AJ the Wicked Jester's blog: "Memoirs and Thoughts of the Broken Blade.."

Ever been so angry, hateful that you couldn't speak? 

That all you could do was sit there and shake?

Now imagine being like that all the time...

Ever been so hurt, so broken, so alone?

That tears hide right behind your eyes?

Threaten to flood at the slightest memory?

Now imagine being like that all the time...

Do you ever feel depressed?

Ever feel like you have no reason to live?

Ever want to beg for death?

Now imagine being like that all the time...

Ever lose something or someone important to you?

Have something torn from your life that is your foundation?

That without it you are stumbling and lost in the darkness?

Now imagine being like that all the time...

Ever wake up from a nightmare?

Wake up shaking, drenched in sweat?

Wanting to scream, but your voice wont work? 

Now Imagine being like that all the time...

Ever be ready to give up on everything?

Ever want to just scream as loud as you can?

Hope that somebody, anybody will listen?

Hoping someone out there cares?

That someone will save you from your hell?

Now imagine being like that all the time...

Welcome to my life...