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When I Am An Old Woman
When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's time to leave! When I am

Cabin
There is a tiny wooden cabin In a town called Baxter Springs, Where my daddy and his momma and his brothers used to sing and his sisters gathered 'round them and my mom and brothers, too Lord, I wish that I could go back and sing the songs they knew! But as the Lord would have it, Daddy left us long ago... Grandma died and joined the angels, All my aunts and uncles, too But, the cabin's still a'standin' On that wooded end of town. Lord, I wish that I could go back and see them gathered 'round! Then one day my daddy came back and took us far away Left our momma cryin' bitter tears, To find another way. Many years went by and Daddy died and we were all alone 'Till we found our momma waitin' To bring her babies home. Yes, the little wooden cabin In the town called Baxter Springs Is still standin' in the woods,...alone Where no one ever sings. Our dear Daddy went to Heaven With his momma and the

Keeper Of The Lie
Keeper Of The Lie© I can't promise We'll last Forever. I don't think Forever Knows my name. Love is such a gentle, Fleeting, beauty, It can thrive or die Where dreams have lain. I'm not sure you want to Know the answer, The song of love has Made you weep before I have written songs Of love and laughter, And found them torn and Bleeding on the floor. I can't promise we Will last forever, I don't think Forever Knows my name. I have touched true love And seen it whither, Although my tears fell Like the rains of spring. I can hold your heart And feel it beating. I may search for promise In your eyes, Yet, I can't promise We will last forever. Forever is the Keeper Of the Lie Glenda 1998

Disney!!!
I Love Disney...So This Blog I dedicate too all Disney Characters!!!!!!!!!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Aww,so Cute!!!!!Yay MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Beautiful Belle!!!!!!!!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Thanks for viewing my Disney Blog

Plz Help Show Sum Luv
b>HEY EVERYONE I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A BLAST AND NEED SOME HELP WITH COMMENTS SO PLZ COME BY AND RATE MY PIC AND DROP ME A FEW COMMENTS I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT THANKS A BUNCH AND MUAH'S ALL AROUND CLICK THE PIC AND SHOW ME LUV...THX AGAIN

Ummmmm............... Just Read It
Hey whats up everyone? I met this really nice guy like 2 days ago he is so sweaome if i wasnt engaged i would date him in a heart beat and i hope that he knows that well i got to go ill ttyl Love ya Katieeee Oh and His name is Greg

Ok To Say A Prayer To Accept The Lord Isnt All You Have To Do> Read On>>
You must be sincere in your prayer and you must walk in Thy lord ,s love show all.. tell all of him and do think and act as our Lord would to others. Like help when you see a need , or give a smile showing love , be sincere, turn other cheek if need too .. .. Love thy neighbor as thyself , follow the Ten commandants and so on. i know it wont be easy and you will have times you feel like your failing so just call on Jesus or Thy Father to give you strenth and guidence and perserverance and patience and all other to keep you in Thy light and faith. Fight the devil with God,s help . Remenber God created you he loves you he Sent his only son to Die to save you and gave a great gift to you eternl life. Dont let the devil win > it,s worth every battle against the devil for you to (win) for you to belive in and have faith In God Almighty > . God Bless you .. Hugs diana .. if I can help you ,call out Ill try .. Ill try .. take care .. luv diana

About My Girl
OK so for those of you that have seen that i changed my locaqtion,is because im moving there on the 22nd of this month.(august)I have finally met the girl of my dreams and we actually hit it off real good.....Her name would be jessie and she really is the greatest,noone has compared to her in 27 yrs.So for this im just sayin if i seem happy i really am cuz i plan on marrying this one in the future.And she also wants to do the same... steph

Learning To Count
There was a little boy who was learning how to count. He had mastered the halfway point to a hundred, but was having some problems afterward. One day, he was counting, and he got to 58... 59, and asked what came next. Mom told him, "Sixty. Sixty is the next number." When he got to 69, he asked, "What comes after 69?" His father was just walking in the door from work, heard only the question, and he replied, "Listerine!"

Update
Hey ya'll! I know its been awhile since i been online like a week or so actually...i just got back to where i can get online and i am behind in this contest! Can ya'll help me out please??? Thanks so much!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Gasoline Prices
gasoline prices | | | jane wrigh... | Inbox ----- GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join wi th us! By now you're probably thinking gasoli

Bully For Mah Sexy Baby
Get your ass in here and get ur daily dose of DJ~Misfit!! Stop in and see his evil ass.....you know u will...cmon.. Click ANY picture to get to GoThS TwIzTiD ReAlItY....come hear some wikkid shit....MCL!! woop woop...

Practice What You Preach
I don't mind people telling me what to do in my life. If they're serious and sincere about it and especially, if they have done it themselves? For me, I rather listen and respect the people who are advising and suggesting to me what I should do in my life! I believe and trust the people who have done what they're telling me because you know for sure they're not telling you false facts/information because they have done it and they got more experience in that kind of situation/topic than you. For the others who are just saying it but has no experience and/or knowledge regarding their suggesting and advising. Some of those people are just saying it because they have an interest upon your welfare. Yet, the other people who gives their ideas to you are sometimes fooling themselves upon you! Another words, there are some people who don't follow what they're saying to you and even though, some of them are older than you, more experience in life than you, and they seem more intelligent than y

Joke Time
Joke A: In a bar, a man walks straight-up to a lady and says to her, "Can you cook my cock tonight?!" The lady slaps him in the face but the man yells out, "I mean my rooster!!" Joke B: A boy asks his father, "Dad, can I sleep with you tonight?" The father replied, "yes, you can!" Later that night, the boy asks his father "what's that?" The father said, "that's my snake…" The next day, the boy asks his mother if I can sleep with you tonight? The mother replied, "yes, you may!" Later that night, the boy asks his mother, "what's that?" She replied, "that's my head lights…" The next day, the boy asks both of his parents if he can sleep with them?" They both look at each other before saying anything and within 2 minutes they both agreed with their son's request. So, later on that night, they were laying down and the boy with an excited tone says to his mother, "mom turn on your head lights…dad's snake is coming!!!" Joke C: In a farm, there was a rooster that asked his w

Fragmentation
This fragment is related to October's special evening…"Halloween!!" The subject might be a little scary for some but it might not be scary at all for the others. Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy reading it as I enjoy writing it?! As the rolling thunder crashes and the lighting flashes over the evening skies in the small town of Oaks. Sarah is the only one home in her parents' 2 story house. She just watching her favorite show on T.V. and all of sudden, the power was cut! The entire block has no power at all at that moment and Sarah is now alone in the dark in her parents' house and she feels a little scare now. Then, within 3 seconds Sarah can hear and see her T.V. switching on but the power hasn't been switch on yet! Sarah can see a white, faded figure inside her T.V. screen but it's too far away in the back ground of the T.V. screen to see what it is? So, Sarah moved a little closer to the T.V. to see what's that figure in her T.V. but when she noticed it's a woman with long, lo

Fragment….
As the pale blue moon shines over Lakewood Forest while the thunder rolling and crashing in the evening skies with the heavy-down pour rain falling upon the earth as if it's screaming…Harold and John are cantering along the forest to elude from the rain and thunder but there's no refuge in that old and decaying forest! Yet, within an hour of their cantering and seeking for refuge from the thunder and rain they abruptly endow themselves in a battered, crumpling watch tower at the midst of the forest. They both unbolted the massive and aging doors of the watch tower. As they ramble inside the interior of the watch tower. They noticed at first the entrance of the watch tower was tiny but spacious. As they barren inside the entrance of the watch tower there was a cramped hearth in the marrow of the watch tower and at the top right ridge from the hearth there was some enfeebled logs. John was the first to trek to the enfeebled logs and he endows some dusty, ragged, and repossessed candles w

Cause And Effect
I once believed in true, devoted, and complete love for another but now-a-days, I don't care for true, devoted, and complete love for another because what I have experienced for the past few years of my life was totally a cause and effect! The cause was when I thought I knew everything about falling in love, devotion, loyalty, faithfulness, and finally finding the one that I could share my whole entire life with. I was once before a man that wouldn't settle down with any woman and for any kind of reasons to be with a woman for life. Plus, the idea of me settling down and being married made me sick in my mind and soul because the way I carried myself when I was still single and young! My carefree attitude towards my life as a single bachelor was just me doing anything I want to do…being with anyone I want to be with; seeing anyone I want to see; coming home alone or with someone (or more); not being tied-up with rules and obligations to anyone nor visa-versa; and I'm taking care of mys

The World….
As I journey through this world that God created for us and other creatures…I have noticed life can create such beautiful and mysterious things and at the same time, life can destroy them all within seconds! Yet, there's a certain thing that keeps life flowing smoothly…which is the course of evolution and growing things and decaying things that brings out the beauty, mysterious, wonder, and glory of the world that everyone can see now and towards the future of this planet's entail! So, if you ever wonder what makes this planet such a wonderful, beautiful, and full of life planet for all who lives on it?! Just look at its history, growth, civilizations, life style of every different cultures, species, and the most important thing is the beliefs of everyone living on this planet…that's where you can see the true aspects and beauty of this planet. Remember, you're not the only one who lives on this earth that lives by its contains and its natural laws and limitations…we all must try to le

My Life
Hello, I'm Peter Mark Aragon and this is a description upon my life journey! I was born in Baguio City, Philippines on October 30, 1972 and within 6 months of my birth both of my parents went to the states while I stayed in the Philippines with my grandparents but not in Baguio City…my grandparents raised me in Quezon province for 3 years and by 1976 (between June to August), my grandmother took me to the states to join my parents and my kid-brother (at which, my kid-brother is already one year old)…at that time, we're living in Stocklin, California with my auntie and her family. As for me, during that time I was speaking in tagalog because I didn't know any English at that time. We lived there for a year and by 1977 (after June), we moved to where I started pre-school and I went to another town for school because we lived right on the border line of two towns and we lived in an apartment at that time. By June or July of 1979, we moved to San Jose, Californiaand that's where I did my 1

Poem!
"Tears" I cry a tear for you, and it pisses me off.. I cry because you are gone, and never coming back again... The tears come down my face as I burn the thoughts of you from my mind.. I say good-bye to you and wipe the tears away.. You enjoy your time with her cause I am dead to you now.. I hope she makes your life hell cause that is where mine is now... I hope your happy now that I am gone.. I hope you miss me oneday as I missed you.. but I doubt you will... Farwell my wittle man, have a nice life.. *cries one last time* Farwell!!!! Written by Trish

Oj's Future
One day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies. He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him. "I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list, but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves." OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to the first room. In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in, and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell. "No," OJ said. "I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't think I could do that all day long." The devil led him to the door of the next room. In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full of rocks. All he did w

What I Own So Far: What I Like
1. Batman the Movie (Adam West) 2. Batman 3. Batman Returns 4. Batman Forever 5. Batman & Robin 6. Batman Animated Volume #1 7. Batman: Mask of the Phantasm 8. Batman: SubZero 9. The Batman and Superman Movie 10. Batman: Mystery of the Batwoman 11. Batman Beyond Movie 12. Batman Beyond: Return of The Joker 13. Superman the movie 14. Superman II 15. Superman III 16. Superman IV 17. Superman Returns 18. Batman Begins 19. Spider-Man 20. Spider-Man 2 21. DareDevil 22. Elektra 23. X-Men Collection: X-Men/X2 24. Ghost Rider 25. The Incredible Hulk 26. The Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible Hulk 27. The Death of the Incredible Hulk 28. Star Wars I: Phantom Menace 29. Star Wars II: Attack of the Clones 30. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith 31. Star Wars IV: A new hope 32. Star Wars V: The Empire strikes back 33. Star Wars VI: Return of the Jedi 34. The Story of Star Wars 35. Star Wars: Trilogy bonus material 36. Star Trek: Nemisis 3

Lordjesus In Giving Thankks Today For>>
You died for me , you were forsaken fOR me..., You save me; You for died me , You live with in me . It,s my choice to follow you, your my King, You are Jesus my Lord , Only one in my soul. I accept Thy Gifts and go on in Thy Name doing works and speeking out about Thy King To come and reign soon over this Earth. You will Come in great, Glory and angels will sing allehejallua! at top of their viice they will sing and I will sing and joy will fiil the whole Earth; we all will bow down ; At thy feet to worship you . Oh my King , O My Lord Jesus CHrist What a beatiful and loving thing to see; and behold the day you return. Thank you O lord for opening my eyes to know and my heart and soul; For you you reside their inside and I love you O lord with all ( my all). I had no life till You came saved me and now Lord ; Nothing matters except You ,Your love and salavtion and to do as I can, that you ask of me . O lord ;Im honored to do ThY calling . I would die for Thee i

Trials Laid Us By Satan ??>
may be so may be not mabe faith being tested I question not ; my lord know and watches out for me . He didnt bring me this far to see me fall. he loves me most of all. This I know I heard his call. Set backs we all have BUt GOD sees to them one by one he heals, or changes ones life , he reached us thru our soul he speeks upon our hearts you know if you hear a tiny voice there within listen to it and it is him our Lord whispering to you to and have faith act on what he says, do his calling , begin and you,ll know a GOD above all men he will guide you and love you he wiil start you on your walk in faith ; if you will just have to want to summit have faith and trust in him. MY Lord be That if Jesus Christ ;he is the King over all our lives well all answer to him one day. no time like now why waist. God is waiting to let you in and give you his gifts . will you accept. cause there isnt much time left. The gifts are as stated here love and Salva

Love Is A Drug!!!
Love (is a drug) Reproduced from the Sunday Times, Aug 1 1999 SCIENCE has now proved what the band Roxy Music knew long ago - that love is a drug. The giddy excitements of mutual attraction are nothing more than a chemical reaction in the brains of courting couples, according to the results of research conducted in laboratory conditions. Mercifully, though, the chemically induced insanity is temporary, as Roxy Music singer Brian Ferry discovered more than 20 years ago when girlfriend Jerry Hall dumped him for Mick Jagger. Men and women are biologically designed to be in love for 18 to 30 months, says the author of the research, Professor Cindy Hazan of New York's Cornell University. She interviewed and medically tested 5 000 people from 37 cultures and found that love's limited lifespan is just long enough for a couple to meet, mate and produce a child - there is no evolutionary need for the beating heart and sweaty palms associated with high passion. Hazen has identif

Fallen Members
Members of our Fire dept who have answered thier last call R.I.P. brothers. Hugh Morse.... Ted Delemter....Past Chief Herb Hoy...Past Chief Percy Hoy David Hoy Paul Alger Virgil Irwin Charles E.Vermilyea Sr....My Grandfather Charles E.Vermilyes Jr.....Past Chief....My Dad Fowler Finch.....Past Chief Paul Hamilton Sr William Hunt-Commionsner Thomas McWeeny Alton Cowen Gary Rosa Cliifford Edwards Clifford Garrison Elenor Boyd Robert Constable 3:48 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

True Passions
michele kissed him with all the emotion in her heart, and and all the passion that had bulit through so manng days of heated looks and fleeting touches.(your name)response was immediate, his arms like liveing metal,banding her, half lifting he from the tubas his mouth opened over hers and his toung stroked and tasted ,a low masculine sound of pleasure coming from deep in his throat. "THE TUB WILL HOLD TWO," she whispered, unsure where the thought came from, but certain that she wanted him there in the warm , sented water, skin to wet skin , rubbing aganist her . the image made a tight coil of haet twist deep inside her. where had her exhaustion gone? she felt alive and awake, her body strummed to hightened awareness. he laughed, the sound rich with promise,curling aorund her and through her and coming to rest at the juncture of her thighs in a steady pulse. she looked away as his hands went to the waistband of his paints then sudused by cursity , she she looked back to f

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 153
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Back.
Stolen away for the last 6 days more or less, by 2 of my siblings. Both along with everyone else in the family knowing how nothings really been going right in my life of late. Took me away for a few days out of the city. Just some nice quiet remote little place. Never felt so relaxing. Knowing full well, that the only ones which could call and bother us were our parents. Was a big weight off my mind. Now though, I'm home again. I'm really hoping that things stay quiet. Especially after the phone calls I had off my baby's biological father. None of it nice, and it's not getting written here. But all is well with both of us, and for that I am doubly glad. - Emjay

Message To Fans, Friends, Family
To all my Family,Friends,Fans at fubar.Please accept my appologies as i am going to have to sign off for quite some time.I am experiensing cash flow problems at the moment,and as i must put my kids first.I find i must sell my computer so to enable me to pay some outstanding bills.I would be very graetfull if everyone would accept my appologies.As soon as i can afford another pc i will recontact all of you.You all have been fabulous friends and i loved every second on fubar.I hope to see you all again soon.My love and thoughts to everyone.I felt i had to be 100% honest as you all have been with me.Thankyou all.Bye for now.XXXX

Yummy Lol
He takes it out slowly, looks at it and touches it with his warm wet tongue. Then touches it gently with his hot lips and starts sucking it with pleasure. He takes it out of his mouth and licks it, then bites it. Licks lips and then continues sucking. So yummy and juicy... mmmmmm... he loves ice cream.

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?
What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You: Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

"the Sex Quiz...are You Up For It?"
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a

May You Find Serenity And Tranquility
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours every day of your life. And may you give these gifts, as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who know hate, and let that love embrace you as you go into the world. May the teaching of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less

World War Iii
WORLD WAR III IS COMING President Bush decides to leave the White House and go out to sit in a local bar. A guy walks in and asks the barman, "Isn't that Bush sitting at the end of the bar?" The bartender says, "Yep, that's him." So the guy walks over and says, "Wow, this is a real honor! What are you doing in here?" Bush turns to the bartender and says, "See, I told you, no one gives a shit about the 140 million Muslims".

Newsletter?
I'm very interested in creating my own newsletter. My plan is (eventually) to have a well published newsletter with articles ranging from Current Affairs to the rarely heard news such as what's going around town. Ok so it'll be hard for me to find news from various towns across America, but I'll definitely try. I plan to have a Comments section for readers to email in and leave comments about the articles sort of like an Editorial section. A space for readers to be heard. I will have polls on common and not-so-common subjects that we all need to take note about. I hope to have a section about books or articles that I have not written that I feel are *NEED TO READ*. If you, the readers, have any suggestions or comments (right now or in the future) please feel free to email me at freedomwriterusa@gmail.com, but please refrain from emailing me at that address unless it is specific to this newsletter as I have reserved this address for only such a purpose. Thank you for taking

Long Long Ago
My high school was Charles H. McCann Technical High School. There were a few high schools in the area one could apply for but McCann had a two week cycle, 5 days classes, 5 days shop. The school had originally been set up as a trade's school but since they were stricter about attendance and maintaining of grades, they became the school of choice to attend. I applied and was accepted; I tested for the Machine Technology curriculum and made it in. Mach Tech had the more math than Data Processing, more blueprint drawing/reading than the Drafting curriculum, I could go on but it was known to be filled with the best of the best. (1980) Freshmen year, first day in shop. I was having my work looked at by one of the two Master Tool Die Makers, Mr. Ed Pyra. He wore his glasses down low on his nose as he was pointing out the details of the machine part and comparing them to the blueprint. Vice Principal Mr.Grant comes into the shop and heads to the teachers desks on a raised platform and enclos

The Question...why?!
why are thick girl in some cases looked at like their not beautiful or not as worthy as the next skinny-mini inna skirt that she can't poperly fill out?! the reason why i ask is because i've always loved women with hips and thighs and a waist worth wrappin my arms around. but, while datin thick women i notice the ill treatment they get from men and women alike! i know there are men and women that also like thick women, but because of their peers they do not let this be know by all for they fear the teasing they would get. i mean honestly if you yourself are a thin person and are reading this, then there is a good chance that you have had an attraction or more so had sex with someone who was thick themselves. now when i say thick i mean somebody who even though big, still look good. whether it be physical or personality there's something that you like. but, the only time you act on that feeling is behind closed doors or if there is no possible way it could ever get back to you. hell, i

Home
I'm home until Saturday. Then it's back to Charlotte. I'm having a family crisis so if I don't respond to something you say to me don't think I'm mad or anything. I respond to all my emails before I leave again. I love you all but am in love with only one hehe! ~kisses~ Becka

To U My Friend
When you're weary, feeling small When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all I'm on your side When times get rough And friends just can't be found Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down When you're down and out When you're on the street When evening falls so hard I will comfort you I'll take your part When darkness comes And pain is all around Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Sail on silver girl Sail on by Your time has come to shine All your dreams are on their way See how they shine When you need a friend I'm sailing right behind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind to u my friend.. im here always..

Mascara Stained Tears...
Black lines stream down her face Contaminating crystal tears. A side of her she hates to bare She hides her sadness from her peers. Her emerald eyes turn bloodshot red As she cries into the night So ashamed, is she, of this She refuses to face the light. Mascara stained tears to match her heart As she longs to be far away Away from the pain she feels The price, she deems, she has to pay. No one can console her No one can get too close, This is how she copes with pain Though it makes no sense to most. She will not harm herself She wishes not for death, But her insides burn with regret And she cannot seem to catch her breath. Her heart lies in shattered pieces Her sobs echo their haunting sound She puts her fist through a door Then falls, hard, upon the ground. Two hours later, the screaming stops She sits and faces the rising sun, Her eyes look gold in the growing light This battle with her heart, she has won. Her eyes have now a spark of life Though tears a

Final Goodbye
She sits by the window, Watching the rain, It sounds on the roof, And drives her insane. Upon a silk chair, Within this dark room, She leaves us her story, All that led to her doom. It begins "I was born." And ends, "Now I die." But wait, that last line, Was only a lie… In a time once graceful, Where no hatred was fed, She found a young man, Who now lies somewhere dead. He promised his return, The start to new life, For once he came home, He'd make her his wife. Such saddening news, With which she can't cope, Yet, still in her heart, A glimmer of hope. Alas her young love, Will never, home, return, She still smells the smoke, As her lover's pyre does burn. Her tears stop flowing, Her heart becomes stone, She'll live out her life, Forever, alone. She left us, this night, Her head she held high, This sad, sorry tale, Of her final goodbye...

For The Six Miners Lost Under Ground In Utah>
So many are working to get them out . It,s been eight days with out food or water , second hole drilled they still arent found. third hole taking time to get thru . I pray they be found soon . We as a human cant live without water or food over 6 -10 days . if God is willing; And we can all pray may be they will be ok; But its Gods will be done not our so. antisapation sets in , I pray also for the people working so hard to rescue the miners too . That they need Gods help and they need prayers cauce some are suffering and hurting and mabe even losing hope or faith ; but if we prayer for them may be they will stay strong and belive and cling to God in a very strong way; And this could make all the difference you see.. If we all pray together as a nation and country together Under God as its suppose be to be. Pray for all in need now and Thank you Lord .. Amen..

God Has A Plan For All>>>>>>>>>>
God has a plan for all we just dont see the whole picture. We live , we make mistakes , we learn, we fall again , we are only human. To err is Human it forgive devine . You have heard this time after time ; well I know all to well about falling ,having to get back up and walk in the faith again. we all do this is always gona happen because we are a human with feelings concious , dreams , hopes , sort comings and vanity , we as people a have so many things we put in our lives and probally worship some things, and we forget God is the only God. Money ,sex or ,jewls or what ever you value more isnt worth it cause God made all; put all here and he is the reason for all; even down to last breath in our bodys and blood pumping into out hearts he gave all. he loves us and we ,what do ,we some of us do we deny him and cusre him ang mock him. Our Lord He that loves us more than life who died on that cross for all. We shammed him torchered him as people who hated . and wouldnt

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Louis Ck, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Fall Interns Needed, O&a Show And Traveling Virus In Dc, Anthony Photoshop Fodde
Hey you College-Aged Boys and Girls... WE'RE LOOKING FOR FALL INTERNS! APPLY ONLINE NOW! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The skies are clear, and it's a beautiful Rock Scream Tuesday, so have yourself a warm beverage, crank up some Jim Gillette, get those VAN HALEN t-shirts out of the closet, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best David Lee Roth impression (no, we don't get fired from your radio gig). It's also Hummer Tuesday, Wake Up Your Spouse/Partner/Buddy Tuesday and Far Away Phone Call Tuesday. Since we can't actually DESCRIBE Hummer Tuesday on the air (it's a blowjob, sheesh), perhaps if you're a lucky fella or lucky gal, you'll Turn on Your Paltalk and see a few hummers going on. At the very least, you'll see the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. We watch them, and you should too!) Our pal Louis CK will be hanging with the show

My Words Of Wisdom..
- Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. - Tell me what you need and I'll tell you how to get along without it. - Just when you think you've finally hit bottom, someone tosses you a shovel. - Sex is only dirty if you do it right. - Logic is a systematic method of coming to the wrong conclusion with confidence. - All opinions are not equal. Some are much more robust, sophisticated and well supported in logic and others are just plain dumb.

This Site! Im Fubard!
Im so blown away about ths site! I didnt know people posted their nude fotos here! an online friend of mine turned me on to this site and now Im hooked! I made this site my home page! who ever thought of his is pure genius!

Shattered Dreams
A Shattered Dream Lost in confusion An unexpected loss As though the world was my enemy And nothing seemed to be my destiny Lost in thoughts As though I'm lost in confusion And lost in my life Like a winding road Things just wind around me Lost in dreams As though I'm lost in sleep Never wanting to wake again From a neverending dream Until it ends finally, Which I call... A shattered dream!

California
Ok, so in Nov i'm going to be in cali for 4 days so far i've learned there's a subway sandwhich shop close to my hotel. That's about it. Hoping others from cali will send me suggestions on places and things not to miss while i'm out there. This will be my first trip to cali. I'll be in the LA/Anaheim area for a FFXI convention. Here's hoping my fubar friends will point me in some interesting directions. Espeically if I have to make early reservations or whatever.

Mandy (part 3)
The phone rang... "Hello?" "Jack?" "No, this is Harry." "Hi Harry...this is Mitch...Mandy's Dad." “Oh, shit!!!” I thought...I am going to get in trouble. "My wife and I need to go to her Mother's place in Arizona tonight...she had a heart attack today and she’s in critical condition." Mitch explained "Oh wow...I am really sorry to hear that." My body relaxed realizing Mandy didn't say anything. "Thank you...I was hoping that you could look out for Mandy. You know, if needed, maybe Mandy could come over and stay with you on and off for a few days...just until her aunt gets here." Mitch said Clearly Mandy hadn't mentioned that Jack and Kimmie are on vacation and she and I just met… "We've just moved here and we haven't met too many people and Mandy has said lots of nice things about you all." “You all…I don’t even live here” I thought to myself... "Oh...of course...that would be no problem...I'd be happy to have her. Mandy is a wonderful girl. She can stay as long as you gu

Triquetra
The Triquetra & The Three Stages Of A Woman's Life by Sorer X A few months back, a mother and daughter were shopping at our store when the daughter, a precocious nine year old, happened to notice the Triquetra necklace which we keep on display in our necklace case. "Do you know what that means?" she asked. "Yes, I do," I replied, and began to tell her everything I knew about this symbol, which was sacred to the ancient Celts. I didn't get very far into my spiel, however, before the girl interrupted me rather impatiently. "No!" she exclaimed. "It's 'the power of three!'" Her mother and I had a little chuckle over this. Obviously, the little girl was a fan of the Charmed television series and, in her mind, "the power of three" was all she needed to know. The historic details and facts, so important to my adult mind, were boring and demystifying to her. As far as she was concerned, pop culture had summed it up nicely when it boiled the meaning of the Triquetra down to

Athena
My sweet white chow who was with us 16 years, died Aug 9,2007. She was so sweet and so pretty,I will miss her very much. I have been so sad and feel like this house is just not right without her. My dear friend, I will never forget you. I am so glad to have had her in my life. The Creation When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He'd finished not one was quite the same. He said, "I'll walk this world of mine and give each one a name." And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it's strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, "Dear Lord, there's not one left for me." Kindly the Father said to him, "I've left you to the end. I've turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend." Author Unknown

A New Day
A New Day At dawn, through my opened window, I gazed upon a breathless, And heart-stopping sight. On the horizon in front of me, Appeared an aurora of mystical lights, Reflecting deep into the cavities and, Ridges of the surrounding mountains. Before me shown the early light, Penetrating the morning mist, As it caused perpetual golden rays To illuminate through the highest Mountain peaks, Awakening the earth below. As I peered closely, Brilliant colors of light Stretched upward, Like fingers on a hand Into the yet, dawning sky. Oh, as I gazed at this precious sight, Time itself seemed to be waiting, And wanting to grasp hold of The first beams, that would burst forth From the East and to witness, The suns smile beckoning "The Brand New Day. "

Pain
Pain Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

Things To Think About When You Cannot Sleep At Night
Things to think about when you cannot sleep at night - LOL!!! o Why do people say "heads up" when you should duck? o In Disney's "Tarzan," how come Tarzan doesn't have a beard? o How come the words "thaw" and "unthaw" mean the same thing? o What does "OK" actually mean? o Wouldn't it be ironic if someone were to choke and die on a Life Saver? o When a car is for sale and it has a balloon on it, does the balloon come with it? o Why is it that when we are humming, and we block our noses, the humming stops? Do we really hum through our mouths or our noses? o (Bet you try it) o Are children who speak in sign-language allowed to talk with their mouth full? o How fast do hotcakes sell? o Do stuttering people stutter when they think to themselves? o Isn't it strange that Halloween is the one day a year that your parents tell you to take candy from strangers?

Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2 "Sky falls, you feel like It's a beautiful day Don't let it get away" You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments. And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?

Birth Month Meaning
Your Birth Month is October You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: Gratitude, comfort, and true love Your gemstone: Tourmaline Your flower: Cosmos Your colors: White and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Love Profile
Libra - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as importan

Our Lord Mkes All A Promise Of Eternal Life If>
HE does forgive us and wash away all sin . HE will except us into his heaven upon death if we have faith in Jesus Christ who paid for our sin and died on the cross to pay for all sin . so we could be adopted as Gods children and enter into eternal life also.. Cause he Jesus Christ loved us this much . SO did the Heavenly Father. CAuse he came thru HIS son JESUS CHRIST TO THIS EARTH.. JESUS was of human blood and of GOD,S creation The Father flowed thru His son JESUS CHRIST VEINS.......... hugs diana

Better Together...... Jack Johnson
There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard No song I could sing But I can try for your heart Our dreams, and they are made out of real things Like a, shoebox of photographs With sepiatone loving Love is the answer, At least for most of the questions in my heart Like why are we here? and where do we go? And how come it's so hard? It's not always easy and Sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together MMM its always better when we're together Look at the stars when we're together Its always better when we're together Yeah, its always better when we're together And all of these moments Just might find there way into my dreams tonight But I know that theyll be gone When the morning light sings And brings new things But tomorrow night you see That theyll be gone too Too many things I have to do But if all of these dreams might find there way Into my day to day scene Ill be under the imp

For Jane
For Jane by Charles Bukowski 225 days under grass and you know more than I. they have long taken your blood, you are a dry stick in a basket. is this how it works? in this room the hours of love still make shadows. when you left you took almost everything. I kneel in the nights before tigers that will not let me be. what you were will not happen again. the tigers have found me and I do not care.

6 Kinds Of Sex!!!! Lol
The 1st kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning ... Nun in the afternoon ... and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. ***Oops. Don't forget the

Dreams..."i'm Flying"
Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams where you become aware that you are dreaming, known as lucid dreaming. Many dreamers have described the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.� If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.� Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life.�You need to identify who or what is hindering you fro

People Can Be So Cruel
I find it so unnerving that people can be so cruel. I hate it that people judge me just because they can. We are nothing like animals. Animals act on instinct. We do not. We have reasoning. I just wish the general populous would pull their heads outta their asses and become a functioning part of society, just as we, the more intelligent group have done since the beginning of time.

Fascinate
A teacher asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Mary said, "My family went to the New York City Zoo, and we saw all the animals. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted the word fascinate." Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to the Philadelphia Zoo and saw the animals. I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Good, but I really wanted the word fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because Johnny was noted for his bad language. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word fascinate" so she called on him. Little Johnny said, "My sisters sweater has 10 buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten 8."

Three Ducks....
Three ducks were swimming in a pond after midnight and were arrested for trespassing. The next morning, they were called to appear in court. The judge called in duck number one and said, "What where you doing in the pond after midnight?" "I was blowing bubbles." The judge then called in duck number two and asked him the same question. "Judge, I was blowing bubbles." He then called in duck number three and said, "So let me quess — you were blowing bubbles too?" "No, I'm Bubbles."

State-of-the-art Watch
A rather confident man walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance, then casually looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and asks, "Is your date running late?" "No", he replies, "I just bought this state-of-the-art watch and I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?" "It uses alpha waves to telepathically talk to me," he explains. "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties..." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken then because I am wearing panties!" The man explains, "Damn thing must be an hour fast."

A Documentary
Barbara Walters was doing a documentary on the customs of American Indians. While touring a reservation during the documentary she was puzzled as to why the difference in the number of feathers in the headdresses. So she asked a brave who only had one feather in his headdress, his reply was: "Me only have one woman. One woman ... one feather." Feeling the first fellow was only joking she asked another brave. This brave had two feathers in his headdress and he replied: Me have two women. Two women ... two feathers." Still not convinced the feathers indicated the number of sexual partners involved, she decided to interview the Chief. Now the Chief had a headdress full of feathers. Which, needless to say amused Ms. Walters. She asked the Chief, "Why do you have so many feathers in your headdress?" The Chief proudly pounded his chest and said: "Me Chief, me fuck'em all. Big, small, fat and tall, me fuck'em all." Horrified, Ms. Walters stated, "You ought to be hung."

To The One Hurting Last Night I Hope You Read My Last Blog And Find Comfort In It>>
I cant say why God took you Child or: It,s not for me to say > I can comfort you and give our Lords word ; But you seemed to know them well . Just keep him in your life and heart dont hate try to keep the faith no matter what , for the Devil( be strong) tRYS TO tear your family , life and all you have apart now. and you cant let him ; You have to fight him, I know you said you lost alot already ; dont let Satan have your soul , it,s what he is after when you be weakest he gains control..... .....I wish I had the right words or answers for you but I dont; God does ;So I pray That he,ll send you and answers soon ; That he,ll heal you and send you a new life or new beginning ; and just as joyful as the last; but that you,ll make new memories and a new life and be abundantly given thru our Lordand that you heal from the past > It has happend for some of those in the Towers falling that were hurting and in pain, some have went on and have a new life ; new beginning and let

Satan Trys To Tear Down Those That Have Faith And He Will Attack So To Weakend Them..thru Their Losses And Pain He Gains Souls To Himself And Evil >
satan Lies and wheels and deals to get what he wants > he twistes the truth and he hides; he is a coward and he uses our families; destroys them so he can move in gain Control of our lives; and take us to the bottom ;> I know all to well> But My lord Stepped in for me , he can step in for you just call Upon him ,; Dont belive Satan and his lies > God didn,t do This bad Thing to your family ; Satan did it and makes us hurt angry and hate to blame our God.; Yes God can enter -veen but God Sends trials , trubliations to all lives ; Test us and our faith in him . We must hold fast our faith in our Lord and Jesus Christ , it as in heaven. You Know "The Lord,s Prayer" Here its is again ; "Lord,s Prayer" : Our Father who art in Heaven Hollow be thy name , Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven , Give us our daily bread Forgive us our trespassers as we forgive those who trespass against us lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil, f

My Xxx Nsfw
Just to be clear - I have a series of photos of my gorgeous wife, her girlfriend and I in my NSFW folder. I wish Fubar had a way to flag access by individual friends as there are many I would love to provide access to those folders. Instead I have to restrict access only to "family". So, if you want access, you must ask me. They are very NSFW and XXX. I will however use discretion in allowing people to look. Bi-women and lesbians will love them.

Oh Baby
Oh baby, you're so hot you make me wild when you tantalize.... Oh baby, you're so hot all I can do is fantasize. I never knew you could make love like this and when I feel your steamy kiss that's when the attraction pulls me into your arms and we dance sexily, swaying back and forth, stepping left to right pressed together real tight. When I feel every part of you that's my heaven, my delight. Don't stop You're so hot. Oh baby, last night you were ecstasy when you rode me in New York City, skyscrapers rising all around as we travelled a horse and carriage uptown; rocking and swaying, side to side feeling the perfection of our ride, slow then fast, you never let me go you rode me beyond my euphoric plateau. Oh baby, you're so hot, I never want you to stop oozing sex appeal when you tantalize, cos' I'm in heaven with your lips on mine; let me hear your cries tonight when all I can do is fantasize.... let me touch you, le

My Dreams
Finding the way to heaven! To know what it take for a human body to posse only love. Acquiring the chance to hold hands with the Good Lord .To control the good the bad and the ugly with situation .With a greatness so divine that's conceived of that which it will become what's grateful and the most powerful. Knowing that when I unworthily or holy, mean, mad ,hurtful ,, that there is a better way to be .To be feeling,. There's a better way to which controls my being , spiritually ,and emotionally...Power of control of ones self is just the beginning of acceptance that such harm and injury to one heart is persuaded with the influence of one mind, To control. As dear as my heart is to me ,,It to is mortal and temporary, just as my time to learn stronger and smarter. “ TO Give" Written

Be Nice, I Try To Write Some Shit
"We are the dreamers, artisans of mind.. thoughts scattered like ancient spirits. Linked together like a spiders web. Beautiful as deadly, it shimmers to entice, even the dreamer can be snared. Weave with caution and weave with purpose. creation is constant, neverending. We are the dreamers, and weavers.. take care of your design." -me

Ahhhhh!
I enjoy spending the day at the spa that my family owns. I love the personal suanas we have there. little did I know we have cameras inside em to make sure if someone is not trapped. Personally I think the lady that manages the spa is a little voyuer spy.

Reminds Me Of My Internet Start Up Days
This web site is incredible...scrolling links who ever thought of that!? Reminds me of the earlier days when I used to work for several internet start ups. All my friends from MIT were programmers but not me I was busy building porn sites for the companies I developed for. I was more like a shameless snake oil sales men. hell I was grossing over $100,000 dollars a month. Lucky we got out before the bubble broke. I made a lot of people money.

I Dont Work At A Spa
I dont work at a spa. I'm self employed but want to open up my own healing center. Perhaps my own massage institute. Im all bout pushing products. Today is friday and I have 6 massages to do. from 12 noon till 9PM. I got a massage yeaterday and it was great!

1. Time Around..
Guess I better write something clever here.. Well, I got lured into this thing by a new friend of mine, not shure yet if I should thank her or block her IM, guess time will tell. She did however buy me some drinks, always a good way to make me like someone better... Anyways, seems like a fun place, I'll try and stick around for a while and see what adventures i can get out of this site! So, helloooooo Fubar-ppl! >_>

Friends
FRIENDS: Will stand guard while u take a piss. REDNECK FRIENDS; Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. REDNECK FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. REDNECK FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. REDNECK FRIENDS: Laugh at you ---------------------------------------------------------

Sex Education
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as

D@mnit My Internet Is Pissing Me Off
My internet connection is through my cable line and it just failed a few minutes ago for the second time today, and the third time within the last 24 hours. If you see me logged in, and my name says I'm here but I'm not responding to you, then it's because my internet connection has failed yet again and I'll get back on as soon as I possibly can. This is ridiculous. Not only is our cable tv all fubarred up, every time it's working halfway decent, the d@mned internet connection goes to shit.

Just Want To Say See You All Soon!!!!
I Cathleen Austin would just to say on my behalf. Thank you all for the friendship, understanding,careind and shareing of others pic and profiles. But most of all the worm and heart filled love for the friendship in witch I was to be able to incounter from meting new people. And most of it I give the thanks to Cherrytap when I first became a menber on here. So with great sadnees I am here to bid you all a fairwell ontill we met again!!! Just remember you all who have met me and even got close to me. I love you all and will keep you in my throughts and my heart.As far as it goes I do belive my last day on here will be around next week the 27th So you all take care and I wish you all well!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Cathleen Austin

Well That Bites
Went to court, and what a fuckin laugh...My ex, beats the shit out of me, rapes me, in front of the kids...amd he gets 3 months, only for rape...He pleads temorary insanity, and they believe him, sayin I did cause him stress???? WTF!!!! Me cause him stress...Well what can I say, then need to make slaughterin men legal!!!!!!! Thanks Dusty and Mina for ur guys comments and support on my other blog...Love ya guys lots

The Sex Quiz.....do You Dare??
The Sex Quiz.....Do you Dare?? YOU START AT 50 and ADD or SUBTRACT points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. 000-Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated.

Beware Of The Clit Ring
I was grinding against her, but that wasn't enough. She lifted her leg into me, bringing me dangerously close to a premature explosion. Curling her fingers underneath my shirt, she lifted and pulled it off. "So," I grinned, "That's how you want it, is it?" She moaned. I kissed down her neck and helped her finish what she had started. Soon, no clothing could be found on either of us and we both seemed to like it that way. Moving my way down her neck, chest, and stomach, I reached her holiest of holies, and what a hole it was. Ripe and ready, I prepared myself for a deliciously sensual snack. As I moved in for the kill, I noticed that a tiny, horseshoe-curved, golden bar punctuated her center of ecstasy with a little ball on either end--she had a clit ring. "You have a clit ring," I whispered excitedly. She picked her head up and looked down at me. "Be gentle, but play around with it." Not being one to disappoint a lady, I went to work--pushing it up, pushing

Excited!
It has been quite sometime since i've been able to pamper myself. So tomorrow i'm going to go out and get my hair layered, and highlighted! I'm utterly excited! It's been a long time coming i'd say. Well that's all. I was just estatic! Purple highlights here I come :D

I Wish
I wish I could take back every wish on every star I wasted on you I wish I could uncry every tear I ever cried over you I wish I could give every kiss I gave you to someone who wasn't secretly kissing someone else I wish I had never given you my heart I wish I had been smart enough to see through your lies I wish I could go back and reverse ever meeting you But most of all, even now hurting like hell I wish you loved me

Another One Bites The Dust
Saturday, August 18, 2007 another one bites the dust http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/08/17/whitehouse.snow/index.html WASHINGTON (CNN) -- White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position as early as next month, sources inside and outside the Bush administration told CNN on Friday. White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position soon, sources said Friday. When contacted by CNN about his possible departure, Snow said, "I'm not making any announcement." Snow told conservative talk-show host Hugh Hewitt on Thursday that "financial reasons" may prevent him for serving the remainder of his boss's presidency. "I'm not going to be able to go the distance, but that's primarily for financial reasons." Snow said. "I've told people when my money runs out, then I've got to go." According to The Washington Post, Snow makes $168,000 as the White House spokesman. CNN has previously reported that Chief of Staff Josh Bolten t

I Sit And Wish For You.....
I sit here every night, I sit and wish for you. Wish you were mine, Not his; mine, and true. I have been broken, Torn at the seems. I promised, I tried, I would do anything. It is never enough, So helpless, I feel. Have I lost you forever? I don't know how to deal. Things seemed fine, "I love you," you'd say. Was that all a lie? Because you've thrown me away. For another guy, For another face. Do you think he's the one? Can I just be replaced? He'll never love you, As much as I do still. You're my true love, It's unconditional. No matter what happens, The feeling stays. I meant it, when I promised, "Until my dying day." I'm trying to understand, Be a good person to you. I could be selfish, And very cruel. But I can't, My heart is still with you. "If you love someone, Let them go." But will you return? I just don't know. . .

How To Win The War
Take all American women who are within five years of menopause. Train us for a few weeks, outfit us with automatic weapons, grenades, gas masks, moisturizer with SPF15, Prozac, hormones, chocolate, and canned tuna - drop us (parachuted, preferably) across the landscape of Afghanistan , and let us do what comes naturally. Think about it. Our anger quotient alone, even when doing standard stuff like grocery shopping and paying bills, is formidable enough to make even armed men in turbans tremble. We've had our children, we would gladly suffer or die to protect them and their future. We'd like to get away from our husbands, if they haven't left already. And for those of us who are single, the prospect of finding a good man with whom to share life is about as likely as being struck by lightning. We have nothing to lose. We've survived the water diet, the protein diet, the carbohydrate diet, and the grapefruit diet in gyms and saunas across America and never lost a pound We can

Little Old Lady
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and once in awhile a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a police-man stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag.. "Damn!" says the little old lady....."I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "W ell, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no", says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his thingie through the bushes, I say '$20 or off it comes!' " "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "Good luck!" By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well",

Racism
Everyone is in a hurry to scream "racism" these days! "In what aisle could I find the Polish sausage?" The clerk looks at him and says, "Are you Polish?" The guy (clearly offended) says, "Well, yes I am. But let me ask you something. If I had asked for Italian sausage would you ask me if I was Italian? Or if I had asked for German bratwurst, would you ask me if I was German? Or i f I asked for a kosher hot dog would you ask me if I was Jewish? Or if I had asked for a Taco would you ask if I was Mexican? Would you? Would you?" The clerk says, "Well, no!" "If I asked for some Irish whiskey, would you ask if I was Irish?" "Well, I probably wouldn't!" With deep self-righteous indignation, the guy says, "Well then, why did you ask me if I'm Polish because I asked for Polish sausage?" The clerk replies, "Because you're at Home Depot."

If We Had Sex?
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you?

How Good Are You?
You scored as Sex God, You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God78% A Romantic70% A Slave To BDSM60% Virgin28% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Lovin Ozzfest!!
this is 1 place were u can just be yourself, and anybody who is nobody or somebody just come together and have a great time. At ozzfest you don't have to worry about what you wear becuase 9 times out of 10 that shit's gonna get ripped off lol. So if your an ozzy fan i can't stress enough take the time this year gather up some friends and hit up Ozzfest 2007, the great part about it is its free so what do you have to loose besides your cloths or a few broken bones!

Irish Coffee
Subject: IRISH COFFEE Date: Wed, 20 Sep 2006 22:39:18 EDT An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to seek his help in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra?" Asks the doctor. "Not a chance," she said. "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an Irish Soluble Viagra. Drop it into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went." It wasn't a week later that she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! 'Twas horrid. Just terrible doctor!." "Really? What happened?" asked the doctor? "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped his self straight up, with a twinkle in his eye, and with his pants a-bulgin' fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent the cups and tablecloth flyin', ripped me c

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Down South!!
I will take you now by the hand, Lay down damn it, I push you on the bed. I strip my clothes off doing a dance instead Revealing 40 D’s you take it all in. Bending over in front of you straddling Your hand slowly moving up my thighs You feel my pussy I sigh I’ll feel your arms giving you a chill, Make you so horny, Please be still. Removing your shirt over your head Kissing and sucking your tits, over and again At this point you will be so wet Yearning for my mouth to be on your clit. Unzip your shorts and off they will go My mouth makes it‘s way to your lips you moan. I kiss and lick the left one then right You moan uumm suck it, nibble, bite. I do what you say without hesitation I cant wait, my mouth waters with anticipation. I slide my tongue all the way up in you. Flicking your clit with my finger you move I want to feel you tighten around my fingers I shove them deep the feeling lingers I move faster and harder in and out all the wh

Having A Crappy Week...
Ok, so I drive 2 hours to visit with my kids at my ex wife's house. Due to health issues I am required to see them with her there. I drive all the way up there and no one is there. She did not call notify me, or anything else. In the last six months she has tried everything she can think of to get me to stop coming. I find out she was with some guy and I have no idea where my kids were. Some days I wish I ceased to exist. She continues to upset my kids and the only one capable of making it stop means my completely stopping the attempts to see them. What would you do? Some body have any ideas of how exactly I can get past this. Her dating is not my issue her doing things and not presenting the children when and where she is supposed to is.

20 August 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, August 20: Everyone around you has problems that they want to bend your ear about. While the advice you give is full of hypocrisy you can take heart in knowing that they aren't really listening anyway.

Loan A Person
What a cool idea! This event went around Denmark this weekend, different people from different backgrounds(ethnic/religious/society/...) were making themselves available for people to loan. Meaning you could get to talk with people you don't normally get to talk with. Like you loan a book at the library(librarians rule) you could flip through a catalog over people who were available. It ranged from elderly people born and raised in Denmark, to young boys from Iraq or Nepal, who had moved here trying to find a brighter future. The meaning of this is off course to break down some barriers between people and hopefully clear out some prejudices(am I even spelling this right??) about other people! Great event, this should be done more often, more more places!

Nymphomaniac Convention
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Boston." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American men are the most we

Go Get Em Boys..........
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the : United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) All they were told was.......... 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

This Would Make Me Go To Church That Day Amen!!!!!!!!!
NAHA, Japan - Passengers used emergency slides to evacuate a China Airlines jet just minutes before the plane burst into a fireball Monday on the tarmac. All 165 people aboard escaped unhurt, including the pilot, who jumped from the cockpit at the last second. Transport Ministry official Akihiko Tamura told reporters that airport traffic controllers had received no report from the pilot indicating anything was wrong with the Boeing 737-800. "The fire started when the left engine exploded a minute after the aircraft entered the parking spot," Tamura said. The plane burst into flames seconds after what the last crew member escaped from a rear door and the pilot jumped from the cockpit window, according to footage from national broadcaster NHK. The aircraft skidded on the tarmac on its way from the runway to the gate after landing, starting a fire that prompted the emergency evacuation, according to China Airlines spokesman Sun Hung-wen. "After the plane landed, there were flames, a

The Promise
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be there. And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, and I'll be there. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will. When your day is through, and so is your temper, You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there. Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out, with no gripe to bear. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you... I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.

Naughty Time
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little cor

Weeks Six, Seven And Eight All In One!
Young At Heart: Week Six No Regrets Live your life with no regrets. Did you let the guy of your dreams get away? Did you lose your grandmother's heirloom ring? Did you say something wrong in your job interview? Nothing zaps vitality like living with "shoulda couldas." They stop you from concentrating on what you could be doing today and will be doing in the future. Mistakes are all part of the learning process and will help shape future choices. Most mistakes will be irrelevant a year from now anyway. They will be replaced with new mistakes and new succeses. Never forget that good things often come out of bad things. If you didn't mess up today, you might not be in the right place to experiance soemthing wonderful next week Young At Heart: Week Seven Sing Silly Songs Before becoming a self-conscious grown-up, you probably sang songs at the top of your lungs to anyone who would listen- and many who didn't want to! Now is the time to release the opera diva, rock star or co

The Military Wife
The Good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What is wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess for 4 or 40 with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant or has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location 10 times in 17 years. And, oh yes, she must have six pairs of hands!" The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued. "Don't worry, we will make other Military Wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separation, beat soundly when it is o

Lost
I don't know where I belong anymore. I feel so lost and a lone. I know where I want to be but not if that's where I should be. I'm not really happy anywhere else. It's sad when you're at your happiest in a hotel room in another state. I'm feeling very self destructive and am starting to worry even myself. I'm not sure I'm ok anymore and I'm not sure what will make me ok again. I really feel like just giving up! Somebody save me from myself!!! I just want to belong somewhere and be happy. Is that too much to ask? I wish I could just sleep forever and never have to hurt again!!!

Stupid Things Not To Say To Someone Whose Husband Is Deployed
1. "Aren't you afraid that he'll be killed?" (This one ranks in at number one on my "duh" list. Of course we're afraid. We're terrified. The thought always lingers at the backs of our minds ---but thanks, you just brought it back to the front. Maybe next you can go ask someone with cancer if they're scared of dying.) 2. "I don't know how you manage. I don't think I could do it." (Though this is really annoying, I feel bad about mentioning it because I know that it is intended to be a compliment. Still, it's not like all of us military wives have been dreaming since childhood of the day we'd get to be anxious single moms who carry cell phones with us to the bathroom. We're not made of some mysterious matter that makes us more capable, we just got asked/told to take on a challenging job and we rose to the challenge.) 3. "At least he's not in Iraq." (This is the number one most annoying comment for my friends whose husbands are in Afghanistan. As one friend put it, "What do t

Another Poem I Wrote
The eyes are the windows to the soul As like the water is the main source of life Love is a four letter word But the feeling is so much more The wind blows and the birds sing Sunshine covers darkness And darkness covers sunshine Live the life you have for there is only one So i say my poem and my word here is done.

Untitled Poem
With mixed emotions of love and hate. becomes one symbol of heart and triangle. The heart may be strong but at times it will break. my mind so weak and mentally broken. Fearing thats the tears will start to fall again. My mind racing through various obsticles. At the end it crashes and the tears start flowing. As I close my eyes my world becomes dark. Then the candles blew and then dissapeared. The windows open and he appeared. Saying dont be afraid.

A Poem I Made For A Friend
Some roads in life seem bright and straight but don`t they all circumnavigate paths that promise delight and mirth sometimes you overrate their worth fluffy clouds deceive and rain a lily`s pink wings so cruelly slain just by the touch of a callous hand that hurts (and you know I understand) don`t see this world as cruel, though for all your grief shall flee tomorrow under clouds of gray and tears of woe have faith, your petals shall re-grow your smile brightens up the soft light it strikes your face and sparkles bright and with those glimmers, God even stud the pink lily`s life with a special bud people shall come and people shall go but this bud will always, beside you grow if the nights are cold and you feel colder I`ll light a fire and be your shoulder sometimes the rain will veil the sun but we know getting wet is buckets of fun I`ll be right there, if you ever feel blue to listen to you moan `all because of you.` I know you`re sad now, it`s a steep c

Live Life To The Fullest
Live life to the fullest, Because you only have one chance, Don't do anything you'll regret, Because you could be gone in a glance. When I die I want to be remembered, As the one who brought people joy, The one that showed compassion, And not just remembered as "that boy". Life is like a long road, Full of twists and turns, With lots of stops on the way, And one gets what one earns. When I die I hope to go to Heaven, And meet the Lord, Jesus Christ, That's why I don't want to live my life wrong, Or my chances will be sliced. It's not to late to ask for forgiveness, If you've sinned before, Because Jesus loves you so much, And he'll open up a whole new door. So remember this advice, When you go through your long journey, Don't try to be better than others, Because it's not a tourney. You could be gone in an instant, So why take the chance, Just ask for God to come in your heart, And your life will enhance.

Thought Of Life
My soul is falling into a bottomless pit To a never-ending place Thoughts of regrets i did in past years Dreams turn to nightmares of my my worst fears Tears and sadness fill my heart Untill it cant take no more And spills out my eyes Like a flowing river of sadness The walls are closing and there is no way out Just the thought of life is what i think about.

So True Aug 21
Daily Horoscope: Libra For August 21,2007 You know just what to say and when to say it, even in the most delicate or uncomfortable situations. Don't be shy -- make sure you express yourself when you feel the time is right to do so.

The Lord Is My Shepard I Shall Not Want>
Psalms ;23 The Lord is my Shepard I shal not want, 2; He makes me to lies down in green pastures He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; 3;He leads me in paths of righteousness for His Name sake. 4 ;Yea; though I walk thru the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil, For you are with me ; Your rod and your staff they comfort me. 5 ;You prepare a table before me in the presence my eneies ; You anont my head with oil My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy 6; All the days of my life ; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord. Forever Amen!!! Yes I understand and Thy will be Done. Oh my God .. I love Thee Lord with all My heart and soul; But It doesnt make it easier ; But Ill abide in and do as Our Lord wills, So for me to do. I will gain strenght and comfort and hold fast to my faith also. Ill say prayers and Thy Lord knows best now....

Psalms 23 ; Are Great Words Indeed>.of Comort And Trust In Thy Lord
But for me they are so hard to say or type or .. Well its just that this is so final : These words are so final.they bring Tears to my eyes. And when someone dies they usually request theses words .So I relate them to Death but also I relate them to comfort as one is dying .. and I trust in These words cause if you say them your faith is in tack and you,ve accepted to go thru death thru to transition to a eternal life, paid for You by Jesus christ; Oh Lord they bring joy and comfort too.And they also say to me your here and you fill me with thy love and Ill want for not , Just to have a great faith in you is enough . Oh my Lord God .......DO come quickly .. Amen........

Daily Interests
What do I do every day? Online games: Backgammon, chess, dice games, checkers, Meet new people online: It interesting to know that there are people that are in the same situation you are in. Chat: I enjoy small chit chat. Birds: I have cocktiels and I enjoy taking care of them.

Life's Tugs Of War
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind... Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see ... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care ... Life clearly does offer its ups and its downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... SO... Take the life that you have and give it your best... Think positive be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you

Life
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights These are days I need u to hold me tight in your arms Hold me close and keep me warm Tell me I'm your good luck charm Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you Tell me I'm your every wish come true Lay me down very gently Then make love to me essentially Caress my body from head to toe Not missing a spot Let's play around like connect the dots Let's make each other hot until our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride Take my body on a journey that never ends It always seems to just begin Make me climax like I never done before Do what you want to my body it's all yours Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me Do whatever you want to my body As long as it's pleasing.

Dvd Formats
I hate this whole only Blu-ray and HD DVD formats that a lot of movie companies are doing. I mean I know that things improve, but what about people that can't afford to get a new DVD player ever other day. why don't they make a there new DVD's so you can play them in old models and so you can still see the freaking movie.

Yearning
I want you so much I am thirsting My mouth is dry, my breaths are long, Each sigh I release is of pleasure and urgency To once again feel I am where I belong. I am yearning for you to return to me I think of you and a warmth rushes through my body, The thought of your kiss fires up my soul I have never felt that before from anyone. I want you so much more than I ever thought I would I am longing for you like rains on a desert plain, I am hungry only for your next breathless kiss My senses are heightened by the mention of your name. You look deep into my eyes and you know You know what I think, what I feel, what I crave,

The Darkness
ok don't take this poem the wrong way its not a i wanna kill my self poem its just a sad poem. Writing and Poetry out of the light into the darkness i go, to this i'm unknown to, there is no body i really know, the light that once srounded me as gone, into the shadows and beyoned i go, through the darkness looking and searching for a face i know, i fined no one this time just empty souls. iam unkown to what awaits in me the darkness, is it pain, is it, sorrow that go's through my soul, i see no light, i feel no warnth for the darkness is cold. suddenly i see a face, a face i thought i knew was just a gost a memory long, long ago, so in search of the light i once had around me so far gone, shall i go on. i stop in my tracks look and trun back but theres nothing there anymore, just me in the darkness so alone. the end writen by lias jane

Hell
Through the sorrow filled eyes of the youth of world the fear of all that to come and the final question is… what will it be like? What will the pain be like? What will the world be like? When everything has finally taken its coarse and the world as we all know it will be no more but a simple memory once played inside of our minds of blindness. When the air within our world will be nothing but the foul smell of burnt flesh and the water that we drink will have the illusion of wine from the bodies dying the waters with their crimson tears. When the taste of food will no longer be there instead the taste of hunger and disease will take its place. When hell will no longer be the debate of whether or not it exists for it will be before our very eyes. When hells fires burn so powerful and high that placing their tired feet in the soils of our fathers lands will be burning from that as of below. The air being no longer filled with the lovely sounds of spring and fall but that of the sounds o

Sleep
Close your eyes and come to me, Drift into the dark, Search for something meaningful, Ignite that fatal spark. Steal my breath away from me, Crawl into my veins, Take me from this waking world, Free me from these chains. Lay within the dreaming world, Whisper in my ear, Tell me what you crave from me, Wipe away all fear. Sleep my love and come to me, Kiss the world good-bye, Fall into my waiting arms, We'll spread our wings to fly. One day when you just let go, A dream won't be required, To find me waiting by your side, Like always you've desired.

Ok Do You Know This About God..this .?that God Gives Us A Free Will To Choose Him..
If we teach love , mannors , respect; Do we not asorb all this in as a sponge? .We are what we teach ; And are what we are taught.... If we follow God /(some wont follow)/ but as a small child ; We can learn of God and beliefs and make choices ;Like to belive or follow Our Lord . Of free will we all can do this; If we do it with our love and free will. Any age can have a choice of this free will to lay down their sins and pick up and follow Our LORD ; at any time that They chose..or want to choose him.. hugs. God forces no one .. hugs.. / God Bless you all..hugs diana

Old Women Are Great
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 44 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, HONEY, 44 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, A NICE BIG BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 65-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISES!

Libra - August 22nd,2007
You need to push your boundaries a bit today, if only to stave off boredom. It's a great time to explore new possibilities in your love life or home situation, but go only as far as you're willing to go. ***WOOHOOOOOOOO I'M READY TO PUSH IT TO THE LIMITS!!!!!*** LMMFAO! MAYBE LMAO! :P~

Pic On The Night Stand
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well , who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes When I close my eyes all I hear is your sweet voice telling me that I’m going to be ok. When I close my eyes I feel your hand on my shoulder and the other on my face caressing me and making me feel so good. When I close my eyes I feel your lips on mine and your breath on my skin. When I close my eyes I hear your heart beating with mine every beat drawing us nearer. When I close my eyes I dream about what our first time will be and if we will have another. When I close my eyes I feel you inside me making me feel more and more like a woman. When I close my eyes I think about what if we were single would we be together. When I close my eyes I see everything I want and need from you. When I close my eyes I see you and I alone making each other happy in that moment and time.

Just Some Holiday Lyrics
Me, myself and I Are all in love with you We all think youre wonderful We do Me, myself and I Have just one point of view Were convinced Theres no one else like you It cant be denied dear You brought the sun to us Wed be satisfied dear If you, youd belong to one of us So if you pass me by Three hearts will break in two Cause me, myself and I Are all in love with you Me, myself and I Are all in love with you We all think youre wonderful We do Me, myself and I Have just one point of view Were convinced Theres no one else like you It cant be denied dear You brought the sun to us Wed be satisfied dear If youd belong to one of us So if you pass me by Three hearts will break in two Cause me, myself and I Are all in love with you We don't care if you only love "we" We don't care if you only love "we" We love you. We love you, and we hope that you will love "we" too We love "they". We love "they", and we want you to love "they" too Ah..........

Today On Wrr
Click banner to enter lounge 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 6:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's a Hair Band Wednesday.. yes that's right 2 hours of non stop hairband metal from guys that wear more make up and hairspray than I do...plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at docnasty2004 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sircru2004 Click banner to enter lounge

Our Lord Tells Us Now These Are The Troubled Times>re
You can see all this happening ow in our society , all the troubles and woes , brother againts brother , father killing his children or child, parent against parent , children killing the parents , so much more wars rumors of wars , earth quakes and nation against nations . Open your Eyes; God has told of all these things to come about for many generations and now it is really happening before you all. Look see , hear read and know thy Lord; He speeks Truth and is all; GOD does all and man has not heard or seen or listen to our Lord now , So this will happen as it is told in The great Bible / Thy word of our Lord was written to fore warn and show us that we as people bring distruction to earth thru our Sin and we must repent and turn away from it or suffer the wrath of God brought down upon us all.we must have faith in God fro eternal life. you must choose . God or Death eternally which will you choose?........??????????????? diana

Insignificant!
So I'm an avid fan of this show called The Universe on the History Channel. Basically it is a documentary series on different stellar and planetary bodies in the solar system. Last nights was, The Most Dangerous Places in the Galaxy! It was talking about Black Holes, Quazars, Blazars and Galactical Mergers and how they would effect earth should one come close enough to us. It's flipping freaking great series. Ultimately it shows me that we are allowed to exist just because the Galaxy allows us to. I mean, if we were just a little bit closer to the sun, we couldn't substain life and would all burn up. If we were a little bit farther, we'd freeze. It's just neat to know that we all have our own special space.

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity .
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Wee! ks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All D

Woman Beater Gets Sliced Up Like A Freakin Pizza
Woman Beater Gets Sliced Up Like a Freakin Pizza*Warning: could make you puke on your monitor* A woman's husband caught this bastard in his house beating his wife, and this is the result. Once you watch this, you can never un-watch it, so heed the warning.Get humor videos at NothingToxic

Not To Far From Here.
Somebody's down to their last dime Somebody's running out of time Not to far from here Somebody's got no where else to go Somebody needs a little hope Not to far from here And I may not know their name But I'm praying just the same That you'll use me Lord To wipe away a tear Somebody's crying Not to far from here Somebody's troubled and confused Somebody's got nothing left to lose Not to far from here Somebody's forgotten how to trust Somebody's dying for love Not to far from here It may be a strangers face But I'm pryaing for your grace To move in me and take away the fear Somebody's hurting Not to far from here Help me Lord not to turn away from pain Help me not to rest while those around me weep Give me your strength and compassion When somebody finds the road of life to steep Somebody's troubled and confused Somebody's got nothing left to lose Not to far from here Somebody's forgotten how to trust Somebody's dying for love Not to far from

Park City Vacation
the links below are to the pictures http://www.supermotors.net/vehicles/registry/7998/59209 http://www.supermotors.net/vehicles/registry/7998/59205 Wow… what an adventure. We had a great time it included ups and downs…. Literally but it was still an awesome adventure. We started out on the 14th and headed to Denver to have lunch with our daughter Christa then off to Black Hawk to have a little fun. What should have been an hour plus trip turned into more than five hours. We headed up I70 and Klaus’ truck Grouch decided… I don’t think so. Well, the one part you don’t check and replace before a vacation tends to be the one that is needed. Well, stranded on the side of the road with Grouch vapor locked Klaus decided the fuel pump would have been a necessary part. Not that it was bad but… he decided it was weak. Well Red was sitting up on his trailer hung out just enough into traffic to make it interesting for drivers… I decided to stand behind him motioning traffic to the left s

22 Chuck Norris Facts
. Chuck Norris’ tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 2. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. 3. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. 4. The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain. 5. Chuck Norris defines love as the reluctance to murder. If you’re still alive, it’s because Chuck Norris loves you. 6. Chuck Norris isn’t hung like a horse. Horses are hung like Chuck Norris. 7. If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can’t see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death. 8. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother’s womb. 9. There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris. 10. Chuck Norris can win a game of Monopoly without owning any property. 11. There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck Norris allows to live. 12. In fine print on the last page of the Guinness

New Priest In Town
There was an old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish confessing to adultery. One Sunday, in the pulpit, he said, "If I hear one more person confess to adultery, I'll quit!" Well, everyone liked him, so they came up with a code word. Someone who had committed adultery would say instead that they had 'fallen.' This seemed to satisfy the old priest and things went well until the priest passed away at a ripe old age. A few days after the new priest arrived, he visited the mayor of the town and seemed very concerned. "Mayor, you have to do something about the sidewalks in town. When people come into the confessional, they keep telling me they've fallen." The mayor started to laugh, realizing that no one had told the new priest about the code word. But, before he could explain, the priest shook an accusing finger at him and shouted, "I don't know what you're laughing about, because your wife has fallen three times this week!"

Ur My Light
your light the way your light touched me.. the way you could make me feel every thing again.. like i was dead, and your light shined on my face and brought me back.. how great it was to have that light to see every day.. and for a time there it was wonderful.. - some bumps in the road.. i could see the light faid after time.. thinking it was me.. thinking that i was the reason your light was not shining any more.. how i would cry every nite hoping your light would not stop for me.. you where my bestest friend.. how high i had you up there.. you where the sun and i was the flower.. your light helped me to grow and see what others saw in me.. then the light stopped.. no longer was it faiding but it stopped.. i could no longer see.. my light was gone.. here i was in the dark.. scared and worried about my light.. and here i am , still in the dark.. there are some light far off.. but the sun is gone.. i find my self go

Hurt!
Fighting emotions that stand taller than I running away from the hurt avoiding the dreadful cry. calling your name but you're nowhere to be found scared, lost and alone...hurt bound. I loved you right...didn't I? I loved you right...didn't I? I LOVED YOU RIGHT...DIDN'T I? You laughed at me when I cried I opened myself to you and you lied you left me in a dreadful place never to return to this lonely and empty space I need to get out I need to be free, I need to run, I need to laugh, I need to love...BE ME!! You can't hurt me no more I've come too far I've won this battle, this dilemma, this war. I no longer call out your name expecting you to be found I'm no longer scared, lost, and alone....hurt bound

George Bush Meets The Queen
George W. Bush met The Queen, and he turns round and says: "As I'm the President, I'm thinking of changing how the country is referred to, and I'm thinking that it should be a Kingdom" The Queen replies "I'm sorry Mr Bush, but to be a Kingdom, you have to have a King in charge - and you're not a King." George Bush thought a while and then said: "How about a Principality then?" To which the Queen replied "Again, to be a Principality you have to be a Prince - and you're not a Prince, Mr Bush". Bush thought long and hard and came up with "How about an Empire then?" The Queen, getting a little annoyed by now, replies "Sorry again, Mr Bush, but to be an Empire you must have an Emperor in charge - and you are not an Emperor." Before George Bush could utter another word, The Queen said: "I think you're doing quite nicely as a Country."

Walking In The Rain
I cant take this all the pain all the hurt all the fighting i wish it would end just leave me alone i don't know why all this has to happen to me all the pain it hurts so bad it feels like a thousand knives cutting into my heart all I've got is a heart full of pain a head ache from stress and a hand full of anger pinned to my chest. no one to comfort me no shoulder to cry on my soul cries but no one hears it and I'm the girl that just smiles but feels so hurt I've cried fifty thousand tears I've cried I'm tired of this all my fears coming out this will not leave me alone these wounds will not heal all this pain is just too much there is too much for time to Erse I've tired so hard to tell myself that its all over with to just forget it but its too much to just forget i don't know why the world want to hurt me I'm fragile please world don't hurt me everyone asks what's wrong i just smile and say nothing but then i st

Send This Bitch Hate Mail Ty Everyone.
People send this bitch nj_oi_girl@fubar.com, a bunch of hate mail due to call me ugly and fucking with me and down rating me. I could caer less what people say about me, like I said you do not like me for me, I could care less nor give a fuck, -k- thanks. =]

When You Pray To Our Lord Ask Beliving >and Ask Knowing> Read On> Mark ; 24 ; Verses 24 - 26
24 ;There fore I say TO you ; What ever things you ask; when you pray , belive that you will recieve., and that you will have them. 25 ;And when ever you stand praying, if you hvae anything against anyone, Forgive him that your Father in Heaven may also forgive you and your trespasses. 26 ;But if you do not forgive ;even the Father in Heaven will not forgive you. Amen!!! Oh Lord Thy Father Amen!!!! If We ask in Thy name we will reciever , such beatiulf words too ; God Almighty is Great and has the greatest love for all... allehejeua!!!!!Amen!!!Praise God .>>>>> Praise Jesus Christ >>>Amen !!!may he come quickly Reign Forver and Forever>>>>>>>>>>Amen!!!!!!!!!!!1

Lost
i walk this earth lost.... not knowing where i am going ..... not knowing why......... not knowing much of anything..... my soul and mind is in shambles...... seems as if all i can do is ramble....... i feel useless and helpless....... my soul is in tourment..... people think i want to fight...... well maybe they're right......... maybe they're not........ i just need too feel needed.... wanted and usefull........ does it matter...... I think it does...... but its my problems.... only i need to worry about them........ i try to let them out.... i try to share them.... does it help......... does it work........ no people just think i want to fight..... what to do?.... how do i do it?..... do you know?..... for i do not..... god answer me......... for am i not one of yours?.... do i not deserve to have joy and happiness?.... do i really deserve to be tourtured with this illness?..... if this is it then what is the point of my life?.... where do i go from he

Pony For Sale
Our pony is for sale his pics are in my pics. Please spread the word and give my email kacey_sutton@yahoo.com if anyone is interested. If you live out side of Idaho we would have to make plans to get him to you! We dont have the money to deliver him.

Chop Chop
I chopped it off! cut my hair! I will take pics soon to share, but as for now, I think I will just go take a shower and get all the little hairs off of me that the lady at the salon missed. hubby likes it, thats the opinion that means the most next to mine (and no jake, I didn't "dyke" it, lol) i think it's cute. and a heck of a lot easier and quicker to take care of. maybe my conditioner will last longer now! now I need cute clippies, my collection disappeared long ago...

Top 10 Online Dating Mistakes For Women
For every valuable tip out there on how to date online, there are probably two mistakes to avoid. Keep away from the 10 listed here and you'll boost your success rate considerably. Mistake #10: Thinking That Your Great Date Actually Meant Something Have you ever had a man say how much he likes you, how sexy you are, and how he's serious about finding a long-term relationship? Ever have an amazing date where the chemistry was great, the conversation flowed, and you hooked up with him afterwards? Have you ever had a man do all of these things and then NOT call? No, you're not crazy or delusional. Your mistake is thinking that what a man says on a date actually means something. Your mistake is thinking that what a man says on a date actually means something. It doesn't. It means he's being in the moment. So don't put too much weight on a great date. The only way you can tell how a man REALLY feels about you is by how quickly he follows up for another date. Mistake #9: Ignorin

All Or Nothing
As far as the eye can see, this is how things is suppose to be! Me looking at thee through the shadows of the farrest tree! Traviling a lone in the dark as I prowl through out the night watching over you as if you were apart of me! Live and learn for it's the power of three! It's all or nothing when I am on the hunt, with this I shall and always will be forward up front, completely opened honest point blank and blunt for this is what I am looking for, t

I Found The Remote
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, "I found the remote!"

Dreams
When you get tired of the world And how it seems Just slip away into your dreams Where no one is real All in your mind in dream as will feel This is the place where your fantasies come true And the main charecter is always you So when you fall fast asleep Remember that when you close your eyes You're entering in a world of nothing but.. LIES!

Goodbye
When the time has come You've got to be strong. You got to live on. See that distant light? It's shining so bright. It will show you the way. 'Coz the world is for you my dear. You can make it I know you will. After saying goodbye, Please don't ask me why. When the love is gone, True hearts are broken. How can I help it? My love's still alive. As the day goes by And the night closing in, I can get no sleep, I walk alone in the street. I'm back on my feet, It's breaking my heart I feel the hearache.

Social Credit Revisited Yet Again
A while back, I posted a link to The Money Myth Exploded, a fable of some of the detriments of Capitalism and the benefits of Social Credit.I know being against Capitalism is seen as being against the U.S., but, well, it does have quite a few problems.Anyway, today I was surfing the web and found an article on how people are "Smashing Capitalism." Basically, it boils down to the fact that people aren't making enough money to pay their bills, so they aren't paying them.It got me to redo my signature I have at the bottom of my posts, so I could add The Money Myth Exploded button and just basically cleaning it up.(Another thing I did was to check out the book For Us, The Living: A Comedy of Customs by Robert Heinlein. I loaned it to a coworker, making sure she especially read chapters 9 & 10, which deal with Social Credit. While she is still not quite there with socred, she has opened her mind a bit more. Interesting...)tag: social credit, socred, finance, capitalism, money, poo

Public Bathrooms
20 WAYS TO ANNOY YOUR PUBLIC BATHROOM STALLMATE 1. Stick your open palm under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say, "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't have put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Damn, this water's cold." 5. Drop a marble and say, "Oh no! My glass eye!" 6. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantelope into the toilet bowl from a height of 6 feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!" 11. Say, "Interesting... more floaters than sinkers." 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop the wad under the stall wall of your

Lost Wife
A man approached a very beautiful woman in a very large supermarket and asked, "You know, I’ve lost my wife here in the supermarket. Can you talk to me for a couple of minutes?" "Why?" she asks. "Because every time I talk to a beautiful woman, my wife appears out of nowhere."

Time To Step Up
~YOUR FAVORITE SEXYIEST ANGEL & BBW~ IM IN A CONTEST FOR SEXIEST BBW ON FUBAR CLICK THE PIC AND COME DROP A COMMENT OR TWO THANKS FOR THE LOVE I KNOW WITH ALL OF YOU WHO STEP UP AND HELP I CAN WIN THIS THING ALL IM ASKING FOR IS AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN LEAVE IF YOU CAN ONLY LEAVE 1 ITS OK IT HELPS SO PLEASE STOP BY AND SAY HI AND SHOW YOUR ANGEL SOME LOVE

Yours
Do this I do this Do that I do that Do this other thing And I forget And you get angry But it will pass It always passes You loose your words And I hurt inside I've failed again But it doesn't last Come do this I do this Go do that I do that And I do Waiting Waiting Patiently Wanting For that moment When your eyes Command me With a flick Of your wrist Denial not possible I know I am yours

A Laugh For Every One!
a little laugh never hurts! (Three Men) Three Men Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Texas and told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska . He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. Th e first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Philly. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see an

My Father Passed Away....
I don't really know why I am writing this. Other than I need to vent some of my emotions. Please feel free to ignore or reply. My father passed away on Tues. Aug 21st. That was just a few days ago. We had his funeral yesterday. I am so sad and can't seem to shake it off. My dad was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer just 4 short months ago. He decided to not take any sort of treatment. Even had he taken treatment it would have bought him very little time. He felt good up until 3 weeks ago. Then suddenly he was so sick that he couldn't get out and about any more. I thought that I was prepared for his passing. But I guess you are never really prepared. I feel such a sense of loss right now. My father and I didn't have a very good relationship. He left my life when I was a baby and didn't become a part of it until I was 13. Then it was a rough relationship. We could never really get close to one another. About 8 months ago, my dad called me up and gave me a horrible cussing. We h

Please Help Me Out ??thanks Again
Hello to all my Friends: I would like to ask you all for a favor....can you please stop by my page to see if you have became my FAN......if you haven't can you please become a fan of me:):):):):) thanks alot i will stop by and FAN you Back hugs n kisses kinky lil sex kitten Purrrrrrrrrrr

Random Thoughts Flowing Through My Mind
I love when you touch me,hold me and kiss me. I have this feeling inside which is a magnificent feeling that nobody but myself feels inside my body that i have for you. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Never Too Late
It is never too late to live with richness, purpose, joy and love. No matter how much time you feel you have wasted or lost, it is never too late to make the very most of the moment you're in. No matter how many mistakes you may think you have made, it is never too late to start moving in a positive direction. The instant you choose to fully live, the past no longer has the power to hold you back. Where you are now is precisely where you need to be. With gratitude in your heart for the journey that has brought you here, choose now to make the most of where you are. Starting from this place you can go in any direction. It is never too late to choose the very best direction you can imagine. Dig down and get in touch with the real substance of your most treasured dreams. For what matters most is always within your reach. Move right on past the disappointments, the frustrations, the regrets and the negative ass

Psalm ;12- 22 Verses
12 ;Who is the man that fears he lord ? Him shall , He teach the ways, He chooses. 13 ;He himself shall dwell in prosperity, And his decendents shall inherit the earth 14 ;The secret of the Lord is those who fear Him. And He has shown them His covenant. 15 ;My eyes are even toward the Lord, for He shall pluck my feet out of the net, 16 ;Turn yourself to me and have mercy to me, for I am desolate and afllicted. 17 ;The troubles of my heart have enlarged ; Bring me out of my distress! 18 ;Look on my affliction and my pain, And forgive all my sins. 19 ;Consider my enemies, for they are many ; And they hate me with cruel hatred. 20 ;Keep my soul and deliver me; Let me be not ashamed For I put my trust in you. 21 ;Let intregrity and uprightness preserve me. For I wait for You. Reedeme Israel ; O God Out of all their troubles! God almighty Thy will Be done on earth as it is

Mid Life
Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, even the Roman empire fell and those will too." Mid -life brings wisdom to know that life throws us curves and we're sitting on our biggest ones. Mid-life is when you look at your know-it-all, beeper-wearing teenager and think: "For this I have stretch marks?" In mid-life your memory starts to go. In fact the only thing we can retain is water.

Order In The Court
> ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? > WITNESS: No, I just lie there. > ___________________________________________________ > > ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? > WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. > ______________________________________ > ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? > WITNESS: Yes. > ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? > WITNESS: I forget. > ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you > forgot? > _____________________________________ > ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? > WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" > ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? > WITNESS: My name is Susan! > ______________________________________ > ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo? > WITNESS: We both do. > ATTORNEY: Voodoo? > WITNESS: We do. > ATTORNEY: You do? > WITNESS: Yes, voodoo. > ________________

Truths I Have Learned As A Parent
As a single parent of four small children and raising them alone, as I have done for many years now, I have had an intensive course in life-lessons regarding parenting. Here are a few Universal Truths which I have gleaned over the recent past: No parent should ever have to send their little six-year-old boy to a psychiatric hospital. Ever. Period. No parent should have to endure the sight of watching two nurses and an orderly struggling to control and carry away his little boy, screaming and shrieking for his daddy because he can not understand why he can't go home with the daddy he loves. No parent should ever treat their children in such a manner that those very children have to be sent to a psychiatric hospital because they can not deal with the manner in which they were treated by that parent. Those are fairly obvious Truths but it amazes me how many people are not aware of them. I do, for I am living it right now. It is a very eclectic mix of feelings I am having to

My Life As A Dad
Some of you have been keeping pace with what has been happening to my 6yr-old son, Eric. Earlier this week he had an EEG performed. The results came back "abnormal". Abnormal enough to be abnormal but not abnormal enough to say "This is what it is". So, enter the MRI. Now, they had tried this the day they did the EEG but it was a "no go": He refused to do it without me there. I had been told last night that they were going to wait until he was discharged and do it as an outpatient procedure, which would have meant possibly weeks before it got done. And suddenly, while I was visiting him this morning, a new development: They could fit him in at 3PM, if I could be there. DUH! So I canceled everything for the day and told DHS what they could do with their volunteer work and settled in at the hospital to wait until 3pm. You know, as a parent, I really do NOT enjoy watching nurses inserting IVs into my little boy's arm and sedating him so that they can perform an MRI on him that sh

Today On World Rock Radio
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Confused
So twisted and turned This brain in my head A battlefield of thoughts wish that I were dead I'm longing for some happiness Some simple peace of mind I guess it is too much to ask Impossible to fine Another lost soul among many Wondering through this life A life thats full of hatred A life thats full of strife No wonder there is sadness No wonder there are tears No wonder there are children with so damn many fears You turn on your television to find out who was shot today You open up your paper to read our government says its wrong for people to be gay You get a letter in your mail that says your health insurance was just cut another stating that your utilities are going to be shut off Every day its something new, new burdens we must bear It seems that those around us really just don't care It's every man for himself in this circle we call life The circle I have come to know as the circle of our strife

Little Psychological Gremlins Playing Whack-a-mole With My Issues.
(Poly People in particular… I could use some feedback on this one.) I’ve started to blog about this a few times… It usually ends up deleted and the emotions usually end up festering. I don’t feel like I can talk about it to the people who really matter because comparisons of this nature have seriously pissed those people off in the past. Fuck, it’s even pissing ME off because I know the sheer illogic of my emotions. I know it’s the depression and the post-traumatic stress taking me places that I don’t want to go. In my head I know the names of the little psychological gremlins that are having a serious party playing whack-a-mole with my emotional issues. Yet, I can’t seem to shut the little fuckers up. ~sigh~ You know what this means dear ones. It’s Blogging time. My boyfriend is the private sort. No one really needs to know the depth of what is going on in his personal life unless those people are personally involved. OK, so he has this social situat

Quote For August 25
We can rest contentedly in our sins and in our stupidities, and anyone who has watched gluttons shoveling down the most exquisite foods as if they did not know what they were eating will admit that we can ignore even pleasure. But pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world. -- C.S. Lewis Bonus Quote: Who, except the gods, can live time through forever without any pain? -- Aeschylus

Drive Your Wife Wild
Three guys are sitting in a bar having a few drinks together. One guy says, "So tell me, what do you do to drive your wife wild?" "Well," says the second guy, "After making love, I go out to the garden and pick some roses. Then I take the petals off and sprinkle them all over her body. Then I blow them off with a soft breath that drives her wild." Next guy says, "After making love, I get some baby oil and massage it gently all over her body, and that drives her wild!" Last guy says, "When me and the old lady are through, I jump out of bed and wipe my cock on the curtain. Drives her nuts!"

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've jus

Worlds Greatest Blowjob
One day a man went on a buissness trip to Florida. He had saw this hooker and he asked "How much for a hand job?" The hooker replied "100 Bucks" The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of got damn money" So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs." So he gave her the money and received the best hand he had ever had. The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a head job?" She said "200 dollars" "200 dollars that's a lot of money" She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yahat by the pier, I paid for that yahat by giving head jobs." So he gives her the money, and get the best head job of his life On hist last day in Florida he returns to the hooker and says "The hand job was good, the head job was great how much for the whole package." "1000 dollars' "1000 dollars that's a lot of god damn money" So she pulled him to side and said "You see that island, I could afford that if i

I Hate Moving
who ever said moving was fun has never been poor and must not of had way too much stuff. I am finding stuff i didn't know i had. I hate moving. At least i moving to the other side of town. I start school and i want my vacation already. AHHHHHHHH ~Stacy

The Wisdom Of Willow
The Wisdom of Willow/Takoisha 11-30-00 They gave us the name Indian. 500+ Nations, each with a name, Honor Pride, Reason, Now we hear arguing,.. recognized/not recognized... What is the basis for the argument? And why are we arguing? They put us on the "rolls", gave us a number. Now we hear in arrogance, "who are you?" I'm enrolled member # so-n-so, Of such and such nation, Doesn't one know the enrollment number was one more way to control us as a people, You have a card and some people still carry a tattooed number on their arm. They gave us Reservations. Was this not segregation? Was this not a form of ghetto? They gave us Commodities, Surplus food they can't sell, A piece of cloth, a token payment, They gave us their churches, missionaries, Our religion was the religion of heathens, Only their religion was the true religion, And it is "our duty to save you", No matter how we do it. They gave us schools, And t

I Must Be Crazy
yesterday i went and put my application into disney to do the college program again.. maybe this time it will be a little better than last. and a lot less injuries.. and agravations.. i applied for the spring term so i can finsishe out my fall classes here at Kingwood and be in good standings with them not to mention we all know how the approval process is with this company.. never know i might get turned down or sent to Cali instead of FL.. well see.. just thought i would keep yall posted.. well i am off to do some math and read a little in my small business book. so take care for now and dont be strangers.. hugs and kisses Cassie

Set It Free
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back it will always be yours. If it doesnt come back, it was never yours to begin with.. But, if it just sits in your livingroom messing up your stuff, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesnt appear to realize that you set it free....You either married it or gave birth to it....

Woo Woo
Today I start a series of recipes for delicious cocktails. We start with the Woo Woo You will need... Vodka (a large amount) Peach Schapps (I suggest Archers, and again, a large amount) Cranberry Juice (to taste) Pour these over crushed ice, and you have yourself a delicious, and refreshing drink, that goes down very well at parties!

Storms Kill Power Across Midwest
COLUMBUS, Ohio - Hundreds of thousands of people were without power after their homes were battered by fierce winds and rainstorms that slammed the already flooded Midwest. Tornado warnings were issued Saturday afternoon for parts of central and southeast Ohio. Downed trees and power lines were reported in the southern part of the state, said National Weather Service meteorologist Andy Hatzos. Flooding this week spread across an 80-mile swath through the northwest and north central parts of the state. Gov. Ted Strickland toured some of the damaged areas Saturday. “What I’ve tried to do and what we’ve all tried to do is let these folks know ... that we are working to get assistance to them as rapidly as possible,” Strickland said. Powerful storms rolling through the Upper Midwest during most of the past week caused disastrous floods from southeastern Minnesota to Ohio that were blamed for at least 18 deaths. In southern Michigan, the skies were clearing but more than 100,

Friens
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE' THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?' THE FRIEND REPLIED 'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ER

Excerpts From A Dog's Diary
"Excerpts from a Dog's Diary" 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! "Excerpts from a Cat's Diary" Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to d

Poems Of Heartache
My soul aches, My heart breaks. A tear in my eye, I'll forever cry. I wish my pain away, I wish it away today. Why does it hurt so bad, Does this make him glad? Why does he douse my inner flame? Was this breakup my blame? What did I do to deserve this? I just wish I could have one last kiss! Why am I so heartbroken? A depressed soul I'll always be, Everyone will always see. I will be strong, Because he was wrong. This is now the past, It's going very fast. Love so simple, but hard to say, It keeps me living another day. I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be, My chest was shut tight, complete with purity. It's been a bad day, I'll try letting it not show, Another sad day, I'm just letting it go. Why r u so heartbroken?

Rock
I just got back from the lINKIN PARK projekt Revolution concert. I was sooooo bad ass! Saw 10 bands some I didnt know but the main stage at the end had some really good ones H.I.M. Taking back sunday and My chemical romance. Lets not forget Linkin Park god they rocked they played a 2 hour set and then did 3 encores I cant even talk right now my voice is gone and Im so sore from the mosh pit I saw so many titties and Had a wonderfull time Im so happy we went I had so much fun I cant wait till we go to our next concert!!!!

Love
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

Time Lost
Wasting a lifetime Trying to find love Nothing happens No hope, no girl Suddenly see her But ten years before Can't do anything Used to be friends, nothing more Now realized affection Can go no further Lost a lifetime And lost desire Try to forget But can't Try to die But don't Mind suddenly gone No end is near Nothing to do now But go on

Extra Mile
Here I lay thinking of you Making my heart beat My palms sweat You are more than I ever hoped for Your voice Your humor Your sexy body The scent of a cherry The voice of a goddess The mind of a genius and skin of a child You make me laugh You make me smile For you I will go the extra mile

Our Moment
Our moment in life has just begun The spirit of our souls embracing this world Keeping our love and freedom sacred Knowing each and every move can cause disaster Moving along this path of danger Living the lives of our souls

Your Love
Your love is a lantern That lights my way, Uplifting my spirits, When skies are gray. Your love is a wave That lifts me higher, Into a sea Of tender desire. Your love is a flame, That can never die, For always and ever, It will be just you and I. Your love is a rose, Moistened with dew, Touching my soul, With the beauty of you.

There Is A Word Of God In Scripture Im Looking For To Sahe With All.but I Havent Found It Yet.
Verse Goes like this ; Greater is he that is in you .. Does anyone where I can look In my bible for this , God,s word . Im Told its in hugs diana

Crowley And Tantric Magick:
Crowley and Tantric Magick: The Beast Demystified There's a great deal of curiosity about the sex magick taught by Aleister Crowley and his tradition. Of course, everyone is interested in sex, but the veil of secrecy further tends to tillitate and intrigue. The reasons for secrecy are becoming increasingly archaic in this era of increased openness: when even right-wing Christians peddle sex manuals for the born-again, and Leather Faeries speak freely of their unspeakable acts. Even in his day, Crowley often regretted the need for secrecy, and did everything in his power to leave a bright thread through the labyrinth. But he was bound by his vows of silence to speak only obliquely. It is the hope of this writer, unfettered by oaths, that he can provide a few keys which might otherwise elude the curious student. This paper attempts to set forth the critical facts about the Thelemic sex practices in a clear and concise fashion. No true secret can be revealed in words, so no g

Healing Spells
Healing Spells This spells are useful for healing sicknesses and afflictions. They should be used as a supplement to normal medical care in case of serious conditions. See also Banishing Spells. Spells Bath and Candle Healing Spell Blue Candle Healing Spell Charm to Be Rid an Affliction Crystal Spell for Healing Gender Candle Healing Spell Healing Colds Healing Flames Spell Irish Healing Waters Spell Lodestone Healing Spell Long Term Healing Spell Lower Fever Magickal Healing Bath Pain Freedom Spell Protect Good Health White Candle Wound Healing Bath and Candle Healing Spell Supplies: 1 blue candle 1 oz. powdered ginger 5 drops eucalyptus oil Directions: Run a hot bath. Add the ginger and the eucalyptus oil. Light the blue candle and turn out the lights. Enter the bathtub, and soak in the bath water. Feel the waters cleansing you of the toxins in your body, and say: Isis, Goddess who heals all Release this (name illness: cold, flu,

Incense Recipes
Incense Recipes Incense aids almost any spell or magical operation. In this section of the Grimoire, incenses are arranged in alphabetical groups. Warning: Remember that you or others may suffer from allergic reactions to even the most common incenses. Use caution and common sense. Incense Recipes: A Warning: Remember that you or others may suffer from allergic reactions to even the most common incenses. Use caution and common sense. ABRAMELIN INCENSE 2 Parts Myrrh 1 Part Wood Aloe a few drops Cinnamon Oil Burn to contact spirits during rituals or as a simple consecration incense to santify the altar or magickal tools. AIR INCENSE 4 parts benzoin 2 parts gum mastic 1 part lavender 1 pinch wormwood 1 pinch mistletoe Burn to invoke the powers of the element of Air, or to increase intellectual powers; to obtain travel; for communication, study and concentartion, or to end drug addiction. Smolder during divinatory rituals. ALL PURPOSE INC

El Chupacabra
Some…thing was quite busy killing sheep and cattle along the border between Scotland and England in 1810. Whatever the creature was, it bit the animals necks and sucked the blood through their jugulars, often leaving the animals completely devoid of blood. It was not unusual for eight to ten animals a night to be slaughtered in this manner. Mobs roamed the fields looking to shoot anything that moved. Suddenly though, that September the killings stopped. Some say it was because of a dog that was shot. But a vampire dog? It sounds rather more like the recently reported sightings of el Chupacabra. It is important to note that the killings began and ended suddenly, and that these types of incidents seem to happen sporadically throughout history right up to the present. Charles Fort, in his book, LO! uncovered another spate of animal killings, another wave of vampirism, this time in Ireland in 1874. Beginning in January of that year, something began killing as many as 30 sheep a nig

A Word About Friend's ....and Life
word about friends... and life Body: So I got this bulletin and it just fits so much with life right now at this given moment in time. So im reposting it.... You know how some friends, that you dont really care about you dont feel ? (We call those acquaintances) you could even care less about. You know how the good friends you can feel sometimes You know the best friends that you can feel and sometimes hear their thoughts ? but most of all the really best friends are the ones that when you're feeling down, can bring you up. When you're kinda down and they have a whole lot of hyper energy sometimes you can zap a little from. The ones that no matter how you feel make life seem all better. Ok yeah no their name isn't cocaine, lol. That person is probably one of the best friends you will ever have, keep them close and treat them right. Ya never know what can happen. Sometimes life throws unexpected turns at you, well carpe diem [for those who either a) don't know Latin or b) n

The Bear
The bear Here is a bear, a little something to show you I care. It's not much but he'll be there, just like me. If you need me here's what you do, just close your eyes and sqeeze him tight and I'll be there just for your sight. Just think of us you and I, then look up to the sky. Think of the stars and the sky, as you do this I'll be woundering why? Why, you are there, away from me only god knows how I miss thee.

Every Day
For nearly a year now I have wanted you to look my way and to listen to my heart so that you could hear the song of love that it was singing for you. I tried so many things to get your attention and none of them seem to work. Then finally one night you were there and I gave it another try. I don't know what I said that worked but I am so glad that it did. I knew you were the one the first time I saw you and I knew I would never be happy until you were in my arms forever. The softness of your voice ignites a fire within me that has never burned before. The coyness in your laugh brings a joy to my soul that I have longed of all my life. I could hold you in my arms forever it would still seem to end to soon. An eternity with you will seems as only a moment in time, but it will be the happiest moment I could ever have hoped to live. You alone hold the key to my heart and the light that burns within my soul. My passion is yours savor. My trust, respect and faithful devotion will forever

Sex And Passion...............
ok maybe i'm insane on this one, but it seems lately that people don't have enough passion in there lives anymore. I personally think that passion is the only true motivator for personal change. i'm writing this today b/c i'm noticing that my passion for something is starting to change me for the better! well let me just ask though........... how many people share there passion with there partner on a regular basis? just curious...........thx for your time.

Love Is...... (poem)
Love is... Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing t

Who Wants To Be A Number?
Who wants to be a Number? When you first joined Fubar aka CherryTap aka LostCherry you may remember seeing something like this: You can still set your URL (and e-mail address at the same time) by seleting MY then PROFILE as shown: A nice feature to enable while you're there is your Homepage Style. You can always change it back to "Newbie" or "Original" later, but once you've experienced the site as a "Power" user... well, the choice is still yours. If you're still lost, refer back to the first e-mail your received when you joined the site. If you keep all your mail you may not remember ignoring something like the following: Be Cool, Be Real & Be You! Who wants to be a Number?

If I Fall Or Stunble God Lifts Me Up
God is here; He lifts me to rise up; He is here in All I do . He is my God who watches over me . Ill never be without anything > If I I ask in His name.If my faith be sustained and I have belief .. Oh My Lord How I do belive in Thee for everything.. Amen !Thank you o Lord !!!Amen!!!!

Sorry Daddy
You call me names, You curse me out, When I make you mad, You scream and shout, I know you love me, and I know you care, there’s times when you show it, but those times are rare, I hardly get to see you, but the times that I do, You’re either drunk or high, but Daddy.. I still love you, You hit me a lot, but it's because I do you wrong, I must do you wrong plenty, since these bruises stay for so long I keep my feelings locked up inside, the bruises and scars, I try to hide, When the doctor asked, who gave these bruises to me I didn’t tell them it was you Daddy I told them it was me, I don’t know if they believed me, but they put this needle in my arm, Daddy I pray that when I'm gone they will do you no harm, Daddy I'm getting scared, I look around and you’re no where to be found as I take my very last breath, I go peacefully, without you, to my death.

Wal-mart Has Everything
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like heck. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money, " Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart . He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart ." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a st

Work Today
So today was my first day at my new job they had me learn to hostess. it was really easy and i actually had fun. not sure exactly when my next day is yet but so far i like it there and the people seem pretty cool so far so that is good!!

Why Do People Fear What They Dont Understand?
why do people fear and/or pre-judge what they either a) they dont understand it or b) they dont know anything about it. there is something that i have said so many times i dont even care anymore. i have severe depression, bipolar and severe borderline personality traits. every single time i tell someone new this they get this fearful look in there eyes and face like im about to kill them or something. look alot of people dont understand what these are so let me show those people the light. depression is all in wards and you have nothing to worry about. bi-polar which gets the most looks is just really bad mood swings. i can get really really really happy then the next minute be so depressed that you will be thinking about suicide. and the borderline is just that i see the world in black and white aka im either your best friend or your worst enemy your decide. so now that if you read this you know there should be nothing to fear right?

Reaching Deep For A Friend...
Yes, I remember that night, just a little over 5 years ago now. I don't talk about it, make up memory losses because of it, but I remember it well, and I will tell it so you know you are not alone. It was 2 a.m. or a little after and I had just finished the 5th load of laundry. In that apartment, the laundry was outside, down in the basement, with no lighting but my flashlight. I hauled it up and down in the middle of the night because he wanted his favourite jeans, and I didn't mind. I loved him. I wanted him comfortable. I took care of him. He had been sleeping since about 8, which was his usual thing. He'd come home, eat, and promptly fall asleep. I would clean up dinner, do homework with the kids, do housework, get the kids ready for bed, then go to bed myself. I slept with one hand on his chest all night long because he had once stopped breathing due to a cold. If he coughed I would wake and make sure he was okay. I laid down, exhausted. Listened to him breathing evenl

Suppose I Said...
Anything. Nothing in particular, just anything. Suppose I said anything. Do you think anyone would listen? Some would, I'm sure, but most wouldn't. Do I care? Probably not. I cannot stand empty words. I cannot stand carefully placed words. Perhaps that is why I am often left with a bitter taste in my mouth after speaking. Suppose I said what was really on my mind at any given time? Oh to have the affliction of lack of tact as so many I know. To be tactless, or even better, ruthless. Would this serve as freedom or only cause isolation? Suppose I said that I'm done talking? Would it matter? I could skate through every day, sinking deeper into my own mind, and never utter a single meaningful word. Not one. Suppose I said my true intentions? What then? Teetering on this fence is hard work. I wonder on which side I will fall.

Another Year Older...
Hmm...I'm 24...24...I thought by now I'd have some stuff done but I don't. However I am in the process. I am saving money to buy a house. I am back to working on my art to start an apprenticeship. I am doing more photography which says a lot, I stopped doing it for years. I guess I was in a weird mood for a long time. I don't know what was wrong with me but I finally feel a little normal. Now all I need is a vehicle...oh wait I'll have one in a matter of days. So I just need to get that second job in place and that will keep me out of trouble. Today is my birthday and all I have planned is helping my mom make and decorate my own birthday cake, and eventually going out to dinner. Everyone is giving me money...whoopie. I wanted a something to unwrap damn it! I'm a princess...fuck that I'm the queen and I wanted a damned box with unrecycled paper on it that I can rip off and throw in the trash can, only to open with some crap in it. Is that too much to ask?

Heart Broken
You Told me You Loved Me, I Thought It was True, But Now I'm Sitting Here Crying, All Because Of You You Said I Was The Perfect Girl, So I Gave You My Heart, And All You Did To It, Was Tear It Apart One Year Of Nothing, How Could This Be, We Were Meant For Each Other, But I Guess That You Could Not See

Lord Another Prayer Now 2 The Miner S>in Utah>
Lord It,s Thy will be done now , and hold all dear to You ;As they keep looking, It,s the seventh hole O Lord; and I know ; yes I know there is hope always in you > Lord. , May some good come from this , may families Know our prayers be with all ;and the resucers that help . God give them a great strenght to go on and may they find the miners please O Lord . ,help all to get thru this now that need You and thy grace and thy mercy and all thy love . comfort and give food , shelter and anything lacking there of , see that all are given this thru thy Love I ask in Thy name O Lord> As I abide by Thy Will be done on earth as it is in Heaven O LOrd . Amen!!!PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY . .

Gotj 04
MY FIRST GATHERING EXPERIENCE. WAS UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE!!!! I WISH I COULD GO BACK TO THAT DAY. GATHERING AT CRYSTAL FOREST WAS AWESOME. THE SHADED AREAS. EVERYTHING BEING CLOSE. RIP TO THE NINJA WHO PASSED AWAY AT THE CLIFF. MAY HE RUN WICKED WILD IN SHANGRILA

A Carrot, An Egg, And A Cup Of Coffee
You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon, the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel th

The Whole Truth And Nothing But The Truth
http://news.yahoo.com/s/time/20070827/us_time/whygonzalesfinallycaved Why Gonzales Finally Caved By MASSIMO CALABRESI Mon Aug 27, 3:40 PM ET The Administration line on Alberto Gonzales's resignation is that he made the decision on his own, after weeks of consideration. On Friday, at the end of a two-week vacation in Texas, the Attorney General called President Bush and told him "that he felt it would be in the best interest of the [Justice] department," if he stepped down, according to a senior Administration official. The President "reluctantly accepted that decision," the official says, and later asked Gonzales and his wife, Becky, to come down to Crawford, Texas, where Bush has been on vacation. Arriving for an informal lunch with the President and First Lady there on Sunday, Gonzales handed over his resignation in writing and told the President that he'd be able to stay in the job only for another three weeks. That timing fit with Josh Bolten's deadline for re

A Different Night
I'm not a huge Star Wars fan (not like this buddy of mine, Mark - but he sent me the DVD, so Diane and I watched it). About half-way through she starts calling me Han Solo: "Get me another beer while you're up, willya, Han?" "Move over, Han, you're squishing my boobs." I was thinking it seemed kind of redundant - you know "hand" and "solo" - but I didn't want her to get any ideas so I kept my mouth shut. She disappeared for a while and came out of the bathroom with her hair done up in twin honey buns like Princess Leia and I figured it was time to pull out the old light saber. So me and the Princess are going at it on the sofa with the damn DVD on pause and that great John Williams score repeating over and over and we're damn near the death star when she cries out: "Yes, Han! Use the Force!" I did. Today we went out and bought "Return of the Jedi". Definitely a knight to remember. © All rights reserved

Time Has Told Me
Time has told me You're a rare rare find A troubled cure For a troubled mind. And time has told me Not to ask for more Someday our ocean Will find its shore. So I`ll leave the ways that are making me be What I really don't want to be Leave the ways that are making me love What I really don't want to love. Time has told me You came with the dawn A soul with no footprint A rose with no thorn. Your tears they tell me There's really no way Of ending your troubles With things you can say. And time will tell you To stay by my side To keep on trying 'til there's no more to hide. So leave the ways that are making you be What you really don't want to be Leave the ways that are making you love What you really don't want to love. Time has told me You're a rare rare find A troubled cure For a troubled mind. And time has told me Not to ask for more For some day our ocean Will find its shore. song from the Lake House

True
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so,

Dating Vs Marriage
Dating Vs Marriage When you are dating..... Farting is never an issue. When you are married ....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband at all times. When you are dating..... He takes you out to have a good time. When you are married ....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating..... He holds your hand in public. When you are married ....He flicks your ear in public. When you are dating..... A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad. When you are married ....A King size bed feels like an army cot. When you are dating..... You are turned on at the sight of him naked. When you are married ....You think to yourself "Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating..... You enjoyed foreplay. When you are married ....You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating..... He hugs you, when he walks by you for no reason. When you are married ....He grabs your boob any chance he gets.

Chocolate Better Then Sex
Twenty Reasons Why Chocolate Is Better Than Sex 1) You can GET chocolate. 2) "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3) Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4) You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5) You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6) You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7) If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8) Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9) The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10) You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11) You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12) You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13) With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14) Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15) You can have chocolate at anytime of the month.

If We Had Sex
2. Would you grab my head? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep with me when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? SEND ME YA ANSWERS!! Then repost as "If we had sex" [ POST REPLY ] BOARD CENTER VIEW B

That Would Be Wicked....
Too all my good friends, you know what would be wicked? SIGNS!!! :D anyone wanna make me one? Someone made me one a while ago and i uploaded it, and now that i think about it... i wanna be cool and have a "made for me" album, please help :(

Poor Kid
Ok, we went to court yesterday...Paula couldn't bother to show up, she sent a lawyer instead. The judge looked down on that and as a result ordered her to pay for her own damn lawyer...he said if she gave a shit about her kid she would have been there. But due to the Lawyer it turned out that we used a Supreme Court Custody Modification form instead of a Circuit Court Custody Modification form so the case was dismissed and he suggested we actually hire a lawyer before we re-file. Kayla was crying because she wanted a chance to be heard and really didn't want to go back to her mom's house...a couple of the court ladies started to cry when they saw her crying and me hugging her and rubbing her head...they know where she belongs. So we left court and drove Kayla back to school and she immediately got in her car and drove herself to the police department where she told the officer that she refused to go home and she wanted a mira worker. We got a phone call from the police telling us to tu

Runaway
I've got my things packed My favorite pillow Got my sleeping bag Climb out the window All the pictures and pain I left behind All the freedom and fame I've gotta find And I wonder How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone And I wonder How far it'll take me To run away It don't make any sense to me Run away This life makes no sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me Run away It don't make any sense to me I was just trying to be myself You go your way I'll meet you in hell It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away It's hypocritical of you Do as you say not as you do I'll never be your perfect girl I've got to run away I'm too young to be Taken seriously But I'm too old to believe All this hypocrisy And I wonder How long it'll take them to see my bed is made And I wonder If I was a mistake I might have nowhere left to go

Your The One...
You're the one that I'm always gunna love and you're the one i'm always thinking of. It's so wonderful to know, beautiful to know, You're the one. You're the one that I'm always gunna love and you're the one i'm always thinking of. It's so wonderful to know, beautiful to know, You're the one. I remember the first time that I really looked you in your eyes I was thinking to myself, there will never be nobody else and from the moment that we touched, you had me wide open with your love The simple way you grabbed my hair, I'm so grateful that you are ? I never want to lose you, I'll do anything at all baby boy you know I really do need you, I'm always here when you call Now my whole life has changed, since you came around boy it's so great. THe way you make me feel with this I'm so thankful that we're more than friends and when you hold me, it's so real remember when you told me how you feel stand face to face, you're such a blessing I'll do what it takes. Wh

The Half Of You
Until you find the person who completes you... you would never know that all along... You are only half of whatever you were meant to be.. Find someone who completes you... Your other half, your better half... Someone whom you can't live without... And when you find that someone... Don't let go... Never take that someone for granted, For when you lose that person, It will be very hard to live a life having only half of what you were... _dYaNiKa_

Five Minute Moment
I often like to think about and observe the differences that exist between people. I marvel at the things I see in others. I admit it, I like to watch the behaviors of people. Not in a creepy, psycho kind of way, just casual observances. Just like many others, I sometimes I wish I had more of a particular trait; other times I am so grateful for the traits I have. I'm curious how people can make choices that clearly, I mean C-L-E-A-R-L-Y, are a no-no. I find it even more interesting how some people can continually make the same mistakes over and over. I find it fascinating how some people are more driven while others are more laid back. I just love the difference that make each of us so intriguing.

Can't Wait Till Next Yr!!!!!!
This was the first yr i ever got to go to Ozzfest...me and my honey went on friday...i'm still trying to recoup...we got to see Hatebreed, Static-X, Lamb of God(i had never seen them or heard of them before. and they kicked ass.) and of course the fucking man OZZY OSBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to go next yr...maybe i'll get better tix's than we did this yr..i had a rocking time and i would recommend that everybody go....lmao

August 29, 2007
August 29, 2007 These last two days have been kinda frustrating. Yesterday, I lost my internet connection. Today, it continued to not work until about 10 minutes ago (5:00 PM). What else happened yesterday is what made my day hell. I got call after call after call from my ex's friends telling me that she is pregnant.... YEAH RIGHT! She was pregnant every month we were together and she mysteriously had a miscarriage every month. Ya know, there was a story about a little boy that is kind of similar to this one. It's called "The Little Boy Who Cried Wolf" She is like the little boy. She is saying that she is pregnant so many times and not actually being that way just trying to get attention. So basically, when she does become pregnant and she tries to get some attention for that, no one will be there... Especially not me. Besides, if she is pregnant, its most likely not mine considering we have not had sex for over 4 months and she was sleeping with anoth

Cancer Candle (repost)
Cancer Candle All you are asked to do is keep this circulating. Even if its to one more person. In memory of anyone you know that has been struck down by cancer. A Candle Loses Nothing by Lighting Another Candle. Please Keep This Candle Going! (just hit reply, copy code, and paste into new bulletin) (repost of original by 'Tina ~Icy ~ Harrah{{Dirty South Crew}}' on '2007-08-25 08:50:56') (repost of original by '~Simplicity~Dirty South Crew~I.B.I.C.~S.B.A.B.~W.T.C.~' on '2007-08-25 09:46:28') (repost of original by '~~TEXAS GIRL~~DIRTYSOUTHCREW~~' on '2007-08-25 11:59:29') (repost of original by 'scsweetie.. "DSC" LOVE, HONOR, RESPECT, SUPPORT FOR ALL THAT SERVE OUR COUNTRY!!!' on '2007-08-25 12:08:24') (repost of original by 'Bobby Bones-Dirty South Crew' on '2007-08-26 13:54:56') (repost of original by '(SDMF) PLASTARD BASTARD' on '2007-08-26 15:00:39') (repost of original by 'crazy nutter' on '2007-08-26 18:36:25') (repost of original by '§

Savin' Me ~ Nickelback
How I feel most days when things to turn out right...lol Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me with these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you these city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me

A Hurting Letter
Tears are falling from my eyes, as I sit and cry at night. blood is dripping from my heart, as I try to write. I have so much pain, I'm hurt a lot, I can't explain all this, I'm just falling apart. no one understands, I don't know where to start and I don't know where to end. love hurts so much, like a thousand stabbing knives, especially when you have all this pain, that you wish you could deny. I'm so sore right now, my heart is racing fast, I wish I could forget all this, and leave it in the past. but there will always be a memory, a memory of us both, how we both loved each other, and in my heart I'll hold. I will always hold this memory even though you won't care, and the scar you left in my heart will always be there.

Written By A Guy
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you."

My Opinion On Internet Relationships
It is total Bullshit! 1st if ur married or have a significant other it is sad you are even online looking for others. Obviously your relationship sucks sooo bad you have to find thrills outside the relationship. Get out of it & move on, it is pathetic to be with someone u r unhappy with. To those that think ur going to find the love of your life in a virtual world....U don't know the person behind the keyboard, u most likely have never seen them face to face, felt their touch, or looked into their eyes. It's bullshit to say you love a fantasy and face it ppl. that is exactly what it is. Find someone that is real you deserve it. DO NOT give ur number to someone on here regardless of how long u have been talking to them, the reward you get is phone calls every hour from them leaving voicemails of how much they love u, and u hurt them because you do not partake in their little fantasy. It is sooo freak'en annoying. Your Friend Lynne

Amputation
READ THE FIRST LETTER OF EACH LINE A.nother operation where M.y thoughts linger P.ast the present situation. U.pon wakening I feel a T.ingling in what should A.lready be gone. T.hough I look down and I.t is no longer there O.ther thoughts are N.ow forcing me to press on!

Confused
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

"old" Is When...
"OLD" is when... Your sweetie says, "Let's go upstairs and make love," and you answer, "Pick one; I can't do both!" "OLD" is when... Your friends compliment you on your new alligator shoes and you're standing barefoot. "OLD" is when... A sexy babe catches your fancy and your pacemaker opens the garage door. "OLD" is when... Going braless pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. "OLD" is when... You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. "OLD" is when... You are cautioned to slow down by the doctor instead of by the police. "OLD" is when... "Getting a little action" means you don't need to take any fiber today. "OLD" is when... "Getting lucky" means you easily find your car in the parking lot. "OLD" is when... An "all nighter" means not getting up to use the bathroom. and... "OLD" is when... You are not sure these are jokes!

Life Sucks
Well, LIFE SUCKS with in the week I'VE LOST two great aunts... I so hate life.. its to short to mess around... but not long enough to do anything else. so live life to the fullest or shortest what ever comes first hopefully the fullest..love u all RAIN AKA STORM OF THE JLM

Drive
INCUBUS - Drive Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal. But lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there. So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive? Aah-ah-oo-o-o. It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around. But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there. Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive? Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there

Big Machine Injury.
Last 1998 I took my risk by having the machine press on my chest while I gave up holding 1 to 3 tons metal barrel. That lift up the parts and pile in the machine. The pressure almost had me killed. I even told my partner not to touch the button as he did anyway. I didn't careless myself as I couldn't hold longer. I let the machine hold me down while I try to breathe and crush my chest bone. I should have been dead long ago. But lucky other employeer came to get me out of the position. The most thing I hate about is oxygen inside the ambulance. It cold and I Was shaking. Oh well Life is like a short. There is no happiness. Still my chest bone keep crack back together. It hurt alot yes but I still didn't care.. Hope that understand you well. It not part of my hearing disability. I am not a retired man. I am not old yet. But I am a little pain for right now. I dont care about anyone trying to care for me. But most of all the people who have hearts that cares I accept. Smile peeps.... MMF

Girlfriend Application
watch out on your answer length there is a limit on how much you can put in. So if you want delete the question and leave the number. BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Favorite type of food? 2. Who is your favorite band? 3. Do you drink/smoke/use drugs? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so... would you play in it with me? 6. Would you dance with me in the rain? 7. Do you like movies? 8. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 9. Could we just fall asleep together? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Do you play any sports? 12. If so... what? 13. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 14. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 15. Favorite body part on you? 16. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 17. Do you have any reps (ie: JERK,ASS,CHEATER)? 18. Would you give me kisses just because? 19. Would you sleep in the same bed as

Well Fuck
At this point we are out of options. We can get the no-contact order removed because Paula lied to get it and we have solid proof of that. But apparently a lawyer is going to cost $5000 that we don't have and have no way of coming up with any time soon...and with mediation and court dates...it could take about a year and half to get custody of her...she'll be 18 and already living with us by then. Unless Paula pulls something else or Kayla's grandma who she's staying with, and Kayla gets hold of the detective as soon as it happens we're kind of fucked. It's kind of messed up how a mother can put her child through so much hell and the law won't even help the poor girl. The laws are supposed to be there to protect the children...they don't. They step between the ones that aren't doing anything and their kids and won't help the ones that really need it. Danville Illinois really needs to be wiped off the map. And then to top it off she had to have me change her passwords because she doesn'

Hey Everyone!
I'm still not hooked up to the computer yet but i am really trying! Where's my luv? I've been gone awhile. Would like to be on the next level when I return. Hopefully I'll be back on in the middle of September. MISS EVERYONE!

I Am So Tired...
I am so tired my eyes can hardly see The tears that I have been shedding won't let me be The life I once had is gone so far away Remember me in your dreams the love we once had gone astray Many apologies follow the love is gone for long I am so tired of asking I am so always wrong.

Last Call!!
HEY YA'LL!! Tomorrow I plan on deleting all the crap off my page and hope that them people behind Fubar delete this thing within the next two weeks. I will not be here as of Saturday!! So, if ANY of you reading this want to keep in touch and haven't done so already, EMAIL ME at happybunny65@gmail.com. If I don't hear from you, I guess you really don't care whether or not we keep in touch. I do NOT plan on returning to Fubar, EVER, so this is your last chance. I won't have my feelings hurt if you choose not to KIT either...just sayin'...don't let this opportunity pass you by! Nice knowing most of you, and Thank you to all those who have ever posted comments on my page, pics, left rates, and gifts, or just said hi in private message once in a while. Nothing has gone by me unappreciated. I know I didn't always say so, but those of you who left constant notes really made my day. THANK YOU and BIG HUGS to those who did. Take care, hope to hear from you, and God Bless! T

Crashing Stars
Oh this night of nights I weep Void of love and lack of sleep Inside my heart a yearning fair Lent to the mask of Soul's despair. A hunger burns inside my breath Of tainted ruins and cold caress Upon this night a lonely sound Stars fade and crash upon the ground. No light comes now to calm my pain Visions of heartache still remain Forever lost among my dreams Filled with pangs of misery. The tattered moon cries tonight Tears fall on stars lost from sight Within the sky no star is found They've all crashed upon the ground With troubled eyes that seek relief Stars cross against the moon that weeps Within the soul no light is seen Just remnants of sad memories. If I could hold the moon so fast Inside my soul it's glow would last Then too those lonely stars be found No longer crashing to the ground.

Ok Gang This Is Very True So Im Told So Im Bloging It For You All You Go Ladys(females Only)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY VIBRATORS ARE SOMETIMES BETTER THAN REAL SEX.... THIS IS FOR ALL YOU LADYS OUT THERE YOU GO GIRLSSSSsssssssssssss.......08-31-07..12:30AM.. Body: Body: -Vibrators don't have problems with gas ... Nor do they hog the remote ... Nor the computer! - We can get a bigger one or one that has better options whenever we want without being called a slut. - Vibrators never go limp and rubbery, you simply replace the batteries when it tires. - Position is your choice, not his. - You don't have to suck it. - It works "while" the sports games are on. - It always is hard. - It doesn't leave a mess behind. - You don't have to wear an ill fitting teddy to excite it. - It doesn't care that you gained 10 lbs. - It doesn't fall asleep and snore in your ear afterwards. - You don't have to clean up the apartment before bringing it home. - You don't have to cook it breakfast and pretend to be interested in it the next morning. - You can throw them in a drawer and

My Thoughts About Wwe Raw
if your a wrestling fan then you will proberly understand this blog lmao... I AM SICK OF JOHN CENA AS THE WWE CHAMPION!!!!! i am a cena fan dont get me wrong but i would like to see someone new hold the title for a while like Randy Orton or Mr. Kennedy for that matter... as for william regal as the general manager of raw that was a big mistake i could of thought of a lot of more protential GMs than him like Mick Foley or heck i'll take back Eric Bischoff... and on a final note: CRYME TIME THE NEW WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPS!!!! peace!

Words 2
DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE

Reason, Season, Or Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that o our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or lear

Second Day At Fubar
Hi to all Fubar members. Today is my second day at Fubar and I already was welcomed by some nice people which I would like to meet in a later stage. The upcoming weeks I would like to use to explore Fubar and meet some nice people who are not fake and respect others like I do. So if your one of them please don't hesitate to contact me. I look forward to meet you and exchange thoughts about our living environiment. I'm a 52 year young Dutch male living in the South of the Netherlands. For those who have a problem with geografy, it's that little country in the North West of Europe.

Sex With A Nun
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off at the next stop. When the bus starts again, the bus driver says to the hippie, "If you want, I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie of course says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery to pray to the lord. "If you went dressed in robes and some glowing powder," says the bus driver, "You could tell her you were God and command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides to try this out. That Tuesday, he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun. Right on schedule, the nun shows up. While she's in the middle of praying, the hippie walks out from hiding, in robes and glowing with a mask of god. "I am God, I have heard your prayers and I will answer them but yo

Grateful To You, My Friend.....
You're My friend, through good times and bad. my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years! You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you. Forward this to all your good friends on-line to show them you are friends. If you send this to: 6 people - you have many friends!! 7 people - you are sooo loved!! This is sweet, I hope I get it back

Danielle You Will Be Truly Missed
A great friend of mine died from an apparent suicide. It was sudden and really unexpected, I know that goes without saying but Danielle was always so full of life and really enjoyed living. She enjoyed working outdoors and had her own construction company. A truly beautiful home, a great son, everything in the world to live for. She will be truly missed and always remembered. I love you Danielle, and I miss you.

Cuzzin In The Church ( Cute)
A Crusty old man walks into the local Lutheran Church and says to the secretary, "I would like to join this damn church." The astonished woman replies, "I beg your pardon, sir. I must have misunderstood you. What did you say?" "Listen up, damn it. I said I want to join this damn church!" "I'm very sorry sir, but that kind of language is not tolerated in this church." The secretary leaves her desk and goes into the pastor's study to inform him of her situation. The pastor agrees that the secretary does not have to listen to that foul language. They both return to her office and the pastor asks the old geezer, "Sir, what seems to be the problem here?" "There is no damn problem," the man says. "I just won $200 million bucks in the damn lottery and I want to join this damn church to get rid of some of this damn money. " "I see," said the pastor. "And is this bitch giving you a hard time?"

Funny Priest Joke
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak.> >> >> >After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done.> >> >> >The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On> >the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I> >start to get nervous, I take a sip."> >> >> >So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice.> >> >At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink.> >> >He proceeded to talk up a storm.> >> >> >Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following> >note on the door:> >> >1) Sip the>vodka, don't gulp.> >> >2) There are 10 commandments, not 12.> >> >3) There are 12 disciples, not 10.> >> >4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated.> >> >5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass.> >> >6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C.> >> >7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy,> >Junior and the spooky.> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >> >8) David slew Goliat

Ramallah
Days Of Revenge These are the days of revenge so sweet. Can you feel it? Can you feel it? There is a fear in the air that I have prayed for, for my whole life. Can you feel it? And do you fear it? And Malcolm was right: The hate that we've sown has come home in the night. So wake up. It's time to die. Can you feel it? Can you feel it? 'cause we've reached the end of the lies: Just take a look at the papers, and your leaders: they're killers and they're liars. See what they do in your name to make the bodies pile higher. The murders and the terror, they've done it forever as we sit back and smile at the script that they sell us. So now they come for me. So now they come for you. We didn't hear and now there's nothing we can do. Holy Mother of Columbine, say a prayer for me and the USA. Blessed martyrs of Palestine, come and strike us down. How dare we pray? Osama is the demon that keeps you all safe in your cells. Believe it. Oh sweet revenge... And Je

Update On Jim
Hi... this is Teri (Jim's daughter) My Dad had his surgery and skin graph today around 10 am. and came home around 2 pm. It seems it was a success!!! they had originally said he'd be in the hospital a few days but they called to tell me to come get him. So... he is all bandaged and swollen and medicated and missing his computer badly. so If you have his number give him a call. Im sure he'd love to talk to you. He is very alert and fine considering he's on pain pills! lol thank you for all your prayers and I'm sure he will be checking his messages sometime this week. Teri

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Prayers To The Lord This Morning..
Lord as I say daily prayer and give Praise to you . I want to thank you for all my blessings ; I want to ask if you will look after all those troubled and all those hurting or in need, may you bless they abundnantly, may you see they have all they need ; May You take way all hurt , pain or troubles away from them. In Thy Name Jesus, I aak. today , may we all see tomorrow and may it be greater than any one can imagine .I pray that those lost seek you and find You; I pray that the light be back in the world again thur Jesus Christ...Lord may all be ready to know You , find you seek You and chose to walk in faith knowing You and Your words and love and grace and mercy. Amen! God Almighty Amen! Praise Our Lord Amen!!!

Past
Ghosts I'm a soldier, meaning that I'm both the defendent and the judge. I'm standing on both sides of the fire, going around turns. Overtaking death and life, I'm running to fight with the shadow of a lie. No matter how many threads deception would weave Truth will show its face of light. I'm a soldier, born to stand in this waking hell. I am witnessing more than I can compute. Pray myself we don't forget lies, betrayed and the oppressed. Please give me the strength to be the truth. People facing the fire together. If we don't, we'll lose all we have found. After a dream to the edge of a chasm. Only that way can the world be saved Don't you cry Hide the tears Because a new day will start Your fire will be heated by thousands of hearts But now get up Hide the pain and fear far The one who's right will win Know that everything is in your hands

Our Lord Gives You What You Need>
He ; Our Lord, < gives to you out of his love all you,ll need to make it thru till he calls you home . He,ll never put on you troubles more that you can carry . He doesnt want us burden and be laddened with pain or grief or any burdens ; But sometimes things go wrong , it,s the Devil, He fights us , He attackes where theres a weak spot ;He ; Satan ,works His way in to bring doubt in our lives and attacks our faith so we must fight. We pray and be stronger in our Lord and close to Him and ask in His Name Jesus Christ, so all will be alright , God will help you ,to be strong to hold the devil off or back. Just hold fast and strong in faith you,ll get thru God will answer and see that your ok and are safe He Is our safty net in our lives He is ..Amen!!! hugs diana

Accident
If i don't respond to you, i'm sorry. I was biking when i was struck by a mail truck. I have no broken bones. However, i'm stitched up and my whole right side is basically useless. Plus I have a concussion It would mean alot to me if you left comments or called me. I might not answer, but please leave a message and i will try to get back to you. any support is appreciated. i am lUcky to be alive. and io have to thank lance for spending the day at the hospital with me.

What Is Love?
I don't normally write blogs and such.. but lately I have been finding myself thinking about this one girl all the time. She knows who she is :] It's weird though because i genuinely do like her, the only snag is that we've never actually met :| I've never felt this strongly about anyone before. Is what i'm feeling love? I know people out there will judge me on that, but I really think it is :] I'd meet her right this second if I could. :]

A Gemini Venting? (a Poem?)
Hmmmm......This came about while walking one night Part of me thinks: I should remain single for life Settle down soon because it would help me be considerate towards others Keep my secrets to myself 'cause nobody can truly relate or even understand Tell my secrets to people who really care about my well being and want to get closer to me. Not try and have more passion about cooking because I may find another field of work that I would really enjoy more Work harder to develop my cooking skills Keep doing my own thing and look not to be a part of the crowd Join the crowd and go with the flow Keeping moving to different cities for the experience Find one city and stay there Give up the spiritual quest Be more devoted to it and become ordained in Buddhism Eat anything I want Go back to eating vegetarian/vegan/raw I'm 36 with a older older mentality I'm 36 living like I'm in my twenties so to speak I'm at some mid 30's crossroads and I need to choose what I want to do

What Makes A Marine Special
WHAT MAKES MARINE INFANTRY SPECIAL? "What makes Marine infantry special? Asking the question that way misses the most fundamental point about the United States Marine Corps. In the Marines, everyone - sergeant, mechanic, cannoneer, supply man, clerk, aviator, cook - is a rifleman first. The entire corps, all 170,000 or so on the active rolls, plus the reserves, are all infantry. All speak the language of the rifle and bayonet, of muddy boots and long, hot marches. It's never us and them, only us. That is the secret of the Corps." "If Army infantry amounts to a stern monastic order standing apart, on the edge of the wider secular soldier world, Marine infantry more resembles the central totem worshiped by the entire tribe. Marines have specialized, as have all modern military organizations. And despite the all-too-real rigors of boot camp, annual rifle qualification, and high physical standards, a Marine aircraft crew chief or radio repairman wouldn't make a good 0311 on a squad a

Christmas Wishlist!
Ok, so as not to be thought of as crazy for posting something like this really early, Santi (Dredy) is posting one too, yay! So yes... this is what you all can get me for Christmas ;) 1) Santi 2) A dark room 3) Everything to go in a darkroom 4) Decent digital camera... just for snapshots 5) Would mind a Rebel 6) Santi 7) Wacom tablet... still dont have one 8) Macbook 9) Creative Suite 3 10) Snow 11) Santi in the snow 12) Anything in my wishlist on deviantart (http://tinhead.deviantart.com) 13) A vacation 14) With Santi 15) Oh! new bedset... something with color and flavah, yea! 16) Any of my 3 obsessions --- Jewelry... most especially pretty gothic cross necklaces... --- Body sprays.. anything fruity that I dont already have, lol! --- Lingerie... 40B size 9 panties or XXL 17) Santi and the list may grow. start shopping!

Tears For The Departed
woke up this morning, wishing it was all a dream, two friend whom have always been here for me, gone. awoke to the sad reality that ill never see them again, never to see amandas smile, or laugh at how stupid steve is. i miss them already , even when we had our arguements we were still close. i guess thats what happens with years of friendship. so good a friendship, that i was asked tobe godparent to there upcoming baby. this of course made me feel awkward at 1st, but then i realized this gives my life some kind of purpose. which made me really happy inside. i was supposed to work 4-cl today, but at 10:30am i get a phone call telling me im late, so i had to rush to work put up with all kinds of stupid shit, with people askin me whats wrong? am i ok? everything! no! Could this all be a dream? did i die? am i in hell? i ask myself these questions as i sit here wishing things could of been different amanda.you gave me a great gift and i thank you, i will always

Do It
The sex game thing. Just so you know, I don't take these things seriously. They're just funny and I'm bored. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if I liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Woul

People Love Each Other For A Reason!!!1
People in this day and age think there isnt true loe or they wont even find it. People think they should love people for what they can give them or what they can do for them. Love is not what people can do for you or what they can give you. Love is a certain feeling that makes you feel good about yourself and the person who is in love with feels about you and themselves. Love is a feeling that when your loved one touches you ,smiles @ you ,saying something nice to you and you feel great. If you get a certain feeling when your loved one touches you and you dont know how to explain it but you get butterflies in your stomach and you smile that is a great feeling. Most people in this world does not get to experience this becasur htey sell theselves short. Love what does it mean to you. It means so much to me and it can be put into words. Love to me is having someone there that wants you for you and not what you can do for them or what you can give them. To make them smile, to hav someone

Job 11 ; -13 ;- 20 Verses
13 ; If you prepare your heart and stretch out your hands toward Him; 14 ; If iniquity were in your hands,and you put it far away, And would not let wickedness dwell in your tents,; 15 ; Then suredely you could lift up your face without spot.Yes, you could be stead fast with no fear; 16 ;Becasue you would forget your misery,and remember its waters ,that have passed away. 17 ; And your life would be brighter that noon day. Though you were dark youd be like in the morning. 18 ;And youd be secure, cause there is hope. Yes youd dig around you, and take your rest in safEty. 9 ;You would also lIe down and no one else would make you afraid. Yes many would court your favor. 20 ; But the eyes of the wicked would fail,, and they shall not escape,; And their hope - loss of life.!AMEN!11

Alone
I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone you don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone

Take Her Back
Beneath the paint, the face, the breasts, the facade so carefully learned, the party dresses and plunging necklines (nudged aside in the imaginations of leering men), hair, dyed, blow-combed, and teased, she is beaten down and back, but breathes, shallow, steady - take her back. You see her still, in the mirror each morning, freshly scrubbed - before the daily show begins again - take her back. Be that woman once again, because she is the person you were always meant to be. Take her back to the dreams she once had of one whole person, untrammeled by the needs of others, reaching for her rightful place, fighting for her goals. She belongs to you and no-one else. © All rights reserved

No Others Dance
No others dance - just you and I - a thousand miles apart, yet moving to this same music. In this moment, imagined, your head upon my shoulder, every word is ours, exists to find new ways to sing to you; all music is the sound of our two heartbeats in syncopation with the moment of our joining. I can almost feel you, now, slow dancing in my arms as the rest of the world fades to gray. © All rights reserved

Open Book
turn my page run your fingers gently along each line linger over each word move your lips as you read me when you finish, don’t leave just yet stay, because the next chapter wants to be written i am a book in need of an exciting plot twist draw the tension out keep the reader guessing let’s get caught up in the details so let us stretch reality creating intricate scenes cleverly playing on emotions turn my page i am an open book dictate the next page keeping in mind that i love a surprise ending

Calling All Angels
Calling All Angels Written by Lea MacDonald SFFD-Captain-227 Submitted 10/5/05 As a firefighter, I decided I'd send along a poem I wrote to help folks understand what might have happened that horrific day. There are several layers of meaning marbled within it; words of healing as well. It is written in iambic pentameter, the preferred style of Robert Service - you'll find the rhythm. "Calling All Angels! Calling All Angels!" Went out his thunderous plea. "I am thy Lord beseeching my horde to assemble in front of me!" In a flash the angels did dash to gather at His feet, And hear His plan to help all man by use of Heaven's elite. "The Devil's made a play this September day to hurt the ones I love, He's loosed upon earth his demonic worth now push has come to shove. I'll not stand by and have good men die without awareness in their heart, So this day in my plan-full way a battle I'm going to start." "Gabriel old friend to this end welcome every wo

Miles Between Us
There's a sea between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you. There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part.

A Pure Heart
A unicorn represents a pure heart overflowing with love, innocence, kindness, charity, justice, sensitivity, truth, loyalty, beauty, and all things good. I'm sending you this unicorn greeting, because I see all of these special qualities in you. You're a magical spark in a world that sometimes seems dark. Your light never fails to touch my heart and soul leaving behind a feeling of peace and an assurance that goodness truly exists in the world. Thank you for being you.

A Red Rose
Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars. Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses. And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife... You changed my life for the better, and I treasure you and our love. I truly believe you were sent to me from above. I know it's not nearly enough, but here are one hundred and four roses for you. In celebration of our love.

Thought About You
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Killer Of Alleged Molester Gets Prison
Dad who stabbed alleged molester gets prison Conn. father of 2-year-old receives 12-year sentence for killing neighbor Updated: 10:36 a.m. CT Aug 31, 2007 BRIDGEPORT, Conn. - A lawyer who stabbed his neighbor to death because he thought the man had molested his 2-year-old daughter was sentenced Friday to 12 years in prison for first-degree manslaughter. “It’s a Shakespearean tragedy brought into the real world,” Judge Richard Comerford said at the sentencing. “Something was set into motion in this man’s mind—real or perceived. It was very real to him.” Jonathon Edington, 29, attacked neighbor Barry James in the man’s bedroom last year after his wife told him she thought James had molested their daughter. Officers said they found Edington washing the victim’s blood off in a kitchen sink. Fairfield police also investigated the molestation allegation and said they found no evidence to back it up. They said Edington’s wife, Christina, refused to cooperate with the investiga

Nap Time
Ok, Friday was another long day. I worked then watched Wild Hogs with my dad. That evening we spent 2 hours in traffic to go watch Nickleback in concert. We missed Finger 11 but Puddle of Mudd was great and Nickleback kicked ass. Do to a small miss understanding Ryan’s parents had a little confutation in the parking lot, and then we sat in traffic another hour. Then with how my luck was rolling Denny’s was short staffed and slammed do to all the events letting out at the same time. But the good news is I got a free Cardinals blanket. Saturday, I was up at 7*30 to head up to the Japanese festival. To bad I was only running on 2 hours of sleep. Thank god when we bought our family vehicle we were thinking of lots of people. Me, Annie, Drina in the front, Mom, Sarah and Kelly in the back that’s good for a truck I think. One thing I love having my aunt on like every committee in St. Louis is that we get in almost free. So we walked around Shaws gardens all day eating food, watching show

Somewhere....
Ooooo oooooo ohoohohoo Ooooo ohooohoo oooohoo Ooooo ohoohooo oohoooo Oohooo oohoooho ooooho Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high And the dreams that you dreamed of Once in a lullaby ii ii iii Somewhere over the rainbow Blue birds fly And the dreams that you dreamed of Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh Someday I'll wish upon a star Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii Someday I'll wish upon a star, Wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I hiii ? Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo

Darkness
sitting here in the dark everything seems ever so stark just before dawns new light no future even in sight no beginning no end there is no way i could bend terrified I am going crazy everything seems a lil hazy dreaming a little bit wild perhaps a bit of a child lost and ever so scared my soul is completely bared going forward is all i can do because on thing is tru crazy as a lune i will be certifiable is all i can see so looking forward looking back perhaps they are right I may crack but at least a chance I have this way so there is no way for me to stay

What The Universe Says
There is a voice uttering the same phoneme since before trees and a word left unspoken since before air. If I could fold time like folding an origami heron, you could hear that word and need no other reason to come to my arms.

Solitare
listening to the gentle wind haunting restless walking aimlessly almost taunting silent tear falls echoing hollow emptiness felt so deep I swallow alone yet safe so bitter sweet wondering yet facing never beat mocking the birds calling their mate aching i wish that were my fate knowing solitary is to be mine no fortune teller do i need to find