I can't stand it when someone makes a promise to me that they have no intentions of keeping. For example, several months ago, someone promised me that they were going to visit family, and she would be back in 2 days. This happened in the middle of November, and here we are almost mid July. And this person still has not returned. No, in fact, she even promised me, back in February, that April 15th. she would be back. But still no sign of her....
This person promised never to leave me, but thats exactly what she did. She left me here, alone. And ran away from everything that was bothering her here... Even now, she still tells me that she loves me, and wants to be with me. But, if thats true, then why is it that I am always ignored for other supposed guy-friends?
I'm sorry to hear that she lost one of her friends recently, to a car crash. But at the same time, I'm glad. Because it's one less person I don't have to worry about being ignored for... Call me a selfish asshole... Call me a jealous prick... call me what you want... I don't fucking care... All I want, is what's mine, what I was promised....
