Fubar Blogs 5

Look Ma, An Idiot!
"Your blade skill has increased. You should rest and meditate on what you've learned." Fuck yes. And my awesomeness continues. Across the room, over by the computer, I hear Gimpy The Wondertard steadily babbling at herself in frustration. As usual. I figure she's trying to read again, or mayhap think. Either way, it's a huge challenge. "I'm through talking to you!" Wow, asshole...I hate Skingrad. My GOD, would she PLEASE shut the fuck up!? It's a proven fact that someone that can only read outloud, or mutter while reading is showing signs of lower intelligence. Much akin to 'mouth breathing'. Finally she asks for help. I saw THIS coming. "Matt, c'mere...I cain't figgure this out." "Hmm?" "Whut's an animated biography?" "Obviously it's a biography that's animated." "But ah dun' git how thay want me ta' do it." "Wait...Your medical transcription class wants you to make an animated biography? That's fucking apples and oranges, lemme see what you mean." *pause* I get up, and

My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

Tattoo
this will be my first tattoo....unfortunately i have to keep it covered because of work......pissants wont allow tats to show...i wear short sleeved shirts and cant have it below elbow length......help me please....and i dont want it where i cant see it

Ima Smack A Bitch
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means

Rediscovery
Hello Fu-Wrld this will be my on going bog about my reentery into society after serving 5 years in prison for felony poss. of a firearm, and poss. of a controlled substance.I was released frm prison on June 29,2009. From Haynesille Correctional Center located in Virginia As of this date I am still Clean and Sober, I've turned my lifearound, the first time in 25 years I am not Getting hih on one drug another! So far I have gotten my old Job back for SeaBoard Builders and working with my best friend Jaded1(Dennis), Living with him, He was kind enough to rent me a room in hi home.I have ordered my Studio Tattoo Kit so I can start tattooing again and I have made some good friends i the rooms of N/A, I feel good about where I am in my life, Ifeel good about where I m going, I haven't found a special woman yet but I am hopeful that if I stay the course and keep it, all things will come around. Today is July 24,2009 and I'll post every day or so, If you hae a lovd one doing time then please

Grok
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres

Fire And Brimstone
Another Poem "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance". Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance. I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself. Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins* But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex. Now I am thinking, is he kidding? He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance. Can you imagine? Thinking romance is sex. It got me thinking. Do men really think that? Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic? I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them. A delivery of flowers for no good reason. Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed. Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day. A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers. Any and all of these t

My Drawings (the Wolf And Other Drawings Came From Deviantart.com
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

Distribution
In efforts to gain more points, friends, page visits, rates so on so forth, I purchased a bit of bling the other day. Now I'm stumped on how to dish it out to all my favorite FU's. I have created this blog to gain ideas on what is bling worthy! So please comment! I need the advice this was my first bling pack and would hate to see it go to waste. So tell me what i should do.......

Sleep
Have you been tired, but not sleepy???? lol i am sitting here looking at my boys sleeping in the living room (fell asleep there while watching tv and i just don't have the heart to move them) and wishing that i could lay there on the floor and just pass out with them. i am soooo tired, but soooo not sleepy. The boredom is kicking in, but i still can't lay down and go to sleep. Having an upset tummy doesn't help either. i need a boring story to get me in the mood to sleep. lmao

This Is What I Feel...
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

Boobie Contest
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible http://www.fubar.com/user/1573896 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 3. And now, please vote, already behind... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni

Men! Will They Eva Learn?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

Bubba Walks On Water
Bubba had long> heard the stories of an amazing> family> > tradition. It> > > seems that his father,> grandfather and> great-grandfather> > had all been able to> > > walk on water on their> 21st birthday. On that special> day,> > they'd each> > > walked across the> lake to the bar on the far side> for> > their first legal> drink.> > > > So when Bubba's 21st> birthday came around, he and> his> > pal Jim Bob took a> > > boat out to the middle of> the lake, Bubba stepped out> of> > the boat .... And> > > nearly drowned! Jim Bob> just barely managed to pull him> to> > safety.> > > > Furious and confused,> Bubba went to see his grandmother.> > 'Grandma,' he> > > asked, 'it's my> 21st birthday, so why can't I> > walk 'cross the> lake like my > > pappy, his father, and his> father before him?'> > > > Granny looked deeply into> Bubba's troubled eyes and > > said, 'Because your> > > father, your grandfather> and your great grandfather> were> > born in January,> > > when the lak

Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

Haters
to all the haters out there. hate me if u want it must mean i am importain to you. i am glad that i am because to be honest with you you are not to me. to the man i love i am sorry i can be there in your life like u want me to just know that no matter what u will always have that part of me that i tried so hard not to let u have. and u r the reason for these bitches that r haten on me i have what they want and they r just mad because they can't have it the way i do. know that u r in my heart and thoughts everyday and i prey everynight god watches over u while u do what it is that u do. i love you and hope u all understand. u r my king and u will always be my king. no one can ever replace u no matter what they try. u r the one that can make me or break me.

You Are Not Allowed To Use My Answers!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!Your first answer....quickly! Forward to your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answers as the person who sent it to you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Name two things you use in the shower: Touch Myself ;) 2. Name something a man might buy before a date? Rubs one off...? 3. What is another word for a pimple? Whitehead4. What is something you cook in the microwave? uhmm..nothing 5. A piece of furniture people need help moving Bed6. Name a reason a boy might want an older woman? Experience7. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Hump Owner's Leg 8. A kind of test you cannot study for? Brain Wave Test 9. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Fishing 10. Name a phrase with the word home in it. Homeland Security 11. Name a sport where players lose teeth? Boxing12. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day? Pop Qu

Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Round Three Latest Results
ROUND THREE RESULTS Last Posted as of: Wednesday - 7-29-09 @ 12:35pm pst 418 Classy *** ADVANCES*** 371 Des Tin E ***ADVANCES*** 186 Sweet Southern Adicktion ***ADVANCES*** 155 Cookie Puss 105 TAGGEDBYANANGEL 111 DarlynnOne 101 Rocker~Chick 73 Lola 70 Chaley 69 Ammaliato **13 comments 69 Mollybird **11 comments

Digital Entrepreneur Collaboration
Imagine a world of sharing ideas that collaborate grow for individuals and small groups of people to prosper. Review the web site I am building and give me feedback. www.romualdas.com and the model www.ted.com that inspired me to develop and link to them. Shortly i will be visiting my fellow teacher in Toronto www.thedirectorscut.ca to review how we could share ideas.

It Happens Again.... What Is Wrong With People???
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

Passion
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.

How I Think
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.

The Rants And Raves Of A Knave
Winds whip about as skies darken The hot electric words dance in the the thunder It is a clamor of truths in the textures Of a shroud of deeper greys veiling Rays of light, or warmth. The swirl stirs not only the rustling leaves A door opens to see the foretold. And the first few drops of nature Her love of cleansing drop from the heavens Washing over and about me Breathing in the moment and it is refreshing Rolling over the distances of plain and mountain This thunder comes into the soul and bone. The nuance rains, washing the oily voices away. Alive and free and stepping ito its torrent An intensity is cleansed of tarnish To stand amidst this beauty With its dole of tthe dirty clinging. And the out the door come the old pair of loves A subtle softness airs from them A gaze finds them in the storm And their hands move to each other From want will and relex Hand in hand. . . .

Abulab
I posted a video of Jorma Kaukonen playing "Hesitation Blues" on Facebook the other day. Since then I've been learning to finger pick it myself. So today I'm leaving the thrift store and I see a guy playing for tips in front of the tobacco shop. I approach him while he tunes up. He has short gray hair, thick-lensed wire rim glasses, and long, smoke stained teeth shooting out of his mouth in various directions. I nod hello as I drop a dollar in his opened guitar case and squat beside him. He nods back and starts finger picking "Hesitation Blues." Now, I attach no significant meaning to any of this, other than whatever meaning lies inherent in the experience itself. But f*ck-me-runnin, does anyone else find this a bit odd?

Dixon Giackino
As most of you know, I lost my son last month in an ATV accident. My life since then has been a nightmare of tears and pain. My family and I have been taking some comfort in the fact that Dixon was able to donate his organs and tissues to others. I am very proud that he was my son and I miss him so very much. My family and I have decided to start a scholarship in Dixon's name. He should have graduated with the class of 2010. We have started raising funds so that we can give the first scholarship to his classmates. If anyone would like to donate to this fund, we would greatly appreciate it. We will be doing several fundraisers throughout the year. If you would like to contribute to this cause, please send your donation to Tara Hamilton Dixon's Scholarship Fund PO Box 56 Wakefield, MI 49968 Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers in this terrible time. I miss my son so very much. He was such a special young man. I will never be the same and I will do everything that I can

Errogant People...
I fucking can't believe all tha stupid ass holes that come out of tha wood works..!!All i did wuz post a mumm to try and find friends... then all tha Fucking Jerks start in with ..my grammer and tha 'way I talk in words... well Fuck u!!!!!!! If u have issues of people you dont even know... keep it too your Fucking self!!...And of course this is too all tha jerks that commented.. negative...

Discouraged
OK SO I HAVE NEVER SEEN THE MOVIE "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" BUT I KNOW EXACTLY WHICH CHARACTER I AM! NOW I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...AND I HAVE COME TO REALIZE IT'S ALL MY FAULT! I HAVE SUPPORTED EVERY MAN I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH...EMOTIONALLY...FINANCIALLY,,,AND EVEN PHYSICALLY.. I AHVE NEVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT OR NEED. NOW I REALIZE ME BEING A BIG GIRL HAS A LOT TO DO WITH WHY I'M SINGLE...BUT I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW I MAY BE BIG BUT I AM BEAUTIFUL! YUP THAT'S ME...BBW! I ALWAYS SEEM TO FALL FOR THE EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE! AND THAT NEEDS TO COME TO A STOP! I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE HE IS GENUINLY EXCITED JUST TO SEE ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO STOPS ME MID SENTENCE JSUT TO SAY IM BEAUTIFUL,,,WHO ISN'T AFRAID TO JUST HOLD ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO THINKS I'M WORTH IT..WORTH THE LOVE HE HAS TO GIVE. AND AS MUCH AS I AM A ROMANTIC, I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT HE EITHER DOESN'T EXIST OR HAS BEEN SNATCHED UP BY SOMEONE LE

Crazy Fucking Skanks
Why do fucking stupid skanks (Jessica) like to fuck with my man. The god damn fucking baby mama drama from her skank ass needs to stop. All she is doing is getting herself into trouble because of the fact that she writes things that can be used against her like the fact that lil Robert has tried to choke lil Khalyn. One day she says My baby (Adam) can come see the kids, but when he calls to set a day up her shitty ass step-dad get on the phone & says Adam has to go though the courts to see the kids & she listens to him.Then she waits # months before trying to put a injuction for protection on herself & the kids (which did not work). The courts drop that cuz she waited to long (HAHA skank). In the injuction she tried to say the Adam ruined some of her belongings, but she does not realize that I was the one who helped Adam go through the things that she ruined. There were 7 bags of clothes & dale earnhardt things & only 4 or 5 were able to be kept. The main fucked up thing is that she is

Redneck Words Of The Day
Redneck> words of the day> > 1. *Cheese*> The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a> sentence. Pepito replies:> Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.> > 2. *Mushroom*> When all my family get in the car, there's not> mushroom.> > 3. *Shoulder*> My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know> how to read so I, shoulder.> > 4. * Texas *> My fren always Texas me when I'm not> home> wondering where I'm at!> > 5. *Herpes*> Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and> she got herpes.> > 6. *July*> Ju told me ju were going to tha store and July to me! > Julyer!> > 7. *Rectum*> I had 2 cars but my wife rectum!> > 8. *Chicken*> I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go> herself.> > 9. *Wheelchair*> We only have one enchilada left, but don't worry> wheelchair> > 10. *Chicken* *wing*> My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.> > 11. *Harassment*> My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her> honey harassment> nothing to me.> > 12. *Bish

The Ride Of Your Life (absolutely Brilliant)
George Carlin on aging! (Absolutely Brilliant)IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpli

Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land. Written By: Me.

Lonely...
when you have nothing everything seems dule...boreing...depressing sitting in the dark by yourself thinking about what you could of had or done if all that time wouldn't of been waisted on that person all that time that you could of been out with your friends you stayed with that person and all for nothing i don't get it what compells a person to blow everything off for love when they know that love isn't real i'm of course talking about myself and my baby's momma but it can relate to alot of ppl why can some ppl find that special person right away with no heart break but others like me have to go through heart break after heart break after heart break untill they give up give up on life and everything...well i give up...

What If????
Friends tell you their secrets Friends are meant to share Friends are meant to cheer you up, What happens when they’re not there? Is it hard when you don’t have Someone to lean upon? When you need a friend to care, but they, your friends, have gone? What if you were split Up from your best friend? Do you think you’d care If your friendship ends? Would you slowly drift apart, Go in separate ways? Or would you both grow closer Grow closer day by day? What if your friends started Saying things behind your back? Would you stand and face them, Or would your courage lack? Perhaps it would be safer To let your friendships mend, Push these thoughts behind you, And make the questions end.

Jesus Was Way Cool
Jesus was way coolEverybody liked JesusEverybody wanted to hang out with himAnything he wanted to do, he didHe turned water into wineAnd if he wanted toHe could have turned wheat into marijuanaOr sugar into cocaineOr vitamin pills into amphetaminesHe walked on the waterAnd swam on the landHe would tell these storiesAnd people would listenHe was really coolIf you were blind or lameYou just went to JesusAnd he would put his hands on youAnd you would be healedThat's so coolHe could've played guitar better than HendrixHe could've told the futureHe could've baked the most delicious cake in the worldHe could've scored more goals than Wayne GretzkyHe could've danced better than BarishnikovJesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think ofJesus was way coolHe told people to eat his body and drink his bloodThat's so coolJesus was so coolBut then some people got jealous of how cool he wasSo they killed himBut then he rose from the deadHe rose from the dead, danced aroundThen went u

Through The Fire And Unto The World
Greetings to the few who will actually read this for what it is worth. Day started norammly, was awake until about seven, went to lay down, slept until eleven. Woke up, went to work, left after about ten hours, work was slow. But to the eventful part, my phone was almost constantly ringing off the hook. Mostly people wanting to go drinking, can't too tired, and need to save cash. Moving on, actually got to talk to my buddy Dayne, hadn't spoke to him for about 3 monthes. We chilled, talkin' 'bout life, women, past romances, being burned, (Almost literally for me.) and whatthe future may hold. As well as a side track for physics, space, anit-matter, well you get the point. Finally he began to open up to his girlfriend, finally. I understand his rouble, but he really needs to open up more. All right, I'm getting agitated but you, thwe reader, don't undersand why. I was born September 11th 1985, worst birthday ever, I know. Nut seven and a half weeks later, oln Halloween

Ummm
my heart is empty my head is lost but have to begin where it hurts tha most to hide those feelings u cut so deep telling my heart not to weep keep my head up oh so high telling myself I will not cry will not let u see even tho u know wat uve done to me wat u took and wat i gave theres nothing left to do but wave... goodbye to u my once true friend now its time to say tha end

Redikard.com
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Conversion (part 1)
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the

Conversion (part 2)
Vanessa:I wake to dim light and the rattle of chains.It takes a moment for me to realize that the chains are attached to my own wrists; apparently, I have been restrained to Michael's wall with my arms above my head. I’m still in the outfit I had on when I killed my husband -- short skirt, stockings, and heels.“You’re finally awake,” Michael says from a few feet away. “It’s been several hours.” He is wearing a pair of loose fitting tie-wasted pants and little else; his bare chest is hairless and incredibly muscular, as are his arms and shoulders. Now I’m awake.“Why am I chained to a wall?” I ask, more sarcastically than I’d hoped.“You’ll see soon enough,” he says. “When your first blood-lust hits you tonight, you’ll be… rather difficult to control. So I restrained you first.” He explains further to me that the first night after a change like mine is typically the worst night I&r

Safe City Street Tour
SAFE CITY STREET TOUR 2010 The Safe City Street Tour is an "absolutely no questions asked" guns for concert tickets event. The tour will host 35 States and 50 cities in 12 months and will feature the biggest names in the music industry. If you are interested in knowing more about this event and how you can become part of this event in your city, contact us at: safecitystreetour@yahoo.com

Just Because I Have The 'right' To Remain Silent Doesn't Mean I Have To.
For the past few years, my status has been what I like to call "Single by choice." It's not because I don't get lonely or I don't miss female companionship. It's because relationships turn me into an insecure, controlling wreck. It's a hard thing to come to grips with, but it's true. The other side of this is that since I am a musician by profession, there is ALWAYS a one night stand or two available if I want. That's really not my style, though, so I tend to spend a lot of nights at home talking to strangers on the internet. When I get really lonely, there are also a handful of friends with benefits that I can call upon. Now the dilemma. A few weeks ago I met someone after a show I had played. We hung out on a very platonic level for a few days, during which time I became more and more enamored with her. All the while, I know that pursuing a relationship with her is wrong on a multitude of levels (besides my own issues), so we hung out.. watched TV, played around on the

Can't Wait Til September
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!

Bad Habits
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol

Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.

Going Back To Roberta
Auntie Berta, Im writting this to let you know that i am thinking about you. Lately you have been on my mind. I just miss you so much. And i wish so badly that things were diffrent. I wish that you didnt leave us. I love you so much. You were the only person that was ever there for me. You helped me through so much. I could talk to you about anything and you never juged me. i feel lost with out you and gramms here with us. Our family is falling apart. Im just waiting for GOD to give me a sign that you are watching down on me. And that you are still there for me. You may not be here phsically, but i know that you are here in spirit.

Do You Mind Getting Fanned!
Hey everyone, I just ran into a peculiar situation, rare in fact, looking back at my weeks on Fubar. I rated and fanned someone, who got all upset about being fanned without having been asked 'permission' So, I'm checking to see how rare this is.... anyone out there want to be asked before they get fanned? if so how come? There may be a good reason, I don't realize yet, and I may not be the only one. I'm just asking, don't feel like you have to defend it. Anyone just happy to get fanned period! lol

Horney 4 Only 1 Man
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is

Roll Of Honour
Read the roll of honour for Ireland's bravest men We must be united in memory of the ten England you're a monster, don't think that you have won We will never be defeated while Ireland has such sons In those dreary H-Block cages ten brave young Irishmen lay Hungering for justice while their young lives ebbed away For their rights as Irish soldiers and to free their native land They stood beside their leader the gallant Bobby Sands Now they mourn Hughes in Bellaghy, Ray McCreish in Armagh's hill In those narrow streets of Derry they miss O'Hara still, They so proudly gave their young lives to break Britannia's hold Their names shall be remembered as history unfolds Chorus Through the war torn streets of Ulster the black flags did sadly wave To salute ten Irish martyrs, the bravest of the brave Joe McDonnell, Martin Hurson, Kevin Lynch, Kieran Doherty They gave their lives for freedom with Thomas McElwee Michael Devine from Derry you were the last to die With your nine brave companions,

New Divide
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around meI remembered each flash as time began to blurLike a startling sign that fate had finally found meAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyesGive me reason to fill this hole, connect the space betweenLet it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divideThere was nothing in sight but memories left abandonedThere was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snowAnd the ground caved in between where we were standingAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divideIn every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd denyAnd each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hideAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wron

Country Music 24/7
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. DJ RENAGADE FOR SOUTHERNXTREMERADIO http://www.fubar.com/lounge/hitechspleasure

Shatterd Faith!!
shatterd faith Current mood: disappointed to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart

Message In A Bottle
message in a bottle... Current mood: imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f

Love And Friendship
love and friendship sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe

Stepping Stones Of Life
steping stones of life. Current mood: awake life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are

This Is So Fucking Cute!!
fuckn love this!! Current mood: amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.

Just A Reminder
Pentagon identifies captured soldier in Afghanistan By Reid Wilson Posted: 07/19/09 10:04 AM [ET] The Pentagon on Sunday identified the American soldier taken hostage by the Taliban on June 30, the same day his captors released a video purporting to show him alive.The Defense Department identified the soldier as Private First Class Bowe Bergdahl, a 23 year old from Ketchum, Idaho. Bergdahl is a member of the 501st Parachute Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Richardson, Alaska. On Sunday, a video posted on a Taliban-run website showed Bergdahl for 28 minutes. Bergdahl said he was captured after falling behind on a patrol. He said the date was July 14, last Tuesday."I’m scared, scared I won’t be able to go home. It is very unnerving to be a prisoner," Bergdahl says on the video, according to The Associated Press.American officials have said they are doing everything they can to find and free Bergdahl. Taliban commanders in Southeastern Afghanistan, where

Wats Wrong With Me?
theres obviously something wrong with the way i look,my old fashoned, do things at the house,type of lifestyle, or maybe my bedroom things that women just dont want.im divorced twice raisin my 4 yr, old little boy on my own.his mom is with a guy she met on the damn internet, she lives 8 blocks from us and will not even make an attempt to come see my 4 yr old aint that sad?ive had hi since a 1 yr and 1/2 old and she may have had contact with him 6 months total.now im single again from datin another chic and my kid got attacted to her well i gotta go for now....rocky

9 Months Later!!!
> 9 months later!!!> > > > > > Jack decided to go skiing with> his buddy, Bob. So > they loaded up Jack's> > minivan and headed north.> > > > > > > > > > > > After driving for a few hours,> they got caught in > a terrible blizzard. So> > they pulled into a nearby farm> and > asked> > > the attractive lady who> answered the door if they > could spend the night.> > > > > > 'I realize it's> terrible weather out there and I > have this huge house all> > to myself, but I'm recently> widowed,' > she> > > explained. 'I'm afraid> the neighbours will talk if > I let you stay in my> > house.'> > > > > > 'Don't worry,' Jack> said. 'We'll be happy to sleep > in the barn and if the> > weather breaks, we'll be gone> at > first> > > light.' The lady agreed,> and the two men found > their way to the barn and> > settled in for the night.> > > > > > >

Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Friend In Need!!
I have a really good friend that is tryin to break the 1000 vote mark so he can move on to the next level!!! ALL HE NEEDS IS 525 VOTES AND HE HAS MADE IT!!!!! ALL HE NEEDS IS ONE VOTE FROM EACH OF YOU ADN HE WILL MAKE IT WITH FLYING COLORS!!! PLEASE VOTE FOR HIM... WE ALL WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE NEST LEVEL.... LETS SHOW A LOT OF LOVE TO THIS GUY!!! HE REALLY DESERVES IT!!!! THE LINK TO THE MUMM IS HERE: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=565428 THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE BELOW: $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Disillusioned Junkie
"Disillusioned Junkie" You told me loved me but that was just a lie statements of a false chemical high Musta been high to fall for your bullshit Like a disillusioned junkie Addicted 2 being Loved Longing to be held & caressed wrapped in warm & tender moments Like a Hallmark card consumer -I was a gulliable sap a fool refusing to see beyond the fascade of a magical moment Mislead by the hope of a fantasy come true heh...and my favorite part is that you aint even realized what you lost cuz truth of the matter is once you let a butterfly go

Baked?!?!?!
Aha @ 10:35pm I Was Lookin Around For Herb, Got A Phone Call And Recieved A "G" Was All Good, Finished Rollin A Joint Lil Cuz Came Down "Asked If Her B/F Derek Wanted 2 Smoke A Joint She Said "Yeah, He Wanted To" So They Both Came Down And We Puffed It Was Great, So Were All Chillin, Life Is Good

J Escobar
I love your face and your warm embraceWhen you hold me, its like youve always known meKiss on the forhead the meaning of admirationIts like a love creationWhen you kiss me I can feel how much youve missed meHow you look in my eyes its like you can see my soulI cant express my feelings for you bc there is no words to describe my complete blissI feine for your kiss and would die for your smileIm addicted to you

Collective Thoughts
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par

Attention All 2nd Alarm Hotties!!
As many of you know, some time a go, one of our founders, Firechief, left the group. He left the other founder, Blue Demon, and Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess in charge. However, we find it hard to continue this group, cause of all that has happened. So, we want to rebuild the group, starting from scratch.. We want the group to becomme a 2-part group, one for males and one for females. Blue Demon and Annipoo will be the founders of this new/old group. All of the current hotties are more than welcome to stay with us. We need your help to help us choose a name for this group, something new yet bold. Please help us out, and if you have any questions, just ask. Xoxo - Upper management Top suggestion at the moment is to make it hotties and hunks. Girls remain 2nd alarm hotties, and guys will becomme 2nd alarm hunks!

Hello
Hello All,Today a friend did invited me to Fubar, and i thought well take a look and see what it is ..never did hear from Fubar before.Well and see here I am ..Think fubar is a nice place to meet new friends and spent some time at.Thanks all for the nice welcome!!!! ps: will ad soon more to this blog

Taken From The World Health Org.
Avian influenza (“bird flu”) is an infectious disease of birds caused by type A strains of the influenza virus. The infection can cause a wide spectrum of symptoms in birds, ranging from mild illness, which may pass unnoticed, to a rapidly fatal disease that can cause severe epidemics. Avian influenza viruses do not normally infect humans. However, there have been instances of certain highly pathogenic strains causing severe respiratory disease in humans. In most cases, the people infected had been in close contact with infected poultry or with objects contaminated by their faeces. Nevertheless, there is concern that the virus could mutate to become more easily transmissible between humans, raising the possibility of an influenza pandemic. look sweetie not a threat to most people! last time i checked i wasnt in a 3rd world country handling diseased chickens! you goof!

Otep....
For the first time...in a very very...VERY long time...I have something to look forward too... and it is probably one of the best things...I will ever have, as far as I'm concerned...;)... I...am going to see Otep...on 8/19/09...might not mean anything to anyone else...and forgive me if I don't give a shit bout that...;)...But... It means more to me...than anyone will ever know...and I just felt the need to say that dammit!!!...;) And...after that show...if I should die... I...will have then...died complete...yeah...I will...;)...

Truth Hurts
What Part of Europe are you from: The part whose ass we saved or the part whose ass we kicked? "Fairness" isn't giving my money to lazy people. Silly liberals paychecks are for workers. I'm Republican because we all can't be on Welfare. White straight republican male (How else can I piss you off today?) Don't spread my wealth around, spread my work ethic. If it sounds like Marx and acts like Stalin, it's probably Obama. You think healthcare is expensive now? Wait till it's free! Why in the hell should I have to press "1" for English? Try being informed instead of opinionated. Republicans: We work hard so you don't have to. Actually no one owes you crap. How long before you admit that Obama was a mistake? So...how's that whole "hopey-changey" thing working out for ya? Government doesn't work: Please return my taxes "I believe the best Social program is a job."-Ronald Reagan Confuse a liberal: Use logic and facts How will Democrats stand up to terrorists when they can't

Story's
My wife and I were over to our friend’s house for New Years. It had become a bit of a tradition for us since we got married. The wife was pregnant with twins and almost due, so it had been months for me without sex, unless you call jerking off sex.Well, as the night wore on I got chatting with a friend (Jane) of my mate’s wife (Michelle). At about 10 pm my wife turns to me and says she is tired and is heading to bed, so I kissed on the cheek and said goodnight. I went back to chatting with Jane and as the New Year came we kissed each other on the cheek and said happy New Year.At about 2 am there was just me Jane and Michelle awake. The other guys had passed out or gone to bed. Jane suggested a game of pool so we started playing, when Michelle said, “Let’s make it fun and play strip pool. For every ball you don’t sink you have to loose some clothing. I was a bit taken aback at first with the alcohol and the idea of seeing both them naked or at least partly

Adventures And Events
Dakota Rock Fest was the 24th and 25th this month. I wanted to go so bad, but me nor any of my friends that also wanted to go could afford it. One drunk night last week, my buddy threw out the idea that we could sneak it. I was game. I like adventures. Friday I went and met up with my buddies at their house for our excellent journey. It started off by not being in the turning lane at a red light on Cliff Ave. when we needed to turn left. Fuck it, nobody was coming, so he gunned it. Parked the truck at D's and walked the backway to the bike trail. Sweet. It was a lovely day, warm with a nice breeze. I had my hair in low pig tail braids. Perfect. We are marching along the trail, listening to the music and cheering like we are right up there with the rest of the crowd. The passerby's were giving us interesting looks, but it was fabulous. We were living in the moment, not having a care in the world. The three of us. Great friends. Already had made a few phone calls to

Not Quite Sure
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.

From A Real Man
I'm sitting here waitin to talk to you..........and it's raining here. Listening to it hit the sliding glass door and balcony.......what would this be like in your arms.......with you in mine. I'm thinking of things I've not allowed into my mind for sooooo long now.....and I DON'T KNOW HOW to conquer the distance.....to touch your face...to slide my fingers down your arms....to feel your breath against me......and I am nervous, so nervous......to try again.

Vanessa My Godmother
Vanessa Out of all my regrets u r 1. The last time i heard your voice was Sept. 17th 2001, on my B-Day. Worst of all it was on my voice mail, the same day i was to leave for Ft. Leonard Wood, the day id leave everyone behind for the ARMY. I miss you more than anything in this world, i cry everytime i think of how selfish i was and how i wish i just could see u one last time, to tell u good-bye and ask u y u didn't tell me how sick you were, y did u hide it from me, we were so close u were more than my God-Mother, u were my best-friend the only person i could turn to for anything. ive since learned that u passed away in november of 2001 and thats all i know, i need u right now, so bad. my life is such a mess, id give anything to turn back time, i would have went with u instead of staying here, i wouldn't have joined the ARMY and i would have the closer i need. i will never give up finding u, i love you with all my heart, my Vanessa.........

My Pops
REal men are conditioned from an early point in life to contain the things that hurt..to put them in small, sealed boxes and bury them in the far nether regions of our minds where only we can get to them. C, its done for a reason, we have to be tough, immune, bulletproof,,,we have to be rock steady when THE ELEPHANT WALKS..as the military puts it. Therefore, my dear readers, there are dark, emotional things that come to the surface at indeterminate points and it seems we go away to a land forgotten, far far away. DISTANT VACANT EYES THAT SEEM TO LOOK STRAIGHT THROUGH YOU, because you really arent there at all. The box has been opened you see..by the loved one so still and distant before you, and in his hands he holds a memory. AND IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS......its been 3months and 3 weeks since you moved on Daddy, and I miss you. I wasnt there the day you fell, the day your mind most likely ceased to function; but i moved post haste to get there. We had all been expecting your going

The Poem
Ok, Iknow I screwed this up the first blog go figure. But anyhow. This is a short poem I found in my wallet today. I isn't long but I remember my grandma gave it to me when I deployed to Iraq, I kept it for the whole deployment and then some. God and the Soldier All men adore In the time of trouble And no more: For when war is over And all things righted God is neglected The old soldiers sighted. I have no clue what this entails but I have had it in my wallet for almost 6 years now.

A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.

Spoiled Under 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearsWith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. Whenthey were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to schoolevery morning... Uphill... barefoot.BOTH waysYadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,There was no way in hell I was going to layA bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had itAnd how easy they've got it!But now that... I'm over the ripe old age ofThirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth oftoday.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to myChildhood, you live in a damn Utopia!And I hate to say it but you kids today youDon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If wewanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andLook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!There was no email!! We had to actually writeSomebody

Peeling Back The Layers
Peeling back the layers with all faults exposed. Memories of past regret lay raped from constant thought, scars are the souls decor lining the walls so sweetly with bitterness of before, some ripped open, others slowly healing....the deeper ones lay quite, not speaking the warnings of what is to come. A vision dies by the hands of fate.... Tears of anger stream down the face of the lover, burning the soft flesh. Silent sorrow poured into the pillows at night while the other slumbers so deeply beside, never knowing the pain that is released from his own oblivion. Teasing with the softest of touches he brings the pleasure to surface, a touch of heaven too soon torn away only to leave the lover alone once again. Careless words are spoken that shred the spirit and deadens the heart, the mind poisoned with hurt and anger slowly builds the scar covered walls, mind racing trying to catch the heart before it falls so deeply into the abyss of lies and false hopes. Begging for it to stop,

This Love
This love is empty, this life I live a lie. I am no longer my own, sadly just a part of everyone's daily life, a routine. I awaken each day to the sunlit loneliness, yearning to live again. Moments of happiness run through my mind, only to trip over reality and fall so painfully into the place that has been made for me. My soul hangs on to the last flicker of hope for passion unleashed! My heart slowly bleeds out from the wounds so unsparingly opened, ripped wide from selfish thoughts, self crippling by an upbringing that willingly kills another's exploration of pleasure and life. Dooming them to a worthless, self indulging life and power trips of control that is offered as a filler to their own emptiness and non existing ego, that has been inflated by a misconception of their own reality.

Gettin Naughty.... Old World Style
Her light brown hair shone in the moonlight. It seemed darker, more mysterious even, by the glint of the firelight. He could barely make out the creaminess of her skin in the dark, but her eyes were pools of blackness and he regretted that he couldn't tell if they were dark brown or lighter in color. It was summer. They were camping in an effort to escape the technological age. No televisions, no cable, no computers, no telephones, not even a newspaper. True refuge from the pressures of the mundane world. They were with a group that specialized in re-creating the middle ages. The age of honor and chivalry. Of troubadours and traveling minstrels. The white pavilions gleamed in the moonlight, not with the shine of the modern nylon tent, but with an opalescence that was unique to true canvas. The fire was dwindling, but the haze lingered, not just from their fire, but from the hundreds of campsites surrounding them. Crickets chirped merrily in the night air, and the sound of drums beating

Keeping My Patience
K.eeping M.y P.atience I sat back for far too long filled with hesistancy and trepidation, a spectator on a battlefield in a world gone wrong whom held caring and consideration. silent and patiently I viewed those around me fall and still I remained focused, not getting caught up,sucked up in it all The need to intercede felt hopeless. It could've been simple to continue to watch the fall of the unprotected, but my patience and non judgementalism, that once directed and controlled my anger and had, allowed analysim, had now become affected So now I'm fighting not only on the

Dvb Design Dies
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Why Does It Hurt?
WHEN SOMEONE BREAKS YOUR HEART WHY DOES IT HURT.. I MEAN WHEN U SMASH UR FINGERS WITH A HAMMER THAT HURTS..BUT, WHY DOES PEOPLE FEEL LIKE THEY GOTTA LIE AND CHEAT AND LIE SOME MORE JUST TO MAKE THEM SELFS HAPPY.. WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY THINK OF THEMSELFS? WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN U FEEL EVERYTHING IN THE BEGINNING AND THEN MIXED FEELINGS IN THE MIDDLE.. THEN IN THE END U TRULY FEEL NOTHING BUT ONCE THEY DISAPPEAR LIKE U PRAYED THEY WOULD..... WHY DOES IT HURT?

Firari Saatler
FIRARI GONULLERIZ Sevgi seliyiz gece karanliginda Bedenlerimiz uzaklarda olsada Yüreklerimiz hep ayni noktada Bizler firari gönülleriz Büyük bir aileyiz sevgi dolu Korksun bizden sevgiden yoksunlar Saygidir silahimiz sevgidir kursunumuz Bizler firari gönülleriz Ozani,Emrahi,Yuleti,Direni

You Gotta Laugh At This
> Two gay men decide to have a baby. They mix their sperm together and> have a> surrogate mother artificially inseminated with it. When the baby is> born,> they rush to the hospital. A dozen babies are in the nursery ward,> eleven> are crying and screaming. Over in the corner, one baby is smiling> serenely.> > > A nurse comes by and to the delight of the gay fathers, she points out> the> happy child as theirs.> > "Isn't it wonderful?" one gay says to the other. "All these unhappy> babies> and yet our baby is so happy. This just> Proves the superiority of gay love!"> > The nurse says, "Oh sure, he's happy now, but just watch what happens> when> I pull the pacifier out of his ass.">

My Blog
Actually I love her more than I can say! Here is her photo. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2339572&i=954074237&albumid=1651533" target=_blank>[ fubar.com photo: 954074237 ] And the 2nd one follows here. [ fubar.com photo: 3645039740 ]

"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan (c) 1997

Four Rules To Understand What Makes People Tick
Breaking down human behavior into rules might seem like a gross simplification. But even with the complexities, it is easy to fall into the same mistakes. I’d argue that many heated fights, lost sales and broken hearts are caused by a few critical errors. If you make the wrong assumptions, you’ve lost before you begin. By keeping in mind these rules, you can avoid repeating the same mistakes. Rule One: People Mostly Care About Themselves People aren’t thinking about you. A damaging myth to buy into is believing the amount of time you think of yourself compares to the amount of time others think of you. In reality they are nowhere close. I’ve used this example before but I believe it deserves repeating. Take a look at the different slices of this chart. The biggest is the time you spend thinking about yourself. The second is the time spent thinking about relationships, but how they affect you. What does Julie think of me? Will my boss give me a raise or fire

Pit Means Bull= Pitbull
if a dude want to fight of do something to hert a girl if they need help they call me because kno women should go thow evil by a dum azz man but if one come to me they better come right because i don't fuckin play kno games men should treat women just like them most men better kno that if they want to fight they better fight me insted of a girl or women because i am a 100% pro fighter in boxing

Sectional Champs Auto!
As some of you already know, my son's team won the sectional baseball championship yesterday. Since I help to coach the team, we leave for the state tournament on Wednesday and if we keep winning, we will be there until Monday night!!!! Soooooooo, I am gonna celebrate today @1pm Futime by activating an auto 11 and then sometime along the way, blow up a bunch of "chit"! Come by and help celebrate with and maybe even level yourself on me!!!!

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

To David Martin
To: David Martin When you make a commitment to a relationship, you put your attention and energy in it more profoundly. You realize its not just you anymore, its two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever. I know babe I have only known you a short amount of time. This is only the best way I can explain this to you. I love you and you have become the spirit in me. The fire in my heart is lit again because of you. Love is one thing in my life that has been a worry for me, a song to me, and a dream that I have dreamt. It has never been a reality. I know this isn’t going to be easy, I know its going to be hard. I have come to the realization that love doesn’t just cause pleasure, it causes pain. David with you though, I don’t worry anymore. I want this, and every girl has the chance to get something as good as us. I cant pass you up, nor would I ever think to. Even if I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't al

Saying Goodbye To Mother (not Sad At All)
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHERYou Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You don't even have to like 'em!We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on,covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard.We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house.The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird.My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon,'He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.'A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away. 'That stupid bitch

Salutes???
I love the profiles that are viewable only by people who have salutes. This amazes me because 95% of you are only here to level and receive bling. So, I don't see why it matters who is fanning, rating, crushing or adding you. Also, this is the only site that even has this, for a so called adult site it sure seems pretty childish to me. I mean you don't have all your friends on facebook, hi5 or myspace send you a pic with a name or number to prove that they are who they say they are, do you? I'd hope not!!! People say they don't want to be friends with a fake person, well just because someone sends a pic with a name on it, doesn't mean they are being themselves on here. It is the internet people don't forget that. All kinds of things can be photoshoped in. I have a pic with Jerry Rice and I have never met him.. haha. I just find it all a little silly. Of course this is only my opinion, to each his own though.

Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!

Thoughts...
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti

My Bar Tab Is $884.00
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $20Did acid -- $10Ever had sex at church -- $10Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30Had sex for money -- $200Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $25Vandalized something -- $27Had sex on your parents' bed -- $40Beat up someone -- $100Been jumped -- $20Crossed dressed -- $11Given money to stripper -- $30Been in love with a stripper -- $25Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22Ever drive drunk -- $21Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59Used toys while having se

I Walk Alone
(I walk alone in life) All that I see, I see alone.The love that once filled my heart and my sole.Forever will be lost and forever will be stole.My life is empty, my dreams are fading. Who I once was, is only a shadow.I lift my head, breath then swallow.My mind is empty and my heart is hollow.I Dreamed a Dream and it once come true. About a girl, her eyes were blue.She was an angel she was my star. I always loved her from afar.She said she'd love me till the end. My one and only lifetime friend.I felt so lucky, to live my dream.Then she left me, and I died inside...So I walk alone, all by myself.I dream alone, all by myself.I live alone, all by myself. I am alone, ALL BY MYSELF...Scott P Tabor: 7/25/09

Cool Stuff
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was resume video and Video Interviews It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is about.com. Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I would share the knowledge. Good luck everyone!

Fuck This Shit... Again!
So here is yet another goddamn profile site I have to fucking keep track of just so I can see how much the internet loves me? FUCK! Shadow, why did you do this to me? I can't stand this shit, myspace is annoying enough as it is. Yet now everyone has a goddamn zwitter, or a zanga, or a geocities, or a myspace page..... And now here is fucking Fubar! Fucked Up Beyond Affordable Repair! I couldn't care less now, I hope they delete this shit because I'm not throwing forth the effort to do it myself. "But Craig, here you can give gifts and gain..." WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCKING RAT SEMAN BASTARD CHILD FROM THE SHIT RIDDLED BOWELS OF SATAN HIMSELF DIDN'T YOU GET?! I'm out, anyone who really gives a fuck about finding me just skower MySpace for an asshole named Blind Kenshi. Now go ahead and make your 'Jesus must have skull raped you as a toddler, didn't he?' comments or forever hold your beer.

Yankees
Well since I have had a terrible case of the Mondays today, it is great to see the Yankees still playing the best baseball they have played in about a decade! 11-3 in the top of the 9th... 10 out of 11 isn't too shabby... let's keep this tear going!! goodnight to all and always.... GO YANKS!!

Love
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible anymore....you try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!! Hmmm what to say anymore I dont know I am tired of being confused all the time ugh what to do in my life and where it is going from here anyways I am venting again like usual!!! Gotta go love to all my friends just tired of it all!!!!!!!!!!!

Rememberance
Thursday, April 10, 2008 REMEMBERANCE Category: Writing and Poetry Rememberance.......... She remembers it all,All the people who had saidThey cared, but did they really?She remembers it all,The sound of laughter andHow happy she’d been, but was she really?She remembers it all,His arms around her andHe said "I love you, but did he really?She remembers it all,The pain she’d felt when he left,How her heart ached, but was it really?She remembers it all,The feeling of being so alone,The feeling no one cared, but did they really?But now they’ll remember her,Staring at the knife in her handHow easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?

I Am....
- I am an ordinary girl who like to write poetry.- I wonder how the world will be when I have children. I hear gun’s and bomb’s exploding and people yelling at eachother. I see the night sky light up with fire. I want so badly to stop the hate and anger in the world. - I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I pretend that the world is full of love for one another of every race. I feel the harsh reality of life. I touch a crying child hurt by prejudice, promising him everything will be okay. I worry that I can’t keep my promise. I cry because I know he will continue to face anger toward him all his life and he is just an innocent child. -I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I understand that this world is never going to change, unless the people of this world are willing to change. I say we are all equal no matter what race or religion we are. I dream that one day the world will except one another for who they are

What Could Have Been
What could have been Current mood: contemplative Category: Writing and Poetry When I lay myself down to sleep, I pray to the Lord my soul he’ll keep and when I am done praying for you.... I can’t shut my eyes, I just lay and weep. I can’t shut my eyes because when I do, all I can see is an image of you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My heart aches for something true. The only question I have is why couldn’t it have been you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life hurts and loves not fair, There could have been so much for us to share, but now you have gone to someone else and forgotten me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I guess it’s true that love is blind... I loved and you are blind. That’s why you have her and I was forgotten and left behind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love isn’t enough, when lust steps in, and that’s where all the pain begins. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Waiting
Current mood: anxious Waiting Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held,comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

I Still Remember
I still remember the worldFrom the eyes of a childSlowly those feelingsWere clouded by what I know nowWhere has my heart goneAn uneven trade for the real worldOh I... I want to go back toBelieving in everything Yet knowing nothing at allI still remember the sunAlways warm on my backSomehow it seems colder now

Good And Evil
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural I sit on this huge carnival ride as wind wisp’s around me, some gentle, some harsh... like diffrent voices speaking to me. I can hear thier whispers as the wind swirls around my body. The sky turns to darkness around me as I’m lifted into the air, I can no longer see the Earth. I look around and see Im not alone... my mom, family, friends and people of all nations are on this ride with me. Then the winds start to blow again as the ride starts to turn. Turning faster and faster as the wind starts to make a low rumbling sound. The harsh wind was smacking us in the face, taking our breath away. The wind made a sound as if it were a voice speaking to us in an unfamilar language.... Yet we understood every word. It wanted us, It wanted our soul, it wanted us to give in. It was like demons trying to climb up to me and my family... screaming our names. People were falling off the ride left and right, down into the black bottomless p

Dream 2000
Current mood: content Category: Dreams and the Supernatural I’m running down an endless Road. I can never get to the end. Shh.... Somethings following me. Running faster, I feel my heart beat throbbing in my chest. I look back and.... My face hits the hard concreat. I feel it’s breath lingering over me. I look around for somewhere to run, somewhere to turn. I see an old church... I run inside, it’s dark. _No one in sight._ I hear it behind me again... I fall to my knees with eyes shut and scream, for only God can help me! I open my eyes... It’s gone. I lay on the floor and weap, till I fall asleep. Then I awoke in the morning light, with God now by my side. (Nothing to fear.)

Dred
I dred this so much, I already long for your touch. The warmth of your skin melts my heart and your presence makes me feel alive. Without you I do not feel whole, you are apart of my soul. Where did we go wrong? I have wanted someone like you for so long. I feel like I cant breath, I do not want you to leave. I dont know how to make things right, all we do is fight. I thought it was love at first sight... now I am not sure how you feel, all I know is the love I have for you is real. Please, dont let our love end, I need you. You are not only my love, but you are also my friend. Sense I have been with you, I’ve felt my heart start to mend. I’ll ask you once more, please dont let our love end. 6/26/2002

Warning
Thursday, April 10, 2008 WARNING WARNING Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry True love does not exist. It is a fantasy that lives in the heart’s of people who hope and belive. ( I know- I was one of those people.) They are disillusioned by the thought of such happiness, that their heart is overwhelmed, causeing them to be blind to the truth. Love is not real, it is fake. Fake words, fake emotions, in order to get what one wants... then they are through with you. The pain is enough to distroy one’s soul and send them into such a life of pain and misery, it would be worse than what hell would be like. A eternity of tourment. There is no truth only a world of lies. There is no true love, only diseption in order to get into one’s mind and soul, so they can control you and your emotions. Then once they have played with your heart, they steal it and then there gone. You are left with a broken heart and they simpley

Falling
Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry All alone, I wait by the phone. Hopeing you’ll call, why do I have the feeling I am about to fall? Wondering where your at... Wondering who your with... I am beging to wonder if true love is just a myth. I thought I had found Mr. Right, but I am sitting here alone again tonight. I don’t want to yell, I don’t want to fight... I just want you to wake up and see the light. I really do love you and my love is unconditional and true. I don’t want no one else, my heart is only with you. Please, don’t hurt me... Please, don’t ever leave... My heart can’t take being decieved. 1999’

Growing Up
Thursday, April 10, 2008 GROWING UP GROWING UP Current mood: cheerful Life is fleeting, years rush past.... and little girls grow up so fast! Let me take time out to be glad that mine’s still here with me. And though I’m busy through the day, let me take time out to play... Let me take time out to smile, to linger with her for a while... To invite her under the table for tea and dress up silly as can be. Let me take time out to sing and dance and skip and twirl and swing... To splash in puddles when it rains and make her fancy daisy chains. Let me take time out to hear about the things that she holds dear. Let me tuck her in at night, hear her prayers, turn off the light. And for one more moment let me pray and thank God that we shared this day!

Alyssa & Katelyn
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ALYSSA AND KATELYN ALYSSA AND KATELYN Current mood: cheerful When I imaginethe life you will live,I think of the pleasureyour presence will give.I see the joy your smile will lightand the wonders you’ll weavewhen your dreams take flight.I feel the hopethat will grow with your graceand the difference you’ll maketo each heart you embrace.I imagine your lifeas I know it will be;for, my daughters, you’ve givenall this to me.

Angel Who Walks
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND... ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another ’you’. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

First Thing
FIRST THING Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry You’re the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You’re the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You’re in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that’s the hardest part. So, I’m giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart

Never Have I Fallen
Thursday, April 10, 2008 NEVER HAVE I FALLEN NEVER HAVE I FALLEN Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before this easily been given away

Dreams
Thursday, April 10, 2008 DREAMS DREAMS Category: Writing and Poetry awake in bed, i remembera dream i had, clearlya moment i’d cherish foreverin my heart i’d like to keep dearly and as seconds pass, i can feelthat dreams, fleeting away they goand my heart turns into a barren fieldagain with frozen snow awake in bed, i liefeeling like a bird with broken wingswishing it’d rather die’cause every move it makes, it stings then i remember anothera dream, with me that always stayeda present from my heavenly fathera new set of wings for me he had made

My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008 A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly

Angel Tear Drops
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL TEAR DROPS ANGEL TEAR DROPS Angel Tear Drops Category: Writing and Poetry Love this poem~~ My guardian angel, once careless and free,flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.Her smile had left us without a trace.Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.I knew that angels, often content,were very special presents that God had sent.To see one so sad,so afraid,so alone,had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.Her wings lost feathers,comforting and soft,falling from the stars,floating aloft.Her pain was felt throughout the land,to feel true misery is impossible to stand.I prayed so that when her hurting stops,I’ll be able to taste the angel’s teardrops.

Everything Goes On Without You
Thursday, April 10, 2008 EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU everything goes on without you Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass growsWithout you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children playThe stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without youThe earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without youWithout you, the stars roar, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud movesWithout you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crashThe crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without youThe moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without youThe world revives, colors renew, but I know blueOnly blue, lonely blue, within me blue, without youWithout you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beatsWithout you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breatheThe mind churns, the heart yearns, the tears dry, without youLife goes on, but I’m goneCause I die, without you

Solitary Confinement
Thursday, April 10, 2008 SOLITARY CONFINEMENT SOLITARY CONFINEMENT Solitary Confinement Category: Writing and Poetry Solitary Confinement You laughed at my weaknesses- so I feared to show them.You trampled on my dreams- so I dreamed alone.You were too busy to listen- so I never spoke.You handled my secrets indiscreetly- so I ceased to share them.You were insensitive to my needs- so I hid them from you.You never seemed to understand- so I stopped trying to communicate.You hurt me by your indifference- so I bled inwardly.You wouldn’t let me near you- so I kept my distance.You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished.You drove me into myself- so now I am imprisoned.

Can I?
Thursday, April 10, 2008 CAN I? Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships Lives are for living I live for youDreams are for dreaming I dream for youHearts are for beating mine beats for youAngels are for keeping. Can I keep you?

Could I Be Your Angel?
Thursday, April 10, 2008 COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all’s been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he’s never known

Angel
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL ANGEL Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart’s wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyssAll color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeateBroken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagatesA former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fearsResolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappearsAs autumn’s cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advanceStealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chanceA frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to seeThe warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask realityOn hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuaryTo glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibilityEyes closed, perceptions peeked

Reality Check
Thursday, April 10, 2008 REALITY CHECK REALITY CHECK Current mood: annoyed Category: Writing and Poetry Thrusting in and out of conciseness, Lost in a daze. My memories blurry..... My life a haze. Living in the past, thinking about the old days. Wishing and wanting, my past is with me like a ghost forever haunting. Stripped of reality and losing my own mortality.... I struggle. My heart is broken, yet I smile, laugh, and keep on joken. An act..... so I’ll be, what others expect of me.... my pain I will not let them see. I feel hurt and betrayed, what happened to the life that I once made? I feel incomplete, not good enough........... I yearn so badly for true love.

One Tear Drop
ONE TEAR DROP Category: Writing and Poetry It follows in her shadow, won’t ever let her be... stares into her soul until she can hardly breathe.. It’s a never ending race inside, with nothing there to win... can’t run, her will grows tired all because of him. As the days drag on by, she commits an inner suicide... smiles on the outside but what’s inside, she cannot hide.. One tiny teardrop, (but there is so much more in pain)... because of him she will never be the same.

Wishing Stars
Thursday, April 10, 2008 WISHING STARS WISHING STARS Category: Writing and Poetry I’m looking at this star tonight, Wishing wishes would come true. I wonder while I stand and look, If you see the same star, too. Tonight although there’s miles between us, Perhaps our souls can meet. At the point this star begins, Our two hearts can find their beat. Do you feel the need for someone, To fulfill your empty life. I’m wishing for the same thing, As I watch this star tonight. This gentle breeze I’m feeling, That soothes my heart of sorrow. I’m wondering will it find you, And soothe your heart tomorrow. A hopeless born romantic, Ever searching for true love. Wishing wishes in the darkness, To this star that hangs above.

I Will Always.....
Thursday, April 10, 2008 I WILL ALWAYS........ I WILL ALWAYS.... Category: Writing and Poetry I will always be hereI could NEVER turn awayI know you’d do the same for meFor us, it’s just that way.Between us is a bondLike no other I have knownThe moral ethics that we shareMentally, are written in stone.This is starting to sound sappyAnd that’s just something we don’t doSo just remember this my friend...As it always has been, and still is now...I will always be here for youNo matter whatNo matter when No matter how.

I Cant Be With You Today
Thursday, April 10, 2008 I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY... I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the tim

A Chance Of Meeting
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ~A CHANCE OF MEETING~ A CHANCE OF MEETING Current mood: creative A Chance Of Meeting...On my screen you cameout of the blue,Awakening my heart from painto feelings before I never knewWe are both scaredof the road fate has shownTwo souls pairedto a destiny still unknownShould we choose to meetand tempt these hands of fateIt would take two, for the odds to be beatTo lead us to eternity and heavens gateShould we choose to notwould our minds constantly wonder,Was that the one I always soughtOn that do we dare to ponder?For you have touched me deepI long to hold you for all timeTo be mine, forever to keepFor us to share a lifetimeI want your passionate kissto take my breath awayNever want to miss your touchwhile in each others arms we laySo now the decision is ours to makeI’ll treasure you whatever may beMy heart is here for you to takeLoyalty I’ll vow should you give yours to me

Angel On My Screen
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL ON MY SCREEN ANGEL ON MY SCREEN Current mood: happy Category: Writing and Poetry I met an angel on my screen So friendly, kind and sweet... he makes me feel so special I long for when we’ll meet... We’ve talked for hours here online And many on the phone... he’s brought such joy into my life When once I was alone. The love I feel within my heart Was but a dream to me... A dream that once was out of reach Has become reality... Ever present in my thoughts Always in my heart... Forever shall I love him And never shall we part. I met an angel on my screen So full of life and love... An angel that was sent to me From Heaven up above... Always with a kind word His laughter fills the air... His love is neverending A love that’s always there. So if you ever meet someone My wish for you is this... I wish you all the love I’ve found For it’s the sweetest gift... The feeling that you are so loved No

Unsure~
Thursday, April 10, 2008 UNSURE unsure I am unsure of who I am anymore. I feel lost and confussed. I am not sure if I am even capable of being loved anymore. I've been hurt and my heart destroyed so many times, i dont know if the man I decide to love can ever pice it back together, into its beutiful shape so that it can truley be loved or maybe I am afraid that he will be able to pice it back together and then stomp on it and shatter it again. But what is worse, To love again and have the possibility of betrail or to never be loved again by someone at all? To have still blood and a cold heart or to take a risk? I am so lost and confussed... unsure of who is real and who is fake. Scared of the pain, how do you know who to trust your most valued possesion with? Who will treasure it and who will break it into? I've trusted, I've listened to my heart... and had it ripped out. Now, my mind, Ive tryed to use instead and it hurts even more. I dont want to lose

~in Loving Memory Of Sasha And Her Unborn Child~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SISTER: Sasha Bentley & her unborn child Current mood: crushed Category: Religion and Philosophy Lunapic Photo Editing Sasha Gabrielle Bentley, Born Sasha Gabrielle McCroskey on June 6th, 1987, in Launstul, Germany. She was 4 months premature and her lungs were not fully developed. The first 3 months of her life, she spend in the hospital and we were praying she would live. At 18 months of age she developed Bacterial Spinal Meningitus and spent another 1 month in the hospital fighting to survive. Sasha grew up the first 4 years of her life in Germany and had Double citizenship as American and German because of her birth in a German Hospital. She was the type of person, who did not know a stranger even when she was little. She would go up to anyone and start talking to them like she had known them her entire life. I always worried about her for this reason and kept a close eye on her. I did not discourage this though

Get To Know Me
Please allow me to introduce myself. I am you, I am everything you want to be, and everything you don't. I do everything you wish you could and everything you wish you had not. I am your dreams, and yes, your DARKEST damn fears. I am the friend next door, and the guy you walk across the street so as not to have to pass. I am that rowdy S.O.B in the bar, and Yet, I am NORM, cause everyone knows my name, and the conversation just starts when I get there. I am the Leader, but yet, I too follow (just so I know where exactly to shove that damn blade). I am the desire of all that know me, and I am hated by all that love me. I am the Eternal cunundrum, the rubix cube of life. Alas, you can not cheat and change my stickers, although I do change my colors. Oh yes dear one's I am a chamelion in this life as I was in all past lives. I will entice you, I will desire you but always in the end I will make you hate me with a bitter vile tortured lust. Oh indeed I said Lust. For when love has ended, g

Contests
ok so here is the deal i am running a custom made picture contest for 7/28/09 it will end at 8 pm EST... here are the PRIZES!!!! 1st place gets CB,AUTO and 1,000,000 FuBusks....2nd place gets choice of CB or AUTO and 100,000 FuBucks...3rd place gets BLING and 10,000 FuBUcks. Make sure you send me the link to your pics to be added into the contest GOOD LUCK to all who enter :)

In Loving Memory Of: Aaron Collins
AARON COLLiNS PASSED AWAY MONDAY SEPTEMBER 15,2008.HE NEVER LET ANYTHiNG GET TO HiMHE ALWAYS TOOK EVERYTHiNG GOD THROUGH AT HiM AND NEVER GAVE UP.AARON, I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND MiSS YOU.EVERYTIME i CLOSE MY EYES I STiLL SEE YOUR FACE..

Dying Light
Wednesday, October 08, 2008 dying light Current mood: aggravated Category: Writing and Poetry You scream and you yellShe just looks at you through tearsShe stares blankly and boldly So you scream and you yellTrying to break herNever seeing the dying light in her eyes

Pain Of The Night
Thursday, November 06, 2008 Pain of the night Category: Writing and Poetry Pain of the night Watch as this tear falls into empty spaceSee it fall into life's nameless placeCan you see the sparkle as it catches the lightThat sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sightAs it falls watch it, its color has changedFrom blue to bright red, it has a wide rangeThere it goes all alone, it continues to fallWith it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of allWait, can you hear it? A sob has broke freeHas shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to beHere it comes, a force has been built between the eyeA wall of shear water, it's now time to cryA shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soulThe darkness of the night has taken its toll

Key To My Heart
Sunday, November 30, 2008 Key to my heart..... Category: Writing and Poetry Key To My HeartI had closed the door upon my heartAnd wouldn't let anyone in,I had trusted and loved only to be hurtBut, that would never happen again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyAs hard, and as far as I could,Love would never enter there again,My heart was closed for good.Then you came into my lifeAnd made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny keywas impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong,Inside your palm was the key to my heart...You had it all along.

You And I
Sunday, November 30, 2008 you and I... Category: Writing and Poetry You And IYou and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.

~rip John Boy~
Lunapic Photo Editing Monday, June 22, 2009 ~RIP John Boy~ Current mood: sad Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr. Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr., age 30, of Maryville, passed away Friday, June 5, 2009, at UT Medical Center. He raced at Smoky Mountain Raceway, driving the 01 car. He was preceded in death by his grandparents, Robert and Colleen Thompson. Survivors include his wife, Amy Allen Carroll; children, Tre' Carroll and Shelby Carroll; parents, Johnny and Patricia Carroll; father-in-law and mother-in-law, Jim and Connie Allen; grandparents, Betty Roberts and Glenn Carroll; sisters and brothers, Angel Leeson, Justin Carroll, Star Carroll, Jason Carroll; nieces and nephews, Collin Leeson, Bodhi Leeson, Drake Hill, Ava Carroll, Antwaun Couche; many special aunts and uncles. Funeral services will be at 8 p.m. Saturday in McCammon-Ammons-Click Funeral Home Chapel with Rev. Kenneth Carpenter officiating. The interment will be at 1 p.m. Sunday at Sherwood Memorial Gardens with Re

Korea And Me....
Hey Fub's, In case the reason why I'm writing this blog--I'm writing this because I'm in the processing of getting out of this place I would like to call Korea...but before I do, I would like to tell you all my unique experience I've endured this whole year--and HERE...WE...GO!!! ****When I first decided to have orders for Korea, my immediate thought was " Oh damn, I'm going to a new place--a new country, new culture, new base...this is going to be great" As soon as I've arrived last August, everything was so different--the food was different, the drinks were different, the people were different. I knew right then and there this was going to be one of those experiences I'm going to tell my kids for years to come. So I got aquainted to the lab I was working and the people there were cool and friendly and was willing to show me around and I thought, " Finally, some cool people I can actually get along with", lest I forgot, when one good cycle ends, a bad rotation begins...and that's

In Loving Memory
JT passed away on june 22 2009 at 12 20 am from a jerk who beat him. JT you will always be in my heart my prayers. this little boy id DJ DRAGON'S son.... he will be missed terrably but never forgotten, JT you will be in all of our hearts and in are prayers.. see you up there little buddy... keep looking over all of us.... love you like my own.... to everyone who reads this... if you know someone who is abusing a child please find the stregnth to stand up and fight for that child. children do not deserve what happend to this lil boy its a tragity please dont let this happen to a child you know

Please Downrate And Mark Nsfw
This blog was posted by me on my main account: PLEASE READ AND DO WHAT IS ASKED THIS MAN WITH THESE PICTURES THINKS STUFF LIKE THIS IS A GAME AND IS FUNNY WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! Please Downrate And Mark NSFW created @ 2009-07-28 03:08:30 Merry Meet Y'all. I was rating pictures and I came across 4 that someone thought was obviously funny but as a parent of a little girl myself, I didn't find them the least bit funny. I originally rated them 10's but then went back and rated these pictures as 1's. I ask all my friends and especially parents of children or even teenagers to go and report these images as NSFW and hopefully send this dumbass a message for posting such stupid pictures. When you see them you will understand instantly what I am talking about. Read the captions to understand where my anger is coming from. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumid=1388653&i=2078897330&idx=0#437128777 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1980231&albumi

Daddy's Girls
If you would like to become a Daddy's Girl check out the folder and make a pick like the outher girls and get creative and then you will need to put Daddy's Girl behind your name(if you do a nsfw one ill need two salutes i want a sfw one so every body can see you)nsfw's welcome not a have to.

News Flash
michael vick has been reinstated in nfl the dont think he shouldnt have but now it depends what teams are going 2 want him but i heard seattle n raiders might get him but the raiders usually pick up felyons so plz leave ur thoughts on this blog

Love
I am so in love In love with Joy In love with happiness In love with anger In love with frustration In love with Tears In love with Me. I love love love is fruitful Love is Kind Love is Motivating Love is Comforting Love is love I hate Love Love is painful Love is heartbreaking Love is deadly Love is poisonous Love is Evil Hey stop it Love is like what I don't know All I know is Love is Love so say all you want But I know Love is and I love love I love me & you

Weeks Agenda #1
So this week so far just recovering from metal meyham and ya that was most definetly a great show. got class mon-tue-thur from 630-830ish, almost done with radio 2 and gonna start tv 2 in about 2 weeks, not really to excited about that but watever, more learnin under my belt. Have 2 birthday parties this weekend, one is a block party which should be a good time and another is a bar crawl in downtown palatine, probably will end up being the DD but its all good. It is nice enough out to do some frolfing, always a good time for sure. Thats really all i got for the week, debating as well getting my own radio show through my school, just gotta find the time. I may do this every week cause i never really blogged before but just givin my thoughts on w/e i guess haha

Catching Up!
Ok so my last post was December of 2007. WEll In Feb 2008 i had to have Hernia repair surgery thanks to my last surgery! THat took forever to heal from..like months!! Then May 8,2008 exactly 1 year to the date of the original dignosis I was in a pet scan machine to see the extent of the cancer that had returned in my liver! That's right...it came back!! I had to have more than half of my liver resected...Well that surgery went well..;and I was out of the hospital after only a week! Of course a month later I was back int eh hospital because it seems that I had picked up MRSA STAPH fromt eh hospital..which was a different hospital then all my other surgeries. So Of course I went back to Baptist my favorite hospital where I know most of the staph by name and they know me. I was there for 9 days and it really sucked..it was horribly depressing knowing my kids were off to their first day of school and I was missing it, but the infection forced me into another surgery! Nothing like h

The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place For young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no

Animals Need To Live On This Planet
My name is anne and i am an animal lover and i hate seeing animals suffer and treated like an experiment i think it is about high time that this animal experiment stops it is not right using an animal for a science experiment Just because God created the animals they also need to hunt for their prey it is not right killing them and maing them suffer i have heard so many horrible stories and it is not right treating an animal like death and then dumping them in the streets to defend for themselves just because animals cannot talk they can still feel pain in their hearts they don't ta about how they fee but it is in their spirts that knows they are feeling hurt and betrayed i think we all need to stop killing these animals and think about how God created the animals and the planet we all need to learn to Love God's animals and give the animals freedom Yours sincerely Ever

Leaving Fubar
It is time for me to leave fubar I have been on fubar for a really long time and I have seen alot of changes that I dont like so it is best for me to go and find somewhere else to hang out or find something else to do with my time. I have met alot of great people here and I will miss you all for those who wish to stay in contact with me here is my yahoo texaswildflower69@yahoo.com I donot cyber so dont add me if that is all you want! Christina

Name And I
Im a bitch and Names a seagull, we decided were clearing out some riff raff on our friends list.... Just to let everyone know.. that is all!! oh and yes im home and I have lots of work so I figuired Id blog. Flaky and Name

Happy Mothers Day
GOD SEND ME AN ANGEL WHEN HE MADE YOU, MOM, WIFE AND GRAMMIE HE ALREADY KNEW. A PIECE OF ART MOLDED THROUGHOUT THE YEARS, MANY TRIALS YOU FACED WITH ALOT OF TEARS. THIS MOTHERS DAY I HAVE NO FLOWERS OR MONEY, BUT A HEART THAT LOVES YOU AS SWEET AS THE TASTE OF HONEY. I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR DAUGHTER AND NO ONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY, JUST LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOU'LL SEE OUR GENERATION IS HERE TO STAY. SO ENJOY MY GIFT I HAVE GIVEN YOU FROM THE VERY START, BECAUSE IT WAS WROTE WITH LOVE AND CAME FROM DEEP INSIDE MY HEART. LOVE, GENA

God Blessed Me With This Poem The Day Of Dustin's Funeral
THERE WAS A TIME IN MY LIFE I NEEDED SOMEONE TO LOVE,AND GOD GAVE ME A SON THAT THE NURSE CALLED "PEANUT".SO SMALL AND TINY; THEY PUT HIM IN MY ARMS,AND I FELT THE COMFORT OF LOVE FROM HIS LITTLE CHARM.HE WEIGHED FIVE POUNDS AND FOUR AND ONE-HALF OUNCES, BUT HE WAS MINE!AND HE GREW UP TO BE SIX FOOT TWO IN 19 YEARS OF HIS LIFETIME.THROUGH OUR YEARS WITH FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, BASEBALL, AND TRACK, WE DROVE A LOTOF MILES FOR SPORTS HE ENJOYED SO MUCH,AND HE GAVE HIS BEST WITH HIS GOD-GIVEN TOUCH.NOW HE'S IN HEAVEN WITH ROBERT, KEITH, AND HIS SPECIAL FRIEND BRAD,AND I'M BLESSED WITH THE MEMORIES THAT GOD GAVE ME FOR THE TIMES THAT I HAD.I'LL MISS YOU SON DEARLY; HE'LL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART,BUT THANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME A SON THAT SHOWED HIS LOVE FROM THE VERY START.DUSTIN WAYNE PLYER, BORN OCTOBER 23, 1984 AND WALKED INTO HEAVEN'S GATE WITH A LOVE FOR GOD FOREVERMORE.WRITTEN BY HIS MOTHER:GENA BRISTO

What Is A Second In Time?
What is Time? Times ia a dillusion of importance. A second in time is an eternity depending on what that second in time effect's it can be wasted and regreted along with horrible images that fill your head that would cripple a person of normal understanding, but no you are not a normal person. You are a person who realizes that time is a dellusion and that it"s only existence is to warp and bend and puppetier our very existence as human beings. What is a secomd in time to the average understanding person caught in the games that society like to play go here, must go there , have an appiontment in 10 minutes. This type of thinking has lead people to become mindless drones and I choose to fight against such an attack by not conforming to this Greek Tragety. I will not say what a second in time represent's for me becuase it is different for each person who posses this very question to there own selfs but I will say that I will choose very carefully how I spend a second becuase in the end

Step-parents
WHEN GROWING UP WE THINK OUR PARENTS WILL ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER. WE NEVER EXPECT TO HAVE STEP-PARENTS IN OUR LIFE. IF YOU GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO SHOW THEIR LOVE, YOU WILL FIND THEY LOVE YOU AS THEIR OWN. EVERYBODY DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. MAKE MEMORIES AND LIVE EACH DAY LIKE IT'S YOUR LAST. WE ARE ONLY PROMISED TODAY.

A God Given Friend
BEFORE I MET YOU I WAS ALL ALONE, GOD SENT YOU TO ME AND GAVE US A HOME. MY EYES WERE SHUT AND I COULDN'T SEE, THERE SITTING AT A TABLE WAS A FRIEND FOR ME. YOU HAVE A TOUCH THAT IS EVER SO GENTLE, THEIR IS NO OBSTACLE YOU AND I CAN'T HANDLE. YOU HAVE BEEN MY STRENGTH THAT HELPS ME THROUGH, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOU. THIS WORLD IS FULL OF ALL KIND OF SURPRISES, IT'S NOT GUARENTEED WE WILL BE HERE TOMORROW, ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP AND IT'S FULL OF SORROW. PEOPLE WILL SOMETIMES LET YOU DOWN, BUT YOU CAN'T CHANGE THEIR HEARTS THAT GAVE YOU A FROWN. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, GOT GAVE ME A TRUE FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE START. I WILL ALWAYS BE A PHONE CALL AWAY, WHENEVER YOU NEED ME ANY NIGHT OR DAY. SO IT'S OK TO UNLOCK THOSE CHAINS WITHIN, BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER HURT MY GOD GIVEN FRIEND. WRITTEN BY: GENA BRISTO

Fubar Ladies Magazine
WHO WOULD BE INTERESTED IN BEING IN A WOMEN OF FUBAR MAGAZINE ? I AM LOOKING INTO MAKING SUCH A MAGAZINE FOR ALL YOUR FU-LOVERS. BUT I FIRST NEED TO KNOW WHO WOULD BE INTERESTED IN BECOMING ONE OF THE LADIES OF FUBAR. AND IF THIS WORKS OUT WELL THEN I WOULD MAKE A MEN OF FUBAR MAGAZINE.....LET ME KNOW....THANKS FOR READING

Attitude
LET IT REALLY SINK IN John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling theemployee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up andasked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have twochoices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...Ican choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I ca

Woohoo
ok, so i just got out of an all staff meeting at work and during the meeting my boss brought up that people could have jobs outside of working there as long as it doesnt interfere with their work and as long as its not at another pharmacy and if they did then theyd have to sign their resignation at one job or another..... didnt have a chance to talk to him before i took my lunch because he went straight into the managers meeting.... im nervous as fuck.... gonna try n talk to him after i get back from lunch and explain my situation financially..... i really need that second job and this ones already nailed pretty much.....

New Name Suggestions.
Ok so I am sitting here at work and I was just thinking it's time for a new name to be put on display but I am having trouble deciding what I should call my self from here on out. I was thiinking Lord Far Quaaad from shrek but only as a joke lol, because I'm not that tall lol. So I am asking my fellow fu friends to help me decide. Your Suggestions are needed so help out PLEASEEEEE!!!!!

Mother Hen
Mother Hen Nice and quiet or so I seem,but I can't wait to make u scream. Feeling sexy feeling hot, for a saint I am not. Not hard to choose between naughty or nice,for the bad ones always get laid twice. With both sexes I have been,and with no doubt would do again.For life is to short to let it passby,so there is nothing I won't try. Bite,spanked, or completly bound,for I seek pleasure all around. So before you start talking and call me Mother Hen,bend me over and stick it in.

Poems
Beginning Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find. Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game. The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day. Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found. Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor. Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen. On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide. Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound. One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all. Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy. Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end, Yet I'm just starting to begin!

Quotes I Enjoy
~ It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.~ ~I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..~ ~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...... ~ are there real men out there like that???? My money is on NO WAY ~People a

My Rants And Other Things.
I hate it when i get messages asking if im single...Does everyone just look at pics?! I mean come the fuck on it says "in a relationship" so NO i'm not single. and this doesnt just happen on here, it happens on myspace, collarme, and yahoo. its so fucking annoying....please read the fucking profile before you ask if im single so your not wasting my time or yours.

Racial Tension In America
With the arrest and recently announced dropped charges against renowned black Harvard professor Henry Louis Gates Jr., the world seems to be once again entrenched in the subject of racial prejudice. Actually that’s a bit of a stretch. I seem to recall another semi-important event that may have helped bring the spotlight back on race before this whole Gates debacle. However, unlike the election of our new black president, the disorderly conduct charge levied by the Cambridge Police Department against the distinguished director of Harvard’s W.E.B. Du Bois Institute for African American Studies probably wouldn’t demonstrate to most people how much our country has evolved since the Civil Rights Movement. If anything it seems to show how stunted this country can still be in matters of racial tolerance. The exact details of the case are still subject to debate. The only fact corroborated by both sides is that Gates was arrested for disorderly conduct outside of his ho

What Happened To Human?
Its amazing how we have drawn lines in the sand with love and sensuality. Its who we own, not who is in need or basically human. As a living breathing human being we need touch, love, sensual experience. If we recieve all that from our significant other then we are truely blessed. However many of us are single, or going through a rough spot and deeply desire (no matter how hard we deny) the need to feel the passion and desires of another. In many cases it sets the temperature of how we feel about ourselves. Strength, confidence, postivie feeling. Many good things come from this exchange of affection. Yet we sit as single poeple beating around the bush of social stagnation wondering if or when the right oppertunity may come to feel special and loved again.. Just imagine what the world could be for us signles if we could lift that fear.. to really find people of true heart, those that can love without ownership. Even to take someone as a friend and love them, express this to them throug

Why Is It???
Heather K 4 hours ago Report You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes weeks without running water.You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward.You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.He knows he may never see any of his ever again.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead.You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.You roll your eyes when your baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet.If you dont forward this we will just see how conceited you really are. Just fwd if your supporting the troops!!

Coming Soon
Ok I have pretty much decided that someone has stolen my binder with alot of my writing in it. Pisses me off but I will get over it.....Soon I will be posting poetry on here that I myself have written. if you like it give me props if you love it just leave an OMG if you hate it just say I have seen better.

Cyber Slut
men think cuz a chic is on fu she is a cyber slut here for u. at ur disposal no im not. could it be that most women here have tainted the land of fu there is no doubt that is true fakes and fonies im sure u men have had but not all is bad in fu land

Bitchology
FINALLY - Someone is bitchy enough to say it like it REALLY is! BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch

Suprised And Honored
Stuff like this doesn happen very often, but when it does its a tidal wave of mixed emotions. As i was letting the troops and civilians off my chinook helicopter, a civilian passenger handed me a small piece of paper. Looking back now I wish i would have read it as soon as I recieved it. It read " Dear flight engineer, my father was a F.E. in vietnam (69-70). he just passed away last year. thanks for everything you do." To me that was an honor. But at the same time I wanted to find out who it was and give them the American flag we fly in our aircraft. Thank you for everything your father did, and thank you for serving along side us while we are deployed. It means the world to us.

Hairextension
Hair Extensions Store specializes in hair extensions and hair replacement for 17 of those eighteen years fashioned a trend in hair extensions. We make available Great Lengths and Socap hair extensions, line of lace front wigs, frontals and closure pieces.

Addiction
lay down,relax, n let carnal emotions take over inhale deeply n put ur mind at ease allow me to lead u into never ending ecstasy placing my lips to urs i dare u to explore what's behind ur minds locked doors mesmerizing u with my soft kisses bewitching u with my sweet smell i have u right where i want u after this is over memories of this night will still haunt u biting u softly on ur neck i release ur inhibitions ur dying to be with me pleading to be tempted how i be resisted after all this is seduction of the highest order

What's In The Healthcare Bill
What's In The Healthcare Bill? Included are a few highlights of what's of concern with the healthcare bill (if these points don't get you upset, please check your pulse and call 911!! Alert: This thorough summary was sent from a colleague. We encourage you to conduct additional research on your own. • Page 16: Eliminates the choice to purchase private health insurance! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure! • Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direc

Sexy Test I Got A 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE

Torn Part 1
This is the first part of a new book I'm working on. She watched him staring out the window for what must have been the millionth time in the last month. It seemed that's all he did these days; sit at the bay window and stare. His friends would call and he'd cancel with one reason or another. They were all lies. He wasn't the brother she knew, the war took care of that, but she loved him all the same. There was such a mixture of emotions; sometimes she was angry, wishing he would just 'snap back' and be the man she knew before all of this. Sometimes she was sad because the man he became was so distant and strange. They had been close growing up. Even into their early adult lives, they were still close. Then, he and Josh got it into their heads one day to join the Army and 'Be all they could be.' She could understand his desire for it; the 'wanting' to help, and be a part of something bigger than oneself. She got all of that. At the same time, she couldn't picture her bro

The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. 1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir

Mermaid Or Whale?
? About all this... Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tanned woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said:THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern:Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans). They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up out

Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

Bear2care
What is Bear2care Bear2care IS A SMALL CHARITY that is making children with life threatening illnesses smile. Bear2care believes that the first step in getting healthier is to laugh and to be happy. So what we do is take these children teddy bears and other stuffed animals to bring a small amount of joy into these wonderful children's lives. AS WE HAVE NO SPONSORS, Bear2Care COSTS ARE PAID FOR DIRECTLY FROM DONATIONS, The donations are used 100% for maintaining Bear2Care2009, whether to buy bears and supplies, maintaining our web page or any other supplies Bear2care needs so please visit www.bear2care.org and help bring a smile to very sick children

Spending Spiraling Out Of Control
"All parts of government are growing," especially the federal budget,argues economist Brian Reidl in a new report on runaway government spending. Reidl explains that bailouts, the "stimulus" package, andexpansions of entitlement programs have caused federal spending toincrease at a pace not seen since World War II.Here are some alarming statistics Riedl dug up:* $4.004 trillion -- federal government spending in 2009, arecord.* $1.845 trillion -- federal spending beyond its means in 2009,the deficit.* $33,932 -- federal spending per household in 2009.* $25,969 -- federal spending per household in 2008.* $12,072 -- tax increases required per household to pay forrunaway spending on Medicare, Medicaid and Social Security by2050. (Alternatively, we could reform the programs.)* 46 cents -- amount of every dollar Washington spends in 2009that will be borrowed.* 32 percent -- increase in federal spending 2008-2009* 13 percent -- amount of the 2009 budget deficit relative toAmerica's e

What Is Real Love.
What is true love? How do you fall in love? What makes us fall for some one and say ( I LOVE YOU ) to that person? I truly believe that love is not so much a feeling as much as it is a choice to love the one your with. People seem to think that it's good sex that leads them to love. I can't believe that to be so. I have loved women that was not the best looking and I have loved some beautiful ones. I am just talking about loving some one who some may not even want around. Would you give some one a chance to love you if your friends did not like the look of that person? My mother always asked me "would you jump off a cliff if your friends did"? I think alot of us are jupming after friends more then ever. I posted this to hear to what you think so please give me feed back.

Blog Virginity
i really have never created a blog therfore have no idea what im doing. guess ya just write what ya feel huh? So i feel like shit on here looking for friends and more if it happens. i have three kids and there father is not in the picture so that usually doesnt help having baggadge. But im just about ready to give up on trying to find some one .

List Of Grievances
My brain isn't functioning, I'm either so exhausted or completely brain dead.... I hate these things: men who where athletic socks with dress shoes men who are so intellectual they become arrogant and condescending woman who think beauty is more important then brains people who clear their throat over the phone people who do snot rockets in the shower people who spit on the sidewalk as your walking down it the list goes on I am so seriously stupid right now my response time will be slow *kicks you all in the shins and walks away* Wicked

My Theme For My Life !!
There comes a time in life when you realize: Who Matters Who never did Who wont anymore And Who always will So, don't worry about people in your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it into you Future !!

At First Sight
I just recently joined here and met a beautiful woman who is just gorgeous. I don't want to keep sending messages and put on any pressure, I'm real easy going and just not that kind of guy. It seems like one of those "at first site" things. Advice anyone? I guess I'm dreaming maybe , but as many of attractive women are on here and else where, no one else has ever caught my attention like this before.

Gonzo Vegas
I saw these smokin hot girls gettin it on on the walkway over the strip last night. Then I finished off my sack of mushrooms and somehow found my way back to my room at the wildwild west . Thats my Gonzo style for the day how about any of you?????

Bittersweet....
Soooo.... It's about 0730 ( or 7:30am) in the morning in Korea, and waiting for TMO to pack, pick up my things, and ship it off to Germany. 8 more days until I finally leave--you know, the more I think about it, the more it's starting to become bittersweet...I hate being here, and yet i'm going to miss this place. The partying, drunken nights, being sick during an readiness excercise LOL, and meeting people, new and those I haven't seen in a long LONG time. Well, as I about to log off and shut my desktop computer down to also be shipped to Europe, I just wanted to say that for those that are STILL in Korea, " Don't worry about a thing, it'll all be over soon..." That I can assure you...until then...SEE YA IN GERMANY!!!

Duct Tape Is Not For Nipples
Growing up i pretty much had to pay for anything that my parents felt was not a necessity. Which was fine i worked two jobs and that was enough to keep me in dime bags and gas money. Sometimes it did seem that I was making difficult choices. Like, I could buy the really cool, slightly punk rock dress but not the necessary under garmets to go with it. And when i say necessary, I mean it. My first bra was a B cup and that was when i was 11. I have only moved down the alphabet since. I owned one strappless bra. It was horrid. It was a bright white, quilted number, so stiff that it could go out to the party on it's own. After consulting with my brain trust, which consisted of several flat chested, pot smoking girlfriends, we decided the the best course of action would be to deconstruct the current bra into a new, one-time use bra. We gathered together the required equipment. Scissors, weed, masking tape, and safety pins. The end result was a torn up frankstien bra that would make the ma

Marked For Life~
Marked today by Master and the smudge below the artwork is that of his Social Security numbers...It doesnt actually look like that but i wanted to protect Master from identity theft. Feelings: I'm very happy but it gives me a sense of calm knowing that this is a permanant relationship as is his mark on my flesh... Its very entoxicating the whole experience...the burniing of the needles as the ink sinks into my flesh...when i looked at the mark in the mirror i actually began to weep...so happy so proud.... so permanant Update ya all later...Joy~

Love
So im dating the most wonderful woman in the world. I cant wait till we finally get married. She makes life worth livin. With out her god knows where id be right now or even what id be doing, Rachel I LOVE YOU BABY. She says"Look baby I'm a rock star"Grabs my old guitarPlayin' it upside downDancin' aroundIn front of our tvI can't see the ballgameSo I just wave my lighter and sayYeah, rock on babyI'd rather watch you anywayBut when you're doneCan I come backstageAnd get you to sign your nameOn that zeppelin shirt of mine you're wearin'I'll never wash that thing againYeah and she's my kinda crazyThe little games she playsLord they'll never get oldShe's too cute to get on my last nerveThe way she throws her little fitsPokin' out her lip and bitin' mine when we kissThere ain't a fight that she can't winThat's my babyAnd she's my kinda crazyYou ought to see her in my pickupShe's gotta have that radio upBless her heart, she can't sit stillHead in my lap, bare feet on the windshieldSa

Very Nice Witchy Writeing
Come with me if ye dareBeneath my veil and in my heartMy Magick is all aroundAs is my shadow here and nowI walk the ways of light and darkSometimes hard to tell them apartFew be they who understand my wayI am different and not a followerI sometimes watch others aroundHow they laugh and loveI wonder how long it lastsFor me they never dolove comes and goesThey say they will never walk away,and love you foreverHow can any promise what they can not keepfor nothing here lasts foreverSometimes I am like the Owlset out side watching lifeI am like the crow I come and goI am of the night yet I live in the lightI am a daughter and priestess of the MorrighanI am MysticMoonCrow

Ok Ok
ok, so a while back i posted a mumm on if i should do porn or not. the answer was 100% yes i should, soooooooooo guess what? I'm gonna do porn! lol I'll be dong live web cam stuff with a friend as well as film. yea yea before ya'llsay anything, my fu wifey already knows. so those of you who think they can go running and snitch me out, HA SUKA! the jokes on you, cuzz i hide nothing from her! If ya'll wanna know where we can be seen just ask an i might tell. Happy humping everyone!

Random Shit
Wtf Is this world coming too ? I mean seriously is the united states completely over run by simple minded morons and psychotic people ?? I was sitting here checking over some emails me when i say the story Of Otty Sanchez (psychotic bitch) link to follow ... She had some type of psychotic Breakdown she has schizophrenia and decapitated her 3 1/2 week son :| HOW THE FUCK DO YOU DO THAT TO YOUR KID ? She ate some of his toes decapitated him with a fucking steak knife and ate part of his brain...... why the fuck wasnt this lady put in an instutition?? its insane she inflicted wounds upon herself she stabbed herself in the heart and stomach. I hope to hell that even though they are holding her for 1 mill bail that she doesnt get out and sick or not that they give this psycho the help that she needs. www.mysanantonio.com/news/local_news/Mother_in_911_call_He_told_me_to_do_it.html Now before anyone gets all self righteous and s

If
She is on my mind constantly. I look at her pic on my puter everyday. Love those eyes and her smile warms my heart. When is anything perfect? guess she wanted it to be. Relationships are hard and take both parties wanting to fix the problems that arise. Can't be done when only one side wants to.

Was Sup Fubernation Lol
was sup ppl new on flube as you all know a little bout my i have twin wonderful twin boys im a single father they live with me ther mom chooses not to have anything to do to them.I posted a few pics of them and ugly me >.> but for you single ladies around ohio hit me up if you want to cat to get to know me or jsut to be friends

Application
Name Age: Height: Hair Color: Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos: Zodiac sign++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Do you drink or smoke? Do you have a cell phone? If so, do you have texting? Do you like hugs? Could we just cuddle?Would you kiss me?Would you point me out to your friends? Would you call me every night? Would you stay up till 3 in the morning texting me? Would you take care of me when I'm sick? Do you think I'm cute? If you could change anything about me, would you? Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? Would you kiss my neck? Do you like biting? What turns you on? Do you play any sports? If so...what? What would you say is the best thing about yourself? Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? What type of music do you like? If you were to label yourself, what would it be? What size shoe do you wear? Would you just stand there and hug me? What's your favorite color? Would you ever lie to me? Favorite band?

1,2,cool,3,times,4,school
i got more flows then the air when uou feel the breeze freeze b4 yall sucka mcs feel da squeeze to get the cheese and leave with eaze take care of yall right after brunch get done go st8 to lunch you cant get mad we were hungry 4 a crunch ha ha i get a bunch dat gotta strip down to their trunks and stunk with that dead mans funk smell me u fuckin punks i see yall so verbal until somebody come at cha whit the heat u bitch up lika a herb ho go aheadand studdard mo and im gonna box u in like butter fo gettin shiced so many times and spread everywhere then we eat the toast in the morning for a better approach to smoke folk u think u a loke nooooo u act like da pope noooo goooddd. im gonna tute u some coke,oooooooohhhh Without the cola.I love giving it to the bitches with da squeakies moan nigga! haaaaaaa.Aint no typed of moan around these figure.Either u let a kid slide in the cuts,r hey listen ma u baggin em up.And i say come here let me show u how to do dis son. r we can go back to let m

To My Friends...
TODAY WE CELEBRATE FRIENSHIP DAY IN MY COUNTRY SO I WANTED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO TELL YOU HOW SPECIAL YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS TO ME: Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you!

Hey Look
"If you need healing, your are depressed, about to commit suicide, so down, so hurt..you are important. Touch this word and God will heal and deliver you. In the Name of Jesus..Receive it. Tell me what happened. God bless."

My Baby
Last weekend was the best weekend i think ive ever had. my fiance came up from chicago.i loved every moment we spent just laying in bed cuddling i wish i could spend everyday in his arms.. i dident want him to leave it hurt really bad and still does.. i love him more then anything his smile his voice the way he looks at me and the feeling i get when he touches me is just so incredible i couldent be happier.. been almost 3 days now and i miss him more and more as each day goes by.. no doubt about it i wanna marry him one day for those who dont know he goes by the name a.b.k on fubar and he is the best thing that ever happend to me for those who dont like it feel free to block me

Much Needed Advice
Well it has resorted down to this.. I am actually asking for advice.. I need it badly before I lose my mind and delete myself from here...and leave hurt... i want to know how can I learn to relax here and not let all the crap that goes on here effect me so much.. like all the young whores. gettin everything. being ignored most of the time.. begging for everything i get..when the hot girls come on.. and I just shut up and back out of the conversations.. see yesterday I was talking to a friend and someone went on cam and he totally stopped talking to me to drool all over her and comment on how hot she was...completely pushed me away.. I get that a lot... And since the bartap thing is messed up and I cant get it off my homepage.. i see the types of girls my friends comment on and yeah.. Ive gone to their pictures and I have seen some of the most gorgeous comments they have left.. and I dont get that sort of thing....I get "baby lets fuck...or sexy ass i want to eat it" and so many

Sports Stuff
It may not be fashionable to say it, but hell, I'm a massive Schumacher fan, and the news that he's making a comeback to F1 to cover for the injured (but fortunately improving, thoughts-are-with-him) Felipe Massa has me so jazzed for the rest of the season. I can't wait for Valencia now, and I'm desperately keeping my fingers crossed that he comes back and shows his top form.

Metaphysical Love
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds, Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizarre imaginations of sights so obscured... Come face to face with terror..before the vision blurrs. I've loved you from the start... Before you were concieved. I built you from my passions, and killed you in my dreams. Once I stood before, a council of the Lords. Their grim eyes stared upon me like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Micheal, contempt was in his eyes..... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die! It's a hazy recolllection of another life I lived. My death was oh so violent.... Tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medievil time... I struggled to posess what never could be mine! Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun. Ahhh!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds!!! Forever alone in rando

Re: Christmas
My Name Is Sebastian As we all know Christmas will be here soon and if anyone would like to make some extra money? I have a way for you to do so. I own a product distribution company with over 3000+ High Quality Products and I am giving people a chance to make some extra money and maybe even turn it into a part time job if they wish to. I also have a way for your local churchs or organizations to throw fundraisers to be able to generate a lot of money. If you are interested Contact me at AmericanEagleGC@aol for more details. Be sure to put (Extra Money) in the caption. Thanks! www.AmericanEagleGiftsCo.com THIS IS NOT A SCAM

In Love With A Stranger..
i've fallen for a stranger... my heart he has stolen, but he does not know. i wish i could tell him... but another has stolen his. i see him frolic with his new love, while i watch in agony as my heart shatters... tell me oh broken heart of mine, what am i to do? you tell me to forget, but how, when he shown me that i can love so deeply. how am i to forget when my heart yearns for his touch, his love, his very soul? i beg of you, do not wish me to forget, for i have fallen so terribly in love with a stranger. a stranger i can never have in my arms... i pray to the gods above. hear my pleas and answer my prayers, guide my forsaken lover to my tender, broken heart, for only he can heal the wounds that were unitentionally inflicted upon my soul... Sincerely yours, Raven Renae Cassiana

Who Knows Their Self Worth?
I've heard so many women talk about how they are not good enough for this guy or that guy. I even admit that I have said that about myself knowing damn well that I was more than good enough. That I may have been even too good for him. I found worth in myself. It wasnt something I found within a guy I was dating or the compliments given to me. It was something I found on my own when I finally realized that I am a better person than I gave myself credit for. Now I'm not some egotistical maniac thinking I am better than everyone. I am finally to the point where I love myself, and dont need to have someone love me so I feel worthy. So many have come and gone in my life. And those that have gone can stay gone. I dont need part time friends or lovers. I dont want crumbs, I want the whole enchilada. And if the person cant give it to me then I'm not settling for what they can give. I want it all, and I deserve it all. All women deserve that regardless of who they are. And to the m

Wish List And What I Will Do...
Ok.. theres a few things I would like.. BLINGS. LOL. Or money. So anyways..here is the list: peace bling roar(lion bling) and lobster/crab bling So anyways.. I got pimpouts to offer.. I can rate 100 11s... or I can just rate ya a bunch for blings I will also pimpout for blings/ or million fu bucks. Anyways.. in the end.. I will do for you.. you do for me deal! Also.. I am willing to pimpout those who can't afford to buy one..or cant buy blings.. if you rate me 300 rates.. at happy hour. If interested..just shout me! Also I will rate you if you rate me! Hugs.. me

Woman And The Fork
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.... 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that ?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. 'That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained.. 'My grandmother once told

I Miss You
Something about a girl drives me insane...Is it her eyes or maybe its her touch, but still...She drives me crazy with every little thing she does...Yes, I know its weird for most to understand but oh well...She makes me happier than anyone else on the planet...I used to say livin for the future only destroys your chance at the present...Today I am more curious than ever to wonder what our future is gunna be like...I think my future will be great because I have a wonderful girl in my life...Being unlike anyone I have even known, I have had my heart stolen...I just want you to know that she is my baby and that I miss her...Whether its a rainy day or sunny day, I know I have her to hold me when needed...I worry not about losing my life, but losing our chance...She helps me when I get worried about my past catching up with me...I trust within her for reasons I cant explain...But hell, I cant even explain my true feelings for her...I just know I honestly want to be with you, a couple....

Socialized Medicine
I am in total support for a government run health care system. BUT... I have some major beefs. First off, if I were in charge of Canada, I’d bomb the ad agencies for bad mouthing their health care system. (hmmm, that is JOKING of course, so touchy these days saying things like that). I have a INTERNET friend who lives in Canada. Just last week I asked her what her feelings were about the 'bad mouthing' her country's health care system was getting on our TV commercials. I also asked her what it was really like. Talk about your perfect timing, on a Friday night she had to go to a local hospital's emergency room. She had quiet sever stomach pains, she thought maybe her appendix had burst. She went into a waiting room that she said had only 4 people sitting in it, none appeared to be patients, more than likely someone waiting on a person. She gave them her health card, NO PAPERWORK (other than the nurse asking about her complaint)/NO INSURANCE PAPERWORK, just her heal

Immigration Issue
Wanna solve OUR ilegal immigration problem without spending billions on a fence and guards (you can give the money to the healthcare plan)? So simple. Pass a bill that says if we find a company that has hired an illegal immigrant, they will get charged $100,000.00 per violation/person. On the bill say the illegal will be shipped back to their country of origin. Hey two sentences, one piece of paper, so simple an 80 year old Senator MIGHT read it and even understand. Next call up CNN. Have the INS put down their doughnuts for a day. Plan a raid on ANY major meatpacking company. This is the hard part, keep it a secret till AFTER the raid. Have CNN film the whole thing as you round up the illegal workers and load them on a bus. You will need one INS agent, that can count (that is also a toughy)and they count the number of people loaded on the bus. He/she then adds 00,000.00 to the number of people loaded on the bus and hands the company the bill, payable in 30 days. CNN

The Finals
The Latest Standings in THE FINALS Last Posted Wed. 8-5-09 @ 8:22pm ( pst) ***The Finals Will End Tonight @ 8pm pst*** 1477 Mad Curves **WINNER! Sexiest Lady On FU!! 1322 Alessia 865 Sweet Southern Adicktion 555 Sunshine 287 Classy 113 Blue Country Grace 113 Des Tin E 66 Sandi 11 Mel ** These totals DO NOT include previous votes that were carried over with some pics from other rounds.

Mr. Steve's Place
I miss your touch I miss the rush of emotions when I’m with you The feeling of your breath on my neck The wreck I am when you are so so near. How I long for you To sing my songs just for you. The intimate moments we would share When I’m so close beside you. You know I want you To get deep inside Tasteing, touching, feeling Laying , standing, kneeling

Idiots In The Sb
FUCK YOU (My link drop back to idiots!) Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box? Do I know you? Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger? Didn't think so! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!

My Apologies
I wish to apologize for building a lounge and not being able to be in there as much as I was.I am visiting a friend in Germany that needed help and now our time zones are way out of sorts.It is now after 11 pm & if I am correct it is only after 3 pm back home in the states.When I do get on to try and hook up with everyone it is so late here that I can't focus for to long because my eyes wish to go to sleep.I Know that the lounge is being taken care of when I am not there but still it seems when I go no one there,hence {time zones}.I saw someone left a statement once that the lounge doesn't stay busy anymore..If this is because of methen I am truly sorry.I try my best to get there as pften as I can.When I get back to the states it will be time for me to go back to school and start my teaching for the year.My times then will be after school or on breaks at school and only until maybe 10pm at night,I get up to early to stay on any longer than that. So this is my apologies to you for not

Done With It
THERE COMES A POINT IN A PERSON'S LIFE WHERE ALL THE DRAMA, CHILDISH, PETTY BULLSHIT NEEDS TO STOP!! SAYING YOU HATE THIS PERSON OR HOLD A GRUDGE ON THIS ONE AND THAT ONE, DON'T YOU THINK IT'S TIME TO JUST LET IT ALL GO? I MEAN LOOK AT YOUR SITUATION CLOSELY..HOW'S IT WORKING FOR YOU? BEING A STUPID IMMATURE DUMBASS GETS YOU NO WHERES. YOU ONLY MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT WHEN YOU CHOSE TO BE SO COMPLETELY IGNORANT AND CHILDISH. SAYING I "HATE" YOU..WHAT GOOD DOES THAT DO TO THE OTHER PERSON? SORRY BUT I HATE YOU DOESNT EFFECT ANYONE. SAYING YOU'LL BEAT THEIR ASS, WHAT'S THAT GOING TO DO? YOU JUST MIGHT END UP WITH YOUR ASS BEING THE ONE TO GET BEAT!! I GUESS MY POINT TO THIS IS THAT EVERYONE NEEDS TO REALIZE THAT YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE, WHY LIVE IT BEING THE LITTLE PERSON? BE THE BIGGER PERSON AND LET SHIT GO. JUST DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, ALL YOU DO IS STRESS YOURSELF OUT. SO, IF THERE'S SOMEONE YOU DON'T LIKE, FINE..JUST KEEP IT TO YOURSELF..CAUSE ALL YOU'RE DOING WHEN YO

My Wedding Day!!
I am writing this to give you all a good laugh and to show sometimes when there are signs you should see them and run..... These are sure signs that you should not get married: 1. You buy your own rings.... 2. Your bridesmaids are both lactating 3. your corset you pre ordered months before is 3 cups sizes to bug. 4. the flowers you picked for your bouquet come and your father looks down and says those are the same flowers we throw on the coffin in Greece... 5. as soon as you walk out the house all ready a rain storm appears lasting the whole day 6. your wedding shots are outside in the said rain storm 7. you arrive at the church and your son is ill (scarlet fever) 8. you look down the isle and realize that there's no exit doors close enough to make a mad dash for it 9. Your dad says be strong as you walk down the isle 10. your dress wont hold up because you just spent the last 3 hours in the rain smiling pretty for the camera, so your aunt uses a large pin to hold it up. Peo

As Of Monday The Third There Will Be A Change..
As of Monday August the 3rd there won't be much of me on fubar.I got the job I interviewed for.They really liked me and thought I would be a good asset to their company.I'm so excited.I havent had a job in 10 months.I've been looking and looking and nothing.I live in Arkansas and it wasn't easy to find something.I have to try my best to hold on to this job! I am going to be dedicated as I can be.I'm going to be exhausted.My boyfriend works night shift from 4pm to 1am.I am used to being up all hours of the night and suddenly have to switch my schedule to 8am to 6pm for work.I'm going to be getting not very much sleep.The only times I'll really be here is for the weekends sometimes.I hope my friends stick with me and know I still care and am not abandoning them.I have to work and I have to do for myself.I dont want anyone mad at me for not being here.Thanks for all the support I've got on fubar and being able to make all these levels in just a few months of being here.Some of the friends

Stuff
POEM – THE DASHThis poem was written by Linda Ellis. She wrote it while working at a company with a tense working environment. She saw people’s priorities were messed up. The bosses and her fellow employees were worrying far too much about what seemed to be unimportant in the larger scope of life. A letter was sent around her office written by a wife of an employee who was dying. Her words were: “Regrets? I have a few. Too much worrying! I worried about finding the right husband, and having children, being on time, being late and so on.It all works out and would have worked out without the worries or fears. If only I would have known then, what I know now. We all are going to die. Stop worrying, start loving and living.”The Dash – Linda EllisI read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end.He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the f

Female Disorders
I feel that in my 34 years of being a female and friend to other females I am highly qualified to release my scientific research regarding the several different Female disorders that are encourage by children stories. What makes my research scientific? The fact that I fucking say so. Just shut your face and read the damn blog. THE EAT THIS, DRINK THAT SYNDROME The book: Alice in Wonderland. The symptoms: Thinking that taking a pill, or drink, or tying your stomach in a knot, or eating cabbage soup will help you fart your way to thin. We all know the only true way to stay at a healthy weight is to eat a healthy diet and excericise. It takes a lot of work and mindfullness for anybody. Except for that cunt Alice who only had to eat a mushroom or take pill to change her dress size and hardly any of the side effects were reported. Noted case studies: Several of my friends during high school who thought the good people of X-lax had the answer. Dana, age 15, lost control of her bowels while

Team In Training
Help please! Raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I am running a marathon on Dec 13th and raising money for the LLS. Please do what you can do to help. I know that spending money on a VIP or bling is so much more important that helping a cause like blood cancer but if you have maybe even $10 left after that please help! =) Much love! http://pages.teamintraining.org/mn/honolulu09/towata

Wanted: Female Vocals And Management
TUKURPA IS HOLDING AUDITIONS FOR A FEMALE SINGER WITH A RANGE TO COVER ~ BALADS-MELODIC-ROCK-METAL & ANYTHING THAT JAMS IN BETWEEN WE ARE MOVING TO THE MANCHESTER / YORK PA. AREA OUR NEW JAM SPOT / STUDIO SHOULD BE READY SOON YOU CAN CHECK US OUT AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/TUKURPA IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW MIGHT BE INTERESTED CALL CREIG AT (717)-418-0020 WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR A BAND MANAGER SO IF YOUR INTERESTED LET US KNOW

Lmao...rices Burners...
piece of shit that costs 8-17 grand and looks like it costs 90, but does 0-60 in about 16 seconds. obviously a dreamers car, for example a dreamer who is 16-21 yrs of age who makes about minimum wage an hour, whose parents probably drive a mini-van. skinny pimpley-faced kid in his lil asian car with his wannabe gangsta bitch barbie girl friend in the passenger seat checking her make-up in the side mirror bobbin her head to the "phat" beats blasting out of the 50,000 watt system, while admiring her scrwany ass boy friends asian charcter symbol tattoos on his scrawny arms while he's on his lil cell phone/2-way talking about his boys and saying that he's "pimpin".

My Eyes
My Eyes If I lift my eyes from the ground Opening myself up Afraid of what could happen If I raise them into yours Would let you inside of me My hopes and fears They are ones I can never show For if I let anyone inside Would they ever truly want to know? Just what it is that makes me sad Of how I long to cry Of how much pain they have caused me Would they even wonder why? So I go along the sidewalk With my eyes cast down below I pray they never stop me I pray they never know©

Untitled Poem
I looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you

Chevy's
Chevy (Noun) A Brand of cars/trucks that that breaks down often and is very unreliable, But some people decide to continue to push them around town. If you have a Chevy you might want to make sure that you have a friend with a Ford so that he/she can tow you home so that you don't have to push it.Cracked Heads Every Valve Rattles On Long Extended Trips new battery 73$new tranny 500$new motor 1000$cost of stolen stereo due to crappy locks 900$wishing it would burst into flames=priceless

Fubar Nfl Fantasy Football League
hello friends and family i want to start a NFL fantasy football league will need 7 entries to join ,8 counting me then we will do a live draft in my lounge u will need 2QBS, 3RBs, 3WRs,2TEs,2Ks,2DEF per roster each week u will start 1QB,2RBs,2WRs,1TE,1K,1DEF - NO ONE CAN DRAFT the same players once a person is drafted there gone will cost 50k a peice to join will all get a NFL FUBAR FANTASY FOOTBALL ID made, will run from week one to week 17!!!!!!!!!WINNER will get 100 pic rates , 20k fu bux,and a salute statin u r the CHAMP from each member in the contest ,and a custom morph and graphic from me HERES WHAT THE IDs LOOK LIKE !!!!

Mark, What Ever My F U Name Is
what the fuck is the deal with this site??? I thought it was a place to kinda unwind and meet people... but all I see is hot young chicks (that is being nice) half dressed going around to old ugly dudes and rating them 10's they hit on yeah, make ya all horney and then say what the ef. you're a perv. .... I thought it was a place to meet singles..... all it is to me is a waste of time.......... well I guess if you are an old perv, then it is the perfect place for you so stay!!!!! and the young girls that like to tease old men then stay, you know they have the want to be with the old guys or they wouldn't do it in the first place,. (know what i mean wink wink)

Dodge...p.o.s
(1) Make of car cheaply made, looks good, but breaks down prematurely.(2) Make of car that sells for a low price but parts are expensive.(3) The only make of truck or van that give you multiple choice on what to do when they cut you off in the middle of the road. (Should I dodge him or ram him?)(4) Division of Chrysler that used to make good quality automobiles such as the Charger, but sacrifices quality for profit.Note: these definitions also apply to Plymouth and Chrysler. Dented Or Damaged Greatly Everyday Drips Oil Drops Grease EverywhereDies On Day Guarantee Expires Dreary Out Dated Grandpa Engineering

Redneck Defined...lol
Rednecks live in the Southeastern United States. While they do not comprise the entire population in this region they do make up the vast majority of the people here. Typically, rednecks live in rural settings. They avoid urban settings. They are proud of their pick-up trucks or older cars and stick with them despite rising gas prices. They typically work industrial or manual labor jobs. The majority do not have anything beyond a high school education. They depend on the "Good 'Ol Boy" system of advancement. They are extremely weary of those who do possess the desire to act educated -- these people are perceived as sell-outs. You can often see rednecks hauling lawn equipment or hunting (dog) equipment even if they do not plan on using these items in the near future. It is a proud symbol of their social class. Rednecks often are seen about in hunting attire even though they do not plan to hunt anything. Dressing up comprises of dockers and a tucked in polo shirt. Baseball hats on men ar

You Might Be A Redneck If...
You might be a redneck if: You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of Tattoos. You need an estimate from your barber before you get a haircut. The biggest fashion risk you take is which plaid you'll wear to the 4-H Fair. You have flowers planted in a bathroom appliance in your front yard. Your wife weighs more then your refrigerator. You move your refrigerator and the grass underneath it has turned yellow. You mow your lawn and find a car. You can spit without opening your mouth. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night involves putting on shoes and a jacket and grabbing a flashlight. You go Christmas shopping for your mom, sister, and girlfriend, and you only need to buy one gift. Taking a dip has nothing to do with water. There are more than ten lawsuits currently pending against your dog. You take a fishing pole to Sea World. The hood and one door are a different color from the rest of your car. You've ever filled your deer tag on the golf c

That Damn Woman
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'

Rebel...tru Def.
Wanna know what what a true rebel/non-conformist is? It isn't someone who rags on other cliques or openly does something stupid or rude to others. It isn't someone who follows some popular choice of style. It isn't someone who does drugs or drink. And it DEFINETELY isn't one of those stereotypes from old fifties movies! It's someone who can hardly stand out at all because they're lost in the sea of cliques. You simply cannot classify a rebel in any clique, because they follow their own dress code putting on and picking out what they think is cool and not wearing something because it seems punk or preppy. A rebel doesn't do something because it's hot for the moment or because it seems hardcore or something a rebel would wear. As a matter of fact, most rebels don't even know they are rebels. They befriend whoever they like, listen to whatever they want to listen to, and behave in the manner they see fit. These people live their lives the way they want to and not the way everyone expects

Who Wants To Be Bombed
JUST TO START WITH I WOULD LIKE EVERYONE TO KNOW THIS IS NOT A SCAM TO GET BLING PACKS FOR MYSELF. EVERYTHING I GET WILL BE PUT INTO BOMBS TO HELP OTHERS ON FUBAR. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS BLOG TO BE STARTED ON THE LIST. DO NOT GIVE ME ANY BLING PACKS RIGHT NOW. I WILL NOT START GETTING THE BLING PACKS UNTIL I HAVE 20 PEOPLE. THIS MEANS YOU WILL HAVE A MINUMUM OF 6 BOMBS. I WILL ALSO BE BUYING ONE BOMB TO GET STARTED SO THAT MEANS IT WILL ACTUALY BE 7 BOMBS FOR 20 PEOPLE. I AM HOPING TO GET 50 PEOPLE ON THE LIST. I MYSELF DON’T CARE IF I LEVEL AGAIN OR NOT. MY FRIEND MUFFINMAN HAS HAD SUCCESS HELPING PEOPLE OUT DOING THIS SO I AM TRYING TO FOLLOW IN HIS PATH. I AM GOING TO TAKE IT JUST A LITTLE FURTHER THAN HE DID AND IM GOING TO HELP ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ALSO. IF YOU DO THE MATH I WILL HAVE ABOUT HALF THE BOMB LEFT OVER. WHAT I AM PLANING ON DOING IS GETTING A FRIENDS NAME FROM YOU ALSO. I WILL BE BOMBING THEM AT A MINIMUM OF ONE TIME EVERY OTHER

Sdl Fun Night
US AT SDL ARE HOLDING A FUN NIGHT TO SHOW OUR LOVE :) EVERY 5TH NEW MEMBER WILL BE BLINGED BETWEEN 5PM-1AM EST TIME MUSIC TRIVIA GAME (7PM-9PM EST TIME): 500K TO REGISTER PER GROUP MAX 4 PEEPS PER TEAM ONLY 2 STAFF PER TEAM 8MIL FUBUCKS TO WINNING GROUP **MUST REGISTER TEAM WITH ME LALA NO LATER THEN AN HOUR BEFORE START TIME** AUTO11 OR CHERRY BOMB RAFFLE (10PM EST TIME WINNER DRAWN) 500K PER TICKET BUY TICKETS THROUGH ME (LALA) UT WILL DRAW THE NUMBER AT 10PM EST TIME LIVE IN THE SDL ON SALE NOW!!!! TOP STAFF CONTEST (12AM EST TIME) THERE IS CURRENTLY A POLL SET UP ON THE SDL PROFILE PLEASE GO AND VOTE... THE TOP 3 STAFF FROM THIS POLL WILL WIN A GIFT FROM MYSELF AND UT... THEY WILL GET TO PICK ONE OF TWO THINGS WHICH WILL BE ANNOUNCED AT THE TIME OF THE CONTEST... MAKE SURE YALL COME CHECK IT OUT... COULD BE MORE PRIZES!!! ALSO WILL HAVE A CAM SHOW FOR EVERYONE AS WELL :) AUGUST 26TH 2009 5PM-1AM EST TIME

My Fantasies
.....I WANT TO HAVE A THREE SOOME WITH TWO WOMEN ......I WANT TO HAVE SEX IN A BATH TUB FULL OF WATERS OR BUBBLES .....I WANT TO HAVE A WOMAN WHO LOVE TO SWALLOW CUMS ......I WANT TO TIE A WOMAN AND FUCK HER AS MUCH AS I CAN AND AS MANY TIME MY COCK GET HARD ...... I WANT A WOMAN WHO CAN STOKE A COCK REALLY GOOD AND MAKE A MAN CUM WHERE EVER SHE CHOOSE TO HAVE TO CUM AT ...... I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP AND LET MY HARD COCK REST INSIDE THE PUSSY WITHOUT MAKING ANY MOVES TO SEE HOW LONG I CAN LAST WITHOUT CUMING AND WITHOUT MOVING ...... I LOVE TO RUB A WOMAN PUSSY AND MAKE HER CUM ALOT FOR ME. I WANT A FREAK WHO LOVES KUM FROM A MAN AND WHO LOVES TO HAVE A MAN MAKE HER CUM I LOVE FUCKING A PUSSY FROM THE BACK WHILE SHE IS LAYING FLAT ON HER STOMACH

Just A Crumbled Mountain
dont count on me no more, this mount ains nothing more than a crumbling mess I was your strength, I was your shelter, I was a pillar but wouldnt you guess time marched and the sledgehammer pulled his heat; now I'm nothing more than a woman who lost face so dont you count on me no more, this horse has lost her strength what would be more is less One battle after the next the one who stood beneath you can no longer be put through the pace so dont count on me no more, this mountains nothing more than a crumbling mess

Why I Am Me...
I've spent most of my life dealing with depression. Which I'm sure many people on here know about. Depession is no easy thing to deal with it affects many aspects of your life weather you want it to or not. Makes everything difficult to do, getting out of bed, eating, cleaning etc... Depression is different for everyone and effects everyone differently. For me it has been a lifetime battle of emotional overload, I get upset easily and it takes me awhile to calm down. I worked with people a lot in my life various jobs, I had trouble interacting not with the customers but with managment. Every job I've ever had I went in and learned how to do most everything there was to the job just out of boredom at work. Well anyway yes I am moody and can be a bitch at times I don't do it on purpose, my mind is always going and going it never stops. I have chronic insomnia on top of the depression it makes it fun, I've adjusted to the getting little sleep. I started making jewelrly as a teen

Unemployed
Well I never though it would happen to me. I worked in a video poker club for 7 years. But due to the economy and my stupidity I was fired. I was caught on camera making out with a customer. My owner is very religious and you would have thought we were having sex. I was fired with out warning which sucked. I went to the club yesterday and they are down to one employee, and the club is filthy. So I am sure it will close soon, Even thought there are many factors involved, I can't help but feel that what goes around comes around and this is good for them.

Torn Part 2
Unable to put off turning around anymore, the dessert was finally ready. She pulled it from the oven and placed it on a cooling dish. Lisa heard the stools and wheeled around. “Don't even think about it,” she said, the laughter easily heard in her voice. She looked from her mother and brother. “You have to wait.” “You fill the house with that scent then expect us to wait?” Brian grumbled. “Some sister.” “Mom? Tell him to stop.” Lisa looked to her mom for help, and realized she was trying to sneak around the island to get at the dish. “Mom! You're worse than he is!” They all laughed as everyone seated themselves around the counter and impatiently waited for it to cool. The dessert went over well. Brian and his mother ate the entire dish. It wasn't quite a brownie dish, but it wasn't cake either. She called it: Chocolate Haven, even though there wasn't as much chocolate in it as there was brown sugar. Smiling, L

The Little Things In Your Daily Life
#yiv1214146659 .ExternalClass .EC_hmmessage P {padding:0px;} #yiv1214146659 .ExternalClass body.EC_hmmessage {font-size:10pt;font-family:Verdana;} The Little Things in Your Daily Life > > As you might remember, the head of a company survived > 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. > > Another fellow was alive because it was > His turn to bring donuts. > > One woman was late because her > Alarm clock didn't go off in time. > > One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike> Because of an auto accident. > > One of them > Missed his bus. > > One spilled food on her clothes and had to take> Time to change. > > One's > Car wouldn't start. > > > One couldn't > Get a taxi. > > The one that struck me was the man > Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, > Took the various means to get to work > But before he got there, he developed > a blister on his foot.. > > He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. > That is why he is alive today.. > > > Now when

My Body Is Your Playground
My body is your playgroundCome out and play with meExplore me with your fingers You can skip on my lips with your tongueMy body is your playground I am open for youWith my nipples you can playhide and seek let me find youMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meCome swing by my thighsand you can slide down my clit for a bitMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your jungle gym Climb right on top of meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your clubhouse come inside of meGo around and around I am your merry-go-roundMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am here for your joyCome have fun with meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am open all day and nightCome run, jump, skip and walk on meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with me

On My Knees
On my knees I am ready to pleaseYou stand before me hard, naked willing me with your eyes to let you insideAnd I do as you likeTaking hold of your dickI feel you tense and take in a breathThat makes me smile as I move my head closerplace you on my lips and kiss and lick the sweetness that is now dripping outI tease you with my tongue sliding up and down your shaft and right on the tip of your Carmel colored dickI begin to draw in inSlowly no need to rushI hear you begin to moanAnd I feel your hands caress my hair"Damn this feels so good." you sayI take you in fartherSucking and licking"Don't stop, Don't Stop Mami."And I don'tSucking you like your the last thing on earthMoving my head fasterwith my hand insincThe grip you have on my hair tightensRight then we look at each otherYou began to quiverI get myself ready for youYou move your hips to the movements of my mouth and scream my nameI feel you flow down my throatMMMMM you taste so goodYou slide out of my mouth and claps on the floorO

Hey
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Conversation Of Lovers
Come away with me my secret loveCome away with me to our secret fantasyTake my hand. I'll lead you thereShh your secrets are safe with meMy secret loveI crave to be in that secret fantasyBut I am scared to let goand blindly take your handMy secrets I am hesitant to shareBaby it's okayClose your eyes Don't be afraidFor I am your escapeLeave your worries behind please don't be hesitantYou make it sound so easyto just run awayBaby believe me it's okayAren't you worried?Do you have any care?Baby with you I have no fearI have no worriesAnd yes I careI care for youI care for you tooand I want to escape with youBut how do I forget?How do I not be hesitant?Its not easyI know, I seeBut believe me my loveWhen I take you on this fantasyYou also will see you should leave with meI want to believe my loveand fly in your armsI want to see Should I go on this fantasyThe

Ok I Was Dared...
5 questions. 1 chance. 5 honest answers. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 5 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. But I DARE you to repost this. And see what people ask you

About Time...
well...I figured it was about time that I posted a blog on here. I'm far too private to go share the ins and outs of a gnats arse by way of detail about me. However.... I was sat thinking (dangerous!) I should share something.... Music is a huge part of my day to day life, as I'm sure it is for many. Events stick in my memory because of a piece of music/song/gig that I've been to...or memories are "evoked" when I hear a piece of music. The following are a few that immediately came to mind from a (fairly) long ago period in my life...and instantly brought a smile to my face.. Blood on Blood (live) 2nd row of a Sold out Giants stadium, 2001. Every hair on the back of my neck was on end...goosebumps everywhere. Not just an amazing moment, but a great trip with some wonderful friends. Sultans of swing album. Specifically hanging out in Mark Woods bedroom during the summer of 1990 with a new group of friends. This "saved" me from being with my regular friends for the summe

A Book Through Two Eyes
A friend of mine and I were talking about writin a book togther on the war in the middle east from two diffrent aspects, One through a Marines eyes and the other through the eyes of a Muslim, being that is what he is. I want your oppinion on this and if this would be something of intrest.

Sumbitch
SUMBITCH A filthy rich MISSISSIPPI man decided that heWanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating Shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.' The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. BothLeroy and

Blondes
Blondes =0 D CAR TROUBLE A blonde p ushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, 'What's the story?' He replies, 'Just crap in the carburetor' She asks, 'How often do I have to do that?' SPEEDING TICKET

Maxine
I was in the pub yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperately needed to fart. The music was really, really loud, so I timed my farts with the beat. After a couple of songs, I started to feel better. I finished my pint and noticed that everybody was staring at me. Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.

Bobbitt Family Update
Bobbitt Family Update In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with? A Misdewiener!

I Was Asked A Question Today, This Is My Answer!!!
How do you know when your in love??? In the things you do for me. In your words that come from your heart. The little things are what makes me happy. The things people don't realize means everything to me. I don't need fancy thing to make me happy. Holding hands, a hug, a kiss, a simple little flower that was picked for me. That means the world to me. Someone cook me a meal that makes me happy. Just simple little things that's all I need. I am head over hills in love with you. Why hell I don't know. I can't explain why...All I know is that I LOVE YOU!!!

Add A Link To The Chain~~~~
Ok all my friends out there that have a way w/ words...(i know your out there!!!) Also those of you like me that just want to give it a shot. Come add a link to the chain poem that my friend aspiring_ writer has started. Here it it so far ..2nd verse ( in red ) is mine . stop by his page and check it out ,comment,show some love and add on to it......:D If you add on it will be added on here on my page too.... http://www.fubar.com/user/1418829 I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone cou

Need Bux Read This
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Strange Minds!!! Lol
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Once again, I'm amazed I've survived serious injury this long! For those of you completely oblivious to my routine, self-destructive daily antics, let's just say I'm not the most graceful gauze pad in the first aid box. I seem to lack even the most rudimentary coordination for simple everyday activities. Like the other day, for example… It was an average, ordinary, routine day…started innocently enough, as do they all. I was washing dishes while glancing at the television, a bit of "Home Ec" multitasking if you will. This would definitely not be a problem for most people, but for "Butterfingers Mc Stumbleoften", strange things were bound to happen. I was routinely cleaning, washing, and setting aside dishes, completely oblivious to my impending kitchen cataclysm. My attention must have strayed for a moment, distracted by a random beer commercial with scantily clad boobies or a series of shiny moving objects…I seem have the attention span of a Wal-Mart hamster in a bathtub f

History Of Jeep (baby) Cherokee
1984: the Baby cherokee was created with either an AMC 2.5L 4cyl or a Chevy 2.8 V6 motor the Grill was a 10 slot and it came in 2 or 4 door with a rear hatch they could have either a Ba 10 or BA 15 5 speed tranny or a 3 speed auto

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Fu Or Luv
I met this girl in the store , she asked me was I married , I said no.. but why? She replied ...well i'm looking for someone for my dad. I asked well how old is your dad? She says 60 yrs old. I'm feeling like wtf do I look 60? Shit.. I met her dad , he seemed pretty cool , nice cadillac. We took a walk around the park by half a mile he was tired. So I asked do you feel like jogging? He thought I was joking!! Next a man came to me introduced himself as Pastor blank and blank. Gave me his business card with church location and contact information. As I walked away , Pastor blank and blank says give me a call witcha fine ass. Did he just say ass? Whatever , I called him a month later only to get some type a spiritual guidance. After talking to him for a week on the phone , I forgot he was a pastor. Also well over 55 , but what was the joke? I never heard a Pastor say nucca's be tripping , or you fine ass hell ,and let me take you out for ice cream!! Can I meet someone I actually like?

Looking To Get A Auto 11 Or Blast
hey all im looking to get a auto 11 or blast message if you could help me, i will work hard to get a auto 11 or blast will rate lots of pics or will give fu bucks im willing to make some kind of deal please let me know

The Pink Dress
The Pink DressThere was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad..Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and did try, the girl just sat And watched the people go by.She never tried to speak.She never said a word.Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there.Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyesToday I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone..As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.It was grotesquely shaped.I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no Effort to speak to her.Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someo

The Soul
(My friend Lickmeister left this as a profile comment and I loved it.. thought I would share it.. it is so beautiful.. thank you Licky) If I could touch you anywhere, it wouldn’t be where you thinkif I could touch you anywhere it wouldn’t even make you blinkIf I could touch you anywhere it would be daring and boldif I could touch you anywhere I would touch your soulIf you believe the eyes are the windows to the soulthen look in deep and you will be soldIf you see something you like, and you want to see morelook at the smile, you just might find the doorOnce you’re inside the door, you can see what there is to seeonce you’re inside the door, you can tell if it’s meant to beOnce you’re inside the door, you can feel what’s it’s all aboutonce you’re inside the door, you can touch the soul from the inside outThe body is just a vehicle for the soul, that we knowif human touch is the motor that makes the soul goIf the soul is the essen

Lowest Rating Contest
Lowest Rating Contest Prizes Will Be Awarded for FIRST, SECOND, and Third Places!! First Place Will Receive There Choice of Either a Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb Bling! Second Place Will Receive a Payback of 50% of all the Entry Fee's! Third Place Will Receive One Pimp out a Day four one Week! The picture with the average rating will win a 10-credit bling! The most commented picture will win five 1-credit blings for them or any member of their chose! Entry Fee will Be One Million Fu-Bucks "Small Price to Pay for a chance at an Auto or Cherry Bomb Bling" Rules The Rules are simple submit the Picture you would like to use in a private message.. Subject Line should say... Contest This is going to a down and dirty contest! The object is to get the other contestants Pictures rated higher then your. In any way you can think of..Getting others to rate them comment on them even yourself rating and commenting on the others. The contest will run for two weeks starting August 13

The Soul
I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.” “I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” “It's that wonderful old-fashioned idea that others come first and you come second. This was the whole ethic by which I was brought up. Others matter more than you do, so 'don't fuss, dear; get on with it'.” “I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.” “...people, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.” “I don’t take my life seriously, but I do take what I do – in my life –

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First off, I'm not your sweetie, honey, sugar pie, sexy lady, and whatever lame name you have come up with to call me. I'm married, enjoy every minute of it, even the bad. I am not interested in being involved in an e-lationship, e-sexin, sending you my nude pics (that's just disgusting anyway), or seeing yours. I don't want your number, address, email, AIM screen name. I am only on here to make friends, have a good time, and be myself, and if you can't accept that, then gtfo my way. Have a nice day :) sillysllap

Child Molesters-they Are Everywhere
Sex offender charged with molesting 3 year old A convicted sex offender has been charged with molesting a 3-year-old girl while staying with the girl’s mother, who authorities say tried to cover up the crime. Robert Shawn Burkhart, 25, of White Oak Street, was charged late Thursday by the Onslow County Sheriff’s Department with two counts of sex offender use of a social Web site, nine counts of indecent liberties with a child, two counts of exhibiting harmful performances to minors, and contributing to the delinquency of a juvenile. His bond was set at $205,000. The 23-year-old mother, of S. Queens Street in Hubert, was charged with contributing to the delinquency of a juvenile, nine counts of exhibiting harmful performances to minors, and obstructing justice. Her bond was set at $10,000. The woman is not being identified to protect the child’s identity. Authorities say Burkhart and the woman met on the social Web site FUBAR.com, and after dating for a month, sh

Have You Ever Wondered?
Have you ever wondered, why people do what they do on the net? They have to know some where in the back of their minds that the lieing, cheating...etc etc, will caught up to them, and then what? Why would anyone ever self-destruct for a moment of lieing or cheating with someone they have never met and will likely never met, giving up what they know is a good thing.Why?

Ascending Moons
Descending upon Ascending moons. The often seen stranger asked, "May we speak soon". The Baker, she went for wheat and beer. Too distant I thought, a cake has less than you to fear. Friendships should never depend on love, then we spoke. What a joke.

Auto's
I am going to be running Auto 11's here soon, and could use my friends help. Anything you can do is fine, this is my first time, so I am not a pro. Witty is my teacher so she is leading me in the ways of Auto running..lol If anyone could pimp me I would be most grateful and will bling that person as well, Thank You WW

Steffie's Place
love. L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you desrcibe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everythin you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and th last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it whenyou cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your a

Ugh
I want to like me. I want to like the mirror and not just the reflection in the water. I want to talk loud without fear and without a crack. I want to be clear about things without the need for a pause to think. I want to not care for people the way I say I don't. I want to justify what I do to me and not seek the approval of another. Far more then most I want to smile.Crease my lips and look wide eyed in confidence, instead of this brilliant act I portray. Give that look as if it has been there all my life. I want a day that doesn't lead to this.I want to not feel Friday doesn'tt matter if im going to kill myself onThursday.. My only vice, my only concern should be the happiness I expect and not the sorrow that is coming. I want to give my life for love and not the over dramatics of reality. I want the madness that I experience to have meaning in the end and not just there cause someone else needed the fix of my sympathy. I want to be as human as the smile I want on my face. I want

Life And Pain
Hi my name is tom, I am the father of three girls and one son, I lost my oldest in a drowning accident back in 1995. My 14 year old daughter lives with her mother, my first wife. I am raising my 7 year old daughter and 3 year old son on my own. There mother was very violent towards me and then turned towards the kids. She was very mentally abrusive to my little girl. She would yell at her all the time and be very mean towards her. I had to see mher in a hospital 8 months ago for mental problems at 6 years old. And about 2 months later i find out she was giving her pills that was mine that could of killed my little girl. I was shocked and very hurt and very upset. I then had to protect them. I got my kids and i moved back to ohio and had to get a protective order against my soon to be ex. I had to protect my kids. You can hurt me. but not my kids. They are my world. you do not hurt them. i know i cant change the hurt htat they suffered but i can make there future

Kk420
The crimson tide washes over my souldown toward the abyssAs the secrets of long wanting reveiledWe'll seel our fate with a kissIn the darkest of daysIn the morning mist hazeThe ardency draws closer and nearFor the whisper of the heartThough we're far apartOnly as one could we hearThe burning passion like fireThe true sweet desireOne day will the world get to seeAll alone in our thoughtOur love not forgotScreamed up to the Heavens will be

"i'm Sorry."
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Open Letter From A Witch.
An Open Letter from a Witch:I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches.The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from

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PLEASE REPOSTThis is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on.Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout......My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials.I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement.This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police reports. When this began to become

Dramatic Eyes Contest
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Just A Thought
I have been on this site for almost 4 years.And every month I see things getting worse and worse with the self centered,gift grubbing,point whores on this site."Buy me a Bling pack or Auto 11's.And I'll give you access to my NSFW photo's" Who gives 2 shits about giving you anything to see your nude photos?I have enough nudes from women on this site to wallpaper the Empire State Building.And it cost me nothing! Why because they were my friends and family.I have never bought gifts or Bling for anyone because they demanded it.I bought these things because I WANTED to.And there are several women on this site that need a serious reality check.Right now Hard To Handle is having a war with some Sap about rating and fanning profiles.And claiming that she is the Queen/Boss of this site.Let me remind you about MISS CHERRY (Angel)She was and always will be #1 on this site.No woman will ever top her numbers.And when she left this site she was NUMBER 1 !And I had the privlage of being her friend an

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hey wuts up guys?!! well im doing pretty chill just enjoying my weekend and kickin it trying to figure how the hell to use this site that my mother and rooomies introduced me to. if u guys have any tips or pointers, whatever can help me abit it would be totally raid if u can pass what u know down to me, it will help alot. take care guys and thanks for the love so fast and soon..i love it! peace&love alexis

20k/100rates When I Have Auto's On
WHEN I HAVE AUTOS I OFTEN OFFER 20K PER 100 RATES. THE TIMES I HAVE NOT DONE IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WAY TO ANNOYED WITH PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT SEEM TO READ AND COMPREHEND THE PROCESS. DON'T GET ME WRONG I APPRECIATE THE RATES BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE AGGRAVATION OF GETTING STALKED OR VERBALLY ABUSED SO HERE ARE THE RULES FOR ALL FUTURE PAY FOR RATES OFFERS I MAKE IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THEM YOU WILL STILL BE PAYED BUT THEN I WILL BLOCK YOU FROM MY PROFILE. 1. PM4PAY MEANS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE NOT SHOUTBOX ME. IF YOU SHOUTBOX ME IT IS GOING TO GET LOST I WON'T SEE IT AND THEN YOU WILL BE SCREAMING TO EVERYONE ON FUBAR THAT I DON'T PAY FOR RATES WHEN I SAY I AM GOING TO BUT REALLY THE CASE IS THAT YOU CAN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS. 2. I AM NOT ON FUBAR ALL DAY EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOUR PM. YOU WILL RECEIVE PAYMENT WITHIN 24 HOURS OF RATING MY PICS. I PAYOUT ONLY ONCE PER DAY OTHERWISE ALL I WILL BE DOING IS PAYOUTS ALL DAY EVERYDAY SO PLEASE DON'T SEND ME A MESSAGE OR MY FU-HUBB

Paris
1. L'Ile Saint-Louis This delicious little island sits right in the middle of the Seine, almost hiding behind its big sister, l'Ile de la Cité. There's isn't really much to see in it, having no monuments and not more than 10 roads crossing it, but the many beautiful buildings from the 17th and 18th centuries, that all seem to be furrowing their grey stone brows at your little self down there, make it a very characteristic place. You might want to walk about pretending to be interested in the paintings on show in the art gallery windows, or you might just want to sit on the parapets bordering the isle and watch the river flow, or you might like to go towards the Pont Saint-Louis, where you can bet someone is playing the accordion, and from where you can see Notre-Dame's big fat behind as she squats on the tip of l'Ile de la Cité, but whatever you do, to make it even more pleasant, be sure to get yourself an ice-cream at Berthillon's. 2. La Seine This river is incredible. If I coul

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1/11/2009 11:40:46 PM I get this text from Josh, my son, that asked me if D was supposed to come by. I told him no and he said he thought it was D but wasn’t sure. So I texted Dand asked him if I missed him. He said “yep” and so I asked him if he could go back and he said yes. I got home right before he got there. I was so excited to see him! My heart was beating so hard in my chest; I could hardly believe he was there. He was so animated about his night out by himself; I love to just watch him talk. How he moves his whole body to describe something he has done. We laughed and then I walked up and hugged him. Oh how sweet his arms feel when they encircle me and once again I am sucked into him. The very essence of his maleness, the smell of musk from his sweaty night of dancing mingled with his cologne. The way he looks at me when he wants me, that look gets my body so excited it trembles at his presence. To watch him remove his shirt and feel his stoma

What???
A German company has invented a marvelous new bikini that disappears once a girl puts it on and takes a swim. The sexy swimsuit disappears by dissolving in water, leaving a woman completely nude and embarrassed. The sexy black swimsuit looks like a real bikini, feels like a real bikini and fits like a real bikini. The only difference is it’s made from a material that completely melts away after a few seconds in water. The bikini is sending men in Germany wild as it disappears completely after just a few seconds in water.But the sexy swim-wear has outraged killjoy women's rights campaigners.Women's rights campaigner, Rosmarie Zapfl, told the Austrian Times: "It is an absolute insult to women that this has been invented."The dissolvable bikini, found on www.racheshop.de, is being sold as the perfect present for dumped boyfriends who want to get their own back after a break-up. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ What do you think of th

Torn Part 3
Lisa and her mother went to the kitchen. Brian and Josh were still sitting at the island, munching on a bag of cookies they found in one of the cupboards. “Joshie! It's been far too long. Where have you been? What brings you by?” Mrs. Callington asked question after question, placing the bag on the counter and pulling him in for a hug. “You're looking well.” “Thanks,” he said, watching Lisa. He winked at her and mouthed, “Pippy.” Lisa rolled her eyes and turned from everyone, focusing on putting the groceries away. “You'll stay for supper right?” “Well that depends on who's cooking?” Josh teased. Everyone knew that she was not very much of a cook. Growing up Brian and Lisa's father did all the cooking. If she would have gotten too close to the stove, fire alarms would go off mysteriously. “I'm cooking,” Lisa said, poking her head out from behind one of the cupboards. “We have an agreemen

Waisting My Tyme
long tyme i been in this eatern hemasphere waisting my tymewhere the shystem under estimates your ability defante's your characterand only intend too spread propaganda & public mischief dont care how goodhow you live in this society a man can not be too good, because this is the devil's world...

Shows My True Age Is It Yours 2?
first off to Aany reading this.......... if Yyou do not know what submissive means i can assure NO it doesn't mean doormat nor does it mean kinky for Aany and Eeveryone............ so here goes i kneel quietly waiting for Him i am His gift and His alone my heart, body, and soul shall one day belong to Him i thought Wwe had found Eeach Oother but alas no Wwe remain friends Wwe are close, if that poses a problem, so be Wwe are Ffamily and Yyou dont walk away from Ffamily i kneel, head lowered, my eyes waiting to shine for Him when He finds me i will know my body will tighten, my hearrt will beat to His, and my flame will finally catch my gift to Him is not one given lightly my gift to Him will also be one of true deep love,trust, respect and submission for Him alone can understand this precious gift of His He will be the One to handle my mind and tongue that doesn't shutup i will be His partner and He will respect my opinions and give guidance as needed if Yyou dont

Wanna Get Away
it really sucks when you live at home, and all you hear from your parents is arguing. especially with other things of stress building. this is just one more thing to add to the pile. makes me wish i was able to get out on my own, but unable to. wishing i could just get away,but theres nowhere to go. what should i do?

Smokers Must Read
Smokers are you tired of people telling you that you can't smoke after eating a meal, at the airport, at bars or even at the movies? Well I purchased a electric cig and I have been smoking in public places for days now. So I wanted to share this information with everyone that smokes.Here are some facts directly from the company."• 1 pack, holds 5 tips and charges your batteries on the go! • 2 electronic cigarette batteries • 1 atomizer • 1 wall charger & 1 USB charger • 25 cartridges in the flavor & strength of your choice (equals over 350 cigarettes!) • 30 day money back guarantee and one year warranty." • Patented design produces more "smoke", more consistently • Unique flavors developed by blu - with you in mind • Various nicotine levels available - from full-flavored to Non-nicotine • Environmentally friendly recycled plastic • 1 cartridge equals 6 cigarettes!You can check all the other facts and prices out by going to http

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I'll never forget the moment I found you and you found me. Our friendship grew and the next thing i knew, love came suddenly. You won my heart and there's no doubt our feelings grew quite strong. So much happiness in my life that i hadn't known in so long. But circumstance and opposition came from all around. It left my heart so broken and scattered on the ground. It was so beautiful while it lasted that i hate to see it go.

Torn Part 4
Brian returned to his window and Lisa was at a loss. She'd tried everything she could think of to make him feel more at home. She didn't know what else to do. Then she remembered her friend Wendy's dinner party the following weekend. It gave her an opportunity to work on getting him out of the house and interact with other people for a while. Wendy was leaving for graduate school and they were having a going away dinner. She had gotten early admission, so she was heading to California a few weeks early to get settled. It was going to be just a few friends; nothing fancy or outlandish. Lisa just had to figure out how she was going to convince Brian to go. She thought about bribing him, begging him, even just asking him. Nothing seemed like it would work though. She'd actually tried bringing it up, but he was back to wherever his mind would run and he either didn't hear her or pretended not to. As the days passed, and the event approached, she thought that she'd never come up with a

Torn Part 5
“Lisa? Lisa, wake up,” a low voice whispered in her ear. Lisa's eyes fluttered open. The light hurt her eyes, so she closed them again. She didn’t want to be here, wherever here was. She wanted to go back. “I saw that Pippy, come on! Wake up!” She was confused; who was whispering, why was someone whispering, and why did she have to wake up? She was in a safe place. Brian and her were laughing and talking like they used to. It had been so long since things felt real between the two. Struggling to sit up, she looked around the room. It wasn't her room. “Where...? Where the hell am I?” “The hospital,” Josh said matter-of-factly. “Why? What happened?” “You don't remember?” “I remember I'm supposed to be going to a dinner party for my friend Wendy tonight, but other than that... no it's all a blank. Where are my parents? My brother?” Panic was beginning to creep into her voice. “Ma

Westlife Moments
*2002 - coast to coast Tour*10TH May - SECC - Glasgow 11TH May - SECC - Glasgow 12TH May - SECC - Glasgow 14TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 15TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 16TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 17TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester *2003 - Unbreakable Tour*23RD May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow24Th May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow25TH May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow10TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 11TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 12TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 14TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester15TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester*2004 - Turnaround Tour*16TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow17TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow18TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow20th April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow21st April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow22st April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow3RD May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 4TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester5TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester24TH July - Edinburgh Castle - Edinburgh *2005 - The no.1's Tour*22ND Feb - Wemble

Nsfw Pics
ok i finally posted some nsfw pics after many requests. but not just anyone gets to see them, i mean i figure if you want to see me so bad there should be something in it for me right? i don't ask for much though it'll usually just be a bling - and if you're to willing to do that then don't even bother asking me! contact me to see which one i like also family members are not permanent - the bling & how many credits it is decides your duration 1 credit=1 day 3 credits=3 days 5 credits= well you get the idea lol :P i don't normally do shit like this but hey everyone else does!

A New Life
The moment your lips touched mine i knew what love meant Like shifting time a light has lit our path Between the hurt and the lies, stronger we have grown To never have known you is like being empty inside As we travel the long road i hope your hand is in mine Love is what you make of it Love me or not My feelings will remain the same Trusting me to bring you a new life

The Ones We Love
here it is me and my ex of 2 yrs just recently broke up and its ben really hard on us both we both have said and done things that truly hurt one another threw out the relationship and i wasnt allways the nicest guy by any means i dont deny that but ever since we broke up she has ben treating me like i am the scum of the earth and i know its partialy my fault that things ended the way they did i was being a asshole and i was insecure about a lot of a lot of things that were going on and when we first started dateing and all this she says to me that no matter wat she would allways be my friend and this that and the other but now its totaly changed she dosent even hardly talk to me at all and when she dose shes allways saying mean and varry hurtful things to me and i do love her w all my heart but i cant take much more of it i would like nothing more than to just be her friend and alls i get back is rejection

Stuff
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back! Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions;Read your sign, then repost this in a newbulletin with your zodiac sign and label;If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description :)-S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The badassCan be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY Sexy,passionate, Intelligent,knows how to have a great time, Energetic,one of a kind, Predict future, Most erotic, the BEST and BIGGEST Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, knows how get what they want, Creative, Very Down to Earth, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going,knows how to have fun,knows how to make people laugh,FEISTY, Loves being in long relationships,frisky, unique,complicated,simple,not very hard to please,appreciates the little things in life, The sexiest ever; Romantic, Caring &

Madd Bomber's Society
I will be the first to admit I ask to be bombed on a regular basis and I never once bought a cherry bomb to return the favor. I thank those who has bombed me without asking anything in return (THANK YOU VERY MUCH) I rate photos on a regular basis using up the max rates that my level offers. I try to rate people who takes care of me but it doesn't always workout like that. I like to be bombed and so I rate bombers profiles and photos alot when the bombing starts. it may sound kiss-ass to some and maybe rightly so but in this "Game" you have to kiss a little ass to get ahead. I'm no writer nor am i a poet but I am a rater have no other choice but to do so. If I rate you It's cause of two things, one is cause your cherry bombs are activated and the other is cause you ask me to. It's not that hard to see why bombers bomb other bombers but those who take the time to bomb us raters I want to personally thank you for all of us who are trying to get to your level..

Candy Shop Naughty Nightie Contest"
Help my Friend SweetCherry bomb in a Naughty Nightie contest @ the Candy Shop , please read the blog on that site for the rules and help her out (click on pic to link to the contest ,you may have to join the Candy Shop to vote/comment)

First Blog?? How About A Story ;)
> As we parked at our destination, I got out of the car to guide you. I couldn't’t believe you wore the blindfold for the past hour. I made arrangements ahead of time and the door was unlocked as I had asked. The room was lit with candles.> > You moved your hands up to take the blindfold off and I stopped you. I told you to wait a minute and had you sit in a chair. I set the bag I brought with me on the table and took out a cd player and cd and set it up, but not yet starting the music. I took the bottle of Asti out and got two glasses off the bar. When I popped the cork, you jumped and I told you it was ok. I poured us each a glass and started the cd. Then, as I kissed you, I removed the blindfold and handed you a glass. I made a toast to a relaxing evening. > > As you sat there and looked around and seen the bed, the nightstand, bar, small table and chairs and few plants. Then you got up and looked and seen the Jacuzzi tub and gave me a hug. I asked you if wearing the blindfold

What The Hell Is Goin On In This World?
I dont know what the hell is goin on w/ the damn govt but all i know is one day i hear on the radio that the economy is gonna get worse then i hear that it wont get any worse... WTF???? I think we r fixin to have another civil war... Idk who it will b between, the north and south, or the govt and civilians. I do know that i will b on the souths side no matter what... Down here in GA, we have always said the south WILL RISE AGAIN... i do believe that is true... IDK what will happen, but whatever it is, it is gonna happen in the next 10yrs... tell me what u think

♥do U Want A Personal Salute By Me♥
I am saving for spotlight so i came up with an idea...people are always asking me for salutes but none really seem to help me get fubucks for the spotlight so I decided to sell salutes. 1. Normal sfw salutes 250k 2. Bra salutes 500k 3. Topless salute wearing nothing but my hands and a smile :) will cost 1 million ♥ In closing IF you wish to have a salute made please private message me with what you would like and when i receive the fubucks I will make them upon payment. ♥ Thank You to all those that have helped me thus far! I look forward to doing business and making new friends Please help me reach my goal..

Dui At Its Best!!!
Now here's a hard core drinker and one tough Dodge truck. The driver hit and sheared off the light post, and then kept driving about 2 miles to a bar, where he stopped for more beer! How impaired do you have to be to NOT notice that you are carrying a stop light? (I wonder if the light was green?) The truck was towed about 2.5 miles to the towing yard, with the light still pinched between the two tow hooks and the bumper bent around it It took several good hard pulls with a backhoe to get the pole free. Now that's what you call drunk driving!

Cold Fire
It was long after midnightWhen we got to unconditional loveShe said, 'Sure, my heart is boundlessBut don't push my limits too far'I said, 'If love was so transcendentI don't understand these boundaries'She said, 'Just don't disappoint meYou know how complex women are'I'll be aroundIf you don't let me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don't let me downIt was just before sunriseWhen we started on traditional rolesShe said, 'Sure, I'll be your partnerBut don't make too many demands'I said, 'If love has these conditionsI don't understand those songs you love'She said, 'This is not a love songThis isn't fantasyland'Don't go too farA phosphorescent wave on a tropical sea is a cold fireDon't cross the lineThe pattern of moonlight on the bedroom floor is a cold fireDon't let me downThe flame at the heart of a pawnbroker's diamond is a cold fireDon't break the spellThe look in your eyes as you head for the door is a cold fireI'll be aroundIf you don't push me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don

Engagment Of Sadistic Intentions & Spirit Of Eastbolt
ITS FUNNY , THE WAY LIFE CAN MAKE A TOTAL TURN ABOUT, *gigglez*, ........ I HAVE MET THE MOST AWESOMELY INCREDIBLY AMAZING MAN EVER.....& AND AM LUCKY ENOUGH TO BECOME HIS FU-WIFE.... I WOULD LOVE FOR ALL MY FU-FAMILY & FRIENDS TO JOIN US AS WE TIE THE FU-KNOT...

My Nsfw Update
As many of you now i have been seeing the most wonderful man I have ever Known and you all know I am very much in love with him. So i have decided to delete my NSFW's. one i really don't need to catch me a man i have one. So in place of the NSFW's i have decided to but some sexy pictures instead showing bare minimum like cleavage and some bra. I will let you know i am a flirt so please don't think thats a sign of actual getting any, its just play for me. I'm here now to just meet and make friends

My Life With Lee
Over a year ago Lee and I met each other here,he fell head over heels for me (smiles) but I,at the time,thought he was rushing things a little fast...he backed off after awhile thinking all I wanted was friendship,and later on got himself involved with someone else. We still talked up to the point where they started their life together,I realized too late that I had forgotten to tell him I loved him and he just turned and walked away...We quit talking to each other over the phone because he really wanted to give this new relationship a fair shot,after a couple of months with this other person he realized things would never work out...5 months later it had evaporated....One day he made a new account and came to my page to find me,I just happened to be running late for work and saw him here and thought I was dreaming (I had left all my reminders of him and us here during this time because I KNEW in my heart he was and is my SoulMate)He had left a PM wanting to know if I would be st

A Burglar
A burglar broke into a Christian Family 's home one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables when he heard a strange voice echoing from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you." He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. After awhile when he heard Nothing more, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. "Did you sa

Two Question
Life really boils down to 2 questions...1. Should I get a dog....? OR... 2. Should I have children? No matter what situations life throws at you.... No matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem...Remember ~~ there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You're laughing aren't you? That's good ~~ my job here is done! Have a great day

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Boyfriend App.
Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a gurl?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?17. Would you give me kisses just because?What Would You do if...I cried:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I wanted to have sex with you:I touched your ass:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I p

Poetry In The Making
Some questions will forever go unanswered. Some loves will forever go. Things we've never mastered. Things we've never shown. When will my answers come to me? When will my lover be? I've loved you all these years, yet am so confused with you. Are you just playing games with my head?

Read Me!
im looking for some old fubar friends so if you remember me please shout at me or whatever.and also i'am not looking for love on here cuz i already found it.i just came on here to make friends and have a good time.just thought i would let ya all know that.peace out...

Untimely Death
I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!! DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is