Fubar Blogs 5

Why Do People Assume Things
why do people assume when you work for tipps that you are rich. For example the government says that an employer does not have to pay you but 2.13 two dollars and thirteen cents an hour. All they have to do is malke up the diferrence between that and minimum wage which is soon to be 7.25 an hour. But only if your tips dont make it up first then if you get compensation like 1.25 for gas and mileage then that counts against it also. yet the same company can charge your customers a 2.00 dollar delivery fee. well if they can charge that and make .75 cents off of my gas and tires and blood sweat and tears why the hell do we pay so much for the damn food anyway. then customers ask is that not your tip no asshole that is the companies way of dicking me out of a tipp from dumb ass like you. yes you are paying for a service but why they give us 1.25 but charge you 2.00 so now they get paid .75 cents for nothing just so you can dick us out of a tipp the 1.25 is what we get for compensation for u

Still Searching.....
I been lookin for a girl that would be down for me....Though problems come around, she'd hold her ground for me.....And until the day I die she'll keep that vow to be.... Mines and only mines, no matter what might come between.....In love and relations, death has many faces....... No matter how I holds the cards they're still all aces....Made out like a bandit left no traces.......But where's my soul?Nobody knows, it seems that I've misplaced it..........Been stucc between many roccs and hard places......... Swam placid oceans and crossed creation......... Been on top of the world and been complacent....... Toe to toe with me I stood, and I got wasted......... And though I know the pain wont fade quicc....I'll keep pushin til the day that I come to that oasis......

Cant Decide What To Do??
This place has changed so much, Since the 1st time i joined. Everyone so friendly now seems like the people are not as nice as they used to be. When you accept a friend they would rate n fan you and respected you for who you are! Am so bored here nothing fun do any more! My question is what should i do should i stay here see if "things get better" or should i leave just take a brake for a while???

Mother / Son Dinner And Dance
Tickets are on sale now for "A Date With Mom" Mother / Son Dinner and Dance.Your tickets are available either through myself or the VFW Post 9439 @ 1800 Bryan Stock Trail (Call me if you have questions of course 307.333.4388)$35.00 Per ticket - 1 ticket equals one couple if you have three people and not two, the third one is $15.00 if you have a fourth, you have to buy another ticket.Only 90 Tickets will be sold.Friday, May 8th 2009 VFW Post 9439 (1800 Bryan Stock Trail Casper WY) on the hill, look for the military helicopter.7pm - 10pDinner 7 - 8Dance 8 - 10ANY AGE is welcome to attendMother / Son - Step Mom / Son - Aunt / Nephew - Grandma / Grandson, you get the idea.Casual to formal wear,its what YOU prefer.Door prizes through out the night.Proceeds to benefit the Shriners Hospitals.What better way to say, "Mom, I love you" then with Dinner and Dancing just days before Mothers Day.

Complaining About Black Men
Complaining about us men (communicating in a relationship) Current mood: restless Category: Romance and Relationships Since joining Fubar.com I have come across a lot of blogs (by women) that involve what is wrong with black men and what they need to do. Well let me attempt to offer a rebuttle of sorts ....here goes: Don't be so shocked Ladies - guys do actually talk, and not just about the New England Patriots winning streak Most women think their man is the strong, silent type (or maybe the oblivious, silent type), and they wonder why he doesn't share his feelings.But here's the truth: Men do want to open up, about their hopes, their fears, and their passions. Yet put him alone in a room with you, and he often turns into a Sphinx. Why can't he take his eyes off the TV and talk about the state of the relationship, or the finances, or, heck, the backyard landscaping? Why in the world can't he just summarize his day for 10 minutes. Here's one answer: Because even men who

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Stuff
So it seems I've added way too many people. I have waaaaay too many friends and half of these people I dont even remember adding. Which means I havent heard from them since I added them. So why stay on my list then? I will be clearing out space today and tommorrow. So if you still want to remain friends and you think you might be deleted drop me a line, rate some pics or something..lol!! If we never talk or rate eachother then why stay friends? It makes it harder to find the ones I actually communicate with. So to leave it as that I will be clearing friends today and the next few days.Some of you know that you will NOT be deleted so dont be silly :P For all the others if you choose to let me delete you then Adios and Peace! xox -Lisa the Star-

For Grandpa
This isnt 100% finished. I still want to add more pics. Grandpa, we miss you and love you. You are forever in our hearts Make an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com

The Life I Have Lived....
So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now. I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful. Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know". This I dedicate to ... I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse

I Believe Pt. 2
I believe everything happens for a reason I believe I'd sell my soul to know that reason I believe good things come to those who wait I believe Im tired of waiting I believe I've had more than my fair share of pain I believe I'd give anything to make it all just go away I believe I still have a long road to travel I believe Im the higher powers' fucked up idea of a sick cosmic joke I believe I have no idea what Im doing here I believe I have waaaaaayyyy too many thoughts in my head I believe I have waay too many feelings in my heart I believe these words change nothing I believe getting them out makes me feel better anyways I believe its not by much though I believe that even though your heart is broken the pieces can still get smaller I believe I didnt think it was possible to feel so lost I believe I have been here too long I believe I wasnt supposed to make it out of that river I believe I've seen things that will forever haunt me I believe there is something miss

Going Home On Leave!
Well friends, family, and comlete strangers, I am suppossed to be home on the 20th or so of May. Excited!!! I'm ready for a break, go home, take care of the personal matters that won't seemingly resolve themselves, and take my son spend time with him, and go on a road trip probably. Might take my son with me don't know. But hey I also plan on being: FuckedUpBeyondAllRecognition So if your interested in joining me let me know. Always funner to drink with a friend!!!

Imagine Being Named Echo
Imagine living for over a quarter century and answering the same question every single day. Kind of like the movie Groundhog Day, minus the suicide attempts and Bill Murray. It's not a question whose answer greatly impacts anyone or anything. It's just a simple question asked by curious people. But it's never-ending. Welcome to my life. Every day, almost without fail, I am asked about my name. What is your name? Is it your real name? What's your middle name? How did you get that name? Are your parents hippies? Were they on crack cocaine when they named you? Did they yell into a canyon before they named you? All of these questions and more on a regular basis. Quite honestly, it gets a bit tiring having to answer the same questions all the time. And I understand that people are curious - I'm probably one of the more nosey people you've ever met. But it's just getting old now, after almost 31 years. So let's set the record straight and get it all out once and for all. My name - yes,

Mike From So. California
I"AM mike from Southern,California area.New on here too!! ----------- I LIKE & adore Big women & Gorgeous WOmen too So CONTACT ME on!!!!! www.myspace.com/mdbone39 , www.xpeeps.com/mdbone39 ,YIM is BONE93117@yahoo.com Mike from SOuthern,California & I LOVE -adore Big women --------------------- HOW Are yu today???bone: IF yur on YIM ad BONE93117@yahoo.com . THis is fun to download on yur YIM http://www.smileyhub.com/s.asp?im=Yahoo&ref=3&ses=136206581&rsn=2&app=40362533&cont=%5c@TCBE(20226)(0)$V=2,S=136206581$%5c@TCEE SO what of1) Type of guy2)NAtionallity yur looking for3)Whats yur age of guys yu like to dateDO yu like younger-older- White-LAtin-mix or any race of guys to date?Just curious!!!!!!!

Mom (written By:kionna)
No matter where she goes She will always love us Where ever she is or she's with We're more important than it She sees my other side She helps my pride She's the one I depend on She will always be my mom Mom I need to THANK YOU For all you do Mom your special and cool Oh how I can trust you My mom she doesnt know What I never show I LOVE YOU THO You are my best friend The only person I know My secrets are safe with Thank you for loving us COMPLETELY!!! Written by: my daughter Kionna I lovers you too My strength in numbers!

Bomb Time!
Ok here's the deal. I finally have the chance to bomb my friends, something i have been waiting awhile to do. So here is what i want you to do. Before 9pm est time, I want you to shoutbox me the link to the folder you want bombed. You know this will benefit both of us. I dont want to waste time looking for a folder to bomb. If you want to tell your friends and have them get bomb too, then have them R/F/A me, if not already done, and then they can shout me the link. Hopefully this "virgin" bomb of mine will go good. Thanks to all my fu-friends in advance. I'll be by to bomb you later tonight.

Silk And Tater
SILK AND TATER Ok Guys and Gals, I have avoided FU since returning home for a reason. Silk and I are both private people and we were trying to get better and come back to FU together with our stories of our AMAZING time together and pictures (6000+ that’s what happens when you go with a photographer LOL) of our trip. Well, that’s not going to happen for awhile. As some of you may know, (since the drama train here never stops) Silk and I both became ill the last few days of our trip. Since returning home on Tuesday night, I have spent all my energy trying to recover and do what I can for Silk from here. Personally I am drained and in pain and my end up in the hospital myself, but right now I’m trying to get better on my own, be Mommy and worry myself sick about him! He is doing a lil better right now, but not good and is still hospitalized. All well wishes, prayers and good karma sent our way are apprecia

Long Battle I Will Fight
hi my name is dakota i just want to let you know and my friends i love dearly that i have cancer and i will fight hard the doctors say i can beat this they just caught it in time my mom passed in sept of 08 of cancer i dont want special treatment just want people come by and say hi i dont bite i love fubar and the people on here i have a wonderfull time on fu it keeps my hopes up to say hi to all people i do have a goal on fubar when i started i want to make it to level 30 i will that keeps me going i hope all will be here when i do make my level thanks all for taking time to read kisses/hugzzzzz UP DATE IM GOING TO MAKE SALUTE TOMMROW BUT IM GOING THREW KEMO OK DONT MAKE FUN OF ME I WAS GOING TO WAIT UNTIL MY TREATMENT WAS OVER BUT I WANT MY ANGEL WINGS PLEASE BARE WITH ME LOVE DAKOTA

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherry's,but There's Alot Of Pits
You know you meet great friends on Fubar and you become like family,then you find out you just became a friends with a sour cherry pit!Fubar is all about fun it's a place to escape from reality!Then some one comes along and starts drama,and why?Because if they can't be happy they start drama for other peep's on Fubar!My oppinion is come on stop the the dam drama like Rodney King stated"Can't we all just get along" and because of his statement the koas stopped so lets do the same on fubar!It's all about fun and partining!

Noothing Important
I am going thorw and deleting poeople so if you havent left me a comment or at lest said hi or fanned me you will go. All you have to do is one of them 3 things and you stay. i dont mean to be a jerk but im here to meet friends and this is like im here to buy bling. so come friday i will start deleting.

Stuff
Most every weekend from late Spring to early Fall I am in the mountains or over the passcamping. I am usually by myself – except for the dogs. I love it. Away from developedcampsites and out in more remote locations is where I end up. No picnic benches or metal firepits. I do, sometimes, bring a hammock though. Even in the winter, I have a hard time stayinghome when I can be out in the woods or along a river someplace. Besides following every trail and wandering dirt-gravel roads that I find, I like just being there. The quiet, if I’m not next to a river, stream or fall, is sometimes so profound I lose myself. Justthe sound of my own footfalls or the dogs racing through the green melts away any stress ortension that’s been clinging to me during the week. One of the reasons I dislike developedcamping areas is that so many people play music – generally too loudly for – it makes no sense tome, but I am me and they are them. And people singi

Happiness
The happiness ive wanted is slipping away Moment by moment,day by day Theres nothing i can do or nothing i can say I had a deep down fear from the very first day It was all like a deam to good to be true I should have figured my luck That iwould end up sad,lonely,an blue I try an hold on with allof my might But something tells me i loseing this fight I give my heart,my love,my soul Just hopeing for happiness an someone to hold Life is misserable when you set all alone If it wasnt for my sons i would have already been gone My birthday i thursday i turn 45 I truely wonder how much longer in life im to survive Lifes getting harder each day that goes by Times getting shorter with each day that goes by Love life an happiness just passes me by There is one person thats brought a smile to my face Love lust an hunger for her i do taste Moment by moment day by day i want her with me In evey possible way All that im wanting is happiness at last So this ol country boy can

First One
I think gun control is a stupid way to try and control crime.would you try to rob a house when you know the owner has a gun inside?or would you go to the house next door where the people are anti gun and you know they dont have one?what are you going to do call the cops ? how fast do you think they could get there 15-20 minutes? is that quick enough ? while you quiver like a leaf in your closet listening to whoever is in your house destroy it and take whatever they want.oh its not over yet here they come upstairs you hear them kicking doors open getting closer to you.they kick in your bedroom door take anything that means everything to you. then they kick in the closet door you see them they see you ok now what?do they kill you or just beat you into a bloody mess is that something your willing to gamble on?

Debol
I woke up this morning think that happiestness comes from the heart/within. Only we can make our own life the way we want it to be and if we cannot do for ourselves then who the hell will. Life is too short to count on others. If you want someting done right do it yourself. Is'nt life great.

Never Think
Never think What's in your heart What's in our home That's all I want You'll learn to hate me But you still call me baby Oh Lord Just call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when Shall I win I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off But you still hold on It's the one thing that Iknown Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me She's saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

The Dance That Touches The Soul Is Felt Through The Freedom Of The Heart
What do I do? I dance . the songs are my emotions & their expression is in my movements ;which are an expression of my soul..............I need no audience for all are there. I need no direction because it results from my thought process. The dance that starts out fun & flirty often turns into a passion play of movements ranging from sensual to seductive to romantic grace in true art form . The others that start out needing comfort in expression can turn into the most soul releasing journeys. I guess in this it has taken me many years to fully understand the true joy I had with dance...it allowed me to be free to feel the entire gamut of emotions & never feel censure...My opinions were expressed.... I am so glad to have found my joy again through dance... I guess the funny thing is that all those years Ms.Ginger was right as we get older something inside ourselves changes we let life & conflict kill the drive for dance.... we let schedules & finances & other obligations take our lo

Another Day
After talking to a few close friends. I feel much better. If a person wants to be mad at you there is nothing you can do to change it. You have to sit back and let things run there course. There are no words that will express my sorrow and consern for the loss of what was believed to be a great friendship. You will be in my heart and prayers.

1981 Honda Cb650
I bought this 1981 honda CB650 which hasn't been driven for 26 years. It was garage kept and i bought it for 800 dollars. I cleaned out the carbs, They were very gummy and the gas tank had a lot of rust in it, I finally drove it today, and got it up to 55 mph. Which is much better than yesterday. At 4000 rpms the motorcycle would bog down and would die and not restart. The only bad thing that happened on it this time, was the accelorator cable snapped and i had to push it home. I cleaned up all the dirt on it and repainted the gas tank. ( it looks new) and that was all that i did to it today. I will take pics of it and put them on my site when i'm done with it.

Read These... Figure Me Out... Judge Me....
some poetry i've written over the years. not saying it's any good... feel free to tear it apart, i honestly couldn't give a shit. 05-04-03 i am far too imperfect for myself to accepti am far too fragile to carry thisi cried like a frightened child todayand she didn't carebrushed it offchanged subjecti cannot do this much longertired of worrying about everyonetired of remembering everything for everyonetired of being the only one who seems to give a shiti want to stopi want my heart to fall silenti want the world to swallow me whole**************************************************************************************************************facade (06-02-03)this incessant lack of passionlike chinese water torturewearing away my soulone drop at a timethis loveless voidi jokingly call homeis nothing but the placewhere i sleep and try toforgeti remember the warmththe smilesthe hands heldcaring embracesnow impossible from the other side of this roomgoing through motionsfrightened

April 26, 2009
Hello everyone, Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks. Hope to be back on in full force soon.

Yes!
What the fuck is goin on world!? Its ya boy King aka Blaze, this is my first time ever even seeing FuBar.com and honestly this shit is FIRE!!! I mean i dont got the hang of a god damn thing here yet but this is about to be my new ish!!! I see all these cool, fun, beautiful people and i just cant wait to see who the are and wut theyre personalitites are like. I really hope there arent an haterz on this site cuz haterz suck!! But anyway im here to have some fun and get the party started so holla at me if u feel the same if so hit me up and say YES!! like me snd ill know u down lets go world lol l8tr youll be hearing alot more from me.

Simply Me
I am simply me. I am Ashley, a bubbly, fun, easy-going, carefree person. But then there are those times. I hAVe my bad days, bear with me. I have mood swings, but please dont swing back at me. I have times where nobody in the world can make me smile, but keep on trying. I am simply me. There are times when i want to cry, can you be there to lend me a shoulder? THere are times when i sit and think, will you give me advice, even if you think i am not listening? (cause i usually am.. even when you dont think i am.. but thats just ME) But the few keys to remember. No matter how sad i am, mean it seems like i can get. I am simply me. If i am a girl you like, keep on liking me. I wont be mad or sad forever. And you may be one of the people that can make me happy. I will always go back to the fun lovin, cares about everyone girl that i am. But most of all, will you be the one to hold me when i feel like my world is just a messy web of confusioin? Can you be there to hold me when the t

Well.......
=) for them few i talk to.....yer not forgotten and are mostly missed......dunno all just having a hard time sitting down here=(( now that i got net working again) but goona try and be around.*hugs all around

U Wonder Why The Good Men Go Bad
when i call u or text u or show up it mean i wanna see u or hear ur voice. when i say i care it means im here to listen and help in anyway possible. when my arms are open or heres my shoulder it means im here to comfort u. and when i say a joke even if its corny its to get u to smile. and when i say ur beautiful i mean it. when i say i love u means ill do anything for u. but when u dont call, or text, when u accuse me of something i didnt do, and when u say u love me to shut me up or u say just for the hell of it it hurts. when u talk to them other guys behind my back, when u repeatly do something that u know i dont like and ive asked u to stop, it kills me. and when u ask urself when u will ever find a good man then look up to what u have and if im still around i will forgive u. but if not then u took it to far and thats were a good man goes bad

New Life.... New Me...
where do i begin???? I look at myself today..... and im a perfect example of someone changing over time..... ive been thru things most people would never dream about having to go thru..... ive done things most people wouldnt have thought bout doing.... but with the things ive gone thru.... it came down to, you have to do what you have to do to survive... having a fucked up family and past.... most my life i had to do everything on my own, and survive on my own.... no im not saying im the only one whos gone thru that situation and i can sympathise with people who have... what bothers me the most is when someone from your past who knew you and how you USED to be... and they say they have changed.... "found God" why they cant take the time and the chance to see the person i have changed to be and become..... no im not phased by how anyone from my past looks at me.... thats not what makes me who i am today.... yeah the shit ive been thru is what has made me the person i am today.... my

Introspective
I can't sleep. There are so many things running through my head. Thinking about the person I am, the person I have become through the years. Things have changed so much, made me hard. Makes me wish for the days before the heartache, before the struggles, before the betrayals. I used to be so carefree, fun loving. How do you get those days back? How do you meet new people without wondering what their hidden agenda is? How do you trust when that trust you used to give freely and openly has been betrayed over and over? Friends come and gone, lovers come and gone. How do you know when a true friend comes along? One who will be there through thick and thin, not just for the fun times. I am tired of the bullshit. There is no room for it in my life.

11's For Fu - Bucks
Hey all i would offer you a Deal i am trading my 11's for FU - Bucks. 100 for 50000 50 for 25000 20 for 10000 Rating will be during HH. If you are interested then Message me or hit up my Shoutbox :D

Lounges
Hello All!!! There is a new lounge in town called the Wolf Gang!!! Come one come all, and have a great time makeing new friends, and meeting with some old ones. Just folliow the link, and tell them SilverSlider sent you their way!! Unfortunately I can not always be on Fubar all the time to enjoy all my friends on Fubar, and the lounges I am a part of (military life takes priority), but I do try to be on here as much as the military will allow. So, follow the link and some fun for me!!! If I have the time I may drop in to see how you are doing!!! SilverSlider http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66557

Hard Life
I Read this today and it makes me realize all of us who think we have a hard life in the normal course of things dont really know what it means. http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090425/ap_on_re_us/us_the_blown_up_soldier;_ylt=AhemcwXKEXitj_ZJg8iLF49bbBAF;_ylu=X3oDMTJxMGVxcGpxBGFzc2V0A2FwLzIwMDkwNDI1L3VzX3RoZV9ibG93bl91cF9zb2xkaWVyBGNwb3MDNgRwb3MDNgRzZWMDeW5fdG9wX3N0b3JpZXMEc2xrA2luanVyZWRzb2xkaQ--

This Place
This is the worst site ever!!!! I will Never come back! Its a waste of time!!! And everyone actually looks wasted in your nasty pics... (Jesus) Your site needs a lot of work!!!!!! which by the way you are nothing to Jesus!!! AMEN!!! AMEN!!! So much for trying to be like tom on myspace right!! HAHA!!! Go have another beer your site might look better

Hilton Head
Ok, most of you know I'm taking my son to Hilton Head in a few weeks. This will be his first time to the ocean, so it's a very special trip for us. And Mommy needs a much needed break from reality. Now I need your help. I am making a list of things to pack for our trip and I'm wondering if you guys may have some insight on things I may need to pack that are not as obvious as say, beach towels or sunscreen. I want to be fully prepared and be able to continue to impress my son with my fantastic motherly skills. I am specifically focusing on things we may need for our days on the beach. Any advice is greatly appreciated! *Some odd things I have so far are- snacks that won't melt. Frozen bottled waters. Zip lock bags for seashells. A butterfly net for catching minnows in the tide. A good book for mommy and a waterproof camera. Thanks guys, you're the best! Let's see how your creative minds can brainstorm...

Hugh's Starfish!!
I will start of this blog stating that am a dirty minded individual... My dear and closest friend Hugh had updated his status to"I want to be a starfish, i know I'm going to get bullied for this one" I am not !00% sure of the wording but it did go something like that. As a true friend I had to ask the question on whether or not he wanted to be a chocolate starfish, to this I go a quick and decisive no!!! I wanted to make sure that Hugh wouldn't be bullied by anyone other then me so I told him i was going to poke his starfish with a stick. Hes very sad now that I picked on him, he just wanted to be the best starfish he could be.... I told him not to be so gay.... Love you Hugh Wicked

A Yummy Holiday Indeed~
Its Valentines Day and I am at work.. As the day proceeds I get several emails from you very suggestive and full of love… A large bunch of red roses arrive with a card that says… “This is just the beginning I have plans for you tonight.. Your Master”. I cant wait for the day to end, the excitement building in me all day. I am wet and horny with anticipation. Finally its time to lock up and go home. You’re there waiting for me and lead me into the bathroom where a hot bubble bath is waiting. You tell me to strip for you as you watch.. I slowly take off my clothes peeling them from my body.. I get to my panties and you tell me to pass them to you. You notice they are wet and you sniff them and smile and say “pet you have had a good day I see, you better not have touched your self.” I assure you I haven’t. You then stand and let the robe you're wearing slip from your body to the floor and push it aside.. Your cock hard and throbbing in you

Well
I am going to be deleting my Fubar account its just because I really dont have alot of time any more. but if you value are friendship leave me an e mail and i will give you my e mail Phone # so we can still keep in touch. it has been a blast I enjoyed our time you guys are great. Much Love to you all Don Dago

The Creation - Music Review
Monday, April 27, 2009 Joy and beauty of ‘The Creation’ link up with Salisbury excellence MUSIC REVIEW Stephen Small, baritone soloist for the Salisbury Singers, sings as Raphael in Haydn’s “The Creation” Saturday night at St. Stephen’s Church. (RICH DUGAS) By Joyce Tamer Telegram & Gazette Reviewer Add a comment WORCESTER — Joseph Haydn penned the inscription “Laus Deo” at the end of each of his many compositions as an indication of his deep religious faith. He also enjoyed nature and possessed a joie de vivre. In his music, particular

Do You Change Or People Change?
So, when people change you can usually tell. But the question is do you change them, or they change on their own. If you have a bad day adn people are short the next day does that mean they are just upset, or they found out that they are not liking you? If you tell someone something and they shy away from you, is it that they no longer like you as a person, or they are just thinking? So many people change for reasons that aren't understandable. I may have mood swings but I am never different for long. I always go back to the sweet ash that everyone loves. But then there are those changes that really confuse you, like when an ex talks again after not talking to you for months! Suprise.. I got one of those today

Here's How You Get A Free Bling
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ****** New RATE A THON******* ^^BUT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY..Thank You for Your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:) ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *10-30-09 TILL ?????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 13 & 14 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY ARE WORKING TOWARDS LEVELING LOL.. **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 60 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 110 and not 60 (*JUST A Example*)...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 60 points each, thats 36,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,From FUBAR, what a deal. ****Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS For (All) Pics Rated UntIL?????? **RULE**,,after you rate

~thunder And Lightning~
~Thunder and Lightning~ Thunder is the sound made by lightning. Depending on the nature of the lightning and distance of the listener, it can range from a sharp, loud crack to a long, low rumble. The sudden increase in pressure and temperature from lightning produces rapid expansion of the air surrounding and within a bolt of lightning. In turn, this expansion of air creates a sonic shock wave which produces the sound of THUNDER. There can not be one without the other..... It's Raining here today....I love rain, hence the skin on my page.....works me up to want to Kiss all day mmmmmm.....anyway...I digress... The purpose of this blog is to give props to a dear friend of mine that is finding her way thru life....all the good, not so good, curveballs and fastballs.....and I hold her in high esteem for all she has done, not only for me but many, many others here in the FuNation. Thunder.....no matter who you are.....no matter where you are....you can not go without noticing 'Thunder

Bullshit
i think its bullshit when your soon to be ex wife tells her lawyer what she wants out of your settlement and shes lucky i dont go to get house that i paid for and light her ass up she wants my guns, my 990 dvds, and my moms ashes but shes not getting any of it because i sold them all to my step dad for 10 bucks that stupid bitch wants to fuck with me she has no idea who shes fucked with but she will soon find out, when i get my 72" flat screen tv with digital surround sound the sony system and my blue ray dvd player that bitch can go to fuckin hell and i want to send her there

Feelin ...i Dont Know
I went to my parents friday night to go mushroom hunting. I didn't find any but had a nice times with my parents. I am not sure how to feel though about something. My dad was sitting in his chair..just kinda.. I dont know. Like something was bothering him. I worried it was my kids..but they were fairly behaving for them. He is not one to deal with little kids and how they are though. Anyways.. he got up..and said "Nicole..comeback here with me. I was like..omg..whats this about. Anyone who knows me..knows I have always had a fear of my dad..and have always tried my best to please him. I still do. I do not know why..I am grown up now..and shouldn't worry so much about what he thinks at times but I do. My dad is a pessimist..and always looks at the bad side of things. That is why I am partly the way I am..although I try not to be so much like him. Well we went back to his spare bedroom..and he shuts the door. He said "Nicole if something should ever happen to me or your mom.. I w

Thank You Angels
Thank you every one who stopped by last Friday April 24th to show me your love. I was totally caught off guard and very much overwhelmed by all the support I was shown. My day stared off terrible and thought I might even be going to the hospital. But after a little rest things were better. I came on-line only to find out my real life daughter Tracie and Darklady cooked up the idea to get me to DISCIPLE. With a gift of an auto 11 from Tracie and a beautiful bulli made by DarkLady, I was set to go. And go I did! So much love poured in from so many wonderful Angels, I was in tears the better part of the day. There were ticker tapes, blasts and pimp outs, bombs from everywhere in FuLand, new friendships made, and Angels clicking away. When the auto ended, it was unbelieveable! Here are just some of the highlights: 2,441,007 POINTS EARNED 14,867 PICTURE RATES 58 BOMBS 1 TICKER TAPE 1 BLAST 5 PIMP OUTS Thanks to all you won

Please Help Me Level!
Hey y'all. I will be running Auto 11's tomorrow at 6 pm est. I will also be bombing a couple of hours later. Drop by and level up on me. I'd appreciate any and all help. Thanks y'all! I'd also like to thank my sweetie RockinBass for the Auto and bomb. Check him out and see why he's so awesome!

Memories
Johannes i cant explain how much i miss you, you where my angel when things went wrong or i screwed up. My rookie year you looked out for me and constantly looked over my shoulder at everything i did. You were far more then just my instructer you became one of the kindest people i knew. No matter how many mistakes i made you always gave me a hand. You were someone who i trusted my life to on so many occasions. There were times we laughed and times we cried but no matter what we were there for one another. And i will always miss you and know that no one in this world can ever replace you for who you were and what you did.

Update About Jen. (r.i.p)
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH JEN'S SISTER MARY,And The Kids Are Doing Ok.. She Has The Kids And They Are Going To Stay With Her. Everyone is in a state of disbelieve And Waiting To Find Out Excatly What Happened.. Except What Is Going On In Their Heads As To What Happened.. We Talked Abt How Jen Made Everyone Laugh And Smile. And,That Jen Was Talking Abt How She Was Going To Get Her Arm Better And Was Looking Forward To The Last Surgery To Be Done On The 30th.. She Was Looking To Buy A House Out In Lake Orion,To Be Near Her Sister & Family.. Mary And Jen Went Shopping At Wal-mart One Day,And They Must Walked Around And Looking At Things And Realized That They Were There For Three Hours.. Mary Said That Was One Of Jen's Favorite Thing To Do..(Just Looking At Things). Jen,Liked Looking At The Deer When She Would See One.. Her Mom Was The Same Way.. Jen Loved The Nature And The Wildlife. As Soon As I Find Out More,I Will Have Another Update.. Please Keep Jen And Her Family In Your Tho

Carolina Bike Rally
News reel from this weekends Carolina Bike Rally Smooth riding for motorcycle rally that brought thousands to area April 26, 2009 - 5:43 PM With no known community complaints or law enforcement troubles, this weekend's Carolina Bike Rally was a "huge success," organizers said. The rally, held for the first time in Onslow County, was easily the second largest in the state, trumped only by Cherokee's annual Survivors Motorcycle Rally, said Mark Infield, editor of Full Throttle, a magazine for motorcycle enthusiasts. More than 5,000 bikers registered at the rally held at Cabin Creek Campground on U.S. 17 and an estimated 8 to 10,000 more bikers were in the area for the event, said chief organizer Steve Winsett. Not surprisingly, the rally was a real boon to the nearby New River Harley-Davidson. But sales manager Tracy Murphy said the opportunity exists to turn the rally into a yearly economic boost to the area. "I'd like to see it catch on and other businesses get involved,

Carrousel
..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....That our hearts feel safe ..........With those we ................Trust? .................Her .............Beautiful ...Smile cracked and fell flat As his wild words crushed her chest Tears screamed in silent protest ....Bleeding tears of love ........From her deep ...............Well ...............He ........Saw her pain ...And his heart twisted Turning blue with shameful guilt His anger had no place here ....He held her closely .......Please forgive ..............Me ...............His .......Words caressed ......Wiping away tears .Soothing her with his kisses She knew the beast would return ......Her heart swelled again ..............I forgive ................You ..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....Th

Linked
Took a *WHAT DRUG ARE YOU MOST LIKE* quiz today on facebook and here was my results....... well well well.... couldn't have been any closer to the truth that is for damn sure You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were you? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Yo...ur perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing.

Head Meet Desk. Repeat.
I am so damn bored. Job hunting is going terribly and one of my cats needs to go to the vet. Sure, the army pays me but Reservists get screwed over. We get no benifits, the pay sucks... Still though, it's work.

Mistake I Can Not Take Away
When the life got messed up all these little troubles appeared from somewhere You are losing your hope You are losing your faith Look up at the sky and think Life would be much easier if every time we made a mistake everything would be erased clean Would we ever learn anything Would we learn not to hurt others? When life is getting hard and you know it is your own fault Don't run away from things don't find solutions from escape The truth will never burn in fire it will come up, sooner or later When it is time to fight for your life cowards run away in the first moment The brave ones will fight for the last Don't abandon your boat captain it is not the boat's fault you went in the wrong direction

15 Minute F.a.r. Blitz! Rulez And Such
~work~ presents the 15 minute Fan Add Rate Blitz! At random times during Happy Hour, I will put up "15 minute friends blitz" in my status. During the next 15 minutes, I will be hitting random profiles from the scroller bar to F.A.R. . One of those people that hit me back in a shout or PM or gift message, will get at least 100 pics rated with at least 10's ( I am famous for my manual 10's, ask around lol), and get a bulletin with a link to their profile naming them the winner. It's the contest you didn't know you were in! Feel free to comment and send me your fubucks. Dave AKA ~work~

N.f.a.
N.F.A. stands for No Fukin Aroun. and all this means is to stand up for a set of morals and ethics. no matter what the cost. have honor in your country women children and GOD. dont think that you can get respect with an iron fist. when you EARN IT. own up to what you did pay for it and dont bitch about it. forget about all the drama and the he said she said bullshit. you know i hope that somone will read this and i am not just typing for nothing. tell me how you really feel.

Reflection
Familiar lines and slopes Eyes that say I know That woman in the water Looking back at me A ghostly recognition Her heart was beating On her sleeve A pretty white blouse Thick With the blood of life Youth written on her face Each smile Every shy glance The light of hope Fire burning in her eyes Her rebellious need to dream Oozing from every pore To escape, run Turning into everything she imagined No fear of failure Remember being her once Just for a moment Before I settled Packing my dreams away in the closet And putting my heart in the fridge Change must come My repentance Fear and indifference cast aside My heart beating once again Dreams flowing through my veins I pray she forgives me Happy to have seen her here today To draw me from my misery So I could recognize myself Embracing lost beauty

Wanna Be Bombed???
Ok I am FINALLY going to do it.... im going to run my Cherry Bomb tonight during the 8pm Fu-time Happy Hour. Please leave me a comment if u want to be bombed!!!!! TY TY TY TY TY TY TY TY TY!!!!! TY to everyone that has helped me get this far i really really appreciate it. HUGZZ AND MUAHHZZZ!!!!

V For Vendetta Monologue
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.

Lap-by-lap: Talladega
2:22 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Juan Montoya, for the first time in his career, brings the field to the green and the Aaron's 499 is under way. Lap 1—Juan Montoya leads the first lap as the inside line takes control early. Lap 2—There is now three lanes as the middle groove takes shape. Lap 3—Juan Montoya continues to lead as the top five pulls away from the field. Lap 5—LEAD CHANGE: Dale Earnhardt Jr. grabs the lead with help from Denny Hamlin. Lap 6—LEAD CHANGE: Juan Montoya gets back out front but it's short lived. Lap 7—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1/LEAD CHANGE: The Big One comes early as Matt Kenseth and Jeff Gordon get together causing the No. 24 to go around collecting Casey Mears, Jamie McMurray, David Gilliland, Clint Bowyer, Kevin Harvick, Kurt Busch, Elliott Sadler, Carl Edwards, David Gilliland, Scott Riggs, Brian Vickers, Mark Martin, A.J. Allmendinger and Kasey Kahne. David Ragan is the leader. Scott Speed gets the free pass. Lap

Scammer Alert
¨^»BÌG·ÐÁÐÐY«¨a™@ fubar This fine example of what should have been tossed into the wastebasket at a sleezy motel owes a friend of mine 75,000 fubucks for picture rates from 2 days ago. I know that 75K is not a huge amount of fubucks but I also know that alot of time goes into rating over 400 pics in one setting. So maybe we can show this scum some appreciation for his lack of effort to pay his debt. Much luv to the haterz and even more to my friends, REFORMED STAFFER X

The Empty Sense Of Real
being real means being you even when it's hard to do it means standing out even when people don't want you too it means crying for the right reasons and living life, the life you know must be lived it means if you make friends they are there because they are true to you,for you,because of you knowing what you love to do and not be ashamed of it because in that very shame is the same as not accepting who you are and being real means accepting the after, because after everything is said and done you want to know you got somewhere the right way

Colors Of Her Soul
Red Passionate, Intense Compassionate, Warmth Anger LOVE Green Quiet, Hidden Gentle, caressing Envious CARING Yellow Bright, Cheerful Happy, Bubbly Mask SHINING Grey Cold, Broken Grief, Sorrow Gone LONELY Blue Deep, mysterious Unknown, Proud Collected LOVABLE Purple Royal, majestic Beauty, poise Insecure BEAUTIFUL Rainbow of her soul Only look past the blue To see the amazing rainbow She hides from the world Making me special Because I can see The amazing person Underneath You should look too See the rainbow Her beautiful rainbow

General Stuff
WHAT A STORY!!!! Ed Freeman You're a 19 year old kid. You're critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley , 11-14-1965, LZ X-ray, Vietnam . Your infantry unit is outnumbered 8 - 1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the MediVac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you're not getting out. Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away, and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see an un-armed Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it... Ed Freeman is coming for you. He's not Medi-Vac, so it's not his job, but he's flying his Huey down into the machine gun fire, after the Medi-Vacs were ordered not to come. He's coming anyway. And he d

I Lay Myself Bare
Walk away Don't look back I'm laying myself bare For all to see The whispers surround me Like wind through the trees Not understandable But making sense I'm laying myself bare I can't take the hidden shame The bottled up emotions Everything has been inside For far to long Open up your eyes Look at ME Not my face Not my walls ME Just accept me the way I am Not as someone I'm not I can't keep living a lie I can't live as a mannequin A fake doll Having a suffocating Plaster mask Isn't how I was meant to live So I'll shed this skin Like old used clothes I'll shed this person Who isn't ME You all want me to be Someone I'm not I only want to be MYSELF How can I live In a costume? How can I live A lie? So, I lay myself bare I'll finally show the real me I put down this mask It's stifling and unsatisfying I take off this skin It's uncomfortable and fake I lay myself bare For everyone to see Accept ME as I AM For: Dorsey

Awesome!
I don't know y i like 2 use this word awesome maybe because i like 2 meet really awesome ppl,or b cuz i'm especially awesome! maybe it's cuz i live in the awesomeness of my own mind. or because i'm wishing sum really awesome ppl will rate this blog a 10 ty 4 reading my stupidly kool extradinary awesome blog.

Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing. LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE!!!!!!!

My Ex
What you will never know is the love we shared will always be there I always carry a heavy weight knowing that our problems were to great. The day I became your wife was the begining of a new life. I came to you with dreams of our future unfortunately my love you did not nurture. You looked at me and could only see her my love was not enough to deter. She broke your heart when she cheated in turn you broke mine, my love now depleted. I always walked around in shame because your love for me was never the same. I was forced to live with her mistakes your accusations making my heart ache. You continued to keep up on her life often ignoring the feelings of your wife. You never noticed any of my tears while you re-hased the good times of your years. What we had was never real because for me you could never feel. You wanted to find somebody to take her place but never noticed I came with a different face. The words of the past will always sting sinc

Dirty Little Fuck Princess
Dirty Little Fuck Princess Zach pulled me into the door of his apartment throwing me up against the wall, lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around his tight body. "Are you sure you want this babe? Once I start I'm not gonna be able to stop."As he pressed his hard cock against me, with only his jeans holding him back. Kissing me fiercely. Squeezing my ass as he pressed me harder against the wall. My arms wrapped around his neck muted by his aggressive mouth pulling the soft skin around my neck at first with his lips, warning my skin then with rougher tugs using his teeth. Digging his fingers deeper into my ass, my back arched and my legs tightened around him as his mouth moved down my neck to the center of my chest where my cleavage begins. "I don't know if I can make you my dirty little bitch, are you sure that's what you want?"In our 2 months together we'd only ever had sensual, intimate love making sessions. But I knew he could be rough, I knew he liked dirty talk and being i

Hidden Within
Hidden within me Are words longed to be said Are things sometimes forgotten Spinning 'round in my head Hidden within me Are memories and times And little tiny things And many poems and rhymes Hidden within me Are feelings I hide Because I choose not to show them But don't ask me why Hidden within me Are millions of things That will never be shown For the fear of what they'll bring Hidden within me Is a healed up heart It was broken at one time But now I'm too smart Hidden within me Are things no one knows Are things that I hide And will never show Hidden within me Are times of troubled passed But hopes for tomorrows That will always last Hidden within me Is nothing you don't know So I share this with you So we can learn and grow

The Mask I Hide Behind
I put up a front so you dont have to know it I lock up my heart so I wont have to show it I hide my face so the world will never know Just what I am afraid to show The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep you out of my inside But somehow you just seem to see The screwed-up side of me that I keep I was afraid to let someone in Terrified to show them where I have been Afraid that I would be hurt like before And my broken heart couldnt take it anymore The Mask that I hide behind Protects me from being too blind Giving me the eyes to see But somehow all I can see is me Patience us one key to have With me its just too late, too bad A worthless face, a hollow embrace Dont waste your time, energy, or space The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep my feelings on the side So that, clearly, I can see Hide your feelings away from me I glare into the mirror, staring at my face But all I seem to see is many a hollow space With nothing to fill them, I almost give up

Friendship
Words cannot express What your friendship means to me. You never push or press But you’re there when I need you to be. You let me express my fears Without making me feel less. You comfort me through my tears And never second guess. I always feel essential No matter what my mood. You help me to see my potential When before one had never been viewed. You’re teaching me to rely And believe that somebody cares.

What A Fool I Was
The minute he walked through the door My heart began to soar. In his arms I always felt safe The feelings of comfort can’t be replaced. I always felt such a connection It was all fake, I know in reflection. The eyes should speak from the heart But even they speak lies, I know now that we’re apart. I thought every time you touched me That we were surely meant to be. Now I see that I was just a fool And realize that life is rather cruel. I have to hope that maybe one day Somebody will truly love me that way.

Much Love To All
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME OUT DURING MY LAST AUTO 11...MY FRIENDS WHO PIMPED ME OUT IN THEIR STATUS, THE PIMPOUTS THAT SCROLLED ALL THE RATES, THOSE WHO HAD THEIR FRIENDS COME TO HELP ME, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ALL OF THE BOMBERS...YOU ARE ALL THE BEST AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR ALL THAT YOU DID...MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, TINA...(h)

Under The Leather And Behind The Shades
UNDER THE LEATHER AND BEHIND THE SHADES Under the leather and behind the shades stands a biker. We ride for the sense of freedom it gives us. The encouragement to take the road less traveled in the chance that we may encounter something new. We ride for the friendships we make along the way, as well as, the solitude of the open road. We don't really care what you ride, just that you do. Under the leather and behind the shades is a beating heart. A heart filled with compassion that on any given day will be riding for those in need. Ask one of us for help, but don't be surprised when all of us show up. Under the leather and behind the shades stands a proud American. We are as diverse a group of people that you could possibly assemble. We are men, women, tradesmen, doctors, lawyers, retirees, military, civilian and on and on and on. We stand silently with reverence and one voice that, in the silence, can be overwhelming. Under the leather and behind the shades stands an invited guest

I Am A Biker
I am a Biker Current mood: naughty Category: Blogging I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief, or organizing a Poker Run for Cancer.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off forLocks of Love. I

Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Momma and Daddy FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS:

Boys Vs Men
BOYS ......selfless mindless controle freaks looking for the impossible to give theyre ego's a boost to impress freinds. MEN ....see all beauty and accept it for who and what it is,and never substandard themselves for the purpose of being seento boost ego. BOYS.....set theyre standards soooo high its usual outcome is disapointment and loneliness.and never think they can be replaced. MEN.....have high standards and can reach theyre goals as they accept that they can easily be replaced but never give reason to have that done. BOYS.... look for the plastic playboy bunny barbiedoll boobjobbed mindless woman that has as much personality as the pocket lint they have at the bottom of theyre empty pockets.Because responsability has no place in a club. MEN.....look for the woman who can hold him and listen to him even when he gets older and frumpy .because no matter what he will always be there to listen to her and hold her back .Knowing she too has had a hard day.and is never short of c

Dont Know What To Do
ok heres the deal 16 yrs ago i got arrested and sent to prison for theft of a motor vehicle. now all this time later im still paying wheres the second chance at ive been turned down by so many jobs becuase of this felony. but heres the kicker im allowed to obtain a ccw a concealed weapon permit but im not allowed to be a cop or im not allowed to drive an armored car. im getting ready to go to college in the fall now im not sure what to take becuase im weighing the results after i graduate is this going to stop it if so whats the point. i want to take criminal justice or information technology and either one can hold the felony against me but most of the programs that even catch my eye will more than likely have the same results sorry your an ex-con. im thinking about saying screew it and taking criminal justice just for general purpose to see what buttons i can push afterwards what do you think. probably got you confused sorry minds racing

Friends/family
I care not for stupiness in fubar,,If I believe ur true and not a kiss ass in here I want to keep those as top friends/family. I will keep all that are true and will admire you with gifts and rates Dare me not to find you unreal, because I will disown u as /friend/fsmily,,as to me i dont care. I do very much well being alone,,trust in me and you'll find no better friendship. If not then I say, bye bye

Sex!
Its really odd sometimes when I think about it as a long time married guy how out of touch you become with the sexual come ons from the opposite sex in my case. I started to notice this towards the end of last year after having a meet from another group of net friends. Some of these ladies I had chatted to on occasion in a very sexual manner hell I like cybering. So do they! It was almost the end of the day and hotel rooms had been booked when a lady some 30years my junior said, "I have the chance to swap rooms!" Thicky me said, "As long as you are happy in the room you are going to." "You dont understand I want to be your room partner!" Turned out she had used her mam's connection and played cyber fun with me and wanted to try for real even though she knew my age and could see my disability. Thankfully it was only one night we were staying I was so stiff correction all my joints were so stiff could hardly drive home. Case of extra pain killers and a huge smile!:

Auction
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=416988329. This is the link to the Guys and Dolls drama free auction. Come and bid on me and to the highest bidder recieve your reward. I look forward to hearing from you. Peace

Blah
slight chance of you reading this but we will meet again in court! not only did ur stupid ass total my brand new truck, u fucked me up too!!!!!!!!!!! and i thought id let you know how lucky u wher that that i wasnt able to kick your damn ass!!!!!!!!!!!! If i wouldnt of gottn a good hit like that i would of came out of my truck i would of made you shit your own teeth!!!!!!!! freakin retard!!!!! but it does do justice that you wont be to happy in the future knowing that you handled your cellphone and that caused you to hall ass into my truckyour luck i was the only one really injured!!!!!!!!! Fuckin idiot!!! A BIG ASS TRUCK and u totaled it , the frame is completly fucked up! do u even know how much force it takes to do that? could of been dead!and my luck the incomin traffic wasnt to bad otherwise i would of ran down the damn ditch into the creek! oh man u guys have no idea how pissed i am about this!!!! and my neck, shoulders and back is messed up. long termn shit on my neck

Lalala
Story setting around 5000 years ago knights were above the law slaves to the king and queens of the world this is a story of a young boy Michel who would rises to power and set this dark world right, then leads it down a path no man wants to take!chapter 1 “ The boy has been born” Everyone needs to gather for this day. our salvation is soon to come people shout in the street, who they talk about is a boy not born in power but who shall rise up becoming a knight and bring down all that is evil. Ha sometimes I think about these thing these stories that were told to us as we grow up, about Michel the born son who throws evil from the chair brings light back to the dark time. My name is Luk I will be the one to train this boy when he comes to age, I being a knight of the table, one who serves the king in all of his needs, I do indeed think that this time that we live in is evil but a new born child who by the age of 19 will take rule of this world is kinda hard to trus

Anger
I came across a MuMM today, one I didn't even think about looking at before, after reading it, I became so angry, that my mind was completely blank. So I'm gonna bring up this subject, Child Abuse. I've heard of some sick freaks who believe that it's okay to beat your child to the point that your own rage takes over, and your no longer a mother, beating your child until they are black and blue, and crawling on the floor, guarding themselves from you. The only way that I could post a blog from this point of view is 2 ways, either I've done it, or I've been through it. I would never hurt a child like that ever, no matter what they've done, unless they are a threat to my life, and I'm defending my life, would be the absolute only reason I'd ever lay a physical hand on a child, I went through that as a child, but there are different kinds of abuse, a lot of people go through them at different stages of life, some are lucky enough to not go through it, but abuse in children is growing.....s

Painshock's Blog
As you can tell from the subject of this blog, this is about friendship. It's about true friendship, and about how a true friendship can be blown to dust in a matter of few hours. I'll tell you my story now. Friday 24th april me and my band Painshock were playing a gig at a band competition at Emergenza Music Festival. We did incredibly well, winning the semi-final clearing our way into the finals by audience votes. After the gig we all retreived to our tour bus to celebrate our victorious performance, along side with other people we didn't even know that joined us. One of the unknown people asked me if he could take a beer from an open six-pack that was lying on the table. I had no clue who those beers belonged to, and I gave him the permission to take one. Apparently, our bassist's wife, who was sleeping at the back of the bus, heard me giving him the permission, so she came over to me, and that's when all hell broke loose. She basically made me look ridiculous in front of everyone

Time For Change...movin In 4 Days...starting Over...cant Wait!!!!
Wow~ I can't believe I am FINALLY doing it. After almost a year of wanting to, and things always happening that I didn't, I am finally moving back to Iowa. I so can't wait to be back near my family and hopefully reconnect with some really good friends I lost touch with due to a controlling marriage. Although its actually going to be just a lil bit scary for me to be doing this, because Ive been away from my homestate for 12 yrs & going back to where I dont know anyone, the thought of starting completely over, getting my life back together, and making a goood home for my son to grow up in and enjoy his childhood, I am SO excited that I cant hardly sleep at all. I most likely won't have the time to be online at all once I leave Arkansas as I will be too busy getting settled in and getting my son use to life in Iowa ( he is sooo excited..tho he will have to wait til winter to see snow). I just want to say THANK YOU to all my awesome friends here and especially to one certain person, w

One Of Thousand Weird Dreams
just woke up (no, not really awake) and I remember this deam: I was in a store and when I turned away from my cart to look at some perfume some girl started searching my black purse laying in it. Once I caught her doing this she became all bitchy and was cursing at me in some unknown language. According to her skin color she looked Latin, she had black waved hair (until her shoulders) and really ugly teeth. However she got me pissed off, I grabed her and I dragged her pretty easily to the next cashier. btw in reality I would never get this violent. Then I complained about her and all the cashier told me was to let the girl go (this got me all angry). As she was heading to the cashpoints some security guards were keeping an eye on her. When the girl started so steal from ppl again the security men started secretly to follow her, one of them winked at me and smiled. It was hard for me not to laugh about this situation. I can't really interpret this dream but it's a good thing to jus

I Feel Betrayed
This morning I went to my desktop which is upstairs in my bedroom which I share with my husband. Well i looked at the history of our firefox on the desktop and learned that my husband had been looking up porn, which normally i wouldnt care about. But it was blowjobs in particular that he was researching, and im a normal woman that wouldnt mind doing it now and then but my husband brings it up on a daily basis. im not kidding he does bring it up everyday. The more i looked at the history the more i learn that not only had he been looking up porn but he was looking up women on myspace and another website that advertises sex in his hometown. Which mind you i let him go to almost every weekend to see family, and he takes 1 or 2 of our kids. Now im crushed, because how can i believe that hes been seeing his family if hes been looking up women on a sex site? i wonder now if hes been having an affair of if hes been planning to? i know im not the best wife but ive never kept anything from

Life
You know I don't ask for much in this life. I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself. Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now. I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me. I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight. Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from. :/

Natural Cures They Dont Want You To Know
You don't need to be a food snob or a fanatic to be aware of the ways capitalists commit bio-warfare against you in your home: No Fluoridated Tap Water Contact your city officials and tell them you Do Not support fluoridation No Homogenized Dairy Products It's like drinking a cocktail nuclear waste and tortured animal byproducts No High Fructose Corn Syrup Possibly the reason lobbyists moved to pre-emptiv

Incase You All Wanted To Know
I wanted to thank all who even took the time to ask me not to leave or why I was going to leave.. Thank you for taking the time to ask me not to or why. Truly it means alot to me who does care. I dont really want to say why or what happen..I will say I am fine and if I decided to leave I would have been gone already. I will say , someone ( not sayin who) hurt me and I just couldnt deal with it at that time ..I closed my page and albums and just needed space. Im am fine with this person now so its all good. Really Im fine now, so please dont worry. plz rate and comment,,thanks Much Love Diana P.S FOR THE HATERZ WHO WISHED ME GONE..KISS MY ASS

That Night
That nightYou watched a teardropslowly trace its wayacross my cheek.It hovered a momentat the tip of my noseas if to tease you and make you feel ashamedfor hurting me so badly.Finally it broke itself freeand came to a reston my soft pillowto join countless othersof its kind that you never knew existed.

River Flows
"River flows" by OnLyMe2ImPrEsS A river flows from these eyes the day i found out u were looking down on me from the sky The question i have is simply why ? Why does this river have to flow form these eyes i didn't even get to say goodbye .. Heart ripped out my chest and pounded into the ground till there was nothing left like the knife that punctured your chest then u took your last breath I'm sorry u where alone and we weren't there U have been in all our prayers I want to go with u , just to be with u If i did maybe u will still be here Laughing with us Now all u can do is see our sadness Wipe our tears cause we cry for your love Be our angel and watch us from above A river flows from these eyes wishing i said goodbye knowing you where distanced form greatness For never telling u i apologize A river flows from these eyes I finally got to say my good bye ...

Honor
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the

I Quit This Bitch!!!
Hey if you were a Live 105 listener and enjoyed The Woody Show, they are having a I quit this Bitch party on Friday at Azucar in San Jose (5:32pm). Come by and show them your support even though they were wrongfully fired!!!! Now with No Name as the morning show I don't even listen to Live 105.

A Long Overdue Ranting
This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how

Mary Magdalan
Mary Magdalan is the greatest singer around when it comes to telling the truth and reality of life.She is drop dead gorgeous with lips that look so and beautiful and her voice is like sweet chocolate warmed to perfection. I could listen to her all day she is that talented and never gets boring. I can relate to her words in so many ways. Shes from california which is so cool because I live here to and always hope to see her somewhere some day. Mary thank you for coming over you are loved and respected and love to hear your music you will love it here promise. Oh I got to go now and clean my profile sweep the floor and stuff. Here is her latest Mary Magdalan tv its only there. www.youtube.com/marymagdalanvideos You can listen and view some videos on my page and if you are sober go to you tube.

Lovers And Liars
His fingertips like satin, softly caressed my face; Holding my breath, I smiled as my heart upped a pace, And holding his eyes in the canvas of my mind: I shook as our racing hearts delicately entwined. ["I wouldn't trade this moment for the entire world," His quivering lips carelessly unfurled; Squeezing my hand as tightly as he could, He whispered to me all the promises I knew he would.] Trembling like a crisp leaf in the bitter Autumn wind, He kissed me like he meant it... But my heart was chagrined, The passion wasn't burning deep in his blue eyes, His pupils were dilated, darker than the charcoal sky. As his heart beat against mine, he took the chance: Pulling me in, he asked me for one more dance. In the dew-spotted grass, under a full ashen moon, We both knew that this moment had come too soon, But we were ready to make our worst mistake. [He laughed at me when my breath began to shake, Pressing his cold lips to my skin, he held steady; And looking into my

Let's Play Truth Or Dare
You've got the sun singing to me, but that's not what I'm after; I'd prefer your voice over any orchestra. The violins are sweating notes as your fingers dance over the strings, And your smile resembles that of safety, like comfort no other brings. Nature's beautiful with no flaws, but you could win this fight; I'd rather sink into those eyes. The fireflies will show us something no other's have seen that entertain and seduce the night, But baby you don't need to move; you could change the color of the sunset with your smile, it's true, And even if the stars giggle down upon us, we'll simply laugh knowing they can't have the moon like I have you. That string quartet is playing but the melody they're strumming is nothing to your voice And those whispers you sneak in the air around me won't be lost; they'll melt into mine. We'll turn up that music to feed our souls and move to the tune of our lips; We'll slow dance to this disaster [we'll call it love that shakes our hips]

Life
What happens with the person I trust most..When absolute trust, is somewhat of a ghost?What happens when life falls down around you?And theres really nothing I can do...Sometimes I dont really even know what my words meanI seem to just get lost in the daily sceneWhat if everything I thought was realI can no longer even seem to feel?Right now im a complete messDay by day, i feel less and lessI dont even know what im doing anymore.I guess it true what they say, Lifes a whore.Everyone gets fucked in the end...I have so much hurt that I cant mend.At the moment I feel so lost in life..Im caught up in a cluster of strife.I feel like my soul is dyingMore than ever I find myself randomly crying.I know my hearts desire..But everything is burning in an endless fire.So where do things go from here?Im so caught up in an unknown fear.

The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soul Rip me in half, no longer whole. I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. You're everything in life to me The reason why I want to breathe I smile just when I think of you And all those things you say and do. Yet, if you don't feel the same No one can we really blame. It's just the way life sometimes goes You can't escape all of its blows. But I wish this once to be free Of the hope we'd never be. That's something I don't want to face. Don't want to feel so out of place. I've planned everything around us Now it may not be enough. Threads are barely holding on And your words can break their bond. Or you can make them tighter still Renew my strength and my will. Keep me believing love is real If you return the way I feel Please don't hurt me, but if you do Make it gentle. Help me through. I love you and fear that time Will cost me my peace of mind. I pray I didn't wait too long To let you know

Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- Freecycle.org It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C

My Poetry
Her body lay on the red velvet bedblack roses covered her busthe hungrily stared down at heran uncontrollable lusthe ran his hand across her bodycaressing every curve, every parthe pressed his body against hersquietly he listened to the increased beating of her hearthe ran his fingers threw her raven hairstared deeply into her eyesechoing threw the room were her satisfied crieshe stared down at her soft white throatand slowly pressed his mouth against ithe eagerly began to drinkexcitedly she bit his wristblood covered their body'sas they slowly moved togetherfilling each others thirstevery minute getting bettertogether they layenter-twined as onelost in eternal lusta vamparic love...

Words
There`s another worldWhere all things are motionlessIf you want to see the senseCome now as you areShut your eyes to seeClose your mouth,talk to meKeep your ears closedHear me callThere`s another placeDisconnected from real life.If you lose your way you canCome now as you areLay your body downLet your mind explore the darkKeep your fear close to what you areAcross the other sideThe sound of silenceLosing gravityThe speed of light is stillIn every grain of sandThe world`s connectedSpinning in the airCrossing everywhere

Morphs For Rates
If you rate ALL! of my pics, I'll make a morph for ya. The rules are simple. 1) After rating all pics in a folder, leave the comment on the last pic in the folder saying "Rated". If you don't leave that comment in every folder, sorry, but ya don't get a morph. I'm going to be busy with this, so make sure you leave that comment. 2) Make sure you rate the pics in every folder. The only exception is nsfw folder. 3) When you've rated all pics in every floder, send me a private message letting me know you're done. In the message, include the pics you want morphed together. Sorry, I won't have time to look through your pics to find somethin good. If ya don't send me the pics, Ya won't be gettin a morph. 4) The absolute most important rule is to HAVE FUN! This is me. After rating the pics you'll know alot about me. It'll be great havin you all as friends. Enjoy!!!!!!!

How To Give A Woman "felatio"
First of all let me provide a scene for this little intimate conversation.... (above) their now first of all if you a man reading this hey atleast your attempting to find the right combination to keep your lady friend satisfied. If your a woman your opinions are very much valued and appreciated. (Disclaimer: every woman is different) When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most dudes can f**k, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to

Constant Bad Day
Hey everybody, If you all think that you have had a bad day, then after you read this blog then you might think differently. Lately i have been looking for a job, but havent been able to find one. I keep filling in applications and checking in about them but it seems like no one wants to hire me. I live alone with no income whatsoever. i am lucky when friends and family give me food. i also get a food basket once a month from a local church but it doesnt come until almost the end of the month. right now i am running really low on food and i have no money. lately i have been collecting cans to make a little bit of money. right now i have no minutes on my cell phone. i have no power at home. i have to gas to cook anything on the stove. i go to bed early cuz i get bored and am lonely. i also have no running water. i go to my sisters to take a shower. i get my drinking water from the local park. I also have 2 kids but luckily they live with their mother because i cant afford to take care

Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
' > Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar

O'dog
I met you at a time of distress To you I know must confess. You’ll never know how much it hurt my pride To depend on you to be by my side. You were always there through the sorrows of my divorce And comforted me while I cried until I was hoarse. You never once expressed a negative opinion Or acted like I was merely a minion. For some reason you can not see All of the things I view you to be. You always feel like you’re a user But I’ll never view you as an abuser. You’ve always been there with open arms Y

Birthday Buckage! 25k/100
ATTENTION GOLD DIGGERS - HERE COMES SOME BIRTHDAY BUCKAGE! We have a birthday to celebrate on Thursday! April 30th is RogerLee's happy day! AUTOS WILL BE ON, AND 25,000 FUBUCKS WILL BE GIVEN FOR EVERY 100 RATES. Forget rating for the 10k or smiling over the 15k...here's your chance to load your fu-pockets with some major buckage. Everyone gets the points, YOU get the bucks, and there is NO LIMIT to the number you can rate. Do a hundred, do a thousand - go until you've gotten them all. The bankroll is endless.

Summer Time
With Summer right around the corner, I am gonna be really busy. I have three boys that I chase after and a pretty hectic schedual that I keep with them at times ( lots of Doctors app and other crazy places that they need to go lol) . I wont be on much during the day, but I will try and find some "mom time" during the evening when they are in bed. I hope that everyones enjoying this wonderful weather we are having, I plan to catch some rays and get as much sun as I can lol. Luv my Fubar friends and Family God Bless ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~ (Barb)

A Real Man Will...
All Guys Should Do This...• give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in• leave her cute text messages• kiss her in front of your friends.• tell her she looks beautiful• look into her eyes when you tallk to her• let her mess with your hair• just walk around with her.• forgive her for her mistakes• hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private.• let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when shes sick.• watch her favorite movie with her• come up and grab her by the waist.• when shes sad, hang out with her• let her know shes important• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before• answer her phone calls no matter what.

Love, Love, Love
If love were a star; I'd wish it to ..................f ..................a ..................l ..................l ..........through me, and I would embrace it with the softness of petals But love, has not a solitary form and does not always twinkle in the dark, too many nights I've known this much how the ink of desire drapes its insomnia; like a velveteen cloak, an intimate coupling between me and my pen think of all the love I must've missed

Between Two Hearts
Wishing things were different Another place another time Souls connected across oceans Two hearts forever entwined Tears would have smiled brightly Leaving covetous pain behind Life appreciate it's worthiness When only love fills our minds Spirits flying through the night Traveling hot desert sands Sending all my love to you Hold it gently in your hands Sky would crack just to bless This love that we hold inside Heart would travel distances Undoing tears that we have cried

Best Of Me-lost Love
Woke Up From The Sound Of Pouring Rain Smell Of Wet Sand Reminded Me Your Skin Cool Breeze Raised My Burning Desires And Once Again I Fought With My Will Within Slept Again With The Sound Of My Tears As My Lullaby Same Stained Pillows Embracing My Swollen Eyes Nothing Has Changed, Another Year Has Just Passed By And I Wonder If You Could Ever Hear My Dying Cries Cool Breeze Wash My Tears Away When I Walk Down Your Street Again Time Stands Still When I Look At Your Door And My Heart Cry Out Your Name In Pain There's A Long Way To Go Before I Reach The End And I'll Keep Walking Even If Forever I Stay Alone I Am Not A Weak Man To Follow Any Suicidal Trend But I Have Been Too Much Hurt Since You Have Gone Weird Feelings Passes Me By So Frequently Now Sometimes I Wish My Heart Had A Bone This Life Has Just Turned Upside Down Somehow Since My Heart Became A Rolling Stone Ruptured From Your Love That Now Stink I Had So Much To Tell You On Your Face Realities Be

If For One Night
Dreams after dreams, all my life tried chasing each one of them as an excuse to stay alive ambition after ambition, all my life couldn't get close to anyone of them but they became my reason to survive in this life which was so full of chaos you came tearing all clouds apart and made me forget who i really was so much love all over me your heart surrounding my heart now so different life seems to be with this new faith inside me i look above to the creator and pray to not make this present a memory just one more wish if he could hear if i could stay one night with you and watch you sleep my dear if i could keep my palm under your head caress you hair all night long and make you sleep on my dream bed wishes after wishes, all my life hoping to make few come true my life has never been same since i have met you

Her Biggest Lie
My biggest lie was not being truthful to the one I love ..... I lied about who I was but more so to me than anyone I hide behind a mask that wasnt even mine ..... The worst part of it all is I hurt someone who means a great deal to me in many ways ..... He cant hate me anymore than I hate myself because its not who I am .... My feelings were true all the talks werent lies Ive been beatin Ive been raped but Id take any form of punishment than this .... I thought I have felt the worse but GOD I was wrong this is killing me ..... All my life I have waited for someone truly like him the heart of someone who might actually care The heart of someone who could love me and not tear me down the kind of person who could bring me what I needed most LOVE ..... Some know and have forgivin me and in them I found more than I thought possible .... GOd please help me ..... Im begging for his forgiveness through my tears for they seem

Dating Life
Well well, here I am again writing ummm a blog to myself - maybe to others, not sure on that one yet. Anyway - still at the beaching siding my mothers place - taking WAY much longer than I thought and alot of confusion on her part in getting the supplies. The beach is hot, awesome and nice... So many woman around in those little to nothings they wear, wow... Anyway - had 2 great dates through the weekend - and yet just didn't seem to click in anyway with them so doubt I will be going out with them again other than just friendships. What in the world to do... Sex is awesome and can have but I just really want to click with someone - kinda tired of the empty sex junk, I want something deeper, but way more fun, kinky and open - yet again much deeper... Well, any idea's - please pass them along to Erics blog for the mental! LOL... Anyway - just a few thoughts on the past weekend... Blog again soon about my life out of the military - OH boy.

Bad Day!
Today had to be one of the worst days ive had in a long time! i never do one of these blog things! but it was tough! i gave up my company today that hurt i have beed doing it for a little over a year and i had to give it up today! then i got stiffed for dinner was supposed to go to dinner w/ some women from work and relax and here i sit a gain in my Semi all alone. Story of my life! o'well i guess it was just meant to be a bad day today! Also i try to talk to my son never get the chance so that makes me feel like i FAILURE as a dad! i have missed so much of his life doin this job time that i will NEVER get back! time that he will rember and what will he have to say?!?! DADDY WASNT THERE! The only happiness i have in my life is knowing when i get home i have a loving wife waitin for me at the door! that loves me for me! and that is the best feelin EVER! thus why im still here

Coshocton Swap Meet And Classic Cruise In
Where: *A Shine Above* (formally known as Murrays Detailing) 1415 Hay Ave. Coshocton Ohio 740-623-0671 Located behind the upper BP on Chestnut When: Saturday May 30th and Sunday May 31st 11 a.m. - 5 p.m. Both Days Swap Meet will run both days- Anyone wanting to sell or trade any used, discontinued or discounted motorcycle or auto parts can be a vendor. 10x10 spots can be reserved by calling 740-622-4178 or 740-623-0671 by May 20th for $20.00 or purchase your spot at the gate $25.00. Vendors must be signed in and setting up by 9 a.m. Hurry spots fill up fast! Classic Cruise In is Sunday May 31st Register between 9 a.m. and 10:30 a.m. $10 Registration fee per car or bike being entered. Winners announced at 2 p.m. Dash Plaques, door prizes, trophies! There will be 2 competing classes Cycle and Auto

Up The Hill
When we travail up the hill it is aginst our natural tendency and inclination,which perpetually is to desend;and therfore we can not go on ascending without labor and difficulty.But there arises a pleasent prospect to pay us our labor as we ascend,and as we cotinue our labor, still the pleasntness of the prospect grows.Just so is a man paid for his pain and self denial,wisdom is the payment we get for pain.

Brain Spill
BLOG, stands for Web Log, and we abbrviate BLOG. My first one. What shoudl I say, hell I don't know. Do people really care what otehr people think? What there experiences are, how they feel, who they are? Are we all really selfish adn evil with a few good tendencies, or are we all kind hearted with a few bad tendencies. Or is it both. What really defines smart people, is it just people we percieve as smart because of there quiet mood, is it people who appear smart because they know something no one else does. What defines a smart person. Is there a difference between smart and inteligent, or creative? What defines a beautiful person? Oh that ones easy, whatever we see in TV, Internet ,a dn magazines. Is the world really going to hell in a handbasket, well lets see. This country fought and died for many rights, and yet now big corporate America ruins these freedoms and oppurtunites by sending all our jobs overseas, so only a few can get even richer. What is happening? Since when was i

Talledega
Okay, here's my take on the race at 'Dega...Keselowski is behind Edward's coming to the line...fakes high then dives low...Carl goes to block high...see's the fake and tries to cut off the low pass...Brad can do three things...1. Go below the yellow line and hope NASCAR rules he was forced down there. 2. Back off and settle for second. 3. Stay where he was and hope Carl doesn't pull down on him. Carl pulled down and Brad already had a fender inside of him...so Carl spins...his car raises off the ground and begins to settle when Ryan Newman's car hits Carls and sends it further into the air. All the safety equipment did its job...parts will fly off the car or fence when they collide. The easiest solution to avoid this in the future is for NASCAR to allow passing below the yellow line from the tri-oval to the finish line. If this rule was in effect maybe Brad pulls low to avoid Carl and they never touch. Don't change the restrictor plate...don't take away the banking at Dega or Da

Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open. It was a different time, before overpopulation worries and 911 attacks, when the world could afford to be a little more innocent. Times are different now. Illegal aliens are running rampant through the state of Texas. There are currently an estimated 22,128,460 illegals in the United States and that number is growing at a rate of an additional 6 illegals per minute. The current Presidential administration seems to be willing to turn a blind eye to this. Now the threat of illegals is bigger than the occasional Al-Quida that might try to blend in with the illegals. Now we are facing the threat of SWINE FLU.

Hate
I am always telling my kids you should never hate anything , objects , foods , even people. But I am sitting here after driving off from my own home pissed consumed in hate . Everyone has family issues I have two a brother and a sister who I have no idea how my parents could of produced . The divorce is taking a toll on me after 14 years of being put through verbal hell and losing friends and even being told by him to just stay away from my siblings because they are awful . Funny thing though as soon as divorce was said they are now his two best friends . He said to me tonight as your "friend" he wanted to tell me something that was said . LMFAO as my friend my ass , wasn't a husband ain't never been my friend but tells me something that supposedly I did that my sister's x boyfriend said . My oldest is ten and has had people in and out of her life and her x made a positive impact on her life and she asked me a few weeks back to stop and say hi to him . Knowing her missing him was genui

~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And

Dear Alchohol
Dear Alcohol,First & foremost, let me tell you that I’m a huge fan of yours. As my friend,you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-workcocktail, a beer at the game, and you’re even around at the holidays,hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we’re stuck in the midstof endless family gatherings. However, lately I’ve been wondering aboutyour intentions. While I want to believe that you have my bestinterests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwiseconsequences:1. Phone calls: While I agree with you thatcommunication is important, I question the suggestion that anyconversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2am. Why wouldyou make me call those ex-boyfriends or potentials when I know for a fact they don’t want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2.Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest thatI eat a frozen burrito, along with leftover spaghetti and s

Hatred
Why....................... why.................... why.................... because i'm tired of this damn planet and the humans that inhabit it..... maybe i'm just saying that or maybe i mean it...... take a guess and then flip a coin to see if your right. How about i take you for a twisted journey into my sick past so strap in and enjoy the fuckin ride................ Anger, hatred, rage, sadness, sorrow, revenge, and death is what my life revolves around...... yeah i don't look it right? well guess what i am........ cut my rist maybe drink a lol crimson elixer of a new victim or maybe just put some one 6ft under...... yeah it's all very tempting. I've done it all from niddles to exticy. Rapped a couple women hell killed a few ppl even ran a nife into my best friend how ever dispite this i will say this if you've read this and think that this is true you've just been mind fucked! lol

Irritation
This is the mumm I posted the other night. Since then I've found that he not only blocked me on yahoo but unfriended and blocked me on both here and myspace. So I'm irritated.I was having a conversation with this guy last night that I have been talking to for quite a while on here and yahoo messenger. Our schedules never seem to work out so we can get together.Anyways... He was giving me shit over the fact that I don't have a web cam. I told him that a few people recently keep telling me I need a cam. I thought it was kinda funny.He starts going off about how he dosn't want to know what OTHER PEOPLE want. (he did put it in all caps) He then stormed off the chat. Tonight I found out that he has since taken me off his friends and I'm pretty sure he's blocking me on yahoo.He's not my boyfriend, does he have any reason to be so but hurt over me making this comment?

Different
this is definatly different here, and looks like its all about partying and well , you tell me. so i guess if i was to sit and get drunk and all Id fit right in, lol!Well unfortunatly I got to old and big for my own good, and won't be posing for any sexy shots. I will say though , I am going to be starting an online buisness soon , and would like it if any one reading this would be interested? If so get back to me starting the 5th of next month , as I will be going thru training for a few day;s and after wards (hopefully) I am ready to get started. Thank's for reading , and have fun! ellimayc12@yahoo.com

Css Zen Garden: Chess Shadow Glass
This was used for my Advanced CSS Course and we had to submit a CSS designed using an external style sheet for our designs. http://webtech.tstc.edu/students/treate/INEW_2375/Final_Proj/index.html

Going Home!
OK the video is not showing when i embed it, heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnHtYciIj5U I posted this video/song because this was the song that really made me realize my next step in life. I know it seems kinda corny, or ya'll are gonna kick my ass cause its "Miley Cyrus" lol. But listen to the words, theres a few lines in the song that made me realize what I had to do and why. Then read the blog. Thanks! To those of you that know whats been going on with me for the last 7 months, I want to update you. This is also for all the friends that have been wondering where in GODS name I have been for the last few weeks. First off, I want to thank my best friend lilredvixen. I have been lucky enough to have her in my life for a few years now, and now, for the last 4 months, she and her family have opened their home to me and allowed me the help I've needed. Though, this stay has been great, better knowing her and her family and spending so much time with my

The Dead
WOOT!!!!!!!!! The Dead Rise at the Spectrum on May 1 and 2 Four of the original members of the Grateful Dead are reuniting as The Dead to perform in one of their favorite venues, the legendary Wachovia Spectrum, on Friday, May 1 and Saturday, May 2. The Spectrum is the ONLY venue in which the Grateful Dead have performed in the 60s, 70s, 80s and 90s. Now the historic arena, known as America’s Showplace, is slated for demolition in the fall of 2009. How appropriate the band which holds the record for the most shows ever in the Spectrum will have the chance to visit the Spectrum for two more shows before they “tear this whole building down (from their song “Samson and Delilah”).” While the Grateful Dead haven’t performed at the Spectrum since March 17-19, 1995, the Dead did play at the Spectrum in November 23-24, 2002. The Grateful Dead first performed at the Spectrum on December 6, 1968, as part of the Quaker City Rock Festival along side Steppenwolf and Iron Butterfly. They

Lyrics (not Mine)
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call

Outrage Over Arlen Specter
I hope Arlen Specter's party change outrages you. It should for two reasons: First--Specter claimed it was philosophical--and pointed his finger of blame at Republicans all over America for his defection to the Democrats. He told us all to go jump in the lake today. I'm sorry, but I don't believe a word he said. Arlen Specter committed a purely political and self-serving act today. He simply believes he has a better chance of saving his political hide and his job as a Democrat. He loves the title of Senator more than he loves the party--and the principles--that elected him and nurtured him. Second--and more importantly--Arlen Specter handed Barack Obama and his band of radical leftists nearly absolute power in the United States Senate. In leaving the Republican Party--and joining the Democrats--he absolutely undercut Republicans' efforts to slow down Obama's radical agenda through the threat of filibuster. Facing defeat in Pennsylvania's 2010 Republican primary due to his left-win

Guys Take Note./ Women Laugh And Aggree !
The top 40 ways men fail in bed... take notes, all you Casanovas! 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for

Wtf Was I Tryin To Say!?!
'Ello there internet happenin types that might actually hit this up, blog. Not a whole 100% certain which could be the best reason accusation to stick with when it's a matter of being F'ed U'ed with fubar. Whether it's an attempt at an email, a shout, a blog response, a gift either even, where's the major malfunction here?? Squeaky gets the oil, m'kay. If FU-FOCKRS that actually get paid money to upkeep this site are hopefully just too lazy with more words or something, WOW! Same sh*t GT class in public school was hoping. And most importantly, are they rewarding one another with their time, cause hell yeah! Who Isn't Having A Righteous Jolly Great Time Online!!! Makes me wish almost to just be a parent, then I could just blame my kids then or something, and just like GT class in the past, hell, I'll do it. I'll fix this damn thing, I probably already wrote the majority of it. I prefer the usual, no mention, no money, neglect is the reward, go away, leave me alone, unless whil

April 29th An Before
My Pogo Suspention for Abusive Language in a Chat Room.Maybe I Might be on Fubar a Bit more.Since Most on Yahoo Games Bunch of Nancy's. Temporarily Suspended…Your Pogo privileges have been temporarily suspended due to a violation of our Terms of Service.Violations that can result in a suspension are:Use of abusive or offensive language in the chat roomsHarassment of other playersImpersonation of a pogo official or representativeSending more than 50 messages per dayWhile you are suspended, both your screen name and your IP address may be blocked.Note: If you're sharing an IP address with other people on your home or corporate network, you may be inadvertently blocked if someone else on your network violates our Terms of Service.

The Way I Am
These are my words, everyone see's who I appear to be, but only a few know the real me, you can only see what I choose to show you, but there is way more to me than what the eye see's. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and those people who create it, and tell you things to create false hopes and dreams, knowing they would never be, create a hope in your heart and mind, for false happiness, and joy. so it is time for me to surrond myself with people who want to know me and care and share thoughts that are true, and laugh and be full of joy. These fellings drown the memeries of bad, and soley for good. we live once, and life is to short, to go through with false memories, and bad, create and nothing less than happines is where I want to be. I have built a wall around me, not to block out anyone, but to see who is willing and loving, caring enought to be themselves, and climb over it to share with me there happiness and friendship so Now I hav

Evil Never Dies
Evil Never Dies has a cool contest coming up! I will give you the time, date and other specifics ones we have a few more of the ideas down. So far, the Idea that I have for those who can drive or have cars is to put E.N.D on your license plate. Whether it be your back plate, or front glamour plate it doesn't matter. Hell, get it airbrushed on your car and you're in the running! I have run this by Maya and she likes it so I am asking you to think of some cool Ideas too. Here are some examples of the plates: END HATE, 666HATE666, END4LIFE or EvilovEND, Please and just make sure that it as E.N.D. on it. If you're going to airbrush feel free to be more creative with what you use!!! We will be having prizes for all contests so come up with ideas and be sure to run them by me and I well type it all up. I need each and every one of you to join in on this please. No idea is a bad idea and we'll push through as many as we can. Of course we wont be able to use every one but we'll do all we can t

_angel_exclusive_
Hi! This time I thought I would share with you something wonderful I found on the internet. Its a wonderful piece on LIFE depicting us a Juggler. We juggle some of the most salient aspects of life as balls giving more importance to one and forgetting the others. The author of this piece is Unknown but truly, TRUTHS ARE UNIVERSAL. Here we go: Juggling Your Life >>> Imagine LIFE as a Game in which you are juggling some FIVE BALLS in the air. >>> You name them - Work, Family, Health, Friends and Spirit, and you’re keeping all of these in the air. >>> You will soon understand that WORK IS LIKE A RUBBER BALL. If you drop it, it will bounce back. >>> But the other FOUR balls: Family, Health, Friends and Spirit are made of Glass. // >>> // If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for BALANCE in your life. HOW? >> 1) Don’t undermine your worth

Stupid Ass People
There's a radio dj in this establishment that I am dieing to tell off. I can't and won't say any names, but if that certain dj reads this, I hope your radio startion's doing a hell of a lot better than your fucking ego and personality are! As far as I'm concerned, you can fuck off and go to hell! Oh I forgot! You're already there! So kiss my ass!

The Forgotten One
The girl walks alone Only loneliness this world has shone Every night she silently cries As her emotions she tries to hide A remnant of someone real Is all she feels Shes no longer even remembered in this place By her fear every night she was chased She used to be But no longer can you see For she is long dead And this is what upon her tombstone was read "Hear lies the fallen girl Unknown to this entire world Left to die alone Now the earth in loneliness she roams."

Starry Night
They sat in the grasslooking up at the night skyfive minutes later they were holding handsand looking into each other's eyesshe looked down at the grassbut he tilted her chin upthere were butterflies in her stomachand at that moment, she knew she was in lovehe kissed her ever so gentlyas if afraid she might breakhe was the one who saved herand together they helped each other escapehe was amazing to herand didn't seem to have any flawsin a room full of peoplehe was the only one that she sawshe sat wrapped in his armshearing his steady heartbeathe was her one and onlywho had swept her off her feethe loves her tooshe's his angel from up abovehe would do anythingfor his one true lovehe knew he was in loveby the way he felthow every time she came aroundhis heart would just start to melthe snapped back into realityand looked back down at the girlshe was adorable to himand to him she meant the worldwithout her would be likepiglett without poohif he lost his beautiful angelhe would not know wh

I Heart You.
Suicidal yes a sad word but right now a light I might fall to that temptation and kill myself tonight but if i do always remember I heart you you are the one for me even if I'm not yours I will love you till the day i die I heart you always now and to the end my heart wont mend till I'm with you because that's how much I heart you

Every Failure's As Sweet As The Last
With starving appetites for arguments, You remind me of a secret I was never meant to tell. Life is just a trial, and we're waiting for the verdict, Guilty as charged, for loving you too much. Sentenced to losing it all. Your memories leave me gasping for breath I've long lost, Drowning in flames, Burning in water, Dying with a perfect smile on my face as you watch, Your biggest triumph, withering in front of you. Everybody's waiting for that something to hold onto, For something worth keeping. I'm tripping over all the promises into a self dug grave, I spiral down, just to find you. Every failure's as sweet as the last. I never knew you were a Saint, What a shameful fall from Grace, I'll catch you if you let me, I'll give you everything if you promise me tomorrow. You can smile smugly at me, Mockingly motion me forward Enjoying my weakness of heart, for following. But one day boy, you'll be locked up tight, In a heart shaped grave, I promise never to

Blood On The Moon
Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, A party, a kiss, a broken dream, What a lovely, lonely night. Lovers intertwined, a sickening view, The calm before the storm breaks, My hands trace me swollen lips, And then my whole body shakes. I walk with my shadow, hand in hand I feel the darkness ease my pain, I hear echoes of your laughter, How quickly love makes you insane. Are you watching this moon too? As she lies on your bed? Funny how when you close your eyes, It's me you see instead. Friendships shouldn't be broken, Love should last above all, But what if the one that trips you, Only watches you fall? I walk alone amongst lovers, A freak amongst the rest, Am I damaged enough for you now? Did I pass the test? When you finally miss me, I hope you've memorized my face, It's your turn to reach out to me, And feel only empty space. Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, I sit alone, small, tain

Last Halloween Bondage Party
I went to a Halloween Bondage party at an old deserted house here in Bend, Oregon. There was 6 Dommes at the party and was suppose to be other subs at the party. But, it ended up that I was the only sub to show up for the party. I was told to be ready and wearing only my black nylon g-string by 7:00 pm. That a couple of Ladies would be there at my place to bring me to where the party would be held.At 7:00 pm I was sitting in my living room watching a scary movie of course waiting for them to show up. About 10 minutes after 7 I heard a knock on my door. I figured it was either the Ladies here to pick me up or it was tricker treaters. So, I put my bathrobe on before I opened the front door to see who it was. Lucky for me, it was 3 Ladies instead of 2 to take me to the party. As soon as I opened the door, they grabbed me and pinned my arms behind my back. One of the Ladies closed the door and then shoved a big red ballgag in my mouth and buckled it as tight as she could. The strap of t

Gods Plan
PERFECTION IS A BITCH....BABYGIRL I UNDERSTAND.... IT'S GOTTA BE KINDA HARD TO BE YOU.... BEING THE BIGGEST PART OF GODS PLAN..... BUT HOW DO YOU MAINTAIN THAT ORBIT THAT THE WORLD SITS UPON......? IT HAS TO BE DIFFICULT....... TO BE THE ONLY GIRL THAT NEVER GETS IT WRONG...... I JUST DON'T GET THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO COULD BE RIGHT.......AT TIMES I CAN'T RELAX I LOSE SLEEP AT NIGHT....... PONDERING THE INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF CORRECTNESS..... I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE AS PERFECT AS YOU THINK..... BUT BABYGIRL YOU ARE INFECTIOUS...... I CAN FO SHO SEE ACTIVITY IN YOUR NEUROCONNECTIONS...... SO AS THE WORLD REVOLVES SOLELY IN YOUR PRESENCE..... I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT I FIT IN THE COLLECTION OF DEBRIS LEFT IN YOUR WAKE......... BLESSED TO LOOK UPON YOUR FACE AT THOSE TIMES YOU TURN AWAY FROM THE SUN........ SO YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME ANY TIME THAT YOU ARE SEARCHING....I'LL BE IN THE BACCGROUND IN YOUR SHADOW.........LURKING.......

We Survived
Live simply, love generously, care deeply, speak kindly, leave the rest to God." Mary Tiller Campbell> > > > > You have all heard these things before but it is always fun to revisit.> > > > > > > > > > > > Attached Message> > > > > > > > This brought back many memories...enjoy.> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > *THOSE BORN 1920-1979> > > > READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ> > ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED **> > **> > TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1920's,30’s 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! **> > **> > First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they> > were pregnant. **> > **> > They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get> > tested for diabetes. **> > **> > Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs> > covered with bright color ed lead-based paints. **> > **> > We** *had no child* **proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets> > and whe

Where Can I Find A Good Women
ok so i have tried a few different places to pick up women and have found that i dont like what i find there. ive done the church thing and the bar scene and kinda online ( i met her in the bar but i got to know her online. so where is a good place to meet women.

Soapbox
The American Legion National Headquarters is currently designing and constructing an online secure-access area to provide more direct support to our members. In keeping with The American Legion grassroots tradition, The American Legion member secure-access will need to be designed to serve your membership needs and enhance your online experience. If you are a member of The American Legion, American Legion Auxiliary, Sons of The American Legion and wish to contribute to ensure our web functionality truly serves your needs, please send your suggestions, concerns, and questions to jkong@legion.org. Sincerely,Jin KongThe American Legion Internet group

About Me
I am 5'3" I weigh 199 for now i will lose weight i have colored for now........I am alright till u piss me off like if u beat or cheat on them or talk bad about any body in my family i would have to kick ur ass so like i said dont piss me off other than that we will be fine to get along with

Fubar Leveling Up
Hello all I recently lfigured out how to level up really fast. I started my page yesterday and Im already a 10. I rated all those people with auto 11's on. I havent run out of photo rates and level up extremly fast. Most people with auto 11's have ez rate folders that make it even faster to rate. It may not be as much fun as looking and rating pictures and people as you would prefer to check out but you will take off in you level.

Amantes
Miro el alba y en el instantes pienso Recuerdos gratos, que dominan mi mente Tu aroma de mujer que en mi pecho aloja Sonrisas y pasiones que compartí contigo Elevo una plegaria, para que mi amor te alcance Llene tu corazón, de emoción, e ilusión constante Al sentirte lejos de mis brazos, pues ya tú te marchaste Sabiendo que al final, seremos dos amantes

For The Men Of Fubar!!!
I am SOOOO freaking sick of guys shouting me asking me to talk dirty to them. So here it is- DO NOT ask me to talk dirty to you. DO NOT ask me for dirty pics or to see my NSFW pics. If I think you are worthy I will make that choice. If you ask for my messenger I will give it to you if I want to. Do not ask me repeatedly. IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE! If I do give you my messenger the same rules apply. I will not talk dirty to there or send you pics. If I do give you my messenger do not expect me to be able to talk to me ALL the time. If you harass me I will not talk to you ever again. I DO have a life outside of fubar! Oh and I don't want to see your cock pics either!!! Remember this- I am a woman and I will not tolerate being treated with out respect. Be on your best behavior and you may get somewhere with me! Thanks for reading!

Survey Again.
in no particular order...01. Slayer - Seasons In The Abyss02. At The Gates - Slaughter Of The Soul03. Judas Priest - Painkiller04. S.O.D. - Speak English Or Die05. Metallica - Master Of Puppets06. Morbid Angel - Covenant07. Satyricon - Now, Diabolical08. Ozzy Osbourne - No Rest For The Wicked09. Iron Maiden - The Number Of The Beast10. 3 Inches Of Blood - Advance & Vanquish11. GWAR - America Must Be Destroyed12. Venom - Black Metal13. Manowar - Hail To England14. King Diamond - Abigail15. Pantera - Vulgar Display Of Power16. Fight - War Of Words17. Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction18. Destruction - The Antichrist19. Toxic Holocaust - An Overdoes Of Death20. Carnivore - Retaliation21. Motorhead - Rock N Roll22. Moonspell - Sin/Pecado23. Dimmu Borgir - Death Cult Armageddon24. Carcass - Necroticism25. Kreator - Pleasure To Kill26. Exodus - The Fabulous Disaster27. Sepultura - Arise28. Kyuss - Blues For The Red Sun29. Evile - Enter The Grave30. Strapping Young Lad - City

The Last Time
i dont know ive been cold for far to long ive seen you through the bottom of a hole i know everything will be ok the suns gonna shine down on me some day youre my storm lightning dancing in the sky so keep on smiling, keep on laughing, till the rain goes away. i dont know ive been so cold those days are gonna come when the rain goes away and your laughing for the last time....so keep on smiling the sun will shine some day the sun will shine some day

Backstabbing Shadow Leveler
ALRIGHT PEOPLE I AM NOT GOING TO DRES THIS ONE UP LIKE NORMAL. HELL THIS IS ONE PERSON THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE GLAMOURISED. AS YOU WILL SEE SHE APPROACHED ME TO HELP HER SET HER LOUNGE UP. I DID NOT ASK TO BE A PART OF IT. YOU WILL SEE I HAVE BLANKED HER SURNAME OUT SO SHE CAN NOT ACCUSE ME OF HANDING OUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. THEN ONCE I HAD BUILT THE SAID LOUNGE (SWEET JEALOUSY) SHE PROCEEDS TO BAN ME AND ALL MY REAL LIFE FAMILY AND STAFF ARE EJECTED AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE FOLLOWING SCREEN SHOTS. SO I FEEL THAT EVERYBODY SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS BACKSTBBING AND GIVE HER A WIDE BERTH. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO USE ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THIS. OH AND THE REASON THERE IS NO BACKGROUND IS I DELETED IT FROM MY PHOTOBUCKET HELL SHE IS NOT HAVING MY PICS IN THERE AFTER THIS. HERE SHE IS FOLKS STAY CLEAR OF HER AND HER USING WAYS DON’T GET SUCKED IN LIKE I WAS Trå¢¥ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr { £µ ÖwñêÐ Ðj þïêr¢êÐ }@ fubar UPDATE SHE HAS CLOSED THAT LOUNGE AND OPENED ANOTH

Boobs?
Okay I have nothing to say about boobs.. however, I do have a thing or two to say about my shop on Etsy.com Anyone that wants to make their homemade goods and sell them has the right to do so on Etsy! It's a wonderful place. Please take a look at my pieces.I have 14 of them up for sale. Google MaryBetsy83 on Etsy.com and I promise you'll find me there! If you are a girl and you like bracelets on your wrist and you don't like to pay an arm and a leg for a braceelet, them I have the solution for you! Etsy.com/MaryBetsy83 !!!!!!!

Hvac Service
I have worked in the HVAC service field for over 6 years now. I have had home owners answer door in robes, spandex and, various other sexy attire. I have been flirted with and casually touched. I am curious if some sexy housewives do more than that with some service men. I may have just not pursued it far enough.

What A Kiss!!!
"what a kiss means" Kiss on the stomach = Im readyKiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"Kiss on the Ear = Your my everythingKiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"Kiss on the Lips = I love you"What the gesture means...Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"--Advice--Dont ask for a kiss, take one.If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.

Not A Two Way Street
i think its funny i have a friend on my friends list i wont give a name becuse iam not like that but anyways i was asking her what was wrong and she said that she really hate men now and i ask why she said its becuse they treat her like shit and never really talk to her only when they want to pretty much and thats when i told her oh kind of like what you did to me at the time when we use to talk iam not shock thats happens alot to me anyways what i think is funny alot of people on here men and woman alike say there looking for that special person wether it may be on here or offline if you dont want to be treat like a stuck up bitch like tons of people who act like it on here then start treating others the way you want to try walking in there shoes and no there is more to a person then there looks like there heart and personailty you may not have to like them but atlest respect them people of all races and ages still have feelings rember that

Unsent Letters
You were an indiscretion. It's a mistake I'd rather not repeat, though I know I probably will. I won't apologize, at least not to you. You got exactly what you asked for, though it may not have been what you wanted. That's how this works, i don't know why you can't see that. Nothing is asked of you, from you. Give you what you ask for, nothing more. You look past her, through her, never at her. You don't see HER. But you want her to see you, you need it. You know that's why you came, though it's probably not the excuse you give yourself and it's not the one you gave at the door. What do you tell yourself? Why do you keep going there? You can't hide it from her, she looks straight into you, exposes the lies you tell yourself, tears down your walls. So you go, unload all of your dirty secrets on her; no shame, no judgement, no regret, just release. You never ask what she keeps from you, what secrets she's hiding, wouldn't tell you if you did. But you thought you saw something, learned so

Dumb Bitches
Rep. Michele Bachmann, R-Minn, says she finds it an "interesting coincidence" that the last U.S. swine flu outbreak occurred under a Democratic president. However, it occured in 1976, when Republican Gerald Ford was president. Bachmann made her comments to Pajamas TV on Monday. She said she's "not blaming this on President Obama" but found it an interesting coincidence. A call to Bachmann's office Tuesday wasn't returned. --taken from the Star Tribune, Wednesday, April 29th, 2009 I honestly hate this woman... I don't know how she got reelected. Let's nevermind that the outbreak happened outside of the U.S., and nevermind that it's pretty much a 50/50 chance that there'll be a Democrat in office when ANY kind of disease outbreak happens...

Chicks Look Better Online Than Reality!
Why is it that many women look better on their profile than in reality, is it photoshop, or they are trying to be something they are not or is it that they spent 24/7 online and do not go out!Not being disrespectful ladies just curious, so do not get me wrong!

So here it goes. I am an er nurse and have worked in many ers before. If you come to the er come in with some sence. I can not help you with something that happened 2 weeks ago. I can only help the present. By the way, I need a work note for yesterday is not an emergency. If you read the big Red letters that say EMERGENCY ROOM it should clue you in that it is not for check ups. Yes we want to help you but medicine is not exact. The person that can and will help you is you. Most doctors and nurses get clued into what is wrong and how to help from you.

Good Bye For Now To All My Friends
To all my friends i am losing my internet for a while but i will be back as soon as i can get my internet cut back on so to all my friends get drunk have fun and play a lot on fubar for me see you all when i do get to make it back take care friends

Why.....so.....serious?
Why do some people on this website take eveything so seriously? I mean last I remember this is basicly a meet and greet site....right! Everytime I log onto fubar i feel like walked back into high school. You know what I mean? You remember....you got your "in" clique, "stoners", "nerds", "jocks", "emo's", (they called them goths when I was in high school). I come to fubar to unwind from the days restlessness and now I got to deal with the teenage mentality that some of the people have on here. Now I am not saying that everyone on fubar is like that but there is a good number of people here that are. I say at least say hi to the people that stop and talk to you. You never know that person just might make your day.

D Nation Commandments
Ten Commandments "I swear to be faithful to D Nation, should I betray, my flesh will burn!" 1. You must use the D Nation Banner at all times when playing mobsters2. You are responsible for adding all of the D Nation Family3. You should report to our War Room every time you log in4. Always being available for D Nation when in the mobsters app is a duty 5. You should not use the family as personal body guards. We are down for our family but do not involve the family in minor scuffles like "he or she hit me 4 or 5 times off the fight list.6. You should be willing to protect your family, even if you must die to do so!7. Never commit to an alliance between D Nation and any other Family without approval from the D Nation Godfather.8. All Family members must be treated with respect9. When asked for any information, the answer must be the truth10. People who cannot be a part of D Nation:Anyone who holds title in another mobster familyAnyone who behaves poorly & doesn't hold to

How To Spot A Cheater
81% of women openly admit that they flirt with men they don’t know on a regular basis, even if they’re in a relationship or married. What this means is that although they may not go any further than flirting, the vast majority of women do find enjoyment in playing and leading on guys other than their boyfriends or husbands. It therefore goes without saying that some, unfortunately, will get a taste for that pleasure and actually choose to take it the one step further – which usually means going behind their partners’ backs and sleeping with another guy. So what can you do as a man who suspects their girlfriend is cheating on them? If you ask her outright, she’ll probably deny it, which is neither here nor there when it comes to uncovering the truth. The answer lies in finding hard, undeniable proof of her deception, so you don’t need to directly ask her if she’s being faithful to you. In this article, I’m going to tell you about a few o

Best Friends
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?

Pour Mon Beau Puma
c'est amazin comment quelque chose aussi simple qu'un sourire peut vous inciter à changer votre vue sur des choses. Tandis que non étonné par ce seul. je suis étonné comment un sourire que vous ne pouvez pas voir vous rend heureux. Merci sexy. Vous m'étonnez conitnually. Hmmm fait le massage la nuit venir à l'esprit…

About D Nation
DO YOU WANT TO JOIN A MOB FAMILY? WHY NOT JOIN THE BEST ONE ON MOBSTERS. WE ARE A STRONG AND LOYAL FAM 3OO MEMBERS STRONG WE HAVE MANY ALLIES AND PEOPLE THAT JUMP PEOPLE JUST CAUSE THEY SPEEK OUR NAME IN DESRESPECT. WE BACK EACH OTHER WE KILL, AND WE DIE TOGETHER WE WILL TEACH YOU HOW TO PLAY THE GAME TO THE FULLEST.WE DONT TOLLERATE DISHONESTEY OR BIGGOTS,OR RACISTSBUT IF UR LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO GET UR BACK A FAM THATS ALWAYS DOWN MSG ME.... TSKELLY DNATION BOSS/RECRUITER DNATIONRECRUITING@GMAIL.COM

Military Suppporter 110% All The Way
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan . After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base ' His friend agree

Make Sum Money
hey wats good could u do me a favor a register to my search engine i just made just type this in www.invite5.com/99543HS i just want people to look out it only takes a few seconds honestly and when your done can u copy this message and send it 2 ya friends please This is not a spam message it is really me Melvin aka Yung Fresh aka Mj lol help me out

Watch Out For Him He Will Scam U
watch out for this fucking guy he scammed a good friend of mine and now she is out of alot of fubucks buecause of this jerk http://www.fubar.com/user/2312587 Little Angel AKA Michelle,OWNED BY KAT1114 SHADOW LEVAL:this fucking jerk scamed me out of 6 mill told me he would send me a 65 credit bling pack, i sent the fubucks but he didnt sent the bling pack

Nsfw
OK so someone went on a flagging spree, and guess what? I'm sick of it. Red names can hold fingers over their nips and have their whole effing bewbs hanging out, but my CLOTHED photos are a no-no. LOL. Eff you Fubar, you gd prudes. The gd newsletter with their slut of the month makes you think Fubar is all about nudies. Soo all future GGW teaser pics, or just "forbidden" photos will NOT be posted on Fubar, because won't someone please think of the children?! Fetlife.com is way better. And free! I should lock all my non-default albums to family only. At least they can be trusted

Important To Me!
MAY I HAVE ONE PICTURE OF EVERYONE PLEASE? IT IS FOR A SCRAP BOOK! AND DO NOT FORGET TO ADD ME ON MY 3 PAGES PLEASE!undeadsoldier86@yahoo.comwww.fubar.com/undeadsoldier86www.myspace.com/undeadsoldier86

Comatose
I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to you Tell me that you will listen Your touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe 'les I feel you next to me you take the pain I feel waking up to you never felt so real I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream 'cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel Waking up to you never felt so real I hate living without you Dead wrong to ever doubt you But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh how I adore you Oh how I thirst for you Oh how I need you

Our Strong Story
After 8 long years I finally got up the courage to start a book on the tragedy of september 11, 2001. This is not for profit or to disrespect any one's feelings, just to put the common people's thought's on the day, there feelings that day, there feelings now about what the government should have done, and what you were doing on that day. This is the true American's story of September 11, 2001.

Just Me
Well I have been extremely busy with clients websites and designing everything from simple interface icons to full blown cms themes. I got my portfolio started but it isn't live yet. No one n i mean no one gets the link till its live. I have some free time for a week or so. If anyone needs any work done to photos or you need a custom "skin" for your page or lounge or w/e u need done let me know. I am more then willing to help everyone out. If you need some examples of my work please ask, I can give you a private folder on my server that has everything. Best way to get ahold of me is either in my shoutbox leave your Yahoo IM ID or just simply add mine: J.Studios Take care everyone.

Swine Flu
My husbands boss is bringing in a bunch of mexicans to work for him right now. Kinda a scary thing..with this swine flu going on. What amazes me..hes had a lot of people laid off since november..because of no work. Why not bring them back..before worrying about bringing over people to work? He does it because he can pay them for cheap labor. He already has a bunch of mexicans working for him now. Then people wonder..why can't you find a job in America? Yes..it is partly due to the economy..and partly due to cheap ass people like him..who doesn't want to pay people for what they due.

Pretty Song....applies To A Few Of My Relationships Over The Years....
Da da da da, da da da daDa da da da-da daI don't know if I can yell any louderHow many time have I kicked you outta here?Or said something insulting?da da da da-daI can be so mean when I wanna beI am capable of really anythingI can cut you into piecesWhen my heart is....brokenDa da da-da daPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave meI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meHow did I become so obnoxious?What is it with you that makes me act like this?I've never been this nastyCan't you tell that this is all just a contest?The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardestBut baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promiseDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave me[Please Don't Leave Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to meI can't be

For Keith...i Miss You!
If I leave here tomorrow, Would you still remember me? For I must be traveling on, now, 'Cause there's too many places I've got to see. But if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldn't be the same. 'Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.Lord knows, I can't change.Bye bye baby, it's been a sweet love. Yea. And though this feeling I can't change. But please don't take it so badly, 'Cause the Lord knows I'm to blame. And if I stay here with you girl, Things just couldn't be the same. Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you'll never change.And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.The Lord knows, I can't change. Lord help me, I can't change.Lord I can't change.Won't cha fly high free bird, yeah.

~life~
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life wou

Use Your Words
My father recently got a facebook account, so i've had to sensor myself on there. Yesterday, however, something happened that made me extremely angry. So I reset my status. My status was something along the lines of an asshole needs to go fuck himself and die or something like that. The point is, I cursed or cussed or how ever you want to say it. I was chastised by him for saying the words fuck and ass....I'm almost 21, I don't live at home, and I am an adult. I think my time has come to where I can say whatever the hell I want. Now, the reason I write this blog is cause I want to know why some words ("curse words") are bad, when words that mean the exact same thing are not. Since I can't say the word Fuck, then shouldn't the words Sex, Intercourse, and Making Love also be outlawed. How about the word Shit, well then the words Poop and Crap should be forbidden as well. How about Ass, well there goes the word butt. And the word Piss is just like Pee. I'm not saying that 8 year old

For My Sweet Friend Tracie, My Moon Angel
My heart goes out to my dearest friend, Tracie, who lost her mother today to a battle with cancer. This fight has been so hard for her, and I pray that perhaps now she will be granted much strength and support, like that which she has always shown to me in my hard times. She is the first friend I made here on lost cherry, and we remain the best of friends always. Please keep her and her family in your thoughts and prayers for me. Sincerely, Deb

Poem I Wrote For My Daughter Nevaeh May She Rest In Peace
You were our little angel we loved to hold so close the softness of your baby skin like petals of a rose. We loved it when we cuddled you in our arms You were our little angel with sweet angelic arms. We think back to memories so precious and so few. For God had chosen you to be one of His little angels too. For NEvaeh Rose Roush born: July 27, 2008 sadly taken: July 27, 2008 I love you Nevaeh!

It's 1 am... 4 quarters and a heartache later.. I called to say hello... Im sure I shouldve called befor... to say I miss you... But what I really needed was to hear it from you ... For the first time I can remember without saying you told me how you felt .. That you beleive in love an d truth and honest... I want love like rain is to earth needed.... Like rain and and earth collide.. As long as were happy..... IM FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE LISA

Special Lady Pt.1
You are sitting in your office at work, and a flower delivery man approaches you. “I’m looking for Angel,” the man says. You smile and look up, “I’m Angel.” The man hands you a box of flowers and asks you to sign for it. You think to yourself, it’s not my birthday, anniversary, or a holiday, so who’s sending me flowers. You open the box and find that inside is your favorite flowers, a nice bouquet of daisies. You pull the vase out and see a card fall out as well. You open it to find a sweet card inside it. “Honey, I love you and I hope that this puts a smile on your face. The kids are staying with their grandparents and we have the evening to ourselves. Hurry home and I’ll see you soon.” You smell a faint whiff of my cologne and you feel yourself get a little excited just at the thought. You spend much of the rest of the day watching the clock and distracted. You are wondering what kind of plans I have cooked u

Special Lady Pt. 2
Your eyes open widely at me and you ask, “what else do you have planned for us after THAT!” I smile and wink at you, “Baby, tonight I’m going to start making up for all those times I wasn’t in your arms.” You laugh and say that a few more nights of what you just got would do that, but I shake my head. “This time, I’m going to spoil you a little bit, to let you know who’s your man….and why you’re my slut.” You laugh again and I tell you to go take a shower. You raise an eyebrow, but I motion you towards the bathroom as I pick up my phone and start texting someone. You hear me yell from the bedroom, “make sure to shave again!” You roll your eyes and begin to wash up. When you come back out of the bathroom, you find me standing at the edge of the bed drying off and getting dressed. We have two showers, and you were wondering why the hot water was a little cooler then usual. On the bed is a big box with a

Ships Log
It's been A few days, I don't even remember how I stumbled across this site. I was intrigued, interesting concept. I've not ever done the "social networking" thing so this is pretty new to me. Seems like abit of a learning curve. I'm still getting 'the lay of the land'. Debating whether to put real photo up, maybe a salute?? Seems to me that this ratings/points system is skewed toward rating one another high. I'm one who doesn't really believe in 10's. I'm adjusting that for this site. Anyway, don't know if folks really read these. If so, cheers!

Pissed Off
I am so sick of the way things are. I am stuck at home 24/7 with kids damn near all day. My other half and *the roommates* get to go out all the time, but me hell no. It's always can you watch the kids, do you mind watching the kids? For all that matters I am nothing more than a live in babysitter and a door mat. I am very tempted to move out and leave my other half with the kids damn near all day and let him know how I feel. I would love to be single and live by myself again. But can I really do that?

Auction 4/30/09-5/7/09
Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. Cash bids outway fubuck offers. The auction starts at 5pm Est. March 30th and ends 5pm Est. April 7th. So hurry and get your bid in quick. By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming friends with me yet, now is a great time!

About Me
Hi Everyone, I wish I could tell you all that I came here to enjoy the site like everyone else. I'm going to, when time allows, however, I work online, so my time is limited... And I really don't want to have sensless conversation's here with all you FUBARS, but I do want to meet those that like good rock-n-roll and like to have fun without all the insane drama. I do play and teach guitar, and have a good band that enjoys entertaining those of you who like to get FUBARED You can read more about that at: http://www.guitartabbooks.com I'll tell you more about the band in my next blog post. For now, I'm just trying to partake being a member here and get to know people from Michigan who like good rock-n-roll, and with any luck, meet some great folks who can always use a friend, or... Some great new friends. Well, that's good for now If you're from Michigan, give me a hello hollar!

Dont Wanna
When we talk its like every night we shoutand the things you say....its all i ever cry aboutall your questions that run through your headlike if you love me? and if you really cared? shall i go aheadi tell you that i loved you with all my hearti loved you now and i loved you from the starti don't know how to help you Ive showed everything i felti have given you everything there is..my best card Ive dealtand now that you don't know anymorehow do you think i am to deal with my heart you toreyou tore it into pieces that night you shared this with mei was blinded by your words Ur true feelings i couldn'tseei don't want to let you go.....i never wanted to you knowbut now that your hurting also i should let you gobut just remember I'm doing this for youif i had to choose we would be together until "i do"and even though thats out of the picture nowand as we are going our separate waysjust know that my love will always be yours through all my daysand that even though you broke my hearti will l

You Were All I've Got
Hurt me,break me..it doesn't matter anywayno..don't say a word,just turn around and walk awayi don't need you,i can do it on my ownno..i don't want you,I'd rather be alonego away,oh..please just don't come back againit's just a matter of time,I'll get used to the painyou're sorry..really,please keep it insideI'm learning now to live,without you by my sideI'm trying real hard,i know you're no longer mine"am i okay?"..yeah,everything is finei just lost you,the one thing I'm living forso what?you just so simply walked out the dooryou're not coming back..yeah,i know you won't"i don't have to cry"..you see babe,i don'twhat's wrong with me?"..no,I'm all okaynot a big deal,I've just had my heart broken today"you will stay away to comfort me",thanks it really helps me"you don't wanna see me sad",I'm smiling..can't you seeif this faking will help you,i shall make you happy before i goi will keep all the suffering to myself,i promise i won't let it showyou ask me"do i forgive you?" i reply"why s

Random Ramblings
I have many friends on Fubar, and i like them just fine but of course i believe there is more to accepting friend requests to others. They see it as getting points or fucks, oh big whoop! The meaning to having a true friend on any given social network is the connection you have with them ultimately.

May Is Gonna Be A Bad Month ,
I hope everyone will bare with me for a while , May is a bad month for me and my husband..This would have been the month i was supposed to have my baby, My only baby that we have been trying for 10 yrs... And i lost him this past dec at 5 months along...I had him crematied and so he sits here in my room on a shelf.. We have been thinking bout haveing him buried so i know he is safe. If anyone wants to see picsture of him let me know... So please bare with me if im moody,, R.I.P Christian Joesph Spencer MOMMY and DADDY LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH

Fu Slammers Family
i am starting fu slammers family and it will be a family that will help and assist other family members level and other problems that members are having.and help there friends when possible must add - fan - rate - add to family all members of the family.... so please shout me or private message me if you like to join.

Bitch Made
I jus cant stand bitch made ass niggas these niggas are the ones that seem all good to ur face but behind doors they are the one stabbing you in the back talkin shit str8 disrespcting. After a while u realize that there all around u and every person u thought was a friend.. isnt. And trying to get these people to realize that there hoes and u cant .. so u have to play their games but jus before u start to become jus like them u fuck them over.. you might have to rob them or beat their ass but it worth it... its the only way you can get these people away.. yea, you might have to hurt some real friends along the way but its all worth it. To them its gonna hurt so bad its gonna rock their world. They'll get mad and start to tell everyone they kno that such and such is a bitch or wateva but realize that they were doin it before u fucked them over.

Farm Love
I thought our love would grow,but i guess that isn't so.I thought our love was vastTurns out it didn't last.I'm not sure what i didor what i could of done.I guess it was all in fun,the kind that always ends,you were the kind that always pretends.your love for me wasn't real,and im so quick to heal,your love was sure to grow maybe because someone else sowed,her name ill leave out of this,but you i will not miss.you have done me wrong,never treated me right,here comes another fight.I only tried my best But you loved your girlfriends chest.I gave you all i had theres nothing left aroundbroken branches and no sound.soon the seeds will bloom of another relationship hopefully not of doom.the sun is rising high theres a tear in my eye,I watch the last of yourempty lies blow away.away away away.

Little Things
did you ever notice things aroud you that seem to be a coinicedencemay be there were songs on the radio that you and your lover had...hay is this, yet may seem strange to some maybe no one pays attetion.ive notice sometimes that life can bring back a lot form the past. it may seem werid but it can come true. the past was yesterday and yars and a second ago, if anyone pasys attetion they may see the past come back. ny hypothasis is maybe karma erworking backwords may be its just a coincidense no one knows, it doeshave a reason and its a good one to prevebt mistakes over and over. i know ive seen things life may or maynot restart itself. but what do we all know

The Reason I Draw And Paint
The reason I draw and paint is that in my late teens I met a woman by the name of Carmin, whom inspired me on so many levels it's difficult to describe. From my understanding both Carmin and my mother Sharon both grew up in the same neighborhood as children, and were best friends most of high school. One day Carmin started smoking marijuana. Supposedly a lot of students were doing it at the time although my mother never did. Everything seemed to be going fine both of their grade averages were high as usual. Then one Friday night my mother borrowed the family car and they went to a nearby drive-in theater to see the movie Jaws 3-D. Apparently after a large soda and presumably some popcorn Carmin and my mother made their way over to the washrooms. On their way back to the car a tall man in a gray trench coat and long brimmed stetson hat fifty years out of style asked them if they wanted to buy some magic beans. Normally they would ignore a complete stranger however Carmin giggled, &ldquo

Last Auction For A While
Heres your chance to own Ponyboy0827! He's the truest most reliable friend on Fubar you could have. So.. what are you waiting for? Click the picture below and > > BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's are preferred, however, fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. Auction runs 5pm Est. March 30th - 5pm Est. April 7th.

Fiction Or Fantasy
Fu-land is an amzing place at times. Then there are the times it bites you in the bum. I have a friend a very special friend he is a real face to face friend. I get to hug him and hold his hand I tell him my worries. In return he gets to hug me hold my hand and we comfort each other. For days an online friend of his keeps coming to me asking personal questions. I answer tentatively and do not feed her curiosity. tonight I get a message from her telling me she is his girlfriend and lover for the past two years. We live cleear across the country he and I in one city she as far away as possible. I tried to explain to her that prostituting yourself on cam is not being a lover and chatting online is not being a girlfriend.... But then i still feel as if even though he is my real life friend somehow I have been cheated and misled... I do not feel jealous or angry just confused at how never meeting someone you can tell a real life friend to stay away from your MAN. How can she live with anoth

Lost An Lookin For Reason
I thought I was on a path that was clear only to find that im in a strange place and not knowing whats going on anymore.Thoughts of how did i get here and what will become of what i thought was myself.Lookin for the outside in wonderin where to begin findin a bitter sweet truth that nothing is what it seems.In the light of indiffrence I seem to have found a sence of peace in this alterd state

Buying
ok so i want to buy a bling pack or a cherry bomb but no one wants to sell me one or anything so i thought i would write a blog about my upsetness thats my new word well yea im upset because yea i wanted to bling ppl and cherry bomb ppl but cant well i guess ill go if your selling pm me will buy for 1mil-hector

The Change
I'm not sure when I actually started changing. Some would argue that you always change. But up until a certain point, I didn't. Everything I believed in, everything about me, stayed basically the same. When i was 20, I met a woman. Someone I told everything to, shared all my dreams, all my expectations in life. Her name was Rachel. She was three years younger than me. I still remember the first night I met her.One of her friends had the hots for my best friend. They came to my house and my mom's boyfriend had a karoake machine. I sang to her and the rest was history. I still remember our first time together, it was Valentines Day. We had tried many times, but never had the privacy till that day, and the day before she had her wisdom teeth cut out, so her face was swollen, she looked like a chipmunk, I'm sure she was in pain, but she didn't care, and I didn't care what she looked like, she was the woman I loved. After she finished high school we got a place together. Had alot of ups

Poems
Never look back. Never turn back. There's nothing left for the forgotten one. For the one I love. The one I've always tried to save but only ended up hurting. I've pushed you away with no reason for you to return. I now only have one purpose in life, Not to help but to hide. Hide from the world I once knew. Then I will have helped you. I live life alone hoping that one day you'll forgive me and my wrongs done to you. Maybe then my soul will be set free. Free to go to the happy place I once knew. A place when I was with you. Until then you'll remain in my heart. Forever and always. ©ADP

Prayers/thoughts Needed
I want you guys to meet a very wonderful woman,i guess you could say she is my sister....we always have. Her parents were my babysitters but it grew into so much more than that. I was with them more as a young child that my own parents it seemed so anyway. Not because i was neglected mind you but because in my eyes they was my Mama Darlene and Daddy Cecil. They always treated me as their own. We lost daddy Cecil to cancer not long aftebr losing my own mother to cancer, and then we lose Mama Darlene to cancer soon after losing my step mother to cancer. Cancer is a horrid thing to go through. Its hell on the patient and family also. And I know this woman is worried but I also know it is more for her family than herself. She was my world as a child I followed her everywhere. My sister if not by blood but also my idol. Well to say the worst she has found out that not only did her cancer come back but has spread to other organs as well.......so whether you believe or not please take just

Cupcake Application
So you wanna be a Cupcake?MUST meet the following requirements.*You must be an ACTIVE member of the Beautiful Brutality Lounge**You HAVE to show us that you can be brutal.. we may all LOOK sweet & stuff.. but that is NOT ALL we can be**You must have your page open to the public so that all the girls can go and see what your about and get to know you on they're own**You must have a yim & give it to one of us so we have a way of contacting you**We do EVERYTHING together... if you think this is one of those groups you can just put in your name & not participate in.. you're dead wrong**IF all members of the mafia think you "fit" into our family we will then welcome you in**You must provide ur OWN photoshopped or painted tranny hamster & give it a name* (we will explain the meaning of this upon entry to the group)*This is not an easy group to get into although it seems like it is.. we LOVE our family and ONLY bring in the BEST of the best girls.. and we ARE r/l best friends with one anot

Da Hardest Move
jst thnk'n bout sum shyt. check'n out thz kindof old move SEE NO EVIL, i seen jst bout all da good movie. but shty like,.. THE EYE-ASYLUM-the number23-ONE MISSED CALL- HANNIBAL, & sumother'z. tht 'kane' wuz da shyt get bck wit mea

First Tattoo
so a roommate that is moving in with me works on cars and a tattoo artis as well and he is going to do some art on my body for free since i help him out with rent and things he is a pretty cool dude who had a fuck up life like i did some what the problem is iam not really sure what i want but since the size nor the color matter i guess i have tons to pick from i also plan on getting a few more pierceings i plan on getting my nipples done althought my friend had his doner and said his hurt like hell for a month i wouldl ike to know if that is true but i am for sure going to get my dick pierced in time

Mrs Dmfp
I'm new here so yeah I'm tryin stuff out. I think I like this place. I might have to stick around. If you want me to stick around send me a message, or a friends request or something and holla atcha girl and let me know. I might actually use this thing to let people know what's goin on with me too lol... Muah have a great day!

Hugh's Funeral
All week Hugh has been telling me how he is dieing of the Swine Flu, I shed many tears this week knowing that a dear friend would shortly perish. Today he tells me hes feeling better, this comes as a disappointment since Ive picked out the dress. I even had my whole Mystery woman outfit picked out. I was going to wear Jacki O sunglasses a big wide brim hat and red lipstick with a black slinky dress and high heals. I had the whole placing a single red rose on his casket and sighing planned out. Hes taken all this away from me, so my choices were limited, hence why I picked out a few people to help me Kill HIM.... I WILL NOT LOOSE MY CHANCE TO PLAY THE MYSTERY WOMAN....

Advice For Friends And People Who Need And Want It
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other. Always remember that those who you let go and come back to you that it was meant to be. Do and don'ts: Do have friends of both sexs: This helps because you both will understand each other and able to have a healthy relationship Don't make everything about you: This is dangerous especially all you males reading this.. Never abuse or degrade who you are with. Even though it may seem fun at the time it will end you up in jail and possibly probation or more Do take the time and do something romantic: OMG yes this one is a major plus in there book. Number one way to keep the spark alive is to make her feel wanted and needed. You don't need game for this just give you

Have You Ever..
Have you ever felt out of your own body...as though your watching in....seeing all ur movements...you dont know where to begin....you see yourself cry...as you fall to your knees....you see in your eyes you want to die....but your praying to god please...have you ever felt not yourself...as though you were someone else....looking in the mirror...you see a stranger...it is our fear...that puts us in danger...have you ever felt like your not even real...as though your in a movie...and all you feel is fake....you go by the lines...never worrying whats at stake...have you ever wondered why this poem makes sense...because like you...ive felt this way too...we lose thought of ourselves...and dont know what to do...we run...and find a different path...one that will make us something else...one more question...just from thought...have you ever wanted to just know who you are...without it being sought...that is something...we must feel alone...for we are only people...one is not the same...so w

Not What I Wanted
I want to cry,My life has spun around,My dropping tears,Are the only sound.Killing me in my dreams awake,My life is at stake.To crawl in a corner,And shut myself out,Lately my life,Has been filled with doubt.Ignoring my thoughts,And regretting my past,I hide under the covers,How much longer will this hurt last?Swimming in fears,Forever forgotten,I hate myself,This is not what I wanted.

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Truth
I Know what you want me to say,To make the truth go away,But I won't lie,It's just not in me,That letter I wrote,Was meant for you to see.It's not what you want to hear,But I'm being pure,Read it and leave,If it's what you want.I'll be here if you need me,I'll give you my eyes to see,My breathe to breathe,My love if you need.......I know what you want me to say,But honestly,The truth, will NEVER go away.

Scars Of My Imagination
Hidden underneath my scars,This was always the hardest part,To bleed my true identity,I don't understand what life has done to me.Breathing from the inside out,I close my eyes,My tears slowly shout.A broken bruise,In a fallen heart,I don't know who I am,I didn't from the start.You say you know me,But you really don't,You see the Hurt,That once had shadowed me.I lie to you,Because you lie to me,When you say Im beautiful,The inevitable truth is seen.I cover my pain,I smile through tears,This is me faking,I've done it all these years.You will never know,What I truly feel,You will never see,Who I really am,Because not even I,Know that person.Other than the scars I have left,And the pain I seem to leave,You are nothing but an infigment of my imagination.You are the Scars of my Imagination. So what good am I to anyone ... really? I love with more only to lose it all!!

Life
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.

Take A Moment
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is

Shattered
As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down. My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it? No...it's not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that

Forgetting Is The Hardest Part.
It doesn't matter if your heart breaks They don't even know you're there, It doesn't matter if you're shattered, Or If you've forgotten to care. Because the lies all crash down on you now, you can't act like you're happy anymore, You're hurt beyond repair tonight Just leave, walk out that door. The pain it's all too much to take, Try to run away from yourself, You say that goal is too unreachable, But impossible is what you do so well. Drown everything you used to be, What used to shine out of your eyes, Let this hurt over come it. and finally let down your disguise.

Pls Help Godmother Kelly Ann
MY BEST HOOKAH FRIEND KELLY ANN IS HAVING HER FIRST AUTO 11 RUNNING THROUGH TOMORROW...PLS SHOW THIS GIRL LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE TO HELP GODMOTHER HER....SHE HAS BOMB READY FOLDERS AND IS THE BEST FRIEND TO HAVE...SO WHILE YOU'RE AT HER PAGE, PLS RATE FAN AND ADD HER, YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND PLS REPOST SO ALL CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER 11'S AND POSSIBLY LEVEL UP ON HER...CLICK HER PIC AND THERE YA ARE...MUAHZZZ FU-KERS kelly_ann_@ fubar

Momma's Song
My mother passed away 3 years ago, April 28th. When my brother told me she didn't have long, I started writing this song for her. I couldn't make it past the first verse until Mother's Day the following month. The words started flowing as if she were sitting there with me whispering what to write. The page was soaked when I was done, but I managed to finish it. I've seldom shared it with anyone, as it is quite personal. I would appreciate any feedback. I'll Be Your Friend For Life (Momma's Song) I remember it like yesterday, when I was only twelve. That little church out in the woods, where Momma taught us well. One night during invocation, there appeared to me a light. And in it stood this scarred up man, He said it's time to change your life. (CHORUS) He said come with Me take My hand everything's gonna be just fine. I got these scars by saving you that cross to bare was Mine. And if you take the wrong road trust in Me and you'll be

Innocent Executed
Stop Child Executions sadly regrets to confirm that the Iranian female juvenile Delara Darabi was executed early morning today in the prison yard of the northern city of Rasht, Iran.Delara Darabi was convicted of a alleged murder when she was 17 years old.In violation of Iran's own laws, neither of Delara's attorney were informed of the execution. Delara was hanged only 11 days after Iran's judiciary had officially stated that Delara's execution was postponed for 2 months (http://scenews.blog.com/4837662/)Delara was the most well known Iranian minor on the death row. She was also an artist and continued her art work in prison.In his blog Iranian attorney, Mohammad Mostafaei who represents many Iranian juveniles on the death row wrote this morning: "She was not a murderer. I swear she was not" (http://mohegh.blogfa.com/post-68.aspx)Amnesty International's Deputy Director of the Middle East and North Africa Programme, Hassiba Hadj Sahraoui stated that ""Amnesty International is outraged

God Mistake
u come down here to help but u keep messing up all the time .he tear your wings and say u on your own ,wft u donot want to be here with all the hate ,killing. so u sin all though years u know its wrong ,when u come down thats all we do so god mistake to put u here.

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Planes, Trains And Automobiles
I love to write poetry...PLANES, TRAINS AND AUTO MOBILESPlanes fly high in the sky above land afar in the distance amongst the sky one can see a plane fly high.Trains slither on their tracks, like a snake on land. moving 'bout through an' out mountainous regions that reach the sky.Automobiles roam 'bout freely; with many roads to travel one may not know where a road leads or when it will end.Planes, Trains and Automobiles take people on many journeys high in the sky; through mountainous regions an' along roads who knows when it will end.People make different choices everyday on how to view the world But there is one true way to view the world.....WITH A CLEAR MIND AND A GOOD HEART

Fuckin Assholes
isn't nice how ppl want u to do things for them but when u need somethin they ain't got time for u! i am so tired of all the bullshit! i don't want anyone to ever do anything for me again!! i am so over EVERYTHING!!!

Back...sorta
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and dating..so i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of course..lol but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on here...post pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy one..lol cheap..well now i got bills of my own..so not spending money on here..yea a no brainer...lol new pics:

Evening At A Funeral Service......
Well most people who go to a Funeral Service are quiet and respectful.... but nooooo.. not my best friend Sandi.... I was walking in behind her into the Chapel..there was an older gentlemen holding the door for us, I notice Sandi has a hole in her pants... umm in the buttal region... *blank stare*..... she didn't believe me... I have no idea why....*dramatic pause*... she puts her hand down there and lord and behold!!! theres a huge hole in her seat and around to the cootal area.... she says... too loudly... and I quote..." ohhhh FUCK "....I'm like Sandi, we are in a chapel.. so she says "oh shit I said fuck" and then she said "ohhh God" ... bless the lil old mans heart...he laughed and told her to enjoy her night...first time I have ever been told to enjoy a funeral.... thank god the woman had a jacket on and tied it around her waist..... I could just see her bending over the Widower with her buttal area hangin out for all to see... I laughed inside the entire Service...*blank s

My Little Indiscretions
So recently I find myself pondering my past adventures with the opposite sex, black men, and a handful of one night stands. Through talking my best friend we thought it would be clever for me to write a little novel that'll never be published, just something for my fellow friends to read, and whoever else would like to read. It'll be 85% fact and 15% Hollywood. Just to keep you interested. I will detail all of my sexual encounters to date with the quirk and sense of humor that sex should have. People take sex, and sexaul acts too seriously always keeping the taboo subject behind closed doors and under lock and key. Here I am writing my stories of falling off the bed and hand jobs in the hood. Let everyone embrace thier sexuality as a gift and a toy. Enjoy!

Montebello High School
here's an email my wife got at work that pist me off....... I guess they already finished their English homework!!! Montebello High School in California You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times, nor on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors at Montebello High School took the American flag off the school's flag pole and hung it upside down while putting up the Mexican flag over it. (*See pictures below*) I predict this stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/a

Tell Me What Is Wrong With This
ok as it went from my mumm my wife finally left me and for an update it wasn't just because of ssi it was for another guy so of my friends asked me why you put up with it? i told them i had no idea, yes call me dumb or stupid but i thought i could fight to keep thid marriage going on. but i had failed but thinking of what my friends say they were right friends on fubar and in real life. i give thanks to all that were there for me and yes you know who you are \,,/ \,,/ and i will still be on here chatting on my life lives on stronger than ever thanks to you guys and god himself i tip my hat twords to you guys... other than that ROCK ON FUBAR!!! \,,/ \,,/

Im Yours (song By The Script)
You've touched these tired eyes of mine And mapped my face line by line And some how growing old feels fine I listen close for I'm not smart You wrap your thoughts and works of art And there hanging on the walls of my heart. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. You healed these scars over time And braced my soul, you loved my mind Your the only angel in my life The day the news came, my best friend died My knees went weak, and you saw me cry Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words a

What Some People Forget
We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article 1. Section 1 All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2 The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in which

~i Will Be There~
As I travel the milky way to your heart, my eyes glisten at the thought of your touch; and like a sugar rush, that pumps through my veins, my heart screams, I love you so much. Standing in your arms, makes me whole and cleanses me when I'm cold. Together I hope to grow old, and I know as long as I am with you, I will never fold. Through thick and thin, through this sweetened sin, I couldn't think of a better place for me to be in, because baby,I will be there. I will be there when you want to cry, when you want to die. I will be there when no one else cares, and when you need a friendly stare. I will be there,my Heart. I will be there, to care, and to make the rare so full of those angelic stares that take your breath away. As my heart rides the tide to your soul, my breathing gets caught up in the freshness of your beauty. This beauty is unmatchable, and there is no one like you on this earth. Lets spread our wings and fly, stealing time for

Hiya Everyone
hiya everyone, im new here and hope make friends with some of u ..if u like to be friends with me pls feel free add me ok.. since im new here so i will have get to used this and learn how creted my profile here so u all know more about me soon alright so please be patient ok.. u all have great day, wink.

Wtf Is Love
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START OR HOW TO BEGIN, BESIDES SAYIN' IM TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST WANNA GIVE UP AND GIVE IN AND DISAPPEAR FROM THIS LIFE... YOU OPEN UP YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE AND JUST TO HAVE THAT PERSON TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU..TELLIN' YOU THAT THEY DON'T WANT THIS AND THEY DON'T WANT THAT... THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT.. BUT YET YOU DO WHAT THEY WANT AND NOT WHAT THEY DON'T WANT AND THEN THEY GET PISSED AT YOU AND BLOW YOU OFF AND TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT, WALK ALL OVER YOU.. IT'S LIKE YOU CAN'T WIN, ALL YOU CAN DO IS LOSE... SO MY QUESTION I GUESS IS WHAT IN THE WORLD IS LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND TREAT U LIKE SHIT! IS THAT LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THAT U ARE THE ONE, THEN LEAVE YOU HANGING!!! IS THAT LOVE? TELL YOU THEY WILL DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING TO BE WITH YOU, THEN ACT LIKE U AREN'T ALIVE, IS THAT LOVE? THEY SAY THEY WILL QUIT THERE JOB AND MOVE UP BY YOU TO MAKE IT WORK, BUT THEN IGNORE AS UR NOTHNG!!! IS THAT LOVE? I CAN'T ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS CAUSE

What Is Cool?
Cool is almost like God everybody wants to be down with it not knowing how it came about, what it does or just its creation. Cool is imaginary look at the rap artist in the music industry, 2PAC for instance he often referred to himself as Machiavelli, Biggie or the “Notorious B-I-G” used the term, “I’m the Don”, the mob boss in other terms. Or the Group called, “Junior Mafia”, what is a Junior Mafia? We have another rapper that calls himself, “Scarface”, Hussein Fatal, Fidel Castro, Noriega, The “Bomb Liberace”. All of these rapper comparing themselves to Italian mob figures, I find this to be a little humorous because Italian’s have always referred to us as “moolies”, fried chicken eaters, colored, niggers, and would even disown their very own family members if their daughters or sons would become romantically involved with someone other than Italians. Why would you want to imitate something or som

Thief Among Us Here
Liz325 was my payee for my social security disability payments. On 4/8/09 she stole all of my deposit and in turn I lost my apartment and all utilities. I went to the SSI office here and received a bank statement from the SSI office showing the deposit made that morning, by 2 pm that same day she withdrew all money and sent a short txt msg stating f--- you, I'm done. Now she has felony charges from SSI, APS, and the State of Tx for grand larceny, fraud against SSI, and exploitation of a disabled person by illegally withdrawing and using my disability money. Do you want a person like that on this fubar site? She will not be free much longer, the DA estimates about one week before she is formally charged and arrested.. The time she is facing is from 2-5 yrs. I thought you should know what kind of a person you have on your site. Thanx for your attention to this matter..

My First One.
so this is my FIRST blog on fubar. and I AM blogger. been doing it for 4 years now. and I thoroughly enjoy it. I SO BADLY want to level. I have been rating pics forever . need to level so I can upload more pics which equals more points.

Walmart Job
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, A good find for many retirees, I lasted less than a day...... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, Unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, Yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Something Stupid
Written March 3, 2009 Sittin in da closet. let my tears fall. I told myself i wouldnt get hurt again. I did sumthing stupid dis morning. my ex couldnt b straight fwd wit me. so i found out da hard way dat she wit sum1 else. it had me broke dwn n cryin all morning. tried 2 call but da bitch just ignored me. so i took da blade 2 my wrist. n if it wasnt 4 my mommy callin me n demandin i go 2 da hospital. I wouldnt b here. now i gotta see a pyscologist. n get da rite medication i need. damn im such a fuckin fool 2 believe dat u was gonna b wit me.

Ty To All Who Helped Me Level To Godmother!!!
I want to thank all who helped me level to Godmother!! ty ty ty.. I was overwhelmed with the kindness of people. A special thank you to Natural_Witch for winning an auto 11 and sharing that with me and to benderblake for the cherry bomb!! ty ty ty.. I had so much fun!!!! ty all for being great friends to me, that means a lot!!! I love you guys! It was an awesome day!!!! ty =)

Teens Aquitted Of Serious Beating Charges In Death Of Mexican Immigrant
I was outraged When I read This !!!!!! No Wonder Why I trust No One ,,,, Especially The law! POTTSVILLE, Pa. — Prosecutors called the beating death of an illegal immigrant from Mexico a hate crime, and they urged an all-white jury in Pennsylvania coal country to punish two white teenagers for their roles in the attack.Instead, the jury found the teens innocent of all serious charges, a decision that elicited cheers and claps from the defendants' families and friends — and cries of outrage from the victim's.Brandon Piekarsky, 17, was acquitted of third-degree murder and ethnic intimidation, while Derrick Donchak, 19, was acquitted of aggravated assault and ethnic intimidation. Both were convicted of simple assault late Friday following a trial in which jurors were left to sort out the facts of an epithet-filled brawl that pitted popular football players against a 25-year-old Hispanic man, Luis Ramirez, who appeared willing to fight.A representative of Ramirez's family sa

New Results
K again TY for everything, the words, the prayers, the bully's the comments, words fail me .. besides im crap at words :) i went back to Lawton Cancer care centre it seems im jus falling aprt .. biopsy i have to wait for .. they want to start an 8 week treatment of IV solution similar to iron .. my levels are below 3.. should be 9-12. my iron saturation is only 20 percent. so he took more blood to run some more tests get those results when i go back next week. so for now its a trip to cancer care centre for iv treatments he gave me some good ass pain pills and some sleeping pills . unfortunatly there isnt a pill to grow my hair back LOL ..Hell bloody hell Justins hair is longer than mine .. N e wayz Thankyou all so very much i really do mean that Sarah

My Old Kentucky Home
Derby Day is a huge thing in Kentucky. I remember being overseas the majority of my military career and being able to watch the derby on Armed Forces Television. The unique thing of the derby, is the song "My Old Kentucky Home". Overseas, it rang home hard in my heart when i heard it sang. Standing there coming in from patrol, from being in the mud, the muck and the guts. To this day i get just as misty eyed as i do with the Star Spangled Banner. My Old Kentucky Home will always have a place in my heart, only a true Kentuckian would understand. My Old Kentucky Home, Good-Night (1853) Words & music by Stephen Collins Foster (1826-1864) 1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home

Questions
Story IE: Do u have a boyfriend? C: I have. E: Is he working Locally? C: No. He is working Overseas. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u! C: Why? E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don't want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u. Story II E: Any girl friends? C: No. E: So far chased any before? C: Have, but not successful. E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a girlfriend? C: Career is first priority. Currently didn't want to consider This personal issue. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u. C: Why? E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!! Story III E: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Not quite. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you. C: Why? Will this affect your company's reputation? E: No, it does not affect the company's reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist. Story IVE: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Yes.

The Paradox
The paradox of our time in history, is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers. Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense. More knowledge, but less judgment. More experts, yet more problems. More medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We learned how to make a living, but not life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not b

No Strings
This Blog is about No strings attached FUN. Not just sex but hanging with friends and not having to answer for it after the fact. I have checked out some of the online sites that promise you they have what your looking for , thier full of it. Spouses say go on and go have fun with your friends but what happens when you get home, you catch hell. Don't beleive me,call the spouse from work ,ask to go out for a few and spend a couple of hours and watch what happens. All for now but I will return with more.

Fubar Experiences
I never really felt moved to write a blog before, but my experiences of the past week have left me reeling and sad. It makes me question whether or not it is ever safe to call someone met on Fubar a friend... and, if it is, at what point do you do so? You see, what happened is that I have found someone special and am very vocal about it... not overly so, but as one might expect from someone who is excited that she has met someone as wonderful as I have. My version of "shouting from the mountain tops" was in "shouting from my status message." Most of my Fu-friends were simply happy for me... or at least feigned such. My special man loved the gesture. However, one of my Fu-friends decided to contact me in YIM voicing his disapproval of my revealing my feelings for my special man... saying I was "being high school." I asked him to elaborate and he would not. The following day, he used YIM to give me a hard time about it. I was beginning to understand that he thought I should hide

Life Lessons
These are quotes that have meant alot to me . They make me think about the kind of person i want to be and the way to live everyday life and situations it may bring. -Yes losing your hearts desire is tragic, but gaining your hearts desire? That's all you can hope for. This year i wished for love...to immerse myself in someone else and wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted.And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world. Peyton Sawyer- One Tree Hill -Some love stories are not epic novels, some are short stories but that doesnt make them any less filled with love. Carrie Bradshaw- Sex and the City - Truth is still absolute. Believe that Even when the truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you ever imagined. Even when the truth is more cruel than any lie. Lucas Scott- One Tree Hill - Because it is only when you are tested that you discover who u truly are. and it is only when you are tested that you discove

So Im Totally In Love W/kurt Cobain...
...and I think ne one and everybody that was a fan of his or nirvana's should check this out... http://www.spin.com/blog/5-bands-kurt-cobain-would-love its a tribute to urt cobain *as of April 8th Kurt has been dead for 15 years now.. these articles are an overview of the what if's, it theorithies the woulds and whats of kurt, also has some amazng pctures of him in his early years as a child and him with his child,(fancis farmer) And I just want to pont out one thing about his daughter, alot of people think she was named after,francis Farmer(the Hollywood actress dehumanized by insane asylum) Kurt Cobain named his daughter after Frances McKee of the Vaselines, not Frances Farmer, although he did write the song Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle (Drowned Youth: Part V).

Ddl
Hi Everyone :D I just want to let ya'll in on a few things that are going on in the DDL We have had the DDL Radio in the lounge for awhile now.... we have 4 DJ's who are working the station right now Henoth (newest DJ ) WickedPagon (Station Manager) SexiDani (Assistant Manager) DarkLady

C.o.f Train!!!!
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Friendship Angel Poem
When I have no one to turn toAnd I am feeling kind of low,When there is no one to talk toAnd nowhere I want to go,I search deep within myselfIt is the love inside my heartThat lets me know my Angels are thereEven though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my faceAnd the sun begins to shine.I hear a voice, so soft and sweetSaying, 'Everything will be just fine'It may seem that I am aloneBut I am never by myself at all.Whenever I need my Angels nearAll I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always trueOn that you can depend.They will always stand behind youAnd will always be your friend.Through darkest hours and brightest daysOur Angel's see us throughThey smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friendI will be there for you until the end.

Mine!!!
sittin' @ home,, with a thousand n' one thoughts racin' thru my mind.. i mean everything is runnin' around up there... y the chick @ Tim Hortons,, always gets my order wrong,, idk about u all,,, but when i say supreme.. i would think that.. that word alone would stand out allllll by itself in the order.. lol... y that one car backed outta his driveway... then when out on the street he stops n' just sat there.. in the middle of the road.. what was he doin'?? have to go to the store n' get something 4 supper... but what am i gonna buy?? y is my pic crooked on the wall... should i fix it... lol i mean really can anymore crap just wonderin' up there... well off i go.. to the store... lol Laterz....

Walking With Angels
Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,The Keepers of magic and dreams.Angels watch over you wherever you go,Keeping each day perfectand promising a bright new tomorrow. The motto of all angels is"It is a wonderful life." Wherever there is love,An angel is flying by. Angels help you carry the ball,carry a tune, carry your weightand carry on! Your guardian angel knows you insideand out and loves you just the way you are. Angels keep the world safe for hummingbirdsand butterflies and rainbows in spring.Angels keep it simple and always travel lightAngels love whispering secretsand whistling in the darkWhenever you hear music,an angel is speaking to you. Remember to leave space in your relationshipsso the angels have room to playYour guardian angel helps youfind a place when you feel there is no place to go. Keep a spare angel in your pocketAngels carry high-beam lightsto help you through the darkest hoursWhenever you feel lonely,a special angel drops in for tea. Every time yo

Orgasmically Challenged Lol
Ok so I'm sitting here rating Diana's pic during her HH...My one son is playin the 360, the other on the couch beside me, he's 11...I hear this buzzzzzzzzz'ng sound and ignore it cuz I figure it's the 360...Then Nick my 11 yr old say MOM, what is this??? OMFG one of my worst fears hits me in the face...Nick has my small "toy" in his hand asking me what this is...I have this deer in the headlight look on my face I'm sure...He says I found this in your purse mom, what is it??? I said, you found that in MY purse??? Stalling (sp) so I can come up with some kind of believable reason that is in my purse...Yeah yeah I keep it in my purse "hidden" cuz the sperm donor is threatened by them and has always accidentally thrown the others in the trash...I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE WOW, YOU FOUND THAT IN MY PURSE???Well, my 13 yr old who is turning 30 says LOL that's a neck massager, RIGHT MOM??? Laughing his ass off the entire time...I said *shrugs* I guess it is...Nick is like oh cool I wanna us

Tired Of Little Girls Trying To Be Women
why do ppl have to think they have to play games it gives nice guys like me bad rep that pisses me off that little boys cant get there head out of there ass so if any real women lookin 4 a real man let me know lataz 4 now

You
As the sun glows with a pretty sunset, I think of the wonderful girl I have net, as stars shine with a heavenly light, thoughts of her touch have me higher than a kite, As day after day come to an end, I find comfort in knowing she is more than a best friend, as she looks at me in that caring way, There's no need to speak- her actions, they say, As she fills every room with care, you are more than a friend, your the meaning of love, and for you, I will always be there.

A Promise Of Forever
Will You stay by my side, through everything? The good and the bad, whatever life may bring? Will You wipe away, all the sadness and tears? Help me through all, my anxieties and fears? Will You still be there, when things get tough? Picking me up, when I've had enough? Will You be the one, to never stop caring? To love me always, could You be that daring? Will You be the one, to never leave? So over You, I'll not have to grieve? Will You be the one, to not break my heart? Forever and ever, 'til death do us part? Will You be the one, to not cause me pain? To not break my heart, again and again? Will You be the one, to never cheat? even if sometimes, You feel beat? Will You be the one, to not raise a fist? Or put me down, with words that twist? Will You stay with me forever, for our whole lives through? Will You love me unconditionally, as I will You?

Update
so it turns out i wont be moving after all thank goodness for that the landlord was stupid enuff to come by and do the math in his head with out useing a calculator turns out he wanted more then the rent agreement well so he came by later on to say iam sorry so atlest he was able to admit that he fucked up god i wish everything was that easy in life

Last Minute Dragon
Last Thurday, I had a busy day. I had to take care of last minute bills and banking issues, pack my bags to go and be done by 4:00 pm so I could make it to see my youngest son's baseball game by 5:15. at 8:00 am in the morning I got a text from the dragon (my ex), about some bullshit issue several text later I think I answered the question. at 10.00 am , I get another text message concerning child support. I was in the process of setting up my bill pay on the situation so Informed her of some of the changes and made adjustments let her know. Several texts later and a phone call got that issue clear up.at around 11am to 1:00 pm issue concerning my oldest son.at around 2:00pm she texted me asking me if my brother was going to the graduation, I said I suppose. She texted back, I need to know. after 15 texts that day I had enough. I texted back, I am packing to go to war. she texted back saying she understood. Finished the primary packing in time, headed to the game. Te

What We're Hiring For
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.....in Bed
...in bed, So I'm sure we have all had our quickies, our one night stands, romantic nights with the one(S) you care about etc etc. I know most of us have our own styles for each BUT can different styles go with different feelings for you partner? typically the rough sex is one that brings out the more animalistic side of people and soft romantic sex is more of a demonstration of your feelings right? now here is were i get confused with rough sex can it mean both things if your with the right person? when i think of rough sex the word fuck comes to mind were as with the other it that just sounds harsh but at the same time is there more passion with romantic soft sex or is the passion really found in the rough animalistic sex? with one you do just to bring one another to a climax but the other take your time to enjoy each other.... but which one would be considered caring for the other i mean getting some one to climax is probably the nicest thing you can do right? So trying as hard as

Nothingness
What is Love? I'll tell you what it is, it's something for fools. Fools think they are in love, they chase after it like once they have it thier life will mean something. They catch it and they are no better for having it. They hold it to tight and it slipes through their fingers like sand. Then washes away...If they are one of the lucy ones they will not hurt because of it but the mojority of US will. Yes I am one of those fools of which I speak...I was the child that lost the love from her father when he pasted.....the child whose Mother beat and then turned her back on...the child who even though I knew that she could not love me came back to be beat again an again because that was the only form of love I could get. The little sister who was left behind. The child who everyone said was saved when they came an took me from my hell at home to throw me into a hell much worse. The child that Men used as they pleased and then passed me around like a dirty mag....that was love so I was t

Good Tyme Charlie's
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

I Am Proud
I Am Proud! You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK....But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?-You have the United Negro College Fund.-You have Martin Luther King Day.-You have Black History Month.-You have Cesar Chavez Day.-You have Yom Hashoah-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi-You have Al Qaeda-You have the NAACP.-You have BET.-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Mother's Day Auction Enter Now!!!
COME BE A PART OF MY FIRST EVER AUCTION!!! THIS IS A MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION AND WILL BEGIN MAY 3RD AND END ON MAY 9TH AT MIDNIGHT SO YOU WILL BE OWNED FOR MOTHER'S DAY! THIS AUCTION IS OPEN TO EVERYONE! TO ENTER THE AUCTION PLEASE SEND 50K TO ME AND A PIC AS WELL AS THE LIST OF WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING TO THE HIGH BIDDER ASAP SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TEMPLATE PRIOR TO THE START OF THE AUCTION! YOU WILL ALSO BE PROVIDED WITH A CLICKABLE LINK TO USE TO PROMOTE YOURSELF!! I WILL NOTIFY YOU AND THE HIGH BIDDER WHEN THE AUCTION IS OVER! PAYMENT WILL BE MADE FROM THE HIGH BIDDER DIRECTLY TO YOU! COME JOIN IN THE FUN!!

Does Anyone Really Read This Shit, Anyway?
Well. Hi, folks. If anyone's reading this, there's something horribly wrong with you. Run while you still can and seek professional help. Really. I suppose the point of a blog is to recount recent events and share your thoughts with others. When the fuck did we stop calling that a journal or diary? Anyway. Let's see. I'm presently being stalked by a woman who's ugly as sin, 10 years older than me, and married with a kid. My job officially sucks. I've been fucked outta 7 months' worth of vacation and sick time because of my company. And now, instead of giving me full-time benefits like they SHOULD'VE 7 months ago (Okay. Technically, they had twelve weeks, so they shoulda given me full-time benefits 4 months ago. But whatever.) they're cutting my hours. I haven't seen my family in over two years. Which is really starting to suck. The girl I'd been dating finally told me she's bisexual. And her girlfriend is jealous of me. Lovely. I need a fuckin' drink. Damn you. Damn everyone. "I

Crazy Night
Ok I am the night manager for a hotel. I think I run a nice hotel with some uhhhh unique moments. And tonight is one of those moments. A good friend of mine is staying here tonight. He came to me earlier about some screaming and things being thrown around. I stepped out the back door and could hear someone screaming bloody muder! I went back inside and called for help while he went to make sure everything was alright. I was standing outside talking to the police telling them what was going on. My friend knocked on the door and could hear "Stop hurting please help!!" and the door opened up....out came a 41 yr old naked man screaming! He tried to attack my friend!! Luckly Jam was aware and jumped out of the way. The guy knocked Jam's room key or whatever he had in his hand out of his hand. Ready for this? The guy's room is on the 2nd floor and all our rooms open to the outside. He leaped off the top of the stairs and land on his belly. Got up and started screaming. And throwing hims

Looking For Some Meat
ok guys, this is why i show it all off. i need some cock this weekend for my girlfriend and myself. if you have pics send them my way. i am only interested if you are availible in tx. you will have to wear a condom, but we both swollow and take facials. i only want to see that dick. oh, and dont think small is a bad thing. i do love anal but i can only handle a shorty. if it gets to be a regular thing, i will let you cum in me. thanks!!!!

Tormented
Ok this is a little new to me, as I now find myself single again with another man living in my home, but here I am. Not even sure why I'm here so any input would be appreciated. But if you are the same type of tramp I am still unfortunately married to, then don't bother. Right now I am bitter and on guard, but I am working on it. Is there solice of actual friendship in here, or is it all just more BS for those with nothing better to do? Help me out here. Oh by the way. the tramp in the picture behind me fell off, but quickly jumped on a steroid freak, so good for her.

Life Or Something Like It
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.

My Sick Day
It was a rather depressing day at the office so I decided to call in a sick day. My boss was not overly thrilled but he didnt object to my leaving early. What would a caring compassionate guy like me have to be depressed about? Well, it started three weeks back when Marsha and I got into a huge fight resulting in her telling me she was moving out of our apartment of a year. She said I wasn't satisfing her needs. What else could I do? I fingered that lovely clit until juicies ran. I would eat her out pushing my tounge deep into that wonderfully tight cove of love until she screamed. I always put her needs ahead of my own selfish satisfaction. Isn't that what love is? Well, I thought it was. I thought we were doing great as a couple. All our friends said we were good together and wondered what the hell went wrong when Marsha packed a bag and walked out of our life. I didn't look forward to walking into the apartment still full of Marsha's belongings. I thought her leaving it behind would

War Vet Vs. Mexican's
First and Foremost This is not a Racist or Predjudice Blog About a month ago, a Marine walking home from a party was jumped by 5, that's right 5 low life Mexicans. This Marine chose to give up his wallet, or anything they wanted. By their choosing, they decided to rough him up. They threw him down on the pavement, and proceeded to kick, and punch him while on the ground. This Marine was just going to take it, and let them take what they wanted. Then one participant decided he did not get enough licks in, and kicked this Marine in the temple. Big mistake, this awoke the sleeping giant. This Marine had taken enough!! In fear of great bodily harm,his fight, or flight mechinism kicked in. The Marine arose, with a cell phone in his hand, he proceeded to get up, and pummeled three into submission, out cold. The 4th member of the tough guys,stood out of the way, not wanting to get hit anymore. The 5th jackass, took off with his wallet, then Marine chased him down, tripping him,and beat

Pimpout From Ice
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