Fubar Blogs 3

Semper-fi !!
I WAS IN MARINE CORPS FOR A YEAR AND SIX MONTHS WHILE IN THE MARINES IT TAUGHT ME LOTS OF THINGS LIKE NOT BEING LAZY AND STAND UP FOR WHATS RIGHT UNLIKE FOR SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE BUT I KNOW ONE THING I SERVED MY COUNTRY AND I FOUGHT FOR THE USA BECAUSE WE ARE ONE AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE. SEPTEMBER 11TH WAS A TERRROR THAT NOONE WILL EVER FORGET MY FRIENDS LOST THEIR LOVE ONE LIKE EVERONE ELSE BUT I KNOW ONE THING THE MAN UPSTAIRS HE'LL TELL YOU IT'S NOT OUR BATTLE EXCEPT FOR HIS BUT ALLTHOUGH WE GOTTA FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM AND COUNTRY TOGETHER. HERE'S A POEM: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW WILL YOU STILL FELL THE SAME, WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN AND SORROW OR CRY A RIVER OF ENDLESS TEARS OR WOULD YOU TAKE ALL THE BLAME. COULD YOU HEAR ME WHEN I WHISPER YOU NAME IF EVER I AM NEAR OR WOULD YOU TURN AROUND AND DO THE SAMETHING EVERYONE DID AND TURN AWAY IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW.

Cold Winter
i sit by the fire the day is cold i try to warm myself but theres nobody for me to hold im empty inside my mind is a blank i sit shivering again another lonely night for me where is she at the woman for me i feel my legs trembling my hands on my thighs i wish she would come i wish she would arrive so if for some reason you ever are lonely just remember the fire and u arent the only one who is empty inside

Holidays
Just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone one of my family, friends and fans. Wish you the best. Try not to eat too much. If you are traveling then be careful with all on the road. Remember, it isn't you it is the other driver to worry about. Once again Happy Thanksgiving to all. Tony

Friday, December 1
Snow falls, white and soft Cold air warms the children's hearts Playtime is fun time Oh my God, it's December 1, 24 shopping days left. The kid's shopping is relatively finished, only have to pick up stocking stuffers. And the wife's, I have the detailed list of what she wants, what she needs for her votive candle collection, and the spawn and I will take care of that next week or so. On the writing front, I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to continue to write both the nice and the naughty stories. Why not? I just will use a 'num de plume' for the erotica. And hey, if Anne Rice can, so can I!!!

How I Sometimes Feel I Guess
what have you done to me? a dark black shadowy cloud of blood as memories scream. once we drank of bliss, untainted and hand in hand, but your heart perished. a deadened pool of blood - tears follow hate, follow death, love left to die. in a storm of sorrow, i hate you. Around, all around, the mourners gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my neck. It wounds me, and darkly my blood drips to the dead grass. In pain I hang my head while death hovers close. Now alone, my blood falls upon dead eyes. This is death karamellhoney@hotmail.com

Holly's Blog
Hi this Holly, I am in away at college, I love to be on my own and I am always horny and love sex, and love to suck cockwith my roommates.and sometimes I have sex with other girls in my dorn room at night. I bet you would love to Call me and listen to us...

I Look Yummy
I like a ruff neck thats frm tha hood or ghetto he gonna finished school and have a jod he needs to be a blood he need to be 19 and up and his named gotta start wit a t he is a libra he last named is brown he is half black and cherykeyindian he smell good and his dick tha shirt and i can't help it i wanna it everyday but he single and i knw his fam but it a problem i love 2 tease and flirt and play games and front i need to stop it cause we got everything in comment he maybe my soulmate but i will find out I am in love wit u I am in love wit ur eyes I am in love wit ur smile I am in love the way u walk I am in love the way u talk I am in love wit u and on;y u I am in love wit u the way you dancew I am in love wit u the way u play basketball andfootball I am in love wit u but love hurt alot I am in love wit ur lips And i am love wit u becasue u wonderful and respectful. I am in love wit u becasue u my typed I am in love w

Gettin Sticky With It!!
Every skilled lover has a set of tricks, things they are good at -- even known for. One of my tricks is Cool-Whip play. Now, many of you will think you know how to play this edible seduction game, but we all can learn a new trick, so here's how I play. First, you must buy a frozen tub of Cool-Whip. No cans of whipped cream. A tub of Cool-Whip (or it's generic tub equivalent) is what you need. Why my aversion to whipped cream in a can? For one, this easy-spray-way of application is counter-productive to our mission. This is not a neat event. And two, well, you'll see soon enough. OK, so buy your tub of frozen Cool-Whip. Keep it in the freezer. Let's say you're going to perform this as an after dinner treat. Then you'd take the tub out of the freezer and place it in the refrigerator just before dinner, or approximately 2-3 hours prior to serving up your lover as a tasty dish. There's a reason for this, so no thawing a tub of Cool-Whip out first! Now, once you've moved him (or

Joke Of The Day
A woman was distraught because she had not dated in a long time. Her doctor suggested she visit a Chinese sex therapist, Dr. Wang. Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Wang said, "OK. Take off your crows." The woman did so and stood naked before him. "Now," Dr. Wang said, "get down on your knees and craw very fast away from me to the other side of the room." She got down on all fours and crawled away from him. "Now craw back," he said. She did as he asked. Dr Wang shook his head. "Your problem is very bad. You have Ed Zachary disease. Worst case I ever saw. Thats why you dont have dates." Confused, the woman asked, "What is Ed Zachary disease?" Wang replied, "Your face rook Ed Zachary rike your ass." The morning after a wild party, a man noticed two rings on his dick. He went to a doctor, who told him "The good news is that the first ring is lipstick." "Whats the bad news?" the hungover man asked. the doctor replied, "The second ring is chewing tobacco." A new sexual position ha

Sweet Heart Day
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever...

Damn It
The black rain is falling. Contaminating the ground. The human race is dying. The dead are scattered around. What is the price of a bullet? Another hole in the head. A flat right over a coffin. Another soldier is dead. How many victims have fallen? How many more have to die? People dying in masses. Ain't gonna get any by. We've got our marching orders, Defenders of the homeland, Our pride. We've crossed through many borders. In-between suicides. War, killing sons and daughters, Another failed attack there is no turning back. Blood, running down my water. 'Cause people gotta wait, Until the judgment get it down. Politicians confuse me. I watch the body count rise. Why are the children all marching, Into the desert to die? Thing is my psyche is twisted, The madness rising again. Another aim by a bully. I watch them dying in vain. We've got our marching orders, Defenders of the homeland; our pride. We've crossed through many borders. In-betw

Once Booed In Cherryville
My mom has terminal cancer, and it sucks ass. It's a damned sorry thing to see your own mother go from being able to do for herself to being frustratingly helpless in such a short period of time. Example: she picked up my niece from kindergarten on her last day of school before the Christmas holiday, but the cancer spread to her spine and she was unable to walk when my niece returned to school after New Years. It was a grand total of less than two weeks. Her spirits remain high, but my own have taken a beating. Its hard to watch a woman who busted her ass to raise me and my sister as a single mom be felled so quickly by cancer. In a way, she had it coming, as cruel as it is to say that. My mom smoked for most of her life, and had a very hard time quitting despite the encouragement of my sister and me. She tried and tried to quit, but she never could quite kick the habit. And now she's paying for it with her life. She's not dead yet, but she's slowly dying a pain

Sex Ed 101
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISE

Voice Message On Profile
Have you ever wanted to know what your CT friend sounds like? This is great, you can post this right onto your profile ... and it's EASY ... AND FUN! www.snapvine.com check out my profile to see how it works .. it's right above the spot where you would leave a message. Make sure you let me know when you do it!!

White Ppl Wake Up
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't

Little Tibits..
!~Subject: What sign are you?~! Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. ~VIRGO: The Virgin~ Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. ~SCORPIO: The sex addict~ Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic - Freak in bed. Great kisser. Always get what they want. > >>>>>>>>Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ~LIBRA: The lame lover~ Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own u

Friends
hey everyone im back sorry i was gone for so long just had alot of stuff going on and havent had time to get on like i used to i know alot of u prob dont reamber me but for u that do im back my son is in the best kid contest and i need some major help so please come help me even if its just one comment just click on the pic 2nd is movinf fast and fourth is right on my tail so please help me i only have until april 22nd 9am cst hello all just wanted to let everyone know im back and yes i have had a good time well i will be on more often now

125 Things Not To Say Durring Sex
1)is it in? 2)that's it? 3)you've got to be kidding me. 4)(phone rings) hello? oh nothing and you? 5)do i have to pay for this? 6)do i have to call you tomorrow? 7)oh momma, momma! 8)oh dadda, dadda! 9)you look better in the dark. 10)this is much better than my last girl/boyfriend. 11)i thought that goes in the other hole.... 12)don't tell my husband/wife. 13)you have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it). 14)this sucks. 15)can you finish now? i have a meeting... 16)i hope you don't expect a raise for this... 17)i think you might get the job for this. 18)damn! is that all you know what to do. 19)did i tell you, i have herpes? 20)now we must get married. 21) hurry up, the games about to start. 22)i'm hungry. 23)i'm thirsty. 24)zzzzzzzzzzzz. 25)are you trying to be funny? 26)can i have a ride home after this? 27)are those real? 28)by the way, i want to break up. 29)is that smell coming from you? 30)haven't you ever done this before? 31)wow!! i

Final Goodbye
i was talkin with a very close friend lastnight and i had anxiety attack about my mom.for her death.if i wasnt where i was when she called i wouldnt of been fighting with her and we woulda still been talkin, and she would still be here today,and woulda never been under the stress&disapointment that i put her thru that valentines day.and the true friend that he is tried to talk me thru it even as much as i didnt wanna hear it wasnt my fault for her death.he said to do good in my life to make her proud.that she wouldnt want me not eating, sleeping or crying over her.and hes right she wouldnt want me crying over her death. in fact she woulda wanted to have her captn morgan at her showing with her music playin in the background. but anyway he talked some sense into me and said a way that i could say my final goodbye to her since we werent talkin when she died. he said to do something that she wanted, and she always said she wanted her ashes spread at her parents grave that way she cou

Starting Pre-school
Amy's first day of pre-school..... Current mood: accomplished Today was Amy's first day of pre-school over at the Early Learners center here next to NJC. I was a little nervous at first, but once we got inside the building, that eased up some. I think I was more anxious then she was. Aamy got right to business pretty much after we arrived. I stayed there for about 20 mins as well just to see if there were going to be any problems....there was already one little boy there, and they seemed to get along just fine.... It justs seems like yesterday I brought her home from the hospital though. Its truly amazing how much time can really go by almost unnoticed really. We get so busy living our day to day lives to even realize that one day our children will leave us, just as we did the same to our parents. You spend all the time in the world teaching them to be people, and how to react to the world, almost forgetting we all leave each other one day. I think about all the things A

Name Advisor
Name 1: Renda The name Renda is dominated by the numbers 6, 6 and 9. First Impression Dominant Impression Number: 6 Responsible, caring, loving, nurturing, healing and comforting, the name Renda is warm and makes one feel loved and special. Harmonious and peaceful, the name Renda feels good to anyone, but doesn't call up any particular feeling strongly. Renda is neutral, suitable for those for whom stability and harmony are high priorities. Good sense of business, but slow and not particularly adaptable. Strong sense of beauty, but not passionate. Idealistic, with a strong sense of justice. The name Renda makes one feel like a home away from home. It offers protection and love. It takes away anxiety and fears, and heals the broken-hearted. If you want others to feel like this is their home, this is their safe haven, then this is an excellent name. The name Renda attracts money slowly, predictably, the result of effort and common sense. Most positive characteristics:

Sometimes Life Sucks
THIS has been a shitty day first my friend died one from church she was a sweet person and i just found out early today then I went to work which consist of a long day of taking care of a invalid..she depends on me for all her care ..I question God at times why would someone have to lay there and be so dependent on another human being it just doesnt seem fair at times bit then im not suppose to question our Maker..I go in the morning I open the blinds so she can see the sunlight then I take a wash cloth from the cupboard and set it aside and take gloves and slip them on then i take her false teeth and run them under warm water and wet the washcloth with hot water as she request bringing it all back in to her room and i place her dentures in her mouth and then i wash face allowing the warmth to open her eyes gently all this time the thoughts running through my mind that this woman at one time was very alive like me she had a family and endured much in her life as well yet here we are

My Poems
Endless Pain forever suffered, Lonelyness always never uncovered, No one cares not even me, Hope you all don't stop and see, In my eyes it says to all, Help me Help me don't let me fall, Crying at night thinking no one cares, Realizing that feeling never shares. Lost in a world of hate, No one cares who believes in fate, Don't know how or what i ate, So please oh please don't get me bait, I'm no satanist and I'm no saint, Come to me now in this WORLD OF HATE. Time and Time again I think, Am I lost or am I found, Time and Time again I wonder, Why do things keep going around, Time and Time again I see, People lie and people cheat, Time and Time again, I just want to say don't beat.

Horoscope August 16th, 2007
Some small problem at home -- plumbing or wiring or something smaller -- won't go away. Now is a great time to deal with this type of issue, as your mind is more fully focused on practical concerns. *Weird since my gas gets turned off and I have to deal with this kidney stone situation!*

Funnygirl61
"Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. (Perhaps) If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So….. If you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of shit." Love and appreciate all the women in your life new page sucks, have to search to the end of page to post comment I've been on the same level for a few week already, would like some feedback an how to reach to the next level. stuck on fu-fighter, next one is twist-fu. I have tried everything to past this level and nothing is working, can anyone help me pls. I will thank u for ur help.

I Hate This!
I hate this new profile page my codes that I put in don't show the pics that I have selected all it shows is the codes WTF is wrong with this shit? I want it to go back to the way it was for christ sakes this really blows!

Huntingtons
I saw my dad today and it has been two years. My dad has Huntingtons disease. Since it was a family reunion I was happy to see everyone. But when i walked up I saw him in a wheel chair and looking 10 years older than what he should. I thought i could keep my composure and visit with him, but when i began to talk to him I didn't get much of response just a faint sound coming from him. In two years my father went from being able to talk and walk to being in a wheel chair and only able to make just a little noise. It killed me I had to walk away and I lost it. Now I sit here trying to remember the last time I got to have a conversation with him and I can't remember what it was. Don't ever let a day go by without telling someone that you love them and keep a good relationship if you can. I am loosing my dad to this dreadful disease, just like he lost his mother to it as well. There is no cure for it and it is hereditary.............. Not sure why I wrote this, just felt I needed

8 Kinds Of Sex
Different Types of Sex Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships Recent research shows that there are 8 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. T

Singal Dad
If you have haters read these maybe one will work for you. 1. Let your haters be your motivaters. 2. Behind every successful person is a pack of haters. 3. You can hate on me, because that just means I am 2 steps ahead of you. 4. Thanks to all my haters for making me feel so famous, bcause love me or hate me you still know who I am. 5. Jealousy fueling haters since the begining of time. 6. If you wana hate me it's cool. Take a number and get in line. If you have any leave them in the comments and I will add tham to the blog.

Spider Bites
New 2 Indy and looking for a quicky, one that is HOT, SMOOTH, CREAMY YES YES I NEED A COFFEE! Who has the best here I am close to downtown so speak 2 me.... Here is one for all or the Veterans & the Families of! "I've Got Your Back!" I am a small and precious child, my dads been sent to fight... The only place I'll see his face, is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. I may be sad, but I am proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war... My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. Every day I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I am proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband who had to go. There are times I'm terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip, and force a smile as I watch my husband pack... My heart may break, but I am proud. My husband's got your back... I am a s

All New And Improved (11)
mmmmmmmmm, just the other day, i had a lovely conversation with a friend that i thought the fans of my stories would appreciate. all names have been changed to protect the innocent (well not mine, lol, i'm not all that innocent). if you recognize this, i hope you don't mind, heheheh. please leave rates and comments if you like it!! carl ______________________________________________ Beauty: ok carl Buddha: hey there sweetie Beauty: talk to me doll Buddha: heheheheheh, are you in a good position? nice and comfy, Beauty: oh yeah Buddha: spread out, and ready? have you stripped down? Beauty: don't need to already done Beauty: I am so wet and hot right now Buddha: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, so where was i ? Buddha: believe i had you on your tummy and i was stretched out against you biting the back of your neck Beauty: oooohhhhhhhhhhh baby keep that up and give me goosebumps Buddha: my stiff cock pressing into the back of your thighs Buddha: my fing

What A Life!
first off i would like to start with the fact that i have been on here for over a year now, thanks to a friend of mine. however, i put the fubar stuff away, and stayed with yahoo, i had a busy year an could barely keep up with that!!! now that im back, i have to say i have met some very interesting people and a couple great ones as well. i still havent figured out all this stuff yet.....however i have figured out that some people need to keep their clothes on an im not one of them! infact, im thinking some shouldnt even have pics if you ask me....oh btw did i tell you all yet, that im very honest an say what i think pretty much all the time? LOL so if you cant handle that, you may not want to read my blogs or be my friend for that matter. the ones that can handle it, stick around, it could get interesting! peace an love

Late Night
has insomnia. When i cant sleep at night i get bored. When i get bored i want someone to talk to about anything. I guess boredom is a good things sometimes but not when you have insomnia. Sorry to whom i have bored with this observation.

One Best Friend!!
IT'S HARD TO FIND A FRIEND WHO'S SO CUTE, HONEST, LOVING, GENEROUS, SUPER INTELLIGENT, SWEET, SEXY, N SO FREAKIN HOT!!!! SOOOOO, UMM, DON'T LOSE ME!!!! I have the most colorful friend! She comes with the craziest stuff. However if your one to blush easy she's not one you may be able to handle. But shes my best friend, and the best entertainment that my could buy!!! Anyone have a friend like her?

Death Of A Friend
Yesterday my friend was shot mutiple times and died. His name was Micheal Price Jr. 18 years old an he was gunned down on sunday. it hurts i remember just seeing him the other day and us talking about hangin on my bday. damn im hella sad i know me and him werent hella close but he did something only few people rarely do which is make me laugh smile and feel good, now he's gone. no more telling hims ur a mess or hey mike or dude u cool u look like u on. funny thing i i hella liked him. i had a crush on him and now he's gone and to late to say i like u mike. *tear* life is sooo short ill i half to say is mike i wont forget you. you made my day some days . your gonna be missed i got love for you honey. see you when it time for me to go kisses and save me a spot where you are cause we still got somethings to talk about

So So Small
Sometimes....I feel so so small in this big old world....I feel as though I am being swallowed up.....eaten alive....nothing left but a shell....I try to be brave...I try to be strong...but somehow, it always manages to get me in the end.....Some days, if even for just a moment, I feel larger than life....I feel as though I have it all and then some...and without a second's notice....It all comes crashing down on me again...and I feel small once more....

Soldiers Eyes
A Soldiers Eyes Squinting through the scope of a soldiers gun Another iraqi militant on the run Road side bombs and ariel flares Tracer bullets flying everywhere Massive killings in the streets The bodies of hundreds on bloodied sheets Kicking down doors raiding their homes Tracking them in tunnels of darkness they roam The hot summer sun is boiling our brains Another soldier crys out in agony and pain we swarmed and searched and found no nukes this is a meaningless war and were ready to puke How many more men Mr President must die We know we are over here because of a lie We miss our children family and friends Bring us back home so we can live again. Troy F Cooper Copyright ©2007 Troy F Cooper

Surgery
All friends, family and fans. On Wednesday December 19 I will be having surgery. I will be away from Fubar for a little while, depending on how I am feeling during my recovery. I just want each and everyone of you to know how special you are to me. I have met alot of wonderful people on here. I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Hugs, Christine

Stay At Home Moms
stay at home moms A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a Cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that something serious had h

Contest
Hi everyone, Seeing as my recent one has been a success, I'm going to host another of my fubucks contest/giveaway, and anyone can enter. The Contest will start Friday 28th December 2007 @ 7pm GMT, 11am PST, 2pm EST & will end Saturday 12th January 11pm GMT, 32pm PST, 6pm EST. The prizes will fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - how many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so I'm times it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize. But if anyone has 50,000 comments or more, they will get a cool 600,000 fubucks, thats an extra 100,000 fubucks. Seeing as I can no longer bid on the spotlight, I may as well make use of the fubucks I have lying around haven't I? LOL Everyone will receive a VIP beer bong just for enter

Dreams
Dreams are what I think of when I visualize your face Dreams are what we make them, but with out you I don't have any dreams worth living. Dreams are my most valuable treasures, as I lay myself to sleep at night I know your their standing at the gates of heaven. Dreams are my most happiest times ,because as long as im dreaming then I know you will never be truly gone. Dreams are what makes my world go round, and without them I think I just might fall down. Dreams are all I have left of you, so while im dreaming I know that we will always be together for the rest of our lives. Dreams may just be a fantasy, but as long as im dreaming I know im free to love openly and honestly. Dreams can not hurt me or make me fear, they give me hope and strenght to live for you each and everyday. Dreams are what I make them and, what I have made is a vision of you to last. Dreams hold you in my most deepest thoughts and memories, without them I would surely be lost. Dreams that I dre

Memories!!
glitter-graphics.com Once I meant so much to you,Our time was precious,Now our time is non-existent,I feel like a rag doll empty an useless. I've wonder if I was no longer here would you notice.......maybe in a day or two......maybe a week??? I've lost all hope of ever having happiness,I get happy beyond words,only to lose it. I fear happiness will always be out of my grasp. My heart is breaking and I don't know how to fix it.I will lose myself in the darkness......I did once when i lost my beautiful daughter,It's not a bad place to hide,My heart is safe there!!! I just wish I meant more to you then I do!! Watch More Videos

Only An A$$ Hole Would Beat A Woman
I stopped at a store after work for some soda and got more than I bargained for. I see a guy beating a small lady senseless , this poor woman had a bloody face. I grabbed the guy and told him to stop , he mummbled something and swung at me. I beat his ass the way he beat hers , then told him to enjoy his time in jail. Then the cops finally show up and I get put in hand cuffs lol. Witness`s tell them what happened and I get released , but not before the officer asks me a funny question. Would I have beat the guy up if he wasnt an african american beating on a white girl? I couldnt believe it , my answer to him was any guy hitting a woman deserves his ass beat no matter what color!!!!

Cheap Tomatoes
CHEAP TOMATOES? "As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens , Huntington Park , etc., where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I say free breakfast, I'm not talking a glass of milk and roll -- but a full breakfast and cereal bar with fruits and juices that would make a Marriott proud. The waste of this food is monumental, with trays and trays of it being dumped in the trash uneaten. (OUR TAX DOLLARS AT WORK) I estimate that well over 50% of these students are obese or at least moderately overweight. About 75% or

Giveaway
misfit~angels could we please bomb vicky's vip giveaway for a1 month she needs 10,000 comments in 4weeks to get it and thank you mizotte59 for doing this for her if you have the extra time please stop by and leave some comment vicky is always rateing ppl and doing alot for other ppl so please show her some much need love....thank you all very much.

Out Of Touch!!!
Just to let my friends and family know I will be out of touch the next few days. My Grandaddy passed away this morning so I will be leaving for Alabama tomorrow and won't be back till Friday. Hope you all are well. Love BabyGirl

Wondering
ok i know that most on my page are men so maybe ya'll might learn from this or look at women in a different light. idk it's worth a try. i know the ideal women for most men are tall beautiful and SKINNY. well those of us with kids are not always so lucky to bounce back after words. i have a son and i had twins. so i aint nearly as small as i use to be. and no so sorry but i cant hola hoop through a cheerio either. now before kids i could. but hey i love them and i wouldnt trade then for the wolrd. but so u know med. women or big women their aint nothing wrong with that. i have never said i was skinny and those who think that sorry for ya but i aint. i like my clothes baggie as hell and i like comfort. now and then i will wear a tight shirt and then they know i aint that big. but to those who are like that thats nasty and fucked up and naw they just dont care they let their self go. ya'll are wrong. i can olny hope that one day men will open their eyes and look beyond and ge

Poems
"After Effect" By: N.S.S Images of naked bodys Arms and legs intwined hearts pounding sticky, sweet, sweat pressed into a lovers embrase eyes flutter open a smile on her face “Pretend” By: N.S.S Lying awake from a fitful dream. Your mind in turmoil, plotting a scheme. Eyes darting around the room. Is there a silver lining around your moon? Lying there with feelings of dread. Sometime you just wish you were dead. Tossing and turning, get back to sleep. All you can do is lay there and weep. Bolt up right, it’s the morning light. The day comes a little too bright. Slide from the bed to begin your day. Why won’t the world go away? Place the mask upon your face. Step out into the world and take your place.

Relationships
So. i have a rocky past with relationships. The whole boyfriend/girlfriend, girlfriend/girlfriend thing and i simply don't get along. i have decided to just stay away from it all together. thank you. drive through.

Question Thingys
ok i got this one from chris aka vampire heart :) !!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex? 13.Do you think I would be good in bed? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a g/f or friend? (i stoled this from zechy) hehe Right or left-handed:: ambedexrious Heritage:: little of this, little of that Are you in love?:: idk How do you alleviate stress?:: listen to music, tal

Lose The Inhibitions
Oh yeah, bay-bee! I got my Tequila in one hand and a keyboard (apparently) in the other and I am ready to enjoy me some Happy Hour on Fubar. Yes, the kid is getting oiled real nice. One problem, though. Where the hell are all the sexy ass ladies?! I need to see some tight-fittin' jeans, low-cut blouse, clean-shaven legs, and over-exposed cleavages. Now that's Happy Hour. Hey, I'm also down for some sexy chatter, but excuse my typing if it begins to look like gibberish. I am drinking Tequila. And I don't like that chick, Tila Tequila. Just had to put that out there. Come on now. We are all grown folks and there's no need to put on the front about being pious or sanctified. Show that good stuff! Ladies, stop hiding your sexy pics in Private and let us fellas enjoy the "fruits" or your labor. Fuck the ratings and points and let's get down to the nitty gritty. Teasing is cool and I like it as much as the next guy, but we are on the Internet. Nobody knows who

You've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I LOVE WATCHING CARTOONS 2. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 4 TIMES 3. MY FAVORITE COLOR IS BLACK 4. I WENT TO COLLEGE 6 YEARS AND DONT HAVE A DEGREE 5. I AM AFRAID OF THE DARK 6. I SPEND WAY TO MUCH TIME ON MY COMPUTER 7. I AM A LAKERS FAN 8. I HATE DOING THE DISHES 9. MY MOM IS MY BEST FRIEND 10. I WENT TO ETIQUETTE SCHOOL I TAG 1.HORNY JUGGALO 2.MANLY 3.TWIZTID MONKEY 4.JC 5.DAVE

Muy Picante
I arrive at the restaurant about 10 minutes late (as usual) to find you sitting in a cozy, dimly-lit corner booth sipping a Margarita and waiting for me. You look stunning in a beautiful, low-cut cornflower blue blouse and thigh-length gray skirt. The mere sight of you causes my heart to race and the butterflies in my stomach to flutter. As I approach, I see that the blouse provides a tantalizing tease of cleavage, as your beautiful breasts heave with your fairly heavy, nervous breathing. As I stare at your long, lovely bare legs, my mind wanders to the wonders that await us. You stand to hug me and we exchange a close embrace and tentative, nervous kiss. There is an electric, sensual feeling in the parts of our body that touch, which fuels a further need to be close. We slide into the booth, sitting close so we are touching. The sexual tension is palpable. I order my drink and we begin to talk. As to be expected, our exchange begins with small talk and progresses to expr

Want Me For My Entire Fu Life?
~*~Own me for My Entire Fu Life!!Thats Right!Forever!~*~Offering Lots N Lots!!And much more thats not stated~*~Possible Owners plz Make your bids Monthly Bids!~*~I will end the Auction When i'm happy with the bidding:)We are talking about my entire fu life!And that will be till the day i die b cuz my smexi azz is not going no where!lol!~*~Show Me Lots N Lots Of Love!~*~ ~*~*~*~Love On Me Hard~*~*~*~ *******Show Me How Smexi U think I am******** CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GET TO THE AUCTION PIC!! THIS PIMPOUT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY YOUR POSSIBLE SMEXI FU SLAVE............... ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê Ì§ Whå† Måkê§ Mê §êx¥~*~'Öwñêr ð£ Lïvïñ *Älwå¥§~ñ~£ðrêvêr*~*~@ fubar LIP GLOSS - Lil MAMA

Thanks For Participating !!!
Thank you for all the love & support for my show last saturday (aug. 9th) i have some big things in the works !!!! Remember you can see me live if you go to naptimerecords.com on sundays 10p-12a cst.... you can talk to me live then 773-971-6179 !!! if you want me to put you on, let me know...

Post Ya Midget Here Plz
This is my Sis Tracy, she is in a comp for Fu bucks & Bling. I have so many friends on my list that I am hoping you can help her out. Even a Rate would help help her. Is that to much to ask for from anyone. Tracy needs 30,000 comments and as many rates as possible. All love shown we will be returned So come and help her as much as you can. If anyone is so kind as to leave Tracy 100 comments I will give them a 1 credit BLING for every 100 comments left for her. Just PM me when you have done this. Thank you Di aka PiNkLaDy xx (repost of original by 'Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original*' on '2008-07-24 09:03:49')

Cruel
Cruel are the days of my life filled with much sorrow and strife. Every night I pray to the stars Lord please stop the fighting and wars. Cruel are the ways of the world with all of its hatred and lies. Above all of the fighting and screaming we cannot hear our peoples cries. As cruel as a cold winter night I refuse to give up this fight. Like getting thrown into hells boiling pool this world has never been more cruel.

If I Could Take You Somewhere...
I have just realised that most songs I like, it is because of their lyrics, they mean something to me. At the moment I am really liking the following... "If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to the darkest place,scatter you in art forms, admire the whore" I just love it! It's how I am feeling at the moment! Do you have a favourite song or lyric? Share with me fucker!

Relationship Help!
Ask any adult and they'll tell you that men and women are different in many ways (beyond the obvious physical differences!). Emotionally, men and women often have different needs. Our challenges in understanding the needs of the opposite sex have made books like "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" bestsellers. Let's take a look, then, at a few things tips on how to successfully romance a woman --- from a woman's perspective. *Compliments* Compliments are a little like frosting – too slick, and they slide right off. Too thick, and they're sickening. But a cake without frosting is a little sad; and a woman without compliments may feel the same way. A good compliment can make a woman feel truly appreciated and loved. What then differentiates a "good" compliment from a bad one? Here are a few factors: .. .. • Sincerity – women like to know that they can trust a man. We like to hear compliments that are clear and specific, that come from the heart. Most women

Dont Let Her Go!
Miss Jeannie This wonderful woman has been here for me and many of others and has a big heart.She leaving without knowing how much she means to people on here Please if you can take a min and send her a gift and let her know how much she loved and will be missed if she left. Jeannie's page@ fubar Jeannie Your family Loves you very much and you would be missed so much if you left.Ang..Your best friend wanted me to make sure to tell you she Loves you! as of the rest of us!! Mwah babycakes

Empire Hiring All Staff
HEY YALL LISTEN UP THERE IS GOING TO BE A NEW LOUNGE OPENING SOON AND WELL LETS FACE IT, ITS GOING TO BE THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR. SO I AM LOOKIN TO HIRE SOME MORE FAMILY MEMBERS BEFORE WE GO PUBLIC. SO IF U CAN DJ, LOOK GOOD ON CAM, OR SAY HI TO PEOPLE AS THEY COME IN AND START GOOD CONVERSATIONS, THEN I AM LOOKIN FOR U. IF U WANT TO BE PART OF THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR HIT ME UP PM OR SB ME AND I WILL GET RIGHT WITH U. OTHERWISE LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING PUBLIC AND WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME EVERYONE TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE $$EMPIRE$$

The Fallen God
Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com Darrell Lance Abbott a.k.a. Diamond/Dime Bag Darrell. Born 8/20/66 in Arlington,TX. Died 12-08-04 while playing on stage with Damage Plan, some goober got past security got on stage and shot him several times ending his life suddenly, at the Alrosa Villa in Columbus,OH. He is ranked as a top ten guitarist of all time. He formed Pantera in 1981, but didn't find successs until switching from Glam Metal to Thrash, then Groove Metal. In 1990 a

My Wife Has Auto 11 Plz Help Her Level
Sara has auto 11 on the ZODIAKS are asking all family & friends to go show her lots of love,You know she is always hittin up people,Now we can return the favour ♥~§ÁRÁ~ ♥ *Áµ$$îè'$ Wîƒè -N- Princess*~♥ ~Zodiak Levelers~@ fubar ~please repost bulletin often~ ~this bulletin proudly bought to you by~ ~ZODIAK LEVELERS~@ fubar

Drink Up!
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine.. and those who don't?As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli)-bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = HealthTherefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

Internet Man Hoes....
Ok so here is the deal...and maybe its just me being a bitch, but thats not unusual either. I am soooo tired of men on here, and the net in general that think they are "Mr Big" and that they are God's gift to women. Why do they act like that???. Like the person on the other end is just a play toy??? So I've decided that I'm gonna play the same way they do...the men do. I'm gonna play dirty. If that makes me a bigger bitch, then o fucking well. You'll have that. So if you're a guy, and you're reading this, please dont even start a conversation with me if you're going to try to play a game with me. Number one it will piss me off. Number two...you dont want me pissed off at you. I have this nice lil habit of saving everything......EVERYTHING. Enitre conversations, and pics if applicable. So be very careful...tread lightly esp if you are chatting, or trying to chat with several women at the same time. You never know, when you invite someone to your place of residence, mo

Happy Thirsty Day
well.. we had one bad windstorm lastnight. Have to say it was one of the scariest moments in my life. I know they were calling for tornados in cities near us..but felt like we were having one here also. I was rather shocked though when I went to town today..to find not much damage. I seen a little bit..but not what I figured there would be. We were out of electric for 13hrs though. I got weighed in today..and lost 3 more pounds. A total of 9.8 in two weeks..woo hoo. Anyways.. hope you all have a great day..I am going to go take a nap. Didn't sleep to well lastnight.

Irs Sux
Actual 'Letter to the Editor' from the February 5th edition of the Wichita Falls, Texas Times Record News... Dear IRS, I am sorry to inform you that I will not be able to pay taxes owed April 15, but all is not lost. I have paid these taxes: accounts receivable tax, building permit tax, CDL tax, cigarette tax, corporate income tax, dog license tax, federal income tax, unemployment tax, gasoline tax, hunting licence tax, fishing licence tax, waterfowl stamp tax, inheritance tax, inventory tax, liquor tax, luxury tax, medicare tax, city, school and county property tax, real estate tax,social security tax, road usage tax, toll road tax, state and city sales tax, recreational vehicle tax, state franchise tax, state unemployment tax,telephone federal excise tax, telephone federal state and local surcharge tax,telephone minimum usage surcharge tax, telephone state and local tax, utility tax,vehicle licence registration tax, capitol gains tax, lease severance tax, oil and gas assessment

Ma Ladi
From Tha Moment That We Met, I Knew U Had2 Be A Blessin' No More Stressin', Cuz Now I ThinK I've Learned My Lesson Not 2nd Guessin', Cuz U Could Never Be Contested Addicted To Your Essence, I've Been Cardiac Arrested..... I Promise2 Never Lie 2Ya, & Thatz Tru I Want A Son & A Daughter That LooKz Just LiKe You But, Until We See That Day, It'll Be Just Us2 Cuz Im HooK'd LiKe Phonics, StucK 2 You LiKe Glue..... You're Kinda LiKe A Preist I Gotta Confess2 Cuz Lord Knowz How Bad I Wanna Undress You Yes, God Blessed You, So TaKe Advantage Of Tha Scenery I'll Put It In A Song, To Show You Just How Much You Mean2 Me..... Shoot'n Tha Breeze, In Tha Park, After Dark, Me & U WalK In A Pair Like A Part Of Noah'z ArK I Keepz It Real, Magnificent From Tha Heart We Depart & Cum BacK 2Gether LiKe Grocery Kartz..... Ya Digg Soon as we touchI know you feelinHell of a highCan’t nothin kill itNot in a rushI planned on see youWe should do timeThat’s all I'm saying I coul

Turbalance
You know life throws u curve all da time, and its not wut thrown your way but how u accept and deal with for the most part that count.... See for year i have been tryin to further my schoolin, and finally this last year; August 25, 2008: i wuz

About Me Since Im New
Hello! Im a 43 year old grandmother of 2 soon to be 3..To me my family comes first..The last 2 years has been hard on me since I have been in and out of the hospital and they still dont know what exactly is wrong with me..Jack is my oldest grandson and he is our world..Kaylie is the middle granddaughter and she means just as much as Jack but her parents dont think so..Then in November we will have a new baby that my youngest daughter will be having..My husband of 23 years is my life..He is my rock when I need someone to lean on..I just want to say Thank You and I Love You Charles..Well, I hope I will make new friends on here..

State Of Mind
Another day in the eyes of almost death and destruction can only mean that the worst part is yet to come. I can not begin a day without thoughts of her being with another and being so far away. I can feel the fire in my heart engulf with flames. I can see the sunset and never know if i will make it through the night to see it rise again. We speake to each other with such passion and yet we hurt each other with that same passion. I do not want to be another notch on your bed post...I want to be so much more. Years will wind down and the sands of time will slowly become drained and yet I will still feel the same about her as I do now. I hate what I am becomeing and yet I feel I have no choice but to become this monster to save us. All I ever wanted was to hear your voice say those words I so long for, but it will never come to be. I will continue to wait for you my broken angel of the world for you save me at my weakest points in my mind...and I love you for it my world.

Dancing Condoms!!!
First of all, got your attention!!! I was at my bar last night that I dance at, hence my name, dansin, & basically I know almost everyone who goes there, it's a friendly, small place. Anyway, I was out on the dance floor & I saw a friend who had on a dinner jacket, kind of wierd, but he hadn't been there long, & he had on a tshirt that had interesting lettering. I went past him a few times & couldn't read the whole thing, but it did say dancing, he does dance professionally, & the bottom of the shirt I saw con, but not the rest. So after I had looked at it several times, I walked over to him & ripped the jacket open, he didn't see me coming, & the people around starting laughing, one told me to do it again, & he made the comment he liked women like this at the bar. The shirt did not say dancing condoms, it said dancing elk conders, I think but when I told him what I thought it said, he thought it was funny too, & when I told his girlfriend, she said they were the best kind! I couldn

Thoughts On Vows
I recently posted a mumm, in which I posted the wedding vows I had written for a friend, and it generated alot of feedback. Now first of all I would like to thank everyone who voted and commented on them for better or worse (Pardon the pun). I greatly appreciated the votes and thoughts as they did give me lot to think about and I took all of your opinions into consideration. What I have come to is this, I wrote those based on two things one being the way my friend said he felt about her and the other being the way I felt about the last woman I truly did love. So through the melding of both I was able to give voice to some feelings I thought long since dead within myself and newly awakened within my friend. Now sincerity I have concluded does not come from the words spoken or written but from the sentiment behind the speaker therefore I feel that if my friend can read them and speak them and they translate the depth of his love that he cannot express himself then they are as truly his a

Nikkis Private Stuff
Well im letting all you guys know that to view my PRIVATE pic folder you got to be in my family, and either buy me a vip, auto 11 bling or a cherry bomb bling, i WILL NOT just let anybody view my private pics sorry but thats how it goes thanks nikki If you sb me and ask to see my folder then you will be ignored

Disconnected
[DISCONNECTED]Hey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkearning points from hereearning points from theretaking mywaste anglessuch a waste waste wastecome and join the funwhere there are lots of pointscome and run this jointget to #1 run a boomerang like a arangatangand run some autos yeah i said autosor go all the way and eat some haydown by the bay run a god mode in mayand eat some clayHey we are the fire puppieswhy you so yuckyalways showing puppiessaying bark bark barkLet's go make lots of moneyi said lots of moneyi'll sell my soul for a fubuck or twosellin' out lots of showsbangin' lots of hosmaybe a fulord hochasing lots of moneyyes fubucks moneyor get some bling or maybebeg to bling bling blingmaybe i'll fan add rate, and act like an ape eat some chocolate cake and act like i'm 8 because we are the fire puppies!

Crying
Last night I got some ba news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

Empy Inside
Love is lost when no one is there, Hope is lost when there is no love, and peace is lost without both so then where are you? Have you ever found your soul mate? Does everyone have one, or do you just go through life collecting people who you think are your eternal friends or soulmate(s)? Do you ever really find the one? or is that just another something to believe in.... i have only been in love with a few ppl in my lifetime and they all walked out on me ..but at the recent i think i have found my soulmate, someone who hasn't let me down ...yet .. you know who you are ;) anyways just some things for you all to think about ;) as always.. blessed be April Michelle ok first off, for those of you who don't know me, i am a caring person, especially for my friends, and well for those of you who do (you know who you are) that is kind of fucked up that you trashed me as your friend, just b/c you can't keep your feelings to yourself. well anyways to

Life
Have you ever just wondered why life can seem so freakin tough sometimes? I mean what have you done to deserve one thing after another hitting you an knocking you back down knowing you just got up from the last hit. Just one of them thinking nights obviously and before ya even read on NO I am not suicidal(sp)lol. Seems like everytime I have a positive outlook on something, something seems to go wrong. Guess that would be the story of my life right now. All the stress that I have built up seems to never set free. If its not work its my personal life. When does it ever end? or does it even? I'm begining to think not. The work stress really is stupid. Its not my job that stress's me really, its the atmosphere around me. Always having to be on your toes. Not knowing whats gonna happen next due to the people in the work place around you. The freaking cowards an hypocrites that the are. So nice to your face, and talkin shit behind your back. The only solution I even see to this is for me

Worlds Hardest Riddle
The World's Hardest Riddle I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle?

Diets, And Sodas, And Mice Oh My!
So we'll start with the first thing on my list: Diet. Blech. I have been off my plan for several months now. Money constraints and sheer lack of "I want to" decided to take up permanent residence in my house...well...my butt anyway. So far this year I have lost 50lbs. It has been an amazing journey, and now in my brilliance...I have decided at the beginning of the holiday season...to return to my eating plan. Lord help. I start in the morning. So at present I am drinking every Soda and eating every Butterfinger I can find in the kids Halloween candy so that I can say that I truly lived before I went back on my Type A eating plan again. So here is a sound RIP to all the Butterfinger bite size bars that formerly took up residence in my childrens Halloween buckets. Which brings me to my second topic: Sodas Now here is an indulgence that I love to hate. But in the same breath...I hate to love. For those unschooled in the finer points of soda. The human body is stab

Sexy Survey!
> These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both, giving anal, give and recieve oral(love giving) > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Perfer mff, > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? depends on the person and the mood > > 8. Do you shave ? no > > 9. Spit or swallow? n/a > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? beautiful women getting kinky( you'll have to ask for the rest) > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style, woman on top > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends on situation > > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere > > 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)most of the time a couple of hours > > 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?depends on partner >

Dear Santa
Whats your sex style? Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!! Take this test http://members.aol.com/frogiearno/dearsanta.htm

Dreams
- He won't come out. You see ? Even if he can. Not far from here is a fence, and on the other side of that fence is freedom, and he can smell it. He'll never try to get there, 'cause he's given up. By now he thinks freedom is something he dreamed.

Love Is......
I thought of all the people not going to be with their love ones on the THIS holiday... and these are cute.. I really love the love is.. drawing and say'ns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday day to all.. in this Season... HUGS SHY

Friends W/ Benefits!!
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

Words Of Wisdom
Sorry that I haven't been on lately been dealing with some family problems hope that will get better soon. Love to all. Hope to hear from all of my friends soon. Thanks & love to all Blessed be. Cora Hoping that all of my friends new & old and yet to have, Are having a blessed, happy, & safe holiday season. Cora AKA The0nly0nedrag0nlady. WORDS OF WISDOM To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. . Anger is only one letter short of danger. . If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; If he betrays you twice, it's your fault. . Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. . God gives every bird it's food, But he does not throw it into it's nest. . He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. . Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. . Learn from the mistakes of othe

Jokes
A man went to his doctor and asked him how to prolong the lovemaking experience. The doctor told him that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer, extending the pleasure for them and their partner. The man decided, "What the hell, I'll try it." He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he came up with a plan. On his way home, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if he was examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at the bottom of his pants. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What's going on down the

Life Hurts....
LOOKING FOR ACTION.....WHERE IS THE HANG OUTS.... Have you every feel you have no one? I have people around me all the time like family and friends but I can't really trust or get respect from them! Sometimes I don't feel loved but used! I have a soft heart...I am good to everyone and those I love take advantage of me all the time. I get hurt alot from family and friends but yet I am still there for them! I guess my question is when is enough a enough and just say no and walk away an not look back or not feel guily cause I say no! I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hidding my depression. I am you sister making a good imperssion. I am your friend acting like i'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing my tears aside. I am a student who doesnt have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. Can you see my pain if i don't tell you? And would you feel it

Handball-wm 2007
Denmark embarrassed European champions France 34-27 to win the world championship bronze medal and book a ticket to the 2008 Beijing Olympics. The 1995 and 2001 world champions France are denied a direct qualification to the 2008 Games awarded to the tournament's top three teams. Denmark dominated throughout, putting up 21 goals in the first half alone. Danish goalkeeper Kasper Hvidt proved as solid as a wall as French star Nikola Karabatic could only manage five goals. Michael Giugiu led France with six, while Lars Christiansen led all scorers with nine. The bronze was Denmark's second-ever medal after finishing second at the 1967 worlds. Halbfinale 01.02 17:30 Deutschland 32 : 31 Frankreich 01.02 20:00 Polen 36 : 33 Dänemark Viertelfinale 30.01 17:30 Polen 28 : 27 Russland 30.01 17:30 Deutschland 27 : 25 Spanien 30.01 20:00 Island 41 : 42 Dänemark 30.01 20:00 Kroatien 18 : 21 Frankreich Platzierungsspiele 01.02 15:00 Spanien 27 : 35 Kroa

* Dimension *
Dimension (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3, forming a morphogenetic blueprint of five, 3 dimensional reality systems, in each dimensional matrix. Each reality system is called a Harmonic Universe (HU). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts -Page 3) A Dimension is a full Frequency Band or repeated

Best Mom Contest!
Fuck stupid contests. It's all just a contest to see who can whore themselves better on Cherry Tap. I guess I should have realized this before, but thought I would see what would happen. It's not about who is cutest, who has the best tattoo, who has the prettiest eyes. The only thing that matters is how well you can advertise yourself and get people to comment bomb you. Fuck comment bombing! Please help me out. This is my first contest! Click on the photo to rate and comment it! Thanks to all my friends and fans. You rock!!

Noob
OK so i get a car.. and its GREAT... then this morning my friend offered me her house... a rent to own thing.. WOOT its a nice house!! and the topper.. I AM VISITING MY SON SOON!!! they are going on vacation to florida for a couple of weeks then when they get back we are getting together and having a visit!! ITS SOOO COOOOOL!!! I love my baby soo much.. Damn i should stop calling him my baby.. he is 6 now.. I AM DANCING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!! so calcars was screwing me horridly with my 95 Aurora.. i mean the repairs since i got in it July have been as much as i have paid on the loan.. thats bullshit. i had it fixed in late december and i swear to god it broke down 6 weeks later... so i kinda freaked and told them to come get their piece of shit car back. i will not/ have not made a payment since it broke down again. likei said.. they can shove it up their asses... Sooo G went out and got us a car. ITS SOOO COOOOOOL!!! OMG its a 2007 Chevy Cobal and its red and shiney a

It Feels So Right
k i s s i n g~yeah baby its gonna be soon~promise of a lover~your gonna be wonderin is it the glitter on her chest or the hikies you placed on my breast the gloss on my lips or the toss of my hips. Get it right I keep it tight but I'm no heart breaker make you laugh make you smile want specialized freak shows. You got me here like a fien since you rolled out now get your fun on with me and my girls and we can roll out. I'll be your dancer then your freak and touch my knees to my elbows gonna like it when we smoked out choked out. Lover boy come on and take me come on and make me I'll cum every time take me for a ride where ever we go its delivered in time be the one who is uplifting to me and take me away. Rescue Me. Your all I need and your touch can get me high like a taste of extacy. I don't want another pretender to play with my mind lets belong dream lover. Caress my whole body all I need is you to be my lover. Lover boy come on and take me all I need is you to adore. What I see i

Anyone Around The Indiana, Pa Area
Five-2-One wins, we charter a bus, and sale cheap ass tickets to take you to and from the show.......Club Diesel's in Oittsburgh... Where's my Five-2-One junkies!!!!! Come see my fav local band -- Five-2-One @ Drillers bar& grill (Kay arena) in Indiana, PA -- Sat March 10th. Its their goin thru Hell tour With Jammin Jim. $5.00 cover -- Great music -- hottt women and even a bull to ride!! come party and make sure ya stop me & say Hello :) i am sure i will be out on the dance floor actin like i can dance :)

Its A Blog!
brainshare in salt lake city... should be a good conference... i'll post info if anyone wants to know about it... I believe religious freedom is not the tolerance of religions, but the separation of yourself from a bureaucratic religious system. I believe all religions have truths and misconceptions. Catholicism I'll start here, because I was brought up in the Roman Catholic Church. I believe in a god; a supreme being, the chairman of all things. I believe in the afterlife, but not the Catholic afterlife. I do not believe the pope has a direct line to god; he is not truly enlightened. I do not believe clergy should remain abstinent, unless it is by choice; sexual energies can be and are constructive. I believe in a moral path; Jesus preached love and respect. He is an inspirational historical figure. I believe Jesus was a son of god as we all are. Judaism The ten commandments are a good moral guide except for the constraining of worship; we must be free to express our own b

Redwoods Random Ramblings.
I'm not really a Giant Talking Tree, I just play one on the internets. I'm 36 from the happily backward state of Texas. Woo Cowboys (and that hasn't a thing to do with the footballs)! I'm generally fairly laid back, but I am a total political and current events harlot. I dig intelligent conversation, but I did total random oddness as well. I am so totally new to this place I probably have all of this upside down and sideways, but oh well. Enough about me, tell me about you? Good morning friends. Coming up next week on Cry Freedom, a production of The Free World Radio Network (http://www.freeworldradionetwork.net), I'll be engaging in part 2 of It's all about Gonzo, Gonzo, Gonzo. The Man, The Memory, The Dementia. You can tune in next week on Tuesday at 7PM Central Time. Just head to www.freeworldradionetwork.net, go to programs and click on Cry Freedom. Don't forget to check out our other programs as well and why not join us for The Free World Pub on Saturday Mor

Learn ' Yoga '.....for Your Sexual Excellence
DO ' YOGA' .....BECOME SEXUALLY MORE FIT Yeah...its my routine to go on wide business tours of course very frequently... sometimes to the oriental continents.. commonly known as SEA countries.. This time I think its my goodness… I happen to meet this spiritual personality... The man who is thorough with the supreme excellence… I mean the divinity….yoga..meditaion… ‘yoga ‘ may be a kinda new dogma for us… But yeah….it is in vogue in Asian countries from time immemorial..

Personal Info Bdsm
66 __1__ Water Torture 134 __1__ Voyeurism 67 __1__ Ice 135 __1__ Voyeurism 68 __1__ Oils, Lotions, Spices O. Listed below are 6 parts of the body and 3 categories. Using the following letter codes, rate each as what is acceptable to you: N = Never L = Light ? = Not Sure T = Thuddy

Bloggy
so mom and i went to walmart tonight not expecting to be there allll night long..... well we were.... we joined the long line after finishing getting what we needed and they decide that the registers went down and after standing there for another 15 minutes while they walkie each other they finally decide to send us to good 'ol electronics.... so they cram everyone in there and if you werent standing up there in line then you didnt know what was going on. so we stand there for another half hour and the lady on the other register drops the guy's milk ALL OVER and then our lady drops moms ID and credit card in it .... all the while trying to get them to come over and clean it up and the lady walks by and goes "I'll get to it later" YAY WALMART..... so then we are walking past this other manager on the way out ... cuz we had to walk ALL THE WAY BACK THROUGH .... cuz they are going remodeling in the MIDDLE of the store. and we ask the lady why the FOUR of them have to set up one display of

Hang On In There
I am often asked why I wont chat to married men. Thought the best way to answer this was to blog about it. The reason is quite simple. I was cheated on by my ex hubby. I went to hell and back because of it. e.g. nervous breakdown. I know the hurt that it causes, and would never wish that on anyone else. Here some would say its only chat. That again is answered easily. It always starts off as chat, even if you meet in a pub, club or anywhere else. Its what happens after the chat thats worrying. It broke my marriage and I dont want to be the cause of anyone elses marriage to suffer. {Hey not that I think that highly of myself, because I dont}. At the end of my marriage I was left with 4 children to raise single handedly. {Yes I know a lot of women have done and will continue to do it}. I put my life on hold throught choice, my children were and are my life. So to stop this from happening I choose not to chat to married men. Now 17 years later I'm trying to make a li

Hopeless
Laying alone at night just seems hopeless!!!! I had someone by myside for a few nights and I woke up smiling now I just barely wanna wake up. Does it always have to be the lonely and the depressed I think not but could be wrong!!! I often wish I could go back to him being by my side but the wishing is just as hopeless!!! Could this be the way things are going to be the rest of my life? I sure as hell hope not!!!! The one thing for sure is I always have my thought and he cant ake thoise away even if he is in the grave!!!! So lonely and hopeless it's almost sad!!!

Bored To Hell And Back
im am here on a saturday night and so bored nobody around wish i had sombin that wont make me feel so alone can neone help These are rude nursery rhymes, songs and remakes of songs the way they should have been done... Masturbation Song You don't need to use a condom You don't need a dental dam You don't need to say "I Love You" or "Here's Fifty Dollars, Ma'am." Don't need to spring for dinner, Or wear all that sexy stuff All you need's a set of fingers and a wanker or a muff 'Cause everybody's doin' it, all across the land Masturbators Of America, Give Yourselves A Hand! It's natural, and organic It's easy and it's fun If you don't know how to do it ask your parents how it's done You don't need a special license You don't need a special skill Just unzip and slip your grip between your hips and get a thrill 'Cause everybody's doin' it, and boy does it feel grand, Masturbators of America, Give Yourselves a Hand! (Musical bridge, with lots of suggestive dan

Joined A Contest
I am participating in a contest that started this evening (sorry about the "notice") and which will last, I gather, until someone receives 7500 comments. I hope very much that people that have time and are interested will have a look at the folder - all the images are tags made by the same very creative lady, hosted in her profile - and rate and comment those that seem to warrant it according to your judgment! The link is http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=205723&albumid=563080&i=2816301937 (copy and paste to prevent this from opening in another window). (edited link, which moved to wrong folder when the folders were split up????) (And the rules for the contest are here.) Up with fun and down with stress, and to all a most pleasant, fortunate week!

Friends
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Dmxs Stuff
Dmx the dog of the squad was born December 18, 1970 in Baltimore Maryland in the projects. His family knew in the area he lived that he would get in trouble alot so he moved to Yonkers New York with his aunt. There he showed a talent in music. He was signed to Columbia Records where his first album was brought out called Born Loser. Peepz wasn't feeling him then in 1996..so he had to come out wiht something rougher and harder. That's when he started appearing on artists songs such as LL cool J, John forte, The Lox , Ma$e and many more. Peepz was feeling him then so he knew he had to come out with something strong to keep him image alive. That's when 98 came around and he brought out It's Dark and Hell is Hot was under Def Jams Records which sold 3 million copies. Now he is one of the best Eastcost rappers alive. He says he started rappering for the ladies and if he wasn't the best rapper right now he would have been stop rappering...but he is the best.So lets welcome Dmx to our wor

The Best Divorce Letter Ever!!!!!!
"7 signs ur falling for someone" Body: 1. - as soon as you get online-whose name do you look at first 2. - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3. - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4. - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5. - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6. - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... 7. as soon as you read this you will wonder if he/she is thinking about you... the wifes is really good! Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hai

Taking A Break
I'll be back after i take a little break from here. I just need to re-group, get my head back on straight and make myself realize that this place is fantasy island, a place to get away to not to hang out in all day. If you need to contact me im at getaloan05@yahoo.com... I'll check it now and then... The Legend...

Kens Korner
Was as nice and sunny blue sky today Saturday.. We are supposed to have a big snow storm this evening.. coming in from colorado and across the Great Lakes into Ontario.. I am heading hopefully to Toronto tomorrow, 50 miles south, to visit friends but will now have to see how the weather is...Canadian Environment says this may turn out to be the coldest winter coming n in many years... yeahhhhhhhh !! I love Global warming.. lolol She is up on her cradle for the winter storage. Another sailing season finished. Now I should get back to my music, keyboards, and recording. Always something to do. Retirement is great!! ... check out my little website. http://kenebabysplace.homestead.com/KensMusicPlace.html

Just In Case You Didnt Read It On The About Me...
Ok, lets get some things straight........ 1.) I am a Goddess, simple as that. A Mother of 2 beautiful girls, (a 4 yr old named Reyna Sage, and a 3 month old named Kendra Victoria). Yes I'm a MILF, but that doesn't mean I'll fuck you. In fact, if you come at me with the intent of getting in my pants you'll get your head ripped off. Come at me like a true man, respectful and catch my interest, it could be the start of a great friendship, and we'll go from there. 2.) Chances are high that you will become Obsessed. Thats life. Heres the deal, don't drool over me in the annoying-borderline stalker status. That will simply get your head ripped off too. Followed with being Immediately ignored, blocked and forgotten. I don't mind if you show mild to moderate affection, but after one hour of talking to me, you start telling me that your in love with me is definitely out. And if your going to sit there and pleasure yourself over me, I DON"T want to know about it, BUT get the facts strai

Things That Make You Go Hmmm
I just wanted everyone to know that if you don't see me on here much its because i just found out last night by a non family member that my grandmother is dying. Hell great family i got she has been in the Hospital since Sunday with 100% Kidney failure, fluid around her heart, pneumonia, and dehydration. She has only a few days left to live and my own family can't call me and let me know. I will be here off and on to take a break from things. Love you Ok guys and girls can answer this. I know everyone in here has been in love and had there heart ripped out on more then one occasion. My questions is : Girls how did you get over a broken heart? Guys when you have met a girl you were interested in and you knew she just got out of a relationship that had gone bad. How did you help her mend that broken heart and gain her trust. And if you could mend my broken heart how would u do it? Why in the hell do i feel like Dr. Phil or Oprah ROLFLMMFAO!!!

Sweetdreams Got Very Bad News Concerning Princess Punkass
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

Help
Rebecca only needs 19k to reach level 23. Please show her sum love...Thanks MsMaine ¢¾ReBeCcA¢¾{NBSD}¢¾{Dylons Diva's}¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by '♥MS.MAINE~BBW♥Dylon's DIVA♥~PATS 16-0~BABY~♥' on '2008-01-23 18:19:32')

~~joes Blog~~
Thanks *Candie Kisses* SO much for the Fu-Love!! you are very sweet and caring, not many out there like you! Thanks to all of you who fanned/added/rated me! show some love to *Candie Kisses* everyone! F.A.R. her too!! Thanks to all my new friends, Drinks on me! NEW PICS UP CHECK EM OUT! im not one to ask for rates, but please do! XOXO Joe Ya sure its not alot, but being that i have been on this site for less then a month and not SUPER active on here, i consider 100 friends (for a guy) to be a pretty decent feat to have accomplished :) anyways, i just wanted to drop in and say thank you to all my new found friends! drop by and leave a message some time! Thanks Everyone!

Denial
You walk around oblivious. You think the world is known. You walk across the corpse of the past with out a thought for your own. I dare you to think. I dare you to see. I dare you to tread more carefully. Though the past is behind you, the future is near. If you're not prepared, you'll all disappear. Rejection of the Red Pill leads to wistful memories and life long regrets. Living day to day in denial of the past, the future and the present. Following some level of conscious along a path un-described. Feeling an otherness and a sense of answers to questions unknown. Manipulated flawlessly by forces not of this world. Or in this world? Why did you leave me here?

Burning Heart
Es ist mitten in der Nacht und ich schlafe nicht weil ich dir tausend Gedanken schick und ich dich immer mehr vermiss Du liegst neben mir ich kann dich nicht spüren und ich kann sie nicht ignorieren die Angst dich zu verlieren Zu glauben, dass es dir gut geht und dass du nicht an mich denkst tut mir weh es ist ein mieses Gefühl, das mich so quält Denkst du nie zurück an unsere Anfangszeit wo es gut war nur verliebt zu sein und zu hoffen, dass man dem anderen reicht Und wann kam dieser Tag, als da erste Zweifel warn ob unser Weg wirklich endlos ist? Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt? Wenn die Flamme sich immer tiefer in die Seele frisst Was kann man tun, wenn das Herz brennt? Man kann nichts tun Man kann nichts tun Man kann nichts tun

Girl/guy Facts
1. Hug her from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. Don't force her to do anything. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she will scream and say put me down but really, she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it will get back to her! 17. Don't ever act different in front of your friends than you are when its just you and her!!!! 18. Take her for a long walk at night! 19. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close. 20. Neve

Going Away
Hey everyone just wanted to let u know that i wont be here as much or maybe not at all starting tomorrow night..Im going away for a semi long weekend..If you see me online and i dont answer its probably because i left my fubar page up....still leave brown sugar some luv..i will return the favor when i get back...take care.. hugz

Shine Me On
shine me on blow me off the endless chase will never stops up and down round and round I chase my tail and to my surprise it never ends these fucking lies all in one one in the same and I only have myself to blame. BY MICHAEL COBURN

Ambers World
Wutsup-Here are my details for the next pervert who tries to hit on me! My name is Amber Im 20 years old I have a 3 year old beautiful little girl Im married to an Army soldier He also is on fubar as guitarplayeralan Im kinda a girly girl and I have lots of friends I like drink when I can and Im a 2 beer queer so fuck you! I dont like when people try to hit on me cause I think its sad(wut you cant read my name is US Army Inf WIFE)its annoying!I have a husband who is my world and no other man compares to him-you can try to break our bond but it wont work-weve been together for 6 years and we are each others soulmates!SO FUCK OFF 2 ALL THOSE jerks that are too old for me any way!

Riptide
Riptide : A Vampires Kiss Current mood: betrayed Category: Writing and Poetry Hers is the face I see in the riptide when the vampires come to feed her eyes the color of jade dancing hungrily in the night drinking half a bottle to forget drowning in random blue eyes to feel something other than the riptide pull A vampires kiss could save her but no one wants an eternity anymore

Hh Contest
I AM A MEMBER OF THE MOST AWESOME FAMILY ON FUBAR THEY GOT 65K COMMENTS IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!!!!! ALL THESE GUYS HELPED ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR SHOW THEM SOME LUV The Spankers Club@ fubar !Starry!@ fubar ღ Ððµßlê Ð ² §håÐðw Lêvêlêr &ღ Wï£ê¥ †ð §þåzz@ fubar Vanessa's Pwoned Tata's show him love-Member of Spankers@ fubar PUMPKIN BUTT~FU-WIFEY TO LEIF~*R/L TAKEN BY LEIF*~OWNED BY LEIF~*OWNED BY DARTH*MNG Pain N Pleasure@ fubar

Thoughts
Here is a few things that have crossed my mind lately. Some you might think are dumb or are just plain stupid.. but you know what.. ITS MY HEAD... Are we alone in the universe??? Big waiste of space if we are.. Is there life after death??? Guess we have to wait and see.. Jumbo shrimp??? Define that plaese.. Outerspace??? Do we know where inner space left off.. Knowing other.. Get to know yourself first. It will make you a better friend!!! Goverment Intelligence??? Define that please.. Live Nudes.. I do not want to see Dead Nudes.. Labels.. Not for people!!! Underwear models??? Where are they??? If I am paying for my TV??? Commercials.. Are for what?? If it is instant messaging.. Why push enter or send??? Why make a date.. And not show up??? Beauty.. Everyone thinks differently!!! NO COMMENTS... THEY WILL BE DELETED

My Dad
Daddy, Take my hand in yours and you will plainly see, How very much I need you now to love and care for me. As my little hand grows, I will need you even more, Everything I do in life, I have never done before. Teach me to be kind and loving, sharing and forgiving, Show me through your acts of love the pure joy of living. The years will pass by quickly and one day I will be grown, I will pass what you have taught me onto children of my own. Hold me always in your thoughts and remember when we are apart, The special love between a child and a daddy's heart. This is for My Dad, the man that raised me and loved me no matter what I did or got into. I miss him everyday but I still have many memories of him that can never taken away. He has my heart and lives in my soul all the time. Love You Dad may you rest in peace (11/19/43-2/3/01)

Interested
I am sorry to everyone that I rated lower than a 10!!! I wasn't sure how this site works and as I have been told you rate everyone a 10 no matter what the pic is so they will get points and stuff so If I offended anyone I wasn't trying to and from now on I will rate everyone a 10 no matter what you look like. To all of you who left me a nasty comment about it well you could tell I was new by looking at my profile so you should have offered some advice instead of writting bad things about me I am a beautiful friendly individual and would never call ne one silly names to hurt them Please accept my sincere appology and if you let me know who I "doen rated" is what some one told me it was called I will go back and change it to a 10. Thank you to all for understanding!!!!!

Oragami Cookie Monsters
Back to the cold restless streets at night. Talk to myself about tomorrow night. Walls of white protest a gravestone in name. Who is it now? It's always the same. Who is it now? Who calls me inside? Are the leaves on the trees just a living disguise? I walk the street rain tragicomedy. I'll walk home again to the street melody. Life through a window. Discolored pain. Mrs. Brown's washing is always the same. Do you feel in me anything redeeming? Any worthwhile feeling? Is love like a tightrope hanging on my ceiling? Sometimes I feel like I don't know. Sometimes I feel like checking out. I wanna get it wrong; can't always be strong and love, it won't be long. The day it is dark, as the night is long. I'm in the black, can't see or be seen. You bury your treasure where it can't be found. But your love is a secret that's been passed around. There is a silence that comes to a house where no-one can sleep. I guess it's the price of love; I know it's not cheap.

I Love My Hooker... You Should Too
WELL ALL I'M UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN AND I'VE GOT LOTS TO OFFER FOR YOU ALL TO BID ON SO HURRY UP AND GO AND GET YOUR BIDS IN! ALSO WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO LEAVE JOHN SOME LOVE ON HIS PAGE. FAN/ADD/RATE/CRUSH HIM TILL YOU JUST CAN'T ANY MORE! HE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE YOU GIVE OUT!SO CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO PLACE YOUR BID ON ME! YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT! DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**HeAd PrOmOtEr @ ViPeRs@ fubar

Just Because
Sink your teeth in and taste of my passion I’ll take you on a journey that’s hard to imagine My lips kissed with honey, your heart pounding wildly Remember to touch the places that drive me Unleash the primal instinctive lust Then leave me alone writhing in your dust The moment, sensational, if only for a while Tasting your sexual being as your soul melds with mine Lustful dancing moaning so torturously sublime Blanketing me with your body, sliding in sweat I’ll never forget your tongue mapping my flesh The way you endured sending me over the edge Immersing, drowning in feelings of euphoria Desiring to feel again the burning pleasure that beckons within Smoldering embers stirred up, igniting fire with no end Please more! I screamed out aflame with pain and pleasure As my mouth savored and devoured sweet, creamy seed Moans of ecstasy swirling through me, its fragrance filling the room I thought for a split second....hmm maybe not doomed? Screaming, “Awaken the

Support Our Troops Auction
ok... I was asked by a good friend to be in his auction and I couldn't say no...lol This will be the last time anyone will be able to say they own me for a month, so come bid on me and show me some love.... The auction is only today (aug 29,2008) thru tuesday (Sept 2, 2008) Hope to see all my friends there supporting me..... muah

This Is A Nonpartisan Joke
THIS IS A NONPARTISAN JOKE THAT CAN BE ENJOYED BY BOTH PARTIES! NOT ONLY THAT, it is POLITICALLY CORRECT!!.......and so timely! While walking down the street one day a US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance. "Welcome to heaven," says St. Peter. "Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in," says the senator. "Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity." "Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven," says the senator. "I'm sorry, but we have our rules." And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf cou

Crazy Bitches
seriously what is up with them? they break up with you, you stop chasing them, they come runnin to you and by that time you dont want them. you meet someone better who makes you happier and treats you amazing. then that ex bitch gets fuckin nuts and starts stalkin so u and ur new girl blocker her but she makes another profile to stalk you honestly what is with ppl these days

Nobody Can Be You But You!!!
Stress . . . . & a Glass of Water A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g. to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy,we won't be able to carry on." "As with the glass of water,you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put t

My Wedding Poem To The Love Of My Life
With you in my heart, my life is complete; you’re the air that I breathe and the food that I eat. You are my soul mate, the beat in my heart; it feels like a year each second we’re apart. With you in my heart I’m walking on air, I can imagine your cologne and you touching my hair. Your handsome eyes, so kind so true, the loveliest sight I have ever seen. With you in my heart, I am brim full of pride, it’s as though I can achieve anything with you by my side. You’re my rock, you’re my angel, my one true love, you’re my present from heaven, my gift from above, my answered prayer. With you in my heart, I love you so much, how caring you are, my soul you do touch. You are a Handsome Prince Charming, a pleasure to know, my love for you just continues to grow. With you in my heart, I’m the happiest woman on earth, I feel God planned this since the day of my birth. I could never love anyone the way I love you, I hope and I pray that you feel the same way too.

Bling
Hey everybody. My R/L Fiance and I are having a competition between the two of us. We want to see who has the most bling by the end of January. So far he is beating me 20-13. If you can all help me out...even just the 1 credit blings would be great. I will do whatever you want in return. Thanks in advance.

What Could Have Been
I wish I had thought of this sooner, but I am going to pick a song each day that relfects a mood, emotion or event from my day & put the lyrics here. Like a flower waiting to bloom Like a lightbulb in a dark room I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come home and turn me on Like the desert waiting for the rain Like a school kid waiting for the spring I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come on home and turn me on My poor heart, it's been so dark since you been gone After all, you're the one who turns me off You're the only one who can turn me back on My hi-fi's waiting for a new tune The glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes I'm just sitting here waiting for you To come on home and turn me on Turn me on

Tink2523
this is for all the women on fritz43812 friend's family whatever don't matter accept for velvet and amanda u need to back off and stop sending him gifts private sluty messages whatever i am his wife and u will never have him so back off!!plus he's locked up for awhile thank u!!

Thought I Was Not Looking
Photobucket WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothi

Passion Party.. ;)
Ok so I decided to try this as a part time biz op. that I found. I will be hosting Passion Party, if you dont know what it is its basically selling adult toys, etc. discreetly by going to the clients home, and also wld be recruiting any females that want to join. Hopefully this goes well... lol... heres my website www.discreetpassionshop.com if anyone is interested in buying any toys please spread the word or if you know of any female interested in joining my team send me a email.. Thanks...

Att All
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who

Just To Make U Think
Just take the time to read it before making your thoughts known. It is well written and worth the few minutes it will take you to read it. If you do not pass on anything else to anyone this year, consider this one from a teacher.

Ima Smack A Bitch
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means

Make Your Self Fell Good
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN WITH A MAN WHO MADE YOUR WHOLE BODY FEEL GOOD TO THE POINT THAT IT MADE YOU NERVOUS IT PUT YOUR MIND AT A STAND STILL? I HAVE, NOW SEE I'M A OLD SCHOOL GIRL AND I GOT MORE THAN PARKER BROTHERS BUT THIS MAN HAD MORE DICK THAN THE LAW ALLOWS. NOW ME BEING ME I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE NOTHING COULD HAVE FOOLED ME, LET ME SAY THIS WHEN YOU CAN'T HANDLE SOMETHING THE FIRST TIME JUST LEAVE IT ALONE BUT IF YOU'RE LIKE ME YOU'VE GOT TO TRY IT AGAIN JUST TO MAKE YOUR SELF FEEL GOOD. I AM

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Its For U U Know Who U Are Just Wake Up
I Swear lyrics I see the questions in your eyes I know what's weighing on your mind But you can be sure I know my part I'll stand beside you through the years You'll only cry those happy tears And though I'll make mistakes I'll never break your heart Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear I'll give you everything I can I'll build your dreams with these two hands And we'll hang some memories on the wall And when there's silver in your hair You won't have to ask if I still care Cause as time turns the page my love won't age at all Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear

Wheres The Hope
Famps, Boomies, runners, Blingers...I just dont get it. This place is supposed to be a social hangout, a place to make friends and such. Now it seems to be all about how many points and how much bling people can get. Why?, I ask. DOes selling your pics for bling and credits, getting a ton of points by internet stalkers, and rating up relaly make you feel popular or better about yourself? If so, that is relaly sad. Dont get me wrongt, I like getting points and leveling up too, but I do it with the intent on actually communicating with the people. Has the cyberworld now become so selfish like teh real world that even here, all that matters is how popular a person thinks they are? Kind of self absorbed if you think about it.

Meee!!!
Okay I don't know about all of you, but in the past I've dealt with some pretty shady people, only a selective few, and it sucks. I don't know if I'm wrong, but everyone in world is S H A D Y.. maybe it's just me. I've only had 2 close friends, I chose that and I mean really close. We told each other EVERYTHING. to be honest I could care less if they were shot, and killed tomorrow. haha mean, huh? but brutally honest. and if you know me. you know i'm HONEST. I hate dumb shit. I don't put up with dumb shit. piss me off? i' can assure you. we are no longer speaking. If you are scratching your head wondering what a shady person is, I will tell you. A person can be categorized shady for a couple different reasons. First of all, a shady person will tell you one thing and then they deliberately do the opposite of their word, they are basically being a straight out liar and being proud of it. Another characteristic of a shady person would be talking about people behind their back and b

Right Sell
It’s fun to be here while shopping; and of course, a great time for your pocket. Forget all those tiring visits to the markets, those nagging salespersons, those long hours of finding your most sought after products. It’s the shopping carnival that you’ll be getting here instead, and you have the leisure to sit back at home, relax and enjoy seeing your ordered items are instantly delivered. Something where RightShopping.in is a true specialist at and the link at www.rightshopping.in is the address for you to visit.

Bed Time Story, Anyone?
Lostcherries, cherrytappers, fubarites... or something like that... I'm pretty much sick of you all. I get twenty some odd messages about rating on photos and profiles, ten on some random do you want to f*** me quizzes, and not an ounce of substance from anyone. So what am I a part of? This place used to seem okay, somewhere to chill and just talk to people, but who has anything real to say? I'm out of here. Good idea, sorry about the results. Nightmares again. I've barely slept. I stare at the bottle of pills and wonder how much money I wasted on them. I'm half delerious, almost manic in my recounting of every item on that reciept. It's amazing I can remember it now, but it's all I can remember now. Sleep didn't come, I want to know what I'm owed. Sleep didn't stay, I want to take what I'm owed. I'm in the shower. I don't know how I got here. The water's cold, so I must've been here a while. I wonder how long I've been sitting here, and why I didn't take my cl

Please Read
Umm, well for all my true freinds out there peace out, Jessie no matter what you may of heard I do know the truth cause we talked and you were honest to me I have nothing more then peace and love for you my brother... A lot has happened in the past couple of months, I blew up at the misses said some things I probably shouldn't have said, never did anything physical.. but the judge bought her story and she has the kids, I voluntarily moved out of the apt. for the kids. I had a comfort freind that happened to be a girl for a little while, she probably read more into things than I am ready to give to anybody for right know. The little misses has been dissasembling the truth about me to freinds that we both have. Through all this mess I am so trying to stop loving the little missses, and yet I still love her, I am starting counseling in a couple of weeks and trying to get an apt. in a few. The hugest thing is at least I got to see the twins all day yesterday, and I totally think

Anyone On Here Vegetarian Or Vegan?
I believe steak is a vegetable. As long as the cow is cornfed. If you don't like my logic, you can kiss my a--. There was this one time I didn't eat meat for 2 hours. I ended up harpooning a whale and eating it raw.

I Just Don't Get It
First off let me say I really dig the LC and I don't really remember how I found it. I have made some great new friends! Now I believe in God, but I do not attend church. I guess I am more of a spiritual person than religious per sey. I do like I said believe in God. It is very hard sometimes though, when a person you have grown to know is faced w/ things, mutiple things in their life that would make many give up. And if you are reading this, you know who you are, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. CP

Randomness
I feel like I'm capable of anything, I'm willing to do everything, yet in the end I gain nothing. I'm accustomed to disappointment, I expect to be denied and rejected, yet I can't find the strength to fight back. I'm constantly reminded of my failures, I can't escape the echoes of the past, though I feel like I could move on... But move on to what and where, Who will accept and console me, and why would they bother? A broken soul and shattered being, My grasp on the thin strand of my life, one more slip and I fall to the abyss. I believe my life will always ride the line, Faltering and stumbling all the time, hoping someone will help me avoid the obstacles. I work so hard only to fall on my face, I constantly have to reinforce my own integrity, but adapting illusions can only take me so far. I'm told I have no focus, I think my focus is too broad to understand, and my tenacious drive completely misinterpreted. Too many dreams to cloud my thoughts

Shit Happens
Choices, they are what every person lives by, they may be good or bad. At the time you may think it's one of the greatest things ever but it might not have been such a great decision in the end. However you made the decision. so take it as a learning point in life, I know I've made a lot of stupid decisions, but when you learn to live with them and don't give people the chance to make you feel bad about it...It's a lot better ! I must say, people these days they really enjoy entertaining their guests...even if it involves hurting another human being. It doesn't matter if you did something or not, they make things up or just bring things up from years ago...yes I must say I am a victim of having a black eye...my friend had a party and decided to do all of these things..entertain, bring things up from the past, and make things up...Well I must say I am proud to be a source of entertainment when I didn't try to fight back :)

Sexual Fun
Well, that sucks. (not litterally, cause that would be a good thing) My FWB Zoe has met a guy and decided to get married to him. Guess what that makes me. That's right a guy without a FWB. I've been without sex for a few months now. That's just not right. Help? I've always half wondered what that meant. I mean, I've seen the Peter North films and figured, "wow, that guy is talented." Well, the other night I was playing around and playing around and playing around some more. I decided it was time to finish off, and when I did, it nearly put old Peter to shame. I should have video taped it. I've been all over the internet looking for a little lust. I sure hope it happens soon. Me and my digits are getting board..

R U American?
Ok, we have several serviceman who are using Cherry Tap as their place of relief and to keep their minds straight and feel like they are connected to the UNITED STATES of America while they are in another country. Especially in IRAQ and AFGHANISTAN, and what pisses me off is that we as Americans cannot leave the petty bullshit away from them. Think about it, they are fighting for US...not for the fucking shit that males and females here at home are leaving for them to have to stress off of. Is it not enough that their minds are cluttered with the wellbeing of their families and their children growing up without the them? What the FUCK is wrong with AMERICANS? Fucking leave the stressful bullshit here at home and give these men some positive feedback. Shit we are losing our fellow country men to a fucked up war...my opinion, those of you that are stressing the servicemen out are just as guilty as the fuck-ups that we are fighting to protect. GROW UP tie your shoes, dust the dirt o

Yukk
Ok maybe it's just me but when I am searching for people to become friends w/ on here....I go right past the pictures of people showing off their "goodies" Why would you put yourself on a low level like that? Do u really think that is the only way people are going to give you cherry points...GET REAL! Save the undressing for your bedroom or the strip club LOL Most of the half naked pics of the people probably aren't really even them.....so what seems to look like a nice set of double D's (some people on my list do have cleavage pics, but its tasteful...not 1/2 nips showing) and a size 32 waist is really probably a big ol' beer belly (nuttin wrong w/ that) bald headed, ball scratching dude! Have fun & REALLY be yourself! well i start my new job on saturday....i get the feeling i'm gonna be tired alot....i have to be there for 5pm and won't get off until 1:30am then it takes about 35-40 minutes to get home and my kids are up about 7:30 am......hopefully they'll let me sleep til at l

Erotic Story
Bill worked his way thru the crowd very slowly. He was trying to make it to his seat before the opening ceremonies. His heart raced as the anticipation built. This was his first trip outside the USA. He had always dreamed about seeing the Olympic games. Now he was having the vacation of a life time in Australia. At last he could see his seat, he stopped when he saw a gorgeous woman in his spot. The woman in the next seat was obviously her identical twin. They had long blonde hair, blue eyes, full lips, perfect breasts and long tan legs. Bill felt his cock twitching as lustful thoughts filled his mind. They looked up at him, then gave each other a knowing glance and started giggling. Bill said, "Excuse me, I think your in my seat." One of the twins answered, with a Swedish accent, "I am Svetlana and this is my sister Katja. We came here from Sweden to compete in the 500 meter race." "Really?" Bill asked. Both twins nodded their heads and said, "Ya, ya, we are Olympic competitors.

The Views Of Great Americans
On paying off the national debt: The progress of public credit is witnessed by a considerable rise of American stock abroad as well as at home, and the revenues allotted for this and other national purposes have been productive beyond the calculations by which they were regulated. This latter circumstance is the more pleasing, as it is not only a proof of the fertility of our resources, but as it assures us of a further increase of the national respectability and credit, On Terrorism: It has been heretofore known to Congress that frequent incursion have been made on our frontier settlements by certain banditti of Indians from the northwest side of the Ohio. These, with some of the tribes dwelling on and near the Wabash, have of late been particularly active in their depredations, and being emboldened by the impunity of their crimes and aided by such parts of the neighboring tribes as could be seduced to join in their hostilities or afford them a retreat for their prisoners and plu

Poem's
I couldn’t talk non stop; for after a while; the chords of my intricate throat started to hurt; and a gruesome hoarseness besieged my persona, I couldn’t walk non stop; for after a while; the soles of my feet started to ache; and the conglomerate of dreary bones in my body demanded celestial rest, I couldn’t write non stop; for after a while; my fingers swelled like a plump tomato; and the disdainful sweat on my palms started to drip obnoxiously on barren sheets of white paper, I couldn’t stare non stop; for after a while; my voluptuously soft cushion of lids fell down with a sigh; and the whites of my eye were desperate to get rid of the tumultuous stinging, I couldn’t eat non stop; for after a while; the tunnels of my stomach threatened to puke; and the buds of my tongue abhorrently repulsed the most exotic of taste, I couldn’t dance non stop; for after a while; the fantasy in my mind wholesomely subsided; and I inevitably collapsed on soil f

Now That The Smoke's Gone
Hear I lay still and breathless just like always still I want some more mirrors sideways who cares what's behind just like always still your passenger chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces these and other lucky witnesses now to calm me take me around again drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees anything I'm your passenger I'm your passenger drop these down and put them on me nice cool seats there to cushion your knees now to calm me take me around again just don't pull over this time would you please drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees what tonight roll these misty windows down to catch my breath again and then go and go and go just drive me home then back again here I lay just like always don't let me go take me to the edge A new day approaches and the silence of the early morning are the o

Phoenix's Inferno!
Phoenix’s T’was the night before X-Mass! ( 2003 ) T’was the night before x-mass and all though my house. It was damn f-in quiet, cuz I killed that damn mouse! No stalking were hung by the chimney with cheer Cuz we don’t have a fire place, Fuck I need a BEER! The children where nestled all snug in their beds, Which is good because if they weren’t I’d be bustin some heads. Mom sipping brandy and Dad drinking jack Were just getting ready to hop in the sack *shudders* When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter And a fat man ran past the window, to empty his bladder Wasn’t hard to figure when the fat man ran past I opened up the door in time to see Santa scratching his ass No need for formalities as Santa looked back, “Hey what’s crackin Phoenix!” And he handed me a half rack. I said, “Come on in ya fat bastard, have yourself a snack” “Don’t mind if I do, just watch the wise cracks.” Then with his eyes twinkling I heard the man s

Quiz Time!!
Short sexual experience quiz: 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yeah,hasn't everyone? 2) Ever been to a bar? Of course! 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Not yet! 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes. 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Duh!! I'm Bi,you do the math!! 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yeah,several times. 7) Had sex in a car? car,boat,truck,bus,plane...hood of a car,roof of a car. 8) Had sex at the beach? Yeah. 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Yeah. 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Who hasn't? 11) Had sex at work? Yep,in the office. 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yeah! First time? Age 16. 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes. 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Yeah,porn is expensive!! 15) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? OH YEAH!! MORE THAN ONCE!! 16) Have you been caught having sex

Normal Life For Me.
Empty hearted feeling's have no point. the heart is a waste of being here seeing through the eyes of a broken man. Is seeing through the eyes of a shadow. following the world around. and not being able to have a life. haveing emoption's youshould not have . for things you should now want. knowing what it is to feel and not being able to show it the life of a shadow is that of a empty life a creation that is thought of as scarey and pointless but with out the shadow there is nothing but light no darkness no fear with out fear what is there . nothing . Nothing to fear . nothing to dream. with out the darkness there can be no light with out fear there is no happiness. what is there to fear. the one thing that everyone fears being alone WELL LOK'S LIKE THE SINGLE LIFE FOR ME.AGAIN OH WELL .THIS SUCKS BUT OH WELL STUFF HAPPEN'S AND WELL YEA ..THIS JUST REALLY SUCKS ASS.

Random Stuff
Hey people I'm looking for a little help. I'm in a contest that ends tomorrow at midnight. The prizes in this one are real so I'd really like to place. I'm actually hoping for second place because I really like that prize. I would be thankful for any help and I'm always willing to repay the favor. Thank you... My score on The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test: Sarasvati(You scored 66 intellect, 20 prosperity, 42 sexuality, and 43 goodness!)Sarasvati is the goddess of knowledge, wisdom, learning and the arts. She is the consort of Lord Brahma, the creator, and is considered to be the most beautiful goddess (although not the most sexual). She's not as material-minded as Lakshmi, just as those with an intellectual streak are generally not as wealthy as their entrepreneurial classmates who went for a Business degree. She rides a swan and sits, peacefully playing her veena. She is the one you turn to for a mastery of an art form or of knowledge. Link: The Which Hindu Goddess Are

5'4" Auburn Hair, Emerald Eyes, Hour Glass Figure Full Of Fun
Y'all see I'm new here so give me chance to bling out my page. I'm sure y'all will love it. Some of u may know me from Tag if u don't check me out there. http://tagged.com/bewitchingall Or IM me at bewitchingall@yahoo.com and bewitchingall@hotmail.com Look forward to chatting with old and meeting new friends. KISSES

Fuzzy Blog
What I have been doing is creating websites. There nothing much but hey they are mine and it is fun woohoo. Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildre

My Site
Peregrine@ CherryTAP Jim Neugent is a coach in Childress, Texas. Jim writes: My name is Jim Neugent. I wrote to ABC (on-line) concerning a program called "THE PRACTICE." In last nights episode, one of the lawyer's mothers decided she is gay and wanted her son to go to court and help her get a marriage license so she could marry her 'partner.' I sent the following letter to ABC yesterday and really did not expect a reply, but I did get one. My original message was: ABC is obsessed with the subject of homosexuality. I will no longer watch any of your attempts to convince the world that homosexuality is OK. ' THE PRACTICE' can be a fairly good show, but last night's program was so typical of your agenda. You picked the 'dufus' of the office to be the one who was against the idea of his mother being gay, and made him look like a whiner because he had convictions. This type of mentality calls people like me a "gay basher." Read the

Lyrics
Sins they all emerged one by one hoping for freddom but there is none see the men in uniform they send you out to fight the storm look up in the charcoal sky want to see the sun before you die so please tell me what happened here all the love is replaced by fear an unknown soldier without a face went back home in a wooden case he was a hero for just one day now his body floats in the bay they only wish to forget all they can do is regret so please tell me what happened here all the love is replaced by fear chorus: let past matter fade to shadows our future shall begin when we are walkind down the meadow we will deplore all our sins Gunman Now the race is on the run So look out for your man Try to catch him in the woods And kill him if you can Come on play the game And catch the man This is your aim So do what you can Now the race is on the run So look out for our girl Try to catch her in the woods And take her if you can

First Blog
This Story is true!!! For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone: Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you *don't* know! Now get this. I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered nicely saying, ''Hello?' ' I politely said, ''This is Patrick Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?'' Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn't believe that anyone could be that rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly. After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I yelled, ''You're a jackass!'' and hung up. Next to his phone number I wrote the word ''jackass,'' and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was pa

My Shit
Your 1920's Name is: Socorro Amalia What's Your 1920's Name? You Are 60% "Average American" You are average because you rate your appearance 5 or higher. You are not average since you do make New Year's resolutions. How "Average American" Are You? Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun! What's Your Summer Ride?

Ii Would Do This
A SIMPLE DESIRE DESTINED TO BE FOREVER BROKEN DENIAL IS MY SELF DESTRUCTION ADAPTATION IS MY ONLY SALVATION LONILINESS IS MY DESTINATION MY DESIRE IS SIMPLY NOT TO BE darkgypsygyrl PUT YOUR SEX ON THE WALL FOR EVERYONE TO feast thier eyes on. Scenerio" You just got married and you step in the studio and there are turtle tubs with different colors you choose your color and gently lower yourself into it rolling round ,, or thrash your way into it WHOOOO HOOOO fun your partner does the same and there lays your canvass . and when all loving huggin squeezin licking nibbling is done , let painting dry and Mount it (on the wall) WHAT A WONDERFUL ARTISTIC WAY OF SHOWING HOW YOU MAKE LOVE!

Misc
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby ... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct. Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring. Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"....somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ...somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first ... somebody doesn't have two children. Somebody said a mother can find all the answers to her ch

Friends Forever
ஜ♥ஜ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ஜ♥ஜ ♡♥Zulfiqar Ali Ansari♥♡ ஜ♥ஜ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ஜ♥ஜ **************************************** *_____________00_______________________* *___________0000_______________________* *_________00000000000000000000_________* *_______0000000000000000000000_________* *_________00000000000000000000_________* *__________00000_______________________* *_____________00_______________________* *_____0000______0000000______0000000___* *____00__00_____000__000_____000__000__* *___00____00____000___000____000___000_* *___00000000____000___000____000___000_* *___00____00____000__000_____000__000__* *___00____00____0000000______0000000___* *______________________________________* *__________00_____00____00000000_______* *__________000___000___00______________* *__________0000_0000___0000000_______

Random
Yes...Since i can no longer post new arts and stuff here (until I "level up"), you can see my newest shitty sketch here --> http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1127764/ Anyway...have fun, take care...and all that jazz. vV""VIC""Vv

Moving
Ok so I am all moved in. And it took me a few days to get my internet connections back up. But I am back. Hope all is well with everyone. Ever wonder why it seems like no matter how many boxes you pack there is always more stuff. I am getting ready to move after 5 years and I can't belive the amount of stuff I have. I live in a small studio apartment, moved in when I left my husband 5 years ago. Now I am getting ready to move in to a bigger studio. I just can's get over the amount of stuff I have in here. And I been throwing alot of crap out.

Thinkin On Tonight!!!!
well this is the night b4 easter and don't know what i am doing just sitting here with my sister and playing with myself and thinkin of tonight and what i am gonna do... anybody got any hints???? I am in a auction so if u want to bid on me it is AL'S pics. in his auction folder he is on my top friends list...He is the 6th friend on my top... so if u want to bid on me just go there.... My very first auction ever... Thank You All!!! Much Love To All My Friends... Aries (March) Here Is Wht They Say About Me!!! HMMMM Ang For The Most Part It Is TRUE!!!! Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.

Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl

April 21
My good Friend an Familly member,Cherie,Formerly Lady WitchsBrew,now WitchBrew.Is in a Contest an needs some Love in the way of Comments.All hands on deck for this Contest.Please Show Cherie Some Love. Most contests from Friends an Family members.I post a Blog with their Link,to make it easier for myself to comment.an others as my page loads quicker than others. a href="http: //cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 Since Friday all my Blogs are invisable,I thought my enternet exsplorer was respouncable.So I put Firefox back on it today after fishing.Still can't view my blogs. Almost like the Tap has me Blocked,I rather post Bloggs than Bulletins.As nobody reads my Bulletins generally,but close Friends + Family read my Blogs. Wanted to Welcome all new Friends + Fans,from Club Far,an others that have join'd my Cof. Wishing Everyone a Fabulous an Glorious Weekend.You all don't do anything I wouldn't do.I Realize now it leaves the book wide open. I actually Sle

Unhappy Brown Nosers
It's a shame when some lonely, unhappy, butt kisser, just to gain points because they're a wannabe...has to report a t-shirt of mine that says, "If heaven doesn't have chocolate, I ain't going". Along with other t-shirts I have. I see plenty of primary pictures that should be flagged, but they never are. Not that I care about those. I say live and let live. I thought this place was supposed to be about fun. Not childish high school garbage. It's getting pretty sad here when anything can be reported. And there's not much that can be done because that person has their nose stuck up a certain person's butt. Some people need to grow up and get a life and leave people alone. What goes around eventually comes around...maybe not here on CT, but in some form someday. Ok...I'm done venting for now!

Feelings
This was written by my mother. She passed away in June. I just wanted to share it with you all. I Am I am the Sun, I am the Moon. A Rose in May, an Orchid in June. As wild as the wind that blows through the trees, As gentle as a whisper that floats on the breeze, As refreshing as the rain that falls from above, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Stars, I am the Sky. A night of hope, A day gone by. As haunting as the ghosts of your fear, As precious as the memories you hold dear, As gracious as the wings of a snow white dove, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Ocean, I am the Land. A ripple of Waves, A grain of Sand. As pleasant as an evening stroll, As fragile as a crystal bowl, As comfortable as a close fitting glove, In this world of hate, I am love. ~Winnie Taylor~

Sweet Feeling
Sweet bitter feeling is a awsome feeling to have in the world its the best love that anyone that can have... with the sweet love that one carries for an other and the other carries for the other its a dream of passion and more love that anyone can stand with everything in the world i love the feeling that him and i give each other and there isnt anything that would chance it for us in the world closeing now please rate and coment ~*Mandie*~

If He Only Knew
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT YOU BUT EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT,YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE EVEN WHEN IM HAVING A BAD DAY, U MAKE ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF, I FEEL COMFORTABLE AND FREE TO SPEAK MY MIND AROUND YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME, YOUR EVEN IN MY DREAMS. I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT READY. I KNOW THAT YOUR AFRAID, AFRAID TO BE HURT. SO AM I, BUT U HAVE TO TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I WILL NEVER HURT YOU. I WAS ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT. YOU TELL ME YOUR NOT PERFECT, BUT WHO IS. YOU TELL ME I MIGHT BE DISSAPOINTED WHEN I SEE YOU, I THINK YOUR WRONG. I KNOW IT HASNT BEEN THAT LONG, BUT MY HEART TELLS ME TO STAY. I WANT TO KNOW YOU, THE REAL YOU. I WANT TO TOUCH YOU, KISS YOU, HOLD YOU, FEEL YOU INSIDE ME. I DONT WANT TO BE JUST YOUR GIRLFRIEND I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.

Rediculous!!!
all i see on every females profile on here is add me, rate me, and most importantly FAN ME!!! i keep fanning more and more people that add me as friends but i never get fanned in return. whats the deal people? as of right now ive got 290 friends and 69 fans. anybody see a problem with that ratio? ive fanned 285 people which means i must have fanned all but 5 people on my friends list. so please, if you take the time to read this....and if youve taken the time to add me as a friend....please take the time to fan me as well. its only the fair thing to do!

Pain...
Whats the deal with this web site ? Is it a place to meet people or is it just too check people out ? Anyway.. Whats up for the weekend ? anyone doing anything ? Whats up with no one asking to see my NSFW pics.. haha there are no too bad ones.. and whats the deal with my BFF not posting pics yet? its thursday and im bored.. some one comment on my pics.. ill return the favor Is she really gone ?? Current mood: sad Jillian... I’m at a loss for words.. you are my best friend.. you have been there through everything with me. you are the one unconditional friend, the person who never judged me and would do anything for me. and i would to the same for you. we have always helped eachother out. we battled addiction together.you were my shoulder to cry on, and now your not here to cry on.. i wish ther was something i could have done.. i just talked to you the other day and you were in such good spirit... and now... i cant tell you goodbye i cant giv

Mmmmm Good
Im just an easy going person, enjoy time with my kids,family and friends..Love to relax at the beach,walks in the park, movies,dinner out..or just sitting home watching a movie and cuddling on the couch with that special someone...Not into games of the head or heart..won't play with peoples emotions, it's not the right thing to do and wouldn't want it done to me...It's either sink or swim when riding the wave of life...anything else you want to know about me, feel free to ask..Thanks for stopping by So here I am, just ridin the wave of learning how to do this..am sure i can handle it...so I think...lol...wish me luck

Guys
I meet this guy online and he told me that he was single and he liked me. We talked like for 3 weeks and he told me that he wanted to meet but he always mad excusses why he couldn't meet me. I didn't think alot about it. So today i guess his girlfriend saw a text that i sent or something, so he texted me and told me that he had a girlfriend and to leave him alone. So i texted him and asked why he lied. he told me that he didnt know where him and her were goin. so i guess that is were that ends it sucks cause i really liked him. but what ever i guess it suckes for me........ why is it so hard to find a good guy and keep him????

Application
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Ripper
Give this heart ¢¾ to every person u care about including me if u care. Try to collect 12. It's not easy http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=20458252 YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!

Love Is Strong
LOVE IS STRONG LOVE IS THE MOST STRONG THING IN THE WORLD..NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING OR WHERE YOU ARE AT IF YOU REALLY LOVE SOME ONE THEY WILL ALL WAYS BE WITH YOU NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU ARE FROM THEM CAUSE YOUR LOVE FOR THEM IS IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL......IF THAT PERSON MAKE YOU HAPPY DURING THE BAD TIME OR THE DARK TIME AND MAKE THEM HAPPY TOO.....NEVER STOP LOVING THEM CAUSE THEY WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU...IF YOU LOVE THEM THEN LOVE THEM AND CARE FOR THEM UNTIL THE END OF TIME....YOU NEVER FIND LOVE LIKE THAT AGAIN.......

Zoloft & Caffeine: The Fubar Mix
These are the places you usually find the Gomi Girl: Multiply.com MySpace Facebook www.gomiworld.com So what the hell am I doing on FUBAR? I guess I can blame a Kimberly of a different persuasion! ;-) We're yacking on Yahoo and she tells me about this place and I sign up. And now I'm f'n addicted! So I'll clue you all in, now. I drink Guinness! Yes. Guinness! So if you're going to get me drunk, it will take plenty of Guinness! Lots and Lots of it! So START BUYING! ;-) Kimberly, the Gomi Girl

Poems
I tell you that I worry, You laugh at my conscerns. Its people like you who frighten me, And often who never learn. You think you know whats best, But in truth only whats best for you. Who are you to judge someone elses worries, And make it acceptable to do what you do? I don't think its right, For you to deflect my fears. Act as if I never spoke, And wait til the smoke clears. I dont appreciate it, Just shows you don't care. There may not be a next time, Because I doubt Ill be there. I dont know how I can pine for her, As if she were My own lover. How can she possibly Cause me such pain, How can I do for Her In so much vain. How can I love her When she hurts me so much When she blinds me by her beauty And burns me from her touch. How can I walk back through fire, Time and Time again, How can I be in this for her, If she is JUST my friend?

Tom Tom
Do you like road trips? Do you get lost sometimes? You need the Tom Tom. For $150 bucks you get a color 3d gps that will talk to you and tell you where you are and where you need to go. Easy 1 touch operation that you can't screw up. This is not one of these GPS devices that tell you to make a left in 3 feet and you end up in a f00king river. This is the real deal and comes loaded with 5 million way points and preloaded maps. Nothing else to buy except a carrying case that you can get for 5 bucks. Now I never have to ask for directions, oh wait I am a man I dont ask..LOL Serioulsy if you do a ton of driving or you just want to know what is around you then buy the Tom Tom. It is much better then the Garmin because the Tom Tom talks to you and it is portable enough to fit in your pocket. It shows you a 3D map of yourself driving and every Point of interest you want, such as ATMs or shopping, even gas stations. Also another feature you can use is phone number listings. Tom Tom not o

I Lost A Bet Grrrrrrrrrr
Hi guys. Peeksta here... I am in a contest. Yes I lost a bet and was dared to do it. and I am a sucker for bets/dares and it seems the norm on here with people doing bets. So I took it and of course lost. So here is the deal Click the rules below and check it out. Part of the bet ( that i lost) was I would make a a bulletin and a blog so hence this.. Go head and laugh I know silly of me but what is online.. just a bunch of silliness. Right? Huggz to all and Thanks Peeksta

Can U
"fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in th e rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt !" Only 55 of 100 can read this

You Be The Judge...
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

The Story Behind Valentines Day
I prayed for the tears to stop,He sent me a rainbow,,I prayed for the night mares to stop ,He sent me a sunrise,,I prayed for my world to stop,,He sent me faith,,I prayed for the pain to stop,,He sent me strength,,I prayed for the fear to stop,,He sent me courage,I prayed for the loneliness to stop,,He sent me you. In the days of the Roman Empire there was an emperor named Claudius who horribly tortured and presecuted Christians.The emperor even made a law that young people could NOT get married...because he thought unmarried soldiers fought better. But there was a very courageous minister named Valentine,who despite the risk of being imprisoned,encouraged young people to get married,and secretly preformed the ceremonies.Eventually Valentine was captured,put in prison'and tortured. While in the dungeon,Valentine became friends with the jailer's daughter who was also Christian,but blind.Valentine prayed for the young girl,and the Lord Jesus miraculously healed her!The j

Scorpio
To Start Thanks for your time spent at my page!!!You Rock "Have a Great Day!!!!! This is the true spirit of this little Scorpio! Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of bein

Contest
Hi all! I entered a contest to get new kitchen cabinets, I am now one of 3 finalist. I need people to vote for me! Here is the link below. Make sure you unclick the marketing stuff. There is a pic of my kitchen...LOL (try not to laugh at it too much)and my name under it! Thank you all and pass this on to as my people as possible for me :o) SHOW SOME LOVE, LOL http://www.clickondetroit.com/sponsors/15719731/detail.html Marilyn!

The Darkest Night
DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT In the darkness of the night The One creeps around silently lurking about for his prey, he has to pick and choose carefully for it could be his last. The One, is silent quiet slick moving in the darkest of the night his prey generally does not know when he approaches ,he is like a poof of smoke one minute he is there next he is gone he is quick and never feel what happens to u till its too late. The One, knows he is invincible he is a very strong individual and if you met him is a regular person like his prey. The One, has strength of 5 men and can put his fist through steel he is built like steel he has fangs that are sharp like razors that one puncture to victims jugular will go in with ease. The One has found his prey and now its time to feed he swoops up prey faster than u can say run, then drains blood from his victim till nothing is left. The One has no heart ,no soul, and does not know how to love but can make u think he is The One to possess thee. So

Things That Scare Me
YAY!!!!!! My mom's tumor has shrunk so they didn't have to do a biopsy on it. Thank u all for the prayers. I am so happy my mom is going to be ok. Whew i'm very relieved. luv u all My mom goes in tomorrow morning for her biopsy on the tumor on her lungs. Im very scared that i am gonna loose my mom. I LUV U MAMMA

~real Love Is Simple~
~10 GOLDEN RULES for staying Happy with the One You Love~ My continued efforts to help nurture and spread Love in a World full of Negative and Misunderstanding.....I spoke with a precious friend of mine today and love was mentioned. This friend is going thru heartache right now from her situation and I feel for all that have felt heartache from words that were hollow or deception used. In the midst of our talk she wrote something that struck a Resonating chord in me.....she was able to gleen the True Essence of Real Love in her words.....I will share these with you now as I will not be using her name....here goes...... " I just don't understand why this love stuff has to be so hard. It seems easy to me. > > > > Man loves woman. > > Woman loves man. > > They treat each other with respect and have a lot of sex! > > > > Happily ever after! > > > > hehehe. > > > > BUT NO, everyone else has to make it sooooo damn difficult." I found these words to be Provocative

Darius' Cellar........
We sat, the three of us, huddled together at the far corner of the cage, all of us naked, our bodies pressed close, trying to trap the warmth on our skin as we waited. He came to us once a night, his arrival announced by the opening of the cellar door and His heavy steps on the staircase. Our Master, our protector, our teacher, we His most obedient disciples were allowed the privilege to serve Him, to live here in His special place. I thought back to the events of the night before, when I sat and watch Him with Clare, she had won the test yesterday and so she had been allowed to please Him. He had pulled out a new toy last night, wooden stocks, in which He had shut her neck and wrists. There were two small holes cut into the stocks, through which He fed a leather blindfold on long leather straps. Placing it over her eyes He pulled the straps through the stocks making her neck bend and stretch until the back of her head was pressed it firmly to the wooden stocks, before

Tagged By Rara!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I sleep with blankets year around because my bedroom is ALWAYS freeeeeezing! 2. I've never had a ticket or moving violation of any kind. 3. I can handle bugs and spiders, but put a rat in my path and I scream like an actress in a bad B movie! LOL 4. One of my dreams is to design and build my own house, or buy a handyman's special, tear it apart and rebuild it to my liking. 5. I love to design houses on the Sims games. I don't really care about the families or their goals, I just love building and decorating the houses. And yes I do know the cheat code for money on both versions. LOL 6. If I was one

Feelings
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out...ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon. You realize that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are... and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. You le

Boy
HELLO im from upstate new york ,been married for 31 years, to my wonderful wife. i like to chat and flirt sometimes. i like to go bowling, fishing and like to watch wresting ,come here to meet new friends . and chat with my old friends

Holdin My Breath
A love pure as air. But in a situation unfair. I live a fantasy in your presence. But lost without your essence. With you I'm a King. Without that song doesn't sing. The best part of me I know. So far away my heart I can't bestow. My odds always even with you there. I sit here alone only half of a pair. Perfect symmetry everything is complete. Without you my love has nowhere to secrete. With you my heart is right but beats left. Till you come home I'll be Holdin My Breath

We Can Do It..........luv On Boo
***We Can Do It Theres Nothing To It*** ~*~Chuckiiboo is the Most Deserving Fu~*~ It's time to turn the tables and start doing for Chuckii as he always does for us!!He is the sponsor of most of your happy hours!!Happy hours this week have been few N far between!Lets get to it and surprise Chuckii With getting him just a little closer to being RED!!!!!After all Fubar sure would Not be the same without Chuckiiboo!Lets show him the Love and respect that this man deserves!!!Please to all friends on my list that do not have chuckiiboo as a friend yet just take a simple MIN to Click On his pic and Fan!RATE!and Add Him as a Friend!!How hard could that possibly Be!And if your the type of person that dont like a lot of ppl on your friends list ...thats ok to!Just take one second to click on his pic and RATE his page!! To everyone that has had the pleasure of knowing chuckii and knows how much this man deserves to be RED plz take a second to see if his page has reset for you to re rate him

Moment In Time
This poem was written to bring to life an experience with a lady that passed through my life and left me touched. If I see her again or not, it was a very special moment. This poem emphasizes the important of special moments and to appreciate them no matter how long or short they are...............We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is she alone? Why does she sit so quiet, all alone? Is she sad? Is she glad to be alone? Is she alone? Is she lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, why her When so many people pas

Cam Time Folks
I got a cam and I got AIM, MSN and Yahoo butt still I havent gotten anyone to get naughty with me. Ok my cam doesnt work half the time butt still sometimes it does and I still can get people to do naughty things with their butts on cam for me. Somebody help me! I need some live naughty anal action folks!

Ofcorsican
All Blessings Pure and Abundant, to You Dearest Beloved One of the mysteries of life is relationship. Since it exists between two persons it depends on both. Whenever two persons meet a new world is created, just by their meeting a new phenomenon comes into existence. One which was not before, and thru that phenomenon both persons are changed and transformed. Unrelated you are one thing, related you immediately become someone else. In the beginning when you touch the person from without, when boundaries meet, you become acquaintances. If the relationship becomes closer, becomes deeper, grows intimate then centers start meeting. When centers merge, it is love! Acquaintance is not love, this is fallacy, love is very rare. To meet one at their center you have to allow that one to reach your center also, you will have to become vulnerable, absolutely vulnerable, totally open. It's risky, to allow someone to reach your center for you never know what that person will do to y

Evil
WICKED! GREEN! The WICKED GREEN finger of greed, Greed not man nor woman, Greed not human at all, Greed not beast either, To be fair Greed cannot be a demon, Greed is nothing more than an abomonation, A mistake, A Poison, A sludge, Its the PURE essance of garabage, Greed does more than take, Greed does more than take ample, Greed takes to the point that others don't just not have, But others don't even know what it is to have, Greed consums, Greed engulfs, Greed truly feeds off the failure of others, To have is to have, To want is to want, To need is to need, But Greed is to have and want, to the point were it is a Need, The Horns on greed, Long, Crooked, Curvy, Dirty, Foul, Horrid horns, The horn of one who has what is needed and wants more, A coin, A simple gold peice, Dropped on the floor, Makes a large mushroom cloud, A massive amount of fallout, In the eyes of Greed, Greeds assistant Gluttony thinks much alike, Envy and Luster want Greeds he

Bigcountryass
Why Me......? Why was i put on this earth? To take in pain and suffer a nightmare Why Me? So i can rot here and listen to shit from people you know, call you names, you're a lost cause and stupid Why why was i put on this god forsaken earth? So i can rot in hell and take in the pain, to go on with life, to try and accomplish my goals. Why,why,why me? Will someone please help me? tell me why i am chosen to be treated like shit? Why,why,why? Why Me? I love to write poems

The Truth
Take 2 hours out of ur pathetic FUBAR existance, and watch this movie...if you want the truth about several subjects. Its free, its here, and ur gonna waste two hours on this site anyways. If you dont watch this entire movie, then you are a waste of time, space, and do not deserve the right to call yourself an american, and should not be allowed to voice any of your own personal OPINIONS about ANYTHING...EVER.

R.i.p.
My kitty of 11 years passed away today. She was the most wonderful kitty. She was not like other cats. She would go on walks with me and always tried to protect me. She really trusted me and I really loved her. She was always patient and tolerated my kds very well. Over the last month or 2 she wasn't acting like herself. She wasn't energetic, stopped sleeping with me, and wasn't eating as much. She became very lethargic. After I noticed that she started losing a lot of weight and her appetite was diminishing more I took her to the vet. The doctor told me he found a large mass in her intestines and couldn't tell me what it was unless he did surgery. This morning in the middle of the surgery he called me and told me that it was a tumor and it was too large to remove without being fatal. If I would have brought her home she had days maybe weeks left anyway. The cancer was just too far progressed. I gave him permission to euthanize her. I really miss her. I know I will never find another k

Fringe Train!! Join Us!! Plzz Read Blog!!!
Only true FRINGE fans are welcome! I love this show!! Watch it every Tues!! 1. Add everyone 2. Rate pics in Metal Baby's folder, pic listed below. 3. Comment last pic. 4. Tell your friends. 5. Rate blog and repost bulletin. 6. Leave in comments...Fringe Train, Fringe rocks, Fringe has come for you!! Yes I will make tags, be patient! MEET THE OWNERS!! ~Metal Baby ~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt~Sarge's Bad Girls~Fu Angel~Up 4 Auction! ~Metal Baby ~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt~Sarge's Bad Girls~Fu Angel~Up 4 Auction!@ fubar ♥(Bi)I® ☠nicÁ™ ♥ FuWifey To ☆Metal Baby☆ ღ -*SBG*/DSC**UP 4 A ♥(Bi)I® ☠nicÁ™ ♥ FuWifey To ☆Metal Baby☆ ღ -*SBG*/DSC**UP 4 A@ fubar FRINGE MEMBERS: St. Michael~Lost Boyz Team#3~New Song For Katie In My Stash St. Michael~Lost Boyz Team#3~New Song For Katie In My Stash@ fubar ~katie~ *SBG* *SINNERS FAMILY* *BAD BITCH* *FU-ANGEL

Crossfit
Crossfit is where I work out, Its a gym where u have a personal trainer....training u for endurance, speed and also strenght training, Crossfit is all over the US and some overseas...Since I retired fromthe Army, Ive lost 35 LBS......Dead lift Max 320 LBS 3 times, Back squated 250 LBS. Everyone can do this.....

Whiskey Falls Saloon
CHECK IT OUT!! A KICK ASS LOUNGE WHERE PEOPLE ARE NICE AND FRIENDLY... YOU WANT TO CHAT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME?? GO TO THIS LOUNGE AND JOIN THE PARTY!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=65365

Do You Know Who I Am?
This is one of the best things I've read in years!!! I wish I could go there for dinner!!! Montana Restaurant: This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its 'Is Anyone Listening?' bits this morning. The first question was, 'Ever have a celebrity come up with the 'Do you know who I am?' routine?' A woman called in and said that a few years a go, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings , MT , she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes; many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his ex-wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table. The hostess informed them that they'd have to wait 45 minutes. Jane Fonda asked the hostess, 'Do you know who I am?' The hostess answered, 'Yes, but you'll have to wait 45 minutes.' Then Jane asked if the manager was in. When the manager came out, he asked, 'May I help you?' 'Do you know who we are?' b

Texas Sized Fantasy
Headlights light up the direct heading of the automobile, with reflections flashing across the lettering of each sign. Entry in to the state of Texas is pleasant as the tired driver looks for a comfortable place to lay his head. Miles go by and nothig is seen, except the purple sky that seems to go on forever, along with the dark flat range that makes up the east Texas desert. As time seems to drag on, eyes beginning to beome heavy, the driver decides to stop along the highway ; in what seems the most secluded part of this United States. Crisp wind blows, as the man steps out of his car, he reaches into the back seat and pulls out a case. He sighs, as he looks out over the emptyness that surrounds him. He sits upon the hood of his car, which is nearly as long as he is. He props up against the windshield and begins strumming an old guitar, and starts humming a tune to the stars above. As he is working on another tune, he hears the rumbling of the highway. A white SUV comes al

Crash And Burn
i have terrible luck with men. i pick the wrong ones to go for. i think i'm out to sabbatage myself. i think i on purpose go for men who are not capable of telling the truth, who can't care about anything but themselves and getting laid, i go for people that i know have no intention of being in it for the duration. i think i do it because i'm scared to death of getting close to someone again...i was wicked hurt by the one man that i could honestly say i was in love with. every since then, i just don't trust anyone. i would like to. i would love for someone to prove me wrong, but, that's gonna be hard because i automatically assume that whatever poetry and prose comes out of a man's mouth is complete and utter bullshit. i met someone not too far back that i thought "wow. this person is entirely different than what i'm usually attracted

Contest
i have entered my daughter into a photo contest on a website. if you can, please vote for her. here is the link http://gapc-vote.com/?p=1456520 also there is a 1million dollar contest for voters... if you have time id appreciate it and thank you!

"cancer Slayer"
Passages to strength Come in many forms and lengths, Survival of the fittest, The biggest Lessons learned Appear only when earned, When fate turns Its back on you, Misconstrued, Subdued With questions of how and why, Will I die? How many tears am I able to cry? The inquiries never seem to subside, Outside, I am a warrior-Braveheart if you will, Yet within the walls of my ivory skin lies a disease that will kill At will With no prejudice or bias, Ready to guide us To our Maker of life Where there lies no strife, Maybe finally a day of peace The heartaches will cease, But my soul tells me to get up and fight It is not my time to go towards the light, The flight That is destined for me Is to be The leader of every community To help them see It is not about you or I – it is about we, I will not be added to the list of the deceased

Life
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really. What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me. Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts. I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there

Life
What is Chaos? A life without meaning? A heart bearing scars but has felt no pain. A thought sparked from a mind with no focus. What gives a life meaning? Inspiration? Hope? Love? Dreams? No. Only chaos. Simple chaos. Chaos brings emotion. Emotion triggers action. Hope inspires more actions. Actions resorts to more chaos. Each action takes thought. Thoughts flood a mind with no control. No control is chaotic. Multiple thoughts form dreams. Dreams inspire hope. Without hope, life is simple. There is no chaos. Life has no meaning. Without chaos, there can only be peace. Peace is thought to be enriched with happiness. Peace without happiness leads to loneliness. Loneliness ends where happiness begins. Love is happiness. Love is uncontrollable. Love sparks new emotions. Love is chaotic. Life is simply chaotic. Full of Hope. Of Love. Of Inspiration. Of Dreams. We cant control our thoughts. We cant control our emotions. We cant control what inspires us. We cant control what we dream. We ca

The Way I Was
The Way I Was :When i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away from this fucked up pain inside of mewhy?I am going through some changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up todayand i saw your facei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away with all these fucked up things i trytell me why?I am going through these changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter a

Wanna Make Some Fubucks?
Starting today: I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week. As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb. All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation. Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.

High Five Midget Toes Emotional Rollercoaster
they ride on little pink ponys with sombreros' on their heads yoddleing down the big orange sliderivers flopping down the white walls of the melting sun inhaling as the globe spinsplaying

Website Statistics
As it is within all sectors, the Online world, full of web websites, is peppered with its own terms. Get to know the language well and know what it indicates, that way nobody will be able to take the made of wool over your sight. Here are a few important factors conditions to comprehend and observe on a very regular, if not everyday, foundation. Strikes. This is the most misused and incorrectly used determine talking about Web action. You've observed individuals say, "I get 100,000 hits monthly." Be involved as this is a useless number; a hit represents each computer file sent by the hosting server to a Web browser-therefore, if you have a web page that contains many pictures, possibilities are that those pictures plus the HTML computer file assisting them will sign-up as many hits. Due to showing the webpages of your web page, the figures easily get out of hand and you will have no real concept how many guests your web page is getting. Page Opinions. Page views are a more pr

Him Or Her In Prison Corey Crawford Jersey
A new 59-year-old gentleman originating from Vermont Gaston region Duncan Keith Jersey, unbelievably attended loan provider along with swindled $1 ,after that awaiting police officers to hold him or her imprisonment Corey Crawford Jersey, topossess a chance to generate healing.Currently, he as a final point have what because he likes. This week, he'll almost certainly fulfill a health care professional. The individuals title can be James Rich Weirone, after as being a submitting guy of Coca Soda pop for 19 a long time right before auto crisis. Immediately after unemployment, he toiled as being a trucker, but shortly they out of place their career. And he was forced to locate a part-time job within a sports activity keep,offering just like . Even so, Wayne discovered a lot of health condition . Whenever curved down orholding some thing ,their rear can be pain. next in his pain left base, this individual hikes a little lamely, and his wrist is still suffering with joint disea

Shoulder
Ok, shoulder news update lol, surgery was successful, they stitched the tear in my rotator cuff muscle, put a titanium pin into repair a tendon hole , shaved off the arthritis and generally removed all excess calcification, and i was awake thruought :) and it was awesome to watch, now after 4 weeks i can remove my sling, bit scary cos when its on folks can see its damaged n so avoid banging into me, but now ill have to be more careful and im known for being a clumsy fekka lol, also i have a half tanned right arm which looks totally weird but hopefully the tan will even out now sling is off, going to physical therapy every week , nice lady with cold hands n who can also cope with the cuss words i use when it hurts , still having to pull up me panties one handed lol but slowly im gaining more use in the arm and wont be long before im doing everything 2 handed, its just gonna take time n then its knee surgery time whoohooooooo:)...n then carpel tunnel....gee im a clumsy fekka lololol All

No More Real Cowboys Left???
ok well they look like they are cowboys. they have the wranglers, the lariat boots, the straw stetson, and some of em even have a can of the sweet smeeling copenhagen in their back pocket. walk past em and their phone ringer is drop it like its hot and he sounds like he is from the wrong side of detroit. heres another one. hey he has a asweet smile, "hi ma'am".. good start. minute i put my dip in he runs!!!! oh well. Southern style nothing wrong with a little chew while you screw!!! what happened to the real cowboys thes ones who would see a lady looking for a dance partner and just walk up to her and ask her to dance. They arent curtious any more. they are rude as all let out. I'm sorry boys but I am a southern woman. Military raised, but still simple enough that i can live with out my tv or my compouter for months on end.. drinking whiskey and beer is what i do with my friends. dipping is what i do period! And raisen my 3 beautfiul babies. so are you gonna cowboy the fuck up or just

90s Memories
n e ome from indiana hit me up 90's kid Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain , and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when, 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You remember the

Not Mine
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances,

Beautiful Sinn
Beautiful sinner... Gaze in to the eyes of your love. Tell me what you see. can you see the love? can you see the happyness? can you see the pain? can you see the joy? Now take time to think. if you was to make a mistake would you love forgive you? could they still love you? would you still want them to? no turn it around? if they made a mistake. could you forgive? could you still love? would you want to? If you was poor, would you want you love to stay? would you want them to help? could you ask for help? would they give it? if your lover was poor, would you stay? would you help? would you wan them to ask you for help? would you give it? Does love mean so much to your love, they would stay with you in sickness, in sad times, in the rain, and the fall? Do you know what love is? have you ever been in love, Love is beautiful, Love can change the world. Love can be right or wrong. Love can feel do wrong. But is in deed love is a sin, The

Statement
ok i am fixing to see sepultura in dec and i was told not only is max not on but so is his bro igor!!! is this true????? and if so can they still be called sepultura??? help!!!!! : Click here to sign my Graffiti Wall! (Powered by PicLibs.com)

Traits Of A Real Man (this Is A Refresher Before Bringing Your Drama And Other Threats And Bullshit To Me!!)
Today's lesson is a throwback to the good old days when school teachers still had a whip and you were disgraced if you showed up at home with a "D" on your report card. Today is a lesson in basics; the basics of being a man. Let's call it Manhood 101. With all the knowledge I have at my disposal, you may be asking, "Mr. Mafioso, why waste your valuable time with trivial lessons when there are other, more powerful lessons I need to learn about business and respect?" Simple. To build a great house, you need a strong foundation on which to put all the other pretty things. To build a great man, you also need a solid foundation on which to add all the other little things that set the real men apart from the stronzos. Over the last few years of writing this little column, I've learned that too many men have no foundation, no basis on which to build the principles I teach. There are many ways to define a man, and different people have different definitions, so I'm going to skip al

Yummy Poison
Standing at a crossroad afraid unsure what to do wanting to move forward love: is it enough there are no guarentees change or stay the same its all up to thee looking at her face you feel no shame you move forward then everthing changes hope flies out the widow depression, here to stay she calls out your name moving on forgeting the past wishing for her to come back and stay unsure chances heartbreak and joy vows of forever this is your chance just take it and enjoy everything and nothing that's the promise of living 1.crazy, unique, undefined, 2.woman who loves women 3.driven to suceed by ambitious family 4.unsure of the world 5.spiritually challenged 6.costantly changing When I see you in my mind, all the burdens in my life, seem to unwind. One thing to me, that is heavenly divine, is whenever you press, your soft lips to mine. It always brings a smile to my face, I would not want to be any other place, except

I Miss You All..
hello my beautiful cherries :) ..don't want anyone to think i've forgotten them..i know that i haven't been around. I'm out of town for the holidays, visitin my parents this week, and off to my sis's place this weekend...the computer here is soooo sloowww!!!!and is literally impossible to do my thing on here..plus..aahh!! no dave pics to send :) i will be back soon, and i miss you all very much..laterz :)

My Own Little World
I'LL BE HOSTING A CONTEST FOR BEST LINGEREE. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING SO AND ILL USE THE LINGEREE PIC THAT YOU STATE YOU WANT TO USE. THE CONTEST WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE ATLEAST 10 CONTESTANTS. THE PIC HAS TO BE SAFE FOR WORK. PICK WHAT PRIZE YOU ARE GOING TO GO FOR AND LET ME KNOW. YOU CAN EITHER RECIEVE THE PRIZE OR GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE. YOUR CHOICE. PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 10,000 COMMENTS = A PORSCHE 9,000 COMMENTS = A COREVETTE 4,500 COMMENTS = A MOTORCYCLE LET ME KNOW WHAT PICK WHAT GIFT YOU WANT TO GO FOR. HERES MY LINK TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME. GOOD LUCK. I'm lost in a world, I don't know where, I've lost my mind, my thoughts, my cares; I don't know what to do, It's tearing me in two; Ripping me apart, So come find my heart. I just wanted everyone to know that i added some videos. I hope u enjoy them. I will be adding more shortly.I hope u have a wonderful night and take care. *HUGS*

Take Your Chances
Hello Most of you are here looking for more information on the casting call! We are looking for 3 Great,energetic preformers who are looking forward to meeting new people! We need someone who knows how to bring the show with themand knows how to keep a croud interrested in what they are doing with their time on stage! This show is one of the more importiant shows of the year it is the birthday of our current raining and has been for the last 7 years MR.chances! Mr. Jordan Will not settel for anything but the best so it is a must tryout basis only the show is Sat. Feb. 24th at 10:00pm At chances in springfield OHio REQUIERMENTS Tryouts - you must prepair 1 number to preform infront of Mr. Jordan Him self ,His wife, His Daughter and daughter n law ! you will be judged on, HOw well you know your music How well you costumes go with your music If you are able to keep the attention of our judges And your overall performance and ATTITUDE! DOES THIS

Looking For It All???
a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> MY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT someone has a CRUSH on you!!

Please Read And Repost!!
PLEASE CLICK THE LINK, AND VOTE FOR ME! PLEASE REPOST ASKING YOUR FRIENDS TO COME AND VOTE ALSO! THANKS EVERYONE! HERE IS THE LINK: http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=7317236 HELLO ALL, I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE FOR A WEEK OR SO. I HAVE HAD A FAMILY EMERGENCY AND HAVE BEEN PUTTING ALL MY STRENGTH INTO THAT. MY SON WAS BURNED BY BOILING WATER AND COOKING OIL A FEW DAYS AGO. HE HAD A CONFRONTATION WITH A GUY THAT HAD SLIPPED SOME X TO MY DAUGHTER ABOUT 6 OR 7 MONTHS AGO, AND IN RETALIATION THE BROTHER THROUGH THE WATER AND OIL ON HIM. HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL, SO I AM ASKING YOU ALL TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND MY FAMILY AND PLEASE REPOST THIS, WE CAN USE ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET. LOVE AND PEACE!! I'LL BE BACK ONLINE SOON!!

I Took The Test! See How I Did!
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God80%Virgin45%A Romantic40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Very 1st Contest!
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!

This Time, It's Personal
My portfolio is almost done! yay.... My Portfolio | My Main Stem Home Page Blah! I'm with this girl... and her girl... because I just wanted a chance to be with someone I thought I cared about at the time. Or maybe I just wanted so bad for someone to want me too.. even if I had to share. I do like her... I did like her... but I knew she was still in love with her ex. And she wanted to date me and her ex (who lives in another state) at the same time... at the same time...I don't love her, but it just felt so good to be wanted again... However, when things get bad here, when I need her, she doesn't have time for me. It's like I'm her girlfriend when it's convenient for her. Since I'm here, then I'm just the "physical" girlfriend. I don't want to be that... I have more feelings and emotions than that. I have every reason to leave.. I should just leave. I miss being held, being comforted, being wanted... all I want is that feeling again... guess, it is better to be

Used
Hey All, I just found out that my song Martin Miller and Jack has been excepted to clearchannelmusic.com. I need all of your help to move me up in the rankings. All you have to do is go to the link below. Find "Martin Miller and Jack and play it. CLICK HERE TO PLAY "Martin Miller and Jack Thanks to all my friends! Lets get this song moving. Why is it that I'm always going out on a limb for people that are content to just piss on my tree?

Daily Stuff
HELLO EVERYONE WOULD YOU ALL PLEASE TAKE THE TIME AND LEAVE BREIF AND DETAILED MESSAGE ON OUR RECORDER! ALL IT REQUIRES IS A PHONE AND U CAN DO IT PLEASE CLICK ON THE BUTTON THAT SAYS RECORD A MESSAGE AND LEAVE US ONE FOR US AND ALL YOU TO HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH! ANF IF U KNOW SOMEONE HERE BY ALL MEANS LEAVE A SPECIFIC MESSAGE TO THEM!!! THERE IS A FEW THINGS WE WANT TO MENTION TO YOU ALL TODAY AND HOPE U WILL UNDERSTAND/PASS AROUND AND ATLEAST HELP US OUT~ ON OUR FRON PAGE WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO ADD A GUEST BOOK FOR ALL TO SIGN FOR SOME REASON IT STILL HAS YET TO WORK. NO IDEA WHY. IF YOU HAVE NE IDEAS LET US KNOW WHAT WE CAN DO TO FIX IT. WE HAVE A A MESSAGE RECORDER THAT IS JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY AND WOULD LIKE EVERYONE ON OUR PAGE AND NEW COMERS TO NOT ONLY LEAVE TAGS/OR WRITTEN COMMENTS BUT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND MAKE A SIMPLE PHONE CALL AND LEAVE A MESSAGE TO A FRIEND OR A FAMILY MEMBER OR JUST TO SHOUT OUT TO A SOLDIER. I WOULLD APPRECIATE EACH AND EVE

My Baby Girl
She is now 16 months old. She is walking all by herslef. She say's some stuff like mommy daddy kitty baby. She is so smart. My daughter is so cute. She is 10 months old she is starting to feed her self. She is a happy baby.She has been a happy baby since the day she was born. She is always doing something funny. She has a high pitch scream.

I Need My Friends Help!!!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.

About Me!
So.. im new to this.. kinda weird, Myspace is much better, but to much drama!!! anyways!! I am deeply involved in a VERY serious relationship with the man of my dreams! I love him more then anything in this world *Besides my daughter* I have a 5 month old baby girl, her name is Addison, she is my life!! Umm..there are TONS of pics on my myspace if youd like to check them out, Look me up with my email address.. ooxxfoxracinxxo@aol.com

Online Points..
im getting 225 points for being online, if im lucky, i get it 2 times a day.. what sort of point do other people get for thier levels?? BTW, im a level 15. Please reply back, with your level, and points../ thank you in advance.

Funny
Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway off ramp each holding a sign. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house and has a lot of money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." It reads: "I have no work, a wife &6 kids to support. Carlos looks at Jose's sign. It reads: "I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico" Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a lar

Living With Cystic Fibrosis
Living With Cystic Fibrosis If you have cystic fibrosis (CF), you should learn as much as you can about the disease and work closely with your doctors to learn how to manage it. Ongoing medical care is important. You should seek treatment from a team of doctors, nurses, and respiratory therapists who specialize in CF. These specialists are often located at CF Foundation Centers in major medical centers. Good self-care includes: Eating a healthy diet Avoiding tobacco smoke Washing your hands often to reduce your chances of infection Exercising frequently Drinking lots of fluids Doing chest physical therapy every day Having annual flu and other appropriate vaccinations Taking your medicines as prescribed You can expect to have a normal sex life. Most men with CF are infertile, but they may be helped with modern reproductive techniques. Although most women with CF may be less fertile than women who don’t have CF, they usually can have children. Talk to

For Me
You are everything to me Your smile touches my heart Your touch sets me free I love you today And all days that follow When you're not near My heart is simply hollow @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I know we could make it, if we had a start My love for you fills my soul Without you, I am not whole The love inside overflows for you I know a love so strong, must be true You are my heart, my soul, my night & day You'll always know this, I pray For with each moment, as time passes by We lose shared memories, and that's why I cry So, yesterday, today, tomorrow, and forever I will stop loving you NEVER! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I need you in my life., And I hope you need me too., Being with you is what I want., And loving you is all I want to do., Promise...You will always be my Baby.., and let me tell you... I Love You... I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I a

Watch Out! He's Bi-polar!
I am just trying to protect my friends from a very bad seed whom lurks behind the name of Kevin here on Fubar... he lives in Las Vegas Nevada. Be careful, he seems very nice and sweet at first... but a day or so later you find he is not at all what he seems and is quite crazy indeed. Take care my friends. People who act in this manner for no particular reason at all can be very dangerous. Stay Safe

Friends
We're Not In Love So often people say they found their lover in their friend. I just have to wonder if they’ve found a means to fit their end. I thought I knew you for so long, but now I’ve come to see That this man is a stranger, and you don’t remember me. For the first time in my life I wanted someone I could keep- To treasure me both heart and soul, to hold me in my sleep. When I saw you I was overjoyed, my search at last concluded, Who knew that I would come to find that I was just deluded? Because as we grew together something still kept us apart, I have your body and your mind, but I’ll never have your heart. And I still wish that we could have that true love and forever, But reality stole my happy ending, leaving me with never. And if you asked, what would I say? Would I dare to throw it all away? Would yes be right? Or is it no? But we never ask, so on we go. And still I know that in the end, You’re not my lover but my friend. This is th

The Power Of One
One… One day… One week… One month… One year… One life… One love… One soul… One today… One tomorrow… One sunset… One sunrise… One life changing event… One child… One journey… One cure… One chance… One time… One…and only one. The Power of One.

That Is What Is Wrong!
So I get a friends request today and they ask me to sign their guest book. No big deal right and then this girl starts this conversation with me. Now I dont post things people say to me unless it is ridiculous and I think you will agree. Mother of 3 25 years old!

Darnell Ford
Darnell Sometimes life is unfair, What once we had, now isn't there. A life once lived has now been lost, A painfull memory that cannot be tossed. But one thing that will always remain, A spirit lives without pain. A memory to keep alive, To help you live, cope, to survive. Darnell will always be within, Remember this, it's always been. His body my exist no longer, But he's still here, memories grow stronger. So remember when your fealing down, That he turned your world around. For in death, love can't be severed, Darnell is with you now, ALWAYS & FOREVER! Darnell Ford 2/3/86 to 1/28/06

Never Gonna Win
Looks like I really screwed up again. I should've learned by now that I ain’t never gonna win. I know the reason, I didn’t even ask, because I’ve heard it all before from relationships past. Now I’m on my own again, but as you leave, I say there goes another good woman. I should’ve learned by now, that I can catch ‘em, but I can’t hold ‘em. So I take it all with a grain of salt, don’t worry darlin' this ain’t your fault. Sometimes you just gotta know when to fold ‘em. Tonight I'm headed to the dancehall, I'm a single man. I'll be laughin’, and dancin’, and knockin’ ‘em back, and throwin’ caution to the wind. You can search my heart for answers, and what I'm all about; but these are my ways, I'll never change, you should've learned that by now. I still get down when I think of you. I ran you off like a brown card carryin’ fool. There'll be no justifyin’, not even worth the tryin’ I'm wrong, we both know it’s true. You know I'd change if I really t

Mumm's
WHY DO YOU FEEL IT NECESSARY TO POST RUDE COMMENTS ABOUT PEOPLE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. MUST MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE BIG MEN AND WOMEN PUTTING OTHERS DOWN. OR IS STEPPING ON OTHERS YOUR WAY OF COMPENSATING FOR YOUR OWN INADEQUANCIES WOKE YA UP, ya played it LOUD & PROUD, did the REBEL DANCE and listened to CRU RANT.. now it's time for us to KICK YER AZZ.. DJ KAZZ up next: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50243

What Goes On.....
Why is it that if you are a swinger that people automatically think you are gonna jump into bed with a perfect stranger? I am a Bi female and married, we swing, but is that any reason for us as a couple not to have options? I have guys message me all the time and first thing they say is "Wanna fuck". I am not a prude but come on now boys, I want to get to know what goes in my bed before I get it there. Show some respect! I would appreciate some feed back on this if anyone could please! I work in an adult retail store and people that have known me for years always act like it is a bad deal. They all accept it but are a bit concerned about me. I just want to let it be known that there is not normal people that come in and I have not met a stalker as of date. I also think I could handle myself if needed. I love my job! I get to meet alot of people that are open minded like myself. I also get to meet pornstars and check out toys and know the differences between alot of thin

My Love For You
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile. dOn't settLe 4 the oNe yOu Can LiVe wiTh...wAit 4 tHe onE yOu Can't Live WithOut. MY LOVE FOR YOU I would sell my soul without hesitation Give up all that I own without reservation Walk to the ends of the earth for you Is what I would be prepared to do I would be prepared to lay down and die If it meant you would never have to cry If I could take all your pain away Leaving you only with happy days I would do it for you without a doubt Because to me that is what true love is all about I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!

Life
I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's true There's no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I'm out of my head over you I lived so long believin' all love is blind But everything about you is tellin' me this time Chorus: It's forever, this time I know and there's no doubt in my mind Forever, until my life is thru, girl I'll be lovin' you forever I hear the echo of a promise I made When you're strong you can stand on your own But those words grow distant as I look at your face No, I don't wanna go it alone I never thought I'd lay my heart on the line But everything about you is tellin' me this time chorus - yeah! I see my future when I look in your eyes It took your love to make my heart come alive Cos I lived my life believin' all love is blind But everything about you is tellin' me this time

Sensual Fun
Ok so I am curious here.... over the years I have come to realize that most people.. both men and women.. are afraid to truly express themselves in a sexual manner... everyone has their secrets that they are afraid to let be known in fear that others will look down on them. Why is it that people choose to live like this instead of being who they truly are? What is your take on this?

Stuff
This is really neat... Maybe the pic will come through. If not, I did my best. Can you tell the difference between a horse and a frog? Watch closely while it rotates... This is the neatest thing I've seen in my email in a while… A picture is worth a thousand words!!!!!! This is worth watching. Click on the link below. (If it doesn't work as a link, just copy and paste the link into your address bar.) I guarantee you will watch spell-bound until the last spot of paint is put in place. Make sure the sound is turned up. www.youtube.com/v/QZFkZiwMLZ4

Would You Or Are You Scared
1 question 1 chance 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is And I promise to answer them truthfully. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... Bet you won't do it... There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Footprints In The Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was waking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the pathof his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it. "LORD, you said that once i decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why when I needed you the most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My precious, precious child, I Love You and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of fo

Christmas Spirit
anyways so here I am all sweet and nice and let people borrow money but when I need it back to pay bills its like oh I totally forgot.. people suck why should I be nice!! it's not like it pays off in the end and I dont get anything out of it but a big frigon headache.. Why?? why am I so nice?? why can't I just say no?? anyone got an answer on how I can be more mean when it comes to the answer NO..

Baby, Oh Baby
Well, on Friday my oldest son had to bring home from school his brand new, "baby" daughter, which he named, Sabrina. For his sex-ed class, he is required to bring home a fully automated doll that cries and needs to be fed, and changed, etc. So far, things are not going well for Chris. The baby is crying every 10-15 minutes and has wanted to be fed or changed each of these times. LOL...this has greatly upset Chris. I'm glad that he is getting this experience. Although I know that it's nothing like having an actual baby, it does show him that he needs to be constantly responsible for something other than himself. Even if it's only for a good grade right now. Hopefully it helps him to make better decisions for himself when faced with being intimate with someone and using protection. I'll keep everyone posted.....

Fubar Is Like Crack
Another Black Day - Wicked Souls Here I am alone... Broken by my ghosts. Will They always haunt me when I'm drowning? Shattered by my pride... Married to my guilt. And the road I walk is paved with sorrow I've lost again Dark days arise Will I find the light? Will you save my wicked soul If I swear that I'll change my ways ? Staring at my wounds... That I once had closed. Will they always burn me when I'm drowning? Fighting for my pride Try to shed my guilt I've become a vessel for your torment. I've lost again Dark days arise Will I find the light? Will you save my wicked soul If I swear that I'll change my ways ? This is pretty pathetic, i used to tease my roommates cuz all they did was camp on here for hours,now within the last couple weeks i've become just as bad, and addicted. Fuck, i feel like i've just jumped from one drug to another. Myspace is pot and Fubar is Crack. SEETHER - NO JESUS CHRIST Before you hedge tho

General
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I

My Pictures
I recently added some awesome pictures to an album marked Blood Pictures. They are NSFW and you can look if you want. I find them very sexy and erotic not only because of the blood but because of the excellent photography. Someone told me the pictures were weird and I may be a little disturbed, and that he didn't find death and suicide hot. So my question to my mummer riends who know me best, am I sick and twisted? (Damn, I so should have sent this to Ask Chantilly)

Technology..we Have Come A Long Way
Technology has come a loooooooooong way from when I was a kid. Hell I remember when a simple See and Say kept me busy for hours. "The Cow says Moooooooooooooooooooooo" How did that thing work? It just facinated me that something so small had so many sounds in it and where the hell did that voice come from? Hell I'm thinking now who would record their voice for something like that and did they get any royalties for all those machines they made and distrubted? But I digress.... Now a days they have leapfrog pads for kids and hand held computers. Telephones...used to have cords and most people had what we called party lines. That is when you shared a phone line with others in your neighborhood to cut down on cost. And if you were real quiet you could listen to the local gossip by bitty ol ladies who had nothing better to do but talk about other peoples lifes. And when people called you and asked "Where are you!" You could officially give them their dumb ass sign because they called you