As I pack for my trip home, I was kinda reflecting on last years blog, and sighing a bit at how much has happenned but how little has changed.
Altho, I will encounter old chums still drudging around the nieghborhood, and know that I am fathoms more successful than 95% of my hometown, I will still come away wondering if I have filled my potential, as they all will have imagined more from me, because of my history there.
At the same time, I will enjoy the repreive of being there, the rat race of my everyday life evaporating for a few days, and wrapping myself in the calm warmth and simplicity that my family so effortlessly makes me feel.
But many of the old ghosts of my disposition still haunt and are highlighed by being around those that I cannot hide them from. (this will make sense in last years blog) http://fubar.com/blog/12674/99667
But I will try to soak up the soul searching and its benefits of clarity. My brother and I are going to fry a turkey at my moms new house, and paralize myself on her cooking, then Friday I will prolly head over to my pop's and get completely hammered and talk endless shit about nothing. Then go pay penance to the one grandparent I have left and spend quality time with her. Somewhere in there I will probably slip out and about to see who I run into that came home from out of state also, who knows where that will take me...and I guess thats one benefit, that I have 4 days and no one to delegate what I do with it. wooooo!
If ya made it this far, I wanna wish you and yours a safe and happy Thanksgiving, and I will see ya later this weekend.
Peace, Maji
