Fubar Blog Posts 3

Red And Khaki
TARGET must be a horrible place to shop at when you are high. You've got 2 color schemes that become disturbingly obvious as you walk through the doors on the way pick up an affordable pair of shoes for work. Upper 50% RED, lower 50% KHAKI. Yes I said KHAKI. What freaks me out mostly about these colors are the busy little bees who work in this store in which I hear many women refer to as tarjay'. Emphasis on the 'Jay'. An oh so wrong pronunciation to make the store appear more French than it is. Allegedly. I despise the French. Regardless, these busy little bees that work in TARJAY, work in there red Polo shirts and there khakis like little elfs on a production line working for Santa Claus. Beautiful yet somehow dirty. My original intended point, before I drifted off on this mindless/drunken rant is please look at these busy little bees next time you go in the Le Tarjay. The red/ khaki color scheme produces a classic visual of a person who's legs move independent of their upper bo

Aftermath........
I couldn't believe my eyes, I was so ughh.....I grabbed the blanket and curled up on the floor and laid there tramfixed on what was happening befor my eyes, I just couldn't believe that Tina and her Mom was having sex together in front of me......I could tell that Tina was about ready to cum when my friend came walking in, he took a few steps in and saw me curled up and I saw a flash of concern cross his face then he looked at couch and saw tina and her mom going at it and his expression got angry. I jumped up and ran to him and hugged him tight and wouldn't let go, he grabbed me by my waist and stared at Tina and her mom and raised his voice so they could hear and said "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!!!!!! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING NOW!!!!!!!" this startled tina and she stopped riding the strappie and her mom looked over at us with a wierd look and said "get naked and join us" and my friend was like No Fucking Way you sick fuck!!! That is your own daughter!!!!! what the fuck is the m

Nudity And Coffee, Huh???
What does making coffee in your kitchen and music have in common? Nothing that I know of but a guy in Springfield Virginia is charged with indecent exposure making coffee in his house in the nude. I wonder if coffee tastes better after making it naked then with under wear on? I’ll have to try it. But you can be sure I will have all the window coverings closed so you can’t see into my house. Click here for the story: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,569081,00.html?test=latestnews He should have been listening to BlastFM and dancing in front of his wife naked. Now that’s a reason to get naked. BlastFM, helping to improve your life. Tune in. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Smoke Weed Everyday
woooooooooot. suuuuuuuuuup everybody. noddalot here. chillin chillin u know just takin in this hit>>>>>>>>now im holdin it>>>>>>>>>>>still holdin it>>>>>>o.o.o.o.o.o>>>>>>>>>hold it hold it>>>>>>>> pfwoooooooo>>>>>>>>>>.yeaaaaaa that was a good one!!!!!!!!! woooooooooooooooooot im blazed

Alone??
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving person, send this to everyone on your list including the person who sent it too you.

New Beginnings
I am like turning a new leaf. I have finally truly gotten over over that bullshit that happened a few weeks ago. Anyway enuf of that! I have been chatting, well trying to at least, been so busy with work and shit that I am not getting online that much any more, well back to what I starting saying. I have been chatting with this sexy lady here and I am like her fu-slave, anyway, I was talking to my friend today at work and told him she had mentioned something like bending me over and use handcuffs on me and spank me hard for being naughty, when am I not naughty!!!! I didn't think anything else about it the rest of the day at work. When we got home, sam was there waiting for us and she stood there and told me to strip immediately, I was like yea whatever and she spanked my bottom hard, I yelped and was going to say something until I saw her look, she has this strict school teacher she uses on her kids and she was using it on me now! Anyway, I played along and stripped naked and

Need Pics
I have zipped folders for sale they come with 250 pics in 5 different folders for easy uploading make me an offer in my sb per each zipped folder. once again the zipped folder has 5 folders inside with 50 pics each inside each folder take min. to upload.

The Difference Between A Woman And A Girl
1.Girls want to control the man in their life.A woman knows that if he’s truly hers, he doesn’t need controlling.2.Girls check you for not calling them.A woman is too busy to realize you hadn’t.3.Girls are afraid to be alone.A woman revels in it, using it as a time for personal growth.4.Girls ignore the good guys.A woman ignores the bad guys.5.Girls make you come home.A woman makes you want to come home.6.Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.A woman makes her own plans and nicely tells the guy to get in where he fits.7.Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.A woman knows that she is pretty and/or good enough for any man.8.Girls try to monopolize all their man’s time (don’t want him hanging with his friends).A woman realizes that a lil’ bit of space makes the ‘together time’ even more special, and goes to kick it with her own friends.9.Girls think a guy crying is weak.

The Eagle Dream
This is one of my favorite poems I wrote back then. I recall it was a writing assignment for English class, I believe Junior year in high school. I don't even remember the assignment but it involved picking a random line from a poem and writing a poem just from that inspiration. I don't recall, but I love this poem. THE EAGLE DREAM In the dream he had no fear an eagle flying in huge circles showering his way with gold in the midsouth sky higher and higher up into the mountains in a tree at the edge of a clearing he could sometimes see the eagle movement so fast there was crying and there was screaming coyote runs and the others they are still there didn't do anything the dream made no sense night made no sense and didn't start and didn't end forget who you were in the morning. ~sometime during the 96/97 school year~

Witching Hour
Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights, when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight... Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn, and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn... The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars, she laughs, her eyes the color of mars... Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight, her lover has survived to take her again with might... Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight, screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height... Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do they make, naked upon the ferns on the river bank...

??????????????????????????????
in life why there so many unanswered questions like whats wrong with me why am i here and will they ever change. the truth is the answers come threw experiences that we share everyone has them it how we use them to empower us to go farther or accomplish more. If we were all the same then what would we change

The First Time Hurts
The early morning sun comes up over the palm grove 700 meters in front of me....... The early morning haze is transparent with ray of light glimmering through the dust..... I break the chill from my body and watch attentively at the buildings and roads and trees that lay ahead.... I look at my watch it's 0645 and soon a white car pulls down the road just in front of the palm grove....The only movement that I could see at this time. My attention peaked as I watched the car come to a halt on the dirt road..... My range finder tells me it's 687 meters, and yet I continiue to watch carefully.... As i'm looking through the mil dot reticle I see a young man step from the drivers side door and another younger boy from the passenger side..... The young man seemed to instruct the younger boy with his hand on his shoulder as they walk to the rear of the vehicle.... Could this be his father ?, his brother ?.... Who knows but as they were at the rear of the car the trunk popped open..... The youn

You
Words can't fully describe how I feel when you hold me in your arms and nothing else seems real your sensual touches match the intensity within your eyes as they lock with mine and your kiss makes me sigh... as I feel your body push closer to me and only with you I am safe to let go of all my fears, my doubts,my stress just melt away you make me feel that nothing else matters and the world is right again when you pull me into the protection of your arms to hold me through out the night I feel how much you care as you push the hair from my face and lock your eyes with mine we become void of words, as they are not needed knowing there's no where else I would rather be I feel a pulsing shiver of desire knowing you will fulfill every fantasy I ever had I breathe you deep into my heart , my soul, my life

Forbidden Love
I was taking a stroll today when I saw you walking by I tried to catch your attention you didn't dare to reply why you say no words I cannot understand And yet you don't accept I cannot hold your hand You have a man in charge You've stated your dead limit And I just thought at first you considered me a dimwit We can never be together we just can't connect for I am a person and you are a dog our love is incorrect

Writing, Of Course
I ama candid mirrorseamless, askew,slightly altered,familiar view.I make you thinkyou sense nexus,perfect match,pegs and holes,a gemini union.But no,there isno uplink,not a twinconnectiononly me;your customizedreflection.

No Sex To Get Screwed
"The Axis of Idiots" From the Podium: J. D. Pendry, Retired Sergeant Major, USMC FROM THE PODIUM This retired USMC Sgt. Major has his Stuff together. Jimmy Carter, you are the father of the Islamic Nazi movement. You threw the Shah under the bus, welcomed the Ayatollah home, and then lacked the spine to confront the terrorists when they took our embassy and our people hostage.. You're the "runner-in-chief." Bill Clinton, you played ring around the Lewinsky while the terrorists were at war with us. You got us into a fight with them in Somalia and then you ran from it. Your weak-willed responses to the USS Cole and the First Trade Center Bombing and Our Embassy Bombings emboldened the killers. Each time you failed to respond adequately, they grew bolder, until 9/11/2001. John Kerry, dishonesty is your most prominent attribute. You lied about American Soldiers in Vietnam . Your military service, like your life, is more fiction than fact. You've accused our military of t

Updates On My Progress
As you have read in my past blogs i am recording my journey into the BDSM Lifestyle with my Master. As the weeks have come and past he has shared alot of his wisdom and guidance with me, helping me to become his slut/slave. The transformation has been beyond my wildest dreams of becoming everything to him. I love to please him sexually as he has done for me. He has taken me from being this innocent girl to a slut who knows what she wants and is not afraid to show it. This is just the beginning of the many things we have yet to discover and i cant wait to to live up to my potential.

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Life Is Sucked Right Out .
Once was i filled with life in me, having the never ending light and hope run through my veins... But no all there seems to be in me is a slow wilting dieng heart falling apart. No feelings in me. No anger no saddness No nothing. I am jusst here going through life just to go through it now. No caring for much of anything anymore... Is this bad of what i am becoming...?? Becoming distant,, not speaking. Slowly losing mysrelf in silence and solitude.. What is this i ask?? When once was a time when i felt the hope and light sheding through me. But now that i am not caring for me.. I care for others even more than i did before.,., Now i know and i see the truth now.. All along i have been falling into utter darkness of nothing.. But yet i give light and hope to others... where does this come from then i ask?? how can i give so much but have nothing in me.. Its as if somehow, in some odd strang way, life in me has wilted away like a dieng rose that will never come back..

Love In The Ice, English Lyrics, By Dbsk
Those freezing hands aren’t your faultThey carry scars from long beforeAfraid to love someone,You turn your back on the other side of the words…Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw* For anyone to be loved by someone,Makes life in this world shineIf it was me, I’d make your heart warm once moreWith eternal tendernessEven if fate’s games hurt the heart…On the other side of the tears,A single ray of light will swoop down into the darknessWe know that this is soAs strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmthEveryone is searching for a placeThat can take away the sorrow and lonelinessSo… for you, that place is hereDon’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect youTo the point of being painful (my heart)This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)This time is beautïful (you know… let you know my love)* Repeat

Get A Life
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Blessed Joy
O! lonely tear,Why dost thou fall,When goodness dostLike sunshine call?I fall becauseOf joy withinWhich makes evenThe sunshine grimFor one whose loveHas found me fastAnd tightly to meBound at last.I fall for joy,For hope, for love.I've fallen forSweet handsome dove.This tear dost notFall sadly down;It weeps with pleasureGreat and proud.Fear not, great souls,When pain doth smite,For love is boldTo win and fight.Hold true to loveAnd when you restSweet tears of joyWill see you blessed.As I have been blessed.

Myself
Makin myself feel uncomfortable makin myself feel not there makin myself feel i'm healed takin myself way from this takin myself away from this makin myself feel like i'm not not i'm not makin myself get away from all this shit. Makin myself feel like none. I'm not like some some i'm not like some makin myself feelin dumb makin myself feelin one. Take away everything i had you take away what was once mine mine you take away. Take away you take away what i once had. Fuck all of that shit. I'm through with everything. Fed up so fuckin fed up with shit. Lost in all places i can't gather to leave me through nothin myself ain't feelin here. Lost all myself in fear. Myself ah myself losin myself lost in myself out of misplaced. Once was what i always had. Now to know i don't have it anymore. I'm to blame its not ever same all is lame. So plain drives me insane. To not have you anymore. Losin myself makin myself takin myself lost in myself makin my self self myself. Losin all myself it is not

Out Of Place
To feel bound by an invisible something To be hungry for a bit of life To be trapped inside a body To look ugly all the time To laugh when you get lonely To cry at the few times you feel good To be alive and not be living To always wish you could To dwell in all your mind's worst corners To exaggerate your face To be too tired for the conditions of love To just feel... out of place.

No One Can
Compell me fires of desires Anger becomes my mistress. Control the sounds of underground As I lay here in distress. The dead have called upon us all sincerly i digress. To thank the ones with barking guns. Who cleaned our foolish mess. Believe the man who says he can. With no power to confess. Rage, my love will come above and spare us of the rest. With one last cry to say goodbye. I felt it fit to guess.

Actors Who Are A Bust
What do Will Ferrell, Ewan McGregor, Billy Bob Thornton, Eddy Murphy, Ice Cube, Tom Cruise Drew Barrymore, Leonardo DiCaprio, Samuel L. Jackson and Jim Carrey have in common? Give up? According to Zap2it.com, they are the ten top overpaid actors. What that mean is you don’t spend your money at the theatre to watch their movies. Personally, it doesn’t surprise me that mega stars like these are not worth watching in the movies they make. Most movies are bad anyway. But when athletes who get paid big bucks don’t do well they get criticized. But, actors who don’t do well at the box office get a pass. Makes you wonder. For more on overpaid actors click here: http://movies.msn.com/movies/article.aspx?news=442963>1=28101 Let’s make it simple. Just tune into BlastFM for great music programmed by and underpaid programmer. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

$350k For One Glove???
Would you ever pay $350,000 for one shimmering white glove? I guess you would if you had money to burn. A Hong Kong rich guy, Hoffman Ma, paid that much at an auction for the glove Michael Jackson wore in 1983 when he did the moon walk for the first time. The glove was estimated to bring in $40,000 to $60,000. I think I’ll make a YouTube video of me moon walking with a glove on. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/11/21/jacksons-glove-grabs-g-auction/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528FOXNews.com+-+Entertainment%2529You can read about it here: . Instead of waiting for my YouTube video just tune in BlastFM and listen to the great rock music we program there. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Reason Is You
I’m not a perfect person, There’s many things I wish I didn’t do,But I continue learning, I never meant to do those things to you, And so I have to say before I go, That I just want you to know, I’ve found a reason for me, To change who I used to be, A reason to start over new, And the reason is you.

You May Not
You may not knock on my doorIf you're not prepared to come insideYou may not remake my nameAnd start calling me yoursYou may not walk on my waywithout showing me your goalDon't steal my goodnessto fill up your emptiness You may not tear down my wallsthat i so carefully built upIf you're not prepared to protect my dreamsSo that I can fall asleep safelyYou may not have me as your dreamWhen i want to be your realityYou can't say that you hope, if you don't believe But you can take all the time you needTo understand what you really wantYou may ask for that all the timeYou need is enoughAnd you may gather your thoughtsSo that our souls can find peaceSo that everything that we promisedourselves can be And you can not breathe on my foreheadCan't make me fall even moreIf you can't stand for the mess you madeAnd you can't touch my heartAs if everything was clearBut yes i wish nothing more than that you do all of that to me soon

Lounges
I created my fubar account a couple years ago but never really used it until recently. When I found lounges I thought wow this is cool I can listen to some Jams talk some shit and make some friends. This doesnt seem to be the case. Most of the lounges I have been in are filled with staff and bullshit whos sole purpose it seems is to make themselves seem important. If your being an asshole you should be able to be called on it instead of hiding behind some bullshit title of lounge staff. I thought the purpose of a lounge was to shoot the shit enjoy each others company and talk about whatever. If your a member of a lounge that plays good hard rock and arent full of youselves please get a hold of me.

How's The View Up There?
“I thought it was pretty cool” so said German traveler Dirk Gensler commenting on watching a couple having a bit of sex in a clock tower across from where he was staying. People in Sydney are all abuzz about the couple doing the nasty in broad daylight for all to see. And according to news accounts everyone was watching. Apparently, none of the watchers were upset so I guess that means the horny couple get a resounding “10”. Click it for a picture of the amorous couple: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,576649,00.html?test=latestnews We’re exhibitionist at BlastFM too! Come by and enjoy our musical forays. I’m sure you’ll enjoy the entertainment. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Yes Its A Beautiful Day!!!
Thank you for being you Thank you for showing me more then i knew. Thank you for making songs about me Thank you for helping me to see All that this life can be. Thank you for being you Thank you for making me want to say i do. Thank you for giving me everything I have everything... And everything is YOU.

Broken Lyrics - Lindsey Haun
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the skyThen it starts to rain, my defenses hit the groundAnd they shatter all around, so open and exposedI found strength in the struggleFace to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymoreEvery tear falls down for a reasonDon't you stop believing in yourselfWhen you're broken Little girl don't be so blueI know what you're going through Don't let it beat you upHitting walls and getting scars Only makes you who you areOnly makes you who you areNo matter how much your heart is achingThere is beauty in the breakingYeah When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymoreEvery tear falls down for a reasonDon't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Better days are gonna find you once again Every piece will find its place When you're broken, when you're broken When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but yo

Silent Screams
Look at me, im chasing after dreams left in the storm... What i am is all that matters now...the lies are gone Tempting fate and losing friends along the way i love.. Youll never know..,my life means everything. Still i scream because theirs nothing left to do until the end. The world goes on.. with all that ive become.. still i scream inside, for all the pain ive taken hasnt changed...

I Am No One And And Age Is Nothing
well yall you know as i have said many times befor i have many sights on the internet this is yes because im tierd of being alone and im trying to make a connection lol as if that will happen now one really wants a fat man with no money lmao... but i have been talking to a young lady on here that said she liked me well i geuss age over road that or she may have just gotten to much flack from her friends but she came back and removed her reiend sip from my page it hurts but not as amuch as to all the ignorent people out there that feels just because there is an age diffrents that it shouldent happen well to stat this now im not a child molester and if any lady that wants to talk to me can i only date ladies 25 and over any way age is a number nothing more : something to think aboui lol,and for those that have a problem with the agew thing oh well its a number get over it.... I thought I had found it this time I thought I had a chanse I guess being happy aint for me I guess I am bound

Tiger, Say It Ain't So.
Goolly, Andy! Who would have ever thunk it? Arguably the most famous man in the world Tiger Woods having an affair. I would have believed Chicken Little before I would have believe that. All I gotta say is Hell just froze over. Or is it appropriate just to say he’s a man that was in heat at the wrong place or places. Boys will be boys as I have heard it said many times. What is so funny about this whole episode is that Tiger’s wife was rumored to have used one of his prized irons with which to whoop him. What no pans in the house? How embarrassing to have your wife chase you out of your multi million dollar house using the tools of your trade. I think he be take up Nurf Golf. At least when she hits him it won’t hurt very much. No need to give you a link the stories are very where. Tiger my man, if you would have only been listening to BlastFM with your head phones on then you would not have noticed those babes. BlastFM helping over come temptation. Dig the soun

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?

Shell Prompts
Command shell overviewThe command shell is a separate software program that provides direct communication between the user and the operating system. The non-graphical command shell user interface provides the environment in which you run character-based applications and utilities. The command shell executes programs and displays their output on the screen by using individual characters similar to the MS-DOS command interpreter Command.com. The Windows XP command shell uses the command interpreter Cmd.exe, which loads applications and directs the flow of information between applications, to translate user input into a form that the operating system understands.You can use the command shell to create and edit batch files (also called scripts) to automate routine tasks. For example, you can use scripts to automate the management of user accounts or nightly backups. You can also use the Windows Script Host, CScript.exe, to run more sophisticated scripts in the command shell. You can perfor

A Christmas Thought For Our Soldiers
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled

Just For Fun
Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no) _________ I dare you to copy and paste this if your not scared!!! See how many numbers you get!!!

Saer's Page
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About Me By Me
I do not define myself by how many road have appeared in my path. I define myself by the courage I've found to forge new roads. I do not define myself by how many disappoinments I've faced. I define myself by the forgiveness and the faith I have found to begin again. I do not define myself by how long a relationship lasted. I define myself by how much I have loved, and been willing to love again. I donot define myself by how many times I have been knocked down. I define myself by by how many times I have struggled to me feet. I amnot my pain-- I am not my past. I am that which has emerged from the fire. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. If you are easily offended, I am not the one. I have no filter for my brain; what goes thru my mind--comes out my mouth. I don't intentionally hurt anyone, but I have no control over anyone's perception/perspective. I don't 'want' to control anyone else; I have enough to deal with controlling myself. I am Spirited, independent, unpredictable, di

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here

A House Of Cards Fall And The Secrets That Come With It
You know there is nothing more confuseing and hurting then a persone that has been scorrend,cheated and played,by one they love, i know cause i have been there and my ramblings are noted and etched in my heart so what better way then to explain the to also etch them here...so heres my thoughts as they happen one night as in many nights my daughter gets scard,and mommy is not home shes out as useal.......... I turn onto my side, it's 5AM. It's 5AM, I know where you are. I know what you're doing. I know that you will bring down this house of cards. There is nothing I can do about it but try to close my eyes, to ready myself until it is time... I am lying in bed. My hands are so cold, even beneath all these blankets. The little person beside me cuddles closer into my side. Her dark hair is tousled in sleep, thick lashes resting against such smooth skin. Children. I love my children. My heart aches with wanting to burst from it. So sweet, so challenging, so amazing..... I blink and rem

My One Grate Fear
Child abuse is a subject i can not stand it pains me to speak of it and even to think of it,and many people ask me then why do it , well as a victim maybe ican stop some of it by speakinout maybe i can cleans my soul i realy dont know ,but many tell me that the paths you take as a child is the path that leads you to who you are and your parental figures are your instuctors of you life,well now my mom i have no problem withand my real fatherhe was grand,but the man my mother married and tryied to get me to call dad,he was a deamon from hell he fasioned my life alright he fashiond it into a wreatched soul of fear and not careing a selfish selfe centerd lump of clay that took doctors and psycotrise years to mold and repair, and a fear a fear so strong that it controls and manipulates every fear i have..... ......will i be like this man that made me like i am ,a child abuser ,and a women abuser,will i be the deamon that he was....well acording to my doctors the quakes the say 89+% of most

Chritmas Blues
...My Dearest Daughter My arms remember how it felt to hold you. My mind remembers your sweet smell. My eyes remember looking down into yours. My hands remember the feel of your soft skin and downy hair. Not a day goes by where I don't ache for you. The mental anguish manifests itself in physical pain. I remember the last images of you, peering out at me from the back seat, confusion in your eyes, tears streaming down your face, a fake smile firmly planted on mine. I reassured you all would be ok, when in fact, my heart was crumbling inside my chest. Watching you slowly dieing and not being able to reach you in time crushed my soul, stamped out what little life I had left. My innocents. I am so sorry. I did not mean to leave you alone i did what I thought was best. If I had only known then that only 5 blocks away was another with mental issues, I would have done things differently. But I can not go back. I can not change the past, and feel powerless to change the present or the future.

For The Runaways
this is for all you runways out there the ones that run from the best things in life you only want to be there when its convfent for you well thats not how it works you need and should have been here snice day one no running and playing lilkids game is time for you to grow up and be a man take care of you what happens in your life and step up to the plate you made your bed now lay in it you cant have your cake and eat it too and if your sitting read this YES ITS FOR YOU !!!!!!!!!!1

Acute Myelogenous Leukemia
**Acute myelogenous leukemia (AML) is a type of cancer that causes the body to produce an increased number of the white blood cells that normally help fight infection (myelocytes). It sometimes is referred to as acute myeloid leukemia, acute myelocytic leukemia, myeloblastic leukemia, granulocytic leukemia, or acute nonlymphocytic leukemia. AML is more common in men than in women. The incidence of AML increases with age. AML is an acquired rather than inherited disease. Usually the cause of AML is unknown. But it may be caused by high doses of radiation, exposure to the chemical benzene, smoking and other tobacco use, and chemotherapy used to treat other types of cancer. It also is more common in children with Down syndrome or other genetic conditions. Symptoms of AML include weakness and fatigue, fever, poor appetite, easy bruising or bleeding, and weight loss. **Symptoms may depend on what type of leukemia you have, but common symptoms include: Fever and night sweats. Headaches. Br

Cleaning Up!!!
OK ... I really kinda dislike my OCD at times, and now is one of those times ... I just spent the last 3 hours cleaning the house, and the really bad thing is that I don't feel like I'm done. So, it will spill over to tomorrow when I find something else ... and go crazy and start all over again. FFS, I need saving from myself!!!! /dies PS ... for those that don't remember or are just getting to this ... this is my status board till someone fixes my status board and icon .... damn surf nazis'

Interesting Tidbits Of Information ..... **stoled It From Jasmine**
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?Yes, he's my hubby Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?Probably just finished watching a sad movie Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you? Yes, and he is!! If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass?yesHas anyone ever promised you forever?NoDo you get high?NewpSomething bothering you?A littleHas someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else?NoWhat made you happy this weekend?People and stuffs...When was the last time you cried?Thanksgiving ... Got a phone call that my brother Flat lined ... but he going to be ok!!What color shirt are you wearing?Blue LongjohnsHow long is your hair?Short ... Just got it cut this weekLast thing you ate?Yogurt and a nannaLast thing you drank?Tea..DUH!Where did you sleep last night?My bedAre you happy right now?Kinda What did you say last?I love youWhere is your phone?On my side

To You Know Who
You know who you are. You stalk my every pic, blog, etc cause my words have hit close to home. I know you will read this, and I know that my power intimidates you. Me analyzing your life was too much truth to handle, and you even made a pic in a dedication of me. I must say I'm very flattered. haha every time you mark my blogs NSFW I win (do you really think I care about rates, or blog rates??) every time you talk about me I win every time you report me I win I just win all the time,lol. Have fun ;)

Fooled Again...
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Pat[2] You were in the car with?Andrew[3] Went to the mall with?The family[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Pat[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?WrekkaT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TrueQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Getting shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Left[4] Black and white or colo

Its Whatever To Me
u think u know me but u don't. u think i will care but i won't. u think highly way too much of ur self but i really know what u r. if u really think about it u don't know shit about me unless u make the effert but i know and u know u won't. thats why i'm still going strong and moving on to make it better for me and thats why its whatever. lol random i know

Benefiting From Martial Arts....
What makes fighting unique among most forms of exercise is the way it blends strength, endurance, flexibility and balance. Although the studies were small in scale, their findings should make people aware of fitness alternatives to traditional sports such as running and lifting weights. In recent years elderly individuals 60 and up tend to take up tai chi, a Chinese martial art that uses slow, smooth movements to train the body in balance, endurance and strength. Other forms such as karate, judo, tae kwon do and kung fu have been known to produce similar results. The results being stronger joints and a stronger immune system. No arthritis problems in the joints or back pain. Young adolescence and adults ages 14-18 generally gravitate towards wrestling after school or taking up boxing or some form of boxing. Studies have shown that doing so produced a stronger immune system and somewhat heightened reflex, not to be confused with super human strength and speed, but rather h

Success
At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is having friends. At age 16 success is having a drivers license. At age 20 success is having sex. At age 35 success is having money. At age 50 success is having money. At age 60 success is having sex. At age 70 success is having a drivers license. At age 75 success is having friends. At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.

How To Get In
Ok, for those of you out there that want to get in and see the pics in our NSFW folder, well here is what you are going to have to do to prove that you are 'worthy' First off: If you're really wanting to get in to the family, you need to either give us a bling, HH, Blast, or, if you're not wanting to shell out money on this site for something you can easily find on the net for free, then you will need to do a Salute to us. If you do a salute, then you will need to show us that you're really worth it then. SO, you will need to write the salute on yourselves, in large print, or on a big poster-type and then be out in public and have the picture taken. Just a simple pic of you in your room will not work. The only way that you get to see our NSFW pics from here on out is if we both agree that you should see them. So, if you're not wanting to work for something like that, then by all means, fuck off and search out porn on a free site.

Insane Wicked Spits
Who it be up in this bitch. No leave without rest stress to test unmatched without a guess. It be the one known as i.w.s. Known as insane wicked spits. I'm as hard as nothin to get. & you just shit with nothin with yaself layin dead & part of yo head in a bucket. While i just fucked yo bitch & her 44 ddd tits fell up out her socket. Wicked shit is what i'm spittin & thats how i rocket. Nothin stops it. 2 x by 4 & 4 damagin ya hide ya body behind the back in the alley. Shit i spit ain't soft its keep you in disregard. I'm the i.w.s. Fresh better then the rest. Insane wicked spittin. I'm just shittin with a full venomous rage un loose out the cage. Say fuck me fuck you hope you die in a plauge. While half ya leg is gettin chewed. Try to holler at a bitch. But found out she was a dude. So i jet fuckin round with me. I'll get ya neck split. & its just like that i'm so fhat rat tat tat skiin bullets cross ya back. Insane wicked is how i spit & live it. It's the i.w.s 3 letters i'm the one w

"a Christmas Carol"
THE NEW DICKENS CLASSIC, A CHISTMAS CAROL, IS SPECTACULAR TO SAY THE LEAST THANKS TO MODERN TCHOCNO DIGITALIZED VIDEOGRAGHY......STUFF! CUTE, FUNNY, & REALLY PRETTY SCARY, CERTAINLY MORE THEN IT'S PREDISESORS. I WOULD NOT RECOMEND THIS FOR CHILDREN UNDER 10 YEARS OF AGE.....I'M SERIOUS....IT'S FRICKING SCARY. BUT EVERY ONE SHOULD SEE IT EVENTUALLY.

Escape
each tendon muscle rippling She drink my sove with greed She fuck my helpless body and she just raise the speed She let her wet tongue roll I gasp and can't control She is hot and drives me wild and still she is open wide

No Sex Since 1955!?
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature.." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. No wonder you're so serious. You really need to chill out! I mean, no sex since 1955! She took his hand and led him to a priv

The Hell With The Holidays!
Fuck Christmas! I'm tired of the phony family bullshit. Fuck the kids! I'm tired of the snotty ungrateful kids! Fuck all the gift giving! Spending money on bullshit gifts! I'm going out tonite with a friend and celebrate Christmas my own way!! Crack open a bottle and spend time with a good friend!!

Succubus
I come to you in your dreams in the pale moonlight, a shadow creeping over goosebumped inner thighs, crushed velvet curtains pulled aside to reveal lurid glimpses of carnality, where we may rendezvous in secret. We are alone my darling...Gaze deeply into the sultry abyss of my eyes..slip into the dream world of the undead. Succumb to searing carnal fever and rampant delusional desire. Fall deeper, surrender to your wanton impulses. Cast off all restraint. Sink downward, inward, to the heart of your darkest, most sinful passions. Let the fire burn. I am a stunning beauty, no? A masterpiece. An enchanting maiden of the dark, Queen of the night. The one you hunger for. Come to me my pet, Let us quench our torrid thirst for lust.

Beautiful Single Mom Seeks An Ltr With Local Or Willing To Be Local Guy! ;)
I am a beautiful, intelligent, divorced female with a great sense of humor. I am a mix of Native American and Hungarian. with some British thrown in, as if I was not different enough I suppose! I DO have kids and I DO have pets. One of my children is special needs and a total handful. If that is a problem, well, thanks for stoppin by! I have long black hair to my waist or so, green eyes, about 5'8 1/2. Im not anorexic skinny & im not frighteningly huge. Im also not perfect. (But most people are convinced im pretty close I am not religious. Tho I dont mind it. I like rock, metal, punk type music. Scary movies (old skool) & slapstick comedies as well as fantasys and meaningful type movies. What am I looking for? Some one who is kind hearted , caring , loving... A GREAT sense of humor and an abundance of patience a must. As is a family oriented soul. You dont have to be an eternal optimist (lord knows im not!) but you DO need to have hope and the want for a happy lif

You Mean The Words To Me
You mean the world to me. I cant bear to see myself without you. Having the taught of living without you, is something unnatural to me. We have been at it for 3 months, the best of my life. We argue and fight. We scream and we cry. And even after all that we have true love. You and I are like the moon and night sky. We are perfect together. But some hate us. We have true love within each other and everyday its stronger. Place your hand on mine and I shall do the same. A promise we have made, to love each other always. Together forever is what I want. I hope its the same for you. Don't worry about me been so far. Faithful I will remain. Shall you remain too. Never will I leave you. Till the day that we are apart by death. And even then immortal we will remain. Our love will never die!

Good Bye
When people share experiences together, and then they must part, there is a feeling of sadness. Saying goodbye to people that we feel connected to is an occasion of somber reflection. It is hard to imagine our lives without them, and yet we have no choice but to go on. It is comforting to know that for however long you will be separated that you will always be in each other's hearts. It is also an opportunity to be more present to others in your life and to look for opportunities to form new friendships.

Important Things I Know, Yet Other Girls Don't
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man's behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone. 4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better. 8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. 10. Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faith make you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship-take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be wit

Tanker
TANKER TO GOD - OVER... I pray thee Heavenly Father, Please hear this tanker’s prayer, And send an angel to me, For my tank and crew to care. Be with us when we need you, And lend a helping hand And safely carry my machine Across this barren land. And keep my tank from running dry When the foe is close to me, And place my gunner’s crosshairs On the tanks that we don’t see.

Dj Lol
You know it's one thing to play a setlist on Auto DJ. How about DJs in lounges that actually TALK on mic? "Welcome to *Lounge name* ect ect" Also big LOLs on the cam hotties. Staring at some person's face for hours on end makes me bored and annoyed. :P I was brave enough to show skin on cam, but the lounge wasn't ran properly and failed. Sigh. I'm still on that elusive search for a good lounge. No rap or country music. I'm sorry.. i'm a little high! - Towlie

Love
A lot of people think they are in love or that things are the best they ever had. My advice to them is to really sit down and think on everything you have. People who say they are in love sometimes don’t even realize that what they feel is not love but lost. You will never know unless you know the person face to face and see if what you feel is passion/love and not just lust. Sometimes people don’t see it as that but trust me it happens more than often than not. What people don’t understand is that to really know you love someone you have to meet them. To touch them to see if there is a fire there. That fire is called passion and without it you won’t last. You have to look into their eyes, hold their hand, to talk to them in person to really see if it is true love. I have seen so many people on the internet say they are in love with someone and that they will do anything for that person. The thing is they never meet and they think they

Help Stop The Ban On Pythons And Boa's
help put a stop on the ban of pythons and boas plz www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center. if the ban is passed this means no selling breeding shipping,moveing of these animals what so ever. i know there aint alott around who likes these kinds of animals but to the 1s who do have them and care 4 them are pets and family to us just like ur dogs cats and other animals are to you so plz help us with the stop of the ban. reptile produce 3.2 billon dollars a year in the united states alone. if this ban does pass that mean less money for the us and hurts everyone even so much more than it hurts now.. www.natpet.org/index.php/legislation/federal-legislation/158-python-boa-ban-action-center

Learn Something New Everyday.... About Food And Diet
ok i feel like a nerd for knowing this .. but a fruit is produced as the "fruit of the blossom or plant" from something that has seeds falls and can reproduce from its seeds ... tomato a fruit. which most of you probally know ... but It also makes cucumbers, squash, green beans,avacados,olives etc.. and walnuts all fruits as well. VEGETABLES such as, radishes, celery, carrots, and lettuce do NOT have seeds (that are part of what we eat) and so they are grouped as vegetables. also bananas and avacodos are high in fat so is yuka and platians ... FEEL FREE TO POST ANY DUMB FACTS ABOUT FOOD AND DIET U WANA HAHA

Who I Am
Who Am I I am kindness, tenderness and understanding. When you are sad, I will cry with you but I'll also hold you in my arms and kiss away the tears. I am funny, charming and witty at times, and inquisitive I look for the humor and the excitement in life and appreciate all the the fullness that life brings. I enjoy finding new things to experience. I am serious, a thinker, responsible I value friends and family. I try to keep my promises. I will stand by you in times of crisis. I am affable, social and friendly My friends are important, they know I will be there for them if I can, I trust them and want to see them happy as I trust that they want to see me happy in my life too I am old and I am young. Much I have experienced in life and much more that I want to experience. I am faithfullness and devotion to the one I'm with Even when we are apart, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I am artistic, creative and imaginative I paint, I photograph, I see the world at times t

"with No Negro Dialect" - Reid
Who described Husain Obama as “light skinned” and “with no Negro dialect”? George W. Bush, Rush Limbaugh, Glenn Beck? It was none other then that giant of moral character democratic Senator Harry Reid of Nevada. Do I detect a hint of racial bigotry in him? If it was one of those others that I mentioned who said it there would have been a lynching party but since Reid is a democrat he gets a pass. Our first Negro President as Mr. Reid thinks of him. For more http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2010/01/09/reid-apolgizes-racial-remarks-obama/ BlastFM is not only color blind it’s gender neutral. Listen and see for yourself. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Walmart Very Smart
Makes being a "greeter" sound like a good job. 1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target + Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people and is the largest private Employer, and most speak English. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the World. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger & Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only 15 years. 8. During this same period, 31 Supermarket Chains sought bankruptcy. 9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world. 10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are Super Centers; this is 1,000 more than it had 5 Years ago. 11. This year 7.2 billion different pur

He Is My Shepherd
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Why Me?
Why Me Do you hear my calls for you? Do you feel my heartbeat for you? Do you know why my love hurts for you? Why me? Why must you leave me hanging? Why do you not answer my questions? Why do I stay? Why me? How long do you plan to keep my heart? How many times can I let you hurt me? How do I fit in your life? Why me? I love you more than you will ever know! I hold you close to my heart and soul! I will never ever let you go!

Dear Friends
To all my friends, thanks for sending me chain letters/emails in the last year. Because of you ...I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for removing toilet stains. I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle infected with AIDS. I smell like a dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer. I don't leave my car in the parking lot or any other place and sometimes I even have to walk about 7 blocks for fear that someone will drug me with a perfume sample and try to rob me. I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they ask me to dial a stupid number and then I get a phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda, Singapore and Tokyo. I stopped consuming several foods for fear that the estrogens they contain may turn me gay. I also stopped eating chicken and hamburgers because they are nothing other than horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers that are bred in a lab so that places like McDonalds can sell their Big Macs. I

Monkey Wrench
mother nature is fucking with me again. i got called into work last night and lost a ton of sleep. im still pretty banged out by the cold and feeling the effects. so what kind of present do i wake up with today? another fkn cold. i swear, im the nicest fkn guy ever (to people i like)... yet this broad keeps messin with me. either father time needs to keep his old lady in check or im gonna uppercut her in the boob when i see her. theres no need for this. it feels like i have cement in my lungs, nose, and throat. im getting pissed off actually. and im never more dangerous than when im pissed off. i didnt think i could make 235 before. but now im seriously fkn mad and if i have to sleep at the gym, im gettin there. this is bullshit peeeese owwwt bitchezzzz

The Fall Of Obama
ry 15, 2010 The Fall of Obama By Charles Krauthammer WASHINGTON -- What went wrong? A year ago, he was king of the world. Now President Obama's approval rating, according to CBS, has dropped to 46 percent -- and his disapproval rating is the highest ever recorded by Gallup at the beginning of an (elected) president's second year. A year ago, he was leader of a liberal ascendancy that would last 40 years (James Carville). A year ago, conservatism was dead (Sam Tanenhaus). Now the race to fill Ted Kennedy's Senate seat in bluest of blue Massachusetts is surprisingly close, with a virtually unknown state senator bursting on the scene by turning the election into a mini-referendum on Obama and his agenda, most particularly health care reform. #toolbox #alert .title { text-transform: uppercase; font-weight: bold; font-size: 11px; } Obama was the most charismatic politician on earth. Today the thrill is gone, the doubts growing -- even among erstwhile believers.

Twitter N Facebook Insanity
Okay...so what the hell is with Twitter and Facebook these days? I am so sick of seeing major companies telling us to follow them on twitter, and just now I saw an ad that said "Follow Fubar on Twitter" .......NO, I'm already on Fubar's actual website, why do I want to follow you on Twitter? How will I learn more than already being on your fucking website? Even CNN is getting into the madness saying Follow them on Twitter or Facebook....NO! You're CN-FUCKING-N, a 24-hour news program...if I want to follow CNN i'll turn on the damn TV to CNN or go to CNN.com if I want to do it online! I just wonder if we'll ever see the day when we can follow Facebook on Twitter, and Twitter opens a Facebook account.

Who You Are
Everyone hides who they are atleast some of the time, sometimes you burry that part of you so deeply you have to be reminded it's there at all. And sometimes you want to forget who you are all together. And what about me, maybe I will never be the human Harry wanted me to be, but I couldn't kill Tony, that's not me either. My new friend didn't think I would be able to resist the kill he left me, but I did. I'm not the monster he wants me to be. So I'm neither man mor beast, I'm something new entirely, with my own set of rules.

Thoughts
My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts of death and those of life. not understanding much of either or even the fear. you spend so many years searching for the forgiver not knowing truely of his existence with only the words of the promiser to guide you the hope of the there after surrounds you you close your eyes and whisper goodbye and slip away to your darkest hour and you wait and you wonder has my fate been sealed have I been forgiven or is this the gates of hell... I wrote this shortly after we buried my Uncle Johnny,, When my mind was filled with the thoughts of not knowing....

Fuck Me
Fuck Me! (I Want To Be Naughty) I want to talk dirty to youTo tell you all I crave to doRun my lips over your bodyTo hear you call me naughtyStand in front of me as I suck on the headPushing you hard onto the bedFlipping around, see my juices dripping?Wiggle my ass, see how red and swollen it's getting?Don't you just ache to lickWhile I'm deepthroating your dick?Placing my cunt to your lipsTaste it, for you it dripsPull myself awayNow it's time to playTeasing, licking, I won't stopNot until I recieve every dropLet me feel your cum riseTaking all of your sizeI want you to explodeAs your senses overloadNow, I kiss from your stomach to your chestAgainst your body I press my breastsNibble your ear, kiss your neckAre you still hard? Let me check...Straddling your waist, your cock against my clitGrinding, gently teasing, I need to know you want itSlide into my heated wet, as hearts surrender to lustRiding cowgirl, loud and hard, screaming with each thrustGrab my waist, move with meBringing e

Tweaked Psyche
Tweaked PsycheThe awakened spirit in quantum leapOf enlightened vision,Overwhelms emotions with majesticSoulful intense yearnings;Vivid dream within quantum realityIntangible emotions,Dire need of personnel transformationQuells the infinite mind;Consciousness in the crazed clouded perceptionsBeyond soul enlightenment,Present moment’s final destinationInfinite potentials?Divine madness in the peak experienceSenseless sensations,Overwhelming ecstasy with desireIn spiritual journey?Manic high in the dark night of the soulSpiritual being in joy,Science of spirituality in the blissInternally lucid?Spirituality being for existenceManic loosing his touch,In spiritual path of peacefulnessImmense sparkling sunlight?Spiritually awakened fulfillmentAs karma risen up,Moves glistening instabilityEnjoying spiritual peak:

Dwelling On The Past
I was never one to dwell on the past, always content to leave it a mystery, no details, just a blur of images rushing by. But my friend out there wants to bring those memories into focus...and so do I.

What Is It About Older Women
What is it about older women, not eighty of course ; but up to 60 in my case, they excite me very much. Younger women as well of course, but 50 to 60 year olds really get my motor running!

Born With 8 Limbs She Now Walks
Lakshmi Tatma is 4 years old now. What is remarkable about her is that she was born with 8 limbs, 4 arms and 4 legs. She endured a ground breaking surgery to remove her parasitic twin from her own body. Now she walks and even plays sports. The doctors who saved this little girl deserve the adulation and praise of all who value life. Read about her http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584052,00.html?test=faces At BlastFM we value all life. Give us a listen and come alive. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

City Folks
Sometimes your in pain and at times you might be happy. Tranquil is almost null, at times you feel kidnapped by your work and entrapped in your life. Some live in constant change, others feel abused not knowing where they go. This place is quick, fast, blurry; at times there is no moment for rest, endings to life here are vague, some happy, some sad. One thing is for sure, city folks are one of a kind. Many dress to impress, others just depress. their furs are of different colors their lives create separate stories of love, success, drama, panic, horror, comedy, and action. They are the best movie to watch.

For Those
I will add, this is my chance at being all ninja like. Although I cant send chats or even shout box because I cant remember my email password to verify it here..lol Dont know what else I can do without doing that.. but I am here for a bit to add a few very select people

Just Some Quotes That I Felt Like Were Spoken From My Own Heart!!
Now before you read these quotes below know that they are not directed at any one person, they are simply things that i feel like at one time or another evey one of us as women have felt. If your a guy reading this if you know of a female whos heart you have broken weather it be accadental or not tell her that your sorry. because contradictory to popular beliefe all women have a tender heart some have just gotten better at hideing the hurt. Every woman deserves to be loved and treated like the goddes within! Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.Why do I have tears in my eyes todaywhen he was NEVER mine? Should I smile because he's my friend,or cry because that's all he is? Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool? If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many thi

Did You.....
Did you ever feel like digging a hole and pulling the sand in behind you? Did you ever feel like running down an old, dirt road, that has no end? Did you ever feel like resting in the snow and being buried under the drifts? Did you ever feel like crawling inside yourself, never to return? Did you ever feel like going in a corner and slowly fading away? Did you ever feel like watching a fire and melting over its flame? Did you ever feel like sailing off a cliff into eternity? Did you ever feel like crying and floating away in the tears? Did you ever feel like gazing at a star and reaching out to touch it? I did.

Tomorrow Is Tuesday Lets Party
I can't say that today was the worst day, but it was a bad one. . . Sure I got to chat with a really great guy first thing in the morning, and had a great shower, and got to talk to that really great guy again after the show but after that it all went down hill FAST! Went to 7-11 to get a drink and a pack of gum before I headed to class, and go yelled at by the clerk, “You have to show me your cup before you fill it up.” Wow lady what is with the rules at 7-11 now? None of the other stores have that rule. (For those in Utah this would be the 7-11 on 2700 South 8400 West, Magna, UT 84044) Got to class, a little early so I thought I would read over the first chapter in my Networking book again before my teacher came back from lunch, and noticed that I kind of already memorized the chapter. Well when my teacher walked in a little after 1 PM I asked him if he could give me the test, and I get told, “Give me a minute.” Well I started reading/studying ag

Possable Zombie Contagins Part 3
The Real Rage Virus What is it? In the movie, it was a virus that turned human beings into mindless killing machines. In real life, we have a series of brain disorders that do the same thing. They were never contagious, of course. Then, Mad Cow Disease came along. It attacks the cow's spinal cord and brain, turning it into a stumbling, mindless attack cow. And, when humans eat the meat ... How it can result in zombies: When Mad Cow gets in humans, they call it Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease. Check out the symptoms: Changes in gait (walking) Hallucinations Lack of coordination (for example, stumbling and falling) Muscle twitching Myoclonic jerks or seizures Rapidly developing delirium or dementia Sure, the disease is rare (though maybe not as rare as we think) and the afflicted aren't known to chase after people in murderous mobs. Yet. But, it proves widespread brain infections of the Rage variety are just a matter of waiting for the right disease to come along.

Glass House
GLASS HOUSEYou’re so quick to throw the first punch, you’re so vain you think you’re rightNo matter how much pain you cause, you’re defences cause the fightIt’s so hard to say you’re sorry because you refuse to be wrongI’ve seen ones like you so many times; same old dance, same old songYou’d rather point the finger on anyone but yourself, you always shift the blameIf you would think before you spoke in the first placeYou wouldn’t have to keep playing this gameThat glass house you live in is cracking all aroundI’m surprised that it’s still standing and not shattered to the groundHow can you stand to swell there, with your judgements and your blame?You’re so afraid of being judged yourself that you won’t admit your shameInstead you put your fists up and attack when up against a wallBut it’s not everyone else that wants to fight youIt’s on ly you causing your own fallIf just once you’d own up a

Cutie Game
This is called the "CUTIE GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number[] Pretty/Cute[] Hottie[] Sexy[] Gorgeous[] Amazingly Beautiful[] I'd take you home in a second[] I'd make out with you right now[] I'd Hit it[] No, I dont like you like that[] I love you[] Wanna hook up? Dont be scared to repost or see what people think of u!!!

Urge!!
Every so often I'm hit with an overwhelming urge to write. An inchoate feeling wells up inside me and demands to substantiate itself through the power of words. When I sat down to write this blog, I was in the grip of just such a feeling. Thankfully, it has passed. You may now continue with your evening.

The Wedding Of The 18th Century
On February 10, 1863, Charles Sherwood Stratton and Lavinia Warren were married in New York City. What makes this wedding special is that Stratton was better known by his stage name, General Tom Thumb. In the mid to late 1800’s, Tom Thumb was a star show biz attraction. He got his start in show biz with the master showman, P.T. Barnum. Together they toured the U.S. and Europe putting on shows for everyone including the rich, famous and powerful. At 18 years-old he was 2 feet 6 inches tall. For more on Tom Thumb go here: http://encyclopedia.tfd.com/General+Tom+Thumb Tom Thumb would have loved BlastFM. We are small but growing fast! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Those Texans
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing some real problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of their robes; there's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep. They are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos.. They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scuffing up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their darn horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone

A Broken Heart
You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you. Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. Sometimes the memories are worth the pain. Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. We are afraid to care to much, for

My Sypnosis On Life. This Is Prolly One Of The Best Thing I Ever Came Up With.imo
So here it is my sypnosis on life. I believe that we are put here to experience certain things and no matter who you are in some form or fashion you will experience them. These things being love, and you best believe that before you leave God's blessed Earth you will experience pain. I believe that people are made to be loved, and that things are made to be used. Somehow in this twisted world we get the two confused. We love things and use people. Jesus taught us saying that "... a man's life consist not of the things which he posses..." Now if this is true, then LIFE, which many time we equivalate to HAPPINESS is not our car or our home is not even our mate. Now some may believe that this is happiness, while others perceive happiness to be some euphoric state of mind. I've come to learn that each man (and woman) must find there own source of happiness. Happiness is the external results of internal peace. When a person is at peace within themselves then and only then can

Emo Kid Emoticons List //_^
The Sad Emo Kid //_; The Happy Emo Kid //_^ The Amazed Emo Kid //_o The Angry Emo Kid //_< The Pissed Off Emo Kid //_- The "I Don't Care" Emo Kid //.- The Sleepy Emo Kid //_~ how Emo Emoticons appear in conversation "I don't care" //.- "REALLY? HOLY CRAP!" //_O "GRRRR" //_< "YAY!" //_^ "My girlfried broke up with me." //_; "Just leave me alone." //_-

We Are,
What I am is not something I really hide from people. True, a lot of us in the community do NOT make it known what we are; but, some of us do. I have it stated clearly in most of my online profiles exactly what it is I am. I don't hide it. By stating what it is I am in my profiles, it helps weed out certain individuals who are closed-minded, mocking, or just complete assholes. Those who wish to continue talking to me after reading my profile(s), do. Those who don't wish to talk to me after reading my profile(s), don't. Now, even though I was interviewed for a documentary, most people I meet in life, on the street, etc., do not know this, nor do they know what I am upon first glance/talk/meet. That's fine. In most situations, I do not volunteer the information. However, I don't really go to extreme lengths to HIDE what I am, either. If the topic comes up in conversation, I am completely honest about it. If they are interested to know more, to be informed, I gladly

The Lounge Wildwomenrocking
OK PEEPS I NEED YOUR HELP GET YOUR ASSES IN MY LOUNGE ITS CALLED WILDWOMENROCKING SO GET YOUR ASSES IN THERE AND HAVE FUN WE GOT TUNES AND CAMS AND WOMEN WHO WILL ROCK YOUR WORLD THANK YOU MRDEATH

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to waterin an ocean, river or lake;Sometimes it refers to how I feelwhen I remember your embrace.I only have to think of youto remember me in your arms;My legs quivering, my mouth moaningI have fallen captive to your charms.I long to feel your body on mineto know the taste of satisfied love;To lie quietly in your armswe fit together like a hand to a glove.You are the sweetheart of my lifeyou are my one sure bet;You never have to wonder babe . . .you can always keep me wet.

More Gunk.
Well, the doctor said that the facial swelling's normal, along with the hands and feet. She said to drink more water... So i'm drinking ONLY water and finding it's not helping. -sigh- oh well. three more weeks... Apparently the baby's in the correct position and I'm 1 cm dilated. Boy, checking that is so invasive >.> I mean, my doctor's nice to me and all, but her hands must be made of razorblades xD

High School Teachers Give Students A Lap Dance Lesson
I keep saying I was born to early in life. I mean where were these teachers when I was in school? A couple of teachers are in trouble for doing on lap dance on each other in a school rally. The Glove and Mail said the teachers were suspended from Churchill High School in Winnipeg, Canada while the incident is investigated. Why bother just look at YouTube for all the investigation you’ll need. Can I have lap dance teach? http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587337,00.html?test=latestnews No lap dances at BlastFM but I’m sure you can get your partner to do one listening to our music. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Why?
Why do we wear our hearts on our sleeves? Why do we put up walls when someone breaks our hearts? Why do we repeat things that hurt us once before? Did we not get enough the first time? So many questions and not one answer will make any sense to me. I have been down the broken road and I swore to myself I would never do it again so i put up a wall about the size of The Great Wall. It tumbled down when I started talking to an amazing man. My heart became STRONGLY interested....more than what I had expected it too, I think its out to get me hurt! lol Anyway, we only live once right? So I never regret anything ever; I only learn.

Maybe Its Me... Or Maybe Kids Are Just Fucking Ignorant Assholes
not sure how the structure on this is gonna be... im so bent out of shape i cant even type. my mind is going a million miles an hour and i wanna fucking strangle somebody. not tap somebody out. not choke someone. im talking head against the ground, my hands around their throat and throttling them while i watch the life disappear from their eyes after a pretty slow night due to some bullshit weather, about 20 minutes before we close, like 20 college kids all show up just wilin' (that means they were acting rambunctious) so half these fucksticks didnt have legit i.d.'s and those that did were complaining that i wouldnt sell them pitchers of beer and long islands. i dont want you mental midgets slamming 5 liquor drinks in 5 minutes and then stumbling out of my place so you can get your head cracked by somebody you mouthed off to or wrap your car around a pole because youre a cool guy. so after fielding a couple of fake i.d.s and having to take a ration of shit from a bunch o

Why Do We Need Health Insurance Companies Anyhow?
In the article below (follow the link) L.A. Times writer MICHAEL HILTZIK states pretty well why we don't. http://www.latimes.com/business/la-fi-hiltzik28-2010feb28,0,1011707.column If you have any sense, you'll read it and realize that besides the Republicans -- who would rather we all pay insurers an annual amount that's more than most of our mortgage payments, until we're dead -- one of the largest impediments to decent UNIVERSAL healthcare in this country is the insurance companies themselves.

Lets Dream
I sense it in the darknessI feel the threatening stareI know that he is out thereBut I cant tell exactly whereMy senses are supposed to guide meBut they confuse me insteadTheir over alertness scares meAnd I wonder if its all in my headThe feeling of being followedThe paranoi of my fearAs I pick up the pace and start runningMy nightmare becomes clearI hear more than just my footstepsI hear him chasing after meI feel him breathing down my neckAnd I look back but there is nothing to seeSo I stop and stare in confusionI think Im going madI walk backwards in disbeliefAt the experience I …think…I just hadThen a calmness overcomes meIm surrounded by a peaceful glow All fear and terror subsidesAnd love is all I know…I suppose a dreams a dreamA nightmare is just thatLife is full of good and badAnd death is just a statDeath is for the livingWe live just to dieBut dreams are for all everywhereIf only all would try Java, July 15 2008

Life
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down

Visions
Vision of the past come through clearly. As sleep washes over me. Sleep well deserved. I haven't slept much in a week. Today I took sleep medicine to fall into darkness.Visions of the past rushing upon me in waves of water. This means change. Now do I welcome the change or do I fight it? Even fighting it won't change the fact that in the end it will still happen. I sit pondering about the change to come. I want and welcome the change yet I still fear it. What is to come will be regardless if I want it.Eagle Bear calls to me from afar. My daughter don't fear what is meant to be. Come to the other side and see what change lies ahead. I reach for him yet he doesn't take it. My daughter you must do this alone. The path before you is yours. Embrace the destiny the awaits you. Shima tells me that I must walk with her. Tatonka says come we will show you the way.The tunnel to the past will not harm you yet it will be disturbing. The tunnel to the future will become you. You are growing my chil

Changes In My Life
While i was away, i had time to think. and I yes i will be a fubar lifer i just wont go nuts like i have in the past I did met a wounderful man on hear and yes we are still together, we love each other very much. but back to what i was saying, I made changes in my life and now i am making my changes on here on fubar. yes i started out a bit open very open with my body with picture and i regreted in alots of ways because i made myself look bad and some few choice words i can't bring myself to say, well they are gone from here and my pcu i don't need pictures like that to disgrace myself i am better then that. plus i have a wounderful man that loves for who I am. I will be on fubar here and there from time to time i do miss my friends here yes i did make really great friends like jesse, tomcat, bill, to mention a few just remember there is a life out there don't get lost in the realems of the pcu. Mary

At Last
Raindrops fall softly from the midnight dark They call to me, they whisper my name These tears from the starless sky Cold as ice upon my face Gazing through a wall of water Like a mirror, my reflection shimmers The wind blows my hair across the wavering figure And I remember that I am broken, I am gone Voices snicker, eyes are watching The rain continues to fall harder than before The trees stretch out their limbs and sway in the wind Letting me know that I am at home A black crow croons sadly As my love trickles down my cheeks The wall shattered like a jilted mirror I lay frozen in grass and leaves Nature screams out, crying for me Every tearful raindrop connecting us all My tears and rain have become one At last at last I am no longer alone

May The Angels Watch Over You
A poem I wrote a while ago. It's called "May the Angels watch over you" May the angels watch over you, and always bless your heart,You will always be protected, no matter what the part!May you know peaceful sleep, as well as beautiful dreams,For I'm always with you, no matter how harsh the world may seem!May you always know that I love you, forever with all my heart,You are the one who fills me up, from you I'll never part!

Sometimes...
Sometimes to find yourself, you have to get lost; Sometimes to figure out who really cares you have to care about who doesn't; Sometimes to learn how to succeed you have to fail; Sometimes you need someone else to believe in you before you can; Sometimes you learn what's right by doing what's wrong... Sometimes you learn someone isn't who you thought they were; Sometimes the person you gave up on can surprise you; Sometimes an answer only leads to more questions; Sometimes putting yourself out there turns you into a target; Sometimes the things you love most aren't necessarily good for you... Sometimes by running away you can find home; Sometimes by crying you find your strength; Sometimes by falling you find out how far you've come; Sometimes by loving you find true agony; Sometimes by suffering you find compassion and love... Sometimes people change; Sometimes you get hurt; Sometimes your lost and confused; Sometimes you forget whats important to you; Sometimes you survive but questi

Okay Ladies, You Really Want Honesty? Be Careful What You Wish For! This Frankly Deals With Sex, So You Are Forewarned.
1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () Pretty much anywhere you want. Beds tend to be softer, though. I'm assuming you are talking about sex. 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() I always liked woman on top, since it frees up my hands for exploratory purposes. 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips

Herbalife Website
http://www.shopherbalife.com/?dsext=catrv&LocaleSelect=en_US&_requestid=81874 Check this out if you are interested and put in your basket note area "purchasing from Thomas Vaiasicca" if you buy anything so I can get my commission for this, Thank you. If you have any questions please contact the owner of the website, or send me a private message.

Look, Mommy, I Copyrighted Myself!
“The Congress shall have power … To promote the Progress of Science and useful Arts, by securing for limited Times to Authors and Inventors the exclusive Right to their respective Writings and Discoveries.” (United States Constitution, Article I, section viii, clause 8) Saturday when the kids and I were at the North Hill Bowl before I had to go to work, I wrote Sarah’s name on a sheet of paper and urged her to copy it. Her aunt Mary is likely to be the one commissioned to teach her to write since my daughter and Mary are both left-handed (so is my father-in-law Robert, but he went to school at a time when left-handedness was actively discouraged) and Martha and I are right-handed. I tried to do it myself, but it’s awkward for both of us. But she was so proud of my guiding her hand to form S-a-r-a-h she showed it later in the day to Mommy and told her what sounded like today’s title! She had written out a copy of her name, hence “co

Me Being Misunderstood
OK, this makes the second account that I have had here. The first one I believe got deleted due to a message I sent out. I am a collector of cleavage shots and have amassed quite the collection of pictures. I have collected from a lot of lovely ladies here and on other sites that I belong to. I an up front and honest with what I am askind and not Bullshitting around. I tend to think that the up front approach is the best way to go. Now I know alot of ladies have misunderstood maybe what I am asking, this I can see and understand. But to go and block me or have my account deleted, thats a bit harsh. I thank the ladies here that have replied and said yes to my message and also like to thank the ones that have said no as well. There I at least got a response. I know its a small rant but thought I would get it out there. I love boobs and I try to stay a gentleman with this and I am sorry to those that dont see it.

I Dnt Knw
the tears fall like rain,all i feel is pain,as the hurt start to stain,me deep down in my soul,where i have a hole,where the hurt takes its toll,on u,as u think luv isnt true,as u sit so sad lonely and blue,u wish luv wasnt a game,but it is all the same,u r told lies, to believe, all men do is deceive, to get in ur heart, and pull all apart,love is a lie,y do we all try,to put our hearts on the line to have them get broke,to have all the pain we feel never be spoke

I Wonder Why
~ I WONDER WHY~ I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU SAY GOOD-BYE! I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU MAKE ME CRY! I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HURT MY HEART! I DON’T UNDERSTAND THE END WHEN THERE IS BARELY A START! THERE’S AN ACHE IN ME I DON’T LIKE FEELING! I NEED YOUR WORDS FOR THE HEALING! YOU MAKE ME FEEL REALLY WRONG! I THOUGHT YOU HAD A FEELING STRONG! WHAT DID I DO BAD TO YOU? THAT YOU WOULD SAY IT’S THROUGH? BLUE AND SAD OVER THIS! BUT IT’S YOU I WILL MISS!!!

My Blog
some ppl can say very mean things or smash ppl for what ever reason is that they have no clue what ppl are like or they just seem too have nothing better too do then says very rude things too others which is not very nice too anyone or just how they like too say hurtful things me i would never say things too ppl or rudeness iam just being myself thats all you have too do dont let anyone tell you different

"autumn Breeze"
In the whirlwind of the Autumn Breeze, Soars the emotions of all lost loves, Like the falling leaves From the dying trees. Looking through the camera of time, We see pictures of love and happiness We see loves that should have been. Instead of just fantasy. In the Autumn Breeze, We shiver in the cold For without any warmth or love We will be lost in the whirlwind, Like the leaves of a dying tree. (Ken Martinez) (4/12/1990)

Team Changes And Results So Far In 2010 Sprint Cup Part 1
who benefitted: kurt busch- even though tryson was numb enough to exit, getting steve addington was one of the best moves kurt busch could've done. they are still getting the wins joey logano- being very teachable has been one of his assets. having a crew chief like zipadelli helps too. expect him to get at least a couple of wins and some top 10's. he has already been at pole this year to start a race. dale jr.- it's not real noticable, but he's been qualifying better and it seems he's getting more top 10's he might even win a race this year brad keselowski- despite carl edwars flipping him at atlanta, he has shown that he can race and will have some top 5's this year and may even win a race. juan pablo montoya- bit by bit he gets better and gets more experience

Team Changes And Results So Far In 2010 Sprint Cup Part 2
teams that have not changed much: jimmie johnson- staying consistent and having one of the best crew chiefs speaks for itself. chad knaus is so meticulous that it's doubtful that he will ever have a bad streak so jimmie just needs to keep driving the way he always does tony stewart- they haven't really changed much, but they will need to if he's going to make the chase

Is It True?
Is thier one for you and me? Current mood: strong Category: Life Is it true, could their be?Is their a soul mate out their for me?A man with honesty, loyalty, respect and dignaty too?For me to enjoy life with and conquer our goals and dreams too.To stand by me threw and threw.To open the door for me instead of shutting it in my face.Who could be if anybody, the one they say's for meIs their really one in this life he planned you or me?If this is true where could you be?Am I suposed to find you or will you find me?Pay attention who sits next to you.You never know what your future may unfold.That one person sitting next to you could him you seeTo stand by me threw and threwYour future may bring him back around.Or don't let him walk away from you if you think it's true.Love at first site can happen too.Like ring around rosey or riding a merry go round.Who should you choose is right or wrong for you?Learn from your experiences, and alw

A Poem For You!
My best friend, my lover and companion threw the journey in life.All these things you are to me through the good times and the strife.I look into to your eyes and all my dreams I see in their.My heart knows no boundaries: My soul knows no fear!God placed you by my side and their you'll always stand.Shoulder to shoulder, eye to eye and forever hand and hand.Sometimes I walk behind you, most of the time I walk beside you.To be able to watch over you when your sick or have a troubled mind.By now I think you know I have your back dagnabit, I've had it this whole time!My need for you is great....My love for you is true.My best friend, My Hero!I give my life to you!

"the Break Up"
Have you ever woke up blind?Unable to see inside,the truth that really lies in someone.Caught up because you think you're in love.But that's not what it is, now is it? In reality, you're grasping and clinging,trying to hang on to the side of the mountain without falling.Nobody wants to hit the rocks below.But sometimes that deathblow opens your mind to a calling.She's not perfect.What the fuck is wrong with you?A clear head is something you could never do.We are fallible creatures, we're all meant to lose.Evolutionary process? Probably not. Losers are pre-destined.Two options for this one, Mister Problem Solver:Think with your cock.Think with your blocked mind.Think it's about time you turned away from the sky.Put your boots back on the groundThe clock says the march is on again.Up hill, up stream, against the wind.Whatever could stop you will probably try.Any fear you have will probably dieonce you confront it.Put it in a box and shove it under the bed.When you're stuck inside your he

"afterthought"
I’m in this to winThe knife you aimed at my back is impaling my progressDead last, baby!What are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got all that time.Take this last kiss to your graveWhenever that may beRemember me, remember meThe ending assures I’ll think of you foreverWhat are your regrets?I’d list mine, but fuck if I’ve got that kind of time.With heartfelt professionalismI end this affair.Should I apologize or know you’ll be alright?Does it even matter if I care?What are your regrets? I don’t have any fucking time.

Is It Real??
You tell me that you love me, but how do I know for sure,is there any way known that can show your love is pure?Is it a matter of faith that I must just assume to be truemust I go through life hoping that I am still loved by you?I always do my best to show you how much I truly careit is my every thought to make you happy and be therein hopes that you will never have a doubt about my love.I always want you to think of me as a gift from up above.I see all the things that you do for me and do appreciate,I worry so much that I will miss a sign until it is too late.We all have heard of the man who has sex just beforethen he leaves his house to go out and find some whore.There are women that will kiss their husband and thenthey will head off to have sex with some strange men.So I am left to wonder if there is a sure way to ever know that your partner will be faithful and still loves you so?

The Bullshit Gets Deeper
so because i have a facebook and some of the people i have on there are friends of my wife i am trying to turn them against her. my subvertive tactics of accepting farmville gifts is underhand and turning her friends against her. fucking woman has lost the plot entirely.

Preparing For Resurrection Sunday
December 12, 1987 I’ll tell you, today was not one of the more exciting days of my life. My second day of being sixteen, and I had to spend it at home. I wanted to go to the dance so badly, but my father told me to stay home and watch things while he and Mother went out to celebrate their anniversary. I don’t see what the point is in my remaining home; I’d just have to lock the house up for three hours. Oh, wait a minute, I’d have to … funny, I can’t think of what I was about to say. I think that sitting here now is so unfair. But I suppose parents have to seem unfair to us sometimes … it keeps us on our guard. April 3, 2010 At least I think this was the journal entry Martha referred to Wednesday evening when she, Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey were making their attempts at cleaning more of our house while I was at work. I’ve got this big folder out that I’m planning to use as research for a book, and this contains sc

Easter!!!!
Easter Blessings As we celebrate this Easter morn, praise and thank the day He was born. Understand why He hung on a tree He paid for our sins at Calvary. They mocked Him and scorned Him, accepted all lies They crucified Him and a thief on each side. He looked up above, cried can't take anymore take this cup from me, let it pass, please, my Lord. Joseph from Arimathae, wrapped His body in a linen cloth laid Him in a sepulchre while His followers watched. They buried Him in a tomb let the Sabbath pass returned with prepared ointments they had stored in a glass. When they discovered the stone had rolled away, they remembered His words, He would rise the third day. He was born to be our Savior He died for you and me He paid the price for us He died so we could be free.

Questions That Haunt Me!
QUESTIONS THAT HAUNT ME!Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to 'put your two cents in'... but it's only a 'penny for your thoughts'? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?

Un - Break My Heart By Toni Braxton Someone On My Other Site Added This And I Liked It,
copy`d from what i added there, my`n was from dif, things then shows on this video. someone else added this on here, and i went back to find it and could not, so i got it off you-tube, I had said on it, that I have felt this way for more years then i can count, even in secret while still with husband, not really i think he knew it for years to, and now it`s been there for so long that i think it`s sealed in there like concrete.

To Every Man N Woman Who Need A Reminder.......(i Did Too):)
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was

Reba Says It Best!!
Verse: 1 Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin' down. And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. Bridge: 1 What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here... Chorus: If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you If you don't get drunk on my kiss If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done Let's not drag this on Consider me gone Verse 2: With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide. So when you leave with me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye. Bridge 2: How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me... Chorus: If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you If you don't get drunk on my kiss If you th

Work
So here I am choseing to not go to school today because I want to get out there and find me a new job. Nothing wrong with the one I have except the lack of management skills. Me and a few others were taken off the schedule and the managers response was that were going to play it by ear this week because he needs to move stuff around schedule wise. How much bull is that, I mean seriously dont schedule me to come in then when I come in take me off that day tell me to go home. So I go home then 3 hrs later he calls asking me if I can come in. Hell no you sent me home dont call me up to work when I should of worked in the first place. So needless to say I need to find me a job with more compitent managers, the only reason I came back to my old job is because I needed something quick and they are supposed to start my management training back up from before, but I am not impressed with how things are going. I guess we will just have to play it by ear and see what happens.

Judas/fake Friends
Is it really so hard for people to be straight forward? Are we so pussified to each others feelings that we dance around the skirt of truth? My opinion is yes.. However when I say "We" I mean those who would just rather not deal with you for who you are. If you can not be accepted for the person you are, and yet those around you who claim the title "friend" aren't around when you need em, try to make plans weeks in advance only to be given the round around for weeks at a time, you get fed up. When you call these supposed friends out, they wanna say that isn't how it is to the situation. whatever, grow the fuck up, I can handle the truth. If you want nothing to do with me so be it, but don't hand me excuse after excuse that something else came up..Fuck you, I'm blonde...I'm NOT FUCKING STUPID!!! Then there are the friends you don't personally know...only what you know of them from what you get off the net. Speaking of here and any other social networking site that random people can j

Get Over It Already!
Taken from my Facebook notes, directed towards some whineass posting their conservative bs. Is there some sort of requirement that our President be a Christian?? OMG this whole thing just pisses me off, all you people who are so high on your conservative horses, that you have to throw a hissy fit if the president chooses not to have a white house sponsored prayer. The service was cancelled, not the whole DAY. For the love of Pete, pray on your own! Throw your damned National Day of Prayer for yourself, that's the way it should be. Just because it was "cancelled" doesn't mean you can't pray on your own. UGH. If he held a National Day of Prayer at the White House, he would have to hold some sort of thing for every single practice and religion around, and he can not possilbly do that. >:( Grow the fuck up people and stop your whining. This is a country of FREEDOM, FOR ALL. Or did I miss a memo somewhere?? I thought we were allowed to be free to pray or not pray, to who

Anticipation Of Penetration
everytime i see you my river rages everytime i see you my clit swells thinking of you makes me eager eager to touch you eager to kiss you eager to feel you anticupation of penetration dwell deep into my cavern feel the moisture of my walls feel the heat of my core touch my river banks with your branch anricipation of penetration your lips....soft your caress...tender your necture...sweet you give me what all others failed to give i did not communicate to you what was needed what was desired you sensed what was desired from you what was needed anticipation of penetration have i found what my body has been craving? what my body desperately desires? are you real or will you turn into another..."beautiful nightmare"? anticipation of penetration i find myself thinking of you constantly the thought of you makes me smile the thought of you makes me shiver the thought of you makes me....flow anticipation of penetration your essence your ki

Tender Hearts
Shitty thing about having a wall up for so long is that when you let someone in even the slightest bit the smallest amount of confusion and misunderstanding on anyones part can tears you heart to shreads. I thought I was being so careful and didn't even think I felt much for some one. New I liked them new I wanted to get to know them more and had an inkling that I wouldn't mind if they were around for a while. It wasnt until somthing stupid and meaningless happened that I like the jealous ass that I have always been couldn't seperate reality from the damn computer and had a fit. I don't know if I have lost this person or not all I know is I think I'm holding on by the thinest of threads and it hurts more than I thought it would. I'm sorry for being the idiot and I wish I could restart the day.

Follow Me
Take my hand and follow meto that place I long to be.Take my hand and trust my way,in that place forever stay.Follow me toward the sand;we'll run and play, hand in hand.Take my heart and hold it true;forever I'll stay close to you.Seize my words and listen well,then forever I will tell.Release your heart and feelings too,just as I will do for you.Trust your heart and follow me,to that place we long to be.

Just Is
i have shed a thousand tearsand yet the pain, it will not stopfor my life, i scream your nameand to my knees i dropyou will never knowjust how much i have criedyou will never know the lossuntil your heart has triedi bang my fist against the glassthis image i cannot baredeep down withing my soula pain i cannot sharelet me lay upon the rocksgiving up my lifes bloodfor when they find me i will beface down within the mud................... Outlaw Angel

Being Lonely
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....

Heather In Her Mom
Heather invited her mother over for dinner. During the meal, her mother couldn't help noticing how beautiful Heather's roommate was.She had long been suspicious of Heather's sexuality and this only made her more curious.Over the course of the evening, while watching the two women interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Heather and the roommate than met the eye.Reading her mom's thoughts, Heather volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you, Suzy and I are just roommates."About a week later, Suzy came to Heather and said, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?"Heather said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure."So she sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying you 'did' take a gravy ladle from my house, and I'm not saying you 'did not' take a gravy ladle. But the fact remains that one has been missing ever since you were

It's A Zen Thing
“My parents wanted me to be baptized so that I had the assurance of God’s blessings and eternal life if anything should happen to me. They also wanted me to be raised in the Christian Church Family and to learn the teachings of the Christian faith. I believe in the Holy Spirit and I know there is always someone watching over me. I believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross for us, to cleanse us of our sins. My faith means that I can mess up but God will forgive me, and that we should all try to do what’s right.” In some ways, we have a long way to go concerning our faith. For we do have to ask for forgiveness, God won’t “just do it” (sorry, Nike) if we’re not seeking to be forgiven or have our fellowship with God restored … at least, as much as it can be this side of heaven. While it’s noble and even honorable to want our children “baptized … and raised … and to learn the teachings …&rdqu

What I Believe
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned I believe the grass is more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness I be

Blue/pink
all boys like blueall girls like pinkthey never asked as a manwhat i thinkyeah i love the bluestimes wear blue jeansmy big car blueseats plush as minki think of utruly i'm bluecant get next to ublush too muchthoughts of kinkif u ask metake u outunder blue skiestil darkwe get home alonekissesbodies fallin synchthen as a manyou and everybodyin the worldcan ask me my favorite color...i'll say its pink.

What's Behind That Smile...
What’s behind that smile No one really knows They see laughter but not the tears I would go that extra mile Just to prove my Love even with fears What’s behind that smile No one really knows My eyes dripping with tears see my mascara as it smears Listening to music as I’m driving home Wishing there was someone to call my own What’s behind that smile No one really knows I don’t know why I get like this at times I guess it’s the feeling of emptiness and being alone What’s behind that smile No one really knows I'm not the only one feeling this way Don’t want my boys to see me cry so I wipe my tears away I feel like running and never looking back But I know that’s impossible as I see my son play

Well Do You!!!
Do you ever feel like you're experiencing a powerful and terrifying shift in your fundamental consciousness? Do you ever have thoughts that horrify you? Oh, dear God, was that me who just thought that evil thought? Do you ever open your eyes in the morning and wonder if you're the same person who went to sleep the night before? Do you ever think, "Aw, screw it. Why do I even try? What's the point? Everything always goes to hell anyway." Do you ever wonder if the guy bringing you your soup hates your guts because he has to wait on you and pretend to be pleasant all the while knowing in his heart that he's a better man than you and his current servile status is final proof of an unjust universe? Do you ever think, "People are only nice to me because they want something?" Do you ever think, "I'm only being nice to this person because I want something?" Well, the reason I bring all this up is to reassure you that I don't. Just thought you'd like to know... although I can't help but

Lips To Lips
Kiss me goodnight before your eyes drift off to a place that I cant see. I shall not be in your dreams but here to wake you with my lips on your tummy. Good morning my love, how was your rest? Your beauty is over welming to my heart. Your soul is pure when we are such an outkast. Your touch is so gentle when you could be rough. Your hair smells like a garden of flowers and your skin is the rose that I hold so dear. I want to show you off to the world, be proud my love. They dont make people like us. Not afraid, Not worried, Not scared to be just...alive. ...With the rainbow and God by our side, never letting go of what makes sense..I pray that you will see that we are ment to be, maybe one day you will come true and no longer my angel in the waiting. ~wasnt wrote for anyone in my life..just felt like laying words down

A Fubar Virgin...
Raw, emotionaly exposed to an existance i dont understand. I wonder when i realized i was alive? I hate myself at times. I hate myself for not chasing the fear, passion, desire, love, hate. All of that would only explain who i am and do i really want to take that chance? Reality is a good way to smack you in the face once in awhile. Regardless of how much i run i still have to face it time to time. I have been told that life is a journey to self discovery. To under cover the truths within, the who, the whats, the hows, the whens, the whys of life. But that only makes me cower in fear. Its truly scary to find out the person you are supposed to be when you are leading yourself with a blindfold over your eyes. To remove that and find out who i am, what i am, why i am destroys my heart. My thoughts.My ability to live another day. I become overwhelmed that i distance myself, two steps forward five steps back. The fear the knowing. How does one battle fear? Fear of ones ownself

Encounter In The Elevator
I have been observing her for weeks since she started at my job and we always exchange these looks but I have not been able to even speak to her. Every morning I would see her on the elevator and I would inhale her sweet perfume and I would instantly get hard. It was torture to start the day off that way. I always tried to talk to her but I could not even muster one word when I was in front of her, but I kept trying. One morning, the elevator seemed to be filled to capacity and she still managed to get on right next to me. She was right there, right in front of me and again I smelled her sweet perfume and I felt my cock come alive. I think she noticed because she pressed her back to my front side quite firmly. She started to slowly wiggle and rub her ass on my cock that was getting harder and harder by the minute. My eyes wandered to the many people in the elevator and they didn’t seem to notice. The elevator stopped on our floor and when she didn't walk out , I was so surprised

Spin The Bottle!
"OK, this is how it works: I spin the bottle first, and then whoever it lands on has to pick truth or dare. Then the last person to spin the bottle asks them a question or gives them a dare, and then they spin the bottle for the next person. Got it?"This was Bridgette talking. She was the youngest of the Waltz sisters, onlyseventeen."Clearly, everyone knows how to play truth-or-dare, Bridgette. We aren't all still in high school," chided Holly, the eldest sister, with a snide smile.We all looked at each other nervously. Jason and I were freshman at the local community college, and had known the sisters since childhood. From an awkward start in middle school and high school, they had grown into three of the blondest, leggiest pieces of ass anyone had ever seen. They looked so much alike we used to joke they were the Fembots. Jason and I used to tease them about their braces, and because they always had crushes on one of us. Now, Holly was in my senior seminar class at the state college,

A Lost Love Found
In the ancient land of Targe lived a woman born and raised. She was born of a normal family in her race, known to the mortals as creatures of the night, blood sucking demons known as vampires. The kingdom of Targe was a stronghold for vampire covens. The walled city protected them from the humankind that wanted them dead. She grew up like the other kid's of her youth, learning how to control their bloodlust and rage. Leaning how to use their incredible agility and strength properly during fights and everyday life. She grew up with a young boy who became her friend. Much time passed and the two got closer, finding themselves sneaking off together to train, talk and just spend time together.As they got older, the boy who was now a young man, by his race’s years was forced into the Armies of Targe, being sent away to a farther land to fight against the lycans invading an allied land, the couple parted ways, knowing they may never see each other again. Decades passed, which in some v

Born A Pure Breed
I was born a pure breed, and I have lived my life for centuries with my parents, ruling over a thriving kingdom. We had no war, no crimes, everything always seemed to run smooth without any faults. My father, who was the lord of our country, treated all his followers with respect, with his leadership we continued to grow prosperous. The civilian population continually growing larger and larger every day.One fateful night we received a letter from a neighboring country, talking about innocent men, women and children, being found mauled with hideous teeth mark, lodged in their flesh. Body parts being ripped off and thrown all over parts of other cities. Corpses found littering the surrounding woods and streams. We received letters like this for weeks, pleading for our help. My father gathered his best warriors and headed to try and liberate and free this neighboring country from the beasts that were on the prowl. We received reports weekly about the battle and these dog like men, who wer

Jesse James Cries
Is Jesse James for real? I mean, what’s up dude? There is no crying for being an adulterer. But apparently, Jesse thinks it‘s Ok to cry in public. Jesse, my man, you are not “the most hated man in the world.” The only people that don’t like you are Sandra’s friends and can you blame them? They tried to tell her you were hot her type. Suck it up dude and be man about the whole sordid affair. Go out and have another fling to get your mind right. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/21/jesse-james-threw-away-pretty-amazing-life-marriage/ BlastFM is loves its affairs with its listeners. It’s a 24/7 affair of great musical sounds. Have an affair with BlastFM www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

12 Step Program Of Recovery For Web Addicts
12 Step Program Of Recovery For Web Addicts 1) I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read my PAPER newspaper like I used to, before the Web. 2) I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one hand typing. 3) I will get dressed before noon. 4) I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, and plan dinner before even thinking of the Web. 5) I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few friends and family that are Web-deprived. 6) I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via the Web. 7) I will read a book... if I still remember how. 8) I will listen to those around me about their needs and stop telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on the Web. 9) I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check for email. 10) I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if it is necessary or not. 11) I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget to balance my checkbook because I was too bus

Legal Vs. Illegal Murder (an Argument For The Death Penalty) (essay Part 3)
As part of my research for this paper, I conducted a public opinion poll regarding capital punishment. The overall question was “Do you support capital punishment, or are you against it, and why?” The reasoning behind the poll was that I wanted to get the opinions of a random sampling of Americans from all walks of life. I used a social networking site that guarantees me all of 4 constants amongst all the respondents: They all have internet access, they all have a fubar account, they all are over 18, and they all happened to come across and comment on the poll. Other than that, these people are from all walks of life. There are law enforcement officers and convicts; doctors and welfare recipients; grandparents and single mothers; teachers and students; democrats and republicans. Male, female, religious, atheistic, liberal and conservative, they responded. They voted to give me their overall opinion, with the results at the end totaling 839 votes, with 73.5% (

Hmmmm!
Your eyes finding me,calling out to me......Felling my temperature rise from deep with inA hunger in my soul....wanting to devour you,to taste you from head to toe...your kiss, your sighs, your touch,pleading for more....Fingers tracing the outline of your body..every line, curve and spot...Making each other incredibly hot...My hand upon your faceLips barely touching...You bite my lip and smile,holding me in a playful way...our hands guiding the other to the deepest pleasure..nothing is taboo when I am with you...Hands upon your hips,pulling you unto me...feed my hunger, satisfy my soul...eyes fixed on each other,locked together in a moment of passionate love...hands finding their mark..bodies working together...if only this moment could last forever...

Goodbye
Goodbye Now I’m watching over you,because I cut it way too deep,don’t worry I’m still watching you,I watch when your asleep,I know you miss me so much,and you loved me with all your heart,but I’m in a better place now,and you cant tear it apart,you don’t have to worry now,I’m with some of our relatives,just don’t do what I did,and you shall live,I’m always around you,and always on the inside,I’m the whisper in the wind,Your shadow,in your dreams,in your prayers, so turn off the lights close yours eyesanywhere you seek me,just have the time of your life,and don’t cut it too short,take in every second, minute, hour,because you’ll never know when you’llend up where I am So goodbye my friendsgoodbye my lover goodbye forever goodbye see you in the next world GOODBYE

Falling
falling deep,into a sea of tears maybe its time to give into the fear just let go, finally be free to get rid of the pain that burns in me dont be sad when you find me there i have to let go of this life not fair no more strength left in my soul the shadows have come and taken there toll Outlaw Angel

Foolishly Into You
I've loved you in the dark when no body was there, I dreamed of me with you, together flying everywhere… I found solace in the warmth and the love for you I bear, I lived with the hope you’d love me and show me that you care… With every time you’ve hurt me, I knew my love is true, I was full of pain and bitterness, but still I couldn’t let go… I’ve felt my heart breaking into pieces, and still awaited you to mend it, I’ve seen my happiness consistently vanishing, but my faith in you never ended… You played hard to get and I was merrily fooled into the game, Then the game was over, you were gone, but my love was still the same… Those little things we do or the sweet words people may say… Like I miss you baby or my passion for you sweeps me away, Triggers pain in my heart & leaves me wondering all day, Why after all this hurt and misery, I still feel for you this way…

Dinner Hehe
I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs. my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly

A Heart's Desire...
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach.

More Shit From The Seriously Delusional Cunt
fubar ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: kerryreceived: 06/5/2010 06:37 pmreplied: no block this memberyou do not know how to keep a real friend do you?i dont twist fuck all around, you do kerry.=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 18:36:30'..>> Oh cut the naieve bullshit..I called our game debby..you thrive on drama and as for John? I would never ever speak with him anyways so frankly IDGAF what a pathological liar thinks.> I asked the guy a question...as usual YOUare twisting shit> === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 18:34:39'..> >> > kerry post what you want, you always do.> > i am sorry if i came to you to be a friend and discuss things, if that is what you want me to say.> > you stuff it up everytime with me and i dont know why.> > you went to that friend of mine, and you made me out to be this.. i do not know what.. > > you actually thought i made other accounts?> > and dont threaten me .. ever.> > after

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 4
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: wowreceived: 05/29/2010 12:25 amreplied: 05/29/2010 12:29 pm block this memberjust to let you know what actually made up my mind, when i asked him 2 days ago about the drink sent by you, he said he had you blocked, blah blah and that, he would have seen it.so i said.. how would you have seen it if you were sleeping?and he said.because every night, he goes through all his gifts and deletes the ones he does not want to be shown up.now kerry.. helloooo, that means he has been flirting with other girls, they send him heavy gifts back and he deletes them so that I do not see.I, dont even know how to delete a gift, but, apparently he is a star at deleting his=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-29 00:14:26'..>> yes he can..that is what i was wondering..he must have logged back in...and seen it and change dhis stat..I am betting he dont logg in for a while> > I just l

Abby Wants To Try It Again
Abby Sunderland, the 16 year-old girl who wants to sail around the world, was plucked from the ocean when her boat became damaged. I love what she said when people asked her if she was scared. She said, "When stuff is going on out there you can't really get too scared about it -- I mean it doesn't really do any good." What a courageous young woman. She is more mature then most of the people I know. Should she be allowed to try it again? You bet your life on it. But there will be those will say she’s a kid and should not be allowed to do it because of the risk. That’s bunk. Life is a risk. You go for it girl!http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/06/12/rescued-teen-sailor-wants-second-attempt-solo-record/BlastFM streams music 24/7 for your listening pleasure. BlastFM is more then a radio station. It’s a musical experience. Try it, you will like it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

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let me explain something, i dont post nudes because im sex deprived, i dont post them so you can get off, and i dont post them because i like being told things like your sexy, ect, i have post them because im 36, two kids and five miscarriages, it makes ME feel better about myself, im tired of closed minded ppl ask me why do i post them if im not available, and the answer is, because i fucking can...im not twisting your arm to look at a married womans pictures, its your choice, if ppl think its wrong of me to do that, they can go fuck there self. The only person who has the right to say, remove those pics is my soldier and he loves them, and has nothing to worry about, he knows im his and that its him i lay beside every night, they are pictures...pictures...some ppl need to get a damn clue, and the funny thing is, these things come from guys...i mean come on, just be happy your getting to view them

Your Making Me Think...alot!!
There might have been a timeI would give myself away(Ooh) Once upon a timeI didn’t give a damnBut now here we areSo whataya want from meWhataya want from me’Just don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, it’s plain to seethat baby you’re beautifulAnd it’s nothing wrong with youIt’s me – I’m a freakBut thanks for lovin’ meCause you’re doing it perfectlyThere might have been a timeWhen I would let you step awayI wouldn’t even try but I thinkyou could save my lifeJust don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meJust don’t give up on meI won’t let you downNo, I won’t let yo

Destruction
To live the life of me..is just a bloody sea....The pain ..The hurt..The bleed..is only the start of my seed....I'll take you down my path...to only feel my wrath...An if you think your strong..you'll findout that your wrong... I'm the darkness that rips desire...that sets life on fire.......by J.E.Bischoff

A Whisper
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. You move in a bit closer And dance just right I long to hold you Long into the night. My heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust My muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Our heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric

Mistress Anne
Every passer-by could tell that the woman was nervous enough to jump out of her skin. The tension in her body, the rigidness of her posture, the way her eyes darted to each tall form that came into her line of sight, the flush on her face, the wringing of her hands--all spoke of nerves stretched taut. Every woman knew that she was waiting for the man who would change her life; every man wished that, somewhere, a woman were waiting for him with that same breathless anticipation. She drew in a deep breath and took a sip of water to try to still the inner tremors. She closed her eyes in a futile attempt to will herself calm. She silently scolded herself, Stop it this instant, you silly bitch! She took herself into a quiet little room in her mind and the noise of the bar receded. While her eyes were closed, a tall man stepped up quietly behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. "At last, Anne," he said, in that low voice that she knew so well from countless skype conversations

Lost Angel
Lost angel on this earth, She is not sure where she belongs. She wears cuffs on her ankles and wrist. She believes in her heart, That one day she will find where she belongs. For now, she is a lost angel, She wears a fake smile, to hide the pain that she carries in her heart. She doesn't want anyone to know the pain, So she smiles and laughs. She touched love a few times. But it was never ment to be. Maybe one day, love will find her again. She has the need to be claimed, That would be her greatest victory, Some where is the one that is ment to own her. Until then she is a lost angel. She hears everyone tell her, wait longer lost angel. It will come, the one that will own you. Will find you. These cuffs she wears belongs to the one that will own her forever. Everyone wants her in their life to make it brighter and happier. To touch her is a gift and to own her is a pleasure. To own her heart is the greatest gift, you could ever have. To own her body, mind and soul is

It's Not The Iphone's Fault
The Apple iPhone 4 is coming under attack by a bunch of whiners. The main complaint is the dropping of the signal when it is held in a certain way. The fingers apparently cover the antenna which is located at the bottom of the phone. Guess why the antenna is at the bottom? If you said government interference you are right. Bureaucratic meddling has force mobile phone companies to design their phones with the antenna on the bottom. Now there a group of whacko’s who what to sue Apple. What they should do is sue their government for requiring this stupid design. The rest of the story http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/06/28/inside-iphones-weird-antenna-design/ BlastFM is designed to give you the best music the world has to offer. Listen to the greatest music artists in world @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Time
Songs said something about time? I don't get that much time to come to this site. I have things I have to read here very soon. Seems there are an awful lot of people that are paranoid and yet refuse to admit it whereas they are very quick to throw it around. They should examine their ownsleves and also know the definition of paranoia. Gary, you start. You were the first to say it, after you knew about a surgery that never took place after a Cardiac Cath. This Aorta of mine is not behaving like it once did. After the last Cardiac Cath where I was asleep for two hours I could no longer feel it pulsing against my inner abdominal wall. Now when I probe with my finger it is much weaker and lower. No to any Stint. Glory to God N

Heheheh Pot? No, Never!!
Twas the night before a party, when all through the town, no pigs were stirring, no cops were around. We drank Seagram's, and smoked Panama Reds, while visions of the munchies danced through our heads. But all of a sudden, came a knock at the door. We all yelled, "Pigs!" and hit the floor. But what to our red-glazed eyes should appear? A fucking pound of Colombian, with two kegs of beer! The man at the door flashed us a smile, so we said, "Come on in, man, you should party a while." But we heard him exclaim, as he flew through the sky, "Marijuana to all, and to all a great high!

Lalala
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.

My Voice On 4th Of July
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this country..how it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country". There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. Whatever...my point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.

Message?
De da de dada…. Old music that most have forgotten, or never heard… Bright lights, big city, old rock, the kind with an electric organ prominent in it. “ I gotta tell you woman you won’t believe the things I said…” and then moving on to a twang roll of guitar that feeds into the dark feel of the organ perfect counter point to the heart pouring of a view of a place in new Orleans, but this one most have heard at ast once, well those over thirty anyway. An intro to music that soma say will never be the same. Who knows? Perhaps if the reincarnation theory is true, it will come back around. Around and around and around another song by a grouo that are the definition of what a real man is supposed to be… funny how such thoughts are what show up around them, but never seem to be claimed by any… it is like that to be a real man one has to be brilliant but not that I am the smartest thing on two legs attitude. Although attitude is quite

Nsfw Pics
I just don't get it. why do ppl down load random porn on here? don't get me wrong -I LOVE PORN , but I don't want to see random stuff. I want to see the lady that posts it. i want to see her bent over and spreading her legs. I want to see her with a finger dipping inside. And I don't want close ups. I want to see the whole package. The best looking part on a woman is her face. I want to look you in the eyes and picture you sucking my dick. I want to see the smile on your face as I go down on you. If I wanted random porn -I wouldn't get it here -I'd down load whole movies -elsewhere -and for free. Sorry ladies -but it's you and your curves I'm looking for -not some skinny bitch that I'll never get a chance to meet. Not a high priced whore that wouldn't want a 3 hour back rub. not A star whose cunt you drive a minivan down. I want you.

Wine Vending Machines Are Here
Years ago I move to Phoenix, AZ and I was surprised to see liquor drive through windows. Now this is a new way to buy wine in Harrisburg, PA. Out in from of test grocery stores stands a vending machine where you can buy wine. Convenient if you are shopping for food or just driving by you can stop without going inside. I’m not a drinker anymore but I would think wine drinkers will love it. For more http://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/07/08/pa-stores-unveil-wine-vending-machines/ BlastFM your internet radio station for great music. Drop in for the time of your life @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcaster

The Emmy's Nominate An Extortionist
Hollywood is synonymous with movies, TV, stars and all the trappings that go with it. It’s a world of dreams, fantasies and entertainment. Over 30 or more years, Hollywood has become a cesspool of one scandal after another. We all know which ones take entertainment headlines now but this one is really hard to figure out. Robert “Joe” Halderman is up for an Emmy. You remember him don’t you? He’s the guy that tried to extort money from David, lets have sex with the employees, Letterman. Joe is in jail till November. I don’t know if it’s just me but something smells fishy in Hollywood. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/15/david-lettermans-extorter-gets-emmy-nomination/ BlastFM where music is fresh and rockin’. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm is your 24/7 connection.

Transylvanian Recollection
I feel nothing but yet theres somethingnow I sit here about to make a wishyour blood on a dishembrace the life to my lipsan opportunity I can't missa transylvanian recollection comes to mindI see for I am no longer blinddeep into the darkness I walk only to see the lightthis place isn't so dark just only bright

Half Of
What do you think of a girl friend with who I fight against half of the time? Does not have any problem taking a separate vacation and as a mother I would want her to have her perspective correct. She does not need a boy friend who has a mind but a puppet she can manipulate in any way she chooses. Email Deb. Glory to God N

"porn For Women"
What would you think if you saw a book with the title “Porn for Women? I know what guy would think? I’m getting some from my date. No so fast dude. The book cover sports a picture of a man vacuuming the living room. What’s up with that you say? According to the author it’s the new foreplay to get a woman in bed. A man house cleaning really turns on a woman man. Dawn your crotch less pants and start cleaning. For more clean fun read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,597407,00.html BlastFM is great clean stereo listening of the best music ever. Click the link for an experience you will want more and more www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Survey Says What Men Eat
AskMen.com released a survey on the dieting habits of us guys. As the article points out, the Atkins diet is no where to be found in our thoughts. You know Atkins. That’s the guy who said don’t eat carbs. I must be an iconoclast because I’ve never stopped eating carbs. Check out what us guys said about are diet http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,597502,00.html BlastFM is a steady diet of the best that music has to offer. Enjoy the music www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Miss You! For My Dad's!
Father how I miss youevery waking dayI curse the one who made youdie and go away.I miss your warm handsand I miss the talks we hadI miss the times when words were of no needand hope my love you'll always see.I wish I'd had some time to sayhow I loved you sobut I never got the chancebecause it was your time to go.I want the memories backnew and happy stillyet I know I never willif you knew how much I caredI might not feel so sad and scared.My Father how I miss you soMy Father I need you!I hope you knew about my lovebecause its strength is always trueToday, Jesus, as You are listeningin your home above;Would you go and find my dadand give him all my love. Just Really missing my Dad an My Step Dad Been three year

Sun Tanning Myths
Being an old beach bum myself, I can sympathize with you that like to sun tan. Over the past few years there has been contradicting information about the effects of the sun on the skin. Most notably skin cancer. I will admit that has not deterred me from tanning. I just love the sun, sea and surf. If you have some concerns here are a few of the myths surrounding sun tanning http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/health/2010/05/27/suntan-myths/#slide=1 BlastFM is skin friendly. No need to worry about over exposure to BlastFM. Tune us in for a hot time no matter where you are www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Was The Bigger Man And She Thought I Was A Pussy.
I went on a date with this chick last week. we ended up at a local dive bar that is used in the true blood series on hbo. it's a pretty relaxed and chill place and the drinks are fairly priced. at one point in the evening some douce bumped into me and then demanded i apologize. now, those that now me when this type of thing happens sit back and watch as i engage in a bar fight through witch i laugh my ass off and get the crazy eyes going. but tonite i decided to be the bigger person and i apologized and bought him and his friends a round of beer and let it go. when i dropped off the young woman, she said thank you i had fun and walked away. a few days later she sent me a text telling me to loose her number and that she needs a real man that is able to defend her and himself in times like the other night. all i could do was laugh, and ask what do women really want in a man?

You Know Youre A Military Wife When..
YOU KNOW YOU’RE A MILITARY WIFE WHEN……. …you catch your hubby eating an MRE as a midnight snack! …you have 6-10 MRE’s in your pantry …You cry over an email that says nothing more than ‘hey-I love you and I miss you!’ …your favorite ‘man’ to see everyday is the MAILMAN! …every time you see your husband it feel’s like it’s the first time all over again …you call his voice mail 100 times a day while he’s deployed, just to hear his voice …you sleep with the phone in the bed …you have your own set of tools and actually know how to fix things …your toddler refers to the computer and cell phone as ‘daddy’ …you see someone, talk to them or email, you pick up right where you left off …you have the phone company forward all your calls from your house to your cell, and vice versa …you don’t feel completely moved in un

A Tribute To Military Wives
A military wife is mostly a girl. But there are times, such as when her husband is away and she is mowing the lawn or fixing a youngster's bike, that she begins to suspect she is also a boy.She usually comes in three sizes: petite, plump and pregnant. During the early years of her marriage it is often hard to determine which size is her normal one.She has babies all over the world and measures time in terms of places as other women do in years. "It was in England that the children had the chicken pox..... In Texas, hubby was promoted..."At least one of her babies was born or a transfer was accomplished while she was alone. This causes her to suspect a secret pact between her husband and the military providing for a man to be overseas or on temporary duty at times such as these.A military wife is international. She may be a Kansas farm girl, a French mademoiselle, a Japanese doll, or a German fraulein. When discussing service problems, they all speak the same language.She can be a great

Without You
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see...

Dc Comics Killed Wonder Woman
Political correctness has stretched its ugly hand into the DC Comic company. Wonder Woman, a staple of the super heroes genre, was dressed down by who ever is running the company. Instead of looking like a sexy girl next door, they have made her look like a vamp looking for her next john. I have a feeling that the hate America crowd at DC Comics wanted to make sure she didn’t profess her love of country. What ever the reason, DC Comics killed Wonder Woman. Shame on you DC Comics. Read what others say about the change http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/28/olivia-munn-blasts-like-original-wonder-woman-costume/ BlastFM is not politically correct. BlastFM is a venue for all who love music no matter who sings it. 24/7 just for you www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Another Sexy Tomboy
High IQ and strong sex drive is a dangerous combination and one man sets off both of her conditions. Then she "Mmmms" herself to sleep erotically with talented fingers that she wishes were his.Whether she is married or not I will not tell you. "I know in your eyes I am just a kid, but seasoned poet, I am all woman as well with NEEDS!" She says as she drifts off in slumber with dreams of the seasoned sailor in her bed of crimson passions. He needs a young slender and sleek, high IQ babe to save him, she needs an acclimated man to help her i.e., a man acclimatized to her generation that understands her so that she can move into his epoch "turn about is all play". Pink flamingo ink is on her toenail feet but the color of darkest purple is on her fingernails stating "though I am a young babe seasoned sailor, I can make love like an x-rated princess. She is a good girl, always helping her mother and dad, she believes in doing right just for the sake of doing right which is cal

Love And Hate!
Love and hate , most experince them every day! Some know hate better for it keeps them company! With out love the heart begins to shrink. Does Love always have to run! Does it not know the pain it causes!oes he not care! Love runs so far away! Never to be found ! Just out of reach he hides from me! Never giving me what I really need to be loved!

Wrong
My life is so boring it puts me to sleep. Anything wrong with a boring life? No different that any one elses. Ordinary, life is so calm and yet there is sometihng not quite right in all of our ordinary life. We try not look at it or simply ignore it and yet it is there. Not quite sure what it is but it is unsettling. Look in the mirror at yourself, and do you even look deep in the eye's? Who do you see? I've yet to look at myself in the mirror. I can get very close to it and yet avoid looking at myslef in the mirror. Glory to God N

Woman Dies From Butt Injections
Who hasn’t thought about cosmetic surgery? Most of us have parts of our anatomy that we would like to improve. That last I heard was boob jobs were still the favorite improvement surgery. The part of the body that is becoming more popular for enhancement is the butt. Board butts don’t get it man. Babes want a big round butt. Nothing wrong with that. I love a big round butt on a babe. But babes, don’t go to the extreme. Some babe in Los Angeles died from getting butt injections from an unlicensed practitioner. that’s ruff. Here are the details http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,598224,00.html BlastFM streams great music to keep you off your butt. Check us out 24/7 @ www.liver365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

America The Beautiful...
……….. Wal-Mart vs. The Morons 1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart Every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target +Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people, is the world's largest private employer, and most speak English. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the world. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food t

One More Day
One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day he will be just like his father, One day We will grow old and die, And one day I will ask for just one more day just one more day with the man I love,

Chaos Never Died
CHAOS NEVER DIED. Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipful monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology (like the shadows before Babylon), the original undifferentiated oneness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy, it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass & define every possible choreography, all meaningless aethers & phlogistons: its masks are crystallizations of its own facelessness, like clouds. Everything in nature is perfectly real including consciousness, there's absolutely nothing to worry about. Not only have the chains of the Law been broken, they never existed; demons never guarded the stars, the Empire never got started, Eros never grew a beard. No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, inven

Lucifer *this Is My Newest One)
I’m the poison running through your veins,Making adrenaline pump to relieve your pain.The malevolent side of this dark equation ,I'm your wrath manifested to make your actions hasten.I'm the one who holds your quivering hand still,As you point that colt 45 , I strengthen your will. A serpent’s tongue only whispering in your ear , The deeds are done and there is nothing to fearShrouded in mystery you’ll rue the day you counted on me,your aspirations and dreams down to the bottomless pitted sea.i gave an elaborate ruse to make you believe i could hold my end,so prepare to feel yourself go aflame as your soul descends.i go by many names but the rest are unimportant as of now,cling tight to your hope and faith but my cackle will be the only sound .cherish your moments before the authorities show to take you away,i will be in layer nine as they send you down for your eternal stay in my domain.

Water Running Red
as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut now it doesnt matterto the grave, her secrets keep lostprincezz

Lost And Found (where Did You Go?)
LOST AND FOUND I lost you! One day while on my way to…. I don’t remember now!? I was…I mean we were. And then you were…gone! Gone, how can you be gone? I was just talking to you. I was talking to you and then. I turned, you said something. And then you were…gone! I lost you! I did not ever want to lose you. Life without you is not real. How can you be gone? It doesn’t make sense!? Gone…you’re gone! Maybe if I held on tighter? Maybe if I had? Had done…what? How could I have stopped it? How could I prevent such a tragic… Gone…you’re gone! I went looking for you today. I did not want to accept it. I went everywhere to find you. I even stopped at the lost and found. You know the one at the library? Where you and I spent hours… I lost you! I thought I saw you and ran. Tears streaming down my eyes. Ran until I could not run anymore. I fell in the grass. D

So Small, But My Heart Is Yours
SO SMALL, BUT MY HEART IS YOURS What a miracle you where When you came into our lives So small but we loved you From the moment we saw you We actually loved you before While you were still growing And the day you were born Oh how my heart beat with joy And tears flowed down my face You were so small and so frail I remember…as I look at your empty crib We never expected to be without you You were ours and we were yours Proud Mom and Dad, yes we were I am certain people got tired of the pictures You were so beautiful to us Everything about you was amazing I can still smell you As I hold your crib blanked to my cheek We weep for you sometimes… Sometimes so hard that we drop to our knees We pray to God to comfort us And to remind our hearts We will see you again Time has passed now We still have your pictures They are in special places in our home (your home) Your brother comes home today We wrapped him in your blankets at the ho

Steven Maas 7/7/76 To 9/11/01 Rip Bro
Rest in peace Steven! ! Steven was my sweet cousin's husband. He was such a special person. The world is really missing out on a great and loving man. My cousin Charlotte who's like a sister to me was just married months when her loving husband had to go on that fateful business trip. I will never forget that day as it burns in my memory as I'm sure it does everyone's. Steven was in the World Trade Center Sept 11 when the planes hit. My cousin is like a sister to me and Steven was like my brother. It wasn't supposed to happen this way but I know it never is our choice. They were going to buy a home and start a family. I was going to be the god mother and my husband the god father. We had plans. I was gonna go visit for a few months to help them out with the baby & visit family that I don't see often. Now instead of visiting for birthday's etc.. I will be going back to help Charlotte try to finish grieving & meet her new boyfriend. It's been extra hard on her also beca

Above The Law
Governors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government forimposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States toconvene a Constitutional Convention. This will take less than thirty seconds to read. If you agree, please pass iton. This is an idea that we should address. For too long we have been too complacent about the workings of Congress. Manycitizens had no idea that members of Congress could retire with the same payafter only one term, that they specifically exempted themselves from many of thelaws they have passed (such as being exempt from any fear of prosecution forsexual harassment) while ordinary citizens must live under those laws. Thelatest is to exempt themselves from the Healthcare Reform that is beingconsidered... in all of its forms. Somehow, that doesn't seem logical. We do nothave an elite that is above the law. I truly don't care if they are Democrat,Republican, Independent or whatever. The self-serving must stop. If eac

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Everybody strugglesevery good relationshiphas its down fallsif there were no mistakesthere would be no happinessthe one that really lovesyou will be with you till the endthrough all the pain and sorrowthe one that hates youwill always hate youthere is no way to changewhat will happen or is going to happenyou might be able to changeyour looks, personality, and friendsbut in the end it want matterwhat you did or didnt doall that will really matter is all the love and carethat you gave to each and every personyou knewits not who you where its who you areits what you have done and will do

Some Advice, For The Guys Anyways...
Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite gender thinking of you? They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you. This is all true advice...WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD:-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU!WHEN SHE ACTS SHY:-SAY I LOVE YOUWHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU:- CHASE HERWHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS:- KISS HERWHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES:- HOLD HER TIGHTWHEN SHE IS SILENT:- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOUWHEN SHE IGNORES YOU:- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY:- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GOWHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST:- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFULWHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU:- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT!!WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING:-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISSWHEN SHE'S SCARED:-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOUWHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER:- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRYWHILE SHE HOLDS YO

Just.
Just. I met him on a night of light and joy. Beautiful boy. Beautiful eyes. Beautiful words. I gave him my heart, and begged him to take care with it. Trusted boy. Trusted eyes. Trusted words. He took my heart, and left me twisted and broken. Empty boy. Empty words. Empty eyes. Empty.

Twin.
Twin. You entered my life, like a star burst, Bright and beautiful but guaranteed to burn out. You lit up my night with a sun-heat tragedy That brought me to my knees. The other half of myself. Even in darkness, made for me, my own personal poetic suicide.

Why?
Why?? becuase you hurt me. no matter what i did it wasnt good enough. I was an afterthought. never first. unhappy. lonely. i tried so hard, and you didnt even notice. i let this go on to long. thats why. goodbye.

Crimson Tears Of Joy
Looking out my window as I lay in bed.. thick fog clouds my vision as I awaken to another day. Stepping from my door into the gray abyss, I venture out across the dew covered lawn. I can feel the moist droplets covering my feet and toes.. soothing.. cool. I keep going, unable to see what lies ahead, but knowing where to go, having walked this path so many times before. A few more paces, and I stop....I stand there, motionless, allowing the damp air to penetrate my clothes, moistening my skin. I listen, and hear nothing but the rustling of leaves on the trees that I know sit in the distance. I hear the wind whispering to me, and the leaves chattering among themselves. "Be patient", She whispers. I close my eyes, and open my soul so that I may hear the unspoken words that She shares. I feel the air thicken as it begins to swirl around me. The gentle caress of her breeze, circling my very being. The movement intensifies, and suddenly even the morning fog is parted a

Too Far
You pushed me today… you pushed me too far.I feel the rage running down my arms.My fingers turn into fits as the fire starts.As you yell at me the fire spreads.If you keep this up your going to be dead.You push me again this time to the floor.I feel the anger taking control.I can feel the fire spreading to my eyes.I start to get up you just push me back down.Then you start feeling your self falling to the ground.As I swing with my left then swing with my right.You will never forget the day you picked this fight…..and pushed me too far.

*mother Of The Waters*
One of the most amazing Brazilian myths is about a mermaid named Iara. Also called the *Mother of the Waters*, Iara is a beautiful young woman connected to a body of freshwater fish who would sit on a rock by the river, combing her hair or dozing under the sun. When she realizes that a man approaches, start to sing gently to lure him. Once under the spell of the Iara a man would leave anything to live with her underwater forever... (which was not necessarily a bad thing, as she was pretty and would cater for all needs of her lover for the rest of his life :-) The legend of the Iara was one of the usual explanations for the disappearance of those who ventured alone in the jungle. Iara is blamed for boating accidents, the disappearance of adults and children and water-related disasters of all sorts. The natives of Amazonia (the region around the Amazonas River in Brazil) never go near lakes or rivers at night for fear of Iara.

The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in another direction? The fear of the road less travele

Wishing On Stars (h)
If you think you've figured it out, and if you think it's how it should be tell me why children suffer and men want to die... wishing on a dream that seems far off.. hoping it will come today into the starlit night, foolish dreamers turn their gaze, waiting on a shooting star... but.. what if that star is not to come? will their dreams fade to nothing..? If you look at a man with a child in his eyes, the boy cries while the man wants to die... he gives up in the future and then he falls in love with a smile So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too.. So with a painted grin, I play the part again So everyone will see me the way that I see them.. The performance is convincing and we know every line by heart only when no one is watching can we really fall apart...

I Wanna Know!!! Song For My Baby!!
I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out.

Shopping Day?
Listening to :30 of Strings album Brand New Day lol (even though i own the cd) lol thats how bored i am :PMy mom told me this morning i could go shopping and i could spend some of my money..yesterday 11/26/10 my dad gave me $50 for my 18th birthday which was on Aug 6th :/Now i am waiting patiently to go out and explore the shopping malls :/

Ms. "look At Mah Tittays But Dont Forkin Comment!!!"
Yes! Thats right!! You know who you are, all of you do! Why in gods name (whoever you deem to call that, maybe even the tree outside that kinda looks like a giant penis with horns) would you plaster pics of your tits all over a profile site and then get upset when men comment on them?? Seriously?? Are you that arrogant to believe that you're the one woman who can get away acting like a skank and get treated like a prinecess?? Last time I checked, pimps dont treat hoes too nicely, they dont even offer health care plans, and watch out for their dental. Pimp hand WAY strong! The point is this, if you want people to get to know you for you, to enjoy your company and appreciate your personality and your higher intellect then i highly reccomend not doing so by trying to figure out how much bigger your tits are than every other woman on the site. Might be a good idea. Here's another good idea, try opening up with a picture of...umm...your face? :D there's an idea! When you poor out

Love Or Lust?
Ok so I am sitting here tonight confused beyond all belief. So about three weeks ago I started talking to this great woman. We kinda fell into a pretty good click. She was easy to get along with and always made me smile. Problems is that about four days ago she just stopped talking. Whats up with that? My thing is ... if you dont want to talk to someone anymore just say so. Tell them. That way.. in case they actually have truelly started to care.. they dont keep their hopes up for nothing.

~lessons In Life~
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's okay to get angry. You have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's okay to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying. 17. You can get th

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Tangled Up In You - Staind
"Tangled Up In You"You're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You're the light That helps me find my way You're the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I'm still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you You're the fire That warms me when i'm cold You're the hand I have to hold as I grow old You're the shore When I am lost at sea You're the only thing That I like about me And in this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you I'm still tangled up in you How long has it been Since this storyline began And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever In this world Where nothing else is true Here I am Still tangled up in you Tangled up in you I'm still tangled up in you Still tangled up in you

Porcelain Heart - Opeth
Porcelain Heart I lost all I had (that April day),I turned to my friends (nothing to say),I wrote down a name (and read it twice),I wallowed in shame.I said that I loved (eternal schemes),I cling to my past (like childish dreams)I promised to stay (and held my breath)I went far away.Icy roads beneath my feet,Lead me through wastelands of deceit,Rest your head now, don't you cry,Don't ever ask the reason whyKept inside our idle raceGhost of an idol's false embraceRest your head now, don't you cryDon't ever ask the reasons why.

If I Die Tomorrow - Motley Crue
If I Die Tomorrow I wake up to find myselfAfter all these yearsAnd where all the time has goneStill seems so unclear'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowIt brings out the worst in meWhen you're not aroundI miss the sound of your voiceThe silence seems so loud'Cause there's no one elseSince I found youI know it's been so hardYou should knowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowI spent all my lifeLooking for our innocenceI've got nothing to loseOne thing to proveI won't make the same mistakesNow I knowThat everything will be okWhen I die tomorrowIf I die tomorrowAs the minutes fade awayI can't rememberHave I said all I can say?You're my everythingYou make me feel so aliveIf I die tomorrowYou mak

Just A Thought...
"Then leave," - will this forever beThe answer you provide to meFor every difficulty I faceWithin the warmth of your embrace? So tell me, where am I to go? Whether the tide is high or low, You're tattooed upon my heart, Your face imprinted on each cardWithin my hands. A silver cord Connects us, and a mere discordWill not erase that one connection, My memories or my affection. I stood beside you for two years, Through disappointment, sorrow, tears, As both your lover and best friend, I'll be with you to bitter end. You are the star that lights my night, You are the sky when I take flight, You are my darkness and my laughter, All things between and thereafter. No matter what you do or say, I love you and I'm here to stay.

Internet Dating?:
Personalty i think this is a great forum to meet people. Really, Its all about your personalty, If it sucks, it shows. if your funny, respectful, kind that will show also. True, there is something is be said about physical attraction, but unless your "Orca the Whale" or A "man Ape" or a shallow as a dinner plate. If you meet someone, that you have a real connection with it shouldn't get in the way.

The New Year
It is a new year and people everywhere are making there resolutions. Well, I have like other ecided to NOT make them year. Altough I have thought of a differnt way to look at them, one that to me seems more happy. It is known within the first week 90% of resolutions are broken, and then most feel bad the rest of the year thinking i have already messed up my year and it's not going to be a good one. So, I resolve to NOT resolve, rather I will take each day as it is given. One to have look upon and know that I am doing the best I can for all I can. It may not include everyone, because you can't please everyone all the time. You can only please some of the people most of the time. So for the new year, 1. G-d comes first ... always, then my family, then life (which means - both off and on net time, and friends, and work). 2. If I piss you off, meh get over it and move on, being pissed off at me for something I may or may not have said. okey, you really need to get out more

Hit Squad-t-ride 1991
Awesome Band that Came Out In 1991-They actually in my Opinion Got ripped off cause of the Grunge had came in those days..dont get me wrong Grunge was awesome...and anytime theres Change-Somebody Gonna get cut...It was a Band That When You heard You either was gonna Like or Dislike...But it took them 7 years to Write this Album and Record it,Which Probally had alot to do with they was late..But sometimes thats the Price to Pay When You Seek so Hard for Perfection...I Am gonna Add the Lyrics and it will be more fun to listen to-You may think Wow Thats a way of Putting Something or that didnt sound like that....lol...But anyways Hope You Enjoy-I am Blessed to get this-Cause it is so Hard to Find it anymore..Thanks Youtube.. You call me up in the midnight To get them when they're asleep You want to know that there're shaking And hear the sound of their shriek I know somebody told you After I'm done I'll be gone I ain't a genie in a lamp You rub me wrong and I'l

My Touch
I await you're touch although I know it shall not come, but I dream of it I seek it all the same, No other can touch me the way you do, the way you did and my heart and soul is lost and still within your very control.... You are still here with me although you lie beneath the earth so cold and I wonder will I still be loving you once I am gray and old? Life for us was not suppose to end this way, but kids and the American dream should have been out fate..but I cannot question God and the soul he takes. You're scent is still within my bed as your shirt I still wear and I am consumed by the very though of you and my heart, soul and body explodes with rapture divine and oh how I wish you were still here with me and mine

Why Is It People See Fit To Deceive And Hurt?
So just recently I was cheated on for a 8th time. Her excuse was just like all the others, I can't be with a soldier and college student. I feel it's shallow and somewhat selfish for one to expect anyone to give up what makes them happy because one partner feels that all free time should revolve around them. All I want is someone who can accept me for who I am and what I do. It shouldn't be this hard to find one decent female, should it? It seems that we now live in a society where people almost have come to expect to be used and cheated on, or hurt in another way. I for one, refuse to settle into a relationship with the knowledge that I'm more than likely going to be used and cheated on. People need to start treating others with respect, respecting what they do, and take pride in the fact that they're with someone who does what makes them happy. If one's spouse is working and going to school to better themselves and possibly their relationship in the long run, be supportive, don't go

Sometimes You Need To Vent
I want to give someone my money right now and let her know that it means nothing to me. I want to hold someone right now and let her know she has someone that loves her. I want to kiss someone right now and let her know she is the only thing i need in this world to be happy. I want to cry for someone right now and let her know I am a real man and I would do anything for her. I want to stand in front of someone right now and let her know I would die for her. I want to cuddle with someone right now and let her know I am content with just being with her. I want to drop everything I an doing right now and go to someone and let her know she is my first and only priority. I want to donate all my free time to someone and let her know how much she means to me. I want to cross the seven seas to find the perfect diamond for someone and let her know that without her it's just a diamond. I want to waste all my energy pleasing someone and let her know it was my pleasure.

Sincere Deepest Thoughts
Deep in your eyez I see future The world Our whole life There ain't nuthis this guy won't try surified I won't quit Till your mine My dream girl my infinite ride or die Theze things I say upon one knee expressions of my My true inner being No way of believing Just me your ...Needing keeping you close my only feeling....... Your only feeling theze emotions send you reeling No hurt no healing one on one thas our way of dealing Visions of you sensations killing my one and only willing From this heart my love over flow continuous spilling You and me forever loving not much to much rush from ...The touch intense as much my love everlasting never to much Your touch my heart flutters never so much have have I wondered For you I will never squander the distance grows us fonder once upon a time it was you alejandra now it you she know I want her fresh as a new starter never Will I depart her my word all my worth for her love I would walk the earth Till the end of time I will se

Time
There is a time there is a place where you once took me to hold me. That time that place doesn't seem to exsist It seems to be missing To hold you hand to touch your face to kiss your lips to have that which i have longed for will it come to be?

Well Here I Go
It's been asked about why I cover my hair, or wear a hat. It's simple and complicated at the same time. If you haven't read my profile ... a little low down here. I am Traditional/Conservative Jew. I believe in being covered and mosdestly clothed. Especially in a public area. When I am with one person or family then I am not wearing a hat or scarf. It is both personal and religious. I prefer for that one to see me in the way he wants to. Though he will know me and know that I am beautiful when I am covered for him. I do believe when I can be accepted this way, then the natural course of things can happen. and everyone can be happy. xoxo Maia

Robert Chrisley: The Enchantress Part Ii
ROBERT CHRISLEY"The Enchantress Part II"UNVEILEDEstarr 2008Time begotton from the morning StarEntwined by Desire of Eden near and farShe becons me with a whispered kissMy rites of passage ponders The EnchantressHieroglyphic spoken words surroundDrawing me up to her Temple MoundMyan High Priestess I spyShe shows me her bedroom through her deep dark eyesSunbathed in cinnamon to enticeSee through gown glimpses that polarizehigher altitude I am leadAbove her earth deep into her pyramidOhhh, and she covers the four cornersOhh, she covers the four cornersNow Mythology becomes the nightThe heat of Styx burns in her river of LifeWhat Desire becomes of this?Not an Illusion but the flow of The EnchantressOhhh, spell bound before the alterohh, I'm spell bound before herAs I lay upon her bed of Dark RosesTattooed wings wrap around my posesHoney drips from her vineThe wine intoxicates Me beneath her Latina SpiceLuna shifts me in one accordCurrents draggin me deeper for moreHer Siren Mantra quivers

Seizure Inducing Default Photos, And A Decrepit Old Man?
Does anyone really like the seizure inducing default photos? Does anyone really look at me as a decrepit old man that likes to collect and post photos of women young enough to be my granddaughter?

Fall From Gracelessness
When the waves crash through the walls we build,where will we lay our heads at night? I’ve followed this pattern of unjust recollections just to satisfy my tattered and torn sense of self. With an undying lust for higher appraisals we prop ourselves upwith no regard to those whom we value. I’m sharing as much light with you as I can, but I've never had enough to even light my path. If you’re standing with me the fall would be greater than if we stood alone. The greater the fall, the greater the cause. This void of eternal misconceptions is where we dwell when we descend from gracelessness.On the eve of our desolation, we will not appease the fastidious demons yearning for our souls. They will suffer our wrath as we stand in defiance of this meaningless devastation. So stand with me under this fading light.This path cannot be traveled alone.No matter the outcome it will be beautiful. So stand with me until the night eclipses all the days.No matter how far

Act Your Age
Act Your Age What is wrong with people these days They just can't act their age We are grown people right?? So why can't we act like it?? I have dealt with multile people these last few weeks They just can't seem to act grown I mean ok yeah you had a problem with me Guess what it was dealt with you got your way So leave it be why take it further than it needs to be I am so sick of people doing things they think are hurting me Because in all reality it isn't hurting me It's pissing me off and Im really about to just go off on someone It won't be pretty let me tell you this much........ Stay the hell out of my life leave me and my kids names out of your mouth For one they have nothing to do with what is going on between you and me They are innocent bystanders and you don't even know them Tell ya what you still got a problem with me come get me I will tell you where I am and you can come deal

Fu Mafia
If andyone is interested in joining FUmafia all you need to do is to follow the bellow link, make you a mobster, join my mob and start becoming a top dog. http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=174731

My Love Poems "maybe"
MAYBE Maybe we can never be But we must be something Maybe this is wrong But this cant be nothing All i want to be Is the center of your world All i want to know Is whats burns in you below I know it wont just happen The fairytale i thought would be I know it wont disappear The love you've already seen Let this help you Sound the charge Let my love Inspire your heart Settle not for drudgery Find your joy and peace Don't accept the monotony Demand to have your bliss march 3rd, 2011

Thoughts For The Day
Why do I self-sabotage? I pick up a rock, hit myself multiple times on the head, and then wonder why I am bleeding profusely? Perfection is a myth. Bros before hoes. There is always a choice. The power people have over us is only present because of the power we give to them. Nobody can munipulate us unless we allow them access over our lives. It is healthy if we hold the key to the power over our lives. Live honestly and be authentic. The pursuit of happiness is a basic human right. I am with you because I love you, not because I need you. Only the proud refuses help. I am not here to entertain you. What I can do is support you. I cannot fulfill anyone's expectations unless I am told what the expectations are. The only time to do the right thing is all the time. When you are not sure what to do, do what you are suppose to do. When you have a long list of things to do, prioritize and learn to delegate.

Pictures And Me (about Me)
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

Wolf Pack Raters Levelers Family Rules
1.NO MEMBER OF THIS FAMILY IS TO BLOCK ANOTHER FAMILY MEMBER NO EXCEPTIONS. 2.IF THERE IS A PROBLEM AMONGST MEMBERS,IT IS TO BE TAKEN TO A STAFF MEMBER. 3.MUST ADD ALL MEMBERS IN STASH. 4.DAILY RATES ARE TO BE DONE EVERY WEEK. 5.IF FOR SOMEONE CANNOT DO THE RATES OR BE ON FOR AWHILE,PLZ INFORM A STAFF MEMBER. 6.ALL RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED NO EXCEPTIONS.............

Field Of Flowers
Fields full of wildflowers, shades of red, yellow and blue, We sit amongst their beauty, as I lean back into you..The sky is set ablaze in amber, as the sun goes slowly down, I feel your warm breath against my neck, in this beauty all around..As I whisper to you, how much I adore m'lord's embrace, You reach up with one hand, pulling the braids away from my face..I feel you leaning over, reaching out, picking a flower of blue, You then place it in my hair, whispering, m'lady how I love you..Feeling your arms tight around me, being in your warm embrace, My love flows for you, through my heart and soul, within the beauty of this place..Feeling your hand gently caress my face, I slowly turn my love, to you, I lift my eyes to gaze into your own, and tell you m'lord, how I love you too..Others see upon the fields, how fierce you protect the land, Yet only I have seen, within this place, the gentleness of m'lord's hand..On my knees facing you, your hands fall to my hips, you draw me in so clo

Celtic Stream
Watching you after battle, Down by a sparkling stream, I once again felt our souls connect, Even tho this was a dream. I remember looking up at you, With your eyes so full of fire, You fought the battle so strong and proud, Protecting our clans with a fierce desire. Leaning over the running stream, We washed the crimson off our hands, It was then I fell for you, The celtic warrior protecting our lands. Washing my hair down over that stream, I wonder if you thought of me too, I wet a cloth with the cool moving water, And slowly moved over to you. Bringing the cloth upon your face, All the crimson I began to clean, As I washed you softly, I looked in your eyes, Knowing my love for you, You had seen. Running my hand through your long wet hair, I dared to kiss your lips, I knew then and there, You felt the same, When your hands enclosed my hips. Leaning up against a tree, My breath had quickened, and my heart began to race, I knew then I would always love you my warrior, For I first fel

Through The Ages
Tonyte as the moon shines across the sky, lighting up the black velvet night, I long to be with my soulmate and lover, I long to hold him so tight.. Long ago, ages past, I remember the battles side by side, always protecting one another, on our horses we would swiftly ride.. I can still smell the outdoors on every piece of his armor, when he'd reach out to me with his arm, I can still hear his words as he pulled me against him, vowing to keep me from harm..As the wind blows across my body, It reminds me of his hands, always they would caress me ever so passionately, as we lived our life throughout the lands..I can still feel his lips over my body as he rained his kisses upon me, I can still remember the look in his eyes, so passionate like the stormy sea..I can still feel all of his strength and hear his amorous words that he always said, I can remember all the fierce desire, as he'd take me upon our bed..A bond thru the ages we've always had, our eternal love has lasted this long, For

Xxx Balcony
A full moon bathes us in her light, A warm wind blows across the sky, Tonight my love on our balcony, Desire rages through you and I. Feeling you behind me, Holding me ever so near, I feel your hands caress me, Your breath hot against my ear. Hands upon the railing, I lean back into you, I'm breathless my love at your touch, And of the passioniate things we do. Running your hands across my breasts, A soft moan escapes my lips, I feel your hardness against my ass, As you slowly move your hips. Reaching underneath my top, My hard nips your hands do seek, I part my legs ever so slow, Hot desire making them weak. Working your magic upon my breasts, You slide one hand up my warm thigh, Feeling your fingers against my lace panties, My moans are carried across the sky. Hiking one boot up against the rail, I feel your fingers rub my pussy so right, My wetness drips down upon your fingers, I want to feel your hard cock in me tonight. Begging you to fuck me, You lift my skirt real high, My pu

M'lord And I
Rolling hills, fields of green, battles going on, much to be seen.. Watching m'lord swing his sword in the sun, can't wait to embrace him, can't wait to be one.. I'm always entranced, watching him fight, wicked smile to myself, can't wait for tonight.. As the sun sets, battles all done, m'lord walks on over, from a victory hard won.. I wait by his tent, begin to pull him inside, for he knows that I want him, much passion inside.. No words are spoken, as he sits in his chair, I take off his helm, running fingers thru his hair.. M'lord reaches out, wraps his arms round my hips, I slowly kneel down, beginning to kiss his warm lips.. Tongues dancing slow, our breath coming quick, I slowly pull back, on his neck I begin to lick.. Moving up slow, I nibble on his ear, I whisper to him softly, what he wants to hear..As the tent is lit up, from outside the glowing fire, I tell him I want him, with a burning desire.. With one gauntlet tangled, in my long flowing hair, I continue to whisper, tell

I Think Every Day
Starting off a little guy, never really knowing my mom, always wanted to be with dad. That didn't go well, always ended up waiting, and sad. Well when i was older i got my chance, my mom said u wanted it, now take your chance, was it everything i thought it would be? Hell no, now i know why she kept him from me. Needles to say i never gave up on him, time after time, he would be in my life here and there. I should have turned my back on him, deep down inside I justed really cared. Growing up, becoming a man with out him, I did it with help from others, no thanks to him, they are all my brothers. It's something that never leaves my mind, shit i don't think it ever will, as everyday goes by, as fast as the time, all the wounds i ever had healed. I guess what I'm trying saying is Thanks dad, If it was not for you, I don't think I would be the man I am today, yeah it's true i don't talk to you any more, but really their is nothing to say.

Not Sure The Title!
There is a struggle within myself A war that rages everyday I fight to stay positive Throughout the day I do not know why I was born this way People tell me to get over it It is not that easy It is not a light switch Broken are the days when I Feel like it is not worth it to be here Why am I here you ask? Because my kids need me No matter what I feel

43 Hours, 10 Minutes, Tminusblowmybrainsout.
43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here. can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke. on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion. at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes. fuck.

For The Men
If you agree to the terms below Please Comment on the Blog Below STATING you have Read it and understand it. Fu-Kitteh Tamers Code of Honor We as Kitteh Tamers DO Promise to Protect and honor our Fu-Kittehs We Vow to be honest and loyal to our Fu-Kittehs. We as Tamers Promise to uphold the Kitteh Creed by only Having two kittehs at a time. We Promise to NEVER insight Jealousy between our Kittehs We will Always Put our Primary Kitteh First when in the lounge. And take care of the Secondary Kitteh as well Never forget That the Queen and King Over see us all. And First and Lastly always to The Kingdom we are loyal

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ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20) Aggressive.

Mythbusters
on today edition of mythbusters we'll tackle the urban myths involving prison you ever have a friend who walks around all tough because he's just got out of prison? well this is the show you don't wanna miss *queue music intro* okay so i know you've all heard the saying in order to survive in prison you've got to go up and beat the hell out of the biggest guy in the place on your first day there and everyone will respect you and leave you alone well turns this is a myth... it only gets you shanked or gangbanged in the shower by six of his friends... if your friend had done this... he'd now be referred to as your 'late' friend as it turns out the best way to survive prison life is on your knees sucking cock like a vietnamese prostitute that's right fellas as sure as the mall santa is a pedophile your friend has had his mouth wrapped around some guys hairy scroddle sack so in conclusion next time you see your buddy playing the tough card... go ahead and remind him

Profil
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Car Problem: Undetermined 2
So, the drama with my car continues. They had it again, all day today , and it didn't act up at all for them. So they did nothing to it , at all today. It just sat there. What a joke! Oh and to annoy me even more, the service advisor that I had been dealing with since monday called in sick today. So, I got a guy that had no clue what was going on. I feel sorta sorry for him, having this mess dumped on him . On a plus note he seemed very cooperative, I ran a few idea by him on where to look to find the electrical short, said he have the tec look , and then said they'd park the car outside tonight. Maybe its not actting up because it spent the night inside there garage, and it dried out. I'm thinking , just like I told him, there's a ground connection in the wiring somewhere thats rusted, and beind inside dried all the mositure out of it. Since when you think about it, the problem regulalry occurs in the morning, when the car is still damp with morning due. So we'll see what t

Poems By Me......
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment o

Awesome
Okay, so I think I'm pretty awesome. Most people I know think so too. I've been referred to as "The King of Men" because I do manly things. However, I don't care for sports. And if I get depressed I eat ice cream. So, yeah, just wanted to let everyone know.

Every 40 Seconds Someone Asks ... Why?
I thinks its easy for people to say sucide's not the answer when they've never known what it feels like to be pushed to your limits and past. When you fight to find a reason to keep going. And once you cant find that reason anymore, its just not worth the fight. But I think the fight is what makes us strong enought to keep going. Life's gonna push you, but how hard you push back is what matters. I'm still pushing back, and I think it's going to be worth it.

Can I Interest You In A Chicken Sandwich?
You know its funny but I think that both of our sexes go through the same trials and frustrations as we take our chances on the dating game. When you factor in the rise of the internet dating, things get just a bit trickier. How many times have and I said ‘this is it, I’m done’ and we go away from it for awhile, our tails between our legs, only to return a few days, weeks or months later with a renewed hope and a vision that this time we can make this work. This time we are going to be more open minded, more flexible in attitude and maybe even try with all our might to have no expectations. But isn’t it just pretty damn hard to have no expectations? I feel that I am queen of the no expectations approach and yet, if I am being honest with myself, of course even I have some expectations. Out here on the internet dating site, we hope to ‘put it out there’, cast a line and get lucky to snag the ‘big one’, the man or woman that is go

People
For some reason we think that coming to a conclusion on what a situation is, to be a bad thing. The truth is, if enough information was gave in the first place, there would be no need for an imagination. There would be no reason to think about what a possibility could be. Now I'm sure that alone isn't a bad but it is when your thoughts are right. When everything you've been told is a lie and the worst fear came true. Your mind simply isn't crazy. I enjoy the crazy thoughts, the erratic outspoken words that come to mind, the lingering thoughts of what, when, who and why..sorta left out where because people are free to be where they want. We are nothing more than prisonniers of our own mind. The world we live in could look totally different from someone else and that's fine but whose reality would you believe..your own or someone of a mental disabilities who is consider a genius. I'll stick with the super smart person than the robot that has to be everyone else. The next new thing, the n

Customer Sevice
So here's the deal. I get up Saturday morning and my phones out of whack. It sounds like there's an open line somewhere. I check both my phones and get the same thing. Sounds like there's a third phone off the hook somewhere. The thing is, I only have two phones plugged in. So I figure that the phone company is working on the lines or something. The internet still works so the kids are happy. I get up this morning and still no service. I take a phone outside after checking all my interior jacks and plug it into the outside jack. Nothing. No dial tone, no blips, bloops, bleeps,scream of a fax machine, ...... not an electronic sausage. So I use my cell phone to call the company and spend about 7 minutes talking with a computer which says there's no problem with my service ( which I know to be blatently false ) before finally convicing the computer that I need a living breathing human being on the other end of this conversation. I get a warm body ( I suppose she was warm at any rate,

Day 1 - Pride (7 Days, 7 Sins)
Ok, so I've tried everything else...might as well blog a bit. Gotta get this fubar circulation moving...I need my attention, I need my area to vent. So Im going to do a week of the 7 Deadly Sins. The breakdown of it goes like this:Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day one: Pride. (7 Great Things)1. My family. All of my wonderful siblings, my parents, and the rest of the crazy crew have made me one of the most fortunate people on the planet. I wouldn't trade them for all the tea in China.2. My sense of humor. It has an ability to relax not only myself but those around me. It's a great ice-breaker and has helped me out in countless occasions.3. I'm comfortable in front of large crowds. I think most of

My Life
HI MY NAME IS SHNIQUAH I AM NEW BUT WOULD LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. ANYWAYS I AM 29 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE 5 KIDS. BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I THANK THA LORD FOR ANONTHER DAY TO HERE WITH MY FAMILY. I AM A OUTGOING PERSON THAT LIKE TO HAVE FUN, GO TO THA MOVIES AND GO OUT TO EAT

Latest Thoughts And Ramblings
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Fucking Cheaters
I don't know what it is about me I swear cheaters just flock to me, and I really hate it.... The last 3 guys I have dated turned out to be married.... Trust me I ask... Hell these days that is the first thing I ask. I can say that over the years I have gotten smarter about busting the lying bastards though. Men are really not good liars... it's the failure to pay attention to the small details. So they get caught up. sometimes I think that men should announce their relationship status as " in a relationship with________, while cheating with________, and at the same time talkin' to________." At least that way you can cut away all the bullshit and just be honest. Don't get me wrong I am not saying women don't cheat, but I can't speak for all the trifling ass hoes out there... I can only speak for me, and I don't cheat... I think that if you are with someone then you need to

I Am A Loser...
I just watched this movie Bridesmaids....It is really funny, but in a way it is also really kind of sad....I found it very easy to relate to the blonde named Annie in the movie...She is awkward and nothing seems to go her way, and she just in general seems to be a real fuck up...I am just like that.Unfortunately I don't get the happy ending that comes with the warm funny comedies.I have closed myself off so much that I am virtually invisible to anyone and everyone.I used to think that eventually things would work out for me but as I approach middle age I realize that maybe the dream isn't meant for everyone.The Dream.... You know... Getting married, Having kids, great career, and happiness...I go through the day just waiting for it to end so I can go to bed wake up and do it all over again....I used to think when I was younger that I couldn't wait to get older so I could run my life any way that I wanted to and the truth of the matter is that my life seems to be running me.Betwe

Sexual Situations
he takes her hand caress it slowly lays her on his bed un buttons her jeans uses his teeth pulls her painties off licks her juicy pussie with his tongue up down making her body shiver with delight thinking how rock hard his cock is shes so fucking wet right now.takes his hands and caresses her gorgeous boobs thinking how bad she wants to taste his rock hard cock in her mouth she leans over and un buttons his jeans using her mouth she takes her teeth slowly removes his string bikini underwear moves her soft wet lips and starts sucking his rock hard cock while hes licking that sweet candy juicy pussie hes fingering her while lapping licking her pussie shes gotten so wet her juices are flowing down his mouth and all over his chin he cant remember the last time hes been this hard horney shes got average body while there doing the 69 he feels like hes about to shoot in her wet mouth they switch postions hes on top of her now he puts his cock deep in side her pussie she moans so loud as hes

A Million Steps Home
My name is Ryan Williams, and I died on my thirtieth birthday,..........that was four hundred and seventy years ago......today. I am five hundred years old, I am the oldest living man in recorded history, and I am alone. I have been married eight times, yet divorced only once, and I am alone. I have had twelve daughters, nineteen granddaughters, and thirty seven great granddaughters, and I am alone. I have fought in three world wars, four police actions, and numerous armed conflicts, and I am alone. I have been killed twenty six times, committed suicide twice, died in three car accidents, and one plane crash, and I am alone. I have helped to birth six children, and killed more men than I ever care to remember, and I am alone. Today is my birthday, a celebration of the day I was born, but there is no one to share it with, all my friends, all my loved ones are dead and turned to dust, I am five hundred years old, and I am the only one like me in the universe......I am alone. It's funny,

You Are Complicated And Strong!
WORD COUNT: 36,807 I'll take any compliment from my kids; when Jeffrey visited me before I left work last night, I wonder if he knows what that means. Because I sure don't ... I was there without a car because Tuesday morning one of the tires on our Town & Country van that Martha takes to get her to work and Sarah to school blew its tire and bent its rim. And as I learned from trying to call to get the van in somewhere to get the tire replaced (and while I was at it, get all four replaced since they'd been going bald) quite a lot of people are reporting blown tires. One garage could have gotten me in Monday; the dealership where we'd gotten the van, on the thirtieth of the month! But my mother-in-law came to Kum And Go near where we're now living and brought Martha and Sarah our Elantra to use ... by the time I got to work, we'd had the van towed to Walmart's Tire and Service Center and got work begun on it. The call came at about a quarter after three yesterday that the va

Nasty Old Sluts
these old ladies who think they are still 18 can just stop with being sluts and posting pics of their sagging old junk. no one wants to see left over deli meat gone bad. you might think that since you get responses from hundreds of old perverts that it means you are hot, but it doesnt. those are the same old freaks who want you to watch them jerk off on camera. nothing to be proud of when they talk to you and tell you how they wana fuck you. those guys would have sex with a hole in a dumpster if you told them it was female. so just grow up and put some clothes on ffs.

Poem By Shelly
the waters are like glass reflecting your face into my image of you , i can do nothing but think of the times we spent together , if it not for you i would not live . all i have is my heart to give . my love seems old and tarnished now . underneath this mask i wear is a face that is torn and ravished , tears are new that i cry for you , i reanounce my self into a world that has broken my spell .

Webcam
I come to this site to kill time amuse myself and maybe chat a little bit. I'm a grown ass woman and I'm over all the flirtations and webcam tomfoolery..lol (I have to laugh at myself for using the word tomfoolery) Anyways...My pictures may suggest something else, So I guess im a hypocrite and a tease :P But honestly, I wont chat about sex or indulge in anything of that nature. Thats it. All i had to say on that matter...so dont ask me or bug me about it/ J

My Life
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope. Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have. To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.

Lone Gull (a Poem By Poet93)
Lone Gull by Poet93a lone gull cries out I wander down to the beach frontto greet the world,but life is barren amongst the sands.A lone gull cries outand the tide pours in.Each grain of sand blows against me,but I sit oblivious to life,now a sand castle in the void.The tide races,waves berate the sand,the sky turns black.My eyes shift.Ancient stars above blow me farewell kisses,as I gaze toward the thunderous waves.But they're merciless,and will not relent.The sea pounces on it's victim.I'm drowning underneath falling water,the gasping stars lack hands to save me.Gurgling in poetic speech, I curse myself.Covering my mouth,the waves form a handto stifle my penitent confessions,as the blue heaven abducts me.

Me Either
ever been loved by someone who couldnt go a day without say hi..or hearing ur voice...letting the world know there in love and dont care who hates it..loved by someone so much they would do anything to be with you?---- me either You know i may ask to see you every once in awhile but i don't ask you to buy me gifts. I'm simple...all i want is you! :( I just want you to want me as much as I want you. To love me as much as I love you. To miss me as much as I miss you. To need me as much as I need you ):

Play For Pleasure - 666
First base try to kiss, now don't you miss. Second base.... feel your way, third base on top you lay. To some fourth is a sin, bare down and enter in. Push only with the purest power, all from five minutes in an hour. The balls are in play for only two, if you game is fair, I want you. A field goal could even the score, for one or the other on the bed or the floor. Refreshments are easy to find, need to show some heart and be kind. The teams consist on one each, and one learns that the other can teach. Found out the end ain't the best, in the end you say goodbye after you get dressed. No matter the time, play for pleasure, riches can't amount to love and that is the real treasure.

A Trip For Everyone's Bucket List Here.....
New low group prices and availability can be had for this "bucket-list" trip to tropical paradise........ I am ready for Hedonism resort and its wild, wicked, all-inclusive and nude/clothing optional fun and sexy costumes opportunities. For those that have experienced Hedo,. no explanation is needed. For those that haven't--no explanation is possible. :-) I am returning to Hedonism II resort in Negril, Jamaica for my 6th Annual Group Trip June 16-24, 2012 and it will be my 8th Hedo trip overall. What other Flickr members are joining me?. I have access to the group for hedo and details are available if you email me via Yahoo! (TheTravelSlut@yahoo.com) or here on Flickr.. Come for the long week or come for a few days or long weekend--it is up to you. Me? I'll be there 8 nights or longer. There's good reasons why Hedo II has an 85% return guest rate and once you go, you'll know. :-) I know there will a limited number of rooms available this coming summer for the trip. If you wa

Feel Me Up - 604
Day by day you let me feel great my lyrics aren't like questioning fate I do not know which path to choose I wander with blown mind and fuse Can't love with fear of loss and pain I know I can heal with notice of my gain Suppose to do so much alone just favours asked because I worship the bone Few people offer help and they can see they are here for themselves not me I'm just in need of a friend or mate to lift my spirits with love not hate Hear me, I feel you can hear see me I don't want the same, just wanted to let you know your one in a million imagine how let down I was when I found out its a game You are my evidence of lifetime love gonna come down and feel the heat from above I am not angry just down and sad feel me up because I don't have what I had

Inflate The Ego
this is how you can tell who knows me and who has no fucking clue Friend: thats why you are worth it to try for before i knew what was there thats what i needed someone to inspire and chalenge me you do to more then others thats why you are percieved as a bitch

Let Me
Let me be in your arms tonight, laying close to you Let me look into your eyes and slowly drink you in Let me slide my hands tenderly where they want to go Let me feel your hardness growing in my hand Let me guide you into me making us complete Let me love you forever my friend, my lover, my love.

No Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman.

Naval Retirement Bonus
NAVAL RETIREMENT BONUS If this doesn't make you laugh, you are truly humor impaired! The Navy found they had too many officers and decided to offer an early retirement bonus. They promised any officer who volunteered for Retirement a bonus of $1,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two points in his body.. The officer got to choose what those two points would be. The first officer who accepted asked that he be measured from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. He was measured at six feet and walked out with a bonus of $72,000. The second officer who accepted was a little smarter and asked to be measured from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. He walked out with $96,000. The third one was a non-commissioned officer, a grizzly old Chief who, when asked where he would like to be measured replied, 'From the tip of my dick to my testicles.' It was suggested by the pension man that he might want to reconsider, explaining about th

Clearing My Head
clearing my head poem by tearz clearing my head clearing my head id rather be dead all this stress eating me lately it agrivates me the things that u say come out gay n u expect me to not wanna punch u in the throught uggggg u old silly goat thats who u are by far ur not human not even in the slightest but u clame to be the brightest but how dare you take creadet for shit u didnt make u fucking fake u fucking snake uggggg instead of punching u in your face i leave this place to clear my head then later on retire to my bed hopeing preying that the higher powers take me away never to return n if there is a heven or a hell then i guess i am goin to hell for eternity to burn but for sweet release my soul forever yerns

Close To My Heart - 476
Listen to me please and don't try to tease. You gave up early on our friendship and me. It hurt really bad and when I heard I was so mad. With my best friend too I can't feel anything for you. Not once but quite a few my dream I will still pursue. Then again what the fuck, you don't care about my luck. I guess I'll never see the right man for me. I never heard an I Love You but she got at least two. Leave me forever more I tried but you slammed the door. You both were close to my heart when you joined and tore it apart.

Truth Always Comes Out. Fucked Up Thing Is I Was Right About Everything. Confirmed!
I suspected and confronted her and she flat out lied to my face so i forwarm you gaurd your heart when it comes to GothicMeow. The bitch is cold heartless and a flat outright lier. reply GothicMeow...: ok 100 truth yes i did want a chance with u and did feel wht i felt for u the reason y i said wht i said about ohio being just fu i dnt knw i didnt think it would last and i did nt want to lose u out of my life wht i said to u and hw i feel for u was nt a lie but i can nt b with u and him and all honesty right nw i want to just b with him i knw i have caused u some stress and some heartache but i am not a bad person and i swear to god the day u came back i was so happy and i did fall for u but with my ex gettn in my head and sayn shit idk it just started go dwnhill ill b back if u have anything to say or ask or cuss me out but i do appoligize i never wanted to lose u tht is y i did wht i did and i appoligize it doesnt make it right and if u want to hate me i understand but i did it

Adult Humor
Anal intercourse is for assholes. "Did you ever notice that everyone in favor of birth control has already been born?" Programming is like sex; one mistake and you have to support for a lifetime. Sex is a misdemeanor; the more I miss, the meaner I get! If you think sex is a pain in the ass, you're doing it wrong. When you're feeling so low that you have to reach up to touch bottom, whose bottom you touch can make a big difference. Did you know that there are 71.9 acres of nipple tissue in the U.S.? If God hadn't meant the pussy to be eaten, he wouldn't have made it look like a taco. If God had not meant man to have sex with a goat, why put the horns in such a handy position? The best part of waking up is not Folgers in your cup; the best part is remembering the name of the person sleeping next to you. The difference between a sex maniac and a regular maniac is that a regular maniac slits your throat. This beautiful woman says, "I'll show you mine if you show me your

Real Or Fantasy?
Real? Am I? Fantasy? I could be... But does the Real really satisfy me? Some only stare Others may even drool. While others may envision another and begin to stroke thier tool. I see, your cock is hardening, your balls feel tight If things go your way, youre gonna get laid tonight. Excitement building the bulge in yor pants grows thinking about all the profiles you have seen and now the one you chose. Fantasies to fullfill needs to satisfy Partake in lusty activities mean to gratify. Imagine my body eager for your touch use a bit of creativity, doesnt take all that much. Its your fantasy go ahead and dream That Im hot and horny and how you are gonna make me scream... You imagine giving it to me,

Out Of Step....
....and really just disconnected. You know for a while, I was feeling ok, and all seemed well, but this last week.... I just can't shake this awkwardness in everything I do, again. Work, interpersonal relations, and just life in general seems to be wrong. Everything, just wrong. It's not as though I'm going to stop being myself and I do keep trying to figure it out, but I don't get it, and just can't seem to figure out why. It probably boils down to people. Most of the time I'm very comfortable in the knowledge that I am different from 99% of them. Not better or worse, just different. I am not in touch with this collective idea that I need to impress, or best anyone, or that I need to be a sycophant, like so many of these people feel compelled to. I'm usually good with the fact that whatever the BS is they spout or live through, it's not part of my world. I can usually go through my day being exactly who I am without concern for the "fall out" they conjure in their need to comp

Bad Day
There I was sat in my favorite pub with a cold beer after the day from hell at work. The day started OK will as OK as a Friday in my hell hole of an office. I am the sales manager for a small car parts supply company, I am OK at my job not great but I get by. I am 5 ft 10 tall, a little bit of a belly on me. I don’t look to bad for a thirty one year old man; I have most of my own hair. We lost a major client today and I am going to get it in the neck on Monday from the boss. But it’s the weekend now and I am going to forget it all for two days. So here I am drinking my beer and waiting for the night to pick up a little. You never know maybe I will meet someone tonight. I looked up and at the other end of the bar looking as pissed off as me was my assistant Ashley. Ashley has been my assistant for a couple of years and I couldn’t do my job without her. She is gorgeous with shoulder length blonde hair, blue eyes. She is a little shorter than me at 5 ft 7 ish. One thing

Naughty Application
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends about me? 27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Russell - 674
A week as passed by, and we can meet again the first in a year, lucky guy. Me not being commited makes it true, hope fills my heart that I'll hear I love you. If we find a bed quick, all thats needed is a ready cunt and dick. He is tall and handsome and yet, Through his shorts I seen a nice set. So awaiting I will go anticipating the best, were already both interested and he is my guest. I'm a free soul standing still - ready to rock, its nice to feel the power of his hands and cock. Twelve hours until we might, enjoy eachother into the night. We are going to flatten boxes to start, who knows we might have heart. perhaps that will lead us to sin, I would still hope to see him again. I'm very interested in Russel, so every last drop in him I would guzzle.

Dreamer
I close my eyes, and instantly as if a dream, i feel a warm hand on my hip... tracing its way across the curve of my hip, feeling the hollow with roughened finger tips. Excitement electrifies my skin ... baby soft i feel the heat warming me instantly .... im ablaze with excitement and a longing for more. Slowly the caress continues down my theigh turning at me knee to the front of my theigh, fingertips trailing along my inner theigh brushing softly and slowly building the heat inside me to boiling tempuratures... my legs tremble, my belly churns with anticipation and desire... my heart is pounding, threatening to escape my chest... Afraid to open my eyes, spoiling what is starting out to be an amazing dream... i simply lay back ...and enjoy the sensation of being stoked like a fire, gently and slowly built with tiny touches of heat in just the right places to soon ignite into a slow burning blaze ... one that i keep hidden from the world, it lies just beneath the surfa

Blings And Such
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paint my self with a woman period blood after she is done with the period blood and to have a glass full to drink along the way as long as the smell of the period is arouseld to my teast buds then my tummy will be pleased anyway bottoms up and can i have anouther opps have to wait untill next month i need 31 women that appel to my teast buds because must have a drink a day to keep the doctor away

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Well, i confessed something major last night and asked to be spanked for it…. I almost slept with someone close to Him on the last night i did dope…. I had readied myself to be spanked but He looked at me with tears in His eyes. He snuggled me to His side and proceded to tell me how last year while on the road, He did have sex with someone and if anyone needed to be punished, it was Him…. I looked at Him as he cried and told Him that I forgave Him. I asked Him if W/we could call it even and He said yes. We laid there and fell asleep.

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Cindy was anxious... she wanted everything right for him. She found it difficult, especially cus she was not only happy he was coming... but horny too. She hadn't forgotten the almost overwhelming erotic time she had with Shawn at the park. Then at the dumpster in the alley. But their fun and lust was short, and she had to return home to long island. She of course wanted him to visit... and it took 9 long months, but the whole while it seemed too long. She got a phone call 2 days prior, it was shawn: Shawn: "Yeah hun, hey... I... I'm coming." Cindy: *Chuckles* "What, so soon... you couldn't wait for me to call you?" Shawn: *Laughs* "No, no, I am being good. I mean I'm coming down..." Cindy almost choked on her drink: Cindy: "When?" Shawn: "Two days, the bus is taking me through Albany, New York." Cindy was blown away, she was overwhelmed and excited at the same time. The whole time she had wanted to go see him but life made it difficult. She and he discussed the trip and plans o

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if love was like a flameit would flicker with the windit would slowly burn outwith each heartbreak when it finally burns out the love and hope is goneall that is left is emptynesssorrow, pain, and lonelynessdarkness overcomes the lightlove is lost, cant breathejust a broken person

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Love Over Rated
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The Night Before
"Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house, The whole god damed family was as drunk as a louse. With ma home from the cathouse and me out of jail, I just crawled into bed for a nice peice of tail. Gramma and granpa were singing a song, and the kid went to bed a flogging his dong. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see whats the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutter and fell on my ass. When what out of my blood shot eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat old driver a pounding his dick, I new in a flash that it was St. Nick. Up on the roof top, he stumbled and fell, He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell. He teetered and tottered and then he swore, When the drunk bastard puked on my floor. He knocked down our tree as he went to work, I though what the hell is wrong with this jerk. Back in his sleigh as I got him in my rifle sight, I

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It was Christmas Eve and I was visiting my family for Christmas. My family and I had just ended a day full of arguments. I was staring at the ceiling, in the guest room, wondering if the things I said would affect a visit from Santa. Surely, I would be moved to the Naughty list. As I was drifting into sleep, I thought I heard a distant noise. My mind did not make any conclusions and I fell fast asleep. When I awoke, I found myself in a strange bed, with silky red sheets and a puffy white bed spread. I could smell hot cocoa and I could hear Christmas music. I got out of bed and discovered I was wearing a red and white silk dress, with white cotton surrounding the sleeves and the thigh high hem. I sleep natural, and wondered who dressed me. I looked out the window. I saw the most beautiful snow covered village and what appeared to be elves. This had to be a dream. It was real. I heard the door open. I quickly turned and standing in front of me was an elf. He told me his name was Micah a

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I Am Not My Vagina
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