MISS HAWTNESS's blog: "Suffoction!"

Question of the day.......... I reside in a world where the putrid , rotting existance of society has all been flushed down the toilet of delusion. The ficticious presence of these beings makes me see their hollowness clearer than any window I've ever glanced through.Lackin in all depth and/or substance, meer illlusions of a human race that evolution has all but made extinct. The realization of how scarce these creatures humanity,priority,morality and all feelings in general has become , frightens the hell out of me!And even with all the superficial bullshit being shoved down our throats will never make me forget just how fragile our minds really are. Maybe,because of this recognition,I can still carry inside of me the knowledge of all the divine greatness and pure beauty that your souls once were. I am but a small reminder though! Are you?

SOON! Current mood: complacent My blood gushes through severed veins, The arteries pump out aching pains. It's seeping,it's oozing..then I see it spurt, Not too much longer will my body hurt. It now drips out like the rain that falls, Yet in my heart the rage still calls! Just make me Numb! Please,just please give me silent mercy, A need that I feel with violent urgentcy! I finally feel it,it's finally near. "Soon my dear,"I hear my angel say. "Yes Soon my child you'll have no fear!

My Suffocation! Current mood: cold Hard to breath..... Choking on words that won't find their way out. Weezing for air and still I can't even shout! A scream wells from deep within my very core, The magnificent pressure of years of agony and all the disturbing gore. Horrors so vivid, and so real that my head aches and my eyes want to bleed. Yet all I can seem to ask myself is , when will my screams be heard and my voice be freed? Still I Suffocate!