17 Positive Affirmations
POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS   I think and act with confidence. I am strong and powerful. I fully accept myself as I am. I have many accomplishments to my credit. I am healthy and energetic. I deserve the time and space to heal. I have all the resources I need to do what I want to in my life. I am loved by many people. I am a very valuable person. I am safe and protected. I am effective and efficient in stressful situations. I am peaceful and serene at all times. My relationships are happy and fulfilling. I am in charge of my life. I look and feel wonderful. I express myself easily and comfortably. I choose life.

Why The Hell??
Could be any number of reasons, but why?? am I staying unloved through the seasons. I could of asked this before, just to meet another damn closed door. Please tell me now, no one will hear you know I am alone anyhow.   Through many forests of trees, I wonder so lost and cold whisper in my ear, please!! Before you take my hand, and lead me  please try to understand. I am broken and used, seems to be no hope never guilty but always accused.   Why did you save my soul, life was really nice I had everything in control. Just be like the rest, and don't listen when I try my best. When this time comes to an end, I at least needed some c

Hey. I Miss You.
I wish I woulda said I miss you, more. I wish I woulda said I love you, more. I wish I woulda thanked you, more. I wish I woulda hugged you, more. I wish you would say "Don't forget me." and wink,  just one more time. I wish you woulda stayed a little longer. I wish you woulda told me you were on the brink on leaving... I wish I woulda squeezed you a little tighter when I hugged and kissed you goodnight, on that last night. I wish I woulda have tryed harder to get you home sooner. I wish you woulda been here to eat your cake this year. I wish you woulda been here to make mine.. I wish I wasn't so angry I wish I wasn't mad at the fact that your body gave up, once you felt at peace at home. I wish I wouldnt have taken you for granted. I wish I could just say hello to you, one more time.   I wish I could move on.  But wishing never got anyone anything.

I Love It
My biggest fantasy is to to be fucked and watched by a room full of people. I would let anyone take a turn to fuck any of my holes. I like to be slapped arounds love love love big dick in my big ass. some people please help me!!

Just Something New From The Stoner...
Four thousand miles is just a short walkwhen it means hearing you talk,cause your voice melts my heart,I can never let us be apart..Babydoll all I live for is your touch.The feel of your skin gives me such a rushIt takes just a single second in time,to give me a reason to write this rhyme.Your beauty has no meaning when,its not compared to you within.Because your a sweetheart in every way,And I long for your magic smile every day.The essence of you is of wonder,the colours of the world follow you,In a storm as menacing as thunder and lighting,But as peaceful as morning dew.The world awakens when you open your eyes,Changing hues from black, grey to sunrise.Dawn brings serenity only found at that time,when you raise your head and press lips with mine.                                                           

"confronting My Wife"
I shook my head in amazement as my car sped along the road toward home. home and Vanessa. what was her story? I had left home thinking that she simply another woman having an affair. but she wasn't. The hiden cam had showed me that while she was indeed fucking my ass hole manager on a regular basis, she was also doing some massive guy.    And what about the nights she didn't show up in the room?  Where was she then? Was she with That ass hole or this other guy? Or was there a third person? I had decided that i would confront her on her sexual actions once i was home. I wanted to hear her side of things so she can explain herself.    It's funny, i wasn't angrt with her. In fact, if anything, the thought of her and another guy was incredibly stimulating. but i wanted to understand her. My own behavior was a direct result of her actions. After all, i would never have cheated on her if she haddn't done it first. But now that i had fucked a few women, i had no intention of going back to

Oh Well
So I fucked around and spoke my mind why the hell did I do that oh well . LoL

New Shit
why change for someone when there's more than likely someone out there who likes you for yourself and DOESN'T wanna change you so just do what you do and be you to hell with anyone else they usually only care about themselves you wanna man who knows how to treat a lady yet you dress skanky and kinda shady asking me where i been it's like wassup lady sitting around all lazy while i work all day just to leave her mind hazy fuck that i am gonna go crazy next time a dumb bitch asks me that question grab her by the neck just for asking that question like whose dick have you been suckin? and who have you been fuckin cause it smells like you had a dick stuck in i'm not a bad guy but i'll do you like one if you try to act a fool cause i'm done with all you tool ass bitches trying to take my riches when i aint got none when you suckas see me better run i don't give a fuck where you come from me and my homies always be on the bomb take your girl so quick like i was a hit and run i got the mad sk

The Rose
O Rose ,Thou art sick ! The invisible worm that flies in the night , In the howling storm and raging night , Has found out thy bed , And does partake , Of crimstom joy , Like you were a toy , And his dark secret love Does thy life destroy and you will be no more ..... Sweet Red Rose of Loves delight , Love me on through out the night ...... Who doth care if morning breaks As your Life blood is all it takes .....

What Ive Thought
I sometimes wish I was too dead emotionally to feel,or think things anymore.I sat this because my mind and my emotions always play tricks on me...leaving me feeling like an asshole,and looking like a dumbass.And thats basically the reason I dont open myself up to people anymore.The last time I did,which was last year...it started off fine.I met this beautiful Irish girl,and we hit it off almost immediately.At the time,her boyfriend was putting her through some bullshit.So,naturally,I was helping her through it..being supportive of her,and being her shoulder when she needed someone to lean on for emotional support.Now,doing all these things for her,naturally,she developed feelings for me..as did I for her.At that point,we were talking and texting practically 24-7.I loved it.And I was starting to develop a love for her,as well.What really drew me in was the way I would put her to sleep at night by talking in my cutesy-sleepy voice.It was just sooo adoreable.She would call me when she wok

Just Blah
So i've been thinking about starting back up with my poetry....dunno if i should or not though because it shows a more indepth sight of me and my mind. Not all of my poems Rhyme. heres a little example of one of my poems:  Not Really Me Those who see me stop and stare 'Who is she' they think and ponder They only see the outside me not inside I'm not the innocent girl they think me to be I've changed over the years I'm not the little girl who used to be scared I've become stronger, physically and mentally I'm not really me I've been hurt; Ive become stronger I've been in fights; I've become tougher I've been loved; L've become happier I've been lonely; I've become independant I've been on my own; I've become a survivor So now you see I'm a totally new me 

Lovin' You
No matter what you Say or Do , Please know that I'll always Love you , No matter the Hour or the Year , I'll crave to be with You there , or Here . The mind is a Powerful thing , and I Want you To be forever Near , So understand I know , Where I am my Dear . Although I only live in your mind , I want our Dreams to surpass the Times. Here or There , anytime anywhere , You will Always be Mine ...... threw the Test of Time .......

Words Spoken
                                                              "Words Spoken"                         Remember the words you say to one another will have a effect on each of you.These words need to be honest,truthful and sincere coming from your heart and not from the head.For the heart knows more and feels more than your head.Love is not a game and should never be.Love is a very special,it is a feeling that can only be felt from inside your heart.So,always mean what you are saying and feeling towards each other and it's coming from the heart and to the one you really love and want for the rest of your life....                                            

"confronting My Wife"
"I thought about it for a month. Finally, i decided to go for it. I was going  to seduce him. I purposely started to struggle with my work at school work, submitting incorrect work almost  daily. After a few weeks of bad grades, i approached him after class, asking if i could meet him to get some extra help on my work. He agreed and suggested i come to his office after school and we  would discuss the areas of concern. "I was horny all day thinking about that meeting. I showed up at his office with my top undone a little further than it should be. I had removed my bra and panties before going to his room just to make sure we had quick access.  "We started out talking about my school work. Or at least i did, he had trouble concentrating, and i could feel his eyes glued to my breasts. Finally, i just spoke out as blunt as i could and asked him if he liked the view. Well, he got so flustered and turned beet red. I just laughed and told him that i enjoyed having him look and offered to g

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa paused for a second, adjusting in her seat. I could tell she was starting to get turned on telling me her story, but she didn't want to show it. After all. She still didn't know whay my reaction was going to be. She continued. "After hight scholl, i tried to slow down a bit. And then i met you and fell in love. I was completely faithful to you from the time we met, through our engagement, and up until about 7 months ago. Honestly.  " I did have a lot of fantasies about guys and found that i had to masturbate every day, but i stayed faithful to you. I love you so much and don't want to ever lose you. I was just so horny. Fortunately for me, you have a high sex drive also, so at least i got to enjoy you almost every day. But it wasn't enough, so i found myself masturbating with my toys whenever you were out. I tried to tell you a few times but was afraid that you would be upset and would hate me for  how i felt. So i didn't say anything.

Time
Well another day out here ! Meeting good people and making the best of a bad situation ! Time is slow out here ? Its like all the walking and catching busses is all I do ! Besides grabbing a good book or two at the library ! It moves slow and it is dangerous out there! Im in a good part of town but there was a killing 4 blocks up from my camp ! Its fenced in I just wish I had a key to the gate lol ! Really ! Food is good but work is another story ! Im running out of money quick ! But got a couple of leads on some side jobs just need to get my tools to the job! But its been over all pretty good Im alive and full stomach ! Greatfull to have another shot at another day! 

A Gentle Word
Here is one for you...A gentle word like a spark of light,Illuminates my soulAnd as each sound goes deeper,It's YOU that makes me wholeThere is no corner, no dark place,YOUR LOVE cannot fillAnd if the world starts causing waves,It's your devotion that makes them stillAnd yes you always speak to me,In sweet honesty and truthYour caring heart keeps out the rain,YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

Imperfect
I mess up and fall short sometimes. I'm far from perfect. My actions and words, don't always match. I know who I am, sometimes my hopes and desires and true believes get pushed aside due to my need to be  loved or accepted. I'm human. I've sent mixed messages to people and then turned around and placed blame when they may have been confused or hurt by my actions and words not matching. I'm not proud to admit I've crossed the line, and sent mixed messages. I wish I could go back and right the wrongs on my part, but it isn't always possible. And I certainly don't want to be someones pain the butt. I am a work in progress too. I hope in your heart you do see the true me beyond the crazy bs. I'm truly sorry for any hurt or confusion I may have caused. I'm thankful for the experience that has shown me this defect within myself. I'm thankful with no regrets. Always know there is a special place in my heart for you and thank you for being you!!!

Response
I had someone tell me i was beautiful then turn around and ask me  to get Nasty with them this is my reply: Thank you for the compliment first and foremost. Secondly I don't get nasty ...I've made the choice in my life to wait for one who appreciates that I have more to offer then to spread my legs and show off my body to all the men out there just because they ask or talk dirty to me. his sent reply: your welcome and I respect that of you   I may show a little cleavage in my pics, I'm comfortable in my own skin. But that does not mean I conduct myself in a hoarish fashion. I do my best to show some class and I don't think my actions pics or words are rarely ever distastful. All I ask is for is  a little respect. I'm not on some site to hook up etc.  

"bumps In The Road"
The poem was written by an unknown MARINE CORPS Officer THE BATTLING BOYS OF BENGHAZI We're the battling boys of Benghazi No fame, no glory, no paparazzi. Just a fiery death in a blazing hell Defending our country we loved so well. It wasn't our job, but we answered the call, fought to the Consulate and scaled the wall. We pulled twenty Countrymen from the jaws of fate Led them to safety, and stood at the gate. Just the two of us, and foes by the score, But we stood fast to bar the door. Three calls for reinforcement, but all were denied, So we fought, and we fought, and we fought til we died. We gave our all for our Uncle Sam, But Barack Obama didn't give a damn. Just two dead seals who carried the load No thanks to us..........we were just "Bumps In The Road". This needs to be circulated as much as we can possibly keep it going. I think this is the feeling of the general population and it should be pursued until something is done with the incompetent peopl

Let Me , Please
OUT OF THE DUSK A SHADOW ,              THEN A SPARK ; OUT OF A CLOUD A SILENCE ,               THEN A LARK ; OUT OF THE HEART A RAPTURE ,                 THEN A PAIN ; OUT OF THE DEAD , COLD ASHES ,                   LIFE AGAIN.....   O SHADOW , IN THY FLEETING FORM I SEE THE FRIEND OF FORTUNE THAT ONCE CLUNG TO ME . IN FLATTERING LIGHT , THY CONSTANEY IS SHOWN ; IN DARKNESS , THOU WILT LEAVE ME ALL ALONE .

If You Only Knew
You make my knees go weak and my head spin. I wake up each day wondering how soon till I see you? Feeling my heart beat faster  as I look from face to face wanting more then nothing for one of them to be you. Needing to hear you voice so that my heart will go on beating for the blood to flow with in my vains. Holding  you close is what I live for. Wanting to have you be the first thing when I wake up the last thing that I see be4 I close my eyes. I want to be the one that fills all of you dreams only to make more with you. to be on your mind as much as you are on mine. you fill my every thought. Wanting  nothing more to fill you life with love and wanting. To show you love and all that you are worth. Needing to have your words fill my head as my hands run a long your body till I know you as well if not better then my self. Your smile so much more brighter then the sun, moon or any of the stars. To hear that you want me as much as I want you would be a gift unlike any other.

Starting Over And Not Knowing What To Do
well this is my first time ever writing a blog so i have no clue what the hell im doing. so bear with me lol im currently going thru my first divorce and i have not a foggiest idea on how to start over again, espcially sence i have a 1yr old son that i havent been able to see in over a month. she wont let me see him at all right now and that kills me inside. my son is my entire life and never done anything wrong to deserve the treatment im getting from her. anyway i still dont have a place of my own right now sence i used up all the money i have to pay off the courts and im getting tired of living on my friends couches. i have a job but i have to wait awhile before i get the raise that i need to into something better. right now im looking for support and encouragement from anyone and anything. hopefully i will start dating again but im still scared of what might happen.   well to be continued

Fridays Coming!
I was just looking & I really thought I had posted about having an appt with a surgeon in El Paso this coming Friday but it appears as though I didnt LOLSo there it is :) Its about a 3 - 4 hour drive, depending on how many times I have to stop ;) And the appt is @ 10:30am so I have to leave home around 6:30 am. UGH! This is a first meeting. Going over the MRI together & then what surgical steps we are going to take. HOPEFULLY the next appt wont be too far away & it will be THE ONE!!!   I know Im going to hurt and its going to take time to heal, but I am sooooo looking forward to the day I wake up & its just feels better!!And I can stand sit & walk just as normal as the next person :) SO I guess I will be back Friday evening to share the news :)Til then xo  

Ward
I wasn't thinking about you today.Someone before. A place in the wet grass. A twanging sonnet of rotting planks,chipped paint, and black/white photography.I found the album I was looking forthrough a dusty sojourn of exhaust and feint.Could've been a stranger day.With no tomorrow, only change.Something was always missing.Still.Was it me this time?

2nd Set Of Injections
So I called the pain clinic this morning to let them know that I wasnt feeling any better over all & that my left side actually hurts worse. The nurse casually says "Yea, most of the time the first ones will increase pain & not do much" Im like HUH!? You knew it would make it worse but you didnt tell me?! UGH!So anyway, she went on to say that 50% of patients get real relief after the 2nd set, but if they do not, they dont bother with the 3rd. OK... so now 2nd injections are scheduled for August 8th! I guess going to this appt is going to depend solely on what the surgeon says Friday the 2nd.   If anyone reading has had these injections in the S1 L5 nerves I would love to hear your results!!! Good bad neutral.... I just wanna know :)   Til later xo 

Rain Was Falling
The rain was falling in turbulent furry . Trees bent and swayed to the beat of angry skies , And I didn't have to ask the Earth why. We need to give back what we've so freely taken , Greed will not be in the making , We need to heal her wide gaping wound , Or we're sealing our penitent  doom. We need to plant , we need to grow , we need to cherish , What we have below , It's not ours to destroy , The Earth is not our toy ..... Soon we'll reap just what we've all sown ..... As we wonder all alone .....     

Another Day !
Well besides the rain it has been another blessed and safe day! Finally got my tent up and will be posting pix of the camp again ! I have and know plenty of places to eat ! Meeting good people in bad spots! Churches have said they can help but only for my meds which isnt the best place to have scripts is in the heat ! There is day centers to have a cup of coffee and sit for a while ! Like I said the walking is the worst part ! If I have to I will catch a bus I will but it is 1.75 and they give you a transfer for 2 hours ! So dealing with life and I might be able to work the temps for a while ? But one way or the other I will get off the streets soon ! Have a good day !

My Rock
Finding your rock is the easy part,  holding onto it is the hard part. either it is too hot to handle or too cold to hold. you can wear gloves but eventually they wear out and you get burned.   -me

Shadows (silence)
Hello silence my only friend, I come to you once again, To dwell on this alone, And in a vision I saw   A man without a face, And a woman crying though never made a sound, And out of the darkness I saw you, Walking and you moved through me   Running after you and as I get closer, The street grows longer, I lower my head and sobbed, In the darkness of my own mind   Walking down a street of unknown stone, I hear tears fall to the ground as others sobbed, For the ones in robes they couldn’t reach, They were amongst them in their pain and grief   Though none had a sign of relief, There were thousands maybe more, And in the silence I still remain, In the shadows of sadness and pain 

The Protégé (underdog)
I’m the underdog, No one knows my name, Nor the scars and they story they tell, Of a man who has nothing but the cloths on his back, And dream of making it in this world   I’m the unknown, A face that you’ve seen, Just a face you saw in a crowd, Just a man you thought would amount to nothing, Just a dreamer without common sense trying to achieve the unachievable   I’m a Protégé, With an untold story nor of fame or glamour, Though some would my tale humorous due to their ignorance, Though I never lowered my head in shame just raised it out of pride, From where I’ve been to where I am now, Others may have failed but not I, I hold my head up high   I’m the underdog, I’m a protégé of where others been, And seldom succeeded where as I never tasting glory, I’ve never knew defeat as long as my feet can move, Then I can keep going on to wherever my will guides me   I maybe unknown but I’m not alone, We’re man

Here’s To You
Heartfelt words spoken in a whisper,Feelings shared only in a dream,Fantasies of you enter my brain,Like a plaque in mind Watching you dance in the moon light on the side lines,Waiting for a signal and a sign,Wishing I’ll catch your eye,But maybe next time I’ve been kicking shadows on the street,For not dancing with you,I’ve been running in circles with you on my mind,I wonder what might’ve happened if put my fear aside,Would you’ve taken my hand or walked away I’ve been waiting for someone like you to enter my life,To return some color back into my world,To not make me so blind,I wonder what would happen if I grabbed your hand,Would we be dancing the night away or will I be dancing alone

Who’s Going To Save Your Soul?
Walking through this deep dark forest, Cross a lake filled with fire,Dance with the devil then try to stab her in the back,Roll the dice then flip a coin,Heads says your soul is mineMake love to the girl of your dreams,And then try to collect her ashes as she burns,Drink to your heart’s content take a knife and slit your wrist,Nine more circles to go Feel cold then numb,Listen to all the souls howl and scream in agony,Stare eye to eye with death,Do you have a token for your sins?Cross to the path of judgment,Do you forgive yourself yet? Watch lovers that can never touch,Lust was they’re downfall what was mine? Find away to beg and plead,Towards the gates of hell I won’t peak Watching baby’s burn from never being blessed,Seeing the devil feast upon their bones,All these souls burning and screaming,What will happen to mine?

Cupid
Too many ways to say…I love you in so many ways,I need you tonight…To save from thisCupid shot me with her arrow,And I’m left here walking with so much sorrow,For tonight I almost lost you…Can you believe?(Verse) I had to fall to stand,I had to crawl to walk,I had to mumble before I could speak,I had to…Say something stupid things and then,Lie to you and bury my head in shame,And some where cupids’ heart is breaking,As her tear’s fall from her face…(Verse II) I fall to my knees and scream towards the heavens,God what do I have to do to fix this…There’s no walking into the sunset with the girl of my dreams,There’s no happy ending to my sadden tale…I remember throwing a coin into a wishing well,Wishing for the girl of my dreams, How could I've let you go? How can I get you off my mind? (Chores)Cupid where did you go?Where’s that scar you left inside my soul?Where’s that promised dream you made me?W

Cast A Shadow
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right.Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone.Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps.Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can!Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared.If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking.What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful?Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred.Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God?Since when does money, a car, and job define a man?Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and propriety towards your fellow man? We replaced it with things that don’t even

The Raven
“For whom is that taping at my chamber door? Is it you my beloved Lenore?”Times hasn’t been kind to me,Ever thing that once held light has now fared to black,I’m left in the darkness missing your radiant light,Being haunted by your memory and these feelings I can’t fight I stare at your picture above my fire place,The fire of my love for still burns for you,But the fire inside my soul has burnt out long ago,And your ghost torments me why can’t I hold you again?Oh Lenore take away my pain,And leave me in the darkness now and forever more,And stay with me forever this I ask and nothing more,Give one last kiss this I plead I won’t beg you anymore Lay me on a funeral pyre,Take my soul to thee far away,To my beloved Lenore,I swore I am yours from now and forever more “Thus I quote the raven never more”

This Space Between...
i know we are separated by time and spaceso there are things i can't say to your faceand convey to you the things i feelso if you have a moment that i could steali never meant for my words to strayand sting you in your heart that daybut not being near and so far awayit's so easy to misinterpret the things we sayit has taken me many yearsto come to terms with all my fearsand to dry up all these salty tearsand that is what you do for meyou make me look inside and seethat through all the miles and where i've beenit is safe to hear your voice and smile againin my mind i know it's cleari have nothing if you're not nearso take my handso i can help you to understandi give to you all i have of meand i say these words, i'm sorry

Life Is What You Make Of It
This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will,  So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smi

Juxtapositions
Read aloud. The vaunted shroud. I once avowed I'd see you cowed. That blessed elixir racing through your veins  the gentle wieldy chains hold fast and harbor pains.  Written is as written does. Never is as never was. And hearts breathe in clouds of malady. Sing songs of rightful remedy wed with tithes of tempered ferocity It bleats nonplussed, an ardent, stolid mimicry. Rife with the purity of a definite uncertainty.  Shadow rider. A base defiler. My place is beside her. 

So, Now What?
I once thought that everything I wanted would find me one day. But, what if it already has and I'm just too fat headed to see? Too stubborn. Too spiteful. Too much of a mess to care to give it a chance? Then what? I don't know alot of things anymore. I wish I was as wise as I used to be. As outgoing. As caring. As adventurous. As willing to put my heart on the line on a whim. Sow my oats, then make oatmeal. But I'm not. Constantly dodging what I COULD have and what I COULD want, simply to dodge it; simply to be alone. Only to bitch about being alone? What in the actual fuck is that all about? I  cancled another date today, the 4th time with the same boy. I don't know how much more slack he'll cut me. I know I don't deserve anymore. And he doesn't deserve this. I always have an excuse. Some bullshit to wriggle out of the discomfort of someones company, really anyones company. I didn't used to be like this, and everyone can tell. I used to joke about being the catlady, one day. But now

"confronting My Wife"
"You see, up to that point, i fucked guys out of control. I was in charge. Even with Dave, i called the shots i could get  whatever i wanted from any guy simply by using sex. It was easy. I've even controlled you over the years. If i really wanted something, i just pushed my  white pussy into your face and you would do whatever i desired.:) "But with this guy it was different. he was clearly in charge. He had something that i needed more than anything else. I was so scared that he would stop. he fucking me. That the pleasure would stop. He was doing exactly what he said he was going to do, teach me a lession. And i learned it that night. "When his dick began to swell inside of me, i screamed. I hit a climax that was beyond anything i ever experienced in my life.  But then he pulled out and the hot cum covered my ass and back. I had an instant flashback to my high school teacher, but this was far more intense. agAIN, WITH THE TEACHER, I WAS IN CHARGE. THIS TIME, I WASN'T. HIS CUM WOUL

The Airport
My job always has me going on business trips all the time. This time they were sending me to New York for the big trade show at the convention center. I got all my things ready. Of course, they were sending me during the worst times of the year, Christmas. But they knew I didn’t have any family or anyone waiting for me at home. I didn’t really much mind it even though it got lonely for me. Since I’ve been to New York a couple of times, I knew how the weather was going to be. The business paid for me to take a limo to the airport, first class tickets. I was waiting in the terminal until they called for boarding. I went to my sit and just sat there relaxing or trying to with my tailored business suit, a dark wine color. The first stop before New York was to Chicago. I slept through out the trip until we got to the airport. I looked out the window and it was snowing. “Oh great, I’ll probably be stuck here.” I said under my breath. I grabbed my case and walked off to get to the nex

Sensual Techno Fuck
open my thighsand come insideenter inlike the gates of hellcollect all our sins from godand cash them all infuck me harderand make me screammelt into the sceneryas we swing on the devils taillook into melook into meand i'll steal your soulsmoke fills the insideof my brainand i slip off the edge of this

Longevity
Sometimes when we’re alone I’m so transparent, Like you’re looking through me, (Just like I knew you could) And you don’t seem to mind   I’m stumbling over words, I’m tripping over my feet, I’m telling you things I shouldn’t repeat, And you’re standing there with a smile on your face   Why am I trying to so hard? Am I ever going to be yours? Will you ever be mine? (You’re driving me insane)   I’m far too nervous, And far too shy, To show you how I feel, But the longevity of this situation is bleak, And I’m starting to feel weak, As our eyes meet and our hands start to touch  

So.... I Signed Up For Sugardaddie.com
This is my introductory paragraph. I hope it doesnt sound to humdrum  Hi, I am a married polyamorous stay at home mommy cancer patient. In this odd strange journey which is life I have gotten it into my head that before I die I would like to star in my very own porno. 3 years ago I made a list of all the things I would have to do to make a successful Porn. 1.Loose 200lbs, I was quite the big girl when I made the goal but mission accomplished.down 260lbs YAY me!2.Build fan base of 5k people via social network site. Done and done...with over 11k followers on 2 sites.  3. Make story board for awesome memorable yet slightly cheesey porn. Done and DONE4. MAKE PORN MAGIC!So I am on step 4... make porn magic. And yet I can't. Somewhere along the way in my weight loss journey I have lost confidence in my body because of excess skin from weight loss.Solutions give me solutions!!! I go to the doctor to ask advice and try to get situation resolved. It turns out that they are unable to help me an

Wanna Be Fu God's
THIS IS ABOUT CERTIAN PEOPLE THAT OWN A SO CALLED TOP LOUNGE ! every1 knows this place , i was part of it for a yr , but i think i should let some things out ! i don't get what the point is on wanting are acting like there fu gods !! first as i know from convo's these people will say o ifly , then turn around n talk crap about u , yes its true , ive heard them do it , these people act like there ur friends then will call u ( fat , stupid, puppets, ) i can name a few these people have done this to ! it was done to me !!! , THESE PEOPLE DO THIS TO EVERY1 !!! SECOND , PART IS ,  they r so scared they have there puppets go and steal cam codes n dj scheduals ( BUT THE OWNER SAYS THATS NOT SYEALING HUMM..., AND 3RD I WILL END THIS ABOUT SERVER PRICE'S ! ( OWNERS ASK EVERY MTH FOR A 100$  DONATION HELP R THEY WONT HAVE A SERVER ... LOOK UP THE COST ON HOW MUCH 1000 LISTENER'S IS ... FUNNY  THE HIGHEST ONE THERE IS COST 34 BUCK'S BUT THEY CON THERE PUPPETS INTO SENDING CASH !!! WAKE UP N LOOK

"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa nodded her read, realizing that i was right. "So let's not make a promise you can't keep. However, i'm not the kind of man who'll just sit  back and let his wife fuck anyone she wants to fuck. You say you control me. well, that ends today. As of this moment, i'm in charge. I decide when and  who you'll fuck. I give the commands. You wish to be his little sult whore? Well, you my slave. And you do what i say you can do. You think you can simply push your pussy  in to my face and i'll cave in? Well, i've got news for you. i've had more pussy in my face since that night than you can inagine. I've got more than enough to satisfy my cravings. You've got no control over me." Vanessa looked up at me, surprised at what i was saying. "You mean, you've cheated too?" "I didn't cheat,  Vanessa, you did. I simply got some payback.  But yes i've benn pounding a few clients, and some other women. This past week while i watched you play on the screen, i fucked this really hot redhead every

Recovery
WELL  RECOVERY  JUST GOT LONGER HAD MORE TESTIGN DOEN AND I HAVE A LOT WRONG WIHT MY KNEE AND LEG YET  I  AM LOOKING AT MORE SURGERY IN  THE FUTURE HERE I  CAN NOT  WALK  HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO WALK SINCE MAY.  DEPRESSED AND TIRED OF THE PAIN AND NOT BEING ABLE TO WALK BEEN ON CRUTCHES SINCE FEBUARY 6 MONTHS AND IT SI STILL GOING ON  I AM  VERY TIRED OF IT ALL BUT I CAN NOT  GIVE UP AS I HAVE A  12 YR OLD DAUGTHER TO LIVE FOR  SHE IS  MY  WORLD  TOM (SPIRIT WOLF) LISA(QUEEN BITCH) HARES AND  A  FEW OTHERS I AHVENT  NAMED   AHVE BEEN MY SOLID ROCKS IN ALL THIS I APRECIATE ALLT EH HELP AND YPU ALL HAVE GIVEN  ME DURING THESE  6 MONTHS  OF  TERRORI KNOW MANY OF U ON HER EHAVE  SENT WISHES AND PRAYERS  PLEASE CONTINURE TO DO SO  I  NEED ALL I CAN GET RIGTH NOW  I LOST MEDICAL COVERAGE THRU  WPORK EVEN THOUGH IT DIDNT  PAY NOTHING OF MY  SURGERY IN MARCH  AND THEN WELFARE TOLD ME ONLY IF I WAS PREGNANT OR A DRUGG ADDICT  COULD I GET THERE  HELP SO AS OF  RIGHT NOW I  HAVE NO MEDICAL INSURANC

Refection Of Generations
August 2013 I really didn't think I would make it this long , Seemed as if health & emptiness would do it's number . Almost forgot how to laugh for real , had perfected my Bright  fake smile which served it's purpose for the time.                                           Have finally realized that with all the illusions we can dream up , We can pick which one will serve us best. And just keep doing our  Dailey chores and raise your children up to work , not to steal , Not to lie and not to kill unless defending your home  .  Be kind to others , most of all know where you come from . Don't ever forget nor stop believing in Magic , It's magic that keeps the flowers blooming an' the fairy dust , That spinkles the star light with love Always believe ....Always share ....                                                       And most of all , Always give Love a chance ....

The Old Stoic
Riches I hold in light esteem ;      And Love I laugh to scorn ; And lust of fame was but a dream       That vanished with the morn :   And if I pray , the only prayer        That moves my lips for me Is , " Leave the heart that now I bear ,         And give me liberty !"   Yes , as my swift days near their goal ,          Tis all that I implore ; In life and death , a chainless soul ,           With courage to endure .     Emily Bronte ( 1818 ---1848 ) She was also the Author of " Wuthering Height's " and " Jane Eyre " both Classics & passionate , I'm sure there are more but can't list them all. She died at the tender age of thirty and how her mind knew of such tales of passion while  living isolated in the moors of England with only her family members around her , I can't even imagine. I would really love to have tea with the Lady and learn from one of the best .....

First Blog
Today is the first day that I ma blogging, but the second day that I have been on this site and have already enjoyed it! This is a new and very interesting experience for me. In only twenty-four hours I have managed to get a ton of money and have a huge crew that is going around and wrecking things up for others. I hope you guys are enjoying the website yourself!  

Resolute
However restless Whatever the cost There is acceptance That it comes   It doesn’t come easy But it comes It doesn’t come cheap But yet, it comes   With struggle With longing With pain With hardship With difficulty It still comes   A train carrying a lonely passenger Staring out the window As the time passes Achingly slow Yet, it comes   Each track laid For but one singular purpose One tedious journey On its own schedule Surely it comes   Even as it appears That these tracks Will see no end There is a station where one soul waits Built for one arrival And sure as the sun Blankets the world in warmth It comes…   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

"confronting My Wife"
Finally it was over. I stood there, leaving my dick deep in her mouth as she gulped down my cum. she continued to softly suck me, making sure that every drop had exited my dick. I pulled it out of her mouth and watched as she licked her lips. She brought a finger up and wiped the cum off her chin and cleaned her finger in her mouth. I'll resume this tomorrow time for bed:)

"confronting My Wife"
I stared down at her as her eyes moved up my body and locked on mine. We stared at each other. My dick was still just inches from her face, and it slowly began to soften as we simply took in ech other. My hands gently played with her hair. I loved her more at that moment than ever before. And i could feel the love she had for me. It was time for a new chapter of our lives to begin.     The end.

My Life
I sit here and think why do i have to sink always seen as the disgraced my mind is just misplaced. I sit here and stare the blood is dripping so beware my heart is pounding fast as i think about the past Blood is surrounding me how can this be? I blink and look Was it all just in the book? No blood emotions are a flood. I'd like to welcome you to my life.

The Winds Of Fate
One ship drives East and another drives West  With the self-same winds that Blow. Tis the set of the Sails And not the Gales Which tells us the way to Go.   Like the winds of the Sea are the ways of Fate , As we Voyage along through Life ; Tis the set of a Soul That decides it's Goal , And not the calm or the Strife .  

Respect???
i dont get ppl on here anymore..... if ya have another person name in ya name and ya with them. why do ppl try to come on to them??? what do they think they will gain?if that person is a relationship wrecker on here dose that mean they dont like seein other ppl happy  and want that person to go thru heart break? and that person who like causing ppl heart break must not have a real life or cant get  someone for there own in reals, thats sad. it just makes me sick to know there ppl like  that on here,  thats why i only talk to ppl i really know on here and i acct there friends req.    sorry for  ramblin , just had to get this out of my thoughts

Something I Wrote (when I Used To Write ) Repost.
As I got out of bed this morning a familiar feeling and a smile came a crossed my face because I knew we would be together today, I had spent a long week at work and was looking forward to this day as I quickly leaped from my bed showered and got dressed. I arrived at your place in the morning saying hello in my usual manner and sitting next to you as we talked and reminisced about old times and had some laughter and tears, I softly told you how I loved your touch on my skin and how soft your lips felt when they pressed against mine and how I loved your little ways that you made me feel like I was your one and only world. Before I knew the time had slipped away and I realized I must be going. Telling you I will return soon as I laid the flowers at your stone telling you how much I love you and could not wait to come back again.

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Day 1
Day one in menu will be a little trimming and touching a nicely trimmed pussy. Hoping I get a good lather as to make it feel slippery! Dang that feels so good.

"the Debt "
"We did Kathy. You signed it and i'm here to collect the first payment," Bob insisted. "That's all there is to it. We agreed you could refuse or participate. There's no middle ground."  Bob was referring to the contract that he and Kathy wrote between them. She had been his book keeper for a number of years. He is a  contractor and she keeps his books as well as those of a few other small businesses. She was in a bind a few months ago and Bob loned her twevle thousand dollars. So far she paid back three thousand of the loan in chash but had troble getting the rest. They came to an agreement and wrote out a contract that the remaining money can be repaid in three ways. Cash of course is one way, bookeeping services is the other and sexual favors at the rat of a $100 for each encounter.

"the Debt "
"Okay let's go to into my room," she said and looked down at the floor as she walked. She said and looked down at the floor as she walked. she pulled the bandanna from around her haad and tossed it onto her dresser as she entered her bed room. Kathy turned around and stood next to the bed. "Get your things off and sit on the bed." Bob walked over near her and leaned over to give her a kiss. She moved away from him and put her head up to keep him at a slight distance. "Get on the bed," she asid. "Okay i'll get on the bed then," Bob agreed and sat down. He pulled his T shirt over his  head. He removed his shoes and socks. The dust from the shes scattered as he threw them on the floor. He stood to unzip his pants and sat back down to get them off. The jeans and brifes ended up on a pile over his shoes. He was naked, he moved back on the bed and pulled the pillows behind him and lay down with his head elevated enough to watch her as she disrobed.

Leave Out All The Rest
I dreamed I was missingYou were so scaredBut no one would listen'Cause no one else cared After my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leavingWhen I'm done here? So if you're asking meI want you to know When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missed And don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the rest, leave out all the rest Don't be afraidI've taken my beatingI've shed but I'm me I'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perfectBut neither have you So if you're asking meI want you to know When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missed Don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the rest, leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt insideYou've learned to hide so wellPretending someone else can comeAnd save me from myselfI can't be who you are When my time comesForget the wrong t

A Guy Sent Me This Hmmm
Actually, I do have a fantasy that I would very much like to play out! It comes form an actually experience that a friend of mine (Gary) did with his girlfriend (Susan). First, it would probably be appropriate to let you know that Susan is a self professed "nymphomaniac". She is always complaining about "never getting enough DICK". Susan also describes herself as an "exhibitionist" and just loves to be "watched". She also brags about the fact that she will "do anything Gary tells her to do". With that explanation as a background, I will continue telling you about what they did and what I would like to find a girl to take my instructions and do it. Gary took Susan out to dinner and got her "buzzed" with Martini’s (before) and Wine (during) dinner. He then took her to one of those Adult Movie Theaters and told her that he was going to give her some instructions and expected/demanded that she do whatever he told her do to that night. She agreed and off they went. Once the

Such Is Life
Wasted moments of a journey now decades in the making Etching lines once faint & few deeper into the surfaces of a well-weathered soul Master the art of self-destruction with a vice for every occasion Before reaching such enlightened heights of true understanding and the filthy depths of life-altering awareness Take these trials this anguish and the strife these invisible bonds Constricting Restricting Cast them away as would a fisherman with his handmade net to capture sustenance in the ebb & flow for which he lives   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Update!
I just realized I needed to update this so here we go:I had emergency surgery this past winter where they removed a blockage the size of a golf ball. Apparently that is what was causing my pain and digestive issues. Why it took so long and so many tests to find I will never know! A golf ball seems pretty effin big to me!!!! Since then I have felt MUCH better. I can eat again and gained back a bunch of weight I had lost. I'm no longer "mostly ill" adn "mostly in bed". I'm actually looking for work and living my life again!!! I don't have health insurance so I haven't been to a doctor in quite a while so I don't know specifically whats going on as far as scleroderma goes- but I don't care cause for the most part I feel better than I have in ages!!!

Disparagement
Blame her for the pain you feel They are at fault for a heart that lies in pieces   She didn’t love me enough She loved everyone else She wanted more than I could give She couldn’t give me more She refused to stick around when shit began to fall out of place She wasn’t the strength I needed when her support was all I had   Never turn the spotlight on yourself Never see the mistakes that keep you broken Never make the changes that would save yourself from all the darkness you’ve created   You… You are the common denominator in all those relationships you believe failed you You are the guard the keeper of your past the mess that’s left behind You are the reason she can no longer stand your presence

I Dont Believe
I don't believe you when you say I am beautiful I don't believe you when you say I can trust you I don't believe you when you say you will never hurt me I don't believe you when you say you will stay I don't believe you when you say I love you

The Kidnapping (role Play Adventure)
Spring had finally seemed to arrive and I decided it was time to take advantage of the new found warm weather. I had been planning on surprising her with a new sex adventure, and had told her that I wanted to surprise her with it one day. All she knew was that she needed to be ready for anything, at anytime. She knew that I was pretty much capable of doing anything.I had racked my brain trying to think of the perfect adventure. The more I thought about it the more I became enticed with some type of role play. Since both of us had wanted to do a kidnapping for some time I decided that would be the way to go. I started plotting my kidnapping of her about a month in advance. I was simply waiting for the weather to get warm enough to carry it all out, and that day had finally come….She was faithful to go the gym every day, so I waited for her to go on the planned day and then parked far enough away for her not to see my vehicle. I gave her a little time to complete her workout and t

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Battles That We Wage
Battles That We Wage~~~~~~~~~~~~Like a fractured knee,That's forced to kneel,A sundered mind,Shall never heal.A heart that aches,A soul that screams,Like shattered glass,These broken dreams.Battles that we wage,Actors on a stage.We pray for love and peace,But the battles never cease.Battles that we wage,Turn this sorrow into rage.A truth that is unkind,Battles waged within the mind.Like an abandoned car,With its engine blown.A forgotten rusted heap,Of useless flesh and bone.A mind that's spent,A body sore,Like mindless drones,We wage this war.Battles that we wage,Actors on a stage.We pray for love and peace,But the battles never cease.Battles that we wage, Turn this sorrow into rage.A truth that is unkind,Battles waged within the mind.Battles that we wage,Another ripped out page.Futile and unforgiving,This war that we call living.

Kiss Of The Long Night
Kiss of the Long NightHe sat in the upper branches of the tree across the street from her house, shrouded and all but invisible in the darkness, watching and waiting. He knew she would be coming out of the door very soon. If he'd learned anything about Ophelia Dawn Morningstar in the last eight months, it was that she was a creature of habit with a fairly set routine, and tonight was laundry night. She would leave her house at roughly 10 o'clock with her laundry basket, get in her little car and drive to Kleen-Dudz 24-hour Laundromat, just as she had done every Thursday night for the last eight months, and like every Thursday night for these last eight months, she would find him there doing his laundry as well. This night, however, would be different, for tonight was the night that he would finally make his move, and one way or another there would be an end to it. It had seemed like an eternity since he first encountered her at the nightclub to which she had unenthusiastically accompa

Orgasms
My Big "O" MomentsHere  just  recently  I  met  a man that  takes me there, to  my  Ultimate O moment!  So  I like to  share with  you a few tips i've learned. 1.) Clear   your  head of all  negative thoughts 2.) Role play~ be adventurous playful and most  of naughty! 3.) Love yourself~So  take your fingers for a walk,  find out what  makes you  tick! Hard and Fast? Slow and soft? Experiment w/ different touches and rhythems. 4.) Finding  thats  G-spot~ It's not the holy grail of sex but it is  so  magicial! 5.)Find the road that  leads to  "O"~Just  recently  I learned by clamping  down on  me'es nipples with  a nipple clamp lead me to  a climax that  was out  of this world!  i also found that stimulating  and teasing  my  clit made for a stronger  climax! 6.) Tell'em what  you want~ Once you  figure out what  works for you  tell  your man! Trust  me  he wants  to  know! Especially to  feel the fireworks booming!! 7.) Full speed ahead w/ FOREPLAY~Share this  with  your  man: Me

Wanting You Badly
My want for you Overpowering me I can’t control This lust you see Uncontrollably I reach for you You touch me back It’s like you know Down your fingers Seem to glide Down to where My passion hides I feel the flames They flow so free As your fingers dip Into the depths of me I feel my body Yield to you I tease and stroke Caress you too Quickening Your desire Every part of me Feels on fire As you rock my body To the core My body, my brain Begs for more Growling down deep In your throat I can hear You moaning my name And my eyes tear... My wanting for you Has just begun This lust I feel Burns like the sun So please take me again Touch me here, touch me there And show me how much Wanting we share

Flirting...
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Heart Of Stone
Heart Of Stone Once I had a heart of stone For it had surley lost its home It could not love or wanted too But in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall away As happiness began to fill my day A feeling so sweet and special too Could this be love, I pray is true. My heart now sings a song of love For I know that it was sent from above My heart is warm, there is no cold Hard no more, but with wings of gold. It soars above the sky so high Sometimes I think of why and cry My heart now sings a loving song For the part of me I thought was gone. The gift that you have given me Is so important, can't you see No more sadness or being alone For now my heart returns to home

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Hard To Deal With Day To Day
I am sooooo sick of the pain, the unhappiness, the sleeping for crap, the meds and everything else that comes along, I am sooo sick of dealing with these problems and no dr's knowing what is causing this and not helping to fix it want it all over-with and be able to live a normal life or semi-normal life!!!! For who don't know me well, I have severe depression, social anxiety, agroaphobia, chronic knee and leg pain in both knee's and legs, a hiatel hernia(diaphram is above where it is suppose to be), extreme axid reflux which now has eroded my esophogus and made ulcers in it, and very very severe sleep apnea. update 8/22/2013 Well I was sleeping alot(20 hours out of 24) after dr put me on 3 new meds and took me off the rest 2 weeks ago and now he stopped those and put me on 2 new meds to try and help again, sooooo lets seeeeeeeee how these work... lol and then on the 28th I go see the GI dr to see about having a procedure done to totally fix my diaphram so it might fix the severe aci

Bitch.. That's Right I Put Your Ass On Blast!!
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How I Fu
So we all have rules as to what we will and will not do on Fubar. What is acceptable, when/who to block or report etc. and I have been wanting to write this for some time now just for my own personal reasons. Helping: If you need my help just ask me. If I can I will. If you come at me sideways and/or spastic because I didn't put you in my Family while running a Famplifier just because we live in the same town or some other stupid reason when I don't even know you, then chances are I will never help you. I don't hold grudges, but I also don't tolerate immaturity or disrespect. I will not get engaged or married on Fubar or any other social media site. To me this is a waste of time, money, resourses, and creates a false illusion of "love" for many here. With the exception of people who are already a couple in their personal lives. Ladies and Gentlemen: Online relationships DO NOT WORK!!!!! If your Default Picture shows you with your middle finger up, I will not like, rate, comment, bli

Mmm
I am blushing at my actions last night I cannot believe I let him get that far !

Introductions
My name is Brittany. I am 19 years old and I live in a small town on the West Coast. I'm not into all the girly things like shopping and getting my nails done or wearing high heels. I was raised by my father, therefore, I like things like: riding quads, shooting guns, having mud wars, playing video games, wrestling, and watching sports. Don't get me wrong, I have a few girly qualities. I scream like a little girl when I see snakes or spiders, I use baby talk with my animals, I cry during certain movies or TV shows, and I always run to my daddy when I'm hurt, sad, or pissed off. My other hobbies include drawing, making music, singing, writing, hanging out with friends and loved ones, and meeting new people. I can't tell you my favorite color. Mostly because as an artist, I favor all the colors. Because every color brings out the beauty of at least one object. I am a VERY opinionated person. I have experienced hate at its worst. I have been bullied and judged by the way

I Have A Thought.....
You have become my obsession. My desires have become infected with Your will to use me however You see fit. Thirstily I crave a touch from You that I have not yet felt. The thought of becoming a slave for You makes my body quiver. The pain that You will inflict on my body makes my skin crawl. You have not yet touched me, but I can imagine the firmness of Your hands. I beg for my punishment. I want to be bad for You, so that I can be seen as good in Your eyes. My body is transforming itself into Your possession. I'm feeling the addiction more each minute. The submission of my being is becoming easier to fathom. I'm ready to be trained. You have the control. You have the power to use me, and make me feel that release. Complete and total control of my body as I am not able to control myself. I await the day that I become Yours.

Things You Need To Know About Me
I figured i owe all my friends this. So here it goes. I am here to make friends and thats it. I don't want to hear your lies about falling for me or that you want to see me naked! I could care less about seeing your weiner nor do i have to show you any of my body parts. I'm not embarrassed by my body but respect myself more than to exploit myself just to recieve things on here. If you don't want to send me anything just because we're friends, then don't but don't ask to see me naked or talk about sex. I tried the fu relationships but accomplished nothing so don't think i will do it again! I don't get on everyday because i do have a life outside of FU so if you get all pissy because i missed rating you or something then we're not really friends! I cherish truth and expect everyone to tell me the truth. I hate sometimer friends who only come around when your their last resort so if i feel thats the case i will compleately ignore you. No, i don't spend much real money on here because of p

Haha
Last week, Ethel checked into amotel on her 70th birthday and shewas a bit lonely. She thought, "I'llcall one of those men you seeadvertised in phone books forescorts and sensual massages."She looked through the phone book,found a full page ad for a guycalling himself Tender Tony - a veryhandsome man with assortedphysical skills flexing in the photo.He had all the right muscles in allthe right places, thick wavy hair,long powerful legs, dazzling smile,six pack abs and she felt quitecertain she could bounce a sixpenceoff his well oiled bum.... Shefigured, what the heck, nobody willever know.I'll give him a call."Good evening, ma'am, how may Ihelp you?Oh my, he sounded sooo sexy!Afraid she would lose her nerve ifshe hesitated, she rushed right in,"Hi, I hear you give a greatmassage. I'd like you to come to mymotel room and give me one. No,wait, I should be straight with you.I'm in town all alone and what Ireally want is sex. I want it hot, andI want it now. Bring implements,toys, rubber,

Screen Names
There are certain words that people should NOT be allowed to use. Cuz I will gaurentee that they are far from it. I can tell right off by a name if I should visit their profile. It cracks me up the shit people put on their. They should look in the mirror first. Before they make thier namee up. Yes, I am being mean. But, I am so telling the truth you can't deny it.   Names with Sexy, Sweet, Hot. More then likely they are homely or just done right ugly. Chicks with heavy moustaches should do some serious bleaching also Photoshopping your wrinkles and makig your teeth 10000 shades of white is a joke are youthat insecure? Then don't post them. The same peple can't post full body pics either. Be real show us who you are. Don't lie about it. Last but not least the camera angles. I'd rather see the real you. I'll respect you a whole lot more. Then if you got to change your pics. Highlite them or play with angles. I'm not skinny but you get the real me. Untainted. Be proud of who you are.

What A Shame
BEAUTY IS NOT WHAT YOU WEAR BUT HOW YOU WEAR IT THE MORE YOU NEED TO BE SEEN MAKES YOU AN OBJECT NOT OF BEAUTY BUT JUST WHAT YOU WANT TO BE NOTICED SO SHOW YOUR BEAUTY BY BEING YOU EVERYDAY NOT WHAT YOU WANT THOSE TO THINK OF YOU AS (WONDER WHY)

Steps Into Heaven
Steps Into Heaven   Yesterday is just a memory And morning seems so far away Tonight just doesn’t want to end Like the tears rolling down my face Nothing seems to make any sense It doesn’t seem fair you’re gone Even though it feels you’re still here My heart aches here all alone   All I see is your beautiful face Whenever I close my eyes But knowing you’re not here I just keep them shut tight I feel lost without you here ‘Cause life doesn’t feel the same The emptiness inside my heart Just intensifies all my pain   The first steps up into heaven Are stained with the salt of my tears What I’d give for just one more night To kiss you and hold you near If the Lord above is willing We will be meeting again Because I will be taking The first steps up into heaven       I know there’ll come a day When my heart isn’t in pain The nights won’t be so long And the tears will slowly fade For now my h

Your Eyes
As your eyes watched me I felt like I wanted to come over to you steal a kiss and follow thru with a quick undressing following through letting you know how damn much I have desired tasting you and feeling you explode inside me

I Will Find
I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down #Sober

This.....
Making a mistake and faking happiness to make things easier for the other, maybe to just make them happy, maybe to get them to shut up, whatever your reason is, don't, just tell the truth, don't cover it up with words that at the end of the day don't mean anything. The hurt when the other person finds out is way much worse than what the truth would of done........

Poem I Wrote When I Was 15..
Uhm wow! I was browsing my angelfire account and came across my poetry that I wrote when I was 15.. haha Just thought I would share one.. It was titled ~My Soul~ ,...    All day long I work for you, I never run out of things to do.  You push me to the very limit, Then I act as if you didn't.  I want to run and hide, But you keep me locked inside. I wish that I could disappear, But the wrath of my master is my greatest fear. I try to explain but you don't see, I want you to know you are killing me! Pain and torture that is all I endure, It's as if I'm being punished for comminting murder.  I wish that I was free, But then, I wouldn't be me...

Life As It Is
sometimes when it comes to making decisions about our loved ones and their health, we have to make choices that sometimes are unpopular yet it could save their lives. But also we sometimes have to let go of them and sometimes that isn't easy to do. Is it painful? sure it is. at the same time we go through tough times ourselves and when it comes to taking care of our own health and ourselves we sometimes get wrapped up in trying to take care of those that we love that we sometimes we forget about ourselves.

Can U See
that in a memory of life times be for that u my love have always had the key was give so long ago that u shurly can see me in that memory may u turn the key only ment for the is this love i have to give has spent a 1000 lifes looking for my my love ..spending many a night alon looking at the stars wondering if they still hold the same shine as they did so long ago with trace of a memory so long ago i gave to u my ture love yes its ture i love u cant u see that with in that memory of u and me...... cant u see this is me so trun the key and let us see those stars so i can see them light up just the same for me.....................................................................lonleylion

The Moment
She walks in the room and all heads turn I ve never been With a woman this beautiful I’ll have to learn. Her smile  Warms my heart do I have what it takes can I do my  Part. She says those three words I long to hear oh how I  Hold every one so dear. Every picture I have on  My wall I’m sure I’ll never survive a fall. I get lost in her  Eyes deep in her soul keep forging ahead to make her  Mine that’s the goal. Have I succeeded or am I blind?  It’s so hard to tell nothing is clear in my mind. Then it  Happens the moment is here although I’m scared I’ll  Face my fear, she reaches for me and grabs my hand  Gently whispers will you be my man? I lean in and give  Her a kiss of course my love as you wish. This Love We’ve found will never sever as we both know it will last  Forever.

My Lost One
My Lost One By Cassie Broadhead   You never had the chance to see the light You never had the chance to see the night You never had a chance to take a breath Slowly you slipped away to death My child unborn you’ll always be My baby my love you’ll always see I miss you now, I’ll miss you forever My darling, my love, my little endeavor 14 weeks I had with you never enough to ever do My little one you’re needed elsewhere, you have a job to see through I sit here writing with tears down my face I wish your tiny body my arms could embrace Goodbye my sweet darling one, someday we’ll meet And I’ll hold you so tight when in my arms we do greet……………  

The Fine Art Of "diggit"
*** Are you having problems getting your point across to people? Do you get bumped and pushed to the side wherever you go? Does the SAME old lady cut in front of you every time your in Aldi? Arent you about SICK of the sh*t already?! you ARE? Ok, let me ask you this...Are you familiar with the fine art of "Diggit"?...No? Well, then, how would you like to learn? Under my teaching, even YOU can become well versed in the fine ancient language, as well as the self proclaimed Gawdammit Counter Attack Technique...(you will be taught how to PROPERLY yell "gawdammit" while slammin a fools head off of...a counter)And if your skilled enough, you can ALSO earn your suede belt in Backhanditsu!!(Chances are youve already been stung a few times with it, therefore making it self explanitory)...Here is a PREVIEW of what I can teach you: *When trying to navigate a crowded store, walk STERNLY, while displaying wide eyes and flared nostrils. Even the elderly will get the hell out of your way......Q U I C

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Army Of The Dead
Army of the Dead~~~~~~~~~~~~~~An inexplicable phenomenon,Has changed rot into rebirth.The dead have risen from their sleep,And now they walk the Earth.They have invaded every city,Upon bloodstained streets they tread.Onward they march tirelessly,The army of the dead.Devouring all that lives and breathes, Then recruiting their fallen prey.Their ranks grow exponentially,With every passing day.Frustration and exhaustion,Hope replaced with dread.Never a moment of respite,From the army of the dead.Running low on food and ammo,And yet more of them arrive.I have no choice but to face the truth.There's no chance I will survive.As I hear them breaking through the door,There's no more to be said.Soon I'll be marching onward,With the army of the dead.

World Of Fools
World Of Fools.Rotten thoughts of hatred,Dominate my mind.Twisted bitter feelings,For all of humankind.Violent toxic fantasies,Vengeful acts of rage.Trapped in this society,Like a beast locked in a cage.As I struggle endlessly,Tighter grows the noose.Bound by forced conformity,Fighting to break loose.I bend my knee to no one.No servant shall I be.Defiantly, I'll make my stand,Till the day that I am free.I seethe in censored silence,Forced to bear their rules.Frustrated and resentful,Lost in this world of fools.

Afterthought
Afterthought~~~~~~~~~~~The more that you keep pushing me away..The longer that you leave me in the cold..The more that all the colors become gray..The more the darkness will take its hold..Like a scene from a pleasant dream..Once cherished but soon forgot..I'll never be your priority..I'm just an afterthought.I'm a treasure that's lost its pleasure..Left in the attic to rot..Please spare me your indignity..I'm just an afterthought...The more bitter tears you make me cry..The less that my importance seems to rate..The sooner that my sorrow will run dry..The more you'll see my love turn into hate..Once unmistaken but now forsaken..You loved me, now love me not..A burning desire losing its fire..I'm just an afterthought..I fade away more and more each day..My insignificance cannot be fought..I'll always be your vague memory..I'm just an afterthought..

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Sometimes It's Best To Say " Nothing At All ! "
Never waste your words on         Those people in your life Who only deserve your Silence ......          Because sometimes ,the  greatest Show of strength is to " Say nothing at All "

Visiting Texas Next Month For My Birthday
Hi everyone this is my first blog, I decided to create it because every week something fun always take place:) .Today I found out I will be going to San Antonio Texas for my birthday next month! So I'm super excited and very happy to be able to go, along time ago I almost moved to dallas but it never happened. I have family all over texas my dad is from waco. I will be working a few hours today and then going to visit my mom and 1 of my sisters. I hope you all have a lovely day thanks for checking out my blog:) .

Unplanned Duties
Hitting the road at a quarter to ten I really can't believe I'm doing this again. But cash is getting tight and the stress is getting worse. I'll be halfway there When I finish this verse. The path that I'm taking On this cold dark night I never thought I'd be doing Something so not right. But the cash is short And the fights are long My destruction is The cause of this song. I take another puff Off my wooden pipe 

My Escape
Waiting for the night That I can escape From this hell of a life that i live day by day. Escape to your arms Away from the world Up above all else I wanna be your girl. Jump in the van The radio loud Roll the windows down Forget the crowd. Forget the pills Forget the cash Forget I'm nothing But a piece of ass. 

Will The Sunlight Set At Dawn?...
the beginning of this day welcomed newer darker skiesonly silhouettes, only lonely shadowsthe vague is whispered like a lieit wasn't clouds that blocked the sunlightonly empty milesonly empty nothingno stores of hope in sightit was as though the night gave birth and her child was stillbornonly lifeless limbsonly silent heartswhat do these signs forewarn?it goes without me sayingno colours could be foundnot even blackest bluesnot even bluest blacksand made worse by absent soundthere was no thundering of herdsno fowl upon the aironly breezeless treesand only waveless seasand no other witnesses to bearit was as though the night gave birthand her child was stillbornonly lifeless limbsonly silent heartswhat do these signs forewarn?

Rescue Me!!
Protect me in your armsI want your tender charmsI´m a lonely, i´m blueI need you, your love true.Rescue meRescue meTake my heartTake your loveAnd ev´ry partI´m a lonely and i´m blueI need you and your love true.Rescue meRescue meProtect me in your armsI want your tender charmsI´m a lonely, babyRescue meRescue me

I'm The One Who Knows
I'm the one who knows   Holding on to your past, Trying to live your life through, Lingering moments of fun and laughter, Doesn't appease you, You try to merge with the crowd, But never let yourself go, As every time you are lost in thoughts, The pain of longing shows.... And I'm the one who knows. You try to shut yourself out But just cannot succeed, For very little happening is..... A reminder of the one you miss. Wishing to defy the forces of life, Your soul aches to be free, To join the one you loved so dear Who is your sweet memory. It's a feeling hard to describe, As loneliness continues to grow.... Searching and seeking the time gone by, One who is hurt such knows. Yes,I'm the only one who knows!! 

Turning Away
Turning Away   What is happening with my life What I was trying to find Why did I waste all this time I am going to end these troubles tonight But the bird has lost his way All his friends have flown away Some are immersed in an inane race While the others are seeking a new place I cannot focus my brain I will simply watch the passing trains The people so averse to take a breath Happily running towards their death I have no angel to embrace Or the things I wish to chase I will simply walk down that lane Just to calm my puzzling brain But all I find is the kids in the rain Foolishly risking their health for no gain Without any negative worries or shame A predicament and a God to blame But aren’t all the creatures the same A basic nature before they are tame Far before my thoughts scattered away Before my demons lead me astray I remember I danced in my coldest days So the days would ever be the same Will I ever feel that life is a game Will I ever obtai

Looks Like Some Need Gentile Reminders Still
i make it very clear what i will and will not put up with . Since new people are not reading my blogs, here are some good and bad things :   I am not camming with anyone , so please do not ask me, I have people I trust i wills ay hi to in that way but nothing nasty, thier are paid sites for that second: I am not giving out my cell number, those closest to me have it, so do not bother asking third what i am wearing is none of your business, neither saying things like " are you sexy" will get you very far, I will tell you to back off and move on   If you are polite and courtious I will talk with you, if you are not I will be very blunt and ask you to move along. If that is bothersome to you, then please move alont, no need to be nasty, especially since you've been told. I am not your mom, nor should anyone have to remind you how to be or sound with others. Its not rocket science  

The Past Will Die
You can't hold onto the past forever But the past can hold onto you as long As it wants to. Someone once told me that letting go Is easy, I know that's not true. The memories still remain as a stain On your heart that wont go away. Don't let the past destroy you, for the past Is just an old memory that wont go away till you start letting it goBut if you have help you get over the past and willing to lend you open arms and a sholder to cry on, then the past is worth getting over ,so you can move forward in life, And i have a very special someone who will be there for me when i let the past make me cry and hurt again when i open the wound, And i know after i will feel liek a new person. I love the only guy in my life  that has made me feel so live, i love you babes 

Poetry
Hannibal I know your every move,You are safe as long as I approve.We have conversation on an intelectual level,Little do you know I have the heart of the devil.I overlook your slight mistakes,But don't piss me off for your own health's sake.I sit here quiet in my study,Reading books until things get bloody.Dinner you ask? I can make a fine quisine,Please don't ask, for her name was ChristineSpend the night we can have liver for lunch,It's not a problem in my freezer I have a bunch.How about some head cheese too?Little do you know I'm feeding my victims to you.I once was a surgeon and to this day it's true,Not just a surgeon now but psychiatry too.I pick your brain until I learn your ways,Then I cut short the rest of your days.Soon to my plate please understand,I am a monster in the shape of a man.Tonight I will eat as a king,I will sserve you brains on my next little fling.Goodbye now i bid you farewell,For I have come to send you to hell.By now you know that i am a cannibal,Also know

Poetry
Falling Leaves are falling all around,From the tree tops to the ground.The colors so bright,They seem to glow in the twilight.The wind blows gentle and cool,Not much time left before the season of yule!I watch as the days grow short,Soon we will need logs as our next resort.Warm apple cider in hand with a coat in the other,Hand in hand arm in arm we will warm one another.Hay rides spring up from out of nowhere,It's nights like these with you I love to share.Your eyes gleam at me in the fire's dim light,Wish we could always share such perfect nights.Holding you close your head against mine,Sharing this moment is wonderfully fine.Yoiu have my heart, body, and soul,Promise me you will never let me go.Falling on a cool fall's night,Oh such an awesome delight.

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Poetry
[ edit poem ] Love Me? Will you hold me close and kiss my lips,Caressing my face with my hands on you hips?Would you stare deep into my eyes,As I kneel before you and kiss your thighs?Would you moan my name deep in the night?As I give you release from your needs in the twilight?We don't need forever for now,Just a touch of love if only for a while.Will you love me? and if forever is too long,Promise me while we are here you will hold me strong.I may not be the one for you soul,But for a while we can make each other whole.Now pull me close and love my heart,I promise you girl I will do my part.Give me all the passion you've got,And tie our souls in a knot.Open you legs and let me in,So that our short time of love may begin.

Profile Pics
What is the deal the last couple days? Seems like all the newbies are putting up Main profile pics of their teenie weenies. Then that's all they have in their folders. It's not like they are well endowed. These things are barely 2 inches long. Very pathetic looking. At least if your going to do it have some Real Meat hanging there to look at. My other problem is with people who can't put a REAL picture up as the Main profile pic. What are you scared of? Are you that ugly? Pathetic. Then you go in their folders and they have nothing but pics of flowers, cars and shit like that. Flashing pics make me sick. The constant flashing makes me want to throw up. I wish people woud put them in a folder for the love of Me.  

Bouncing
I woke up with that urge of being poked licked and sucked.

Girl Crush
Just a quick, random post.  Girl Crushes.  All crushes, really.  Isnt she cute?    

Eating Out
Is it weird to climax pleasuring someone with your mouth?

A Short For Coleen
I knew I was not dreaming since I was a child, I knew I did not bleed in vain, I knew I did not cry in shame or pity, I knew I did not endure this pain all of my life... I was waiting for the right time to tell you, "I love you."                            

You Don't Know Me
Tired of being judged. Invited to a "friend's" house for dinner. They felt it was time to get to know us. We talked about everything where we grew up, our childhoods, & many other things. Ever since that dinner, the attitude has changed, we are barely spoken too. Listen, my sister & I never asked for what we were dealt. My sister never asked to have seizures & to be on medicine all her life or to need a caregiver. I never asked to be hated & abused growing up. I never wanted the monstrous things to happen to me, but they did. That doesn't make me a monster. You judge me & you never take time to really know me or my sister. I take care of my sister. I am trying to help her get her dreams. Yes, people that have special needs have dreams & they have feelings just like the rest of us "normal" people. I deal with my sisters changing attitude daily. I never know what I am going to get from one moment to the next. I get hated on at times, & I get the little kid who's sorry & needs a hug. I de

Love Hard
Love Hard   Love hard Give it all you’ve got Either you’re committed Or you’re not   Love hard For it’s the only way If you’re not giving everything You’ll never seize the day   Love hard Love completely Love does not come packaged neatly   Love hard Don’t keep score Be everything you can Nothing less or out the door   Love hard Forever to be Everlasting love For all eternity August 27, 2013 MPS©

Icrave Poetry
in service   In these momentsof darki come to Youmy Godmy EternityYou breathe life intomy soulNo more emptinessYour handsan urgent push againstmy fleshmy heartBound... in tunein harmony withthe sound of Your voiceThis boyso hungry for Yourhearti want to eat itmake it's taste knownto the worldi see You..a Savior of all thingsof creationAll things above thishell You have let me be a part ofi fucking crave You

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Answer each letter's question.A - Available? no B - Best Friend(s)? Tobias Parks, Nic Williams, My mother C - CRUSH? one D - DOGS NAME? Buddy E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? My Mother F - Favorite Food? all kinds G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS? Worms H - HOMETOWN? Sacramento, California I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU? depends on were I am moving to J - JOB? Don't work K - KIDS? None  L - LONGEST CAR RIDE? 6 Days M - MILK FLAVOR? Regular N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 4 3 Brothers and one sister O - ONE WISH? to find a woman to spend the rest of my life with - Check and Found P - PHOBIA(S)? I'm scared of: I am not scared of anything Q - FAVORITE QUOTE? "Life is interesting sometimes, someday you just wanna disappear and then the next you just want to be noticed. it's always a guessing game-the future holds many things and you can never tell what will happen next." Thoughts of Mark L. Roberts II" < Quote By Me R - REASON TO SMILE? :P a few S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? Killa C: Amazing

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Everyone has 8 names.1. Your real name: Mark Leland Roberts II2. Your "gangsta" name (first 3 letters of real name plus Dizzle): Mar-dizzle3. Your detective name (favorite color & animal): black Wolf4. Your soap opera name (middle name & street you live on): Leland Atomic5. Your Starwars name (first letter of your first name first 2 letters of your last name): MII6. Your superhero name (2nd favorite color & favorite drink): Gray Coffee7. Your witness protection name (one of your parents middle names): Jean8. Your goth name (Black and the name of one of your pets): black Jasper

Random
Name: Mark Leland Roberts II Birthdate: 8-28-1985 Birthplace: Las Vegas, Nevada Current Location: El Dorado Hills, Ca Eye Color: Blue-Gray Hair Color: Dark Blond Height: 5'7" Weight: 180 pounds Piercings: None Tatoos: 2- one Tribal Dragon and one Hatchetman Overused Phraze: Shit Happens, Life Sucks Deal With It, Go Fuck Yourself, Bite Me, Live Life Or Shut The Fuck Up FAVORITES Food: Italian, Mexican, and Many Random thing, but my favorite food ever is Persimmons Candy: Payday candy bars Number:  8  Color: Purple, Black, Green, Silver Anime: Nurato Drink: Coffee Alcohol Drink: none Music: Attic Crew, Judas Priest, Rob Zombie, Static X, Twiztid, ICP, Boondocks, Tech 9,Killa C, Nickleback, Relik, The Pumpkin King, Ect. Movie: Underworld Movies, Boondock Saints, Fast and Ferious Movies, and most any Anime movies Body Part on Opposite sex:

Damn Bees.
holy crap. it's been forever since i got stung by a bee. and i got stung about 10-15 minutes ago. and i completely forgot how bad bee stings suck ass! the little bastard got the side of 1 of my toes. i hope the bastard dies a violent death now   don't get me wrong.. i love mother nature. but, why give small ass bugs a damn stinger filled with poison to sting humans when they are not looking? mother nature must've been PMSing when she made the bee.

You Just Never Know....
A woman went into a bar in Texas and saw a cowboy with his feet propped up on a table. He had the biggest feet she’d ever seen. The woman asked the cowboy if it’s true what they say about men with big feet. The cowboy grinned and said, “Sure is, little lady! Why don’t you come on out to the bunk house and let me prove it to you!” The woman wanted to find out for herself, so she spent the night with him. The next morning she handed him a $100 bill. Blushing, he said, “Well, thank ya Ma’am. I’m real flattered. Aitn’t nobody ever paid me fer mah services before. The woman replied, “Don’t be flattered. Take the money and buy yourself some boots that fit.”  LOL

Hundred Dollar Tattoo? ;)
Well Wally gets home late one night and Linda, his wife, says “Where the hell have you been?” Wally replies “I was out getting a tattoo!” “A tattoo”? She frowned. “What kind of tattoo did you get?” “I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates” he said proudly. “What the hell were you thinking”? She said, shaking her head in disgust. “Why on earth would a Chartered Accountant get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates?” “Well, one, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want.”

Spaghetti....
A doctor was having an affair with his nurse. Shortly afterward, she told him she was pregnant. Not wanting his wife to know, he gave the nurse a sum of money and asked her to go to Italy and have the baby there. “But how will I let you know the baby is born?” she asked. He replied, “Just send me a postcard and write ‘spaghetti’ on the back. I’ll take care of expenses.” Not knowing what else to do, the nurse took the money and flew to Italy. Six months went by and then one day the doctor’s wife called him at the office and explained, “Dear, you received a very strange postcard in the mail today from Europe, and I don’t understand what it means.” The doctor said, “Just wait until I get home and I will explain it to you.” Later that evening, the doctor came home, read the postcard, fell to the floor with a heart attack. Paramedics rushed him to the ER. The lead medic stayed back to comfort the wife. He asked

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A very attractive female police officer arrests a man for drunk driving. She tells the man, "Sir, you have the right to remain silent. Anything you say, can and will be held against you..." The drunk says, "Tits".ery attractive female police officer arrests a man for drunk driving. She tells the man, "Sir, you have the right to remain silent. Anything you say, can and will be held against you..." The drunk says, "Tits".

Chapter 1
Nancy clicked her cell phone off, smiling broadly, heart beating as she began to scurry around. Daddy had just called and told her to meet Him at a very plush club for a late evening dinner and dancing. Pulling off her clothes she went to her closet to see what she would wear. Tilting her head slightly to the side, she flipped through her more formal dresses, but nothing seemed to catch her eye. Then, there it was – a light cream colored wrap around style dress that was very form fitting and showed her womanly curves, something that Daddy desired. “That’s it” she spoke out loud, and headed to the shower.   As she stepped out of the shower, Nancy wrapped a towel around her head, catching her hair that had gotten quite long and another around her body as she walked back to her bedroom. She pulled open her top dresser drawer and looked for just the right lingerie. On top was her new lacey white corset with attached garters. She liked the way it felt and h

The Smile Of A Man
Oh how I love the smile of a man,   how it makes his face light with good humor  and sometimes mischief   how it reflects in his eyes with laughter  and sometimes desire  how it makes is face glow with happiness  and sometimes love   Oh how I love the smile of a man,   Yet the devil dances there, with disguised lust  and he beguiles  He makes promises of love  and passion  And leaves me wanting, alone  and broken   Oh how I hate the smile of a man

Why Do You Haunt Me?
Why do you haunt me? Every time I think I'm ok That you are just a part of my past I feel you in a song Why do you haunt me? Every time I think the hurt is gone That you simply walked away I hear you in a whisper Why do you haunt me? Every time I step away from the pain That you never said good bye You infect my dreams Why do you still haunt me?

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Global Warming.
The real "truth" is that everything affects  earth. The greatest influences on earth are not as manmade as these guys say. If we think about lunar, solar and other cycles, the earth goes through so many of them that science ought to study them and far more than they do. If they study this, they need to make their findings more open to the public. The truth, however, might scare the heck out of some. The impending doom predicted in 2012 is an example of such a cycle. Some folks many thusands of years ago took a reading of the point we on earth were at in the whats known now as the "Milky way cycle". They determined what they saw as the beginning or end of a cycle. Move that forward to 2012 and the cycle starts over or ends as predicted. To put it mildly, they were "spot on" with their knowledge. Yet, the spot picked to begin with was when they first started. Of course that could have been given to them some way, but might also have been a simple decision to START somewhere, anywhere, h

Dark Places...
There are times, when I can't help but go there. I know it's survivors guilt. I've been to hundreds of briefings and classes. I know this.. But I don't feel like I should be here and what's the point... I know I should reach out to get help, but I don't. Maybe I'm writing on here because I know that no one will read it. Who knows... My thoughts are all jumbled up and I can't keep a thought in place long enough to finish the sentence. This, I know, is the brain injury. This is what I have to look forward to the rest of my life... What kinda life is this gonna be?!?

Dominant Roles
OWNER One of the things we can note about other BDSM roles, such as top, bottom, dominant, submissive, master, and slave, is that there's an implicit recognition that the partner in each case is a respected, fully-functional, human member of a two-person team. This is not the case with owner/property roles. An owner possesses property who, in the context of the relationship or their activities together, has limited rights and who is often objectified or dehumanised. Typically, the property is simply used for some purpose by the owner. This can be sexually, where the property is simply treated as a cunt to fuck, for example. MASTER The important factor with dominants and submissives is that the submissive grants the dominant long-term authority to engage them (the submissive) in an agreed range of activities without seeking permission on each occasion. Confusingly, many people consider the terms master and slave to be equal to dominant and submissive, respectively.

Jimmycadillac
  Not sure if this will work...but click on it.  The guy rated two of us 1s and nuked us, because we refused to look at his shrek cock.

Other Lounge Music
Excito Diabolus     Dark Asylum     Freaks n Dorks     Crimson Asylum  

My Friend
I have2 friends on here. One's been here for over 6 yrs and the other for over 3. They both have to decided to leave permanantly. I wish they wouldn't. As I have tried to have talk both of them out of it. They both have stated it's because if you don't run bling or give it out you don't get any help in return. I know the one has tried for 5K Likes 3 times and didn't get it. One RS he ran he barely got 500 Likes. These 2 guys will help anyone with anything they need on here. I know the real reason why one of them doesn't get help. It's a site wide problem. It just sucks because I will miss them on here. But, at least we'll still hang out on the town.  

My Fiancee
!! I LOVE YOU BABY

Who Knew?
Did you know?   Did you know that I loved you? Did you know that I needed you? Did you see that my heart was true? Did you see that I was Blue? Did you hear me call your name? Did you hear them speak of your fame? Did you know that I was there? Did you know that you were unfair? Did you tell them you were taken? Did you tell them you were faken? Did you find that you were hurting? Did you find that no one was flirting? Did you know that they all knew? Did you know that they were too? Did you hear them whisper the truth? Did you hear it in the booth? Did you fall in love with them too? Did you fall for their lies too? DId you know I loved you? Did you know I needed you?

Notice Me
Notice Me As the nights drag on the tears flood my eyes.  Am I but a ghost in everyones eyes? I dream of being a part of their world I long to be more than a speck in this world. The days drag by in hopes someone says hi The disappointment fills my eye for there is only goodbye Am I but invisible trapped within this life? Am I to go on as a nobody throughout life? How can I make them see how much this means to me? Can I forever live in a world where noone wants me? Can it be that I am not ment to be? Someday soon they will see Someday when I am gone they will Notice me.

A Sermon Regarding Religion From Reverend Warbeast.
A sermon regarding Religion from Reverend WarBeast.  In this day and age of enlightenment, where many age-old mysteries of the world around us are being explained and/or solved through the advancement of scientific research, I find myself increasingly at odds with the persistence of organized religion. How can people in this age of reason, look at books written thousands of years ago by superstitious primitives and believe wholeheartedly that they contain the absolute truth to life, the universe and everything? It is my belief that most people cling to a religious belief because of indoctrination that happened during childhood. This indoctrination, coupled with deep-seated instinctive emotional needs, fosters an attachment to beliefs that, upon developing the deductive reasoning skills of maturity, a person should find ridiculous.At this point, I would like to state that I am personally an agnostic. I won't say that I believe there is a cosmic power behind the scenes

Grateful!
Hello again and still kicking ! I thought I would post a little gratitude ! I see all kinds of people from all over the states and me and this guy was talking ! He reminded me how there is people in the world that is worse off than I ! Wow then it hit me ! I have food, friends, and at least a tent over my head ! I can still work walk and have a chance to better myself ! Like I said this is just a bad moment ! I can go to church, stores, and even parks to enjoy ! There is alot of people that is worse off than I ! They dont even have bathrooms or toilet paper to wipe there ass ! They have no shelter or stoves ! No heat, No water no lights ! So when I have another bad moment in my life I will be and am very grateful for the things I have in life no matter how bad it seems to get ! There is people that has it alot worse as I ! God bless!

My Response To The Criticism Mj Recieves About His Rep.
This is an older blog. But I decided to re-post it a few days ago in honor of MJ's birthday. Feel free to comment. But, please, no offensive or vulgar comments. I wrote this and posted it on several sites because I was so sick of all the cruel things people were saying about MJ. Michael Jackson was not only a singing,dancing,musical genius who revolutionized the music industry with his breakthrough performances,dance moves and state of the art music videos(Which were really--as he put it- "Short films" and without which,music video channels such as, VH1 ,MTV, or BET wouldn't be what they are today). He was a great human being in every sense of the word. As far as entertainment- he broke through racial barriers within the music industry by culminating several different styles and genres of music into his own unique style. Beyond his music, he is also one of the biggest philanthropists that has ever exsisted. He gave millions of dollars to sick and hungry children all across the world t

Touch.
I was walking along a pebble shore.Shale, and glossy stone clawing into my canvas shoes.Like a coy, cherry assassin.Too eager to bite my tender feet.I felt the mad want to taste the waters.Bathe in the ichor.Plunge into the bubbling muckas the torrent crushes me against turbine and broken bottles discarded by a thousand teenagers high on bitch beer and sugary tonicswith their endless beats, and wild claims of adequacyA candy island separated by reasonable fear and the foggy recollection ofbettertimes.Breath is out.Sky is falling.And there's nothing but starving frenzied tribals on every side.It all became so dirty, rusted and sharp.A walk-in hazard.With no doors or windows. A heaving sea of filth and vermin comes roiling forthWaves of squealing rodents, mangled on cannibal impulsecascades of unwashed fornicating pigsand the undulating reach of ulcerous sightless grubsAmassing.Crushing.Breaching.

Pretty Girl
Oh yes pretty girl I am talking to You.One who is scrolling page on fb. One who is feeling alone right now,You are thinking no one cares for you right ?You think your tears have no value.You think no one loves you. I know what you are going through.I know how it feels.You think hugging your pillow and crying hard will get you out from all problems ?You think locking yourself in a room will sort out all issues?No babe, it wont help you. Get out from your bed.Look at yourself in mirror. Wash your pretty face..Tie your hair and wear a beautiful smile on your face. Yeah..Now you are looking Gorgeous.Be the way you are.Dont change yourself for anyone.Let the world change.Play loud music, Dance till you are tired.It will make you happy And trust MeI am always here to make you smile. And it matters

Desperate Need
Desperate Need Would you help your brother man when they are in desperate need If you had the means that could help them succeed? I’m talking about someone down on their luck  with their life in a cast Doing their best and giving their last. Their path being a little different than yours People they know keep closing their doors. If you were the one who can hold your own Someone who has truly learned how to move along. Meeting the right people who lend you a hand. Helping you develop and make your best stand. Yes, brought up right without any stage fright. Given a chance to shine in the light. Would you choose to be the greedy one? Feeling that no one else deserves any type of your fun? Saying “I did this on my own all by myself without anyone giving me any type of help!”

The Door
The door to your heart and to your dreams opens inward. This means that you must learn to relax before you can solve your problems. You may feel that if only you could solve your problems, you could relax. But it doesn’t work that way. In order to take the pressure off, you need to make space in your heart for other possibilities to happen.Learn to replace your old, restricting thoughts with thoughts of joy, peace and harmony. Here is an exercise to help you let go of your stress.For the next week, I want you to carry a timer with you. Set it for every half hour. When it rings, take three very deep, slow breaths, and silently say to yourself:All is well. All is well. All is well.Begin to bless your health with love. Life has given you enough breath to last as long as you shall live. As you slow down, you will begin to trust life.Please know that my love and support are with you as you move along your pathway of a healthy and joyous life.

There Is A Time
" There's a time for caring , A time for sharing ..... And a time to be alone. To find in yourself that special place where the flowers ever grow . To know your limits and what you CAN'T do ...... Love , To let them go so they can grow to the heights you know .... They'll go ...... Alone in my " happy place " in the jungles of my mind The birds are singing , the brook is screaming , all the smells fill the air , Of flowers of every color and different sounds everywhere . There is always Peace and Happiness in this place I can go , And being alone is fabulous , in this place I call my own . So find your "happy spot " you can go there alone , then you can smile at silly stuff ...... Cause you will protect your soul ...........

A Poem Called Nobody
posted on 04/16/2013 @ 12:04 pm A poem called Nobody  (edit | delete) http://fubar.com/a-poem-called-nobody/b353732-1196426 In my travels I met a man , he said he was Nobody . Gentle , kind and loving......He made me feel safe , he made me  feel like Somebody What he looks like , I know not nor do I care... My Spirit knows he's there , he understands , I walk alone... But he is a she and I am an It , never alone , always part of the click... Just spread my Wings and let the Wind carry me ..... Cause I'm looking for Nobody ..... Tantanka runs wild an free with Tsel-mo-ah riding his shoulders.... Magic abounds ,magic is strong , flying with the Wind .... Ruling ever more ,North , South , East and West ..... Everything changes but stays the same ..... Prayers to Heal , Prayers to Love .........     view comments

The Robber
It was late on a saturday night in a small sized city and i have run very low on cash even with all my overtime i have worked. I know i have to do something to make some quick cash just to get by for the week. I begin to think when i remember that the security cameras at the hotel i work at are down and put of service. My plan forms as i know i could sneak in un detected and slip into a few rooms and slip some cash. I grab my keys and bolt to the hotel slipping into the back door with my maitenance key card. I work my way up and down the halls listening room to room until i come to the high end suite. I step up to the door and knock saying " maitenance". I hear no reply and slip in as i make sure the coast is clear and i start going through the luggage. I come across a black leather bag and open it finding a wide variety of sex toys and restraints. I look through it until a sound catches my ear as i hear the high heels coming to the door. I jump up quickly and slip into the dark bathro

"the Debt " Part 4
Kathy was amazed that Bob brought her to an art show. In the lobby of the libary there were tables set up with finger food and beverages. "Would you like a glass of white wine?" Bob asked. "Yes. Please," Kathy replied. She suddenly felt like she should be more formal with him. Bob left to go get the wine. She looked at the literature on the tables. The exhibits were all sculptures and paintings from local artisans. She thumbled through a catalog and Bob returned with thier glasses of wine. She took his arm and they strolled together moving from atatue to painting to sculpture and so on. Bob read the information about each piece from the catalog. They milled around enjoying themselves.  Kathy was surprised, being a visual person herself, that Bob, who was much more the kinetic tyep, had a good grasp of what he was looking at. She filled him in on some details about style and art history. It was an interest of hers for a long time. Bob accepted her expertise graciously and complimented

Can't Fathom...
/begin rant There has been a lot going on in my life.  A lot of bad, a few things good.  I'm trying to cling to the good but it's getting harder and harder.   I've tried to turn to people who I considered friends, both here and in real life.  The only thing I've really found is that people only want to be around you when the sun's shining and you're laughing.  But these days in my own life...  The sun rarely shines, and I rarely laugh. I'm angry that I was powerless to stop a really bad thing from happening to an innocent person.  I'm angry that I'm being told I have no right to feel what I do because others have the right to feel it more.  I'm angry that the people who are supposed to be supportive and understanding simply walked away, or didn't even care. I'm hurt that I considered those  people to be high up in my social circle.  To those people:  I really wanna tell you to go fuck yourselves and the vindictive bitch in me wants you to get hit by a bus the next time you step off

Gold
I can feel your heart of gold And it makes me wonder It makes me wonder You make me wonder What you're looking for I can see your smile of glass And it makes me wonder It makes me wonder You make me wonder What you're waiting for And then I taste your fear of thunder And I watch you wander I watch you wander And I sit and wonder What you're running from

"the Debt " Part 4
They arrived at Bobby's truck. He opened  the door. She waited for him to get her into the truck gracfully. He remembered she had no panties on. He put his arns on her back and under her legs and lifted her into the truck. She helped by moving onto the seat ususing her hands but it was mostly Bobby's strength that respectfully placed her where she sat. "I'm impressed," she said. "You're meant to be," bob smiled and closed the door. He drove to  the best French resturaunt in town. Kathy's eyes widened as they walked into the large building. " Mosieur, Manemoisell," the host said in greeting them.  Bob arranged for his reservation. They were seated at a good table near but not next to string quarlet. The mood set by the live music was wonderful. Kathy enjoted it throughly. It had been a long time since she had been in such a romantic setting. The waiter was wonderful. his broken english seemed genuine. He used more friench words than Engilsh ones anyway. He gushed and complimentesd t

Just Some Thoughts
 When life throws you curves you have to get back up and say fuck it and throw it back!! Thats what they say! Really life is a shell u have to learn to crack! Somethings in life are harder than they seem and some are excactly what you thought! Loving someone rather next to you or far needs trust!! Trust that has to build with no flaws!  Thats what I forgot! Sitting alone has some advantages but sleeping alone well ure just alone!  Going threw I like to think back without it haunting me right now or  going back to my past I choose to move forward away from the pain!  So if ure not beside me, well something just won't change!! Lovens (h)

Thoughts
If you have found a smile that is the sweetest you've known, If you have heard, within a voice, that echos of your own. If you have felt a touch that stirs the longings in your heart..And still feel that closeness in the moments you"re apart, If you have filled with wonder at the way two lives can blend.   To weave a perfect pattern that is seamless end to end, if you believe some things in life are meant to be, Then you have found your soulmate, your hearts own destiny

Guy's That Go "he He"
I find it so pathetic of guys who say "he he" it's bad enough girls that do it but it makes dudes seem to feminem. Not very manly like.

"the Debt " Part 4
The check came. Bob paid it. They left the restaurant holding hands. At the truck Bob kissed her deeply," she threw her arms around him and returned the kiss. He picked her up and placed her very lady like into his truck. They drove to Bobby's house. Kathy knew the evening wasn't over. Bob turned off the engine. He turned to Kathy. She kissedd him. He put his hand on the inside of her thigh. She opened her legs to allow him access to her. Earlier in the evening she thought she was going to have an all night struggle with Bobby's hand up her dress. She was surprised it took him this long to take advantage of her lack of undies.  he moved his hand predictably to her moist pussy. He slid one finger just inside her outer lips and lightly moved it up and down several times. She kissed him harder. He withdrew his hand. They broke off their kiss and looked into each other's eyes. "How do you feel?" bob asked. "Beautiful and sexy," she saud. "I'm glad you noticed. You're this way everyday

"the Debt " Part 4
This part is dedicated to the one i love:)   He helped her out of the truck and they walked tothe front door of his place. Kathy thought it was odd that the lights inside were all on.  A older lady in a maids's outfit met them at the door. "Did monsieur have a nice dinner?" She asked with an thick Fench accent.  "Yes we did Eugenia," Bob answered. "Everythings is ready. Would mademosielle follow me please?" Eugenia said.Kathy released bobby's hand but not before she looked into his eyes for a sign.  "Go on. She'll take care of you. I'll see you in a little while." Eugenia walked ahead of Kathy into the master bedroom. Kathy had been into bobby's place many times. she was not prepared for what she saw. All of the furniture had been rearranged. The bed was in the middle of the room. Large posts on all four corners held up a great chiffon canopy of blue fabric that draped over the bed. There were paintings on the walls. Next to the entrance to the master bathroom was a beautiful ma

"the Debt " Part 4
Eugenia knelt down at Kathy's feet prepared to remove kathy's shoes. "Mademoiselle," Eugenia said.  Kathy let her shoes be removed and handed her purse and the panties in her hand to the maid. Eugenia put the shoes near thr door of the bathroom. She steeped behind Kathy and unzipped her dress. Eugenia put the dress on a hanger and hung it on a peg behind the bathroom door. Eugenia  closed and locked the door Kathy wondered why the lock was necessary but didn't mind. eugenia returned and kathy moved to take off her bra. "No, no mademoiselle. Let me,' Eugenia scolded. "Je fait. I  do for you. You just relax."  Kathy let Eugenia let Kathy remove her necklace and bra. She stood in the soft light. Eugenia put away Kathy's things and stripped off her own clothes.  She returned to Kathy and stood before. Except for Eugenia's maid cap and Kathy's errings they were naked. kathy didn't know what to do. "What does mademoiselle whish?" Eugenia asked. Kathy was tempted to nibble on Eugenia's

Sent
Having nothing left Except a hope Possibly a prayer To the deities of love itself Makes me feel so small So ineffectual But I send my wishes of love On butterfly wings The silent flight of a dove Wanting them to gently reach her So she'll remember and cherish That the love we had was pure

Fox
The adrenaline scent Of the wounded fox Brings in the wolves   They circle   She strives to stay alive But truth is sure And as she goes The wolves pace   Endless now

Burden
I would rather take All of your anger Fear And pain Put it inside of me And tuck it deep away Than to have you Deal with the inner poison That those demons Bring Let all that you are Shine

Letter
I awoke from my slumber and bent ear to the thunder.  Today was the day I threw it all away. I never felt more alive than on the day I died. 

Tennessee Pride Aka Lori Ann Williston
Skies so blue...stars so white..when you arrived..all was right  You looked you smiled you shot a glance...You made me happy you made my heart dance You gave me love you gave me life..you gave me you when you became my wife I gave you all that I possibly can..I gave you me and all that I am Together forever no longer apart..entwined the hands..and entwined our hearts    I love you Lori

Just Give Me A Reason
Right from the startYou were a thiefYou stole my heartAnd I your willing victimI let you see the parts of meThat weren't all that prettyAnd with every touch you fixed them Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, ohThings you never say to me, oh, ohTell me that you've had enoughOf our love, our love Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second we're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love againIt's in the starsIt's been written in the scars on our heartsWe're not broken just bentAnd we can learn to love again I'm sorry I don't understandWhere all of this is coming fromI thought that we were fine(Oh, we had everything)Your head is running wild againMy dear we still have everythin'And it's all in your mind(Yeah, but this is happenin') You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, ohYou used to lie so close to me, oh, ohThere's nothing more than empty sheetsBetween our love, our loveOh, our love, our love Just give me a reasonJust a little bit's enoughJust a second w

Forbidden Love.....
You take me by the hand Leading to the unknown I had no idea, that my mind Was about to be blown I can feel your gentle breath As I come so close The emotions you feed me Are surely a lethal dose I can smell your scent That makes my head spin What's going through that mind When you flash that devilish grin Your passion is amazing But my feelings I can't trust Because deep down in my soul I know this is a forbidden lust

Brayden, My Baby Boy. ♥
I've had the easiest pregnancy imaginable, I can't complain! I honestly loved it. What I'll miss the most is seeing and feeling him move around in my stomach. :) There's no way to describe how that affects a person. To bond and have that connection to something you're creating in your stomach, to know you have the power to form a human life, it's truly remarkable..... Such an incredible (long!) journey, in a way, I hate to see it end! ♥ But now, I'm more than excited to meet him, and start our memories together. This little precious miracle gave me new reasons to live. I want to be the best mother, and supporter. And I know I can be! :) 

I've Waited
A few years ago I was standing in the shower and had a conversation with the big man. I was tired of being alone and tired of looking, tired of being rejected.. even from myself. I wanted someone that understood me. I needed someone that could look past my flaws. I woulda gave my life for someone who really did love me. I asked and pleed for someone that was perfect for me. 1 year later he finally answered. 1 year later he finally saw that I was ready for the things I use to cry about. My only tears now are from the joy and blessings. We spend alot of time being selfish, begging, bitching but for the wrong reasons. I asked God for my husband and when it was time, my angel was sent. I was also gave a final and amazing little girl, we both needed her, more than she knows When I gave up and stopped looking, reflecting back on life and now how everything turned out, as the story is still being wrote... it couldnt have came at a better time, God knows what he's doing. Don't fo

I Want You
I do like it that you know me so well. It is a little scary sometimes as I've said but the good always overcomes the bad in the end. There are so many things that I would like to say to you and even more that I'd like to show you. I wish things weren't as complicated and that I was a good enough person to stay away from you and not complicate your life but I have never been that strong when it comes to you. I want to give you everything that you want, to say the things you want to hear me say. I want to tell you how I can't stop thinking about you and what it feels like to need something so badly. Just for the taste of you and the feel of your skin just for the smell of you on my skin like a memory that I just can not erase. I want to tell you that I'm too weak to resist it when you draw me in like a spider into your web and how helpless I feel when I want you to be inside me and I can't. You said you like it when I talk dirty to you and all I want to do is f

If You Need Somebody
Should have told you by now, but I can't find the words, oh no If I could show you somehow, but I don't have the nerve, oh yeah You don't see me looking at you, how can love be so blind Somehow you don't notice me, sooner or later there will come a time, baby If you needed somebody, like the way that I need you If you wanted somebody, like the way that I want you, yeah Oh yeah, the way that I want you If I could hold you tonight, it would last me forever But the time's never right, when will we be together, oh no If I could make you understand, what you're doing to me Maybe there will come a time, when sooner or later I will make you see, baby If you needed somebody, like the way that I need you, bay tonight If you wanted somebody, like the way that I want you Ooh, if I could tell you now, the way you make me feel Ooh, if I could show you somehow, don't you know my lovin' is oh so real If you needed somebody, like the way that I need you, baby t

Don't Piss Off A Vampire
I wanna take you and tenderly kiss your sweet lips and then I want to knock the fuck outta ya. You make me so angry that I am going insane with the need of you. Why do you do this to me ? As you frown and curl your lip. " you smart-ass " if you only knew of the pain I want you to feel cause you are causing me to hurt . I want to see you bleed and I don't give a flying fuck if anyone else cares or not. As I take a rasor-blade and start making slashes on my body and blood is oozing out and starting to drip. If I can cause enough pain in my own body , I might not be able to feel what I'm feeling now.  Then I snap too , hell no , this is wrong , if I'm going to cut anyone , it's gonna be you. Your blood freely flowing as I laugh at you as you're getting paler as I put my lips to your gashes and suck it. Damn , it isn't enough like that so I go for your throat and throw the razor down cause my fangs are coming out and I sink them deep into your neck and suck til I feel your heart beat , it'

A 9-11 Rememberance.....
I was working in North Bergen NJ at the time...for Liz Claiborne. Normally I'd take Route 3 to work but I decided to take route 80 (as I figured less traffic and I'm always a few minutes late to work...much to my bosses chargrin). I made it on to Tonelle Avenue (which is a main road about 4 blocks from where I worked).    4 lanes of traffic were merged into 2 as a huge water main broke. I was thinking to myself,cripes my boss is going to go ballistic. I called my friend @ work and said - tell Tahseen I'm going to be a bit late. He said - Sure Steve but there's something major going on in ny. Get here when you get here.   And I did....eventually get to work and parked on the roof of the parking garage. Normally there would be a few people outside having a smoke or 2 but that gorgeous September morning there were...lot's of peope outside. I stepped out of my car and joked " wow a welcoming committee" . I was told to look across the river into NY and i saw one of the world trade build

Portrait Of Us
My eyes,Now only wide seen,Enlightened beyond the shadows liftedfrom a past life; so I write:To kiss the devil anddance with the lighteningfear me not a world of nothing.A skyline was born while angelicstars draped along with smilesof the sun-gods children play.Once a bright light flickeredand flashed away; do not lamentin that my darkest hour, for inthe hollowness of a lonely executionerswrath, masked by an astronomical darkness,still burns, on the wick of the infinitecandle. Forever written inside the scrolls oftomorrow, and the yesterday are thesounds of the divine leader; Love neverdies, Love never ends, If you allow yourself totrustin it, love will never let you fail.Now, if you believe, I am over here,the genesis factor has only yet to begin...

War.
Before war, I only knew of the pain my heart endured, but with all that I know now, I know just how less painful it was while you were gone during the war and just how more pain my heart endured after war. I, a mistress to him being married to the military was the easiest part of my journey and with the twisting of paths we remained best friends and as the journey progressed with its never ending of winding roads, somewhere between war and peace I became your enemy.   I never ever processed why it was you brought that war home with you. I never gathered my sources as to why I have become that war. What it was that I did wrong or why I wasn't worthy of your forgiveness, for I had forgiven so many things. I cannot seem to pinpoint why it is I am continually punished by being robbed of my happiness. It was painful enough to watch you fade from my life that my core cannot be shattered by you anymore.   Five years ago, I was mesmorized by a face, comsuming his beauty, his purity, his co

Behind Closed Doors
I haven't written a note in such a long time that engulfs my feelings over the past few years as I traveled a tired and winding road with obstacles so great within the path, that, it has been extremely difficult to decipher from what is the truth. My road to peace, happiness and most of all acceptance for myself, has been a horrifying and confusing experience for me. Perhaps, I am my own saboteur and wear my heart on my sleeve at the wrong possible times or it is within my very nature to pour myself into everything I have set for the future. I tend to have a soft spot to take care of others when I know they are in pain and a lot of the time I involve myself so deeply that their pain consumes me and it becomes my own.   I've laughed, I've yelled and I've cried. And I constantly question the actions of others whilst knowing that there isn't any real or truthful answer that would ever satisfy that need of closure. I've simply convinced myself that such a closure exists, but deep down I

Nightmares Of The Past
Stop me from falling Into the same sickening slumber That always comes After the sun slips away The nightmares of the past Come back to haunt me And wont let me rest Till my soul is dry and bare It burns me to my core And my heart is left in shards When will I come out of The cloud of fear that hovers round me My mind is growing numb To the whole world I'm in And all my senses drowned By memories of what scares me mos

9/11 Never Forget
 Today as I look back over the past 12 years since 09-11-01 I realize that I don't need some politician grandstanding talking about the 343 rescue workers who made the supreme sacrafice that day to help me remember 9-11. In fact that number is much higher!!!!! How many rescue workers have passed away since then from complications from working on the pile day after day, night after night? Didn't they also make the supreme sacrafice? How many rescue workers since then have been medically retired from injuries recieved or lung issues from breathing all the dust? One thing is for sure. Unless you was there in person and saw ground zero for yourself, I'm not sure you could imagine just what happened there. No television screen in the world could possibly show the destruction and devastation. I have a lot of close friends in FDNY. Some were lost on 9-11 and today I will raise a glass in your honor, "May peace be with you always brothers". Some retired because of 9-11, brothers my prayers you

9/11 - My Thoughts.
---Was writing this up but it didn't POST yesterday--- so making up for it today.::in memory of the victims of 9/11::    :::BEEN seeing a lot of single two-cent remarks about showing respect and making jokes about 9/11 out of Respect to America. I am per say not 'upset'. This is not a day to be angry or to fight... and certainly not to be wasted being argumentative or confrontational about it. So, I will use my words in the POST I wrote speaking out to it:::ALL Life is precious.. doesn't matter if your American, Russian, European, South American, African, Native American, Chinese, Japanese, Swedish, Australian, Peruvian, Hawaiian, or Syrian.Doesn't matter if you speak... Arabic, Spanish, Mexican, English, Gaelic, Chechen, Taiwanese, Italian, French, or Indian.And a big problem with the world over, for all our bravado; is it does not show due respect for when it should be... and that is in regards to anything from People, to Music, Literature, Faith, Nations, Politics, Trends, or yes;

Boys, Pay Attention.
I'm helping you. Now listen up. These tidbits of information will enrich your life and likeability with women. Got it? Ready? Let's go....   1. Don't ( and I mean NEVER, EVER, EVER) ask a woman for money. It makes you look like a BIG fat LOSER ASSHOLE. How in the world will you ever be able to take care of her if you can't even afford to buy toilet paper to wipe your loser ass? So when you find yourself short on cash, sell plasma, pawn something, get a job, etc. But don't EVER ask her for one red cent. It's just gross, and you are gross for asking her.   2. Don't EVER ask her to pay your bills. I have a friend of mine who is not of the most attractive persuasion, and she is dating this hunk O' shit who works when he wants. She has often paid his utilities, and on 3 occasions, his car payment and insurance. 1 time, his child support. I don't get it. I told her "It's like you are renting a boyfriend. You pay to play and I just don't get it. When is the last time he took you out witho

Death Strolled Through The Neighborhood
And decided that it was time for the neighbor across the street to leave this life. Apparently, Tuesday evening he had a cardiac episode. I had come downstairs to get some ice and saw the flashing glow from the squad lights on the wall. I didn't want to watch - I had a feeling that the squad was there for him & not his wife or stepson - but I couldn't help it, I wanted to see how many rescue workers it took to get him out of the house. You see, the neighbor across the street was a rather huge man. I swear he topped the scales at 500-550 lbs. (he had not always been that size, I remember when they were neighbors of ours when I was younger and he was barely 180lbs.) It took 7 rescue workers to remove him from the house. Yes, that is very sad. It is also somewhat pathetic - as this man had gained all of that weight over the span of a year or so becasue he foudn out that if he weighed 300 lbs or more he could collect disability! I know it sounds horrible, but he chose to do that just so

Crystal Ball
I used to like to walk the straight and narrow lineI used to think that everything was fineSometimes I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreamsAll alone and trapped in timeAll alone and trapped in timeI wonder what tomorrow has in mind for meOr am I even in it's mind at allPerhaps I'll get a chance to look ahead and seeSoon as I find myself a crystal ballSoon as I find myself a crystal ballTell me, tell me where I'm goingI don't know where I've beenTell me, tell me, won't you tell meAnd then tell me againMy heart is breaking, my body's achingAnd I don't know where to goTell me, tell me, won't you tell meI've just got to knowCrystal ballThere's so many things I need to knowCrystal ballThere's so many things I've got to knowCrystal ball

Tải Game Avatar 230 | Phiên Bản Avatar Mới Nhất 2013
Tải Avatar 230 Mới Nhất Game avatar 230 đã chính thức ra mắt trước sự ngỡ ngàng của cồng đồng avatar, khi mà phiên bản avatar trước đó đã làm nức lòng các game thủ avatar bởi sự chuẩn xác, ổn định và nhiều tính năng hấp dẫn. thực sự đây là 1 món quà lớn mà teamobi muốn gửi tới các game thủ khi mà phiên bản game avatar 230 hội tụ những tính năng nâng cấp để đời mà lâu nay mọi người luôn chờ đợi.   Một số đổi mới ở phiên bản game avatar 230: Về giao diện: -Nâng cao City map mới  hiện đại hơn. -Bỏ khu cao cấp. -Xây dựng khu vực mới,khu vực mua sắm.

Punctuation Helps
Chatting to Pnut on YIM and her one comment reads: Ok bare with me imma get her up change her log in on the lappy blah blah blah. Now, all I read was "change her log". Wtf would provoke me to read that? 

Mid-night Raven
With hair of black and searching brown eyes , As strong an' sure as the Eagle flies , A Hint of a smile is lingering near, It tells me I have nothing to fear .   My heart is ablaze with the flame of desire , Too much heat in the dancing fires , So my blue eyes send back a message thats clear , Procede with caution if you're going to come near .   I waited so long for a love that was True , It's Timeless I'm told , But that is for Fools . What-ever the case , I'm Happy with life . No matter if I'm the first or the last , There will be no remorse taking this course .   As the Eagle flies free and wild ,The Cat will keep watch with a loving smile !!

Tons Of Bbw's
BBW = "Big, Beautiful Woman"Are you "big"? yesAre you a "woman?" yesBut are you "beautiful?"This is my pet peeve with the whole thing. Many heavy girls on here say they are a BBW.I don't doubt that some of you are. But how much of the general population is actually attractive, much less "beautiful?" (They said less than 10% in that Seinfeld episode. It is of course subjective)Yes, beauty is is only skin deep, in the eyes of the beholder, blah blah blah, and your self esteem, general positivity or what mommy might have told you may lead you to conclude that you are "beautiful." That's fine.But think about it; how conceited is it to declare that you are a beautiful woman right out of the gate? (Whether you are or not?) You know you HATE conceited people who remind everyone how good looking THEY are, right?We know that a lot of women are self-admittedly obsessed with their appearance and others' perception of them. So if you declare you are beautiful, does that mean we all have to listen

Just Maybe... Yeah That Is Good
I maybe just a little dense or even not on top of everything, but that is better than being a smart ass or getting screwed all the time. I'm down with having fun, but that was in and is in my past. I miss it sometimes, but I have accepted that is not why I am still around. If I am interrupting your fu-time, just ignore me. If I ain't your cup of tea, then keep your damn mouth closed and step away. It really is just too easy.  There are things that you can enjoy everyday, that I will never have a chance to experience and I don't hate you. I don't hate anyone. I won't lower myself to that level. I don't joyously love every soul, but I don't hate. This world is beautiful. The land and trees don't hate, some of ya all need to reconnect with nature. It only has to happen around us, not converse. If you listen, it will talk. If you love the seasons and see how they help the earth, they would never be an inconvience. Its not too hot or cold when you are prepared. If you think about it we are

Learning Who My Real Friends Are Redux
wowww....wtf....I love being punished by someone whom I thought I could be honest with...I am learning the hard way about this person. Well...no more...this time Im not going back....once I could put down to a mistake...but when you feel ignored and punished by this friend for no good reason...again....it becomes a pattern...and time to cut ties:( 

True Friends
Every wonder who your true friends are? Ever wonder if your friends are actually the person they say they are? Definition of a TRUE FRIEND is that they will always stick by your side regardless of the circumstances.they will always support your decisions and be there when you need someone to talk to. A true friend will never leave you hanging nor will they tell you lies even if its a little white lie. A True friend will always have your back even if you think you can handle things yourself. I Have been on Fubar for almost 2 years and the people you see in my family are my True Friends. We have eachothers backs, we do all we say we will do and we all stick together as one. I MET GREAT PEOPLE on here and the ones in my family are truly the best. Yes people talk about me, spread lies or whatever other bullshit they can come up with, my True Friends and Family are all I need to make my time on Fubar Fun. Who is your true friends? And Do you agree that A True Friend is the best kind of

My Final 10k Likes Run
    I Need All My Family and Friends to Heavily Promote me in this Achievement I am Humbled already by the amount of Support I had In My Last Attempt and ask if those who helped me then will once again jump on board and pull this off with me. I am Unable to do Mumms so I will do every other known resource available to me to increase my likes periodically thru out the day If You Know Me  Share Me..status me...Make a Pic and Link everyone on Fubar to it I Know It is alot to ask  But It Takes everyone to pull this off..If I am able to get 25K instead of 10K I will Thank God Almighty for the Miracle and the achievement as well.   Thanks to all who have brought me this far My Fu-Hubby Travler9 You are My ROCK of Solid Support My Wonderful Family and Friends whom I adore with all my heart  It will be a wonderful time and going to go thru 42 cups of coffee to make this happen   Much Love  see you tonight and all day tomorrow as well   ~Ragdoll~

My Statement For Everyone To Read And Share
FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW ME THAT WELL I HAVE CEREBRAL PALSY AND HAVE HAD IT SINCE I WAS TWO DAYS OLD ...THIS IS A STATEMENT ABOUT THE WAY MY LIFE HAS BEEN FOR THE PAST 45 YEARS AND WHAT KIND OF PERSON I HAD TO BECOME FROM ALL OF THE YEARS AND I WOULDL IKE TO SHARE YOU THIS STATEMENT.... WOW HERE I AM 45 YEARS LATER AND STILL KICKING As this Sunday coming up on my 45th birthday, It gives the time reflect on how life has been for me. As I look back through the years of triumph, challenges, the daily struggles, the exciting times, the heroic times, the heartaches, and the worst of times and the punishment that I have dealt with, I am just flabbergasted from it all on how this far that I have come. I have learned so much that I had thought that I knew but I was wrong and I had go in all different directions that I never been through before. I have fought from the beginning of time, where at times I just wanted to give up. But why give up? I wasn’t taught to give up; I was tau

Needing To Vent
Sum people on fu get whatever they want by guys by exploding there goodies but  people like me who ask nicely or offer to pay back get nothing. It really bothers me sumtimes and makes me wanna quit this site. Or the popular (red names) get whatever they want. But Normal ones like me get left behind and never seen. Sorry But this is how I feel and needed to vent.    Feisty Sassy

Shorter And Shorter
feels to me that the end will be near sooner and that due to the strain and the toll on my being is more and more that the time is coming to just give up and not worry whom will be hurt in the end as long as the pain i feel physically and emotionally is no longer around and no longer felt.............my drive to move on and go forth has just become no more and seems better to just let go and give up............

Here Ya Go
I really messed up my laptop and I am sorry that I can admit that, but see I can and will. I erased both accounts . started a nwe one and it tells me the account is suspended. I turned the guest account off and try as I have, I can't get it back. Anyway, I am using my other laptop and my daughter wrongfully claims ownership. I'm not that sure of how long I might be able to use it.  Sometimes I just wish she used my laptop at the kitchen table. She has it sitting on a tv tray and it is next to the couch. Both of my hand have an easier time reaching the keyboard when the whole damn laptop is placed lower. My right hand gets tired easily. I don't expect alot of people to understand that, but I just thought I would let you know. I would like to wish you a sucessful weekend and week to come up. I shall attempt to make it back regular times for me, but I can't promise anything. So there ya go!!

Welcome To My Life...
Ever been so angry, hateful that you couldn't speak?  That all you could do was sit there and shake? Now imagine being like that all the time...   Ever been so hurt, so broken, so alone? That tears hide right behind your eyes? Threaten to flood at the slightest memory? Now imagine being like that all the time... Do you ever feel depressed? Ever feel like you have no reason to live? Ever want to beg for death? Now imagine being like that all the time... Ever lose something or someone important to you? Have something torn from your life that is your foundation? That without it you are stumbling and lost in the darkness? Now imagine being like that all the time... Ever wake up from a nightmare? Wake up shaking, drenched in sweat? Wanting to scream, but your voice wont work?  Now Imagine being like that all the time...   Ever be ready to give up on everything? Ever want to just scream as loud as you can? Hope that somebody, anybody will listen? Hoping someone out th

A Real Touchy Subject. I Had These Thoughts Many Times, But Not Anymore
Suicide's no laughing matter and a very scary situation to go through.  Many, many times, I had thoughts of committing suicide because of the mistakes I've made, feeling like I didn't amount to anything, and feel like a major screwup in life or couldn't do anything right.  I never made any attempts but at times, I just wannted get a gun and end it all, but last night, something made me stop and think to end any of those thoughts.  I've watched a documentary of suicides on YouTube and it was really deep and hard to watch.  From what I was watching, it won't only make things worse for myself, it'll make things worse for the people you love and make them wonder why would I do a selfish act, or what did they could've done better to save me.  From the pictures I've looked at, and the phone calls I've heard of people wanting to commit suicide, or families called 911 reporting a suicide of a love one, it was really heartbreaking and hurtful.  I put myself in their shoes and thought about what

I Will Carry You - Clay Aiken
Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang yourhead don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.[Chorus:]When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing. Thats the beauty of it, when you lose yourway, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.[Chorus]You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I willcarry you.

New Things...
This has been a VERY busy week. I worked all week, on very little sleep. I know I said I'd make salutes for people. I really did, I swear. I just didn't have good lighting and I was so worn out. When I can, I'll get them taken, I already have them written. All I heard the few days before I worked was how busy I'd be. I wasn't busy at all. I had MAYBE 15 people come in to gamble the whole week. After wanting to get out of there for a nice day off....I get woken up at 7am on Sunday (only 6.5 hours after I'd closed it and only 3 hours after I'd been asleep) because the place had been robbed. I'm thinking that they thought we had more money in the register...they only got out with a total of $32. They didn't break any of the slot machines...... My boyfriend went over to turn off the alarm to find the side door kicked in and the register pried open. After lookig at the camera, he missed the robber by about 40 seconds. I end up having to give the cops a statement, because I was the one tha

Dignity
Dignity—the word itself—has come to mean different things to different people, as many words do. It doesn't just mean always being stiff and composed. It means a belief in oneself, that one is worthy of the best. Dignity means that what I have to say is important, and I will say it when it's important for me to say it. Dignity really means that I deserve the best treatment I can receive. And that I have the responsibility to give the best treatment I can to other people.

Douchebag
I NEVER denied I am a douchebag.

Make It All Go Away
wtf is wrong with ppl on here???? i mean really????  For me history is repeting it self . i get happy  with someone and bam have  whores startin shit and the next thing i know im sittin here  thinkin why the fuck i come on here? for heart ach? for the hurt?to get bashed for shit ive had nothing to do with? ppl need to go live thier own fuckin life and leave mine the fuck alone!!!! i dont go lookin for drama on here. i could care less whos fuckin who. whos bashin who and al lthat crap!!! if i wanted high school drama , id hang out at the high schools!!i swear. if this shit happens again. idk what i will do,so if ur into Tdrama and shit like that , do me a fav plz AND STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dân Chơi Zippo Và Những Bật Lửa Zippo Hàng Khủng
Đối với những người chơi zippo thì tiền bạc không quan trọng mà quan trọng là giá trị, sự độc đáo và độ hiếm của chiếc bat lua zippo họ mua. Đẳng cấp thể hiện ở người chơi zippo chứ không phải ở giá trị bằng tiền. Dân chơi zippo và những bật lửa zippo hàng khủng Chơi từ những năm cuối thập kỷ 80 của thế kỷ trước, anh Huy đã có hàng nghìn chiếc Zippo xếp theo nhiều bộ khác nhau, trong đó có cả một chiếc Zippo sơn nứt nguyên vẹn đời 1942 khiến không ít tay sưu tầm trên thế giới thèm khát. Được giới sưu tầm Zippo Việt Nam gọi vui

Crysalis
Beholden to the dammned.  Walking the thin line of shadow. My transfiguration complete.                I shared drinks with a madman. He's writing my life story. 

Tải Game Phong Vân Truyền Kì – Tuyệt Đỉnh Mobile 2013
Phong Vân Truyền Kỳ là game mobile nhập vai đánh theo lượt,  thích hợp cho tất cả các dòng máy từ Java dòng S40, S60, đến Android và iOS với hình ảnh sắc nét, vượt trội hơn so với các gMO khác. Game dựa trên bối cảnh Đông – Tây kết hợp, tạo nên sự mới lạ, khác biệt được nhiều game thủ MMORPG đón đợi trong thời gian này. Game phong vân truyền kỳ chia hệ thống nhân vật theo 2 hướng Đông – Tây, đa dạng phong cách chiến đấu theo tính cách của từng game thủ. Nếu chọn theo xu hướng phương Đông, game thủ sẽ hóa thân thành Hiệp khách hoặc Pháp sư. Khi chọn theo xu hướng phư&#

Falling....apart
Unravelingemotions is the hardest thing to do. Once you unravel, you have to align all the pieces and put parts of the puzzle together. But the true living hell comes from getting enough put together, that there is no real need to finish this puzzle. That revealed says it all, no other pieces needed to complete what's already there. Now comes the hard part of letting go because the gut kick you just got has you extremely worried... Only reason being? The amount of impact it had. No reason that holds water, to truly explain the sudden loss of breathable air... Then feeling yourself falling through eternity and there is no noticeable end. I would rather fall hard and slam into the concrete... only to end it all... Than to see something happen that I can't, within reason, stop.

Current Thoughts
         Lately, between work and sleep which I do too much of one, and not enough of the other. My life has been completely turned upside down. I have finally accepted the most horrible thing that any parent could ever have to go through, outliving your children and having to cremate them. I accept the fact that the person responsible is rotting in jail for life x2, I've gotten over the fact that it ripped two people who loved one another immensely completely apart. So my coping stage has finally set in. I hate not doing anything, my mind starts to dwell and wonder on the what if's in their short lived lives. I smoke copious amounts of weed to keep my emotions in check, I work upwards of almost 80 hours a week, I sleep about 2 to three hours a day mainly because I hate it. Nightmares are fucking horrendous...and I find myself in a position where being alone scares the shit out of me as well. So I consume myself with my vices in order to survive, and realize that money doesn't buy hap

Miss...
I miss someone asking me where I am. I miss someone bugging me all the time. I miss someone missing me. I miss someone wanting my hug. I miss someone wanting me beside him. I miss someone who cares for me a lot. I miss someone reminding me HOW SPECIAL I AM. I miss being important to someone.--

Mumms
I was looking at MUMMS the other day since a friend had one up. This is the first time I checked them out. I have never seen such mean uncalled for things being said to people. The responses were appalling. Does this make people feel better? Are MUMMS meant to be rude to others? The responses had nothig to do with the question being asked. It was all about name calling and childish behaviour.

"i Really Enjoyed That Picture Of Your Junk..."
You'll NEVER hear me say these words, "I really enjoyed that pic of your junk!"  There are so many men on this site with an overzealous desire to send someone, anyone, pictures of their dicks. Maybe because pictures have become readily available at the touch of a button, or maybe because they actually believe somewhere in their minds that penises are attractive. But really, what the hell, guys? Imagine my reaction when, while innocently poking newbs, I stumble across default pics of men proudly holding up their inflated penises like swords for battle. I assure you, I do not instantaneously drool all over my keyboard while muttering to myself, "ERMAHGERD MUST HUMP NAO!!!" No. It's more like this....     And no, that's not my "O" face. Sorry, guys.  Enough with the dick pics, already! 

Let Me Introduce Myself And My Category Delhi Independent Escort.
 My name is Simran. I used to be born and raised in Delhi. I used to be recruited to figure in one in every of the foremost exclusive and hit category institutions in Delhi. Suddenly, it used to be a preferred and extremely wanted Delhi escort. I presently began to travel worldwide with terribly flush (and some all right known!) men shoppers. These gentlemen demanded the best and it had been a awfully incautious lifestyle! I actually learned the way to build a person happy! I offer an exclusive escort service, sensual fellowship, dinner date, genuine, girlfriend expertise vogue or exclusive companions for memorable recollections, I secure pleasant with completely un-rushed demon-ridden service. I conjointly provide Delhi Independent Escort influential person international travel companion around Delhi NCR and the state. Please booking escorts beforehand as a result of every has her own schedule, therefore confirming your booking along with her beforehand ensures that your initial a

Check Out This New Lounge
Come one come all to the newest and best lounge on fubar . Its called the red light district its the number 1 spotlight lounge today come and check it out if any ladies come right now or tonight i will buy a round of drinks for all who come and check us out . I f you come ladies you know the guys will follow you to it  so come on in.

Just Because I Can
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ****** ***............i feel better for that:)

'til Death Do Us Part...
The memory of that night still plays constantly through my mind like a video reenactment stuck on repeat. There is no rewind, fast-forward, pause, eject... The horror just as fresh as the blood that trickled down her blouse. The crimson red glowed in the moonlight, each new source as beautiful as the last, like poetry in motion, an artists' final masterpiece. Completely magical how her tears blended with my chosen color to create an opaquely pink streak down one side of her neck. The champagne-like nectar, it's bitter taste reminiscent of the bitterness she held towards me, yet I could not get enough. An overwhelming desire, almost an addiction, a thirst I could not quench. The knife was my paintbrush, her gown my canvas, a piece of art that noone will ever see, at a price that one could not afford to pay. I am an artist, and I made beautiful work out of a being so horrible. You are welcome baby... 

Perfection
Everything was beautiful, the sky such a perfect baby blue, the rays of sun almost transparently visible. I could hear the crickets chirp, feel the fresh dew as I lay on the grass. Even the repressed memories of my childhood, the abuse, neglect, those memories I had tried so hard to black out, suddenly disappeared. This euphoria is unimagineable, unattainable, I have finally found my true love. I could not imagine how incomplete my life really was until I found my soulmate. This feeling so pure, so wonderful, how could I have ever lived without? My heart feels so warm, finally complete, working in overdrive, racing at just the thought of this love and adoration. My eyes slowly close as I drift off to sleep, but suddenly I am awakened by a tingling, a burning sensation that overwhelms my body. I can hear distant sounds but they are too minute to understand. I open my eyes as my body jerks, I can finally hear the word that has been repeating through my mind. "Clear." I feel myself fading

A Short Poem...
The Warrior of the Light has learned that it is best to follow the light. He has behaved treacherously, he has lied, he has strayed from the path, he has courted darkness and everything was fine, as if nothing had happened. Then an abyss suddenly opens up. One can take a thousand steps in safety, but a single step too many can put an end to everything. The Warrior stops before he destroys himself. When he makes that decision, he hears four comments: "You always do the wrong thing. You're too old to change. You're no good. You don't deserve it." He looks up at the sky. And a voice says: "My dear, everyone makes mistakes. You're forgiven, but I cannot force that forgiveness on you. It's your choice." The true Warrior of the Light accepts that forgiveness. -Paulo Coelho

Rivers Of Her Soul
Bleed me,she pleaded,her tears flowed hot, so river wild,so river violent.Take me,she cried,bleed me,make my heartas cold as stone,as cold as ice,I can no longerstand the painof living;and yet,I cannot die,I am too young,I am too fair,there's far too muchI haven't tasted,touched and made my own.Bleed me,my lord, I beg of you.I swear I will be true.I swear that I will serve you,gladly and with fervour.I'll take my youthand all my questions.Through me,you too will feelalive again,you will once morediscover how it waswhen first you saw the night,when first you raised your wingsand soared into the singing,into the radiancethat others never could perceive,I heard you speak of it,I know your wonder is alive,my Lord, I beg of you,take me this nightand bleed me,bleed me,make me whole.The ancient vampire lordstood still and cold,in silent white of ages,already did he knowthat he would take her tears,that he would drink her tears,and leave her drainedbut not of that,her burden,destiny, the river

::: Erotica ::: ~ Private Paradise ~ Part. 1
  The surf washed on shore, the quiet churn of waves amidst the audible of broken groups of people that gathered on the shores. Vibrancy of color as umbrella’s and beach towels were splayed out amidst the area in little pockets of people as they nested under the bright shine of the sun. The beach itself was breezy, the temperatures being not too hot or humid for people to be out that day for a swim, a tan, or simple family time. But it was this day, that Jules had the time to enjoy some relaxation. She felt the warmth of the sun’s rays basking over her limbs and flesh. The bikini she wore was leopard print, but with pink string ties that were nicely tied in bows at her hips and middle of her back. The big blocker glasses hiding her eyes as the sun shined bright on her face, her eyes opened and watched on as people came and went from the foaming waters of the gulf. She smiled, a big exhale leaving her lungs through her nose. It was a nice reprieve, she suddenly remember th

From A Dark Time ....
Prince of words Man of my dreams Take away this darkness Inside of me Show me my soul Remind my heart it exists, Make me come alive With just one kiss Let me come into you  And you inside me Come together as one Content...complete Brush a hair from my face Taste a tear from my eye Take me out of this hell Give me reason to try.

The Song Of The Sea - Dan Fogelberg
Left for me by someone very dear to my heart (and real life friend) - thank you Jos  

Father And Son - Cat Stevens
FatherIt's not time to make a change,Just relax, take it easy.You're still young, that's your fault,There's so much you have to know.Find a girl, settle down,If you want you can marry.Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,To be calm when you've found something going on.But take your time, think a lot,Why, think of everything you've got.For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.SonHow can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.It's always been the same, same old story.From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.I know I have to go.FatherIt's not time to make a change,Just sit down, take it slowly.You're still young, that's your fault,There's so much you have to go through.Find a girl, settle down,if you want you can marry.Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.SonAll the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,It's hard, but it's

Tempted - Squeeze
I bought a toothbrush, some toothpaste A flannel for my face Pajamas, a hairbrush New shoes and a case I said to my reflection Let's get out of this place Past the church and the steeple The laundry on the hill The billboards and the buildings Memories of it still Keep calling (keep calling) and calling (and calling)But forget it all I know I will Tempted by the fruit of another Tempted but the truth is discovered What's been going on Now that you have gone There's no other Tempted by the fruit of another Tempted but the truth is discovered I'm at the car park, the airport The baggage carousel The people keep on crowding I'm wishing I was well I said it's no occasion It's no story I could tell At my bedside empty pocket A foot without a sock Your body gets much closer I fumble for the clock Alarmed by the seduction I wish it would stop Tempted by the fruit of another Tempted but the truth is discovered What's been going on Now that you have gone There's no other Tempted by the fruit of

Lottery!!
I have decided to change things up a little to make things better for you and i. I will be keeping access to my folders and videos at 65 credits, but there will be a twist that comes with it. For every 10 who gift those 65, one will win a 3 month vip!!!       With access comes all photos currently in my folders.I will add you to my family and the current folders that i have up now. This means that newer folders that are added after the fact, are not included. Access to videos will be ongoing. This means that each time I make a new video, I will email out to everyone who is on the list.      The 3 month VIP is a way of thanking you. I can't do it for everyone, but I do appreciate all of the love, and hope to return it in a more meaningful way. If you have any feedback, please feel free to share, so that I can make things even better for you,i hope this sparks some insite on what i have to offer for you! enjoy your day :) and thank you for taking the time to read and like i had said pl

Why Do I Get Hurt Like This?
If love is so great then why does it hurt so bad. If theirs someone out their for everyone why can't i find that right girl. My heart has been stomped on too too much for me to even take the pain sometimes. If i don't find love does that mean ill never find true happiness in life. Why must i the center of being hurt by every girl i begin to have any type of feelings for, why must this happen every time. Why must i be hurt so much this pain is not fun it tears a part of me every day and it just eats me away every moment i think about it i just can't take this any more why must i be hurt like this it's not fair. 

Beautiful
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEverybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone Are you calling me?Are you trying to get through?Are you reaching out for me?I'm reaching out for you I'm just so fucking depressedI just can't seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back upBut I need that spark to get psyched back upAnd in order for me to pick the mic back up I don't know how or why or whenI ended up this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this pen Up and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admitOr come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet And I know some shit's so hard to swallowBut I can't just sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow but I know one factI'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to followI'll be one tough act to followHere today,

"this Is Me, And My Bathroom."
So many atrocities take place through Fubar on a daily basis I couldn't possibly begin to scratch the surface on 100 posts. Today, though, I'm just going to rant about one thing, just one little thing, that should be banned from the internets forever:     There is nothing, I mean nothing, that says douche more than a man taking a picture of himself in front of a mirror with his mobile phone. Perplexed? Here's why: You seem like a self-absorbed dickwad. You come across as having no friends (No one could've taken that picture for you?) You look like a dumb ass. You're never looking at the camera. Which reinforces the fact you're in love with yourself. Which highlights how much time you spend in front of the mirror. Posing. For Fubar. You look like a dumb ass. I already said that. But you look like a dumb ass.  This is a picture I took the liberty of stealing from a friend's profile. I'm sure he'll never read this. Come to think of it, I wonder if he can read at all..

When It Rains It Pours...
When it rains it pours. Excuse me for a moment but I need to let this out. My friend for almost 20 years Kevin Haller passed away on Monday at the age of 51. I cannot express to you how important an artist he was, and how that's eclipsed by the amazing soul that lived in him. Had he never written or played a note, or never painted or drew, or never created grand pieces of sculpture, or never compiled visually stunning video art, he still would be a singularly inspirational figure and a truly unique and accomplished person; he was blessed with childlike wonder without the silly naivete, and knew himself as well as anyone I know. His best friend Barbara and I just got off the phone and shared tears, laughter, and a few stories about Kevin all of which culminated with our inability to accept that this could be happening. Barb told me that even though she had seen his body, she still wonders if it's a joke he's playing on all of us. And yes, for those that know/knew him, B

Idiots!
You idiots do realize the cheapest Obama care plan is $328 a month and you'll get fined if you don't have it right??? I have insurance so it makes me none but for you jack asses that thinks it's free your stupid.. And for those who voted for him and are now crying the blues???? STFU!!!!

The Log Of The Voyage
  The Log of the Voyage Part 1   If you were to ask me, a 64 year old man who's been around, why at this late stage in the play I am about to embark on another adventure I will tell you that while it does have all the elements of great adventure, I think of it more of a continuing adventure that was interrupted by the fallout from the explosion of my useless appendix. It is in fact the only body part that I know about that serves no meaningful purpose. We can have one or not have one and it doesn't make a damn bit of difference unless it goes bad. Then it can kill you. It almost killed me.   How sad it would have been to have died, sabotaged by the poisonous bite of a useless but none the less deadly........appendix. The very word of it reeks of unimportance. As if it were a redundant footnote in some massively researched and equally meaningless tome.   It was all downhill from there. Maybe my other grand and essential body parts were thrown into revolt by the violence of

::: Erotica ::: ~ Private Paradise ~ Part. 2
  The wood was aged and worn on the outside from what Jules could see from the misshapen dock, missing planks and worn down wood slowly eroding away. As her hand reached for the door she gave it a soft nudge and it opened easily, swinging inward. The jam was old and the latch broken with no signs of anything that kept it shut. Her pulse still rapid from things to come, her eyes quickly surveyed the small 2 room interior. The 2 rooms were divided in an open level shed from looks of it. The wood of the wall an floor was aged and dated. The paint was dried and crackling away amidst the floorboards. The surf outside was close to the shore, and it was clear the salt riddled sea air had taken it’s toll on this abode for some time. Some broken panes of glass on a series of windows ahead, overlooking the shore further out. A small breeze was felt through the door, but the warm air made it feel quite soothing at her back. Her hands rubbing her breasts, feeling the nipples growing into e

Interesting Site, Esp. For Students/parents
http://www.khanacademy.org/about

Finding Me
Why is it that no matter what I do it simply isn't good enough for you So I jump fly deep within myself to find what it is I need to fix so you can see the deepest, most amazing part of me Oh! But while I am there I find the thing and its so beautiful that I decide This is not for you or just anyone This is for me, and me alone What a treasure to behold I shant give it away  not yet, not soon I realize, you are not the one though you care, I see you do It is not the way I desire So this is goodbye though you don't know it yet

Little Red Cap
This is an old story I wrote for a class I was taking....Hope you enjoy   My name, my…real name is of little importance. Folks around here often call me ‘Wolf,’ although they wouldn’t know me if they saw me. Always on the careful side of things, I lurk in the shadows away from the public’s eye. Oh, how they watch…Oh, how I watch them. I wait so patiently, so still, waiting for the right prey. For I am the horrors this lonely village made me out to be, I am a hunter of kinds.  The day’s air was cool on my skin. My hand moved to my side on its own accord, pulling out a meat clever. I ran my fingertips across the blade…sharp, beautifully sharp. I placed the clever back, smiling to myself. I was self confident, so sure that I could have anybody I wanted, love anybody I wanted…do anything I wanted. I’ve been to this village many times before. The folk often chat amongst themselves. I hear word of a girl, Little

My Secret
Shhh! I have a secret as long as you can keep it i will tell you if you won't tell a soul! i want to sneak through your window and make you come... :)oops i mean go..  fall fast asleep to tuck you in singing you a lullabye.. oh so sweet I want to slip under your covers let my tongue explore leave a trail of kisses that have you begging for more I wonder if your passionate kisses will do the same ..If you will kiss that spot that makes me moan your name. I can't help but wonder the noises we can makeyour tongue slipping in my mouth,intense moans as my legs shake Will my back arch as my rivers flow? 

Don’t Misunderstand A Woman When She Loves You With All Her Heart And Soul
Don’t misunderstand a woman when she loves you with all her heart and soul. If she fights with you and then cries and says sorry it doesn’t mean she is weak it’s because she values the relationship she shares with you and she thinks you are worthy of being together. Don’t get angry with her when she is jealous of your friends because maybe it means she loves you too much and she can’t see you spending your time with anyone other than her. Don’t get irritated when she is possessive because maybe she wants to explain that you are her world and she cannot share you with anyone else. Don’t ignore her if she is nagging for silly things because maybe she needs your attention. If you love a woman don’t ignore her and show her that you care for her. When a woman gets attention from her man and feels appreciated for her little things she can love him back in a million ways and much more than you can even imagine in your wildest dreams..

Looking For An Intern
-via Craigslist

New Surgery Date
Hello Family & Friends....   Well as You know I was suppose to have surgery Monday Sept 30th...Well I got to Jackson...got to My before surgery room...they had Me get into My gown the Hotter than Hot Gown it had built in air & heat...but it was lined in plastic and was very HOT...and than they put on the stockin's and the velcro leggin's for the leg and feet pumps and than the non slip footies...than the Very Nice Nurse...Got My IV in the 1st try (which is a Miracle) as My veins are terrible and I usually need a pic line...Well I feel Very Good right now cuz the worst for Me is over...cuz that's the IV part...well they take Me upstairs to the OR waitin' room...I talked to the prep nurse there and She put up the antibiotic IV bag and gave Me the anti-inflamatory that Dr orders for all His surgeries...I than talk to the Anesthesiologist...and signed the papers for Her to put Me to sleep and put the tube down My throat....and than I talked to the OR nurse...everythings a GO...and Were j

The Dreaded 25,000 Likes
What you'll Need: 6 Rockstars 6 Happy Hours A FUCK TON of blasts And a few energy drinks, maybe some coffee - pick your poison Hang in there folks, it's about to be one hell of an adventure. This achievement is definitely NOT for the faint of heart, nor is it for anyone that really has a life outside of the internet lol Along with the previously listed items, you'll need one HELL of an amazing group of supporters to help share and whore you out, as well as tickers, and anything else that may have your page displayed. You MUST be extremely active, meaning laziness will get you nowhere. Rate and comment EVERY SINGLE PROFILE humanly possible in order to spread your page around, and don't be afraid to ask for help! Post those MuMMs as well, upload pictures, videos, ANYTHING to get you into peoples news feed. Trust me, I was one of the first 10 to get this achievement and I'm definitely willing to admit it is no walk in the park. I even had to tough through it while I was extreme

Just 4 Fun
Things are better when they’re forbidden. It’s just a fact of life.They say that people want what they can’t have.Drinking is more fun when you’re underage. Girls love bad boys. Actors want to be rock stars and rock stars want to be actors. Teenage boys want MILFs and men want barely legal coeds. And of course, there’s just something about having sex with someone you’re not supposed to, in a place you’re not supposed to, in front of people you’re not supposed to.A friend once told me that he had sex with his girlfriend at a sleepover, when all his friends were sleeping around him in sleeping bags.I told him I could do better.

Disenchanted
Why now? It feels too little to late. You can't feed me your lies,  about literature and likes. "I'll read it all tomorrow."  Tomorrow never comes, though... Just promises that it will. So I dream alone,  and that's okay. In the end, its just me anyways.

I'm So Horny!!
 I am so horny at the moment, if some good looking guy were to knock on my door right now...... well lets just say I think he would get a unexpected welcome, lol.Yes I can just see it all now, the thought is making my pussy ache. Closing my eyes, I can see he is tall, probably about 5'8 short brown wavy hair, greeny blue eyes. He is of slim build but solid, all muscle. He is wearing jeans, they highlight his "package" very nicely indeed. He is wearing a tshirt, mmmmmm I can see he has a six pack under that thin material. He has runners on his feet and a cute smile on his face. I figure he is about 35 years old or so.He says he is going round the neighbourhood seeking odd jobs and asks if I have anything he could do for me. I lean up against the doorframe and eye him up and down, a slight grin evident on my face. Oh yeah there is something he could do for me, in fact lots of things I would love him to do for me.I tell him that I do have a few things for him but not sure how much he woul

Love
I normally write some sort of prose but here is my little bit of wisdom for the day instead..    If there is anything life has taught me it is that for most people, love is a transient emotion generally governed by ones genitals.. Those we love and want to marry today are the same ones we hate tomorrow and never want to see again.. it is an unwitting game we get into anytime we fall "in love"... so I choose to retire from this game.. with a batting average of 0 I should have retired long ago..  *disclaimer this does not include everyone, some are able to fall in love forever and for those people I am happy.. :)

Day In And Day Out
to be able to enjoy the days as they go on are now described with different feelings and meanings. some days can go very well as for other can trun around from out of knowhere and bite you and knock you down.everyday has a new meaning because every day is different. live and let each day go on with knowledge and care and strenght. move forwaRD AND DO AS YOU DO AND BE AS YOU ARE.

Dominate Me
Crack the whip and tie me downHave me completely gagged and boundMake the pain go ever longerFor it makes the pleasure strongerSpank, and bite meMake it so I can’t seeHave your wayI’ll do as you sayMake me scream all nightI’ll do whatever you want if you biteMake me your slaveFor I love to misbehaveI have been a naughty kittyDon’t you dare show me pityPunish me as hard as you canShow me that you’re the best manWhip my pussy ever so hardMake my body feel so much painPull my hair, tighten the chain!I want to feel more pain! make me moanShow me that I’m your ownspank my ass  in the pleasure that you tookMake me beg for moreFuck me more after I’m already soreControl me so I can not moveShow me what I want you to proveplace you hands softly around my throatAnything you want I’ll doI’ll do anything for youMake me your petShow me what is setChoke me harder, bite me someI am yours till you’re done

The Song Cash Used To Get Me To Fu Marry Him Again.
We've only known each other since the moment we metBut it seems like forever to meI haven't figured out the perfect way to say it yetBut I suppose, at times like theseA man should get down on his knees How'd ya like to be in my weddingAnd how'd ya like to walk down the isle?You could be the center of attentionEveryone would look at you and smile We could send our friends, invitationsAnd you could wear a long white dressIf you'd like to be in my wedding, darlin'All ya have to do is say, "Yes" Your folks could be seated in the very front rowAnd cry when we all turn to look at youWe could cut the cake and we could strike a poseLike the little bitty plastic bride and groomAnd then begin our life long honeymoon How'd ya like to be in my weddingAnd how'd ya like to walk down the isle?You could be the center of attentionEver

Government Disgust
U as a mother or father of a son or daughter kiss your child that will always be your baby goodbye send him off to war to fight a fight u will never fully understand , but that don't matter, he/she stands for your freedoms and fights for others to be free as well! U kiss your husband or your wife goodbye u send her or him to war,U don't understand the fight nor do u understand how it is more important then the family they have right before them here, but u do it and are proud to.U kiss your Mommy or Daddy goodbye U don't understand why u have to say this goodbye, U know that person stands for freedom and must keep it safe..HE OR SHE has a HIGHER CALLING...ONE THAT THEY SIGN UP FOR willingly for TO DIE FOR U! U have more respect for a man that may or may not have died for your sins ,then u do for men and woman, someones child, parent, family member, or loved one, husband or wife then u have for OUR MILITARY MEN AND WOMAN THAT DIE EVERYDAY FOR U! AND THAT IS ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE!!!! U

Life Without You
"Life Without You" You couldn’t take them both out of the lock pickYou closed the doorLike a rocking chair above this iceAnd they played our songs, don’t play our songAgain, I’m breakingThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youWhat’s there left to say?Words came in the wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youRevolution was in the airIt was everywhereOn the streets, on your bedIt’s hard to believeBelieve it’s overHard to believeI thought this is all I wantBut I was so youngI was so much moreThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youShowers in the rainI just came my wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youThis is how we takeThis is how we takeLife without you, life without youThe pain I felt, it came and it plays all aroundIn

Rainbows & Tears
Love is like a beautiful rainbow , You don't see it everyday , But when you see it , you do get butterflies and your stomach does funny twists . And your panties stay wet for the longing of feeling him inside you , you don't know why you just do. It's like how the air smells after a hard rain ' an the electric static after or before that storm . Your heart beats a million miles a minute. You say " Baby, hold me , feel my body , how hard I am so very hard " I feel you and I understand , it mirrors my own desire ,God how much I want you .Like the many colors of the rainbow and my heart " I Love You " Let the storms rage on cause I'm in  The shadow of your love and forever protected by your grace. My lover my friend , my world . Neither man nor woman can be worth anything until they have discovered that they are all fools......... 

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Just A Feeling
Have you ever stared in someones eyes and just felt that they are the one that you yearn to be with? that they are the one that when you look into thier eyes nothing else seems to matter? that no matter what they have done wrong you do not care just because being in thier presence makes you feel peaceful? Have you ever wondered if that feeling is just lust for that person or if it really truly is more? i have experienced it and well not sure if it is just lust or more but who cares live life take chances and even if the outcome is bad then oh well right? wrong you can't live a happy life with someone unless you both have these feelings......maybe that special person is out there just waiting on you or maybe they are right in front of your face but when that person is the right one you will know just don't rush things.....well this is easier said than done that is for sure but tired of all the bs and drama and the way I see it is if it is meant to be it will happen if not then it won't

Words Of Wisdom
To laugh often and much , To win the respect of intelligent people And the affection of children: To earn the appreciation of honest critics . And endure the betrayal of false friends , To appreciate beauty , to find the best in others ; To leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child , A garden patch or a redeemed social condition , To know that even one life has breathed easier Because you have lived , This is to have succeeded . So said Mr. Emerson as Words of Wisdom ...... Take heart because we all make mistakes and to learn to forgive Will make all who do a stronger better person. To Love is the greatest Gift anyone could give .......

10/7 - 10/13/13
MONDAY'S JOKE                                       Little Johnny: The perfect cock  Johnny asked his dad, "daddy, whats a cock?" And dad says, "well, I will show you son." He proceeds to whip it out and proclaim "that son is a perfect cock."Next day at school all Johnny's friends gather and ask "did you find out?"Johnny says, "sure, let me show you" and proceeds to whip it out.He says " this would be a perfect cock if it was 3 inches shorter."                                     ********************************************************************                                      TUESDAY'S JOKE                                       Mime                         Little Johnny up to no good again ... Little Johnny's teacher decided that the children should learn about mime, so she had each of them develop a speech, which was to be relayed by using motion only. When Little Johnny's turn came, he stood up in front of the class:"Ladies (grabbing chest) and gentlemen (grabbing crot

Addicted
I'm So Addicted To You,Your SmileYour, Laugh, Your Yelling ,Your Talks,Your Crying, Your Care Your LoveIsMyDrug.If I Would Have Got You, ItsLikeA Dream Come True. LoveYou..

Yep
♥ Its hard to find someone whom you truly love, much less to find someone who loves you as much.. When the chance comes, dont ever let go...

Compromise
Is a small compromise better than none?

~idx Radio Profile Comments & Ect~
PROFILE COMMENTS

What Is Wrong With This One...
It's been a few years since I have had to create a salute (an old cancelled account).  What is wrong with the one I have now?   Thanks

Who's Married And Wants To Mix It Up A Bit???
Just wondering if there is anyone out there that is in the same boat as me. Write me.let me know.

Not Single !
    Just to clear some things up.  I am not single. I'm takin.  By a wonderful man.  He makes me happy in every way, shape, and form.  So please show some respect  when you come into my sb! I love to make new friends and family.  But I will not talk about sex or anything to do with sex. If you are wanting to talk about that go find yourself someone else.  There are enough girls on fu that will be more then happy to show you there selfs.         But on a another note.  I'm more then welling to help my friends and family out how ever I can. Just wanted to clear up some things that is flying around fu about me. I'm not a fu whore.  I will not show you NSFW pictures of me cause I do not have them on fu. I will not give u my skype name or my yim.  Only close friends will get that info.          But on a nicer note. My family is great go and show them love. I love them all to death.  They are the greatest ppl you will ever meet.  Any disrespect  to them on my page will end up in a instan

New Password
A husband and wife are trying to set up a new password for their computer. The husband puts, "Mypenis," and the wife falls on the ground laughing because on the screen it says, "Error. Not long enough."

Truth.
There is war brewing on own soil . Are own government has turned on us . With government been closed there making new laws to take are freedom a way from us . This no joke some of us started arming. Are Pres. Betray us and with war crimes.  the rest of world is shooting for us help us take are country back and make it free again this war maybe long and hard . But we will take back are country. 

Some One Cares
Everyone will go thru some hard times at some point. Life isn't easy. Just something to think about...Did you know the people that are the strongest are usually the most sensitive? Did you know the people who exhibit the most kindness are the first to get mistreated? Did you know the ones who take care of others all the time are usually the ones who need it the most? Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me. Sometimes just because a person looks happy, you have to look past their smile and see how much pain they may be in. To all my friends who are going through some issues right now--Let's start an intention avalanche. We all need positive intentions right now. If I don't see your name, I'll understand. May I ask my friends wherever you might be, to kindly copy and paste this status for one hour to give a moment of support to all those who have family problems, health struggles, job issues, worries of any kind and just need to know

A Boxing Match
Too much of one thing Not enough of another Back and forth, the fight ensues Consumes Throwing punches in the dark Overthinking Overwhelmed Underestimating the anticipated Section off the fears Behind thick walls Only to allow seepage through the cracks Speak of nothing While alluding to something The urge to control the uncontrollable creates a myriad of deniables There is contentment There is comfort Yet, there is also strain and unrest Selfish needs that cannot be met A routine that belongs without belonging Knowing without understanding Unfair to feign acceptance on either side When there surely isn't Why must truth be so complex?   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

My Small Hands
haha so funny my hands are so small and i remember  seeing my ex's dick in my hand and thinking omg he is huge now that i see pictures of guys holding theirs i think WOW that can do huge damage to me

Locked Horns
Sorry for going MIA on you all, due to current circumstances I had to enroll my eldest son in public ed.. and now we're attempting to avoid truancy charges due to the lack of experience these fine folks seem to have in dealing with children whom have sensory issues and anxiety/panic disorders.. Because we all know when someone is panicing the very best thing to do is CORNER THEM *shakes head* I'll be around as much as I can, Miss you all!!

Tải Game Phong Vân Truyền Kỳ Miễn Phí
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Thoughts At 11pm
you part your lips and move your head forward. you take just the head of my cock into your mouth. your mouth is hot, and the shaft of my cock is being cooled by the breeze through the still open door. the temperature difference sends chills up my spine, but what really gets me is the look on your face as our eyes meet, the look of lust and of submission. i can see in your eyes that you are more turned on by being dominated that you ever thought you'd be. you may be in total control of the rest of your life, the ceo of a company; a supervisor with twenty employees under you; a police office, or an emt...none of that matters anymore. right here, right now, you are a sexual slave and will do whatever i tell you to do, and it's exactly what you want. 

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Don't Know Where I'd Be With Out Her ,
how i long to kiss your seductive sweet lips and to taste your cherry flav lip balm , long to hold you and cuddle with you every night .you are the only one that matters to me wish you would have noticed me alot sooner , could spared you the heart ache of your past , how ever i am here you are with me and thats all that matters . i never have been in so love be for you , i have never felt so close to some one as awsome , special , real , genuine , loving and not to mention the most sexy lady in all ways ! she has made me feel like a new man , but different , ( positive forward ) is the best to put it i love her voice , i love her laugh , i love her mind , hugeeeeeee heart and soul , she is everything to me , if not for meeting i dont know where i would be emotionaly , physcally mentaly or any thing else for that matter , she knows this ( wouldnt say if didnt mean it )for me to say all the stuff thats on my mind about her i would have to take out a loan from the bank cause i would need

10 Qualities Women Look For In A Man
10 Qualities Women Look for in a Man 1. Honesty - It’s a no-brainer that women value trust and understanding in a relationship. When you lie, you run the risk of breaking that trust. 2. Sense of humour - Be your natural, genial self and you’ll definitely win her heart! 3. The ability to protect - Women can stand up for themselves very well, but deep down, all of them want to be protected. Nothing pleases them more than the “you’re safe with me” assurance. 4. Intelligence - Women are attracted to men who are smart and can hold an intelligent conversation. When it comes to making important decisions, women expect men to be in charge and to make the right moves. 5. Loyalty - Be loyal to the woman you are dating. It’s insulting for her if your not. 6. Chivalry - Truth is, it makes women feel special when guys go that extra mile. You don’t have to hire goons so you can do the rescue act to impress her. Even precious little gestures like holdi

The Truth Shall Set You Free.. About An Ex, Anyways.
It truly shows that I'm hated by my ex Moka here on the fu. I wonder why. Well, I have caught her in so many lies that she had to make up a lie to back them up. I tried to be the nice guy and send her money to move to here from supposably Oregon. Which, I think that is a lie itself. When I made the decision to change the plan of sending her money and her pay for the ticket to come here and I would pay her back, her demeanor changed dramatically. She kept throwing me on the back burner and everything. So, I took action and ended it. I explained the situation to alot of my friends, and they believed she was wanting the money. But, I'm not that stupid. She thought I was. But, I caught her in her web of lies. And then she sent her little friend to come into my friends lounge I DJ in to spam the chat with emotes and a repetive statement of me enjoying midget penis. So, I banned him. And my ex, Moka, wanted to relay messages from him. So, I banned her too. And then she turned around and made

Calculating The Cost
Soreness in my throat, from too many pills. Has given me a headache, wondering if it will. Numb my pain, after all that is lost. Filling my prescription, calculating the cost.   Money isn’t the object, at hand. My sanity is in question, where I stand. Mirrored images, jade my thoughts. Within these headaches, thickening my plot.   What is my glitch, my reason for such? Distorted memories, a tarnished touch. Perhaps these headaches, aren’t headaches at all. Perhaps they are building blocks, strengthening the wall.   The wall built not by me, but by life itself. Separating me, from even myself.

Bridge Of Words
Dressed in his fatigues, he heads out to save the world. While leaving his heart behind, to one devoted teenage girl. They vowed to write back and forth, and build a bridge with words. Between the lines they felt the love, while none of them were heard. Gunfire shielded his world, as he watched the soldiers fall. Carrying her love with him, as through the landmines he would crawl. Focused and determined, inching his way across. While thinking if he failed, then she would never know his thoughts. The ones that he was having, upon reading her note. The same ones that brought on the tears, and the dryness in his throat. He swallowed hard as he stared, into death’s wretched face. Vowing that he would live, for she could never be replaced. They built that bridge strong over the years, the words were the blueprint. A new dream came to life, with every one that was sent. Sealing it with a kiss, and the scent of fresh perfume. She made them out to my loving hero, then sign

Sail Away
Come sail away with me ,my love , To the sea of make believe , Where we can be anything we want , where people won't always vex thee. And won't want to burn my Powers away , As they did in the by-gone days , when they burnt me at the Stake. The flames only cooled me as my flesh did incinerate , This Spirit did take to flight to escape this Mortal fate. But my love for thee does remain as I always look for thee , Then we will be one again , just you wait and see . As this Witch does know the way to the Sea of Make-Believe ........

Rarified Atmosphere
Tilting Windmills Most don't even get the reference Yet they do that still Ignoring history Ignoring palpable failure The degree that BLIND BELIEF is lauded now Is truly terrifying There are people in charge of People Who WANT people to die in An Apocalypse So that their imaginary LORD Can reign Happy to see "sinners" burn WANTING to see that actually In a sick manifestation That they say will SAVE others Insisting that what we see is The Devil's wiles Tricking you It is a self fulfilling prophecy God has nothing to do with it BELIEF in god is patently absurd And anyone who DOES is a child In need of care And teaching And patience But when that child is fully grown And making laws that DEFINE What I CAN and CAN'T do Like a toddler from a sandbox I simply move to the swings And say Good luck with that

My History 1
So I guess some people want to know about me. fine here we go.. I was born in oklahoma.. and moved to texas where i grew up until i was 15.. when mom n dad got a divorce. where i moved back to oklahoma.. yay parental divorce.. had to start over with not knowing hardly anyone at all. it sucked. i went all through highschool in a little town called pawhuska oklahoma.. where i literally scraped by on the skin of my teeth. I was such an angry teenager.. i guess parents divorcing and a lot of other crap made things really hard. my senior year i got married .. to someone that supposedly got caught cheating on me with her ex. yeah.. yay for me again right? .. that took six years to get the divorce bc she didnt want to split up with me.. even when she was with other men.. writing me constantly.. i just couldnt find it in me to forgive my wife for taking my love and completely crushing it under her heel. It made it really hard for me to trust females.. and i dunno. anyway.. a year after i gradu

Strange Facts :p
It is impossible to lick your elbow (busted) A crocodile can't stick it's tongue out. A shrimp's heart is in it's head. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze,your heart stops for a mili-second. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit. (busted?) More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Rats and horses can't vomit. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your eyes open by force when you sneeze, you might pop an eyeball out. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

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Thủ Thuật Bắt Pet Gấu , Khủng Long …..cực Pro Trong Avatar
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Cùng tìm hiểu về Infiniti QX80 :   Theo được biết thì Infiniti QX80 (trước là QX56) là dòng SUV hạng sang cỡ lớn 7 chỗ, trang bị động cơ V8 dung tích 5,6 lít. Hộp số tự động 7 cấp, hệ thống treo thủy lực.   Bên cạnh đó thì nhà phân phối Infiniti tại Việt Nam còn đưa về mẫu crossover QX70, tên mới của dòng FX 2003-2012.     Tự lực chứ không cơ bắp như đàn anh QX80, QX70 thiết kế kiểu crossover lai giữa sedan và SUV. Mẫu xe 5 chỗ này sử dụng động cơ V6 dung tích 3,7 lít, hộp số tự động 7 cấp và trang bị hệ thống kiểm soát giảm xóc liên tục (CDC) với chế độ tự độ

Giữ Hương Vị Nước Mía Thơm Ngon Cùng Máy ép Mía Có Khoang Tủ
Ở Việt Nam, nước mía trở thành một thứ đồ uống giải khát quen thuộc, rất dễ bắt gặp hình ảnh của các quán nước mía tại khắp nơi ngoài ra bán nước mìa là nghề dễ kiếm tiền, vốn đầu tư ít, không tốn nhân công, dễ thu hồi vốn vì vậy rất nhiều người bán. Với phương tiện hành nghề khá gọn nhẹ một chiếc máy ép mía di động và một số chiếc bàn, ghế nhựa, không khó để nhận ra ngày càng có nhiều cửa hàng nước mía mọc lên ở các vỉa hè trên các tuyến đường thành phố, thị xã, thị trấn. Cùng giữ mãi hương vị của nư

Faith
I question faith all the time , but yesterday made me think . In May 2013 I moved from Buffalo to Grand Island NY and left my cat behind, out in the street and no food or anything, I been going back to my old hood, last few days not really thinking about it (7 months has past by ) I made a call for my cat, he came running up . So faith or faithful pet ? If let it go and comes back to you its your for good 

Little Johnny Sex Ed
Sex ED At school one day, the teacher was trying to approach the topic of sex education and asked her students if they'd ever seen anything that was related to sex education on TV. Mary raised her hand and said she had seen a movie about women having babies. “Great,” said the teacher, “that's very important. ” Then Judy raised her hand and told the teacher she had seen a TV show about people getting married. “Well, that has to do with it too,” said the teacher. Then Johnny raised his hand and said he had seen a western where some Indians came riding over the hill and John Wayne shot them all. The teacher said, “Well, Johnny, that really doesn't have anything to do with sex education.” “Yes it does,” said Johnny, ” it taught those Indians not to fuck with John Wayne.

I Am Sad
But not very, i am having the time of my life on other things besides the Mumms on fubar, and in facebook.

Updates....
Things are happening...some good some bad. Be back when i can.

Passionate Kiss
Passionate Kiss

Through Fear Stained Glasses [a Piece Of My Life]
Rudely constructed, social structures have been and still are heaped on us from the minute we take our first breath. The standards are set and the scoring begins. My son is not a problem to be solved, he's a joy and a challenge to experience. He's frustrating and fun and annoying and laughable. I'm around him all the time, to me he's fine, he's normal. Our friends, his friends.. find his oddness unique and enjoy being in his company more often than not. I didn't experience any major challenges until it was time for him to go off to school. His first day on the bus, was horrible. He cried and screamed.. I was told he'd be fine and ushered out. Aparently this is normal and I'm to suck it up.. cut the strings and send him off to learn how to live without me.  Independence is healthy.. to learn how to be independent. I've got news for you mainstreamers.. we're an interdependent species, we function best as a unit. Yes there is a point where you are "babying" and "protecting" and "allowin

Mathematical Proof For Christianity Is Irrefutable
Some people won't accept proof for the Bible even when it is irrefutable. Man, by nature, is not very good at accepting the evidence which God has laid out for us. The bias against God and against the supernatural is so strong that even irrefutable evidence is viewed with suspicion and doubt. But,It is impossible that Christianity is not God's revelation of truth to man. Simply impossible. The math proves it beyond question. It doesn't take faith to believe that one plus one equals two, and it doesn't take faith to identify the religion which has mathematical certainty in its corner. God didn't have to give us mathematical proof of His existence, but He did it anyway. God didn't have to give us proof of Christianity, but He chose to do so. And God didn't have to give us proof of His love for us, but that is exactly what He did. The proof is irrefutable. I live in Texas. Imagine someone covering this entire state in silver dollars 6 feet deep. Then mark one coin and bury it anywhere

Obsession ~ Infatuation ~ Temptation ~ Passion ~ Desire
'If you know me even a little you know I do not believe in love. Love of family, love of friends absolutely, but never love of a lover. I actually, not kidding, threw up watching 'The Notebook'. Sad I know but it is true. I hate, despise actually, romantics. I have the attention span of a 2 year old. It's funny though on any given day my mind can come up with quotes, wisdom and knowledge. I have insight into life that I truly believe in. Reading puts me to sleep. Yet most people can tell you for the most part I am intelligent. I hate chic flicks, sorry girls. I hate all about feelings, emotions and love movies. I prefer horror. Action... Raunchy comedy... Just no love... Don't believe in it. I feel it, sometimes, maybe or at least I think so. But I do not believe in it. My idea of a love story… Simple… 'Nine 1/2 Weeks' (1986)'... a movie about obsession, infatuation, temptation, lust, desire and passion. When I first saw the movie I was determined to live out every last

Truth
The other that I got to thinking about what if I past away how many people would actualy miss me. The point I am getting at is this..........people can say something but thier actions do speak for themselves. I head to much talking and no actions. So this in mind if your not going to act upon something then dont speak it..... Stright from the heart

Night Visions ( Da Ja Vu )
have you ever had a convorsation and you know whats coming next or you realize that you had that b4 , isn't it strange , did you ever tihink there a higher power at play , well myself i'm not so sure but i do know that when i have these visions in my sleep 99% of them always come true . its like a gut feeling you get when something , good or bad is about to happen but instead of awake your still sleeping ,i dont have these type's of things very often but when i do in about 3days to 3 months it really happens plus its only when i feel very strongly about something , thats when i have them . in my vision its only when something very perticular catches my attention that i really focus on what it is thats going on in the vision i try to find the date or time and apon waking i write it down and see if its reall or not , but like said b4 it 99% of the time is , and thats kind of how i met my babe on here back in april this year , about the 3rd week , i wasn't going to come on fu that night b

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Already Begun
She woke up for some water, in the middle of the night. Surprised by a stranger, with a flashlight. Blinded by the light, she heard the man speak. He said, don't make a sound, don't even blink. With her child sleeping peacefully, just footsteps away. She had no choice, but to do as he say. That's when he forced her, to lie on her back. Suddenly her body, was under attack. Trembling with fear, and burning with rage. She felt like a lioness, trapped in its cage. Confused by her emotions, uncertain how to react. The fear was telling her to lie still, the rage was screaming fight back! As the battle within herself begins. The rage is too powerful, and wins. She took the light, right out of his hands. Then shined it in the face, of this despicable man. She said, I see you now, for all that you are. You may have won the battle, but I'm winning this war. I refuse to be your victim, another statistic in your evil little plan. I will tear out your soul, for you're not even a

Im So Lost
IM so lost cant find my way to cope.... so yesturday oct 27  we had to call 911 for bill aka dark  he was worrying and scaring me  he wasnt him and i could see it    BROKE MY HEART TO DO IT  He isnt doing well  its tearing me up inside and out    i cuddle with our love pillow on his side of the bed and cry  i fold his clean clothes and cry  i stare at his pics and cry    i love this man so much    i want my BILL HOME    i cant even pretend im ok    im broken inside i want my soul mate back 

Thanks For The Memories
Close your eyes and listen with your heart. Find the light, from inside of the dark. When your heart is afraid, and slams the door shut. Pay attention to the feeling, you have in your gut. People walk away, from the most faithful of all. Fearing their own emotions, too afraid to stand tall. While their beating broken heart, is also afraid. Afraid to try again, being forgotten and betrayed. The door you held open for a stranger, you slammed shut in her face. You drew out directions, while her memory was erased. Go back in time and remember your smile. The one that she gave you, retrace the miles. Putting your feelings first, with her own left behind. While doing what you asked, at that moment in time. Her own pain didn't matter, she did it for you. Now her heart's shattered, for this is strike two. Ask yourself why, you threw her away. Just to make yourself happy, for one fucking day. The one person who once seen you as a Queen. Now see's you as something else in-between. Realizing how

Don't Patronize Me
Why do you care? The fact is you do not! About the impacts you bring forth, creating disease; mind-numbing thoughts. Words are just words, you use them to suit you. Without thinking about the lives, and the pain you subdue. Abusing your power, causing self-doubt and disbelief. While stealing someone’s dream, just like a petty thief. Don’t patronize me, by saying that you care! When your actions speak louder, and I’m fully aware. That caring is beyond you, I’m not even real. As if you give a fuck, about the way that I feel. The lack of compassion, within this place. Renders me invisible, easily erased. You’d have to value me to care, and I'm worth nothing to you at all. Alone in this place, with my back to the wall. As your army of attackers, leach onto my soul. Draining my heart dry, you’ve accomplished your goal.

My Christmas Wishis
MY CHRISTMAS WISHIS TO HAVE EVERYNE TO HAVE THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER AND TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THAT JESUS CHRIST GAVE US THE BEST GIFT OF ALL FOR HE DEAD TO TAKE ALL OF OUR SINS AWAY OBCE AND FOR ALL AND IF YOU BELEAVE IN JESUS CHRIST AND YOU HAVE TAKEN HIM AS YOUR SAVIOUR THEN YOU HAVE RECEIVED THE GREATSRT GIFT OF ALL                                                                                                                                     MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

You Silly Fool
Writing the deepest of words Yet they haven't got the rhyme Feeling every beat Yet can't seem to keep time Walking with a torch Yet it doesn't light the way Holding all the cards Yet never learned how to play Digging for the answers Yet there's much further left to go Giving quite a performance Yet nothing left to show Running in these circles Yet no room here to breathe Speaking of new tomorrows Yet forgotten how to dream   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Missing
Closer here than before Eyes can see clearly Hands can touch freely Yet, Something shifted and it's further than it seems   No longer inspiring as I once felt Too much reality for the dream to unfold as it once had   Moments of clarity taken for granted Unable to brace against the bitter chill of life's favorite games   Unreasonable Selfish Sick with need This is what has come of a hope on the wind   Not a shred of familiarity in this space chosen Detachement Isolation on an island of sacrifice   I wasn't ready for what now is And what once was feels as if it's slipping away   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

New
To many Americans forgot the laws and ways of our country and how it should be. We have forgotten how to defend and take care of ourselves as we did when our ancestors were growing up. We have forgotten how to fight for our freedom and our country as well. Now, with a new president, new rules and laws and to many governemnt, our country is falling apart as are the us American citizens. Our schools dont even teach us the real truth about our history, because they dont want us to know that we are the ones who own this country, who are suppose to make our laws and have the things we want our coutry to have to make it a better place to raise our families. We have forgotten who we are. We need to stand up against all the hate, war, violence and rage that our people have turned to because of the lies we have been taught over many years. Our Government is corrupt as is our President. Why are we letting them take things away from us? why are we letting them ruin our country and telling us how

Gone
I held a crystal in my hand,So perfect and sparklingly clear... With a sweep of a handBroken, shattered into pieces...I held a diamond in my hand,A perfect cut,So beautiful...In an instant, snatched away...I held a rose in my hand,With petals so delicate and fragrance so sweet...Days passed, its petals turned brownOne by one, they fell to the ground...Life is consistently inconsistent, Nothing definite... With a snap of a finger, everything stopsIn a blink of an eye, everything's gone. 

As You Wish
Whisper your dreams as breath upon my neck   Confess away your sins with kisses along my thigh   Beg for your forever trailing fingers across my skin   Make me your promises in treasures on my lips   Offer your perfection while gazing into my eyes   Trade all your love for the warmth of my embrace   Remind me I am yours without speaking a single word   Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Two Young Guys
Two young guys were picked up by the cops for smoking dope and appeared in court on Friday before the judge. The judge said, "You seem like nice young men, and I'd like to give you a second chance rather than jail time. I want you to go out this weekend and try to show others the evils of drug use and get them to give up drugs forever. I'll see you back in court Monday."Monday, the two guys were in court, and the judge said to the 1st one, "How did you do over the weekend?" "Well, your honor, I persuaded 17 people to give up drugs forever." "17 people? That's wonderful. What did you tell them?" "I used a diagram, your honor. I drew two circles like this...O o...and told them this (the big circle) is your brain before drugs and this (small circle) is your brain after drugs." "That's admirable," said the judge. "And you, how did you do?", he asked the second boy, "Well, your honor, I persuaded 156 people to give up drugs forever." "156 people! That's amazing! How did you manage to do tha

Respect ,, What Does It Mean,,,
respect is  being respectful of your freinds who are w. someone  else  respect is respecting them as thier best freind for ever  and most of all  if you want respect you must give it to receive it back,,  im a firm believer of this and i do believe whne someone direspects you for what evr reson they are not who they say they are to as ur bro sis or significant other,,, i will and alwys have respected my  freinds bff and so one  family you should always respect  them  and ur rl husbands as well and children for most,,, plzzz respect me and i will give you the same in return   as the old saying goes   do on to others as you would yourself,

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I would love to go into great detail as to why I'm so ticked off right now, but I can't. The only reason I can't is because there MAY be a good reason this is happening. Ugh. Too bad I can't just text the person and be like, "What's up?". 

Hp Giới Thiệu Sản Phẩm Máy In Mới - Máy In Hp 900
  Ngày 24/3, HP sẽ tổ chức buổi ra mắt sản phẩm máy in HP 900 - dòng máy in phun tích hợp tất cả những tính năng thuận lợi và tiết kiệm đến 126% chi phí vận hành trong in ấn. HP 900 đặc biệt có khả năng in màu cho chất lượng ảnh in sắc nét, màu sắc sống động. Với máy in HP 900, mỗi hộp mực đen cho phép in 450 trang văn bản và mỗi hộp mực 3 màu in được 400 trang văn bản màu. Buổi ra mắt sẽ được tổ chức tại Nhà thi đấu Phan Đình Phùng, TPHCM kèm theo một chương trình ca nhạc hấp dẫn với sự tham gia của nhiều ca sĩ đang được mền mộ. Nhân dị

Never
NEVER I was looking back on my life And all the things I've done to me I'm still looking for the answers I'm still searching for the key The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream? The Road To Nowhere leads to me Through all the happiness and sorrow I guess I'd do it all again Live for today and not tomorrow It's still the road that never ends The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream? The Road To Nowhere leads to me Ah Ah The Road To Nowhere I gonna pass me by Ah Ah I hope the never have to say goodbye I never want to live without you  

Look Closer
Can you see the pain my eyes? (The moment you walked away)Did you hear the sound of voice? (I choked when I was trying to speak) Do you know,(How close I came to crying?)Out your name,(This empty hole in my heart makes me feel like dying) I can't seem to smile,(I've lost it along the way)And everythings so gray now,(I just want to run from it all)  Feeling so ashamed,(I've lost myself along the way)    

Joe
I know that we are comeing up on 2 years that you have been gone but it still feels like yesterday and cuts like a very sharp knife that you're gone. That I'm not going to see that smile anymore and that I won't ever get to hear you're voice again. The fact that no matter how much it hurts you're not coming back. I deal with my depression everyday and the nightmares from that night and I'm still here but it is so hard. The days when it gets close to when you left us is the hardest for me becasue that is when the memorys are the worse. They are so strong as if it is happening all over again and makes it so hard just to get out of bed. Then I think my daughter needs me and she needs me to be strong and get up.  I pretend a lot to be happy and that everything is ok because I know that I will make it through another day but there are so many times that I wish that I could go into your room again and tell you "hey I need your help" and you just role your eyes but listen to me and then hel

He Said Hes Excited To Get The Hearing Started Before Arbitrator Fredric Horowitz And He Plans To Attend Every Day. Horowitz Has Set Aside All Five B
HOUSTON -- Alex Rodriguez said dealing with his 211-game suspension stemming from baseballs Biogenesis drug investigation has been a "big burden" and adds hes ready to face it "head on" when the arbitration hearing on his grievance begins Monday. The New York Yankees third baseman didnt expect to play this weekend during the teams season-ending series at Houston because of soreness in his legs. He said hes excited to get the hearing started before arbitrator Fredric Horowitz and he plans to attend every day. Horowitz has set aside all five business days next week for sessions. "Im fighting for my life and my whole legacy," Rodriguez said. "Yeah, I should be there." Rodriguez was suspended by MLB on Aug. 5, the day he returned from January hip surgery and a quadriceps injury sustained during a minor league rehabilitation assignment. He dodged the question when asked whether he would consider it a victory if his suspension were shortened or would he would be satisfied only if it were ove

Beyond The Blood-stains
The world seems like it’s spinning, and I don’t know where I am. I feel as if I’m stuck, somewhere between the water and the dam. Caught inside a whirlpool, while running out of air. Forced to the bottom, by desperation and despair. Desperate to be heard, losing my grip on reality. Digging myself deeper, into abnormality. Traveling through life, searching for a purpose. Holding my breath as long as it takes, while barely scratching the surface. What have I done to change the lives of other people? Yet somewhere in this haystack, there’s bound to be a needle. Poison has torn my flesh, I’ve felt it coursing through my veins. Yet what have I left behind, beyond the blood-stains? My name is a question, an answer I cannot find. I’ve been all around the world, retraced my bloodline. My existence is a blessing, plagued by the sound. Of my own name, being ran into the ground. For, I do not know me, I am lost without a trace. I’m afraid

11 People
Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one woman.The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall.They were not able to name that person, until the woman held a very touching speech. She said that she will voluntarily let go off the rope, because as a woman she is used to give up everything for her husband and kids, or for men in general, without ever getting anything in return. As soon as she finished her speech, all men started clapping their hands........

Golden Apple.
Singing in a tube.The smell of wet pavement and dirty water strolled through my nose and loitered in my lungs.Power was still on. Third and final notice. The radio refused to yield.Can't find my shoes.Shirts are all matted with footprints outlined in dog hair and dust.I'd smoke outside if it was coming down just a little lighter.Steps make a skidding of refuse and remnants.There might've been a note in all that.Only we never said goodbye.Is it true that I have to?What gets out when I do?What remains?An experience and softness for someone a little less withered.A lot less hollow.The kind of caricatures of happy people you see smiling and haunting the places we think they should be.A painted-on toothy grin and a glassy stare.As loud as any whimper for help.

We Don't Have To Look Back Now
I'm so much like youRestless and reckless, I need a clueSo show me a sign, I feel like making a moveReal geographic, a change in mood We'll let go of everything we know You and Ill ride tonight till the past is out of sightWe don't have to look back nowFrom the dark into the light, we can leave it all behindWe can stand together, we don't have to look back now I'm so much like youCaught in a moment, coming ungluedIn a world so big, it's not easy to chooseWhich path to take, which pawn to move So let go of everything we've ever known You and Ill ride tonight till the past is out of sightWe don't have to look back nowFrom the dark into the light, we can leave it all behindWe can stand together, we don't have to look back now No one can stop us now, the world is rushing byThe wind is at our back, everything's new tonightWe're going our own way, no matter what they sayThe bridge is on fire, we're flying higher now You and Ill ride tonight till the past is out of sightWe don't have t

"dark Meat For My Treat" Cont
 Janet's new job, however, made that distance impossible. This record lable, though also known for their pop acts, was best known for their rappers. That meant that a constant stream of black exectives and hugly built black artists passed by her desk every day. It was enough to drive janet mad leaving as her only option a single finger betwen the folds of her clothed pussy most of the time.  In some comic sense, her woeking at this record lable semed to open up the flood gates of gorgeous black men into her life. Never noticing it before, suddenly it felt like her gym consisted only of black men. Their barely covered hairless chests pumped heavey weights and their thick thighs jogged next to her as she ran her daily two miles on  the treadmill. It was in a moment of weakness when she turned to the particuarly hot, built, 5'6 black man running next to her and spoke. "what? The man said removing one of his earbuds.  "I asked if you know when the gym closes." Janet said conveniently f

What To Do About Fubar Stalkers
this makes me how ppl can stalk people on here and how you do get nothign done to you my question is how do we fix this. from the notes of  my fuhubby who is highly pissed about one person i perticuler. OK LOOK HERE FUCKER AND I AM GOING TO SAY THIS ONCE BITCH BOY IF U FUCKING PUT HER PICTURE ON FACEBOOK I WILL GO TO UR FGF AND TELL HER THAT U BEEN MESSENGING MY GIRL AND TELL HER U WISH IT WAS HER AND NOT THE ONE UR WITH NOW U FUCK WITH ME I GET TO FUCK U BACK 10 TIMES WORST BITCH CAUSE I AM NOT FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH UR FUCKING ASS AND I WILL FUCKING LET UR GIRL KNOW U BEEN STALKING MY GIRL U WANT TO PLAY HARD FUCKING BALL I WILL FUCKING MAKE SURE U LOSE THIS FUCKING GAME SO DON'T FUCKING DARE PLAY THAT GAME. this is how mad it makes people when they mess with other and the result is hard feelings or getting bann or some getting there head kicked in. please be aware of stalkers. my fuhubby would like to say more but i think he has said enough and i wouldnt let him say anymore

Undecisive
His Brown Hair,Beautiful Soulful Eyes,Eyelashes Amazingly Long& a Mouth full of lies.Dimples no girl will forget,In a smile that makes you melt,A chest made of steel,Stronger than you’ve ever felt.Hands are perfect,with arms you wish were around you,The feeling of his touch,does everything but ground you.Wishing he’d look your way,Deep into your eyes,Patiently waiting around,for all his brilliant lies.Telling you, you’re beautiful,that he only wants to be,with a girl like you…..always,makes you go weak in the knees.He’s charming and handsome,hardworking and oh so bright,but deep inside you’re squirming,because

Rhythm Of A Beating Heart
Oh hopeless romanticisn’t it enchanting to know that I could possess your heart? To know that I could Love you,and never enough to,speak the words to let something magical start. Such a sensational explanation to a fine situation this heart of mine could ever define.. So just a whisper in the eyes of the stars of the skies.. To know you will never be alone in the night. And a dream of a place, as safe as a face to calm you in truth to confide.. A heart with a soul forever to hold is enough just to keep you alive. So follow the feeling it’s never short of reeling the promises from deep beneath the oceans of blue. 

Whats On My Mind
My life in a matter of weeks changed i went from haveing 3 wonderful kids liveing with me a husabnad a home of my own a job it did not pay much but we were slowly makeing it to loseing my husband then i lost my child she was taken from me when he left me and then i lost then me and the 2 kids i still had was put out on the street i hear people say all the time people have it worse and i admit people do i had to give up my 2 kids to keep them from being homelesss and it hurts i got 5 kids and cant have none of them right now i  have this pain everyday i go through hell each day i dont show it but i do my heart is so broken i dont know if ill ever be able to pick up the pieces i want to fined someone who can help me tho i know i got to do it on my own for the most part but i dont know how much longer i can take this yes i get on here i enjoy my fu family but i hide the hurt as much as possible one man took everything i ever loved away from me left me basicly homeless if it wont for my fr

"dark Meat For My Treat" Cont
Knowing how much the camera saw of her, she rooled her chair out past the edge of the desk giving the camera a full view of her thighs. She then did something that she thought she'd never do, she retunred her hand to her throbbing camel toe and and rubbed. The sensation of her touch immediately rushed through her. Her breathing increased and her firm C cups heaved. Taking a quick look around to be sure that no one else could se, she let her head drop a little and tightened her eyes. The sensation was magnificent. Rubbing harder and harder, Janet's lips pulled apart. The pressure on her clit felt exactly right as her toes was clenched in her open toed shoes, she knew that it was just  a matter of time before she would let go. Janet looked drtctly into the lens of the camera and moaned. She knew her couldn't hear her, but she hoped that what she was doing was clear.  When Janet's rotating pressure increased she knew that there was no longer anyway she could stop. With a qu ick look a

Walk Away
Anyone can easily walk away from somebody else. Nobody is forced to stay; we all have choices. But the real test is if someone would rather stay with you, even though walking away would be so much easier..

Bật Lửa Zippo Cổ Bang Virginia Năm 2000 Ntz657
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Sooooooooooooooo True
Always, always trust your first gut instincts. If you genuinely feel in your heart and soul that something is wrong, it usually is...

Set Him Free
I wrote this poem a long time ago when someone I care VERY much about seemed lost to me...and LUCKILY that person is who he once was and I love him very much!!   A mirror stands in front of me, but it's not myself I see. It is YOU, but how can this be? There is a gate, deep inside the mist. You are guiding me, though you do not exist. I'm stopping in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It's a trick, a trap, for this is not you. You are loving, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air has me chilled, with ice at my feet. Your face is not projecting, the same light this time. You're jaded and lost, your heart isn't speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you, you cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don't try and trick me, I'll be the first one to know. If it is the real him, or just you in disguise. With only one look, into his eyes. The p

Do You Believe In Destiny?
Do you believe in destiny? That even the powers of time can be altered for a single purpose? That the luckiest man who walks on this earth is the one who finds... true love?

A Chorus That I Need...
i need to hear such lovely sound the sound of your own voice i need the gaze of your gorgeous brown's to make my own eyes rejoice i have wandered down these lonely roads i have weathered storms from coast to coast always so empty always alone always my heart, heavy like a stone yet never so vacant as when you're not around my feet don't stand upon solid ground i feel no beating in my chest and my lonliness will find no rest as long as you are not around no pain endured can quite compare my lungs are empty exhaled of air i am hollow like a rotten tree without you

Best Pussy
[ fubar.com photo: Great titty Fuck!! ]

Define This Word For Me
    Finding the meaning, behind the word friend. Is a lifelong journey, that doesn't seem to end. Friends are supposed, to have each other’s back. Not wait for it to be turned, then attack. The roles are reversed, but I've played the game before. I seen it coming, predicted it, but I wasn't quite sure. I gave this one more room, I was blinded and weak. Fearing the words, I was hoping to never speak. Lies are destruction, even ones not meant to be. For how do you know, if they are innocent completely? That's it, you do not, with a lie you can't tell. Putting your belief, in an unwritten tale. But when a person captures a lie, in black and white. That's when you are no longer blinded, have seen the light. Even though you heard them tell many lies, to the ones that they love. Yet, you let your guard down, unaware of. The boundaries they'd cross, the limits they'd reach. An unwritten contract, they seem to have breached. For, friendship is emotions intertwined. A

Thủ Thuật Kiếm 1 Triệu Xu Avatar 1 Ngày Từ Bầu Cua
Ngoài cuộc sống thực hằng ngày, đồng tiền chính là thước đo dùng để so sánh giá trị của hàng hóa và dịch vụ. Avatar cũng tương tự như vậy, xu là đơn vị dùng để so sánh giá trị của các hàng hóa và vật phẩm. Muốn mua thứ này thứ kia, muốn sở hữu những vật phẩm tuyệt vời, muốn nâng cấp hay khẳng định giá trị của nhân vật, bạn đều cần tới xu. Do đó kiếm xu avatar luôn là một việc được cư dân avatar tìm mọi cách để đạt hiệu quả cao nhất! Bạn thích minigame Bầu cua trong avatar chứ? Tình cờ phát hiện ra một chiêu khá thú vị, xin chia sẻ cùng

Dangerous Arms
My arms are dangerous for you , Now settle down and let me tell you why, My arms are full of heat and warmth it comes from my heart each and every time I even think of you, Oh yes my arms ache to hold you in them , once they finally hold you tight , They are not ever going to want to let you go, I a sure you know they have the same loving feelings that my heart glows with when I think of your sparkling green eyes , although ever changing with the light , the sensuality in them remains the same , as the way you seem to make my heart sing, yes my arms are dangerous for you, so much desire so much love a world of wonders and possibilities await within them. A brush to pull your hair back for little kisses to rest upon your neck as I breathe you in, oh how dangerous these arms are for you, once you feel them you’ll realize you’ve always belonged right there in them , oh how dangerous my loving arms are for you. 

Finding Myself
I find myself look for inner peace. Hoping to find myself and where I belong. I meet a guy who I could talk to and find myself falling for him. I find myself thinking about him during my day and wishing he was here to touch me. I think about him coming up behind me and kissing my neck as his hands touch my body softly. Me moaning loud and biting my bottom lip until it turns a white. Taking deep breaths as he kisses my neck and biting softly. I keep myself from begging him to take me right there. I guess you could say I am fighting myself. I just don't know how to tell him he is on my mind. 

Đồng Phục Bảo Hộ Lao động
Tư vấn may đồng phục bảo hộ lao độngQuần áo bảo hộ lao động thường được may bằng vải kaki có độ bền cao,được sử dụng cho công nhân trong các ngành công nghiệp, nông nghiệp và xây dựng. Quần áo bảo hộ lao động có chất liệu vải dầy dặn nhưng vẫn thoáng mát đảm bảo cho người lao động khi sử dụng cảm thấy dễ chịu và thuận tiện trong khi làm việc. Vải kaki có 2 loại chính: Vải kaki băng zin: hàng nhập nhà máy liên doanh Vĩnh Phúc - Hàn Quốc và vải kaki Nam Định. Với loại vải kaki băng zin: về chất liệu, đây là loại vải cotton, sợi b

What Im Thankfulful For
A FRIEND OF MY DAUGHTERS PUT UP WHAT SHE WAS THANKFUL FOR IM GONNA DO THE SAME"IM THANKFUL THE GOOD LORD GAVE ME MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT GRAND CHILDREN PLUS GIVING ME THE STRENGTH TO GET AWAY FROM MY EXHUSBAND AND GIVING ME A MAN THAT KNOWS HOW TO LOVE AND TREAT A WOMAN I LOVE YOU JACK SHOEMAKER

Nov. 9 2013
I lived through some things I should not have and here I stand today broken and not even half the man I used to be. It’s been years since my first Traumatic Brain Injury and still my memory is terrible suffer debilitating migraines, and the seizures where I just blank out. The worse seizures I have had I can hear everything going on around me but I can’t really move or talk the sounds that come out my mouth are just moans, those times are hell cause I am trapped in my mind everything is pure panic. Now my moods are always fucked up I don’t even like being around people anymore. I take all the anti-seizure meds and now on anti-depressants and other pills I just feel like a freak. Why try and start over what woman in her right mind would want someone so fucked up hell I don’t even want me and I am myself! Still I feel like there is a light somewhere at the end of the tunnel and I keep hoping.   

This Is Just About A Pic Never Met The Person Nor Even Talked To Them , Have No Clue If I Posted This One Earlier In The Blog Just Something I Liked
You never knew how I felt inside from that first look in to your smiling eyes My heart pounded so hard that day . I remember thinking you were more beautiful then the sun. when we first held hands i could feel mine shaking . I had never seen a more beautiful creation before that day .I brought you food by that little train . I loved to stand and watch you do your things . I remember the first time i hugged you everything seemed to warn inside I was so proud to have everyone see . I was so awkward around you then I felt like I had to get you some shoes so i couldn't step on and hurt your feet .I remember i couldn't wait for night fall because i new that you would be right there snuggled up to me your head on my chest and your arm draped across me . you never knew how safe you made me feel . when i held you like that i felt peace for the first time . I remember our first kiss so tender and passionate . I thought you so fragile like a porcelain doll .you used to giggle for the care i took

The Office Visit
I Met him on the Internet, very nice looking and quite polite. He asked me to go to his office for some lunch. Felt nervous and excited all at once. Took the elevator to top floor of his office. He answered the door as i tapped lightly , he stepped aside for me to enter. He pointed to a Sofa in the corner for me to take a seat. We shook hands . I leaned in and whispered, Let's skip Lunch. Placed my hand on his  leg than it slowly went to his groin, where I started rubbing it. His hand reached into my blouse to caress my titt and pinch my nipple. My Pussy was aching for his Cock, wanted so bad to have him take me. He licked my lips and stuck his tongue into my mouth, oh i was getting so horny.I unbuckle his pants to slide them mid thigh. than I slip my panties off and hike my skirt up. I stradle him backwards my back facing his chest. I stick his massive Cock into my now moist Pussy and slowly ride him. Up and down i am sliding, my titts bouncing and he is grabbing both in his large han

Promises To You ,
i promise that when ever you need my shoulder to lean, cry ,or just to cuddle on you can just do it , i promise that when you a ear to talk to i will listen to your every word , i promise to never intentionally hurt you , but if i do hurt you its prolly cause we just horsing around , i promise to you that i will (NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER CHEAT ON YOU ) I CAN'T PROMISE TI GIVE YOU THE MOON OR THE SUN BUT I CAN MAKE YOU FEEL VERY HAPPY) i promise to never leave you hanging in a convo or not get back to you at all ,  i promise i will never break you heart , i can't promise we won't fight either but i can promise i will try and do my best to make it as short as possible and talk about other things that really make you mad ! , i promise that when ever you'd like to go for a drive or just go somewhere to be alone (we will) , i promise to you all of my heart and love / soul, i promise to you that if you are sick i will do everything i can to help you get better as fast as possible , i promise t

Suffered Enough
A light came shining through the darkness my way. Should I walk in its direction, or simply run away? It took me by surprise, unexpected to say the least. I'm trying all that I can do, the tame my inner beast. A feeling unknown, shocking and new. Power, with such purity, created by YOU. Trembling knees, shaky presence, filled with a racing heart. Has left me a stand still, I found the light inside the dark. It is so vibrant, colorful and true. My one has finally found me, I know that it is YOU. My world has expanded, it's lit up for me to see. The future belongs to us now, you and me. Pure inspiration, from the very first words. They were soft and sweeter, than any I've ever heard. I will no longer shed blood tears, they will not fall from my eyes. From the day I fell in love with you, I have memorialized. Your worth, a new beginning, the past no longer matters. There's no such thing as broken promises, there's nothing to be shattered. For everything that happened bef

How Too Make
SO NOT SURE HOW I WANNA APPROACH THIS  INGREDIENTS 1 CUP WHITE RICE LONG GRAIN OR JASMINE 1LB PORK OR CHX Raw CHX BASE BOUILLION OR STOCK FOR TWO CUPS  VEGGIES PERSONAL PREFERENCE  A RED PEPPER DICED, ONION (VIDALIA) DICED,  SNAP PEAS OR SNOW PEAS I SLICE MINE THIN THE LONG WAY, NOT NECESSARY MUSHROMS RAW SLICED (BUTTON OR SHITAKE, IF CANNED USE JUICE IN RICE, TASTE IT) OPTIIONAL BOK CHOY OR NAPA CABBAGE JULLIENNED I CHOSE THE PEA PODS WHATEVER YOU LIKE OR HAVE ON HAND (CARROTS, WATER CHESTNUTS)  SAUCE OR JUST BUY TERRYAKI GLAZE KIKKOMAN ORANGE LABEL GINGER OF ANY KIND 2 TABLESPOONS  SOY SAUCE PREFERABLY SWEET SOY LIQUID LIKE COCA COLA A CUP (IT HAS THE CARAMEL COLOR, GINGER, AND SUGAR, OLD TRICK OR A CUP OF BEEF STOCK YOU NEED TO GET A DARK COLOR SUGAR  TO TASTE BROWN, WHITE OR MOLASSES CORN STARCH ABOUT 3 TABLE SPOONS (I DONT MEASURE) OPTIONAL PINEAPPLE JUICE OR ORANGE !/4 CUP ROUGHLY ITS TO TASTE  OIL FOR FRYING RICE SEASAME IS TRADITIONAL USE WHAT YA GOT OK TURN OV

My Name!
I sat through swollen eyes...broken and blood stained skin...listening to my own body attacking itself...through hunger and infection setting in...needing someone...anyone....I had someone...ME...through good times and the unimaginable I have never let myself down...I am always there when no one else is...holding my head high through some of the most shameful occurrences...right or wrong I do what it takes...regardless of what that may be...fierce and fearless...it has always been me against the world...yet I listen to people and it shames me how petty this world has become....I stand up for those who have no choice...those who never complain while suffering in silence...hearing other people's non-existent issues is what keeps me silent....keeps me writing...weakness has never been an option in the world I live in....I have only had one choice and that is JUST DO IT...breathe in...breathe out...and strive to succeed....LISTEN to all the negativity...it fuels the fire...REMEMBER the bad

Mua 1 Giày Tây Nam Tặng 1 Giày Nam đẹp Tại Giaytot.com
Tặng ngay một đôi giày nam tùy chọn khi mua sản phẩm giày tây nam (VN-1201, 1202, 1203) tại Giaytot.com. Chương trình áp dụng từ 04/11/2013 – 20/11/2013 và có thể kết thúc trước thời hạn khi hết hàng. Chương trình không áp dụng cùng lúc với các chương trình khuyến mại khác.   Giày Tây nam được đánh giá là thể hiện đẳng cấp sang trọng của phái mạnh, được thiết kế độc đáo với chất da nổi gân và những hàng lỗ được đặt để đầy ý tưởng . Chất da bóng lộn này có thể mê hoặc những quý ông sành điệu trong những bữa tiệc sang trọng và những bộ vest đẳng c

An Attempt At Poetry.
Once when I was littleI was happy and carefreeI used to run around laughingUntil it was time for teaI used to play gamesAnd smile all the timeI used to feel on top of the worldI used to feel fineIt's amazing how things changeWhen people let you downAnd how that once happy faceTurns into a solemn frownYou search and searchFor someone who caresAnyone who understandsAnyone who daresLoneliness, it hurtsIt kills you deep insideIt makes you feel emptyIt stops you in your strideYou cry yourself to sleepHugging your pillow tightWishing for someoneTo hold you through the nightOnce when I was littleI was happy and carefreeNow my life's full of sadness,Pain and miseryOnce when I was littleI was never on my ownBut now I pray at night''I wish I wasn't alone''Source: Loneliness Hurts Poem, I Wish I Wasn't Alone http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/loneliness-hurts-i-wish-i-wasnt-alone#ixzz2kPegJIDb #FamilyFriendPoems 

Messed Up, Messed With Waiting
Lately it seems people are getting a trifle more gutsy. Damn, two already today. I ain't gonna sit here without noting this event. Okay here goes, if you want me to notice how good you are for me, don't say I am messed up or so sad. If you want me to sample your trunk articles, do better than 'I got some big, hot love for you!!'  My momma didn't raise no Barbie Doll. I ain't perfect, I know it and am not gonna pretend I am anything more. Even if this is the internet, I can still be truthful. I believe to tell a lie, you have to believe it a little bit yourself. I don't operate as a liar mode. So you can take that and sit -n- rotate!! I would swear, but that isn't too much of me either. When and if I do, watch out!! I am no one to be messed with. I am not bi-polar or anything, but still. I have friends in high places. I was just here for as long as I can be. Hopefully without coming across the fast, the hurried and the smoother us. Seriously?? I know there is better activities I could

Someone Who Cares(three Days Grace)
Every street in this cityIs the same to meEveryone's got a place to beBut there's no room for meAm I to blame?When the guilt and the shameHang over meLike a dark cloud thatChases you downIn the pouring rainIt's so hardTo find someoneWho cares about youBut it's easy enough to findSomeone who looks down on youWhy is it so hardTo find someoneWho cares about youBut it's easy enough to findSomeone who looks down on you?It's not what it seemsWhen you're not on the sceneThere's a chill in the airBut there's people like meThat nobody seesSo nobody caresWhy is it so hardTo find someoneWho cares about youWhen it's easy enough to findSomeone who looks down on you?Why is it so hard to findSomeone who can keep itTogether when you've come undone?Why is it so hardTo find someoneWho cares about you?I swear this timeIt won't turn out the sameCause now I'veGot myself to blameAnd you'll know when weEnd up on the streetsThat it's easy enough to findSomeone

Please Read This On Pimp Outs
Im going to put this as nice,plain and clear as possible.. pimp outs are very appreciated yet it would be nice, polite and curtious if people would please ASK first instead of just pimpiing them randomly. Not all but some on here run bling late night and the getting pimped alot during the day hurts more than helps turns a 40 cr bling run into 50credit bling run.. me personally im not rich like a few of the other members on here 10 credits to reset just to run bling for the fam 2-3 times a week does get expensive so please just ask members before you pimp people. I know alot as for myself i will status when i need pimped or for a pimp trade. Hopefully this will help open some eyes im sure it will not only help myself but it will help many of you members on here aswell.. thank you 

Hotel In Hanoi Old Quarter
Maison hotel in Hanoi include Maison D'Hanoi Boutique Hotel and Maison D'Hanoi Hanova Hotel Located in centre of the capital, both Maison D’Hanoi Hotels are stylish business hotels that reflect a typical old quarter Hanoi building which is a long and developed on a narrow plot of land. Here, the designers have optimized a narrow Old Quarter lot and created a building that suits the area’s mood and history.

Worth The Cost
In my time of rest, I am finally at peace. There is no pain, just me and my sheets. I begin to drift off to a world, full of vibrancy and contrast. Then I see my daughter, surrounded by pitch black. She is alone and afraid, calling out my name. What have I done I ask; knowing I am to blame. I took the easy way out, put an end to my hurt. I left her exposed, I put myself first. I was her wall, her own personal shield. Now she stands alone, in a wide open field. I’m sorry I scream out, then I run her way. And just that fast, I hear her say. Mom wake-up, you’re having a nightmare. Do my eyes deceive me, is she really there? I jump from my bed, and hold onto her tight. I vow right then and there, to continue this fight. The one with the world, and within myself. For nothing compares, to the regret I just felt. Every file action, and every unwanted touch. Was worth the cost, of missing out on so much.

Do You Like Wine?
I’ve started my own business in the wine industry with WineShop At Home. We specialize in bringing the wine country to you in the comfort of your home. I guide you and your friends through an in-home Wine Tasting of five to six-bottles of limited production, artisan wines and we pair those wines with very simple cheeses and chocolates. It's a really fun way to get friends or family together for a relaxed evening while enjoying some very exclusive wines.   As a dear colleague I wanted to reach out and see if you may be interested in hosting your own Wine Tasting to help me get my new business off the ground. As a host you would purchase a wine sampler directly from the winery for just $29.95 plus tax and shipping and you would receive five bottles of wine for the tasting. And just for booking the tasting with me, you may choose a gift valued at over $20 or a sixth bottle of wine that you may keep for yourself or include in the tasting. At the end of the tasting, guests may take

Bộ đôi Máy In Hp Chuyên Nghiệp Dành Cho Văn Phòng
Bộ đôi máy in HP chuyên nghiệp dành cho văn phòng mang đến giải pháp in ấn tài liệu tốc độ nhanh cùng khả năng copy, scan tốt, giúp tiết kiệm thời gian cho doanh nghiệp Đáp ứng nhu cầu in ấn với công suất cao Với kích thước nhỏ gọn, kiểu dáng đẹp, thiết kế chuyên nghiệp, máy in Hp LaserJet Pro 100 M125 hoàn toàn đáp ứng được nhu cầu in ấn với công suất cao của các doanh nghiệp hiện nay. Công suất máy in hp này đạt 8000 trang/ tháng với tốc độ in lên đến 20 trang/ phút. Nhờ công nghệ bật nhanh, chiếc máy in hp này giúp người dùng tối thiểu hóa thời gian chờ đợi với tốc độ

Missing Someone
♥ Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right there by your side...

A Pearl And Blood Sacrifice
A Pearl exists Because of agitation A tiny piece of grit That accidentally gets through The rudimentary filter of an oyster The oysters only defense is to calcify that Piece of grit A threat to it's body It's digestive system Not built to withstand an invader So the body produced a SHELL Around the invader And then the SHELL is an invader Requiring yet another shell A pearl built methodically One layer at a time In it's natural state not a perfect SPHERE People learned how to CULTURE pearls To make them PERFECT And therefore carry a Higher price at market But is a sphere more perfect? To the people who see Rejection of nature Yes That is exactly what it means Jesus was the ultimate Blood sacrifice To make Humans more perfect An admission that GOD Made a mistake And needed to FIX it By the blood sacrifice of A MORTAL HUMAN BEING Yet the only REAL pearl is blobby Irregular The Banana that Fundies say IS PERFECTLY DESIGNED BY GOD Was actually CULTIVA

Cho Thuê Xe 45 Chỗ đi Mai Châu - Thung Nai
Công ty Đức Vinh chuyên cung cấp dịch vụ cho thuê xe 45 chỗ ngôi đi du lịch với giá ưu đãi. DỊCH VỤ CHO THUÊ XE ĐI MAI CHÂU - THUNG NAI TẠI ĐỨC VINH: Chúng tôi chuyên cho thuê xe các dòng xe sau phục vụ đi du lịch MAi Châu - Thung Nai - Hòa Bình : - Cho thuê xe 4 chỗ đi Mai Châu - Cho thuê xe 7 chỗ đi Mai Châu - Cho thuê xe 16 chỗ đi Mai Châu - Cho thuê xe 29 chỗ đi Mai Châu - Cho thuê xe 35 chỗ đi Mai Châu - Cho thuê xe 45 chỗ đi Mai Châu Lưu ý cho thuê xe 45 chỗ đi Mai Châu : Giá đã bao gồm: Phí xăng xe, cầu đường, lương lái xe, bảo hiểm. Giá thuê xe chưa bao gồm Thuế VAT và chi phí phát sinh ngoài chương trình. Giá thuê xe có thể thay đổi tùy vào thời đi̓

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Wrecking Ball!
We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain We jumped never asking why We kissed, I fell under your spell. A love no one could deny Don't you ever say I just walked away I will always want you I can't live a lie, running for my life I will always want you I came in like a wrecking ball I never hit so hard in love All I wanted was to break your walls All you ever did was wreck me Yeah, you, you wreck me I put you high up in the sky And now, you're not coming down It slowly turned, you let me burn And now, we're ashes on the ground Don't you ever say I just walked away I will always want you I can't live a lie, running for my life I will always want you I came in like a wrecking ball I never hit so hard in love All I wanted was to break your walls All you ever did was wreck me I came in like a wrecking ball Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung Left me crashing in a blazing fall All you ever did was wreck me Yeah, you, you wreck me I never meant to start a war I just wanted you to le

Just A Moment
Last night's discussion of life with the kiddos included talk of the Oxford Comma, Food, The Hunger Games, Toilet Paper, Video Games, and a myriad of other things. And then it got silly. My son asked what would I rather shower in and gave two choices: lava or a urine, vomit, filth mixture. Then my daughter joined in and the back and forth ensued. It really went off the tracks when my girl offered up anvils as a shower medium. It then went into the realm of the absurd with the number of anvils in a shower (daughter), then to the intellectual with the actual number of anvils one could survive in an anvil shower (me), then to the structural with how many anvils would a tub/shower withstand before falling through the floor (son), which led to a discussion of the weight of a standard anvil (both kids), then to the timeline of the usefulness and purpose of anvils throughout history (me), and then to the physical with wonderment and imagination as to how to make a shower tha

Chỉ 20% Mẫu Hài Cốt được Nhà Ngoại Cảm Tìm Thấy Có Xét Nghiệm Adn Có Kết Quả Chí
hời gian vừa qua, nhiều độc giả rất quan tâm tới sự chính xác của việc tìm hài cốt liệt sỹ của các nhà Ngoại cảm, Theo kết quả xét nghiệm adn của chúng tôi, chỉ có 20% mẫu hài cốt liệt sỹ được nhà ngoại cảm tìm thấy là chính xác - Thưa ông, TRUNG TÂM GIÁM ĐỊNH SINH HỌC PHÁP LÝ đã tiến hành xét nghiệm adnbao nhiêu hài cốt được tìm thấy nhờ các nhà ngoại cảm. Tỉ lệ đúng là bao nhiêu? - Khi khách hàng mang mẫu xương đến làm giám định ADN, chúng tôi hỏi thì đa phần họ nói là do nhà ngoại cảm tìm giúp. Thời gian qua, chúng tôi đã thực hiện được tổng số 149 mẫu hài cốt,

The Day We Meet
I dream of the dayWhen we will meetI'd fight for your loveAny girl, I'll defeatSometimes it breaks my heartthat we can only read and hearthat we are far apartonly spirits keep us nearI can't believe you happened to meNot even for a minuteIs this reality? Yes!Because I can't live my life without you in itI see your picturethose lips I want to kissOur love is the most sweetestand beautiful blissI want to be in your armson a cold, freezing nighttelling me everything will be alrightI want to look into your eyesAnd tell you how much I careHow I long for the dayWhen physically you'll always be thereYou give me faithAnd in spirit you'll seeI will do the same for youAnd I will never leaveYou define love,care and so much moreLike a precious doveYou, I adoreWe'll run into each others armshold each other forever it will be so sweetOn the day my dreams become completeOn the most wonderful day The day we meet!

Sunday Mornings
Sunday Mornings   I had been having some diuretic problems but we decided we would monster fuck all day anyway we hadn’t been together all week   She was on the rag, so a little blood and urine made for a fine mess Whilst we banged away under the kitchen table the door bell rang She yelled "Fuck off"   I began to move towards the front of the house She slapped me, produced a pair of handcuffs  and cuffed me to the kitchen table, then kicked me in the balls As I lay agonizing she went to the front door, returning moments later to open the refrigerator She pulled out sour cream and butter, then grabbed sugar out of the pantry and poured it all on me covered me in some sinful sex cocktail I looked like a flax martyr to one night stands She got on top of me we began to osculate she slapped my ass - wiped the bloody piss sugar concoction down her chest and I penetrated her I fucked her into a little corner in the kitchen- almost throwing my arm out of socket dra

Pornography Is Not The Only Culprit Behind The Rise Of Labiaplasty
It seems that body consciousness among young women has taken its most darkly worrying turn yet. Gynaecologists warned this week that cosmetic labial reduction requests have increased dramatically over the past five years, a trend driven partly by the images in pornography. Some 2,000 labiaplasty operations were performed by the NHS in 2010, which represents a fivefold increase in 10 years. And this could be the tip of the iceberg with thousands more seeking surgery privately. According to the Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists ethics committee, women – including girls under 18 – are choosing to undergo the operation because of increasing access to "unrealistic and narrow representations of vulval appearance in popular culture". In other words, pornography. Advertising by private clinics too is blamed for conveying a "distorted" image of what female genitals look like and playing down the risks of surgery. I've always found the knee-jerk reaction "porn is ev

Why Even Atheists Should Be Praying For Pope Francis
That Obama poster on the wall, promising hope and change, is looking a little faded now. The disappointments, whether over drone warfare or a botched rollout of healthcare reform, have left the world's liberals and progressives searching for a new pin-up to take the US president's place. As it happens, there's an obvious candidate: the head of an organisation those same liberals and progressives have long regarded as sexist, homophobic and, thanks to a series of child abuse scandals, chillingly cruel. The obvious new hero of the left is the pope. Only installed in March, Pope Francis has already become a phenomenon. His is the most talked-about name on the internet in 2013, ranking ahead of "Obamacare" and "NSA". In fourth place comes Francis's Twitter handle, @Pontifex. In Italy, Francesco has fast become the most popular name for new baby boys. Rome reports a surge in tourist numbers, while church attendance is said to be up – both trends attributed to "the Francis effect". H

Connections Are Made With The Heart
You can talk with someone for years, everyday, and still, it won't mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word, yet you feel that person with your heart, you feel like you have known the person for forever.... connections are made with the heart, not the tongue...

Capitalism Isn't Working The Venus Project Ftw
why can't we live in a society that we ALL hold the same standards of living, no poor no middle class or no rich, we don't need people that think they deserve more and a better life just because they are born into a "higher class" and have money behind them demoralizing and medieval consumerism a massive problem fact! you need this you need that.. BULL!!!! here is pure consumerism that most people didn't even know about, SHAMPOO! supposed to keep your hair clean healthy? Actually it does but the chemicals that the big and small brands put in harmful chemicals make your scalp dry up and your hair go greasy quicker it either MAKES you buy the same product or you try another brand...... that is probably another franchise of the same company you got the first product... I could throw millions of things just like that or even worse at you but I won't bore you. GREED is a horrible thing main thing that causes it... people would think money first but nope it is the "hierarchy" people in p

Just A Mess
Without sleeping still seeing dreams of a good thing. Visions of a memory. Yesteryears forecasting tomorrow's possibilities. Whatever happens will happen, can't dwell on the unknown. Success goes to the most productive been the thing that is shown. So I get up from this mattress. Eyes on a TV reading the lips of an actress. Grams getting ready to join the rest of the Baptists. I'm just a sinner with no care of GOD's actions. Just my very own. A lot of shit to do, a lot is going on. A lot of nonsense in my palms brought to me by my phone. Another text from a woman that want me. My text telling her tonight wont be when she I would go see. Not nice being me and I'm really sorry. I want the sex but right now need to relax by myself. There is a lot bad intention hovering above my neck. And Karma on a winning streak, I'm trying to pay respect. Keep doing what I do, can't be surprise with what I get. Playing with a lot of broken toys with no want to try to fix. I'm oil, please don't be water

One Day.....
    Dear Soul, Four days has passed this time and still I search for realism...that feeling you get when one touch from that certain someone just takes you by surprise....emotions surface beyond any feeling you’ve ever had from just one kiss...I want that...I want to feel those sensations....I am numb to my surroundings....just rolling with the dice and doing wat needs to be done...fulfilling my obligation while handling my responsibilities....and in the middle of it all...looking forward to happiness and fulfillment of my own...that feeling...that realism...the time when I no longer have to fake anything....I can smile for real and my tears can be happy ones...stare in the mirror and just see myself instead of a fake image...no rehearsed scripts to play out...no more parts...when my story has the best ending I could hope for....people say that you can’t miss something that you’ve never had...well that simply isn’t true...I long for every possible feeling tha

"dark Meat For My Treat" Cont
Pining his prey by her pussy, Bobby froze looking down. Ther was no more of the nai"ive, sheltred sheltered woman that first spoke to him on the treadmill. This was someone else. under him was a snarling growling she fox worthy of him and his full strength, and waiting for the change that always came with his black conquests, he stared.  Janet, wrenching and tugging under his tight grip, allowed the image of the sexy strong black man on top of her to seep into her consciousness. It clamed her. Setting down the more she stared, he remained poised ready to enter.  when flashes of herself began to return to her, she started to wonder why he didn't push. The wait started driving her crazy, but the longer the  wait became the more relaxed she felt. Soon she began to realize that as strong as he was, he had no intention of forcing him self on her. He was waiting for her to want it. Janet's tense body fell back onto the sofa. Looking up into the steely eyes of her dark meat, she felt anoth

A Sweet Thing
Skor or Heath Bar I can not deside which one is the best. They are both made by The Hershey Company, Heath bar is a milk chocolate english toffee and Skor is a milk chocolate crisp butter toffee bar.    

My Friend Undiscovered Soul Aka Shawna
I have known Shawna and her amazing son JackAndy for almost 10 years. Tonight she had to do the most difficult thing any parent has done; say goodbye to her 14 year old son. JackAndy is truely a miracle child. He overcame many obsticals in his short life. Jack had many medical issues including autism and a form of gigantism. I can't even begin to imagine what she and her family are going throught right now as they are dealing with such a tremendous loss . Jack lived many more years than Shawna was told that he would. He had many medical procedures to help him over the years but sadly the last procedure was not what his body wanted. JackAndy loved cartoons especially blues clues and he loved to eat taco's. Though he couldn't speak Shawna always knew what he wanted. In my eyes and many others shawna was supermom and fitting it is for her since Jack loved superman. Please keep Shawba and her family on your thoughts and prayers. Cruet have prepared for this day for a long time. But the

Giới Thiệu Tờ Rơi
Tờ rơi hay tờ bướm, tờ gấp là tờ giấy rời để giới thiệu, quảng cáo, tuyên truyền về một sự kiện, dịch vụ, sản phẩm nào đó. Truyền &#

Day 14
Day 14 – A song that no one would expect you to love Well, I suppose that anyone who knows me really really well would not be surprised by this. I genuinely love this song and get those goose bumps whenever I sing it/hear it. However, it is certainly different from a lot of the song choices so far. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvouc8Qs_MI Comments welcome...and could prove interesting! Enjoy x

Drama Gets You No Where
i have been on fubar now for 11 months now and very where ya turn is drama what does that get ya nothing but being blocked and loseing friends and no help when ya need it so drama is not a adult thing its childish and dont get u no where so not drama from me ever so dont bring to to my page or lounges it will get u blocked or banned

Our Share Of Night To Bear - Emily Dickinson
Our share of night to bear—Our share of morning—Our blank in bliss to fillOur blank in scorning— Here a star, and there a star,Some lose their way!Here a mist, and there a mist,Afterwards—Day!  

Story Of My Life!
The hardest thing that you have to deal with, everytime you find someone new, is finding out that person isn't interested in you.

Những Sai Lầm Thường Gặp Khi Chơi Cờ Trong Game Iwin Của Các Gamer
Các gamer thường rất thích trò chơi cờ trong tai game iwin, nhưng đôi khi họ hay mắc những sai lầm mà chính họ cũng không hề nhận ra. Với câu hỏi chúng tôi đã cố găng tìm đến trung tâm dậy cờ tường quốc gia qua đó để hiểu thêm các kỷ thủ giỏi có những nước đi không để mắc những sai lầm thường gặp khi chơi cờ trong game iwin của mỗi chúng ta. - Không tập trung tư tưởng : Chơi online sẽ khác một chút là đòi hỏi bạn phải tập trung vào màn hình đôi lúc làm bạn căng thẳng mắt rồi dẫn đến không tập trung , tâm trí lơ lửng trên mây. Đây chính là một trong những s

Hot Busty Brunette
Busty Brunette  

Day 19
Day 19 - A song from your favourite album. We have already established that I don't have 1 favourite album/song/artist etc, it's all dependent on how I'm feeling on any given day. I judge albums by how many songs I skip through, and yes, I still buy whole albums rather than the odd individual song in itunes. There are loads and loads of albums that I listen through without skipping any songs so I have plenty to choose from here! My eventual choice (and it took me a while to come to this) is not a recent song or album, but it's one I still listen to and enjoy regularly. The song has the same name as the album title... Enjoy x   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvliMzAFWHM

Day 20
Day 20 - a song that you listen to when you are angry. If I'm angry, it isn't so much about which song it is I choose (I genuinely don't have a "go to" song when I'm angry) but whatever it is it has to be loud. This band have been around for a while now, lots of great music and some very gifted musicians. I've been lucky enough to see them live more than once, the last time from the front row at Milton Keynes bowl a couple of years ago - that was a very crazy day/night but worth every bump & bruise! There is some naughty language in this video so you might want to be careful if you are listening in public or with delicate ears in range ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P34Msrjn5oA

Heart Attack
Puttin’ my defences up‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I’d have a heart attackNever put my love out on the lineNever said yes to the right guyNever had trouble getting what I wantBut when it comes to you, I’m never good enoughWhen I don’t careI can play ‘em like a Ken dollWon’t wash my hairThen make 'em bounce like a basketballBut you make me wanna act like a girlPaint my nails and wear high heelsYes, you make me so nervousAnd I just can’t hold your handYou make me glow, but I cover upWon’t let it show, so I’mPuttin’ my defences up'Cause I don’t wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I’d have a heart attack Never break a sweat for the other guysWhen you come around, I get paralyzedAnd every time I try to be myselfIt comes out wrong like a cry for helpIt's just not fairPain's more trouble than love is worthI gasp for airIt feels so good, but you know it hurtsBut you make me

Cty Cổ Phần Oseven đồng Hành Cứu Trợ Cho đồng Bào Miền Trung Sau Bão Số 13
Tối ngày 21/10, Công ty cổ phần  Oseven đã bắt đầu cuộc hành trình xuyên đêm và có mặt tại tỉnh Quảng Bình khi trời hửng sáng. Trong đợt cứu trợ lần này, đoàn đã giúp đỡ 500 người dân của hai xã Bảo Ninh và Sơn Lộc. Mặc dù thời tiết không thuận lợi, mưa to liên tiếp gây ngập lụt trên nhiều chặng đường, song ban cứu trợ cũng kịp đến với điểm cứu trợ thứ 1 tại xã Bảo Ninh - TP Đồng Hới - tỉnh Quảng Bình vào lúc 8h ngày 22/10. Đặt chân đến điểm cứu trợ đầu tiên, mọi người trong đoàn cứu trợ không khỏi xót xa khi chứng kiến tình

Christmas Song I Wrote To The Fu Skanks,lmao
jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way oh whats fun is to ride in one whores open sleigh,browsing thru the fubar searchin for them skanks,wonder what they'll do to get some bling from you,probably suck your dick or maybe lie to you,oh what fun it is to be a fubar skank all day     haha,just havin a little fun writing a christmas song for the fu skanks,lmao

Dán Phim Cách Nhiệt ô Tô Chuyên Nghiệp
Dán phim cách nhiệt cho ô tô có tác dụng nhất khi xe đang chạy dưới trời nắng nòng, do tính cách nhiệt cao nên khi đó nó giữ không khí lạnh trong xe không bị thoát ra ngoài và cản nhiệt nóng bên ngoài xâm nhập vào xe làm xe mát và người trong xe thấy mát mẻ, dễ chịu dù nắng vấn chiếu vào xe.   Khi đỗ dưới trời nắng, bạn nên xuống kính một chút để xe không bị "om" nhiệt và để tránh mưa bất chợt khi đó bạn cần lắp thêm vè mưa ở mỗi cánh cửa xe. Khi ra xe nếu trong xe nóng do đỗ lâu nên xuống hết kính cửa, bật quạt thổi gió và chạy chừng 20 m cho thoát hết khí nóng ra rồi mới lên kính và bật máy ạnh

"good Fuck"
"I hope you don't mind climbing the stairs. i'm on the fifth floor."  "Oh no, it's great excersise. Almost as good as fucking."  Picking up a woman was one thing but hearing this kind of up front talk was something else. This woman was not just a dumb woman she was some kind of tough lady and he knew he was in for some far out thrills. Before he could reach for his key, Lisa had begun to indulge in her pleasures. Her hands reached into his pokets and began tpo poke around. But she'd quickly moved them from the sidelines to her real target. He'd thought perhaps he'd offer her a glass of wine or something to eat in case she'd temporarily lost her nerve. He sure hadn't expected this  Just like any man,  his dick couldn't restrain it's self. It was being fondled and teased and it couldn't  dop anything but get stiff. How far did this woman expected to go out here in the hallway? As if she could read his mind, Lisa stopped short and asked, "Are you going to open the door or do we do it r

Sài Gòn đón Xế độ Bmw Z4 2009 Nào
 Có một giải pháp là thay đổi bộ điều khiển ECU (Electronic Control Unit), thay mới lọc gió, tăng hiệu suất cho luồng khí nạp. Song song đó là hệ thống giải nhiệt turbo nguyên bản trên Z4 cũng được thay thế bằng bộ giải nhiệt mới. Công đoạn cuối cùng là đổi hệ thống ống xả mới thoát khí nhanh hơn.   Vậy BMW Z4 sDrive35i nguyên bản sử dụng động cơ 3 lít với tăng áp kép Twin Turbo cho công suất cực đại 306 mã lực với mô-men xoắn 400 Nm nhưng để tạo sự phấn khích khi lái, một người chơi xe đã nhờ nâng cấp thêm công suất cho xe.   Ngoài nâng cấp động cơ,

Giảm Giá Vật Phẩm Vĩnh Viễn Trong Avatar
Để được hỗ trợ tốt nhất và được nhiều tính năng mới của avatar, Teamobi khuyến cáo các bạn  nên tai avatar phiên bản mới nhất để được hỗ trợ tối đa khi chơi game avatar nhé. Phiên bản avatar 240 ra mắt kéo theo nhiều sự kiện hot tiếp tục xuất hiện, trong đó có sự kiện giảm giá vật phẩm vĩnh viễn trong Avatar. Cùng khám phá nào các bạn! Thời gian: Bắt đầu giảm giá vật phẩm vĩnh viễn từ ngày 20/11/2013 - Giảm giá 50% đá mặt trăng còn 1,000,000 xu/viên bán tại NPC Phi Hành Gia. - Giảm giá từ 25% – 50% Vật phẩm có giá mua bằng tiền xu bán trong cửa hàng - Giảm giá quay

Tải Iwin 280, Tải Game đánh Bài Iwin
Cùng Tải game đánh bài IWIN Online về điện thoại di động miển phí Sau nhửng giờ làm việc căng thẳng nay bạn có thể giải trí trực tiếp trên điện thoại di động của mình vớigame IWIN Online. Giải trí mọi lúc mọi nơi  tai game danh bai iwin Để tải game đánh bài IWIN và cài đặt tự động bạn soạn tin : TAIGAME IWIN và gửi đến 8071 (miển phí) Lần sau nhớ Tải iwin Tại website chính thức : http://iwinpro.comTải game trực tiếp về điện thoại di động.  _ Phiên bản Java: Tải iwin 280: IWIN 280.JAR IWIN 280.JAD _ Phiên bản Android: Tải iwin 280: IWIN 280.APK

CÔng Ty PhÚc NguyÊn SƠn Xe ChuyÊn NghiỆp
CÔNG TY PHÚC NGUYÊN SƠN XE CHUYÊN NGHIỆP Sơn xe Vespa. Sơn xe Piaggio. Sơn xe Vespa piaggio. Chuyên sơn xe Vespa- piaggio. Chuyên sơn xe Vespa. Chuyên sơn xe Piaggio. Hiện tại Phúc Nguyên đang có dịch vụ sơn xe vespa và piaggio cực kỳ chuyên nghiệp. Sau khi sơn xe khách hàng sẽ được bảo hành 2 năm hoặc 20.000 km tùy theo điều kiện nào đến trước. Khách hàng hoàn toàn có thể yên tâm với dịch vụ sơn xe tại Phúc Nguyên. Giá cả để sơn một chiếc xe vespa, piaggio tại Phúc Nguyên là 1 triệu 800 nghìn. Sơn vành, bô là 150 nghìn một cái. Chúng tôi luôn đưa ra giá cả cạnh tranh nhưng chất lượng dịch vụ thì hoàn toàn tuyệt vời. Nế

Totally Agree With This..
♥ Sometimes you have to let people go because they are toxic to you.. Let them go because they take and take and leave you empty. Let them go because in the ocean of life when all you're trying to do is stay afloat, they are the anchor that's drowning you...

Escape
Escape   In my darkest moments I escape To a place that is never seen The bluest sky there ever was The grass is emerald green My friends are there And family too With love shown all around And children playing happily To me the sweetest sound   I close my eyes and I am there Away from every day The stress and pressure disappears My place where I can lay Somewhere amongst the meadows Or deep within the trees While listening to waves crash And still hear buzzing bees It’s everything I need and want To get away from here A place where I escape to To help my mind to clear   And though this place does not exist I hold it’s presence dear So when I come back to this world Running the gauntlet that I do I Know I can just go back there It helps me make it through   November 21, 2013 MPS©   Blog:  www.mikeywine.wordpress.com Facebook Author’s Page:  https://www.facebook.com/MichaelSmithPoetry Book Trailer:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zU

Slb
Seeing you is like seeing a star at night You are alone yet shine across a vast distance Hearing your voice is like listening to an opera bright I can’t help but listen and be drawn within But loving you is like pure bliss As you give me your soul and let me in I can never forget that, and I will always cherish it My heart is on your lap, I only hope you hold it tight My soul is in your space, I only hope you visit it I love you more than these words can say tonight My foolish attempt to show it makes me weak But I do know that it feels right … I keep your heart at my side, right there, next to mine … I keep your body in my mind, right there, inside mine I keep your soul in my soul, right there …. together with mine … as one …    

People......im Terribly Sorry................
Im terribly sorry that I chose to pay attention in grade school and high school and pursued my career to the best of my abilities. Actually no Im not. Im fucking happy I did. You wanna know why, cause I can do things that most only day dream about, and not even feel it financially. So Im not sorry, Im fucking proud of myself. I worked hard through school, and im grinding hard as I can right now to ensure a future for my child. I work long hours, basically living at work when I have contracts open and until they are closed, nothing will step in the way.  People these days say they want this and want that but you know what. Action speak louder than words. Dont lead me on and tell me how much you want me and then politely show me the door because Im working. Dont waste my time or yours if thats what your plans are. Unlike the vast majority of people out here I take pride in what I do and Im NOT going to chose a phone call over doing what I need to do. Im not perfect by any means but damn