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So Glad The New Improved Fema Is Hard At Work....
HOPE AND CHANGE MY ASS!!! SO WILL ALL THE ASSHOLES BITCH AND MOAN ABOUT HOW SHITTY A JOB THE NEW ADMINISTRATION DID IN HANDLING KENTUCKY'S EMERGENCY??? GREAT JOB THERE FEMA......AND ISN'T FEMA NOW IN LINE WITH HOMELAND SECURITY AND UNDER THE DIRECTION OF NAPOLITANO? HEY MS. NAPOLITANO, GET OFF YOUR FAT ASS AND GET THESE PEOPLE THE MUCH NEEDED HELP THEY NEED!!!!!!! WHERE THE F*CK IS FEMA AT, BITCH?!!! Obama And FEMA Leave Americans To Die In Kentucky Kentucky's Democratic Gov. Steve Beshear declared a state of emergency on January 27th. Obama, on his website, scolded the Bush administration for poor response to Hurricane Katrina. Where is he now? Where is the MSM? I suppose hopey/changey administration is too busy pushing the stimulus pkg to worry about Americans freezing to death in Kentucky. Local officials were growing angry with what they said was a lack of help from the state and the Federal Emergency Management Agency. In Grayson County, about 80 miles sou

People To Avoid In Life...
I'm kinda pissed off right now because there's someone here on Fubar who used to be a friend of mine until I basically found out that they were just taking advantage of my kindness. If anyone knows a user here (heck, you may be able to look up his profile) named Jeff71767, that would be him. First of all, let me just say that he lies about EVERYTHING on his profile. His real name isn't even Jeff. And most of the time he was on Fubar was spent staring at pictures of other women and flirting with them when he had a fiance. When they had a fight and she kicked him out, my boyfriend and I basically let him stay at our house for about a month and just let him crash on our couch, watch our TV and everything else. Our first mistake was probably the fact that we didn't really make him pay for anything. We probably should have. Our second mistake was letting him use our computer because one day, we found out he was looking up porn on it. That may not seem like a big deal to some people, but thi

Shit Is That Really Me?
Okay so a friend said I should look up ma sign so I did and this is what I got.... I'm going to be commenting in between shit... >>as you already know I gotz shit to say> Good so far right? Well the shit takes a turn from here> I'm mad at that shit, cause I can't remember the last time someone tried to "lead" me into some shit>> OKAY NOW GET READY TO READ FOR A MINUTE OKAY i HAVE TO ADMIT, I like helping people with their problems more than helping my damn self.. true... > The story of my life.... I'm an emotional wreck.. we all know this, I HATE being told what to do, more than likely I won't do it.. I'm gonna do what the fuck I wanna do

Super Bowl 2009
In watching Super Bowl XLIII yesterday, I found the game to be much more interesting and exciting to watch then the halftime show and most of the commercials. The Game: Pittsburgh dominated really up until the fourth quarter. Arizona faught back from many penalties and the Steelers' churshing defense. In the end, the Cardinals were unable to prevent further scoring nor score themselves when they needed to. Final score was Pittsburgh-27 Arizona-23. The Halftime Show: Bruce Springstein was ok, but I felt I was watching a cross between Elvis and Tom Jones. The Commercials: The ones I liked best were the movie previews for "GI Joe", "Star Trek" and "Transformers 2". The Pedigree ad with the rhino was the funniest. NBC's Heros versus NFL greats was the best tv show promotion ad. The redo of the old Coke-Mean Joe Green ad with Coke Zero brought back memories. Overall, I am both sad to see Arizona lose and happy to see two Marshall University alumni get their Super Bowl rings. Mos

Election 2008
Since I wasn't a member here back during Vote '08, I thought I might just share a few thoughts I have about it. During the Republican primary, I was a big suppporter of Fmr. Gov. Mike Huckabee (R-AR). When he dropped out and saw US Sen. John McCain (R-AZ) gain speed, I started supporting now US Sec. of State Hillary Clinton (D-NY) because I would rather support a real Democrat over a RINO (Republican In Name Only). I ended up voting GOP because I really like Gov. Sarah Palin (R-AK) and hoped McCain would die in office with her as VP. I felt that US Pres. Barack Obama (D-IL) was dumb for not choosing Clinton as his VP. US VP Joe Biden (D-DE) is a gaph machine and has been wrong on every US foreign policy issue since he got elected to the US Senate. I do appreciate the election of the first Biracial American president. I certainly don't support Obama's liberal ideas, but I hope that the GOP will make gains in the US Congress in 2010 to limit his policy decisions.

Look Around
Look Around Look at all the people who have the one's they love and wonder how long it could last happiness only last so long every thing comes to an end one way or the other if it don't end by death then it ends by tragedy but every thing ends its fact the curse of life for all things is to be born to die life is death as death is life no escape from it just wonder if its worth the life if you have impacted anyone at all and how you impacted them ? if you can only leave things behind then how do you go about doing so some say their is a god and some say their ant if their is we don't know any thing about him that we all think we do that's fact because he is post to be this and that right when you feel this you get that so what kinda loving god is that a big child with a magnifying glass if you ask me but who am i just another person one more likely to be less the whoever is reading this I've herd said if you can make it through the night you get a brighter day ye

A Lil Bout Me
For those who wan’t to know a little about me !! Im a lost soul i know their is a god and i belive in jesus but i have lost a lot and don't understand even more then i've lost i have lost two kids and both my parents to death not an easy road to start at nineteen but it happens i know have my wife and my daughter they both love me and help me as much as they can through the rough time's and the good time's i don't have much of a family other then them everyone is caught up in their own lives and i'm not a very social person and i like it the way it is i have no real friends i guess i dont belive in them they always ar out for something when they say their your friend i'm getting back to what i love beside's my wife and kid and that is my music and art i don't care what people think about me or what i do and dont think about other people and what they do if i talk to you then i except you to a point and if i dont then you fall in the everyone's is equally worthless category so

Temptation Sometimes Bad
His soft kisses make my knees feel weak, I'm melting to the floor as he follows me there. Laying me gently on the carpet, outlining my jaw with his tongue. Sliding my hands up his lose black shirt, shivering over me, I drag his shirt off him and toss it the bed. Slow circles are created between my legs with his fingers, the sweet spot, biting my lower lip and whimpering under him. I notice that butterflies are flying around in my tummy and a burning sensation growing deeper inside me. "You will surrender to me" he whispers into my ear "never" I manage to say. Undoing his belt and unbuttoning his pants, he takes them off and throws them else where, might have hit the mirror on the dresser. "It's a good thing you just got out of the shower, now we'll just take off this towel wrapped around you and I'll make you mine" giving me an evil wicked smile he removes my towel and kisses my tummy following it up.............. Under Construction...hehehe...

Autism Awareness Please Help
I recently found out that my 20 month old son has Autism. Im trying to form a group for the upcoming Walk for Autism & also trying to help raise money towards research and hopefully one day a cure. If anyone is interested in the walk or donating money please let me know and i'll forward the link to you. thanks for reading this Melissa Autism Symptoms, Causes, Treatment, and More Autism is a pervasive developmentaldisorder (PDD), a group of illnesses that involve delays in the development of many basic skills, most notably the ability to socialize or form relationships with others as well as the ability to communicate and to use imagination (including fantasy play). Children with autism and related disorders often are confused in their thinking and generally have problems understanding the world around them. In addition to problems with social interaction, imagination, and communication, children with autism also have a limited range of interests. Many children with autis

Shrimp And Avocado Salad
Shrimp & Avocado Salad 2 tablespoons Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice 3 cups shrimp, boiled, peeled and deveined 2 tablespoons flour 2 tablespoons milk 2 tablespoons butter ¼ tablespoon salt Dash of pepper ¼ Worcestershire sauce 2 tablespoons pimento, chopped 2 tablespoons olive, chopped 3 ripe avocados Marinate shrimp in Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice in the refrigerator until ready to assemble salad. Melt butter and add flour, blending well. Add milk gradually and cook until thick and smooth, stirring constantly. Add salt, pepper, Worcestershire sauce, pimento, olive and shrimp; stir to blend. Cut avocados in half and remove pit. Fill center with shrimp mixture. Chill and serve.

Honey Key Lime Dressing
Honey Key Lime Dressing ¼ cup Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice 1 tablespoon canola oil 2 tablespoons honey ¼ teaspoon cinnamon Dash of paprika Combine all ingredients and shake well to combine. Chill. Shake again before serving.

Mushroomhead-the Need Lyrics
Anything you need I cant be anything you need Now i walk alone i find a way All of my prayers unanswered All of my careless actions Failures catastrophy This is killing me Somewhere in here Kindly nail yourself Upon your thoughts Yourve never had enough Pain to feel at all Its coming up now Fade the cross from my memory What part of this is saving me And what exactly is it saving me for I dont need to believe Anymore I look back upon my life I find it hard to find The right words that wont hurt And brings me back to my knees Nail yourself upon your thoughts Close your eyes If you want to be blind

Who Will You Run To
You're not sure what you want to do with your life but you sure don't want me in it Yeah you're sure the life you're living with me can't go on one single minute And there's a new one waiting outside this door and now's the time to begin it You found a new world and you want to taste it But that world can turn cold and you better face it Who will you run to when it all falls down Who's gonna pick you world up off the ground Who's gonna take away the tears you cry Who's gonna love you baby as good as I You won't know what it's like to live on your own You've always had me there beside you You think it's easy finding someone out there who's gonna care as much as I do What's gonna happen baby when you find out that there's no one there to cry to You can tell the whole world how you're gonna make it You can follow you heart but what ya do when someone breaks it Who will you run to when it all falls down Who's gonna pick you world up off the ground

Chocolate Pillow
Chocolate Pillows Ingredients • 1/2 cup port or red zinfandel* • 1 Tbsp. sugar • 1/4 cup dried tart cherries • 1 Tbsp. butter • 2 cups canola oil or cooking oil • 12 wonton wrappers • 1 egg, beaten • 1 3-oz. bar bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, cut into 6 pieces • Sugar • Vanilla ice cream • Grated bittersweet or semisweet chocolate Directions 1. For sauce, in a small saucepan heat port to boiling; reduce heat. Boil gently, uncovered, 3 to 4 minutes or until reduced to 1/3 cup. Add 1 tablespoon sugar; cook and stir 1 minute. Add cherries; cook 2 minutes more, stirring occasionally. Remove from the heat and whisk in butter; cover to keep warm. 2. Meanwhile, heat oil in a 2-quart saucepan over medium heat until temperature reaches 350 degrees F. While oil heats, lightly brush edges of one wonton wrapper with some of the beaten egg. Place 1 piece of chocolate in center atop wonton wrapper. Place another wonton wrapper atop. Press edges to sea

He Loves Me...he Loves Me Not!
Lane and I have been together for over a year. Don't get me wrong, I hate bitching about him, but I have to. He's 44 years old, and sometimes he acts so much younger! He has quite a few hang-ups, and as much as I love him, I feel there is a lot missing from our relationship. We have a three-month old daughter together, Piper. Even though I'm basically raising her on my own, I still refer to him as "Daddy" and I even went against everything I stood for and gave her his last name. Because I did that, there was quite an uproar among my family members. They feel that because he isn't 100% involved, she should carry my last name instead of his. I don't regret giving her his last name, his sounds better then mine anyway. Lane is very set in his ways. During the summer, I never see him. He goes out every night and drinks. During the winter, I'm lucky if I see him twice a week. He has been paying child support, which I am thankful for, but at the same time, it upsets me that he isn't a

Stress
Well the day has come and gone. i am soooooo releaved that it is over that is one marriage i guess should not have happened. everyone told me don't do it, well i did and after 1 year of being married and 5 years of being together it is ALL over. You know when family and friends tell you don't do it maybe you need to step BACK and think about what YOU are about to do.

A Random Update.
i'm getting tired of fubar. but then i just haven't had the time or energy to do anything with it lately. my laptop is fucked at the time being and i rarely get a chance to get online nowadays. plus i start work next week. i'll have even less time. but other than that, i'm feeling pretty good about things. shit's finally starting to look up and that's nice....for a change. i still feel stressed out about things but it's slowly waining and hopefully i'll be feeling more relieved in the coming weeks. after months of continuous patience, and stubborness, things are finally beginning to go my way. thank god too, my patience was beginning to wain and i was starting to lose my positive outlook on everything. suffering and pain does give birth to something beautiful and positive.

If You Want To Keep In Touch Read This......
I have decided to delete this account because This site is full of too much bs and I don't have time for it.You add a male on here and become friends then females from their list decide they want to contact you and start stuff.I don't and never did mess with anyone on here. so if you are on my list and haven't been added to my yahoo and want to keep in touch with me feel free to add me to yahoo for that's the only account I will have,My yahoo id is texas_tornado1978. I met some nice people on here and some a*s's.I hope to here from the ones I did met that was decent.

02.09.09 - Rod Stewart - Forever Young
SONG VERSION BELOW Forever Young - Rod Stewart VIDEO VERSION BELOW Rod Stewart - Forever Young - Rod Stewart LYRICS BELOW May the good lord be with you down every road you roam And may sunshine and happiness surround you when you're far from home And may you grow to be proud, dignified, and true And do unto others as you'd have done to you Be courageous and be brave And in my heart you'll always stay Forever young, forever young May good fortune be with you, may your guiding light be strong Build a stairway to heaven with a prince or a vagabond And may you never love in vain And in my heart you will remain Forever young, forever young Forever Young Forever Young And when you finally fly away, I'll be hoping that I served you well For all the wisdom of a lifetime, no one can ever tell But whatever road you choose I'm right behind you Win or lose Forever Young, Forever young, forever young Forever Young Forever Young Foreve

Soooo
sooooo i've been feeling a great deal of feelings... i've been... sad.... angry.. lonely... and just when i thought i couldn't feel any worse then i do... i am feeling overwhelmed... life just seems to be one big hole and i am at the bottom and can't see the top or a way out of it... what a way to start off 2009 ... so lots of drama happened at the start of the year... and now cuz of events... i am feeling very much so alone.. i know i am not alone.. BUT i refuse to confide in anyone around me.. as a result of it all............ but ya thats just me today

02.10.09 - Billy Joel - New York State Of Mind
SONG VERSION BELOW New York State Of Mind - Billy Joel VIDEO VERSION BELOW LYRICS BELOW Some folks like to get away Take a holiday from the neighborhood Hop a flight to Miami Beach Or to Hollywood But I'm taking a Greyhound On the Hudson River Line I'm in a New York state of mind I've seen all the movie stars In their fancy cars and their limousines Been high in the Rockies under the evergreens But I know what I'm needing And I don't want to waste more time I'm in a New York state of mind It was so easy living day by day Out of touch with the rhythm and blues But now I need a little give and take The New York Times, The Daily News It comes down to reality And it's fine with me 'cause I've let it slide Don't care if it's Chinatown or on Riverside I don't have any reasons I've left them all behind I'm in a New York state of mind It was so easy living day by day Out of touch with the rhythm and blues But now I need a

Whatever The Reasonn May Be
Whatever the Reason May Be I often find it amazing How God places us in other’s lives Years may go by before we know The blessings they provide I knew the moment I met you That God’s hand was hard at work But I also know in my heart That why is not for me to search When God puts us in a place We are not to question Him But to simply be patient Trusting He knows why and when So I want you to know this That I will be here for you Awaiting God patiently Until His work is seen through Whatever the reason may be Is not for me to question A reason, season, or lifetime Is completely God’s decision And though I may not understand On this side of eternity You can count on me being there Whatever the reason may be It is not hard to see in you God’s grace, love and mercy Even through your so-called “ego” Christ’s light shines so brightly I look forward one day knowing What God has in store for us Until then I will just say this It is in Him I place my tru

My Favorite Place
Late at night, when I’m alone… I long to be in his arms When air becomes cold and Goosebumps cover my body… I feel warmth in his arms When the day is long and I’m exhausted… I feel relaxed in his arms The days I hate to look in the mirror… I feel beautiful in his arms There are days I just feel as if nobody loves me… Being is his arms, He lets me know that I am loved When life throws me a curve ball and I feel like my life is falling apart… Being in his arms gives me the strength to build it back up When ever I have a game and I am feeling nervous… Being in his arms encourages me to do my best and NEVER give up I absolutely love being in his arms… For it is my favorite place!

Neww House!!! Help!!!
Okay so I have recently purchased a new house that has an in ground pool as well as a hot tub. I have heard that salt water pools are becoming the "in" thing, and that it's ALOT easier to maintain. So I guess that my question is, if anyone has any idea how to convert a chlorine pool into a salt water pool? Any help would be sooo GREATLY appreciated!!

Friday Limericks
There once was a man from Peru Who had a lot of growing up to do, He'd ring a doorbell, then run like hell, Until the owner shot him with a .22 There once was a man from York who picked his nose with a fork when it got stuck he cried "I don't give a fuck" and walked around looking like a dork. There was a farting contest coming to town and people came from miles around the first fart was extremely loud the second fart pleased the crowd the third fart, the judges cried "He shit his pants, he's disqualified!" There once was a man from kanass Who's nuts were made out of brass in stormy weather he'd clack them together and lightning shot out of his ass I know an old owl named Boo, Every night he yelled "Hoo," Once a kid walked by, And started to cry, And yelled "I don't have a clue!" There once was a girl named Kelly who liked to eat She also didnt wash her feet You could tell because they were smelly So everyone called her

Raspberry Cheesecake Brownies
Raspberry Cheesecake Brownies 1/2 cup butter, room temperature 2-oz dark chocolate, chopped 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 1 tsp vanilla extract 2/3 cup flour 2 tbsp cocoa powder 1/4 tsp salt 8-oz cream cheese, room temperature 1/3 cup sugar 1 large egg 1/2 tsp vanilla extract 1/3 cup raspberry preserves/jam Preheat oven to 350F. Line an 8×8-inch square baking pan with aluminum foil and lightly grease. In a small, heatproof bowl, melt butter and chocolate together. Stir with a fork until very smooth. Set aside to cool for a few minutes. In a large bowl, whisk together sugar, eggs and vanilla extract. Whisking steadily, pour chocolate mixture into sugar mixture. Stir until smooth. Sift flour, cocoa powder and salt into the bowl and stir until just combined. Pour into prepared pan and prepare cheesecake mixture. In a medium bowl, beat cream cheese, sugar, egg and vanilla extract until smooth. Drop in dollops onto prepared brownie batter. Drop dollops of raspberry preserv

We The (people)?
If 'The People' in the Second Amendment only pertains to a Well Regulated Militia, then women were left out of the First, Second, Fourth, Ninth, and Tenth Amendments of the Bill of Rights. If the term The People in Second Amendment only means a Militia is allowed to possess arms, and a Militia is defined as All able-bodied MALES between certain age limits, then females were not considered to have the inalienable right to keep and bear arms. But, if the Second Amendment term, The People, means all citizens, then men and women are born with equal rights protected by the Bill of Rights including the Second Amendment. In all the multitude of writings about the Second Amendment and its interpretation, I have not heard this gender argument stated. Maybe I just missed it. Beware: N.O.W. - and other women organizations, you were left out of the Bill of Rights, If "The People" meant only able-bodied males in the Second Amendment, it must have meant the same thing in all the rest of

To My Beaut~full Lady Friends;
JUST WISHING YOU ALL A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY...IF I COULD,I'D SEND YOU ALL A DOZEN ROSES...BUT HERE'S A *BIIIGGG CYBER HUG* FOR YA' N' I HOPE ALL YOUR HEART'S DESIRES ARE GRANTED...MMMMWAH!!!!!!!

My Life-part V: Wife And Kids
In January 2000, I met my (now) ex-wife and her three kids. We were both in a few classes at a local community college. She said something in class that got my attention and I had to meet her. We were study buddies and friends at first but quickly became more. By April, we moved in together and began planning our life together. I had some difficulty getting used to having to take care of young kids. I became close to the baby and basically became the only dad she knew. On October 6, 2000 we got married by a superior court judge outside the county court house. We had a 24 hour honeymoon at a local hotel because that was all we could afford. Looking for work was hard for me because few businesses wanted to hire someone with a college education, but it ot worst after 9-11-01. This put pressure on our marriage and we had lots of hard times. We did have fun though in getting the kids off to school and celebrating the holidays and birthdays. Even when I did work, money w

Crisp Toffee Bars
CRISP TOFFEE BARS 1 cup butter 1 tsp. vanilla 6 oz. pkg. chocolate chips 1 cup brown sugar 2 cups sifted flour 1 cup pecans Cream brown sugar, vanilla, add flour, then mix well. Stir in nuts, chips. Pat mixture in a well greased 9x13 baking dish. Bake at 350 for 30 minutes. Cut while warm, cool before serving.

Ricotta And Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Cones
Ricotta and Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Cones (Giata Delorentes) Ingredients Ice Cream 1 (15-ounce) container whole milk ricotta cheese 1 cup whole milk 1 cup simple syrup, recipe follows 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips Directions Sugar Cones 12 sugar cones (recommended: Keebler) 2/3 cup chocolate-hazelnut spread 1/2 cup semisweet chocolate chips Special Equipment: a 1 1/2-quart capacity ice cream maker, 4 glass tumblers to hold sugar cones, a 2-ounce ice cream scoop For the Ricotta and Chocolate Chip Ice Cream: In a medium bowl, whisk together ricotta cheese and milk until smooth. Add the simple syrup and vanilla extract. Stir to combine. Pour the ricotta mixture into an ice cream maker and freeze according to the manufacturer's directions. Add the chocolate chips 10 minutes before the end of freezing. For the Sugar Cones: Stand 3 sugar cones in each of the 4 glass tumblers. Mix the chocolate-hazelnut spread and chocolate chips to

You Are The Song My Heart Sings
i was there for you my heart was open for you i cared for you i listened when you needed it and i loved you like no one in my life i smiled for you i dreamed of you my heart sang for you i overlooked my perchance of not trusting i overlooked the nagging feelings that where there things going on that i could not see and i loved you you were that song my heart would sing when i was sad your face was the face i saw when i was down your smile was what i saw when i closed my eyes your green eyes sparkling with mischief you just had no place for me. no time for me and my son, we cared for you even if you were not here so many miles away... but you were still the song my heart sang and now i need to let you go to be happy.. i want you to smile i want you to find your own song.. i wish we could sing it together but its not what you want.. be happy my song be happy my heart i love you you live in my heart and always will i will miss you so much but its time for me t

A Sincere Woman Freak !
A SINCERE WOMAN FREAK , IS A LADY WITH CLASS , NO WOULD EVER NO . BUT ONCE SHE GET'S YOU , BEHIND CLOSE DOORS . IT'S LIKE BURGER-KING , SHE LET HAVE YOUR WAY . QUITE UNKNOW TO TO EVERYONE ELSE , SHE WANTS TO BE . DOMINATED BY ROCKSTAR6554 WHIP , CHAINS , PUT IN LATEX JUMPSUIT , HANDCUFFED TO THE BED FOR HER PLEASURE WHIPS . TO BE HUMILIATRD BY ME HER GOAL .

Thoughts, Part The Second
I have an infatuation with female lead singers lately. Namely, I am enjoying the sounds of the female voice. Although they have to be the lead singers of a band and not just some singer. Talented ladies are awesome. Today's mental conundrum: figure out how to better enjoy time off without the feeling of impending doom associated with it. Makes little sense to be unable to enjoy a day off just because less than 24 hours later it is back to the grind. Methinks the key is to turn off the ol' brain a little harder. At dinner tonight I ended up recalling a childhood memory of being forced to have a family photo taken at church. Now I know that's not a particularly strong reason for becoming an atheist, but I have a feeling that if I have kids they are going to thank me one day for not puttin them through that shit. Five words that, when combined, are greater than the sum of their parts: "Go Fuck Yourself Sarah Palin." Normally i'm down with hockey MILFs but this bitch

Rest In Piss
Yeah Im back up in this motherfucker For the 9 whatever the fuck You know I ain't dead yet I'm with my real loc niggas I was a dead man, walking they say, so every night I hit the gates Loc'ed up ak and post up, in the window till come day, anyway hey I feel the pay, back simmering in my brain But thought to death cloud my mind As my niggas is gone away many clips and 24 riches, packed but who really got my back Fade now that them niggas hit the grave I'm killing them off for the olds days 24 ways and a 24 sack of that purple cush and make me sicker than sick and even get Ripgut Cannibal if you wish cause nigga it's EBK everyday all day to the day I die I'm creepin through yo set with a mini mac 10 AR15 rugga with a 12 guage pump in the trunk and a black beany disguise That nigga that you can't see glocks and locs over my eyes crept like a black cat with a mac with a mac 10 in my lap with fat sack of that crack took a hit of that shit and seen

Bombay
Ahhhhhhhhhh (carries on through) [Punjabi Chick] Yeah [Timbaland] Mere Zindagi Tere Ho gayhe (My life has become your property) Mere Gaan (My life or My Love) Mere Gaan Come on [Timbaland] Ooooooooooo (carries on through) Ye Diwanagi Huh? [Timbaland] Na roke kubi (May this infactuation never end) Mere Gaan Mere Gaan Yeah [Timbaland] Mere Zindagi Tere Ho gayhe (My life has become your property) Bring it Back [Timbaland] Ye Diwandigi na roke kubi (May this love never end) Bring it Back [Timbaland] Mere Zindagi Tere Ho gayhe (My life has become your property) Bring it Back [Timbaland] Ye Diwandigi na roke kubi (May this love never end) Break it down [Timbaland] Mudhoss hayra dil mai bat kiya? (My intoxicated Heart is surprised) Say What? [Timbaland] Ah ha ha ha Pucho Na (Don't ask me why) Ah ha ha ha Pucho Na (Don't ask me Why) Haah! [Timbaland] Mudhoss hayra dil mai bat kiya? (My intoxicated Heart is surprised) Ah ha ha ha Pucho Na (Don't ask me wh

And Close The Evening With A Little Phat Rabbit
I be that nigga named Ludi a k a L-O-V-A L-O-V-A Fuck that shit Nigga what you wan say one time Southside let's ride (say what) And if you love what you do, do what you feel Then I know you gonna mark my words Yall drop shit like birds Then it's about the time for yo ass to get served Just lay it on down Just lay it on down While we relax to the tight raps And the phat tracks That that nigga Timbaland put down Oh yes, let's get it on down to the nitty grit Don't have no time for the patient Cuz I got more dick than a lil' bit And time flies, when I'm havin' fun I can make a hoe get like Forrest Gump and just "run baby run" I guess that they can't handle this Brothers just to scandalous If you don't wanna get freaked then get out my way like an ambulance (say what) Gitty up gitty up ride up on the real, let death to the fake And tell you boyfriend just to chill, don't playa hate Kick back relax, and just take off yo shoes Cuz I gotta tell you what I wants to d

Hotel Fun
They met at one of the hottest clubs in town. Their eyes had locked the moment she'd walked into the room and they'd spent the last few hours grind against each other on the dance floor in rhythm to the latest hit singles Now they had made their way to her hotel. She was only in town for the two nights and they didn't want to waste a single minute. The entire ride there was a blur of steamy windows, light moans,and passionate kisses. Pressed against the wall of the elevator his hands roamed the length of her body wrapped in that thin, and very short, red dress and her her lips traced the contours of his neck. She lead him down the dim hall and into her suite. Once inside he pushed her against the wall, an almost feral growl escaping his lips, and as she gasp in both pleasure and surprise he kissed her deeply, his hands caressing her breasts. His lips traveled across her throat, as his hands slipped up her dress and slipped her panties off in one swift movement. Her breath h

Shai Hulud-we Who Finish Last
shai hulud We Who Finish Last We cast no shadow; The stars do not shine here. Be content to light your own path. And burn what you have crossed- The bridges were frail, The people, pretended. - Storm forth with the light of the inflamed. Reclaim and ignite the sky. Brightly to blind Rip off the veneers enabling opportunists to thrive. Dam the rise of grime and rats. More sickening than a social circle that believes itself charmed. Are the writhing droves of blow hards and yes men Clamoring to slither in. Stay sovereign on the outside. We are who finish last, the unaffected, Contrasting the wide and white. We are who finish last-sound, indignant; The iron to gleaming teeth, The salt on saccharin. We who finish last, Proudly in their darkness, Lit from within - Glad hands grabbing for brass rings, Painting their brinks gold. Keen sycophants fitly scheming- Furthering the feuds of their adored. They have picked their enemies impeccably. Very k

*such A Bitter End To A New Beginning
So here I am again All alone again The lies have been said and Tears have been shed I never thought that you would say goodbye I believed the truth the truth that was in your eyes So now I've come to see You never really cared for me You never really cared at all Made me believe it was all my fault But you don't know what you had You made me a better man But you just threw me away With so much left to say But one day you'll wake up Wonder if I was enough And it'll be too late for you Cuz I'll be waking up with the girl The girl who already knew The pictures have all come down It's quiet with you not around The smell of your sweet perfume Still lingers in my room But don't worry about me anymore Leave me be and shut the door I don't wanna see your face But it's everywhere I go It's every place So now I've come to see You never really cared for me You never really cared at all Made me believe it was all my fault But you don't know what you had You

*mismatch Made In Heaven
Her hair is always so perfect Half the time his clothes don't even match Her eyes are always so focused He doesn't even know where he's at How do opposites attract? He's a punk She's a fake He likes sports She thinks that They're okay His tattoos Her short hair Deep inside They don't care What anyone has to say about them It's a mismatch made in heaven Her face is always so perfect His dream is to one day marry her Her smile always makes his brighter He patiently sits waiting for his turn How do live if you can't learn? He's a punk She's a fake He likes sports She thinks that They're okay His tattoos Her short hair Deep inside They don't care What anyone has to say about them It's a mismatch made in heaven

Poetry
The Man I Love The man I love is coming back to me. The man I love is all I see. The man I love is far away. The man I love will come back some day. The man I love is sweet and true. Without the man I love I am so blue. The man I love is on my mind. I think about him all the time. The man I love makes me feel so right. His name is Bobby Joe Wright. The man I love is gone today. The man I love chases my gray skies away. The man I love is gentle and kind. The man I love is one of a kind. The man I love has eyes of blue. To the man I love I will never be untrue. The man I love is tender and waarm. The man I love will cause me no harm. The man I love is honest and giving. Without him I don't want to go on living. The man I love is out of sight. His name you ask, Bobby Joe Wright. TO you the man I love I apologize, for you the man I love have opened up my eyes. For the man I love my love grows stronger every day.

Come With Me
Come With Me My Angel I beg you Please come with me I have a place set aside Where our hearts roam free The trees sing to us The wind carries our soul The grass is soft and lush I want to make you whole I will try to paint the image That you may see and know In this wide open space We have freedom to grow I lay myself bare Lay my whole being at your feet Nothing do I hide from you Beside you I take my seat I wish to be the man in your eyes I wish to be the song in your spirit I wish to be the strength in your stride I wish to be the words when your ears hear it My Angel are my words lost? Do they not reach you anymore? Are they drowned out? Or have you finally closed the door?

From My Grave
From My Grave The blood dries now Mixed with the earth My fingers cracked Another shovel of dirt Being swallowed Here in my grave Reaching my hand I am deaths slave You sit up on high Watching me rot My tongue burned and dry Covered in little black spots Each black spot A scar from trying to love Trying to reach you but You kept yourself high above The demons laugh They torment my soul Another piece rots away I have lost all control Still you sit and watch As my body shakes Violently torn to shreds Broken heart in the wake Being with you Would have been my Heaven Being without now my Hell From your sight I am driven

I Can't Even Scream
I Can’t Even Scream!! Look at me now held down again by you On my knees which are on rough ground My eyes tormented face the dark sky As your hatred keeps me bound My mouth is gagged I thirst for water But poison from your cup is all I drink Your cruelty revealed once again My eyes so dry but I can not blink The cold steel blade that scrapes my throat May offer some sweet release from this In an instant my blood could flow Released into the spirit with death’s kiss But you will never let me go of my chains You think me your little toy of pleasure and pain I can not break free from your cold dead hand So I loose my soul to your Dark Reign What did I do to deserve this ungodly fate? This nightmare my waking dream I don’t know how I became ensnared I’ve lost my voice I can’t even Scream!!

I Will Always And Forever Love You...
My Love, it has been more than a year now since I last touched your face and told you I Love You. I will never forget our last days together as we said our goodbyes. I thought we had more time, but you knew it was time. You tried to tell me, but I would not listen. I would not accept the loss of my best friend, my wife, my Soul Mate. We had a strong love that held us together when times were hard, and lifted us to the heavens when times were good. I miss you. Rest in Peace my Angel, my Angela. I will Always and Forever Love You with all of my Heart and Soul. Happy Valentines Day

Confused
What's my problem? I have been married 16 years and very stable in my marriage. I don't have to worry about cheating and other things that destroy marriages. But my heart is hurting for the "What we used to have" feelings. Does that make me pathetic?

Caress Me Down - Sublime
Mucho gusto, me llamo Bradley, (glad to meet you my name is Bradley) I'm hornier than Ron Jeremy, and if you wanna get popped in your knee, just wipe that look off your bati face You hate me cause I got what you need, a pretty little daughter that we call Mexi, and, if you wanna get beat physically it will be over in a minute if ya… so she told me to come over, and I took that trip and then she pulled out my mushroom tip, and, when it came out, it went drip, drip, drip I didn't know she had the G.I. Joe, kung-foo grip [Chorus:] and it went - uhh and the girl caress me down- uhh and that’s that lovin’ sound- it went uhh and the girl caress me down- uhh and that’s that lovin’ sound when I kiss Mexi, she makes me feel horny, cause I'm the type of lover with the sensitivity, when she, kiss my neck and tickle me fancy, the right kind of lover on Sunday morning. En el otro lado, es donde vivi, (On the other side is where I lived ) con mi’hjita, que se llama

Never Say Never...
Never Say Never... Just as you begin to loose hope... and faith, too, And you're feeling unsure... and lonely, too, Only remember, all is not lost... There's never a time to give up... Certainly not on love... Not on life... It's not over yet... Not even when it seems as though it is... There's still time... leave it to be a healer... Just as pointless seems to be everything else, Only remember, all is not lost... And never say never

How Adam Got Eve:)
Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, 'What's wrong with you?' Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, 'This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash them for you She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. 'She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and passion whenever you need it.' Adam asked God, 'What will a woman like this cost?' 'An arm and a leg.' Then Adam asked, 'What can I get

Texture
you are passions texture your desire a delicate mix blood sweat tears pain welting your surface pleasure bruising your depth you are submissions palette adoration fills your slate crimson alabaster flesh devotion defining your hues Gamache`

Gentle Lover
yes my gentle lover tempt me further in sweet persuasion surround me with your passions bliss let the pleadings of your desire ... free yes my gentle lover pull me further in lubricious resolve enfold me with your lascivious need let the rapture of your resolve ... be me yes my gentle lover take me further in unabated apogee Gamache` ©2009

Seeya
It seems Fubar is just a place for people to pimp themselves out for rates ,points, blings, auto 11's, pay me if you wanna see NSFW and all that. I'm not really into all that. I would rather talk to people and get to know them. I mean sure I wanna see your NSFW (I'm a typical guy) but I'm not gonna pay. Too many free sites for that.LOL. It cracks me up when people say "Rate/Fan/Crush me I'll return the love" Most never do. I guess I just joined for the wrong reasons. Fubar is advertized as the Myspace for grown up's but with all the little games and everything it doesn't seem very grown up at all. To my real friends and people I have talked to recently if you would like to keep in touch my email is buddha420sj@yahoo.com. Feel free to drop me a line.

Woman Drivers
This morning on the Interstate, I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, Soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. > Damn women drivers!!

Myself
So untouched, no one there Alone, none are here Unloved and unwanted I wander the land of the forgotten People see through me as if I’m not there They run into me, and wonders “Was something here?” I come and go, as I please No one knows that I exist but me I walk from place to place, making no sound Wishing that I would be found Darkness hides me, light shines around me The pain is there and lets me be The blade is sharp and skin is not pure Red stains the skin, as the world goes blurry with a tear There is the pain, joyous and pure The light fades and the pain goes away The day ends and starts anew The new day, new start, new thought Does the pain come to release me again today? Or Is there someone there that sees me?

Work
So I was told about this job downtown that drives elderly people to wherever they want to go. I figured what the hell I'll see what it's about. I went there and waited almost 2hrs for an interview and after finally getting called in the guy hired me on the spot. Although it is still a driving and delivery job (so to speak) I do not have to use my own car, I don't have to pay for the gas, and it pay double what I was making at my old job. As an added bouns I will get 40+ hrs a wk instead of the 20 I was getting. I will be able to have a house by the end of summer! F*ck Yea!

I Am Darkness I Am Sin
I am darkness, I am sin, I am where, The fun begins. So walk with me, Take my hand, Let me show you around, This sorrow land. Don't be afraid, I know it all too well, For once you get used to it, You will also have a sad tale to tell. So come on, Don't be afraid, There's not a minute to loose, We must join this sorrow parade. Take your place, You will fit in just fine, Stay with me, And you will be mine. We can do everything together, I will always be by your side, You don't have to show your face, You can always hide. I will still love you, As long as you do me proud, Just slit your wrists, I promise you're allowed. I will help you get the blade, I will help you kick the chair, Just call on me, And I will always be there. I am darkness, I am sin, I am your beginning, I am your end.

Have Sex With My Poetry
have sex with my words be inside my insides like I am in yours be thrusting but trust me I wont be an easy fit it will be long lasting but after words you will come back for more like a neat freak who can't get a stain out his shirt so don't be suprised if i am ready, have sex with me be as you were a virgin at best but don't be so like white rose be more like you have tiger emotions so you can have sex with my poetry.

Love On The Internet
Love On The Internet Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternall

No Pic.
I can understand where dolphinattack is coming from when she says that it's hard for people to be your friend and to act like one. I didn't post a picture of myself because I wanted to see how many true friends I could get without one. My thoughts were very correct!!!!!! Nobody wants to be a true friend without a real photo of yourself. So I will be deleting my account here and moving on to where the "REAL" friends are. I am just sorry that people still judge another by their appearance and not by what comes from within. I feel like it's your loss for not getting to know me for the person that I really am.

Sunset Test
You Crave a Purposeful Life Your dream is to live a life where you make a difference. You want to effect people. You don't need to be the one who changes the world, but you would like to change a few lives. You want to be generous and warm-hearted toward others. Life is hard enough as is. You believe life is mostly about how you treat other people. What kind of person you are matters. The Sunset Test

Lame Ass Excuse To Break Up
CLAIRE's lame-ass excuse to break up: "I just have too much going on in life right now - what with my pet rocks billy and zane" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Loving U
I have been a full figured woman all my life, thus being a full figured has not been an adaptation for me but a away of life. However, there are women out there who are new to being full figured and feel they are fat, overweight, unhealthy, and just plain detestable. This is where low self-esteem starts to settle in and the love for one's self starts walking out the door. We as women speak of giving unconditional love to our men, our children, our families and our friends however we do not know how to begin to give that same unconditional love to ourselves. As women we are taught to be strong and never let anything effect us. This may be the case in public but when we go home all gloves come off. We are depressed and the love for our selves is just not there. We criticize ourselves and put ourselves down and talk about all the changes we want to make to ourselves without truly knowing who we are in order to make these neccessary changes. Now I ask, how can you fix something wh

My Sister K.
The only sibling I have is my younger (by 2 1/2 years) sister K. As kids, all we did was physically fight and make fun of each other. It wasn't just kids stuff but a deep resentment of each other. She felt that I got more attention because I was born sickly and older. I was jealous of the fact that she was physically stronger and faster than me. We started to see each other with less envy when we entered and survived middle school. We both went to one that was forced to accept poor kids to become desegregaded. I guess we were forced to be on the same side to get through it. We became closer in high school as we both got envolved in activities that crosses our paths: drama and football. I took a drama class that got her into acting. She did marching band while I was on the varsity football team as the Head Manager. She would drive me to and from school on some days. After high school, I stayed in VA to attend a local community college while she went away to a private Methodi

Thoughts, Part The Third
The viewpoint alternates constantly between optimism and pessimism, yet I continue to permit myself to have expectations. Keep in mind this is not a broad view of the world but an individual perspective on each of the differing situations I findmyself in. Is it crazy to be insanely pessimistic about the direction that things are taking in the world outside while at the same time being exceptionally optimistic about my own personal prospects? I'm having a hard time rectifying the two. Inevitably the struggle is pointless, and life will go on as it would wether or not I muse. But as usualy, I'm hoping that one day the answers to my questions will stop turning up more questions. See? Right there in that paragraph, a pessimism/optimism hybrid, a beast of a thousand heads turned upon itself. If there is one thing in this world that I am good at, it's unproductively overanalyzing things. Again, my thoughts head out into cyberspace unread, like spoken words by a lone soul int

How Sexy Are You?
How Sexy Are You You scored 20% which makes you Not Very Sexy "You really need to read up on how to heat things up in the bedroom. Don't be afraid to break out and enjoy yourself and get what you want." How Sexy Are You? Find out at Quizopolis.com

The One
I let Mason meet a man. He has never so much even seen me hold his dads hand and last night I just randomly picked a certain someone up and ran a couple errands with the two of them and it couldnt have gone better. Mason LOVED him, There was never a dull moment mostly the two of them cracked up with Mason being cute and coy with his overly smart self. This is not a boyfriend yet, havent even locked lips just been talking for some time. So dont assume Im being a bad mama. I do however see real potential not just wishful thinking. I have been a fool before though so I am trying to watch out for that nasty trip and hoping just maybe hes one of the good ones. Mason wanted me to bring him home, he demanded it actually... I think that was a good start. Be proud to know, I didnt even consider it. But I of course am g oing to see him again. I will not expect perfection I will accept something far more beautiful Messy and real. Please be real.

Snuff
"Snuff" by Slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can’t destroy what isn’t there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn’t face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn’t hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren’t my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Dea

Hypocrites
"Hypocrites" by Korn Your messiah was never mine [x10] Hypocrites! Weeping rows of Jerrimiah Drops of blood drip off your medals Representing all our tears in a ring of burning metal How you wanna be, what you gonna say it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay Sorcerers ?? Satan's come To define the what and why People travel across this earth Over water, land, and sky How you wanna be, what you gonna say it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars Pay the ?? they're touching on they're dates, stand by I'm not gonna pay it's already mine Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites Your messiah was never mine Weeping rows of Jerrimiah Purity unlike no other Offers help to those who need it Don't forget care to the brother How you wanna be, what you gonna say it Doe

I'm Done
"I'm Done" by Korn We are the pain We are the shame We ve gone insane Inside where no ones around I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I m done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don t need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We are estranged We are deranged I can t explain How you all break me apart I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I m done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don t need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We wait, we hate We try to get away Mistake my pain It has been lead astray I m Looking around, I drop to the ground Why does it have to end this way Feeling numb, so long Oh God it s just everything It s everything Now I pray for all of them to go away! I m done being there for others They have their pain and so do I

Liar
"Liar" by Korn My brother, you love her But don't give up your instincts Hang onto you know what They'll be gone fast as you blink They're trained to seduce you So you dry quick as they can They tried to reduce you Now you're barely a man Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar It's not wrong to let go And let the woman ride you For fucks sake, don't lose touch With the dog that's inside you She wanted what you had You bet she smelt the spore Don't whimper, fuck her up One more time, slam that door Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying that she's all that you desire Liar Hey you You think you can throw water on this fire Liar Oh my God How can you deny the flood That's flowing through you Hey you You're saying

Love Song
"Love Song" by Korn Muder! your holding my heart, screaming Motherfucker! they left me broken, bleeding Son of! the man you loved and left for The son of a bitch! who tried to show me their scar everything's illuminating everything is dedicating my belief destroyed my hated? never get what's over-rated love song for the dear departed head song for the broken hearted arm's to kill or flowers to steal head-drift for the more hurt bound one sip of the blood that i found lieing here Im dying here As in! the bitch who's worries rain down Its ok! we're lieing naked face down ??? can you see me fasinated? your the only thing i've damaged what you get to be mis-managed love song for the dear departed head song for the broken hearted arm's to kill or flowers to steal head-drift for the more hurt bound one sip of the blood that i found lieing here Im dying here dying here.. don't bring me dafadils being a

Seen It All
"Seen It All" by Korn I'm an animal I'm a victim I'm the answer to your prayers I'm a witness I'm a witch hunt? I'm the monster up the stairs I'm the ghost that's In the mirror I'm everything that you fear I'm ripped heart? I'm soul-shot I'm the voice that's in your hair I've seen it all Still can't taste it Smash to the wall Brought me to my knees I've done it all Fucked up, wasted Stealing the blood Now inside i'm seen I'm the hunted I'm the predator I'm the answer to the real I'm the up-beat I'm the head-fuck? I'm the window smashed in the middle I'm the player I'm the nyeve (cant spell it) I'm the one who's not addicted I'm the logic To the fuck up I'm the broken one who fixed it I've seen it all Still can't taste it Smash to the wall Brought me to my knees I've done it all Fucked up, wasted Stealing the blood Now inside i'm seen I've seen it all Still can't taste it Smash to the wall Br

Sex
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To Get off What is something you have always wanted to try? Sex on the beach What is something you have never done in bed before? Being on top What time of day do you like to have sex? doesn't matter any time What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? just holding me How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long at all lol If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Nervous Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you ever faked an orgasm? I don't think so What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? my stomach Do you have any sexual regrets? yes but lets not go there If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? Hell No How Important is sex in your life? I have needs How Important is love in your life? Very important What is the biggest figh

Have At It
you wanna play games, I'm gettin to old for this but what the fuck if you insist bring it you think you can hurt me? I have the ability to program your circuitry so tear me down, rip me apart when you think you've won, I will start,

~a Final Farewell~
I just cant take it anymore as the loneliness seeps into my soul I realize I may forever be alone...but, alas I will take this last chance...a last stand to give my all... if there is nothing in return it will be the final call...I know I need closure to finish what so torchers my soul...to have a final chance to truly let go...to give her the heart she stole and i will hope I feel it no more...And, at long last I will say goodbye and good luck...and, no more will this sad heart make me think... of you.

~affair~ (7/27/08)
i dont know the definition of affair i didnt know it ment that you needed me there...if this is an affair then i cant imagine how not to care...if she only knew how much i love you and how much i know you love me to...its not just sex that keeps you close to me i just cant understand what it could be...this is so much more than an affair to me...i just wonder what else it could possibly be...if it was just empty loving would be for not and i wouldnt give up my spot...but, when my heart cries for your touch and holding you is a must you have to understand this is more than just...an affair to me.

~as Much As I Do~
im not leaving im backing away my heart breaking daily is more than i can take...i dont think loving you is a mistake...i just cant be apart of the give and take...please understand im not gone...just away until another day...and when you want me ill be here and if not...so be it my dear...ill love you always...i hope you love you to because thats what i believe you should do...love yourself as much as i do...

~believe In Me~
Is it compliacted this thing we have, is it meant to be seen as bad...so that when we speak our hearts scream for the truth...yet, our voices deliver none...we tempt ourselves with each small connection, we know it shouldn't happen...we tread lightly to avoid what is alread true... why, must we do this dance we do?..why can't we at least be true?..give our hearts a chance to feel to...it doesn't have to beas it is, if we could letour hearts live...let the thoughts fall away and be as we were meant to be...always and forever you and me...if you could only see how happy you could be...then...do you think you could, just for once...believe.

Cut 3 In 1
~Cut~ Pain deep in my soul how could i have known...a ripping, tearing...it's on the ground now, I will walk away let the pain live on it's own...no more tears, no more fears and once again i'm alone...this time there are things about myself I know...and I dont have a problem with the unknown...I have great love to give and a long life to live...I am worth it, I deserve it, I will get it... ~Demon thy Name is...~ The demon in the darkness the evil beneath the veil... like an illness under the skin she pushes her way in...she makes everything seem ok...and yet she possesses the touch,the touch that can tear apart your soul...RUN! far dont let the evil seep in...it will change your heart...it will remove your light...RUN! while you can before its too late get away...save yourself before you lose another day... ~Goodbye for Now~ I will cry my last tears and say goodbye...I wish I could tell you why...but, one more word from your voice and I may crumble...I must fade...I can

Poopie List
Ghost Poopie- The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie- The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie- The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and still feels unwipped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear, so you won't ruin them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie- This happens when you're done poopieing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize that you have to poopie some more. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Forehead-Poopie- The kind were you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. Lincoln Log Poopie- The kind of poopie that is so huge, your afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. Gassy Poopie- It's so noisy, everyone within earshot is giggling. Corn Poopie- Self explanatory. Gee-I-Wish-I-Could-Poopie-Poopie- The kind

Strange Day
I had the strangest day yesterday. I was walking down the road. When I went to cross the street this huge 1973 cadillac hit the gas. I barely jumped out of the way. Approximately 5 minutes later the car hit the breaks right next to me. The driver jumped out and pulled a gun. I was scared shitless! He pulled the trigger and shot the raccoon behind me. A second later a PETA person jumped out of the bushes and shot the guy in the head. I have never seen brain soup before.

Womens’ Top 10 Sexual Fantasies
What are your thoughts?? Keep in mind that fantasies are a normal and healthy part of our sexuality. They are either taken from past experiences or may even be entirely imaginary. Sometimes these fantasies are taboo, or socially unacceptable, therefore they are only available through fantasy. But as you'll figure out today, the modern woman marvels at sex and sexuality. 10. Strangers in the night Many women relish the idea of meeting up with a mystery man and going to some no-name motel with him for a wild night of uninhibited sex. Sometimes women feel like the only people they can truly let loose with are strangers simply because they won't be judged. And who cares anyway? They'll probably never see the beautiful stranger again. Francine divulged her perspective, "The idea of sharing a passionate night with a stranger and behaving like a sexual predator doesn't just sound inviting; it sounds delicious. And leaving after we're done without even knowing each other's names

You Are An Internet Addict When........
1.) You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading. 2.) You step out of your room and realize that your parents have moved and you don't have a clue as to when it happened. 3.) Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to go from top to bottom. 4.) Your nightmares are in HTML and GIFS. 5.) You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one. 6.) You start introducing yourself as "Jim at net dot com" 7.) Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you see a new WWW site address on TV. 8.) You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can hear if new e-mail arrives. 9.) Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you of what she looks like. 10.) All of your friends have an @ in their names. 11.) When looking at a web page full of someone else's links, you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple. 12.) Your dog has its own home page. 13.) You can't call

Disgusted
Guys like this one make it very hard for good ones. Because we have to pick up the pieces. Nyte aka Tony, you need to get off your ass and stop doing this to women. And for the one who just took him back, you must like the treatment he gives you.

Kinda New To Fubar
So I'm still kinda new to Fubar and still figuring all this stuff out. So far, I like it, and I'm sure I'll like it more as I figure all this stuff out. I'll admit I was expecting something like other social networks, but it's been much different. I've already got a few FuFriends and looking for more.

Inspired
Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so deep I feel this spirit when I sleep In dreams I see a sweet smile Haunting me holding me all the while Toss and turn kicking covers away Laying naked and on display For a spirit that never leaves me be Possessed of one, never wanting to be free By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A New Start
I am an OTR ( truck Driver) and while I have been out here on the road these past 6 weeks, I have been doing a lot of thinking about life and how I have let a lot of things get to me that I shouldn’t have. Be it work, not finding that special someone or some other stupid BS. While I have been out I have done a lot of thinking and in my own way followed the ways of my fore fathers the Cherokee Indians and have taken my own type of spirit quest, and have learned a lot about myself in doing so. I have decided to keep everything up and running and not give up so easy just because life may knock me down. I have made peace with myself and have found that I need to slow down and take the time to get to know the people in my life better and enjoy life. To anyone that my last blog may have upset or offended I am sorry I was in a bad place when I posted it. I had walked up to the edge of the dark side and was about to cross over, as I stode there looking into the darkness my eyes was open

Come On People
I have been employed as a gas station clerk for over over 2 years now and during this time I have come to realize just how rude, inconsiderate and just plain out right ignorant people have come to be. Almost every day I have someone come in and display just how childish adults can be. Working with the public on an almost daily basis tests my patients, it is at times all I can do to swallow my sarcastic words and put on a fake smile. The simple words of please and thank you seem to be lost in a sea of demands, yes I know it is my job to serve you but do you have to bark orders at me like I'm your maid? And someone please tell me why it is customers come in and shout, yell and complain to us about things beyond our control. If you have a problem with the gas price, the food price, the fact that I have to run your check through a machine or the fact that I'll have to charge you and extra 30 cents if you use a debit card for an amount under $5 than please take it up with the owner not me.

A Peom Of Love
O My Love, what is the use living without YOU In the flowers and the buds and in the streets of my dreams There is nothing without you What is it to live without YOU! O My Love, what is it to live without YOU, What is it to live without YOU!! Dunno how, and what time and when , did someone make this special place in the heart Have lost everything of mine, in the madness of this mad heart, In the madness The stories of this heart The stories of the this heart I know and YOU know, No one else will ever know them What is it to live without YOU! O My Love.... Every beat of my heart is thisty for YOU, In my breath it's all Your frangrence, from this earth till that sky, In my eyes it's YOU and only YOU, Wish this love never ends, Wish this love never ends, Wish YOU never be angry with me, What is it to live without YOU! O My Love..... My night and my days are so lonely without YOU, My life is like burning drops, all my dreams are like blown off candles, Witho

Stand Off
End of the Stand Off 11:30pm As the tear gas was getting ready to be deployed, a phone call was made. A man, name still unknown, was barricaded inside his home. Police talked to the man for 15 minutes. Finally talking him out of the house. It all started around 7pm est. Police were about to serve a arrest warrant. When they approached the mans door they were greeted with a shotgun. Police pulled back and shots were fired. In the exchange of gunfire one officer was wounded. The suspect was not hit. Police surrounded the house and a land line was set up directly to the house. Several phone calls were made to try and talk the suspect out. Finnally at 11pm when the tear gas was ready for use. They decide to call one more time. After this time the suspect walked out without his gun. Then he lied face down in the snow while police cuffed the man. At this time it is also not know what the warrant was for. Shooting 1-14-09 Mt. Pleasant, Mi. There's a standoff

Mr. Obama's War And Peace
In the last week or so, US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) has been making some interesting moves in the areas of war and peace. War: BHO has decided to end the Iraqi War II by 12-31-2011 via troop withdrawals from Iraq to the frontline in Afghanistan. Thus fulfilling his campaign promises to the Anti-War Left. At the same time, he is closing the prison at Gitmo Bay, Cuba and allowing for the press to cover the delivery of war dead to Dover Air Force Base. More moves to make the war effort more open and honorable in the eyes of the Anti-War Left. In news reports, the military is split on his moves. Some want to end the wars while others fear their withdrawal now will ensure an Iraqi War III in about 10 years. Peace: BHO sent US Sec. of State Hillary Clinton (D-NY) to Asia for a "Get-To-Know-Me" trip. The big highlight was her statement that the US has to now downplay China's human rights record in order to keep it buying our debt. This is a total 180 degree change from her days as F

Kandie Man
Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

My Faith ( For An Angel )
it is I ... the whisper within evenings shadow ... here, that I might breathe upon you the caress which makes dreams ... and me ... so ~ in those breathings .... so shall always be dreams ... so shall I always be so ~ thus it is I am before you now ... that I might again speak to you ... that I might in the words of the Dragon ... exhale another breath , and say to you ~ let not any doubt give you cause to fear the coming of silence ... for I am of such things ... I am the still .. the calm ... the quiet reverie, I have always been of such things ... and I shall always bring with them ... the moments that are ... our peaceful absolution ~ in that ... is the mending of this wound upon my life, I proudly bear it’s scar for you ... for your love ... for that alone ... for your love ... I ... my love ... my heart ... my soul .... my life .... heal ~ it is what I truly believe ... it ... is my greatest faith ~ this ... my always in all ways .... ‘tis my ever

Carousel
There are days that take too long It's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms I'm gettin' lonely, I'm sick waiting here for you I'm gettin' lonely, please come home cause I want to be with you, or maybe I'm a fool And I say baby you still drive me crazy Nothings gonna change me so you don't have to cry Maybe I should take the blame I guess a music man is no shelter from the rain And I say baby you still drive me crazy Nothings gonna change me so you don't have to cry Baby you know that you saved me Your loves so amazing you're never off my mind Nothings going on I've been gone for way to long I'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid I'm getting closer, I'm making my way back home to you I'm getting closer, I can see your face and the light keeps shining through, and what am I supposed to do Nothings going on I've been gone for way to long I'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid

Hurricane Preparedness 2009
Hurricane Preparedness 2008 To ex-Coasties, present Coasties, and future Coasties or those Who know a Coasties: Hurricane season is upon us. It begins June 1 and ends November 30. Any day now, you're going to turn on the TV and see a weather person pointing to some radar blob out in the Gulf of Mexico and making two basic meteorological points: (1) There is no need to panic. (2) We could all be killed. Yes, hurricane season is an exciting time to be in Biloxi/Gulfport. If you're new to the area, you're probably wondering what you need to do to prepare for the possibility that we'll get hit by 'the big one'. Based on our experiences, we recommend that you follow this simple three-step hurricane preparedness plan: STEP 1: Buy enough food and bottled water to last your family for at least three days. STEP 2: Put these supplies into your car. STEP 3: Drive to Nebraska and remain there until Thanksgiving. Unfortunately, statistics

Souther Women And Some Other Stuff
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart" "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Football Southern women know their country breakfasts: Red-eye gra

Wanting Some Action
What's up ladies in the Elizabethtown, KY area? My name is James...and I'm just trying to find a hottie for some 1 on 1 no strings attached action. Unfortunately not looking for a relationship just haven't been layed in 2 years and I'm horny!!! Hit me back if there's any interest!!!

Drop Jaw
the other day i went to get my rings out of my lock box wich was laying on the end of my desk...i havent really messed with it...well when i went over there to get in it..i picked it up by the handle and and it was open someone had broke the latch off and gotten in to it.....so when i went to look and see what was taken....i saw that all my jewlery was gone rings and necklace's and pocket watches...didnt know who took it and i dont know when it was taken...all i knew was at that moment...is that i have a heart and it broke...things i cant replace are gone things ppl gave me are gone...hell the part i dont understand is why take that stuff wich isnt worth anything....and leave my muscle relaxers for my arm wich are worth almost 30 dollars a pill..just wondering why and i cant answer that hurts alot killing me really.....

Hey Girls,. Come Party!!
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2
The first time we met, I knew I had a friend. The thing I did not know is that I would want to love you until the very end. Your precious love has turned my life completely around, I feel like I'm walking, but my feet don't seem to touch the ground. Sometimes you seem to be my shinning light guiding me through the long, dark night. As I lie alone in bed thinking of you and I I wonder if you think of me too as one more night slowly drags by. I wish I were there with you, kissing your sweet lips under the pale moon light, and holding you, so very tight. You really are the man of my dreams and I can't wait to be with you, for the rest of my life. I know our time away seems like an eternity, but I'll wait forever to be in your life. I love you, I need you, I want you, and I will for all my life.

3
My love for you has no boundaries or secrets. It's in my essence, devouring the fiber of my being and is devoted to you alone. My love for you reaches far and wide and travels through the four seasons, the four corners of the earth and far beyond space and time. My love for you is a journey of lofty mountain tops, beautiful gardens, deep seas, blue lakes, rivers and streams. My love for you consumes my heart. My love for you soars beyond the edge of the world, up into the sky, through the clouds, past the sun, the stars, the moon, the heavens, and the galaxy searching for you, my love, to tell you how much I care. My love for you is the totality of all existing things. My love, I Love You.

4
As I sit and ponder my life, I wonder where true love lies. Where is the one who can make me feel again? And the "One" I can truly trust? Can it happen one more time? Or does life only give you one chance? When will I feel safe again, To share the emotions and passions inside of me? To find a gentle touch and soft caress, And words softly spoken to me. I want to be filled with emotions that are not there now. And wish my time would never end. Ah to whisper my love again could fill my soul, And life would be so brighter.

Pretty Much Goodbye
Mm,well I am considering leaving this site...there are multiple reasons behind this,but there are two main ones.. 1)This site was not made to be kind at all to those of us who are unfortunate enough to be stuck with dialup,I mean honestly,can't we have an option to turn the picture banner on top OFF? None of my pages will load fully because of the damned thing,and I doubt I'll be adding any new pics though I have plenty,due to the fact that due to the fucking banner I just can't get my own pictures to load,to be certain I'm not adding the same ones again 2)Basically there's no one here I talk with,not one single person,so I ponder the point of even visiting anymore..All it does is make me sad when I see I have no messages,etc,so screw it.*shrugs & sighs* I may visit a couple groups I joined before I decide for good,but they're slow too,and I can't even get chats to load due to the massive graphics peeps feel the need to add above them... Apologies,I've had a rea

Ratings
So, I come to find out, after having rated several pictures, that anything less than a 9 is looked down upon and anything less than an 8 is insulting. I apologize to anyone that may have taken offence from my ratings, as I consider anything above a 5 attractive and anything above a 4 average or just not my type. Again, sorry to anyone who may have misconstrued my ratings before I understood how they work here.

Things You Don't Want To Hear During Surgery
Better save that. We'll need it for the autopsy. Someone call the janitor - we're going to need a mop. Wait a minute, if this is his spleen, then what's that? Hand me that...uh...that uh.....thingie. Oops! Hey, has anyone ever survived 500ml of this stuff before? Rats, there go the lights again... Ya know, there's big money in kidneys. Heck, the guy's got two of 'em. Everybody stand back! I lost my contact lens! Could you stop that thing from beating? It's throwing my concentration off! What's this doing here? That's cool! now can you make his leg twitch?! I wish I hadn't forgotten my glasses. Well, folks, this will be an experiment for all of us. Sterile, shcmeril. The floor's clean, right? Anyone see where I left that scalpel? OK, now take a picture from this angle. This is truly a freak of nature. Nurse, did this patient sign the organ donation card? Don't worry. I think it is sharp enough. She's gonna blow! Eve

21-30
My dick runs the 440 in 15 seconds My dick is the Walrus, koo koo ga joob. No matter where I go, my dick always gets there first. My dick takes longer lunches than I do. My dick contributed fifty thousand dollars to the Democratic National Committee. My dick was once the ambassador to China. My dick is so big, it's gone condo. My dick hit .370 in the minors before it hurt its knee. My dick was almost drafted by the Cleveland Browns, but Art Modell didn't want a bigger dick than he was on the team. My dick is so big, I use the Eiffel Tower as a French tickler.

Life
These past few weeks have been crazy. It seems like I've done nothin but move, move, move. I lived in Texas for awhile, came back to Oklahoma to stay with my parents for a little while. Now we are moving to Florida. I got a job down there for a Service Rep for a collection agency. Yeah it's a BIG STEP for us, but fortunately I've got family and friends down there. My boys are doing good, getting big. My ex is gonna be locked up for awhile for stupid shit that he knew better than to do. My oldest one is looking forward to the move. We finished up the U-Haul packing this evening. So bright and early tomorrow morning we start for Florida. I'm looking forward for a new start, a new life, a chance to get my bearings again. Don't get me wrong I love being with my parents, but you all know how it goes when your an adult and trying to raise your kids. Well wish me luck!!!!

In The Dark
So many words go unspoken, As we linger here in the dark. There is a thing or two I wish you to know, But all the words seem to slip away, As you tenderly wrap me in your embrace. Still I wish I could find a way to say, I never thought dreams could come true Yet you showed me that they do, When you came into my life. You set my soul free, With every kiss we share. That from the moment I saw your face, These feelings washed over me Like a tidal wave against the jagged shore. Tell me you feel the same. Tell me there is nowhere else you would rather be. Then here at this moment in each others arms. So many words go unspoken As we linger here in the dark. Trying to find a way to let the other know How wonderful life is here together silent in the dark.

Butterfly
Your butterfly has truly emerged. Bright, beautiful, symmetrical. Blazing with colour. Pinks for our love. Deep reds for our hearts, Our passions, our lips. Yellows for our glow, our Light, Our Spirits, our beautiful Sun. Blues for our clear skies, Our peace, our calm, your eyes. Greens for our earth, our plants, Our nature that surrounds Our beautiful little bridge That you built. With hearts bonded and melted, With pure love and sexiness, With sheer poetry and excitement Come fly with me.

Noteworthy Progress
Limited. Wasted. Lost. It’s only nothing, Unless… We make it Happen. A moment. An opportunity. A Period. Get caught up in it, However… We can always find, A few minutes. One’s Life. One’s Debt. One’s Destiny. Measure not by numbers, But… With our sensation, Of love and joy. An Hour. A Moment. A Lifetime. Say we don’t steal, Still… We foolishly take, Everyone’s Treasure . Appreciate. Understand. Admire. Make it meaningful, For… It is time, That is valuable. Now. Forever. -Dominic Zingale

Spiders Cage
Come And Join !!! We Are Looking for: DJ'S CAM GIRLS&GUYS GREETERS PROMOTERS ENFORCERS think ya got what it takes, well come join us n see what we can offer u! IT ONLY TAKES 1 CLICK, AND EVEN IF YA DON'T WANNA JOB WITH THE SPIDERS CAGE FAMILY JUST COME IN AND CHAT AND HANG OUT WITH SUM REALLY KEWL PEOPLE N LISTEN 2 THE MUSIC U WANNA HEAR! All U Have 2 Do Is Click On This Pic And Have Fun

Pussy Moster
I was one of those people at one point who said I would never do it until I tried it for the first time. Something came over me and ignited my mind to know more. I came to realize I LOVE THAT SHIT LMAO..!! maybe its something about the way a woman taste or the look on her face as you bring her to the point of climax maybe its the moaning I love to hear or how I go slow in circles until you cream..whatever it may be I cant stop and wont stop even when u go limp and grab on the sheets I think its the way the woman grabs me as I enter her after I get done tasting her beauty and look in her eyes... Either way it go I love doing.. what I do to please the beautiful women of this earth. I think its really the way I suck on the clit and press my tongue against the walls while grabbing her ass. Maybe Im to good but I know once you had me you wont be dissappointed.Im not nasty.. but I wil do anything to please women and ( YOU ) who is reading this rite now. These are more than words this is real

Some Interesting Facts
Some Interesting Facts The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all=2 0the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats an

What Is My Secret Phobia (haha Winks)
What is your hidden phobiaAccording to our experts : You are secretly afraid of the whole state of OhioFind out what your phobia is at QuizTank.com What is your hidden phobia? According to our experts : You are secretly afraid of the whole state of Ohio Find out what your phoboa is at QuizTank.com http://www.QuizTank.com/what-is-your-phobia-quiz.html

The Rose’s
For those who really care about me don't cry for me when i'm gone remember the good time's and if you want to carry on my memory then light a candle for me two time's a year one on my birthday one on my death day as for those of you who don't come around while i'm alive the don't bother when i'm dead you people are the worse i watched how it happen with my parent's and i don't care to think about it when i die so like my mother said give me my rose's while i'm alive because i sure as hell cant use them when i'm dead ...........

The Wolf (maqwai'o)
The Wolf (Maqwai'o) The Wolf Clan of Menominee At night deep in sleep I see the wolf in the distant I hear the native flute & drum I hear the wolf howl in tune I fall deeper into sleep As I sit in the green grass The wolf comes closer The flute & drum get louder My heart starts to beat in time with the drum I hear the word Maqwai'o (wolf)repeating Is this really a dream or a vision I fall deeper into sleep The wolf comes to my side The wolf tells me lisen to the flute & drum He ask do you feel it deep inside I say yes He say's you can hear me It is I Maqwai'o (wolf) your spirit guide Do not cry I am always with you..just as You can hear the flute & drum By WhispersSoft

My Faith
For those of us who truly believe in the Messiah... We are not 'Christians'. The title 'Christian' and all the Western Europeanized 'holy' names that go along with it are largely in error. Let us understand the meaning of the word 'Christ'. This word is based on the Greek translation for 'messiah', Christos, which means 'Anointed One'. Check the beginning of a King James version of the New Testament. You will see 'Translated out of the Original Greek'. Was Jesus Christ a Greek? Negative. He was an Israelite. Israelites spoke Hebrew. 'Messiah' is much closer to the original Hebrew word mashiyach. [1] But then understand clearly. Neither Christ nor Messiah are proper names in the sense of family names such as Smith or Johnson. They are actually titles appended to the Saviour's original name to distinguish Him from others who also had His name. [2] And so removing the titles attached to the sacred Name, we are left with just the divinely ordained name Jesus. Matth

Starting Something New For Me
i'm going to start making daily pimp-out blogs and bulletins. Leave a comment here or send me a private message if you would like to be included Bulletin by †♥pepper♥†{DK}

The Lotus Touts
Feng Shui There's some mighty fine advice in these words. The Lotus Touts: ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .

Lets Get A Few Things Strait
I AM NOT LIKE THE OTHER SLUTS YOU HAVE EVER PISSED OFF I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH YOU MAKING THREATS!!!! YOU HAVE MY ADDRESS STOP TALKING AND DO WHAT YOU SAY!!!! OTHERWISE I WILL SEE YOUR ASS IN TWO WEEKS YOU BETTER TRAIN HARD AND PRAY THAT YOUR ASS MAKES IT OUT OF THE ARENA WHEN I GET DONE WITH YOU, UNTIL THEN COOL YOUR SHIT AND DON'T BE STARTING BS ON THIS DAMN SITE!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S TIME FOR ALL YOUR GAMES TO COME TO AN END BECAUSE THIS PUNK IS BACK AND PISSED NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nose Picking
The Kiddie Pick When you're by yourself and you uninhibitedly twist your forefinger into your nostril with childlike joy and freedom. And the best part is, there's no time limit! Camouflaged Kiddie Pick When, in the presence of other people, you wrap your forefinger in a tissue, then thrust it in deep and hold back the smile. Fake Nose Scratch When you make believe you've got an itch but you're really trolling the nostril edge for stray boogers. Making A Meal Out Of It You do it so furiously, and for so long, you're probably entitled to dessert. Surprise Pickings When a sneeze or laugh causes snot to come hurling out of your nose, and you have to gracefully clean it off your shirt. Autopick The kind you do in a car, when no one's looking. Pick Your Brains Done in private, this is the one where your finger goes in so far, it passes the septum. Pick And Save When you have to pick it quickly, just when someone looks away, and then you pocket the

About Me..
see my pic here http://www.mylot.com/w/image/2148445.aspx add me in my msn if you want to chat with me at(fuzzfuzzsan@yahoo.com)id.thanks One word that describes me "Dreamer", because I really dream all the time. I daydream about the past, the present, things I want to accomplish-all kinds of things. I can just totally zone out for ages and not even realize it. The way I look, people always think I'm some kind of a wild child who parties a lot. But Im not like that. There are parties, but often I just stay home and read. When I'm drinking with my friends, I just want to enjoy the evening and the company. I hate it when guys come up and say "Excuse me, can I be your friend?" It sound rehearsed, some- thing you'd use in a school playground! And what so special about me that you must be my "friend"? There are really much better places and more suitable occasions to get to know a gal than at a club. If there anything about people which angers me most it is dishonesty! Ive been

About Me
Me? Sexy? Hell, no! I think people who think that Im sexy are sexy, too. I'm just a stronger, slimmer and now more drop-dead gorgeous and is bent on making things happen---and finding my place in this world. It was somehow good for the heart, yes. But having to sit through more than an hour of good old Jack wasting away driving a trailer truck and almost getting a hand job. Yeah, I had had a blast, its just got better and better. I'm a beach girl. Well, I like everything---even surfing the bed. I'm a simple gal who have nothing but to dream and to fantasize my imagination just to expressed my sensuality. Want to more about my greatest deeds? Well, if you are, drop a line and then you might get lucky.........here is my addy if you want to chat me yourjean@live or princess_laffiya@yahoo. see you..

Looking Into The Catholic Church
Who is the beast? Those who receive the mark of the beast will be subject to the wrath of God. Yet those who refuse to receive the mark of the beast will receive the wrath of the beast. Thus it is most important to identify the beast of Revelation 13. The Protestant reformers, including Luther, Calvin, Zwingli, Knox, Wesley, and many others, recognized that the beast power was mentioned under various synonyms in Scripture. It was the little horn of Daniel 7, the man of sin, the son of perdition who introduces the mystery of iniquity in 2 Thessalonians 2, the antichrist of 1 John 2 and 4 and 2 John, Babylon of Revelation 14, 16, 17, 18, and the whore and scarlet beast of Revelation 17. (See Part 6.) The Scripture provides us with so many identifying features of the beast power that there is left to us no possible doubt whatsoever. Remembering the synonymous terms used for the beast as listed above, we find the following identifying factors of the beast. After this I saw in the

Dumb Thoughts
What are these words, ideas, images, or dreams that just *POP* into my mind. Sick, crazy, fun and most unimaginable. Why are chocolate rabbits made on Easter? I get the chocolate, and rabbits are for breeding. Chocolate is an aphrodiciac (sp) so I suppose a chocolate rabbit would put anyone in the mood. If that is the case wouldn't that be a better gift on Valentines day than red roses?

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Just as a bowl Broken into a million pieces Cannot be put back together Neither can a bird Fallen from a tree Be revived back to life Nor a word Said in haste Be retrieved And love Once betrayed Cannot ever be restored

They Think Mama Dont Know Anything
it so funny how kids think about their parents they think mama dont know anything they know everything make it so bad we been on this earth longer then they have when you try to tell your child something they arger you down trying to prove you wrong or they ask you how do you know or they tell you you dont know they tell you what they think they think mama dont know anything when you try to tell them what going to happen because you went through same thing they going through they look at us like we dont know what we talking about so they think mama dont know anything we been on this earth longer then they have

Why Did You Hurt Me They You Did
when i found out you cheated on me who you cheated with it hurt me dearly i ask myself what did i do to deserve this i lost all respect in you that day days went by i start looking at you difference why did you hurt me the way you did since i look at you difference i have to let you go i dont trust you so i ask you why did you hurt me the way you did

Islands Of Adventure (panoramic) (florida)
Taken when I was on a School Trip at 2am In the Morning :) Its a Panoramic Picture, (about 5 pictures put together as one in Photoshop) Please Dont Not Take Thank You.

Abstract From Driving Accident
Well one night While I was laying down in bed. Close to 3am, I heard a noise that wasnt typical at night. Well I didnt bother to check it out till the morning when I saw that at the end of my street That the red yield signs have been run over and everything around was completely destroyed. Apparently the cops told me that ther was a drunk guy who stole someones car and drive so quick down our street and didnt realize that there was a dead end and ended up throwing the car and himself in our canal. So I took some shots of it and here they are. Till this day dont know if the guy survived or not but well... the end of the street still looks the same since that day.

Dragons
Many people have simply said, "Dragons are mythical, henceforth, they are not real." Well, knights were in mythological stories, as were princesses. Are they not real? True, we have proof of their existance, but do we not have proof of dragon existance? This is what I will be trying to discover: Are the "mythological" dragons real? If so, which ones? What would they look like? Eastern Dragons Let us review the external appearance of the Chinese dragon: thin, long body with four legs, over sized head, and no wings. Flying is out of the question. There have been no creatures proven in science that could fly without wings or wing-like structures. The legs and talons are also out of proportion, but, if enlarged, can make a plausible serpent. Pretty much, the Chinese and Asian dragons can exist, but not as we believe them to. They would be a little more like snakes with legs. All right, people have argued this: Chinese dragons could be filled with a gas that makes them "float", and t

Me
Just wanted to let those who had contacted me that Im ok. Just had a lot going on in my life and had to take a break from everything...things r still rocky but getting better with time...thanks to my true friends that stuck by me...ppl just b careful who u trust cause they may not b who they seem to b...have a good day..

"speak Of Love"
Speak of Love Speak of love in whispers, or with a louder voice Pressed in between the sighs and moans, as if you really had a choice Shared in unknown languages, a distant foreign tongue Said in ways of urgency, with syllables that stun Speak of love in darkened rooms, we’re renting by the hour The ones with tarnished furnishings that diminish not the power From your lips they tumble forth, and linger on the air An age old tired mantra, a hope, a trust, a prayer Speak of love in simple terms, untangle all the wires Pull out your can of gasoline and feed the dying fires Pump coins into the meter, so time is on our side Fill the tank with something else, instead of tears you cried Speak of love with honesty, move into the light Try a different angle, instead of left or right Use unspoken gestures, or motion with your hand Take the leap, step off the cliff, you know I’ll understand. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Forgive And Live
If you try to reach inside of your heart you can find forgiveness, or at least the start And from that place where you can forgive is where Hope, and Love, also thrive and live And with each step that you try to take and with that chance that your heart might break Comes so much happiness, and so much strength which Alone can carry you a fantastic length For hate and anger will not get you there and though you say that you just don't care You can EASILY avoid the pain on which hate feeds . . . the kind of hurt that No one needs Just make the move, take that first stride let go of the thing known as "Foolish Pride" Maybe then you can start to repair the past into something strong, that will mend, and last!

Butterfly
Yesterday a butterfly Came floating gently through the sky. she soared up through the atmosphere Then drifted close enough to hear. I said, "I'd love to fly with you And sail around the way you do. It looks like it would be such fun To fly up toward the summer sun. But I have not your graceful charm. I haven't wings, just these two arms. I've been designed to walk around. My human feet must touch the ground. Then magically she spoke to me and told me what her wish would be. she said, "What I'd love most to do Is walk upon God's Earth with you, To squish it's mud between my toes Or touch my finger to my nose. I'd love just once to walk around With human feet to touch the ground, But I have not two legs that swing, I haven't arms, just these two wings." And so we went our separate ways In wonder and surprise. For we'd both seen God's precious gifts Through someone else's eyes.

Dear Butterfly
Dear butterfly, Majestic monarch of the sky, holder of universal secrets and reasons why, color my canvas, touch my heart before I die, to live in joy, teach me how never to say good-bye. As you flutter by, you hear me sigh, things missed because I forgot to try, on your serene beauty I can rely, oh what celestial magic you do supply. Once you did struggle to be free, you turned your life around to show me, amazing my angel how you heard my plea, you've cocooned my mind so I can see. Lets fly together both as one, and sore beyond time, once upon, our silken wings God has spun, Souls entwined, our infinite journey has just begun.

Shadow Rider
shadows of the ancients gather along the mesa deep in canyon land where countless riders once mounted horses of timeless souls escaping in painted war a lone rider, a shadow rider fades into ecliptic memory blending with slivers of light where shadows are born looking towards the west there red raven flies our silhouettes appear there in the land of the sun shadow rider comes... lone rider, shadow rider speaks silent in the wind saying this is where we live where ghost warriors dance shadows of the ancients mount horses of glory horses of timeless souls deep in the land of death countless riders mount escaping in painted war red raven flies

Dream
Take me to a dream That I never dreamed of, To a place so beautiful That we can stay for eternity, A dream that seems to be More real than real life A dream of no problems or worries. Take me to a dream A place for just the two of us, Where we can express our inner most thoughts, feelings, and emotions, To a beautiful land where nobody Is there but just the two of us. Take me to a dream

Summer Rose
My love for you is like a summer rose; Always blooming, hardly dying. My love for you is like a newborn kitten; Cautious, yet soft and sweet. My love for you is like a well-written book; You can open it again and again. My love for you is wide as the ocean and deep as the sea. My love for you is everlasting, Always patient, and true to thee.

Returned Love?
When I hear your name, It's so clear that I'm in love with you my only dear. When I look deep in your eyes, I know all my fears well not arise. Then I realize I'm falling in love with you, I look the other way so I can never feel blue. I have been hurt so much in the past, I don't want to fall in love quite as fast. When we aren't together, I think about you nonstop, Until my stomach is all in knots. You mean the world to me And that's how it will always be. Just hopefully, you feel the same towards me...

Cowboy
Cowboy...Cowboy Well I'm packing up my game and I'm a head out west Where real women come equipped with scripts and fake breasts Find a nest in the hills chill like Flynt Buy an old drop top find a spot to pimp And I'm a Kid Rock it up and down your block With a bottle of scotch and watch lots of crotch Buy a yacht with a flag sayin' chilling the most Then rock that bitch up and down the coast Give a toast to the sun, drink with the stars Get thrown in the mix and tossed out of bars Then to Tijuana... I wanna roam Find Motown and tell them fools to come back home Start an escort service, for all the right reasons And set up shop at the top of four seasons Kid Rock and I'm the real McCoy And I'm headin' out west sucker...because I wanna be a Cowboy baby With the top let back and the sunshine shining Cowboy baby West coast chilling with the Boone's Wine I wanna be a Cowboy baby Riding at night cause I sleep all day Cowboy baby I can smell a pig from a mile awa

Amen
"Amen" It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath C'mon now amen, amen, amen Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now damn it I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint But I believe in what is right C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen Stop pointing fingers and take some blame, Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off hand outs and favors, and maybe Give a little bit more than you got to give Simplify, te

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how do you trust when youve been lied to? how do you love when the lies are there? do you overlook them and hope they go away? do you love the man anyway? how do you tell if the lies have stopped? can you look him in the eyes? can you see it in his heart? will the games ever stop? is it really love? or is it possession? no one really knows for sure... follow your heart it knows... when you mind doesnt want to see...

All You Want From Me
all you want from me we talk on the phone you seen nice i realize you be telling me what i want to hear what you be telling me is a damn lie i am so tired hearing lies when we see each other in person you tell me what i want to hear again just to get what you want all you want from me is sex i dont want someone that want me just for sex you dont try to get to know the real me you just want what you can get out of me i am so tired being tired i want someone that want me for me all you want from me is sex keep walking you not the one for me

Faithful Love
A faithful love is priceless Takes the edge off life’s roughness Reduces all of our sadness Gives strength when we feel hopeless. A faithful love is endless Lights up all corners of darkness Not a scent of harshness Only respect and a taste of sweetness. A faithful love is selfless Giving without a tinge of selfishness Thank you with fondness For your love which is precious.

What I Have Come To Expect
What I have come to expect With the morning the sun will rise Even when hidden behind darkened skies Up the road out of my view An unwanted baby born brand new Down the way on an unknown road Will pass away an elder of old caddy corner with daddy not there Mom combs a child's tangled up hair Across the world around the globe a conflict will be by the media told In a home unknown to me a battered life will cease to be In a cell tucked far away AN Innocent prays for freedom someday Up the walk at the grocery store Clipped coupons,sales, bargains and more banks failing, digressing economy Every day people suffering that sodomy The sun sets high then eve is bound With so much distress all around And as the day folds in to night All go tuck in to bed so tight Think their thoughts on tomorrows day With hope that something will gave way And less their struggles,ease their mind Show them life can still be kind H

Wasted Love
There once was a woman who wasted her love she risked it all and put him above Now she is lost and clueless what to do Hopefully her next love, will stick to her like glue But it did not, it all went wrong she could not keep up and could not be strong What could she do, nothing went right she saw giving up so close in her sight But she tried once again to make it all work But he threw her off with only a smirk she knew it was the end, why even try So she got rid of her heart with a simple goodbye The woman is now dead, buried below The love in her veins ceases to flow There once was a woman who wasted her love

Headstrong
I'm a straight up kind of girl, I am I'mma tellin' it like it is, I am And that's just the kind of girl I am Head up, Hands up tell me You're a hiding it kind of boy, You're a talented kind of boy, You are And that's just the kind of boy you are Head up, Hands up these are Headstrong crazy days When your mind's made up And the music plays Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Meltdown, It's not a crush In a hot hot room, We're in a rush Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Gonna feel alive tonight, I am I'm a positive kind of girl, I am Leave my troubles behind tonight, I am Stand up, Get up tell me Are gonna be down with me, You are Yeah you're coming along with me, You are 'Cause that's just the kind of guy you are Stand up, Get up these are Headstrong crazy days When your mind's made up And the music plays Headstrong can you feel the beat? Meltdown can you feel the heat? Meltdown, It's n

I Am Only Here For A Time
I am only here for a time and then once my purpose is done I will be gone. I don't want to miss out on the beautiful things that my love ones bring forward but if tomorrow never comes I have to take in to my heart that I did indeed have had a life with joy. If tomorrow never comes, if the sun never shines again, if the moon never brings the light, if the air is at still, if the mountains shall crumble, if the rivers over flow and the sea takes on the world know that I have been here for a moment that was meaningful not just to me but for to those that mattered and most important those that love me and the love was returned. I am one of a kind not better than anyone else but an individual whose burden has come and gone because I have seen the light and I have seen the purpose and the task that has been given on hand. I don't have to be a world wide known individual because it would not do me any good if people knew me all over but could not share and feel the power of the one thing that

I Find It Funny
One of my secret past times is being a nudist. I look on several newsgroups and such to research locations. What I find is funny is how these places are filled with guys showing off the fact they have dicks smaller then mine most times. very few women are on these boards , I guess they do not care to see out of shape guys without cocks

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Perdoa se eu estou te ligando amor nesse momento Mas, me fazia falta escutar de novo só por um instante sua respiração. Desculpa sei que eu estou quebrando nosso juramento, Sei que existe outro em seu pensamento, Mas meu coração pediu pra te dizer: "que eu estou morrendo Morrendo por dentro É tanta saudade morando em meu peito" Vida devolva as minhas fantasias, Meu sonho de viver a vida, Devolva-me o ar. Sem teu carinho, meu mundo fica tão vazio, Os dias quentes são tão frios e as noites me trazem A dor desse amor. Queria te dizer que hoje eu tô de bem com a vida E não sentir nada com sua partida, Mas com um só dedo não se tapa o sol. e eu estou morrendo, Morrendo por dentro, É tanta saudade morando em meu peito. Sem teu carinho, meu mundo fica tão vazio, Os dias quentes são tão frios e as noites me trazem A dor desse amor. me fazia falta escutar de novo, Só por um instante

Let The Kids Ride
Big Brother has gone too far on this one. The OHV community is already hurting from the economy, now they cant sell youth equipment. Quality manufacturers like Honda, Kawasaki, Suzuki, and Yamaha are being hurt...and so is the sport. http://www.motoxposure.com/tv/video/letthekidsride.htm Support your OHV community and keep safe motorcycles and atv's available for the younger generation. Send a letter to Congress by click on the link below and filling out the information! http://www.tomself.com/

Be Thankful...
Be thankful that you don`t already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don`t know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge, because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you`re tired and weary, because it means you`ve made a difference. It`s easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

Mistakes
We ate born to make mistakes. They are made for us to learn from. Without the mistakes in our lives, we can't truly say we are living. Mistakes make us go back to find the reason we made them. Do our best to correct, or remind us not to go down that path again. Our mishaps helps us to develope into a better person. It changes the person that we are. Out attitudes, personalities, and the way we look at thing change. We learn to love,share, and give of ourselves. We learn to except what we can not change, and change what we can. Those that do not learn from lack of want , or care . Are those that have no love or concience of the living. Susan Allen 03/19/09

Ncaa Men's Big Dance-part I
Well it is March Madness. In sports, it's like Christmas in spring time with four days of college basketball and upsets possible in every game. I picked the Univ. Of North Carolina to win it all. I have UNC, Duke, Uconn and Loiseville in my Final Four. In Round 1, I am 25 for 33 games so far. That means I am 75% at correctly picking winners, and that is about how I do every year. I correctly picked the upset by Western Kentucky over Illinois. Living near the Univ. Of Arizona, everyone here was picking them to do well. I picked them to lose to Utah, but they didn't. The upstate rival Arizona State won its game too. My major bracket buster was picking West Virginia to get to the Elite Eight. WVU got knocked out by Dayton. I hope I do better over today and tomorrow.

Cam Girls: Can I Get A Witness?
Seriously. WTF?! Ok so basically I guess I am a “cam girl” even though I hate that term I do have to admit webcams are a huge part of my life and even my website. I have spy cams on me 24/7 and yes those are technically webcams. I also do interactive shows with my members for an hour every night, sometimes twice a night and I use different cam networks to do that. Some pay me and some do not but the money is good and the exposure is key. On one of these networks, one that pays me they pay me $100 bucks to do my hour long members show and afterwards I have to do an hour of free chat/private shows. I suck extremely badly at getting these privates. When I did individual cam shows over yahoo on a regular basis I did EXTREMELY well but the show was planned and ordered before I would even open my cam. I didn’t do previews, the guys knew what I looked like which is why they contacted me in the first place. I still do these a few times a week but instead of hanging out on yahoo l

Anal Blog!
Ladies and gentlemen of all ages (over eighteen! If you are underage, please get out!), prepare yourselves for a shock: I actually wrote an anal blog! Aren't you proud of me? You know you are. I'm a flake, I'll admit it. Now, shall we high-tail it on to the blog? (Expect a butt-load -ha- of goofy hiney jokes, please. I'm in a silly mood tonight.) Over the last few months I have had at least five different people ask me questions about anal sex. What am I, the anal sexpert??? Having received all these questions makes me think that the rest of you good people are probably more curious about anal than you let on, hence the how-to blog you're reading. I know that at least one of you is secretly fascinated with it! (coughCornycough) SO, in light of y'all's fascination, I mean, curiosity about backdoor pleasures, here we go… First of all, let's look at the logistics of anal sex: Fit. Tab A is (usually) much bigger than Slot B and Slot B is going to have to do som

My Truth
Birthday Calculator 18 May 1982 Your date of conception was on or about 25 August 1981 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Taurus. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: None of the secrets of success will work unless you do. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445107.5. The golden number for 1982 is 7. The epact number for 1982 is 5. The year 1982 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover. You

Spring Fever
I have it! Spring fever is the name for a temporary mood typically characterized by a state of low energy and weariness experienced by many people in springtime. It is not in the category of a diagnosed illness, but rather a phenomenon thought to be initiated by a change in the season. [edit] Symptoms In the northern hemisphere the symptoms usually arise from mid-March to mid-April, and depending on the person may be more or less pronounced. Weariness (despite an adequate amount of sleep), sensitivity to changes in the weather, dizziness, irritability, headaches, and sometimes aching joints and a lack of drive are the most common. [edit] Causes Although the causes of spring fever have not yet been fully resolved[1], hormone balance may play a role. According to this theory the body’s reserves of the “happiness hormone” serotonin, whose production depends on daylight, become exhausted over the winter, making it especially easy for the “sleep hormone” melatonin to have

Wow
so my buddy and his girlfriend... Two of the first people I met after moving to California, I would say I had a lot of respect for them. Until, she told me that she wanted me... Can you say JERRY? lol, well she said it was ok with her boyfriend to do some crazy things to me... Number one. I dont have sex anymore, at least not til I'm married to that person. Number two. I dont think that would be very appropriate... what do you fu friends say? Thx all! much luv! Trent

Leaving
Ok, so as most ppl know I deleted my account and then came back. Well, I still don't care for it so I'm leaving again. Now that I tried it twice I know I'm not missing anything. It's not for everybody. You may love it, and that's fine. We're all different. But that's not the point of this blog. The point is, if you want to stay in touch hit me up with an email on here!!

The Dirty Fork
A blind man walks into a restaurant and sits down. The waiter, who is also the owner, walks up to the blind man and hands him a menu. "I'm sorry, sir, but I am blind and can't read the menu. Just bring me a dirty fork from a previous customer. I'll smell it and order from there." A little confused, the owner walks over to the dirty dish pile and picks up a greasy fork. He returns to the blind man's table and hands it to him. The blind man puts the fork to his nose and takes in a deep breath. "Ah, yes, that's what I'll have -- meatloaf and mashed potatoes." Unbelievable, the owner thinks as he walks towards the kitchen. The cook happens to be the owner's wife. He tells her what had just happened. The blind man eats his meal and leaves. Several days later, the blind man returns and the owner mistakenly brings him a menu again. "Sir, remember me? I'm the blind man." "I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you. I'll go get you a dirty fork." The owner retrieves a

I Can Thank The Person That Made It Hard For Me
i can thank the person that made it hard for me she got trust issues she got broken heart it hard for her to love she think everything a person say is a lie i can thank the person that made it hard for me know matter what i do she think im lying know matter how i try she want bring her guard down so i can say i can thank the person that made it hard for me

You Want Find Someone Like Me,i Am Unique
you want find someone like me,i am UNIQUE I LOVE IT i gave you my LOVE i gave you my HEART what i get from you BROKEN HEART LIES NO RESPECT you dont realize you made it hard for the next person when you realize what you lost you wanted me back i told you HELL 2 THE NO and i also said you want find someone like me,i am UNIQUE

Relative Visit
Well her distant uncle was coming over to spend time and this would be the first time she had met him in person. She had seen pictures and thought he was hot looking for an older guy. He arrived and came through the door; Kiersten was wearing a short skirt and thong with a loose blouse and no bra. She wanted to see if she could get a rise out of him. He still looked hot and she gave him a very tight close hug. He hugged her back tight, their crotches almost grinding into each other. Mmmmmmm she thought as she felt his bulge press against her. As they parted his hand slide down her back and quickly caressed her ass. She let her hand brush against his crotch, feeling it jump to her touch. As she stood behind her parents, she winked at him as he smiled back, then shot a quick wink back to her. Damnnnnn she thought, I am so hot and want him now. I wish my parents would go out for awhile leaving us alone. She went to her room and found her thong soaked. Damn as she took it off and left it o

The Pier
The pier…. Ashleigh was walking on the pier when she saw a nice ass sticking out. The man was leaning over the rail, just watching the ocean at night. Mmmmmm she thought as she came closer to get a better view. He was hot and their eyes latched onto each other. She smiled and let the wind open her shirt more. She had no bra on and her nipples were getting hard. As she passed by him, her hand brushed against his ass and she glanced back with a wink as she continued out to the end of the pier. It was a warm, moist night and an ocean fog was rolling in, the few remaining people left the pier to get inside, but Ashleigh stayed, hoping the guy would follow. She turned to look and saw the fog had covered the beach and hung there, obscuring her view and any others from where she stood. She heard footsteps and leaned over the rail to look at the ocean, hoping it was the guy and maybe get a feel on her ass. It was him as he brushed his hand across her ass and she looked over at him with anot

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How can you expect others to trust you if your trust to them you do not give That does seem to tie in it does seem with the old saying of live and let live You mistrust someone and they will not trust you that is part of old Murphy's law Are you one who is truly perfect the one who does not have a flaw? How can you expect others to trust you if kind things of them you do not say Remember that trust is always something that does not have a one sided way, A lack of trust can lead to war and bloodshed if you don't give trust then trust you cannot receive How can you see eye to eye with someone if on that person you do not believe, A lack of trust leads to division and division it can lead to hate The one that you cannot have faith in is the one who cannot be your mate, You cannot expect trust from others if trust to them you cannot show If you mistrust that other person mistrust in return you will know Mistrust only gives rise to mistrust that does seem a fair thing to say An

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f I could dream The dream I wanted too, I would close my eyes, And dream a dream for you. I would give you all the world, That you are deserving of, And to you I would give My everlasting love. I would see to it, That you were never sad. And nothing in your life Would ever happen bad. I would wish for you, All things would go your way, And you would always be happy, Each and every day. In my dream You would stay Just as handsome As you are today. Life for you would be as perfect As the blueness of the sky, And no one would ever hurt you, Or ever make you cry. I know it's just a dream, But if dreams could come true, I would close my eyes, And dream a dream for you.

Stepping Stone
"Stepping Stone" by Duffy I remember way back way back when I said i never wanna see your face again Cause you were loving yes your loving somebody else And i knew oh yes i knew i couldnt control myself And now they bring you back into my life again And so i put on a face just like a friend But i think you know oh yes you know whats going on Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong Chorus But I will never be your stepping stone Take it all or leave me alone I will never be your stepping stone Im standing upright on my own Verse 2 You still call me up from time to time And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line The words of love lie on my lips just like a curse And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse And now you have the nerve to play along Just like the mistro beats in your song You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me And the less you give the more i want so foolishly Chorus

Sometimes I Just Wish....
I am not a bed post notcher or anything I just wish I could find a aggressive woman. I like someone who is not afraid to speak her mind take risks or make a bold move. I find that many women feel that if they act themselves or let out of some of their badgirl side that men will judge them or find them to be easy. well ladies for me that is not true. I can get just as turned on from a women sending me hot msg as I can getting the groove on. For me the way you carry yourself is its own brand of sexy so ladies please dont be affraid to just out it out there and let it ride. Hope your smile is big and the laugh not to hard lol!

Whiners
I cannot believe the way some lounges have acted in the past day. I was given the ultimate choice "ONES LOUNGE OR THE OTHERS"> Not both. I feel that this is childish and I do not like drama. the one who wrote the letter was booted from my list of things to do or my lounges.... long live the Southern Way of LIFE REBEL

Letting You Go
Will you miss me when i'm gone? Have you truly heard my heart's song? I wonder if i'm removed from this space... How quickly would i be replaced? Replaced in your life, and in your heart... Was i truly there from the start? People come and people go.. In and out of life's flow. Some stay short, some stay longer... Those are the ones who are stronger. I've fought a good fight... The battle's done... Will you miss me when i'm gone?

Green Eyes
Never in all my life have i seen such beautiful eyes a power is held within their depth that holds me I try to see, i want so much to find the whys i know that somewhere deep inside there is a key. Your gaze is such a tender loving honest stare yet hides so much of pain and past betrayal I wonder just how to prove i really care your eyes have seen so much i know they see it all. i'm lost in love each time i catch your gaze but you know that much is in my mind Under your watchful eyes i feel in a daze your look makes me contemplate mankind. Your green eyes are so sincere they cannot hide a thing in honesty i read your mind as you read mine one look from your green eyes makes me want to sing yet dont please pretend that things are fine. Your eyelids opening start a tale that i can read a chapter of a book is opened with each look A story there is inside, one i have to heed Your green eyes do hold me like a hook.

Movie Review: "the X Files-i Want To Believe" (2008)
Film: "The X Files-I Want To Believe" (2008) Rated PG 13 for Violence and Disturbing Elements Plot: Ex-FBI Agents Mulder and Scully team up to find a missing FBI Agent. Good Points: It is nice to see Fox and Dana finally hooked up as a couple.; It wasn't a long film.; Good to see Agent Skinner show up to help. Bad Points: Not a real X-File case like the ones shown in the tv show.; The overall storyline is boring and anticlimatic. Favorite Scenes: Fox and Dana kissing at the end of the film. Kids Caution: Film is gory in parts but probably pretty dull to keep their attention. Out Of Four Stars: I give this movie two stars. Nice to see Fox and Dana back together, but wish the story had been better.

Annoying Things Pt 1
moving defaults because you could not decide what pic to use.. come on... as if the sit is not flashy enough you have pics that switch so fast i can not get the truth out of one..... starting your day quoting songs from the stones.. there is this whole train of thought people go through.. it starts with one then leads to the next and so forth.. then they blind side you with some bullshit and expect you to know what the fuck they are saying maybe if they would take the time to tell you the thought process that led to said thing so is not to try a fight with you or whatever.. every ulcer and stomach pain has a name... fighting is dumb.. you say all this heat of the moment yelling type shit and i have done as any human blocked you out so now i really do not know what the fuck you are saying... then when you realize how extremely stupid you are you try and turn it all around... bleck whatever .. discuss discuss discuss.. its not my fault you let something fester till puss c

Cherry For Last Blog
oh just in case you can read... Her green plastic watering can For her fake Chinese rubber plant In the fake plastic earth. That she bought from a rubber man In a town full of rubber plans To get rid of itself. It wears her out, it wears her out It wears her out, it wears her out. She lives with a broken man A cracked polystyrene man Who just crumbles and burns. He used to do surgery For girls in the eighties But gravity always wins. And it wears him out, it wears him out. It wears him out, it wears . . . She looks like the real thing She tastes like the real thing My fake plastic love. But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling If I just turn and run. And it wears me out, it wears me out. It wears me out, it wears me out. And if I could be who you wanted If I could be who you wanted All the time, all the time. Oh, oh.

Maybe This Means Nothing To U...
Some people say it is the right thing to do, some say that this procedure is needed to insure the health of a mother, Maybe some do it cause they dont want the responsibility of taking care of a HUMAN BEING from its creation, and just wants to destroy life for a better life. YOu know, the baby dont feel anything really its not even alive........ YAH is watching over all of his creation, the ones in this world and the ones being brought into this world, think before you ever consider doing this to another human being.

The Time Has Come.....poem
its been so long sense i was gone the demons shoved me to the breaking point all the lies all the poisons nothing but pain scratch's down my face this is my prison my immortality the time has come to rome the hell i live in the time has come to break away the time has come to rule the hell im in the demons used to rule me now i rule them the time has come for me not to fear them but them to fear me the time has come....

Navy Petty Officer Mike Monsoor
I would say he was a pretty special guy! Navy Petty Officer Mike Monsoor PO2 (EOD2) (Explosive Ordnance Disposal) Mike Monsoor, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save his fellow Seals. (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.) During Mike Monsoor's funeral in San Diego , as his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery , SEAL's were lined up on both sides of the pallbearers route forming a column of two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coff in passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin. The slaps were audible from across the cemetery; by the time the coffin arrived grave side, it looked as though it had a gold inlay from all the Tridents pinned to it.

Its Not That I Am, Its That I Am Not Anymore.
I thought maybe I was past the whole getting old crap but it seems that every time the thought crosses my mind (like now) there is a huge lump that sticks in my throat, my chest gets all tight and I can barely contain the flood of emotions (panic, anxiety, fear, sadness, ect.) that wells up inside me. I don't even have a rational explanation for it. I don't even want to be touched. Hugs, handshakes, pats on the back, and even brushing up against me as someone passes, just makes me want to puke. Again I have no reason. I hate when ppl ask "how's it going" cause that makes it start all over again. So I lie, say everything is good and walk away. I must have a down trodden look all day, cause more than a few ppl have asked me why I'm sad. The whole thing is stupid... But there it is beyond my control.... I need a vacation from myself..

Another Day
When does life become just another day? Why should it feel so mechanical? Thoughts mingle with the images in front of my eyes. Sounds drift away, as though distant and blurred. Darkness surrounds me, and yet the way forward is bright. I can strengthen the light. One little twitch and a flood of intensity ensue. But all I can do is watch as the images pass. Faster and faster they appear and disappear. Suddenly a brilliant flash of light blinds me. The light rushes to me. Then just as the light swallows the images, it is gone. Again the thoughts flood my mind. The images dominate my eyes. Time seems to have no meaning here. And yet eventually it ends, and I am forced to stand up and move again. I move, knowing that I have no choice but to return again. Return to the images, the thoughts, the darkness and the light. It just another day....

Sharon (a Change Of Pace. Original Short Story By Me.)
Sharon Tilford never held a grudge against anyone, for any reason. This was a young woman who exhibited care and concern for the welfare of society in general. Yet a single incident, hardly more than a few moments in time, changed all that forever. Monday morning. The weather at street level was New York City summer; hot, humid, and not something you'd want to stay out in unless profuse sweating is one of your hobbies. Those of independent means are driven to and fro by car services. One step down from that meant you took cabs to those all important meetings, in hopes of one day being able to afford the luxury of a car service. For those of limited income, the subway is the twice daily horror which has to be endured. Sharon, a lovely slip of a thing not much more than 100 pounds soaking wet, was on to her job in Manhattan from a shared apartment in Brooklyn, with hopes that this week would be less hectic than the last. Ad agencies in NYC tended to be stressful jobs to say the lea

First Glimpses
First Glimpses by Brave Maximus© The little smile on my face was almost as telling as the step in my walk, anyone who looked at me knew that they were looking at a very happy man. But, this was not an unusual occurrence, as a matter of fact, it had become an almost daily event. I rounded the corner to the small café downtown that we usually met at, and I caught my first glimpse of her. It was summer, so the patios were open and the umbrellas up, with the usual assortment of businessmen, college kids and the like, enjoying the sun and a cup of coffee. Her back was to me, but it was unmistakably her. Her dark hair falling in ringlets well past her waist. I could see the curve of her ass through space in the seat, and my eyes lingered for a moment, the smile broadening. I snuck up quietly and placed my hands across her face, covering her eyes. Really, one hand could have covered her whole face, but this was a playful way to go about it. 'Guess who?' I asked in a playful and quie

Men And Women Dating
After long thoughts and considerations for both sexes, I have come up with some practical ideas for dating. For the most part some men and women believe that attraction by appearance is chemistry, but it is not. It is actually, lust. Yes, I said, lust. But my question is this. How many times during the day does anyone feel this kind of "chemistry" as we call it? Satisfaction is hard to fulfill if the desire is not supported appropriately. Who is the right person for you or for me? There is no such person as Mr. Right or Ms. Right. You have to consider paring up with someone who brings balance to your life. The exchange is 100% to 100%. The 50/50 cliche is unacceptable and presents only half of a person's effort. When last I checked 50% was an F on the grading scale. My thing is this, before you go attaching yourself to someone, consider your intents, motives and overall agenda. Why?, is the question in every case. Remember, chemistry is lust, not a way of expressing actual interest in

This Guy
will I was dating this guy he was in the navy he was really sweet at times and I really did like him but he was a Jew bout small thing (like Newport me drinking and sleeping till noon) so we broke up. but know I wont to get back with him but I don't wanna change my ways so now i don't know what to do

Activity Or Mainstream
Do you agree that the minute that you have somebody corporate dictating your words, it is no longer true graffiti? Graffiti can never become too mainstream because it is an activity, not a style. Mainstream embrace can water down the cliche graffiti look but most progressive graff artist have evolved past that eighties wild style look. It’s true that once it’s done for a company it’s not true graffiti unless the company is the graff artist’s company and they advertise their product with their street art. Graffiti is generally an illegal activity which conforms to no rules, no design by committee! True graffiti to me, is just putting work you want out on the street for everyone to see without compromise. No govt. censorship, no gallery owner to reject you. It’s about a pure uncompromised manifestation of your art and ideas whether people like it or not. I try to be respectful of businesses and private property that isn’t run down, but with all the bad ads out there, I think most public

Returning The Good Deeds
Appears to some on fubar at there are tho who hae the money to buy their way up the ladder of levels with fubar. That is nice for them. Andwhen someone tries hard to level up by rating pics for others, should not they not be rewarded by the same. Other words, when you spend your time rating 2500 pics, yes you get points as well, but the person that you are rating should return the favor back. Fair is only fair! For is that to slow for them to level up by ratin someone's pics for when they can buy bling packs and give fubucks for rates. This is an ediorial/blog by me, Carl D. Bonner aka the guitar man

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I remain to stand outside By the way, I can barely believe That the the people inside Would bring the ones to conceive And I see a figure in the rain That watches my every motion A figure looked in pain As if we looked across the ocean I just saw the eyes They were ones that made nothing everything They made a great disguise As they made a lady with a broken wing

Me
Taught to smile when the world would cry Confused by the moisture that fills her eyes It falls like rain and smears her smile On her painted face once so beguiled Her makeup washed up over the street And the harlequin holds her head in defeat Without her mask she feels exposed And these tiny tears make the anxiety grow She shuts her eyes to make them stop But they pour even harder with every drop She cries for help in fear she'll drown But no one takes interest in a sobbing clown

... :)
Wind whispers through brown strands of hair, Sunshine rays caress skin so fair. Placid pond water reflects back her past, Sees struggles and pain of love that didn't last. Remembering a time when hopelessness obscured All the beauty which she once procured. Just because of one "love" gone astray, Gentle, naive, her heart he betrayed. Confidence shattered, life left in fragments, Wallowing in despair, put up a permanent guard. Until one day a new chapter unfolded, And a man unlike the rest was molded. Filled her with love, showered her with rainbows, Heavenly feelings, long forgotten, in her soul now re-arose. He colored her world with the power of the moon, Together they created an unstoppable monsoon. Never again did she weep in silence, Never again was she trapped in self violence. He rescued her heart from Satan's glove, And all it took was someone to love.

Just Breathe Baby
"Breathe" I can feel the magic floating in the air Being with you gets me that way I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've Never been this swept away All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms The whole world just fades away The only thing I hear Is the beating of your heart 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow and steady rush Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be I can feel you breathe Just breathe In a way I know my heart is waking up As all the walls come tumbling down I'm closer than I've ever felt before And I know And you know There's no need for words right now 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow

It's A Long One...sue Me
Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? My daddy Who are all the texts in your inbox from? Myself...lol I sent a bunch of cruise pictures to my phone How's your day going so far? It sucked most of the day. Looking great tonight. Hugs to you What did you eat last? Wow, Rice-a-Roni for lunch Does the last person you held hands with mean anything? It was Simon Jacob, so yep Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl? Yes...the first 7 years were good though When was the last time something bothered you? Last week Who was the last friend in your house? Kim Are you drifting away from someone you were close with? Yes, my husband Anything you're giving up on? Love Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? Probably Have you ever broken someone's heart? Probably Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Yepper. I want a po

When Northerners Move To The South ..
The North has sun-dried toe-mah-toes, the South has 'mater samiches. The North has coffee houses, the South has Waffle Houses. The North has dating services, the South has family reunions. The North has switchblade knives, the South has Lee Press-on Nails. The North has double last names, the South has double first names. The North has Ted Kennedy, the South has Jesse Helms. The North has an ambulance, the South has an amalance. The North has Indy car races, the South has stock car races. The North has Cream of Wheat, the South has grits. The North has green salads, the South has collard greens. The North has lobsters, the South has crawdads. The North has the rust belt, the South has the Bible Belt. If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in a four-wheel drive pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them, just stay out of their way. This is what they live for. Don't be surprised to find movie rentals and

Things Southerners Are Born Knowing ... If They Are True Southern
Rocking chairs and swings are guaranteed stress relievers. Rocking chairs and swings with an old person in them are history lessons. The difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit. Pretty much how many fish or collards greens make up a mess. What general direction cattywumpus is. That "gimme sugar" don't mean pass the sugar. When somebody's "fixin" to do something, it won't be long. The difference between Yankee's and damn Yankee's. How good a cold grape Nehi and cheese crackers are at a country store. Knows what, "Well I Suwannee !!" means. Ain't nobody's biscuits like Grandma's biscuits !! A good dog is worth its weight in gold. Real gravy don't come from the store. The War of Northern Aggression was over state rights, not slavery. When "by and by" is. How to handle their "pot likker". You should never loan your tools, pick-up, or gun to nobody. A belt serves a greater purpose than holding Daddy's pants up. The differences between a redne

Ahhh! Real Monsters!
Actually it's Ahhh! Size 26?!?! I bought some pants from Hot Topic awhile ago and thought they said 29 because my normal size, which was 30 was too loose by this brand. I go to put on the pants the next morning and I see the tag says 26. I was like, "not good". So I try them on and wala. They fit, but the hugged me like a pair of chick pants. They caused a lot of uncomfortable readjustments, but what the hell. My friend Bryan actually named my 'junk' adjustments as the 'LA handshake'. The reason I couldn't just go return them is because I used the reciept to give a chick my number as she was on working and couldn't give out her number at that point. I did get the date though, so I'll survive. They didn't shrink in the drier, but the top button dig break eventually.

Love Is Blind
You think you know someone like the back of your hand, wanting to believe just because he's your man; The trials and tribulations that bring so much strife, hurting so bad you could take your own life; Truth and lies run together causing a big mess, worrying day and night only to cause your worse stress; When he swears he loves you, did you believe that? Playing lifes game, is it really tip for tat? Your love was pure all the way from the start, you put everything in this just to have a broken heart; The hugs and kisses all the promises made, listening and believing watching your soul fade; You put so much effort into this, this is one love I will truely miss; Hopeing and praying everything he says is true, keep your eyes wide open my friend because Love Is Blind Too!

Help Please
As you know I'm on SSI and live on a budget, and my camera is shot. So if someone would like to buy the camera on my wishlist, you'd get all my sets and videos free. It's very expensive I know, but my friend who is a professional told me that the bigger the lens, the better the photo. I would give you the bellydancer set also, but I can not make any more photos, because the webcam is just too difficult to move around. If you have an extra camera you would be willing to donate, email me and we can discuss things. I really hate to ask for this, but I can't take photos without a digital camera.. Email is edeawitch84@yahoo.com I don't want to post my wishlist link on Fubar, it might be considered spam LOL. But the link is on my page on GimpsGoneWild.

Metro
I'm alone, sitting with my broken glass My four walls follow me through my past I was on a Paris train I emerged in London rain And you waiting there swimming through apologies I remember searching for the perfect words I was hoping you might change your mind I remember the soldier standing next to me Riding on the Metro I was smiling as you took my hand Saw the mood we spoke in France You were passed as shallow word It isn't passed there's still a hurt You were passed as shallow word It isn't passed there's still a hurt I can see you now smiling as I pulled away.. sorry I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand "I'll love you always" filled my eyes I remember the night we walked along the Seine Riding on the Metro I remember a feeling coming over me The soldier turned, then walked away F**k you for loving me Riding on the Metro

Forest
Walk with me my little childTo the forest of denialSpeak with me my only mindWalk with me until the timeAnd make the forest turn to wineYou take the legend for a fallYou saw the productWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the world, that Im youTake this promise to the end of youWalk with me my little friendTake this promise to the endSpeak with me my only mindWalk with me until the endAnd make the forest turn to sandYou take the legend for a fallYou saw the productWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the world, that Im youTake this promise to the end of youTake this promise for a rideYou saw the forest, now come insideYou took the legend for its fallYou saw the product of it allNo televisions in the airNo circumcisions on the chairYou made the weapons for us allJust look at us nowWhy cant you see that you are my childWhy dont you know that you are my mindTell everyone in the

Its Bad I Just Can't Think Of Another Word But Bitch?
she's ambiguous with her speech committing errors of self-centerness but can I blame her? I can't this malice behavior leaves me unsure. thoughts are less translucent than before. the mind inside of me won't forget but maybe I can. there are no more words that I care to use.

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Is It Too Much To Ask?
Is it really too much to ask? Find a decent guy who says what he means and means what he says? I'm tired of playing games, tired of being played. I guess I am just not destined for that fairytale love.

April The Hardest Month
what can I say? it's april, the time of month that makes me feel unstable.. taxes, lost memories, tears of sadness, and very little family, lonliness inside, lonliness in my account, taxes to be paid, and thoughts of when I was played.. tax day, tax day, oh I am so stressed, not sure if I can maintain the sanity in my head. I cant pay them to be honest, it was always a struggle, but the truth I now achnowledge.. what have I become? a failure, like all the others said, perhaps some are right, I'm better off dead, but I cope, I hope, and try to keep my head up high, I'm too young to die, to young to givein, I'm only 23, theere is no need for women, at least not now, but it would be nice, but nowhere near ready for a wife, this is very hard in life to go on with no one at my side, and even harder to sit confined in lonliness inside.. sitting on a couch all day, on the computer with false reality I play, I still pray nightly, but I confess my religion has lapsed and Im not feeling blessed,

Iced Earth - Jack
I...I am a bastard son Conceived of a hundred men Now I'm the Chosen One Back, looking back Father William called me Johnny But my mother called me Jack I...I scream out to you As I see them take you Hell, it put me through You...you gave me life Then ripped out my emotion And replaced it with a knife I cut you once, I cut you twice You're my midnight sacrifice You shamed me...you shame God You scream my name, and now you're gone I've seen the rain wash over you a thousand times Your flesh summons me God knows why Repent your sins to me Now...you're no different now Still the same, the Devil's whore Lilith on the prowl I...I've got something for you I know what real pain is And you will too I cut you once, I cut you twice You're my midnight sacrifice You shamed me...you shame God You scream my name, now you're gone

The Fool
A fool is one who loves. Their passion set in stone. Little can change their view. That view clouded by the one thing that makes them tick. They think from their heart not their head. Their faith in what they love does not faultier. The belief in what they care about is outstanding. And they will do anything for what it is they love.

Smile
It is under the sun that her smile can be seen. A smile so bright. A smile so sheen. Her smile distend from ear to ear. Her smile so brilliant it wipes away the frear. The smile that light sup the room. The smile that takes away the gloom. Smile, smile she will. Give her a reason to smile, and smile she will. Plz comment and rate, thanks also check out some of my other great poems.

Never Ending
We live in a world that is lonely and sad. We think of a world we wish we had. We pray for a better day, so we can try to find our way down the road of life that is like a maze that never ends. We go to our friends in search of direction, but they cant help us because they suffer from the same depression. We wast our time trying to find a way out. but we only have so much time to live. We follow the sound of what we've been taught, but really thats not always right. It's kind of like a light that only works when it wants to. When it doesn't its as if we are blind, trying to find a way out of time but when its over, we realize theres no way out. Plz comment and rate thank you

House Keepers Are Luckey
yeah so i work in housekeeping and i would like to tell you about the experiance i had in the last week. Well sunday i was striping the rooms of all the dirty linen out of the rooms when i knocked on one rooms door and no answer so i go in to strip it and i walk in on a really hot milf. she was completely naked just covering her breast up as i said i am sorry. i can tell you that the thirty seconds that it took me to say sorry to her i noticed that she was shaved. the thursday i went to deliver towels to a room and i knocked on the door on lady answered gave her the towels she went to give me the dirty towels and the other female guest came out of the bathroom naked starting to wrap the towel around her and she to was shaved so those are the reasons why i like to work in housekeeping

Another Birthday.
Today I turned 38 yearts old. I guess that is "early middle age". I don't feel a year older as much as a year wiser. I have learned the lessons of putting your family first, losing your True Love and what it takes to get her back, that elections have real consequences beyond who wins or loses and count your blessings everyday. I don't mind more gray hair. I do mind my health and eating habits dictating my daily life choices. I have always been a kid at heart in that I still like to collect toys and watch cartoons. But I am an adult in that I have a family to take care of, bills to pay and time to spent with my loved ones. Last year was a year of decline and fear. I feel this year will be full of recovery and hope for a better life. I want to thank all my friends and family for their birthday wishes. To my True Love, thanks for being the first to wish "Happy Birthday" this morning right after midnight. I love you very much.

Galileo-amy Grant
In the year of fourteen ninety-twoWhen columbus sailed the ocean blueHad he landed on indias shoreYou might never have come to knock on my door.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.Through the rain clouds thundering nightsMr. franklin stood there holding his kiteHe was crazy always pressing his luckBut he got what he wanted when lightning struck, yeah.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light.Ask me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.I believe in you and the special love we could shareAnd maybe one day darling youll turn aroundAnd all I really know is I will be the

My Thoughts April 10, 2009
Been living out of a box for way to long. I can't wait to get all my stuff in the same space again. Once all set up ..time to save for my car. I hope to have it on the road by the end of May or sooner. It is going to be crazy trying to fit all my stuff in a 3 bedroom. I'm thinking maybe doing a yard sale. I'm looking forward to setting up the tattoo room and craft room. Will be fun to do some work again. Need to finish some of my ink . I have 2 tattoo's i want to do.One for my dad RIP . & one for my Son. Going to be hard to put all of my dad in one tattoo. He was my hero and i miss him so much. My birthday is coming up and i really have no plans on doing anything yet. If you have an idea send me it.

Just Me
My name is james and i am from the net. i am here to make friends and rate those who rate me. if you want to hate please just leave... if you want me to rate you rate my default and any pics you please i will rate back asap. fan me ill do the same if you want added please do so after rating me.

People's Kids
WTF people??? Not everyone think you're kids are the cutest things on earth. We don't want to hear every cute story about underwear or tissues or food or whatever else they did last night. WE DON'T CARE!!! If we're friends, then sure, tell us the big things, but we don't need to hear every damn story. I don't care that they played so cute together... princesses and pirates. I DON'T CARE!!! And another thing... as shocking as this may be... when I'm at work, I'm generally trying to work (or at least look like I'm working). Don't bring your kids in and let them run roughshod over the office/building. Coworkers does not equal babysitter. GET THEM THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!! Take them home or to get some lunch or whatever... but don't bring them here. Also - grocery stores and restaurants are NOT day care facilities. Don't let them run up and down the aisles, don't sit on your phone the entire meal, DON'T MAKE ME HIT YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE A MORON. You're the parent, as such, this is

So You're Hiring??
What exactly do lounges offer cam girls, greeters, ect? Why should we invest our time to it? I never figured out what the big hooplah is. Ooh, watch me type on cam! Plus I'm sure I'd get all kinds of morons demanding I take it off. :p

You Might Be A "radicalized Right-wing Extremist" If…
Well now... It seems that some of us are now considered right wing extremists AND disgruntled veterans. All I can say is I was disgruntled before... NOW I'm pissed. This can be found here You Might Be a "Radicalized Right-Wing Extremist" If…by Michelle Malkin What and who exactly are President Obama's homeland security officials afraid of these days? If you are a member of an active conservative group that opposes abortion, favors strict immigrationenforcement, lobbies to protect Second Amendment rights, protests big government, advocates federalism or represents veterans who believe in any of the above, the answer is: You. Department of Homeland Security Sec. Janet Napolitano has turned her attention away from acts of Islamic jihad on American soil (which she now refers to as "man-caused disasters"). Instead, her department issounding the alarm over an unquantified "resurgence" in "right-wing extremism activity." On April 7, DHS sent a nine-page warning memo to law

Snooping And Searching..
I was meandering through this site that we're on, Fubar. I noticed that some people with morals, self worth and some other big words that i don't know the meaning of...has asked that comments related to sex, f*cking, oral...etc (yeah you get the picture) weren't to be tolerated. And yet, some dudes just go on and see what they want to see in the picture, without really looking at it as a whole. They see boobs, tits, ass and god knows what else, and that's human nature, i look too but i keep those "those are the whitest teeth i could come across!" comments to myself. It's just really elementary, and immature to me, sure i say that around my best (male) friend, but it's between us, unless it's not. I mean I think that me liking photography i can see what pictures are about, i can see how they were formed, or even guessing what they are, sometimes you just don't know, and that can be fun in itself. I noticed also they had posted comments related to pictures of (ass, boobs, ..etc.) but th

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I want to put these words downLike they meant somethingI want to make you thinkThat I am a great artistI want you to feel some deep heart changeI want to write as if my soul is reeling with ecstasyBut the feeling of clay has come over meI feel deadAn empty vesselHolding cold liquorWhich may as well be waterWhich may as well been never boughtOr even thought aboutI want to put these words downBut I cant even think of a harmonyOr violenceOr a smart wordI want to put these words downBut I will never be heard.

The Last Entry For Me
Finding my space in my lonely worldSecretly depressed as an emotional girlSo here I am under the dead treeWith fog drifting about and my mind wandering freeIt's too cold for me to move, so I stayI wait and freeze until my life has gone awayBut nothing around me seems to changeIt's just so awkward and very strangeI can't feel any pain or the suffering I enduredI my secret world, every thing's securedDeath lurks below me like a river of bloodStalking my lifeI sink in my problems like sinking in endless mudI have to put up a fightTears roll down my miserable faceNothing is rightI just need someone to keep me safeAnd holding me tightFinding my space in my lonely worldSecretly depressed as an emotional girlSo here I am in the wild woodsWith cold rain pouring and darkness floodsI am too wet to move, so i stayI wait until I'm drenched and the rain has passed awayBut the rain never stops and sunlight never shinesAnd all I hear are the wolves' and ghosts' whinesStill I can't find any pain or su

Dope - Die Mf
I, don't need your forgivenessI, don't need your hateI, don't need your acceptanceSo what should I do?I, don't need your resistanceI, don't need your prayersI, don't need no religionI, don't need a thing from you!I don't do what I've been told,You're so lame why don't you just go?DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!I, don't need your prisonI, don't need your painI, don't need your decisionSo what should I do?I, don't need your approvalI, don't need your hopeI, don't need your malitionI, don't need a thing from youI'll be sorry when I'm old?You're so full of shit man just go!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE!I, don't need your forgivenessI, don't need your hateI, don't need your acceptanceSo what should I do?Well, I'll be sorry so you said,Well, I'm not sor

Slipknot - People=shit
Come on down, and see the idiot right hereToo fucked to beg and not afraid to careWhats the matter with calamity anyway? Right? get the fuck outta my faceUnderstand that I cant feel anythingIt isnt like I wanna sift through the decayI feel like a wound, like I got a fuckinGun against my head, you live when Im deadOne more time, mother fuckerEverybody hates me now, so fuck itBloods on my face and my hands, and iDont know why, Im not afraid to cryBut thats none of your businessWhose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it? Spin it around so I can spit in its faceI wanna leave without a traceCuz I dont wanna die in this placePeople = shitPeople = shit (whatcha gonna do? )People = shit (cuz I am not afraid of you)People = shit (Im everything youll never be)People = shitIt never stops - you cant be everything to everyoneContagion - Im sittin at the side of satanWhat do you want from me? They never told me the failure I was meant to beOverdo it - dont tell me you blew itStop your bitchin

What A Psycho!!
APRIL 14--Meet Abby Toll. The University of Colorado student, 20, is facing a felony animal abuse rap after she allegedly taped her boyfriend's puppy to the side of a refrigerator in a bid to teach the rambunctious animal a "lesson." According to police, Toll used clear packing tape early this morning to adhere the eight-month-old dog (a Shiba Inu named Rex) to the appliance in the kitchen of her boyfriend's apartment. Toll allegedly was angry at Bryan Beck, 21, for failing to get rid of the puppy, which, Toll told cops, bit her a few days ago. According to the below Boulder Police Department reports, when cops responded at 5 AM to a "report of a male and female yelling" at Beck's apartment, they discovered that "Rex's body was completely encased in packing tape." When Officer Kara Jurczenia asked what was on the side of the fridge, Toll replied, "The dog." Toll added, "I know this looks really bad, but the dog bites. He is aggressive." Jurczenia asked how long the puppy had been taped

Edward Cullen Quotes From Twilight Book
Forks must be a difficult place for you to live.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.48 Bella? Are you all right?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.57 Trust me.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.57 No blood, no foul.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.61 Someone has to spread the good news that we survived.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.62 I saved your life – I don’t owe you anything.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.64 You think I lifted a van off you?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65 I hope you enjoy disappointment.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.65 It’s better if we’re not friends. Trust me.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.74 You think I regret saving your life?Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.75 Bella, it’s not my fault if you are exceptionally unobservant.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.81 Bella, you are utterly absurd.Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.82 The wasting of finite resources

Quite Interesting
I find it quite interesting that men and women both have psychological responses to hurt and pain. I find that (some) men express hurt (and rejection) through anger, according to my male friend. It's quite funny how men are toward rejection from people completely different the women I should say. Both humans with different mental capacities with some things, people, and places. I also find it quite interesting that men claimt to have respect as women, and when they give reason as to why they believe that...its the same mundane repsonses. I don't believe respect is based upon what actions you put out in public, but overall how you are in public and private toward another indivdual. So if you believe you respect women and are nice because you open doors and "listen" but at the same time you are attacking a woman and calling one names...then how is it respect? Granted there are tons of men out there who are respectful, as well as tons of women...but it seems as time goes on I simply wo

What A Woman Wants
You know I had a friend ask me a bit ago what i wanted in life most of all.. And i replied what a woman wants most. She laughed at me and said you want ance house a nice car and money to buy whatever you want.. I laughed at her in return and said no. Materialistic things are not who I am... I am real. I want to feel loved and cherished by that special man until the day i close my eyes forever. because thats what i feel a woman really wants.. if she is true to who she is. :)

Part Two~
I'm not forgetting Melinda though. I will her to an orgasm that comes in waves for the next three to four minutes that it takes me to get off. She's got a death grip on the desktop and it's only my mental instructions that keep her screams down to a level that won't bring the cops. Finally, the moment arrives. As I come, I remember to keep up the Charm. This would be a bad time for her to see me as I really am. The feeling of release is magnificent. I'll be a little sore tomorrow myself. As I feel the first of my spurts leave my body, I give Melinda one last huge wave of pleasure that builds to such a peak that it finally knocks her unconscious. I've learned with experience how to do this without endangering her mind. She slowly collapses across the desk, out like a light as I groan and fill my condom. At last, I pull out of her and head for the bathroom to dispose of the latex-encased mess. A minute later, I easily lift her limp body up off of the desk and place her on her side in the

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1
Sugar I didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as shewas a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candleswere, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub withscents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressedlightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warmclasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor.Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. Onestep over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soapsprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair tokeep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, sheclosed her eyes, breathed in and waited.Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy withmy eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the coldapartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my thingsand looked around, fumbling in the dark. As I turned the knob of thebat

2 C U...
Since being on fubar for a short while...I've seen probably not more than 1% of all the women available on this site. And of those I've seen literally thousands of pics of boobies and butts (some in bras n panties, some not,) thighs, backs, legs n toes, tattoed or clean, sittng, standing, or whatever, and most in sexually provocative positions...some real to life and others who have porn sites who are "selling it" here. To that end...I hate to tell ya, there's not a one of you that's got anything on anyone else. After awhile, it all begins to look the same. The ONLY real difference belongs to the ones who actually spend the time to have one on one conversations. Kinda like real life. I see ya'll dressed to kill out and about doing anything and everything imaginable...but the ONLY ones I remember are the ones who take the time to get to know me.

Put On A Sexy New Coat Of Paint!
Bored with your bedroom attire and looking for something a little different? This weekend, why not try leaving the lingerie in the drawer and slipping into something he'll never expect ��" liquid latex! Liquid latex is painted onto the body with a foam brush and dries into a fabulous custom latex outfit. You become a work of art and your partner transforms into a painter ��" the idea is to let your imagination run wild. Paint on a latex bra, or just a slick coating all over your body. You'll be encased in shiny, smooth latex that feels great to touch and looks even better. Catwoman, anyone? Liquid latex is all about fantasy. It works great for creative costumes or for role-playing with your partner. It's totally safe (unless you have a latex allergy ��" be sure to check first), and your skin is still allowed to breathe through the coating. Liquid latex dries within minutes and can be worn for several hours on end. And, best of all, you or

Seduce Her Early And Often!
Foreplay is like an investment. Start early��"way before her clothes come off��"and you'll reap greater rewards. "The longer we wait, the better our orgasm," says Spurr. Begin your wooing when she's unattainable��"you're both at work; she's stuck in traffic; her father just asked you to pass the salt. "It could be a sexy e-mail or a voice mail or just a smile," says Birgit Ehrenberg, a sex columnist in Germany. "The important thing is that you're building the tension."Once you're together, pay attention to the details. "Instead of making a beeline for her breasts, try tugging on her hair while you kiss her, exhaling near her ear, or just gently kissing her eyelids," says Caroline Hurry, a sex writer in South Africa. "For women, a combination of boldness and tenderness is crucial."

Friendship!
"""""Friendship is a priceless gift. It can't be bought nor sold. It's weight is far more valuble than a mountain made of gold. Gold is cold and lifeless. It can neither seen nor heard. And in times of trouble it is powerless to cheer. It has no ear to listen, nor heart to understand. It can't bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift, Be thankful if he sends not diamonds, Gold, or riches, But the love of a real true friend... SEND TO ALL YOUR TRUE FRIENDS...""" ""

Innocence
A virgin ship sailing, I embarked on the journey of you,Kneading fingers navigating my every position,Heart racing with desire only a woman can understand,Once she has met the power of a man,One who can take her, wake the core of her erotic longing. I lay face down at your command, As you came around and sat legs spread, Drawing my head towards your bare intentions, Rubbing away my inhibitions. One stroke at a time, I rocked to your gripping rhythm, Ever so innocently brushing your outstretched shaft With my hair swept face. Swaying between your thighs, My sighs showing you appreciation, I refrained from reaching out my tongue, Aching to take you in, Stopping to cherish that moment in time, A moment of innocence between us, One that will never be again.

The Capture
He descends upon me A creature of darkness A being of pure sexuality Consume by his words Craving his touch He has embraced my soul His magic is pure thought His power is confidence as he walks through my dreams Engulfed by his wings I long to be one Bound by similarity as we ascend to eternity

Now I Know
now that i know wat a blog is i would like to use it for good and not just to bitch. most things that are bad for u make u smile, think about it americans smoke the asians smoke two to three time more as a population so why do we get more lung cancer than they do, think about it why is it a compliment to call a man big in the pants but not a women or to call a woman smallntight but not a man, think about it

The Big Move
I'm due to be moving from TX to CA in a few days (Sunday, to be exact). I will not be online between the 25th of April until after I get settled in wherever I end up moving. LOL Yes, at this point that's an uncertainty - still doing lots of last-minute apartment hunting. I'm asking everyone please do not rate until I get back online, since I'll feel awful knowing Fubar deletes the "Bar Tab" feature frequently and I won't see where you rated me; anything else, at least I'll have a notice for that whenever I'm back online. LOL I'll return the favor as soon as I do get back online. Have a wonderful rest of the month and a great May, everyone!

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I

How Come?
How come you don’t talk to me anymore?We are blood relatedWe use to be close, now we are nothingWhat happened between us?We were like best friends, like sisters till now Home come we aren’t as close as we use to be?We would spend so much time togetherIt hurts to know that we were best friends until high schoolNow I am just some one that you walk by and say nothing in the halls Home come you don’t come to family gatherings any more?You never come when are family gets togetherNobody like ever sees you anymoreIt’s like you disappeared How come we aren’t as important?You care about your friends more than your familyYou don’t even spend time with us; you’re always with your friendsWhat do they have that makes them more important then your own blood? How come you do this?I don’t get what happenedWe were like best friends then you changedNow you act! like you don’t care about your familyHow come?

Check This Out!!!
Click this banner to request my music. I won't be searchable for 48 Hrs though but there are many great artists to also listen to. Also, if you are a band or a solo artist, you can submit your music here. Rock and Metal ONLY!! Thanks and laterz. Six

Poem I Love
Touched By An Angel by Maya AngelouWe, unaccustomed to courageexiles from delightlive coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free.

Cold Wax Loll
--Cold Wax...> > > > This is funny!> > CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud ......> > ...... I had to reapply my eye makeup after this one!!!> > > > All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,> > painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax.> > > > My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and> > play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my> > > > mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of> > the medicine> > cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom.> > > > It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you> > just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them> > > > apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair> > right off....> > No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be?> > > > I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I

New Moon - Robert Pattinson's Inner Pain
New Moon - Robert Pattinson's inner pain Friday, 24 April 2009 Robert Pattinson was the only person who managed to get under Edward's skin at the Twilight auditions. We are really glad the Rob was cast alongside Kristen Stewart as it was their chemistry onscreen that made Twilight such a success. Check out the latest New Moon set photos > If someone else had played Edward then there probably wouldn't have been a New Moon or Eclipse movie for us to look forward to. Rob states on the official Twilight DVD: "When I did the audition what people said about why my audition was apparently good was because it was a lot more pained so I kind of built on the fact that he was extremely tortured." The New Moon screenwriter added: "It's really important that he's constantly fighting this thirst for her blood and it's just an internal struggle that's going on constantly." Stephenie Meyer agrees that Rob is the perfect Edward. She said: "A lot of guys are pretty but they're not dangerous and

Hello
How are you? I love to be with interesting people and be friend with them. If you interested to know more about me, you can add me to your y a h 0 0 m/e/s/s/e/n/g/e/r; here's my 1D lesuzanne07. Take care.

Jennifer
you walk out of my life like I never mattered to at all,then when my best friend dies you come back around,a month later you have me come and get you cause he is beating you,You tell me how much you love me and want to marry me then just like that you are gone,do not get why you would want to be with someone who beats you and controls everythig you do.I do not understand why you did this to me,I was just about over you and now I have to start over again.The worst part is you wont even talk to me to say anything is that cause you feel bad about what you have done?

That Crush You Have
One minute If I had one minuteTo hold her Let her know much I careOne minuteTo whisper how I love her Softly in her earOne minuteTo make this more than a feelingbecause another minute without herIs more than I can bear

Too Many Pieces
like a puzzle so many pieces, so much thinking, too much confusion. just to figure what goes where who am i and where do i go? is this right? no. is this wrong no? takes time, listening to minutes click off on the clock watching hour by hour, day by day pass me by will i be finished? when will i be complete? when not all my pieces are here. one lost, ceased to be found searching, looking, dreaming all i need is one piece. all i need... is you.

Anger
You stare deep into the mirror Analyzing with hate your reflection All you see is inability and failure Ugly, and utterly devoid of affection Anger and malice your enemy Doubt and depression his tools How can you ever love anyone If you can only hate yourself? Stunned, I stare at you I see such talent and potential Beauty simply radiating outward What others think is inconsequential Yet I don't think, I know You have such a brilliant mind One to make others contemptible Still, your incredibly kind So stop looking down See all that you have to show You're worth all of the world Surely now you must know...

Your Eyes
When I'm lost in your eyes my world seems to stop I am breathless but I know I'm alive The whispers of my heart Echo through to the depths of my mind And I'm open to the feelings inside With every waking hour I am captivated with the essence of you So inviting a love that I know is true with every precious moment I see just how much love I hold in my heart for you Are you the deepest ocean moving along with the tide Do you feel the waves Crashing when I look in your eyes Are you the gift from the heavens That lights the evening skies If I spoke the truths of my heart where would I begin to start For I know that I love you I want you by my side for this lifetime But in the darkest of moments I would give my life over to know you are all right Because you are the one true love in my life

Keep Me From Falling
I stand before the cliffThe wind blows through my hairFear and regreat pulse through my Warm but almost dead-like veinsI came here for a reasonA reason to fallNothing can stop me nowNot even the last person on EarthTime has stoppedMy heart has stoppedThings stop in motionMy mind say jumpBut my feet keep me in placeWhat should I do?I cant go back to youYou dont want meI wanted youIf I dont have you then I am considered nothingI turn around and face the forestThe ocean breeze shakes the limbs of treesThey sway with the windThe clouds roll out ward to a new place and a new timeEverything is quietI can only hear the oceanNot a voiceNot a heart beat becuase my heart is deadJust me and the cliffI close my eyesSay a prayerTell everyone good byeI tip back wardSomething grabs my handThey Keep Me From FallingIts youWith nothing but tearsA rush goes through meI dont want to fall anymoreExcitment runs through my faceI tell you I love youI want you My heart starts beating againI feel aliveYou look

-random Words On Paper-
I used to thinkThere was no one for meThat I would be lonelyFor eternityMy nights were sleeplessMy days were grayThen I met you And the clouds went awayYou picked me upWhen I was downYou made my head Spin round and roundYou turn me onIn so many waysI'm walking aroundIn a dazeAwake or asleepAt work or at playMy thoughts are of youAll night and all dayYou're in my soulYou're in my heartI go crazyWhen we are apartYou mean more to me Than mere words can sayIf you wanted to leave me I'd beg you to stayWhen we walk down the streetI feel so proudI want to climb up a treeAnd shout out loud....

Howdey
How's it hangin out there in the fu world? Feel free to give me a shout back. I am just lookin to have some fun here online. I aint beggin for blings or anything else. Those who cant take the fact that some one might rate you any6thing less than a ten Get overit. Normally i don't rate a blond higher than an 8 Red heads are my passion.

Anything I Feel Like Writing
I have many friends on Fubar, and i like them just fine but of course i believe there is more to accepting friend requests to others. They see it as getting points or fucks, oh big whoop! The meaning to having a true friend on any given social network is the connection you have with them ultimately.

Life In General
Life sucks here in shitsville I mean er um bellefontaine. I work my ass off to bring in a fucking paycheck and my wife just sits on hers. Her fucking dad lives with us and doesn't help out atall.

The Meaning Of Love
As far as the ocean is wide through miles and miles of sea; You will be someone special a true miracle to me. As high upon the mountain tops as high as one can climb; You will be so dear to me the best friend I can find. As many stars that twinkle throughout the heavens above; You will be a a bright reminder of what it means to love.

My Niece
As some of you already know, my sister is 35 weeks pregnant and the baby has now flipped into the breech position. They are afraid they will have to do an emergency C Section this week. Please keep my sister and her little family in your prayers. I know some people think this is wrong and cheesy but she is my sister and I could use a little support right now.

:-/
Sometimes I feel like "fate" is just laughing at me, sending people into my life that I could never be with, or showing me what I could have but then swiping it away before I can take a breath! Its very frustrating, and at times depressing. I just want someone to share my time with, someone who will give a damn about me. Someone who gives as much as they get without being asked. I guess Im just having a moment of weakness or maybe Im just really lonely and in need of "the real" thing for a change instead of something thats just a temporary teaser to what could really be. I'm just missing the closeness of someone who wants to be with me.

To My Lover
Sometimes it's not enough just to say "I love you." Even thought I do Love you, I feel I need to express more, because there is so much more to our relationship. Sometimes I need to tell you you're the love I live for, you're my dream made into reality. Yours are the arms that hold me close, and it is your smile that brings a ray of sunshine to even the darkest of days. You are the one who tells me to keep believing in myself, in you and in us. You have become a part of me I could never live without, and as long i'm living, as long as you care, I'll be here for you. I'll do anything for you. This is a special time in our lives, because we are sharing it together... I love you.

On The Wings Of Love
on the wings of love once upon a time two eagles flew up in the sky... together holding gently their outstretched wings turning clockwise their hearts were soaring singing out one voice did cry... 5.2.09 fester

Have You Ever...
Have you ever felt like spreading your wings and just letting the wind take you wherever it may? Have you ever felt like climbing a tree, just to see how you can go without falling? Have you ever felt like just walking away from everything, only to realize nothing would change? I have.

Oregon Dad Shocks Kid With Dog Collar
What the hell is the world coming to. Just last year there was a guy in Wisconsin who tied and taped his kid up because he didn't want to wear his packer jersey. Seriously, people are crazy now days. I mean what if the kid thought the jersey was too big, or it might have smelled like ass. What if the jersey had a ketchup stain on it and he just wanted to wash it first. lol Noooooo the father decides to tape him to a chair. Now we have this asshole who uses a dog collar to shock his kid. What happen to a good ole fashion ass whippin. That's what I got when I got out of line. I guess that explains why I love my women to spank me with a spiked belt....lol it all makes sense now.

"lil Piece If My Mind"
"Fuck'en watch my niggaz get low they run around hands down, strap tight, lok'ed up in da mutha fuck'en hood just 4 spite, i got dem bitchs set trick, so trip, blood 4 blood, pound 4 pound nigga im da best u fuck'en clowns i put 2 rest, fuck ya enemies bitch get ya mind right, grip ya 9 tight 2nites da nite murder murder is all u feel tingling sensation down ur spine, its me u fear fuck'en queer, cant deny u fucked up sum rich nigga u dialed in da wrong compartment style molestya catch'en cases, ima put ya fuck'en ass on trial, hommies in B-more will tell ya im wrong one 2 provoke, i creep up on ya,. throw ya ina choke hold stab ya brain wit ya nose bone, stand ova ya proud watch ya die slow, chokin on ya own blood, they call me REAPER ya never see me comin snatch ya fuck'en life right from under ya, sumtimes i think i need a exorcist just 2 exsist, cloaked in black, shotgun by my side when i ride, i put in work just 2 provide my own sick fantacy, i feels like im bust'en a nut when i o

"wordz Of Wisdom"
"Shallow park its dark i c da spark @ da distance, glisten, u dirty nigga, u live in pestilence, i put ur ass in a fuck'en coma, fuck wit me & i'll c u on da street, throwdown punk bitch, u'll c u cant compete wit me, im a prime time nigga, 5'10" 185, cum against me & try 2 survive, i aint ur damn friend, i aint ur fuck'en brotha, step up & get dropped, stupid mutha fucka, ima soilder, ima warrior, da man u wish u could be, i hang wit da best, niggaz cant contest, des fools try 2 hold there head up, but day fall like da rest, he never got 2 c da bullet just heard da shot, his lil body couldnt take it, he shook & drop, ima hellrazor, everyday's gettin crazier, 4give 4 my mistakes i gotta play my hand, & my hand's on dat 16shot fully automatic, fuck'en crooked cops stealin glocks, can ya feel me, i speak da truth, im only here just 2 warn da youth, its a cold world stay straped pack a gat everyday, da trick is 2 never lose hope, or u'll find ur buddy hangin dead from a rope, hear my rhym

"hard'up"
""Murderess mind state, cant keep my nine straight ,sippin on dis henessey wait'in 4 my time 2 break, show up mutha fucka's bow down cant complain a nigga stained when i pass by, a pistol pack'en fool just cuz im white does'nt mean a nigga cant fight, im untouchable i keep u straight buggin, me & my crew we dont give a fuck cuz we all thuggin, u wanta c me solo i crack down on u ho's like a fuck'en plauge, im infamous they call me dangerous u nigga'z cant bang wit us, my girl tells me im outta control, i tell her im just tryin 2 get by, des niggaz, i c da look in day eye, i aint nutt'in nice u'll never catch me slippin i swear des clowns gotta be trippin, they talk shit on me but i know there demeanor u aint shit punk bitch i take ya 2 da fuck'en cleaner""

"tricks Of The Trade"
""Legs wide, ass dropped, pussy wet, hit it hard, scream&squeal, moan&groan, sratch&bite, down 2nite, tied up, straped down, drunk as hell, fuck it sloppy, dont stop, get it get it, work dat ass, drink dat shit, in ur spot, in ur mouth, flip u over, down south, goin deep, rub dat g, she cant hold on, im goin strong, fuck it good, fuck it rite, damn u tight, i'll keep u up, allnight""!!

"expressions Of Bliss"
"2night, though i sleep in solitude, my thoughts r filled with you, i wonder after this insanity do fantasies come true". "Will my words communicate my wishes these passionate slow kisses anticipated love embraces as magical as this is". "Explosive nights of love making each time a different lesson the moon will guide my every stroke i'm blessed by your expressions". "Draped in sweat chest 2 chest a climax 2 our frustration this is the reward that we can both share if only we were patient".

"silent Hardships"
"A person is made of many things, none of which can be seen @ a glance, even the sun shines in the darkest places given time n' the chance". "When judging some1 first take in account the conditions from which they've prevailed, there ability 2 keep the faith not just in victory but when they fail". "Tell them please dont worry, theres no need 4 caution here, 4 I was born an honorable human so theres nothing 4 them 2 fear". "NEVER judge a book by its cover, i'm sure they have heard that b4, & what would life be like 4 us, if we were all 2 scared 2 explore"."So dare 2 do what no 1 has done, get 2 know me b4 u judge me, 9 times out of 10 we'll become friends, & in time it would'nt be so bad n' maybe u 2 will love me"!

Broken
Just as a bowlBroken into a million piecesCannot be put back togetherNeither can a birdFallen from a treeBe revived back to lifeNor a wordSaid in hasteBe retrievedAnd loveOnce betrayedCannot ever be restored

Among The Trees
I wonder lost among the treesLooking for the one my heart calls forI wonder lost among the treesI see your light amongst the darkI wonder lost among the treesYour light is brighter then the restI wonder lost among the treesYour light is out of my reachI wonder lost among the treesYour light comes closerI wonder lost among the treesYour light is bright like an angel from the skyI wonder lost among the treesYour light fades away and leaves me aloneI wonder lost among the treesWithout a hand to guide the wayI wonder lost among the treesLooking for my guiding lightI wonder lost among the treesI wonder lost, aloneI wonder afraid of the worldAround me I look for the oneI wonder lost among the treesI wonder lost and alone forever.

Smile For Me
When you smile, You create a language of intimate interaction, When you smile, You send an instant message of heart to heart communication.When you smile, You create a dream world of happiness, When you smile, The whole world smiles with you, When you smile, The despair and troubles seem so far away, When you smile, The hope and cheers seem only a stone’s throw away.When you smile, My heart gets the will to survive in distress, When you smile, My mind gets the power to overcome all the hurdles.When you smile, My heart belongs to you, when you smile, The whole world belongs to you.

Lyrics Continued....
Artist: Johnny Cash Song: Hurt "I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way"

Erotica 1
It was January 2009in Muncie Indiana In small castle, in a state of disrepair, already 400 years old. It sheltered 40 acres of buried catacombs and vaulted stone ceilings -- plenty of hiding places and dark shadows -- the perfect lair for a Vampyre such as myself. The irony of my chosen home did not go unappreciated ~ it was an old castle that had been turned into a church then back into a home I, an immortal, living off of the blood of others chose this place for two reasons, one it was to my likingand two it was in an area that people where more then willing to visit to find out about me and mine. The shadows of dusk allowed me to watch the waning throngs of peaple from a darkening doorway just off the castle Neuf, the newer half of the castle. It didn’t take long for me to notice a solitary youngman on her way across the grounds, humming softly to himself as he walked. He caught my eye at once,Long, dark-hair, and hansom in a nondescript way. But he was alive, not just breat

Erotica 2
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the

Gran Torino!!!
Gran Torino!!! Current mood: peaceful Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So far the best movie ever for 2009! Gran torino kicked ass and was so fucking funny i almost pissed myself ! clint did great job directing it, and good job playing old bitter moody old fart! Heres some of the Quotes he said: Thug: What you lookin' at old man? Walt Kowalski: Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have messed with? That's me. Walt Kowalski: Oh, I've got one. A Mexican, a Jew, and a colored guy go into a bar. The bartender looks up and says, "Get the fuck out of here." Walt Kowalski: Jesus, Joseph and Mary. These Hmong broads are like badgers. Walt Kowalski: [sneering and aiming his gun] Get off my lawn! Thao Vang Lor: Excuse me Sir, I need a haircut, If you ain't too busy, you old Italian s.o.b. prick barber! Thao Vang Lor: Boy, does my *** hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! Walt Kowals

So Long Old Friend...
Death our enemy taking away our loved ones and friendsDeath our dear friend relieving the suffering of our loved ones and putting their pain to an end.Silently he comes with out a whisper or sounding bellin the hebrew tongue his name is AzrealTranslated for us to understand it means helper of GodIn our grief we do not understand helper seems kind of oddI will honor your memory as a grand ancestor with all of my lovemay your passing be as swift and peaceful upon the wings of a dove....

Stupid People
You know, i really hate stupid people who think they know me...get off your damn high horse and look around..nobody thinks ur hot shit and i sure as hell dont either...so quit acting like i need to treat you like ur the next fucking czar of russia!!!! UGH!!!! Stupid people piss me off!!!

Which Is You?
these days people use two different reasoning types, logic and feelings. personally i se the logic sense, whats going to happen? whats the right choice? will it work? why wont it work and why will it work. a lot of people will go by their "gut feeling" and a lot of times it is a good decision, but its not always the correct one. when feelings are used such as i feel like chicken tonight or i feel hes cheating on me we dont use the logic part of the brain that tells us that if we push things too far we will only be hurting ourselves or we end up hurting someone else. personally i used to base everything off feeling and realizzed one day that this isnt the way to go. thats just for me not everyone. most of the time when we use the feelings side of things we unconsciencely make the decision based on our personal gain. some do it rationally and some do it without even knowing it. when logic is used we base things off of how this will effect you and how it will others, we base the

Shinedown- Devour
Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all Take it and take it and take it until you take us all Smash it and crash it and thrash it and trash it You know they're only toys Try it you'll like it don't hide it don't fight it, just let it out Steal and shoot it and kill it or take another route Take it and take it and take it You know they're only toys Devour Devour Suffocate your own empire Devour Devour It's your final hour Devour Devour Stolen like a foreign soul Devour Devour What a way to go You want it you want it you want it Well here it is Everything everything everything Isn't so primitive Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all Nobody nobody wants to feel like this Nobody nobody wants to live like this Nobody nobody wants a war like this Devour Devour Suffocate your own empire Devour Devour It's your final hour Devour Devour Stolen like a foreign soul Devour Devour What a way to go What a way to go Diving down Round and round diving d

Married Looking For Discreet Married
I have been to a few sites that have married women looking to have some external fun. I hope that those of you looking for a married man will look here and see if things work out. I am in the Fort Lauderdale area.

The Cajun Virgin
Clotile had just married and being a traditional Cajun Catholic, she was still a virgin. On her wedding night, staying at her mama ' s house, she was very nervous. Her mama reassure her;" Don' worry, Clotile, Boudreaux' s a good man. Go upstairs and he' ll take care of you. Meanwhile, I 'll be making duh roux." So, up she went.. When she got upstairs, Boudreaux took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Clotile ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Boudreaux' s got duh big hairy chess." "Don ' t worry, Clotile," says duh mama, "all good mens have duh hairy chess. Go upstairs cher. He ‘ll take good care of you.." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Boudreaux took off his pants, exposing his hairy legs. Again, ran Clotile downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Boudreaux took off his pants and he ' s got duh hairy leg!" "Don ' t worry! All good mens have duh hairy leg. Boudreaux' s a good man. Go upstairs and he 'll take good care of you.."

Roles
D/s & M/s —nomenclature used to show a Dominant/submissive or Master(Mistress)/slave relationship. Not all BDSM relationships involve D/s or M/s, though most do. Dominant & Top—one who takes control in a scene or BDSM relationship and is erotically charged from doing so. Often, the term Top is used to refer to those who choose to be Dominant only within a scene or a specific period of time, rather then over the long term in a relationship. A Top usually is in physical control of a scene, whereas a Dominant is in physical and mental (power, control) control of a scene relationship. A Dominant may choose to go by a title of service (Sir/Ma’am, Master/Mistress, My Lord/My Lady, etc.) or by their given name or a scene name or combination thereof. Domme —a Domme is a female Dominant. Although the term “Dominant” is generally construed to include females and males, traditionally a female Dominant is called a Domme. Submissive, Bottom, Slave—one who g

Safety
SAFETY TERMINOLOGY SSC—Safe, Sane & Consensual. The basic safety mantra currently in use by the Community. It’s purpose is to ensure that all BDSM activities are done in a safe & sane way, with the consent of both players. It is to remove the abusive abilities of partners during play & scening, and is also to alert everyone to the hazards of play that they should take under consideration. RACK—Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Used in conjunction with SSC, RACK basically means being aware of the safety risks that exist in the kink & play that you are choosing to consensually engage in with your partner. Consent—ALL BDSM ACTIVITIES should ONLY be engaged in with the consent of ALL involved players. Consent means that all players/partners are aware of the risks of the play, the type of play, and the sequence of play, and have agreed on limits & bounds to the play, as well as safe words and a definitive end. One can consent to a rape scene, for instance, but NEVER consen

Womans Week At The Gym...=)
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM*If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrongwith you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into aregular workout routine.Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my Husband (the dear) purchased a week ofpersonal training at the local health club for me.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school footballcheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go aheadand give it a try..I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer namedChristo, who identified himself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor andmodel for athletic clothing and swim wear.My husband seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The clubencouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress.________________________________MONDAY:Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it waswell worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Christo waitingfor me. He is something of a Greek go

Help
So have you ever woke up and just felt that nothing in the day was going to go right! I did! Got up and got out of bed steped on the end of a cord! Fuck that hurt! Jump In the truck wont start left the fucking light on Shit now what get it running and head to the local quick stop buy a drink and a pack of smoke the total comes to $6.66! what the hell is going on! Get to work nothing is working right wishing I never drank that much last night the boss is breathing down my neck my head is pounding need more sleep but cant you bein g watch on the camera! Shit this is a bad day! Get home to find the dog next door got out and knocked you trash can over and you got trash All over to pick up and WTF it was trash day and you forgot to put it out!

Mary's Diversion Part One~
With a flick of her wrist and a disconcerted sigh, Mary tossed the magazine she had been reading for the past half hour down beside her on the couch. It was a cloudy, windy day and she was alone in the cottage on this the third day of her mini getaway with Tony. He had met up with his pal Wilf yesterday who had talked him into a overnight trip to his hunting cabin an hour and a half north of here with a few of their other "'buds'. "You don't even have to like hunting," Wilf exclaimed, "It'll be more of a drink fest and crash as opposed to anything else. Let's see if we can round up a few more takers and have ourselves a good time." It's hard to be selfish she thought, and say no to Tony when he begs and pleads as he does. She just asked him not to stay any longer than the next day. She still wanted at least some time with him before their stay at the cottage was over and they'd have to head back home to the regular routine and work."It's just so boring today!" She was also a little sou

Leah's Bondage Part Three
Leah tried to keep track of the turns and stairs and hallways that she was blindly led through. She would need the information when she escaped. But her growing fear made it harder and harder to concentrate and remember. Was he going to rape her now? Was it going to be as horrible as she thought it would be?Cool marble floor turned to polished wood under her feet and then to a plush carpet that made her want to curl her toes into it. She could feel the warmth of a fire behind her.“Kneel down, Pet,” he commanded giving a firm tug on the leash.For a brief moment she considered fighting and standing, making him force her down. But what would that gain her? Her rear still burned and stung from the cropping and her mouth was still stuffed with that horrible shaft shaped gag. She could only imagine what he might do to get her to kneel. Resignedly, she knelt and was surprised to find a soft cushion under her knees. It felt like it might be of velvet. She heard him in front of her,

Leah's Bondage Part 4~
Carlton looked down at the sleepy girl kneeling in front of him. Her attention was not totally on him, he noticed. Her eyes kept flickering to the cup of steaming coffee on the tray. He couldn’t tell her, but he was rather charmed with the way her nose twitched at the smell of coffee. She was like a sleepy little rabbit. With expert persion, he flicked the crop at her nipple. Leah gasped and jerked her hands, straining to pull them around from behind her to cover her stinging breast, but the padded leather cuffs held her firm. She looked at Master with hurt, confused eyes. What had she done wrong? “Your full attention will be on me, not your breakfast. Your concern is to please me, Little Rabbit.” He could feel himself stirring at her reaction and it took most of his self control to sit calmly. He could not resist stroking the leather tab of the crop up and down the soft valley between her breasts. “Who is your full attention to be on?” “You…&

Leah's Bondage Part Five~
After a long shower, Leah wrapped herself in the blue floral kimono style robe that had appeared on the hook in the bathroom. Not knowing when Master, or whatever his name really was, would get back, she decided she had better get her work done. If she was going to be a prisoner, it was far better to spend it in the nicer rooms that in that little hell-hole. She put the DVD into the player and settled onto a pile of pillows to watch. The case was labeled CS Instructional 1. To her shock and fascination, it was a porn DVD. She had never seen any live action porn before and watched in a combination of disgust and rapt amazement as stick thin women with blood red lips took huge swollen cocks into their mouths and sucked on them. What was more interesting was the commentary that was overlaid onto the DVD. It was her Master’s voice, drawing her attention to a particular technique used in this sequence or a certain style used in another. Once she had gotten over the shock of it, she st

Nick Adenhart (continued)
Shortly after midnight on April 9, 2009, Adenhart was killed in a car accident in Fullerton, California, hours after being the starting pitcher in a game against the Oakland Athletics. Police reported that an individual driving a red Toyota Sienna minivan ran a red light, hitting a gray Mitsubishi Eclipse in which Adenhart was a passenger, sending the Mitsubishi crashing into a telephone pole. The driver of the Mitsubishi and one passenger were pronounced dead at the scene.[6] Adenhart and the third passenger were taken to University of California, Irvine Medical Center, where Adenhart died as a result of his injuries.[7] The driver of the minivan fled the scene on foot, but was later apprehended and identified as Andrew Thomas Gallo, 22, of Riverside.[8] On April 10, 2009, Gallo was charged with three counts of murder, one felony count of fleeing the scene of a traffic collision involving death or permanent injury, one felony count of driving under the influence causing injury, and on

99 Times (a Song For You)
So, you see Youve got me back again for more And it seems Your song is in my head This is war Mystery; how I could feel you breathe me I was sure you would keep Every promise; you would keep Every word Well, I try to put your stories in line But nothing adds up right For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited Its a shame That you left me hanging like you did It was brave But it was much more foolish Dont you think? Cause you know I wont be satisfied Until you realize For every 99 times You looked me in the eye, You looked me in the eye And swore you werent lying Well, I was so blind I never saw the signs Im getting out tonight And youre not invited These things are oh, all so typical These things are unforgivable Im gone and youre invisible now Dont let me catch you followin Dont ask, cause Im not offering Youve caused enough of my suffering,

A Cold Rainy Day Part One~
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok

Vicious Cat Found To Be A Stuffed Kitty
WARREN, Mich. -- The fluff was flying when police in suburban Detroit zapped a large stuffed cat with a stun gun while responding to an emergency call about a cougar on the loose. A 911 caller reported seeing what looked like a cougar inside a piece of discarded drain pipe in Warren. Police zapped the cat with an electronic weapon on Monday, but they wound up with a bunch of fluff. The Detroit Free Press reports the stuffed animal was apparently placed in the pipe as a hoax. The Macomb Daily of Mount Clemens reports the caller said it was a 150-pound cat. About 10 officers responded to the cat call. Warren Police Commissioner William Dwyer says the department is "out there to keep the community safe."

Never Forget How Lucky We Are
I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have. Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free. Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste. Today I can grumble about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive. Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born. Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses. Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships. Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to go to! Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my min

Random Thoughts
Beyonce, stick to singing. My name ain't shawty, bay, baby, bae, boo, or baby. If you're in prison, serve your time and get your ass off of the internet. Ladies and Gentlemen, if you have a BMW (body made wrong), stop posting pics of it. Nuvo tastes like blue St. Ides If you're gonna take a picture in the mirror...clean that mufugga. Fellas, pictures of just your lips, is kinda GAY. If you're going to take a picture and post it, clean up behind you first. Fellas, pictures of your nasty "grizzly" pubes is not cute. Pictures of money....ahhh tax season Pics of your shoes....extra retarded. Is Inspector Gadget Jewish? Where do baby Care Bears come from? Do you think that Tender Heart actually had sex? Why does Sandy, a squirrel, live under water? Can animals be gay? I was just informed that there are documented cases of male/male animal copulation. Under 29? I can't do anything for you, except, teach you how to ride a bike.

Self Portrait
Sometimes the hardest thing for people to do is describe themselves. I work in sales so you'll have to forgive me for the comparison, but while it isn't the same as talking about a product, there are some parallels. Most people struggle with two major issues when writing about themselves. First is security, they don't want to be judged harshly for anything they might reveal. Second is that they want to present themselves in the best light possible. Let's deal with security... Everyone wants to feel accepted, they want to belong. Humans are social creatures and everyone wants to fit in somewhere with the people around them. Even those who say they are "lone wolves" or outcasts and don't care about fitting in still want acceptance. They just want to be accepted for their choice to stand apart from what others around them are doing. Emotional security is a pretty big deal, everyone has been hurt or betrayed by someone they trusted or someone they believed cared about them. Depending o

Dreaming
Dreaming in color's as reality fades.Life take's on so manyshade's.In life there's so many game's.Words are never spoken,feeling's are coming tosurface.Feel as if I'mbeingconfronted with the unknown.And all reality,of my kindis now gone.

Time Out
time out time has a way of getting in the way creating an illusion of stress anxiety depression sometimes overwhelming dismay... time is on my side yes it is so what's the difference? run hide no escape from what's inside time out love cum here by my side i saw that look in your eyes... 5.14.09 fester for Nevus at the circus bar

Its All Goin To End.
Everyone and everything is going to end one of these days. But when? How?. These are all questions that effect the decisions that we make that in essence can make us happier than we have ever been. I put it to you. Should we live in fear of the unknown, or should we do whatever we want to do.

An Adapted Story
with haunted lips and pointed finger tipsinkept hair and a devilish starethe beast of the night spreads his fright leaving the town in whiteWOLF- "a nibble on the neck is fine, turning blood to winethe skin tastes great but just wait-cuz the mind is the soul, the heart the goal and soon it will all be mine"so from house to house he goes, on each door he blowswith a great puff they fall down, except on made of browninside they cheer and chug their beerthree pigs with nothing to fearPigs-"its us you want to eat but you must admit your defeatgo on home and smoke a bonebut we will never be your treat"Wolf-"i will get in this place using my charm and graceyou cannot hide and i wont be deniedtonight i dine on your face"while the pigs continued to drink the wolf started to thinkthe light kicked on, a costume he'll donand he'll get those pigs of pinkWolf-"I'll dress as Gregg and deliver a kegthey'll get drunk as a skunkand for their lives they shall beg!"*knock knock*(pigs)"who's there?"(gregg

Confusion
I give you my hand, you clasp it with pride. I give you my lips, you kiss them with a soft touch. I give you my time, you consume it with a childish joy. I give you my words, You listen with trust. I give you all that I am, You accept it with passion. I give you my heart, but you refuse to accept. So now i question my hand, though i find no answer I question my lips, though i recieve no response. I question my time, though i am still unsure. I question my words, though the mystery still remains. I question all that I am, though the shadows hide the answer. I question my heart, though now its lost. The answer isnt me, I cannot solve this puzzle. So I turn to you, you offer an explanation. I hear your words, they make no sense. I feel your emotions, though i'm still lost. I hear your honesty, though you speak without clarity. "Time alone is time well spent." The theory shows as the mystery unfolds, so again we meet with words that repeat. You convery