Fubar Blogs 5

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Life
life I lie alone My life a mess No family, no home My life a misery torn apart Just like my little beating heart My life of being sad Just makes me mad I do not wish to be lonesome As if love would make me wholesome Like love would fill my heart No one is there to make me smile Just there to tease and tear my heart apart While laughing all the while My tears of hope drift out of me just like a sea of misery

You'll Never Know
You'll never Know You'll never know all the tears I've cried, You'll never know how hurt I am inside, You'll never know how I've loved you, You'll never know I think of you no matter what i do, You'll never know how I feel will always be the same, You'll never know that I can't stop these tears of pain, You'll never know how sad You'll never know you're the reason I've been alone all along, You'll never know how much I care, You'll never know all the pain I bare, Baby can't you see, You're killing me, I want you to know that I'll be there to the end, No matter what I'll always Love you

Life Is Ending
Life is Ending I dont think I can deal with this anymore no love, just agony and pain the pain makes me want to walk out the door staying much longer will drive me insane i realy have the desire to kill mine is in danger even if i lie but i would be the victim of this trill i surelly will be the next one to die simple, sweet just a very young woman love again i will never really feel i cant go through this kind of pain again i do not have the rapid urge to heal today is going to be my real end always remember me. Your True Love

Pain
No More Pain Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, as the dreams run through her head Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, Is she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith, there's nothing left. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything she thinks she can As one night she made her choice, There was just no way she could make it without him. As days go by her eyes are just blank. She wrote him a note,it was but a poem she wrote Saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. She couldn't take the pain anymore. Pain pills she did take, just enough to end the pain o

Redneck Vascectomy
Redneck Vasectomy After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. "A less costly alternative, said the doctor, "is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10." The Alabamian said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count... "1" "2" "3" "4" "5" At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and resumed counting on h

My Perfect Date…
At any beautiful beach, (I would love it to be at the beach at Cafe Del Mar Ibiza), along with my lover, under the stars before the sunset. sitting on a thin but comfortable long cloth with many rose petals on it, a lit lavender candle on top of the cloth, with a picnic basket, including some minute maid apricot juice, lemon hinted chicken, a dozen purple grapes, a star fruit, and chocolate brownies. also a music player and a c.d that plays love or relaxing music, and while eating the chocolate brownie last, finally enjoying the view of the beautiful and magnificent sunset, by the side of the one I love…

Go Talk To Kelly
here is a blog for some to enjoy is from a very great friend of mine http://fubar.com/blog/38178/470493 I just want to frist say that this person here has had my back with alot i have been dealing with lately Kelly thank u so much and if u have any question about anything then maybe u need to hit her up and she will tell u just how to take ur candy asses on some were ™KelKel™ ÇHã®M€Ð ÃÑG€£ PîP€®@ fubar thanks love to the ones that mean somehting to me

Rabblerouser Ii
Is there some truth to the term, "terrible two's"?...tonight I made macaroni and cheese. My 2yr old decided to see what it would sound like if she dropped a few macaroni noodles behind the fan which was on high-speed. It sounds like a pfftttttt! sound.

Monica's Blog
It's been awhile! I kno... My summer life here kinda picked up, which is totally rad. I decided to get out, meet some people -- and quit sulking. So! I haven't forgotten about you guys here, who were willing to keep me occupied when I had NOTHING to do. I'm going to start stopping by again and stuff. Jasper! I've missed you the mostest. I hope you can forgive me :P I added a few new pics. Nothing fancy.

Dealing With Moving Away...
Well I'm moving to Arkansas in September and well some of my friends are not dealing with it well. I'm having trouble with it to, I know no one there but my mother in law...lol I love my friends to death and would do anything for them. A couple of them are planning on moving there with in a yr or 2. I just wish they would not make me feel so bad and then say oh gf I understand its just fucked up. I know its fucked up, if I didn't have to leave I wouldn't. I'm 30 yrs old and my husband is going to be 49 on the 30th and this is the only way we will ever be able to own a home or 2 or 3...lol It's so cheap there its great. Well I'm done I feel a little better by getting this off my chest. It sucks that the people I'm talking about don't even have Fubar accounts...LMFAO anyways peace out and much love...

Ode De Sade (poetry)
My deviant libido suffers like candle drips on the deepest slab of marble keeps. Goddess of rays- Did I slip from your quickening into the mundane corners inhabited by obedient citizens? Fear can be intoxicating... for those that plan on dying. Waiting for spontaneous combustion is nonsense- Guide the match in my lips to the acceleration of your carnal fires, where emptiness is filled with celestial bodies and all substances are ambrosia.

Tales Of The Twilight
So im sitting here looking at some old pictures from back in middle school and high school and realizing how many people iv known that have been murdered.. six people ... so many dieing over petty shit.. example my friend tomi was murdered by her boyfriend casue she was leaving him after and after a fight he shot her in the head ... the dumped the body near a dumpster... i dont get it.. i really dont..

Life..
My fiance, a man of honesty and purity of heart, 20 years old, is taking on the duty of stepping up and defending our freedom in the United States Army. He is an Active Duty Soldier being placed in Iraq for a deployment of a 15 month duration. I have been with this man for about 2 years. I never thought that anything would be this hard. To love, back, and stand beside a man who I hardly see. Love is what it is and you know fate when it smacks you in the face. I met him a week before Christmas in 2005 and have been faithful to him since then. He was in Washington State for 6 months and I stayed, and then in Germany for a little over a year, and here I still am. I have a bond with him that I believe nobody else posesses. We are stronger than ever now. He is a man of morals and believes that sex should wait until marriage. I love and respect him very much for that. He knows about my past and looks past it for our love. I respect him for the strength that he holds and I would give anything

I.a.r.
We are on the move. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. Rate, Fan & Add All the People above you before you add yourself. When you send your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. Note: This is not a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album so if u would like me to use a different picture please say so when you comment me. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Family Page ~ ~ Members ~ "Fez" Real Life Husband to H♥llieH♥ttie™{I.A.R.Bombsquad#1} SheeRa{I.A.R.Bombsquad & Fan Train #2} Çrå§h *Real Life Hubby 2 b

Rip My Big Brother Tommy!!!
Monday evening the unthinkable happened and I was devastated beyond words could ever tell you!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost one of the most important people in my life and my world just came crashing down!!! My big brother felt he needed to leave this world and I still don't know why and I am just so crushed cuz he left behind so much!! Two beautiful little girls who when I look at are a spitting image of their father so it makes it even harder!! Why did you do this Tommy, WHY?? You are my mentor, best friend and big brother so this hurts more than anyone will ever know!!!!!! You are the greatest Tommy!! You helped me through the tough shit and get my shit straight and I love you so much for that!!! Nobody could replace you nor would I EVER want them too!!! Tommy always remember me cuz I will NEVER EVER forget you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! RIP THOMAS G. MOSER

Age
George Carlin on age. (Absolutely Brilliant) IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. How old are you? I'm four and a half You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. How old are you? I'm gonna be 16 You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16 And then the greatest day of your life . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun

Dead Puppies.........
He took a step towards me and grabbed the hair on the back of my neck. He pulled me towards him until his lips were firmly pressed against mine. His kiss dominated my lips. It wasn't only my lips that were at his mercy. He pushed his tongue into my mouth, taking control of my tongue. I moaned. With his free hand, he unbuttoned my blouse. He lightly traced my cleavage with his finger. He kissed my breasts and traced the top of my bra with his tongue. He pulled away with his hand still entangled in my hair. "Don't you EVER argue with me," he said with a firm tone. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "What did you say to me?" he asked as he swatted me on my butt. "Ouch! I'm sorry, Sir," I corrected. "Good girl. Now, lie down in the middle of the bed," he ordered me as he released my hair from his grasp. I laid down on the bed. He approached the bed. He slid my skirt up to my waist, revealing the black lace thong with red ribbon ties on each side that I was wearing. "What's

Contest
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY. SHELL IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS 20,000 COMMENTS TO WIN. SHE'S HALF WAY THERE NOW. ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR HER KNOWS WE WOULD DO THE SAME FOR YOU, ALL YA GOTTA DO IS ASK.

Hmmmm.......serious
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq .. 17. The wise men were from Iraq .. 18. Peter preached in Iraq . 19. The 'Empire of

Wishing I Could Turn Back Time
as my pregnancy comes closer to an end im starting to miss my ex boyfriend more than ever now. because of all the problems we had now he wont be there when his baby is born, before we started having problems our relationship was perfect. we were happy, we worked together as a team, we understood eachother. then he started acting weird after i got pregnant his mood changed, i started to blame it on him not taking his meds but i wasnt able to keep track of whether or not he was taking all of them. and now im starting to realize how good our relationship was and i miss that, i mean what guy would cook breakfast in bed for his girlfriend, or sit with her when shes recovering from getting her wisdom teeth pulled, or bring her to the er if she has an allergic reaction even if he hates hospitals? who would buy their girlfriend flowers for no reason, or bring their girlfriend's son out while they ran errands just so their girlfriend could have 2 seconds alone to shower and eat. he used t

Grandpa
Last Night(Aug.8,2007)I became a grandfather for the second time.My son & his wife had their first son.Little Stephen was 7 lbs 19 inches long.I'm sure he'll grow to be a big strong man like his wrestling father.Little Stevie's sister will be a year old this Sunday.Now I'm the proud grandfather of 2 beautiful children.

To My Family
Roses are Red, Violets are blue, You guy's are the reason I believe that love is so-- true. Whether it be the fact that I screwed up, or I've just won a Grammy, I now know who will be there for me in the end.... My Family. ♥

Whats Going On With Me Now
well first i found the one i want to be with i met her five years ago when she lived next door to me and we were always happy just being round each other and stuff well when she left we never told each other how we felt about each other and after five years and alot of pain later we finally talked again and then we said thing we didnt tell each other in a long time and on top of that the guy she was with at the time had gotten her pregnant and decide to leave her and thats when we told each other how we felt and we talked for a while and we were together even tho she is in another state i asked her to be with me and we agreed to be with each other cuz we want to have each other but anyways a lil while ago she went back to him only becuz of the baby and she has only gotten hurt by him and still is and it will only get worst if me and her r not together cuz i know they dont like each other and she only loves him but he dont love her he has done alot of bad things in his life like lots of

Why Is It So Complicated!
i am lost in life, but found in love.. they say good things come to those who wait...i never believed it. however the past week, i witnessed it. the guy that i have loved is with me! i am falling in love with him majorly! AND I AM NOT LETTING HIM GO!! i love you baby!

What Irritates The Hell Outa Me!!!
OK....so I am pretty new at this meet someone online...then go meet them in person stuff! I find it a little weird! Call me odd...old fashioned...whatever! But...if you say...."Hey...I don't live far from you...why don't you and I meet up in real person!" You better damned well show up! I was gonna be out and about and passin' through the town that one of my "friends" lives in and she and I were gonna meet up....she was a NO SHOW! *click* *click* DELETED!!!!!!!

All About Brian
WELL I GUESS I WILL TELL YOU GUYS ALL ABOUT MYSELF.... I AM THE MOST EASY GOING GUY YOU WILL EVER MEET,I LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH, I ALSO LOVE TO SAY OFF THE WALL STUFF JUST TO GET A REACTION OUT OF PEOPLE.....I GREW UP ON A DAIRY FARM WHERE I LEARNED VERY EARLY THE CORRECT WAY TO GENTLY PULL ON NIPPLES....LOL THAT MADE ME LAUGH....I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE, LETS SEE THE REASON I HAVE THE WORDS VOICE OVER BITCH AFTER MY NAME IS,I DO IMPRESSIONS OF ABOUT 20 DIFF PEOPLE AND CARTOON CHARACTERS AND I WAS DOING VOICE OVERS FOR DJ'S , SO IF YOU WANT A VOICE OVER HIT ME UP.....UM LETS SEE I AM NOT USED TO TALKING ABOUT MYSELF, I ALMOST FEEL GAY DOING THIS LOL..... WHICH BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT TOPIC I LOVE LESBIANS, I HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WITH THEM... MY FAVORITE CONVERSATIONS ARE ABOUT SEX, POOP, BREAST, HEMEROIDS, MUDDIN, HUNTING, FISHING.... OK I CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT SEX AND POOP ARE THE FUNNIEST, LIKE WHEN YOUR HAVING SEX AND YOU HEAR YOUR SWEATY BELLIES TOUCHING AND MAKING T

Excitement
I just totally can not get over the excitement of knowing that in roughly 22 days I will be with my hunni again. Everytime I talk to him or talk to anybody about this flight back my heart starts pounding very rapidly. The past few months has felt like a lifetime away from him and I have absolutely hated it. I am very thankful for my friends on here because killing time on Fubar has really helped the time go by a little easier. It was really cool to quit the job I was working last night, I was technically suppose to work there thru the 22nd but when that payday is after the time I will be back in Germany, why do it. I did however call my 2nd job and she will be working me 5 days rather then 3 next week and I get paid from that job before I fly across the pond. During the 1st month I am sure that I will be on the site Monday thru Friday when my hunni is working out of town. After that I really need to concentrate on the language. That is my goal, to be able to carry on just a very basic

Bang Or Pass
BANG OR PASS There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd bang you." SCARED? lol this shits funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as ""Bang or Pass""

Ones Peice Of Mind
Ones Peice Of Mind Is something that im takein back and none human man or woman will take from me ever again... I have sat here for days and days on end and got so agervated about the little tinny bullshit that i have had going on that i have snaped at the tinny bullshit. Take whatever u want anymore but u wont take me down with you. I will admit im a fun, loveing, careing, person more than most people out there in the world. Its a gift given to me from my dad. I thank him every day for it (rest his kind soul)...If you cant stand the fact of who i am then im sorry for u but i dont need the bitching and snaping in my life. I dont need people in my life that try to bring me down or bring my fiends down because we are better than that, Oh and a new flash IM A PROTECTOR. I protect all my friends close and near from harm and always there for all of them. If i cant do it then i have friends that are there in my coner to help me through it all, and wont let me down no matter what the cause o

Your Best
Don't Sweat the Technique Each of us has something we do especially well, a move or trick that drive our partners BANANAS. I have learned some "soul kiss" techniques that when used after the "getting to know you," tongue work on the outer lips and before you zero in on the clitoris, can get the pleasure zones inside the frontal vaginal area, which are very sensitive, to be very responsive, and if you follow up with with more stimulation by entering her while her hips are elevated either be placing her feet on the thighs of the penetrator or lifting her hips with a pillow folded double the G-Spot is massaged if you get the angle right. Don't go to deep at first until she tells you to. What are your best techniques?

Funny
How to Tell the Sex of a Fly A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. ! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone.

Musings
Your Harsh Glare Wilts My petals, Closing them Until dusk's Safety. Opening tentatively, Revealing their Beauty to No one. A fubar friend posted a blog entry that made me think of this poem, which I feel is applicable. I wrote it 07/17 and just filed it away, but am glad to share it.

Colour Me Careless
COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S TOUCH IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME ALL THAT MUCH DRESS ME ARRANGE ME PUT ME ON DISPLAY IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I WAS MADE THIS WAY ~ COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S FLAIR IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I DON'T CARE PAINT ME DESIGN ME PRESENT ME ON STAGE IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER MY BODY'S A CAGE

Indian Wisdom
I need a few answers to a few things that puzzle me about joining a group. I understand you want people to fan, rate profile and befriend them. OK that is understandable. My question is when that is the only time you ever hear from people and that is over 90 percent of the people in the group, why must you keep them???? If they never rate you again, send you a comment at least once a week or so, or even yell hi to you once in a while, what the hell use is it having them clutter up your friend's list?? I have rated many people in the group and not even a thank you. All I ever see in the bar tab or in bulletins are whines about rating me, fanning me, comment me! If people would do the same for others as they want, they would not have to beg and whine for that stuff. Everyone has become so dang rank crazy they don't care who they step on, or who has helped them all along, not for points but because of friendship (gee people remember that word??) There used to be a lot of lau

How To Really Please A Woman
Lesbians guide to eating pussy. Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don't like it but because it is really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it's time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can't read the emotional road signs, you're going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, "Although I am about to rock your insides with 3,000 pounds of explosives, here's a little treat session to show you how I really feel." Instead of a screamed "OH MY GOD!!" like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous "ohmygodohmygodohmy god." Kin

What Is Running Though My Mind And What To Do About It.
Well for all of those people who love the military then this guy will piss you off too. apparently my crush here on fubar who has been my friend for 3 years is interested in this guy I'm not gonna put out his fubar name here (flying chevy duck) who claims to have lost his arm in the military yet in his pics which or on his and her site he has both of them and tells her that he rides a motorcycle. I don't think it is possible or legal to ride a motorcycle with one arm. Now I hate lyers but i hate guys who lie about anything that is involved with the military. I served for two years in the Navy and I saw friends of mine get hurt and lose limbs in the service and i was usually right there when it happened. i love my friends and this guy is a slap in the face to anyone who has served in the service. I don't know what to do about this whole situation. I love my friend yet it hurts me to see her dealing with this guy who just lies and gets away with it. She has no clue that it hurts and dis

Facts Of Life
funny request Current mood: amused Category: Blogging 9/18/2006 12:16 AM Penis Demands A Raise!!!! Or Will It Go On Strike!!!!!! I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. _______________________________ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other

Giving Up
Is it wrong for me to want to give up on everyting. Not to live life to the fullest when i feel its slipping from my hands inchs and heartbeats at a time. Love isnt caring for another,sharin and every lil cherrished memery or time spent with someone love is a crime. Only cuz after one decides to move on your heart enes up ripped up and your dignity. What you thought was everything that is great and that nohing could go wrong that is unity. But unity is nothing compare to what you go through when its gone leaving you with nothing left to say. wanting to give all your cherrised memeriesto the devil just to drink your existing lifeand you dying soul away. never looking up for anything good that passes under your nose thats when you know that lif is not worth living. nothing can ever help any more onece a heart warming person all cold hearted beats from a frozen iced heart with antartic water blood is all the heart is giving. after the death of that person feeli

My Speech!!
This is the speech I did infront of my mom's church last sunday. The reactions and the applause was just amazing and all the hands I shook and the thank you's was just truely amazing. I now want to be a advocate for the troops and do alot more for them. Its wonderful how God works in ways that suprise you. I am excited to see what happens in the near future. I have already gotten calls from people who want to help more. Hi, I'm Sharon and I would like to share something that started out as a thought and a call to the church. I wrote a letter to the church in May asking everyone to write up some thank you cards and letter to Our Brave Troops and little did I know it was going to turn into something great and amazing. A week after Lisa passed out the letters to the sunday school classes that I recieved a call from Jane Lowrey/Unity Class wanting to know if we could send care packages. Well we did, we sent 6 care packages to 3 soldiers and they all recieved them with in a week... Her

I Need Some Love!!!! :)
OOOOOOOOOOOH I GOT A REAL HOT THING WITH GUYS AND GOATIES.... LOL.. I ALWAYS HAVE .. DONT KNOW WHY... LOL.. :o :) BUT GUYS WITH GOATIES REALLY ROCK MY F*CKIN SOCKS...... :p AND ROCKERS IN BAND... :) IM A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD.... :p LOL.... SHOW ME SOME LOVE.... ROCKERS AND GOATIES TURN ME ON... I LOVE THE BAD BOYS.... :) ALWAYS HAVE ALSO.... NEVER GREW OUT OF IT.. LOL I AM SOO SINGLE AND LOOKIN FOR A MAN... TURN THIS SINGLE GIRL INTO A SEXY ROCKIN FUBAR WIFE FOR THEM!!!! :) AND CRUSH ME LIKE IT HURTS.... :p :o :p

Fan, And Rate Me So I Can Get Back To You!
Ok, folks here is my situation, at least the part you need to know. I do not have internet at home (again) So if I am online , I do it from work, off and on through the day, or I am at the library. And at the library depending on which one I go to, I have a limited amount of time. So if you fan me, I can go back and (try ) toreturn the Rate/Fan/Add when I get the chance. So keep them coming, I will do my best to return as many or all if I can. Thanks, Errol

Ten Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers secure

"prettyboys"
"Pretty boys" Are you typical guy all around reguardless what there skin color is and thats inculding the ones that wear uniform its for their job or not.. and inculding the ones that are in the military inculding all branches in the military as well. From what i was told my hmgirl they all want one thing is piece of ass regaurdless and once they get that you don't even hear from most of them from what my homegirl said since she dated one thats all he kept saying was " when can i get laid" and when she found that out she knew right of way she was a pretty boy and just was dispointed and just quit talking to him and she was dispointed because he wasn't interested in anything else.. And she said that all she wanted a nice guy not a pretty boy.. A Man with a brain on his shoulders proves it as well, and NOT USE HIS DICK AS HIS BRAIN. She also said all pretty boys are all bull-shiters as well nothing more then that. So if ur not one then prove it if not then thats not her problem or

Dallas Cowboys
IRVING, Texas (AP) - There are so many ways to hype the Colts-Cowboys game Thursday night. Wade Phillips making his debut as Dallas coach against a team playing its first game since being crowned Super Bowl champions! The Colts returning to Texas Stadium, where their bid for a perfect season ended after a 9-0 start last November! And All I got to say is GO COWBOYS !!!!!!

Drinkin
last week i decided i would live like i did when i was in college and go out every night and have fun. well i had fun, but what the hell i spent over $900 in alcohol and food in seven nights. no wonder i was in debt to my eye balls all the time back then. that means i was spending $128.57 a night in booze and food. and it wasn't like i was ordering drinks and eating steaks i was having beer, pizza and burgers and maybe a salad. jeez i'm glad i'm not addicted to anything. except maybe warcraft, but that's only costing me 15 bucks a month. damn 900 bucks pissed away...man makes you wonder.

A Cry For Help-or Something Worse?
i've been suffering from severe sadness for a month or so now--thank you all who gave me love to help me through-when i receive some respite i know that soon the sadness will return to debilitate me totally again-and boy was i right this time-now i'm on the edge-not sure what will happen--thank you for all your love

Irish Prayer
And sheperds we shall be. For thee, my lord, for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patris, et filii, et spiritus sancti.

Lost My Snakes!
At least thats what we think happened at work. We lost 4 ball pythons and one red tail boa....needless to say, they're pretty much my kids and I'm very upset about it. bloody hell. I don't know why I putting that here I just need some place to vent. I hope we can find, Petey, Bob, Roo, and Jake. Hell.

One Of Those Days
but it just seems like one of those days when all of the women I talk to today have an attitude. I have been nice and friendly (I think), but all I get are short quick answers (or no answer at all). Is it nationwide today? Is it me? What is going on?

Miss You Grizzy!
Wow, today really sucked. I had to put my dog to sleep today. Damn, it is one of the worst feelings ever! She was 13 years old and such a good friend! I can't stand how much it hurts. Why do dogs have to have such short life spans? They are our best friends, so loyal, so loving and they show such unconditional love! Where did the time go? I can't believe I got her when I was 20 years old. She had been through so much with me. Always willing to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on. It's just so unfair! I will miss you forever my sweet little girl. I know that you are in a peaceful, beautiful place with plenty of squirrels to bark at and chase!! I will always cherish you and your wonderful demeanor! Thank you, Bad VooDoo for being there for me like you always are. You are my rock and I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life! I love you so much! RIP Grizzy Bear!!

Swearing At Work
This was sent to me tell me what you think..... > Dear Employees: > > > RE: Swearing at Work > > It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals > throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of > normal conversation with their co-workers. > > Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, > this type of language will no longer be tolerated. > > We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately > express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. > > Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been > provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in > an effective manner. > > > 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't > know what the f___ you're doing. > > 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing > bit__. > > 3) TRY SAYING:

Yep
YOU PASS ME ON THE STREET AND SNEER IN MY DIRECTION. YOU CALL ME "CRACKER", "HONKEY", "WHITEY",AND EVEN "THE MAN" AND YOU THINK IT'S OK. BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, "NIGGER", "KIKE", "TOWELHEAD", "SAND-NIGGER", "CAMEL JOCKEY", "BEANER" OR "CHINK" YOU CALL ME A RACIST. YOU SAY THAT WHITES COMMIT A LOT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST YOU, SO WHY ARE THE GHETTOS THE MOST DANGEROUS PLACES TO LIVE? YOU HAVE THE UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND. YOU HAVE MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY. YOU HAVE CESAR CHAVEZ DAY. YOU HAVE YOM HASHOAH. YOU HAVE MA'ULED AL-NABI. YOU HAVE THE NAACP. YOU HAVE BET. IF WE HAD WET(WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION) WE'D BE RACIST. IF WE HAD WHITE PRIDE DAY YOU WOULD CALL US RACISTS. IF WE HAD WHITE HISTORY MONTH, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD ORGANIZATIONS FOR ONLY WHITES TO "ADVANCE" OUR LIVES, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD A COLLEGE FUND THAT ONLY GAVE WHITE STUDENT SCHOLARSHIPS, YOU KNOW WE'D BE RACIST. IN THE MILLION MAN MARCH, YOU BELIEVED THAT YOU WERE MARCHING FOR YOUR RACE AND RIGHTS.

You Might Be A Jedi Redneck If
Your Jedi robe is a Camouflage color. You have ever used your Light Saber to open a bottle of Boone's Farm Strawberry Hill. You think the best use of your light saber is picking your teeth. At least one wing of your X-Wing is primer colored. There is a blaster rack in the back of your landspeeder. You have bantha horns on the front of your landspeeder. You can easily describe the taste of an Ewok. You can find no grammatical errors in the way Yoda talks. You think that the Stormtroopers Elite Guards are just KKK members with really good sheets. A peaceful meditation session is one without gas. You can levitate yourself using a force from within, but not the force. Your master ever said "My finger you will pull..hmmm?" You have ever had an X-wing up on blocks in your yard. You ever lost a hand during a light-saber fight because you had to spit. The worst part of spending time on Dagoba is the dadgum skeeters. Wookies are offend

50 Confessions (thanks Brandi Dawn)
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Mom or Danny. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. I hate having to push the cart with my car. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Wait who was it?? KIDDING! Of course. 4. Do you take compliments well? Rarely. Still not used to them, and been used too many times, so I always think it's a ploy 5. Do you play Sudoku? Never have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Most likely. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? My poor kitten, and my art work/supplies 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Danny. 9. Who do you text the most? My Mom or Danny, kinda a tie. 10. Favorite children's book? Stellaluna. 11. Eye color? Honey brown. 12. How tall are you? 5'6 ish 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nope, because than I wouldn't

My Thoughts
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That

A Written Tribute.
Drifting through a minefield explosive carnage everywhere.. one touch is all it takes to ignite what's in the air.. shadows drift on by haunting the very road.. the staring of their sightless eyes betraying nothing of the unknown. the charge now held in hand reeks of blood.. sweat and tears.. it holds the essence of those now gone.. those lost throughout the years. hard fought has the battle been as tears now soak the road... for each droplet that now falls.. is for those who have fought for what we know. ~Candyce~

Bllllaaaahhhh
Last time I tried to make a blog it didn;t work. So snce I joined this site I noticed a coule of things I don't like : !. Some things you have to pay for. 2. I'm getting nasty things from old ugly hairy pedophile looking guys 3.Trying to keep up with everything since it moves so fast. 4. The limitations on ratings and dumb stuff like that 5. More fake people pretending to want to talk to you to get more ratings and points 6.People who are assholes and downrate when they probably need to be rated a 0 7.People always bothering you obnoxiously purely for ratings and points who never want to hold a conversation with you Things I do like better than myspace: 1. easier to meet different people and have conversations 2.its kind of fun having the challenge of getting to a level 3. people who aren't here just for ratings are really cool and seem to have their own fubar family, help each other out with ratings and stuff, like a real community 4. The fubar bucks and being able to b

People Haveing No Respect For Privecy!
I HAD BROUGHT THIS NOTEBOOK THAT I MADE INTO A JOURNAL FOR A MEETING I HAD TO GO TO. I HAD A SO CALLED FRIEND KEEP AN EYE ON IT FOR ME AND HAD ASKED HER NOT TO READ IT NOR TO LET ANYONE READ IT WHATSOEVER. BECAUSE I HAD TO RUN AN EARREND REALLY FAST AND NOW SHE IS PISSED AT ME FOR WRITTING SOMETHING DOWN INTO MY JOURNAL THAT I WOULD TELL HER ABOUT (IT WAS ABOUT HER MOVING) AND SHE GOT FUCKING PISSED AT ME, AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD. ITS PRIVTE AND IF I WANTED SOMEONE TO READ IT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN PERMISSION. THIS PERSON HAS NO RESPECT FOR SOMEONE ELSE PRIVTE PROPERTY. I WAS GONNA TELL HER HOW I FELT BUT WITH ME I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO HAS TO WRITE THINGS DOWN FIRST TO MAKE THEM SOUND RIGHT TO OTHER PEOPLE. A JOURNAL IS PRIVITE. I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO BE PISSED OFF AT THIS SO CALLED FRIEND WHO READ MY PRIVITE THOUGHTS. I JUST HATE THAT SHE HAS NO RESPECT. IF SHE DID THIS TO ME WHATS GONNA STOP HER FROM DOING THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE? THIS PERSON KNOWS WHO SHE FUCKING IS AND ALL I HAVE TO

What Should I Do?
Um ya......Where to start....I have been in a relationship with a guy for more than 7 years And there are attachments. You see he tells me he loves me and that he wants to come home but when I call him he can never talk to me. I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if I should hang on or let go. Some people come to me and say "You and (my boyfriend?) aren't together any more?". And I ask him why I hear this and he tells me he never said that . But why would I be asked that? What should I do? Keep him because I think too much? or dump him because he is lying to me? Please comment..Thanx

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. When the road you're trudging seems all uphill. When the funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a person turns about When they might have won had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow... You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up when he might Have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown, Success is failure turned inside out... So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worse that you

Something Very Very New.
Hi friends and family...... if your not wanting to read NSFW then please dont go any further. 18th August 2007 - 8.30pm Sydney I am having my next lil adventure on the abovementioned date. Last month i did my 1st Dungeon play with the Diva..... also did my first bi experience with her. hubby took 240 pics and 90 mins of video which was a blast to look back on. On the 18th I am going a lil further..... we have found 3 other fems who are going to help me live out a lil fantasy. Im being tied to a bed and blindfolded......... then the 3 fems are going to enter the room and oil me up, touching, teasing, kissing, licking, sucking from top to toe. They plan to gently whip, spank, slap also. Hubby is taking the vid cam and digital cam..... and this play will be on webcam also, free webcam btw........... So wish me luck as im nervous as hell....lol. Kylie..x

Keep The Kids Home On September 11th
EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH!

About Me
Survey # 2567 Best... [1.] Male friend: Joe [2.] Female friend: Barbara [3.] Vacation: Daytona [4.] Time of Day: Night [5.] Day of the week: Friday [6.] Food: Seafood [7.] Memory: seeing a shooting star in the moonlit sky while swimming in the ocean. Last... [1.] Person you saw: Dennis [2.] Talked to on the phone: Joe [3.] Text: Brian [4.] IM: Barbara [5.] Message over myspace: Crystal Today... [1.] What are you doing now: filling this out [2.] What are you wearing right now: A pink night gown w/ cherries on it [3.] Better than yesterday?: No way! Tomorrow... [1.] Is: Friday [2.] Got any plans: well someone wants to come over, but I'm not sure yet. [3.] Dislikes about tomorrow: *shrugs* Favorite... [1.] Number: 77 [2.] Song: Far Away- Nickelback [3.] Color: Blue [4.] Season: in the North- Fall/ South- Summer Currently... [1.] Missing: Alot [2.] Mood: Tired [3.] Wanting: Cuddles True or False: [I am a cuddler]: True [I am a morning

Agony
Dark gashes in the deep run red from the soul no key can set ree keeping the knives shackled close to his bleeding heart. The deep crimson glistening as a black moon sets in a lost land as he watches fear laughing and dancing as his tortured spirit weeps. A cache of eclipsed rage pounds in anger reflecting the fire of a soul unable to speak above a whisper. Weakened legs of turmoil collapsing in on themselves noise wanting to escape the eternal dark shadows of never ending corridors. His hands searching for the source of the deafening voices of the past his heart finally suffocating in the open air gasping and clawing at the glass walls of nothingness. kzh

Karma Test
BR /> MyRealKarma.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Shelly, Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 22 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

Just Becuz
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it." If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring. Count your blessings, not your problems...

Weekend
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THIS SAT-MON. I WILL BE CAMPING WITH MY MOM'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY. I CANT WAIT. I HAVE TO WORK TONITE. YUCK. SO I WILL COMMENT ALL ON TUESDAY. WHEN I GET HOME MONDAY I WILL HAVE TO GO TO BED BECUZ I HAVE TO GO TO WORK MON. NITE. PRAY FOR NICE WEATHER. GOD BLESS AND BE SAFE. TY FOR HELPING ME TO LEVEL. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL.

Words To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievem

Ashes Of Eden
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: BILLY Date: Aug 10, 2007 8:35 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Kim/ P1 Rum DrinkerDate: Aug 9, 2007 6:24 PMCLICK ON THE PIC....AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THEIR MYSPACE PAGE...I HOPE THAT I WILL SEE ALL MY FRIENDS..ESP..THE P1's THERE...LET ME KNOWTHIS BAND TOTALLY KICKS ASSAlright folks heres the deal, our last show at Southports went off like a BOMB!Everyone that turned out was great and we thank you for coming. Now we need everyones help to PACK that place full again. We would like for EVERYONE that came out last time to cum again(hehehe) and this time bring a friend or three! Lets make this show better than before. We will do our part by bringing the rock, do yours by coming out and drinking a beer with us...

Ashes Of Eden
ASHES OF EDEN ARE PLAYING THIS FRIDAY NITE OCTOBER 5TH AT SOUTHPORTS BAR AND GRILL IF U HAVE MISSED THERE SHOW BEFORE...NOW IS THE TIME TO COME OUT...FOR A KICK ASS SHOW NO COVER CHARGE....CHEAP DRINKS...AWESOME SHOW IF U NEED MORE INFORMATION...OR DIRECTIONS...PLS LET ME KNOW BELOW IS THE URL FOR THEIR MYSPACE PAGE: MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/ashesofeden1 UPCOMING SHOWS: 10/05/2007 09:00 PM - Southport Food & Spirits 629 Southport Rd, Spartanburg, South Carolina 29306 - Free 10/24/2007 06:30 PM - The Sylvia Theater York , SC, York, South Carolina - $8.00/$10.00 Big Time entertainment showcase See a band member for advance tickets for $8.00

Amanda_wtf
if you have a myspace, you just might find me. if you have a fling, you just might find me. if you have a facebook, you just might find me. if you have a webdate, you just might find me. if you have a livejournal, you just might find me. if you have a blogger, you just might find me. doing naughty on webcam dirt dancer amanda dirtdancer arrogant_bytch feedtherain.blogspot.com

Strangers!
The internet is wow! wide open you have a million options and all the people. As my friends call me the internet junkie. I have met Many men yes some of them have been in person and some not eigther way ones heart can still be broken. Are we really strangers, I think so because although you have someone telling you who they are or what they do, its not always true. I could tell a man that I was a Model and I made X amount of money. Or vise versa, and believe me i have been there enough to know the person is probably full of shit. Why lie you will probably never meet each other and the internet is probably the closest you will ever get to seeing who that someone is or who they what you to think they are.. SO think about it you maybe friends but in the end it comes down to what your mother always told you, Never talk to strangers your bound to get hurt.

Rock On
Fuckin' Aye...whata awesomw show. I went to the show in Columbus and did it rock!. I have been going to OzzFest for many years and I have to say that this show blew me away...HateBreed & Lamb Of God were awesome. In This Moment, 3 Inches Of Blood and Daarth rocked. If you have a chance to see this show...GO!... Rock On!

In The Middle Of The Day Naps
Struggling through dreams, people dying who are already gone. Was in a room and the dream fellow was there. Another room with people playing magic he who was never my ex was playing I was never let in , my inky watches from a couch one brow sketched aloft. But only one reason for a hug(he who is already gone) ....because I love you. Trying to hang a present for someone i don't even know and running to my mothers home. ............ I wake eyes swollen & confusion such confusion from one tiny dream. (I know your confused)

Drama
http://fubar.com/user/228555 The Italian Mami..Cali u wish u looked like me u a beastttttttttttttttttt this bitch "bella mafia" has been having issues for over a year. as you can see by her NEW ID she's OBBSESSED with me lol. She is an insecure lil ghetto bitch who used to stalk me cuz I'm friends with her NOW ex. Can we guess why she's his EX??? now she's stalking another FRIEND of mine on here. She says he's her man LMAO...... they never met and they live close enough to meet. She says I'm after all the dick she's had lol but let's see she's never met this guy so what kinda dick is she getting from him and he knows as well as I do that I'm not after him. it's all in her ensecure mind!!! she attacked me on yahoo talking shit on my KIDS!!! butta4uboo (5:00:46 PM): and your kids are neasts butta4uboo (5:00:47 PM): hahaha butta4uboo (5:00:50 PM): beasts butta4uboo (5:05:50 PM): and stop making up stories pig your so fat and those kids are gross they aint even yours

Wishing Well
Pennies, nickels, dimes and quarters A pocket full of change Cast into a well of hopes For wishes we exchange Some will wish to find true love Others for fame and wealth The young may wish for a longer life While the old wish for health Friends may wish to ease the pain Of a loved one fallen ill Or when the road gets rough They wish for strength and will A few may ask for selfless things Like cures and world peace To stop the violence in our streets And all the suffering to cease But today I toss without a wish My money you have tendered It’s just my way of saying thanks For all the wishes rendered Pennies, nickels, dimes and quarters Lobbed into a wishing well Such a simple, yet sacred place For hopes and dreams to dwell

Children Are Being Left Behind
1. Only 17% of eligible students are getting tutoring. WHY? a. Parents don’t know about programs. b. Parents turned off by lack of tutoring quality. c. less than half of states monitor programs d. Tutoring not available in toughest neighborhoods. 2. < 1% of eligible students are transferring out. This suggests an interesting opportunity (potentially) if Spellings is right that the problem is lack of parental knowledge. April 6, 2006 Few Students Seek Free Tutoring or Transfers From Failing Schools By SUSAN SAULNY Only a small fraction of public school students who were eligible last year for free tutoring or for transfers out of failing schools under federal law received those options, the Department of Education reported yesterday. Education Secretary Margaret Spellings threatened to withhold federal money from states that did not make students aware of their choices. The department, in a wide-ranging as

I Live 4 U!
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Poem
Smile for whats inside now, When u smile it makes me feel alive agen, Smile now for what its worth, Because its ur time to shine in my world, Ur priceless smiles that little smile never seems to fade me, If it leaves things would change me, So babe make my day for what its worth give me that wormth of ur smile, My sunshine for every day, For ur smile is what i kill for each day soo fruity but im like in a good mood right now and just desided to make a gayish poem..make fun of me haha lol i do not care better ones then this one i write on paper this ones not thats why its all teeheeish lol

Her Punishment
A cold wind settled around Roan's pale-white flesh, her body trembling, tied to a tree in the early morning behind her Master's house. It overlooked the ocean, the sun slowly rising over the cliffs. She wriggled as the rough rope cut into her arms wrapped behind her to the tree, getting wet from the sharp pain, knowing her Master would be there soon. Her legs began to get tired standing for nearly an hour, waiting, being punished for coming home late and having been a naughty girl out with her friends. Soon she could hear the leaves crunching under her Master's boots as he approached the yard. The sound of his thick leather boots made her moist, her head fall back against the tree and her heart beat faster. She could almost feel his touch before he arrived.. "Now," her Master's deep voice said, his hand grasping her neck firmly. "Are you going to appologize to your Master for being such a naughty little girl?" "I'm sorry, Master." Roan whimpered, trying to breath through his t

Frustrated With Life.....
Where to begin....Recently moved from Grand Junction, CO just to get my self in trouble with the law, about to be homeless....Ugggh, why do I have to place myself between a rock and a hard place....Am fightin reallll hard not to lose it, that's all I need a one way ticket to the loony bin. Well, I dug this pit of hell for myself, guess I will just have to figure a way out of it....well If I do become fully homeless, I can always sell the last of my stuff and go wandering the ol us of a.....and re-learn how it is to be completely broke and down on one's luck as I did when I was a kid....livin on the floor of some ex-girlfriend of my dad's and no friends.....

The Jailhouse Interview
Number 8: The Jailhouse Interview The corridor is smotheringly hot. Light filters in sparingly thru microwave size barred holes hugging the spider web braided ceiling. A wall of black tempered steel bars separate me from the condemned as Barney scouts me to my elusive destination………… ironically, cell #8. But we are not in Andy’s jail up the river a ways in Mayberry, no; this place is right out of the movie Birdman of Alcatraz. Town’s people rumble that unexplained “accidents” and “disappearances” occur naturally around here, like apple pies on Aunt Bee’s window sill across from the ball park. As Barney fumbles the massive key ring in search of the key to freedom, I spy my first glimpse of the now infamous number 8. Slouched against a cinder block wall and steels of servitude, rests an obviously near-broken number. I enter and thank him for agreeing to see me and hot plate my butt next to him on his green wooden “bar stool.” Red Bl

My Love For You Is An Endless Love.
My love for you is an endless love. Always, like an ocean waves, rolls over inside my heart You are always in my heart and soul and bridged the cap between the ocean My time can not be limited for your love, because I have endless love for you Your love has a hold on me is magically beyond imagination that brings me the most precious gift of love I always think of you day and night and can not be forgotten your sight that gives me pride When my soul rapture as you embrace me then my love travel like a ray of light in your heart My heart and your soul are connected with strong love and it makes us good ingredients of happiness No words I can write and say, how much I miss you and how much you are mean to me Always, I want to share all my love with you because I found in you my endless love.

Therapy
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sou

Autism
AUTISM AWARENSS I'm still learning about autism. I have 5 kids, two of which are diagnosed with having autism. Anyone have any stories to share? My 10yr old didn't starting learning to speak until after he turned 3yrs old. My 4 1/2yr old daughter really doesn't talk at all other than a word here and a word there. She knows some sign language and was showing very similar mannerisms that my 10yr old did at around 2yrs, and that's how I suspected she was autistic too. They both are very high-functioning however.

Goodbye Old Friend
For the last 6 years I loved a dog named Grizz. She was a true companion and a loyal friend. Not the fake kinda friend but the kind that would kill and die for you. She didn't ask for anything but the occasional back scratch and a good bone to chew on. I loved her with all my heart! She was a mother figure and a big baby. A crack of thunder would send her into the closet. I remember she would lay upside down and rub her back on the floor nipping at the air. She would always greet you at the door and lick your face. She would run between your legs and do a dance while you scratched her butt. She would do what we called the dinner dance every night when she knew it was time to eat. Grizz was a wise creature, she watched the world with a jaded view but loved all the people in her life very much. She protected her family with an unflinching perseverance. She had a great life with no regrets. When we would leave the house she would wait at the window everyday for you us return home l

Song Of The Week 18
Yeah, haven;t been on here for AAAAAAGGGEEEESSSSSS, but now I'm back and I'm back to doing this every week, which will be every friday. This weeks song is a song I can;t stop listening too and is I'M NOT OKAY (I PROMISE) by My Chemical Romance Song Name - I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Artist - My Chemical Romance Album - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge Song Number - 5 of 13 Song Length - 3:08 Lyrics Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both

Update On My Ankle
Just got back home from the doctors. My ankle and foot have been very swollen and not getting any better since I sprained it last Sunday. I was trying to take care of it myself. Yesterday morning I woke up with my foot and ankle swollen even worse. I guess from walking on it so much! The doctor had ordered x-rays and sure enough she said it was a very bad sprain. Not broken though. :) She gave me what they call an aircast(looks like a splint) Unfortionatly she told me I might bave to wear it up to 8 weeks. Depending how I feel and when the swelling is down or gone. She said I probably won't have to wear it that long. But it depends. She said thats the maximum. I have to ice it for 15 mins at a time and keep it elevated as much as I can. And take Motrin at least 3 tablets 2 times daily. I Thought that was alot. But she said I can take up to 12 a day. *shrugs* So might not be at the computer as much for the time being!

Cute Is What We Aim For
I got birds in my ears And a devil on my shoulder And a phone to the other And I can't get a hold of her And what's a crush to do? And what's a crush to do when he can't get through? Medically speaking you're adorable And from what I hear you're quite affordable But I like them pricey So exaggerate and t-t-t-t-t-t-trick me Pretty please, just trick me Pretty please I got birds in my ears And a devil on my shoulder And a phone to the other And I can't get a hold of her And what's a crush to do? And what's a crush to do when he can't get through? I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess I can't think of things To write down, to type down And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is I got birds in my ears And a devil on my shoulder And a phone to the other And I can't get a hold of her And what's a crush to do? What's a crush to do? I got birds

I Needs Everyones Help !!!!
MY GREAT SUPER AWESOME F*CKIN AMAZING FRIEND((((((WIKID))))) IS IN A RATES AND COMMENTS CONTEST THAT ENDS TOMORROW.... SATURDAY AT 1 P.M... WE ZOMBIE NECROTIC BOMBERS HAVE BEEN HITTIN HER HARD ... WE BEEN RUNNIN OUT OF RATES/ COMMENTS.... LOL....OUR ZOMBIE FAMILY HAS GROWN SOOO RAPIDLY.....:) IF YOU COULD CALL ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND WHOEVER ELSE TO COME HELP HER OUT..... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.... AND SHE IS FUNNY AS HELL.. LMAO!!!! PLEASE COME HELP THIS SEXY ASS BIAACTH OUT.. LOL... :) EITHER CLICK ON HER PIC OR COPY AND PASTE THE LINK IN... :) THANKIES... AND HAVE A DARK MARVELOUS ZOMBIE DAY!!!! LOL.. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=550986&albumid=490320&i=3233929787

Rate Me, Fan Me, Add Me, Love Me, And Rate My Pics Please
Hey all my friends out there would like to talk to all of you very soon please show me some love im sooo bored i have nothing to do right now im single live in fort wayne indiana shout me and lets talk please thanks for reading see ya

How Cute
My Sister Gets To Try Out To Be On Thats So Ravne Show, If Nune Of U Heard Of That Its A Disney Channle Show Bah Raven Is Also On The Cosby Show And Yeah She Gets To Meet Ravne At The Nickalodeon Studio..Or SOmething Like That..fun times it will be.

Well If U Can Read German...
Deine Augen die sind Blau wie der weite Ozean und so unergründlich tief das man drin ertrinken kann Deine Haare die sind Blond wie ein reifes Weizenfeld und sie schimmern fast wie Gold wenn ein Sonnenstrahl drauf fällt Der Liebe dicke Mond schaut in dein Bettchen rein passt immer auf dich auf sollst nie alleine sein Und der Braune Teddybär sitzt tapfer auf der Wacht wenn die Untermenschen kommen durch die Rabenschwarze Nacht Du weißt noch nichts davon nicht alle Menschen die sind gut Gut ist immer nur ein Mensch mit reinem Blut Und dein Blut ist rein dafür hassen sie Dich doch Du kannst sicher sein sie bekommen Dich nicht Refrain: Du bist ein Arisches Kind all unsere Liebe das Schicksal dieser Erde liegt in deiner Wiege

Something Must Be Wrong
Something Must Be Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Distance
Distance May Separate Us Yet Nothing Can Take You From Me When You're Tucked Away In My Heart Where Thoughts Of You Remain... You're Always There In My Dreams Even When We're Apart All I Have To Do Is Close My Eyes Memories Keep Flowing Back To Me Reliving All We Shared... Being Away From The One I Love Is The Hardest Thing I've Ever Had To Face Yet When Searching My Soul All The Love Shines Though Bringing Your Heart Close To Mine... When You Truly Love Someone Time Spent Apart Makes You Come To See Love Isn't For The Moment It's Forever... So Tonight When I Close My Eyes Reminiscing Once Again I'll See You In My Dreams It's What Makes Me Feel Alive Holding On For Dear Life To A Love I Know Was Meant To Be... When Two Hearts Are Parted Love Holds Them Together No Matter How Many Miles Keep Them Apart...

My Epiphany
So, I have come to realize something important in my life. Most people either like me or they hate me. The people who like me, like me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. Those who hate me, hate me because I am sweet, kind, helpful, caring, smart, talented, independant, can handle my own shit, and because I am absolutely beautiful. I used to wonder why so many people hated me and treated me badly, but I finally realized that they hate me, because they ain't me and will never be me. So in turn they want to bring me down to thier level and make me feel bad about myself so that I stop being the person that I am. I used to let that bother me and would change to make people happy. But, I finally realized that I don't give a good god damn what these people think, because they only want to make themselves feel better. So to all the haters out there, if you spent as much time worrying about your

Who Serves Who
Who Serves who? by SirWolfr1 Improvised version The Mistress stood in her own front yard, Watching her submissive vanish into the night. With a smiling face and a farewell wave, And a tear that he could not see, nor could she fight. Another week had come and gone. In which each had served and been served as well. Though both did dread the time when they would part, A special and bittersweet kind of hell. She thought of the collar that he did wear, That so proudly proclaimed to whom he belonged. It said who would send her thanks if to him, honors were paid, Or extract vengeance if he were wronged. She thought of how he stood watch over her, To sooth away the nightmares that disturbed her sleep. And how when she did awaken and found herself safe, Like a child, into his arms she would creep. As the Mistress turned to her doorway with a sigh. "For all we give, each for the other" she thought, And for all we each for the other do. "She wiped away the tea

Love And Compassion
LOVE AND COMPASSION you say that you love me you say that you care you say that in my life you would like to share however in my time of need you are never there what of this love what of this do we share if when i want or need you you can't be there It seems my love is invaine it hurts so bad sometimes i think i will go insane Im truely crazy for you extremely inlove with you there is nothing more i want to share with you my lifes affections my horrible afflictions nothing to hide as long as your by my side but where are you my dear one your not here nor will you be for you see the true love you have is not for me i know you can love compassion ive seen you share you have the ablility to show you care but for me this is not for me you do not love because its her that your love just will not stop her love is all you know it should not be forgotten i cannot take her place nor would i try so i have let

Bodies
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

My Battle
Ok so a few of you know what i have been going threw latley,but most of you dont.and i just need to kinda vent and put it out there so here it goes. Well after my second child was about 1 i developed a anxiety/panic disorder.Which started with a trip to my local ER because i thought i was having a heart attack.they sayed it had something to do with a inner ear infection or something like that and sent me on my way.well I kept getting them.So i decided to go see a therapist after i could no longer go to any local stores because of the panic attacks i thought i was gonna die....I had the rapid heart rate,sweating,shaking and tunnel vision and all i could think about is how everyone was staring at me because they knew what was happening to me and i had to leave the store before i fell over dead.well the therapist put me on some meds...and they helped after a few months and life was awesome I had finally found my miracle drug and was back on track YAY.well i got pregnant with my son and i

Moon's Caressing Light
Moon's caressing light Lay your head back lover, Relax your troubled mind, Let me fill your world with peace, Leave the past behind. Fill the night with pleasure, Sweet, erotic bliss, Movement of both place and time, Suspended with a kiss. Lift your heart to soar above, Gaze into my eyes, The single sound to reach our ears, Love's releasing sighs. Entwined as one, A single cord, We'll surrender in the night, Staying here forever, In the moon's caressing light. SB

Who Am I?
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair,long hair, inbetween hair. My hair is blonde, red brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me everyday. You look me in the eye and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall.

Love
True Love by Jennifer S. Boney When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

Stupid Stuff
Alabama: It is illegal to flick boogers into the wind & it is illegal to chain your alligator to a fire hydrant Alaska: It is illegal for moose to have sex on city streets & Kangaroos are not allowed in barber shops at any time Arizona: You may not have more than 2 dildos in one house & Donkeys cannot sleep in bathtubs Arkansas: A man can legally beat his wife, but not more than once a month & it is illegal to buy or sell blue lightbulbs California: Giving or receiving oral sex is prohibited & it is illegal to eat an orange in your bathtub Colorado: It is illegal to lend your vacuum cleaner to your neighbor & it is illegal for cats to run loose without having been fit with a taillight Connecticut: You may not educate your dogs & a pickle is not officially a pickle unless it bounces Delaware: It is illegal to get married on a dare & it is illegal to sell dead people for money without a license Florida: Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal & Wh

Passion
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then beca

I Am The One
I am the one in the wheelchair. I am the one learning to crawl. I am the one who cooks and cleans. I am the one who works everyday. I am the one who never went to school. I am the one who went to college. I am the one who lives in a mansion. I am the one who lives on the streets. I am the one who paints masterpieces. I am the one who never saw. I am the one who kills for fun. I am the one who feeds the hungry. I am the one who sits in prison. I am the one who sits in church. I am the one who is bold and brags. I am the one who is meek and shy. I am the one who beats his wife. I am the one who cherishes her. I am the one who turns people into monsters. I am the one who makes them saints. I am all in this world that is good. I am everything in it that's dark. I am your greatest hope. I am your deepest fear. I am the One. I am humanity.

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Elvis Is Dead And I Don't Feel Too Good Myself
For you Louis Grizzard fans, you’ll recognize the title. How are you supposed to feel, from day to day that is? Should you always be happy? Don’t we all think something is wrong with people who are too happy all the time? Given the opportunity, wouldn’t those of us in foul moods gather torches, form a mob, and hunt them down like Frankenstein or drive a stake through their hearts like Dracula? Why is that? “Can’t we all just get along?”…What makes us want to beat the happiness out of those with terminal happy happy joy joy syndrome, with a stick, when we aren’t feeling that way? Shouldn’t we all be on an even keel most of the time, somewhere in between happy and sad, sailing through the sea of life in fair weather? Lately, I find that my moods have been a bit more chaotic, more like a roller coaster. Minus of course, the high priced admission to a theme park, or the excitement of actually riding the damn thing. Not exactly something that I enjoy. How do you, even the

Lok What Happend To Me!!! Lol
OMFG!!!! Ffs.... lol................I just went out to get me a big ole JUGG of ZOMBIE coffee......hehehe... And wouldn't ya not it...lol... I drank it and it came out the rotted ends of both my legs..... :-S :-SROFLMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH... OMFG!!!!! I lost it .. ROFL!!! :P :O :P :O :-S : Dam Zombies ya gimme some stuffing and some needles and thread FFs.... LOL!!! :O :P.......... Somebody sew me up and put me back together already........ Ffs... ROFL!!!! ":P :-S Can ya give this pooor Zombie girl a hand... lol.. Or rather a foot or arm ... LMFAO!!!!:P :O Dam Humans.... Why ya always gotta pick the rott off of me ..... LMAO!!!!!! :O :O

About Me
I am a soon to be wife i have 2 boys of my own about to gan 3 more from my soon to be hubby. I am very much in love with him. I am a working mom that dont hardly go out. I am a depended person i dont call on anyone if i am in trouble or in need for anything. I love what I do and takeing care of all 5 kids and my hubby. I love them very much and I dont care who knows about it well that is all for now I Love U HoBo.

I Just Slit My Wrist.
I feel like a coward. I cut my artarey and started to spray blood all over the place. I started to get very dizzy....And then I freaked out amd tied my arm off. put a TONS of bandages. my wife was asleep at the time. I cleaned the place of blood. I went to work and said I fell at home and sprained my wrist. When I came home I told my wife I fell at work. I Feel like a cowerd for not doing it. I can't stand life anymore. I want to stop the pain. I want to rest. I want Peace.

Question??
WHY IS IT THAT WHEN A GUY TRIES TO HIT ON YOU (PICK YOU UP) AND YOU SIMPLY ARE NOT INTERESTED THE GET ALL MAD AND CALL YOU UGLY,FAT, OR JUST TELL YOU FUCK YOU???? PLEASE LET ME KNOW. ARE YOU NOT THE SAME GUY THAT JUST ASKED ME FOR MY NUMBER CALLIN ME SEXY, ASKING ME TO COME TALK TO YOU??? OR ARE YOU JUST MAD BECAUSE I TOTALLY JUST DISED YOU!??? **CONFUSED** LOL

Save The Pitbull
IVE HAD IT WIT DA SICK BASTARDS BREEDING BEAUFTIUAL PIT BULLS FOR FIGHTIN. GIVEING THESE DOGS A BAD NAME. I WANT IT KNOW THAT THIS BREED GETS A BAD NAME FOR NO REASON. THEY CAN BE THE SWEETEST PET IN THE WORLD OR THE MEANEST DEPENDING ON THE WAY YOU RASE THEM. AS A LOVER OF PIT BULLS IM SO OVER THE POOR TREATMENT OF THIS ANIMAL. IM SICK TO MY STOMACH WATCHING THE NEWS ABOUT SUMONE MAKEING A DOGFIGHTIN RING. WIT THE PITBULLS. WE NEED TO STOP TREATIN THEM LIKE THAT THIS IS WHY PEOPLE WANT THIS BREED DESTORYED. THIS IS JUST UNFAIR AND WRONG TO DO THIS. SORRY I JUST NEEDED TO VENT ABOUT THIS SITUATION. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS ON THIS SUBJECT. THANKS MICHELLE

My Music
Acoustic, Alternative Rock, Ballad, Blues, Classic Rock, Country, Dance, Easy Listening, Hip Hop, Jazz, Pop, Power Ballad, R&B, Soft Rock, Some of my favorites being but not limited to: My Favorite Artists -Evenescence -Led Zeppelin -Lynard Skynyrd -Bob Seger -Pink Floyd -ZZTop -Def Leppard -The Beatles -The Rolling Stones -Eagles -Jimi Hendrix -Don Henley -Van Halen -Styx -KT Tunstall -Air Supply -Journey -Seether -Match Box 20 -Fleetwood Mac -Poison -Simply Red -James Ingram -Bryan Adams -Trace Adkins -Aerosmith -Gary Allan -Tori Amos -Ashanti -3 doors down -Alabama -Baby Face -Barenaked Ladies -Jeff Bates -Pat Benatar -Blackhawk -Blackstreet -James Blunt -Bon Jovi -Boston -Boyz II Men -Brooks and Dunn -Garth Brooks -Tracy Byrd -Ryan Cabrera -Chris Cagle -Tevin Cambell -Mariah Carey -Cassie -Tracy Chapman -Terri Clark -Kelly Clarkson -Cold Play -Phil Collins -Crazy Town -Creed -Kenny Chesney -D4L -Craig Da

Hey No Fair!!! Lol
No fare you you guys..hehehe!!!!! Everyone has a VIC but me. :( :( :O :( Im sad now:(. Living in New York by myself being single with work and bills. I wish I could afford at least a 1 month VIC. But Dam. Im jealous now. lol. :P

Why?
I know that everyone says that things happen for a reason but I still dont understand why an infant must die....In this day and age with all the doctors and lifesaving gadgets they have why did she have to die..........For 4 months she faught like a good soldier and then finally gave up. She would have had the best that life had to offer at her feet......Loving parents and wonderful uncles and aunts and a loving twin sister too.. But now the twin sister must go on by herself........I know it is a unanswerable question but I just had to ask............at least she is up in heaven in her grandma's arms now...........

S**t Vick . . .
I have to vent. This jackbag Michael Vick pissed me off! I am a responsible dog owner who loves pits. I have been around this breed since I was born. This asshole, who is supposed to be a role model, has ruined what so many people have tried to do for this breed. They are NOT a "vicious" breed, they DO NOT like to fight, and they are DEFINITELY NOT the breed that bites the most! Pits are a VERY loyal breed. They are the best when it comes to protecting children. Vick has thrown dog fighting, and pits, into the limelight again. Because of his social status, pits are made out to be nothing more than a gambling, useless, misunderstood worthless life form. If you have seen my pics, you will have seen that they are not what the mainstream media has made them out to be. Granted, I am biased, but I also have the experience to back it up. I HATE anyone that claims pits love to fight.That is not what they ere bred for, no matter what anyone says. If you really want to know about them,

What I Want In A Woman!
What I want in a woman!, Since I have been here on-line I have had several girl's ask me what I want in a woman.Well that's really not a easy question to answer if you think about it. I guess first she has to be appealing to my eye's

My Real Thoughts
So my stupid fucking asswipe of an ex has been taking care of my cat, because my stupid fucken apartment won't allow her in here, she went missing 6 fucking days ago and he just told me tonight....WTF!!!! i am crying my fucking eyes out, i never should have left her with him, hes such and ass....I hope shes OK and i want to go look for her right now but its midnight and pointless...i called the SPCA she hasn't been brought in. FOR FUCK SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRGGRRRRR.OK i'm done, but the tears are still flowing. Thanks for listening and sorry for the language......*sigh* April ♥

The Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "

Friends With Benefits
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

My Friends On Here!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so for those of you who don't know... December 10th I'm going to be State side... I finally get to be with the guy who stole my heart wooooooooot!!!! Anyways I don't think I'll be around much sept to check my mail and upload some pics so be sure to check for those pics lol!!!! Anyways I'm gonna bounce and do some more packing... Loves to you all mwahs!!!!!

Things I Can't Stand!
1. People who talk on the phone, smoke and drive with their elbows. 2. People who ask a/s/l and don't read profiles first. Normally the same people have no profile. 3. People who complain about the government and don't vote! 4. My next door neighbors (a crack whore (mother), petifile (husband), murderer (oldest daughter) 5. People who are nasty to you only after you were nice to them. 6. Co-workers who you get along with and then turn on you to save their own ass! 7. Government officials who put themselves above the law. (more to come)

Biko The Racing Greyhound
BIKO'S STORY... The SDGA team is devastated after receiving shocking news recently that dear Biko the beautiful two year old black male ex-racing greyhound who was recently rescued and brought to Devon for safe refuge had to be put to sleep the other day after a tragic accident shattered one of his legs. Helen Stevens spokesperson for SDGA listened in disbelief as she was told how Biko was being exercised on the leash as normal when he suddenly sighted a squirrel and tried to make chase, as he did so Biko apparently leapt high into the air and as he came back down to the ground his leg was instantly shattered and splintered most of the bones in his foot. Helen was told how the most horrendous noise of Biko's leg shattering was so loud it was as if a gun had gone off. He was named after the great Steve Biko who was a South African freedom fighter. He has tattoes in both ears which confirms he was registered as a racing dog. He had sustained terrible previous injuries both to h

This Is A Guy Everyone Needs On Their List!!!!
YOU KNOW IM SICK FED UP OF THE BULLSHIT BULETINS N BLOGS, IF YA GOT BEEF WITH SOMEOME TAKE IT TO THEM DO NOT MAKE IT PUBLIC IVE READ SO MANY BULLSHIT BULLETINS BOUT SONNY.... SONNY IS THE SWEETEST GUY I KNOW (SIDES MA BABE) IF YA GOT A BEEF WITH HIM THEN TAKE IT TO HIM DO NOT MAKE A BULLETIN BOUT IT SONNY I LUV YA HUN N I ONLY STARTED TALKING TO YA THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THAT I TRUST N SONNY YOU 1 OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!SONNY DO NOT EVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE CAUSE Y0U ARE 1 OF THE TRUEST PEOPLE ON THIS SITE N IF YA DUN LIKE WHO IM FRIENDS WITH DELETE ME!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE I AINT GUNNA CHANGE I AM WHO I AM SO NEENER NEENER YA DUN LIKE IT THEN STFU n STEP OFF!!!!!!!!

Me
I figured that people who look at my page might want to know about me. im not really good @ describing myself so here goes.. I am a shy and quiet person. Always have been. I dont express my feelings to anyone. I almost always keep things to myself. Ive been told that I should sleep more than I do but thats easier said then done sometimes. Sometimes when I do actually try and sleep my mind is still going and doesnt want to stop so thats y im usually online so late. As for friends. I do have a few offline but alot of them are online. I have gotten close to some of them. Well.. as close as u can get when the friendship is online. Im loyal to my friends both online and offline and of course my family. I do read alot read and yes that includes the Harry Potter series. I do watch PR still. As for my life..well.. there isnt much I can say on that fact right now. I do plan on staying a virgin for my lifetime. Im sorry if you cant accept that. Alot of people that I used to talk to online couldn

Welcome New Friend
Hello You found the password! Wasn't to hard now was it. Just click on the password and then write it in. Then A bit about yourself. Hell that is what the spot is for use it......lol. We will talk also. Blue Dog

Stalker Alert!!!!
This jerk has been doing this to the whole KOW and fubar aint doing nothing ..FTW Lost Goth has him on blocked even but he still get s threw ...hell look what he popsted on comments on my profile about her and this time he has been nice about it he is mailing her calling her a fuckin cunt everything and nothng is being done...how can he keep getting threw to everyones profiles and her mail when he is blocked?talk about a stalker · X*XMonster Blac... just checked you out! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 da

Ode To Coffee
ugh! THe AlARM! How i hate it so shattering what little silence i'm owed. slide out of the sheets and into some pants if only i can make it a small distance press the button, ahhh the sound of brew it won't be long, bu it won't come too soon i like my coffee, much like i lyke my women hott i don't care if your sweet sour, green or hazzle nut just do your job and wake me up

Hello There
Hello there. Where've you been? I miss you a lot. Won't you come back? Hello there. It's been a while. Some things have changed. I'm not the same. Hello there. You're looking great. Life's been good to you? I'm doing fine. Hello there. How's the wife? Did you get that new job? Are you moving away? Hello there. I heard the news. He was a good man. I'll be up soon. Hello there. Just wanted to talk. I'm going away now. I can't come back. Good-bye.

Am I Hot?
Hook a brotha up :D I've been entered in a "Mr Fubar" contest. Most comments wins, bombing is allowed. :D This is the link to my entry~~> At least i think it is, it's still "private" until contest begins at 3 :D So, if you are so inclined, feel free to comment bomb it. :D The contest begins today, Saturday August 11 at 3PM est and ends at midnight est on Tuesday August 21. Thank you and have a wonderful day! I love my friends! Nobody loves you like I do!

Please
Hello How are you all I wanted to thank you for taking the time to read this.... Well I need Help.... This guy made a bet with me saying that I could not up my level I have til midnite fubar time to do it.... He is right I can not do it by my self.... But with the help of my Fubar family and friends I am sure that I can.... Please ADD ME!!! RATE ME!!! FAN ME!!!! COMMENT BOMB ME!!! Thank you so much

Fury & Freedom
I'm getting one of those headaches again, probably from getting beat. I hurt so bad, these past few weeks, I couldn't even eat. I'm getting one of those headaches again, I don't know what to do. The pain is hurtting so bad, inside, it's splitting me in two. I tried to make it stop before, it didn't seem to work. All because that guy, right there, decided to be a jerk. He pushed me down, and tossed me around, and for that I could not stand. I grabbed a knife and thought to myself, "they'll never find this man." I hit him where I hurt the most, in the head and heart. I put him in the back of the car, my God it would not start. I took him to the truck and put him in the bed. I wish this pain I feel would just leave my head. I drove for what seemed like days, through some brush and dried up streams. I looked around and thought it safe, that no one would hear my screams. I saw the clouds and prayed for rain to cover up my tracks. I tossed the knife in with the body, it felt m

Hello There Sexy Ppl....
hey..my names adam...if you havent checked out my page yet do so...its a work in progress...im obviously a newb here so any advise is appreciated... if you a beautiful female please add me... if you a swinger contact me... hehe oh yea...love the boobs...lol "swingers unite against the MAN"

Thank You!!
FOR THOSE THAT MISSED MY BULLETIN, I JUST WANTED TO GIVE A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT TOOK THE TIME TO HELP ME GET THE CORVETTE IN MISH'S GIVEAWAY!! TO SASSY AN HER CREW FOR STEPPIN UP TO HELP ME CLOSE IT OUT THANKS SOOOO MUCH U GUYS! LUV YAS...BUT ALSO TO DREW, SHORTS AN FAWN FOR HELPIN ME OUT EARLY ON...REMEBER TO HIT ME UP TO RETURN THE LUV

Name Of Song
There is a really cool jazzy song I like and it goes something like, "...well all my friends say, I started shooting doubles when you walked in...all my friends say, Yea, yea, yea..."...who sings this song? My 2yr old is singing it and I don't even know.

Yay
Hey every one I know I don't post to much and usly not unless it's realy good or realy bad but this time it's good.... I enrolled in college I start classes on friday I'm going to OTC for my A.A with an emphisis in english sweet huh and then it's over to MSU for my B.A

Heather's Thought For The Day!
My thought for the day is this: When people join a site like Fubar, is it because they are seriously wanting to meet new people? Or because they have this insatiable need to feel like they are truly popular? What happens when someone like me, who doesn't feel the need to be popular, joins a community full of people who are insecure enough to berate people for rating their pics honestly? I have plenty of friends irl. I don't feel the need to be popular. I view this site as a game. I play the games, rate the pics, vote on the mumms, all for points to buy pretend stuff. That's all. If in the process I meet a friend or two, great! If not, that's fine too.

Key West
I am in Key west for two weeks! Its really hot here right now! Tons of beautiful girls! WHAT IS UP WITH THE CHICKENS? theses things are running everywhere! Too funny. Wish everybody a great week. stay cool!!!!!!!!!1 peace out, Drew

Patriotism
Patriotism what does it mean? Is patriotism to support war? To support higher taxes? or is to support budget cuts? Cuts for medicaid and schools? Do we have to be patrotic? Why must me support selfish, rich men? and support leaders that lead us to death? The rich get richer and the poor get poorer Where in the constitution does it allow that? When did the president get so much power? Our lives are in his hands We can lose everything in an instant But we still support these men While we struggle to eat and survive Our leaders stuff their faces FREEDOM!!What freedom? freedom to starve freedom to be hurt freedom to be denied because of no insurence freedom to be taken from your family freedom to be killed freedom to talk when you don't say to much freedom to supprt moneyt hungry pigs freedom to die wait! thats not a freedom I will be a patriot and you can have everything i have I will s

Some 420 Culture !
420 started in 1972 with six students at San Rafael High School in Marin County. They called themselves the "Waldos" because they didn't fit in with any of the established social groups at school. The Waldos really loved the New Riders of the Purple Sage, the first Grateful Dead spin off band. In the mid-seventies, the headquarters for the Grateful Dead was only a few blocks from San Rafael High School. One day, one of the Waldos was given a map to an abandoned pot field located in a remote section of Marin County near the ocean. The Waldos met one day after school to go look for this pot patch and they decided to meet at the Louis Pasteur statue outside the school at 4:20. They reminded each other during the day about the planned adventure by saying "420" to each other in the hallways. They would spend many afternoons searching for the field, but never found it. Eventually, 420 became a Waldo code word for marijuana, a code that spread into the Grateful Dead scene, and eventually

Painful Love
Painful Love Watching you from across the room sends searing pain through my heart. I think back to a year ago, when I thought we'd never part. My love for you just won't die down - it just grows with each new day. I wish you'd dare to look at me and hear what I have to say; "I love you and I want you back - " but these words you just won't hear. You don't seem to remember them - all the memories I hold dear. You were my first kiss, my first love and now you don't even care. How could you just blow it away? We were the perfect pair. you seem content to let me go - You're doing fine as you are, while I'm still missing how we were. We had the best love by far.

My Thoughts
Have you ever said something you didn't mean?? Whether it was from anger, or frustration, or any other emotion....and once its been said, you can't take it back. No matter how much you didn't mean it, its out there now...floating around, drifting above you...and there is nothing you can do...nothing you can say...to reverse the damage that has been done. I did it...last night, I said those awful words....and how I wish I could take them back, but I can't. And I want to talk and work things out, but it won't happen. No matter what words I may say now, the only ones that seem to matter are the ones I spoke last night... I just want to wrap my arms around you, hold you close to me....to not let you go away...

Life Resembles A Rose
Life is like a beautiful red rose. You put the send into the ground, water it, give it lots of love and care for it until it blooms Into the most beautiful and strong red rose. You enjoy watching it as it grows. Then as fall enters it slowly dies. As the last petal falls you sit back and reflect on that red rose. You remember all the joy and happiness that the red rose has brought to you. Then all you have left is the memory of that beautiful red rose. Written and copyrighted by Linda Parker (me) :)

Cleavage Contest!!!
HELP ME HELP HER WIN...FIRST TIME EVER ENTERING ANYKIND OF CONTEST. GUYS LETS GIVE HER ALL THE LOVE TO HELP HER WIN THIS!!! ALL MY ALOHA AND THANXS!!!!! MUAHZ! CLICK ON TO THIS LINK; http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=1759055662 WITH LOTS OF ALOHA..... THANKS GUYS!!!

Today Is The Day!
So my oldest daughter who is 9 has been gone since July 1st visiting my aunt and grandmother in Cali......We leave in about 20 minutes to go pick her up from the airport! Woot! It has been so long and I miss her like crazy! She called this morning crying, she is so ready to come home! It will be a beautiful drive, we are about an hour and a half from the airport........I will update later on how it went:)

New Improved Scooter Lounge
New an Improved Scooter Bar With Owner Slade is Now Open. I need 5-10 new Subscribers to Win a Silver Motorcycle. Say Lord Wolf sent you It's the Weekend Show Some Love. They Play Kick Ass Rock n Roll none of the Pansy an Fairy Garbage, Real Music.Stuff Real Men an Women are Made from.

Going Offline
I lost someone who I truly love over stupid reasons and for miscommunnication. I guess I need to stop looking for love online. I am gonna take sometime off here. Just tired of the head games some people like to play. I have always loved you(you know who you are) Fubar is not the place to chat I have told you that over and over. Will I ever stop loving you? I DOUBT IT! My love for you is so strong. Please remember all the good times we had not the rough ones. The jealousy and telling my close friends(you know who she is) good if I delete my acct. I will never ever stop loving you. Remember me! Love you so much but the pain on here is gonna kill me. Take care. I will always love you. And will always miss you. But I guess it wasn't meant to be :(:(:(:( To all my friends I will miss you but need to clear my head and think things over. hugs to all!

Need Sum Help Yall
WELL IM TRYIN 2 GET MY POINTS UP SO I CAN BUILD RANK SO ANY HELP POSSIBLE WOULD BE GREAT!!!!. FRIEND REQUESTS, FANS, COMMENTS, RATINGS, PISTURE COMMENTS/RATINGS, ANYTHING THAT WILL HELP WELL THANX YALL L8ER

When A Girl Misses You
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Worlds Largest Taco.........
This is an older article....but a big taco never loses its glory...... Chefs in Mexico think they have made the world's biggest taco. The group got together in the Mexican city Monterrey to try and break the world record and cooked a taco that was a wopping 15 metres long! It was made from over 10,000 wheat tortillas stuck together and filled with meat, cheese and onion. The Guinness World Records organisation say they're waiting for the group to send them evidence before they can verify it. Try our healthy eating quiz But after 8,000 hungry supporters had a nibble there's probably not much left! The current record is a 10 metre (32.8 feet) long taco, made in Houston, Texas in 2002.

This Is America!
Why we import everything????? AIN'T IT THE TRUTH!!?" Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am . While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet(MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV(MADE IN INDONESIA), and then wonder

Fun All The Time Now!!
It is going to be a fun time this fall. I have college classes four days a week this year. I have only monday and the weekends away from the class rooms. Plus trying to keep up with a full time job too. I have lots of support though from my mom and my sweet man. I can't imagine having a better person by my side, he always makes me feel like I can do anything. I will keep you guys posted. Thanks for being all good friends.

Another Poem
Another poem made by me Across the ocean water In the middle of the night For in the meantime I may be out of sight Just take a pillow And hold it tight Just think of me Until dawns daylight With the rise of the morning breeze You inhale in the air and think it might That in ur heart u believe its right For its a new day to see The future looks really bright by Judy Sancedio August 5, 2007

My Poem To My Daughter
Baby bear everytime you cut yerself I bleed inside for all the hurt you feel you are my flesh my love and my heart without you I would perish. the love I have for you is never ending and your eyes just bring me happiness When you smile you light up a room and all is good with the world When you from it's like an angel lost it's wings so for me always smile for it lightens up my day and makes me feel greatful that I have you!

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
A mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice". The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47 and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either. "The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one draft, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45 and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Thinking
I'm not really sure what I want to say here. I am not happy today and it feels like no one gives a f*ck. But then again, why should they? My mood is solely up to me and I shouldn't expect people to read my mind or care for that matter. Expectations generally only cause disappointment, which I am far too familiar with. In the last few months I have opened myself up to a couple of people and I'm beginning to believe it was a mistake. I do not like being hurt and when I keep my feelings guarded I don't get hurt. On the other hand, if we don't open up to people, we very well could miss out on a very special connection with someone. I believe my biggest mistake is jumping in with both feet. I tend to be very passionate in everything, happiness, anger, excitement, etc. But its impossible for me not to, it's who I am. I am also very compassionate and I don't feel like it is returned to me. I just need to stop thinking and stop caring. It probably won't matter in a year anyway

Stay Strong 45-firefighters Down-delco Pa
At just after 0200hrs this morning, units were alerted to 11 Park Valley Lane ,Parkside,Pa for the building fire. Pd were quickly there confirming a working alarm. Engine 45 arrived and started a water line with Truck 65 (Garden City) and Rescue 63 (Green Ridge) closely behind. As the units arived and a line started, the 2nd floor collapsed, trapping 3 firefighters. Crews from Green Ridge and Parkside removed 2 of the fire fighters from the rear of the building, with the 3rd yet accounted for. As the R.I.T. team was active, 45 Command called for the full second alarm assignment. The 3rd firefighter was found under several feet of debris. Crews from Garden City and Green Ridge removed this firefighter to awaiting ambulances. As of the time of this article, one firefighter remains in critical condition and a 2nd in serious condition at Crozer Chester Burn Center.Both are volunteers in thier early 20's. Please keep these guys, their families, and the members of Parkside Fire Company in

The Perfect Heart
The PERFECT HEART One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man'

My X Is Making Our Daughter Hate Him.
From July 26,19999 until now I have raised my daughter on my own with my mothers help. My husband then in 1999 decided to take the law into his own hands and had been in prison umtil this past August, for Use of a firearm within city limits with intent to maime, disfigure or kill .Also firing a police officer. All these since then I have taken care of my daughter and raised her right. First day he came out of prison the firt words out of his mouth were i need a piece of ass and some money.Well that didnt set wel with me and i told him so. During the years we were together i lived a life of hell because everynight he was out with his friends getting hi and drunk hed come home beat the hell out of me and to be honest the time he was in prison was a relief to me! He has done nothing but cause trouble for me since he has gotten out of prison now hes trying to take my daughter from me after he tried to sign his rights to her away so he wouldnt have to pay child

The Secret Behind The Number 11 - Pretty Chilling
The Secret behind the number 11 - Pretty Chilling Read to the bottom. Try it out. I did and I got goose bumps If you are a skeptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11 Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your ow

What Month Baby Are You
Jan ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet Someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance Your personality. Feb ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries t

Men Don't Realize It
This was sent to me by a male friend.... Men don't realize everything that a women does for them, which if they new all that women do for them or have done to them already, all women would be appreciated, which all women should already be appreciated, so this is to ALL women out there, no matter what we do or say to hurt u, just remind us what you have done for us and what you will always do for us. THANKS to all of you for all that you do: Women: They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel an

F Men Were In Charge Of Planning Weddings
1. There would be a "Rehearsal Dinner Kegger" Party. 2. Bridesmaids would wear matching blue-jean cutoffs and halter-tops. 3. Tuxes would have team logos on the back and the Nike shoes would have matching team colors. 4. Vows would mention cooking and sex specifically, but omit that "forsaking all others" part. 5. The couple would leave the ceremony in a souped up '69 Camaro or some other Chevy with racing tires and flame designs on the side of the car. Better yet, a Harley! 6. Big, slobbery dogs would be eligible for the role of Best Man. 7. Tailgate receptions. 8. Instead of a sit-down dinner or a buffet, there would be a hog roast or buckets of chicken, pizza, and plenty of barbecue. 9. The "bride's father pays" tradition could stay. 10. All dance-floor songs would be by Iggy and the Stooges, Ted Nugent, the Smashing Pumpkins, 2Pac, and Sir Mix-A-Lot.

If You Live In Utah And Love Football
This goes out to all you guys and gals that love football. Speacialy for the guys if you live in utah near or around ogden and wanna play some indoor football (just like AFL on tv). well i got the oppurtunity for you. Weather you are in great shape , just looking to have some fun with your free time, or are a outdoor football player looking to stay in shape and up to par come on out and join me and the team i play for. It's a great leauge and, fast pace game and an awsome way to meet and gain new friend and for you younger guys a great way to meet the ladies and theres always the chance,if you got the talent to move up and go into the AFL its self. there are scouts at all the game and who knows you might just make it too the big time. Now for you ladies out there that are also in utah near or around the ogden area we are also looking for a dance/cheerleading squad. they will help with fundraisers and brining in the fans support. So if your into staying active and ha

Friday
I sang Friday, August 10th with Vanburen Sludge at Shooties in Watertown....This was the bulletin they posted today on myspace........ Vanburen Sludge (OPENING FOR APRIL WINE - AUG. 31) Date: Aug 11, 2007 10:07 AM Subject: Between the hang over and the stale taste of beer Body: We forgot to say thank you to Erin for getting up and singing with us last night. VS How cool is that??? I had a blast

Thoughts About Marriage
Getting married is very much like going to a continental restaurant with friends. You order what you want, then when you see what the other fellow has, you wish you had ordered that. At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" the other replied, "Yes, I am, I married the wrong man." Man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is really finished. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his bachelor's degree and the woman gets her master's. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" And the father replied, " I don't know, son, I'm still paying for it." Young son: Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her? Dad: That happens in most countries, son. Then there was a man who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married; and then it was too late. A happy m

"the Perfect Woman?
It seems like a lot of the ladies on MySpace/fubar have one of these "Perfect Guy" Blog entries. When a man reads one of those, it's kind of like dyslexia. You may have wrote "He won't mind going to see Melissa Etheridge with me," but what a man reads is,"He won't mind letting me walk on his back wearing 6" stilettos in front of 40,000 other women." Here's some humble requests to help weed out those girls that just aren't what a man deserves." (Please note that I don't agree with all of the following, it's just basically for women to understand what they're requests sound like to a man. And it's reasonably funny.) 1."She'll want to pay her own way on a first date, just to prove that she's not a gold digger and she wants more than a few free Jager bombs and a ride on a mechanical bull." 2."She'll understand that when I eyeball and comment on other girls, it's not due to any fault of mine, but the fact that it's been ingrained in me from childhood by the media. She'

A Rant
OK, so now on a different note. I wanted to talk about those people that do karoke all drunk and can barely talk. Why is it there friends don't go up and say if they don't know already. You know that you are making a total ass out of yourself and there are people staring at you wondering how much you had to drink or who dropped you on your head.. As the face of that guy from american idol flashes in there head and all they hear is SHE BANGS SHE BANGS and there is a dork up there trying to dance. I would go up and get my friend. I mean if only to keep someone seeing them sit back down next to me. Plus I would like to keep my ears I have heard screams that sounded better the some of the sounds that come out of these peoples mouths. Yea, lets hold that note as there voice cracks and changes tone about 30 time is 3 seconds. Now don't get me wrong I am know better I can't get up there and hold a tune any better but I mean come on people.. Don't wreck my drink with your version of "this is w

Dj Contest
Hottest DJ Contest On FUBAR!!! Only At STATIX UNDERGROUND!!! FUBAR DJ CONTEST DATE: SATURDAY, AUGUST 25TH TIME: 1:00 P.M. PST PLACE: STATIX UNDERGROUND LOUNGE STATIX UNDERGROUND is sponsoring a DJ Contest for all lounges on Fubar. Participation is restricted to a maximum of two (2) DJ's per lounge. STATIX UNDERGROUND DJ's will be on air, but are restricted from participating in the contest. Each DJ will stream into the STATIX UNDERGROUND Lounge for approximately 15-20 minutes with their best mix of music. After all participating DJ's have taken air, voting will be open under the profile of STATIX UNDERGROUND for two (2) hours. Ratings and comments will count for points at the equivalent of two (2) points per rate and one (1) point per comment for the overall rating of each DJ. After the two hours are complete, points will be tallied and

Sunday 8-12-07
Starts Sunday Aug 12th @ 10AM(PST) 12PM(CST) 1PM(EST) First 10 people to 20,000 win 7 day blasts First to 50,000 get 30 day blast First to 70,000 gets Happy Hour April is going 4 a 7 day blast so lets help her out :) tastyflutterby {insane asylum rejects #5} You must add, fan & friend the host 2 bomb. Cup Of Joe

Love , Life , Love
I really miss them now :( , stacy , Rachel , and Tory Fuck , im alone at michigan now .. stacy went to Canada . Rachel busy with her work and Tory ( idk , because we werent too close). also i miss being in love , i do have some crush . but i dont know if they like me too or not .. Thats all :] . anyway thank for add my fubar . thanks alot people :)

Juggalette
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2 Special Ladies Need Your Help
Two precious ladies need your help in their give aways. Just a wink is a good friend of mine needs 14K so she can get a 7 day blast. Show her some love and I am sure she will return the favor. She is very loyal. Next we have the lovely JuJu who needs 8K comments for a corvette. She absolutely adores animals, especially cats. Show her some love and you will get it back, too. She's a really fun person to know here.

Btw All
I am now gonna be MIA til i figure things out. So my profile comment things will be off til I get back. I will miss everyone but Friday when I went to the doctors my Blood pressure was high. With all the stress on here I need to take time. Sat and now I have had so much stress that I feel my heart racing thats not good. My breathing is not normal right now. SO best I become MIA for the time being. I will miss all my friends and someone who is a big part of my life and that love(You know who are). But If I don't take a time out I am not sure what will happen. Stress is not good for anyone. I am going to invest in a blood pressure deal to make sure. My doctor told me it was high for my age

How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
How I came up with the Name OguardiansHaven, Well year's ago I met this girl who was way off in the drug world and I took her under my wing took care of her when she was on a down slope, giving her a safe place to sleep with worry of being raped while she slept. In doing that I meet many more girl's that I did the same for. Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.Most of the girl's I took in are doing great!,Clean, married with kid's, being responsible adult's now.Not to mention they are true loyal friend's that will do almost anything I ask of them without question!. I have earned that trust from them.

What Skills Should My Assistant Have?
I hired an assistant for this site to help me maintain my sanity. What skills should he have for this position or what should the job description be?. Do you think it's worth the $12 a year he costs? Can you help me get him fanned and rated? And one last thing cuz I know your bored of me already. How do you make someone quit saying "Your Da Man!" OK lets hear it..

This Is What I Want In A Man
• Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her ass/waist/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

Awwwwwwww Nuts!!!
Last night my VIC ran out!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!! Some awesome person gifted me a months VIC and surprised me..... :) I got so use to it...lol Now that I dont have it I feel NEKKED!!!!! lmao!!!!! :P :O.... And I cant afford squat.... Zombies dont make alot of money!!!! heheehe... Oooooooooooh well..... Back to my cave I go lol...Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww nuts............ hahahaha...... Once ya get spoiled, you dont want it to stop..... hehehehe..... :O Okies Im done ramblin now.....lol.....

Prince/boyfriend Application
PRINCE/BOYFRIEND APPLICATION =] JUST FOR FUN =] BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite band? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps? (ie: heartbreaker, slut) 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?

My Angel
i wish to be the air you breathe love that floods your every cell revitalising you, cheering you up every second of your life i love like the rush of a storm, listen, listen to this lovelorn heart, holding on, letting go, holding on with such tenacity to the hope of every lovelorn night an eclipse helps distill my love for you, seals your charms, allure from the craving prying eyes of world, precipitates that momentuous silhouette, escapade for me and you sun and moon, yin and yang to be totally absorbed in bliss, in each other love, love, love if only i could be the only star to win your fancy for that sparkling while heaven the world would become Tim McGrawI Need YouMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com you captured my heart i gave you the key you are my sunshine you are the air i breath you are my fisrt tought when i awake you are the last one as i fall asleep you are my world my univers my everything i am the luckyest man to

Why?
what if one day u came home and everything has changed. your husband doesnt love you anymore or care?? and you just dont know what to do... he has told you he just doesnt care what happens to you and makes you cry. what is a girl to do? she lays alone thinking and thinking and thinking of how to change his mind but nothing seems to work. walkin around in lingerie, cooking, cleaning, straddling him, nothing. he just ignores her. why would he do this to me? why??? we always fight there is no more love. no one to blame but ourselves. she thinks of how things would be on her own but she doesnt want to live without him. she thinks of suicide but that wouldnt help anything and she would hurt more ppl than she could imagine. so she just lays all alone fallin more into depression and all she can think is.... "Whats a girl to do?"

The Distillers
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Fubar-ing
I don't know exactly what to say on here.... I kinda like this site, it's fun trying to buy people drinks and stuff like that.... be like HEY! get cyber drunk! Your computer will be tipsy. Well to the people who are reading this.... send me an email or leave a comment or add me as a friend... If I think you are cool, I'll chat on an IM service of some kinda with ya. LATER HOTTIES! Also I do have a boyfriend if you didn't read under the "interests".

I Need Help???
I want to level up and i have a ton of points to get... help me level up and those who help me ... I will coment and rate everything they hae and not to mention show them luv as always...Muaww!!!! Michele

Prayers Needed For Injured Firefighters....
I am a life member with the Parkside Fire Department and I hope that you please help us pray for these two men. On August 12th the Parkside Fire Department answered a call at 11 Park Valley Lane in the boro. When they arrived they had a building fire fully involved when the first crew made the attack they got trapped when the second floor collapsed on them. The following press release was posted on the Parkside Fire Department web-site about the condition of the 2 firefighters. 5 firefighters total were injured at this call. Please show them how much you care by clicking their link and signing their guest book. Sunday, August 12, 2007 - ***** PRESS RELEASE **** Date of Release: August 11, 2007 Time of Release: 11:00 P.M. On Saturday August 11, 2007 the Parkside Fire Company was dispatched to a reported residential structure fire at 11 Park Valley Lane. On arrival the company encountered heavy fire conditions in a two story townhouse and began an interior attack and sear

You Are My World
You have become so much a part of me, I can't imagine what I would do, where I would turn, how I could live, without you in my life, you are my best friend, I awake each day and rush to see, if you are online, just to know your ok and doing well I only hope that with each day we share, each special moment together, you will see how much you mean to me, how empty I was till you came into my life, someday I hope I can find a way to show you, how hopelessly and endlessly, in love with you I am, I may never hold you, never feel your heartbeat upon my chest, but I hope in your heart and soul you know, YOU ARE MY WORLD

Just Sitting Around
Here I am today sitting here being bored out of my mind, and yet doing house work. I thought Sundays are for sitting back and relaxing, but not for me. Oh Well, Today is Today, tomorrow will be here in no time at all, and it will be another day.

They Call Me Witch
I am a witch, and I make no excuse for it.. I dont have to. I am happy with myself my children and the life around me ( with the exception of the mess the world is in , and little ole me cant fix that one alone.) I have been called many things in this life , Healer , Magic Woman, Witch , Mother, Wife, Wise Woman, Doctor, I raised all my kids , home schooled them in the mountians of Humboldt county. They are grown now oldest being 34 and youngest being 24. They have kids of their own now and have done well for themselves. With a witch for a Mother did you expect less?. If you are not one of my kids or grandkids dont ask me for things. I believe in harm none and that karma will and often does bite you in the ass if you are not following a good path. I think people need to be careful what they wish for , as they just might get it, only to discover that was not what they wanted after all. The world is in the shape it is now because humans are lazy and wont do what it would tak

10 Things You Might Not...
10 Things You Might NOT Have Known About Martin Luther King 1. He expressed as a young man some "embarrassment" about all the "stomping and shouting" that went on in some churches and said upon entry into Morehouse that his "primary interest is politics." 2. When James Earl Ray went to purchase the rifle that would be the murder weapon he had mentioned that he was going deer hunting. Upon hearing this, the sales clerk talks him out of the 6MM .243 caliber model and hands him the 30-06 caliber Remington Gamemaster that was used. Ballistics experts have argued whether or not the difference in power would have saved King's life. 3. A gifted student he graduated high school at 15 years of age and delivered his first prepared sermon in his father's church, Ebenezer Baptist Church in Atlanta, at age 18 in the Summer of 1947. 4. His birth name Michael Luther King, Jr. was changed to Martin prior to his starting school. 5. There is still an ongoing inv

Freedom Of Speech
Yes, I am a fan of freedom. Speech being one of those. However, I am also a fan of using my free speech and freedom to resist what I feel are social cancers. One of these "social cancers" I speak of is the fight of diversity or outright racism. Racists, sexists, and those that would call themselves superior, or even separatist, to other races or creeds have no place in my social circles. Yes, you have the right (at least in the U.S.) to spout whatever hate filled ignorant message you wish. And I have the right to call you ignorant and remove your uneducated drivel from my page and life. Now, why do I call people that believe this way uneducated and ignorant? Well, whether you believe in the scientific method (survival of the fittest/evolution) or intelligent design/creationism, it all started with one person/group. That's right, we are ALL brothers and sisters if you go back far enough. So, hate on yourselves if you must. But if you believe you are any better than anyone else due to

The Road Down
I'm just another face in the crowd. People notice me then go on about their day. Perhaps something I did, or a look that flashed across my face tells them to move on. There is nothing, rather no one, to see here. I enjoy this life. There is something remarkably calming about this. About knowing that I can go on about my business, and no one will take mind. I live by one rule. I am not governed by man or his laws. I am not governed by religion or their idols. No, I move about my day with no regards to these things. My rule is simple. Be a good person every day. It is a simple rule, yet one that so many who write the laws of man or translate the laws of their idols seem to not be able to do. My rule allows me to look myself in the eye in my bathroom mirror every night before I go to bed. That is the true test of man. To look into his eyes and not hide from what he sees there. To go on and rest. Too many times I have met men and women who could not do this. Too many

Actual Car Accident Statements
Man Driver: I had been driving my car for forty years when I fell asleep at the wheel and had the accident. Woman Driver: The accident occurred when I was attempting to bring my car out of skid by steering it into the other vehicle. Woman Driver: I saw the slow moving, sad face, old gentleman as he bounced off the hood of my car. Man Driver: The other car attempted to cut in front of me, so I, with my right front bumper, removed his left rear tail light. Woman Driver: I had been learning to drive with power steering I turned the wheel to what I thought was enough and found myself in a different direction going the opposite way. Man Driver: I was backing my car out of the driveway in the usual manner, when it was struck by the other car in the same place it had been struck several times before. Man Driver: I was on my way to the doctor's with rear end trouble when my universal joint gave way causing me to have an accident. Woman Dr

New Parking Rules (not To Be Taken Seriously!)
Rule #1 - When waiting for a parking spot, stop in the middle of the road, don't signal, and orient your car diagonally to prevent others from passing. Rule #2 - Always park on the lines, taking up as many spots as possible. Diagonal parking is preferred. Rule #3 - In a crowded parking lot, if you find a spot and have the opportunity to pull through to an adjacent one, drive up half way and stop on the line, taking both. Rule #4 - As you pull into a spot, if you see that the space ahead of you is empty and you see another driver signaling to take it, pull though and take it from him. Rule #5 - Always park close enough to the adjacent car so that the other driver must grease up with Vaseline to squeeze into his/her car. Rule #6 - When getting out of your car, hit the adjacent vehicle with your door really hard. Rule #7 - When driving through the parking lot, ignore the painted lanes and drive diagonally from one end to an

It's Performance, Not Position That Counts
Priest dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. Ahead of him is a guy who's dressed in sunglasses, a loud shirt, leather jacket and jeans. Saint Peter addresses him, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you into the Kingdom of Heaven ?" The guy replies, "I'm Joe Cohen, taxi driver, from New York ." Saint Peter consults his list. He smiles and says to the taxi driver, "Take this silken robe and golden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven ." Now it's the priest's turn. He stands erect and booms out, "I am the Right Reverend Joseph Snow, pastor of Saint Mary's for the last forty-three years." Saint Peter consults his list. He says to the priest, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and enter the Kingdom of Heaven ." "Just a minute," says the priest. "That man was a taxi driver. Why does he get a silken robe and golden staff?" "Results," shrugged Saint Peter........... "While you preached, peop

Blonde Jokes
Not meant to offend.. some of my best friends are blonde.... Making Orange Juice A beautiful blonde woman and her husband were at home one night. The husband notices his wife standing in front of the fridge with the freezer section open. She is standing there with a dead pan look on her face STARING into the freezer. Her husband watches her awhile. She continues standing, not moving, not blinking, just staring into the freezer compartment! Finally after 10 minutes of witnessing her staring and staring straight into the freezer he can take no more. He says to his beautiful blonde wife "Honey, What in the hell are you doing?" She says, "Making orange juice." "Making orange juice?" he asks her baffled. "Yes", she says, "It says, 'concentrate' on the can!" The executive was interviewing a young blonde for a position in his company. He wanted to find out something about her personality so he asked, "If you could have a

Murphy's Lesser-known Laws
1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 3. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 4. Nothing is fool proof to a sufficiently talented fool. 5. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 6. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time, on a hill, in the fog. 7. The things that come to those who wait will be the scraggly junk left by those who got there first. 8. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room. 9. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. 10. When you go into court, you are putting yourself into the hands of 12 people who weren't smart enough to get out of jury duty.

The Year 1500
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the

Some Random Shit Running Around In My Head..
A guy stops by to visit his friend who is paralyzed from the waist down. They talk for a while and then the friend asks, "My feet are cold. Would you be so kind as to go get me my sneakers please?" The guest obliges and goes upstairs. There he sees his friend's teenage daughters, both very good looking. Being the adventurous and quick thinking kind, he says, "Hi, ladies! Your daddy sent me here to have sex with you!" They stare at him and say, "That can't be!" He replies, "OK, let's check!" He shouts at his friend down the stairs, "Both of them?" "Yes, both of them!"

For Kids Born Before The 80's
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930'S, 40'S, 50'S, 60'S AND 70'S !!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/ or drank while carring us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trama, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead based paints. WE HAD NO CHILDPROOF LIDS ON MEDICAINE BOTTLES, DOORS OR CABINETS. AND WHEN WE RODE OUR BIKES, WE HAD NO HELMETS, NOT TO MENTION, THE RISKS WE TOOK HITCHHIKING!! As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. we drank water from the garden hose and hot from a bottle. we shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died fron this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't over weight because......... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING !!!

60 Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
60 Things Not to Say to a Naked Guy 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies?

International Rules Of Manhood
To every Man, Read This.... NEVER DARE TO BREAK ANY ONE OF THEM!! International Rules Of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. ( The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday pre

Leaving
Today will be my last day here, if you want to stay in touch let me know otherwise, thank you to all my friends and family here for the great time. I wish you all the best in life and in love. So as I say goodbye, I'll leave this for the dream of my heart, Jodi........ Words just cant express how much you mean to me. It's hard for me to show it, so you may never see. I think of you quite often more than you'll ever know I dont want to hide it, but I can never let it show. I want you in my life but more than you are, somebody to be with have more time to spend Although you'll never know this everything I say is true although I'll probably never let it show, I'm in love with you.

About Me For Profile
I just Wrote as Message but is an Awesome About me.So I added this to my Profile there.I will do some Changes an Add it here as well.I wanted some Input Please. .How are you?Just stopping in Checking Messages.Enroute to Home Base Fubar.Where Morphs are Kool.an there are many things to do.Contests etc.Where I'm Lord Wolf an Wolf Morph's for my Family are Standard.I allso have my own chat lounge there with Live Radio an DJ Feeds.It's awesome. I have some of the Best Internet Friends Possible,there but non for Dating.Past 2 yrs.Waiting for my Ex to return,wasted Life.Was her on again off again Love.But with her Sleeping around with a bunch of 20 something yr.old Guys from ,here.My Desire for her has Deminished a hell of a lot.Certainly time to meet someone new an Move on.She is always encouraging me to meet others,as well.I'm Greatful I got 7 good yrs.with her. I Soberd up in Sept.06 for 4 1/2 months.I drink a little now.Unlike most from AA I can have a couple.I haven't been Drunk

Say To Yourself "what Will Sassy Do"?
I need to meet new people to show some love. I am available all times of the day to talk. I like laughing and chatting. I would like comments from you for I can answer them. Post to me and I will read it and get back to you. You love me and I will love you back.

Breaking News!
SKAMANIA COUNTY, Wash. -- Seven of the ten county sheriff's deputies who spent Saturday night stranded on Dog Mountain has been successfully rescued, according to the Skamania County Sheriff's Office. The men had become stranded on the rugged gorge terrain after becoming disoriented while pulling thousands of marijuana plants from a grow on the east side of Dog Creek, 10 miles east of Stevenson, Undersheriff David Cox said. The group had spent the entire day on Saturday removing 3,100 plants from the area. One of the deputies suffered cramps in the afternoon and, as night approached, the team became disoriented, Cox said. Search and rescue teams found four of the deputies in the lower level of Dog Mountain on Saturday night. Three more were rescued around 7:30 Sunday morning and rescuers hope to reach the remaining three before the day's end. Cox said the conditions in the area prevented rescuers from trying to reach the rescuers by air on Saturday night. "Due to the d

Done Being Nice
I go out of my way to let the people I care about, and the friends I have here know they are important to me. This isnt always returned, which is fine. We all get busy, or fall behind. I understand this. Recently I brought the fact that I was feeling a little unappreciated to someone. I send shit to them, try to help level up, or just try to make them feel a little special with a gift or a message. I never expect anything in return. But it would be nice every once in awhile to get a thank you. Well anyway.......they apologized, said sorry and they didnt realize which is fine ok. But then when I come back ther is a message saying I dont think we should talk anymore.........then another saying if I get so mad about something so little, its no wondr why someoen I really cared about blocked me. That was very , very low to throw in my face. I wasnt even angry, just saying I wouldnt go out of my way anymore. So then I attempted to defend myself and found tthis person ha

Contests
OK MOST OF YOU HAS SEEN MY STICKY...HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED I HAVE 2 FRIENDS THAT ARE VETS IN THIS CONTEST.... ONE OF THEM IS WINNING BOTH THE RATES AND THE BOMBING.. WITH THERE BEING A PRIZE IN BOTH... I DID THE STICKY TO GUARANTEE THE RATES... MY GOOD FRIEND WAS GOING TO GIVE MY OTHER FRIEND THE OTHER PRIZE.... HE WASN'T TRYING TO BE STINGY....SRY LONG STORY SHORT SOMEONE MUST HAVE THREW A FIT CAUSE NOW ONLY 1 PRIZE PER PERSON... SOOO PLEASE... PRETTY PLEASE GO RATE THIS PIC...HE'S ONLY 20 BEHIND BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~' on '2007-08-12 19:25:12') (repost of original by 'dave' on '2007-08-12 19:33:06') (repost of original by 'LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~' on '2007-08-12 19:49:35')

Redemption!!!
IT IS FUNNY JUST WHEN WE THINK WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR LIVES..... ONE DAY WE ARE GIVEN HEARTBREAK AND GRIEF...AND THEN "GOD" PULLS UP THE "RIGHTIOUS"(GOOD OF HEART) BY GIVING THEM (US) CHALLENGES TO BRING US BACK TO WHO WE ARE AT OUR BEST!!!! YESTERDAY I LOST A 7 YEAR OLD BOY IN A RIVER RESCUE...AND TODAY I WAS CALLED OUT ON A MASSIVE WRECK ON THE INTERSTATE THAT INVOLVED 7 PATIENTS TWO OF WHICH WAS A MOTHER AND A 3 MONTH OLD INFANT WE CUT THEM OUT OF THIER CAR AND SAVED THIER LIVES (WILL ADD PIC OF THIER CAR WRECK TITLED "REDEMPTION" )YOU WONT BELIEVE THEY LIVED THRU IT , BUT SAVING THEM WAS A GIFT FROM "GOD" TO GIVE BACK , MY FEELING OF REDEMPTION....SO THAT I MAY HEAL FROM YESTERDAY.....AND SAVE ANOTHER MABYE "YOU" TODAY , TOMMOROW OR AS LONG AS I AM ABLE TO BE "THE RIGHTIOUS" (GOOD OF HEART)I DO NOT KNOW YOU , BUT WILLING TO DIE FOR YOU , WE LOVE OUR JOB BECAUSE IT OFFERS US THE CHANCE TO "LOVE" PEOPLE WE DONT EVEN KNOW . WHAT A WORLD WE COULD BE IF WE ALL FELT THAT FOR ONE ANO

From My Kids
You Understand I'm Human that I Will Make Mistakes But You There To Help Me Up Whenever Something Breaks Thank You Mom For Everthing You Are A Precious Gift Whenever I Have Needed Hope You Gave Me Such A Lift THANKS MOM

Why?!!!!!
I have tried to be patient about this but it seems as if I am going mad.. I came back from Europe finally and was so very estatic. I was to be reunited with Jean finally after two months of hell. I was home, maybe two or three days and then I found out he had to go.. OF all places to Europe, where I had just come from.. I haven't heard any word from him at all and it has been close to two weeks and I am being very paranoid.. I mean he shouldn't have had to go but.. I hope he isn't having to deal with the same things because I will probably break into a million pieces. **sighs**

In Need Of Help
SHELL NEEDS YOUR HELP!!!! Currently competing against a bombing family please help this awesome lady out by dropping as many comments as you are able! Lets show that it is possible to win a competition without being part of a bombing family and that good friends are all we need!!! PLEASE RATE and leave as many COMMENTS as you are able! please keep this contest drama FREE, please do NOT disrespect the host and please keep all comments SFW please click the pic link below to begin commenting!! ALL help is very much appreciated!! thanking you all in advance!!!!

Irony
The Greatest Irony of love Loving the right person at the wrong time, or having the wrong person when the time is right. && finding out you LOvE someone Right after that person walks out of your life. && sometimes you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. But in reality, some are so afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. *Most relationships* Tend to fail not because of the absence of love, because love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved to little. As we all know, the heart is the c.e.n.t.e.r. of the body, but it beats on the left and maybe thats the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with t

Men Are Fucking Pigs
Im sorry but this is getting old. I moved to AZ to be with someone I thought loved me but I was wrong. This person has already torn a hole in my heart and is making that hole bigger. And I know he doesnt care, cause if he did he would be here with me instead of out every single night doing god only knows what. He told me before I moved out here that he loved me and that he had changed, that was...BULL SHIT!! Hes actually treats me worse then before. So I left my friends, family, a good job for this. And the worse part is is that I have no way back. So yeah fucked myself over....

Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 >>bill. In >>the room of 200, he asked, >> >> >> >>"Who would like this $20 bill?" >> >> >> >>Hands started going up. >> >> >> >>He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you >> >> >> >>but first, let me do this. >> >> >> >>He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. >> >> >> >>He then asked, "Who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands were up in the air. >> >> >> >>Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" >> >> >> >>And he dropped it on the ground >> >> >> >>and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. >> >> >> >>He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. >> >> >> >>"Now, who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands went into the air. >> >> >> >>My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. >> >> >> >>No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it >> >> >> >>because it did not decrease in value. >> >> >> >>I

Family
Well, since I'm not allowed to create a mumm, (heck if I know why I can't) I will go this route. I'm bummed cause my 15yr old had to go to jail on 8/11 for his behavior. He did hurt his younger brother and sister for no reason--had an "outburst". Long story short, because of that he has to stay there til 9/17. He has been diagnosed with adhd but being a mother, I KNOW there is something more wrong. It is sad to me that he has to end up in the "system" to get the help I now know he'll get. My mom went through the same thing.

Stop Flaggin My Pics
So Ok I Know Its Someone On My Friends List And Well If U Are REporting My Pics As NSFW Please Come Talk To Me And Delete Me While Ur At It..When Did A Pair Of Jeans And A Shirt Become NSFW? God Dumb Fucks Stop Hateing Its Getting Old.

Bored And Lonly!
ok so im really bored and to make it worse im lonly! it sucks i just want someone to talk to and someone to be really sweet to me, but its so hard to find someone like that :( i know this is short but yeah its how i feel! ~mE~

Fuckin Women!!!
Why r women so messed up? I know not all of u r, but man, why is it that you try to do good things and be nice to someone, some messed up chica has to go switch everything around and make it seem bad? I'm just so sick of all u crazy chics it makes me wanna puke!!! I know, I know, us men are just as fucked up, and we're assholes and all that, I just wish we could finally understand the opposite sex and just be happy for a change!!!! DVS1

Add Your Name
YOU BETTER ADD YOUR NAME!!!!! JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS. IF YOU ARENT ASHAMED TO CLAIM GOD THEN PUT YOUR NAME ON THIS LIST:. 1.Sharice Harrell 2.Lemar 3.Kyle 4.Teddyo 5.Marlon 6.Jarrad 7.Akeem 8.Mookie 9.Malcom 10. Bradford 11.Radaams 12.Jamiel 13. -el io- 14. Brian 15.Ray. 16.Randall 17.Train 18.Antwone 19.Anthony E. Williams 20. Takeshia Williams 21.Shanise 22.Stemma Miller 23.Chris Richardson 24. Theresa Cephas 25.Kimmy R. 26.Maya Aka Yaya 27.Macquin aka "Q" 28. Brittain 29. CHELSEY 30. Dayvon 31. Cassandra 32. Shavita 33. Sean 34. Bugsy 35. J.O. 36. ELEONOR 37. kaneisha 38. Lil J 39. TiiNa ! 40.Jonathan 41.YVONNE 42.PIFF 43. Isaac 44. RoB 45. brItteRs *I ShOuLd Have BeEn NuMber onE* 46. Kewnna 47.Artesia 48.Shayna 49.Ashley 50.Richard 51.Jeffrey aka Holiday Jeff 52. tiffany ~tiff~ 53. RaHeEm....Rah D 54. Tiffan3y--Tiff- Tiff 55. Arielle-> "Ari" 56. Jasmine 57. Chilly 58. Berenice A.K.A. Bere 59. Jazmine aka Cherry 60.

Blogaholics
Sometimes,when i'm in FuBar land, im not in the mood for people as much.(not saying that i don't want to be bothered by anyone)... Those are the times i blog hop. Im sure all of you blogaholics out there, know what i mean when i say that.. That means i go from blog to blog to see what other entertaining reads i can find.. I do have my favs that i visit a lot..Just looking at the different varieties of blogging are interesting to me... I love the variety in FuBar land, the different styles of blogging & the fact that people's blogs offer a snapshot of them as a person. I say snapshot because that's how i see it. Somebody may post a blog, to vent or let off steam & by the time you read it, they are in a completely different mood. I feel blogs reflect how that person was feeling, or the mood they were in, at the particular moment in time, but that doesn't mean they always feel that way. So i see blogs as snapshots & to get a whole sense of the person, you really have to re

Wake Up
Just running off my mouth.... I wanted to make a private Blog but i have no clue as to how..... But anyhow i have come to realize the internet is nothing but a huge play ground...u find a toy u like u pick it up u play with it,u get bored u go to the next.sad but true.... Here i thought i could use this play ground to find me that one special toy that toy u would charish and hold onto 4ever and never let go....well shit happens.. u ever have that special toy u love so much and u wake up one morning to find its gone? well u look n look and no luck when does one give up? Well i guess im saying i love to play.... and i guess once i found that special toy i was willing to give up all my other little toys just for the one...Now its gone what do i do? Do i play with more toys to find that one that might compare to the other or do i keep looking for the one i charished? Yeah i bet i messed with yur head on this one huh? lol love

Lyrics
Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" Frail,

2007. This Was Funny Had To Post It
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse

Longing...
I long to hear the soft whispers of delight emitting from her lips. Her breath catching as her hips arch, ankles locking, eyes rolling back in her head. The way her body quivers beneath my touch, her eyes roll at my taste. Her fingers pushing and buried in my hair as her whimpers escape her trembling lips...

Fuckin' Fibromyalgia!!!
Some days it just doesn't pay to be alive. I don't know how many people are aware of my disease or know what it is. I am not here now to educate you, if you are reading this I'm sure you can find some info online. I am here strictly to try to maintain my sanity and get through the fucking EXCRUCIATING PAIN that I am currently in. It is such that I am basically trapped in my own fucking mind. I can barely walk right now. This means that I must use a goddamn wheelchair to get around. I'll be 30 on 09/09, yet I feel 130. A crazy, horny guy trapped in the body of a doddering old man. I know life ain't fair, but shit, enough is enough. I know that the docs can do more to control my pain, but it seems that they are afraid of my becoming an addict. This seems to me to be counter-intuitive. wouldn't helping control my pain be more conducive to my mental health? Don't make no sense to me, but I'm the guy trembling with tears streaming down his face.

Thruster, Lancethruster
The following was passed over the transom by my retired attorney friend, Winston Smith. Right after I received it, this appeared in the paper: Access denied We both hope that reality does not pan out in this fashion but the signs on the horizon seem to lead to this conclusion. -------------- Dirty Bombs, Gut Feelings and False-Flags: An Examination of Implications of Recent Remarks by Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff and Economist Mr. Paul Craig Roberts - by Winston Smith Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff's comments recently about his 'gut feeling' regarding a terrorist attack against the US being imminent were cause for alarm on a number of levels, but information recently gleaned about the specifics of the comments require further analysis and a robust discourse on a rather painful subject most Americans are ignorant of, and/or would rather avoid or ignore entirely. Apparently, while speaking to The University of Southern California's Center f

Another Loss In Entertainment
He made answers questions and vowels commodities Merv Griffin's life was a medley of success: Creator of TV icons "Jeopardy!" and "Wheel of Fortune," talk show impresario and, ultimately, business tycoon. By Dennis McLellan, Los Angeles Times Last update: August 12, 2007 – 9:05 PM Print this story E-mail this story Save to del.icio.us Share on newsvine Share on Digg Related Content Talk show host Merv Griffin speaks in front of a television audience. The entertainer and entrepreneur has died at age 82. Associated Press Griffin's empire Audio: Music from 'Jeopardy' Audio: Merv Griffin says daytime TV was special Audio: Merv Griffin talks about 'Jeopardy' and 'Wheel of Fortune' More from Obituaries He made answers questions and vowels commodities Deaths elsewhere Griffin's empire Deaths elsewhere Bob Madryga tried to keep kids out of trouble LOS ANGELES - Merv Griffin, a onetime big-band singer who leveraged his later career as a TV talk-show h

Family
I was sitting here, when I heard the phone ring. I reached over, and picked it up. I saw on the caller ID that it was my mom. Okay, that's weird...she was just here this morning. I answered the phone. me "hey mom" mom "great grandma died" me "what? we were just talking about her" mom "I know. she died about 20 minutes ago" me "wow, okay..." mom "i'll talk to you later, I have to call everyone else" me "k, bye mom" mom "bye" My great-grandmother, a widow of the past 16 years, died today at the age of 99 years old! I'm in shock. When I was young, my great grandmother and I were fairly close. She would tell me stories about her life growing up while she played with my hair. I loved my great grandmother so much. As she aged, she devoloped Altzheimerz. She got to the point where she was mean to everyone, and then where she didn't know anybody. So while my mom was here this morning, she recieved a call on her cell phone and told me to write down the name Jenni

We Were Drinking Like The End Was Not In Sight
Tonight I'm in the city, and it's like Disneyland, but I'm sick and tired and I can't wait to get back home again. And I have this dream... you'll be waiting there. What I really mean is I wish you were here. I'm sending you this postcard to tell you that I'm fine, and to let you know wherever I go you never leave my mind.

State Police Warning To Women
This is a Warning to all women that can also be found on www.NBC.com::: If a person with the screen name of--RatBonesBlakStar-- or--www.myspace.com/curtmanchst contacts you...DO NOT REPLY or DO NOT TALK to this person.... DO NOT answer any IM or Email. Whoever this person maybe, they are a SUSPECT in the death of 56 women(so far) contacted through the Internet. These 2 screen names have been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, Excite, and MySpace so far reported. THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!!!! Again this story and info can be found on NBC.com. Please alert all your family and friends that engage with strangers on the internet. If you are contacted by this person, notify the FBI in your area.

My B-day Pimpout From My Friends
Ok everyone yoday is this awesome womans birthday...so go give her some birthday spankins!!! LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'wishful thinking' on '2007-08-13 12:42:32')

Womens Dictionary
WOMENS DICTIONARY Body: Dictionary for women Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour wri

Top 40 U'll Never Hear Southern Boy Say
Top FORTY Things You Will NEVER Hear A Southern Boy Say: 40. Oh I just couldn't, she's only sixteen. 39. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 38. Duct tape won't fix that. 37. Honey, I think we should sell the pickup and buy a family sedan. 36. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 35. We don't keep firearms n this house. 34. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? 33. You can't feed that to the dog. 32. I thought Graceland was tacky. 31. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 30. Wrestling's fake. 29. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? 28. We're vegetarians. 27. Do you think my gut is too big? 26. I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. 25. Honey, we don't need another dog. 24. Who gives a damn who won the Civil War? 23. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 22. Too many deer heads detract from the decor. 21. Spittin is such a nasty habit. 20. I just couldn't find a thing at Walmart today. 19. Trim the f

22 Way's To Be Happy
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I 'm sorry, " loo k the person in the eye. SIX.. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionat ely. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievem

Funny
A man havin an affair for 4-5 years with the same woman gets some news. She says Im pregnant! Thinkin of his wife kids, and business he tells his mistress to go back home to her home country and when she has the baby send a post card and he will send money to support the baby.So as not to spill the beans he tells her to simply write spagetti on it. About nine monthes later the mans wife walks in and says honey u got the strangest postcard today.He says give it here and Ill explain later.She hands him the post card ,he reads it and faints. The post card read " spagetti spagetti spagetti spagetti, two with meatballs, two without..send extra sause

Serious Information Please Pass It On
STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS* Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of RatBonesBlakStar or http://www.myspace.com/curtmanchst contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen,

Ouch
The following is from a colleague in Britain: -----Original Message----- From: Edwin Panford-Quainoo [mailto:djspecialedd@msn.com] Sent: Mon Nov 28 20:06:32 2005 To: Wiley, James Subject: Good Answer!!!! >> >> >> >> Apparently going around NY at the moment. 1st is a girl's apology >> >> email >> >>> >for cheating on some bloke. 2nd is his reply which was Bcc'd to his >> >>> >entire address book. >> >>> > >> >>> > >> >>> > ---------------------------------- >> >>> > >> >>> >Brad, >> >>> > >> >>> >It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, >> >>> I feel >> >>> >like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am >> >>> >truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the >> >>> people >> >>> >in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I >> >>> >would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or >> >>> >anything that happened, so I won't even try

Grrrrrrrr
ok i know i said to a few i was writing a blog about something well going to the store and i will bb to finish it...sorry was on the phone and got booted so i have to re-do it.... bb soon and i hope it des not change the way u think of me when u read my next blog.... thank u..... me....

Baddman(part 1)
I have been told i am a Badd Badd Man.... and she is so true... i have been told im a pig where i am not i'm a dogg,thats y i ware the dogg morph if u havent notice.... to start this out i think u all should know 2002 my ex wife took wat ment so much to me those were my babies....that is where it all beggins...i had to get them out of my head the best i knew how and that didnt even work... but here goes..i started on AOL n Yahoo meet anormous amounts of women hopeiing to free my mind of my children,never thought about wat i was really doing or who iwas really hurting...i try not to lie in my ventures but shit happens..i thrived on poisoning the brains of women and steeling their hearts just to get into their panties and help me forget wat ment the most to me....i recently then started a book thinking i could make tons of money off wat i was doing...but...in the behalf of women so they would know wat to really look for...but at the same time i was going to make it a double b

September 1st
I am so excited i found out last week that my uncle from out of state can marry me and my wonderful man....the hitch is it is going to be September 1st this year lol... talk about things going to be hectic to the beginging of next year lol....but it will all be worth it .... i have been waiting for this day for 2 years and now that it is here i couldn't be happier.... i know this was short and sweet but i just had the need to share for all those who are interested in reading about it..

Baddman(part 2)
PLZ READ PART 1 first THANK YOU!!!!! ok.....here i am again.... i dont wanna become the man i have become wat i want is the to be the man thats on my profile,wat i want is to find my soul mate the women who makes me happy, the women who makes me jealous,such an ugly word and a terrible thing but its part of love take it or leave it, as well as the pain that brings tears to our eyes....i wanna find the one i can wipe those tears b4 they role off her cheak... the tears i dont wanna cuz r the real tears... Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. i have cuzed these tears i believe and i believe the damage has been done time n time again.... men have tears which i have recently discovered and not that of just their children but of a another one that might of been their soul mate their rib that was taken to create the woman the most beautifullest thing god has ever created.....we r all beautiful in our o

Why
I have come to always ask myself why a fireman like myself can save everyone but when it comes to your own people ,why can't we save our own ... I understand that it is a doctor's job... but it makes you feel so left out because there is nothing you can do to save your own family member.. And it hurts so bad inside!!:(( My dads heart stopped 5-6 times to day and we got him back .... thank god but the feeling of not being able to do anything fucking suck because inside is like saying come on you can do this your a strong man.. but the other half just says I no your weak and tired of the hospitals .... It is like a war inside of me right now wondering what is going to happen to my dad now ....

Contests!!
Ok well I want a Fubar wife so this is how its goes!! 1)If you want to be my wife tell me why you would be a good one. 2)Must leave me a gift. 3)Must comment and rate all of my pic's! 4)Must rate my blogs and stash. Thats it! Lets see who my wife is ganna be! -----Jason Cursed Cowboy

Nsfw - Poetry
Soft caresses and nibbles across her neck His lips performing a dance on her skin Her hands playing on his shoulders and chest Muscles tightening as sensitive skin reacts Laying on his back while she rises above him Lowering he slides into her Moving to their own rhythm Passion taking over Caresses mixed with hard thrusts Culminating in the final explosion Each one reaching their own release Different reactions but together in the end Created by SF

So True
Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]], But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]? Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]], but so ((easy)) to talk about [[sex]]? Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]], but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]? Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] myspace bulletin, Yet we ((repost)) the [[nasty]] ones? Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]], But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]? >>Think about it, are you going to repost this? >>Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at? >>Repost this as "so true" >>80 % of you wont repost this. >>The Lord said: >>"If you deny me in front of your friends... I will deny you in front of my father"

I Wanted To Let You All Know I Am Fanning All My Friends
The number of fans and friends has grown tremendously since I got here. I understand I may have missed fanning some people along the way. I am taking time now to fan all my friends. If you haven't fanned me yet and would like to, please do. If I haven't fanned you, and you would like me to tap your page let me know. I do not mean to miss anyone. Consider this my fan wave! Thanks! -Sassy Laurie

Horror Scope
Horror scope Current mood: bored Love Compatibility of Aries with Aquarius Aries and Aquarius get along famously right from the get-go - you both love new beginnings, the excitement of starting over and enthusiastically sharing your dreams with each other. You need your independence and your partner needs emotional detachment. This means you'll always have the freedom and space you need with each other. Your Aquarius can be a bit of a know-it-all, though, and with your quick temper, a good-natured argument can quickly turn into a full-out brawl. On the bright side, this mentally stimulating relationship will rarely have any dull moments. LMAO That is so true with us.

I Am Very Hurt And Upset!
I am very very very HURT and upset right now ..... And very sad..... I told everyone I dont do drama... So then I do not TALK to you the persons that bring it or start stuff... Dont anybody talk to me and do NOT help me in my CONTEST!!!! You bring drama to ME I shut you out and turn you OFF.. Goodbye.. I am way to sweet and nice and sick for this crap.....I am very hurt and in tears right now....... Dont talk to me.. And dont help me out and dont need it or want it from anyone.. You want drama go take it to someoene who likes it NOT ME!!!! :( :( ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... .................

Pallmalls And Jelly Bread
so there i was setting at work wondering, "what the hell is a blog?". so my friend said that it is whatever i want it to be. so i decided to tell about all of the crazy shit that i have done in my life. i will post a new story every day from now on and i hope you enjoy. Chapter 1 "the beginning" back in my younger days i was known as one of the quite boys. the only thing that i ever did wrong in elementary school was moon someone from the back window of the school bus. When i hit high school i started experimenting with drugs. my most favorite thing to do was go to wallmart and buy a can of air duster and inhale the hole can i a matter of a few hours. it made me feel like shit but oh well it was a cheap high. i use to have campouts in my back yard with all of my friends. my grand father was a big drinker. so we would always sneek up to the garage and steal his boose. i knew that he knew but he didn't say anything so i didn't give a fuck. tomarrow will be chapter 2 "m

Poetry
Silk is the smoothness of your hair. Starwberries is the taste of your lips. Pure bliss is what you give me, when we are together. Cloudy skies is what I have when we are apart. You give me full health when I am near you. I am dead when I am away from your beautiful body and personality. I have the world when I hug you. I have nothing when I can't hold you in my arm's. Thomas Richard Dillbeck

What Are Blogs?
You know, everyone is in this blog thing. I'm not even sure what your supposed to put in a blog. Cool things you find? Random thoughts? I just can't seem to figure it out. What do you put in your blog?

Better Then Me!!!
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that YOU made ME believe Guilt kicks in then I start to see The edge of the bed where you used to be (Oh) I told myself I won't miss you But I remember (Oh) What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took that you were looking for If there's one memory I don't wanna lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room (Oh) I told myself I won't miss you But I remember (Oh) What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm laying in is getting colder Wish you never would have said it's over And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older 'Cause we never really

I Cant Tell You!!!!
I can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time, let me know If you really want to go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain Ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day Who's to blame If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggi

Not Hap-e
Today wasn't a very pleasant day for me,,I found out that last night my best friend was raped by two gang members fucking crypts or some shite, at a party. I am sick to my stomach over this,, people never fail to prove how low down pieces of shite they are. So many fucking people in this society just make me sick,,it's no wonder I feel the way i do about certain things and people,, I don't really know what to say about this other than that I am furious. Thank you to one of my brothers and my sister for being there for me to talk to me about this,,I really appreciate you. This fucking sucks,,I feel sick,I can't do anything about it either. I can't wait until those two pieces of shite get what they have in store for them,,karmas a bitch. Liebe an alle meine guten weissen Brüder und Schwestern

Prayers For Our Soldiers
According to the weather reports, it is my understanding that it is 122 degrees in Iraq right now - and the low will be 111! Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance, and safety. If it be God's will, give these men and women the strength they need to prevail. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one.....Let us pray. Prayer chain for our Military...please don't break it...please send this on after a short prayer. Pray for our soldiers..

Rainbow Bridge
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin

Im Out Of Trying!!!!
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side

Broken!!!
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high and steal your pain …away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I want to hold you high and steal your pain because I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone ...away You're gone away You

Doesn't Know Where She Belongs!!!!
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,

Im Nobodys Fool!!!
Fall back Take a look at me And you'll see I'm for real I feel what only I can feel And if that don't appeal to you Let me know And I'll go 'Cuz I flow Better when my colors show And that's the way it has to be Honestly 'Cuz creativity could never bloom In my room I'd throw it all away before I lie So don't call me with a compromise Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours If you're trying to turn me into someone else Its easy to see I'm not down with that I'm not nobody's fool If you're trying to turn me into something else I've seen enough and I'm over that I'm not nobody's fool If you wanna bring me down Go ahead and try Go ahead and try You don't know You think you know me like yourself But I fear That you're only telling me what I wanna hear But do you give a damn Understand That I can't not be what I am I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon Its not a simple hearing but not so soon I might've fallen for that when I wa

Everyday Life
Wow, I've been married for 1 whole year now... and I am fucking amazed at how quickly it went by, yet somehow I have so many fond memories with my amazing husband, many of which I didn't expect... Like my family coming over for Thanksgiving weekend and everything being fun and loving and supportive... The events we've worked towards this year have largely been successful, and next year will see us starting our own business with it... Our anniversary festivities have just barely begun, but I'm already in such a joyous mood that I just had to take the time to say how happy I am that we decided to make our lives together...

Notice Me!!!
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song's my sorry At night I pray That soon your face will fade away And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby

Someday!!!!
Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see

Hurt
Have you ever been so much that you are afraid to really like someone again? When you do like someone and they like you back...you start to doubt their feelings? You doubt them because that is exactly what everyone else said until they found someone better then left you like you were nothing at all. Why is it so hard to just open up and let yourself feel happy without thinking about what might happen or if you are going to get your heart broken this time too. Then you wonder if you will ever let yourself be happy or let anyone else in without doubting everything they say......All you want it something real and true....Someone who really loves you.

If I Really Cared
If i really cared i would show u that i did, If i wanted to hear you damm mouth i would of asked you for it. Im tired of your games Im tired of your mouth. I wont sit here no more and deal with your god damm drama. I have pushed and pushed myself more than i ever have for anyone or anything in this world. So take whatever you want and do what the fuck you want because im not the lil person u thought i was. I do stand on my feet and i do make it be known that im who i say i am and i do as i want. Either u take me as i am and like it or take ur self and leave my world because i dont need it nor ur drama whinny god damm ass. I love who i want and will always love whom i want you cant take that or anything away from me. I hope one day u will see that u are the one that fucked up and that you have lost something that did and would do anything for you. Dreams are big and full of gold, weather you take it on and hold onto it tight is all in your hands. Dreams are always for seen with many

Why The Ring Is Worn On The 4th Finger.
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Eyes
Mine r brown........ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS wh

You Truly Want To Know Me?
When people think about relationships, what do they think about? Is it the warm feeling inside, or the thought of holding others close on a cold night? Do they see what you look like as who you are, or can they see the person inside? So many times, it seems to me that people get into relationships on a whim, and then while they are looking for how to make the relationship better, how to make it last - that's when things go wrong, and the relationship crumbles. Society has so instilled the concept of instant gratification into us that we unknowingly have sabotaged our very lives with the rhetoric, and allowed ourselves to become part of a whole that we cannot see. Then we allow ourselves to open up, to begin to find some genuine feelings for another person. We open our hearts, and show small parts of ourselves -- freely giving others access, believing the lies that we have repeated so many times we have come to believe them ourselves. Then when things don't work out, we are shocke

I Will Be Leaving Soon!!!
I get 1 pay check a month and cant afford a VIC... And I am in another contest and haveing a realy hard time.... Sitting for long periods of time is making me in some really bad physical pain with my illnesses.... I have been trying soo very hard in this contest I am in now Like my other one.. I have to be on it 24/7 and my body just cant do it.... im sorry im not healthy physically like the rest of you..... I work hard to try to go in contests and win blasts and VIC'S... I try very hard.....I dont expect anyone to buy me anything.... But I cant win any contests of mine that I am in.. Because I am in more serious physical pain with my spine back and body.. I also have pin/screws and metal in me also.. So im sorry... I have tried in contests. but it requires alot of sitting for me in my own contest I enter to win a VIc.. and I cant do it... Laugh all you want.... I dont care...And My profile is Useless now.. Cant upload any more pics reached the limit it said since my Vic ended

Exxone's Spot
I'm at my fathers house in spain, dont want to leave but in a few days I have to... start to work again on monday, and it really sucks. I'll be really boored so holla to me and I'll get back to you! ;)

My Rants
what the fuck is up with the people on this site... it clearly says im a male on my profile yet i get stupid fucking guys(most likely virgins living in their moms basement that think theyre pimps because they constantly hit on girls on the internet) hit on me thinking im a female its really annoying the shit out of me... sure i have long hair but that doesnt make me female and it sure as fuck doesnt make me gay... START READING PROFILES YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!!! ok im done

You
I don't know if it's the way you make me laugh or even if it's the way you make me smile, Just to hear your voice, Makes going through all this pain, Well worth the while. You asked what was wrong, But I still wouldn't tell you. You said I could. So here goes, I think I love you.

Buying Gifts
Mornin' all !! Your espresso is on the way !! How the hell are my mornin' rituals going to be made easier? I love to buy espresso for all my frinds that are on in the mornin'. Some of you I have learned have come to count on it or even look forward to it. It takes me a good 20min. to a half hour to do that for everyone one at a time. Why don't we have little check boxes or something next to all of our friends to we can buy everyone a TaKillYa at the same time? Wouldn't that be sweet? How can we make this happen? I'm looking for suggestions or someone to take the time to make it happen. Kisses and Bites to all, Cheri

The Thing Found Dead
PE Line- Hollywood CA, In a bizzare case, Hollywood Police found "Thing", the former character actor from the Adams Family television series, dead on Sunset Boulevard with tire tracks across his hand...er...body. "It appears that "Thing" was the victim of a hit and run." said Officer Riley, the first officer on the scene, "He's been seen around this area before, this is not the best stretch of Sunset, sort of a Red Light district, if you know what I mean. We've even seen Britney Spears and Paris Hilton around here before." When asked what he thought "Thing" would have been doing in a red light district, the officer blushed and smiled sheepishly, "Well friend, what would any red blooded American, uhmmm, "hand" want? I'll let you use your imagination on that." When reached for comment, John Astin, who played the part of Gomez Adams said, "I'm deeply saddened to hear about my friend. "Thing" was a...a hand of few words, I think I speak for all the former cast, at least those of u

Three Things To Ponder
1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cows Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq . Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and p

Whatever
well if u know me add me if u dont go ahead and ad dme anyway if u like what u see this world is full of drhma and hate so why rock the boat and make more bullshyt never know when ur gonna need a friend

Kiss This...
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

The Price Of Love
Why must you hate me so. You say you love me and yet you look away. I knew I've changed, at leaston th eoutsidee. Inside I'm still the same at least I try to be. Isn't that why you fell in love with me, isn't that what you said? Still you feel that you need other women. I've examined what they are, to see what I don't have. Everything is what I need to look the way you want. To be sexy again, I think, (yes), I'd pay the price. I would do it for you, to look at me again. To have you love me and long for me the way you would. To hold me and not flinch or shrink away. I would pay the price to hear you say "I love you" and know for sure it's true. I would give the rest of me to be ALL that you would need. To have you love me the way we were, I would pay the price they ask. For you I would do this and more, to feel your love again. For you I would pay the price they ask for love

Cure
There's a pain in my heart again. How do I make it stop? I know I've done it before. But it just keeps coming back. This pain I feel inside Every time I love. It just makes others hurt, Every time I care. I've tried not to care before It only makes it worse. To make someone else happy And keep my pain inside. I've overfilled with torrment As others fill with laughter. To have someone all my own I know will never happen. I always have to share what's mine. And to be put last is common. No matter what my heart may feel, It screams, it shouts for me to say, That there's got to be some other way. I think I know of what it speaks. I haven't done that in years. Now I think of it, my beautifuly sweet abyss. Take the blade and make it quick. The only way to make it stop. The only way to make it heal. Bleed the heart. Bleed the heart of all it's pain. Bleed the heart of all it's anger. Bleed the heart of all it's malice. Bleed the heart of all it's hurt. Bleed t

Sorry
I just wanted to say to all my sexy friends, I am sorry sometimes when I get in the shoutbox if I don't answer some of you. I kind of get swamped sometimes, and its hard to answer everyone back. I don't try and ignore anyone. I feel bad if I can't talk to everyone. If you want you can send me mail ok? Don't think I am being rude Ok..Love you all!!

Mil Skills Competition
Mil skills competition It starts with an inspection of us and our camp. I am elected to keep the three camp fires lit and fuelled, including the cooking fire which is to have a pot of water on the boil. The rest of the platoon has marched to another location to be inspected. Despite having been out in the field for over a week we must have our combat fatigues clean, boots black, not muddy, and rifles have to be impeccable. Whilst they’re away getting inspected I ensure that all the hoochies are tidy and I raid as many rucksacks as I can to get bottles of mosquito repellent to spray on the fires to keep them burning, because I’m finding that keeping three fires burning bright at the same time (and the water on the boil) is a bit more difficult than anticipated, especially since I have no idea when they’re going to come to our platoon camp to inspect it. They finally come and inspect the camp. They’re impressed with the unfeasibly bright fires but they mark us down fo

Cutter
CUTTER Sitting in my room alone again My inner demons that caused the sin People see me for what I'm not the cut is small and will start to clot The pain is real I feel it now and confirms the rage and all self dought Self mutalation is the only way I express my fellings my lips can't say I do it to see if I still feel Its the only thing that they can't steal My arms I use for personal attack So I make up what my life lacks The floor is red in puddles of life The evidence is shown and all the strife As blood runs free my problems subside And all my hopes that I've finally died I get off the floor and cover my arms And hope that no one will see the scars. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Threw The Lies I See Now What I'm Not
As I'm sinking into my Grave I can feel life for once. Is it sad that it takes dying to feel living. I never felt so alive, So close to the end. Blackness is creeping in the adrealin is rushing, Threw the lies I see now what I'm not. Missing you will be just fine. Since I won't. The dirt is cold I should I be scared but I'm not. I kinda look foward to this Next time I see you, You won't, You'll get a chill but you don't know why. Don't close your eyes because when you open them there'll be no one there. My face now covered I can taste it. Don't kill me, I'm enjoying this to much. The terror is such a rush. I think I can hold my breath but my laughter won't let me. In my mind I think of death It brings a smile to my face. C/W '07 By Jimmy

Some Stories
Some Stories are Worth the Telling Valdaro, Italy - Scientists said they are determined to remove and preserve together the remains of a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in an enduring embrace. Instead of removing the bones one-by-one for reassembly later, archaeologists plan to scoop up the entire section of earth where the couple was buried. The plot will then be transported for study before being put on display in an Italian museum, thereby preserving the world's longest known hug for posterity.

Pass This On...
I'm sorry I got to hit you with this but, one of my close friends hit me with it and I felt convicted and had to pass it on. A kid asked Jesus... how much do you love me? Jesus replied," I love you this much." and he stretched his arms to the cross and died for us. If you believe in God, you will send this to everyone on your list. If you delete this, you will have a cold heart in 2007. I like you because of who you are to me. I treat you as a true friend. But if I don't get this back, I get the hint. Send this to all people in your list within 30 minutes and something good will happen to you NOW. This is not a fake...apparently...-----copy and paste this to 15 people in the next 10 minutes and you WILL have the best day of your life tomorrow Thanx and God

In Memory Of Aunt Peg 40 Yrs Of Driving School Bus
How many lives can one soul touch? How many people change? How big of a difference can be made in an hour twice a day? Just look around and count them all, You could never get it done, A sea of faces she touched in life, by name she knew each one. She drove us all to school and back, Field trips, side trips and more, How many lives were better made, By simply going through her school bus door. She watched them grow and marry, And have children of their own, How many kids are the second generation, first the father then the son. Ms. Peggy’s face was known by each and loved by one and all. When she fell to ill too drive again , they sounded a clarion call That love that she so generously showed, Though sometimes was not earned, They rallied round in support of her and her love to them they now return. But God looked down from heaven, And saw she was in pain. And called her to come home to Him, and in a new position reign. He had need of a caring soul, with laughter

Paris Hillton Vs. Us Military
I was just curious which you guys (and gals) thought was more important: the fact that Paris Hillton had "issues" with her jail sentance or our troops and what's goinng on over seas? It just seems unfair to me that our troops are over there dieing and the majority of the media focus is on some dumb bitch that happens to like to drink a little more then she should.Maybe one of you could explain it to me 'cause it's just not makin' any sense over here.I think all this celeberaty bullshit is so way over rated!You don't see anyone makin' a big hella noise over the guy down the street who pumps gas for a living or some shit like that.That poor basterd isn't making millions off of people reading about what HE'S doing. I just feel like it's a giant slap in the faces of all the men and women of our armed forces who put thier lives on the line every day just so that dumb bitch CAN go out and get drunk! And That goes for all the Celebrity Hype Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't care if you disagree

I Am A Monkey!!
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE.. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat

Melissa's Tasty Dreams
omg i was sooo bad at work today lmao. i got so damn horny after reading some messages from a friend on here that i went into the bathroom and removed my panties, so that when i went back out to my desk i could masturbate. it was sooo amazing doing that as people were walking by and some even stopped to talk to me. part of the time i had my huge sharpie marker sticking in my pussy while i shook hands with some people. if they only knew under my desk my legs were spread wide and my marker was there. i think tomorrow im going to take my dildo and do it again!!!!!! im such a bad bad girl!!!!

Wrong Is Wrong~ Pretty Simple, Isn't It?!~
Do you think it's wrong to illegally download music, videos, and music? I'm NOT asking if you do it; I'm asking if you think it's wrong. Do you believe stealing ANYTHING is wrong? Do you believe that stealing from ANYONE is wrong? Do you believe that right or wrong simply "IS" and that it doesn't matter how many people agree whether a thing is right or wrong, that inside us we KNOW what is right or wrong? Care to read a 'discussion' I just had with someone on this site who will soon be off my friend list and was never on my fan list? I liked this person till he started justifying his wrong-doings with me in this manner. He also would not stop when I asked him to stop...perhaps because he is 26yo but I doubt that. I know many mature 26yo's who understand when someone says they are done with a topic and to stop, they stop. Pushing issues only makes things worse and brings it to the point where you cannot be friends at all. Things change from 'discussion' status to har

The Pain Of Losing Some One
I wrote this a year ago to the day. It is for two ppl I loved an lost with in a week of each other. *two very good friends* Tears I have seen the years I have cried the tears, but through all there has always been you to be my stone an my shelter. With out you I am alone in this world of decet an hate an pain. I fear I have no one left to turn to. Out side I put up a front that I am strong that I am alright. But inside I slowly die a little more each day. To not see your smile on your face because some one you care for has walked into the room or just because you are happy to be alive, to not have you hold me an tell me it will be ok, to not hear your laugh because of some stupid thing I have done or a silly face made at you, to not be able to just sit there an call you cause I am bored or you are bored. I fell alone an broken with no one left to turn to. My heart feels shatterd as if it is in a million pieces an I can never put it back together. People say time will heal my heart

Ryans Life
Hello Everyone,This is Ryans Story.When Ryan was conceived it was a surprise. There were several reasons why I thought I would not fall pregnant but fate is fate and Ryan was born on the 14th Of October 2006.Ryan was very healthy and just beautiful. He barely even cried when he was born and when I took him home he was and still is just an angel.When he turned Three months old I started to notice every now and then he would wink at me. At first I dismissed it as just a baby thing but it seemed to happen more often. I decided to let Christmas pass as we couldnt get into the doctors anyway and let the maternal nurse decide at his four month immunisations.His immunisaton date came quickly and he had his needles. It was the first time I'd seen him scream. It was obvious something was wrong, HE was screaming with one eye wide open. His mouth on one side was also pulling up.Within a week we were at the doctors. HE said he suspected Bells Palsy as the issue. I brought him home and looked up Be

Cherry Tap Or Fubar!
Did you like the title CherryTAP or do you like Fubar better? We can imagine what the TAP was about but did you know that Fubar stands for this! Excuse the French! For purposes of euphemism, "Fucked" is sometimes replaced with "Fouled." Depending on situation or habit, "all" can be replaced with "any," and "repair" can be replaced with either "redemption," "recognition," "rescue," "reality," "recovery," "relief," or "reason." The concept is generally the same regardless of the exact wording used. FUBAR has also commonly been interpreted, especially in a computer science context, as "Fucked up but all right," meaning that the system design is fatally flawed, but (as implemented) works anyway.

Master & Servant
Master & Servant At times, Nature is the master of Humanity... and at other times, Humanity certainly rules Nature. Nature makes us hurry inside when she weeps rain upon the world. With hurricanes, she toys with us. Tornadoes are used to punish, earthquakes to throw us about like pebbles in a child's game. We live on her land, and through that, she rules over us. Our very bodies belong to her - they age in rhythm with her, and they are subject to urges and desires that she imposes on us. In some ways, we're little but slaves to Nature's ways. But Humanity... on the other hand... has found another way to dominate. Humanity destroys what we touch. We reach out towards pretty things in greed, and leave a trail of death behind. We fence the woods in, we run over the animals and poison the seas. Ours is a different kind of mastery but it is one nevertheless. Nature serves us because she has no other choice. Humanity always expects Nature to mend what damage we've done: hea

Anarchy
Is is just me, or is anyone else had enough of little Hot Topic wanna-be punks with their little anarchy patches.... Have they even thought about what it would mean. No ATM cards, no power, nothing. They think it would be fun, no cops to bug them, they could "like totally party!" Dumb Fuckers! Anarchy would be people getting their heads blown off randomly, corpses of children in the street, kept around until they are too decomposed to be sodomized. Full scale evil, hell on earth, and all these little fucks think that it is something to aspire to.... Anytime they want a taste of Anarchy, they should imagine what it would be like to be beaten to death with a cinder block, or have thier fingers amputated in thier bedroom while thier mother is being forced to fellate some fucking gangster through her busted out teeth. Wow guys, that sounds fun! Dumb Fuckers!!!!!!

Albums
10.) Bad Religion- Stranger than Fiction- JUst cause it was my first Bad Religion Album. 9.) Pink Floyd- The Wall- If you don't know why, go in your closet and hang yourself.... 8.) Gov't Mule - Dose- The single best album you have never heard.... Buy it, or I'll buy it for you.... 7.) Ani DiFranco- Living in Clip- Live, raw, the single best songwriter in America. 6.) Prince- Purple rain- If you don't have this album....Buy it! Fucker! 5.) Metallica- Master of Puppets- Disposable Heroes means so much more now, listen! 4.) Pink Floyd- Meddle- It's worth it alone for Echoes... 20 some odd minutes, shroom, listen, love it.... 3.) Paul Simon- Greatest hits- It's Paul Simon....'nuff said. 2.) The Best of Black Market Records- The first disc.... Awesome Sacto rap.... Brothe Lynch, X-Raided..... 1.) Tom Waits- Used Songs- Whatdo you mean you don't know Tom Waits. Please send back your top ten.....

Horror
I guess this is just a little clarification for all those people that just don't get horror movies... Here are a few common scenarios: 1.) "That movie was totally cheesy, the special effects were like hella cheap, and it was just dumb." Maybe alot of horror movies are cheap, and cheesy. Thank god they are, that's one less giant Hollywood blockbuster, that supposedly reinvents film as we know it, while offering nothing really worth watching. As far as the special effects go, at least you are seeing practical effects crafted by genuine fans of movies, not what the Evil Conglomerates are telling you is the movie of the year, or that if you don't see some new movie, you're a homophobe, a racist, or just don't understand a good movie... If you are looking for your enlightinment from Hollywood you have a massive problem. Give me a cheap, shitty movie made for nothing more than passion, and love, and a cast and crew that stands behind their project anyday. I'll take 1,000 of those be

Need Opinions Please!!!
I am going tomorrow at 9am to get my hair done. I am definitely going Blonde (right now I am brown with highlites.) Anyway, could use some honest opinions on which shade of blonde. I posted some pics below. Just look at the shade, not the length or style and please let me know which you like. You can even just comment with the corresponding number if you like. Pretty please give me some opinions!!! Thanks, Friends!! ~Mely~ 1 2 3 4

Cherrytap/fubar
i know this is a little late but i wanted to get my 2cents in... i like the name CherryTap better than Fubar. i joined cause i liked the name, cherrytap was a "friendly" name. Fubar is just...well..blucky. i want CherryTap back!!

Contest- Yea I Am In One!
Please go here and leave as many comments as you can for my photo. They really dont have to say anything. A comment is a vote. And considering I am banned from making comments right now...I cannot even vote for myself like other contestants. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=508343&i=3290783881 Please copy and paste this into your own blog and share it with your freinds family and fans. MUUUUUUUUAAAAAHHHHH, Merrick

Be Afraid...
i saw on the news today that there is a university that is talking about letting students carry concealed weapons?!?!?!?! for their protection...... how MESSED up is that??? i can see it now, some hurt, lonely, unstable person walks in a room full of people and pulls out a couple of guns....well we all know the ending to this story. BUT. 75% of the people in that room carry a gun and shoot 5 to 10 more people... do the math. how many accidents would happen at drunken partys? teachers shot because the student didnt like the grade they got? i could go on. yeah, im afraid...

This Is Very Sad.....a Must See!!
grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk,turn up the volume!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bi

My Zachary
AUGUST 15, 2007.. WOULD HAVE HAVE BEEN MY SONS BIRTHDAY.. HE WOULD HAVE BEEN 6 YEARS OLD AND STARTING FIRST GRADE IN SEPTEMBER.. SO THIS BIRTHDAY REALLY HITS ME HARD.. GOODNITE MY SWEET BOY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. ZACHARY DREW AUGUST 15, 2001- OCT 19, 2003.. THIS POEM IS FOR HIM.. HE LOVED THE STARS AND THIS POEM SEEMED APPROPRIATE TO MARK HIS BIRTHDAY TRIBUTE.. AND HE MAY BE GONE FROM THIS WORLD BUT HE IS NOT GONE.. HE LIVES ON.. JUST NOT HERE WITH ME.. HE MAKES HIS PRESENCE KNOWN IN SO MANY WAYS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL **BRIGHT STAR** The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by far. I can see it night or day, I know it's you, showing me my way. Helping me travel through my grief, It doesn't matter what others say, it IS you that's my belief. Keep shining bright for me my son, Until my time on earth is done. Then you can meet me at heavens door, and I will hold you in my arms once more. The sky has a bright star, Brighter then all the others by