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IF WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH IS NOT ON THE LIST DON'T WORRY JUST READ THE WHOLE BOOK AND YOUR PROBLEMS WILL BE SOLVED BEING A FRIEND: PROVERBS 17:17, LUKE10:25-37,JOHN 15:11-17, ROMANS 16:1-2 BEING A LEADER:ISAIAH 11:1-9,ISAIAH32:1-8, 1 TIMOTHY3:1-7, 2 TIMOTHY2:14-26,TITUS 1:5-9 CARING FOR THE AGED AND WIDOWED: GENESIS 47:1-12, RUTH 1, PROVERBS 23:22, 1 TIMOTHY 5:3-8 CELEBRATING THE BIRTH/ADOPTION OF A CHILD: PSALM 100, PROVERBS 22:6, LUKE 18:15-17, JOHN 16:16-22 CELEBRATING A GRADUATION: PSALM 119:105, PROVERBS 9:10-12, GALATIONS 5:16-26, PHILIPPIANS 4:4-9 CLELEBRATING A MARRIAGE: GENESIS 2:18-24, EPHESIANS 5:21-33, COLOSSIANS 2:6-7 CELEBRATING A WEDDING ANNIVERSARY: PSALM 100, 1 CORINTHIANS 13 *** CONTROLLING YOUR TEMPER: PROVERBS 14:17-29, 15:18, 19:11, 29:22, ECCLESIASTES 7:9, GALATIANS 5:16-26 *** CONTROLLING YOUR TONGUE: PSALM 12, 19:14, PROVERBS 11:13, 26:20, 2 THESSALONIANS 2:16-17, JAMES 3:1-12 DISCOVERING GODS WILL: PSALM 15, MICAH 6:6-8, MATTHEW 5

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Blog
I had an interesting discussion with a friend today about altruism. It is my contention that being truly altruistic is impossible. Maybe that view reflects my cynicism, but I firmly believe that nothing is selfless. So...ask a question to all of you lovely folks that read my drivel...can someone illustrate true altruism to me? I once read an article stating that meerkats are the only biologics that demonstrate altruism (sidenote: can rocks be altruistic?). But, studies since have shown that is not the case. Anyways, someone, please, give it a shot and prove me wrong. okthanksbye. So, after a long absense, I am back. I came home Sunday. Exciting news, yes, I know. My time in Europe was good. I am jet lagged to holy hell. My body thinks it is around 2am. Not sure I like the small changes that have been made here. Who's business is it that I left a comment on someone's profile or resonded to a Mumm or whatever, other than the person who I posted the comment to

Why
"Among Life's precious jewels, Genuine and rare, The one that we call friendship Has worth beyond compare." Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend forever. "Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same." Is it wrong for someone to get jelious over a few pics? I think maybe i will accept it... WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO DRESS CHEAP TO GET CHERRIES??? ACTUALLY MYSELF I DON'T MIND IT BUT JUST AS LONG AS ITS SOMEONE ELSES WOMEN ...HELL LET HIM TAKE CARE OF IT..BUT IF I AM INTERESTED IN A WOMAN AND SH

Spicswag
i hate you for making me love you and making me fall back in love with you repeatedly when you never had any intention of pursuing something real with me I hate you for lying and mistreating me I hate you for making me believe you cared for let alone loved me I hate you for making me laugh and I hate you for making me write these stupid poems while wiping the tears from my eyes I hate you for being able to move on as If what we had we was never meant to be I hate you for letting it be so easy for you to let me go to say fuck me I hate the fact that you’re never willing to fight for me I hate the fact that you’re so stubborn and you let me go so easily I hate the fact that my love for you is so unconditional while yours is a mere memory I hate that I still view us as we and u view us as what we used to be I hate you for not being able to let go and forgive me I hate you for not being here with me making me hate you even more I hate the fact that you don't miss me I

Things Hallmark Card's Don't Say!!
THINGS THAT HALLMARK CARDS DON'T SAY M y tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - H eard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - L ooking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - C ongratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - H ow could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I 've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you I've changed my mind. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I must admit, you brought Religion into my life.

Quiz
You scored as You feel alone. If you do infact feel alone, don't forget, alot of people do. You may need to take some social/emotional chances in the future. After all, YOU decide if Your alone.You feel alone90%Your uncertain of the future85%Your not happy with where you are right now80%You want to fall in love80%You need more independence80%You don't know who/what to believe80%You won't forgive your mistakes60%You don't see the point in going on35%You cant let go of the past25%Whats Really Bothering You?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as piper. your piper your married to leo and your a kick ass whi

Daddy Roush
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't understan

U Know What Pisses Me Off
HERE I HAVE ALMOST 2,000 FRIENDS AND NOBODY CAN SO MUCH AS ADD AS A FRIEND OR ATLEAST RATE HIS FUCKIN PROFILE...UR NOT GOING TO CATCH SOME KIND OF DISEASE....WHAT IS SO HARD BOUT IT...HE HAS HEEN AT THE SAME POINT LEVEL AND LEVEL 11 4 A MONTH....ONLY A FEW SELDOM PEOPLE HAVE HELPED HIM AND I THANK THEM....BUT ITS REDICULOUS HOW SOMEONE CAN LOOK AT A BLOG AND EVEN GO TO THE HIS PAGE BUT NOT DO A DAMN THING!!!!!!!!!!! U GET POINTS TOO...HE WONT STALK U OR DOWN RATE U OR WHATEVER THE HELL UR SCARED OF...I PROMISE HE HAS HAD HIS RABIES SHOTS....SO GO AND DO SOMETHING!!! HERE IS HIS DAMN LINK MARIAS SEXY JUGGALO ~DARK LOTUS~@ CherryTAP

Skin Is In
ok....what is with all of the breast shots, and pics of the women in the skimpy clothes.... am I missing something? I guess this is where the whole "good girl" thing comes into play, but I don't get it.

Done
Howdy. Well, I'm officially giving up on women completely. No, I'm not turning gay by any stretch of the means. I was just about to this point a few months ago. I met a couple of girls around here that made me think that there may be hope..........Nope. They ruined me even more. No hope. I'm done. I'm pretty much certain that I'm going to remain single and celibate for the rest of my life. I've had it completely.

Funnies...
A is for the Angel who sang, "Peace on Earth", B is for the bells that rang out the Baby's birth. C is for the Christmas candle, lighting up the night, D is for the drum that makes one boy's Christmas bright. E is for the Eve when we're all excited! F is for the fun when the tree is finally lighted! G is for the gifts Santa leaves on that special night, H is for the holly with pointed leaves and berries bright. I is for the icing on our Christmas cake so tall, J is for Jesus, the reason for it all. K is for the kindness shown without reason, L is for the Lights of the Season. M is for the Manger bed for Jesus at His birth, N is for Noel we all sing on earth. O is for the oxen, the first to adore Him, P is for the Presents the Wise Men lay before Him. Q is for the quiet night, with hardly a beat, R is for the reindeer with speedy tireless feet. S is for Santa bringing Christmas Joy, T is for the lighted tree, to amaze each girl an

Something From Me
div align="center" style="text-align:center; clear:both; width:380px;"> I PUT A CHRISTMAS TREE IN MY PROFILE........CHECK IT OUT! AND DONT FOORGET TO LEAVE ME A GIFT UNDER IT.. LOL ITS FREE! hahahaha ok..not the best but my voice is on my profile now lol remember it should go through but im not sureeeeeee.. almost shot time for me lol sorry my peeps .lol leave me a present under my tree while your at it lol

Forever Love
Tell me of the memories ahead Tell me of the Love we will share Tell me of the way you feel Tell me of Forever Love Say you will take care of me always Say you will stay always by my side Say you will share my dreams Say you will Forever Love I need to see your smile I need to be near you always I need to dream my dreams with you I need to be Forever Loved.

Things To Live By!
A Creed To Live By Don't undermine your worth By comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Don't set goals by what other people deem important, Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things Closest to your heart, Cling to them as you would your life, For without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over Until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread That binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life By saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love, The fastest wa

Almost Got Into Another Fight
ok the same guy who i almost got into a fight with last week showed up again.this time i had to play on his team for basketball.He was getting all pissed at me for some fucking reasone. he was yelling at me cause i wasnt getting the rebound that was on the other side from where i was.then he keeps on talking shit about how im supposed to be blocking people out when he wasnt doing a fucking thing himself.i could take him on and anyone else who talks shit about how i play. i was so close to throwing the ball at him and punching his lights out.but see im the better person for not doing that. i just play and have fun. i guess some people cant handle that.

Crazy
A big thanks to all who voted for me in the middle finger contest......I finished second place and i met some great new friends through it........unfortunately i was a wee bit busy lately and i was unable to visit some peoples pages to thank them for the vote........If you voted and i haven't stopped by please let me know and i will do so.........JOE i'm trying to find new friends and such to boost my rating and enjoy this site more......but it's becoming very difficult to find real genuine people on here who don't have pics of there half naked body on their profile.......don't get me wrong i'm not a prude,but i'm happily engaged and i'm really not interested in seeing your tits or anything else....i've got all that here......so if anyone knows some real people who actually enjoy meeting new friends could you please forward this to them..... ~napajoe~Family Member~Canadian Chapter~

Life
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid67%WereWolf25%Dragon17%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Why is it that when things start going great something blows up in your face, or everything gets screwed up. Thats how it is in my life. I start feeling great and then every things topsy turvy. Sometimes I wish every thing would go my way. Even if its only once. Sometimes life alone feels

Feelings And Despair
Well. All the pain i went through with my ex-fiance is pretty much gone, but it is still painful to think that the man lived with me for all that time, and had a whole other life. How do you have more than one fiance (3 that i know of) and they not know. guess it is easy when you pick one from another country, one who works days, and the other works nights. Well, i have learned not to trust people too easily, it takes time, because if the man that was living with me can get one over on me, then anyone can. So, i am more cautious, decided to just forget about men all together, but learned i can't do that, i love men way to much for that. He still thinks that i worry about what is going on in his life, well, i don't worry about him, but I do worry about the women that he is playing. being online and meeting women, making them think that they are his one and only, someone has to stop him from hurting so many women. One of these days he is gonna do it to the wrong one and she is not

What Is Up
ok there was this night me and makdadde driving down the road drunk ok pulled out the shot gun out the back right we were shotting road signs such a good thing to live in the country now his 12 year old brother was with us damn i need to stop bein such a bad influince well anyway so we go around the block we are trying to get to his house right and well the police drag us out the car no mother fucking nicness about it see but they failed to realize i was the real slim shaggy see no worries jsut lights. but they bust us in the three cars the mother fucking udercover right there she was a hottie too i was going to ask for a number but figured this isnt the time for that she could get in trouble. but none the less i was .001 off from legal limit for alchohol driving but i got this see no worries i was took care of though i had half a pitcher and three shots. they let us go on technicality that they search and siezed without anything to back that shit hahahaha nigga please good to be in th

Hi Cherries!!
Hey all, just wanted to say Im loving Lost Cherry!! Im still getting used to everything but its a blast...Im totally getting addicted lol..so I hope to get to know alot of you and I hope you think I am a cool person...Hit me up, rate me, or whatever just K.I.T!!!

Having Fun Yet
so why is it guys every time you see a pretty face all you can think about is fucking.cant you think of anything else.well,heres something to think about.....get a life....get a job....and get a fucking place away from your mom and dad!!!! hey has everyone noticed people arent what they say they are?i have and im tired of it.so,if you are trying to play games go back to the playground.

People Who Make Me Insane
You are 71% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com for all my fellow cherries who have children!!! Have you ever noticed that the closer to christmas you get, the more your kids BEG to open 'JUST ONE' present? once you give in, and they discover that the present you let them open is NOT the one they were expecting! You therefore find yourself being called a 'MEANIE' because you won't let them open 'JUST ONE MORE'! after you give in a time or two more, it manages to create a cycle of 'MEANIENESS'! You're ONE damn day til Christmas Eve, and your THE WORST MEANIE in the whole entire world because you REFUSE to let them open 'JUST ONE MORE' until they have NOTHING left to open for Christmas! PLEASE tell me i'm NOT alone here with the same problem! i can't POSSIBLY be the O

An Amber Colored World
I know it sounds strange but I am really tired of nasty little emails from women/potential women..in your lives. If you are with someone else, or currently interested in being with someone else (more than friends) will you kindly PLEASE remove yourself from my list, and stop talking to me all together!! Like I said sounds weird, but I'm not here to take someones man..or woman lol and if you can't be a faithful..other half, what do I need you for?? I would like to think thats self explanitory..but just in case..here it is in writing! I've already deleted 2 people this week because of this. I don't care if you arent interested in me it wont hurt my feelings..but dont bother even talking to me if you're with someone else..plan one being with someone else anytime in the near future, or making a date to see this someone else. It's easier for me when I don't have to wonder or try to guess whats going on. Thank you! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesop

What The Fuck... Honestly...
So.. i am on MSN messenger.. having a nice chat.. this guy messages me and this is how the convo goes... we wud call him Omar.. just to save face on his part... Omar: was poppin shortie Me: who is this? Omar: dont u worry bout who this is.. juss noe that i am goin to fuck u... Me: ooooo? really now? Omar: so hows that big wet pussy? Me: who says my pussy is big and wet Omar: i wanna get it wet and like u from head to toe and eat u like how i eat ragusauce... Me: wtf Me: *bloack and delete*

Why Is It So Strange?
I want to be the girl that rides bikes, all on my own...not ride in the back of one that a boy is driving. Where's the fun in that? I like to play extreme sports, even though I'm not good at them. Being a tomboy is one of the greatest joys in my life. I think I'm sexyful. There's more of me to love, right? Age is such a silly concept...I'm 18, isnt' that old enough?

Aicd Bath (daxie-poo!! ♥)
From the Album When the Kite String Pops The God machine is hungry For individualism and ripe brains The skull farmers do their rain dance And pray the machine falls to sleep She holds me close And whispers wet "there are cannibals among us." Mad in love with dry dead boys In the backs of Abandoned cars Smoking the bones of children Plotting the murder of love Strapped into the chair The needle now descends As they lick their cracking lips Their twitching never ends Blood beneath their finger nails, Swallow all my pain Dirty needles break the skin Suck hard as I drain Drain me Drain me Sunken eyes, a twisted spine A whiter shade of pale Rockabilly man come to pound the coffin nails Inject my stomach full of Cockroach eggs Their machine is coming carried on a million legs Waking in the sleep of reason Winter is the forever season Lick thy mother's bleeding lips From this glass of hate we sip Fuck the glass we pump the keg Kill conception at the egg

Bitcobra
Ok Iv had it it really chaps my hide that people on here think that thay are better than every wone ells.& that thay are Gods gift of every thing including the way thay spell.well I got news for ya you aint shit in my book .just becouse you had a great education & Colage all handid to ya on a silver platter.you think that you are better than every wone.not in this life or in the next.are you better than any wone.you bleed the same way as uss .people like uss may not have gotten the chanceses that you all have .it dose not meen that you can treat uss like shit.how would you like it if some wone came up to you and told you that thay didnt like the way you wair your clothes or do your hair.or the way you talk or walk.I have a saying what gose around comes around. ok what dose every one think about the new rateing? what is your take on it Me i think its stupid for one and I think that Cherry Tap should quit treating uss like a bunch of kids.

Life
so this is my first blog on here. Don't really have much to say. Just been busy working. Right now I am working 2 jobs.... it is kind of crazy but hey it gives me money to pay my bills and have fun. I am really tired and it is not even 11 on a Saturday...... My friend Tiff is getting married next weekend, I am so excited I can't wait. I really don't have anything to say so I am going to end this here. I will write/type more later LOL

Life On The Peanut Farm
I had some computer issues and then I move3d so I have been away fro awhile and while I was gone Lostcherry changes its name to cherrytap!!!! LOL Anyways I had forgotten just how fun this place can be...way better then myspace and hey I was able to update my email address with ease unlike myspace where I still cant get them to send me a email onfirming my email change..grrrrr anyways I am so glad to be back at lostcherry errrr cherrytap :) So it's Nov. 4th and its already begining to look a lot like christmas..retailers have all their christmas merchidinse out on the shelves. ThE Santa Clause 3 is out at theaters Radio stations are a;ready getting their christmas music out of the mothballs christmas parties are being planned plane tickets being bought for family get togethers. perhaps working 8 straight christmas seasons in retail has made me a little bit cynical..but isnt it a bit too early to be getting ready for christmas...lol I mean we still have 52 more da

You Pick The Subject
Yay I am so happy we finaly had the chance to talk yesterday and NOw I am sooooo happy. I was a little down today when I didnt get the chance to see her but I wont let it get me down. I have to live strong.

Katatonia
from the Album The Great Cold Distance You come clean, waves collide now. Defenceless numb points And no voice of reason So, how come you invited me too, you knew I wanted you. You glide above. So, this night belongs to you. I know this isn't through. Are you dead too long? I see the bright lights, it's the month of July. It's violent here, why have you left me? If only you could stay, and keep me in. It's violent here, why did you run from me? So, how come you invited me to, you knew I wanted you. You glide above. So, this night belongs to you. I know this isn't through/true. I am dead too long. Heat, night devour me. Heat, night devour me. I see the bright lights, it's the month of July. It's violent here, why have you left me? If only you could stay, and keep me in. It's violent here, why did you run from me? Movement subdue the back thing? So quiet now Subsequence systmatic violence The great cold distance The itch The urge Make way Think of somethin

Beautiful
Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind His owner has chosen not to have him put down but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then walk slowly toward her. He knows she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend i

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Totally shaved off 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?None 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Thought about it, but never done it 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?May

Tired Of Being Home Alone
I think I know why my marriage is failing. We got married when she was young and we should have waited. Also because I'm a loser. I have never benn able to enjoy anything good for a long time. I thought things were fine but then I had a fight with cancer and I won. But I have been at home cause of being on ssi and watching the kids and taking care of the house. I can't stop crying cause of how I feel about her. I have never loved someone as much as I do her. I've had 3 kids with an x and 2 with my wife and I love them all. I want us to be together cause I love her and cause the kids deserve to have their parents together. I know we can take care of them apart but it will never be a family unless we are all together. I'm scared of loosing my family. I don't want to loose that or my wife that I love more then life itself. I would die for her if it meant she could live. I don't want her to meet someone else I couldn't handle that if she did.I would would hurt forever unless we

Wm3...michale Graves
Michale Graves WM3 WAD Statement November 12-19, 2006 has been designated West Memphis Three World Awareness Week. All across this country and internationally, people will coordinate and hold events to raise awareness for and support the fight to free Jason Baldwin, Jessie Misskelley Jr, and Damien Echols, innocent men, persecuted by men of law and power in West Memphis, Arkansas. Damien has been sentenced to death for a crime no one proved he committed. The awful reality of all this has also robbed the three young boys who were murdered the justice they deserve as well. Chris Byers, Steven Branch, Michael Moore and their families deserve justice, where there has been none so far. To what level of moral bankruptcy have we fallen? If we as a society turn our eyes away from Damien and these issues, how far has our judiciary system fallen that a court will allow killing a man on a procedural basis, rather than on the merit of his claims? No where is this fight more important

Things I Enjoy
that's rare for most people I know to enjoy. but if I like it, then i guess I'll make my firends suffer through it.. MWAUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! *devil horns* well its not like my music is THAT hard to enjoy.. or rather my hair.. I love to mix it up... recently I've gotten into extensions/ falls... but I prefer extensions. On Vincent Valentine ¢¾

Blast
To all of my friends and then some. May everyone have a wonderful Thanksgiving and enjoy their time with friends and family! And may everyone who has to travel arrive home safely! Happy Holidays to all ov my CT friends! And those that aren't my friends yet!!!! Why in the hell does it cost $7.50 to post a blast? Shouldn't it be free?

Katatonia
knew i would fall if i tried so i held back for a while you pushed me so hard, i had to go i tried to be strong, then i failed i would like to say this just in case you didn't know well your soul is fractured i know what it's like as well i have sold my soul i traded it for hollow gold so you were with us until the last minute and then you were gone from here and I watched and I just figured out that I will never see you again I had a choice you had to leave into the night this was my choice it's so hard to explain what I meant when I said that I wanted you dead but I saw you fuck up and I just can't get back the feeling I had for you so I put all my strength into my only will it was the only thing to do and now I only regret that I cried cause you would never do that for me well I'm here and summer is gone I hear so pray for me as I now leave your town when did I say this I will never leave I can't recall this moment in my life you would ne

Where I've Been Lately
How to recognize a bad relationship At some point in your life, you'll most likely experience some sort of "bad" relationship, whether that is romantic, friendship or parent based doesn't really matter, just the fact that you will experience this is enough. Recognizing you're enduring a bad relationship can be difficult, especially if you are the type of person that sees the good in people and doesn't want to hurt anybody's feelings. Girl meets guy, guy and girl have known each other for a while through various associations from a group they belong to. Guy asks girl out, girl says yes and they start to date. Girl has been out of a long-term relationship for about 2 years, guy (girl did not know this at the time) has only been single for a month! Long story short, they date, guy pressures girl, she buckles and there it ends... Now, you might be wondering what actually happened and how did I recognize things just weren't right? Well, if I was honest with myself in the b

God Bless America
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Support
So As some of you know that I have friends in the armed Forces. I just wish more people would support our troops. Come on people we have to support them. Show them that everyone back home misses them and wants them home safe. I know that not everybody agrees with this war and all that other stuff but we need to show the members of our armed forces some love. i completely support our troops and want them to come home safe. Now that I have finished my little rant I hope everyone is having a good weekend! KiSSES!!

Life...
How can you feel everything and nothing at the same time? How can you be standing on the ground, but be floating on thin air? How can you be breathless, and still be breathing? How can you be the strongest person, but oh so weak? How can you have all these words in you head, but my lips won’t move? How can I miss you when you are not even gone yet? How do I stop this feeling before it’s too late? Never mind, it’s already too late…the feelings I have are too strong for words. I can only be floating, breathless, weak, and feel nothing and everything. Why does life have to be so complicated? Why can't it just be as simple as falling in love with somebody, and staying that way forever? http://realworldcasting.com/people/EricW

My News
Is officially the most boring, dead place I have every seen, and I have been in 5 different countries! Eventually I will write something in a blog, but since I figure nobody really cares anyway, why bother? Moved to (Gasp)(Choke) Kansas, might update my page some, catch me if you can

Where The Sexxy Ladies At??
Wats Good??? Im New To This CherryTap Thing... And Im Just Wondering Where All The Sexxy Women At??? My Name Is Gee N Im From Ny..So All The Sexxy Women In This Site Come Holla....I'll Be Waiting For All The Sexxy Ladies...Muahzzz

Next Move
i guess my opinions have hit home with some people as i have been "removed" from fans and friends lists...lol..well..that's okay...i was getting tired of all the hey vote for my pics...blah blah blah..and again i say..you can't vote for something you aren't allowed to view. for those of you who serve...getting your next duty orders can be exciting..i just got mine...going to EUCOM in Germany...woohoo....can't wait...anyone have any thoughts..drop me a line...have a great day!!!

Searchin For Folks
This is just kin of a addition to the first entry on this Navy subject. I would like to remeet any of my shipmates from 1st Div USS Horne DLG-30 from the years 1970-1974. The Chief Bosun was BMCS Fox who now lives in Fla down in the Titusville area and have found Mike Shenaman, Lou Foraker, Johnny Santiago Martinez, Charlie Abshire, Dan Applegate, Spot, the last 2 were snipes. Anyhow thats all I can think about right now so if anyone has any info on these guys I would be grateful to get it from you. Thanks WEll no one seems to know who the last person was or is so lets see if anyone knows a feoow or two that I was aboard ship with in the early 70's. Try a guy by the name of Doug Lyons last known to be in the Corpus Christi Tx area was a neat and freindly guy in the service should be in his middle 50's or so around now if he is still alive. Anybody know of this guy let him know someone is lookin for him. Thanks Dont know if anyone will have a clue about any of these folks but

Stuff I Find Funny
One evening, after attending the theater, two gentlemen were walking down the avenue when they observed a rather well dressed and attractive young lady walking ahead of them. One of them turned to the other and remarked, "I'd give $250.00 to spend the night with that woman." Much to their surprise, the young lady overheard the remark, turned around, and replied, "I'll take you up on that offer." She had a neat appearance and a pleasant voice, so after bidding his companion good night, the man accompanied the young lady to her apartment. The following morning the man presented her with $125.00 as he prepared to leave. She demanded the rest of the money, stating "If you don't give me the other $125.00, I'll sue you for it." He laughed, saying, "I'd like to see you get it on these grounds." Within a few days, he was surprised when he received a summons ordering his presence in court as a defendant in a lawsuit. He hurried to his lawyer and explained the details of the case.

Life
are you all the same? the game that you play. the lies you spit as truth to our souls. we take it anyways. even as our minds say no. our hearts continue to trust your ways and words. for love is life. it's who we are. made to become. it can kill or resurrect. heal or wound. a game of russian roulette we are most happy to play. out of the ten times it kills us we are hoping for that one time it saves us. give us meaning to our lives. it's funny tho...we always go after the same lies. thinking they will become truth at some point because they love us. will if they're spittin' lies they're love is nothin' more then dirt beneath your feet. who knows, maybe the one who has truth of love is the one we choose to overlook for the more eye pleasing liar. lies dressed in money or beauty is worth nothing more then a bag of sugar coated candy..sure it tastes good at first but in the end it rotts away your teeth. the truth is.... we are all the liars at some point... the diff

Gone
have you ever been in so much pain that no tears will pour out? no screams will come forth? all you can do is lay there in all your body twisting heart wrenching pain and moan the moan of someone dieing? knowing nothing will take it away. nothing ever will. you are what you create yourself to be. in the end it doesnt matter what job you had. how much money you made. or whether or not you were a size 3. in the end you'll think back to all the things you wish you had done differantly. you'll realize who really matters to you in those moments becuase they will be all you think about. i hope to cause you that much pain. and i hope i'm the one on your mind while you lay there dieing. while your face contorts with such twisted pain and unimaginable spasms. i will sit back and smile. for this is what you have done to my soul. may god have mercy on you...for i wont

Thank You
This thought came to my head after someone rated this picture. I was lied to by the person that gave me this picture.She is someone I met on another site.This is not her husband and not her baby...so I cannot beleive her on the rest of the story she told. But...this is someone's husband and baby...and these are real tears shed...There really is more than blood shed for Our Country. I am going to be a lot more careful about the storys I retell. subject: Charlie Went Down to Gitmo date: 2007-08-06 14:47:03 I checked this out at: http://www.snopes.com/rumors/soapbox/charlie2.asp Status: True. This is what Charlie Daniels, famed musician, writes regarding his Guantanamo Bay trip. ---------------------------------------------------- Charlie Went Down to Gitmo I've just returned from the Guantanamo Bay (Cuba) Naval Air Station base where we did three shows for the troops and toured several locations around the post visiting with some of the finest military p

Bored
ok like anyone really cares but im so freakin bored. i'm at work, should have been off by now but NOOOO holiday seasons starting so we gotta stay open an extra hour... for what??? we havent had a customer in over an hour... i say BULLSH*T! they didnt even advertise that we would be extending the hours so no one even knows.... gonna go rip my hair out or play in traffic which ever comes first... have fun on this incredibly boring Saturday night

Mere Thoughts
Have you ever been in a crowd of people and just felt so lost that you had no idea what you were doing or why. Like you just need to scream for someone,anyone to hear you.. Ever feel like just when your life gets to going the correct way, the good way, the rug is pulled out from under neath you. As if you couldnt do a single damn thing right no matter how much you try. Well let me tell you this. that feeling sucks big time. Lately I have felt like my life might be getting back on track, but what happens, another snag in the line of life, oh well, such is life right. Well that might be true, but that dont mean that I have to like it. Maybe when everyone learns that each person is unique in his or her own way and that we are special, the world might be a better day, til that time comes, I think I am just gonna go to my little corner of this big insane world and watch it as it goes by, Maybe one day it will stop for me and i will want to get on the ride once more. the silence that sur

A Poem
Once upon a time, I didnt feel any pain, Once upon a time, I never cryed in the rain.... I also used to love you, and a lot of other things, I used to listen to the world, and take what they would bring... Poison soon set in on life, and rained once more on my parade, Thats when i ave up on life, and started to decay... Crawling deep in a hole, never to be found, weeping with my knuckles in my fist, so no one hears a sound... Just when i tought i was dieing, you found me in the dark, Just when i was sick of crying, you covered every mark... I pleaded to you and you listened, You acted like you gave a shit, you took every single time, when i chose to pitch a fit... you took away my sorrows, and you lifted away my fears, you kept me for so long, just wasting by the years... i loved that you were friend, my best friend is what you were, now im having these new feelings, something else is starting to occur... maybe its more than friends, may

Im A Milf
Fully Clothed Females with Nude Men Well this is very interesting, I went to the wrong strip clubs & parties when I was younger apparently. In the USA these private parties are setup for women, with strippers and lots of booze. I went to a few strip clubs and while you weren’t really allowed to touch their cocks, the strippers were allowed to tempt you, hell they even stired my drink with their cock. Of course I never drank it after that, who knows where that thing had been LOL. I do remember going to a bachelorette party when I was 19, was a good friend of mine, so I figured I would bring my mom along since she didn’t get out much..Oh hell that was not a good idea, my mother doesn’t drink, she had 2 drinks that night and it was all over ..when the strippers came out and started to do the lap dance to my mom, she grabbed his bare ass with both of her hands and wouldn’t let go..LOL ok its funny now but at the time, I was so embarassed I wanted to hide. I remember scolding my mother(yep

Songs
This is my favorite song EVER. When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Life
I got some bad news recently. My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years. I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news. I'm in this, come vote for me by leaving a comment please!! Hottest Eyeliner/Fishnet Contest Is Now Open For Voting. Come By And Vote For Your Fave. Winner Will Be Decided By Total Comments. Best Of Luck To Everyone Who Entered. I'm not a huge fan of summer because it's HOT and I sunburn really easily. But...I do like going to the beach and just the laid backness (not a word, I know) that it brings. I remember being a kid and just playing outside all summer with NO worries. God, I miss those days so much. Then I remember being a teenager and sneaking beer and hanging out late all summer.

Music...
These past couple days I have found some really good songs that I love now!! So, I thought I'd share... Blue October "Hate Me" Hinder "Lips of an Angel" Toby Keith "Crash Here Tonight" I just thought I'd list a couple, but lets not forget some old favs that I've recently come to love again... Conway Twitty "The Rose" (yes, I know he didn't do it first, but his is the best version I've heard) Ben King (I think) "Stand By Me"

Sara
I been questioning things soo much lately. Kieran will be a month old tomorrow and NOT once has his dad asked how he's doing or tried wanting to see him. A close friend of mine is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex husband hasnt been around to see their daughter because hes avoiding all the stress.Seeing my friend go through this, its making me wonder if thats the reason my ex wont come around to see the baby which i dont get because while i was pregnant he sounded determined to be in the baby's life. I try at ALL costs to keep the stress down between me and my ex and everytime he gets stressed from other situations he seems to take it out on me. I dont know what to think anymore bout the situation. This will be Kieran's first Christmas and its going to break my heart more than its already broken if his father doesnt even come around to see him. How can anyone be so fucking cruel like this? Yes! My ex and i have probs but those probs are between me and him, it is NOT the

R.i.p Brandy
This blog entry is for more myself than anyone else. Yesterday my dog Ive had since I was 7, Brandy was put to sleep. She was suffering from bone cancer but her tail never stopped wagging until the end. She was brought to the vet at 11:35 and put to eternal rest at approx 11:40-11:50. I slept on the couch by her side the night before she was put down and came home from school at 10:50 and sat by her side in the dirt outside until she was taken away from me. She was the best dog I ever couldve had. I will never forget her and I will always miss her terribly. She is with my other dog Corkey now, and I take great comfort in that, although I wish very much that they were both sitting by my side right now. Unfortunatly, life doesnt work that way. They can put men on the moon but why cant they make an animal live 20 years? I miss you so much girl, I love you and I will never forget you. We'll be together someday girl(s)Rest in Peace. R.I.P. Brandy ? ? 1996/1997- November 3, 2006 betwee

Plz Do It As Respect Cheers U Good People
please pay your respects to the baBy has Been lost to my family http://www.bikersauctionhouse.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=258 plz sine your name so i know whos there cheers

Reality Bites
This is a short story of how a father has lost 1 more son due to his evil,manipulative,caniving ways.A fathers son(me) who has been thru countless uphill batteles in life and is struggling to survive informs his father of a recent dilema of a car (lack there of)situation that is ongoing and causing problems.After finding out that his son(me)is in desperate need of a car he offers up one of his cars saying it needs alittle work done,well after all is said and done the son(me)goes down to cali to get the said car and drive it back to vegas.Son(me) picks up the car and parks it at his brothers house where he is residing at the present time until he can get proper paperwork from the dmv to drive it home.After contacting the dmv we(me&brother)discover why he was so willing to pay $250 to get it fixed,you assume out of love or kindness....nope....cuz the asshole hasent registered it in 2 yrs and theres $560 of registration fines to pay but he was hoping id hurry up and drive it back to vegas

Rants
I am going to be swearing in this, so if you don't want to read FINE-YOUR PREROGATIVE First thing is twhy in the hell do they have the stupid mumms if the only thisgs asked are "who wants to fuck me", "do I have pretty nipples", "do you want to see me naked" "am I a prettier bimbo than..." am I a slut" WHO THE FUCK CARES!!!!!!!!! I couldn't care less if your nipples are pierced, or your head was green or you were a hermaphodite (for you stupid assholes--that's someone who has both sets of genitalia)(pussy and dick for retards)Some of us actually have some though provoking questions that we pose and no one offers an opinion--WHY--is everyone stupid or is it just that all they think with is their GROIN. The other-and related rant is about the fucking bulletin board---DOn't put HELP!! if all you want is someone to vote for you fucking tits of my best fiend is a slut--help her get to be biggest asshole on the cherry , or i'm in a contest to see who is the biggest fucking asshole---vote

Political
Hard for me to know how it is as I am not American, but I do know how it affects my life in Canada. First off Many Canadians also died at 911 but Canada is not under the constant possibility of more evil like this. We do not have any troops in Iraq but we have thousands in other middle east countries such as Afganistan and I wish they did not need to be there. Regardless of the politics I wish all soldiers on all sides did not need to die to prove what is what. My wish is of a future of peace and co-operation with all and a continued good relationship with the U.S. I think it is about time China stepped up and became the Super power that they are and at least deal with some of the problems on there own borders . They are quickly becoming a economical power as well and if they intend to keep trading with us in the west then they have an obligation to help with the problems in the world rather than do nothing or make them worse. If this does not happen China will slowly become what

Feeling Sexy
Looking at all these hot ladies is making me feel sexy and hot!!!! Stop by check out my sites www.naughtyalyse.com www.motoxgirl.net Add me as a friend, or a fan!!! I was down with the flu a bit, however I am feeling pretty nice now, every now and then getting a lil sick feeling to my tummy, hopefully will all be over with soon. I did take some pics of our chicken stew we had, and I ate a lil started feeling sick again, but we have alot saved so tomorrow I eat chicken stew!! Kisses Alyse

Suicide Camera
I bleed the dream with this life I'd love to redeem I got inner children within me from this hell I evade I blame the seed's that made me Sometime's I feed the crop this tear of life From gun's to blade's to battle's to strife/ I fucking love it This opaque window in my head Screaming for a new dawn awaiting the dead to transcend God-Send this chaos to order The theories we speak The dream's we dream The voice's we hear The soldier's The gun's Oh how we fear. Speak this truth Breathe this feebleness Exhale this talent I'll never place down my life without a fight Rosary bead's to hold Rip the tongue that speak's the untold. I'm dead already I have no fear I feast on your heaven I'm the deadly sin's of seven. Reap this life I fucking love it Reap this body I love it I'll fight till I die 54 coming ballistic at your front door. You bring the flower's And I'll set the casket The execution my signature Your blood is the ink The pavement is the

My Grandmother
I wanted to let all my friends and family know my gramma is out of the ICU burn unit and is at home. Her surgery went well, she is in alot of pain and has alot of recovering 2 do so please keep her in your prayers. Thank You To All Of U Who Cared Enough To Read!! I'm Sure U Can C I Cleaned House And Deleted Over 100 People :) So Thanks To My True Friends And Family!!! MUAH THIS IS THE OLD POST Please keep my grandmother in your prayers, thoughts, or light a candle for her I know we all believe different but I really need your help on this. My grandmother was burned very bad on Friday and had to air lifted from N.C. to Ga. she is in a burn unit and not doing very well. She has alot of medical problems that complicate things, so please do this for me as I would do it for u. Thank You MUAH

My Rambling Thoughts Of Nothing Lol
im shutting it down til i am under 1 million til next level no one rates anything else but my nsfw pics i never ask for ppl to buy me blast or any of tyhat shit just rate some of my SFW pics at this rate i will NEVER get to godfather level to the few who do actually rate my other things THANK YOU!!! [ and blame fubar 4 my bad mood.............. profiles look GAYASSSSSS now ] WHERE DID THEY GO hey just so i dont have to repeat myself nsfw folder is just closed til i get a spotlight then they be back open being a point whore at present so i apologies for the inconvenience (woot cant hate a girl for being honest :p) (editted::.. THEY OPEN AGAIN)

The Olive Tree
* This i did not write, but someone sent it to me and it touched me, i just wanted to share it with anyone who cares to read it. THE OLIVE TREE A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak... The Olive Tree I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us.... Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and com

Waiting In The Breeze
Everyday I wake up there is something missing in my soul. A part of me that has never be complete. I live a lonely life. One full of non-emotions, I just go through this life as if I am living in a dream. Is it reality or am I just existing until this part of me is found, is complete. Standing outside feeling the cool breeze of autumn brush through my hair, I can almost feel something there or someone. For a brief, so very brief moment, I feel a sense of what I am missing. But just as fast as that breeze blows in and twirls through my hair, that feelings passes, leaving me feeling more empty than I was before. What is it to be truely loved by someone? What is it to have that soulmate that so many talk about? Is that the piece of the missing I feel? Can this life really rob me from that, or was it my own doing? So many questions, and no real answers. Some pass through our lives leaving the scars of what their version of love was, some scars so deep, you can actually feel physical pain.

Just A Saying I Like
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

You Are To Me
You Are To Me by Yashi You are my morning sun You're my clear blue sky You're my only truth In a world full of lies You're the gentle breeze That brushes on my cheek You're the only man That makes my knees go weak You're the shades of color In this cold and gloomy world You're the sweetest melody That I have ever heard You're my knight in armour My one and only prince You make me reach for higher You're the wind beneath my wings You're the silver lining In this dark cloud of life You're my only reason My heart, my love, my life...

Life!!!
Sometimes i just wish i wasn't even alive anymore cause i since life is getting harder and harder but i guess theres nutting i can do about it but just live it...my b.f. is a butthole to me all the time he think im cheating on him and i think his cheat on me...he has always said something about me cheating on him which i don't understand why does that but he does and i really don't like it and i know that im not cheating on him cause if i was he would know it...but i love him so much and i don't want to lose him but i don't know what to do about him saying i that i cheat on him and i know im not....Thats all i have to say bye!!! Thanks Britt

Suicide
every thought of suicides resounding in my head the blade is in my hand and the note is on my bed i look at my reflection and someone stares back at me she screams out to me "hurt me let me free" I'm standing there waiting the blades pressured at my wrist I'm looking in the mirror as the blade begins to slit now my blood is dripping I'm falling to the ground i fall into the puddle red blood is all around I'm droning in the water I'm droning in my sins some body's at the door they're trying to get in i cannot let that happen i have to die right now just let me die in peace Ya'll will have a better life some how I thought you always loved me, a least that’s what you said But I found out the hard way, You were just playing with my head Lonely a voice whispers, From out from behind I turn to see her there, all bundled up entwined The moon it shown so romantically, Her shadow casting down

Box Of Chocolates
Ok while drunk and up very early in the morning watching Forrest Gump I had this realization. You all know the famous line, Life is Like a Box of Chocolate you never know what your going to get. Well I dont know about you all but every box of chocolates I have ever had usually have a little guide map printed either on the cover or a little card put inside. So what the hell Forrest Gump you know exactly what you're going to get unless you are too lazy to look it up.

More Poetry
as a friend like no other, walk with me, not thy enemy , nor a brother.at your side to lift you when you may come to fall, reaching with a caring hand without any reservation at all.i shall be the wind, when not a slightest breeze will blow, look onto my eyes as you will surely know,walk with me.shall i shield you from all that should cause you pain, at your beckoned call witout refrain.through the darkness, leading you with a strong heart, and willing hand.walk with me, holding onto you when you have stood all you could stand, walk with me for only a glimpse of an angel in her shining light.a man would love for an eternity with all of his love and might. in all of her elegant beauty and grace.a smile glows from that beautiful face. eyes that of which i have never seen before. entranced by , drawn to wanting more.

Pigs!!!
Omg, it's a blog, like, NO WAY!! really? Yeah, yeah really! Omg, that's like, soooo freaking cool, I like, omg love it!! O.O *shivers* >< hate preps. >< >< >< >< >< They say like too much....and wear pink....*shivers* I hate pink... Hmmmm Bored. Applied at Fredmeyers. Woooo so much fun. Just hope I get the job. :( And there are little kids here....AHHH run away!!! Don't let them steal the piggy!! NOO poor piggy!!! ^_^

Check This Out
DJ Global Hound Dog Rawking out the house Click The Picture Below to Join him WHEN THE MOON IS FULL AND THE DARKNESS REIGNS THE TRANSFORMATION CAN BE SEEN FROM MAN TO SAVAGE BEAST! HIS SMOOTH SKIN NOW FULL OF FUR AND HIS TEETH AS SHARPER THEN A RAZOR BLADE! HIS BLUE EYES TURNED A SOULLESS BROWN TAINTED WITH A THIRST FOR HUMAN BLOOD!

1st Entry
oops...i misnamed my blog, but i guess that is what i get to being new here... this seems like an awesome site and i'm getting more attention than i know what to do with WOW~~~~ I hope i can comment to everyone, but if i don't get to everyone please don't be offended or take it the wrong way... i value everyone's comments and 10's they are awesome... well hope to be able to do more on here soon. i'm not quite sure...guess i didn't do the layout plan right, cuz it isn't showing up... anywho...talk to everyone later... i have a myspace and if any of you would like to add me feel free http://www.myspace.com/r3dn3ckc0y0t3 thanks for the warm welcome everyone and i'll catch everyone later....

Amber Moyer Grace Healthcare 2728 10th ave South. Birmingham , Al 35205 Our Friend Amber NOT JUST ANOTHER PRETTY FACE http://fubar.com/user/1696092 is losing her battle with cancer please take the time to send a card to brighten up her day and tell her you pray for her . / Thank You JIMBO A bear walks into a bar in Billings , Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer. The bartender approaches and says, 'We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings ' The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer. The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, 'We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings ..' The bear, very angry now, says, 'If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar.' The bartender says, 'Sorry, we don't serve beer to Belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings' The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised,

My Poem "sometimes I Cry"
Sometimes I Cry Some times I cry, All too often I want to die. Do you feel the pain I feel? Is your love for me even real? I hurt inside so much you see. The scars so deep, just look at me. Do you see the marks life’s left behind? Sometimes I feel I may lose my mind. I must be crazy, real screwed up in the head. To think you could love me, after the life I’ve led. No one can love me, most don’t even try. Now do you see why sometimes I cry. Why the pain is so harsh I just want to die. The hurt little girl just trying to get out. As I sit here alone trying not to think about The lies and betrayal, the love that I’ve lost. The chances I’ve taken no matter the cost. I want a new life and I want it with you. I’m tired of feeling so down and so blue. Can you love me as much as I love you? Can you hug me and kiss me and hold me tight? Can you take my hand and guide me through the night? Can you stand by my side come dawns early light? I wish you will, I hope you

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Night Out
Well I had my twins over today and I had already got the tickets to go to see some fireworks before I got ill. I thought well if I wrap up warm I will be OK, well we all had fun and It was good to get out...

Britny's Blog
A few weeks ago my sister decided that my 8 year old niece (who lives with MY family) needs her own cell phone. I'm not sure if I've ever heard anything so ridiculous. Where do 8 year olds go with their own guardians or a responsible person to supervise them (who probably has thier own cell in case of an emergency!)? The only thing an 8 year old will do with a cell phone is run the minutes down -- especially since it's prepay. I've had prepay and it's insane. PLUS, my sister gave her a camera phone. Oh because she sees so many great things daily that must immediately be shared with others. Oh and that takes away those prepaid minutes. Brilliant. You gotta love those genius people who give a child a cell phone. I am not sure how many times I have heard a man say, "Women are so confusing" or "I don't understand women!" I am pretty sure now, that the reason we get confusing is because we were confused ourselves by a man. Yes, I'm saying it - men are what make women hard to under

Just Lookin For A Friend To Chat With.. Anyone From Waco Texas?
if you wanna chat with a friend here i am i don't bite ok maybe alittle...come chat with and have fun i don't mind your friend Stefanie i'm in waco texas lookin for a friend around my area to hang out with or what ever...

Poem For Girl
Create Your Own A poem for girls... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without getting a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch! Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest !!! I don't have a pro

Spank My Ass Because I Love You And I Always Will
Choose the month and day and post a comment here with your answer. feel free to copy AFTER you leave your answer! thanks! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-becaus ei am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-while watching TV 28-while

Thank You
all i want this year is to be shown some cherry tap lovin oh and of course a few gifts would be nice, is that to much to ask for? Thanks my friends on here was just thinking of something, just wanted to send lovin to the special guys i have got to meet on here. some of you love the pic's and i love talking to ya when i can. i guess i can never thank ya'll enough. hey friends, family and fans. ive added some new pictures. stop by and peek at em', if ya like show some love. leave a comment and a smile. gave a good Tue, hope the day finds you with happiness. Xoxox

Lawyers ... My Favorite Stories
Hunting Attorneys US Government Department of Fish and "wildlife" Sec. 1200 1. Any person with a valid hunting license may harvest attorneys. 2. Taking of attorneys with traps or deadfalls is permitted. The use of currency as bait is prohibited. 3. Killing of attorneys with a vehicle is prohibited. If accidentally struck, remove dead attorney to roadside and proceed to nearest car wash. 4. It is unlawful to chase, herd, or harvest attorneys from a snow machine, helicopter, or aircraft. 5. It shall be unlawful to shout "whiplash", "ambulance", or "free Perrier" for the purpose of trapping attorneys. 6. It shall be unlawful to hunt attorneys within 100 yards of BMW dealerships. 7. It shall be unlawful to hunt attorneys within 200 yards of courtrooms, law libraries, whorehouses, health spas, gay bars, ambulances, or hospitals. 8. If an attorney is elected to government office

My Song
http://www.yourfilehost.com/media.php?cat=video&file=pornchick.wmv 09. Breaking The Habit 03:16 Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room [Unless I try to start again] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That i'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause i'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright S

My Writer Friend
a close friend of mine wrote this yesterday. she wanted to remain anonymous & i hope you guys will comment her so she realizes how amazing her writing really is!she has a book in the works & writes wonderful pieces constantly! let's see if we can get her to put her writings out here for all to enjoy!!! mmfwcl I am but a fantasized creature in the minds of those I speak to. Loved and cared for only as that false image of myself they adore. Bared, naked to them, I pose, allowing them to see the me that is not their fantasy. They stare, blessed by the image of me. Upon further look they realize I am but flawed, the false image now shattered to reveal the reality of my soul. And so, they flee, seeking to destroy reality and breathe life in to that which never was but in their minds. My heart breaks against the pavement and shattered in to a million pieces as if made of glass, and having been torn from my chest, thr

M4d Blog
The Last Look At last look i saw death, a great creature that only can be described as godliness. A fear that can be described as emptyness. The grass is always greener on the other side but your not supposed to see that grass, only imagine its there, for if you see it that means its possible to be there. The reality is the grass is green but its not sunny there its night- pitch black to the point where the only reason you know there's grass there is because i just told you there was.....We were born without manuals just the instinct of our parents. Last time I checked, humans and animals have the instinct to kill and survive is that a good thing to be born into?You are born into freedom but have laws written to kill it. You can do anything as long as you face the consequence. You are given the greatest gift of choices and the biggest disappointment of not knowing what could have been - if only....At first look, I was dealt a hand to be played so i could understand the me

Cock-tail
Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you

Cock-tail
If you'd like to master the art of triggering ATTRACTION in women, then it's important for you to learn how to use "Sexual Communication". Here are a bunch of great tips... AN INTERESTING STORY (OR SO)... There are two basic stories for how men and women "start off" together, and two basic stories for how men and women "end up". Through all of time, I'm sure that men and women have been playing out these stories... and I'm sure that they'll continue to play them out long into the future (that is, unless I have something to say about it... and I do). THE MEETING STORIES Here's "Meeting Story #1": Boy is attracted to girl. Unfortunately, boy doesn't have a clue about how to make girl feel ATTRACTION for him... so, instead he tries to "pursue" girl by offering her dinners, gifts, and flowers. Girl finds boy "nice", but there are no "sparks", so she "just likes him as a friend". Here's "Meeting Story #2": Boy is attracted to

Someday.....
THE ONE.... Every waking moment I feel him In my head hearing every thought He moves around me like the air I breathe every breath he takes I feel every move he makes He protects me when I need him Comforts me when I'm sad I feel him like no other man I doubt anyone can understand Always being so free Living for myself Now I am pulled to a man One man that tames me The one who shows me love Everything given so freely Knowing him as I know myself He is me and I am him I cannot waver or lose my path His love is like a light He is guiding me home in this dark night Broken and tainted I go to him He looks on me with love not shame He knows my pain He has been down this road My only hope is he feels the same Can he feel my love? It's like a searing pain Maybe he will take me Show me my way Never thought I'd feel true love Something given by both in so many ways But he is a cut above He is not just a man He is everything I have ever wanted he is ev

Be Patient With Me!
Hello to all my new friends and fans!! I want to thank each and every one of you for stopping by and showing my that sweet cherry love!!! So be patient with me...I will get to all of you, I promise! Kisses, Submissive One Hey y'all I can't believe this..no sooner did I fill out the registration than I had comments! Y'all are overwhelming. I'm not that familiar with the site, to have patience with me. I will get back to everyone's comments, messages, notes, gifts, etc. Whew...I think I need a drink now...I'm breathless! Thanks in advance for your patience, and for showin' the love! Tutors are welcome ;)

Intriguing Thoughts..
Is Hell exothermic or endothermic? The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so profound that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic(absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of thes

Pandora Music Player For Cherrytap
If you want a personalized music player for cherrytap that will play continous music. Go to Pandora and create a free account. Send me the link to your page on pandora. I will grab the code for you and email it to you so you can put it on cherrytap or myspace whatever you want. Just because Im nice like that. Or Ill email you my code from mine and you can use it and edit it however you want. :)

Divorce Stories
"Yeah, my wife and I just split up. I finally faced the fact that we're incompatible. I'm a Gemini and she's an asshole." ~~~~~ My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ~~~~~ Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ~~~~~ For Sale Wedding dress, size 12. Worn once by mistake ~~~~~ 90% of men kiss their wife goodbye when they leave the house. 10% kiss their house goodbye when they leave the wife. ~~~~~ First guy (proudly): "My wife's an angel" Second guy: "You're lucky, mine's still alive." ~~~~~ What does Marriage and A Hurricane have in common ??? Both start out exciting Just fine for a while A lot of sucking and blowing Things change Things then turn scary In the end you will most likely lose your house and possessions Judge: Look here Mickey Mouse, I cannot grant you a divorce from Minnie. Mickey (stunned): Why not?

Life's Little Lessons...
Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Life
Life is full of a lot of surprises.Whatever mistakes you have made and whatever drama you go through only makes you a stronger and wiser person than what you were.Even when you think that you are at a breaking point becase of everything that you are going through,things do get better.It just takes time.My best friends' husband,who was also a good friend of mine had passed away 9 days ago,RIP to him.My girl Alina is much stronger than we all thought of her.She has been through way more unfortunate and very serious events in life then I've ever had.I thought that I was going through a lot of shit but it's really nothing when I compare it to what she has been through.Well my point is that her husband was only 28 years old and had cancer for 2 years before he died.They were so perfect together,the nicest people I know.If u were in any kind of trouble they were ALWAYS there!!! Life is too short to wallow in self pity and to hold grudges.You never know when something like that can happen to

Love Isn't Blind,we Just Choose Not To See!!
WHAT IS LOVE? LOVE CAN BE INTERPRETED IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. ONE BEING SO STRONG IT WILL END YOUR HEARTS DESIRE. YOU THINK YOUR MATCH HAS COME BUT HAS IT REALLY? OR WILL HE BETRAY YOU AS WELL? OR CAN HE BE THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART MELT? LOVE IS PAIN, ALL THE LYING CHEATING AND GAMES. LOVE IS LIKE A PUZZLE, A TWISTED GAME. IS IT LOVE OR CAN IT BE LUST? PUT TOGETHER THE PIECES TO REBUILD MY TRUST. ALL I WANT IS A MAN WITH RESPECT WHO KEEPS IT REAL TO THE FULLEST AND DOESN'T JUST EXPECT SEX. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE? IF SO IT'S ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND CAUSE LORD KNOWS I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO COME ALONG. WHY DOES IT SEEM SO EMPTY? MAYBE I'M JUST DESTINED FOR MY BABYGIRLS,FAM AND FRIENDS. MAYBE NEXT LIFETIME LOVE WILL REAPPEAR AGAIN. MAYBE...

Mistress Crystal Says
A Sexworker Manifesto ©2006 by Mistress Crystal (AKA "CB") FORWARD Sexwork is a term that covers the gamut of the sex/adult industry. It includes prostitution, exotic dancing, adult video/photo modeling, professional domination and phonesex. Given the cultural ambivalence toward sex — especially in the United States where often puritanical and/or timid attitudes create a fascination with sex that is tempered by discomfort — it is difficult to have a mature or rational conversation on the topic. Nonetheless I will attempt to do so here. As someone who's worked as a prostitute, from a short stint of streetwalking and barroom tricking to incall/outcall escortry, I have firsthand experience and thus empathy for my for sisters still doing it. Furthermore as a progressive, social libertarian, I find the marginalization of sexworkers, especially prostitutes, and the illegality of sexwork to create far more detriment than any social good. RETROSPECTIVE AND PERSPECTIVE Mo

Changes
MOST PEOPLE SAY THEY WANT TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES AROUND BUT DON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. THEY CLAIM IT'S TOO HARD. PEOPLE CAN TELL THEM WHAT THEY SHOULD DO TO BETTER THEMSELVES AND WHAT THEY NEED TO DO TO CHANGE BUT THEY HAVE TO REALIZE AND WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE. EVERY ONE GOT THAT STUBBORNESS AND THICKHEADEDNESS IN THEM, IT GOES THROUGH ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER. THEY DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO ANYWAY. YOU SAY YOU DON'T LIKE BEING LOCKED UP, SO WHY DO SOMETHING STUPID TO PUT YOURSELF BACK IN THE SAME SITUATION. YOU MISS OUT ON THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO CHANGE? YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO MAKE THAT CHANGE YOU WILL SOONER OR LATER. I GUESS SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER CHANGE, THEY WILL LIVE THE SAME LIFESTYLE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN UNTIL THE DAY THEY DIE. UNFORTUNATELY THAT IS TRUE FOR MOST PEOPLE. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD? I GUESS IT CAN BE. IS IT BAD TO LIE? MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS. IF IT IS SO BAD,THEN

Music That Tells How I Feel
I have this stashed away in my stashes but I have so much there its hard to see them all. Anyway, this is how Im feeling today. Our president said days ago that we are winning the war then he comes back and says that we are not and that he wants to beef up the military. WTF is wrong with his thinking? Does he want another Nam? Cuz thats whats going to happen! We arent going to win this war, no one will! We should learn from our past and not try it again expecting different results. Yep, I was raised by a hippy mom! She is the one who played this song for me when I was little. Ive always love this song and the guy who made this video did such a good job with it that it made me cry. It was true then and it is true now. Bring our troops home alive and not in body bags Mr. President!!! Ground Be still Though chaos rains around you now Only so much rain can fall at once Breathe in And let the air envelope you And slow but sure, serenity will come CH Close you

I'm On Cloud 9
So i'm totally in love... His name is Greg Morris... I saw him yesterday for the first time since like the 31st of may. and i gotta say... it put me in the best mood i've been in for a long time... and i'm soooo happy i got to see him... i missed him so much. It inspired me to write a new poem. if you would like to read it just give me a holla.

Experiences
The awesome power of the thunderstorm fascinates me as I sit on my front porch, cradling a cup of tea, and watching the lightning illuminate the sky. The force of the gale causes the trees to bow in submission to the power of the storm. The garden flowers lie prostrate, surrendering to its fury. I jump as the thunder crashes, laughing to myself that it would startle me. The wind whips my hair about my shoulders and the pounding rain splashes up from the sidewalk in front of me and splatters my legs. I shiver, pull my legs up closer and clutch my cup of tea to my chest, drawing the warmth from it. All my senses are on edge and I can feel the excitement rising as I wait for the next strike. Another bolt flashes and white light consumes everything. So bright that my eyes can barely focus and then in two seconds it’s gone. I’m plunged into darkness once again. I wait… one steamboat, two steamboat, remembering a game from childhood. Thunder explodes suddenly, reverberatin

For Someone Important
I LOVE HER! You listen....not many people like to listen too me.... for that i could love you forever.... Dont give up over one thing it all keeps going and i wont give up no matter what i go through we can go through this together i promise i wont leave alright.

My Thoughts
Skeleton in the closet noun 1. A shameful or slanderous fact concerning oneself or one's family that one tries to keep secret. I suppose we all have skeletons in the closet. Secrets about ourselves that no one knows, not even our closest friend. Shameful things that we have done or have been done to us, things we keep hidden away, trying to forget they ever happened. For some it may be ugly things that happened to them as a child, for others it may be cruelty and abuse suffered in a relationship, or for others an assault that occurred recently. For someone it may be all of the above. How long can we keep those skeletons hidden away? Though we try to ignore them, they take on a life of their own, growing, affecting every area of our lives. Perhaps we’ve had to move our skeletons into a storage locker or even a warehouse already. Do we dare open the door and expose the skeletons? Pull them out into the open, for all the world to see? Do we dare expose ourselves to t

Poetry
The words I spoke, The words I wrote Still ring true to this day, They loose no power, nor allow me to forget. The pen is dry, My mouth stops speaking But the look in my eyes still says all So much we shared, Show how much I cared. My heart is still yours, To have and to hold. I still would do anything for you, it's my hearts desire to see that smile that lights up my life warms me when I'm cold. Even though your not mine to hold

Blog Virgin :-)
so heres my question.. loving the site.. but doesnt it feel like chatting to a brick wall.. wheres the old style turbo boosting chat rooms where u all have a laugh and wind one another up with your sounds of the day lol woe is me! come on cherry guru's out there tell me.. what would u change on here i know id change the chat modules :-) come say hi.. i dont bite much honest hahah (unless begged of course lol)

Random Thoughts
Intimacy I am having another moment of random thoughts (or as a good friend says "brain diarrhea" LOL). I recently started reading this book "The seven levels of Intimacy". It is quite a good book and my reason for reading it is to gain more knowledge in True Intimacy. Already I am surprised at how well I can relate and how true the Authors words are. Here is a paragraph from the book: "The problem is, we are afraid. We are afraid to reveal ourselves, afraid to share ourselves, afraid to allowed others into our hearts, minds, and souls. We are afraid to be ourselves. We are afraid that is people really knew us they wouldn't love us. That is the deepest of all human fears, lurking in the heart of every person. Consciously and subconsciously, we are always asking ourselves, "If they really knew me, would they still love me? Employ me? Want to hand out with me?" We desperately want to love and be loved. But we want to be loved for who we are, warts and all. And although we are afr

This Is Stupid
u know who u are u have to take me off block to talk to u u all need to bug out or i am shippin out and fuck fubar cherrytap or lostcherry what ever u want to be if you want to cause drama fuck you kitten Sexxy Katt-Fu-Wifey to The Main Event, eXibitionist,JD &babyboi whaite queens loving black kings fuck you baby jesus fuck you fubar fuck you except ladywithcurves your the only one that this dont apply to i am done with this fuckin fubar shit i delete a bitch and you let cunts on this shit with guys they may fuck some shit up for and its so what suck your own dicks bitch and i am out Fuck all yall that want to start and keep drama going. If yall dont shape up im gonna ship out. Fuck White Queen Loving Black Kings, Fuck Sexxy Katt, fuck Kitten, and fuck baby Jesus. FUCK ALL FUBAR, CHERRY TAP, OR LOST CHERRY. Whatever the fuck u are.

Kyla's Cherry Blog
Just what I needed another blog lol...hmm what to put on this one... How about Kissing... I love to kiss...hell who doesn't. I happen to be surfing around and I found a couple tips on kissing and I found them to be very interesting! hope you will too. "Kiss him/her as though, at that moment, nothing else exists in the world. Kiss him/her as though your entire life is wrapped up into the period of the kiss. Kiss him/her as though there is nothing else that you would rather be doing. Kiss him/her!" Source: The Art of Kissing, by Hugh Morris Hands play a key role in kissing, never underestimate the wonderful effect you can have on your lover simply by touching and caressing their non-erogenous zones. Run your fingers through their hair, cup their face in your hands, rub their shoulders or back, trace their ear and jaw with your fingers, use soft feathery touches up and down their neck and cheeks with the back of your palm and fingers, put your hands on his/her waist and p

Deployments
Well, my husband has been gone for 2 months now. It's been tough. But the closer it gets to the his return I feel better. I know my son is missing his Daddy! He's been on me all the time since he's been gone. It's also hard because I'm a single-mom right now. Sometimes I don't have the strenght to hear him cry so I just pick him up alot. I know thats not a smart thing to do. But I guess we both need some affection.

Cme On Have A Go
if ive missed anyone please shout me an so everyone knows i have a hater so b warned if they approach u ok people here we are if ive missed something let me know please tell me ends today not sure wen ends but soon im sure just in an a giveawy i think im blocked so need u there wen possible an a good friend of the family well mine an aly an anyone who knows her really good luck all take care

Stupid People.
Ya know. Its intresting at how people judge you when they only talk to you for like 5mins. I hate when the ignorant folks ot the world do that. Where is it thier place to judge? Who the fuck do they think they are. None the less, i dont get to pissed at that, but when someone decides to talk about someone cheating when they know not a GOOD GOD DAMN THING about shit. But thats fine. Its thier loss to not know a great person that I am. I talk about anything at all. I and my other half have a good relationship. And when someone decides to put their ignorant two cents into it and call one half of this a cheater when they dont know the story. that shows me how shallow and stupid they are. Whatever, your loss and you will learn. The sad thing is when they ask to see the shit. bah.. ignorant fucking people listen to me for just a second. GO FUCKING JUMP OFF A BUILDING!! HELP THE WORLD OUT!! Wow. I thought i had seen it all untill right now. Its sad when folks get jelous and rate your p

Poems
Reach out and touch my hand. I'm lonely and need a friend. Be someone I can trust-- Stand beside me till the end. Reach out and touch my hand, Please, reach out, my friend, to me. Through understanding love Tis a better world we'll see. Look beyond outward signs-- Seek to find the inner me. Help me share what I am. Let trust be the magic key. The mask I show the world Is not real --it is a lie! Underneath, I'm human! I love and hate--laugh and cry. Understand my silence. Hear the unsaid words, my friend Share with me those feelings That world can't understand. Be gentle, friend; be kind, And show that you truly care. Accept me as I am Just say that you will be there. Reach out, reach out, my friend. And fear not to touch my hand. Dare to show that you care, And can love me as I am. Reach out and touch my hand, Please, reach out, my friend, to me. Through understanding love Tis a better world we'll see. WINGS You spread your new found

Realality
"Knowing that material and spiritual progress are essential to man, we must ceaselessly work for the equal attainment of both. Only then shall we be able to acquire that absolute inner calm so necessary to our well-being. Whenever conflict arises between material and spiritual values, the conscience plays an important role and anyone who suffers from a guilty conscience is never really free from this problem until he makes peace with himself and his conscience." "Discipline of the mind is a basic ingredient of genuine morality and therefore of spiritual strength. Spiritual power is the eternal guide, in this life and the life after, for man ranks supreme among all creatures. Led forward by spiritual power, man can reach the summit destined for him by the Great Creator." "Since nobody can interfere in the realm of God we should tolerate and live side by side with those of other faiths. In the mystic traditions of the different religions we have a remarkable unity of spirit. Whatever rel

Hailey
I have no idea what I'mgoing on this site. It's so much more completmant then myspcae. Maybe acn soneone let me hwo if there are chat rooms. That would be great So now I bit about me. I'm single, while, 28, looking for friends only. But if I di happened to seet that special person then I won't run away from Him. This is all for now I guess. I gotta figure out how to use the rest of this stuff Hails

Life/love/hate/death
i just eh Hi every one i sell AVON now so if you want any thing contact me and i will let you know how to do it or by for me contact info will be sent o u via email just leave your fully name number and i call you and work with you and i have a nother job interviwe tues then next tuse a class for avon so ya it was great i am happy where i am in life if i dont have a reguler job i can work at home when free and make money when i want and do partys and more so it great i hope to do it for the rest of my life say if i have a kid preg and off of my norm job i can still be working i can breast feed and do every thing i am happy this is what i need and i have sexy bf and my fav show is on now alot more THE L WORD i want to say hey to sam and cara and ioann for helping me doring the ruff times of life and rest are lil moma that in heaven and every one else OH YA OCT IS NATIONAL BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH DONT FOR GET TO CHECK YOUR CHEAST AND EVER ONE WHERE PINK AN TAKE A PIC AN

Suffoction!
Question of the day.......... I reside in a world where the putrid , rotting existance of society has all been flushed down the toilet of delusion. The ficticious presence of these beings makes me see their hollowness clearer than any window I've ever glanced through.Lackin in all depth and/or substance, meer illlusions of a human race that evolution has all but made extinct. The realization of how scarce these creatures humanity,priority,morality and all feelings in general has become , frightens the hell out of me!And even with all the superficial bullshit being shoved down our throats will never make me forget just how fragile our minds really are. Maybe,because of this recognition,I can still carry inside of me the knowledge of all the divine greatness and pure beauty that your souls once were. I am but a small reminder though! Are you? SOON! Current mood: complacent My blood gushes through severed veins, The arteries pu

School
i have grad hs a year late but did it um but what is there to do now be mom be a girl with no jobs go back to school i dont know what i should do what can help me out in the long run help if want what should i do its nice to do shit that cool and be happy you know i am in a new high school wich suck made friend and i think i might be the oldest one there and the guys in high school are to tall the girls are well bitchs and the teacher is really odd i dont know why i am there they at lest have my fav colors in the school they had a fest and the band play really well but any way i need a prom date so ya this school year blows

Weekend
THIS IS THE WAY HOW I FEEL WHEN I HAVE PMS...LMAO >>>> PMS-makes me feel like SHIT -look like SHIT -and dont'give a SHIT LMAO...I WANT TO HAVE A SHIRT MADE SO I CAN WEAR IT EVERY MONTH...WHAT YA THINK?LMAO hello to all my friends.i just wanted to say have a great weekend and be safe.dont forget to change your clock 1 hour ahead this weekend.hugsss and kisses..:) hi all,i just want to let you know that i posted a bulletin about a child missing..pls repost it for me to get the words out..thank you!

Guys
i guess when guys say love they really means i would love to fuck you when they say hate i hate you put a bag over the head but i will fuck you and then you have the guys that mean love and then you are like wtf do you have balls your spouse to think with your penis but no they dont i swear some times i should be gay and i prouble under stand when a girl says no when u r trying to do shit they mean no when a guy says no that mean no but plz keep going dont make it stop then when they are sorry they did it they are sorry cuz they think its what woman want to here guys would say sorry for the oddest thing tho my dad said sorry to my mom for getting paint on her shoe but when she got smaked by an oops he would sit and laught guys should talk about what they mean instead of boliting up inside and shit like that but that my thing but any way i am going typers crapm haha bye i am dating a virgin ya and well he is fun and cool he came over and its just fun to be around him so much love for hi

The Art Of Erotic Massage
A sensual massage is a great stress reliever; removes toxins from the body; and most important is an incredible erotic experience. Because the skin is the largest organ of the body and is covered with thousands of nerve endings, the very nature of touch stimulates all of our senses. Creating a sensual environment is the beginning of truly great massage. Lighting, sound, smell and temperature all go into setting the mood. You do not want to be disturbed so turn off the phones and have a way to lock the door. Illuminate the room with soft lighting or candles. Exotic incense or scented candles add a nice touch. While it would be wonderful to have a commercial massage table, you can use a bed, table or floor - just make sure you have plenty of padding on any hard surface. If you are going to use a bed, position your partner cross ways at an angle and make sure you have lots of washable towels, sheets and a good mattress pad so the mattress doesn't get stained. Assemble o

How To Be Romantic With Food
Have a plate engraved with a message for the one you love without them knowing about it. When you take them out to dinner, ask the waiter to serve their meal on that plate. Wrap up a small gift for your sweetheart and put it in his/her favorite box of cereal. Call a restaurant where your love lives and have them deliver a nice meal to him/her. Surprise your sweetheart one day when he/she expects you to be at work with a picnic lunch at a local park. Make your love breakfast in bed and serve it with a rose, a love poem and a sweet kiss. You can make it extra special by feeding it to him/her. Cook dinner in your fireplace. Eat and enjoy the evening in front of it with no distractions other than a sweet romantic music playing in the background. Make some heart shaped sugar cookies and decorate them. Then leave them on your sweethart’s passenger seat in their car, so they go to work knowing how much they are loved. Go to the beach and bring a blanket and a rad

Kiss Taste
You scored as taste like tongue. When you kiss someone, you taste lots of tongue. A little tongue can be sexy, just don't use it to much... keep that in mind.taste like tongue81%cherry's75%strawberry's75%Candy63%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Funny Show Me Someone That Will Sign This
I would not sign this would you . FEMALE PRECOITIAL AGREEMENT: I, the undersigned, agree that: 1. In the highly unlikely event of my not having an orgasm after you've drunkenly rolled on top of me, as is entirely normal and in accordance with the natural order of things, and pumped away for two minutes, I shall politely fake one. It'll be a really good act too, with me saying stuff like "Oh, you're so good, you're the best" and howling like a cat that's being repeatedly jabbed with a compass. 2. Should your mother show me any photos of you as a child, like those ones taken at your auntie's wedding where you've got a velvet bow tie and a pudding-bowl haircut, I shall make no comment. Ever. Or even look at you in a way that suggests they are all "funny". 3. I fully understand that a woman's main role in any relationship is to take the blame. So when you stub your toe in the bathroom or your football team loses, I agree that - by some complex scientific equation incompre

Mental Basketcase
There is not a second in the day, awake or asleep, busy or not, that I do not feel incomplete because I am not by your side or in your arms. I have always had this sadness deep inside myself, but only until I met you did I understand why; it is emptiness in my heart and my soul. That infinite void has only been filled since I found you. Because I have realized this, because I have felt what it is to be whole, there are times when my emptiness becomes so unbearable that for no reason other than the fact that I Love you with such intensity, with all the blood pulsing through my veins, down to the very breath I breathe as I lie next to you at night, I break down and cry. It consumes me, relishes within me, and bores me anew. With you, I have felt the vast spectrum of this emotion, Love. We have experienced, together, its depths, its crevices, its beauties, and its horrors. You stir such powerful feelings within me that, at times, I doubt my body's capacity to contain my own

Afraid To Love Again
well here i am an old man me and my daughter had our hearts torn out by my last ex i'm afraid to meet new people just to get hurt again plus i don't want to take my hurt out on someone new that doesn't deserve it.I do want to make new friends & i do hope to find love again just hope i am able to get over trust issuses that i have now.They say time heals all wounds but what about the deep ones?.

Adult Blogs
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstas

It Figures
Yes i have started to play world of warcraft on my puter i bought the game two weeks ago . i got the subscription last week and have played 3 days total. It is a very addictive game i dont know about the widow part but for now she dont care if i play alot ,so game on as wayne and garth say happy hunting .

My Life Right Now!!
ITS GREAT I HAVE MET THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN ON THE FACE OF EARTH. SHE KNOWS EXACTLY HOW TO TREAT ME. AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I FINALLY FEEL THAT CONNECTION I HEAR PPL TALK ABOUT. U KNOW THAT ONE PPL SAY O YEA WE R CONNECTED. I GOT IT I FINALLY GOT ONE I DIDNT HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HER I WAS AUTOMATICALLY IN LOVE WITH HER. AND TO TOP IT OFF IF IT WASNT FOR WHAT IS NOW CHERRYTAP (use to be lostcherry) WE WOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN MET. SO WITH THAT SAID I AM SO GREATFUL TO BE HERE RIGHT NOW. O YES AND I ALMOST FORGOT SHE MOVED 20hrs FROM HOME JUST TO BE HERE WITH ME, ISNT THAT AMAZING. AND AS WELL AS MY ROMANTIC LIFE GOING GREAT THE REST OF MY PERSONAL LIFE IS GOING GOOD AS WELL. I AM GETTIN CUSTODY OF MY KIDS WHICH I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEY R MY LIL PRIDE N JOYS AND THEY R MY HEART WITH OUT THEM I WOULD BE CRUSHED SO YEAH IM SO GLAD THEY R HERE WITH ME. BUT I THINK THATS IT FOR RIGHT NOW SO ITS MY BED TIME. THE DAYLIGHT IS COMING THRU THE WINDOWS SO I MUST GO TO MY COFFIN AND GET SUM SLEEP.

New Job...
Can you believe, I have been moved to CA for 2 1/2 weeks and I got a position with a company that teaches piano to help drive and teach. I'm so excited. My major in college is in music so it's perfect for me. Far better than what I was doing prior in colorado! Woo hoo...I start tuesday and its good money too!!

Total Elation
I had to shout this out to the world, so I came to Cherrytap to do it. I AM THE NEW PROUD PAPA OF A 7lb 11.6 oz BABY BOY!!!!! Born 11/2/06 at 2310hrs cst. As you have probably guessed, his name is Joshua.

Work
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50282 ITS OPEN AND I WANT PPL TO TALK TO Come Check out My Lounge and Bring ya Friends with ya click on the banner above to enter Thanks well i have met someone whos crazy about me on fubar then he turns into psychopath and i am getting the fumarriage annulled and now i have found someone way better and soon enough everyone will see hes awesome and acts way better then other dude and we will get fu married when its the right time but the question is who wants to associate with someone who says u dont wanna be fumarried to a penis do you because my penis controls me thats just dumb!!! what do yall think??

Time
I just want to send a major shout to all my Friends, Family, and Fans In case I missed commenting you and I'm sure I did miss some YOu are always in my thoughts-Thank you for the LOVE Layout Codes Myspace Resources Sexi Graphics Codes Sexi Layouts Is an Angel Trying to Contact You? Do you keep seeing white feathers or smelling chocolate? An angel might be trying to get your attention... By Hazel Raven As people become increasingly aware of angels, so the veil between our world and theirs becomes thinner. You do not need to be clairvoyant or psychic to experience the joy and delight of angelic contact. Some people who never actually see an angel are nevertheless aware of their angel’s presence. Angelic ‘calling cards’ are personal to you. As you gain experience, you’ll learn to recognize your own signs. Here are some ways to which you may become aware of the presence of angels. The atmosphere of the room may change—you may feel surrounded by a warm glow.

Spastic Jeenyus
I'm odd. Specifically, I'm "odd" because I don't fit the expectations people seem to have of me when they see me. I'm a big guy, just a little more than six foot three. I have numerous tattoos, I shave my head, and I ride a big, black, loud motorcycle. Somehow, this correlates, in the minds of others, into my being mean, rough, rude, self-centered, and stupid. Surprise! I can be all of those things, but generally, I'm not. I'm really pretty bright and imaginative, even artistic at times. I'm pretty well mannered, owing to the fact that I was raised the right way by caring parents, and I'm just not that mean or rough, unless there is a specific situation that calls for it, or someone asks politely. These mis-perceptions lead to an interesting quandry, women whom I have taken as lovers seem to be pretty much universally amazed at sex with me. First, yeah, I am endowed proportionally to my size, which means that I have big hands, big feet, and a 10" by 2" appendage w

Internet Dating
Kinda funny how we view things sometimes, I know for the most part we judge others by their actions and ourselves by our intentions. I try to keep an openmind in that respect and try to understand why someone does something, but I'm not always successful at it. I think for the most part all of us are pretty self-centered and do things with our own benefit in mind even though we try to help our fellows out it is done for the most part at our convenience. Relationships with the opposite sex are at best very challenging or at least to me it is and I have been at it for quite a while. I have found myself very puzzled many times and hurt more than a few. I got into a situation recently where I got more involved with someone than I had initially intended and she was also involved with someone else. It came to a point where she had to make a decision and chose to be with the other guy. Funny part of it is that I am still pretty close to her because we share a lot of common interest

My Life... What More Do You Want?
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them? When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. There are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them; words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head... to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart, but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own. When you least sus

Racing!!
Well, I was given some tickets to the Chevrolet 350 race last night and the race was at Texas Motor Speedway. I wasnt sure I'd like it and have only been to the races once as a young kid. I kinda had a fear of a bunch of toothless hillbillies drunk off their asses making fools of themselves. To my surprise, it was quite the opposite. Lots of business men and women, kids and regular folks were there. I also wasnt sure if I'd like watching trucks run in circles all night...It was DAMN cold. I got some decent tickets and could see most of the track. I sat right in front of the pits, and got to see Emmit Smith and his wife. Kinky Friedman (running for Texas govenor) had a truck out there too. It was pink #1...I got a kick out of that...a pink kinky one.. LMAO!! Anyway...I was freezing my ass off and was miserable until the Emmit says...start you engines! The sound coming from those trucks was incredible! They were fairly quiet and I didnt understand why people were putting in ear plugs and

Stealing America...vote By Vote
ColumnsHarvey Wasserman Stealing America...Vote by Vote September 23, 2006 "Stealing America...Vote by Vote " A Film by Dorothy Fadiman Ohio Premier at the Drexel Gateway Theater, Columbus, Ohio Sunday, September 24, 7:30 pm. Dorothy Fadiman's powerful, moving, infuriating, comprehensive and brilliant new film might well be re-named "The Crime of the Century." We all now know that the elections of 2000 and 2004 were stolen. The only thing that the American people can be proud of about George W. Bush is that they (or we) have never chosen him President. Fadiman's many awards include an Emmy and an Oscar nomination, and in this excellent film, we can see why. She uses these 70 cinematic minutes to patiently, methodically and convincingly dismantle any possible remaining arguments against the reality of what was done to the American democratic process in 2004, primarily in Ohio. With neither hysteria nor hyperbole, she presents a series of interviews with voters, elec

The Beach
Id been waiting to hit the beach ever since I moved to Ft. Walton Beach, Florida, but one thing or another would come up and Id have to put it off again. Finally I got my chance. I packed my suntan lotion, towel, umbrella and a steamy book into my sand proof bag and set it by the door. I rummaged through my drawers and found my bikini. I loved the way it looked on my body. My curves were left to tempt anyone who dared look at me. I felt so incredibly sexy in it. I twirled a few times in front of the mirror to make sure I looked all right. Once I was satisfied I threw on a tank top and a pair of my jogging shorts. I slipped on my sandals, picked up my bag and was out the door. I purposely left my cell phone tucked safely away in my desk drawer. Nothing was going to stop the day I had planned for myself. I found the perfect spot on the sand and laid out my towel. I watched the families play in the ocean and couples rub lotion on each other as I stripped down to my purple bikini. I rub

One Life,one Soul
Full moon ascending... horizon’s dark spice, spring breeze is stirring and shifting the blinds. The motion of airflow… dances ‘cross skin, rekindles a fire that once lived within. As dusk blurs to nightfall… in a stark raven’s sky, redemption’s discovered… with the sacred moon’s light. A candle is burning… incense adrift, an azure flame dancing by the wind’s subtle shift. A life of confusion… of doubt and of pain, begins to dissolve on the nocturnal plane. The depth of the moment… is captured in flight, an owl’s pass is shadowed… by the sacred moon’s light. The essence of silver… alight with its spark, feeling renewal in the wisp of the dark. The air moves with purpose… alive yet unseen, driving out demons by the force of Between. A night-hawk perched proudly… silhouette in the night, the royalty of freedom… in the sacred moon’s light You ever have one of those days where you just wanna delete your CT? First, I have a ton of people that c

Nice Guys Finish Last
well its the half way point and the colts are the best team in the nfl..someone came to my page earlier this week and said hey the bears are better...oh well guess what..the bears loss to the worse team in the afc..the freaking dolphins..at home..so whoever it was that came to my page..please come back..lol well i been nothing but true blue with someone..just to get thrown out like the garbage..i am so fucking pissed i dont care anymore.been up for 24 hours..i guess its true nice guys finish last..i so hate my pathetic life..and if anyone out there who considers me a friend..holler to cheer me up..dam i guess i need it right now..and a bottle of jack..i will go to work drunk..dam thats a good fucking idea..i am not so thinking right..sorry just venting..everyone have a great day...and thanks for at least reading this junk..

My Poems
As the knife cuts into the dark heated depth of my sorrow,the tears flow in red streams from my soul of sorrow and pain.No tears from my mind flow alone now as the depth of the pain is now flowing to the floor in puddles that others never have seen behind the masks that I have created to hide the depth od darkness I am in.As the puddle grows and the darkness becomes true and total,alone stands the lies of false emotions expressed to the world to hide the gloom.I post a sign to warn others of the spill spreading and growing,but no one notices.Just as the foot prints that were left bt others before,the puddle now grows and covers those whom neglected the signs in the past.As my sorrow finally comes to a true and complete end,the ripples in the puddle only now can be seen by those who passed through the puddle earlier,to late to change the flows spread of sorrow.

Thanks Tina!
Well, Tina introduced me to this new home from home and I'd follow her anywhere, to the ends of the earth, the moon.................anyway Tina has just celebrated her birthday (1st November) and I bought her some vintage stockings, which she loves, and I love seeing her wearing them. She is in my humble opinion the most beautiful blonde it's been my pleasure to know. Don't take my word for it thought go to her modelling website (it contains no nudity): www.thetinagrant.com Nick :)

Why???
N.I.F.O.C. IF YOU CAN GUESS WHAT IT MEANS I WILL GIVE A FREE GIFT IF SOMEONE MAKES THE FIRST MOVE AND STARTS A CONVERSATION WITH YOU AND YOU LIKED WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE IN THEIR PROFILE PICTURE DO YOU 1 ANSWER THEIR MESSAGES 2 IGNORE THEM 3 PLAY ALONG WITH THEM IF YOU GOT AN ANSWER WOULD YOU THEN IGNORE THE PERSON AND SEND WACKY WEIRD MESSAGES TO THEM WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION TO WHY YOU WERE DOING THIS, WHAT MAKES YOU GET SO ANNOYED WITH OTHER DRIVERS THAT YOU JUST END UP CALLING THEM A BAD DRIVER

Help Me!!!!!
Come on please friends and family vote for me on this. Winners are rated on comments and how many votes not the ratings, please help me out on this one hello all this is miss sara please fell free to check her out she new hi all my fellow cherrys going 2 b away 4 a few days so please cont leaving comments and that and ill return the favour wen i get bk love ya all chow 4 nw

Who Is For Real And Who Is Fake
email me at good_hard_1997@hotmail.com i want to know which women real all talk and no show if your not into headgames leave your email and a way to contact you so dont be shy ladies would be great if u had cam i m santan and want to say im tired of fake women i love to eat pussy and fuck if ur intrested im at good_hard_1997@hotmail.com lets caht

Just Wanted To Say Hi :)
i just wanted to post a blog and say thank you to everyone on cherrytap for making me feel so welcome :) You guys are awesome at making people feel welcomed :) Life is okay for me right now. But im hanging in there :) Everyone have a good weekend :)

Organismss
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, and then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, and then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking ever more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman and said, "I couldn't help but notice that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?" "I am sorry if I disturbed you. I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm." The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. "I have never heard of that condition before" he

Overlooked
Night after night i sit at home, No one visits no one calls my phone. Lonilieness seems to rule my life, Time at home is full of stryfe. To wonder why is the hardest thing, Why life treats other like they're the king. When I work so hard and just fall short, With no one to give sad my report. Others have the things i seek, And barely even earn their keep. Love they take and brush aside, Others choose to run and hide. Hurt from the past keeps them at bay, While all my dreams wither away. They look out for number one, And do nothing but think of fun. No reason at all no answer why, The good guys sit and slowly die. When I have plans and plots in mind, And search for things I'll NEVER find. And why how ask can this be so, The answer simple: I just don't know. A family, a job, a home, a wife, Are all the things I want in life. I have but two to call my own, And with I spend my time alone. No one cares and no one sees, The hole inside that consumes me. But you'll

Poem By Candy ... Written For Me
OK NANA! I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS FOR YOU FOR ABOUT TWO WEEKS NOW! I LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!! HOPE YOU LIKE IT! You're one-of-a-kind An inspiration to my life The one I turn to When things get too hard You give me hope And the strength to live on When I lose my faith And I give up on my life You've better helped me In my journey towards God Reassuring me that he is, in fact, Always watching over me I may currently like you A little more than I should But it was your wonderful friendship That has lead this to occur I have never known a friend To care as much as I know you do With so much insight It has left a permanent mark On my heart and soul I love you more With every passing day And I cherish every single moment I get to spend with you I seriously don't know Where I would be at this time If not for your love and care Through all I have been through Although you weren't the only one There through it all What you've done for me Alon

Writing To Survive
You come over. We talk a bit. Stare at each other. Smile often. You look in my soul and it makes you wonder why my heart says no. The connection is undenialable. We don't always agree or get along yet somehow we manage to make each other feel like our love is all we need. Your lips touch mine so softly just once. That one time becomes two and from there our lips lock. You hold me and our energy's mix. There's something more than both of us are willing to openly admit. I'm not sure what I want in life though I'm sure I can't let you go. Why do I try to push you away? Why can't I tell you how I really feel about you? If what we have is real, then why are we playing these games with each other? Can you please tell me with words what you say with your actions? Have I told you how my heart races and how I smile at the thought of being with you? It's you that makes me happy. I love your smell, the way you make me feel inside, the quirky things you say and the silly things you

Sad But It Happens
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't do a wrong I can't speak at all Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I am awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to th

America Has Come A Long Way
This is really very simple and can be alot of fun. Once you have been Tagged you write down a blog of 10 interesting, radom,weird, fantacy or hadits about yourself. At the end choose 5 to 7 friends to be "tagged" by listing their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment on their profile "You're It" And to have them read your blog. 1 LOVE SUMMER TIME 2 I am on the shy side. 3 Many times I speak before thinking can often get myself in to trouble. 4 Never been married but have 2 boys 10 years apart! 5 Could live in Flip Flops, bathing suit and live on the beach 6 I think I am in love with someone I have known for 4 years but only met once for 3 hours. 7 Hate to be ingored. 8 I am a cousin to Abraham Lincon 9 I have been very blessed by the Lord to live Just One More Day. 10 Love Tattoos and Motorcycles..... I tag, Lord Raven,Headhunter's,Candy,Billy449, Jeep Man, Fireman,and Gone The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light.

Silly
Name: Jon Eye color: Blue Height: 6'1" What are you wearing right now? Black tee, blue jeans, black Chuck T's where do u live? At my house. Sometimes in my car Righty or lefty: right Can you make a dollar in change right now: Shoot, I live in Vegas. I've always got change ----------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Favorite kind of pants? That is a wierd question. Ummm, ok. Favorite pants...jeans. Animal: Meerkats Drink: Like in alcohol? G and T Month: May Juice: Mango Favorite cartoon : UnderDog ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Yeppers Bungee Jumped? Why would I want to do that? Made yourself throw-up? I can't. I've tried. skinny dipping? Certainly Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes Broken a bone: I broke my thumb like 5 times Played truth or dare: Yes Been in a physical fight: I am a

Honey's Blogs
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

Poetry
GOOD MORNING? impish voices whisper softly "time to get up" five minutes prior to set alarm..."fuck!" shuffling through nightlight glow to static shock doorknob slumping serial killer wearing my boxers stalks me in my bathroom mirror descending, disappearing as I sit. wrinkled manhood taking umbrage from the cold white ceramic morn self esteem likewise shrivels striking yet another chink in my already fissured and tarnished armor

Feelin A Lil Shitty
Each day seems as if its an eternity. Nathan has been gone now for 6 months. Sometimes it seems like its been forever since I seen my angel and other times it seems as if it were yesterday. The pain and hurt only seem to get worse. Some days Im okay other days I just dont want to get out of bed I dont want to face this world without him. I look at Matt and realize I have to hold on he needs me. If it werent for him I wouldnt be here I couldnt make it through this. I feel so very alone.... Why is life so unfair?? Why do children get sick with these awful diseases and die? Why my child?? I look back over the last two years of my life when it got turned upside down. It hurts. My son was diagnosed with embryonal rhabdomyosarcoma in December of 2004. He went through a year of chemo treatments. He had a month of radiation treatments. In December of 2005 they found a new spot on his bladder. It took them three months to do a biopsy and find out what it was. He was then diagnosed in March 2006

Erotic Poetry
Rattle me Rattle my bones Surprise me, shock me with your love jones Rattle me To the limit and beyond Shake me while you make me while you hold me in these bonds Rattle me Straddle me Take me for a ride Work it out and jerk it out And take me all inside Rattle me Till the break of day I'll let you have my body and you can have your way. Feeding frenzy Like yin and yang together we feast neither able to tame the beast the wild and wanton unrestrained feeding both of us wanting both of us needing tongues unleashed in carnal desire devouring each other consumed by the fire greedily sucking our bodies inflamed with reckless abandon our passion untamed

What Is Your Secret Name
You scored as Anastasia. Your name is Anastasia, which means : Arise Again. You are very ambitious and strong. You see opportunity in every day and feel ready to conquer the world every time the sun rises. Your hope and faith are strong influences in your life, and your dreams are too big for this world to comprehend. congradulations! Graphics'>Anastasia92%Felicia88%Ida88%Rosamond88%Sylvia83%Juliette58%Euphemia54%Doloress17%What Is Your Secret Name ( girls only )created with QuizFarm.com

What Does Your Kiss Taste Like
people love bein' kisses by you, just because you bring out pasion, obbsesion and Love when you kiss....You must be a warm and open minded person with a very big heart.cherry's69%Candy69% You scored as cherry's. Your kisses are sweet and Hot just like cherry's size='1'>strawberry's44%taste like tongue31%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

Cherrybombin
I'm sure some of U have noticed I've been MIA for a week. My daughter started labor last week, but it wasnt progressing. Her Doc here in my small town is running for state senate, so my family wasnt at the top of his list. I tried so hard to keep her strong. Its been the most heart wrenching week I've ever had in my life. There's nothing worse in this world than watching ur baby go thru pain and noone will help her. Finally after a week of labor, she dialated. Thank God. Soooo, she was admitted for the 3rd and final time. The "wonderful" Doc came in, gave her an epidural and left. There she laid, dialated to 10 for 5 hrs, while he went home and slept. She of course felt no pain, so it was ok with everyone but me. Finally, he came back and broke her water and told her she could start pushing with contractions whenever she liked. I was like OMG! He went to the room next to hers and slept. Soooo, her labor nurse tells me we'll be doing the work. We were to watch the monitor for the TOCO n

Just A Test!!!!!!!
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ecsstaticks Blog
one year ago on this day.. (which would have been friday jan 13 2006), i asked out ravyn.. and we started dating then. today is probably not going to be a good day, but i will hope for the best. maybe i'm just a pussy. onto happier thoughts...... uh... im going to sleep. Someone at Berkely .. university of california .. wants to use a design I created for one of their fliers for theater/drama students at their college. It's one of a microphone thing I did.. Click here to see the design But they're sending out over 5k+ fliers with my design thing on it.. and I just thought that was super cool and wanted to share that. =D

Song Lyrics
rage comes out of nowhere i used to be the nice guy now i really dont care you.... i say you used to be my best friend now.... i want to see your life end this is just a teaser...... if your interest is sparked please let me know and i will add much more!!!!

Pimp
Please help!!!!! We need some comments help here....You help me and I will return the love......those who know me, know i will...hugs, love and lots more hugs Needs help to get to the next level..... Show love, bomb him.....very sweet guy Deep@ CherryTAP me and sexy sissy are in a best friends contest...we made it to round 2......... ANY HELP! would be greatly appreciated.... Show some love.. we'll show it back, you know we will.....here is the link thanks, love, hugs and many kisses...M'Lady Tina

In Tears...
In tears I forsake my lively hood of that which i know. My beating heart starts beating faster and my palms sweat as I think about all that which i have failed at. All i have to smile for is gone. My tears carry with them all my Hope. Love. Faith. Laughter. As they strewn down my face i feel the heat of my body intensify. Intensify with such anger and sorrow all at once. I shake with anticipation. Almost losing Grip of all that is real And all that can save me. This dark and narrow road i walk in my mind has killed me. I am lost amongst my soul in the darkness.of mirrors. Showing nothing but my true self. The failure of me. I chose a path that lead me to this point. Not wanting to look upon myself thru my eye's into the faithless abiss. My head spins with confusion. My incapability to decipher the demon from the angel. As i look in the mirror i realize i am neither. I am nothing. A shell of flesh and blood. My tears are hollow and empty. I realize I am not gazing BA

New Cherry
Well, I'm a new cherry. But I love being a cherry so I guess it's a good thing! Hopefully I can make some new friends on here. I'm soooooo in to new friends. Even if they are far far away. Everyone have a wonderful night! XOXOXOXOXOX, Jinxie

Im An Extraordinary Machine
revenge is a dish best served cold. and oh it shall be . If there was a better way to go then it would find me..i don't know what happen the road just roas up behind me', be kind to me or treat me mean i'll make the most of it im an extraordinary machine'. To all you unextraordinary people'. I bid thee a good day!!

School
why does college cost so much money? today i found out that i might have to quit college, because i cant pay the bill. so i cant resister for next semester classes. I owe to much money, and i dont qualify for a loan. University isnt doing shit for me either. dont know what to do. then on top of that stress my grandma dies and work is fucked up. My person live is even worse. Lets not go there. Been way to long for even a hug. Ok i am tired of feeling sorry for myself on here. I am going to go cry. And NO i am not selling me truck to pay for college. NOT a choice.

Girlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application. About You....... Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontanious?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTA

None Comment Photo Pages
The thing that gets me is the people who won't allow any comments on thier pages but yet they want points. Well...why should I waste my time pointing them if I can't make a comment..its like you earn those points:) What I choose to do is "no comment, NO POINTS" and move on. What do others think of this? They want points....then allow comments on photos! SHEESH!! They want freebie points on no butts and boobs and yet those that do..are too stuck up and think some of us good guys will just point them for free!! Just a view...not those of my friends or this site...I endorse this message...:)

Things About Myself And What I Am All About.
Here's a couple of pics and clips of myself in charactor (Rinko Jikar) from a film project we are presently working on, it'll have some good old fashion fight scenes with weapons and state of the art special effects. ths videos are only "test" shot's never really intended for the public to view, they were testing some special effects along with sound effects and things like that, so thats why the fighting scenes are in slow movement and not everybody are wearing they're costumes, I am the person (if your wondering) with the yellow double ended light sabor, the person striking the ground and the person fighting multible bad guys near the end.This is some test footage of some of the special effects in our movie we're working on right now, the first will pull up on this page, the second you'll have to copy the link and paste it in your browser.This is the "the Force jump" also known as "the Matrix jump"Click to see Video Heres a test video Click to see VideoClick to see Video I also do a

You Are To Me
Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you Your love is warm and precious Your heart so pure and true Heavens angels brought me To knock upon your door To give you all my love To keep you wanting more The special bond we share, will guide us on our way To a perfect life were dreams come true What more can I really say We were brought together, never will we part Your my special gift Your my shining star I'll love you unconditionally With all my heart and soul I'll never break your spirit I'll always keep you whole

Opeth
In the name of desperation I call your name A lamentation I sigh Again and again Spiritual eclipse The gateways are closed for me to seek The night... A veil of stars, watching My shadow is born from light The light of the eye, in darkness Over troubled waters memories soar Endlessly, searching night and day The moonlight caresses a lonely hill With the calmness of a whisper I wear a naked soul A blank face in the streaming water It is cold in here Frost scar my coat with dust Eyes attach to your mute portrait We spoke only through thoughts Together we gazed, awaited Hours brought thirst and the rising sun Sunbirds leave their dark recesses Shadows glid the archways Do not turn your face towards me Confronting me with my lonliness You are in a forest unknown The secret orchard And your voice is vast and achromatic But still so precious Lullaby of the crescent moon took you Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face Granted you a hollow stare Ano

Promise
I give you my heart,mind,body, and soul I give you my love, for you to make me whole I give you this promise, the promise to try I give you each breath and the tears i cry I give you my past, my future and NOW I give you my thoughts and my hopes in this Vow I give you my voice and the music i sing I give you forever by accepting this ring I give you my world all the pain and strike I give you my hand and learn to share life I give you this kiss and there words i say "I'll Cherish you always as of this day" I give you my faith that these words are tru from now until the end i promise 2 you

Sexual Sign
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

We Are Need Of Help From All Of The Cherry Tap Community!!!
Okay everyone, please repost this so we can get as much help as possible. We are in desperate need of Winter Clothes, especially for Children. If you have not read yet... I have started a charity closet and am running a MySpace page about it... you can find it at.. www.myspace.com/juggalocloset We are desperatly in need of winter clothes especially for the little ones in this world. If you would like to send us some for donations please get with me asap!! Thank You.. Teeny!

Cannibal Corpse
Into the abyss, perpetual and torturous The gallery of suicide, internal torment Archaic carcasses, displayed degeneracy Once within these walls a life of death will be unleashed Forever dying are the dead, countless bleeding heads Cadavers splattered red from the self-slicing of necks Stenching maggot filled bodies, skulls and bones rot away The slaughtered souls that chose to die, enveloped in death Darkness is the only light, suicide the way Hideous forms of human death, mounds of flesh slowly decay Embrace the horrid nature, carnage on display Pain never felt Enslaved inside this massive grave Life, evil fate Only slaves to death can survive this place Die, perdition Penance in putrid decadence Dead miscreants Enter the decrepit necropolis Lurid interment in the hellish abattoir Impetuosity and horror, after-life is tortured Entrails, guts, and blood is this museums decor Blood, impiety Chastened are the sanguinary Purge, radical They perish, the

Lust
I was laying in my bed last night fantasizing. It was exctasy in my mind as I laid with my hands tucked neatly under my pillow and I replayed the thoughts of his touch. I could remember the look on his face before he told me I was beautiful. There was something about the way he touched me that made me cold and want to press every inch of my body against his. His lips touched mine and I could feel a fire start to rise in my chest. His tongue crossed my lips, and he pulled my hair with one hand and held me close to him with the other. It was like being in his arms made me want to become part of him and be so close to him that I was inside of him. But I could only kiss him. So I closed my eyes and let him surround me. The heat that traveled between us made my chest tighten.The the complexity of my desire for him took my breath away and left me panting. I wanted more. I wanted all of him. It was like being thirsty for water while soaking naked in a cool bath. I wasn't on this

Gotta Love Me
Can anyone tell me what is wrong with the shoutboxes...... In 2007, you will... Have sex while on stilts 'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at QuizUniverse.com Candice Fantasy realization expert 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com Candice Fantasy realization expert 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

Wake Up Call
I haven't really explained the relationship I had with my husband, so here goes nothing..... We got together when I was 16, he moved in with me and my parents. He was a drunk back then...I guess I thought I could change him. We have been through seven long years of drinking, lying, verbal and mental abuse, and a whole lot of "baby I promise I will change." I even gave him another chance when he cheated on me with one of my friends. (boy was I a dumbass!) Sometime in the month of May I grew a backbone. I started standing up for myself and my son and telling my husband how it was going to be. Well it didn't help. On the 4th of July he flipped out and started breaking shit and scared the piss out of me and my son... so I kicked him out and got an O.P. I ended up dropping it because I wanted him to see his son...it doesn't matter, he rarely comes. But the other night he tried to tell me he loved me, then he called me in the middle of the night to talk. He was like, "I love you but I

Dealing With Change
As I said in my last entry change is a good thing.....but it is also a very difficult one. Sometimes I feel that not everyone understands that. Most people feel like I should be able to just snap my fingers and move on with my life. IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE. So I am going to lay it out in the open one last time for everyone to undertand, you will either get it or you wont, nothing more to say. I am 23 years old and I was in a very long and drawn out relationship for seven years. (That means I was 16 when we got together) I had never been on my own. I had never had to try to support myself, let alone try to support myself and a child. I had never known what it is like to live alone and sleep in an empty bed. But I do now. And it is hard. And yes I am scared, and yes I am sad, and confused, and sometimes angry. Because i do not know what I am doing from day to day. I am living in the momemt trying to make it for my son. And it is going to take me awhile to adjust. Like a good friend of m

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wolf Songs
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two wolves." "One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, hate, superiority and ego." The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

*great Recipes*
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Jokes
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Politically Correct
Three priests Three priests were in a railroad station on their way home to Pittsburgh. Behind the ticket counter was a very sexy, shapely, well endowed woman wearing a very tight, skimpy sweater. She made the three priests very nervous, so they drew straws to determine who would get the tickets. The first priest approached the window. "Young lady, I would like three pickets to Titsburg." He completely lost his composure and fled. The second priest goes to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nipples and dimes." Mortified, he too fled. "Morons...." the third priest mutters and moves to the window. "Young lady, I would like three tickets to Pittsburgh and I would like the change in nickels and dimes. And, if you insist on dressing like that, when you get to the pearly gates, St. Finger's going to shake his Peter at you." 1973 vs 2006 Scenari

My Words
A falling star on a lonely nights dream Fell from heaven and whispered your name It happened during a conversation with an angel And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. A wish was made on the star that fell The wish caught me whispering your name Heaven's angel eyes captured my soul and stole my heart And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. Copyright 2006 There will never be another yesterday What will we make of tomorrow? Happiness seems to be only an angels dream Reality is bathed in humanities sorrows. Love was a book written long ago Sitting on a shelf collecting dust Rage is the destination of a child's hopes Dreams buried in a river turning to rust. Copyright 2006 Faded Blue The rain fell yesterday And it was a faded blue No rainbow came out To play with the sunbeams The trees stood in sorrows anguish The sky lost it's color And nothing was as it seemed Then the precious love blossomed and b

Ok...kinda New?
ok, so i've got a myspace and i've got another blog thingy. and they all seem to be the same, but what the hell, why not? lolz, so i am new to this site and i'm getting used to how it works...slowly. lolz, i write poetry alot. something i've gotten from my father, whom i didn't know well when he died. It may be a few years sinse he died, but i still don't know much about him. i have to learn about him from my mom and grandmother and uncle. yeah, i only knew him sinse i was 14. other then that, i know nothing about him....well, i know a few things about him. thats about it. but i do think that i am alot like him. Just because he used to write and because i love to write. i'll post something soon. when i get a chance to be on longer then a few minutes. I promise. until then, have a great day! :)!

Someone Elses Rant
well he has a few different views from me but i agree that there's a lack of results in the make-me-feel-good approach of churches and society in general! its easier to throw a couple bucks at it & hide it but who is willing to talk to & spend some "quality time" with society's castaways? that is what Jesus Christ did! He didnt consider the preachers of the day his peers but the drunks, prostitutes & the "low lifes" he called the religious leaders of the day "raca" which means fools & "a pit of vipers" but i would really like to hear your opinions!!! so rate me, hate me & tell me your side of the story!!! mmfwcl4LYF slingy "Exposing The Church" By J. Daniel So many churches, so much money, so many people, and yet there is a man, a woman, and a child that will go hungry tonight. There is an alcoholic that is in need of some help. There are families that are in need of some financial help or else their power will be turned off, this same famil

To The Ppl I've Met Here...
This is basically how I feel about men right now. ALL MEN suck!! I've decided this site isn't for me. It was fun while it lasted but I'm breaking up with Ross aka "Colts 7-0" so I feel like its time for me to move on to being the person I am away from this hurtful internet world that I've lived in for so very long. Hope you all find happiness, love, lust, or whatever it is you're seeking..... I'll be enjoying my life.

Sexual Quiz's
Your Boobies' Names Are... Kermit and Miss Piggy Boobie Name Generator OK, people....Kermit & Miss Piggy?? I dont know if those are the most appealing names I could have come up with., and I dont think they are sexy enough....Do you have any suggestions??? .... 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com LMAO!!! How bout the guys on Cherry Tap?? Will they miss me??? Never mind the legion!!! Kelli Laffey's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can make cats listen to you. This only works once per cat, though. Use each cat wisely (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com Why on earth would I wanna make a cat listen to me??? Now making a man listen to me would be THE BEST mental ability!! If you could make a man listen to you what would you make them do??? Be specific!!!

A Beautiful Poem Written For Me!
ALL THROUGH MY LIFE,IT HAS ALWAYS SEEMED, I WOULD NEVER FIND THE ONE, THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS. THEN ONE WONDERFUL DAY,IN WHAT WAS THEN L.C. LAND, I MET YOU,MADE A FRIEND AND THEN BECAME YOUR FAN. I LEARNED OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS,THAT YOU ARE VERY SWEET AND KIND. MORE THAN JUST A PRETTY FACE,I HAVE HAD YOU ON MY MIND. WE PLAYED A GET TO KNOW YOU GAME,AFTER WHICH I SURELY KNEW, THAT AT LONG LAST, I HAD FINALLY FOUND YOU. MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS MORE, EACH AND EVERY DAY. DEEPER,STRONGER, TRUER IN EACH AND EVERY WAY. WE MAY NOT GET TO CUDDLE, BECAUSE WERE A THOUSAND MILES APART. ETERNALLY ON MY MIND,AND FOREVER IN MY HEART. I COUNT MY MANY BLESSINGS,SINCE YOU CAME MY WAY. MY LIFE BECOMES MORE WONDERFUL,EACH AND EVERY DAY. I WANT EVRY SINGLE SOUL,IN THE WORLD TO SEE. THAT YOUR MY ONE TRUE LOVE,AND SHALL ALWAYS BE. I HAVE WISHED I WAS THERE, AND DREADED THIS LONG WAIT. ITS JUST A FEW SHORT WEEKS, UNTIL I AM WITH MY SOULMATE BY COWBOYDADDYB FOR MY SOULMATE REBE

Cosiestentree
Just wanted to say thank u to everyone who left me comments on my photos and to anyone who left me any votes, Have a great night everyone :) Hey everyone, thanks for all the new welcomes, I'm just trying to get used to this sight now:)

..well.. Its True.
i dig them as a band but i never really thoguht any thing of it... i saw them the other day and they have gained a new respect fomr me. the bassist wouldnt stop hitting on me which made it a little weird but i still had fun.. and he gave me a pick which he signed. =) shucks shumthin' awful. Yarly. so Canada has opened up its borders and they are welcoming Mexicans saying "We cannot live without them" something that America has denied for years. so First your Mexican, then Mexican American, and Now Mexican Canadian.... "Hola Como Esas, eh?" =P (yes its a joke, but...its true.)

General Bull
There are many words describing oral sex, including euphemisms and slang. Like all aspects of sexuality, there exist a very large number of variations on a theme, and no attempt will be made here to represent them all. * The word fellatio comes from the Latin term fellare which means "to suck". * A common slang term for giving oral sex to either a man or woman is "giving head", from the term "head job" (in contrast to "hand job" - manual stimulation). * The use of the term "blowjob" in a sexual context was first recorded in 1961; as recently as 1953 it meant "type of airplane."[22] * The pun "cunning linguist" is a play on "cunnilingus". In its whole form, the pun is often used with a second sexual pun in the following sentence: "You may be a cunning linguist, but I'm a master debater!" The second sexual pun being "master debater," a play on "masturbator." These puns can be found in the popular films Tomorrow Never Dies, Austin Powers and the musical Cabaret. C

Random Thoughts
Ten Peeves That Dogs Have about Humans 1. Blaming your farts on me... not funny, not funny at all! 2. Yelling at me for barking. I'm a friggin' dog, you idiot! 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly whose walk is this anyway? 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose ... stop it! 5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Whooo Whooo, what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. 7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. 9.Dog sweaters. Hello, haven't you noticed the fur? 10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the truth. You're just jealous.

My Thoughts...
y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y? so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed.

Are We The Minority
Violent struggles Sensless murders Unfortunate mishaps Fall through our strong girders Shall we overcome How much more can we take Infringing upon our souls taking over our fate Do we dare to proceed It is all but to late Will we ever be freed Has it been in our trait I have no choice but to try I am only but one Being somewhat to wry Having all but no fun I can't do it alone But if we come together We can now for a union And abort this tiring weather. Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infrigement is a serious crime- do not take my poem for your page without asking. As I stand here in silence With disgust on my face How could I be so stupid As to let you keep your place When i walked in that room And saw what I saw You holding her, put a knife through my heart. Have I not been enough,was I so insufficient Did you need to find others----to make you feel sufficient Being dishonest and full of deceit You are no kind of man You are nothing

New Cherry!!!!
This is my first blog... My name is Sandi.. I'm freshmeat.. I'm obviously a new cherry.. Been tryin to hook up my page for everyone.. Hope it appeals to alot of you... Different strokes for different folks.. Some may like, some may not.. be nice...Thanks in advance for the comments i may receive...xoxo

9 Things I Hate About Everyone!
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna kick their asses! 5. When people say, while watching a film, "Did you see that?". No, Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya, Sunshine? 7. When something is "new and improv

R.i.p.
nelson was a great friend to many people. he's truly going to be missed. i pray that god takes good care of him for he is in a better place now. he will live on in our memories and in our hearts. rest in peace nelson.

Have You Ever!
Have you ever loved someone so much that you couldn't even explain why? Have you ever loved someone so much that you knew it was over and that there wasn't anything there; but you hung on inspite of the pain it caused you? Have you ever just wanted someone to hold you, love you and take care of you? Have you ever loved someone so much that the sight of them calling you, coming on the computer, or just when you see them; you get this weird gut feeling in the pit of your stomach and the happiness that the person brings is unexplainable. This kind of love is very rare and hard to find. Why do we live in such pain and misery. When there is so many people out there that truly do want to love us but we are hangin onto a dream. We are trying everything to hold onto a love that isn't there or is only one sided. It is definately there but we work so hard at trying to get it returned to us that we miss out on the good things in life. Could our dream actually be right around the corner and we don

Mainstream Mania
OK YALL WE ARE GOING TO BE HOLDING A CONTEST TO SEE WHO CAN MAKE US THE BEST AND MOST ORIGINAL SKIN FOR OUR MAINSTREAM_MANIA PROFILE!! IT HAS TO BE YOUR OWN WORK YOU MAY NOT TAKE SOMEONE ELSES AND CLAIM IT AS YOUR OWN!! THIS IS HOW WE ARE GOING TO BE DOING THIS:FIRST OF ALL *NO MAINSTREAM MANIA STAFF MAY ENTER* ALSO IT *MUST* HAVE MAINSTREAM MANIA IN IT SOMEWHERE:) YOU CAN ENTER MORE THE 1 BUT YOU MAY ONLY ENTER 1 PER DAY. YOU WILL NEED TO MAKE THE CODE AND TITLE IT AS *(what ever your naming it)(BY:who ever you are)(for MainStream Mania contest)* AND THEN SEND US A MESSAGE TELLING US WHAT U NAMED IT AND WE WILL RIP IT FROM YOU...NOW ONCE WE HAVE ALL ENTRIES WE WILL HAVE OUR STAFF VOTE ON THEM AND ANNOUNCE THE WINNER ON AIR THE WINNER WILL HAVE THEIR SKIN ON OUR PROFILE AND WE WILL SPOTLIGHT YOU ON OUR PROFILE ALSO WE WILL PIMP YOU OUT IN A BULLITEN :) SO PLEASE LETS ALL SHOW OUR CREATIVE SIDE AND GET TO WORK :) WE WILL BEGIN TAKING ENTRIES NOW 11/9/06 UNTIL 12/9/

:)
I just wanted to thanks to everyone who has shown their support over the past couple of days. I appreciate it, it has been hard. I finally found the love of my life and I'm so happy. I love you baby. We're engaged and I can't wait to be with her. She is the best thing that has happened to me in so long. I love you so much baby. I just found out that I'm not gonna be a dad. We are not expecting, I was so looking forward to it. :(

Broken Heart !
A broken heart scattered near and far. Who could do this and leave a scar? How could you take my heart and just tare it apart? Was it fun or do you just enjoy hurting someone? A heart so fragile; a heart so true; a heart that only had love for you. A tear today; a smile tomorrow; a glow that will return even after the sorrow. You claimed to love me; you claimed to care but you were never there. I wished i wouldve said no when you asked to meet and i would still be on my feet . Blinded by the tears; overloaded with pain but what do you care; it was only a game!. Another mark for you; leaves someone sad and blue.

People!
People these days are mean and cruel but we must remember to stick to our rule.Who are real; who are fake; well, my friend it's just a chance we must take.We may get hurt; we may get down but dont forget your friend's are around. People come and people go; but don't let it get you low. We get sad; we get mad but in time we will be glad. Things sometimes just aren't meant to be and in time we will come to see. Don't give up; don't give in ; just keep movin on until the end...

Goals
soooo..im all caught up with my minimums on all my cards and bills..lol..so now i dont have to worry about rediculous amounts to pay each month..although im gonna try to give them a rediculous amount anyway to finish them off! oh yeh..and I PAID ONE OFF ALREADY!!! yayyyy So yeh I only have like..7 more to go ;x lmao...I'll get it done.. So I want to move back to where I grew up, but things are hard where I am right now. In order for me to leave here, I have to pay off all my debts..which is about $5000...and then to top it off, I also need to save up about $5000 to bring with me! I'm gonna end up being stuck here for another year or two just trying to do both of those things..so right now..my new goal is to try to find any way to make some more cash..so far, I'm workin my tail off to do so..wish me luck. So anyway...I just finished up a long 64 hour week yesterday of work..yeah..64 fuckin hours..lol..i started with 53..and then kinda asked everyone if they wanted to give some up..and

Q & A
1) What is your sign? Gemini 2) What is your favorite color? Green 3) More afraid of snakes or spiders? Not so much either 4) Longest amount of hours you've ever slept? Hmmm....24 I think 5) Are aliens real? Absolutely 6) Eggs & bacon? Love 'em 7) Multilingual? I speak dick...does that count? 8) Why are hamburgers called 'HAMburgers' when they made from beef? He he, cause they originated in Hamburg Germany. 9) Sneakers or boots? Sneakers 10) Is North Korea trying to play the world? They are trying to be the little engine that could. 11) Is that glass half-full or half-empty? Half full, it was ALL full..but it's a long island iced tea, and will be very empty when I get done with it! 12) Rather be naked or clothed? Clothed 13) Do you watch 'Grey's Anatomy'? Actually yeah, I like it. 14) What is your all-time fave swear word/phrase? What the fuck! 15) Up or down? Up 16) Are you addicted to anything (besides MyS

Ebay Users Be Warned
If you use Ebay do not purchase anything from yinghaozhubao2008. I purchased a Silver and Jade Phoenix and Dragon pendant and got a red yarn ornament. Then was ignored when I asked to have a refund for the item I purchased or to have the appropriate one sent. DO NOT PURCHASE ANYTHING FROM yinghaozhubao2008 ON EBAY!

Life Questions
Caution: this is a long post. Basically a rant about my life. Read it, don't read it. I don't give a fuck. This has been building up for a long time and if I don't get it out i'll break down. This is for anyone who has ever known me. Anyone who has even known the health problems I have gone through. Ya know, normally I'm an upbeat, good mood, go with the flow kind of person. This all changed on 02/9/06. Basically I was born with multiple health problems, kidney trouble being one of those. All my life has been filled with Dr's. I don't think there has been a yr that has gone by that I haven't had some sort of "major" problem. I was born with a blockage in my bladder that destroyed my kidneys. I was hospitalized numerous times as a child. Almost dying quite a few of those times. I always knew growing up that I would have to have a transplant and was told that it would probably have to happen when I hit puberty. Ok.. So no big deal. I thought I would get the transplan

Friends
HOW MANY MEN WOULD STEAL FROM THEIR CHILDREN DO WHATEVER THEY COULDFOR THEIR STEPCHILDREN LEAVE THEIR NATURAL DAUGHTER STRANDED NOT HAVING MONEY TO HELP WHEN ASKED AND THEN SAY THAT THEY LOVE THEIR NATURAL CHILDREN Hello out there I want to meet some people in here I am new to this and I could use all of the help that is out there Drop in and say hello I heard from my daughter for the first time in two years. Merry Christmas to Everyone and I hope that you all get a Christmas like I got this year.

Wyht
why do men waste my time i mean seriously shit...They ask you if u wanna chat u say sure and then they just stop dont talk GOD I FUCKING WISH I COULD PUNCH MEN IN THERE THROATS AND MAKE THEM STOP BREATHING seriously men piss me off http://www.wouldyouhitthis.com/index.php?id=252596 ~I did for him~ I gave him my heart. He gave me his love. I gave him all my lofe. He gave me a new found hope. I gave him a chance. He gave me a world of chances. I filled what he couldn't find. He filled my lonely days. I fell for him, He fell for me. I charish him. He stared at me. I wanted him. He wanted to be there for me. I wanted him close to me. He wanted me there. I hoped he';d be okay. He hoped I'd wait. I wished him luck He wished for me/ I have him my soul. He gave me his hope. I want to hold him high. He wants to hold me close. I completely love him. He completely loves me

Thoughts And Stuff
Thats all.. P x James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sk

Poems For My Wife
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss! By: SEAN BATES It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only yo

Poems For My Father
Without You Here My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold. LOVE YOU DAD As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching th

Passion
away from you i have always been, being with you has always been a dream, people say dreams never come true, it was my dreams that have gotten me through, through struggles in life --- i felt your helping hand, through happiness in life--- i could see your charming smile, a question in my mind arose, will you express your love(for me), by accepting this rose? (in order to express my love i am offering you a rose with these words of my heart).

To My New Friends An Old And All Family
http://www.newclublifestyles.com its free totally, add as many pics as ya want, talk to as many people as you want, and have a swinging good time.And hey if ya'll are ever in Arizona cum look me up...but it ya just wanna talk...text me at rhonda1967@commspeed.net or msn me at hellsgate1love@msn.com...hope to hear from all my FRIENDS Here is a story that you may use in one of your future training program, it's called: The Game of the Keys to Life A few years ago, I had to plan an activity for a youth group, followed by a talk. Little did I know that after the game, the true meaning of what happened would come to light. Wanting to be original, I devised a game where a hamper, filled with chocolate bars and candy, sat on a table. Everybody wanted it. There was only one problem. It was locked and required a key to open it. I told the participants that their objective was to find the key to open the lock. They had one hour. I supplied them with a sheet with clues and told them th

The cardiologist's diet: if it tastes good, spit it out. ====================================================================== A Pole, and Italian, and a Jew, all first-time fathers, are pacing nervously in the maternity ward waiting room when a nurse rushes out of the delivery room holding a black baby. "Is it yours?" she asks the Italian."Certainly not," he retorts. "Yours?" she asks the Pole, who vigorously denies paternity. "How about you?" she asks the Jew. "Maybe," he says glumly. "My wife burns everything." ====================================================================== A woman was walking down the street when she was stopped by a man who was carrying out a survey. "Excuse me, Madam, we're doing a survey on peoples' attitudes towards sex." "Really!" said the woman smiling. "Could you please tell me what you think of sex on the television?" "Well," replied the woman, "I think it's extremely uncomfortable, especially when you've got a vase stuck up you

Contests
I know I know.. A contest whore lol.. I need the vote to beat the other people in this contest.. I am winning at the moment by 1.. So if anyone could help give me a few more points I would appreciate it!! Love Ya All!!! I know I know.. A contest whore lol.. I need the vote to beat the other people in this contest.. I am winning at the moment by 1.. So if anyone could help give me a few more points I would appreciate it!! Love Ya All!!! I know I know.. Another contest!! If you would all please vote for this one though!!

Quotes/poems
I had to get to know myself-who I'd been, who I was, who I was meant to be-before I could even begin to understand a concept as sweeping as cherishing myself. -Sarah Ban Breathbach Who in the world am I? Ah, that is the great puzzle.-Lewis Carroll It seems to me that...each person is asking. "Who am I, really? How can I get in touch with this real self, underlying all my surface behavior? How can I become myself?" -Carl Rogers

Mine
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a neat freak 2. I can be extremely cruel 3. I love Chicago's winter 4. I can eat a pack of Chocolate Chip cookies in one sitting 5. I hate taking pictures 6. I used to be in a gang 7. I truly believe in Karma 8. I like younger women 9. I'll always love my son's mother 10. Nothing better to me than hearing Kike call me papa

Sexy But Evil's Blog
I believe- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe-that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe-that you can keep going, long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe-that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, r

Im Sorry
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

Short Stories And Character Profiles
Plastered and drooling, unable to see straight because the alcohol had gone straight to his head, he seemed to grip onto the brick wall for dear life, trying like a desparate, dying animal to drag himself along, down the street. It looked so pitiful, this shameless act of alcoholism, that I couldn't help but turn my head away from it, feeling myself ashamed as I began to look back on past events, things I'd done that I wasn't at all happy with. Of course, those things were in the past, but when I looked at this man I couldn't help but think back on them. I felt a shudder course through the whole of my body, so I pulled my coat tighter around my body. It had suddenly gotten awfully cold out here. I suppose that when I looked at that pitiful man, when I saw what I had been through, my fate was suddenly sealed. I had no idea what was about to befall me, and I certainly would not take any of it back, because I have learned many a thing since then. I've learned more than I ever could ha

I Am Searching For One Pussy
hiii...i am a man about 34 years old...and i am egyptian too...i am searching for you my only pussy....i am searching for you all my life...i wasted all my life to find you....if you you feelt that you are my love contact me even if you are 90 years old or even 110 years old....i dont care about age....love is my goal....kisses not for any one it just for you.....

Surveys
1)do you think you are going to hell? Actually I vacation there every year… 2)do you brainstorm while bathing? I’m always Brainstorming 3)which do you prefer? diarrhea or vomiting ? Doesn’t matter to me either way I’m losing weight 4)Altoids? Anything to keep the breath Fresh 5)ever kissed a transvestite German? Me Hell no But I think my Buddy Llyod has… 6)black olives or green? I don’t do Olives 7)did you do the parachute game in elementary gym? Yes till the day some kid let lose with a Vicious fart… oh wait that was me… 8)in the past month have you been skinny dipping in the town water tower? Since there have been no news reports of Chicago water being contaminated nor of A naked black guy being arrested I would have to say No to this one. 9)do you scare children? LOL Hell Yes I’ve been called danh từ which is Vietnamese for Monster 10)ever licked a donkey? Ummm No, But ask my buddy Llyod I’m sure he has. 11)which do you like be

Dating Tips
Wanna know what hot women HATE? When guys bring out the sex talk way too early. They drop in a one-liner, a punchline with a double meaning, or just plain blurt out something about tits or legs or spanking or fluids. I swear, it's true - you might be one of those guys, and you are making usn all look BAD. Remember, online, they can't read your body language, or like you for your boyish charm or the way you forgot to tie your shoes, or the million little things that make girls think we are cute (that we miss altogether). So if you bring up sex, you are just some stranger, some perv, some asshole and creep. In fact, you are just another one of hundreds of men that bombard these women daily. I have talked to hundreds of women and this is their first complaint - other than guys just being boring. That's the deadly combination that makes women turn off of online dating in general. Which is great for you. Because now you get to be the Stand Out guy. So, here's what

Philly Grrls...
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Seattle and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done. The second man had married a woman from Akron, Ohio. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Philadelphia. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see any thing, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day mo

Ladies
when i first got on this site you could do local searches. but for some reason i can only search for ppl that like motocross, or parting...ect.. i would like to know if anyone knows when or how i can search for local ppl...

News Of The Day
Not that people give a shit. But I was in Georgia, and while being raised there I utterly destroyed myself and people around me. SO then I ran to Vegas under the guise that I was trying to find myself. After Vegas was a bust I then moved to Rhode Island. Rhode Island is now a bust and thats where I realized that I am not trying to find myself...but instead trying to run away from the things that I have destroyed. I wan to rebuild and start my life over. But in order to do that I need to first apologize to Morbid (if ya read this girly) because I know on many levels I did take advantage of you. I will be heading back to Georgia on Jan. 2 and there I will be going back to school, and working on myself and helping my family. SOOO thanks for reading..and hope whoever is reading this has a ncie life ! ash. Well...if most have noticed I havn't been online recently. My last entry was that I was kicked out for 2 days...well..that moved up to a week of not being welcome back home. I finally

The Case Is Clear
between sets, those moments where its just you and the posions of your choice. T.V. sometimes could be the worst, like a sublime opium sensasion to get lost in. Brain dead in the season Counting the very times this moment has and will repeat. What a waste of solitude expression. Only Ashamed I don't commit as much sin as I'm use to, Fasination runs wild keeping the focus distracted. Who it must be rapping aginst the walls cajoling concideration or absent from reality thought; What a fool I was to define him.

Afterlife
the day u passed away my heart dropped why did this happen to me i hope the afterlife is all the say i know ill meet you when my time has come i hope you will remember me i hope you will always look down upon me like an angel and guard me why you why not me im undeserving of the fate i have come to behold things are unfair you should have lived and me the horrible fate i love you please tell me you love me back be with me always and in the afterlife an eternity we shall always have together

Escape
i ran from the place that you dragged me to i hate it whyd u bring me here how can i escape my minds in a boggle i wish i understood who am i how do i escape ive tried to run fear brings me closer to reality the reality that im stuck escape isnt an option i hope your locked up inside like i am who am i how do i escape i finally ran but realized i had nowhere to go no one to turn to no one that i love who am i how do i escape

Pop The Blog
I always start my Blogs with you know what. Then I rabble on with what ever is in my mind... I have to say I reviewed my page today and yes there maybe more I could do to make my page to stand out... I review many peoples pages and leave them 10's for there page but I have to say I review how many friends they have... and yes... everyone has more friends than me... But you know what... I am happy with the amount of people I have... it maybe a small number but I am happy... :o) Just wanted to share what was going through my mind at this time... I have to say I try and keep upto date on my blogs as best I can but sometimes there will be time where it may take me at least a good few days or even weeks to get one posted... But Happy as I am... Hope everyone that reads this is having a Good Day... I know I am ... Living in England the time is 22.20 and I think I may just go bed and sleep... :o) hehe See You All Soon I Hope... Simon x x x Well What Can I say, It is cold out tonight, I have m

Hey Cherries!
No offense but... People are getting too fake on here.They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as Fake ASS Friends. (repost of original by 'Lord Tigerblood' on '2006-11-06 06:26:09') (repost of original by 'o2snuz' on '2006-11-06 06:37:48') (repost of original by 'Italian Lover' on '2006-11-06 06:42:29') (repost of original by 'FallingWater' on '2006-11-06 07:25:17') (repost of original by 'tonguenu4hrs' on '2006-11-06 08:13:31') (repost of original by 'somethin for the imagination' on '2006-11-06 08:21:46') (repost of original by 'Chew' on '2006-11-06 08:23:50') (repost of o

Music...
PINK..by Aerosmith!! Damn..gotta love that sexy mouth of his!! Pink it's my new obsession Pink it's not even a question, Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause Pink is the love you discover Pink as the bing on your cherry Pink 'cause you are so very Pink it's the color of passion 'Cause today it just goes with the fashion Pink it was love at first sight Pink when I turn out the light, and Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight You could be my flamingo 'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo Pink like a deco umbrella It's kink - but you don't ever tell her Pink it was love at first sight, and Pink when I turn out the light Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight I want to be your lover I wanna wrap you in rubber As pink as the sheets that we lay on Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah Pink it was lo

Waiting
a cold day my gloves are torn the wooden park bench gives me no comfort i wish to be warm newspaper only thing to save me the cold day turns to a cold night that freezes every part of your body i wish i was warm who will save me nobody is there the town is silent blistering cold creeps down my back i feel myself getting numb my heart beats ever so slowly i start to shut my eyes i know its time time to go the great gig in the sky i hope i see you soon

Mom's Brag
I have found the greatesr homebusiness! like to work from home? like products that are safe for children, adults & the enviorment? I may have what you ae looking for . THIS NOT "MLM" NO SELLING NO DELIVERING TO YOUR FRIENDS,AND NO STOCKING PRODUCTS! NO LARGE INVESTMENT, YOU CAN'T LOSE 100% RISK FREE! WANT TO KNOW MORE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND WE WILL TALK. HAVE A GREAT DAY! DEBBIE I'm soooooooooooooooo proud. Both my girl's made Honor Roll! I feel like a proud chicken after she lays an egg! Oh ya,life is great.

Journey
LIFE’S A JOURNEY Ever take a road trip just driving in your car Sometimes the road will be straight and smooth And it seems like nothing can come in your way For one can see for miles, nothing ahead but smooth sailing So it is the foot to the pedal full steam ahead One just steams ahead without a care in the world Not paying attention to what is around them Not see where they are or what can happen But then something happens They break down in the middle of no where There they are standing there looking around Lost in the middle of who knows where With no where to turn… nor know where to go Shaking their head wondering why me Not a clue to how or why Maybe one should have paid attention to the road signs One that said next exit 100 miles Or should have check the tires at last stop How about the little noise or ping one blew off What ever it did not matter …………then Now it does and you shake your head wondering Thinking that you should have paid attention

Old Hag Syndrome
Brains in Dreamland Scientists hope to raise the neural curtain on sleep's virtual theater Bruce Bower After his father's death in 1896, Viennese neurologist Sigmund Freud made a momentous career change. He decided to study the mind instead of the brain. Freud began by probing his own mind. Intrigued by his conflicted feelings toward his late father, the scientist analyzed his own dreams, slips of the tongue, childhood memories, and episodes of forgetfulness. Freud's efforts culminated in the 1900 publication of The Interpretation of Dreams. In that book, he depicted dreams as symbolic stories in which sleepers' unconscious sexual and aggressive desires play out in disguised forms. Later in his life, Freud acknowledged that dreams don't always gratify wishes. For instance, he noted that some dreams represent attempts to master a past traumatic experience. Yet the father of psychoanalysis always held that dreams contain both surface events and subterranean themes of great p

The Naked Truth
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America,Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She d

The Domain Of The Dark Lord
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?18-20 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxers 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, been watched, but never watched others 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?No I am not 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Never, t

Horny
Do men on here only read every other word on profiles. They seem to miss the fact that I am a lesbian. Not bisexual, LESBIAN... I have no sexual interest in men. NONE... say it with me class.... LESBIAN. So lets get this straight... a LESBIAN doesnt want to have sex with men, or even cyber sex with men. So being a LESBIAN what makes you think your so special? You dont turn me on. Have you ever been really horny but you were sooooo tired you couldnt even move? I am like that every thursday night. I cant get enough sex but I cant stay awake to get some. Working two jobs just takes all my energy right out of me. Any suggestions?

Cant Keep Up!!
so anyways, just wanted to let ya guys know...if you've sent me a message and havent got any response its because theyre piled up at least 60 deep all week no matter how hard i try to get thru them...shit, im takin a break-- but i'm not trying to ignore anyone on purpose....

This And That!!
Heart, mind and soul bared You could easily tell Because I had trusted you I came out of my shell You knew me inside and out I know you must agree I shared everything with up With upmost sincerity You placed my mind at ease As my confidence grew My heart felt your presence I am certain you knew Feelings you sparked within Even from the first hello When you came into my life You set my heart aglow Come to me, my love You're my heart's desire tonight, Embrace me in your loving arms Until the morning light Bring with you your passion, love That's hidden deep inside, Shed the mask of shamefulness, There's nothing left to hide. Bring with you your smile, love That illuminates my sky, Leave behind the sadness No more tears you'll cry. Don't forget your heart, love Then gently open wide, Close your eyes and kiss me Then let love come inside. Come to me, my love The yearning is just too much, Don't make me live another day Wit

Quizzes And Such
Nice and thick! Length score= 61; Girth score= 63. Damn baby, give me your number! You're a good length, but an EXCELLENT girth, which means you have the ladies moaning all the way to the big O! Link: The Do you have a nice size cock Test written by MissLixalot on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their me

My Thoughts...
i need lots of comments to win a diamond ring will u help me out with some comments just click the pic help me out in the contest i can win a diamond ring and my own calendar rate and comments needed

Hello
Your health is the most important thing you have. Without it, nothing else really matters. So take precautions to stay healthy and maintain a healthy lifestyle. We know that being gay is not always easy and exposes us to difficult choices. If you know ahead of time what to expect, it will make those decisions easier when they happen. Here are some important reminders: 1. Practice safe sex. Sex is highly emotional, very sensual, and a lot of fun. And that's why we sometimes forget to put it on. Don't let that happen to you! Always wear a condom when having sex with someone who may be HIV positive. Even if they say they are negative, they might not really know. The only way to know for sure is to get tested with your partner after three months of any possible exposure. Short of that, you don't really know their status, so put on a condom. Plus there are a myriad of other STD's that you could get including Hepatitis, Syphilis, Gonorrhea, and many others. So think ahead and be prepared

Argh!!
Life is just like water spiraling down the drain to endless blackness. We try to scrape the sides and hold on as long as we can, but no matter how hard we try we keep going farther down to the deep dark pit of eternity. Chaos surrounds us. Objects come floating by us and we cling to them hoping to get out of the spiral for even a moment, just to get thrown off and end up even farther down the spiral then we would have been on our own. Eventually the endless chaos of life gets to some and they begin to paddle to the blackness. Welcome it even. Where is the survival line that keeps us out of the blackness? when does the chaos end? So I went to chat with my Capitan today and he walked with me to the financial aid office today. I'm not sure if it was the fact that I was with a differnt counsiler this time or the fact that he was with me, but all of a sudden there was a 4k grant for me! So she gave me that 4k grant and then put my small amout of financial aid that was set aside fo

Welcome To My Life...
Ok well the last few weekends we have been hanging out with friends quite a bit, as our time here in Florida is running short. This last weekend we spent two nights in a row partying with friends, mostly from poptart's old job... and I must say... they are a very good group of people. I enjoy hanging out with them greatly... and even being a bit of an outsider to start out with... I have been kinda pulled into the group... and have been treated with nothing but acceptance, and the love they show their own. Much appreciated folks... I love that group of peeps =]. Can't wait for us all to hang out again. The nights were just full of funny moments... and anyone that happened to catch about 5 minutes worth of conversation between any of us, was probably in for a real treat. I think the best convo we had was at IHOP though... we touched on everything from panty-cakes... to vibrating beavers... and just about everything in between. Most of it you probably had to be there for... but

Innocent
she looks at me and with her eyes says shes is innocent i dont belive broken hearts have filled the days of our lives the only thing that has kept us together is a ring what does a ring mean bonding till death parts us if your souls are empty the ring is broke in half we made the choice as innocent children not realizing the bonds we were about to make i hope im innocent i hope i can be forgiven i hope your innocence reenters our lives your ring is frail and so it shall stay until the days of innocence roll back our way

Midnight Rants
~Animal dreams~If I had to be an animal for the rest of my life I would be a BEAR. Bears are neato cuz they sleep alot, fish, carry other lil bears in their mouths, people are typical scared of them and they have super cool giant paws! ~Sharks~I dont really care for them, they have too many teeth to be my friend. I once saw a shark eye to eye when i was a wee lil'un and when it came on the boat it looked at me and then rolled it's eyes behind it's head. Thanks but fuck sharks!Retards~yes you can hate me now! It sounds mean that I dont like them but at least at the same time I feel bad for them, it's just they creep me the fuck out and make me squirm. The only kind of retard I would like to know is one with Aspergers Syndrome!(look it up if you don't already know here's a link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger's_syndrome)~Emo's~ Oh God why, why did you put such miserable foul creatons on the Earth? I just don't understand: tight ass pants, loads of freakish makeup and suiciadal

My Life As A Dominatrix :)
http://cherrytap.com/user/384253 Feel free to check my little sissy slut out....make her feel at home..but BE NICE. She loves being called a little whore and her pix are in the Marissa folder in my pix. But no gay bashing or hate please...I like this place because it seems to be open minded..Im starting to seriously wonder about that. I've noticed that most guys on here don't take me seriously when I talk about my occupation. But when I say the only ones who see me nude are my paying clients I'm seriously not joking. My work website is www.niteflirt.com/JessieKatt is anyone is ever nosy enough to need to check it out. I'm also going to start displaying galleries of a few of my sissy bitches (per their request) so you can see exactly what goes on in a days work around here. The first is one of my favorites, Marissa. She is a sissy faggot from PA and anyone in the PA area looking for a girl like her can let me know. Be warned in advance, I DO NOT put my slaves at risk to if you are some

The Weekend
Tonight is my daughter, Cait's opening night for her first play in Drama Club at her HS...she is in 9th grade...I am so proud of her..only sad thing is I won't be able to be at her first Show...:( (Crying now) Waaaahhhhh!!!!! The play is "Wind in the Willows"..you know that old british story with Mr. Toad...all the kids have to act with english accents..My daughter does an Awesome "Arry Potter" LMAO Sry that was a bad accent on my part...LOL Anyways, just wanted to share this all with you...Cause I'm a Proud Momma..hehehehe Have a Great Day! /commentroad.com">commentroad.com I hope everyone is ready for the weekend!!! I sure am...here in WA we are having lots of rain and lots of wind...at least the chill has passed on through. I hope to meet a lot of new and interesting ppl...so far I have..hehehe Come on over and Show Me Some Luvin' if you get the chance!!! And to all my old friends, and new ones...God's Special Blessings to you all!!! LO

We Shall Keep The Faith
We Shall Keep the Faith by Moina Michael, November 1918 Oh! you who sleep in Flanders Fields, Sleep sweet - to rise anew! We caught the torch you threw And holding high, we keep the Faith With All who died. We cherish, too, the poppy red That grows on fields where valor led; It seems to signal to the skies That blood of heroes never dies, But lends a lustre to the red Of the flower that blooms above the dead In Flanders Fields. And now the Torch and Poppy Red We wear in honor of our dead. Fear not that ye have died for naught; We'll teach the lesson that ye wrought In Flanders Fields.

Bored At Work.
I am so over MySpace and their bloated mess. I have completely given up. In fact, if you have me as a friend on MS, you'll notice that I've gone missing. That's right, I am so fed up and also, so in love with CherryTap, that I'm optin' out of MS. Next time you log in, you'll have a mysterious unknown blank spot in your friends list that says, "this user had deleted his account." So, anyone else optin' out of MySpace? Tell me about it. Why is it that I want to eat, sleep and shit CherryTap/LC? Fuck MySp---, CherryTap is the best. No, not that way. I had to go pick up some software to work on a computer at work. Now that I'm out, I don't want to go back. It really is a beautiful day here in Tampa. I need to be sitting in the pool drinking a Cuba Libre or a Mojito. Anyone else have this problem?

What Happens When?
I hope everyone here on CT has a wonderful Holiday Season. I've really enjoyed meeting people here and hope that next year is even better! love ya bunches, Rene You've met someone on LC or CT or whatever we want to call it today.... and you think you have a really big connection? What do you do about it? What happens next? I'll admit it's really tough to meet someone on here and really get to know them for who they are, not what they want to represent. How do you know when that person is sincere? As I lay in bed awake at night -- these are the questions that continuously run through my head. I just wish I had some answers to all of my questions.

Love Hurts
you promised me the world and i gave you my heart...you swore you wouldn't break it this time and just give you that chance to see that you can be my man....I held on to your every word and believed you.....maybe we should of let this go before it started....because i'm the one thats always sitting here broken hearted....when i cried you held me in your arms and said you wanted me forever and whatever we had to go through we could face together.....I knew deep down that I should of just left....but i love you to much.....how can you say good bye when theres so much behind us.....how can you keep hurting me when I tried so hard to be just what you wanted me to be.......I feel stupid and I'm ashamed....but the only person here to blame is me............But its okay I'll just cry myself to sleep knowing one day maybe someone can love me just like i loved you..... I'm so glad that I love the ppl and have to ppl in my life that I do...I do not know where I would be with out some of them peo

My Rants And Ramblings
How many of these can you get? Especially the last 4 are challenging. The are great for bars. Q1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms: The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? Q2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? Q3. A magician was boasting one day at how long he could hold his breath under water. His record was 6 minutes. A kid that was listening said, "that's nothing, I can stay under water for 10 minutes using no type of equipment or air pockets!" The magician told the kid if he could do that, he'd give him $10,000. The kid did it and won the money. Can you figure out how? Q4. There are two plastic jugs filled with water. How co

New Internet Rules
There are a lot of places to go on the net if you have a kink, and with BDSM this is doubly true. One of the fastest growing areas of on-line D/s is the humble chat room where people can meet and chat--in real time--to people from the other side of the world. This has given rise to many deep and meaningful relationships with people you have never met face to face, and now there are an ever-growing army of cyber subs and cyber Dom/mes. In many ways the chat room mirrors real life; there are feuds and fights, and friendships and affairs. The only difference is that many of these happen in a daily basis in chat rooms! I've had a fair bit of experience with chat rooms, and for the past year or so have been visiting a web community which houses many D/s people. I have had a chance to watch their cyber lives unfolding before my eyes like a many stranded soap opera. Much as it doesn't behoove any of us to categorize people, there certainly is a category system in pl

When I Close My Eyes
When I close my eyes I see him looking at me with such care, passion, desire, need and love When I close my eyes I hear his voice whispering words of love and promises to always love me. When I close my eyes I feel his touch caressing me, his touch causes me to quiver When I close my eyes I feel his lips touch mine with such passion When I close my eyes I am lost in our lovemaking When I close my eyes I see a man who is my friend and lover When I close my eyes I feel my heart beat faster when I look at him When I close my eyes I touch him tenderly When I close my eyes I say to him I will love you forever, no matter where we go in life When I close my eyes I feel the tears fall down my cheeks. When I open my eyes I am scared….

Tear Jerkers
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first

Uh......hell I Dunno
I ONCE PEED ON ANELECTRIC FENCE...I ENDED UP RUNNING ACROSS LOCATION WITH MY PANTS AROUND MY ANKLES AND MY CAPTAIN WINKIE IN MY HAND... 10.RELIGOUS PEOPLE COMING TO YOUR DOOR TRYING TO SAVE YOUR SOUL...THESE PEOPLE ARE PITCHIN JESUS, MOHAMAD, JAHOVAH, OR WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANNA CALL THE DIVINE SPIRIT LIKE A SALESMAN SELLIN ASS SCENTED CANDLES....TRY THE ONE THAT SMELL LIKE THE GUY THAT HASN'T WASHED SINCE THE VILLAGE PEOPLE HAD A HIT...YUMMYY.......LOOK..WHEN I GO TO YOUR DOOR WITH TWO NAKED, NAZI CARPET MUNCHIN STRIPPERS, A 5 GALLON BUCKET OF KY JELLY, AND SOME GLOW IN THE DARK BEADS THAT ARE MEANT TO GO A LITTLE MORE SOUTH OF THE BORDER THAN AROUND YOUR NECK.. SAYIN LET'S PARTY BABY!!...THEN YOU CAN COME TO MY DOOR AND PREACH.... 9.PEOPLE WHO TALK DURING A MOVIE....THESE ARE THE OVER ACHIEVERS THAT CAN'T GET OUT ALL THEY HAVE TO SAY THE OTHER 21 AND A HALF HOURS OF THE DAMNED DAY, SO THEY FEEL THEY HAVE TO BE SOCIALLY VOCAL WHILE I'M TRYIN TO WATCH THE MOVIE I JUST SPENT 50.00

Rantings And Ramblings..and Everything In Between
Well today I finally get a chance to upload some pics and flit about this site..perty neat site. :) Now...first off...it makes no diff. to me where you are from...if ya like what ya see and read, drop me a line..don't be shy.. :) And if you are near where I am, that's a plus. :) So go take a peekie poo at the pics and if ya gots any questions, ask away :)

In My Own Opinion
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

Awareness Ribbon Colors
Red Ribbon = Aids/HIV, substance abuse, MADD, DARE, Epidermolysis Bullosa, love, heart disease- (also uses the red dress symbol), Wolff-Parkinson-White Syndrome (WPW), Pink Ribbon = Breast Cancer, Birth Parents Orange Ribbon = Hunger, leukemia, cultural diversity and racial tolerance, feral cats, motorcyclist safety, Multiple Sclerosis -wristband only, self injury, Agent Orange exposure Yellow Ribbon = Support our troops, POW/MIA, TTsuicide prevention, adoptive parents, spina biffida, missing children (amber alert), endometriosis, sarcoma, bladder cancer, liver disease and liver cancer, hydrocephalus or hydrocephaly, hope in general Green Ribbon = Tissue and organ donation, depression (both adults and children), bipolar disorder, mental health or illness, eye injuries, Tourette's Syndrome, bone marrow transplants and donation, worker and driving safety, glaucoma, missing children, leukemia, environment, kidney cancer or kidney disease, neural tube defects, Mitochondrial Di

Yongsang!!!
so this is Berks last weekend in South Korea! So we gunna do it big in Yongsang!! Seoul Korea.. we gunna party it up n get wasted.. cant get tooooo wasted cuz i gotta work on Sun nite.. BUS MONITOR!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeey.. but ne who.. yea hope its off da hook!!!

Angel
an angel watchs over me every minute of every day she sees me for who i am she portects me from harm she shows me the way the path of righteouness with my dignity intact she whispers in my ear i know i can hear her i wish she would show herself who is it a friend, a loved one angel's are all around us alive and deceased to see an angel when it appears is a great feat so when your angel is protecting you remember she is there to guide you follow listen respect live your life with an angel by yourside sorry cant spell too well lol

History Of.....
Background The paper clip is a nearly ubiquitous device, used worldwide to temporally hold papers together. The technology for manufacturing paper clips evolved in the early years of the twentieth century, and has remained virtually unchanged since the 1930s. Paper clips come in several forms, but the one most often seen in common use is called the Gem clip. The origin of the term "Gem" is supposed to have originated from a British firm that began exporting them at least as early as 1907. The term has come to stand for the iconic shape of the oval-within-oval design. Any clip of this shape is called a Gem clip, regardless of the manufacturer. Another type of paper clip sometimes used by archivists and librarians is called the Gothic clip. It has a rectangular shape, with a triangular inner loop. Other distinguishing marks of paper clips are the overall size, the thickness, and quality of the wire, and whether the clip is corrugated or smooth. Most paper clips in the United States ar