; a clay ox emerging from . the sea plows the springtime of the eon of emptiness. Understand? Where a jade man beckons, even greater marvel is on the way back. bryan.AkA.The.Writer

Empty
You can lie and cheat , take away my keys take away my heart Make me cry , feel worthless but you can never take away my pride My soul is like the wind so free and soon you will see , someone will want me , for me . hiding my tears I will leave .

Empty
Memory needs you or it has nothing, is less than the black box of night, closed indefinitely, less than a never -stirred lake, no thing to press against its cheek, less than rock unturned, no one to witness its shadow beneath, or its pulse within, absent or too slow to be taken. And you need memory because you need yourselves to stay. That simple. You don't want to be, can't imagine being, alone with you. Memory, a mirror, nothing to draw in to yourself, only a growing circular haze, steam, then your warm breath, evaporating, from its cold, unyielding face, you leaning in, trying to see who and what you have been. You leaning in, your surface, met and stretched, across the skin of a river. Drop a single wet stone through glass skin. Self splinters, shatters. Selves undu -late memory’s expanding, receding, circular wake. The shadow of willows dropping their shoulders, giving

Emptiness...
I have never really known what it means to truly be empty and alone.. But recently I experienced that one time and one time only... I can say I REALLY did NOT like that! but fortunately my honey proved herself to be the stronger of us two and held on for dear life... I will NEVER again place myself in that situation but rather hold on with IRON determination to the one woman I love... honey.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. and you know how special you are to me.. I will forever cherish your love for me.. until the day I die!

The Empty Basket
Would somebody please tell me....what the fuck is wrong with me?? Why do I endlessly walk around in an empty haze? The truth is so hard to find...elusive and beyond my grasp. You say nothing has changed...and if it has not...then why do I feel so alone? Why is it that my voice speaks only silence? My empty rage flares within me, pointed at noone and everyone at the same time. There is no peace in these murky waters. I wade to the shore but am held fast by the waves, forever drawn back into their watery embrace. I showed you my torn and tattered soul, all that was left of me. For a moment I thought that meant something to you. For a moment...I was real. Within your gaze my wings unfurled and I felt as if I could fly. Why did you turn away from me? Ripped away the very wings you gave me. I am ugly. So ugly on the inside that you have turned away. Banished me to the shadows. Sitting in the quicksand, sinking further and further into nothingness.

The Empty Egg
Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12, he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take him out of this school.

The Empty Egg
THE EMPTY EGG Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if w

Empty Eyes
Empty eyes I now look into How to put the love back, I wish I knew Is there any way I can Make you care again Or this time will it Be the end Will I forever see you with empty eyes Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied.

Empty
Life,Death Steal my last breath Hurt,Pain Open Me And Drain Discarded,Bereft I have no Feelings Left Forgotten,Forlorned My Heart You Have Shorn Broken,Bleeding No Hope of Reprieving Lust,Love Ill Have none of Despise,Hate I sit here and wait Here is a Lame attempt..comment as u see fit

Empty Egg
EMPTY EGG Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take hi

Empty
nothing feels enough I know why God made life so rough but God, it isn't fair when everything is like a dare that dangles in my face and laughs at me I'm a disgrace for hating everything and giving in so easily materialism is a disease...

Empty Gusto
Yet let no empty gust Of passion find an utterance in thy lay, A blast that whirls the dust Along the howling street and dies away; But feelings of calm power and mighty sweep, Like currents journeying through the windless deep. that bryant, sitting bearded and quite pompously overlooking his park, his back turned on the new york public library, a cupola on neoclassical columns arching over his naked globe, his right hand on the empire armrest, the other lost somewhere in a humongous folio, should be made to speak by this stanza of “the poet,” can only be credited to the willful identification of the howling emptiness of the gusts of passion to be banned from poetry with midtown manhattan. a canny polemic lost on the sweeps as much as on the howlers congregating in the outdoor café that’s really a bar, drinks abreast and suits ajar. power doesn’t come calm here, among recent graduates of the corporate cocksuck, the swashbuckling bimbos, and the cigar-yielding bondsmen of

Emptiness
I walk on the beach thinking. please God don't let my heart be sinking. Sinking with an unpleasant pain. pain which I can not explain. Tears begin to fall upon my face, I begin to walk in a slower pace. Then I start to walk on the beach thinking, please God don't let my heart be sinking. I finally come to realize, it's nothing but a sinking feeling of emptiness.

Emptiness
Emptiness. It's like a monster. A monster that tears at your soul, rips out your heart, laughing while you lie there trying to break loose. Emptiness. There's no place to hide. You want, You need, You have to break free. It hurts. Written and © Copyright 1996 By Vanessa aka Bowiegirl

Emptiness
Tiny drops or water Slip slowly down my cheeks An endless sea of tear drops That puddle at my feet I long for him His touch His voice Hes everything to me I want to make him happy To fill his fantasies To put a smile upon his face And color in his world. And each night as Im going to bed I slip onto my porch Descending every concrete step Quiet and with grace I sit down in the fresh mown grass And look up at the stars And I say a prayer to god above To protect the ones I love To Heath who holds my heart I wait for him each day I pray that he has found some peace And soon is on his way To John who is my hero And is nestled in my heart I pray he found home safely And will finaly rest in peace To Laura who is my best friend We share more then most I hope she knows shes in my heart I just hope Im in hers too

Empty
why does my soul hold on to this pointless life no good ever comes only pain and hurt are all that i ever feel all these scars i bare overlay day by day and year by year love is just a mirage always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, & mind left scared beyond repair

Empty
I spend a lot of time talking to people on here. I listen to problems; I offer advice. I'm the sarcastic and often disgustingly optimistic voice at the other end of the 'net, telling you everything's going to be okay. And sometimes that makes people think that I don't get depressed. Well, people, I'm here to say... I get depressed. I usually get pissed off at myself shortly afterwards, because my life is pretty kickass in comparison to most people's lives. But, still, I have my moments. 'cuz being single at this point in my life was NOT in my plan... and I am a planner, people. I was supposed to be living in that four-bedroom suburban house now, with at least one kid. Dealing with all of the problems, and joys, that come with that type of life. And I was supposed to have someone to share that life with. I'm a loving, affectionate person, and right now I don't have anyone to lavish that affection on. Instead I'm looking ahead to a future with no shared laughter, kis

Empty Nest...
Well, it's official. I now have an empty nest. My oldest daughter has moved in with my sister so she can go to school down home and my baby is in Arizona with her grandparents. Steven's been at his dad's for months now. I have no more kids at home. After 18 years of hearing 'mom, mom, mom' my house is silent. I really don't know what to do with myself. Talk about lonely... And, we're looking for a smaller house. We sure don't need four bedrooms for just the two of us, eh... I hate moving... Well, I guess for now it'll just be me and my online classes, and of course you guys... what else can I do? (besides cleaning out all the junk we've accumulated over the years...) Wish me luck... I'm already at the brink of insanity, and sliding in... UPDATE: TJ, the youngest at 14, is back home. Man, for quite some time. She and I took a trip to Arizona this summer for five weeks! It was wonderful! Now that our nest is almost truly empty, my husband is going to take a trip out there

Empty
Sorry to any of you that are wondering about me I am just feeling very empty and very lonely yes I am sure it can be changed at anytime I just need to figure out when to take that next step and the best way how to.. It will be a very trying year to say the very least so if I am quiet or dont call some of you that is why I feel backed in a corner and I need to get out of it so I will talk to ya soon maybe after I get out of my rut who knows but I am so very lonely =(

Emptiness
emptiness Current mood: lonely Emptiness creeps over me. Day by day, night by night. It seems I'll never wake from this nightmare. Life drones on in patterns, never ending. In my dreams I see you- Your infamous smile that only I understand. Hope? I once knew of this, but with every mile between us it was ripped further from my mind. Oh, how I miss you! I see you everywhere. Not your face; I see your heart. A shining star bears your enthusiasm. A single rose, the most beautiful on the bush, stands alone. In a pool of water I see your inner peace and serenity. I remember the calm that you bring into my life. I long to dive in and swim deeper, deeper. Forever immersed, never having to think. Just feel. To know I'm yours. Without you I feel as if I'm trapped in a whirlpool. Life spins around me while I lie helpless on this bed of thorns. The light from where you used to be dims. Day by day, night by night,

An Empty House
An Empty House I OPEN THE DOOR TO AN EMPTY HOUSE FULL OF ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID, ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, AND FULL OF A LONLINESS THAT HOLDS ME WITHIN THE WALLS. I HAVE ADDED THINGS HERE AND THERE TO MAKE IT FEEL MORE OF HOME AND YET THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT IS NOT FILLS IT TO THE CEILING. WHILE I LIE AWAKE IN A BED FULL OF SHEETS AND PILLOWS STAINED WITH TEARS I STARE AT THE CEILING AND REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THIS HOME BECAME NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF WOOD, BRICK, AND NAILS. WHAT AM I DOING? WHY DO I FEEL STUCK HERE? THERE IS NOTHING MORE LEFT TO SALVAGE BETWEEN THESE WALLS AND YET I FEEL COMPELLED TO STAY COMPELLED TO NOT WALK AWAY. EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL TIES TO NOTHING ANYMORE; WITHIN THE WALLS THERE IS ANGER, HATRED, AND A SCREAMING VOICE. I HAVE LOCKED THE DOORS BEHIND ME AND I KEEP SCREAMING FOR THE WALLS TO TAKE ME AWAY; TAKE THE PAIN, ANGER, AND HATRED FROM ME SO THAT MAYBE I CAN LIVE AGAIN. I HEAR THE VOICES ON THE O

Empty Equals Quiet
Two thoughts come to mind, The content is boring or people on cherrytap are not here for literary content. My guess is it's a bit of both. Maybe a blog on here that ferments thought is out of place. Maybe when folks come to CT all they want is to be entertained. I don't think I am capable of entertaining writing. Humorous is definitely out of the question. I can't do funny. I write all the time but I never have been able to write funny. I'll have to give this some more thought!

Empty
The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptiness A desperate want For their caress To fill the void Left by invisibility Butterflies flutter When you meet their gaze Knees weaken, just for a second As they brush past Then light-headedness When you smell their scent Then later In the quiet of the night The empty void of want Loins aching for them Then hollow emptiness The constant companion The loneliness Of unrequited love

Emptiness
I walk on the beach thinking, please God don't let my heart be sinking. Sinking with an unpleasant pain, pain which I can not explain. Then tears begin to fall upon my face, I begin to walk in a slower pace. Then I start to walk on the beach thinking, please God don't let my heart be sinking. I finally come to realize its nothing but a sinking feeling of emptiness....

Empty
“ Eternity “ Blissfully empty A strong heart, once betrayed Now silent and cold Waiting, The spark of love…. Everything and nothing Wanting the past Fearing it as well Everything is uncertain, No Fate Only what we make for ourselves Eternal emptiness or…Eternal uncertainty Cherished object of love Now an instrument of death The heart, The nexus of the soul Full of life….. If put to use As cold and hard as stone When used and abused

Empty Lies
AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES

Emptiness Feels Alive
love will always be the most powerful thing in the world. i have spent my life following my heart through darkness and the light. i have had my heart broken but that will not be the end of me. i can fall in love again and indeed i know i can. those who think they cannot love again are wrong. love is always being tossed around like a piece of scrap paper. do not look for but do not EVER close your eyes to it when it happens. grab it follow your heart and enjoy the ride while it lasts because who knows when you will feel like that again. the feeling that you can just smile when you see that person. your whole body shivers when their hands brushes yours. the kiss that holds you there no matter how soft it is, no matter how quick it holds you heart draws out your soul and makes you come alive. ******* sleeping alone is depressing, though of my life i have done it for most of the time. i have an extra blanket which usually finds itself in my arms when i wake up in the morning.. comfort

Empty Promises
I can't stand it when someone makes a promise to me that they have no intentions of keeping. For example, several months ago, someone promised me that they were going to visit family, and she would be back in 2 days. This happened in the middle of November, and here we are almost mid July. And this person still has not returned. No, in fact, she even promised me, back in February, that April 15th. she would be back. But still no sign of her.... This person promised never to leave me, but thats exactly what she did. She left me here, alone. And ran away from everything that was bothering her here... Even now, she still tells me that she loves me, and wants to be with me. But, if thats true, then why is it that I am always ignored for other supposed guy-friends? I'm sorry to hear that she lost one of her friends recently, to a car crash. But at the same time, I'm glad. Because it's one less person I don't have to worry about being ignored for... Call me a selfish asshole... Call m

An Emptiness
The Emptiness I feel inside Is growing everyday. I can't figure out why I feel this way. Things seem dark and I'm in a gloom, so I stay in my bed, asleep in my room. I hope soon, I can find the light, and awaken from this everlasting night. THe Emptiness is forever calling my name, is it sadness, or is it shame? It seems the emptiness is here to stay. I can't figure out why I feel this way. I sleep all day, and most of the night, I look in the mirror and sigh at the sight. I need to eat but nothing sounds good, I can't wait for it to be the way that it should. The Emptiness is stronger now, it fuels its own fire. Ive lost that sense of self, that burning desire. Will the emptiness ever get better? Yeah maybe somehow, maybe someday, I cant figure out why I feel this way. AS i look back, over my shoulder, I cant help but feel my life is over. The Emptiness inside is at its peak. The pain is intense, I let out a shriek. My soul feels cold, nothing nice. I lay on metal cold as i

Empty Smile
Walk by me , So i can see your glow again, Smell your scent arouse my inner compassion, Hear your echoing laughter , Without this distance. Oh that feeling of sweet joy, Continual time spent well, Desirable conversations. Brilliant you sought out to be, Your knowledge over beckons me, Consumed with your power to over compress. Your touch is rare, Something extraordinary. Oh those eyes, Eyes of such sorrow, Stimulating your weaknesses, Within just blinks your full of blissfulness. Gazing a crossed those deep shapes of gray, Pass the stone walls & underneath your hate, Blaze of fire & Scars of hope. Step forth my grieving child; Lay down these thoughts Forgive those lies. Oh those sweet lips. That once were mine, Passing through all this time, Kept inside your troubled mind. Fear gasped my breath, For your infection, Seeking this wet, Delightful affection, From your, Puzzling imperfections. © 2007 Millsmind

Empty Sunrise
The sun rises behind leaden clouds The alarm sounds as it always does But no hand stirs to silence it Until an elbow meets cold flesh And jolts in surprise No warning, no note The next calls frantic Silent passings may cause noisy adjustments Only a voice mail saying "you win" Then the emails come "This isn't funny" over and over again It wasn't a joke The next set of emails come Another address, different comments Same people, harsher message Still can't find the website where the final comments were hidden.....

Empty Thougts Running Thru My Head
Just a few thoughts running in my head. Don't ya just hate getting into a rutt? I mean working all the time, no time for fun, some people would say your got time off now why don't you get your butt off the net and go somewhere, and my response to that is, sure ok where to go? what to do? and most importantly wheres the cash to do so. Sometimes it really sux to be a single parent, there is no free time and i mean free time to spend with your kid, and if there was it'd cost you and arm and a leg, i mean dang we went to the movies a while back, had to see the hills have eyes 2 and it was rather pricey just to see a movie. (Great now its raining) perfect for my blues. Sometimes I wish I was (taken care of" but then again I'm so headstrong I don't no I know I couldn't be controlled. Life is funny why do we want what we don't have? I know I'm just rambling on here and most likely not making any since (not to mention I don't ive a rats behind about my spelling) Guess I'm just moo

Empty
You feel empty if you're not satisfied.. You feel empty if you're searching for something which you don't know yet.. You feel empty if you cannot see what's already in you.. You feel empty if you think negative things... You feel empty when somebody judged you for what you've done wrong! You feel empty if you feel like you can not achieve your dreams.. You feel empty if you think you are!!

Empty
I have nothing left. The atoms have been torn from my DNA. I have felt the ripping of my flesh and the breaking of bone. I have tried. I have tried to make all of them happy. The only end result is the sacrifice of my sanity. To jump thru hoops and to answer their endless questions. And if I don't perform to their expectations, well.. I have lost sight of why I do this... Why I should even care.... Smile and take it... You should be greatful! That's what they tell me... You know what.... fuck you.. that's what I'm saying to them all! til next time... keep your eyes hard and your soul harder....

Empty Soul
Look in the windows to her soul. Nothingness. The eyes are black as coal. Too many times Too many failed attempts. Catatonic. Skeletal. Nothing remains. So many years building; A series of moments to destroy it all. Betrayal. Lies. The clock keeps ticking. Time trickles down Like the blood that drips from the open wounds in her wrists. Flesh paper-thin, Yet still impenetrable. The walls have been built high and thick. Airtight. Nothing can reach her, Nor does she put anything out. Fight for air. Useless. Exhausting.

Empty
As The clock approaches my final breath, I remember My Life Flashing by so fast These times did pass But my time is over now And its the only way out I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please God cleanse me of my sins. I know my life was far from perfect But I tried To be the best I could Before I died And all these obstacles thrown before me Helped to see just how strong I could really be I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please Lord Cleanse me of my sins If I could change all the wrong I've done I would go back to save my sons And give them a life of tranquility The life that some never live to see As my final tears fall I am at peace with all For my body I leave Laying there EMPTY

Empty Spaces That Were Me
Today as i entered your room I noticed The empty spaces that were me. I now know out of your life is where you need me to be. It was strange to see, where I used to fit. Memories of you and memories of me. Things neither of us could admitt. Memories are all I see I do believe that is what the future will hold Spaces where I used to be. nothing more nothing less But as I saw today The empty spaces that were me.

Empty Sacrifice
Arrogance or 'diva-tude' may be a disguise for embracing empty sacrifices or distorted standards. Leading this imitation of life could cause premature losses or affect intimacy or romantic prospects. Relying on others for your self-worth or holding onto an illusion of what was or might have been could keep you from facing the fear that drains your spark or makes you seemingly unapproachable. Until you are true to yourself you may not find peace, and time is fleeting.

Emptiness
There is a hole in my heart that can not be filled. No other man could be compared. The loss of a man with so much love. That no other man could give. He was a gift from God. A gift to all whom ever crossed his path. This man was the only man, who could get one to laugh, With just the smile on his face. As a child he was a true joy. A joy of wonderful memories to treasure. He was a man, who would give the clothes off his back, If there was someone that needed them more. This man was a man with such a big heart. No other man could be compared. This was a man who I called my Father. Another Dedication to My Father - R.I.P.

Empty
I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I just feel sad inside. I try to get close, yet you pulled away. Forget it I said, move on, life's not that long I wont hold on. Loves a senseless waste, my weakest human trait. Play the game.I haven't got time to waste. Such a shame , I wasted your time. Father No pride shown. No time. All I have are the echoing screams, and scars. You left me empty, sad, alone, angry, abandoned. Forget , I wish i could.

Empty
Fiery burst of red flame Surrounding my head Encompassing my thoughts Devouring my emotions Building stronger with every heartbeat Orchestrating itself to a grand finale Leaving me Breathless Void of feeling Empty of caring

An Empty Space
God looked around his garden, And found an empty space. He then looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful,He only takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, And he knew that your heart was strained, He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough,And the hills were hard to climb, So he closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace be thine" It broke our hearts to lose you, But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you The day God called you home

Empty Darkness
Empty Darkness The Darkness surrounds me consumes my every thought. Takes my breath away as it comes and lays me down, Deadly silence muffle every night time sound. Take me out and warm my heart , take away this cold ice pain. Darkness bites deep and sharp draining my inner strength, as I feel my blood flow from with in me , and the aching stabs my soul. Come to me my wicked knight, and take me away from the empty dark illusuion we call life. As the empty darkness folds around, consuming my every thought and taken my every breath, mend my broken heart. Datum my lonely heart to thy.

Empty Future
I look to the future, It is blank for me. Nothing has been written, It is bare you see. Like a tree without leaves. Like the flowers without rain. Just an abyss, Full of emptiness. The futuer is suppose to hold all of your dreams. The only ones I have, Are from days gone by. They say when it is near the end, You hold nothing dear. You do not have dreams, That you want to make real. My dreams are all gone. They are buried in the past. No longer do I hold a love that won't last. Empty and broken. Shattered and torn. My cup is empty, Never again to be filled. I look to the futuer and mine is a blank screen. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Empty Words
I wish that I knew the answers, Of all the real truths and questions I need and have asked for, I want to know why the words are scattered within my plagued mind, Why the thoughts never settle inside the brightly coloured hue, Shades of black and red and green, And yet when I pull up short to take a breath, The world stops too but only to start again, My cries go unheard in the darkness, I want to understand why no one cares inside this insidious world, About the feelings that are locked deep inside a thorny cage, About the screams that echo through the night sky, I wish that I knew all of the secrets, Of all the lies that are told to keep the people placid, I want to know why the words I hear are not meant for me, Why the ideas are never recognized or realised, And yet when I pause to collect my thoughts, The world pauses also but only to spin on again taking the truth away, My pain goes unnoticed by all the swarming masses that surround me, I want

Emptiness
Emptiness leaks out of me and I am alone again. This pain is no longer internal, and it shows in all of my actions. Wanting and yearning to touch you, to kiss you, to slap you. Never to hurt you, just to love you. Lying naked, my heart is breaking once again. I feel my inner fist twisting and squeezing, making it hard for me to breathe. I beg for it to let go, and it only tightens its grasp. I need for you to tell me I'm alright. I need to hear you say the words, the words that set me free. Things are turning black but in my memory I can still see your face. I can see your love and your soft embrace. Twisting and turning my body breaks, crumbling to the floor. I beg out for you but hear nothing in response. My life is drained and I'm still alone. Still wanting to be more.

Emptiness
Have you ever felt alone? Not just alone in the sense of,"Damn I should call someone, see if they want to hang out." No, I am talking alone. Like you are in the middle of the most crowded room you can think of. Screaming at the top of your longs and noone ... noone can hear you.. Thats how I feel. I feel as though noone can hear the cries for help. The shouts of pain. Or see the tears I shed everyday, right in from of them. Or is it not that they cant, maybe they just wont.They refuse to try to understand the pain and the lonliness you feel. Saying.. you have everything you need in life. A home, good friends, a decent man, a nice car. Sure I have all that...but im not happy with myself. And allthe "good" & "happy" & "wonderful" things in the world cant help me anymore. Emptiness...can that be called an emotion? If so that is the only true emotion i feel these days.Pain,Anger,Hurt,Sadness .... those can be felt ... but mostly its the emptiness inside. I feel as if the darkness h

Empty
Why did you lie? you bottled it all inside you said all we need is time now you've said goodbye my heart is torn apart it's lying on the floor you've broken my heart You've open the door I loved you so much I tried so hard but in the end Your heart was barred you left me with an empty heart now my world has fallen apart

The Empty House
So here it is, on the other side of an eternity. My life has been packed away into brown cardboard boxes, placed neatly on shelves and lined up in closets. Here I am on the other side of tomorrow. I survived with my feet still firmly planted on the ground. I won't say that my heart didnt break into a thousand pieces when he left...because it did. I sat in the doorway of my new place and watched as he turned to me for he last time and waved goodbye. Those last moments, the last kiss, the last embrace, it was just an emotional week and as he stood there it came to a pinnacle. It was done. The life that I had so long fought for was over. Now its just the two of us. I am just another sad statistic. One of the billions of single moms who wasted years of her life on a man who promised her the stars and brought her tears. My place is cozy and quaint. Everything is set up to my liking and nobody elses. It does feel like home, I will say that. The lonlieness i feel though is over

Empty
i work so hard because i love her, for what, nothing all i need is just a little bit, just a piece, something my emptiness chilling like an arctic winter night she maintains her distance keeping me just barely in sight my affections unreturned her feelings untold for her love forever my soul i would have sold i rescue her many times but i feel im just a crutch but i just cant help myself, i love her too much i want her completely or nothing at all sometimes i wonder if i should just let her fall i probably never will, im just a sucker like that i wish i could be stronger than a dusty door mat

Empty
There is a place where I hide my soul when I cannot hold the weight of its pain anymore. It is a dark place with no walls or floor, no ceiling tiles that could be removed to expose an escape route to heaven. But heaven is the least of our needs now, as the weather turns cold. Flowers become brittle memories and I gather fractured petals along the way to that place where we can choose to hibernate or rest our cheek to silent stone.

Empty Ache
My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest.

Empty Home
Empty Home by Belle_in_south © Erin McAllister was going to be a star. Sitting at the bar and watching the woman move on stage, Raegan Hall had little doubt about McAllister's star potential. The band had performed several popular country songs, giving the lead an opportunity to display an ability to make each song she sang her own. Her voice had a full range that she overused a little. Rae made a mental note to address the problem when McAllister agreed to sign with Capitol Records. Critics would pan the singer as a one-trick horse and miss the playful dance in McAllister's voice when she sang Dolly Parton's "Two Doors Down," the fierce passion she put into Martina McBride's "Independence Day," and the soulful longing when she covered Reba McEntire's "The Heart Won't Lie." There were a lot of singers in Nashville who could be radio stars. Rae had listened to hundreds in the seven years she had worked for Capitol Records. The seven years had taught her that it took more than a

Empty Dreams
Empty dreams consume me Empty dreams confuse me Empty dreams persuade me Empty dreams intrigue me Empty dreams preserve me Empty dreams influence me Empty dreams seduce me Empty dreams surround me Empty dreams corrode me Empty dreams kill me Empty dreams love me Empty dreams kiss me Empty dreams hug me Empty dreams are just Empty dreams

Empty Void...
I always see people who are happy and nothing seems to bring them down.They have the whole white picket fence thing going for them.The wife,the kids and the dog in the backyard.People who dont let anything get them down. Then you have the other side....you have the sad people.People who cant find happiness or contentment in life.Thier lives are empty and they are always searching for what will make them happy only to find out that they dont what happiness is.Is it something that was missing from birth? A person asks you what was the happiest moment of your life and you cant answer because you dont have one.And probably the cruelest of all is that statistics show happier people live longer. I tend to believe we are predestined.There are people meant to be happy and some meant to be sad.Its not a matter of personality but of emotional vacancy. What do believe?

Empty Words, Empty Promises
empty words mean nothing but heart break is comming. empty promises ive heard so many, why should i listen to another one? empty words fill my heart with dread and pain everyday. empty promises can cause such pain that you think your going to lose your mind. you may think "I LOVE YOU" is only a phrase, but they are words with a powerful promise. a promise that once broken is hard to fix.

Empty Inside
Have u ever felt completely empty inside, ya know like so alone ur slowly losing ur mind, i myself have been there a time or two, its only because i'm missin u, yeah thats what u do to me, after i done u will plainly see, nothing hard just something simple, maybe something just and nimble, even if only it was a smile, would make me complete for awhile, even just the slightest giggle, no not a wiggle, cause i'm the perfect gentleman, well okay i do the best that i can, but now after writing this blog, my feelings r no longer clog, so thankx for readin, for now i'm no longer grievin, so until next time, bye.

Empty Masks
The darkest cravings seek release Pushing against the shadows behind my eyes Fighting the walls and chains of control How long can they be denied Hidden anger behind empty smiles Lost dreams and missed love The most hurtful pain pushed into the deepest pit The happy mask hiding the truth Only the closest see through the lies Fewer still think to look deeper How many would want to know just how dark my thoughts are Would anyone understand? I think that i know a few souls, so like me that they have to understand That even an endless pit of Anger and Hatred needs to be shared!!

Empty Hearts
I of empty heart drift in time and space Knowing not what is coming and going before me As my life spins out of controle I move from one shadow to the next Time its self seem to slow in the wake of it all You have thrown me away in a time of need once again The time, distance, ad space are steadfast The fear of loosing your self is still to strong Now knowing what needs to be to strat anew again You and I bound in time and space Now knowing what must be done you and will not Fullfeel this as set fouth to us You falter once again and stray from the path Not willing to the price for the love you seek Will there be a next time for love Or just empty hearts Moving from one shadow to the next Moving in time and space I walk alone at my task watching from the shadows Kritter's Deep Thoughts Form The Mind #1 10/28/2007

Empty My Yahoo Tonite
due to the hard ass fuck tards on my yahoo i have removed every fucking person. do me a favour and remove your self from my list.most cant take a joke. it was a mass message. get over your self bitch`s. i`m not after you or your pussy. if you can tell i`m alittle tired of dead beat friends.monday nov 5 i will be removing my fubar account. you all have a great life mike

Empty Chairs
twas a day before this night and all my friends carry delight with smiles carried wide and loves brought high we danced this hour away my friends brought joy and love to me and now they vanish with this call i sang with friends only yesterday and now i sing alone... the house of games with us all broken shattered and now closed red and white lights flashing before me and my friends will sing no more oh dear friends answer me tell me that your okay! tell me that you not leaving... this life you had before phantom shadows on empty tables phantom laughter in the halls shattered dreams for tomorrow and im all alone now... oh dear friends answer me tell me that your okay! tell me that you not leaving... this life you had before

Empty Inside
Title: Empty Inside By: Me Memories of the past In stone these are cast Reminders of things that didn't last Reminders of me and you Memories that I don't want, grew Memories of how love died Memories of an emotional landslide Memories of running to hide And memories of too much pride Memories of how we collide Memories ruined even though I tried Memories of how I cried And memories we no longer guide Ending with memories we brush aside Reminders that love is a rollercoaster ride Reminding me that I'm empty inside

Empty Nest Holiday
This Thanksgiving have decided to just get a Turkey Breast and the bare trimmings and make very Little. I have a very empty nest right now and the ones right now that is going to be here is my younger children and me. I hate the Holidays anymore cause I do miss my family and very lonely without all my kids here and that hasn't happened in about 4yrs. Last year we ended up having eggs and ham dinner on the road somewhere and this year one less kid. At least I am fixing and am cooking homemade so if they do decide it will be here.

Emptiness
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Empty Chairs 2
As I pack for my trip home, I was kinda reflecting on last years blog, and sighing a bit at how much has happenned but how little has changed. Altho, I will encounter old chums still drudging around the nieghborhood, and know that I am fathoms more successful than 95% of my hometown, I will still come away wondering if I have filled my potential, as they all will have imagined more from me, because of my history there. At the same time, I will enjoy the repreive of being there, the rat race of my everyday life evaporating for a few days, and wrapping myself in the calm warmth and simplicity that my family so effortlessly makes me feel. But many of the old ghosts of my disposition still haunt and are highlighed by being around those that I cannot hide them from. (this will make sense in last years blog) http://fubar.com/blog/12674/99667 But I will try to soak up the soul searching and its benefits of clarity. My brother and I are going to fry a turkey at my moms new house, a

Emptyness Within
i walk along a lonely street. the only sound is my two feet. wondering where everyone has gone. a cool brisk wind moves me along. off in the distance i here a howl. the closer i get i smell something fowl. i glance to the right and what do i see? two pair of red eyes stairing back at me. half afraid and trembling with fear. i start running to the gates that are near. the harder i try to pry them open the flame gets higher . a sinister man says with a grin. believe in me and come on in. should i open them and let my spirit roam? or turn around and head back home?

Empty
theres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hidei'm left for deada bleeding heartkeeps seeing redsoon death must startthe tears fall downand mix with bloodthey hit the groundand start a floodi drown in sorrowdazed, and confuzedmy troubles borrowedi'm feeling usedtheres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hide

Empty Til You Complete Me
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

Empty Chairs At Empty Tables
Everytime I hear this song, I think of my life associated with the military. If you are associated with the military and reading this, it is for you... _________________________________________ There's a grief that can't be spoken There's a pain goes on and on Empty chairs at empty tables Now my friends are dead and gone Here they talked of revolution Here it was they lit the flame Here they sang about tomorrow And tomorrow never came From the table in the corner They could see a world reborn And they rose with voices ringing And I can hear them now The very words that they had sung Became their last communion On the lowly barricade... At dawn Oh my friends, my friends forgive me That I live and you are gone There's a grief that can't be spoken There's a pain goes on and on Phantom faces at the window Phantom shadows on the floor Empty chairs at empty tables Where my friends will meet no more Oh my friends, my friends Don't ask me, what your sac

Empty
confusion dwells on this torn, bloody soul breaking and crying sitting all alone she hears the crow cry as she sits and writes whats in store for this sad, pathetic girl? on this cold and forgotten night screaming and fighting in a world forever dead as her empty heart drains lying next to the bed love no longer beats feelings forever lost from the pain she indures but finally at what cost where will she be? in the next 20 years buried beneath the soil along with her fears

Empty Soul
The open road is callin' I'm headed for the setting sun I couldn't help but thinking What the world is running from Seems everybody's running Everybody's hoping they're gonna get it right 'Cause everybody wants it Everybody's holding on just a little too tight So we gotta try Looking inside... it's been a long time You gotta try And ask yourself why But take it easy... it's all right 'Cause the things that you want You gotta leave them behind 'Cause you've already got What you're trying to find The hours they been passin' I pulled off for a bite to eat And when the waitress asked me "Hey man, what'll it be" I said "Everybody's hungry" Everybody's tryin' to fill an empty soul And even though they know it Everybody's holding on when they oughta let go So we gotta try Looking inside... it's been a long time You gotta try And ask yourself why But take it easy... it's all right 'Cause the things that you want You gotta leave them behind 'Cause you've al

Empty
Pale eyes, a blank expression, wander through clouds of indescribable dreams. Cold mist air, surrounded isolation flaws my occupied mind with either hate or death. Something certain will be for always; change in time forbids movement. Fearing you understands myself; help me open up, just a little more.

Empty
Maybe it's been a little to long Holding it in, trying to be strong Funny the things we bottle up Come streaming out when you feel enough There is a trust the cautious will lack Now that we've touched there's no holding back I want to call out for love 'til I can't breath I want to stare at the truth 'til I can't see I want to pour out my soul 'til I'm empty Empty When only flesh and bone remain I'll hold you close, then start again Feeling nothing but a sweet release When the ghosts are gone from inside of me I've tried to fight it but what can I do There's something deeper that surrenders to you I want to call out for love 'til I can't breath I want to stare at the truth 'til I can't see I want to pour out my soul 'till I'm empty Empty When I touch you, when I hear you How can I doubt when everytime I'm near you I want to call out for love 'til I can't breath I want to stare at the truth 'til I can't see I want to pour out my soul 'til i'm empty Empty Empty

Emptiness
You're the worst of all, With all your accusations and compunction I can't suffer this duress, From someone so deprayed and selfish You embody all that I've been through Without you I am sure I will be loved My existence conforms to your distress Your ambition, the cause of mine A disruption, I'm nothing, even less Misfortunes never come singly and I was there to stay You don't allow me a single place, Nor any love into your lives An unperceived, annoying presence you'd rather ignore But in my life you know you'll leave... a beautiful emptiness Where you used to be Impotent screams will turn Into the love of silence My liberation, then silence, Will be perfect and pure It's all in my dreams, I'll remove you And all our mutual disgust In my dreams, I solve the problem by removing it My wish is to see you grovel, Like you once forced me to There's no other way, here's my course of life A path without the sickening trace of you I need the beauty of a

Emptying The Grot Box For Today, Maybe. A Friend In Need Indeed. Pah.
I posted ten comments and all for love but that meant posting 40 Bouncer check posts. Huh. First I sit and make some wit and then some nit, oh and the rest can stay in the ether. What is it with these Bouncers, are there phishers in Fubar because someone ought to say if there are or at least stop bouncing on my parade. If it had been a security alert like changing my pass word on Mywasteofspace then I would have been in tears, the amount of times I had to re-type a code number to prove my credentials then was uncountable but it took 20 minutes that time. Today has been as bad here. Even now they are looking at me from three windows. You know what really bugs me? That is the stupid person I just wasted my time on has deleted my comments. Some contest he wanted to win. That is the last time I help anyone out of the goodness of my heart. The only ray of sun was a friend's message, a bucket load of inspiration and finding a website, first time around, that gave me the neural

Emptiness
I stood there in the darkness watching you toss and turn adrift in a sea of loss and lonliness you didn't know i was there i watched you agonize over the decision you had come to how you had chosen a safe haven over the risks of a heart still beating with life and all that it carries the good and the ill i listened to you damn yourself as silent tears rolled down my cheeks for you i watched as you shivered in the lonliness of being by a fire gone cold, looking to a pair of eyes that no longer returned your gaze i agonized for the hard unfairness of life and wept when it happened nothing, less than nothing, a single teardrop on your fallen form nothing, more than nothing, a heart caring for another something, more than something, a quiet gentle hand on your shoulder something, surely something, to fill that endless void will i meet you still... or will i too be left behind to... wait...wonder...hope... watching as you scream and purge your lost soul into

Emptiness
Emptiness filling my heart, Pain filling my life, Love forevr lost, My dreams turn to nightmares, My heart begins to wither, Longing for a lasting love, To bring my heart back to life, My soul is longing to be whole, The void in my life needing to be filled, Craving what others have accomplished, Finding their soulmate for life, Wishing to see no more misery, Hopeing against hope to feel no more pain, Yearning to see some light in the darkness, To lift my heart with wings, And renew all my dreams again.

Empty Inside
Which is just how I feel. one week shy of our one year anniversery together. My Girlfriend and I are splitting for a while. Two nights ago she went to bed early seemingly depressed only to find her onthe phone with someone, and then the next day never came home from work. I stayed up all night worrying about her. She finally called me the next day saying she made it to work and wanted to break up. We talked and argued, and finally agreed to split so she can go off and work things out on her own and when all is good pick up were we left off. I'm hoping that is the case. I love her more than she knows.

Emptiness Burns
Dessicated Shriveled my heart beats listless shoving mournful pasts burying the corpse of love's happiness in the dust and ashes of desolate despair well watered and salted with tears of desperation and lonely anger. burgeoning ire sprouts skeletally from the withered remains bursting blooms of frozen hatred. And cold frostbite scorches leaving me empty. d. r. hyden

Empty Phenomena Rolling On
Empty Phenomena rolling on The Buddha described what we call self as a collection of aggregates elements of mind and body that function interdependently, creating the appearance of woman or man. We then identify with that image or appearance, taking it to be I or mine, imagining it to have some inherent self-existence. For example, we get up in the morning, look in the mirror, recognize the reflection, and think, Yes, thats me again. We then add all kinds of concepts to this sense of self: Im a woman or man, Im a certain age, Im a happy or unhappy person the list goes on and on. When we examine our experience, though, we see that there is not some core being to whom experience refers; rather it is simply empty phenomena rolling on. It is empty in the sense that there is no one behind the arising and changing phenomena to whom they happen. A rainbow is a good example of this. We go outside after a rainstorm and feel that moment of delight if a rainbow appears in the sky. Mostly, w

An Empty Boat
An Empty Boat Theres a Zen story in which a man is enjoying himself on a river at dusk. He sees another boat coming down the river toward him. At first it seems so nice to him that someone else is also enjoying the river on a nice summer evening. Then he realizes that the boat is coming right toward him, faster and faster. He begins to get upset and starts to yell, Hey, hey watch out! For Petes sake, turn aside! But the boat just comes faster and faster, right toward him. By this time hes standing up in his boat, screaming and shaking his fist, and then the boat smashes right into him. He sees that its an empty boat. This is the classic story of our whole life situation. --Pema Chdrn, Start Where You Are from Everyday Mind, edited by Jean Smith, a Tricycle book

Empty
Falling fast like tomorrow will never come oceans turning black falling stars, crashing down what am i anymore, Where do i belong, where should i stand and empty place an empty hand fevers rush the midnight sky's i seem to be forever lost within your eyes.. gasping out no breath to take just an emptiness within this place..

Empty
Why must I feel this way all the time Feel like I’m a bad person For I don’t know what I do I was incorrect now I am dirty Unknowably I hurt people including myself I was loved now I am hated I long to be loved to be touched But no one reaches out for me For I am dirty no longer clean When you look into my eyes You see emptiness If you were able to read my mind You were reading confusion Is this what life is meant to be like ….HELL My world is empty I am alone All I do is set and wait ….. FOR DEATH! Copyright@2001

Empty Streets
the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets And me riding home to clear my head I know it came as no surprise I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said if the smile's not meant to be The heart's not ready to open If we make it I won't see it's broken It's the quiet time before the dawn and I'm half past making sense of it Was I wrong? should I claim to give it all in a world where not much ever seems to last long the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets

Empty Shell
This is my last letter....I have lost the fight.. Empty Shell There is a place inside, Once was hidden now I can not hide. Life's a twisted mess, It soon will come to an end, and this I must confess. Heart is in disaray, Hope for a caring heart is all that I can say. This once life filled soul, Is now an empty shell. The hope for a sense of peace, All this hurt, anger, and sadness, I must release. It consumes my every thought, This battle I once faught. The heart I knew had exist, It is those who truly cared them I will miss. My nieces and Nephews I love you so, But Aunt Ladybug has to go. Please think of me along life's road, Know forever you are, and forever will be a part of my soul. To my precious boys your love gave me strength to fight each day. You helped me to believe in life, and you loved me I don't know why... I think of you I miss you, god do I cry. You were my soul, you helped me grow, But Tabatha has to go. I leave you now as a empty shell,

Empty
in the rain searching for answers no job, no luck, no cigarette tired of drinking up my sorrows but just don't think I'm done drinking yet living past the point of desperation living with these blue jean memories full of holes and faded just like my morals seem to be Copyright 2008 JSDEUEL

An Empty Spring Day
An Empty Spring Day Though the sun is shining, my world is dark, Because the girl I love and I are apart, The brightness of this sunny day, Fades to gray when she is away. The birds abound and begin to sing, But no music i hear will erase the sting, No joy or comfort will their songs bring, Without her, the world is a soundless empty thing. The flowers bloom with their colors so bright, But they bring no beauty to my sight, The aroma they produce use to be bliss, Now they offer nothing, when it is her i miss. This spring has no meaning since she is away, Only pain and heartache are here to stay, Each day is slowly passing me by, Without her love, I can only cry, They say that time has a way to heal, But a lifetime can not change the way I feel, The only thing I can do is hope and pray, That she will return to me one spring day. DQA

An Empty Spring Day
Though the sun is shining, my world is dark, Because the girl I love and I are apart, The brightness of this sunny day, Fades to gray when she is away. The birds abound and begin to sing, But no music i hear will erase the sting, No joy or comfort will their songs bring, Without her, the world is a soundless empty thing. The flowers bloom with their colors so bright, But they bring no beauty to my sight, The aroma they produce use to be bliss, Now they offer nothing, when it is her i miss. This spring has no meaning since she is away, Only pain and heartache are here to stay, Each day is slowly passing me by, Without her love, I can only cry, They say that time has a way to heal, But a lifetime can not change the way I feel, The only thing I can do is hope and pray, That she will return to me one spring day. DQA

An Empty Case
An empty case. I know I seem emotionless but it's only because of the glass I've built around me to protect me from those who choose to abuse my vulnerability. Sometimes I feel like I feel too much. Too much to explain to anyone who wouldn't understand. And to those who do, my case starts to slowly shatter, piece by piece, it falls to the floor at my feet, and I stare, afraid of being exposed as a human being who doesn't just want to help others, but help herself. Sometimes my memories numb my brain and sometimes, just sometimes, I try to shut it off, enclose it in glass. If I let you in, would you close the glass door behind you, and hold me until I cried? Would you wipe my tears with your kisses and tell me it is sane to feel so much? Or would you walk away, as I pound on the invisible wall around me? An empty case.

Emptiness
Why do i feel this way? I am lost inside. No one to turn to. I know that people care but i feel like they don't. Why do i feel this way? Trapped in the unknown. No where to hide. Can you help me? Why do i feel this way? Everyone with there back to me. No ones face do i see. Do they care? I dont think so. Why do i feel this way? Left alone in this cold dark room. No candle for light and no fire for heat. Cold, lonely, and scared. Why do i feel this way? Looking for the answers in this big empty world. Hoping to find the will to go on. Will i ever find the life i so long for? Why do i feel this way? Please tell me why do i feel this way?

Emptying The Brain
rambling mind i usually can ramble at the mouth. tonight, i am going to ramble at the blog. has your mind ever just filled up with to many thoughts, you dont know what to do with them? i sometimes let things build up to much. i am so use to handling things on my own. i dont confide in to many people. it is all just normal shit too. i am worrying about my son going to college. i know he will be ok, but i am his mom and he will going to NY. i am worried about making sure it gets paid. i will do whatever i have to. i am worried about my financial situation. i am not poor, but by all means, i am not reach. i live from pay check to paycheck and i hate it. i am thinking about my job. not sure i want to stay,not sure if i should go. i work for my stepdad and dont want to disappoint him. my mother and him have done so much for me. i am scared he would get pissed at me. but, its getting hard for me to work for him. there are reasons of course, but i wont get into those now. yea believe th

The Emptiness Of Missing You
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. This is the pain of missing you? This is the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because I am MISSING YOU!

Empty Eyes
Forgotten she lays deep within the bryer discarded and lost among entangled thorns awaiting eternity to consume her desire as from her a still beating heart was torn filling the silence with her tormented screams while darkness did leave its taint upon her soul then nightmares come and vanquish the dream she will fall without end to embrace oblivion below then a deafening whisper comes out of the night and no solace was to be found within this voice with frozen tears falling one by one out of sight as there are faint dark applause as the wicked rejoice her eyes turn grey as she denies the vision and pale blue does become the shade of her skin veins fill with ice and by a black heart she s driven as more & more is her essence stained by sin to crave infinite silence & be that which is not muttering so many unclean wishes with her frozen breath there is no answer that for so long she has sought and now of herself there is nothing left but she arose

Empty Nest Craft
I am a first-grade teacher and a new empty-nester. One night I was trying out an art project: making a person with simple materials. I took a coat hanger, attached a paper-plate face, put a shirt on the hanger, and stuffed it. Then I set it on the couch to see how it looked. Later that evening, my son walked through the door, home for a surprise visit. Taking one look at my coat-hanger friend sitting on the couch, he said, "Mom, it's not that bad, is it?"

Empty Glass Bubble
Empty Glass Bubble by LateNiteFantasy© Contained in a glass bubble of equal self loathing and hubris the poet curls up to a primal ball weeping his spiteful sulphuric acid onto a still by pen unmolested paper square that could become either grandeur or the carefree crayon sketches of an infant in a grown man's body. Combined efforts of muscle and mind grips the too expensive lead and pearwood pencil shaft between a trembling thumb and an unwilling index finger as a paper dry whispering hiss through clenched jaws proclaims come on come oooon you motherfucker over and again but to no end because a held pen is just another impotent penis extension until it bleeds coal and starts scratching the surface. Scratching the surface with unarmed nails bitten down to the elbow the poet mimes and mimics his dream into the nothingness of twitches unregistered and ideas fleeing faster than the impossibly small patch of geist roaring at his tortured temples

Empty Stage
empty stage by LateNiteFantasy© empty evening at the bar watching a woman wearing too much eye makeup read poems on an empty stage - poems about kittens and stars and how self conscious she feels in bed, but i want to hear her read poems about pouring tequila on her naked collarbones - i want to see her sweat so that the mascara runs away from her eyes like animals flee forest fires, want her to be wild & recklessly drunk when i press against her and say, "baby. baby. this - is how poets fuck. no kittens here. no stars, cos you can't make real love in the middle of a sewing circle." this bar is so goddamned classy that i am breaking all my vows with no apologies to my wounded ethics, my stricken morality, my ridiculous need to prove stupid shit to myself and pouring whiskey into my face. next guy, he writes poems because he wants to be seen as a poet, not cos he's gotta write poetry and it's a midlife crisis sex poem about how sensitive he is when he

Empty Me ~ Chris Sligh
I've had just enough of the spotlight when it burns bright to see how it gets in the blood. and i've tasted my share of the sweet life and the wild ride and found a little is not quite enough. i know how i can stray and how fast my heart could change. Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and the poison of my pride and any foolish thing my heart holds to Lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you. I've seen just enough of the quick buys of the best lies to know how prodigals can be drawn away. i know how i can stray and how fast my heart could change. Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and the poison of my pride and any foolish thing my heart holds to. Lord empty me of me so i can be filled with you. Cause everything is a lesser thing compared to you, compared to you. Cause everything is a lesser thing compared to you so why surrender all? Empty me of the selfishness inside every vain ambition and t

Empty
I close my eyes and think of you, But all I feel is pain, My heart and soul are freezing cold, Because I'm standing in the rain. The rain of all my sorrows, The rain of my dark past, The rain that always reminds me, Of scars that will always last. Screaming, ripping, tearing, At my broken soul, Trying so hard to understand, Why my heart is so cold. I think I know the reason, Why I am so cold, The reason for all the emptiness, Is because you make me whole.---MT

Empty Image
this is another one thats like back when i was 16 or something lol Once again im stuck, Sitting in a room, As everyone contuines to enter, But I feel like such a ghost Not a single aknowldegement*. Just pushed aside, As if it were there own home I sit here,Trapt around my friends, More looking like new enemies, Soon as i wish for freedom, In a place wehre i am thought to be free, Its a new tradgy,Cant you see it in me? I'm stuck here on this couch, channels changing every second, But time seems to fly, Soon enough ill be 33, Sitting in my home.. Everything replaying like the past it is. Dont know what to ask anymore, Dont know what to say, If friends here were really friends, They'd try to at least help me, But no such friends,none at all, Even the close ones, Dont seems to know me anymore.. Am i what i feel i am? An Empty image???

Empty
I live in a world where love doesn't exist, Only sadness and hate that it does consist. Butterflies once fluttered in my stomach here & there, Now it's empty & when I sleep I get the same nightmare. Don't make me suffer anymore, Everything seems like a bore. I want to be so far away from here, Take me from this place which I fear. The happiness I once had inside has been left behind, And been replaced with something mean and unkind. I don't want this feeling to be gone, It brings me sorrow but I don't want it to leave me all alone. This love used to glow and glistened, Now all thats left is small and abandoned. Why does everyone just want to hurt and dislike me? I try to fix things and bring joy so terribly. Theres no longer any determination left inside, All I want to do is give up and hide. The evil thing tortures me and hurts me so bad, Theres nothing to save me and make me glad. Some days I want to get up and run away, Other times I feel worthless and must

Emptiness Within
All alone in this world of mine, so empty and cold. I feel my soul slip away as the coldness takes over everything I am or ever was. The chills begin to take over my heart making it hard as stone. The wall around my heart no one can climb to get over, it is so strong that I myself can not bring it down. It feels as though my world is not what it seems and that it is crashing down in front of me and there is nothing I can do about it. Everything I have cared for, everyone I have loved has left me behind, behind in this dark cold forest that I can not find my way out of, one where the trees and creatures haunt me like a prey. Like I am just something for them to feed on, something that cannot protect itself. My world is nothing of what it seems, my world is taunting me and breaking me down little by little, feeling by feeling. Soon there will be nothing left of this world of mine.

Empty
That gentle touch has been replaced with bruises. Your sweet caress burns painfully with memories. The warmth of your embrace has left frozen embers. Gone is the promise, shattered and broken. Where once there was hope, despair now reigns. Where once there was joy pain has taken over. Where laughter sang, tears freely flow. Where love once bloomed, emptiness thrives.

Emptiness Is My Friend Now
light grenades past me tonight as I took flight back into the clouds that just got done combusting for me because I could no longer try to believe that love was something real for me to hold on to eternally. my sickness is still greater than yours even though those patterns don't like to share our heart's desires getting more and more lost along the way; so we just try to relax with portraits portraying of what use to like us to smile before the camera failed of its purpose. left here for the dead to show the angel's wings that love was only meant to mislead me away from you; and now as the sky starts to fall so do I as my heart is left here to bleed dry by the world just so it will become complete again. emptiness called me my friend today as I stood here all alone with nothing but wiltered flowers inside my corrupt little soul to try and take back those same old feelings of disbeliefe before I turned back around into a close

Empty
to exist in nothingness... a cold abyss of dark unfeeling, unchanging empty. No desire, no inadequacy, no hate, no love... empty. The loss of pain forever. Also the loss of pleasure. Is it really worth it? Pleasure at the cost of pain? A dark, unknown future... or a dark well known future... whats worse? To know or not to know. Tears, thoughts, voices, pain. When the thoughts are not logic but pure emotion. Where is the common ground? Is it any less myself when I don't feel in control of the thoughts? Why they conjure the most painful feelings... Just to cry harder? Truth, untruth... is there really a difference.

Empty Rooms Gary Moore
(Gary Moore/Neil Carter) Loneliness is your only friend. A broken heart that just won't mend is the price you pay. It's hard to take when love grows old. The days are long and the nights turn cold when it fades away. You hope that she will change her mind, but the days drift on and on. You'll never know the reason why she's gone. You see her face in every crowd. You hear her voice, but you're still proud, so you turn away. You tell yourself that you'll be strong. But your heart tells you, this time you're wrong. You hope that she will change her mind, but the days drift on and on. You'll never know the reason why she's gone. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty rooms, where we learn to live without love. Empty

Empty Box
have you ever noticed on those days that go smooth just kinda roll on by,you check your mailbox n there seems to be messages from everyone.BUT do you notice that the day nothing goes right,it seems like every hour is a monday in itself,you get home go to your computer checking to see if anyone else had a better day than you, & BAM!empty box not even spam. the moral of the story is life laughs at us every chance it gets,so take the lemons get the vodka & sit on that empty box & get drunk! love ya'll!

The Emptiness Of A Soul.
*Written by Me* Emptiness has a way of entering a persons Soul It just reaches your heart and Attacks Some kno this feeling Well It has no Meaning Makes a soul feel dark and Grey Its not a pleasant feeling to Have Nor is it easy to rid yourself Of With no one to turn to, no one who Cares A person retreats into themselves To hide for all Eternity.

Empty
I hide myself and theres no one I care to talk to. Theres only you. I anxiously await the day till I see you again. I try to keep myself distant to avoid hearing your voice. Your voice is the reason I'm hear and for that I have given my life to you. Am I pathetic to give such a thing to someone I know I cannot have but I gladly will listen to every breath in anticapation Longing for words you will never say to me but still I punish myself. Someone please tell me why I do this to myself. I count the days till I can see u again and I so wish my dreams were something close to my future. As long as seeing u is part of the future than everything is okay. To be continued.........

Empty Tank
Here I am again...tired from not sleeping...Sad from not loving. I feel miserable again...here on this plane...Here on this earth. I've done it again...I stayed out all night. I feel it again...I dred this flight. Why? Because I'm sick...Sick of being owned... I write because I'm sick...Sick of being known. If I was normal...Would she like me the same? If I was just a stock boy...Would she still enjoy my name? I'd like to think she does and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. I'm gonna lean my head against this window...Close my eyes and go to sleep. I'll wake up in the next town...With thoughts beyond deep. The days will go by as I will just act. As the days go by I can only look back...At the good times...the fun. At the bad times...the fun. I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her...I wonder if she waits to see me...I wonder if she waits? I'd like to think she did and would...I believe in her and believe in me she should. My hear is so curi

The Empty Chair By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Lincoln Rhyme, the gruff quadriplegic detective and forensic expert of Bone Collector fame, strays far from his Manhattan base to a spooky North Carolina backwater in this engrossing and outlandish tale about the hunt for evil. The hick town is called Tanner's Corner, where Rhyme--in North Carolina for experimental surgery--has been called by the local sheriff to oversee the search for a kidnapper and his victims. The kidnapper is 16-year-old Garrett Hanlon, a local youth of ill repute whose obsession with bugs has earned him the nickname "The Insect Boy." His captives are Mary Beth McConnell, who Hanlon has stalked for months, and local nurse Lydia Johansson, who happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. A marathon chase ensues across North Carolina's perilous swampland by sheriff deputies and Rhyme's assistant and lover, Amelia Sachs. Rhyme, a former New York City cop whose on-the-job injury several years earlier left him with movement in only one finger, dir

Empty Seat/clouded View
Empty Seat/Clouded View I invited you here To sit beside me today It seems you will not show Maybe you got lost Somewhere along the way I doubt I will ever know Maybe I’m the one that’s lost Maybe my rhythm dry Maybe my song silenced I only know I’m lonely Shattered dreams on which I have had reliance The path that lead me I walked alone Feeling all my defeat When I look left or right I only see one thing Just an Empty Seat Maybe you are standing Across the water Peering through the mist I know our love Simply has no form No direction floating adrift I wish I could hold you Whisper in your ear Tell you of my love so true But circumstance buries Any chances of this Giving a Clouded View

Emptiness
It is funny how you can have lots and be around lots of people and still feel empty and lonely.. I have a child and a man but feel like I am laking.. I feel alone in this world and it hurts me and scares me. Men have used and abused me.. Women just treat me like a piece of shit. I want people to see past my outside and see the inner me for a change.. Is it wrong to be sensative? Is it wrong to care? I just don't understand but don't want to feel epmty anymore..

Emptiness
Lies shatter my soul Your promises lie broken My heart turns to dust Words spoken in endless deceit My world crumbles around me Dreams vanish in the emptiness Words of love turn to ashes Tears melt the facade of truth Sorrow completely engulfs me

Emptiness
the tears cause pain as they fall from my eyes i don't know if anything will ever be right she was not my grandmother.. but in my heart she was she was not related but she was she was always there for me... helping me along the way loving me no matter what i had to face she was the greatest woman that i ever had the chance to meet i remember the day i left... she gave me a kiss on the cheek told me to come see her whenever i was in town she told me i was like a granddaughter and that she loved me now i will never get to see her again.. how do i live with the emptiness from a grandmother that i miss how do i go on with my life without her in it...

Empty
Empty Cold and dark is the morning Bitter and fringed is the day The silence of the passing people On there journeys through out the day Dreaming of a conversations with warmth and love Is nothing more then a haze? Leaves me longing for consideration However, an empty home is I stay.

Empty Arms And A Broken Heart
When I'm alone, and no one can see, Tears form behind my eyes, Every time you glance at me, A part inside of me dies Knowing it can never happen, Knowing it can't be true, Shatters my heart and my world, All I want is to be with you If I could just hold you, Just to know you're there, I would treasure that moment forever, Just to prove how much I care But I'm left with only a dream, Left to wander - I've played my part, I am all alone once again, With empty arms and a broken heart.

Empty Spaces
Words are all I have left. They fill the void. The empty spaces That have become my life. The kiss, the embrace, Love demonstrated and returned Two stand as one United. My spirit cries out. My soul weeps. Oh, the empty spaces That have become my life. Words again fill my head. Thoughts and feelings unleashed, More words To fill the empty spaces. Leonard January 2009

Empty
My temptations are slowly making their way out into the open I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting them They gnaw their way around my mind,my heart and my soul til they eat me alive My temptations will never give up til I am an empty shell that is formerly known as me

Empty Mind
The camouflage I hide beneth A projection of what’s within Dark and gloomy all mixed up What do all these words mean A blank page, an un-written book What more shall I write I’ve used and abused the words inside And im left with an empty mind

Empty Spaces
WHAT SHALL WE USE TO FILL THE EMPTY SPACES WHERE WE USED TO TALK SHALL WE SET OUT ACROSS THIS SEA OF FACES IN SEARCH OF MORE AND MORE APPLAUSE SHALL WE BUY A NEW GUITAR SHALL WE DRIVE A MORE POWERFUL CAR SHALL WE WORK STRAIGHT THRU THE NIGHT SHALL WE GET INTO FIGHTS LEAVE THE LIGHTS ON DROP BOMBS DO TOURS OF THE EAST CONTRACT DISEASES BURY BONES BREAK UP HOMES SEND FLOWERS BY PHONE TAKE TO DRINK GO TO SHRINKS GIVE UP MEAT RARELY SLEEP KEEP PEOPLE AS PETS TRAIN DOGS RACE RATS FILL THE ATTIC WITH CASH BURY TREASURE STORE UP PLEASURE BUT NEVER RELAX AT ALL WITH OUR BACKS TO THE WALL P.F.R WATERS

Empty.
My eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my pastThe memories that we once hadNow that you've turned the world against meI'm only trying to win them backWith my eyes sewn shutTo shut down and bathe in these words about meAnd now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sunStanding alone with your eyes to the sunThat heaven and earth may strike their sounds togetherWorlds are ruined this way, And we've all been there time and time againBefore the battle always seem so stillAnd I will see you someday again in the cloudsAnd I will see you someday again in the cloudsAll the world's a stage!And all the world's a stage!With my eyes sewn shutTo shut down and bathe in these words about meAnd now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sunStanding alone with your eyes to the sunThat heaven and earth may strike their sounds togetherWorlds are ruined this way, And we've all been there time and time againTimeMy eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my pastAnd what we once hadAnd all the wo

Empty Hole
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment.

Emptiness
This emptiness in me Is like a black hole Consuming Devouring Eating me whole This sadness I carry Is weighing me down Dragging Draining Pulling me into the ground This pain that is within me Feels as sharp as a blade Cutting Wrenching Blood pooled and decayed These thoughts in my head Are driving me insane Twisting

E.m.p.t.y. C.r.a.v.i.n.g.
i crave his voice.i crave the moans he makes.i crave his touch to my skin.i crave being blindfolded.i crave my hands tied behind my back.i crave his hand around my throati crave him pulling my hair.i crave the sent of his skin.i crave the taste of him in my mouth.i crave the taste of me on his lips.there was pleasure knowing i made him smile.that the sound of my voice could make him melt.that every morning he thought of me.& while he lays next to you...he dreams of me.

Emptyness
Me and My Empty Soul Category: Life Does anyone feel like me Do any of them see my pain How much I hurt Will it ever stop Time is supposed to heal But how long do I have to wait I hate myself everyday It penatrates my wound Hate digging deeper Making me suffer I was hoping this experience Would make me tougher But I fear I don't know How much longer I can last Im slowly slipping deep down Into despair I don't know if I can recover So dark The sum of all my fears Has finally surfaced It scares me The thoughts in my head Just aren't right I know they can never be said How long can I continue Holding it inside Help It's eating me alive Destroing my sprint Removing my soul Soon will remain nothing But a mindless Empty hole

Empty
Empty -by Ray LamontagneShe lifts her skirt up to her kneesWalks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughingI never learned to count my blessingsI choose instead to dwell in my disastersWalk on down the hillThrough the grass grown tall and brownAnd still it's hard somehow to let go of my painOn past the busted backOf that old and rusted CadillacThat sinks into this field collecting rainWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedOf these cutthroat busted sunsetsThese cold and damp white mornings I have grown wearyIf through my cracked and dusty dimestore lipsI spoke these words out loud would no one hear meLay your blouse across the chairLet fall the flowers from your hairAnd kiss me with that country mouth so plainOutside the rain is tapping on the leavesTo me it sounds like they're applauding usThe quiet love we makeWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedWell I looked my demons in the eyeLaid bare my chest said do your best destroy meSee I've been to hell and

Empty Or Half Full?
Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it's empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and I have my happy moments; but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empting out. It will never be full because it's always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass.

An Empty House
I OPEN THE DOOR TO AN EMPTY HOUSE FULL OF ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID, ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, AND FULL OF A LONLINESS THAT HOLDS ME WITHIN THE WALLS. I HAVE ADDED THINGS HERE AND THERE TO MAKE IT FEEL MORE OF HOME AND YET THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT IS NOT FILLS IT TO THE CEILING. WHILE I LIE AWAKE IN A BED FULL OF SHEETS AND PILLOWS STAINED WITH TEARS I STARE AT THE CEILING AND REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THIS HOME BECAME NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF WOOD, BRICK, AND NAILS. WHAT AM I DOING? WHY DO I FEEL STUCK HERE? THERE IS NOTHING MORE LEFT TO SALVAGE BETWEEN THESE WALLS AND YET I FEEL COMPELLED TO STAY COMPELLED TO NOT WALK AWAY. EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL TIES TO NOTHING ANYMORE; WITHIN THE WALLS THERE IS ANGER, HATRED, AND A SCREAMING VOICE. I HAVE LOCKED THE DOORS BEHIND ME AND I KEEP SCREAMING FOR THE WALLS TO TAKE ME AWAY; TAKE THE PAIN, ANGER, AND HATRED FROM ME SO THAT MAYBE I CAN LIVE AGAIN.I HEAR THE VOICES ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOORS, THE BANGING FOR

Empty Vessel
Just an empty vessel.... Wanting, waiting, hopeing..... Wishing the day would come.... Where happiness abounds.... All my worries taken care of..... No more tears, no more pain.... No more rainy days..... Instead only laughter.... Joy, smiles, love..... Bright sunny days..... How long must I wait?....... I continue to sit here..... hopeing, waiting, wanting..... Instead of being where I want..... Just an empty vessel.

Empty Thoughts
In times state we are relentless to change. We tell ourselves, but are fixed in our shameless ways. Enjoying this life to the fullest of what is expected. We draw our own lines and forget to move on. With this life not one of us was in control of our existence, but our destiny is what we decide. Enjoy the moments that you can and jump at each opportunity that presents itself. Be a lover and saint and do your best to be honest with all you meet. Withhold the information that might hurt someone else, unless you're ready to deal with the pain yourself. Forget the hurt deep within, but never let go of that experience. Remember friends and family that are no longer with us, and help those in need that want help. At the very least, smile at once a day, and remember that even if you think you're alone, you're not.

Empty
I sit here and cry, Until there is no more tears, There is nothing left. I am nothing but a walking corpse, You took everything from me, My love, my trust, my body, my heart, my soul, It was all yours and you crusted and ripped it all apart. Now I am left in the dark, To bear this sorrow, To know I didn’t mean anything to you.

Empty Spaces
In where of myself i feel. One's own in self livin off in creativity. No where in bein lost in society of madness. Secretive in discovered un deepened lil hearts break apart. Off into where nothin ends starts Fallen into knowin where nothin is nothin Is Deep inside my heart goes mind shows. Idk where all shallows where all Follows Follows Where in all the places of waste is livin off in misplaces of evil's lil wishes insaned mind ones come to far off in leadin. Were all these lil face's in empty spaces.

Empty Visions
Look to the sky what do you see Is it how it is ment to be The lightning flashs then it all goes black The moment is gone can't get it back There is nothing out there but empty space No clues no answers not even a trace If you chose to wish upon a open sky It makes no differenc when you die You can't take with you what doesn't exist So why does my love fo you still persist Like hollowed out eyes upon a empty face The Visions are gone without a trace

Empty Shores
Where the brush grows thick,Where the water laps the shore,Where the thin wind parts the grassesWhispering through them 'Nevermore'There the willows weep in silenceFor the souls that passed before,The stars upon the waterWhisper softly 'Nevermore'Clouds have shuttered fast the moonlight,The silence falls once more,Then the thin wind through the grassesMoans across the empty shore. Poem By TammyC.

Empty Soul
i was told that it all was a lie. why wont they just go away.see ur friends love to fuck with my mind.and with everything thats said and my dad kno how he is i have put up a black wall of hate.that i kno no one will brake.im just a fuck up an empty soul that is here on earth. no more pain just full of hate and anger startin to see things ive never seen before.demons and monsters are hide behind every door.the demons keep say ur friends are no more. i see a light and can not reach and when i start to feel im almost there somethin hits me omg im dead..... so let my family be for after this they need to heal do to lose me

Emptiness
THIS EMPTINESS I FEEL INSIDE,LEAVES ME NO PLACE TO HIDE. I CAN'T FORCE A SMILE,AS MY TEARS FALL ALL THE WHILE. I CAN'T REACH YOU, TO LET YOU KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE. YOU CALLED ME YOUR LIL' CHINA DOLL,NOW THE LOSS HAS MADE ME FALL. FOR EVERY PAIN YOU HAD, FOR EVERY FEELING THAT WAS SAD. I'D TAKE IT ALL AWAY, IF I KNEW YOU WOULD STAY. IN MY ARMS, AWAY FROM HARM. IS WHERE YOU SHOULD BE, TO BE WITH ME. I KEEP THINKING I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN,BUT THEN THE PAIN SETS IN. OF NOT KNOWING WHAT I DID WRONG,,TO MAKE YOU GONE FOR SO LONG IF YOU TURNED TO ME TO SAY, I'LL GIVE YOU ONE MORE DAY. I WOULD TREASURE THAT DAY,DOING EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU STAY.

Emptiness
Alone in this world Searching for something not to be found Coming close, but yet so far Within inches it lays Reaching out to grasp Coming away with empty air Love once was near But with each passing of the sun Further and further it slides Away from touch or feel Emptiness in this world Is all that stands before The meek and lonely Shall perish without a trace Emptiness is all that is known No love allowed by those whom we trust No love allowed by whom we know Emptiness is all around This soul departed Not to be missed Along the cliff's edge Teetering on the edge Plumeting far below To the raging surf To disappear without a trace This emptiness shall fullfill This longing shall c

The Empty Hollow And The One Who Made It Whole~by Jd
Staying up all night, Clenched fists and blood shot eyes, Wondering when i will finally stop fighting my forever, Eternity should bow to me. Clearing a path now, Make way, Im full of adrenaline and i wont stand still, Life is screaming in my face, This is not something i shall willingly let burn to the ground. I could say lets all be rational, But love has never been of the righteous kind, I could say i have been jaded forever, But it washed away when i let you have control. Control over my bleeding heart, For once you made me take it off my bloody sleeve, Regenerating the confident man that i once made it so easy to be, You reconstructed me. I believe it became clear one night we were speaking, I felt something enter my physical body, Ever since, I feel like your ten thousand light years ahead of me, But i still chose to stick by your side. Right about now im wondering how your are going to be when the morning is due to come, Never a moment goes by that im not silentl

Empty Soul
My heart is openMy heart is bleedingI feel the pulse I can hear the beating But the emptiness insideSwallows me wholeFeeling lost inside myselfWith no where to go Hating what I've becomePushing the pain awayMore like a quiet monsterI become each day Wishing I could tear into myselfPull out my own heartWould I feel any differentIf I were farther apart? Wanting to remove myselffrom the source of my feelingHating the emotionsthe pain leaving me reeling I scream out within myselfCovering my ears from the noiseThe pain breaking apart my insidesTearing me from the inside out I claw myself to try and ease the painScratches cover meI'm bleeding outEmptying my heart in vain

Empty
"She said I wonder when It`ll be my day Cause I`m not too far from breaking down And all I`ve got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I wondered if I`ll always feel this way, this way" I hate feeling so completely broken and empty. I'd give anything to feel put together and alive. I miss that feeling and I'm starting to forget how that ever felt. I know things will be fine eventually. I'm just impatient, and I want it to be now. I'm tired of curling up in a ball crying myself to sleep at night. I'm tired of being in so much pain constantly. I'm tired of nobody being able to help whatever is wrong with me. I'm tired of feeling so alone and so unimportant. Anybody who ever said being alone was better than being around shitty people was wrong. Just like whoever said it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all was wrong. I've never been more miserable in my entire life than I am now that I'm trying to "focus on myself" and "put my needs an

[empty Nest]
Dropped the babies off at the rescue.*sigh*I misses demz alreadys. In other news I thinkthink think think I know what I'm doing with my C-class Zeta. Matte Blue jet fighter colors with yellow highlights. I'm hoping it won't turn out too much like the titans colors. I don't think that's gonna happen since my plan is to put in a dob of whit and my flat blue. That's more of a ... pearled black/purple. I think it'll look awesome, especially in flight mode. Someone motivate me to finish Neue Ziel, or at least finish primering. All paint jobs are on hold til that's done. I guess the main hang up is I reallyreallyreallydon't wanna load my airbrush and then clean it just for one coat of primer on the body, and START all the tiny pieces. but I could start coloring all the other parts I have primed. I dunno... I need like braces rubber bands for stoppers for at least one part, is TINY and no hand-holds or claw points. I was thinking just go white limbs/head and go dark dark blue

Empty Spaces
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking. So many times have he and I sat and conversed about these things. I wish I could get through to him.The walls around him

Empty And Alone
sometimes i look out there and seem like i always empty or i just havent found it. many times i have felt this way and alot of times i wish there was someone there there honestly would not care about how crazy my shit on my mind is. if there was someone there to hold me or hug me or anything like that when times come along then that could be something special to me. everytime before i speak i feel that maybe it could be something wrong or blown the wrong way where i know someone could be affected by it or hurt by it . but many things i say and about what i express is just basicly coming from me and noone else. im sure that atleast one person can have a someone to go to about these things and may have an answer or something to build off of instead of running other things in mind and less stress you have to put on before the end of the day.

Empty
The thoughts drive me insane Looking at the blade not sure what would come. The darkness shrouds my sight, no light The voices tell me to do it the cold chill down my spine. Reaching into the darkness, nothing to touch, nothing to hold. Why is this pain of being alone feels so right, but so empty. Love is a broke object that i am forsaken from embracing. Fuck it the knife calls my name. Goin in deep, no feeling. Adrenalin rising blood flowing out so quickly Drops hit th floor and the eco of my life is all i hear the emptness. This is all i know all i the lies betrayal the pain is all that is left Thankyou for showing me there is no light in my darkness No angels to come save this fallen angel. Dying alone here in this red pool of emptness is what i deserve Thankyou.

Empty
You're a liar and a fake I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place Copywright 2010

Empty Chairs, The Reflection
Some may remember what happened last year, for those that dont and care to find out it can be found here... http://www.fubar.com/one-more-day/b327318-1093220 Ive felt the loom of the holiday approaching for some time, and have done my best to occupy myself and my mind. But inevitably it is something I must face when I return home. Ive processed and rationalized it in my mind, maybe to burn myself out and just be numb so that I can muddle thru. But as the time draws nearer, I am consumed with this mixture of dread & loss, and things being out of place and incomplete. I feel...drastic. The more I contemplate, the more I feel I must get away. A struggle between the part of me that feels I must pay homage, the obligation to display and share your pain in the presense of your kindred, vs the rational need to represent & be productive thru a life well lived, in tribute. To understand this, you must know my father. We're talking about a guy that got up and left thanksgiving dinner after

Empty Chairs, The Disembark
If you havent read the previous blog, this probably wont make much sense. The time is here, and still Im embroiled in this swirl of thought about how to approach the holidays. And the more I dwell, the more compulsive I become. Spontaneity seems to be the theme thats coming into focus. In fact, since last xmas, this year has been highlighted with many episodes of think/do. And I am yet to be unhappy that I did. It has become quite a part of my existence. This time around however, there is a bit of escapism involved. But Im calling it vicarious tribute. Its my dilemma and I can call it whatever I want. This coupled with the fact that I dont think my father would be very happy with me knowing I spent the entire holidays in a lost, directionless murky cloud of regrieving. Nevertheless, Ive decided that I will go home for xmas. I will baske in the love that radiates from my grandmother, and enjoy the pampering that only mom can provide. I will have a drink with my brother, and wear my

Empty Eyes
As I sit and stare into eyes that can't stare back, I wonder why do I bother? Black and empty, spheres of glass looking at my own reflection, so small and indistinct. Yet I can clearly see the ugliness inside myself. It sits and stares, held at arms length. It was meant to show love, but now only reflects sadness. As I hold it and tears rush down my cheeks I wonder, why do I bother? Why do I stare? Why do I cry? I look at the symbol, this icon of love, this canine companion.... It's nothing more than a toy, but with it comes memories and emotions. Dreams and hopes. All gone now, but when I look into it's eyes, I see where it remains. The tears of sorrow give way to pains on anger... I feel the heat building inside me, a rage of the impotent. I couldn't change what happened, I only did what I thought was right. I hurt us both, complicated both our lives. And in the end, we both wept. We both yelled. We both got hurt. It did end, and all thats left are the memories in the g

The Empty Pocket
My fantasies, though soundly sleep stir quite awake in me. My fingers linger twixt letters yet, they never hit a key. Guitar, the love my hands address the body my arms hold, sang warmly at her neck's caress. Tonight her voice is cold. This chair is jail. This house a tomb. That bed is the abyss. Could suffering cease if just my cheek suffered but a kiss?

The Empty Hours Of My Life
The night passes quietly, even the rats seem muted, scurrying in and out of my cell, reminding me how freedom is just outside of my clutches. They seem to be toying with me, teasing me, how could you know so much squeaking visitor? Of course it is not me that is familiar to you it is the cell, more aptly put it is the smell. A rat puts its nose up in the air as if to acknowledge the thought. The stench of death hangs over this cell and all its inhabitants. Soon the sun will rise little friend. The sun will rise and we will sleep, you and I,only I envy that your eyes will see another Parisian sunset, mine shall never see again. You fear the fall of the boot, I fear the fall of something altogether as deadly. The coughing and muttering behind me in low voices tells me my fellow condemned must think me quite mad, at this point, and I fear they may be right. For who else but a madman would ever find himself here, bearing his soul to such an audience. The sun will soon rise, and my little

Empty Egg
EMPTY EGGJeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher.One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students."Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to tak

Empty Nest
As some of you know for the past few years I have been a single dad of two very wonderful sons . Needless to say with work and all it was a full time job . I can tell you it was not always fun to put my own life on hold , but I had to keep them on the right track in life . Now the time has come , Tuesday my youngest son Alex goes off to school in W.V. , and I will be here in a empty house . Dam I thought it was hard when my oldest son went off to school and his own life . Now the house will be really empty. Was kinda funny , when I went to the market I got groceries for two people ? Well guess it will take time like anything in life . So here is to turning a new page in my book of life " May the winds be fair and the seas kind " Bobfelter

Empty Dreams
(Scene 1)... Cool breeze's waft about illuminating goosebumpstaking my energized soul to the place of true loves... a field... near an orchard filled with apple blossomsas a grainery without machinery,we work together as God's sonsmaking a way as sowers of new life among fields of thievesRustling and popping at the step of the Master among the sheavesunderfoot?! yes, i am, for i was borne out of seed in a tilled soila coarse supplement reaped,then placed in bags made by the loyalClosed in... taken away to a building where we're milledMixed in with the foreign elements to feed and help build...(scene 2)...Blue eyes of exceptional beauty,alight on my rose-flushed cheeksMelting me into a mumbling,blubbering wreck like "some freaks"cause what comes out your mouth is like silk to rough hewn handsEnveloping me in the ethereal grip of these lust filled plansfeeding each other through our carnal needs and bread of fallen angelsbecause for now i'm sandwiched between you and common fablesthe tas

Empty...lost...gone
I look into my grey abyss of nothingness Down, deeper, drawn, pulled Slowly, sinking, there is nothing, no feelings exist, all emotion gone...A hollow heart, an empty hand Nowhere to turn, no place to go..Help me, bring me up, pull me out. No one to hear, I am falling Numbness, death, all hope is gone. Nothing is there, I am alone..No one cares, no one listens. Falling, falling away from everything, everyone Pain, intolerable pain..clutching, grabbing, only empty air Ever existing, never stopping, forever going Lost, gone, no more...Silent tears fall, no reason Take me away, hold me tight Pull me close, never leave Please....help

Empty Promises
These empty promises Begin to hold me down These aching memories keep coming back to me. Empty promises that mean nothing to you but all lies how could you do me like this I feel lonely empty. Darkness fills my life again I slowly die inside with out hope I wish I was not here anymore. This life is to much for me facing my fears alone Take my pain away heal my heart and soul. Those empty promises. By Devilina Vampiress Princess Of Darkness (Priscilla Gamez)

An Empty Pill Bottle
Are you expected here? Turn around. You shouldn't be here. It's so desolate that the isolation burns. You live such a narcissistic dream while you bathe in the waters of a martyr. This place is not for you. Words are just that on your tongue. Vague promises and haughty desires bleated out to your congregation. Fools and charlatons all. Watch closely for the flicker of silver in 30 pieces - they will betray you. And what of me? I won't be here when you return. The fantasy of a gravebound slumber has gotten me through as the reward of promises kept and tasks fulfilled. Have I not earned that reward? Must I be burdened with the guilt of those whom linger here? But you waste time. Go now. You have the illusory adoration to soak in to your pores. The mirage of those you can trust and those that seem so enamored with you. Does it eat at you? Beneath the zeal of a flirtatious glance, do you know the mendacity of it all? How many times will you s

Empty
So I walked away from what I would class as a long relationship by any stretch of the imagination and did it willingly but now there is a deep empty feeling inside. They say time heals all things but no one knows how to mend the empty feeling of the heart. I guess its time for me to listen to some of the advice that I have been giving to others over the years and figure out how to pick myself up and move on the best that I can. How....don't know...I know and realize that there is someone out in this world that I am meant to be with but in looking back I stop and ask myself do I truly deserve to find her. No this isn't an oh pity me entry. Its my way of facing reality that I am once again alone in this world. It sucks and I know there are many people on here that know what I am going through or are going through it themselves. All I can say is that we have to find our inner strength to face each day and appreciate what we have for its not over yet. This entry may seem like a cry for he

Empty Relationship
We love each other, that we both know. Really our lives, are just an empty show. Separate lives, we both lead, Both of us having, unfulfilled need. We rarely talk, it’s the same today as it will be tomorrow. Our empty relationship, is just cold and hollow. I look at you, across the room. And I’m filled with nothing but, misery and gloom. What happened to the love, we both knew so well? How did we end up, with this cold empty shell? Could we live without each other, shall we take the trip? Do you think we’d even miss, this empty relationship? We are not even together, we are both alone. Somehow love needs to find its way back, into this broken home. Better sooner than not, is what I say. I am thinking, we’ll start today. You don’t even know, I am writing this out. Even typing it, leaves me with doubts. But I would rather fail, then simply not try. Please just glance my way, before I start to cry. If you turn my

Empty
Empty by Kenneth Matlock on Sunday, October 28, 2012 at 3:44am Always in the mirror I see the other me. It picks at everything I always want to be. It makes me wonder about everything I hold dear. It knows just how to drive home my each and every fear. I can't seem to find a way to simply feel alright. I don't know why I still sit up every night. If things were better like it was in my mind Then there wouldn't be a need to keep up an endless grind I just want the core of it to fall away forever To stop all the acts and quit just acting clever If this was the last thing that I ever wrote I'd want it to end with an oddly epic quote. Unfortunately, nothing comes to mind.

Empty Soul
My heart is frozen, yet it’s burningMy blood is still, yet it’s boiling;I feel so deadThere’s no life left in me,There’s no salvation in this world.A bolt of lightning hit my head,My heart hurts beyond belief,My veins are steaming with a scold,There’s only darkness in my eyes,I can no more take this grief.There’s a pack of demons by every sideWho can infiltrate the skiesTo snatch and tear my dear angelsBeyond the darkest ever tide;With spears and claws they goFrom the world of thirty hells,One by one they bring them down.My wrath runs from head to toe,I want to fight, yet want to dieIn this meanest ever town,My soul is so emptyI really want to cry.There’s no respect, no life, no love.No affection makes me starve,The pain has made my heart so rough.Is there any angel out thereThat can soothe the fire with her glare? -Unknown

Empty
What comes of the mind after it's gone? What shall come of a heart after it's won? How can a body react with out a thought? How can one be, with out a soul? Left to rot, unbearable toll, alone in the dark, stained by a mark, Watch it wither and die, as the world just passes it by....

Empty
Why must it feel this way?? So good it felt, now you go away, inside I melt, alone again, I no longer feel human, it’s tearing me apart, you took my heart, I have a hole, will I regain my soul? like a vampire with out blood, I’m down in the mud, I still try, for you I cry, my chest is empty, my eyes are full, my body went cold, of you I need plenty, this blade so dull, story so old, I cut, make a rut, my head fills, now I take pills, emptiness will soon fill me, to the point of agony, as darkness takes dawn, again my heart dies on and on........

Emptiness
Emptiness filling my heart, Pain filling my life, Love forever lost, My dreams turn to nightmares, My heart begins to wither, Longing for a lasting love, To bring my heart back to life, My soul is longing to be whole, The void in my life needing to be filled, Craving what others have accomplished, Finding their soulmate for life, Wishing to see no more misery, Hopeing against hope to feel no more pain, Yearning to see some light in the darkness, To lift my heart with wings, And renew all my dreams again.

Empty Soul
I got no where to turn and Nobody to turned too. My life is done and empty I got nobody to blame but myself and only myself. I ruined my life im the reason for this emptieness i did this nobody else expect me i am my own worse enemy. I had it all just to watch it fade away in dark sky into a million pieces the pain the nothieness i feel daily for the rest of my life or till death reaches me and takes me away from all this missouri i feel in my empty soul..

Empy Heart
I dreamed of you..... At night you would sneak in my dreams. Lay next to me. Your arms around me. Your breathe on my neck. Feeling the heat of your body warming my skin. Feeling your hand move, as your finger tips run down my side. My skin tingles from your touch. The softness of your lips on my ear. The fire of your words as you whisper "i need you. I want to feel our bodies melt into one." You press your body harder into mine. You legs slips between mine Letting me feel the desire you have. You hand roams over my breast. Teasing my hard nipples A slight moan escapes my lips. The strength of your hand kneading them. Moans get louder. Lips pressed against each other.Lips parting as our tongues dance with each other. Your hand grab mine. Pulls them above my head. Holding them there. The full weight of your body on mine. The next sensation is the feeling of you slowly slip into me. Pushing until you can go no further. Holding tight against me. The wetness caressing you. Pleasurabl

Empyrean
empyrean\em-py-REE-uhn; -PEER-ee-\noun; 1.The highest heaven, in ancient belief usually thought to be a realm of pure fire or light. 2.Heaven; paradise. 3.The heavens; the sky.adjective: 1.Of or pertaining to the empyrean of ancient belief.

Ems...
EMT Prayer LORD, Grant me the wisdom so that I may treat those of your children that lay at my feet. Let my hands be gentle, sure and swift to impart to them your sacred gift. Let me see only a patient's need not their color, race or creed. Help me always to be my best even when it's on my hours rest. Grant me the insight to understand why patients of mine are going to die. Let me remember that when they do there is a wonderful life in Heaven with You. Lord, if in the time of duty I should fall help my family to hold their heads tall. For it was You who decided that I should be one of your chosen few, an EMT. -Author Unknown

Ems
At times I think of all I see in my job from day to day So many times I want to quit yet, something makes me stay So many times I have questioned this path that I must take and how someone's life will be affected over the decisions that I make I went to school and learned the skills to become an EMT but when the class was over You weren't finished teaching me The most important lessons I have learned are the ones you teach me every day to have compassion for human life for I could be in their place And although I may see the worst of the world You have trained me to look for the best You have taught me to love and care for all You have blessed me with EMS

An Ems Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and all through our town, Ambulances sat quietly-call volume was down. Dispatchers and emt's without any calls, All sttled all cozily within station walls. The city grew silent as the night grew deep; My partner and I settled in for some sleep. But no sooner dreaming in our beds were we, When dispatch awoke us, crying, "Hurry! Code 3!" The call had come in for an MVA; Some nutcase claimed he'd hit Santa's sleigh! "Head trauma," we thought, as we gathered our gear, "Or maybe a drunken driver - it's that time of year." As we raced to the scene with our sirens and lights, We hoped for the best, tonight of all nights. We had no idea we were in for a surprise And, on our arrival, couldn't believe our own eyes. I said to my partner, "This must be a trick! That man in the ditch just can't be St. Nick!" A smashed-up sleigh! Toys thrown far and near! And off to the side, a group of reindeer! The driver of the car, with a bump o

Ems Calls... (true)
Yes this is it. The strange, the bizarre, the funny, and everything else in between. WARNING! This page contains things that may shock, horrify or totally disgust you. Viewer discretion is advised! These stories were not written by me. Author credits are given where they are known. Give a dog a Bone! Many years ago, my partner responded to a residence in Maryland where a lady was in her bedroom. The medics asked if they could come in and she said they had to promise not to laugh. My partner has been in EMS for 20 years and takes his job seriously and told the lady he would not. When he opened the door the lady was on all fours and a German shepherd was behind her. She asked my partner to remove the shepherd because he was stuck. My partner matter of factly replied that dogs have a knot that swells and it would not go down until he was finished. When the dog was done, he released himself from her and all was well. My partner told this story during a training session of new parame

An Ems Dad
An EMS Dad is in a class of his own, Like the king of a mountain or a king on his throne. His heart and spirit make him larger than life, And his smile is like diamonds without any strife. He has been there for me from that very first day, Always there to guide me on my way. Though constantly aware of the dangers I face, He never says a word, not even a trace. I feel his prayers protecting me, His pride for me is plain to see. His love and support he has shown along the way, Is the reason I am in EMS today! Not mentioned enough, my love for you straight from my heart, And may God bless you when we are apart.

An Ems Mom
AN EMS MOM is in a class of her own,Like an angel from heaven, like a queen on a throne.Her heart and spirit as large as a mountain,With a smile that sparkles like a sun-splashed fountain.She's put up with me since the first sound I'd spoken,Even to this day - that's a feat seldom broken!While she's fully aware of the danger I face,She rarely shows it not even a trace.But deep within - her thoughts are more prayerful,"Lord, watch over my child - OH please - be careful."A beautiful lady with her charm and appeal,Never missing a birthday or my favorite meal.Like a rare-cut diamond; a priceless breed,Always ready to help any person in need. Not mentioned enough, like a prayer or a psalm,"You're loved more than ever," my EMS MOM."

An Ems Prayer
As I perform my duty Lord Whatever be the call, Help to guide and keep me safe From dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my best No matter what the scene, I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgement quick and keen. This calling to give of my self Most do not understand, But I stand ready all the time To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child Restore his laugh with glee, A word of thanks I might not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some, But I feel truly blessed, That you oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS!

Ems Pimp Out
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Ems Prayer
As I perform my duties Lord Whatever be the call. Help to guide and keep me safe From danger big and small. I want to serve and do my best, No matter what the scene. I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgment quick and keen. This calling to give of myself, Most do not understand. But I stand ready all the time, To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child, Restore his laugh with glee. A word of thanks I may not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some But I feel truly blessed, That you, Oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS

Ems Prayer
As I perform my duty LordWhatever be the call,Help to guide and keep me safeFrom dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my bestNo matter what the scene,I pledge to keep my skills refined,My judgement quick and keen. This calling to give of myselfMost do not understand,But I stand ready all the timeTo help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a childRestore his laugh with glee,A word of thanks I might not hear,But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some,But I feel trully blessed,That you oh Lord have chosen meTo serve in EMS! Author: L. Lipps

Ems Rules
The Rules of EMS 1. Skin signs tell all. 2. Truly sick people don't complain. 3. Air goes in and out, blood goes round and round, and any variation on this is a bad thing. 4. The more equipment you see on a EMTs belt, the newer they are. 5. If you drop the baby, pick it up. 6. When dealing with patients, supervisors, or citizens, if it felt good saying it, it was the wrong thing to say. 7. All bleeding stops....eventually. 8. All people will eventually die, no matter what you do. 9. If the child is quiet, be scared. 10. Always follow the rules, but be wise enough to forget them sometimes. 11. If the patient vomits in the rig try to hold their head to the side of the rig with the disposable equipment, not the stuff you have to clean. 12. If someone dies by chemical hazards, electrical shocks or other on-scene dangers it should be the patient, not you. 13. Any EMT, FF, LEO and/or scene chief who is more stupid than the patient is the real proble

Ems Stupid Frequently Asked Questions -- With Answers!
Q. Do you need to go to school for this or can anyone do it? A. You have to go to school, it is long and hard and most of the people involved like to abuse the hell out of you while you are doing it. Q. Hey, Ambulance dudes, how do I get to the Dead concert at the Oakland Coliseum? (or any other request for directions) A.Hmm, well,uhhh. I'm sorry I don't think you can get there from here. Q. I'm seeing things, will you take me to the hospital? A. Sure, if you are seeing rats and bugs we will take you to County Hospital, if you are seeing music and hearing colors we will take you to the Berkeley border and drop you off, you'll fit right in. Q. Do you like you like your job? A. Yes, in spite of everything I do like my job. Q. Do you make a lot of money? A. Not enough by a long shot. Q. How come the Police come to the call with you? A. Investigation, crowd control, and to keep me from getting my ass kicked by an irate bystander/family member/patient. Q. Ho

Ems...volunteers..because We Care....
Sorry if we woke you in the middle of the night, But someone in your neighborhood is fighting for their life. Sorry if we block the road and make you turn around, But there's been a bad wreck with dying children on the ground. When you see us coming I hope you'll understand, Let us have the right of way someone needs our helping hand. Sometimes a child is choking sometimes a broken leg, Sometimes a heart stops beating and when we get there it's too late. So if you see us crying when we think we are alone, You'll know we had a bad one and we're feeling mighty down. We don't do it for the money you know we don't get paid, We don't do it for the glory but for life that might be saved. Somewhere deep within us our souls are crying out, We're here to help our neighbors in their hour of pain and doubt. God gave us something special to help us see you through, We do it because we love you and we care about you too........UNKNOWN

Ems Week
*****Dedicated to Paramedics, Fire Fighters, Police Officers and their Dispatchers***** I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I’ve become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. Is this a false alarm or a working fire? Is the caller in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the Emergency Room, as a Doctor pronounces dead, the beautiful five year old girl that I have been trying to save for t

Emt Oath
EMT Oath Be it pledged as an Emergency Medical Technician, I will honor the physical and judicial laws of God and man. I will follow that regimen which, according to my ability and judgment, I consider for the benefit of patients and abstain from whatever is deleterous and mischievous, nor shall I suggest any such counsel. Into whatever homes I enter, I will go into them for the benefit of only the sick and injured, never revealing what I see or hear in the lives of men unless required by law. I shall also share my medical knowledge with those who may benefit from what I have learned. I will serve unselfishly and continuously in order to help make a better world for mankind. While I continue to keep this oath unviolated, may it be granted to me to enjoy life and the practice of the art, respected by all men, in all times. Should I trespass or violate this oath, may the reverse be my lot. So help me God. - Charles B. Gillespie, M.D.

Emt Prayer
An EMS Prayer As I perform my duty Lord Whatever be the call, Help to guide and keep me safe From dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my best No matter what the scene, I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgment quick and keen. This calling to give of my self Most do not understand, But I stand ready all the time To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child Restore his laugh with glee, A word of thanks I might not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some, But I feel truly blessed, That you oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS!

Emt Prayer
Dedicated to all those in the medical field. What would we do without them!! EMT's Prayer As I perform my duties Lord Whatever be the call. Help to guide and keep me safe From danger big and small. I want to serve and do my best, No matter what the scene. I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgment quick and keen. This calling to give of myself, Most do not understand. But I stand ready all the time, To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child, Restore his laugh with glee. A word of thanks I may not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some But I feel truly blessed, That you, Oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS. www.mamarocks.com click here to join the mamarocks.com mailing list

Emt Prayer
LORD, Grant me the wisdom so that I may treat those of your children that lay at my feet. Let my hands be gentle, sure and swift to impart to them your sacred gift. Let me see only a patient's need not their color, race or creed. Help me always to be my best even when it's on my hours rest. Grant me the insight to understand why patients of mine are going to die. Let me remember that when they do there is a wonderful life in Heaven with You. Lord, if in the time of duty I should fall help my family to hold their heads tall. For it was You who decided that I should be one of your chosen few, an EMT. -Author Unknown-

Emts Face Discipline For Not Performing Cpr
Two New Bedford paramedics are facing disciplinary action by the city and the state for not performing CPR on an unresponsive infant at a home in December, authorities said. The child was later pronounced dead. Mayor Scott W. Lang said yesterday that he will hold a disciplinary hearing tomorrow for the two city employees and will also inquire into the operations of the city's Emergency Medical Services agency. "By and large, I think it provides a very high quality of service," Lang said of the ambulance service. "What we have here is a situation where we have an incident that makes everyone take a look and to make sure that we are following through on appropriate mandates." The move by Lang is being made after an April conclusion by the state Department of Public Health that two paramedics violated protocols when they did not perform CPR on the infant. The state suspended them for 30 days. WBZ-TV reported that the infant was a 1-month-old boy. The health depar

Emty Bed
Laying in an empty bed, never feeling like there will be someone to help fill it. Feeling so alone, but not being alone. Tossing and turning longing for someone to grab onto. Someone to let you know that everything will be ok. But do you need that person or someone to comfert you? Some times it be nice to wake up to that person you know that will be and love you for who and what you are. Things are different when your a single mother though, exspecialy of three, but its the price i pay for putting them first i suppose. I guess im just tired of all the hopes that just seem to vanish. I just guess my emty bed will just have me in it.

Emulate Him. He Alwaysscored Some Highlight Goals That I Remember." 5. The Devils Were Stung By A Second Consecutive 2-1 Overtime Defeat - They D
LIVERPOOL, England -- Liverpool took advantage of Chelseas erratic defending to earn an emphatic 4-1 win on Tuesday, gaining a small measure of revenge for Saturdays FA Cup final loss and putting the Blues out of contention for fourth place in the Premier League. Golden Tate Super Bowl Jersey . Three days after Chelsea beat Liverpool 2-1 at Wembley, the Reds dominated from the start in their last home game of the season and were up 3-0 within 30 minutes. While Stewart Downing missed a penalty right before halftime and Ramires pulled one back for Chelsea after the break, Jonjo Shelvey took advantage of backup goalkeeper Ross Turnbulls blunder to put the game away with his first Premier League goal for Liverpool. "It was an excellent performance," Liverpool manager Kenny Dalglish said. "The pleasing thing is the performance was matched by the result and also the fact the supporters could go away from the final match of the season here with a smile on their faces." Chelsea manager Roberto

Emu Or Emo...what Ever I Gotta Write It Down
Sitting out side The wind blows my hair The moons light Shinning on me Next to me a knife Next to me a picture Of a boy i love His smile...keeps the knife away But when the picture was gone the knife was here One slit to bleed Two to smile A thrid to die And a fourth to cry yes a little emo..but what can i say i'm sry thats all =)

Enamory
When success comes. Everyone should love me. With exception of fools and the envious. Respect. Adoration. Hubris. What I've got I've earned. With blood, sweat, and tears. Remain the fools: they shall love me in time; and the envious: who shall ever hate me because of who I am. Emotions shallow, like the deepest edge of the kiddie pool. Why base one's worth on others? When it is our own self-worth that makes each so valuable? Bleeding from hard-fought battles, Sweat trickling down our brow with the work put in, Tears from all the battles lost, or casualties gone. In the end, we are who we are. Not the destination, but, the journeys that brought us there.

Enamored
this is how I see you.. Enamored Enamored By the swell of her Breast, soft Upturned, firm. Brown eyes that Beckon, embrace. Down hair traces Gentle smiles. Difficulty seeing The contrast, Between the visible Embroideries of heavenly Bodies, indeed Beautiful. And the inner Embroideries which They only reflect and Are infinitely more Beautiful. Clairvoyants perceive “Elementals” Those sprites that Tap into the Positive energies of Natures Love. She cries out to me “I give you a new Commandment, Love one another! As I have loved you, so You also Should love one Another” John 13:33 poet

Enamored
EnamoredBy the swell of herBreast, softUpturned, firm.Blue eyes thatBeckon, embrace.Down hair tracesGentle smiles.Difficulty seeingThe contrast,Between the visibleEmbroideries of heavenlyBodies, indeedBeautiful. And the innerEmbroideries whichThey only reflect andAre infinitely moreBeautiful.Clairvoyants perceive"Elementals"Those sprites thatTap into thePositive energies ofNatures Love.She cries out to me"I give you a new Commandment,Love one another!As I have loved you, soYou alsoShould love oneAnother" John13:33 poet

En Aprilspøk
I 1908 var Sven Elvestad mektig lei overstyringen i avisen han hadde startet, Fri Presse. Den første anledningen til mytteri kom med artikkelen om invasjon fra Mars på Notodden. Morsomt nok var personen som hadde foranlediget invasjonen i Elvestads reportasje den amerikanske oppfinneren Nicola som ved hjelp av millioner av elektriske hestekrefter fra Niagara hadde signalisert til Mars og gjort innbyggerne der nyskjerrige nok til å ta turen gjennom verdensrommet. De hadde strandet på Notodden pga Hydros benyttelse av den samme elektriske energien. Spøken ble tatt alvorlig. Folk strømmet til i tusender. Delegasjoner var på vei fra Sverige. Og abonnentene sa opp i massive antall da de skjønte de var lurt. Neste måned gikk Elvestad inn til den mest ekle av avisens representanters kontor. William Coucheron-Aamodt hadde fortid i den kinesiske marine og var lansert som norsk tronkandidat etter unionsoppløsningen. Med en revolver pekende mot seg forsvant Coucheron-Amodt lynraskt ut

En Barcelona Va Llegando La Primavera
Hola de nuevo a todos, com ya sabéis soy un gran aficionado al bingo pero estoy candado de este invierno tan largo y me apetece salir a caminar por las montañas y el campo. La primavera está comenzando a llegar a Barcelona. la verdad es que ya tenía muchas ganas aunque le está costando y hoy hace un día bastante nublado. hace poco nevó en una tarde lo que oohabía nevado en todo el invierno. Muy buenos días a todos y os deseo un muy buen día. Regards from Barcelona

Encased Ch. 01
Encased Ch. 01 by DommeFem © You arrive by taxi at the address that I gave you. The house is large and almost dark - there is one small light visible over the front door. The taxi leaves and you head up to the door. As instructed, you open the door and find yourself in a small entry way. You close the door behind you and hear the lock click. There is a small screen in front of you with a speaker. A voice, altered so you can't identify it, says simply 'Yes?' 'I am here as instructed' you reply. 'Move closer to the camera with your identification.' You move towards the small camera mounted in the wall and hold your drivers license next to your face as you had been told. 'Why are you here?' 'To serve.' 'And you know what it means to serve here?" 'Yes' you reply. The voice says 'tell me.' You do not respond immediately. 'If you do not respond immediately, we will believe that you are not here of your free will and you will not be permitted inside.'

Encarceratuons
welcome tp jail talk! has a loved one or you ever been to jail? how long were you or them in for? did anyone write or visit you? what were the charges? I am not trying to pry;just lost my love to the systom for how long i dont know but miss him terribly so for all you looking forsome kind of support come blog with me on blog jail talk.............................................

Encarnacion Led Off With
MILWAUKEE -- A sweep of the wild card-contending Pittsburgh Pirates has given the Milwaukee Brewers hope that they, too, can get in the playoff chase. Andy Lee Jersey . Ryan Braun hit his NL-leading 37th home run, pitcher Yovani Gallardo also connected and the Brewers won 12-8 Sunday, sending the Pirates to their 10th loss in 13 games. The Brewers tied a season high with five home runs. The outburst pulled Milwaukee within 6 1/2 games in the post-season race. "Theres a second wild card. You never know what can happen," Braun said. "You just continue to compete every day. Obviously wed have to play great baseball for the rest of the year but by no means are we giving up. We realistically think that we are still in it." Brewers manager Ron Roenicke said hes been paying much more attention to the wild-card standings following his teams recent run of success, including three wins over Pittsburgh. "I know we are looking ... a lot more than we were a couple of weeks ago," he said. "Were play

Encaramado 4g: Versión Móvil De Pomp W88
Recientemente licencias de red 4G pomp W88 ha aparecido en la página web del Ministerio, todo puede decirse que es sólo una licencia. Ha sido cuestionado 4G versión pomp W88 ningún mensaje de amigos puede alivio tiene, sin duda si te para 4G hace frío no palabras, así que hoy introducido de pomp W88 N9008 también puede es bueno de select, independientemente del rendimiento rendimiento también es actualmente de precio son aspectos es bueno, ciertamente esta premisa es en 4G no tan valorada, pero dicha verdad, versión 4G pomp W88 no fue el precio de venta Hou ciertamente ninguna ventaja, ve Nota ⅱ voluntad conocida versión 4G. Versión móvil de pomp W88 frente está equipado con una 5.7 pulgadas FHD hwan mágica Hyun pantalla Super AMOLED, nivel de resoluciones de ultra alta definición a 1920 X 1080 Pixeles, efecto de la buena exhibición. Y en cuanto a la toma de fotografías, esta cámara trasera máquina ofrece un un-megapíxeles y una estabilización inteligente Smart estable tecnologí

Ence) And Goalie To Get The Shutout. "o
areas, New York could go with Lucas Duda at fTIKKURILA, Finland -- The Canadian womens hockey team will enter the championship game at the Four Nations Cup on a high after closing out an undefeated round robin with a 9-0 rout of Sweden on Friday at Valtti Areena. Natalie Spooner and Jennifer Wakefield scored two goals apiece and Shannon Szabados made 27 saves to help Canada post its third straight victory. "Its always nice when you score a bunch of goals," said head coach Dan Church. "It gives the forwards some confidence. I think on the back end, it was a good performance by our (defence) and goalie to get the shutout. "Overall, a great way to head into tomorrow." Canada will play the United States in the title match while Sweden and Finland play for bronze. Gillian Apps, Catherine Ward, Jayna Hefford, Tessa Bonhomme and Vicki Bendus also scored as Canada fired 64 shots on the Swedish net. Canada has outscored the opposition 18-1 over the three games. The Canadian roster includes almo

Enchiladas Chesse...beef Or Chicken!
ok to make for 4 people need 12 corn tortillas 12 oz chesse 1lb hamburger meat 1lb chicken de boned first you simy fry the tortillas so that there nice and soft chicken: you boil the chicken and then you add a little tomatoe sauce and bring to a boil, then you grab the chicken and put in tortilla you roll it and put in baking pan you roll them all ok now you get the juice and chicken bits left over from the chicken sauce and pour over chicken enchiladas add chesse on the top then put in oven and let stand untill chesse is melted and let stand for about 5 minute... do the same way for meat enchiladas now for the cheeese enchiladas semi fry the tortillas and then add sherred chesse roll them and put in oven for the suace use chile con carne 1 can and 1 can of inchilada sauce mixed together and pout over the cheesse enchiladas theyll be great

Enchantment
Enchantment love is an enchantment that no other emotion can match it is a feeling deep and poignent our hearts reach out to catch love is a mystery that wraps itself around our mind we see life through dreamy eyes and we leave loneliness behind love is the passion of our touch in the embrace of lips and bodies love is when two hearts beat as one and fullfillment of desire brings peac

Enchanting Seduction
Come sweet men I'll take thee away Into a land of darkness Thou know I hold The secret of lust, Lying within Thine loins Come sweet men I'll make thee my slave into my world of darkness Weak little men I cast a spell on thine hearts Never to escape my enchantment Come sweet loves I'll take thee away Into a world of darkness.

Enchantment A Symbol
enchantment a symbol Roses in bloom with leather stems Blood red passion upon every limb With thorns of joy consoles from within The chains of serving , the bond to them The floral enchantment a symbol of their life the thorns of consequences as they learn from strife The sweet aroma ,the pain it forsakes As They both step upon heavens gate scottbaker

Enchanted
Casting your likeness in love's embrace We are enchanted hearts drowning among falling stars I awake with my head nestled in your arms this morning And I feel your skin against mine The warmth and softness of your body is filling my senses and My spirit sings after our night of passionate love Your soft hair tickles my nose and I see our bodies dance and mingle with the shadows on the ceiling I lie here listening to your slumbering breath and I now know my soul is eternally at peace

Enchanted Moon
Enchanted Moon Why do you hide when the sun is bright, and only come out at night? The changing of time cross earth and sky, leave us little room to write. Every moment more precious than the last, the sun though dark shines bright. All words are taken with high anticipation, scared to see the light. Let me be your moon tonight, let me cover you and glow Let me be your moon tonight, let me be your high and low Enchanted right now, our souls have found, now one together bound. Dancing passion with the stormy wind, kindred hearts are now found. Lonely an ugly emotion only remembered, never again will we feel. Strong individuals with damaged hearts, when together crossed the others Bastille. Let me be your moon tonight, let me cover you and glow Let me be your moon tonight, let me be your high and low Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Enchanted Silence
First love need have no words. No word, no volume ever could express Such vast tenderness. It steals like mist on that unfolding hour And it is shyness, holiness and power, Hushed, lest if spoken it might disappear. Its perfume tints the air like ancient musk, A flower’s shadow stirring in the dusk And in its depth the shadow of a tear. It is a moon-wind tossing in the night, Fragile illumined, awesome in its flight; Blowing the wandering heart beyond its bars To climb the sky and tremble through the stars.

Enchilidas Beef & Bean With Mexican Rice
1 lb. ground beef 1 med. onion, diced 1 lg. can refried beans or pinto beans, soaked & cooked 1 pkg. corn tortillas (12) 1 pkg. taco seasoning 1 (12 oz.) pkg. cheddar cheese 1 (8 oz.) can tomato sauce or paste 2 c. water 1 clove garlic, minced (powder, optional) 1/4 c. onion, diced (powder optional) dash of salt 2 to 4 tbsp. chili pepper (chili powder optional) cornstarch, enough to thicken slightly 1 c. long grain rice 2 tbsp. butter 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. cumin dash of salt 1/2 to 1 c. tomato sauce 2 c. water Sauté 1 pound of hamburger until brown, then drain well. add 1/2 to 1 package of taco seasoning and 1/4 cup water; simmer 15 minutes. While simmering, dice 1 medium onion, heat 1 large can refried beans. Cook 12 corn tortillas in oil, just until soft. dab excess oil with paper towel. Place 2 to 3 tablespoons hamburger on the edge of each tortilla. add 2 tablespoons or so beans on top of hamburger. Sprinkle with onions and Cheddar c

Enchiladas
1 1/2 lbs. ground beef (or turkey) 3/4 c. onion 1 1/2 tsp. salt 12 flour tortillas (10 inch) 12 oz. taco sauce 1 1/2 c. Cheddar cheese 6 tbsp. butter 6 tbsp. flour 3 tsp. chicken bouillon 2 c. water 6 tbsp. green chiles 1 c. sour cream Brown meat and onion and drain. Stir in salt, sauce, cheese and put in tortillas. Roll tortillas and place seam side down in casserole. Melt butter. Blend in flour and bouillon. Add water. Cook until makes gravy (stir constantly). Stir in chiles and sour cream. Remove from heat. Pour over tortillas. Bake uncovered at 350 for about 20 minutes.

Enchantment
I thought of you this morning As I always do Just one single thought Helps me see my day through. Your kiss, your touch Especially your smile Just one glance from you Is enough to drive me wild. When I think of the future All I see is you and me For I know my love You are my destiny. My love you enchant me But oh how time flies Soon we'll be old and withered But true love lke ours never dies. So I will cherish each moment Our time together, just me and you And I will think of you each morning Like I always do!

Enchanted Pleas
ENCHANTED PLEAS (Adult Only) captivate me amid whispered desires leading my passion to depths unexplored feeling the heartbeat each intake of breath breathe me deep to the depths of your soul enchanted pleas we boldly unfold bind me with silken threads of gold on red satin sheets cause me to moan whisper sighs on heated flesh make me burn for that smooth hard sweat your touch the flame that lights the fire hands glide I slide and dance and tempt my bond mounting passion beginning the flow fingers caressing hardened peaks of soft supple form making me weak touch of the master lips wander on devouring flesh as tears cloud the eyes I watch mesmerized as your lips light my love seeking to please between my thighs amid the glow of naked desire on your tongue I flow like sacred fire understanding the love and passion within each plea a kiss each

Enchanted Oak Cool Stuff
http://www.enchantedoak.com/store/hexcraft.html Learn the Truth About Black Magick... PROTECT YOURSELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES... Secrets of the Craft that few dark practitioners want you to know are found within this rare book written by a 20+ year veteran witch. Learn how evil are spells cast and how good people--even other witches and magicians--get caught up them. See how you can protect yourself and your family. And best of all...learn how some people--maybe even you--can make themselves immune to black magick. These and other topics are described here as well as many others that you never thought to consider. How do ethics figure into ritual self-defense, and just how far should you go to justifiably protect yourself and your loved ones from the black magick of another witch? Order Now to read the complete manuscript for yourself. Written with practical concerns of the ethical witch, this reference is a must read for all who seek to interact and participate in pag

Enchanted Forest
The sun slowly rose over the horizon as the men entered the forest, their confident strides taking them deeper into the trees until they could no longer see the world they'd left behind. As they walked, the men observed the lush green of their surroundings and realized that besides the contents of the heavy backpacks they carried, there were no signs of civilization. No car horns to break the peaceful silence, no telephone poles to ruin the awe-inspiring view of the sunrise over the trees, not even a signal for their cell phones. They were alone in nature, and they were content. The feeling didn't last. The men were lumberjacks, assigned to clear a large section of trees near the river by the day's end. They paused for a moment to take a deep breath of the fresh air, the smell of wood and earth enticing them, calling to them. Their leader released a quiet sigh as they looked around at the delicate, tranquil beauty of the trees, knowing that they were meant to destroy them.

Enchanted Beautys
Enchanted Beautys All females can enter! Lounge members will vote on who's in and who is out if you are voted out you can try again next month but once you are in you are in Rules: 1.)all applacints must have a standerd fubar salute with The words Enchanted Realm on it 2.)if made a enchanted realm beauty you must frequint the lounge 3.)Standerd lounge rules aply ***** I am looking into getting stikams up in the lounge for the beautys **** 4.)if Stikams are put in the lounge, then any beauty showing nudity will have there cam rights revoked and banned from the lounge.

The Enchantress
A picture of strength Though I may seem When I am in your presence I am powerless The very sight of you confounds my tongue I am at a loss for words I don’t know how to say what I feel The scent of your flesh intoxicates me When you look into my eyes It pierces my soul When you kiss me The taste of you lingers on my lips For hours on end The touch of your hand On my scalp Ignites a burning passion deep within me You have a hold on me Like no one before But what can I do? You are the enchantress.

Enchanted Entrances And Bewitched Back Doors
With Litha upon us I found this appropriate. New beginnings, new things to try and this fits in. Enchanted Entrances and Bewitched Back Doors Doorways are in between places. Therefore they are considered to be magickal. So why not take a look at this idea from a Witchy perspective and see what we can conjure up? It's time to concentrate on the entrances to your enchanting home. First impressions are absolutely important. The threshold of the Witch's home sets a tone and introduces a sort of ambiance. Visitors to your place will probably feel it as they step up to the door. This can be a feeling of welcome to friends and family or it could be a feeling of warning or unease to intruders. If you are going through the trouble of creating a home that sparkles with magickal energy, why not set the mood right off the bat?There is the old, enchanting tradition of painting your front door blue. The color blue is both a magickal and peaceful color. It represents the element of water, heal

An Enchanting Evening At The Marquis Ii
It was a Tuesday night when Fehn called me to see if I wanted to go out for cocktails that evening. “I don’t have any money,? I said. ‘Well, one of Megan’s friends told us the Marquis has $2 pitchers tonight, but I’m not really sure,’ he said. “No biggie,? I said, “let me call you right back.? I hung up the phone, and called information immediately to get the number to the Marquis. I called the bar, and to my delight, the hunch about cheap drinks that Fehn had actually panned out into something real, which was $2 pitchers. I called Fehn, telling him the good news. Upon hearing the news, he offered to buy my sister, Zuzu, and I cheap beer if we met up with Megan, his girlfriend, and him. I’ve never been one to pass up free drinks, so I jumped on the offer. “We’re on our way right now,? I told him. “See you soon!? The Marquis II is at the corner of Kirby and Bissonnet. It’s in a nice neighborhood, but there’s nothing nice about the bar at all. It’s a total fucking shit hole, which

Enchantment
enchantment I'm enchanted by you held in your spell hopelessly longing for something so magical a love that keeps that never sleeps to sail beyond the sea through time and love a strange enchantment washes over me I'll let our love be until the last Unicorn crosses the last rainbow as the last sunset fades on a distant horizon

Enchanted Night
Pale moon light shines gently upon my face The stars above whispering words of passion Sprinkling golden shreds of light through my hair pulling me to them holding me holding me forever I'm slipping slowly, slowly from my mind from my body. I look down then all about me and realize I've become a diamond of the sky.

Enchanted Lady Uk
Do me a favor everyone... this is my good friend Enchanted Lady UK!! She's as sweet as they come and a great person all around. She's about 54K away from being a Rockstar on here. If you would be so kind as to FAN/ADD/RATE her or anything else to move her along, I'd greatly appreciate it! ♥ enchanted_lady_uk@ fubar

Enchantment..corinne Bailey Rae
I wait for you. I don't know why. all i know is i can't hide. at this temperature you could take over my mind. like gossamer, you softly touch. he draws me in, i'm powerless. he possesses an enchantment. tell me i'm forgiven. he calls, don't know how i fell under his spell. lately i've been driven. he smiles, an enchantment. i wait for you. I'm mesmerized this love is like a potion in disguise. i'd tightrope walk with a blindfold on my eyes. I can't escape, or so it seems. I'd run away, he's in my dreams. he possesses an enchantment. tell me i'm forgiven. he calls, don't know how i fell under his spell. lately i've been driven. he smiles, an enchantment. it's the kind of sleepwalk that never ends. a type of loan with no dividends. it's a parlour game where you're given chase. guess it could be called an acquired taste. i know, he knows, he calls, i go, i know. this could be an enchantment. why don't you tell me i'm forgiven? he calls, don't

Enchilada Casserole
Ingredients: * 2 Tbsp. butter or margarine * 3/4 cup chopped onion * 1 can black beans * 1/4 cup taco sauce * 3 8-ounce cans of tomato sauce * 1/2 tsp. garlic powder * 12 corn or flour tortillas (flour are easier to roll) * 5 tsp. chili powder * 1 1/2 cups low-fat, shredded cheddar cheese * 1 bay leaf * 1/4 tsp. pepper * 1 pound lean ground beef or ground turkey Place butter in a 1 1/2-quart glass casserole. Microwave at high setting for 1 minute, or until melted. Add 1/2 cup onion. Cover and microwave at high setting for 4 minutes or until tender. Stir in tomato sauce, chili powder, bay leaf and pepper. Cover and microwave at high setting 5 minutes. Remove bay leaf. Crumble ground beef or turkey into a glass casserole dish. Add 1/4 cup onion. Microwave at high setting for 3 minutes. Stir to break up meat. Pour or drain off excess fat from meat. Stir in refried beans, taco sauce, salt and garlic powder, and set as

Enchanted Lands
Let your mind entwine with mine as I take you to enchanted lands, don't be scared, 'cos you're with me, I will hold you by the hand. Come fly with me, between the clouds, the clear blue sea below, you will never, ever tire of me, I will dream so many places to go. I will show you all things spiritual, even faerie tales and spells, there's no need to wear a mask, with me you can be yourself. I will create a dreamland just for you, it will keep you safe from harm, a heavenly place to play around, full of frivolity and charm. Entwined with my mind, I will share it all, you will experience all things sensual, with the gentlest touch upon your skin, I will delight you to the eventual. I will explore your very intimacy, I will heighten all your senses, I will relax you so completely, you will slumber in my embraces. Your eyes will see such wonderment, my imagination knows no bounds, your emotions will ride a rollercoaster, an experience so profound. Your ears will bathe i

Enchanted Forest Consumation
EvanescenceLithium Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Once upon a time, 72 hours ago - my day went like this: I picked up my pet rat, Em, who was born blind - though when I saved her from being snake food I thought her erratic head tilting and dashing hither and thither was because of her extraordinary intelligence. Reality soon set in and I took in the quirky little stories that her behaviors generated in my mind. Her house was either two steps away, or about 10 miles away, and it just always depended on whether she would accidentally stumble into the entrance on first try, or go on a mad, blind, dash around and around and around her cage until she would then stumble into the hut entrance. She ate two out of three litters of babies. Nature is a bitch, and would have done away with a blind rat before she ever would have caught the nose of a male rat

Enchanted Forest Lake
The Enchanted Forest was achieved. My sweet Tatum has a Wood Elf communication center, a colorful toadstool fairy dancing ring (complete with scepter), and of course - a Dragon Lair. She seemed a little concerned by the Dragon Lair, especially after some artifical smoke was created by banging a whole roll of cap gun caps on a rock, by her loving uncles. I told her that someday I would tell her about the friendly pretend dragon that COULD live there, behind the DRAGON LAIR sign, if she liked, but otherwise - it was just dragon flies, who are very colorful and absolutely harmless. Then it rained - ALOT. Now the Enchanted Forest path is an Enchanted Forest Lake. I thought I might add a Duck Crossing sign for fun. For my granddaughter, however, I would wade through any amount of muck to make her smile. A little Enchanted Forest Lake was nothing... She told me that I must not drop her, because she had on a new summer dress, and I solemnly told her that I would never let her fall. Off we

Enchanted Thoughts!
I can sit in under darkened sky's all nightWatching comet's pass over my head , Blazing Orange & blackKnowing that our love & dreams arent deadShooting through the atmosphere past the luminous planetsI have an angel sitting straight on my shoulder under the lampsthey'll never fade or dim , She is more than my my daylight more than my beaconShe keeps my fire burning & my soul so very strongEverybody who has left her behind , I wish them well I watch the doves & butterflies flie in unison above our heads Look unto the sky & you shall see , The gentle wisps a faint white trail of acrobatic display , A love in unisonShared in all that occurs , enveloping all hateNothing can shoot it down , Leave it upon fatecwtdesigns25: One true strong bond built off stone Nothing can penetrate this wallBuilding day by day , Hour by hour Rising to the midnight stars where they shall dance under a violet moon Angels dont just exist in heaven , they exist within you,I think I found mine finally, She isin't

Enchanted
Up and feeling naughty, Wishing you were here, to grab and hold close, Just to feel your heat. Thinking of our time together, that which we have not yet had, Our bodies rubbing close, as our passion rises, we become as one. Thinking of our days, all spent enchanted, Thinking of our nights, which on here can't be wrote... Loving, Holding, Caressing. All spent wrapped in you.

Enchanted Forest Consumation
Once upon a time, 72 hours ago - my day went like this: I picked up my pet rat, Em, who was born blind - though when I saved her from being snake food I thought her erratic head tilting and dashing hither and thither was because of her extraordinary intelligence. Reality soon set in and I took in the quirky little stories that her behaviors generated in my mind. Her house was either two steps away, or about 10 miles away, and it just always depended on whether she would accidentally stumble into the entrance on first try, or go on a mad, blind, dash around and around and around her cage until she would then stumble into the hut entrance. She ate two out of three litters of babies. Nature is a bitch, and would have done away with a blind rat before she ever would have caught the nose of a male rat with her fertile smell and then held paws with him - thereby creating baby rats. Since I stepped in and stopped the consequences of Mother Nature, I was forced to become Mother Nature on tha

Encircled Lives
ENCIRCLED LIVES Souls intertwined Forever yours and mine Embracing we touch Lasting in time Our lives are entangled Never to be changed Hearts not broken No words go unspoken The truth is never held back Always told, not to be unfolded Still holding on now Clinging to each other As the stillness of life overcomes them Light takes hold of darkness Like a film uncovers the truth From which lies within 41931

Encouragement
You can do anything Just put your mind to it And anything could be possible Because you have it in you Keep your thoughts positive That way you believe Believe in yourself And others will believe in you Never give up It won't do you any good Because somewhere there's someone With words of encouragement

The Encounter
She comes to a spot overlooking the small city. Huge oak trees shroud around her, making the area appear darker than it actually is. Rain fills the air with mist and for once the unadorned city looks inviting. Miranda sees a lonesome bench under a marble arched gateway. Tentacles of ivy ran up and along the sides of the stone. She sits down and begins twirling her hair, a child-like habit she never could quite break. She lets out a sigh of relief, thankful to have gotten away from the miserable party. Why did she go there in the first place? Why does she do a lot of things? All that now surrounds her offers much needed solace; like being in nature, the soothing storm, and the promise of night. Yet Miranda still feels detached from its beauty. The all too familiar pangs of loneliness are suffocating today, almost deadly. If only someone could have been there with her. If only –. She drops her head and stairs at the ground. She knows getting lost in “if only” can be a very lonely way to

Encouragment For A Better Life Started
a good comment that has encouraged I read my blog to danyel and scott tonight, and they said the most wounderful thing to me that made me feel really smart. I guess that since I left a certain person that I have broadend my mind and I feel as if my mind is free and clear to write what ever I want. Wow think of the possiblitys. My B days is coming up and all I can think about is that Im getting older and my brian is getting worse. For example remembering things and thank god for spell check. Other wise I would feel like a dyslexic fuck up. I found that even the brillent women have there bad days with putting words down on paper and haveing them make sence.

Encounters
Since their first intimate encounter they had met routinely now, although, there was nothing routine about these meetings. Both loved the sexual variety they indulged in yet, they each surely had their favorites. She quickly labeled him as “talented” in many respects especially, in the oral department, Actually, she was rather surprised, and delightfully so, that he did possess such great talent in this area – an area she was fast-growing to appreciate and fully enjoy. He wasn’t quite sure why that was. It may have been the fact that he “got lucky” the first time out and hit her G-spot which sent her through the roof or, was it that just she needed to surrender for a change and let someone, something, just take her over and consume her – if even for just a short while. When he went down on her she always surrendered herself to him in that way knowing full well that she was in good hands. Whatever world it was she entered during that time was a place he would see her drift off to – d

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

Encompass Of Letting Go
Not by desire, you got to set free. An important person that you love. Even though it’s to let them go to school, work, or death. Rather it for a short spell or for the remainder of your existence. You tolerate to let go. A mother, who wants the greatest for their child, will have to let go. Watching them mature to be young adults knowing that one day, they will be moving out. Having to let go of an important person, you call on that you conceal your faith in. It’s vanished in an instant. You have no choice, but to set free. For you, I linger on your calls. When I talk to you, making me feel first-class. But when the moment to disconnect, I have to permit you go. Even thought my heart does not want you to depart. Hearing the silence on the other end of the receiver. Is the hardest part of me, let you go. I realized it only for a short while. And the telephone will ring again. And you will be on the other end. Cheering me up, chatting away. Over what the f

The Encounter
The Encounter By: George Jennings It was getting late on a Friday night in a small town. The town was small and quaint, as was the hospital. Scranton wasn't exciting, much to the expression on Laura’s face. Laura was starting her night shift at Mercy General Hospital and wasn't looking forward to another night of data entry work. Sitting in front of computer all night just to stare at it blankly while entering in data that she didn't quite understand. Laura was in her mid thirties and still looking very attractive. Although, she thought that the job was aging her faster when it was really doing nothing more but making her lose sleep. Pulling on her usual nurse uniform consisting of a jacket, knee skirt, and a white blouse tucked into the skirt, with a nametag stuck to the lapel. As she walked down to the hallway to her workstation her soft, light brunette hair glistened as each ceiling light passed over her. "Hey Laura, how you doing?" asked the clerk that was going home.

Encouragement
You tell me its ok To think and say What I know I need to let out But no one can know what I think about You read the words I write You know this pain, You too had to fight To try and hide What you once felt inside I know I am weak I wasnt allowed to speak So when there is a story to tell many find they know it well I try to keep it inside The things I think I should hide Though I know it isnt good They shut me up like I should I weep and cry They'll never know why You said "let it out, Its ok" So I looked to you and found my way Thank you for the praise You have given me these days It helps me express How I feel in a way I know best

Encouraging
It's time to peel back the emotional layers despite your fear of what they might reveal. Your intuition knows better. When you are ready to accept the truth about what's not working for you, you may find someone with whom you can identify and the reaction could be overwhelmingly encouraging.

The Encounter
The Encounter by MrPezman© With a quiet snick, Crystal closed her dorm room door behind her. It had been another long day of classes, and yet another day that others ignored her. Not that she blamed them that much. Crystal was nothing special to look at, with a plain face, long, mousy brown hair down to her waist, narrow hips and buttocks, and small breasts. The combination ensured that she remained a virgin, even at age 19, on her second year at college without a close friend or boyfriend. Her only boast, if she had the guts to boast anything, was her legs. She had long, smooth, blemish-free legs that she oiled and lotioned often. Crystal's roommate, in an attempt to draw her out of her shell, exclaimed more than once, "You have an awesome pair of legs, Crystal. If I were a guy, I'd probably get off having those long, creamy legs wrapped around me. Oh, shit! This is college, right? Maybe I would even get off with those legs wrapped around me!" Crystal had felt too uncomfortab

Encounter
Encounter Like fresh salty foam of deep blue ocean She laid worshiping the brave, bright sun Heat engulfing all her body, skin smoothed in gorgeous tan Glowing beautiful and lovely upon her tropical throne. He saw her from miles up high, gazing her shadow so bright Invading her private moments, with nature her time of love he descended through the clouds, savoring her rising lust soaring down upon her, this winged creature from above. Now aware of his rare flight, danger in the horizon, she couldn't withdraw her eyes from such powerful a presence body tensed and loins protected, with fear turning to emotions both minds united in time, space, and in bare essense. Mighty shadow blocks the sun; potent fear, love, confusion Gripping stare now deep inside her, wonder of eyes beyond Pierce her heart with keen desire, doubt, all in fusion Instant hate turning to passion, the great hunger for the unknown. Downard swoop gathers her soul, heart, mind and all her limbs Nestling

Encouragement From Within
A friend of mine the other day reminded me of the things I used to tell him when he was down. It gave me chills down my back, and made me realize how far away I've been from myself lately. "Shit happens, wipe your ass and move on". It's so simple, and it's so true. If you don't wipe away your problems, and just move on, they end up stinking you up. Sometimes the only person that can fix things in your life, is yourself. Even when you feel like you can't do it on your own, it's still up to you. Giving up is something I'm familiar with, and rock bottom used to be my best friend. All my life I've strayed back and forth, but this is the longest time where my life is going up, and hasn't fallen once. Going up steady, is a strange feeling to me. I'm used to taking two steps forward, and running twenty steps back. I used to think I had to live with my mistakes, but now I realize that's not the truth. I have to live with my future. I have live with the present. But I have already lived t

The Encounter
The Encounter - Erotica I walk into the room, as the flames of a hundred candles cast shadows on the walls. I see your silhouette against the soft satin sheets. The flames reflect from your eyes as you stare upon my body. Your soft but gentle writhing motion makes me yearn for you . As I climb into the bed, never taking my eyes from you, I come up close to you gently brushing the hair from your eyes and gently pull you up to me and brush my lips against yours. I can feel the sexual tension pouring from your body as I kiss you again. Unable to stand it you gently pull my head to yours and envelope me in a kiss that could melt ice. The passion between is just overwhelming Our tongues intertwine as the mash together, seeking, exploring ,tasting . I then kiss your cheeks, your eyes, and then to your head. I then slow and deliberatly move to your neck, moving my lips sliding from the nape of your neck to that little spot behind your ear. Back and forth, back and forth... I hear a

Encounter 1 A Kiss
A Kiss Eyes convey interests spark I touch your hand brush your cheek With lips caress, gentle prelude Your eyes project intensities fire We dance around intimacies boundaries. I whisper in your ear inhaling your perfume. You turn and face me locking my gaze. Your pupils dilate cornflower blue irises Your blush lips part slightly full of promise I move closer you press against me Your warmth transfers expectant energy You tilt your face up to mine eye brow raised I look into your eyes searching depths unknown My lips brush yours, light explorations quest My heart beats to the rhythm of your heart I savor the moment of kisses first touch You responds gently eyes closed lips linger Pressed together I feel there texture silk and cherries I pull back eyes closed your lips quest forward. A smile curls those silken lips your eyes open Desire reflects in those clear blue orbs. I touch your neck pulling you forward and tease your lips Nibbling and brushing lowe

Encounter 2
A Touch Our boundaries agreed we move and dance Light and shadow, teasing eyes perception Your movements slow deliberate grace, curves accentuated My eyes appreciate your feminine charms. Our voices low tones touch our desire with gentle caresses, eliciting desired response we express our needs. Blood flows through dilated capillaries skin flushed glowing Our senses heightened to caresses expectation. Modesty dissolves like morning mist. Veils shed like autumn leaves. Musk and jasmine fill the air exotic passions conjured Music vibrates to slow jazz rhythm notes You close your eyes facing the open window The sunset's silhouette exposed skin honey and silk Silk clings to curve and shadow The breeze raises texture as raven locks shiver. My eyes appreciation full, I move towards you I stand close your body radiates warmth, your head tilts A smile curls those silken lips parted in desire I blow softly upon your exposed neck Hairs rise to the sensation lea

Encounter 3
A Moment Down we fall fathers graceful decent Satin pillows catch our smiling forms Your face framed in ravens wings Your eyes seek my spark my passion Fires flames dance creating writhing shadows Radiant warmth fuels desires need Limbs entwine knee rises leg locks tight Pressing forward your warmth invitation I yield pressed into pillows soft embrace Your hands press my chest, you catch your breath Pulse racing my blood flows, raising anticipation Your eyes triumphant you take control Hips move grinding down silk on cotton I reach up caressing flesh stroking I pull you down turning legs lock mine I hold fast I strip away modesties constriction you smile Stroking erect flesh, legs part your invitation Damp silk greats my avid gaze prize barely concealed I stroke one finger tracing wetness path, hips arch forward Questing for contact, eager for more urgent touch Fully awake I stroke engorged flesh “Patience my lady we have all night"

Encounter 4
Climax I appraise your desire gauging passions moment Your smile wicked eyebrow raised in challenge You arch your head back exposing necks vulnerability I see your pulse and imperceptible life’s blush I lean forward whisper you are mine my love I kiss necks tender flesh nibbling your lobe I follow with questing lips your necks sweet decent I trace your collar bone with curious fingertips Hands guide me to soft flesh, moving to sighing breath lips brush nipples swelling at my touch in anticipation parted lips cares inviting curves, exploring tasting My lips part teasing erect flesh exploring texture. I circle desires peak rosy sweet passions indicator Warm wet mouth tasting texture on rough tongue. teeth graze as you push forward arching your back hands entangle hair guiding your desires I take your queue My hands trace your silhouette moving lower to your arching back I lift you close against me so you can feel my desire. Your legs lock my waist in fir

Encounter Of Silent Bliss
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he

Encouragement From A Neighbor
When I was a young boy, not even a teenager, a family moved into the house behind ours. They had a young teenage girl. The parents slept in the bedroom at the back of the house and their girl slept in the bedroom on the front that faced the bedroom that my brother and I slept in. I slept in the bed next to the window. One night I rolled over and looked out the window and I saw her lying on her bed in nothing but tee-shirt and panties as she read a book. I watched her for the better part of an hour. This became an every night ritual of mine. It never dawned on me that if I could see her, then she could see me. I was not aware that my bedroom light was on one night as I lay there looking at her. But as I looked in her direction, she arose from the bed and went to the window and closed the shades on her window. And that was the last time I saw her on her bed until several months later. Like many nights prior to that one, I looked toward her house and hoped she would reopen her

Encounter
WE are standing together and I am kissing you deeply with my fingers running through your hair and pulling gently at the nape of your neck. I look at you then look down at my chest and begin to unbutton my blouse...but only half way and you can see the rise of cleavage and the beginning of my black silky bra. I kiss you again and start to run my hands up your sides under your shirt and pull it over your head. I start to kiss the side of your neck move my way to your earlobes and down to your shoulder listening to hear what kind of response you have. I stop where I get the most response and spend some time there while I run my hands and fingers up and down. I run my hands up and down the backs of your thighs before grasping your cheeks in my hands and pressing your erection against my stomach. I rock my pelvis gently against you while I return my lips to your mouth and French kiss you gently. I slowly run my hands from your butt upwards and dip my fingers just below the waistband of

Encounter With A Griz.
Leave it to me....let murphy's law prevail. The batteries had died on my camera on my last hike, so I made it s priority to pick up some new batteries at Radio Shack on my way out of town. Well, I figured I'd gotten a pretty late start and had to go into the office for a few hours so I'll just load the camera when I'm at the trailhead. So driving up a small barely a road called Palookaville Trail, I round the corner and there in the middle of the road sits a 350-400 lb grizzly bear. Not the largest I've seen but closest I've been to one in about 20 years. 8 feet to be exact. Well, all the windows are rolled down and the dog is going nuts barking at this big furry creature while I am feverishly scrounging for the camera and the batteries to put in it. I get the batteries in it and now the bear is about 25-30 yards away. So much for the great picture opportunity. Anyhow, I managed to get about 6 or so shots off, but some were while the bear was at a full run about 40 MPH a

Encountering Red
So here I was minding my own business on the FU. I refresh my homepage to see i have a new msg.. WOO HOO... It's from a RED member sending me a drink... THANKS.. along with the drink was the following msg:: "Hi Hun, Its just me, Cherry again, rerating ur page, love for u to come by and return it. Also, I'm Blinging Every 25th profile rate! Hugs...xoxoxo p.s. If u already rerated me this week (the cherries on my page are red) let me know, but plz dont rate again unless all the cherries r grey.They reset every Monday. Muah!" GREAT, WONDERFUL... I'm all about points myself, but not to this degree... I wouldn't stoop as low as this.. trying to make someone seem or feel stupid stupid... My response to her was:: thanks for the drink.... also thanks for trying to make me feel stupid it didn't work... I've been on this site long enough to know how the rating works... your p.s. If u already rerated me this week (the cherries on my page are red) let me know, but plz dont rate again

The Encounter
The woman entered the room and with a knowing smile teasing her full lips, she sank into the comfort of the soft, plush chair in the corner. The handsome stranger turned, having sensed her approach, and stared in her direction. Locking his deep inviting brown eyes on hers, he moved slowly toward her, his experienced gaze measuring her, hypnotizing her with his soft murmurs of assurance. Don't worry darling lady I know exactly what you need.... He sank to his knees before her and without a word, smoothly released her from her constraining attire. With a sigh of surrender, she allowed his foreign hands to unleash her bare flesh. He new how to manipulate and move her ....oh yes...oh please she says.... He expertly guided his hands through this tender, often hidden territory, his movements deliberate and assuring, confident in his ability to satisfy her every need. Her senses swam. She was overcome with an aching desire that had gone unfulfilled for so long. And just as it seem

An Encounter With A Nevada Cop.
I'd driven from Colorado to Vegas, stayed a night with a friend. After leaving at some ungodly hour to try and navigate my way to LAX to catch my flight home to Australia, I was pulled up for speeding in Nevada. Now let me just set the mental image for you. Here I was a girl from a different country, driving in a hire car, on the wrong side of the road,(well the right side for the US but all backwards for me) & being on the wrong side of the car,(driver is on the right side in Aus.) I thought I was doing good. Some what nervous not knowing miles the time nor distance it would take me to get to LA I was a quite concerned about missing my plane & probably not paying as much attention to my speedo as I should have. Well my concerns & nervousness soon peaked when I noticed the flashing lights behind me... I found a safe place to pull over and lit a ciggie while waiting for the police officer to approach. He asked a few questions, now it was obvious hence the accent I was

Encounter With A Homeless Man...
So I was walking around downtown and was approached by a homeless man who asked me if I happened to have any spare change so that he might buy himself a meal. At first I wasn't going to give him anything, mainly because I'm a jerk, but also because I was on my way to a wishing well and had more meaningful things to do with my coins. But then I realized that I had a pocketful of those little golden coins filled with chocolate so I gave him all of those. The range of emotions that this man went through was beautiful. First he was excited because he was getting a handful of gold coins, then he got mad because he realized I gave him a bunch of chocolate. Next he got happy because he was just hungry in the first place, and finally he got sad because now he had to find some where appropriate to dispose of the wrappers.

Encounter......
me on the street.... I smiled but you did not notice.... my heart raced at the site that is you.... my body quivered for you embrace.. There we stood inline with seperate purpose, but similar desire........ you look so lovely and gentle..... On the outside I am cool, confident and secure...... Some where inside there is a young man who feels that he is not worhty of your attention. Perhaps we share the same feelings of want, passion and desire. Perhaps the attraction is the same but the timing is wrong. Perhaps all it will take is for two eyes to meet..... perhaps that will be all it takes and then suddenly there is a distraction and as the two eyes are about to connect............ Perhaps...... but alas the moment is snatched away unfairly by the distraction and the moment, that oh so very special moment is gone........ Don't even let those moments be snatched away, smile at the stranger and take a chance that perhaps, just perhaps he will be the one.

Encounter In The Elevator
I have been observing her for weeks since she started at my job and we always exchange these looks but I have not been able to even speak to her. Every morning I would see her on the elevator and I would inhale her sweet perfume and I would instantly get hard. It was torture to start the day off that way. I always tried to talk to her but I could not even muster one word when I was in front of her, but I kept trying. One morning, the elevator seemed to be filled to capacity and she still managed to get on right next to me. She was right there, right in front of me and again I smelled her sweet perfume and I felt my cock come alive. I think she noticed because she pressed her back to my front side quite firmly. She started to slowly wiggle and rub her ass on my cock that was getting harder and harder by the minute. My eyes wandered to the many people in the elevator and they didn’t seem to notice. The elevator stopped on our floor and when she didn't walk out , I was so surprised

An Encounter
I drive over to your house. I wonder we will do when I get there. I feel like I have been on the road for hours but it’s been only minutes. I come slowly down your road and park the car. I stare at the house for second, feelings of nervousness run throughout my body. I step out of the car and walk to the front door. I knock on the door and you answer. The look of happiness on your face as you see me puts me at ease. As I walk into the house you stop me and give me a hug. Your arms around me, I felt warm and secure. We go and sit down on the couch and talk for awhile. We discuss nothing and everything. The laughter is so easy and the flirting is what we do best. The tension in the air gets so thick. Like the humidity in the air right before a down pour. We constantly stare at each other. We can’t seem to stare any where else. We both know what’s going to happen but when are we is the question. Every once and awhile you touch my arm, leg

Encountering Other Psychics With Strong Fields ( They Have A Way Of Announcing Themselves ! )
All of my encounters with tantric partners have involved a initial meeting whereby I sensed chemistry and potential compatability right from the first moment. The process involved a period of "getting to know one another" over a number of encounters as our "auras" would explore one another. This process if we were a reasonable or good match would continue a feedback cycle that would eventually result in the woman making the final connection at her discretion. To me this process is not unlike what happens when lightning trying to reach from the cloud to ground starts out with a "initial or stepped leader" that forms a fan shaped electrical field called a "corona burst". This structure steps down about 150 feet from the cloud every 50 millionth of a second until it finds a upward rising ground streamer which has opposite polarity and when they finally connect all the energy potential is transfers through the estabished channel until the energy potential is balanced. Durin

Encontre As Calças Perfeitas Com A G-star
Todas as mulheres precisam daquele par de calças de ganga perfeito no seu guarda-roupa. Encontre o par que se ajusta perfeitamente ao seu corpo e que a faz sentir fantástica no dia 30 de novembro na G-Star Women´s Night Out A G-Star é a especialista em ganga no que diz respeito a tecidos, elaboração e estilo, oferecendo-lhe uma vasta gama de calças ganga que são feitas à medida para se adaptarem ao seu corpo de forma perfeita, nunca comprometendo o seu estilo. Dia 30 de novembro, vá à G-Star Women´s Night Out e aproveite os conselhos de moda, as bebidas e aperitivos, enquanto os especialistas em ganga da G-Star a ajudam a encontrar o seu estilo, entre cinco modelos slim disponíveis em vários tecidos e lavagens de ganga. Escolha entre 3301 Contour, Lynn, Midge, Radar High Waist e Arc.

Encontrar Barato Electrónica De Consumo En Línea
Si usted está haciendo planes para la electrónica barata en línea, inicie con la compra en la web. Definitivamente va a ser capaz de identificar cada una de las nuevas cosas a la mayoría de los precios efectivos. Las opciones tienden a ser ilimitado, y fácilmente puede ser capaz de excavar prácticamente todo lo que quieras y no tengo necesidad de. - moviles chinos Conseguir en línea ofrece realmente llegar a ser preferido como resultado de la comodidad junto con la simplicidad de localizar los artículos que usted quisiera. No hay ninguna necesidad de combatir el tráfico dirigido o incluso dedicar algún tiempo a las tiendas para encontrar un producto que está viendo. Para su propia comodidad, buscando sitios web junto con evaluar los gastos y los fabricantes. Electrónica de consumo comerciantes en línea Los reales en línea tiendas de electrónica de consumo proporcionar todos los productos que se obtienen en el reparto o inferiores tiendas de precios. La elección es sobre tod

Encontrar El Mejor Tablet
Si hay una cosa que es consistente acerca de la tecnología, es el hecho de que está en constante cambio. Esto es especialmente ver en los ordenadores que utilizamos, ya que sin duda han dado un giro en la última década o así,(moviles baratos)y nadie podría haber posiblemente haber imaginado en el que ha terminado en el entorno tecnológico actual. Hemos pasado de utilizar el PC típico con un ordenador portátil y ahora, la tableta. Lo más probable es que tengas tu tipo favorito de la tecnología que está disponible, pero si usted todavía no ha comenzado a usar las pastillas, hay algunas razones de peso para que lo haga. En primer lugar, en cuanto a la informática móvil se refiere, es difícil superar la conveniencia de que está disponible con un equipo de tableta. Esto es cierto, independientemente de si se trata de un PC, Android o una manzana. En algunos casos, y el equipo Tablet PC también va a ser convertible que te permite usarlo tanto como un dispositivo portátil y muy portátil y us

Encrusted Walnut Chicken
The crunchy and yet tender texture of the chicken will please you,and a nice punch of spice matches well with the nutty richness of the crust. Serve with toasted french bread and a herbed spinach salad. Ingredients 4 8 oz. chicken breast (pounded thin, 3/4 inch) 2 C. walnuts 1/2 C. mayonnaise 1/2 C. horseradish mustard kosher salt and pepper to taste cooking spray Directions Preheat oven to 400 degrees. Spray baking dish with cooking spray. Finely grate walnut, spread on plate, and set aside. Mix mayonnaise and horseradish mustard together. Coat chicken with mixture and walnuts. Bake for 25 minutes, turning chicken halfway through. Serving Size 4 Preparation Time 10 minutes Cooking Time 25 minutes

Encuentra El Mejor Moda Mujer Tienda De Ropa En Malasia
Para las mujeres ropa juega un papel importante en ayudar a verse y sentirse seguro. La mayoría de las mujeres hacen grandes esfuerzos en la identificación de la mejor moda de la mujer tienda de ropa y recoger la ropa adecuada que resaltan sus atributos y esconder sus defectos.-tiendas online de ropa barata La mayoría de las tiendas de crear y vender sus propios estilos de ropa de acuerdo con las últimas tendencias de la moda. Rangos de ropa se actualizan constantemente para mantener el interés de los clientes con vida y para asegurar que se les ofrecen los mejores productos en el mercado. Algunas mujeres encuentran que la ropa que se venden en tiendas de gama alta del diseñador no les conviene. Prefieren algo personalizado y cómodo. Para ellos, hay muchas opciones de ropa otros. Tiendas de caridad son excelentes lugares donde se puede encontrar una amplia gama de ropa de moda para mujer atractivos. A pesar de que en realidad no puede encontrar los estilos calle principal

An Encyclopedia Of Repression!
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The End
Never thought it would come to this, But knew it would nonetheless, The inevitable and the undeniable, My own death, fully realized, Large and looming it has finally come, Smothering my every paintstaking breath, I have struggled for each and everyone, My mind tells my body, no more, I am hollow now, though my heart beats still, I am cold and nothing can ever warm me now, Tears come and flow, drowning all memories, Soaking through, all bittersweet and yet, I linger here, my ghost forever haunting, Futilely attempting to grasp, But seeing it all slip away .... Copyright ©2006 Delmina DeSousa

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THE END BY THE DOORS This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end I'll never look into your eyes...again Can you picture what will be So limitless and free Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand In a...desperate land Lost in a romance...wilderness of pain And all the children are insane All the children are insane Waiting for the summer rain..........

The End
Distant and withdrawn my mind wanders through dark and bitter hallways Doubt races through my veins, controlling, overtaking any happiness that was. Every passing moment sends me reeling. I want your thoughts. I want you in my head. I want your breath touching my pallid , tormented skin. I want the color that remains to twist and meld into my wretched, emptied body. Walk away with a smile leave me to the animal you beat and left behind. bloody with the smell of your ravenous hatred and lowered self worth. You called me angel then ripped the innocence from my silken, honest wings. You held me close to suck the independence from my now black soul. I walk now with bitter discontent, How do I leave all of this behind? How do I leave you to My soiled and stained memories. I need to know. Give me the white letters on big black screen that will finally say " THE END"

The End...
Well tonite has been a shitty nite for me..i am suprised i am able to be sitting here and typing this to you..i just wanted to type this before i went to lay down and get some rest..I passed out at work tonite, to the point my heart slowed itself down and almost quit working. They rushed me to the hospital and took so much blood and did a heart scan on me. I was in there for 8hrs tonite, pure hell i tell you..The dianosis came out to be is that i am on 4 different types of blood pressure meds becuz i have very high blood pressure, and 2 are a beta blocker and the other 2 are alpa one makes my heart go up while the other slows it down, they are suppose to equal themselves out with one another but apparently they didnt tonite..and my blood pressure meds made my heart almost quit working. I was lucky tonite, oh so lucky i tell you..they gave me some meds for pain and im feeling alittle better but still weak.. I had a dream last nite that i was riding in a car and i seen a tornado pass by

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I smile alot more when I'm with you That's what he said And he meant it I saw it in his eyes I heard it in his voice Felt it in his skin In his embrace An embrace I never want to break I want to stay in his arms for an eternity and more What happens when this is over What will I do? I couldn't bear it I wouldn't survive. I don't want to think of it.

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As i sit here and think about all and everything, I wonder what i was seeing, blindly it seems. The end has came near and took away the light, The end has suffocated me and took away my fight. I give up i cant take it, i push it away for good. I sit i cry i get over it, because i should. Another lesson learned, another scar on my heart. I never should of fell,i told myself that at the start. But does life listen? when you speak outloud. I tried to be fair, but it working both ways i guess werent aloud. Now i realize tragic as it seems. That the end, really was meant to be. Life is so complicated, sometimes it drives me insane. How come the ending always has to end in pain? Where is the happiness, it must of flow away. Where is the joy, that i felt back in the days? Where is my mind, why do i feel like i do? Where is my heart, if its no longer with you? They say pain and suffering makes you grow strong. I say they bring you to your knees questioning what did i do wron

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A candle burns at both ends, fire, racing flames. My mind is cluttered, full of lies, all your answers sound the same. I don't know what to think, to much is on my mind. Nothing seems the way it should, and i'm running out of time. The wick is disapearing, someone please tell me what to do. My mind tells me that it's over, but i'm still missing you.

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The End
It started with bells, not church bells and angels. No, it was the alarm. Then there was nothing. Instances of blinding pain. Then fog and nothing. There was no glory, no battle between God, man, and the Devil. Just the alarm and pain. That was how I died I turned and ran, and shot in the back. No courage or daring act. I fell forward into pain and sank into death. Now I watch myself, as I lay, bleeding, soaking. Pink turns red. Turns soft, liquid. I look at my killer, I cannot see their face, it's a blur. This lesson, anger is not real. Look at myself, was this what I am? And beside it all I am proud.

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After the witching hour, alone upon my sleigh bed, soon after Morpheus kissed my lips, I lay beneath my finest purple linens, and a raging thirst shook me... I bristled, craving seminal nectars, tender areolar skin tightened and tuned me, a violin bowing close to the bridge, my nipples strained the silken fibers of my sheer ruby gown because despite your absence, I smelled you with my heart and breathed in... you stalked my molecular corridors as fire melting my feminine pearl, and it dripped its luminescence like the tell of a habitual gambler, then streamed down my loving canal whispering your name. If you had shown up at my door then, it would have been the end of you. I would have stripped your tall ass down before your foot found the sill of my doorstep. I would've jumped you and humped you on the front lawn. Neighbors be damned.