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Personal Ad Directory
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish..............................49 Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends Athletic............................No boobs Average looking.................Ugly Beautiful...........................Pathological liar Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure..............On medication Feminist............................Fat Free spirit..........................Junkie Friendship first...................Former slut Fun..................................Annoying Gentle..............................Dull New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded.....................Desperate Outgoing...........................Loud and Embarrassing Passionate........................Sloppy drunk Poet.................................Depressive Professional.......................Bitch Romantic............... ............Frigid Voluptu ous........................Very Fat Lar

Gay Flight Attendant..too Funny
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up,that would be super.' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground.' She calmly turned her head and said,'In my country,I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one.' To which(I swear)the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat,'Well,sweet-cheeks,in my country I'm called a Queen,so I outrank you. Tray-up,Bitch.'

When Worlds Colide
Pressure keeps you, not knowing which steps 2take 2nd guessing as i ....... Tho not going in a certin direction, Focus my world is rocky Mountaind based Envirment, my mind is boxed own confusion unsure, imperfect & conclueded my illusions I love me, cant change now 2far in the game, Ive been making it on my own but you fit in my insanity Rome in, My world falls deep 4my passion of making mistakes, my love 4words, The purity of my soul, I lack the understanding of self @ times Tho I feel u better than u feel yourself, I see u better than the blind sees black and touch as is 2contact Subblind beauty Loss of gravity pushes 2pull our souls 2maintain on an invisiable line & when finally we get past the bull%&@$! of life and love when our worlds colide we smile.... and only we know why...........

The Real Reason Men
1.SOME MEN CANT HANDLE LOVING 1 WOMEN CAUSE THEY DONT WANT TO BE HURT 1ST. 2.MOST MEN ARE THE ONES WHO DONT WANT THE REALTIONSHIP FIRST CAUSE THEY CANT GET ANY MORE OTHER WMEN. 3.IF U HAVE MALE FRIEND 8-10 TIMES THAT A DI$K IN THE GLASS CAUSE U NEVER KNOW U COULD BE THAT ONE. 4.ALOT OF MEN WANT A THREESOME BUT SOME ARE JUST STUCK ON THE FACT OF HAVING TWO GIRLS.BUT IN THE REAL WORLD.SHE MIGHT LEAVE U FOR HER..LMBAO 5.WHY GUYS CHEAT CAUSE IT BY CHOICE A MAN CAN BE IN LOVE WITH YOU.BUT STILL NEEDS SOMETHING YOU CANT GIVE another women can give to him. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS..lmbao 6.BE CAREFUL IF YOU HAVE FRIENDS HANGING AROUND UR BOYFRIEND..NEVER KNOW HE COULD USE HER TO GET BACK AT U. (MORE REAL REASON SOON 2 COME)

Enough
I had just about all that i can take of the shallow people here tonight. I've sent requests,fanned,rated,sent drinks,bought blasts,gave out bling and i can't even get a thank you from the majority of the people? Nice guy from NJ you fucken rock! Everyone else can lick my ass for being ungrateful fuckheads!!!!!!!!

By Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I / sit here and try to stand it? Or do I / try to catch them red - handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin I make the right moves but I’m lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again by myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll Take from me ‘till everything

In The End
(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all

Nobody's Listening
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it The number one question is how could you ignore it And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks Rap stack got you back in the sub black Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm Rise from the ashes of stylist division With these non-stop lyrics of life living Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes (Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me) Told you everything loud and clear (But nobody’s listening) (Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me) Told you everything loud and clear (But nobody’s listening) I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest And everything left’s a waste of time I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more I’m riding on the back of t

Papercut
Why does it feel like night today? Something in here’s not right today Why am I so uptight today? Paranoia’s all I got left I don’t know what stressed me first Or how the pressure was fed / but I know just what it feels like To have a voice in the back of my head It’s like a face that I hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes A face watches every time I lie A face that laughs every time I fall (And watches everything) So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim That the face inside is hearing me / right beneath my skin It’s like I’m / paranoid lookin’ over my back It’s like a / whirlwind inside of my head It’s like I / can’t stop what I’m hearing within It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin I know I’ve got a face in me points out all the mistakes to me You’ve got a face on the inside too and Your paranoia’s probably worse I don’t know what set me off first but I know what I can’t stand Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is I c

Pushing Me Away
I’ve lied / to you The same way that I always do This is / the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I’ve tried / like you To do everything you wanted too This is / the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your

Card For April 25 In Leamington, Ontario
UWA Hardcore Wrestling Friday April 25, 2008 Time: 7:00pm Venue: Leamington Kinsmen Recreation Complex Address: 249 Sherk Street Leamington, Ontario CANADA Gauntlet Match UWA Canadian Championship Match Josh Prohibition VS Winner of Sabian/Derek Wylde Match Derek Wylde VS Sabian UWA Tag Team Championship Match Up In Smoke VS. Age Of The Fall (Jimmy Jacobs and Tyler Black) UWA Tag Team Championship Match Dan Paysan VS. Johnny Gargano Jimmy Olsen VS. Josh Abercrombie Brody Lee VS. Matt Cross Shane Hollister VS. Trick Davis (UWA Debut) *Event card subject to change without notice*

*my Im*
my IM (yahoo, msn, and, aim) is *ONLY* available to my Website Members!! Do NOT ask me for me screen name or email address!! I will not give it too you unless I see that you are a registered member (& I can check) ..sry but I don't have time to chat w/ every one so these privileges are for my lovely members only :) xoxo Vixen Nadia

Three Blondes Go To Heaven
Three blonde friends died together in a car wreck. They found themselves standing in front of the pearly gates with St. Peter. He told them that before they could enter heaven, they had to tell him what Easter was about. The first blonde said, "Easter is a big holiday where we give thanks, have a big feast and eat turkey." "Nooooo," said St. Peter. "You don't get in." The second blonde said, "Easter is the holiday that we celebrate Jesus' being born of the virgin and give gifts to each other." "Nooooo," said St. Peter. "You don't get in, either." The third blonde said, "Well, I know what Easter is all about. Easter is a Christian holiday which coincides with the Jewish Passover. After Jesus celebrated Passover with His disciples, He was betrayed by Judas and turned over to the Romans. They crucified Him on a cross. After He died, they buried him in a tomb and put a huge boulder in front of it." "Very good!" said St. Peter. The blonde continued. "Now, every year, th

My Poor Thumb
Last night at work sucked for me.It was very,very,very busy.At the end of the night,I cut my thumb.I won't go into the details,but it's not pretty.Oh well,practicing guitar is on hold so now I'll have to start on one of the three books I bought recently. A pic of my thumb and part of the healing process.

Rates
I wish there was a way for me to clarify to people that rate my EVERY PIC and expect me to do the same in return: I won't, since I am not into clicking pointlessly on every rate window for hours til fingers bleed to help out someone's ego. The only reason I put up pics is for people to enjoy lookin at them, hence I have so many art/nature/other pics and only several of myself. The same thing is with Stash: I post things there for people to discover new music and great visuals, not to get rates. Ughhh.

Lena Survey.the One.everything You Should Know.
+ Known as:Lena,Lenche,Prase,Koza,Kokoshka + Born:01.01.1990. + Hair color:now?Blonde :P + eye:two xD SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?:oh yes :) + Broken someone else's heart?:idk..hope not. + Had your heart broken?:yes. + Had a dream come true?:yes. SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY... + Wearing:shorts and a band t shirt + Listening to:siddharta + Located:in bed + Chatting with:ivan + Should REALLY be:sleeping SECTION 4 - DO YOU... + Have any piercings:yes + Drive:yes + Drink:yes + Have a cell phone:yes SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged:darko + IMed:darko + Talked with on the phone:mom + Text:Alexandar SECTION 6 - PERSONAL... + What do you want to be when you grow up? surgeon. + What comes first in your life? me. + What do you usually think about before you go to bed? ..sex. SECTION 7- FAVORITES + Show:dr G + Store:new yorker,stradivarius,bershka,urban shop + Food:mm..mushroom pie + Color:pink black purple SECT

Cupid
Real Name: Eros Identity/Class: Olympian God Occupation: God of love, Archer for Venus Affiliations: Olympian Gods; Avengers, Avengers West Coast (encountered and fought both under mistaken circumstances); Mahkizmo, She-Hulk (former pawns) Enemies: The Titans Known Relatives: Venus (Aphrodite,mother); Hephaestus (possible father) ;Psyche (wife); Harmonia, (half-sister); Deimos, Phobos, (half brothers); Aeneas (half-brother,deceased); Hercules, Apollo, Ares, Hermes, Dionysus (uncles); Athena, Artemis, Eileithyia, Hebe, Discord, Persephone, Helen (aunts); Asclepius, Pan, Triton (cousins); Zeus (grandfather); Dione (grandmothers); Hades, Poseidon (grand-uncles); Demeter, Hera, Hestia (grand-aunts) Aliases: Himeros, Anteros Base of Operations: Mt. Olympus Powers: Cupid possesses the conventional attributes of the Olympian Gods such as superhuman strength (Class 25), endurance and longevity. He also has extensive archery skills in shooting love arrows, physical p

Will You Give....
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped a nd began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I

How I Felt A Month Ago
i walk through each day lost i am not here nor do i belong like the mighty ocean i am pulled in and thrown back time and time again some days i am a treasure newly discovered a joy to own on others you walk buy just seeing trash i am lost to myself for i feel me shutting down trying hard to hold on but the rocks are slippery and i am weary i am lost for i cannot pick up my head and watch you walk by not noticing a treasure just seeing trash instead

Recent Feelings
sunshine and laughter and what comes after i wonder whats in store less scared im walking through your door shadows behind and sunlight ahead nightmares fading from my head its hard walking on a new highway the scary is familiar was my way letting go of things one by one trying to stand in loves light and sun i try to run and hide away your love surrounds me fear kept at bay i lean into you your loving embrace forgetting pain shame and disgrace your arms are tighter holding me well welcome to life girl no more hell silent tears i will still shed a funny feeling finding out im not dead

Writing For The Effect
What a lot of people do not realize is that the word is a powerful tool. A word can convey emotion, an action, a solution and all sorts of other things. In order for the word to be effective, it must be placed in a sentence that complements it and conveys it's meaning. Grammar and punctuation also help give any word the oomph it needs to do its job. Sadly, many people, me included at times, forget grammar and punctuation. Therefore, meanings get mixed up, confused, and can relay the wrong message. I mean you can say, "John is a great guy!” and it comes out as a positive statement. If you go, "John is a guy, great." It can either be complimentary, or derogatory. The meaning is muddled. I love to write. It’s a given for me, and in my blood. I want to move you. I want you to feel the way I want you to feel. And in order to do this, I need to be correct in how I put the words down. Example: Sarah gazed longingly at the stranger sitting at the bar. She took in his

Hello Every1
i just want 2 say sorry i havent been on much. i just have been busy with the baby, and my 4 year old. eventually ill get back on more, but now i have 2 take care of them. i just dont want ne 1 2 think i have forgot about them, cause i havent, i just have been busy with those 2. but ne ways ill c yall soon love ya. dont forget about me just yet. lol.

Holy Prostitutes.... Lol
Holy Prostitutes A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye....It reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES He thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought....Soon he sees another sign which reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks, "What may we do for you my son?" He answe

New Way To Have Sex
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The Tailor's Needle
A tailor was at work. He took a piece of cloth and with a pair of shining, costly, scissors, he cut the cloth into various bits. Then he put the pair of scissors at his feet. Then he took a small needle and thread and started to sew the bits of cloth, into a fine shirt. When the spell of sewing was over, he stuck the needle on to his turban. The tailor's son who was watching it asked him: "Father, the scissors are costly and look so beautiful. But you throw them down at your feet. This needle is worth almost nothing; you can get a dozen for an Anna. Yet, you place it carefully on your head itself. Is there any reason for this illogical behavior?" "Yes, my son. The scissors have their function, no doubt; but they only cut the cloth into bits. The needle, on the contrary, unites the bits and enhances the value of the cloth. Therefore, the needle to me is more precious and valuable. The value of a thing depends on its utility, son, not on its cost-price or appearance." Simila

Anger Management
Anger Management When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a reall

Mar 29, 2008
So I finally got to watch LOST for the first time since I have been in here, and um, well, I think it's a re-run. OH WELL, not going to tell them I have seen this one already. This is the first time I have been able to watch something I wanted to watch. That totally sucks though. 4 weeks I havn't gotten to see it, then finally it is a damn re run. I didn't take a nap today, so hopefully I will sleep very well. LATER THAT DAY Damn. I did sleep good. I fell asleep at 9-9:15pm. woke up at about 5:30. would have slept longer but one of the girls in here tends to wake everyone up when she gets up. OH WELL> i'm going to try and stay up all day again. Once again I will say, I'm so ready to go home. I had a dream that mom and serena built a second level to the house, the whole upstairs was another house, like 4 or 5 bedrooms, bathroom, kitchen, dining room. ( i know way too big but it's a dream) well spur had one room, samatntha wood had another, roxy had another and i was g

I Can Read This ,, Can U?
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs sarhe it SHARE ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.

Where Roses Bleed
So still the night around her As perfumed candles softly dance To the breath of tears now falling Upon the petals in her hands Glistening drops of memories Cascade slowly down her face As she is taken back through time To a once upon a place Where once she was a dancer Upon a stage dressed in his smile And blood red roses were an offering With hat in hand,he showed his style A nearing stranger in the shadows He faltered from the light Tossing blood red roses Then softly whispering goodnight These moments were so long ago Still they're etched within her mind As trembling fingers caress each petal Her heart, it falls behind Seeing is believing She knows now she must move on Though beautiful memories remain The blood red roses have all gone Somewhere in the stillness Beyond the beating of her heart There cries a thousand roses Blood red and torn apart (an older write) Chenoa Shiningwater

Totally Naked.
The way you watch me while I peal, peruse the way I walk. The way you crave what I conceal, you time me like a clock. The way you crawl beneath my skin and then slowly rake it. The way you always make me feel. Totally naked. Desperation made you think you might be my men. Positively you may not and doubt you even can. Chorus: What you see is what you get and she'll never fake it. The way you stare just makes her feel. Totally naked. I see so many men like you, they all look the same. They want me in their picture but haven't got the frame. I just love to see them squirm while they watch me shake it. And when they do they make me feel. Totally naked. Chorus: What you see is what you get and she'll never fake it. The way you stare just makes her feel. Totally naked.

A Hatred So Powerful....
I have come to the conclusion that I do in fact fuck shit up all the time. It is basically in part that I have no job, that I've been looking for a job since the day after I got fired from my previous one back in February. I look at myself in the mirror and find that I disgust myself, not to the point that I want to die/kill myself, no way will I take the pussy way out of life...fuck that! I'm just over all in a depression of hate and angst. A job or career might help ease me out of that transition but at best it can only quell the pain I feel. I have screwed up so much in my life, and since I've been out of work, my girl has been so patient with me, but I feel she won't want to be around me, if it takes a hot minute(more then 6 months) to find another job. I love her so much, but to think of her as not in my life because I can't get my shit together, is beyond my comprehension. I don't ask her for money, maybe a pack of cigs here or there..and she wants to give me money to he

Medical Surgery
This mornin we had to go to the hospital and the beautiful half of the couple had to have her gall bladder removed. According to the doctor it looked very bad when he got it out. She is doped up now and sleeping and hopefully thursday she will be better than today.

I'm The Girl
Ooooooo yeah The message of love is a mystery so divine Spoken your words that are whispering in the night Do I have to spell it out for you or hang a neon sign until you Finally see the answer after all I've had my share of broken arrows Young and wild and not too careful But I still wanna go around the world I may not be a Cinderella But you don't need a fortune teller 'Cuz anyone can see that I'm the girl So ready or not you're staring it in the face The iron is hot and you're running just a little late yeah I can understand your hesitation Should be makin' reservations Better sieze the moment while ya can cuz I've had my share of broken arrows Young and wild and not too careful But I still wanna go around the world I'm not exactly unattractive You should be so cool the fact is That anyone can see that I'm the girl I am the one who wants you and not know that you know And you're the one who wants to but just can't let go I've had my share of broke

Carrie Underwood, "so Small"
older song, but this goes with my blog "my heart in your teeth" for today. What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away It's okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone But don't run out on your faith [Chorus] 'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else seem so small It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole While you sit around thinking about what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back [Chorus] Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of

Some Days
Some days I just want to hide As the hours pass my heart hurts more the feeling of despair the fear of rejection with simultaneous fear of being alone the fear of breaking down in front of others so many hopes & dreams as well as fears some days I just want to hide

I'm Confused
miketheman: im going to start a list to black ball you ------------------------------------------------- http://fubar.com/user/1792565 First off who the hell is this & what did I do I just came back to FUBAR 3 day's ago ??? I don't bother no one & he's talking this crap I don't even know him or it. I'm here for friends & to make friends not for crap like this what should I do ?

Depression
Now, I'm only 24yrs old. I've been through shit,we've all been through shit. I didn't have a dime too my name for a long ass time. But I was never depressed because I always had faith. What I wish I could pass too people who tell me there depressed, going too hurt themselves or worst is- Get off your ass, shake it off and suck it up,drive on. The whole time your depressed you could be looking for answers. Thers always a answer too a problem. Thats why suicide is never a answer. I went from having shit too haveing two cars and a great career, my family sure as hell didn' give me anything when i got out of school. You must have your own strength for life, if you don't have any do some soul searching sheesh snd for sakes, stop shooting people, if your in high school shut the hell up, your lifes not hard yet,if kids pick on you stop being quiet and fight back, you might get suspended or ur ass handed too you but i tell you wht when people know you won't take it they'll stop. Mabye you shou

What Ya Think
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................Tell me in my face!!!Bitch or leave a message If U think im sexy....................leave a comment on my default pic

Made By Sweetz
Hey Everyone, Some of you on my friends list have not seen that I do some graphics and I would like you to come check them out. I am going to post ones that I think are some of the best ones I have done if you like them please come leave a comment on them. I am not looking for points I just would like some feedback on my work. Click the ones you like it will take you directly to the pic. This is Just a Sample, there are a lot more some come take a look. Clack Here To See All The Pics

Forest Fire Outside My Door
On April 24, there was an 1,100 acre forest fire in my little bitty town of 2,000 or so. Officials rumor that it was sparks from a train that started the fire, fuled by high winds and the lack of rain. 6 homes were toasted to the ground. I am happy that there were no injuries. Once I learned what was happening, I got home and learned that I had a matter of five to ten minutes to evacuate my home and go north. The fire was so close that you could see it from the back of the apartment. I basically left everything, including my wedding dress and accessories (on accident of course) and once I realized what I did, the entire road was blocked off within minutes and all I could do was wait and find out. By morning of the 25, today, I went home with my family to see that we still had a home to return to and that the fire had been stopped less than a thousand yards from my doorstep. All my memories were saved, my belongings, and my livelihood. I am so thankful for the many firefighters that put

The Garbage Truck
Law of the garbage truck She hopped in a taxi and they took off for the airport . They were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of them. The taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. The taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was really friendly. So she asked, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!' This is when the taxi driver taught her what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.' He explained that many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. Don't take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Don't take their garbage and

Separating
How do you keep feelings in check when you know the other person doesn't feel the same? Why does the heart have to become involved when it comes to love/lust? Why are there so many unanswered questions in the world?

Love
Can someone tell me what it means It is hard to grasp at times I think of someone everyday And when I see her It's like time just stops My heart begins to pound But when I try to say something The words never come out Does she know how I feel Does she feel the same way That I do not know And I may never know

Love
They say you just know that he is the one. When we first got together, we were absolutely crazy about eachother. Now we argue, we get on eachothers nerves, and i'm starting to think 'what if i am wrong?' How do you really know when its not meant to be? I am still crazy about him, and love him with all of my heart, i'm just starting to notice some flaws, some that i can deal with, some i dont know if i want to. do i have to make a sacrifice?i'm scared that if i do, it will come back and bite me in the ass, the problem will only progress if he doesnt get help. that is not whats best for me and my son. but can he change? Most people have to hit rock bottom befor they realize that there is a problem. i am worth more than rock bottom, a lot more.

Away From Home
Here I am now I am on my own I broke away from home And living on my own It's a little lonely But it's the job I chose Sometimes I wish that A few I knew where here But then I wouldn't know What it's like to live alone I enjoy myself when I can But sometimes I sit here and think Think about home About family About friends It's nice to think about them You never know how much You appreciate home Until you leave I found that out a few months ago And let me tell you There really is no place Like home

Swing Baby Swing
So I met this girl about 2 weeks ago at The Rave during a show. Well to make a very long story short, we've hooked up and I found out she's into "swinging". No, she doesn't swing from vines but she's into date-swapping. Meaning she's into me having other chicks. At first I thought this would be kinda weird, having her watch me have sex with another chick but, it was quite the opposite. It was a huge turn on. I don't know if it's because my ex would have NEVER done that or if I'm just a freak but either way, I'm having a lot of fun with this girl. Any girls want to hookup? Ha Ha X

A Moment Of Clarity
"Christ!" "Shit!" Rubber squealed as the tires locked up. Inertia tugged at their bodies. Hands clenched the wheel and grabbed at the oh-shit bar. Tapes smacked against the window. Bedrolls and potato chips flew through the air. Time slowed down and tires continued to scream. They felt the impact before they heard it, a solid thud followed by lesser bumps as something passed under their wheels. The van came to a stop, slightly canted on the two-lane highway. The only sound that remained was that of cartridges rolling around, searching for someplace to settle. The sound of their breathing came a few seconds later. "What the fuck was that?" "I don't know. It came out of nowhere. I think it was a dog." "Out here?" Dale, still gripping the oh-shit bar, looked out the window at the vast expanse of empty grasslands that spread out in every direction. ***** They planned this trip as a catharsis, as a way of saying good-bye. A week of camping, hikin

Appetite
I want you to be my victim! Yeah! All i want is you. Your skin so white, whets my appetite, your dreams, i dream, in your bed at night. And i sleep by your frame, curling around my finger, with hooks in my brain, Blood in your veins, slides down my thoat, pooling inside, now i feel you again! This bliss, this perfect and passionate kiss. Marks us in red. I life well fed.

An Eye For An Eye Drop
Usually the punks aren't that bad. Most of the time they keep the noise down to a tolerable roar. This time though, they came through the door laughing as loud as they could and mingling it with occasional whoops and hollers. They were loud enough to catch the attention of everyone in the diner, not that there were many people in at the time. Still, those that were there were clearly annoyed by having what was turning out to be a nice quiet night ruined. Stacie was quick. Before they even made it around the deserted hostess stand, she was on them. I couldn't hear what she was saying as her back was to me and she usually asks nicely the first time. Whatever it was she said checked them for a moment but as Stacie went back to work, they started giggling again. From Stacie's expression, I could tell she was already irritated. Two of them followed Stacie up to the point of their regular booth while the third, a skinny little hyper-active twit named Ted, broke left down th

On Inhibitions To Writing
I've come to the realization that as obvious as some of my influences are to myself, others either don't realize, or see them as insignificant, as even they had their own influences and progenitors in developing thoughts. Way too hard on myself.

Sexy Bitch...ya Know It!!!! :)
Hey everyone.. I'm in need of a vip... I want to upload some more NSFW pics of my sexy ass...:) and I have ran out of space.. boohooo.... anyway the first that buys me the vip, will get into my private pics.. yummy... woohoo... ps... all love will be returned.. muahz... luv ya.:)

Total Skull Merchandise
Hey everyone, the SPRING CLEANING SALE is here!!! For the next 2 weeks (from April 18th - May4th) TOTAL SKULL has marked down all “Metalhead #2” hoodies over 50%!!! They are normally $67.00, but will be specially priced at $30.00 for 2 weeks only! Also be sure to check out our other items on sale and our new SUMMER SKULL merch!!LIVE IT, LOVE IT, ROCK ITwww. TOTALSKULL. com

Congratulations Judi!!!
Congratualations too our newest GodMother. Stop by and congratulate her on making it.. Thanks for all the Fu-Love you showed too help her get here... If shes not a friend please fan,add,and rate shes a great friend too have and always there when her friends needs her. ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar This GodMother pimpout brought too you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by '♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-04-27 10:47:30') (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-04-28 12:02:06')

Crystal Ship
Crystal Ship A Rondeau A crystal ship sailing on the seas of hopeless romance and fantasies. Through straits where dolphins splash and play and mermaid hosts sing the nights away, for a thousand moonlit eternities. I find myself lost upon these seas, looking for the key to my mysteries. Oh, come now Mariner and guide my way - A crystal ship - I stand and face these rolling seas, steeled by the truths of realities. Searching for a star to guide my way and lead me on to a better day, here on my ship of fantasies - A crystal ship -

I Saw You Walking
I saw you walking I saw you walking and stopped to stare, though I looked the fool I did not care, for enchanted was I by your walk, that I longed just a moment to stop and talk. I held designs much deeper - true - but content am I to chat with you, for a prettier face I ne’er did see and your eyes touched a chord deep in me. But if I may, if given the chance, if invited by your welcoming glance, I would place the tenderest kiss upon your breast - ah, bliss!

Nothing
broken hearts and forgotten love... i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. you are gone but the pain stays.. in my heart it will remain.. an endless thought lost in painfull memories.. broken hearts..forgotten love.. i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. dreams have become just another distant scream.. hope has faded in to a darkness that has yet found the light. broken hearts and forgotten love.. i have lost my faith in the fates avove.. my destiny has lied..for my soul has cried.. the spirit has left me empty and alone.. no where to go..no where to turn.. lost in a distant emptyness that has filled my life with a hollowness..

I Went To A Party Mom
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom,< BR>so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tel l si

He Say's He's Gonna Miss Me...
"I'm gonna miss you" he says this morning. "what the hell does that mean?" is my reply. My bf is looking at 4-12 years in prison here soon. He says he will not go back to prison, he'd rather die. He'd rather die? What the fuck is that? Why would someone rather die than spend a few years in prison to come out and have a chance at happiness? It makes me sad and pissed off at the same time. This man knows my past, he knows someone I loved more than any other man in this world, shot and killed himself 9 years ago. He knows the pain and torment I've endured since then, and for him to say this shit to me? What the fuck. What do I do? Do I continue to love him and hope he choses to live with the chance that I will once again have to bury someone I love who's died from his own hands? I don't want to do this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why must I meet someone and fall for them only to have them ripped away????????????????????????? WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT

Excellent Commentary On Black Theology
Obama can NOT get a free pass on this. He needs to be called out until he explains this shit. Hi Everybody I have been following the Wright/Obama controversy for several weeks now. Today I decided to do a little research. You will note that the Trinity United Church of Christ under Reverend Wright has stated on their website that Black Liberation Theology is their fundamental approach to Christianity. They have recently removed much of these statements from their website; however, Wright has reiterated that this was the main thrust of his belief and sermons. He has also stated that his view of Christianity was primarily based on the works of James H. Cones, and he has criticized his interviewers (including Sean Hannity) for not having read Cone's A Black Theology of Liberation. Since Obama has been a member of this church for twenty years, it is inconceivable that he would not have known that this was the fundamental message of this church was Black Liberation Theology!

Introduction
Blood of my blood Flesh of my flesh Two minds but with one body Two souls wedded as one Blood of my blood Flesh of my flesh The two shall be as one One flesh, one blood, one soul This was the chant that she heard upon awakening and seeing through her non human eyes and tasting the blood from the opening on his wrist that he had provided her. Four weeks previous to this night of the chanting she invited this stranger into her home out of sheer loneliness, not knowing what he was nor believing him when he told her. All night as they talked he toyed with her, making her want him sexually. And when she finally gave in and during her climax, he shared his life force with her. Afterwards explaining to her that it takes four marks from him to make her his. This first one would give her immunity to any other vampires glance, voice or mind tricks. As each week passed reality started to sink in as he returned each week leaving her with the next mark and explaining what it m

Musical Transference
Maybe someone could translate this for me to elven writing? _____________________________________________ Musical Transference Tuesday, August 22, 2000 13:40 motion, spinning, flying, forever living, forever dieing, light giving, never lying music my love, coming from me look into my heart, what do you see is it what you need, does it set you free beating of drums, the beating of heart the guitar, is the sex, almost the best part the melody, personality, proof it is smart wordless communication, true, direct a transfer of emotion without defect you are feeling me, smooth and perfect

The Truth
I feel so happy but confused, I feel useless but yet used. Lately I've gone through different moods, My heart feels completely abused. It's my fault my heart is sore, Because I tried to make myself happy for forever more. Why is this happening to me? Isn't there at least one guy in whom it was meant to be? I feel lost and lonely inside, My heart wants to give up and collide. I toss and turn in the night, Hoping to regain my sight. My sight of happiness, The one that always came effortless.

The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine (an English Sonnet) Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. For the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine.

Lost Words
Lost Words: A Sonnets Redouble An Index of First Lines (A Pushkin Sonnet) A spark of genius lost in contemplation; A fragrant thought, withered sere and dry. A transcendent moment passes in indecision As you sit, woolgathering in the sky. Have you ever forgotten what you might have said When the words were lost in the depths of your head? Floating, like phantoms, from a waking dream, You are left with nothing but an empty theme. When your thoughts have scattered and none remain Of those words you had intended to say, The best you could do is to hope and pray Trying to remember won’t drive you insane. Have you ever searched for a rainbow’s end? I have, and that is how I know, my friend. Sonnet I (An English Sonnet) A spark of genius lost in contemplation Wanders aimlessly around my skull. It has no purpose now, no destination; It’s lustre now tarnished and dull. What could it have been? The beginnings of Sin? Had I discovered a cure for

I Slowly Die
I Slowly Die I slowly die each night I lie bereft of an Angel’s hand; Counting the cost, feeling the loss, in a way I can’t understand. For there are thing like golden dreams in the realm of fantasy, Which haunt and plague like something vague in a distant memory. These I keep when I am asleep and lost in that morphic land. My loneliness, my secret bliss, my most precious contraband, Is something real, which I can feel, but it’s something I cannot stand. So I built a fence of false pretence; but when no one’s around to see, ______________________________I slowly die. When I’m at home and all alone, there’s no drive there to demand Any action, satisfaction, or even a reprimand. In the end, I can’t comprehend all that has happened to me, But one thing I know and wish could show; this is not how it should be. But all things change and rearrange; what once glittered now fades and ______________________________I slowly die.

I, Dionysus
I, Dionysus I, Dionysus, dedicate this day to wild abandon and passion play. And to those who see with lust-filled eyes, in this savage garden, raise up your cries and let the spirit carry you away. Heed now children, these words I say: Celebrate my death with an ancient lay and free your soul from the shaman’s lies. _______________I, Dionysus - Consume my flesh in the ritual way; feast on my body, oh come and pray! And let me hear your lustful sighs as you taste the fruit that never dies; reborn in this holy, mortal clay. _______________I, Dionysus -

Prozac
Prozac Carry me on – my shoulder – slumping. Carry me on – tired feet – plodding. Carry me down the Road to Redemption. Carry me from the House of Detention. Carry me on for I am falling. Little pill in mind’s eye gleaming, Leave me with a smile bright beaming And carry me off to my salvation. _______________Carry me on! Carry me to the Land of the Dreaming. Let my heart rejoice in seeing, All the things in my creation. And let me feel that wild elation That is felt when truly living. _______________Carry me on!

What Is Love?
Lately, I've been thinking about that a lot. What's love? Well, you know. In my opinion, you cannot "think" love. It can't be rationalized. Love is an emotion and it's not quantifiable. To love is a state of mind, it is an emotion you have towards someone. When someone asks, "why do you love me?" and you can enumerate a list, for example - cause you're generous - cause you're handsome etc.. etc... To me, that's not right. Since love, to me, isn't logical, then it shouldn't be quantifiable. What you are listing aren't the reason you love, you are listing qualities which are attractive and valid to you. In the end, love is selfless. That means, it is freely given. Which means that you might not always be loved back. And that's ok. Love isn't on a time schedule, you can love in an instant. It's almost frightning. Then again, love can fade too. In a relationship, sometimes, one will not be able to reciprocate the love which you can g

Distant Touch
I’m Feeling so alone missing your distant touch I Sense that you’re miles from my heart Feeling for another I carry the weight of the world Knowing your solitude my senses seem to fade And now I’m trying to find a comfortable space to live in But my knowledge is now my opposition Leading me ever closer to the end of my wits Sending me deeper into perilous doom Counting the hours between the beats of my heart I feel so alone helpless and out of control Hoping to taste the lips of your faith once again experiencing your lust And it alienates me from all I used to know My every query leads me a woeful end Knowing my journey is just beginning leading me to you To the things I’ve known and loved and lost There must be an answer there must be a way Yet your face etched upon my mind is a haunting reminder Of that for which I still seek Never ceasing relentlessly I will search Finding your heart is the only cessation to my journey

Building Trust In A Relationship
KEEP YOUR PARTNER INFORMED When you are planning to make some major change in your life make sure you let your partner know beforehand. There is nothing more annoying than hearing about it from someone else. If you are going for a complete makeover or shifting, include him/her in the decision-making process. BELIEVE IN YOUR MATE If you expect your partner to have faith in you, then you've got to give him/her the same in return. If your lover is starting a new business or trying to learn new languages, utter a few words of encouragement. Let your partner know that you fully support him/her and will always be ready to help. SHARE YOUR NEEDS When talking to your partner let him/her know exactly what you like and need. Remember, your partner is not a mind reader and cannot guess what makes you happy. He/she will appreciate the fact that you are opening up and talking. And that is the road to having a fulfilling relationship. COMMUNICATE In any relationship, it is impor

Magic Touch
Prelude A GIFT FROM LATENITEFANTASY© Planet Venus, Sister Planet of Earth, 2103 Grace O'Connor spun around happily, showing her mother, her prom dress. It was a full skirted affair with off the shoulder sleeves in a pale blue. When she had first seen it in the window of store she knew that it was everything that she could have asked for. "It's lovely, dear." Her mother said affectionately. "You will knock his socks off." "Mother!" Gracie protested "How many times do I have to remind you that Rand is going with me as a friend? He'll be expected to marry a princess one day. He's not looking for a serious relationship. I'm a safe date to take to the prom." "So you say, my love. But don't forget the prophesy." "Aw, Mother. I can't believe that you believe something that Auntie Clara told you when I was but a few minutes old?" "Auntie Clara has always been right, sweetheart. She says that you will find your true mate during the final dance of the prom." "Yes, I

Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)
The East Gardens On the far side of the court yard, two figures watched the prince toss a coin into the fountain. "What do you think of his new bride?" The one asked the other. "I don't think she'll be a problem. I've checked it out. She doesn't want to be his bride. She's been in the process of becoming an advisor to the king. What a joke. Who has ever heard of a woman filling the position of advisor? They stopped that practice years ago." "Do you think that she could be turned to helping us?" "It's a possibility. I'll continue to dig. Maybe I can find something on her to "persuade" her to our way of thinking." The figure glanced at his watch. "I have some unfinished business to complete. I'll report later." Later that night, Grace let herself into the suite that had been assigned since she had been selected as Rand's bride. After she managed to give Rand the slip, she spent the rest of the afternoon in the palace library, searching for a loop hole in the antiqu

How To Use Your Irs Rebate Check!
As you may have heard, the Administration said each of us would get a rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will go to India, if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala; if we purchase a good car it will go to Japan, if we purchase fabric, the money will go to China, if we purchase useless junk it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at yard sales, since those are the only businesses still in the U.S.

Flyte 4-30 New Flyiers
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH UNHOLY BOMBERS OR UNHOLY D

What Do You Want From Me
i sit alone look alone can't you see i'm next to no-one leave me be just tell me what do you want from me? i don't bother you you walk up and i flee i mind my own bussiness all the time just tell me what do you want from me you don't know you can't see you just follow you don't know what you want from me you act on impulse anger itself why do you this i don't see i've not done anything to you so tell me WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!

Exercise ^.^
Silence ad reigned for a fortnight it seemed. No phone call, no messages, nothing but unadulterated quiet. Amidst her chores one afternoon, she hears a faint buzzing emmitting from her bed. She goes to see her cell lighting up..."one new txt" it blinked. She opens her phone & sees it's from HIM, her, well, anyway he doesn't have a title, but never the less he's something special. "You should come over" it says. Four little words, so simplein meaning, yet they set her senses off the charts. He owned her in this way. His charm came through in everything he did. Unfortunately, she knew he owned a lot of women in this way. He was a fox, he could command the attention of any woman with his gaze, his touch sent shivers up and down their bodies. He knew the power he had, he knew hot to make a woman feel wanted, and then, just as she begins to relax, he moves on, getting bored as it were, to his next "interest". Never hesitating to consider the hearts he captures, and shatters.

Blessed Bealtaine
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME BLUE EYES DRAGON WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. blueeyes_dragon daddy of the midget mafia master and owner of raven queen@ fubar RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar The

Infinity
My soul is set on high, Engulfed by your embrace. My heart stood next to frozen, Thawed by your finger’s trace. I’m hypnotized, By your elegance. My desire, Kindled by your passion. Forever’s closing in on; Eternity. And soon we’ll be our, Infinity.

Mission Accomplished All Right.....
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080501/ap_on_el_pr/mccain_iraq_war McCain: 'Mission accomplished' banner not Bush's fault By LIBBY QUAID, Associated Press Writer Thu May 1, 2:08 PM ET Republican John McCain said President Bush should not be held responsible for the much-criticized "Mission Accomplished" banner five years ago, but he should be blamed for bungling the early months of the war. On Thursday, the fifth anniversary of Bush's dramatic landing on an aircraft carrier where the banner hung, McCain said, "I thought it was wrong at the time." "So all I can tell you was that I was the strongest advocate, or one of the strongest advocates, for changing to adopt the surge," McCain told reporters. "And I think that history will judge me by the fact that I thought it was wrong." McCain said he can't blame Bush for the banner. After shifting explanations, the White House eventually said the "Mission Accomplished" phrase referred to the carrier's crew completing its 10-m

Number4
Laying on the swing Alone Just a few days ago we laid on it Together Off in the distance a train whistle Blowing Inside my heart Turmoil. Streaming down my face Tears running through my head Memories Of the love we had Dead Just as I am Inside

Memorial Day
Happy Memorial Day. A Memorial Day Poem by Michelle Keim, 1999 As we stand here looking At the flags upon these graves Know these flags represent A few of the true American brave. They fought for their Country As man has through all of time Except that these soldiers lying here Fought for your country and mine. As we all are gathered here To pay them our respect Let's pass this word to others It's what they would expect. I'm sure that they would do it If it were me or you To show we did not die in vain But for the red, white and blue. Let's pass on to our children And to those who never knew What these soldiers died for It's the least we can do Let's not forget their families Great pain they had to bear Losing a son, father or husband They need to know we still care. No matter which war was fought On the day that they died I stand here looking at these flags Filled with American pride. So as the bugler plays out Taps With its sweet and eerie sound

Race Day
RACE WEEKEND Well it's thursday morning and sonny has the moblehome packed and ready to go. We drop the boys off at my friends and hit the road. It's a great day for driving and we have a long ways to go. Being that we can't get into the track til Friday I talked sonny into going to see a friend I got to know on yahoo 360. Fred gave me his cell phone number and asked us to stop by his cabin. He told me all about it and that he was going to the race also. Fred has a yearly pass to all the races and a VIP pass. So as we got closer to Jackson I called Fred to see if he's there and how to get there. As we take the back road we see all the signs for the race track. damn sonny he wasn't kiding when he said he could walk to the track. Well we pull up to his place and park across the street. Fred was outside and greeted us. MELISSA thanks for stoping by with a big hug. Sonny nice to meet you, Melissa told me a lot about you and I can tell your making her very help. Oh she told you a lot abo

Marines Don't
DEPARTMENT OF THE NAVY HEADQUARTERS UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS WASHINGTON, D.C. 20380 From: Commandant of the Marine Corps To: All General Officers and All Commanding Officers - Active and Reserve Subj: Marines Don't Do That 1. Early this month I received the following note from a distinguished friend: General Chapman: "Recently I was in an air terminal......(Most people there presented a pretty sloppy appearance) - coats unbuttoned, ties loosened, etc. There was a Marine Corporal (in uniform) who was just the opposite. I spoke to the Marine and pointed out the difference to him. I asked him why it was so? His answer was: 'The Marines don't do that.'" "Regards," 2. "The Marines don't do that." A simple statement of fact which leaves no question in the mind of the listener. 3. Marines don't - wear a scruffy uniform. Marines don't - slouch around with their hands in their pockets. Marines don't - wear long hair. Marines don't - fail to respond with a "

Sexuality
Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and we should ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is something mysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction between people. Whether what is created is a relationship or a pregnancy, the legacy of both partners will be inherent in their creation. What we put into love determines what we get out of it. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao

The Devils Princess
Sweet angelic child, skin stained with the beauty of death A child lost and afraid Her name forgotten, never again to be said Ash collides to ground as footprints are left beneath smoke Her tears consuming the blackness seen through her eyes She walks in the dark her skin covered in tattered lace Her cries for a new life consumed by the evil inside Blood and tears blend as they fall from her sky She tells the story of a shattered friend The story of how death chose her life to live and not to end She sat there watching the darkness take her family away Than cursed her with the taste of immortal misery No longer needing another breath She screams in silence wishing the pain would vacant her troubled mind The voices tearing at her faith binding the bind of lost time Everything she touches parishes as the darkness begins to cry Crying of laughter as another soul dies Wishing to be doomed to a place far greater than this hell Fingertips twitch as desire of safety seeps fr

This Site Sucks.....
This site is so fucked up. I just uploaded some pics, I knew that one was NSFW, just one! Before I could mark it I got a message from the assholes in charge telling me it was. No FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE!!!! Give a person fucking time to do something. This is suppose to be a adult type site, but you do something wrong and the little fucking babies whine. Grow the fuck up!!! Grow a set of fucking balls move out of your parents basement and into the real fucking world!! It takes time for someone to mark something, don't get all OMG thats NSFW!!! All though the photo does not show anything and I mean anything at all, but I keep forgetting that humans are fucking idiots!!! So as of this day on all my pics are locked to friends only, not that anybody rates them anyways. Show kiss my ass, and fuck your mother, assholes!!!!!

It Is Time
It Is Time It is time for us now to disband the law It is time that we declared freedom for all It is time to place the perversions of priests Into History's trash heap where they belong It is time to conquer fears of a far-gone age It is time to seek Truth beyond the written page It is time to celebrate the subtle differences Which have so subdivided this singular race Speak to me not of your clans and tribal creeds Speak to me not of any pride or bigotry Speak to me not of Gods of worn-out welcome Sated upon the sacrificial blood of Man Speak to me only of a future wherein It was time we saw ourselves in each other

Help Level My Husband I Will Make You A Pic
Hey everyone I need your help. My husband is at drill until tomorrow evening and I wanted to try to level him up before he got back. He has just over 300K to level so I was hoping if we get some people to help that we can make this happen. If you rate all his stash send me a private message and I will make you a cool pic you can look thru the folder of things I have made and let me know if there is one you would like me to make. If you do his stash and his pics I will make you 3 cool pics! So hope you can help me!! Just click here to get started: ~Jesse~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar Brought to you by: ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe" (Fu Owner of vvjuggalette86)@ fubar

Fucked Up!!!
ok where do I begin. Ok let's say this first I FUCKED up!!! blah blah blah... This is the part that no one really wants to read. Madly in love with a man I will never get the opportunity to love again. And yea it's all my fault. you know who you are too! I realize the mistake I've made, but what do I do about it now. Will things ever get back to what they were...knowing how he is probably not so I have to deal with the mistake!!!!

A Song From The Heart
A song from the heart that I wrote months ago plays on in my head about the love I had once before letting go I know was the right thing to do Now I know how my life could change And how I could love someone new. A song from the heart a poem to keep for life a lie to save the wrong a wish to be with the right a lesson to be learned without causing any pain as I write on until it starts to rain. A song from the heart a bond not yet broken a young woman's wish to be heard but not yet has spoken a secret to be told without causing any sorrow life, love, and never lies can be borrowed. A song from the heart a poem I call my own a piece of the past that has to buried six feet under the ground someone once told me life could never change, a road to the future never causes this much pain A song from the soul that just has turned gold a song from the heart that no one knows

Dreams
If all of our dreams came true, how special would they really be? Since our dreams rarely become reality, those that do are all the more special to us. I'm not afraid to dream knowing that I won't ever see it become true. Without dreams we have nothing to hope for, to wish for. No reason to become better, to make changes. Dreams make everything worthwhile.

Take A Wide
Now that fur is starting to become fashionable once again, a lady donned her full-length mink and went to the Mall. She was stopped by an animal rights activist, "Look Lady, do you know how many animals had to die in order to make that coat?" she demanded. "And do you know how many animals I had to screw to get it?" sneered the fur wearer back. Bill's friend Harry went into a nightclub and saw a gorgeous honey sitting by herself at the bar, so he asked her to dance. She agreed and they took to the dance floor for a slow one. While they were cheek to cheek, Harry said, "You really smell terrific. What's that you have on?" The flattered girl told him it was Channel #5. Then wanting to return the compliment, she said, "You smell good, too. What is it that you have on?" Honest Harry replied: "Well, I've got a hard on, but I didn't think you could smell it." The following scenario took place in a courtroom, and the questioning was of a

My Thoughts
So, I'm here having this conversation with someone who within 5 minutes of me adding as a friend, has read my page and appreciates the fact that I am one of the few that don't have to put naked pics up to get a good decent convo. I have talked to many on here that have said that they have met women from here and other sites whom, after looking at their pictures and conversating with them, decided to meet in person...and guess what...the woman was not who she said she was...the pics they had up were from 10 yrs ago when she was 50 pounds lighter and younger. Just for GP, my profile pic I have up now, I took today. I am still wearing the same clothes. I am real...so why is it that men still refuse to conversate with me or "get to know the real me" because I don't have ass, tits and just skin showing in all my pictures...isn't that what porn is for? I mean I am a freaky woman as well with the right person but why must I show everyone in cyber world that? I am not needy with low self estee

Will She Do It
She is never happy, Her tears stream down Her cheek like rain Her voice is hoarse From screaming She sits alone in the dark Her skin, pale as snow Her eyes wide and blood-shot Why is she here? What is this feeling? All by herself she thinks Rocking back and forth. Her mind racing, Her heart pounding Hard in her chest Voices in her head Confusing her Fighting each other Telling her to do it Telling her to stop Drowning in fear Drowning in hate Does not know What is wrong and What is right. Does she have the courage, Will she do it? Is life this cruel? Will tonight Be the night? She picks up the gun, Empties the cartridge, Only one bullet left, She puts the gun to her head She did it Reality got the best of her, Destroyed her life Will any one miss her? Did anyone care?

Together
Oceans, Lakes, Rivers, and Streams They all link together, thats how it seems. Roses are red and the sky is baby blue Thats how it goes, just like me and you. Like a rainbow after rain or a wave upon the sand Thats how we belong, always hand in hand. So take my hand and we will go To a place that no one will ever know. Its just me and you in our own little world A world that is surrounding just us two. So tell me that you love me as you look me in the eye And I'll tell you that I love you and I shall ne'er it deny.

Can't Sleep
My sleep schedule is just messed up and I hate it. I sleep like every 2 days now it seems like. I'm trying to find a job to help pay off some of my debts but I can't when I'm hardly sleeping. But hopefully I'll be getting my medical insurance so a doctor can prescribe me something that knocks me the fuck out, lol. Anyways, everyone show your boy some love on here. Hit me up.

Frustration
Sometimes clients can be so damn frustrating.... Have one that says we don't respond quickly enough.. such as when they email at night and we answer in the morning lol. So they criticize us saying we need to answer more promptly. That alone is frustrating... but add to it that when I email them back, or call, I never get a response... or if I do they never answer the questions.. just say whatever they wanted to have done is not done yet. Well duh... if you answer my question I will get it done. Stupid people! lol Sometimes it is better to tell them they are not a good fit for us. OK.. I vented enough :)

Creationism: The Story Of The Internet
In ancient Israel, it came to pass that a trader called Abraham of Com did take unto himself a young wife by the name of Dot. And Dot of Com was a comely woman, broad of shoulder and long of leg. Indeed, she had been called ’Amazon Dot Com’. And she said unto Abraham, her husband, ’Why dost thou travel far from town to town with thy goods when thou can trade without ever leaving thy tent?’ And Abraham did look at her as though she were several saddle bags short of a camel load, but simply said, ’How, dear?’ And Dot replied, I will place drums in all the towns and drums in between to send messages saying what you have for sale and they will reply telling you which hath the best price. And the sale can be made on the drums and delivery made by Uriah’s Pony Stable (UPS).’ Abraham thought long and decided he would let Dot have her way with the drums. And the drums rang out and were a n immediate success. Abraham sold all the goods he had at the top price, without ever moving from

Precious
Life is to precious to worry about stupid shit So have fun, get drunk, && fell in love Say what you want to say && Do what you want to do Regret nothing && Don't let people who Don't matter bring you DOWN

Greenpix Zero Energy Wall
Greenpix is a Zero Energy Media Wall in Beijing created by Simone Giostra & Partners and the Arup folks. It’s been added to the curtain wall of the Xicui entertainment complex near the site of the 2008 Olympic Games. It mixes the largest color LED display technology with a photo voltaic system which means that the wall burns the only energy it harvests during the day. The wall should go live in May 2008, with a series of video installations and live performances by artists from China, Europe and the US.

Change
Every moment of every day we are changing. Nothing stays the same. EVERYTHING changes. For what it's worth (and in my life this is worth alot because it is my reality) I do not believe any changes in the earth or with the people on it are set in stone, so to speak. Negative thoughts pull negative actions to us. Positive thoughts pull positive actions to us. If you don't believe this is true, test it. Spend a whole day thinking nothing but negative thoughts and see what that day brings to you. I'm talking about really negative thoughts like: nothing is going to go right today; people are all going to be a pain in the butt today; I am not going to be happy no matter what happens today. Then take the next day, and don't let anything negative touch you. Tell yourself everything is going your way. You are not going to let anyone get you down today. Today is going to be the best day of your life. You are surrounded by love, and love is all you will accept. Then compare those two

Guess Who I Met This Morning. . . .
Another HUGE contact at the gym - I go to this little piss-ant gym for my regular morning workouts - corner of Cheyenne and Rainbow, 24-hour Fitness, just because it's nearest to my house and I don't usually see my own students in there, so I don't get interrupted. I met this dude named Robert, who is a trainer at the gym. I've seen him working with other TRAINERS - experienced Master Trainers to whom who HE is teaching new techniques. The dude knows his shit. So I walk up and say hello and introduce myself as a former trainer and current Yoga instructor. I ask him if he's a new trainer. Dude is totally humble. I find out that he is Forest Griffin's personal trainer, as well as that of several other professional fighters and other pro athletes!! Then he said, "Hey, come tomorrow morning and train with us. 7:00 a.m." I said, "I'd LOVE that man, but I could NEVER afford you!!" He said, "No! FREE man. I'll teach you anything you want. You're a fellow trainer and employee here.

Hawaiian Wedding Cake
Hawaiian Wedding Cake Recipe #131026 | 1 hour | 15 min prep | SERVES 12 (Change Servings) Change to: Servings US Metric (3) RATE IT NOW READ REVIEWS Your review has been submitted for approval and will appear shortly. RECIPE BY: echo echo A recipe I got from my mother. Remember not to drain the pineapple before adding. If you like, add coconut to the frosting. Posted on: Jul 25, 2005 Print RecipeShareMake NotesAdd Email this Recipe Send to Cell Phone Add to Cookbook Add to Menu Add to Shopping List Add to Meal Plan Add Photo | Edit... My Notes: My Notes ONLY YOU see your private notes, and they print with the recipe. Save NoteCancel 1 2 3 4 5 Write a Review! (optional) SubmitCancel Ingredients 2 egg 1 cup chopped almond or cashew 2 cups sugar 2 cups flour 2 teaspoons baking soda 1 (20 ounce) can crushed pineapple, undrained frosting 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese 1 1/3 c

Application For Date
How many of you have been out there in the dating scene? All of us right! How many have gone out on those dates where it just went terribly wrong, or your date turned out to be some freak,stalker,mass murderer, or just was a cross dresser that liked the same sex. not that there is anything wrong with any of these. To each their own. How nice would it be to pre-screen your soon to be dates with an application. with all the information that would be on a normal job application. social security numbers, last the addresses, full name, referances, so on and so on etc. I think it would be great!! do a full background check on these prospective dates..just to make sure you will be safe for the night. giving you a piece of mind...not only that, if anything was to happen..you would have all the info. on that person and well. you could use this to your advantage. So since I have talked about this great idea to have an Application for date. I will make one. I will accept these application

What Superhero R You?
You are a vigilante who considers murder, kidnapping, extortion, coercion, threats of violence, and torture to be acceptable crime fighting tactics. Take the Superhero Quiz at Quiz Rocket.com!Free MySpace Quizzes & Online Quizzes.

Thank God I Have A Big Ass
CHICAGO (Reuters) - A type of fat that accumulates around the hips and bottom may actually offer some protection against diabetes, U.S. researchers said on Tuesday. ADVERTISEMENT They said subcutaneous fat, or fat that collects under the skin, helped to improve sensitivity to the hormone insulin, which regulates blood sugar. Mice that got transplants of this type of fat deep into their abdomens lost weight and their fat cells shrank, even though they made no changes in their diet or activity levels. "It was a surprising result," said Dr. Ronald Kahn of Harvard Medical School in Boston, whose study appears in the journal Cell Metabolism. "We actually found it had a beneficial effect, and it was especially true when you put it inside the abdomen," Kahn said in a telephone interview. Kahn said he started the study to find out why fat located in different parts of the body seems to have different risks of metabolic disease such as diabetes. Researchers have known for som

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Today's Quote Great occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes. Silently and imperceptibly, as we wake or sleep, we grow strong or we grow weak, and at last some crisis shows us what we have become. -Bishop Westcott

Poem
I miss you. I miss your warm eyes, the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share. I miss you. I miss the touch of your hand, so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together, that I hold dear. I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

Rodney King Part Ii
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080509/ap_on_re_us/videotaped_police_beating 7 more cops pulled from Philly streets over taped beating By MARYCLAIRE DALE, Associated Press Writer 47 minutes ago Seven more police officers were taken off street duty Thursday as investigators look into the videotaped police beating of three shooting suspects during a traffic stop. Thirteen of the estimated 15 officers on hand during the Monday incident have been taken off the streets as investigators pore over the television news footage, Police Commissioner Charles Ramsey told a news conference Thursday. The video shows officers kicking, punching and beating the men, who are all black. On his syndicated radio show Thursday, the Rev. Al Sharpton, compared it with the videotaped 1991 beating of black motorist Rodney King by a group of white Los Angeles police officers. "I've not seen anything like that since Rodney King, and it's worse than Rodney King, and we cannot allow our community

My Dark Heart
DARK IS MY HEART BLACK AS NIGHT MY SOUL IS CONSUMED BY THE DARKNESS I FEEL NOTHING PAIN IS ONLY A MEMORY MY SOUL BLEEDS MY EYES CRY TEARS OF BLOOD BLOOD FLOWS DOWN MY CHEEK IT IS BLACK I LOOK AT IT AND FEEL NOTHING I WALK IN A DAZE LIFE IS GONE FAMILY DISTANT EYES LIFE LESS SKIN CLAMMY ARMS LIMP I WALK THE WORLD TRYING TO FIND A PERPOSE BUT IT DOESN'T SEEM POSSIBLE TO FEEL ANYTHING I AM CONSUMED BY THE DARKNESS NO LIGHT CAN SHINE IN MY SOUL SCREAMS OUT IN MADNESS MY HEART BEATS LOW AND SLOW MY SOUL LASHES OUT FOR BLOOD SO I FEED IT MINE IT SUSTAINS ITS SELF FOR A WHILE TIL IT WANTS MORE I DRAW PEOPLE IN AND UNLEASH MY SOUL AND IT FEEDS ON EVERY LAST DROP OF THERE BLOOD IT NEVER SLEEPS ALWAYS WANTING MORE I TRY TO SUPRESS IT BUT IT DOESN'T WORK MY SOULD WILL LIVE ON WHEN I AM DEAD AND GONE I HOPE IT DOESN'T CONSUME ANY BODY ELSE I FEEL FOR THEM NO ONE CAN HANDLE IT SO BE PREPARED MY SOUL WILL LIVE ON

A Story I Wrote For A Friend
A rape story There was this girl named Chrissy she lived by herself in a nice house that she bought. Chrissy is a sweet person and tries to be friends with everyone. One night Chrissy comes home to find 4 guys in her home she asked them what they were doing in her house. They told her that they wanted her so that they could fuck the shit out of her. She told them that they were not going to fuck her and if they did not leave she would call the cops. They told her that she would not make it to the phone before they got a hold of her. She tired to get to the phone but the guys were right she did not get even close to the phone before one guy got to her and pulled her to the bedroom. Chrissy is only 5’ 2” the 4 guys were all 6’ or over and very muscular. So they had no problem handing Chrissy. She told them no that she did not want this. She asked them no to do this. She told them if they did not rape her they could take anything they wanted in her house. They said that

What Is Autism? An Overview
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Autism was first identified in 1943 by Dr. Leo Kanner of Johns Hopkins Hospital. At the same time, a German scientist, Dr. Hans Asperger, described a milder form of the disorder that is now known as Asperger Syndrome (read more). These two disorders are listed in the DSM IV (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental D

Justin Ballesteros Camacho
In a few moments, it will be May 10th and my son, Justin, would have been 12 years old. As each year passes, I try to picture what he would look like. Would he be a good student in school? Would he love my other 2 sons as his brothers? Would he love me? I miss him more and more everyday. I want to send this reminder to everyone...especially mothers since our special day is Sunday...please don't EVER pass up the chance to tell and show someone that you love them. You never know when you will never see them again but in your dreams. Until then, my dear baby boy Justin, Happy Birthday and always know that mommy loves you always and I will see you one day!

Rootbeer Float Cupcakes
RootBeer Float Cupcakes Mother’s Day is the time to express your gratitude, show your love, and spread compassion to all the people who look after you. It’s time to make a sweet statement with delectable cruelty-free goodies. Treat your mom and others to fun, cholesterol-free cupcakes. You can also educate others about your efforts to eat veg and ask them to try it with you! Ingredients: 1 cup rootbeer soda 1 tsp. apple cider vinegar 3/4 cup sugar 1/3 cup vegetable oil 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract 2 tsp. rootbeer extract 1 1/3 cups flour 3/4 tsp. baking soda 1/2 tsp. baking powder pinch of salt Frosting 1 cup vegetable shortening 3 cups confectioner’s sugar 2 Tbs. vanilla soymilk 2 tsp. vanilla extract Directions: Preheat your oven to 350 degrees and line a dozen cupcake tins with papers. Combine the soda and vinegar and let stand for a few minutes. Add the sugar and oil, whisking vigorously until slightly frothy; integrate the extracts, and gently introdu

My First Owner....
I would like to introduce everyone to my very first Fu Owner. Please stop by and show him some love. He is worth checking out! ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~DEMON CREW*SHADOW LEVELERS*W.I.S.E.U.K.F*OWNED BY>~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~

Stuffed French Toast
Stuffed French Toast Read Reviews Rate and Review Print: Full page | 3x5 | 4x6 Send: E-mail | IM Add to Saved Recipes Add to Saved Menus Add to Shopping List Add a Note -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ingredients 24 (1-ounce) slices cinnamon-raisin bread Cooking spray 3 cups 1% low-fat milk 2 cups egg substitute, divided 1 cup half-and-half 1 cup sugar, divided 1 tablespoon vanilla extract 1/8 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1 (8-ounce) block fat-free cream cheese, softened 1 (8-ounce) block 1/3-less-fat cream cheese, softened Bottled cinnamon-sugar (optional) Preparation Trim crusts from bread. Arrange half of the bread in a 13 x 9-inch baking dish coated with cooking spray. Combine milk, 1 1/2 cups egg substitute, half-and-half, and 1/2 cup sugar in a large bowl, stirring with a whisk. Pour half of milk mixture over bread in dish. Combine 1/2 cup egg substitute, 1/2 cup sugar, vanilla, nut

Get What You Came Here For
i have to get what i came here for". she whispered hopelessly to herself as she lay down from a night out filled with guilted lust. getting what she needs to make it oneday. perfect seduction in her words, charming her farfetched hope right into her hands. let there be happiness at the end of this journey, let there be more than just choosing the right path. let the light be shown from your dreams. not the echoes within the smoke clouds. in the caged window of a jail, theres a bird who comes day to day it makes him wonder. the man whose only hope is to see beyond. as his spirit is crying for a better day he may never see... "i have to get what i came here for". he prays as they turn out the lights. let there be happiness at the end of this journey, let there be more than just choosing the right path. let the light be shown from your dreams. not the echoes within the smoke clouds. if theres a better way, would you have chose it? if theres a

Notorious B.i.g - Machine Gun Funk
So you wanna be hardcore With your hat to the back, talkin bout the gats in your raps But I can't feel that hardcore appeal that you're screamin, baby I'm dreamin This ain't Christopher Williams, still some MC's got to feel one, caps I got to peel some To let niggaz know... that if you fuck with Big-and-Heavy I get up in that ass like a wedgie Says who? Says me, the lyrical Niggaz sayin, "Biggie off the street, it's a miracle" Left the drugs alone, took the thugs along with me Just for niggaz actin shifty Sticks and stones break bones, but the gat'll kill you quicker Especially when I'm drunk off the liquor Smokin funk by the boxes, packin glocks is natural to eat you niggaz like chocolates The funk baby "I live for the funk, I'll die for the funk" All I want is bitches, big booty bitches Used to sell crack, so I could stack my riches Now I pack gats, to stop all the snitches from stayin in my business, what is this? Relentless approach, to know if I'm br

Happy Mothers Day
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shot s. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love bein

Spin
I'd rather chase your shadow all my life than be afraid of my own I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know where i'll be than be alone and convinced that i know And the world keeps spinning round my world's upside down and i wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when i found you and i wouldn't change a thing you and i wouldn't change a thing Everything I know has let me down so i will just let go let you turn me inside out cause i know i'm not sure about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way Spinning Turning Watching Burning all my life has found it's meaning walking crawling climbing falling all my life has found its meaning

I Just Dont Know
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT TO SAY..IM SO BLAH...I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON YET I GET BITCHED AT FOR IT..I JUST WANT TO TRY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT..IM NOT TRYIN TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY..LAST NIGHT i WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK..THATS WHAT SEEMS TO HAPPEN ONCE A WEEK NOW..I JUST HIT THE GUTTERS AND WANT TO DRINK,BUT THATS STOPPING TODAY...IM DONE DRINKIN...I JUST WANT TO FLIPPIN ME HAPPY =[

Suicide
I don't know what else to do as I pick up the knife. Everything's so stressful so I want to end my life. I want to thank all my friends for always being there. You gave me advice and you showed that you cared. To my one true love, I'll be watching you all the time. I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I had a chance to call you mine. This is to my family, you've done everything for me. You've supported me in everything as far back as I can see. You probably don't understand, but I'm under too much stress. Everything is going wrong and my whole life seems like a mess. I'm sorry for this, but I don't know what else to do. I love you all, but my life is through.

Have Leveled
Well it has finally happened. I have leveled and I want to thank all who helped me get there. A special thanks to weldingangel who put me over the top. My debt has now been payed and she has recieved the 100,000 fubucks as promised. Thanks again! THis turned out to be a fun game and might happen again in the future. Keep your eyes open! LOL

Survey Questions 1
30 Q Survey 5/11/2008 01. How many boyfriends have you had? I have had 3 serious boyfriends 02. How far have you gotten, with the opposite sex? All the way i aint no virgin. I love sex to much. 03. Who was your last boyfriend? Brandon 04. Who was your first boyfriend? Kyle was my first serious 05. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes, hmm sexy as hell too. 06. Who was your first kiss, and when? Some kid named Harvey and i was like 9 07. What's your favorite body part? On me my eyes and boobs and a guy his smile and eyes. 08. Do you think you're hot? Honestly no, I believe i am just the average looking person. 09. Do you think you're ugly? No i dont think im ugly. 10. What kind of underwear do you wear? I own lots of thongs, and boy shorts 11. Do you have any slutty pieces of clothing? Probably im a girl. 12. If so, describe them? I have a few short skirts and low cut shirts 13. What was the craziest thing you have ever done? Get nake

Domestic Government
There are several antiquated terms, as well as jargon, and perhaps a style of writing that I use that may confuse, or even upset modern readers. Alas, they should realize that these methods are mainly aesthetic, and certainly the aim here is to preserve some beauty that is involved. There are no personal slants, or anything that is to be ad hominem. The domestic govenment is more in fact about the freedom of will, and morality than it is really about civics, but I think that it makes necessary connections to modern day civic's studies, and it's interest affects us all. When we say domestic government what we mean in laymens terms is that we are concerned with the acts of the mind, and the freedom of the will both manifested empirically, and it's a priori rationally insofar as everydayness concerns us, and our social intercourse. The connectedness that we either are a necessary part of, or elect to assent to in any social intercourse has in part a foundation laid

What A Spring....keep These People In Your Thoughts!
By ROXANA HEGEMAN, Associated Press Writer 23 minutes ago At least 15 people died in southwestern Missouri. In the fading mining town of Picher, Okla., at least six people were killed, and at least one person died in storms in Georgia. Susan Roberts, 61, stared at the smashed remains of her classic 1985 Cadillac sitting on her living room floor - the only thing left of her Seneca home. A woman who had apparently sought shelter in the car died there, she said. "That is what is tearing me up," Roberts said. She had warned the woman - who stopped to change a tire as Roberts and her 13-year-old grandson drove away from the rental house - to escape.

Long Day
It has been a long day and I am tired I have bipolar and I take a med at night that knocks me out well I forgot to see my doc last month. Now I tried to refill my prescription and he wont let me untill i see him. I cannot see him till the 27th I been a few days without these pills and I am getting very ill. I understand i missed my apointment but to take my meds away was wrong that can hurt a person and has made me ill. I think if they take you off a med they need to ween you off I am lost as to what i should do without them I am sick and my mania gets out of control but if i wait it out maybe i can find natural ways to help myself learn to control my emotions more. I just hope thi sickness will go away soon I feel like a drug addict but I cannot help it these pills help a chemical imbalance in my brain. I would love fedback on this blog I kind of want to see what others think. Should I stop taking the meds all together?

My New Life
I am on this new path called single, with kids. No, not sole caretaker of my children. Unfortunately a mainly weekend father. I am amazed at the depths of stupidity I have gone to, yet I am still here. I have sucessfully ruined my relationship with their mothers'.....yes that is plural. I have an ex-wife who has my son, and doesn't really want me to see him. And now I have an ex-fiancee, who has our daughters. I know time will move on and so will I. I want to change my stupid ways, and I can and will. So to anyone who reads this please don't judge me, we all have skeletons. But as someone once told me, "the grass is green, the sky is blue". He also said " I am free and over 21". Everyday will be better and I choose to look at it this way. My choices not only effect me but my kids also. I am choosing to be what I need to be, to be there for them. In closing, I love you: Caleb, Grace and Caitlin.

It's Not My Time
Looking back at the beginning of this And how life was Just you and me and love and all of our friends Living life like an ocean Now the currents slowly pulling me down It's getting harder to breath It won't be too long and I'll be going under Can you save me from this It's not my time, I'm not going There's a fear in me It's not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh, I won't go I look ahead to all the plans that we made And the dreams that we had I'm in a world that tries to take them away Oh, but I'm taking them back All this time I've just been to blind to understand What should matter to me My friend, this life we live Is not what we have, it's what we believe It's not my time I'm not going There's a fear in me It's not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh, It's not my time I'm not going There's a fear in me Now I know that This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh, I won't go I won't go

Some Real Curious Facts !
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a footba

Learning A Lesson
Laying in bed, snuggled up in Your arms as W/we sleep peacefully. Slowly, i start to awake. Rubbing my hands along Your chest, feeling Your hair tickling the flesh between my fingers. Carefully, so as not to awaken You, i reach into the nightstand and get out a cock ring. Letting my hands slide along Your body, trailing down to Your cock, slipping the ring onto it. Continuing my exploration of Your sleeping body, i slowly move Your arms into position and cuff them to the corners of the bed. As the snap of the cuffs click into place, You awaken, asking "what are you doing?" Grinning, i reply "having fun with my Master" Shaking Your arms, You demand i release You NOW. To which i reply, "Yes, my Master" Getting the key from the nightstand and inserting it into the cuffs, releasing You. Suddenly, You grab my right wrist, pulling it to the left side of the bed, cuffing it. Copying with my left wrist to the right side of the back, forcing me to lay on my belly. All of a sudden, i feel one

Pleasures Of The Flesh
like a demon you possess me, envelope my senses, fill me up- i need your touch so much i can't breathe you cut me - i bleed i cannot seem to escape, or erase the ecstacy you gave just one bite when the moment was right and I became your slave and like the fire the wind and the moon you shape me you shift me I'm in lust with you

My New Little Man
Well I am now a "mommy" to a 13yo teenager. My mom is getting married to his grandpa. His mom passed away when he was 5. He was bounced from a ton of his family members. Finally the last chance was my mom and his grandpa. But they are getting too old. So my mom called on me to come down and help raise him. So bam here I am. I finally got my girlfriend back with me so now the power couple is back together thank goodness. The three of us me, my g/f, and Mav are all gonna be moving in together after the wedding next weekend. So yea that should be fun. But right now he's spending the week with us to test the waters to see how well everyone gets along. He's a really great kid. Very smart. He does have ADHD which I have never personally dealt with so that is the only really hard thing for me to deal with right now. But other than that I'll be adding more soon I have a school fieldtrip that I went on and chaperoned for his school. I'll be adding those pics and blog more about him as time goes

This Is What Love Looks Like
When I say I love you, this is what I am telling you... I will always protect you and protect your heart. I will always stand beside you no matter what. I will not leave you for bad finances, poor health, or heartache. I will do my level best to make you as happy as I possibly can, each and every day. I will always be on your side, no matter who it is that is opposing you, including family. I will do my level best to honour you and your family every day. I will never say things to you to hurt you on purpose. I will never take the confidences that you have entrusted to me and hurt you with them. I will hold and protect your heart as if it were my very own, because, in fact, it is. I will rejoice with you in your success and mourn with you at the failures life brings. I will make your welfare and happiness my priority each day. I will believe you and I will believe IN you every single day. I will understand when you have a bad day and I will love you through it. I wil

The Fool
The Fool Trusts even though sees otherwise Loves even though knows better Laughs even though cries silently Hopes even though senses no change Sees even though feels blind Wants even though knows not to Gives even though receives nothing back Continues even though wants to stop Survives even though wishes to die Knows even though refuses to believe I am the fool

Overhaul 2008
hey! whats up to anybody reading this. I did a major overhaul on my friends list.. Kinda just got rid of almost everyone..only 20 or 30 left. So if you are reading this you are cool with me. Hope everyone has a less rainy weekend than last one. it was shitty here but getting better. Maybe I'll hit another home run in my softball game tomorrow.. Peace out ~~~~Dragonboi~~~~

Bead Auction
Over the past week or so I've had several inquiries from people about what it would take to get the big set of beads from me. So I'm putting a twist on a fubar tradition and putting them and a box of approximately 40 more smaller beads up for auction. In 1 week (May 21) the best offer gets all of the beads shipped to them. So if you're interested, send me a message with your best offer. How is this different from other fubar auctions you may ask? Well I'm not going to base this on who has the most fubucks to offer, a hh, a blast, vip, etc. Be creative in your offer. These are mardi gras beads, all earned. :) After a few days, I'll pass along to the highest bidders what the best offer is so everyone gets a fair shot at winning. Good luck to all. :)

Hater
*What Exactly Is A 'Hater'?* A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have... The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too! We've all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you can: * Have a relationship with God * Lig

Bible Fun Facts
CULINARY DEPARTMENT "...Hath he not sent me to the men that sit upon the wall, that they may eat their own dung, and drink their own piss with you?" --Isaiah 36:12; also in II Kings 18:27. The lord commanded: "And thou shalt eat it as barley cakes, and thou shalt bake it with dung that cometh out of man, in their sight." --Ezekiel 4:12. "And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat." --Levitcus 26:29. "And thou shalt eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons, and of thy daughters which the LORD thy god hath given thee..." --Deuteronomy 28:53. "So we boiled my son, and did eat him: and I said unto her on the next day, Give thy son, that we may eat him: and she hath hid her son." --2 Kings 6:29. JUSTICE "When men strive together one with another, and the wife of the one draweth near for to deliver her husband out of the hand of him that smiteth him, and putteth forth her hand, and taketh h

My Man~damunchman
Some of you may know him. If you don't you should go and check him out and give him lots of fu-lovin'! And be sure to tell him that Meagan sent ya! My man, my love Eyes of green, hair of fiery red Heart of gold, soul of old I love him He's the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me. We've had a lot of things happen to us, a lot of shitty things, a lot of good things. But one thing is for sure, he's always been there for me, always been by side. Although the hard times have almost broke us apart, we're still here, still in one piece. No matter what happens, I will always be grateful for what he has given me, for what he has done for me. He has shown me that I am worthy of love and great things. And all I have to do is try my hardest, and I will be rewarded. God knows I have fought so hard to keep our love alive, and so far, it's been more than worth it. I love you Daddy, always and forever!

Ughh
Im kind of freakin out. I get my first and 2nd tattoo today. I reallllly dont want to puss out. Tim the tattoo guy is going to get a nice view of my ass which makes me more uncomfortable. God im freaking out haha

Please Help My Bf Rate This Pic For Her And Comment Bomb Her For Me Thank You
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

To My Friends......
If someone hurts you, I'll knock the shit outta them. If you jump off a bridge, I'll be on the ground to catch you. If you cry, I'll let you cry on my shoulder. If you're kicked out, I'll take you in. If you're drunk, I'll take your keys. If you're world comes crashin down, I'll be standin right next to you. If you cry cause of me, its cause I made you laugh too hard. We'll be friends forever, no matter what happens between us. Just know I'm here for you. Send this to all your friends or someone you really care about, including me. I care about you if I sent you this message, cause you're special to me. Send this to everyone you care about. If u get 7 back...you're loved

60 Questions
1. Name and middle name? Heatheer Marie 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? 4th of July and Labor Day 3. Favourite flavoured pie? Apple 4. Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they don't? OMG yes its my biggest pet peve 5. Are you allergic to anything? Bees and some medications 6. Is there something special you want for Christmas? Sorry I dont do Christmas 7. When was the last time you went swimming? During spring break 8. Do you like cheesecake? Yes i love it 9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in? Chicago, Michigan, Wisconsin, Kentucky 10. Have you travelled outside the country? Been to Canada and Mexico 11. Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? Omg yes i have to jobs and have a busy day so yes. 12. Does anyone like you? I know a few people are talking to me wether they like me or not i dont have a clue and honestly dont care. 13. Do you have any strange pets? Nope just 2 cats and 1 dog 14

Let Me Fall
It’s October again The leaves are coming down One more year’s come and gone And nothing’s changed at all Wasn’t I supposed to be someone To face the things that I’ve been running from Let me feel I don’t care if I break down Let me fall Even if I hit the ground And if I cry a little, die a little At least I know I lived Just a little I’ve become much too good At being vincible I’m an expert at play it safe And keep it cool But I swear This isn’t who I meant to be I refuse to let my life roll over me I wanna be somebody Who can face the things that I’ve been running from Let me feel I don’t care if I break down Let me fall Even if I hit the ground And if I cry a little, die a little At least I know I lived It’s October again Leaves are coming down One more year’s come and gone And nothing’s changed at all

" Open Your Eyes "
Silence speaks, a word of torment. While others run, I come straight toward it. Blindly stepping immersed in night. No star in the sky, no light tonight. A breeze glides my frame, cant tell from where. Having no sense of direction, no time to prepare. Still not afraid, I press on. So warm inside, I feel overcome. Warmer and warmer my body exhausts. Closer and closer, not giving in to the cost. It hurts but I cant stop moving in now. Too much is at stake, I wont bend or break. And as it turns out, at the end of the night. All I endured was worth all the fight. I finally realize my eyes have been shut. Just to simply open and see before me. Her beautiful eyes, staring back into mine.

Mommy To Be Keepsake
Mommy to be Keepsake Verse Two precious hands with ten little fingers, two sweet feet with ten little toes. A head so small with hair soft as feathers, holds two tiny ears and a cute button nose. One cuddly body with two legs and two arms, joins to these two feet and two hands. That soon will be wiggling and kicking with fury, as time moves on according to God's plans. One heart so small beats strong with life, waiting to be loved and give love in return. Cherish the miracle that grows within you, as you await the arrival you have yearned. The love that two share for each other, the reward of being husband and wife, Is the creation of a baby, and the joy a child brings to your life.

Memories Are Just Where You Laid Them
I can so relate to this song. Memories are just where you laid them Drag the waters �till the depths give up their dead What did you expect to find? Was there something you left behind? Don�t you remember anything I said when I said Don�t fall away, and leave me to myself Don�t fall away and leave love bleeding In my hands, in my hands again Leave love bleeding In my hands, in my hands Love lies bleeding Oh hold me now I feel contagious Am I the only place that you�ve left to go She cries her life is like Some movie black and white Dead actors faking lines Over and over and over again she cries Don�t fall away, and leave me to myself Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding In my hands, in my hands again Leave love bleeding In my hands, in my hands Love lies bleeding And I wanted You turned away You don�t remember, but I do You never even tried Don�t fall away and leave me to myself Don

Butterfly...
If I could be anything I chose, I'd be a butterfly. To be able to fly from place to place, not a cre in the world. Beautiful wings that everyone loves to see, even being a butterfly, there would be something special about me. To be so delicate and have so much grace, and being able to soar through the beautiful sky. Flowers would be as tall as the Eiffel Tower. The refreshing feeling of a light rain shower. The gentle mist on my brightly colored wings. What a wonderful feeling to be a butterfly.

Pain Inside
It hurts in side this lonely heart It’s all the pain inside Pain with no love Pain with loneliness Pain Inside Lost Lonely Empty Confused Not known where to go Pain Inside Please stop the pain inside this lonely heart Lonely sprit Lonely soul I am hurting inside Needing love Needing someone to care Please stop the pain inside Pain Inside

Anyone On My Yahoo Im List
Someone hacked my yahoo password and has been talking to friends on ym list. If you talk to someone on MYS14 it's NOT me. I've activated another account I have so if you want it let me know.

When Listening To Friends Count
Just joined here recently and met alot of good ppl. Didn't know that these people where as cool as they were. I really believe some ppl in your life are seasoal and some are permanent .. but whether seasonal or permanent, some ppl here are cool. I recently found myself in a compromising position with no options. Anyone who really knows me and just not of me know I don't like stuff like that. I called up some ppl I met here and got some good advice I should have listened to and stuck with. Moral of the whole thing, you can learn from a total stranger the ropes of life but when you get something from the ppl around you that 'care' it's priceless and valuable advice stick to it. Learn from my mistake keep your friends close and your enemies closer to see what the he** they doing. Until next post... peace.

Alpha
The leader of the pack, Strong and true He holds his alpha head high, Knowing another night is almost through He lies beneath the moon, Stares up at the sky His dedication will always remain true. Looking through his eyes, One sees loneliness, A soleness that no one understands, But all accepts In my eyes, he stands alone He is simply perfection Yet, people still wander in his direction. He pounces on the ice, He slams at his reflection, Why, when such beauty stands? To be alone is what he desires, However, to be understood is what it requires Let him be the King… To lead his own ring The leader of the pack, Has surely earned his pride, Let him relax, and enjoy his ride.

What The Fuck
so i figure sure i cant take pics......i bought my camera........my friends make appointments all the time.........none of them keep the appointments. so i sit and wonder. do they just make them to get me to shut up about being broke? or do they do it cause they feel sorry for me, and then realize "oh shit he actually thinks im going to pay him!" then they cancel. so now i sit here broke and pissed off cause my bills are going into the shitter and i cant do anything about it. thy all say "dont sell your camera dude you are sooo good" but they never help me out with the business. when they need something and i help its expected. but when i need it its like pulling teeth, thier shit is more important and i can wait its just my phone or its just formula for my daughter, who cares right? friends suck

Looking For Ppl To Join In On Live Auction
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN PUTTING YOURSELF UP IN A LIVE AUCTION, LET ME KNOW SO I CAN PUT YOU ON MY LIST.... WE'LL BE HOLDING A LIVE AUCTION IN SWEETWATER'S LOUNGE THIS COMING THURS *AND* FRIDAY , IF WE GET ENOUGH PPL TO PUT THEMSELVES ON THE BLOCK FOR BOTH DAYS.....SO, C'MON AND SIGN UP!!

Joke
Three old ladies were sitting side by side on patio chairs at their Orlando retirement home reminiscing. The first lady recalled from years past shopping at the local Piggly Wiggly and demonstrated with her hands, the length and thickness of a cucumber she could buy for a penny. The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger and cheaper also, and demonstrated the size of two big onions she could buy for a penny a piece. The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I remember the guy you're talking about.

People Amaze Me
well... I need glasses (Found out on my doc appointment I had may 12th..... walked to Fastrip b/c that's where my bus was headed... missed the bus (wich turned out to be good I found out that the bus was super late and so yea) I called my brother who was sick with a fever, but someone, a woman who was my age, couldn't be much younger... offered to give us a ride to the bus. I'm with my daughter mind you and I told her I don't have her carseat and told her that... well her son is about Alaura's age... and so she has one, i thanked her... she took me to my next bus stop, if i were to have taken the bus I'd have missed the second bus... but since I didn't, I made it :3... I thanked her again, and hopped out, had a frapachino moca that I didn't touch since I had water as well... and they said I couldn't have it... i found the first person to see and asked her if she wanted it... told her I didn't drink it or anything, so either she could have it or i'd throw it away... she took it and

Hot
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you

Meth
My husband Shane died from a self inflicted gunshot wound to the head in 1999. For years he was a meth addict. The last year of his life I happened to be with him. Knowing nothing of meth other than it was speed. I had no idea how it fucks with a persons head. I did it with him and did it for a year after he died. But I have been clean since 2000. Anyway, my reason for writing today- I'm watching that show Intervention on A&E and this woman is a meth addict and she's talking about the camera crew being FBI and her sons are talking about her saying the place is wired and there's surveillance and even her son is a cop and its all a conspiracy. That brought back so many memories of Shane. In my mind when I remember him, I see the good in him, the wonderful person he was and how much he loved me. But if I were to be honest, our relationship was crap. He thought I was a cop, that our home was being monitored both with listening devices as well as video. He constant

Unnamed
Longing for his touch Never to receive it Desperate for his embrace Deprived of his touch Yearning for his kiss Only to be dismissed In dire need of hearing his tender words Yet hearing the sound of silence The pain is too much to bare Left in anguish and despair Fear of losing my heart SESB 5/19/08

Still I Rise By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou ***I know this isn't how she meant it but it fits my life also... for those who have played hurtful games and continue to do so...here you go. Take this as a FUCK YOU, I took "it" back.*** You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room? Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll

And When They Can't Specifically Say What You Are
This designation abbreviated NOS can be used when the mental disorder appears to fall within the larger category but does not meet the criteria of any specific disorder within that category. NOS - NOT OTHERWISE SPECIFIED

How Much?
How well fo you know me? I wanna knw everything that you know about me and what you wanna know about me.... send me a message if u have questions that are too personal lol... but otherwise im open to any questions u wanna ask

Forever
forever takes me but a minute, while im here with you im falling even more in love with everything you do hold me in your arms, look deep into my eyes, dont turn away and let me go, dont ever tell me lies i swear ill never lose you, in my arms ill always hold ill never let you slip away, and leave nothing left untold there arent enough hours in each passing day to find all the words i wish i could say your kiss will last forever, your touch forevr warm you'll guide me to the sunlight and sheild me from the storm this is what im saying, with everything thats true, i swear on my life, that I really do love you

Bizarre Foods...
go only so far, as does BOURDAIN's travel. BEWARE, however, of those who don't bother to trave.. but play their own BIZARRE FOOD GAMES as a matter of RITUAL. IBID: In his book Flyboys: A True Story of Courage, James Bradley details several instances of cannibalism of World War II Allied prisoners by their Japanese captors. The author claims that this included not only ritual cannibalization of the livers of freshly-killed prisoners, but also the cannibalization-for-sustenance of living prisoners over the course of several days, amputating limbs only as needed to keep the meat fresh. [http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannibalism#Modern_era The Soviet writer Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn, in his novel The Gulag Archipelago, describes cases of cannibalism in the twentieth-century USSR. Of the famine in Povolzhie (1921-1922) he writes: "That horrible famine was up to cannibalism, up to consuming children by their own parents - the famine, which Russia had never known even in Time of Tro

,,what Does This Mean?.
The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your own arm. -swedish proverb Life is only this place, this time, and these people right here and now. -vincent collins When I see a bird that walks like a duck and swims like a duck, and quacks like a duck, I call that bird a duck. -richard cardinal cushing Few people can be happy unless they hate some other person, nation, or creed. -bertrand russell Fortunate are the people whose roots are deep. -agnes meyer If you play with a thing long enough, you will surely break it. -anonymous Any man may make a mistake; none but a fool will persist in it. -cicero An ass is beautiful to an ass, and a pig to a pig. -english proverb Hating people is like burning down your own house to get rid of a rat. -harry emerson fosdick Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there. -will rogers I never think of the future. It comes soon enough. -albert einstein So live that you wouldn't b

Magic
Studying the book: Wicca ~ A Guide for the Solitary Practioner by Scott Cunningham BEGINNING NOTE: Everyone knows that Magic is something widely used in Wicca. However, many people misinterpret it's meaning. I wanted to add some quotes to better explain the Magic we use and why. QUOTATIONS: "Magic is the projection of natural energies to produce needed effects." "Wiccans invoke the Goddess and God to bless their magic with power. During ritual they may direct personal power to the deities, asking that a specific need be met. This is truly a religious magic. And so, magic is a process in which Wiccans work in harmony with the universal power source that we envision as the Goddess and God, as well as with personal and earth energies, to improve our lives and to lend energy to Earth. Magic is a method whereby individuals under none but self-determined predestination take control of their lives." "Contrary to popular belief, magic

Moving To Santa Barbara
I called another old friend in Santa Barbara tonight. She offered me a beach lifeguarding supervisor's job, beginning on June 15. I accepted. I pays pretty well and it's full time, therefore, I will be moving about 3 months sooner than I thought. A little nervous now, but very excited.

Yes, I Am Indeed A Tool.
I'm sure Miranda probably thinks I'm a complete jerk. (She's the aforementioned best friend who just became a mommy.) I have yet to send anything to her for Zoe. It's not because I'm broke, and not because I don't care. Every time I go shopping and try to pick out something... I have to stop before I cry for my own pathetic self. Yes, it depresses me to no end to try to shop for a baby when I want one of my own so much. I am a compete tool. Gah.

School's Out For Summer....
Yesterday was Kindergarten graduation and today was Awards ceremony for the older 2nd through 5th grade. Dani graduated from Kindergarten yesterday, making the Principal's List for straight A's throughout the school year and Hayleigh ended the year making the Honor Roll. I'm very proud of both my girls. They both worked very hard during the school year. And ever since the state of AR implemented the Iowa Tests and Benchmark Tests, they have twice as much homework during the school year. But our school isn't ranked 4th in the state for nothing. Now if I could get my littlest rugrat in school....I'd have a clean house again...lol. But...he is going to preschool at our church beginning this Fall. We have a few plans for summer. Next week involves going to Jackson Hole, WY and on to Yellowstone National Park. Then at the end of June we head to TX for tubing on the river. The girls will take some dance worshops (ballet, jazz, clogging, gymnastics) and even Ethan will take a gymn

My 1st Blog
Well here we go then 1st I have to apologise my keyboard is a bit buggered so it misses letters when it feels like it! Ok well nobody on here really has a clue about me do they i'm a leo so I like to be liked sorry I love to be adored but sometimes it aint possible I can understand that. I know that most people don't read this so I guess i'm guna be talkin to myself! My day has been reasonable as days go! The sun was out and the people were out with it lots ogood lookin ppl where I live guess you could say i'm jealous they all have copious amounts of daddys money to get everything their hearts desire. It makes it hard to be around when all they talk about it stuff they have. I think I live in the bitchiest place in england by far. It's none stop anyways enough about that. Because most of you are American you won't have seen the Champions League final la st night it's football/soccerItdetermines the best team in europe which is major and the team that I support MANCHESTER UNITED!!! WON

Im Tired
I'm tired of living a fucking lie, I put on a smile, but I'm dying inside, I'm tired of playing their silly, silly games, This is the real me, I've dropped the charade, Unconformed, Individualistic, Unyielding in Unbelief, All of the things you say I shouldn't be, Hand over the knife, sharp end towards me, So as soon as I touch it, I start to bleed, The crimson regret, I feel sorry for you, For causing me that which I'm about to do, Drive the blade deep, inside of my chest, Watch me scream, in the throes of death, Watch me bleed for my every mistake, I can't kill you, so its my life I'll take, Let the black blanket warm me inside, Where I'm all alone, in my own suicide, Let the heart stop, its slow, steady beat, Let my blood wash all over your feet, Look at my corpse and tisk it in shame, Hold up your nose, and just walk away, If I could rise up, I'd do it again, But my eyes are closed, now I am dead, Don't put me deep down in the ground, Put my head on a pike wi

Life
**Ive learned that you cant make someone love you, as long as you put all your heart into it then its not your fault. ** ***Ive learned that you should always forgive, if you dont your only continuing to let that person hurt you. *** Ive learned that telling people who you are doesnt make you that person, its the choices you make, the things you do and the way you treat people that define who you are. Ive learned that love is bliss, and to be thankful for love even if in the end it breaks your heart because it was all worth it. Ive learned that being independant and strong, doesnt mean you dont want to share your life with someone. ***Ive learned that everyone has the potential to be great, its the ones who already think their great that never reach their full potential. *** Ive learned that I have flaws, and Im imperfect, but I like the slightly off key beat of my step. ***Ive learned that real friends will always stand by you. ***

The Ultimate Sin!!
Why Own When You Can Lease!! I will be hosting my first auction and I am lookin for people interested in entering. I will have 2 separate folders. One for cash bids and one just for fu bucks. YOU let me know which one you want to enter. In a fu-message give me the link to the picture you want to use and what you are offering and how long the lease will be. The fee to enter is 25K (fu-bucks) and I will make the tag for you. The auction will open on Friday, May 30, @ 11pm (EST) and will close on Friday, June 13, @ 11pm (EST). This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫

Friedrich Nietzsche
"Faith means not wanting to know what is true." "So long as the priest, that professional negator, slanderer and poisoner of life, is regarded as a superior type of human being, there cannot be any answer to the question: What is truth?" "The Christian faith from the beginning, is sacrifice: the sacrifice of all freedom, all pride, all self-confidence of spirit; it is at the same time subjection, a self-derision, and self-mutilation." "All religions bear traces of the fact that they arose during the intellectual immaturity of the human race – before it had learned the obligations to speak the truth. Not one of them makes it the duty of its God to be truthful and understandable in his communications." "The most serious parody I have ever heard was this: In the beginning was nonsense, and the nonsense was with God, and the nonsense was God." "There is no devil and no hell. Thy soul will be dead even sooner than thy body: fear therefore nothing any more." - Friedrich Nie

The Woods
wood story It's Friday evening and I pick up my girl and we took off for up north. was a nice drive being we haven't had much time this week for each other so we talked and just jammed out to some great tunes. As we got closer to the cabin and driving in the wood I had a ideal. It was nice and warm this evening so I took the back way into the cabin. Mainly two tracks and I know there wouldn't be anyone on the road at this time. She asked where we are going, and I just said the long way if you don't mine. Well no I don't but I have to pee. So I stop the car and we both got out. A full moon made it look like it was daytime. She went behind the car and I could hear her peeing and that made me have to. So I went in front of the car and pull my cock out just when she came around the car. Oh sorry baby she said. Oh don't be sorry and maybe you could help. She grabbed my cock and held it as I did my thing. After I was done she grab tissues she had and wiped the tip off. Well that get me gro

Alone
When I’m alone, memories of you flash through my mind Everywhere I turn there’s a memory of you The tears start falling and can’t be stopped The pain is too much I don’t want to be alone When I’m alone I try to understand why life turned out this way Will you ever forgive me? Will you ever understand? I don’t want to be alone When I’m alone, I look around and all I see is what life used to be I am now alone

Volume Xxxviii - The Road Calls
A combination of factors have infiltrated my mind, and giving me an almost undue influence...returning me to a state of mind I've almost always been in. The rambling bug has returned to me. It does this time EVERY year, I know, but it has an added punch....sort-of. I was talking with my new-found friend Janice on Friday 23rd May, and the subject of travel and road trips come up. As a few of you might now, travel is one of my great passions. My passion has slowed considerably when these damned gas prices escalated over $3 per gallon....now approaching $4 a gallon.... But I got to thinking....Gas prices will rise and fall on their own accord. Supply and demand take precedence, as do the whims of our oil suppliers. (I renew my call to drill in ANWR, but that's another topic for another day.) And, being that we all live only once, I shouldn't let these gas prices stop me from pursuing my love of the open road. My Mamaw always told me stories of her trips that she and my uncle

Another Auction Biddddddd
> Just click on of the pics to own them!!!! Lord Phase Pierced & Tattooed Trixie Hemp Jayson Lil Pit ThAking Sinful Pleasures Death This auction and bulletin brought to you by: LeeLee¢¾FuWifey&RL/GF 2 LilPit{{Manager@LilPitsYard}}Owned By ThAking & Shelly Lei@ fubar

You Know
do you know that even a realy educated person is not smart,they only know what they were taught and i just don't understand why they think they are better then anyone,who is too say what ways is best too do something or how too say it,who says there thinking and no how is right teachers hahaha know one knows the answers too anything we just guess and hope for the best,so dont think you are better then me or that i am too good for you cause you are wrong

Lots Of Luv
Hello Everyone. Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. Contest is gonna start on May 25th(Sun) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern)& run til June 4th(Wed) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to ßlðñÐïe in private message to enter.Link is at bottom to her profile. All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1ST Place needs 40,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 350,000 Fu Bucks. 200-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. plus a vip or 7 day blast. 2nd Place needs 30,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 200,000 Fu Bucks. 100-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for

Nipple News
I couldn't find any pictures in this story. . . FDA warns of harmful nipple cream WASHINGTON (AP) -- The Food and Drug Administration on Friday warned women not to use or purchase Mommy's Bliss Nipple Cream, marketed by MOM Enterprises Inc. of San Rafael, California. The cream, promoted to nursing mothers to help soothe dry or cracked nipples, contains ingredients that may cause respiratory distress, vomiting and diarrhea in infants, the agency said. The potentially harmful ingredients in the cream are chlorphenesin and phenoxyethanol. "FDA is particularly concerned that nursing infants are being unwittingly exposed by their mothers to this product with dangerous side effects," said Janet Woodcock, director of the Center for Drug Evaluation and Research. "Additionally, these two ingredients may interact with one another to further compound and increase the risk of respiratory depression in nursing infants." The company has stopped selling the cream. The FDA said cons

Inappropriate?
The idiots at Fubar central can be so stupid at times, threatening to delete your account because you forget to mark something NSFW. I just don’t understand, this is the fuckin internet for god sake. There is more porn, adult content and so called inappropriate language on here than anywhere else in the world. Fubar is supposed to be an adult site so why do we have people complaining about adult content? If you don’t like what you see then just leave. I don’t know….Does anyone else feel this way? Oh and NSFW Mother Fuckers. I’m still a nice guy, just irritated.

I Get Soooo Bored
1. What is the connection between you and the last person you texted? Ex-looooover. 2. What is wrong with you right now? I am trapped in the world's sketchiest motel ever. And I am very tired. And I missa my friendsies. 3. Do you miss your first love ? I miss who he was when I fell in love with him 4. When did you last cry? omg like twenty min ago. I was watching the end of Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. That show always gets me. 5. Who do you hate? Hate is a strong word, but I really really don't like you. 6. What do you want in your life right now? I want to be out of this place and back at my owwwwn. And I want to get some cash flow. And I want Mike to come back. and I want everything to be ok with Ben. 7. Are you happy right now? I am content 8. Do you have feelings for more than 1 person? I have feelings for lots of peoples. 9. Have you been to a baby shower? Yeeeeeees. 10. Drinking? Right now, vitao Fuji Apple 11. What is your favorite

Zen!!!!!
so today my friend zen who was one of my best friends back home, gave me a call. It was great to hear from him, but also kinda sad. Things are so different back home and i just feel like i am to old for them now, i dont know.

A Special Guy Friend!
He's bisexual and so am I But wonder if he would notice Me in the dark Cause seems like No one could understand But my AP Family and my own Family I would like to see What he is like He seems to be cool Like his dad It seems we have connection That most don't Are poetry maybe A bit difference Though we have gone Through alot it's Not gonna change Who we are Cause for example My AP sister and her girlfriend Are happy An they have a strong Connection Now I wish to have the same With this mysterious Gentlemen Author notes I just needed something to write got bored and this came out of my mind...

Mm..he's A Potential!!
Is there such a thing as a 'potential relationship'? Like I'm not in a relationship right now, but if the cards are played correctly and nothing compromise or interfere with what I'm trying to build with someone.. would this be considered a 'potential relationship'?

The Emptiness Of Missing You
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. This is the pain of missing you? This is the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because I am MISSING YOU!

U No U Want To Own Me
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Bill's Lament
sing to me oh misery with your sad songs and broken sitar strings remind me why i live and breath to do your work and live in your lonely shadow like meeting black death with glass eyes and broken wings and in the castles stable a young mare meets her mount that cad that fiend he's no gentleman who rides my girl about...

Pasion
It was a kiss without passion, Life was missing, Something was missing, My pasion isn't dead, Problems lure in head, Life always seems dead, Lust filled kisses linger inside, Blown off and pushed to the side, Pasion swells, Creative bells, A kiss that remains unspocken, soft supple lips, Pasion that rips, Break these chains of mine, Kiss till the end of time, One life to live, Much love to give, Please take this pasion of mine.

Excitement
Steam appears as I run the hot tap, water ripples as it flows to the top. There’s a bottle of bubble bath on the shelf which I gently pour under the water while it runs. I watch the water get higher and swish it around to even the temperature. My clothes lay on the floor and I dip my feet in, the heat catches my toes and they go all red and stiff. I sit in the bath and let the water rush over me leaving my body feeling hot. Laying there I close my eyes and start to think erotic thoughts, my hands feel around my body as I let water roam free. With my eyes closed I listen to my heart beat which is strong and loud, my body tingles and feels heavy, I feel myself being taken somewhere else. I’m wearing a black dress, and perfume that simulates every sense and fibre of his well being, I could sense his desires were welling up like a volcano, desires which seemed to of been there for a millennium. I could see he wanted me, he wanted to kiss me, he wanted to touch me like I’d never been to

President Bush
I know it’s hard to be stuck in this trap called ‘WAR’ With nothing to show besides dead bodies and souls, Just ask that asshole George Bush he knows! It's our people that are dying but it's his WAR so let him fight the fight...

Loose
SUMMARY: "Would you prefer Nemesis, the Great Deluge or Sodom and Gomorra all over again? Religion is sanctioned as a proviso of faith. No faith, no religion. No religion...Man is next. Are You ready for Man on the loose?" Loose Up top, Charlie's eye seemed to be glued on what he held. He dithered more, undecided. Meanwhile down below, Satan's jaws crunched. He strutted back and forth in the gloomy fissure, the deep-most in His blaze-lit, sulphur-reeking sovereignty, and His rusty chaffed face with nostrils flaring, glared up and sneered, snorting grunts and chuffing and casting bandeaux of spume. He raised His yellow-brown hands incitingly, "I crave for the Inquisition, the children's crusades, the sprightful witch hunts, and those two sublime mushrooming obfuscations. Ah, those were the days, My lackeys." Lately He had been having these pricks of elation, pangs of notorious jubilance. He espied on Charlie and other mortals above--mingled in crowds, snooped and eave

Just Being Me....
JUST BEING ME...THE MMMDRUMMERGIRL How 2 Really Fuck A Man...... First, let me say that I am not professing to be the world's greatest lover but this little diary I am about to write comes by special request. Mostly from men who have read one or more of my erotic stories and told me, in response, that they wish more women were as comfortable about their own sexuality as me.(hehe). And, even a couple of women who said they wish they could express themselves more openly but are too shy or apprehensive to ever do it. So, anyway here goes my version of getting the most out of fucking/making love/doing the nasty, whatever you want to call it. Men can share it with their mates and women can either take my advice or throw it away but here goes. Some of the most confusing, disappointing and lonely experiences in life are sexual and some of the most beautiful and earthshaking ones are sexual also. Having had some of both, I prefer the good sexual experiences. Everything yo

My Move Back To Worc,mass My Hometown
well im sad to say that i am moving back to massachusetts and its not for reason that some people think it is due to the fact i am not wanted here in pennsylvania by anyone because god knows there is plenty of people who do want me here and i wont mention names because that isnt important . anywho i am moving back because my mom needs my help with some things and being that she has a need for my help that is why i am moving back. this move wont happen till the first or second week of july. Michelle

Hurt - Ten Ton Brick
A ten ton brick is making me sick Breaking my bones with the weight of it Weight would grow with each new soul Buried fine lies make big black holes Who am I supposed to be? Not like you give a fuck about me but Who am I supposedly When I'm finally done Cause I'm finally done With the decisions of My former thoughts and all that I'm made of Yet I'm finally done with the description, oh And I don't mind saying I'm to blame When Atlas slipped I lost my grip Yet I didn't think it could turn into this but I was told by two sweet crows Nobody feels what nobody knows and Who am I supposed to be? If everything good was taken from me and Who am I supposed to be I was overcome But I'm finally done With the divisions of My former thorns with who I may have loved I'm finally done With the dissension oh And I don't mind saying Don't mind saying I'm to blame Oh this ten ton brick Would treat me like shit This little piggy licked all those lips, yeah And

Thanks From Tricky Dick
Thank YOU! Thank YOU! Thank You! Saving AbelAddictedMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Make on Snapvine | Copy This I Want To Personally Thank Everyone Who Has Been There Through The Thick & Thin!!!

Agem4life Hh 5/30 @ 7pm Fu-time 9pm Est!!
Well atleast when it comes to hosting Happy Hours that is!! I am hosting my very first happy hour tonight @ 10pm Eastern Standard Time (that's 7pm FU time). So, join me for a shot, a keg or hey even a Long Island Iced Tea! I'm not going to beg you to save your 11s nor am I giving out anything in a drawing or to the 100 fan. BUT what I am going to ask, is that if I have have visited your page in the almost 1 year and 1/2 that I have been on fubar, and shown you love (maybe even helped you level) then please visit my page tonight during my happy hour and show me some love. I'm on the road to God Mother and ALL the help I can get tonight would be GREATLY appreciated! OH! And after my happy hour, stick around because I am also hosting my first auction tonight! Auction folders will open @ 11pm (EST). This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫ Find Out Who Your Friends AreBy Tracy LawrenceBest Video Codes

Beautiful Sorrow
Beautiful Sorrow thru the haze of emotional anguish and inner turmoil, a voice of an old friend and mentor speaks and break thru the fog of despair, her words were this. my dreams they haunt me and i cry to the winds what would you do spirits that hound me what would you do should Aphrodite truly give up on love... if i hurl myself to the deviant and spiteful... to live upon their hating lust alone and ne'er again would the goddess that brings faith in all that could be rise to give hope to the lovelorn again, does mt olympus threaten me to stay where i cannot find what they desperately say i must cling to?! will i sleep and rise in acceptance of hopeless fate, or does Aphrodite wake to a new day again and remain true to her nature? ... such ache it is to be without love... such emptiness to truly believe life is without it my response to my mentors voice is as follows, beautiful sorrow tho our spirits may be crushed but never shall they be destroyed for within the s

Thank You, My Family
Lost and wondering in the dark. Feeling alone in the world. My heart shattered My soul ripped apart. Continuing down the dark road. Living day to day. Plodding along, going through the motions. Stumbling into an oasis. Is it just a mirage? Is a place to belong? Welcomed with open arms. Comforted and healed. Warmth has seeped into my soul. The clouds parted. My heart mended. Thank You, my Family!

The Best Chain Letter Ever !!!!
Hello my name is Darlene I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent 2 me by ppl who actually believe that if u send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her 4head will b able 2 raise enough money 2 have it removed b4 her redneck parents sell her 2 a traveling freak show Do u honestly believe that Bill Gates is going 2 give u & everyone 2 whom u send his email, $1000? How stupid r we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this pg. & make a wish, I ll get laid by every good looking model in the magazine! What a bunch of bullshit.Basically, this message is a big FUCK U 2 all the people out there who have nothing better 2 do than 2 send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house & sodomize me in my sleep 4 not continuing a chain that was started by Peter in 5 AD & brought 2 this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Fuck them.If u r going 2 4ward something, @ least send me

F/a/r These Angels To Become One. Angelgurl And A Gem4life Just Got There Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Red Riding Hood
Owoooooooo! Who's that I see walkin' in these woods? Why, it's Little Red Riding Hood. Hey there Little Red Riding Hood, You sure are looking good. You're everything a big bad wolf could want. Listen to me. Little Red Riding Hood I don't think little big girls should Go walking in these spooky old woods alone. Owoooooooo! What big eyes you have, The kind of eyes that drive wolves mad. So just to see that you don't get chased I think I ought to walk with you for a ways. What full lips you have. They're sure to lure someone bad. So until you get to grandma's place I think you ought to walk with me and be safe. I'm gonna keep my sheep suit on Until I'm sure that you've been shown That I can be trusted walking with you alone. Owoooooooo! Little Red Riding Hood I'd like to hold you if I could But you might think I'm a big bad wolf so I won't. Owoooooooo! What a big heart I have-the better to love you with. Little Red Riding Hood Even bad wolves can b

Lyrics To "you Don't Know Me"
You give your hand to me And then you say hello And I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me No you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips Longs to hold you tight Oh I am just a friend That's all I've ever been Cause you don't know me I never knew the art of making love No my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Well you don't know me You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Cause you don't know me Oh no you don't know me Oohh...you don't know me

Fuck You All
All of you "friends" that are taking up space on my page need to get the hell OFF. i try to be nice to you all and i dont eaven get a "fuck you" in return. So i will say it. FUCK YOU and get the hell off my page!

Dude Seriously...
I'm sooooo sick of people and their freakin childish games on here, C'mon now people! Learn how to grow up and act your damn age seriously now! I just don't even know what to do anymore... Meh' whatever, I guess it just proves I'm more mature then they will ever be! Anywho...I'm outta here, Just had to get that out lol. Peace, Winnise♥

June 1 Is To Hard To Deal With
today makes 3 yrs my mom is gone i miss her so much with life being so difficult the past few months i really need what my sister,brother and i called mom talks they were not always nice talks but she would tell us just how it is weather we wanted to know or not. but in my time of confusion and frustration i really need her more then ever before. R.I.P MOM we know you are always close even when we cant see you we always feel you in our hearts we love you and miss you so much

Changed
okay real talk when i first met me bros girlfriend i got a vibe from her she was just stuck up and a total bitch! but come to find out shes pretty cool! we even have something in common!! we hate the same bitch!! haha I mean if u dont bond over one persons hate for another then i dunno what!!! lol Shes still kinda shy and dont really say too much but i'm pretty sure once she gets to know us better things will be OKAY! If i had to meet my family i'd be in her position too! haha but i love them to death. Im just fuckin thankful that my brother FINALLY relized what a fuckin CUNT that his ex was. For those who dont know my bro met this chick back in the day like 10 years ago or so and fuckin when he first brought her home i was like wtf is that? the doctors hit her with a fuckin ugly stick and broke it! haha but no she was such a fuckin douche bag back then and NOTHING has changed 10 years later...lol This girl played guys soo bad that im like why go back to her just to get kicked to t

Godfather Gary Of The Shadow Levelers
YOU HAVE TO GO BY THIS GUYS PAGE AND SHOW HIM MAD LOVE. THIS IS THE GREATEST GUY IN ALL OF FUBAR LAND. TELL HIM I SENT YA!! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar

Oh If I Forgot To Mention....
I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! OH AND IF I FORGOT TO MENTION..... I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT!

Sigh
works going alright. I feel like a real person again. being funtional and productive is definately a plus. i dont feel like its summer. this weather is odd. i need to spend more time with my friends, especially cuz devin plans on moving away. Its nice that i work with jen now tho. i'm teeter-tottering on the edge of calling up the fall back guys.... but they are douchebags, and i just need to keep reminding myself that I'm not dating them for a reason. they make me happy for the night, the week, what have u, but in the long run, i shouldnt even bother talking to them. I just have a hard time meeting any quality guys. and everytime i do, im not interested. ..but such is life i suppose. I wanna move out of state so bad. i need to be near the ocean. i feel odd when im not. idk, but i belong near the ocean. I miss pelicans...thats stupid i know. but I DO. my feet hurt. a lot. devins comin over to drink tonight. should be good times. havnt drank in a minute. aside

An American President
[Dancing at a state dinner.] Sydney: I don't know how you do it. Andy: It's Arthur Murray. Six lessons. Sydney: That's not what I mean. Two hundred pairs of eyes are focused on you with two questions on their minds: who's this girl, and why is the President dancing with her? Andy: Well, first of all, the two hundred pairs of eyes aren't focused on me. They're focused on you. And the answers are Sydney Ellen Wade, and because she said yes. Sydney: How do you have patience for people who claim they love America, but clearly can't stand Americans? President Andrew Shepherd: I've loved two women in my life. I lost one to cancer and I lost the other because I was too busy keeping my job to do my job. Well, that ends right now.

Lyrics To "the Promise"
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be there. And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, and I'll be there. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will. When your day is through, and so is your temper, You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there. Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out, with no gripe to bear. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you... I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them t

Wont Be Going To Maiden Tomorrow.
its confermed i wont be going to maiden tomorrow...my dad had a stroke and may have a heart attack, so i really dont give a fuck about the show at this point, ill see maiden some other time, my dad is staying in the hospital for atleast 24 hrs..not sure what else to say at this point...thanks to all my friends especilly my buddy justin who i was going to meet up with at maiden, thanks for calling bro.

Bad Pun Contest
Here are the 10 first place winners in the International Pun Contest: 1. A vulture boards an airplane, carrying two dead raccoons. The stewardess looks at him and says, "I'm sorry, sir, only one carrion allowed per passenger." 2. Two fish swim into a concrete wall. One turns to the other and says "Dam!" 3. Two Eskimos sitting in a kayak were chilly, so they lit a fire in the craft. Unsurprisingly it sank, proving once again that you can't have your kayak and heat it too. 4. Two hydrogen atoms meet. One says "I've lost my electron." The other says "Are you sure?" The first replies "Yes, I'm positive." 5. Did you hear about the Buddhist who refused Novocain during a root canal? His goal: transcend dental medication. 6. A group of chess enthusiasts checked into a hotel and were standing in the lobby discussing their recent tournament victories. After about an hour, the manager came out of the office and asked them to disperse. "But why?", th

Lyrics To "runaway Train"
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a slow torch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep There's no way out This time I have really led myself astray CHORUS Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here no there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything is cut and dry Day and night, earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it CHORUS Bought a ticket for a r

Probing That Green-eyed Monster
Probing That Green-Eyed Monster I submit that jealousy should be our teacher. Jealousy can lead us to the very places where we most need healing. It can be our guide into our own dark side and show us the way to total self-realization. It can teach us how to live in peace with ourselves and the entire world if we allow it. For many folks, the biggest barrier to free love is the emotion we refer to as jealousy. Jealousy feels really rotten and most of us will go to great lengths to avoid feeling it. However, I believe that many people take the destructive power of jealousy way too much for granted, that they give jealousy far more power than it deserves. After many years of living free and dealing successfully with jealousy, we tend not to remember that we live in a culture that considers it acceptable to divorce or even murder a sexually explorative partner who committed the unthinkable crime of arousing jealousy in us. We danced happily for years to a bouncy Beatles' tune

For The Grown And Sexy
Why u in a bed so big playing there all alone? Invite me to be your queen one night the one to rub your manly throne. Let me make your dreams come true fulfil those thoughts that run through you. Lay back and close my eyes feel your lips between my thighs. Put your hands upon my breasts find a spot ur tongue will rest. do it like you know i like hit my spot and be my guest. Im addicted to you, like an addict to crack. got me feenin for you hittin it from the back. Yes i love your doggystyle can you tell from this big smile? Or the way i push it to you you know you love the way i do you. Yes i love your oral game and you got this kitty tame. When you give me what i get make this kitty nice and wet. You can stroke me as long as you want as long as you need as long as you please. I'll be over as soon as i can to show you how a woman treats her man. No putting this off tonight you'll be mine the view up close will be finer than wine. S

Rage By Otep Shamaya
Veins Expanding Ankles Exploding Eyes Evolving I'm afraid Insane & I can't seem to let any of this go I never considered time to be my enemy... I see the unenlightened Walking in their oafish circles A sea of humpback whales & slobbering Sloths And I want to attack Push them down & vomit a world of truth & pain in their shivering faces I want to sit and nibble the soft sweet spine and jelly tissue of these unformed Amoeba kings Yes, You single cell! You do not know suffering You do not know pain You do not know release You do not know art, Possession, Surrendering All u know is image & ego & testosterone Oh, be careful children! Choose wisely if u choose to follow... These are not the guardians you seek

Can We Make It On Time
The pagers go off, calling us out. The dispatcher gives the address, with a loud shout. I jump out of bed as fast as I can. Grab my shoes and my keys as they page us again. I go out to my truck, plug in the dash light. Cause somewhere in town is a fire I must fight. Wipeing the sleep from my eyes, I see a bright glow in the distance. A policeman yells over the radio "Code 3, I need assistance" He said there is screaming, coming from inside. I think to myself, someone is trapped, but alive. The pain they must feel, I can't imagine the scare. I see the station up the road, the chief's already there. I pray to God "Please let us get there in time, To save an unknown life, Lord if you must, instead take mine." I speed up a little faster, but still driving safe. Still praying to God that I won't be too late. I finally get to the station, put on my turn out gear. The chief starts the fire engine and yells "We're outta here!" The sirens so

Lonely Soul
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face Life in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Whispers In The Dark
Despite the lies that you're making Your love is mine for the taking My love is just waiting To turn your tears to roses Despite the lies that you're making Your love is mine for the taking My love is just waiting To turn your tears to roses I will be the one that's gonna hold you I will be the one that you run to My love is a burning, consuming fire No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars Hear my whispers in the dark No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes you know I'm never far Hear the whispers in the dark Whispers in the dark You feel so lonely and ragged You lay there broken and naked My love is just waiting To clothe you in crimson roses I will be the one that's gonna find you I will be the one that's gonna guide you My love is a burning, consuming fire No, you'll never be alone When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars Hear my whispers in the dark No, you'll never be alone When darknes

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Busy Busy Busy
Business keeps growing. I wish I knew why, but I am so thankful. Last year was terrible. Now I don't know where I will find the time to get it all done (yes I am on fubar but I also work way too many hours!). This week we got 3 more sales. I have 4 meetings so far for next week and waiting for confirmation on a fifth. Things are so good that I have already taken more salary this year than I did all last year... The one marketing company that has started to outsource to us said I am the nicest and easiest person to work with..... got them fooled huh? lol I have to get my business partner to stick to work though. The other day there was a data issue... and I called and his kids said he was busy... playing ROCK BAND! grrrrrrrrr lol

Chris Daughtry-over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

Lonely Is Nature
Lonely is Nature by Me Nights are so lonely with a starless sky Like me without you in my life The heat of the summer is here Still how cold it is when you're not near Trees swaying to the wind And me alone once again Birds singing in their nest and me missing your soft caress How nature is so rare indeed Same as the love from you I need

My Birthday Thanks
yesterday, my birthday was on June 5th. And I've got to say that... only ONE person here on "Fubar" bothered to wish me a happy birthday. Is that it? I am not one who is out looking for attention or to be an exhibitionist or to be a faux internet "star". I'm just your average regular guy. And it says something sad when only one bothers to wish me a happy birthday while others are spending their time giving ratings and fans and everything to women with big chest pictures or dudes wanting to show off their rippling abs. Whatever. At least there's one that I can count on. So a big, big, BIG thank you to Brownsuga for the birthday wish! :)

Help Change The Forecast For Wildlife
On June 6, 2008, the U.S. Senate voted on a major global warming bill called the Climate Security Act. Do you know how your senators voted? To take action on this issue, click on the link below: https://online.nwf.org/site/Advocacy?s_oo=4Alpn7sLOYXzidqRy0Iu3g..&id=543 If the text above does not appear as a link or it wraps across multiple lines, then copy and paste it into the address area of your browser.

I Can't Get A Job, Why Is That- Can Anyone Help?
Hello, Was hoping that someone may be able to provide some inspiration and help me - I just cant get a job here in the UK at the moment its getting me down... I have a CV on my website at www.mattewens.net If anyone is bored and feels like having a look sometime and making any honest comments that would be nice and appreciated, I'll give 10's for every pic you have :o) Matt

My Vampire
A dark secret Being held and kept Curdling in my veins My heart beats faster and faster When you caress my neck So cold and hallow Your touch of death, cold Yet warming and loving Your sweet smile with your bare fangs Blood-thirsty in your eyes Grasping the thirst from getting out Disappearing before you can Take a bite from my neck Saying good-bye to my knight of night Until the next time of darkness You shall arise With loving eyes.

Come Make A Bid On Bratt And Her Friends=),auction Is Open (repost)
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Oral Sex
Penis breath, a lover's dread, Is what you get when you give head. Unpleasant as it tends to be, Be grateful that he doesn't pee. It's times like this, you wonder why, You bothered reaching for his fly. But it's too late, can't be a tease, Accept the facts, get on your knees. You know you've got a job to do, So open wide and shove it through, Lick the tip then take it all. Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl. Slide up and down, use your tongue. And feel the precum start to run, Your jaw it aches, your neck is numb, So when the hell's he gonna cum? Just, when you can't take anymore, You hear your lover's mighty roar. And when he hits that real high note, You feel it oozing down your throat. Salty, fishy, sticky stuff, Okay already, that's enough. Let's switch you say, before you gag, And what revenge, you're on the rag!

Blink 182 - Dammit
It's alright, to tell me, what you think, about me. I won't try, to argue, or hold it, against you. I know that, you're leaving, you must have, your reasons. The season, is calling, your pictures, are falling down. The steps that, I retrace, the sad look, on your face. The timing, and structure, did you hear, he fucked her? A day late, a buck short. I'm writing, the report, On losing, and failing, when I move, I'm flailing now. And it's happened once again. I'll turn to a friend, Someone that understands, Sees through the master plan. But everybody's gone, And I've been here for too long, To face this on my own, Well I guess this is growing up. Well I guess this is growing up. And maybe, I'll see you, at a movie, sneak preview. You'll show up, and walk by, on the arm, of that guy. And I'll smile, and you'll wave, we'll pretend, it's okay. The charade, it won't last, when he's gone, I won't come back. And it'll happen

Royksopp - Remind Me
It's only been a week, The rush of being home in rapid fading. Prevailing to recall What I was missing, all that time in England Has sent me aimlessly, On foot or by the help of transportation, To knock on windows where A friend no longer live, I had forgotten. Will remind, will remind, will remind me, Will remind, will remind, will remind me, Will remind, will remind, will remind me, Will remind, will remind, will remind me. And everywhere I go, There's always something to remind me Of another place and time Where love that travelled far had found me. We stayed outside til two, Waiting for the light to come back, But hid in talk I knew, Until you asked what I was thinking. Brave men tell the truth, A wise man's tools are analogies and puzzles, A woman holds her tongue, Knowing silence will speak for her. So now I'll never know, As you will only sleep beside me, And everywhere I go... It's only been a week, (Will remind, will remind, will remin

Little Brother - Nobody But You
I don't want nobody but you (don't want nobody) I think we should move towards the future I don't want nobody but you (don't want nobody) I think we should move towards the future Baby I'm serious How do you know when I'm like shit You don't know me yet I ain't step with no disrespect Just something in your eyes got me, I mean something in your thighs got me On the rise like the Third Reich. Pooh's flight ain't for one night or one flight in the sack One fight got me resting my back on Big Pooh's couch Got me kicked out my own house, arguing with my own spouse Sweet heart please it is not worth the fuss I would rather kiss then send you a cuss I'd rather us hold hands ridin on the back of the bus Then have us pissed off rollin the trust c'mon now I don't want nobody but you (don't want nobody) I think we should move towards the future I don't want nobody but you (don't want nobody) I think we should move towards the future Baby I'm serious Threw out my fant

Little Brother - Life Of The Party
Girl, whatchu MEAN you don't recognize me?! I'm only the biggest rap star in yo' apartment complex, eh! OH! Uh, uh... and another one Everybody stop the presses! Make way for the talk of the town, 'cause I'm the life of the party! Take a look at me now! Uh, I'm the cow's milk, I'm the bee's knees I'm the life of the party, you know you see me And all my team in harmony like the Bee Gees Our name in bright lights like it's 3D People stop and stare, "Look what them boys got" We cain't afford Cris', frontin like we boycott We on the same page, we all on one accord Little do they know we all came in one Accord and them people get sad cause they thank we should be mad at all them niggaz wit big money and big chains But the way I see it, as long as I don't blow Each and ev'ry year, I'll be the next big thang! Ten years later, niggaz still on the verge Same gray Nissan sittin on the curb I know, you was thankin it'd be gettin on my nerves But maaan, goddamn, this fe

The Ups And Downs Of Life
I reckon that from the time we are born, we struggle with life. First it's just living and growing. Then learning the things we will need to succeed, as we get older. Then as we become adults, it's a constant struggle to earn enough to make sure bills are paid and groceries are bought. Some do better than most, and then there are those that just can't make it no matter what they do. I have wondered what that magic twist in the road could be in order for life to be sweeter. Hard work? Well, possibly, but how does that explain the single mother working two jobs just to work and pay for childcare. I think single people definitely have it easier. The mindset is what is most important, regardless of how life is. We tend to moan for what we don't have, and forget what we do have. I am guilty as well of this. It might not be what we imagined it to be, but it could always be worse. Life is what we make of it. I try to keep a positive outlook, but sometimes it's hard. Som

Stuiped Women
Lets take a dive into the tricky minds of female brain.this is an adult site.made for and by adult people only.women upload adult photos and when some men reply "Sexy Photos" the feamle deals with that.but when other men reply "Hot Damn!...omg...id fuck you in every fucking hole you got and then some" women get all bent out of shape.they call it vulgar.lets look at the word Vulgar?..."Vulgar is another word for "Excitment"...Its another word for "Compliment"...How the fuck can a women upload a nude photo or obsene photo then turn around and complain about a Postive comment towards it?...makes no damn sense at all.when the comment is "sexy photo" (Not Showing Excitment) that like that.but when the comment it "Let me Dig In All Of Your Holes" (Showing Excitment)its not accepted by the female that drove them male crazy with lust and excitment.Last time i checked the word "EXCITMENT" Was a great thing.if a man finds the female body soooo irisistable then we all know thats a positive thing.

Survey
Freaky FortyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Would you marry for money? nope 2. Have you had braces? nope 3. Could you live without a computer? Yeah I coould 4. If you could live in a differnt decade which would it be? 1940's 5. Do you drink enough water? naw, but I do ok on beer 6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off? a bit of both 7. What are your favorite fruits? strawberries 8. What is your favorite place to visit? San Jaun Island 9. Are you photogenic? not really 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? color 11. Why do you take surveys? bored this is my 2nd one by the way 12. Do you drink alcohol? Yeppers!!! 13. What is the most beautiful language? redneck 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? sure 15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset? sunrise, but I like them both 16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old? nope 17. Is a flat stomach important to you? yep 18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest? butt 19.

And Justice For All
For a while I found myself in a Calvinist church. Calvinists believe that everybody deserves to be punished by God so therefore every good thing that happens to you is God's mercy. There is some truth to that but it seems to me that there is something wrong with Calvinism. Because they leave out justice. According to the Calvinists nobody really deserves justice. I can't help but feel there is something flawed about that kind of thinking. My faith in God tells me that God is a God of justice. We must have justice. Maybe people don't really think about justice until they are on the receiving end of injustice. That's what started the United States. Injustice drove people to seek a place, or try to create a place, where there is "liberty and justice for all." Without justice, people wither. There has to be hope that wrongs will be righted, that punishment will be meted. Does everybody always get justice? Obviously not. But its something that people deeply ye

Texas
Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast , and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas. Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a pickup. There is a little bit of Texas in everyone. Did you ever hear anyone in a bar go, 'Wow...so you're from Iowa ? Cool, tell me about it?' Do you know why? Because no one gives a darn about Iowa .' Texas is the Alamo . Texas

Memory Loss
"I better write this one before I forget. Seriously." It’s a fact that we have more Americans heading into the “declining memory” stage of life. While no statistician has exactly defined when age memory decline begins, suffice to say that the baby boomers are in that stage of life, some just beginning, others advanced. With the baby boomers’ population bulge in the U.S., it follows that every day more citizens have a moment or several incidents where they go “what the heck was I just thinking?” I’ve had two already today, for example, one when I was trying to decide which of seven emails to address first, and suddenly got confused. And the other was when I kept repeating to myself something I needed to do tonight as I walked up the stairwell to my office, and after saying hello to several people, that thought evaporated. Maybe it will come back later. The point is this: People anywhere from their late 40’s on up in age are forgetting things big and small. Cognitively w

When Did Fubar Get Spam?
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Chapter 2
Chapter 2 Just after Elizabeth sent the message to Beca, Jane buzzed her to say the client had arrived for his appointment with her and the design team. “Please show him in.” Elizabeth quickly adjusted her suit jacket so that she looked professional for the meeting. When the client entered her office she stood up and extended her hand to him “Good to see you again Mr. Johnson, please have a seat. Can I get you anything to drink?” “No thank you Miss Lord, I am fine. How are things coming along with the site that I have requested?” “I believe that you will be very pleased with the outcome. We have finished the site and it looks just as you have requested. It was a difficult task creating an adult site, but I believe we have all of the things you have requested. Here is the business proposal and the business plan as you requested.” Elizabeth handed a copy of the documents to Mr. Johnson so he could look them over. As Mr. Johnson looked over the documents he started so to sm

A Very Down In The Dumps Heatheer
When one thing goes wrong, it all goes wrong. And there is no lie behind that shit. So much crap has gone wrong and so much has me stressed. * Hmm little sister was put into fostercare Today, her moms boyfriend raped her. Hmm how nice aye. * Grandma still not doing so great, and well hmm not much more to say to that. * Work just simply sucks, working more hours then i want to but i know the money is what i need to pay bills. * I have to fill out more college paper work for September and im stressing out over the cost of that shit. * Home life isnt the best right now, stupid parents i like them sometimes hate them others. * I hate being an adult i want to be a kid again where things were so much better. Im completly down in the dumps, and totaly pissed off at the world.

A Story Of Creation
In the beginning was the word, and the word was God. In the beginning was God, and all else was darkness and void, and without form. He created the sun, and the moon, and the stars, so that light might pierce the darkness. The earth God divided between the land and the sea, and these He filled with many assorted creatures. And the dark, salty, slimmy creatures that inhibited the murky depths of the ocean, God called sailors. And He dressed them accordingly with little trousers that looked like bells at the bottom and with shirts that had cute little flaps on them to hide the hickeys on their necks. He also gave them long sideburns and shabby looking beards. God nicknamed them "squids" and banished them to a lifetime at sea, so that normal folks would not have to associate with them. To further identify these unloved creatures, He called them "petty" and "commodore" instead of titles worthy of red-blooded men. And the flaky creatures of the land, God called soldie

Oath Of Enlistment
U.S. Air Force Oath Of Enlisment "I, Blue Falcon, swear to sign away 4 years of my life to the United States Air Force because I couldn't hack it in the Army, because the Marines frighten me, and because I'm afraid of water over waist-deep. I swear to sit behind a desk. I also swear not to do any form of real exercise, but promise to defend our bike-riding test as a valid form of exercise. I promise to walk around calling everyone by thier first name because I find it amusing to annoy the other services. I will have a better quality of life than those around me and will, at all times, be sure to make them aware of that fact. After completion of "Basic Training", I will be a lean, mean, donut-eating, Lazy-Boy sitting, civilian-wearing blue clothes, Chair-borne Ranger. I will believe I am superior to all others and will make an effort to clean the knife before stabbing the next person in the back. I will annoy those around me, and will go home early early every day. So hel

Thought For Friendship
friendship is not just the name of an ordinary feeling.but it is the name of the feelings of understanding,honesty and frankness between two persons.and these feelings keep the two very special persons bounded together and such a frienship lies in two of us.

Friendships Come And Friendships Go
Friendships come and Friendships go Like wave upon the sand Like day and night Like birds in flight Like snowflakes when they land But you and I are something else Our friendship's here to stay Like weeds and rocks and dirty socks It never goes away! A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay.

Sing Along If You Know The Words
i stumble and i stagger through life seems like my heart breaks every time it rains love and respect are slippery and run through my fingers like water i find myself wishing for a better life...

Savage Garden - To The Moon And Back
She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles And the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying Mama never loved her much And daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space And now she's waiting for The right kind of pilot to come (and she'll say to him) She's saying (chorus) I would fly to the moon and back If you'll be, if you'll be my baby Got a ticket for a world where we all belong So would you be my baby? Ooh-ooh She can't remember a time When she felt needed If love was red then she was color-blind All her friends they've been trialed for treason And crimes that were never defined She's saying Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith Is like a journey I just don't have a map for So baby gonna take a dive and push the shift to

Poem: Lettin' Go
Today I'm gotta let all the bullshit go I ain't even mad at the situation tho Patience is what I have so I don't care I don't owe the world shit I know life ain't fair I've had my share of drama but I'mma let it slide When it's all said and done these cowards will hide I've confide in myself that opinions don't matter Just food for thought served on a damn platter I'm the mad hatter this wonderland I have is mine Nobody else is gonna care if I am tryin' Nobody gives a phuck if inside I'm cryin' Tears keep the soul hydrated to keep me from dyin' I'm supplyin' my own rules the game done changed I don't give a damn if you don't know my life remember the name It's insane but I won't complain I'm just built like that Ask if I care I don't as a matter of fact I'm too relaxed to get stressed I'm lettin' go People think they understand they just don't know I'm too cold at this so don't try to compete And don't try to judge me when your life's not complete ©2007 three2

Kissing
It seems that guys aren't in to kissing these days. I don't know if they don't really know how or they're affraid they won't or they assume the girl can't. Either way, this kinda sucks. It's been almost 3 months since I've kissed someone I really wanted to kiss. Well, 3 months in general...cause a peck on the lips or cheek, doesn't count!!!!! C'mon guys... what's up? Have you decided kissing is boring? Cause if done right, it's SO not!!!!! Hell, it's a form of 4-play.

Writings
Sitting alone staring at the walls wishing he would call. The sound of big block trucks going by thinking that maybe its him and he will one day be by. Our future seemed so bright Never in my life had I felt so safe until he held me in his arms I gave my heart and now it hurts The day soon came when he said he must go It was not a choice but a demand on a man who should be free Neither of us wanted him to leave Now all my hopes and dreams have floated away Now I feel so alone Not long ago happiness filled my heart & soul I sit here alone in the dark with tears falling from my eyes. Holding what is left of my wounded heart Trying to stay strong yet it's so hard to breathe I ask myself is this false hope? All I can do is hope and pray that one-day he will return for I love him with all my heart and soul As I will be waiting with open arms for this is our home.

Writings
She Waits you reeled her in with your sweet words your daily phone calls and beautiful poems In an effort to get close to her heart The weeks pass and the calls fade your a smooth talker and she’s aware of your game you toy with her heart and play with her feelings for you know exactly what you are doing. She begins to count as the days pass waiting for a call until one morning you finally call as you pledge your love to her while in a drunken state. Then you hang up for you have a friend over with a date. She comes to work with tears in her eye’s and a smile as bright as the sun he called, said he loved me and that I was the one. She breaks down for that is what she had been waiting to hear. She now sits and waits for you to call. She put her life on hold waiting for you She believed in you, that you were the one She hopes to see you at her work or home waiting at the door she now feels the fool She says she has fi

Pain
Pain My heart swells My chest grows tight My entire body feels weak Tears begin to flow The silent scream from within begins and breaks free Unable to hold back the pain Unable to control the tears for I truly love him Not sure he even knows My heart is hurting, unable to breathe In our room alone sitting on the bed crying into a pillow I feel his presence then his touch All I hear is I’m sorry & we’ll find away. unfinished

Exposed
exposed Life seemed so dark and cold I encased my heart and guarded it close I built a wall in which no one could break I stopped looking for shelter from the world The pain I wouldn’t show Until the day you came and crashed down the wall I had built You brought life & warmth when you entered my heart You give me hope and brought laughter back to my wounded soul My feelings and heart are now exposed Unfinished---

In Love With A Crazy Fool
My husband rob is one crazy man. He is right now spending time in jail. He is going to State Jail as soon as he signs for his time. I just found out that I am pregnant by him. We have been together over 7 months and this is the first time he has gone too jail sense we have been together. He is my everything and I don't want too loose him. I go see him everyday in the county jail. This is his third felony and he acutally got it down from 2yrs to 16 months to 10 months. Hopely when he goes back to court next month he will get it down to either 6 months or maybe 8 months. I love REL with all of my heart and soul through eternity more than these words could ever say. Love Angie Lawrence

Tribute To Bill Hicks
Bill Hicks one of the greatest comedians EVER! Raw and Willing to say the things we all never had the nerve to! An advocate for the legalization of pot and all natural drugs! as well as being against Booze and other man made shit that is legal. Anti government but at the same time a Patriot of our country. A firm voice against corruption in our government and within our police forces. REST IN PEACE BILL!

Sacred Symphony
What exhilirates me most is not in what you do to me (be it either with your hands, body, or mouth) but the exaggeration and eagerness, in which you perform silently upon my body, like a beloved instrument in which the chorus starts off as a dance of courtship that lures me in sweetly and gently to eager seduction and full fledged concerto where drums are sounding and my senses are jumbled notes upon which to stimulate my legs into spreading farther and my hips thrusting more urgently to the beat of our passion and to the joy of feeling beautiful beneath sacred symphony.

Off The Record
I got a letter from your lawyer, you got one from mine. They both say it's going to be fine, once we sign that dotted line. Well I guess we'll get our freedom and a so called "fresh new start" When you take half of everything, you'll be taking half my heart. Our love got lost somewhere in life's complications. Torn between to loves, all their legal litagations. Off the Record there's something I need to say to you. This ain't easy, but it's what my heart has to do. If I can't let you go, until I let you know. Off the record I'm Still in Love with you! I took down our wedding picture from above the fire place. I stood there awhile staring at your pretty face. Have we lost our love, differences we can't resolve. But if push comes to shove, thank god no children are involved. I can still see you throwing your rose bouquet. Never thought I'd see the day we'd throw it all away. Off the Record Theres something I need to say to you THis ain't easy but it's what my heart has to

Nothing In Life Interests Me.
You know nothing in life interests me or bothers me anymore.Don't know why thou?I go to the store and just browse the clothing,or things that i might like to buy,but in the end i just leave with nothingness.I used to worry about things like,the women i have a crush on,or running out of food,also life,but now i am just bored to hell.I used to have in my life,but after i lost both my legs well i haven't heard from them,and it's been like 3 years now.See can't even finish this blog thou,but anyways i will type more the next day so later.

Final Yahoo! Messages To Jinya.... Hopefully
jamesfahle (12:05:29 AM): just my curiosity but, how's that "crying friend" doing? I hope you made everything all better with her.... jamesfahle (12:06:01 AM): I'm sure she truly appreciated you staying online with her til 12:03 just to help her. jamesfahle (12:55:07 AM): ok, well you've lied for the last time, I know this won't bug you one bit but goodbye. Just remember, what comes around, goes around. Have fun toying with people the way that you do. jamesfahle (12:56:07 AM): If your mom was anything like you towards your dad, I can completely understand his leaving, I must thank you though, I'm just glad that we got this out of the way before it got that deep jamesfahle (12:57:50 AM): oh, and if you don't believe me about it being over.... www.digitalexpressions.nu , Dazed and Confused's journal. Have a nice life.

09/16/05
Chris read my e-mails to her last night and apparently approved of what she read, she told me that she had left me an offline message on yahoo after she got off the computer. Naturally, I was eager to find out what she had sent me so I logged on and was very surprised at her message. It read, “**: (9/14/2005 9:09:02 PM): you will wear your thong under your pants tomorrow.....Love you girlfriend :x”. I was hoping to do more last night, but because the two youngest refused to go to sleep; I never got the opportunity to follow through on what I had hoped to do for her. Perhaps another time I guess. This morning was kind of hectic since we all got up late, but everything seemed to work out ok, Since Chris and I never really got the chance to talk last night I asked her if she still wanted me to wear my thong today and she told me that she did. I went and got in the shower and told her that the three panties that I own were in my drawer and that she could pick out one that she wanted me

Love Is .....
Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them your problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it.

Letter From God To Women
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support m

Fun In The Sun
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP) Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Satan
One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair, he has his first meeting with the devil... Satan: 'Why so glum?' Guy: 'What do you think? I'm in hell!' Satan: 'Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a drinking man?' Guy: 'Sure, I love to drink.' Satan: 'Well, you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays, that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab, and Fresca.. We drink 'til we throw up, and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway.' Guy: 'Gee that sounds great!' Satan: 'You a smoker?' Guy: 'You better believe it!' Satan: 'All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world, and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, you're already dead, rememb er?' Guy: 'Wow...that's awesome!' Satan: 'I bet you like to gamble.' Guy: 'Why, yes, as a matter of fact I do.' Satan: 'Good, 'cause

Am I A Fireman Yet??
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engi

I Can't Take Much More Of This...
I am so tired of thinking I'm in the clear of shitty things happening... And being surprised by something else happening. In December, I was FINALLY able to get the airlines to agree with me to give me a damn voucher for my flight that I had to cancel due to a sudden change in plans. NOW they are telling me I have to pay the amount of the voucher to use the voucher, so it is gonna cost me twice as much to get a damn plane ticket. I'm better off buying a new ticket all together. It just pisses me off cuz now I've wasted all that money, for no fucking reason. THEN, I have a friend come back, things seem to move forward from where they were... and I find out he's engaged... I'm tired of it slipping guys minds that they are married, engaged, seeing someone, or have problems with me... I just want SOMEONE to be upfront and honest with me. The only reason I don't think about chewing on the end of a gun barrel, is because what good is that gonna do? Except give someone the satisfaction of

Pissed Off..angry
Anger This morning I went to UPS at 8am until a little after 9am and those a$$holes still not have my f*ing package. I am so livid. Then I had to sit in traffic going to work-thank god I don’t have to come in the office again this week. But I want package so bad and like they close at 6pm and there is no way I can make there before they close unless…mmmm..no I can’t. Then two assholes tried running me off the road today on the freeway-I was so made I honked a lot and yelled a ton…hehehehe….. next time I’ll let them hit me My car won’t go over 70mph-but I don’t want a new car with gas at $5 a gallon And btw why aren’t people getting off the road with gas so expensive-I mean I haven’t seen any less people on the road at all with gas so high…aren’t the poor suppose to stay at home or take the bus now? Ha ha hah…… Back to wORK for a few hours then I am on vacation WHOOHOOOO

Billboard Hotties & Hunks
Attention Fubarians: Time for a different twist. With the Convoy, Sin Wagon, and all other Fubar rides going on, its time for some new billboards to be put up throughout Fubaria. I decided to fill these billboards with Fubar's Hotties and Hunks. Be careful of the new distractions along your journey. Have fun along the way!! Just R/F/A all members to be added to your very own billboard. If you are have already R/F/A someone just leave a comment letting them know there is a new Billboard Hottie or Hunk. Private message me (Twisted Whispers) once you are done and I will add you. Want your own custom billboard like this one? Well, its easy...I will have a folder of 65 small, easy to rate pics. Just rate the pics in the folder and private message me (Twisted Whispers) when you are done and send a link to the photo you want and the name you want on your billboard and I will make one for you. If you don't want to rate, well there is another option...send me $50

Devotion
A life like this could be orgasmic Your touch - it brushes my very soul Brimming with promises of unseen pleasure And warnings of pain I've never known I give myself to this fate completely Consumed with the need to belong to you My heart, my will are here for the taking My devotion to you is frighteningly true

Just Back Off
Ok..I have a myspace account too. I try meeting people through places on here and there because I still don't know hardly anyone around here and I just don't go up to people and say "hey whats up?". I prefer to meet people through talking to them first, or a mutual friend. Well..I tried that on myspace and I have learned people are generally assholes. People make plans, and then break them on the cusp of going out. It's fuckin' aggravating. I'm fuckin tired of people that make plans and break them habitually. I am supremely fuckin pissed!! I have had times where I had plans and passed on other things I coulda done because I had those plans. I kept my end of the bargain. or people that say they're gonna call and I just wait. WTF!!?? From now on if anyone wants to know me, get to me first and know I won't put up this shit!!! THE END!!

Summer Solstice
The Summer Solstice in the northern hemisphere is the day of the year with the most hours of daylight between sunrise and sunset. This is when the Earth's axis tips the northern part of the planet closest to the sun, giving those nearest to the North Pole endless summer days. Here in Los Angeles, we're a bit closer to the equator and our summer days aren't quite so long. We have about 14.5 hours of daylight on our longest days, June 21 and 22, with sunset usually between 8 and 8:10 pm. Just because we don't see the midnight sun, doesn't mean we don't appreciate our longest day. Here are some of the best ways to celebrate the Summer Solstice in Southern California. A live music festival on multiple stages featuring 60s cover bands and tribute bands. There is also a scavenger hunt, costume contest, raffle, pony rides and petting zoo. When: Saturday, June 24, 2007 noon to 7 pm Where: The main activity is between Ocean Park and Rose Ave. on Main Street in Santa Monica, CA Info:

Just The Girl Of Dispair
What about me? Well gee like you all want to know about the girl behind the gasmask. My name is cyber and i was born and raised in Denver colorado. I could only remember very vaugely what it was like to be happy, i mean truely happy. Those memories shall remain cherishable amoung my youth. I was a happy kid back in the day. Then all of a sudden it started in 5th grade. I became the reject and social out cast, the rebel and the misfit. I was on my own. I lost everything and it seemed to me like everybody around me started to die off and disapear off the face of the earth. Every moment of happiness that i once had, was gone. It decayed in the red burning skies of my faith. I lost all of my faith actually...I used to go to church every sunday. Then all of a sudden i stopped caring about everything and everyone around me, including myself. I was a loner and a fuck up. My reputaion was just the beggining to a selfish bitch i once was. In middle school all my peers would point and laugh at m

Tu Amor
no es necesario que entiendas una razon pues si el corazon ya es tuyo solo con un murmullo que se pierde en la distancia nostalgia abrumadora y solloza que se aferra entre las huellas dejadas por tus caricias como suspiro anhelado de tus labios calidos solo un beso una palabra una mirada de lo mas profundo de tu ser para poder ver entre tus ojos la pasion el deseo de mi amor por ti.........

Thank You
WELL ITS BEEN 3 OR 4 DAYS IVE BEEN ON FUBAR AND I LOVE IT. IT HAS FEATURES AND KOOL THINGS U KAN DO THAN MYSPACE. DONT GET ME WRONG I LIKE MYSPACE AND ALL BUT KAN U BUY A DRINK FOR A FRIEND ON MYSPACE , HELL NO!! WELL I WANTED TO THANK THE ONE WHO SEND OUT THE INVIATATION TO ME, CUZ IF IT WASNT FOR HIM, I WOULDNT HAVE KNOWN ABOUT FUBAR...

Marines
INCLINATION FOR THE ROCK'N ROLL WAR UNDER THE FLAG OF PEACE AND LAW YOUR NATIVE COUNTRY TO SET IT FREE IN THE AIR, ON LAND AND ON THE SEA FOR THEIR HONOUR AND THEIR GOLDEN CROWN SWING THE JUDGEMENTS GLORY HAMMER DOWN THE PATRIOT WITHIN THEIR VALIANT HEART KEEP'EM HUNGRY FOR THE LIBERTY LOVE HATRED JUST A TOOL THE AGGRESSORS TO CONTROL INTO THE ENEMIES DEPTH, INTO THE DESERT STORMS OF IRAQU CAUGHT BETWEEN LEGIONS OF HATE CAUGHT BENEATH MALEFIC EYES OF FATE SEEMS THAT WE ARE DOOMED TO DROWN YOUR HOPES MARCHING TO THE DESTINY,NO ATTITUDES TO LIE DON'T WANT TO LEAVE THAT BATTLEFIELD WITHOUT A SIGN ENGAGED TO THE RIFLE BY YOUR SIDE MARINES THEY'RE FIGHTING FOR YOU MARINES THEY'RE DYING FOR YOU MARINES KEEP YOUR HONOUR CLEAN MARINES YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE SECURING THE WORLD UNIVERSAL SOLDIER TO THE BONE AND FOR MY BROTHERS YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE DOWN THE BLOODY ROAD TO WAR YOU HEAR THE MINE CLICKING UNDER YOUR FEET YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO GO YOU HEAR T

Stop By Everyone And Help Her
My bling...blast and happy hour giveaway...i still need 73,959 comments to go to reach my goal...there is no time limit to this contest ~momma2B! ~USER#751610 needs 75000 comments for 3 bling packs,a 30 days blast and a Happy Hour THEN SEND HER A PERSONAL EMAIL AND TELL HER WHAT YOU DID AND FOR WHICH ONE AND LET HER KNOW THAT THE VIPER SENT YOU. http://fubar.com/theviper

Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? wife 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? precious 5. Your father? living 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? pepper 9. Your dream/goal? manager 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? hip-hop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? nope 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? Memphis 19. The last thing you did? talked 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? peaceful 25. Your mood? relaxed 26. Missing

John
What John Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. Yo

Nextel Chat
Just looking for cool females with Nextel or boost cell phone to chat with my number is 131*428*2980 say hello sometime im also looking for ladies that speak spanish to help me brush up on my language thanks guys

A Dozen Roses
A Dozen Roses © By Trish A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

The Rules Of Leavenworth
1. If you don't have all your ID's and decals in order.....your fucked 2. If you drive over 50 miles an hour even when the posted speed limit says 65.....your fucked. 3. If you say Hi and not Howdy in leavenworth.....your fucked. 4. If you tell a cop that your just visiting when they've seen you around for a week....your fucked. 5. If you call soda, soda and not a coke....your fucked 6. If you actually have this thing called something to do and it's not working at the prison......your fucked 7. If your from the city and you come to the place called leavenworth which is out in the country......YOUR FUCKED

Extacy
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me And my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue And your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow That welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire For my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, Ecstasy approaches. You push ha

Naughty Quiz
subject: Naughty Quiz Nasty Quiz Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with

My Life
some people ave a past th arent proud of (ignor typos im hgh as fook), sometimes therpy can help, I had ECT 3 times becuas of suicial tedancies, but my wounds are so deep, it slike trying to block a doorway with a mous......it always gets thru, shit wil always stay with me. I shouldnt ut anyone through what im goin throu its not fair......but i do, an d i am, that comes dow n to trust........i trust so few people in the world.....the two peopl I trust the most are o fuabar, poopthewondercat, who i just love so much, and kyz who is the typ ofguy i wish i had a a friend closer to me. Its bin so many yars ssince ive trusted anyone and still find it so so hard. Trauma never leaves....it lays dormant, wanting to pounce........adn boy have I been whacked by it this past month I feel so isolated

For The Fu Bad Bitches Stang & Ryot Gyrl
imikimi - Customize Your World Two of FUBAR's Finest! Stang & Ryot Gyrl !! Some them some Love & Respect! Rate , Fan & ADD Them. Ryot Gyrl ~Fu Bad B!TCH®~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds@ fubar♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡FU WIFEY 2 MY GAT DAMNED SELFϖ@ fubar Love & Light Ladies! Anti

For Sexibeka
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World For SexiBeka Thanks for being such a great friend Hon Much Love to you! Show this awesome Lady LOTS of Love & Respect Fan , Rate & ADD Her! SexiBeka - FU-Owned by Will - KO Member@ fubar Love & Light Beka, Anti

Tune In This Thursday And Rock Out!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.26.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Trust
What is trust and what causes you to loose it in someone. For me sometimes its words or actions and sometimes it just a feeling that you have. Either way it causes you to be more and more suspicious until you reach that point where trust is gone. I think it is not what people say or do sometimes but what they don't say or do which gives them away. I believe if you want to know the truth most people will tell you in some way but when they are being untruthful they will tell you more. The trick is to let them talk and say enough to keep them talking but not enough to let them know what you think. Given the opportunity most people will give them selves away. Not to say this always is the case but most of the time it is. I used to believe never let people get too close or let them know how you feel this was to both allow me my own deceit and to keep myself from getting to attached. Ive always thought there should be nothing in your life so important that you just cant walk away from

Pic Rate!
Hey everyone my best friend needs help, She is in a rates contest, can you please rate her? It only takes 20 seconds :) Doesn't have to be an 11, 10s are fine. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, here is the link!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1447976&albumid=1034591&i=2463511835&idx=16

Who Are You To Judge Me?
There is a million and one thing I can say but let me try to put this into words. My reputation is all I have. With it I have been able to build everything. All I say I am is true, and I often say I am human because that is what I am, human. I have found that people have at time put me in a pedestal that I did not deserve and I told them I did not deserve it. I too make mistakes. Because I make mistakes, and at times really bad ones, therefore I understand people when they make mistakes. Those who know me know that I will never and have never judged any of my friends. I am the guy that will make sure all my friends are ok when we go out to party and party hard. I am the guy that watches and takes care of my friends when they get stupid and do drugs. I am the guy that will cover you with snow when you are about to over done on E. But I make mistakes. Because I make mistakes I will never judge any one for theirs, Jesus paid for their sin and he forgave them, so who am I to crucif

So I'm Reminded Of A Story
So I'm reminded of a story when Alex Winter was trying to get funding to shoot his movie, Hideous Mutant Freeks. He and Keanu Reeves had just finished up with the Bill and Ted movies, and being friends, Keanu was more than happy to be in his film. The studio started throwing money at him. The thing is, Keanu was playing the role of the dog-faced boy. They tried to hide this fact from the executives for as long as they possibly could. Constantly dodging their requests to see dailies, or visit the set. They thought he was going to be featured prominently, and the studio was banking on this so they'd get a good return on their money. I don't remember this well enough to fill in the truly humorous details, but the fact I was being teased about my having one of my dogs as a profile picture reminded me of how those guys totally screwed over their film studio :D

Untitled
This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

I Keep Looking
I check the mail for notes from you, But I can't find them there. Time and again I check for words, They must be lost somewhere. Perhaps this connection Is linked at just one end. I convince myself it's not, So I go back and check again. Yet, I know my box is empty, But I still must look to see, Disappointed one more time. There's still no words for me. My mind brings back your memory, And I return again to find My mail box still is empty, No words of any kind. It leaves my mind a wondering, Why can't I just forget? But every night it's still the same, There's no rest until I've checked. I know I will find nothing, But I must go look to see If by chance today is different, And you've sent some words to me.

For Love`s Sake
I'm so tired of this empty feeling I'm so tired of being alone I lay here staring at the ceiling Waiting by the phone I jump when the phone rings It brings a smile to my face When she hangs up my heart stings And I sink back into my lonely place I wish and I dream That we'll be together soon I can't wait until we can look up hand in hand At the stars and at the moon I yearn for her kisses Her touch - Her embrace I can't wait for Weekends When I get to see her face I'm flooded with thoughts of her In my heart, soul, and mind I imagine her touch So gentle and kind I try not to weep I hope she doesn't hear my cries But I can't stop the tears Falling from my eyes I cry a thousand tears And think - how much more can I take? But in my heart I know I'd wait a thousand years All for love's sake

There Is A Road
There is a road in the hearts of all of us, hidden and seldom traveled, which leads to an unkown, secret place. The old people came literally to love the soil, and they sat or reclined on the ground with a feeling of being close to a mothering power. Their teepees were built upon the earth and their altars were made of earth. The soul was soothing, strengthening, cleansing and healing. That is why the old Indian still sits upon the earth instead of propping himself up and away from its life giving forces. For him, to sit or lie upon the ground is to be able to think more deeply and to feel more keenly. He can see more clearly into the mysteries of life and come closer in kinship to other lives about him.

The Ex Sister In Law
OK so if you have read my blogs before you will know the situation (and some of you already know it anyway!!!!!!!!) but this really crumbles the biscuit!!!!!!!!!! Bet none of you can beat this one...... Went shopping this morning and when I got home there was a message on the ansa phone from the ex sister in law stating that she is coming down in about 3 weeks time (thats the time I am getting new kitchen and the person I look after is going into respite for a while as well!) and she knows this. Now it gets funny - she only wants to come down and tell the workmen doing the kitchen how SHE wants the kitchen to be - erm, now hang on a minute is she the one that is going to be using the kitchen, is she the one that lives in this house?? The answer is NO to both so what right does she have to order MY KITCHEN!?!?!?!?!?. As one of my friends knows on here, the ex SIL really winds me. she rung the other day and cos I was in pain with my leg, she mentioned it and I had to bite my ton

Chili Recipi
I was finally able to get ahold all the fresh ingredients and cooked some chili. Total cook time was about 6.5hrs All ingredients, 1/4 or 1/2 habenero (depending on kick desired) 3 red chilis 1 green chili a pinch of fresh cilantro 1 tsp of crush garlic worchestershire sauce 1.5lbs of ground beef (prefer ground chuck) 6 large tomatoes 1 small white sweet onion salt & pepper 1) dice up the tomatoes or puree them and stick them in a post on the side to start cooking - make sure to add some of the garlic and 1/2 of the red chili while simmering. Fresh tomatoes take a while to cook so start this first. 2) Dice up all your peppers and small onion. 3) Start browing the ground chuck and put a little garlic, and some diced up peppers and onions while browning to cook into the flavor. Drain greese when done. 4) Add ground chuck to the tomatoes after they've been cooking for about 2.5-3hrs. Mix in the remaining peppers and onions diced up and thrown in the cilantro and m

You
Your gleaming eyes so elegant and rare, You smile so sweetly, so charmingly dear, The way you make me feel is beyond compare, One look into your eyes makes me disappear. To a world obscure where limits are unknown, When all else does not seem to matter more, Where my spirit can fly higher than it has ever flown, My heart jumps, reason unknown for. Your gentle manners and charming ways, Melts my heart faster than the crashing of waves, You make me feel secure and warm always, The memories with you will forever be saved. And then I know that I am in love, no doubt, I have fallen for you, both inside and out.