Ladyfirefighter's blog: "Why is it????"

1)What am I going to do now? 2)Will i ever find the love of my life again? 3)Why do i still love him? 4)Am i that stupid or am i just still in love with him? 5)Are we still going to be friends? 6)Will we still do stuff together with our kids? 7)How can i let go? 8)Will i ever be able to let go of the love i feel for him? 9)Will i ever get into a relationship? 10)Why does it seem that i can't get a relationship,but can get FWB's? I know this might sound depressing,but that is the way i feel right now!!!

Why is it that men think, women are stupid and don't think they know anything? This that cares about you alot.He tells you he loves you,cares for you,and has you basicly living with him.Now have in mind you and him are not dating, but that he sleeps in the same bed as you.But OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how he loves you. Then he go's out and messes around with another woman.Do guys think we are stupid that,we don't know what is going on??They always say Actions speak Louder then Words!!!!!! Why do guys get mad when you find out that they, are messing around behind your back and want nothing to do woth them anymore? Guys may hate me for saying this but i don't care anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!