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Affairs Of The Heart
This is something I feel compelled to write about. Some of you may be offended, but I do not mean it that way. This is something I feel very strongly about, but it's still just my opinion... I do not understand people who cheat on their spouses/ significant others. I say if you are that unhappy in your relationship either fix it, or end it. Don't complicate things even more by bringing in a third person. Tell me how bringing in another person in your relationship is going to make things better, for you or your relationship? Now if you are single but seeing someone who is married/ with someone else, I have some questions for you too. If they will sneak around, lying and cheating on their partner, how the hell can you possibly believe that they wouldn't do it to you too? What kind of relationship is it going to be where it starts out with one or both lying and sneaking around? If it were me, I'd wonder if that person wasn't just using me as a stepping stone... until th

Winners Of The Ct Promoting Contest
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Why?
Why? Why do I feel as I do? Why do I have these feelings for you? How long have they been there? Where did they come from? The first answer from me As you will soon see It is because of you The way you sit in my heart And special way you catch my eye The second is fun You will have the answer when I’m done It’s because you seem and angel Blessing my life To wonderful to not be from heaven itself The third, hard to say I’ll try to find a way When I first got to know you And my eye beheld you It started at the first The last the hardest one But I will try to answer it some Straight from the heart Bred in my soul Brought to bear by you and your grace So not I know not what to say Yet I keep typing anyway The questions all answered true And the answers are now given to… …you

My First Cherry Tap Contest!
> CHRISTMAS TAG CONTEST Im having my first ever contest for the best Christmas Tag designed by you! Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~@ CherryTAP Lets see how creative you can be. The contest will start Saturday December 2nd at 12:00pm EST and finish Tuesday December 5th 2:00pm EST 1st prize will be a Mens ring or a Ladies Diamond ring 2nd prize 5000 CB gift and 3rd prize 3000CB gift If you're interested in participating in the contest please send me your Christmas Tag in a pm. Winner will be the one with the most comments GOOD LUCK

Pics From Iraq, Graphic!!! You've Been Warned
http://www.sportsshooter.com/members.html?id=1888 on the front page the man being taken out of the helo is my hubby. on the right hand side pictures 1 & 9 are also of him, & pics 3 & 10 are of my hubby's friend SGT Price. they are graphic pictures & not for the weak of heart. The guys were hit by an IED blast June 22 2006.

Stay Off My Page!!!!!!!!!!!
TO ALL MINE AND SOME SELECTED FRIENDS STALKERS WE ASK THAT YOU KINDLY DETOUR YOURSELF AROUND OUR PAGE AS YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS THERE. ALSO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM PICTURE VIEWING AND COMMENT BROWSING. WE HAVE LIVES, YOUR NOT PART, GET OVER IT! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! -THIS IS ALL-

I'm So Happy!!!!
Yeah I have high speed again. I am back home for good I hope. No more dial-up for me that shit sucked. I am going like next week and buying my husband a wireless card for his laptop. But now i got to unpack talk to you all later love you guys

A Gremlin Rant
You know there are some ppl in your life that you come to realize are "toxic friends". These are the ppl that drain you, and are always negative no matter what good new s you bring. You could win the damn lottery and these ppl point out how much taxes you get to pay, and how long before you get your first check. Then there are the "friends" that you call, you send letters to, you email, you text message. You do everything that you can do, to contact them, and they are nowhere to be find. You COULD quite possibly NEED them, and they aren't anywhere around. And then when you finally have given up on them they call, with some half assed, lame exscue about how busy they were. THEN they wanna know how you are. Do you really expect to be told after 3 months have gone by? Hell, how STUPID would you feel if I decided that suicide was a better friend than you? These are the people I say fuck you to. Let me say that again..... FUCK YOU. You are not frie

I Love This Poem And Thought I'd Share It......thank You To All Of Our Troops. We Love U And Ur In Our Prayers.
> A Different Christmas Poem > > > > The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, > I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. > My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, > My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. > Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, > Transforming the yard to a winter delight. > The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, > Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. > My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, > Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. > In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, > So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. > > The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, > But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. > Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the > sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. > My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, > And I crept to the door just to see who was near. > Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, > A lone figure stood, h

With U
GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. If I don't get this back I guess ur not my friend.. If u have a lot of luv 4 someone.. Copy and send to ur whole friend list.. And in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you.. ~*~DA NAUGHTY TRAIN~*~ *If u get it once ur cute... *If u get it twice ur a hottie... *If u get it 3 times ur sexy... *And 4 or more times ur REAL HOTTIE...

Thought's Reflections Pt 2
you know this has been a good thing for me it has taught me so much about myself.it has taught me that I'm a man of great emotion and that I can hate or love with all of my soul.and it has shown me that i really don't need to give a damn wat other people think about me.I'm my own person and you can either love me or hate me i really don't give a damn which.it's kinda funny too cause most of what i've learned wouldn't have happened if kira hadn't come into my life,so i guess you could say that was a good thing kinda and a bad thing too.

How I Met Brandie
After stumbling out of a bar, I started to cross the street at the cross walk because I am such a grade A citizen. As I take one foot off the curb, I hear this sound of tires grinding across the payment. I turn to look over my shoulder and I see this silver lancer coming right at me, but it’s not the vehicle laying rubber on the pavement. Frozen like a deer in headlights, I try frantically to get out of way. As the lancer gets closer I can see the person driving, it looks like she is practicing her “Rocker” squint in the rear view mirror. As her shrunken head hanging from the rear view mirror sways back in forth, she realizes that she is going to hit me, she slams on her brakes and swerves to try and avoid me. But it’s too late… she slams into me and I go flying… her car finally comes to a complete stop 20 yards past me, then I see the reverse lights come on and she starts to backup. As I am feeling relieved that she actually stopped, she runs me over again. Now I am stuck und

Ah Just Another Day
ok so I'm home from work and as usual it was busy as crabs on a whore. and its officially saturday dec. 9th which meeeeeeeeeeeeeans , its the day before my birthday and hopefully I'll be goin out tonight although I havent been given confirmation yet weather im goin or not. anyway I'm home and relaxed for the time being, dunno how long I will be awake, due to it bein busy tonight..... if i dont respond i passed out before i could put that status msg up.

Letter From Mom
>Letter from Mom > > >Dearest Redneck Son, >I'm writing this slow because I know you can't >read fast. We don't live where we did when you >left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that >most accidents happen within 20 miles of your >home, so we moved. I won't be able to send >you the address because the last West >Virginia family that lived here took the house >numbers when they moved so they wouldn't >have to change their address. > >This place is really nice. It even has a washing >machine. I'm not sure about it. I put a load of >clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't >seen them since. >The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice >last week; the first time for three days and the >second time for four days. >About that coat you wanted me to send; your >Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to >send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut >them off and put them in the pockets. >Bubba locked his keys in the car yester

Wow Makes Me Laugh
OK IF ITS THAT BIG OF A DEAL I CAN MOVE ALL MY PICTURES TO PUBLIC SO YOU CAN RATE THEM AS LOW AS YOU WANT...YOU SEE IM NOT HERE FOR YOUR PERSONAL PRAISE, WILD I KNOW, RATHER HERE CAUSE OF MY G/F AND OTHER FRIENDS ACROSS THE WORLD... SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SB ME AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT ME TO MOVE ALL MY PICS OUT SO YOU CAN RATE THEM 1'S. /SARCASM OFF p.s. SORRY EVERYONE IM NOT GONNA GET MAD ANYMORE. I FOUND SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME TRUELY HAPPY.

What I Should Be
You Should Be a Romance Novelist You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart. You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer... And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories. As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it. What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Sweet Sweat
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. BY : DROW1

A Beautiful Christmas Story
A Beautiful Christmas Story......... Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but " the old woman

Love Vs Luv
i've got this nasty little habit of telling people, some of which i even just met, "i love you". now mind you, it's not always so profound and forlorned. sometimes, when expressing it in writing, i even try to diffuse it by spelling it 'l-u-v' instead of 'l-o-v-e'. and more often than not, it's based more on admiration and respect than any romantic or physical attractions. Trouble is, i found people tend to freak out or begin to noticeably distance themselves when those words are spoken/written. what's up with that? what is so wrong or threatening with having genuine feelings for some one based on the observations made on how admirable and/or appealing they may be? do people honestly believe that to love a person automatically means desiring and lusting for them as well? there are all kinds of and ways you can actually love some one...and all be realistically genuine. i mean c'mon…when somebody says they "love" their dog, does that mean they want to have sex with them? (well…in most ca

Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS AND A SPECIAL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY SPECIAL CHERRY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LOTS OF LUV YOU ALL OF YOU HOPE YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE FILLED WITH LOTS OF JOY AND PEACE KISSES AND HUGS

Wicca..charms And Spells..
Quote: "Spells are not about turning people into frogs or granting wishes. A spell is a set of actions and prayers that you do and say in order to ask for divine help with some particular aspect of your life." Mnemosyne's Realm 9 Charms: According to a Webster's dictionary, the original meaning of the noun charm was a "chanted word, phrase, or verse assumed to have magic over to help or hurt; an incantation." 1 There are two modern meanings to the word: an amulet; an object believed to have magical powers that will ward off evil influences over the wearer, or bring them good luck. "any action or gesture assumed to have magic power." 1 A Witchcraft encyclopedia expands this definition by adding: "magical works, phrases, chants, incantations, inscriptions and actions which can be used separately or in combination to make a charm." The encyclopedia's definition for charm is essentially identical to the meaning that most people give to the noun spell. We will conside

Shane And My Convo Lol
LOL §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: what to do what to do * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: i wish when u went on msn u could like... go hang out with whoever is online * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: like inside the internet or something ..[Nicole].. I Love Liquor LOL says: lol yeah I kno eh?..like..what would it be like? lol..would we all just be like..floating around with a white backround or what? lol * §¡££ÿ* *¤§hånê¤* says: nope... we'd appear in a room... with all kinds of like wires on the walls with electricity flowing thru them LOL THAT IS SOO FUNNY

No One.
No one,At all has their priorities straight. Not even close. I'm glad to finally realize this and now I see that all my attempts at maintaining a good life have been futile. My mom came home today and yelled at me, explaining to me how much of a bad daugther I am, How much of a fucked up drug addict I am, How much she regretted having me, The bitch even told me how I'm not going to amount to anything in life, How in a few years I'm going to in up like my father, In jail or dead. And everyone wonders why I have so much hatred for everyone. A place called home, Is a place called hell.

Grief
When you've cried all your tears Are you out of the pain Or deep in your soul Does a remnant remain Do the tears of the moment Wash the slate clean Or way down inside Is the pain there unseen Yes, the remnant remains forever a part Of the unconscious mind or the soul or the heart Uninvited it returns again and again When remembering the cause of that terrible pain Who knows but you that it is there Not many are that wise Because we often will put forth Such a perfect disguise Tears for the moment may offer relief From the hurt and pain of a past grief And time alone may lessen the pain But always a remnant will remai

Hott Topic!
1. Why females turn to arms of another female? 2. Why size does not matter? 3. Why people seem to think size matters? 4. What are the 4 types of men? ------------------------------------------------- These's are the four Hott Topics for WCUZ RADIO!!! This is ya gurl D.J. DIVIUS MISS CHIEVIOUS here to answer all questions and hear what you have to say on these four topics! Calls have been comin in all week on these for topics, so let me hear ya!!! And yes this chick here has all the answers, now im not on the air right now so u wont be gettin ya air time tonight, but i will post some words on these topics right here on CT or whatever! Speak to me!!!

~ngrom 2~
Playin a game With no name But like always a sickness in my brain Drives me insane And whos to blame Blood and guts for what? sex and fame I may as well snort cocaine Fuck that shit bring the pain Let it rain Whos sane The street life Wheres my knife I could have ran But here i stand Only bitches run Wheres my gun Though i got myself trapped in it i care How the young'll fair Am i the only one to dare Speak it to the young make them aware Of the dangers of the street Till i meet My dying day 19 now will i make 21....or will i lay..... R I P 2008 To this life of hell i dedicate.....

Bring It On
I'm really glad to see the New Year- I am able to put some closed chapters of some of my life to rest. In addition, I have found new and great friends that I didnt think was possible. I have been through a life change and I have found that I like me better the way I am now. Thanks for everyone support and generous comments ~~p

Hilarious Reponses [via Myspace]
Okay, seriously, first of all, I call dibs on the lush with the chin braids. That's freakin' hot. No, scratch that, it's hawt. Secondly, find the spelling error: "synical attitude" Thirdly: You live a charmed life, Miss Cupcake. You and your Ministry and me and my Famke Janssen should go have a pants party, sometime in the near future. Endthought: I'm thinking you should've totally made out with the chin bearded guy, and then you should've sent him to New York to make out with me, and then we could've fought over him, like scorned lovers, and then maybe we could've thrown a milkshake in his face. I originally was thinking a cocktail, since that'd obviously be the drink of choice over a lover's quarrel fight, but milkshakes are much stickier, so if need be, we can just take a little pit stop at the In and Out and grab the necessities beforehand. Deal? Fantastic., Second Endthought: Fantastic is really a fantastic word. You should make a point to use it more often, bec

Uh Huh
im gunna have a 3sum with 2 guys and its gunna be weird as all hell kinda freaked out nothing planned so far just that i guess ive never done anything like that so im sure itll be interesting the guy i cheated on my bf with is now my bf i guess right we did the dirty like 10 times in one night so hes a keeper anyhow im pretty sure im gunna have things done to me that i never thought possible i dont mind i want to try everything once ..or twice anyhow lol anyhow i dont regret dumping my bf like im kinda wondering why i was with him if im not that worried about it cuz i loved him and i believe i still do but shit haha i had anal sex weird lol i had to throw that in there its new years ive been invited to 2 parties which ive never been invited to a keg before like last week i mean sure i might have but just me and not Sonya wow im surprised no i dont think im gunan go becuz im not wanting to cheat again and i think that there would be some kinda peer presure to do so i mean last time i

So Many Words For Perfection...
This is for my perfect love. Excuisite, desirable, attractive, superb. Striking, unique, flawless, enticing. Rare, unadultured, awe inspiring beauty. Delicate, refined elegance embellished with the prettiest smile. My belle chose. A deity like none other. You are the one I want. All I need. All I ever prayed for. My dear sweet love. I would die happy to have only known your affection. To be it's only object... Heavens Redemption I truly am blessed. I love you more with each breath. My love shall be perpetual, eternaly my unceasing amor. Your hold on my heart amanthine.

Website
Hello My Fellow Cherries If You Have Some Time Please Take A Few Mins to Come Check Out My Website And Let Me Know What You Think Just Copy And Paste The Link To Go Check Out My Website Sorry Iam Not That Good With Html To Have You Link Right To It Oh And Please sign My ShoutBox and my Guestbook while ya there Thanxs Luv You All Blossom-Rose http://simplyspecialsway.piczo.com/?preview=y&cr=3&rfm=y

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LOVE is an intricate emotional state LOVE is a state of pleasure LOVE is a state of bliss LOVE is a state of determination LOVE is a state of caring LOVE is a state of attachment LOVE is a form of lust LOVE is a state of the mind LOVE is a state of bond LOVE is is a condition from within the soul LOVE is something ver special When you find your soul mate When you find true love Love will Conquer everything Love in purity will continue Love with Love and you will know JENNY just so you know I LOVE YOU

Death Of A Private Part
An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences". The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well", he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Passions
WHAT IN LIFE REALLY MAKES YOU HUNGRY? WHAT THING IS IT YOU WANT AS BAD AS THE AIR YOU BREATHE? TWO VERY POWERFUL QUESTIONS. WHAT IS MORE POWERFUL IS THE ANSWERS.LET PASSION TAKE YOU EVERYWHERE YOU WANT TO GO IN LIFE, AND DAMN ENJOY EVERY STEP OF THE JOURNEY!

Bisexuality
Bisexuality isn't something that's easily defined. Webster's will tell you one thing, wikipedia will tell you something completely different, and every bisexual out there had their own definition of who and what they are. But what it really boils down to is that there's an entire part of our own Queer population that is all too often overlooked. It sounds silly to say, "Bisexuals are people too." But, stop and think for a second. How often have you said or heard the following: "Oh, you're just exploring. It's just a phase. You're just experimenting." Some people are truly just exploring or going through a phase or just experimenting. But, for countless others out there, it's an identity to be embraced. Well I can't help who I am. I am who I am. I'm not bisexual because others think it's cool. I have had sexual relations with women before I've had them with men. It's hard when you have a relationship with someone and they don't understand the other side. I know it's something tha

Okay This Is Too Funny If You Dont Get What He Yolded We Have A Probem Lol
Subject: YODELING > > > YODELING > > > > > Have you ever wondered where and how yodeling began? > > Many years ago a man was traveling through the mountains of >Switzerland > > Nightfall was rapidly approaching and he had nowhere to sleep. He went >up to a farmhouse and asked the farmer if he could spend the night. ! > > The farmer told him that he could sleep in the barn. > > As the story goes, the farmer's daughter asked her father, "Who is >that man going into the barn?" > > "That fellow traveling through," said the farmer. "needs a place to >stay for the night, so, I told him he could sleep in the barn." > > The daughter said, "Perhaps he is hungry." So she prepared him a plate >of food for him and then took it out to the barn. > > About an hour later, the daughter returned. Her clothing dishevelled >and straw in her hair. Straight up to bed she went. > > The farmer's wife was very observant. She then sugges

Hittin Woman Huh
Yo Check this, Mfckrs That put they're hands on woman are PUSSY...Yea I said it...And them punks need to come see me..I got sum 4 yo ass...Im a man and you aint never had to deal with one of those If u feel you gotta put yo hands on woman....So...Stun1 says " Put yo hands on a woman..you Pussy"

Soooo..... Yes.
Oi... this has a blog too.... so in order to keep up (because I'm so not writing all new posts for everything), I will probably if anything just copy my livejournal posts to here... like this: No news is good news right? >.> Yeah I suck at updating. But thats mainly because my life has been pretty content-likes. I play with kids and babies, cuddle with Jerry, play some guild wars, or bug Trix while she DJs in the dungeon (Trix being our new roommate). I also noticed I post more when I'm miserable... whats up with that? Even now, although this isn't a sad post by any means, the reason I thought of posting in the first place is because I got my feelings hurt by some things B said.... o.O But I'm trying to avoid that sad rant soooo yes. I also beat Nightfall with Sera... whoo! And being as I am THAT much of a geek... I'm putting up a pic of her in her new badass 'I lost a fight with a chainlink fence' armor from the end of the game, and her new Hyena pet. ...God I'm a dor

Angels Knocking At The Door
There came a frantic knock At the doctor's office door, A knock, more urgent than he had ever heard before. ~~~~ "Come in, Come in," the impatient doctor said, "Come in, Come in, before you wake the dead." ~~ In walked a frightened little girl, a child no more than nine, It was plain for all to see, she had troubles on her mind. ~~~ "Oh doctor, I beg you, please come with me, My mother is surely dying, she's as sick as she can be." ~~~~ "I don't make house calls, bring your mother here," "But she's too sick, so you must come or she will die I fear." ~~~~ The doctor, touched by her devotion, decided he would go, She said he would be blessed, more than he could know. ~~~~ She led him to her house where her mother lay in bed, Her mother was so very sick she couldn't raise her head. ~~~~ But her eyes cried out for help and help her the doctor did, She would have died that very n

Every Woman Should Own A Speculum
every woman should own a speculum Current mood: dorky Category: Life the first time i saw my cervix i was 19. i wish i had seen it sooner. i think that all gynecologists should show women the insides of their vaginas. it should be a routine part of the exam. why did it take so many years for a doctor to be so compassionate? this last year i purchased my own speculum, so that i can view my vagina and cervix whenever i want. why? you might ask. isn't once a year at the dr's office enough? HELL NO! i had to go to the dr this last year because i was having pain durring intercourse. upon examining me the dr thought i might have genital warts. i had unusual, small, raised areas on my vaginal walls. so, i had a vaginal byopsy, (yes, they cut out small pieces) and a whole range of testing to determine if i had warts, and if not, what was wrong with me now. (my cunt is often a trouble maker). this prompted me to purchase my own speculum, i had to see for myself. it turned out,

Wow Why Does Women Do This To Me???
Can my life get better? Or is it gonna stay? Can I start again? Or will it go away? Can I ask you something? Why did God choose me? Can I take I back? Or will it always be? Can I find my mummy? But why?d she leave me here? Can I stop this hurting? Who?ll wipe away my tear? Can you make me happy? Then why am I so sad? Can you tell me exactly why? Why were you so mad? Can you take my life? Cause I don?t want to live Can you tell me why you left? I have my life to give Can you tell my daddy That it?ll be ok, I?ll be waiting for him And I?ll see him soon.. one day Can?t somebody hear me, Promise you won?t cry? Cause it was my decision It was my choice to die Can you promise something? Please smile when I go I should?ve told my love my heart I guess he?ll never know Can you understand me? I?m sorry but it?s true I couldn?t handle all the shit That I was going through My spirit inside, was captured But I?ve just set it free Tell everyone I?m sorry But i

I Cried
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked h

Rh's Pajama Party Contest Final Results
TheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP RH's Pajama Party Contest Carrie-3741 points At least say HI, when you drop by-77 points ~***Poetic_Eyes4***~-575 points antonia-61 points MUMITA-23 points jujuangel-37 points Kinkerbell-1466 points DALLAS ANGEL-2740 points Winner will be determined by both comments and ratings. Contestants can not vote. Starts Friday the 19th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 26th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH

What Tarot Card Are You
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Tristens First Day
So today was Tristens first day of preschool. I sent my alarm on my cell but forgot to turn the alarm on so I woke up at 7:35am instead of 7am. Got on the bus and when to the preschool at the YMCA. We walked in the door and this little girl was talking to him and she said lets go play toys. He wouldnt even say bye to me. So I came home till I had to go pick him up when I get there and he sees me he comes running gives me a big hug and says "I stay here" there was no fight to get him to come home with me. I didnt cry like I thought I would I was kinda happy to see him go. They said he was really good. So tomorrow and Wednesday he gets to swim. Well just wanted to update everyone. Have a great day Stay at home mom ~Member of K.O.T.~

Weirdo'sss O.o
..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: mom made rice crispy squares and the bottoms of them are greasy LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: wtf x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: i want some x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: UGH ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: lol yeah but there not supposed to be greasy lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: LOL ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I think this rice crispy is gunna make me vomit lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: eat a tiny cookie then ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I already did LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x

Chaos
My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won

Another Poem By Me
Darkness is all I see It is all I've ever known Never knowing an easy day Or a spectacular life Every day a challenge or test That I may overcome or fail Knowing no different than to carry on Until I can fight no more To tired and worn to care Waiting for Death to take me Into its sweet and gentle embrace And to grant me a final respite

Subject: Sad News We Lost A Fellow Cherry Tap Member Rip You Have Gone Home (repost Please Thanks) (repost)(repost)
subject: Sad news we lost a fellow Cherry Tap Member RIP YOU HAVE GONE HOME (repost please thanks) (repost)(REPOST) date: 2007-01-24 14:01:45 I would like everyone to know we lost a fellow Cherry. He was a friend to many of us on here and offline. Please say a little prayer for his family and friend online and offline. Thank you for your time.... . DGG Family HOSTILE 1 ~DGG FAMILY~FOUNDER @ CherryTAP HE WAS THE BEST FRIEND OF SHAWN SO PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND SUPPORT IN THIS TIME OF NEED... †PASTOR† DGG FAMILY PRESIDENT~ @ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss Wifey 2 Mario ~DGG FAMILY~ FOUNDER~ (K.K.S.)' on '2007-01-23 13:02:00') (repost of original by '~Dontcha~X~Jus~X~Luv?_A_?Bitch~S.B.A.B.~K.K.S. Co-Founder~ PLEASE*RATE*MY*PAGE*AND*FAN*ME!*!' on '2007-01-23 13:06:17') (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss Wifey 2 Mario ~DGG FAMILY~ FOUNDER~ (K.K.S.)' on '2007-01-23

Dragon
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Lightning DragonWith a spark of flashing light you appear, rulling over the storms and chaos. You're tempermental and can change your mood within a flash. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

These Girls Are Hot Hot Hot
Im bored of the current Top 10 (no offense to them) so im posting MY Top 10. All hot, all cool, all deserving of your love. So add them, comment them, rate them, etc etc. Do it for CT and do it for me. Repost it too, lets see how high we can get them. xo IN NO ORDER!!! 1. Rainbowfukinbright@ CherryTAP 2. *KIWISTARR * I saluted * (ALL MY FRIEND FAN ME TOO PLZ!!)@ CherryTAP 3. Omg_@ CherryTAP 4. Itswutucrave.[K.O.T]@ CherryTAP 5. Star.@ CherryTAP 6. HotMomma2000@ CherryTAP 7.

Never Say Forever
Never say forever Never say forever because I know it isn't real. It isn't something lasting. Its what you think you feel. If you mean forever, just promise me you'll try. But never say forever because forever makes me cry.

Life
after spending years in alcohol, i'm clean and sober. i have screwed up every thing that is dear to me. now i'm taking time to change the only thing i can change me. i leave the rest to God. i'm new to this and not quite sure how to go about it. but my wife has been lost in here for along time,and now i have time to find out why.any and all help will be apreceiated.

My Alignment
Your Character’s Alignment Based on your answers to the quiz, your character’s most likely alignment is Chaotic Good. Chaotic Good A chaotic good character acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He makes his own way, but he’s kind and benevolent. He believes in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He follows his own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society. Chaotic good is the best alignment you can be because it combines a good heart with a free spirit. Click Here

New Home Depot Scam ... Just For The Men Lmao
A "heads up" for men who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you!!! Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot or Lowe's. You agree and they get in the back seat. On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen November 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th,

Wish Me Luck!!
I am finally having surgery for a condition I have. They set the date for the 23rd of this month. They are going to try and remove my ovaries & tubes. They said though if they can't get them out through larposcopy then they will have to cut me open through my old C-section scar. If they do that then they are goin to take the Uterus also. Please keep me in your prayers. I am nervous because I was told there is already damage done to a kidney do to the growth that is going on inside & around my Uterus. For ladies who know what endometriosis is then you know it can attatch itself to any of your organs. I am hopin that there is not much damage done. I will be on here after that date to let everyone know how it went. I want to thank all my friends & family that have been supportive.

Limit Reached Early
first off let me just say thank you to all my true ct buddys who have been taking time out of their own busy schedules to stop by and bomb, i know who u are, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! all my pals out there i gotta get some bombing for my baby boy done... ive been bombing since this morning...i am outta comments...but still kurt is very behind in his contest... please come by and bomb a bit if u are in the mood, and have the time... click and bomb!!! the contest will be over this wednesday, and after that expect much love from me to all of you, i know i havent been rating and commenting like i should, but you know, i am very good to all of my friends...stop by and bomb for me, i will be greatful... anything helps guys...please help out... much peace and love ash

Things Folks Know
10 Truths Black and Hispanic people know but white people won't admit 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal. 10 Truths White and Black People know but Hispanic people won't admit 1. Hickeys are not attractive. 2. Chicken is food not a pet or a roommate. 3. Jesus is not a name for your son. 4. Your country flag is not a car decoration. 5. Maria is a name but not for every daughter. 6. 10 people to a car are considered too many. 7. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies. 8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement.

A Wish. ..... A Poem.....
----- A Wish ----- Goddess, Grant this Man that His Loves are Aeternal, -as His Soul knows them to Be, Grant this Man the Strength to Overcome - both Brilliant wound of Blade and bright sting of Bitter Word, -as He knows He Has and shall, Grant this Man the will to Love His dear O/ones as they should Be Loved, - As He knows He Has and shall, and, Grant that all whose Lives and Love He has Touched, are Truly as Touched and Blessed as He has Found Himself to Be... So Mote It Thus Be. Sincerely, ^Uyraell^. Feb 8th, 2/08/2007.

Artwork Comments
Recently someone found my last set of artwork comments offensive. Had I known that she would find the artwok of women in bondage offensive, I would not have posted the comments on her page. So here it goes..... If for some reason my artwork ( BDSM, Gothic, or Fantasy) comments offend anyone, or you are trying to keep your profile child friendly and do not wish them to be posted in your comments please shoot me a message and let me know. After that I will make sure that when I post a comment that they will more tasteful in nature. I enjoy trading picture comments back and forth with many of you and do not wish to affend anyone on CT.

The Following All Need A Sign To Warn People They Are Dumber Than Dirt
Number One Idiot of 2006: I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006: Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them.

What Are Shin Splints???
What are shin splints? The term "shin splints" has been widely used as a catch-all term referring to a collection of different conditions that cause leg pain. The term medial tibial stress syndrome (MTSS) better defines the injury and separates it from injuries such as stress fractures or compartment syndrome. MTSS is caused by chronic strain, overuse, and microtrauma of the soleus (calf) muscle at its origin on the shinbone (posteromedial tibia) or deep inflammation of the periosteum, which is the connective tissue that covers the bone, of the tibia beneath the posterior tibialis muscle (Fig., pg. 6). MTSS usually occurs in unconditioned people who begin a new running or jumping activity or conditioned runners who change or increase their speed or distance or change their type of shoe or running terrain. MTSS also affects individuals who have flat feet because the mechanics of the foot increase stress on the soleus muscle. MTSS or stress fracture? A patient with MTSS has pai

Valentine's Day
Ok so it is almost Valentine's Day and we all are looking to have that one special person to spend it with. Well here is a lasting impression that will touch some people and if it doesn't you got issues. I want to spend the day with that one special person who can make me laugh, makes me smile when I am down, know's when something is wrong when I tell them that nothing is wrong, knows just what to say to cheer you up. What helps me get by day by day is the Idea that I have that person in my life right know and that she knows everything about me and if she thinks their is something she doesn't know she always can ask me about it and I will tell her. Anytime I am having a bad day she is their to cheer me up. Anyone who thinks they fit this can comment, but it is one thing I just wanted to talk about and get out so I can open up my heart to that special person.

Marriage
Marriage - Part I Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night .whether you're here or not." (DAMN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: "Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever " "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you

Love
SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY USE THE WORD LOVE LIKE ITS SO SIMPLE I LOVE YOU ! WHAT DO YOU REALLY MEAN WHEN YOU SAY I LOVE YOU? WELL TO ME I LOVE YOU ISNT MEETING SOMEONE THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK I LOVE YOU. BECAUSE TO LOVE SOMEONE YOU MUST KNOW THAT PERSON AND THERES NO WAY YOU CAN NO SOMEONE IN A WEEK MONTH OR REALLY 6MONTHS IN MY BOOK.I FEEL PEOPLE SHOULD GIVE LOVE ALOT MORE RESPECT THEN THEY DO LOVE IS POSE TO BE SOMETHING SPECIAL NOT SOMETHING TO GET YOU BROWNY POINTS OR IN A YOUNG LADYS SKIRT!IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU THEY LOVE YOU THEY SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL YOU WHATS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE,YOUR FAV COLOR,YOUR FAV FOOD, WHAT IT IS YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE. AND IF THEY CANT TELL YOU SOME OF THESE THINGS HOW CAN THEY LOVE YOU THEY ARE FAKE!! HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME AN NO NOTHING ABOUT ME ? YOU CANT ! SO BEFORE YOU JUST LET I LOVE YOU ROLL OFF THE TIP OF YOUR TOUNGE MAKE SURE THATS WHAT YOU REALLY MEAN. MAKE SURE YOU ARE WILLING TO PUT THE PERSON YOU ARE TELLIN I LOVE YOU TO 1ST IN YOUR L

Hows This For "high-tech"? Lol
Just A Day At The Sauna THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FORE-ARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID..."WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!!

Here Without You
As I stand in the middle of nowhere, A place where your presence is scarce, I fear how I will go on, I suddenly feel like a new-born. The ghostly shadows of memories creep up behind me, They don't give me a chance to flee, Engulfing me in their bitter- sweet taste, Reminding me of the mistakes made in haste. The corridors seem empty, As people pass by in plenty, Everyone is around, yet no one is there, Maybe it's because I just don't care. I wonder who'll hold me when I fall, Who will push me up that wall, Whose hand will find mine when in need, Who will I go to when I bleed. The sorrow has been trapped inside for too long now, I need to let it out, someway, somehow, So I finally let the memories engulf me, And this time, I don't try to flee. I travel back all those miles, To all those smiles, And now when the end is near, I travel back again in tears... W

Delivery Boy
Little Johnny is delivering newspapers. He knocks on a door and says to the lady, "I'm collecting today... that'll be five dollars." She says, "I'm a little short on cash, but I'll gladly give you some great sex instead." Little Johnny agrees, "All right." He walks in and the lady undoes his pants and pulls them down. To her surprise, she sees the biggest penis she's ever seen. Little Johnny then reaches into his shirt pocket, pulls out a handful of washers, and begins sliding them onto his penis. The lady says, "You don't have to do that... I can take all of it." "Not for five bucks you can't," replies Little Johnny.

* Partiki *
Partiki (Primal Substance) Partiki or Primal Substance are units of conscious energy that exist as omni-polar points of fixed vibration. Partiki units are omni-polar (containing the polarities for all polarities or none) units of vibrating energy that perpetually cycle back and forth between a state of BI-POLAR LIGHT RADIATION (scalar-standing-waves) and OMNI-POLAR SOUND VIBRATION. Partiki units are the smallest building blocks of matter, and they form the template upon which consciousness in all forms enters manifestation. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course– Page 12) One of the 6 primary elements in the Science of Keylonta. A Partiki (an Ultra-Micro Particle) is an electro-magnetic energy (Conscious) unit and are the organizational intelligence and operational "life-force fuel" behind and within all manifestations and consciousness. Partiki operate as a minute self-regenerating "fission-fusion generators." Through the dynamics of the

Packing, Working And Meditating
Today was a hard day. I had to have my assistant help me pack for my trips to New York, London and Miami.. I have to have two completely different wardrobes when I’m in New York and in Miami as the weather is different. That’s Harsh!! While I had packed and was ready to go I remembered I have a shoot. So have to add another suitcase just for that. Four suit cases, maybe even FIVE. I’m so fucked!! Before I leave have to do all my paperwork stuff, weekly reports from my employees, new dance packages, Arghhh I got still a lot to do Time to mediate before I go. I didn’t have time to book my interviews. Oh well next time. Got my hair done today a little pink for me. With all the madness of traveling. I’m so looking forward to going to Miami and relaxing in the sun. Just showered, used my tanning bed, less than two hours left before my limo picks me up. I think I’m going to meditate before I have to get ready again.

Absinthe Everything You Ever Wanted To Know
Absinthe (also absinth) (IPA English: [ˈæbsɪnθ] IPA French: [ap.sɛ̃t]) is a distilled, highly alcoholic, anise-flavored spirit derived from herbs including the flowers and leaves of the medicinal plant Artemisia absinthium, also called grand wormwood. Although it is sometimes incorrectly called a liqueur, absinthe is not bottled with added sugar and is therefore classified as a liquor or spirit.[1] Absinthe is often referred to as la Fée Verte ('The Green Fairy') because of its coloring — typically a naturally created pale or emerald green, but sometimes clear or artificially colored. Due to its high proof and concentration of oils, absintheurs (absinthe drinkers) typically add three to five parts ice-cold water to a dose of absinthe, which causes the drink to turn cloudy, called 'louching'; often the water is used to dissolve added sugar to decrease bitterness. This preparation is considered an important part of the experience of drinking absinthe, so much

The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.

7%
How To Forgive (WOW) > >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was > >> walking > >> in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many > >> things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about > >> him back when he had a job. > >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >cheated > >> him. > >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the > >> illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled > >> with anger, resentment and >frustration. > >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not >find, > >> knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak > >> tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears > >> in his eyes, he prayed: > >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You > >> have > >> told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you > >> have told me to forgive. I am sad,

More
Worked 53 hours this week. doing my best to help support my parents. my dads dad is in the hospital, its very bad. my dad is on his way up there since last night. think im losing the one woman i want in my life. i could really go for a good talk.

Numerous Strange News... I'm Behind Lol
In the US, a house catches on fire every 45 seconds. All polar bears are left handed. Duct tape was invented in 1930. It was originally called Dryback. Did you know that every three seconds a baby is born in this world? If a pearl is placed in a tub of vinegar it will eventually dissolve. The black rat’s scientific name is Rattus rattus rattus. The most popular fruit in America is the banana. Baseball manager Tommy Lasorda always ate linguine before each game for good luck. Bing Crosby turned down the role of TV detective Columbo. Thankfully, Peter Falk was there to wear the trench coat. Only the U.S., Canada, Mexico, France, Australia and the U.K. celebrate Valentine’s Day. Brides don’t walk down the aisle of the church (the aisles are on either side). Brides walk down the nave. Blonde beards grow faster than darker beards. Richard Nixon was the first U.S. President to visit all 50 states. The composer of ‘Take Me Out to the Ballgame’ saw his f

A Lover's Lullaby
A Lover's Lullaby Lay your head on my heart, Close your eyes, And I’ll sing you a lover’s lullaby. Drift away from the world’s insanity, fall into a sheltered sleep, I’ll take you where tears are things of mystery, and where your soul may freely be. Because I love you, is the Why, My deepest affections, Heard only in a lover’s lullaby. I’ll heal your wounds, and ease your pain, Let no storm reach you, ever again. Feel my heart beating, I hear you sigh, I’m singing you a lover’s lullaby. Gently I will stroke your hair, stroke your cheeks and kiss your lips, Never will you shed a tear, because I will be there, forever, like this. May you dream and think of me, and how our love will never die, Only these words I whisper to you, In a lover’s lullaby.

I Just Got Ct Married!
Well as you can see everyone else is doing it! I got cherrytap married to someone I have been friends with since I started cherrytap. I hope everyone is happy for us. Take care everyone and I hope to still talk to everyone...after all this is JUST a internet marriage...lmao...Amber!

Clarity Is Key
Clarity is key. Current mood: amused Category: Life I have, in the past, gotten the impression that some people believe that because I am against the global war being waged using our troops as a sword of wanton destruction, that I am not properly supporting our troops. I just wanted to be certain that I clarified my position here. I was one of those troops. I have seen war in all its glory and shed blood sweat and tears in places that most americans ... including our current troops ... will never see. On top of all that, I have a son named Evan who is a blackhawk crew chief for an Air Cav ( assault ) helicopter squadron. He has one tour already under his belt and another projected to begin in June or July of 2007. I am so proud of his integrity, dedication to his counrty, and valor for doing so that I could spit nails into the eyes of those other bleeding hearts who are against any manner of hostility and would lay down in front of a tank rather than blowing it up in order to keep

Authorization Denied
Here it is saturday the 2nd. weekend in march.The Cherry was messed up yesterday,with error messages an Authorization difficulty's.an today it's no different.I'm here posting another Lame Ass Blog.Evidently I'm invisable,as I cannot Rate Pictures or do comments once more.Says I'm not signed in I have no authorization.But I can post a Blog.It's common problems at myspace with techo glitches but here,The Best Damn Adult Socialization place on the World Wide Web.Hopefully ( Baby Jesus) Mike can correct these problems.Getting picked up around 10 am eastern time.I won't be back on till,Sunday night after Fishing.Hope it's running correctly.Everyone have a great weekend. Peace .Unfortunately my being naughty won't be happening. o-well.

Without You,
You came into my life at a time when I was on the edge throwing it all away, I had lost the will to even get out of bed each day, my company was suffering due to my constant drinking to ease the pain of the loss my daughter, at times I couldn't remember weeks at a time what I had even said or done, I blocked out all my family and friends, was even pushing my son out of my life, at a time when he needed me the most. after 6 1/2 years of heavy alcohol abuse, you gave me a reason to clean myself up and start getting my life back on track, just wanted to say thank you, you are an amazeing lady, I don't know where I'd be today or if I would even be alive today, all the poems and everything I've done to show you I love you comes nowhere near letting you know how much you mean to me and how grateful I am to just have you in my life , your my best friend and I will always be here for you as long as I have breath in my body lady, thank you doll I'm nothing Without You... Music Vide

Knowing He Will Always Be A Part Of Me
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Someone that gets so deep in your heart that you feel them everyday even though you aren't together? And everytime you turn around there is a reminder of that person somewhere almost as a sign that you are not suppose to forget about them and quit loving them. Have you ever loved someone so much that when you are not together you can feel with everything in you that it isn't over and someday that person will be back? Have you ever broken up with somone and then could not get them out of your mind or your heart because you love them with everything you have? Have you ever had things happen to you that for some reason bring you face to face with that person again? Have you???????? Well, I have and I wish someone would smack me on the back of the head and knock some sense into me cause this is freaking ridiculous...

Oh Danny Boy
Oh Danny boy,the pipes, the pipes are callin. From Glen to Glen and down the mountainside. The Summer's gone and all the flowers dyin. Tis you,tis you, must go and die and I must fight. But come ye back when Summer's in the meadow, or when the valley's hushed up white with snow. Till thy be here in sunshine and in shadow, oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so.

Re:accident Survival July 19, 2004
I post the following Blog and ask you to look at the new pic I made as a personal reminder of my near-death accident July 19, 2004. It was 12:15pm below Charleston, WV on a sunny Monday summer day. My right steer tire blewout when something in the road broke two holes into the sidewall of the tire. I was doing 60 MPH in a 65 MPH zone going into a gentle curve to the left and the tire blewout, I experience an immediate rollover, my truck was demolished beyond recognition, the top of the truck sheered off, the tank flipped over, my rig went about 100 feet off the road, I remember only dust and sunlight moving about the cab ... then to only go into darkness. I did not awaken until in the emergency room of the hospital. I suffered approx 40 stiches on my scalp and above my right eye ... 3 pulled ribs ... muscles pulled from my neck down to my solar plexis ... mino scrapes to my left calf but no fractures or breaks. Yes, I wear a seabelt ALWAYS!!! Angel's Riding Shotgun that day ... please

Women Over 40!
Purportedly from 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS), but I've not verified... As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger co

12 Types Of Woman
1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement. 3. Ms. Ind

Lounge
COME ONE COME ALL... AND BRING A FRIEND~!!!!!!!! TO MY NEW LOUNGE I HAVE SET UP,... JUST A PLACE TO HANG OUT AND CHAT,GET TO MEET DIFFERENT PEOPLE :) http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6431 DONT BE SHY, HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE

Interesting Facts
Interesting facts Here are some interesting, but true facts, that you may or may not have known. ------------ ------ The Statue of Liberty's index finger is eight feet long Rain has never been recorded in some parts of the Atacama Desert in Chile A 75 year old person will have slept about 23 years. A Boeing 747's wing span is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.(the Wright brother's invented the airplane) There are as many chickens on earth as there are humans. One type of hummingbird weighs less than a penny The word "set " has the most number of definitions in the English language;192 Slugs have four noses Sharks can live up to 100 years Mosquitos are more attracted to the color blue than any other color. Kangaroos can't walk backwards About 75 acres of pizza are eaten in in the U.S. Everyday The largest recorded snowflake was 15in wide and 8in thick. It fell in Montana in 1887 The tip of a b

I Will Remember You
I Will Remember You by Wildcherry The pain that touches me as I think of you is fierce and numbing. How I wish that I could be with you. Be with you on this day, this hour, this minute. You are in my thoughts always, Such sorrow the thoughts of you bring. If only we could love and care for one another like we have always shared. The joy of a day that will never come haunts me, Yet I bathe in the hope that it brings. The sound of your laughter sends shivers down my spine and pains in my heart as I think of you. I have made a decision, to be silent in my thoughts, Silent in my love for you. One day a long time from now. I will be sitting quietly somewhere. The lines of time etched on my face. I will think about all of the moments of the past. Everything that we shared . . . mind, body and soul. As a smile stretches across my face and dances in my heart I will remember you.

Five Levels Of Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the giant burrito from the 3:00 AM Mexican taco place adventure. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet Coke--ye

Aurora's Heart Cath Is Set.
Aurora's heart Catheterization is scheduled for April 19th. This is usually a one-two day procdure, and her actual surgery will be scheduled after this, but it must be within a month of the cath. Everyone keep us in your prayers please.

Last Night.
So, Mr. Meow-gi [Mow-Mow] has been brawling with this neighbor cat a LOT lately. Last night, when Keagan got home from school [8:30ish], they were in the midst of a battle. Keagan picked Mow up to take him inside, took about 10 paces, and BAM! Mow bit him. The first time, it barely broke the skin.... the second time, it was VICIOUS. It's on his right hand, in the soft fleshy area between his thumb & first finger. We went to the ER pretty fast, for a proper cleaning [irrigation is RAD!], a tetanus shot, and anti-biotics... they gave him 20 Vicodin, too. YAYYY! My mom had to wire us money for the scrips. And our power bill... we got out of the ER at about 11:30 [I was shocked that it didn't take THAT long!]... we went home, and at about 1am my mum wired us $$$... so we went on an adventure looking for a 24-hour Western Union... we knew a 24-hour pharmacy was near the hospital. So, we got the scrips and headed home... he took a Vic & a half, and his anti-biotics... BUT THEN a few ho

Brother, Friend, And Hero. He Was A Marine!
I had a friend who was a Marine. He loved God and served his country to the best of his ability. Right now his family and friends are hurting but he gave his life for a cause he believed in and a country that he loved. Trevor Roberts was the 50th Oklahoman to be killed in Iraq. He was a good friend of mine that I have known since before he was born. Unfortunately I found out the worst way possible that my friend was gone, while delivering papers this morning I saw his picture on the front page beside the words "Bomb kills city Marine." I know so many men die daily over there, but I wanted to honor a man I loved like a brother and who's life was honorable and ended too soon. Please forgive me for any rambling or not making sense, Its still hard and I just want anyone who reads this to please say a quiet prayer for his family and remember a man who deserves our respect. God bless~ here is a version of he article- OKLAHOMA CITY -- A 21-year-old Marine from Oklahoma City died in I

It's Impossible And Possible.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you said : my lips are swollen. 2. When is the next time you will make out?: i have a scheduled appointment next tuesday. er... something. 3. What's a word that rhymes with "LUCK"?: duck. her name is crackers. 4. What's your favorite planet?: pluto. it's shunned. 5. Who's the 2nd person on your missed calls list?: "misery" 6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?: keep your hands off my girl. i like when that plays... 7. What shirt are you wearing right now?: a blue and purple stripy little girls sleep shirt. 8. What do you "label" yourself as? not you. 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?: actually... i am wearing mickey mouse feet slippers. 10. Bright or dark room? brightish 11. What do you think about the person who last took this survey?: everything. 12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you choose? the left. always the left. le

Everyone Is Bisexual
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

My Shout Box
Just wanting to let people know, if you are unable to shout at me it is because I only allow shouts from people who are on my friends list. Im not trying to be unsociable, just cuts down on the guys with the dirty mouths. Hugs, Willow

Trends In Relationships.
I've noticed something crutial to my development as a human being: I keep falling in love only to be let down. Adam was the catalyst to this thought, but I started thinking back, and realized the same thing happened with James and with Chuck. Adam was going to marry me... he and I arrived at the courthouse 2 hours too early, then, suddenly, he stopped loving me. James gave me a ring as well, then told me I was being too clingy. Granted, the break up with James was completely my stupid misunderstanding, but the bottom line is: it happened there too. Chuck actually did marry me, then I was too much for him to handle. Maybe, it's me? Maybe, I need to be single for a little bit... or to think things through. I hate that I can't open up and let someone love me. I hate that I can't let myself be vulnerable again. Maybe, I'm just scared... Maybe, I'm just scarred? Who knows? I'm wondering who I am, ~Carissa

The Car Wash
A Car Wash Stepping out of the car at the Shell Station, Charles looked at the dark skies and impending storm. He felt the cool breeze and knew the front was just passing over. He unscrewed his gas cap and turned to see just what this tank of gas will cost. He slid his credit card into the slot and quickly removed it. Grabbing the nozzle for regular, he let his mind wander as he slipped the nozzle into the opening for the gas. He pictured Frankie, leaned over the rear fender of the car as he slipped his nozzle in. Charles had known Frankie for a long time, since high school in fact, but it was only recently they had truly discovered each other. In fact, it wasn't until Charles had run into her at the mall that he realized she had come back to town. Though both were with friends at the time, they made arrangements to take a day trip to the beach the next day. He was just filling up the car before they headed out, into the storm it appeared. As the digital numbers on the gas pum

Southernness
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit , and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." _____ Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. _____ All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they als

Lets Play
Truth Or Dare and be honest. Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to know about me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

I'm Bored, What Can I Say
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone

He Did It To Himslef (help Me) Repost
Name: THE ORIGINAL ICEMAN FROM THE CITY OF NEW ORLEANS AND PROUD OF IT Level: Nutty Cherry (11) Rating: 10.01 (513) Fans: 145 Location: State College, PA pictures (107) visit profile This A hole is saying he's going to prosecute me because i reposted all the bad things hes done to women........He beat them,stole,etc.....Please help me get him out of here.......

In The Dark
In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's the dawning of my life by O.A.

No Child Should Have To Go Through This
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All the day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does comes I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get Just one whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws

Chapter 18
Death wandered over to the Gate and of all the surprises he could have had this was a biggie. Manning the Gate was an Elder. Himself must really be serious this time. " Hello Death, I hope all is well with you. I havent been here in a long long time. I'm not sure you would even remember me. But I can see by your stunned appearance that you do." " Hello Elder Dagda. I never thought to see you here on Himself's plane. I thought you had all retired, to, well wherever it is you retired to." " Himself and We keep in touch. You know how it is with Gods and Goddess's, well perhaps you don't. I'm sorry, sometimes I forget. We never really had an angel of Death in our time. We had AAFea and Nemon but they werent really doing what you do. Then of course there was Morrigan, but he is a different sort. Anyway, Himself says go on in." Death entered the Gate but could not help but look back at Dagda. "Wow, what a presence" he thought. Now to find the right cloud. Lo

Walls
Walls We build walls around our hearts, to protect us from the pain. We live all our years in solitude, with nothing left to gain. We want the sunlight on our faces. We want to feel the rain. But we have built those walls around our hearts,and never feel the joy or pain. ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~

Goodbye
time to say goodbye to this part of my life close off another chapter and sign the book the end say goodbye to a once known happiness say hello to an unknown world raise your eyes and say goodbye because goodbyes are forever flip the page start a new book leave the old one behind if ever life wants a memory to arise then the book can be opened again that chapter is closed but hopefully not forever maybe one day that chapter will be rewritten and we can prove that goodbye does not mean forever

Beauty
There is nothing more beautiful in this world than women. Your delicate features, sweet voices, and warm nature make you a treasure. I believe that beauty comes in all forms, and each of you possess wonderful qualities.

Ratings
I don't understand the point of the lost cherry ratings. I thought it was supposed to be a rating system of 1 through 10, one being the lowest, 10 being the highest. If everyone is rated 10s, they mean nothing. What the hell is the point? I rate people honestly. If you don't like that, too bad. Stop complaining about how I gave you a 3 or even giving a 7 or an 8. A 7 or an 8 is good to me! It means well above average. 5 is average. I save my 10s. When I give them out they mean something.

Rough Sex Facts
Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal

Strong Woman.
You know....I've never done this before...but hey...we are a virgins one time or another. LOL I really want to say thanks to my CT friends for their support during all of this crap!! I really appreciate it. Cuts and bruises fade...but friendships stick around. He won't be coming back to the house!! The kids and I will be just fine. Thanks again!

3 Types Of Wolves
Wolf Types Red Wolves The smallest breed of wolves is the 70 pound 32 inches tall red wolf. These wolves are endangered because people destroy forests which is where they live and they build on their territory. Some red wolves are mating with coyotes. Only 300 live in the world today, about 80 of them are in the wild. Grey Wolves These wolves are the most common and also the largest breed of wolves, an average Grey wolf weighs 100-175 pounds. They can be found in the Northern Hemisphere in places like Alaska, Canada, and the region around the Great Lakes. Thirty gray wolves from Canada have been reintroduced into Yellowstone National Park. Grey wolves are important to the food chain because they keep the number of caribou and other hoofed animals down so the herds won't get too large. If the herds get too big there won't be enough food for everyone in the herd and there will be problems. Another reason the wolves are important is beca

Need Help
so i have this people at my school who keeps bugging me for me to help him and get some votes... so i guess this blog is just to make him happy and to help him get on the real world... besides its always funny to see gay people on that show right? he will be no exception anyway if ud like to help go vote for him www.realworldcasting.com/people/robertn

Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I shot the dog

Watched United 93
I never watched the movie because I was one of those people really hit by it not because I lost anyone in my family that day but because the world lost a lot of its people. I guess they were able to grab enough information to make the movie so it seem really real like this is what happen. People calling family memebers to say they loved them. They found out the bomb was fake. They killed two of the bad guys before they broke down the door to the pit I guess what they say is that the bad guy had the plane up side down at one point and by the time the good guys could get to it. It hit the ground and maybe it was on purpose so that it would not get to its location to destory another one of our buildings of America. I was in college that day and several of my friends where in the Libary I heard them scream OH ! MY GOD. One friend said the Tower just was hit by a plan I said no no it wasnt your pulling my leg as I looked in the Libary as the second plan hit and my heart stopped as my sc

Should You Be Institutionalized. ?
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Drivers License!!!!
well i took my driver's test today and i passed!!!! im soo exited..ive ben waiting for this day for a long ass time now.woot woot im soo happy.gonna celebrate this weekend for sures!!who's coming???

Mmm Vacation
Exactly what the doctor ordered! thank god it's much needed with the stress of life waying a ton I get the perfect get away log cabin in the mountains overlooking a lake!! I couldn't ask for anything better!!!

When Will I Ever Learn?
(this is the same blog I just posted over on CherrRock . net I just wanted to make sure people that arent on there get a chance to read it too) Sometimes, no matter how well we should know better, we expect g00d things to happen to us, just because we're g00d people. This truly isn't the case. It is a lesson I've learned over and over again...so why doesnt it stick? Maybe it's because of all the things we are exposed to by society in general. Almost every movie has a happy ending, every fairytale ends in happily ever after, virtually every t.v. show we ever watched has some g00d moral issue and lesson to be taught and they all end up hugging in the end. Reality is harsh though. I'm so tired of being let down by life in general. It never fails, I finally get to take a step forward, and then it's 2 steps back. What I really need to ask myself, is, "why do I always let my feelings mislead me?". I mean, seriously, why do things that feel right at the time, feel so right if they aren't? I'

Mistress
Wanting to find out if both his wife And his mistress were being faithful To him, Gary decided to send them On the same cruise and question each One later about the other's behavior. When his wife returned, he asked her About people on the trip, casually inquiring About the passenger who was his mistress When she mentioned the woman. "Oh, that Woman slept with nearly every man on The ship!" his wife reported. Unhappy with this information, Gary Planned a rendezvous with his cheating Mistress and decided to question her About the trip before confronting her With what he knew. Once again, he carefully inquired about the Woman who was his wife after ascertaining That they had met. "She was a real lady," His mistress said. Gary's spirits picked up. "Why do you say That?" he asked. "She came on board with her husband and Never left his side."

I'm Trying
She said Im not pointing fingers He said yes you are cause you wouldnt bring it up if you werent If I told you Id been walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholics word I cant change whats done is done But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Dont curse myself and all my sins And I need you to hold on to While this part of me is dying And though I havent kicked the demons That haunt me Im trying Im trying She sat down on the floor And said I wish I was stronger Right now I feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe whats held you has freed you And I hate these doubts That keep on coming back My parents think Im crazy For staying here this long But theres nothing more I want for us Than to prove to them theyre wrong I dont want to be afraid I dont want to think youre lying And though I havent found the faith That I need Im trying Im trying He asked do you want me to leave cause if you do you know I

The Mind Of A 13 Year Old
We've been talking about proverbs in class and what they mean. I let the kids give me their own interpretation of some of them and they cracked me up. Thought you might get a kick out of some of them. These kids represent our future..... A bad penny always turns up -A bad penny is just another penny in a jar A friend in need is a friend indeed -A friend in need is going to sign your petition All that glitters is not gold -All that glitters is blinding All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy -All work and no play makes YOU tired Children should be seen and not heard -Children should be seen and not adults -Children should be seen and not hidden Do as I say, not as I do -Do as I say and don't distract me -Do as I say and you will get a treat Don't cut off your nose to spite your face -Don't cut off your nose. You need that -Don't cut off your nose? OK Good fences make good neighbors -Good fences makes the dog not go crazy It's no use crying over s

Deployment
Hi friends so much has been going on. I am getting ready to go to the middle east and my comp[amny decided to give me a severance package befor I go after they recieved my orders. some shit huh! Everyone be well

Pagan History Part One *pre Egyptian And Egyptian Pagan Cultures*
In history theres been major pagan cultures and one of the oldest sets of pagan cultures in the pre Egyptian kingdom and Egyptian kingdoms. These Kingdoms were set by religous factions of the following *The House Of Ra` Amun* considered the god of all gods and goddesses he was repersented bird like with the sun disk above his head. If you happened to be in this house you honored all the gods and goddesses then you have then theres *The house of Seti* concidered the god of war and destruction if you were of this house you most likly were a warrior of some nature. Then finnaly you hav *The order of Osiris and Anubis* concidered both gods of the dead realms and protectors of souls yet also tied into healing and protection and the blessings of Isis, if you were of this house you would of been a shamanor blesser. Yet many times each house would have arguments that would wage into civil wars so came the ordainments of Pharohs *The gods voice* to unite all houses as one yet came pharohs that

Bad Boys For Life?
Today was an interesting day, I saw someone I knew in high school, well sort of knew in high school, she knew me. I tried talking to her, you know, just to say hello and catch up on things and she more or less blew me off. It took me by surprise because for the most part I thought I was very well liked, especially throughout my high school years, I was voted best dressed, best spoken, and most eligible bachelor my senior year...well apparently I guess that wasn't the case. Apparently my reputation preceeds me. See...back in high school, despite being an oustanding student, active in lots of extra curricular activities, I had a bad streak, a real bad streak. In the school I was what you could call the ideal student, but outside, I did it all, I raced illegally, ahh...I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss my Corvette, I fought on the streets, often for money, and amongst other things, I really did things and got involved with people that I shouldn't have been. I guess you can

Just Because I Can!
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Respect
Ok...want to let everyone know what I expect if you add/fan/email me. First off, I have a mind as well as a body and face....if your attracted to only the superficial then see ya later. I will not post naked pics....those are private....for one special guy only...so dont ask and you wont be dissapointed. I am a friendly type of person and love chatting....this is not an invitation for sex......so grow up or go look elsewhere. I am kinda shy... love to laugh....and always look deeper than the surface. Once I commit I stay that way..... Not into drama or squabbles, though if you pick the right subject look out.....youll probably get an earfull. Believe all children have the right to be raised unafraid and unharmed physically, emotionally and sexually.....if you have abused a childs trust then dont come near me!!!!! Ok...now the good stuff.....I love life.....like to laugh at it and always look for the posative. Am a good listener and friend....and expect my friends to be the sam

The Definition Of A Krystal
Krystal - profoundly disturbed, slightly neurotic and psychotic, likes to ponder upon the most mundane as well as the most extraordinary, creative, passionate about her work, carries the first prize for greatest amount of self esteem found in one person...ever..

Enormious Tits That Come In Handy For Two Things...
yeah my tit's are huge and yeah i've worn a pearl Neckless beofre lol but it's funn when you got them peaerced an nippless but what are boobs realyy usesd in life for

Yay!!
Ok i'm starting to friggin love these things! Just had the crappest day ever and that really cheered me up. Horoscopes rule :P "You know, of course, that substance is what matters -- but all the better if this person's substance comes with some sexy wrappings. You're feeling pretty magnetic yourself. When the two of you meet, watch out!"

Venting
I am really sorry to be the bitch today but I have truly been nice too damn long ..... I have asked that people read my profile... READ it .... it clearly states I am not I repeat not hear to cyber with anyone ...... This must be super horny day for alot of people today.... I am really tired of hearing how big certain peoples "you know" is and how long they can go at it sexually..... really !!!!!! Great start to a conversation "Hey Baby wanna see a big c**k " Come on now.... dont shout me like that ....This is just the start of all the bull that has been shouted at me today. Hey I realize that we all have out own agendas on here but have some damn respect "boys" What in the hell is a profile for if you dont read it. Is it because I have a playful pic on my profile.. that gives you no right to be a fool... playful does not= SLUT.... Thanks for listening and sorry if this pisses some people off. My friends understand and that is all that I care about ...

How Bizzarre?
What is really bizzarre is that I posted a bulletin titled (Mean Streak (http://cherrytap.com/user/892313)) with the subject This CT'er thinks it's funny that a little girl has gone missing from her family and that I should lighten up and get a life, well? Do we banish him? or Praise him? Yet this has not been deleted!! Go figure!! If you wanna see that I am telling the truth! visit http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2386118958 I am just flabbergasted that CT has taken this action on me and this person can carry on doing what they like on CT with no repercussions. Thank you for reading this Steve

Last Night
I had fun last night. Me and a friend went and seen "28 weeks later" Good movie you guys need to go see it. Even though the poor guy almost got lost getting to my house cuz I live in the boonies, but he made it.

Hello Dear Cherries...
I wanted to put this out there just in case you were wondering. I suffer from Depression big time. I eats away at me almost on a daily basis. Some days, the grip is so strong that I cry at the simples of things. Writing and poetry, especially poetry, soothes my ravaged mind and I can function again. Therefore, look upon this as a warning, my poems are dark and sorrowful, but when it's been raining for several days, you'll take anything you can get...

Three Roses
Three Roses Three roses for three graves, Three roses for three soldiers, Three roses for three loves, A rose for my father A rose for my lover A rose for a friend Three roses scarlet red Three roses to place at the tombs of their weary head's. Three Roses I said to the florist Three roses for three memories Three roses for three pieces of my heart Three Roses cause of to the seraphim they did depart. All three fought in wars, All three came home, All three lived with nightmares of the darkness they dealt just before dawn. None died on a distant shore You three died by the third largest disease: Cancer. As it claimed you all in 3 different ways.. Three roses for three graves Three roses for three soldiers Three roses for three love's Three roses for three pieces of my heart A rose for my father A rose for my lover A rose for my friend ~Shadowancer~ CRH 5-26-07 3:36 A

Me
If anyone ever wanted to know anything about me all they have to do is ask. If I dont rate you a ten on here please dont take offense to it. I dont just hand out tens because if I do then I have a less of a chance of meeting and talking with them. I have very optimistic attitude. I love my kids. There are lots of things in life I enjoy doing. If you want to know more about me you can read my profile on myspace www.myspace.com/jennbanks or you can just ask me.

Whys Of The World....
Whys of the World... Soft breeze drifts down Birds chirping a soft calming sound Thoughts fill my mind So many changes in the last 7 months I was once a wife Now someone else has taken that role Single and alone Searching to find myself Answers in my morning toast Wheat or white Butter or Jam Why not both These are the biggest decisions I am capable of making Anything bigger Clueless Don’t ask me important things Don’t make me think too much Some days It is hard to even say my name Puddle of water Become my crystal ball Foretell my future Explain to us all Tell me what I need to know To remain a part of the daily show Unwind this ball of mistakes Guide me to a peaceful place Where I can be me No longer the past in my way Nothing but a brighter day Sunlight cast the reflection Show me the correct direction Paint the road less traveled Glow in brilliance to catch my eye So no longer will I have to ask The dreaded question of … Why Why must thing

Boring
ok...so its like sunday...and it feels like a damn monday. I sat at home the whole time till up till about 6 pm and went over to a friends house to kill my night. Hope tomorrow turns out ok...i got to go take a typin test for the hospital in missouri to see if i can't get on there. SOOOOO PRAYYYYYYY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!

My Dark Soul
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying? I shall feed on you drink you away Your blood your life shall feed me I shall leave your corpse behind as i have no use for it

Kinders
WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was 'DON'T!' 'Don't what?' Adam replied. 'Don't eat the forbidden fruit.' God said. 'Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!' ' No Way!' 'Yes way!' 'Do NOT eat the fruit! ' said God. 'Why?' 'Because I am your Father and I said so! ' God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having a fruit break and He

Happy Hour "granny"
have been on Cherrytap quite a bit of late, due to my arm injury, and i have noticed that the "sexygirlblond" (i think using girl in her name is pushing it) women has spent maybe $1000 on happy hours on the last week, i admit i did visit her page, and listen to her voice message, and quite a voice message it is to, if you get hot listening to OAP's talking dirty (thinking of you there Rev) drop by and listen. Quite what makes people spend so much money is alien to me, sure the site need it to run or should that be, "the site needs it to return a tidy profit"....... not sure, still this site will never get a penny of my hard earned $$$$$$$, i am far to much of a free loader for that to happen. What makes some granny want to become a Cherrytap god ? what motivates the top cherrys to spend there time and money gaining such lofty heights ? answers on a postcard Doddy PO Box 101 Russia

Why I Dread This Day Every Year
If you've known me for awhile you've seen how i am every june 8th and if you're close to me you know why i hate this day. so for those of you who care but arent close and havent really known me very long here's a brief explaination of why this day is horrible for me. on the day of june 8th back in 1999 i had a tragic event accur in my life. i was in New Orleans at a Baskin Robins at 1pm when i fell to the ground in the blink of eye from a pain in my chest that felt like a heart attack. it only lasted a few seconds, i didnt know why but i felt like something was wrong but i didnt know what. So i went about my the rest of day there like normal. But when i arrived home that night i went to check the caller ID only to find several calls from 2 different police departments and a funeral home. when my dad called back the local pd they showed at the door. im the unlucky one that answered it. i looked into the eyes of one officer and all i could say before he opened his mouth was "NO" i didnt

Tears Are The Words The Heart Cant Say
theres a hole in my heart i feel empty the pain never leaves just hearin those words makes me cry everytime i feel like i lost apart of me i was on top of the world until the day u walked out of my life and she walked into urs now im alone in the dark with this pain that never leaves and the hole in my heart take a look down u can see the tears that surround me depression clouds my mind memories stay strong wishin i could relive them to turn back time would be wonderful but it can never happen i had the world in my hands and it just slipped away i couldnt hold on tight enough i regret the things i didnt do if i did things differently then maybe just maybe i could hold u one more time

Wrong
i finaly got what i thought i wanted, and what i probably deserved i loved you but you never knew, i was too afraid too give u that power i wanted so badly to keep you and let you in, i just pushed you further away then one day you eyes were less blue when they looked into mine, and i knew i was no longer the one girl on your mind you and my freind had found each other, and you now have your own world together i thought i would be ok but im not, all i see is you and her and it hurts to watch i now sit on the sidlines once again broken hearted and try to wipe away what seem to be endless tears i try to pick up the peices of my heart, the one i thought i kept from you to break once again i was wrong i still love you so much even after all of this, and just regret never telling you never letting you in and i miss you so much, i miss your amazing smile and those beautiful blue i miss your warmth when u hug me and the feel of your lips when we kissed i m

If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and found me there, in your bed, what would u do? (Better tell the truth.) 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol What would you really do to/with me? (and if you don't like this, you already know: Bite Me!) Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Last Breathe
Your breathe only inches away as you sleep I feel you…but not the whole you Only what you have passively discarded Unknowingly exhausted from your intimate self Wishing to be your breath Moving into you gently , filling you up Wanting to be vital for your existence Will I ever be Your chest rises My heart defies my mind I move closer to your body Your mouth only inches from mine I eagerly take the only thing you are willing to give I breath your breathe , so warm and comforting You fill my mouth … is it enough I invite you in where few have invaded circulating though my every sense I am internally exposed Synchronizing our breath Our breathe is one Yet you slumber Unaware of your possession Breathe….. what if it were your last My heart would surely collapsed Wriiten By Shreen Michaels

To Anyone With Children Please Read
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Goodbye
I came to say goodbye. You see, I cannot do this anymore. I have loved you and lost you. I’ve gone to these two places too many times. I’m going away now. I’ve finally figured out just where it is that I belong. It’s far away from here. It’s some place where you cannot follow. Goodbye. I love you, but I have no place in your life. I love you, remember that when you can no longer touch me, remember my love even if we never see each other again.

Jason Aldean - Relentless
Jason Aldean has done it once again, from the smash of his first album, to the sophmore album Relentless is a killer 'next step' up for this young and upcoming singer. This album is totally off the charts. With the first song, nearly going to the top of the charts 'Johnny Cash' is by far the best song on this entire album. In the way of country music, there is always some sad and slow songs on every album. However, the catch is with this one....to live it up with the higher energy songs. Johnny Cash is fastly becoming the 'country boy's' song. With the catchy liner notes, to telling his boss off this is sure to be a chart topper. However, not to be outdone...his first album is bonafide hit. Coming off the likes of 'Why' a song that asks the question 'why do we do the things that we do in relationships.' Not to be outdone by 'Amarillo Sky' a song that talks about farm life in Texas. The first hit of his life was 'Hicktown' a downhome 'country boy' kind of song. To the slow

Montana Home Invasion
Gun needed for protection Shotgun preteen vs.. illegal alien Home Invaders NRA files Butte Montana November 5, 2006 Home invasion gone wrong for criminals. Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez 23 and Enrico Garza 26, probably believed they would easily overpower a home alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things, they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buck shot from the 11 year olds knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a blast to the left s

Love Vs Lust
Love vs Lust An article about the differences between love and lust hardly seems necessary. When we look at the issues dispassionately, it is easy to see that one is almost the opposite of the other. But the key word is "dispassionately". Passions, or emotions, can blind us to the most obvious truths. Jesus spoke of an "evil and adulterous generation", and nothing could more aptly describe the world of the Twenty-First Century. Birth control and extensive media propaganda have made sexual promiscuity the norm. We have more than once been approached by unmarried couples from otherwise conservative religious backgrounds, who refrained from joining our community merely because they would have to stop sleeping together. What is happening in the churches today, that such behaviour is tolerated and passively encouraged? At the moment, there is worldwide scandal about the fact that clergymen in several denominations have for many years been engaging in sexual activities w

Nsfw Photos In My Ablums
Well...and here I thought I was conservative...but I guess that someone took offense to a picture in my album that showed a woman’s boobie...so I have gone thru my albums and moved ANYTHING that could be taken offensively and placed it in an NSFW album and marked them all. I guess that while I think the female body is beautiful not all people agree. So...don’t get any ideas about adding me to see dirty pics of me...I don’t have any...haha! They are all pics I found on the web that I decided to load here and well...now they are NSFW cause of cleavage. Have a great day! (and please my friends…go thru your albums too…I would hate to have a friend deleted over a stupid picture.)

Contest
Ok my friend got me hooked on this web game. Now we are having a contest to see who get the most people signed up by the end of the month. So come on its easy and fun and you'd be helping me out. So at least check out the link, even if you don't sign up! http://world6.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=114193592 This is an easy web game , Ive tried it out and its fun. Its a Vampire type game. Here is link so run and sign up , then verify your email, go to rules and check it out !!!!! http://world6.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=114193592 Im Tai_Dalma !!!

Black Eye
Well, the girl who's responsible for the almost divorce of my sister and her hubby throwed some acid near Garrett, a very close friend of ours. For some reason they got into a fight, because he found out she was cheating on him, she got mad, through the stuff at his face, so he punched her out. She has a pic of a black eye that he gave her and even though I think it is totally wrong for a man to hit a woman, in this case, she deserved it. Garrett is such a actual sweet guy and doesn't deserve any of this. Also she could have hit his 10 year old daughter with it if she would have been in the vicinity. Now he has to go to trial later today and I plan on being there for him. I've known him 8 years and he would NEVER hit a lady without being provoked first. God I hate this bitch for almost destroying my sisters' marriage and now for hurting Garrett. Gr......

Good Tip
Put your car keys beside your bed at night. If you hear a noise outside your home or someone trying to get in your house, just press the panic button for your car. The alarm will be set off, and the horn will continue to sound until either you turn it off or the car battery dies. This tip came from a neighborhood watch coordinator. Next time you come home for the night and you start to put your keys away, think of this: It's a security alarm system that you probably already have and requires no installation. Test it. It will go off from most everywhere inside your house and will keep honking until your battery runs down or until you reset it with the button on the key chain. It works if you park in your driveway or garage. If your car alarm goes off when someone is trying to break in your house, odds are the burglar or rapist won't stick around... after a few seconds all the neighbors will be looking out their windows to see who is out there and sure enough the criminal won't want that

Tattoo Survey
1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no, I slept through em all 2. When did you get your first tattoo? when I was 21 3. What was your first tattoo? The anhk on my left shoulder blade 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart?my blue rose "Tashanna" my daughters tattoo 5. Do you have a matching tattoos with someone? no 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? no 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Yes my daughters 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? Umm none I slept LoL 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tatted? Moderealty close to heavy 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yes 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? no 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? 2 hours 16. Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos? no! 17. Would you consider ever getting any of your tattoos removed? no 18. What are you going to get for your next tattoo? So

Bleeding Heart
NightwishWish I Had An AngelMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I gave you my heart you crushed it I had my wrongs but gave it to you again Only to have it shreded to pieces you had to riped it out in public you are no fallen angel as an angel would never do what u have done you have kids so do i why bring innocents in adult things you want to blame me fine ill take it all but dont u ever dare call your self an angel i may not have a heart no more but some day some where i will find my Angel the real one Fallen Dark Angel you riped me apart fine ill heal in time but be woman enough to leave me alone and let me heal all i ask leave me and my kid alone just move on and let us be good bye baby 2 chances not 3

The Contenders
After a rough first6 round of 32 battles, the sweet 16 id ready to square off. These are the winners against the winners, I hope to polish these all off by Sunday at the latest. Look for them in the Mumms. I will post the results here rather than on the mumms themselves. Seemd I got a few complaints thety there was too much to read there. Here is the Sweet 16: 1. AC/DC Metallica 2. Led Zepplin Bad Company 3. Van Halen KISS 4. Rush Tom Petty 5. The Moody Blues Paul McCartney & Wings 6. The Rolling Stones Journey 7. Aerosmith Fleetwood Mac 8. Lynyrd Skynyrd The Outlaws 9. Elton John The Beatles 10. Eagles The Allman Brothers 11. ELP Yes 12. Heart Pat Benetar 13. Motley Crue Deep Purple 14. Queen U 2 15. Electric Light Orchestra Genesis 16. Boston Forgiener May the best Band win!

Can True Love Hold On?
Can a love that is built over miles hang on? Can love that is built on talks & birtual dates be true? If this love between two people is true, can it survive? I don't know the answers. All I know is that I will always be waiting for you to make those virtual dates real! Kiss me gently and hold me close for I need you in my life more than you could know.

The Cure
My body sweats my eyes a blur Making love to you would be the cure Of this hot passion I feel for you To have the chance there is nothing I would not do I'd make you hot I'd make you scream I'd make you think you were in a dream With me as your slave taking your every command Fuck me now and show me you're a man don't be gentle make it rough I can stand it I'll be tough Now you know the only cure For a horny bitch like me who wants sex for sure

Me And My Little Life..
well everyone its official..i am havin his baby..im happy and im scared to death at the same time...this one is already kickin my ass..im feelng more of the nausea that i didnt really feel with my other 3..back to another spring baby..lol..my first 2 were in march and february...my youngest one was in august..this one is gonna be another march one..you all who read this can either be happy or not be happy its doesnt matter to us either way..but we all ask that everyone please be respectful of our decisions and our private lives when we are not online..if we feel like sharing then we will let everyone know ..thnk you to all our well wishers...thank you for all the prayers and thoughts..

Another Day Older
"another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I oweee my soul to the company store" Here i sit a day shy of 28 and wounder where to go. So much to do and so little time to do it cause like the song goes.. another day older...So much to do that i dont know where to stop.. "another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I owe my sout to the company store"

Santa And The Soldier
SANTA & THE SOLDIER T’WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED

My Fortune
You Are The Empress You represent the ideal female figure: beauty and nurturing. You bring security and harmony to many. At times, you are also a very sensual person. You are characterized by love, pleasure, and desire. Your fortune: You need to take some time to think about the role of commitment in your life. It's possible you need to commit more to others, or deal with how others have treated you. It is very important for you to support your friends and family right now, difficult as it may be. You may need to look at your relationship with your mother, or your relationships as a mother. What Tarot Card Are You?

Don't Try To
ADD ME IF YOUR NOT GONNA CHAT WITH ME. HOW ABOUT TALKING TO ME FIRST,THEN WE WILL SEE IF YOUR WORTHY TO ADD AS A FRIEND! I FUCKIN HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST ADD YOU,JUST TO SEE HOW MANY FUCKIN IDIOTS THEY CAN ADD. FUCK OFF... I AM NOT INTO BEING JUST A NUMBER ON YOUR LIST,SO DON'T TRY IT! PEACE ASS KLOWNS!!!

Who Is Jack Shit???
WHO IS JACK SCHITT??? The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt!" Read on and you'll be able to handle the situation intelligently. Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, a partner of Kneedeep & Schitt, Inc. Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, and the deeply religious couple begat 6 children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins, Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' wishes, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After 15 years of marriage, Jack & Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married a Mr. Sherlock, and out of devotion to her children, decided to hyphenate her last name, and became Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Dip Schitt married a woman named Loda Dung, who became Loda Schitt. The couple produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt. Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, inseperable thoughout childhood s

Comment
Unfortunately the Drama of yesterday is still keeping me from Bombing.But I must go Bomb I have no time to Distribute this to all whom are Dear to me at this time.I have Awesome Friends whom are members in my Family that I must Comment Bomb for.Perhaps I will have Time Later. Plus I'm Sick Today.But I must Bomb I am Sorry. Hugs + Peace to all Whom Read this Most Awesome Comment From an Awesome Friend. Comments on Lord Wolf~Contests To Bomb Links in Blogs Fam. + Friends,Show Some Love.: Riverwife~ King... 2007-7-26 5:6:31 This is GOOD.. I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his

I'm An Aunt!!!!
So I am an aunt again(not by blood though). My girl Kimmy had her beautiful daughter this week on Tuesday July 24th. Kandyce Helene was 8lbs 5.5 ounces and 19inches long(give or take a few cm). I am so proud of both my girl Kimmy and just the fact she has this new addition to her family! I have yet to see Kandyce because of my own health issues at the moment but the photo I have from the hospital website shows me just how adorable she is and already I am in love. Go Kimmy for being so brave and Welcome Kandyce Helene!!! Love you all!

Absoluting Fantastic!
Wow, what a night! Nothing like listening to 3 hours of talented musicians with varying styles. It was open mic night at Java Lords and I decided to make good on my promise to check it out. So I went. Almost missed the place driving; if it weren't for the folks standing outside with guitars I probably would still be driving around in circles. Because it's Little 5 Points -aka "the heart of Atlanta Bohemia" - bikes are the popular mode of transportaion and they don't bother with insignificant details like adequate parking. I was lucky enough to find a spot only half a block away. I walk in the place and it immediately felt like home. Reminded me of a coffee joint I used to frequent in Minnesota called Kuppernicus; that same relaxed atmosphere that Starschmucks and Caribou try so hard to imitate. I got myself a "real" cup of coffee and sat back to enjoy the show. Talk about not disappointed! From the moment I sat down I was completely impressed. This was not regurgitate

The Best Lyrics
Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits. S

Dance Above The Rainbow
DANCE ABOVE THE RAINBOW from Michael Flatley's FEET OF FLAMES... The Choreography in Michael's productions are so precise and brilliant. I have seen Feet Of Flames a couple hundred times...that is how much I love it.

Ugh!
So we're coving BOB by one of my favorites bands.. NoFx. and i'm getting it good great timing but I left all but one picks 400 miles away where i work and i have the picks with a star for "more grip" and it sucks. am i holding it wrong or what? It's cutting my thumb and index at the tip. even though I know no one reads these but still, all stuff is packed away cuz i moved.I have all three of my pedals bot only one patch cord and two instrument cables which is fine I can deal with that... i can wait. but crappy picks, i can play just dont like to. im playing on my SG, it's sweet you wont ever see a picture of me playing it because i dont like taking pictures while im playing, but i will try and find when i was in the band "puppy f*cks" with my inherited grampas very beautiful guitars from 1971... so yeah look it when i upload, it's great and worth alot.

Frogs
True words to live by!!! FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... Who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly,no one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." Or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. E

I'm Not Feeling Well
I'm just posting a blog about how I'm doing, which I have just a minor cold nothing serious @ all! I'm going to be mia today and use the day to rest and get better! I have a great husband who's going to take care of me and my daughter so thats why I'm taking advantage of that! Hope everyone has a great day today :) *Hugz to all my friends*

Your Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

Pictures
When I post pictures and they are private DO NOT FREAKING BEG ME TO SEE THEM... FFS!... They are private for a reason and I dont need to tell u what the reason is and I shouldnt have to tell u no u cant see them. If u ask I will say no and if u ask again saying please or what not I will block you. Yeh maybe I sound like a bitch right now but come on really I shouldnt have to tell u no. If you just added me to see nsfw pics well sorry u have another thing coming to ya cause I dont post them kind of pics and I never will so if thats what ur looking for then u might as well just take me off ur friends list cause it aint gonna happen!

Drinking Games
1.) Blow Job How to play: Need shot glasses and a couple pairs of guys and girls The guys sit down and put one shot (beer or hard liquor) between their legs and the girls race to pick up the shot glass with their mouth and drink the shot. 2.) Flip, Sip, or Strip How to play: This drinking game is easy to figure out, exciteing, and will probably end fast. But, you will definitely have fun before it ends!!! Best with 3 or more people. Start by having any player flip a coin and call heads or tails, while it is in the air. If player guesses right, player passes the coin to the right. If player guesses wrong, player passes the coin to the left and either takes one article of clothing off, or drinks a shot. Great Rule: You cannot do the same thing (sip or strip) more than twice in a row. 3.) Suck and Blow How to play: Doesn't matter how many players as long as there is a circle with the order guy, girl, guy, girl, etc. You'll see why in

This Is Good
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his

So Far Apart Second Draft
when were were not talkin i fell so alone yet there is such a calm when i have you on the phone weve never met but you have stolin my heart trust you wont tear it apart cant wait to have you near cuz my love is sincire reaching for the phone so i dont feel alone cant wait till were near and i can cast aside all fear reaching out to you what am i to do feeling so lone so i reach for the phone cant wait to finaly meet so all these fears can retreat my heart skips a beat,whenever I hear your voice on the phone when i talk to you i no longer feel alone

Feelins 4 Sum 1
There's something stirring within me Like the aquatic waves during a winter's storm Something so irresistible and addicting in between a dream and reality I am torn You say you care and you have mad respect That the vibe between us is like no other Then please tell me why your actions prove different and tell me when "Lies" and "Deceit" became characteristics of a lover My feelings for you are genuine and true just as the sun rises and sets in the day and evening and the land and sky meet All I am is honest with you With your feelings do not be discreet Patience is a virtue and I must say I display it well When will we be on the same page of love? I guess time will have to tell All I ask is for your honesty Look me in the eye and express the truth Do you get butterflies in your stomach and for a quick moment regress back to your youth? My emotions feel like they have gone to waste and have been disregarded I am deserving

New Info
I went to the ER yesterday with my husband because I haven't been feeling well and wanted to make sure everything was ok with my baby. I found out I had 2 separate pregnancies which they called an eptopic pregnancy. One of my babies was inside the uterus like suppose to be and one was outside the uterus which I guess makes your body eat it. My one baby is good and they say I am 5-6 weeks. My due date they gave me is April 1st. Little Jester baby. Thank-You to all who care and I really do appreciate it. I will keep everyone informed on the pregnancy. If you are interested read my blogs if not sorry for you. Thanks to all who care

12:01
so ive been up for 2 days now and the only thing i can think about is how god damn good pizza beer and sex sounds ... oh and i guess according to my ex best friend im a whore ! and im kinda wondering why he hasent called im starting to get a bit worried .... god he boggels my mind i want to know everything about him i want to feel him again i want to pass out next to him i want to taste him ... i just dont want to scare him but i think i might be being to cold and pushing him away or .... fuck who knows .... god i hope he realizes that everything in my life right now is being done so that i can just have the chance to be with him ... and im not trying to be all creepy stalkerish either i just care for him i think more than he realizes ...shit or no shit .... i wish i knew what he wanted or .....

Hatred
You say you hate me, old enemy of mine, But where did your passionate hatred for me come from? Did you at one time actually love me? Was your love not returned to you? The roots of hate start with love. Along the path that love turns ugly, It becomes envy, jealousy, anger,spite, Until one sees nothing before them, Except this blinding hatred. One day along our path in this life, Our journey will come to an end. The fog of hate will clear so that love shines again. A little to late do we see our mistakes, A little to late do we see the time wasted, A little to late do we see the love that could have been ours. Time waits for NO ONE, my friend. Open your eyes, open your heart, Love Awaits. written by Paulette ~8-8-2007~

My Poem
I face the sea and taste the dawn As the wind goes blowing on It stirs the leaves and stalks of grass But I stand tall and strong Apollo rising from the deep Leading the Sun, whose rays I keep Locked in my eyes and in my heart As off the ledge I leap Into the windswept waves I dive Into the cold, ferocious tide I swim toward the horizon Through the chaotic sea, I glide With every breath I find my purpose With every stroke I cut the surface Against the fiercesome force around me My will, my mind shall not prove worthless I struggle on all through that noon Until the dull, forboding moon Bore to my eyes a silver stillness My soul's aspiring to be fulfilled soon From out the thrashing sea I rise Surrounded by the gleaming skies From lilac, to silver, to gold I find the sun where glory lies.

Couple On A Fishing Trip
A couple went on a vacation to a fishing resort up north. The husband liked to fish at the crack of dawn; the wife preferred to read. One morning the husband returned after several hours of fishing and decided to take a short nap. The wife then decided to take the boat out. She was not familar with the lake but she rowed out, anchored the boat, and started reading her book. Along comes the sheriff in his boat. He pulls alongside and says, "Good morning Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading my book" she replies as she thinks to herself, 'Is this guy blind or what?' "You're in a restricted fishing area" the sheriff informs her. "But, Sheriff, I'm not fishing! Can't you see that?!" she pleads. The sheriff replies, "But you have all the equipment, Ma'am. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that then I will charge you with rape!" snaps the woman. "I didn't even touch you" says the sheriff. The woman smiles and says, "Yes, that's true... but you

Goodies
Goodies ( Ciara ) (feat. Petey Pablo) [Ciara] My Goodies, My Goodies, My Goodies Not my goodies! [Verse 1: Petey Pablo] I got a sick reputation for handlin broads All I need is me a few seconds or more. It's a rap Tell the lady to bring my lap And I ain't comin back So you can put the car right there. I'm the truth And I ain't got nothin' to prove. An you can ask anybody 'cause they seen me do it. Barracades, I run right through 'em I'm used to 'em. Throw all the dirt you want its no use still gonna have a pin up in a fabulous room on her back pickin' at a basket of fruit. (I love you boo) Yeah freak and Petey love you too. Ha Ha You know how I do.. [Hook: Ciara] You may look at me and think that I'm Just a young girl But I'm not just a young girl. Baby this is what I'm lookin' for: a sexy, independent, gotta spend it type that's gettin' his dough I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it. [Chorus: Ciara] I bet you want the go

Like A Sock Fulla Nickles
Originally posted from my Livejournal, and rivived by the Jaguar I am to play the game again :) Not to say rubber hoses are the worst threat, but *grins* I like playing :P I am hereby shamed & post chastised by the Blogg-y police for playing with others and hording my toys :) Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more Cheers!

Dreams Do Come True
Even if there only little dreams. I look for the same thing every time I go cruisin profiles, hey a guy has to have a hobby:) well today a friend answered what I like, and they answered it damn well....It's cool to see someone you have met in person in a brand new way and suprisingly (you know guy instincts and all) I don't think any less of them, if anything they now have a more sensual nature to them. I can sum there pictures up in a few words "MORE MORE MORE" and "GRRRRRR" LOL I know the guy side is shining threw a little but omg she is hot:)

Tatoos For Who?
This Question Is... Particulary for those who have tatoos. Are your tatoos for the world and to tell the world something about you? Or- Are your tatoos an outward, physical manifestation of something is private, possibly even hidden just for you and your intimates? Who are your tatoos for?

Politics And Life
2 really hard questions. Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice?

Just Writing
I'm half the woman I used to......................... I think I should start a fire and let all the emotions catch a flame like thing's that were said makes you want to steal all this living is making me realize all I have is time so what am I going to do with the rhymes. The peace I've found today made me grit my teeth with the pain that was swallowed when can I be let back in, just want to start again...The start that has no end........I'll keep on singing till they let me out The one love that makes it easier on you is the hardest to keep remember that.....The one love you get you have to care for it......I feel I've been a disappointment sometimes I get bad tastes in my mouth from the lack of what my crazy and seemingly self destructive life I used to live if we drug it out into the light would it be the same would I be one or would I need to be carried off into a brighter notation of this love is a temple only if I could enter it all I've got is hurt and its hard

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

Plz Read And Repost!!!!
The social manipulations of society through fear and division have completely detached human’s form their sense of power and reality, a process that has been going on for century’s if not millennia. Religion, patriotism, race, wealth, class and every other form of arbitrary separatist identification thus conceived has served to create a controlled population utterly malleable in the hands of the few. Divide and conquer is the motto, and as long as people continue to see their self’s as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. The men behind the curtain know this, and they also know that if people ever realize the truth of their relationship to nature, and the truth of their personal power the entire manufactured zeitgeist that they prey upon will collapse like a house of cards. The whole system that we live in drills into us that were powerless were week that our society is evil that is fragmented etc and so forth…it’s all a big fat lie…..we ar

My Life
My husband and I were married for 9 years. We were together for 12 years.My daughter from a previous marriage, moved in with us. She was 16 at the time. When my daughter got pregnant, she told me it was for her boyfriend and he lefted her and said it wasn't his. That he didn't want anything to do with her or the baby. So,I did what any mother would do. I stood by her, took her the doctor. Was there for her every step of the way.I was their to cut the umbilical cord, it was the happiest day of my life. I had my first grandson. I was on cloud nine for about 7 months. When I found out she gave my grandson away. she moved about about that time. I raised levi (my grandson) all this time when she lived with us. Then last year the truth came out. My grandson, was not only my grandson, he was my husbands child. Yes, my husband had an affair with my daughter, his step-daughter. My divorce will be final September 13th. One day after my 40th birthday. So, you see its hard for me to get close to a

Motorcycle Riders - Please Pass This On!!!
Motorcycle Riders For all who Know Motorcycle Riders or see them on the roads everyday. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves But

The Blind Man
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model

Hey
Have you ever had some feelins that you cant shake I mean lovin someone and feelin that their ex is goin to come back well that is what i am goin through now i mean they have children in all I do also but i am sittin here cryin bc it hurts well i am just ventin and i am sorry i need to hush now thanks for listenin

Just Something I Wrote A While Ago...
I found myself drifting into another world and saw that I was at the bottom of a set of stairs. At the very top of these stairs was a gleaming light like a star or jewel of exceptional brilliance. I ascended these stairs and upon reaching the top, I saw a gleaming, blinding light with a brilliance no man has ever known. It had no shape nor form, but I knew that I was looking at God himself. The magnificence, splendor, and grandeur of this experience cannot be put into words. Neither can my innermost feelings, but it shall remain in my heart, soul, and mind forever. I never felt so clean inside in all my life. All the trash and garbage seemed to be washed out of my mind. In my heart, my mind, my soul, and my body, it seemed as if I were born all over again. A feeling of great peace and contentment seemed to flow through my entire body. All sounds ceased and I seemed to be floating in a great, very very still void or hemisphere. It is impossible to describe the overpowering feeling of

Here We Go Again
If you have to keep asking yourself why you are with someone, then should you really be with them? I mean how far can love really take you, and honestly how far can you EXPECT it to take you? Love does not make the world go round, it isn't all we need. It may begin wars but it does not end them. It doesn't pay the bills. It doesn't heal wounds. Sometimes it is just another way to bleed. I am bleeding. I will not say that I am dying. It is not that severe. But there is pain. Is it better to love but hate?... to love then lose?... than to never love at all if never loving means never feeling? If all I have to feel from this... emotion is aching bitterness, sour betrayal, vile stupidity, and self loathing then I pass. But my actions betray my words. I am like Eve saying, "God give me another chance." Because I cannot take this hell I have subjected myself to. But chance after chance I still find myself at that tree, reaching upwards, convinced that this piece of

My New Love!!!
Well what can I say?! You never really know who your real friends are till you have hit rock bottom and that I did this weekend....But there was a shining ray of light...one single person, picked me up, dusted me off, told me they love me and that everything was gonna work out! Now that is a real friend! And you know who you are!!! I love you with all my heart!!! FOREVER!

Beautiful
You talk so sweet and sound so nice, cant wait till i see your eyes, hold you close and keep you near,make it so you never fear. I'll be your one for now and ever,this poem might suck, but its kinda clever lol

Is It Destiny
Is It Destiny ? By: Carlos For :Princess Heather We came together just by chance. Could it be destiny? We weren't ready for this romance. Why now destiny? Who is this person they call "Fate"? Can he be knocking at our door? Sometimes he brings love. Sometimes it is hate. He gets the blame whatever the score. Are you one and the same? Upsetting our lives whatever your name. If you are destiny or if you are fate. You can leave now before it's to late. Goodbye destiny. He just won't leave. What can we say? He says not to tempt him. So, get out of his way. If he says it is so, then it is meant to be. Me with you and you with me. Thank you destiny.

Lmao Check This Out!!!!
LOL ok now this is some funny stuff!!! I think we have all been there... looked at someones profile and not done anything .. ie rate comment etc... well check out this comment I got just cause I didn't do anything for her! LOL check it out!!! LOL How should I respond to this??? I mean she did give me points by leaving me a comment! LMAO

My Sweet Horoscope Sept. 7,07
~*Cancer*~ Getting down to basics will be vital in order to deal with the pile of practical and important details needing to be checked. You may feel as though you're spreading yourself too thin, so you'll be writing out lists and checking off items as you go. Try not to waste time on people who don't deserve your attention. Luckily, there will be time to heart to heart chats at home, giving you a chance to catch up with loved ones. SORRY GUYS JUST THOUGHT TO BLOG MY HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY. YOU DON'T HAVE TO RATE THEM :D SmIlE :D

Who Am I?
She is distracted and her mind is chaotic She finds peace in the chaos you run from She seeks danger and teases fate's temper She starts and never finishes but, wants to She seeks approval but, ignores praise She ask for sensuality only to turn it away She creates beauty and life to see a reaction She is insane and you believe she pretends She is so alone in her head and you will never reach her She is me and I am her, my life is not my own, who am I?

My Kids
OK I have been asked several times about them so here it goes. Yes I have 11 kids. Their ages are 18, 15, 14, 12, (10), 8, 7, 4, 3, 1, and 4 months. They have 5 different mothers. We'll start with the oldest and work our way down. My oldest is a boy, that's pretty much all I can tell you about him, other then his name (Cory) and birthday. I've never met him, I didn't even know about him until I got a phone call the day after he was born. I left to go to basic training when his mom was 2 months pregnant with him. She decided to not tell me because she knew I was leaving. Then she moved to California and had him. Called me the day after and that was the last I have heard from her. All I can do is hope that one day he will come knock on my door and introduce himself. The 15 year old's name is Qaban. He lives with his mother in AZ. I haven't seen him since he was 9 months old. That was his mothers choice not mine. A couple of years ago out of the blue he called me and

F.d.n.y. Brothers R.i.p.
This memorial Is Dedicated To My Good Firefighters Friends And Brothers Firefighter/EMT Hector Tirado, Firefighter/EMT Sean Tallon, Firefighter/EMT Michael Vernon Kiefer May You Rest In Peace You Shall Never Be Forgotten, We All Love You And Miss Very Much God Bless All Of You ! Firefighter Hector Tirado, Jr. Engine 23 Firefighter and Model Of his three jobs, Hector Tirado Jr. liked firefighting work the best. A former emergency medical technician, he was lured to the New York Fire Department less than two years ago by the excitement and the opportunity to help people, said his uncle, Robert Tirado. The divorced father of five children, Mr. Tirado, 30, also worked as a waiter and, occasionally, as a model. His latest shoot was posing in casual clothes for a Latino firefighters calendar that was due out sometime this year. His uncle said, "I'd walk on the street with him in the summer and the girls would give him their number." Mr. Tirado, who lived in the Bronx and wa

Miss You...
MISS YOU Ceiling of white Drops of goo Head on the bed Thoughts of you Wish the stars I could see Lay in your arms Come cuddle me Black sky aglow With Diamonds And stardust A breath taking show Empty apartment Silence so real Deep sighs echo I miss your feel Warm hand of love A delicate touch Upon my cheek I miss that so much Close my eyes tight Fall on a star Jump on the moon Travel so far Land in your room Hold your hand Sit next to the bed Help you stand Bring you dinner Make you smile Lift your spirits Visit awhile Drive you home When you are well Happy for you You’re out of hell Home at last A place of new One bed to share Make love to you Open my heart Tucked in tight Lingering thoughts Of us in sight Get well soon I just wanted you to know I love you And miss you ever so! Written by: Unchained Melody 9-14-07

Too Much On My Mind.
I'm sitting here thinking about life... and how i, well that is to say most of us, live in a land of confusion... because if you think about it, we do live in a land of confusion. If we dont know what to do or who to call then I we get bored... and sit and think about life and get slightly confused as to why certain things in our life happens... it prolly seems strange but i think about this every night before bed. No matter how tired I am i sit up for at least 2 hours contemplating life... because thats all i have to do... that is basically my "me" time. I spend it thinking about why certain things happened through out the day or at work... and how they helped to better me in this strange place, time, and world. I honestly don't understand life all that well but I have learned that things happen for a reason even if they can't be explained right away. The way I see it is: Life will throw things at you to see if you can deal with it. If you cant deal with it then life will make you

Tammy
Letting people fall in love with people who are already married is one of the meaner things that God does... Many people have asked why you would let yourself fall in love with someone who is married. That's a really stupid question. The obvious answer is that love, real love, doesn't take into account religion or race or marital status. Love is seldom convenient, and we sure as hell don't get to pick who we fall in love with. And unless it happens to you early in life, there's a good chance there will be other people involved... I'm a romantic, and I truly believe that each one of us has a soul mate. However, there is this theory I call God's Law of Compensation. It works on the premise that each one of us gets a different set of goodies. Some people get looks, some get money, some get a perfect mate or fame or whatever. But no one gets everything. Perhaps God has decided that love is the one thing I should do without...

All Sbg Bombers And Friends
The guy below will be in a contest starting on the 27th @ 1pm in the afternoon and it will run till the 7th of OCT at 1am. I am asking all my friends to stop by and rate his pic the day the contest starts and leave comments if you can.

American Injustices
*UPDATED* My Public Service Announcement...previously Activist and Liberal Corner Current mood: devious Category: Life Public service announcement... keep in mind I am one man with an idea not the answers... but it is all of us that can find and figure out the truth... --jLove I have been sent here to share with all of you, your reality is not as what it seems. Have you ever heard the statement, "movies do not predict the future." Well that is being proven wrong, whether you know it or not. You may think all these Sci-Fi, the Michael Moores, Mystery/Thriller movies are for you entertainment, its not. You may think after seeing something so outrages and far fetched, it would be impossible to be truth. T.V., Video games, MTV, all media for that matter are placed in front of us as distractions while the rest of the real world continues on, as it has been.These are hidden indirect, subliminal, misleading messages put together to confuse you much like a "magic" tri

Thank You
Thank you for changing my life, Even if it wasn't for the better. Thank you for being there for me, Even if you weren't there forever. Thank you for making me see, Even if it's the worst parts of me. Thank you for showing me the truth, Even if that means my misery. Thank you for knowing when to leave, Even if my heart begins to bleed. Thank you for being there when I cried, Even if it means I nearly died. Thank you for knowing when to move on, Even though I know it still feels wrong.

Updated 9/28/2007
PLEASE just take a moment of your time to read this. These ANIMALS are being TORTURED and SLAUGHTERED every year Between October and March. Some are on the ENDANGERED SPECIES LIST. Do you CARE ENOUGH to sign a petition against it?? Dolphins ARE VERY SMART they are in the 2nd or 3rd Position on Intelligence rating,Right at the top with Primates and Humans. Humans take the #1 Spot. If were so Intelligent WHY would we allow this to CONTINUE and lose an entire species? They are NOT FISH ...They Are MAMMALS. Please Go watch this Video Link First and check out this study and then watch the Videos below and see what is happening to these animals. http://www.exn.ca/video/?video=exn20051212-dolphin.asx Here is the Story...Not as Graphic as the next Video but Very Informative. The Next Video is VERY GRAPHIC. If you dont want to watch at least please listen to what is happening and click on the link below and please go add your name to the petitition to let the Japanese Govern

Twenty Dollars
On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that! his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly$1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank which were worth

The 4 Aliens!!
there were 4 aliens that went to earth. they separated and went to tour around earth. even if they dunno english. the first alien went to a music class. students: do re MI! so the first alien learnt the word "MI!" the second alien went to a pie shop and stole a pie from a kid. kid: she stole my pie! so the second alien learnt the phrase"she stole my pie". the third alien went to a restaurant. and heard a woman say: woman: fork and knife! so the third alien learnt the pharse" fork and knife!" the last alien went to a football match. when the soccer player shoot a goal,he cheered! soccer player: yes! so the last alien learnt to cheer "yes!" then they all came back to the park and saw a dead woman. the police stopped and asked them some questions police:who killed her? alien1:MI! police:why did u kill her? alien2:she stole my pie! police:how did u kill her? alien

Boarding School
Boarding School by stolenbunny2572© Allison was sitting in front of the vanity that she'd grown to love despite the prison of a school that she'd been forced to go away to. So what if it was coed and she could talk to guys, if you got caught standing within a foot of each other you got in so much trouble you couldn't even breath without permission for two weeks. She was eighteen years old and all because of her stupid new step mother she wasn't even able to date. She drug a brush through her hair then threw it down, leaving the unruly fire red curls the way they were. "Hey, you." Allison jumped up and pulled her robe closed looking up at the window where a guy had climbed up the trellis and was trying to get in. "Yea, you, sweetheart, come open the window for me." She came over to a window and arched a brow. "You want me to open this window?" "Please baby, my friend is being kicked out and he wanted me to get a message to his girl." He stuck out his bottom lip and

Cute
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we shouid start washing tour clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't llet such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom,"Why did you put talcum powder in my underwar?" She replied with a snicker, "It,s not talcm powder......it,s 'Miracle Grow'.

When Sick
confussion of sicknesses why ?? Current mood: confused One gets sick, they all do. you know how that goes. We are all young though. Sometimes we bounce back quick. I suppose It's nature's way of toughing us up... So why when were sick, we stay sick, we don't get tough, In fact most get weaker ... more sick. (let me see)... The simplicity of is stunning,Like a rock cracking a skull.. duh!! Your proud of your ability to both believe and question everything. Secretley you think eles does, but at some point we all give in and soon surrender to the comfort of certainty.... I'ts to much trouble, this endless jousting of belief and doubt, too tiring. Finally you suppose it will break you , yet strangely it's the only thing that keeps you going- though true at times you feel unbalanced even some what mad... It shall never be said that my sorrow has hardened me towards others.... :O) Listen to your inner voice and follow them for it is wisdom that knows what is best for you. T

Lie To Me
12 STONES LYRICS "Lie To Me" Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was i

"mystery"
It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails. You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share and just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questions in its ways. Sometimes,hopefully at least once in your life-the gift of love will come to you in full flower and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty.This is the dream we all share. More often,it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment,then move on.

Its Me
its so weird not being called by a name that i hve has since i meet some one it hurts almost like they still havent really forgiven me i just want to cry thinking about it matter of fact i am i dont like it and want things to go back pple make mistakes i just wish there was some thing i could do any thing to fix it any thing!!!!!!!!!!

Click A Cherry To Rate
Why are you supposed to 'click a cherry' to rate this blog? That used to make sense to me, but not any longer. Anyone know what a 'fubar' looks like so we can suggest a replacement for those antiquated cherry icons?

If You Dont Wanna Get Blocked
Then its real simple Dont talk to Me like im some whore bc of my pics And rate more then my NSFW pics it gives me no points im not a point whore but why would u even waste ur rates on pics u cant even get points for it makes no since dont get me wrong i dont care u rate them but rate some of my reg. pics i like points even if u dont if i have to keep telling u guys this i will just block you And when i see someone rate my reg. pics they get 11's from me But if u dont then u get shit from me and thats it i dont care if i seem like a bitch its my page its my rules thank you

Dreams
Tonight i had two unusual dreams. The first was a prison break. Things that don't normally happen in a prison (like the ceiling dropping down slowly on someone as if the room was trying to crush me) Me and 4 other people escaped (2 of them were female...actual women not transsexuals. It was as if it was some really cheesy horror movie, but it was the end of the movie. The next dream was that i was covered with insects that don't even exist in the real world. And of course i was panicing... they all died of course (because i killed them) creepy... one of them looked like a hair piece (two halves connected. Weird shit.... weirdest so far. almost actually... talking fish has the creepy insects and prison break beat. Still...fuckin weird.

I Love October...
Lady Victo... October 1, 2007 @ 6:12 am Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket It Must Be October The harvest moon hangs round and high It dodges clouds high in the sky The stars wink down their love and mirth The Autumn seasons is giving birth Oh it must be October The leaves of red bright gold and brown To Mother earth come tumbling down The breezy nights the ghostly sights The eerie spooky far off sounds Are signs that its October The pumpkin yellow big and round Are carried by costumed clumsy clowns Its Halloween lets celebrate Come one come all and don't be late We know now its October We'll roast and toast some luscious food For apples we'll be bobbin While tales are told around the fire Of timely ghosts and goblins Oh how we love October The moon has grown pale The stars have grown dim Our Halloween party is over With a hi-de-ho homeward we'll go What a delightful month October

Brandy!
Brandy's son passed away, today. When she got the news,it took her breath away. I didn't know what to do ,or say. I don't think she'll ever be the same. Her heart broke a little more today. I sit and and watched her slip away. Down a road I hope she don't stay. Brand's heart broke a little more today. A mothers love can't be replaced. His memories will never be eraised. No one one could ever take his place, in her heart. Even though now they seem worlds apart. He's still with her,everywhere she goes. She still carries him so close. A mother loves her kids the most. Brandy's heart broke a little more today. Her son is gone. She wonders what she did wrong. What horrible thing caused all this pain. Everything so familor,now feels so strange. Brandy's heart broke a little more today. Tommorrow she'l get up and wipe the tears away. Try to start a brandnew day. Try to

Would You? Could You?
Would you forgive a sinner? Would you look her in the eye And see a repentant heart? Would you figure out a loner? Would you pore into her soul And see the pain she’s been in? Would you take charge of a wanderer, who has gone searching in the darkest places And find and take her to a place called paradise? Would you support a paralytic, who has gone through hell and high water, left alone in her inner struggle? Would you proclaim to a non-believer who has relied on lies, false hopes and promises And deliver her to a blinding truth? Would you give up on a lover, friend or a stranger who has failed you many times than ever? Would you take her in still? Will you get tired of a rebel, A skeptic fool, a would-be crusader Would you? Could you? She kept the faith of a child Laid her head and waited patiently for your return. And she smiled at the thought of how much love she has now In the end, it was all she ever believed and all that ever mattered!

Why I'm Here
I haven't been on here that long but i have made some really awesome friends.There are a couple that I am worried about and you know who you are I just really miss talking to you.Wondering how your doing?Please drop me a line to let me know how your doing.And I want to meet up with 1 very special friend but they aren't talking to me right now.I made them mad i guess.I just felt like rumbling.luv and kisses stormy

Girl Or Woman ?
When i was a girl, i loved stuff animals , now that i am a woman i love the men that give me them . When i was a girl , I loved good music , now that i am woman i can apprecaite the talent of the artist . when i was a girl , I would day dream of prince charming. Now as a woman i let prince charming day dream about me . When i was a girl, i rebelled against my mother , Now as a woman i thank her for her guidence . When i was a girl,i was cocky and bold . now as a woman i appreciate advice. When i was a girl i lived in the family, now as a woman i live For my family . When i was a girl i was sheltered from the storm , now as a woman I Am the shelter from the storm . When i was a girl i hoped to fall in love, now as a woman i hope to stay in love. When i was a girl i was daddys little baby , now as a woman i am the Mother of daddys little girl . Girls tell secrets and women tell truths. Girls love money , women love the men that make the money . Girls try to attract men ,

Atten.native Spirits Tribe (pimpout)
It has come to my attention that we as of now are not doing pimpouts.So what im asking is do you all want a pimpout. plz leave a comment on this blog either ya or na for the pimpout. all comments will be counted as votes. thank you ruzz

The Fly By Night Family Is Looking For Bombers
HELLO EVERYONE, THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN OUR RANKS. JUST A QUICK BACKGROUND ON THE FAMILY NAME. I AM A DIE HARD RUSH FAN FLY BY NIGHT IS A SONG BY RUSH. THE FAMILY WAS STARTED AS A RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY NOTHING MORE. THEN WE BECAME A CONTEST-GIVEAWAY BOMBING FAMILY. NOW AS FOR QUALIFICATIONS FOR MEMBERSHIP. 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. 2. MUST LIKE AND WANT TO BOMB IN CONTESTS AND GIVEAWAYS. 3. BEFORE ENTERING A CONTEST LET ME KNOW SO WE DO NOT HAVE MORE THEN 2 or 3 IN A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY AT ONE TIME. ONCE WE GET LARGER AND CAN SUPPORT MORE CONTESTS WE WELL INCREASE TO 4, 5 ETC. 4. THE FAMILY HAS ALLIE FAMILY'S THAT MAY ASK FOR HELP. SO YOU MUST BE WILLING TO HELP THEM. 5. I WELL ASK FOR VOLENTEARS FIRST. IF NO ONE VOLENTEARS MEMBERS MUST BE OK WITH ME ASSIGNING THEM TO SPECIFIC CONTESTS AND/OR GIVEAWAYS. RULES FOR BOMBING MEMBERS ARE ALLOWED TO BOMB WHO THEY WANT AND WHEN THEY WANT. I DO HOWEVER AS

What A Morning
I'm having a Blonde Moment Morning, I swear. It was so hard to get up, I just wanted to keep sleeping 5 more mins. But I did finally get out of bed. Everything is moving smooth until I can't find my car keys with my work keys attached. Had them last night, just can't find them now. Oh well, so off to preschool we go. Get my daughter dropped off (thank you daddy) and off to work I go. Still no keys to be found. Good thing one of my co-workers comes in earlier then me, I just had her open up the office at 1 min to 8 am. So tonight it's the great hunt for the work keys. LOL See what happens when a blonde washes her hair?

Chicken Spaghetti
Chicken and Spaghetti Recipe By : Serving Size : 4 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Crockpot Main Dish Poultry Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 8 ounces Tomato sauce 6 ounces Tomato paste 1/4 cup Water 2 teaspoons Dried oregano -- crushed 1 teaspoon Sugar 4 ounces Shredded mozzarella cheese 4 small Chicken breasts -- split Skinned and boned 3 Cloves garlic -- minced Hot cooked spaghetti Grated parmesan cheese In skillet brown the chicken in hot oil; drain. Sprinkle generously with salt and pepper. Tranfer to crockpot. For sauce, combine tomato sauce, tomato paste, water, garlic, oregano and sugar. Pour sauce over chicken. Cover a

The Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and

Feelings
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Love
Im not doing this to be mean. Just i feel poems can say lot for how you feel.If i think back on the time we had together was the grestest thing. You did make a differnce in my life.To know our love was strong, i know you loved me and i loved you.I hold you close to my heart forever and always. Your still the one that know more about me then everyone does. Yes In the end we might not be together but think we still got each together and the one thing i love. I love the fact we are still friend and still close as forever. I still wanna be in your life, still be the one you can feel you can tell anything to. To be able to love each other as bestfriend. YEs you have a place in my heart that special just for you. Yes you can Touch me like no one has. I feel your pain and your tears. I hurt when your sad, i cry when you cry.... just like that bestfriend poem...When your sad or hurt i want to be there to help you up to let you know everything will be okay. I want to be there when you tell me a

Muh Best Friend Hurt Me !!!
See this friend of mine, made me twist muh hand shut in her water bottle and it really really hurts!! LOL I kno shes a total whacked out bitch, but she hurt muh hand so bad! and we're suppose to be best friends haha She knows I love her even tho shes mean!!!

The Tide Began To Rise
I don't belong here I never saw the sun The path I walk The blood-stained walls The lines of chalk on the floor It's getting so hard I never saw the backlash When the tide began to rise I can't remember The way it was when everything felt right My mouth held shut And eyes sealed tight with control So I remember on the inside I found A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore Somehow I must stop feeding the pain My heart's just the same as before I found A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore And somehow So now I'm stuck here Between the guilty and the insincere The words I've spoke Have left me here all alone I should've known this I never saw the backlash When the tide began to rise I wish it all gone I could've burned it when I had that choice Now I've done and killed this noise in my head So I remember on the inside I found A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore Somehow I must stop feeding the pain My heart's

Moving Again
Hello to all fubarians. Hope everyone is doing great. Me and Just Shizzle will be moving today back to Florida and won't be able to get on for a while. I hope you all have lots of fun while we're gone and don't do anything I wouldn't do. Keep us in you're prayers and we will miss all of you. Hope you all have a great one. God bless you all. Trista Just Shizzle's Fu-wife

Happiness
Someone once told me that you can only find happiness in one place.........inside yourself. If you're not happy with who you are and what you've become, you will never be happy. You can't find happiness with another person if you are not happy with yourself.

When Life Treats U Bad
why does it seem like when things are going to be ok and you will get back on track, like maybe getting a new job or new place, then bad shit starts to happen? well i just moved and had started a good job, only to find out a few days ago that they laid me off! due to lack of work, aint that some bs? now i have new place to pay for and got to go job hunting again! wtf- why cant life be fair ? i thought oh well i will be able to stay afloat w a decent payin job and will be ok who was i kidding? is there other people out there that are going thru the same thing? if so give me some advice so i can maintain.... thanks for reading this~!

Deth Radio
THE RUMORS ARE TRUE!!!VAMPIRO, A.K.A. DJ DETH IS RETURNING TO THE AIR WAVES WITH HIS UNIQUE STYLE AND ONE OF A KIND PERSONNALITYTHIS DETH RADIO PRESENTATION, IN WHICH ALL ARE WELCOMED, WILL BE HELD IN THE UNDERWORLDDURING THIS EVENT THE FIRST EVER "DETH HOUR" WILL BE HELD!!!

Poem: Never Feeling More Certain
I'd love the last part of many songs to be true. Unfortunantly it isnt. I won't be home for anyone cause he let alone no one is there for me. Hasnt been for many year's now. But the regrets that made me, is too late to save me. As far as I can tell,... Its those talking to me with their empty words & me not understanding whats said,... It isnt the things in my head. It's those around me that I once trusted, loved & had been nothing but loyal too. They apparently havent a clue let alone the ability to cherish these things. I look to the internet to fill these voids. Lonliness brings us to things such as the internet. When those voids can't be met.

Little Known Facts
Little Known Facts 1. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 2. The "save" icon on Microsoft Word shows a floppy disk, with the shutter on backwards. 3. The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful ploughman strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed." 4. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable. 5. Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds, while dogs only have about ten. 6. The word "Checkmate" in chess comes from the Persian phrase "Shah Mat," which means, "the king is dead". 7. Pinocchio is Italian for "pine head." 8. In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. 9. The United States has never lost a war in which mules were used. 10. All porcupines float in water. 11. The airplane Buddy H

So Today In My World
Someone went in and marked most my new halloween pics nsfw. like 10 of them, and a few other pictures. Rock on dude/dudette, you and your patheticness. Reposting pictures later tonight as sfw, go rate'em again plz? i want the pointage.

Contest!!!
Who ever comments the most wins but with every contest their are rules. 1. With every comment someone else must comment before and after your own. Anytime your comments are back to back they will not count... Winner is allowed to my family only albums until the end of time... Enjoy and good luck I will be back in 2 weeks context ends 11/20/07... Love Sin

Where Have I Been?
Ok I am sure a couple of you are wondering where the heck have I been for so long. It has been really insane around here lately and there has been a couple of things going on. 1)A little background first. My hubby had 3 kids from his first marriage but lost contact almost 20 years ago when his ex wife moved the kids and wouldnt tell him where they were. He went to pick them up for his weekly visistation and they were gone and the house wwas empty. he tried looking for them but no one would tell him anything and the child support could NOT tell him because of the child protection laws. Well a few weeks ago I got a letter in the mail from a woman who was looking for her husband's father. It was confirmedshortly after that that this was in fact my hubby's oldest son from his first marriage. They had been looking for him for years. We are currently planning a BIG reunion between father and son and now grandkids too!!! 2)I have been trying to start my own business. I do professional r

Read At Your Own Risk!!
Twist and turn in the night we go. Not sure where we'll be. Dance with me baby,and life will end. Twist and turn in the night we go. See light in the dark of the soul.Twist and turn in the night we go. Who'll find your empty heart when the dance ends. Twist and turn in the night. Watch as I rip your heart out. Twist and turn in the night. When you dance with me you lose your self. Twist and turn in the night. Watch as I sit you on flight. Twist in turn in the night we go. Watch as your life becomes mine. Twist and turn in the night we go. For the night is my home. Twist and turn in the night we go. Fall for the daughter of the night. Hehehehehe!:)

To New Friends
it might take me some time but i dont just add people for the add i like meeting new people and i will by by your page to check out your profile rate you and talk to you i just wanted to let ya'll know that i work and ive been trying not to spend ALL of the rest of my time online because i dont get anything else done and i cant afford a maid lmao E

Christmas Poem
T`was the night beforeChristmas He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give,And to see who in this house did live. I looked all about,A strange sight did I see, No tinsel,no presents,Not even a tree. No stocking by mantle,Just boots filled with sand,On the wallhung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges,awards of all kind,a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different,it

New Pics
I uploaded some new pictures, and yes, I am standing in the yard, playing with my dog and not using the cane... If I had the cane, he would be after it, not the stick. And, admittedly I am overweight, however, I have to say I am not at the 500 pounds I once was. I could stand to lose a LOT more and I really am trying. Anyway, back to the dogs. Recently, Shadow has gotten real aggressive with lucky, so I figured I would play with him. (if anyone can tell me how to retrieve digital video from a kodak easyshare 743 it would be appreciated) Anyway, I pretty much wore the old guy out, which seems to be working to cut down any aggression... I mean how aggressive can one be sleeping?

What Im Up To Now...
http://friends.winster.com/r/c147918ce753102aa2c9 I've been spending less time here at fubar and more time on winster. For those of you who like to play slots and puzzles this is a cool one. If you want to go freebie you can sign up and then you get a certain amount of spins per day. I ended up signing up for the gold membership because I got addicted.lol I also really did win a movie ticket(before I signed up as a gold member)Try it out. Its fun use this link up above and tell me how you like it. If you do sign up let me know your id name and I'll be sure to help you out when I see you. Hint: Dont spin away your winnies (w) or wilds. Try to get 4 winnies and a wild for the jackpot 8,000 points.

Adult Game ;)
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

Why Is It???
Why is it that men think, women are stupid and don't think they know anything? This that cares about you alot.He tells you he loves you,cares for you,and has you basicly living with him.Now have in mind you and him are not dating, but that he sleeps in the same bed as you.But OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how he loves you. Then he go's out and messes around with another woman.Do guys think we are stupid that,we don't know what is going on??They always say Actions speak Louder then Words!!!!!! Why do guys get mad when you find out that they, are messing around behind your back and want nothing to do woth them anymore? Guys may hate me for saying this but i don't care anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Little More About The Bondage Princess
NAME: NIKKE LOU DAZZLED THE WORLD:24TH MARCH 1971 HAIR BROWN BUT BLOND AT THE MOMENT (CHANGES ALL THE TIME DEPENDING ON MOOD LOOKS THROUGH: GREEN EYES STAR SINGH: ARIES (THE RAMPANT RAM NEED I SAY MORE) SEX: YES PLEASE( FEMAIL) HEIGHT 5FT1 SIZE PETTITE SIZE 8 FAVORITE FOOD:ITALIAN FAVORITE SPORT CELTIC AND LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL TEAM FAVORITE DRINK VODKA AND COKE DO I SMOKE: MMM TRYING TO STOP AT THE MOMENT SINGLE: NO GETTING MARRIED KIDS YES ONE GIRL AND POSSIBLE MORE BEST MATES: CHELLE MARIE PAULINE LISA JESSE LAST TIME I CRYED: LAST WEEK WHEN I FOUND OUT I HAD NO MONEY IN THE BANK FAVORITE COULOUR GREEN PINK FAVORITE POSITION JUST A SEX MANIAC SO ALL DO I TELL LIES : NOPE UNLESS ITS FOR A GOOD REASON AM I A GOOD MATE: YES BUT A BAD ENEMY SO CROSS ME AND ITS GAME OVER FOR U

Day 2 - Penn & Teller
Today I gambled a bit, did some shopping and caught a show over at the Rio. Gambling continued with Three Card poker and video poker. Both went well today. Shopping came from hitting up the Rio for some 1/2 price World Series of Poker Merchandies. Some good deals there. The other is Fry's Electronics, a store that West Coasters know but doesn't exist up in Colorado. Tonight we went to the Rio. Had dinner at Antonelli's resturaunt (Southern Italian) and then went to see Penn & Teller. Penn & Teller put on a consistently good show. They do vary the show a little but the finale is always the Magic Bullet trick. They throw out some of the rants you would find on their showtime show BS, but they tone it down as they consider their show a family show. Having stayed at the Rio, its still one of my favorite places to go to. Last year Prince turned it into his private nightclub. Currently the Seafood Buffet is under renovation and a new BBQ places is coming as well. While no

I Would Write You A Love Letter
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you. I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head. I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before. I would write you a love letter, but I can't … I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~

Ice-man
Im a numba one stunna, and iced out gunna see me rollin with the bling, five hundred dolla rings three hundred dolla threadz, dont make me bust no heads im hanging with my hunny sippin with my sweetie chillin with my girl on the beaches of tahiti any day any how any place or things when i go shoppin i always buy new bling two hundred dolla watch iced out and golden wearing so much bling you would think it was stolen shining so bright in the hot summer sun now you see why they say that im numba one lookin at me make ya think money grows on trees girls look at me and i bring em to they knees girls look at me and faint at my sight so iced out and shiny you would think i was a light chains, watches, clothes, grillz, and rings my cash flow is endless if its being spent on bling living my way is a fabulous life hope to someday have a fabulous wife diamond ring, pearl earrings and a gold chain round her neck only the nicest ice for my lady, whatchu expect as long as i hav

Warning! Incoming Art War!
Come one! Come all! Take a seat and enjoy the end of the world! Sit back and relax as big men with guns murder your family. Grab a drink and throw a toast for the men with bombs. Gaze upon the burning sky with admiring awe. Are you offended yet? Are you disgusted by my words? You shouldn't be. It was you that created them. So let's party on, let's keep taking life for granted. A salute to the Asian whalers. A salute to the men creating war! Give a homeless man some drugs instead of money - save him some time. Prepare the noose for your suicidal friend - save him some time. Put some bullets in your child’s gun - save him some time. Believe in a greedy god - take sweet bribes from Satan. Let's gasp with surprise as two people fall in love. Let's laugh at them when their hearts break. We knew it would happen. We knew we'd want more. Are you offended now? I know you're somewhat disgusted. You should be. Look in the mirror, look at your lover, look at your neighbour. It's all your fault. Ju

5 Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period; you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is the phase in which you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom.

Did You Know - December 07
Did You Know - December of 07 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "Our imagination is the only limit to what we can hope to have in the future.” - Charles F. Kettering *December 2 nd - Painter Otto Dix (The Seven Deadly Sins) born in 1891. Many of his works tend toward the macabre, the results of his experiences in World War I & Advent *December 5 th - Director Fritz Lang (Metropolis, By Rocket to the Moon) born in Vienna in 1890 & Chanukah *December 9 th - Actor Kirk Douglas (20,000 Leagues Under the Sea) born in Amsterdam, NY in 1916. *December 12 th - Painter Edvard Munch (Painting: The Vampire) born in Norway in 1863. *December 13 th - Sculptor Stanislav Szukalski born in Warta, Poland in 1893. He believed all human culture derived from a single origin on Easter Island after the biblical Deluge of Noah. *December 16 th - Author Philip K. Dick (Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?) born in 1928 in Chicago. *Decemb

Angels
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, " But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad "And was traveling alon

Sick
On top of all my health issues I have come down with a nasty sinus cold....complete with ear infection, congestion, and headache. So if ya dont see me on here for a cpl days u knw why...just thought I would let everyone know.

A Lil Help Here, Please :)
Hello Everyone ! Im in Mummmmmmkey's (and his dads) contest :) So please rate and comment bomb ! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=730061&albumid=693927&i=1288607245 Thanks a BUNCH ! ! ! Hugs n Stuff ~ BAD DD ~

Respect
Respect, what is respect? The condition of being honored (esteemed or respected or well regarded); An attitude of admiration, An courteous expression (by word or deed) of esteem or regard; A feeling of friendship and esteem; Courteous regard for people's feelings. I realize that people have many reasons for what they do. Sometimes unintentional sometimes intentional. Many would say they are having fun on here. Many would say they were having fun until someone was disrespectful or having fun at their expense. It is very cool for people to talk about anything they like, that is one of our rights in this country. It isn't cool to be disrespectful to others. The sad thing is the disrespectful person is being disrespectful of them self as well. I often wonder why is it that so many males are disrespectful to women? Do they talk dirty to their Grandmothers, Mothers, Sisters, Aunts, Wife, Daughters or Granddaughters? Then why would they talk dirty to women they do not know

Festival (my First Project)
Sometimes, this was all a person could ask of an early fall weekend. The sun was warm on her skin, the sounds of one of the last festivals of the year drowning out the thoughts that had been consuming her for too long. As she sat alone, far from the hustle and bustle of the main tent, she was trying to work up courage and strength that she had convinced herself resided somewhere inside. For too long, she had spent her life being told what to think, how to act, how to feel. This was Marti’s time to shine. She felt liberated after spending a decade in a marriage that she had known before the vows wouldn’t last. She had convinced herself that her husband would change, that he would be more loving after they were man and wife. She quickly realized that was only a dream, but by then she felt trapped. She found the courage to leave and be on her own for the first time in her life. She had traveled a bit, found new hobbies, was working on finding social circles she could be a par

Eugh
I can't believe how COLD it is! Sure I've got like 20mins left at work but jesus, why does it have to be so arctic?! I'm usually a good blogger - but I've the feeling this one will be pretty shit, mainly because I really have no clue what to write and that anyone reading it will think "OMG! Screw loose!" I'm full of cold and got a horrible cough - only trouble is.. got no-one to give me some TLC :( I actually hate being alone this time of year - Winter is my fave season and well.. what's the point in the long dark cold nights if you've no-one to snuggle with at the end of a days work?! I've gone and made myself feel all crappy now haha.. dammit! Well, anyway - let's hope tomorow is a better day :D

Amber Alert
Posted online: December 10, 2007 11:08 PM Print publication date: 12/11/2007 Comment on this story By Brian Krans, bkrans@qconline.com Davenport police issued a nationwide bulletin Monday for a missing 5-year-old Bettendorf girl after her grandmother was charged with concealing her location. The girl, the daughter of Melissa Thomas of Bettendorf, is believed to be with an aunt, Michelle Carroll, 46, en route to Lehigh Township, Penn. Davenport police Capt. David Struckman said an Amber Alert wasn't warranted in the case. "We don't believe the child is in any danger," he said. "The main concern is the welfare of the child." Meanwhile, the child's grandmother, Sally Ann Carmichael, 64, of Davenport, has been charged in Scott County with child stealing, a Class C felony punishable by up to 10 years in prison. The girl was staying with her grandmother over the weekend at 1000 Blythwood Place because Ms. Thomas suspected that her electricity would b

Just Let It Go
Swirling sea of emptiness Your world has made me broken Feel the motion of your ocean Just to see how the hate will flow I wanna be the one you run to And I wanna be your only one I wanna be the one you turn to And I wanna be the one You gotta believe me You cannot deceive me You gotta be my everything That I ever wanted Will you stand by me See what I see Will you be every little thing to me Loss of time is felt here Burning brick of mind Like a cancer growing In the minds of the divine Make a change, gotta rearrange Idle minds crushing time Sweet razor wound Deep down slice my groove Just let it go.

This Years Christmas Gifts
My dear friends and family, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, I'm not getting an annual bonus and Christmas is tight this year. I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions & picture below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient siz

Buying A Miracle
I'd LIKE THIS BACK IF IT APPLIES A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting f

New Pics
i have posted pics of my 2 cocketiels (sam and Jo) they had new babies before christmas..also i posted pics of my dog SPARKY... AND I POSTED NEW CHRISTMAS PICS OF ME...LOOK,RATE,COMMENT..ENJOY.. LOVE CHRISTOPHER

Life's Rules
Life's Rules 1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood >alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being married. It's so g

Sin Derella Said This..
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

10 Thoughts To Ponder In 2008
Number 10: Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9: Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8: Men have two emotions - Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7: Give a person a fish and you'll feed him for a day. Teach a person how to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6: Some people are like a Slinky...Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5: Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. Number 4: All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3: Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, and a substantial tax cut save you $30? Number 2: In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. Number 1: We know exactly w

Sporks!
Sporks are fun. Sporks are cool. You can use them. To play with food. Mash your tattors. Throw your peas. Crush your carrots. and sling your beans. Dont let the principle catch you. For he beat your ass. But spork are awsome. and a real blast. I love my sporks. Cant live with out it. People laugh cause I talk about it. But the truth is even if its funny. Sporks are hot they make me horny. My Girlfrind always has my spork. Makes me play with her with my spork She giggles and squigles as we play. Untile we gotta go away. We go back to school to eat lunch again. And the fun never ends. We love the sporks. THEY ARE KICK ASS. now take a spork. and have a BLAST.

Gotta Love Random Work Convos Haha
(3:58 PM) leah: someone likes you (3:59 PM) sondrabo: don't make me stab you (4:01 PM) sondrabo: he just has no friends, no idea why he talks to me cus i'm always mean to him (4:01 PM) leah: like i said he likes you (4:01 PM) leah: he's "trying to get to know you" (4:01 PM) leah: lol (4:01 PM) sondrabo: ewww no thanks (4:02 PM) sondrabo: did u like my response "do you want something?" haha (4:02 PM) leah: yeah but then he just stood there anyways (4:02 PM) leah: most likely trying to daze into your eyes (4:02 PM) leah: lol (4:02 PM) sondrabo: how if i turned my back (4:02 PM) sondrabo: that's why he said are you busy haha

Need Help, Naming The New Puppy
Hey all, I need help naming my new baby girl, She is a black female purbread pug. If you check out my pictures in the folder The newest addition to the family you will see a little more than a dozen pictures of her, I will take any sugestions.

Piece Of Ass
Drink Name: Piece of Ass Category: Shot Glass Type: Shooter Glass Ingredients: 1 part(s) Southern Comfort 1 part(s) Triple Sec 1 part(s) Sour Mix Directions: Mix equal parts over ice and strain into shot glass.

Back Update
well, i got the results back from my MRI and here goes.. i don't have a herniated disk in my back, but instead it's Degenerative Disk Disease. YAY so, instead of surgery, i have to get a steroid shot in that disk next week then start Physical Therapy.

Send In Bullentins (only When Asked)
color="white" size="2" Are you in a contest? Giveaway? Maybe you just need help to level. Have you asked your friends/family and or fans? Maybe even people you didn't know so well? To help you out, Either you go "no i'm sorry i can't" or "no" or maybe even a "yes" but, never showed up to help you? Well that is why I made this family. I got tired of the same things you have gone through. Others out there are just like us. So we all should get together and help each other. This isn't to take place of any other family/bombing crews out there. This is just friendly people helping one another out. So if your interested click the photo below, read the rules if you agree then join us. we are here to help you we will back you up 100% all we ask is that you put our name in yours that there is NO Drama Click The Pic To See Family Profile

Look At These......
LOOK AT THESE GOOFBALLS! VOTE ON THE FUNNIEST PIC OUT OF THE FOLLOWING WITH JUST A QUICK RATE! Please REPOST and keep this going for THEM! I'm still laughing and glad I had some friends that actually got off their butt to participate!

Work In Progress...
Looks are nice. They don't really last and once they are gone what do you really have? After a while you realize you just want to be with the person who makes you laugh. That person who can keep that smile on your face. Even if he or she makes you crazy or upset, they are the ones who know how to bring that smile back on your face. A person can make you crazy. People can hurt you. Liars, cheaters, whatever they are, they are still human. ok i'll finish this later lol sleep time...

Angelica And Her Seizures
Well, it's been over a year since she had a seizure and I thought we were 'free and clear'. We only had 10 more months to go with her not having a seizure and they were going to take her off the meds. Unfortunately, she had another set yesterday. They were very, very different from her seizures in the past so I'm very concerned obviously. I wanted to change Neurologists but have to go see the one we don't like today. Maybe now she'll listen to me Ha! She stayed awake during both seizures this time, and her warning was that her left foot hurt and/or felt very, very heavy. She was on a campout with the Girl Scouts so one of her friends happened to see it and was able to tell me about it. She had a second, much smaller one in the ER which was witnessed by the nurses tending to her. Scary stuff I tell you! From what Angelica, Eryn and Susan (her troop leader and b/f Charlotte's mom) told me, this is what happened. I have to put it down so I don't forget. You know me! Friday and Sa

Under Attack
We, the people, it has a nice ring. It was what our forefathers thought too. They fought a war over those words, and now we fight a war over those three words too. The war has been going on in one form or another for many years, but the real fight started September 11, 2001. Do you remember what you were doing at that exact moment? I do, I was just waking up, and my wife and kids were just leaving for school and work. I stood in front of my church and told them how I felt, what I felt, and what I did right after the two towers fell. The most prominent thing I did was to go to the sitters and hug my girl for a very long time. I knew the real war was about to begin. If I only knew how right I was. First we did what was right as a nation and attacked those who attacked us; we are still engaged in that war. And it will go on for a very long time. Now we as Christians and believers of our Loving GOD are under attack also. This attack has been going on for years, we as Christians have bee

Bombing Family (again)
Ok after all the thinking and listening to all of you this is what i am going to do. I am bring back the bombing side of this family,now as for officers well that is still up in the air so for now Bigdawg69 will head most of this up and i do think most of you know him now the rules will change just a little but for most of all will stay the same. Okay now all of you ask for this and i am going to expect you to live up to your end again we can be one of the strongest bombing families on here but we cant do it with out work and not giving up for giving up is for weak people and i don't believe any of you are weak just please make your yes mean yes this time. every one is to check in with the home page when you sign in every day and read all blogs from myself, Bigdawg69 and the homepage and please leave and your answer on each one. Ok family here we go and all i am asking is don't let your self down along with this family you know it is work and if you do your part we will be

To My Friends: Please Read
So as most of you know, my husband is coming back from his deployment tomorrow. This is a really important time for us to reconnect and get used to each other again so I won't be online much for a few weeks. I'm going to take the opportunity to get my pc fixed, hopefully it won't take more than a week. Maybe next time we talk, my pc won't crash and die on us! yeah! So here's the skinny. I'm giving up the instant messaging but i'll be checking my email and signing into fubar every now and then so if you need me or miss me, please feel free to leave me some messages. I will get back you, I promise! On the 26th of Feb we will be going back stateside for a few weeks. Again, I won't be on im but I will be checking my messages. I just want to thank you all, especially those special few (you know who you are) that have kept me company, and been true friends to me when I really really needed you. I love you all and I appreciate your company more than you know. That being said

Bored Out My Mind
It's Friday and I am so bored. I cleaned my house and now I don't have anything to do. I need to people to hang out with. lol. I try calling up people but nobody will answer there phones. what good is a cellphone if you don't answer it. Well if anybody has any good ideas on what to do let me know.