Fubar Blogs 5

Love For My Friends~
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there I thought love was only true in fairy tales Meant for someone else but not for me Love was out to get me That's the way it seemed Disappointment haunted all my dreams Then I saw her face Now I'm a believer Not a trace of doubt in my mind I'm in love I'm a believer I couldn't leave her if I tried I thought love was more or less a giving thing Seems the more I gave, the less I got What's the use in trying All you get is pain When I needed sunshine, I got rain Then I saw her face Now I'm a believer Not a trace of doubt in

New York State Of Mind
There comes a time in the lives of all who cherish the heart of another, that sharing a private, special place is a dream long held. For years, I've wanted to take that one special person to that one special place. So many times I had been there, but always spent the evening across the table from people with whom I was doing business. During those long and sometimes tedious evenings, my mind would wander. This, I thought to myself, is that one special place where I will take that one special person. For years, as my memory declined, I kept this one special place in mind, so that when that one special person took my hand, I would know just what to tell the cab driver. I held out my hand, and the cab stopped. I'll never forget, he pulled over at the corner of 79th Street and 7th Avenue. Take us, please, to the corner of Mulberry and Hester Streets. Take us, I thought quietly, to that one special place, so this one special person will make that long held dream come true

Surveys (boredom)
Adult survey Body: For those of us older than High School age! Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?!'Have you ever kissed someone?''Missed someone?''Told someone you loved them?''Drank alcohol?'... 49.. questions for the people who are a little older 1. What bill do you hate paying the most?.. Rent because it takes the most of the money..lol 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Ya know, I don't think I've ever had a Romantic Dinner, how sad. 3. What do you really want to be doing right now? Sleeping, but it's too early 4. How many colleges did you attend? One 5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? Because I had to work..lol 6. What are your thoughts on gas prices?. Amazed I am paying half the price I did 2 mos ago. 7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?. I woke up an hour before the alarm..lol 8.Last thought before going to sleep last night?.. Umm yeah OK 9. Do you m

The Blog Page
Before time was, there was The One; The One was all, and all was The One. And the vast expanse known as the universe was The One, all wise, all pervading, all powerful, eternally changing. And space moved. The One molded energy into twin forms, equal but opposite, fashioning the Goddess and God from The One and of The One. The Goddess and God stretched and gave thanks to The One, but darkness surrounded them. They were alone, solitary save for The One. So they formed energy into gases and gases into suns and planets and moons; They sprinkled the universe with whirling globes and so all was given shape by the hands of the Goddess and God. Light arose and the sky was illuminated by a billion suns. The Goddess and God, satisfied by their works, rejoiced and loved, and were one. From their union sprang the seeds of all life, and the human race so that we might achieve incarnation upon the Earth. The Goddess chose the Moon as her symbol, and the God the Sun as his to re

Just A Little Shameless Self Promotion
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Music
i have a twitter account now. it's like sheep following the leader from one place/site to another. twitter.com/alwaysthequeen it's private unless you ask. the question now is, what the heck does this site offer? seems like another facebook but just a headline message.... is that correct? any suggestions regarding twitter? Queen

Lonliness
Well, if you read my last blog, you knew that I was having a hard time with feelings for someone that didn't seem to have enough time. Well, as the days change, I at least found out his true colors. He is a liar and I really should have listened to my gut in the first place. I am much happier now that I do not have that doubt hanging over me. I hope that they are happy together. I hope the karma bug bites him twice as hard. Maybe that is the wrong way to be around Christmas time, however, right now, I just can't send any "good will" his way. I am however, extremely glad I saw his true colors before it was too late. At least, I partially got out of having my heart broken, again. Good riddance to you. It is a damn shame, because you not only lost someone that cared deeply about you, but, you lost a damn good friend too. A few years ago, I met a fabulous man. He was a man that I was drawn to immediately. He made me laugh, made me smile and we generally got along quite we

A Different Christmas Poem
Admiration by Me The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love A Different Christmas Poem author unknown The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by

Characteristics Of Healthy Relationships
Sleep the sleep of a child, And dream of dragons soaring wild; Bright of eye and wise of thought -- The Ancients and their magicks wrought. Lay within a warm cocoon And dream of dragons as they commune; Graceful neck bowed as tales are told Of dragons borne in a time of olde. Dance within the dream's embrace, And dream of dragons -- this star born race. Wise and mighty with immortal soul; Their greatest treasure -- the hearts they stole. Smile sweetly; the heart beats deep, and dream of dragons till dawn does creep. Our souls they soar on wings above, As the dragons vow to forever love. OK MY FRIENDS ... i came across a page that was folded up among my books and i BELIVE and feel that this will help not only myself but hopefully some of you as well... the following is a list like a check list of many "ATTITUDES AND BEAHVIORS" that either are or are not present in ones own life and then many relationships we all have.. wether its a friendship, and intimate r

It Comes In 3's
hold me i shiver not when you're near while your touch gives me goose bumps in your arms i have no fear i came to you not ready for whats in-stored feeling your warmth and vibrations i do adore soft spoken words a deep breath, now and then curled up on your chest you hold me skin on skin your soft gentle beats a rhythm we share calling me beautiful while rubbing my hair you've loved your whole life without knowing a name your first and my only we're one in the same SHATTERED DREAMS NIGHTMARES AWAKE I'VE GIVEN MY HEART AND BURNED AT THE STAKE JOAN I NOW KNOW MY FATE WE SEE WHAT WE SEE WHILE WE'RE STILL OPAQUE A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO FORESAKE OR SOULS WHILE WE REACH FOR THE GODS ON OUR ASHES THEY LAY A ROSE THEY SAY A MAN CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO BE LAYED TO REST WITH THORNS ON HIS HEAD ITS NOT OUR FATE ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN SAID I'LL TAKE DEATH OVER LIFE OVER A FIRE LAKE BED

Im Just Mimi
Well 2011 a new year with a new life. I have a new baby boy his name is Jake he was born Dec30,2010. So now that make 3 beautiful boys i have and i love each and everyone of them to pieces. I'm a single mommy still haven't found my Mr Right just a lot of WRONGS lol. But im OK with being single right now, not in any rush to get committed to someone with a new baby in my life. But i do know now its goin to be a little harder to get a guy to understand my life with 3 kids, men aren't really programmed anymore to be OK with a woman that has kids. In my life my kids are number one and men don't seem to realize it they want to compete with my kids to be my center of attention. I want to find someone who is okay with an already made family and ok with my past. Someone who is passionate and sincere about family. Someone who will not look at my kids with hate cause they aren't his but not someone who tries to take charge of my kids like im doin something wrong with my children. I raise my kids

Contest
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Great Friend Of Mine In A Auction
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Blogs
It's not everyday you get to meet a to meet a true American soldier. In every community around the United States and around the world there are people protecting all of us from dangers abroad. That would be the American soldier. They might be in the Army, Navy, Marines, Air Force, Reserves, National Guard and etc. There are so many stories of bravery, heros and inspirational things. Likely those stories sometimes brings us joy, pain, tears, anguish, happiness and every other descriptional word in the dictionary. But what about the forgotten American soldier. The one who comes back from Iraq, arrives via a plane on American soil, not to cheers but laughter and mockery. No one knows his story or his plight in life. He walks through crowds with a noticable limp, his left eye is completely shut due to the fact he lost his eye, a scar all the way from his groin area up to the middle of his chest due to operations to remove shrapnel, noticable scars and deformities over his body. He walks th

Soo Bored. [survey.]
1) Taken or Single? single. 2) Do you like it? sometimes.. sometimes i don't. 3) Would you kiss your ex? no. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? oh yeah. 5) Do you believe certain circumstances where cheating is ok? NEVER! if you don't want to be with someone; then don't. 6) Are you missing anybody right now? yessss. 7) Do you want kids? no. NEVER. 8)Would you consider adoption?? a chinese kid maybe. 9) If someone likes you would you want them to tell you? YES! 10) Do you wish you were with your crush/boy or girlfiend right now? i don't know about 'with,' but i wouldn't mind doing my 4th favorite thingg. 11) Do you want someone you cant have? i

Hate To Do This
I am in a super great mood!!! My life is about to take a huge change!! Thats all I am saying!! //smiles and hugs! Alright I hate doing this.... can you stop by and leave a few comments on this page, PLEASE!!! I have been in a giveaway since June for a VIP and my VIP expires the 10th....

Labyrinth
Salty wetness streams silently As walls tumble broken Stones lay scattered crushed Anguish abounds A cruel darkness descends The eyes blinded Suffocation of all life Devastation Magic lost By Labyrinth aka Teresa 12/14/08 This Creature..... At times lost in darkness Covered by shadow Adorned by light A twisted Being of never ending webwork There is no one set idenity in this ever changing story Scars in stone each a testament of pleasures, desires, strengths and weakness of wisedom earned through endless weeping of tears Yet peering out like so many jewels Hope, Love, Faith, and Dreams still endure Enter then if you dare.....Fancy words written and of speech will not guide you ...for there are none...Seek the eyes and for what can not be spoken or written the eyes will tell all For should the power be given the mouth shall you taste, the body touch, the mind see, the soul enter I AM LABYRINTH Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/24/08

Think.
Proverbs 20 10 Differing weights and differing measures— the LORD detests them both. In handbook; “A false balance and Diverse Weights are an Abomination to God.” • Abomination: an action that is vicious or vile; an action that arouses disgust or abhorence; "his treatment of the children is an abomination" So whatever I do not ingest and perceive with a selfish eye, causes a reaction of disgust; as well as an action of sin to misguide believers or non believers towards God’s level of disgust. Be careful with the spirit of the anti Christ. Interesting enough, in the following verse it mentions another part of perception that God provides us: 12 Ears that hear and eyes that see— the LORD has made them both. In my experience and knowledge of the word, he who asks will receive in Christ Jesus. Faith is a must. In the following verses, you will see the scales that one must oblige, if one desires to honor such devotion: 13 Do not love s

Life
Know what? I gotta be the Stupidest guy in the world. I had My Life going in a Good Direction. A Direction that My Mother actually approved of & was hoping that I would stay on. Let Me give You alittle background. 3 1/2 years ago, I was unemployed & sleeping on the couch @ My brothers. Didn't have much of a future. Well, in the mornings I noticed this attractive Woman that was about My age. She's actually 2 years older than Me. Well, We got to talking & soon after I got a job. It's the job I currantly have now & have had for almost 2 1/2 years. I really like My Company & the People I work for. Well, back to the story. As Me & this Incredible Woman talked the More I liked Her. She had been married a couple times before & has 5 Wonderful kids, All of whom to this Day I Adore & Love. Well, We would meet each morning for the bus. Me going to do My morning routine of hang with Friends before work & Her going to work at a local Hospitol. Even on My days off, I would be out there every mornin

Bloggin'
Tagged Ten Random Things Bout Me. 1.Im Allergic 2 Eggs And Never Leave Home Without Benedryl In My Pocket. 2.Im OCD about My Car..NO U Cant Eat In It ,No U Cant Drink In It..Or Smoke Orrrrrr Wear Jeans (studs fuck up interior to all hell fuck that noise) 3.I Hate Mess..If U Drop Sumtin Ima Be Behind U Pickin It Up As U Do...ask my kids 4.Otha Peeps Take Their Coffee Black Or White Sugar Or No Sugar...I Take Mine Black Wit Lemon Juice 5.I HAVE to Kno How Things Work..And If I Dont Ima Take Wateva It Is Apart N Find Out (I Have A XBOX 360 At Home That Found This Out Tha Hard Way...) 6.I Dont Eat Anythin That I Cant Put In A Sammich..Period(Yea Ull Regularly Find Me Eatin Noodle ,Pasta , Or Spagetti Sammiches) 7.Fred Dibnah Fascinates Me The Guy Was An Engineering GENIUS..If I Could Buy ANY House In Tha World Itd B His..It Was Recently Sold Complete Wit A Water Wheel And Working Mine Shaft Attached..Now Thats AWESOME 8.I Like 2 Draw Or Paint If Im Bored...Aswell

Friends
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Today, by practicing for hours in the mirror, you will finally be able to keep a "stiff upper lip." Much to everyone's surprise, it will prove to be an excellent boost to your career. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Today is the second-to-last day, of the 19th segment of your life. Time to learn to appreciate tofu (bean curd). Gemini (May 21 - June 20) As Buckaroo Banzai said, "No matter where you go, there you are." Oddly, this will not be entirely the case for you, today. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) Today you will be up the creek, but you will actually have a very large number of paddles with you, due to some excellent planning on your part. Leo (July 23 - August 22) You are about to leave a footprint in the sands of Time. The editors of Time would prefer it if you'd ask permission first. Virgo (August 23 - September 22) You've about had it with one particular fool in your life. Have you considered investing in a tranquilizer

What My Name Means
What Spanky Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard

Avon Representative
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My Life
i'm sick and tired of people running their mouth. if you have something to say,say it to my face. don't go running off like the pussy you are, to others expecting them to care. you feed off of people's reactions to your stupidity. you're an adult whos acting like a little child. grow the fuck up, and get a life. [this is implaied to a gay guy in my class] It never fails;as usual my brothers go at it yet again.Every holiday,birthday or special occasion;as long as there is alchol invovled.My brothers always bump heads,over the most stupidist things.There will never be a nice moment with the family, as long as my brothers are in the same room together.

Fuck You,fuck Me,fuck Us All
i am so full of hate and anger...and have no way to release it from with in....this beast that lives in me i feel it every day. it claws at me just preying i let it out...i win the fight most days...but what happens when i dont win the fight... who will i become??? i have worked so hard to keep this at bay but it comes up out of no where and i almost in brace it...if thats how i feel all the time and i push it aside....is that not me...not being me???? or am i being me by fighting the monster? i dont like who i am right now how much would i like myself if i became what i fear? The children will sing a song in the streets it sounds like the 23rd psalm to the music of 21 guns the flowers are dead in a vase by the bed the place where the old woman died it's the place where she started her life the papers will all say her name but probably print the wrong date the day that she died cause we're all gonna die cute little puppies, and bunnies, and birds people who sing when they don't know

Bad Humor
Two nuns walk into a strip club, the first one walks up to the bar sits down and tells the bartender "One of the usual Joe" he looks up and says "Bambi why its been for ever since you've been in here, you coming in for amateur night tonight, I see you dragged out the old costume." The nun just shakes her head and takes her drink turning around to face the stage, the bartender shrugs and goes back to his other duties. The Second nun walks straight up to the stage and sits down slapping a twenty down on the stage bringing the girl over, the stripper bends over picking up the twenty looks at the nun squeals and ducks her head and says "Sister Martha what are you doing here?" The nun looks up and says "Just take off your clothes and do your job" Stunned the stripper begins to strip for the nun. After the dance Sister Martha stands up walks over to Bambi and says "Okay baby I'm ready to go, your room or mine tonight?" One Afternoon there is a knocking at my front door, I answer the do

End Of Story...
I doubt that anyone would be interested in this. But, I do have something to say. I miss my friend. He hasn't called me for a couple of weeks and I am tired of this game. He knows what I felt. This has been on going for more than three years. We met online at Match.com. It was trouble from the start. I thought my crazy yet charming bass-plucking, keyboard druming, guitar collecting, music producing friend was more than a friend (as he kept saying continuing to restore my hopes ) but I guess not. Music and making it seems are his top priority. I asked him why he was online...he said he made a mistake. He wasn't about to give up his freedom. He loved me but wasn't in love with me. I had a big big crush on him, but from forever being left out to dry and disappointed, I decided that we're better off - stop beating myself in the head and chalk it up to a 'just friends' kinda thing. If anything he's just a buddy to smoke and jam with. End of story. omg where is god? im s

Winter Wonderland Auction!!
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Join the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! This auction will be heavily promoted! Entry fee 100k bids start at 100k THere will be a most rates bonus!!! Sweetpeabayba Just private message me with: a link to photo to be used in your tag and a text list of your offers Sweetpeabayba Here's a sneak peek!!!

My Down Raters Hall Of Shame!
subject: Ok People Got A Downrater/Stalker/Psycho (repost) date: 2008-11-25 22:08:17 http://www.fubar.com/user/2242377 Her name is Marley. Heres the story. She came to me page I went to hers. I rated her a 10,fanned,requested her,and rated her 2 pics 10's. Then she started babblin in shout and rated me a 3. I was like a 3? No answer babblin on and on still no answer. Anyway she went to my #1 and stalked her for a while and started askin about her. Asked who I was in the pics....duh She got mad when my #1 went to her page. Spewed off some crap about me hittin on her which haha noo not my type too donkeyish. Anyway slammed her with a 1 so I expect she got more of my friends list so be expectin psycho stalkin and downratin. My advice...downrate her first and block her ass haha (repost of original by 'Demonhunter666...*Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers*' on '2008-11-25 20:52:10') This woman (and I use that term loosely), Marley, came to Demonh

My Info Contacts .. Etc ....
heres my yahoo messnger and msn ... cutesofia09@yahoo.com cutesofia09@hotmail.com hi ,, my real name is victoria .. not ammelle anyways i like that name ,, bcos she was my favorite actress .(local) .. hmmmm ] ad me up on my yaho msn acc ,, here ,, cutesofia09@yahoo.com and cutesofia09@hotmail.com.. ok ? ynx !! so we can talk... heres my "ABOUT ME" Beautiful girl in here, with the sun in her eyes, a smile that lights up your world and a body to die for... Open your eyes, i'm REAL and always ready to fulfill all your fantasies! Why my chat room?: I'm hot, sexy, wild...I can be everything you have ever dreamed of...I'm your hottest fantasy..mmmmmm....you want to see me touching myself...caressing myself...i know how to make YOU feel good....because with me it's always PLAY TIME! Fantasies: I like to be kissed all over, that really turns me on. . . I know u like it too :P! Let' s have some fun Turn ons: YOU!!!!!!!!!! Turn offs: I hate liers.. r

For Others Cuz They R Luffered
Hey It's ME RickaChez! And I have a friend that needs ur help! Plez Click on his Pic LOVE HIM LIKE U LOVE ME! HARD AND FAST! Ty everyone and just so you know... THIS GUY FOOKING RAWKS! LOVE YALL! *MUAH* Hey It's ME RickaChez! And I have a friend that needs ur help! Plez Click on his Pic LOVE HIM LIKE U LOVE ME! HARD AND FAST! Ty everyone and just so you know... THIS GUY FOOKING RAWKS! LOVE YALL! *MUAH*

Rates From Me.....
As stated in my other blog if i for some reason miss what you say or rate me as im sorry.... Please understand as i am at work while on here. If you want to ask me something and want to make sure you get my response send me a message not a shout. As well if you want to add me as a friend ask to do so, I may miss your offer at that time its sent and dont want for it to be taken in the wrong way. Girlfreaky I just want to let everyone know that if i happen to not go and rate every single picture you have please dont hold that against me. I am normally at work when im logged on here and dont always have the time to look at all the pictures you may have posted. If you stop by and rate me or my pictures thank you in advance again, but i will at least say thank you and do my best to rate you back till i have the time to sit down to go and look at all your lovely faces. Hope this will help out any confusion or anger that I may have caused you by not doing as you might h

Stories And Such
Sitting at home after work one day, John heard a knock at the door. Shortly after hearing it he got up from his easy chair to answer the door. Upon opening the door he saw the family babysitter Jayna standing there looking a bit desperate. She explained the last time she was there that she thinks she misplaced her cell phone somewhere in the house and asked to please go look for it. John said "sure" as he closed the door behind her. He wasnt much concerned and told her to just lock the door when she left. Jayna headed upstairs to start looking first. As she headed up the stairs John walked past the stairs on his way to the living room and caught a glimpse up her skirt. After arriving in the living room once more, he tried to get comfortable while getting back to watching the news. He sat in his chair squirming and feeling a bit frustrated at himself. He just couldnt forget what he saw as he walked past the staircase. I mean seriously who would really want to forget about crotchless

Liz And Her First Real Love
Liz has always keep a part of herself from people in her life. She knew loving someone all the way, would be the most beautiful thing in life, but could also Be the most devestating. She learnt growning up she never wanted that kind of pain. Liz let her guard down and decided she would see someone she knew deep down to back away from. She was tired of living on the edge of life. Never knowing what it was to give totally and completely of yourself to another. Wanting their happiness and contentment above her own. When she meet this one man,her instinct was to turn , run and protect herself. Her heart wanted differantly. Her heart overroad everything else in this. Nervious, scared, excited, and the attraction she felt for him hit hard. Pushing the nerves and scared feelings to the side, she went with the rest. It is a choice she does not regret today. She exsperienced the wanting him to have her all, and did what she could to give . She learned things about herself she did not

Dirty Little Secrets
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Poetry
Who cares, who weeps? All is lost and the sickle reaps. Blank eyes look deep; love and hope crumble to my feet. I don't care if I've made my mark on this angry world that's left me in the dark! Just cut a message on my stone, "I want to be alone" Feel the knots twisting inside as I look to the bullets to be my guide. In a razor's edge should I confide to open my veins and bleed them dry? The endless pressure, how can I cope? I try to release but the valves are broke. A psychotic grasp upon my throat I wanna hang the rope! Death I feel is my friend as it calls from the black unknown. Voices hounding at my mind echo to the bone... Alone in Suicide I used to honor my day of birth. Cherish life and place it first but now I view it as a curse. Dig my grave and rent the hearse! Every night I take a walk that leads me trapped in an empty box. A liar's face and the voice that mocks, I want to stop the clock! Fetid simulation of this wretched congregation Disciples of the fallen and the

Making Things For People
I have been spending a lot time in photoshop making some stuff for the wife and I. I want to expand and be creative for my friends and family. Here is some examples of some of the things I have been making. If you like a style or have an idea let me know. All I ask for in return is to make an offer on some Fu bucks for the time spent making it. I can also make name tags and morphs but my specialty is graphic design.Here is some of the examples of some of my work. Made For SDMF ASHLEY My New tag Made this for my step daughter Made for DJ chaotic Evil Made this one just for fun Made this for my wife Another I made for the wife This is my main was bored Some of the tags I made Shadow leveler tag Made for my wife Auto 11's tag I made for myself

Watch Out For This Guy
there is a guy going around asking really stupid questions and being an ass. plz show support and if he comes across your page or tries to talk to you tell him to fuck off or whatever you can. and if you are curious about the questions hes asking think of them as the ones you all hate being asked and what not. hugs and kisses to all my friends and family and especially to the one who brought this jackass to my attention you know who you are. here is your link.... texascountrysinger23@ fubar this guy started calling my friend a bitch and any word possible thats not nice at all he made her upset and if you all know me by now i hate it when men disrespect women anyway possible. if you know this guy plz either block him or help give him a piece of my mind cause apparently this jackass has his page only access giving to friends crap. his name is StoneCold1Head so if you can pass along this blog if possible and spread the word to your friends this guy has no love and respect for women so

Funny
One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter' I might never get another chance.' To this, Esther replides, 'Morris that helicopther right is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.' The piolt overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and don't say a word I wont charge you a penny! But you you say one word it's fifty dollars. Morris and Esther agreed and they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. he did his daredevil tricks over and over again, But still not a word. When they landed. the pilot turned to Morris and said. 'By golly , I did everything I could to get you to yell out but you didn't. I'm impressed!' Morris replied, 'Well to tell you the truth,I almost said something when Esther fell out, But you know' Fifty dollars is fifty dollars! PREGNANT T

Paradise Girl....give Her Something To Be Thankful For!!!!
Lets Get It On - Marvin Gaye HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! LETS GIVE PARADISE GIRL SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

My Bestie Is The Best!
The Crowing - Coheed and Cambria LUV UP THE BEAUTIFUL PARADISE GIRL!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar (repost of original by '▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼' on '2008-11-27 00:55:31

Pissed Off!!!
Well, because of being followed, and someone trying to hurt me, my parents have flown me back to cali along with my kids! I will miss all of my friends in Texas that I talk to, and hopefully we can still talk, but until this jerk who has been fixated on me gets caught and goes to jail, or tells me who he is and then I send him to jail that way, I will not be coming back there again. I am having my paperwork for going in, sent home, and I will fly from here. I am also changing my duty station so that I will not be coming back to texas either. So this is good bye to all of you, and please keep in touch! WANTS TO KNOW WHO IS FOLLOWING, HARASSING, STALKING HER & HER FRIENDS! LEAVE ME ALONE I'M MY OWN PERSON & NO ONE ELSES! LEAVE ME ALONE B4 I BRING THE COPS IN!!! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL OF MY FRIENDS GETTING THREATENED OR ENDING UP DEAD BECAUSE SOME ASSHOLE THINKS THAT I AM HIS FUCKING GIRL!!!! I AM NO ONES FUCKING GIRL AND WHOEVER IS DOING THIS BETTER GET IT RIGHT, AND QUICK BEFOR

A Simple Word
Ok Ive gone in another auction wanna own this island goodness just click on the link below much love Milk & Honey Ok this is just a rant.....is it so hard for someone to say thankyou on here....LeT me explain.. I love to bling people and actually I do it randomly sometimes like when I see someone close to levelling Ill bling...( rating is not my thing)..and most send me a msg saying ty thats all I would expect.. I do not bling to get something in return just a ty, so why is it that a few on my friends list cant be polite....I was brought up with manners I guess I cant say the same for others..anyway thats my rant....have a great day...

Hydaway Reposts
TO REPOST Dj SexiBoi BULLY COPY N PASTE Come Check out Dj Sexi Boi Hey whats up Were calling all Looney's and if your a member then your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum TO REPOST Jesters BULLY COPY N PASTE Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air Yeah Thats Right! It's me F@kin Jester and I'm back So if you missed me Get your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum TO REPOST Dj Venom BULLY COPY N PASTE Hey... How are you? I'm sure youve seen all these lounge ad's with "best fubar dj's" Or "top lounge" Well how about this small quaint like place, with good people not many, but we always make memories, always have a good time, But don't take my word for it Click the pics to join us and find out for yourself! And dont forget to Tip your Dj.... Dj.Venom!

Myspace
If you have a myspace account... You are more willing to add me... at www.myspace.com/ksredneck27 Don't be a stranger... Thank you, Richard AKA Kansas Redneck Nora Sue says: omg sis im going nutz Nora Sue says: bored ass crazy Lital says: why sis Nora Sue says: cuz........mindy is at work and rich is well..............ignoring me lmfao Lital says: I see Nora Sue says: i think we at the end of the rodei sis Nora Sue says: *rodeo Lital says: Hmh I see. Nora Sue says: its ok...........im ok honest just a thang....shoulder the lesson and move on Lital says: he has barely said a word to me Nora Sue says: baby girl he is 5 minuted down the road from me and wouldnt even talk to me in lounge............... Nora Sue says: life happend Nora Sue says: happens Lital says: sis may I sujest something that might help fix this even if it might be out of line. Nora Sue says: shoot hun Nora Sue says: i got nothing to lose Lital says: ok dont be mad ok bu

Whats Up
so, today i didnt go to have thanksgiving with my family, because they suck. i love my mom, but everyone else can go straight to hell in a hand basket for all i care. i spent the day at my best friend erin's house with my son. it snowed a shit ton today and erin almost ran off the road taking me home. my sister is a cum gurgling gutter snipe, if she died i really could care less. she has done nothing for my whole life but fuck it up and talk down to me. my grand mother actually thinks this drug addict junkie slut is better than me. i am in college and getting my shit together....WTF? my father told me he hates me and that shit hurt alot. oh well...hes a ass gobbler anyway. late' ashlee i added this stash video because i love peter petrelli from heroes. his real name is milo ventimiglia, so hott. i would die happy to be able to touch him. he lives in L.A. and loves to surf, snowboard, and wakeboard. i really love this guy. too bad ill never have him. i can still dream, right?

Bible Stuff
John 14 Jesus Comforts His Disciples 1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version) 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Thoughts
you know what i hate the very most.... stupid ass women that are never happy or content with what they have always looking for something "better" take my might as well be exwife for instance.... she chose to go out and screw some OLD ASS BEAT UP looking POS and then stole my son on his birthday while my back was turned... now she ran out of state with this guy taking the kids (which didnt even get a decent christmas cause shes a MOOCH) i mean with me she had love and respect... guess that wasnt good enough... though it seems thats never good enough for most women theres always something more they want or as they put it "need" seriously what does money have to do with relationships? i cant say that ALL women are like this but seems that a lot are and its not only women who are like that i will admit that guys are like that too but in this instance im focusing on women (now can they really be called women or just girls?) its really really frustrating that all most women seem to be mo

Happy Shopping
A veteran is someone who, at one point in his life wrote a blank check made payable to 'The United States of America ' for an amount of 'Up to and including my life.' That is Honor, and there are far too many people in This country who no longer understand it.' I wanted to give everyone a heads up that if you tend to give gift cards around the holidays, you need to be careful that the cards will be honored after the holidays. Stores that are planning to close after Christmas are still selling the cards through the holidays even though the cards will be worthless January 1. There is no law preventing them from doing this. On the contrary, it is referred to as 'Bankrupcy Planning. Below is a partial list of stores that you need to be cautious about. Circuit City (filed Chapter 11) Ann Taylor- 117 stores nationwide closing Lane Bryant, Fashion Bug ,and Catherine's to close 150 stores nationwide Eddie Bauer to close stores 27 stores and more after January Cache

Dark And Hopeless
this is a conversation that started on fubar and ended on yahoo. the other person is the mother of my 2 yr old son. these fights have been going on for over a year and a half. am i crazy or is she only in it for the money? echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:02:12 PM): alright then so do you want to explain it to me? astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:02:56 PM): u made the choice to leave tina, and i was in the hole, still am echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:24 PM): doesnt alter the fact that I was and still am too b. echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:35 PM): and hey..Im having to try and support myself and our child astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:03:49 PM): that was also ur choice echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:23 PM): didnt get myself pregnant b. its just your choice wether to step up to the plate of responsibility or not. astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:04:41 PM): dont even go there echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:42 PM): and the whole thing about teaching me a lesson by no back child support? your n

About Me
I'm 38 a fun loving person who is a disabled freelance writer. I am a disabled, freelance writer who is married and have 4 children, 2 cats and a dog. I don't drink that much but if you want to send me a drink that's fine. The disability I have is Cerebral Palsy and E-mail me if you want me to post any of my stuff on here

Winterwonderland Auction
I need your help!!! OWN me for a month, EVERYONE LOVES BUNNIES!! WINTER WONDERLAND AUCTION NOW OPEN! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So even if you don't bid, take 10 seconds to come rate me!!! Come get you a new FU!!!! ALSO, SHOW THIS WOMAN SOME LOVE, SHE'S HOSTING: Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!!

Men Are Tools
Done messing with women who have children. You wonder why you can't find a good man? Let me enlighten your minds.... You have torn us apart in the most painful and unspeakable way. Not only are we madly in love with you, but your children also and when you just happen to decide you want something else, you throw us to the curb and take away what we hold most dear....The family that we were apart of. So now, I am single. Never again will a woman with a child get their hands around my heart. After looking at all these pictures of women and seeing the remarks by the male populace of Fuber, I have come to the decision that 90% of you males are, in fact, Tools. Well, Miroh, what makes you call us Tools? Great question, I will tell you why. Here is one example. This picture I recently viewed had a women leaning over a rail, her face was barely visible between the angle and the blur and what are the comments? "You are absolutely beautiful" and that was the only picture t

Lifting The Spirit
TODAY I lost the most precious gift to me my loveing caring SISTER from a cold. GOD BLESS YOU SIS YOU ARE HOME NOW LOVE YOU. When Tomorrow Starts Without Me I dedicate this to my sister in the lost of her Loving daughter and my niece "Clarissa" Love You. When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you. And each time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand. That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready in heaven far above. And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eyes, for all my life I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live f

Lucky Shotz
If you need a lounge coder please let me know i code lounges all i ask in re turn is a job i do what you want ill pick stuff try it out if you dont like it ill change it COME IN AND CHECK OUT LUCKYLYNK AND FAMILY @ LUCKY SHOTZ!!! Looking For Loyal Staff!!! DJs, PROMOTERS, AND GREETERS!!! So get in here and Come join the family!

Own Me .. I Dare You !
~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts ~ @ fubar Sweet Serenity is putting herself up on the Auction block as well as Hosting Another contest !! What is she offering ?? ***** 3 SFW Salutes **** Pic Rates w/ 11's during HH *** Daily Gifts to keep you feeling Marry ! ** Daily Profile Comments * If you make it worth it .. :) I'll even make you 5 Custom Photos !! What is she giving away this time in the contest ?? A 25 Credit Bling Pack for the Holidays !! What do you need to get this Holiday Gift ?? 10,000 Pic Comments !! 25,000 fu-bucks to enter >> 10,000 fu-bucks will be returned at the end of the Contest !! Bonus reward for joining !! Folder will open as soon as there are enough entries and will stay open untill someone reaches 10,000 pic comments. Send me the fubucks along with the link to the pic that you want to use .. I will add you to my blog and send you a message the day before the auction opens. Holiday pics encouraged !! & SFW.

Joe
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Fuck You HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? wanted dead or alive WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Know HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Lolo WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Revolution WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Blacken the Cursed Sun WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Honking Antelope (?) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? You Make Me Real WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Sweet Thing WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Dead and Bloated WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Vendetta WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? I put a spell on you WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? California Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDI

Recent Court Findings.
Ok folks I know I am going to get chastized for saying what I am going to say. But I am not going to sit by anymore and listen to it anymore. I know of the most recent court case that had its outcome be known on last Mon the 5th of July 2011. Yes the day after Independence day. Yes now you can define irony. The outcome of her court case that was all over the air ways for the past fucking months. Yes months. Well I define irony as this. Our country was founded on beliefs and strong such beliefs that was made a declaration to separate ourselves from another government to form another government and stronger country. To make things such as innocent until proven guilty. Well our justice system as much as it can suck sometimes and people don't get treated the way that they should. Yes I know people do not get what they deserve such as the case of last Monday. Maybe she should have gotten the chair or a lethal injection. But she didn't. Because they could not prove "BEYOND A REASONABLE DO

Didn't Take Long
I remember when I had good friends. Someone that I could talk to. Now I have no one to talk to. My life is going down. I feel like I did befor. SOme may ask what did you do befor? I may say that I just went to jail. That didn't make things better it justmaded things harder. Now I am out and don't know what to do with this new life. Ha Ha Ha!!! New life yeah right. It seem just like the old one. I sick of this world. Not that I am looking for someone to talk on here. I am not. I am sick of talking to people that don't understand my life. I just want it to end. True Talk, BYRD915

Poetry From Last Year Or So
subtle slivers worked themselves under a fingernail roving eye lingered, perhaps too long but who is to say how long is too long? invisible to the naked eye, to other naked eyes forgotten except when you moved the right way, touched the wrong way but always, the glow of intent was clear in your eyes reflected on the nape of my neck as you lay your lips shivers always followed, but not always of revulsion the light was unlearning itself, it was the infinite unfrocking of the prism sparklers wanded their brilliancy like the whole box was burning for almost nine years each falls like a lash against the nakedness and when they went out, everything i knew how to look for had disappeared. "SELF" We don't know yet what it means to be touched To be the recipient of caresses, what the ear learns of itself when it's lines are followed by the finger of someone else. We don't understand what the mind percieves when the thigh's length is measured by the dawdling of a lover's h

My Other Links
http://www.myspace.com/gargoyle_reve http://www.facebook.com/BrandonAlbrecht1981#!/ yim id gargoyle_reve https://fetlife.com/users/1285072 so hit me up on either one im always looking for new friends what is it with all of these web places to gather i swore up and down id never get on myspace what happend i was talked into it now im getting harrassed by my friends and family yet again to join face book i mean wtf you got me on myspace isnt that good enough i mean come on now give me a break. so what do you all think suck it up and try to remember another password or just ignore them on this one feed back would be appreciated

Cause Its On My Mind
It always seems like everyone does so much better for themselves and is so much happier when I'm not around, I'm starting to feel like just living in a big dark hole away from the world lol, i know i brought a lot of the drama, anger and hatefulness upon myself but idk i guess im just confused or whatever, just thinking too much i guess anyways...... life is a fight that is a never ending battle that you can't win, you make mistakes, learn to move on, live life everyday like its your last and always try to stay happy and in a good mood, cause life is to short to waste the good things worrying bout the bad.

Join Scooter Bar
Welcome Please join our lounge Click this link and become a member of the famliy http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50053 ABC Studios: NEW SONG!!!! SICKEST DISS ME AND SUICIDALJ HAVE DONE YET!!!!!! JOSHIE32 DISS!!!! http://www.abcfever.com/ PLEASE MASS, PLEASE MASS, PLEASE MASS, PLEASE MASS, PLEASE MASS, PLEASE MASS!!!!!!!

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Meet My New Owner
he needs 16k to level has added more pics to rate will ya jump in to help? ~Hollywood~*Fu-Hubby to Brownbedroomeyes*@ fubar please say hi to my newest owner she is awesome and turning out to be someone i really want to actually know on here....she rawksssssssssssssss jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by AltonCouple,Owner of Nova, Sexy Scorpio, & BrownBedr@ fubar

Thoughts On Life
"In every important way we are such secrets from one another, and I do believe that there is a seperate language in each of us, also a separate aesthetics and a separate jurisprudence. Every single one of us is a little civilization built on the ruins of any number of preceding civilizations, but with our own variant notions of what is beautiful and what is acceptable - which, I hasten to add, we generally do not satisfy and by which we struggle to live. We take fortuitous resemblances among us to be actual likeness, because those around us have also fallen heir to the same customs, trade in the same coin, acknowledge, more or less, the same notions of decency and sanity. But all that really just allows us to coexist with the inviolable, intraversable, and utterly vast spaces between us." "To crave and to have are as like as a thing and its shadow. For when does a berry break upon the tongue as sweetly as when one longs to taste it, and when is the taste refracted into so many hues

Woman
love is the worst thing in the worl all love means is pain im sick of bein huet why cant i be happy for once i treat her like a queen im cute i got a job i actualy go to why cant we just be happy fuck grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr why r u sooooo crazy treat em good they hate ya treat em like shit they love ya grrrrrr

Meika
i just want tew kno why do men still persist on talking tew you once you told them you are involved? i mean they say stuff like ..well you can have friends cant you? well of course i can but, if i say im involved alot of times your nt my type . its a cool way of saying im not interested........ do you agree? I recently lost over 70 lbs and I feel great! but when I was heavier I was call wide loads and chubby chunks. Now that I am smaller most people say that I am big boned and that it doesn't look right, To me I'm just one hot wild pepper and sum...... do you think that they were hating or is it possible that some people just don't look right slim.....lol

Grrrrr Men
ok i am so0o0o0o0o0o0 sick of guys thinking that becasue i wont meet them to have sex then i DONT like sex.. or because if we went out on a date and at the end of the date i wouldnt have sex.. there again they think i dont like sex. NOT IT AT ALL guys... i am just not like that.. i love having sex ( would rather make love)with lots of feelings... with a guy i care for .just not out for sex.. hell i could find that anywhere just like all of us... but i want something that someone is willing to put the time in getting to know me .. and all that ,that gets u to that point...that is harder to find.WAAAAAAAAAAAAY harder to find. so i will take the harder road and thats cool with me.. and if someone doesnt like that.. well then they really arent for me... good luck to everyone on here..... we all have what we r looking for.. and just cause mine isnt the same as urs doesnt make me strange.. i just have no problem sticking to waht i believe in or what i want.... if u want to have sex wit

Chromemolly
Mikkimyspace.com/mikkiangel Send Message Add to Friends Add Comment All The Love I have and to Give Goes Out To My Bear Princess and Sunshine, My Reasons To Give Thanks I Love You ,Mommy Mood: touched View My: PhotosVideos35 / Female SPRING LAKE, Michigan, US Last Login: 11/29/2008 Come out and meet me see the band Have some fun Pats Roadhouse 157 S Getty St, Muskegon, MI (231) 727-2951 1-click directions http://www.myspace.com/chromemollyofficial

Surveyy.
Do you have the following in your room??? Condoms? um, no. Tampons? nope - they're in the bathroom. More than 6 pairs of shoes? definately. like 20 pairs of flipflops alone. Ipod?/mp3 player? yes. Picture of you and your best friend? yep. Picture of you and your ex? no. ew. Dishes? no never. What color are your curtains? i have john deere curtains! Playstation? livingroom. i take it to my room to play guitar hero sometimes. Animals? ew. no. Naughty videos? nope. Bible? somewhere. Dresser? yeah. Computer? YEAH BUT IT BLEW UP!! [power surge. ugh. 439 songs gone!] Pictures? soo manyy. Mirror? yeah. Skateboard? nope

Days Are Still Dark
Hi, the dayz grow darker faster than ever. I can't take it. I feel so alone at times since mickys death. How will i heal in time i hope it happends. Fast. OK this does sound like a confession doesn't it Been a long time since i blogged on here but there is good in that. I got my marriage back rollin the way i wanted it to be. Also I found out some friends were using me so i had to cut tides, I do miss them but when i was with them they treated me like crap and my family. I just recently made peace with a ex lover a hs sweet heart, and we are now best buds. You know who u are i am so glad i found u. I spend my nites with prayers of my marriage with my husband b4 bed. Not every thing is cousher but it is better that it was b4. but i am disappointed about the weather i was expecting a full blown snow storm and the stations got to enjoy it b4 it even got here!!!! make me nasty!

Rate Us
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! MR. TYPHOON-CLU... HERE & THERE...RETURNING RATES...SHOW LOTS OF LOVE PLZ..... Dayton, OH remove friend subject: Mr and Ms Typhoon.. oh they have them Autos on... come see them.... (repost) date: 2009-12-01 18:46:35 MR. TYPHOON-CLUB DPR-(R/L B/F TO THE SEXY TYPHOONS KITTY KAT ALWAYS &am

Shooting Star
its 2:45 in the morning here iam awake wacthing tv and the snow is building up outside. nothing really todo at this time of the day bur smoke and drnk coffe really want a coke to tell you the truth. this movie im wacthing sucks i hate juila roberts but what the hell nothing else todo. god i want a choke so tired of drinking coffee if could get a coke i would smile. brb palm's going off ok iam back it was nothing just telling me to take med's woohoo. well thats my 2:45 in te morning how about you? i was trying to sleep tonight but for some reason i couldnt to much shit on the mind so i did something that i havent done lately look to the stars for some answers for a while i didnt see anything but when i turned my head looking for the big dipper i saw something i havent saw since i was 12 or 13 a shooting star couldnt beleave it so i did something i havent done in a hell of a long time wish upon a shooting star not beleaveing i just did that i came back inside so and sea

Doing It.."breaking The 'beng A Man' Rules
Ok. So you think you know me? You think that just because you have your opinion on my views doesn't mean that I don't know what I am saying? You think that I don't know what pain is? That I have never been hurt just because I am a man? That I don't know if I really LOVE? Let me tell YOU something, I have been on this earth for going on 25 years, I have been in countless fights, worked my ASS off in a large number of jobs, sweated, bled, cried, lost, held, dropped, fallin, and begged for forgiveness more than any other man my age, that I know of. And I have loved, not that one true love that only comes once in a lifetime, but I have loved more deeply than what common edicate dictates. I wore MY heart in the open just to have it spit on and worn down, I have had my sould tarnished and broken, I have had my feet buckled and my mind spun, but I have never had my faith nor my love stricken from my heart, soul, mind, or body. You dare not come between that which is what I love and me.

Quotes Of The Great Minds
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We get on harle

Nobody Can Be You But You!!!
Trust has to be earned not always given!!! Stress . . . . & a Glass of Water A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g. to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy,we won't be able to carry on." "As with the glass of water,you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden."

Me
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ON 12/22 AND I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE MY VIP GIVEAWAY FINISHED CAN YOU HELP HERES THE LINK WELL THURSDAY NIGHT I WENT TO THE ER I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A UPPER RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND A SPRAINED BACK I WAS PUT ON MEDACTION AND SPENT THE LAST COUPLE DAYS RESTING TO GET BETTER WELL TODAY I GAVE KASEY AND EVERYONE A SCARE I WAS SLEEPING AND STARTING HAVING SEZIURES 911 WAS CALLED AND I WAS RUSHED TO THE ER I SEEM TO BE OK I HAD SUDO SEZIURES WHICH MEANS IM STRESSED SO I AM GOING TO BE TAKING SOME TIME TO REST I HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND BUT ITS TIME TO DRAW THE LINE AND TAKE ME TIME I WILL JUMP ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK MESSAGES I WILL MISS YOU ALL LOVE YAS NICCI 12/2 IM STARTING TO FEEL A LITTLE BETTER IM STILL HAVING THE SEZIURES IN MY SLEEP WHICH TAKES ALOT OUT OF ME SO I STILL GET TIRED DURING THE DAY EASY BUT HOPEFULLY ILL BE BACK SOON I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 12/4/08 I GO TO THE DOCTORS

Submissive
I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet to you, I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives me courage and direction. Yo

Help Me
Well I'm going thru a very hard time in my life right now. I can't find a good job and my love life is just a joke and I don't know if I can take it anymore in AZ. I love it here without a doubt but recent events are causing me to want to run away.... What should I do?? Stay in AZ and try to tough it out or run away back home to PA?? I need POSITIVE advise!!! WANNA HEAR SOME GOOD MUSIC?WANT TO MEET SOME AWESOME PEOPLE?? LONG DAY? STRESSED? COME ON IN... HAVE A DRINK AND ROCK OUT WITH US!! MEET THE LOUNGE OWNER ڶesus 666 - Owner of Excito Diabolus [666% Metal]@ fubar Click The Pic To Enter Excito Diabolus (666% Metal 24 Hours a Day) COME TO THE DARK SIDE, WE HAVE COOKIES!!!

Contests
f/r/a if I haven't already random gifts and comments buzzed when I'm online rate at least 100 photos per week for a month (if VIP is offered, it will be 11's) sfw salute owned by _ in my name for a month 1 pimp out bully for cash bids: nsfw salute access to nsfw folder for a month if bling pack is offered: I will bling you back with half the credits ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bidding starts at 100k. The Auction will start at 7 p.m. Christmas night (central time) & will run until 7 pm central on New Years Eve. Please come bid on me! Hi there! I'm in a contest, and I was hoping you could help me out! The contest is for the most COMMENTS in a weeks time. It starts 8am Monday 12/01 to 8pm Monday 12/08 (central time). The prize is a bling pack! PLEASE help me out! :)Just click on my picture below and leave me a comment or two.While you're there, why not apply to be a VIPER girl! :)

Poetry
We were strangers, both far from home, Thrown together in a world torn apart. As strangers we talked, and a friendship began. Though small to start, that friendship grew. There began to be admiration, and with that, a sort of bond. The bond that starts as a friendship, and grows into love. But if we turned into lovers, Just how far would that love go? I feel my soul inside, feel it torn in two. Its a mockery unto life itself, not even a shadow of what it could be. I lost the love I should have had. You were there like no others, showing you cared in a subtle manner. When the world didn't care, you had. When I didn't have the power to go on, you shared yours. Strength was never a problem for you, You had strength I've never before seen in a man. I've lost you and can't find you. You live in a different place than me, A place I cant visit when I want. And even if I could, would you even want me to? It's hard not knowing, but I try to work past it. I've tried to think

Thoughts Of An Irish Woman
These past few weeks have proven to be confusing to me. I'll explain it this way, when I am sick, I sleep...I stay asleep for however long it takes for my body to recover. When I finally get the energy to even mess with my computer, I find out that I was dumped for supposedly flirting or cybering with someone when I haven't even logged onto my account since sometime late last week. I have now had my opinion proven to myself, some BOYS pretend to be MEN....if you don't have the balls to tell me why your breaking up with me, then you have no honor, no respect, and you'll never be a man. Maybe the shit everyone said about you wasn't just bullshit, maybe they were trying to warn me... All I ever asked was love, devotion, and respect...yet those seem to be the hardest things to come by in modern society.. This year is going to be very interesting. 2008 sucked so much donkey dick I thought I was going to suffocate. This year I plan on getting the fuck out of oklahoma once and for all. I hav

Meanie
It turns out this is the last day of me being adopted by Princess. I'm old, and word on the street is she's putting me to sleep tonight. No, don't feel bad i had a long happy life with Princess. In my last hours i reflect on all the good times we had. Of course there were the many walks we had. :D As you can see her boobs grew very nice as she matured. She kinda over dressed for most walks though. My fellow dogs all wanted to bang her. She also took good care of me, feeding me often even though she hated the smell of my dog food. Awwwww the good times of her rubbing ma belly. Sometimes i'd get to excited and hump her leg. She didn't like that though... We became Canadian champs at doggie frisbee. Lookie at us go... Sometimes she'd invited me to watch her threesomes. I REALLY liked that We were so cute together we even made the National doggie magizine

Why Lie?
My 1st ever auction....please come bid on me. Heres link...copy and paste in browser. I am little down today..really thought I met a really nice guy a week ago today. But as each day passes(one lie after another). I have came to the assumption that I was used again. I don't care to be used for sex.. shit I just hate being lied to? Why tell me your going to treat me as a queen then after the wham bam ty mam its all different? If I was just another piece of ass so be it... just don't lie. I am very open and very honest and right to the point, I do believe I deserve better treatment. I just don't know if its me or what? Since coming into this crazy world all I really wanted was to be loved. How hard is that? Needless to say my parents did not love me like they should have. I still loved them but I had to draw the line. Now I am in a marriage thats going no where...and will be splitting. And my soon to be ex hubby is 20 yrs older then me...now talk about a failure.

Nsfw Story
I am craving shower pleasure with you, multiple shower heads make water cascade from our bodies, our tongues mesh probing deeply and hungrily as we press our bodies together and your smooth skin rubs against mine, your nipples hard with excitement and my swollen lid is pressing against your belly, I lower myself as I am probing your wet pussy lips and I kneel down and you drape one leg over my shoulder as I hungrily bury my face into your wet spread lips, nibbling teasing with my tongue, my teeth and lips cradling your buttocks with my hands and pressing a finger against your rosebud teasing it. I can feel you getting closer as you press harder on to my face, your hands on my head I can now feel your first orgasm, you make such luscious noises when you come, now it is your turn as you lower yourself and want me to stand up, you massage my scrotum and let your tonge run along the length of my shaft teasing the swollen tip and your first take in the tip as your tongue plays around the sm

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Having someone like u in my life is like having a wish come true... A special people like u are always thought of with hope and happiness and never ending gratitude.... We could be separated from one another by great distances and long passages of time and yet, upon meeting again, we would simply continue on as though we'd never been apart. You are a blessing and a miracle.You are a guiding light. You are reminder that everything is all right. I cant even begin to count all the times that special thought of u have brightened up the day, made me count my blessings and helped to see me through. You give me so much to be thankful for. For I spend so many quiet moments of my own thinking how much i miss u, how hard it is to be apart, and how wonderful it is that you're always with me, here in my heart.... YOU AND I SHARE SO MUCH OF WHAT IS GOOD ABOUT LIFE.THINGS LIKE SO MANY EXPERIENCES THAT ONLY U AND I HAVE KNOWN. AND SO MANY PERSONAL FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THAT

Passion & Erotic Lust
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " you whisper, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality. A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of

Not Sure
hello all i have now been on fubar about 1 week now and i must say this is an awsome site.no drama and alot of fun is what i like about it.I know i'm still new at this but that's ok. i have met alot of people that have been a great help.i'm still a little unsure about what i'm doing so keep me drinking/keep me loose and let the goodtimes roll.seeya as she is lying there you start by gently caressing her hair then you softly brush her cheek and she smiles .then you ever so softly touch her neck and she closes her eyes . you let you fingertips drift down her arms then back to her neck. she gives a little sigh as you slowly and ever so softly caress her shoulders and down her sides. she even giggles beccause it tickles a little but with the anticipation of what you aredoing as you make your way down her outer legs you can her breathing start to change ever so slightly.then you make your way back up to her neck. you let the feel of her skin and the sound of her breathing envelope you as yo

A Tribute To Our Soldiers, Happy Holidays
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Dec 1
When I was a child I suffered a closed head injury and developed a seizure disorder. It was mild and by the time I was in my late teens, early twenties it had all but disappeared. I hadn't even thought about it for 30+ years. About two months ago, it returned with a vengence. No rhyme or reason, poof there it was. I'm up to three a day now and I'm really not sure what to do. My husband started a new job in August of this year and he is still listed as a temporary employee so we have no health insurance and I'm afraid to go to the doctor with it because when we get health insurance it will be listed as a pre-existing condition. And the insurance company won't cover it. Shit. Well, here I sit and it's the last month of 2008 and I've been through a lot of ups and downs this year. First off I haven't been employed since July. This was "ok" for a few months, but then the monies started getting lean. Bought a new house in February and made my house payments through Nove

Fubar Clubs Beware
Show him lots of loves! chestrockwell fuowned by GIRLCOP1@ fubar from: Firechief/Found... Online (Hotties Reach Out and Love Someone) United States subject: RE: Just one too many received: 11/26/2008 08:47 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam THIS IS FUBAR and you need to leave if you think it will get any better. Good luck and tell your friends to kiss the Hotties asses you would have made it but Im sure they wouldnt had..We are cool I like u as former cop the only reason I approached u at all Happy Holidays === 'girlcop1 ( too much drama for this)' wrote the following at '2008-11-26 15:19:23'.. > > Chief, > > I am sorry to say after much consideration I am going to drop out of being a prospect for 2nd Alarm Hotties. I have not only been approached by my very dear friends who's opinions I hold in high regard but I have been approached by just one too many people asking me why? > > I have enough of my own personal dram and just to be on the

The Way I Feel
I figure it like this i am a very good person and i didn't deserve any of this shit and it has mad me harder. I don't trust anyone anymore you have to earn my trust from the beginning. I am a very Careing person to those i love and care for. So your goin to be very lucky if you see that side of me anymore. I also want to say something about the men who think they are just going to get in my pants HA FUCKING HA. to bad fuckers. Im not easy and you cant have it. And to those who think im going to fuck them even if i am with someone your sadly mistaken. I cant stand men like that. I also feel that I am a woman and if you want to take me out and think that i am paying well guess what not anymore ha ha ha my money is mine fuck you you pay....... not me...... and you better not bitch about it..... if i want something ill buy it for myself but i will not buy anything for a man ever again unless its a holiday or birthday.. cause i dont need a man to pay for me and a man should not need me to p

My Dad
Two days ago my family was gathered at the hospital,they had taken my dad off the ventilator but, he couldn't breath on his own.They put him back on it and read him his last rights. My mom had almost given up she just didn't know what to do but us kids said don't give up yet. My mom has been staying at my house threw all this. It was a long night and for me and mom pretty much a sleepless night.We were driving to the hospital early Tues morning when my sister call my mom from the hospital,my dad was off the ventilator, sitting up in bed and talking to my sister. Although he was not making a lot of sense he was breathing on his own. Only 10 hours earlier he had been given last rights.Today they moved him to CCU into his own room and has a lot of the tubes out of him. We are still waiting on the results to see if they got all of the cancer but today he is here, still pretty sick and in the hospital but, alive. That's one reason my dad is my hero and why i believe in prayers. to be cont.

Poems
Fading away to my black hole once more For this time I'm more fearful of coming out My heart can't take anymore hurt My heart can't take anymore pain My heart can't take anymore lies My heart can't take anymore games or deciving Sumtimes I just want to crawl up & die Sumtimes I wish I could turn my heart bitter & cold But I ask myself why can't I?? Cuz it's just not me to be that way So, I'm just going to sit back & crawl back into my black hole once more.... ~SnowWhiteQueen~ ~BROKEN~ The hurt, pain, the darkness has taken me for it's my safe home My heart & soul shattered into millions of pieces as it falls all around me The tears streaming down my face as my heart closes the doors My feelings, emotions all turned bitter & cold within me The thoughts running through my mind, bring such sadness & tears to my eyes Turn out the lights, blow out the candles, turn off the tv, for I don't want to be seen no more For there was once this

Long Hair Rocks
4 BEAUTIFUL HAIR KILLER HAIR TREATMENTS: IS YOUR HAIR TRASHED FROM THE DAILY HELL YOU PUT IT THROUGH? WANNA HAVE HAIR LIKE A ROCKSTAR OR A SUPERMODEL?SAVE YOUR PAPER BABY, AND DO IT YOURSELF!HERE'S 9 KEYS TO GREAT LOCKS: *1*Olive Oil Hair Mask Mix 5 tablespoon of olive oil with 2 eggs. Apply throughly to hair. Wrap head with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes rinse well. *2*Honey & Olive Oil Hair Mask -1 Mix 2 tablespoon honey with 3 tablespoon olive oil. Apply throughly to hair. Cover hair with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes shampoo and rinse well. *3*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask After you shampoo your hair, pour 1 cup fresh lemon juice or vinegar through hair and massage and rinse with water. Apply your usual conditioner and wash with water. It will remove all the dirt and your hair will be shine sparkling. Do not repeat this method before 2 weeks. *4*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask Grind fenugreek (methi) seeds soaked in water overnight

Bipolar Disorder
WELL THIS WEEK HAS JUST BEEN HELL SO FAR...CAN'T SLEEP FOR NOTHING AND ALL THE VOICES WANT TO COME OUT AND PLAY...SOME I CAN HANDLE BUT SOME GET REALLY BAD...I HAVE ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THIS WEEK AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY (WELL WORSE..LOL)...THERE'S TIMES WHEN I JUST WANT TO GLUE MY EYELIDS SHUT TO GET SOME SLEEP THEN THERE'S TIMES I JUST WANT TO SIT IN THE CORNER WITH A KNIFE AND DARE ANYONE TO COME NEAR ME...IT'S NOT ALL BAD REALLY...I'VE HAD BIPOLAR SINCE I WAS 8 OR 9 SO I'M KINDA USED TO THE STUFF THAT GOES ON BUT WHEN MEMBERS OF YOUR FAMILY OR A FRIEND IS SICK OR DYING THINGS COME UP WORSE AND ARE REALLY SCAREY...THE GOOD THING ABOUT IT IS THAT IF FAMILY MEMBERS WORSEN I'M ALWAYS UP AND READY TO GO AND I'M MORE FOCUSED...I KNOW IT'S CRAZY AND I KNOW I'M JUST RAMBLING...ACTUALLY JUST LETTING MY FINGERS TYPE..SO IF THIS MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL SORRY...WELL I'M GONNA GET OFF THIS BLOG CAUSE I COULD GO ON FOR DAYS AND BORE THE CRAP OUT OF YA...LATER BIPOLAR IS ONE OF THESE DISORDERS THA

Christmas Blues
I have decided again for the second year in a row that I am not putting up a christmas tree. I always celebrate christmas at my parents home and at my father's sisters home. I know I know some of you are probably thinking about the fact that I have a little guy and should put the tree up for him, but he's 2 people all he's gonna do is destroy it or knock it over about 100 times or try to eat things off of it. The last time I put was the year that I had my son and I only did it because my younger brother,who lived with me at the time and is obsessed with christmas, insisted that we put up a tree. Needless to say with all the hustle and bustle of being thrown into the job of being a single mother my tree was up until well after Easter that year. So some of you may thinkn that I am a Grinch but NO TREE. My son and I will enjoy the tree decorating on the 23rd with my mother, my brother, his wife and daughter so he's not missing out on anything except taking it down. I have a 2 year old lit

My Blogs
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me: http://folding.stanford.edu/ Our goal: to understand protein folding, misfolding, and related diseases. What is protein foldi

Wanna Own Me See How!
Okay everyone has noticed all these new changes to fubar supposedly its for the better i honestly think its getting a little outta hand i got up this morning and realized that the drink prices have sky rocketed it 950 fubucks for a 20% drink what the hell! i totaly understand that its just prtend money not a big deal but this site is supposed to be fun and here lately all i see is a bunch of gouging i have quit rating because it has just became a hassle and only comment those who comment me or thatse on my familys list. now fubar is draining my fubucks just to buy virtual gifts for my friends which would mean that if i want to keep buying for my friends i must rate to get the fubucks but it takes so long just to rate a hundred pics so idk if its worth it any more i have only been on this site sence it was cherry tap and everyone that i know thats been on here sence it was lost cherry thinks that it was better then. i must agree this site was once just for the fun and the connections an

The Bbw Lovers
PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW LUV TO THE NEW MEMBERS.... BBW LOVERS Roll Call AND JOINING... In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fuba

Dec-08
thought: Why is it: The one you want; you can't have! The one you can have; you don't want! Hugs B why,,,why,,,why so lonely,,,,so busy,,,,so humble so proud..ME and it makes me sad at times... thanks for all your luv... one can be so busy that life just passes them by and they forget to LIVE...... Hugs B

Secret Santa
I Was Given This Idea By One Of The Bad Girls.. Ok Anyone Not A Member Of Sarge's Bad Girls That Is Willing To Participate Read This Secret Santa.. Who Would Be Willing To Participate In A Secret Santa Gift Exchange? You Can Trade Anything That You Can Get On Fubar.. Blings-Bling Packs, VIP ,Blasts, Tickers And If You Would Like Even Salutes & Or Other Types Of Pics Or Graphics... The Person You Will Be Exchanging Gifts With Will Be One Of Sarge's Bad Girls.. The Way The Secret Santa Will Be Choosen Is That Each Bad Girl Participated Will Be Assigned A Number & The Non-Bad Girls Particpating Will Choose A Number This Will End On The 20th..That Day You Will Find Out Who Your "Pair" Is .. Leave A Comment Or Send A Message If You Want To Participate I Was Given This Idea By One Of The Bad Girls.. Secret Santa.. Who Would Be Willing To Participate In A Secret Santa Gift Exchange? You Can Trade Anything That You Can Get On Fubar.. Blings-Bling Packs, VIP ,Blasts, Ticke

Auto 11
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?Table 2. Your significant other? away 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother?ALIVE 5. Your father? Alive 6. Your favorite thing? Shopping 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Rockin 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Vegas 14. Where were you last night?HOME 15. What you're not? FAKE 16. Muffins? Cherry 17. One of your wish list items? PEAGUS 18. Where you grew up? Ravenna 19. The last thing you did? STORE 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? DOGS 23. Your computer?Dell 24. Your life? OK 25. Your mood? HAPPY 26. Missing

Lounges
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Thoughts Via Music
Yeah..Uh In the name of Jesus (that's right) No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach) And every tongue that shall rise against me in judgment thou shalt condemn (preach) (Lord give me a sign) For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord (preach) And their righteousness is of me, saith the Lord. (preach) Amen [Verse 1] Lord Give me a Sign! I really need to talk to you Lord Since the last time we talked the work has been hard Now I know you haven't left me But I feel like I'm alone I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown And I'm still going through it Pain and the hurt Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt And I know! Only I can stop the rain Wit just the mention of my saviors name IN THE NAME OF JESUS! Devil I rebuke you for what I go through And trying make me do what I used to But all that stops right here As long as the Lords in my life I will have no fear I will know no pain from the light to the dark I will show no shame spit

Hapiness
You know it's love... when you can't sleep at night without talking to him. .....when you cry because you have to hang up the phone with him and you don't want to. .....when he is the first thing you think about when you wake up and the last thing you think about before you goto bed at night. He's even in your dreams! .....when just hearing his voice makes you smile. .....when you feel like nothing in this world can go wrong as long as he is there. .....when all you want is to be close to him and it hurts knowing that you can't! 1. Men are like Laxatives . They irritate the crap out of you.2 Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4.. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials . You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department St

What Every Girl Should B Treated Like
Click here to place your bid!!! To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no

I Am Me.
Search for two men suspended TAMPA -- The U.S. Coast Guard suspended its search tonight for two men missing after their plane crashed in the Gulf of Mexico 20-miles southwest of Yankeetown. At 5:40 p.m Tuesday. Coast Guard officials said they were stopping the search pending further developments. Zachary Schlitt, 28, who lived in West Palm Beach (pictured at left) and Darien Peckham, 34, (pictured below), from Tampa, have been missing since Sunday.. Rescue crews searched for them for more than 40 hours over a 2,800-square mile area focusing on two areas where a seat and a flight bag containing aviation headphones were found. There was no sign of the men or their plane. The two were traveling in a small Tampa-bound plane when, at about 6:45 p.m Sunday, an air traffic controller in Jacksonville reported that their 35-year-old twin-engine, fixed-wing Beech 35 Debonair aircraft, traveling from Tallahassee to Vandenberg Airport, lost contact, according to the FAA. The Coast G

Shooting Stars
you know i been thinking alot lately about life for some reason i want todo alot in my life really iam only 20 but for some reason i cant seem to get it started alot lately i been think thinking about wanting to leave kansas for a while and see what else this place is made out of but i dont know were to start and how to start it after i went on the longest travel i have ever been on and was also my frist vaction a couple of years ago to sturgis south dakota and while i was up there i got to see mount rushmore for some reason all i can think about is traveling and seeing what else it feelss like iam missing i like to go back to sturgis manley cuz i fucked that up and got sick so after 14 15 hours of driving we got to stay for 4 5 hours not the 3 days we wanted to stay i still kick my self in the ass for that one but lately i benn thinking at night just getting up and leaving but for some reason i can never seem to make it to the door .....................................................

For Women's Only!!check This Out!!
The Missing Five Pound Note Chippenham George worked for the Post Office and his job was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day just before Christmas, a letter landed on his desk simply addressed in shaky handwriting: 'To God'. With no other clue on the envelope, George opened the letter and read: Dear God, I am an 93 year old widow living on the State pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had £100 in it, which was all the money I had in the world and no pension due until after Christmas. Next week is Christmas and I had invited two of my friends over for Christmas lunch. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. God; can you please help me? Chippenham George was really touched, and being kind hearted, he put a copy of the letter up on the staff notice board at the main Fareham sorting office where he worked. The letter touched the other postmen and they all dug into t

Newly Wed Fu Love
Rain aka Nicole The Beautiful Bride BabyBoy aka Willie The Handsome Groom The Happy Couple Please go by their pages show them Fu Luv and good Fu Wishes. Just click a pic to transport. ~☠~Made with much mad luv by~☠~ Music provided by WYKD Radio

Good Times, Bad Times
I do hope you will forgive me, but I am not the best when it come to discussing my emotions or what's going on. I'm trying to take it a day at a time now, because, quite frankly, lately things have been extremely rough. In the last three years, I have lost three family members, I had a good friend commit suicide, I've been robbed twice, once was at gunpoint, once through a misplaced credit card the weekend after my friend's suicide. I have also seen a lot of good times, partying with friends, concerts, a couple of good jobs here and there. Currently I am training for a mixed martial arts fight in February, located in Carbondale, Illinois. I have always been a big fan of contact sports, as it seems that the nature of man, is, in itself, both extremely complex and self destructive. I am no exception. It seems as of the last couple of years, I have been running wild, trying to escape from the pains of my past in bottles and packs of cigarettes. I am seriously working on

My Grandfather
The events of the last week since I got the call have been very hectic and very emotional for all involve to say the least. It started with the call Monday morning from my dad saying that my beloved grandfather had passed away. Wednesday I flew out to go home…what welcoming faces to see at the arrivals in the airport. My cousin Kristie, Randy, and a long time family friend Tommy. My cousin Kristie started that day out at 9 am in her pajamas thinking that she was only going to pick up Tommy from the airport. Haha the surprise was on her. She got the call that Randy was flying in…so she went to Old Navy to get clothes so her and Tommy could go see a movie and wait to pick up Randy then she got the call that I was flying in luckily I was in an hr after him and an hr me my cousin Keith flew in from California. She had a tip cup and a taxi business card we bought her a pine tree air fresher so she was like a real taxi…. On the way we were to visit the rest of the family…hugs and kisses

New Person On Here
My son and his fiance joined the site last night so they are new here they havent got up a salute yet but they do have a few pics to rate.So PLEASE go show them some love and welcome them to FU-BAR the love will be returned THANK YOU VERY MUCH AGATHA their ID is crystal and ricky--- they are on my page so start the love sending ty again Hello i am very happy to be a part of ths group,but with this comp. which is very slow so therefore it takes me 4ever to do anything.I am really trying very hard to keep up and do my part so whenever and if i ever come up as being DOD give it to someone else until i get different internet service or a faster comp. lol because i feel aint doing my part but im doing all i can and giving it my 100%. When i do ML rollcall if a member has a few pics i try to rate them and the ones with a big lot of pics i try to rate them but it takes me longer than usual.when a blog comes up and its less than 10k to level its usual leveled by the time i get there i just

Twas
Miss Beatrice, The church organist, Was in her eighties And had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness And kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor Came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, The young minister Noticed a cute glass bowl Sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled With water, And in the water Floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned With tea and scones, They began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity About the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. 'Miss Beatrice', he said, 'I wonder if you would tell me about this?' Pointing to the bowl. 'Oh, yes,' she replied, 'Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through The Park a few months ago And I found this little package On the ground. The directions said To place it on the organ, Keep it wet an

Make The Most You Can From Everyday
Live Today Like Tomorrow Will NEVER Exist. [Just some background information] - Please, don't pity me, or tell me how sorry you are. It tends to get extremely annoying. - I am doing this to help others understand, so I don't have to explain all the time. So recently I found out I had this disorder. It's called Syringomyelia. [Seer.ingo.my.eel.eea] Yeah, big big big word. Hard as hell to pronounce. Its just a fancy word for saying "a cyst in the spinal cord." [[Yes.. I have a cyst in my spinal cord.]] How did it happen?? It could be caused by Chiari [Key.are.ee] Malformation. Thats just a fancy word saying "the base of your brain goes lower than it should." Because of the base of your skull [the bone] being where it is, it causes the brain to put pressure on your spinal cord, blocking the flow of spinal fluid. The fluid builds up and causes a cyst. This cyst grows over time, and as it does it eats away the nerves and center of the spinal cord, causing [all o

♦freak Session♦101♦
*{(IMANGE ME WALKIN UP BEHIND YOU AND GRABIN YOUR WAIST AND KISSIN YOUR NECK AND NIBBLEIN ON YOUR EAR..SAYIN GIRL YOU GOT THAT SEX WEED AND I JUST GOTTA HIT IT..SO I CAN SATISTFY MY SWEET TOOTH!! AFTERWARDS WHILE I SLOWY TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF KISSIN YOU UP YOUR BACK..WHILE I'M SLOWLY RUBBIN MY HANDS UP AND DOWN YOUR THIGH'S AS I LOOK AND TO YOUR PRETTY EYES AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU!! AND WHY I WANNA FREAK YOU TONIGHT WE CAN SIP DRANK ALL NIGHT..SO I PUT AGAINST THE WALL AND LET YOUR PANTIES FALL..SO I TAKE A MOMENT TO LOOK AT YOUR SEXY BODY AS YOU LEAN ON THA WALL BITEIN YOUR BOTTOM LIP TELLIN ME TO COME HERE..SO I LICK MY LIP'S CUZ I LIKE WHAT I SEE A SEXY ANGEL WIT A BODY WAITIN FOR TENDER LOVEN CARE..SO I LET MY LIP'S KISS YOU HERE, THERE & HERE AND LET MY LIP'S KISS YOU BEHIND YOUR EAR DOWN YOUR NECK TO YOUR COLLARBONE DOWN GENTLY LICKIN & SUCKIN ON YOUR BREAST.. DOMN YOUR STOMACH LICKEN AROUND YOUR BELLY BOTTON SLIDEN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR THIGH'S..PICKIN YOU UP AND SIT YOU ON MY SHOULD

Why I Haven't Been On
ok sorry i havent been around the past few months but i am back now and soooooo much has happened since i was last on as some know i had knee surgey last month and i am doin great. I also had a graduation of my oldest daughter from high school about a week ago. I will have pics posted soon. I also got my garden planted YAY me. Well that is what i have been up to since the last time i was on. I would like to say sorry to all my fubar friends for not being on. As most of you know me and my husband have been buying a house well we finally closed on it after 2 weeks from the origanally date because i was in hospital from being sick and dehydreated and as soon as i get better i promise ill be back on. I miss you all

My First Happyhour
Well everyone does boring no fun shit, in their HappyHour folders So here's my Idea numbers 1-100 ( cuz if you get bouncer you know what number picture you left off on) So pick a number Ask me if its taken yet. Then take a picture of your self with that number and join in on the goofy fun.. Then when you do it tell me so i can add it to folder come on people DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! A little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names? His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive. For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was conceived, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake. Then there's your brother,

My Crappy Navy Life.
On the whole seeing the world thing. Whenever we go out on deployment we got to places we call liberty ports. Different countries, but dont think that youll be there for a couple of weeks having fun. Nope 3 or 4 days max with duty on one of those days. hell ive been to Japan, China, Malaysia, and Australia, just enough time to get drunk have a little fun, then leave. take some pictures to show the family back home, and thats about it. the entire other time your out to see working 12 to 18 hour days with shitty fucking food and shitty fucking people. the Navy is obsolete. they want to keep building up and up more ships more people more planes and more helicopters. who the fuck else in the world has a navy like ours. we have more aircraft carriers than any other country in the world. sure they are cool and can take squadrons of fighters anywhere in the world. but do we really need fucking 13 of them holy shit. then add all the numerous support ships and we have a navy thats too fucking b

Life "is Pain"
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. From the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, ' What does love mean? ' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn ' t bend over and paint her toenails anymore So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That ' s love. ' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth ' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl p

A Must Read
The Airman’s Creed I am an American airman. I am a warrior. I have answered my nation’s call. I am an American airman. My mission is to fly, fight and win. I am faithful to a proud heritage, a tradition of honor, and a legacy of valor. I am an American airman, guardian of freedom and justice, my nation’s sword and shield, its sentry and avenger. I defend my country with my life. I am an American airman, wingman, leader, warrior. I will never leave an airman behind, I will never falter, and I will not fail. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT

Prayer
Well I would like to thank all that have kept my friend Nick in prayer.He had surgery this week to have a brain tumor removed, I'm very happy to report he was up & about the next day also the dr. believe that the tumor is 99.9% benine , thanks again & God Bless You All, your friend: Consantine (Gene) Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)

Weekend
hey all just wanted to let u all know that all week and weekend next week i'll be in Pigeon forge & Gatlinburg tn to fish and play out on douglas lake so i won't be back til sunday...so don't miss me too much and try to have fun without me! hey allust gonna let u all know that i'm not gonna be home til sunday...been babysittin all week so i gotta take nephew back to his momma and plus need to go xmas shopping...don't miss me too much!

Work
another long hard day this is crazy here in the city working on lines i got to have a permit to get a permit to inspect the permit..to get the truck in the street for five mins all subject to change this is a bit crazy .......working in capitol cities omg omg omg .any way other than the usual it was another safe day here and am glad its friday i got two off and hope to spend a little time with ...............YOU i spend alot of time working these days i am very tired and need to get a break from it but its no where in my immediate future i can see that but i do what i do end of it there ......i love/hate my job done it one form or another most of my life.i do it because thats just what i do if you are interesed see my trucks and daddy dawg photos.guys like me are the reason you have your necessities .....you know us as public utillities

Things That Piss Me Off
This is all about things that piss me the fuck off! Anyone over the age of 10 who wears a baseball cap! If you’re not a baseball player take it the fuck off, anyone who wears a cowboy hat, unless you can ride and rope, off it goes. What is with these ass clowns wearing cowboy boots! The closes these fucktards have ever been to a cow is the fucking drive thru of McDonalds, wear real shoes moron. These yuppie cocksuckers wearing Fedoras, those went out with the 40’s, just because some boy band fag wore one during his fifthteen minutes of fame don’t mean you should, lose it loser. Idiots who think they are cool because they have a Harley Davidson motorcycle, get over yourself it’s a piece of crap bike, beside its not a replacement for the little cock you have. God Damn it I get pissed!!! And these cigar smoking assholes, don’t they realize all they are doing is sucking on a big brown dick, yea you look so important with it in your month, NOT!!! And I swear to god these ass clowns on their

Photos
Why cant people take respectable pics of themselves????? I am so shocked and appalled at all the trashy pics some women have up, makes me ashamed to be a woman. I am a firm believer in if you have it flaunt it, however there is a line between flaunt it and being trashy. I also want to know what in the world is wrong with people? Wh doesnt anyone smile anymore? Is life that bad? Christmas CommentsMyspace Comments - Upload Photos

Club Mystic Update 12/5/08
#'s updated about 8:45pm on 12/5/08 WE NEED TO BOMB GA'S #27 (plz focus on this one) AND #28 AS WELL AS THE AUTO-11 ONE, PPL ARE COMPLAINING THAT WE ARE GETTING PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT BY NOT KEEPING ALL GA'S ACTIVE THAT JOHNNY IS SPONSORING,,,,COMMENT AMOUNTS FOR VIP WILL BE AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN WITH JOHNNY, WE TALKED SO JUST IGNORE THE CAPTION! PLZ CONTINUE TO DROP A FEW ON #29 AS WELL, AND RE-RATE AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN! THANKS! _____________________________________ WE ARE WAYYYY OFF THE MARK OF OUR GOAL OF 2,000 PER DAY, PLZ TRY TO PICK IT UP A LITTLE, THERE ARE SOME OF YOU NOT BOMBING AT ALL...AND ABOUT FIVE THAT BOMB THEIR BUTTS OFF.... WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, WE HAVE ONLY 5 DAYS BEFORE E NEEDS IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH VIP FOR

Solitude 2
Do you have the will to walk on water Do you have the strength to part the waves Do you have the lips to kiss a blood red rose Before the colors start to fade But are you tough enough to walk through the fire Are you suss enough to slip the hangman's noose Wanna ride, gonna slide, take it over the line Hit the pin, kick it in I'm gonna win again I don't wanna live forever I just want a slice of the pie to call my own I don't wanna live forever Do you wanna be, like I wanna be Immortal Do you have the bread to feed the hunger Do you have to choose to turn water to wine Do you have the tears to cry me a river Build a bridge to the other side But are you holding out for the late edition Gonna read all about it cause it's frontpage news So high, bone dry, got a thirst for life Kiss the skin, drink it in I'm gonna win again Just like the gates of heaven There's no way back, there's no way back I'm ten miles high got the keys to the kingdom I'm back on track Got a life and I'm living it Do y

Bleh
Well lets see i can always go with the "it wasa dark and stormy day" routine but i won't...that day was like all the rest boreing and lifeless i guess you may say. My roommate at that time was goofing off on his computer when i asked what he was doing he told me and he told me he was playing a game called Everquest, and asked me to take a look at it. As i sat there and watched him play it reminded me of the days playing D&D and other type games of those sorts.... He told me after awhile i should make a rogue (since those were what i made when playing in the past), he also told me all the pros and cons to the class,race, and even the god (if i wanted one to follow). I said i would have to try it to see if i liked it or not ad he said sure go ahead and make a character of any sort or try one of mine that i have, i said would be to hard to play one of his chars since he had alot made that were all high lvl's so i made one from scratch. During the time i played for those few hours i

Perhaps You've Noticed...
I just cut my friends list down from over 4,000 to closer to 250. (I know fubar says its much higher but someone can't count). I decided to do this when I realized just how greedy and selfish the majority of the people on this site have become. I don't want to be just a number on a list and I don't want my friends to be that way on mine. I also deleted all of the people I was a "fan of" and am currently re-fanning those that I truly AM a fan of. I will no longer accept random friends requests. I will no longer fan people just because the Fu-people think I should. If you want to be my friend, BE MY FRIEND. If you want to be my friend when you need something or want something or when I buy you bling... please move along. If you are on my list and don't talk to me, don't be surprised when I remove you. Don't come and ask me why I deleted you. My list is and will continue to be a FRIENDS list. And for the record, just because you tell me I have nice tits, that doesnt make you my friend.

Xmass Auction
HEy Hey come one come all and make a bid on "Will" http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=246170&albumid=1373847&i=2348554143 come one come all and make a bid on one or all that are in the X-mass auction...... come on ladies who wants to own the Hed all serious offers considered http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=170972&albumid=1357327&i=1839909509&idx=1#503838489

My Fav Quote
hey all this song prolly reaches outto almost everyone in the world...whether you live life tryin to make it by workin multi jobs or dealin to make ends meet or whatever your case may be...anyways this song is for everyone ... krazie bone hey yung thugs the world is yours hey yung thug the world world krazie bone chorus yung thugs my yung thugs yung thugs my yung thugs krazie bone standing outside is broken thug thats me who don't wanna go home wrather stand there frozen up hanggen out in the cold 0 below tryin to find a soul before the mine is gone tryin to find that guiden road and keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on on on on rollin on you better keep rollin on wish bone everytime i look in to the mirror i get to thinkin i'm wrong [i thug i thug] all i see lookin back a thug and i no i did wrong [yung thug yung thug] it's amazin how we get those second chances and you betta slip on [all thugs all thugs] T.H.U.G. is all i want t

Happy Holidays
I want to wish all of you the Happiest of holidays. I know there are some of you who which me to fall off the face of the earth. However, to my haters I refuse to give you the satisfaction or the pleasure of giving you what you want. To those who truly have been loyal and true friends to me may you all be blessed and may you all recieve hopes , dreams, love and miracles this holiday season.to those who have stuck by me and not given up on me over the last year and a half I love you all. TO those I have lost and or hurt for whatever the reasons were at the time I am truly sorry. Maybe 2009 will be a time to make amends and soothe the wounds. Please remember this everyday: F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were ver

Music
I don't feel the suns comin' out today its staying in, its gonna find another way. As I sit here in this misery, I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here. And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say, and they'll say, Hey look at him! I'll never live that way. But that's okay they're just afraid to change. When you feel your life ain't worth living you've got to stand up and take a look around you then a look way up to the sky. And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die. And as we all play parts of tomorrow, some ways will work and other ways we'll play. But I know we all can't stay here forever, so I want to write my words on the face of today. and then they'll paint it And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and they'll say, Hey look at him and where he is these days. When life is hard, you have to change.

*christmas Auction*
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Food For Thought
"The men the American people admire most extravagantly are the greatest liars; the men they detest most violently are those who try to tell them the truth." H.L. Mencken "It is our responsibility now to resist tyranny civilly while we still can. There may come a time when we will say to the powers that be...be it with your blood or ours we have come to water the tree of liberty" -Adam Kokesh Dearest Reader, If for any reason, you feel that what you're reading is without context - or maybe, without purpose... Maybe you're right. You could be wrong. The point is, you've read and perhaps consider the possibilities placed before you every day. Which path, why, and how you choose to take it....that's what's important! Take care, as the path you choose will both directly, and indirectly affect everyone and everything around you. Every breath and every moment, another grain of history......... Each day, we create our purpose through action. Every action come

Other Stuff
I'm sitting here and thinking on all of the recent experiences i've had on here, I'm not getting rid of the account or anything, but here it goes, I'm twenty-three, and not exactly magazine model perfect. I tend to turn away from ignorance and hate, but sometimes, people like the truraters get majorly on my nerves, even the idiot who's addicted to mumming without saying anything, I laugh at him, because he's trying to get a rise out of people, and I still can't resist letting him know he is not the world's biggest hotness, more like the world's most self centered moron, I mean he has even said something about all the girls on fubar wanting to sleep with him, HELLO, friggin idiot, I don't want to hook up with you, and I made a point of telling him so. He thinks he's a wit and wonder, when we normal humans that leave the basement once in a while think he's the biggest jerk on the planet. Well I've been asked to cam, ugh, and had a guy talk to me about my eyes, literally saying "I NEE

Later Fu
Well I have had alot going on and well, Last night was my last night for awhile. To all of my fu family you have my IM. To all of my friends that I have made its been great you all are in my thoughts. For my lounge families you are the best and I will miss you all so much. I have alot to take care of and I am the most important person to take care of myself and don't need distractions. Please understand and if you don't have my IM and we are really close friends on here message me and I will add you to my IM if you are not on it. I will not delete my account just won't be on it for awhile. Muahz and lots of other squishy shit. You all rock. Happy Holidays be back after them. Susan aka Trip Queen aka mama bear....wow lots of names i go by.. love you all ( end of weekend I will not check this anymore till after the holidays ) i asked for help to make my daughter a bulletin and well noone knows how to do it but damn there are alot of bulletins all the time. For those that don't

Growth
the battle rages on desire obsession the nights I see the awake out of focus scattered numbing thoughts drama upon drama sense of self slipping away shrouded in secrecy there breathes another life within draining away energy life purpose resolve darkness oozes inside out in conflict with me the battle rages on what do I need? what is right? do I have the courage to see? in sunlit spaces after raining goodness and grace, the unchangeable spirit flashes colorful smiles, continues accentuating, grooving extending the line of true passion from where the Gods know to where aimers go, manifesting into us along the way with stylish, bold strokes, a never-ending, free-flowing fountain of thriving, rejuvenating potential, enough for every thirst, enough for every vessel.

Spotlight
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? speaker 2. Your significant other? divorced 3. Your hair? multiple 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? awesome 6. Your favorite thing? ganja 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? poontang? 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? bedroomroom 11. Music? ska 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? out 15. What you're not? you 16. Muffins? weed 17. One of your wish list items? ssenippah 18. Where you grew up? starrucca 19. The last thing you did? smoked 20. What are you wearing? nuttin 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? few 23. Your computer? gateway 24. Your life? lost 25. Your mood? st

Mornings
its getting colder here in the sierrasso i am a little more active in mid day than early morning but i got a lot done today ......i fueled for the winter the warmth will be needed .......picked up some fire logs i like to keep them around they are nice for just one watching the snow fall for a few hours over a smoke or two ......stocked in my winters coffee ,spent several hours today with all the doors open even though it was in the 40'sfired up the old beast today just to let him run a while been two weeks .........really had a great day looking to my night being better i aint seen the sun in days the weather is the pits ........i miss those clear mtn mornings sometimes.contention is in me this morning and it feels great i cant get my mind off of her wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............huh...........i seen it like this b4 but its really been along time so i really dont know how to feel about it but its kinda nice am off the weekend so i'll leave work out......i guess i am in all

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My power cord to my laptop broke, I broke it more when trying to re-wire it. lol. I ordered a new one off ebay..Ill be back on here as soon as the cord comes in. Says 7-14 days..so Ill see you all again in a week or 2! I'll miss you all! ps. Leave me lots of love while Im gone :D Your Sex Sign is... You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination. You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play. Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress. Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned. You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life. You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player. You love to be seduced in the most tender ways - And can seduce others according to their fantasies. You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity. You are moody, and you can get wounded easily. Your

Songs That I Love
Everybody put your hands together Whooo, mmmm, yeah Girl I love you so 112, listen Girl if I told you I love you That doesn't mean that I don't care, oooh And when I tell you I need you Don't you think that I'll never be there, ooooh [1] - Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into Deception and lies Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind I'm only saying what's in my heart [2] - Cupid doesn't lie But you won't know unless you give it a try Oh baby, true love won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try give it a try Girl when I ask you to trust me That doesn't mean that I'm gonna cheat on you Cuz I'm gonna never do anything to hurt you Or mislead you, I love you Ain't no doubt about it Lord no, I really mean it I rather die before, before I lie to you Never wanna leave ya Ain't no life without you Never gonna leave, never gonna go, no No, no, no, no, no, no, no, ohhhh [Eminem]I'm a soldier (*repeat 4X*)Yo.. never was

Rubys Santa List Hehe
=== 'Ruby' wrote the following at '2008-12-06 19:41:54'.. > > > > Hell friends and family , just wanted to say ty for all the love you show me , auto 11's are on , also HornyAngel and þ§¥¢hð þrïñ¢ê§§, help us please ty fu hugs

Hydaway
OMG It's Brian a.k.a. DJ Pulse a.k.a. Bri a.k.a. PV2's Birthday This January 19th!!! He's Turning 21 In Iraq And We Are Inviting You To The Biggest Baddest Event Ever Only At Hydaway Radio! We Would ALL Love To See You Celebrate His Big Day With Us! Here Is The Info: WHO: Everyone On Fubar WHERE: Hydaway Radio When: January 18-19th Click On The Picture Below To Come Celebrate His Birthday!!! ALSO....STOP BY HIS PAGES AND WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY BY ADDING, FANNING, RATING, BLING, HAPPY HOUR TIL HE IS BLUSHING!!! YES HE DOES BLUSH!!! ♣ՅяℑΩ₦♣Head Promoter@Hydaway Radio♣@ fubar ALSO...Don't Forget That Hydaway Is Celebrating It's 2nd Anniversary On The 20th Of January. Come On By And Have Drinks And Have A Blast...Who Knows...You May Win Something!!! WE ARE LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS, GREETERS, AND BARTENDERS TO JOIN OUR CRAZY FAMILY... IS THAT YOU? IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE BY CLIC

My Lyrics
Sometimes I can't stand you and the lies you feed me And I knew firsthand how crooked your deeds could be How quickly you could exceed me, mislead me I bleed A common creed but now it's time that I concede Indeed, our friendship is dead by more than a thread A whole clip to the head for every lie that you spread Why should i shed a tear when you're the reason im here? Paying respects to peers and the death you engineered Now disappear, I watch you exhale for the last time To no avail homie, I shatter your fucking spine I inhale the scent of pine and throw you in the box You was my closest homie but then you got knocked Walked the walk but in the end, boy you talked the talk Shocked as hell how you choose to co op with the cops Were you confused thinking you had nothing to lose? Well I got news, now your family's in your shoes. See, I was born headfirst, premature and gave to the hearse Took the form of a curse so now I write these verses If worse comes to worse then m

America? Wake Up!
Please as an American citizen, please go to ZEITGEISTMOVIE.COM and watch this movie or DL it. It will change your life. Just for a glimpse of what this is about, google: WTC 7 and see if that sparks your interest. Also if you wanna see more, DL Loose Change, it is similar. BG Let me know... Time is ticking!!

Fubar Stuff
I added a guestbook and a voice comment box on my page here are the widgets below...feel free to sign my guestbook and leave a voice comment. thanx Beto You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? shopping 5. Your father? working 6. Your favorite thing? Partying 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Alcohol 9. Your dream/goal? Successful 10. The room you're in? Dining 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? rich

All Time Rock In Roll
ok there are two great lounges here in fubar would like for every one to come check them out and join them first one is all time rock in roll we are looking for staff and the other is fantasy pool lounge you will find them in my home page ok i'm a manager at a new lounge we are looking for staff and dj if you or know any one looking for a great lounge to work in hit me up

A Different World
A Different World Bucky Covington We were born to mothers who smoked and drank Our cribs were covered in lead based paint No child proof lids no seat belts in cars Rode bikes with no helmets and still here we are, still here we are We got daddy’s belt when we misbehaved Had three TV channels you got up to change No video games and no satellite All we had were friends and they were outside, playin’ outside Chorus It was a different life When we were boys and girls Not just a different time It was a different world School always started the same every day The pledge of allegiance then someone would pray Not every kid made the team when they tried We got disappointed and that was all right, we turned out all right Chorus Bridge No bottled water, we drank from a garden hose And every Sunday, all the stores were closed Chorus Chorus It was a different world [Thanks to 2step for lyrics] Ain't this Funny that is How life Was in the 60's, 70's,

Dec. Auction Want To Own An Angel?
NOT ONE, NOT TWO...BUT THREE CHANCES TO BE MY OWNER...OWNERS WILL BE LISTED IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER ON MY PROFILE :-) SO HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!! YOU GET MY ATTENTION FOR A WHOLE MONTH or maybe longer!! Depending on the bid, you just may get more than offered in the auction. If you bid a bling pack, you will get half. Blasts or HH gets you something special.... JUST CLICK THE PIC FOR THE AUCTION ON WHICH YOU WISH TO BID OR CHECK OUT. THANK YOU :-) FU-OWNED AUCTION another fu Charlie Brown Christmas Start Dec. 7 ~ End Dec. 13 Show the host some love: Twaune Thå £ast Ðon ™ * §näke Ëyeš ®ädïð Promoter *

Far Beyond Driven
Come Rock out with the best all metal Lounge there is, Good Music, Good People, and best of all no drama, and the tunes keep on rockin! So click the link Above and join the damned! Come Rock out with the best all metal Lounge there is, Good Music, Good People, and best of all no drama, and the tunes keep on rockin! So click the link Above and join the damned!

Fubar Christmas Tree Lot!
Ok since we have had a major change with Fubar's new NO Bombing Policy. I am changing the criteria for this contest. Now you will rate the folder and rate another one of my folders with at least 100 pix in it (I have several) or you can rate the original folder with 11's and leave 3 comments on your Tree. I realize this makes it tough but we can adjust and move on. Questions, Private message me. So by now, alot of you are familiar with my contests. I mark a folder, and you Rate them all. Pick yours. Comment 100 times. Win a prize. Well I am doing that again, but seems ol' Mr. Grinch has come by and taken some of the trees. Oh Noes! All is not lost, since Grinch finally found his heart, he's gonna give those who hit a blooper a chance to win a 10 Point Bling! I will take all those names and have a special drawing. So even if you do not win a prize on the particular tree that you choose. You still could win, a fabulous prize. Ok, the simple breakdown: 1. Rate the fo

Mr. Jack S.
MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep.. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you

The Storm
good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm good morning lover it's time to wake up look what the new day brought a promise of rain a roar of thunder a flash of lightning a trembling that shakes us like an earthquake as we hold each other tight as love flows like magma we rock there together in the dawn's smoldering light hours pass, time stands still you whisper moan into my ear mmmmmmmmmm I love you I smile and stroke your face and gaze in to your eyes such a wonderful day for a storm

Just Once
Tis is a conversation I just in yahoo with one of those cam girls, I'm charlineeater and the other name isnt her yahoo name its just her display name. Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:51:15 PM): helllo charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:51:32 PM): hi Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:52:56 PM): how are u BUZZ!!! charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:56:08 PM): Im ok I guess, Iwas in the4 middle of writing a blog on fubar charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:56:16 PM): how are you? Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:56:37 PM): great nd u charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:57:06 PM): i got no complaints other than being kinda lonesome Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:57:16 PM): uhuh charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:57:47 PM): a hot girl like you wouldnt know anythign about that though, I bet you have all kinds of guys tryin to be with you charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:59:59 PM): so whatcah doin besides being sexy? Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 10:01:15 PM): just layin on my bed naked charlineeater (12/7/2008 10:01:36 PM): arent you cold

About Gun Control And Love
Recently I learned what prolly is the best way to describe true love. True love is something not only felt but also actions, the action of be inseprable, being there no matter what, having that person number one no matter if your friends and family like them or not they should be that number one person cause they are the one that is there for you all the time for a life time. If anyone who reads this that believes in control gets offended I'm sorry. First off I'm tired of hearing that guns kill people, proven fact people kill people. Granted you do heayar of a gun going off while someone was cleaning it but thats their own fault they should have clear it, and no taking gun rights away will not decrease crime flat out. Crime will increase cause now criminals dont have to worry about the everyday person being able to defend themselves. Flat out it takes a person to pull the trigger. A Short History of Gun Control. In 1929 the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 19

One Word
2009 Contract After serious & cautious consideration . . . Your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2009! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to screw it up!!! You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket 2. Your significant other? Sleepin' 3. Your hair? Soft 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Dunno 6. Your favorite thing? Drinkin' 7. Your dream last night? Didn't 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Successful 10. The room you're in? Livingroom 11. Music? Yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Workin' 15. What you're not? Fake 16. Muffins? Mmmmm 17. One of your wish list items?

Take A Look
Take me away on ur swift wings carry me away to the lands of death put me to sleep sweet angel only time can tell only time will allow holding me together shall i defeat all those who cant have me but only savor me remeber me sweet angel driveing the nails into me surrending only the weakness in me breath into me angel hearing the sounds of the drums and the sounds of the danmed makes me want u more spreading the pain oh angel open ur heart oh angel let me fly and be free nothing but mask's i see and lies that are told and nothing to servive for remember me oh angel when im gone im a believer in god but spending time defeating my demons leaveing me to die leaveing me to suffer open ur wings and let me free.... samanthaRead My Writing at WritersCafe.orgim a 30yrs, 3 kids and love writeing poems if u want to know more just ask.... [more]

The World
Well my Christmas started out kinda blah...My Daughter(who is in the Air Force)wasnt going to make it home...My mother had a stroke bout a year ago and is recovering but still is the one who ramrods christmas eve and day ...Then my daughter managed to work it out so she could be here so it made it a little brighter... well when christmas eve came around we have a tradition of going to this church and helping serve food to the homeless but this year only my brother and i went.The rest were too busy ,which made me a bit angry. It is a pretty humbling experience to go and help out, when you think you have troubles can always find someone with a whole lot more.So when my brother and i arrived at my mom's for our normal Christmas eve get together i my Christmas spirit had been lifted some. Christmas eve we always have supper with my mom and open present to each other and then the aunts and uncles and cousins all show up and there are usually bout 40 ppl the its a mad house,after that we all

Poem's
Men by Maya Angelou When I was young, I used to Watch behind the curtains As men walked up and down the street. Wino men, old men. Young men sharp as mustard. See them. Men are always Going somewhere. They knew I was there. Fifteen Years old and starving for them. Under my window, they would pause, Their shoulders high like the Breasts of a young girl, Jacket tails slapping over Those behinds, Men. One day they hold you in the Palms of their hands, gentle, as if you Were the last raw egg in the world. Then They tighten up. Just a little. The First squeeze is nice. A quick hug. Soft into your defenselessness. A little More. The hurt begins. Wrench out a Smile that slides around the fear. When the Air disappears, Your mind pops, exploding fiercely, briefly, Like the head of a kitchen match. Shattered. It is your juice That runs down their legs. Staining their shoes. When the earth rights itself again, And taste tries to return to the tongue, Your body

Do You Believe?
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 1-12-09 TxDutchess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573/956795 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge There was a time in my life...not so long ago...that I didnt believe in love. Then one day out of the blue, I did a search here on fubar, to see who was in my area. I found a picture of a guy, very hott i might add, and thought to myself... "why not make the first move and say hi" I did...and now we are engaged. He stole me heart what can I say. My question to you is...do you believe there is an outside force bringing people together? Do you believe in fate? What about love at first sight? I do now. I love you Chey!

Blog
One of my favorite poems............ Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grac

Bisexuality
You want to cry I can see it in your eye The pain and agony The hurt and anger The loss and disbelief You don't think you can heal You don't think anything is left You don't think I should bother Bother trying to make you live for love You don't know But it's my only reason to live It's why you've come to me Because you see it in my eyes You see that I know despair And that I am a haven safe within A safe place for you to fall into pieces I know that look in your eyes I feel the pain too The hopelessness and despair I too have hurt more than a heart can take I've let it go I've fallen bled and cried for you I've torn myself apart Destroyed my heart and soul I annihilated myself So I wouldn't feel Too spent to cry Too tired to hope Too scared to die You've come to me You want me to hurt you Some how you know, deep inside That I will not stop until you feel alive Until you've cried until you've screamed Until you've battered me with your pain Until w

Life Sux And Then...
Ok so here is the deal...I was given 10 days notice to move.Seems my lease will not be renewed due to the owner wanting to move family into the house...I have looked at so many houses/apartments/condos/townhouses that my head is spinning...avg price here for 3/2 home is $1600 a month and most if not all want the same as a deposit and last months rent AND $250-300 as a pet deposit for my cat. So i am looking at like $5 fucking grand to move in...I'm fucking pissed 2 weeks before Christmas an not having the coin to move!I hate my life. Well if you read my last blah-g you know I was pissed about moving...well I signed the lease on a new place and the owner let me in with 1/2 the $$$ everyone else was asking...as it turns out he owns a ton of rental property...I told him I was handy and would be willing to take money off the rent to help maintain his properties. That sealed the deal...I WILL NOT BE HOMELESS FOR CHRISTMAS! Big smile...

Memes
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Nope 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Balding 4. Your mother? Alive 5. Your father? Alive 6. Your favorite thing? Computers 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Rum 9. Your dream/goal? Wealth 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Mansion 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Athletic 16. Muffins? Plain 17. One of your wish list items? Nope 18. Where you grew up? SF 19. The last thing you did? Drive 20. What are you wearing? PJs 21. TV? Never 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Custom 24. Your life? Stressful 25. Your mood? Tired 26. Missi

I Love Being A Grandma
On Saturday, August 23rd-2008....My Oldest Son Was Deployed To Afghanistan And The Hardest Part As A Parent Is Knowing You Can't Do Anything About It Except Support Them And Pray For Them. So Please Don't Forget To Support Our Troops And Realize What They Are Doing For Our Country And Pray For Their Safe Return Home. Thank You..... I Am Proud To Announce That On Tuesday, November 11-2008 (Veterans Day) At 7:30pm...Jacb Paul Alexander Came Into This World At 7lbs 13oz And 21 Inches Long... And I Became A New Grandma. He's The Best Blessing And Addition To Our Family!! I Am Also Very Proud Of Stephen And Nina For Getting Through This Rough Time And Bringing This Miracle Into Our Lives. I Love You Both And Jacob Very Much!!

Real Life And Fubar
HOW TO FORWARD E-MAIL APPROPRIATELY A friend who is a computer expert received the following directly from a system administrator for a corporate system. It is an excellent message that ABSOLUTELY applies to ALL of us who send e-mails. Please read the short letter below, even if you're sure you already follow proper procedures.. Do you really know how to forward e-mails? 50% of us do; 50% DO NOT. Do you wonder why you get viruses or junk mail? Do you hate it? Every time you forward an e-mail there is information left over from the people who got the message before you, namely their e-mail addresses & names. As the messages get forwarded along, the list of addresses builds, and builds, and builds, and all it takes is for some poor sap to get a virus, and his or her computer can send that virus to every e-mail address that has come across his computer. Or, someone can take all of those addresses and sell them or send junk mail to them in the hopes that you will g

My Life As A Bartender
Bartenders do not know every drink there is....especially when customers make up their own names for an otherwise popular cocktail Stop being a conusure...if you want grey goose but we only have Kettle one stop with the long drawn out deciction....its the same stuff especially when you want it with oj and other stuff. Let the bartender do his thing...We don't need you jumping the gun, correcting us before were done...we know the order to make your drink...you will get your napkin..yes I know it gets a cherry...and yes I will wipe the bar area for you....I'm not done yet! When you sit down in front of me and you see I am making seven drinks and I say I will be with you in a second... I dont want to here the preview or the type or how to get ready to make your drink or what your friend will have...I will be with you in a second! Dont order your first ever Cosmo and say its too strong....A cosmo is almost all liquer! I dont care what other bartenders do for you. If a

IF U R CLOSE TO MATTOON,IL R WANNA DRIVE THAT FAR FOR A AWESOME ASS TIME!!!: PIMP IT LIKE A RAWKSTAR! NY EVE! TOASTERS!MATTOON! $5 DOOR! n this economy, why in fuck are you going to pay 10, 25, 50, even 100 bucks or more to ring in 2009 when you can get a badass CHAMPAGNE TOAST, FREE PARTY FAVORS and THE TRAVELLING RAWK CIRCUS THAT IS THE ONE-AND-ONLY JAB? RAWK and RING in 2009 with SAINT JIMI, CHILI-D, THE GREAT UDEENIE and UNCLE HILTY! tray fulls of FREE CHAMPAGNE at MIDNIGHT! NOISE MAKERS and PARTY FAVORS! IN-fk'n-SANE DRINK SPECIALS reserved for one special night! PARTYRAWK served up hot and rawkilicious... from bands like BUCKCHERRY, NICKELBACK, SEETHER, PUDDLE OF MUDD, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, DEF LEPPARD, PANTERA. GREEN DAY, POISON, AEROSMITH, LIMP BIZKIT OZZY, AC/DC, more 80's, 90's and NU RAWK! and you get every second of this memorable night for $5 at the door! don't get stuck payin' 10, 25, 50 or 100 plus dollars for lame giveways and low energy

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? non-existent 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? bossy 5. Your father? dorky 6. Your favorite thing? nerds 7. Your dream last night? yummy 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? life 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? music industry 14. Where were you last night? sleeping 15. What you're not? sexy 16. Muffins? sweet 17. One of your wish list items? success 18. Where you grew up? Melbourne 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? not-saying! 21. TV? blah 22. Your pets? dead :( 23. Your computer? Macbook pro :D 24. Your life? love i

Pimpin' Out The Best!
BellaLuna is truly the best friend I have on Fubar (and let's not forget... she's HOTT!) R/F/A her and show her lots of love! She deserves it!! Take some time to go show this sexy guy lots and lots of love! You won't regret it! :D Binzachi *~Owner Of Diabolic Domain Lounge~* *~Twilight Levelers~*@ fubar

My Deep Thought Of The Day
When you are good at what you do, you need not concern yourself with the actions of others. Cheating and sucker punches are no match for skill, experience and strength. You're a small man with a small plan. Making yourself feel large and important in a virtual fantasy world. You're NOTHING without your weak army of mindless followers that help your game. Just so they can be part of "something". Real recognition and respect comes by being real, gaining respect of mofos that know the deal. Posing hard is just a facade. As you all slept, I came up with a great idea. The implementation of "Voluntary Sterilization Centers." That's right folks! Cleaning up the gene pool will be a snap. All we have to do, is put this idea to work. Of course, the Voluntary Sterilization program will be just that. It won't be hard to sell this idea to the general public with the right media coverage, and corporate sponsorship for advertising. Centers will be set up around the country first in

Cancer!
A friend shared this item with me. I would like to remind those who already knew these facts and I am just hoping that this blog may inform those who are not yet aware of this precaustionary measures: * No plastic containers or plastic wrap in microwave. We should not be heating our food in the microwave using plastic containers... This especially applies to foods that contain fats. The combination of fat, high heat, and plastics releases dioxin into the food and ultimately into the cells of the body... A dioxin chemical causes cancer, especially breast cancer. Dioxins are highly poisonous to the cells of our bodies. Instead, use glass, such as Corning Ware, Pyrex or ceramic containers for heating food... You get the same results, only without the dioxin. So such things as TV dinners, instant ramen and soups, etc., should be removed from the container and heated in something else. Paper isn't bad but you don't know what is in the paper. It's

Horoscope For 12/8 Virgo
The Three of Swords card suggests that dwelling on past pain, heartbreak or loss leaves you vulnerable to further attack or reopens old wounds. It can ultimately consume you, particularly if it is your own heart that has betrayed you. Thoughts of getting even will make things worse. Taking each betrayal or loss too personally becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy so that when you do finally let down your guard and trust again, you find yourself embroiled in the same emotional drama you vowed to avoid. Being on the defensive or carrying a chip on your shoulder practically ensures tension or wounded pride and your self-esteem may suffer as a result. Certain loss is irrevocable. The ensuing crisis can be a turning point for your relationship or love life, but only if you are willing to let go and take a chance. for Tuesday, December 9: You're feeling pretty communicative right now and it's a very good time for you to talk up your latest bright idea. Even your most skeptical supervisor

Easy Leveling
Hey everyone, Willie's birthday is 15 January--let's level him before his birthday!!! Love yall!! Dy Hey everyone! Auto 11's on picins on my friends list has over 3000 pics that are easy to rate! He has auto 11's almost once a week!! He has helped me level several times. Look him up, add him as a friend!!! Thanks!!!

Good Friends
A good friend is like a diamond that glitters and shines, they can coax out a smile in the worst of times A good friend is always ready to jump to your aid, and with them behind you, your never afraid A good friend accepts the worst you can be, but brings out the best with a hello I loves ya hug just for me So to all my good friends who are blessings in many ways, just know I will loves ya for the rest of my days! October is not the only month to think pink and about breast awareness issues! It is important for all women to take care of themselves and get any testing needed done! Do not put it off just because you think next week or next month you will have more time to do this. I kept putting it off, and now I am facing some scary issues because of that. Take care and stay healthy! hugs! donna

Random Stuff
I have no idea why, but I've been inspired by some unknown force...*looks to the sky* Thank you Anyways, this is only part of the new song I am writing. I will post updates as often as possible. ***Remember these lyrics are not yet complete, please do not pass judgment yet. The Void Within written by VampyreRaven A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow -chorus- x2 The void within (killing me slowly) The void within (killing me coldly) The void within -end chorus- **This is not the finished product, but more of a rough draft of the finished product. Place jugdment as you see fit. After all, every writer has gotten help from others. :) ** The Void Within written by Cy-Blood A veteran of sorrow, Visions of no tomrrow Just a shell of a man, No emotion, No devotion, Sitting alone in his empty room The void within (killing him slowly) The void within x2 (killing him coldly) The void within A fallen angel be

Christmas Auction...bid On Me!!!!
ok friends!!!! im up for auction!!!! let the snow fall, i'm scared to see what i can bring!!!! heres the link.. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1631848&albumid=1327290&i=1785621806&idx=0#2059924507 i'm lookin for a blast contest or giveaway or auction or anything...if anyone reads this blog and knows where i can enter some contest for a blast...let me know!! better yet...if anyone would like me to rate all pics, all stash, daily sh*t faced, daily gifts, sfw salute, name in mine, midget on my profile or just your own lil fu-slave....let me know!!! i want a blast soooo bad =)

A Bdsm Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the domain,Not a subbie was stirring, (they were tied down with chain)The shackles were hung by the chimney with care,And the St. Andrews cross stood empty and bare. The subbies were nestled all snug in their beds,While visions of floggers danced in their heads;The Dom in his leather, and I in my slave cap,Had just settled down after getting our whacks. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,I crept from the bed to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew very quickly.Tripped over some handcuffs and cursed soft and thickly. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snowGave the luster of mid-day to objects below,When, what to my sleep-crusted eyes should unfurl,But a miniature sleigh, pulled by eight pony girls, With a Dominant driver, so forbidding and stern,I knew in a moment I'd a great deal to learn.More rapid than eagles his pony girls came,And he whipped them, and shouted, and called them by name; "Now, dash

Things That Make Me Smile
as cheesy as this sounds any mommy's heart would melt My son who is only 4 years old told me today at the drs office "mommy i have a secret" and whipsered in my ear "i love you much more than that" then when it was time for bed he again came up hugged me and said "i love you a hundred times more" these little things make parenthood so worth it PIERCED LIVE ON CAM HELP ME GET SPOTLIGHT NO TIME LIMIT JUST WANT SOME DONATIONS SO I CAN GET IT WHEN I GET IT BEFORE I REACH DISCIPLE

Me In A Nutshell
So the other night I had a dream that included a friend on fubar that I consider to be very near and dear to my heart. What I can remember about it was that him and I were on some type of game/reality tv show kind of like The Power of Truth. You know the whole liar detector test and finding out things you may or may not want to hear....especially from a loved one. The question basically was this...If you and your friend were faced with a compromising situation beyond control and you had to take your friend's life to save your own....Could you? Would you? I had to sit back and think about this for a moment. What makes his/her life more worthwhile than mine or vice versa? Would my death or theirs have a life changing impact on someone? Could I even bring myself to make such a horrible decision that could affect me and everyone else? Well it was enough to wake me and actually sadden me to think that it's possible in this day and age to be presented with a situation like this...b

Tagged!
I wanted to thank each and everyone of my friends for helping me reach Oracle. This is your achievement, not mine. You have all been there for me from the start, most since my start on Fubar. You all give of yourselves in so many different ways and once again, I am humbled by having such good people I call friends. I think it is important to point out that this milestone was reached with virtually no auto 11's being used. You all did this the old way; rating a friend because you care. Giving bling because you think I'm worth it. This being said, this achievement is truly special to me. You all have proven that you can level w/o using auto's or leveling/bombing families. I love you all and so grateful for all your friendships. Humbly, -Bull You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HA

Love After Love
I find it amusing that women and I guess men alike sell there self's on the net. I am sure that some might need to see others naked over the net to pass there time but think about it. We r on the internet do you really have to pay for it. lol It all starts with some casual conversation and showing a brief interest then comes the proposition. Something like hey baby u want to see more of me. Oh good times! Sex does sell and it is a lucrative business but I stand firm and I wonder if most do as well with this belief. Why do people pay for something that can be given freely? I just watched a truly prolific movie, one that intrigued my mind and touched my heart. Typically I am not a man who shares so openly with all of the world but I was moved to this passage. For all who have seen the movie P.S. I Love You then maybe you might be able to share in the experience. If not I will give a brief synopsis that serves this feature no justice. This is a flick about a woman that loses the man she

*men Aka Players*
WHY IS IT EVERYTIME A PERSON STARTS TO LIKE ANOTHER PERSON AND THIER DATING....THE MEN ALWAYS DISSAPPEAR???WHY THE FUCK DO THEY DO THAT??? IT'S A FACT THAT THE AVERAGE FEMALE IS PAID LESS THAN MALE...THEY TREAT US LIKE SHIT.....WHY DO WE LET THEM....WE ARE ALL EQUAL AND JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A DICK DOESN'T MEAN YOU RULE THE WORLD!

An Effort To Dispell A Myth
Necromancy From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search This article is about the general subject of necromancy. For other uses, see Necromancer (disambiguation). Necromancy (IPA: /ˈnekɹəˌmænsɪ/) (Greek νεκρομαντία, nekromantía) is a form of divination in which the practitioner seeks to summon "operative spirits" or "spirits of divination", for multiple reasons, from spiritual protection to wisdom. The word necromancy derives from the Greek νεκρός (nekrós), "dead", and μαντεία (manteía), "divination". However, since the Renaissance, necromancy has come to be associated more broadly with black magic and demon-summoning in general, sometimes losing its earlier, more specialized meaning. By popular etymology, nekromantia became nigromancy "black arts", and Johannes Hartlieb (1456) lists demonology in general under th

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? hand 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? heaven 5. Your father? bed 6. Your favorite thing? Shannon 7. Your dream last night? shhhhhh 8. Your favorite drink? vodka 9. Your dream/goal? artist 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? LOUDER 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? studying 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? serenity 18. Where you grew up? connecticut 19. The last thing you did? smiled 20. What are you wearing? wife-beater 21. TV? theLword 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your c

Just Thoughts
Well things are better they got worse for a minute but everything has really settled down and i feel much better than i did too....I owe a lot of that to my friends one in particular she really kept me going....she made a mistake which set me back for a minute but it didnt take long to fix the problem so no biggie lol. Im just glad that its all over now im just waiting to see what happens next and if maybe im falling for her idk....well shes gonna be here in about 20 minutes or so.....so im gonna get off here and actually get ready for the day later. Idk i havent been able to get a damn thing straight in my head lately and its fucking me up......Ive never been the type of person to lose my cool or composer and i really dont like the feeling of it. I guess this probably something really retarded to write a blog about but oh well. I guess what i really want is the security that i had knowing that i wouldnt lose myself and now i have and i dont know what to do.......I cant even get a clea

My Life
show my fuho all the luv!! Merry xmas :) Hinder – Without You I just wanna be alone tonight I just wanna take a little breather Cause lately all we do is fight And every time it cuts me deeper Cause something’s changed You’ve been acting so strange And its taking its toll on me Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it then But it all worked out in the end When I watched you walk away Well I never thought id say I’m fine Without you Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough And you said that you were so much better We have done a lot of growing up We were never meant to be together Cause something changed, you were acting so strange And it’s taken its toll on me It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave Without you, I live it up a little more everyday Without you, I’m seein myself so differently I didn’t wanna believe it

Things Ive Learned
'Twas The Night Before Christmas, He Lived All Alone, In A One Bedroom House Made Of Plaster And Stone. I Had Come Down The Chimney With Presents To Give, And To See Just Who In This Home Did Live. I Looked All About, A Strange Sight I Did See, No Tinsel, No Presents, Not Even A Tree. No Stocking By Mantle, Just Boots Filled With Sand, On The Wall Hung Pictures Of Far Distant Lands. With Medals And Badges, Awards Of All Kinds, A Sober Thought Came Through My Mind. For This House Was Different, It Was Dark And Dreary, I Found The Home Of A Soldier, Once I Could See Clearly. The Soldier Lay Sleeping, Silent, Alone, Curled Up On The Floor In This One Bedroom Home. The Face Was So Gentle, The Room In Such Disorder, Not How I Pictured A United States Soldier. Was This The Hero Of Whom I'd Just Read? Curled Up On A Poncho, The Floor For A Bed? I Realized The Families That I Saw This Night, Owed Their Lives To These Soldiers Who Were Wi

Anniversay Gift (too Dang Funny)
MRE dinner Date The following is supposedly a true story....told from the point of view of a U.S. Marine. I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the day before, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never had before" for dinner. After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, I finally settled on something she has DEFINITELY never eaten. I got out my trusty case of MRE's. Meal, Ready-to-Eat. Field rations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories. Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of their plastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets of Chicken-a-la-King, and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles and some dehydrated/re hydrated rice. I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sauteed in shaved garlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chicken a-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush that looked suspiciously like succotash. I added some s

Shay's World
Passion boils behind her eyes Her hips have a gentle sway There’s torment of seduction In every word she will say Her more than ample bosom Spills from her strapless dress Framed by auburn locks of hair Inviting every mans’ caress When she walks into the room No man can help but stare A vixen walks among them She’s the goddess with red hair Taunting in a southern drawl With just a hint of teasing She’s carefully constructing Every word she says, as pleasing Women stare with jealous eyes Their husbands spilling drool This wicked witch has cast a spell That proves every man a fool She looks out at her sisters feeling deeply their disgust Wishing she could give to them This curse she knows as lust You told me you loved me. But then you walked out of my life. You were like a lifeline. Go ahead, pick it up. But the line is already dead. You said you wouldn't turn your back on me. But where are you now? You walked out of the

Stories Are Nice.
do you ever put up this wall to defend all your true feeling? the way you act to tough but underneath it all you just want to wither away an cry your heart out? just want to feel human an let everything down an loet it all leak out an weaken the burden that you carry? scared to open up because of all the previous rejections an stabs in the back? worried things will never be the same so you keep staying strong as long as you can til the end? dont want to show your weak emotions, your soft spot that leads to an opening?? but you know what.. if thats you too.. im just the same.. an right now i just want to break down an cry my heart out, cry so bad i choke on it.. no matter how strong i am.. deep inside it can never cover up how i really feel.. what i really want to do.. sometime i just want to fly away an never come back.. esspecially when life hits me hard.. so hard all i can do is cry.. no matter how much i try to keep it all in.. i cry.. i hate saying this..

Nsfw Pics
guys can be added to nsfw pics for a small donation, pm me to find out, girls as usual will get in if they have nsfw ladies will get in only if they have nsfw pics, men maybe but you'll have to balst, vip, or auto 11 me

Instructions For Taking A Shower...
This link won't be around for long i'm sure.. http://newyork.craigslist.org/brk/adg/954894260.html So below is the actual comment on craigslist. Don't read if off-taste fetishes bother you (and I didn't go looking for this, someone shared it with me! LOL) - - - v v v I would like to pay a woman for the honor of smelling her butthole. just let me stick my face in your ass and sniff your asshole for a few minutes. i am willing to pay 500 bucks for this. if you are willing to let me smell a fart as well, DEFINIETLY message me because i would be willing to pay even more for that. This really isn't a blog. Just something to make you laugh (I hope!). Instructions for Women: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to color. Walk to bathroom wearing a long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 2. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. 3. Prepare

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nunya 2. Your significant other? question 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? school 6. Your favorite thing? you 7. Your dream last night? him 8. Your favorite drink? sunkist 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? arrogant 16. Muffins? Yes 17. One of your wish list items? snow 18. Where you grew up? mountain 19. The last thing you did? almond 20. What are you wearing? blouse 21. TV? cartoons 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? someone 24. Your life? confused 25. Your mood? fussy 2

Greed
http://fubar.com/user/2014445 Using images of an online NN model named Megan QT. I only know this cause I love porn! Spread the word and don't buy anything for this faker. If anyone knows who will get this accoun down, let me know. Thanks! I find it absurd on how many women on Fubar are disgracing the womens rights movement. What I mean by that is that almost all the women on this site are asking for "Bling packs", or "Blasts", or "auto-11's" all in exchange for either NSFW pictures, or a promise of a shout out on the item that those men purchase for them. To me, I see Fubar as little more than a booster of self-confident for those who have little to no confidence, and I think that's fantastic. It's good to be around people that make you feel good about yourself, but to do so at the sake of showing your cleavage in every picture. I get bored seeing pictures of the tops of girls heads just so that we can see their cleavage. I tend to find myself looking at humorous pictures, or

So Umm Yea!!
well... lets see about 2 months ago broke up with my bf of 3 yrs ... bt were kool .. then ive been dattin this guy for a month ... lol.. hes really nice an good to my daughter! lol .. yes my daughter .. bf of 3 yrs is the father! umm no job! kinda quite kinda fired! start school in jan... umm no t sure wat else to put rite now! so later! luvs hugs drugs! lol! =P well been with matt fo r3 months.. hate baby daddy bt am sorta kool with him! lol.. hate his gf! so do alot of of other ppl! even he does lol! still dont have a job put school on hold.. till i get a job.. bout to go to court with shawn baby daddy! over custody! he aint gonna get it! lol.. joint maybe .. bt ill be primary! just tring to survive at this point an im only 19 lol.. ok well theres kind of an update lol.. later!

Wierd Storys
Slipknot frontman Corey Taylor launched into a foul-mouthed rant about Coldplay frontman Chris Martin and the band's latest LP during a TV interview. The British rockers' Viva la Vida received critical acclaim when it was released earlier this year. But Taylor is not a fan of the record, or singer Martin - and made his thoughts known in a profanity-packed U.K. TV interview. He tells Zane Lowe's MTV show, "That is one of the most self-celebratory pieces of shit I've ever fucking heard in my entire fucking life. "Go suck a fucking dick. Are you watching Martin? Suck it. Go eat a bag of shit. "I fucking hate that album. It's music to wipe your ass to." The singer in a teen gothic metal band and her brother allegedly stabbed the band's guitarist dozens of times because he did not play well enough, Italian police and a lawyer said Friday. Police in Genoa, on Italy's northwestern coast, said the 16-year-old victim remained hospitalized but his life was not in danger. He

Tagged
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I squeeze my tube of toothpaste from the bottom. 2. I buy flip top toothpaste tubes but still unscrew the tops to use them. 3. I alternate my electric toothbrush and my manual toothbrush every other day. 4. Once a week I use baking soda and peroxide to brush my teeth. 5. I always brush my tongue when I brush my teeth. 6. I brush and floss AT LEAST twice a day. 7. I am very anal about oral hygiene.. 8. I put my toilet paper OVER. 9. I am a Chap Stick junkie. 10. My favorite gum is Extra Polar Ice. 11. I'm addicted to my gum. 12. I am SO ADDICTED to coffee!! 13. I'm INCREDIBLY complex. 14. I practice Reiki. 15. I c

To You
Living, Fighting, Obsessing, Just as long as I can share it all with you. Yesterday, today tomorrow, Come rain, come shine. Hell and back, the beginning, inbetween, Till' the end of time. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. As above, so below. You ain't no fool and honey I'm damn sure that you know. Yesterday, today tomorrow, Come rain, come shine. Hell and back, the beginning, inbetween, Till' the end of time. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.. ah-ah) (solo) All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust. All that shines, turns to rust. All that stands in time, Turns to dust Well, Master Joe got the master plan He got a hat full of sugar Folks said, "You a lucky man" One night he just disappeared And all we found was his hat in a

Pop Icon Pin-up Bettie Page Dies At 85
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. Frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the doorbell ra

Caresses Of The Nite
The feel of your lips,a caress and light touch.A feeling within,I've held onto too much.Just a thought,a whisper, a teaseMakes me smileand beg "Take me please."You smirk as your eyesstare deep into mine,And your fingers tickleall down a lineStraight to the center,to where pleasure lies."Please, take me now,"I beg with hands tied.Your a tease as you tickleYou please as you goYou grab a firm hold,as I moan, from below.Another caresssends chills down my spineMaking me squirm,seemingly moaning in time.A nibble, a bite, a grasp and pinchI moan, you think "Well, this is a cinch."My voice looses itselfas you tickle and tease.My mind draws a blankand I grow weak in the knees.You draw yourself over meI'm not able to touch.I can't help but think,"This is too much."I draw my head up,trying to kiss your sweet lipsBut you pull awaynot allowing this kiss.You whisper, I moanyou lick as I groan."Now, don't stop now!"You pull yourself back,not allowing my touch.Your in control,and I love this so much.D

I Try To Be Good, I Really Do.
Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares, and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe is right and important; your heart has a way of speaking louder than your mind. Hold on to your dreams; achieve them diligently

I Would Like To Know...
I would like to know who would like to be added to my family and add me to theirs? Thanks! I would like to know if anyone would be willing to pay for someone they could go to and vent and get unbiased advice? How much would you be willing to pay for such person? Please take this seriously...I would really like to know.

Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k

A Soldiers Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaser and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once i could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more. So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent and alone, Curled up oin the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how i pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean

Tbr Stuff
He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj Bubba. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!! Hes Back and Better Then Ever!! Come Rock out with THE ONE THE ONLY DJ Bubba!!! Playin all your favorites!! So What are you waiting for click the pic and join the Fun!! You dont know what your missing!!!

My Cat Sheba
Sheba had surgury today 12/15/2008 and I am overjoyed because it went very well and I will still have my sweet little girl for at least several more months,when they say it may come back. To me it was worth every penny of the money I spent to have her with me and she is doing so well and happy to have this growth out of her mouth. Thank you everyone for your prayers. My cat Sheba,(she is on my lapin my main picture),has got cancer in her mouth. I am having her operated on on Monday 12/15/2008,she may only have a few months left even if the surgury goes well. I have had her for 18 years and she is the most special cat you could ever meet. She is so very loving and sweet. Please pray for her , Thank you I know that I dont have her for much longer,it is going to be so very hard to lose her,she has been my little girl for so many years.

what kind of printer does it come with a user guide if not let me know i can find one for you all i need is the name number if ya wanna be my stalker please sign the stalker application thanks ya there is a few people on here if ind them hot you know who you are wink

Disappointment
A man marries a deaf woman He saids "We must work out a code" If I want sex I'll stroke your left brest - you pull my dick once for yes and 32 times for no!!! When you ran into a wall with a boner and you hit your nose first

Why?
Okay first let me say this whole fubar place rocks! and most folks on here are very friendly, having said that im not hating when I ask why have 35000 friends when there is no way in heck you can have any kind of real personal contact with them?? I mean I dont get it, Thats a sporting event crowd people, so lets face facts its a power trip! and hey thats okay but they should call them fu foughter cause thats all they are, bling me this and vip me that lol a bunch a rock stars I tell ya. any how just one of those random thoughts and yes I am friends with some of these folks i know but it still makes me laugh:) take care JC Okay so the confusion continues lol, you will find its a theme with me, thanks again to all who have helped me to figure this place out. Somthing is puzzling me though, this NSFW business, folks if you dont want people to see pictures of you or ask to see them..then DONT POST THEM ON A FREAKING WEBSITE! LMAO this cracks me up I have never asked anyone to see thes

The State Of Affairs
The number asked for was $25 billion to be split between three companies as loans until the economy picks back up and the American automotive industry can recover from the recession. The U.S. government has set aside $700 billion to BAILOUT banks and other financial institutions without having the money paid back when they recover from the current financial crisis. The banks have gotten their money without having to jump through hoops as the American automotive industry has. The financial institutions have used their bailout money to do wonderful things, such as throw elaborate hunting trips and parties for their higher-ups, have new baseball stadiums named after them, etc. The white-collar people who work for these companies such as AIG, Citibank, Fannie Mae, Freddie Mack still have their jobs. They still have a means of supporting themselves and their familes without trying to hope unemployment compensation is enough to pay the bills, enough to buy Christmas gifts for their kids and

My Favorite Bar
My favorite bar is Ridge Runners.Their always was a good band playing & always good friends to party with.We went there for about a year,then business started getting bad & they closed it down.I really do miss the place.It was a home away for home... Everything has went downhill, since New Year`s eve.We went to a bar that night & stayed put & sleep.Got up the next morning went thru a road block & guess what? They had the hubby to get out & decided our fate for the rest of the year.He hadn`t drank anything since 2:00 that morning.To make a long story short. he got a dui & lost his job.Not good for us....I hate it.Don`t go to court till March.He hasn`t had any luck with a job yet.Life sucks....

Rate 4 Bucks
Need to make a few extra Fu-bucks? Check this out... For every "Easy Rate" folder that you rate of mine during Happy Hour, on my birthday, I will pay you 15K in Fu-bucks!! I have 12 different "Easy Rate" folders with 100 pictures in each! If you do all 12 folders I will give you a bonus 50K!!! On top of it I am running auto 11's right now!! So click below and make some big bucks and get some big points to boot!!! Private Message me with the number of folders you do and I will get you the Fu-bucks ASAP! This offer ends when my auto 11's end!!! Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? gone 2. Your significant other? amy 3. Your hair? none 4. Your m

The Darque Orchid
I have pics posted on WICKEDDOLLZ!!!! Help me win the contest!! I would appreciate the votes!! Love ya! MUAH!! http://www.wickeddollz.net/FeaturedWickedDollz.html I recently have joined a site that caters to the alternative woman. I have submitted my pics and I am curious to see if people outside of the website think my pics are decent. Although I am a plus size woman I take tasteful pictures but also like to stand out a bit sort to speak when modeling. So I guess this blog is about me wondering if you guys like the site and the pics. I'm Darque Orchid and you can see my pics on wickeddollz.net I would also appreciate any suggestions on what other kind of pictures to take. Makep ideas, hairstyles..or if anyone local to me would like for me to photograph them or help me with pics. I want to be able to put together a simple portfolio. All pictures that you see either here or on the website are taken by me or my husband. I ask that everyone is respectful when contac

Damn You Kevin Lol
thanks 2 kevin.....this has caused a drool fest on my end...talk about a TURN ON I cant get enough of :P Liquid Dancing OMG!!! Can I have this under my tree for x-mas?? LOL I could watch this over and over LOL Ohhhh Yeah!!!!!!!!! I couldnt find this video anywhere but if I ever come across this guy.......lol.......MINE!!!!

My Zodiac
This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of Karin The planets in the signsThe position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.Sun in LeoShe is masterful, likes authority, aspires towards an ideal. A little too pretentious and always wanting things. She likes to give advice. She is honest, frank, loyal, open and sincere.Weaknesses: pride, vanity, arrogance, presumption and disdain of others.Moon in TaurusSweetness itself. Convinced of their ideas and strong-willed. She is foresighted and willful. She knows how to trust. She appreciates all the good things in Life. She likes and protects Nature.Weaknesses: excesses in pleasure, laziness, sensuality, thoughtlessness.Mercury in CancerShe adapts to every situation that arises, has a good understanding, is discerning and is full of insight. She is lucid and thinks things through. She likes to please and to create

Va
So, I'm not moving down to VA until April the 4th now. I'm waiting until payday. Just to let ya'll know what's going on. Welp... I'm off for now. Talk to ya'll later. I am moving to VA on April 1st of this year. I will only be on the computer about twice a month if that. I plan on getting a lot more tattoos than I already have. I only have 5 at the moment. I have my nipples pierced, Top and bottom navel pierced. The tongue is pierced and so is the nose. What can I say, it's excitement to me. I love the thrill of the pain of everything. It's great. Alright, I'm off for now.

My Thoughts
Everyone asks me why I call myself Jayded and yes I know I spell it different than its supposed to be. But to put it simply...... life, love and men have jaded me. And I honestly believe at my age everyone is a little jaded , its what molds us to who we are so I dont see it in a bad way. When you have been betrayed, used, pushed around, walked on and just plain hurt by someone it will make you jaded a little everytime. But I wouldnt trade any of my experiences cause it makes me the strong women I am today. Does it mean that every guy that comes into my life is going to pay for the mistakes of the last relationship? NO..........Every relationship that has ever ended good or bad ive learned something from it and moved on and tried to make it better the next time, its all you can do. But everytime Ive been hurt my heart gets a little more guarded and harder to get to. I dont wear it on my sleeve like I used to for someone to crush. The one that grabs a hold of my heart again wil

All About Me
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My Thoughts And Dreams
i was there for you my heart was open for you i cared for you i listened when you needed it and i loved you like no one in my life i smiled for you i dreamed of you my heart sang for you i overlooked my perchance of not trusting i overlooked the nagging feelings that where there things going on that i could not see and i loved you you were that song my heart would sing when i was sad your face was the face i saw when i was down your smile was what i saw when i closed my eyes your green eyes sparkling with mischief you just had no place for me. no time for me and my son, we cared for you even if you were not here so many miles away... but you were still the song my heart sang and now i need to let you go to be happy.. i want you to smile i want you to find your own song.. i wish we could sing it together but its not what you want.. be happy my song be happy my heart i love you you live in my heart and always will i will miss you so much but its time for me t

Fubar Is This Trip 4 Real?
Some of You know I had a rough couple of months! Things are just starting to get better! My POinT is I wasn't able to keep up with all the love BUt I'm trying!!!! I will do my best To reach you individually BUt this is just a great big! THANK YOU!! And know that You have REAL value To me!!!!! .... And HI _FIVES !!!!! and ONE LOVE TO my BOYS!!!! and I can't leave out my haters!!! I even Got a Weird Appreciation for y'all Too ! LMAO!!! also To those I haven't met fully YEt don't be afriad leave a comment ! I'm by NO MEANS your AvERAGE Fu type Guy! LET ME PUT IT THIS WAY EVEN IF YOU THINK THERE IS A PROBLEM FORGET IT!! COME BY AND SAY HELLO!! AND just because You Really rock my world!!!ONE MORE GREAT BIG I LOVE YOU TO ALL MY LADIES !!! And ThaNK YOU For giving yourself to me!!!You will be loved and loved and LOVED!!!!!!!!!! How Silly of Me to get All caught-up in this fu-minagerie:My Foolish Heart Once Again has Been less than loyal to Me !

Carnas-fu
Finally found a new game after the debacle involving another player cyberstalking me and harassing me at every given opportunity. I did report it to the mods but nothing has still been done about it and it's been over a month since the report was filed. So I quit that and found another game called Ghost Online completely by accident. I can't really play 3D MMORPGs too well because of I have a laptop and that means no mouse. I have no surface that I can use a laptop and mouse combination on. My room has surfaces that can just about fit the laptop on it's own. So far I'm enjoying the game as a mage and no one's bugged me. You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Upstairs 2. Your significant other

Guys!
I'm seriously to the point where I am gonna give up! I hate when your with a guy and there is no changing him! When your in a relationship there should be some compromise!! Well in mine.. yea there is not! His way or the highway! Well I'm about to get on the highway and drive really fast! I don't think deer on the wall are the "IT" thing! Camo on everything is NOT appealing! and I HATE COUNTRY! People that know Eric are probably thinking ok well your not the perfect girl for him because thats pretty much his life in 3 sentences! It's not fair I have to give up everything! He can have his little bachelor's pad because I'm about done and he can be single! Yea I might be blowing it out of proportion but I'm sick of being treated like shit, paying ALL the bills, expecting I do everything by myself! and be a perfect little girlfriend with no attitude! Well I'm a bitch! I don't let people push me around! I'm very OCD and I don't need this shit especially every

Munkey Ink
Redmunkey for those who wonder, was created as an experimental site in order to promote some of our friends. What started as a small place with a few links, has now grown to host a lot more content and promo material. The site itself its free for all. We never charge, we don't have a portal to sign up and pay. The money to pay for the upkeep comes from the links, affiliates, and at some point sponsors. If you wonder about the name, and why its not a dot come, its because it was hijacked and now belongs to some band. We are working on taking it back. The site itself has gone through changes over the past year and will still in order to keep up with the rest. As we are now showing up on social networks to share our content you will also get the chance to see some who joined us to promote not only us but themselves with it. From coast to coast, at clubs and parties all over RedMunkey has showed up. Our goal is to create not only relationships but to become a place where be

The Anthony's Tragedy
WE ALL KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BOUT THE ANTHONY'S IN ORLANDO FLORIDA AN I KNOW EVERYBODY GOT THEIR OWN OPINIONS BOUT IT MY OPINIONS IS THAT CASEY IS COVERING UP SOMETHING B/C OF THE VIDEO SHOWS HER ON THE PHONE WIT HER FAMILY THANGS SHE JUST SAY DONT MAKE NE SENSE OR CLOSE TO BE NE TRUTH BEHIND IT SHE MISLEAD EVERYONE I KNOW SHE KNOWS WHAT HAPPEN TO CAYLEE IM NOT SAYING SHE DIDNT DO THIS ALL I SAYING ITS TIME FOR HER TO TELL THE TRUTH NOW IF THE SKELETALS THEY FOUND BELONGS TO CAYLEE THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ITS BEST FOR HER JUST TO COME OUT WIT IT THE ONLY PPL IN THIS HORRIBLE MESS WILL BE THE GRANDPARENTS THEY HAVE GOTTEN MY WISHES NOW I WANTED KNOW WHAT U THINK BOUT ALL THIS?

Pegasus Project
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Mind Of A Red Hooded Kitten...
Still here, all alone, nobody to talk to, Only me and my heart... Thinking of you, smiling at myself. Drifting away to a world with nobody else but ourselves, Reaching out for u. my finger tips touching your face.. feeling it, loving it. For once there are no worries on my mind. Only You. Trying to memorize why i feel this way when im around you. While the answer is standing right infront of me. Because you are who you truely are, and you love me for who i am. Slowly i'm realizing I love you too. But then, i hear my name. i'm slowly waking up. not willing to let you go, not just yet. Unfortunatly, i'm slowly comin back to earth knowing you're already out of reach. Knowing full well it was all just a dream. but still, I'm loving you, Smiling at you, Thinking of you, Realizing this dream someday will be everything a dream is not... A Reality. So i've been thru a lot in the past, but of course who hasnt. but finally... things are starting t

My #1 Family And Friend Ms Jeri Is The Best
I met a wonderful lady about two years ago thru my ex boyfriend. Her name is Jerrilynne, we have gone really close thru the years and talk several times a day. Although I kicked the ex to the curb, we are still "silstas from another mista", lol. Niether one of us talk to my ex. Well to get to the point, I never truly realized what a golden heart my girl truly has until today...She told me a few days ago that she sent me a xmas card with a lil suprise in it. Knowing her i thought it was a card with a half naked guy on the front. She knows i have had somme problems finding a job since the move and i figured she was trying to cheer me up. Long story short, i opened the card and out fell a hundred dollar bill. I was completely suprised and shocked. I know this girl and she cannot afford that. But,she knew that i could not afford christmas for my kids. I cannot tell u people how wonderful my "silsta" is and the only thing i can do to show her all of my love and appreciation is to post this

My Midget, I Need Points
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Life Made From Poetry
dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cherish her love her night and day every moment I am awake her mystic beauty enchants me even my dreams are of her softness i cant wait you know my love this moment will last for eternity in our lives for seventh heaven i will take you I will help you reach the skies once loved by you I cannot fathom what life would be without you in my life so long I do crave you, adore you will keep you safe and loved free of strife be gentle with myheart my love for it is yours to keep and enjoy forever and it will keep your hunger and hope and thirst quenched like a river. This is a quote "life isn't measured by the number of breaths we as h

The Pentacle
The word Pagan gets bantied about by many and is a very misunderstood term. Hopefully, this will shed some light on the subject. Paganism From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Pagan) Jump to: navigation, search "Pagan" and "Heathen" redirect here. For other usages, see Pagan (disambiguation) and Heathen (disambiguation) Mayan priests dancing around fire at a ceremony. The Maya folk religion is considered to be pagan under all definitions of the word. Followers of Romuva, a Lithuanian Neopagan faith, practice a ritual around a fire. Paganism (from Latin paganus, meaning "country dweller, rustic")[1] is a word used to refer to various religions and religious beliefs from across the world. The term has various different meanings, though, from a Western perspective, it has modern connotations of a faith that has polytheistic,[2] spiritualist, animistic or shamanic practices, such as a folk religion, historical polytheistic or neopagan religion. The term ha

Babygirls Life
Looking into your eyes and falling in so deep your the guy i been dreaming of and seeing in my dreams. I look at you and reach out to grab and hold your hand as winds blow me down upon grains of sand I get up and see you still standing there with your hair blowing freely in the summer wind. I reach out pull you so close to me give you a kiss for all the worlds and heavens to forever see feeling heavens embrace by the very touch of your skin makes the rainbows forever shine on these cold autumn days the love you bestowed upon to me makes life feels so worth living truely to me inside. Your lips forever truely sealed with a endless kiss your skin forever sparkling in the summer sun as I gaze into your eyes and forever blown away the world in my eyes isn;t truely complete without you standing there next to me forever in this life forever for the rest of my eternity dwelling in the light of heaven waiting for you to appear to take my hand and walk across the endless shores of the ocean

Lyrics For My Moment.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOMEONE HERE KNOWS I AM TALKING TO HIM HERE . . . GEEBUS. So the flood gates open but nothing comes out I’m feeling no relief in my head, just doubt But my heart keeps telling me ‘hold your ground. You’ll never learn a thing if you bail out now’ And I’m lonely again tonight I can feel it like a knot in my side They keep saying this is part of the ride But I’m not getting stronger. Yet hold me against the light And do you see any bullet inside? Wouldn’t find one if you magnified Because you’ve got the wrong girl Had my fingers around the back of your chair You’d never missed a thing but you missed me there And I just kept thinking ‘Am I prepared To pull it out from under your trusting stare?’ Now the house is quiet as a hollow head And I’m walking round bumping into things you said This has not been as easy as I thought it would I’d be cooling down the fire if I thought I could. And I’m lonely again tonight I can feel it like a k

Feelins
There is ONE who has found and stolen my very heart the one and only thing that makes a difference in this world to me... she is the most wonderfully sweet sexy and a bit of a smartass as well (which i love). Above everything else everyone that has come into my life she has found a way to capture my heart easily and holds it within her hands and for the first time in my life i am actually trusting someone with it.... which honestly scares the living shit out of me but she has my heart and my trust what can i say.... what do you do when someone has captured your very core? all i can do now is trust in the keeper of the stars to make the decision... i love you Erica when i give my heart to someone i do it fully and with out question. at times this scares me because everytime i turn around it seems that the one who i have given my heart to either turns on me, cheats on me, or just plain never cared to begin with. some days i think it might just be better to dissapear and just not BE at

Hello
I have not been on here for a long time, and a lot of things have been going since I was on here last. My wife and I are filing for divorce, and I have met someone new that I am going to marry after the divorce is final. Her name is Dayna and her nickname on here is Dayna Nicholson, and she is a great woman. I am really looking forward to our wedding day. I am also no longer going to be deployed to Iraq with my unit in the army, instead I am getting out of the army on a medical discharge, most likely a medical retirement. I will also try to write more blogs from now. Just thought I would get my blogs started and see how it goes. I am really nervous about trying a music ministry full time when I get out of the army, but am told I should not give up on the dream. If you read this, I would appreciate it if you go to www.thomasnicholson.org and see what you think of the demos I have and what I have written. If you like it let me know in the guest book. If I don't hear anything, I will take

My Poems
In the depths of your eyes, they show of a weekness, as the blind one's love reveals. How bound they are with the strength of a loves bondage, to hold such a untold story. In your heart, though it beats by a rythem, even now the deaf ears of love can't hear. Though its not for the huntress of the open sea. If you dare apon it, mabie it might be for the goddess of the moon. As you glance up, and to witness her light shine apon you. Your lips are so tempting like the morning dew is to the window paine, after the effects of a lovers moon. Even though as your body holds my embrace, how warm and inticing it is. As this story goes, you may look apon my eyes, to reveal the truth in your eyes as it shows only a trace of a lovers mist By Kris Mauch You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So

Come Visit Us At The Chill Lounge
starting today till a couple days after new years eve the staff at chill lounge wants to buy u drinks so stop on by and if u like the lounge feel free to jion our goal is to get every one that stops by shit faced its a new cool looking lounge stop by and let us know what u think of it

Feelings
I am a huge fan of the band Dope and Here is another song that I believe is fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or if you do, isn't this a cool/good/great song? Sometimes you don't understand Sometimes I am what I am Sometimes I just can't be Everything you hoped I'd be And sometimes I wish that you could see I'm not like you I'm not like them I won't pretend Cause I am what I am Sometimes I wish that we Could agree to disagree Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see This is who I am I've always been And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am You don't understand I am what I am And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am Enclosed are the video and lyrics to the song "Imperium" by the band Machine Head. The more I hear this song the more I love it and the more the lyrics seem fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or

Saying
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. If it changes your life; let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Everyone is looking for something and those that have what they're looking for, usually don't even realize it!

Trouble!
I am stuck on trying to find a job and the main reason I want one is to obtain the money I need to go down to Covington, GA to meet a very beautiful lady. who i've fallen head over heals for! it is very frustrating! but oh well i got to live with it. I have made $100 dollars I need that 3 times over though if i am to go down there. I fell asleep last night and woke up with two more feet of snow then the night before and it is still snowing! WOW! this is hard stuff to walk in when all you have are $200's worth of sk8 shoes and no boots! its is really wet. I forgot since I spent the last two entire snow seasons in jail! so I am going to go get my winter gear!

Merry Christmas Train
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Deceit
Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that have not wit enough to be honest... Francois Duc De La Rochefoucauld This surface good-nature which captivates a new acquaintance and is no bar to treachery, which knows no scruple and is never at fault for an excuse, which makes an outcry at the wound which it condones, is one of the most distinctive features of the journalist. This camaraderie (the word is a stroke of genius) corrodes the noblest minds; it eats into their pride like rust, kills the germ of great deeds, and lends a sanction to moral cowardice...Balzac, Honoré De Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence Woven with infinite care And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-truths.

My Shit...
So i dont really know what to say right now. I'm a smart ass, loves to joke around, ppl dont really know how to take me. so if they dont like me then they'll get over it. :-)- Why is it when i think i'm over you, You have to call, and try to get some. Why is it when i finally decide this time its IT NO MORE you confuse the hell out of me? Why is it that you still have such a strong hold on my heart? Why cant you just leave me alone... I'm NOT comeing back to you again! Why cant you just understand that i've had enough of your shit? Why cant you Go away, find someone else to tourture? Why dont you just Go away from me all together... Is that too much to ask for??

Drugs
Best of Marijuana Marijuana • Stands as a junction of drugs that affect anxiety and are hallucinogenic o Anxiolytic and hallucinogenic, but for the most part Anxiolytic, hallucinogenic in higher doses • Showed up in the west in the 19th century prominent among artsy types Marijuana Consumption • Most people consume the weakest variety, the dried leaves and flowing top “Bong” • A mixture of dried leaves and resin • Hashish Marijuana Methods of action • Mood enhancement • Word play • Incoherent thinking • Keen acute thinking • Synesthesia • Distortion of the perception of time • Enhancement of sensory perception Synesthesia • Cross talk between sensory systems • Gives insight on the nature of consciousness • Synesthetics: People who don’t have to take any drugs to experience the phenomena of Synesthesia • Color Organs: Instruments that when played the music is accompanied w/ colors Sensory Enhancement • Many hallucinogens have an overlay of the col

My Kind Of Christmas Tree
You Are Milk Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young! What Holiday Drink Are You? Love this one! LOL You Should Have a Pink Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of friendship and sharing. You're happy as long as you're spending time with the people you care about. You are passionate about the holidays, and that start of the holiday season makes you very excited. You sometimes go a bit overboard in your celebrations. You just can't help it! Passionate, easily excited, sweet, giving, love, friendship, sensitive, caring Your pink tree would look great with: More pink! You should spend Christmas Eve watching: The Muppet Christmas Carol What you should bake for Santa: Rice krispie treats with red and green food coloring What Color C

Silence
the silence is a frieght train a loud bell that cannot be shut off The silence is a thunderstorm, pouring down on top of my head The silence is the loudest part of the night the Silence my true hearts delight The Silence is a youthful peer upsetting a growth period that never seems to subside. The silence is the only thing keeping my eye lids open The silence is the only thing that keeps me from breathin, The silence is worse than that of arsenic, it poisons more slowly that any poison The silence is something I try to break the silence is something I try to face The Silence is something I cannot Face The silence is something ive tried beating in race but never succeeds to myself disgrace so here I sit again the Silence drowning me carrrying me under like a victim to the sea. A time when the tears flow faster than the tap a moment when the clarity of my emotions spill over the brim of a glass.. like the elixir I am pouring into it. Sometimes I make excuses

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This Is Bs
What a tool, and not in a good way.... I feel sorry for any woman that falls for this obvious attempt at receiving nudes from women. WTF is all I have to say...... subject: Here's the rules post date: 2008-12-16 12:53:28 views: 9 comments: 1 ratings: 0 The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to (blank) on YIM or (blank) on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ (blank, but its a kind of dog) in them. You know the drill read from the bottom up... Dont you hate it when you rate and rate and rate the person who has the HH. I mean even rate all of there pics. Every fucking last one. MORE THAN ONCE. And then they call you a liar. This chick thinks just becuase she is level 30 and she has spent 100's of bucks on HH's that she i

I Am Sober, And I Need Someone To Get Me A Drink!!
I asked Santa for a white hummer for christmas, that focker sent me a crackwhore with braces. JUST BELIEVE!!! Stop, by, and check me out if you like what you see, buy me a drink, send me a shout, and rate me plz!! I WLL RETURN THE LOVE!!!!

Your The Sun Of My Island
I think i know what true love is. Even though you have hurt me i will still love you. You care about how i feel and what i do in my day not when we can hook up. You are down to earth and you know whats going on. Your strong and beautiful. I hope you see this and realize how much u actually mean to me. You keep me out of trouble and you protect me. I have never felt this way toward someone before. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved. When you told me "You're the love of my life, you're the water to my flower, you're the air I breathe to, you're the medicine that cures me, and you're the beat to my heart" i knew that you didnt mean to hurt me. I dont want you to be like everyone else. I love you with everything i have. I have opened my life and told you how i was and what i have done. i love you and that will never change. I know i over react and assume stuff but thats how i protect myself from getting hurt i am really sorry. I want to trust but i have trusted before

One Word Only
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? working 5. Your father? retired 6. Your favorite thing? firefighting 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? always 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living 14. Where were you last night? firestation 15. What you're not? astronaut 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? motorocycle 18. Where you grew up? Pennsylvania 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? sucks 25. Your mood? sucks 26. Missing someone? nope 27. Favorite Store? walmart

New Years Party!!!!!
why is it that alot of the girls on here take the sexy girls pics?? if you ugly just face it i dont know how pretending to be someone else makes you feel better!!!!! your fake! a girl by the name of TinkerBelle Fake Trisha FAKE take you fake ass and go play in traffic ... if ur not happy with yourslef then work on it!!!!!!! FUCK all you fake ass ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am throwing a party at club hotel for new years! tickets on sale now let me know if intrested!!!

Birthday Party
Here is all you need to know about me... I am about YOU My purpose is to build, lift, assist, YOU on YOUR path. In helping raise YOU up, I am in turn, raised up... to my highest good... my highest potential... my highest self. Once you are living your life doing what you are meant to do here, the rest will come. Don't you see, it's always about what you GIVE, not what you recieve. Once you trust that you will be taken care of... that you will have all you need and MORE... you have arrived at the next level, and are ready to proceed. What's next ?.... I don't know... but I do know that this journey has chosen YOU.... what will YOU do ? Big Birthday Celebration . . . I received this invitation that I just had to pass on. *********************************************************** Dear loved ones, As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor, and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated. During this time

Chill Lounge
Ever feel like you just wanna come in and take a load off from a hard days work without having to worry about everybody?? Chill lounge is a really great place for that. Come check it out, the atmosphere is real cool, no bar fights or anything just people who wanna shoot the breeze. Come check it out, meet and mingle with other folks, etc etc... So come on in folks, drinks are on the house!!!lol It's the Weekend!!!! come on in the Chill lounge tonight everybody!!! drinks will be on the house all night long for the first weekend of the new year!!!! And if you like the joint plz feel free to join. enjoy the first friday of the year everyone!!!!

Adam Walsh - Finally Able To R.i.p.
Get your own Flash MP3 Player Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes "Six year old Adam Walsh disappeared from a Hollywood mall on July 27, 1981. Fishermen discovered his severed head in a canal 120 miles away two weeks later. The rest of his body was never found. The suspect, Ottis Toole, had twice confessed to killing the child, but later recanted. He claimed responsibility for hundreds of murders, but police determined most of the confessions were lies. Toole's niece told the boy's father, John Walsh, her uncle confessed on his deathbed in prison that he killed Adam. Authorities made a series of crucial errors, losing the bloodstained carpeting in Toole's car — preventing DNA testing — and the car itself. It was a week after the boy's disappearance before the FBI got involved. "So many mistakes were made," John Walsh said in 1997, upon the release of his book "Tears of Rage," which harshly criticized the Hollywood Police Department's work o

I Thought Of You Today. (for My Best Friend You Know Who You Are.)
She knows when I am sad She knows how to make me smile She knows what Bothers me She knows how to keep me laughing No one comes close to her and NO ONE can compare to her and yet thier simply unaware. She's their when I need A hug or just a driendly smile. She purrrrs just like a kitty cat and makes the guys go wild. (smiles**). She has a caring way to get me through each day And all the things she does to show me just how much she cares just gives me more confidence to face a new day with a smile just to know that she'll be there. So in return I wrote this blog to let know that she is my closest friend and my love will forever show. Thanks to Mystical for always being there to talk to when I just needed a friend you are my closest friend. And I am very thankful that you chose to be my friend. much Love and respect to you my dark angel for you will always be my closest friend. I thought of you today and the tears started falling, I thought of you today and I wondered wh

O Why Is Everything So Hard
Whats your P.O.V? Ok, so I met this guy on here. I tell everyone I am married, maybe not happily, But I am married. This guy is married, but his profile and everything says he's single. Well we've talked for a few weeks, and last week we went and had coffee together and bitched about marriage and all that. He likes me and was hitting on me, but I told him it wont work. Figureing he could handle it, and I really liked him, he was cool, we made another "date" for coffee on the 1st. Well new years I ran into one of the best friends of my life that I havent seen for..um...like 10 years or so. Shes crazy busy and so am I. The only time soon we could get together was at the same time and day I was supposed to meet that guy. So I message him telling him I cant make it. He calls me asking wtf? And I tell him the truth, I havent seen her in years. So anyways, today I turn on the computer and 3 messages from yahoo IM pop up and his ass is cussing me, calling me an asshole, saying "I see where yo

The Dead ☮ ♥ ☺
Right outside this lazy summer home you ain't got time to call your soul a critic no. Right outside the lazy gate of winter's summer home, wond'rin' where the nut-thatch winters, wings a mile long just carried the bird away. Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world, the heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own. Wake now, discover that you are the song that the mornin' brings, But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenin's and songs of it's own. There comes a redeemer, and he slowly too fades away, And there follows his wagon behind him that's loaded with clay. And the seeds that were silent all burst into bloom, and decay, and night comes so quiet, it's close on the heels of the day. Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world, the heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own. Wake now, discover that you are the song that the mornin' brings, But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenin's and songs of i

My First Auction
well for almost all of my 1st year here on fu I was online atleast 15 hours a day. I lived in the middle of no where & the closest city has so small there really wasnt anything to do once you got there. For the last something like 3 months fubar was the last thing I was doing when I had the time. Over that time I sorted through my entire house. Between cleaning,packing,giving things away & throwing thing away. I've moved to a much bigger city with more things to do that keeps me so busy. My moving is the best thing I could of done. Well.....over this time when I put me & my life 1st I've realized that some people who were stating to be my friends got upset because this time I was so busy making my life better that I didnt have time to come on here & help level people & give all my time to certain people. I'm real sorry but I guess it was good that it worked out this way because I hate being played. I know there are afew that knew I was gone from the computer for a logic reason & when

Conspiracy
I do not know if most people are familiar with what I'm about to tell you, if not then please read this blog, it is essential. Most of us are under the impression that our economy is experiencing another recession, due to the fact that, people borrowed too much money, and the price of fuel has gone up etc. What you will not hear on the news (ever) is that this is all planned. 2 and 1/2 centuries ago, a family of bankers known as the "Rothschild" Family, began a crusade to centralize banks around the world, starting in Europe. At this time the United States was a young country and was ripe for the taking of the Rothschilds. Several of our Presidents (Jackson, Lincoln, Garfield, and Kennedy) attempted to fight off the "Central Bank Scheme" by the International Bankers, all of them had assassination attempts and successes on their lives. (I wonder why) Eventually the Rothschilds and international bankers succeeded in establishing a central banking system in the U.S. known as t

Men
Well see this guy named duff keeps callin me names that shouldn't be said and i think it's bullshit that he don't get in trouble for the shit....he had no right to call me a ho and fat emo ugly ho or a stupid cunt...wtf did i do....i don't deserve that treatment! if you think all men are the same listen up....your wrong....i know a great guy who is a great friend and that's all we are....i know what your thinking...no i'm not inlove with him....i just talk to him when i need a friend and he's always thier...i met him and in a few days he's become my bestfriend...so to all of you out thier who think thier all the same...you''ll find a bestfriend just like mine!!!!

Been A While
Have you ever sat there, and pondered a new life. A completely different you. Or have you started to make a change and ultimately realize that in such a short amount of time, you are almost the person that you should be. I'm at that point. Everything I could possibly change, I have changed. My diet, my health, my emotions, my mentality, and just my overall physical being has all changed. I'm probably 10x more stronger, smarter, and resiliant then I could ever have been. I'm not quite yet where I need to be, but I'm almost there. There is only one thing that is preventing me from fully emerging into the man I should be, and unfortunately...I have to be patient and just allow it to come to me. For those of you who know me, I'm not by any means a patient person. I'm always looking to complete whatever it is that is in front of me so I can move on. I guess it comes with the territory of being associated with the military for over half my life. But I think this is good. This fo

C'mon Fubies,what's The Score?
Just browsing the new users,8 newbies,3 pics the same woman twice,all with different names,1 woman with 2 different names,what's goin on? I know Fubar want new members,but at least make sure they are for real instead of fakes When is that nutcase of a prezzie going to take a hike and get Obama in the White House,maybe then we will see and end to the suffering of innocent men women and children in Gaza. Are Americans so fucking brainwashed that they only get fed a diet of verbal diahorraea by Fox news,you really need to take a look at yourselves in the mirror,seriously man.

Christmas Wishes
For My Fubar Friends If I could wish a wish for you, it would be for peace and happiness not only now, but for the whole year through! I wish that there always be food on your table. And that you always remember those less fortunate. May you always take time to share, and thank those who share with you. I wish for time, so you may reflect on the blessings that you have, and that you express your love to those who are dear to you. May you never feel lonely, because there are those who care. That you realize: you are special, you are unique, you make a difference, not only at Christmas, but all year! I wish for your thoughts to be positive ones, that you never quit, that you never give up, and that you continue to learn. I wish for the love, peace, and joy of Christmas be yours always, Loves you guys always BLUE

This Shit
things keep pulling me apart i try to have the ppurest heart but i never can keep it together i blow around like a feather with nothing no teather so when live get harder im supposed to get smarter find away around the drama but i keep putting myself in it with not one or 2 but three babies mommas. the first i didnt believe it had to be a lie till the day i heard her lil foice cry i dont understand why at 18 i thought i was a grown ass man sign my right over to some bum who i thought could take my place but he jus laught in my face as he threw her mom out his place now shes on the streets with nothiung on her feet i cant see her we dont speak its been 3 years shes grown up has no clue and im the one with the fears 5 years old prolly hard as a rock it was me who put here with this uselss cock BREATH !!!!!! round two i had my wife she was great when we started to date sone it got old her heart grew cold she hated that i had a previous live she wanted me to sever everything with a kn

Does Love Exist???
ok so i just had to get this out because i feel like i hat my self right now because of this girl i met her three months ago and it was love at first sight we are a great match and it feels like we afre soulmates but at the same time neither of us can figure out why we wont allow ourselves to be totally happy with each other and fall in love totally and be together. she says she loves we and wants we but then the same god damn night she acts like she doesnt and now she wont even talk to me and to make matters even worse last night was our three month anniverisary and it all went bad and now i havent heard from her all day she wont respond to me at all and i dont know wut to do. i love this girl and i hate my self for loving her because i cant stop even after everything i have been through with her and everything she has put me through i love her with all my heart and soul. she is my soulmate no one else in this world compares to her. i cant stand these feelings any more. so my soulmate

Fun
this is cool an safe way to be your self. wish it was tis safe an fun out in te real word! plz fill free to leave me a comment or say hi! this is a cool site an new to this but it looks fun an has my attention. which tats hard to do! i had a sweet lady to invite to tis sit an i owe her! thank you NELLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tickling
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing skil

Auction
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF im up for auction follow the link, hopefully it works and bid on me to own me Happy Holidays http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=246170&i=3865993885&albumid=1373847

Christmas
How " Merry Christmas " is said around the world in Another Language Afrikaans: Gesëende Kersfees Afrikander: Een Plesierige Kerfees African/ Eritrean/ Tigrinja: Rehus-Beal-Ledeats Albanian:Gezur Krislinjden Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah Argentine: Feliz Navidad Armenian: Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand Azeri: Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun Bahasa Malaysia: Selamat Hari Natal Basque: Zorionak eta Urte Berri On! Bengali: Shuvo Naba Barsha Bohemian: Vesele Vanoce Brazilian: Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo Breton: Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat Bulgarian: Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo Catalan: Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou! Chile: Feliz Navidad Chinese: (Cantonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Chinese: (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan (Catonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Choctaw: Yukpa, Nitak Hollo Chito Columbia: Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo Cornish: Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth Corsian: Pace e salute Crazani

Look
look i think that men can take a flying leap off a tall pear ( the ones i know anyway) they all want one thing and it's not my winning personality. think i should just lay low and be free for a while thats including s#% nothing no fisical contact and just be me and stay away from men i think they enjoy using a person then they do caring of one( the guys that i see) i don't mean to afend any one i just want to get it off my chest. i feel men are hateful and hurtful they don't desurve someone like me who gives 200% of them selves to help and support them. am i being to hateful or am i on the right page here? hey wait i have gott'n alot of men stating to think that i am crazy. okay, i can go along with that. but, what i mean to say is what can i do different!! i have always hated men after a bad brake up and i want to know how not to be a man hater. i want to get over it in a sible manner. tiered of being mad all the time all i need is to find peace with the brake up and peace with my se

Slow Dowm Guys
soory that I have been gone for so long but i'm back. I just had a wild ride theese past few mouths.so if you would like to know about it hit me up. yes i'm still here yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some really cute guys are out there asking me about the things i write on my page so i just simply tell them it's a roller coster ride in the weirdest way. the only thing that stays constant is work and my two wonderfull kids. and now that i have found oout that i can stay in casper has made it even better!mostly i got to thank all my true friends that have made it possible for me to stay and the hope and prayers i have received as well i thank you and i will pray for you as well thank you and may the angel of strangth sit on your shoulder and gide you to help others

What The Hell Is Going On Here?
Ok, I don't k now what the hell is the deal with the weather here, but this is getting ridiculous, my arms & shoulders hurt and wonder if the weather is changing again, this summer has not been good at all butwhatever is going on , if it's arthritis hereI'll fight it till the day I die, with or without medication & moving around as much as I can too, with or without someone's help here too! Ok, I get on here and I notice on my family list that one of the best people on here who is a gorgeous woman and a sweetheart in my opinion is leaving Fubar, for what I have no clue honestly but I think (& I could be very wrong on this too) but I think it's because of all the begging for shit, yeah, I'll admit that I wish I had an auto 11 because I see everyone else with it for crying out loud here and what gets me is people having to beg for an auto-11 or a blast or a ticker or what not? Hello, have you ever heard of getting the money yourself and buying one here, I mean, my god, don't get me wrong

13 Ways
A prayer for strength Oh yes, fix me, Jesus, fix me. Fix me so that I can walk on a little while longer. Fix me so that I can pray on just a little bit harder. Fix me so that I can sing on just a little bit louder. Fix me so that I can go on despite the pain, the fear, the doubt, and yes, the anger, I ask not that you take this cross from me, only that you give me the strength to continue carrying it onward 'til my dying day. Oh, fix me, Jesus, fix me. 13 Ways to live in an anti-God culture: These are 13 very important things I learned at bible study earlier tonight. 1.Live in Holiness and Honor. (1 Thes. 4:1-8) 2. Live in Love for Each Other. ( 1 Thes. 4:9-10) 3.Live in Honesty. (1 Thes. 4:11-12) 4. Live with Hope. ( 1 Thes. 4:13-18) 5. Live Alert. (1 Thes. 5:1-11) 6. LIve Honoring your Leaders. (1 Thes. 5:12-13) 7. Live Aware of others Needs. (1 Thes.5:14-15) 8. Live with a Thankful Heart. (1 Thes.5:16-18) 9. Live a Spirit Le

Need Help To Level
Love Her Hard!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Lets help her out!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar I need to get back to the same level i was before level 22 pls help me !!!! Add me , Fan me and Rate me!!! thank you for all your help!!!!!! Lets make it happen!!!! Portorican Princess Need your help to level up Love Her Hard!!!! bad biitch status*rating revolution*

Sol Cal Hustler's Lounge
Come and Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostlers Lounge bad biitch status*owner of S0l CAL HUSTLER'S**rating revolution crew*@ fubar and ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Join together and open a brand new Lounge , we going to have tons of funs ! chats and gathering to meet new People.... come and Join Us.. everyone is welcome.... Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostler's is the Place to Meet New Friends!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY:~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar come and Join Me to the Newest Lounge in Fuland S0l Cal Hostler's Lounge come and Join Me to the Newest Lounge in Fuland S0l Cal H

1 Year Anniversay For Sweetwater's
IT'S OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVESARY CELEBRATION.....STOP BY & HANG OUT AWHILE.....PRIZES...FUN....ALL INVITED---AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS! Custom Countdowns & MySpace Layouts Drop By & Have A Drink On Us! GREAT PEOPLE, GOOD TUNES & COLD DRINKS

Fun Stuff
Only a person in Texas could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Austin, Texas after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, whe

Welcome
TIME TO START WORKING ON THE HOME PAGE HERE TO LEVEL UP REMEMBER FOLKS THE ONLY WAY TO HAVE A FORCE IS TO BE A FORCE. IT IS OUR INTENTIONS OF HAVING ALL FAMILY MEMBERS UP TO AT LEAST A FUKING SO LETS GETS BUSY AND GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED. SEND ME YOUR LINK IF YOUR CLOSE TO LEVELING AND I WILL POST IT HERE. IF YOUR ABOVE 50K I WILL STILL POST AS WE CAN KEEP HITING YOU EVERY WEEK OR AS SOON AS RATES CHANGE. ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar THANKS! GIT R DONE! We are currently looking to add New Members To The Family! If You Are Seriously Interested, Stop by at the following Members, Let Them Know You Want To Join Git~R~Done!! I Want To Emphasize That All New Members Of The Family, Will Be Placed On A 30 Days Probational Period!! So Serious Minded Individuals Are Always Needed In The Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad!! Click The Pics To These Following Members And Let Them Know You Are Interested In Joining The Family! Git~R~Done

Git R Done
We are currently looking to add New Members To The Family! If You Are Seriously Interested, Stop by at the following Members, Let Them Know You Want To Join Git~R~Done!! I Want To Emphasize That All New Members Of The Family, Will Be Placed On A 30 Days Probational Period!! So Serious Minded Individuals Are Always Needed In The Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad!! Click The Pics To These Following Members And Let Them Know You Are Interested In Joining The Family! Git~R~Done Homepage DJ Aimee President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad The Watcher Vice President Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad Big Daddy Bombsquad Leader Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad GOTHIC ROSE RECRUITER Snugglebunny Assistant Recruiter Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad If You Are Seriously Interested In Joining The Git~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad, Please Rate - Fan & Add DjAimee & The Watcher First And Foremost! Also Do The Same For The Founder & Co-Founder Of The Family!! Hitman6 Founder

Ugh!
So everyone knows that the job market right now totally BITES! My job serious stinks right now. Sales are down horribly! I am lucky to have 2 days a week anymore. Its making me sick. I can not afford health insurance. I can not afford to pay my bills half the time...I don't know what to do anymore. I was wondering if anyone knew of some legal way to make a few extra dollars. Is there ANYWHERE that is fucking hiring???? I can not afford to pay my bills anymore, seriously! My fucking boss keeps cutting my hours. Yeah, I get that we are fucking slow, but why the fuck are you fucking cutting my hours when I have the most seniority at my place of employment?!?!?! Does that really make any freaking sense??? I am good at what I do...and I know how most of the place operates. AHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I am gonna go cry until I can't cry anymore! BYE.

Funny Shit
===== pick the MONTH that you were born & color of your eyes and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better... -----------blue eyes---------- people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days. -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. if you repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. --------green eyes---------- people with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. you will meet the

Check This Lingerie Website Out
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Randomly Yours
You know those times when you are surrounded by people, but in truth you're alone? Cool,no? Just like The Shadow, lurking somewhere in the dark. You can see, hear, even touch them with no change. They look at you and never see, just a physical doppelganger, the mask. A bad thing? No. Good they just look and say to themselves: "Hot" or "Not". Keeps them a safe distance, not your safety..theirs. Some creep in to discover what lies below the guise, for curiosities sake. Advise against this I do, if you like the mask you see. None of us reveals our entire "me". As there is darkness and light without, so it is within us all. A question I pose to you, be it you I see: If we never say hello..do I have to say goodbye? ....When you're small, you care nothing at all. Minutes can seem hours, you're climbing impossible towers. Slowly.. like the cigarette burn, now clocks say it's your turn. You have run oh so fast, yet looking ahead it's

Are You Abnormal???
ARE YOU ABNORMAL? Then you are probably BETTER than most people! IF you suspect that things are much worse than you ever suspected- IF the only thing you've been able to laugh at for the last 5 years is the fact that NOTHING is funny anymore- IF you sometimes want to collar people on the street and scream that you're more different than they could possible *imagine*- IF you can possibly help us with a donation- IF you see the whole universe as one vast morbid sense of sick humor- IF the current "Age of Progress" seems more like the Dark Ages to you- IF you are looking for an inherently contradictory religion that will condone megadegeneracy and yet tell you that you are "above" everyone else- Then... The Church of the SubGenius could save your sanity! -Your secret wishes can be granted in full - once you know what they are! "You'll PAY to know what you REALLY think."-J.R. "Bob" Dobbs, 1961 NOW, AT LAST! The step-by-step process is revealed! THIS IS

Xmas
Dear Santa, I wish this year for xmas in my real life lots of love from n for my family, that we all have good ealth for the next year, that we can work on our lil mistakes to make the life for each other better, that everything gets even better with our situation, lots of chocolate kisses (lol) and on fubar well like most of the people blingpacks or blings rates love fubucks VIP's and for everyone lots of fun on here cookies n milk is standing here on the table so come n get it mr. Santa love K aka cutemommy82 now since xmas is right in front of our doors, everyone gets in the right moode for it n everyone is thinking bout gifts etc n everyone is wondering what they wil get... i wonder also what will i get this year? will i even get some from ya????

Merry Christmas
Dear Family, Friends Fans and others that just happen to stop by: I will be gone for the Christmas Holidays spending time with my daughter and grandson and watching her get her Masters Degree (wooot!). I'll be back on the 29th, and will be missing you all since I will have no access to internet :( (cold turkey, lol). I will be back soon, I promise, and hope every one has a Merry and Safe Christmas, and see you soon. If you need a smile, check out this video! http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6403603&bl=1 Doc Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifl

Soldiers And Teachers
To believe when others are doubting To work when others are dreaming To care when others are neglecting To give when others are grasping To forgive when others are condemning To smile when others are complaining To praise when others are criticizing To build when others are destroying To risk when others are hesitating To serve when others are demanding To persist when others are quiting. Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you h

Auction Time
OK...I need a little Help here...My friends has only 43K to level...please come spank his page...he is a good fu and returns all love throw his way.... Harpbox¢â aka GL¢âFu engadged to Xmasbaby73& whipping boy to Andi aka lil playa@ fubar AND...HE IS IN AN AUCTION TOO.....GRAB HIM UP GIRLS HE IS A GOOD ONE TO OWN!!!! CLICK THE LINK BELOW TELL HIM XMASBABY SENT YA: @ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 17:33:34') (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-12-18 18:28:49') (repost of original by 'Trouble Free and free to be me' on '2008-12-18 18:39:43') (repost of original by '♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 18:49:50') OK...I need a little Help here...My friends has only 43K to level...please come spank his page...he is a good fu and returns all love throw his way.... Harp

Fu-pony!
I marvel at people who spend real money on this site. It amazes me to no end. After seeing the Fu-Pony bling, I looked into it.. The CHEAPEST you can buy this for is $650...Does this not make anyone else cry? Someone is making serious money off of this site A couple times a day, I will randomly get like 10 photo rates from people. All on my primary photo, all for no reason whatsoever. I finally put 2 and 2 together and realized that it's because I was scrolling on everyone's page. Here's my beef: Is it TOO MUCH FUCKING EFFORT to rate my PAGE, rather than the 1 damn photo, that 20 people a day rate? I don't go return the favor to any of these people. Primarily because they are too lazy to even load up my homepage. Why is Fubar the way it is?

Deleting Days
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

Who Knows
He lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost! fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe

Humor
12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!! 12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!!

Musings
Honesty is a very rare trait in this day and age. We all lie to a certain extent, little white lies we tell our boss, family, or strangers, some tell more than others. All lies hurt people, it is the depth of the hurt that varies. For me I have learned to classify our lies in to 4 major groups. Some lies we tell overlap in the groups like White Lies/ Con Game, White Lies/False Promises, ...etc. 1. White Lies - These are the small ones we tell on a daily basis. An example like when you tell your boss on why your late today, to a child, and to a stranger on the street asking for change or a cigarette. 2. Con Game - These are the lies we tell when we try to get something from someone. An example is when we meet someone for the first time and don't tell everything about our self so they will like us. 3. False Promises - These are the ones we tell to others yet we know we can never keep them, to make our self feel and look better. An example when we tell the police office

Hey
Since i dont know how to copy paste shit in these blogs.....i figured id just leave it in a comment..... I need help finding this t-shirt.....if anyone could find me a link to where i could purchase it id appreciate it ALOT.... PIC WILL BE POSTED IN FIRST COMMENT... I love this vid trap muzik let's get away [Chorus] (T.I.) [Jazze Pha] Hey, let's get away and get a room on the other side of town Hey shawty, I was feenin' for you (Was you thinkin' of me, ay, ay...) [Girl] Hey, let's get a room, shawty we can freak somethin' if you down (Whachu would do?) Hey daddy, I was feenin' for you [Verse 1] Bet they be like "I know he tired of the nightlife He want a wife, he just lookin' for the right type" Yea right, I be ridin' through the city lights My hat bent, gettin' high behind the 'lac tint I'm chilllin' with Brazilian women, heavy accents They black friends translatin', got'em all ass naked, adjacent Have relations wit'em many places Leavin' semen i

Jokes
A family is sitting around the supper table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there?" The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and Firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, see them and they make you cry." This infuriated the wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum , how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles, and looks at her husband and answers, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, his penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it Is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up & the balls are there for decoration only! He said to me . . . I don't know why you wear a bra; you'

Happy Birthday!!!!!
Come join the CELEBRATION @ Relentless Radio!! ^CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO CHECK US OUT^ \/ CLICK PLAY BELOW TO LISTEN IN \/ HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ~RELENTLESS RADIO~ 12~19~08 Brought to you by: MïZz ß HåVêñ ÖWñÈR ð£ RêlêñTlê§§

Addicted~
Dancing with you skin to skin, kissing and touching While the stars and moon shine down upon us two The music playing softly as you hold me tight Nothing in this world matters, just me and you My heart begins to pound faster, as our body touch each other Emotions takes over control, and arouse me, from my head to toe It drives me wild and makes me wiggle, You are the easiest and more certified way to do Your passionate communication, even lusty dialog An erotic anticipation that simply keeps me craving For more The steam, the excitement, the sheer animal passion, We couldn't help from tearing each other clothes off In the heat of passion Just the thought of you drives me crazy Your mighty torso and your beautiful eyes The way you always hold me tight, my baby Making love to you is a never ending surprise My nervous system is on fire Triggering powerful physiological changes My hormones levels soar, boosting my heart rate and increase my physical senility My emotio

Juss A Thought
I Have Super Powers.. I Can Get Wet Without Water.. I Can Make Boneless Meat Hard.. And I can Make Men Eat Without Cooking!! lol 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can’t eat it? 4. When people say "it’s always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you’ve found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask yo

Hello
Hi my name is Carrie I am 37 years old and live in Idaho. I grew up in Wyoming the oldest of 3 children with very loving parents. Sadly we lost my mom 17 years ago due to health issues!! I love the Holidays and spending time with family and friends!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! I have a wild day planned on sunday after my room mate goes to work!! I hope that it wont turn into a thing I may regrate! See one of my roomates coworkers is seprated from his wife and I wanted to give a little fun! Now don't get me wrong the guy is married and all so it will not be serious or anything.

All I Want For Christmas - Icanburs
All I want for Christmas is one thing.. GODFATHER With just 477,587 to go, I could sure use some help from my friends. I want to thank everyone in advance for whatever you can do to help. PLease show Richard (ICANBURS) some heavy lovin. He has waited a long time to even get this far. He has helped many others get there too. Lets see if we can give him what he wants for Christmas! Thank you, Tess All I want for Christmas is one thing.. GODFATHER With just over 1,000,000 to go, I could sure use some help from my friends. I want to thank everyone in advance for whatever you can do to help.

Heydies' Blogs
I found this info and just thought you guys might find it helpful/interesting! So I'm gonna share. I will also, have the link for the website posted below the info. Enjoy! -Sam -------------------------------------- Any man can become "multi-orgasmic". It only requires a basic understanding of male sexuality and certain techniques. Most men’s sexuality is focused on the goal of ejaculating, rather than on the actual process of lovemaking. Once a man becomes multi-orgasmic he will not only be able to better satisfy himself, but also more effectively satisfy his partner. Technically, multiple orgasms occur in succession, without complete loss of sexual arousal in between. Women are blessed with the ability to have multiple orgasms. Not many are aware that men with proper training, can actually do the same. In the case of women, multiple orgasm means resuming sexual stimulation shortly after a first orgasmic climax, usually immediately or within a few minutes, so that a second cl

S0l Cal Hustler's Lounge!
Come and Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostlers Lounge bad biitch status*owner of S0l CAL HUSTLER'S**rating revolution crew*@ fubar and ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Join together and open a brand new Lounge , we going to have tons of funs ! chats and gathering to meet new People.... come and Join Us.. everyone is welcome.... S0l Cal Hostler's Lounge Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostler's is the Place to Meet New Friends!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY:~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar (repost of original by '~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess /Co-Owner of S0l Cal Hostler's Lounge /RR crew!!' on '2008-12-19 02:17:11')

Some People Just Suck!
DO YOU KNOW THIS MAN? tampaclarke@ fubar Well at least you think you do.... Don't let this man dupe you any more. He is a liar and a fake. THIS IS THE REAL STEVE, the real McCoy, the original. xamlod@ fubar Tampaclarke is really good at fooling people. He has gotten all to befriend him, giving him gifts and bling. Don't waste anymore of your time, fubucks or feelings on him! He has copied the 'REAL' Steve's pictures, used them as his own, photo shopped to make some his own. His stories are good. He even knows enough of the 'REAL' Steve to keep the stories straight for the most part. But he has slipped up. His friend 'Kyle' in his default pics is actually m44europe -W.I.S.E U.K Friends -@ fubar I caught him in this lie, sent him a message with link to the original picture. But as usual, he had some good lines, good excuses. But I stayed skeptical, Wondered why some things just didn't add up. I'm over analytical, think too much and thi

Dude Not Cool
friends? what is a friend? is it someone that is there for you? is it someone that will pick you up when you fall down? is it someone that is there no matter? is it someone that cares for you no mater what you are going through? -- yes it is... but it don't always work like that friends use friends hurt and friends in general just don't always care i can't seem to be nice enough yet i always get treated like crap i want to be a friend but sometimes i am to busy to do the things they want i can't be everywhere at once not at their beckon call i am not their servent i do have a life but no most don't understand this i get shit on time after time i get fucked over no matter what i do its never good enough no matter how hard i try it not the best why can't they see that what they say and do hurts me why don't they know that they hurt me they break me can't they see it no they don't cause if they did they would stop they would care

Tribute To My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There

Salutes
Well now fortunately and unfortunately my salutes have gotten rather popular. So popular infact that I need to start charging for them. I'm not asking much, just what ever you think the salute I have done for you is worth. I am doing this because few of you realize just how much goes into these. To you it looks like just writing on me and taking a pic. I WISH it was that easy. If you still want one, then tell me your favorite part of my body, yes, this does include smile salutes it does NOT include me writing your name on my "mother" spot. There is absolutely NO charge of any kind for military salutes. Military salutes, please remember that I only have so much room on my body, so try to keep it short, sweet and to the point. Much appreciated When I was 5 and had just moved into a new place (AGAIN), I was playing in an abandoned parking structure. I looked around and could swear I had been there before. How could that be? That was impossible, I had JUST moved there and ther

Family
SO, I AM A BITCH, I AM A PRINCESS..EITHER WAY, HERE'S THE WAY YOU BECOME MY FAMILY....... My fans can view the Fubar censored NSFW pics THESE ARE THE OPTIONS TO BE ADDED TO MY FAMILY,THE MORE OPTIONS YOU PICK, you become family & even more..read bottom too). ANYONE WHO DOES ONE OF THESE BECOMES FAMILY!!!. ~~~>> here are 10 different options...simple... I will add ANYONE WHO IS THE HIGHEST BIDDER TO OWN ME AND A 5 CREDIT BLING OR MORE to my YIM to chat/photo share.......... A phone conversation FOR 3 or more OF THE OPTIONS & A 5 CREDIT BLING TOO(this includes the yahoo/photo share) 1) FU-OWN ME,& A PEGASUS BLING *2)RATE ALL OF MY PICS.(NOT NSFW OR RIPPED ONES.) & A 3 CREDIT BLING 3)FAN,& LUCKY NUMBER 7 BLING *4)RATE 25 PICS 11'S,RATE THE REST,(NOT NSFW OR RIPPED PICS)25 COMMENTS,FAN,& A BLING/OR FU OWN 5)AUTO 11 BLING *6)FU-OWN ME,& BLING ME 7)ANY 1 OF THE FOLLOWING BLING.. LUCKY NUMBER 7, GOLDEN STAR,OR FU CHERRY,FAN ME *8)RATE ALL OF PICS IN MY A

Wtf Another Ufo Conspiracy
For years embalmer Glenn Dennis has told an intriguing Roswell crash tale. If true, it leaves no doubt that what fell to Earth in July of 1947 in New Mexico sands was from another world. However Glenn's story has been disputed by researchers as having serious difficulties. Today, some have all but dismissed his purported involvement in the crash events. But new interviews and information show that the undertaker's amazing story may well have basis in fact. And a fresh look may have uncovered the possible identity of the "missing nurse" at the Roswell base who decades ago revealed to Glenn the alien reality of the crash. GLENN'S STORY Glenn Dennis could only happen in a place like New Mexico. His top shirt button always clasped, he often wore a bolero. His frame was lanky but always upright- standing at least two feet taller than desert brush. A marvel of shortened hyperbole, tongue-in-cheek cusses and flirtations- this is how family remembers Glenn. Glenn Dennis is now on t

Holidays!
OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS See my auction poster below for my offer.Bidding ends Tuesday March 24th. Show a Dream some love. I suggest we...Learn to Love our, selves....before its... made illegal. So dont let the World bring you down, Not everyone here is that Fucked up and cold! I love you all! Happy Holidays from "The House of Cheeze"!! xoxoxoxox

Christmas Cards
Ok everyone I want cards from around the world!! Dont just read this and move on OR send an ecard send me an OLE FASHIONED stamped and sent card PLEAAAAAAAAASE I think this will be fun!! Laura G P.O. BOX 411 Nebraska City NE 68410 START SENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEND AWAY PEOPLES........SEND YOUR XMAS CARDS!!!

Puppy 's Love
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best. When a puppy is following someone,it doesn't worry about "what kind of person that he is." When a puppy is waiting for someone,it doesn't worry about "where is he goes or whom is he goes with." When a puppy is barking for the attention from someone,it doesn't worry about "how annoucing of that voice." when a puppy loves someone,it doesn't worry about "who is he ? boss, a big mama ,etc." Puppy's love is pure and simple,what it needs is just someone who will always be aside,be a friend and take care. So,we always find the pathetic puppy which is left.

Lounge
Happy Holidays From the Staff of the Anti Lounge! Radio X show, BAD GIRL 4 LIFE, ~dJ aMeLiA~, [[Per]]™, Mi§§ Måg§, Judy, *Morgan Le Fay*, Ms. Mojito™, Lauribug, ♥Reeka♥, BabyFrog, and candi♥ass Have you stopped by lately? If not you're missing out! Stop by and click the link below! We have all kinds of goodies to offer... Everything from great music and people to our trivia night. Ladies night is always there to please & we have our own arcade! Just click our logo! Stop on in and have yourself a drink...(Click it You know you wanna) We love new members!!! Thursday Trivia Night Rocks!! (Click it You know you wanna) & Like Us Ladies can resist a good ladies night!! (Click it You know you wanna) & Don't Forget.... (Click it You know you wanna) Oh Yeh & I'm up for auction tooo... Can't forget that!!! (Click it You know you wanna)

Me
Name : Mai Anh Sex : Female Birthday : March 10th,1986 Born in the year of : Tiger Zodiac sign : Piesces )-( Birthplace : Hai phong, Viet Nam Current location : Finland Luv status: Im on my way... What are you studying now : Bachelor of Business Eye color : Black Hair color : Black Short or Long hair : Long Right handed or Left handed : Righty Your heritage : Nothing - i create my own ego! Your weakness : Hot guys :P Your fears : Spider, Ghost :( Your best physical feature : My smile ( assessed by most guys :)) Your most overused phrase on an instant messenger: LOL ^^ Goal you would like to achieve this year: u mean a plan?-my plan is today, not future! The kinds of shoes you like : Ballet flats, Boots The kinds of clothes you like most : Jeans and Jackets Your favourit clothes brands : Esprit, Guess, D&G, Orchily Your best perfume brands : Dior, Kenzo, Elizabeth Arden Your perfect foods : Snack, Ketchup The most favourit movies : Titanic, Peter Pan, Narnia 1&

The Anti Lounge
Happy Holidays from the staff of The Anti Lounge Radio X show, BAD GIRL 4 LIFE, ~dJ aMeLiA~, [[Per]]™, Mi§§ Måg§, Judy, *Morgan Le Fay*, Ms. Mojito™, Lauribug, ♥Reeka♥, BabyFrog, and candi♥ass Have you stopped by lately? If not you're missing out! With great rock music from the Internet's F'n Rock Station K-IRB and great people to chat with, to our weekly trivia night. Ladies night is always there to please and we even have our own arcade! Stop on in and have yourself a drink... We love new members!!! Thursday Trivia Night Rocks!!

Big Daddy T Bullentin
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's Hey Everyone I'm on my way to Godfather I have 2.6 million to get there. I am activating my Auto 11 on Tuesday the 23rd, come and hook me up with all the rates you can spare. If you haven't already Fan/Add me to your friend list also can alway have more friends. So tell your friends, its a great way to level up, I know personally that is how I got to where I am at now. ~BIG*Daddy*T~Promoter @ THE SKINNY DIPPIN LOUNGE@ fubar

Help The World
ok so i saw this on tv n i think you should go to it http://green.cbc.ca/default.aspx k so in 6 hours i go ice fishing for the first time, not to sure what to expect**shrugs**. oh well, there will be my buddies and herbs to help pass the time. will be interesting to say the least. aaaaand done.

What Is Love
LOVE is that special phone call you get everyday when u talk on the phone and the funny feelings dont go away. Knowing the other person inside and out trusting and loving without reservations Friends then lovers even farway like we are from each other Make it True Love THATS what Love is........ Being true is a special thing loving laughing makes you sing True to the heart is one of a kind I hope someday you will be mine

Cav Scout
For yall that don't know... I'm going back in the Army... I'm going through A.I.T. at Ft Knox KY. and then who knows where... The way it's looking... It looks like I am going back to Ft. Hood... In which will have its pluses and negatives... But I don't know when I will be back on... so leave some love on my profile while I am gone... TTYL yall... wish me luck So as you know; I was suppose to be in KY now... well again my dumbass recruiter fucked up my papaerwork and AGAIN, I got delated going in... This is like the 3rd or 4th time he has screwed shit up... It's actually getting annoying... really annoying... But good news is... I am not going to be alone for christmas now... I get to spend christmas with Shay... which is good...

Funni..no=p?
http://video.yahoo.com/watch/1197846/4274384 Dear Love, I Dont Really Know How To Tell You This, But Im Joining The Covent.I Think I Realized It Last Year When You Peed Your Pants In Your Car, And I Saw You Sit On The Catholic Priest.Im Sure Youre Open Enough To Understand That Santa Doesnt Exist.Im Returning Youre Toe Ring, But I'll Keep Your Collection Of Butterflies As A Memory.You Should Also Know That I Get Sick When I Think Of Your Feet And im Off To Lead A New Life-As-A-LEMON! Please Dont Hurt Me, Chasity;) How to play: Dear (a friend's name from your top friends), I don't really know how to tell you this, (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8), but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11). (12), (Your Name) 1) What's the color of your shirt? Blue - I'm in love with your cat Red - Our affair is over White - I’m joining the Convent

Discernment 1
Someone shouted this at me, but they have yet to respond to my offer of help! ->playboy_bunny: hey i just let my gf read this and shes very willing to help. she needs your name number and address and she will put u in contact with local agencies that can provide immediate assistance playboy_bunny: im good but my baby girl is hungry and my husband died yr ago and i need help. could or would you be a gentleman and help me out. im willing to do anything for it. shes my everything ->playboy_bunny: hey how are you playboy_bunny: hi sweetie playboy_bunny: you awake? we all know men are visual creatures. we're hardwired that way. one gauge of mans emotional maturity and stability is where he goes after he sees something that he likes. does he try to get to know the person behind the pretty face? does he try and touch her mind to see if they are compatible. does she laugh his jokes. does her heart reach out to him when he stumbles over a word. (i know i am jumping back and forth on this

Not In A Very Good Mood
Not a very good day at all, I found out when my dad stopped over today that my uncle is in ICU at Munson Hospital in Traverse City after my aunt found him unconscious and he had a massive stroke on Monday night so needless to say I am worried about him and my aunt plus worried about my dad who just had outpatient heart catheterization surgery to put a stint for an artery that was 90% percent blocked so it is a very trying time here that's for sure! I swear, after what I just found out, I will no longer be in any fricking contest again here, I was in a MUMM where this person was offering an auto 11 bling for free to be given away to someone that can come up with the reason or somebody nominated someone else to get that free auto-11 bling, in the MUMM it says they wasn't going to give it out till 8pm PST here and come to find out, that person that posted the MUMM which I voted on and gave her my reason for it, well, let's just say that the person already has given the auto 11 bling out

My Fu-owner!
The Lovely and Sensual HornyAngel owns my a$$ and I like it! Everyone please go show her lots of fu-love, she deserves it and is absolutely worth it! Fan/Add/Rate and Bling the Hell out of her! You won't be disappointed, trust me. ;) ~Click the picture below to go to her sexy profile!~ The Wonderful Big Daddy T Is My Owner! He Is One Of The Coolest Guys On Fubar And Deserves Your Attention! So Go Rate, Fan, Add, Comment, Bling Him And Just Show Him LOTS Of Love! Click The Picture Below To Go Check Him Out. Tell Him Binz Sent Ya! :)

Finding Someone
Well for the most part there are a few of you in my friends list that seem to already know what's going on with me and my current/past situation. Then again there are many of you that do not know. To bring you up to speed if you would like to know, here it is in a nut shell. Back in August of this year in 2008' I met a women. A women who I thought at the time was the most amazing wonderful and beautiful person that I had and ever will meet. Things were going so well for us, even with taking in her child into my own life and treating her as if she was my own. Everything was all good and we were so happy together, all 3 of us as our own little family. We loved it so much that we had talked about getting married before she left for Iraq as a US Marine for 7 months. She was deployed on Sep 17th and left as planned to start her tour. So we decided to get married the week before she was due to leave. It wasn't just to get married either; marriage is a very serious thing and should not be

To My Fellow Americans
buy gold an other precious metals not through a brooker ! get them in your hot little hands an store them safly an those who are my fans i believe i know why you are my fans. like many infantry soldiers before me i stand ready to do unspeakable acts of violence on your behalf! oh ya an i frekin love it !

Another Year Aproaching To An End
well another year aproaching to an end and what a year ..... some things have happened my cousin moved away i miss her we where always hagning out together.....im just happy to say i survived another one no matter how shitty the year has been. And it has been a shitty one wish i could say something good came out of it but nothing hasnt...well i cant say nothing living closer to my family has made me happier then ive been in a while. Now if only i can find some one who can treat me right and not play head games with me then im all set lmao im not asking for much right lol sorry been having a bad day gotta find time to laugh somewhere . But all in all i cant wait to spend xmas with my family well part of my family my mother that is and her boyfriend and his step daughter her hubby and her two kids and my moms bfs grandson hope everything turns out ok. I want to wish all of my friends and family on fubar or to who ever reads this a merry xmas and a verry happy new year lets hope 2009 brin

The Axes Of Evil
Here are their upcoming shows: Feb 14 2009 10:00P Spanish Moon Baton Rouge, Louisiana Feb 27 2009 8:00P Insomneacks BATON ROUGE Also on the 28th they MAY be playing @ Red Star Bar. More to come on that... I have found the metal at last!!! I stumbled upon this band by chance: They are a local group who specializes in hard rock and viking metal. I was invited to karaoke night at Red Star Bar(Wed. night 8pm - 2 AM ...$4 cover and a valid ID will get you in) by one of the doormen, Josh. Red Star Bar Home Page There, I happened to meet their lead singer, Mohawk Mike, who was running the karaoke machine. After getting to know Mike slightly I decided to go to see his band play first chance I got. On the 20th of December I attended their concert for the release of their brand new EP "By This Axe I Rule". Needless to say, I was impressed, and for only $5 you can be too. If you would like to purchase their new CD feel free to hit me

Fubar Is Really Startin To Suck
Well it seems that Fubar has been fubared. All the stupid changes bein done daily on here is really screwin up things for some people. I saw on Baby Jesus' blog yesterday a comment he made about people sittin on a photo/profile leavin the same comment over & over again. Well there are reasons for doin that. Not everybody is fortunate enough to have a bank account to spend there hard earned money on. Some make it day to day and if someone enters or is put in a contest so they can be "equal" to the others on here with VIP's,HH's,Bling Packs & Blast it shouldn't make any difference to anybody on here includin Baby Jesus because the money goes to the same damn place when its bought for someone else just as it does if an individual buys it for themselves or someone else. I haven't been on here long and the way this place is turnin out I won't be on here much longer. And then I go and see all the suck ass comments from some of the same people who were like oh I love the chan

Just Another Blog
Hey everyone! So this morning I woke up 40! I don't feel any different but it's one helluva milestone. 22 years I might not have had if I had died in that accident. I feel pretty good today and am considering letting my hair go gray naturally instead of continuing to color it to hide all the gray. It's my believe that I went gray prematurely because of anesthesia from surgeries and that is why I am so white haired on the temples and sides. I don't really mind it much, but I asked my mom and she said I should keep coloring it. So I put it to you, does hair color really affect your opninion of someone? If so why? I am glad heavymetalmama turned me onto fubar, it's really awesome here! :D Merry Christmas everyone! :D Hey everyone! I know I am still freshmeat here, not technically by level anymore, but it's only my third day as a fubarite and I am really getting used to the site. It's awesome all the things they have for us to use to interact with each other and I think fuba

Naughty Christmas
Christmas Carol It was that time of year again. Every year, the place where I worked threw a big Christmas Party. This was the fifth such party that I had attended, and it was as dull as the rest. Jones was doing his fruitcake jokes again, and Lucy and Bob were fighting. At least she was no longer working for the company, leaving right before she had their baby. I was looking forward to leaving, and was only here for the almost mandatory party. I could have not come, but it might have affected my career. I was due for a promotion, and this might help me get it. It was being held in the Buffet area on the ground floor of our office building. We occupied the second floor and the basement, and the hotel occupied the first, and the third through the tenth floors. This made it convenient, for I did not have to worry about parking or anything else. In fact, the hotel offered us discount rates for rooms, in case we had to much to drink. I sat through the

Soldiers
Twas the night before Christmas,he lived all alone, in a one bedrrom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who, in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings by mantel, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung a picture of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the Families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers, who were willing to fight. Soon round th

Walmart
As I read the stories from walmart employees present and former (on http://www.walmartwatch.com/ )I see more and more just what Corporate Greed has done to Sam Waltions walmart. Walmart is a corrupt company now starting with the Corp office. I have personally called walmart corp office only to be pushed a side because they turn a blind eye to the issues I have presented to them about my store (#1037). It is My belief that the corporate people train and condone the actions of all those under them in the quest for the all mighty buck! This greed for money that they have is harming every person who has ever "worked" or is "working" for them (unless you are in there good old boy group and are in managment and do not have to "WORK" for your money but get it from the "work" of others like they do). Its time for all Americans to see walmart for just what it is, Sam Waltions Ideals are gone and walmart does not care about its employees any more. There only care is for how much money

Confusion
Ok so I'm sitting here trying to figure things out but I just can't make sense of this tangled web of my so called life. I was with a guy for 9 months (I know it was only 9 months and taking a lifespan into consideration its nothing, but it still meant a lot to me). We had our good times and our bad. I guess in the end it turned out to be more bad than good, because now we don't even talk. At the moment I am happy and relieved it has come to an end because I just can't handle the drama and bullshit anymore. That and I have found someone who I think is very worth while and am excited to see what the future brings with him, but at the same time am very scared. I guess I don't understand why I can't even talk to my ex. I told him more than I have ever told anyone before... I could use the comfort of hearing someone who knows almost everything about me telling me that I'm going to be okay... How can one give up their heart right after someone just crushed it? I swore that I would ta

Life
i had an epifany!! the other day i tripped so hard i saw my whole life flash before my eyes. i watched my 2 yr old, my 3 yr old, and my whole family grow u and start their own lives. i saw my kids start school, get boyfriends, get married, and have kids of their own. i saw my son, which i dont have yet, be born and get in his first fight, grow up and start his own family, i watched my eyes fade as i got old. i saw my grandchildren before i turned 25. i experienced the good times and the hardships of my life without even realizing what it was. i saw my dearest family members grow old and pass on. i lived out my entire military career, and saw wars that havent happened yet, and the blessings and the turmoil that the world and everyone in it goes through everyday. and when it was all over, i woke up on my back, on the floor with my 2 yr old next to me smiling. when i looked into her eyes a thought came to me; life is shorter than u think, think before u act, choose lifes choices carfully,

More For Your Enjoyment
Ok we havent had a titty blog in eons.....So in honor of Majiks grand day..have at it...titties galore!!!!!!! Dont be shy!!!!!1 SUPERMAN231 AKA BROOKLYNS FINEST said: isnt a black russian kahlua and vodka? mb the tard said: yup SUPERMAN231 AKA BROOKLYNS FINEST said: then why would you use chocolate milk for a WHITE russian???..it isnt white after you use CHOCOLATE milk......... mb the tard said: A white russian is just a black russian with cream. SUPERMAN231 AKA BROOKLYNS FINEST said: lol...but not chocolate milk! Chifan fulover of Chaotic Princess said: a debate is more fun when both parties are wrong [image] SUPERMAN231 AKA BROOKLYNS FINEST said: how am i wrong?? Chifan fulover of Chaotic Princess said: White Russian recipe2 oz vodka1 oz coffee liqueurlight creamfor a black or white russian you NEED coffee liqueur(kahlua)without kahlua its just vodka and cream or milk SUPERMAN231 AKA BROOKLYNS FINEST said: so whe

Lilly?
How do I breath, When I'm without you? My heart barely beats, It is forever blue. Forever gasping for air,When we've not spoken. Keeping my thoughts close, My heart forever broken. Can we have happiness, Is it ever to be. Should I start to worry, No longer carefree. My mind always muddled, Knowing not what to say. Treading ever so lightly, Day after day. Worrying about tomorrow, All through the night. Tossing & turning, Nothing feeling quite right. With you I'm in heaven, A dream like state. But life without you, Seems to be my fate. So If I have to live, In this world without you. Know in our heartsThis love is forever true. Why does love hurt I hate this painAgain the heart breaks

Surgery
Hi Everyone, I just want to let you know that i will be going for surgery on Jan 16th for my neck due to my vertabry is closing in on my spinal cord. If i don't do anything about it the doctors say that in a short time it would paralize me and then cut off the blood supply to the rest of my body. I have what they call "keppil-feli syndrome" and i was born with it, but it took them 42 years to figure it out. so after Jan 16 I won't be on here for a while. so lots of love and see ya'll soon As if I wasn't already stressed out enough they pushed my surgery back one more week. so starting the 23rd I won't be on here much. I'll have to be in a hard neck brace for about 8 weeks. then in about 6 months I'll be having surgery on my lower back. so wish me luck. I need all the love I can get

Poems For Him!
A shattered Piece of Mind A shattered mind To a hollowed whole From a lonely heart For a broken soul See the false smile From the cracked sky Watch the birds sing There song is a lie A tired body My teary eyes The worn out muscles An overdue sigh Little to none sleep Lucid dreams Uncontrolled thoughts Nothing is as it seems Voices chatter Music rings Sanity slipping Demons they sing Slowly I crawl Silently I speak Quickly I try Loudly I weep A shattered heart To a hollowed soul From a lonely mind For a broken whole ************************************************** Here I Hold my Ground Here I stand With shameful eyes the die is cast is this good bye? My eyes are dry My heart still weeps Now I pray For my soul to keep Music plays No sound is heard An empty world Unspoken words Haunting memories Buried deep My prayer ignored Now I sleep ************************************************** Over And Over Poe

Surveys And Stuff
You Are Rudolph Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You? [IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh!

Merry Christmas!
I am auctioning off one(1) Auto-11 bling (or 35 credits' worth of blings of your choosing) for fubucks. To bid on this auction, click on the link below to my photo gallery and leave your bid in a photo comment there. The auction will end on Wednesday, February 4th at noon Central time. I will notify the highest bidder at that point to make the payment and I'll bling them during Happy Hour. Happy Bidding! T'was the night before Christmas and all thru Fubar All the users were chatting with their friends near and far. Their blings were all hung on their pages with care in hopes that more blingies soon would be there! As I'm on my laptop, sitting in my seat just settling down, my day almost complete. When what to my wandering ears should I hear? A message in my shoutbox! Hooray I cheer! As I slowly wait for my message to display eagerly anticipating what it might say A note from my friend the jolly old elf! A note just for me that he wrote him

Millionaire
*puts on Kevlar vest* Question: If MEL were a stripper, what kind of bills would you throw on the runway? ..COME ON! This is SERIOUS! WOOHOOOOOOOO! I'm a Fu-Millionaire!!! SUCK IT BITCHES!!!!!! *dances around the office naked and tells the boss to fuck off*

Christmas
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes this song is so true and it is exactly how i feel about my daughter

Rating People And Getting Help In Return
I am going to be out for awhile today, my family is taking me out for my Birthday. PLEASE, if you rate my pics please message me so I can return the love, I will be back around 7. I also work tomorrow am so please again, please message me, I do not want to miss anyone. Hugzzz and lots-a-love....Cynde Ya know, I have sat here and debated leaving fubar...I can't be on here 24/7 but grant it when I am here I rate all I can to help people and I am so damned tired of getting no rates in return.Some of us can't afford auto 11's and HH and I am not one to beg to get these given to me.What happened to the rating and leveling people,most of all just returning the love,hell sometimes don't even get a ty,kiss my ass or nothing for it. You don't want to take the time to return rates? If it's all about you,then please by all means take me off your friends list,I can give my rates to someone else who will appreciate it.I'm not talking about one specific person by no means, there are several I am sp

Thank You Everyone!
Hey everyone! I would once again like to that ALL of those that came to my page and rated me during my second auto 11! It was a success once again thanks to all of you! I am finally a GodMaMa! And ofcourse I picked Angel! Such an easy decision! But um.... wow.... so many of you rated ALL of my pics and wow... I couldn't believe how sweet all of you were to me during this past 24 Hours. Once again I wish that I could BLING EVERYONE but just can't. I most likely will BLING those that I didn't bling last time. SO those that returned for a second time to rate me that don't get bling, I"m sorry but I truly appreciate ur friendship and support on here! I have made so many new wonderful friends and I hope that everyone has a safe and happy new year! BLING will be sent within the next couple of days! THANKS YALL! LOVE YOU! And if you haven't fanned or friended me yet, DO SO! And if I haven't been to your page in a while please let me know because I want to re-rate each and every

Expressing Love To All Ladies Of Fubar For All The Love I've Received Since Comming To Fubar
about a week ago I meet the most amazing women on line and and I'm trying to get to know her better, without her thinking that I'm some sort of perv. or something! I am a very sincere, loving and a very sexual brother from NYC, who really know how to treat a lady! how do I get this lady that I met to open up to me, to let her know I'm a real sincere brother without scaring her away from me! I would just like to say thans to all of the people that has shown me love! up till this point and I hope to keep enjoying all the love, that you have shown and thank you! again I feel the love! and I will try my best to return the love! for all those who give it! I would like to if possible chat with some more of the ladies that are close to me or who travels to the NYC! area, for possible meeting mabey more! anyone interested can hit me on this site or email me at my email address "comminguphalftime at yah.. dot com"

Happy Holidays!
Happy Holidays to all my wonderful friends! You guys are all a part of my every day life and it wouldn't be the same without you. You make me smile, laugh, gasp, cringe, and tingle! I love you crazy people who live inside my puter! :P ♥♥♥ This is what made my Christmas so perfect. My beautiful son, grandson, and lil mother whom everyone has kept in their thoughts a prayers so much lately. We had another Christmas with her! We don't know how many more if any we will have. I'm smiling. imikimi - Customize Your World

Happy Hollidays
happy hollidays to all my friends .... as we come to the end of another year ask yourself if you are truely happy where you are now and if not now is the time to make a change this yea i think im gonna work on quitting cigarettes