Dr Rome's blog: "nothing matters anymore"

feels to me that the end will be near sooner and that due to the strain and the toll on my being is more and more that the time is coming to just give up and not worry whom will be hurt in the end as long as the pain i feel physically and emotionally is no longer around and no longer felt.............my drive to move on and go forth has just become no more and seems better to just let go and give up............