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Forever By Judy Blume
Plot Summary: When you build up something in your mind -- really imagine it, wish for it -- sometimes, when it actually happens, it doesn't live up to your expectations. True love is nothing like that. Especially not for Katherine and Michael, who can't get enough of each other. Their relationship is unique: sincere, intense, and fun all at the same time. Although they haven't been together all that long, they know it's serious. A whole world opens up as young passion and sexuality bloom. But it's senior year of high school, and there are big changes ahead. Michael and Katherine are destined for another big "first": a decision. Is this the love of a lifetime, or the very beginning of a lifetime of love? My Comments: Ok, I haven't read Judy Blume since I was in Middle School. This was in the adult section in the library, so I gave it a shot. It was a decent book. Reminded me a lot of being in high school again and first loves. Rating: 5/10

For Those Who Care
I havent been online much for a few different reasons. A.) Working 2 Jobs has finnaly kicked me in my ass, with hours never being the same, and by the time work is done for one place then its time to go to the second job, get out of there and im pooped so i come home and go to bed. B.) Now lets throw in school into that mess. Im taking online classes, and 1 class at our local hospital. HMM now that with 2 jobs is like ( slap me in the face and make me slow down). I feel as with everything i have going on, i have no time for myself. C.) Even more messed up, and complicated and my days even being long throw in the mix of school work, laundry, my animals, and house hold chores. HOnestly i want to scream sometimes. D.) and for those who dont know, i was approved for a house loan, and im looking at houses, and im hoping to find the right one for me. AHHHH TheJoys of being me.

Writers On The Storm...
Very early the other morning I was awakened by a strange sensation. It took me back nineteen years ago when, while on a business trip to Los Angeles, my hotel room rocked back and forth several times from a minor earthquake. Only now I was not in LA. I was laying in my cozy bed in the darkness, at home, in Tuckerton Beach, New Jersey. Now that I was awake, the source of the movement of the house was obvious: the howling wind outside was making the whole house sway on its foundation of pilings. The gale blew the hard driving rain against the windows and siding of the house in a machine-gun rattle. This was also punctuated by the quick bright flash of lightning, illuminating everything in the room in reverse-image, followed by the low rumble of thunder; almost inaudible above the tempest outside. Pushing back the covers I swung my legs out of bed and, gathering my bathrobe around me, padded out into the kitchen where I peered through the streaming glass at the waterfront. Whitecaps

I Emailed Oprah
Dear Ms Oprah, As you know Hurricane IKE came through Texas and West part of LA. It hit around the same place the RITA hit..... The reason for this letter, is my Step Mom, Dad and two Step Sisters(and their Families) live in a small town in South West La called Johnsons Bayou. From Rita Johnson Bayou lost everything they had. Since then, they have been tryin to rebuild their lives and and their homes... Some people did get back into their homes but some didnt. My dad works here in South Mississippi where I live, he goes to La on the weekends, Holidays, and extra time he gets off to finish building his house and to spend time with my mom.... But because Hurricane IKE came through, they no longer have a house to Finish IKE took it away... My mom also works at the Only Store in this town and again it got DESTROYED............. So im asking from all of the O'Shields Family if there is any way that you could possibly help them out... there is 6 kids over there...Two

Due To Public Demand!!!!!!
Due to public demand, due to the lack of realism in hip hop today, we bring to you the real story on Pac's early years. This documentary explores the Tupac before all the hype. Most notabley his early years starting in Marin City, California to his first ''real'' record deal in 1990. Included in this feature, Tupac's very first interview for MTV in 1990 which never got aired, and a previously unreleased interview conducted in 1988 in which Tupac discusses to the local T.V station why ''America eats her own'' Also, all brand new in depth interviews from some of the people who knew Pac before the fame, including members from his first groups, to his first managers and band mates. See a young Tupac perform his very first concert ever in front of 500 people in Marin City with his crew Strictly Dope, footage from his years in Baltimore when he rapped under the name MC New York, and a few other surprises. This straight to DVD release is a must have item for any music collector. DVD will b

O' So Sweet
O’ So Sweet The burning passion reflected in her eyes A mirror to his own desire Cupping her soft firm breast in the palm of his hands Stroking his thumbs across their rosy buds They harden so beautifully to his gentle touch A pair of candy kisses to melt against his lips O’ so sweet taste to savory all night to Sucklin on them like a starving man Her body going wild, Such sweet pleasure Listen to her passion sighs Igniting a burning flame The feel of her soft silky skin Cupping her cozy nest Stroking her warm wet rose petal within O’ so sweet Her love juices ready for him Standing proud and erect He bathes his cock in her wet heat All consuming fire Raising her hips urging him deeper O’ so sweet he fills her completely Ecstasy spreads its wings They soar climbing higher through the burning fire of love and passion Together they reached the ultimate goal O’ so sweet climax © Venus Jody Dickey

The Story
There was a time about almost 3 years ago, when I had this feeling that finally after all these years, I had found myself the woman of my dreams. Her name was Cristine. at we first when we met, we started talking about general stuff and were getting to know each other, and just after a week, I told her that I love her. She was surprised and gladly in a good way told me that she felt the same way too. After that things were sailing smoothly, bet yes after often there were little fights and silly arguements between the two of us , but they never lasted long. One day ashe asked me out of the blue if I would like to marry her and without wasting much time and thinking twice about it I said YES to her. From then on things changed, as in we started talking presonal things, sensul things and ofetn made love, though we didn't go all the way but yes till we were with each other we knew we were in the right place with the right person. Often the distance between the two of us that is the world

Pit Bull Inspiration 2!
Pit Bulls' views on life Never pretend to be something you're not. Everyone knows you are a 70 pound lap dog, so don't pretend that you are not. If you have a stick in your mouth, you automatically switch to super overdrive, and will be compelled to run around like you are insane... If your people won't let you on the bed, cry, whine and look pathetic until they do, and if they don't, jump directly on vulnerable parts when they are sleeping. Be excessive, if they ask you to get a stick, bring back a tree, if they ask for a kiss, drench their face. If someone seems to not want to be friends, follow them around, stare at them, bark at them, cry, and if they are sitting, sit directly on them, and kiss them until they can't breath. Always sit where everyone is, and if they are in the same place, like the couch or bed, make sure to plop yourself in between them, and DO NOT MOVE. If they try to move you, be stubborn, dig in your heels, and if they do move you, refer to

Dj Big Sexy
Help Us get him to the next level... he deserves all the fu love in the world y'all... so lets show him some southern hospitality! ÐJ ßîG §£×¥ aka Pro DJ@ DLS ƒøüñðër & Þrøüð Mëmßër DLS W()£ƒÞðÇ|{ FU-Married to Naughtia@ fubar

People With More Accounts
What is funny , I sit here and got to laugh , I see people with more account , I caught them left and right , different ID , different about me info and all but what i love the most is the way they talk on shout box and put words together , I would love to post there ID on here and how many accounts but I wont go there , cause all they prove to me , is shit in my book , and also players ... I got blame for havin 9 accounts but when I ask for proof they cant fuckin prove it , but hey thats ok ... that is what you get from so call friends ...

39 Things Every Man Needs To Know To Survive
1- A virgin don't ever drive a Z-28 2- Never bet the ranch on your prostate 3- If it has an Adam's Apple, it's probably a man 4- Never trust a gay gypsy with the palm of your hand 5- She didn't accidently get good in bed 6- You can't join the church if you're already dead 7- A work uniform ain't totally nude 8- Bream and bass ain't seafood 9- If there are guns in the house one better be yours 10- Don't get naked next to any fishing lures 11- If It's Girl Scout cookies, she's a little too young 12- If you say "I Do", be the ugly one 13- Don't ever let a bald man borrow your comb 14- Never play strip poker in a nursing home 15- Don't blame your pallbearers because they don't show if your buried in the middle of the Super Bowl 16- Let people borrow money & they'll leave you alone 17- Never fry bacon without a shirt on 18- Never spray water on a hornet's nest 19- A woman rarely aces the driver's test 20- The sign probably doesn't re

I Want You To Know
I want you to know that you are my most precious possession Not that I own you, but that I shall hold you to my breast And in my heart for all of my days, I want you to know that I don't love lightly, or for just today But that I will love you solely . . . deeply . . . and forever, I want you to know I can never hurt or betray you I have been there and know the anguish of loving, I want you to know I give my own heart freely and unconditionally So you may know the feelings I have for only you, I want you to know you are my best friend, my lover, my very life, And . . . when there is no more . . . my breath.

I Am Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found the peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, ah, yes these things I, too, will miss. Be not burdened with time of sorrow, I WISH FOR YOU THE SUNSHINE OF TOMORROW. My life's been full, I savored much. good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me. God wanted me now: He set me free.

Disaster Movie
Plot Summary: In DISASTER MOVIE, the filmmaking team behind the hits "Scary Movie," "Date Movie," "Epic Movie" and "Meet The Spartans" this time puts its unique, inimitable stamp on one of the biggest and most bloated movie genres of all time -- the disaster film. DISASTER MOVIE follows the comic misadventures of a group of ridiculously attractive twenty-somethings during one fateful night as they try to make their way to safety while every known natural disaster and catastrophic event -- asteroids, twisters, earthquakes, the works -- hits the city and their path as they try to solve a series of mysteries to end the rampant destruction. Taking aim at everything and everyone, from "Indiana Jones" and "Iron Man" to Amy Winehouse and "High School Musical," DISASTER MOVIE lampoons the blockbuster movie, pop culture icons and public figures along the way as Jason Friedberg and Aaron Seltzer satirize everything as only they can. My Comments: It was a disaster all right. I really didn't l

Thought For 9/19
I have come to the realization that every one of us have a choice we can make every single day regarding the way we view ourselves and our lives and the manner in which we will embrace just that single day. We cannot change our past We cannot change the fact that people are and will act in a certain way towards us.. towards others. We cannot change the inevitable of whats going to happen to us. The only thing we can do is play on the hand we were dealt, and control the things that we have the ability to control, our outlook, our mindset, and our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.

Join Girlicious Girls
NEW FAM GIRL GROUP IN TOWN, TO JOIN YOU MUST ADD AND RATE, AND FAN THE GIRLICIOUS GIRL'S HOME PAGE, AND MAKE A GIRLICIOUS GIRL SALUTE SIGN WITH YOUR FUBAR ID # ON IT. WHEN THAT'S ALL DONE YOU WILL GET A GIRLICIOUS GIRL ID PICTURE, AND BECOME PART OF THE GIRLICIOUS GIRLS LOUNGE. BOYS, YOU ALSO MAY TAKE PART. BUT NEED SOME IDEA ON WHAT TO CALL THE GUYS. ANY IDEAS?

Dumb Luck
I got lucky. That is all that happened. I am just some guy who changed into something more than the self-important piece of crap I used to be, into an almost decent human being who cared. When I remembered a relationship with a woman did not have to be all or nothing, the ones I started to meet melted my heart. I saw life in my eyes for the first time in years. Nice. Then, you meet one that gets all the way in. I got to know the most beautiful person. The individual that changed everything. For all time. It was never like a fairy tale, but I did try to save her from a dragon. I put myself in harm’s way to try and salvage my friend’s life. Like I said, I got lucky. Unconditional described love, not just a money back guarantee. No pressure. None ever. Just compassion. It was never a secret, so it was never a problem. On good days, I still see the world the way she taught me. On bad days, I see it thru her eyes. As time elapses, the view changes, and in some way, seems to get better. Ther

Poem5
paranoid i am so paranoid i dont know why but everything feels like its after me i try to be nice nd understanding but i am always get backhanded everything i do is biteing me in the rear i am so paranoid that i wish i could disappear to any where but here i hate everything sometimes i wish it would all go away never to come back again i am so paranoid that i feel like i am being watched everywhere that nobody even cares it is so bad that it is making me oh so sad why does it feel like i aint trusted with anything at all it is so bad i jus want to fall all the wayd down into the burning firey pit of hell and maybe there i wont be so paranoid i am oh so paranoid to the point where i dont care anymore

Would I Have Been A Good Wife In The 1930s?
You Would Make an Okay 1930's Wife You have some of the attributes of an ideal 1930's wife... but you probably didn't intend it to be that way. You don't buy into retro gender roles, though you do embrace your femininity at times. A 1930's man may find you passable, but you probably wouldn't want anything to do with him. Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

Can I Spot A Liar?
You Can Definitely Spot a Liar Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector. Can You Spot a Liar?

Inspiration Poem Called If--- By Rudyard Kipling
If ...by rudyard kipling If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you; if you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowances for their doubting too; if you can wait and not the tired of waiting; or being lied about,dont deal in lies, or being hated don't give way to hating, and yet dont look too good ,nor talk too wise. If you can dream and not make dreams your master; if you can think and not make thoughts your aim; if your can meet with triumph and disaster; and treat impostors just the same; if you can bear to hear the truth you've spoke twisted by naves to make a trap for fools, or watch the things you gave your life to broken, and stoop and build them up with worn out tools. If you can make one heap of all your winnings; and risk it on one turn of pitch and toss. and lose,and start again and your begginings; and never breathe a word about your loss If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew h

Only In The Night
Only in the Night by Me The night is lonely when you think of it Of the time you had from that first night Wondering and pondering what went wrong Wishing she knew what you said was true How to act like you never was even there To pretend not to even care about the night All along wishing she show some kind of sign Only to you to walk away to pretend not to care When at last you get the chance to say good bye You give her the hug that she's be needing At least that's what you think before you walked away Hoping that in the light of the night she would see It was her and only her that you would ever need !!

Lovesong-the Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Dedicated to my baby!

What It Is You Do To Me
There you sit smiling And it's you I watch wanting But you don't even know What it is you do to me So I keep on watching and wanting as I bleed Every time I look at you Every time I talk to you Every time I smell you My heart continues melting And I am forever dreaming Whenever you pass me by Whenever you catch my eye I feel like I want to cry Because of what it is you do to me Your eyes gleaming And your lips pleading And your hands exploring While my heart remains bleeding Every time you look at me I wonder what it is you see Every time you talk to me And I hear that your voice My knees get weak My stomach flutters My chest collapses My neck hairs tingle And I stop breathing Just in that moment in time When you do what it is you do to me As I sit here yearning I imagine you sleeping And I want to hold you endlessly Forever in my arms for eternity I'll continue dreaming As long as you are living breathing being

People On Here
what I have found out from people on here is that most everyone is very insecure and cannot except honesty. They like people to tell them what they want to hear. and wow people get in a tiss if you don't give ALL their pictures a 10.....are we all so stuck on ourselves that we cant take the truth, just because someone give a picture a lower rating does that mean its bad......NO! Can people be mature enough to handle real people and people who are honest for a change......... sorry people I will not give every picture a 10 and that doesn't mean you are less than who you are. I know I have pictures that might get a 1 or whatever because not ever photo will turn out that good. the only thing that matters in life is you like you for you. It will refreshing to know real people in life, people that refuse to be puppets without their feelings on their sleeves.

Rez Rats Drama And Trama
Well this weekend I had to go back to the rez that I am from for a wedding. My roommate married the love of her life and all that sick shit :(!! Nah thats love and I support it all ways. They both had shitty people before they found each other...I am just jealous. Neways I put up pictures of what I was wearing and I think that I looked good. I felt good about myself. I didn't have my mistress so I felt lost to say the least. My mistress gives me that support that I need. Before the reception and after the wedding I went to the local casino cause I had itchy palms (that means you are gonna get money). So I went to gamble and took a bathroom break before I planned on heading back to get tore up from the floor up. But when I was in the stall I heard some rez rats talking shit about me. Talking about how hideous I looked and they couldn't believe that I actually came back to the rez and I should have stayed under whatever man I was hiding under. I was really upset cause these little

Do You Know What Its Like
To truly Pine for someone to hurt when they hurt to die inside when it was you that caused the pain to experience love like a rennesaince ballid like a whirlwind storm to love so deeply to wish to turn back time to undo some wrong to even know that it would be wrong but to realize you should have to hear a song and remember her and feel that tightening in yoru throat the burning in yoru eyes to feel lost even before youve felt her touch before youve kissed her lips becasue youve felt it in your mind a hundred times in her texts in her voice in her words when they were sweet did you ever wish you could give some of your own compassion to someone else so that they could have the power to forgive you did you ever love as I love her now as I have loved her for sometime as I will probably always love her even if she finaly puts me out of my misery and says goodbye and kills whats left of my soul

Tiki
My friend Tiki was found dead today. They think it was suicide. I will miss him very much. I knew he had a lot going on and I know what happens when you get to the brink and want to jump. Yeah, it seems like life would get better, but who knows. I've tried and obviously didnt succeed. Pay attention to your friends and be there for them no matter what. There are things I wish I had done and said that now I never will. So Tiki, you bastard, you made me cry again. Goodbye.

You Make Me Sick
Just The Thought Of You fills my stomach up with bitter acid. It's eating the lining and poisoning my blood, making me want to vomit. You. Make. Me. Sick. Memories crawl under my pale skin, tearing away at my still flesh. Destroying every part of life held in my body, ripping me open like a useless book.

Fuck Gamestop!
Gamestop has to be on the top of my Shit-list In this economy It's hard as fuck to find a job and even take a pay cut to work at a store that prolly pays about 6-7 bucks an hour for a part-time position. The Fact is I'm 27 And been a Level designer For 11 years now and know almost every engine that's Editable And cant get a job at Gamestop. How much fucking Experience do you need to have to get a job there. I've applied almost 5 times there and every time I've applied I ask "Are u Hiring" they always reply "Yes We are here's an app" I fill out my application turn it back in within a matter of minutes and Go on my way the fact is you always need to do a follow up so I always call for a follow up And they usually say were waiting on a Manager to go through the applications and we'll call u back if you meet the qualifications? the funny thing is I'm talking to a manager that probably has a say so in the decision and what qualifications exactly is he talking about? So the conclusion I

Maintain In The Chaos....
As we maintain in the Chaos, the fire becomes fuel and our hearts are the engine. We will flood this system with blood if we have to. And we will rule the world with cold retinas and fire beliefs! Mine is a madness steeped in lure. The hardest kind for the hardest core. I'm the last in line of dying thieves. Only time will tell...Only silence understands.

Alaska's Abortion Statistics
Teaching Abstinence pays off- scroll down look at the rise in teen pregnancies/abortions. Which is an oxymoron to the whole idea of Abstinence. (this whole page) Alaska also has higher STD statistics then the rest of the U.S. -- Yes I must say NOT teaching sex education is the way to go. :/ Go Palin :/ slow bus seriously. Induced Termination of Pregnancy Statistics Alaska Bureau of Vital Statistics Page 4 2007 Report Introduction Alaska Induced Termination of Pregnancy Statistics, 2007, published by the Bureau of Vital Statistics of the Alaska Department of Health and Social Services, contains information about induced terminations that occurred in Alaska during calendar year 2007. Why is induced termination reporting important? Induced termination data can be used to: • Monitor trends in the number, rate, and ratio of induced terminations. • Assess changes in the types of procedures used to end a pregnancy and the gestational age (in weeks) when induced te

Biden-letter To President
BIDEN Letter to President re: White House Plan for Long-Term Security Agreement with Iraqi Government January 24, 2008 **FYI: Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) sent the following letter in December 2007 to the President regarding a White House plan for a new, long-term security agreement with the Iraqi government. To date, Sen. Biden has not received a response. December 19, 2007 The President The White House Washington, DC Dear Mr. President: I write regarding the Declaration of Principles signed by you and the Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki on November 26, 2007, in which you committed the United States to negotiate a long-term security relationship with the Republic of Iraq. The Declaration of Principles contains language suggesting that the agreement you intend to negotiate with Iraq may oblige U.S. Armed Forces to support Iraq in combating "Saddamists, and all other outlaw groups regardless of affiliation." I am concerned ab

Thank You
For reminding me of what I am gothic thank you for reminding me what I cant escape that I am disposable and you never even had to kiss me to lift me up or drop me down to cast me back to the shadows where I have dwelt so long Im sorry I beleaved that I was anything more but with you it was easy to dream and for me the dreams were reality but now I am returned to the nightmares that is my reality I am alone without you and forgive me if I mourn for losing you is a great a terrible wound upon an already injured spirit but now you truly understand the gothic cowboy but for what you gave me what breif moment we had in that time I lived and laughed and loved and flew and forgive me if I liked beign with you forgive me if I still ache to touch you and see you but once but thank you for what you could give of yourself

Like Me For Me If Not Ohhhhh Well
Sexy, but down to earth not approachable…Vulnerable, yet fiercely confident…Romantic, but taking no s***t!... Life is only what you make of it I have TWO sides the one you see AND the one you DON'T wanna see Who Are You To Judge Me. I know I'm not perfect and I dON'T claim to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your own hands are clean. I didn't turn my back on you; I was sick of your drama. unless you've lived my life, Don't judge me because you don't know, never have & never will konw every little thing & detail about me. Never take a person for Granted. Hold every person close to your Heart cause you might wakeup one day & realize that you've lost a Diamond while you where too busy collecting Stones. Call me a bitch threaten to kick my ass thats fine You wanna talk shit about me... that's fine You wanna think Shit about me... That's fine You wanna start Shit

Stupid Thursdays...
Blah, I hate Thursdays. It's evil cause I have to go to bed early cause of work on Friday mornings. I'm thinking of taking Monday off just because I don't feel like working four days. HA HA, it's been a while since i worked a 4 day week. 4 days of 12 hours gets real tiring. I have no plans tomorrow....I'm just gonna be a bum.... yep...sounds good to me.... I go sleep now...take my eye balls out and sleep...

Fu-whores
if you are out there selling your self, such as bling packs to see your naked pics.. I am going to remove you, or not add you. really, if ya wanna show me somethin, and I wanna show you mine... fine.. You asking for a fee, there is youporn and thats free.. Lotsa other places too on the internet, so whatever..

How I Started Out
For all the curious out there who wanted to know how exactly I started out what aircraft I learned to fly in heres a run down: My VERY first hours behind the stick was in a T-6C Texan for 30 hours, than it was onto a T-37 Cessna for another 30 hours. Finally I qualified or rather kualafied if you will for my final 30 hours in a T-38 though it'd be years before I actually owned one. I flew a Messershmit 109e for a while as my first privately own aircraft untill I could own my very own T-37. Moving up the ranks into getting more hours behind the stick of large ramjet aircraft and G55 Lears led me to eventually own my own Vednova sweptwing transport bird and then finally my own T-38. As I write now, I WAS on the cuspt of being one of the few Mikoyan customers in the US, but eh fuck it, they're a bunch of goddamn commies anyway so they can all roast in a jet fuel fire in hell for all I care. I'm a lockheed man through and through and I'd tell you outright what I fly now but the

Looking For Friends Of All Kinds
Hello all, and how are you all doing ? I am looking for friends of all kinds. I don't care if your male, female, gay ,bi or straight. Get back to me all who are interested. Add me to your profile as a fan, friend or even family. Its all up to you. What ever you want. Read my profile for more details if you want. Have a great day. And thanks for reading.

Days Gone By
Another day gone & another 2 come. I live my life day by day. I'm not in a rush & I'm not stuck in time. The past is over & future to come. All those days gone by are over & never to return. However there is more to come. As night arrives we can be sure that day is done & over with. We can also be sure of tomm. & is that day gonna be any better or worse. Can we really be so sure of ourselves? We can make plans for the days to come but that does not mean that is how our lives will be. Day by day I hope for new beginnings & for my dreams 2 come true. They have not happened yet but that does not mean my life is bad. That means I need to stronger & more positive. That makes us happy & the bad makes us stronger. Therefore as the Days Go By we have a new experience w/ everyone!!!!!

Just Be Yourself!
Nice girls are always are put to shame, when others assume they due the same. Noone can see what's really inside, but just a nice girl who always has to hide. Were never aloud to show anyone how we really feel, always being told to shut up and what's the big deal! No one really knows the real girl inside, always feeling trapped, and brushed to the side. Never feeling wanted or needed when were around, Always feeling helpless and lost never to be found. Does this mean we should change and become someone else? Ha Ha Ha Yeah Right like anyone would notice! JUST BE YOURSELF

Dont Break My Heart
Why is it when you open up to someone, they tear you down, and use your heart as there own play ground. Act as it don't matter what your feelings are. You admit to them you have feelings for them, and they take that and twist it to get what they want (for there own gain). You ask them don't lie to me. Be open to me about everything. Don't hurt me! I cant take it again, but nooooooo they couldn't give a shit. Just want one of two things, Sex or money, well I don't have money and I am not a whore.

Old Poems Tht I Wrote
Regret Darkness envelops my heart like a moonless night. Don't know where to start to make things right. I said some things that shouldn't have been said. My soul, it screams, wishing it were dead. Your smile, a star shine, sent from up above. Would you still be mine, the one that I love. My Life My life is slowly coming to an end What am I suppose to do? How must I stop and defend? My life coming to a quick end I am only seventeen years old don't You think I am too young to die And I don't want to cry bercause I know i am going to die This World This world has people like me and you! But why does it seem like there is a few? This world is full of hate! What happened to all the faith? This world has to many enemies! What the Hell happened to being friends? This world has to little PEACE! What happened to great big feasts? This world has to much war! So what the Hell are we fighting for? This world use to be a great place to be! But what h

Hearing Trouble
An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my will three times

Home Sweet Home
I got out of the hospital tonight. My arthritis is VERY bad and I couldn't move my right leg. So the Doc put me on Percocets and told me to rest and not to do ANYTHING. I'll be stuck in bed for awhile until I don't need the walker anymore. I hope I'll be able to stop useing this walker very soon! Hugs to all!

I Know Some Beautiful Girls...
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... becaues it's guys fault, I mean. THEY make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round ass, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your Fantasies , I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend and get to know them , And not because you want to hook up with them to do a one night stand . Say nice things

Roses
Roses are wet violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people... If you get it back at least 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast PASS IT ON TO ANYONE YOU THINK IS FUCKING SEXY

Well May Be Not So But Oh Well
Right ok well this blog has been posted as a bulletin on myspace but so you all know why I appear to be such a lazy person on the pc, I will say it here - feel free to say what you wanna cos you know me I dont give a monkeys. JULY 9 2008 out drinkin, got drunk, came home, fell asleep, got up for toilet, never reached toilet, fell down step broke leg. Pretty serious break as well - bone came through the skin. Ended up in Luton and Dunstable hospital for two weeks, had plate and pins in leg. Now stuck in wheelchair, leg looks like a match stick, cant walk on it in fact can only walk with crutches or frame (omg no!) Gotta go back on the 20th OCtober to hospital to get it checked out and hopefully get told I can start walking - cos guess what, Im actually gettng really bored sat in front of pc all day and not being able to go out and spend money!!! But there is a compromise, I buy online!!!!!!!!!! OK so now you know why I appear to be a lazy person, plus codeine pain kill

Do You Have What It Takes To Be A Wal-mart Greeter.
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A WAL-MART GREETER The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the Greeter. 'I just couldn't believe someone would sleep with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.

Whats The Deal?
Okay, for all of the people out there who are stumbling across these "barn finds"... If you find a classic ride with decent metal, STOP FUCKING CHOPPING THEM UP! Arrest their deteriorated state for charm, or restore them. Sure, if you find a '52 Chevy that's severely rotted out, by all means, roll up your sleeves and chop/channel it to your liking. These types of cars are no longer truly authentic once any major welding/sheet metal work occurs. IF you find an original and solid ride, please for Christ's sake leave it the way it is. Change the wheels if you want to, no biggie...

True Quote
Have you ever had to sit back and try to let something go that you didn't know how exactly to let go of? Next time you have to let something go and it seems hard just keep one thing in mind to help you through the change... "IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING OR SOMEONE LET IT OT THEM GO IF THEY COME BACK THEY WERE YOURS TO KEEP IF NOT HOLD YOUR CHIN UP HIGH AND LOVE WILL STRIKE AGAIN" Just a piece of advice on my mind

The Nerve Of Some Fubar Women.
Look At The Below Shout Box Conversation With This Lady.I Refused To Buy Her A Blingpack Then She Blocked Me LoL.Whats This Fucking Site Coming To where when you Won't Buy A Beggar Something They Block You.then over in my "MY BAR TAB" She sent me a FREE! gift but wanted me to buy her a REAL! money item hahaha.fuck that!...I don't think so.i Guess as a ass kissing buy me a BlingPack please begging gift. SDMF N/Y B...: sorry ->SDMF N/Y B...: I don't spend actual real money on net so that would be a big FAT Zero. SDMF N/Y B...: lol i know ->SDMF N/Y B...: that's sad & pathetic you asking for things. SDMF N/Y B...: can you get me a blingpack please ->SDMF N/Y B...: you got that damn right.sexy

Our Government
A government big enough to give you everything you want is also strong enough to take everything you have -- Thomas Jefferson I read this and figured it was self-explanatory. I don't even need to blog on it. However, being the opinionated little mouth that I am--you know I am gonna, lol. To me this is a perfect example of what we have allowed to happen. We were given the right to bear arms not only as a means of self-defense against harm from strangers and "terrorists", but also as a way of preventing our government from getting to big for its britches. In the last several decades the government has made a huge issue out of control on the alleged basis that they wanted to make America safer. In doing this they have also made it harder for law-abiding citizens to obtaim weapons of protection. You think this is coincidence. Look at the control that our government has built over us in the time that they have been fighting for this. We have lost rights and freedoms guara

Blow Pop!
We as people are much like a blow pop.....First when we are born, we are soft, cuddly, very light hearted, easily amused, and very loving to anybody and everybody. Then as we grow and grow we begin to become hard shelled with everybody based on the life experiences each one of us has. We start holding back our love cause someone(s) abuse it, and we cut off the rest of the world to much of our thoughts, desires and passions. We keep a whole world too ourself. Until, somebody comes along and picks us and begins to lick our hard shells and tries to get inside our heart, mind and soul. Then eventually once the right one comes along we let them in to our soft center that we've kept precious too ourself. The hard coated shell is harder on some more so than others. Much like the blowpop where no 2 shells are the same, we each are not the same. Some of us are harder to reach than others. But if you can get to the soft center, then somebody will be telling you " I love you"

Broken
She tried to touch, but could not feel So much pain, her wounds can’t heal Broken like pieces of glass Lost in life as it pass Broken She sits by the window, tears linger on To sooth her pain she hums a song Broken like a child’s toy And now her eyes see no joy She is broken Her hands shake and she is cold Hers’ is a story that cannot be told Broken like her own heart So badly broken she’s falling apart Her soul is trapped inside her Where there was once a place of laughter Broken like an old samurai’s sword So terribly broken that she can’t ignore All this because she’s broken

Hott Time At The Beach
Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

Sllleep
Just thought that I would wrie a blog before i finally passs out. Mu sleeping pillss are kicking.....and been kicking it...... lost of weird things that Im aseeing.....and I kno that my typeing is a bit abd to red at the moment. so uhh eayh. of onoy you could see the stuff that i fncan that i can see....i see doubles.... prett y colorse....shapes and alll.... i only workds wekl. wehnnn the room is all dark. lk im ohonns ho lsy down in the living room to watch some cartoons and pass out... soon....ha ha yeah.....not suppose to take the pills..play around and junk.....ya shoupse tot ake them then sleep.... and me being a dork, I like to see pretty colors and al.. ha ha..ok. i slllleeeeep now.. ye byehaadsc geg

Just A Good Thing
So today my small team of Marines and I went out on a mission, you know like any other day, not expecting really anything to happen. Oh well nothing did happen, but we stopped at a tribal leaders house to gather some intel about some 'stuff'. And of course this Iraqi man being in the position that he is, loves the Marines and the things we do for them. so he offered us some food and we gladly accepted. I was quite amazed at the quanity and quality of food he brought us. It was an out of this world experience... well of course for being in Iraq. The point that i am getting at in this is that this man gave us all this food without any hesitation had it preparred and to us we ate. It was amazing!! I guess Iraq this time around wasnt a bad choice.....

Aussie Letter Of The Year
Aussie Letter of the Year A fabulous characteristic of Australians is that they are far more direct and outspoken than others when dealing with the sort of elected w*nker who wouldn't otherwise get the full drift of what we were trying to communicate. Below is one such wonderful communication... Dear Mr. Minister, I'm in the process of renewing my passport, and still cannot believe this. How is it that K-Mart has my address and telephone number, and knows that I bought a Television Set and Golf Clubs from them back in 1997, and yet, the Federal Government is still asking me where I was born and on what date. For Christ sakes, do you guys do this by hand? My birth date you have in my Medicare information, and it is on all the income tax forms I've filed for the past 40 years. It is on my driver's licence, on the last eight passports I've ever had, on all those stupid customs declaration forms I've had to fill out

I Believe
I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe ... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I Believe... That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I Believe... That we are responsible for what we do, no matte

My First Real Blog In A While.
This is my first journal in a while... I doubt anyone even reads these anymore. But, here goes. I feel fucking beautiful. Yes, my arms are disgusting and i have a huge gut. Fuck it. Haha. I'm sitting here in my size twelve jeans and a girl's shirt that's a "large", although it contours to the curves of my body like a glove. I love it. I pulled my hair back in a ponytail, I put in earrings, and... guess what? I'm getting my lip pierced! Iunno when, but my dad and step mom are fine with it. Hell, my dad has his nose, tongue, and ears pierced. I'm excited. one ring, down the middle. my lips have a natural little Angelina Jolie line down the middle. I think a ring there would be hot, what with the natural contour. I'm a bit nervouse, but... hehe. and then sometime, i'll get my eyebrows pierced. But, My point is, I haven't felt this beautiful in a while. I haven't felt this comfortable with myself, either. next month i'm having my hair professionally done and dyed, too. red. so it

It Just Feels Right..
All this time..you..heh..it still makes me mighty astonished... Amazed even that despite what you have been through with me..on and off again as we were..and the hurt I regrettably wish I could reverse.. you waited..never once wanting to stray Nobody that i've met or known for as long as I've known you..has done that I wish I was able to hold you now but I hurt by lack of funds.By The gods! I pushed but you did stop then I vanished in hopes you could forget but that fell through. My mistakes..as foolish as they were are within the past and I pray that they remain as such for through these mistakes of mine I have opened my eyes..as if I was born anew.. never have you denied feelings for me...sometimes I ask why but catch myself.. You are my love..since the beginning..Soon,I pray that soon we will be faced to face so I can see you and you can see ...me Aishitteru Also I want to wish you a happy birthday and my love i send to you Awesome © Safe Tags From CILM

Loves And Hates
I've only been on this site like a week, but I've already decided what I love and hate on here. I LOVE when some dumb bitch who's "up for auction", has 5000 fans, and more cleavage pics than Maxim posts a mumm about how surprised she is she's getting divorced. No fucking shit, bitch! What the hell kind of man is going to stand for his wife spending all her time and energy attention whoring all over this site? No man that any woman could respect and marry in the first place, so of course he's going to dump your skank ass. Maybe the fu-Coronas that 1000 horny guys send you will help soften the blow. I HATE when someone's screenname is "Imjustme". No shit, retard. We're all "just me". Why not just name yourself "Human" or "Person" or "Fubar User"? It's gay. Okay, I'll add more later.

Racism In The World
So i seen your comment on someones photo about how its not "FAIR" for blacks like it is the whites in your own words.Well why is it that blacks can have a black history month (February) & whites can't?...why is it that Blacks can have a BET (BLACK Entertainment Television) But Whites Can't?...wheres out WET (WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION)...If we had WET we would be called racist because us whites cant have anything that reads WHITES ONLY! like blacks can by sating BLACK.there's some serious issues in America with race still till this very day & it mostly points in the favor of Blacks.Us white people are still getting blamed for what our ancestors did.I was not there to crack the whip on the slaves but i damn sure get blamed for it by blacks today when they say "YOU WHITE PEOPLE DID THIS TO ME"...did this to me?...if it was don't to the black people of today would that not make y'all 200 or 300 years old?...& i have not seen a person live to be 200..."YOU" is generalizing & as you & i

Sacrifice By S.j. Bolton
Plot Summary: In this masterful debut that starts off as a mystery and becomes much more, Tora Hamilton is an outsider at her new home on the rocky, wind-swept Shetland Islands, a hundred miles from the northeastern tip of Scotland. Though her husband grew up here, it’s the first time he’s been back in twenty years. Digging in the peat on their new property, Tora unearths a human body, at first glance a centuries-old bog body, interesting but not uncommon. But realizing that the body is in fact much newer, that the woman’s heart has been cut out and that she was killed within a few days of bearing a child, Tora, herself an obstetrician, becomes obsessed with finding out what happened to her—even when the police, her colleagues and eventually her husband warn her against getting involved. Reading town records and researching local lore, Tora discovers a disturbing link to ancient Shetland legend and uncovers a collection of deep, dark secrets---the kind of secrets worth killing for.

Lynns Promo Bully
7tµ ÇÎ®ç£ë Õƒ }{ë££ We Are Proud To Announce The Promoter Of The Month.... LynnyLoolaa... Please Go & Show Her Some Love... She Deserves Every Bit Of It LYnnYLØØLÅÅ (Head PrØmØTër @ °o.7tµ ÇÎ®ç£ë Õf }{ë££...)~Loving Fu Wife to Beard~@ fubar This Love Fest Brought To You By The Owners Of 7th Circle Of Hell (repost of original by '(¯`·._.· ïnkëÐÅngël~ wïfë ïn lïfë & fü TØ Twï§TëÐÐrÅgØn ~ Co Øwnër & prïë§Të§§@ 7th COH·._.·´¯)' on '2008-10-02 18:52:07') (repost of original by 'LYnnYLØØLÅÅ (Head PrØmØTër @ °o.7tµ ÇÎ®ç£ë Õf }{ë££...)~Loving Fu Wife to Beard~' on '2008-10-02 18:54:17')

10/03/08 - Huey Lewis - If This Is It
SONG VERSION BELOW If This Is It - Huey Lewis & the News VIDEO VERSION BELOW LYRICS BELOW I've been phoning Night and morning I heard you say "Tell him I'm not home" Now you're confessing But I'm still guessing I've been your fool For so, so long Girl don't lie Just to save my feelings Girl don't cry And tell me nothing's wrong Girl don't try To make up phony reasons I'd rather leave Than never believe If this is it Please let me know If this ain't love You'd better let me go If this is it I want to know If this ain't love, baby Just say so You've been thinking And I've been drinking We both know that it's Just not right Now you're pretending That it's not ending You'll say anything To avoid a fight Girl don't lie And tell me that you need me Girl don't cry And tell me nothing's wrong I'll be all right One way or another So let me go Or make we want to stay If this is it Please let me know If this ain't love

"achmed The Dead Terrorist" Banned In South Africa As Offensive To Muslims
Wait a minute. Aren't we supposed to believe that Muslims condemn and abhor terrorism? At least until someone mocks an Islamic terrorist. Then suddenly one has offended all Muslims. But if they really condemn terrorism, wouldn't they find Achmed the Dead Terrorist inoffensive and maybe even helpful? Free Speech Death Watch Update: "Comedian Defends 'Achmed the Dead Terrorist' Puppet Routine Against South African Ban," by Joshua Rhett Miller for FoxNews, October 2 (thanks to Sidekick): It's no laughing matter. Funnyman ventriloquist Jeff Dunham is fuming after a ringtone advertisement based on his popular comedy skit, "Achmed the Dead Terrorist," was scrubbed from South African TV because it mocks Islam. The ringtone was taken from a puppet routine performed by Dunham, a native Texan, in a TV special on Comedy Central. A 10-minute clip of the comedian's routine that was posted on YouTube has been viewed more than 66 million times since April. But the government of South Af

Got The Sweetest Gentlemen I Know Need One Rate!
STOPP THE PRESSES BIGPOPPA IS UP FOR THE SEXIEST MAN ON FUBAR NEED ONE RATE PLEASE! JUST CLICK HERE AND VOTE VOTE HERE Grippin On The Bed feat. Ludacris - Sean Garrett THIS BULLY HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar HOSTED BY she just wants to be ~2nd Alarm Hottie~Owned by 'Tender Heart'~Owner of TxwildFlower `73@ fubar (repost of original by 'BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em' on '2008-10-04 08:50:36')

Ever Wonder What You'll Be Like When Your Say 80???
Ever wonder what you'll be like when your say 80??? I look @ my mom and dad,I think about my grandparents,I watch elderly when i'm out & about & think hhhmmmm..Will I be like the flamboyant woman wearing bright colors and lipstick and calling people Dahling??? or will I be the crabby bitchy old lady who cusses @ everyone? will I be the lady who counts every step she makes & talks to herself? or think i'm a little girl again? or worse yet will I be bedridden & have to be fed & diapered by someone? My dad's a big flirt/player/joker but also one who thinks he has everything wrong with him.My mom is a bible thumper who passes judgement on everyone & is loud and mean! Ever wonder how you'll be? What are your parents like? grandparents?

Ha!
Little Red Riding Hood is out walking in the forest when up pops the big bad wolf... "Can I feel your tits?" he asks... "No way!" replies Little Red Riding Hood lifting up her skirt... "Just eat me like it says in the book!"

Angel
angel of dust clustering in the winds.......... my mind swirls of my demons within...... whom must I save, where do I go......... whom must I love, what do I know........ Consumed by confusion, lust, love even sorrow....... Oh dear lord.........guide me to tomorrow........... Hold my hand, spread my wings....... shine me bright, let me sing...... for when I am home, my completeness will consume.......... for I know that will be very soon.

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When your heart Has been broken And stepped on It leaves you hesitant Reluctant to try To give in once more To open up To emotion To dip your toe Into the mire Into the ocean Of desire To dip your toe Into the ocean Of unknown emotion If you don’t Enter the water You wont get wet There is no danger Of being dragged under Should you take a chance? On love again Throw caution to the wind Open yourself up to the pain Or the pleasure Feel the love Washing over you Immersing yourself The waves washing over you It may drown you If you do If you resist the temptation You will be safe Unharmed in your segregation Yet a single moment spent In the refreshing waters Stood on the ocean floor Is worth a lifetime Spent safely on the shore

I Love You Too
To love is one thing to be loved is another, For being loved is harder, you can't control another's feelings for you. You may say "I love you" but rarely do you ever hear " I love you too" Sometimes you feel as if you will be alone forever. You ask yourself "Will someone ever love me?" Doubting it will ever happen you leave love to others around you. You give up on love and think it will never be, Once you give up though other emotionflow and surround you. Hate becomes an easier emotion and once someone does love you too, You don't let them in and your problems and issues around your heart they surround.

Searching
I sit back and wonder What am i searching for Is it love, happyness, money. I wonder why things happen the way they do I search for acceptance not in friends but in life itself. I search for the sunshine in the midst of a thunderstorm I search for the rainbow that appears in a clearing I search for afterlife of a disturbed life. I search for the love you can only get from another I search for the intangible things only to find the tangible things that you have no need for. Life, Love, and happyness appear to be but a piece of coal left burning after a fire. only to fade in to nothing as time passes. and all will become dark again. I'm tired of searching.

Define Death... As Taken From The Paper
Think being the next president would be a brutal job? Imagine being a transplant surgeon. You can't tell the parents of a dying kid when to pull the plug, but you have to be there, ready, the minute he expires. You have to wait until he's dead, but not so long that his organs become useless. You can give him drugs to keep his organs healthy, but you mustn't technically revive him. And you can't remove and restart his heart until it's been declared kaput. Pick up a recent issue of the New England Journal of Medicine, and you'll see the far edge of this tortured world. In the journal, doctors at Children's Hospital in Denver describe how they removed hearts from infants 75 seconds after they stopped. The infants were declared dead of heart failure, even as their hearts, in new bodies, resumed ticking. Is this wrong? We like to think that moral lines are fixed and clear: My heart is mine, not yours, and you can't have it till I'm dead. But in medicine, lines move. "Dead" means irr

Writings
Santa oh Santa Hear me I say I must get something on Christmas day Mommy and daddy they say I've been bad but I'm no worse than any other young lad Santa oh Santa Hear me I cry I must get something or surely you'll die and your eight tiny reindeer HA they'll never again fly Santa oh Santa you think I've gone mad Try leaving me nothing you'll wish that I had Jynafer 6 Dec 2001

New Tattoo On The Way
I drew an awesome tiger piece last night and it is gonna end up being a tattoo on my back. I will be getting it done tomorrow night . I am so excited to get it done. Once I can get the chance I will take a pic of it and post it.

Just Here
hello~ well it is so nice not to have to run to dr appts all the time. Since radiation is over I have just been laid back. the kids are in school and hubby at work....all is quiet around here most days. Quiet time gives me time to think about the last year of my life. WOW!! it has been rough but I made it and am better because of having cancer. Hard to imagine but true......the true friends I have on here continue to be my friends. Others on here can just take a flying leap!! There are gonna always be rude people who just don't understand everywhere you turn....I just ignore them! I guess what I am trying to say is THANKS to all my FRIENDS...you know who you are! I hope you all have a great day and a wonderful week....catch me if you can...I am here and there these days. ~~smooches~~

Right Love ,wrong Time
We had the right love At the wrong time, Guess I always knew inside, I wouldn't have you for a long time. Those dreams of yours Are shinning' on distant shores, And if they're calling' you away, I have no right to make you stay, Sometimes good-byes Are not forever; It doesn't matter if you're gone, I still believe in us together. I understand more Than you think I can; You have to go out on your own, So you can find your way back home. But somewhere down the road, Our roads are gonna cross again; It doesn't really matter when, And somewhere down the road - I know that heart of yours Will come to see, That you belong with me. Letting go is Just another way To say I'll always love you so

Gone Forever
Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

Angel Kisses (the Loss Of My Children)
ANGEL KISSES Will my kisses reach Heaven Upon you tiny face Ive sent them with an Angel Just in case Aryanna Lynn & Lil Martin John Mommie is crying Because You are both gone Why wasnt I able to keep you This I will never understand I long to hold your tiny hands And see your Footprints in the sand I wish I was able to give you a Kiss Taken away so young Your precius laughter & Innocence I will miss I long for you both to be here Every Day To watch you both Grow And see you both play My lil ones Will my kisses reach Heaven Upon your tiny face Ive sent them with an Angle Just in case

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

God's Blessing
As I sit here thinking about the one I love, I call upon the Lord above And ask him to give me strength. Strength to be strong, Strength to help me carry on, Strength to do what needs to be done, Strength to ask for help, Strength to be patient But most of all- The strength to be able to tell you That I love you, I miss you and that I am nothing without you. You are my one and only true love, You are an angel sent from heaven above, You are beautiful, intelligent, talented and amazing, When you speak it sounds like angels singing. When you hold me close and whisper in my ear, I feel safe and wanted, something I haven't felt in years. When you tell me that u love me, I know that you mean it, When you smile, you brighten my darkest day, When you laugh, you take all my pain away, When you cry, I cry too, When you are in doubt, remember this... I love you too. I am always here to lend you a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on or even a helping hand, So here I am sta

This Week Sucks....
Ok well on friday- in front of alot of people mind you- I fell and twisted my ankle at work. In the process of doing this i shot our store dolly(unsure of spelling) at a group of customers.SO i'm laying there crying like a little kid, it was so embarassing!sso I've missed three days of work because of this.On top of this i'm doing horribly in algebra and i'm really lonely.so anyway this week sucks and next week will probably suck too...oh well we'll see later

I Am Who I Am - Accept Me Or Not.
I will make no excuses for who I am. I am the best thing that can happen to you and the nightmare that keeps you awake at night. The pain that comes from your rejection is deeper than can almost be fathomed. How dare you cast your hypocrisy on me when you exist in the same dark realm as I do. I offer nothing to you but my very existance and with each step I make towards you, you glance ever more past my shoulder onto the next conquest behind me. I can be the dream come real. I can be the hope that burgeons forever in your soul. I can be the bouy in the storm. I can be the eternity that you wrap yourself into every night. Yet, I am nothing to you. I am the after thought, the consistent inconsistency. I reign supreme no where in your life even though your words battle my disbeleif. Am I anything at all? Or am I just the forever fool who will continue to be nothing?

Hard To Say
Have you ever been in a relationship and then things didn't work out for some reason and you were having a hard time knowing what to say cause you still loved the person well... I'm in that situation right now and in all honesty the only thing i'm having a hard time saying is that I love someone cause aside from family i find it hard to say I LOVE YOU..... I've been heart broken before but not like this... It's hard to say how long it will take before i'm over this one..I think it's that one love you'll never forget

What The Hell
What is it with everyone on here wanting people to fan them? I don't understand this crap. If you're going to be here to be a friend whore, then why not just say so. I've removed all the fans I had set save for 4 people so far, and those are people that have either talked to me or continue to talk to me and I know they are people that are actually on here, even if it is just from time to time. If you want to fan me, fine and dandy go for it...but DO NOT expect me to fan you if you're not going to talk to me

Missing You
I wish you where here, or at lest some where near. What do I do? I want to die but insted I cry, This is stupid, this is gay. Please, make it go away. I need you. Cus with out you I feel so blue, I miss you, So they talk their shit, that doesn't mean throw a fit. I was told to forget this, But I can't I love you and I can't stand to live without you!

Missing You.......
It's been 5 months since we last saw each other and I'm slowly finding away to deal with the pain that i don't get to see you every day.. We've been through hell and back and more then that.. Your my best friend and although we don't always see eye to eye i wish you could read this to know that i love you so much and that even though i don't tell you enough i miss you more then you can ever imagine... It sucks we're 2 provinces apart but i know we're always close at heart... your my best friend and i love you so much... In fact your the one who gave me life cause you are my mother and although the past has tore us apart I can only pray the future can bring us back together.. I know that your health is not to well and I can only hope that things will get better before they get worse for both our sakes cause of the kids cause we both know they will need us both and with out you i'm lost as is.... I Love you Mom

Truth O Meter -says 'false'
The Statement "Senator Obama has voted 94 times to either increase your taxes or against tax cuts." John McCain on Tuesday, October 7th, 2008 in comment from McCain spokesman Tucker Bounds on Fox News 94? Not even close As the presidential campaign heads into its final weeks, John McCain’s camp increasingly is portraying Barack Obama as a classic liberal who has never met a tax hike that he can’t support. McCain’s camp contends Obama’s addiction to taxes would further weaken the already staggering economy by placing new burdens on middle-class Americans and prompting U.S. corporations to shift more jobs overseas. This line of attack allows McCain and his proxies to point to the Arizona Republican’s lengthy record in Congress of opposing tax increases while supporting reduced federal spending. During the second presidential debate in Nashville, Tenn., McCain made the charge directly. "Senator Obama has voted 94 times to either increase your taxes or against tax

Robert Chrisley "macabre"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "MACABRE" THE EXODUS OF REKNOWN GOOD FORTUNE I DEFFinishon 2000 My senses have sharpened though my wiles were many To jeopardize this sacred heart And the vanities unearthing leave no reason for certain I must escape this poor art The Depth of my speech is the weight it holds down As I away forever beyond all bounds Of me As I say again (away) Damn this fucking frey Female Vocal: Carry the burden Male Vocal: I don't want this cross that I have to bare Female Vocal: Carry the burden Male Vocal: As I take to my journey like the Prince to the Air Female Vocal: Carry the burden Carry the pain and the scars Carry the burden Always..... Male Vocal: I don't want this heaviness I am too much to lose But they most know as my story unfolds (spoken: to gain is whatever you choose Choose now!) Ambient solo Female Vocals: Carry it with you Carry it with you Carry it with you Always..... (spoken) How says the calm Voice you

A Huge Thanx To All Of You - Hugz & Love!!
Thank You All for doin such a great job, love & hugz....Jade ™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) OWNED BY BETTYBOOPS/OWNER OF SUNSHINE PRINCECESS/JADE/CATAWBA@ fubar ~*Sexy*Red2*~Promoter/Greeter@Sweetwaters*Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew@ fubar ۞ ◊HØÑË¥BABE◊♥~Eddietunes r/l wife ۞ASSIST MANAGER AT SWEETWATERS !!@ fubar (¯`·._.·[Dj Bear]·._.·´¯) /Bartender @ Sweetwaters@ fubar ☮☢BLADE ☻☯☣♡Ruine émotive @ fubar GnbRebel Head Thumper At Sweetwater's &Owned by Drama Queen &The Proud Owner OF Little Angel@ fubar DJ Sunshine Princess "Sweetwater's assist. Manager~OWNED BY JOHNJOHN~

Im Hating This So Much
I'm so confused why did he leave me? How could he just walk out and act like he doesn't even care. The kids miss him about the same as i do. My son keeps asking me why he isn't here. Does he even think at all about how he affected my kids? Does he even think about how this has affected me? The pain that I have endured since sunday is too much to take. why didn't he even try to tell me how he was really feeling before he left me? how was i supposed to know what was going through his mind? I just want to know why he threw 13 months down the toilet without even letting me know all the reasons why he left? I can't seem to stop thinking about him. It's just like a bad dream and im never going to wake up. Why did he ask me to marry him if he was going to give up just like that? I don't even know what to do anymore. I love him and I don't think he loves me. If he did then why would he just give up like that.

I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings..
A free bird leaps on the back Of the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns rays And dares to claim the sky. But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage Can seldom see through his bars of rage His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with a fearful trill Of things unknown but longed for still And his tune is heard on the distant hill for The caged bird sings of freedom. The free bird thinks of another breeze And the trade winds soft through The sighing trees And the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright Lawn and he names the sky his own. But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with A fearful trill of things unknown But longed for still and his Tune is heard on the distant hill For the caged bird sings of free

Devilgirl69
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My Life
I live my life how I want. You can say what you please because I don't give a fuck! I no longer have anyone to worry about but my boyfriend. His opinion is the only one that matters! The rest of the world can kiss my ASS!

Between Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.

My Heart
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close MY eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. MY feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you to show you have MY heart So, I'm giving all I have to give in this life and the next MY love, we shall never part

Tired
I’m tired of your games and I’m tired of the lies. You can’t say that you love me or look into my eyes. You can’t seem to write me and you certainly never call. I’m starting to wonder is there any love at all. You say that it can happen just give it more time. I tell you to open your heart loves not a crime. Do I shame you or is it the things that I can’t provide? I guess I don’t understand what your trying to hide. The time has come and I need you to choose. Love is a game that I’m not ready to lose.

A Prayer For A Rose
A rose taken to soon from the garden and her daughter stricken numb by the scene and I upon the wall of the gardenweep for my friends loss to far to grant her comfort as she has lost her compass and her anchor as she must become the compass and anchor to the men of her family I ask that the heavenly hosts that every ceriphim, and cherub every angel and archangel be sent forth to bear the pain of her heart to give her strength in her hour of need to lend peace to her worried brow Let every cowhand across the land join me in this silent request of the heavens take my strength take my hopes take my peace and give it to her in this hour of her loss for a rose was taken to early and the garden of the world is a barren place without that rose that was lost to early

This Came From A Friend That Is Not An Obama Fan.....
This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since than. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking 'where did the money come from for Obama'. I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life. Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California . He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even though he had a brilliant mind, did not apply himself to his studies. 'Barry' (that was the name he used all his life) during this time

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

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Freindship Apppreciation
I have Best Friend whom I am so privileged to have. People who take for granted their good friends when their gone life provides a lesson that is valuable also the loss will help the individual to recognize that value of friendship they provided should be missed & if you disagree than maybe you were not even worth their time which informs me a portion of the reasons that may have caused their departure.

Poems I Love
vampires kiss Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace, My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain, My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain. by Singian addicted i can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your ski

Summer From Hell Has To End, Right?
For those who have been talking to me for awhile or knew me from my Myspace days, you know that this summer was the summer from hell for me. I was suspended from work for some stupid crap for 10 days. The suspension had nothing to do with my performance in the classroom it was more of an administrative issue...sick leave and stuff. Before the suspension, I had began to become really frustrated with all of the bullshit you have to deal with from the adults you work with. I am not saying the my students were angels by any stretch of the imagination but they have always been very respectful of me and I have worked very hard to make their classroom experience in my room as close to that in public school as I could and they have always loved me and my class for that. After I came back from the suspension I had the attitude of new beginnings. Lets whip the slate clean and start anew. The summer from hell will not last forever. LITTLE DID I FUCKING KNOW. The summer from hell just tran

Speaking In Tongues By Jeffrey Deaver
Plot Summary: Tate Collier, the flawed hero of best-selling author Jeffery Deaver's exciting new thriller, is a divorced prosecutor whose tangled feelings about his ex-wife and their teenage daughter come to the forefront when the girl is kidnapped by a murderous psychiatrist bent on settling a personal score with Collier. It soon becomes clear that Tate really doesn't have a clue about Megan's life or her emotional reality, but the reader gets a fuller explanation from the girl's own perspective, and it's Megan, rather than her father, who turns out to be the real hero of this story. Deaver draws the reader into the angry, rebellious Megan's desperate fight to save her own life in the creepy surroundings of a decrepit insane asylum in the Virginia mountains. (Deaver practically writes blueprints for the inevitable Hollywood set designer who will have a field day bringing the shuttered, rat-infested scene of Megan's captivity to the screen.) The motivation for Dr. Aaron Matthews's v

We Ride The Wind Together
We ride the wind together Our hearts have taken flight Love shows us both the way To soar into the night. Off into the distance There is only you and I Wrapped in the arms of love We sail across the sky. Enraptured by the music Of a soft romantic tune We fall in love a thousand times Beneath a brilliant moon. This could go on forever What had only been dreamed of You and I together In a rhapsody of love. The moon, the stars, the moment In a love that none could sever Wrapped in the arms of love We ride the wind, forever.

Tell No Lies
I never told you a lie and yet you still told them to me and I still fell for every one you told me. I cried every night for you and waited every morning for you and you never showed. I bled for you many nights without you ever knowing it was done. I made a broken home and whole home again for you so you could live in peace while I died inside. I gave up everything I held dear to me for you to be happy and live your own life. I could never do enough to make you happy so you made me pay for it over and over again. I begged you to stop for the sake of others in the home that didn't need to see it. I crawled inside my black hole deep inside my soul so you couldn't make me cry. I shut myself off from the outside world to make you happy. I lost myself to make sure you had yourself again so you could be strong. I dropped my guard one time to help you be a better person and it left me open to your hurt and pain over and over again. I have wasted years of my life to make you happy a

Blah.
So. Normally I am the guy that people come to with their problems and their BS. That is just the kind of person I am. I listen, and more so, I really listen and if I can I will advise. It is my nature. Usually people just feel comfortable just letting it all out to me. Here recently things have been quite different. It has just been too much. So much so that the day my friend invited me to this Fubar realm, I broke down for the second time in 4 days. I mean he had to log me off, cause I just had to split. Everything I had been just holding off, everything that I had been keeping under the surface just f'ing came out. Almost in public at that! That is saying alot if you accually knew who I am. I have lived for so long under the rule of calm, cool, collected, and calculated for so long that even the out burst scared me. Like, for example, this blog is not in my character. If I were to blog it usually wouldn't be this personal nor informative on my state of being. I'm the one who

The Differential Theory Of Us Armed Forces
The Differential Theory of US Armed Forces (Snake Model) The Differential Theory of US Armed Forces (Snake Model) upon encountering a snake in the Area of Operations or A Diversified Approach to Military Operations: Infantry: Snake smells them, leaves area. Airborne: Lands on and kills the snake. Armor: Runs over snake, laughs, and looks for more snakes. Ranger: Plays with snake, then eats it. Field Artillery: Kills snake with massive Time On Target barrage with three Forward Artillery Brigades in support. Kills several hundred civilians as unavoidable collateral damage. Mission is considered a success and all participants (i.e. cooks, mechanics and clerks) are awarded Silver Stars. Special Forces: Makes contact with snake, ignores all State Department directives and Theater Commander Rules of Engagement by building rapport with snake and winning its heart and mind. Trains it to kill other snakes. Files enormous travel voucher upon return. Combat Engineer: Stud

Climax
Cineplex 2 how the bottom drop,succezz U reap when your on top,my quest 2 knocc thiz top off iz what I seek,into my world,climaxin over your peak,baccshotz from thiz resident of Savageville,2 how you twirk it around on the real,thiz matrix shot haz brung out more fun,releasin im a gun,yellin.....CHOCOLATE AVENGER......az I throw that arm rodeo style,savagely,breakin down thiz style,on ya from top 2 bottom even longer,felt my spiritz comin stronger,eternal complex of thiz savage hated daywalker,straight dungeon itz a slaughter,with these rhymez the earth iz spinnin off itz axis,no bigtory here thiz climax iz pricelezz.................................

Pc
Well a couple of weeks ago my cd-rom just disappeared off my laptop, so today thanks to a very dear friends we took it into the shop so they can try and fix it. It could be that my cd-rom is bad or that there is something wrong with my motherboard, i might have it back next friday they are suppost to call me Monday or Tuesday to let me know what's wrong with it. My very dear friends left me his comptuer to use while mine is in the shop but he doesn't have the same system that i do so this is going to be fun for the next week or so, but at least i can still get online and talk to all of those who are dear to my heart.

Guilty
judged by a jury of your peers pair plugged ears whose gossip rumored me to err brr! it is cold in here being alone in a court and handcuffed naked you approach your bench gown stuffed with evidence gavel slams to get my attention silencing me while u mention in hushed to to your peers that i've made a career of...... the verdict is guilty everyone point freely guilty of being me.

Alone......:(
Hate this.....boyfriend is so far away and it will be like 2 years till we can live together. Hate it I am always depressed and always feel alone. I dont what to do to reverse it. I have been trying my hardest to resist temptation to flirt with guys from online sites, but it is hard I miss being told I am beautiful and hearing sweet things. He is used to talking to me so I dont hear things like that often. I just dont know what to do I feel stuck I love him to death but I dont want to wait anymore but I know I cant ask him to move up here right now because he is not mature enough to live on his own. I know he doesnt want to move up here eithier. I feel like I sacrifice everything and he does nothing. I just want to find someone special and I used to think it was him but i just dont know anymore.

I'm Having A Baby
I found out Saturday morning that i'm pregnant. Took two tests & both positive. I'm going to the doctor in the morning to make it all more offical lol. I'm nervous to be a mom but excited too. This is me & my husbands first child. :)

A Day In Dr. Nipplez Neighborhood
DR NIPPLEZ IN THE BUILDING FOR A CHECCUP,AZ I RUN MY FINGERZ THROUGH YA HAIR,FREE UP MY LEFT HAND AND FEEL YA RIGHT TITTY,TRACIN MY FINGERZ OVER YOUR ALREADY ERECT NIPPLE......OOOHHH I LOVE THAT SHIT WHEN IT HAPPENZ,NOW IM CARESSIN YA BOOTY,BOTH CHEEKZ FOR FIRMNEZZ,HOW SOFT & HOW IT JIGGLEZ IN MY HANDZ,SQUEEZE,RUB,SQUEZZE,RUB AS I CUP THIZ JUICY BUTT SOME MORE,HANDZ MOVE BACC UP AND RIPZ YA SHIRT OFF 2 EXAMINE THE SIZE WIT MY EYEZ,HOW FAR THE NIPPLE STICCZ OUT,HOW THICC IT GETZ,HOW JUICY IT TASTE,WHEN IM SUCCIN ON THEM NERVEZ,THROUGH THE AREOLA,GIVIN IT A GOOD WORK OVER,WIT MY TONGUE 2 THE OTHER SIDE AND GIVE THE OTHER NIPPLE THA SAME TREATMENT WHILE IM CARESSIN THE WET NIPPLE AND RUBBIN THE TITTY FOR DOUBLE PLEASURE,FOR SOME THE ORGASM ARISE,FOR OTHERZ THE MOANIN GETZ BETTER,EYEZ ROLL,HEAD TURNZ IN DIFFERENT WAYZ ALL WHILE WE STANDIN UP & YOU TRYIN 2 KEEP YOUR BALANCE,IM KEEPIN YOU IN THIZ FIRM STANCE AZ I MAKE MY BACC AND FORTH TONGUE MOTION FROM NIPPLE 2 NIPPLE PUSHIN BOTH TITTIEZ T

Breathe You In
Taking hold, breaking in The pressures on, need to circulate Mesmerized and taken in Moving slow, so it resonates It's time to rest, not to sleep away My thoughts alone, try to complicate I'll do my best, to seek you out And be myself, not impersonate I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired of running 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in I want to breathe you in I'm going in, so cover me Your compass will, help me turn the page The laughing stock, I'll never be Because I won't let them take me I've tried so hard to not walk away And when things don't go my way I'll still carry on and on just the same I've always been strong But can't make this happen 'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in The fear of becoming I'm so tired

I Need Your Help And Support To Win Last Comedian Standing
(putting this out here for a great friend) Hey guys! I'm in the Finals for The WCCC Last Comic Standing Contest. I could really use your help and support. All you have to do is click the link below and vote for me (Brian Morrell). You will not have to sign up or give out your email. It's a fast in and out vote...less than 10 seconds. Thanks again!! www.wccc.com/lastcomedian.php This is for WCCC's Last Comic Standing II . The Funny Bone Comedy Club in Manchester, Ct Wednesday October 22nd.The contest starts at 7pm. Admission is only 5 bucks and a portion of the proceeds will be donated to the Rob Branham Foundation for Leukemia Research. www.robsfoundation.org

This Kiwi Is A Drama Free Zone
If you got hang ups sweetazz im here as a shoulder and an ear to offer you while you vent and offer a hug when you need it but in short im not into anyones drama i can't be bothered with it this place is not unlike any other ppl come here for all sorts of reason if its to cheat,get a lil action, make friends, communiate with people etc etc but im just fun loving me not out to hurt anyone just here to have some fun along the way meet and make new wonderful friends and nope i dont cyber so we have that straight..(Y) -

Me And You
You've been waiting so long I'm here to answer your call I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout what I wanna do with you [pre-chorus] I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true They know you're the one I wanna give it to I can see you want me too Now it's me and you [chorus] It's me and you, now I've been waiting (Waiting) Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it) It's me and you, now I've been waiting Think I wanna make that move, now Baby, tell me how you like it [verse 2] I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready I know what to do, if only you would let me As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right Here is where you wanna be [pre-chorus] I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do They heard I was goo

Someday
Someday I'll talk about One day I'll mention it to you Someday I'll be over this and strong like you I am never changing I can feel this way for days and days Look you straight in the face and fake my smile Take this hurt away and bring back yesterday I could say sorry in a thousand ways You won't let this be without cutting me can't put this bottle down as I watch this day fade into night My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start with all our lies there's no wondering why things aren't working anymore but now I'm feeling fine flying higher-got the chance to start again-Oh My blessings-My faults I've learned all the lessons that cannot be taught any abuses that I've brought No more excuses-I want a new start Someday I'll talk about it one day I'll mention it to you Someday I've be over this and move on like you move on like you I'm ready to go-I'm ready to

The Dawn Of The Future
Change is supposed to be a good thing Growing up, I was raised to believe that every American had a voice and that voice was meant to be heard. I am not so sure anymore that those standards apply today. We all still have a voice, but it seems that the voices that drown us all out are the voices that should be working with and for us, not against us. The politicians who have taken an oath to do what is in the best interest of the people have taken it upon themselves to do what benefits them and big businesses. Those of us that work hard to provide for our families and to keep life together on a daily basis are the same people who pay the inflated salaries of politicians who just don't seem to care about us anymore. There was a time when political figures actually listened to the constituents of the communities that they worked in. But those days have been gone for a long time. It's time that we all took a stand. Change starts with us-- Americans are the ones who have built this country

Blessed The Green Corn
Blessed The Green Corn The fading sunset cast its last blazing red ember light on the Chickamauga village of Cherokee Chief Snow Eagle Day giving way to a blanket of glimmering stars guarded by the pale moonlight Flames licking up the logs of their sacred fire orange and red sparks peppering the night sky Cherokee Braves clothed in their buckskin breechcloth their long silk black braided hair adorned with eagle plumes chanted to the thumping pulse of the drums, and the hiss of the spirit rattle Their bronze muscular bodies danced around the sacred fire Chief Snow Eagle had fasted for seven moons He raised, his arms toward the moonlight Turning four corners North, South, East, and West blessing all Supreme beings Chanted to the beat of the drum song "a-da-nv-do, Great Spirit ! wa-do, Thank You !" from his buckskin pouch He removed a deer's tongue Dropping it into the sacred fire along with seven ears of co

What You Should Know Before You Vote
What you should know before you vote Before you hit the polls, get Obama's book and read it. In his book he admits to being racist against white people, even those in his family and he makes threats that he's going to be a terrorist if he's not elected president. I don't expect anybody to take my word for it, all I'm gonna say is read his book before you vote. Everything he's saying on tv is a lie and his religious leader even busted him out. Since when is it ok for a terrorist to run our country? And the company he chooses to keep, he shouldn't be allowed to run because it's a conflict of interest. He can't even keep his lies about his association with them straight...he gives different excuses everytime he's questioned about it....big red flag people. Don't be sheep, educate yourself, read his book and make an informed decision.

Guardian Angel 2
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provideou with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are there for the reason you need them to be Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.. They bring you an exper

I Believe
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists I believe in love surviving death into eternity I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appre

Wow Can't Believe It!! Our One Year Fu-versary Is Comin Up!!
Proud Owner : Jade ( click pic below to get to her profile ) THANX TO ALL THE WONDERFUL STAFF AND MEMBERS FOR MAKING THIS ONE HELLOVA YEAR AND KEEPING US ONE OF THE BEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR! LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGZ TO YOU ALL!! ™JÁÐÊ™*~ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar ALSO HIRING SERIOUS DJ'S THAT CAN STICK TO A SCHEDULE, IF INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME, JADE, THANX!

Government Declares Beluga Whale Endangered
ANCHORAGE, Alaska – The beluga whales of Alaska's Cook Inlet are endangered and require additional protection to survive, the government declared Friday, contradicting Gov. Sarah Palin who has questioned whether the distinctive white whales are actually declining. It was the Republican vice presidential candidate's second environmental slap from Washington this year. She has asked federal courts to overturn an Interior Department decision declaring polar bears threatened under the Endangered Species Act. The government on Friday put a portion of the whales on the endangered list, rejecting Palin's argument that it lacked scientific evidence to do so. The National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration said that a decade-long recovery program had failed to ensure the whales' survival. "In spite of protections already in place, Cook Inlet beluga whales are not recovering," said James Balsiger, NOAA acting assistant administrator. The decision means that before federal agencie

How Great Is His Name
Here to bow down Here to die Here I am Lord Hear my cry Eagles fly The sun rises day to day Yet, only the Lord is everlasting Everyday as I yield My flesh to Jesus His life is made manifest through my life He is the same Yesterday, today and forever more. Don’t you hear His voice? The Lord is King Great is His name His mercies fall like the rain. The Lord’s promises are sure His Rock my foundation Will not the people of God stand upon His name? His love is amazing His blood spilled down that tree For you, and for me Won’t you sing? Sing, Great is His name The Lord is everlasting Forever, and Ever May the name of the Lord Be praised. Blessed assurance How sweet the sound Your grace rings in my ears Your sheep hear Your voice As You speak to them Minister to Your sheep Lord By Your Spirit To Your glory For Your name The Promise of the Great I am. Written by Pastor Dave

Quote At The End Of American History X
'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'

All Successful Political Conspiracies
“All Successful Political Conspiracies are Eventually Called The Government of. . .” And, (the ’bad’ ones’ like this current administration, now rated by its own citizens as the worst in its 232 year history,) after their ‘victory’ then refer to most whom oppose, or those presenting evidence exposing them... (wait for it...) as conspiracy nuts, and/or un-patriotic and anti-American. The first such successful conspiracy for our nation was the Founding Fathers’ take-over of the colonies from the British, creating the United States of America through violent revolution. The second such successful conspiracy for our nation was/is the current destruction of the Constitution and Bill of Rights by the corporatists through successful cronyism, lies, sycophancy, collaboration, and a hostile take-over of all of this nation’s regulatory agencies, the re-writing of the regulations to protect themselves from the people, and a successful corporate take-over of almost all of the media of thi

Goodbye
So hard to say it unable to type Goodbye made my fingers paralyzed Not to make it hard on you Not to make you suffer like I do I smiled with tears in my eyes Sent you a flower to stay with you never die I walked away thinking we are still friends But this feeling didn't seem right Something did really hurt..deep..so deep inside Tears dropped so hard not from my eyes Tears looked so red from my heart I realized Try to forget my pains. Go! Fly away never look back Keep flying don't stop.. you found your way.. How can I fly? You were my wings How can I cry? My tears dried up When you took away with you my feelings.. Yet..Life goes on..

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here's a place, goes that way, And it's not that far away On my face, there's a ray, From the yellow sun is gay. As the sun beats on my back, At the end of day it's black, Try to look, it is burnt, That's one thing I've never learned, Where the grass, is so green, Still can't comprehend that scene. Lovely sight, there's a mist. In there pain doesn't exist Where it's limitless to run, Where there's nothing else but fun It exists, such a place, It's a land worth for a chase. Where the rain don't make you cold, Where the air don't make you old. Where you speak your mind so bold, Where all secrets can unfold. Where the endless sky's the sun, Where there's not a sin nor gun. Where there's people having fun. Where you're not the only one There they are, not that far, Friends they'll take you as you are. Endless dawn, timeless morn, I wish that place I was born. Multicultural society, Made of people like you and me. Where the sun is not just red, There's n

Life
Life has become so unbearable that I don’t want to be here. If I had a choice in the matter, this would definitely be the end to my existence. Period. No questions asked. But since that’s not possible due to all the people that would be hurt by the situation…I guess I’m in for a long road of suffering and misery. So much has been bothering me lately…I don’t even know where to begin. I’m at my breaking point once again, but it’s my fault. I let myself get to this point. I could have talked about it but sometimes words can’t express how I feel. All the sleepless nights where I just laid in bed and cried until there were no more tears to shed, all the pointless rides I took just to get out of the area and be alone, going to my special spot and just pleading for a chance to redeem myself. How do you tell someone all of this? I’m sick and tired of things not falling into my favor. When is it my turn to shine? Answer me that. I knew my job was on the line ever since Doug decided

Election Day Coming...
Does it really make a difference who wins the Presidency? Has any president ever elected ever fulfilled the campaign promises they spew all through the campaign? I can't seem to remember one in my life. They all seem to promise the same stuff lately, lower taxes, better education, affordable health insurance, blah, blah, blah.... We need a change that's for sure, but one man can't do it. The president can't do doodly squat without the support of the Congress and Senate, so whoever gets elected will be in for a fight for sure. We have to stop giving away our wealth to other countries with little or nothing in return. You can't tell me that with all the brilliant sum bitches in this country, we can't make a car that will do 120 without running on gas. I heard on the news that the demand for crude oil has dropped so the OPEC nations are going to cut production by 1.5 billion barrels a day. Got to drive the price back up and make all of us oil sucking countries pay through the nose agai

Prayer For The Dying
May Christ Who was crucified for your sake free you from excruciating pain. May Christ Who died for you free you from the death that never ends. May Christ the Son of the living God, set you in the ever green loveliness of His Paradise, and may He, the true Shepherd recognize you as one of His own. May you see your Redeemer face to face and standing in His presence forever, may you see with joyful eyes Truth revealed in all its fullness. Amen.

My Nephews Wreck
I just wanted to Thank all of you that sent prayers for my nephew. He's at home and doing good. My Dad had me a B'day party yesterday and Jake got on the Ranger for a ride...he was almost at the back of the property and wrecked....he had to walk up hill over half a mile to get to the house. He almost cut his eye out..took 9 stitches in his eye and he was banged up and scratched up pretty bad...but he's gonna do ok.

I Whonder
Sitting here whondering why none of my so called friends or anyone else for that mattervisits my page and rate pu photo's as I know I have rated and faned all of my friends photo's and tracks and what not do I really have that boring profile or is the images not hot enough for you?? please if any suggestions do feel free to shout or message me...

Can't Stop Thinking Of You
This was a typical day in the lives of the Braxton family. Chris went to work. The kids went to school. Trish was doing her chores. Before leaving for work Chris laid her some clothes out. He wanted her to wear her short blue jean skorts and a white short tank top shirt to do her chores in. She had only a navy blue thong underneath with no bra. Before leaving for work he kissed her then whispered, “Whose is it?” She looked at him and smiled. “It’s Yours Master” “Very good my precious.” Chris was at work and as hard as he tried he could not stop thinking of her. He was thinking of how she would be bending over and stretching doing her chores in her little skorts and tank top. He woke up this morning with the thoughts of staying home all day and keeping her in the dungeon and him doing all sorts of things to her but work wouldn’t allow such a great day. While at work the more he thought about her the more it drove him crazy. He couldn’t leave today and go see her at lun

History Of October 27th!
October 27, 2004 World Series, Boston Red Sox beat Saint Louis Cardinals 4 games to 0 October 27, 2002 World Series, Anaheim Angels beat San Francisco Giants 4 games to 3 October 27, 1999 World Series, New York Yankees beat Atlanta Braves 4 games to 0 October 27, 1997 Dow Jones crashes record 554 pts to 7161 October 27, 1997 Intel Corp buys Digital Equipment for $700 million October 27, 1997 Microsoft argues it should be "free from government interference" October 27, 1997 U.S. releases a redesigned $50 bill October 27, 1996 U.S. beats Japan, 21 -14, at Nichirei International Golf Tournament October 27, 1995 Contract finalizing Cleveland Browns' move to Balt is signed October 27, 1995 Meyrick Pringle takes cricket hat-trick in England tour game at Soweto October 27, 1993 Howard Stern's radio show begins broadcasting in El Paso Texas October 27, 1992 Don Baylor appointed 1st manager of Colorado Rockies October 27, 1992 Fox is to launch Tuesday night network TV, r

She Entered Her First Contest
COME CHECK THIS HOTTIE OUT! SHE'S IN HER 1ST CONTEST EVER AND IS LOOKING FOR HER FRIENDS TO HELP. SHE NEEDS (min 15,000 points) & (over 200 rates) Comments = 5 point each. Rates = 10 points each. CLICK ON THE PIC LINK BELOW AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE. THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY: †KASEY†SARGE'S BAD GIRLS†FU ANGEL†FU BOMBER†NICCI'S LOVER†OWNED BY MISS LEXI RAYNE†@ fubar

First Meet
They had spoke for months via the computer and phone and had now decided to meet. He had arranged to meet her at the airport and waited anxiously watching for her to arrive. He looks at his watch and then at the flood of people coming towards Him. Searching for her face. He spots her and His heart skip's a beat. He stand's still and wait's for her to come to Him. Looking through the crowd she sees Him. Her heart race's. Looking at His smile as T/their eyes meet. Moving quickly she find's her bag and make's her way to Him. Not caring who sees her she drop's to her knee's, placing her hand's behind her back, and lowering her eye's. "Hello my little whore." He slip's his fingers through her hair. Lifting her head up to look deep in her eye's. Looking at her kneeling as she had so many times for Him in His Cyber dungeon. "Hello my Master. " Letting His finger's lift her chin and looking into His eye's. He smile's down at her and slip's His hand into His pocket. He produce's a butt

Whatever!!
I am a simple woman I dont ask for anything I am not willing to give or do myself. But I feel like this whole world has gone to shit, I mean all anyone seems to care about is money,I have noticed in the relationsjip I have been in they always seem to be alot happier when we have money but once the money is gone or almost goneit is like they have this green monster that comes out and suddenly I am the evil woman who is making them live with a poor ass woman. Yeah I am poor and i feel I am better off being poor for i know who are an arent my true friends . It is like people see money as the only reason to live, me personally wish it was neve created cuz it causes more heartache then anything else. I look at all these rich people and they complain about oh how hard thir life is they hae such a bad life they have all these possesions and family but they kill off their souse or family to get even more money, now as or poor people if we kill anyone it is usually to protect ourselves or be

Feel Free To Copy And Pass On
Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me. In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die. if u r really loving some1 frm ur heart..... then send this msg to atleast 9 people(including me) If u r getting 3 back ur love is always with u..... THIS IS NOT A JOKE...... tonight the 1 u love will suddenly want u, miss u, n fall 4 u more FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM

Harmonic Convergence
Allan Heatherton had talked to Mary Trent, certainly, and he found that he liked doing so - as she evidently liked talking to him. They had run on together a few months before, after helping a friend set up a party. Both had shown up early to help, and found that things went so well that they had a good half-hour left, more or less alone, before others showed up. And at another party, he went out on the unheated porch to get a can of soda and found her there, and when he reached around her, Mary half-seriously backed into his arms and they kissed for a moment. She softly said, "Now you could certainly keep someone warm at night," but she pulled away laughing when he tried to put an arm around her. When she had a party herself, though, he was feeling sick; and when there was one at the house he shared with two other men he was out of town and only got home in time to see her leave. When she moved from an apartment into a house where she was going to live with another young woman,

Only On Paper
As I picked up the diary with blue pages I thought twice about reading it... it wasn’t locked Dear Diary I saw him again last night... I wonder if he has noticed the way I look at him yet... how my eyes move over him like hands, I wonder if he feels them. Being married I knew the thoughts I had where wrong... at least that's what I thought... but how could they be. Feelings I thought where long gone... had died long ago, you know the one's... little butterflies in your stomach... the warmth of the blush as it moves up your neck to your face. Goosebumps all over your arms... feeling the ache between my thighs is it wrong to feel it.... want it... need it? I was always the faithful wife... never thinking I would be the one wanting another man... it had become more than a want.. it had become a need. I longed for that... the touch of his hand on my cheek... moving back and then down along my arm. Taking me in his arms and holding me tight against him, his lips kissing and licking my

Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My world is dark and dim. But the one thing i know is, it is mine. I am lost not knowing how to survive. Leaving trails of broken hearts and lovers to cry. Traveling through and empty space. For pain and heart ache i can not erase. Traveling deep with in my world, Searching for that one i left behind. Hoping to someday find him, To rekindle that flame. To start the fires, That burned so long ago. Oh for my search is as hard as it goes. Leaving trails of unhappiness and broken hearts Just to find where my love truly did start. Craving his every kiss and gentle touch. Until I find him the devastation will all be too much. So destruction and despair I do leave behind. Until I find what is truly mine.

Poem.
MY STRENGTH IS WEAKENING, MY DEFENSES ARE DOWN. I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE, SIX FEET IN THE GROUND. A CLOUDED MIND, WITH OUT MUCH HOPE. I SET HERE ALONE, DEPRESSED AND I MOPE. A LOST SOUL, WITH AN EMPTY HEART. BIT BY BIT, I’M FALLING APART. MY BODY IS WEAK, WITH NOTHING BUT PAINS. A SKELETON WITH NO MEAT, JUST THE SKIN & THE VEINS. PLEASE HELP ME DEAR GOD, TO CARRY OUT EACH DAY. TO SPEND TIME WITH MY KIDS, TO HAVE FUN & PLAY. PLEASE HELP ME DEAR FATHER, DON’T TAKE MY LIFE YET. THERE ARE THINGS I MUST DO, WITH A PAST OF REGRET. ARE YOU THERE GOD? DO YOU HEAR MY PLEA? PLEASE LET ME LIVE ON, GIVE ME THE STRENGTH THAT I NEED. Written By: Lisa AKA; The Goddess!!

Handyman (as)
I was one of those young guys who always dropped pencils in class, dreamed about hiding in the girls locker room at the pool, and thought about sex 25 hours a day. Did I do anything about it? Never! I had no line, no guts, and was incredibly shy. Even in the Air Force, I ran from sure things, twice. Once in a girl's apartment in Minnesota, my arriving to take her roller skating while she was still showering was followed by her coming into the living room in a fur coat, plopping herself down on the opposite end of the couch, and demurely opening the coat for my approval. I clearly remember thinking, while I was running down the stairs from her apartment, that she was beautiful and I was very dumb. A couple of years later I went to fix a phone for a young officers wife at a base in Louisiana. While I was checking the lightening protector at the bottom of the basement stairs, she sat on the top step. Legs open. Robe mostly open. A crystal clear, absolute, bona fide invitation. By then, at

Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Origins Of Haloween
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain (pronounced sow-in). The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and northern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies were an important source of comfort and direction during the long, dark

Waverly Hills Sanatorium
During the 1800s and early 1900s, America was ravaged by a deadly disease known by many as the “white death” --- tuberculosis. This terrifying and very contagious plague, for which no cure existed, claimed entire families and sometimes entire towns. In 1900, Louisville, Kentucky had one of the highest tuberculosis death rates in America. Built on low, swampland, the area was the perfect breeding ground for disease and in 1910, a hospital was constructed on a windswept hill in southern Jefferson County that had been designed to combat the horrific disease. The hospital quickly became overcrowded though and with donations of money and land, a new hospital was started in 1924. The new structure, known as Waverly Hills, opened two years later in 1926. It was considered the most advanced tuberculosis sanatorium in the country but even then, most of the patients succumbed to the disease. In those days before medicine was available to treat the disease, it was thought that the best treatm

Twas The Night Before Elections
Twas The Night Before Elections 'Twas the night before elections And all through the town Tempers were flaring Emotions all up and down! I, in my bathrobe With a cat in my lap Had cut off the TV Tired of political crap. When all of a sudden There arose such a noise I peered out of my window Saw Obama and his boys They had come for my wallet They wanted my pay To give to the others Who had not worked a day! He snatched up my money And quick as a wink Jumped back on his bandwagon As I gagged from the stink He then rallied his henchmen Who were pulling his cart I could tell they were out To tear my country apart! " On Fannie, on Freddie, On Biden and Ayers! On Acorn, On Pelosi" He screamed at the pairs! They took off for his cause And as he flew out of sight I heard him laugh at the nation Who wouldn't stand up and fight! So I leave you to think

Love This Song
White Trash Beautiful White Trash Beautiful, Trailer Park Queen She slings hash at the diner from 11 to 5 She married a boy from school, thought he was oh so cool But all he can do for money is drive Out late haulin' freight on Interstate 5, prayin' he'll see home before his baby arrive White Trash Beautiful, there's something you should know My heart belongs to you And you could've found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm comin' home to you girl He lights a cigarette, his eyes half open He won't be home tonight, but she keeps hopin' Drinking himself to sleep is his only way of copein' She waits for him every night, she leaves the front door open It's 4 AM and doing 95, trying to stay awake and make it home alive White Trash Beautiful, there's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you could've found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm

Can I Borrow $25?
[[Every Man or Woman with children should take the time to read and COMPREHEND what this is saying. There is no greater gift from God than the unconditional love of a child. And as parents, we should ensure that we are deserving of that love. Some of us aren't... D.]] A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straigh

Thank You My Friends!
I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS, MY DSC FAMILY(YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST) AND EVERYOE WHO STOPPED BY WITH PRAYERS & WELL WISHES THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS. I CAN NEVER EXPRESS HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME!! SOME SPECIAL PEOPLE I HAVE TO POINT OUT WHO KEPT ME STRONG. GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar MY BRO, GARY.YOUR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME MAN THANK YOU! MyZtErY--¡Ù ¨¢SC ¡Ù--I.©¬.I.C.@ fubar THE LOVELY MyZtErY, YOUR A SWEETHEART!! AND OF COURSE MY GORGEOUS TNK!!!!!! ¢½¢½TNK¢½¢½..OWNED BY THE ONE AND ONLY BOBBYBONES¢½@ fubar WHEN I AM DOWN, YOU ALWAYS ARE THERE, KNOW WHAT TO SAY AND WHAT TO DO TO HELP ME. THANK YOU SIS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!! AND AGAIN TO ALL THE OTHERS, TOO NUMEROUS TO MENTION, GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

Two Great Loves
two great loves and dont know how to deal both love me and are cherished one was the first to ever love me as I was the first to love him the other I do love dearly and know hes sincere in loving me both great men the best I have ever met my heart aches in confusion how to love both these two great loves when to loose one would kill me I cant choose one to love I need both in my life is that too selfish of me is that fair at all to them is it even fair to me why do I have such a confusion in my heart my heart aches over and over what if one hates me in the end could I live with that what if one wants me to choose can I do that NO I cant I cant choose not to love one of the greatest loves Ive ever known just to think of it I shed tears to loose such a great thing is unbareable I am very forunate to have one person that loves me but to have more than that makes me blessed I do not understand how could he know and still stay Im in love with another yet he sa

Inner Piece
CALMNESS IN OUR LIVES I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace . Dr Phil proclaimed, 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.

:d :d
A cruise on the Pacific goes all wrong, the ship sinks, and there are only 3 Survivors; Bob, Tom and Debbie. They manage to swim to a small island and they live there for a couple of years doing what's natural for men and women to do. After several years of casual sex, all the time, Debbie felt absolutely horrible about what she was doing. She felt having sex with both Bob and Tom was so immoral and bad that she killed herself. It was tragic, but Bob and Tom managed to get through it. After a while, Bob and Tom's resistance to nature's urgings waned, and the inevitable happened. Well, a couple more years went by and Bob and Tom began to feel absolutely horrible about what they were doing. So they buried Debbie.

Closing My Eyes
Closing My Eyes Now I close my eyes So your vision comes alive Keeping them closed forever So our memory will survive For all I have left Are pictures and memories of great days As the time inches along You leave and all the scars stay Somehow I could always see our end Yet hoped and prayed I was wrong Though this road seemed never ending The end is not too far along Soon I will simply lay in bed Wondering why I wasn’t worthy Wondering why he gets to hold you Soon you will simply be further from me The term “US” never formed I dreamed our hearts would touch There never was a “You and I” That pain is just too much So here I am once again In front of your picture I sit Tracing the lines on your face Your eyes your cheeks your lips Now in the dead of night As darkness silences my cries I seal off my heart As I am Closing My Eyes

Obama & Joe The Plumber
Subject: Obama & Joe the Plumber Barack Obama discovers a leak under his sink, so he calls Joe the Plumber to come and fix it. Joe drives to Obama's house, which is located in a very nice neighborhood and where it's clear that all the residents make more than $250,000 per year. Joe arrives and takes his tools into the house. Joe is led to the room that contains the leaky pipe under a sink. Joe assesses the problem and tells Obama, who is standing near the door, that it's an easy repair that will take less than 10 minutes. Obama asks Joe how much it will cost. Joe immediately says, "$9,500." "$9,500?" Obama asks, stunned. "But you said it's an easy repair!" "Yes, but what I do is charge a lot more to my clients who make more than $250,000 per year so I can fix the plumbing of everybody who makes less than that for free," explains Joe. "It's always been my philosophy. As a matter of fact, I lobbied government to pass this philosop

More Random Stuff You Don't Know About Me!
When's the last time you ran? - Erm...on the treadmill last week. Gah..I hate to admit that one! Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? - I do have a pair of capris like that, actually. What are you dreading right now? - Work on Monday. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? - Heck no! If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do? - Chill and play some XBox360, eat pizza, watch Family Guy reruns...haha...awesomeness! Who last grabbed your ass? - G...he has a habit of doing that. Do you own a pair of Converse? - Nope. Did you copy and paste this survey? - That's what I'm doing right now, twatwaffle! Do you eat raw cookie dough? - It's a bad thing to do, but...guilty! Have you ever kicked a vending machine? - Erm...hit one, maybe. Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over? - YES! Do you watch Trading Spaces? - Used to...it's old shiz now. How do you eat oreos? - Pull em ap

Jessica
Shes been there for me when most were just to busy to listen, and puts up with all of my many moods. A true friend is what I call her , because through thick and thin I know she will be there. Gives her love out as if its her last day on earth, and with me I truly know it is nothing but true. I can tell her anything and never be judged, so I can honestly say this gal I do love. Eyes as blue as an ongoing ocean, hair as silky as a newborn babies blanket. Her voice soothes my anger from within, and her actions show how much she really cares. So this one goes out to my dear loving friend, for I never told her how much she truly means to me. So far away is what she is now, but soon one day we shall meet somehow. When that day comes I will surely be happy, and she will see how sincere I am . For words cant even express the way I feel, the smile she will give me nothing could compare.

I Need You
Sitting here and I wonder why, doesn't matter how hard I try. No need for me to tell a lie, I am usually a happy guy. I need you here to brighten my day. I need you to tell me to stay. I need you to make me smile. I need you to hold for a while. Thinking of you, I feel a lot better; no matter what kind of weather. She tells me that I look good, would be with her if only I could! I need to see your pretty smile. I need to see the sparkle in your eyes. I need to hear your beautiful laugh. I need to feel the softness of your touch. What I really need is to be with you, so I can show you why my eyes are blue. You like me just the way that I am, all I want to do is be your only man. OH, did I tell you that I NEED YOU!!!

A New Player-pt1~
Charley R, Bill C, Terry D, and I are all employees of the Western Department Stores, Co. We all work together in the IS department. The four of us had all been hired within a period of 1 month and have remained close friends ever since. That was about 4 years ago. I should mention that we are all in our late twenties. Terry is married, but the rest of us are single. About a year ago, we started getting together every Friday night for a little poker game. Four people isn't really much of a poker game and we don't play for much money anyway. It's mostly a chance to get together, have a few drinks, and sit around and talk. One of our favorite topics of conversation is Suzanne Williams, who we all just call Suzy. Suzy was hired in about 2 years ago. She's a little younger than we were, probably around 25. It's her physical attributes that are our favorite topic of conversation. Suzy is not a particularly pretty woman. She is average looking with sandy blonde hair. She's also a little o

Another Story From Evan1983
I’m in the locker room changing after football practice. You walk into the room. You wear your hair in pigtails, wearing a cut off top and mini skirt cheerleader uniform. "Ops, sorry” you say, "I was looking for the girls’ locker room” you say, but you are obviously lying. Ur eyes look up and down my body, clad in shoulder pads, and tight football pants displaying an impressive buldge. "It's ok” I say “it’s just me here, u can change here if you want" You smile as u walk in. "well if its just u, that's ok. So how’s football going?' "Good, coach says I have a hell of an arm, want to see?" "Yeah, show me" I take off my jersey and shoulder pads and flex my arms. You feel my muscles and rub up against my body. "Mmm, wow your so strong” your hands travel over my abs and shoulders. You turn away and walk to your gym bag and pull out a sports bra. "I wore the wrong bra today” You pull off your top and turn around "can you help me unclasp my bra?" I unhook your bra and reveal

Fashion Statement...
I'll never forget the year I started the sixth grade. Twelve years old, my mom moved us to Puyallup, Washington to start a new life with her on again off again fiance, Gary, who, creeped me out, to say the least. Before I knew it, were talking a month later, we moved yet again from the stinky Puyallup town down wind from Tacoma to a three bedroom apartment, walking distance from the Puget Sound, golf course area living, as far away as she could afford, at the time from her then astranged fiance Gary. THANK GOD! It had been a good two years of him in and out of my life. I remember waking up to broken glass and our house awry from their violent fights. Of course, it wasn't like it was anything new. My mom fought with my dad just the same but there was this one time I got up to go to school and my brother's and sister's graduation pictures littered the floor along with the broken glass and I always thought how disrespectful it was to trash a picture of your supposed love of your

Top Ten Ways To Have An Affair And Get Caught
Most everyone believes when they get married that it will be forever. However, the reality in today's world is that many marriages fail and result in divorce. Other married couples may fall out of love and grow to dislike one another more than they care to admit. But for a variety of reasons (kids, money, religious beliefs etc...), they remain husband and wife in theory primarily. These types of marriages can inevitably lead one or both spouses to seek the comfort of another adult and eventually cheat on one another. Another scenario that may lead a married person to be unfaithful is an unexpected meeting with someone who sweeps them off their feet. Despite their attempts to prevent this relationship from becoming an extramarital affair, they may find their feelings to powerful to deny and thus give into their desires to be with this new person. The saying "Life is too short..." comes to mind as justification for this new love or lust. Yet other married people may consciously

Respect Yourself!
It disturbs me when I am on here, that I have to look at that blast box all the time and see the women who think that they have to show their bodies and act in a way that they assume is seductive in order to get friends, fans and ratings. Not so! Beauty, seduction, sensuality...it's all an illusion. It's an art, if you will. You need not shed clothes to show beauty and sensuality. It's in your confidence in yourself, the way you present yourself, the way you pose your body and how you relate to others. It is not how little clothing you can wear and how many NSFW pictures you have on your site. Try being yourself, ladies. Try being real. Leave somethings to be desired. That is the sexiest thing you can do....make them wonder what is under the clothes ;) Funny, all this is coming from a Fine Art model--lol! But I do it for art, not attention. That is a very big difference. Just another moment of my 2 cents ;) Peace!

Maybe....
Maybe we are supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right ones. That way, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when one door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe it is true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes their way. Maybe you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of. Maybe there are moments in life when you miss someone, a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child - so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for

Glass Eye
(this is one of my band's songs. i wrote it with our drummer) Combing lands for you roam the earths by twos pyramids and seas forests by and through desperate romance nothing at a glance religious text with praise brought more dismay (pre-chorus) no! ripped it out of me no! tear it out of me (chorus) understanding layers lays my soul to reast feeling purity everlasting breath bring it up to me i will not believe seven days to begin seems to long to me why condasend? why let it end? why bring it all? then slowly let it fall? (pre-chorus) (chorus) gouge out of me no more fantasy how do i believe when all has left me flush me dry all that's left dies fairies and modern men left us with nothing (pre-chorus) (chorus)

Fw: I Have Seen The Light And Plan To Vote For Barrack Hussein Obama
I have been resisting the call but I have seen the light and now plan to vote for Barrack Hussein Obama. How can I not when I consider all of the following, and more 1) He supports partial birth abortions and, if a baby is lucky enough to survive that attempt, then he wants the baby killed. Fine with me - too many people in the world anyway. 2) He wanted to cut off funds for American soldiers on the battlefield, causing more of them to get killed. Fine with me - I don't have any sons in the military. 3) He worked with and supported a domestic terrorist, William Ayers, and started his political life in the livingroom of that terrorist. He wrote a glowing introduction to a book written by that terrorist. (The terrorist, and his wife by the way, who bombed the Pentagon and police stations, trying to kill soldiers and policemen). Fine with me - why give foreign terrorists jobs in this country when we can have our own people do the job? 4) He sat in a church for 20 years li

Anthony ~radioguy~ Bring Him To Godfather
RadioGuy is 1.1Mill from GODFATHER So go F/R/A/C/B Him HARD!!!! "RadioGuy"@ fubar he is a wonderful man, that just needs to be shown some love Lets make him a God Father TroublemakerBy WeezerBest Video Codes

Computer Malfunction
Due to conditions out of my control, my cell phone is not in the process of working at this moment and if you do call you won't get me lol. If you want me I have another number which you can call me at. I woke up this morning and was like SHIT!!! Walked everywhere I could and couldn't get signal. Finally used the regular phone and called customer service......they don't support service over here. Kat

Tell Me My Heart If This Be Love
When Delia on the plain appears Awed by a thousand tender fears I would approach, but dare not move Tell me my heart, if this be love Whene'er she speaks, my ravish'd ear No other voice than hers can hear, No other wit but hers approve, Tell me my heart, if this be love When she is absent, I no more Delight in all that pleased before- The clearest spring, or shadiest grove: Tell me my heart, if this be love? When fond of power, of beauty vain, Her nets she spread for every swain, I strove to hate, but vainly strove: Tell me, my heart, if this be love? Lord George Lyttelton (1709-73).

Thinking
as i sit here and think about everything that has happened in my life over thepast few weeks i find myself wandering around in my thoughts and i feel so lost. i feel like part of me is gone and i feel so alone. I know im not actually alone as i do have my lil girl whom i thank god for everyday cause i have no idea where i would be at the moment. (prolly going crazy coming home to and empty house everyday after work and talking to myself, lol.) i did have one other very important person in my life but we are no longer together. I do understand why he did what he did and we did decide to remain friends (which isn't me normally i normally shut them out of my life and open a new chapter so to speak). I was doing really well then tonight while chatting with friends and listening to music a song comes on that made me lose it and i started balling all over again. I thought i knew what heart break was like when my daughters father walked out boy was i wrong. After so many fail relationships i

What A Glorious Slaughter It Was!
OBAMA WINS! i am very happy to say Obama is the new President of the United states, after what was a very Glorious SLAUGHTER of McCain! im happy! Obama will deffnatlly take us out of this Shit hole bush has put us in over the years! and finally end this fucking war!

Sir William The Legend
William Wallace: The Scottish Lowland Warrior Lost In Myth - aka BraveHeart The recent popularity of Celtic stories and culture has brought stories like that of the Lowland Scottish warrior, William Wallace, to the forefront of modern culture. Hollywood portrayed this Scottish warrior in the movie BraveHeart. However, we know that stories get distorted just through the passage of time. How much more do popular versions written for mass markets distort the true facts? In addition, can this deliberate distortion diminish the very real heroism of the tale's subjects? Why is William Wallace a popular Scottish Warrior? Given that just about every Scottish man able to wield a weapon would march as a warrior into battle, as his clan so called him, why has William Wallace's story been so popular for quite some time? This Scottish warrior has been popular amongst the Scotts because of several factors: He was only a minor noble and landowner who unexpectedly won a grea

Ghost Poem Inspired Response
Find a grumpy, now rig a thread From window frame it must be led An acorn tied at window height You must be hid well out of sight Pull the thread till knockings heard Then quiet as mice not a peep is said Till grumpy face gives up the quest for impish kids that patience test squeal in delight when grumpy gone now follow the directions that I have said till grumpy face has gone quite red and flashing lights approach at speed its time to go, remove that seed and find another that deserves your ire till it is late and time to retire

11/05/08 - Matchbox 20 - Unwell
SONG VERSION BELOW unwell - match box 20 VIDEO VERSION BELOW Unwell - Matchbox 20 LYRICS BELOW All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown And I don't know why [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be........me I'm talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow, I've lost my mind [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a l

The New President Of The Usa
OK well I am a Republican through and through. I voted this year and McCain didn't win. I am upset. but I will move forward. I knew with all the celebrity support for Obama that he would win. Hell I don't think I would have known who he was had Oprah not have him on her show when he first decided to run. I think it's sad that we need change so bad that people voted for someone who never actually said what programs he was going to cut funding to. What if it is for something that benefits us? It seems that he is going after the small businesses that are already in trouble and sadly more jobs are going to be lost then gained. So anyway I will support the President Elect Obama and hope for the best. A lot can happen in the next few months, so I will just have to wait and see. If some good can come out of this then great. I don't see the war with Irag or Afghanistan ending anytime soon. Wait it's not a war it's a conflict. Ok so I said my peace. If something happens in the next four yea

Falling
Falling Each petal withers Falling to the floor Each piece of my heart Aching and sore Another petal falls Another piece lost Another heart piece shredded Another piece tossed Each foot step As you walk away Caused another piece Of my soul to break No one to catch me Falling like a stone Descending from the sky Shattering every bone Our house torn asunder Lives ripped in two Another petal falls Between me and you When the door closes For the final time Heart given to the reaper Ending our tragic rhyme

Rihanna- Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? I'm going crazy now No more gas in the rig Can't even get it started Nothing heard, nothing said Can't even speak about it All my life on my head Don't want to think about it Feels like I'm going insane Yeah It's a thief in the night To come and grab you It can creep up inside you And consume you A disease of the mind It can control you It's too close for comfort Put on your green lights We're in the city of wonder Ain't gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise Your mind is in disturbia It's like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight Disturbia Ain't used to what you like Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum

I've Loved You Always
I've loved you always, and I hope you know I've never been the type to let my feelings show. I've loved you always, it will never end You are and always will be my very best friend. I've loved you always, and know when we fight I don't get much sleep, I toss and turn all night. I've loved you always, and when your around All my sorrows are lifted and I can't force a frown. I've loved you always so never forget, I've loved you always, since the day we met.

Yeah Thats Right
Says she as I munch on a bar of turkish delight - i feel the need to diet - I am so fat its not true so here is my new dietary list and I still stick rigidly to it for two weeks. Monday - breakfast - 4 egg custard tarts, 1 bottle of coke dinner - 1 bar of turkish delight, 2 cans of lager tea - big mac fries, 3 milkshakes, 4 cans of lager The rest of the week is the same as monday - only might have more lager if I want to Within 2 weeks - I shall be accomplished - fatter but hey ho my life (BTW some of you wanna smile more often, it aint that hard to smile, its harder for me to walk than it is for you to smile!)

Join Rock After Dark Early Before Official Site Launch Within A Few Days!!!
JOIN THE PRE-LAUNCHED SITE AND BEGIN TO ENJOY THESE FEATURES BELOW NOW!! REVOLUTION NUMBER 9 LUCKY 13 The Rock Network V.13.0 9th Year Anniversary It's been four years since Rock After Dark became the Bay Area's premiere DJ show and nine years since The Planet Network blasted onto the internet with the latest music, entertainment, and current events. Arc Phoenix Corporation presents RockAfterDark.com the web's first music social site and themed to cater both nationwide and locally in the Tampa Bay area with not only the latest news, content, and vibe but also endless features with customizable profile skins, music player with code you can place on any site, video and photo album multiple uploader, copy and paste favorite video codes without upload into your account, dynamic comment options, promote your band or business with events, post your own news, music, and more with dynamic forums, email blasts of the latest news, events, and more; instant access without email valida

Ironic
HOW CAN I BREATHE?! I HAVE LOST ALL SENSE OF ME, ALL SENSE OF WHO I AM, ALL SENSE OF MYSELF ... MY HEART IS HEAVY, MY BREATHING SLOWS TO A SHALLOW INHALE-EXHALE PATTERN ... I WANT TO BELIEVE IN HOPE, HAPPINESS, AND THAT THINGS ALL HAPPEN FOR A REASON... IRONIC HOW I WISH TO GOD THAT ONE MAN HATES ME WHILE I LONG FOR A KIND WORD ... IRONIC HOW I WISH TO BE FORGOTTEN WHILE I HOPE THE MEMORY OF ME IS TORTURE TO ANOTHER ... IRONIC HOW I NEVER WANTED ANOTHER TO TAKE THE PLACE OF ONE I HOLD DEAR, BUT LONG FOR THE EMPTINESS TO BE FILLED ... IRONIC HOW MY THOUGHTS, FEELINGS AND DESIRES ARE ALL MELTED INTO ONE MESS THAT I JUST CAN'T FATHOM ... THAT I CAN'T UNDERSTAND, AND THAT NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND EXCEPT ONE I HAVE LOST FOREVER ... IRONIC HOW MY WAKING HOURS ARE SPENT IN DESPAIR, HOPING FOR A MIRACLE, AND AT THE SAME TIME HOPING I'M NOT PART OF A GAME ... IRONIC HOW I AM AFFECTED BY THE TWO POLES, NEGATIVE & POSITIVE, PULLING ME APART ... IRONIC HOW NOTHING IN MY LIFE

Live And Let Live
Today I have learned a very good lesson. Live and Let Live!! Pass on me if you must, but what you are passing on is the best. But I say live and let live. Someday you will see that you had what you wanted and refused it, and now its gone. That is me I am gone. Live and Let Live, nothing or no one is worth the heart ache or the pain. Let them go, if they don't want you, or your not good enough for them, then that is there problem, they wheren't the right one for you. We are all good enough, for anyone but that person we have to find. With that i let you go to find what you need in your life, cause I have found out I need nothing in my life, I already have it!! I just didn't know it until today, now I am happy! Peace and love to you, may your search go well!

The Puppy In The Window
The Puppy In The Window She approaches the glass and smiles a bit The puppy bangs on the glass Tail wagging with utter joy Panting barking…Pick Me Pick me Her hand against the glass where the paws are Yet no contact is made as she walks away The puppy stands there a bit longer Still barking and panting Till he lays down again and just waits A few days later she comes back again And the puppy is back up in the window Just as excited..Tail wagging harder this time Barking and panting…Please take me home Again she stays for a bit and walks away The puppy stays against the glass again Until he just lays down Everytime she comes to the window Her GORGEOUS face her hand against the glass The puppies paws on the other side Trying desperately to get through to her Everytime she walks away The puppy stays there a bit Against the glass Panting…Please take me As the days stretch to months then years Soon she stops coming up to the glass The puppy now an old tired worn

More Music Of The Rawk - N - Roll Outlaw
THESE NEXT FEW SONGS COME FROM A GROUP OF 4 SONGS I WROTE AND RECORDED FOR A FEMALE R&B ARTIST IN ATLANTA GEORGIA A FEW YEARS BACK. THEY ARE AN 80's STYLE SMOOTH R&B. UNFORTUNATLY SHE TRIED TO RIP ME OFF AND SHE DID NOT GET TO USE THE SONGS. THE SONGS IN ORDER ARE CALLED "CALICO", "RYTHYM OF THE NIGHT" AND "THE SOUL OF LOVE". NO VOCALS TO THESE RIGHT NOW, ONE DAY I MAY PUT SOME TO THEM. CALICO by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting RYTHYM OF THE NIGHT by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting THE SOUL OF LOVE by FRANK "FLASH" WOODBURN -aka- Fandalism Free MP3 Hosti

Being Too Nice
Signs You're Too Nice Filed under: Knowing Yourself, For Men Posted Oct 28th 2008 12:01PM by Andrew Moore, for We're taught from a very early age that being nice is a virtue. From the time we were infants, our parents told us to "be nice." They taught us to be polite and to share, and to be considerate and kind. For the most part, it's good advice. Society depends upon civility to function and relationships require mutual respect. However, one can be too nice and when you're too nice, people tend to take advantage of you -- women included. In a relationship, as in life, it's possible to be too considerate, too helpful and too selfless. There are signs you're too nice, and we can help you recognize them. Whether you're pursuing a woman or you've already got one, when you're too nice it can prevent you from having the relationship you really want. Women appreciate a gentleman, but they don't respect pushovers. So which one are you? Review our signs you're too nice and fin

At The End Of The Day...
It doesn't matter what your friends or family think about you or tell you, or what they want. It doesn't matter what your brain knows or tells you. It matters what your heart wants. And who you think about first thing in the morning and right before you fall asleep at night. Who you dream about, and who you long to be with during the day. If your soul truly longs to be with that person and that's what makes you happy, you will do anything to be with that person. You will risk losing all your friends and family and tell them to fuck off if they say anything bad about that person, even if you are fighting with them. You will miss the little things that you did with them. Everything will remind you of them. You will miss just sleeping next to them and cuddling on the couch with them, and you would do anything to get them back. If you really felt that way about somebody. If not, I guess you would stay away from them, ignore them, and not care if they're mad at you and how you hurt

When First I Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were frozen And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

Story Of Human Kindness
Tired of politics???? Here's a CHANGE......... This is a great story of human kindness in Lubbock, Tx. This was posted on Raider Power (Texas Tech, Lubbock , TX college paper) "Yesterday I was shopping in the men's department of Dillard's in Lubbock and saw a great selfless act. A man and his wife were checking out, and when they turned around to leave, they noticed a young serviceman behind them ready to check out. The couple went out of their way to welcome him back. He told him that he was only there for a couple of days. Turns out, his grandfather had just passed away and he was home for the funeral. He confessed that he had no clothes with him to wear to the funeral and that was why he was at the mall. The man took the clothes from his hands and proceeded to pay for them as the soldier pleaded that he "didn't have to do that." The man turned around and said, "Just like you didn't have to defend my freedom. This is my pleasure, son." The soldie

A Friend I Had
I made a good friend and I thought we were cool.Until today. We got into a fight over the simplest thing. Now I have to get over it. I am a really sensitive person and that really sucks heres what happened. RE: mnw1989 (aka Mitch) He says :just finished your photos have a good day I replyed: (a...: aww ty sweety He says :(a...: sweety? I feel bad so I message him although his page said in quote "terms of endearment are ok once you get to know me " obiously I didnt qualify but he can look at my pics all fucking day... This is what happened next I messaged him.. Thanks abounch, sry if you dont want to be called sweety ; ) > > > === 'mnw1989 (aka Mitch)' wrote the following at '2008-11-10 09:44:31'.. > > > > Then hes got the audacity to stammer > thats why I put my name on my screen name in my profile but most women dont listen so Im used to the rudeness and disrespect and thats why I tell them to read my profile something else they never do > > WTF ok what e

The Poem I Wrote To My Toni ♥ U Baby
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS LIKE A ROSE THATS BEAUTIFUL TO THE TOUCH AND THAT ITS JUST WOKEN FROM ITS SLUMBER MY LOVE TO YOU IS POWERFUL AS POWERFUL AS A STEEL WALL THAT CANT BE BROKRN AND THAT WILL LAST FOREVER MY LOVE TO YOU IS LIKE THE SUN THAT BRIGHTEN EVERYDAY THAT IM WITH YOU AND THAT BRIGHTENS MY DAY EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE TO YOU IS CARING I WIL CARE FOR YOU EVERYDAY LOOKIN AFTER YOU WHEN YOUR SICK SAD AND IN NEED OF LOVING ILL BE THERE FOR YOU BY YOU'R SIDE. MY LOVE TO YOU MEANS EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD NOTHING CAN COME IN BETWEEN US AND TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL PERSON LIKE U IN MY LIFE MAKES ME HAPPY AND KNOW THAT U FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DO ILL LOVE U TODAY TOMORROW IN A WEEK MONTH YEAR AND MILLENIUM ILL EVEN LOVE YOU WHEN MY TIME IS UP AND BEYOND THEN ULL ALWAYS BE MY ONE TRUE LOVE I LOVE YOU AND JOHNATHAN TO BITS IF I WAS TO LOSE YOU MY WHOLE WORLD WOULD COME CRUMBLING DOWN AROUND ME THERE WOULD BE NO POINT IN ME LIVING ANYMORE ILL LOVE U

More
i kiss and hold you my sweet darkness to heal what is wrong and make you strong my heart is yours as your will be mine as i hold and kiss you till the ends of time no other will there ever be who can reach where you can to touch the deepest ,darkest places within me and make it brigth with your ever present light to own me to love me forever yours alone My Dark one

More Love
my heart , my love i am missing you holding me at night your arms around me showing me your love your sweet kisses make my heart race to know that they are mine alone make me smile yourhands on me bring me to places i have never been cements my love for you i cant stand to be away from you even for a night i long for the day when i will never be apart from you

Dave Matthews Band-#41
Come see I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles oh I'm coming slow but speeding... Do you wish for a dance and while I'm in the front My play on time is won Oh, but the difficulty is coming here... I will go in this way Oh, and I'll find my own way out I won't tell you what to be Oh,no, but I'm coming to much more Me All at once the ghosts come back Reeling in you now oh tell me What if they came down crushing It used to be that you and me play for all of the loneliness that nobody notices now I'm begging slow 'cause I'm coming here... I wanted to play I wanted to stay I wanted to love you I'm only this far And only tomorrow leads the way I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head Please, I wouldn't pass this by Oh no, but I wouldn't take more than I need What sort of man goes by? Well, I will bring water Why won't you ever be glad? It melts into wonder I came in praying for you Why won't you run in to rain and pray? Let

The Date
"Is she coming?" I asked eagerly while on the phone with my man. Our rondesvous with her had been wildly anticipated for quite some time now. It was to be dinner out and a night at the Hilton. Thinking of it sent shivers through me. "Six O'clock at Sargenti's, Darling." He reassured me with that sweet rumbling quality in his voice, low and mischevous. Giggling, I stopped the call and continued my beauty routine. I looked pretty damned good in my red wrap dress, showing my curves and just enough cleavage appropriate for dinner. As I was putting on my finishing touches, I heard him come home. A slow smile crept upon my crimson lips. I glanced behind my reflection in the mirror at the beautiful man, and I beamed in excitement. Slender and handsome in his suit, I could tell he was already excited; the telltale bulge tugging at his slacks, which I fully appreciated. Our eyes met in the reflection and its clear that after all this time, we wanted each other still. "Let's not be

All About The Bling Trades
A Cat from U means a SFW Thank you Salute from Me A Red Lava Lamp from U means a Personalized SFW Salute from Me A Pegasus from U means a Sexy SFW Thank You Salute from Me A Tiara from U means a Sexy SFW Salute from Me A Red Diamond from U means a Special Gift From Me A Treasure Chest from U means a Personalized SFW Salute & A Sexy Thank You Salute from Me A Jewel Heart of Fu from U means Fubux, a Personalized SFW Salute, a Sexy Thank You Salute & Something Special from Me A Auto 11's from U means either fubux or Something Special from Me A Ninja Mode from U means a Fubuxs or a Sexy SFW Salute from Me A Fu-Pony from U means a NSFW Salute, and a few extra Special things Made by me for you...

Ode To Bbw
This big, beautiful woman didn't happen overnight, I spent years of my life keeping my sexuality out of sight. Through my teenage years it always seemed very clear that guys felt my type should stay to the rear, while thin girls always used mine as an example of the body they feared. Awoke in my twenties by the fact it just may be that men who matured were attracted to me. My red hair was a turn on, my skin was so pure, my freckles gave character....hell, I never thought that before And the figure I sported through most of my life became something that some men found as their vice. Thrust into my thirties it was plain to see that I no longer cared what people thought of me. I know my hair is amazing with it's crimson hue and my alabaster skin and freckles are all that will do. And my big beautiful body that still remains in place has become something that I whole heartedly embrace.

A Strong Heart
A Strong Heart I will be here long after you, I'll understand everything you once knew, Changes will be made, Love will always be a part of life, Love will always seek out the truth, What you see might seem true, But, The future will not have room for me and you, I will remember the good times and hope for more, Only if you could see the truth! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

A Sweet Victory
Last night was a great night for the Pittsburgh Penguins nation. For those of you who don't know hockey, the Penguins played the storied Detroit Red Wings last night. This was a huge deal because the Pens and the Wings played for the Stanley Cup last season. Last night was the first and only meeting with the Wings this year and they were playing in Detroit. Of course since we put our boys to bed we missed part of the game but by the time my husband and I got to watching the game it was 4 to 2 at the beginning of the 3 period. By the time the end of regulation was over the Pens had tied the game 6 to 6. The Pens ended up winning in overtime. I was freaking thrilled, mainly because I love my Penguins but also because the guys who were calling the game were talking about how the Penguins weren't the team they were last year during the cup run and that Detroit woulod dominate them. I love when sports guys have to eat crow. Let's go PENS!!!!!

Johnny Cash - Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Bordom Adult Survey
so lol i got bored and wrote a survey n here it is answer truthfully dont be scared LOL to start off a) name? b) age? c) gender? d) married single or other? ok now the fun stuff 1) age you lost virginity? 2) sexual orientation? "bi, straight, gay, bicurious, other" 3) favorite sexual postion? 4) least favorite sex postion? 5) condom or skin? 6) number of partners? 7) onenite stands or relationship? 8) ever slept with some one and never talked to them again? 9) ever been told you were bad at "IT"? 10) ever told some one they were bad at "IT' 11) oral , rather give or receive? 12) ever use toys? 13) been to a adult store and bought something? 14) ever done it in a public place were you might get cought? 15) ever tried anal? eather givin or received? 16) girl makin out? hot n turn on or weird n turn off? 17) younger or older partners better? 18) ever had a OPPP

Old Men
A young man presents himself before me full of confidence in his appearance, muscles sleek and toned, his language full of the knowledge of the current trends. He asks, "Do you want to buy something for me?" An old man presents himself before me and tells me some stories of his life, he interests me with his opinions and his wit. He doesn't ask me to buy him anything, but I truly want to give him a gift. Written by Amma. Wise words.

Death By Adoption ~ Joss Shawyer"
When my book Death By Adoption was published in New Zealand in 1979, it caused quite a stir. There were many reviews, some supportive, others downright scary, but one that stayed in my memory was printed in a Catholic publication. The reviewer berated me for what was described as my "angry and bitter" stance against adoption, that sacred cow that had always been off limits to criticism. You would have thought that I had burnt the national flag or otherwise committed an act of unforgivable sedition, instead of simply exposing the traffic of adoption for what it was; a wholesale oppression of unmarried women and the children born to us outside of formal marriage. Five years previously I was asked to address a group of social workers to present my views for single mothers and against adoption. By the time I finished speaking, some of those social workers were on their feet and screaming at me. One even cried real tears as she tried to process what I had said. I could see how very

Poems Let Me Know What You Think
As the sun sets in the early evening sky, I wonder. I wonder of our love and if it was meant to be. Over and over I keep asking myself, "How do I know his words are true?" In an instant, I can answer my own questions. I just need to look you in the eye and ask myself, "Is this the heart of a cheater or of a liar?" And in the instant, I know for sure that the one I see before me is the one that adores me, the one who cares for me, and the one who is true to me. And I know then, that he is the one.

Poems Let Me Know What You Think
Today I confess my love and vow, that every breath I take, that you will be the man to whom I will stay. I thought that it wouldn't work, but everyone makes mistakes, and I barely caught you by the hand as you were walking through the door. It seems to me in the end, the only thing left to do would be to say that I love you. Todya I confess my love and now after the vows are said and done, you are the man on whom I can lean on.

Dark Love
It is a night of darkness, a song of death, wolves vent their pain. The eternal one stirs. Curling wisps of death shrouds her pale form, a timeless desire. Her black hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the blood streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of darkness, I hunger.

Who Matters
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore... and who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your........ 'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.' A sharp tongue can cut my own throat. If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep. Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important. The best vitamin for making friends..... B1. The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts. The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge. One thing I can give and still keep...is my word. If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished. One thing I can't recycle is wasted time. Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do. My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open. The 10 commandments are not a multiple choice. The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime! It is never too lat

Sorrow
Sorrow Sometimes life seems too quiet Into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark Meant to make me strong Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you And hold for all eternity For just one second I felt whole As you flew right through me Left alone with only reflections of the memory To face the ugly girl That's smothering me Sitting closer than my pain He knew each tear before it came Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you And hold for all eternity For just one second I felt whole As you flew right through me And we kiss each other one more time And sing this lie that's halfway mine The sword is slicing through the question So I won't be fooled by his angel light Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you And

Taking Dad To The Mall
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Yes I Am Up Because I Can Not Sleep
my chest is killing me and I can't sleep. I have been hurting for about three days now. everyone else is sleeping and I can't sleep. I am not sure what is upseting me I work such long hours and 7 days a week you would think that I don't have time for things to stress me. I have meet alot of cool and verysexy people on here... hope to make our freindships lifetime!thanks everyone for their chats ,calls and texts, even some of you all have came to visit... always nice!life is so short and so lonely sometimes it is so nice to know people care.

The Beauty Of A Wman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows

Reason I'm Not Around Much.....
So obviously people have noticed that i am rarely ever on Fubar anymore these days. i have found something else that has caught my interest and that would be the Wonderful game known as WoW (world of warcraft for those who don't know what WoW means) Yes i am not afraid to admit i am addicted to it. i spend countless hours playing it. i am often found playing that game or just working or going to school. I have not had time to take new pictures, or post the ones i have taken. I do plan to do a refresher of new pics sometime soon so i am sorry for those of you i haven't talked to in such a long time. i have also been going through a lot in my life and have been trying to get back to normal and what not. anyway thought i would fill ya in for those who don't already know. toodles -michelle

Missing Person
Clayton (Clay) Bruster His Fubar! http://www.fubar.com/user/515183 His Myyearbook! http://www.myyearbook.com/claytonbruster His Myspace! http://www.myspace.com/claybruster Other Sites! http://photrade.com/clay a href='http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=515183&i=1175567262&albumid=0' target=_blank> http://www.absolutearts.com/portfolios/c/claybruster/ Clayton was last heard from his online friends in LA County.. due tio the fires.. many of us are concerned.. he's been living in the Tajunga area.. an area hit by fire storms.. if you have heard from him.. let Sweet Southern Angel or One Hott Momma know.. please. his info. thanks

Dreamt Of Words Unsaid
I dream of words to write at night When I awake theres my pencil in sight, I begin jotting down all the words in my head building them into form to make sense when their read, last night I dreamt of words unsaid for they left me using my imagination instead, Here are some of the words that went flowing about... excited and bliss cant forget miss, pale and skin yes even pin, comfort and caring then there was daring, kiss and thighs oh me oh my, touching and caressing maybe some bed messing, lick and spilt yes there's another word that ryhmes, taste and wet I have a dirty mind I find, hands and tying mmm I am not lying, These are the words thats formed while dreaming there it was my imagination went streaming!

Somebody,something,nothing,nobody
Somebody,Something,Nothing,Nobody It took Somebody like you To just cause my life To go where it did It took Something Seemingly so perfect To have be here now For now I am Nothing Simply stripped bare Manhood shattered My heart broken My tragic ending Came so swiftly it seems Now I am Nobody Out of your eyes Off your lips now

About Today
About Today As friends hearts reach out The advice concerning my tomorrow I’m told to focus on today I’m told tomorrow may never come I’m told right now is all that matters All of this is truth All of this given from hearts that care All of this I truly appreciate But today my friends Is where the pain is the greatest Today my heart lays shattered Today is where my despair is Today the darkness simply abounds But tomorrow I don’t know Tomorrow maybe life will change Tomorrow is that mystery Tomorrow there could be hope Tomorrow there could be love Tomorrow there could be peace But today everything is before me Today the weight of the world is here Today keeps my focus on my pain Today is the day I don’t want Today is the day I want to end I want the clock to strike midnight For I hope tomorrow will be different

Back To My World
I'm going back into my world, of magic, dreams and play. Where I can dance by torches light, you would not like it anyway. Wolves can speak and Fair Ones walk by the light of a medallion moon, Kiss my cheech, bid me farewell, For I shall be going soon. I was not the love for you, My heart too caring and free. Best to fall upon your sword than claim the love of me. What matters then? Your eyes are cold. Like a dead and distant sea. I grant you the final forever gift........... THE GIFT OF LOSING ME. Bisous, Lacey

Part 2
Part 2 I walked for sometime down that road until I came to a strange looking building off to my right. I say “strange” because this building seemed very out of place on a country road where one expects only to see farm houses. Indeed, this building looked rather like a modern 3 story block type building in which one would expect to find lawyers offices and doctor’s offices. Also strange were the vehicles parked out front of it in the parking lot. There were all manner of vehicles there from the last 60 years. There were classic cars and trucks, vans, you name it. Everything from a muscle Trans Am to a 56 Chevy. But what is weird is that all of them were heavily rusted, some with cracked windshields, flat tires, and all of them with weeds and tall grass grown up around the tires. So in I walked and found myself standing in the waiting room of a medical clinic. On all of the chairs in the waiting area there were people in all types of distress. One guy had no right arm and was

Just Waiting
Well it's almost here. I'm counting down the days, hours and seconds until I get to see him again. I freakin' miss him so much it's ridiculous. He doesn't know this but I love him with all of my heart....well....maybe he does. :))

Send In The Clowns.......or Not !
Some people dread circus clowns. After all clowns dress in vagabond clothing, hide behind a mask that is not quite a mask, squirt water in your face, and generally create havoc. They're sort of absurd gangsters in a way, pulling off the ultimate drive by taunting. I LOVE circus clowns. Sad clowns, Happy clowns, it doesn't matter. In fact, my favourite act in any circus is when all those clowns come tumbling out of a little red car. Now, that's a tough gig!!! My life has been a bit of a circus at times, and it's had it's fair share of clown acts; class clowns, hospital clowns, neighbourhood clowns, cyber clowns, you name it clowns. I was never sure how many freaks in colourful disguises were going to show up in a little red car. After all, you open the door to your world, and in pops one clown, who opens the door for another, who opens the door for another, until suddenly there they are spilling into your scene, crashing around you with their best slapstick routine. CH

Tiny Dick
Tiny Dick Well the south side of your body Is the baddest part of town And if you go down there You better just beware Of a thing named Tiny Dick Now Tiny more than trouble You see he stand bout six or four All the downtown ladies call him ROFL All the mens just call him LOL And its bad, bad Tiny Dick He can't get up to be a trick Smaller than a pickle And meaner than a junkyard dog

Helppp!!!!!!!!!!!
Please People, I Need 25,000 comment to win this contest, so please help me out, post a blog, a bully, put it in your status, shout box your friends, send them a message, do whatever, but I need to reach 25,000 comments by the 23rd of this month here is the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661376&albumid=1317507&i=546242945&idx=32

Unsure
Ok so earlier i posted a blog about wanting to deleat my fu act. Well Ive been thinking since then.. and Im unsure that i do want to.. Ive been having a really bad day since I went and got the mail earlier.. Just sucks when Doctor offices sign people up for stuff when they have had a miss carrage. So I got this can of formula in the mail and some things from pampers.. The pampers one didnt bother me as bad as the formula.. I get pampers coupons all the time.. i have a 2yr old.. and get pull up coupons.. but the new pampers mail i got was the new sensitive with the pee alert on the front swaddlers.. Any way.. The formula.. just got me.. Sorry to take it out on u all. I guess still encourage me not to delete my page if ya want.. Sorry ya all.. had to get it off my chest..

Joke
An insane fireman walks into the E R unit of a hospital naked with a glass cup on his dick.."oh my god sir"says the woman on reception"what are you doing ???is their some sort of emergency??" to which the man replies "no emergency at the moment..but in the case of an emergency..break the glass and ill come as fast as i can"

Rambling
so lately a lot has been going on pushing me towards the edge. i seriously have very little sanity left. Usually when i get like this i just want to be alone. But lately, Ive noticed that when I get like this theres a certain person i run to. Even if he cant make it better.. its like talkin to him makes it all okay. Its crazy... I feel like when my world is crashing down. Hes right there making sure Im okay and lettin me know that hes right there if i need him. I can honestly say if it werent for him.. Id be a huge mental wreck.... So basically I just wanted to write this and let him know how much I need him and how greatful I am that hes in my life!! Hunnybear... Ur the best! xoxo

Things That Anger Me
*Stupid People *Liars *Cheaters *Backstabbers *People who judge before they know the person *Slow drivers *Alcoholic *Drugs- only because its caused so much shit in my life. Yes I have friend that do them. No problem with that.. Ya just wont catch me doin any. *BEER!!! (CUZ ITS NASTY.. Dont argue with me Halo) *When my daughter gets sick *Being cold *Thunder *Bad Weather *Bad Music *Sad emotions *Fighting *Arguing *Being alone! *I dont dislike too much.. but this list. yeah grrr

Boyfriend Application..
U guys asked for it here it is....... Name: Whats your birthday/age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Piercings/Tats: If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What would you say is your best quality? Whose your favorite band? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Do you live at home/on your own? Do you prefer cats or dogs? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afriad of commitment? Are you romantic and treat girls the way they deserve? Would you make me feel like im the only girl you want to be with? What would our first date consist of? Whats the sweetest thing you've done for a girl? What movies/TV shows do you like? Do you like your family/family oriented? Have you ever cheated? Why did your last relationship fail? Do you like to dance? What do you look for in a girl? Where do you see y

We Miss You Jeremy Rip
Man Says Brother Died While Trying To Protect Him WEATHERFORD (CBS 11 News) ¯ Weatherford Police are investigating their first homicide in about four years. As police search for the two suspects behind a deadly shooting, a family mourns the loss of 24-year-old Jeremy Sisk. "He's a great kid, great heart. If you look into his eyes you'd see it," said Kim Parker, Sisk's aunt. His family and friends say he was a gentle soul with a flare for heavy rock and his signature red-afro. Sisk was a guitarist in the local band Skard Soul and passionate about his music and family. It was his devotion to protect his own that would cost Sisk his life. "He was trying to defend his brother, and he got shot," Parker said. "As much as I'd like to kill them myself, I'd rather police lock them up and they live very long lives in bars." Weatherford police suspect Johnny Reed and Guy Evans shot and killed Sisk Tuesday morning. The suspects are believed to be members of the Aryan B

I Love You Shannon Rae Clark
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perha

Some More Humor
I get enough exercise pushing my luck. Auntie Em- Hate you, hate Kansas, taking dog. Dorothy If you don’t like the news, go out and make your own. Sometimes I wake up grumpy; other times I let her sleep Guns don’t kill people… but they make it real easy. I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather … Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car. We are Microsoft. Resistance Is Futile. You Will Be Assimilated. Born free… taxed to death. The more people I meet, the more I like my dog. Some people are alive only because it’s illegal to kill them. Funny Sayings Part 3 A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. There’s too much blood in my alcohol system. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. Don’t take life too seriously, you won’t get out alive. WANTED: Meaningful overnight relationship. If you can read this, I’ve lost my trailer. You’re just jealous because the voices

What Never Was
We were… The most amazing couple The most magical pair The best relationship That never was. It was amazing how we Never hugged one another Never gazed into each others eyes Never passed notes in class It was magical when we Never went on a date Never really talked Were never alone It was beautiful the time we Never said sorry Never tried to make it work Never reunited It’s horrible when we Can’t face each other Make these awkward silences Always walk away We were… The most amazing couple The most magical pair The best relationship That didn’t stand a chance.

Emotional Reck
My sister wont talk to me because my so called uncle told her i stool money that he had sent her and she believes him.....SO YOU ALL KNOW i didnt steel it and i would never stel a thing from anyone!!! and even though she knows that she is going to believe the bastard! and to think i use to be close to him and now he is trying to turn family against a few of us and so far its working. he has my sister pissed off at me so she wont talk to me she has everyone in a different state pissed off at my parents and they didnt do anything! the reason the fight even started is because he put a bill in my name because i was stupid and believed that he would pay it off....well he was putting the min. payments on it wich he said he would not do well my mom found out what he had done and she got pissed and held her anger in for a lil while and then one day and then confronted him about it well they had exchanged words and it pissed him off that she knew what he had done and he denied it all and she to

Is Obama The Messiah That The Muslims Are Waiting For??
Is Obama the "Messiah" that the Muslims Are Looking For? Bible-believing Christians are joyfully anticipating the return of Jesus Christ, the true Messiah. Islamic followers have a false “Christ” for which they wait. He is called Mahdi, which means “Divinely Guided One.” The full meaning is “a messianic deliverer who will fill the earth with justice and equity, restore true religion, and usher in a short golden age lasting seven, eight, or nine years before the end of the world.” (Britannica, 1991 Ed. Vol. 7, Page 696.) It is scary to hear the hyper descriptions, reports of emotional titillation, and the actual term “messiah” being assigned to Barack Obama. Muammar al-Qaddafi, president of Libya -- one of the nations to join Russia and Iran in marching on Israel -- recently endorsed Obama. Here are his words, “There are elections in America now. Along came a black citizen of Kenyan origins, a Muslim, who studied in an Islamic school in Indonesia. His name is Obama,” said Qaddaf

"sick."
“Sick” I think there’s something wrong with me I fear that I’m not well Cause I woke up this morning And man I look like Hell! My cheeks are puffed and swollen, There’s lumps here on my head My tongue it looks discolored I’m heading back to bed Four hours later on Once again I’m in the can Staring in the mirror I give myself a scan Now my eyes they have no pupils And my flesh is turning black My skin it looks so putrid And it’s begun to crack I go to call the Doctor I try to dial the phone But my finger snaps off cleanly And I can see the bone What the fuck is wrong with me? I scream into the air Then my gaze drops down to see My finger lying there But it’s not the only thing My eyes have just now found Beside it there’s a pool of flesh A puddle on the ground One would think I’d freak out Or that I’d go insane But more pressing is an urge I have A desire to eat brains How convenient, when I hear the sound Of the postman at the door

"refuge"
“Refuge” There are many dark tales in old western lore Many strange stories seldom spoken before Gunfights and outlaws are all common threads But there are fables far worse, that would fill one with dread The most gruesome I heard was a tale told to me Of a wagon train heading for the rugged Rockies They were still on the plains, the night cold and black When the Pawnee war party made their attack They fought the good fight, the settlers they tried But the Pawnee were plenty and so many did die And the ones who survived, the ones still drawing breath Were captured alive and tortured to death Yet amid all this carnage, one man launched an escape He leapt on a horse and then made his break He rode like a madman and left all the others The massacred Fathers, Mothers, and Daughters But the Pawnee they saw him and soon they gave chase And as night turned to morning he could not keep his pace His horse it was tiring, she was faltering fast He had to find cover i

Gone With The Wind
Gone with the wind I am Gone with the wind then I often comprehend The meaning that should of been No more worrying my friend It seems like it's over & over again Just take me back to where it all began For then your worries will end BY: William Burton

Here I Go Again... Too Bad Im Broken Hearted
My one and only. written today at lunch for my special someone. youll always be my one and only the one person ill never forget the memories we've shared are all so special memories i wont ever forget i care for you so deeply i gave you my heart i always knew you were meant for me i fell in love with you from the start all i want to do is hold you close and never let you go tell me you want to stay with me please dont tell me no your love comforts me at night it never leaves me lonely you're all i need in my life you're my one and only. i wish things didnt happen they way they did. i was an asshole and im sorry.... i love you baby and always will. no matter what happens

.sigh. I Really Liked This One
here i sit bored and blue sad and lonely missing you praying that you miss me too my love for you is tried and true even thought its black and blue together theres nothing we cant to im a shell without you forever and always my heart belongs to you my lips explode in a smile at a simple "i love you" till death stops my heart baby ill always love you

For You Baby
I am so blessed to have you in my life. I thought I'd never get a chance with you, But come to find out you felt the same way. Baby, it was amazing how you came into my life. I don't ever want you to let me go. It's strange to think I didn't want you in my life four months ago, And now it would be miserable to live without you. You have changed my life so much, And I am glad, because ever since, It has been brighter and I am always happy! Except when we say words we don't really mean. Baby, I love you with all my heart and soul. I love no one but you, with your soft blond hair, beautiful blue eyes! Just looking into your eyes makes me melt And when you kiss me on the neck, oh words can't describe! Sometimes I ask myself how I can have such a wonderful man, Because I don't deserve you! You might say it's the other way around, But I am a witch to everyone, but you! But, Baby, I want to be with you and only you. I don't want be with anyone else. You are the

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

"good For The Soul."
“Good For The Soul.” Like a weathering sentinel it sat on the coast An old house of worship, smaller than most A fisherman’s chapel, where all went to pray And seek their salvation every Sunday It’s leader was Catholic, old Father Brown Well respected and loved by all in the town For 45 years he had tended his flock In that old rugged chapel perched on the rock But the old priest’s soul was mired in pain As he constantly found himself at a loss to explain How year after year the pious people he knew Turned from good acts to bad, and the madness it grew Drinking was rampant, and domestic abuse It seemed that all forms of evil were now on the loose It felt like that good town was flying apart These gentle souls who once had good hearts The beatings, the knifings, the mad drunken brawls Father Brown in his role had witnessed them all And week after week it would all start again His picturesque town was going insane But if he had looked deeper, it may have

Willing To Help As Many As I Can
Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women Thursday, October 2, 2003 Posted: 9:19 AM EDT (1319 GMT) (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio and swallowed the ejaculatory fluid, over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think

Never Forget About Them!
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled,

Do I Just Completely Suck!?
Folks, I've had the most roller coaster week. I broke up with my g/f earlier in the week that I had a long distance thing going on with for a while. Then, I had this thing going on with this other girl that was MAGICAL when it was at its best and it was PERFECT because not only did I love it but it made me forget any and all troubles I've ever had in life. But, I think she's been tryin to tell me I pressured her into it and thats why that happened and though I do gotta admit that a big part of me hopes it happens again, in the future, even as she's the only friend I have that I hang out, I not only think she hates me now but I also screwed it up myself in ways that I didnt know would do so. So, now, I have to wait it out and hope she forgives me for that and I gotta tell ya that after such ups, followed by such big downs....... I'm exhausted. I wanna make it all better but all I can do is wait for now....... So, its what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna wait and hope she sees that all I did was

A Little Notre Dame History
Why the "Fighting Irish"? Many people wonder (or worry) about Notre Dame and that word, Irish. To us, it doesn't mean race exclusively; nor is it just another nickname. The fact is, it keeps alive the memory of a long, uphill fight for recognition against a spirit that was not always generous, nor even fair-minded. The Irish, as known at Notre Dame, has an authentic history and a meaning deeper even than race. Notre Dame began athletic relations chiefly with local colleges founded by various denominations. Press reports would refer to the schools as the "Baptists" or the "Methodists," and the like. For Notre Dame it was the "Catholics," or the "Irish." But the players were never all of Irish ancestry; nor were they all Catholics. The usage was not original, but a continuing custom from earlier Colonial times. The bulk of the first Catholic immigrants were Irish -- so that Catholics and Irish were identical in the public mind. It is sad to recall now, but few of the original st

Hey Boys
im so sorry i have not got to return the favor to all of you. i can only get on now when im at work or at my friends house. but i have not forgot about everyone. so be patience and ill make it up to all of you. ok take care

"it Was Great When It All Began...i Was A Regular Frankie Fan..."
So I officially disowned myself from my family today. It feels..weird. And confusing and I'll admit it I have the tiniest part of myself that still has some human qualities to it that's a little mournful, but other than that I'm happier. Haha. Happy Holidays! ;D

From This Moment On
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.) From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness And for your love I'd give my last breath From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start You and I will never be apart My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I pr

Peaches Are For Eating Not-----
perhaps perhaps we trample the garden in order to see it destroyed maybe sometimes we wish to see if it is strong enough to take it perhaps it is a good motive,just perverted and twisted could it all just be pure spite?to make tears flow both day and night to take a beautiful smile and cast it aside to hurt something fragile to nurture foolish pride but ask yourself at the end of the day why would i choose to let anyone ever make me feel this way when all it takes is a simple action ignore all the hatred,its just another distraction its easy to make it all cease to trouble your soul reclaim your heart and stand up again whole in strength-in beauty-and in love amen and amen 3:33 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove after all ILLUSION: no more sadness,no more tears,let my caress,dispell all fears,allow this embrace to wash the pain away,awaken tomorrow and enjoy the fresh new day

I Can
I CAN LISTEN THE SONGS OF SOUL, I CAN HEAR ALSO A LITTLE TEAR FALLING WHEN SOMEBODY CRY... I CAN HEAR WHEN MY DREAMS FLY AND MY FEELINGS DANCE IN MY HEART, I CAN HEAR EVEN THE THOUGHTS... AND I CAN FLY FAR AWAY,WITHOUT WINGS BECAUSE ALL IS POSSIBLE ONLY HERE, IN MY LAND OF DREAMS... hugs lolly

Pictures
Pictures Whenever I need a smile A picture of My GORGEOUS Angels Face Is all I need to open up And along the lines of her lips my fingers trace I dream of a time When at last I can hold her tight to me My soul leaps from my body At the thought of US coming to be I dream of holding her Wrapping my arms around not letting go I dream of her soft lips Taking in all her essence so very slow Her pictures are GORGEOUS She makes me feel so special when she shares Whenever I open them It takes me away to a place without cares Deep into the darkest night The thoughts of her come rushing in They carry me through long days The strength of her love fills my wings This little message to her I hope she knows what to me she means Her picture lifts my spirits She has taken place in every thought and dream

How Not To Get Rated On Fu
So even though my "join" date is pretty old, I let this account sit for abit and did nothing with it. After some urging by friends I reopened this account and decided to do something with it. However I have quickly learned that this site much like a few others is mainly about boobs. Cmon lets face it, if you are not a female and willing to show EVERYTHING then you dont get rated or added, Even worse is the sneaking way some females on here title pic albums as "My super secret naughty pics" which tricks guys into asking for an add so they can peek at this album which only contains graphics that were downloaded but hey, the trick worked and BAM they are rated. It really should be a crime to how stupid we as males can be, and how easy you females manipulate us,..... why do we run the world again? Oh yeah, we don't women just let us think we do.

Mad
we live in a world where you have to be perfect on looks and body with money no one see's who you truly are.... no one is perfect we have all are flaws and down falls in life what give us the right to say you are ugly or scary looking, i know i am not best looking at least i have a heart and respect everyone who respects me as a person not as a object... to all those who bash on a person for their looks on the out side are nothing more than dumb fucking cunt bubble cum drinking ass lick shit stuffin bitch made bums nut sack.. fuck you who ever bash upon some one weight health problems or their family fuck you all good night and dont let the door knob fuck you in the smelly goat ass...

Brainchild
BRAINCHILD A child of fire of demon seed Put on this earth for an evil need Satan himself in human form Will grow among us without alarm Even as a child he knows his purpose He knows the way, he is the one He lives among us, he is a brainchild He has the answers, he has a plan He’s gonna save us all, he is a brainchild Even as he grows, he is wiser than his years He hides his identity, we have no fears His power grows, he’s praised by those Who blindly follow his organized plan The world slowly notices this man who’s risen by power Freedom is slavery, slavery is freedom Its his way, he is a brainchild Death to those that try and oppose For they just don’t know he is a brainchild So now through the years, he’s wiped away our tears He is slowly taken our emotions away The life within us no longer exists We now lay broken down and possessed He is a ruler with an iron fist, oh save us from this You will feel his anger, you will

Freezing
Sometimes a moment comes along Serendipity It dances so fast Eludes you in passing It dances some more for you It calls out your name It tells you its game It knows you in every pore Feels like heaven In too deep on the water Like raindrops Falling down Try to prove it now Tell me that you'll never go away On the rainbow Save me Show me you're my angel Something tells me that you are no fool Feels like heaven In too deep on the water Like raindrops Falling down Save me now I am freezing

Couldnt Stop Thinkin Bout Her At Work,
When i look at you I see a natural beauty When I first saw you My heart told me without a doubt, Shes the one I cant live without. Your pearl-like eyes. Your velvety hair And you sit and wonder, why men cant help but stare. If in this world, you have seen this particular kind of girl. Remember her name So you can say That you once met, The perfect woman. My perfect woman.

The Cupcake Test
What Your Cupcake Says About You At parties, you tend to be a social butterfly. You enjoy making conversation and making sure everyone is having fun. You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary. The most important thing in your life is fun. You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you. The Cupcake Test

A Touch
as she is lying there you start by gently caressing her hair then you softly brush her cheek and she smiles .then you ever so softly touch her neck and she closes her eyes . you let you fingertips drift down her arms then back to her neck. she gives a little sigh as you slowly and ever so softly caress her shoulders and down her sides. she even giggles beccause it tickles a little but with the anticipation of what you aredoing as you make your way down her outer legs you can her breathing start to change ever so slightly.then you make your way back up to her neck. you let the feel of her skin and the sound of her breathing envelope you as you slow/softly caress her breasts .as your hand drifts down her stomach you hear asoft moan escape her lips as you reach her hip.everything in your being wants her but this is not about you and you know it so you start caressing her thighs and her legs part ever so slightly while her hips move up and down wanting more. wen you reach her inner thighs

Here's What Amanda Has Made Me Realize...i Actually Do Have A Heart, And She's Made It Bigger
First things first here…please bear in mind that this has taken a few days to write, so it seems to jump around a bit, feel free to ignore it. Also bear in mind that there are probably a few things that will be repetitive, I didn’t proof read what I wrote, just posting and going from the heart here. That being said, this is going to be a deep thing here, so anyone that doesn’t feel like having a view into the inner workings of my mind and such, stop reading now. Now…if you’re still here and reading…prepare for the ride. Why am I scared? Why am I worried? The fear of rejection by a woman that I find incredibly attractive, and that I’ve found someone that I can honestly see myself with that accepts me for me and likes the same things I do is something that is bearing down on me. People always say that opposites attract and that those with so much in common will have so much less to talk about and run out of things to say or do, but, if that is true why do those with less in common ha

Living On The New Planet Earth
Below are a set of beliefs taken from the LightWorkers website. It discusses what they believe and what they are here for and to do. This is an explanation that fits in very well with my own set of beliefs, and, the way that I live. It is at the very least food for thought. **We believe that we are spirits playing a game in a human body and as such we have difficulty re-membering who we are and why we are here. We believe that we are all connected as spirits pretending to be separate from one another when in fact we are all a part of each other. This game of pretending to be separate is the nature of life on Earth and one of the most difficult parts of being human. We believe in the creative ability of the human spirit as a powerful force in the universe. Now as humanity takes giant steps forward in evolution, holding your true power as a creator in human form is more important than ever before. We believe that we are in a rapid state of evolution unmatched in al

Heads Up
To the ppl in my fam.... I dont keep ppl in my fam unless I know them i real life.... Unless I talk to you on a daily basis... Or you just show me mad love all the time ! If you were in my fam and got deleted....sorry ! If you would however like to see my Fam only pix lemme know and I will add you... I am not tryn to make a big deal...just clearing stuff up ! ONE LOVE

Why
Things happen for a reason, like my baby niece. Never knew she was coming... never knew she was born the other day. Now i know about her... held her for a couple minutes, to find she was taken by social services. Things happen for a reason. Now i know in time things will have to get better, because in every book the endings do. So life in general has to one day... just don't know when, or how soon. Life makes people wonder, wonder what if's and why. Life is life and to live is life, so we all might understand one day.

Who Hides Where (a Poem By Xena)
We can own the finest house But will it give us joy And will the biggest boat Make us scream ahoy We may have the pot of gold But will it be a treasure Do you seek material wealth Or heartfelt pleasure We can drive the coolest car Looking oh so suave But have we got it all Have we got love You can dress in sharp clothes Looking mighty hot and fine But what is more important Than the person hiding inside And can that persond you hide Deep within your heart Come alive in this world Of which we are all part If they cannot It's time to be true True to the most important person In your world that's you

Jeep Disaster!
So, I finally finished the rewire of my 61 Willys. Got everything back together, put the tank back in and filled it with 5 gallons. After remembering to pull the choke, it started right up, such a beautiful sound! Then, turn the key to the off position, and nothing happens, The Beast keeps running. Pull the battery cable and it shuts off. Have either a wiring issue or a bad ignition switch...going to determine which today. Last night, me and the wife went shopping for christmas stuff, had a pretty good time and got 90% of our shopping done. On the way home, mom calls, she smells gas, went into the garage and said there is a puddle under The Beast. Get home, leaking like a sieve. Get the tank out, kitty litter down on the ground to soak up spilled gas, then notice that part of the JB Weld that I put on a seam to seal a leak has broken off, must have happened during install...going to order a new gas tank this week sometime... dont ya just love those little surprises!

Froom The Heart Of Kristina
The Illusion I care for you so much. My heart bleeds for you. Everytime you hurt. Everytime you feel pain. I cry inside for you. I want to take all your pain away. I don't care about my pain. All I want is you to feel free. From the pain. From the despair. I want it all to leave you. I'd sacrifice myself for you. I will take you in my arms. Where you can feel safe. You can feel comfortable. You can feel free. You can be yourself. I will take all the bad away. Someday...

Sup
hey this is dj sinister and fu-pastor do you need a fu-wedding done am your man alls you have to do is have your fu-hubby/wife and you rate all my pics fan me and me and send me i pm tellin me the day and time in est the names and it will be done

I Burn For U!!!
One hard breath between them… that's all it took to touch. Bodies barely rubbing with a thought, so close, too much. One body one the bed, sweat dripping down those lines With rivulets of anticipation, so wet, so close, so…mine Restraints are kept in place, shivering with desire I don't think I can hold it in, this passion, all this fire His skin, just too damn smooth Like silk upon my tongue And underneath this warmth, this promise that we've become I can see what I can't touch I can feel what I can't taste These lines fall fast around us On this bed, upon this face His hands are in my hair, pulling me to him One line runs down between us, shimmering, oh so thin So easy just to break it, to let that passion in To tighten all those places no hand was meant to touch To bend the branches of his trees with wind to barely brush… The scattering of feelings, of sight, of sense of smell Of his body pouring over mine My well too deep to fill I'm weeping at his mercy Beggi

Extacy
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and dema

Mama...
Mama.... Mama, do you love me? Mama, do you even care? What did I do To make you disappear? Never in my life Have i ever needed you more Then I do now Mama, I cant stand this pain inside me The hurt you caused The nasty words you said The bruises on my skin The pain in my eyes That I hide The brutal hits But all the while I was loyal to you Through all of it... Mama, They tried to take us away But I acted like it never happened Mama, I lied for you Just so that I could stay... Mama, the years have passed by And my babies grow day by day My husband dies and you pulled away Even more When i needed you, needed your arms You were gone... Did you ever care about me? Did you ever give a shit? What did I do to deserve being HIT!? And my brother got treated like a prince? Why did I deserve dirt While he deserved Gold? Because you hated my father Because you were sixteen And I ruined your dreams by having me? I didnt ask to be born I didnt as

Quote
i'm an expert in hookers, i'm an expert in doormats, i'm an expert in victims. they were the best parts. and i woke up -sociologically, politically, and creatively, I could no longer take those parts and look in the mirror.

How To Totally Rock A First Date
First, forget about all the clueless advice you’ve ever heard before. Next, get ready to blow him away...and actually enjoy yourself while you’re at it.Buzz up! By Molly Triffin Nothing invites bad advice like a first date — wear this, say that, and don’t under any circumstances say that — all with the aim of captivating a guy you’re not even sure you like...yet. Not only are those so-called rules the opposite of fun (and isn’t having fun the point here?), but they also can end up backfiring. Who wants to seem stiff or eager to please because you’re following some lame set of guidelines rather than just being yourself, which — trust us — is always more appealing than any script. “The best strategy for a great first date is to go into it with the goal of simply enjoying yourself, instead of harboring an agenda to win him over,” says Lionel Tiger, PhD, Charles Darwin professor of anthropology at Rutgers University and author of The Decline of Males. “That way, you’ll also c

Motivation
"We fix our eyes not on what is seen,but on what is unseen. For what we see is temporary,but what is unseen is external." "When you look in the mirror what do you see? I see somthing i dont understand,nor reconize" "There is no future,Living in the past.Help me let go of yesterday Then maybe we can make it last" "If you're searching for the truth,you must look into the mirror, and make since of what you see."

Killin Time
well' here i am lol just relaxin my company laid off like 150 ppl till after the first of the year!...im in construction ..im an ironworker so i usually have a few weeks off durnin the holidays. this year they started a lil earlier lol. so im home for da holidays lol..bored and drivin da wife crazy lol plenty of time to work round the house an fu!

Relationship Shit
First day that we met their was something special, something between us with so much potential. but something was nothing it was all just a game. you played my brain with your cute little brain, to think I thought their was something between us think that their was 'love' in between us, now thought I thought it was u in between us, now that I thought it was you that deceived us, but no 'US' it was YOU then ME. how the hell could I see what was happened to be, were you actually just playing with me, how the fuck could this be how you treated me, you said theses words and did theses things and you rapped me around like a fucking string. and u pulled me along and you led me on till all I got were words to a song. now the look in your eyes I thought you'd realize all those fucking lies, not a single truth to all you said, but I don't give a fuck because to me your dead… ....

Manners
I have this habit that anytime I interact with someone at their place of work I usually call them sir or mamn. I sometimes get strange looks, and sometimes I have to explain to them that they are working at a job, they deserve to be addressed with respect no matter what it is they do. I feel no matter what you do, if you are working, you should get respect for it while you are at work. That means I call the sixteen year old girl in the drive through mamn. Well, tonight the rare thing happened that has before, but not often, the person got upset with me and told me she wasn't old and didn't want to be called that. It's not a big deal to me, it just seems a little odd that people don't want to be respected.

Tag Ur It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? head 4. Your mother? elderly 5. Your father? l.a. 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? awesome 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? beach 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? 6'1 16. Muffins? hot 17. One of your wish list items? her 18. Where you grew up? everywhere 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? movie 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? hp 24. Your life? long 25. Your mood? curious 26. Missing someone?

The Story You Hear Iz True.....
YEAR AND DATE WAZ YEARZ AGO GOT A PHONE CALL FROM THIZ LATINA FREAK I WAZ BANGIN',FIRST THING SHE SAID WAZ,"BABY,IM JUICY & MY SOUNDZ ARE DRIVEN ME WILD.YOU NEED TO HURRY YA AZZ OVER CUZ I STARTED ALREADY LIKE I ALWAYZ DO".AS I SAY LET ME HEAR YA FINGERZ MAKE YA PUSSY SQUEAK & SQUISH.I HEAR THAT SQUISH,CUZ,THATZ THAT SOUND THAT DRIVE ME WILD.30 MINUTEZ LATER,I REACH THE DOOR,LIGHTZ OFF IN THE FRONT & IM LIKE DAMN,SHE DIDNT FALL ASLEEP,WHAT THE FUCC.THEN I LOOK DOWN & A NOTE IZ STICCIN OUT FOR ME......IT READZ:"GO TO THE BACC,YA SHOULD SEE A KEY IN THE BACC DOOR KEY HOLE LIKE I WANT YOU IN MINE,ALL UP,FILLIN' ME UP IN THERE BABY".I REACH THAT DOOR & ITZ IN THERE AIIGHT....OOOH SHE SNEAKY IM THINKIN',CUZ,I KNOW SHE JUST PUT THAT KEY THERE RIGHT BEFORE I GOT HERE.NOW MY CHOCOLATE AVENGER DICC IZ GETTIN HARDER CUZ IM ABOUT TO WALK IN ON SOMETHING WORTH SEEIN' YADIGGGA!!!!.PORNO PLAYIN',SHE ON THE COUCH SLOWLY RUBBIN' HER TWIRL BUTTON....SO I SLIDE UP BEHIND HER,KISSIN HER GENTLY ON HER

Thank You...
Thank you everyone for the comments and insight on the mumm I posted yesterday. I deleted it...but everyone was very helpful. I was surprised that I only had a few smart ass responses...but thank you again. I was the one deciding on whether or not I should get my daughter the scooter she wants because money is so tight these days. Well I'm going to search everywhere to get it, and hopefully I'm not too late. One thing though, someone mentioned about me waiting till the last minute, and I didn't. My daughter just decided she wanted a few weeks ago, and this Monday is the first pay I will have a little extra money. But thank you for being serious and helpful. Don't forget swing by my page..rate/fan/add/ me...I'll do the same for you.

Cold...
Once I was whole. I was new. The world still fresh and alive... Now I am fractured. I am used. The world is cold and gray. I used to invite the day in and strive to spread my happiness. Now I sleep and hope that happiness finds me again. I was a superman, on top of the world, King of the Mountain. Now all is flat and wasted. Superman is dead. I sit at the bottom. I sit at the bottom.

Lovers N Friendship
Love starts with a Smile, Grows with a Kiss, And ends with a Tear Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you Good Friends are hard to find, Harder to leave. And impossible to forget U can only go as far as U push Acttions speak lounder than words The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else! Don't let the past hold U back, you're missing the good stuff Life's short. If you don't look around One in a while U might miss it. And might even diss it A best friend Is like a 4 leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have sum people make the world special just by being in it. Best Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us when it hurts to look back, and u're scared to look ahead U can look beside U and Ur best friend will always be there for U. True Friendsshitp "Never" Ends. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like stars U don't always see them but U know they are always there. Don't frown

12.11.08 - Chevelle - The Clincher (this Should Be U)
SONG VERSION BELOW The Clincher - Chevelle VIDEO VERSION BELOW Chevelle - The Clincher - LYRICS BELOW Touch I'll stand for nothing less Or never stand again These are the limits when one's buried This body's left the soul Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down Careful of drifting off Now losing taste and touch Turning a pale blue leaning in to say This body's left the soul The brain needs oxygen Can't sneak around this bait His catacomb has got me by the chin This body's left the soul Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Now saturate [x4] and touch Now saturate [x3], the earth Now saturate [x3], the earth Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Made cold and crippled This happened to be never changing Holding inside, the phobia viewed Made cold and crippled

Four Christmases
So, folks, just wanted to let y'all know that I saw the movie, "Four Christmases" earlier today, which stars Vince Vaughn and Reese Witherspoon and its HILARIOUS and I would definetly recommend it but youll find that because it keeps ya laughing and makes ya want more, itll also seem really short in the hour and a half time frame that the movie takes up. Check it out though cuz its worth the time, I promise.