autto needs a hug's blog: "Katatonia"

from the Album The Great Cold Distance

Pushing the will Being the light Where I have been I came for The process of trying to act at heart It will fade out Thoughts will wind No one mind They offer you when you come So alone I'm cutting here And water is blood when you come The sky moves faster At this time you will

Movement subdue the back thing? So quiet now Subsequence systmatic violence The great cold distance The itch The urge Make way Think of something Bring out the fear As the tracks fall to waste One stand here Make haste Kill the itch Sick near And push and push and push and get there One crawl Single on the surface Reduced illumination Chemical inheritance The lies The fever

Are you in Or are you out? The words are stones in my mouth Hush little baby Don't you cry Truth comes down Strikes me in the eye Turning seasons within Brand new nails across my skin Who am I to imply? That I was found That I found you in the white To overcome this I become one with The quiet cold of late November If you don't see I'll remain unseen Untill there's time to be rememebered So I had a green light I was lost in city lights Not far from a try This is not our last goodbye So I found you Found a way all through The quiet cold of inner darkness And now that you're here It becomes so clear I have waited for you always

You come clean, waves collide now. Defenceless numb points And no voice of reason So, how come you invited me too, you knew I wanted you. You glide above. So, this night belongs to you. I know this isn't through. Are you dead too long? I see the bright lights, it's the month of July. It's violent here, why have you left me? If only you could stay, and keep me in. It's violent here, why did you run from me? So, how come you invited me to, you knew I wanted you. You glide above. So, this night belongs to you. I know this isn't through/true. I am dead too long. Heat, night devour me. Heat, night devour me. I see the bright lights, it's the month of July. It's violent here, why have you left me? If only you could stay, and keep me in. It's violent here, why did you run from me?

Vapor as thin as it gets I stare right through Its everywhere, sickness in this room Not lying, it comes from you So cold and deep There wont be a time when I'm at ease Increase, coldness Increase, in your eyes Please rewind and look at you As on film you will see a mask of shame I think you will perceice Your position in this life So unworthy It's everywhere Sickness in this room Not lying, it comes from you Find and twist the answer Save no one from harm As seen in the vision Sick sleep sick, deader

Rush through the rusted veins Illuminate the voice of one So I have lied So I'm aware about The consequence I heard the warning About the little compromise Distorted views you had I heard the warning Cold white spring A wordless song I'll sing I, a white cloud All my thoughts are in doubt

Hurts to see Mind capacity Shame idle mind No, you have changed me My mouth is shut Stupidity has shut my mouth Shame idle mind No, you have changed me So when you come And to unprepared prepare to come alone I hold your hands so hard my knuckles turn white When your clear the streets and kill the lights See the light Pull it to freedom The words and the light My name you have changed it You totally changed it cruel This is how you tell me Once again How am I nothing on you How everything is supposted to end Father I will make it Its the journey of our life Fix my eyes on the sun What have I done

Wave back at me Back is turned (back is turned) If I failed once The circuit burns Saw you in the lampglow You fade Nothingness incarnate Until I get there Then I will be Unti I get there Then I will be Consternation Eternal source Overthrown Stray from course

The neck, and then the chain The head is hung in shame The neck, and then the chain The head is hung in shame I thought that you had grown That you'd carry on But now that I am gone What else's been withdrawn You used to be like my twin And all its been Was it all for nothing Are you strong when you're with him The one who's placed you above us all I think our love I'll let it pass It feels like fire But it won't last What is this coming to