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My Fantasy Football Roster Draft Roster
My Fantasy Football Team Roster QB's - Peyton Manning,Tony Romo WR's - Andre Johnson,Reggie Wayne,Vincent Jackson, Plaxico Burress,Dez Bryant RB's - Jamaal Charles,Rashard Mendenhall,Ahmad Bradshaw, Ryan Grant,Javid Best,Willis McGahee TE - Jason Whitten K - Nate Kaeding D - Saints I picked Ryan Grant in the 14th rnd!! He was STILL THERE hahaha,I think I got a good team :D whadduhya think?

This Is Awesome&totally True.hope You Guy's Like My Cool Story.
Oh man I love my life.It's story time children,I know it's not time for bed,but hopefully a good laugh will get your day started great&it'll stay that way.Ok a few day's ago I was walking Sophie&I forgot the poopy bag,she goes potty&the lady across the street comes out hollering&sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong(wish I would have smashed her snoopy nose right in Sophie's dook)So I ask her for a bag she say's no I ain't got no bag,mind you she has two dog's of her own,so she basically wanted to make me look like an asshole.So I get walking turn around&she's still standing there staring me down,so I go back get in her face&chew her ass out,she goes running into the house like the coward that she is,you know the type talk the talk but they can't walk the walk,we most of you know I talk the talk,walk the walk&I don't take shit from anybody.I don't care who you are.So and this is the best part,you might want to pee before reading this.let me just say first that god work's in very

Come Into My World, I Wanna Show You
Lets take a look inside this girls mind........ She fools everyone, you can't tell by her smile but every day she wakes up and fights for that smile... She once had everything. her fairytale had come true, or so she thought. She was inlove and thought the feelings were mutual. She gave her life to this guy forever, only for one day him to decide that another girl could do it better. Which I don't blame him, This girl didn't give him the best she could. She took everything for granted. A 4 year relationship with a baby ends in a divorce after being married for 2 months. That killed her. but no one knew. She was and still is and forever might be dead inside. She feels dead inside. and doesn't understand how she is supposed to take care of another person when she can barely take care of herself. and how is she supposed to love another person when she barely loves herself. that's really all I got for now.... I try to forget.. but it's not that easy :( And please. Don't judge this girl...

Htc Sets To Do A Hi-fier For You
Smartphones are the craze of the present time. It’s always a great one to have the application gadget at your palm that can perform all the acts that your PC normally does. It’s the set that is an integral part of your daily life. You can read books, you can check your bank account details, you can watch movies, you can voice chat, and in fact, you can reach everywhere where you can’t reach personally. And when HTC smartphone ranges from RightGadgets.in are there for you, you can surely expect something that goes beyond these common stuffs. Watch out www.rightgadgets.in/items_subcat.asp?Category=Mobiles_India_Online&cid=1&brand=HTC for more details.

Ronnie The Fubar Sheriff
THE FUBAR SHERIFF AKA RONNIE@ fubar This person has been wreaking havoc on webcast for about 3 weeks now and it seems that there isnt anyone at Fubar that gives a rats ass that this person is making a laughing stock of Fubar. He needs to be dealt with swiftly and permanetly, This person is far more dangerous to the site than others who have been frozen out of their accounts, my real question is why since he is having an effect on an area of the website that is used 24/7, why isnt a more pro-active approach being taken to stop his harrassment of the members of this site. I know what the terms of service say ,i have read them, Fubar does not get involved in disputes between members. There is one difference,this person is bringing grief on people who have never even spoken a word to him. Is it fair to the membership, for the administration to hide behind the terms of service instead of aggresively taken care of this problem? I say deal with this nuisance now , because i for one will not

Perfect Girl
Perfect Girl Manny was almost 29 years old. Most of his friends had already gotten married, and Manny just bounced from one relationship to the next. Finally a friend asked him, "What's the matter, are you looking for the perfect woman? Are you THAT particular? Can't you find anyone who suits you?" "No," Manny replied. "I meet a lot of nice girls, but as soon as I bring them home to meet my parents, my mother doesn't like them. So I keep on looking!" "Listen," his friend suggested, "Why don't you find a girl who's just like your dear ole Mother?" Many weeks past before Manny and his friend got together again. "So Manny. Did you find the perfect girl yet. One that's just like your Mother?" Manny shrugged his shoulders, "Yes I found one just like Mom. My mother loved her, they became great friends." "Excellent!!! So,.... Are you and this girl engaged, yet?" "I'm afraid not. My Father can't stand her!"

Lmfao Must Read And Pass On To Friends
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

The Marionette
The Marionette How can i forget you when its me i can't forgive. This hollow once soul filled marionette now hangs lifeless, forgotten by the strings that once brought him life In this twisted depiction of life that once mimicked what could only be best described as heaven on earth filled with passion, love and excitement framed in by time that moved so slowly you thought the next second would never tick by. Now resembles an empty spilled bottle of whiskey sitting next to a smoldering ashtray in a post apocalyptic shell of a church that is being destroyed at its very foundation by the twisted Thorn covered memories of being cast aside time and time again and as the marionette sits half propped up on a chair sitting in a doorway of this once bustling sanctuary with a blank stare upon his faded cracked almost invisible smiling face the wind starts to blow through the shattered windows that would have pictured the struggles of a Savior almost for

Funny Fairie
A married couple in their 60's are visited by a fairy who grants them both a wish. "I want to travel around the world with my darling husband" says the wife. 2 tickets for a luxury cruise magically appear in her hand. Husband says "Sorry, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me." Fairy waves her wand and the husband becomes 92 ... The Moral of the story: Men who are ungrateful bastards should remember that fairies are female!!!.....pass it on...its too funny

The Last Leaf To Fall
The Last Leaf to Fall The wind it howled all through the night, So she hung on with all her might, While others fell unseen by light, When morning came she saw their plight. The town then woke and what they found, Their trees were bare for miles around, Crimson and gold had covered the ground, Alone she cried without a sound. From high above the earth she hung, The mournful wind its song it sung, No one was left to be among, To their end they’d all been flung. Her senses were sharp, her vision keen, How could winter be so mean, Her skin had turned deep aubergine, Blackened veins where once was green, As she succumbed to winters nip, Her life lived; she lost her grip, And in the wind her shape did flip, Over the ground her frame did skip. She came to rest upon the grass, The man had watched it all from class, Where he awaited with frame of brass, And gently placed her behind the glass. Her tree of life for those months few, Stood bare

Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju

Scared About My Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having

Im Never Going To Make It Lol
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Crazy
Its crazy how your silence gets to be another murder caseIts crazy how i trip like i didn't tie my shoe laceIts crazy how its so hard for me to be your baseIts crazy how other people put smiles on my faceIts crazy how those little things by you come by graceIts crazy how much your love i embraceIts crazy how loving you feels like i'm in a raceIts crazy how i can't catch your paceIts crazy how i love you and i'll give you spaceIts crazy how its crazy so watch this space

Sister Murdered Hardest Thing
I Wrote this Before But Almost Deleted My Fubar Account and Deleted The Blog.But One Of The Hardest Things Ive ever Had To Deal With was Losing My Sister To Murder.{Feb 3rd 2006}.From My Mums Sounding so Hysterical when She called Me That Morning.And Crying and Saying My Sister Stephanie was Dead...At 1st When I Heard her I Thought she was gonna say something wrong with one of My Girls-I Couldnt handle that.But She Said Bobby-Stephanie Is Dead. I really couldnt Grasp what was being Said...In The Back of My Mind,I'm Thinking Ok She is Just Hurt Need to get her to the Hospital...But It Soon Was all sinking in That This was Reality and wasnt gonna be right or She wasnt coming back.Went To Greenville.It was a Huge Crime Scene.Roped Off.The Highway That Little Caesars Sat On Was Crowded...I Knew My Sister was In There.And Laying Dead in The Floor...Coroners,Police,Investigators were in there.Taking Pics.or whatever.........Had To Stop Just Thinking bout it Just Now....But its Ok.......Im W

A Hater
:08am more To SGTxELLIS: they are me... shut it up and i have salutes and videos up and posted so lick my pussy! 8:09am reply SGTxELLIS: they are not ALL you. some of yours are mixed in 8:10am more To SGTxELLIS: fuck off you annoy me and i have no time for hate! 8:10am reply SGTxELLIS: not hate. facts 8:11am reply SGTxELLIS: your old ass body doesnt look like the tight perfect ones. lol. so easy to detect. I AM 37 YEARS OLD, I HAVE VIDEOS OF MYSELF POSTED AND 2 SALUTES SO HIME AND EVERYONE CAN FUCK OFF! I FEEL SORRY FOR THE JEALOUSY PEOPLE HAVE! THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WITH NUMEROUS ACCOUNTS WHO HAVE TAKEN PICTURES OF MY CHILD! HER NAME IS MS MURDERDOLL.....ITS TIME SOMEBODY STANDS UP FOR HERSELF AND THAT IS ME!

Vampires Promise
A Vampire's Promise The smell of you, The pulse in your neck I can feel, hear and see your life Coursing through your veins I need it; I want it I will take it from you Look into my eyes Fall into the endless Sky there See the universe inside us? Past and future fade There is just now, just the two of us. Give yourself to me Eager and willingly Pleasure and Pain Succubus to my desire I will fulfill every fantasy you ever had. Bare yourself to me Let me drink your essence Invite me to partake of you Your blood, your flesh, yourlifew I will savor you, remember you Love you forever I will touch you Where you have never been touched Your hardness, your softness; Your weakness, your strength I will absorb every dream Become every wish Let me stroke you. Let mne kiss you Inhale you Become one with you Give me your love, your soul, your life We will be immortal Out love endless, timeless. Warm this coldness Inflame these dead embers That

Purple Ribbon Day
Purple Ribbon Day- Wiccan and PaganRightProclaimed by: Lord Mordred Proclaimed from: Fort Worth, Texas Proclamation... To all Wiccan and Pagans (Ribbon day) Body: Purple Ribbon Day All practitioners of Earth religions, Wicca, Shamanism, Druidry etc, are being encouraged to wear a purple ribbon as a way of promoting religious tolerance and to potentially raise awareness: OnSept. 21st to 22nd all Witches are going to wear little purple ribbons so everyone will know Who Else is a witch/wiccan/ pagan/... . But no one can do this if they don't know about it, so pass the word along! This message goes to all Witches, Wiccans, Pagans from all sorts of traditions. We can make a day for Ourselves!! Actually, two days!!! You can buy a purple ribbon anywhere, Dollar store, wal-mart, shoppers drug mart, anywhere...Wear it in your Hair, or pin it up to your shirt. Make it public!!!

War. Peace. Life.
We are each of us constantly moving forward, into an unknown and unseen future. To a time other than now, to a place other than here. They believe that there has to be something wonderful out there. And you people will seek it forever, walking your bloody path, won't you. How very unfortunate. Is there no hope? But then what is hope? That all of your wishes and all of your dreams come true? To have your prayers answered? To turn back time because things weren't supposed to happen like THAT? Could you say with absolute certainty that you wouldn't make the same mistakes again? Who decided all this, and what has been decided...

Fubucks
OK here it is people have told me to play games and rate and like to gain fubucks but noone has said to which games to play that will make you fubucks. I have been playing games and have not noticed my fubucks go up at all, so people out their in fu world if you know which games that happen to make points or even fubucks please pass this information along to me. Thank you.

Police: Two Shot In Candlestick Park Lot After Raiders-49ers Tilt
Two men were shot and wounded in the parking lot of Candlestick Park after a preseason game Saturday night between the San Francisco 49ers and the Oakland Raiders, police said. The shootings occurred around 8 p.m. PDT, shortly after the 49ers' 17-3 victory, police Sgt. Michael Andraychak said. The victims are a 24-year-old man, who was hospitalized with life-threatening injuries, and a 20-year-old man, who was hospitalized and was expected to survive, Andraychak said. Their names have not been released. The San Francisco Chronicle reported that police were holding a suspect soon after the shooting. San Francisco police Sgt. Frank Harrell described the suspect to the newspaper as a male adorned in Raiders clothing, adding that he was discovered on a party bus in an RV section of the lot. The Chronicle reports that the 24-year-old victim was wearing an "(expletive) the 49ers" T-shirt. He was in critical condition with two to four gunshot wounds to the stomach Saturday n

Chulez Thecanter
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Sb Bs Ugghhh
:32am more To JACK KGB K...: if your going to talk to muderdoll that im done talking to you! i saw the comment on your page ugghhh WTF? 7:33am reply JACK KGB K...: hell idk why or how she left it, i have her blocked or least i did 7:34am more To JACK KGB K...: no dont bullshit me she said it was great talking to you...dont play games...im very very smart! 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: what the fuck? 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: i havent even been bere sinse yesterday morning 7:34am reply JACK KGB K...: miss so smart 7:35am reply JACK KGB K...: but yeah i dont tollerate accusation juist ask pickles how i hand this sorta thing 7:36am more To JACK KGB K...: i never said you were online, she talked to you probably on yahoo or your cell, dont dare threaten me! 7:36am reply JACK KGB K...: no threats ever 7:37am more

Bingo Boomy
So i'm having a Bingo Boomy... What Is it? Well you pick two numbers between 1-75 and you pay 10 million fu-bucks... It ends Sept 2 And will be drawn in a lounge on cam LIVE.. So hurry...Get Your numbers Before they are gone... Pm Only Please unless i state otherwise

My Way
I am thinking of things that start with the letter F Fornacation forthright fucking for thr future of fatherhood. I am thinking of the girl from far away that has changed my life with her words and things she says I am wanting to finnally come face to face with her and see her in real not just pictures and words, and she just asked me if I believe in PDF. I did not know what she meant but when she expleaned the meaning I almost came in my pants. Ahe wated to know if I like Public Displays of affection. I told her ALL THE WAY I would fornacate fuck and father in her in the midle of the airport.

Short Stories
Every muscle in my body screamed at me when I tried to stretch upon waking up, I laid there in bed debating if I should take a shower of soak in a nice hot bath to uncoil my tight aching muscles. I had only been in the house for a month and a half but I had been busy fixing up the old manor. My mind was still having a hard time believing that my fiancé had written a letter to his family attorney and asked that this old manor be left to me in the event that something ever happened to him. All of my friends had told me that the thought was crazy, to leave the loft warehouse apartment that I owned and move to a foreign country. My writing was selling well, but had suffered as of late there was inspiration; maybe this move was just what the doctor had ordered. The countryside was beautiful, and the old manor even though nobody had lived in it for years was still for the most part well kept. There was running water, and the electric worked. The attorney was kind enough to have the house i

Funny Stuff
Two hillbillies are having lunch when a woman seated nearby begins to choke. Hillbilly asks her,"kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly asks her "kin ya breathe?" Woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly walks over,lifts up her dress, yanks down britches and licks her butt cheek. The woman has a violent spasm and spits out food. The hillbillies' buddy says "ya know,I heerd of that there hind lick maneuver but I aint niver seed nobody do it".....re-post if ya laughed.

Just Wow
This past week has been just wow ... It has been an emotional round of ACM (Look that up it's a military turm specifically fighter pilot turm) And Right now I'm giddy. I need a Grinectomy (Surgical removal of the grin from the face a made up turm) And I beleive it is only going to get better. *Looks to his one sleeping peacefully* Yeah only going to get amazing. For I have found her. *Looks to who I have to thank for this* Thank you for everything, and especially for introducing us I don't regret a thing.

The Beginning Of The End
5 Best Sentences (my thoughts exactly!) 1. You cannot legislate the poor into prosperity, by legislating the wealth out of prosperity. 2. What one person receives without working for, another person must work for without receiving. 3. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else. 4. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it. 5. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work, because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that is the beginning of the end of any nation.

Song Lyrics
[Chorus - Lil Wayne] You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out How to love, how to love You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever Now you in the corner tryna put it together How to love, how to love [Hook - Lil Wayne] For a second you were here, now you over there It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body Like you never had a love, never had love [Verse 1 - Lil Wayne] When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds Without you being insecure You never credit yourself so when you got older It’s seems like you came back 10 times over Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder [Chorus - Lil Wayne] See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never f

Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were HereWish You Were Here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know, the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell, And I'm feeling blue... I've got feelings for you, Do you still feel the same? From the first time I laid my eyes on you, I felt joy of living, I saw heaven in your eyes... In your eyes... Wish you were here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell... And I'm feeling blue... I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss everything about you... Every second's like a minute, Every minute's like a day When you're far away... The snow is getting colder, baby, I Wish You Were Here... A battlefield of love and fear, And I Wish You Were Here... I've got feelings for you, From the first time I laid my eyes on you...

Jyfn
I would like to thank all the new family members for adding and fam'n the family page. The next step is if anyone knows of someone that might be good for the family send them this way and we will get them up and runing on the family page. My goal is to spread the family across fu but only with ppl who will be loyal and dependable. Sp lets spread the word and bring in new family. Thank you and love to all my family. DevilDog JYFN FNDR

I Know It Hurt
I know it hurt you It hurt me too, But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had so many years, waiting up your sleeve. That day you left, Was the saddest of my life I remember going home, And crying all night. I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here. Or if you stayed,

Nothin To You
the distance between us, its killing me, the words spoken between us, they are hurting me, the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me, my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back, everything, what would it change? nothing, why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing, i am nothing, and nothing will change that,

Fubar Points (earning)
12 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http:/

America
In the last 10 years our planet has showed us it natural forces.. The tidel waves, earth quakes, volcanos, hurricanes now headed for the east coast again. Is it time we wake up?? we need to listen to our mother more. you know if you drop a frog into hot water he will jump straight out.. if you take the same frog put him in cold water and heat it up slow he will stay till he boils up dead. seem us humans are like that frog. mayans have said that 2012 was signifcate for some reason.. lets put all of our head together and see if things are like we are being told or if something else is up.. all of us are in this world together lets not let it boil. please comment

Crashing By Gershey
If I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I coloured by the signsIn shadows and tonesKissing in cornersAnd not look behindIf I slipped into the quietA melody strongGlowing in darknessAnd not look behindIf I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I fell between the linesDistant and drawnWaiting by streetlightsAnd not look behindIf I let the moments riseDiscover and fallHanging in hallwaysAnd not look behindI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the end...Crashing to the endKissing in cornersCrashing to the end

Rolling In The Deep
There’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the darkFinally I can see you crystal clearGo head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bareSee how I leave with every piece of youDon’t underestimate the things that I will doThere’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitchAnd its bring me out the darkThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe could have had it allRolling in the deepYou had my heart inside of your handAnd you played itTo the beatBaby I have no story to be toldBut I’ve heard one of youAnd I’m gonna make your head burnThink of me in the depths of your despairMaking a home down thereIt Reminds you of the home we sharedThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe coul

My Life
BREAKING NEWS: The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1-(800) waa-waaa-waa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, repost it. If you don't.... suck it up cupcake. Life doesn't revolve around you!!

Heartbreak.
Heartbreak is a bad thing no matter how many times it happens to you. You never get over it quickly and it always hurts! See I've never been good at expressing my self or telling other my feelings now I have lost someone I care about very much by keeping it bottled up, am I to go through life alone? Who knows but will I settle for whats there or will I find love again?

Mother.
THIS WAS FOR MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE DIED AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY... God bless you mom I love you may you ever rest in peace mwah xxxI LOVE YOU MOTHER... These tears are not of joy,But of sorrow as you can see.They're for my dear mother,Who is very sick indeed. I want to help her get better,But this will never be so.For she turned my offer down,And blatantly said NO. So all I can do now,Is sit and watch with fright.As mother slowly dwindles from me,And far beyond my sight. I hope gods place is ready,For someone as dear as my mother.For

Falling On My Face!!
I fall on my face all the time. I'm to caring and to nice to other i try not to judge everyone the same bc everyone is different no one is the same. I fall on my face bc I care to easly, i give everyone that benifit of the doubt that they wount run when I care for them but they run away. No one knows the pain I have go threw but i can relate to many peoples pain. I feel as if I 'm stupid for caring so much. I feel like all I ever do in my life is help people and get shit on in the end. I cry everynight bc I don't know what it is that makes me push everyone out of my life. I dont like being to close to anyone bc I'm afraid of the hurt and the pain that I will endure in the end...

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How Do You Do It?
Get to work woman, I keep telling myself. But I can't focus, keep going back to the emotions I felt. The way you touched me, it was so rare. I can't remember, ever being there. In the past, or even now. It was completely different, somehow. The way you looked at me, was unreal. I don't know how to describe, how I feel. My heart pounds, just by the sight of your face. I wish I had never, blocked out that place. A move I regret, and wish I could redo. I would give anything, to find my way back to you. It is so hard not saying, all that I want to. How do you do it? When all I can think about, is you.

The Seraph's Heart
"I won't believe in heaven or hellNo saints, no sinners, no devil as wellNo pearly gates, no thorny crownYou're always letting us humans downThe wars you bring, the babes you drownThose lost at sea and never foundAnd it's the same the whole world 'roundThe hurt I see helps to compoundThat father, son and holy ghostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'll perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeveIf there's one thing I don't believe in its you dear god!!" by xtc

Things That Inspire Me...
Things that inspire me:My beautiful daughter, who taught me no matter what, love is unconditional....The majesty of horses running so freely in pasture, without fear....To always see the good in others, no matter what....A heart that can write freely, expressing one's most inner passions....Each day I can awaken and witness a beautiful sunrise....Long walks by ocean side only to hear the sounds of the water beating softly on shore....My grandparents whom had lived many a strife and could share their laughter and smile with me as a child....Those who seek living life to the absolute fullest and have many friends to grow old with....A beautiful flower garden....Strong men who keep their families safe and always lends an ear without ridicule.... (for Gary)Silly laughter....Spontaneity without recklessness....Visionaries who bring great things to life.... (for Gary)Finding love in its truest, most Godly and its most simplest form.... (especially for Gary)

All I Wanted
Think of me when you're out, when you're out thereI'll beg you nice from my kneesAnd when the world treats you way to fairlyWell it's a shame im a dreamI think I'll pace my apartment a few timesAnd fall asleep on the couchWake up early to black and white re-runsThat escape from my mouthI could follow you to the beginningJust to relive the startAnd maybe then you'd remember to slow downAt all of our favourite partsAll I wanted was you

A Tasteful Kiss
I want to kiss you softlyI want to kiss you slowI want to look deep in your eyesI want you just to know. I want to feel your bodypressed up against my ownI want to feel your heartbeatI want to hear you moan. I want to taste the sweetnessas I linger on your lipsI want to feel you shiverunderneath my fingertips. I want to hold you near meand protect you through the nightand chase away your nightmaresuntil the morning light. I want you to believe in what isand what can beand know that I love youjust as much as I know you love me. I LOVE YOU MY WIFE

Read This
I thinks its easy for people to say sucide's not the answer when they've never known what it feels like to be pushed to your limits and past. When you fight to find a reason to keep going. And once you cant find that reason anymore, its just not worth the fight. But I think the fight is what makes us strong enought to keep going. Life's gonna push you, but how hard you push back is what matters. I'm still pushing back, and I think it's going to be worth it.

Breaking News
a friend of mine rote this and I agree with it,,let me know what ya think.. BREAKING NEWS The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1 (800) waa-waaa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, re-post it. If you don't..suc k it up buttercup, Life doesn't revolve around YOU! :)

Nsfw Crew
New club called NSFW Crew, its just a club w/no requirements, sick of all these clubs making you do things, this one, if you want in I will put you in a folder & ppl can rate & like you, if you got time, sure they will get you back, if you wana put it in ur name NSFW Crew thats cool as well if not its kool, just let me know I will put ur pic in a folder & others in the folder will rate you & like you, if they have time & help others in the folder w/level requirements if they have time & no means do I need to level from it or give me stuff for it, just to have fun & help others if you got sum spare time. Peace Alaways.

Part Of Me That You Bring Out
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

Cyara Swagga
Well there is so much to learn about me... One i dont play games... be streight up with me i dont like playing ring around the bush just come out and say it... Two respect me and ill respect you just the same.... Three Im not all about me i like to talk about you aswell lol.... Four- Dont ask me for cyber sex bullshit theres no feeling to that love (maybe for you i guess) need more info? just hit me up ****cYaRa SwAgGa*****

Mey Irvink
Anata Kara Kurushimo O Ubaeta Sono Toki Watashi Nimo Ikiteyuku Yuuki Nga Waite Kuru Hidup Ku Hampa Tanpa Diri Mu Sepi Merasuk Dalam Jiwa Ku Peluk Diri Ku Genggam Tangan Ku Rasakan Cinta Ku Ai Wa Itsumo Rarabai Tabi Ni Tsukareta Toki Tada Kokoro No Tomo To Watashi O Yonde Senyuman Mu Bahagia Mu Jadi Satu Itu Luka Ku Dan Ku Simpan Dalam Hati Ku Rasa Ini Tak Akan Mati Shisuka Ni Mabuta Tojite Kokoro No Doa O Hiraki Watashi O Tsukandara Namida Huite Belaian Cinta Ku Kan Selalu Temani Saat Engkau Lelah Karna Aku Ada Untuk Mu

Thank You Mom
I received a message, from out of the blue. It said I was surfing the web, then I found you. My intention wasn't, to hurt you like that. Tears formed as I, thought back. You were probably sitting in church, putting on your little act. Not wondering for one second, where your little girl was at. You never meant to you say, well you did just the same. The only thing you have ever give me, is my name. Although I do not claim it, and I never will again. You made sure of that, way back when. I was a scared little girl, needing you so. I'm a grown ass woman now, it's time to let go. Of you, and the pain, you are responsible for. I will never again, walk through that door. I don't need to know why, you would expose me to such. I needed you then, but now, not so much. Your granddaughter, will never know you, she will never feel my pain. Everything I suffered and lost, will be her gain. I guess I should be thanking you, for everything you have done. Because

To The One...you Know Who You Are...
You called me the strong one, and I know this is true. You have helped me so much. I'm so blessed to have you. You have inspired me, in so many ways. I will look forward, and try my hardest to regain those days. The ones we shared, the emotions involved. I know it's not going to be easy, to be resolved. I was afraid and, shut you out. I couldn't believe the truth, I had my doubts. It never happens that way for me, no one has ever loved me so easily. But you do, and I'm sorry. I know that now. I hope you find your way back to me, somehow. Until that times comes, I am grateful just the same. To have ever had the pleasure, of simply knowing your name.

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8-27-11
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in. ----- FSI

Blame On Juggalos?
why do juggalos get all the blame from the cops. they call us a gang when we aint a gang we a family who just like to hear rock and anything to do with psychopathic records and drink faygo and yea get drunk to but we aint hurting anyone come on now. but cops like to say oh they are going around makeing trouble. no we aint we stick to our selfs . and have a fun time thats all i got to say on this

Geography Of A Woman And A Man
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa - half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe -well-developed and open to trade, especially for something of real value. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain - very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece & gently aging, but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all-conquering past... Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice, and takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - cool, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet - wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages.... an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 80, a man is like Iran - ruled by a couple of nuts.

10 Dressed Up As A 6
As an ex-professional photographer I know it's possible to take a 6 and turn them into a 10 simply by having them stand up straight. If you want to know what perfect posture is then find a blank wall, stand with your back to the wall. Your heels, bum, shoulder blades and head should all touch the wall. Now pull your shoulders back so that they are inline with your ears. This was taught to me by a physiotherapist friend while I was recovering from a ruptured disk in my back. I know it will feel weird at first but it will become your natural posture over time. Proper posture will flatten the tummy somewhat and make the chest appear bigger.

Naked In The Huddle
The Indianapolis Colts' recent acquisition of formerly retired veteran quarterback Kerry Collins had a lot of Colts fans wondering if Peyton Manning's recovery from neck surgery would allow him to start the season — and continue his amazing streak of never missing a game from 1998 through 2010. During the Colts' 24-21 Week 3 preseason loss to the Green Bay Packers on Friday, Manning talked with CBS sideline reporter Sam Ryan and have a more hopeful diagnosis than many might have imagined. "I'm right in the middle of it — working very hard every single day," he said. "My trainers and weight coaches have done a tremendous job helping me, and I'm really putting them to work … I have some more left to do, and I still have some time, and I'm going to use that time. At the appropriate time, I think I'll know what the right decision is, and with the help of Coach [Jim] Caldwell, I'll make that decision, and we'll go from there." Ryan noticed Manning talking to Collins thr

Shay''s Blog
The thing is this, I am a single female, 29 years old, and I can't seem to find anyone out there to be with. I am a nice girl, and yes I am a bbw, but I know that if someone out there would just get to know me, then they would see that I am a great person to be around. I seem to wear my heart on my sleeve, and there are a lot of men out there who take advantage of that. I know now that if I want to find someone, then I need to be more agressive in my search to find someone new to be with. I can't just sit around and wait for someone to come to me!!!

You My Number One Holds The Key
Please don't leave me, alone in this place. Constantly searching, for your face. It's dark and I'm afraid, as, the angels tears fall from the sky. I strayed from my path. I caused them to cry. You see, I sold my soul, to the devil himself. I am responsible, for this heartache myself. PLEASE...I scream, out in fright. Give me one more chance, to make it right. But, the demon cares not, about all that is lost. So, I will pay the Ferryman, whatever the cost. For a single moments time, spent alone with him. In-order to regain my soul, once again. For, ONLY YOU my number ONE, holds the key. And without you, I can never be me.

One Day...
The hand on the clock, just won't rewind. Take me back to that, moment in time. To that very second, I let fear shine it's light, down on me and my mind, leaving you behind. You've never left, me from the inside. I know you are with me, but choosing to hide. I understand, really I do. I wish I could, make it up to you. I cannot say, I'm sorry too much. Even though those words, simply aren't enough. To erase what I've done, the hurt within. I can only pray, one day, you'll let me back in.

Under Attack
Lying in bed, tossing around in my sheets. I can feel you, ripping it from my body underneath. It's a pain, you cannot describe. Something unseen, disguised. The pressure is just, to much to bear. What once was strong, is no longer there. Everyone has a soul, they say. I had one, then threw it away. Now I'm fighting the pain, because I want it back. My heart, my body and my mind, are under attack.

Someone Who Knows
There are two halves to every whole. Two lives sharing one soul. At the end of every rainbow, lies a pot of gold. Until you reach it? A part of you is gone. Some search a lifetime, never knowing where they belong. When that light shines through? The one made, especially for you. Grab onto it, as tightly as you can. It's a gift, it's yours, it is part of your plan. Don't let it slip away. Don't you dare let it go. Take it from me. Someone who knows.

If Only
I feel you here, You've been here all along. Disguising yourself, waiting for the perfect moment. Infection set in, Injected by the poison you sent. First up then down. Me, my life, my town. Go ahead and smile, it's okay. But I feel you within me each day. Building me up, to be knocked down again. I am playing a game, I can't seem to win. Each time something great makes it's way inside. You show yourself, refusing to hide. Misery and pain, haven't you brought me enough. I can't handle much more, just good at playing tough. I see her face and I know why I am here. Although I feel you, death is near. If I am here one day, then gone the next. Absorb all my presents, my love's depth. For it runs deep, strong and pure. If only it was your love, instead of this disease. I could die knowing there was no cure.

No One's Fool
I love you he said. Next came his fist, upside my head. Not an ounce of love, Did I have for him. I just had fear, And pain, dwelling within. I was a child, With no one who cared. That was my reasoning, For being there. No way out, nowhere to run. No one but me, To depend upon. That’s when I realized, I would have to be strong. Look him in the eye, And carry on. I made it out, It almost cost me my life. I stood tall and spoke out. Shot daggers through his eyes. As he tried to scare his way out. But when they carried him off in handcuffs. There wasn’t any doubt. That I am grown woman now, And I play by my rules. I will never again, Be anybody’s fool.

I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.

A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.

I'll Find A Way
Death sentence poison inside these veins. What was once pure, only evil remains. Staining it's innocence, by colors of black. Leaving it's mark, En-denting your tracks. Through each an every cell that disappears. You are with me, even in my tears. You drain me dry, take all that you can. I can't fight you back, for you're not a man. You leave me helpless and weak, But my strength will prevail. There is nothing too deep. No obstacle will stand in my way. I will win, I'll find a way.

My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.

I Dare You
A dare you say? Yes, those were my words? I can repeat them. If that’s what you prefer? You see, I’m not afraid of you anymore. You can’t hurt me, like you did before. The scars I carry are nothing but a reminder. I no longer look through swollen eyes, I wear no blinders. I see you now for what you truly are. A beast, not a man, just another monster. That little girl you abused in the past. She died where you left her, lying in the shattered glass. A woman takes her place, and she is not afraid. She’s not your servant, punching bag or maid. I am no longer your victim, I have escaped your demon. You’re on the other side now, rotting in prison. You are where you belong, and yes I put you there. Not an ounce of fear within me, regardless of your stare. I will sit on that stand with my head held high. Tell the jury my story of abuse, how I almost died. And for no reason at all, I was merely a child. I wasn‘t bad, didn‘t misbeha

Someone Hear Me
Mouth moving, But with no words. Is it so much to ask, To just be heard. I have so much to say, Yet, no one hears a thing. Like a child without a smile, A diamond without a ring. Screaming, At the top of my lungs. I am begging, Please hear me someone.

Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.

One Hell Of A Fight
Life, What does it all mean? Mine is all to real, praying for a dream? One struggle after another. When is it enough? Fighting back the tears. Holding in the hurt can be rough. Wearing a smile, while dying inside. But, I will keep doing so, regardless of the pain. This is my life, not a game. I have come to far, to cave in now. I will make it through, I always do somehow. My will to survive, runs deeper than myself. It dwells within me, I need it's help. Without it, I would be lost. Not knowing where to go, which bridge to cross. I'm speaking to you life, and I mean every word. Try me, I dare you. A challenge is preferred. I have passed every test, you have thrown my way. I will continue to do so, Until my dying day. What was that, you say? I'm dying tonight. Well I'm in your face, screaming. You're in for a Hell of a fight.

Starving
Thirsty, starving for more. Always lacking, closed doors. Either there's a wall or a bridge for me to cross. Both dry. not damp, a reason without a cause. Running through the tunnel, towards the light. It's bound to be there, something has to go right. I can see it, I feel it all the time. It's etched into this soul of mine. It's there, but out of reach. So much to say, with loss of speech. Pounding heart, refusing to burn out. It's so intense, yet, without any doubt. I will not stop, until the light soaks me in. Feels my warmth, absorbs my beauty within.

Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong! The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate

Too Much
If someone has the answers?I wish they would clue me in.For life is a game,I can’t seem to win.Once I was innocent,Free and untainted.Now I’m corrupt,Trapped and darkly painted.By scars, memories and pain.A loss for me, nothing to gain.To love is to hurt,I know the feeling well.The lies, the truth,It’s Hell.Wanting to believe,But always on guard.Trembling with excitement,Fearing the next card.What will it be,The King of hearts I wish.Instead I’m being served,Clubs as my dish.No false hope,No broken hearts,That’s my dream.I’m asking for too much,It seems.

Not Anymore
Feels like I’m burning from the inside out.In pain from all the misery and doubt.Why, why, do you do this to yourself?After everything else, in your life, you have felt.It’s okay to be vulnerable, it’s okay to smile.Everyone gives in every once in a while.No, I can’t, I won’t, I refuse.This is a game, I won’t lose. They will not win.I can control this fire burning within.No one will ever be able to say,They made me cry once more.Too many take credit,For that before.I live with regret, heartache and fear.But, not anymore.I have dried all my tears.

Disgrace
Lose,That seems to be all I can do.For, pain and sorrow,Is all that I know.It’s around every corner,Every place I go.Can’t trust, can’t love,Is only leads to one place.Right back here,Where I started,Disgrace.

Invisible
Invisible, clear,You can see right through.As if, I don’t exist to you.Pounding pain,Pressure at no end.Running in circles,Flexibility with no bend.Hurt built this wall,No one can tear it down.I’m just a blank face,Walking around.

Daily Rants
As a parent, you want to take all of your child's fears and pain away and give them answers to questions that are about to push them off of that emotional ledge. I can't take my son's fears and pain away, and I don't have any answers to his questions that are pushing us BOTH off that emotional ledge that life has put us... Three weeks ago, my son came over with his wife and my two grand babies. He had informed me that he's been suffering from groin pain for awhile, and had found a lump in his testicle. He made an appointment with his MD who peformed a panel of tests and an ultrasound. While waiting for the results we were just being us, joking and knowing that it wasn't anything bad because after all, we are invincible. A day or two passed when he got the call that he had Testicular Cancer, and he would have to have it removed ASAP. He would also have to undergo a CT scan to make sure it hadn't spread. With Testicular cancer it begins in the testicle, then sp

I Don't Get It
The most beautiful, I've ever seen. But, is this really, what you mean? I'm confused and hurt, Don't get it at all. How could my beauty, have been our downfall. I can help what I look like, it doesn't change who I am. You are everything and more, I could ever ask for in a man. I can't get it, out of my head. I keep thinking about, the things you said. You loved every thing about me, once before. How can the same qualities, not be good enough anymore? I thought, maybe I should cut my hair or gain a few pounds. Thinking of things to change, has really brought me down. Because I would change, if I could. If I thought, it would do any good. But it won't because, I would still be the same. I don't understand, which is a shame. Because I love you so much, and this has me in tears. If being myself drove you away, and not my fear. Then I have no idea, why I am even here.

My Poems
sometimes at night when i look into the sky, i start thinking of you and i ask myself why? why do i love you? i think and smile, because i know the liscan run on for miles. the whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. the way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show me such devotion. the way your kiss filles me with such desire, and how you hold with the warmth of a blazing fire. the way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where i want to be. the way that i feel when your by my side, a sence of completion an over flowing pride. the dreams that i dream that all involve you, the possibities i see and the things we can do. how you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how deep in my soul you are the most important part. i could go on for days, telling you of what i feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

The Book Of The Fee Language
Definition Of dfghyjuhgfdxsdfrgth: dont fuck guys humping your junk under high giraffes four donkeys xcite seven donkeys for random goat teething hookers Definition Of IWJTTCAPSY: i will jump thru this computer and pimp slap you Definition Of ikfvlyh: id kill for vagina like you have Definition Of GUY7UI: guy #7s under investigation Definition Of W9owf: woman 9s on whores face Definition Of lmai: laughing so hard your ass implodes Definition Of DMMCTTCAFYU: dumb monkeys masterbating circumstancially to the cat and firey yelling sexy underagers?

Yours To Keep
You're beautiful, they say. A million times, a day. But it's just a game, to see if they can get in. My doors are locked. Only ONE can win. He is the one, who holds the key. No one else compares. He is it for me. No other words or emotions, have ever came close. He seen me from the inside, it is him I chose. I feel him with me, with each and every breath. Every laugh, every smile, every obstacle, every step. Pushing me forward, saying you are worth it all. One of the reasons, I couldn't help but fall. So positive and bright, making me feel like I am something unique. Regardless of how far you are, My heart, is yours to keep.

Redemption Is The Word
Redemption is the word. Oh how sweet that would be. That one word, kind of possesses me. It fills me with ideas, dreams and hope. Inspires me, drives me, helps me cope. With all that I've lost, and gained. That word brings new meaning, to my name. What lies ahead, what's in store. Feelings unlike, any before. Redemption for me, has a totally different meaning. It means love and happiness, freedom and dreaming. Completion describes it best, I think. Without it, I'm just a ship waiting to sink.

A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu

Firefighter
A firefighter is being yelled at for taking too long to get there, while trying desperately to save the life of a total stranger, starving because they missed their last meal, tired because the alarm sounded just as they closed their eyes and it's now four in the morning and is missing their family while taking care of yours. Re-post if you... are a firefighter, love a firefighter, or appreciate a firefighter.

Searching For The Answer
In my sleep, in my dreams. I see these images, play out like movie scenes. They don't stop, constant and scary. The blood, the tears, painful memories. Stronger medication, maybe what I need. To end this constant flow, from the inside, where I bleed. My fingers work their magic, throughout the day. To help me store, the hurt away. But one can only write, so much. Until all is lost, reality is too much. For my words, are a cover up, for my feelings inside. Each time I write them down, I'm bring them, back to life. But to tuck them away, hurts even more. Still searching for the answer, to permanently lock this door.

That's All I Can Say
I'm not fake, and I do not hide. The way I am, how I feel inside. If I am feeling it, I'm going to write it down. These words are to YOU, how I'm feeling right now. Hands shaking at this very, moment in time. Because I can feel your heart, beating with mine. I have lost enough to know, that life does goes on. But I have never loved like this, I know where I belong. To say I love you, is the truth, but still. Even that word, isn't powerful enough to express how I feel. The world stops, and my heart begins to pound. As if, my feet, are being lifted off the ground. Everything makes sense, when I think of you. Like anything is possible, my dreams can come true. So to YOU, my Baby, the love of my life. All I can say is you're with me, every day and night.

Help Me Out Father Time
Hands go back and forth, not knowing what to do. As I wipe the tears away, thinking of you. How I screwed up, and threw it away. Not taking control, of my emotions that day. Come on Father Time, give me a break. Please just let me, fix my mistake.

Whatever It Cost
I prayed for the first time in a while.I need to find the realism,behind this smile.I am asking for help.Please guide my way.Searching for the light,getting darker by the day.My heart is pounding,and it appears to be lost.Can you please help me find it?I'm willing to pay,whatever it cost.

My One....always And Forever...
Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue. When I look in them, I can see righ through. To your soul, your bleeding heart. I found myself there, not a glimmer of dark. So much light, and color portrayed. Now that I am there, it's where I'll remain. You had me from the very first word. Your voice is sweeter, than any I've heard. Your love surrounds me, fills me with hope. I have a death grip on you, that I'll never let go of. Just your name alone, puts a smile on my face. I can't wait to show you one of these days. Just how much joy, you have brought to my life. No more wondering, I'm just so alive. Alive and happy to have you with me. I don't have to wonder how life will be. Because it is already more, than it has ever been. It's all because of you, you pieced my heart back together again. These words aren't enough, to tell you how I feel. But I hope you feel that the emotion behind them is real. I've never been more sure about anything in my days. You amaze me

The Day I Brought My Shrink To Tears...
Oh my that was an emotional day. I was feeling very overwhelmed and attacked by anxiety, and had to talk to someone, so I went to see my shrink. I could barely catch my breath, and slurred speech doesn't even begin to explain what i had goin on. Anywho, she made a huge mistake when she reached under her desk and pulled out this little rubber ball and said. " Okay honey, when these moments surface, this is what i want you to do. I want you to get you one of these and pull on it, until the anxiety and stress is relieved." If looks could kill, I woulda dropped that bitch right on the spot. This was my response. " So what you're telling me is, that this little magic rubber ball, is going to be the cure to all of my fucking problems. Okay then, I'll just drop down in the middle of the grocery store aisle, and when someone questions me for doing so, I'll just tell them that my shrink said it was the thing to do." When your shrink needs to see a shrink themselves after speaking with you...I

Never Judge A Book By It's Cover
The people that view me and judge me based on my appearance never seems to amaze me. Most of them couldn't be more wrong. I NEVER judge anyone based solely on their appearance, or judge anyone period for that matter. Who the Hell am I to judge anyone? Don't assume to know what i am about, chances are you are WAY off. EVERYTIME I engage in a conversation with someone, I don't go by the exterior. They could be Mr. Freakn Universe and lack personality and morals and be completely ugly to me, despite their outside appearance. What lies within someone is truly what matters. You can basically tell within the first five minutes of a conversation where it is headed, and more times then not in my case, they have read me completely wrong. I can't help what I look like. I can't help my body structure, and yes I am proud of it, but in the same sense, it's not all that I am. It gets old and VERY aggravating to be seen for just the outside qualities, when the ones underneath it all, truly defines m

Figure Me Out?...not Possible....
I have a pattern that I can't seem to control. I want to love and be loved in return, but I'm afraid to do so. After so many people, you just have to ask yourself. Maybe it's me? There was my mother, my father, my best friend, my ex abuser, my ex husband...etc...and the blame cannot fall strictly on them. When the people you love the most, the people that you hold dearest to you, cause you so much pain? It is hard to allow yourself to be set up for it once again, and I cannot make myself just let go. Regardless of what I do, that fear always takes over. Like it grabs me from the inside and says, " Not again girly," and causes me to push people away. yet, by doing so. I am really causing myself so much heartache. Letting go, and allowing love in, or just simply giving someone the opportunity to break my heart, couldn't hurt anymore than what I do to myself all the time. It is like my mind and my heart are at war, constantly struggling with each other, neither side giving an inch, tuggi

Laying Down My Soul
Infection turning, these cells to black. Red disguises, the horrific attack. Tracks, footprints, left behind. Indented in the system, the mind. Not equipped for war, it's an easy win. No armor at all, blood is to thin. Weak, struggling, laying down my soul. No existence at all, an empty hole.

Dekker
My landlord is on my back about watering the grass. We are on a water ban because it hasn't rained in three months. what do i do ? Water the grass and when i get a ticket send it to them ? What whould you do?

The Best Man I Ever Knew
I took you for granted, the best man I ever knew. What I wouldn't give, just to see you. Hear your voice, let your love soak me in. I can't help but remember, way back when. You guided me, protected me, told me I was your pick. The way it made me feel, there's no replacing it. I miss you, I love you, wish you were here. Grandaddy, I need you, to dry my tears.

Just Can't Anymore
The needle goes in, little blood comes out. My heart's still beating, but I don't see how. Weak, pale, and giving up. This disease can have me, the struggle is to much. I'm not going to try, anymore. It's too hard, it never works, I'm locking the door. Laying down, saying my prayers. Guide her please, let her know I'm there. I tried so hard, but could never get it right. I just don't have it in me, to win one more fight.

The Killer
I know that most of you don't care nor will most of you read this or anything. But it means something to me. Long time Detroit Lions Beat writer Tom Killer Kowalski passed away suddenly on Monday. He was only 51. He coverd the Lions for nearly 3 decades. There is a Petition going around.. to get the team to wear a patch in his honor. I'm only asking that you go to it, and click the like button. For me. It would mean a lot to me. Thank you. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Petition-to-Detroit-Lions-to-wear-a-TK-patch-in-honor-of-Tom-Kowalski/154923577926278

The Best Diet Ever!!!
I did this diet. I have done other diets such as Weight Watchers. I starved myself on Weight Watchers just to lose 10lbs in 6 months. This diet truly works. You will lose 1-2lbs a day. I lost 21lbs in 3 weeks and have kept the weight off. If you are over weight or have those stubborn 10lbs that you just cannot lose...you owe it to yourself to look into this diet. Copy & paste this url into your browser: http://www.hcg1234.com/204.html or just click on the picture below... If you want a beach body like this...it truly can be yours. hCG 1234>

Vacation
I'LL BE ON VACATION STARTING NEXT WEEK ,WILL BE ON AND OFF ,SO PLZ COME SHOW THE LOVE TO ME AND MY FAMILY ..... HOPE EVERYBODY HAD A GREAT SUMMER , I'LL BE UP LOADING PIC FROM MY VACATION AND SHOW HOW MUCH FUN I HAD XOXOXO , MELISSA

Metal Meltdown At The Rickshaw Theatre
Metal Meltdown at The Rickshaw Theatre by Ace Lytem On Saturday Night,August 27 2011, The Rickshaw Theatre was buzzing with metal. It has been quite sometime since I saw a great metal band,on this night we were treated to not one, but four, amazing Vancouver Metal bands. I am not the kind of guy who gets easily impressed, but I must say,on this night, I was extremely impressed.This was one of those shows that just got better and more intense as the night went on.One certainly was not bored.If you thought metal was dead guess again,it has been resurrected and is alive and well in the town of Vancouver and in the province of BC. Snaggletooth,a just newly formed MotorHead tribute band warmed up a small but intimate crowd. The ass kicking started with these guys playing Iron Fist first and then some 30 or 40 minutes later ended with two of my favorite MotorHead songs Ace of Spades and Over Kill. I was never a huge Motorhead fan but I have always loved the raw sou

Redheads
Red hair is a woman's game.The harsh truth is, most red-haired men look like blondes who've spoiled from lack of refrigeration. They look like brown-haired men who've been composted out behind the barn. Yet that same pigmentation that on a man can resemble leaf mold or junkyard rust, a woman wears like a tiara of rubies.Not only are female redheads frequently lonely but theirs is a loveliness that suggests both lust and danger, pleasure and violence, and is, therefore, to the male of the species virtually irresistible. Red-Code Red-were the tresses of the original femme fatale.Of course, much of the "fatale" associated with redheads is illusory, a stereotypical projection on the part of sexually neurotic men. Plenty of redheads are as demure as rosebuds and as sweet as strawberry pie. However, the mere fact that they are perceived to be stormy, if not malicious, grants them a certain license and a certain power. It's as if bitchiness is their birthright. By virtue of thei

Hurricane Update
Hurricane Irene was apparantly "only" a tropical storm by the time it hit us in Connecticut. Here in southeastern CT, we didn't get too much damage. No damage to my home; just a couple of trees down. Unfortunately, there was quite a bit of damage to the local power and phone lines, and we didn't have phone service until yesterday, and power until earlier today. Thanks to our generator we did have running cold water and enough power to run our fridge. But I don't mind saying that I look forward to having a HOT shower tomorrow! LOL! i will say this. While you would expect it to take a certain amount of time for power to be restored after a hurricane, I have to commend CL&P for their incredible incompetence when it came to having enough workers to help fix all the expected problems from a major storm that we knew was coming for several days. And so with that, I'd like to say that CL&P can suck it! :P Much thanks to all who stopped by to rate and otherwise show love to my page whi

Another Beginning, Another Day
Another beginning, another Day Another beginning, another day Close my eyes until the world Fades away, my mind redeeming Only what others cannot see. Fall Fall Fall into the world. The world of my mind Where the children dance And there is only romance, No cold goodbyes, No lonely cries, Just time, time falling Falling Falling I call to you. Can you hear me? I am far away. I’m painting a picture, a picture Of you. Your eyes envelop my Heart, your sweet voice captures My soul. I imagine myself embracing you I imagine myself falling Falling Falling in love with you. Into the other world The world of my mind. Where all of the sadness of this World, it does not exist. One day as I enter my world, The world of my mind. Hold me tight as I feel myself Falling Falling Falling Forever in love with you by my side. Jay Williams 4/20/2011

Porky
Porky didn't need stitches. We have to give him shots twice a day for 10 days, pain meds for 3 days, and another oral med for I think 5 days. Most pet birds don't survive cat bites, Porky only has a 25 percent chance of surviving. It's been 1 day so far, and he looks good. He's eating, but he refused the food at the vet's office. He gets fruit blend along with Vita-Mix food. Picky SOB.

Love....
It’s a safe bet that more words about love have been written, spoken and sung than about any other subject. From the basic and true statement about giving love and getting that much or more in return, to the great words about love that comes from the heart, we talk about and think about this subject a lot! We also know that love hurts sometimes. We can be hurt by love that is not returned in kind. We can be hurt by love that is taken for granted. We can be crushed by love when the one we love is taken away. But it is up to us to always remember that love may be the only thing in our universe that is forever. We can’t touch it, we can’t see it, but it is certainly real. We can remind ourselves that there are different kinds of love. We love our children, we love our parents, we love our spouse – but all in slightly different ways. Yet none of the different kinds of love we feel is more important than any other kind. Enjoy these wonderful words on the subject of

Jerks
It is not very often i get offended or worse pissed off......i deal with stupid pretty much everyday, it is nothing new to me. but recently i have noticed that i send a gift to a few people and i got downrated and blocked. but yet they can say or send whatever they want. i try to be the nice girl and play along but no more. if u are offended by what i say or do or send please feel free to delete me. but i promise u calling me names will not get u ay closer to being the big shit u think u are. My life was fine before u walked in it and i will survive with u not there. your choice assholes. ( not meant for everyone just the jerks that seem to never know when enough is enough)

A Better Understanding Of Aplastic Anemia
Dealing with aplastic anemia on a daily basis, really has it's effects. You say anemia, and people think, no big deal. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. There are certain medications the doctors can prescribe that MAY stimulate your bone marrow in order to produce more blood cells, but once the mmedication stop working.next comes Chemo until you can find a marrow donor. Weekly doctor visits, constantly being told that there is nothing more they can do. Then they talk about stem cell transplant. Which requires a lengthy hospital stay to try and rebuild your bone marrow with stem cells from a donor. The stem cell transplant doesn't come into play until after you have been subjected to radiation and chemo. The objective is to inject the healthy cells directly into your blood stream, and pray they will migrate to your bone marrow, ultimately generating new blood cells. Of course the physicians think that mmedication is the key to everything, and will prescribe you with new

Years Of....
Years Of... Years of being told you aren't going to amount to nothing. Years of changing homes and schools, Years of drugs and alcohol, Years of being used and abused Years of feeling like you are alone and no one cares, Years of feeling worthless, Years of a child cutting for pure satisfaction, Years of a child cutting to find some control in their life, Years of thinking about ending your life, Years of this results in... A child picking up a razor/knife, A child laying the razor/knife against her/his arm, A child pushing that razor/knife deep into their skin, A child slitting their wrist b/c there is no other way, A lifeless body laying in a puddle of blood, Family and Friends screaming at the top of their lungs, Mom/Dad saying "call 911, we need an ambulance" Mom/Dad putting pressure on the wounds, scared nothing will help, Hearing ambulance sirens in the distance, Watching the ambulance pull up and EMT's jump out the rig, EMT's yelling "give us some room pleas

Arizona;meet The Cps Bunker
It seemed a reasonable enough question. A four-month-old baby is found not breathing and near death, according to Chandler police. Baby Josephine suffers 14 broken bones, bruises all over her face and a cigarette burn to her arm. All this, while she is in the custody of a “safety monitor,” a woman entrusted with the infant's care by Child Protective Services. So, as I said, it seemed reasonable to ask why CPS put the baby with this woman and what steps the agency took to ensure the baby would be safe — back before she became a punching bag and an ash tray. Public: Meet bunker. “Your request for public records in this matter is respectfully declined,” wrote Todd Stone, public records request coordinator for the Department of Economic Security, which oversees CPS. To understand how outrageous the DES response is, you have to go back to 2007 when three Tucson children died on CPS's watch. While CPS was busy sweeping the story under its well-worn

Tiffany Lim
i love going to office but why is it so tiring like .. i cant wake up from bed .. maybe i'm just feelin like i'm no longer excited going to office .. cause i just don't like what i see or the people .. i'm talking with .. i hope to .. enjoy this again ..

Quotes,prayers,thoughts
It is not necessary to cry loudly to enable our prayers to reach the Lord. He is not far off. His unseen ears are everywhere. He knows the secrets of every heart and mind, and He can fulfil every desire. He dwells in every heart. He sees everything and knows our secrets feelings. The Lord hears even the footfall of an ant. Even the silent current of his thoughts reaches the other side. Cute Graphics

Lee's Bloody Blog
This is my first ever blog. I was out shopping at the weekend when an arguement took place and it grabbed my attention. A young mum who i'd say was in her late teens was arguing with her mum who i knew, now i knew the daughter's mum and was shocked to hear the language that spilled from the daughter's mouth, so being the sort of geezer i am i went over to calm the situation. I was met with a barrage of abuse from this foul mouthed teen which shocked me rigid i can tell ya my first reaction was to sock her in the jaw but as i've never in my life raised my hand to a woman i walked away seething. The point i'm try to make is in my opinion kids have to much power over their elders and its time for parents to seize the power back. I can remember if i stepped out of line and spoke to my mum and dad in that manner put it this way i wouldn't be typing this now, my old man god rest him was as tough as old boots and had hands on him like shovels and a stare that could make a grown man wet himse

This Is My World
So I started my own webpage last week, included a blog and am working on eventually turning it into my resume. If you want to check it out:www.williamdburke.com Added some theme stuff and working on it more and more, comments here would be appreciated.

The Companies
Hi everyone!! I know a lot of you have been listening to us here on Fubar.. If you like what you hear, you can buy our Debut Album "Keep Me In Mind" ALL over the world Online.. iTunes, Rhapsody, e-Music, Amazon MP3 etc. You can also request our song "Hold the Reigns" at your local Alternative Station.. Thanks for your support.. The Companies

Boomy Conest
Tonight at 8pm Central I will be holding a random drawing for a boomy. Rules 1. Once there is 30 people in the lounge Social Disorder http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 2. goto http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 and become a member 3. Be there at 8 pm Central time 9 east or 6 west 4. Must be present to win. Be there........

Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor Tears streaming down my face All I think is how did it end up like this? No ones home and I wonder, Will they ever find me? I feel so lost and lonely I hug my knees to my chest, Waiting for the pain to go away And for the tears to stop flowing I don’t want to be here anymore But there’s no where else to go There is no escape from myself And there’s no one left to help me There’s no one left at all No one left but me

Whats Up
As some of you know and most don't I am having major issues in the RL. As of Halloween I will be homeless and have no clue what i am going to do. I thought I had a plan but it didnt work out so I am back to square one screwed. I will try to keep up with everyone as best i can love you all

Just For You...
You may not be… By Craig Wilhelm 9/6/2011 You may not be a super-model, But you’re still beautiful to me. You may not be a dentist, But I love your smile. You may not be a doctor or a nurse, But I love how you truly care about people. You may not be a comedian, But I love how you make me laugh. You may not be a rock star, But I love your voice. You may not be a teacher, But I love the things you teach me. You may not be many things to many people, But I love how you are everything that I need.

Don't Understand
I don't think I will ever understand how people can think I'm so many different ethnicities, for exp a guy at the store today approached me and asked if I was Asian? I was like...WHAT? NO, Sir I'm Mexican and then it was like I had said a foul thing cause he quickly shrivaled up his nose and stormed off...WTF, IS UP WITH THAT?!

Love And Lust
Each shall have a room, as they are distinctAs love is blind, lust has eyes wide open for its gamesAs love is day, lust is the night at the barAs love speaks the truth, lust can just lay silent looking for the tasty frothLove need not be beautiful but lust makes it a requisiteLove may abstain, but lust cannotBy its nature it thrives in banquetsLove is pure but lust goes to mud in all wild wrestling for what it desiresI can love you without lustBut you may not like it after allI love and lust youAnd in youLove and lust shallHold hands, kiss tight, hiss all the nightLove and lustThe two becoming oneTo both of usSo this union may lastThis communion of souls.

Jealousy
Jealousy is my weakness.Jealousy is like a disease that your body is immune to..no matter how hard you try to make it dissapear it's there crawling under your skin,eating away at you destroying all close relationships.You don't mean to do it,but it happens and you think what the hell did I just do?why am I demolishing those that are closest to me?Why do that to someone who is there for you everyday putting up with your bs?All those ridiculous assumptions and accusations,is it really worth it in the end?My answer to that question is no.You will greatly pay for it in the end.Pleasse do not do this to someone you really love and care about if this is something you are currently going through.Save the friendship/relationship while you still can.I have lost someone I truely love to death,in fact out of all my years this person is my real first true love.It eats away at me everyday killing me inside.Wishing I would have listened n stopped it when he was trying,pouring his soul n heart to me

Love.
Love, many people wonder what this is, some dont even get to have it in thier lives. there are a few lucky ones in the world that get to experience it. lucky bastards i have to say. I thought i had it but it just turned out to be fake inside and out.

Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"! All guys & girls welcome! Here is what I need by Thursday if u want in: #1. A link 2 a pic of u (SFW but can be sexy if u want) #2. What NFL or NCAA team that is your fav #3. A list of what all u want 2 offer That's all I need! The auction will start Saturday September 17th & will end on Friday September 23rd! If u need help on what 2 offer just message me! Thanks, Chris =)

Casey Anthony Hatred
Published: 15 July, 2011, 22:34 Casey Anthony (C) sits with her attorneys Cheney Mason (L) and Dorothy Clay Sims (AFP Photo / Getty Images) There could be a downside to looking a little bit too much like Casey Anthony, and an Oklahoma convenience store clerk can vouch that doubling as the doppelganger for the recently acquitted alleged baby killer isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. And, as a result of her remarkable resemblance, Sammay Blackwell of Chouteau, OK can truthfully say that the only thing that is cracked up now is her pickup truck. Blackwell was working a shift at her shop a few days after the not guilty verdict came through when a suspicious woman walked into her store and eyeballed Blackwell. She says that customer Shireen Nally looked "strange, very suspicious" and, after meandering around the shop, told her that "You look like Casey Anthony.” Just like the trial itself, the story doesn’t end right there where it should. When Bl

Things That Piss Me Off!
- liars - breaking promises - saying you are gonna do something and have no intention of doing it - being ignored - men who think that saying, "I'm hard and jacking off" is a pick up line, and worse, that it will actually work! - people who put up a profile picture that is deff not them - people who only put up pictures of themselves from 10 years ago - jealousy - most women - being treated like a possession - guys that think that you have nothing better to do than sit in front of the webcam for their own viewing pleasure - crack whore welfare moms - silence in lounges - my neighbors - the best friend's ex

Talking In Code
I felt it, before you were even gone. I knew it was coming, the feeling was too strong. You told me, that you spoke in code. I broke it, I read it, it showed. I took the blame, even though it was clear. What really, was going on here. I wasn't the only one, I feel like a fool. Threw myself out there, broke all of my own rules. It is easier to place the blame, on someone else. I didn't do that, it took it all myself. How could I have been wrong, from the start. I didn't think with my mind, I acted with my heart. Every beat was telling me, it was right. Now my tears, keep me up at night.

Blending In
A star lighting up the sky, flickering at night. As if it's got a heartbeat, full of light. The beat slows down, and you wonder why. What could cause this star, to cry? The night fades, and the star disappears. You wait for nightfall, but it isn't here. Where did it go? Why does it's light no longer burn? You anxiously wait, for it's return. Then one night, there it is. Although the shine it once had, does not exist. Sitting there motionless, never shining again. Surrounded by the rest, simply blending in.

Waiting
Trees wilted, leaves falling colored brown. No woodland creatures, running around. Just an endless pile, of brown and black. Walking, searching, for the colors to come back. The sky turns to grey, the sun is nowhere in sight. Dark, afraid, not a hint of light. Cold and alone, needing the heat. Nothing but ice, beneath my feet. Walking alone, isn't the best place to be. I'll just wait here, until you find your way back to me.

Who's The Winner?
Seeing you around, hurts by itself. After the level of emotion, we felt. Fighting the urge, to just give in. Fearing the thought, of never having you again. Then pride takes it's place, and won't allow me to slip. My hands won't budge, tightening their grip. A phone call or message, is a sign of weakness I guess. But heartache is a sign of what? Can't figure out this mess. Regardless of who cracks first. Does anyone really win? It doesn't make you weak, to allow love back in.

Knowing It's Near
His opinion meant, everything to me. I was amazed by what his vision, allowed him to see. Me, no flaws, of any kind. Knowing that wasn't the case, in my mind. I have many, I hoped he wouldn't see. But he has, and now, I'm just not me. That spark he brought out, made shine bright. Has died out, nothing colorful in sight. Back to thinking the worse, knowing it is near. Just like it was before, he dried my tears.

My Last Breath
Is there someone, you would lay your life down for? I would give my last breath, for just one more. Try, a shot, I know I fucked up. And saying I'm sorry, simply isn't enough. I was wrong, and I felt you slipping away. I was just trying to hold onto you, in my own way. I did things I'm not proud of, that caused more damage than good. I would change them in a second, if there was anyway I could. But this is me, acknowledging that fact. There isn't anything I wouldn't do, to just have you back. It only takes one look, and the tears start to flow. There's too much emotion involved, it continues to grow. No matter how much I try to convince myself, they are not there. I am reminded they are, with each and every stare. I can't make my hands, not visit your face. They have a mind of their own, visiting your space. One click after another, I can't disguise, the truth. I am very much, still in love with you.

Just So You Know
I'm not looking for pity, just getting this out. Can't deal, and this is the only way I know how. Being in love is not my reward, it's my punishment. I fucked it up, my time to vent. About why, and how bad it hurts. Feeling as if, I'm face down in the dirt. At a dead end, not knowing what to do. I'm probably, looking like a fool to you. But that matters not, not important to me. I deserve worse, most likely. Without you, I feel so lost. My actions, were not worth the cost. So I guess it's time, for me to let you go. I love you the same, just so you know.

I Caused My Own Tears
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger they say. Well then I should be, Hercules these days. Because this pain I feel, that I caused myself. Is worse than any, I have ever felt. My parents, nope doesn't compare. Can't miss something, that was never there. The love and loss, I have suffered before. Doesn't come close, to this for sure. For, you were good, loved me strong. It is I, who was in the wrong. It's hard going through my day, without you near. But I understand it, I caused my own tears.

Whats Goin On?
what did i do today? well i was gettin ready to see a hott friend, then i heard a knock on the door.. my sister answered n i was then informed a women from child protective services was here to investigate me. one of MY EX FRIENDs reported that my house was filthy and i had the baby locked in the bedroom alone screaming while i did pot! LIES. i was then ordered to take a drug test imediatly. i couldnt pee with the lady starring at my crotch. i cant even go in the store. they treatid me lke a moron n a criminal. they stared down their noses at me and wer BITCHES. later found out my ex is tryin to get my daughter taken away from me. even tho the state wont let him have her either on account of him bein such a loser. this is a very small part of a very big picture

Onlinesteve's Blog
I guess I am sort of in recovery of sorts. I don't drink that much anymore, partying sort of lost the fun back in the 80's I guess. I still like to catch a good college football game on a bigscreen tv with a cold brew, but it isn't the same thing as partying like a rock star. Of course, the darts are good no matter where they are...just look out when they start to fly!!! Anyhow, this is a great site so far, at least for me. It seems to give me a good alternative to getting ready just to go down to the local bar and spend a few hours. Plus, I can just hit the hay when I get tired without having to worry about driving home:) I have a lot of friends in Chicago and Michigan, but I don't get to get that direction as much any more, so this is a great way to sort of catch up on their lives and maybe share a virtual brew once in a while. I love the idea of sharing pictures once in a while with them. Maybe when i get a Harley I might be able to afford the gas to get there more often:) I sti

Time Warp
So that fancy packing up there is a Kush Cake.. If none of you have tasted one of these before then this is the guide of my random-ness-ity. Where I work I get all new product line, cycling in and out and have the honor to be able to try this crap. This weird looking treat is a " relaxation brownie " which is suppose to have the same effect as weed for 2.99 plus tax. 100% Legal. I decided to try this psychedelic brownie with my co worker and lets just say they work in mysterious ways. At first we were giggly maybe because we thought we were daring and that we would get high off of nothing. Then you start feeling reallllllyyyy relaxed as if time is stopping. Now this is just my view on it, so if others have opinions by all means. We laughed for a few and got really goofy, and didnt know why. Anyways to end this story of nothing, we eventually read the label and the brownie contains Melatonin which is a drug used usually to cure insomnia or just a regular sleepy dru

Share V.s. Promoting Button In A Nsfw Lounge
SHARE BUTTON v. PROMOTE BUTTON http://fubar.com/share-button-v-promote-button/b336965-1133261 IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE ARE UP IN ARMS ABOUT THE WHOLE SHARE AND PROMOTE BUTTONS. THESE BUTTONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT. BUT YET PEOPLE STILL THINK THEY ARE THE SAME. IT IS SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE SHARE BUTTONS IN A NSFW LOUNGE AND IT IS AGAINST THE TOS OF FUBAR.COM WHICH IS TOTALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE PROMOTE BUTTON IN A NSFW LOUNGE. THE PROMOTE BUTTON IS THE BEER MUG THAT YOU SEE IN YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU FIRST CREATE YOUR LOUNGE. YOU CAN CHANGE THE BEER MUG TO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG IT FALLS INTO THE GUIDE LINES OF FUBAR.COM. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT THESE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE BUTTONS: THE PICTURES OF THESE NEXT FOUR BUTTONS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE THESE FOUR BUTTONS ARE ASSOCIATED WITH UNDERAGE PEOPLE, WHICH FUBAR.COM ONLY ALLOWS PEOPLE 18YRS AND OLDER: THE NEXT PICTURE IF OF THE

I'm A Fustalker?
So, I've never blogged before, but this is hilarious. I know fubar has it's share of complete fucking idiots, but this one might take the cake. DJscdaddyo...: you need to back off lacy. period. she's my girl. nuff said8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: um.....what did i say to her?8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: i wasn't hitting on her at all8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: all i'm gonna say is keep making bogus profs to harass her and you'll be looking at criminal charges asshole8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: period8:59pmTo DJscdaddyo...: DUDE, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER HER, BECAUSE I NEVER DID BEFORE9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: ya well she's already reported your ass to fubar, and if you continue then you will face legal concequences..........and remember fubar logs ips for everyone that signs in9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: so back off9:00pmreplyDJscdaddyo...: period9:00pmTo DJscdaddyo...: dude....i swear to god man, i didn't do shit to her. wtf are you talking about? what is she telling you?9:01pmTo DJscdaddyo...: chill the fuck out. i'm not

Please Vote For My Band Produkt... Last Day To Vote!
Please vote and help get PRODUKT into the top 20... right now we're in 25th place! Voting ends today! =] Here's the link: http://www.indabamusic.com/opportunities/janes-addiction-remix-opportunity/submissions/72454

That's All That Matters
When someone you hold dear to you, takes it upon themselves to opening talk about you to other people, it hurts worse than I could ever describe. They say they love you, but there again, you get hit by comment made to other people that really make you question that. One person can really send your world crashing down around you. Come to me, talk to me, but no, they choose to go to other people and talk about me instead. Which is fine, but it does make it hard, especially when it's in front of your face, spelt out in black and white. I am NOT perfect....FAR from it...I don;t deny that...have NEVER denied that....my actions were inexcusable....and losing them hurts bad enough without having it rubbed in my face...that's okay tho..Imma big girl..I can suck it up....I've def...been through worse....They say get it out..say you're sorry...I am here for you....but they really mean...is here..let me knock you down a few more notches...make you feel just a little lower...they don't love me....

Pride
Pride grabs ahold of you, holding you back. Feels like your heart, is under attack. So you push it away, toss it to the side. Although, a part of you has died. That other half of your soul, the half that made you stand out. Is gone now, causing your fire to burn out. That spark they brought back, the one you never knew you had. Is nothing but a dull light, leaving you empty and sad. You can feel what they do. They fight to keep you out. The pain the hurt, tears and doubt. Pride is a good thing, in any other case. But it is also, responsible for the tears on my face.

Random Thoughts
Sometimes I wish you could open up and love me, the way I need to be.. maybe one day Sometimes I wonder if you could ever love me, and feel the way about me that I do you What would it take? What would I have to do? I know when we met, things went rather fast, things progressed quickly and I let myself fall Then things happened, beyond our control, and you had to go I ache to be in your arms, to hear your thoughts, to feel your lips pressed against mine just one more time ... but maybe one day I wish it could be us, I wish we could find a way to be together and makes things work. But there is a time and place and neither of us have reached that yet, maybe just maybe we can be together again Maybe just maybe you will find the love for me that you are needing, and maybe just maybe.... We can do all the things we dreamed about, talked about, and planned when we were together...... Maybe just maybe.....

Just Another Face
You're beautiful he said, amazing and pure. Knowing that wasn't me, for sure. I am well aware, of what I have always been. Although, I felt like so much more with him. Something worth having, priceless in-fact. And now those bright colors, have faded to black. I don't know how to deal, can't handle it at all. Knowing his opinion of me, is now so small. He is the one, that made it worth while. He brought a whole new meaning, to my smile. I didn't have to fake it, for once it was real. I never knew it was possible, for me to feel. Like a shining star, something unique. Now, I'm just another face. the wound is too deep. The one in my heart, cuts to the bone. This pain has knocked me, off of my thrown. For, I am nothing, once more. Just another face, behind a locked door.

Where I Am Right Now
Anyone can tell you, you're beautiful, and boost your ego. It's funny how total strangers can spell out in detail exactly what they would like to do to you, knowing there is a screen separating the two of you. But, when there is real emotion involved that goes beyond the screen, that you can feel regardless if you are online or not, that's when it matters. It gets you thinking, and wondering, making plans, making changes. Then it comes to a stand still, and you try to reach out, hang onto their every word, while wondering what happened. It sometimes causes you to react in certain ways you wouldn't normally, just desiring their attention and love like it was before. I don't know which is worse, my actions, or constantly questioning what made that change.I felt something was different, and I was hurting, and didn't understand why that was. I have NEVER had anyone effect me the way this person did, and it hurts too bad to even try to describe. My heart feels like someone has ripped it out

Oh Just Feelings
I REALLY.. NEVER RELIZED HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE THE MAN AND HAVE THE THINGS I HAVE IN LIFE TILL I STEP BACK AND LOOK AT WHERE I USED TO BE AND I AM REALLY.. BLESSED TO HAVE THE MAN IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE.. HE HAS MADE ME SEE ALOT OF THINGS AND MADE ME SEE THINGS DIFF.. LIKE I SHOULD.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND LIFE WITHOUT HIM I NEVER WANT TO THANK OF.. I LOVE YOU BABY.. WITH ALL MY HEAT AND SOUL.. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING BABY.. ALWAYS.AND FOREVER

Tricky Mind!
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My Recipes
Marijuana Cookies Green Chocolate Chip Cookies 1. Melt 1lb butter or margarine in double boiler, add 1/2 to 1 oz ground marijuana leaf or 2 – 6 grams of seedless flower and cook covered on low heat for 20 mins (be careful not to burn mixture) 2. Pour the marijuana butter mixture into a large bowl. Add 1 cup white sugar and mix well with an electric mixer. 3. Add 1lb brown sugar and mix well. 4. Beat 5 eggs well and mix into sugar mixture and mix thoroughly, 5. Sift 3 1/2 cups of flour, 2 tsp of baking powder and 1 tsp salt together, then add to egg/sugar mixture and mix with a large spoon by hand until well blended, 6. Blend in 2 12-oz packages of chocolate chips. Mixture will be thick. 7. Bake in oven pre-heated to 375 degrees for 10-12 mins.

For My Biker Friends And Those That Are Naive
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing santa in the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out of the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn't see me when I took time off of work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves tothose that had none. I saw you lo

Adult Dating
I am Ruby G Zayas and I want to share my adult dating experience with all guys those are moving towards joining an adult dating. Nowadays very easy and quick way to find partner is adult dating. Here daily millions of people are joining and finding their perfect partner. I also find my life partner directly for adult dating site i.e. http://www.singlexdating.com. I know about this site by different forum sites. Many people are diverted at adult dating sites because of low guidance. Before join any dating sites take some guidance by experience people. You can join any forum sites for gathering information about adult dating or adult dating. If you are going to join any dating sites then take some care forge Id because many people are joined at dating sites by hidden original Identification. If you want to go for right path in adult dating then you can join above mention dating site.

Fubar Ignorance
So I have decided that it was time to post a blog about all the jackass men on here that come to my page. It is all over my page and in my name that I am married. Yet ignorant men come to my SB and ask me disrespectful stuff like this constantly. Do have panties on? Do you shave or trim your pussy? These men are the reason we that respect ourselves must stand up and not tolerate it. Until next time it happens have fun and respect us women...

Whatever It Takes
When your world, crashes and burns. And you feel, you have nowhere to turn. Out of nowhere, comes something bright. You see the beauty, follow the light. Let it surround you, soak it all in. Feel it's beauty, within. Remember the laughter, the smiles and dreams. No matter how hopeless, everything seems. Let those memories, be your guide. To bringing that spark, back to life. Don't fall into darkness, grief and despair. Remember the days, when they were there. Remember the words, so soft and sweet. The looks and promises, we didn't sometimes keep. The thought behind them, is what matters the most. Remember those times, when they were close. Regardless of where, you may be now. There was a time, they reached you somehow. Let that real spark, shine bright and true. Whatever it takes, to be the real you.

And Then?
Fuck your personal opinion when you are single too. Fuck your mental thinking when you need medication too. Fuck your other relationships, everyone is to blame. Fuck your friends that are my friends too. You lied to them and made them believe you! BUT I am the ONLY one that knows you! Fuck your true colors, they are black and stone. Fuck your real name. Your drinking problem, Your hate for people when you dont care about your self. Fuck the idea of me ever coming back. Fuck the idea that I was even there. Fuck the idea of fucking you when the only thing you did was make me a toy, your puppet..your queen for the day. So yeah..Fuck you!

Hot Boys
want to learn more about myself of course you do all the young boys are hot but the one that i want is for my sister carla is a boy that dresses like a hot boy with those hats and baggie pants and he's born in sanbernardino

My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.

Took Like 5 Minutes
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small

Five Expressions Of Love....
Expressions of love: They can make or break relationships. How do we know we're expressing love? One way I have found that makes sense is the five love languages. They are each specific, and can be very deep in meaning, depending on which language is spoken. Words of Affirmation ~ Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Quality Time ~ In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like giving your full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the

Remembering 9/11- The 10th Anniversary
Everybody with a little age on them remembers September 11, 2001. It is etched in our memories and should be forever. It is a part of our history like the day the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor or the day Oswald shot JFK. You will always be able to remember what you were doing when you first heard the news. I remember 9/11 very well. It started like any other day. Then I heard the news of a plane hitting one of the Twin Towers. I turned on the television. I watched the smoke rolling from the top of the building and was dumb-struck as I saw a second plane hit the other building, the explosion going through out the majestic giant. I realized that, while the first collision may have been an accident, the second could only be an attack. I thought of the people trapped in the upper stories of those buildings. I remember seeing the brave men and women of the NYPD and FDNY running toward the buildings, even as everyone else was running away from them. I felt a deep loss as the buildings f

Never Forget 9/11
‎10 Years ago this Sunday our nation seen a horrible day the worst since Pearl Harbor . 2,977 souls were lost at the World Trade Center ,The Pentagon and Heroes from Flight 93 . every year since then we morn the lost and with that number it grows as well because of our brave men and women of our Armed forces who seen a wrong and fought to make it right. in this past year we lost Seal Team 6 the team that got the mad man behind it all. so this Sunday i ask to make your status of thoughts and prayers for all the victims and their family's because no matter we are all victims of 9/11 . Thank You and god bless

In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve

How I See Myself As A Person
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a

I Was Here? & Remember How?
I was building power line South of Pueblo, CO! In the middle of nowhere, not knowing, unsure! 5 men drove to town so we could get more information! 5 men with teared silence drove back to the job! Lost, angry, daZed, confused we complete our work! In honor of, in hope of, for the love of those fallen and those who continued working, they had a job to do! God bless the USA!! FuSalute I honor those who died......lived..... by Remembering....Everyday!! xxxXXX GTRplayerz Rok Ur Sokz Off!! XXXxxx

God Bless America
God Bless America !MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend

Why Do Ppl Hurt Others?
Do you wonder why people you used to be in love with or not in love with or still are or involved with will lie to your face when you know the truth? And then try to cover it up.... That happened to me way too many times to count and promises keep on getting broken in front of my face...And the person can't understand why I can't trust or know when they are telling the truth. Then the person gets pissed at me for confronting the person about it. Yes, it just happened to me very recently again...the lie was first then cover up after and durning that the promise was broken!

I Can't Help But Wonder
Last night was about, as hard as it gets. The more I ignored it, the harder it hit. As I lied all alone, upon my bed. Thoughts of you, ran through my head. Eyes wide open, I just couldn't sleep. The feeling was too intense, ran too deep. Back and forth, tossing and turning. Heart pounding, body burning. I asked myself, if you were the one keeping me awake. If you feel like I do? Does your heart ache? I can’t help but wonder. I only wish I knew. If you were lying there, thinking of me too.

9-11
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive. Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others. Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day. and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.

Just Thoughts
For some reason we think that coming to a conclusion on what a situation is, to be a bad thing. The truth is, if enough information was gave in the first place, there would be no need for an imagination. There would be no reason to think about what a possibility could be. Now I'm sure that alone isn't a bad but it is when your thoughts are right. When everything you've been told is a lie and the worst fear came true. Your mind simply isn't crazy. I enjoy the crazy thoughts, the erratic outspoken words that come to mind, the lingering thoughts of what, when, who and why..sorta left out where because people are free to be where they want. We are nothing more than prisonniers of our own mind. The world we live in could look totally different from someone else and that's fine but whose reality would you believe..your own or someone of a mental disabilities who is consider a genius. I'll stick with the super smart person than the robot that has to be everyone else. The next new thing, the n

Why?
I'm a nice person. I try to rate everyone who rates me...I never rate people below a 10... but so many people on her just like to be mean. They are filled with such hate and spew negative remarks and comments to people they don't even know. MUMMs shouldn't be used as a place to be aggressive. If the MUMM is about something you don't want to comment on, or want people to know your opinion on, just move on. There is no need to attack the person who posted it. That just shows childish behavior and isn't necessary. It isn't necessary for you to call them names if you dont know them. If someone doesn't want to view your NSFW photos, don't get mad and call them names. Likewise if someone doesn't have any NSFW photos, don't attack them and say they are prudes... that may not be the case at all. And if you don't know someone... at least say hello and introduce yourself before asking them if they want your cockup them... or want wherever... that's just showing your lack of resp

Telephony
So here's the deal. I get up Saturday morning and my phones out of whack. It sounds like there's an open line somewhere. I check both my phones and get the same thing. Sounds like there's a third phone off the hook somewhere. The thing is, I only have two phones plugged in. So I figure that the phone company is working on the lines or something. The internet still works so the kids are happy. I get up this morning and still no service. I take a phone outside after checking all my interior jacks and plug it into the outside jack. Nothing. No dial tone, no blips, bloops, bleeps,scream of a fax machine, ...... not an electronic sausage. So I use my cell phone to call the company and spend about 7 minutes talking with a computer which says there's no problem with my service ( which I know to be blatently false ) before finally convicing the computer that I need a living breathing human being on the other end of this conversation. I get a warm body ( I suppose she was warm at any rate,

All Is Worth It
There are two roads leading, in the same direction. One is the right road. The other is a misconception. You can see down both, one dark, one light. You assume, you know, which one is right. But looks can be deceiving, take that to heart. Me I choose, to follow the dark. Because the light is too easy, everything’s in view. The dark is a mystery, exciting and new. Not the choice, everyone would make. But that’s a risk, I’m willing to take. If I never had to fight, bleed or cry. Then I would never know, the reasons why. I was put here, in the first place. Cursed with this body, this mind, this face. Yet, there is a reason, I will find out what. No matter if I go down, the wrong path, or not. I will continue to walk alone, through the dark. Face my demons, while falling apart. Because all is worth, the price we pay. I’ll realize this, when I get to where I’m going someday.

Yup, That Settles It
Wake-up and my feet, hit the floor. Brush my teeth, poor my coffee, lock the door. Make my bed, with all these thoughts, running through my head. What to wear? Blue or black? Do I really wanna fix, my hair like that? Curly or straight, which one will it be? Is this really, the right outfit for me? So, many things, running through my head. Yup, that settles it. Goin back to bed.

Kinky Phonesex
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It'll Never Be The Same
How did that get there? great, got a bruise on my knee. Never been graceful at all, tripping over my own feet. Slammed my own hand, in my damn car door in-fact. Is this even possible? Who the Hell does that? My daughter is following in my footsteps, it seems. Never pays attention, always falling over things. Goodness, I'm a menace, and she shares my name. Two of me in this world. It'll never be the same.

Phrase Of The Day
You're g/f-b/f thinks she/he is right but u know they are 100% wrong-....You Know When You Find Your g/f-b/f cheated on you-....your mom/dad was better and last phrase of the day When u r so mad but you just can't find the words to say-....Alejarse de mi burro

I Wonder
I wonder if I know himIn whose speech is my voice,In whose movement is my being,Whose skill is in my lines,Whose melody is in my songsIn joy and sorrow.I thought he was chained within me,Contained by tears and laughter,Work and play.I thought he was my very selfComing to an end with my death.Why then in a flood of joy do I feel himIn the sight and touch of my beloved?This 'I' beyond self I foundOn the shores of the shining sea.Therefore I knowThis'I' is not imprisoned within my bounds.Losing myself, I find himBeyond the borders of time and space.Through the AgesI come to know his Shining SelfIn the Iffe of the seeker,In the voice of the poet.From the dark clouds pour the rains.I sit and think:Bearing so many forms, so many names,I come down, crossing the thresholdOf countless births and deaths.The Supreme undivided, complete in himself,Embracing past and present,Dwells in Man.Within Him I shall find myself -The 'I' that reaches everywhere.~ Rabindranath Tagore

My Precious Gift
Get up honey, it's time to get ready. She looks up at me, with her eyes so heavy. Giving me that same look, I have when I'm pissed. I just smile and walk away. Love every second of it. She makes the rules, calls the shots. Everything I am, she's knows she's got. My precious gift. The center of my world. Have to give thanks, to my baby girl. She keeps it real for me, with her warm beautiful smile. Makes even the impossible, worth while. She can break my heart, quicker than anyone can. But I know she will still be around, in the end. When everyone else, has come and gone. She will remain by my side, where she belongs. I would lay my life down, for hers to live. There is nothing for her, I wouldn't give. I gave her life, yet she has given me much more. Every smile, every move I make, she's responsible for. I just have to say thank you, for delivering her to me. Without her, who knows where I'd be.

Lmfao... To Good Not To Read
The horror of blimpsLast week while travelling I stopped at a Zany Brainy store and saw that they had a blimp for sale. It's called Airship Earth, and it's a great big balloon with a map of the Earth on it, and two propellors hanging from the bottom. You blow up the balloon with helium put batteries in it, and you have a radio controll indoor blimp. I'd seen these things for sale in Sharper Image catalogs for $60-$75. At Zany Brainy it was on clearance for $15. What a deal! Last night my wife was playing tennis and it was just my daughter and I at home. I bought a small helium tank from a party store, and last night we put the blimp together. Let me tell you, it's quite a blimp. It's huge. The balloon has like a 3 ft diameter.We blew it up with the tank attacched the gondola with the propellors, and put in batteries. Then we balanced the blimp for neutral bouyancy with this putty that came with it, so it hangs in the air by itself neither rising nor falling. It was easy and fun, a

Random's
" He has what we need (his face is here, his face is there, we wanna see him). He has everything (we say his name, we give him fame, we wanna be him). He's constellations and satellites. He's UFO's on angel wings, invisible in his universe of sky-he's so high. He shoots the stars and blinks the lights. His paper skin covers up his paper scars. Black of eyes, black of vanity. He's overdressed just to win us over (the hair shines, the face is pretty). He's by design and his mind has been placed by a string. He is the model nihilist. He's got the face of a million superstars. Obsessed? It's what he wanted. Impressed? It's all the sugar. I'm am candy coated, so come and see all the fashion and frolic."

Poems
When life is hard As you're going through pain It's hard to see the rainbow After the rain But as the clouds roll by And you dry your eyes The sky turns clear With no more tears When life is tough Hard to get through Search for my rainbow As the sky turns blue

Don't Close Your Eyes
By Kix Whatcha doing out in the night time?Why'd ya callin' me on the phone?Your mama can't solve your problemsWhen's daddy, ever get home?So you did your little move and criedIn the middle of a suicideDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullabyThere's no one there to hold youNo one hears your screamYou live life up and down nowYour nightmares are your dreamsI know it's lonely when your hanging 'roundDon't ya take it lying down, no, noHold on, hold on tightI'll make everything all rightWake up don't go to sleepI'll pray the Lord your soul to keepDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullabyDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullaby

One And Only
By Adele You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every dayLose myself in time just thinking of your faceGod only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts goYou're the only one that I wantI don't know why I'm scared, I've been here beforeEvery feeling, every word, I've imagined it allYou'll never know if you never tryTo forget your past and simply be mineI dare you to let me be your, your one and onlyPromise I'm worthy to hold in your armsSo come on and give me a chanceTo prove I am the one who can walk that mileUntil the end startsIf I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I sayLose yourself in time at the mention of my nameWill I ever know how it feels to hold you closeAnd have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll goI don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here beforeEvery feeling, every word, I've imagined it allYou'll never know if you never tryTo forget your past and simply be mineI dare you to let me be your, your one and onlyPromise I'm worthy to hold in y

Against Abuse
i hate all kinds of abuse but mostly child abuse and weman abuse. i cant stand it, and i dont see why someone would want to put up with it or not do any thing to stop it. that is why i have made a lounge for all kinds of abuse and we are will to help thos who need it and want it, and we are trying to make our number grater so we can help more people around the word, and i mean help by wther being there for someone to talk to or be able to find a way to help them get away from the person that is abusing them. if you want to help use try to put a stop to this come join us so our numbers can grow and we can help more people, i have already helped 9 people and i have friends that have helped people to, so come join us in Against_Abuse http://fubar.com/lounge/77054

Surpassing The Norm
The sounds on gunfire all around. violence and drugs infected his town. With his head held high, he conquers without fear. Friends fallen, dreams shattered over the years. A boy really, forced to be a man. Walking alone, holding the earth in his hand. The sweat beads pour down his face, he can taste his own blood. Still he see’s the rainbow, following the flood. His views of the world, despite all that has occurred. Are beautiful, innocent, sweet and pure. An artist in the most, realistic form. A builder, a dreamer, surpassing the norm. A person who takes it all, comes back for more. Soaking it all in, opening new doors. Truly inspiring, to say the least. Nothing rough about him, I see beyond the beast. Powerful by far, yet warm and kind. Are just a few words that, come to mind. When I think of him, and the lives he‘s going to touch. I'm filled with hope, simply can’t say enough.

The Way I See It
That degree you have hanging, on your wall. Can be broken, shattered, won't stand the fall. It's words stating your area, of expertise. My scars are my proof, an incurable disease. The images imprinted, in my mind. Are my experience, my time. My time served, released for good behavior. Finding faith, hope, my savior. Through the blood, sweat and tears. Recognizing the demons, facing the fear. Seeing the real world, for what it's truly about. Erasing the misconception, weeding through the doubt. Step out in to the world, without any protection at all. Fight, bleed and cry, then place that degree back on your wall. Only then will that degree, be worth a shit. If this offends you I apologize, but that's just the way I see it.

Take The Respect
Fighting was a survival technique, one must possess. Unless you craved misery, heartache or death. Blood had to be shed, to see another day. Violence and fear, was the only way. If you wanted to succeed, they would break you down. Until you became just like, everyone else around. Change and indifference, was never accepted. You were beaten, disregarded, rejected. You had to be strong, to see your way out. Believe in yourself, no room for doubt. If you doubted for a second, they could smell the fear. Drag you back down to their level, make you drown in your own tears. That self belief, is what it takes. Don't second guess yourself, it will be a mistake. Knock them out, one at a time. Showcase your strength, the power of your mind. Take the respect, you have rightfully earned. Then walk away and chalk it up, as lessons learned.

Blood Drained
my warm blood drained from my body as he sunk his teeth into my silk flesh,i felt so alive, as if i could fly the full moon shined brightly into his dark eyes. a drop of blood dripped from his lips and he smiled gently as life surged through me. he rescued me from the heavens above and lead me to the portal to hell, he said be my significant other my sweet dark angel of mine we will go far with sweet devotion and time. i would love to cuddle with you on the mist of the night dew, no one makes me feel the way you do, i will watch over you as you sleep calling out your name, cloaked in darkness and despair their life, an ageless affair they wait. destiny on pause, hunting for you, sharpening their claws, their teeth, sharp pointed, their eyes glarring, their mouth silent. you read their kindness, of their love and despair, while they will hunt you,laughing , you never knew that they were there, watching through the windows, as your obsession grows, of love and mystery.

Seeing The Light Through The Dark
Can you see the light, through the dark? Have you made it there yet? Left your mark. Has anything just made you, stop and think? Or are you still searching? Refusing to sink. You may break a few times, but that's just fine. The glue that puts you back together, will enable you to shine. That small piece of yourself, that is cracked or lost. Makes you unique, worth the cost. Perhaps, you haven't experienced it yet, but someday you will. Then you will know the reasoning, behind every feel. Every tear you shed, falls down for a reason. Don't allow it to be for nothing, never stop believing. Although you hurt now, this won't always be so. It may take a while, but one day you'll know. Why, you had pain, sorrow and fear. It'll all make sense, when that day gets here.

If It Quacks Like A Duck....
I'm still new to using Fubar, learning the ropes and features as it were. Since I don't feel any need to openly chastise people who want to comment on mumms in a manner consistent with the behavior exhibited by A-holes, I find I have two choices. I can ignore them, sometimes hard to do. Or I can block them, Fubar gives us that option. Now, on the web forums I frequent, blocking means you never again see a post from that person. Perfect, I don't want to see the crap, the A-h gets to keep crapping, and all will be good in the universe. I blocked my first crapping A-h here a week or so ago, and yesterday I notice that I can still see their crap. So, hell bent on discovering what is going wrong in my world, I click my way to that profile and make use of that block button again. Fubar tells me I have already blocked that particular A-h. OK, so the A-h is blocked, I guess Fubar works the block in reverse somehow. Whatever, there are better things to do... Hey I have new profile com

The One's That Don't Matter
The politicians sit on their thrown, while exposing us to so much. Why should they care? They are safely out of touch. While they are all warm and cozy, wrapped up in their bed. Our people dodge bullets, aimed for their head. And for what, another chance to take something else. This is the hand, the working man is dealt. For they are the ones, we are really stealing from. They pay the price, for all that's being done. The men and women that have to beg, to survive. Are the ones being effected, by the government's lies. They say it's for our own good, the safety of our nation. But that's nothing more, than a misconception. They are just words, no actions, just things that are spoken. Think of all the lives lost, the people injured and broken. The little people that never get heard, the ones starving and shattered. Simply because they don't have enough money, to matter. Those are the people, my heart reaches out for. Not the millionaires ruling the world

Beautiful Within
Write these words little girl, and tell your story. Paint them a picture, of the sorrow and glory. As if they are there, holding your hand. Let them know who you are, exactly where you stand. Share your views, your pain, your beliefs. All the images, you are dying to release. The beautiful colors, covered up by grey. Let them shine bright, open up this day. For nothing is more beautiful, than I am from the inside. Not the exterior, that doesn't matter, my inner beauty cannot be denied. Reach for my hand, and step into my world. I will paint you a portrait, unlike any before. The contrast of colors, the lies beneath the skin. Is all that I am, beautiful within.

Making Life From Dreams
A friend that knows, the hardship and pain. Has battlescars, left feeling the same. Despite the obstacles, we push on. Refusing to be beat, the lengths we have gone. Someone says you can't, we say watch me succeed. Fighting back, prevailing, no matter how bad we bleed. Never quitting, despite how rough it seems. This is what extraordinary people are made of. Making life from dreams.

"when"
When He Leaves, I'll Miss Him!!! When He Walks Away, I'll Run To Him.... When I Run To Him, I'll Tke His Hand!!!! When I Tke His Hand, I'll Pull Him Close... When I Pull Him Close, I'll Hug Him!!! When I Hug Him, I'll Look Into His Eyes... When I Look Into His Eyes, I'll Kiss Him!!! When I Kiss Him, I'll Tell Him To Stay.... When I Tell Him To Stay, I'll Tell Him A Poem!!!!! When I Tell Him A Poem, I'll Start To Cry..... When I Start To Cry, I'll Tell Him To Tke Me With!!!! When I Tell Him To Tke Me With, I'll Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever...When I Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever, I'll Ask Him To Hold Me!!!!When I Ask Him To Hold Me, I'll Ask Him To Luv Me Once More...When I Ask Him To Luv Me Once More, I'll Tell Him He's The Best In The World!!!!!When I Tell Him He's The Best In The World,I'll Tell Him He Means Everything To Me....When I Tell Him He Means Everything To Me, I'll Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul!!!!!!When I Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul, I'll Tell Him Go

Browser Issues??
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Need A Nice Kc Guy :d
My mom's BF is a jerk. And she seems to think that ALL the good guys are gone!!! I tell her "not so mom" so, im trying to prove it. Im posting a pic of her to my page and im welcoming all the "GOOD guys" from KC to fight for her affection!! Now that ive made my point vey clear....my LOVELY mother is 5'2" average build (no woman EVER tells her weight) ;) brown hair and eyes, great SMILE ;D and has a plentyful D cup. AGAIN...im posting a pic. Oh yeah...shes 44, so for all you 50yr olds trying to talk to me..talk to my mom instead :) REMEMBER: You MUST be a good guy. She already has a loser, she DOESNT need 2!! Thanks, Amanda ;)

Battle Of Big Ass Lil
Many times this night; I'm known to repeat the Battle of Big Ass Lill and Yukon Pete. But wait there is more to this tale so listen if you will it's called the revenge of Big Ass Lil. Lil had a sister named Tight Twat Tiny. She was a whole lot smaller and whole lot meaner. She rode to town and pulled up in the square. Where is Yukon Pete she yelled. You fucked Lil to death and called her a whore. It's time I even the score. Pete heard the challenge and came charging to the square an saw Tiny scratching her hair, He whipped out his cock and pumped out a load knocking the Bitch right down to the road. She got back up and shook off the cum and said not bad boy but now it's my turn. She grabbed on his cock and gave him a twist and fresh wad of cum oozed out in her fist. She stroked it with fury she stroked it with lust she made him keep cumming until there was dust. Tiny saw that her work was done by shouting out look Yukon shrunk. Pete hollered and grabbed on his balls an

Living In Vegas For 3 Years!
How fast time has just flew By!! Geez! I never thought in X Amount of Years. That I would have actually moved to Las Vegas. Living with few select of friends & no family lives around me. It was Extremely Very Hard in the First 2 years. I moved to Vegas with only my clothes & few selective boxes. All my family & friends from California. Always told me that I would fail to live out of state, with no family around. I was also told that I would gamble all my money away & end up living in the street. Coming up on 3 years living in Vegas, less than 2 weeks from now. It just goes to show, sometimes when we take chances in life. To process to better our own life. It could be possible with hardly any money with you. You have to be discipline & hard on yourself. To make your dreams come true! Never listen to others that put you down & always minute every minute count!! And Never forget to be Responsible for all your own Actions!! =) Have Faith & Always follow you Dreams!! =)

Floyd Mayweather Jr. Vs. Manny Pacquiao Rant
I was talking to a few people on Facebook about this: Floyd Mayweather Jr. needs to fight Manny Pacquiao. He's acting like he's too afraid to fight him, which I don't blame him lol. I've watched Pacquiao's highlights on YouTube and let me tell you: he's aggressive, deadly, and can pack a punch for a guy his size! I know Mayweather's arrogant & got a huge ego, but he need to fight Pacquiao to back all of that up, that's if he'll ever accept the challenge & not afraid to get his first lost in his professional career. That's the fight that everybody wants to see. They're both equally matched & very skilled boxers, and it'll be a great fight. Mayweather gotta make this fight happen and accept the challenge!!!

Bullshit Bullshit Bullshit!!!
I not to long ago found out that someone in my family had gotten a credit card in my name and maxed it out back in year 2007. The bill is almost $700. I also found out some more BULLSHIT... I fee l like my family is using me. And the only real family I have anymore is my husband's side of the family. I'm so fucking lost its not even funny. I feel like my family isnt my real family anymore. I wish my family didn't lie like they do. I don't know what to believe anymore my heart is breaking. What do I do??? How could I have not seen this before??? How did this happen??? Was I that stupid not to see this BULLSHIT??? Or was i just that nieve??? I never thought in a million years my family would do this to me never crossed my mind. I honestly thought I was loved as much as I loved them... And now I don't know anymore I don't know who in my family I can trust. The only people I know I can trust is my husband and his side of the family. They have done so much to help us out. They are always

I Miss The South..
I live colorado but the guys out here suck! I havent met one worth really gettin to know and Ive been here a year! seriously thinking about moving back to Tennessee or Kentucky. course I have a place in North Carolina too, guys can be douche bags whereever you go I know that, but I miss me some southern boys

Spotlight Drawing
The idea is to have a daily spotlight drawing. Requirements are that the member must be at level 48. The member must have a minimum of 1 billlion fubucks and everyone that meets those requirements has an equal chance......The cost to the winner is 1billion fubucks

Live Laugh Love
live like tomarrow not going to come laugh until your sides hurt and fall in love with many things as you can. well there nothing more to the point then this. we often forget that we should live laugh and love alot because of things or drama going on in our lives or something like that. live your life the way you want to laugh at stupid littel things and love often but dont let on physco or idiot ruin your chances with that.

It's Your Choice
I choose to look at life, in a different way. I’m grateful for everything, each and every day. I embrace my tears, from joy or pain. Both provide you, with something to gain. You may not see it, but believe me it’s there. Open yourself up to it, be aware. There is color portrayed, in the darkest place. You just have to recognize, it’s face. A time of sorrow, can be a time to rejoice. That depends on you. it’s your choice.

This One Last Time
Fog and mist, surrounds me so. Where I am, I do not know. I can see you there, but I can’t make out your face. Reach for my hand. take me out of this place. It’s dark and cold, let the light shine through. Please grab the hand, that’s reaching for you. Don’t turn away from me, yet again. Can’t you see the wounds, beneath the skin? The scars you caused, cut too deep. These are blood tears, you cause me to weep. What’s done is done, there’s no changing it now. Let’s start over. a new beginning somehow. I was delivered to you, for reasons unknown. Let’s discover them together. let it be shown. I was your baby, and you tossed me aside. I am asking for your hand Mom. This one last time.

Who Does That?
Daddy’s little girl. I never knew how that felt. A feeling I used to wonder about, myself. Just a hint of feeling, love or concern. Something I never received, and yet I still yearn. For that father’s love, the pride and protection. Instead I got nothing, but constant rejection. A child left to fight alone, at such a young age. Like a defenseless animal, locked in a cage. People poking and taunting, until you snap. Leaving your tears, falling upon your own lap. With no one there, to wipe them clean. The reason remains, a mystery to me. Why you chose to turn, your back. Help me understand, why you done that.

Pass It Around
A man stands alone, on the side of the street. Dirty and cold, no shoes on his feet. People pass him by, without a single glance. He’s easily dismissed, doesn’t stand a chance. I bet he was once, someone who mattered. Then something happened, caused him to shatter. What is his story? I want to know. What makes him stand out there, barefoot in the snow? His eyes are heavy, something happened to this man. Why doesn’t anyone care, or want to understand? I look all around me, and the shoes I am wearing. Then I pull over, can’t help caring. I have been blessed, so I’ll pass it around. Give him a ride, to the shelter in town.

Lives On
A shadow is cast, upon the ground. A girl, on a bridge, looking down. From up there, it looks clear. You can see right through. But there is more inside, it’s depths of blue. Just like her, there is more within. Camouflaged by waves, covered by skin. Her eyes tell all, as the tears fall into the deep below. The burden she carries, refuses to show. The sea is her escape, the moment they collide. One longing for the other, neither one alive. Until they unite, finally becoming one. As the waves hit the sand, Their legacy lives on.

Karma Will Haunt You.
If only if only I could light you aflame, standing there laughing while going insane. Stomping you out with my favorite cleat, loving every moment you burn under my feet. Grabbing the shovel and digging thy grave, I laugh at your soul for no one will save. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, kiss that pharase goodbye because your soul is screwed. As your soul barrels down through the 9 circles of hell, you have no one to blame but only yourself. As you reach the bottom of this hellish ground, it is where you'll remain experiencing pain so profound. Forever enslaved to anguish and pain, your soul will be tormented by all those insane. So next time you're foul or you get that itch, just remember that Karma's a bitch...

Brisa
well i like you know u frist than getting to knowing about u. who u are. where u live an where u work at. but me i stay at home help my mom with things in the house and out the house too . doing the back yard an weting the plants.i do go to church on snday when i can most of the time of the week.almost all day long on the computer on yahoo facebook twitter like every time i get time to go i will be there :) o happy days.

Reaching Forward Pulling Back
They stand on the other side, of this wall I have built. I don't know what lead them there, maybe it's guilt. Regardless my heart pounds, from the other side. Wanting to tear it down, choosing to hide. To reach through, shows weakness, a single crack, and it could break. Reaching forward, pulling back. Which choice should I make? Each time I thnk of you, that little girl comes back. That one you tossed into, a world so black. To tear down this wall, means letting you win. Not sure I'm willing to lose, to the two of you again.

The Most Beautiful Light
Off in the distance, is a sight like none other. It's beauty surpasses any, yet to be discovered. You reach for it, and feel a sting. You instantly pull back. That's when you notice it's, in the middle of a thorn patch. Still you don't care, it's worth the blood shed. You see the bigger picture, what lies ahead. Those thorns, that stick to it, drawn to it almost. Are just that, thorns, easily disposed. But you yourself, shine just as bright. The two of you together, could give off the most beautiful light.

A Mind That Never Sleeps
The thoughts and images, inside my head. Will live on, long after I'm dead. For, they speak louder, than I ever can. It's my way of expression, to help you understand. What it's like having a mind, that never sleeps. The memories keep haunting, the past that weeps. Infecting my thought process, enabling it's power to stop. I need to find the switch, that turns this thing off.

Don't Even Have To Knock
To reach for someone, without doing so. Seems impossible, believe me, I know. So much to say, on the tip of your tongue. Fighting to keep the words in, one by one. You know they feel the same, but they are scared to. Keeping it in, yet letting it out just the same. Gives you both, pleasure and pain. Both too afraid to bust the door down, you thought you had locked. I'll leave my side open for you, just walk in, you don't even have to knock.

Out Of Reach
To make you feel my love. What would I do? I'd bottle up this emotion, and send it straight to you. I'd talk to the moon, if that's what it took. In-order to give you, an inside look. If you could feel, the power within. How it deep it runs, beneath the skin. The chills, the trembles, the loss of speech. I suddenly have, because you're out of reach.

Reasons Unknown
Can you speak, without saying a word? Do you have the power, not to be heard? I don't have to speak, My eyes speak for me. Look into them, and tell me what you see. I will never have to say, a word at all. My strength is mighty, for a body this small. My eyes tell a tale, of pain, sweat and tears. You can search for it, but there's not an ounce of fear. The only fear you may see, would be attached to love. I don't know why, but it terrifies me. To be vulnerable, weak, a simple release. One thing I can't grasp, my disease. That's one emotion, I can't allow to be shown. When I lose sight of that, I run, for reasons unknown.

That Girl Sammi Baby@ Fubar
yes this girl is the coolest girl i've met on this site by far, theres a close second and third, but she takes the cake show her some love click those buttons and she'll get ya back she's good like that. Yes its THAT GIRL Sammi Baby shes the shiznit! lol So if you get the chance look her up and help her out a bit level her up she deserves it! She's a real fubar chick not fake like some i've met, you know who you are, thanks for taking the time to check this out lata, peace I'm out!!

Master Chris Juggalo
Our Gracious and Heavenly Father,We pause in the midst of this festive occasion, mindful and thoughtful of the guidance that you have given us. We would ask today, Lord, that you be with us in this rodeo arena as we pray you will be also with us in life's arena. As cowboys, Lord, we don't ask for any special favors in this arena today. We only ask that you will let us compete in this event, and in life, as You did for us. We don't ask that we never break a barrier, draw the steer that won't lay, draw around a chute fighting horse, or a bull that is impossible to ride. Help us to compete in life as honest as the horse we ride; in a manner as clean and pure as the wind that blows across this Texas country; so when we make that Last Ride, that we know is inevitable, to the Country Up There.. Where the grass is green and lush and stirrup-high and the water runs clean and clear; You will tell us, as our Last Judge, that our entry fee's are paid. We ask these things in Christ's Name.

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled,

Advice On Getting Points
Seeing I need 2 million points in a status just posted makes me think Who doesn't? You need points, if not for leveling then because earning points also earns fuBucks! Points get you into the Top 1,000, 500, & 100 - requirements for certain levels ALWAYS Wait for a Happy Hour if you can. They double your points for everything. Check your Buzz Meter often. There is a 10% bonus for everything if you are 100% s/faced. Ask for help in your status or just let an online friend know your 'condition'. Ways to get a buncha points: First, be a friend to your friends & family. Rate & Like their profiles each time you are online. If there is time, rate an album in their pictures, even if they don't have bonus bling. Maybe they will return the favor. Link to your family fubar: my family Most people with goddess/god modes will bomb picture raters. You can leave a comment, maybe be sure they are online to see it, or even make a deal with them. Check their status because some say to leave a S

Joke Of The Day
A Black man and his wife are going to a Halloween party in a couple of days, so the husband asks his wife to go to the store and get costumes for them to wear. When he comes home that night, he goes into the bedroom and finds, laid out on the bed, a Superman costume. The husband calls to his wife, "What are you doing, honey?" he says. "Have you ever heard of a Black Superman? Can you take this back and get me something else to wear?" The next day, the wife, not too happy, returns the costume and gets a replacement. The husband comes home from work and goes into the bedroom. There, laid out on the bed, is a Batman costume. He yells to his wife, "What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a Black Batman? Take this shit back and get me something I can wear to the costume party!" The next morning, his irate wife goes shopping. When the husband comes home again from work, he fins there, laid out on the bed, three items: one is a set of three white buttons, the second is a thick white belt,

What Is The Difference
I never thought that I'd write this. But I don't understand what the difference between me an her is. We are both married yet somehow she gets more bling from you. Higher credit bling. Or is it that I don't do what she does? Guess I'll never know will I? I did the one thing that I swore I wouldn't do. I started to fall in love on here. It won't happen again.

Forces Of Nature
The merging of our bodies To drive you wild night and day Do you like you want it There can be no other way Stick it deep inside Make you bounce and moan Call my name now baby So sensual in tone Once never enough of your body I so call out in bliss Sighs stopped only by the presence Of our tongues as we urgently kiss Your hips are pressed on my stiff rod Slick from that tight wet fit Stockings smooth against me Do we ever have to quit Do we have to stop body against body Used so wanton in the lust Who cares about the time now For seconds and thirds is simply a must!

Rip
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you wake in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!) Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the song that will never end. I am the love of family and friend. I am the child who has come to rest In the arms of the Father who knows him best. When you see the sunset fair, I am the scented evening air. I am the joy of a task well done. I am the glow of the setting sun. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!)

Just As I Told You
My eyes are shut, but I can feel you here. Under the sheets, your breath in my ear. Your presence is heavy, the darkness surrounds. Movement is impossible, holding me down. Intimidation doesn't work, I am not afraid. I have been hurt, lost and betrayed. Fear is one thing, you cannot gain. I'm a wild animal, that cannot be tamed. I know what you've come for, but it is in someone else's hands. You cannot have it. I have messed up your plans. You reach in anyway, to try and capture my soul. But just as I told you. You find an empty hole.

Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.

Choosing Not To Choose
Life reaches out, and changes us all. We were all born innocent, helpless and small. I wasn't born this way, it's how I survive. The bitch you see before you, is the reason I'm alive. Always questioning, always doubting, full of pain and fear. Running away from love, drowning in tears. But I wipe them away, with my own two hands. I will never again dry them, on the shoulders of a man. For, there is more to fall, each time I try. Never again, my eyes are dry. Life has taught me, to be bitter and strong. Choosing not to choose, means I can't get it wrong.

Try And Stop Me
Accepting defeat, is something I just can't do. I was not put on this earth, to lose. I might fall down, crack and bleed. But I always get back up, there's no breaking me. Regardless of the tears or blood, I have lost. I always pay my dues, I'll find my cause. There is a reason I am here. I know this is true. Try and stop me from finding it, I dare you.

Is This A Meeting Place?
I wonder as I set here online watch the Fubar World go by, I see many aspects of this site has changed over the years. It appears that many people do not want chat or even respond to a normal conversation from someone. It's almost as if, 'if I answer this simple Hello, it is going expand into something more than I want to deal with.' It's almost as if it's only a game and not a social media site that was far strong back in the day before FB. People chatted and responded to a a private message, they were not worried about there buzz level of where their next level was going to come from, if it came it came because of the friends we had met can cultivated online. They wanted us to be successful just like someone else had made them. So really, does anyone want to chat?

Just Thought I'd Let You Know
So you call yourself a ladies man, well I don't see it. What kind of a "lady", is going to fall for this shit. Telling your stories of sex, and satisfaction. Knowing that it is all, an exaggeration. Cyber, sorry, I don't engage in that. Step into the real world, that's where it's at. I know all to well, that you would never approach me at all. If I passed you by on the street, at the mall. You hide behind the screen, because it causes your balls to grow. I am familiar with your type, just thought I'd let you know.

Do You Have The Power
Power isn't measured by the money, in your bank account. It depends on your strength, from the inside out. Not your size, your looks, or your car. That has nothing to do, with the person you are. Fixing a problem, seeing beyond someones imperfections. Will lead you, in the right direction. Do you have the power, to make your own place? Or do you choose, to forget it's face?

The Palestinian Problem
This week is an extremely important one for both the Palestinians and the Israelis. This Friday, Palestinian Authority President Mahmoud Abbas goes before the United Nations and demands the creation of a homeland for his people. They want the West Bank as their own, with Jerusalem as their capital. The fact that the actual name of the West Bank is Samaria and Judea mean nothing to them. They want it. To understand the nature of the problem, you have to look back at the facts of history. You need to know what actually happened to make the Palestinians stateless. The concept of Zionism began in the late 1890's, when many Jews wanted to immigrate back to their homeland, then called Palestine. The region was ruled by the Ottoman Empire, and seeing a way of making money, began selling land in Palestine to foundations to place Jewish people there. It was worthless land, not suitable for farming, or so they thought. So the sheiks of teh Ottoman Empire thought they would sell the land to the

No More Tears
Build me a wall, because that’s what you do. Build it strong blocking everyone out, except me and you. I’ll buy your bricks, one at a time. If it leads you into, this life of mine. Let us follow, the yellow brick road. Hand in hand, and see where it goes. We've both had sorrow, pain and fear. It’s lead us to each other, no more tears.

Ride It Out
No expectations, no bridges to burn. No sudden stops, or U-Turns. Your road is not smooth, and neither is mine. But all of our bumps, pot holes and lines. Has made us the people, we have grown to be. A fast paced surprise, fits perfectly. Into your life, as well as mine. Let's ride this out, one gear at a time.

Mr. Ciscero
My name is Ciscero I'm Black and Italian. If you really wont to get to know me I will leave you my personal info because this emailing back forth is to time consuming. So if your really interested you can write me at ciscero2@gmail .com or you can call me at /2/1/4/ 5/9/8/- 1/0/0/3/ If you have yahoo messenger you can add me there and we can talk there. The address is farrier39@yahoo.com

Moms....& Some Dads
Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed." She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next days lunches. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning. She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the wash, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table and put the telephone book back into the drawer. She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the field trip, and pulled a textbook out from hiding under the chair. She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the en

What I'm Reading
The Forbidden Book of Getting What You Want by Dantalion Jones Building Your Cult by Dantalion Jones Understanding Mind Control by Neil Barlett The 4-hour Workweek by Timothy Ferriss Yoga Spandakarika: the sacred texts at the origins of tantra by Daniel Odier Desire: the tantric path to awakening by Daniel Odier I'll be doing a review of these books as time goes by. If anyone has any questions before hand just ask.

Caylee - My Videos
These are two videos i made to remember Caylee Anthonys memory. A 2 yr old whos death still remains a mystery even after her mother faced the death penatly if found guilty of first degree murder however a jury didnt find her guilty on any charges and she walked free. We will never forget you Caylee, RIP beautiful girl

Frustrated
things in todays world is getting a little to complicated,nobody seems to do things they say theyll do,and for the most part they are not who they say they are.seems like the most simple gesture,or request is almost like pulling teeth or askin someone to rob a bank..i know only one person in my life that would do anything in the world for me,she has already proven that,she seems to be the only one i know now that has an open mind to things.so to her if she was to ever read this,i say thank u very much for beein there for me or to helpme out with something u didnt have to and i love u very much for it.just wish others had ur understanding and compation...FOR THE MOST PART IM TIRED OF BEEING ALONE!!

Freedom
It is a shame it has come to this: BY A 15 yr. OLD SCHOOL KID Who got an A+ for this entry Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore...... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: "New Pledge of Allegiance" ~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book m

Wicked's Words
My daughter was given an english assignment to write a letter or poem to someone. This is what she came up with... This is what a parent lives for. I just HAD to share. :) I love my you T...Dear Mom,We've been through it allWe've foughtWe've dancedWe've LaughedYou were there for meYou protected meSupported meYou loved meNo matter what I didWe've had our differencesOur confrontationsWords have been saidObjects have been thrownThings have gotten betterSince thenI've learned from my mistakesAnd from yours as wellYou've taught me"Everything happens for a reason"Because of youI've learned right from wrongI've learned respectAnd disciplineYou taught me wellI thank you for all you've done for me

An Afternoon With Her
her voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone. I approached the table she sat at "hi..um..i just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keep

Words... What Do They Mean To You?
Sitting alone in the darkness, aching to see your face, the smile that brings a million stars to your eyes, the voice that echos for an eternity inside my head, wondering if you look at the stars and think of me, wondering if you miss me as I do you, thinking about all the time we spend together, talking, playing, laughing loving, hours upon hours go so fast like only minutes have passed, wondering if life will ever be the same, knowing that this is all so much better than it was before, wanting nothing more than to love you for always, needing your heart in mine, knowing that i will love you until the universe stops spinning... ive been broken and shattered into millions of pieces, destroyed, oblivated, and forgotten, left alone, torn apart and struggling to regain even a semblence of my former self, i walked so high and mighty, unafraid of everything with you by my side, and you left me alone, staring into the darkest of places which my soul could not hide, so many years i sto

Best Divorce Letter
Dear Wife, ... I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you ... for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favourite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me any more; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me any-more; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Shniquah
HI MY NAME IS SHNIQUAH I AM NEW BUT WOULD LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. ANYWAYS I AM 29 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE 5 KIDS. BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I THANK THA LORD FOR ANONTHER DAY TO HERE WITH MY FAMILY. I AM A OUTGOING PERSON THAT LIKE TO HAVE FUN, GO TO THA MOVIES AND GO OUT TO EAT

Me Going Off....
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Best Divorce Letter
BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Jokes I Like.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives 'duties". The first man had married a Woman from Montana and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Oregon. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Kentucky. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a litt

Words To Ponder
have u ever felt soo alone u cou ld barley stand it? have u ever walked passed a mirror and barely recognized the person in front of you? have you ever wished the world would pause just for a second to catch ur breath? have you ever wondered if you were gone today what people would remember u for? WHAT IN YOUR LIFE HELPS YOU TO GO ON? PEOPLE PAST IN PRESENT IN YOUR LIFE HAVE COME AND GONE, DO WE REMEMBER THEM ALL OR HOW THEY IMPACT US? ARE FRIENDS AND LOVES REALLY FOREVER? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED IF YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND HUMAN AND TRIED THE BEST YOU COULD. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RUN AWAY AND START OVER?AM I UNIQUE OR ARE THERE MORE LIKE ME OUT THERE? WORDS TO PONDER THESE QUESTIONS CAN EITHER WEEKEN YOU OR MAKE YOU STRONGER WHICH ONE DID IT FOR YOU? I THINK THESE DAILY AND THEY CAN DEPRESS ME INTO A FETAL POSITION OR GIVE ME THE OOMF TO GO ONE MORE DAY. I DONT LIKE MYSELF BUT I UNDERSTAND MYSELF SILLY HUH? LIFE IS.....

Sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and Donald and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles.They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Donald asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc.Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. 'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen. 'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?' 'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!' 'No problem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively long. 'W

Something To Talk About
this is my first blog on here so.. bear with me.. if you took the time to read this.. MANY THANKS. so im not used to writing publicly so bear with me,as i get ideas.. i have a lot of time on my hands.. as im currently looking for work.. which sucks. in the last year i have worked on job.. which paid minimum wage ie (7.40 hr)... i worked at price rite as a cashier.. guess what.. go fired. yeah you read that right fired.. not for stealing, or having an attitide with my supervisors, or customers.. but because im a moron when it comes to simple math... seriously. im horrible.. if you put in the wrong amount on the register... your screwed if you cant do simple math... and when it comes to math... im freeze.. im get uncomfortable when i make a mistake.. With having an anxiety issue with that... not good. so i got fired for having an OVERAGE of $7 dollars... getting fired cause your drawer is over... makes you an even bigger idiot than the people who happen to steal.. before that i wo

Anti Abortion
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn&rsq

Tears To Cry
Hii Mommy.! ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... ... ... ... ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed,

How To Become A Member Of Jlm
So you would like to harness your inner super hero? You have come to the right place. We are a group of family/friends that help eachother level and have fun here on Fubar. From time to time we will have events like member auctions, trivia nights, etc. In order to become a JLM member: Message the JLM page and let us know what your superhero is. From there the counsel may decide to ask you a few questions and then will approve your request. You will need to add the JLM page as a top friend and place JLM in your name. Please make sure you add members of JLM so when someone needs a little help leveling you can help, as they can help you too. CB Superman is the owner. If you have any questions please direct them to him, or you can message us here! JLM is back and better than ever....join us!

Family Issues
okay my brother is a smart man but has no displine what so ever. both me and him had a lot of bad shit happne to us when we were little me i over came some of it and put it behind me there our some issues that still bother me til this day but it's the past and I've learned from it. but my brother for some reason hasn't learn from his mistakes and has been like a broken wheel and been limping on since. NOW i'll be there for him thick and through thin, but the past 6 months he has been coming to me for money and I've been helping him out A LOT but today was kinda a ball breaker. some times the past is the past we learn from it and press on! but he hasn't. yesterday he bought a stragey guide from the internet and he thought he could buy it cheap fr 11 cents, and he thought since shipping and handling was free he thought hey easy deal! but guess what i don't know if he gave them his cc or bank account info the website cleaned his bank account left him in negative balance. I called home ask

The Start Of Something Wonderful...
I slowly undress you, trailing my hands with sweet, soft kisses all over your body. I'll start by kissing your lips and moving on to your neck. You feel my breath on your skin as my teeth lightly rake across your neck. I can feel the goose bumps as my hands slide along your arms. I lift your shirt and can see your erect nipples already looking forward to feeling my hands and lips. I kiss them through your bra as I slowly turn you around to unhook your bra. My kisses and nibbles move to the nape of your neck as I slide your bra off and cup each breast in my hands. You feel the warmth of my hands as they squeeze each of your hard nipples. The kisses trail down your spine as I unbutton your pants, sliding them down your legs. My kisses reach the small of your back as my hands slide your panties down. You step out of your pants and panties and lean over the end of the bed allowing my hand to move up your leg to your already wet and hot pussy. I slide a finger inside, feeling how hot you yo

Fu-charazy
I am sure as time goes on these entries will get better but my spelling might only imorove slightly as i am to lazy to use spell check and just do not care enough to take the time and correct all typo's that i will make. My punctituation is all but none existant, and i can ramble on about nothing......... Wait i haven't told you what ima talk about yet... I will be talking about all the fucked up things in oour world if its in my opinion thats it messed up ass backwards or lacks all common sence I will probobly bring it up here at some point. If you would like me to express my views on a certain topic or run a game review for you just ask. This was just an introduction to the Blog please see the next post it will be ALOT fucking better!

Amusement
1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. ... 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collec

Looking Through
Heart pounding, warm breath upon your sheets. Hands shaking, the feelings intense, deep. Your mind isn't convinced, that you're alone. That empty house, finally feels like home. I had to look through the tears, I was drowning in. And open myself up, to the world again.

Pro-life...the Only Way!!!
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c

Dear X Wife
THE BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER! Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It&rsqu

How To Let Go
I walked away, and locked the door. Broke down in tears, hit the floor. On my knees, making a plea. Please just once, listen to me. I’m trying so hard, it hurts too much. When is this pain, enough. Please take, all of these images away. Help me erase them, from my mind this day. I have to forget, this I know. Please give me the answers, on how to let go.

Job Security
My mind is constantly, filled with these things. Images, visions, are haunting my dreams. Through every tear, all the heartache and pain. There is always something for me to gain. the blood trails I’ve followed, drowning in a river of tears. All of the bad decisions and wrong turns, throughout the years. Has left me with these words, a mind that doesn’t turn off. Full of nightmares, but giving me thoughts. I get paid for my pain, sad but true. I write it down, and share it with you. I can’t help but be thankful for, all my mind constantly sees. My pain provides me with, job security.

Set Him Free
A mirror stands in front of me, it’s not myself I see. It’s you, but how can this be. Wait I see a gate, off in the mist. You seem to be, guiding me straight to it. But I stop in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It’s a trick, a trap, that’s not really you. You are bright, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air is cold, the ground is wet beneath my feet. Your face is not projecting, light this time. It’s dark and mean, your heart isn’t speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you. You cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don’t try and trick me, I’ll be the first to know. If it’s the real him, or just you in disguise. All it will take is one look, in his eyes. The power of love, surrounded by blue. Not the cold hard look, you have about you. He is everything, you

You'll Soon Find Out
When I look at you, here’s what I see. A Blade, thorns, surrounding me. I am the rose in the middle, refusing to wilt. Full of fire, passion, yes, even guilt. I have qualities, that you’ll never possess. A conscious, regret, you’re just like all the rest. I am powerful, strong, born suited for war. That is exactly, what I’m here for. Don’t think for a second, that I am weak. Because I have chosen, not to speak. You think I don’t know, but I have seen it all. With a Blade in my back, and my heart torn in two, I’m still standing tall. So, do what you must, to “try” and defeat me. You’ll soon find out, that doesn’t happen very easily.

Please Have Mercy
I feel like I’m playing poker, with my heart, body and mind. Desperately needing, that four of a kind. Say you’re sorry, admit you fucked up. I have done both, still not enough. I have done this, tried that, nothing works. It’s so hard hiding, how bad this hurts. You feel my pain, I know you fucking can. Please have mercy, and deal me a good hand.

Earned The Right
My name is Melissa bitch, say it loud and with pride. Don’t whisper it behind my back, there’s no need to hide. I’m suited for battle, ready to take you on. Putting my name in your mouth, is where you went wrong. You have no idea, what I’m about. Although, I have a feeling, you’re about to find out. I took the high road, ignored it, dismissed it in-fact. While you snuck up, and put a blade through my back. That’s ok, the battle is on you. But the war is mine, my blood bleeds blue. Your cowardice is my strength, it just enrages me more. We’ve never met, but I’m kicking in your door. You had no right to speak my name. I play to win, this isn’t a game. With each blow, you’ll feel my pain. When it’s over, maybe then, you’ll have earned the right to speak my fucking name.

My Favorite Writer, Larissa Ione
Larissa Ione is a wonderful aurthor, in the paranormal romance genre... but she will say herself that it is more erotica than romance. Her characters are hot hunky demons every woman will fall in love with. My favorite is Wraith. I'm including an exerpt from her book, Desire Unchained... her 2nd book in the Demonica series

At A Stand Still
At a stand still these days, refusing to cross. That bridge that stands between, the gain and the loss. Not knowing what to think, which is which. Living proof that life, really is a bitch. Despising my own reflection, my looks, my gift. Waiting to check myself off of, my very own list. June 29th, that was the day, my nightmare came true. When I seen it in writing, proving, I was nothing to you. My mind remembers these things, it won't allow me to forget. Dates, words, codes, I can read all of it. Anything can be broken, if you read between the lines. I did, I have, not hard to define. Everyday, I put on this mask, give a good show. But I am broken inside, lost my glow. That one part of myself, I thought I knew. Is gone, missing, I don't know what is true. Afraid to believe, afraid to give in once more. This has hit me, unlike anything before. Because I was certain, not a doubt in my mind. My world came crashing down on me, all at one time. My te

Speaking In Rhyme
Dang girly, get a grip on your mind. What the Hell is going on? You're speaking in rhyme. Toss all of them bad thoughts, aside. Your heart is still beating, you're still alive. Turn the bad things around, make them work in your favor. Disregard the evil, the negative behavior. Put a smile on, fake or real. Channel the emotions, no matter how you feel. Find the good, in the worst possible things. That's when you'll see the light, the truth behind your dreams.

Genocide's Hit List
Actually that's far from true, I have a life, Much unlike you. Friends, a man, something you can misunderstand, probably for the fact you think I'm below you. I am beyond the arguing, because you keep reigniting the same damn situation as though you have some philisophical standpoint. So please, Girl, Your "Reality" by standards just states you're warped with slander. Anywho, As you can see, some people just let jealousy cloud them. It's not that big of an issue, really. It makes me laugh.

I Need Motivation!!
I need motivation to lose these 50lbs! I seem to have fallen off with my dieting and fitness :( My goal is by my 29th birthday on December 26th..... if anyone has any tips or suggestions on how to stay fit and overcome your cravings please let me know! I would like to start tomorrow morning..... thank you friends.

Teri Shenette
OMG LOVE THIS!!!! WARNING: BEFORE you read this, go use the restroom... & DO NOT have liquid in your mouth...just in case. :) (Seriously, I was eating my cheerios when I read this and I'm still picking them out of the keyboard.)Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. ... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the

Tarot And Knowing!!
Via comment, note, whatever it is.... I will tell you what you are on this earth for. I don't mean exact job position or anything. lol It runs deeper than that. This... that I do, is not really reading the Tarot. It involves your birthdate for me to figure this out, along with my knowledge and sometimes my intuition. I do read Tarot for fun anymore to predict things. When I am able. I stopped charging for now, because I started to hate it. Such is life and Karma, huh? But go for it... and send me your birthdate. I do not need anything else. Do NOT tell me your name, your state, your childhood.... nothing but your birthdate. LOVE, RJ

Women & Body Issues
(Read this when I was looking up women with weight issues. Depression over women that is skinny and physically beautiful, this was written by a man to us ladies) Dear Ladies, Don't hate on the exterior of another woman's beauty. Just thank the Lord for whatever good exterior attributes that youve been blessed with. All men are different, we like different attributes. You dont have to strive to be like the images you see in the media. Im not saying that the images arent good, but are they good for you? A man could be attracted to you because he likes: 1. The way you speak 2. The way you dress: sporty, professional, casual, classy, plain, revealing and ect.. 3. Your Eyes: they could be big, small, tight, wide, gloomy and bright. You get the picture. 4. Your Nose: how small, how big, sloped, wide, narrow, pointy, rounded and you get the picture. 5. Your Ears: There are many different shapes sizes and ect. 6. The way you walk. 7. The way you stand. 8. The way you pout. 9. Your level

Random Shit
I am currently standing in a chair at my friends house because a spider is MIA... I went to grab my bag and a spider big enought to carry me off crawled out of it...Since I had no shoes on and nothing in reach to kill it, I went to bathroom to grab the ,believe it or not, spider killer. Well dont waist your fucking money cause I sprayed the spider and it looked at me like "bitch please" and continued to keep on crawling. So I went and grabbed a shoe to smash the big SOB and he is nowhere to be found. I will not get down till the hugh fucking thing is found and dead.... I might be here awhile...

Me
OK wellfirst and foremost here is a few of my medical conditions that cause me to spend so much time in the hospital,common varriable immune deficiancy,(no not aids this is a genic condition)it causes lung infections, neuro cardiogenic syncopy-causes blood preasure to drop with no warning lots of passing out,chronic asthma,MD MY tendons in the back of my legs never grew-causes bad leg cramps and toe walking,chronic migrins-was hit in the back of the head 20 years ago in a robbery-no i was robbed lol. Now you know a little bit, I love friends and family,lost my sweet Mother in Febuary and yes i am a mommas boy lol. I have been married three times two when I was young then a long one.single now and never know maybe there is a sweet lady that may want me someday, LOVE YA ALL, WALLY THANKS FOR READING

Can I Sleep In Your Bed
My hair brushed your face, while we were trying to rest. Both tossing and turning, trying our best. To close our eyes, drift off to Dreamland. You reached out to me, with a touch of your hand. You knew I was upset, you seen the tears shed. Knowing I needed you, that's when you said. Hey Mom, can I sleep in your bed.

Just Keeping It Real
Here I am, on the floor. Safely secured, behind a locked door. Suddenly, there's a knock. Someones trying to get in. I'm not budging, can't crack it, not again. I'm not trying to be mean, just keeping it real. I could never explain to you, how I feel. You can't come in, because that spot belongs to someone else. If I said anything different, I'd just be lying to myself. That position is filled, no longer exists. I'm just telling it, like it is.

I Can't Give You What Is Not Mine
I can't give you something, that is not mine. Hasn't belonged to me, for quite some time. To lend it out, would be just be a temporary fix. And it wouldn't be right, to the person who owns it. I can't deny it, so why try. He captures the tears, that fall from my eyes. Everything I am, rests in his hands. He is just it for me, such an extraordinary man.

Good Luck To You
I just can't, I don't know what else to say. It isn't mine, to give away. You seem like a great guy, and I wish you the best. But my heart belongs, to someone else. Without my heart, there's no getting through. And it is taken, good luck to you.

Read Me!
You know I've been on this sight for sometime now! and It REALLY creeps me out sometimes. Its really put me throught the ringer! I think a woman could be beautiful and sexxy without being so revealing! topless yeah its fine I do those. But not everyone wants to see EVERYTHING unless your an uncontrolable PERVERT! Not to insult anyone what so ever! I'am just saying that you'll never see me on cam or nude photos maybe topless thats about it. Don't ask for more then that! can you control yourself!! I think you can!....I don't take bullshit... and if you don't like me I'am perfectly fine with that to!...I'll prolly leave this sight soon anyways!!! LOL..

Knyck's Blog
Excerpts from a Dog's Diary * 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! * 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! * 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! * 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! * 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! * 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! * 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! * 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! * 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! * 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! * 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of

Blogzilla
Life's Instructions Have a firm handshake. Look people in the eye. Sing in the shower. Own a great stereo system. If in a fight, hit first and hit hard. Keep secrets. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday. Always accept an outstretched hand. Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference. Whistle. Avoid sarcastic remarks. Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 per cent of all your happiness or misery. Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out. Lend only those books you never care to see again. Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have. When playing games with ! children, let them win. Give people a second chance, but not a third. Be romantic. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems. Don't allow the phone to interrupt important

Why Can't It Be Like It Use To Be
I been thinking all we ever do is one of us is on the internet while the other is ither watching tv or asleep. We hardly watch movies together, hell we hardly do anything together. But yet we are in the same room. The only time we really do anything together anymore is sleep. Yea we ride in the car and thats another time we really talk or do anything. We use to watch movies every night while we ate dinner. We use to play games every now an then. But here lately I feel like we are avoiding each other... Why can't be like it use to be?

Jokes
i am a tease and a joker some things i say are ment as jokes or to tease if you cn't figure out which is meant as nothing but a joke than maybe there is no room for you in my life i love to laugh even if it is at my own expense if you can't laugh at yourself then you don't realize how many people are laughing at you behind your back i am sorry if i offend anyone but i am honest and tell it like it is

Life
I hate being fat, I hate being unemployed, I hate being poor, I hate being broke, I hate being lonely, I hate having to rely on my parents. When I look in the mirror after I get out of the show I am disgusted by the fat woman I see. I never wanted to be this big ever, it's no wonder why I'm single a guy would have to be blind to want anything to do with me. I am always crying, I can't be mad at anyone except for Lauren, no one else put me in the situation I'm in except myself. I want to be happy again, that seems completely impossible. I'm stuck on my weight loss, I'm on a plateau and my weight goes up it hasn't gone back down in a long time. I have no one in my family going on walks with me or being supportive to help me with my weight loss. I get comments on Facebook from other family members congratulating me on my weight loss, that's the only support I have.

Feeling Like This
Maybe it is time for me, to stop. Gonna just give this life, all that I've got. It may not be much, but I'll do my best. Do what I can, and ta Hell with the rest. I know how I feel, there's no changing that. But I can't stay, where I'm at. I'm going to start over, smile and move on. I will always know, where my heart belongs. Time for strength, not afraid to fail. In the end, I know I'll prevail. Say yes for a change, take a risk. It can't be any worse, than feeling like this.

My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold a place that no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but you didnt go alone for a part of me went with you the day god took you home things will never be the same and all though it hurt so bad i will smile whenever i hear your name and be proud you were my dad in loving memory of my daddy 1952_2011

Vanishing Pimps
Afternoon all, below is a message I ahve sent to Fubar Support. if & when I get a reply i will post it here. please feel free to get in touch with Support & complain to them about the loss of pimps http://fubar.com/mailman Dear support I logged in today to find out that I had lost the ability to pimp people? When I went to the fubar support lounge to query this I was directed to Scrappers blog to place any complaints I have on this blog. I posted 1 comment & then went back to post another comment & found I had been blocked by scrapper as I got this message “ERROR: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. If you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list CLICK HERE.” So for an admin guy he doesn’t like you disagreeing with him. My point I was going to make was if the pimp ability was being abused by a small section of people who kept scrolling across the top, then stop the few not punish the many. Your change to the pimp allowance & be

History Of The Jlm
In late 2006 two people got together and decided to rival the 2nd Alarm hottie as a group... They deicded to form a super hero group and from there "The Justice League Mafia" was born... This group consisted of CB Superman (Superman) & Supersuperwendy (Wonder Woman)... The group grew a little with the additions of Batman... Superman... Storm... Nightwing... & Catwoman... These few select people carried the group for a short span before the group stopped in early 2007... A few months later... The two originals JLM Members got back together to re-create the group bigger and stronger this time... This time the group grew to 36 members... Only this time we noticed we weren't alone in the Super Hero Groups... There was also a "Justice League of Fubar"... These group didn't rival but unstead saw each other as allies... They even shared graphics and other things as aid to each other... There was even talks of a merger then but the merger never happened at that time... This new JLM group l

So Much Better
Having your cake, and eating it to. Well I wouldn't get the cake, if I didn't wanna eat it. Would you? My cake has one flavor, one layer, just one that's it. None of this several, or another, Won't have that shit. My focus is one one, not two or three. And that's how it has to be in return, for me. I'm worth it, I deserve it, won't settle for less. I am so much better, than second best.

Until I'm Finished
I am not afraid to say I love you, because it's the truth. But, I will not be, just a conveniece to you. It's all or nothing, that's how I roll. To have me is to own my heart, body and soul. The outside as well, every last curve. But my heart goes with it, it's what I deserve. I don't hand myself out, very often, you have to be more. To even crack the surface, get through the door. But, I am taking a pause, getting back to me. Because breaking me doesn't happen, very easily. Yet, here I am, looking like a fool. Settling, breaking my own rules. When I know I am worth, everything, it all. I won't be back until, I'm finished building my wall.

Here 4 Good I Hope
well bout week an a half ago i was up to level 23 any way some how my account got deleted apparently somebody hacked my account an deleted it, Anyway im back an here 4 good i hope i really like this site an enjoy my friends an fam as we speak im workin on my new profile an any help is appreciated i need friends an well anything an everything so just wantin to let it b known

Online Dating
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Vets Vs. Congress
Derek Batchelor's Photos Unexplainable, Inexcusable No one has been able to explain to me why young men...... and women serve in the U.S. Military for 20 years, risking their lives protecting freedom, and only get 50% of their pay. While Politicians hold their political positions in the safe confines of the capital, protected by these same men and women, and receive full pay retirement after serving one term. It just does not make any sense. On Fox news they learned that the staffers of Congress family members are exempt from having to pay back student loans. This will get national attention if other news networks will broadcast it. When you add this to the below, just where will all of it stop? 35 States file lawsuit against the Federal GovernmentGovernors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government for imposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States to convene a Constitutional Convention.This will take less than thirty seconds to read. If y

Menuspenus Is Is The Nick Name Lol It Speaks For Its Self So In Case You Are Wondering Just Read The Name Lmao
hello im new sombody hit me up not much to say rlly just that i love to party and meeting new people if you are interested and wanna know more about me just msg and eventually ill get your message. 8-------

Random Shit
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10.2.11
For those that know me, you know I work in the promotions marketing industry. With this, along with my 15-year radio career, I have quite a few connections in both industries.That said, I know someone who can get hold getting an iPad CHEAP through a contact. These are legit, not off the back of a truck; they are from a canceled hospital contract due to the United States government cutbacks. The numbers are limited - he has 23 iPads left going for less than half price so it's first come first served. He has already sold one (picture is below so you can see what you are getting). Get back to me as quick as you can if you want one.

Techniques To Date Girls Online
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My Moment Of Weakness
He turned the radio on, and we began to work. With each sad song played, the more it hurt. I didn't want it to show, so I turned away. As my tears fell to the floor, I heard him say. Melissa, what's wrong? Why the tears? But I couldn't reveal the truth, behind my pain and fears. I just wiped them away, and said I'm fine. But there was no hiding the pain, in these eyes of mine. He came up behind me and said, I don't understand. Please let me help you, and reached for my hand. The more I tried to fight it, the harder it became. I couldn't do it any longer, and gave into the pain. The tears fell like raindrops, onto the floor. He held me close to him, as I reached for the door. He said I can't stand, to see you like this. Then he leaned in, for a kiss. His arms felt safe, it has been so long. It felt right at the time, but I knew it was wrong. He said, I don't know why you are hurting so much. Just let me hold you, absorb my touch. I said, This is w

As Long As Your With Me
Everyone thinks they have, to get the last word. I'll give it to you, take it, it's yours. I don't need it, it doesn't matter to me. YOU are the most, important thing. Not the words, whose right or wrong. I'm not like everyone else, singing the same song. Placing blame, pointing fingers. The same words coming from, the same tone def singers. You have to ask yourself, does it really matter. When you're all alone, feeling broken and shattered. To me it doesn't, I am to blame. There are no winners, in this game. Both are losing. Is pride really worth the cost? When the love of your life, is what you have lost? In my eyes, the answer comes easily. Pride doesn't mean a thing, as long as your with me.

Not This Day
There is a saying, that has proven to be true. If you love someone tell them, before the moment escapes you. Don't brush it off, think they'll be a next time. There may not be, speak with your heart, what's inside. People search for this, their whole life through. And I am proud to say, that I'm in love with YOU. I would gladly shout it from the roof tops, as loud as I could. Because nothing has ever made me, feel this good. Don't think because you hurt, that it's a bad thing. It's great to have a mixture, of feeling. Anyone that can cause you to break, and make you at the same time. Is worth it all, not waisting a dime. Because that is priceless, precious and rare. Knowing wherever you are, they are also there. That is a feeling, you don't want to pass you by. My words are expressing this, my reason why. Because I do love YOU, more than I could ever say. And I'm not letting this moment escape, not this day.

Until I Found You
I'm sure you have heard it said, a time or two. That there is someone out there, made especially for you. I thought I had found them, a few times before. But nothing, NO ONE, has ever knocked down my door. And when YOU did, and I found you there. It was something remarkable, unique and rare. The power is amazing, surpasses them all. You didn't have to trip me, for me to fall. YOU can make me so angry, then set me on fire. Leave me craving you, raw desire. Then there's love, so much, too deep to explain. I never really knew it, until I heard your name. YOU are my ONE, made just for me. With you, I am just free. YOU are power, lust, genuine and true. I never really knew love, until I found YOU.

Don't Go There
I have to tell you, from the start. There is no getting through, to my heart. That is a game, we can't even begin. A place I won't go, you can't win. Because there is already a winner, no one else compares. So do us both a favor, and don't go there.

Rock And Roll Classics
500. Autobahn - Kraftwerk499. I Wanna Be Sedated - The Ramones 498. Some Kind Of Wonderful - Grand Funk Railroad497. I'd Love To Change The World - Ten Years After496. Bluebird - Buffalo Springfield495. Bungle In The Jungle - Jethro Tull494. Eyes Of The World - Grateful Dead493. Rudie Can't Fail - The Clash492. What's On My Mind - Kansas491. L.A. Woman - The Doors490. I'm Broken - Pantera489. Rebel Rebel - David Bowie488. I Want To Conquer The World - Bad Religion487. Around The Dial - The Kinks486. Omaha - Moby Grape485. Suzie Q - Creedence Clearwater Revival484. Flute Thing - The Blues Project483. Anarchy In The UK - Sex Pistols482. Under Pressure - Queen481. Brass In Pocket - The Pretenders480. Monterey - Eric Burdon & the Animals479. Bullit - The Misfits 478. My War - Black Flag477. Southern Man - Neil Young476. Hard To Handle - The Black Crowes475. High Flying Bird - Richie Havens474. We'll Burn The Sky - Scorpions473. Surf's Up - The Beach Boys472. On The Road Again - Canned Heat

One Wish
Last night my room mate and I was talking while she was packing for her trip... she asked me one question that had me puzzled, she asked me.. "If you had one wish, what would it be?" And of course happy and healthy kids (thats a given) So I have been doing a lot of thinking and I would have to say...I wish for a man to love me. Not friends' love. I wish for a man to be in love with me. That has never happened to me before. Just once in my life I wish for that to happen. I don't think that is too much to wish for. I hope I get that wish before I die. No one has ever been in love with me before. Maybe it is too much to ask for, I don't know.

When I Awoke Last Night
You came to me, when I closed my eyes. As if you were there, inside. I felt your heart, beating with mine. Creating our own, moment in time. Your breath against, my skin. Your warmth, deeply within. The softness of your touch, set me on fire. The look in your eyes, pure desire. The sound of your moans, was music to my ears. Nothing but pleasure, no pain or fear. Skin against skin, cheek to cheek. Not a single word, did we speak. With each caress, every touch, every kiss. We wrote our own message, that couldn't be dismissed. The we laid there in each other's arms, just a few minutes more. Both dreading you, reaching for the door. But you didn't, you just held onto me tight. I could still feel you with me, when I awoke last night.

Everything I Am
Have you ever had someone, just knock you off your feet? Shock you, amaze you, beyond the words they speak? When it hits you, you'll know it. Nothing compares. To the feeling your left with, the effects of one stare. Everything before this, just fades away. You find yourself hanging on, to every word they say. Waiting and hoping, for this dream to become real. To be wrapped up inside them, let them feel what you feel. One touch, one kiss will say more, than I will ever be able to. Longing to share everything I am, with YOU.

I Wanna Hang Onto
I laid down in my bed, and could hear the rain. Next, I heard your voice, speaking my name. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't care. I just hung onto, the thought of you being there. I seen you standing there, all wet and cold. Looking like the end of a rainbow, you are my pot of gold. The lightning falshed, and that look in your eyes. Spoke for itself, can't be disguised. I rose up carefully, not to disturb my sleep. I didn't wanna lose this feeling. It was mine to keep. I touched your face, and could feel your skin. Then pulled the sheets back softly, and you crawled in. With noses touching, we both had a heavy stare. Then you reached out, touching my hair. Pulled my face in, and I melted in your kiss. I have never felt anything, quite so intense. Dream or not, it was all too real. I can't quite describe, the way it made me feel. Just hold me tight, firmly against you. This is a feeling, I wanna hang onto.

I Was Complete
There is an old legend, about two people really being one. It doesn't matter where you're born, who you are or where you come from. This one special soul was created, with only one thing in mind. The purpose of bringing them together, at a moment in time. Two halves, searching, for that one missing link. Overcoming obstacles, journeys, forces us to think. Then when they are joined, finally becoming one. It is beautiful, powerful, their world has begun. The way it was suppose to be, before even they knew. I was complete, from the moment I found YOU.

My Life
i am a carer i look after my mum and 2 teenage sisters which means i know how to do housework i love to cook i'm good with kids yet i'm still single i don't understand why people in my town don't want me in a relationship status but are quiet happy to be friends.

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me, Really??!!
I was driving down the road today and was listening to the radio...a news breif came on and the guy went on to say that if someone goes to buy a gun, and has a medical license, and does not put it on the NCIC form, it is a felony...Therefore if you have a Medical Marijuana card, you do not have the right to bear arms..So ur cancer or other dibilitating illness, is cause for them to take u to fedral prison if you choose to own a gun and have a card that gives you the right to possess medicine for your illness. How bout that for the american dream? I am not a felon Nor do I have any kind of criminal record, and the governent can just come and say hey there are bad people out there that smoke pot too, lets take your rights and throw them in with the crooks out there and treat people as if they dont matter..

My Ramblings
Let's start off with the basics. My name's Mary and I'm 23 years old. (lets't see if you have a good attention span as I keep going.) I was born in NY, I am currently in KS. (Don't ask). My family was/is as dysfuntional as they come, but it made me who I am today. I learned that the only person who will be there in the end for you, is well, yourself. So, you should really be good to that person you see starring back at you in the mirror because in the end, maybe no one else will be. Yes, I do have some revealing photos of myself on here. That does not mean it's an open ticket for other things or naked photos. I'm actually pretty shy in some ways but, I am a flirt at times. I'd say that I'm a pretty decent person. I have a passion for working with disabled children with learning disabilities and behavioral problems. I have done so for quite a while- it makes me realize that we're actually the stupid ones. (lol) I am an artist. I write poetry and enjoy painting, as well as sculpti

Helpful Hints For Men
Do you want to know what a woman appreciates? Compliments. Compliment a girl, Just tell her "I don't want to bother you, just pay you a compliment.. I think you're beautiful." But after you catch her attention.. Dont bring up how great her tits look in a top. Come on guys think with your LARGER BRAIN. && Don't tell me you think the brain on the lower half of your body is bigger than your actual brain. That's even worse.

Talk To Yourself Much?
Talk to yourself much? Hell, I do it everyday. Only to me, it doesn't seem that way. I see your face, with each and every word. You have me, I'm a goner, I am all yours. Talking to the moon, to make you feel my love. I'd talk to just about anything, you can think of. Maybe I'm crazy, and if that's the case. I can live with that, to see your face. So I'll sit here talking away, to anything I can. Until the day, you hold me in your hands.

Lost In Creation
do you ever get the feeling that something good is bound to happen then it doesn't like you want to bang your favorite perosn and turns out they just a douche bag with a small penis its such a let down and then your rethinking the whole thought of even being straight for fear tht the next one will be little as well

Classics Lounge Staff Policy
Classics lounge staff policy Rule Enforcement First and foremost, you are staff, therefore, you must set an example for the members and guests, this means simply; “don’t be breaking the house rules.” To ensure that you don’t break them you should take a moment and actually read them and familiarize yourself with them, if you have not already done so. The reason being, you cannot enforce rules that you yourself break. The penalty for breaking the rules should fit the crime so to speak, for most things; First offense = verbal warning and reprimand Second offense = privately talk to the individual, do not have a long drawn out battle in chat whenever possible, this breeds drama. If the offense is racial slurs or disrespectful speech, deleting the comments the person made would be in order. Third offense = silence the person, and tell them privately should they ask. Fourth offense = kick, banning is left to the discretion of the DJ working as when the

Funny
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely,P. Niss **The Response** Dear Penis:After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as weari

Trapped Under Ice - See God
Never brought mommy smiles this feeling that I'm feeling I've been feeling for a while it's hard to admit but I got to get it off my chest I would sleep forever if there's peace in death and if you see god tell him that I'm still alive gave up on all those prayers because they couldn't provide the answer to the questions I've been asking since birth been searching for the truth for years I can't find peace on this earth you won't find peace on this earth

Live Love Laugh
Live well dear friends In all you do, Tho’ paths be old Or paths be new, But to yourself Be ever true, Live well! Laugh often friends Tho’ passing years Bring, sometimes, smiles And, sometimes, tears, For mirth forever Warms and cheers Laugh often! Love much dear friends For love will bring The healing joy And hope of Spring, Where pain and fear may never dwell Nor anguish touch…. And so Live well, Laugh often too, And more, dear friends, Love much!

I Promise I Won't Break
I'm not a doll, I promise I won't break. Don't hold back, I want it all. Give me more than you think I can take. Lay your hands on me, rough and mean. Watch how fast these blue eyes, turn green. Hair flying, sweat dripping, moaning wildly with a firm grip. The taste has never been sweeter, running my tongue across your lips. Against the wall, on all fours, laying flat against the bed. Sitting on your desk, not a word needs to be said. The intensity of your feel, plummeting into me. Sends me over the top, almost instantly. Raw pleasure, I hope never ends. And when it does, we'll wait a while, then go at it again.

Just So You Know
Fast asleep, laying chest down, on the bed. Being woken up by the feel, of your breath on my leg. I act like I'm sleeping, not wanting you to stop. The feel of your lips moving upward, sends me over the top. Your lips are like heaven, all over my skin. As you place your tongue, a little deeper in. I grab the sheets, the feeling is too intense. I begin to moan wildly, there's no holding it in. Trembling from pleasure, being pushed to my limit. Holding on for dear life, forcing myself to handle it. The satisfaction is too great, for me to let go. Just writing about this is killing me, just so YOU know.

An Easy Win
It feels so good to have someone, pulling you in different directions. From passion, to love, the bond and connection. Someone who has the ability to break you, then catches you before you hit the ground. Is irreplaceable, amazing, not easy to be found. Someone that see's you, from the outside in. Is number one in my book, an easy win. No competition necessary, the contest is already won. When you find someone like that, do whatever it takes, to hang on.

How Hard Would It Be?
How hard would it be to live with, all those questions unanswered? The what if's, why not's, on bended knee and teary prayers. The saying goes, you don't know what you have, until it's gone. In my opinion, that couldn't be more wrong. The truth is, you know, you've known it from the start. You just didn't think you'd lose it, and it's torn your world apart. Whatever the situation is, when love is involved. Do anything it takes, to get the problem solved. Because not knowing, if you had just tried, can drive someone insane. There is nothing that measures up, to the regret and pain. It doesn't matter who is, right or wrong. Once you have found the place, your heart belongs.

Finally Found True Love Rl
well i finally found true love i am dating a wonderful man named jimmy hes an actor/director and we are in love wish everyone would come to hollywood california there is single men here looking for woman and yes true love can be found in calif

One Simple Act
There is ONE person, who has taken me by surprise. I knew he was the ONE, by the look in his eyes. NO ONE has ever made me feel their love, by one simple act. No words were necessary, with a look like that. I feel his love, with every move he makes. One word from him, is all it takes. Power at it's best, in a structure so true. Surrounded by beauty, strength, eyes the color of blue. My heart has never pounded, this hard before. Come on in Baby, I'm opening the door. I love YOU, with all of my heart and soul. To be in your arms, is my all time goal.

Keep Them Thangs Closed
Some of the people on this site, really crack me up. Flashing their shit around, uhhh yuck! If you're gonna show some skin, do it with class. No one wants to see, your cottage cheese ass. Women act like their in heat, basically humping your leg. Men resort to promises, then next they beg. Flashing their penis, in front of the screen. Like it something, we've never seen. It's sick, twisted, not to mention gross. Sometimes I ask myself, what the hell are those. To the freaky ass men and women out there, please watch what you post. For goodness sakes pervs, keep them thangs closed.

You Little D**k Piece Of S**t
A random stranger, sends me a link. I clicked it, didn't even think. And there he was, whacking away. Instantly got pissed, couldn't help but say. What the Hell makes you think, I wanted to see that? He would have to let go of his junk, to write me back. He tried to apologize, but I was too pissed. You make me sick, I wanna puke, seriously disgusted. Do you not realize, this is a screen. And you're not showing me anything, I haven't already seen. But do continue, have fun with it. But don't message me again, you little dick piece of shit.

Just Too Awesome
Ya know it's funny because, my body doesn't even belong to me. It fits in his hands, firmly. He owns every inch, down to every last curve. There is no way, it could ever be yours. Because he loves me right, he loves me good. Give it to you? I never would. Mine and his bodies, are a perfect fit. He's just too awesome, to even listen to your shit. So, before you ask me about something, that isn't mine. Maybe you should try, asking him next time.

Maybe I'm Crazy
Tossing and turning, in this empty bed. Hanging onto your face, the words you have said. I don't know when, and I don't know how. I have to find a way to see you, somehow. Because this longing and desire, weighs so heavily. I would do just about anything, just to see. Your eyes staring back, back at me. To hear your voice, would be music to my ears. To have your arms around me, holding me near. There is nothing I wouldn't do, maybe I'm crazy. I am just so in love with you, Baby.

Crescent Hotel
Walk with us through the legendary Crescent Hotel and hear of its ghostly legends. The hotel was constructed in 1886 and known as the "Queen of The Ozarks" to the Victorians. In the teens of the 20 th century it was a fine girls school offering intriguing tales woven with history. Hear of legendary haunts and ongoing investigations being conducted by our trained staff. The Lady In The Garden, Cancer Hospital Nurses, Michael, Theodora, are a few of the legends to whet your appetite of the "guests" that reside at The Crescent. Follow the dark halls below the hotel into the realm of "Dr." Norman Baker and his Cancer Cure Hospital where many dreams of a cure for cancer were never realized. The long history of the hotel is represented through the ghosts that still inhabit it's halls and walls.And I will go there,even if its the last thing I do.As there are many stories and history. Room 213: This was overheard by a guest from a daughter and her mother who stayed at the hot

Wow I Cant Believe Some People
wow to people i thought was my friends and they are sisters i found out one of them acts like she likes you if you buy her stuff and she promise things to you and to find out all she was doing was lieing to just get stuff. she is also married and looks at other guys nsfw pics and treats him like trash as well. well from what she has told me about him. and now she is pissed at me and wishes me dead what a wonderful person ...just because i havent gotten her blings or anything wow

Real Me
Hello I am Sabrina and I want to come clean about my self. First off i owe you all an apology . I came on here in faults pretenses to check this sight out tho i must admit i wasnt sure i wanted to stay. I am not Cathy nor was her pictures real . I had something tradgic happen in my past to make me hide some. I ask that you all respect me by not wanting to video chat me or pervy me to the point i block you. I just ask you all accept me for whom i am and no i am not a professional model these pictures was just done for fun i actually work in a hospice facility .Once again i am sorry for coming on here under faulse pretenses.

Anything Will Do
Do you know why, I do so much? The reason I can't just simply, give up. Because I have never, known anyone like you before. You shock me, amaze me, always wanting more. I tried to turn away, as if it didn't matter. But that just hurt me more, completely shattered. I don't want anything, but your love as well. Not knowing, is like, living in Hell. A word, a gesture, anything will do. To let me know, what exactly I am to you.

Why Try
He is more than just, a lover can provide me with. If I lose him, I have lost my best friend. He is not just an ordinary, human being. I wrestle with these emotions, I am feeling. A message, a video, anything to show him I care. When really my heartache's, not being there. All of this is crazy, but still so real. There is no explanation behind, the way that I feel. People tell me, all the time. Go out, meet a guy, get him off your mind. It only works, for so long. When the whole time you know, where your heart belongs. I can't look another man, in the eye. Without seeing his face, so why try. There is no band-aid big enough, to cover up this wound. When the ONE you long for, is always with you. I don't play games, and if I did, I would lose this one. Because I know this is right. So, why try at something, that you know is wrong.

True To My Heart
I will be true to my heart, even if it causes it to break. To cover it up or give in to someone else, would just be a mistake. I get it everyday, all of the time. But nothing can replace, the way I feel inside. Even I have tried. My vision is blinded, by the sight of his face. Every street, every move, every place. If someone ever causes me, to give in. It wouldn't be them at all to me, it would still be him. I don't care who thinks I'm crazy, for holding on. I would hang on forever, I don't care how long. Because lying to myself, isn't going to change a thing. He'll still be there, in my heart, my dreams. Other's may choose to, take the easy way out. Me, I choose him, without a doubt. It's crystal clear to me, why settle for less. When my heart already belongs, to the best.

You'll Just Have To Deal
It must be nice, living in your world. I don't think I have ever despised, anyone this much before. Sneaking and disguising, but I can see through your cold heart. I knew you were there, seen you from the start. I don't see you as a threat, you're just a scared little bitch. I am here to stay, so deal with it. You can't run me off, not scared in the least. I am out there for everyone, including you to see. Try and beat me, you wrinkled up old hag. Dang, I've resorted to name calling, how pathetic is that? I don't care, I'm saying what I feel. Like it or not, you'll just have to deal. With the fact that you, cannot move me. My feet are planted on the ground, firmly.

Heresy
>> Heresy: now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the lord my soul to keep, and if I die before I wake. I pray the lord my soul to take. Until this fucking game is over, this fucking game is over. Its over!!! As I grew up I found that no one knows a fucking think yeah, there basing their whole existance on the stories of heresay its not sane its no surprise I cant believe a fucking word you say. So fuck your faith, and all your saints. Is it ok if I? Choose not too believe. Dont pray for me, I cant be saved. Is it ok if I?

Life As I Know It...
I don't know about you guys... but in my opinion... if your viewing & enjoying the images shared I think you should rate and comment them to reflect that... I know when I get horny I love to go back and read the naughty thoughts you guys & girls post while your looking at mine and I'm pretty sure other like to do the same... SO be kind... if your viewing... leave some naughty little notes behind to show your appreciation and don't forget to rate the persons NSFWs either!!!

Foolish Pride
foolish pride.... so here we are labeled as sheep to follow some kind of righteous plan because they know whats best for us the decision should beout of our hands desperately seeking full rein the privilege to be the man to be on higher ground but destruction feeds on the greed to be crowned They USE god as an excuse to keep you down are you too afraid to face it? to afraid, to change it too afraid even though life is change duality and sorrow i just cant shake this foolish pride of mine we are spending... too much time trying to entertain this greedy grey matter of ours and now we not see our bane desperate within a world hog tied and ran by fools breathe deep they've made a poison for you these xeroxed minds are for an infected youth are you too afraid to face it? too afraid to change it too afraid you know if you are guilty if you stand in the way if the choices you've made were on your own or ingrained limited by beliefs that don't mean a damn

Why Do You Refuse To See The Truth? I Know You Are Smarter Than You Portray.. You Would Have To Be To Tie Your Shoes In The Morning!
if you are not with me, you are against me.if you believe in religions that are not self gratifying, (Buddhists believe in positive philosophy... Christians, and Jewish beliefs are from negative control... Judah was reported to kill people in the hundreds for questioning his control. Christians fought wars to gain power so did Catholics... but Buddhists search for inner peace... so Buddhism is a good religion/ philosophy where as the others share the foundation of blood. if people were against it with there first impression and were made to follow by fear, it can not be good) why do you refuse to see this? why? its right in front of you!START QUESTIONING EVERYTHING OR LOOSE YOURSELF FOREVER IN THIS BLIND MIND

I Would Wait Forever
Looking through, this fogged up glass. Wishing that day, would get here fast. The day when you are there, in front of my face. I don't care where we are, doesn't matter the place. One touch and you, will feel. That my love for you, is all too real. I'm going to hold you, in my arms so tight. Then make love to you, all through the night. To feel your skin, against mine. Will make it worth, all of this time. That we have waited, for this to come true. I would wait forever, to be next to YOU.

Just Reach For It
Walking through a wall, that is blocked. There's no way in, I've already knocked. As hard as I could, but no one is home. Walking through, this place alone. I think I have cried, all that I can. It's just so hard, to understand. I know you're on, the other side. Protecting yourself, choosing to hide. I don't blame you, I would too. After all that I, have done to you. I'm trying so hard, to prove. That you are something, I don't want to lose. I give you my all, my heart my soul. Just reach for it, please don't let it go.

I'll Have To Pass
My daughter and I, took a trip to the mall. Nothing out of the ordinary at all. While we were there, I noticed this guy. He had been watching me, and it caught my eye. When I looked his way, he smiled then knocked over a rack. I couldn't help but laugh, then turned my back. I just wanted to get out of the store, I was getting nervous myself. Watching him put everything back, he knocked off the shelf. So I paid for my things, and headed for the door. I looked for my little girl, but she wasn't behind me anymore. Then I seen her, approach the guy. I just waited for her, and thought to myself, why. She came out, with a mile long grin. And said, he wants you to have dinner with him. I gave her that look and she said, Come on Mom he's hot. It's not going to kill you, to give someone a shot. But he was a stranger, I didn't care about the outside. My feelings are too strong, to even try and disguise. So I said, tell him thank you, but I'll have to pass. No