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Character Bios
Farezzek is an orc, a race of beast-like humanoids whose toughness is nearly unmatched. Born with one eye, and no magic abilities at all, his past remains a mystery. Being a natural fighter with a keen intellect, he almost graduated at the top of his class from the Golden Halberd Military Academy, but when his best friend, the only one who could challenge him at his favorite physical battle game, went missing, he had to choose either graduation or tracking his friend down... Instead of being arrested for deserting the academy before his allowed time, he was given a job as a secret agent for Atlantia's elite crime fighting unit, Spec Ops. Samuel was once a mesnie, a law enforcer in the employ of King Frederick and Queen Katherine. Investigating the vanishing of the royal cupbearer Talmage, he happened upon a secret meeting in the hut of Lucas, the magician and necromancer. A blood magic ritual had recently taken place to create a group of monsters which came to be known as the Sh

Just A Quick Note
Just a quick note to let ya all know i wont be around much from today till saturday or sunday ...ill be with my family down south....I wish you all a wonderful Thanksgiving...be safe and enjoy your familys... Sassy nuttinbuttsexxy

Our Military & First Responder Heroes
Imagine if we had assassinated Usama bin Laden in 1995. No September 11. No Afghanistan War. No Iraq War. Without Usama bin Laden, the world be an infinitely better and safer place today. That's the equivalent of what happened in Pakistan this week. An American drone aircraft wasted Pakistan's Usama-in-Waiting, Baitullah Mehsud in South Waziristan. Mehsud was one of the nastiest characters on the planet. He is thought to be behind Benazir Bhutto's assassination in 2007. He was the mastermind of the wave of suicide bombings in Pakistani cities. He was the godfather of a new type of suicide bomber -- young children under the age of ten who he had strapped with explosives and sent out on suicide missions. He was the leader of the Pakistani Taliban, and closely associated with Al Qaeda and their host and collaborator. He was bent on bringing down the Islamabad government. To give you some idea of what Mr. Mehsud's fondest thoughts were, how's this sound: "We want to era

Liars And Two Faced People
This blog is not aimed at all of my friends. It is aimed at the ones who pretended to be my true friends when in all reality they were just fuckin playing games with my feelings and my mind. There is one person in particular that this is aimed at and she knows exactly who she is. I was being a real friend to her. I sat up nights with her on the phone many times because she was stressed out and couldn't sleep, or she was depressed, or because she just wanted to talk. Yeah I did that almost every night with her. And then I come to find out, she was just talking shit the whole time because she wanted to keep tabs on my husband. SOME FUCKING FRIEND YOU WERE MELISSA!!!! You didn't even have the damn guts to tell me that you didn't really want to be my friend. But I kind of figured because you always wanted to talk to my husband. Well everyone will know what kind of person you are when they read this. Yeah, I found out everything about your conversations with Jim. I am not a fucking st

Blahhhh
just thought i wlound let every one know i had my kidney stones removed yesterday i am doing so so but tired and very sore happpy turkey day to all merry x-mas to all and a happy new year to all as will

Need Help!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY ....I HAVE A ROOM FOR RENT IN MY 2 BED ROOM APT. MY CURRENT ROOM MATE IS BAILING ON ME ON SHORT NOTICE. IM IN THE NORTH SAN DIEGO COUNTY AREA. IF ANYONE NEEDS OR KNOWS OF SOMEONE LOOKING FOR A ROOM LET ME KNOW. RENT IS $550, UTILITIES INCLUDED. GATED COMMUNITY WITH ON SITE LAUNDRY, JACUZZI, AND POOL.

Just Me
Not exactly sure where to start. I would start at the beginning, but I'm sure that nobody really wants to read through my entire life story. I have had several friends ask me over the last couple of days whats wrong with me. Why am I sad, or why am I crying and upset, and the truth of the matter is, I don't really know. I have some theories, but nothing solid to blame my mood on. Maybe it's just the weather, been very overcast and rainy the last couple of days... could be because everyone I see around me has someone they care about and love very much. And even though I know some people that I care very deeply for, love me for who I am, I don't have the physical closeness that I so desperately long for. There are so many guys that talk to me on here and all they are interested in is fuckin me or having me suck their cocks or some other form of temporary physical pleasure. And despite the fact that I am a very sexual person, it just wouldn't mean anything to me without some kind of f

I Don't Need
I Don't Need I don’t need for you to say you’re sorry for what you did I need for you to show that you’ve changed I don’t need excuses, the whys or where-fores to explain your actions I need to know what plans you’ve made to resolve your excuses I don’t need promises I need action I don’t need candy and roses I need tenderness and trust I don’t need shattered dreams and broken dishes I need a future, with peace I don’t need tears and bruises I need laughter and love I don’t need to hear the words “it will never happen again” I need for it not to happen I don’t need the chaos of your violent storms I need the calm of quiet seas I don’t need the terror of a war zone I need the playfulness of a schoolyard I don’t need a calendar and stop watch to monitor my day I need freedom to come and go as I please I don’t need you looking over my shoulder I know there is no one standing there I don’t need jealousy, outrage, or distrust I need sanity, peace, quiet I don’t need

Noone
LOOK BEHIND THE LYRICS... THEY ARE SO TRUE... Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around Yes, I know, for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in t

Convictions Vs Simplicity
Ugh as most of you know, i've only been accepting add requests from people with salute photos... and i had deleted quite a few (ok over 1,000) people without them... now, while the idiot factor seems to have somewhat decreased - lovely effect really - unfortunately, the "whine" factor has increased... "why did you delete me, why won't you accept me, why why why why why..." ... So, i'm thinking of just giving up and dealing with the idiot factor again instead of the whine factor, and just go back to accepting people without them... although the whole "under level 5" thing might stay as a restriction... thoughts? comments? Sin p.s. i hate stupid people

Forgiveness
You mustn't be revengeful You have to be strong To offer good for evil Return right for wrong We must not hold a grudge And we must learn to endure Then as God is your judge At least your heart will be pure Forgiveness is the mightiest sword Forgiveness Of those you hate Will be your highest reward When they bruise you with words When they make you feel small When it's hardest to bear You must do nothing at all Forgiveness is the simplest vow Forgiveness Of all their crimes Is your deliverance now Bless those souls Who would curse your name When the last bell tolls You'll be free of blame You can continue to grieve But know the gospel is true You must forgive those who lie And bless them that curse you Forgiveness is the mightiest sword Forgiveness Of those you fear Will be your highest reward The time will come when we will leave this world, and the injustice and the pain and the sin will fall away from us, and only the spark of the spir

Thanks To All!!
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Modern Love Song
Whitesnake - A Modern Love Song You got the smile of a Monalisa, Know it all an' giving nothing away. You make the sins of a vestal virgin, Look nothing more that a roll in the hay. So lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care. Lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care. You give an air of the Dolce Vita, Society's made a queen out of you. Casanova couldn't take all your virtue, But, rock 'n' roll is gonna steal it from you. So lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care. Lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care. Come on, girl, it'll be alright, Easy does it nice and slow. Woah, you know, mama, that tonight's the night, Come on and let your feelings show. Take a look in the mirror, Tell me what you see. If it ain't sweet surrender You can blame it on somebody, not the devil in me. So lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care. Lie down, I think I love you, Lie down, I think I care.

My Life
Yo no soy tunto se muy bien que ya no me amas Ahora es muy tarde y no te puedo olvidar whoa Se que es dificil pero ya tienes dueno Y aunque ganastes por ti no voy a llorar Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el aunque yo sigua solo y te sigue amando Nadie sabe lo que estoy sufriendo y lo que estoy pasando Y en la noche lloro cuando pienso que te extrano Y aunque se que estes con el y eso me esta haciendo dano Sera culpable si yo por amarte or tu por traiconarme Con mujeres como tu yo no quisiera darme Aveces pienso que la vida no tiene sentido Como yo te amado y tan facil que te e perdido Whoa whoa mami fuistes lo co

Contest Results
Here are the Winners of the First Lady Of Fubar Contest 1'st place Adrea 15356 comments wins 1 month vip 2'nd place Trophy Wife 10866 comments wins 3 day blast 3'rd Sexy~But~EviL 5948comments wins 1 day Blast I would like to thank everyone who participated in the contest . .we all had fun made a lotta new friends.

What I Hate
I hate Allied Construction they stold over $150.00 right out of my paychecks with out me knowing. So I quit then this past friday when I was to get paid they took my whole check, and the state of Utah labor dept. says that they can do that and that they can take as much from my check as they want any time that they want and they don't have to tell me anything about it or why or how much. I think this is ridiculous why would the state let a company do this to anyone. I don't want to even spend my money in this state or work here I hate Utah and I hate Allied Construction!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

45 Things A Girl Wants But Wont Ask For"
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her AND your friends TOGETHER. KEEP READING.. 11. Smile with her. =) 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say I love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act li

Rita Gonzalez
my name is rita gonzalez i am 29 years old born and raised in brooklyn new york currently residing in bensonhurst i have one younger brother that is 27 he lives with his girlfriend but they are close by i have two kids their names are philip and jonathan philip is three and jonathan will be 2 december 3rd my children are not with me or the father they are in foster care and i dont really want i seem them at the foster care agency i am currently living with my mother she has stage four colon cancer and the doctor says its pretty serious my hobbies/interests are as follows reading listening to music bike riding pool even though i am not good at it bowling even though i am not that good at it surfing the internet doing jigsaw puzzles rubiks cube watching wwe raw and smackdown big scooby doo fan love anything to do with scooby doo i love baseball new york mets and football new york giants i love horror movies most of my dvd collection is horror. i like taking walks along the beach along th

Story Time
We have been here before. The stench is the same, and so are the stains. The house music thumping it’s madness to the crowd that awaits in the other room, barely penetrating it’s way into the “green” room or dressing room, as some places prefer to call it. The walls plastered with stickers of bands, some still around, some only to play once. The smell that fills your nostrils is that of warm piss on an old cast iron steam radiator, though none seems to found in the area. Walking in is the owner of the club, smug with the typical Donnie Brosco mustache, and beer belly, obviously from an era that has long since passed him by. “Soun check, yous guys are on in like ten” he says through his swiveling cocaine jaw. Anthony with sticks in hand, practices his beats on the arm of the putrid sofa, which in of itself a reminder of a hay day of when rock and roll was actually drugs, sex, and rock and roll, lined with stains of past ecstasy and drunkenness. Before running through hi

Ak;ldjfa;l
blow job ettiquet 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule # 1... So, if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn you watched, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Exrension to rule # 3... No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are not handles. 6. Extension to rule # 5... Do not push on the top of my head, Do you really want puke on your dick? 7. I don't care how relaxed you get, it is NEVER ok to fart. 8. Having my period doesn't mean it's "Hummer Week", get it through your head, - I'm bloated and I feel like shit , so no, I don't feel obligated to blow you just because WE can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to rule # 8... "BLUE BALLS" might work on high school girls--if you're that desperate, go jack off and leave me alone with my midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just ruined it for you. 11. Leaving me in bed whi

Greatest Group Of Friends I Have Here
GREEN EYED BANDIT@ fubar this is a Downrater I just want to say that K.O.W. is an awesome bunch of people they were my saviors in all of this and i want to Thank them from the bottom of my heart, they were so awesome during this period, they bombed bombed and bombed. Thats why I became a member, just awesome people. I just wanted to thank each and every one who helped me out in my contest, lets see there were Lordwolf, founder of the K.O.W. Hippie, Zman Zgirl, Cat O'nine tail, Mizz Shady, Teresa, Honey Bear, Iron Claw, Daybreaker, Drkrelections oh my so many to remember. center lordwolf, founder of the k.o.w. *Lord Wolf *~Founder + Owner Kingdom of Wolves.A Leveling Family@ fubar center hippie ~Hippie~Raiders of K.O.W.@ fubar center zman zman K.O.W. CLUB F.A.R.& DIRTY SOUTH CREW AND M&M NATION CREW@ fubar center zgirl zgirl LOVES ZMAN 4 LIFE AND ALL MY FRIENDS@ fubar center drkreflections drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~THE SISTERHOOD~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~

Goals, Hopes, Dreams....
I'm here laying on the bed thinking of were my life is headed now... I have been busy the last couple of days due to having to attend a two day seminar to find out what all oppurtunities are available to me being a veteran. Well, I am going to attend another class on Monday to find out about some federal jobs... I signed up for my classes for winter quarter, I will be taking 14 credit hours. I have been slackin on getting in the direction that I need to be in my life over the last couple of years....I need to get out of that slump and move on... going to get my head out of my ass and move on and get my shit together....for me and my kids. I want to make them proud of me. I have kinda eased up on everything due to wanting to find my Mr. Right...Hopefully one day I will be able to make a fresh start away from here...... Well I figured it this way... there is something missing in my life...and I know who he is.... he is one of my heros... well I need to put him first in my life along with

Contest
Ok here are the rules i wanna see who can send me the craziest pic ever. Then i will look at them and get opions from other people. I will chose which one in two days. So send pics asap. Prizez.... 1st place will get 40,000 fubucks. 2nd place will get sometihing from pimpin gifts 3rd place will get a friendship prize 4th place you get to stay on my fubar..haha Contest starts when first person sends pic.

Friendship
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two large plastic garbage bags with her, one in each hand. Unfortunately, there's a rip in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 note falls out onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her.... 'Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of your bag .. 'Oh, really? Darn!' says the little old lady. 'I'd better go back and see if I can collect them. Thanks for the warning!' 'Well, now, not so fast,' says the cop. 'How did you get all that money?' 'You didn't steal it, did you?' 'Oh, no', says the little old lady. 'You see, my back yard is right next to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee through the bushes, right into my flower beds!' 'So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge c lipper, and each time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say, '$20 or off it comes' 'Well, that seems only fair.' laug

The Little Things
The LITTLE things: As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten that morning. Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her alarm clock didn’t go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident. One of them missed the bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One’s car wouldn’t start. One went back to answer the telephone. One had a child that dawdled and didn’t get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn’t get a taxi. The one that stuck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to buy a band-aide. That is why he is alive today. Now when I’m stuck in traffic, miss an elevator, turn back to answer a ringing phone...all the little things th

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone’s maid, or when I act alittle selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won’t become anyone else’s idea of what they think I should be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that. So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won’t succeed!!!

Mirror
"Dying" I"m cold,...Suffocati"ng,...and bleed"ng on the floor, Kno"ng the last time i kill"d ands can no longr kill no more.... As tears of acid rains from the heavens from above and plagues upon my bak, i can feel the sorrow ands the once belove"d tight chokehold of God"s love upon my nek..... Theres noth"ng i can do as the devil takes my hand, remembr"ng the past memories and the friends i"ll be leave"ng behind..... Regrett"ng the life i"d had ands the things i"ve done,....I"m burn"ng...burn"ng,...Dying,...Dying,......Done "A Friend" A friend is always there when times are down, to cheer me up ands to reverse the frown. A friend is always there to party it up, especially when i drank too much and threw up..... A friend is always up for do"ng someth"ng new, sure man ifs thats what you want to do too!!! A friend will be at my funeral in time of mourn, ask"ng God when is it my turn?.... A friend will be at my grave talk"ng to me for hours, look"ng u

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time that I’d see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I’d see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could space an extra minute to stop and say “I love you”, instead of assuming you would know I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I’m sure you’ll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there’s always tomorrow to make up for an oversight and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say “I love you”, and certainly there’s another chance to say our “

The Hormone Warning
The Hormone Warning: The hormone hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver’s license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend or significant other. 13 things PMS stands for: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweatpants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff 13. Potential Murder Suspect

So This Is Life
My life has become such a bore lately. All of my friends (seriously, ALL of them) are now married and/or have kids. It's like they all got together without me and decided to get married. So now they do the married thing. Stay at home with the family, do family oriented things. Some of them are trying to pressure me into finding someone and settle down. But after my last few relationship disasters, I'm not in the dating mood. So now here I am, Saturday alone and bored. I can't think of anything entertaining to do. I've watched movies, taken care of chores, took a nap, ate dinner..everything is done for today. I really don't feel like going out alone. Bored.

Help
I want to create a slide show to a specific song and well, its a bit hard for me to do, its for my best friend who was murdered, Ive got all the pics and the specific song but I break down in tears everytime i start to make it, the song really hits that nerve i guess, if someone would be willing to make it for me that would be great, I kinda wanted it ready for when the 1 year mark hits, just msg me and let me know if you know a good program or can do it, thx

Game Invites
Since they added the games to Fubar I have received a pretty steady stream of invites to play some of these games. Unfortunately, I haven't played many of them. Sometimes, I'm AFK. Sometimes, I'm busy. The most common problem is that the person who sent the request gave up on it before I even received it. By my rough calculations, it takes about 2-4 minutes for a request to show up on my bar tab. Now, I'm sure that most of these requests are from people who don't give a shit about who I am and are just looking for "anybody" to pass the time with, but if you'd really like to play me, please send me a shout. First to make sure that I'm there and available. Second to give me a heads up and let you know that I'll be accepting it. Thanks.

My Life's Problems
For those who KNOW me, this will be easy to understand for those that don't I will try to put explain everything a little more. Ok so a couple of years my mom lost her right lung to cancer. For the years before that she battled with Hep. C twice. For those who don't know what Hep C is. It attacks your white blood cells and weakens your immune system. We found out she had it the first time and was on what is known as a cocktail which was a serious of three shots that she gave to herself. The second time she was on some pills and the shots. This time we are not sure cuz she has been on all the medicines for Hep C and the doctors are not sure what they are going to do. Now as far as the rest of the bullshit in my life I am once again getting to watch my last surviving grandfather die. He looks and smells like death. I have done this twice before and for some reason it hasn't gotten any easier. I know that I haven't shown my sadness on any of this and that is because life goes on with all

"fall'n 4 Her?"
"Fall'n 4 Her" I"ve fallen for a gorgeous goddess ands no chance will i have,...to make her smile ands to hear her laugh... I"ve fallen for those trancy eyes dreamy eyes,...Pierc"ng thru them i can see her heart and within whatty lies... I"ve fallen for her ands my love cries out a sea of blood into my cupp"d hands,....wash"ng upon my face,...for theres an empty space in my heart ands only she can replace.... I"ve fallen for the day we"ll have our 1st kiss, buts pls my love remembr this,..... I"M fall"ng ands Fall"ng,...Wait"ng ands wait"ng,...for the day may come,...we"ll be hold"ng hand-n-hand lovrs ands date"Ng.......

Jay's Fantasy
HER MOCHA ALMOND COMPLEXION HAD ME FEENIN FOR HER LIKE A CRACK HEAD LOOKING FOR A HIT. THEN EVEN HER NAME MADE YOU CRAVE HER, REESE. CHOCOLATE COVERED WITH A SMOOTH CENTER. YES HER MILKEN CHOCOLATE SKIN MADE ME HUNGER FOR A SAMPLE OF HER DELECTABLE SWEETNESS. YET, ALAS SHE DOESN'T KNOW ME. I AM THE LAST MAN SHE WOULD EVER WANT. A AVERAGE MAN WITH AN ABOVE AVERAGE IMAGINATION, AS WELL AS AN UNQUENCHABLE DESIRE TO GIVE PLEASURE TO ONE WOMAN. I DREAMT ON A MANY OCCASIONS OF HAVING HER LUSCIOUSNESS PRESSED INTO MY BODY. WRAPPING MY ARMS AROUND HER BODY. HAVING HER HEART PALPITATIONS GET FASTER AS I DRAW HER NEARER. HER SMILE SERVES AS AN EROTIC INTERLUDE TO THE PLEASURES THAT I WILL CONSUME HER BODY WITH. LITTLE DOES SHE KNOW THAT HER FRAGRANCE AROUSES ME TO KNOW END. AS I SIT HER I WATCH HER THICKNESS GO TO AND FRO AND MY MIND WANDERS. I TASTE THE SWEETNESS OF HER LIPS AS SHE KISSES ME WITH LONGING. HER SUCCULENTS MOUNDS FILL MY HANDS AS MY LIPS CASCADE DOWN THE SLOPE OF

I'm Not Ashamed
Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls,

Personal
Happy Anniversary Kally! I Love You! The Closer I Get To You Beyonce & Luther Vandross The closer I get to you The more you'll make me see Like giving me all you've got Ooh yeah, your love has captured me, me, me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real (oh oh) The way you make me feel Lying here next to you (oh oh) Time just seems to fly, ooh Needing you more and more (more and more) Let's give love a try (let's give it a try) Let's give love a try Sweeter and sweeter love grows And heaven's there for those Who fool the tricks of time With the hearts in love you find True love (oh) In a special way (oh) The closer I get to you, baby The more you'll make me see (By giving me all you've got) Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew This was real (got to b

Trombone
Day 1 " dad, i want to join band, sign up is next week" i felt the headache coming. "i either want to do drums or the trombone" my scalp is getting itchy. Day 2 a nice trombone he selected, and proudly met me at the door when i got home from work "HONK!!!" oh gawd, i can feel the pressure build! Day 3 "i have to watch this dvd and work on my embouchure" "lil honk!" " big honk!" "BIG LOUD ASS SQUEAK!" the pressure builds even more! Day 4,,, next day, more squeaking, more honking, and i thought i may have heard something that resembled a note! head is pounding! Day 5,, my day off,, trombone off and on all day, head hurts, ears bleeding, who invented this diabolical form of torture?! lil guy asked " what can i do to make this thing sound better?" it was so tough not to say something like "a rolled up sock stuffed down that bell would probably do the trick " instead, i told him to keep practicing and watch the dvd over again. Am i the only parent who is gonna need a lobotomy after the

Nikki Sixx (entry #1)
We just didn't give a fuck. We did things our way, and we had a hell of a good time doing it.N.Sixx "So...what's this? Am i dead? What the fuck is that all about? I still have more heroin to inject! What are you on for chrissakes? I wanna go back i wanna go back!" "You are right its not your time i just wanted to spin you a line, you need to stop, you need stop before you go over the top like you just did. get a grip man, you're out of control! millions love you but you are losing your soul." "Soul? Soul? SOUL?! Thats something i just write about in songs, i don't have one, i'm a fake! A fake! A fake! A FAKE! I need to use and be used! (well that was a good prediction) I just wanna go back, and shoot that shit up SHOOT!" "..........I don't know why i invented that stuff anyway."

Sexiest Male On Fubar Contest
If you think I'm sexy enough vote for me!!! And remember to rate fan & add sultry so u can go and help me win! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoX And I am willing to pay fubucks for comment 2:1 and gifts for those who help me!!! Make me an offer tell me wat you want?????? XoXoXoXoXo I NEED ONLY less than 3,000 to go BY THE 1ST for 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=709063&i=2964571025 or click here addfan rate her and view pic album for the Sexiest Male on Fubar Contest rate and comment bomb me please *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Here's the info: starts in i think 20 minutes! Starts November 17th and end December 1st. 1st place 3 month vip or 1 month blast *First to 35,000 comments wins 2nd place 7 day blast *First to 15,000 comments wins 3rd place 3 day blast *First to 10,000 comments wins! To Enter Rules *Must Rate,Fan and Add host in order to Bomb. *No Hara

You Will Be Missed...
I lost a very good friend of mine today. Her hubby called to let me know that her and her youngest daughter (the one she named after me)were in a car accident. Neither one of them made it. She left behind two other daughters and her hubby (obviously). Her daughters are 2, 13 and 15 yrs old. It was the 2 yr old that was with her. We have been friends for 21 years and I miss her bunches, haven't seen her for a long time but we have always kept in touch. I don't know what I will do without her in my life now. Her and her daughter were loved by many people, her hubby has a huge hole in his heart now that he will never feel is filled ( he said). They have been together since she was 16, and married since she was 18(19 years). I haven't been married long but I don't know what I would do if something terrible happened to him. I would be lost. Please say a prayer for her family. They need all the help they can get. THANX!

Computers...
Well... my addiction to the net has been helped by this stupid dial-up speed.. OMG! how painful! Every page takes forever to load. and there's no way in hell I can have both Pirate and Plain Shan online at the same time.. But, its better than not having it at all I spose. and is only temporary. So sorry if I have told you that I will come help you level or help in a contest or giveaway or whatever. I will as soon as I can. Keep Smiling. Catch yas around.

Member Up For Vip
ONE OF OUR MEMEBERS IS GOING FOR A VIP GIVEAWAY LETS HELP HER OUT AND GET IT DONE BEFORE THE NEXT CONTEST PLEASE. HERE IS HER LINK AND IF I REMEMBER RIGHT SHE WAS IN THE CONTEST FOR WEST COAST DAILY GIVING UP ALL HER COMMENTS. LETS HELP HER OK. HOTT BOMBERS LETS HELP HER OUT AND FINISH IT QUICKLY. THANKS CONNIE

Seekin Help
My good friend aGEM4life is in anotha contest an I was wonderin if y'all could help her out. She needs 60,000 comments to win a 1 year VIP. Her link is below. Thank y'all (tips my hat) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&i=1852796408

Happy B-day
I'm glad this is my best birthday yet. So many have come to wish me a birthday and someone special shares this day with me so happy birthday to you zan. Come celebrate my b-day w/ me and we can have a ball!!!

Lyrics
I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies When you don't know what you're looking to find In front of your

Whats Right With Your Life???
What's right with your life There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately? The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness. Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment. Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create. When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow. Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your

Keep Moving
Keep moving When the path becomes difficult, that's no reason to give up. In fact, it means you're making real progress. The mountain becomes more rugged and steep the closer you get to the summit. Keep going, keep climbing, keep making the effort, and soon you'll find yourself reaching the top. The challenges you encounter are unquestionable proof that you're making a positive difference. Make use of those challenges, not as an excuse to stop, but rather as a platform from which to push forward. For the greatest achievements come in response to the greatest challenges. When the going gets rough, you are most certainly in the presence of profound opportunity. When there is much that must be done, there is enormous value waiting to be created. Step boldly forward and claim that value. Whatever may come, whatever may seem to block your path, choose to keep moving. There are truly magnificent rewards just on the other side of your persistent efforts.

Lift Your Head Up High
Lift your head high Where there is great difficulty, there are also great opportunities. Where there is sorrow, there is also much possibility for real joy. In places of darkness, even a small light can make an enormous positive difference. When the situation seems hopeless, that's precisely when acting on hope can turn things around. The greatest achievements often have their origins in the most complicated and perplexing problems. By accepting the possibility of dreadful failure, people are able to create magnificent success. When it seems that no options remain, that's when a breakthrough is about to happen. Each setback along the way makes the eventual success that much more precious and valuable. No matter how good or how difficult life may be now, there is always a realistic and accessible way to make it better. For you can learn, you can adapt, you can grow stronger, and you can take effective action to move forward. Whatever may be, whatever may happen, lift your head hi

Inspired....
Choose to be inspired Envy is worse than a waste of time. For when you hold on to thoughts of envy, you are actively holding yourself back. Envy builds a wall between you and the abundance that could otherwise be yours. Envy can drain you of your best possibilities. Do you ever resent it when someone else has acquired or achieved or experienced some particular thing and you have not? If so, then your envy actually makes your own situation worse. Instead of being envious about the good fortune of others, be genuinely thankful for it. That instantly puts you in a much better position to create similar good fortune in your own life. When you celebrate the achievements of others, you connect yourself in a positive and empowering way to life's abundance. When you choose to be inspired, your eyes will open to many more valuable and positive possibilities. Be truly thankful for the success that you see around you. And that success will soon become your own

Beautiful
Standing in the lanes of memory And i look forward to the present The path that life followed How beautiful were the days Through which I lead to the present. The joy and sorrow The laughter and the tears The anger and the confusion The days of toil and waiting If placing self at past Life seems to be a beautiful one So lead this life to the best When again You place self in the past Will feel that life was lead And not dragged through days So this beautiful life takes the same path The joy and sorrows lies in How you look at it If all happenings in life are taken as experience Then life is a beautiful book The chapters which are ahead can never be read Only the ones covered can be read So lead life to the best When again you place self in the past Should be happy and feelt that life was lead and worth looking back And feel Life is Beautiful

Room For Improvement
Room for improvement There is always room for improvement. And the fact that there is, is truly a blessing. There is always something new to be learned. There are always fresh ideas to be explored. No matter how good life is, there are ways to make it even better. Love and joy and fulfillment do not ever get used up. You can make today more beautiful, more productive, more meaningful than yesterday. And you can make tomorrow even better. Each moment is another opportunity to create new value. Each day is yours to fill with positive experience. Whether you've been up or you've been down, whether life is now good or not so good, this is the time to make it better. Make a little improvement, and then a little more, and keep reaching higher and higher.

Largerthanhim
ok I love you all it's been a blast the last couple days I'm only 5600 away from leveling again so please rate my blog! love ya! Sign my guestbook while your here! Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 25,2007 Today is perfect for clearing out old trash or letting go of things you know you'll never use again. You don't have to fill up the free space right away, either -- enjoy the simplicity for a while! Make sure you post yours in the comment space love to know what you all's days are like ! Send much love! I woke up to noticed you was gone! I can still smell you and feel you but your not here! A song plays and it's your voice singing it. I see your smile everywhere a memory around every turn. And it drives through me. It's almost like I've been dealt a losing hand at life's game. So take my hand and rearrange the cards so the odds aren't against me! Your the only one that can cause your the only one I truly love!

For The Poor People And The Struggle
Some times I wonder how did I get so blessed, with all the Pain my heart has suffered Dreams of a better life, Being told by ignorant people dat me race was cursed and Damned to hell forever, along with all de minorities such as hispanics, well i tell u wut i figured out i was born in hell ever since my past lives as an elder soul my destiny on dis earth is to make people feel good about dem self i am de one and only with many others to make a better life for people who never experienced true passionate love and respect taking deir mind to another paradise called Mother Earth i bing good vibes like sensational soul searchin for yer soul mate De lord Brought me back to life to show people I really do Exist and i am here for a purpose .

Me!
you lie that your NOT just after sex! you lie about just wanting someone to fill some time for you! you lie about NOT needing company! you lie about your NOT on the rebound! you lie about your not after just a play toy! Might take me a minute or two but I will figure out what the alterior motive for being with me is. I might look stupid, and even act stupid. But trust me...far from it. So be honest and blunt and life will be peachy! I can't believe how I have let my focus on what matters the most to me like...disappear. When I was going through the last few years of my marriage my kids and career goals were what was most important to me. Once we split up it was like a different me. I moved...alot...until I finally settled down here in OK. Then after finally finding a job that might make ends meet I got all my kids back. (Their choice not to come at the time). I had gone out on a couple of dates but for one reason or another they never got second dates. I finally found so

Thanks For Those Who Helped
thanks to all of you who helped out my friend level, it was touch and go. i had a really hard time trying to round up the members, i think i better add to family. hhehehehe special shout out to PhotoFlow and Gem. you are the best!

Red Fridays
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's. As they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly on their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me...... I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young, unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service

Mil
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here,

My Poetry
Alot of people ask me my name it doesn not mean i worship the devil. It does not mean im concieted. But i believe all women are Goddess's ...WOMEN not girls or ladies real WOMEN are Goddess's and we end up with Devil's (boys men anythng with a penis really) but sometimes those Goddess's shine light upon evil and that light shines and beats the evil and the Goddess's Prevails. However, sometimes the light in the Goddess's power is not so strong and the evil torments her and leaves her wilted and that is what i am a tormented beated withered Goddess's waiting for the light 2 become strong and hopefully find her devil and beat the darkness. thanks for hurting me the way u did thanks for the emotional rollercoaster ty for all the shit you put me through thank you for seeing what an idiot i was for even caring for u. i dont feel it anymore i think im numb to the pain i dont know it anymore i think it all feels insane. I dont cry anymore i think its all just the same. I dont hurt anym

G
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of whic h way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $500 0. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. ! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for th

Iraq
You Know You have been in Iraq too long when. ... When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You take the time to add your lines to this list You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just

Fyi
Ok. my shout box is not working 100% of the time. So sometimes i get the message sometimes I don't...sometimes I've been getting the message but not who it is from...........SO...if i don't answer that is why. I'm tired, worn out and just basically exhausted...been running on empty for a bit now. SOoooooooooooo, I'm going to bed. Good night! Jenn

To Lisa
November 17, 2007 @ 6:19 pm For you Standing on my head a smile from ear to ear how did meeting you get me here feeling a joy i thought long dead i do the "Happy Dance" around this, no longer lonely, room shedding my shroud of doom and gloom on their tatters i now prance i grin, for no apparent reason bathing in your invisible glow rush in, head long, where i should go slow as the leaves fall, love is in season on this red and orange carpet marking the years old age i start a new chapter, a happy new phase your warm seductive words, my blanket standing on my tippy toes peeking into the future one full of you, my sister following it wherever it goes smiling, gleefully, from ear to ear knowing that in your arms i need fear no further harms your kisses my only care how on earth was i so blessed to find you to share my hours and nourish this love, ours be nurtured and caressed thank you for finding me for touching my soul making me feel whol

Well.......
Things to do when I turn 40 which is in like 5 months and 9 days.This list will probably have more to add in time but until then here's somethings I'm going to do.... Get a tatoo-been debating it but now I want to Get a band started-working on it right now Get a lapdance-why not? Kiss somebody else other than who I'm with-taking applications!!!! Get a new freakin job-if you read my last blog you'll understand why! so far that's it..I don't belive in resolutions so don't ask what's my new yr's resolution is. Got any suggestions to add to my list feel free i just might do it if I like it...thanks! Ok this is my 1st time doing this here but when I do blog it's something that's good and very rarely something that pisses me off or makes me feel sad, so with that out of the way let me tell you what happend......... I just found out at my job i'm going to day shift which means alot to me and especially my kids. The only time I spend with them during the week is when I g

Chica Boyfriend Application
Application to be Chica's man Please include Headshots. ( top and bottom) Name: ____________________________________________ Age: ____________________________________________ Sex: ____________________________________________ Location: ____________________________________________ Occupation: __________________________________________ Penis size (if applicable & be honest)___________ (3 inches will automatically be deducted) 1. Have you introduced yourself to chica? 2. Did your introduction mention the word NSFW? 3. Did you rate all of her stuff? 4. How many times have you visited her page? 5. Name one item in her about me. 6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily? 7. How often per hour do you imagine her clothes would dissapear? 8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics, that she would give you a blowjob? 9. What can you offer Chica? 10. Are you mar

Vote
Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award.With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive.Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com. Please repost!!!Get on over and vote for our boys!! You can vote as many times as you want! Click on the links below to start voting!Vote for Dime for Guitar World Hall Of Fame! Vote for Vinnie and Hellyeah for Best New Act!Vote for Zakk for Best Metal Guitarist!Vote for Ozzy Osbourne best Album of the Year!Vote For Vinnie Paul for Best Comeback of the Year!Vote for the Feb or Nov Issue with Zakk as the Best Guitar World Cover!Thanks for Voting!!

Sensitive Man
> A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; > they end up leaving together. They get back to his > place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she > notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely > filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. > > > There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds > and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully > placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was > obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly > arrange them and she was immediately touched by the > amount of thought he had put into organizing the > display. There were small bears all along the bottom > shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the > middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the > way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an > obviously masculine guy to have such a large a > collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to > him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive >

Info For All
Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award. With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive. Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com

True Friend
The wind began to moan in hollow murmurs, as the sun went down carrying glad day elsewhere; and a train of dull clouds coming up against it, menaced thunder and lightning. Large drops of rain soon began to fall, and, as the storm clouds came sailing onward, others supplied the void they left behind and spread over all the sky. Then was heard the low rumbling of distant thunder, then the lightning quivered, and then the darkness of an hour seemed to have gathered in an instant. Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought that is forever flowing through one's head. Serenity is not freedom from the storm, but peace amid the storm Reasoning against a prejudice is like fighting against a shadow; it exhausts the reasoner, without visibly affecting the prejudice Among well-bred people a mutual deference is affected, contempt for others is disguised; authority concealed; attention given

Helpfull Tips
she is awesome aswell go n show her love yay well it all started when i was in da worm n i found a cord that was buggin me so i pulled it n then the next thing i remember is havin some stupid guy ina whit coat who hit me i was like OH no u didnt so i did was evveryone eles would ahve done n kicked him. then when i was 5 i wanted a tonka truck (its a brand of toys 4 ppl who r lower n dont know wat it is) n wat did i get thats rite a MUTHER FUKIN BARBIE DOLL DO I LOOOK LIKE I NEED MORE PRESSURE TO B LIKE EVERYONE ELES ? so sant didnt get me that i m still hurtin over that but the next thing was when i was 11 n some guy took my bike i was so not happy n had to say fuk u to da person sitin bhind u as u read this. ok now im 21 its 12.29am or pm wat ever its fukin late im bored outa my brain n darran has this to say so here he goes psycopathic RYDAS( wen i die show no pitty send my sould to a juggalo city dig my grave six feet deep... says: u is a funny 1 coze u is buggin every 1 a

Songs That I Love
Do You Know Do you know [x3] [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can't get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give. [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya How can I love you [x4] If you just don't talk to me, babe. I flow through my act The question is she needed And

Y R Ppl So Retarted
i was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly

Him
i can't say i'm doing better... i guess I am in ways... but in so many i'm still hurting. I still can't figure out why when I think of him that i get this feeling in my stomach.. I don't know if it's because I miss him still or it's anxiety or just anger... But it's every time I think of him.. the good stuff and the bad. Like I sit here and wonder what happened.. I still don't have closure. Last i knew we were golden. I still looked at him like those old couples who have been married fifty years look at each other.. the stars in my eyes... the look that says I would do anything for you and I love you so very much. I can't help but wonder where it went wrong. He left a blog comment on a blog of mine and used the term "our lives" then... then two weeks later it was twisted and I am where I am today. I guess I just need that closure. I think of how happy we were in the beginning when we talked for hours... when we walked the dam... when he and I used to just go when the kids were in schoo

Ghost
say hello to the ghost of what once was... kill the pain make it quick im so fucking sick of it you told me truths, which are turning to lies a fire grows from within me deep inside.... no more hatered no more pain no more of this. No longer a little girl, so scared slave is gone for good. this pain inside became too much to bare now i belong where i should... Say hello to the GHOST of what once was....

Some Of Hubby's Poetry.honoring Our Troops
please drop by and rate me..I am in a contest and if I win I get some Fubucks...so I can buy rounds...woohoo...lol.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=730061&albumid=693927&i=3913636925 A Soldier's Christmas Christmas morning, 10,000 miles from their life,no chance to hold their children or even their wife.No tree in the corner,no kids at play.Just another dangerous mission like any other day.Patrolling the streets,Protecting the land,No trace of snow,Just endless amounts of sand.We take for granted the job that they do.But when it comes to our freedom or safety,They'd die for me or you.Whatever they are...Army,Navy,Air Force,or Marines,They enlisted to protect the American dream.You may question their role in this land far away,but please take time to pray they all make it back to bed safe at the end of the day.When you sit down for dinner and bless your meal,make a moment of silence To think how our deployed loved one's feel! You dont know his name,or even his face. To look do

Three Little Words
I love you. i want to say that everytime I have ever said those words I have meant them. Wether I said them to you as a friend... a lover... a husband.... i meant them each and everytime I said them. I have come to realize there are so many types of love, I'm not sayiug grades or levels I'm saying types... I've had so many... the strong steady I know you will be there for me love... the you brought out the best and worst in me love... the we did some crazy shit love... the i don't ever want to loose you as a friend love.... the whirlwind love... the stars in my eyes love... the high school love... the you opened my eyes to the world love.... I'm so happy that i experienced them all... I wouldn't trade any of them for anything. And everytime I said I love you to you, I meant and mean it. I can't say I would choose any one of those loves over another, because they all are so very different... the most recent two i have had, those two have me so very twisted. the strong steady love and t

What We Do, Where Do We Go?
Where do you go, What do you do, when you set and watch the person that you love in life walk out the door? To be the one left setting and thinking and wondering. all the what if's and why not's, Why not me's........ Why am I not good enough. Why can't I be the one you dream of? I used to be?

Poems
You think its so easy To hide behind your fancy clothes Your beautiful makeup You think you have everybody fooled And you know what Maybe you do But not to me I can see the pain there etched in your soul I can see the emptyness of your heart You're searching for that meaning Just like the rest of us So come down from the clouds Among those of who have been there And discovered that Being real Is the only way to go Let me take you To the places in my dreams Let me show you That things are not always As they seem Let me take you Past reality Let me show you What you can do If you dare Take my hand Close your eyes Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in I think They expected me to be amazing And I just didn't fit the grade it was all a charade I can't be what they expected I'm only me I'm only who I've decided to be As real and raw as they come Fake and glazed to those

History Channel
I am watching a documentary call KKK: A Secret History on the History Channel and it's so sad to see people hate, just because someone look different than them or they think that a black person is less than human. With confederate flags waving, hood wearing and cross burning...and for what? I think, because I am not from this country, I might not understand the nuances, but I can understand hate and know that it is not right. I am not talking about just not liking someone. It's everyone's right not to like anyone for any reason, but no one has the right to hurt someone just because or deprive them of their happiness just because. I know I am rambling, but the documentary is hitting hard. *sigh* I can only hope for a better world for my children.

What Cancer Cannot Do
~ What Cancer Cannot Do ~ Cancer is so limited... It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit.

I Dont Want To Hear It
Ok so recently there has been a few women telling me oh i can believe your single(theyre not) or I like you your sweet(too nice to date) Or im interested in you(ill never date you) thats what im getting out of all these comments(lies) that im hearing I think what im figuring out or trying to say is dont bother telling me anymore because you know what i dont want to fucking hear it.. theres nothing against anyone or to any women out there in particular, think ive just had it and would rather remain single for the rest of my life.. E

My Own Prison
I wanna luv again sum day. My heart longs, a fool for luv it is. My mind shorts, an educated one it is. From which my heart is imprisoned. Walls, bars, & secured doors built all around. Slowly chipping away, plotting my escape. I will be free again sum day!

I Wanna Know What Love Is
I gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when I'm older Now this mountain I must climb Feels like a world upon my shoulders Through the clouds I see love shine It keeps me warm as life grows colder In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again Can't stop now, I've traveled so far To change this lonely life I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I'm gonna take a little time A little time to look around me I've got nowhere left to hide It looks like love has finally found me In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again I can't stop now, I've traveled so far To change this lonely life I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I wanna know what love is I want you to show me And I wanna feel, I want t

Yup
Empty pockets, empty heart, broken soul, and no one to console. Ripped,shreaded, torn in two, tell me what it is im supposed to do. searching, seeking, despartely looking, to find an answer for these questions of why. Who am i, where do i belong, why am i still here, how much more can a man take. why havent i just done the inevitable, who am i kidding. Unwanted, pushed aside, thrown away, no one can see me at all. hello higher up can you please tell me what is my lesson, look right through me and never answer. I find it harder and harder to just live, i can barely breathe anymore, the walls close in all around me, and all i want to know is how the hell i still manage to wake up every day. there is no positive every thing is just disdain, my whole shell is skimpy yet i seem to wear it so well. the thick skinned man, hides in the dark in the corner crouched like a child in fear, and yet you cant see me. you just cant see me, why cant anyone see me, please look for

Robs Flirt Palace
hey everyone i started a lounge its called robs flirt palace im new at the lounge running thing and i need the suportof fu to helpnow i have alot of frieds out there if u would plz come ny see what it is all about it is not spectacular yet but were working on it so come bye see whats going on and join the flirt palace just remember no bull shit of drama leave that shit at the door thankls the management of the flirt palace

Misc. Stuff
Just wanted to let everyone know I made it to Tn safely. I am not sure when I will be able to get online full time. I just wanted to let everyone know that I will be moving today. I am leaving south dakota to go to TN. So please wish me luck send lots of love to my page. And pray for me lol i will need it. I will get back on as soon as i can. Love to you all Ice I am using the Library right now to get access on here fubar. I am still looking for a job in Tn its tougher then I thought. WTF is the Im over qualified for jobs bullshit, thats some funny shit right there. I finally got to meet my online Sissy Cre... she is fucking hilarious gawd I love ya sissy. My roomie well, that is a different story, J/K. Yeah I meet him off Fubar too. He is pretty cool. I am trying to get online as much as I can so be patient with me. So SHOW ME SOME LOVE ya FOOKERS LMAO. ICE

Truth I Forgot A Shot..
oKAY BEFORE I ATTACH ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO STATE: I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PRIVATELY TALK WITH ROB ABOUT THESE ISSUES. HE FLAT OUT REFUSES. BUT HE IS HOWEVER CAPABLE OF ACCUSING ME OF WELL YOU DECIDE IF IT EVEN MATTERS TO YOU. IT MATTERS TO ME MY CHARACTER AND MORAL FIBER IS IN QUESTION.. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE NEVER HAD THE PLEASURE, MEET THE REAL ROB! I SENT THIS WHEN I COULD NOT GET A REPLY.. AND HE SENT THIS BACK.. SO WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO? I BACKED OFF. ONLY FOR HIM TO UNBLOCK ME AND NOSE AROUND MY PAGE THIS MORNING. WELL I MADE MY WAY TO HIS PAGE AND WELL NOT ONLY WAS I SHOCKED WHEN I SAW HER PAGE I WAS DISGUSTED.. AND WHEN YOU READ THE WORDS HE WROTE ITS JUST PATHETIC AND MY ANGER TURNED TO PAIN: I HAVE YET TO RECEIVE ANYTHING BACK BUT I KNOW ITS COMING. AND I AM ONLY POSTING 1 MORE PIECE OF INFORMATION WITH DATES AS FAR BACK AS JULY TO HELP SHOW THE TYPE OF CHARACTER ROB HAS. I HAVE SO MUCH MORE THAT I AM HOPING NOT TO HAVE TO POST

Poems And Songs
Sometimes we all feel like this..esp lately... You are the one everyone wants to be I am the one they say, "I'm glad that's not me." When I go to sleep, I dream about you When you go to sleep, I bet you dream about you, too Your life is filled with good times and cool clothes My life stands still, just watching where your life goes God please, let me live in your world for one week This life all yours, and it's a tease for those like me... And it's a tease for those like me... Sometimes I picture myself beating you up I see myself slamming your head off the ground And you beg and you plead and you cry constantly I'll make you say that I'm the best and make you say you wish you were me And then, in your mind, I see me fucking your girl Your cool car is now mine and so is your popular world All your friends, they love me, and love that I HATE YOU I'm like superhero, God that ass motherfucker red, white and blue You don't know me, but I know you It's a reel

Fresh Meat, Meat Sacks Hmmm Makes Me Hungry For Some Reason
( West Warwick, R1: Necronomicon Press 1982) PG.44. ~Now all tales are based on the fundamental premise that common human laws & interests & emotions have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large. To one there is nothing but puerility in a tale in which the human form-& the local human passions & conditions & standards-are depicted as native to other worlds or other universes. To achieve the essence of real externality, whether of time or space or dimension, one must forget that such things as organic- life, good & evil, love & hate , & all such local attributes of a negligible & temporary race called man-kind, have any existence at all. ( selected letters) 2,

Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life...
OK, well today started off as a really crappy day. I stopped in Prinn NV to scope out the casinos a lil bit, and take a little nap, before driving the last 4 hours to make my delivery in Riverside CA. When I woke up at 3 A.M. to finish the last leg of our trip, Stephanie was no where to be found. The sad thing is that I knew exactly where she was before I even started looking for her. But I looked anyways... hoping and praying that my instinct was wrong,for almost 3 hours. I scanned the casinos floors, the restaraunts, the bars, and the ladies restrooms of all 3 casinos. I enlisted the help of security, who paged Stephanie over and over. Finally, I had to leave at 5:45 A.M. to make my delivery appointment on time (actually, I was 6 minutes late). I was forced to leave Stephanie's things (most importantly, her insulin) at the security desk at Whiskey Pete's so she could retrieve them when she finally showed up. (Stephanie's mom and dad were convinced I had murdered Stephanie and b

I Cant Believe This!!!
damn.why was i too late to join this fubar thang! uhmm.i mean i was a member here but i thnk i ddnt open that acct for lyk some months..damn.cant believe i only got 21 friends 10 fans and 2 families..dammit!ugghh. maybe this blog will ake me famous..? okk.add me ppol.comment me comment my pics be my fan and such..and gimme gifts,ok?okk.

A Work From Holly
i got some more pics and if your lucky enough u just mite get to see um up late again all alone sittin here in a white tank top tight lil booty shorts red lace thong and im teasin myself gettin nice and wet any one wanna know how it went last nite lets just say i didnt fall asleep tell almost noon

To Let Ya's Know
TO LET YA'S KNOW... i am not a damn spy for noone.. i don't get that.. why people would say that. i come on to fubar to have fun and meet new people... not to have drama. i have my own "REAL" life drama.. i like to bomb just to bomb....not to take no sides. you guys can take this or leave it. leave the drama outta me...if you would like me to bomb for the hell of it leave me a message on here (and NO MY SHOUT BOX AIN'T WORKING.. GEEE I WONDER WHY?) or you can hit me up on yahoo...sweet_thang_782003. aol... t2mart ya'lls have a great morning .... love ya's hey all.. two of yous already have done this for me... please all.. share.. and be real! thanks ... 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable 5)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you 7)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos

Things You Might Wanna Know About Me
I do not get it...... Why do ppl lie? What is it that they get from it? How can the live with themself once they have lie'd? Do they realize that it hurts the ones they care about? If they don't care about them, then Why lie? I just don't get it........ WHY??? (no I have not had a recent event that brought this up, it is just a question that I have never got'n an answer to) Create Your Own We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world. Speak or act with an impure mind And Trouble will follow you As the wheel follows the ox that draws the cart. We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world. Speak or act with a pure mind and happiness will follow you As your shadow, unshakable. "Look how he abused me and beat me, How he threw me down and robbed me." Live with such thoughts and you live in hate. "Look how he abused me and beat me, How

Pda
Damn, there's nothing like fucking in public. I mean it wasn't in front of any one. Not that I haven't done that...Laying at the end of a picnic table my legs in the air. Damn , that man can lick some serious pink. Fuck. His tongue was so big and I love fingers inside of me. Just the right amount of clit licking, finger fucking fun. The fact that no one came when I was cummin, to see what the screaming was about. Not to mention that my phiosophy is it's just as easy to fuck a big cock then an average one had benefitted me a great deal. I thought he would split me open with his 8 1/2 inch fuckin' can of corn thick ass cock. Fuck. I'm breathless just thinking about it. He fucked me so hard I was sore for three days after. I love men. I love being free to explore. Damn, now I need either some pussy or a threesome. Yeah, three. I need one. It's been too long.

Ass Sex
There's nothing like it. I feel bad for women who don't dare to try it. The only reason it wouldn't be good is either she doesn't know what she's doing or he doesn't. I have had it with me in control and I have had it with him in control. I have had with hard core force where the only choice I had was to choose the guy. I have had it slow and gentle. I have had it where I am on top of it, missionary style. doggy style and spoon style. I love it. It makes the orgasm way better. I am multiorgasmic though so I guess orgasms would be the better word. i would rather have it first then regular pussy fucking. The power of the cumming is so intense that way. I get so wet that I am gushing. Not quite a squirter here but definitely a gusher. I had it last night in my car. Not the best place to fuck but my ass is nice and sore today. So it's all worth it. Can't wait to have his dick in my ass again. MMMMMM Lovin' the booty call.

Unconventional Wisdom
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you you choose at least 5 ppl..listing their name. dont forget to leave a comment wth them,tht says your it..then ask them to read yourblog.you cant tag the person tht tagged you... 1. I hate people lies to get what they want 2 I don't like the mets 3. I have a drink now & then 4 I love soca music 5 I have 1 kid 6.I enjoy good basketball game 7. my fav color is gold 8. I love the yankee's 9. I love caribbean food 10.I like a good action movie onesexy grumpy scotty kandy wildman One hot July day we found this old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry site. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, and put her in a carrier and took her to the Vet. She had no name so we named her pussy cat. The Vet decided to keep her for a day or so and said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husban

Fubar Fakes
Why do both men and women on here not show their age? Seriously I love how people on here have a question mark where their age should be. Come on for real if you are ashamed to say how old you are, you are probably at the wrong web site. Maybe you should be checking out aarp instead. Its not like its hard to tell how old somebody is by looking at their pics, so stop trying to kid everybody and just admit it.

"someday" List
For years I have talked about my "someday" list. It's like a wish list but these are not just wishes. To me wishes have a huge chance of not coming true. They are pie in the sky dreams. The "someday" list is the list of things that are more like goals. Buying a home was once on the "someday" list. Done. Going out west with my kids was on that list too. Scratch it off baby! as of last summer. My yoga cert was on there too for years. There are no real time frames involved in this list. Just things I will do eventually when the time is right. The order of the list does not mean order of how/when things will be accomplished or in any way reflect importance. 1. live in the south 2. own a pick-up truck 3. own/(restore?) a 54 chevy pick-up(dead sexy vehicle always loved em) 4. own a horse farm like when I was a kid(north carolina perhaps) 6. be in and maintain a healthy relationship 7. build a one car garage(so I have a place to work on my car and store my shit) 8. put my boiler in t

Waiting For You
You have the best friends ever. They picked me up from the airport, drove me to your house, and let me into your house. There I wait for you to get home from work, and while waiting I put on one of your dress shirts. When you walk in, you are completely surprised to see a half dress Kimi in your living room, and DAMN does your sexy smile say it all. Dropping the stuff you were holding, you hurry over to me and lift me up from the floor and into your arms. You try to ask me questions, but I silence you with long, deep, passionate kisses. As you put me back onto the floor, my knees weak from your kisses, we lose our balance and fall onto the couch. I begin kissing your neck with the occasional soft nibble and move them to your ears before going back to your neck. You try to unbutton my shirt, but I simply shake my head NO, and begin unbuttoning yours instead as I move my tender kisses down your chest. When I begin kissing your stomach, you kick your shoes off so hard that the

To The Texas Wolves
Sorry but with all the drama on here ive decided to quit bombing or joining any group until further notice it was fun and have no regrets i just feel better that this be done. sorry Tami this is something i feel needs to be done. When i said drama i didnt mean the family you guys were good to me i just like to go solo for awhile.

So Much Fun
Went to my nephews first wrestling match last night I had so much fun. If anyone in missouri illinois are is interested in a fun time let me know the next match is dec 1. We had such a good time. thanks susie

Lol
This clip always makes me feel better the worst part about deleting my profile is the fact that i cant find my friends in the search engine to add them back ughhhhhhhhhhhhh i fucking caught strep throat ughhhhhhhhhhh

Inspiration
Authentically you Causing others to lose is not the way to win. The way to win is to create value where there was none before. What you truly desire you cannot take from anyone else. Your effort and your commitment are what will fulfill your dreams. The mere tokens of success are feeble substitutes for success itself. Real success always comes from the inside and spreads outward. Don't waste your time chasing a fleeting, superficial image of fulfillment. Put your energy into creating and living the magnificent substance of your dreams. The moments you'll always treasure are the moments when you allow yourself to be authentically you. Choose to fill your life with those golden moments. Let go of the self-defeating desire to take what anyone else may have. What you have and what you can do with it are so very much better.

Bright And Beautiful
Bright and beautiful future Those who preach endlessly about how bad things are, do so mainly to advance their own power and influence. Instead of being frightened into submission by the negative scenarios, choose to follow the positive possibilities. Life has always been challenging, and it will continue to be. Yet that is no reason to be gloomy or fearful, for in every challenge there is great opportunity. Whatever you focus on will grow stronger and more influential in your world. Choose to focus on creative, innovative, loving, respectful and beautiful ways to move forward. Those who obsess over assigning blame only end up making the problems worse. What you can do now is far more important than who is at fault. If you give your energy to fear and hatred, whatever you fear and whatever you despise will grow bigger and more imposing. Is that really what you want? The future is as bright and beautiful as you decide to see it. See it, live it, and make it so.

The Goodness
The goodness deep within Be honest with yourself. And you will see the wonder that is all around you. Drop any pretense of cynicism. And allow your spirit to marvel at the exquisite, graceful beauty in even the smallest of things. Much of what you long for is already well within your reach. Let go of the doubts, fears, and assumptions that keep you locked out of life's best possibilities. Look at the world with eyes full of wonder, gratitude, hope and purpose. What you truly desire is exactly the same as what you are destined to accept and create. Become comfortable and familiar with the goodness that is deep within you. It resonates perfectly with the intractable goodness that holds the world together. Though there may be constant turmoil on the surface of life, all is well deep within. Connect with the goodness that is inside you, and you'll discover the positive possibilities all around.

What Is Your Dream
What is your dream?There has never been a better time to follow your dreams. Incredible tools that help you to express your dream, and to connect with others who share and appreciate it. The world is looking for vision and direction. We've figured out how to do things, we're looking for people to tell us why. The time is ripe for dreamers who dream big dreams, captivating, compelling dreams. Everyone has a dream. We all have dreams as children. The trouble is, they often get buried. We become disenchanted with our dreams because they don't magically appear. Realize that just having the dream isn't enough -- you need the discipline and the commitment to follow that dream. And remember -- if you're not following your own dream, you're following someone else's

Where Is Your Mind???
Where your mind is What do you think about your current situation? What do you think about the possibilities that are available to you at this moment? What you think has a direct and undeniable connection to what you do. So it pays to keep your mind focused on the highest and the best. Where your mind is right now is where your life will soon be. The thousands of thoughts that you think each day provide the stage upon which you perform. The outer performance is driven by the inner thoughts. Thoughts of confidence, effectiveness, strength and positive achievement will lead to truly great performances. Consider all the things you say to yourself as every day goes along. Each one is an opportunity for you to direct your mind in precisely the way you choose. Use all your thoughts, the little ones, the big ones, and all the rest, to put your mind in a positive, empowering place. Enjoy the journey as your great thoughts lead you surely and steadily to greatness

Whatever You Decide
Whatever you decide If you allow others to define happiness for you, then you're not going to truly experience it. If you allow others to dictate what your dreams should be, you will never reach them. The way to surely and reliably realize your dreams is to choose the ones that have real meaning for you. The way to know happiness is by allowing it to be what you want it to be. Happiness is whatever you decide it is. And as such, it is always well within your reach. In any circumstance, happiness is yours to define and to know. No outside factor, no other person, no twist of fate can keep happiness away from you when you allow it to flow out from you. Putting conditions and restrictions on happiness keeps it at a distance away from you. Let go of the restrictions, and happiness is free to fill your awareness. The smallest, plainest, simplest moment can be fertile ground for the most extraordinary happiness. Let happiness be from you, and it will absolutely be with you.

The Power Of Humility
The power of humility In genuine humility, there is enormous power. Free yourself from the demands of your ego, and there is no limit to where you can go. Let go of your desire to control others, and you vastly improve the ability to control, focus and direct your own actions. Let go of the illusion that you already know it all, and you open yourself to higher levels of enlightenment. Move beyond the need to blame, and you gain a greater degree of responsibility. Get past the impulse to place judgments on others, and you're able to focus much more clearly on matters of real and lasting value. Give up the thought that you're better than everyone else, and a whole new world of opportunity opens up to you. Stop seeking unfair advantage, and you're free to develop an unstoppable effectiveness. Quit demanding the most and start expecting the best. You'll experience a level of true abundance that you never before could have imagined. Live each moment with humility, love, res

Deep Inside
Deep inside There are things you can see, things you can hear, things you can touch, taste and smell. And beyond all those, there are things you can know. There is wisdom within you that requires no outside validation. There are things your heart knows that nothing can dispute. Don't become so caught up in material, worldly matters that you ignore the miraculous living presence always glowing inside you. Pay attention to the incomprehensible essence that is your life. In your hands you hold things that, sooner or later, will rust and decay. In your heart you can keep things that are timeless. Food, clothing and shelter sustain and protect your body. Be sure to sustain and nourish your spirit just as diligently. Deep inside the person the world sees, is the real and indivisible person you are. Let your inner self play an active and positive role in all you do.

Light A Candle
Light a candle I am writing this by candlelight. On my desk are two sources of illumination -- a computer that is powered by one of the most complex and powerful devices ever made by man, and a candle. A candle is the essence of simplicity. Just some wax and a string. It is easy to make, easy to use, and easy to understand. Candles give just enough light, but not too much. They are dependable and beautiful. What is it that draws us to candlelight? We keep vigils with candles, worship with them, dine with them, put them on our birthday cakes, and keep them around as backup illumination. Perhaps candles are so fascinating because they are a metaphor for life itself. We light them, they burn brightly for a while, then grow dim and finally burn out. They are at the same time robust and fragile. Each candle flickers in its own unique way, and when many of them are burning together the results can be magnificent. Keep your candle burning brighly!

U Are Somebody
You are somebody There's no need for you to strive to be somebody. You are somebody already, with your own unique gifts to offer life. What a waste it would be to spend your whole life seeking to be someone you're not. What a true joy it is to spend your moments expressing and fulfilling the authentic person you are. Today is a day to dance your own dance, to sing your own song. Live the joy that is yours to live, and create the beauty that is yours to give. Pay no attention to the fleeting, superficial vision of success that the world seeks to sell you. Build a success that has real meaning for you by being true to who you are. Most of the disappointments you've experienced have been the result of striving to follow someone else's dream. Let go of the need to do that, and feel the freedom, the amazing effectiveness, and the exhilaration of living a purpose that is truly you. You are somebody unique, valuable, beautiful and worthy of the best life has to offer. Now is th

Imagine
Dare to imagine In your mind you can go anywhere. And where your mind consistently goes, the rest of your life will follow. There is no limit to what you can imagine. And what you imagine, you have already begun to create. Allow your thoughts to travel often to beautiful and magnificent places. In your mind, construct all the rich details of the life you wish to live. In order to reach for a dream, you must know what it looks like, how it feels, and where it is. Long before you actually get there, your mind can enable you to experience all these things. Every success is first a success of the imagination. What wonderful pathways will you dare to imagine? Set your imagination free, and it will show you who you are. Let imagination guide your efforts, and your dreams will be fulfilled.

Live On Purpose
Live this moment, live this day on purpose. Choose to create the world around you according to your most deeply held values. Life is not a random accident. Whatever is happening in your life at any time is the result of some specific set of thoughts and actions. Instead of complaining about your circumstances, get busy and create some new ones. Reach down into the purpose that is within you and connect that purpose with all you do. When your actions have no real basis in meaning, then the slightest setback can stop you cold. By contrast, when you give true purpose to each day, even the most difficult challenges will serve to lift you ever higher. Your most treasured dreams are yours for a very good reason. You are the one special person who can make them real. Do yourself a big favor and give this day a meaningful purpose. Feel the stimulating, dynamic energy of life as you truly make a positive difference in your world.

Make It Count
Don't miss out on the value in this moment by wishing that it had somehow been different. Live it for all that it can be. Don't let this beautiful day slip uselessly through your fingers while consumed with worry about what tomorrow will bring. Make full use of the time you now have, and that will put you in the best position to face anything that may come. Whatever your age, or level of physical ability, or financial situation, there is something positive and valuable you can do right now. Consider all the beautiful choices that life is currently making available to you, and then seize the best of them. You already know how satisfying it feels to make a positive difference. Realize that you now have the opportunity to experience that satisfaction again, right where you are. Life is happening all around you right now. This moment is precisely what you make it. Make it full, and rich, and memorable and valuable. Give your best to this moment and truly make it count.

Simple Rules
I am here to apologize for the entire male race. All of the lovely ladies whom come to this paly and are treated badly I am sorry. I am sorry that men are horrible and immature. I am sorry that they cant understand your feeling and that your desires are greater than your crotch. So forgive all men for me...If you cant then message me and I will make you smile and forget those jerks. I love it when people try dry hump your leg whe nyour new to any chat area. Why cant people just say hi and not go form zero to sexin 3 seconds? I have met this wonderfully delightful lady. I know her as Jadzia. She is kind and most importantly she understands my feelings. i spent months searching online for a suitable lady to just speak with. To flirt, but not to get so out of hand I need to wash my fingers from the dirty Cyber. There is a time and a place, I will admit that. I hope for the best in the future as we get to know each other. We have our boundries and we respect them fully.

Work Your Way Through
Work your way through Some of your efforts will bring valuable results. Other efforts will bring valuable experience. No effort is wasted when you choose to value it. Everything you do serves to eventually move you forward. Anticipate what might go wrong and take steps to avoid those things. But don't make the mistake of avoiding action altogether just because there might be problems. When the goal is worthy and meaningful, get busy and make it happen. Focus on the end result, expect the best, and make the commitment to deal with any obstacles that might arise. Sure, it's easy to compile a list of excuses for not taking action. But that will get you precisely nowhere. Though you know it won't always be easy going, take bold steps forward anyway. Be willing to meet the resistance that you know will come, and to work your way through, and real achievement is surely yours.

Life
On Monday, January 14, 2008, I was arrested for domestic violence against my soon-to-be- ex husband, as well as a felony tampering with a 911 call...well here's the real story: I get home after having an argument with my fiancee, and we were gonna go in the room and talk about our fight. I had told my ex (Kevin) to stay out of it b/c he always likes to get the middle of things. He refused and started up, and of course I started yelling at him. My girlfriend had been calling my phone but I couldnt answer it bc it was just about dead. So Kevin takes my phone from the table behind me and I tried to get it back from him. We ended up wrestling for the phone bc I was going to go in my room and charge the phone so i could call my gf back. He knew the phone was dead, he NEVER specified tht he was going to dial 911, AND he NEVER attempted to DIAL 911...so I dont see how the charge is gonna stick...anyways we continued to fight and i was hitting him tryhing to get him off of me...then when Da

November 18, 2007.
I really like seeing a professional athlete, who even through injury cut his career short, took charge of his life outside of football, and accomplished something amazing. http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-11-20-melvin_N.htm Mr. Melvin, I hoist my coffee cup and my fork full of pumpkin pie, and give thanks that unlike many pro athletes who let the public down, you are a shining example of what is RIGHT with athletics. Happy Thanksgiving! It's my first post, sorry if I try getting a little attention. I love talking about news, so here's the first posting of articles I find of interest: http://www.usatoday.com/news/world/2007-11-12-monkey-india_N.htm The below is not an offical transscript. But in the spirit of South Park, the Simpsons, and other comedies, I will traumatize you with some poor writing while the screenwriter's guild is on strike: Officer: Ma'am, can you please describe the offender to us? Victim: Yes officer, but it's so hard. It was

Stupidity
Honest to god!!!! You wish me to believe you are 20 yrs younger than me and really want to have a relationship with me? EXCUSE ME? Do I look stupid?? First off you don't have the intelligence of a gnat to hold a decent conversation! Secondly if you want to get to know me, don't start with how you want to eat, lick, nibble, or suck on any body part of mine in the first 5 minutes! When I tell you I have no interest in Cyber, phone sex, or Web Cam, PLEASE, do not have a childish hissy fit. I have been asked for these things 100's of times. Its a game!!! I want a real man with real skin and real body parts all up against my real skin, real body parts. I want him capable of a decent conversation, holding a job, and getting it up! Little Boy, when you grow up, come back and see me. The other day, I had a man turn down my friendship request. His comment was, "oh, you accept just anyone". Now folks, this is about one of the stupidest comments I ever heard. Number 1. This is t

Stuff About Me
Yeah I know this is supposed to be on my profile but I didn't have enough room lol. Anywho, I love to spend time with my man and my kids. I would kill for my family. I love them more than anything in the world....ALL of my family. I also love Nascar. Dale Jr kicks ass (let the legend live on). I also love Indie....God Danika Patrick is fuggin HAWT! LOL!! I love music....LIVE for it! I love Rock, Metal, Country, Rap, R&B, Techno, Gothic Industrial, and Oldies. I also play bass guitar and I sing lol. I love to make new friends, but I will let you know right now that I DO NOT take ANY bullshit from ANYONE. You piss me off....you're gonna be sorry. But other than that, I'm a very easy person to get along with. I'm somewhat shy at first but I warm up QUICKLY lol. Anything else you wanna know, just ask.

Why Me
there's so many things I'd love to say, things like please don't...stay, only the words don't come out right, and just when I'm about to find courage you're already gone i wish i could change everything, the stupid things I've said, the selfish things I've done, but that wouldn't help cause you're already gone i was at a bar and that song played you know the, the ending lyric hit him it was "Lost with out you", and thats how i feel in-side, i feel like apart has been amputated and you're my missing limb i have this feeling deep in my gut, I'll die alone cause you're not with me, And the only breathe they can save will be yours but you're gone and I'll be watching you from heaven maybe, I'll grow from this, maybe this is what i need, maybe one day we'll meet again, maybe just maybe you'll tell me not go I'm facing a little of a problem oh where do i start??!! ok pulling it together i have a boy friend and i've been talking to this lady friend of mine i kne

Assets,
I need to hurry the process. The process of deleting him from my life. I just went all over my house throwing all kinds of shit away because he either bought it while visiting or he brought it from home. Anybody want some shot glasses from Cancun? How about a leather whip, the gimp mask, the wooden paddle, stripper shoes, monopoly money and liquid latex? Rubber sheets anyone? They're queen size..Err nevermind that Ill just throw that away. The kids the pictures drew of all of standing outside some pretend mansion,..it's in the trash. Hopefully they won't notice it's not on the wall in the family room. Goofy little pictures.. gone. Souvenirs from trips to crazy horse and the corn palace. Gone. That copy of some newspaper he was in.,It's in the trash. GAWD IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. Ok Im done venting. The last thing I want to do is write this here. So last night me and Paul broke up (officially). I didnt cry. I didnt yell or scream. I just sat here in silence and disbelief. I made

What I Hate
what i fucking hate: men that raise their fist to a woman. men that can't fuckin tell the truth. men that fuckin play head games. i hate posers! men that choose their "toys" and bitches over their family.. anyways i need to hush because this will turn into a male bashing thing... and not all men are the same. just because one asshole acts dumb don't mean they all are one!!

Poetry
The end is near for the angel and the outlaw. You said its time to go our separate ways. You said you need your freedom and to make it on your own. You have to find your peace and happiness. Our journey has been long and full of pain. We have endured more than most think possible but we made it work for as long as we could. I thank you for the years and the gifts that you have given me. I just wish that it didn't have to end this way. There will always be a spot beside me for you if you ever want to continue on this path. Its time for my angel to fly and find the happiness that she is longing for. We will think of you often and hope you do the same of us. As was once said: " If you love something set it free. If it returns then it was meant to be." We will see. As always This is , Jus_4_kix Fading into darkness Secrets Hidden In the darkness All around us Some mine Some yours Old New

Friends
Dear Friends, I strive to rate most if not all my friends pics. However lately noone had been returning the favor. Ive entered this situation lightly and started rating 5-10 pics of friends to see if id get the same response and still nothing. As of 1 week from today, all those who dont return the favor i will take back my rate and unfan. For all those who return the favor i will continue rating ALL of ur pics. For those who have been loyal THANKS MUCH!!!!

Poetry
"NOW AN EMPTY HEART" May I take a moment and express myself There is not much of me thats left. So little - too late, So much - too soon. Now an empty heart in a crowded room. " NEXT MAN " Is there any hope - when one's love is in doubt. Can one foresee the coming when one's love swing, and strike out. You stand in love's arena with your hat still in hand. Your hands begin to sweat, and the umpire cries out, next man. " POETRY " Poetry is feelings that is every man's dream. Invisible thoughts that have no name. We have no doubt, we can conceive. It is people like you who dont believe. Poetry is sweet melodies and lonely hearts. Poetry is everything that is worlds apart.

Saying "thank You" To Our Soldiers Overseas
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, http://www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them..

11-18-07
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For November 18,2007 There's plenty you still don't know yet -- that's how life stays interesting. It's a good time to explore new territory, as your emotional strength is peaking and you can tell that things are getting better. Sure hope so 8-P

Just For Today
Here are some simple ways to bring happiness into your life. I Thought I'd share with you the words of Dr. Mikao Usui, founder of the Usui Reiki Ryoho Gakkai method of Reiki: Just for today do not anger - Just for today do not worry - Just for today, be humble Just for today, be honest in your work Just for today, Be compassionate to yourself and others Earn your living honestly - Show gratitude to every living thing.

Pray For Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

Leveling Up
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 11 million points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! Amitola Nidawi NEEDS YOUR HELP!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Jose Dos Santos
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER, SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE, I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID........ . " WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX "!! When you hate your job.... When you have an "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work,

Phobias
I am Aichmophobia which is a great fear of needles, Ornithoscelidaphobia which is a great fear of Dinosaurs, and i'm deathly afraid of driving off a bridge or cliff into a lake or ocean and being stuck underwater, trying to get out before i drown.

You Are
You are the air I breathe The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step The birds in the trees You are the stars in the sky The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine You are my everything. Without you in my life, I would be nothing. A single fallen leaf, Lost, alone, forgotten. Before I knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I can do anything! Feel the same, baby. I love you so much. You are my love, my life, my everything. I love you, I want you, I miss you, I need you. I love you always and forever. Yours forever, Michael

What The Heck
Ok how could guys think they we women are soo stupid. HELLO!!! OK, WELL I STUMBLED ON THIS IN A BULLETIN AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY.. SO I SAID WHAT THE HECK AND DID..LOL...SO C'MON, I KNOW YOUR BORED...NOW LETS PLAY.HAHAHAHA.. 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get!!!

Check This Out
OK, WELL I STUMBLED ON THIS IN A BULLETIN AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY.. SO I SAID WHAT THE HECK AND DID..LOL...SO C'MON, I KNOW YOUR BORED...NOW LETS PLAY.HAHAHAHA.. 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get!!!

New Job
hey so yeah i start my new job tommorow so i wont be around much any more.... but i will be here as much as i can so like say hello whenever you see me or whenever you are bored or summin lol yeah see ya soon xxxx

Roommate Needed (again!)
Roommate Needed (AGAIN!) i know that i already done one of these but there's been a change in circumstances and the girl that wanted the position...well, she can't afford to anymore. if i remember correctly, the following is what i wanted in a roommate: between the ages of 20-30 preferably no kids absolutely NO pets can afford min. of $320/mo willing to live in the beautiful Anderson, MO area you can ask your questions here in this blog and i will return them as soon as i can.

Lemme Explain A Few Things,these Words Come From The Heart, Please Read!
Hey all heres my cell phone number! Im not always online so this is the best way to reach me!!! 770-873-9698 Let me explain a few things, these words are coming from the heart, please read! Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I was in real deep thought last night and this morning and i figured its time i start to be very brutally honest about a few different topics, now what i'm going to say here runs a risk of possibly offending some of you out there....some of you women and some of you guys may not agree with what im sayin and might get pissed BUT sometimes the TRUTH does hurt and offend.......So sit back pop a cold one, light up a blunt/bowl/bong or ciggarette, snort a quick line, pop a couple pills or do whatever you do and take what i say here today to heart. Yes i am a Nice Guy, i will never contradict that fact, am i a sweetheart? Of course i am! its in my human nature to be compassionate. Am i affectionate?? Yes very much so, i love cuddling and touchi

Today
Do you ever weak up and know you love everthing you have? I got out of bed and me house was so clean and my kids were being so good and plaing like there was no tomorrow. The only thing that was missing was the best wife anyone could ever have,but i had the best dream about her and all i can do all day was look at clock to see if it almost time for her to be home and now it is.so to all i wish the best to you all and hope you are just as happy with the poeple in your life as i am. If you are then you most have a great life. so heres to my family that loves me for me. the good day's and the bad day's

Letting U All Know
Ok i need to let you all know that any day now i may be going offline for who knows how long.I have listed my laptop for sale. As hard as it is to tell anyone this, i dont have a choice right now. i need the money for my kids's christmas. My kids come first and i want to make sure they have a good christmas so that means giving up my pc. In which i am more than happy to do so just to put a smile on their face christmas morning! So i will be leaving if i can get it sold....I will miss all of you but i will say bye to everyone before i go. Love all my friends! update: I got 2 offers on my pc today so will be offline within the next few days

Poems
My Little Girl Days and nights come and go Daddy’s little girl is almost home. I will try my best To give all you need And I will try my best To protect you from all bad things The day you came was a shock in itself Four days after daddy’s birthday Daddy almost past out I held you in my arms You looked at me and I looked at you And that’s when I knew My wish had come true My little angel had arrived To help daddy on this journey called life As you grew things were so clear You are my little girl that I hold inside here In my thoughts and in my heart You have always been from the very start No matter the distance between us or our time apart You could always find me in your heart I hope you know that no matter what you do Daddy will always be proud of you When I’m gone don’t be sad You’re the best thing my life ever had God gave you to me and me to you For he loves us through and through Until that day comes when I take my ride To the beautiful p

Job Interview...by Daisy Girl!
"Shit," Michelle said aloud as she stepped out of her car into the pouring rain of Louisville, Kentucky. She was already late to her interview due to numerous accidents on the freeway. Michelle ran to the entrance of the tall brick building, her heels clicking furiously on the wet pavement. The area looked relatively decent, she thought to herself as she stepped under the awning. The bushes surrounding the building her neatly trimmed, and the paint wasn't chipping, so at least there was that. She went inside, to the secretary’s desk. "I'm here for an interview with Mr. Turner." The young woman didn't look up. She continued her oh so important process of filing her firecracker red nails. Michelle cleared her throat. The secretary sighed. "Sit down on the couch, he'll be with you shortly." "Thanks." She walked over to a brown leather couch, and sat down on the end. As she waited, she inspected her surroundings. The ceiling was fairly high, with wine colored walls, and pai

If You Had Me Alone
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX. CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. Don't Be Shy All In Good Fun....... REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Bye Friends!
Due to work and personal reasons, I'll b offline till after the hollidays...I'll miss all u my friends and looking forward till I'll get back. I'll come on now and than to check my messages, but wont have time to stay and chat. Also I'll upgrade my account when I'll come back, will post more pics including of my self, till than bye, and wish u all a Happy Thanksgiving and happy Hollydays!!! Bye all Dany AKA Joey

Hell Yea
CONFRONTATION don't be..... silent. FIGHT. (violence, mêlées, & disturbances of the peace) v1. here's your introduction to destruction & the hate sustaining me are we safer or in danger? drowning in atrocities? riot gear, the slaves are here piling corpses high its the rich man's war but its the poor that fight more capitalist crimes, more enemies than allies no WMD's - who gives a fuck if they die just kill em all - watch em fall skin the world with their lies its a rich man's war but its the poor that fight (chorus) stand up speak out strike back stand up speak out strike back they don't know what they started CONFRONTATION. v2. my religion of resistance challenging everything radicals & dissidents of creativity we are the children of the siege you hide in this rich man's war where the poor just die more deception & greed more wars & disease more lies from the hive mind that seek to deceive

6 Months Of Frustration
I should turn the blade from me to you. punish you for all the things you do. twist the knife and watch you lose your mind. this is your dead end and i feel fine. I am still wandering In front of you here I am still waiting For you to appear Pre Chorus I need someone to see me standing here I need someone to save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow No one can see me standing here No one can save me from my fear Doesn't matter to me Doesn't matter to you anyhow I'm still waiting for you to NOTICE ME NOW NOTICE ME NOW Weak and powerless thats who I am I can not stay here And I understand there is another sky ever serene and fair and there is my sky though it be darkness here never mind my faded forests never mind my silent fields there there be a little forest whose lear is ever green here there be a dismal garden there frost has never been i hold fading flowers there i hear the bright bee hum i

Fellatio Secrets
One of the first problems encountered when learning to perform fellatio was a gag reflex, especially when dealing with men who seem to always want to force their penis as far as they can get it in. (Especially at the moment when they cum!) According to the statistics, the awkwardness of this situation is confirmed by considering that the average length of your oral cavity is three to three and a half inches while the average penis, in North America, is approximately five and a half inches. As difficult as it may sound, many have overcome the gag reflex and can take most if not all of their partner into the land of deep-throating. Getting over this hump simply takes practice, ideally on an object that isn’t attached to something that has the tendency to push deeper when you want to abort… If your partner doesn’t fall victim to the urge to palm your head like a basketball, live training can work… but if all else fails, a popsicle can be a good starter. Just remember to give y

Family Only
ok this blog is for the friends i got in family!i recently made a fubar family album and i want to put to normal pics of all of u in there. as the photo comment ill put the link to your page. so ppl know who u are and posssible add u. any ways i had to make this because i got in trouble yesterday for rippin someones 2 pics... most of you that are on this list i already asked. so if i asked u already just ignore this blog. THANK YOU for taking the time to read this. its important cuzz i wanna add you all in my album.... oh by the way i got 4 spots left anyone wanna be in my family? 1. '~SWEET SEXY LATINA~NIGHT WALKER BOMBERS~FU-WIFEY TO SOUJAMAN~LATINA MAFIA ~CLUB FAR~' 2. '♥MISS CHERRY™♥' 3. Chrissy '*Fubar Plus Size Pinup Girl*' Im a Fu-King Tornado?!?!?! Woot Woot!!! Rate My Profile Please over here- 4. '♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥ *GF to Gary* ♥member to Club F.A.R' 5. Hard 2 Handle 6.'۞Stan

Comedy
so i realized today that i havent written anything here lately.....actually i havent done much of anything lately...its depressing as hell. day in and day out its the same routine. not something i'm unaccustomed to but something that i dont enjoy when the routine is left to the whim of my own boredom. well i've decided to try to change that along with a few other things in my life. first and foremost theres a 98% chance i'm going to re-enlist with military this month. which means i'm headin for MP school in september. i have annual training coming up in august which should be fun. i must say as much as i've hated the military at times and wanted to get out now that the time has come that my enlistment is ending i realize that the military actually helped me in ways i couldnt see until now. it gave me structure to my life. something to do. help when i needed it. and at this point if i do re-enlist and they want to send me back overseas well fuck it i'll go in a heartbeat.

Whatever I Want To Write
I just dont get it, they guys I work with are great and everything but most are just...well I think is kind of gross and weird at the same time. I mean serious do they really think I'm just going to flash them. Why is it guys love to have girls flash them in the first place. Not to mention they find it funny to steal my phone and texts my friends. I just don't know. Anyways any ideas just let me know. 1) Sister's Love A sisters love it strong. A sisters strenght is unbreakable. To a sister the other can do no wrong. Their bond can not be broken. A sister is the other one true friend. 2) Running She runs from the pain of her house. She runs from the love of her friends. She runs from the scary events she faces. She runs from her own problems. I run after her trying to help. I while always run to her, even if she tries to push me away. She is my friend, my sister, and my love will never die. 3) Always There I know when Im afraid your be there. I know

Philosophy
As one begins to concieve of something we begin to declare a certain formula or basis if you will of how things come to be. If one were to take a manufactured object such as a rifle or book one would see the sum of a formula designed by an artisan or creator if you will. all things of creation are the product of some form of equation. some obviously more complicated and sophisticated than others but in the end still the same, a product. If one looks at the world this way then they would say that production preceeds existence. With this thought we ourselves, as humans are a product of extremely elaborate equation that includes all forms of life. We stand one of the most evolving creatures on the planet yet we ourselves cannot escape this equation. If this equation were to be altered or destroyed we ourselves would be destroyed or else between to evolve. The equation for human creation is changing and evolving just as we evolve as is necessary for life. (The effect of existentialism is t

The Journey
We drove as though it would sustain the night, Like the highway that stretched before us, right into eternity. With no direction. No purpose. Only knowing we’d know when we arrived. We fell into silent rhythm of the passing street signs. A hypnotic trance, As we watched the neon blur streak through the dark And the road unravel in twists and turns. We blindly followed, With unwavering faith that we’d reach our destination, With unyielding freedom of nowhere to go. We were empowered. We had defied reality, In our vessel that traveled away from place and time, Away from expectations and restrictions. The thrill of escape pushed us further, Until the hypnotic hush fell over us permanently, And serenity was found: Our final destination, Uncovered through the journey of the open road.

Grandson!!
I had just walked in the door at 10 am in the morn from a hard night babysitting kids, with hardly any sleep at all.. I turn to go to the ladies room an my grandson walks out of his room which I didn't see an said to me MawMaw are you NOT suppose to tell me something today??? I then got a big grin on my face an hollered to him "Happy 9th Birthday M". An then he was happy he just started smiling really big. It dont take much sometimes to make a child happy does it?

Love
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love

Today
Today has been a very exhausting day. I had church choir practice, sunday school, and church this morning, which is always enjoyable. But today was slightly different. I am also in the choir at the University that I attend. So my today, actually started way back in August, but the stress started yesterday with dress rehersal. We started DR at 1015 am, and concluded around 12. Making sure that all soloist, instrumentalist, and logistics were all squared away. The today, starting with my morning this morning, then home for about an hour the off to the college for the concert. The concert started today at 3 and we concluded about an hour later. I will say that everything went ok. Soloist (me included in that) all did well, the instrumentalist all did well, and the choir pieces that we performed seemed greatly appreciated by the audience. And of course, in my fashion of not knowing when is enough....I still have to help someone with a research project, go to a gift exc hange drawi

Keep Looking
Some will tell you that you're wrong You do it all the wrong way Some will tell you that you're wrong That you don't know the way They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Don't let them bother you, no They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Oh no It's no use sitting down Don't walk 'round with a frown Oh no, keep looking It's no use sitting around With your head in your hands Oh no, keep looking Some will tell you that you're wrong You do it all the wrong way Some will tell you that you're wrong That you don't know the way They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Don't let them bother you, no They enjoy cheapness Don't show your weakness Oh no It's no use sitting down Don't walk 'round with a frown Oh no, keep looking It's no use sitting around With your head in your hands Oh no, keep looking Keep looking Keep looking Don't lay awake at night Thinking about your worries Thinking about your problems Don't lay awake at ni

Chosen One
Chosen one by: Flaming Lips (smog cover) Well, you're a wild horse On a collision course With the sun I wanted to ride that wild horse Into the sun But I no longer think That I'm your chosen one On no, I no longer think That I'm your chosen one Maybe it's best for you to ride Ride into the sun Because I no longer think That I'm your chosen one Oh no, I no longer think That I'm your chosen one

My Heart
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me. The lady I adore!!!

Night
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT

Friends
WRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS: ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT? YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU" OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU

The Difference Between Love And Infatution
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

R.i.p
well yesterday i went and seen what WAS left of the car my cousin was in be4 she was killed and wow i lost it the only thing left of the pt crusier is the back seat and the ass end of the car the whole front end was ripped off. and i lost it when i seen it. now i really do feel lost.you know casey was my cousin,my best friend,my sister. you know we did everything together and now she's gone its not fuckin fair not one bit. i have mixed feelings right now im upset mad.hurt all in one and i feel like im losing it you know.WE LOOKED ALIKE. this really sucks. but i wanted to see what the car looked like but i seen one thing on that car i really didn't need to see i see casey's brain matters on the side and i flipped out. i miss you so much girl you didnt feel any pain but im feelin it for you and me both i love you i will see you soon well i just found out a lil bit ago my cousin who was like my sister casey died in a bad car wreck she was trowne out of the car but she didnt feel no pain.s

Just Stuff
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap

Mesmorizes My Soul
To You,In Your Arms, is where I come, when I need to be alone and think... When my heart is heavy and my mind is burdened...I come to You... This is my place... The Heavens gave me You, so that I may know and feel things that only You make me sense.. I always see clearer , think clearly, realize what it is I feel, when I am here. And so the path to my life becomes more evident, and I shall follow it... Like the waves back and forth, my mind and heart travel with them... Come and confort, with me, down the steps of my world.. After my mind and heart are at ease, I can calmly treasure...and know where it is I belong, and know what it is to Love... It all is so clear to me when I come here. This is my place ,I always want to share with you... This is my secret hiding place...Yet, I do not mind sharing,my secret with you...Enjoy it... I will be the first one to adhere to its comfort and divinity, soaking all your goodness inside o

Always
When inside you is hurting I would reverse time And make you smile When deep inside your soul A storm is raging I want to calm the woes, And bring you home I am always here if you need me To cry with you if you need me To laugh with you I will never leave you. I Will Always Love You!

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Angel With Honor
She came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. Her words rang so true, They swept my tears away. She comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, She showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward.

~dreams~
Dreams I'm lying here in my bed Thinking of the things I've said I said what I thought was true Now tell me why I'm feeling blue I tried to say just how I feel Now she thinks I'm just unreal I wish I could reach for her body to touch Because I care so very much I hope some day she`ll say he cares Then no more will there be tears If our love was ment to be Through our eyes we both would see She never cared or so it seems My love for her was lived in DREAMS

~friendship~
Friendship is based on honesty and trust. Friendship is being able to help when help is needed. Friendship is being able to tell one another the truth even though it may hurt. Friendship is being able to just hang out and have a good time. Friendship is knowing when something is wrong without anything being said. Friendship is both good times and bad times. The one thing that friendship is not and that is lieing because your afraid to tell the truth. I will always be your friend and will always be here to help you and make you smile when you are sad, I will never lie to you to spare your feelings, because lieing always leads to more hurt. I hope you feel the same way and value our friendship as much as I do. I will always be your friend, the question is will you always be my friend.

Bid On Me Please
Please bid on me. Winner gets a salute from me, pimped out on my profile and A month VIP from the host. :) Please click on pic to bid. No comment bombing needed just a bid...muahhhzzz. Also Read the two first pics in the album for prizes and rules :) Lucy I am in a auction highest bidder gets the following from me. 2 salutes, one sfw and one sexy one. Saying i am owned by you on my page for a month. Pimped out for a month by me. One a day. 100 11's. A big pimping gift. 30 drinks 1 given a day. Also will recieve a VIP gift from host of auction. This is for fun so lets see who wants me ;). Come how me some love. Just click on the pic. Lucy

Missin U So Much
I miss u so much and on Nov. 2, 2007 wld hav been ur 35th birthday but ur precious life was cut short by a very evil man tht was supposed 2 hav been watching all 4 of us while mom went 2 work so 1 evening he let 3 of us out 2 play and kepted the 4yr. old behind til he tighed his shoes n then he was gna let him go , but i had jus taught him hw 2 tight them but he was scared of the man so he got really angry n started hitting him really hard but we nevered heard him scream not once so wen it was time for bed he was complaining abt his stomach was hurting really bad 2 my oldest brother which was 9 yrs. old at the time i was 5 n my sister was 6 so wen the next morning came he was dead was all blue wth bruises frm head 2 toes , the man ran for his life but we didnt knw he had killed another woman's son same age not tht long b4 he killed my lil brother . While he was running frm state 2 state he killed Detectives tht was on him for a long time but now he is n prison for life . Happy birt

Leaving
I will be gone for 2 weeks for the Thanksgiving holiday. I will get on when I can an check my fubar I hope all my friends in America have a GREAT Turkey Day!!To all my other friends abroad I will miss you also....an ONE CERTAIN PERSON inpaticular I will miss an im sure YOU KNOW who you are heh P.K.A.B.

Life
Wow it has been a busy day! A good busy though. Peter and I took off this morning to go see his brother's new house that they have been building over the past year and a half! It was worth the wait! OMG, it is the most beautiful house I have ever seen in my life! It is about 4,000 sq ft. and is Mediterranean style. Everything about it is ME!!!! They live up on Vine St. which is a pretty large hill and overlooks most of the city. Almost all of their walls are glass so when you look out, you see all of the valley. It is truly breath taking. I want to move in with them! lol I want that house! We are going to have Thanksgiving over there Thursday with Peter's family. They just moved in and were still unpacking boxes this morning and still have a lot to go. I hope they get it all done this week! Then we went to Lowes after being at Paul and Betty's for a couple of hours. We bought a new area rug for our living room. I hope it looks nice. We haven't put it down yet. Pete

Santini Czech Tour 2008
As I write this, a very large crate of Santini posters, DVD's, T shirts and other promotional materials in now winging it's way air freight to the Cezch Replublic in advance of a major Santini tour there to take place in 2008. Putting the bricks in place for the tour to take place is Paul Landers, the lead gutarist for RAMMSTEIN.CZ who are one of Europe's leading RAMMSTEIN tribute and cover bands. Paul is setting things up with major Czech concert promoters and the tour will see me performing live with the band, solo at major venues in Europe, and also doing a number of "one shot" massive media generating stunts in addition to my full stage show. You can check out RAMMSTEIN.CZ on thier site at http://www.rammstein.cz/ News concerning the Santini tour can be found on the MP3/Video page of the site.

How To Stay Young
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay them. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (keep this In mind if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and Lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourself. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good,

Blonde's Year In Review
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. *********** February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!! !.....bottles won't fit in typewriter!! ! *********** March - Got really excited..... finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months....box said "2-4 years!" *********** April - Trapped on escalator for hours..... Power went out!!! *********** May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.... .wrong instructions. ... 8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! *********** June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. *********** July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition. ....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! *********** August - Got locked out of my car in rainstorm... ..car swamped because soft-top was open. *********** September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? *********** October - Hate M &M's.....th

Precious-life
I used to be a very independent person needing only myself! What happened? I'm not even sure who I am how am I supposed to find someone to love? I want to feel loved, wanted, needed! I feel like I'm a bother to everyone. No one calls me except my mom and she only calls to make sure I'm up for work. I talk to her about my baby shower she's planning for me only because she has to I don't have anyone else. She's told me over and over " I'm not supposed to be the one planning this" if I hear her say that one more time I'm just going to scream at her that I don't need a fucking baby shower then. She complains about how much everything costs. She doesn't even seem excited about all of this. How am I supposed to be excited when no one else is? The father wont willingly talk to me I mean he has short responses to my text messages. Its as if he doesn't even think about his son unless I call or text him. Maybe it'll change after Jaydn is born. I'm glad his life is going good but the order of

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"A Tourists Guide to Driving In New York City" I've spent many years driving in NYC both for work and for pleasure. I thought I'd share some insights to the skills and mindset needed to drive here for any of you that might ever be thinking of doing so. Hope this is helpful. 1) DO NOT DRIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!!! There's no reason for you to drive here. We've got trains, taxis, ferries, buses, horse drawn cariages, helicopters, rickshaws (really!), trams, and many more ways to get you wherever you need to go, and faster than you could drive there anyway. Seriously...park your car in Fort Lee, NJ and take a bus into Manhattan. Trust me, you have no idea what you're getting into driving here. 2) HOW THE STREETS WORK There are 12 "avenues" that run north-south. The first through third are 1st, 2nd and 3rd Avenue. 1st and 3rd go north only while 2nd goes south only. The fourth is Lexington, except in Harlem where it's Malcolm X Boulevard....it goes south The fifth is Madiso

Todays Message
BELIEVE!!! If I BELIEVE in myself I CAN DO ANYTHING I truly want to do. AND if I plan my goals and work my plan. I will SUCCEED! GirlyTags.com - Girly Comments & Graphics Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

If You Love Someone
THE ORIGINAL QUOTE If you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was.... ********** THE NEW VERSIONS..... ********** Pessimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was ********** Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. Don't worry, she will come back. ********** Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, ask her why. ********** Playful: If you love someone, Set her free ................. *If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her Free again, repeat * ********** Bill Gates : If you love someone, Set her free, If she comes back, I think we can charge her for re-installation fees but Tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade. ********** Finance expert : If you love someo

My Bar Tab
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive dr

What Not To Put On A Resume
These are some (allegedly) real-life examples of: What NOT To Put on a Resume. => "Disposed of $2.5 billion in assets." => "Instrumental in ruining entire operation for a Midwest chain store." => "My intensity and focus are at inordinately high levels, and my ability to complete projects on time is unspeakable." => "Education: Curses in liberal arts, curses in computer science, curses in accounting." => "Personal: Married, 1992 Chevrolet." => "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." => "I am a rabid typist." => "Exposure to German for two years, but many words are not appropriate for business." => "Personal interests: Donating blood. 15 gallons so far." => "I have become completely paranoid, trusting completely nothing and absolutely no one." => "References: None, I've left a path of destruction behind me." => "Don't take the comments of my former employer too seriously, they were unappreciative beggars and slave drivers."

Grandma's Love
A 5 yr old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. While playing with his toys in her bedroom while Grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, Grandma, how come you dont have a boyfriend? Grandma replied, Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The TV evangelists keep me company and make me feel so good. The comedies make me laugh. I'm really happy with the TV as my boyfriend. Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she finally started hitting the backside of the TV, hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood a man. The man said, Hello, son, is your grandma home? The little boy replied, Yeah, but she is in the bedroom banging her boyfriend. Grandma's minister fainted.

Thank You
If you had a woman like me, would you be proud of that? Would I be your number 1 chica? Well I came in from Fort Bragg, here before I do another 18 months in Iraq, to see my love, Ray. Its been incredable. You ever miss someone so much? We been together 4 years, through thick and thin, and I am dreading being away from him. I love him so much. I am thankful for this week for being able to see him. I love you babe! Hey Everyone. I am not single guys, but I really appreciate all the kindness. It is so sweet to see people that are so nice. I have been with Ray for 4 years now, hes the Tattoo Arist from Killeen, hes all over my page, check him out if your in the local area and need some work. I love you babe! ---Ryanne

Im Here
I wanted to thank you all for the help in leveling up. I made three lein two days and I owe many thanks too the following people. Femclipper Roe Rommie tlchambers These four ladies I owe arge portion of gratitude for not only being beutiful women but also being awesome friends and helping me level.I could not have asked for a better Birthday present, Thank you all so much. Either Wichita has gotten boring or I have just gotten old since I was here years ago. Im here finally made it to Fubar, Now what??????????????

When Girls Drink Too Much...
1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is. 2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our butt while yelling "woohoo" is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. We've suddenly decided that we want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe we could do it too. 4. In our last bathroom visit, we realize that we now look more homeless than the goddess we were just four hours ago. 5. We start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooooo much. 6. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because "oh my god! I love this song" 7. We've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us. 8. We've suddenly taken up smoking and become really good at it. 9, We yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us just lemonade but that's just because we can no longer taste the gin. 10. We think we are in bed, but the pillow feels strangely like the kitchen floor (or the mop?)

When You Say You Love Me
When you say you love me Did the time stop? I think it does Everything goes still The sound of those words makes my heart stops beating When you say you love me Am i sleeping? Was it a dream when you say those words The sound of those words makes me breathless Did i just lost my breath to you? For a moment in time When you say those words Everything around us seems to disappear There is only me and you in this world When you say you love me My heart blushes with love at that moment I know I never want to part with you And, when you say those words you know my heart is saying I love you too

You Are My Everything
You are my everything You are the light that shines upon my soul where darkness cloud over it you are my hope that gives me strength calling me to move on never letting me fall you are my angel that watch over me Protect me make me understand who i really am You are my everything with your presence i stand strong no matter what problems i be facing you are the strength to keep me walking You are my everything that I want that I need When tides are rough When days are filled with sadness you are all i need to make me happy to make me strong to make me go on each and every day you are my everything

Only You
I take your hand in mine Sat you right beside me Under the big tree we used to make love Staring in your eyes I whispered in your ears You are the love I prayed for God to be mine In your eyes I see the love that captivated me the first time you stared into you eyes In your smile I see the love that devoured my heart when you first smile lit up my soul In your voice I hear the gentleness that soften my depressed heart Pull me closer to the love I crave In your hands I feel the beauty of life that I thought have abandoned me a long time ago In your kiss My body melts when your lips touches mine warming every corner of my soul In your heart, I found a place for me to reside in happiness holding my soul forever in peace Under the shadows of the tree I gave you my word I will spend every waking and sleeping moments with you My heart will never fades and as each day goes by it grows stronger In my life there is always you My

Make Love To Me
Lay me down, Move me closer to you, Run your hands over me, Explore my body Like you always do Use your lips, Taste every part of my body, When you kiss me, I feel you breathing so hot and sweet, Circling through my body Make love to me, Let me submit to your demands, Caress me softly Consume me with you love, Let me feel you body, Push into you gently Listen to my moans In this moment I surrender to you. Make love to me

Answers To Your Questions About Me.
Long story short?? Cause I'm fricken bonkers!!~LMAO~ Okay so I'm not completely bonkers but I assure you the drive there wouldn't be a long one! I assure you it isn't for the money! $727.00 a month isn't worth faking crazy, for those of you who have made such comments. I am on disability for a list of reasons a few of which include, aghoraphobia, social anxiety disorder, severe anxiety and depression, and bipolar. And since all of my jobs in my life have been people oriented and I no longer deal well with such things they put me on disability. What led to all those things? A lifetime of pretty shitty things, thinking that the best way to deal with them was to push it aside and laugh at life. Oooops I was wrong, and after one extreme event too many I had a nervous breakdown and became all of the above and then some. Although they say that I have had quite a few of those issues before my breakdown, I had learned to hide them and deal because I didn't want to appear needy, o

Holding Forever
Your words, bought me laughter, even it is a simple,"yes." it calls out my heart. Your voice, touched my heart, likes droplets of rain falling down from the sky. Like music notes praising our love I crave for your touch, tenderness will overwelm me I long for your hands to pull me close to find comfort in your arms If there is a wish, I pray for you to be close, to wake up in your arms everyday, To have you telling me, "Im silly, but I still love you." And, all my life, I will hold you foever. Till the day when God decided that we should part, My heart will still stay with you. Together and Forever

I Miss You
I cherish every moment we have together even its only a few minutes. Words cannot express how I feel for you It feels like my world becomes bigger when you are around And, when you left, the world gets smaller I am back to the little room that I sat in, all my life. I wish upon the stars, that I can have you by my side now, I wish i can once again gaze into your eyes, to smile at your face, and embrace you tenderly, and whisper into you ears, I love you I tried to sleep, I couldnt sleep, all I can think about is you, carassing my long hair, kissing me with your gentle lips, pulling me close and whisper sweetness into my ears telling me without a doubt, your love for me will never change. I tried to work I couldnt work, all my mind is about you your gentle smile, warms my heart holding my hand,cross your heart telling me without a doubt, your heart is all mine. Its something about you, that makes my heart yearn for you, you steal my heart away,

Bom Chica Wah Wah
Application to be Chica's man Please include Headshots. ( top and bottom) Name: ____________________________________________ Age: ____________________________________________ Sex: ____________________________________________ Location: ____________________________________________ Occupation: __________________________________________ Penis size (if applicable & be honest)___________ (3 inches will automatically be deducted) 1. Have you introduced yourself to chica? 2. Did your introduction mention the word NSFW? 3. Did you rate all of her stuff? 4. How many times have you visited her page? 5. Name one item in her about me. 6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily? 7. How often per hour do you imagine her clothes would dissapear? 8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics, that she would give you a blowjob? 9. What can you offer Chica? 10. Are you married or involved with anyone?

A Short Story....
This story has been circulating around for awhile. A great note for all to read. It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. ? Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window

Rock On
Ya gotta see this bird rock... It is awesome!!!! http://birdloversonly.blogspot.com/2007/09/may-i-have-this-dance.html A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days.” Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely. This must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely G

Tears
You know I like to cry, You will sit beside me, with a box of tissue, wiping my tears away You know I cry a lot, tears rolling down the cheek You will gaze into my eyes, laugh at my silliness telling me,"its funny." You know I love sad songs listening to it makes me cry But, you will play it for me, Sit with me watching the tears as it flows You know the movies make me cry You will go with me And when someone laughs at me You will show him the fist and silence his laughter You know you make my world smiles, thou I am always crying I feel lucky to have you My journey of life is complete with you around. Thank you.

Adult Game
When Not To Call 911 This is something most people are taught in kindergarten, yet no one seems to be able to remember it. So, as a public service, I offer an elementary guide on when and when not to dial 911. If someone is bleeding copiously, on fire, unconscious, or dead - CALL. If someone just crashed into your house - CALL. If someone has just driven past your house and shouted a rude word at you - DON'T CALL. If your electricity has gone out - DON'T CALL. It's amazing how hard this is for some people to understand. What exactly do they think the police, EMTs, or firefighters are going to be able to do about their power being out? "Oh my god, we can't watch American Idol!!! Call 911, STAT!" Moving on. If you hear someone screaming, go ahead and CALL. But please try to tell us where the screaming is coming from! If it's late at night and you're getting slaphappy from lack of sleep and you start to wonder if 911 really works - DON'T CALL. Trust me. It works. What, do

Biker
I know that some of you in my family are not motorcycle riders, but some of us are and this is something we can all get behind. Please, send this out to all you know, riders or not, because we have to share the road. Thanks everyone, I love you all. THE BIKER * I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your chil

The Last Moment
Walk with me, Hold my hands, Let us walk through the woods, The place that we used to walk Hand in hand With smiles in our faces Walk with me, Hold me close, Let us walk to the old coffee place, Where we used to have our morning coffee Gazing into each other's eyes With happiness in them Walk with me, Cherish my love for you This might be the last moment I will be walking with you My time have arrived, And its time to go I know you will miss me, But the Lord needs me now. I will be up there watching you, Waiting for you When the time comes, When The lord reaches out his hands for you, We will be reunited again. Trust me, my love, Forever inside, I wont' forget you.

Satisfaction
Close your eyes, A night of desires, Warm lips presses close to mine Hands wrapped around my body Caresses me, Slowly undressed me, Push my body close to you, Warmth my shivering body with you gentle touch Move your hands Between my thighs Whisper in my ears Make love to me Deep inside me Your movements take me deep Going slow Sending shivers down my soul Deeper as you go, I find myself lost in the pleasure Take me to a new peak with the gentle strokes Confined me in your movements I wish it never stops Satisfaction Every inch of my body feels complete Sweet love All throughout the night

Confusion Thoughts
Well for once in my life I found myself looking for a date.... lets see here I am not one to ask someone on a date nor tollorate a date offten. I guess that I just don't have the paticence, maybe cause I am a bizznatch when the time calls for it. Anyway on with the date thing. A Few people have asked me why I am looking for one and also told me that I shouldent have a problem finding one... well HAHAHAHAHA to that! See I have a company Christmas party coming up and well need someone to go with me. Sounds simple right? Well time to burst your bubble its NOT! I don't want to take some twat hound person out to meet my boss's ya know. They MUST be neat and clean not to mention know how to hold their alchol! Thats a BIG deal there. So here is the deal... I don't want to have to drive to another state or city to get someone...so hit me up if you are in my area and think that you might qualify for the following. 1. Can speak proper english. 2. Have nice attire that you can wear.

Did I Do The Right Thing Or Not???
Im not feelin too good right now... I was shopping at albertsons and before I went in I noticed a young girl sittin behind a pillar and she wasnt doin too good... heard her sniffle, you could tell she was crying... she couldnt have been more than 17 or 18 yrs old if that. so I passed by and asked her if she was ok and she looked up and said yes... so I went and did my shopping... kinda killed me cause I have kids and Id die to see them outside alone and nothing goin on... on my way out she was playin with a match book still sittin inthe same place... I asked her again if she was ok knowing she had no place to go... so she said im alright just life ... yeah I told her , it sucks... she said yeah it did... so I was puttin the groceries in and asked her if she needed to make a phone call or something, she said no one would answer... Killed me,,, kept on puttin groceries in my truck and asked her if she was hungry... she looked up realy quick and said yeah... theres a chinese food place

Let Me Go
Sitting here looking at you Lying still, The empty look in your eyes, saddened my heart Gazing at your lifeless soul, For a brief moment of time I feel like you are talking to me Let me go Its been beautiful with you I will love you always But,its time to let me go Wipe you tears And be strong I will always be watching and loving you And till the day, When she calls out your name, I will be here Holding your hands once again. But now,its time Let me go I looked at her, Is it the time now, Do I have to let you go, Is it time to let you go now Since I met you, I have found nothing but love only How can I survive without you She looked at me With a tear falling down his cheek, You will be strong, No matter what happens, You will never be alone, I will wrapped my hands over you when you are lonely Our love will continues even upon my death, I will live in you forever

Mindless Prattle
Dont ask me what got me thinking on this subject today..mebbe it was reflection on a really bad saturday night drunk. Regardless of why, I found myself thinking how its funny how people come in and out of one's life. Sometimes its for the better, sometimes for the worse. Neither...unavoidable. Some just pass through, others last a lifetime. People will come and go..each leaving a little something behind with the person who's life they've touched. Good memories are great no matter what. But it seems like the bad memories, no matter how miniscule are the ones that are dwelled upon. Drudged up over and over, thrown into the mix so to speak, to be mulled over and spit back in the face of the person who's hurting. It seems like those people who pass through our lives quickly are sometimes the one's who hurt us the most. No, its not always intentional...but it doesnt make it hurt any less.

Sadness
Standing there with a heavy heart, I stared at the grave in front of me. The surrounding air filled with sorrow. I bow my head down, Staring at the faded greens, Crying silently in my heart, Griefing with pain, as I looked down. Lying infront were the stones of men, Sacrificing their lives for what they believe, Doing what they do best, Giving in everything they have What they do is known to them We might never understand it How do we see it, Doesnt matter, As long as they see what they do is right, Following their heart as they go. Thou life has left And no longer present, But memories stays, With every other things they left behind, Keeping our hearts in one.

Evil Kind Of Funnies
A little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She, in turn, blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and says, in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit." Mind you, I did not write it! 8-P

A Lost Love
You make me strong, You gives me strength, You dry my tears, You take the sadness away, Knowing you were the start of a beautiful memory, Losing you ends a part of me. A part of me goes with you, Wherever you are, A part of you will always be with me, Wherever I am, I placed my heart when you lies, You brought my love to the grave, where you keep it there in your heart forever, I will do the same for you, You will always be a part of me, A love that I will cherish always

My Son .
MY SON This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The youn

Learning
You Always look Good, even on the days that u are worn out, You always makes me laugh, even you are feeling low, You drink coffee off my cup, even thou you hate coffee, I hated pickles, And you promise u will never eat them, I hate the loud music you played, and you stop listening to them when i am around, I like calling you fat although you are not fat That pisses you off, But you never got mad at me, Maybe this is how love is about, Sacrifices and Compromises Learning how to give and take Learning how to make another person smile Learning how to love again learning how to accept someone in your life.

Lately
Thinking about you, what else can I do? Dreaming a sweet dream that's only with you. My minds all over you, night and day, I hope this feeling will forever stay. Thinking about you 24/7, What can I say, I'm practally in heaven. Our love is perfect, forever, and long, And in my heart it's still growing strong. Thinking about you, because you shine, To me your love is a great bright sign. Following the path, in which you light, You guide me safely, all through the night. Thinking about you until I'm graved, I hope by that time our love will be saved. If I had one day, special and true, There'd only be one person to spend it with and that person is you...

Poetry
Time has run out, for me. Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe. It's so hard, lost in the world confusion. And I need to leave, for a while. Life is so meaningless; there is nothing worth a smile. So goodbye, I'll miss you. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. It's been the years, of abuse. Neglected to treat the disorder, That controls my youth, for so long. I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground. It's no use, why should I hold on? It's been five years, don't need one more. So goodbye, life's abuse. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everyt

A New Start
I walked through the many faces of people, Looking into their eyes, I see the sorrow,pain and sadness I walked through the quiet pathways, Kids' voices lost in the wind, The street covered with darkness Emptiness felt in each steps I fight for what I believe, To offer all I have I fight for the those needed, Giving them the peace they deserved Sacrifices I made, I asked for no returns, Filled with peace and love, I lived for them, I fight for them, In the sand seeking a new start for them

Christen
'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean livin'' I'm whispering 'I wa s lost, now I'm found and forgiven.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, Godbelives I am worth it. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain.. I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's go

Remenbrance
Sliently I stood, Watching as people walked by, Have we really forgotten who we are? Have we forgotten the freedom we fought for? Have we forgotten those that fought bravely for us in a foreign land? Have we forgotten those that die for the name of freedom? Have we been blinded by the society and lost ourselves? Have we taken a moment to think, to remember those that died? On this day, Let us put down what we are doing, Take a moment, join the others remembering, Remember those lives that departed, Remember those that have fought bravely, Remember those that have given up their life For the name of freedom. And,remember those that are still out there fighting, Pray for their safety return.

In Remembrance
Today,a day of memories, A day where each and everyone of us, Stand together and pray, For the thousands that have died, and for the others who defended for it Today,a day where we all remind ourselves, That each and everyone of us, Have a duty in ourselves, To hold up to justice. To stay firm on the grounds we stand Marked in our hearts, A Nation's strength, Not shaken by what lay ahead of us, Not consumed by the horrors of evil, Today,we marched on, Together we stand, Not as one, but as a country, That no matter what, We will never fall. GOD BLESS AMERICA.

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong

The Animal I Have Become!!!
***THE ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME*** I can't escape this hell So many times Ive tried But Im still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I cant escape myself So many times Ive lied But theres still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I cant control myself So what if you can see The darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe Its not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell

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If you really want to see what religion can do? Wait for a couple more years to see the end of man kind. We are in battle now that we can't win. Why we have bleeding hearts. That won't let anything get done. In the mean time you have Terrorious coming up from Mexico and Iranian Backing Irackies and Packies. Do you know they have been fighting for as long as time. Now they are as one. We are in for a new war. That will be brought to your door step. Make sure you all go to your church and say I have sin. We took are Christian Beleifes and shoved it down the Hole World face and said this what we are telling you is the real thing. Now we all get to see what Religion can do. Do you like how the police in your town are? No I guess. That is what are doing around the world. WHY FOR MONEY AND TO MAKE PEOPLE LIKE US. WE MIGHT BE A GREAT NATION. I don't think I have ever heard any country tell us not to rebuild their City. Why would they. But on the other hand. Do they pay for it NO. What do you

Selfish Bastard
And the sky was made of Amethysts And the stars were like little Fish You should learn when to Go You should learn when to just say No When they get what they Want Then they never want it Again And the sky was all Violets And the moon was Violence I'm the one with no Soul One above and one Below My life's a Death Mine is Forever Go on take every thing, I want you To Go on take every thing, I dare you To I told you from the Start Just how this would End Cause I get what I Want Then I never want it Again

A Coupling Of Passion
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then becam

9 Words Women Use
Understanding words women use 9 words women use 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think

My Sercet Loneliness
Left with words tight in my throat My breath caught in my breast... A sweet kiss still warm upon my lips, My heart broken in my chest. Saying you didn't mean to hurt Doesn't make it go away.... I am left my secret loneliness A place safe for me to stay. Where no one else can touch me Way deep down like you did.... I close my ears to the music, The sound of each word that you said. Drifting by myself again Picking up pieces of my heart... That I find thrown down at my feet And I'm not sure where to start. Trying to keep a gentle smile Upon my weary face.... Wiping quickly away the tears, So no one will see their trace. For there is no one to whisper to Who will ever understand... How it feels to look down and see My lonely empty hand. So blindly I did trust again Losing myself in the glorious days... Forgetting for the moment A price would have to be paid. And while I'm in this secret loneliness That no one else can share... I comfort myself i

The Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can't reach in You can't reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can't see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again

Forgive An Forget
Forgive and forget that’s what they say, But they don't tell you that there is no easy way. There is no tap to turn off your tears, There is no magic wand to evade all your fears. How do you stop all those feelings inside? Those conflicting emotions, when your head and heart collide. You want to forget and you want to let go, But you head is unwilling to let you heart know. You're fighting a battle when there’s no clear winner, You're struggling so hard to absolve the sinner. Your insides are a mess and your head is confused, It’s hard to make sense when your hearts been abused. Can we ever disregard the pain? Can we ever move on? Or do we just fade away like a star that once shone. Can the damage be repaired? I have no answer yet, Forgiving can be painful but it’s harder to forget.

Why?
Why is it that when you really care about someone you feel so helpless to their needs? Why do you feel you can do nothing to make or keep them happy? I want to help them, be there for them, and keep them smiling, but I am being pushed away and it is making really sad inside. I always want to be a great friend to people and I understand we have our hard times and alot of us have been through alot of rough shit in our days, but why must we push away the ones that care about us the most. I guess this is one of life's mysteries that I will never understand.

* The Emerald Tablets Of Thoth The Atlantean *
T h e E m e r a l d T a b l e t s o fT h o t h t h e A t l a n t e a n Translation & Interpretation by Doreal A LITERAL TRANSLATION AND INTERPRETATION OF ONE OF THE MOST ANCIENT AND SECRET OF THE GREAT WORKS OF THE ANCIENT WISDOM TABLE OF CONTENTS PREFACE to the original - Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Preface INTRODUCTION to the origina - Interpretation of the Emerald Tablets http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Intro TABLET I: The History of Thoth, The Atlantean http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablets.html#Tablet%20I TABLET II: The Halls of Amenti http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet2.html TABLET III: The Key of Wisdom http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet3.html TABLET IV: The Space Born http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet4.html TABLET V: The Dweller of Unal http://chapeltibet.cnchost.com/ct/Tablet5.html TABLET VI: The Key of Magic http://chapeltib

Just A Poem Of Mine
You were out there, And I found you. I think you were waiting just for me. Were you lonely out there? It was just a matter of time before I came. I'm here now, just for you. Now were together in a sensual dance. Twin souls, twirling slowly together forever. I knew it when I found you, you were waiting for me. Let twirl together in a wonderful dance.

Why Can't I?
All I want to know is why... Why can't I get one decent man that isn't married or taken in some way.. interested in me? Why can't I get a man that doesn't feel the need to flirt with every woman that walks across his path? Why can't I get one solitary man that just wants one woman? Why don't men understand.. if they are taken in any way.. and flirting online.. it is cheating and lying.. not just to their girlfriends or wives.. but to their online "chatting" friends? I don't understand it.. Why can't I?

Jason Mccune
Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dr. Carmen Date: Dec 7, 2007 1:13 PM REMINDING YOU ALL ABOUT SWEET LITTLE JASON MCCUNES FRIDAY NIGHT OF PRAYER, TONIGHT! PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR JASON AND ASK JESUS TO CONTINUE TO HEAL HIM. GOD IS WORKING THROUGH OUR PRAYER AND JASON IS HEALING. ITS NOT GOING TO BE RIGHT AWAY, BUT OVER TIME JASON WILL WALK AGAIN! HAVE FAITH!HIS MOM GOT HER CAST OFF SO THAT IS GREAT FOR HER!JASON GOT HIS PIC LINE OUT! SO PRAISE GOD THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO DO THAT!THEY SAY JASON COULD BE HOME AS EARLY AS 3 DAYS, THEY ARE LOOKIN FOR A NURSING HOME WITHIN THE AREA TO TAKE JASON IN FOR 1 CALENDAR DAY SO THEY CAN GET APPROVED FOR ASSISTANCE. SHE SAYS JASON IS DOING GREAT AND THEY ARE CONTINUING TO WEAN HIM OFF THE VENT, HE GOT A LITTLE DEHYDRATED OVER THE WEEKEND BUT HE IS STILL DOING GREAT. PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS FAMILY EVERY DAY BUT PLEASE JOIN US AND OTHERS ALL OVER AMERICA TO PRAY FOR JASON

I'll Be Away-
hey everyone! starting tomorrow, i'll be working 70+ hours/week until the beginning of december. i don't think i'm gonna have much free time to get online. *tears* lmao anyhow, wanted you to know...i'm not being a rude bitch & ignoring you. lmao i wish you all a happy thanksgiving!! please have a drink or two for me. talk to you when i get back! don't forget to come by & leave me love while i'm gone! i'll return it when i get back. muah-hugz-lickz-nibblez

All U Need To Know About Me
NAME: LANA AGE: 25 LOCATION: WELLINGTON,NEW ZEALAND SIBLINGS: 1 SISTER OLDS NAME: PAT AND JEMMA NATIONALITY: COOK ISLAND/SAMOAN. SEX: FEMALE MARITAL STATUS: SINGLE CHILINS: 1 Hi well that is who i am.lol. Now i am a mum and a single 1 at that. My daughter jemma is 6. She can be a pain in the assssssss. well thats all u need to know about me.lol. bye

My Life A Must Read Entry.
life as a marine is a calling some can handle the stress and some let it get to their heads. i love being a marine its my job to protect this country and everyone in it everyone. some people look at us funny and some make comments about us. some shake thier heads as we walk by. and i ask myself why all we are doing is our jobs protecting this country that we all call home. so many of my family and friends have given thier lives and limbs to protect this country. i will continue to do so as long as i still have a breath in me or a fellow marine standing beside me.

Relationships
Many questions go through my mind. As I am sure it does many of you. What I don't understand is why is it so hard to find true love? When people look for a mate they look for things they have in common, same interests, and same passions. Compatibilty isn't such a big issue. If you really care for someone or love them you learn to enjoy the samethings or you just plain don't. But why try and change someone? For instance when someone ses you there are qualities they love about you. They decide wether to get to know you or not. But then when they take the step of dating they always try and change you. Every relationship is going to have differences that is what makes people interesting. But when u choose to be with someone it's because of what you have in common or the attraction you have. So why get together and then live together to just want to change that person. Then why not find someone thta has the qualities and likeness that you want? So make the person miserable and make them

No Real Profile Pic? You Wanna Be Friends?
No SALUTE or REAL Profile Photos? Friendship no longer accepted. Let me first say that I hate to have my picture taken. I just don't like the way they turn out most of the time. Yet I have nothing to hide. Therefore, I do have pictures on this site. Yes, the are me not my sister, my niece, my cousin, or the gal down the street~~ME! How many times have you looked at someone's profile only to find graphics in place of profile pictures? There are no REAL pictures? And you wanna be friends? How about someone who has people pictures, but they don't look like they are "REAL"? I have seen a few pictures that are real people, but have drawn on beards or mustaches. I kid you not.How about the ones that are taken so far away that you can't tell if it is really them? Oh , and how about those who use someone else's photo. Yes, I found someone on here that did that! No, I will not name him here as long as he and his friends leave me be. If you are one of his friends, do us both a favor and t

Only The Best Go First
IN MEMORY OF DORA MOZELL WALL He saw she was suffering so he took her in his arms he quietly wispered come with me with a heart full of pain we watched her fade away even though we loved her so we could not keep her here a great heart stopped beating hard working hands lay still he tore our hearts apart to show he only takes the best Amie Copyright ©2007 Amie

Why Is It????
1)What am I going to do now? 2)Will i ever find the love of my life again? 3)Why do i still love him? 4)Am i that stupid or am i just still in love with him? 5)Are we still going to be friends? 6)Will we still do stuff together with our kids? 7)How can i let go? 8)Will i ever be able to let go of the love i feel for him? 9)Will i ever get into a relationship? 10)Why does it seem that i can't get a relationship,but can get FWB's? I know this might sound depressing,but that is the way i feel right now!!! Why is it that men think, women are stupid and don't think they know anything? This that cares about you alot.He tells you he loves you,cares for you,and has you basicly living with him.Now have in mind you and him are not dating, but that he sleeps in the same bed as you.But OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how he loves you. Then he go's out and messes around with another woman.Do guys think we are stupid that,we don't know what is going on??They always say Action

Just Me
I tend to expect a lot from people, sometimes more then they can and are willing to give. This is not my most enduring quality, but I am what I am, like me or not. At any rate I have met some real interesting peoople on this site, something I didn't expect. And while I appreciate every compliment and every friend request and every fan, I still expect more out of the people I associate with. Hearing you're pretty, you're hot and all that jazz is nice, but I'm looking for people that can talk to me about almost anything and everything. Someone who stimulates my mind and makes me think. So what do you think. Am I expecting to much from random people that you meet online?

My Life In Music
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credit: “Grind Wit Me” Pretty Ricky

Check This Out!
KU is freakin 11 - 0!!! what now?!? taking over football AND basketball this year! MU here we come! you have been warned! we're going to the Big 12 Championship! ROCK CHALK JAYHAWK! 44 Things A Girl Would Die For 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel

Songs
I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say But I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say.. That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat (But that's nothing new) Yeah yeah I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, But I'm afraid It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Woahooo woah It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah I'm holding your rope Got me ten feet off the ground... I've been

Ceridwen Arawn... Bleeding In Eternal Serenity
Confess to me your sins,Sing to me your sickness.The sound of beating wings arise,Miffling unheeded cries.A parody of deception and lies,Stalked by the wolves of demise.Little learned is little gained,When the important signs a fool disdains.Destiny shifts to Fate's desire,The paths converging to split once more.A thread is cut as a new is woven,The doors slam shut yet a window opens.Light is strained as darkness pools,The shattered fragments revert to whole.Shadows solid to stroke your face,Yet your wandering hands find naught but space.A vacancy here and a candle lit,A bridge broken over river styx.Hushed whispers rise to keen,Eerie wails still cold blood in veins.Hyperventilate within fight or flight,Walls close in, shadows thicken to form.Fall to knees within the snare,Futile cries for none to hear.Soft soothings cloud the mind,Filling the cracks with soft lullabys.Sweetest dreams in desperate moments,Horrific nightmares in serenest seconds spent.Confess to me your sins, And I'll h

A Veterans Prayer
A Veterans prayer Do not shed a tear when I am gone, I will always be with you. Do not shed a tear when I return, and you know I must go again, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when I have died, for I gave my life for you, I will always be with you Do not shed a tear when you remember me, Just remember me And I will be with you By D. Scott Wade PH2 USN Ya...that's me.

This Is One Of The Funniest I've Ever Read...enjoy
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an I

Soccer
My 2 beautiful step daughters each played in tournaments this weekend under14 and under19 Kayla the younger one won all three games went to the championship round and took 2nd against a team that was very aggressive and lost only a few games during the regular season. Way to go girl. Brianna the under19s also won all three of there games but had less points so they played for 3rd and fourth place. They took 3rd so proud of both of them. They each scored a goal sat. first of the season for both. Now we are on to the founders cup and winter league they keep us busy but it is worth it. They are awesome kids. They played their hearts out.

My Rantings
Some people have the fuckin NERVE! And Metal Chick knows who im talking about!! Fucking MY friend in MY rooomates room while HER boyfriend is asleep on MY couch..always bitching that she can never find a good man..I fuckin wonder why! The has the odasity to tell ME I'm the fuckup! And I'm the bad friend! I have never stranded her anywhere (which she has done to me MORE THAN ONCE) I have never made her do shit she didnt want to do..i am fed up with her shit, so fuck that fuck her im done and my ass is moving anyways sooo bye bitch! Sooo..I live in texas but am moving to washington for awhile..I have some old friends there i havent seen in like a year and 1/2 and shit here is so hectic I dont even know where to start. For one, the man is in iraq :( I would be handling all this much better if her were here and I would be less likely to get into any sort of trouble with him here as well...certain friends are constanly doing hard drugs now because "theyre sad" so its a convenient excuse. I

My First...
I was in an arguement today about religion. normally, I can kick anyone's ass in a debate over religion.. proving my point and so on. But today, I met this guy who suprisingly beat me! I was crushed. Honest to god, I take my hat off to him. He debated a great debate and I would do it with him over and over again. It was fun. Well done, Crazyeyez. I was on a field trip with my class today. We went to the Botanic Gardens in Adelaide for further, more in-depth study of Horticulture. We stopped to have lunch and the cafe' there sold beer! So, thinkin', "Alright, I got paid today.. I havn't bought or had a drink since I turned 18! I'm treating myself." So I did.. I bought my first ever beer by myself. I know that's not a big deal for most.. but I'm becoming more independant! It was a Light Beer Cascade. GOD! It tasted so goooood. Of course, if my boss teacher found out, I'd be in trouble.. but it was so worth it, feeling that cold brew lunge down my throat...

Blue Eyed Lioness Lair
I have to share this story with my friends. I have a Sony DVD/VHS combo with dubbing capacity and DVD recording capability. ** Well, I rented the Royal Rumble ahead of time and was going to record it on DVD. I thought the process would be simple. Put the DVD in and press record. Much to my dismay...here's what happened! A message appeared saying unformatted disc was inserted. Then, the message said, please wait formatting disc in progress. Well, the DVD never got formatted and the formatting process continued and the STOP button wouldn't work. So, I unplugged the recorder thinking it would reset itself and I could stop the formatting process before it started up again. Damn! Was I wrong about that! The bloody thing kept formatting. I tried to eject the disc and the eject button wouldn't stop the formatting process either. So, I ended up having to record the Rumble on VHS instead. I'm glad I can record on VHS and watch a DVD at the same time without any problems or vice ver

Different Drummer Ministry
Tattooing, piercing, and body modification have a spiritual essence. I am opening this ministry, Different Drummer Ministry, to preserve religious practices and to help with donations for people around the world. I refer to those rituals that are of ancient and of modern mankind. The practicioners are involved with the alteration of the body as art or as a cultural phenomenon. Ancient practices being used today must be respected and continued. Their peoples, as well, deserve assistance on many fronts. Modern practices must be respected and continued. The people who are of tribal cultures, deserve every chance to keep the integrity and sanctity of their society. A change in in the person's ritual life, or in their modern life, must be seen as an intrinsic right. They are very close to the same thing though there is a diffent force at work in an office building job promotion and seven hours later the same man is getting a tattoo to honor a relative that has passed to the Elysian Fie

Whatever
This is just something I found and thought that I share it, ========================================= ========================================= Never Trust an Old Lady ====================== ====================== An old lady gets pulled over for speeding... Old Lady: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Old Lady: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Old Lady: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Old Lady: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see ... Can I see your vehicle registration papers, please? Old Lady: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Old Lady: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Old Lady: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Old Lady: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police

Why The Drama?
So, I have been seeing all these drama bulletins lately. To be honest, unless it personally affects me I don't get involved and I really don't care. I will always be here for all of friends to talk to. My heart truly goes out to those that are harmed in anyway by the drama. It is heartbreaking to see a good person hurt by lies or by someone just being an ass. I personally think that if you cheat or knowingly spread malicious untruths about someone you should have your account deleted. However, before deleting any accounts you should have proof beyond a reasonable doubt that the offender deserves this punishment. I realize that with over a million people on fubar it is hard for the bouncers and other administration staff to keep up with everyone and everything. I am a patient person. I can wait...for a bit for someone to do the right thing. As I said before I will always be here for all you my friends. However, do not assume that I am immediately going to be on your sid

What Is The World Coming To?
ok, i am getting ready this morning and i am thinking here...yah hold on ya'll lol. anyways.. what is the world coming to? i remember back when we never had to get finger printed, crimminal background nor a drug test had to be done for a job.... so when did this all come about? or am i just dumb and its been here forever but just never paid any attention? so on this note... i am getting ready to get finger printed... already had the crimminal background and drug test done.. have a good day..

My Brother
Thank you to all my friends for your thoughts and prayers for the loss of my brother, Mike. This is the toughest thing I personally have had to deal with in my life and knowing there are those who truly care, helps more than you know. Thank you all! Vince GillGo Rest High On That MountainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The call came about 5:00 a.m. this morning, 11/19/07. My brother Mike has passed on to a better world. He has suffered long enough and is now at peace. Please say your prayers for my mother and my family. God Bless you Brother, Mike and may you rest in peace! I love you!

Watch Your Dogs, Please!!!
I am posting this in honour of my two boys, both of which are now gone. the reason they are gone is because i felt that it was wrong to keep them chained up. Well, they would have been better on a chain, then laying on the side of the highway. Anyone who knows me, knows that my dogs are my children, as with many of you fellow dog lovers. ( I have more pictures of my puppy, than I do of my daughters! ) This is a very hard thing for me to do, burying two of them within a month. And before you unleash on me, I DID pay aattention to the first death, I just thought that this was not a problem with the younger dog. Unfortunately, I was very wrong. No matter how well you think your dog is trained, there is always something that may appear more interesting than obediance.( In my case, there are deer running around the fields that adjoin our property, and he had not seen deer before. Apparently, a frightened deer lured him across the street, but he didnt make it.) It only takes ONE time

Monday Already?
Finally, I relized I was sitting in front of my computer at 5:59am, Monday morning!Not even realizing I have even really woke up yet,I find my self looking at all these little cherrys.Then at that very moment i relize that I'm very thankful for my FUBAR and all the awsome people that make the FUBAR world go round',So this go's out to everyone,Thanks FUBAR for making my Monday the bombdiggity!

The Blood Pool
http://fubar.com/army_chick_shelia My ex invited me to this awesome site which I've become uber addicted to but after awhile she got bitchy and harassing. Threatened to get my account disabled because I "didn't have permission" to upload pictures of US even though I'm in them and 95% of them I took. During that spirt of harassment I blocked her. Since then she's been sending the majority of Mistr3ss's House of Pain members to rate everything I have on here a "1", send harassing/rude/hateful/threatening messages, and it's just been a complete nightmare. We made peace that lasted a few days but she's up to her psychopathic harassment again and even has added fuStalking to the list of her abilities (I'm assuming she has at least one fake account as my friend and I really don't want to get paranoid and delete every single one of y'all just because she's literally insane.) Anyways, I think it's time for me to stop taking her shit and start dishing it out. I humbly come beginning

Someone/something
let the day not shine let the darkness cover everything and everyone to become something/someone with fear regret pain anger something/someon to strangle to fucking get thsi frustration out shout only in my head cant you see i rather be dead in this see of sin that no one really believes in cause its all a fucking joke choke kill that is our free will to die to suffer to let others laugh at our misfortune cause life will never prevail just a never ending cycle of bullshit that i will always admit something/someone never standing in the way cause always can shut it out as blood runs deep and we all see something beutiful and true our death our fear our pain our anger nothing more real sereal nothing more bright then the day that we die for this is nothing nothing more nothing less then on big bueatiful fucking mess

Me In A Nut Shell
This is who I am.. My name is Keri-Anne Marie Dostie and I am a 20yr Gemini originally from Boston MA but stuck @ Ft Drum ny... if you're curious to know more... here are my addys darkoneLoki@aim kamd267@yahoo www.myspace.com/keri_anne facebook under Keri-Anne Marie Dostie http://bulletins.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&messageID=4892215500&MyToken=2701b33d-1d2d-4c98-b452-2a5c44d015aa ^link to the requestors plea!!

Pushing Hate
Walk in the light Walk in the dark Feel the lightness of the sun Feel the darkness of the heart The sun burns the desert dry The heart lays, quivering on the floor Desert blooms after a steaming rain While the ocean floor is a graveyard The rain falls, caressing my face And grave Stones loom like ancient demons Face the fears which stalk your shattered soul Know that demons walk in the guise of man Pieces of your shattered life glint like glass A crippled man walks with the weight of the world A glass like glint from a young lover's eye As the world revolves relentlessly. when you push me i push back i will walk away with you lying on your back full of shit full of deseat full of something i have already defeated i have no soul i have no thoughts my blood running thin all over my cold white skin cut the cloths try to blot to clot nothing more then me rotting far from you with this knife i have cut all my emotions clean

Three Morals
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him! The morals of this story: 1) Not everyone who drops crap on you is your enemy. 2) Not everyone who gets you out of crap is your friend. 3) And when you’re in deep doo-doo, keep your mouth shut.

My Lyrics
There's always somebody taller With more of a wit And he's equipped to enthrall her And her friends think he's fit And you just can't measure up no You don't have a prayer Wishing you had made the most of her When she was there They've got engaged No intention of a wedding He's pinched your bird And he'd probably kick your head in Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts You're better off without her anyway You said you wasn't sad to see her go Oh no He might be one of those boys That's all pretty and vain Likes to go in the sunbed And stays out of the rain So that he don't get his hair wet You wouldn't want that At least he hasn't got a Nova Or a Burberry hat They've got engaged No intention of a wedding He's pinched your bird And he'd probably kick your head in Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts You're better off without her anyway You said you wasn't sad to see her go But of course you were Have you heard what she's been doing? Never did it for m

Karma!!!!!!!!
As I am sending out my comments for Monday Yet again I am seeing this same person on all of your pages as viewing your profiles. I have been being harrassed by some whack job for a month now making multiple accounts all day and had 4 accounts on here too many links to post. She is a disgruntal person, no one hates drama more than I, so If you see this person on your page just be careful now she is on my friends pages as well as all of my family members... It's in red letters called KARMA, i have seen it on 30 pages of my friends so far this morning. I am really hoping she will get a life and find someone else to harass, because it's really getting old.. Have a great Monday and A happy Thanksgiving. A special thank you Dark prince and Princess Lillith who are helping me take care of this situataion, if you read the header on my profile i now belong to them, heheheh bloody kisses MINA

Unattainable Love
First meeting, within an instant You have me, I'm yours. Our eyes catch and my stomach flutters, But you wear your mask so well. Time passes with more glances. Leaving me to fall helplessly, Hoping you will catch me with your arms. But still a statue you remain, unmoved and grounded. My heart is finally consumed by you, Given freely by my choice. Anxiously I await to hear your voice, But your silence echoes within my soul. Broken now as the moments linger, Confused, my mind aches from flooded thought. Why must I always fall for the statuesque? For that unattainable love.

Midnite
I'm laying here close to midnight looking out my window at the stars my thoughts as they always do drifting off to be with you wondering. i'm laying here close to midnight the cold seeping through the window the shadows playing tag with eachother only wanting to know if someday we will play midnight games together thinking. i'm laying here close to midnight wanting to be there always wanting always waiting wishing. i'm standing here close to midnight gazing up not at stars watching no shadows still wanting nolonger waiting laughing. i'm hiding here close to midnight watching you trying to find me laughing silently knowing. we will be kissing here close to midnight seeing the glowing stars our breath white puffs in the cold air watching the shadows playing their midnight tag

Truth
If i look in my heart If I look in my soul if i look in my mind theres only one goal every thought that goes through my mind all the blood pumping through my heart all the tears cried by my eyes tell me we should never be apart every second of everyday and all the time in between I feel within my heart that on m, you can always lean you are the one person that makes me feels this way you are the only one who i think of night and day no one else can make me hurt no one else can make me smile the way you can yet I love you all the while I love to see your face or the sparkle of your eyes or wipe the tears you cry just know that forever I'm willing to be apart of every remaining second of your life In hope you'll hold me within your heart Ive never felt such power this is within this urge this urge to tell youll love you and to see what will emerge on day can we try to make it together again? one day can we cuddle and you get rid of all the pain? only the

Sleep
Close your eyes and come to me, Drift into the dark, Search for something meaningful, Ignite that fatal spark. Steal my breath away from me, Crawl into my veins, Take me from this waking world, Free me from these chains. Lay within the dreaming world, Whisper in my ear, Tell me what you crave from me, Wipe away all fear. Sleep my love and come to me, Kiss the world good-bye, Fall into my waiting arms, We'll spread our wings to fly. One day when you just let go, A dream won't be required, To find me waiting by your side, Like always you've desired.

This Life
This life is a rollercoaster- makes you scream and laugh out loud at the same time. Everything is moving too fast, and I'm losing control... ... closing my eyes, catching pieces of dreams colored like butterflies. This life's not as it seems- there's a snake in every field a secret behind every smile. This life's a cocktail of mixed emotions- bitter- sweet with sugar and salt. Skeletons in the closets dance to the symphony on replay, written with lies. This life is a merry-go-round - makes you sick right from the beginning. I shiver, left out in the rain; broken inside, for just being myself.

Soulmates
I truly believe in soulmates. Here are a few steps to take in order to open yourself up to the possibility of one day finding your soulmate: 1. Realize your worth: Everyone is worth something great. Everyone was put here for a reason. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect someone else to love you? Your worth is weighed heavily to your soulmate and your love for yourself will show and he/she will love you even more. 2. Redirect your desires: Sex is the easiest thing to get on the planet. By redirecting your desires to a mental kind of lovemaking instead of a physical kind of lovemaking, you will open yourself up to more possibilities when it comes to your soulmate. 3. Release your fear of being alone: It's much better to WANT a person than to NEED a person. Don't settle for the Okay person. Sanctify yourself so you can recieve the Perfect person for you. (And yes, I know no one is perfect) Once you realize that you were created to be a blessing to someone, you begin t

Missin Him
As I sit by my window And look outside The wind starts to blow And I begin to cry I want you here I need you near Close by my side Oh,,the tears I have cried You wanted to stay But you had to go On that sad,,sad day I miss you so I wanted to say goodbye And say I love you But there was no time I feel you around me Watching,,protecting If only I could see Your angel wings I keep your memory Deep in my heart We will never part

I Wish
I wish I could see you, Your eyes stir up my passion. I wish I could hold you, And feel your arms tight around me, Keeping me safe. I wish I could kiss you, Moist lips pressed together, Tongues entwined in the ritual dance That nobody teaches, but everyone knows. I wish for the pressure Of your body on top of mine, Or of mine on yours, Close as possible, So wonderful. I wish I could lay my head on your chest To cuddle while watching a movie, And really watch it Just knowing you're there. I wish for this reassurance That you'll always be there for me. That you love me. I wish to show you How much I love you.

Another
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Special Thank You To My Friends!
I really don't know how to start this out or ever know where to begin with the thoughts i have. The past couple of weeks it just been non stop thoughts running through my head. Looking back on my life and seeing all the little mistakes i made. Which i shouldn't do, but it's so hard not too when you have lost to much in your life. You try not to dwell on it or make it worse then it is. Always look at it from a positive light, but sometimes you can't always do that. You need to take the bad with the good. Trying to be strong and being strong are two very different things. I guess there is apart of me that is strong, but there is apart that is trying. Life is so different for me at this moment in time. I look back on the years of my life and think why was i so angry, when i had everything i could have ever wanted? Why did i treat some people the way i did? Why couldnt' i just smiled and be happy with what was given to me instead of screwing it up? Then i turn around and think it wouldn't

Touch
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Playtime
...Stay... ...So we can play... ...All day... ...And all night... ...Please don't fight... ...My love center's so tight... ...Aching for you... ...Let's try something new... ...I'll keep on my shoes... ...Crawl on hands and knees... ...Twist you up in the sheets... ...Leave you no breath, just a wheeze... ...You must... ...Trust... ...In this lust... ...Let's make our own show... ...Get the camera, a video... ...Don't hold back, let it all go... ...Suck on my heels... ...Make me squeal... ...Devour me as if I'm your last meal... ...Baby... ...Tell me... ...What you need... ...Wanna bite at my lips?... ...Want me to crack the whip?... ...How bout my juices, want a sip?... ...Lemme give you a tip... ...Lay your tongue softly on my clit... ...Wiggle it just a little bit... ...Feel my back arch?... ...My mouth's dry and parched... ...Soon the explosions start... ...Makes my insides burn... ...Next it's your turn... ...Think you can handle me?... ...Oh t

Round 1
Deep lustful thoughts, Running through my veins. Yearning for your touch, Hungering for the pain! Surrendering my body to you, Seek and you shall find. Explicit images of you, Invading my mind. Throw me down and take me, Don't listen if I say no. This is all just a game to me. I think you ought to know. All my days and nights, Are filled with dreams of my desire. Remembering your simple touch, Only adding fuel to my fire. Take advantage of me, Make my body scream. Feeling you straddled between my thighs, All your motions sending chills down my spine. Electricity runs through me, A current I am unable to control. You're penetrating me so deeply, I feel you raping my soul! My nails etch into your back, With each thrust you enter deeper. My body has never been so vulnerable, My senses have always been weaker. You push me down to taste you, Enticing my lips and my tongue. Energy surges through you, I think you're about to cum. Explosions

Most Functional Word In English Language
HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE ... THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit,forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and Shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the righ

Not Sure If I Will Be Back
ok last night alot of things happened on her and at home so ..ive desided i need to stepped away from here 4 awhile .... really not sure if i will be back at all but if i do ....i'm going leave the account open b/c i can't deleted it b/c a great friend got me a vip ....i love you all and really will miss you ya'll hugs and kisses to all evonne

American Soldier Christmas Cards...
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Aven ue,NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 pass it on

I Don't
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. All my love, Michael

Life 1
It is Monday morning and it was nice sleeping in but what is funny is I can't really sleep in! I wake up at 5:00 because I have to go to the bathroom and then go back to sleep for maybe an hour. I have never been one that could sleep in past 7-8. I don't know how people do it and sleep until noon! To me it is wasting your day. Something very funny happened last night. Peter and I went to sleep around 10pm. At 10:44 our light turned on, then off and then on and stayed on. It woke us up needless to say. I looked at him and said "what the fuck?" The light is by remote and was on my bedside table next to me. It was Barney. Barney is our ghost. Yes, we have a ghost. A lot of you may not believe in them and it took my husband a long time to believe that we had one but they do exist! Barney likes to play pranks. Why he wanted to turn on our lights on us is a question? I wondered if he was trying to get our attention for something. Like Anthony sneaking out at night or so

To All Military Guys!!! When A Woman Truly Loves You
When a woman loves a military man... 1.) If she wasn't emotional before, that is all about to change. 2.) You getting a higher rank could just mean an automatic free lay. 3.) Get her a pair of dog tags, ASAP, This is crucial, she will never take them off. 4.) Most of the time, you losing reception during training is your fault. (Though, she will eventually understand) 5.) Most of the time, everything is your fault. (This especially goes for when she is pregnant) 6.) She WILL start talking like your guys and you talk, including using your last names. 7.) Her patriotism could out-do most of your men... she will be proud... VERY PROUD. 8.) Be Ready: your car will end up with a yellow ribbon magnet or an "I LOVE MY _____" sticker eventually. (if you have separate cars, hers will DEFINITLY have these) 9.) She will most likely need a pair of dog tags to hang from the car's rear view mirror. (see 3) 10.) Every week she'll have "another song" that makes her thi

Day 1
A few weeks ago, while i was at work i had gotten some serious abdominal pains....strong enough to put a big boy like myself to his knees...After spending a few hours in the ER and seeing my family Doctor the following day, it turns out i have Gall Bladder Stones. So for the past few weeks i have been (trying) to watch what i eat, so it doesn't set off another round of pain..(pain usually lasts for 4-5 hours) Anyways I found out today that on Jan. 15th (or unless there is a cancellation) I'll go in for day surgery to have my gall bladder removed....A simple proceedure, in and out in a day, but i'll be off work for 2 weeks on account of being a diabetic...Aparently it takes diabetics a lil longer to heal.. Anywho, i thought i would just give an update on how it was going, cause i know there are a few of you that i told this about...so there ya go :P p.s I fucking hate snow...blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Well where to begin...let's see. Most of you already know me, and read alot of my

Stupid People
COLCHESTER -- A Swanton teenager died early Saturday morning when the car in which he was riding was struck by another driving in the wrong direction on Interstate 89 by a man who allegedly admitted to police that he had come from a local bar. Vermont State Police said Nicolas Fournier, 18, of Swanton died on impact as the result of internal injuries from the crash, which occurred shortly after midnight. Fournier, a 2007 graduate of Missisquoi Union Valley High School, ran cross country and played baseball and basketball for the school. Police arrested Shawn Burritt, 32, of Jericho on several charges. Trooper Michelle LeBlanc said they included driving under the influence for the fourth time with death resulting; leaving the scene of an accident; driving with a suspended license; violating conditions of release; and grossly negligent operation. Burritt remained jailed at the Chittenden Regional Correctional Facility in South Burlington late Saturday on $100,000 cash bail

Being Sick All The Time....
Being Faithfull...... As I look around me I feel like I am doing wrong with my life. But I know there is nothing wrong with what I am doing. I am shareing my love with two men cause my heart say so. That is why I feel wrong with what I am doing with the one man. I have the man of my dreams that I can't have to myself. But I shall still want him to myself and wait for him and maybe one day I will have him to myself. My son is new to goin to school & leavin the house. SO he is gettin everything that is goin around.. So Dad, son, & me all r gettin it. It's not fun. Thanks to me on Dec. 5th he is doto get a flu shot... I have to go get one also.... R any of u all like this? Thanks for listenin to me. Have a wonderfull day..... Thanks, Michelle

Poems By Me For You
Silent Pain Lonely tears slipping down my cheeks silently falling to the pages below leaving it scared with memories and feelings, scalding tears- The first markings in a blank book, Shadows reach past me through my boundries, Beyond my defences,Drawing their finger across the page smuding my tears tracing a tell-tale line of sorrow, Where joy might have been. But, with each passing second the marks fade leaving the world unaware of my pain.

Vermont
Swanton, Vermont - November 26, 2007 Two people were killed in a head-on crash in Swanton Monday morning. Police say James Charron, 19, was headed east on Bushey Road when he crossed the center line and hit an oncoming pickup truck. The driver of the truck, Joseph Plante, 80, was pronounced dead at the scene. His passenger, Wanda Plante, 86, later died at the hospital of her injuries. Charron and his passenger were taken to the hospital. Police are investigating whether Charron was speeding. The accident happened just before 11:30 a.m. Vt. State Police in St. Albans would like to hear from anyone who may have witnessed the crash at 802-524-5993. Burlington, Vermont - November 26, 2007 Crowning moments for a pair of Vermont women. 22-year-old Kim Tantlinger of Burlington won the Miss Vermont USA pageant. In the Miss Vermont Teen USA competition, the crown went to 17-year-old Sydney Perry of Middlesex. She's a student at U-32. Both women will compete for the n

Story Behind The Name...
My friend gave me the name Killa Pussy awhile ago. She says that foreplay now requires heart paddles and epi shots in my life. All of this is simply because my ex had a heart attack while we were having sex....he did live through it. Then I broke both of my vibes. Hey what can I say?

Erotic
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

This Is My Life
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

Can U Handle The Music?
Its a rainy stormy day and your in your studio making some music. I am making a road trip and decide to stop by your place. U don't know I'm coming and I want to surprise you. I'm wearing a raincoat and decide to stop by the local victorias secret and pick up something special. I change into a lace babydoll in the car and put the raincoat back on. I drive to your place and see the lights on. I knock a few times but you are in your zone and don't hear. I try the door handle and to my surprise its open...as if you were waiting for me 2 arrive. I creep in the house and slowly shut the door and lock it. I hear you downstairs and the music you are trying to create. I smile knowing that the music will only get better once my raincoat is off and I'm in your arms. I slowly make my way downstairs, letting the music be my guide. I enter the room and ur back is to me. I smile as I see ur eyes r closed and ur tuned into the beautiful notes floating across the room from your keyboard. I only hope y

Letting Go
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off... It's the realization that I can't control another... To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day a

No One
Fuck that not anymore... never again... will anyone see the side me of the is stupid and weak i feel for you... and u turn me way i am so sick of opening myself up to anyone i am not even broken havent even been put back together even if i wasnt im not giving u that satisfaction how can i let u go when ur the only one who comes back... i gave you all of me you threw me away thats okay! it was my fault i am the stupid one for ever thinking anyone could ever want me... my soul is empty....

Prints
Whatever our hands touch - We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture On doorknobs, dishes, books. There's no escape. As we touch we leave our identity. Wherever I go today Help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion Of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness And genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor Or a runaway daughter Or an anxious mother Or perhaps an aged grandfather. Send me out today To leave heartprints. And if someone should say, "I felt your touch," May they also sense the love that is deep within my heart.

Children Are Kites
You spend years trying to get them off the ground. You run with them until you are both breathless. They crash ... they hit the roof ... you patch, comfort and assure them that someday they will fly. Finally, they are airborne. They need more string, and you keep letting it out. They tug, and with each twist of the twine, there is sadness that goes with joy. The kite becomes more distant, and you know it won't be long before that beautiful creature will snap the lifeline that binds you together and will soar as meant to soar ... free and alone. Only then do you know that you have done your job.

Love Me For Me
Can you ever love me for me? For the me that I am true and true Can you love me with my imperfections? Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be? Can you ever love me for me? For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking Can you love me even when I am unreasonable? Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek? Can you ever love me for me? For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be? Can you see me as I am not as what I once was? Can you ever love me for me?

I Wanna Tell You
I Wanna Tell You....... I wanna feel you breathe, I wanna see you smile, I wanna hold you but not too tight, I wanna whisper in your ear those words you wanna hear, I wanna tell you that I love YOU! I do L O V E YOU! I wanna kiss your lips so tenderly, I wanna nibble on your ear and you nibble mine. I wanna caress your skin with mine, I wanna feel your tongue, touch it with mine, I wanna hear you say you love me too, I wanna see you smile. I wanna feel your breath and you feel mine. I wanna kiss you body and you kiss mine. I wanna make love to you for a long long time. I wanna touch you all over. I wanna hold you and not let go. I wanna run my fingers through your hair and yours through mine. I wanna see the twinkle in your eyes. I wanna dance in the moonlight under the stars with you. I wanna share a rainbow and make a wish. I wanna love you all over. I wanna please you for eternity. I wanna see you smile. I wanna share your dreams and you share mine.

So True Repost This ? Dare Ya ?
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pre

Special Love
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

The Life And Times Of...
I live in New York City. The pace of things here is to say the very least, faster then most. I find myself walking fast, eating fast, even sleeping fast. Every morning I have a similar routine; get up, walk the dog, feed the dog, shower and suit up, and off to work on the 4 or 5 train. I stand at the same place, get on the same train car, walk up the same steps, take the same escalator and out the same door of Grand Central. I do all these things to shave a few seconds off my commute to the office. I do it so that I will be there faster. The ipod is like my personal trainer for my commute. It pumps me up with its quick beats and flowing melodies all so that I can walk swiftly and with purpose, all so that my pace will be maintained. Take the ear phones out...and im like a child lost in a crowd. THis morning was no different from most, except I walked the dog to day-care/groomer for a "spa day" before I take her to Chicago for the holiday and I hopped the train. So much

A True Friend
A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight. A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Christmas Tree
It seems we have a total hater on fubar. As i posted in my bulletins last night I was told of a woman who put a good friend of Mine in a folder titled "losers". When i went to look myself, i changed her rating to a one and blocked this page. She immediately came after me under a 2nd account and ripped my default pic, a family photo of me and the kids, she then reripped the photos to her main account. This 2nd account of hers is being titled as dagwood,, the same as I use, she is gonna try to disguise herself as me. So for my real friends i am taking the bombing crews off and my title will be THE REAL DAGWOOD so all of you can tell,, be warned, the false account only has 4 pics and is only level 7 or 8 ,, i am at level 20 and have over 240 pics The woman doing all of this is BBG

Dj @ The Ace Cafe
Come join me in the Ace Cafe for some great music and fun. I DJ on Wed & Thurs morning 9-11 am. That is Pst. 11-1 central and 12-2 eastern. We have lots of fun in there so come support me both those days. Also come listen to all the other awesome DJ's and don't forget to subscribe to the lounge. We have lots of crazy people in there!

News
I read the following and found it particularly disturbing. This was a child who's emotions were played with by her friend's mother. MSNBC.com -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MySpace hoax victim’s kin seek justice ‘No apologies’ over teen who hanged herself over failed romance, kin say By Mike Celizic TODAYShow.com contributor updated 10:56 a.m. ET, Mon., Nov. 19, 2007 The parents of a 13-year-old Missouri girl who hanged herself after a failed MySpace romance — later uncovered as a hoax — say they have yet to receive an apology for their daughter’s death. “They’ve absolutely offered no apologies,” Ron Meier told TODAY co-host Matt Lauer on Monday. “They sent us a letter in the mail, basically saying that they might feel a little bit of responsibility, but they don’t feel no guilt or remorse or anything for what they did.” Rather, said Tina Meier, the people are upset with her for going public with their story. Last wee

The Search
a cry in the night a scream and then suddenly gone. he appeared in the night and offered her the world but she knew she had already lost it. "through dangers untold and hardships unnumbered" across great distances and with the help of friends she found him again. to find what she was looking for. to resist and to grow knowing that the greatest gift of all is to truly find yourself.

What Each Kiss Means
- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU... ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. _____________

Sexy
heres some sexy questions for u 1. if i walked in to the room striped infront of u and said take me would you 2. if i wanted u to poor chocolete on me then lick it up would u 3. whats ur fav possion 4. how would u kiss me 5. would u have sex in the..... dark light candle light snow barn or where ever 6. what do u think my fav possion is 8. do u think i like it 1. rough 2. soft 3. romanticly 4. anything goes 5. messy 6. all above if this aint annoying then thats good for me so far 6. do u think i like my hair pulled 7. how do u like to fuck someone 8. how would u like to make love to someone 9. when in doubt what do u do 10. what would be ur fantasy with me well i have nothing else to do but do this questions up lol so please answer

Love Starts
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Lucky Star
Lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "What do u want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you!!!! **Send this to 20 of ur true friends of my space, if u don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of ur life!!! If u get this back ur a true friend!!** 000000000000000 000000000000000 000000000000000_000000000000000 00000000000000___00000000000000 0000000000000_____0000000000000 000000000000_______000000000000 00000000000_________00000000000 0____________________________00 000______*TRUE FRIEND*_____0000 000000 __________________ 000000 0000000_________________0000000 000000_________0_________000000 00000_______0000000_______00000 0000_____0000000000000_____0000 000___0000000000000000000___000 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment.

Angels
You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlikeany you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you.A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets?You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out ofyour car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the onlycurious one.The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, andpeople are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen.As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. Abrilliant light spills onto the earth..There are no shadows. None.From every hue ever seen and a million more never seen.Riding on the flow is an endless fleet of angels.They pass through the curtains one myriad at a time, until they occupy

To The Haters
hey ya,ive been in a lot of lounges and people totally over look you.whats up with that?dont ignore people.that makes them feel left out or not wanted and that knowone likes them.people have feelings to.just because its fubar and its only for fun let others have fun to and treat them with respect.be nice if they anit really that pretty or are self consciensous.they already feel down about them selfs as it is.dont be a hater.treat everyone the way you want to be treated...hey and while ur reading this come in and hang out at the ultimaxum the club chill and talk with friends and have a drink.we are needing djs and bartenders if interested talk to scorpoin.luv you alls wonderboi_25@ fubar

Get To Know Me
You know you ghetto when Your best sets of glasses came with jelly or pickles in them You gotta tv that works sitting on top of a tv that dont Your idea of a jacuzzi is your family piling in the bathtub an farting You buy a dress to front for the night and return it the next day You got hair down to your ankles when the day before you had a fade When your grill is the most expensive thing you own When you car cost 1,200 but your beat and rims cost 12,000 When you know good kool aid has so much sugar in it that it stops dissolving and sits at the bottom of the jar When you got 3 babies born within a week of each other Your source is income is making babies You gotta $35,000 car and stay with ya mama ok thats just part 1 with more to come...feel free to add your own if you wish in a comment...and im out Ok sports fans its about time I made a blog and since some of you dont know a damn thing about me that aint written on my body I will help yo

My Web Store
Greetings friends, I have a web store up, and I have quite a few product up, that you may find nice to buy for the coming holidays. Please stop by and at least browse. If any of you would pass along the site to others whom might be looking to shop some online. I would appreciate it, greatly. http://www.saveavenue.com/dlsherman Just reposting the link to my web store. Good to get some shopping done, without the hassle of the stores. http://www.saveavenue.com/dlsherman

Analyzing Fairytales...
Ok so Snow White had a problem with her step-mother... Don't we all? Anyways the bitch tried to have her killed, so she ran away and lived with some "little people" (I'm trying to be politically correct) ok well the "little people" warned her about normal things your parents would tell you. DON'T OPEN THE DOOR TO STRANGERS! Does she listen? Hell no. She eats some kind of doped up apple and dies. Well kinda. The thing that brings her back from DEATH? A kiss from a prince? HAHA Yeeeeeeeah riiiiiiight! Ok so how come in all these fairy tales the solution is always a prince? What is society trying to tell the girls in the world? Aim high for your selection in men? You are not right in life without a man? Or you will die horribly from eating a doped up apple if you don't have a man? Craziness I say!!! This won't be near as long as the Alice one, actually I think none of the fairytales I put in here will but here we go on Rapunzel... First of all what did she do to get put in that damn to

My First Contest
I am hosting a contest and am looking for participants. Lets see who can come up with "BEST GRAPHIC". This can be a graphic of your choice as long as it is Not NSFW. It can be animated, dark, light, a tribute just as long as you use your imagination. Contest will begin as soon as I have 10 or more contestants.It will be a 10 day contest. PRIZES: Prizes will be given out once everything is tallied. All picture rates equal 10 comments. Most Comments Win!! 1st place: 3 month vip or a 30 day blast 2nd place: 1 month vip or 7 day blast 3rd place: 1 day blast and a ticker RULES: 1. Will not deal with all the fighting and bickering we are all adults. If you create drama you will be removed from contest immediately! 2. NO NSFW Photos Allowed! 3.Self Commenting is allowed! Please contact me ASAP if you want to join the contest! CHELLE__ Co-Founder Fu Krew@ fubar 1st PLACE Fu Bombers 3MON VIP or 30 Day Blast 2ND PLACE F