Fubar Blogs 5

While Your Lips Are Still Red
sweet little words made for silence not talk young heart for love not heartache dark hair for catching the wind not to veil the sight of a cold world kiss while your lips are still red while he's still silent rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool drown into eyes while they're still blind love while the night still hides the withering dawn first day of love never comes back a passionate hour's never a wasted one the violin, the poet's hand, every thawing heart plays your theme with care kiss while your lips are still red while he's still silent rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool drown into eyes while they're still blind love while the night still hides the withering dawn

Chicken Or Egg
Which came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!

Never Forget The Fallen Ones
Never forget the fallen ones Forget us not as we lie hereIn our eternal sleep.The price we paid for freedomWas very hard and steep.We left our sweethearts,left our wives,Our homes and families.We gave our all on foreign soilFor this thing they call liberty.We were a mixture of the land,Of many creeds and races.But in God's eyes we're all the same;Only He knows all our faces.So as you pass our place of rest,Please say a silent prayer.Then turn your eyes toward heaven;Thank God that you weren't there.And when you see Old GlorySalute her once for us.She is the symbol of our loveFor this land so great and free.Remember us in the summer daysAnd in the cold chill of December.For we shall be forever nearAs long as you remember. 'Never forget the fallen ones' Copyright © RayCopyright is property of the above author. Reproduction in whole or in part is strictly prohibited.

My Day Out
I HAD A BLAST WITH MY ROOMMATES KIDS... WE ALL WENT TO THE POOL STAY TILL ABOUT 5:00 P.M... I AM BURN FROM HEAD TO TOE.... I STILL HAD A BLAST... NOW FOR THOSE WHO SAY THAT I DONOT GET OUT AND DOING NOTHING HMMM LOOK ON MY PIC PAGE AND YOU WELL SEE MY FACE I AM RED BUT I WE TAN THE NEXT DAY...... STILL HAD A BLAST...... WHEN IT GET HOT I AM OUT SIDE MOST OF THE TIME.. I DONOT LIKE BEING IN SIDE THAT MUCH... I AM LIKE HELL NO GOT TO GET OUT AND DOING SOMETHING...... CAN'T WAIT TO GO RAFTING SOON WITH MY BABY.... OH NO NOT THE WAIT THING DAMN IT.... OOOOOO I LOVE CAMPING TOO.... LOVE THE NIGHT TIME WHEN IT IS JUST YOU AND YOUR LOVE ONE AT THE CAMP SITE NOT A DAMN SOUL AROUND... HMMMMM NOW WOULDA YOU LIKE TO KNOW... HA HA I AM NOT TELLING YOU ANY THING YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO GUESS AND BE IN THE GUTTER.... AHHHH YES THE GUTTER IS A VERY FUN PLACE TO BE....

Wht Should I Do? Im Stil Nlove With My X. But He With Sum One Else. He Stil Has Feelings 4 Me. Pm Me! Gve Me Ur Thoughts!
Wht should i do. im stil n love with my x. he with sum one else. but he stil has feelings 4 me n my son. ive tried bein friends with him. but i stil find myself wantn him. give me ur thoughts. PM me.

Back Home
Made safe back home after 9 hours on the road. Where did I go you ask...well to visit a friend. Is he worth it, I'd like to think so.. Some people have issues with me visiting him. My opinion is that we are adults and if you don't like it tough beans. Am I going back? most definately! Love ya...you know who you are.

I Hate Those Manic Times In Life.
I have this personality that is a blessing and a curse. No Im not bi-polar..I asked my doctor and went to a few to be sure.Im just highly emotional I guess you would say.I have what you call bad luck.People around me make comments like "with your luck" and "Gosh you have bad luck" that makes me feel bad. I am a blessed person don't get me wrong.Im well taken care of and have great family and boyfriend but bad things happen to me alot.Im accident prone.I hate it. Lately my luck has gotten worse.Ive had trial after trial lately and get quite down.But Im not the kind of person to stay down long.I usually get really angry or I cry it out and then Im fine and look forward to bettering whatever problem it is. I feel everything deeply.When Im hurt inside it takes me over completely and I wont sleep.When something happens to someone I love...well I take their burden on myself.I can't help it.I wish I wasn't that way but I am.I am a worry wort.Dont ask why Im writing this random blog..well I k

Stupid Blog
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80's Theme Day
I know your all excited so hitch up those leg warmers put on your roller skates cause today is 80's theme day...... The list so far is: Jack Burton(Big Trouble in little China)=Husky redneck Falcor= Brain Ninja Claire(Breakfast Club)= Reeka Jareth=Blue Eyed Soul Alex (Flashdance)= VIndicated McGyver= Shits & Giggles Baby (Dirty Dancing) = Pixie Johnny ( DIrty Dancing)= Mop Ferris (Ferris Bullers Day off) Soda Westly/dread pirate roberts - princess bride= Hugh Sheena= Name Crisis Mr T = Whorasaurus Charlotte 'Charlie' Blackwood from Top Gun!= Amykins Dan Fielding= chainsaw Charlie Blackwood= Amykins Beast master= Witchie Remo Williams= Bounty Hunter Jo= Ms. D Peg Bundy= Cant sleep clowns..... Bernie Lomax= ketch22 Sonny (my lover)= Sasquatch Wonder woman= wicked wench CareBear= CareBear Heman=Raistlin Una= Sin Sin Honeythorn Gump=Pronty I know there's more of you so please help me update.... Now you are here in Xanaduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Kira

My Tattoo The Koi Fish
The koi fish in Japanese folklore represents the overcoming of obstacles, because the koi fish travels up the yellow river and when it comes to the end of the river it transforms into the dragon; thus overcoming the adversity represented by the strong river to fufill its own destiny. The Legend of the Rainbow River (also known as The Yellow River) Japanese legend has it that every year thousands of Koi, a courageous, strong, and dedicated fish, make a perilous and difficult journey up the Rainbow (or Dragon) river. Out of perhaps a million Koi, only once in many years, one Koi is dedicated and strong enough to swim all the way to the head of the river, known as "The Dragon Gate" (or "The Rainbow Gate") and leap from the water. He is transformed into a dragon. The Legend of the Nine Warrior Koi According to Chinese Folklore there is an ancient tale of the nine holy Koi, who's quest was to endure the long arduous journey to Dragon Gate to make the magical transformation to become

Random Rants
I'm noticing that on a whole lot of profiles, specifically those run by females, there are a list of rules. I'm guessing it's mostly women who have these rules, I don't really spend all day trolling for dudes on here, but of the 3 random guys profiles I opened none of them had anything remotely resembling a list of rules. I'm not exactly sure what makes you fall under the jurisdiction of these rules, I'm guessing just viewing the page makes you at least a potential citizen of the Kingdom of *whoever's* Profile. These rules are pretty much all the same, and by my best guess are specifically designed to make you feel like an asshole for viewing her profile and having a penis at the same time. I picked a random lady's profile just to have something to work from, and what do you know? A list of rules! This particular profile has the rules under a fairly large profile paragraph. She talks about herself, her friends, and her kids. She says she's a Capricorn, which according to the quick go

Mike Ockisbigs Blog
Some of you have asked for me to post some of my videos.. here they are... they are NSFW!!! Don't get caught! ;) http://www.XTube.com/play_re.php?v=ukAaBLW509_&cl=tJsUlObswU_ http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=99txtcJSpig&c=myv&page=1 http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=99Q4b3GuSZe&c=myv&pa http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=99f52HrgG41&c=myv&page=1 _18

Pray Free Style
this is called"PRAY" Y IS NIGGAZ STARTIN TO SPLIT ME UP WIT MY MOMS,THEN WEN I COME THEY GO GET THEIR GUNS,LIKE THEY SUMTHIN IS GUNNA HAPEN,THEY TALK SHIT THEN GET THE PIGS AND PHONES START TAPPEN,SO JUS GOTTA SAY,WEN I COME U BETTA "PRAY",DAT I DNT CATCH YA,OR ELSE UR SHIT IS GUNNA BE SHOT DOWN BEFORE I CUT YA,NIGGAZ THINK THEY GOT GOOD IN THEIR LIVES,SO BEGIN SNITCHIN AND RUNNIN WITH THEY WIFES,DA ONLY THING I GOT SAY,IS DNT FUCK WIT ME AND U DNT HAVE TO "PRAY",JUS BOW DOWN,AND I WNT COME AROUND,ITS A KNOWN FACT,IM SORRY DOG BUT U RAN UR MOUTH SO I HAD TO WIT DA GAT,BLAST U IN UR HEAD,NOW LOOK FO RUNNIN UR BLEEDIN OUT UR MUTHA FUCKIN HEAD,LAUGHIN AS NIGGA THINK HE CAN RAP,BUT IM BETTA JUS LIKE DA CLEAR WATTER DATS TAP,SUM BITCHES LIKE FAMILA,GETS BURN LIKE A MUTHA FUCKIN TORTILA,NIGGA KNOS DAT MY SIS DOIN FUCKIN 12 YEARS,TO TAKE AWAY DA FEELIN IM GETTIN DRUNK OFF DA BEERS,NIGHTMARES COME AND GO,EVERY HOOD I WENT TO THOSE NIGGAS AINT SHIT BUT HOES,TRYIN TO MAKE IT OUT HERE,IM DAT G

Irish Entertainment - Periodical
Okay so here we go this is the first issue of *Drum Roll Please* IRISH ENTERTAINMENT~Focus on AmericaIn this we (we being me myself and I) will be discussing the major issues absolving them selves in the various parts of America.Major Issues Included~Naming the Price Lately I have noticed I am getting ripped off by under charging for gigs. This section will cover Pricing and Charges in various regions of the US. Reader Requests will also be covered.~Then There Was One Another BIG thing in the Industry lately has been the rise in artists saying if you even play my song you must pay me. This has been causing me and others in the Industry a whole lot of grief. This section will keep you all in the loop so that you do not get any unexpected Charges in your next License statement. (example: New Metallica Songs are billed at a rate of .30 usd per play)~Legal Licensing Here I will cover the licensing process and explain the benefits to obtaining all of the available licenses even if your only

Friends Needing Help
I HAVE A NEW OWNER Come meet him and show him some love he deserves it.You know how it goes rate,fan,add,bling him. Not only has he been a great owner but he always kept my spirits up over the last week when ive been sick.

Soooo Not Fair
Oddities of the govt... they spend billions yearly to keep and enforce the illegalness of the med that works the best.... and only set aside 4.5 mill for research for a cure lol Is this to try to force patients into buying man made chemicals with horrible side effects from drug companies instead of naturally grown 1s that actually work better? Basically looks like the drug companies are sucking the right dicks to get paid :| 4 1/2 million for research finding a cure verses BILLIONS keeping weed from those that need it... I consider this bullshit, and it pisses me off.

Tron 2
Hope you all go and see it when its out. Only did a few days here and there so not in the credits. Peace J TRON AKA TRON 2 Disk Productions Ltd. Prod: Sean Bailey, Steven Lisberger, Jeffrey Silver, Justis Greene Director: Joseph Kosinski DOP: Claudia Miranda PD: Darren Gilgro PM: Heather Meehan PC: Jennifer Metcalf Publicist: Lee Anne Muldoon LM: Kendrie Upton ALM: Hans Dayal SPFX: Alex Burdett, John Jordan Cast: Jeff Bridges, Olivia Wilde, Garrett Hedlund, Bruce Boxleitner Casting: Mayrs/Brandstatter Extras: Lisa Ratke Sched: Apr 6 - Jul 1/09

Goal Line Blitz
If you like playing fantasy football you will love this. This is Called Goal Line Blitz You are the agent and you build a player and join teams. http://goallineblitz.com/game/signup.pl?ref=32418707 Click the Link to Check it out.

Wicked..turned Sappy
I want to tell you all about my wonderful friends I've made on Fubar... I could list names but i think you know who you are... I have to admit I'm a cold hearted bitch most of the time... I put up a wall and i try very hard to be a loaner... but these friends of mine keep drawing me out of my dark hole and seem to love the idea I'm kind of geeky... Now you all might see each other in my recent blogs, even commented on each other. But sadly you have not added each other as friends..... I want you all to love each other as dorks... stand untied and proud.. needless to say with my friends they are all pretty ice and excepting of how dorky i can be.. so i wanted to thank you ... you know who you are.. i crush you sometimes i say i love you and mostly i get to spend a little of my day with you.... Thanks for being you.. Wicked P.S. If you need a list of names to know your on the list just say so... oh my dads here ill be back in 30

My Poems
you have my heartyou have my soulyou are so deepi cant breath sometimesyoure in mindand all i findis an emptyness i cant replacewhen ur gonei miss you so muchim independant but losthow can one man own me so completely ------------------------------------------- im so in lovenever thought i would bedidnt know i knew howyou feel me with a needand wowi want to touch youfeel you next to mea touch that burns my soula look that says your minetatooed on my heart for all timei dont want anyone elsenoone else comparesyou make me meltwith just a wordi have never felt this way beforei could get lost in you--------------------------------------------- When all others let you downI'll be there without a soundI'll be there to show you the wayTo a brighter and better dayA shoulder you can lean onWhen you think all hope is goneYou're very special I hope you knowYou have my love, my heart, and my soul

My Life Is Strange
Well let me start off with from now on in my life I am going to be doing background checks on any and all women that come into my life. I only say this because there was this Gal that I thought was my friend when all my family and other friends was telling me she was TROUBLE.... Well I should have listened you see she played me as a fool and offered me all kinds of stuff in favor of doing shit for her! Well when she wanted her house to burn so she could collect the insurance money on it she made an offer that sounded way to good but always kept her promises to me so I thought what the hell why not and went along with her plan! Only to End up in Jail and countless court dates and what not so my life is shitty right now and I hope that it gets better!

Fvck You.that Isnt Right.
For all you idiots out there listen to me really fucking good okay? Im pissed right now. I just got offered 500 dollars to have sex with someone here. He was dead serious.You motherfucker your lucky Im not posting your name.That is utter disrespect towards a woman. Your lucky I dont get you arrested for propositioning me.I dont think its funny.I dont think its cute.I think you just spit on my moral character.I will say this once more.If ANYONE else disrespects me or my relationship again you will be blocked and deleted.I dont care if I had my pussy pics shining to the world that doesnt give anyone the right to put me down and degrade me.I am a LADY. I am in a loving relationship.I never want to be with any of you.I never want to fuck any of you.I never want to meet any of you.I have friends here and that is it.If you can't get that well I suggest you pay a 2 dollar whore.I will not be treated like a slut by anyone.I know who I am and I know how I am.Dont fuck with me.You might think Im

Have Me
You can have me on the bed... soft and warm You can have me on the floor... hard and rough You can have me across the table... the glass top might break You can have me on the grass... tickling that hot spot You can have me in the garage... the work bench is sturdy You can have me in the whirlpool... hot and bubbling You can have me in the garden... oops don't crush the tomatoes You can have me on the car... the engine is still hot You can have me in the elevator... can you take me to the top You can have me on the roof... feels like I can reach the stars You can have me in the front... work that shyt right You can have me from the back... now spank that ass right The answer is not "You can have me" The question is "Can you handle me???" Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2001

Omg, I Want!!!!!
I am so tired of reading this daily in status messages or bulletins. Seems like everyone wants cherry bombs, auto 11's, Happy Hours, blasts, VIP's, and blings. Crazier still is people ACTUALLY give them this stuff. Blah my head hurts and I wanted to bitch

Alone
i miss having someone to hold at night and someone to kiss i have a lot of love but no one to give it too . fuck i hate this feeling sigh i know i m not ugly . someone tell wtf am i doing wrong ? how do i meet the perfect woman ?

Dream
You have been in my thoughts constantly. All that my mind wonders is, when I will see your face again. Hold you in my arms...feel your arms around me squeezing me until I melt. Your kisses are like a match striking my soul. My knees get weak and my body wants you NOW! Self-control is all that kept me from making love to you for hours. My body wants it...you made me want you. My body yearned for your hardness... all I could do is think of you enter me... hittin' it just right. Letting me ride you like the stallion you are. With your body on top of mine... you hit my love spot until we both explode all over each other. We quiver with unbelievable passion as we try to catch our breath. We can feel each other's essence as we gaze into forever... Will this dream ever be real? Or just in my dreams? Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2003

Home Sweet Home
so had left my hotshot job a couple weeks ago and was very relieved as i probobly hated it as much as anything i have ever done. but after a few days of calls from the company to continue, with an agreement to only run the west and more pay..i agreed to stay on.i made a trip to the southwest and back and during that trip realized this was just a dead end road.being paid by the mile you spend lots of time doing tasks taht you get no compensation for..like spending 10 hours in las vegas on tuesday to deliver and pick up.....NO PAY. plus the fact that the job had no benifits at all...just the milage. everything else was..""PART OF THE JOB""".. SORRY, I DON'T WORK FOR FREE... so i will pursue a new position, with a company that will pay me for my time,,,reward me for my experience and at least offer the basic benifits. won't be easy in this economy, but can be done.hope you all have a wonderful weekend..big hugs..marty

To All Married Couples And Singles Who Intend To Get Married
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years

Fuglee's Leathers
Ok I know its self serving and shamless but I have to plug my new website fugleesleathers.net. Why? Cuz we have top dollar leathers at crackhead prices. I mean really. yea sure you can buy the thin ass chaps from some cheap ass leather site than tear the first time you snag the blinker on your bike. Or you can buy these and wreck at 70 and most likely live to tell about it or atleast your skin wont be tore up. Anyway take a look, pass it on to your biker friends. We attend rally's nation wide, and are looking for local models to shoot for our upcoming calendar. We also sponsor wet T contests and best ass in chaps contests. More to come as we get busy so keep checking in. Thanks END of shameless plug lol.

The Scheisse Files
Ah the first post to the scheisse files, and as you can guess, this is about shit that happens in my life. Lets gets started by saying Im moving for the second time in 10 days. Turns out the place we moved to is no good (A/C doesn't work for nothing). So now I have to move into another place and spend more money that dont have and hope to god that everything works out. Next the job, oh what a piece this is. I do repair work on computers and I have to deal with all the bullshit customers who ask the DUMBEST questions know to the human existence. Plus, on top of that my boss is instituting new "policies" that are supposed to make things better, he couldn't be more wrong on that. Leave it to the paper pushing pricks upstairs to make policies that don't work or are just too inefficient to make the company profitable. Not to mention I only get paid $10.30 an hour to deal with these stupid policies and the retard customers. I guess a new job is in order, eh? I would love to have a p

Trying To Find My New Family!!!
I am looking for my twilight family!! Hey if you Love TWILIGHT as much as I do then you need to come and see me asap!!! to become part of my twilight family!! we are just a bunch of fans that get togather and role play some times... we all get to pick a twilight name. I am Alice Cullen, so we need a lot of fans right now. I will be keeping up with every one and every thing on here so we can be a happy family like the cullens!! I want to do it like the books as much as posible ok.. thanks so much Alice I will up date this blog as I get the famly members ok!! Bella Swan- Edward Cullen- Renesmee- Rosalie Hale- Emmett Cullen- Alice Cullen- Salty baby Jasper Hale- Lasher Esme Cullen-

Fubar?
I just signed up here, and am learning all the fun stuff to do. I've made several friends, one enemy, and gotten shitfaced quite a few times! Woo! I'm sitting here dirnking beer and trying to figure out the best way to make points without reading the help files. Yes, I am one of those people that throws the instructions away with the box just to see if I can put it together. lol Wish me luck!

Thoughts
Ok, now I know I'm not a perfect person however there have been some things going on lately that have really been pissing me off.. So someone in your life calls themselves your "best friend"... ok what do you expect outta that person? I expect unconditional and unjudgemental love. That's what I put out there to all my friends and I stupidly expect it back. Now, my best friend as of late has not been acting like one. One of our good friends from HS is wayyy into me and when he didn't get what he wanted, he made a fake account on here and started spying on me. When I let him know that we weren't going to be an option (seeing as how I HAVE A MAN!!!!!) My best friend has slowly but surely taken his side. Over Memorial Day weekend when I was out of town, She went out to the bar with him and to his house the next night for a bonfire. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not saying they shouldn't be friends but seriously??? When I have backed up every stupid thing you've ever done... at least give me

What I Expect From Staff Members Of Nbh
ok it's about time i put one of these up. most of ya'll know how i am and what kind of person i am. those that don't...pay close attention. i am a very laid back kind of guy, and i will give everyone a chance. i don't play around with bs and i take care of mine. i have stood up for my staff members always and will continue to do so...with that bein said. my expections: Greeters: your job is to greet people as they come into the lounge. no matter whether you know them or not.get them involved in convos...help them feel at home. Head Greeters:make sure the greeters are doin their jobs...and greeting as well.if you know of people you'd like to have as a greeter. you have the liberty of bringing that person in. Promoters: your job is to bring people in anyway you know how. bully's,personal (hit them up in sb),advertise...tell them what we are like and see if they want to be a part of it. Head Promoters: same as promoters...but also to make sure they are doin their part.

Mythical Creatures
Okay so I just finished the movie Water Horse. It was awesome I must add that. It got me to thinking that there very well might be such creatures out there. Their are so many unexplained events and happenings. Over the years there have been numourus reports of sightings of such creature's such has Mermaids(Sirens),Water horse (Loch Ness Monster),Jersey Devil (The 13th Child),woman of the side (Banshee), I'm sure you've think I've lost my mind by now but I do think that theres more in the world than just humans and animals. So many people have reported seeing a woman come to them and tell them the time of there demise. This is where the story behind the banshee comes in. The Banshee was considered a messenger from the Otherworld who announced a coming death. Water horse (Loch Ness Monster) sightings date back to around the 6th century, but the legend of the Loch Ness Monster, nicknamed Nessie;got a boost in the early 1930s with several reported sightings and alleged photographic eviden

Apc
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all.

My Life
Well since most of you all don't know this summer I'm starting back back college so I can work my way up to a better job and better life. Since I'll probably be busy with my homework and hopefully working again soon I wont be on Fubar as much as I usually am. However I will try to make here on the weekends but I'd rather be working out and trying to get in shape and tone up some. Anyways I just want to say that I have met some "real" nice people on here who actually have connected and bonded friendships. I just want to say that I will miss you all alot once I'm in classes and working and that I hope we remain friends. Also I'd like to say to everyone live your dreams and follow your hearts passion sure it may take time and have ups in downs but in the end it will be worth it. Until then take care everyone. Yours truly, Billy145891

The Real Smile
The real smile. . . . . .comes without any effort.With every ending, there is a new beginning. And every new beginning, by it's own nature, creates it's own ending.A friend sent me this quote:"Clinging to what seems certain means never progressing beyond the past."And it rings so true.Really embracing means really letting go. To really let go, is also to really embrace.The deeper the embrace, the deeper the risk of pain and loss. To really go deep I have to step past that fear of pain and loss. And to really step past that fear of pain and loss I have to deeply embrace what is.Without judgment, and with open arms, the heart has to be kept open regardless of what arises. And it will arise until it does, that is grace.Hey, is it too late, or can I have an easier curriculum please?!Yes I know, it is WAY to late for that. . . and it is beautiful. Tell me this. . . . without the clouds, can you tell if it is a sunset, or sunrise?"Real Love is the one celebrating itself as two."

Family Issues
as i said before about my parents i thought my father was a lil better then my whore of a mother well today he proved it after i already forgive him for alot of things today he called me and ask if i can go get my grandmothers belonging since they are moving into a new appointment in the same place they lived at well i went there with my bff once i got there i forgot to take a vike's before i started lifting things i know i should not becuse of my left arm its still needs time to heal but i cant just stop my life and depend on others i have alwasys been indenpent unless iam lazy lol then that"s deffrent but still he knows i have some health issues that mother fucker lay on his ass and does nothing to help all he did was sit on his couch and watch the news and his gf all she does is run her fat ass mouth and complaining iam now sweaty tire hurting stressing and i already know that tomorrow iam going to be hurting alot more i put all my energy into doing all the damn work my bff help al

A Trembling Sigh
As I sit here, the walls close in I wonder what is yet to come.The shadows grow darker toward meMy light starting to fade some.The tears streak down my faceMy will lost to all.I shudder with resignationI am about to fall.I sigh readying myself for the killI tremble waiting for the slice.I wonder when it will happenI worry will death be nice.My pain is plainly seen on my faceMy darkness has grown high.I laugh at Death, he angersI grow quiet with a trembling sigh.

The Hesperides, Daughters Of The Evening
We are the three sisters of Evening,We are the nymphs of a garden.Our voices bring forth beautiful singing,We can become trees among the golden.Their apples ripe with immortality,Ladon stand guard over them.Those who steal face fatality,He is the one who will condemn.He talks to us as we sing,Our voices lilting in the trees.Aegle is the luminous one,The willow blowing in the breeze.Erytheia is the crimson one,I am the willow in the grove.Hesperia is the evening one,Her poplar is full of love.Once our apples were stolen,Hercules had tricked the God Atlas.Aethena returned them crestfallen,The scared fruit returned alas.We are the Hesperides, Daughters of the Evening.

Copilot
Acouple of days ago i had someone leave a comment in my shout box about my status line of "God was my copilot but we crashed". It said if god was my copilot than i was in the wrong seat. This really pissed me off becouse this person does not know who i am, never asked what i meant by it or anything of the sort, if you don't understand something i write than ask me to explane it! I am not afraid to explane anything or defend anything that i say. So now that i got that out of the way my thought on the status line is this, God is my copilot he guides me(or pushes me most of the time) and when i crash he is there to pick me up and ask me "Now what did you learn from this one?" If God was the pilot we would never crash, never fall down and scrape your knee, and never have to learn how to get back up and walk down the road. I think if God is your pilot you would never have to learn anything and therefor never grow mentaly and spiritually becouse you wouldn't have to do anything becouse

Why Is It That Most Of The Women's Pictures On Here Are Sleezy
I have noticed for a long time now that 90% of the women on here have very sleezy to down right display images. I personally feel that women on here do not need to exploit themselves to get attention. I am well aware that this is a social network designed and creadted for adults. I am perfectly ok with the ones that have their flirtatious to sexual pictures in a private album of which members of this site by the owners choosing can view the photos. I however believe that a woman's breasts and pussy should not be spead from here to kindom come just to get men to talk to her. Even if the woman is not easy she is labeling herself that way for posting images like that. So to all you breast showing pussy spreading whores, make your fucking pictures private. Also do not bash me simply because I do not have any pictures of a sexual nature for all to veiw. I am proud of the fact that I do not need to reveal my body on this site or any other site to get to know people. I am not prude and am

Juicy Pork Chops
Sometimes you eat dinner and there's no movie..but sometimes there's sex and beer and you forget all about the movie. Sometimes you crave poetry..other times you just wanna bend her over and pull her hair. There's a time for roses and candles, but usually she'd rather have cunnilingus. I'm thirsty.

My Sweet Sister.
This is for one of the sweetiest woman on fubar I know. My sister & everyones friend indeed. She just had major surgury last week & the reason for her surgury is in her blog. Asking everyone to take the time to stop by her page & show her some welcome back luv & show her how much we luv her. She's almost to lvl 28 & makeing it will add sunshine to her life. Rallying gifts of luv so much would add & make a big difference. Rates & Blings & sorts & so on. What ever we can do to brighten her life in her time of pain suffering. to the people that know her. ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥ ♥

Spilling The Beans
So here goes. this blog is based off something that happened to me just recently. i'd say about a year or so ago i met this woman on here. and we started chatting here and there nothing huge, but for some reason about 8-9 months ago we started really talking, we'd text daily and many times a day...to the point that i know we went well over 8000 texts in the span of maybe 4 months...i dont know about you but to me that's a shitload of texting well i thought everything was going great, she was sexy, gorgeous, smart, funny, great personality and was very much like me, we liked the same movies and music, so im thinking to myself holy shit...JACKPOT. i found a keeper here. we make some plans...she was gonna come down here to visit me so we could go to a show together and get to meet each other. well the time comes and goes...i bought her a ticket and ate the 50 bucks for the show...i was ok with it, she told me her work wouldnt let her go...which i understood. so i said fuc

My Writing
Many don't know this side of me, but before I became a manager I wrote poems nearly every day, but of course things happened and I don't write as frequently as I used to. Therefore, I decided to use this blog on here and myspace.com as well to see what people think of it. Like you, I have no idea how the response will be like, but hopefully it'll be positive. All I ask is if you don't like it, then comment constructively. As of May 26, 2009, I have a combined 431 poems. I'll kick this off with a poem that a got a small award for on writing.com. At its peak it was rated 4.5 out of 5 stars on writing.com, it's called "Tranquility". I love to touch your face, Your skin, your lips, your mind And I can hold your tears, Your doubt, your sorrow, your fears, I’m saying this, because I want to hold you near. I wish I could have your taste, On my lips, my mind, my soul. When we kiss, it will stay in my mind, Today, tomorrow, for all time.

To Our Close Friend Katt
Katt's Pyre I close both eyes and imagine you with me. I turn off the music and look away. The clouds bring reprieve from the sunshine The rain can't wash the ache away. What about those of us who love you? Werent we Good enough for you to stay? What did u see on the horizon? Who did you hear call your name? Accross the Shore, beyond the Pale moon's rising, The White Vessel travelled ; Oh Why couldn't it's trek be in vain? Does it radiate to you, accross the distant sea, the pain of your abscence? it does for me. Yet even in the chasam that is my heart, I take solstice in our time apart. The time we are apart, my love, my friend, one day must come to an end. When The White Vessel comes to me, When my soul travels accross that great sea, I know on the shore, the first face I will see, will be yours; You holding your arms out to me. You will smile and say"Welcome home, my friend!" and a true home it will be; The tears will dry, The pain will cease; only love, pea

Dating Quistionare
The dating questionnaire 1. Are you a nut job? Yes/no 2. No seriously are you a nut job yes/ no 3 If no to any of the above questions what kind nut are you? 4.If answered yes to the first two questions, honesty is good , if you knew what kind of nut you were I heard planters is hiring , good luck and also try almond joy 5 are you employed? Yes/no 6. if unemployed , do you collect food stamps and what restaurants Do you go to? 7. if you answered no employment how many years do you think it will take for you to have j.o.b.? 1-3years 3-5 or waiting for a man 8. If unemployed do you think a blow job really is a job? Yes or no 9 if you answered yes lets shake hands and call it a day, going down is not a chore it’s a duty…..If I have too so do yo

Writing
I sit in my bed watchin tv as another sleepless night slowly passes along. movie after move, show after show; i flip thought channels loosing interest almost immeditly in things i could spend countless hours watchin and enjoying. i just cant concentrate, cant focus on what is making my already cluttered mind race more than usual. to allow myself to think without visual distractions i turn the tv off in the attempt to fall asleep to my music. music that lets my mind wonder, think about things that i have and daringly take for granted along with pains that i pushed deep away as to free myself from their grip. the songs change from sad, slow, pain driven songs to joyful, love filled serenades of deamlands; in each one i find different sides of myself. in the sad sorrowful songs i have but one thing on my mind... Death. death is the most influent asset of my life for the past few years, so in-turn the word death brings rememberance. In this i see my otherside. my caring, big-hearted bein

Soulmate, Wat Is?
its been asked wat is true love, are there realy one heart and one soul for one other out there. i would like 2 think so. ive never know it 2 a fact. but i have ben in love twiced b4. ....actually 3 times. felt those butterflies in ur stomeck and felt all warm and good... kinda high. and u think thats as good as it gets but thats ONLY, the BEGINNING, of it all. was like i was loosing control of myself, never felt those fealings b4, and very hard 2 get those kinds of fealings, (very hard 2 get those relationships)the more ive tried 2 understand it, the fealings, the more control ive lost. was like walking in butter, like every hard thing ive know turned 2 marshmellows. my mined i guse wasnt capable 2 except it all so fast, (mayb thats whn they say i cant breath, ur smothering me, spend the day or week apart) but i never said that. but did hear this cool ass kick ass song by queens rice (or how u say the band name) was called sialent lucitity. that song, listin 2 it! WORD PER WORD! it

Friends....
http://fubar.com/user/373525 Ted Despised is such an ASSHOLE! I'm going to delete/block him for 10 mins about 10 times tonight! I'm a whore and fucked up but, its all HIS fault!!! ahhhhh I'm going to go cut my legs up, take pics, post them, and link my friends so that they can see how fucking psychotic I really am! By the way.. I really need some money!! Please send!!! I'll send nudes!

Paid 4 Rates!!!!!
WHEN IM RUNNING AUTO 11'S!! WHEN NOT RUNNING AUTO'S THE PRICE IS 1/2 OF WHAT THE FOLDER LISTS!! SEE MY FOLDERS FOR THE AMOUNT OF PAY!! I will happily pay for rates as long as you follow these few rules: 1. Rate all the pics you want 2. Leave a comment at the end of EACH folder rated saying "rated" or something similar. 3. Private Message (PM) me with the folder names that you rated along with a grand total. NO Shoutbox messages for pay! NO Gift messages for pay! ONLY PM messages that include the previously stated items will be paid. THESE ARE THE ACTIVE RULES STARTING SUNDAY, MAY 24, 2009 @ 5:15PM Cuz, most people forget this, Not only am I running Auto 11s, I'm paying you to rate - So dont act like im asking too much here. And now because of other fu's bein schmucks - I will NO LONGER be paying people without approved salutes! Sorry - people have tried to scam me!

My Blog Of Doomy Doom.
Hmm.. So, imagine you're stranded on an Island. You are granted the ability to have 3 items (for say at least, 3 years). There are no phone towers on the island, so cell phones will have no signal. No need to worry about water, because there is a fairly clear stream near you, and plenty of animals on the island for food (if vegan there are multiple plant sources, and lots of arable soil). No matter the kind of boat you ask for the current of the water will always pull you back to the island, and of course there is no electricity. What do ask for?

Who Wants A 100k & A Bling ?
Trying to level ad could usesome help. I will have Auto 11's on for the next 2 days tll Friday 9:40am Eastern time. I am offering 100k and a Bling for all of my pics rated. Just comment the last pic in each folder, so i can keep track. And private message me when you are done rateing all pics so you can receve payment. Thank You, Steve

Twistedobssessions
i just wanted to let everyone know that the man behind the name 'twistedobssessions' is a low life woman user. he picks women with young kids, uses their money for his benifit, and is too violent with small children. i know because i was used and my son was abused. hopefully if u r reading this you will understand that he is a danger to you and your family. he spent 11yrs of his life behind bars for molestation of a 13yr old girl. look it up on the net and youll see. and if you, joe, are reading this, i am not scared of you. my GOD is stronger than anything you throw my way, so just leave me alone before Karma catches up with YOU> dawnmarie

Wicca
Ok, so we find something we would like more information on. A new hobby, or a new life change, whatever it may be. How do we go about finding info on it? I have always been interested in Wicca/Paganism. I've just never taken the time to research it. I have noticed there are a few on this site. Does anyone have suggestions of where to start? I'm interested in finding out about the religion of paganism. I guess I need some kind of mentor, or someone locally in Phoenix that would meet up and help me out :) So, anyone have a good suggestion? Should I go to the library and get some books? or would I need to buy them? I'm an avid reader so books are a good thing. Eventually I would like to get into small spells, protection for loved ones mostly. But I want to fully understand the religious aspects initially. Any help is greatly appreciated :)

Autos Active 9 Am Fu-time
I WILL BE ACTIVATING MY AUTOS AT 9 AM FU-TIME TODAY...I'VE BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO ORACLE, PLEASE HELP ME GET THERE...RATE, BOMB, BLING ME TO REACH MY GOAL...A LOT OF NEW PICS...PM ME SO I CAN RETURN THE LOVE...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS

Poem-i Wrote In 96'
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her. "For Me" Love is, Love was Love will always be, For Me. Love is taken, Love is stolen, Love can be the most painful thing. Love leads you to loneliness, and loneliness is a terrible thing. Loneliness is emptyness, not knowing who you are, or what you will be. By far lonliness is the worst thing ,

Wtf
Last night I was online talking to some of my family, when i found out that my step mother was bashing me to them. I was told all the awful things that this woman has said about me. I can't take this abuse from my so called family any longer. I called my father and confronted him with what was said, he was yelling at me barly let me speak. I started yelling at him back, that he needs to listen to me for once and he listened to me for about ten seconds before hanging up on me. Before he hung up I told him I want my daughter back and then I never want to see him again, his response was that's not gonna happin. I am hurt that my so called family that was supposed to be helping me is now fighting me for the rights to my daughter. I am really depressed at this point, I feel my father has been taken over and that this woman has put things in his head to make him belive that she is this awesomely nice person when in the real world she is a person who tells everyone how to live and what they

Memorial Day Weekend:
I had a great weekend and I will never forget, the pounding my body took which I will always regret. Playing a tennis tournament one day, rock climbing the next, then running a 5k in Laguna Hills my body did pay. A price to be paid for the pride to finish, was not the way for my body to be laid. Randbuf38

Pray 4 Maya
Please Keep Maya In Our PrayersSadly Maya's Mum Passed Away This Morning 27th May 2009 At 5-36am All Im Asking Is For Her Friends To Show Support And Love At This Sad TimeSo Can You Please Stop By Her Page And Show Her That Shes In Your Prayers ♫♪Må¥å ‡hë 8‡h ÐëåÐL¥ Sîñ♪♫(repost of original by 'Trå¢¥ §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr Çð Öwñêr Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~' on '2009-05-27 08:12:04')

Bound
i love you unconditionallyno mateer what you do or sayi'm powerless to your wit and charmtho i try to fight it and walk awaysomething about you keeps pulling me backan uncontrollable force surrounds medrawing me ini am hopelessly lostforever boundforever yours

Tonya
a very good friend i have met on here decided to surprise me and buy me a round trip ticket home in june for a weekend visit. i so adore this man he is the kindest sweetest guy ive met in a long time. well because of him i get to see my ex girlfriend that i screwed up with and made the biggest mistake of my life letting her go. she was the one for me the love of my life my other half. i get another shot at love with her and im so nervous on seeing her after nine years. yeah thats a long time but my heart still skips a beat when i talk to her hear her voice or read her messages to me. and shes single haha isnt that fuckin fabulous? so in less than three weeks this is going to happen. i am so nervous excited so ready to see her and meet that wonderful man who is giving me this shot with her. i thank you with all my heart and soul kenneth. love you long time

Purposal?
lil fact about me e been purposed to 6 times in real life....and these were my reactions. 1.ummm we are till in high school,how did u afford that ring? 2.iam 15 n your 32,its not legal 3.we just got done haven sex get off ur knee ur not thinking clearly. 4.we have only known each other for 2 months isnt this a lil soon?ask me again n a year. 5.are you serious? 6.oh no...then i said yes (but i broke it off 2 months later) lol i have lots of pretty engagement rings for sale if ur interested!

Copyrights Of Spirit Pictures
No its not NSFW, but I have seen that with enough complaints all is NSFW and I am not going to get deleted for any housewife drama. Anyone wanting to feel interested I am the copyright holder of any and all pictures where the young lady says she is a Spirit Girl.Specificcally in case any misinformed souls believe that photos on fubar or any other social site are considered public domain.If you have not been following the news there is currently several major lawsuits involving infringement of fair use of copyrights on photographs. Myspace and other social sites are coming of an age where identy theft is becoming more and more prevalent. In the case of photographs, it is sometimes difficult to determine who owns the copyright and there may be little or no information about the owner on individual copies. Ownership of a “copy” of a photograph – the tangible embodiment of the “work” – is distinct from the “work” itself – the intangib

Smart Lipo
Well here goes it. I have been losing weight and those of us that have weight issues know that afterwards there are areas of the body that just need fixed. This is all new to me, the fixing me up part so I am not sure where I should even begin. I am not a gorgeous woman nor am I very pretty. (these are my internal thoughts) I have really let myself go over the last 6 years. Maybe I have done so due to depression, unhappiness or I have just lost my way along this journey. Any way that I look at it I really need to make some serious changes. I am not happy being overweight. I have become this jealous monster inside. I have begun to hate who I am. The thoughts of dying cross my mind daily but I can't follow through with them because of my children and the man I love so deeply and passionately. BUT then again this part of me that is "sick" inside thinks it is the answer to how I feel inside and out. So where do I begin? ONE: I need to change my internal thinking. How do I do that?

Jail Bait!
This is going to be a two part series of what happened yesterday when i suddenly disappeared.......... here are the characters: me =me Jeff= significant other Kim= my driver dad= my dad Dave= Jeff's employee also Kim's husband i am sitting across my dinner table from my dad I just cut him a piece of cake and poured him a cup of coffee... he came over to see how my week was going and occasionally he will help me out at work... So were chatting away about this weeks issues with my work. when i get a phone call from Kim...... Kim: Jeff is being arrested, you need to go pick him up at strathcona trail and strathcona....(such place doesn't exist) Me: Why? and there is no such place Kim;I don't know Dave just called me Me: ill call Jeff Dad: whats going on I hang up the phone..look at my dad think shit....turn to him and say Me: Jeff wants me to call. Dad; ah hows Jeff doing, my friends really like him (happy about Jeff do i break his bubble....no) I then proceed to ind some

Who Wants 1 Million Fubuck ?
I could use some help. I need a total of 25 referals. If you can get me referals, and for EACH REFERAL you get me i will give you your choice of either (1 Million FuBucks ) or ( 500k FuBucks & a BLING ) Thank you for your help, if interested or i youhave a refearal for me just private mesage me so we can geteverything taken care of. here is the referal link - http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=2859099 Thank You, Steve

Thought For The Day May 27
Every strong and beautiful flower must have a strong root in the ground. It must send a root down so that it may be rooted and grounded while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the flower that shall gladden the world. Both growths are necessary. Without a strong root, it would soon wither. The higher the growth upward, the deeper must be the rooting. My life cannot flower into success and helpfulness unless it is rooted in a strong faith, or unless it feels deeply secure in the goodness and purpose of the universe.

A Quick Joke
Joke Of The Day:A teacher was wrapping up class, and started talking about tomorrow's final exam. He said there would be no excuses for not showing up tomorrow, barring a dire medical condition or an immediate family member's death. One smart ass, male student said, "What about extreme sexual exhaustion?", and the whole classroom burst into laughter. After the laughter had subsided, the teacher glared at the student, and said, "Not an excuse, you can use your other hand to write."

Write
tick......tick......tick......tick...... the clock seemingly booms as I deeply stare in to the mirror. lookin for the slightest glimour of passion hidden deep in my tear filled eyes. i see nothing but salt-filled tears flowing down pale cheeks like a slow streamin waterfall. each tear building up slowly until it breaks on the brim of my red eye lid. thoughs continuously run around in his cluttered mind, confusion grows and grow. wat did i do?? wat should i do?? where is someone to talk to?? he tries number after number and reaches voicemail after annoying vocemail. so he looks and sees an old dusty note book with an ordinary black pen sitting on it. is that his sign, is that how he was ment to deal with his unrelenting pain and his deep crushing sorrow. ''wat the hell'' he says, ''might as well give it a shot'' so he begins to slowly write, really unsure about wat to put on this faded piece of lined paper. after writing a few words that he feels describes him, pain, anguish, sorrow,

Why?
WHY? Why? Why do I sit here and continue to tell myself meaningless truths that haunt me constantly, throughout each endless day of my worthless life. Lies that push me over the continuously shrinking edge forcing me to do horribly unspeakable things. Then, I begin to listen to those very lies and actually believe they might have some truth to them, but the amount of truth each of those lies possess is a mere, soft, attractive, cloud that covers the deep, crushing pains and sorrows that is peacefully waiting to rip my soul into pieces that will never again be together. It leaves me in a state of confusion and falsehood that is simply impossible to understand. Not to be overly broken, I fall into a haunting sleep, hoping to never wake. The next day’s sunrise slowly creeps into my dark, gloomy room as I continue to stare at my plain, empty ceiling, as I have for the past few but seemingly endless hours. When I actually get out of my cold, almost frozen bed, to begin the day; it seems tha

Life
I find myself falling back into that horrible unyielding place of sorrow. i feel as if my so called wonderful life is actually my downfall. it is only societies view of me, only an impression of happiness and humbleness to which has to true meaning of who i really am. my real person lay deep within a consuming shell surrounded by a cloud of deception. that deception only to keep the real truth inside. the truth that keeps me who i am, keeps me sane and gets me through each day. to know my truth would be to know a dark seceret, a seceret so painful that it was ment for me and noone else. So i drag this unrelenting sorrow through my daily up and downs of life. but i keep it locked away in the southern most abyss of my soul. where it will lie until it forces itself to the rippled surface of my dark ocean of emotions

Help Me Level Pls
center>I Need Your Help!MILITARY SUPPORTERI AM TRYING TO MAKE IT TO ORACLE!!!!!!!!! I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF THE HELP THAT I CAN GET!!!! SO, IM CALLING OUT TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND ANYONE WHO HAS A MOMENTTO HELP A TRULY DEDICATED FUBAR MEMBER OUT....PLEASE, Take A MomentAnd Stop By, RATE, FAN, COMMENT....Help Me Level To ORACLE!!!!!!! MILITARY SUPPORTERThank You For Reading And Passing This On!!!!

5 Secrets
Alright boys and gents, I was just thinking about how to talk to my wife seductively, and I bombed miserbly. I read for once in my life how to really talk to women. 1. Be inquistive-- Ask her where's she's from, her likes and dislikes. It can't be all about sex and "hey baby, I really want you!" 2. Be patient-- Tell her she's beautiful and wait until she replies or starts a conversation with you. Don't be impatient and start the conservation yourself; otherwise you're just delaying the big no. 3. Act naturally-- Don't be acting like what you're not. This is hard for me to do, because of my speech implement. 4. Speak up-- Okay fellows, this can be tricky! When and if you do get a date with the woman of your dreams, ask her what she wants to do; don't assume that she wants to go see a fight or to a topless bar. 5. Don't push-- I can be pushy sometimes, but the more you push, the more she will push you away! Don't say, "Hey baby, I got a beef up hot pick-up and the seat right by me

This Shit Is Funny
plannin a trip to the d? here some safety tips for ya = Body: 1. First, you must learn to pronounce the city name. It's Deh-troit. NOTDEE-troit. If you pronounce it DEE-Troit then we will assume you arefrom Toledo and here for the country Music hoe-down. Deh-Twat is also acceptable if you live in the suburbs.2. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Detroit has its ownversion of traffic rules... Hold on and pray (I recommend praying 1st)!3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rushhour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursdaymorning. Weekends are open game.4. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended,cussed out and possibly shot. If you're first off the starting linewhen the light turns green, count to five before going across theintersection. This will avoid getting in the way of cross-traffic who just ran their yellow light to keep from getting rear-ended or shot.5. Schoenherr can ONLY be properly pr

How To Hurt The Economy
America remains in recession, and Washington politicians keep talkingabout ways big government can fix the problem. But their solutionswould just dig the economy into a deeper hole.For example, liberals in Congress have outlined a 2010 budget planthat contains major tax hikes and other changes that would "hurt theeconomy in good times but will devastate it in its current weakenedstate," explains senior tax policy analyst Curtis Dubay.* Hiking Taxes. Under the liberals' budget plan, the governmentwould raise taxes to Clinton-era levels on high-incomeindividuals, including many entrepreneurs and investors who arekey to recovery. Instead of raising tax rates, Congress shouldkeep them at current levels and allow taxpayers to invest theirmoney and help grow the economy.* Failing to Kill the AMT. Congress is considering athree-year extension of the Alternative Minimum Tax patch, whichkeeps millions of middle-income Americans from facing a big taxincrease. But the patch's temporary nature b

Jail Bait ... Part 2
Driving to undetermined location.... when i get a call Jeff: Hi sorry this is the address you have to go to to pay the bail.....601 5th st. Me; You so owe me Jeff: I know.. I have to go... Me:Ill be there in 20 minutes see you soon... Needless to say I have no idea what it takes to Bail someone out.. I have the beautiful Nakita because she puts me in a good mood, despite the circumstances.... Driving around downtown Calgary... what the hell the address is a large hole that they are currently removing what looks like to be the shell of a building.... Great.... texting Witty, texting Seamus.... asking my good bug Hugh (who i secretly want to fu marry) should i really bail him out.....? Fuck of course ill bail him out but his ass better be sore.... Finally after circling a few block radius i realize my boyfriend is a dolt.... There's the courthouse.... its where I'm suppose to go.... Find a parking spot go to the parking pay station.... fuck its broken ....Ill only be a few minu

Anti Aging Products
Times have changed. Our lifestyle today is a lot different from what it used to be 30 years ago. People worked the farms and the food was fresh and home cooked. Life was carefree and the only things that concerned people were everyday meals and community affairs. The most exercise people did was hard labor and walking from one point to another until they reach their destination. Needless to say, industrialization happened and along with it came a fast paced lifestyle. We now live in an age where career is at top priority and meals are “to go”. If you’re not driving a car, you find yourself chasing trains and buses to get to where you need to be. People go about life so fast they realize they’re losing their stamina and find themselves on the look out for ways to keep them going and succumb to various anti aging products available. How do you keep up with these changes? Stay healthy. The question how is met with a long list of health tips to choose from. But

Palekitty
Looks like fun but kind of confusing to know what to do first here. I actually see a few peeps I know - yay! :) I've got some more photos to add and some fun stuff when I get time to get it put in here. In the meantime here is my webcam site: I'm working on some hot high-definition videos to add here too and here is the link to my chatroom (You can see if I'm in there chatting from the indicator and there are a few more photos in there): My Chatroom (the links are NOT safe for work, though my blog here will be).

My Love Hugh!!
Hugh is having a bad day...... I need to make Hugh feel better...... I am asking for volunteers to help Hugh feel better... please bring a cup....the one that protects your penis..... I love Hugh....for Hugh The rest of you can f off....like Hugh says.... Wicked PS Hugh means the world to me he is my starfish!! Be nice to him or die!

The Beast Only I Can See
I have this beast insidethat only I can see.He has always been thereThis was Grandfather Suns evil gift to meI 1st seen him when Iwas a very young boy.I played with rifleshad no time for toysI always shot trueI rarely missed.As boy I was well knownno one second guessedI was a hunter and many animals Ive killed.But even with thatThe beast was never fulfilledThen a sharp dressed manin a uniform of blue.Asked me did I have what it takesto be one of the proud and fewI looked in his eyes there was confidence, honorand no fear to be seen.I then went and claimed mylife long title United States Marine.I soon became the elite of the elite.The feats I accomplishedfew could ever beatI became a killer of menand that fed my beast inside.His presence grew stronger he became even more aliveIve done some things some would say in shame.But I never waiveredI put the beast to blameThe beast was determined and he never would never fail.I think sometimeshe came directly from hellThere came a time when the

Me
Howdy yall! My name is charles, Im 21 living in Oklahoma, I am buying a 6 bed home with 16 acres, and love riding horses. I spend alot of time riding or at the lake. On here for fun, so.... Use your imagination... :) !

Poetic Ramblings
feeling like a caged bird about to break its wings on the bars of the cage Love is a cage when its not returned trapped and struggling against the restraints A love unwanted cuts like a knife without the relief freedom is savored but granted not to me.

Broken
Broken hearts, love's deceit,pieces fall down to my feet.Broken promises, love's a lie,puddles form from tears I cry.Broken dreams, love's illusion,sorrowed cause of your intrusion.Broken hope, love's a game,doesn't last, ends the same.Broken sleep, love's the cause,digs at me with sharpened claws.Broken spirit, love of sorrow,stolen now is my tomorrow.Broken life, love is lost,Broken now and that's the cost.

Leave Out All The Rest
I dreamed I was missingYou were so scaredBut no one would listenCause no one else caredAfter my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leavingWhen I'm done hereSo if you're asking meI want you to knowWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedAnd don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the restDon't be afraidI've taken my beatingI've shared what I madeI'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perfectBut neither have youSo if you're asking meI want you to knowWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedDon't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the restForgettingAll the hurt insideYou've learned to hide so wellPretendingSomeone else can come and save me from myselfI can't be who you areWhen my time comesForget the wrong that I've do

My Fan
Robert H: fuck off and get out my SB......dumb cunt ->Robert H: you hurt my feelings ..... Robert H: add stupid to that also Robert H: anything else u wanna be wrong with? ->Robert H: oh i apologize from teh depths of my soul that i was a bitch. Please forgive me Robert H: and as far as your most wont theory......that's out the fuckin wondow 2.....I got 92 comment as of right now Robert H: and that was after I asked nicely Robert H: I dont care if it does or not.....altho I know it would......and I said Im in a contest...I asked 4 u to help.....all u had to do is say no.....but know......u had to be a bitch about it ->Robert H: argh im feeling nice today.... so ill give you some advice... Number one coming to a womans page and asking her to rate your nsfw... not the way to do it.... most people who have been on here longer hten 5 minutes wont go fort it... second piece of advice if you took the time to look at my profile you would notice im not single .. hence why your penis doesnt mak

Let Your Heart Make The Choice
Before you say goodbyeand walk out the doordarling think twicelet your heart make the choiceRemember our sweet nightsplaying stories of delightdon't throw the memories we madelocking it in the attic to fadeBefore you break my heartand tear our moments apartask yourself do I want thiswill I miss that kissDon't bring distance to our eyesmy flowers in the garden will diebefore you push my hands that clutchask..can I forget this touchLook back through the yearsof how we hold each other deara life without you is miserableto walk away from me are you ableDon't banish our beautiful lifeand leave me with strifefor my soul knows only youliving in this world for youSo before you say goodbyeand walk out the doordarling...think twicelet your heart make the choice

Completed, Depleted
After the years we spent together I guess it's a little hard not to change. I've been taking all my medicine, been sleeping in the rain. I know you don't cry as much as you used to but you don't laugh quite the same. I'm left wandering these streets asking the pavement if I love too much. Without your breath in the morning I've been left so out of touch. So I put half my money on the lottery and the other half in the shares. If you knew all I had done, would you be likely to care? My hall is lined with your photos and a distant memory. Now I play with subtitles on the television trying to learn how to see.Some days I get so sick I can barely leave my bed. The doctor couldn't see anything wrong so I guess it's all in my head. There are these clouds passing by my window and they remind me of your skin and hair; wild, light with your favourite shampoo and always, always fair. I'm sorry I missed your birthday, I was too busy waiting by the phone, hoping maybe you'd be mad enough to dial my

Hope Is A Wasted Emotion
You can watch the still of the sunset alone,Waiting, watching, hoping in shades of pink and orangeThat someone will break the scenery,Sit with you, and watch as the day submits to the night.Always a dreamer, cover it with logic you only half believeThey'll believe you, and they don't care.But I don't believe you and maybe that's whyI'm sitting here watching the first stars push through, alone.It's okay, listen you here; some people are bornTo live and feel in solitude,It will all be okay for me,As long as you don't tell me otherwise.

Auction?
I am auctioning myself off..does anyone want me? 200 11s a week you in my family salute your link on my page rate your stash gifts weekly comments when I can :X just put bid in box/comment if interested.. I am sure I wont go very high!

Numbness & Sacrifice
You make me feel more alive than I ever have, Yet you're slowly killing me more than I'd claim. How can that be possible both at the same time? 'Sometimes our hearts make the wrong and right thing the same' Love is never simple in the easiest of situations And this one is no exception to any rule; I'm hoping with everything I have that you're honest Otherwise I'm left to look like the naive fool. I'd rather be able to leave you behind Without a trace of the warm memories we shared, Which linger, with the sound of your solemn voice And the way it made you seem like you truly cared. At times I wish there was a way I could numb myself, From not just the lows, but the highs we can feel too. Be able to turn that numbness off whenever I want, Because being cold hearted isn't a good trait unless on cue. Then I wouldn't have to miss you at all once you're gone Or have this love left in my heart on a one way street, Then I wouldn't have felt the way I did when I was in

I Stole The Stars For You
I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Close your eyes, my lovePut out your hand, trust meDon't question me why.I've given you my all.The only light I ever had,I've just spared for you,Now in the palm of your hand,Darkness might not be so bad.Lead me into foreverWherever that may be.Stay with me, my love,Hold my hand, never let goWithout you, it's too dark to see.I stole the stars, all for youTore them from the sky.Trusting you to guide my way,Staying always by my side,Please never pass me by. Written for the Magic in the Sky!

Thank You
There's always one friend, That will stand by you, Through the good times and the bad, No matter what you do. I've found that person, That has helped me all the way, When no one else seemed to care, They never seemed to stray. They were the only one who noticed, When something was wrong, Helped me through the hard times, When each day seemed so long. I appreciate their friendship, More than they would know, I just have to find a way, A way to let it show. Now I've written this poem, I know just what I'll do, I'll dedicate it to that special someone, And that special someone is you! I know it's only a poem, But it's truly how I feel, I don't know what I'd do without you, I just wouldn't be able to deal. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...thanks!!

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.

Whos Right?
Monica and I are arguing over if this chick has a penis or if it is body paint... I say body paint she says she has a penis LMFAO.. ( i know it's been awhile for her but sheesh) sorry pic is below cause i can't finger out how to put in pic fucking fubar changing shit that aint broke grrrrrrrrrrrrr

The Harshness Of Reality
They say that love can fill an oceansail a ship across the seaFly a kite above the cloudsor solve Life's mysteries.They say mere words of love bring hopemending broken fences everydayIt's known to heal a tarnished heartor chase the blues awayThey say that love is the answerto questions we may have through timeand it's the only thing that mattersto give it up would be a crimeThat is what they say to meas I travel through my lifeThey never bothered telling mehow love could cut you like a knifeThey never said my heart could diethat trust and faith would both be goneor cause me to scream in painwhen I was treated wrongThey never said to me it crushesmortals agonized and brokenbecause they too believed the liewhen those three words were spokenThe harshness of realitythat love has brought to meIs bittersweet and locked awayand needs no company

Single Again
Well, I just learned yesterday that the ole hag I made the mistake of making my wife filed for divorce. She even did it by e-mail. No surprise but she states she wants to "work out an agreement" yet she reained a lwyer for 5,000 dollars. She also wants a peaceful solution. Best laugh I have had in years! So.... it begins!

Goodbye
The word still hangs LifelessVoid of any colorShape or substanceJust an echo A passing thoughtas you turn awayDid I not love you strong enoughLong enoughDid you doubt sincerityFor I know those wordsI said them over and overI love youBut stillAs you walk awayA wisp of hairon your collarA wrenching reminder And as the distancegrows between us, I waitHopingPraying That you care enough to turnTo see me one more timeSee my tearsThat they may move youPull you back to meBut you have walked so farNot once turning aroundNot seeing these tearsUnmovedNow...Not even an echo of your wordsIt truly is...Goodbye

An Escape
Days come as fast as they go.... take time for yourself. A special place to erase the sadness within your soul. Make sure to trace the happy times deep within to keep your smile shining brightly on the outside. Everyone needs a place to escape every now and then.

Application
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1st Impressions
Making a good first impression...It takes 5 seconds to make, and 5 years to change..first impressions are EVERYTHING..!Either you make a good impression or your ex'd out even before you start.. hahahaWhat is a "first impression"? It's the first thoughts a person has toward you after seeing, listening, talking, meeting you. Basically you have five seconds the first time someone see's you orthe first few minutes of a conversation to make a lasting impression...No matter how fine, hot, sexy, good looking, intelligent you are..You can f*ck this up.. Everyone has.. Sh*t I know I have... more then once. hahaaSo, here's some tips on how to leave a lasting impression on someone you just met.Respect is to women what looks are to men. A woman dating a man she doesn't respect is like a man dating a fugly woman.(fugly = f*ckin ugly..hahaha)- #1 - remember, that NO one is better then anyone else..!Why do I say that..??Because the biggest problem most people have with first impressions arewhen they

~take Me Out Of The Dark~
Just what is it in me? Sometimes I just don't know What keeps me in Your love, Why you never let me go And though you're in me now, I fall and hurt you still My Lord, please show me how To know just how you feel You have forgiven me Too many times it seems I feel I'm not what you might call A worthy Christian after all And though I love You so Temptation finds its way to me Teach me to trust in You With all my heart To lean not on my own understanding I just forget You won't give me what I can't bear Take me out of the dark, my Lord I don't wanna be there You've never left my side You gave Your hand to me to hold Oh Jesus, I'm no longer in the cold And yet, I leave You there When I feel satisfied I'd like to thank You every day Not only when I feel that way I've never known a Man Who'd give His life for sinners like me And yet, because He loves us so He's promised us eternity And we can have that promise And be His if we have faith And just believe Teach us to trust in you With all my

Love
Our hands parted ways, So slow go the days. What transpired between us, Has crushed me like a bus. I long to hear your words again, Without you, I go insane. My heart is beginning to crumble, I try to talk, but I only mumble. You were the light of my life, Now I'm full of so much strife. Where you have gone, will you come back, I need you to put me back on track. I have told you, I'd do anything, Now I feel such a painful sting. Look in my eyes, just say the words, Spread your wings, and fly back just like the birds. :(

Random Crap About Me
1. MIDDLE NAME? Eric ...Thats all u get to know for now lol 2. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? N.J.3. FAV. PIZZA? Pepperoni,onions,gr.peppers,blk. olives 4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No not yet 5. DREAM JOB? Nascar driver...... Hell since i drive like one lol 6. DO YOU USE SARCASM? UMMMM AHHHHHH lol 7. MARRIED? No not yet 8. LAST BROKEN BONE YOU HAD? My nose was shattered 9. COKE OR PEPSI? Diet coke 10. IF YOU ANSWERED NO TO #4 BOY OR GIRL FIRST? Girl always wanted a daughter11. PLACES YOU WANT TO VIST OUT OF THE U.S.A.? Greece, Italy and Brasil12. WHAT YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? Are you kidding me? Answering this thing lol 13. FAVORITE DRINK? Coffee drink way to much 14. DREAM CAR? 69 firebird 15. Where you ever truely been in love? Yes once16. FAV. FAST FOOD? If i have to Burger King 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Family members that have past 18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My cuz19. Fav. Football team? Da Raiders baby 20. Wawa or 7-11? Wawa of course 21. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU

Me I Guess
So I am new to this fubar site have no clue whats going on, atleast it seems active and I guess thats good. so far though it seems I have pissed someone off, alice cullen I think was her name, oh well guess you can't get on everyones good side. Anyways hope everyone is having a good time.

Just Read It, Not Like Ur Care Anyway
I lose myself in the pain of art not to feel happy and accepted but to realize I am alive… That is the latest status that cant begin to describe the overwhelming feeling of confusion and loneliness that plagues my mind. I find myself back and forth between numerous hopes of futures that are only baring down present goals. I try to use this pressure as fuel to help my struggling soul dive through a valley of darkness and pain, but the sorrow is so unbearable I see no way out. I circle around viewing my options, hoping for a break, some kind of gap for me to slip through and lift this burden off my shoulders. I see this small glimmer of light, maybe it’s my way out, venture toward the distant beam. Wrapped in solitude it seems so appealing, but like the valley it’s only a mask for its true ugliness. The feeling of being alone had chipped a small crack into my shell of hopelessness. Being alone pushed me over the already small edge my weathered fingers clenched tightly to year after y

Black Rose
"Black Rose" I saw you in the garden I wanted you so much I really thought that you were different Oh I couldn't get enough I tried to save you from yourself I felt every high and low now the lows have drowned the highs away now there's no where else to go Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time Black rose I saw your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life You were always where the sun could never go I never wanted you to have to be alone But I couldn't find a way to help you grow Black Rose You never tell me how you feel and your moods they always change I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith I tried to give you something good to take the pain away I tried to make you understand You don't have to be this way I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared (I couldn't save you) (You are who you are) All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired (I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)

Opinions??
There is no other word like it. its good, its bad, brings great joy yet can cause such sorrow. before in my life, love had cost me so much. i made choices based on that love that actually wasnt really there. but i see now that is where fate takes its turn in my life, and explans alot, because with those choices i would be the preson i am today... my heart would still be locked up behind a wall of pain... but that wall was knocked down once.. for all the wrong reasons... it left my heart open like a wound waiting to either be patched up or buried in a mountain of salt. neither really happened, so i began to rebuild my wall.. slowly and being selective to who i even let near it. that is until i made one of the greatest choices of my life. i said a simple hello, that unlocked so many emotions, so many feelings my mind was nearly overrun. the first hug, first kiss sent echoes of happiness through my being so strong my rebuilding wall just shattered, and your hands gently reached through th

The Wondergirl
Just bc my name has the word P3nis in it doesnt make me a slut! I dont want to cam with you or get you off! I just like the name. The other girl goin around with my name is NOT ME! I'm The Original! P.S. I AM seeing someone and we ARE ENGAGED! So Sorry to anyone I used to talk to, we had fun and always remember me!! And FUCK OFF to anyone who's TRYIN to get with me!! I apparently DONT want you! LOL! On here for FRIENDS! Please and Thank You! Have a GREAT DAY! *Kkisses*!If you want a Friend add, you have to be at LEAST a level 5 with at LEAST 5 pics of YOU in your folders!!!!Rebel Flag Pics? DONT EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME! I dont care how much you say that it's "heritage not hate" it is STILL a hate symbol to me! ANYTHING that is associated with and/or a symbol of the discirmination, stifling, suppression and/or repression of the African American people --or ANY minority-- is an abomination to me! Also, please, if you bash Obama in your pics or on your profile, then pls DONT friend request

Have You Ever.....
Have You ever needed, desired, longed, dreamt for something so bad and for so long, and tried going for it when You thought it was there only to have it be not it and after evrytime You bury all those longings and desires lil deeper...... so now.....i see in front of me what i think is really it......yet here i sit, shaking in my shoes, scared to death, but feel myself reaching out to it none the less......... makes it hard to breathe..... thoughts all over the place.... Hearts racing..... but ... I AM GOING TO OVERCOME MY FEAR........ PUT FEAR WHERE IT BELONGS..... GONNA TAKE THAT CHANCE, AND JUMP!!!!

Our Pool Opens Today
Just want to wish you all a wonderful day and say that our pool opens today!! I am too too happy. I love swimming and it's a marvelous way to exercise...not to mention, meet people! We'll be taking my sweet Onyx to the vet in a couple of hours and then diving in....enjoy your day too fubabies. Love, Deb xoxo

Popping The Blog Cherry
You know you can't avoid it ..IT JUST HAPPENS . That 1st time it creeps up on you and sometimes you dont know it. It just happens ,Its unavoidable. OR IS IT ?? I've decided to go ahead & Blog away my thoughts,feelings,rants , etc etc etc. Let whatever come forth from my fingertips come forth for all to see. SO on that note be forewarned It could get ugly or it could be really great ...who knows Where to start ?? Well I guess I'll start with this last weekend. My band just happened to land a pretty big gig here in SA. playing at the SOUTH TEXAS ROCK FEST 2009. The 2 day event is topped off by GREAT bands including legends SAXON and QUEENSRYCHE. My band was chosen to play DAY 2 of the event and open for Queensryche. We ended up with a great slot ! Right before the awesome TEXAS band Dangerous Toys ! These guys have been one of my favorite bands for years ! The day started out kinda shaky with rain in the forecast and sure enough right before the gates opened it POURED. Like freaken c

Tantric ~ Ma Sh*t
You seem to have it all You seem to have control But deep within your soul you’re loosing it You never took the time assume your to blame You think that your insane... spare me You better check yourself before you check out ~ Tantric ~ Breakdown

The Most Steamy B-day Bash Ever!!!!!
wvwiwvw Hey Everyone! Have I got A PARTY 4U.. My Bestfriend is throwing me a hot steamy B-day Bash next saturday June 6th at the Ramada Inn on the southside of Indy.. You Must Bring a Very Open Mind and a Fun Personality oh yea and maybe a lil sumthin sumthin for the b-day gurl lmao j/k anyhow if interested and need details let me know soon.. Have a Great Day!! Lotz of FuLOVE, ~*Victoria*~

Bleeding
look into my eyes. watch the tears pouring out of my eyes. I'm happy to see your beautiful face.look into my heart. you will recognize how much i love you. i will never be the same without you. i could feel you beside me. with all the memories i have talking to you. please say yes, yes i want to spend your life with me like i want to spend mine with you. i cant just walk away. i want to keep loving you, loving you forever. i belong to you. my heart belongs to you my love. i know i wont forget our 1st kiss. the memories will stay in my mind after i die. you lead me here. you show me the way. i cant walk away. i miss you in a second. the promises i can make. promises of being yours forever. i cant let you go. cause i love you

Friends To The End Of Time
We seacrh for friends and sometimes get lucky.. Then you crash into angels that love you for the soul you have inside and never judge .. only stand by you , asking nothing in return...... I have been so blessed to find two angels that bring light and warmth into my life.. Ronpowers... ty for always adding love and kinds words to my day...and for letting me give the same. Carlos... your my rock, my friend, and the most giving person i have ever met.. I love you both for the wonderful light you carry inside and for being such great examples of what a man can be. "You gave me wings and watched me sore to the heavens, never once failing to push me higher".. that is what a true friend is.. am and will always be your rock.. Vanilla

Poe's Thoughts, Because I Kick Ass.
Alls these people wishing I was dead From all the fucked up thoughts running through my head Paranoid thoughts I was to shread Suicidal thoughts hanging over my bed I no longer feel alive I no longer feel dead Drugs after drugs Night after night Man these drugs are out of sight It could be acid It could be shrooms Alls I know is that the fucking room moves I hear screaming in my head Makes me wish I was dead Homicidal thoughts racing through my head Holy shit I want you dead GOD DAMNIT BITCH QUIT SCREAMING IN MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RAGGIEDY ASS CUNT Click click Bang bang I wonder who's dead.

Public Apology
Ive come to realize that I'm a bit of a pervert. I think it might be inbred into me with my Greek heritage. Also the fact I was named after the Greek god of wine and debauchery.... I believe I owe you all an apology ....especially my girl friends.. So to you I say i am truly sorry.... I'm a pervert.. I will try to behave it will be hard, but i will try... *molest a few girls before i go* Also I will apologize to Seamus in advance to anything I might possibly do to hurt his feelings... I apologize for being confusing and sometimes and outright mess (most of you have seen this) Also last but not least I apologize to the male friend I have for being that cute but slightly dorkish girl that loves to stalk....(please refrain from locking windows it makes my job a little more difficult) Wicked the nun PS.... thank you Jai for the spelling correction if its grammatically wrong blame him.(they never read small print)

"picture My Vision"
TRUTH:"PICTURE MY VISION"Submit this to him who has committed wrong,but can not admit it. Opportunity is now presented.For your own use,I have given you granted permission.That if you disagree and refuse to listen,feel free to try to cast at me the first stone.So you yourself can witness.That by judging me;it's your own past that you'll have convicted,and your own actions you'll have condoned. With set aside differences,I ask can we at least act like we have grown? Do away with childish intentions,and agree that this problem can not be prolonged.Picture my vision!For we are brothers of the same blood.We all share the same home. Yet we suffer opinion collision at the embarrassment that we can never get along.Even so, when we can't cherish a moment, we seek out someone to place in place of us to place our own blame on.Only to taste the taste of disgrace from knowing the fact we face is that only by ourselves shall the shame be owned.When in fact our pride and arrogance excel parallel mak

Wow!!!
I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING ME GET SO CLOSE TO ORACLE...I'VE GOT THE BEST FRIENDS ON FU, I HAD FRIEND BLING ME, PIMP ME OUT, RATE ME, BOMB ME, PIMP ME OUT IN THEIR STATUS' SEND THEIR FRIENDS TO HELP ME, ALL THE BOMBERS...I CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS THE GRATITUDE I HAVE FOR ALL THE LOVE SHOWN TO ME YESTERDAY...I HAVE 3.5 MILLION TO GO TO ORACLE, NOW IT DOESN'T SEEM SO FAR OUT OF REACH THANKS TO YOU ALL...

Mzliz Birthday Train
~*Mz Liz‘s Birthday Train*~ It‘s birthday celebration time! Lets all give “MzLiz” a warm birthday greeting and help her celebrate! Her special day is June 6th. Hats off to you chicky and hope your day is the best! ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list starting with the birthday girl or comment if already added. Rate the pics (links below) in the MzLiz’s birthday and LadyStClair’s birthday album. Please leave a comment at end of LadyStClairs folder to let us know when u have finished. Will add you to the train then. MzLiz will be making the tags. Also would like to wish our pal “Inkspot69” a very happy birthday as well! ~The Birthday Girl~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, Affinity Train Maker and Rider ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~DDR ENFORCER~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER~ Fu Owned By~COCA-COLA-GIRL~

Wth??..
Ok so i'm watching the news and this story comes across the screen. "Woman kidnapped and stuffed into a truck."...who was she kidnapped by?? Black men. The problem is, this story was a hoax. This woman was in Florida living it up at Disney with her daughter and apparently didn't tell anyone including her husband. So instead of telling the truth, this heffa made up a lie. Those evil minorities kidnapped me. Some years back, another woman killed her children and claimed she was carjacked by a black man. These stories continue. If there is a problem then scapegoat a minority and cover up the truth. The same can be seen in the illegal immigrant debate. Let me put this out there. I'm only a fan of legal immigration. I believe a soverign nation should control its borders and have the right to determine who's allowed in. However, I can understand people's desire to come here and make a life for themselves and their families. When you look at the situation if employers did not c

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to

Any Nice Ladys Out There
hi all my names ryan , was just curious if there are any kool down to earth ladys out there . im also lookin for friends , you can never have too many of those :P well hmm i guess thats it for now :) hope to hear from sum 1 sumtimre

Essence Of Serenity
Have you ever met that person that just don't know their limit? The one that does the dumbest things when they are drunk? They drunk dial, or drunk text. They usually never get sick, they just pass out and drool. The next day these people have a complete different memory of how things went. To them they were just having fun. Everyone was laughing with them. If you're one of these people, please. Don't drink!....or at least learn your limit. It wasn't fun, everyone had to watch out for you. They didn't know exactly where or when you would fall. You probably made a lot of people mad. They definatly were not laughing with you.......maybe at you.

Free Ride
NOT EVERYONE WILL ENJOY THIS RIDE. OF COURSE YOU MUST BE FEMALE BUT I WILL DETERMINE IF YOU GET TO RIDE OR NOT. THERE WILL BE MANY MORE NOTS THAN THERE WILL BE FREE RIDES BECAUSE THE QUALIFICATIONS ARE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO MEET. YOU ARE WELCOME TO SUBMIT YOUR PREPOSAL BUT DO NOT GET YOUR EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH. GOOD LUCK CE

Rated A One By Newbee ?
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Limo
I work as a limo driver here in Las Vegas, if your making plans to come to Vegas...... remember to give me a call. I can take care of Night Clubs, Strip Clubs, or anything you will need on your trip... I can cut you a deal if you mention your on FUBAR.... Jerimiah 702 834 1250

Pleasure? Or Humiliation?
I sat in the chair with my palms pressed against the top of my thighs. I was wearing a skirt that hugged my full ass. If I were standing up the skirt would have come to my mid thigh. A black stretchy tank top covered my lace demi bra. I was not skinny girl; I came with curves, Full double D breasts and a round ass. He was a mystery."You may move your hands now, but only touch your thighs." I slowly began to rub my thighs. Soft caresses and then with more pressure to indicated my desire for more."Move your hand up, and rub your belly."Slowly my hand traveled up my hipbone to my belly, above my pussy and below my breasts."Use both hands."My hands pulled away from the center to my sides then back again, each time increasing my arousal. I could feel my clit swell and my panties become moist, and even though I couldn't touch my nipples, I knew they were hard."Such beautiful breasts. Touch them, but do not touch the nipples."My finger tips traced the sides and up around the swell of my breas

I Hate My Job
Have you ever had to work with someone who you absolutely cannot stand? Someone who makes your life a living hell every single day? How about someone who lies to make you look bad and them look better? I woke up today to a phone call from my ex boyfriend who is also a manager where I work. He was FLIPPING out on me because I supposedly told a new manager that he was going to be transferred. This new manager from day one has picked fights with me because he knows that I'm better than him. He went WAY too far this time. I am about to lose my job because he is making things up. I have NO CLUE what he said to them because no one will talk to me about it. They just say, "Its done." They won't let me talk to anyone about it. Now Its all gone to shit because some wannabe HOTSHOT wants to go run his mouth to the big rigs bc he feels inferior to me. I am about to just say fuck it and completely quit my job so they don't fire me and because I cannot work with ppl who think I'm a liar

Taxes
The Tax Poem At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanutsAnyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ..... Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers; Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words Upon his tomb, 'Taxes drove meto my doom....' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts

Pasco County Fl Foam Party
Ok these are pics from May 8th 2009 - foam party Edited ofcourse... 2 live bands, DJs, Foam Dance, Pool, Hot tub, and lots of Debauchery! If you wanna see the unedited versions check out the resort website @ www.naturallynude.com

Time Of The Moon
I couldn't help but think of my adventures lately I've had with being a part of the firefighter team and such and having my wonderful husband by my side to give me this strength: "In times of terror, In times of fear, Remember you got two strong legs You should get up and use them walk forward. Should you find your unable to do this hold out your hand Someone will always and surely extend their warm hands to you." As long as you smiled and held my hand,I felt like I could go anywhere and do anything. -Ayumi

To All My Friends Here At Fubar
I'll be in and out for awhile due some important and disturbing news concerning my son. We have several meetings we have to attend and that's going to keep me tied up some. These are not things I look forward to but have to be addressed. I'll be checking in from time to time.so don't think I will forget any one because I think all of you are very special. I just hope all goes well for my son. He's haveing a real hard time right now.

Aids
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Kara [2] You were in the car with? Family [3] Went to the mall with? Same as above [4] Person you talked on the phone with? kara [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Radio (John) T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat [2] Be serious or be funny? funny. Why So Serious!? [3] Go to t

Pic Makers Plz Read!!
so i see alot of pictures as i am rating that have been made for other people from a friend. I was wondering if i could get some cool ass pics of me made. all my pics are located in the BLaCK WHiTe or ME folder take whatever you want to use. i will pay in fuBux whatever you will charge me, as long as it is reasonable lol. just a few tips: **pink** *black and white* PooKie is the name and whatever else u wanna do, go for it!!! i appreciate your time in making this for me so i will pay in fubux and i get bling credits on the 2nd so the best one gets a bling!!! yay :)

My Son
I'm sorry mommy i left you so soon, I was there when the angels woke you up at noon. I know i was gone from the flash from the start, Mommy remember ! I'll always be in your heart. I listen to you dearly,when you visit my grave. Please don't cry , be sad.Continue to be brave. I didn't mean to leave you and daddy so soon. I was looking from heaven when everyone released their balloons. Take care of my little sister and daddy too. There will always and forever be a part of me living in you. I'll be waiting for you here , at the golden gates. Time is ticking mommy , please don't be late ! I long to embrace you in my arms. Don't worry Mommy !! I'm at a place where there is no harm. I've earned my wings , I live in the sky. I'm watching everyday mommy so please don't cry !! Love, Your Son

What The Hell???
Ok kids. I am going to be a DAD soon! My X's has been fucking my life over and over agen!! braking up with me asking back and then more of the same!!! She just tolled me it is her body missing with her and she is takeing it out on me!! If so how shoud i feal abut that? Thake it and try to deal or move on and just be a weekend dad. right now i dont like eather of them but I AM THE DAD and i know i have to do the right thing! It is just killing me can some one help me out with some info??? thanks

10 Reasons
10 Reasons to Date a Hockey Player 1. They always wear protection 2. They have great hands 3. They are used to scoring 4. They have great stamina 5. They find the opening and get it in 6. They never miss the target 7. They know how to use their wood 8. They have long sticks 9.They know when to play rough 10. Because baseball players only know how to hit balls.

13
Bad luck wind been blowin on my backI was born to bring trouble wherever Im atWith the number 13 tattooed on my neckThat ink starts to itchBlack gon turn to redI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngGot a long line of heartacheI carry it wellThe list of lives Ive brokenReach from here to hellAnd a bad luck wind been blowin on my backPray you dont look at meAnd I pray I dont look backI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngFound me with a preacherman confessin all I doneCatch me with the devil playing 21And a bad luck wind been blowin on my backI was born to bring trouble wherever Im atI was born in the soul of miseryAnd I never had me a nameThey just give me a number when I was youngWhen I was youngWhen I was youngWhen I was young

Big Ouch
So I was in NJ visiting my gma.. everytime I see her I help her, like putting out her deck furniture, grocery shopping, tending to things she can't get to anymore... Saturday 5/23 started beautifully. The beach was warm, the sky was blue, and I was happily busy helping my grandma... I was taking her deck furniture out of the garage, washing it, and planned to put it back on her deck in the back of the house. My grandma wanted to help... I had to keep chasing her away so she wouldn't slip and hurt herself. I was going to bring a chair off the deck down to the driveway so I could clean it. When i got to the top of the stairs and began to drag the chair down the steps, I stopped. Chair was too heavy. I left it. I began to back my way down the steps... got to the last step and I slipped. I was wearing wedge flip-flops... BIG MISTAKE. So I rolled my right ankle cuz of them damn flip flops... and then BOOM.. I fell on my left leg. I'm laying in the mud/water/driveway, look down

Gone Fishing
Going FishingSaturday morning I got up early, dressed quietly, made mylunch, grabbed the dog and fishing equipment, slippedquietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck,and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour.The wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage,turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather wouldbe bad throughout the day.I went back into the house and slipped back into bed, wheremy wife was turned away from me. I whispered to her, "Theweather out there is terrible."My loving wife of 20 years replied, "Can you believe mystupid husband is out fishing in that mess?"I still don't know to this day if she was joking, but I'vestopped fishing.

Revenge Is Best When Served Cold
When your husband or wife does something that makes you really angry, don't give in to the temptation to argue and fight . . . Just count to ten, remain calm and after he or she goes to bed, super-glue their flip flops to the floor ! I could watch this one over and over.............

I Feel Sick
Silence envelops the moths inside, flying into my gut wall, again and again - I feel sick. My tongue of sandpaper, hopes your heart isn't as fragile, as mine. And my tears wish they could change the world for yours... But, I can no longer be the soul, standing behind you, as you fall, as I'm simply not strong enough to catch you.

No Expectations No Regrets
Someone told me Have no expectations and I'll have no regrets and shes so right. I have expected people I've met online to be true at heart as I am, Im easy to open my heart whether it be online or off and always treat them the way I would want to be treated, but Im relizing I can't put my guard down with everyone, because some are just out for self, As they say beware of the wolf in sheeps clothing.

The Facts On Obama's Supreme Court Choice
President Barack Obama nominated Judge Sonia Sotomayor toreplace retiring Justice David Souter on the Supreme Court.» To ensure lawmakers, the media and the America can get all the factson the Supreme Court vacancy,Senators should "engage in robust advice and consent to assure that if confirmed Judge Sotomayor would not use her seat...to advanceliberal policy preferences," argues Ronald Reagan Distinguished Fellow and former Attorney General Edwin Meese.The "advice and consent" process, mandated by the Constitution, is adelicate and timely one. Senators should use it to determine whetherJudge Sotomayor will faithfully and impartially interpret theConstitution and laws of this nation -- and not shape them to herpolicy preferences."Nominations should be judged by a common standard: Will they apply the Constitution of the United States and the law as it is written and according to its original meaning?" asks Heritage expert Conn Carroll."Or will they use the lifetime appointment to enact

Newest Family Member
RobertPannell8 New to our family on May 29. 2009 brought to us by Sinful our Manager. Please add him, fan him, and rate him. Show him some good Zodiak LOVE Ty! Please show Sinful some love and thanks your for bringing us a new family member. [ fubar.com photo: 2160380604 ]this is link just click picture link below in comments ty!

Lets Meet
mm horny and im just like the girl next door to your houseonly different is i love hot steamy sex and i still cant find a guywho can handle me do you really think you can be that guy?sweetslutbabeyeah that's it we can t a l k and c h a t therebaby in my ah o o got it? lets meat in yeah woo

Sometimes It's Nice Just To Reflect On Priorities
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the cup of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly.. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced a cup of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effe

Whenever Ur Craving Chocolate Cake
MY BFF emailed this to me yesterday. I just made it. Pretty cool. Although I only have Nestle Quik, so I used that. I used like 4 tbs of it and it doesn't seem to be enough. Kind of dry so maybe 3 minutes is too long. So tweek it out a little bit and let me know how it goes!!TROUBLE This is GREAT for when you crave chocolate cake!! Dangerous!! But sometimes we JUST NEED Chocolate Cake!! A RECIPE EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW The most dangerous cake recipe ... 5 MINUTE CHOCOLATE MUG CAKE 4 tablespoons flour 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) a small splash of vanilla extract 1 large coffee mug Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips(if using) and vanilla extract, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes (1000 watts high). The cake will rise over the top of the mug, but don't be al

Poem
You’ve bought out the worst in me, I’m now my worst enemyI can’t seem to be happy and every time I am you break meYou’ve brought tears to my eyes so many timesI said I was done more than onceIt’s a shame how I keep playing your gamesWishing and waiting for what I have dreamedWanting that perfect life with someone I love but also can trustFalling apart and breaking down slowly Drifting away like a long lost memory

Music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0NVIroAyP4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xq0MFEz0pMQ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJBHIU-AZeA http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJBHIU-AZeA This is what I spend most of my time on and I got 3 other people to play agenst isint It (Awsome) Ü If you dont buy this game you will have nothing to live for I got alot to live for now its matallica and my 3 others

Going Wild Hoggin!!!!!
Leaving in about 4 hours for a nine day excursion into the mountains in Arkansas. Good friends, good times....ha.............bliss. One of these days we will be riding full time and I will be the happiest bikergirl ever! Tata fubar pals....see you when I get back. Please don't hate me cause I'm two-wheelin it...LOL

Thanx Alot!
You know, I still see alot of signs on fubar that tell me that people on here are using street drugs. I am not a moral majority type by any stretch of the imagination so don't think I'm going there. No my problem with it is this. Street drugs...pot, coke and all that other shit are one of the ways our enemies over here fund their operations against us. They use the money from drug sales to buy weapons, bullets, ied's, commo equipment, government influence etc. So when you buy your bag of weed or your lines of blow your not just having a good time. Your helping to kill the very people who are over here trying to protect you and the rest of the world from psychotic religious, xenophobic zealots like Al-Queda and the Taliban...soldiers like me. Thank you so much! Hey, keep it up! Maybe that way, the Taliban can take over Pakistan. Pakistan has nuclear weapons just like their rival next door, India. The Taliban would jump at the chance to decorate the Punjab with mushroom clouds. And of co

Just Doesn't Seem To Get It...
I am just so tired of people in this day and age. What ever happened to honoring your word? Why can't people just be real? Why does one have to do things in order to impress the next person? People wonder why I stay to myself. Most would classify me as a hermit. I have very good reasons for staying to myself. I have maybe 2 people in my life that are worth giving the time of day to. Everyone else is just that......everyone else.

Liars
ok this is a warning to all woman and men look out for the name Archlight he is a fake and likes to use woman he is a freeloader that moved here 4 months ago and likes to drink ALOT he has nothing in Michigan or NY so dont let him fool you. As far as sex goes well ladies I think he likes MEN

Admirations Voice
Do you have someone like this??? I bet you do and you just havent opened up your eyes to see This friend is a true well wisher. With this persons friendship personified to the last letter. This persons speech gives strength to sagging morale. This person is all ears to any kind of tale. To flatter or be insincere this person does not know. Dislike to hypocrisy, attitude does show. Taking in or talking nonsense is not this persons style. For illogical and foolish talks, this person will not give bail! This person thought process and modus operandi are robust. Their clarity stands out and distinguishes this person from the rest. Blend of practical approach and emotional support in this person, is awe inspiring. This persons wit and repartee with humor’s touch is amazing. The profile of this perspns character does not limit to any punctuation! Not a character in its words bears an iota of exaggeration. If you have this person in your life.. feel free to sha

Getting Tattooed In A Hairy Body Area
doc_a_911 writes: "I've read all the info about when to shave after a tattoo but I have not been able to find anything on waxing. I am a hairy guy (yuck I know) and I am getting ready to get my second tattoo but it's going to be big and cover most of my back. I feel that once the tattoo is done that the hair will eventually grow back and I'm not a fan of the hair.....is it possible to wax (or something like it) my back after the tattoo is done without damaging the tattoo? I'm talking after the tattoo is completely healed of course.....or will I have to constantly shave or live with an awesome tattoo on my back with hair growing through and around it? Can anyone help?" amy says: As I’ve heard you should wait 2 years before waxing a body part with a tattoo… as a professional (one who provides waxing service), I would never wax someone with a tattoo any newer than 6 months however. Tattoos take time to heal… a good month before they’re considered “heal

** Dreams **
I had reached a point in my life where I felt that " true love " was a thing of the past for me. There were nice people, its true, but no more magic, no more being swept off my feet.And right about when I was ready to close the door on that chapter of my life, YOU walked in.... and everything changed.Suddenly I found myself smiling almost all the time. And the more I learned about you, the more astounded I felt at just how perfect you were. There was no escaping the fact that what was happening was beyond my control !!!!! I let this chapter of my life take all control of me and it has taken me places I never knew exsisted. In all my years I have never loved anyone the way that I do you. I never knew a love like this exsisted. A few of the many things that I love about you are that you are kind, gentle, funny, sexy, and sarcastic as hell. Those are the things that make you who you are. Even though things have changed in these past few days my love for you has not. As of this very momen

Judge Not
BEST POEM IN THE WORLD! I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, nor the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor Who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought was rotting away in hell, was sitting pretty on cloud nine, looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake. "And why's everyone so quiet, so somber? Give me a clue." "Hush, child," said He, "they're all in shock. No one thought they'd be seeing you." Judge NOT.

Gossiping Moms Of Junior High
I had something happen to me last night that made me realize that people of all ages are ignorant and heartless at times. I need honestly to learn to let it slide or take revenge. Right now Im debating on which i want to do.. here's how the story goes... We have moved into Jeff's house so to make Johnathan feel comfortable I invite him to have sleep overs on the weekend.. This week he decided to pick Elio. Now a little about Leo's mother is a registered nurse and has been raising him on her own for years. Because of these reasons you would think we have a connection but we don't. I like Elio hes a good kid but hes sensitive and I having gone threw this with Johnathan know what that's like. I also think sometimes Elio and his mom need a break so I try provide that for her. Don't get me wrong I dont assume this but she has thanked me and told me this as well.. Moving on Johnathan is mildly sick so I warn her that he is and as she drops elios stuff off for the night she takes a look at

Toby's Thoughts....
you have made me believe this stupid lye... you lyed in my face and lye to my parents face... you arevery deceiving... i'm now happy to know that we were one together and i know that this falling isn't the end... we are stronger we may have our downs but then we help each other and bring each other to the top again... i'm SORRY.....!!!!!

Want To Be Owned? Read!
OK... all you have to do is send me a link to the picture you want me to use, and anything you want to offer for fubux bids, cash bids, and HH bids. ok i have an example of some of the stuff ppl are offering:_____________________________________________Fubux Bids get:Random gift/day50 '10' rates /dayadded to top friends1 status pimpout / weeksfw saluteur name as my owner in mine2 big pimpin gifts / weekCash Bids get:All of the above plus-my yim name ($20 +)random bling if blingpack is offeredoffers of $50 or more gets topless (chicks only) or bottomless (guys only) salute of auctionee's choosing500 '11's per week if vip is offeredHH Bids get:All of the above plus-Custom pic or morph made by Auction HostessPimped out Bully made by Auction HostessPut in Top FamilyPimped out on ProfileAll Access to pics___________________________________________You can pick and choose what you want to offer, its up to you. Just send me a private message containing the link and your offers for each catego

Doh!!! Asb Tricked Me
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Step Daughter [2] You were in the car with?My 3 step kids[3] Went to the mall with?My Wife[4] Person you talked on the phone with? My Wife [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Theresa T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?F Q: Been searched By Cops?T Q: Been suspended from school?TQ: Sat on a roof top?TQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?T Q: Broken a bone?FQ: Have shaved your head?FQ: Played a prank on someone?TQ: Had/have a gym membership?TQ: Shot a gun?TQ: Donated Blood?TWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Winter[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or colo

Blackmail For Hire... No Joke
Get this shit, I read this story about a funny guy... This man get a brand new job and goes to work, the days going fine for about an half an hour. Said man gets hurt on the job. Turns out he had been drinking before work because he was nurvous about his first day of work. His boss finds out and tells him he must let him go. Man says "Please sir, i cant lose this job, my wife will kill me!" Boss says "What do you want me to do about it?" This guy has the balls to say "Tell you what, you send me home sick and give me a 20% raise. Ill then give you half of that raise every paycheck, what do you say to that?" The boss then gives him a funny look, a few mins later says "OK, you got yourself a deal." Can you beleve that the economy is so bad you can use any kind of bribery to keep a job. Man comes to work the next day and tells his boss "By the way i taped our little conversation yesterday, Ill be going home early today." Then turns and walks away. If you think this story is true o

Its All Me
WELL LETS SEE,I LIKE TO HIKE,I LOVE MUSIC,I WRITE POETRY,LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY AND I HAVE MY OWN WEBSITE THAT I CREATED TO SELL ITEMS ON THE NET****AND I SELL ALL OVER THE INTERNET,CLOTHES,HOME DECOR,BOOKS,HANDBAGS ETCCCCC...AND WE CANNOT FORGET MY LOVE FOR PETS. OH I FORGOT MY MUSIC,I HAVE OVER 140 CD'S,I LIKE ELTON JOHN,JOURNEY,PHIL COLLINS,DIANA ROSS, AND A LOT OF THE OLD GRUOPS********

Me
lookin for a kinky girl to party and hookup for some kinky fun. that is the dream anyway, really just want a girl thats not a piece of shit. lol. but then again my standards are prob. to high, guess thats why im still single. OH YA AND IM THIRSTY CAN U SATISFY MY WATERSPORTS FETISH.

What The Fuck Is The Big Deal!!
ok this is my first blog on here and i dont care if anyone reads this but if you do fine whatever! anywhoooo today my boss disides to coment on my piercings and how if i didnt have them maybe we would get more buissness well what he really said was 'how can i say this with out sounding rude,if i came up and the person i was takeing my order had a piercing on thier face i wouldnt be hungry anymore' you know what i was almost to the point of jumping over the counter and ripping his face off i mean he has the right to tell me not to wear them to work but to say THAT i almost quiet but i need to money lol you know well till the next wtfbd! ~peace~

Love
Jimmy She sat in the rocking chair on the porch. Today was the day that the grand babies would be here. She smiled to herself as she thought the grand babies were no longer babies, and even their babies were starting to have babies of their own.It was a sunshiny autumn morning with just a little nip in the air but she found that she was pulling the quilted lap robe tighter around her. Her mind drifted back to a time it was her own children she was sitting there waiting for. As her mind drifted back, she thought of the children's father and smiled slightly thinking of how fond she had been of him. He was a good man, and yet no matter how much she tried he wasn't the one she had loved.She met Jimmy when she was sixteen. He was tall with black hair and big brown eyes and eye lashes that women would have killed for. He caught her eye at the county fair and she remembers him smiling shyly at her. It seemed that wherever she was at the fair, she would look up and catch his eye. She isn't s

My Last Blog
I TAKE THE RAZOR TO MY RIGHT ARM THE BLADE CUTS MY SKIN SO EASLIY MY FLESH IS OPEN MY WORLD HAS BEGUN TO FALL APART BUT WAIT THIS IS JUST THE START I CUT AGAIN THE BLADE FEELS SO GOOD I JUST WISH PEOPLE UNDERSTOOD ME THIS WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO

Just To Let U Know!!!
hey everyone,in case you're wondering my name is Basil,if you have read my profile you know that i have been fighting cancer for a pretty longtime now.Today May 30th,marks the very LAST day of radiation for me.I am fine,i have an unbelieveable support group,my friends,my family doesnt know im sick(ish)they know i was sick before but they dont know it came back,i have been going to radaition then going to work ,for child protective services,and my nite job as a bartender.thru all this my friends have saved my life,this is basically for them so i can say thank you for saving me.so many times i couldnt get out of bed,no desire to open my eyes anymore and my friends got me to.living a normal life is the most important thing to me,if for a moment i stop and think i cant do somthing because im sick,it goes down hill from there.the excruciating agonizing pain we go thru while having this is something i cant explain,thank god(or what or who ever)for music and cheesecake,LOL,i still laugh as th

Juliet And Romeo
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

Knights Heart
MIND YOU THERE ARE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS LEAVE ME BE BOUT EM ^.^ Enjoy your read Smile my sweet empty soul, and awake from your slumber. The time is now and we shall prevail as the book is sang and the sword unsheathed. Dress our plate and put or shield to our left. Mount the stallion and storm the battle. We shall strike down those who seek destroy you, the empty soul. bound in glory and might, victorious you shall become! Stand thy ground and raise hells fire for ye foes But yet my dear soul remember that bravery is not set by a warriors will but the enduring love of the woman who sought the adventure to love a knight. To love this knights soul, to love thy. undertake thy oath of chivalry and honor the gift of the gods in melancholy. Destroy not the ones soul has it had been done to thee. Slay those who disregard thy word and damn thy to the blazes of demons inferno. Smite them down my soul. Once that is complete and your day is end, battle won. Return to the woman that sought th

I Wonder Who Did This?
> 136247 - Lizard - 4> > A secret admirer thinks that you're HOT, and has sent you a Flame of Passion!> > Every flame that you collect is added to your total, and those who receive the most flames will be awarded combined prizes of 14 million fubucks.> > For complete information, please view my blog:> http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1020104> > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has ordered it for your user number.> > > > > This admirer has sent you 4 flames of passion.

New Management
New Family Promoter The One Please Add Him Rate Him Show Some Love and Welcome Him To The Family His Assistant Is Buckeye Babe Please Add Her Rate Her and Show Some Love and Welcome Her To The Family TY The Management Link is not workin lol I help??

I Did This Sober!
when i as in high school i was bored as hell riden threw atlanta with my boyfriend n friend.we started playn truth or dare..long story short me and my friend butt ass naked in atlanta rush hour.lol the truck drivers were greatful!it was cold as hell though it being feb.

Over My Head
i dont think anyone is going to read this. but i'm new and I am not really sure what all is going on. I am definitely barely keeping my head above water. If you read this, throw me a lifesaver and help me out. appreciated. -Ryan

True Friendship...
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friend

**cyber Love**
This is something that really depends on your relationship and how your partner defines cheating. Some people are more possessive than others and hold different values to fidelity. When does it become cheating? When physical contact is made? When emotions come into play? We all have our own sense of when that line is crossed. These are things that need to be known so you know where that line is if you do not want to cross it. When in doubt, if it feels like cheating, then most likely it is. Cyber sex has been known to cause some nasty splits so brushing it off as 'only fantasy' or “harmless fun” might work for you but the question is what does your partner think? While any relationship has its share of compromises this is one of those topics which usually does not debate well… it’s either ok or it’s very, VERY not ok. And chances are you probably already have an idea which one. Now assuming it is ok, there are some things to consider carefully if you don&

Submission.......part Iv
Exposed to the elements, the light growing brighter, she contemplates her position against the tree, breathing steadily. She hears nothing behind her, the moments stretching out long as she awaits her Master and what he wishes of her. She tests her wrists, finding them tight, but not overly uncomfortable, then her ankles, and they too are snug, no chance of escaping, she knows this. The sounds of birds surround the small glade, then the rustling of the leaves as the breeze blows steadily. The silence is as much a torture to her as the thoughts of what might happen. Yet still ..she waits. She tries shifting, her hips scraping the rough bark of the tree, but she doesn't find this too uncomfortable, testing it as she moves lightly against it. Not sensing that her Master is nearby, and fearing he has left her, she turns her head to see where he might be. Nothing ..and noone seems to be nearby. Slowly, the realization that she is alone hits her. What if someone comes along and finds me,

The Time Is Slowly Coming
The other day I was told something and even though I should be used to it, I'm not. Being born into the army life and being married to it for roughly 2.5 years you would think that eventually it gets easier over time. Well it doesnt. This upcoming year will be no different as far as trying to get through it ALONE. I was hoping that Jason wouldnt deploy until after August because that would be our "1 year anniversary" if we were still together. Well the Army basically told me to "kiss their butt". Not only is Jason the best man I have ever known and been with but I have come to realize he is also my best friend. We have been through a lot and we have both been there for the other person. Some of my friends and Jason's friends know some of the things going on. I have gotten so far with him by my side. We have had our "issues" just like anyone else but who doesnt. Jason and I are not together but he holds a very special place in my heart and I thank him for everything he has done for me.

Fantasy
I was lying down, somewhere between asleep and awake, waiting for you to come to bed. The book I'd been reading was resting beside me, when at last you walked in the room. I smiled, ready to cuddle with you, breathe in your scent and drift off together and opened my arms for you. I don't know what it was, but something was different in your gaze as you approached me. Curiosity got the better of me, and as I sat up, I softly asked what was on your mind..The slow grin spreading across your face was anything but innocent, piquing my interest."You," you whispered, your lips scant centimeters from my ear. I shuddered at this, and turned to kiss you.We'd kissed before, and kissed often, but there was an x factor present tonight that took my breath away. I knew you loved me of course, as we'd been together almost a year and you constantly found ways to show and tell me so, but physical intimacy just hadn't happened yet. You were still a virgin, and I respected that, so I never pushed the i

Submission..........part V
The heat, the throb deepens along her softly burning buttocks as she stands staring at the statue of the man. Her breath softly inhales as her Masters words caress her neck in warmth. "Just think of it my slave, look at how thick his cock is. Now, tell me, you want that in your sweet ass." he whispers into her ear. With his closeness, his words, his breath so hot against her flesh, she shivers, captured, entranced at the thoughts he places within her mind. So slowly, does she shake her head. Then fear grips her at the knowledge that she could never possibly take such a size. "No.." she whispers. His hand slides further into the soft folds of her pussy, feeling the soft tremble of it, the wetness as his fingers glance against her clit, feeling how rigid it is, how her body shivers as she watches the statue. "Slow, painful penetration.." he whispers into her ear. "You know you want that pain, want to serve your Master in whatever way pleases him." Again, the slow shake of her head at th

In Loveing Memory
ANTIOCH, Calif. – His neighbors knew he was a registered sex offender. Kids on his block called him "Creepy Phil" and kept their distance. Parole agents and local law enforcement regularly visited his home and found nothing unusual, even after a neighbor complained children were living in a complex of tents in his backyard. For 18 years, Phillip Garrido managed to elude detection as he pulled off what authorities are calling an unfathomable crime, kidnapping and raping 11-year-old Jaycee Dugard, keeping her as his secret captive for nearly two decades and fathering two of her children. The question about how he went unnoticed became more pressing Friday when Garrido came under suspicion in the unsolved murders of several prostitutes, raising the prospect he was a serial killer as well. Several of the murdered women's bodies — the exact number is not known — were dumped near an industrial park where Garrido worked during the 1990s. Authorities acknowledged that they

Going To Oshkosh, Wi... Need Advice...
I am going to Oshkosh Wisconsin for 10 days for work (June 3-10). I need some info to help me on my trip. #1. I need the names of some "good" bars to have a few drinks in. I prefer the kind of bar you can sit down, have a beer, and not worry about who's gonna jump you, just because you're from out of town. I wouldn't be opposed to someone telling me about a dance club (or two) either. #2. Where are some good locally-owned places to eat? Not dives, just places that aren't franchised. #3. I bought a 15 day fishing license, so can someone point me to some good fishing spots? All good suggestions will be greatly appreciated.

Sucks
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming Thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All that I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I'll believe in And I know time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll a

Dancing Condoms!!!
First of all, got your attention!!! I was at my bar last night that I dance at, hence my name, dansin, & basically I know almost everyone who goes there, it's a friendly, small place. Anyway, I was out on the dance floor & I saw a friend who had on a dinner jacket, kind of wierd, but he hadn't been there long, & he had on a tshirt that had interesting lettering. I went past him a few times & couldn't read the whole thing, but it did say dancing, he does dance professionally, & the bottom of the shirt I saw con, but not the rest. So after I had looked at it several times, I walked over to him & ripped the jacket open, he didn't see me coming, & the people around starting laughing, one told me to do it again, & he made the comment he liked women like this at the bar. The shirt did not say dancing condoms, it said dancing elk conders, I think but when I told him what I thought it said, he thought it was funny too, & when I told his girlfriend, she said they were the best kind! I couldn

Committing Suicide
we all know suicide is not a joke however there are thos who say it to get either a shock out of other people or to make other feel sorry for them and or the most cause of why people do it any more is to get attention most cause of death are not cause by suicide suicide well not take your problems away and there are alot more worser things then death such as brain damage and or being paralyzed or being alive and half your body is gone before you say it think about the people who you will hurt your family friends even your pets if all the people who have committed suicide could come back they would say they wish they never did it hell i have to admit i try a few times my self but i stop doing so becuse i dont want to live being brain damage or the lost of my eyes brain or arms i do value my body and what it can do even tho i wish my life was a bit better then what it is you have to play the cards that you are delt with and do something with them think about

I've Been Thinking
Just a words of what I've been thinking about lately... Yesterday a friend told me to check out a girl on his page..like a dumbass I did...I checked out her pictures.. Gods, she is perfect...hair. body..face everything..but what got my attention was her page comments..They were so sweet, loving...and so beautiful...and all I ever get on my pictures and such are thinks like.."Oh baby let me lick that ass" or.."You are so hot" and even really nasty stuff.."Can I wear your ass as a hat" garbage like that.. I was really stupid and clicked on this one girl's pictures and all she had was breasts and cleavage hanging out.. one of her pictures alone had more rates and comments than all mine combined. But she still got some really pretty comments... I guess you can say I am a glutten for punishment when i do crap like that..My jealousy kicks my ass sometimes...and it hurts so bad.. Sure I have maybe 4 friends on this entire site..and I appreciate them greatly.. Just makes me wonder why

Most Of You Are In This For The Same Thing
Most people are here to get rated levelup and meet new people and have fun.As i've learnd just because someone wants to add you as a friend its just because they want to get points not because they want to talk to you.A lot of people dont even return rates or say thanks for drinks and gifts.So i have started deleting all but a few of my so called friends.

Autism Awareness Day
July 18th in Butler City at the Butler Memorial Park in the Rotary Shelter we are hosting a day in honor of my littler brother since he has autism which is an incurable condition, we will be having a chinesse auction, live entertainment, refreshments, a dunk tank, & much more! please come! donations welcome and much appreicated!!!!

My Roadrage Issues
You find concentrations of silly and intellectually challenged people in the strangest and scariest places...take I90 for instance, it's a prime example. Here's some advice for those that need it. (You know who you are...I log a lot of miles in a week, I drive a black Chevy Trailblazer, and odds are I've flipped you off by now ) 1. 20 miles an hour BELOW the speed limit in the left lane is NOT acceptable. 2. If it's bigger than you, I would suggest you either be nice and let them pass, or speed the hell UP!!! 3. In referring to the aforementioned...if you're merging onto the Interstate and there's a SEMI that can't get over because of the Idiot mentioned in number 1...it's a good idea NOT to play chicken with him. Odds are he's thinking of ways to choke the living SHIT out of Idiot #1. You really want to piss off someone driving something that big??? 4. Driving at 75 miles an hour is not advisable when trying to put on your earrings or mascara...do us all a favor, go without or EXI

Just Writing
I've been feeling like writing. Something I haven't done in a long time. The urge to set my fingers typing across the keys is absolutely irresistable. If only I knew what I wanted to write about. I have so many incomplete stories that I could work on, so many ideas, thoughts, and things I need to just get off my mind, but what to write. Right now I'll just write. I'll write until I know what it is I want. I'll write until my thoughts run dry. I'll write until my fingers cramp. I'll write until I don't even know what I'm writing anymore. I'll write without planning it out. I'll just write, and write and write. I don't know what to think of myself anymore. I used to be so proud of everything I've done with my life. I used to be optimistic, goal oriented, happy. I used to have a plan for my future. Now I just don't know. I hate myself, and I hate yet love my life. I never understood how someone could experience those very polar opposite feelings for the same thing at the same time. A ju

Fayebabiis--poems *i Wrote*
Mommy. I love you and i miss you so much. you was my world my soul my everything.Mommy u was there for me at the good times and the bad. I think to myself i have many more things in life to go thru and i wish u could see. i wish u was here for me when i make my dreams come true. but really the truth is u r there. ur there everystep i take every breath i make and every tear i shed cuz mommy ur apart of me. u always have been but now ur always going to b with me cuz ima never let u go. u will b n my heart and my soul and my mind. u will b my ANGEL that will watch over me.mommy i miss u so much words cant even express the way i feel and the way i miss u. i love u with all my heart theres nothing i can say to make things better for us. the family really misses you. so much theres only one thing ima say( UR N A BETTER PLACE YOUR PAIN IS GONE AND UR WALKING WITH THE LORD AND THE ANGELS I JUST KNO UR SMILING DOWN ON US SAYIN DONT WORRY BOUT ME.) im not going to lie it helps some but there w

Summer 09
It has been raining every weekend for almost the entire year here. This weekend has started out beautifully. I went to Tugaloo state park today. I had never been to this park even though I have lived here for 10+ years. I hiked on the park trails and really enjoyed it. The trails loop through the woods for about 4 miles. Like many state parks in this area of Georgia, Tugaloo is nestled on Lake Hartwell. I believe this to be a better park than Hart state park which is in the town I live in.

Purge
Ok, Fubarians... I'm going through my friends list and I see a lot of people I that don't talk to. Some of that is, by my own admission, my fault. My list has grown so large that I can't keep track of everyone. So I'm clearing out. As of today, I'm getting rid of people. I've already cut some that were obvious, but I intend to keep whittling it down. So here's the deal- if you want to stay on my friends list, just let me know. You don't have to respond here... you can do it in a private message, a comment or a shout... just something to let me know that you're still interested in being friends. Do not assume anything... just because I rate your pics and leave you comments, do not assume that I won't cut you. I need to know that you want to stay. Most of all, I have some of you on my other sites... if you do not respond here, you will be deleted there as well. I'm not saying that this has to be some kind of deep, exotic friendship... just dropping the occasional joke or comment is fine.

Denzito
why is it so hard to find a girl to day that dosent have ten tons of drama in there life or Ex issues? i look at people my parents age and thing wow there still together what gives is there some thing in the water that makes most people act so fickin dumb ? my friend has a knock out beautiful wife of like 8 years and loyal as hell and i see the dumb shit he dose and it blows my mind. most if the girls i meet are asking questions about how much i make right from the beginig? is this normal?? even my ex did ask me that right away. i was talking to a girl for like 2 month only to find out that the name she gave me wasnt even her real name??

Lesson Learned?
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

My Fubar Friends Site
I AM A HAPPILY MARRIED MOTHER OF ONE AND DO NOT ASK FOR MY IM ID OR PHONE NUMBER YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!IF YOU WANT TO SEE NSFW GO FIND A FING TREE BUT NEVER ASK,I AM SO SICK OF MEN THINKING THAT A WOMANS FEELING DONT MATTER AND THAT THEY CAN FLIRT SERIOUSLY AND HAVE NO TROUBLE THINK AGAIN IT WILL GET YOU BLOCKED.DO NOT ASK FOR A TOPLESS SALUTE YOU WILL NOT GET ONE.I AM DONE WITH ALL MEN.DO NOT FLIRT ME I DONT DO IT. IF YOU DO YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.I AM SORRY FOR THE TONE BUT IT HAS TO GET THROUGH SOME HOW I AM ALSO PUTTING THIS IN MY BLOG,JUST IN CASE YOU DONE READ MY MAIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tribute To A Friend
When I come to the end of the road And the sun has set for me I want no rites in a gloom filled room Why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little –but not for too long And not with your head bowed low Remember the love that we once shared Miss me – but let me go For this journey that we all must take And each must go alone It’s all a part of the Master’s plan A step on the road to home When you are lonely or sick of heart

Cancer Sign For Birth
Cancer Characteristics and Cancer Personality If a person under the Cancer Sign has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be. Since they have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As they tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures. The Cancer Sign thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response. Keep in mind that a Cancerian hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one. Usually if the answer is n

An Erotic Poem
Assume the position Don't make me wait.Don't dare hesitate.Assume the position.Its your destined fate.To please your Master.Assume the position.On bended knees.You may rest upon your haunches.Cuffed wrists behind.Breasts bound, pinched nipples,My fingers squeeze.Enough to please.And make you wet between.My cock fills your mouth.That head you love to suck on.Dripping precum on your tongue.My hands grip hair so lovingly.My balls slap your chin.As you begin to choke. I pull from your throat.And watch you catch your breath.But still wanting more.Always wanting more.Assume the position.No! on your hands and knees.I will not bind you.Nor blind you.Nor silence your gentle voice.But, you will stay silentYou will not move.You will only see,What I want you too.My strong hand,Lays pain upon your ass.So deep it stings your clit.So deep you hit.....the sky.In sweet burning ecstasy.My cock a rod of muscle.Is all your eyes can see.Wanting him more and more.Your loins a churning sea.Assume the positio

Mental And Emotional Issues
Have you ever been through something so traumatic it shakes you to your soul? Whether it be deployment for the good ole' boys whom I help defend this country, or a break up, an abusive relationship, or anything that could cause someone to cry hysterically, or stop talking to everyone completely. I don't mean to cry in my beer, but I've been through quite a few things that have left me cold, and hard-hearted. Which means for those of you who have, I can sympathize for you. Every situation is different for everyone. Some are much worse for others, and some are better. Then there are some who are high and mighty and believe they are better than everyone else. They have problems too. No one is truly perfect. Understand that. Whether it be a childhood moment that causes this kind of damage, or something as small, trivial, and ridiculous as a break up with a boyfriend or girlfriend, the fact remains the same. But yet, there are some who are quick to judge. Some believe others can help those

Just Love
when two people are ment to be then it will be. fate is funny that way when two people are ment to be they will be,no matter what it take they always find eachother and want nothing more then to be in eachother arms loving eachother to where sex if the last thing on their mind cause they are so much in love that all they truely want in to be in the same room as eachohter.love is strong when its with the right person you know its right when that person looks at you and your heart skips a beat, when they touch you and you get weak, or when they kiss you and you get butterfies. the passion it so strong that being in the same room makes it hard for you not to be near that person.when everytime the phone rings you want it to be them.the sound of their voice makes you smile when your sad. them holding you feels your heart with joy and happiness. Love is so hard to fidn but true love is even harder to find but when you do it is the best thing ever. when you find it never let it go.true love i

My Story
hello party people at my fellow fubar lounge, i have been a member for quite some time now and i really never gave it that much attention, just recenty made a salute which tooks harder then it really is to try and write backwards. any who i did it and i put some pics up, im more of a movie taker then pic. do u think that fubar should allow us to put vids up too? i think it should let me know

If You're In Your 30's
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... Barefoot.....BOTH ways, Yadda, yadda, yadda... And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet.If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no email!! We had to actually write s

Poetry
ALONE IN A CROWD The world starts spinningI feel like a marble in a cupThe air gets Heavy I feel like Giving up The World rushes past mein a never ending upContiniously fallingThe world around me is a rushI reach out for help but no one is thereIm alone in a crowd againand no one seems to care.The people they look at meI can feel it in their eyesThe gaze at me so simplyyes its them i despiseAlone in this crowd againI feel like falling to the groundtheres nothing i can dothe world keeps spinning aroundtheres no one beside meto touch my hands as they shakeIm alone in a crowd againIts not something you can fake.even in the back it is like everyone is aroundthey smile and laughthey touch they kissthey stare they mockunknowingly they jestits nothing intentionalits nothing they can hideIm alone in a crowd againAnd I feel like I could DIEIm so tired of being aloneEverywhere I goeven when im with my familyI know i go aloneBecause im alone in a crowd every single day.And unfortunatly for me

Berto2k Stories
In about 10 hours (8am pst) I'll be off to L.A. for a week of press conferences, interviews, video games, parties, crazyness, meeting old friends, and all around good times. No idea if I'll be able to check in here or not. There will be lots to do with only 7 of us there. Don't have too much fun without me!

So...
I really have no desire to answer to messages that simply state how hot I am. If you want to chat that's fine but conversations that start with "wow you're hot" aren't going to get more than a ty. Just saying.

Blah Blah
Okay so I have decided that I am going to turn lesbian. I hate the dating world and men are crazy. I thought i understood them very well and i do to some extent.... they only want sex nothing else from you. So yeah I am alittle pissed off at men at the moment and this is exactly why I should turn lesbo!!! Now if that actually happens prolly not but we shall see. Ggggggrrrrrrrrr PS are there any decent men out there?

10,000 Miles
Fare thee wellMy own true loveFarewell for a whileI'm going awayBut I'll be backThough I go 10,000 miles10,000 milesMy own true love10,000 miles or moreThe rocks may meltAnd the seas may burnIf I should not returnOh don't you seeThat lonesome doveSitting on an ivy treeShe's weeping forHer own true loveAs I shall weep for mineOh come ye backMy own true loveAnd stay a while with meIf I had a friendAll on this earthYou've been a friend to me

Thoughts On Vows
I recently posted a mumm, in which I posted the wedding vows I had written for a friend, and it generated alot of feedback. Now first of all I would like to thank everyone who voted and commented on them for better or worse (Pardon the pun). I greatly appreciated the votes and thoughts as they did give me lot to think about and I took all of your opinions into consideration. What I have come to is this, I wrote those based on two things one being the way my friend said he felt about her and the other being the way I felt about the last woman I truly did love. So through the melding of both I was able to give voice to some feelings I thought long since dead within myself and newly awakened within my friend. Now sincerity I have concluded does not come from the words spoken or written but from the sentiment behind the speaker therefore I feel that if my friend can read them and speak them and they translate the depth of his love that he cannot express himself then they are as truly his a

Internet In Iraq
I hate the net in Iraq, its b.s., as soon as I log on after it takes 5 minutes, it takes another 5 minutes to load another page. Plus that, if someone has a wireless router hooked up, it drags everyone elses shit down with it. Does anyone have any complaints about that? I can't have a decent convo with someone on messenger without some kind of interruption out of nowhere. It just plain sucks.

1st Fallen
He stands Erect over the1st fallen..He see's not what he has done nor does he feel...but is that his falut...was he made or was he trained/. trained by what is the thought that crossed his mind...but by being trained wouldnt that put him under the masses catergory and he knew he wasnt that but what was he? all he knew was what he wasnt....but still didnt know what he was....but he did know it was so much easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission....and this was onlythe 1st fallen there was sooo many more to come

Thanks A Lot Guys And Girls
so im not sure if many of u know. i have been on deployment for 5 months now and still have a month to go! i would like to take this time and thank everyone who has helped me get so close to FubarLord! and i would really like to thank my sister and her boyfriend! they have helped me so much on here while ive been out and about protecting the countries waters! amanda and james thanks so much also if you guys support the troops please suport me too! and help me get to FubarLord before i get back to the states! Thank you! much love on Fubar! ashley

Sexual Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination. You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play. Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress.Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned. You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life. You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player.You love to be seduced in the most tender ways - And can seduce others according to their fantasies. You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity.You are moody, and you can get wounded easily. Your gentle spirit needs protection - and usually gets it. Few can resit your capcity for love.You are mostly attracted to artistic, moody types. Your versitility makes you perfect for any lover who likes to act out sex fantasies. You'll go along with almost anything, as long as you get to play the victim.You are

Love Within
Love Within As I sat down remembering My first meeting with you I can help but to wonder... Is there something within That makes me stand out From your other friends ? You have told me then... I am different Though I am thankful but My mind still seeks What makes me special For you to keep me, Here with you... Something in my mind keeps coming back… Can’t help but ask Is there love within your heart? This is the question I wanna ask… Within your heart, you told me “I wanna keep you, For I want you to be my true friend and lover too” These words make my heart beat faster Feeling the love within… Though I know It is just a long distance love affair But still... there is LOVE WITHIN…

Tooth Extraction
On Thursday, May 28th I had a very badly abscessed tooth that I had to have pulled, I also had to have a puss pocket popped, drained, and sucked out of my mouth, and I currently have a tube sticking out of my neck to let the rest of the infection drain from the pocket. I get the tube out Monday after noon at 4:15, but it is rather annoying having a tube poking out of my neck.. Kinda gross too! LMAO! Anyways I figured since I had something to write about I would finally do so. "This also answers everyones "what happened" question".

Medical Marijuana Almost Legal In Illinois
May 28, 2009: SB 1381 just passed out of the House Human Services Committee!!It seems that the bill is on the fast track to get a vote sometime between now and Sunday on the floor of the House. People are mobilizing to go to Springfield between now and then to give it one last push.SB 1381 just passed the Senate floor vote 30-28 on May 27th, and then on the 28th it was again voted through the House Human Services Committee. It now awaits a full House chamber vote.Hopefully we can get a favorable vote in the House now that the Senate has approved this measure and then send it over to Gov. Quinn's desk. Keep making phone calls and sending emails to State Representatives http://www.ilga.gov/house/ and the Governor http://www.illinois.gov/GOV/Senate Bill 1381 is the farthest that a medical cannabis bill has made it in the legislative process in Illinois and we need to use this momentum to get the bill through the House chamber.Please contact your State Representative and the Governor at21

Sharing Part Of Myself
I am going out on a limb here..and putting a little bit of my guard down..(mental and emotional) and share a little part of something that I love and letting you in some. I try and hide my softer side.. my "awwwwwww it is so cute" side...but..I wanted to show my favorite animal on the planet with you...One that I adore greatly..They are sooooo cute. Yep..The OTTER... Oh Gods.. they are adorable. They are so funny... Couldnt you just hug them and kiss em!!! OMG the"Awwwwwwwwwww factor" goes off the charts with this picture... Yeah..I just opened up a little..but thought it was time. Shared my favorite animal with you...what's yours? Cassie!

Still In Iraq
Hey everybody, Still here in Iraq and I would like to know what is going on in the real world. So send me some love,feedback,info, or even a penpal kind of thing. I will be home in two months but it still seems like a long time from now. Talk to you all later, T.J.

Site Users And The Tos
Ok so today my mumms got removed for violation of the TOS... Yet many are still up that are out right offensive. They even left up my video Mumm which was so so wrong and nasty. Several that I reported were NEVER taken down. Like alot of other content I won't mention. The original content of my mumms was in no way offensive and they actually ran well and were a reasonably good debate for some users. Mind you a few of the answers were totally idiotic. Which is quite the norm around here LOL One post was about a uni class choice and the idiots tried to turn it into a religious debate. Something they do not have the intelligence to do. It was not about beliefs or opinions. It wasn't even about practices. The only thing that was remotely religious were the class titles. It was purely about diversity and understanding the beliefes and practices of others. That is something that can be quite useful in many things like the work place... Since when is understanding others wrong? So

Auction
I'm in my first auction please help me out starts may 31 ends June 6th http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2159696324&idx=7 I want to thank some of my friends for helping out My few true friends thank you huggss all

Interesting Thought
Why do people say this? Is this model not real then? If no one looks like that I must not be real either. Purely a figment of your imagination...(you sure are creative). The people who say this have not seen me. Yet, beauty comes in all shapes, forms, proportions. There is such thing as me. Please never say no one looks like that to your young people. Sincerely Emily AKA Doll

Fu-wave Train
St. Michael ~Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Life~FADD Member~@ fubar ~katie~ *SBG* *SINNERS FAMILY* *BAD BITCH* *F.A.D.D.* * Proud owner of VolareDave (again)*@ fubar SexyRedhead/Fu-engaged to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle&Leeeeeza/Dangerous Curves member!@ fubar ~dj~@ fubar ~Mr. Tazzz~@ fubar jc9764, Fu Owned by *~*Racin39inMT* , Promoter for Sinners Paradise@ fubar BLOG INCOMPLETE...PLZZZ FORGIVE!!! BEEN GONE A MONTH, NEED TO CATCH UP!!!!!

Help Me Level
I am asking for any kind of help from you wounderful people, can give me anything, rates, bling, bling credits, bombs, auto 11's, or if someone would like to buy me my 1st HH. I have a little over 13.2 million to go to Oracle. And for the person the levels me I will keep them sh*t faced, and random gifts of my choice, for 1 month. Thank you for all your help.

Thank You!
In all honesty I do not regret being on Fubar! I have met some wonderful friends that I now call family. You have all been there to an extent and I thank you all! But to those (who know who they are) you will stay in my life. No I am not deleting my account but I will no longer be on any where near as much. Those certain few will remain just as close as before and I can honestly say I love you guys! Enjoy your time spend it well and never loose hope! Catch you when I do get on I hope!

Fubar
fuck fubar and all thedse other networking sites I am done with all this and am going to hang myself by the nearest tree! I come on here to try to find love and all i find is IGNORANCE!!! no one wants to talk to an old man that is fat and ugly so why should you even care like anyone will actually read this shit but if you care anought to keep this dude from doing the unthinkable, then tell me i am not a loser like evewryone says and thinks I am good by

Forbidden Related
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Erotic Poem2
no foreplayno warningno sexual energy exchangedwhen I unzip your jeanspush them downtoss panties asidelay you on the side of the bedspread your pink lipsexposing your clitslowly circling with my tonguesmelling your excitementlicking just the clitup and downtwo strokes a secondsteady rhythmfeeling it growthrobbing hardsliding down to entertasting you fullysucking your engorged lipsback to clitstrong relentless tongueflicking against youthree male fingers enterso tight and wetlicking, licking, lickinga finger probes your anusslowly till halfwayfeeling your contractionswanting to cumneeding to cumpleading to cumbegging to cumhips like a carnival ridewanting, needing, pleading, beggingfighting back and losingsurrendering to the wicked tonguemoaning, groaning, screamingwaves of pleasuretingling of toes and fingertipsnipples ice hardpussy pushing my fingers outwetting the bed with cumturning your overfor a well deserved spankinga butt warming spankingintermixed with fingerssliding inside pin

Erotic Poem3
Awakened by a kissshe feels warmthslide down to sleepynipples stirred by moutha line due south of kissesfeathery licks seekingsoft folds of her sexher body opens to touchmelts with each caressof seeking tongue nowlapping wide against sexshe shuts her eyesseductively rolls with the heated rhythm a curtain castupon all but pleasurewinding tighter about her sacred chakratill she pleadsfor Master's voiceto allow release ~W.H. 2009~

Erotic Poem4
Circles of kissessurrounds passioninescapable moansbleed hot against skinPressed downsmothered by lustfingers lockpalm to palm"Now," you begto be filledmade wholetaken hardLike a primal druma metered beatbetween silky thighsa musk wet wonderA knock againstflooded gatepink lips encirclea sweet burn slidesInside to hiltof soulful beinga withering wenchlocks her legsPulls deepera smear of kissas lips rockin a tossed seaOf unbridled lusta squeeze withinimpaled, then spitto trembling slitNails etch each strokehips heave to meetbone deeply buriedabove puddled sheetCome with meride this tide togethera duet of gaspssweet unwindingLeaving two breathlesssharing one lovetill the last star winkspast the end of time ~W.H. 2009~

The New Deal
OK, I've had enough of this BS ! I rate everyday and almost everyone as best as I can...but from now on I am ONLY RATING THOSE WHO RATE ME !! I am keeping a list of who rates my profile, pics, fans, friends and does things for me. Those people will get my rates first and foremost everyday. Also, I am now going thru my friends list and I will be deleting those who have not visited me or rated my stuff. I am going to give everyone 1 week to reply that you want to remain my friend. If you don't reply, then you will be deleted from my friends list. And by remaining on my friends lists you will have to come visit me at least once a week or you will be removed. YES I AM PISSED !!! I AM PISSED OFF SPENDING TIME RATING YOU AND GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN... THIS IS NOW A 1 FOR 1 DEAL FROM THIS DAY FORWARD !! YOU CAN LEAVE YOUR REQUEST TO REMAIN ON MY FRIENDS LIST BY REPLYING TO THIS BLOG. ALSO I WILL REDO MY FAMILY LIST IN A WEEK TOO ... THOSE WHO DON'T RATE WILL BE DROPPED OFF !! I'M SO

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoi

Pussy Eating 101
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Good evening class, I’d like to welcome you to Pussy Eating 101 Pay close attention now There are Rules and regulations to pleasing a girl Going down town could really rock her world But you got to make sure that you know what you’re doing There’s a map down there that you got to start learning First you got to make sure you rehearse Move round your tongue like you’re trying to curse Cause there’s nothing worse than a tongue that doesn’t work Then your girl will be mad and you feel like a jerk Spread out her lips before you kiss You want to make sure that you find the clit Lick a little bit then move it all around Lick it all over till you hear her make a sound Then you know that you find a good spot Tease it and touch it but not a lot With your mouth down south, you’re in control You could make it, happen fast or slowDon’t be bland, better act creative Be on top of your game and be innovative Experiment a bi

Sfw Bikini Contest
I am opening a bikini contest where the winner gets 500k 2nd gets 250k and 3rd gets 150k in fubux. If you are interested pm me with your entry fee of 100k and the link to the pic you want entered. THERE WILL BE NO NSFW PIC ACCEPTED!!!!!!

Who We Be
They don't knooow, who we beee What they don't know is!The bullshit, the drama (uhh), the guns, the armour (what?)The city, the farmer, the babies, the mama (what?!)The projects, the drugs (uhh!), the children, the thugs(uhh!) The tears, the hugs, the love, the slugs (c'mon!)The funerals, the wakes, the churches, the coffins (uhh!)The heartbroken mothers, it happens, too often (why?!)The problems, the things, we use, to solve 'em (what?!)Yonkers, the Bronx (uhh!), Brooklyn, Harlem (c'mon!)The hurt, the pain, the dirt, the rain (uhh!)The jerk, the fame, the work, the game (uhh!)The friends, the foes, the Benz, the hoes (what?!)The studios, the shows, comes, and it goes (c'mon!)The jealousy, the envy, the phony, the friendly (uh-huh!)The one that gave 'em the slugs, the one that put 'em in me(whoo!) The snakes, the grass, too long, to see (uhh, uhh!)The lawnmower, sittin, right next, to the tree (c'mon!) What we seeing is!The streets, the cops, the system, harrassment (uh-huh)The

Truth
Life is like one big ass roller coaster! Life has it's ups and downs just like any amusement park! I have been witness to it's greatness and it's sadness. So I thought I would enlighten every one with a few insights to what I have seen or experienced. Just like any good roller coaster you can't wait to ride it. You stand in line patiently waiting for your turn to come, and just when your getting strapped into the ride reality sinks in and you think "Oh shit what did I get myself into?" By then of course it is way too late and you in for the long haul. Just like life you patiently wait your turn for greatness to happen and just when you think you have it all figured out those famous words come into play "Oh shit what did I just get myself into?" Life is way too short to get hung up on petty things. I am a firm believer in the philosophy that tomorrow is not promised so live today as if it were you last. Being in the military I have witnessed it first hand on too many occas

What Will Happen Next
Im still a lil worryed about how life is going to be... not really use to moving this much and not use to not being around my friends and family... i wish i knew how to handle all of this and i wish i new how to be married... its a lil confusing... i have never hade a relation ship like this were i can trus him and not worry about every move he makes... even tho i know i dont have to worry i still do and my mind trys to come up with shit that makes no cents... im trying to controll my thoughts and lisen to my heart cuz i think that my heart knows best...

Marine Vet Under Fire For Stickers On Car
Vet's Patriotic StickersUnder Fire Published : Wednesday, 27 May 2009, 10:45 PM CDT James Rose DALLAS - Frank Larison is a disabled veteran with more than 14 years of service, including more than a year of combat duty in Vietnam. The 58-year-old former Marine now finds himself under attack by his Dallas homeowners association for displaying seven decals on his vehicle supporting the Marine Corps. "To me, it's being patriotic, and it shows that I served," the veteran told FOX 4. The board says the decals are advertisements that violate HOA rules, and must be covered or removed. Otherwise, the homeowners association for The Woodlands II on The Creek --- where Larimore has lived for eight years --- says in a letter it will tow the car at Larimore's expense. The board also threatens to fine him $50 for any future incident. Larimore says the decals, ranging from the Marine emblem to Semper Fi slogans, aren't advertisements for anything. "You can't buy freedom," he reasoned.

Goddess-inspired
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Cry Babies
this girl never said ANYTHING to me..i mean..honestly..they should really start screening people who sign up..i mean seriously..its JUST A GAME MATE...grow up..ha ha what a git..maybe you all should go to his page and give him a hug or something...sounds like he needs it

Me
whats up people my name is jon im from nashville tn im 24 yrs old i like to hang out with friends and chill no drama though i dont hang out with those kinds ppl they are buzz kills lol im 6 3 medium bulid and im in the military currently headed for iraq so keep me and my family in your prayers well if you want to know more hit me up i love talking to ppl cutting up talking about anything

Girlfriend App.(single And Looking)
Wifey application If you're a guy, title this "wifey application" and if you're a girl title it "Hubby application". Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun!Fill it out and send it back to me if you think you could get the job... :) && remember B TRUTHFUL!! lol.____________________________________________________tell me.... BASICS:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:____________________________________________________OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who is your favorite artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?4. Do you like the rain?5. If so...would you play in it with me?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Do you like sports?10. If so...what?11. Would you call me right after we saw each other?12. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10?13. Favorite body part on you?14. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?1

Hope
I am back on Fubar after about a year! I wanted to take time to say hi to old friends and new ones. Last year I found out my son who all my friends know as Dylly Pickles was diag. with Megalablastoma "brain cancer". Life from that point on changed, I really had to step back and find out what was really inmportant to me. Pickles has finished radiation and is currently still getting Cemo treatments every week. MRIs still look clear and the baseball size tumor on his brain steam was removed. Please everyone keep my son and I in your thoughts and prayers! TY and stop by and say hi.....all my friends should get this if I remmber correctly. Take care fulords and we love u! "Mr A G H"

Thoughts
Not really sure why I've developed a sudden interest in this site, I only joined because my GF spends what I deem to be ridiculous amount of time on here and it pissed me off enough to sign up to see what the big deal was(yeah doesn't make sense to me either, but i still did it). At first I wasn't very impressed and I actually got a even more pissed. I tried to get into it but to no avail and eventually I just kinda gave up and abandoned the whole thing. I thought I was fairly numb to the whole situation but recently I've been getting really curious and I've spent the last couple of days popping on to rate picks and just poke around a little. Now here I am at 2 am writing a blog, hmmmm...Interesting. By the way I know I'm a crappy writer I don't need any grammar or other technical criticism, did I mention its 2 am?

Thoughts....
Isn't it ironic how hate can be defined but love truly can't be defined...so you can hate love but can't love hate.....I really think I am starting to hate love because all it ever has done is betray me....oh well.....

Deep..
Pick the thorns from my heart and let the cruelty bleed from my soul. My soul now weeps with agony and pools of sorrow. The warmth draws cold as I lay in the deepest, darkest of shadows covering the light that dwells. Darkness pulls me in and creeps my soul into empty voids. Love binds me in darkness. Not the love I bare, but the love that bares me. Does love stay cruel to the pure of heart, or does it betray the loyalty of soul?

Drunken Rant
ALrite listen u cocksuckers. I'm drunk as fuck right now and I don't give a rat's ass right now. I'm pissed about men cuz they fucken suck. They tell u one thing but then u tell the truth and they get all fucken weird and shit. What the fuck is with that?? If u feel something about someone u shouldn't care, yaddamean?? I'm trippin due to this idiot and I have feelings for the dumbass. Well now he is being all weird and shit. I just don't know... I'm also pissed cuz the economy sucks and everyone is losing there jobs. In like 10 years we are gonna be homeless. WTF?? You think Obama could help us out. He promises this and that and doesn't come through. WTF?? But besides all that, I am feelin pretty good, and I'm having a fucking blast. I'm DRUNK bitches and I really don't care right now... So party hardy and keep it real. I'm out! PEACE!

Candy Sue Milf's 58th Birthday This Year 2009
http://www.fubar.com/user/2674960 I think the older we get the more we know how to enjoy life. I want to celebrate my birthday this year and have fun. I am thinking about going to City Streets, a club here in Fort Worth, or Rick's Cabaret, a strip club here in Fort Worth, or taking a trip to Galveston. Any suggestions or thoughts? http://www.fubar.com/user/2674960

Blindfold ~story~
She was whispering in his ear as she sat astride him. Warm breath on his skin, her lips brushing the edge, her tongue every now and then flicking to lick it, warm and wet and deliciously ticklish. She twisted in his lap, rubbing his hot, hard cock through the layers of their underwear, trying to make him give in. He didn’t know what his reluctance was, exactly. She wanted to blindfold him, and he wanted her to; but her insistence that it be tonight, that delighted smile, which he couldn’t help but feel was hiding something, her wide, excited eyes – it all made him wary. He had said yes - until he realised that she wanted to tie his wrists too that is, tie them behind him to the chair no less, which had brought his hesitations back again. Damn, though, she felt good. The way she was twisting in his lap was driving him near crazy, but whenever he tried to kiss her, tried to pull her into him, she pulled away, eyes gleaming, biting her lip with ill-concealed misch

Drag/ Tranny Day
This week Ive decided to keep the theme secret until Monday morning... its just makes the day so much funner... Hugh (Dame Edna) and I were discussing what to do, there was an array of different ideas.....smurfs, hair bands... but nothing appealed.. Ive always wanted to know what it was like to write my name in the snow with my urine and there it was drag queen/ transsexual day... Hugh you know were going to be the only ones playing..... Needless to say I looked up famous drag queens and found Barbette, she/ he was a performer her story is most interesting and well hell I'm applauding people from different walks of life today.. So throw on your skirts or pants and have fun... Apparently I forot we list... so here it is Barbette= me Dame Edna= my best friend Hugh (makes out) Chi Chi Larue= Alix Seductress= its a secret (for his plot to freak name crisis out) Misty= Blue Eyed Soul Divine=Mop Princess FuFu= Seamus Foofy McBoafeathers= Ketch22 RuPaul= Raist Harvey Fierstei

Bathtime
The water was warm, the spray caressing my naked body, cascading down onto my breasts. The water was stimulating me so that I was wet in more ways than one, my hand sliding down my dampened body to the hot wetness that lay below. Up and down my hand slid, rubbing at my clit and glancing past my entrance. The juices flowed faster, and my fingers entered easily. I lay down in the bathtub, the spray of water now hitting between my legs, stimulating me further as I increased my speed and depth of my thrusting fingers, first two, than three.... I was disturbed by the rustle of the shower curtain, and there you were, peeping around it, watching me as I played with myself in the water. I smiled, and slowly slid my fingers out, rubbing the wetness over my body, up past my navel, and the valley between my breasts, until they found my mouth, where I tasted my own wetness tentatively. You quietly groaned, and pulled me out of the bath, kissing me deeply, thrusting your tongue onto mine, as the

My Poem...
Fragile You have me there standing in the darkness with my heart on my sleeve and the key in my hand... And you took it and slammed it against the wall still pumping full of blood and veins surging with heartache I picked it up and inserted in back in my soul which left me with a fragile heart Why does love has to hurt....why does love have to ache with tears falling down my face As the rain falls and the key rusted and crumbled I put up this wall inside me Protecting anything and everything that would hurt me I want to open it---but I can't I'm so fuckin scared I'm scared you would rip it out again... Break my heart into pieces and have to replace the missing parts

Earn $1,000 In 30 Mins.
Hey sexy friends! if you know some1 interestedin making $1,000 to perform in a 30 min private video that no one else will see but the 2 people that are in the video,please let me know by replying to this post I repeat this is a private video so don't think you'll be a star over night because no companies will ever see you for my pleasure only

Boyfriend Application
name: age: date of birth: eyes: hair: drink: smoke: music: movies: what do you think about me : would you like to kiss me: would you like to french kiss me : would you ever lie to me: would you cheat on me: do you think im bautiful or hot:

Lol Moments
Today, I was inspired. Inspired to create a blog dedicated to the insane number of fools that prowl online websites for girls with no self esteem that will get on cam or take pics for any Tom, Dick, or Harry. So the entire reason for this blog is to highlight the absolute morons that I come in contact with online. Let's introduce idiot number 1: Numerous times, this guy has approached me on MSN asking to see me on cam. Every time, I tell him no. I even then told him that his chances are lessened by the fact that he asked so much. So this is the breaking point today: matt says: ooo nice nice may i see you please finally lolMiss Lucy Furr says: goddamn it. i'm blocking you. i get on cam when i feel like it. i'm so fucking tired of people asking to see me on cam. you cannot talk to me for 5 mins without bringing it up and i'm over it! goodbye!matt says: ok you ugly bitch 4 eyes REALLY!?! LOL. Make my day. :) men.

N.s.f.w. Pics
Yes I enjoy all the comments.Makes a girl feel good. have alot of ppl asking to see my n.s.f.w. pics,so here it is.The prices are as follow.This will get you added to family for a day. 1. $150,000 fu$$ 2. A 14 bling pack 3. A V.I.P. and $25.000 fu$$ Other prices to follow as I learn more about the site.Ty very much.

Gaming
For those that have'nt heard .. For those that buy Halo 3: ODST (Which looks f**king epic .. new game play video shown) ... you get invited to Beta Testing for the newly announced Halo: Reach Drool worthy .. I know .. BUT .. even more epicly .. they just announced that the Xbox 360 is getting the Metal Gear franchise too .. it's not just a Ps3 Exclusive .. damn .. this sucks for the sony fan-boys/girls

Crimson Roses
If i was there for the taking would you do it even if life depended on it Its not always crimson roses but baby it will be But the tears keep falling from these blue eyes like dew drops in the early morning you never have to worry about being alone but its not always gonna be crimson roses

Untitled 1
Near or far Where ever your travels lead you know that you will always be in my heart despite everything you put me through pain, heart break, and not feeling wanted but I'm over that now I've moved on to a better and different place knowing what I've wanted and needed has made me a better person

Untitled 2
feelings of despair fall over melike a cloud of darknessa bottle in one hand a glass of cheap champagne in the otherlowering myself into icy cold water taking pill after pilldrinking glass after glasstaking the last stepi pick up the razorwatching the blood flow so slowlysuddenly i enter a dark abyssam i in heaven hell

Somethin To Think About !!!!
So here i am sittin and thinkin to myself once again , why is it that grown Ppl have to play games lie and have fake intents with the opposite sex to get what and where they want ??? I can only speak from my experience , and i dont see why most men have to lie to a woman or act like they want somethin so serious , while they already have a wife or a girlfriend ?? Why not being honest about things and make sure no feelings will b hurt ? Come on Ppl to b honest is a lot of men and women out there that just want to have fun and nothin serious . So why waste other Ppl time that really have the Intent of settlin down and have a family??? Why tell em u love em , u my heart and my soulmate if thats not really what u feel for them ? Just to get sex??? I believe in karma and it always comes back at u 3 times worse . Dont u think ??? Also dont u think u can save urself a lot of Drama if u just b up front with a person ? No feelings attached saves u so much headaches and heartache for the oppos

Wow Fuck You To
wow got a few people checking me out and blocking me for no reason the only reason i can think of is the fact you did not like what i had to say about some of the players on here that i had in my past blog hey dont bitch if it happen to you. you would have done the same thing if people was brutally honest with one another even on here we would never have a problem but sadly people are not even tho they say they are if you got a problem with me be up front and honest and lets talk about it to see about fixing the problem rather then just blocking me like a ass for no reason specially when i never seen or talk to you before also if you are friends with any of them its cool i dont care but i ask that you dont mention them to me when talking to me i well respect you if you respect me

I Love Giving Oral
I have this great technique that I have to share. Just wondering if any of you ladies have had this done. To make a long story short, I start by sucking on your pussy lips and ever so lightly sliding my tongue in and out of your pussy. Working lustfully up to your clit and back down. Once you're all dripping wet I slide my tongue deep inside and thrust. Rubbing your clit with my upper lip and tweaking your nipples all at the same time to make you moan and scream. What do you think?

Deputies Find Victim's Body After Dumping
Sharp-eyed passers by and quick work by the Richland Parish sheriff's office led to the speedy arrest of a murder suspect Saturday morning. "A couple was coming home from a party around midnightSaturday and saw two people near the edge of a bridge ." Richland Parish Sheriff Charles McDonald said. "They thought they were just sick and the boy wanted to stop and help them, butwhen they saw the chain around her waist and the cement blocks, the girlpunched it and got out of there .... which was the right thing to do" McDonald said deputies contacted a Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries officer and were able to immediately drag near Hatch's Bridge. They found the body on the second pass. "You could see the marks the concrete left when he dragged her to to the side of the bridge," McDonald said. "We could tell where she went in." Once the body was recoveredand identified Lincoln Parish Sheriff's deputies were alerted. The women's husband ,is supected of killing h

Back To Reality...
Today is my first day back to reality after being gone for 10 days and I already want to go back. I was in the mountains camping and with a bunch of people that are truly amazing!! I finally found a place where the people are real and accept others for who they are and not how they look or what they have. If the rest of the world could be that way how wonderful life would be!!! I'm spending the rest of the week here and on Friday I'm taking off for another week to Iowa to see my family. It's going to be a fast and furious trip but it will be great cause I'm road tripping it with my brother. Going back to Iowa after being in sunny Cali is going to be a huge shock and I can't wait to feel the difference!!

Hmmmm What Can I Say
im finally me agian.... after years of chasing the former image of myself i realized it was totally unrealistic.... im not who i was before. thank god i figured that out before the search drove me crazy. i like who i am now so much more than who i was...... just a random thought

Canadians Are Hot Too!!
I would just like to say Canadian women are extremely hot, now im not bashing the other ladies cuz i seen tons of nice lookin women here but i would like to see more Canadians around. Well thats all i need till i get a slap from somene lol. pss. I love all women.

Wtf
WTF this site confuses the shiat out of me! I singed up out of the blue and get hammered with tons o messages etc. Im looking for friends to go out and have a good time with so if your interested send me a message!!

My Home And Family
TO THE FAMILY THAT I ONCE HAD....ALL I CAN DO RIGHT NOW IS BE VERY HEART BROKEN.....LET ONCE WAS A AWESOME CLUB LIVE ON....WE WHERE THE REAL THING NOW IT TIME TO MORE ON FROM EVIL NEVER DIES TO SOME THING NEW ....I AM THE FOUNDER OF FAMILY OF FREAKS AND MISFITS AND I HAVE SPOTS OPEN....

Dreams Do Come True
Today my dreams came true. My the love of my life and I started our Chruch. ANd not just Fubar but in real life as well. I am a very happy woman. Dream's can come true. In Light and Darkness, DLP

Girl Problems
So, it turns out that Adrianna Lima is married. If you don't know who she is, here's a picture. I had been thinking that we were going to get married, have babies, maybe spend all her money. But, it turns out she married some dude in the NBA who is an ugly dog-face and now I feel betrayed. I'm angry!

Lyrics That I Like Alot
It would simply say everything if you would take a pen and write my name on a friend who never cared to let me in.Then take a fast ravine that for three years swimming straight upstream and the wind, the wind will drag me down in the end.You live inside my wall and I, I reach back, hit your harder than God falls Christ, Amen. You're such a line to break and I'm, I'm so scared to make another mistake in the end But I just want to be happy again.Until it all falls down, and where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say with a broken heart and a straight face I'm saying, "brother, help me" It's just a natural phase that I, I go through and then it's taken away and then bam, bam, I'm fixed. fixed.And I'm in another place to be where I, I can't sleep without the thought of me being so, so damn sick. But take this song, take this song away until it all falls down, and where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say with a broken

Attention Needing People
This will probably sound like some haterade or a bitter person, but it's actually the complete opposite. I am so damn sick of people on here who spend their whole time trying to make people pay attention to them. It's ridiculous. You can't go into some lounges at certain times because those people will be there. Or they'll be on cam and they'll just get naked so the attention is on them, completely ruining the conversations and "friendly" flirting that some people look forward to or enjoy. I'm one of those in the middle, I'm good enough looking to get attention, but I'm not so hot that I'm the center of attention. I've never cared whether people talked to me or not. That's part of how I was raised and also the fact I'm a complete arrogant SOB. However, there are people who struggle with people who do this. I've seen very beautiful women, regardless of weight or race, feeling like complete garbage because some drunk party chick decides to show some boobs on cam or send out dirty picture

Poems
Black Rose You are my black rose, The Cause of all my sorrow, The keeper of my tears, The wreath of thorns around my heart, The end to all my fears, The contaminator of my blood with fire, The guardian of my soul, You pull me for the darkness, Keep me warm when nights are cold, You are my black rose, The keepers of my secrets, The teller of my lies, You are the heartache in my chest, The desire in my eyes, Your spirit envelopes me, Your sharp thorns spill my blood, You are the clawed hand that reaches out to save me from the flood, You are my black rose, You are the padlock on my chains, The wings that set me free, The lips that tell me what to say, The sight that lets me see, You are everything I need to live, The poison that I drink, The peace and beauty that lift me up, The depression into which I sink, You are my black rose,

The Book Of Nod
The Cronicle of Caine The First Times I dream of the first timesthe longest memory I speak of the first timesthe oldest FatherI sing of the first time and the dawn of Darkness In Nod, where the light of Paradise lit up the night skyand the tears of our parents wet the groundEach of us, in our way, set about to liveand take our sustenance from the landAnd I, first-borne Caine, I, with sharp things,planted the dark seeds, wet them in the earthtended them, watched them growAnd Abel, second-borne Abeltended the animalsaided their bloody birthsfed them, watched them growI loved him, my BrotherHe was the brightestThe sweetestThe strongestHe was the first partof all my joy.Then one dayour Father said to us,Caine, Abelto him above you must make a sacrifice--a gift of the first partof all that you haveAnd I, first-borne Caine, igathered the tender shootsthe brightest fruitsthe sweetest grass And Abel, second-borne, Abelslaughtered the youngestthe strongest, the sweetest of his an

Song That Sums Me Up These Days
I Find It Hard To Live With All My ChoicesIt's Time To Turn A Deaf Ear To Those VoicesDid You Ever Think To Ask My OpinionDid You Ever Think To Ask If I'm Ok?I've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran OverGive Every Indication That You're MendedTake Every Rule You Come Across And Bend ItAnd Did You Ever Think To Ask My OpinionAnd Did You Ever Think To Ask If I'm Ok?I've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran Over [x2]It Feels So Good To Be NumbI Hate What I Have BecomeIt Feels So Good To Be NumbI've Burned Down Every Bridge That I've FoundNow I Limit Myself To A Six Gun QuotaI've Played Down Every Feelin' I've FeltAnd I Bottled Them Up 'til The Well Ran Over

Taking A Break
need to concentrate on some school stuff and work. All my family lists can see a blog on how to reach me... would still enjoy talking to family but off of here. Other than that.. ill stop in on occassion... I tried.... not working.. so this blog is useless... Im back and forth.. i just may not be on as much.. Kenneth

Funny Story
I just found this really fucked up website. I laughed my ass off at what some of these people wrote. I found it all hilarious. It is a church forum board. If you read the different forum topics you discover that they are rascist, misogynistic (hatred of women and girls), and really "dislike" the Mentally Handicapped. Here is a link of one of the forum discussions:http://www.landoverbaptist.net/showthread.php?t=19458This one is asking, "Are showers the women's ride to Satan's arms?" Wow is all I can say. I am amazed at how "close-minded" this group seems. I just found it quite amusing and thought I would share it with the Fu-world. Enjoy! lol

Me
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TIL ITS GONE.. NOW I KNOW WHAT I HAD. AND LETTING HIM GO 3 TIMES AND HE STILL TELLS ME HE LOVES ME.. I LOVE HIM TOO MORE THAN HE WILL EVER KNOW.. JUST KNOWING THAT HE LOVES ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND HE KNOWS IT.. I LOVE YOU JEREMY JOHNS!!!!

Thank You Everyone
I would like to take the time to thank everyone for the love and concern for me. I know I've been away for the past few days and I'm so blessed and thankful for the people who were glad to see me back on Fubar. I had to change my mindset and come back with a new attitude. It was a long story on why I left and let's say I over-reacted on my situation. It feels good that I'm starting over and I'm thankful for the REAL friends that stood by me and wondering where I've been at. Much love and respect to everyone and THANK YOU! MNewb

Rants That Are Sane But Make Me Insane Lol
Yea i dont like this band but the lyrics suit what im gona talk about... by red jumpsuite apparatus Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world'

Random
Hello everybody. I am not new to fubar. Just wanted to start again, it will tak awhile before my level 26 fubar profile goes anywhere lmaoooo plus I can't uplaod anymore pics on that one because no VIP anymore.

My Peanut
Well, we are less than two months away from the big due day... Sometimes I could show a little more enthusiasm, but I am very much looking forward to meeting my daughter for the very first time. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!? WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!

A Glimpse
A GLIMPSEpeering through the openingof a doorslightly ajarenough light to form shadows of memoriessensual memorieserotic memoriesfingertipsteasing, taunting, slippingacross fleshmemoriesbreathwarm moistwhisperingto increase heartbeatmemoriessoft sensual lipssuggestingkissesgentle, lustfulkisseslips that nip, caress, bite tongue that probes, thrusts, teasesmemoriesvibrationszippers ,clasps, hooks, snapssoundswhispers, moans, groanserotic musicliquid desirememoriesthe dooropens a little morebeckoningthelight createsShadows ofmemories yet tocome

Support Our Troops Train
DOES THIS HORRIC SIGHT BOTHER YOU?? IT MAKES ME TEARY AND THE DAY IT HAPPENED, I SCRAEMED AS I SAW THE SECOND PLANE GO INTO WINDOW!!!! OTHER THAN THAT I WAS LIKE, WTF??!! OH MY GOD!! WE "HAVE" TO SUPPORT OUR TROOPS WHO ARE RISKING THEIR LIFE FOR THIS DEED AND THE TERRIOST ACTS IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, THOSE DONE AND BEING PLANNED. ATF, FBI, HOMELAND SECURITY SHOULD GET A HAND TOO FOR KEEPING US SAFE AS CAN BE. >***TO JOIN JUST RATE ALL THE PIXS IN MY ALBUM NAMED "SUPPORT OUR TROOPS" AND REPOST (OR STICKY) THIS BULLY!!! THX U AND PLZZZ ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR MEN FIGHTING NOW AND IN PAST WARS AS WELL***>!!!!!!! OWNERS: SEXXXY DARK BiANGEL $safe_uid_dname@ fubar AND METAL BABY $safe_uid_dname@ fubar NOW PLEASE MEET YOUR MEMBERS:: $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe_uid_dname@ fubar $safe

Why Is Love So Hard?
Hey all you guys and gals. Tell me what u think, i met someone over a year ago. we seemed to just click... we eventually went our seperate ways. but, my love for him has grown stronger. he is on my mind all the time. I know in my heart he fell in love with me . I have had so many things happen to me since we have seen each other. i needed to know what i felt was real. I was in a bar and, and man walked up to me and said HI MY NAME IS and he told me his name and it was the exact same name as the man i am in love with... first and last name. and his name is not a common one i almost had a car wreck and omg the car was the very same kind of car he has.. what do u all think? do you believe in signs?

Jail Bait Part 3
Calling Bank Manager.... ring ring ring Heather (his assistant): Hello me: Hi Heather its Denise I have a problem can you help me out.... Heather: Whats going on Denise, Ill do what i can to help you. Me: I deposited a cheque into my personal account and when i try to make a payment its telling me there's not enough funds in the account..... Heather: Oh let me check.....you hear typing in the back ground) I'm wondering what the hell government account has taken funds out of my account... i don't owe taxes. what the hell is going on......and oh my god please don't ask questions.... Heather: Oh Denise you have a hold on that cheque.... Me: Why I don't have daily limits on my card Heather: Denise that's your business account not that card... Me: Can you release the funds please Heather: I am not sure you usually have to wait 5 business days This is where i decided that i need to tell her my boyfriends in jail thus publicly humiliating me and losing some respect from my busine

Gathering!
ATTENTION JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTE'S ANYONE GOIN TO THE GATHERING THIS YEAR LET ME KNOW... SO I AN TRY AND FIND AS MANY OF U AS POSSIBLE WHEN I AINT BUSY LOL.... BUT LEAVE A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW WHO IS GOIN! MMFWKL NAUGHTY LETTE AKA KRISTINA

Dark Seraphim's Life
I am Dark Seraphim and this is what I am feeling…. I sit in front of this computer; my fingers are slightly swollen compared to them just a year ago. My path to enlightenment has resulted with knowledge but loss; it is loss of family connection. Right now through, I do not know whether or not I ever had those connections over the last few years. Now however, what I had with my family is now being tested. I am confused over everything in my life. I am in college, passing with a GPA of 3.925. Most would be happy during this time but I am not. I am tired, distanced, and feeling alone. I am surrounded by people who cared but don’t understand what is going on at the moment. My mother calls just a few days ago to tell that she may have cancer. That word just sends chills down my body and makes my mind speed with thoughts of many passing which would include my grandmother. My mother’s words echo in my mind as I know that word and its history with my mother’s f

Wondering
as i sit here and think about my life all i can do is wonder what i might have been able to do different. I know that there is nothing that i can do about my past but i would sure like to go back and change hurting someone i loved sooooooooooooooooo much over a year ago. I still love him and hope he loves me too.

Home Brew
First things first.I had to find some killer hopps. Well I did and they came from New Zealand! Man those hopps smelled soooo good. I knew then that I was about to make some killer beer. Second things second,I had to become a Maltser! Well I did this by using Barley and Oatmeal. I had to soak the Barley and Oats in water over night. Next I laid the Barley and Oats out in the form of a couch. At this point I waited untill I could smell a sweet aroma filling the room. Man did that sweet aroma come! Then I spread out the Barley and oats a little flatter, this is calle "Flooring". I then Kilned the wet malt. for one hour and thirty minuets, at 160 degrees farenhiet. That prosess had made me a Maltser! I might tell you more later if anyone is interested in making the best beer I have ever had!

Sometimes.......
Well, I guess that I am finally going to delete my FUBAR account. I really need to focus on getting my life and my family back together and this site really isn't helping. For those of you who have my Facebook or any other profile, I will keep those open but I hardly use them anyway. So within the next three or four days I will no longer be on FUBAR. Sorry FU, but I got to go. BTW, who reads blogs anyways lol!!

Arizona Real Estate
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Where Am I ?
i am hardly on here. i am used to Myspace and yahoo. if you wanna get up with me or get to know me better the best place to go is myspace. my page is www.myspace.com/nchotwheels i am not a bot, im a real guy that lives in castle hayne, NC. i work in hampstead and im single so hit me up :)

Americas Going To Donkey Doo
Really think about all the cutbacks companies have done, nobody seems to be doing the job they are paid to do anymore most are stressed from trying to do the job of 3 or more people and just give up. I have had a really bad day again just because other people are not doing their job!!!! IT really pisses me off

Big_dragon
I just would like to say that I've seen some fine ass women on fubar and some of them are Bi, and that hurts to see these women turn that way and I wounder why, I can quite guess that some of them are that way, but some of them are turned that way because of some of the guy's that treat them wrong and that messes it up for the good guy's that are tring to find a good women, I understand some guy's like to sew there oat's but come on, that just messes with a women's mind and it hurt's them hard even ther heart is hurt and broken, all I want to say is guy's if your going to sew your oat's, break it off with the lady so she won't be so hurt and end up being Bi because I don't think that's cool at all.

Dream Of You!
Dream ov yo ! Yo dun remember me but I remember yo, I ly awake n thin ov yo wanderin iv yo thin ov me 2. Lyn here watchin time go by, Wanderin iv yor do n alrite. Tha dayz r long , Tha nitez r slow n im juzt want n it 2 pass. Pass me by lik a cloud n tha sky. Roman not noin where or wat I'll go by. I feel lik a raindrop fallin from da sky, Fallin down in2 tha ground trin 2 soak up tha soil an tryn 2 hide, Hide from da pain i feel inside. Lyn here dreamin ov yo watchn my life pass me by, I try 2 think n i wander why, Why my life is so dry inside, Like tha creekz on a hot 4th ov july. All withered and dried away. MY sole is empty my mind iz a drifter so how do i stop all thiz swifter. How do i make it threw this long thriften time? Dun say im up tite with muh emotional prim, I try so hard 2 fafill tha time. I look n tha mirr n see yor face, an it takez me back 2 r special place. I turn away n tak a deep breath n relize wat all iz left. I'd giv up everythin juzz 2 find yo,

I Feel Like Fred Sanford
OMG... Ok so I let my 13 year old son stay home from school today because he was sick. I log in my computer and what do I find staring at me? Pussy! Black, White, Asian, Hispanic... you name it he was looking. Tits... ass... whatever. I called him in to let him know what I found. Poor thing was soooo embarrassed. I told him not to be, but don't do it again. My lil boy isn't as innocent as I thought. Oh well... I guess it's time to have "The Talk" HELP! lol

Hate?
I see way too many posts about hate. I think most people don't realize what hate is or use the wrong word. Hatred is the most self diggusting word a human can use. It means you'd be willing to actually kill, maim, or otherwise hurt another person. I've been criticized by coworkers over the years. I wouldn't call criticism being a hater. I think we are trying to rework a current thought into something it isn't. We used to just call unjustified criticism being a jerk. Hatred caused the jews to be expunged, the Armenians to be persecuted, hatred is very close to fear and caused many Africans to be persecuted during our country's history. A hater? You don't know the meaning of the word-and words mean things. make up another instead of hyjacking a word of substance.

I Remember When...
... "lostcherry" "cherrytap" was all about meeting people and talking to them, not about whoring yourself out. i really dislike this 'fubar' i wish things would go back to like it was when i first joined this site. I had met a lot of great people that i still talk to till this day and its been over three years. But in the last year i have not met anyone that i would consider talking to more than once. All everyone wants is points and fans and rates and shit like that. Its really ridiculous. I know things change over time, but this is just sad. I honestly rarely sign on here anymore cause of what it has turned into. Now im sure some people wont agree with this at all, but this is how i see it. period.What ever happened to being happy just making a few new friends? I dont care whatsoever about points. But i would love to actually talk to some people on here who care to talk, not just about the points and shit. Love always,Leta aka Bunz :)

Whispering To The Reeds
urgh...frustrations beyond all I might have considered worthy of the moment... For a thousand years I have had a friendship closer than most people ever aspire to have. Since age 14 (and I'm 42 today), we have been the best of friends...confidants when needed, the moments of strife few and far between. Basically, we're brothers...so much so that this is the man who I gave a kidney to in 2004. For the last year and a half, we have barely spoken. I was in a bit of a crisis with fear holding firm in my eyes and I alienated those around me in my desperation. We spoke only very rarely...months passing until pretty soon, well, we've been pretty distant. I pretty much had been waiting for his call...I had sent feelers, but they were pretty much met with nothing. He had, a year ago or so, pretty much told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me then and notices of parties and get-togethers (large group down there) pretty much stopped coming...not that I could get down there e

I Hate You And You Know Who You Are!!
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this..... 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. I want to be a point whore but i dont know how 2. Are we friends? I like you 3. When and how did we meet? Satara i think in my blog Cooter cause i kicked him 4. Have I ever gone too far? whats far? 5. What do you think of me? I like your boobs6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? Id drop my pants7. Am I a good friend? You have been so far.8. Do you love me? Pfft i hope not9. Do you have a crush on me? I allways crush girls10. Would you kiss me? totally 11. Would you hug me? sure12. Am I your type? yes 13. Do you think I am smart? yes14. Do you wish I was cooler? I dont know but your hot15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? i drool everytime i see you 16. Give me a nickn