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Lessons Of The Old Religion
(1) Be As Sensitive To The Needs Of The Other And As Willing To help As A Newlywed (Be Excellent To Each Other) (2) Prepare For Being The Compliment One To Another As A Oneness Of Service In A Constructive Manner Ever (Let Not Either Be A Drain On The Other) (3) As Helpmates, Be Forgiving, Find The Good; One That Enableth Another To Help Her/Himself Has Gained More Than One That Taketh A City (4) Do Not Block The Development Of The Other (5) Aid To Others Brings Release, Peace, And Harmony (6) One Will Never Find Harmony By Finding Fault With What The Other Does (7) Work Toward Oneness Of Purpose And Spirituality In A Complimentary Manner To Achieve And Maintain Wholeness (8) One Cannot Change Or Improve Anyone But Their Self (9) One Can Only Change Their Attitude About The Other (10) Unconditional Love ( Before One Can Accept Others, One Must Accept Their Self. Accepting That Others Are On Their Appropriate Paths And That They Are Right For Who Th

Would You Want Some Free
hay would you like something free something we can't live without? it don't cost to join theres never a charge for it its so simple anyone can do it I will send it to you and tell you more about it . I would tell you here but its not letting me post this I don't know why its nothing bad its same as here except you get paid for it. FREE MONEY IF you can make a profile If you can share pictures IF you can get friends to join you If you can post comments IF you can view others profile THAN MY FRIEND YOU CAN DO THIS TOO. COME HERE TO REQUEST MORE INFO JUST LET ME KNOW YOU ARE FROM FUBAR OK. email me : whitleycountywonder@yahoo.com

Lost
I search and search- I must find a way. How much it's worth, I cannot say. All the questions- Too few answers. So many opinions That everyone shares. Empty advice For so many years. Words like ice Falling on deaf ears. Eternal loneliness; Never feeling; Into nothingness I am falling. Looking for a light; Nothing but black; I've lost my sight; How do I get it back? When does it end? It cuts like a knife- Where do I begin To live my life? Life's become a riddle; A vast maze; I am caught in the middle Amid the haze. Wisdom I've sought; To God I've prayed; Spent hours in thought But no progress was made. Faith is waning; Losing my drive; Heed the warning- Fight to stay alive! Reach out and grope For a sign- a token; For a hand of hope; Kind words to be spoken. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Thought This Was Cute...
Do you know her favorite color is pink or that she's afraid of spiders? Do you know she can't sleep without at least two pillows or that when someone mentions you her eyes sparkle & face lights up like Christmas. Do you know her favorite song or at least her favorite band? Did you know she hates arguing, but that she's good at it. She loves the way you look at her, but hates to go a day without talking to you. She only giggles if you look at her, but she loves the fact that you do. or that she loves it when you hug her from behind, and kiss her neck? The only thing that bothers her is when people walk into her life and she knows they can't stay. or when shes worked so hard for everything and in an instant shes forgotten by you...You are her only one. Break her heart and she will never get over you.

Come Join Us
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME BLUE EYES DRAGON WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. blueeyes_dragon daddy of the midget mafia master and owner of raven queen @ fubar RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON @ fubar

Passion
This is a Passion Coupon for all of the hugs, kisses, and love that you desire. You can only redeem it in the bedroom, where you must strip off all of your clothes, kneel on the edge of the bed, and await my tender touch. Expect the most delicious night of passion imaginable, because that's exactly what I'm going to give you... and then some!

Dreams
Dreams destroying my sleep How can hurt reach so deep? Waking up is too much effort Sleep is a luxury I can't afford Depression overwhelms my soul Deep darkness, a big, black hole Sadness eats its way through my heart Where does it end, where did it start? No one can undersatnd this pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain, Lost in a neverending maze Every moment just a dizzy daze. Why does it have to be me? If only the future I could see Afraid of shadows in the dark Will i ever make my mark? Unseen tears flowing from my heart I must go on, play my part Life has to continue for today Living my life, come what may. So much to be thankful for How can i ask for anymore I just wish this could go away For me to have a natural day. To know that I'm not the only one Helps a little but it's no fun Even God seems oh so far away Who can brighten up my day? So tired of fighting this feeling My mind just spinning

So Many Times
So many times I'll hear a song, Playing on the radio. The melody familiar, Reminds me of you so. Bringing warmth into my heart, And lighting up my day. Your memory dances 'cross my mind, As the music starts to play. Sometimes I close my eyes and dream, As I hear the music flow; That I'm held close in your strong arms, Dancing soft and slow. It's just a little thought of mine, A dreamer's fantasy. Of dancing with you by candlelight, To a soft, slow melody. Sometimes I let the music play, Over in my mind. In a never ending slow dance, We're suspended there in time. Even though it's just a dream, Of dancing quietly with you. If I close my eyes and I hear the song, A dream, almost come true. So, let me have this little thought, Of a soft sweet melody; And dancing with you by candlelight, In this dreamer's fantasy. **************************** XOXXO SHANNA

Ram Tzu
Ram Tzu knows this... The more you pursue it The further away it goes. The harder you struggle The deeper you sink. Only a drunk can Truly be sober. Only a whore can Truly be chaste. Life is no place For idle speculation. No one has ever learned From the mistakes of others. A lie cloaked in truth Is still a lie. If it makes sense to you You're in real trouble. You always look for God In high places... Guess again. Ram Tzu is not your friend If you find him Kill him. from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu

Fear
In your meditations, you will meet gods. These gods are nothing more than the holiest aspects of your own mind; they are not other beings. Your inner gods will grant gifts of knowledge and power. Accept what comes your way without doubt and without fear. You can trust your gods. They will never betray you, for you cannot betray yourself. Such trust dissolves fear and regret. You will find a resolution to your inner conflicts. The gods will direct you forward to the very border of reality itself. On the other side is vast profundity, the ultimate nature of existence. But the border can be crossed only if you have resolved all fear and regret. All fear comes from our sense of self. When we stand at the border of reality, we are afraid of being destroyed. But we came from Tao in the first place. We are Tao. To return to Tao is not to be negated, but to become one with the entire universe. True, we will no longer be who we are now, but we will be one with Tao. In that

A Guy With His Own Angel, By Ashley
With him she will always be, She will cherish every moment for all Eternity.. Her love for him feels so right and so true... She will guide him through the darkest nights, She will be his light for the rest of his life. She will catch him in her wings and comfort him if he ever should fall.. She will softly wipe any tears that may fall from his eye's... She will wrap him in her soft white wings if he is ever sad.. She will her wings around him every day for the rest of his life, And whisper softly the powerful words... I LOVE YOU... Through good and ill she will be there, To say a prayer in mid air, She will take him in her wings, To a place where there love begin's... it is here where there hearts and souls will sing songs of love... It is here where the love will be like two little white Doves.. And there love for each other will be for all Eternity...

Bill Gates In Hell
Bill Gates dies and goes to hell. Satan greets him: "Welcome Mr. Gates, we've been waiting for you. This will be your home for all eternity. You've been selfish, greedy and a big liar all your life. Now, since you've got me in a good mood, I'll be generous and give you a choice of three places in which you'll be locked up forever." Satan takes Bill to a huge lake of fire in which millions of poor souls are tormented and tortured. He then takes him to a massive coliseum where thousands of people are chased about and devoured by starving lions. Finally, he takes Bill to a tiny room in which there is a Beautiful young blonde with an alluring look on her face, sitting at a table on which there is a bottle of the finest wine. To Bill's delight, he sees a PC in the corner. Without hesitation, Bill says, "I'll take this option." "Fine," says Satan, allowing Bill to enter the room. Satan locks the room after Bill. As he turns around, he bumps into Lucifer. "That was Bill Gates!" c

Poor Richard
POOR Richard Richard works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, 'Hey, Richard ! How ya doin?' His wife Judi is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. 'Oh no,' says Richard . 'He's on my bowling team.' When they are seated, a waitress asks Richard if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, 'How did she know that you drink Budweiser?' 'I recognize her, she's the waitress from the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey.' A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Richard , starts to rub herself all over him and says, 'Hi Richard baby . Want your usual table dance, big boy?' Richard's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of

Promise Me
I try to sneak my whispers in When I think you are listening And beg for the changes That you used to promise me All the silence still returns I don’t think your listening This seems so inevitable, that you will never have a voice I swallowed your silence, as if I ever even had this choice So I hand you my faith, yet you will mock me with nothing Fall Fall onto my knees Will you not look to me Fall Fall from the pain How long will this be Wasted on this with all my breath With all the tears to fill a sea Damaged is the way of the heart When all my sins will return to me This seems so inevitable, that you will never have a voice I swallowed your silence, as if I ever even had this choice So I hand you my faith, yet you will mock me with nothing Fall Fall onto my knees Will you not look to me Fall Fall from the pain How long will this be

Nerves
Ever been so nervous and worked up that you nearly feel sick? Somebody help! Deep breaths aren't working. I think it's safe to say I need a hug and a change of scenery. If i had the money I would move to a different state though I don't know where that would be. Any suggestions should I ever get the money to move out of Illinois?

Yet Another Fff
Let me tell you a story w/o much background info: Started seeign this chick a few days ago, but I have started to catch her in lies. Granted I am catching her through decietful ways. Yet I believe I have a right to protect myself, saddly the best way to do that is to create situation for the female to express intent to decieve me. Here's the play: Create 3 accounts on various web sites, create 3 accounts on IM's. Meet female, give female a way to get ahold of me, use other towers/accounts to pretent to be someonelse. Get to a point where she claims we are in a relationship, then use other screen names to get her to break dates with me (so she can go out with them instead). Sure it's dirty and manipulative, but damnit I am tired of being the one who's played. Do everything you can for a chick, do everything you can to make her happy, do everything you can to let her know you are sincere. Then it never fails, you catch her with another man. I'm not saying all women a

I Found A New Road To Happiness
Ok so I have been in a world of caos for the last few months trying to figure out what it is in life I really want and why it seems that no matter how hard I try..I always seem to end up in this emotional darkness where nothing seems to go right and I become unappreciative. It's a sick little cycle that I've gone through my whole 20's and it's gotten me no where. Just when I feel things are normal and I have made all the right choices...something comes along and fucks it all up. It's pissing me off quite frankly. Really killing my natural southern charm. haha So last night..this vision (not sure what else to call it) comes to me and I get excited about the future..I figured out that the things I've been trying to avoid are the things that will help my soul. I know Im rambling so let me elaberate...I hate my job, I hate what I do and honestly no amount of money will make it better. Im almost 30 and for 10 years I have put off my true passion for what I thought would satisfy me. Don't ge

This Is Cute And Kinda True Lol
How Sex Starts This is funny .. . smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck 8==D ...a suck leads to a fuck ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

Another One By My Baby And Still Untitled. I Love It!
If I could never touch your heart, A sad world I would see. If I could never see your soul, There would be nothing here for me. If I could never see your smile, In my world it would rain everyday. If I could never see your eyes, Blindly I'd lose my way. If I could never feel your warmth, My heart would grow so cold. If I could never feel your youth, Before my days,I would grow old. I cherish my moments with you, You my wings,allow me to fly. My tears are never unhappy

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Apc - Blue
I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want, didn't want, Didn't want, didn't want Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes, Ignore the smoke, Ignore the smoke Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue I might just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook the "nods" for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you, Call it aftermath, she's turning blue I might just sit and stare at you I don't want to know

Deftones - Digital Bath
You move - like I want to To see - like your eyes do We are...downstairs Where no one can see New life - break away Tonight... I feel like more Tonight I... We make the water warm You taste - foreign And I know - you can see The cord - break away 'Cause tonight... I feel like more Tonight...I feel like more Feel like more Tonight... You breathed - then you stop I breathed - and drive you off And tonight I...feel Feel like more Oh! Tonight I feel like... I feel like more Tonight I feel like more I feel like more Tonight...

Riders List - Updated 5/4/08 @ 7:26pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

The Lullaby By R.s.s Anderson
The time I rocked you on me knee Was much shorter than that time should be But inside my heart I still rock on And treasure you as my darling son Not a day passes when I don't think of you . . . Mommy dearest I love you, I hear your prayers I sit beside your bed and stroke your hair Holding your hand I watch you sleep My face cuddles close against your cheek Not a night passes where I'm not with you . . . My son I only wish we had shared more joys More birthday presents and Christmas toys I feel in my life there has been an empty place Because I could not stare into my little boy's face There's not a morning I don't cry missing you . . . Mom I have seen you shed your tears I have watched you struggle throughout the years Don't you realize I have always been there Those Christmas's and birthday's we DID get to share God sent me in many ways . . . In your heart you know this to be true . . . Yes my dear , I know it's true I have felt you in many ways Yet I

A Mother's Prayer
An emptyness that I now feel, since you left I love you still. For you the pictures I have drawn, but my pain goes on and on. I miss you now, but your with God And I know your near. Listen as I pray at night, for you will always hear. If I had one wish come true, My only wish would be for you. To hold you in my arms once more, Tell you I love you, forever and more. And now my son if I may near, Im saying that I love you dear with all my loveing heart, I'll never forget you, I loved you from the start!

Zombie Guts
1 liter(s) Vodka 2 liter(s) Sprite 1 package(s) Cherry Jello mix 1 liter(s) Orange Juice Mix all of these together. It's recommended you use something pretty big. Then put it all in the freezer until it's no longer a liquid. Then mush up and serve. I like serving it in those cool Halloween Cups that are skulls and monsters. This is great for parties or if you're a lone drinker, it could last you several nights.

Killer Kool Aid
Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Ingredients: 1 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Amaretto 1/2 oz Melon Liqueur Directions: Mix ingredients and top off glass with cranberry juice. Serve with ice and a slice of lemon. These are very good and get you drunk fast!

Half And Half
Category: Beer-Based Glass Type: Beer Mug Ingredients: 1/2 pint(s) Guinness 1/2 pint(s) Harp Directions: Pour one half pint of Harp into a pint glass. Then use the back side of a spoon while pouring the Guinness, this will lead to less foam. Let settle, then have a few, your Irish Eyes will be shining. This is just like a Black and Tan, only better. It has a really nice black gold contrast, just don't let it sit too long because the Guinness will fall after a while.

Birdbath Spa
Birdbath Spa It's simple to make a bath for your neighborhood birds. Give your bird friends a treat by creating a backyard "bird spa." 1. To begin, use the clay bottom of a planter for the base of the bath. 2. Put a few rocks in the center so the birds have a place to rest. 3. Fill the planter with water. 4. Then dig a shallow hole in the ground, and place the birdbath directly in the earth, or set it on top of a garden table. You can also create a smaller birdbath in a window box: 1. Fill a planter box with dirt, and put a shallow plastic container at one end. (This way the birds can perch on the edge of the window box while bathing.) 2. Buy small flowers, and plant them around the container. 3. Cut back the flowers whenever they block access to the bath.

Garden Coffee Filter Butterflies
These beautifully vibrant butterflies are a great way to welcome spring! Suspend them from the ceiling with fishing line, make several and attach to a paper plate mobile, or attach to plastic spikes at different levels and intervals throughout the garden. What you'll need: * ½ black chenille stem (black pipe cleaner works too) * Paper coffee filter * Water color paints * Paint brush * Water How to make it: 1. Flatten the coffee filter and place it on a plate or newspaper, the paint and water will soak through. Set aside on paper towels to dry. 2. Fold the chenille stem in half. Remember, you are only using half of a chenille stem to begin with. 3. Fold the coffee filter accordion style, in about ½" pleats. 4. Position the pleated coffee filter into the bent end of the chenille stem. Center the filter at the bend. 5. Twist the chenille stem around the filter to secure it in place. 6. Bend the tips of the chenille stems over about

Keepsake Stepping Stones
Keepsake Stepping Stones - These are easy to make and inexpensive but a little messy. What you will need: Premixed Concrete (the kind you just add water. You can buy 60 pounds for a couple of dollars) (Mortar mix works even better because it doesn't have the gravel in it, however it is more expensive.) One bag makes about 6 stepping stones. Water, at least two buckets, plastic gloves, garden trowel or something to mix the cement, corrugated cardboard or something to use as a mold like a box, dusk mask or bandana, plastic to cover the wet concrete, pretty stones, ceramic tiles, marbles, or something to decorate the stones with. What to do: 1. Before you start get everything ready. Decide what shape you want the stones. You can buy molds to pour the cement into that will save you some time or you can construct the molds yourself out of cardboard and hot melt glue. Here is a pattern for the six sided stone. Press down hard with a pen when you are drawing the pattern so that t

What A Waste
On My Knees I Break Down Tear-Streaked And Broken I Know It's Pointless A Waste Through And Through The Tears That Spill For You A Passion Burning For Unrequited Love Looking Down To End It All I Fall Further And Further Til... I Sigh And Think What A Waste

A Clue
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know. And that you do it, I'll never breathe a clue. At least not to you.

Winters End
know they say we have to wait till Winter ceases for this season I Love the snow but not this much I think we've had enough I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I see the buds upon the trees so patiently they wait to be reborn to bloom so prould I hear the birds outside my home I see them flying high above in serch of food for thier young chicks I long for sspring and its rebirth to give me strength and life again I Long to stand outside And feel the breath of springs sweet breezes I long to feel the Suns warm kiss upon my gentle skin I long to feel it's touch again like a Lovers dear embrace

Thoughts
I stand, at the edge of the abyss, with only darkness below. A storm of self doubt rumbles on the horizon, foretold by the thunder of disappointment. I shake, precariously balanced at the edge; serpents surround me, grinning at the confusion. The storm roars closer one last step into the abyss. A quick glance above, thru the darkness, thru the confusion, I search. I find. Filtered thru the clouds unfolds a clinging glimpse of hope. A treasure to embrace: My Sunshine, My hope, My future, My life.

Run Away
Sometimes I feel like the word is looking over my shoulder I feel my patience growing shorter I dontwant to know I dont want to feel I dont want to be I dont want to sound crazy! I dont want to sound insane! Have you ever felt the same? I cant take the pressure Just want to run away I make believe Im feeling better Cause I cant take the pressure Just need to run away

Whats Your Secret Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Riders List - Updated 5/5/08 @ 8:30pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

Say Thanks
THIS IS TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE BECAME MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE.THIS IS A REALY FUN PLAY TO MEET SO MANY NEW POPLE FROM AROUND THE WORLD.ON HERE THER IS SO MANY THINGS YOU CAN DO AND IT IS SO MUCH FUN.I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THINK YOU TO ALL THE BOUNCERS FOR DOING A REALY GOOD JOB AND ALL THE SKINS THEY MAKE TOO.THAT GOSE FOR ALL WHO MAKE THEM.

My Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You
I want to give you all an update on my great nephew.He is striving now without machines thank God and your prayers he should be almost out of the woods soon and will be going home. Thanxs again to all who prayed for ahim.

Energy Vampires (for Lack Of A Better Term)
Some people bring unexpected lightness and comfort to your life. They crackle with energy, practically electrify you with their presence. And then there are those who leave you feeling stressed out. Or guilty. Or exhausted down to your very last molecule. I call them energy vampires, and obnoxious or meek, they come in all forms. The charmer is a constant talker or joke-teller who has to be the center of attention. The blamer, on the other hand, doles out endless servings of guilt. These are just two kinds of people who are energy zappers No matter which type of energy vampire you're dealing with, you're allowed to walk away. Many of us find this really hard to do. We're afraid of being thought of as impolite; we don't want to offend people. But there are plenty of ways to remove yourself from a killing conversation. When leaving isn't an option, you can still maintain your energy level by making a few minor adjustments. Recognize the Signs One of the first things to do is to

Follow Your Heart
Close your eyes, Feel my soul; Join my spirit, Let hesitation go. Let go of reality, Find the peace; Listen closely, As love speaks. Feel the warmth As the love flows, All around you, With a golden glow. Don't hold back, Follow your heart; Fear has no reason, But to keep us apart. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

The Power Of Love
Inside the soul Is smoldering passion A desire so bold That knows no reason Touch the flame It leaves its mark In love's name Now forever carry the scar Inside the heart Flows the river of love Trickling under the stars Glittering above Drink from this stream Bathe in its coolness Drift along the dreams The journey is endless Inside the mind Rests the greatest power Men have sought to find To their final hour Feel the power of love Bask in its glow Be carried to the heavens above As it envelops the soul Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

The Endless Circle
I run and run- Run in circles; Trying to flee- Break the shackles, That bind me to you. A great vacuum- Sucking me dry; Devouring my energy. No matter how I try, I cannot break free. Talons of love- Piercing my heart; Tears of blood flow. My soul is coming apart As I pull and pull. Nearing the end, Only to begin again To fight this battle- And alone, I stand As I take that step and start over. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Life, Music, Seasons, Religion, Soul, Extinction, & Love
Life is tough, and if you have the ability to laugh at it, you have the ability to enjoy it. Salma Hayek Music can save people, but it can't in the commercial way it's being used. It's just too much. It's pollution. Bob Dylan Winter is an etching, Spring a watercolor, Summer an oil painting and Autumn a mosaic of them all. Stanley Horowitz Religion altars the mind. Tony Follari You don't have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body. Lewis If man doesn't learn to treat the oceans and the rain forest with respect, man will become extinct. Peter Benchley Words of love, are works of love. William R. Alger Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold. Zelda Fitzgerald

Passion
Beads of rain Slowly drizzle Down the window panes; Embers crackle and sizzle Amid dancing flames. The glow of the fire shines Upon the floor; there entwined, Two naked bodies lie. A shiver runs up her spine As he gently rubs her thigh. She whispers in his ear, "Make love to me now." "Take me! right here!" He reaches down, Holds himself and pulls her near. He gives her all he has With a gentle thrust of his hips. She gives a little gasp As he parts her juicy wet lips. Oh, heaven at last! A flash of lightning And a roll of thunder; Passion's heightening As she moans under His rhythmic thrusting. He hears her cries As he shudders Between her thighs. "Oh, God," she utters Amidst frantic sighs. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

What As A Psychic Vampire
What is psychic vampirism? Basically, draining and/or absorbing energy or vitality from people, often, although not always against their will or at least without their knowledge. Technically, what I'm describing here should more correctly be referred to as "magickal vampirism" at least in order to avoid confusion. What is a psychic vampire? In the words of Anton LaVey, "psychic vampires are individuals who drain others of vital energy". Psychic vampires can loosely be divided into two groups; concious psychic vampires and unconcious psychic vampires. Unconcious psychic vampires are, according to some, fairly common. A typical variety of unconcious psychic vampire (and they are often unaware of their vampiric actions) have been described as individuals who typically make others feel obliged to them for no reason other than possibly guilt, who leave one feeling emotionally drained almost by their very presence, and who, while specifically making no demands upon you, will having ru

The Shadow Walker
There is not one of us who has not been taken in by a Shadow Walker. What is this thing that causes so much distress in our lives? A Shadow Walker is a person who wears many masks (we shall use the empirical "he" here; not to denote gender, but for simplicity). He is the person who oozes charm to everyone he meets. He offers help and assistance, support, loving kindness. He is the perfect good will ambassador with lofty ideals, great concern for the welfare of mankind and a deep belief in the brotherhood of all people. What a wonderful person! You get to know him. You relax around him, begin to rely upon his word and his judgment. You confide in him about your work, your family life and the most personal aspects of yourself. He is your friend. He would do anything for you. You trust him. He is not real. It is a mask he wears in public that has nothing to do with the reality of who he is. The Shadow Walker will take all your confidences and use them against you. He begins to gossi

Personal Boundaries
Taking responsibility. Making choices I feel comfortable with. I can choose, and must choose. Maybe you're like me. Boundary marking is like teetering on the cusp of a new paradigm. I'm fearful and haunted by guilt. I need to do the inner work first - set my own personal boundaries and then speak out my truth with Spirit-tongue - which means that I determine never to speak with the intention of hurting, but with the intention of honoring my own truth and speaking it caringly. So what do I mean when I say 'setting boundaries'? It means, for me, to create a safe haven for my soul..for its nourishment, its growth, its self-expression. It also means that I honor my own rhythms of life. I honor my times of needing rest, retreat or replenishment. Some of us, like me, have been so used to other people controlling or manipulating us that we don't know how to stop and give ourselves permission to set the limits we know we so desperately need. When we feel other people pushing us to our l

Fear
The first step in dealing with fear is recognizing it for what it is. Recognizing (and in some cases analyzing) your fears is very inportant in that process. Ultimately, there is one fear that provides the foundation off all others: the fear that we may not be able to deal with whatever *may* happen. Fear itself is a mechanism that resides in the 'animal part' of ourselves, a mechanism intended to keep us out of harmful situations. Fear of heights, for example, is a mechanism that tries to keep us out of those situations where falling is a possibility. Fear of spiders and other black hairy things that crawl with too many legs keeps us away from potentially harmful varieties. Fear of drowning keeps us out of the water. Then there are those fears based upon previous experience. Someone who has nearly drowned may be afraid to swim... someone who has been abused may fear people... someone who has nearly died in a fire may be afraid of fire. These fears are 'learned' fears, and it's

Lifes Lessons
When I think back on just the things that have happened within the last two years, I wonder how I emerged in one whole piece with my sanity intact. There have been many, many days when I wondered if it was all worth it..or if I would truly live through "it"..but always, there was *something* that kept me going. Sometimes, it was keeping the thought that it would all be over soon, and I would "see" the reason for it. Sometimes it was just simply trying to find the humor in whatever was happening. Many times it was having special friends to go to for comfort, to talk some sense into me. Other times it was knowing that someone else needed me to be strong enough to survive. I think some of us are true survivors. I don't pretend to understand why. I have no idea what it is inside us that keeps us going against the odds...eternally optimistic..and always thinking that tomorrow..or soon..it will be ok. That we will be better people and more able to understand when someone else is having

Root Chakra
The Base Chakra is the energy centre that controls our energy levels, our connection to the earth and our ambitions. The base chakra is positioned at the base of the spine, near the top of the legs. On a physical level this chakra governs the back, legs, hips, feet, spine and the circulation of the blood. When functioning negatively, this chakra causes aches, strains and loss of mobility to these organs. There is an old saying that we use when we are in trouble. That saying is, that we must get to the root of the problem so that we can heal the situation. This is true in the physical, mental and spiritual. The base chakra is the root of our manifestation, our existence. When we learn about our base or root chakra we come to understand that this centre is the base to past, in this life and our past - lives. . . It is our connection to the earth and to the physical. . . The physical being what you can see, feel and hear - True reality. How we function on this level depends on

The Sacral Chakra
The Sacral Chakra is the energy centre that controls your passions, your sexual needs, the abundance that you allow into your life for fulfillment of your desires. It also controls the bodies' organs like your lower sexual organs, your bladder, bowel and lower intestine. This centre is where you fund your creativity on the physical level. When functioning positively, it creates a sense of well-being that is your ability to feel good about yourself. When this Chakra is aligned and balanced, your emotions are stable and you are able to express your true feelings to others without fear or exaggeration. When you learn about your personal expression you become more self confident, in yourself and your dealings with others. When functioning properly - you become open, expressive, creative and spontaneous. When negative and not functioning positively, you may have a low self esteem and may think that you are ugly and that you have nothing worth giving to others. You could ha

The Solar (plexus) Chakra
The Solar controls our will, our personal power. It also controls our upper intestines and upper back and spine. . . The say our true wisdom comes from the healthy workings of this chakra. It brings us our strength, our courage and our will to succeed, achieve and survive. The Solar chakra, when functioning negatively can cause a person to be very fearful. They suffer from a low self esteem. They have very little self worth. They may allow others to push them around and control them. They can become very indecisive, fearing to make any decisions or commitments to anyone or anything. Because the Solar governs the stomach, many ulcers and stomach di-orders are caused by stress that is caused by excessive worry over the future. When this chakra is not functioning properly, we become very fearful. We carry many burdens and worries for the future and this can cause back problems as well. The old saying 'whose burdens are you carrying on your back' have a very symbolic meaning to thi

The Heart Chakra
The heart chakra is situated in and around the heart area of our physical body. The heart pumps the flow of blood that is needed to keep us alive. Without the heart we can not function on the physical plain. This one organ controls many other parts on the body. The blood rushes through our veins and feeds our body with nutrients to sustain our well-being. This area is what we call the main centre or control panel for our body. This area also governs the lungs. We need our lungs to breathe in the life force energy of oxygen. Without air our physical bodies would die. On a physical level we have problems with our heart, blood, circulation and the vessels that carry the blood, also our lungs and how we breathe. We have ribs that protect these areas, these also become weakened when this centre is not functioning properly. On a mental level, the heart chakra functions on an emotional basis, our feelings and how we express them towards ourselves and to others. How we think gets t

Pride
I have been trying to better myself and have gone back to college! That's a big step for me being a mom of three. I tried once before right after high school but I quit like an idiot for reasons I'm not going to get into. But I wanted to share with every body my good grades! I made an A & a B this semester! One of those courses was part of my acedimic probation but what does it matter? I made a freaking A! I made an A on my humanities exam but passed the course with a B. I'm happy for myself and have found a new since of pride knowing that after 6years being out of high school and 3 kids later I make better grades than when I was in high school!

Young Love
You don't need to beg, babe That's my open pocket You take the money from me, I can scrounge Gave me a fever that will not come down Oh, Babe! You're a young woman cast aside, ostracized Left on the sidewalk of my lonely life [chorus] For the young lovers, taking the hill One plants a flag while the other is killed When the wine pours, we raise our cups Young love is sacrifice, young love is tough Young Love is innocent, young love is us What did I get into... Now everything is untrue, Oh, oh your eyes tell the lies pf the lines that you said Now that I love, oh I wish we never met Why wait, women I've taken risks that no one dares And you're scared, scared of the bottom, scared of the stairs [chorus] For the young lovers, taking the hill One plants a flag while the other is killed When the wine pours, we raise our cups Young love is sacrifice, young love is tough Young Love is innocent, young love is us Someone, I saw someone, fell in love with a face

The 13 Principles Of Wiccan Belief
The 13 Principles of Wiccan Belief: 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘supernatural’, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same Creative Power lies in all people and functions through the interaction of the masculine and the feminine. We value neither above the other knowing each to be suppor

Medical Explanation
Anemia Derived from the Greek word for "bloodlessness", anemia is a blood disease in which the red-cell count is unusually low. Red cells are the carriers of oxygen throughout the body. When a person suffers from anemia, their symptoms are caused by inadequate oxygen. These symptoms may include: * A pale complexion * Fatigue * Fainting spells * Shortness of breath * Digestive disorders There are three main causes of anemia: disease, heredity, and severe blood loss. Over the ages, a person suffering from these symptoms may have been under suspicion of a vampire attack. Once again, myth warps to suit the needs of the believer. Although the victim may have contracted a disease or simply have inherited the blood disorder, society would have found it easy to believe that the symptoms resulted from a vampire attack. Indeed, these symptoms may even have suggested to our ancestors that the victim was beginning his own transition to a vampire, marked with a pa

Real Vampires
"Real Vampires"- how can this be anything but a contradiction in terms? We all know about vampires. Stock characters of fiction, guaranteed box-office draws, the media vampire has been familiar to us since childhood. Generally speaking, our blood-suckers appear with a tongue planted firmly in one toothy cheek-from Bela Lugosi hamming it up in the 1950's, to last summer's teenage "vamp" movies, to Count Chocula breakfast cereal, the media seldom treat the vampire as truly fearsome. The stereotyped vampire traits are familiar to any child: vampires have big fangs, sleep in coffins, are instantly incinerated by sunlight, and are best dispatched by a stake through the heart. But the most important "fact" that we all know of course is that there are no such things. Of course, in terms of the mythical, literary and cinematic conventions, we are correct: there are no "legions of the undead" stalking the unwary. We have explained the folklore with politics, misunderstood diseases, and hyste

Sand Paintings
Sand Paintings You Need: * Colored sand (various colors) * White glue * Paint brush (old one) * Paper (as thick as possible to prevent warping) * Pencil PREPARATION: Make sure to cover work surface completely. Lightly sketch design onto paper. Make design fairly simple with large areas of color. Stay away from tiny details. Place your drawing on top of another clean piece of paper that you have folded in half and then opened again. This will aid you in not only in catching the extra sand but then in pouring in back in the original container. Pour some glue into a disposable container (paper cups work well). Thin glue with a few drops of water to the consistency of paint. "Paint" glue onto areas of picture. (Paint only the areas that will be the same color until all areas of that color are complete. ) Sprinkle or pour sand over the fresh glue and then tip the paper to get rid of the excess sand. "Paint" more glue and sprinkle more sand unt

Watermelon Cake
This cake looks like a watermelon, but it's flavor will fool you! 1 pkg White Cake Mix 2pkgs cool aid type mix, cherry flavor 1/3 cup chocolate chips 1 cup sugar white frosting green food coloring other ingredients for cake- follow the box (oil, egg) This must be prepared in an oven safe bowl, for instance Pyrex is great! Most glass bowls are not oven safe. Using a bowl makes this cake look most like a watermelon with it's pink color, black dot's and green frosting. Mix together in a mixing bowl, cake mix, drink mix, chocolate chips, and sugar and blend well. Pour into greased oven safe glass bowl. Bake at 350 for 50-55 minutes. Check every 5 minutes after 40 minutes have passed to ensure it is not burning. Cool completely before trying to invert and frost! To frost: Mix together green food coloring with white frosting to desired "greenness" then spread over dome shape, then make long slices to make them look like watermelon wedges.

History Of Valentine's Day
Little Thelma comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. And, "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," she asks, "will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Thelma's father thinks a bit, then says "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to? "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock? "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then! .. he'd start going all over the place telling everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with newfound pride.

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Mia Due To Technical Difficulties
HEY Y'ALL, THIS IS PAGAN. I WANT TO LET Y'ALL KNOW THAT THE REASON PINK ISN'T ONLINE AS MUCH RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE HER COMPUTER IS IN THE REPAIRS SHOP. SHE WON'T BE ABLE TO BE BACK ON TILL MONDAY AT POSSIBLY THE EARLIEST. SHE WANTED ME TO TELL Y'ALL THIS SO Y'ALL WOULDN'T BE WORRIED OR WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED. SHE HAS ASKED ME TO KEEP AN EYE ON HER PROFILE TILL SHE CAN GET BACK ON NEXT WEEK. SHE GETS HER COMPUTER BACK TOMORROW BUT WON'T BE ABLE TO GET BACK ON TILL MONDAY LIKE I SAID. SO KEEP YERSELVES OUT OF TROUBLE IF YA CAN, BUT IF YER GONNA GET IN TROUBLE, HAVE FUN WITH IT LOL. TAKE CARE AND GOD/S/DESS/ES BLESS.

Made For Inqued ~manager @ Saints And Sinners
*Chuckles* Just had to do it !! you RAWK Inqued you are too kool lets see if we can get you a proper Stalker! ADD / FAN / RATED This awesome lady!!!Show her Lots of Love & Respect to this Lovely Lady! Inqued ~Manager @ Saints and Sinners@ fubar

Love With Faith
"To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best." "The greatest pleasure is love". "Love can make you do things that you never thought possible!" "Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit." "Love is when you look into someone's eyes, And see everything you need." "Love does not die easily. It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all life's hazards, save one--neglect."

Recent Update
I took a little time away from fubar and other ventures to relax. One reason was illness guess sometimes its needed to slow you down and make you realize you might be pushing yourself to hard and the other was lack of desire. Occasionally~ things online annoy me and I need to step back and enjoy the things reality has to bring. I had a wonderful time with some friends at a cookout on Wed even with the weather being a tad on the chilly side. For once all the girls seem to be peaceful and content although I still worry, guess you never really get over that feeling when your a parent. So for now life is good

Home Depot
A Touching Home Depot Story Charlie was fixing a door and found that he needed a new hinge, so he sent his wife Mary to Home Depot. At Home Depot, Mary saw a beautiful bathroom faucet while she was waiting for Walt, (the manager) to finish waiting on a customer. When Walt was finished, Mary asked...'How much for that faucet?' Walt replied, 'That's pewter and it costs $300.' "My goodness that sure is a lot!", she exclaimed. Then she proceeded to describe the hinge that Charlie had sent her to buy, and Walt went to the back room to find it. From the back room Walt yelled, 'Mary, you wanna screw for that hinge?' Mary replied, 'No, but I will for the faucet.' This is why you can't send a woman to Home Depot .

Taste In Chocolate
What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied. You don't like anything too intense and dramatic. Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past. You are down to earth and lovable. A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding. In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other! You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not. You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore. The Chocolate Oracle

Thanks
Thanks to all the people out there in the world that like to hurt people...its no wonder people kill themselves...no wonder people take pills or drink themselves to death... Words hurt people even if you don't think they do...when say things to people and on the outside they seem fine...but on the inside...they are torn apart...feeling like they can't do anything right....Even if they are trying to make themselves feel better after years of verbal abuse...in their minds they feel like the are making head-way...THEN out of no where someone(s) say something...and POOF....back down they go....It sucks...I should know....I have been there and am there now... I know what your probly thinking...Oh well...she just needs to get over it.....Well.....It can be hard to do sometimes....if you haven't been in my or their shoes....don't tell me or them to get over it....work with them...listen to them....try to help them out.........because one day.....that person will go poof and you will wonder

Ark. Woman Pregnant With 18th Child
LITTLE ROCK, Ark. (AP) ¯ It's a happy Mother's Day for an Arkansas woman - she's pregnant with her 18th child. Michelle Duggar, 41, is due on New Year's Day, and the latest addition will join seven sisters and 10 brothers. There are two sets of twins. "We've had three in January, three in December. Those two months are a busy time for us," she said, laughing. The Duggars' oldest child, Josh, is 20, and the youngest, Jennifer, is nine months old. The fast-growing family lives in Tontitown in northwest Arkansas in a 7,000-square-foot home. All the children - whose names start with the letter J - are home-schooled. Duggar has been been pregnant for more than 11 years of her life, and the family is in the process of filming another series for Discovery Health. The new show looks at life inside the Duggar home, where chores - or "jurisdictions" - are assigned to each child. One episode of the new show involves a "jurisdiction swap," where the boys do chores tradition

Mother Sues After Child Steps In Dog Shit
Mother Sues Town After Child Steps In Dog Dropping Mahopac Woman Claims Entire Day Was Ruined When Her Toddler Stepped In Dog Feces NORWALK, Conn. (AP) ¯ A New York woman has filed a $100 claim against Norwalk saying a family outing to the Maritime Aquarium was ruined by dog feces. The woman claims her child's shoes, along with the entire outing, were ruined when her 1-year-old stepped in dog feces outside the Maritime Garage. City attorney M. Jeffry Spahr says the official response is that her claim is denied and in his words, "poop happens." Kelly DeBrocky of Mahopac, N.Y., wants the city to reimburse her for $54 she spent replacing her toddler's ruined shoes and the expenses for parking and aquarium admission on April 5.

Just One
1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you! NOW IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU

A Good Woman
"A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences

Buckcherry - Sorry
Oh I had alot to say Was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days We get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears yo

Coward Of The County - Kenny Rogers
Everyone considered him the coward of the county He'd never stood one single time to prove the county wrong His mama named him Tommy, but folks just called him yellow Something always told me they were reading Tommy wrong. He was only ten years old when his daddy died in prison I looked after Tommy, 'cause he was my brother's son I still recall the final words my brother said to Tommy "Son my life is over, but yours has just begun". CHORUS: "Promise me son not to do the things I've done Walk away from trouble if you can It won't mean you're weak if you turn the other cheek I hope you're old enough to understand Son, you don't have to fight to be a man". There's someone for everyone, and Tommy's love was Becky In her arms he didn't have to prove he was a man One day while he was working, the Gatlin boys came calling They took turns at Becky (there was three of them). Tommy opened up the door, and saw his Becky crying The torn dress, the shattered look was

Guns N' Roses - Patience
1,2,1,2,3,4 (whistle) Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt You're in my heart now Said, woman, take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said, sugar, make it slow And we come together fine All we need is just a little patience (patience) Mm, yeah I sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now I'll wait, dear Sometimes I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love There's one more thing to consider Said, woman, take it slow And things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said, sugar, take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes To make it, We won't fake it, I'll never break it 'cause I can't take it (whistle) ...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah need a little pat

School Field Trip Part Ii
Well I survived obviously but I bet everyone is wondering what the hell is taking me so long to get this blog up since I went on the field trip with Mav like 3 days ago. So heres what happened. I woke up 315 sick to my stomach. I did my fubar, and got ready to go. I left at 430 got to wal mart about 445am I was shopping for snacks and drinks for the kids in my group should they need anything to eat or drink. My mom calls to make sure i'm up at 450am (while i'm still walking around walmart cause I can't just decide what the fuck to get kids to drink now a days Go Figure.) My mom was suprised that I was already up and when I told her I was shopping at Wal*Mart already she gasped lol cause I do NOT get up early ever!! Lol so yea I was like yea i'm up i'll be there in like 30-45 min. She was like ok well i'll be getting up here soon.(Yes I couldn't believe it either she was still in bed. Come to find out later that day my mom was like Yea I set the alarm to call you and Popaw was like did

Pangea Day May 10, 2008 (i Hope I Got This One Right)
Pangea Day is a creative, global attempt to humanize those we don't see on our streets every day. As sabers continue to rattle globally, as a Junta denies its people disaster relief supplies, we need to see each others' humanity as much as ever. We need to hear their words, let them laugh at our efforts to speak their language and join together in a world celebration of our unity in the midst of our diversity. If you are interested or curious, click on this link: http://www.pangeaday.org/index.php

Peace Of Mind
We seek to find Some peace of mind A piece inclined to Seek divine Information aligned Inspiration cosigned Where dreams dare to be Both deep and wide Both wined and dined And love inclined Where Despair is resigned With sleepy eyes... And every mind is aware... Awake, alive Aware to break the souls of lies Caring to create spirits that rise Awakening worlds We live through lines Where alive words live And dead words die Where minds grow wings And our words fly That is where we will find So wonderfully... Some peace of mind

Heat
Red hot heat burning from the core melt away all the fear a smooth touch from a careful hand wipe away all that came before lips fall gentle onto each other softly in the dark of night passion is put aside careful to not move so fast wants and needs long since forgotten desperation for a single touch intoxicating kisses fall upon swollen lips knowing they must part too soon the moon glows bright light a new path to follow caution tape ahead warning to procedd carefully wounded hearts reaching for each other fingers twisted together hold on tight embark on a journey faith and trust in the moon she will show them the way

There Is A God At The Post Office
This is a wonderful story. Enjoy. What a beautiful world it would be if there were more people like this in it! Subj: There is a God in the Post Office This is one of the kindest things I've ever experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but there is a beautiful soul working in the dead letter office of theUS postal service. Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words: Dear God , Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her. Yo

Baby Boomers
For the record, I was born in 1960, so yes, I am a Boomer, HOWEVER, I don't wear Depends yet. . . BABY BOOMER BLUES: It was fun being a baby boomer... until now. Some of the artists of the 60's are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers: They include: Herman's Hermits --- Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker Ringo Starr --- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends. The Bee Gees --- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip? Bobby Darin --- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash. Roberta Flack --- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face. Johnny Nash --- I Can't See Clearly Now! Paul Simon --- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver The Commodores --- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom. Marvin Gaye --- Heard It Through the Grape Nuts. Procol Harem --- A Whiter Shade of Hair! Leo Sayer --- You Make Me Feel Like Napping. The Temptations --- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone. Abba --- Denture Queen! Tony Orlando --- Knock 3 Times On

An Old Man
My 82-year-old Dad sent me this today. . . When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa , Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? ...What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man,.....not very wise, Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply. When you say in a loud voice .....'I do wish you'd try!' Who seems no

The Beauty And Beast
It is like a fairy tale Also is real though, sort of Cause I have the beauty like Belle An your the beast that turns into a wonderful prince Which they fall in love deeply Belle accept's Beast for who he is That's what I accept you as Beast maybe terrified of his looks Which Belle brought his courage back To be the true human he is Our love maybe a fairy tale But this is real life love That we take in each day With our hearts and faith Belle wasn't ashamed of Beast An I am not ashamed of you You are who you are And I accept it For the man that's inside you Author notes Me and my boyfriend were sitting in his car one afternoon and he mentioned that we are like "the beauty and the beast" which is true cause he is a big guy and tall too but is soooooo loving. An I have the beauty like Belle which is quite true also but when he told me that I went into fairy tale land and thought of this poem with a mixture of true life of my own.

A Perfect Circle- 3 Libras
3 LIBRAS Threw you the obvious And you flew with it on your back A name in your recollection Down among a million same Difficult not to feel a little bit dissapointed and passed over When I've looked right through See you naked but oblivious And you don't see me But I threw you the obvious Just to see if there's more behind The eyes of a fallen angel Eyes of a tragedy Here I am expecting just a little bit Too much from the wounded But I see, see through it all See through, and see you Cause I threw you the obvious To see what occurs behind The eyes of a fallen angel Eyes of a tragedy Oh well Oh well Apparently nothing Apparently nothing at all You don't, you don't, you don't, see me You don't, you don't, you don't, see me You don't, you don't, you don't, see me You don't, you don't, you don't, see me You don't see me You don't You don't You don't see me at all

Outkast - Git Up, Git Out
Nigga, you need to git up, git out and git somethin Don't let the days of your life pass by You need to git up, git out and git somethin Don't spend all your time tryin to get high You need git up, git out and git somethin How will you make it if you never even try You need to git up, git out and git somethin Cuz you and I got to do for you and I I don't recall, ever graduatin at all Sometimes I feel I'm just a disappointment to y'all Every day, I just lay around then I can't be found Always asked to give me some livin life like a bum Times is rough, my auntie got enough problems of her own Nigga, you supposed to be grown I agree, I try to be the man I'm 'posed to be But negativity is all you seem to ever see I admit, I've done some dumb shit And I'm probably gon do some mo' You shouldn't hold that against me though (Why not?) Why not? My music's all that I got But some time must be ingested for this to be manifested I know you know but I'm gon say this to you

Voting For The President
Word has it we need to come together for this election and show our voting support. Therefore, those who are voting for McCain should drive with their lights on during the day, while those voting for Obama and Clinton should drive with their lights off at night. :)

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Intent, And Distribution
Strangley enough, I decided to close my Myspace account largely due to inactivity there. In fact, I didn't really have to much to do. Still here, it seems I may not entirely be in any better situation. However, at least there are a lot of things to do. As was my intention at Myspace for my blog so to will it be here that I weave together what philosophical content I can, and to formally dissolve most inane chatter, and everydayness speak, or as Heidegger calls 'idle chatter'. Kind of like the anti-'it is what it is'. Think of me as the examiner of most propositions, and do not with any good conscience, rattle such meaninglessness. Such the formal write am I, yet with some 18th and 19th century eccentricity, I'll shall do my best to connect with people at all. Doubtful that any of you will read this, still I will write it as though the world was my audience. Enjoy, if you dare.

Walk Ins & Wanderers
Walk-in is an ancient concept first described in Hinduism whose modern name originated in the Spiritualist faith and was popularised by the related, but not identical New Age movements and beliefs. A walk-in is thought to be a person whose original soul has departed his or her body and been replaced with a new soul. Walk-ins first appear in Hindu sacred literature. In Hindu belief, each person is comprised of several bodies, including the physical, astral, mental, refined, and so on. The only essence that is not a body, and therefore not tranferrable, is the Atman. So according to this belief system, a walk-in, as described in the book Merging with Siva by Sivaya Subramuniyaswami, can take one or many of these bodies. The most famous Hindu story of a walk-in is that of the missionary Saint Tirumular. Legend has it that he voluntarily left his body in order to reanimate a young cowherd who had just died. His own body was subsequently taken up to heaven by the god Siva, leaving him

The Universe Knows Best
Written By Margot Zaher and Jafree Ozwald Just take a deep breath and let yourself relax. That's right. You can just allow everything to be exactly as it is for this moment. Everything is already taken care of. You can take a permanent vacation into the innermost essence of your being and relax completely here. The more you can relax into this space, the easier it is to flow with the mysterious river of Life. Conscious relaxation allows you to open up to your greatest power and embrace your entire life without even having to do a thing. There's no efforting involved in relaxation, its simply a continuous release into being with what is. We've found that you can relax deeper when you let yourself trust the situations happening in your life right now are for your highest evolution and enlightenment. So explore what its like to trust in something bigger than you, like the Universe. Let go for a few moments of trying to manage your life, and let it guide you. It always knows wha

In Love With Life
~In love with life~Fall in love again each moment with life. Breathe in the rich, new wondrous possibilities that are continually being born.Realize what a grand opportunity exists in even the smallest of matters. Today is a day like no other, and you are magnificently blessed to be a part of all that it encompasses.The wind blows, the sun shines, night falls, and some days bring brutal cold while others offer stifling heat. There is beauty, there is tragedy, and there is exquisite fulfillment along with bitter disappointment.On the surface, life is filled with much adventure, activity, change, confusion, excitement, joy and frustration. Underlying it all you'll find abiding peace and goodness that can never be denied.You have the unique, unmatched good fortune of being you, right here and right now. Take a brief moment to realize and remember who you truly are.Then look out at the vast expanse of possibilities that surrounds you. And dive lovingly into it in your own special way.Ocean

My Drug Mumm
Omg this is helarious all these people getting pissy about my mumm. I didn't do anything but ask about different drugs on the street and the prices people pay for them. The funniest part is I knew the FuBar Nation would freak the fuck out. And sure enough they did. You can't assume that if someone is asking about drugs they do them. First off. Second I've seen dumber questions than mine. And Third I'm just trying to get points. I read a situation and use it to my advantage. I appreciate all the real people commenting back who aren't afraid. Having a new teenager to take care of you want to know what is out there and you want to know prices because if money comes up missing or if the behavioral pattern changes you can figure a lot out knowing the facts. Who better to ask than the Public. I love it. But anywho those who were all pissy about it can kiss my big white ass and the rest can party it the fuck up with me! Holla!!

A Journey
(another that I retrieved) Life has been a bitch to say the least, but the journey has shaped my life as such to where i am able to recognize when I have found her. I have seen the worst that humanity has to offer. I have hated, despised, wanted to see the people that have tried to ruin me suffer, but through it all I have not let those urges change the basic core of me. I have a passion that is unyielding and I have been trying to find the one to give it too. I found her...she is my Angel. When I found her I knew she was the one...I love her with all that I have to give. A moment away from her is painful. It just not becasue she is a new girl. I have had many new girls, but not a single one of them have elicited the emotions I have for her. I know that I can tell her anything and she will not judge me or tell me I am being stupid. She is very beautiful, but there is more to her than her physical beauty. She amazes me with her words, the kindness in her voice, the fire in her eye

China Quake Death Toll Rises Above 8,700
By WILLIAM FOREMAN, Associated Press Writer 17 minutes ago CHENGDU, China - A powerful earthquake toppled buildings, schools and a chemical plant Monday in central China, killing more than 8,700 people and trapping untold numbers in mounds of concrete, steel and earth in the worst quake in three decades. The 7.9-magnitude quake devastated a region of small cities and towns set amid steep hills north of Sichuan's provincial capital of Chengdu. Striking in midafternoon, it emptied office buildings across the country in Beijing and could be felt as far away as Vietnam. Snippets from state media and photos posted on the Internet underscored the immense scale of the devastation. In the town of Juyuan, south of the epicenter, a three-story high school collapsed, burying as many as 900 students and killing at least 50, Xinhua said. Photos showed people using cranes, mechanical hoists and their hands to remove slabs of concrete and steel. Buried teenagers struggling to break fre

Australian Pokes Great White Shark In Eye
Sun May 11, 10:46 PM ET SYDNEY (AFP) - An Australian man has described how he escaped from the jaws of a great white shark by poking it in the eye as it dragged him under water. Jason Cull, 37, told reporters from his hospital bed that he saw a dark shape approaching as he swam about 80 metres (yards) off the popular Middleton beach in Western Australia on Saturday. At first he thought it was one of the dolphins he had been swimming with, but realised it was a shark as the four-metre (12-foot) monster closed in, local media reported Monday. "It banged straight into me... and it grabbed me by the leg and dragged me under the water," said Cull, a schoolteacher and father of two. "I just remember being dragged backwards underwater. I felt along it, I found its eye and I poked it in the eye, and that's when it let go." A volunteer at the local surf club, Joanne Lucas, 50, heard Cull's cries for help as she arrived at the beach and immediately dived in to rescue him. "

Dog Food Diet..
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Blanche, our hunting dog, at Wal-Mart and was standing in line about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. First thing I thought was where is your sign lady but decided to go with it... So.. on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina weight loss Diet again. I said I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is, you load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete...so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that! practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story to say the least. Totally horrifi

I Am Naught
Sometimes I am not who you think me to be.. sometimes I am more.. and sometimes i am less... Mostly hidden, locked away never to be sought. And sometimes i am less... Bright and shining exuding pure happiness. And sometimes I am more... Known yet not who you think me to be.. Sometimes i am naught... ___________________ Copyright solely belongs to me. Please do not use without express written approval.

Intense
An intense look As if he is on fire.. Burning my body Searing through me so hot.. Not a touch from him Yet, I feel my breath catch.. Hearts beating wildly Building a need to touch.. Unbridled desire, heated Skin glistening with passion.. Her eyes telling Of her need to taste him.. Lips slowly touching Softly, harder...needing to.. Breath quickening The fire builds between them.. Crashing explosion deep Within both as thier bodies meet.. -------------------------------------- Copyright belongs solely to myself. Do NOT copy or reproduce without express written permission from me.

Not It Be Me?
Who is really hiding? For truly it be not me. For who is really decieving? truly truly not by me. Thinking I know of nothing. Naught a thought not by me. He know's not that I see? A sight not be it by me. One day he will realize. Yes, Yes sir that not be me. ============================= Copyright owned souly by myself. No unauthorized usage allowed without express written permission from me.

Cordial
Cordial influxation to which I am perpetually confused. Erroneous thoughts of natural occurances. This mind of mind is bewildered. Aging in antiquity, functioning at a higher level. Yet struck in a limbo of adolescent thoughts. What is a life if not lived? Commitment by indecision , lust of the flesh in the living. Here is wonder for whom I truly live. Why it is so strange? I am bound by an eternal desire for which i strive. To achieve joy and truth of satisfaction. What will be come of the dead? ________________ Copyright solely belongs to me. No use allowed without express written permission from author.

Hopeless
A litany of hopelessness Overwhelming, enveloping my very soul... Tormenting, taunting Thoughts so treterous my aching heart... Will the answers come Haunting questions giving freedom... Cursing my mind Restricting my soul eternal hell... Life in a tortured soul Questions unanwsered burning my mind... Copyright belong solely to me. Do not use/copy/post without express written apporval from me.

Happenstance
I harbor no desire to tell of my childhood not because it represented me as a victim of everlasting humiliation or presented pain but because i am no longer actively part of it..... I have this massive conviction of mind that some great event has taken place to forever change the coarse of my life and it stands clearly altered before me..... with the result that everything that has happened is now unimportant to awaken tomorrow to cross a huge bridge built at great height to lead me where life does..... not because i choose to live there but because my life has transpired there without consent, without me having previous knowledge, lead by forces not for me to judge..... what does it matter what transpired already, fate asks? yesterday was but a day that is forever lost, a time of no matter for me great things are yet to come..... -------------------------- Copyright protected sole ownership belongs to author. ME.

Heretics
In days of old murdered heretics lies promulgated against all of difference Mountains, cities echoing torturous cries from unmitigated deaths dictatorship in mercilessness When will the blood sink deep enough to be fogotten by these tortured souls? Towns of stone yet not these hearts faith in stealing away by all inhabitants alike. History in generations hatred bred into a nation pursecutions, deaths untold a burdening of thoughts in rememberance. These predecessors evilness & hatred yet hearts with a will Survivors of a desolate land. ----------------------------------- COPYRIGHT protected SOLE ownership belongs to author. PLEASE ask me before using this poem.

Epic
Seeing that particular glint in his eyes, I wonder of his sanity. Not that it matters, a conventional mind is not an attribute to epic dreams. All I can ever imagine is him to be mine holding identical portraits of untamed desire. ----------- Copyright protected. NO unauthorized use allowed.

Mirrored
I have your tongue your passion for the truth your need to drive the needle of the mind right to the heart of it all like the wings of a hummingbird beating so wildly and fast that we think he has no feet just going from quest to quest again to the heart for I am yourself more then you are... ------------------- copyright protected. Rights solely owned by me. No unauthorized use allowed

Darkened Shroud
Alas a darkened shroud Blanketing the adventurous Feigning truth of country The young and beseeched Twas a blackness of night Austersizing this land Brightness in the zenith O'er the cordial an dense Depth in these forces This darkened shroud lifts Lightened in the world awakening... ---------------------------------- Copyright belongs solely to me and no unauthorized use allowed.

Propitious
As a woman I must fight, with intelligence, zeal, my whole soul. Never to admit to the remotest possibility of defeat, never to cower. Not to wait for life to find me passively, to have my position overwhelmed. I possess a formidable leadership, I will mount an offensive in life always. NOT wait for my life to emacipate me, For I fear the consequences in the ultimate. I wonder inside, deep inside, IF this goal can ever truly be reached. As a strong, free willed woman, I will fight with a philosophic preamble. To take ahold of all life has to offer me, WITH an air of confidence & even euphoria. The steps I take will prove a chance, from a punitive measure to a moral imperative. Intelligence, zeal, with my whole soul, I wil prove I am an able woman I am true and unsimplistic. --------------------------------- UNAUTHORIZED use NOT ALLOWED. FULL copyright and ownership belongs to me.

To Breathe
A dreaded thing to want something so deeply for so long... Never to have but the crumbs of it, a taste... Always to savor yet, not know the truth of having it... It can change your will, temper and dry up your heart... Clouding your very mind Darkening the soul infinitely... Invited to the banquet yet, dishes set aside, untouched... A dreaded thing is to be so hungry, with heart and mind... These thoughts, feelings, no stranger to me... then to breathe.... ------------------------------------ copyright belongs solely to me, no unauthorized use allowed

I Want...
I want soft kisses A touch filled with tenderness... I want to feel a spark electrified lust building slow... I want a long look deeply into my eyes to see me... Someone to hold me safe Someone to love me, me only... I want a thing such as this Something I know I will never have... I want always seems that this trivial matters not... I want me to be me To know myself through living... Somewhat baffled at life For teasing my hope, my soul, my heart... ----------------------------- copyright belongs solely to me and I do NOT authorize the use hereto of this piece of art. Ask me before trying to post.

Maimed
Hanging in quiet disparation seeing only what life wants me to see solitare confinement of the soul all around lights, action, lest not for me driving for life in this world you see, I feel lost, my mind gone maybe traveling to a safe place a struggle it is for me to save this one depth in a life drowning me my very hope already destroyed, maimed no love, no hope, no sanity All surprises of a soul already claimed... -------------------------- ALL copyright belongs to me , the author. NO unauthorized usage allowed for any reason.

Evil
Evil has no easy explanation. Everyone is evil and is good. Sometimes we watch ourselves do something evil Frozen in a scream that's never heard. We cannot stop ourselves, so we go on, Knowing somewhere else the horror plays And plays and plays until we are forgiven, Healed by someone's gift of unearned love. When someone has been tortured as a child, Evil, like a mad dog, crouches near. One buries it deep in a vaulted, lead-lined chamber, But zombie-like it stalks the world within. It's strange that darkened children need forgiveness For evil that they suffer, innocent. But guilt's the trademark of humiliation, Burned into the flesh of memory. Love washes over evil like an ocean, Sweeping over seething, fisted anger, Drowning it in cold, unquiet depths, Leaving you weak and weeping on the strand. You wouldn't be yourself without the pain That twists inside like penitential dancers, Making you the stage of some strange beauty, Like no one else, the

Sisters
They were only kids, so carefree and didn't think anything would go wrong But it did, he ruined his daughters lives, now they fight to stay strong He thought it was okay to take away their dignity He thought it was okay to take away their virginity Now filled with pain their past haunts their dreams They can remember it so vividly, you can hear it in their screams So little and innocent, taken from them so carelessly by their own dad Tears always fill their eyes, now do you wonder why they're always sad? He thought it was okay to crush their heart He thought it was okay to tear them apart Not a day goes by, that they don't cry Not a day goes by, that they don't wish he'd die No one can undo the past and make them happy again No one can undo eternal pain Tears, sadness and afraid of the world they once knew They see his face in their mind and can't erase it even if they want to His twisted mind thought he wouldn't get caught He did this to them without e

Law
common day officers of the law upholding our constitutional rights sitting up there fighting for these yet the criminals have more rights then we we idlely sit by and watch mystically irritable patriotism, boasting, and conceit they themselves bending this law for their own kind, no better then criminals we are all being victimized by this so called politically correct society while these common officers continue to capitalize on us laymen who feel morally right thinking themselves more decent, higher then those who employ them, detached cynicism among the leaders leading us to certain slaughter by protecting these criminals i believe in the right of basic human rights, yet i see the hatred oh their faces a double life of patriotism, politicians and the policing units must be instinctively dead skeptical of this freedom may or may not have taken from us...the citizens alas the victims continue to survive......... (written after a home invasion the police refu

Crazy
What do you do when your mother is crazy, Hysterical, selfish, abusive, and cruel? What do you do when really you hate her, And it's all you can do to be distantly cool? What do you do when you find her repulsive, And the best of your memories are tinted with pain? And now she is old, and needs to be near you, And you cannot stand to be near her again? How do you tell her the truth when the truth Keeps accruing like some insurmountable debt? When the horror that haunts you goes back to a moment You cannot remember and cannot forget? What do you do with your love when your love Has been buried so long that you can't find its grave? When love for a parent lies outside a window Through which you imagine how people behave? What do you do when whatever you do Must cost more than the option you failed to choose? For whether you turn to embrace or forsake her, You're left with a burden you cannot refuse. (copyright belongs solely to me)

A Sea That Has No Shore
Written for my sister who was killed by a drunk driver in 1992 This truth is like a sea that has no shore, Chaos infinite in heart and mind: That you should once have been, and are no more. To me you are as lovely as before: Your voice still sings of life, your eyes still shine. This truth is like a sea that has no shore, An agony no reason can endure, A knot of pain no passion can unbind: That you should once have been, and are no more. You died because some drunken bastard bore Across the barrier of one thin line. This truth is like a sea that has no shore: That I cannot your battered face restore; That all my love for you cannot turn time; That you should once have been, and are no more. We are all on a death march, numb and raw, Driven on as loved ones fall behind. This truth is like a sea that has no shore: That you should once have been, and are no more. Copyright belongs to me..

Rodeo Clowns
Sweeping the floors, open up the doors yeah Turn on the lights, get ready for the night Nobody's romancing cause it's too early for dancing But here comes the music Bright lights flashing To cover up you Like so many people So many problem So many reasons to buy Another round, drink it down Just another night on the town With the big man, money man Better than the other man He got the plan with the million-dollar give a damn When nobody understand, he'll become a smaller man The bright lights keep flashing and the women keep dancing With the clowns yeah, yeah, yeah Pick me up when I'm down yeah, yeah, yeah Rodeo clowns yeah, yeah, yeah They pick me up when I'm down yeah, yeah, yeah The disco ball's spinning, all the music and the women And the shots of tequila man they'll say that they need ya What they really need, is just a little room to breathe A teeny-bopping disco queen she barely understands

If I Had Eyes
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that fed You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes li

Cheated On Me
I'm love sick somewhere, tonight I'm love sick somewhere, tonight I don't need writing on the wall I felt it for so long Am I even on your mind? Are you now in someone else's eyes Someone else's arms Someone else's obvious rules I'm a jealous guy I hear people talk And it isn't hard to believe I think you cheated on me I've been this love sick before I've felt just like this before There was another just like you I loved her for so long But I had poison on my mind And I drove her into Someone else's eyes Someone else's arms Someone else's obvious rules I'm a jealous guy I hear people talk And it isn't hard to believe I think she cheated on me I said I had this sense before But I left an open door For this to walk into my life And maybe I suspect too much But it's just hard for me to trust When I'm all wound up inside I just drive you off into Someone else's eyes Someone else's arms Someone else's obvious rules I'm a jealous guy I hear

Dancin Shoes
It's so nice to see you Can we sit and talk for awhile I have searched forever I can't imagine anything better Kids up on the stairway Couples on the sidewalk squares If I get to your heart soon I'll call a perfect afternoon Chorus: Won't you call my number Don't push by, don't hesitate Wake me from this slumber Rush me but leave time to wait> Checkmate on my shoulder I'm tired of this win or lose Well I'm no knight in shining armor But I'm no pair of dancing shoes I'm no pair of dancing shoes My patience went away Take me with you You keep me holding on Nothing's understood You're so confusing Tell it to me straight Chorus Rush me but leave time to wait I've got nothing left to lose I'm no pair of dancing shoes I've got nothing left to lose I'm no pair of dancing shoes I've got nothing left to lose I'm no pair of dancing shoes I've got nothing left to lose But I'm no pair of dancing shoes

The Song Of Amergin
I am the wind on the sea, I am a wave of the ocean, I am the roar of the wave, I am an ox of seven exiles, I am a hawk on a cliffe, I am a tear of the sun, I am a turning in a maze, I am a boar in valour, I am a salmon in a pool, I am a lake on a plain, I am a dispensing power, I am a grass-blade in the earth. Subject to decay, I am a creative, weaving god, who counsels the head. Who else clears the stones of a mountain? Who is it who declaims the sun's rising? Who is better to tell where the sun sets? Who brings cattle from the house of Tethra? Upon whom do the cattle of Tethra smile? Who is the ox? Who is the weaving god who mends the thatch of wounds? The incantation of a spear - the incantation of the wind!

Kodachrome
When I think back on all the crap I learned in high school It's a wonder I can think at all And though my lack of education hasn't hurt me none I can read the writing on the wall Kodachrome They give us those nice bright colors They give us the greens of summers Makes you think all the world's a sunny day, oh yeah I got a Nikon camera I love to take a photograph So mama don't take my Kodachrome away If you took all the girls I knew when I was single And brought them all together for one night I know they'd never match my sweet imagination Everything looks worse in black and white Kodachrome They give us those nice bright colors They give us the greens of summers Makes you think all the world's a sunny day, oh yeah I got a Nikon camera I love to take a photograph So mama don't take my Kodachrome away Mama don't take my Kodachrome away Mama don't take my Kodachrome away Mama don't take my Kodachrome away Mama don't take my Kodachrome Mama don't take my

Military Wife Resipe
1 1/2 cups Patience 1 lb. Adaptability 3/4 cup Tolerance 1 tsp. Courage A Dash of Adventure Combine above ingredients: Add 2 tablespoons elbow grease. Let sit alone for one year. Marinate frequently with salty tears. Pour off excess fat. Sprinkle lightly with money. "Knead" dough until payday. Season with international spices. Bake 20 years or until done.....Dedicated.....to military wives everywhere, who have waved "good-bye: more often than not, who have heated up more dinners than most wives cook, who have missed more anniversaries, birthdays, Christmases and Valentine's Days than they should have, and most important of all have welcomed their husbands home GLADLY.

The Robot
THE ROBOT John was a salesman's delight when it came to any kind of unusual gadget. He was a sucker for anything unusual that came on the market. His wife Marsha had long ago given up trying to get him to change. One day, John came home with another one of his unusual purchases. It was a lie detecting robot that John claimed really worked. It was just about 5:30 that afternoon when Tommy, their 11 year old son returned home from school. Tommy was over 2 hours late. "Where have you been? Why are you over 2 hours late getting home?" they asked. "Several of us went to the library to work on an extra credit project," said Tommy. The Robot then walked around the table and slapped Tommy, knocking him completely out of his chair. "Son, this robot is a lie detector, now tell us where you went after school." "We went to Bobby's house and watched a movie." "What did you watch?" asked Mar

Brox Gone Wild
Seriously Tennessee sucks. Lol well that or my girlfriends gut is crappy. Ok so we were driving around trying to find a KMart which they still have in this state suprisingly seeing as in the north KMarts are far and few between. But anyways So my girlfriend and I are trying to find a KMart. Well we found one an hour later because we thought it was one way realized we were wrong turned around missed our exit got off another exit and then shit go figure we get lost almost out of Gas it was fuckin helarious. Then we start driving again and Hell naw we find a fuckin KMart. Thank God. Lol Granted on our journeys we ended up in Kentucky but turned the hell back around and went back to Tennessee. But yea it was fun. My girlfriend says were never leaving the house with out Themla again. Lol and Thelma is our Gps Unit lol. So yea it was fun interesting and just showed that when we are out and about we like to have fun! So yea more stories of us getting lost are sure to come guarenteed even with

What Do You Want....rob....
what do you want?? Do you want this to someday be or just not happen at all?? Im soooo confused...please tell me...your the one that made me stronger,you made me forget all about nick..I want to be the one that you want to come home too all the time...please let me know so I can stop wondering

Needing To Vent
ok here's the deal ! i love my gf very much she moved all the way here from ohio to be with me just this past fri i got a big surprise when i got home from payroll i want to go back to ohio i'm homesick and a relative is sick, mind you none of this bothers me i will never even try to make her or anybody else stay where they dont feel comfortable! but there is this guy on here it say in her name that she is his slave and master & wife !! no fu anywhere to be seen and this really bothers me ! am i just being an ass? she told me 2 days ago that she was going to put the fu infront of it but still hasn't ! i say something and she gets mad at me...wtf it bothers me because i care!!!and just a few minutes ago she just got a text from this guy ! she says he lives in wash. state. thats what it says anyway here on fubar but anybody can put anybody ! i tried rating his pics and being nice but found out that i'm blocked from his page which to me means that they be hiding something !! i dont know a

More Of The Same.
Millions of people claim that they belong to the Christian religion, but few of them know anything about the alleged life of the founder of their religion, a mythological fellow named Jesus. Why is this so? Since secular history is silent on the historical actuality of the alleged life and teachings of Jesus, our only source of information on him is the Bible. The Bible is claimed to be the very word of god, but few Christians have ever read the Bible to see what it says. If they would read the Bible, most of them would probably be surprised and shocked as to what it says. With that in mind, let's examine the Bible to see what it says about this alleged Jesus and what he was supposed to have said and taught. THE TRUTHFUL WITNESS "If I [Jesus] bear witness of myself, my witness is not true." (John 5:31) "I [Jesus] am one that bear witness of myself..." (John 8:18) According to these scriptures, Jesus was a false witness. THE GENEALOGY OF JESUS "And Jacob begat Joseph

Chapter One
So Far I really think I can get used to this life. I have a real Family. A mom a dad, a girlfriend and a son. Could it be any better. I have a job that pays 1500 a month for 4 days a month working maybe 2 hours tops no lie. I dont have to pay rent. All I have to pay is utilities. How great is that. All my life I struggled to the point of being homeless living in the streets, moving from state to state city to city, getting job after job doing everything taking every chance and still getting no where and finally all the hard work paid off. Its really hard to get used to though. I still freak when I spend money. I still ask my g/fs opinion before spending the money. I have a son to think about now and I have a mom who's finally happy and is in love. I've been through hell as many of you all have probably been. My only advice which may sound funny is actually a country song. It goes " If you're goin though hell keep on movin dont slow down if ur scared dont show it ya might get out before

American Idol’ Gets Down To Its Final 2 Contestants
By ERIN CARLSON, Associated Press Writer 55 minutes ago It'll be David vs. David. Syesha Mercado was voted off "American Idol" Wednesday night, paving the way for the expected showdown between David Archuleta and David Cook. Mercado, a 21-year-old actress from Sarasota, Fla., was the last woman standing on the top-rated Fox contest. The big-voiced belter surpassed a more accomplished singer (Carly Smithson), a fan favorite (Brooke White) and a statuesque country crooner (Kristy Lee Cook). While other contestants floundered, Mercado challenged herself with ambitious song choices like Sam Cooke's "A Change Is Gonna Come." She showed more personality -- and lots of leg -- while swiveling her hips in a glittery gold minidress for a rendition of "Proud Mary." She cried when Paula Abdul gave her a standing ovation last week. Abdul held the sugar on Tuesday's performance show, telling Mercado that she thought her performance of "Hit Me Up" wasn't "good enough to get into the f

I Am Not Dead!
Man when I was the last time I was on this thing? * thinks * Omg, last year! Freak on a leash thats a long time! Yeah I've been changed to work and havent even seen the light of day in a long time... One Day I will... Or not.. Who knows anymore.. But for now I need to jet.. its late and I need to get up for work again * hugs to all *

Hallelujah
Well I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and he pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? Well, it goes like this, the fourth, the fifth The minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Well your faith was strong, but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you And she tied you to her kitchen chair And she broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips you drew the hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Well baby I've been here before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor, you know, I used to live alone before I knew you And I've seen your flag on the marble arch And love is not a victory march It's a cold, it's a broken hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Hallelujah, hallelujah Well there was a time when you let me know What's really going on

Stop Animal Abuse
I just got done watching is and i am left speechless....people can do this to animals? Yes some of these animals were BURNED, hung,ect if you have a weak stomach please do not watch this....i am left with hardly any words to really express what i want to say because there are so many thoughts going through my mind right now i am unsure of what i would say. Sadly this happens on a DAILY basis....imagine how many people do this and NEVER get caught. Check out this video: Warning Graphic Animal AbuseAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Do I Deserve This?
It takes time to build up The courage, to be unafraid Build the walls, break the falls, Now I don't wanna go back to where I started. So impressionable, so naive I believe your words, face-to-face When you're gone I see the lies, The truth you hide behind innocent eyes, Now I don't wanna go back to where I started. My heart it smiles, my heart it breaks Do I deserve this?

Private Part Died
MY PRIVATE PART DIED An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, 'Yes, Nurse Tracy,' said Mr. Wallace. 'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.' Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences.' The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said, 'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.' 'But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace. 'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died.' 'Yes,' said Nurse Tracy, 'you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?' 'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'

Kennedy Hospitalized After Seizure; Not A Stroke
By GLEN JOHNSON, Associated Press Writer 5 minutes ago BOSTON - Sen. Edward M. Kennedy, the lone surviving son in a famed political family who helped define national Democratic Party politics, suffered a seizure at his Cape Cod home on Saturday and was recovering in good spirits at a Boston hospital. Kennedy, 76, did not suffer a stroke and "is not in any immediate danger," said Dr. Larry Ronan, the senator's primary care physician. "He's resting comfortably, and watching the Red Sox game with his family," Ronan said. "Over the next couple of days, Senator Kennedy will undergo further evaluation to determine the cause of the seizure, and a course of treatment will be determined at that time." Kennedy's wife, Victoria, three of his children and his niece Caroline Kennedy were among those with him at the hospital. On Saturday morning, Kennedy felt ill at his home and went to Cape Cod Hospital. After a discussion with his doctors in Boston, the senator was flown to M

May 18th And 19th Rainfall Projections!
A S/W moving thru the Ohio Valley this evening with a cold front will continue to press off to the east...As a result of this S/W light to moderate rainfall is possible from the Mid Atlantic to the Northeast. For those in southeastern PA i would not rule out the possibility of thunderstorms tomorrow afternoon into early evening. The unsettled weather will probably stay with us thru tuesday. However..that impulse will not have as much moisture to work with because the frontogenesis will be lacking. So here is a solo map that I have put together for this event.. As far as snowfall...Not really expecting any snowfall out of this as temperatures should be pretty much on the mild side. It is possible that late monday night when the temperatures are at there coolest that the mountains may have some wet snow mixed in with any rain that is still lingering. For the map please see my blog http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

Today On World Rock Radio
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Poem Written For Me By My Fuhusband "dreamer Aka Magical Hands"
counting down the days till you are back each day feels like an internity without you to see your smile to hear your laugh to touch to hug you to kss you just to look at you and say I LOVE YOU SWEETIE WITH ALL OF MY HEART ! these days without you by my side has given me a new respect for life to know you are here for me and im here for you in good times and bad times i will be here for the one i love to share this journey of life together as best friends lovers soul mates till the end and then a new journey begines as we meet againe for internity together cause our love will never die it lives on though our bodys are gone our love remaines forever i love you somuch sweetie

Honesty
Я начинаю сожалеть о моем движении к Штату Огайо. Экономика и погода сосут, я встретил слишком немного людей, которые стоят мое время, и я только вот ещё надуваю это в посл

Banana Crumb Muffins
Banana Crumb Muffins INGREDIENTS 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 3 bananas, mashed 3/4 cup white sugar 1 egg, lightly beaten 1/3 cup butter, melted 1/3 cup packed brown sugar 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1/8 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 tablespoon butter DIRECTIONS Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Lightly grease 10 muffin cups, or line with muffin papers. In a large bowl, mix together 1 1/2 cups flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt. In another bowl, beat together bananas, sugar, egg and melted butter. Stir the banana mixture into the flour mixture just until moistened. Spoon batter into prepared muffin cups. In a small bowl, mix together brown sugar, 2 tablespoons flour and cinnamon. Cut in 1 tablespoon butter until mixture resembles coarse cornmeal. Sprinkle topping over muffins. Bake in preheated oven for 18 to 20 minutes, until a toothpick inserted into cente

Grilled Chicken Breast With Mandarin Orange Salsa
INGREDIENTS Salsa 1 (11-oz.) can mandarin orange segments, drained 1 (8-oz.) can crushed pineapple in unsweetened juice, drained 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 1 tablespoon chopped, seeded jalapeño chile 1/4 teaspoon salt Chicken 1 tablespoon olive oil 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper (cayenne) DIRECTIONS 1. Heat gas or charcoal grill. In medium bowl, combine all salsa ingredients; mix well. Set aside. 2. Brush oil over all sides of chicken breast halves. Sprinkle with 1/4 teaspoon salt, the pepper and ground red pepper. 3. When grill is heated, place chicken on gas grill over medium heat or on charcoal grill 4 to 6 inches from medium coals. Cook 10 to 12 minutes or until chicken is fork-tender and juices run clear, turning once. Serve salsa with chicken. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) Place chicken on gas grill over medium heat or on charcoal grill 4 to 6 inches from medium coals. Cook

Grilled Margarita Shrimp For Two
INGREDIENTS 1 tablespoon chopped fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon minced garlic 1/4 cup margarita mix (from 33.8-oz. bottle) 2 tablespoons tequila 12 shelled deveined uncooked large shrimp with tails left on DIRECTIONS 1. Soak 4 bamboo skewers in water for 30 minutes. In 1-quart resealable food storage plastic bag, combine cilantro, garlic, margarita mix and tequila. Add shrimp; seal bag and shake to coat. Refrigerate 30 minutes to marinate. 2. Meanwhile, heat grill. 3. When ready to grill, thread shrimp on skewers; discard marinade. Place shrimp on gas grill over medium heat or on charcoal grill 4 to 6 inches over medium coals. Cook 5 to 7 minutes or until shrimp turn pink, turning several times.

Spicy Peach Chicken
INGREDIENTS 1 cup peach preserves 2 tablespoons cider vinegar 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/4 cup Old El Paso® chopped green chiles (from 4.5-oz can) 6 chicken drumsticks (about 1 lb), skin removed 3 bone-in chicken breast halves (about 1 1/2 lb), skin removed DIRECTIONS 1. Heat gas or charcoal grill. In food processor or blender, process all ingredients except chicken pieces until smooth. Reserve 1/3 cup preserves mixture. 2. Place chicken pieces on grill. Cover grill; cook over medium heat 25 to 30 minutes, turning frequently and brushing with preserves mixture during last 15 minutes of cooking, until juice of chicken is clear when thickest piece is cut to bone (170°F for breasts; 180°F for drumsticks). Before serving, brush with reserved preserves mixture. Broiling Directions: To broil chicken, place on broiler pan; broil 4 to 6 inches from heat using times above as a guide, turning frequently and brushing with preserves mixture during last 15 minutes of b

Chicken Bacon Kabobs
INGREDIENTS 1/4 cup soy sauce 1/4 cup cider vinegar 2 tablespoons honey 2 tablespoons canola oil 10 large mushrooms, cut in half 2 green onions, minced 3 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into chunks 1/2 pound sliced thick cut bacon, cut in half 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained skewers DIRECTIONS In a large bowl, mix the soy sauce, cider vinegar, honey, canola oil, and green onions. Place the mushrooms and chicken into the mixture, and stir to coat. Cover, and marinate in the refrigerator at least 1 hour. Preheat grill for high heat. Wrap the chicken chunks with bacon, and thread onto skewers so that the bacon is secured. Alternate with mushroom halves and pineapple chunks. Lightly oil the grill grate. Arrange skewers on the prepared grill. Cook 15 to 20 minutes, brushing occasionally with remaining soy sauce mixture, until bacon is crisp and chicken juices run clear.

Grilled Peaches
INGREDIENTS 3 tablespoons white sugar 3/4 cup balsamic vinegar 2 teaspoons freshly ground black peppercorns 2 large fresh peaches with peel, halved and pitted 2 1/2 ounces blue cheese, crumbled In a saucepan over medium heat, stir together the white sugar, balsamic vinegar, and pepper. Simmer until liquid has reduced by one half. It should become slightly thicker. Remove from heat, and set aside. Preheat grill for medium-high heat. Lightly oil the grill grate. Place peaches on the prepared grill, cut side down. Cook for about 5 minutes, or until the flesh is caramelized. Turn peaches over. Brush the top sides with the balsamic glaze, and cook for another 2 to 3 minutes. Transfer the peach halves to individual serving dishes, and drizzle with remaining glaze. Sprinkle with crumbled blue cheese.

West Coast Chicken
West Coast Chicken Breast---Diabetic 4 large skinless, boneless chicken breast halves about 1 pound 1/4 cup chopped sun dried tomatoes packed in oil, well drained 1/4 cup packed chopped fresh basil leaves 1 clove garlic, minced 1 tablespoon olive oil 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 1/4 teaspoon paprika 1 slice whole wheat bread, crumbled to make soft crumbs Preheat the oven to 425F. Prepare a shallow baking dish with olive oil flavored nonstick pan spray. Pound the chicken breasts to 1/4 inch thickness. Combine the tomatoes, basil and garlic in a small bowl. Spread the tomato mixture evenly over the chicken breasts; roll up and place seam side down in the prepared baking dish. Combine the oil, pepper and paprika in a small bowl; brush evenly over the chicken rolls. Sprinkle with the bread crumbs. Press the crumbs onto the chicken rolls so they adhere. Bake 25-35 minutes or until the chicken is tender and the crumbs are browned. Check every 5 minutes after 15

Peppermint Chocolate Fudge
PEPPERMINT CHOCOLATE FUDGE 2 cups (12 oz.) milk chocolate chips 1 cup (6 oz.) semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 tsp. peppermint extract dash salt 1 (14 oz.) can sweetened condensed milk 1/4 cup crushed hard peppermint candy In heavy saucepan, over low heat, melt chips with milk and salt. Remove from heat; stir in peppermint extract. Spread evenly in wax paper lined 8 or 9 inch square pan. Sprinkle with peppermint candy. Chill 2 hours or until firm. Turn fudge onto cutting board; peel off paper and cut into squares. Store covered in fridge.

S'more D'oeuvres
S'more D'oeuvres These sweet treats make a great addition to an appetizer buffet, or just make them for dessert. The marshmallows are coated in milk chocolate, then dipped in graham cracker crumbs. 1 Box Graham Cracker Crumbs 1 5oz. Milk Chocolate Bar, chopped 1 Bag Large Marshmallows Pour Graham Cracker crumbs into a large bowl. Using a fondue set or a double boiler, melt the chocolate bar. Roll the marshmallow around in the chocolate until it is completely covered. Then roll the chocolate covered marshmallow around in the Graham Cracker crumbs and place on a cookie sheet sprayed with non-stick spray. After making desired amount place cookie sheet in the refrigerator for about an hour. Serve chilled.

Quick And Cheap Summer Decorating
Quick and Cheap Summer Decorating By Kathy Wilson Summer is a time when we want our homes to be welcoming, to be functional for hosting get togethers with family and friends, and be a relaxing place to make some memories. Here are some quick, easy and cheap ways to make you summer decorating…a breeze! Start in the room with the most chaos…this is always the most used room in the house, usually the kitchen/family room. Don’t feel like you have to make a whole seasonal transformation of the home, remember, you are trying to simplify. Time to put away all clutter, take down and store any unnecessary window coverings, rugs, and throws. Pack away busy collections until next fall, and replace with simple, larger and lighter colored objects. Consider inexpensive wall hangings to offer color and texture to replace your groupings of framed artwork such as quilts or rugs. Add dash of brighter color through the room with a few simple throw pillows in a shade th

Paper Plate Noise Makers
What you'll need: Miniature paper plate Colorful paper streamers or tissue paper Craft jewels, large and medium Peach craft paint (optional) White craft glue or hot glue gun Scissors Beans or beads How to make it: If you like, paint the paper plate with peach paint. Let dry. Fold paper plate in half to find center. Make a crease that you can see and unfold. Place paper plate onto work surface. Cut streamers or tissue paper into thin strips about 4-5” long. Glue the strips to the rim of the plate, only on one side (see your crease) leaving most of the strip sticking out. The glued end of the strips will be on the inside of the plate once folded. Glue colors in an alternating pattern. Fold the plate and place a handful of beans or beads inside. Glue the plate closed. Decorate the outside of the plate with craft jewels. Tips: You can purchase craft jewels in variety bags at your local craft supply store. Make decorating this craft easier by using stickers instea

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Man Who Walked On Water Sorry Photos Didnt Transfer Over
The Man Who Walks on Water Just as Peter on the lake I set out on a quest My boat is drifting out to sea God puts me to the test. The depth is deep, the width is wide A storm is setting in The waves are thrashing all about I feel a fear within. A figure looms, within the mist I tremble in the night He seems to walk on water My heart is filled with fright. Fear not says He, have courage I do not bring you harm For it is I who comes to save There’s no need for alarm. He bids me walk on water His flowing robe, I see But I lose faith as I step out Upon the angry sea. My trust is gone, I start to sink I panic as I go I cry out Lord, please save me Strong winds begin to blow. His staff is there before me His mighty hand comes out He plucks me from the churning sea Why did I ever doubt. Into the boat, the wind is still He calms the restless sea

Wal-mart
Let's just say that If you have a flat? Wal-Mart will not honor the tire If Fix-a-Flat or sealent is used. That is what we were told. yet it doesn't say that on the warranty. Just if a 'plug' was used. And that a flat would be fixed WHICH IS PART of the Road hazard! Even shows in stores on a sign That flats would be covered under warrenty. And we get a different story? They were going to try to prorate us. Excuse me? Tire hasn't even been on there a month. We have the proof on record. I think this is rediculous. Hell The Corporation is going to hear from us. AS WELL AS The BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU. Frauding is illegal and this type bullshit is not tolerated. No games here. I won't stand for it.

Mom Got Married
Well everyone My mom got married. Yeah she got married yesterday afternoon. Its odd but yea she's still having the more public one this weekend but yeah. I dont know I just figured hell might as well blog about my mom. Lol. Oh and she went into the hospital again today to get a cath scan on her heart and everything is fine so we now have to search for why she's been feeling the way she has. So I'll keep everyone updated and I'll have more on her wedding after its over. Thanx ya'll Peace!

Updated Rainfall For May 20-21 2008
As has been the usual with these S/W's since we have been in this pattern this one too seems like it wants to effect areas further north once again. However..do to the cold front that came across the area and has brought in some much cooler air...the air also has become drier. Model output is further north then what they were showing last night when this map was made to reflect the thinking of the GFS/NAM blend...Model out put is also more wet further north then what the updated map will reflect. There is some dry air in place so I think it will probably fall as verga before the air can become saturated. I still think the areas further north will only see a Trace to .25 inches... The heaviest amounts should still be long the coast and to the south...of the PA/MD border.. For the Map: http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

I Cant Hold Back Anymore
I have to give it my all, I just have to. I don't care how it works out, I've been overthinking this way too long. The more I've thought about it, the more nervous I become. And, I can't let that happen to me. I can't hold back all these feelings, It just doesn't work best that way. Releasing what I feel to you, is probably the best choice at this point in time. Regardless of how you feel towards me, I'll at least know how you feel, So I can move on. I've got that little fight in me to keep going, And, I think it's my time. I can't hold back any longer or anymore, I need to take the chance I have and just go for it.

One More Night
If I could have just one more night I'd show you how I feel I'd hug you as hard as I can so that you can see I'm for real I'd tenderly caress your neck and plant a thousand kisses on your lips I'd hold you tight and close my eyes and then I'd put your hands on my hips I'd run my hands up and down your spine and softly whisper your name I'd touch you on those places you like to show you this is no game If you give me just one more night I'd savor every smell, flavor and sound I'd make you feel on top of the world and you'd never be able to hit the ground That one last night would be filled with romance and with breaths of pure desire until you just must close your eyes when I make you feel my inner fire And if you give in to my desire I'd make you feel alright I'd make you see how much I want you Baby, just give me one more night

Tink Needs Help!
TINKERBELLMN84 WILL NOT BE BACK TILL SOMETIME SUNDAY. SHE IS 1.4 MIL AWAY FROM BEING GODMOTHER! LETS GET HER THERE PLZ SHOW SOME LOVE RATE BLING DO WHATEVER THANKS ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar Brought to you By B.E.A (repost of

Rating
Shit happens you dont like the way I rated you! what you think you deserve 10's across the board get a grip! lets see Dragonwitch probably would have recived more but her pic is so frigging blurry that you cant make it out.Then we have Miss Fiona for christs sake lets see a picture instead of symbols.Now its off to the morphs sorry Ladies morphing is not going to help you look better diet,diet,diet and stick to it or otherwise your going to end up in a oversized burial vault thats going to cost your family in the long run after you drop dead from a heart attack because you did not give a rats ass about yourself!I know this to be fact because I am a burial vault mechanic which means I make burial vaults.

Can A Simple Word Arouse Your Spirit??
What arouses YOU... What makes YOU burn inside.. Is it a secret place that is touched??? and you come alive... or........is it a "word" For me, a simple word spoken.. released from His lips is all that I need to send my insatiable needs reeling. When He releases the "word" I feel the desires burning, churning within..peaking with desires..I want Him so..Good Lord it hurts and the burn..craves I beg Him to feed me....I am what You desire, As I hunger as no other hungers to be fed..

Linguine With Bacon And Onions
Linguine with Bacon and Onions Ingredients: 1 lb. linguine 3/4lb. Bacon, chopped 2 large onions,thinly sliced 2 large egg yolks Parmesan cheese, for sprinkling Directions: In boiling, salted water, cook the linguine until al dente; reserve 1-½ cups pasta cooking water. In a large deep skillet (like a Dutch oven), cook the bacon over medium heat until crisp. Discard all but 3 TBSP bacon fat, then add the onions to the skillet and cook over medium-high heat, stirring, until softened. Add the pasta cooking water and bring to a boil. Stir in the linguine and remove from the heat. Stir in the egg yolks, one at a time. Add the bacon, season with pepper and sprinkle with Parmesan cheese.

Blue Cheese Burgers
INGREDIENTS * 3 pounds lean ground beef * 4 ounces blue cheese, crumbled * 1/2 cup minced fresh chives * 1/4 teaspoon hot pepper sauce * 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 teaspoon coarsely ground black pepper * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1 teaspoon dry mustard * 12 French rolls or hamburger buns DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl mix the ground beef blue cheese, chives, hot pepper sauce, Worcestershire sauce, black pepper, salt, and mustard. Cover and refrigerate for 2 hours. 2. Preheat grill for high heat. Gently form the burger mixture into about 12 patties. 3. Oil the grill grate. Grill patties 5 minutes per side or until well done. Serve on rolls.

Black And White
I see the world in black and white. That is devided into two, and I'm caught in the middle, and don't know where to turn. I tend not to stay in the middle, So I won't get in the middle of anyone. I see the world in black and white. That's divided into two. There are two types of people the good and bad. I'm one of the good ones, but I feel out of place. I feel, that I don't belong there. They treat me different, they tell me to act like one of them. I don't want want to be like anyone else. I want to be myself, have my own style, and think for myself.

Box Planter Themes
Prep Time: About 1 to 2 hours What you need: Desert In A Box Plastic drawer organizer 50/50 mixture of potting soil and builder's sand Variety of miniature cactus Gravel Desert decorations Popcorn in a Picket Planter Wooden clementine box Wooden clothespins Wooden beads Glue Latex semigloss wall paint Plastic seedling trays Potting soil Popcorn kernels Seasons: Fall, Spring, Summer, Winter, Year round Materials: flowerpot Instructions: 1. Desert In A Box: We started with a plastic drawer organizer filled with a 50/50 mixture of potting soil and builder's sand (you can also use premixed cactus soil). We selected a variety of miniature cacti (look for them in garden centers and florist's shops), transplanted them into the soil mix using salad tongs, and lightly watered them in. We then added a thin layer of gravel (from the pots the cacti came in), along with some desert decorations: a steer skull crafted from modeling clay, a guardi

Ever Dream By Nightwish
Ever felt away with me Just once that all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Would you do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My song can but borrow your grace Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in for my touch For my taste for my lust Your beauty cascaded on me In this white night fantasy All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you. One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain. For yours I truly wish to be.

I Dreamed I Died By Devildriver
Destroy all or nothing I dreamed I died, ended up at the gates of Heaven Greeted by a man Saint someone, said how's the ride son? It's been alright, at times a little rough, why am I here? You did alright, lived a little dark and that's alright 'Cause we made the darkside and the rightside is to have no fear, no fear My whole life flashed in front of me I saw everything that I was and what I had done Even let me look back on some good times for a little fun Yes, a little fun And then I heard damn boy you done good Did the every little thing that you could And then I heard damn boy you done good Damn good When you hear the call, bury them all Destroy all or nothing When I hear the call, I will bury them all I will destory all or nothing When the sky opened up and the clouds parted clear There wasn't any doubt to why I was here And I knew I'd done a good job, the best job that I could do So now it was time to move on, to get on, to get back To the

Shedding Skin By Pantera
I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding skin. I can't afford for you to see what's in. I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me. I feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me. I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You were carried away. You had no shame. To suffocate my being. I was me, but you weren't you. You were sticking to me like a scab... so I peeled you away, and bled for days. Then stepped out of myself. I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin. I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick. Don't ask because you know damn well where I've been. I've kept a simple woman through the thick and thin. But I've found the guts to sever from my Siamese twin. I throw you away. Everyday. A dead part of life. Strangling back. Seething black. In between

Ashes By In This Moment
As your eyes start to bleed, you realize it's too late And as your sky starts to fall, you realize you're standing alone The time has come for this to bleed The opening of what you've always known is growing near All you've feared here Looks you in the eyes We all fall down Skies are falling tonight As you run and hide Ashes to ashes Dust to dust The wrath of your hate has returned The plague is reaping back Three-fold of what you've already sown All you've feared here Looks you in the eyes We all fall down Skies are falling tonight As you run and hide Ashes to ashes Dust to dust It is said hail and fire mixed with blood Will be thrown down upon the earth Darkness fills a third of the lands And the angels cry woe A star from heaven is thrown from the sky Destroying a third of our seas Not only these things but more will come It is our fate, it is the end Apocalypse We die here tonight You die here tonight We all die here tonight Skies

Kse Rocks!!!
I went to a Killswitch Engage concert tonight and it was INTENSE!!! Them cats ripped that shit up!!!When they did "Holy Diver",the crowd went nutz.Last time I went to a show like that was back in the early 90's.When I first walked in,some dude was walking out with a bloody nose from the mosh pit.I knew I didn't have the energy anymore to get in there like I did in my early 20's and seeing that dude confirmed it.I'll probably be in my 60's and up still listening to that shit.I wonder what my grandchildren would think of my early years?

Aquarious- The Strongest
You have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate

Not In Her Storm
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

Flourless Peanut Chocolate Cookies
Flourless Peanut-Chocolate Cookies Makes 24 | Prep Time: 10 minutes | Total Time: 30 minutes ingredients 1 cup creamy peanut butter 3/4 cup sugar 1 large egg (lightly beaten) 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup roasted salted peanuts Preheat oven to 350°, with racks in upper and lower thirds. In a large bowl, stir together peanut butter, sugar, egg, baking soda, and salt until well combined. Stir in chocolate chips and peanuts. With moistened hands, roll dough, about 1 heaping tablespoon at a time, into balls. Place 2 inches apart on two baking sheets. Bake until cookies are golden and puffed, 12 to 14 minutes, rotating sheets from top to bottom and front to back halfway through. Cool 5 minutes on sheets; transfer cookies to racks to cool completely. Per cookie: 134 calories; 8.9 grams fat; 3.9 grams protein; 12.2 grams carbohydrates; 1.2 grams fiber

Sea Shell Critters
What you'll need: * Seashells in various types and sizes * Hot glue gun * Wiggle eyes How to make it: 1. Arrange shells together to form different animals and creatures. 2. Have a parent glue them together with hot glue. 3. Add wiggle eyes to your creatures. Tips: * It’s best to position the shells first and decide how you want them to go together before gluing. * Put cockle shells together to form oyster like creatures. * For more colorful projects, paint your shells before gluing together.

Show Your Support
Show Your Support There are less than eight months until the election, an election that will decide the next President of the United States . The person elected will be the president of all Americans, not just the Democrats or the Republicans. To show our solidarity as Americans, let's all get together and show each other our support for the candidate of our choice. It's time that we all came together, Democrats and Republicans alike. If you support the policies and character of John McCain, please drive with your headlights on during the day. If you support Obama or Hillary, please drive with your headlights off at night.

Life
I sit here and think about life in general and I confuse myself even more than I already was. I think about being alone and it's not something I want to be, it's just something that is fact. Alone in a house...noone is here, no kids are screaming, no friends are talking and your only option is to think of being alone. I've always been alone, I just didn't know it at the time. I'd rather be alone...and comletely alone, than to give in and be something I am not.

Disciple By Slayer
Drones since the dawn of time Compelled to live your sheltered lives Not once has anyone ever seen Such a rise in pure hypocrisy I'll instigate I'll free your mind I'll show you what I've known all this time God hates us all, God hates us all You know it's true God hates this place You know it's true he hates this race Homicide - Suicide Hate heals, you should try it sometime Strive for peace with acts of war The beauty of death we all adore I have no faith distracting me I know why your prayers will never be answered God hates us all; God hates us all He fuckin' hates me Pessimist, terrorist targeting the next mark Global chaos feeding on hysteria Cut throat, slit your wrist, shoot you in the back fair game Drug abuse, self abuse searching for the next high Sounds a lot like hell is spreading all the time I'm waiting for the day the whole world fuckin' dies I never said I wanted to be God's disciple I'll never be the one to blindly follow Man made vi

Lips Of An Angel By Hinder
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamnt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

May 22-23rd Instability Showers?
The upper level low pressure system that has been responsible for the cool, wet weather is going to be making its way east into New England. Another shortwave is going to evolve around this upper level low and another round of showers will move thru. Just as today this rainfall will not be widespread...and some areas will see breaks of sunshine as well. So with this set up the following map is produced... See my blog for rainfall totals... http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

Caramel Apple Cheesecake
1/2 pk Kraft caramels; (about 24) 1 tb Milk 1 Graham cracker pie crust 1/3 c Nuts; chopped 8 oz Cream cheese; softened 1/2 c Sour cream 2 tb Sugar 1/2 c Applesauce, chunky 2 ts Vanilla 1/2 ts Cinnamon 8 oz Whipped topping; thawed Fresh Apple slices Melt caramels with milk in small microwaveable bowl at high for one minute to 90 seconds. Stir mixture until smooth. Pour into the crust. Sprinkle with nuts. Set aside to cool. Beat cream cheese and sugar until smooth. Stir in applesauce, vanilla and cinnamon. Fold in half the whipped topping. Spread mixture over caramel layer in crust. Chill at least four hours. Garnish with remaining whipped topping, apple slices and melted caramels if desired. Note: Store any leftover pie in refrigerator.

Sandy Starfish Necklace
Glue Starfish Craft/Necklace This pebbly-textured starfish is easily made from white glue sprinkled with sand or glitter. It is fun to wear, display, or hang in a window. Supplies: * White glue * A toothpick or small stick * Waxed paper * Sand or glitter * 1 paper clip * Yarn Working on a piece of waxed paper, carefully squeeze some white glue in the shape of a starfish. If you need to adjust the shape of the starfish a bit, use a toothpick. Fold a paper clip into a "V" shape. Put the ends of a paper clip into the glue at the end of one arm of the starfish. Sprinkle the glue lightly with sand (or glitter). Gently shake off the excess sand (or glitter). Let it dry completely (this takes at least overnight - sometimes longer). Carefully peel the waxed paper off the back of the starfish. You now have a pebbly-textured starfish to wear, display, or hang in a window.

Malibu Rum Cake
INGREDIENTS: Cake: Nonstick vegetable cooking spray 1 package (18.25-ounce) classic yellow cake mix 1 cup Malibu® Rum 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1 package (3.4-ounce) vanilla instant pudding and pie filling mix 4 eggs Rum Glaze: 1 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/4 cup water 1 stick butter 1/4 cup Malibu® Rum PREPARATION: Cake Preparation: Position rack in center of oven and preheat to 325 degrees F. Spray a 10-inch (12-cup) bundt pan with nonstick spray. Using an electric mixer, beat cake mix, rum, vegetable oil, pudding mix, and eggs in a large bowl for 2 minutes. Transfer batter to prepared pan. Bake until a toothpick inserted in center of cake comes out clean, about 45 minutes. Cool cake in pan for 20 minutes. Invert cake onto platter, then carefully remove pan. Allow cake to cool completely. Rum Glaze Preparation: Meanwhile, stir sugar and water in a heavy medium saucepan over medium high heat until sugar dissolves. Add butter. Simmer until m

German Chocolate Cake Beverage
3/4 oz Malibu® coconut rum 3/4 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz Frangelico® hazelnut liqueur 1 splash half-and-half Combine ingredients in a mixing glass. Shake and strain over ice in an old-fashioned glass. Garnish with four squirts of canned whipped cream (about 3/4 inches high) at 3, 6, 9 and 12 o'clock positions.

Lick And A Promise Beverage
1 1/2 oz Absolut® Mandrin vodka 3/4 oz Cointreau® orange liqueur 2 oz cranberry juice 1 splash orange juice 1 dash Midori® melon liqueur Pour the Absolut vodka, Cointreau, cranberry juice and orange juice into a highball glass filled with ice cubes. Shake well. Drizzle Midori melon liqueur on top, and serve.

May27, 2008 Midatl/ne Severe Weather Outbreak, Possibility Exists - Preliminary Forecasts
With the warm up that the forecast area will likely see for the Memorial Day weekend and into the early part of next week as the trough over the region departs, the setup for some or widespread severe weather becomes established. HIGH pressure responsible for the warm surge that lasts until Tuesday, slides off the coast and allows for southerly flow to invade the region. That combined with the approach of a cold front from the west pressing eastward against the warm air brought by the southerly flow, the area between the cold front and HIGH pressure off the east coast, becomes favorable for at least a few severe T-storms as cooler air behind the cold front collides with warmer air pumped northward as a courtesy of HIGH pressure in the form of southerly flow. With that setup established the following Preliminary Severe Wx map becomes warranted as stronger storms could well develop. See: http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/ For the latest map :)

Poem I Need
I need a friend, I need a lover, I need a someone who listens One that does not think of others I'll knows it's you when I look into your eyes and see a painful past one that you always bother to hide let me be your book keep all of your secrets Give me your heart so I could keep it Don't be afraid I wont hurt you I give you my word with promises that will fulfill you Forever my love is yours Everlasting and eternal © Nancy

Just For You
My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're my best friend, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away. © Nancy

Chivalry
it seems that no one has it anymore. Respect is shown very little in todays society and even less from men to women. I know why most people are this way and it disgustes me that there families and the neighborhoods dont do anything about it. if you dont know chivalry, look it up, and practic do it and get others to try and do so as well.

Highschool Or Something
How Much of your Teenage Life Have You messed up? [x] Gotten detention. [x] Gotten your phone taken away in class. [x] Gotten suspended. [x] Gotten caught chewing gum. [x] Gotten caught cheating on a test Total: 5 [xxxxxx] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. [xxxxxxxxxxx] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [x] Turned at least 3 projects in late [xxxxxxxxxxxx] Missed school cause you felt like it. [x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class. Total so far: 10 [x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school. [x] Texted people during class. [x] Passed notes. [x] Threw stuff across the room. [x] Laughed at the teacher. Total so far: 15 [x] Pulled down the fire alarm [x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, etc. on the computer at school. [x] Took pictures during school hours. [x] Called someone during school hours. [x] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class. Total so far: 20 [x] Threw something at the teacher. [x] Went outside the cla

"letter From Birmingham Jail"
April 16, 1963 My Dear Fellow Clergymen: While confined here in the Birmingham city jail, I came across your recent statement calling present activities "unwise and untimely." Seldom do I pause to answer criticism of my work and ideas. If I sought to answer all the criticisms that cross my desk, my secretaries would have little time for anything other than such correspondence in the course of the day, and I would have no time for constructive work. But since I feel that you are men of genuine good will and that your criticisms are sincerely set forth, I want to try to answer your statement in what I hope will be patient and reasonable terms. I think I should indicate why I am here in Birmingham, since you have been influenced by the view which argues against "outsiders coming in." I have the honor of serving as President of the Southern Christian Leadership Conference, an organization operating in every southern state, with headquarters in Atlanta, Georgia. We have some eighty-f

Dragonfly Safety Pin Jewelry
Materials Needed: * 14 - 1 1/16 inch Safety Pins * 1 - 2 inch Safety Pin * Seed Beads (see picture below for colors needed) Instructions: Follow this pattern and the basic directions on the safety pin jewelry page to complete this project. Each number column represents a pin; for example, your first pin will have 2 dark yellow, 5 aqua beads, and 3 yellow beads on it. Your second pin will have 3 dark yellow, 3 aqua beads, and 3 yellow beads, and 1 aqua bead on it. When you thread these beaded pins onto your larger pin, start with pin number 1.

Tornadoes Rake Parts Of Kan., Okla.; 2 Found Dead
By DAVID TWIDDY, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 17 minutes ago .. --> end storyhdr --> KANSAS CITY, Mo. - Authorities checking on a car stranded in a field Saturday morning found two people killed by a powerful storm that raked the state a day earlier with more than a dozen tornadoes. The Friday storm destroyed several buildings and left at least four people were injured in Stafford County, including one hospitalized in serious condition at a Wichita hospital, according to a statement by Sharon Watson, a spokeswoman for the Kansas Adjutant General's Department. The National Weather Service said at least 17 twisters touched down across the state. Authorities found a man and woman from Colorado dead in a car in a field 13 miles east of Pratt, about 75 miles west of Wichita, Watson said. It was not clear how the car got in the field. In a statement about the deaths, the Pratt County Sheriff's Office didn't give details about how the two were killed, and declined to elaborat

Rant Part 2
adding to the list...woot! why do people insist on feeling sorry for themselves, what good can it possiably do? I'm tired of the people that ask you what you think and then as soon as you tell this your this horriable person who just doesn't want to see them happy. if you ask me why your relationships never work then I'm going to tell you what I think. don't turn me into the bad guy just because you didn't like what I had to say. I'm tired of people that just mindlessly ask what I think and when they hear it they get scared off, or tell me that I've changed. no I've grown up, I know that the world isn't a perfect place and sometimes the text book answer doesn't work. I'm simply trying to give them advise that they may not have heard yet. ask me why relationships never work...well look at the one constant in all of your relationships...more than likely the only constant is you. maybe its time to take a step back and reevaluate yourself. aparently I'm being a bad person by suggesting it.

Really
ok some time ago i meet a friend. and i stayed with them out there place for two nights and sleep in there bed (but just sleep no play) and ever day after that i have been going to see them at work and spending time there and hang with them. we talk all most every night and we laught all the time when we are talking or just hanging out. there was a bad spot in the start but we got past it. and learn alot more about each other and trust each other. but i have been talking and hanging with them for over a mouth now and have no clue if i should tell them how i feel about them all i do is think and dream about them and spend my time on them. i mean what should i tell them how i feel and try to make some thing with them or just stay the way we have it now? what to do, what to do?

Last Tribe
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Scheule
hey all~! I know it has been a while since I wrote a blog but I have been a busy bee around here. Besides I really don't think anyone reads it these days. (besides my closest friends) I am finished with chemo thank the Lord! My surgery is Wed, May 28. After a quick outpatient surgery I will go though about 5 weeks of radiation and then be done with this whole cancer thing..........except for check ups. No more blood draws, needle sticks, and pills~!!!!! Plus my hair will start growing back again. It is slowly coming back now. Hopefully by the end of summer I will have enough to take a pic and share with you all. As I have said before...chemo sucks~! But all this is almost over.......... I can't wait to have my energy back so I can sit at the computer and chat with my friends again.....I miss you all~! I hope you all have a safe and happy Memorial day. Enjoy the barbeques and get togethers~! But please be safe~ ~~smooches~~

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New Boots
An elderly couple, Margaret and Bert, are in Texas. Bert always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife, 'Notice anything different about me?' Margaret looks him over, 'Nope.' Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom. He comes back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, 'Notice anything different NOW?' Margaret looks up and says, 'Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow.' Furious, Bert yells, 'AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?' 'Nope,' she replies.' 'IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!' To which Margaret replies... 'Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat.'

Out Of My Head
Sometimes I feel like I am drunk behind the wheel the wheel of possibility however it may roll give it a spin see if you can somehow factor in you know there's always more than one way to say exactly what you mean to say Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind? How could I have ever been so blind? I was waiting for an INDICATION it was hard to find Don't matter what I say only what I do I never mean to do bad things to you so quiet but i finally woke up if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too (x2) Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind? How could I have ever been so blind? I was waiting for an INVITATION it was hard to find Don't matter what I say only what I do I never mean to do bad things to you so quiet but i finally woke up if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

Til' I Get It Right
Well I spent all my money at the record store Bought a copy of "Revolver" and some Gang of Four Singles Going Steady Billie Holliday They had it all on vinyl And I was blown away Then I walked around the corner to my favorite bar I do a lot more walkin' since I wrecked my car They all know my name here I feel right at home I just might spend the night here Since I know you're not alone And then they play that song I love And I feel like I just can't loose I feel like I should call you up But I'll stay here all night 'Till I get it right Well I wrote you a letter but I tore it up Then I wrote another letter and I tore it up Stare up at the ball game On the TV screen If you care to find me You'll know where I'll be And then they play that song I love And I feel like I just can't loose I feel like I should call you up But I'll stay here all night 'Till I get it right I'm down I'm down I'm down I'm down And then they play that song I love And I

Warm Fuzzy Feeling
I got a warm fuzzy feeling When I saw you on t.v. You were wearing a piece of me And it breaks my heart to look around And see the unimpressed Who can't believe the emperor is dressed Turn on my t.v. I want to check some action If you got no video Well then folks don't want to know But with you up there to light the way I can wear a smile as I survey The faces in the dark Waiting for you to hit one out of the park We notice every tiny little detail And every word we read we'll take to heart But we never really understand Until you realize There are no lies When you see that look in their eyes Waht are we gonna use to fill the empty spaces? When you see her in the crowd Will you make your mama proud? She can turn around and see the faces Looking at her son Climbing his way up to #1 Scratching his way up to #1

Love Is Expensive And Free
Love Is Expensive And Free Written by Tony Scalzo VERSE You can talk to me about powder kegs And how I'm sitting on one right now You can warn me about candles and whole things burning from the outside in But don't tell me about true love 'Cause I don't think you really know CHORUS You need to pay the costs You need to feel the loss 'Cause love is expensive and free Love is expensive and free VERSE Talk to me about appearances I tell ya' lately they mean less and less Do your best to keep me occupied It's hard to concentrate, I must confess Don't you tell me about heartbreak 'Cause it ain't written in the stars CHORUS You need to pay the costs You need to feel the loss 'Cause love is expensive and free Love is expensive and free Alright, you got me VERSE Don't you worry 'bout my baby Her eyes are open all the time I could never bare to see her Much less remove her from my mind I didn't talk to you about true love I didn't think you'd

Results Of Ky's Evaluation Today.
They did a 3 part eval, speech, physical therapy and ocupational therapy, he needs speech and ot, but he did 1 thing that a 3 year old can do and thats matching colors, all the others hes at a 12 months - 22 month level. they are recommending a 10 hr a week program.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for the moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with your crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... Oooooooooohhhhhhhhh Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand? Would you get them if i did? No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part

Leaving Fubar Forever Im In Love With Anthony
i found what i been looking for all my life my tim e is now his im devoted to making him happy and our love everlasting nice knowing you all, you will always hold a place in my heart. I am giving my all cause im getting it all. to those that wish we well ty and those who dont oh well. xo ps this is not a fu-relationship its real life and im really happy!!!

Knowing Makes The Difference
who loves you and who do you love? it's always warm when you know who loves you you always sleep well you get to hold the remote when you don't and cook your own dinner when you know who loves you the sun shines bright right through the rain clouds if no one does you cry sometimes at night...

Strange Vendor
sweets for sale! meats for sale! sugared plump fairies and rare roasted lion try our ostritch meat balls you'll swear that you're dying alligator flambe and yeti stew i'd try the candied porcupine if i were you sweets for sale! meats for sale!...

Thunder In The Distance
only lonely sometimes only crying now only thought of you for a while only one who makes me smile only crying now spend some time in my shoes come on over and we can sing the blues only crying now as the wind whips at my face and the cold leeches my bones white i slump with the weight of the ages and cry for yesterday's mistakes...

Silly Me
silly little somebody a lovely little thing makes me want to buy presents makes my battered heart take wing lonely little somebody come and find me now come and make me smile some more with soft kisses and warm hands say my name in that funny way and remind me how to be alive...

Doesn't Make Sense To Me Either
love in the summer time and all the heat that goes with it i don't mind sweating this year when the air is full of flowers and my heart wants to burst from my chest spraying blood, gore and sinew across the idealic landscape and freakin blood spattered butterflies will dance a macabre ritual in the air around our heads yeah baby, that kind of happy...

Danica Patrick Looking Like She Was Ready To Fight Another Driver's Pit Crew
Patrick seething after disappointing day at Indy By CHRIS JENKINS | AP Sports Writer 3:50 PM CDT, May 25, 2008 INDIANAPOLIS - After spending much of the afternoon giving her own mechanics an earful, a late crash left Danica Patrick looking like she was ready to fight another driver's pit crew. Patrick already was having a disappointing day in Sunday's Indianapolis 500 when driver Ryan Briscoe ran into her on pit road late in the race, causing her car to rumble to a halt at the end of pit road. A furious Patrick then got out and purposefully strode toward Briscoe's pit for what was shaping up as a confrontation with his crew. But track security personnel intervened and directed her back to her own pit area. With that, all the hype and momentum Patrick carried into the race didn't mean a thing. Even before the crash, Patrick had spent much of the race complaining about her car. "I am SLOW!," Patrick protested over her in-car radio with about 60 laps left. "I am DAM

Send Maria My Address...
"...she's in Mexico City, Mexico... ask her to call me here in Bloomington." That was the message from my father-in-law. I did it... just as he asked, an a few years later I got the word that he had died of a heart attack. Ican't help wondering if she called him or actually went there after not having seen him for over30 years. In 30 years he had married my mother-in-law... had two additional children...(one of them, the father of my two chldren)... by the mother-in-law, and was with his girlfriend. DID I HELP OR HENDER THE SITUATION? Never minding DON'T ASK.. DON'T TELL policies.

The Creatures
The wind blows hard the night was a quiver, the water flowed down a silent river. The moon shone bright on this darkened night the evilness was about To take flight. They flew across this darn filled sky, their winds flapping; their eyes open wide, searching for something to fill their stomachs, fresh skin fresh meat sound so tantalizing. A lonely women walks down a lonely road, but doesn't realize what’s about to unfold, their shimmering cries fly around her head, her time comes now, to a bloody death. They swoop down to the bushes and trees, and hide in the grass so they can't be seen. The woman walks unaware of her fate, but the evilness lies, the evilness waits. The wind gets strong on this quivering night, the screams echo has the time draws by. Their eyes start to glow, their teeth shinning bright. Their stomachs getting their feast in sight. The woman walks till the end of the road; she quivers for she is not alone. A warm breathe shudders around her neck, a sharp feeling s

Captains Log 5
Be relentless in your pursuit of God. Jesus washed feet. One disciple said, Lord “You will not wash my feet!” Jesus replied, basically, “If I don’t wash your feet, then we have nothing in common.” Jesus showed them what it means to serve one another. When we have something to offer, it’s imperative that we do it. If we are driven to do something that means it is specific to us. Drive is an operation we are supposed to utilize. Too often, we are overwhelmed with fear. I suggest you take your fears wad them up in a ball and cram them up the devils wahoo! You will feel ever so much better. The devil is cunning, but the Holy Spirit (inner Christ or Christian state) is always capable of being ten times more cunning when used for God (or Universe if that helps you get a grasp on the concept). I would go so far as to say that I challenge the devil when I feel challenged. I have become my own personal expert you might say. Considering the physical and emotional challenges I face, being anythin

Controlling Garden Pests
no more slugs: Use copper signs (buy them at the lumber yard or building store) then tape over the name of what you planted on the copper and use a fork to hold the copper, and stick the back end of the fork into the dirt. It electrocutes slugs! Also, breaking up your egg shells over your garden adds nutrients and also deters slugs because of the hard surfaces of the egg shells, it's abrasive on their oozy icky flesh and they'll turn away.... No more aphids: Also, lady bugs kill aphids. Using a small basket, cover it with Popsicle sticks except for a small enough strip to allow lady bugs in and out. They lay eggs in the house replenishing themselves that way. They will come and go and peruse the garden feasting on your aphids, and they'll base out of the ladybug house, from the time you put them in there. Just stake the basket above the ground a little bit. It keeps your plants healthier by keeping them aphid free. The lady bugs love it too. Happy Gardening eve

Vip Status
OK my VIP status expires today. To be honest I really didn’t see such a great thing about it. Sure it was nice to give 11s as ratings but other than that WTF is the big deal? I don’t think I will be wasting anymore of my hard earned money on a VIP. Sorry Fubar, I just don’t see the point.

Please Help
http://www.kwtx.com/home/headlines/19365019.html PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT THIS NEWS ARTICAL, ITS ABOUT MY SISTER, LAST NIGHT SHE CAME UP MISSING AND HAS NOT BEEN HEARD FROM SENCE, THE MORE PEOPLE WHO SEE THIS AND PASS THIS ALONG THE BETTER CHANCE WE HAVE TO FIND HER ALIVE TO BRING HER BACK HOME.....PLEASE EVERYONE MY FAMMILY NEEDS YOUR HELP THANKS PLEASE REPOST THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.... THE MORE WHO SEE IT AND REPOST IT THE BETTER CHANCE MY SISTER LADAWN HAS

Heart Songs
Gordon Lightfoot Sang a song About a boat That sank in the lake At the break Of the morning A Cat named Stevens Found a faith He could believe in And Joan Baez I never listened To too much jazz But hippie songs Could be heard In our pad Eddie Rabbitt sang About how much He loved a rainy night Abba, Devo, Benatar Were there day John Lennon died Mr. Springsteen said He had a hungry heart Grover Washington Was happy on the day He topped the charts These are the songs Chorus: These are my heart songs They never feel wrong And when I wake For goodness sake These are the songs I keep singin' Quiet Riot got me started With the bangin' on my head Iron Maiden, Judas Priest And Slayer Taught me how to shred I gotta admit though Sometimes I would listen To the radio Debbie Gibson Tell me that you think We're all alone Michael Jackson's In the mirror I've gotta have faith If I wanna see clear Never gonna give you up Wish me love Or wishing we

Dreamin'
I'm dreamin' In the mornin' I'm dreamin' all Through the night And when I'm dreamin' I know That it's all right Woo, hoo, hoa I'm dreamin' In the evening I'm dreamin' All through the day And when I'm dreamin' I know that it's okay Woo, hoo, hoa Daddy says I've gotta pay Some bills So I can learn To be responsible Some day I'll have A family of my own And they Will need for me To be full grown But I'm dreamin' In the mornin' I'm dreamin' All through the night And when I'm dreamin' I know That it's all right Woo, hoo, hoa I'm dreamin' In the evening I'm dreamin' All through the day And when I'm dreamin' I know that it's okay Woo, hoo, hoa Teacher says I gotta learn some facts So I can make it in The Widener Stacks These are days That will define my life I shouldn't waste them On these friends of mine But I Gotta be a big boy ('Cos I really want a chance) Woah Gotta pick up my toys ('Cos I really want a chance) When I sta

Driving To Oz
Yeppers, its Friday May 30 and I have a fully loaded Uhaul with all that I and my daughter own and the jeep up on a trailer, all ready for my departure tomorrow night.. I am FREAK'n scared shitless to be driving this beast but alas I could not talk any of my guy friends into driving it for me-offered them food, shelter and to pay for lap dances and drinks at the local 'gentle-mans' club in Kansas, even to fly them home if need be.. Everyone had to work or something geesh whats a girl to do... well I am off to nap, then shower then get really drunk to sleep it off before I go... If you read this say a pray for me and any of the innocent drivers that I might endanger.. Shurrie

How Karma Works
How Karma Works by Sarah Dowdey Introduction to How Karma Works The idea of secularized, new age karma is having its moment in the limelight. Newspapers and magazines use the word to spice up headlines or subtitles with colorful flair. Restaurants plaster their tip jars with signs promising good karma for only a dollar or two. Singers ponder over the power of a vaguely vindictive karma in songs like "Instant Karma" and "Karma." And according to the Social Security Administration, "Karma" even made it into the top 1,000 baby names for girls in 2006 [source: SSA]. But what is karma, and how did it get transplanted from Eastern religion to Western pop culture? Karma is a central concept in Eastern religions like Hinduism, Buddhism, Sikhism and Jainism.The word "karma" has its roots in the Sanskrit word "karman," which means "act." In general, it is believed that actions affect the quality of life and the quality of future lives. Good deeds create good karma and evil deeds cre

How Nirvana Works
How Nirvana Works by Tom Harris Introduction to How Nirvana Works You probably hear the word "nirvana" pretty often -- people might say they've achieved nirvana when they're really happy, for example, or they might talk about going to nirvana as an eternal reward after death. Then, of course, there's the famous rock band Nirvana, who adopted the term with a certain amount of irony. So the word is fully entrenched in the modern vocabulary. But do you know what it actually means? To most people in the Western world, religious nirvana is a total mystery. In this article, we'll find out the truth about this fascinating concept, and we'll see how it fits into Buddhism and Hinduism. If you don't know much about Eastern religion, you'll probably be surprised at what nirvana actually is. Buddhist Nirvana Religious Diversity Hinduism and Buddhism are divided into many different sects with a wide variety of beliefs. Many theologians don't even recognize Hinduis

Changes ( Kelly & Ozzy Osbourne )
Changes ( Kelly & Ozzy Osbourne ) I feel unhappy I am so sad I lost the best friend That I ever had She is my baby I love her so But it's too late now I've let her go We're going through changes We're going through changes We shared the years We shared each day I love you daddy But i found my way You know the world Is an evil place My baby's grown now She's found her way We're going through changes We're going through changes It took so long To realize And I can still hear His last goodbyes Now all my days Are filled with fears Wish I could go back And change the years We're going through changes We're going through changes

Oh Child Of Aphrodite Blessed You Are To Me
Oh Child of Aphrodite Blessed You Are To Me Oh light within my darkness you give me hope, You share your inner brilliance selflessly with love , Oh Child of Aphrodite, your heart is pure and bright, Only your compassion can ease in pain in my blackened soul, Your sweet words of hope, trust and devotion bring solace to my aching heart, Your voice alone is a balm to my broken dreams, Oh Child of Aphrodite know I am forever in your debt for restoring my faith in Love and Compassion from first day we met, Teach me the ways of loving completely and selflessly in accordance of your Goddess, Grant me the wisdom that only true pure Love can give, Blessed are you, Child of Aphrodite, to me and my heart. Fatal Desire's Forsaken Poet This was written to a dear friend who helped me see when i was blind

Spiritual Decay
Spiritual Decay Melancholy is the rhythm of my Soul, Sorrow fills my life as wine fills your goblet, Pain may be my only constant companion, Darkness is where my Spirit resides, Depression is the great heights of my Life, Blood flows freely from all of my Life's wounds, Crimson tears are the ink of my Poetry, Cries into the night echo through my Being, Loss and Loneliness are the walls and bars of my personal Hell, Failure has been the theme of my Love Life, Forever alone in the middle of the masses, Forever unseen and unwanted for more than a guide, Always the One looking in from the outside in Envy. Mordechai

What Am I To You ... If I Ever Was Anything?
What am I to you ... If I ever was anything? Can you hear my cries? Can you see my crismon tears? Can you Can you feel my soul's eternal pain? Do you see my loneliness? Do you know I exist? Do you even care? Will my cries go unheard? Will my tears ever topped? Will my pain ever cease? Will you ever see how much I Love You? Will you ever acknowledge My Love for You? Will you ever return my Undying Love? Am I nothing more than a dream/nightmare? Am I nothing more than a fleeting thought or idlt amusement? Am I nothi9ng more than a ghost to You? Mordechai

True Friends
True Friends True Friends are there when you need them, True Friends tell you how things really are not what you want to hear, True Friends DO NOT get involved into your relationship, True Friends DO NOT disrespect you or your loved ones, True Friends will be there no matter what, True Friends will support you whether or not they agree with what you are doing, True Friends DO NOT judge you, True Friends DO NOT talk shit about you. Mordechai

Bombfest
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All I .......
All I ....... All i ever wanted lies in you, All i ever needed was you, All i could have hoped for rests in your love, All i knew of love you taught me anew, All i dream of is you, All i think of is you, All i can do is waste away without you. Anti-Cupid

Obama Quits Church After Controversy
AP Posted: 2008-05-31 20:50:36 Filed Under: Elections News, Barack Obama ABARDEEN, S.D. (May 31) - Barack Obama said Saturday he has resigned his 20-year membership in the Trinity United Church of Christ in Chicago "with some sadness" in the aftermath of inflammatory remarks by his longtime pastor the Rev. Jeremiah Wright and more recent fiery remarks at the church by another minister. "This is not a decision I come to lightly ... and it is one I make with some sadness," he said at a news conference after campaign officials released a letter of resignation sent to the church on Friday. "I'm not denouncing the church and I'm not interested in people who want me to denounce the church," he said, adding that the new pastor at Trinity and "the church have been suffering from the attention my campaign has focused on them." Obama said he and his wife have been discussing the issue since Wright's appearance at the National Press Club in Washington last month that reignited furor o

Bleak Is My World
Bleak is my world Bleak is my world all colored in gray since you left, My heart cast into darkness and my soul cast adrift, My spirit wasting away as my life lingers on, Wishes for the pain to end knowing that it wont, You are always on my mind never leaving my thoughts, Always thinking of you when i see something new, Missing the laughter and the love you once shared with me, Feeling empty and desolate inside, No purpose to be found wandering this world of tears and ashes, Forever wondering do you think of me, Forever craving your sweet company, Forever loving you without hope of return, Forever lost in this landscape of my nightmares, Bleak is my world since you left me. Mordechai AKA Anti-Cupid

Lost
Lost Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Mordechai aka:Anti-Cupid

Typical
You know what sucks?The word"Typical"I mean what ever happened to originality?It seems that everyone follows the leader.No more individuals,to stand out from a crowd is rare anymore.To face yourself and to look at what you've done someone has already done that.Me i try to be original,my music i came up with no one has written it.But to be typical is too common.Lets leave the pack and start our own thing because without originality there myswell not be a simple person cuz we all are alike.But somethings i do maybe someone has already did,but i put my own touch on it to make it mine.But still someone please tell me something in a comment that isn't typical please i'm tired of things that are already did.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all

Demon Dreams
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend.

The Horrors Of Sleep
Sleep brings no joy to me, Rememberance never dies, My soul is given to mystery, And lines in sighs. Sleep brings no rest to me; The shadows of the dead My wakening eyes may never see Surround my bed. Sleep brings no hope to me, In soundest sleep they come, And with their doleful imag'ry Deepen the gloom. Sleep brings no strength to me, No powered renewed to brave; I only sail a wilder sea, A darker wave. Sleep brings no friend to me To soothe and aid to bear; They all gaze on, how scornfully, And I despair. Sleep brings no wish to fret My harnassed heart beneath; My only wish is to forget In endless sleep of death.

The Ghosts
Pale shapes advancing from the midnight air, Beckoning with misty fingeres round my bed, Bending your faded faces o'er my head, I have no fear of ye! I seem to share You dim vitality-mine's well-nigh fled, I feel the human outlines melt away; These thin, grey hands that lie on the damp sheet Are almost vapory enough to meet Yours in the grasp of feloowship. My hair Seems turning into cloud. The quickening clay That walls me in is cracking, and I strive Towards ye through the breach. Am I alive? Or are ye dead? All's vague-a wide, gray sea. Hark! the cock crows! Now, spirits, welcome me!

Can Anybody Hear?
I kept hearing them call my name. One soft, the other harsh voice connected together. Although I saw no one, I could feel them close by. And I heard cries and moans of other children, sounding as if they were coming from halls. That echo sound that lingers on. And long trails from up above hung strings or thread of gold. It's beauty cast it's colors upon my eyes. And I felt drawn to follow the glimmering reflection that seemed to be moving along the path. My name growing louder and louder as I pursued the gentle glow. The aria kept it's tune. The coldness that surrounded me seemed to signify all that darkness is all about. And when I turned and looked behind me, there was nothing in it's presence. It was like a hole and it seemed to be taking in whatever stood in it's view. Moving faster to escape this entity, no soon as a cast in the eye, I was at the bottom of a pit and I saw emeralds encased in the pillars that surrounded the circle above. And above me, ash-red s

Alone
Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. I block your face out of my mind but you don't go away. I cant stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look. Bitch, leave me alone you cant change me. I refuse to change. The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways Don't send me away it wont help. You're stupid you're crazy. But not as crazy as me. Your thoughts and words will not affect me. I have learned to ignore everything you say. Hopefully you will understand I cant change I wont change I WILL go my own way!

In Yo Face
I once entered a contest on radio station WNUA... was supposed to win dinner at the largest...newest hotel SHERATON in Chicago's premier line on LAKESHORE DRIVE. When I received the winning envelope and followup call discrepancy evolved... I wasn't supposed to look lke me. They fed someone else! Denae Alexander and Ramsey Lewis... hosts for the contest, were no defense. The OPRAH crowd was in charge and trying to reintroduce Tom Joyner at the time. And to think... I was a number one promoter of the station (by word of mouth)... and to the aggravation of the WBEE and WVON crowd. ....can I help it if I liked to hear SMOOTH JAZZ? http://wnua.com/main.html

Gibbs And Abs Fiction I Cant Help It Obessed
Who’s a good Jethro?” I hear Abby’s voice as I enter the lab, but I do not catch sight of her immediately. I guess she has heard the doors of her lab slide open, assuming it was me. I wonder how she always can tell without even turning her eyes from her work. She probably is trying to tell me to better be prepared that she hasn’t got much results by now and as if on autopilot I react to her words, attempting to let her know that there is no need for her to fear my reprimands, because results are not what I came down here for in the first place. “I am a good...,” I start out, and as my voice trails off -- “... Jethro,” -- I realize Abby is talking to the dog. She looks up at me, beaming, the word ‘enthusiasm’ written all over her face. God, I should have known she would fall for the dog. But ‘Jethro’? Upon seeing the questioning and astonished look on my face she tells me, “Don’t be mad. Be flattered.” I try to smile, but I fail miserably. I am not mad. Why should I

The Procraztinatio'n Of A Crazy White G "r" L!!!
The Girl Im currently seeing is a sweet Heart, An her Daughtes is Precious... But My "Old Lady"-She be getting Trashed! Yo got'a Go 4 Now But ask Me about, The Night Owl, story.Sunday, June1,2008 You;s Truly: Tra

Gotta Love Little Johnny. . .
Little Johnny Little Johnny's at it again..... A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, "Everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!" After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up. The teacher said, "Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny?" "No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!" * * * * Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that, mommy?" he asked. "To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. "What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?" * * * * The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, "Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?" Little Johnny quickly replied, "NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!"

Alcohol Study
• A recent study found that the average American walks about 900 miles in a year. •Another study found Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of alcohol a year. •That means, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon. Kind of makes you proud to be American

Special And Significant
Special and Significant In my experience with this particular subculture, I have spoken with numerous submissive females and one facet is prominently outstanding: There are very few of us men who realize the immense significance that submission holds for the woman. I submit that it is far more than a physical experience, it is an emotional connection with the dominant that is so meaningful it contains her very soul. Though D/s is many times very light, spontaneous, and sometimes regarded as an erotic special playtime, but for the submissive woman it is what is most real in her life. It is not a game, and to treat the lifestyle as such would do her an immense injustice because it essentially trivializes her ultimate expression of love. I know that not all women desire to be a full-time slave. This particular essay I'm writing is for the man fortunate enough to find the woman who does. From my experiences with my submissive soul mate, Kathy, I will use this article to attempt to

The Good Mistress
The Good Mistress I decided to compose an essay on what qualities I feel are indicative of a true, good Mistress or female dominant. In many ways, the aspects of a good Mistress mirror those of a master or male dominant, however, there may be some slight contrasts which may be attributed to gender and other persona attributes. My early experiences being submissive to my dear Mistress speak to the qualities I am about to discuss in this particular article. It is my fervent hope that the readers of the piece will come away from it with a more enlightened, insightful outlook about the female dominant. Just like a good and true Master, control is a critical key. Above all, a good Mistress is always in control of herself, as self-control is essential to controlling others. She does not rant or rave, and never exacts any punishment and-or discipline when she is angry. On the rare occurrences when her temper overwhelms her, she will walk away until she regains her balance. Cooler hea

The Lifestyle In The Existing Bond
The Lifestyle in the Existing Bond I submit that is a wonderful feeling to find and meet a new partner at a sadomasochistic event or through some other kinky venue. Generally, we all realize, from the onset, what is likely to occur during sex. Neither of the two partners is likely to panic at the sight of a flogger, restraints, or other toys of bondage. However, it is unfortunate that many of us in the subculture must find our partners in the vanilla world at large. Of course, the situation in the mainstream society is better than it was, say a decade or so ago. Sadomasochism is not nearly as taboo or underground today as it was back then. Currently, more people have some idea that SM is essentially a society of negotiation. Perhaps, some folks have something with respect to safewords and other aspects of SM play within our particular subculture, but have never engaged in playing. I want use this particular article to discuss the how, when, and where of approaching sadomasoc

May 28 Part 2
The Old City, or East Jerusalem, is incredible! It is a polyglot blend of cultures, religions and ethnicities. The Church of the Holy Sepulcher is an excellent example with several different denominations: Greek Orthodox, Roman Catholic, Armenian Christian, Coptic in one mammoth building! But as always, that’s getting ahead of myself. I arrive at the Imperial Hotel around noon. Walking down the narrow cobbled path I must look pretty silly, lurching over the stones as I drag/tote my four bags. They feel somehow very heavy, not unlike my eyelids. I sign in at the front desk where I learn it will cost me $45 to spend the night. Not long after my arrival and a lunch consisting of olive pizza and tea, I settle in for a two hour nap. Big mistake, I realize, as I write this at 4 am. When I wake, the manager invites me to the rooftop for one of the best views in the whole city! I am amazed, here I am on the first day, less than three blocks from Temple Mount. He then tells me, “Go, look aroun

June 3
I am on my way to Jordan with new found friends from Bethlehem as part of this seminar. It is an adventure of a lifetime I think! We will visit Petra, the site of a 1st Century Monastery, and Bethabara (Bethany or in present day Arabic, Al-Maghtas) which is believed to be the site of Jesus' baptism. This will be a stretch for me in a way, I have scheduled morning trips to take pictures and visit places and evenings to attend meetings. This trip is a total of at least 6 hours and involves two checkpoints and one border crossing. I am interviewing two people on the trip, one a professor, the other a sociology graduate, from the University of Bethlehem. We are going to discuss the economic and employment situation in the West Bank. Then after 6 hours in 110 degree heat, I will come back to the hotel, probably exhausted, and sleep. Because my Arabic is not sufficient, it is a lot of work to have 6 hours in a mixture of Arabic and English lol.

Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Sonnet: When
When trust is lost, how can things move forward? When love is lost, how can friendship remain? When hope is lost, living remains awkward; When fairness lost, most men could turn insane! When wealth is lost, it could be well regained; When health is lost, life is only a bane; When virtues lost, nothing is truly gained; When peace is lost, dialogue must start again. When mind is lost, how can one ever feign? When man is lost, to trace him is quite sane; When Will is lost, no man can live or reign; When God is lost, all things we do in vain. When soul is lost, the fear of Hell awaits, And fail do we to enter Heaven’s gates!

Obama Clinches Nomination; Clinton Seeks Vp Spot
By TOM RAUM and NEDRA PICKLER, Associated Press Writers 8 minutes ago ST. PAUL, Minn. - Before a crowd of cheering thousands, Sen. Barack Obama of Illinois laid claim to the Democratic presidential nomination Tuesday night, taking a historic step toward his once-improbable goal of becoming the nation's first black president. Hillary Rodham Clinton maneuvered for the vice presidential spot on his fall ticket without conceding her own defeat. "America, this is our moment," the 46-year-old senator and one-time community organizer said in his first appearance as the Democratic nominee-in-waiting. "This is our time. Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past." Obama's victory set up a five-month campaign with Republican Sen. John McCain of Arizona, a race between a first-term Senate opponent of the Iraq War and a 71-year-old former Vietnam prisoner of war and staunch supporter of the current U.S. military mission. And both men seemed eager to begin. McCain s

Grandmother Spider Who Stole The Sun
When the world was young, there was blackness on one side. Nobody on that side of the world could see beyond the nose on his face. One day Mother Spider suffested that thier new world needed light. Possum said that he would go to the other side, where there was light, and steal some, because those people there were too selfish to share it with the world. Fox said he would go. His tail was think enough to hide some of the light and bring it home to everyone on this side of the world. Possum frowned at Fox. He wanted to be the one to go and get the sun, and so he tried. When he got to the other side, he found the sun high up on the tree. Possum climbed up and grabbed a piece of the sun, wheich he quickly hid in his tail. But he soon discovered that the light was very hot. It burned all the fur off his tail. From that time on, the possum's tail has been bare. He wen thom ewith his burned tail and without the light. Mother Spider said that she would go and get the light. She

Let Me Show You
I might take a chance and show you a side of me My openness is sometimes misconstrued I am often misunderstood Don’t mistake my honesty for arrogance I know who I am and I embrace it My darkness is not yours for the taking But I can show you the beauty within I can make you see things you’ve never seen before Feel things that exist in your unspoken dreams There is a great deal to discover if your mind is open Do not abuse my sincerity You will never meet anyone more real than me I can teach you how I see things How I feel things You will want to become a better person because of me I live within a different kind of darkness Here there are no rules No boundaries You are free to show who you truly are For me it can be no other way I could never live in shadows Masks won’t ever cover this face I brazenly walk though uncharted territory I shine in the darkest of nights Can you feel the heat radiating from my soul? There is a sensual side to the darkness

Angel
Before I knew the lord, I was into drugs, Full of lust, Full of hurt and heartache, I was listening to the flesh, I was confused' The devil was controlling me. An angel saved me, She saw what I was going through, She continued to pray for me as she ministered to me, She showed me what I was capable of, She led me to the light. If it weren't for her God knows where I would be. I am proud to say I've never been happier. I feel free at last. No more drugs, No more hurt, No more lust, No more confusion, The devil no longer controls me.

Saving Abel - Addicted
IM SO ADDICTD 2 ALL TEH THINGS U DO WHEN URE GOIN DOWN ON ME IN TWEEN TEH SHEETS OR TEH SOUND U MAK WIF EVRY BREATH U TAEK IZ NOT LIEK ANYTHIN WHEN URE LOVIN ME OH GURL LETS TAEK IT SLOW SO AS 4 U WELL U KNOE WER 2 GO I WANTS 2 TAEK MAH LUV AN HATE U TILL TEH END IZ NOT LIEK U 2 TURN AWAY FRUM ALL TEH BULLSHIT I CANT TAEK IZ NOT LIEK ME 2 WALK AWAY IM SO ADDICTD 2 ALL TEH THINGS U DO WHEN URE GOIN DOWN ON ME IN TWEEN TEH SHEETS OR TEH SOUND U MAK WIF EVRY BREATHE U TAEK IZ NOT LIEK ANYTHIN WHEN URE LOVIN ME YA I KNOE WHEN IZ GETTIN ROUGH ALL TEH TIEMS WE SPEND WHEN WE TRY 2 MAK DIS LUV SOMETHIN BETTR THAN JUS MAKIN LUV AGAIN IZ NOT LIEK U 2 TURN AWAY ALL TEH BULLSHIT I CANT TAEK JUS WHEN I FINKZ I CAN WALK AWAY, IM SO ADDICTD 2 ALL TEH THINGS U DO WHEN URE GOIN ON ME IN TWEEN TEH SHEETS OR TEH SOUND U MAK WIF EVRY BREATHE IZ NOT LIEK ANYTHIN IM SO ADDICTD 2 TEH THINGS U DO WHEN URE GOIN DOWN ON ME OR TEH SOUND U MAK WIF EVRY BREATH

Poem: Warrior's Soul
Warriors' Soul I LOVE bein' black.... Chief's blood....King's pride I love my skin...African & Iroquoi mixed My eyes fixed on whatever I have my mind set to Mind you I take any challenge and put it on my back I don't have it as bad as they did in the 1960s Or the 1860s at that..... Don't worry about "Massa" leavin' marks on my back Or "Po Brown" siccin' the German Shepards on me Firehoses and shit...billy club beatings I don't cry at the bullshit that comes at me today I got it easy..these so called struggles come the same way I've fought for everything I've got.... I was a warrior in a past life... An African Warrior A Cherokee Warrior A Civil War soldier The Buffalo bravery runs in my vains No pain..no gain I was on the front line of the Great War... When the Great War had a sequel...I was there With the Triple Nickel Firefighters and Kamikaze pilots who didn't give a care We made Hilter meet his "father" in Hell... We tried in Vietnam napalm I smel

Longtime Sunshine
Sometimes I want to pack it all up Get on a bus and move to Vermont Or Maine or any of those states back east That I remember... Sometimes I wanna go back to school An east coast college with some history I'd be satisfied I know in the simple things Longtime sunshine Longtime sunshine upon me Sometimes I want to build a house With a wood stove or a fire place In the middle of the livingroom An old piano... Sometimes it don't seem so bad To settle down with a good woman Leave this lonely life behind Forever and ever Longtime sunshine Longtime sunshine upon me Longtime sunshine Longtime sunshine upon me Sometimes I wanna get in a car Close my eyes and drive real fast Keep on going 'till I get someplace Where I can truly rest Longtime sunshine Longtime sunshine upon me Longtime sunshine Longtime sunshine upon me

I
raining heavy. disappointed about ky being so cr@P. c'est la vie. toking too much out of boredom or cause this weeds sh1t, not sure. c is at drumming. i get lost in the woods in the rain. i had a few beers earlier, might have one with c when she get back. bored but cant be ar$ed with chata. oops just realised msn is off lol. reading A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby. listening to groove salad on somafm. drinking coffee. wearing clothes. breathing.

After Life Lounge
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Cheating Hearts
Why is it that people come online to cheat on their spouses? How hard is it to tell the world that you are married? Do people no longer take vows seriously? And I'm ashamed to be a woman because I for one don't encourage married people to talk to others...believe me I seem to be a magnet for married men for some reason. Thankfully none of the three people who were revealed today to be married and cheating had anything to do with me but by golly...for real people. If you aint in love with your spouse...get a dam divorce. Why put children through this? Why lose friendships because you would rather lose a friend than a whore? It's a shame...but I'm glad that I'm me and I have morals and there still is a little bit of decency in the world today!

What Is A Fireman
He's the guy next door- a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotton over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams, Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a Fireman. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentile man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life- hot coffee held in numb, unbendable fingers- a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling- the camaraderie of brave men- the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the names of all men. He doesn't wear buttons or wave flags or shout obscenities. When he marches,

Can They Make It
The pagers go off, calling us out. The dispatcher gives the address, with a loud shout. I jump out of bed as fast as I can. Grab my shoes and my keys as they page us again. I go out to my truck, plug in the dash light. Cause somewhere in town is a fire I must fight. Wipeing the sleep from my eyes, I see a bright glow in the distance. A policeman yells over the radio "Code 3, I need assistance" He said there is screaming, coming from inside. I think to myself, someone is trapped, but alive. The pain they must feel, I can't imagine the scare. I see the station up the road, the chief's already there. I pray to God "Please let us get there in time, To save an unknown life, Lord if you must, instead take mine." I speed up a little faster, but still driving safe. Still praying to God that I won't be too late. I finally get to the station, put on my turn out gear. The chief starts the fire engine and yells "We're outta here!" The sirens so

Alone
He lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of him the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" he thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near him, all around him, is the faint scent of despair. He looks for something to hold onto. There's nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." he thinks. "What's the point?" is what follows. His hands tremble. He wants to cry, but he can't. It's almost as if he's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," he thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. He searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All he finds are his thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is betray him. As if someone has opened the floodgates, Millions of gallons of thoughts come rushing into his mind. He struggles to stay afloat. He looks for his planking, som

Please Help
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3 Weeks
Just a heads up that in 3 weeks I probably won't have as much internet time as I do now. Life has taken a turn and I knew it was coming and it's really not for the best but I will try to get on and check in from time to time til I find where I'm going and when and then get settled.

Cyanide Rawks Club Eclipse
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Consider This Statement;
''Matt was first admitted to The Priory in 2005 for alcohol abuse. Then, in 2006, he was re-admitted for his addiction to weed - at least a joint a day for eight years.'' a joint a day for eight years? okay so he was in Busted (scoff) but even so...lmao. i wanted to do a mumm but i not have enough points *sad face* so i just walked the dog and i was thinking about this bbq i going to tonight, at a subs house and hoping her Dom wont be there (or at least leaves before i've had much beer) cause i am in a pissy feminist mood at the moment when it comes to Doms. she was so upset with him at the weekend she said she almost felt like leaving him and he said thats always your choice. thats so typical. he needs to sort the problem out and not let the cutest, sweetest sub he's ever gonna find get her heartbroken. anyway thats my litle rant hopefully now i wrote it here it wont spill out of my mouth tonight lol. x

Landed In Oz...lost The Hot Air Balloon
I have arrived in Kansas..still trying to adjust to the time zone change..unloaded the uhaul basically by myself-Damn I am STRONG!!LOL....realized I own to much crap-maybe Nellie owns to much as most of the boxes had her name on them...Start work MON..River Festival starts Thurs..WOOT WOOT!!...need to find a house! so I need to call Aaron H. ...doing laundry because I got real stinky in the Hot Air Balloon....found out Salina really does have Kareoke, hmmm jury still out on the quality, but then its oober hard to compete with Terry and Dex!!!!!!!!!cuz they ROCK!!.......Love ALL the RAIN!!!..... I miss my friends badly,and my KIDS....feels kind of empty without them!!!!!!!! Love all my friends here!! Shurrie

Sex App
Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Why?
why do people put or add pics that no one can see i understand the NSFW pics put to make all of your pics private is stupid your friends cant even view them and then on top of that ive seen the tittle of the album (private dont ask to see or you will be removed from friends list) thats really retarded so what do you think please respond.

Breakfast
MMMMM To wake up to you! Laying there beneath the silky white sheets. I can see the silhouette of your handsome body beneath, see each curve, watching this gorgeous specimen of a man, as the sheet moves up and down with your breathing. I see the form of your hardness in the center of your body, so delectable, that my mouth begins to water at the thought of tasting your delicious juices. Slowly, quietly I move to the end of the bed, raising the covers slightly as I slowly begin to crawl under the sheet, gently parting your legs with my warm soft fingertips, licking my lips as I approach the gorgeous hardness set before my eyes. I hear your shallow breathing continue while you sleep. My index and thumb encircles your throbbing hardness, as they move downward to the base, pulling down the top skin away from the head of your pulsating, beautiful member. moving closer to you, my tongue moves along my fingers at the base. The warmth of my breathe, the wetness and velvety feel of my

Encounter
WE are standing together and I am kissing you deeply with my fingers running through your hair and pulling gently at the nape of your neck. I look at you then look down at my chest and begin to unbutton my blouse...but only half way and you can see the rise of cleavage and the beginning of my black silky bra. I kiss you again and start to run my hands up your sides under your shirt and pull it over your head. I start to kiss the side of your neck move my way to your earlobes and down to your shoulder listening to hear what kind of response you have. I stop where I get the most response and spend some time there while I run my hands and fingers up and down. I run my hands up and down the backs of your thighs before grasping your cheeks in my hands and pressing your erection against my stomach. I rock my pelvis gently against you while I return my lips to your mouth and French kiss you gently. I slowly run my hands from your butt upwards and dip my fingers just below the waistband of

Puddin
I love the way we feel skin to skin. There's a tingle of electricity when our naked pores touch. Your fingers travel over my body, filling me with shivers and need. My mouth seeks your warm solid shoulders to taste and kiss. The hardness of your body protects and excites me. Exploring your body, is always exciting and new. And I love the ways you choose to explore mine. Tonight the air is crisp and cool as it rustles the curtains and creeps into the room. Neither of us wants to close the windows. For now we want to breathe the damp mist and listen to the quiet shuffle of the leaves. The scent of chocolate fills the air as I stir dessert...chocolate pudding. The recipe is simple but sweet and has been passed down for generations. "Mmmmm...what's that?" Peeking over my shoulder, you glance into the pan. "Pudding," I answer and smile. Lifting the spoon to your mouth, I offer you a little lick. Eyes closed, you savor the warm rich pudding, holding it on your tongue for a moment

Pissed Off
Do You ever get so angry that you dont know what the hell to do next. No matter how hard you try to make everything right it always ends up fucking up. No matter how hard you try to make people happy the only thing you do is hurt them. How about doing more than you can handle and pushing your self harder and harder till you just can't anymore and you dont know what the hell to do next. Because you can't stand being you you can't stand being what you've become? Have you ever sat there and tried to understand everything going on in your life and come up empty. Have you ever lived for so long wanting and hurting for something then things in your life start to change. You've busted your ass for so long and you think that the happy life you want will never happen then you start to get that "Happy Life?" And then everyone all the sudden cares about you and about what you do and everyone always counts on you and wants you to do this and that for them. They make you feel like shit but you stil

Home Made Sidewalk Chalk
Sidewalk Chalk 2 Cups Water 2 Cups Plaster of Paris 2 Tbsp. Tempera Paint (Wet or Dry) Toilet Paper Tubes with duct tape over one end Combine and stir together. Let stand a few minutes. Place tubes on cookie sheet lined with foil or wax paper. Pour mixture into holders, let stand until semi-firm. Remove holders and let dry completely - ready to use in about 1 to 1 1/2 hrs. *Never pour plaster down sink.

Modelling Clay
Quick and Easy Modeling Clay 3/4 cup All Purpose Flour 1/2 cup Salt 1 1/2 tsp. Powdered alum 1 1/2 tsp. Vegetable Oil 1/2 cup Boiling Water Food Coloring 1. Mix flour, salt, and alum in a mixing bowl. 2. Add vegetable oil and boiling water. Stir vigorously with a spoon until well blended. Dough should not stick to the sides of the bowl and should be cool enough to handle. 3. Add food coloring and knead into dough until color is well blended and the dough is the desired tint. QUANTITY: Makes about 1 cup. Double the recipe for large projects. For groups, mix several double recipes rather than one large amount. USES: The is an excellent play dough. It has a smooth texture, takes about 15 minutes to make, and dries to a hard finish overnight. STORAGE: Store in a jar with a tight lid. Dough will keep several months without refrigeration.

Ziploc Ice Cream
Ziploc Ice Cream 1/2 cup milk 1/4 cup half and half 1 tablespoon sugar 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract 2 sandwich size Ziploc bags 1 one gallon size Ziploc bag 2 cups ice 1 tablespoon coarse salt 1. Put one small Ziploc bag inside the other then add the milk, half and half, sugar, and vanilla extract to the inside bag. 2. Remove excess air & seal both bags. 3. Add the ice and salt to larger bag and place smaller bag inside. Seal firmly. 4. Now it's time for the kids to shake, rattle & roll the baggie. Ice cream will be ready to eat in 5-10 minutes.

Night Time Sky
YOUR BEAUTY IS LIKE A NIGHT TIME SKY YOUR EYES TWINKLE LIKE THE STARS IN THA SKY YOUR SMILE SHINES BRIGHT LIKE THE MOON IN THE SKY EVERYTIME I LOOK UP AT THE NIGHT TIME SKY I THINK OF YOU & YOUR BEAUTY IF YOU WERE EVER TO TAKE YOUR BEAUTY AWAY FROM ME I WOULDN’T HAVE ANYTHING TO BRING ME JOY AFTER A HARD DAY I WANT TO BE YOUR DAY & NIGHT YOUR JOY & HAPPINESS, I WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING YOU BRING ME JOY WHEN I’M DOWN LIGHT WHEN I’M BLINDED WITH DARKNESS YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING MY NIGHT TIME SKY

Spirit Of The Hidden Heart
Perched on top of the highest mountain My hearts flowing love like a fountain Whats the reason for this magic ? Dont tell me your sad because how can you find it tragic Spirit of the hidden heart, how do you reveal it Its not like a puppet on a string You have to let someone truly find it and discover Dont let someone hurt you and blow its cover The meaning of the spirit of the hidden heart The one who truly you will love with be the only one to blow its cover You cant give away its location Because when your true love finds it, such a beautiful sensation Spirit of the hidden heart, yeah keep the magic hidden Its the most precious thing that you can give to be taken Fly it to the highest peak Because the one who truly loves you will climb the highest They would swim the deepest sea if you dropped it down there Keep it hidden because its the greatest treasure Spirit of the hidden heart, keeps the true one only searching for you Because when when they have uncove

Pina Colada Ice Cream
Pina Colada Ice Cream 1 (12 oz.) can crushed pineapple 1 pkg. frozen coconut 1 qt. half and half 1 pt. whipping cream 1 can Eagle Brand milk 4 eggs, beaten well (or Egg Beaters) 2 c. sugar 2 tsp. rum flavoring Mix Eagle Brand milk, sugar and eggs in large bowl. Beat well; add cream and half and half. Add remaining ingredients. Place in ice cream freezer.

Joke
A Cajun walks into a bar with A pet alligator by his side. He puts the alligator up on the bar. He turns to the astonished patrons. "I'll make you a deal. I'll open this alligator's mouth and place my manhood inside. Then the gator will close his Mouth for one minute. "Then he'll open his mouth And I'll remove my unit unscathed. In return for witnessing this Spectacle, Each of you will buy me a drink." The crowd murmured their approval. The man stood up on the bar, Dropped his trousers, And placed his Johnson and related parts in the alligator's open mouth. The gator closed his mouth As the crowd gasped. After a minute, The man grabbed a beer Bottle and smacked the Alligator hard on the top of Its head. The gator opened his mouth And the man removed his genitals unscathed as promised. The crowd cheered, And the first of his free Drinks were delivered. The man stood up again and made another offer. "I'll pay anyone $100 who's willing to give it

My Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Pinchin Ass Day
xoxoxoxoxo hehe Today is PINCH some ASS day and baby you know your sexy if you get THIS! GO ahead & start PINCHING send this 2 all ur sexy friends (even me) if you get 1-2u ugly, 3-4 ok, 5-6 damn, 7-8 wow, 9+ HOT AS HELL!!!

Severe Weather June 10th 2008
A cold front will approach the area and pass thru the area late tuesday afternoon/early tuesday evening. As this front approaches it will spark off showers and thunderstorms of which some of these storms will be severe. The air that is out ahead of this front is VERY HOT...the air that is behind this front is cooler air. The clashing of these two air masses will result in thunderstorms...Main threat will be hail and wind but the threat of tornados is also there! Some of these storms could contain winds of 60 mph or greater. So if you happen to be near these storms please take shelter until it is passed. After this front goes thru...temperatures will drop closer to seasonal levels...The heat and humidity will be less. For the Map please see my blog... http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

History Mystery
History Mystery Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three

Have You Ever
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn’t? or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don’t, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of wha

Just Because It Is Online, Doesn't Mean It Isn't Cheating
Why is it that people think it is ok to lie and share nude photos etc online and they think that it isn't cheating. If you are doing something that you feel you can't tell your wife/husband about then you probly shouldn't be doing it. Regardless of what some people believe alot of trust is lost due to behavior like this and people do get hurt. So if you don't mind hurting other people or just don't care then go ahead and keep lying and telling yourself that it is all inoccent because "you never actually touched someone else".

Poem: The Curse Aka Phuck Kancer
The Curse I got a lot on my mind today Should've wrote this on Leap Year Looks like you've lost another one huh? To her...CANCER Just want to tell you to keep your head up I love you so much With every passin' day We've seen too many people die by the hands of her I made a promise to mama that I will not fail Deep down inside I feel that I have I can't get anyone to let go of these Kancer stiKKs Same people who tell me they love me With the same breath exhales the venomous smoke No longer pissed off just disappointed In them and in myself...especially myself I've given up and lettin' the devil win They don't understand... They'll never understand Until the Chemo sessions start Or the morphine patches they need Children they hold dear watchin' them die SLOWLY And I promised myself to never go through it again Call me selfish I don't care I can't watch another one die So would it be wrong to feed with a long handled spoon? But you know I won't do that I'll b

Coldplay - Trouble
Oh no, I see A spider web is tangled up with me And I lost my head The thought of all the stupid things I've said Oh no, what's this? A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle So I turned to run The thought of all the stupid things I've done I never meant to cause you trouble I never meant to do you wrong I, well if I ever caused you trouble Oh no, I never meant to do you harm Oh no, I see A spider web and it's me in the middle So I twist and turn Here am I in my little bubble Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble I never meant to do you wrong Ah, well if I ever caused you trouble Oh no, I never meant to do you harm They spun a web for me They spun a web for me They spun a web for me

Celebrity Prom Date Quiz!
Your celebrity prom date is Justin Timberlake. Your sultry style and super confidence fit in perfectly with Justin's persona. Make sure you look drop-dead gorgeous, 'cause all eyes will be on you! Celebrity Prom Date Quiz by QuizRocket.com Funny Quizzes!MySpace Quizzes | Love Quiz | Online Quizes.

A Good Laugh!
y: WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! ________________________________ WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally. " __

MotÖrhead’s Lemmy Says His Action Figure Won’t Get Much ’action’
MOTÖRHEAD frontman Ian "Lemmy" Kilmister recently spoke to the Artisan News Service about the Lemmy Icon Figure (image), which is about to begin shipping from Locoape, creators of iconic figures and collectibles. An edition of 2,500 pieces is one exclusive that includes an individually numbered MOTÖRHEAD "Ace of Spades" playing card as well as an authentic D'Andrea Lemmy guitar pick. Also available is an autographed edition limited to only 50 pieces worldwide. "I had to stand on this platform while the camera went around and did the hologram thing and then they made the model, only smaller," Lemmy said. "They said it's an action figure, and I said, 'So, you're gonna put a dick on it?' They said, 'No.' I said, 'Well, then it's not going to get much action then, is it?' A bad name for it, right?" Watch video footage of Lemmy talking about the action figure at this location. Locoape, the newly formed Chicago-based manufacturer, produces an array of both licensed and proprietary b

Alice Cooper Tracklisting Revealed
Rock legend ALICE COOPER will be releasing his new album, Along Came A Spider, on July 29th in North America via Steamhammer/SPV. The album will be available as a regular CD and double-vinyl. The tracklisting is as follows: 'Catch Me', 'Hungry', 'I Am The Spider', 'I Know Where You Live', '(In Touch With) Your Feminine Side', 'Killed By Love', 'Salvation', 'The One That Got Away', 'Vengeance Is Mine', 'Wake The Dead', 'Wrapped In Silk'. Along Came A Spider was co-produced by Greg Hampton and Danny Saber in Los Angeles.

Live - Selling The Drama
and to love: a god and to fear: a flame and to burn a crowd that has a name and to right or wrong and to weak or strong it is known, just scrape it from the wall I've willed, I've walked, I've read I've talked, I know, I know, I've been there before hey, now we won't be raped hey, now we won't be scarred like that hey, now we won't be raped hey, now we won't be scarred like that it's the sun that burns it's the wheel that turns it's the way we sing that makes 'em dream and to christ: a cross and to me: a chair I will sit and earn the ransom from up here I've willed, I've walked, I've read I've talked, I know, I know, I've been here before hey, now we won't be raped hey, now we won't be scarred like that hey, now we won't be raped hey, now we won't be scarred like that and to love: a god and to fear: a flame and to burn a love that has a name I've willed, I've walked, I've read I've talked, I know, I know, I've been here before hey, n

Anberlin - Paperthin Hymn
When your only friends are hotel rooms Hands are distant lullabies If I could turn around I would tonight These roads never seemed so long Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone Will daybreak ever come? Who's gonna call on Sunday morning? Who's gonna drive you home? I just want one more chance To put my arms in fragile hands I thought you said forever Over and over A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion These thoughts run through my head Over and over Complaints of violence become my only friends August evenings Bring solemn warnings To remember To kiss the ones you love goodnight You never know what temporal days may bring Laugh, love, live free, and sing When life is in discord Praise ye the Lord Who's gonna call on Sunday morning? Who's gonna drive you home? I just want one more chance To put my arms in fragile hands I thought you said forever Over and over A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion These thoug

The Earths Temperature
As you all know the earths temp is reachin record highs.As the good book says"God tried to destroy the earth by water."Now from my understanding God must be thinkin of destroyin the world by fire.In example the wild fires in california.Yeah they might be made by humans.But it's mother nature spreading them.Take this as you will but the facts are there.Just look.

Can't Wait!!
Well its June! I'm going june 21st to Ontario to pick up my oldest son and best friend, oh my goodness I can't wait to see them. I haven't seen my son since Christmas time. I will be able to see him all summer long then he will have to go back to his dads in August wish it didn't have to happen but it does. My friend will be visiting me for a week or so and we are hoping to go to the Woodstock en beauce to see billy talent that should be fun! We were going to go camping but still not quite prepared for that. We will be going to the beach and doing lots more. OMG can't it get here by now. I wish they were coming tomorrow or hear now! I will have a week off work starting next weekend woo hoo thought it would never come. YAY family time and Party time !!

Just Cause Its Time To Part Ways
Well its only been a short time thst I have been on here but I am calling it quits, if you are on my friends list and wish to stay in touch email me with in 48hrs and I will give you other means to get in touch with me. Im leaving cause I just get tired of same old same old not cause of anyone but myself is the reason why im decomissioning my account on monday morning. Hope all continue to have a great time on here im just borded with it already, talk to y'all later if you still wanna chat outside of FUBAR.

Sunken Wreck Of Famed Warship Found
By WILLIAM KATES, AP Posted: 2008-06-14 09:11:55 Filed Under: Nation News SYRACUSE, N.Y. (June 13) - A 22-gun British warship that sank during the American Revolution and has long been regarded as one of the "Holy Grail" shipwrecks in the Great Lakes has been discovered at the bottom of Lake Ontario, astonishingly well-preserved in the cold, deep water, explorers announced Friday. Shipwreck enthusiasts Jim Kennard and Dan Scoville used side-scanning sonar and an unmanned submersible to locate the HMS Ontario, which was lost with barely a trace and as many as 130 people aboard during a gale in 1780. The 80-foot sloop of war is the oldest shipwreck and the only fully intact British warship ever found in the Great Lakes, Scoville and Kennard said. "To have a Revolutionary War vessel that's practically intact is unbelievable. It's an archaeological miracle," said Canadian author Arthur Britton Smith, who chronicled the history of the HMS Ontario in a 1997 book, "The Legend of

Bisexual
I love women! I do, it doesn't matter what size, women are incredible, the female body is just amazing! But, there is something truly hot and arousing about being with a man! A man knows how to please another man, and to have a woman watch and admire you pleasing another man is one of the hottest things in the known universe. Does anyone else fell this way?

'zt ~*~juggalo Mafia~*~'
THIS IS A CUNT WHORE...SHE LIKE TO SEND HER PANTIES THROUGH THE US POSTAL SERVICE.SHES NOT HAPPTY WITH HER LIFE SO SHE PICKS ON THE LESS BETTER PEOPLE.SHE TOLD ME SHE DOES NEEDLES AND SMOKES WEED.SHE HAS HAS SEX WITH HER BROTHER 3 TIMES.

Fill 'er Up Game
This is a water play game! Divide the group into teams of two people. Have teammates stand 6 feet from one another. One player holds a clear plastic cup with a ping pong ball in it. The other teammate has a squirt bottle. The object is to get enough water in the cup to float the ping pong ball.

Passionman71
He is my new Fu Owner and he Rawks... He is always helping people level and just a sweet guy so stop by his page if you haven't already and Fan/Rate/Add him and show him tons of love. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

A Note From The "jinya" During "tech Week"
HI, Leaving notes. Im so new at this. See, I have a collection of cards from Kim when shes fought with me and wanted to make up, but I always know theyre bullshit. Since theyre the only comparison I have, I dont want to write anything like that cause, well, the whole bullshit factor.Im also stuck because Im distraught. Some of it my own, a lot of it yours. Thats not blame, thats the Jinya emotional sponge back in action. Look up Pisces. Were renowned for it. Its not your fault, it just happens.I know youre stressed and upset and pushing your limits. I also know theres very little I can do. Trying gets me nowhere but sadder. Its like punching a brick wall. Eventually you have to realize that the brick wall is going to stand there for a while.Then you go out to the shop, get an air hammer, and show it whose boss!Or you let the wall work through its problems. Im here.Do I have issues? Yes. Have I been hurt? Yes. Should we discuss? Probably. But right now I feel like opening my mouth

Just Another Day In ... Paradise?
OK, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all! I hope everybody had a good time over the holidays. Well, I promised that I would write about that ever so exciting car ride home and here it is.We loaded, gave and received the usual hugs and handshakes before heading back home. I was playing passenger, as I still don't have my license, and had nestled into my seat with a good book. Jinya was driving and I thought all was going well until we got about a quarter of the way home and she became fidgety. I put down my book and waited for the usual Whine of "Talk to me and keep me awake." It never came. She pulled off the highway and into a Casey's Store where she proceeded to load up on snacks and caffeine. Still hadn't heard a peep from her since leaving Owatonna. She comes back and has the audacity to ask me to sit in the back and put the hamster that she had brought with her in front to help her stay awake. Yes she travels with a hamster, red flag?Ok, first problem, she's going to

"ryjaan’s" Yahoo! Profile
Basics Yahoo! ID: Ryjaan Real Name: Jinya Location: Iowa Age: 21 Marital Status: Single And Looking Gender: Female Occupation: Student More About Me Hobbies: Reading, writing, school. Stargazing. Anything else cool? Latest News: I won a million dollars... In a dream. Drat! Favorite Quote "Why is it you want your dreams to be reality and reality to be a dream? ~Sarah, my best friend." Links Create your own home page at GeoCities! Home Page: No home page specified Cool Link: No cool link specified

You Crazy Bastards
So basically there is NOTHING like driving a boys car with him as a passenger, blaring the music as loud as it will go so that everything around you is shakin' like an eartquake. And then driving up to that boys best friends house where all the guys are sitting outside...Now this might not sound like a whole lot of fun...but it REALLY is when the music you are playing so that the whole world can hear is Mily Cyrus. Oh the looks that boy got from his friends. The joy of it is gonna be so worth the concequences I am bound to face later. Chad I heart you cause you put up with me. Lohzer.

Rambling Schambling Dambimg Huh...
Know what, I'll tell you what, I miss blogging. I used to blog all the time and now I basically just post quizzes and randomness. Sooo now I am actually going to blog about what has been going on in my life. Cool shizz. Ready, set, go. Ok well first off, I am uber pissed at my brother. Why? Well he drank all the coke and here I was fixing to have myself a rum and coke but there is no coke. So now I have to have a rum and more rum...which is good yet not as good as what it could have been. Secondly, ok now I know peoples and I like to think that I am "friends" with quite a few of these peoples. Yet what the hell do you do when one of those girls who thinks she is your friend but you secretly HATE her wants to hang out? Like I can't keep blowing her off forever (eww that sounds dirty.) Ugh. Like Jess, girl, we were friends 5 facking years ago. Get over me already! What else is annoying me you may ask? Well I will tell you! People who take my car, drive around the facking city an

Yahoo! Conversation With Jinya.... It Just Drags On And On
ryjaan (10:23:48 PM): hi. Do I rank a groan? jamesfahle (10:24:11 PM): ryjaan (10:24:30 PM): thought so jamesfahle (10:24:44 PM): have fun with Brandy last night? ryjaan (10:25:27 PM): She mainly tried to do homework amidst the friendly rants and falling asleep. jamesfahle (10:25:45 PM): sounds like a blast ryjaan (10:26:36 PM): It was what it was, but it was still company and jokes. jamesfahle (10:27:07 PM): ahhh.... she was a time filler? jamesfahle (10:27:19 PM): keep the mind busy? ryjaan (10:27:36 PM): Not entirely. Though she probably did stay too late. jamesfahle (10:27:56 PM): she ever get her apt? jamesfahle (10:28:05 PM): or is she still with Ian? ryjaan (10:28:06 PM): I have elevations due on Thursday and she helped me figure out the best way to address my myriad of q's to Steve. ryjaan (10:28:37 PM): Searching and saving now jamesfahle (10:29:40 PM): ahhhh, sounds like fun jamesfahle (10:31:09 PM): so, you never did answer my q

Women Neede
Women are needed for several roles in up coming movie shoot..Needed are two bi-,or able to act bi-females,and seven more female roles..If anyone interested in a call...Send pics to moviemaker 5151@fubar.com

Mumm Policy
Taken from Scrapper's blog as so many abuse the mumms. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Please do not email asking why your MuMM was deleted. If it did not fall into the guideline below and was deleted, please read the last paragraph closely. Once a month we will turn all of the people who have lost their MuMMs back on. Until then you are able to make friend MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and rele

Keeper Of My Heart
Just a short time ago, I lived with an abundance of inner emptiness. Where my heart was once positioned now stands a great black hole. It took an enormous amount of strength to pull together and reconstruct the scattered fragments of a heart destroyed from the yesterdays gone by. You have pieced together the shattered crystals of a heart that once was whole. A treasure decimated by those of incompetence, not worthy of holding something so priceless. This crystal heart is whole again, Full of love for you to sweetly nuture upon. Although still fragile, I freely give it to you, trusting that no harm shall come to it. Openly I shall give you loyalty and dedication, along with honor, trust, and deep respect. Into thy gentle hands, I place this heart of crystal, grateful for the emptiness that you have replaced. You have engineered a task that seemed impossible. You solely filled the once depleted. You have reconstructed the once destroyed. For this, you sha

My Silent Journey
I've prepared for you for quite some time. So many years on end. Just knowing that you do exist, My ideal lover, my ideal friend. I know that out there somewhere, You breathe the same air that I do. Every day I wait, patiently alone, For this dream to turn out true. Each new day that I awaken Is but another that I greet. I ask myself each new morning, Is it today that we meet? I stare at every passerby, Asking myself, "are you the one?" Hoping that our eyes ignite, Like the blazing sun. I hear your heart, it's barely beating. I'm honing in upon the sound. I just know that I will find you soon. Yes, you will be found. Your heartbeat may be muffled From hurt and resentment in your past. Soon I'll stand before you, To free your heart at last. Conditional lovers say it's a fairy tale. Skeptics say that it's not true. Frightened hearts will keep their distance. The misinformed don't know what to do. I know that you are out there, And