Fubar Blog Posts 3

Another Delima
I have invested years into my relationship, and man I am telling you theres not much we havent been through. You know, I got alot of stuff going on, some pretty big things in my life, and I see this bigger picture now. I am the type of girl who stays true, I am gonna stick by your side no matter what. I reached a point where enough was enough, either you could roll with me, or roll off. I thought there was a mutual understanding about that. One girl, that was me. I want to handle things differently. Man I been a good woman, alot of peeps can't say that these days, but I want to always be able to say that about me. Now, I see limitations on what I can do in my relationship, and I would never come close to doing some of the things, my other half does, guess thats where the difference is. His limitations are different, what do you do about that? I try and be a woman about things just brush it off, but some things really bother me. Sometimes feels like a slap in my face. He lo

Tear Drop
Little tear drop With black leather lace Going down with speed Trying to win the race She can't stop Little tear drop With silvery chains Stands out with glee All the pearls she made I've lost Little tear drop With wicked games Slows down from the speed She already has a lake To hold her when She's finally being shot New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments

Lounges ... Hope It Hits Home....
What a long way we have come from Lost Cherry....to FUBAR.... It used to be that the lounges were great places...now it seems as though it is a battle ground on here, and some things w/ the new lounges are awesome...(the setup of them) but then you have that greediness that has arose...it is quite shameful. I don't hink that this is the direction the lounges we're suppose to go or the way they should be done.... Hopefully we can get back to what the lounges really mean...a place on fubar where we can all chat and make new friends and relationships...back to what we lost in the wake of change......laterz ...peace out!

The Miracle Of Friendship
The Miracle Of Friendship There is a miracle called Friendship that dwells within the heart and you don't know how it happens or when it even starts. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift. g.w 2007

Nov 26
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 26,2007 You are spending a lot of time with one person, though it may not be a romantic situation. A good friend or close coworker may just be absorbing most of your energy and it is all for the best.

She Wants Me
I see you standing there yearning for what you want but I won't give in I have to tease and taunt My nails go down your back then my fingers through your hair the feelings growing stonger you want me right there But this pleasure you can't have not until I'm through you can't have me not until I've had you Now I gently kiss your chest god you feel so hot a little further down I go I think I've found the spot You pull me closer to you now your lips are touching mine the feeling that burns inside is heavenly divine Now you lay me down caressing all my curves touch me anyway you want 'cause baby it's all yours Now that you've found my spot what will you do you lay your hand on my hips and say this is all for you Now we lay side by side both feeling so satisfied you hold me in your arms so tight this can't be wrong 'cause it feels so right

~waited A Lifetime~
I’ve waited a lifetime for you I’ve searched the whole world over, Looking for your love. Some days I never thought I’d find you And I wanted to give up So many other faces, so many wrong embraces Trying to find one heart that felt like home to me. None of them could ever compare to you love, You are my strength, my joy. You give me comfort from the storm You make me smile on cloudy days You keep me safe and warm. I would be so lost without you, Your love is so pure and true Your heart, so beautiful and kind Because you’ve walked that long, lonely road That made you who you are (mine!). I know it’s been a hard long journey And it may get harder still But together we can lift each other Our strength will get us through I’ll never give up; I’ll never give in As long as I have you. When I look into your eyes I know that love is real When you hold me in your arms love, Nothing else compares Let me lay here with you forever And gaze at your beautiful face And dream of our life S

Thought
§Well I was day dreaming... long enough to remember he broke my heart maybe not once but twice. Maybe thats why I have these feelings?. I need my moment. I think I thrive for it. is it ever possible? maybe he owes it to me. Possible not unless I go against my morals and possibly give up my life as I know it and my life is not a bad one. Im happy mostly. I feel like Im stuck but I shouldnt. I know I gotta but I cant let it go it was so long ago but still a blur of unfinished happenings. It's not like I expect anything more to come of it I wouldnt know where to go after the first touch or kiss. like I said its only a dream. A dream that torchers me If only I could timetravel and done something a little sooner but then I thought the same as now (would it work) and now I feel Im in to deep. Where do I go from here? I will just have to let it eat me up inside and tear my world apart or let my wold as I know it crash and burn around me.

Ugh~
I don't feel all that great today. I am on an antibiotic for this strep throat and today is the last day~! thank goodness~! It causes me to have a tummy ache and I don't eat as much...wait that might be a good thing...LOL~ Yesterday ended up being a day...whew~Jeff came home early so he could go to the dr. He has an infection that is not clearing up so off we went and he has a staph infection. UGH~! So we get home, I cook supper, and go up the road to the pharmacy to get his med. Well, it seems our insurance carrier's computers were down and I had to pay for his med. Not too bad but still $36 is a lot these days around here. Hopefully when I go back to the pharmacy today I can get refunded what they pay for. At least that is what the pharmacy manager said. We also had the heating guy to come out and check the unit this morning. Our house is colder than it should be but he got it figured out what was wrong and it is working properly. Now maybe we can stay warm at night

Vows
My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

Cocoon - Jack Johnson
Based on your smile I'm betting all of this might be over soon But you're bound to win 'Cause if I'm betting against you I think I'd rather lose But this is all that I am So please, Take what's left of this heart and use Please use only what you really need You know I only have so little so please Mend your broken heart and leave I know it's not your style I could tell by the way that you move It's real real soon But I'm on your side But I don't wanna be your regret I'd rather be your cocoon But this is all that you have So please, let me take what's left of your heart and I will use I swear i will only use what i need I know you only have so little so please Let me mend my broken heart and You said this was all you had, and it's all I need blah blah blah Because it fell apart I guess it's all you knew It's all I had But now we have only confused hearts And I guess all we had is really all we need So please, Let's take these broken hearts and use

Young Warrior
He stood there facing the beast, planting his feet deep into the earth to steady himself Growling heard across the land, as the ground began to shiver and shake. The eyes of the beast growing brighter as if piercing his eternal light. He did not flinch, just stood his ground, getting ready for the fight. The beast hunched down, a snarl arose from what seemed to be his lips. Warmth from the beasts breath was felt upon his body. unsheathing his blade, gripping the handle snugly, still not moving from were he stood.. The beast sudenly moves quickly, circling the young warrior, moving faster and faster. The young warrior lowered his look the the ground, closing his eyes, taking in a deep breath. The beast growled once more, ground rumbling harder than before. He gripped the handle abit more snug, still not moving from his spot, eyes remaining closed. With one last snarl the beast charges at the young warrior, and attacks for the kill. He stands there preparing himself, listenin

P.u.s.h.
Some needed inspiration from my Dad. . . A man was sleeping one night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to Push against the rock with all his might... So, this the man did, day after day for many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, Pushing with all of his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Since the man was showing discouragement, the adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: (He will do it every time) 'You have been Pushing against that rock for a long time and it hasn't moved.' Thus, he gave the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoug

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and words we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe the internet a small debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Blindfolded
Blindfolded Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harm. The wind blew the grass and earth, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch th

What It Takes To Make A Woman Happy
I got sent this as a comment and realized that truer words have not been said. Its not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1.a friend 2.a companion 3.a lover 4.a brother 5.a father 6.a master 7.a chef 8.an electrician 9.a carpenter 10.a plumber 11.a mechanic 12.a decorator 13.a stylist 14.a sexologist 15.a gynecologist 16.a psychologist 17.a pest exterminator 18.a psychiatrist. 19. a healer 20.a good listener 21.an organizer 22.a good father. 23.very clean 24.sympathetic 25.athletic 26.warm 27.attentive 28.gallant 29.intelligent 30.funny 31.creative 32.tender 33.strong 34.understanding 35.tolerant 36.prudent 37.ambitious 38.capable 39.courageous 40.determined 41.true 42.dependable 43.passionate 44.compassionate. Without out forgetting to: 45.give her compliments 46.love shopping 47.be honest 48.be very rich 49.not stress her out 50.not look at other girls=At the same time you must also 51.give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 52.Give her lots o

I Swear This Is No Joke It's 2 My Baby If You Login Please Read This
im sorry about this morning i didnt meen to sound like a jerk im sorry i let you down im not much of a friend hell i even let myself down i appologise and im truly sorry you should know i love you for you and not for what you have or dont have you are my baby girl no matter what anyone says baby i love you ill be up waitin for you please call me baby :(

Me To!
Last night we kissed, you kissed my pain away. You said 'I love you' If I would have known, I'd have said 'Me too'. Now tonight its to late You're gone from me forever. The lord took you away and now my pain is killing me Soon I'll be with you again to say 'Me too'

A Vampires Lust
I wake just before dusk, safe and secure in my room. Enveloped by darkness, but still able to see the faint traces of the sun's last light under the door to my bedroom, I sit up and pause at the edge of my bed. I pull my hair back away from my face, only to have it tumble forward again. The fog in my head clears at the same moment the light winks out from under my door. Bright-eyed and alert now, I can think about the night ahead. I slip off the end of my bed and pad around the room. The floor is cool against my bare feet and it heightens my senses even further. Yes… tonight I am hungry. Tonight I will hunt. Smiling to myself I quickly go through all the necessary motions, getting together clothing, money, keys, etc. In the shower I ponder my options. Should I go to the park, the library, or the clubs? The warm water on my skin is delicious, like thousands of warm fingers on my skin. Drying myself after the shower, I return to my options. Remembering the last fiasco at the park, and

Nsfw
I have deemed my photos NSFW, whether they are or not. I got another message that someone was offended by what they saw. You shall notice that my albums are now almost all, NSFW. So that everyone viewing is forewarned that they shall be offended, on an adult site, that there might be adult material in there. So, if you are thinking, "This is not NSFW", I assure you that someone thinks so.

Another Song
pretty girl on every corner sunshine turns the sky to gold so warm, its always warm here i can't take the cold streets littered with diamonds everyone glistering this whole world shines so brightly i can't see a thing pretty as a picture she is like a golden ring settles me with love and laughter i can't feel a thing skys gonna open people going to pray and crawl going to rain down fire going to burn us all skys going to open, people going to pray and sing i can't feel a thing she's pretty as a picture she is like a golden ring settles me with love and laughter i can't feel a thing

~the Kiss~
IT IS STORMY OUTSIDE AS I SIT BY MY WINDOW WATCHING THE RAIN FALL LIKE SILENT TEARS I WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOLD AND KISS ME. INTO THE ROOM YOU QUIETLY WALK. LOOKING AT YOUR FACE I SEE YOUR SOFT TENDER LIPS GENTLY I STROKE YOUR CHEEK, MY FINGER TIPS BRUSH SOFTLY ACROSS YOUR LIPS. MY LIPS TOUCH YOUR WITH A SILENT BREATH, LONG AND SOFT. I LOVE YOUR KISS AS I LOVE YOU

Close My Eyes Forever...
YOU CAN NEVER GO WRONG BY LISTENING TO OZZY..AND I HAVE TO SAY HIM AND LITA ROCK THIS SONG..I MIGHT BE JUST A OLE' COUNTRY GIRL,,AND I DO LOVE MY COUNTRY MUSIC..BUT OZZY OSBOURNE HAS GOT TO BE MY #1 SINGER..ONCE AGAIN HE ROCKS.. ( COWGIRL HUGS )

Sudan Charges Briton With Insulting Religion
Teacher reportedly allowed class to pick ‘Muhammad’ as teddy bear's name MSNBC News Services updated 10:46 a.m. ET, Wed., Nov. 28, 2007 KHARTOUM, Sudan - A British teacher has been charged with inciting hatred, insulting religion and showing contempt of religious beliefs after her class named a teddy bear Muhammad, state media said on Wednesday. "Khartoum north prosecution unit has completed its investigation and has charged the Briton Gillian (Gibbons) under Article 125 of the criminal code," SUNA said quoting a senior Justice Ministry official. It added the file would go before court on Thursday. In London, a British Foreign Office spokesman confirmed that Gibbons had been charged and officials said Foreign Secretary David Miliband was calling in the Sudanese ambassador over the affair. "We are surprised and disappointed by this development and the foreign secretary will summon as a matter of urgency the Sudanese ambassador to discuss this matter further," Prime Mini

Playing With Heartstrings
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Worries, Fear.. Living Through It Alone
ok, ive tried to overcome all this , to sit and reason with it because it is all irrational. but i just cant. i went to my first OBGYN visit monday. my doc that i had chosen was away on a "family emergncy" so i had to see my old doc who happens to have delivered me and my sisters, brothers and most of there kids.. basically hes an old famely friend ( honestly he only delivered me and chris, but he did deliver most of my neices and all my nephews save 1) which means he says and asks things that even most doctors wouldnt, everything is perfectly fine of course he put me on some restrictions all of which i hate, but this really isnt about what i need or want anymore. that sentence alone scares the fuck out of me honestly. ive always wanted a famely.. for whatever changing reasons through out my life, i have always wanted that. sure i went about it all wrong in compairason to what i hoped and the norm of it all. but im having a baby ( hopefully only one the thought of one is all i can deal

Do Y-o-u????
Do Y-O-U? 1. While driving down the street, looking for an address, do you turn the radio down? No i tell kids to hush 2. If you could hug one person right now, who would it be? my grandmother-on mother's side 4. What is your favorite kind of weather? Spring 5. If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked? Dead 6. If you could travel anywhere in the world, without cost being a deciding factor, where would it be? Austrilla... 7. Are you a homebody, or a social butterfly? a little of both... 8. Beer, wine, or liquor? Purple Zingers 9. If your husband was unable to have sex due to illness or injury, would you stay with them? yes he's my Soul-Mate 10. Do you drink milk? Yes... alot ...and it still hasn't done my body good... what gives? 11. Do you prefer apple or orange juice? apple 12. What's the most you've ever won on a scratchie? 120.00 13. Do you own any fish? no 14. Who is jealous of you? NoOne 16. When's the last ti

Quick Update
well i just wanted to let everyone know that i am once again totally single...that old friend decided he was gonna try to control me and shit so i said the hell with that. now hes simply harassin me but i think i got that to stop too cuz i told him if he tries to contact me again im gonna call the cops and get him for harassment. so thats pretty much whats goin on there

Babylon Feeling
my heart is broke my will is gone feel in love with a woman named babylon she hooked me to the gifts all of her forbidden thrills, call her baby for short then i ramble on, she'll forget about me, my soul is high my mind is free don't forget about me, don't forget about sweet thing won't ya save my soul pretty lady won't ya take me home sweet thing won't ya save my soul pretty lady won't ya take me home tonight my arms are heavy my body tense got the hots for this honey named confidence she points out all my flaws breaking all her favourite laws never speaks a word in my defense just forget about me my spirits weak my lust runs dry got a thing for this bitch says her names a lie she controls me with her fears my prays fall on her cold deaf ears, she says have a good time till you die, just forget about me sweet thing won't ya save my soul pretty lady won't ya take me home sweet thing won't ya save my soul pretty lady won't ya take me home tonight got a bably

First Week On Fu
Ok, im not even a big blogger, but this certainly is worth blogging. Well.. the week was as it was, but at some poit i joined this one lounge, i wont name the name, coz that would be so not nice of me, and... i got myself banned from there in a week. For what? Lemme tell you for what. I had spent time in the lounge for a week or so, being active. SO then finally, yesterday, some freakin dude, whos calling himself Grew, well he obviously grew up a screw up, just called me a dork. for what? for me not having internet at home. i was like WTF, and made it very clear that i do not like such attitude, the more that he was in staff of the lounge. well.. he obviously kept on calling me a dork, so i said that if he calls me dork again, im gonna rip his balls off and feed to my roommate. Guess what, he didn't stop. Anyway,then some chick (staff) showed up at some point and i got kicked out for "disrespecting the staff". oh nose, shit shit shit, not like the dude didnt start it.. so, i

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson 5
I. THE MEANING OF RITUAL IN WORKING MAGIC A. The Need to Change the Wiring in our Brains. 1. Learning to work magic requires that a certain amout of neurological re-patterning of our brains takes place. a. To be effective, we have to change the way we use our brains. (1) Magic requires the development and integration of the right hemisphere way of thinking with the left hemisphere way of thinking. (a) The spacial, intuitive and holistic patterns of awareness that characterize the right hemisphere modes of consciousness must be able to communicate and work in harmony with the verbal, analytical and linear patterns of awareness so characteristic of the left hemisphere. (b) A person's growth, creativity and personality is deeply influenced during this process and it eventually leads to a person who is truly functional as a whole person. B. The language of magic is expressed in symbols and images.

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson 7 Part 1
I. MAGIC IN THE CRAFT A. Working Definition 1. Magic is the craft of shaping and has been defined as "the art of changing consciousness at will". a. The art of changing consciousness at will is a demanding one, needing long and disciplined apprenticeship. (1) The outward acts of waving a wand, lighting a candle, or crooning a rhymed incantation, are meaningless without the proper mental preparation. (a) But when the force of a trained awareness is behind the gestures, they are far more than empty motions. B. The Witch as Cosmic Artist 1. We exist on this plane as multi-faceted jewels, which conceal a spark of the essence of the Goddess in the heart of each jewel. a. Each facet of the jewel that is ourself is likened to shells, or "bodies" in which we wrap the heart of our jewel. 2. These "bodies" are divided into two groups. a. The Individuality (1) Upper Spiritual- Co

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson7 Part 2
4. Casting your own candles a. Most of todays candles are made from paraffin wax. (1) Paraffin wax is sold in blocks in grocery stores for sealing the tops of homemade preserves. b. Coloring for the candles can be bought at an arts and crafts store or if you are not going to make a lot at one time, you can melt a colored crayon in the hot paraffin. c. Molds for your candles should have smooth sides and should not break your heart if they have to be broken or cut off your candle with tin snips. d. Lengths of wick can be bought or you can make your own by soaking cotton thread or string (not nylon) in a boric solution (the crystals may be obtained at your pharmacy) and then leaving it to dry. e. When you are ready to make your candles, knock a small hole in the bottom of your mold and run your wick through it. Tie a knot in the wick at the outside bottom of the mold and apply some patching plaster to the in

Mornings
i love to wake up in the morning and see the beautiful lady laying beside me..her arm around me her waking and stretching he beautiful smile beaming...her voice tho it may be crackily from sleep lol but sweet it is..saying good morning, us kissing deep with passion and love for each other how many times i have dreamt of that sight and how many times i have not had it come true..Mornings

Devil In Heels
one hand on the money one foot in the grave a nasty disposition she cant be saved when she walks in a room a heartbeat skips sipping her drink and licking her lips just like a dream she's so unreal she's a black hearted lover a devil in heels buy her a drink and light her smoke she'll spend all your money and leave you broke just like a junky you'll need your fix she'll rip you apart just for kicks shes a dream so unreal a black hearted lover a devil in heels

How Could I Let This Happen To You
ive stressed you out beyond belief and now your in the hospital lookin for answers and trying to get some relief i am sorry for what ive done i never meant to hurt my number one so as i type this on my page i do it while not feeling so well im the one who should be put through hell :( i hope you can forgive me but i wouldnt blame if you dont i wish youd call me but you probably wont but then i truly dont deserve it not the least little bit

Ozzie & Rob Zombie
So, I got to see Rob Zombie & Ozzie last nite!! It was totally awesome! Although, I will admit, I liked Rob a hell of a lot more than Ozzie! I am only going on like 4 hrs of sleep right now, and I am still functionable!!

Why
I dont understand people, and i dont understand the system. I have recently got my kids taken away from me for some stupid shit. I have been with out them for three weeks now. What I dont get is there are people out there that gives their children alcohol and slaps them across the face to where it leaves marks, Or beat up their spouse, girlfriends infront of kids and nothing happens. I dont understand that. I have also been told i have friends and you know what i have found out is that the people who say they are your true friends just turn their back if its not about them. I have found who my ture friends are and i have found out that out of all my so called friends only three are standing here to support me and keep me going. I would like to say thank you to them. if they read this they will know who they are. With out you guys i dont think i would be making progress to get my kids back. Again thank you!!!!1

Blog 1
Just an average guy barreling down on 50 and fightin' it for all its worth. This is one confusing website, but looks like fun. My one picture is 8 years old now. I look about the same except for the stupid hat and I am a little more sober than I was that night with more grey hair.

Book Review: The Other Side Of Me (2005)
Author: Sidney Sheldon Plot: An autobiography of an award-winning writer whose career spans Broadway, tv, film and literature. Yet with all his success, SS had to still overcome poverty, bipolar disorder and personal heartache. Likes: This book is hard to put down since SS is such a good writer. With his background in entertainment writing, it reads like a novel for a new film.; There is a lot about Hollywood and all its glory and ugliness. Dislikes: The second half of the book becomes a hodge-podge loosely connected mini-adventures. (I began to get lost in his various life experiences.) Out of four stars, I give this book three stars. A good read about SS's rise in the entertainment world, but ends with a mad, uneven collection of side stories.

Do Dreams Come True?
Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal?

Nite All >keep Warm Fire S Burning And Love >>
Let love fill this earth and hate not destroy it all > may we all give thanks to what we have and for all were blessed with . May we wake to a new day a dawn. and may the past settle into great memories not bitter ones.My we hve no regrets and learn from out of out bitternes when it is with in us . make it cultivate to sweet savory taste that we will for ever have on our breaths.. ..Hugs all night now .. happy holiday 2 all. God bless each evey one . Diana.

Love & Pain
Love & Pain It's true,we all are a little insane, Dependant upon crutches to remain tamed Break free and allow yourself to be unchained. Love and pain is only within one's mind, Freedom from these is still out there you'll be fine. All you need, will come in just a matter of time. At first, you'll suffer the weights of the world, Your life will be unbalanced, causing you to twirl. Screams from you ,will be left leaving you unfound. Then my love will hear your sound and I'll pull you down. Just a simple sacrifice needed to set you free, When your ready to give into the pain, call on me. I won't allow my true love, to be left behind. We'll handle these troubles, one at a time.

Don't Give Up On Me I've Found A New Love One That's Going To Last, So Please If I'm Not On It's Only Because I've Found Someo
This Man I swear twirled me around all night long & not once did he ever ask me to go to bed w/ him!! For a Woman that means everything, & To a Man whose got nothing to loose & everything to Gain by not sleeping w/ the Woman on the first night I call that a Man. Not once did he ever try to do anything sexual, even though while we was out on the Dance floor my pants split just under my left butt cheek, I was so embarassed but he paid no never mind to it, & we coninued on into the night & when I'd get up he always had my back, he'd pull my shirt down over the tear in my pants, & he was a Complete Gentleman about it the whole night. I didn't ever think that there would be a Man out there for me, I was hopeless, I'd given up on the Hopes of me ever finding someone that would ever take any kind of chance on me, but I did find someone, & not just anyone either a REAL MAN!!! Just for little ole Me!!! Hehehehehehehehehehehe Just be Happy for me is all that I ask & give me some time if I'm

Yes You Can Do It
Saturday, December 1, 2007 Yes you can do it Yes, you can do it. And you can begin right now. Sure, you've run into problems in the past. Yet there is a way to get past every one of them. When it is important enough to you and meaningful enough for you, you will find a way. There is a positive, effective step that you can take this very moment. It will require effort on your part, as well as commitment and persistence. Fortunately, you are fully capable of all those things. Yes, you can do it, and in the process you will more fully become the beautiful, unique person you are meant to be. You will grow more capable, more confident, more knowledgeable and experienced. When your objective is connected with the purpose that drives every other purpose, there is no doubt that you can do it. Begin now to work your way there. -- Ralph Marston

Papa Roach - Between Angels And Insects
There's no money, there's no possessions, only obsession I don't need that shit, take my money, take my obsession I just wanna be heard, loud and clear are my words, comin’ from within man Tell ‘em what you heard, it's about a revolution In your heart and in your mind, you can find the conclusion Lifestyle and obsession, diamond rings get you nothin’ but a lifelong lesson And your pocketbook stressin’, you're a slave to the system Workin jobs that you hate, for that shit you don't need It's too bad the world is based on greed, step back and see Stop thinkin’ bout yourself, start thinkin’ bout There's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, I don't need that shit Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that shit Cuz everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything This reality is really just a fucked up dream With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out It's a big black hole, take your money burn i

True Colors Of Love
Lesli, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Committed Partner You are a devoted person who feels the greatest sense of security when you're in a stable relationship with a dedicated partner. At times when you're not part of a couple, you're likely daydreaming about romance — at least during the moments when your mind isn't focused on advancing your own personal success. You have an easygoing, approachable nature that can make you a great mate and friend. It's a trait you can surely put to good use in any romantic relationship.

In My Thoughts
i write this word for word that comes from my heart and my soul, Christmas is or was to be something special, but yet it hasnt been proven to me as of yet,,,friends say hi and how are ya which is ll and well, but something really hasnt been fulfilled for me this past year...true happiness, just seems to avoid me, either by doing something i shouldnt have or just not seeing it in front of me and probably ignoring the fact its hitting me in the gut. Its a painful thing to see aman cry..when he is down,sad and depressed because what he needs and wants he cannot get, he doesnt do it to get attention or anything like that, but he tries to tell all that yes iam human, ican cry, ican hurt and yes i will die. Its all very simple once you look at one self and see that yes you too are alonely person aching to have one thing in life and achieve it...HAPPINESS

This World That World
I have recently come to the conclusion that when you have someone deployed, you live in two worlds: "This" world and "That" world. In This World, everything goes on as normal. You go to work (for those that work), do the laundry, clean the house, pay the bills... You know -- all the things "normal" people do.   But we're not normal. We also live in That World -- the world where the telephone ringing in the middle of the night is normal 'cause it's morning over there. The world where news is everything and vague reports of improvised explosive devices can raise your heart rate 10 beats a minute and unconfirmed reports of soldiers' deaths can cause you to inhale involuntarily. The world that can fall apart in an instant when the caller ID says it's Fort _____ or there's a knock at the door and the chaplain is standing there.   In This World, holidays are a day off or a reason to shop. In That World, holidays are markers of time passing... merely milestones until h

Ft. Worth, Tx.
Well I,m back in Texas Again.....Sitting until Monday at the Pilot off of I-35W North @ exit 65. Why ooh Why do i run my ass off just to arrive a day early, and sit on my arss......Oh well.....Such is my life....

Want A Women 2 Verbally Abuse Me
i dream of a beautiful women breaking me down emotionally, verbally abusing me, shutting me down. i think i deserve it. but ladies if you do abuse me, make sure you do it in the shout box ,since its very discreet. but then again i dare you,lol

Moved
Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been on in awhile but I have been really busy with moving but I promise I will leave sum love on all your pages as soon as I can. Lots of love to all my fubar friends and family. Happy Holiday Season to all! Love, Mary

Yay! Not Shingles!
I had an allergic reaction to something I took after my wisdom tooth came out. The doctor gave me some Prednisone and Allegra and sent me home. I should stop itching sometime tonight. YAY! I was ecstatic when he told me he could fix it so I stopped itching. Now I'll know to tell doctors/dentists what not to give me, because it was pretty miserable for a bit. I'll be all better soon.

The Door
I'm borrowing this from a friend of mine..... The Door There are things that make us happy. There are things that cause us pain. Some things make our lives worthwhile. And some drive us insane. One in a million people find Just what they're looking for. It's just pure chance to find someone To open up the door. The "door" is just another word To signify the heart. That's why a new door opens Each time a new love starts. I've had my door pushed open. I've had it slammed in my face. I've felt my door falling apart But held it in its place. But until now I've never felt That there was a chance My door could open up again My soul would get to dance. Now I've met you and learned about How love can be the key. You pulled me close and understood Just who I want to be. You say you love me as I am You want to hold me near. You've seen me at my best and worst I've told you all my fears. Our future is uncertain now I want to give you more. The lov

Figured You Out
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can't say no Too many long lines in a row I love the powder on your nose And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) I like the freckles on your chest And I like the way you like me best And I like the way you're not impressed While you put me to the test I like the white stains on your dress And I love the way you pass the check And I love the good times that you wreck And I love your lack of self-respect While you passed out on the deck I love my hands around your neck And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to f

Uninvited~alanis
Like anyone would be I am flattered by your fascination with me Like any hot blooded woman I have simply wanted an object to crave But you're not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight Must be strangely exciting To watch the stoic squirm Must be somewhat heartening To watch shepard meet shepard But you're not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight Like any uncharted territory I must seem greatly intriguing You speak of my love like You have experienced like mine before But this is not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight I don't think you unworthy I need a moment to deliberate

Tuesday, December 4
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, December 4: You big flirt, you! You're particularly great now at making others feel fabulous -- and getting them more and more interested in finding out more about you. Work that interpersonal magic!

Windows To The Soul
They say a kiss tells all The eyes are windows to ones soul With these no lies can be told Much may not be spoken with words But there is a lot told With truth and sincerity deep within Through your windows I can see Your feelings, even some fears I feel some of your pain When I know you are with hurt or bother Nothing that I can say because I feel it, this I cannot explain But know it is a connection When you kissed me last night I felt it deep within the pits of my soul Your love for me is real, it is true Frightened and unsure of my feelings for you Not because they are untrue but that it’s new When we are together it feels like one soul One that was just so large and great It was split into two destined, to find My world, body, and soul feel Complete and at peace When I am with you

The Miracle That Is Now
Monday, December 3, 2007 The miracle that is now There is a miracle in every moment. Look closely, and lovingly, and you will clearly see it. There is an innate and elegant beauty in even the most ordinary of things. Learn to love that beauty, and to let it be, and your eyes will be opened to wondrous possibilities. There always and everywhere is a quiet yet unyielding peace, upon which rests all that is. The more often you reach in and touch this peace the more fully you experience its power. Anything that is negative, deceptive or destructive will eventually consume and obliterate itself. What is authentic, peaceful and creative will continue to grow more pervasive. When you need nothing other than to simply be, you have every beautiful and wonderful and miraculous thing there is. Life's richness is never more than a single thought away. Breathe in deeply the beauty, the wonder, the miracle that is now. Know the joy that cannot ever fade. -- Ralph Marston

Unstable
wwell its been a tough few weeks.therapy has been rough.learning that my problems go back farther then i thaugh.i am also rather dis-illusioned by some things i wont get into here but i dont think i want to be involved in any relationships anymore.i mean i like having friends but as far as dating goes i think i may be done.dont want to need someone,dont want anyone needing me.tired of it.tired of everything to do with it.always end up fucked over.no trust left for women.sad part is that being straight means i will be single permanently but i am starting to be ok with that idea.just want to be left alone when it comes to that.

The Christmas Gift
The Christmas Gift By Eric Ethan I place a Gift under the tree for you A nice red medium box with a gold ribbon around the box with a red and green bow on top When you open the gift you notice neat things in the box A Red paper heart, a Box of truffles, a felt tip pen with parchment paper that looks gold. I stick a card with it You open to read the card It said Dear Sweetheart and Dear Friend You notice on the left in the box a red paper heart, It means a lot of good thing and good wishes reach that red heart of you and keeping through the holidays and new years. The second thing I put there on the right was a wooden box of chocolate with different fillings filled with strawberry fillings , cream filling and Carmel inside. But it reminds of me of those sweet hugs and kisses I get from you The pen and parchment paper is the last The pen is from hands from many writers, the people that you read.

Great Lips Start W/ "great Lips"
This doesn’t mean that you have to have the perfect shape, size or color. Lip care and a few handy hints are all you need. Arm yourself w/ your lip kit essentials: a baby’s toothbrush, the best lip balm you can find, your fav lip pencil and lippie, and a mirror. To keep your lips soft and smooth apply a moisturizing lip balm and gently brush 2-3 times a week. By using a soft brush (like a baby’s toothbrush) in circular movements, you ex foliate the dead skin off leaving your lips flake free and feeling soft. Finish with another application of your lip balm. Use your balm each morning (esp one that contains 15+SPF) and night. For a natural day-look apply a tinted lip balm or a moisturizing lip tint for a hint of lite-glossy color. Lip liner: For the most accurate line, the best results are achieved when you use a sharp pencil.lip liner guides To enhance your lip shape, draw the curve of your line from the center of your arch to the outer corner – this creates a fuller lip look

Wolves Inside Us
TWO WOLVES One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grand son thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Angel In The Sky This Is 4 U Casey R.i.p
Angel, Angel in the Sky I need your help, I can't deny The days are tough and the nights are long There are days when I feel I don't belong Many times I cry till there are no more tears The times ahead I sometimes fear I need your guidance and strength to help me in the times ahead Teach me that in time, my heart you will mend Give me faith and knowledge to do the right thing In order for my heart to once again sing Thank you my Angel, for listening to me With your help and support my heart will be set free

Best Hotel On The Strip
I'm heading to Vegas in February. I've been there several times but have never stayed in the same hotel. I've stayed at the Venetian, the MGM Grand, the Hilton, the Flamingo and the Imperial Palace. I'm thinking I will probably stay somewhere different again this time. Where is your favourite spot to stay in Vegas?

Butterfly Reaction
This was written by my baby girl, I just had to share it with you, I love this poem. Thank you Jasmin honey. Every action causes a reaction within every smile, another forms.. Every death renews a birth... within every tear shed, another life removed..... Take this lesson, cradle it with love, for every action taken reaction shall form.... Smite one, Karma comes.... So light that love, and bring reform... as in this butterfly affect... Every action causes a reaction.. love all, be loved by all....written solely by Swan~ ~with love~ Kisses!** (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ¸.´¸.*¨) ¸.*¨) (¸.´ (¸.´ .´ ¸¸.¨¯`.´* **********(¨`.´¨)************ ******(¨`.´¨).¸..(¨`.´¨)******* *(¨`.´*. ¸.´ ** `.¸.´ `.´¨)***** * `.¸. JUST SHOWIN LOVE.¸.´* *******(¨`.´¨) (¨`.´¨)********* ********`.¸(¨`.´¨)..´********** ************`.¸.´*********** HUGS-N-LUVS (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ~~* ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) ) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ ....~Swan~..**

Letter From The Trojan Company
Trojan Condom Company INC. 6969 slippery root drive Droptrousers, Minnesota 69696 DEAR APPLICANT, We regret to inform you that we have rejected your recent application to model and represent our product. Trojan Condoms. Although your general appearance is not displeasing, our Board of Directors feels that your wearing of our product does not portray a positive, romantic image for our product. A loose, baggy and wrinkled condom is NOT considered romantic. We did admire your efforts to firm it up by using Poli-Grip. But even then it slipped off before we could get the photos taken. We would like to note, however, that we have never seen a Penis that looked like a bicycle grip before. We appreciate your interest and thank you for your time. We will retain your application for future consideration, if by chance we decide that there is a market for Micro-Mini Condoms. We send greetings and our deepest sympathy to your wife and/or girlfriend. Yours very tr

Hamlet Lament
She really surprised me today. I didn't expect to find what I found. Not that I wasn't hopeful. But as my old buddy Bill once said, "To sleep, perchance to dream..." But as that piece opens must first 'I die[?]' to hope for dreams? What a sad state of affairs when I feel more closely linked to pixels and lines of text than to the living breathing flesh that surrounds me. What would I do with her in my arms? What would I be to her? Could I fulfill a missing component in her life as she wold mine? Oh to dream. My mind races from fantasy to hope, to frustration, to excitement, to sorrow. One more empty hand that grasped for that which is too far out of reach while so close to my eyes...

Muse - Starlight
Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die Starlight I will be chasing a starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You

**the Polls Are Open!!**
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Missed Out!
See a person know's when th wrong BUT hating them and blocking them IS'nt always the right thing to do LIKE today SOMEONE missed out on a free VIP and a BLAST BUT it's all good tho lets just say "YOU MISSED OUT!" Hope ur new man can keep up yo cause this one's gone fer good and the rest will get the LOVE u refuse! Merry christmas Friends AND family Have ur self's a wonderful Awesome day~! ur friend till the end,Hippie

Gorilla And The Redneck
The Montgomery zoo obtained a very rare species of gorilla. Within a few weeks the gorilla, a female, became very difficult to handle. Upon examination, the veterinarian determined the problem. The gorilla was in heat. To make matters worse, there was no male gorilla available. Thinking about their problem, the Zoo Keeper thought of Bobby Lee Walton, a redneck part-time worker responsible for cleaning the animal cages. Bobby Lee, like most rednecks, had little sense but possessed ample ability to satisfy a female of any species. The Zoo Keeper thought they might have a solution. Bobby Lee was approached with a proposition. Would he be willing to mate with the gorilla for $500.00? Bobby Lee showed some interest, but said he would have to think the matter over carefully. The following day, he announced that he would accept their offer, but only under four conditions: 1. "First", Bobby Lee said, "I ain't gonna kiss her on the lips." The Keeper quickly agreed to th

The Passion Of The Night
The Passion of a night By Eric Ethan When I lay in my big bed I stare at the ceiling I close by eyes and try to fall asleep I felt the wet lips on my lips of sweet soft kisses I open my eyes and there you were laying on top of me with your long black hair and those beautiful eyes looking a t me You nipple at my ears and nibble at the neck You played with my chest hair and licked my nipples to make me feel wow inside You grabbed my hands and let me massage your breasts and I lift my head and lick the nipple so slow and sweet as you bend back to feel the passion of my tounge and lips as I kiss the stomach and then slowly lick the lick the sides of your body I lift you out of body and slowly press your back against the wall Kiss you with full of passion and sweet things from the heart. The I breathed on your neck and kissed the neck so slow and gentle Then

How To Pee Politely
HOW TO PEE POLITELY During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite." What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" Johnny replied, "I would say - Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, who I’m going to introduce you to after dinner." (The teacher fainted......)

Fill It Out People
Seven Things you want from me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. Six things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Four things you DON'T like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three of my best features 1. 2. 3. Two words that describe me 1. 2. One question for me (ask away, I will answer honestly) 1. - - - - - - YES or N0-- - - - - - Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : sexy?: Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto?: Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature?: Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? : Boring? : Hott ?: Exotic?: Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? : Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? : - - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD - - - - - - - Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?: Date me, would you?: Do one thing with me, it would be ?: Drop me one piece

Do You Know Who You Are?
DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE? SO MANY TODAY ARE SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS "WHO AM I? "WHY AM I HERE?" "WHERE AM I GOING?" THE BIBLE HAS THE ANSWERS. AND THROUGH FAITH IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST WE ALL CAN KNOW WHO WE REALLY ARE AND WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT! ..> ..> THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Chr ist (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in th

Success Within You
Tuesday, December 4, 2007 Success within you The success you seek is a reality that already exists within you. Your actions are the way you express that reality and bring it to your outer world. Achievement is not a matter of becoming successful. It is a matter of fully demonstrating the success that is already within you. Success is not something that you must strive to obtain or acquire. Instead, it is a beautiful and unique gift that you are able to give to your world. Every success, every achievement comes from within. Nothing can separate you from the success you desire because it is already a part of you. When the success that is within you drives your actions, that success will surely and faithfully flow out from you. Live the success that is yours, and that success will surround you. Choose in each moment to fully and lovingly share the success that is within you. The expression of that success will add great value and beauty to your world. -- Ralph Mars

Love And Adore You...
Love and Adore You... I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you.

Emotinal Vampires
standing before you, naked, but unaware, body trembling with every breath, I await your approach. embracing you in ecstasy, our energies ascend in a feverish rapture as the moon illuminates our silhouettes through lace curtains. you pull away, leaving me listless, writhing in agony on the floor as my essence seeps through my skin into you, my sweet, emotional vampire, who leaves me in anguish, tormented until our next encounter when I will stand before you, naked, waiting to be drained again.

Keep Me Drunk!
come on...I love it when you guys are buying me gifts and drinks, keep 'em coming! Thank you to those of you who have given me gifts and drinks...to those of you who have added me, rated me, fanned me, crushed me! Kisses to you all!

Mrs.claus
Twas the night before Christmas,and up in the bed,she had him tied up,while giving him head. He was moaning and groaning,and begging for more....Who would have thought that Mrs. Claus was a whore? She was sucking and stroking santa with much care,and quietly wishing a few Elves were there. Then she climbed up onto him,and said "I don't care who's been bad or good, before you leave this house,you're giving me wood!" Then bumping and grinding,and flailing about, he was pounding her good,and she started to shout.."Oh yes Santa...Im cumming you jolly ole soul... just keep pounding me hard with that long,firm pole!" ...... Now St. Nick was exhausted,and in bed he still lay, Mrs. Claus said "to hell with the people,this is now my day!!!"

Who Are You Stealing???
A soul in the heart and in the mind No need to refine nor need to define No need of excuse's whats mine is mine Sure, You can obsurve object and show verbs Here's where I learning Not to be obscure i'll give you whats yours you leave me whats mine I'm not here for yours Your not in my time Michael T 12/4/2007

No One To Talk To!!
I had a really good day today so I thought that my night would be just as great! WRONG!! I am bored like crazy! I seem to always have someone to talk to but tonight, no one is talking...what's up with that?! This means an early night for me, I guess I'm going to bed. Night to all!

Contest Idea
what about a contest in which a person get a a week worth of pimps out bulletins from us * the staff* ... yes ill make them* if they can answer five music questions that we come up with... they have to also be in the room for the week we pimp them out to recieve the full week pimpout... and yes our link will be in the bulletin too... let me know what ya think....

Bump N' Grind
My mind is tellin me no but my body my body's tellin me yes I (baby) don't want to hurt nobody But there is something that I must confess........... (chill) [Chorus: repeat 4x] I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump and grind See I know just what you want and I know just what you need girl So baby bring your body to me (bring your body here) I'm not fooling around with you baby My love is true (with you) with you is where I want to be, girl see I need someone someone like me to satisfy your every needs [Chorus 4x] You say he's not treating you right Then lady spend the night now I'll love you like you need to be love (girl why don't you try some of me) No need to look no more because I've opened up my door You'll never feel another love you see I need someone, someone like me girl to make love to you baby constanly

Candy
[Kelis] I taste just like candy, candy I taste just like candy So dance with me [Foxy] Yo now let me paint y'all a picture Fox pimp hard, quiet just like a whisper Don't get it mixed up Bad little sista Not bad meaning bad, but bad meaning good Damn I'm so hood You should see me in them jeans It's hard to describe and Being cocky is just a part of the vibe I might stop and holla and pop my colla Maybe a little conceited but that's always needed Love attention when I'm passing by And I show a little cleavage and I catch his eye Just the thought of him eating, I was outside soaking Duke standing locing, mouth wide open I walked over, licking my lips And adjusting my xxxx and switching my hips xxxx he threw his hand on my waist Looked in my face and said he wanna know how I taste [Kelis] I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me I taste just like candy So dance with me V

Time Marches On
I spent my evening at a funeral home last night, losing another cousin, this one 8 yrs younger. It can put so many things into perspective about life, family and ones own mortality when going through something like this. The bottom line remains the same as it has always been. Don't live life thinking there's always tomorrow, but that's not always true. Always be there for family, and make sure you tell them how you feel about them. You may never get the chance tomorrow. Don't let time be the thing that causes you to drift from family and friends. It can be as cruel as it can be a comfort. Love, it's what we humans do best, and helps us to be our best.

My First Time.. The Man In The Car
Tonight I did something that I use to just talk about doing. As I have stressed I am a very passionate and sexual person. I love to explore new ways to pleasure myself and others. So tonight with the help of a friend, I did it and you get to read about it.... so here it is..enjoy! It was a beautiful cool evening, a trip to the store to pick up cat food turned into a night of erotic passion. As I talked to a friend on the phone about the usual daily goings on, the subject turned into a sexual conversation. Walking to the car, I could feel the tingle in my body that told me I was feeling hot and ready to play. As our conversation picked up and we both were feeling very turned on. I told him I just couldn't wait to get home to touch myself and cum... as I sat back in my seat and unbuttoned my top to touch my hard nipples, I looked over and noticed someone two parking spots next to me reading a book. My friend said "let him watch you" I was nervous at first but he kept turning me on so

12-5-2007(sorry I Missed A Day!)
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 5,2007 Power struggles are going on all around you -- but you're above most of them. Your own sense of vitality is strong enough that you ought to be able to get others to take your side, if need be.

Nothing
Every time you think you have some one figured out you get slapped in the face, kicked in the balls, poked in the eye, stabbed in the back. People are fake they tell you what you want to hear and take what they want from you.

As The Wheels Turn...a Day In The Life Of Ems!!!
You stay up for 16 hours. He's been up for 48 straight, with 10 tripsheets to do, and the pager just went off again. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. She prays she can fit in a 2 minute shower, in the middle of a 48 hr shift, so she can scrub the blood off from the last patient before the pager goes off again. __________________________ You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. He comes to work, regardless of what is ailing him, because there is a shortage of EMS workers, and no one can cover him. __________________________ You drink your hot coffee on your way to the mall. She grabs a quick cup of cold coffee at the ER, to help stay awake for the next one. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the monitor and laryngascope have batteries. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. She counts on her "buddies" to h

My Man
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Does It Really Pay To Be The "nice Guy" ?
There is a part inside of me starting to drive a knife into me......."Look what being a nice guy gets you." "You have all these compliments on what a sweet loving guy you are.....but you are alone and unwanted." So...I guess my question is....does this darker side of me have a point? What do I have to show for being such a sweetheart??? Yes I know I have good close friends......but I need someone who is that and more. I am tired of feeling like everyone is going to everyone else......and even more so tired of seeing such good loving hearts (ladies) falling for such assholes..... Sorry....but this is the mood I am in at the moment...and i am not keeping it inside to fester up inside........

Cucumber, Pickle, And Penis
A cucumber, a pickle, and a penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my lifesucks. Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." "So," the pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The penis glared at them both and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat, and juicy, they put a rubber tarp over my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out."

Watching
as i lie here tossing in my bed, lost in my fears, remembering what you said and i'm trying to hide the truth within, a mask of myself shows its face again still i lie here time and time again, will you deny me when we meet again, and i feel like i'm falling further everyday but i know that your there watching over me and i feel like i'm drowning, waves crashing over me but i know that your love will set me free when i find truth where i've found it time before as i search for your whole i'm finding so much more and i'm trying to be more like you, i'm denying myself and pulling my heart in two and i feel like i'm falling further everyday but i know that your there watching over me and i feel like i'm drowning, waves crashing over me but i know that your love will set me free

Thank You For Your Unselfish Heart
thank you for your unselfish heart by Jennifer Bosshart Wednesday, April 23, 2003 Thank you for your unselfish heart! For your strength and courage. For your ability to look past your self and see that some of us cant take care of our self’s .So you stepped up and said I will help those who can not. You are my rock, my strength, my reason I carry on. Because of you I go to sleep at night feeling safe, knowing I will wake up in the same country I feel asleep in....a free country. With the RED, WHITE AND BLUE flying high and with pride. I salute you and all your brothers and sisters. I may not be there with you in the flesh but I am with you in spirit and heart! So take care soldier. Come back to us, your family, your home...your country to where you belong. We will wait for you. And we pray for your fallen brothers, whom you cared about. Had dinner with last night, joked with this morning and is gone by afternoon. I don’t know who you feel, so I wont say I do...But know th

Another One For Steeler Fans
Four football fans - a Cowboys fan, an Eagles fan, a Steelers fan, and a Patriots fan - are climbing a mountain and arguing about who loves his team more. The Cowboys fan insists he is the most loyal. 'This is for the Cowboys!' h e yells, and jumps off the side of the mountain. Not to be outdone, the Eagles fan shouts, 'This is for the Eagles!' and throws himself off the mountain. The Steelers fan is next to profess his love for his team. He yells, 'This is for everyone!' and pushes the Patriot fan off the mountain.

For All Those Girls
This is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches --- all of which were either true for the moment or never real to begin with.. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and their heart and their bed only to discover... he's just not ready, he's just NOT over her ((He's JuSt NoT LooKinG To Be TieD DoWn)) This is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that he doesn't want you, it's that he doesn't want anyone.. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes shattered by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place.. This is for the nights spent disecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech FoR ThE NiGhTs WhEn YoUvE ReTuRnEd HoMe AloNe... For the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, standing a little too near, or whispering a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup .. This

Lmao...simulator!
Instructions: After the webpage loads, click the "male button" first... THEN click the "female button!" KEEP CLICKING!!! It WILL come to an end, but it's hilarious! http://www.bitoffun.com/weirds-orgasmic_simulator.htm

Fetish Fashions Online
Greetings and Healthy Holiday Season To All! I wonder just how many people get that craving for themselves or their partners to get into the more serious fetish styles and gear. I can provide you with several direct to pages of My affiliated Online Store: 1) Fetish Apparel & Footwear: http://www.bdsmtoybox.com/AffiliateWiz/aw.aspx?B=33&A=1002&Task=Click&TargetURL=http%3a%2f%2fwww.bdsmtoybox.com%2findex.asp%3fPageAction%3dVIEWCATS%26Category%3d2 2) Bondage Gear: http://www.bdsmtoybox.com/AffiliateWiz/aw.aspx?B=30&A=1002&Task=Click&TargetURL=http%3a%2f%2fwww.bdsmtoybox.com%2findex.asp%3fPageAction%3dVIEWCATS%26Category%3d3 3) Serious Sexual Toys: http://www.extremerestraints.com/home.html?a=jerryvg2 Happy Shopping! Be Well. Master JerryVG2

Waiting For Her
a never ending time that keeps on going, for her to come knocking on my door, and stand before me with a asmile and love in her heart, and yet ive been hurt with some and totally ignored by others, ripped apart by most. there is nothing left but to wait again and heal my wounds in the time i have to wait. Where is she i asked myself, where can she be right now? i sit in my dark room and smile but behind it, is alonely heart, breakin in two, and nothing but a sigh. yes it was my destiny, it was meant to be that i neve meet that spwecial someone to fill the emptiness that was love..oh its still there, but put away like old Christmas ornaments that has gathered dust. this is my world..welcome to it...for iam still waiting for her

Mountain Top
I stand on the mountain top looking down at the world. From this vantage point I have a much clearer view. I look at the pain and the suffering that abounds. I hear all the hate and the sounds that it makes. I see the lonliness, sadness and broken hearts. It is enough to make me cry. But then I see something else, out of the darkness a small light shines breaking through to show a little love. I see other glimmers of light begin to shine and slowly but surely the darkness fades. Love shines through and wins again. From my perch upon the mountain top I have seen the difference a little love can make. Belle 12/06/07

ØlÐër ThÅn Ðïrt Qüïz:
Count all the ones that you remember not the ones you were told about. Ratings at the bottom. 1. Blackjack chewing gum 2. Wax Coke-shaped bottles with colored sugar water 3. Candy cigarettes 4. Soda pop machines that dispensed glass bottles 5. Coffee shops or diners with tableside juke boxes 6. Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers 7. Party lines 8. Newsreels before the movie 9. P.F. Flyers 10. Butch wax 11. Telephone! numbers with a word prefix (OLive-6933) 12. Peashooters 13. Howdy Doody 14. 45 RPM records 15. S&H Green Stamps 16 Hi-fi's 17! . Metal ice trays with lever 18. Mimeograph paper 19 Blue flashbulb 20. Packards 21. Roller skate keys 22. Cork popguns 23. Drive-ins 24. Studebakers 25. Wash tub wringers If you remembered 0-5 = You're still young If you remembered 6-10 = You are getting older If you remembered 11-15 = Don't tell your age, If you remembered 16-25 = You're older than dirt! I might be older than dirt but th

Enough Is Enough
Black Hurricanes It appears our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in Language that street people can understand because one of the problems in New Orleans is that regular folks couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I can hear it now: A weatherman in Houston says. .. 'Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category fo'! So grab yo' chirren, yo' Ho, be leavin yo crib, and head fo' da nearest guv'ment office fo yo FREE sh!t!'

Hidden Talent
Rolling, flowing smooth black road trailing endlessly under the moon, a pitched shreek sailing along waves of cloudes. A brisk night, crisp taste sends lips licking red swollen lips. Black hair swaying side to side just enough to tickle her waist as she sways her hips slowly and suductively, arms reaching towards luna moon. Her wispers fast and rasping with gasps every so often. Her tiny cat like nose twitching as pesky pixies are fluttering all around her, pinching, prodding and poking her as she tries to call out darkness. peckish perskinskey pixies plodding angerling at her, then suddening a thunderously loud roar pours out a howl deafing the world around about. She breathes slowly and moves towards to the beast, as the pixies split buzzing away into the forrest pissed off at her. As she bends down to the beast as it growls at her. backing slowly away the beast stares at her intensely into her dark green eyes, seemed to have felt forever only it was in within moments that

A "free" Christmas
Being out of work and low on funds, I thought it would be hard to get my three kids some Christmas presents. But I did. I went to MyCokeRewards.Com and redeemed some of my points. I got each of my kids a present that they would like. My son got a Nascar hat featuring his favorite driver. My oldest daughter got a "Pirates of the Caribbean III" movie poster. I got my youngest daughter a figurine issued by Coke. I still need to get my wife something. I will figure something out.

Update
hey all! hope everyone is doing good, me not so good, things arent going so well 4 me, cause someone either did or threaten to call CPS on me, it sucks but once again i'll get through it. but other than that its been alright. thinking of going to the gym and start working out, and i'm going 2 start looking for a P/T job after christmas season. zacky is doing really well, and i got his christmas shopping done! thank god lol. anyways hope everyone has a good night :D

Lïttlë KnØwn FÅct§ 2
Iceland consumes more Coca-Cola per capita than any other nation. First novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. In the 1940s, the FCC assigned television's Channel 1 to mobile services (two-way radios in taxicabs, for instance) but did not re-number the other channel assignments. That is why your TV set has channels 2 and up, but no channel 1. The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable. Did you know that there are coffee flavored PEZ? The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days of old when the engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight staircases. The airplane Buddy Holly died in was the "American Pie." (Thus the name of the Don McLean song.) When opossums are playing 'possum, they are not "playin

A Small Angel Was Taken Away To Heaven Cause : Child Abuse Skaking Baby Syndrome
London. Marie Sherwood. 3 months old. bulletins tell all. God when will it stop our firture generations are being destroyed; our Childern and young being killed abuised in all ways. Killed and left mame and destroyed. The wee ones that should be full life have no harm and that are so innocent ; How can someone do this to any one ; a small child ; oh Lord watch out for them , help her mommy to live and to gain strenght now to make some sence out all this and do good from it.. . she needs you close by. Prayers for Marie too a small little angel you now took home..Amen why why Why?

Just Stuff...
Yesterday's meeting was fine, but long. I didn't leave there until after 5:30 and got home around 8:30... stopped at church for choir practice. The meeting was with a client we have 2 sites with. One is up and running and he wanted little changes. I keep trying to convince him its time to change it. Did the original one probably 7 years ago when I worked at another company. The other is for a civil war reenactment group he works for. We did the design almost a year ago, but have been waiting for them to provide their content. That happens a lot. We get so far and then wait for the client for months. Had another client complaining because they sent content yesterday (again, waited months for it lol) and when it wasn't up an hour later they were upset. Oh well.. I did it today lol. Got an email from a potential client I had given up on... they are finally ready for me to do a site. :) See good things do happen lol. Speaking of good things... David will be here this

Benefits Planned For Fire Chief And Medic Injured In Accident - By Kate Evans - 12/5/2007
Benefits planned for fire chief and medic injured in accident - by Kate Evans - 12/5/2007 Benefits are being planned to help Steve Moreland, Paw Paw Fire Chief and Morgan County Rescue Service emergency medical technician, who was seriously injured in a vehicle accident on November 19. A benefit fund for him has also been established at CNB to help Moreland and his family with their rising medical expenses as the holiday season approaches. Moreland is also a Town of Paw Paw councilman and helps with the Paw Paw Schools basketball team. He and his fiancée Samantha Earnest have four children ages 3-12. Hit a deer Moreland was on his way to work at the Morgan County Rescue Service when he hit a deer that ran across the road at the intersection of Route 9 West and Detour Road at 5:45 p.m. that day. The deer came through the windshield of Moreland’s pick-up truck and the truck rolled over several times, said Earnest. Moreland suffered facial fractures and a fracture of the

This Site Makes Me Fucking Sick.
Yep...So to my real friends who tell me to just not sign in, when I don't want to be on this site, I delete because at that point in time I want no affiliation whatsoever to this place. I can only take this place in small doses. So if you don't like my deleting and rejoining of fubitch, I'm sorry, but sometimes I gotta look out for me. If you want to delete me from yahoo or whatever, thats fine, let me know so I can delete you too, and bid you a final adieu as friends.

Club Preparation
Club Preparation Everything you need to know, from picking the night through up until the velvet rope. Where to go One of the best ways to locate a good night club is via word of mouth. If you know of a cool bar or great record shop, don’t feel awkward about asking the staff if they know about somewhere good to go. They’ll probably be quite flattered. Flyers for club nights remain a relatively good indication of what goes on where, but, remember: these pesky handbills often hang around for sometime after the nights they advertise have ended. If your town or city has a reliable listings guide it's worth getting hold of this too. Getting Ready Once, getting ready was biggest part of going out. In the early eighties in London there existed a certain collection of club freaks, known as the New Romantics, for whom, eyeliner wasn’t so much a cosmetic product as a way of life. Thankfully, we’ve moved on since then, but there’s still a great deal of fun to be had in getting ready ar

Getting In
Who lets you in, and why. Plus the guestlist explained, and what to do if you get turned away. ROAR deal In almost all clubs, the Right Of Admission is Reserved - as the ROAR acronym on the flyers often indicate. Some venues introduce this as a precaution against rowdy drunks, while other clubs turn away some clubbers even on their quietest nights. More pretentious venues like to maintain long queues and turn people away simply to make the club look good. However, most nights simply want to make sure they have the best crowd possible: if there are too many blokes in a club, fights tend to break out; if there aren’t enough, the girls aren’t happy; too many overly dressed punters, and it feels like a fashion show, too many scruffs, and it looks like a building site. Too young a crowd and it feels unsophisticated, too old and everyone looks a little fat and tired. Know your door whore The job of picking people from the queue tends to fall to the bouncer, but some clubs have a spec

Closer - Nin
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to tell Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive

Hate Me...yep I Feel Like This Sometimes
BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS "Hate Me" (If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) (”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye”) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you

What Do U Think Of Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Internet Tv
With so many different and cool tv shows on cable now, I just don't have time to watch them all. So what I have been doing is following some of my shows via the internet. I usually go to my shows' websites and read the episode guides. So it only takes me maybe 10 minutes to get caught up on a season's shows.

Living With Pets
Dear Dogs and Cats, > >The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other >dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in >the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your >food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. > >The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me >to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall >faster than you can run. > >I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about >this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your >comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It >is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the >fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and >having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but >sarcasm. > >For th

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.

Thank You!!
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > >HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > >IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > >PLASTER AND STONE. > > > >I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > >WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > >AND TO SEE JUST WHO > >IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > >I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > >A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > >NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > >NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > >NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > >JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > >ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES > >OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > >WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > >AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > >A SOBER THOUGHT > >CAME THROUGH MY MIND. > > > >FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > >IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, > >I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > >ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > >THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > >SILENT, ALONE, > >CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > >IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > >THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, > >THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, > >NOT HOW I PICTURED > >A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. > > > >WAS THIS THE HERO > >OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? > >CURLED UP ON A PONC

Feast For Darkness
The nature of my beast is your lust for me.. I feed on your soul so completely... Rapture engulfing your heart.. your mind.. your loins I'll devour in time.. My hunger for you never saited.. the thirst for your blood unequated.. Come slowly to me in the night.. undress my soul with your piercing eyes.. run your hands over this flesh so cold.. fill my body from within.. injecting me with your seed of sin .... My mouth dry from screams of passion... panting and breathless I'm left ravaged... quenching my thirst on your warm bitter blood.. Our bodies twisted..blanketed with the darkness.. billowing lust seep deep within.. no sence of time..we've thrived on sin.. feast my love on this this flesh of mine.. take your fill of my body ...my soul ...my mind... then togeather we'll surpass all others... lusting in darkness and undercover..

Trouble
PinkTroubleMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Trouble ( Pink ) No attorneys To plead my case No opiates To send me into outta space And my fingers Are bejeweled With diamonds and gold But that ain't gonna help me now I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I disturb my town I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town You think your right But you were wrong You tried to take me But I knew all along You can take me For a ride I'm not a fool out So you better run and hide I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town If you see me coming Down the street then You know it's time to Go (and you know it's time to go cause here comes trouble) No attorneys To plead my case No opiates To send me into outta space And my fingers Are bejeweled With diamonds and gold But that ain't gonna help me now You

Missing You
Missing you everytime you go away you take a piece of me with you. i miss you more and more everyday. i wish the next time you come home you'd come home to stay. theres nothing like knowing your here knowing your near. i wish tonight i could sleep with you by myside last month we been thru such a bumpy ride but we have proven we could beat anything. now just to see you would make all my dreams come true you mean the world to me this i can not deny no matter how hard i try. i love you with everything i have inside. i cant wait til we can finally make all our plans come true. until your back again i will be right here missing you i love you with all my heart!!!

Love At A Stroke
saw her across the room A vision of beauty to the beholder I was struck, instantly By her loveliness, by her elegance The way she held herself I was spellbound by the image I was physically altered by her Was this love at first sight? Or mere infatuation She was really lovely And I doubtless felt something What I saw was a rare beauty A precious thing Like a work of art Treasured on a gallery wall A painting seen from a distance But what I felt wasn’t love Not from the first sight of her Desire yes, feelings of passion also yes Want and need certainly But real depth of love no This comes later, after closer study Examining the canvas Every nuance, each brushstroke Form, colours, composition, perspectives Seeing beneath the beautiful façade To find beneath the painted layers To where true beauty resides Only after this patient study Can you find true depth of feeling And claim to be in love

Refelcted Glory
She sits before the mirror Head inclined Fine brown hair falls off her shoulders Cascading down one side The evening sun shimmering on the fine strands The lustrous skin of her shoulders and back, Naked but for the slender straps of her dress Silently invites my caress Her heady perfume filled the room Invading my senses like a fragrant garden after summer rain The fabric of her dress hugs the wondrous contours I know so well In the mirror her hazel eyes look back at me As she sees me watching her And knowing my thoughts her reflection smiles And at its radiance my heart soars Making me want her I don’t ask why she loves me I just thank god for her For her elegant beauty And for the greater beauty inside This evening I must share her But later she will be mine alone So for now I bath in the reflected glory of her

My Name Is Lust
My name is Lust I can bring pleasure to every one I am known through out the world Used by so many an excuse for all The pleasures they feel they blame me From the beginning of time I have existed I roam through minds making people feel Bringing passion to life I am the felling way down low Those shudders of excitement The pleasant twinge in your groin Through me comes the hardening The flow of the nectar The radiant heat from the skin In your mind I take control sense is no longer there Things you would find strange I make you do In my control there are no limits I will take you to fantasies beyond control Nothing is to bizarre nothing to strange I have made people do it all I thrive on the unusual You tell your loved one it was Lust That drove you to it No love involved just plain ordinary Lust I don’t mind that is what I want to hear This brings me to life I have been and always will be Nothing can stop me No power is greater than

Like A Rose
What a lovely and enchanted rose you are my mother Genuine, sincere, and your beauty unlike any other Like a rose, a purpose there is for mother’s thorns Your wisdom, love, and sometimes even your scorns you live your life to direct and guide us with your bless never complaining about the pain we cause or the stress Mother you are an angel spreading sweetness around Sacrificing, given, and your kindness is so profound In my heart forever you’ll be a rose in full bloom Pure love, great compassion, and a scent of luxurious perfume A heart my mother you have, surely made of the finest gold Wisdom greatly shines every day as the years unfold Your soft heart is like a sweet garden of rare beauty Being compassionate to others it seems to you as duty Thoughtfulness and gentleness I feel as your words flow When ever I see you smile deep in my heart love glows Yes mother, no one could ever in my heart take your place I always t

Thank You
Thanks for giving me joys and smiles Thanks for sharing my trouble's pile Thanks for wipeing the tears of my eye Thanks for showing me the glad view of sky Thanks for lending me your shoulders to lean Thanks for giving my words a proper mean Thanks for telling me the value of life Thanks for showing me the rules to survive Thanks for lending me the sympathetic ears Thanks for showing how much you care From all this what I mean in the end Is thanks Mom you're my best friend.

They Say Everything For A Reason..
They say everything happens for a reason. Well you know being single and not able to find mr. Right I think That is punishment not for a reason. So my question what am I being punished for and ware is my night and shinning Hero? If anybody can find him Please send him my way. OHH. He has to be good with words and Handsome. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m"To Want Me Or Not !

Invading Your Chambers
One day, you will blow his mind, And make him want you, Ms OHH SO Fine! Doubt your power? So sensual, so hot, So innocent yet so divine. You affect me. I am so wanting to be, a gentleman, But, rather make you mine. The lover that's honoured, And blessed beyond reason, Will flood you with kisses with each passing season. Your smile will ignite him, Remind him, "God, this miracle lady is mine?" His mission: To treasure for all time. So, blossom as you need, Unfold your beauty, Soft petals like silk. Your lover's hand, Caressing, holding, Nuturing like nature's milk. No sunset is less impressive, Your dreams and desires, Feed your lust. Less you lack heart, And devotion, Such hopes will merely fall apart. Dear lady, You are a saucy vixen, Caring soul, I pray for you. You bless me with kind words, Your friendship, May your dreams and fantasies come true.

Suicide
Ok, so this person that I just started talking to yesterday is now telling me that he wants to commit suicide. I'm one of those people that I care about everyone I know. I obviously don't want this guy to die. I also don't like when people tell me this because I can't do anything to stop them... it just puts me in this awkward situation. I dunno... it's just... stressful... something I should not be putting myself through. I don't know how to deal w/ people at this stage. I don't understand I guess... *sigh*

Bar Tab
I'm not retarded enough to make a MuMM about it, and I haven't looked in the MuMM's for over 22 hours ... I honestly don't give a shit who commented or voted on who's MuMM .. or anything. Really, I don't. So besides making my Bartab "Actions for Me Only", how do I get rid of jacknuts wasting my space? Thanks =P

More Ramblings Of A Nutbag ........me! :d :p
Ever feel so invisible as if anything u say or do doesn't seem to be noticed? I always wanted to be a 'fly on the wall' , ok , not 'always' but, thought that'd be kewl, sometimes, maybe!? ........ well, NOW I know how that damn lil fly feels....... : splat! : I'm thinkin I'm kind of tired, finally after 40 yrs., of being polite, nice, thinking of others and all that 'good' stuff, cuz not feelin like it's gotten me anywhere........ other than being dragged around on the bottom of other ppl's shoes.......yes, kind of like dog shit. lol. It's funny, not really ,that's kind of just some more sarcasm thrown in here lol. ....how ppl will talk with you when they "need" or "want" something from you , yet, can be so uncaring or ignore the HELL outta you when they have no 'use' for you...... I'm feelin that alotttt lately. < sighs > So, me thinks this chickie poo needs to stop being so damn 'available' for all those that just come to me when they 'want or need' something ...... I

Night Of Shades
the oaths are not seen in the shade there is no joy in the sorrow the sun went out after having left now a country is cold and dead the wind gets a cold feel I GO AS A SHADE,SHADES FOR A NIGHT you did not give heart at all your untrue words only so you took my light from me-everything the crack was got by the clock,a fate it now the voice is toneless I GO AS A SHADE,SHADES FOR A NIGHT

What The Crap?
Seriously. Some people are just retarded beyond the point of fixing. Can someone make some fucking sense out of this. MuMM: every mumm is a good chance to hook up many idiots wasting time for free insulting that have nothing to do with the topic....you guys get a life....or go out play with your christmas glass balls? Comment: What the shit are you babbling about? Shout Box Convo?: From bottom to top of course. ->Luca [who ...: In any case, good day. ->Luca [who ...: For the record, I will reiterate the fact that your MuMM and this following shout box conversation was absolutely stupid and made very little sense. Next time think about what you're going to type or something so people actually understand what you're trying to get across. Luca [who ...: yes ok, take care ->Luca [who ...: I would have to say that is just as retarded. Luca [who ...: good...it is your point of view...maybe important is when a girl mumms for a pair of shoes coice... ->Luca [who ...

I Am ..........
I am a Juggalette... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love… With Love there is Unity and Strength. Love does not hurt nor does it seek to destroy. I too, shall not hurt or

Diamonds
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be

Another One From A Single Person
It has been proven that a healthy mind and a healthy body can contribute to a healthy relationship. When you begin a new relationship with someone, you obviously want it to last as long as possible. Your relationship can last if you build a healthy relationship. However in order to have a strong relationship with someone, YOU must have a healthy mind and body and you must make that commitment to attain that status. So how do you make a relationship healthy? First, a healthy mind is when you have good self-esteem and confidence of who you are and what you want out of life. A healthy mind gives you independence so that you rely on yourself to get matters done and therefore not dependent on your significant other. An unhealthy mind though is when you have little or no self-esteem and no confidence in yourself. The lines of communication become non-existent because you withdraw into your own world and just look to your partner for guidance on your life, which puts a burden on h

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
HOLY SHIT!!!! Im ready to scream!! No wait...I already have and it didnt help. I love my kids dearly but OMFG all 3 of them are pushing my buttons. Oldest is saying bad things, middle child is pestering the oldest who is now standing, facing the wall for a 10 min time out. The youngest just dumped his dinner all over the floor and wont pick it up! GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to work tomorrow!!! Damnit!!!! Let his ass stay home and deal with it!

The Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.< BR> FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Love This One
Why does it seem like men are so willing to step out on their girls? Seriously? No wonder woman get paranoid about their men cheating on them. I have been propositioned by so many men who willing admit that they have girls, and yet still ask me if I'm wanting to come over and "play" or web cam or other such things. I'm sick of it and I wish they would just stop! If you want sex that bad then go find someone and pay for it! Shiat! btw... if you proposition me and you have a girl... your name and pic will end up in this blog... Can't believe I have an entry for this. I put this up so long ago... but here ya go! This man flirted with me and had intimate conversations with me... only to find out he's married and has been for 15 years... jackass!

Quiet Riot Singer Died Of Overdose
Dec 10, 11:09 PM (ET) LAS VEGAS (AP) - The death last month of Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot, has been ruled an accidental cocaine overdose. Clark County coroner spokeswoman Samantha Charles confirmed the cause Monday after toxicology results were received Monday. Dubrow was found dead Nov. 25 at his Las Vegas home. He was 52. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" - which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded a solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006.

Far Away
FAR AWAY (LYRICS) This time, this place Misused, mistakes Too long, too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know You know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know You know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cau

Someday
"Someday" How the hell did we wind up like this? Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed And try turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this But don't think it's too late Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway That we could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up staying Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

Love
There are times in your life where sadness seems inevitable and love is unreachable. You fall in love only to get hurt, you fall out of love because you are hurt, and you go looking for love to cure the hurt. It's a viscious cycle. Why go looking for love? No one can truly explain it. Is it a desire, a need, a fantasy.....who knows? I know that I have spent half of my life looking for it, coming close a few times and in the end coming up empty handed. If my heart is broken anymore, there will probably be none of it left. It may be full of holes, but it can still comprehend love and be filled with love. Love is that one thing in life I truly desire more than any feeling. Love is supposed to be patient, I know - but patience is a virtue I no longer have. I want love and I want to feel love. Not the words....but the motions, the looks, the touch...you all know what I mean. You know, the kind of love where actions are spoken louder than words. I want to know and feel that l

Long Realations Ships That Come To A Bitter End.
You know I read a blog that got me this morning. When you put your time and energy into a realationship and all of a sudden your other half decides no that it not working or leaves or is seeing someone else it sucks. I was in a six year realationship and was planning to have one more child with this guy and hoping to marry him. He after six years decides he prefer some other things than living a good life. Yea it hurt it took me over a year to get over it. All that time and energy wasted now i'm wondering if I will ever put time and effort into a realtionship after that. I have people interested in dating me but I'm scared and don't ever want to feel that hurt and pain again. I'm afraid of taking that chance. Now What if Mr. Right comes by and I push him away being scared of trying again. So anybody have any ideas on how I maybe able to break the cycle of being afriad. I know everything happens for a reason but come on I don't want to waste any more time...

Life The Universe And Everything
..........well............ life is ok for me at the mo, well until someone decides to interupt and ruin everything (well thats the usual thing to happen lol). in a happy lovin relationship, got a stable and stress free job, good friends and family. feels strange for me as xmas is coming and for once i have a gf for it although she is going home for a few weeks so not gonna be with her, ah well.

Discovery From Hell
I just found out that I am a jerk a real no care person I just found out that I am no one nobody a nowhere person I just found out I didn't know I was hiding from love love of life and the wonderful people in it I just found out that I have gone astray and didn't even know it I just found out

Chained
This life I lead, Please pay no heed, These things I've done, please don't believe, this shell you see, Is all there is of what used to be. how long the fall, from such a height,the only weight the chains we bare,the link so strong, the link so tight, the metal forgedwithtears we've shed from damned to saint no one dare to care we lose the fight for we can't win the scares we bare will never end fresh the days we push away past the shadows,creeping,clawing at our souls,never relenting never to let go gone the rays of our last hope,cold now the ashes of lifes raging fire lost in darkness so near,yet so very very far.......

After All I Am Just A Girl.......
Wrote this a while back. Wanted to post it. I like being a girl. I don't know why all of the sudden I have just thought of this tonight, but I did and I just felt compelled to put it out there. I like everything that goes a long with being a girl even all of the issues that we go through. I like clothes, shoes, purses make up, getting my hair done, my nails done ect. I don’t ever care, for the most part, that girls are held to a higher standard than boys; and sometimes it is hard to live up to that standard, causing boys to break girls hearts. I like the fact that I am not a boy, because I love boys. I love the way it feels to touch their skin or how safe it feels when they put their arms around you and hold you. I like the way they all try to be macho or manly sometimes, yet at the same time when they think no one's looking they can look so vulnerable. In my training class there was this guy who was not so spectacular looking but there was just something about the way he h

Take A Quiz
Who said the following??? (answers at the end) 1) "We're going to take things away from you on behalf of the common good." A. Karl Marx B. Adolph Hitler C. Joseph Stalin D. None of the above 2) "It's time for a new beginning, for an end to government of the few, by the few, and for the few...and to replace it with shared responsibility for shared prosperity." A. Lenin B. Mussolini C. Idi Amin D. None of the Above 3) "(We)...can't just let business as usual go on, and that means something has to be taken away from some people." A. Nikita Khrushev B. Jose f Goebbels C. Boris Yeltsin D. None of the above 4) "We have to build a political consensus and that requires people to give up a little bit of their own...in order to create this common ground." A. Mao Tse Dung B. Hugo Chavez C. Kim Jong Il D. None of the above 5) "I certainly think the free-market has failed." A. Karl Marx B. Lenin C. Molotov D. None of the above 6) "I think it's time

Santa Eric
HI my name is Santa Eric By Eric Ethan I'm Santa Eric Here to spread alot of cheer adn smile on this special holiday come over here and sit on my lap tell Santa Eric what you want for christmas if you are too shy just whisper in my ear what you want and wish I can make your wishes come true Here is Candy Cane for you to suck on and wait for that Christmas present come to you Is there Christmas wishes you want to come true let me know and make them come true. go Ahead pull on my beard not to hard, Ouch!!!!! that hurts , yes that real, Don't worry Christmas wishes come true believe in your heart with a lot of faith and prayer you Christmas wishes will come true bear and keep on believing the holidays spirts

The Song I Feel Most Fits How I Feel For And About Mymaster
~this really sais it all when it comes to me and my feelinngs for and about myMaster since the very beginning of O/our relationship and the more it grows the more this song just fits U/us T/together as the T/team W/we are,,~

Master Abducts His Pet
she went into the bedroom and undressed, pet walked naked to the shower, feeling the rush of hot water caressing her skin. Thinking to her herself to hurry because Master was coming to visit her as she quickly poured shampoo into her hand, then lathered her auburn hair, she felt the suds slowly drip down her nude breast as she began to rinse the lather from her hair. Quickly washing her nude body she finished her shower and reached for the thick towel that hung loosely near the door of the shower. She felt the tight grip wrap around her hand as she felt a sack come down over her head. The male voice told her not to struggle as he gagged her then expertly tied her hands and feet. she felt her body being lifted and carried what she thought was out side because of the cold bitter bite of the wind on her skin. She felt her hip slam against the car seat as she was dumped onto it. she felt the car begin to move, she didn't know where she was going only that her Master would be v

My Thoughts Today...........
All of us on here have been through relationships that have touched our lives in so many ways...Some endly badly and some are always in our thoughts of how it used to be....There are alot of divorced people on Fubar and we all have been through so much....But I am here to tell you that whatever we go through in life, just makes us stronger...Life is so short to hold grudges and have negative feelings.......I have also learned that everything happens for a reason.....Everything happens when the time is right for both people involved....So if you are alone and are waiting for that one person to enter your life, don't ever give up, it will happen, and it always happens when you least expect it...Also remember it starts with a wonderful friendship and then if its right it will grow into something so wonderful that will last .......One more note....this is a time of giving, not of materials things, but of ourselves, there are so many people that want and need our love and friendship, remem

Are You Ever Really Happy
Are you ever really happy Just when you think things are going great you seem as happy as you can be you have to step back and wonder if it is true happiness. Sometimes we feel things in our life is perfect but you wonder is it just an act or is it the truth. Some times it is hard to tell the difference between the two. You become so caught up in having everyone think things are perfect that you start to believe the happiness yourself. Then it may hit you are driving in your car or sitting alone in some place and your realize that all you feel is not true happiness but an act and you start to wonder why you do this who is it helping this act this sham that you have come to believe yourself. You sit back and you look at the things in your life and you wonder are my friends my friends because they love the real me or because of the ever so happy me. Do you know how hard it is to act happy all the time to try and be so many different people you lose yourself. I have to wear

To Be In Love With Love
To Be In Love... To be in love with love is to gain a soul, to sit on the throne of hearts. To love the world is to be afflicted. Later the secrets start to make sense. Don't be a bramble, become the rose. Let your maturity unfold. The brambles will only burn. Prayer was created by God so man could ask for help. It's too bad if you haven't learned to ask. Accept the breath of those who are mature- let it become your divining rod. If you obey your self, things turn out wrong. Renouncing the world is the beginning of worship. If you are a believer, believe this. Respect your parents and ancestry, and you will have fine green clothes of your own. If you earn the complaints of neighbors, You'll stay in Hell forever. Yunus heard these words from the masters. If you need this advice, take it. They say one who is received by a heart becomes more beautiful.

Pray For My Friend Sam
Please pray for my friend Sam. My good friend Sam is in trouble again. This time for forgetting his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds... AND IT BETTER BE THERE!" The next morning Sam got up and left the house very early. When the wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a gift-wrapped box in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe, went out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Sam has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him

City Ham By Alton Brown
City Ham Recipe courtesy Alton Brown See this recipe on air Wednesday Dec. 26 at 2:00 AM ET/PT. Show: Good Eats Episode: Ham I Am 1 city style (brined) ham, hock end* 1/4 cup brown mustard 2 cups dark brown sugar 1-ounce bourbon (poured into a spritz bottle) 2 cups crushed ginger snap cookies Heat oven to 250 degrees F. Remove ham from bag, rinse and drain thoroughly. Place ham, cut side down, in a roasting pan. Using a small paring knife or clean utility knife set to the smallest blade setting, score the ham from bottom to top, spiraling clockwise as you cut. (If you're using a paring knife, be careful to only cut through the skin and first few layers of fat). Rotate the ham after each cut so that the scores are no more than 2-inches across. Once you've made it all the way around, move the knife to the other hand and repeat, spiraling counter clockwise. The aim is to create a diamond pattern all over the ham. (Don't worry too much about precision here.) Tent the

Im Back Home ; Im Fine Ty All Oh Ty All
My surgery went well, no problems. but have heard about the nodule on my lung yet > Go back in 2 wks , gt checked. Ty all; Your prayers really helped . I love you my dear friends . Hugs Diana

Marriage
I don't know what is going on with people these days?? What happened to marriage being something that is taking serious and very precious. Marriage is something not to be entered into lightly. Why do people jump in bed with another person before they have had time to heal. You are taking the emotional baggage of your marriage to that next man or woman. Do you actully think that new man or woman is going to want to deal with that. The other thing, if your marriage is not working out why do you still sleep with them and maybe have sex with them? If it's not working you are giving that person you are married to false hope because you are going on like it's nothing wrong. If yal are not getting alon get your bags and get to steppin. Why stay somewhere you are not happy. Then I hear those men and women say "I stay for the kids". They are going to be more messed up watching you be unhappy and most likly yal arguing all the time. The child or children will be messed up more. If you are going

Death
i'm afraid to die the way i dont want you and i haunt my daydreams could it be violence cancer hiv ? who could be killing you or me? lupus sickle cell accident cirrosis stroke heart ailment am i the one who's killing me? are you the one killing me? war terrorism chemicals in the air suicide when life's not fair choices i make are killing me even the doctor is dying no DNA deathless gene

Post (first Segment)
1. Through deserts of glass, And cities pummeled into so much trash, Where things crawl in new shapes, And odd vines choke the decrepit earth, I will find you and love you In the middle of a crater. I will love you on a bed of bones.

Girlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application Form The following questions are about yourself. Before I start with the questions, here's a little about myself. ************************************************************************ I'm 22, 6'2", 175lbs and muscular. I have a three and a half year old black lab mix named Shadow, I'm a smoker, but I don't drink. I like to take Shadow for long walks, sometimes 5-mile long walks. I currently have one tattoo on each shoulder blade, Semper Fidelis (Always Faithful). I'm not one to cheat, but I will forgive some one who cheats on me once, they get a second chance, but no more. I'm a computer technician and automotive mechanic. Enough with myself, lets move onto you..... ************************************************************************ 1. What do you like about yourself? ________________________________________________________________________ ************************************************************************ 2. What do you NOT like about

Lesbonics
>> Subject: Lesbonics >> >> . What do you call a pantry full of lesbians? >> >> A licker cabinet. >> >> 2. What do you call an Eskimo lesbian? >> >> A Klondyke. >> >> 3. What do you call 100 lesbians with guns? >> >> Militia Etheridge. >> >> 4. Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time? >> >> Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face. >> >> 5. What do you call two lesbians in a canoe? >> >> Fur Traders. >> >> 6. What is a lesbian dinosaur called? >> >> A Lickalotapuss. >> >> 7. What do you call a lesbian with long fingers? >> >> Well Hung. >> >> 8. Did you hear that Ellen DeGeneres drowned? >> >> She was found face down in Ricki Lake . >> >> 9. How can you tell a tough lesbian bar? >> >> Even the pool table doesn't have balls. >> >> 10. What do you call lesbian twins? >> >> Lick-a-likes. >> >> 11. What's the definition of confusion? >> >> Twenty blind lesbians in a fish market. >> >> 12. What's the diffe

Eh
I've been distant, I know. I started a new job a couple of months ago, and I'm not adjusting well. Actually, I hate it. So, I've been trying to make it work for me until I can get a better one. I've been going to work, and passing out early. I miss my friends, and I hope you are all doing well. I didn't forget about you!! P.S. This snow is killing me already!!! xoxo Myspace Comments

Lyrics To My Love!
Chorus: Love me, Hate Me, Make Me cry, Break My heart, and watch Me die! I am yours and yours alone even if its never shown so love me, hate me make me cry dont break my heart, I dont want to die Written with a pen, Sealed with a kiss if you love me tell me this do you love me or do you not you told me once but i forgot So tell me now and tell me true so i can say i love you too. of all the others I have met you are the one I wont forget Chorus if i die before you do ill go to heaven and wait for you if your not there on judgement day ill know you went the other way Id give the angels back there wings and risk the lose of everything Just to prove my love is true ill do anything to be with you Chorus X2

Learn And Remember
for ever insult, there is someone looking in the mirror at themselves. for every boast is an unsure person seeking reassurance. a superficial skin that cannot withstand an obvious flaw. the line between meeting someone and falling in love. breathe in air that has the same value as the person that just used it. remember and learn from he past, but dont live or dwell in it. are we destined to destroy are selves based on the fact that humans are drawn to hurtful experiences? this is true. any person that you really love or have loved has probably hurt you in some way. they bad moments stick out more, because rejection, lack of communication, and insecurities are much stronger than your average relationship. the unsympathetic feeling you get after hurting someone is nothing compared to the feeling of being hurt.

I Need A Beer
So wednesday i get to work at 11pm. not unusual considering im a 3rd shifter. at 12:50, my favorite resident takes his last breath with me holding his hand. i cried... a lot. Then i didnt get off work until 3 the next after noon. 16 hours... a million and a half call offs because of the weather. the staff consisted of me, the med tech, the cook, and the house keeper until about 12. then comes the activity director, the nurse the maintenance man and marketing director. Came home and took a sleeping pill at 4 o'clock and slept until 430ish this morning when i started my texting battle with a friend of mine. Who makes pizza at 6am?? apparently i do. i have to work 3-11 tonight. After that MissAngieAsphyxia's going to get a few beers... CANT I JUST CALL OFF AND START MY BEER BINGE NOW??? i think i deserve it

Having A Bad Day
So, I got some shit going on at work that's bringing me down. I had to report a co-worker to cover my own ass, but me and the coworker got along really good, and I feel like shit because of it all but I had to protect my job. It would be different if I didn't consider it a career, but the fact remains that the weather's shitty, and I'm feeling terrible right now. Couldn't sleep last night either because of everything swirling around in my head. It just sucks that you think you're doing the right thing and you are, for you. But then you lose a friend, and things just still aren't right.

How Offensive Is This?
Student Sues School Over Right To Wear Dress by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff Posted: December 14, 2007 - 1:00 pm ET (Gary, Indiana) A student who was barred from attending a high school prom for wearing a dress is suing Gary, Indiana's West Side High School alleging his civil rights were violated. Kevin Logan arrived at the prom last May wearing a fuchsia, slinky prom dress and heels but was not allowed inside. Principal Diane Rouse stretched her arms across the door of the Senior Prom, blocking Logan's entrance. (story) Logan's classmates and friends rallied to his defense to no avail. "I’m gay. I’m a drag queen,” Kevin said at the time. A lesbian student who wore a tuxedo was not asked to leave the prom. A month later when Logan graduated he wore a dress under his graduation gown. High heels were only slightly visible. (story) Logan's lawsuit argues that his First Amendment rights were violated, including the freedoms of speech, symbolic action, and express

Wish You Where Here On Christmas
Wish you where here on Christmas By Eric Ethan I wish you where here on Christmas day to open presents with me and share that warm egg nog and sing Christmas carols with me Let’s go out in the woods and see the tree I decorate for you and share this coolest moment on this special holiday I lost a lot of people during the holiday every year I feel down when you are not here on this special Christmas day But I pray for you with angels looking over you to keep you healthy and your humor going strong and making people feel the joy of Christmas feel special again I have that juicy streak waiting for you with good baked potatoes with Christmas cheese cake with mints inside to make that Christmas special for you Angels are singing and the bells are ringing Let the Christmas bring you cheer and laughter inside MERRY CHRISTMAS to all and a GOOD NIGHT The End with a wink and a smile

A Week In The Gym
. > Dear Diary, > > For my 60th birthday this year, my daughter Rachel (the dear) > purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. > Although I am still in great shape since being a high school > football player > 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and > give it a try. > > I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer > named Belinda, > who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and > model for athletic clothing > and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get > started! > The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. > > MONDAY : > Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it > was well worth it when > I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She > is something of a Greek goddess - > with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! > Belinda gave me a tour > and showed

No More...
Don't fucking touch me Get out of my face You tell me I should learn to remain in my place What place is that exactly? To be seen and not heard? Who the fuck made the rules And said you get the last word? I, for one, am sick of your voice I'm sick of all your talking I'm leaving you here tonight Drowning you out as I start walking You fucked up, majorly this time You made the biggest mistake You think her pussy's better then mine? Maybe so but you'll miss mine Her "feelings" aren't real Her heart's made of stone She wants nothing more then your money Then afterwards just leave her alone But let me tell you So listen up When she uses and abuses you I won't give a fuck Cause once I leave Once I walk out the door My obligation to you's done My loyalty's no more Someday you'll realize Exactly what you lost Someday you'll realize It wasn't worth the cost But for now run your game Run your mouth and talk shit Cause this game's over I officia

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The Bath
Marcia Ingram glanced out the window from her living room and then checked her watch for the tenth time in the last five minutes, "Where is he," she said softly, "he's fifteen minutes late!?!" She continued paging through her magazine and was startled when the doorbell chimed indicating someone was at the front door, she jumped up and quickly covered the twenty some feet, opened the door, and invited the blonde haired young man into her parlor!!! "Good afternoon, Peter," she said graciously, "and how are you today!?!" "Just fine, ma'am," he replied softly, "and you?!?" "Uh, good, very good," she answered, "would you like something to drink, maybe a soft drink or coffee!?!" "No thanks, ma'am," he replied, "I'm just fine!!!" "You're a little late today," she offered!!! ""I'm sorry," he replied, "my last appointment went a little longer than usual, I hope I haven't inconvenienced you!!!" "Oh, no," she answered quickly, "I was just wondering, that's all............." They both sat there fo

Day At The Movies
So i took my children to go see alvin and the chipmunks movie.. and needless to say it's funnier then the trailer lets it to be... so it's a good family movie to watch. but the events that happened after the movie is what got on my nerves really bad. I had grown women make my daughter cry for ten minutes straight because the wind pulled the door out of my 6 year old's grasp and it cause our door to scratch a less then one inch length mark in this car and that lady made my daughter feel as if it was completely intentional but it was not. it was a mere accident that is all it was. but that is all i am talking about because if i keep talking about it i am going to get more and more pissed about it...

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Leaving
I will be leaving Fubar within a few days. I just have some personal details to attend to first. My reasons for leaving: The site is too slow. It has taken up to five minutes to load. There is too much dishonesty and deceit. I despise lies and liars. As I said in a previous blog, I joined this site in hope of meeting new friends. Though I have added many "friends", I have had extended conversations, and have as friends on other sites, exactly two from here. I have made overtures to several, and all I have added have supposedly read my blogs and know that I am not interested in the empty "Fubar type" friendships, yet, that seems to be all there are. If any one would like to prove me wrong I'll still be here for a few days. Perhaps until after the holidays. In the meantime, I will not add anyone with whom I have not conversed.

New Truck Fer Christmas....
Hi Ya'll!!!! Well the time has come. Boss informed me yesterday when I got back into the yard, that I've GOT to take a new truck before I can leave. Geeeeeeeez. So I have placed a pic of what it looks like on my pics, and have made it my background pic as well... So now I've got to take about 2 extra days off to get moved from the Old truck to the new one. Damn I HATE MOVING!!! Anyone want to come and help me??? :-)

Some Of My Erotic Poetry......................
Caress me with your strong and gentle hands and hold me with care. Let me know you love me by the way your always there. No words have to be spoken becasue we feel it in our hearts. A look between us is where it has to start. Kiss me once, then kiss me again, that is all I need to know there is where we begin. I'll touch you and you'll touch me as we get lost in our estacy. Remember I love what I see when I see you looking at me. Oh, gentle lover, come and give me some of your tender love. Fill me up and watch me from above. Kissing my forhead and licking my fingers one by one. Will let me know that were about to have some major fun. I see your so excited and ready to give in, but I make you wait and we start all over again. This makes you hotter and speeds up your desire. So I let you cum into me and quench my fire. I long to feel your hands all over me. Take me to a place of sweet ectasy. I give you what you want but you beg me for more. This is one thing I totally ador

Closeing Down
i have desided to close down fubar for personal reasons too all my friends and faimly i love you all and i can still be contacted in yahoo for those who dont have my id its Big_b_from_2e so feel free to contact me there i would be happy to add you thank you all for the wonderful times. i will be done with getting my points gone by christmas i love you all and hope and wish you all the best

Thoughts
you know they say things happen for a reason but i cannot for the life of me figure out this reason.....my man is very outspoken and he doesn't like it when someone upsets me....well today as one of those days i didn't sleep well and woke with a migraine putting me back in bed with two excedrin and an ice pack for several hours....when i woke up again i still had a headache but not nearly as bad as it was....and to top it all off i have a yeast infection that i am treating...then the phone rings my sister-in-law needed a sitter and since my head hurt as badly as it did i couldn't watch the kids and my mom was at church doing some charity work and my daughter had 3 performances with the nutcracker....she didn't want to talk to me on the phone and then she shows up online... she proceeds to tell me that i can get a food basket which i KNOW i am not eligible for and i told her several times i wasn't and she kept it up making me feel worse and worse...yeah i need the help for Chri

Only When
Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will assuage your heart Friendship is a lantern, which glows, Only when you need the warmth of it Friendship is a language, which you speak, Only when you know the meaning of it Friendship is a potpourri of feelings, which you can smell, O

Me Pt.1
My name is Mike,I was born in Canton,Ohio,On Dec.22nd,1972.I lived there all my Life,and I loved every minute of it. My childhood was the best.We lived on Rex Ave.Where damn near all my family lived.My greandparents lived across the street,my uncle lived down the street,My aunt lived next door,one of my aunts lived with us,my mom and I.some of my other aunts and uncles lived with my grandparents.And tons of friends throughout the neighborhood.It was absolutely the best. and of course my father wa never around so my mom raised me. but we always had a blast,we used to do everything as a family,now the family doesn't do anything together anymore.I just sit and remember the ol days alot.reflect on where I was,and where I'm at now.We've all had some good days and some bad.my teen years were especially wasted,I spent time in a drug rehab,a psychiatric hospital for depression,in and out of detention homes,and last spent 2 years in a juvenile prison. I guess goin through all this,has made

"high's" & Low's
i found u when i was at my lowest point and since then youve taken me higher than if i smoked a joint u r my natural high so please never leave me or say goodbye u r what i want and what i need u are my 5'6 tall bag of sexual weed i just wanna put my lips on u take a deep breath as i inhale as u turn me on with ur female smell as im goin down on u and do it with class i say open up baby so i can puff puff but not pass cause when it comes to my woman and my weed i dont share some call it greed

As Always
WELL FUBAR AGAIN IS BROKE! 1. NO RATES 2.STASH IS BROKEN 3. OTHER THINGS PROBABLY NOT WORKING AND THEY SAY IT ISNT ALWAYS BROKEN? a) they were shut dowen because thery were moving the server to someplace else...now that its moved everything breaks down...dunno who else is fed up with this shit but its getting bad here. How they keep memberships here is beyond me am surprised that some of the people in here leave lol.

Putting Out?
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a

Guess What Yall Rerating Pics Again For Points(repost)
GUESS WHAT YALL RERATING PICS AGAIN FOR POINTS(REPOST) date: 2007-12-17 09:58:12 ANYONE TAKE NOTICE THAT ONCE AGAIN ALL THE PICS WE HAVE RATED ARE ONCE AGAIN ABLE TO BE RERATED AND GET POINTS AWARDED AGAIN ALSO CHECK YOUR BUDDYS PAGE RATINGS THEY HAVE BEEN RESET TO HAPPY RATING YOU HAPPY RATERS:) THE COWGIRL IN PINK

Checking My List
I will be checking my friend list and removing some I don't talk to. I realize I added some of you while I was in the contest and I am sorry but I will be deleting some this week. If you want to stay on my friend list just let me know and I will not remove you. I'll be cleaning my list by the end of the week....so let me know. ~~smooches~~

For My Friends And Family And Whoever
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend. A hug is a great gift - one size fits all, and it's easy to exchange.

Anxiety Of It All
I have seem to be crying alot for no reason but then as my mom n i have spoke i see there r reasons y i am sad n crying. But I will be ok I guess. Sigh! I know my crying n minor depression will go away..its just I dont know lol. i dream too much n rest very little i see. Then my health is an issue that makes me sad n has me waking up bc of the pain I cant wait till the antibiotics heal me cuz it hurts everywhere. Then I have my finals im nervous about, i guess bc i want to do so well tthat im nervous even tho im doing good so far but im like that lol i always get nervous when it comes to major exams but im positive that god is with me n will do fine. If i dont get nervous something is wrong lol.... Well I have other stuff that bother me but thats for me n my therapist to discuss oh boy r her ears gonna hurt lol..Therapy is actually helping me. I am not angry as I used to be n I dont get mad easily anymore. N if i get angry I get myself out of it easier then I used to. Now I have t

Christmas Cookie Recipe
Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup .... just in case. Turn off the mixer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain y

A Bdsm Carol 2
A BDSM Carol 2 Sung To The Tune Of "Do You Hear What I Hear" DO YOU HEAR WHAT I HEAR? Do you hear what I hear? Said the Mistress to her little slave, Do you see what I see? Across the room little slave, A chain, a chain, swinging with delight, With room enough to swing a whip, With room enough to swing a whip, Said the little slave to Mistress, Do you hear what I hear? Ringing through the dungeon Mistress, Ma'am?, Do you hear what I hear? A cry, a scream of joy from deep within, Behind a wall which we can not see, Behind a wall which we can not see, Said the Mistress to the nearest Dom, Do you know what I know? In this dungeon so dark my old friend, Do you know what I know? This slut, this slut serving us so true, Lets make her ass black and blue, Lets make her ass black and blue, Said the nearest Dom to the Mistress, Listen to what I say, Play your slaves, Dominants everywhere, Listen to

A Very Special Christmas Present...
It was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco. The pastor of the church was looking over the cradle when he noticed that the baby Jesus was missing from among the figures. Immediately he turned and went outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the little infant, Jesus. So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get Him, my fine friend?" The little boy replied, "I got him from the church." "And why did you take him?" The boy said, "Well, about a week before Christmas I prayed to the little Lord Jesus and I told him if he would bring me a red wagon for Christmas I would give him a ride around the block in it."

Be An Angel
Be An Angel Reach for the stars Keep your halo polished Share your favorite things with others Plant a garden for the butterflies Say something nice to someone everyday Be patient with those who don't fly as fast as you do Talk to the plants to help them grow Always tell the truth Think good thoughts Sprinkle a little startdust wherever you go

Co-owner Position Open @ Storm's Haven.
Since Eli's having internet issues, there is a Co-Owner Position available @ Storm's Haven. Someone to be around when I can't be, help promote the lounge, build up members, keep it going. Let me know if you want the position and if you have the time to do so. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52735 > > > > If you haven't already, come visit us, say hey. :)

Memories Of Him.....
So I finally did it. Today I finally sat down and went through grandpas belongings. It is funny how, when someone passes, it is so very hard to go through those things and figure out what to give to who, what to throw away and what to keep. It seems at that point everything becomes so very important and precious. I am now left with one small box of stuff. I sit here looking at that box and it is hard to believe that this is what is left of 78 years and 4 marriages. My grandfather was not your typical grandfather. He had a hard life, he did his time in prison, he hung out with thug types, frequented strip clubs and did his thing, but none the less he was my grandfather and I loved him. He was my world for so many years. Now that world is a small box full of memories and keep sakes that I will cherish for the rest of my life. I have a campbells soup can bank, that he kept for years, in that bank is a coin from a Strip club that was owned and operated by Jack Ruby. Grandpa frequented

New Poem "waking Up To A Coma."
memories crash through my mind like the waves touching the shore pale and cold i'm drowning once more swallowing water until my lungs break falling asleep just to awake i remember the night of the stabbing red and vivid like christmas mistakes brought to murder killing the kid you had eyeliner as black as the night you asked me how i thought you looked they were words i just might have spoken more if i had the chance perhaps in time we missed our chance your eyes were blue like the last glimpse of sky the times i cam so close but did not die i lingered on the thought of you with your fishnet shirt and when i kissed your forhead as tears streamed down your face as you dwelt on pain before i entered into your mind dressed as a cold dark idol i wore a tie and a white dress shirt trying my bvesdt to refrain i was labeled as a possession by a jealous man who knew hat if we had a moment we would have done it if we can your scars and mine placed by a man gone insane frail an

Snap, Crackle, Pop
Ah, there's nothing like being all bundled up in front of a warm, roaring fire on a chilly winter's day. Of course, when that fire is raging beneath your desk due to an overloaded electrical board, it loses much of its charm. Yup, this morning I got to battle an electrical fire underneath my desk. There I was, searching the internet for jobs, space heater keeping my tootsies all warm, when I hear a series of loud pops. This is followed by some pretty high level pain and the immediate shutdown of all my computer equipment. I pull my feet out from under the desk and my nice, thick, warm Carhart socks are on fire. No joke. In retrospect, I was extremely fortunate. This could have happened yesterday as I was out running errands. This could have happened in the middle of the night as we lay in our beds. This could have gone on unchecked and left us homeless as well as unemployed. The resultant power surges could have destroyed all of my computer equipment. None of that hap

I Love You
if i could have but just one wish,i'd wish for you to find the peace of downy angel wings that lies within my mind. a night so clear that's filled with stars in open velvet sky. moon to shed her glorious beams as she passes slowly by. if i could hold the universe,so vast,within my hands. climb the highest mountains,travel across distant lands. if i could swim the deepest sea to reach the farthest shore. gather the finest gold and silver,that,and so much more. lay the world upon your feet and wash them with my tears. give you all the love within me for a thousand years. there are no words nor earthly means that ever could describe. just what you are or what I'd do to show what's deep inside. i love you far more than anything that i have ever known. this love surpasses anything that life has ever shown. for all my life,i love you and i love you deeper still. i love you dear,i love you and i know i always will.

Electrode Mahine Thing Lol
I had a physical therapy appointment today. We discussed what she should try on me this time since taping up my shoulder didn't work and my skin reacted to the tape when she did it. She tried this electrode machine on my back and shoulder to react to the muscles. She left it on for about 20 minutes and it helped a lot. That is until she went to turn it off and she accidentally turned it the other way and shocked the Hell out of me. She felt so bad. It scared the shit out of me. LMAO! So she ordered me a machine to be sent to my home so I can do it to myself. I was really surprised how much it helped me. She said to do it 1 to 2 times a day to relax those muscles. Unfortunately she informed me she is pretty sure I have a torn rotator cuff in my left shoulder from back in April when I fell down some stairs in a restaurant! I never have gone in to have it checked and have just dealt with it. I guess I should really have is x-rayed and get it taken care of but that mea

I'm On Air Today!!! So Tune In!!
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST. My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :) You can find all the info you need on that page. If you need help, just IM me!! All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!! Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!! And you can request directly from the website!!! All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link). Find the DJ name, and click on it. Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist. Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!

Xmas Messages
Hey everyone. I have a voice message machine on my page and I was hoping you all would send me some love on it. if you have one on your page, let me know and I will leave some love back for you. i wanna hear what you all sound like. pleaseeeeeee for this I will beg. lol oh and btw its free to leave a message. If your not on my map, please sign that too!! thank you in advance Brenda-lee aka trollDoll

Romancing The Domme Part 2
ROMANCING THE DOMME - PART 2 Note - while this is a response that is individual for me, I think that much of what I said applies to many women and can therefore possibly be translated to your lady. Recently, I remarked, "What actions speak "romance" to me? What makes me feel special? (Among other things) An active awareness of the things that interest me. He certainly doesn't have to share in all of my passions or even have a desire to participate in each one, but he is familiar with those things that are important to me and makes an attempt to share in at least some of them. " I assume these remarks prompted Davis to ask, "What things capture your interest, Lady J?" I've actually been thinking about this over the past few days and, while some of my comments may seem superficial, at least they're honest (smiles). I really enjoy discussion, especially in my groups and in my blog. It always makes me smile whenever someone posts or remarks about something they've read. I re

Coconut Chicken
Coconut Chicken Ingredients: 2 Boneless, Skinless Chicken Breasts (cut into strips) 1 cup corn meal 5 egg whites 2 cups coconut flakes oil for frying Cut breasts into strips 1 inch thick then set aside. In medium mixing bowl beat egg whites until peaks form. It's done when it looks like meringue for pie. The chicken is dipped assembly line style into first the corn meal, then the egg whip, then the coconut, then into the oil for frying. Fry until chicken is cooked through and coconut coating is golden and crispy. for sauce: 1 container plain yogurt 1/4 cup crushed pineapple strained 1/4 cup flaked coconut 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper Mix and serve sauce with chicken for dipping. Cooks Tips: Coconut chicken is also sometimes served with a mixture of honey and a bit of cayenne also. I've tried it that way and it's really good. Jumbo shrimp are also really good done this way.

Seeking Bombers And Levelers 2
How's it Going I'm Lord Wolf, Founder Kingdom of Wolves.But I gave Ownership of the K.O.W..To Lady Witoka.So now I have Founded a New Family of Bombers,Wolves of Wiccan Society~W.W.S. I seek Loyal Dedicated Bombers & Levelers. Objective to Earn Victories in Contests.Secondary Objective to Level Family members whom are Bombers.Higher the Level Better Bomber Proffiency. Victories Provide a feeling of Selfworth,An accomplishment,Pride,Honor,Respect towards the Bombers that Helped you Achieve this awesome Feeling. We all know you cannot Win a Contest with the word of a so called Friend from Fubar.The Ultimate Friends are made in a Bombing Family.Unlike the K.O.W.. Drama will not be Tolerated here.The Wiccan Way or No Way.If Interested Please Send a Friend Request to myself (Lord Wolf) & my Co Honey Bear Ty Blessed Be Lord Wolf~Co-Founder~Wolves of Wiccan Society ~Fu Hubby~ Witoka New Owner K.O.W.*Seeking Loyal Bombe@ fubar Honey Bear Fu-Wife to Submissive Brat ~~ Co-Fo

Boyfriend Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. WOuld you fool around with me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

For All You I Can't Thank...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps

On Air Today - Turn Me On!!!
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST. My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :) You can find all the info you need on that page. If you need help, just IM me!! All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!! Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!! And you can request directly from the website!!! All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link). Find the DJ name, and click on it. Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist. Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!

Fubar Issues
well my dear fubar peeps i just wanted to let ya'll know i can no respond to messages shouts or comments and such on my account as my account has been locked so if ya need me please im me on yahoo mizzsweetbabygirl_25@yahoo.com but if things do not change around here i will be leavin fubar for good so let me say this place has been a wonderful and great place and i have got to know alot of great people but i have also had to deal with alot of bullshit and if things do not change i will be sayin goodbye so if u wannna contact me please im me at the address above thxs sweetbabygirl

Bewitching Snow
Bewitching Snow It’s crazy how bewitching it is tonight Everything’s frosted and still The whole world is holding its breath As we crunch through the softness Hand in hand. The purple-grey sky is a blanket and the world sleeps underneath with sugar-plum branches and sugar-snow icing that frosts everything magical. The powdered ice-sugar sifts down catching my eyelashes as I look up the air turns your breath to frost as you lean in and your hand is warm in mine. It’s crazy how bewitching you are tonight As we lay here so close and so still I feel your touch and I’m holding my breath As we look to the future Hand in hand. Tangled here in this blanket wrapped tight in your arms underneath. The touch of your skin the scent of your breath suddenly everything’s magical. Your soft lips graze mine catching my eyelashes as I look down the night dances with our breath as we lean in and your heart is warm next to mine.

I Love Women
Bottle of wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, "So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days". Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God!" But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement,

Shackled
God it was hot out! Danny was sweltering as he made his final delivery for Elmo's Finer Foods, the bags of groceries getting heavier and heavier as the day had worn on, until finally he was down to the last stop. It was a large stately home at the far end of Main St. almost out of town. The name on the bags said "Deb Ryan". They must be new in town because Danny was at least acquainted with just about everyone who lived in Eldon. As he rang the door he again thought about how warm and thirsty he was. The door opened and a very tall dark haired lady of about 45 asked his to come in. She was a striking woman with long hair, long slim legs, and a very big chest, and Danny caught himself staring at her as he moved into the living room and headed to the kitchen. "Thirsty," she asked? "And how," he answered!!! With that she gave him a tall glass of cold lemonade and motioned for his to follow her into the den. As he settled into the easy chair at the far end of the room, Deb Ryan sat down on

Angel Kisses
(Angel Kisses) I walk through your dreams at night, I wake up with you at morning light. I sit on your shoulder through out your day. I am folded in your hands as you pray. Think of me as angel kisses, Know I am with you in your wishes. I flutter over you like angel kisses. When sadness consumes you, Life seems at a loss. Don't feel sadness, I am around. I am the twinkle in the stars. I am shining down. I am angel Kisses, Spread my Love Around. Angel kisses I will place upon you today, Keep me safe with you. Know I am near, My angel kisses will always appear..

Ozzy Osbourne - No More Tears
The light in the window is a crack in the sky A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror and tell me do you think your life's in danger yeah CHORUS No more tears (echo) (x4) Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man around the corner waiting, can he see me? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here CHORUS It's just a sign of the times Going forward in reverse Still He who laughs last Is just a hand in the bush So now that it's over can we just say goodbye? (I'd like) (I'd like) I'd like to move on and make the most of the night Maybe a kiss before I leave you this way Your lips are so cold I don't know what else to say I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling Be

Nuts Or Inlove
For almost a year now I have been in a relationship with a very beautiful and kind woman. Over this time we have had her ex black mail her and almost cost her her job. Her friends treated her like crap till I left town. I lost a house, truck and farm to go and be with her. And even here on fubar she has had a friend of hers ghost her page and steal over a million in fu bucks, delete all her pics, and do things to her and made it look like it was me for over the last two months. He has made her do things to hurt me on purpose. All just to break us up. He has her so scared she will not even put me or pics of us on her page. And after all this I am still here, wanting to marry her, love her, protect her, and hold her so high that nothing can hurt her ever again. I do not know of many men or women who would have put up with all this and still be here. So tell me am I nuts or Truly InLove? PLEASE COMMENT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!

A Naturalist's Guide To The Raider Nation
The Inheritor The inheritor grew up in a Raiders household, mentored by a father and/or older brother (or mother or uncle, etc.). The Raider Way was passed down to you. You may have strayed, but never far. And now you are doing your forefathers proud, and possibly nurturing a third generation in matters of pride, poise and excellence. The Lifer This is like prison, but with a happy ending. You didn't have any mentors. You got started early. It was something innate, of your own volition. It grew over time. Pretty soon, you were in it for life. You really didn't have a choice, did you? The Silver & Black Sheep Were you raised in a sea of red and gold or blue and orange, only to find your true calling in the Raider Nation from day one? The Silver & Black sheep merits specials praise, as he or she has snubbed the peer pressure of Friends and family, all in a commitment to excellence. Even in places like Denver and Kansas City, these black sheep strut confidently about town in thei

Christmas Present
my sweetie, whom i love dearly and i would do anything for has given me the best christmas present this year. I love cats and have been begging him for 2 years to get one. he is not a cat person and for christmas surprised me with a 8 week old black and white kitten. i have name her pepper and she has torn me up with her claws, but she is so cute. I know that it was hard for him being that he doesn't like cats at all.

Christmas Smiles
CHRISTMAS SMILESIt was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco. The pastor of the church was looking over the crÃ¨che when he noticed that the baby Jesus was missing from among the figures.He hurried outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the little baby Jesus. So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get your passenger, my fine friend?"The little boy replied, "I got Him at church."."And why did you take Him?" asked the pastor.The boy explained, "Well, about a week before Christmas, I prayed to the little Lord Jesus, and I told Him if He would bring me a red wagon for Christmas, I would give Him a ride around the block in it."MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!! Click on the Swinging Star to see the First Christmas Gift

Christmas And Yule Customs
Now that Christmas is fast approaching and the year has once more come full circle, most of us will soon be busy adorning the house with brightly coloured decorations, a Christmas tree and all the other paraphernalia that goes to create a festive atmosphere. Holly and mistletoe will almost certainly be included in our decorations as evergreens have been used in the winter festivities from very ancient times and definitely long before Christianity appeared on the scene. What Christians celebrate as the birthday of Christ is really something that was superimposed on to a much earlier pagan festival--that which celebrated the Winter Solstice or the time when the Sun reaches its lowest point south and is reborn at the beginning of a new cycle of seasons. In Northern Europe and Scandinavia it was noted by the early Christian scholar, Bede, that the heathens began the year on December 25th which they called Mother's Night in honour of the great Earth Mother. Their celebrations we

Whatever Happens, Happens...
1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always going

A True Christmas Story
iam 42 years old iam a dietary chef at hospital i have catered the us open, i worked as a chef at the governors mansion i also help with a special events such as one at bruce springstines mansion and many more at first working from major events compared to working in the hospital i was disapointed because cooking in a hospital is so plain i thought it was a lower level quality and importance,but today i went to visit a woman who only has days to live she has cancer. i was talking to her and i mentioned that i am a chef in hospital. she replied with a question are you the one who cooked that wounderful turkey dinner during thanksgiving, i said yes why? she said well that was the last thing i ve eaten and i will remember it for the rest of my life. at that momment i relized how important my job is and what it is to be a real chef i left with tears in my eyes thinking how stupid ungrateful iam god put me on this godly wonder most beutiful earth, so i can give my talents to the very best

It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas!
The day is almost here. Some celebrate Christmas Eve and some celebrate Christmas day. Either way, I hope you all have a wonderful loving Christmas with all of your loved ones. I have not been on the internet at all the last few days. I have had lots going on. We had our dinner party Friday night with our friends and it turned out wonderful. Everyone had a great time and stayed late. I was a bit out of sorts yesterday, just tired. Peter and I ended up going out to lunch and then some last minute shopping. We were done with our shopping but somehow thought it would be fun to go out with the rest of the idiots! LMAO It wasn't too bad. We just picked up one more item for our kids. Then we headed over to our friends house and stayed until late over there having fun. Today, Peter is going to the S.F. 49er football game. It will be the last "free" game he will get to go to since my Dad decided to get rid of his season tickets for next year. It was just getting too hard fo

I Have A Friend
I have a friend Who is perfect for me She listens to all my problems No matter how dumb they may be She likes herself for who she is And never tries to change She tells me to be myself And that I should never change She was shy on the phone But she would still call And we would talk for hours About nothing at all We would talk about love and life And discuss what we wanted to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful for that friend of mine Our friendship will never end And she will always be there For she is my best friend

Charge Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother, who of old was called Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Diana, Arienrhod, Brigid, and by many other names: Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full, you shall assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of Me who is Queen of all Witches. There shall you assemble, who have not yet won my deepest secrets and are fain to learn all sorceries. To these shall I teach that which is yet unknown. You shall be free from slavery, and as a sign that you be free you shall be naked in your rites. Sing, feast, dance, make music and love, all in My presence, for Mine is the ecstasy of the spirit and Mine also is joy on earth. For My law is love unto all beings. Mine is the secret that opens upon the door of youth, and Mine is the cup of wine of life that is the Cauldron of Cerridwen that is the holy grail of immortality. I am the Gracious Goddess who gives the gift

Hawthorne Heights - Saying Sorry
These colors will not change, you change the way I see them These words will fade when you explain why you hate them We are the same She keeps repeating (She keeps repeating) a friend she needed She said she's right here (She says she's right here), she seems so distant Saying goodbye, this time, the same old story Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count(we gotta make this count) We're counting backwards (Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count) We're falling forwards. She keeps repeating (She keeps repeating) a friend she needed she said shes right here (she says shes right here) she seems so distant Saying goodbye, this time, the same old story, Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry. Saying sorry, we're falling apart Wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbyes', the hardest part Wish we knew this from the start Saying goodbye, this time, the same old story Seeing

Auction Info
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

Zero-
Zero - There's No Such Thing As A Super Hero - One, Two - A Fat Kid's Comming For You - Three, Four - Gonna Even The Score - Five, Six - You're Makin' Me Sick - Seven, Eight - Time To Release All The Pent Up Hate - Nine, Ten - I'm Prepared To Commit This Sin - Ten, Nine - Gonna Break Your Spine Eight, Seven - You Aint Going To Heaven - Six, Five - Taste The Chrome Knife - Four, Three - Why Would You Do This To Me - Two, One - Was'nt That Just Full Of Fun - Zero - There's No Such Thing As A Super Hero ....

Be An Observer
The hardest thing to do is to look at yourself from the vantage point of being an Observer. Having an attitude of gratitude will take you to the place you desire. I am fortunate to have as my companion in this life my wife Amy. Daily I get to observe her beauty and grace as she moves through this life. She can observe me for who I am and thus gets the advantage of seeing me as I am. I on the other hand, have to take a step back and observe myself. To grow you must do the same. As the observer you can ask questions like: Is that how I want people to perceive me? I am doing the best for myself and the people in my life? I am being the most productive I can be at this very moment in time as it relates to my personal growth? If not, then change that. Observing is a growth experience. You will grow by seeing and evaluating the real you. Remember, no matter the circumstances you find yourself in you can create any reality you desire. You are the CREATOR of your life. You have

What Can I Get This Christmas
Well, I am sitting here in Iraq on Christmas Eve. Wondering what is there to receive from Christmas. So I decided what I want from most people is just a salute to the troop pictures. Make us smile. Oh yeah can be sent to thomas.rogersjr at yahoo.com Thank you all so much for the support.

Keeping In Touch
Just in case there is anyone interested in keeping in touch after I leave Fubar, I can be contacted at: myspace.com/jerry0446, jerryq41946@yahoo and 360, and jerryq446@hotmail.com. I wish everyone a very happy holiday season.

Passing Out Gifts At Nascar's Christmas Party
Passing out gifts at the NASCAR Christmas party By Reid Spencer, Sporting News Wire Service December 22, 2007 07:18 PM EST Save Article Email Article Print Article RSS type size: + - It's the season of giving, and I'm feeling particularly generous. So, without further ado, here are some of my gifts to the stars of NASCAR: • To Dale Earnhardt Jr., I give a victory in the Daytona 500. Junior's failure to win a race in 2007, his final season with Dale Earnhardt Inc., frustrated NASCAR's most popular driver to no end. New Jr. Gear In moving to Hendrick Motorsports, Earnhardt enters a pressure cooker of lofty expectations. A victory in the 50th running of the Great American Race would do a lot for his comfort level. • To Kyle Busch, I give a new nickname: "Fire." Tony Stewart sees his new teammate at Joe Gibbs Racing as a younger version of himself -- aggressive, outspoken and prone to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Chances are, they'll get along famously -- as in

Earnhardt Jr. Failure Is Not An Option
Somewhere, no doubt, he's easing into what is referred to as the offseason, enjoying the perks of being healthy, wealthy and only 33 years old. We won't begrudge him that. Soon enough it will be time for Dale Earnhardt Jr. to once again slip into a driver's uniform, slide behind the steering wheel and attempt to slay dragons. The racing world will be watching. Until he flips the switch to start the engine and set his latest journey in motion, no one will know what his future holds. Earnhardt's fans say the offseason move to Hendrick Motorsports is a guaranteed ticket to Title Town. His detractors say the move will expose him as an average driver who has been grossly overrated since moving into NASCAR's Cup series full time in 2000. No one knows how this will play out. Maybe not even Earnhardt himself. What he does know is that his 2007 season won't be remembered fondly. It was a train wreck, pure and simple. Zero wins. Excluded once again from the Chase for the NASCAR

A Lonely Soldier Version
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE PERSON HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT TO SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKINGS BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH METAL AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT. OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOO

Lying To Forget
This lie's become a part of me For months, I've played this game Acting like it doesn't hurt Each time I hear his name Ignoring what's inside of me Pretending I've moved on As if the feelings I once had For him are somehow gone Spending each and every day With happiness and laughs Forgetting all our memories Avoiding photographs But last night when I saw him For the first time since he left My heart stopped for a moment... I couldn't catch my breath When suddenly it hit me As the tears started to flow That even after all this time... I just can't let him go

What Do You Do?
What do you do when someone you've known half your life and care for very much gets caught up in the wrong thing...When they start to throw there entire life away but theres nothing you can do about it! you try to make them see that the path they are on will only lead to heartache, pain, and even possibly death...But that person just doesn't see or just doesn't care...You rack your brain just trying to think of a way to help them...only to have your heart torn apart when nothing helps...what do you do?... I just don't know anymore...It hurts too much to just whatch it happen but I fear If I let her go the next time I see her will be in her grave!

Untitled
Living a love entangled with doubt Mournful times often come about For it is my love you do not believe I ask "How can thou not see"? Hath a cloud of darkness been cast upon thee As your words rain down As thy feelings are shared My face wears a frown Thou thinks i never cared Of thee I ask Look here ye will see written here lie words from me Wilt there be hope for us When flowers bloom and Amidst a sweet spring gust Where the sun's radiance shines Lies the key to two hearts combined Gaze into that brilliance And let our problems fade Returning worth to an otherwise hopeless day By those words AI heard u say The countdown has begun Together forever we'll sit In the warmth of an early dawn sun.

Leaving
Well my VIP runs out soon so I figured my time is up I guess for this site. Still can contact me though if you wish........ http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix I'm not deleting it... just gonna be away from Fubar for a while. AJ

Leaveing
ok im leaveing fubar by jan 1st if anyone wants to keep in touch let me know before then. i love the site but right now i just need to go away for awhile after a few months/year i may make a new profile.my reasons are personal and no if you ask i wont tell you. it was nice meeting you all hope you all have a wonderful holaday and a wonderful new year

Darkness
Darkness by Romae harvey I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight an

The Pimp Commandments
The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.

How To Be A Pimp/pimptress
How To Be A PIMP/PIMPTRESS A Pimp/Pimptress... *keeps his/her emotions to himself/herself *is his/her own best company *doesn't get paid for screwing.He/She gets paid for always having the right thing to say to his females/her men. *with sense never lets a female/male go who still has some trick in him/her. *is really a bitch/dick who has reversed the game. *should be prince charming/angelic to females/males.They should think you're GOD!! *should always have one thought in his/her head, Pimp or Die! *should control the whole female/male,be the boss of his/her life,ever his/her thoughts. *should always be determined in any and everything. *should always recognize and respect other pimps/pimpettes. *should never accept anything but his/her money. *must be serious!!! *has to be married, married to the pimp/pimptress game. *could cut his dick off, and still pimp his ass off!!(Well a pimptress doesn't have a dick, but us females run thangz!!!)

How To Be A Pimp Part 3
How To Be A Pimp Part 3 Remember.... *There isn't a female you cant do w/out. *Pimping isn't a game o/ love. Your women should fear you. *Just like drugs,dont get high off your own supply and what you supply is women. *If you keep your money right, Mr. Justice will smile on you. *The world is nothing but a bitch,and you are her pimp. *Earn your pimping degree in whoreology. *You are not a gentlemen, you are a pimp. *You only get great by pimping by the rules. *Pimps are like cars. The best known may not be the real yardstick to the best one. *You dont have to pimp, you've got to pimp. *It's a violation of the pimp laws to quit a female who is bringing you money. *Money over women. *The pimp game is not for kids. *Never confide in your women, keep your thoughts seceret. *Never count your money until it is in your hand. *Pimping isn't a sex game, It's a mind game. *Just like a company, downsize and upgarde if you have to. *To a pim

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to join us!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from all of us at World Rock Radio Yes, the best station on the net will be here today and tomorrow to ROCK YOUR CHRISTMAS! Come in and join us

Yes
The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongue explores

The Average Age Of The Military Man
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You just won't be able to stop yourself. The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after du

Day After And The Party Is About To Begin In 4 Days
DAY AFTER AND THE PARTY IS ABOUT TO BEGIN IN 4 DAYS PLESASE REPOST (repost) date: 2007-12-26 13:37:25 THE TIME IS WINDING DOWN FOR THE SEXIEST, BADDEST, MALE AND FEMALE OF THE YEAR 2007, TO SHOW OFF THERE SKILLS. 4 DAYS AND THE KING AND QUEEN CONTEST BEGIN! 7 PM SHARP EST. GOT TIME TO ENTER FOR THE FREE VIP OR BLAST GIVE AWAY. THE QUEEN WILL BE CROWN AND MALE WILL ALSO BE CROWN ALL MALE CONTESTANT TO BE VISIT MY PAGE: AKAMRS. T @ FUBUR_ ALL FEMALE CONTESTANTS TO BE , GIVE A HOLLER TO BIG POPPA @ FUBAR) Music Video: Same Girl by (R. Kelly) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Raindancer
i offer myself with soft hands that cup my breasts like a delicate wrapping a present for you On hands and knees i crawl with eyes closed i know the way the true way to you- full of truth and wanting A shiny bottom freshly washed hair and your napkin in my teeth i offer myself Your gift- to take.

His
His palm stings. His pain is sharp. His use is hard. His love is harder still. His heart is black, yet glows with fire. His angel has come. His eyes see her soul. His body knows its mate. His hand reaches out to soothe, to draw close that which endures His perversion. His arms hold tight. His smile is soft. His words a murmur of devotion. His lips tender amid a whimper. His obsession is real. His need burns bright. His eyes tell all… she is His.

Her Place
Like a goddess she naked lays across the lap of her Dom He caresses her ass like he’s selecting succulent honeydew as fingers tease “his”cunt to test her wetness her excitement for the act of being used Hand lowers to flesh and a whimper is heard just as juices flow freely onto Dom’s hand he smiles He feeds his sub allows her to lick her juices as his hand lowers once more She sucks his fingers as he slaps her behind caramel turning to pomegranate she orgasms when he says “NOW’ The resounding slaps the blowjob she gives his hand her moans barely heard and ignored These are his pleasures his desires Hers are only to serve.

True Love
True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "I'm happy for you." When all you do is cry.... and cry."

Are You A Democrat, Republican Or Texan?
Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? Here is a little test That will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the Following question: You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small Children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes Around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, Raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, And you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches You and your family. What do you do? . Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think?

Post-christmas Shopping
Last night my wife, two younger kids and myself went to Wal-Mart to cash in some gift cards. My son got three "Cars" movie car toys. My youngest daughter got an raincoat outfit and three underwear-socks-shoes sets for her new Cabbage Patch doll. My wife got a "People" magazine and the Shrek triology dvd pack. I got dinner at Taco Bell.

If I Was Your Girlfriend -prince
If I was your girlfriend Would U remember 2 tell me all the things U forgot When I was your man? Hey, when I was your man If I was your best friend Would U let me take care of U and do all the things That only a best friend can Only best friends can If I was your girlfriend If I was your girlfriend If I was your girlfriend Would U let me dress U I mean, help U pick out your clothes Before we go out Not that you're helpless But sometimes, sometimes Those are the things that bein' in love's about If I was your one and only friend Would U run 2 me if somebody hurt U Even if that somebody was me? Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be Please If I was your girlfriend If I was your girlfriend Would U let me wash your hair Could I make U breakfast sometime Or then, could we just hang out, I mean Could we go 2 a movie and cry together Cuz 2 me baby that would be so fine If I was your girlfriend Baby can I dress U I

The Return Lines Can Be Quite Long!
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

~my Love For Mymaster,,,,~
i'm going to love You forever There isn't a doubt in my mind, because all of the love that i feel in my heart is the "will last forever" kind. i'm going to love You always, not "maybe," i know it's true. From the time W/we first kissed, i knew in my heart my forever love would be You. Your lovingly devoted slavegirl myMaster, tallyssinae[R]

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

Best Blonde Jokes Of 2007
Two blondes walk into a building... you'd think at least one of them would have seen it! ========================================================= Fireman rescue It's this fireman that reached the third story window with his ladder, and sees a beautiful young blonde in a transparent negligee. "Don't be afraid" said the fireman "We always save pregnant woman". "Sir, I'll have you know I'm not pregnant". "I'll have you know you're not saved yet". ========================================================= Interview Three blondes were all vying for the last available position on the local police force. The detective conducting the interview looked at the three of them and said, "So you all want to be a cop, eh?" The blondes all nodded. The detective got up, opened a file drawer and pulled out a file folder. Sitting back down, he opened it up and withdrew a photograph, and said, "To be a detective, you have to be able to DETECT. You must be able to

More Blonde Jokes
Blonde A girl came skipping home from school one day. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled "we were counting today and all the other kids could only count to 4, but I counted to 10. See? 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10! Very good, said her Mother. Is it because I'm blonde? "Yes, it's because your blonde," said the Mommy. The next day the girl came skipping home from school. " Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were saying the alphabet today, all all the other kids could only say it to D, but I said it to G. See? A,B,C,D,E,F,G! "Very Good," said her Mother. Is it because I'm blonde, Mommy? "Yes it's because your blond! The following day the girl came skipping home from school. "Mommy, Mommy," she yelled, "we were in Gym class today, and when we showered all the other girls had flat chests, but I have these!" She lifted her tank top to reveal a pair of 36C's. "Very good," said her embarrassed mother. "Is it because I'm blonde, Mommy?"

Merry Christmas To All My Friends /maxine
Merry Christmas To All My Friends If I were ol' Santa, you know what I'd do I'd dump silly gifts that are given to you And deliver some things just inside your front door Things you have lost, but treasured before. I'd give you back all your maidenly vigor, And to go along with it, a neat tiny figure. Then restore the old color that once graced your hair Before rinses and bleaches took residence there. I'd bring back the shape with which you were gifted So things now suspended need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy and smooth down your back Till you'd be a dream in those tight fitting slacks. I'd remove all your wrinkles and leave only one chin So you wouldn't spend hours rubbing grease on your skin You'd never have flashes or queer dizzy spells And you wouldn't hear noises like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet and no corns on your toes No searching for spectacles when they're right on your nose. Not a shot would you take

Meant To Be
People come in and out of our lives everyday. Some stay for a bit while others just come and go. But do you think maybe it was meant to be? Everyone , in someways , teaches you something about the world , human nature , or yourself and some of these lessons can go unlearned if your not paying attention. Sometimes it could be something that could be life changing other times it could be that kick in the ass that you needed. No matter how small or large the interaction , it does have some impact. I have personally have had chance meetings with people either online or in person that has changed alot of how I see things. Some lessons where good , while others , painful but the lesson was learned. Sometimes , somethings are meant to be.

Last Weekend Of 2007
Happy Friday. The last Friday of 2007. At one point or another the majority of people will take time looking back over the year and make plans and resolutions for 2008. My resolutions? I do not do any. Why set up for a failure? I adjust as I go along anyway. My resolution is to spread anti-resolution. Had an interesting comment from a blog the other day. "I should be collared and finger-gaged." I thought that was amusing myself. I was surprised people actually read this part. But, as the title shows it is "101 useless Ideas for Every Day Life." You cannot say you were not warned. I am very please with the new multi function printer I got yesterday. For anyone shopping for one I got the HP c5280. Trust me it rocks. Has its one 1.5" monitor screen, on board memory so you don't need the computer on, it has slots for every kind memory card, has a cd label set up to print on cd's, a built in 4x6 picture tray to print pictures, and a sleek shiny design that tops

You (dedicated To Jose)
I hope your here through thick and thin. Please don't go away. just tell me that you'll stay. As you stay with me, I hope things don't change for the worst, but rearrange for the better. I want you to stay strong with me, whether were right or wrong!

Verry Large Women
I like BIG gals. Seems to be "the bigger, the better" with me! All the hot. large gals label their photos "PRIVATE"! Come on, you "Hefty Hunnies" out there......OPEN UP! Show us BBW (and SSBBW) fans some of the girth God blessed you with! Particularly gals in the 35-55 range! ;)

Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Weddin g dress $5000 - tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest

Win At Our Pre-anniversary Party!
Click banner to enter lounge World Rock Radio, the place to ROCK & PARTY is hosting a Pre-Anniversary party to get ya revved up for the big night! DJ EVIL will be giving away 200,000 fubux tonight! Everyone in the lounge has a chance to win something!! Some come hang out with us, meet some new friends, yak with some old ones & win some fubux!!! *Random drawings will be held during the hours of 10pm until 2am EST. Players have the chance of winning 25 to 10,000 fubux each. Players may win more than once. Players must be present in the lounge if their name is called and will have 10 seconds to respond in the lounge* Click banner to enter lounge

Glossary Of Wiccan/pagan Terms
Akasha - The fifth element; the power of the Universe. Altar - A surface, usually flat, that is set aside exclusively for magickal workings and is used as a focus of power. Amulet - A magickally charged object usually used as protection Anointing Oil - A skin-safe, scented oil that is dabbed on the body (at chosen pulse points or on the forehead) in order to purify and individual mentally and spiritually. Asperger - A bundle of herbs used to sprinkle water for purification Astral plane – The nonphysical, spiritual plane Astral projection - The act of separating the consciousness from the physical body and moving it at will Athame – (Ah-THAM-ee) A double-bladed, black-handled knife used much like a wand, to direct energy. It is not used to cut anything on the physical plane. Balefire - A fire, usually outdoors, lit for magickal purposes. Bane - That which destroys life Banish - To send off Beltane - The Sabat celebrated May 1 celebrating the marriage of

The Analyst, Chapter 2
Gradually, Jan's involvement with Dan became more intense and more "perverted" as she started to think of it. He would tie her to the bed or a table and use all of her openings with his hands, mouth, cock or any one of several toys he kept on hand for the purpose. Occasionally, he used small clips on her nipples and vaginal lips to "heighten her sensations", but when he could see that he was causing any real pain, he would back off. As he introduced her to new experiences, there were a couple of times she thought about saying "that's enough", but in each case, she held it back and ended up enjoying some new sensation. She continued to see Dr. Stevens regularly and report her activities. After which, they would talk about how she was feeling and each new adventure seemed to increase her sense of complete freedom. The doctor was concerned that Jan was starting to think of her body as Dan's possession and asked if her new private life had been effecting her business life. Jan sa

The Analyst, Chapter 4
She awoke with a start on a very comfortable bed in a darkened room. It took a few minutes to shake off sleep as she thought about the very vivid dream she had just had. Suddenly, Jan realized that it wasn't a dream at all. She had actually performed sexual acts on a stage before complete strangers (and, most likely on video tape as well). After her initial panic, she closed her eyes and thought back to how aroused and excited she had felt while it was happening. She began to accept the fact that she had loved every bit of it and knew that the applause and cheering had been directed at her performance. She also knew that she would do it again and the thought sent a thrill up her spine and made her tingle with both desire and fear. She couldn't wait to talk with Dr. Stevens about what she had been through (maybe, she did need a shrink after all), and somehow knew the doctor would understand and help Jan understand too. She really did want to understand why she was so excited by this des

This Is Your 2008
claim this new year as your own it is the only 2008 you will ever see do something with it: dance laugh feel the sun on your skin touch the rain kiss someone love listen to music run find simple joy in the complications of existance smile spend time with a child spend time with a senior citizen plant a tree point being, don't let this one get away from you guys. it is a good year, use it wisely!

House Of Pain
The House of Pain This is house that u have built to protect, but u let ur guard down and let them close to u. Therefore u open the windows and doors and let them in, and that is when the House of Pain prevails itself.

Sadness
I can't believe i didn't realize this, but January 17th will be one of the MOST depressing days of my life. It's my 5 year wedding anniversary and I won't be able to celebrate it because chris is leaving me. How pathetic is this? He picked a horrible time to start a divorce. I should've left him before we even had our 3rd ann. Sigh.

9 Words Women Use Most
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding h

Lol
I can't help but laugh whenever I read about some guy who came to the club expecting a whorehouse. Guys, I go to the club to get fucked. Now, I know you do too, so why is that you AREN'T getting lucky? The Reel One club is just that. A great place to meet people in a pleasant social environment, get to know them, and deciding whether or not to get more intimately involved. I know I speak for most of the ladies when I itemize things that will NOT get your johnson drained: You are NOT Don Juan, so don't try to impress me that you are. Be yourself, first, foremost, and actual. REAL turns me on, not the size of your willie! Don't go to the club expecting to get screwed. You might, but it's not going to be a guaranteed sure thing. You actually have to let someone get to know you, get turned on by you, and then invite you. Whipping your dick out in someone's face might just get it bit! Or worse, laughed at! Opening lines should NOT start with, "Wanna go get a room

How I Am About Sex:
How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Passionate/wetYou are a passionate lover. You go with what feels good. Your passion might cause you get wet often even outside of sex but you channel your passion to where you can please your partner. You either have a lot of lust or you just love your partner truely. You can't keep you hands of them and they wouldn't have it any other way. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Passionate/wet 90%Exciting/Exotic 70%Hot/hard 60%Shy/Sweet 55%Awkward/New 35%Soft/slow 35%

Just Thoughts...................................
Well I must say 2007 was a very trying year with alot of hardships and trials but also full of wonderful memories too......One memory is when I joined CherryTap on May 14th, now its called FUBAR......I have made some great friends and I do appreciate all the kind comments on my profile, and pictures and just to kindess yall have shown me...I have also found out that we come here to have fun and relax .............and alot of times we have BS and too much DRAMA..........Life is too short to have negative feelings and this is the internet...so who knows what is real anymore.........All I know is the jealousy that some ppl have because I visit a friends page is just ridiculous......and because of that BS I lost a good friend......But dont worry that wont make me leave FUBAR.....I just decided if I have too I just block the ppl that calls me any problems...........Anyways thankyou for all your friendships and your continued support.....May you all have a very Happy New Year.........

Someone
There is a song by earshot titled "Someone" and although I knew the song and all the lyrics, it never meant much to me until recently. Kinda describes exactly how Im feeling bout everything in general. so thought that I would post the lyrics for those of you who have never heard it. Someone And if you could make up For every single time you lied I'd probably whisper this Hello, Goodbye And so it begins again Harder each and every time I start to reminisce I never seem to ever find Someone I can trust Someone I believe Someone who will never try To bring me to my knees Someday I will find again Someone just like me Someone who will take the time In understanding me And if I could make up For every single tear you cried I'd probably never miss Your hand in mine I never could understand Mistakes I repeat again I've been through this so many times I never seem to ever find Someone I can trust Someone I believe Someone who will never try To bring me

Whoever Won In Iowa (caucus)
Whoever won in IOWA (caucus) Whoever won in IOWA, that is the question that we must ask all because, whoever wins there is likely to be the future president of the nation. Anyone who believes that you win? Send your opinion and tranformemos this blog, as a means of political debate, I hope your answers. On the Democratic side is: Hillary Clinton, Barack Obama, and Jhon Edwards. On the Republican side is: Rudoloh Giuliani, Mike huckabee, Mitt Romney, Jhon Mc Cain and Fred Thompson. Send your comments. The game starts at IOWA this January 3, to continue in New Hampshire on January 8 and continue with Michigan 15 and "Caucus" of Nevada 19 and end the month of January with Florida 29. Make your bets.

God A Long Update
hey all whats up? nothing much here just chillin and taking yet another break...right now i am cleaning and got all but one room done but the room i need done i cant til zacky wakes up from his nap...but other than that i got the rest done. christmas was a blast. i got a lot of stuff i liked. recently i got a ipod (my first one) and i love the thing. i just not use to all the space...my old mp3 player was a small p.o.s and yeah....new years was fun. i didnt go out but i just stay home and just relaxed. but this year is the year of making big changes for me. one is im going back to school for sure! and getting little one in school too. i'll be getting my new place soon!!!!! cant wait for that. zacky is getting to big...its just amazing that one day hes my little boy and now hes just growing...another thing that will be different this year is my love life. no more bullshit games, no more drama, none! and the same goes to friends too, i've had too many friends ditch me for bullshit....and

Richard Purvis 05-26-88 - 12-26-07
my good friend Richar shot and killed himself the 26th and he took a big part of me with him. every since i heard that he died ive been sad and not myself. i use to be friends with kayla..we stopped talking right after thanksgiving and she was there when richard did it...she knew him for 3 weeks,met him 2 times and took it upon herself to sit with the family at the funeral yesterday. ive known richard for 7 years and she had no right to do that. when i saw her walk in with his family it killed me. on the way to the grave site i called my mom to tell her and i just broke down. richard was the kind of guy that was there for you no matter what..even if he knew you for 10 minutes or 10 years. at the funeral his sister said that richard had 1 sister by blood but hundreds by choice, no brothers by blood but hundreds by choice. i miss him so much. he was one of the best guys you could meet. this whole thing has me so messed up right now. im not myself right now and im so cinfused...im wating

If You Fall In Love With Another
If you fall in love with another, and he/she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame, let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time. Remember that you don’t choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can. That is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them. The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as need. They cease to be someo

Break Down The Wall
Why is it that whenever somebody says… I’m better off alone… or I’m ok being single, they really don’t mean it? Who is ok without companionship? Even if all you are doing is having random bootycalls… newflash, it is still companionship because you have contact with another human. Well, the more I start thinking about it, the more I’m realizing, I’m just not ok with it anymore. I’m going to be 26 in four months… and I have NEVER had a decent relationship, ever. My close friends know all the shit I’ve gone through, but I try to never give up hope, yet as I get older I slowly do. I try to tell myself that being single, eliminates the possibility of heartbreak. Although, loneliness can cause heartbreak as well, it is a no win situation. I’m scared to death of rejection. I cannot just tell somebody I want to be with you and only you. I did once, and that guy turned into a punk ass like the rest of them. “I love you but I’m not ready for a relationship”… yeah, ok. So how do you tell t

Away
Though I've made an awful mess I've found a way out Keeps me sane and helps me not regress I believe there's no other route Cause when you're hurting and you're down you're at your worst Misinterpreted or maybe your own self you cursed Action works both through confidence won't align Only fooling yourself thinking everything's just fine You never opened up your mind anyway, Afraid of what you might find safe to say Be real and face all the fears that you may It all works out someday So sick of the same old shit, I'm in deep and it's almost like there's no way out But then a light of hope shines down upon me I realize just how I gotta let it out It's a pleasure that I'm in control First time in my life Doesn't matter how the ball rolls I know I'll be alright So sick of the same old shit, I'm in deep and it's almost like there's no way out But then a light of hope shines down upon me I

Fall Into This
Torn... away from all that matters And lived by the wrong intentions I know it wouldn't be too easy, not yet To go somewhere I'm afraid of, it's made of... Thoughts I'm receiving, making peace and Then I know I'll just be there once again Roll the ghosts and then a toast(?) Thoughts I'm receiving, making peace and Then I know I'll just be there once again, no... Wrong, nothing really matters And if I was gone, would it make you any sadder? I feel half as good as normal, you know To steal, what to steal, what's already taken Here I go again Thoughts I'm receiving, making peace and Then I know I'll just be there once again Roll the ghosts and then a toast(?) Thoughts I'm receiving, making peace and Then I know I'll just be there once again, no... I think you know That you did this to me I think you know, that you did this to me I think you know, that you did this to me You did this to me WHY... you did this to me I just want to know WHY

Getting Kids To Exercise And Keep It Fun
HealthDay News) - Getting young children to exercise is easier if you keep it entertaining, fun and interesting. The Nemours Foundations offers these suggestions to make exercise more enjoyable: Keep your child busy by asking her to hunt for things such as animals, items of a certain color, or objects of a certain shape. Sing while you walk or exercise, or say a nursery rhyme or tell a story together. Don't just walk -- skip, hop, jump, race and walk backwards. Encourage your child to learn while exercising. Have her count how many things she sees, and identify shapes and colors.

Presidential Voting
What is the point of voting? No matter how we vote, the electoral college is the true decider of whom takes the reigns. An outdated idea that was used to carry the supposed voice of the people when we had, not , the technology to voice our own thoughts. Now we do, and we still have the electoral college. We say one thing, then the college say something, if it is different from what we say oh well, the collages votes determine the succession. The popular vote means shit. i.e.: "...the Presidential Election of 2000 when Democratic candidate Al Gore won the plurality of the national vote, but failed to win the majority of the Electoral College."(per Wikipedia)

Not Ready To Make Nice Lyrics
Not Ready To Make Nice Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not rea

Your Words
Watch your words Or your words might drown you And cure my wounds And the light will blind you To truly see well You must have faith Oh the righteous they can't wait A saving grace That we all know Let us pray Let us hold on I can't breathe I prefer to find a ceiling To the hate of mine I can't win I can fight no more I am drowning And I'm sick inside Push no more And the day will find you Speak no truth And your ways will end you It's alright And you must move on Though the damage Has been done Cherish the life And the ones you hold Can you change Can you go on

Memories
As I peel away All the years of pain I discovered what's been all along You were so right I was so wrong Every shooting star They all fall so hard They all fade like a played out song Now is the time Before all is lost I'm coming home I'm coming home So I'm coming home Lost on a road I don't belong I'll rest my song I'm so alone Far from the streets I call my own I'm coming home Rushing back to me As the city sleeps So afraid of what I will find Memories they haunt From deep inside Every broken man Comes to understand that he'll never find paradise When all that he wants Was there all the time I'm coming home I'm coming home So I'm coming home Lost on a road I don't belong I'll rest my song I'm so alone Far from the streets I call my own So I'm coming home Back to a world left long ago And now I know I'm coming home I'll find my way back I'm letting go I'm coming home We come to find What we take for granted Keeps us a

Alone
Another long night In a far away city And another conversation that Don't really matter to me I left my heart in your hands And i only think and talk about Is how many days until I'll be with you Because i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind Seven more days And seven more nights And a little bit o flyin' Babe stop cryin' i'm coming home soon I'm gonna leave it behind This travellin' life Can't pay enough money To make it worth while loosing you Cause i'm feeling so alone I got my head up to the phone All i hear is voice Sayin' babe come home And i feel like i'm alone Even though people tell me i'm not I know that it's me and myself Alone against the wind