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Rantings Of A Ranter
I lost the girl I love due to my own stupidity... I didn't cheat on her, I never abused her... my mistake was not giving her the attention I should have. This is a girl that I have loved for like 4 years and in that time things haven't been the smoothest. Between her coming and going from college, issues with roommates getting in the way, our own problems were magnified and constantly drawn out. Like a moron I was letting what others said get in the way of how I really feel, and I began to withdraw from her. I wish I never did. I wish she would come home... back to our place. Right now she has been spending a lot of time with friends and being out, and it worries me... I'm afraid she'll forget about me. I want to show her the love I did that first year together, before all the room mates, before the college days... I miss her...

Great Day To Be Alive
Well this week started out on a great note. First thing Sunday morning i Passed my CDl test so i could start driving 18 wheelers acrossed country Legally. Then tuesday i found a couple companies to drive for, which wont be a problem. Won my 2 softball games tuesday nite, then went to the bar to put down a cold one or 3 and ran into a great friend of mine that just got home from Iraq. I have never relized how much our troops do for us until i sat and talked with him about his missions over seas. Then today July 4th in which is my fav. holiday i have sat home and had a BBQ with family. having a bon fire and met some new great people on here. I hope i can meet some more in my near future. My life in the past three days has changed alot. I have relized the good and the bad choices that have made recently are catchin up to me. So please help me keep this great week going. Peace Ryan I WANT TO JUST SAY THIS ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY: IM SICK OF THIS SITE. NOT GONNA DELETE MY PAGE CAUSE I

Check This Out
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The Chronicals Of Totally Wasted
Here's a conversation I had with a complete stranger that IM'd my friend MISSY from an AOL St. Louis Chat... The conversation reads as follows: Sharksandwich123 [2:07 A.M.]: hi, do u want to have sex with me? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:07 A.M.]: why not... i love having sex with random strangers... lmao Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: me too...lol Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: where are u? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: im at home where are u? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: were in mexico city mexico Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: home Sharksandwich123 [2:08 A.M.]: mexico? OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:08 A.M.]: ya mexico Sharksandwich123 [2:09 A.M.]: if u were in st. louis, we'd be good OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:09 A.M.]: send a pic and maybe ill come up Sharksandwich123 [2:09 A.M.]: i dont have any sorry Sharksandwich123 [2:10 A.M.]: i do have a 9 inch long cock though OoO LuvNLust oOo [2:10 A.M.]: riiiiiiiiiiiiight... everyone has pics- shit even my nan

Just Me
1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? I'd be delighted! I do have an aching to start a family! 2. Do you trust all of your friends? Yes...if I can't trust them, then they're probably not my friend 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? It's possible... 4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Absolutely! 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? Being unfaithful Abuse of any kind. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor? Probably Jeanners...she once liked watching those ER shows on Discovery Health and stuff like that...I'd want to vomit and she'd be intrigued 7. Which one of your friends will most likely end up in jail? Well, I think it'd be me or Mis...although my friend Patrick seems like a logical one to end up in jail 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? Absolutely not! That's one thing I'm not afraid of! 9. Is

Ehhh Days...
I must say that today sucked donkey balls. This morning went well i had a good interview and made a good impression. and then came home to take a nap. So i thought when i wake up i'll feel better since i caught some fucking stomach thing from work. so i wake up and my mom decides i'm going to do all the shopping and fixing of things around the house. I was about done and going out to have some "fun" then my cousin calls me, her car broke down in Maryland. Of course no one else in the family will answer the phone right so i get stuck having to go get her. My stomach in knots and lurching the whole ride down and the whole ride up. By the time i get home my opportunity for the "fun" is completely gone and i'm sol. so yeah i've had a really bad day and i just want to go to bed and start the day over. there are so many things that i would have done differently. so yeah i'm kinda pissed bummed and sick all at once. let me tell ya it's a great combination.

Kids
well my daughter has been sick these few days. she was sick tuesday afternoon. she was running a real high fever and trowing up. i took her to the dr. that evening and they admitted her to that hospital. so we were in the hospital tuesday night untill this morning. the dr. didnt really know what the infection was. that is why we ended up there. but they kinda figure out it was probably a UTI. but she is so much better now im so glad. well just thought i would let everyone know that is the reason why i havent been on the past few days. well ttyl well my daughter is fixing to turn 5 this coming monday. im throwing her a party on sunday afternoon. it well be good for her. we are hoping that one of her friends from school gets to come that would be great if she could. but i havent talked to her mother so i dont know if she will though. so just to let all yall know i wont be on till that evening sometime. well i know that i told 1 or 2 of you that my daughter was has dental work done tod

Look Its A Blog
Well it's the 4th of July and I have to work how sucky is that?? What's worse though is I have to work in Salinas which is 200 miles aways from where I live and I start at midnight. I'm gonna miss out on all the good BBQ and fireworks since I have to leave by 8 to make it down there on time. Oh well I get holiday pay :D and maybe I'll see a few fireworks being shot over the bay on the way down there :D

Walking The Dog
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" (YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!! !! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

100 Random Things About Me
1. I'm 75% Irish, 25% British (well, technically, Welsh). 2. I often wish I was full-blooded Irish (or at least full-blooded something). 3. I am a Scorpio and exhibit almost all behavioral tendencies (good & bad) the sign is supposedly known for. 4. I am left handed (in doing most things, anyway), which I believe is still less than 15% the world's population. 5. I was severely underweight for much of my childhood. 6. I'm a frustrated Philly sports fan who's losing more interest in all of it every day. (actually, I barely pay attention to the absurdity of it anymore) 7. I've become more political as I've gotten older. 8. I often use humor as a defense mechanism in serious situations, or sometimes just 'cause it's fun. 9. I'm generally very opinionated but pride myself on listening to others' viewpoints. 10. I have no time for people who don't respect others' beliefs. 11. I believe that a woman's body is her own f**king business, and not beholden to any

Poetry
My eyes filled with sorrow, my heart an empty place, your touch, smile and beauty, can only fill that space, sometimes I think there's no reason, to live another day, then I think of you and my children, and it leaves that thought a stray, then in my mind you linger, and again I'm feeling sad, I never had a clue, being apart could hurt so bad, my soul is already taken, and you know it belongs to you, you're my life, you're my love, my heart belongs to you. The hands of fate have twisted again Altered the love I was to send She saw me with a different eye She waved as she left a tearful goodbye My feelings for her will go forever unseen To be hidden away like a forgotten dream She'll never know as I cloud my eyes I vow forever to keep this disguise I can never open my heart she can never see Exactly what she means to me I smile and wave as rain falls from above Now I know the meaning of unconditional love

Painful Poetry
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end? there she was, on the floor crimson blood flowing through the cracks the knife she had used lie on her chest forever stained red the mirror cracked and broken, everything thrown pell-mell over the floor sadness and depression etched into the very depths of her eyes tears had streamed down

American
There You'll BeAdd to My Profile | More Videos (repost of original by '*~*~*ReShEa*~*~*' on '2007-07-04 09:33:11') If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men

Lounge Meeting Now!!!
TO FAMILY THIS RUBIA I WILL BE OFF LINE OFR THE NEXT FEW DAYS DUE TO THE FACT MY EX HUSBAND AN GIRLFRIEND ABUSE MY SON, MY EX HUSBAND WHO CHOKED AN SLAM MY SON IN TO A WALL OVER ICES PLEASE BARE WITH ME ANY ONE NEEDS HELP GO TO SHADOW OR CANDYRAIN ALSO CHERRY HAS A FAMILY PROBLEMALSO SHE HAD TO LEAVE FOR HER SISTHIER SHE WILL BE BACK ON STAURDAY EVENIN PLZ KEEP CHERRY IN THE LEAD IM SORRY LOVE RUBIA

Nick&kristina's Life
when you love somebody no natter what, never sleep with anyone else until you are over that person. Because you can loose the one who truly loves you and regret it. so make sure you are really over her/him. I LOVE you Nicholas and until I'm over you I'll be waiting for you to come home to mommy

My King
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Contest
hi ct well today at 12pm the contest starts This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only! so please help me out and ill do the same and i leave for the beach tommrow so please blow my comments up then send me a mail to let me know when i get back ill send u all the same love ty and hope tohear from u i just entered a contest that starts on fri the 6th , This Is a comment Bombing Contest. Most Comments wins! Rates To Be Used As A Tie Breaker Only so please bomb my profile and ill send the same love hope every 1 has a wonderful happy 4th

Have No Idea
Of insanity... I'd plea the fifth but then this wouldnt be any kind of blog huh? Just messing around here, getting the feel of things. Oh the feels, feel so good.....hehe See if I can learn how to make my little world more purdy like so many others here...lol... otherwise, im just plain ole me... Ok ...enough of this non-sense... chow for now..

I Just Sat And Watched You
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

Rants
How can you be so in love with a person, yet still have the most idiotic fights over the most idiotic things? Im 20, and Im pretty sure ive found the woman I want to spend my life with. Ive been threw hellish relationships the past 5 years. This is the only one that has ever made me think about not looking anymore. Now I like to comment girls, who I think look sexy or cute in whatever they wear in a picture. She does the same things to guys, but Im the one getting screamed at constantly about it. Thats not fair now is it? We've fought about this for a month now, its really startin to get on my last damn nerve. I dont know why she's feeling insecure. Im always with her & im always complamenting her. I think shes the hottest person in the world. Look at our picture together. But i dont know how much more stupid fights I can deal with. I dont like not knowing what to do. Anyone got any advice to a guy that needs it badly?

July 4th New Contest Rules
AS OF TODAY TO WHOEVER ENTERS A CONTEST MUST INFORM EITHER THE OWNERS RUBIA OR SHADOW OR THE SECRETARY"CANDYRAIN" BEFORE IT STARTS...YOU MUST INCLUDE A START DATE AN END DATE AND WHAT THE PRIZE IS...IF YOU DO NOT INFORM US B4 IT STARTS WE WILL NOT HELP BOMB...THERE WILL BE NO TWO FAMILY MEMBERS ALOUD IN THE SAME CONTEST...IF YOU BRING NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN AND THEY ARE CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST THEY MUST NOT JOIN UNTIL THIER CONTEST IS OVER TO BE FAIR TO ALL...

Purple'licious Yum Yum
You Are a Flawless Beauty! When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare What Type of Beauty Are You? Your Porn Star Name Is... Candy Coxx What's Your Porn Star Name?

Alone............
I am ready for the laughter.... I am conditioned for the pain.. I have done all I can do even smile regardless of the strain... No one can tell...no one can see... Only one that knows is you and me...

My Life
Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl

Family History
MARIE AND LEON FROM MESSINA ITALY LEON, TECKLA, MARIE, JOHN SR. (GRANDMA TECKLA WAS FROM THE UKRAINE AND GRANDPA JOHN WAS FROM IRELAND) MOM AND GRANDMA TILLY AND GRANDPA JOHN (YES, SHE WAS 5'11" AND WEARING FLATS IN THAT PIC) MOM AND DAD

Survey
For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Y

I'm Sorry
*Here is something that reminds me of girls like me: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or when I'm drunk for that matter I'm sorry That my body's not slender or sexy enough (sorry im a thick chick with a ghetto booty) to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I actually love it when you open your car door for me, and pull out my chair.. I thought you would have been raised to treat me with respect I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling and watching a movie with you, instead of drinking my life away at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just fuck you like some random chick. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when

The Random Thoughts That Are ~twisted Goddess~
TRUER WORDS HAVE NEVER BEEN WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago, Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling to tightly, you're gonna lose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in It's so damn easy, when your feelings are such To overprotect her, to love her too much And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years ago Who told me, Just Hold On Loosely, but don't let go If you cling too tight babe, you're gonna loose control Your baby needs someone to believe in And a whole lot of space to breathe in Don't let her slip away Sentimental fool Don't let your heart get in her way yeah, yeah, yeah, You see it all around you Good lovin' gone bad And usually it's too late when you, realize what you had And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years a

Love Sucks
Today is the fourth of july.. and i love the fireworks (that i didn't get to see because of my bubby).... but, like everyother holiday it makes me sad.. because it makes remember how much it sucks to have so much love in your heart to give away yet no one to love you back

Love
I JUST LOST THE BEST THING I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE WHICH WAS MY WIFE OF 12YRS TO ANOTHER MAN! I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IF U LOVE SOMEBODY MAKE SURE U SHOW THEM EVERYDAY SO THAT U DONT LOSE THEM LIKE I DID! ALSO TO MY LOVELY WIFE IF U READ THIS I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THAT I EVER DID TO U TALK, COMPUTER, AND RUINING UR LIFE SO THAT U NOW HATE ME SO MUCH! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AND THINK OF U AS DADDYS GIRL AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U WHEN U WHAT TO COME HOME IF THAT EVER HAPPENS TO BE WITH ME AND OUR KIDS

The Reson Im Not Here
Hey guys im sorry i havent been around but im in the hospital right now. for massive migrains. I have been in since friday and dont know when i will be out. Thanks for those who care. Ill be back with a full report.. oh by the way . no internet sucks im so bored lol.

Survey
Does anyone think it's wrong that female's are only showing certain pics to people who buy them stuff ? Does anyone else think this sounds like prostitution? looking for female to join me and another female for funn.. For Fun: Send in a message (Put an X Where It Applies) Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..

Honey's Thoughts On Life, And Love
sitting here talking with my aunt. honestly i dont think she really understands me. shes upset that i met my boyfriend online. she wants me to try and meet someone in real life, but i just dont have that in me. i dont have that kind of courage, to be rejected face-to-face. i cant be who i really am in real life, ive worn the masks for far to long. its only online that i can truly be me. even with my aunt, i wear a mask, keep things hidden. most of the time, i hate myself. for being overweight, for being shy, for having the problems i have. but online, none of that matters.

People
Most people can get my respect easily enough, Keeping it is harder. People who don't get my respect are those who for what ever reason feel the need to keep people hanging , thinking there's still something there while they go out and do whatever and whoever they want and think its alright. Then if it was the other was around then they would flip out. Other people Are the ones who don't live up to their responsibilities or expect everyone to do everything for them. I could go on and on but I won't.

Poems By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2007
“When An Angel Cries” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 1 April 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Written and dedicated to my daughter, Angela Hope Lear I heard you cry one night But when I looked at my arms But when I looked in your bed You were gone How am I to survive Without you If not having you there Feels like a knife To my heart How am I to survive With you If as a father I may only Fail Your image Plagues my thoughts How could I have created you When my heart holds So much darkness So much pain How am I to be a father If mine was never there To show me how If mine was the cause Of all my pain I heard you cry one night And when I found you gone My wrists were slit How can I ever hope to care for you If I cannot even care For myself “To Heal A Broken Heart” (Drink away the pain) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2005 Published 4 April 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Le

Poems
You are always on my mind every minute of everyday wanting to be with you to be wrapped in your arms our bodys pressed close running my fingers thru you hair touching your face kissing your lips running my hand upon your chest feeling your heartbeat against my hand dream of you every night snuggled up to your side feeling the warmth of your body you are always on my mind its hard knowing i cant be there someday soon i will in your arms is where i want to be feeling you hold me close i love you with all my heart being with you is all i want one day i know it will happen i wont give up on that dream you are the one for me my heart feels about to explode you own my heart, body and soul you are always on my mind please dont ever forget im always here for you no matter what time day or night you have become my world my best friend i love you with no regrets morning, noon and night you are always on my mind

Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts? Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun

Misadventures In Cyrodiil
Strutting around in my new fur boots, I spied a constable riding along the road in the pre-dawn twilight. After chatting with him, I decided to see how flame-retardant their armor is. Result: very. He didn't much appreciate being set ablaze, and killed me. Respawning, I tried a sneakier approach to exacting my revenge. Keeping out of sight, I snuck over to some boulders next to the road, waiting for my target. Once he had passed, I leveled my bow at his helmet, and a gratifying TWACK accompanied his tumble from the saddle. The constables have some quality armor, as he survived a direct shot to the back of the head. I ran in for the kill, only to find him angry over the dent in his helmet, and he promptly killed me. Respawning, I decided on the direct approach. My stategy was changed, however, when I accidentally pickpocketed him whilst creeping up to him. With some choice enraged words, he lept from the saddle, ready to spill my blood. Now I may be stubborn, or just obsessive-compulsiv

Dumbass's
on saturday nite my cuzzin asked me to take her to another party and i was like after the last one hell yea ill take u and im gonna watch this one. big mistake on my behalf. i ended being at an all blood party , these niggas then stole a bike from a bum and hes drunk as hell talkin shit.so he leaves and comes back wit a chain in his hand talkin bout he dont give a fuck he gone beat who ever he can til he gets his bike back.but all the kids are 17 and under so im like ok cuz u swing that muthafucker at any of these kids u wish u took yo drunk as home cuz im a slide yo ass all over this street. so i take my jacket off and throw my gloves on and out of nowhere some body pops up wit his bike. then i seen this lady whos a friend of my aunt. the bitch dont know how to shut up so my black ass got ghost and ended up wit 9 people in my aunts neon i was already drinking, so how i did that i dont know,then i got this little nigga from the hood talkin bout we cant leave him at the party cuz its

Big Daddys Blog
big daddy big let down you ever had one of those nights. i had way tooooo much yager like at least a pint and i hooked up with an ex. now i feel like shit in a milion diferent ways . its bad when you wake up and the other person dosent remember the night before.or just says they dont remember beceause they got something else going. . which is it really? .some one can squash you like a bug and not even notice.super man had his cryptonite i have her.for a long time i thought that was what i wanted but i see by the other persons reaction i was wrong sooo wrong. like they say "be careful what you ask for you might get it".. well i did .a pearl tongue and a few lies help to sweeten the pot. i thought i hurt but now that i write this i am more disapionted in myself than anything. the other person does nothing but disapoint me so thats normal.oh well big daddy sounds like a teenage bitch so i am going to quit complainning now.so i guess on the plus side big daddy got laid, score one for the

This Is Something Good
= YOU EITHER TEACH PEOPLE TO TO TREAT YOU WITH DIGNITY AND RESPECT, OR YOU DON'T = YOU SHAPE OTHERS BEHAVIOR WHEN YOU TEACH THEM WHAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH AND WHAT THEY CANNOT. = HATE, ANGER AND RESENTMENT ARE DESTRUCTIVE. = UGLY EMOTIONS CHANGE WHO YOU ARE. = YOU'LL NEVER GET WHAT YOU DON'T ASK FOR. = BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. = TALK IS CHEAP. = MEASURE YOURSELF AND OTHERS BASED ON RESULTS- NOT INTENTIONS,OR WORDS. = YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T. = YOU CREATE YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE. = YOU CANNOT DODGE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HOW AND WHY YOUR LIFE IS THE WAY IT IS. = YOU WILL NEVER FIX A PROBLEM BY BLAMING SOMEONE ELSE. = EVERY CHOICE YOU MAKE- INCLUDING THE THOUGHTS YOU THINK, HAS CONSEQUENCES. = IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PLAN, YOU'LL BE USED AS A STEPPING STONE FOR THOSE WHO DO. = IF YOU DON'T REQUIRE MUCH OF YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE WILL BE OF POOR QUALITY. = WE TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO TREAT US. = THE SAME PAIN THAT BURDENS YOU N

A Couple Things About Me
i just wanted everyone to know that most of this stupid shit i put in these blogs i actually did and i dont know why but i did the shit my mind is wondering my brain stops thinkin when i talk to this one girl my whole day changes. she stays on my mind when when im sleep or awake, i dont know what to do cuz ive never felt this way. shes not like any other female ive ever talked to we could talk hours and the conversation never gets boring we can talk for days str8 and my mind just wont let her go, she keeps a smile on my face. i want her to be the only person i wake upto every single day this is unuals to me ive never felt this way. But u know who u are and u know what u did to me so lets advance it before a nigga go crazy. i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playi

Every Woman Should Have And Know.....
> A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A set of screwdrivers, > a cordless drill, and > a black lace bra.. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > One friend who > Always makes her Laugh... > And one > Who lets her cry... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > > A good piece of furniture > not previously owned by > Anyone else in her family... > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE > Eight matching plates, > Wine glasses with stems, > And a recipe for a meal that will > Make her guests feel honored. > > > A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... > A feeling of control over > Her destiny... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to fall in love > Without losing herself... > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > How to quit a Job > > Break up with a lover > > and confront a friend without ruining the friendship > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > When to try harder... and > WHEN TO WALK AWAY. > > > EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... > That she can't change > The length of her calves, > The width of her hips, or

Enclave
OUR MISSION includes: Offering a clean and safe facility where people of all choices and tastes can congregate, socialize and fraternize in an accepting and non-judgemental environment, free of predjudice and stigma. Providing games, activities and discussion groups for recreation and intellectual stimulation. Providing ongoing education and support as people explore their nature, learn how to safely express themselves, and meet others with similar mindsets. Presenting seminars and workshops on such topics as; preventing STD's, rape prevention, protecting yourself from predators, online safety, alternative sexuality and the law, as well as instruction in skills and techniques involved in various lifestyles.

A Series Of Jokes
Things that irritate a sane person 1. A piece of foil candy wrapper makes electrical contact with your filling. 2. A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio, but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away. 3. It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. 4. People behind you in a supermarket line dash ahead of you to a counter just opening up. 5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" 6. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. 7. The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing. 8. The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. 9. The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. 10. The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song. 11. The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. 12. There are always one or two ice cubes that

All Bombers Needed Immediately!!!
ALL BOMBERS ARE NEEDED RIGHT NOW TO COME HELP RUBIA GET TO 10000 COMMENTS IN HER GIVEAWAY WE WANT TO FINISH IT QUICK SO LETS GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES NOW!!! MUCH LOVE & RESPECT CANDYRAIN CHERRYS LEAD ISNT THAT GREAT SHE IS PROBABLY LEADING NOW BY 100 OR LESS NOW SHE HAD A BIG LEAD BUT NOW THEY CAUGHT UP QUICK EVERYONE MUST IMMEDIATELY GO TO TO HER CONTEST...SHOW HER MAJOR LOVE SHE NEEDS IT BAD...HERES THE LINK...

Here's 1 To Grow On !
AS A CHILD I SAT DOWN AND WROTE THIS: I am all alone in this world by myself, without any friends, with no one who loves me, with no one who cares. But you know what??????? It's all right. IF YOU LOOK FOR OTHERS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. YOU NEED TO LOOK WITHIN YOURSELF TO FIND OUT WHAT IS MAKING YOU UNHAPPY.

Family
30 Jul 2007 5:50 27 Jul 2007 21:28 FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you. FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIE

She Left But She Is Still Here!
Last night, my wife and I were having the "If i where in a vegistative state convo! I made my wishes very clear, I would never want to to to maintain my livelyhood from a machine and a bottle, i asked her to pls be sure that never happened to me. She threw away my beer and unplugged th TV!!! What a bitch! Danny She’s been gone for more than 3 hours, but I can still feel her all over my body. I can feel the smooth skin on her neck still tingling against my lips and her hair on the side of my face. The smell of her sweat mixed with mine. An echo etched into my soul.It's strange to have her be but three feet from me and feel a million miles away, and then have her be so far from my sight and have everything that makes her wanted so deep inside my body. Her perfume in my lungs, the sound of her breath in my ear, and the muscles of my body still sore and tense the way only a lover can make them.Were it up to me, the world would be a smaller, more simple place. A place of small qui

The Night
As I walk in the Darkness I feel Y/your embrace...your fingers on my skin..your heart beating as it calls out my name.. I feel your breath upon my neck as Y/you appear behind me..running your hands in my hair, tilting my head gently... MBYB AS YOUR FANGS BREAK THE SOFTNESS OF MY SKIN We are one..Forever and always Love Your Lil Vixxen I AM WHO I AM NOTHING MORE OR LESS..I AM A CHILD OF THE DARKNESS WITH NO WORRIES NO CARES...I WALK IN THE NIGHT AND EMBRACE EVERY SOUND..EVERY BREATH. I AM THE ONE WHO VISITS IN THE NIGHT. WHO TALKS TO YOU IN YOUR SLEEP..I AM THE FIRE YOU FEEL IN YOUR SOUL...I AM VAMP..AND I AM PROUD...LET THE DARKNESS EMBRACE YOU AND BE SET FREE..

Curious About Death
I am confused and maybe even crazy but i was just wondering when they say someone dies from natural causes what exactly is natural causes. Any input would be great. Thank you and have a great week.

Help My Friend
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Don't be a chicken!! Comment, add her, help her get bumped up to CT Godfather before Auguest 1st! SeXXXyzeMILF~~@ CherryTAP Man women are s

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " You do not become a rock star unless you've got something missing somewhere, that is obvious to me. if you were of sound mind you could feel normal without 70,000 people a night screaming thier love for you........... a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1

Horoscope July 5, 2007
No matter how much you would like to, you can't chase away emotion with new sensation. You have to deal with your feelings in a more adult fashion. So no impulse eating, shopping or acting out, okay?

Friends And Family
LoneWolf92@ fubar Chaotic Princess@ fubar WickedAzz beotch piggy owner of Bronco and owned by wyocowboy@ fubar mcautions@ fubar BrightEyedAngel e5ljsmiths Babydoll@ fubar Fzy69me@ fubar Bigred@ fubar naughtyprecioussub@ fubar FireBaby Owned by the Sexy Bratt@ fubar Silver Fox FuMarried ToRacin39inMt@ fubar Archaic Angel@ fubar Devils Advocate@ fubar Bratt Fuowned by jeffdahl@ fubar

Where Is This Guy??? I Want Him!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Thoughts
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it

New Music
i would appriceate it if i was sent some gifts frome friend and family.even those who just view me. i have some new music its listed under video games plz listen to it cuz its wat im going thru right now in life feel free to leave comments on my profile.

Poem To My Son For Independance!
Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! A day we can look upon as freedom. The freedom to speak our minds and express our spirit. A day where we reflect on the founders of this country. The trials they have endured and the hardships they overcame. We celebrate this day in honor of our soldiers who have fought, do fight and will fight for our freedoms. By remembering the past, we are able to understand the present. With the understanding of the present, we will succeed in the future. We celebrate with fireworks to show the beauty and color that life has to offer. The ever changing world in all it's awe. Independence Day is a day to be celebrated!! May God Bless America!!Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

The End
I feel so alone, and depressed right now. It seems like no matter how much I help other people with their problems, when I need someone to talk to there is noone. I'm so tired of giving so much of myself, no matter what it is because I seem to get so little back in return. I'm tired of being alone. Tired of women saying they want a nice guy and then they push you away for the asshole. I'm so tired of living and sometimes wish whatever greater power there is would set me free. Tho apperently I have yet to suffer enough. From The Doors(the movie)-Pam: "Does death turn you on? Do you love death?" Jim M.: "Life hurts alot more...When you die the pains over." The End by The Doors This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end Ill never look into your eyes...again Can you picture what will be So limitless and free Desperately in need..

Sicko
i wish people would rate me how they wanted to rate me, and not get all pissy cause i rate how i want to rate them. grow up people we aren't all super models. i got a mother f'n sinus problem that won't go away. just thought i let you know. it sounds worst then it is. umm i was thinking about going on and drinking tonite but then i glance at my horoscope: Has it ever occurred to you that while you're out looking for sugar, you've got plenty of honey at home? That whole everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now. um makes you think some times...

Texx
i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure.... all these ppl in all these auctions ... i want to know where do u get all all these fu-bucks to buy ppl cause it looks like fun and i want to join in .. so where do u get fu-bucks ???

News
That is video of my 2 year old son Jackson, counting to 5! YAY! And he used the potty this morning too! Sorry but I'm so proud! My babies are growing up! Yes this is a video blog... but I'm just so proud that I couldn't not upload and share this with you all! Hugs!!! Well Noah is here!!! YAY! Had to be induced on Valentines Day and gave birth at 2:06 am on February 15th, 2008. Noah Buck Justice weighed in at 5 lbs 9 oz and was 18 3/4 inches long. All is well with baby and mommy! I only pushed for 8 minutes... EIGHT FREAKIN MINUTES! The labor part sucked tho... I was 3 cm. for like 8 hours... pitocin didnt want to work... so finally they had to break my water... after that 20 minutes later I was at 5 cm.... 20 minutes after that I was fully dialated and was ready to give birth... the EIGHT minutes later Noah was here! I'm so happy... just ready to get our big boys back and complete our family once and for all... anyway I love you guys... thanks for the support and love!

Lily's Pad
I hate stupid people. I really do. Dumb a** “wannabe” hard n* that don’t know how to shut up and keep moving. I encountered such an idiot today. My husband and I were in the car today, sitting in traffic 4 cars before the intersection at a red light. The littlest princess was in the car with us. She said something, so I turned around to see what she wanted - which happened to be something to do with her car seat. Next thing I know, some black man has his head in my window saying “Was there a reason why you did that?” Ok, I am in MY CAR. And some random negro has his head at my window. Of course I was a little taken aback. I whipped my head around to see what was going on. Apparently the car lurched forward while this man and women were jaywalking across the street in front of our car. Since my husband was driving, they were talking to him. The girl was upset the car could have hit her. The guy was posturing for his girl and trying to be all hard. (I say gi

True Love!!
One night a soldier looked up into the heavens and made a plea to God. "God I'm so alone down here. All I do is fight and face the deamons of the earth. Please send me someone" So God called forth his angels and asked them to help create a soldiers girl. "Boss give her strenght!" cried Michael "So that she can bear the weight and pressure of always packing up and going with her man at a moments notice" God was pleased and added strengh. "She must have patience!" called forth Gabriel "So that she can have the understanding of the stress of the job that is required of her man" God was pleased and added patience. Peter thought about it and said "let her be compasionate, so that she can sooth away the nightmares and horrors that the soldier will see" God was pleased and added compassion. Jesus went forth and said, "Dad give her faith, faith that her man loves her and that no matter what it takes he will get home to her" God was pleased and added faith. All the saints an

Me
Most of us seek out the right person to spend the rest of our life with and think that when we find them, we will never let go. Most of us do just that. I recently have figured out who I have searching for my entire life. And it has me quite perplexed. In my heart, I know nothing could keep me away, but my head is going in the opposite direction. It is telling me that other things need to happen and they of a higher priority. So now I find myself praying to God that He will show me just why He gave me this situation. Normally, I would go after this person with full force but I know we are both in the same situation in our life. I am not entirely sure he feels the same. Either way, I know what I feel and I know what we both have ahead of us. I cannot describe what I feel about this person, but I know it is the most amazing feeling I have ever had and makes me question past relationships. It was not something I expected to feel at all. I am just completely blown away at the

Surgery Date
WELL IM GOING IN NEXT FRIDAY FOR MY SURGERY WISH ME LUCK SINCE ILL NEED IT SEEING AS IM GOING UNDER THE KNIFE ON FRIDAY THE 13TH IF YOU WANT TO SEND ME ANYTHING LIKE GET WELL CARDS OR ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE SEND IT TO MY PO BOX AT D GONZALES P.O. BOX 1533 GLENDALE,AZ 85311 FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME ILL BE AT ST. JOESPH HOSPITAL

Animal Rescue
Domino left today to go to the adoption center to play in the young and healthy boy room with the other rambuncous kits. He left my home a healthy ferret and adjusted to people and potty boxes so he will have fun in a new home. Tigger came to my home today. He has spent an entire year in a bird cage no bigger then a pet taxi for the ferrets of small cats. The strength in his back legs have dwindled and he has be abused. I know a 666 Sq Foot apt is not much to most people but to a ferret like this, it is paradise, especially with toys and hammacks and blankets and jungle gyms everywhere. After a day of spreading out he is walking much better on his back legs. We are about to sit down and have a hand feeding of crushed ferret food and Gerbers Chicken baby food. He has been fed wet cat food all his life and now has a heart murmer as a result. So wish me luck and pray for him...Tigger is a beautiful little boy and has been following me around and napping with me all day.

Freedom- U May Not Like This
Freedom With today’s political and social climate, we hear a lot of talk about freedom and in many cases the image of freedom is a misguided one proposed by those that actually wish to be safe, rather than free. Warriors look at freedom in a different light than those that will never have the fortitude, the courage or the determination to be warriors, which always at some point raises a conflict between warriors and those who only wish to be protected by warriors. Throughout history, families, tribes, villages, and countries have sought freedom from those that seek to control them and to various degrees many have succeeded in gaining their freedom, only to forfeit it once again by assuming that freedom includes the freedom to do nothing. Warriors on the other hand understand that freedom can never be gained, earned, won or maintained without sacrifice, so therefore freedom and sacrifice can never be truly separated. Non warriors presume that freedom i

Venting
Well I logged off the pc before she got home from work. Needless to say I did hide out in my daughters room in the sweltering heat. (We hit records today with 101) She hasn't mentioned anything else to me, but I have this really empty feeling if that makes sense. The way that I see it, if I do have to go stay at my moms until I go back to Germany can't be as bad as staying here feeling like I am in jail or being treated like a 2 year old. At least at my moms I would have my own room and peace and quiet. The only thing I would not like is having to give up the job I got because there is no bus out there. With all of this bullshit I am damned if I do and damned if I dont. For me being a usually "UP" and Cheery person, I am feeling really hollow right now. My only goal at this moment is to be back in Germany with Rudi and that is not possible till at least August 20th, and thats only because passport bullshit. I do need to snap out of this though, because I hate being in this mode =( Well

Apoligy
ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue...... ok not sure wat happen but for those of u who think i abandend u i have not ok i was incarserated for a bit and if that bothers u so be it.... and actually right now im going through a few problems so i maybe on but just not with it so i apoligize for those who think i have... im just very bored and very well....lonely tired watever.... so again im sorry..... thanks tongue......

First Time
There are many first times in life lol some great timesso not so great ..Anyways this is my first time being a cherry :) so if you would all be patcient i would greatly apreciate it ..any advice or info i will take in apreciate all tho i may not follow to well lol i have blond moments but you will find im pretty relaxed and just am me i dont try to impress noone if ya dont like me fuk off its simple lol..but anywho thanks to those who rated me already i tried to return that favor and hope you all had a great 4th

Why Can't People Just Mind There Own Business?
Why can't people just mind their own business? I saw a video on youtube yesterday in which a gentelmen purchased a hooker. The worked for Lowe's and was driving a Lowe's box truck. First he drove around a park where there are alot of hookers and he chose the one he liked. He drove her to a resturaunt and got into the back of the truck on proceeded to have sex with her. Then a gentelmen with a video camera opened the back of the truck and told the man he had called the cops and called his boss. The man with the camerea said if wasn't safe for his kids to play in the park or anyone's wife to go shopping because this gentleman was banging whore's. First of all let me just say that I am not saying that buying a hooker is ok because its not. I just to share my thoghts on this video. The guy with the video camera I hope he dies tonight. I mean how is this banging a hooker gonna keep kids from playing in a park or keep anyone's wife from shopping. Answer is its not. This guy with the ca

Pimp Out
I'm just doin a small pimpout. Go show these awesome people some love. They love it. Let em know I sent ya. Kimmy@ CherryTAP -->♥AsH.WєєE.♥RJeezys CT Wifey..((Underground Promoter/Mod))@ CherryTAP ۞RJeezy۞AsH.WeeEs CT Husband۞UNDERGROUND HEAD DJ۞@ CherryTAP bucs24,CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*undergrounds promoter*@ CherryTAP Mr. Porge *Official Team Shocker Minister*@ CherryTAP drew64_4**Underground Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard##@ CherryTAP jonjon@ CherryTAP ~Simplicity~Dirty South Crew~I.B.I.C.~@ CherryTAP *ScorpGRRL420*J.phrey's CT wife*@ CherryTAP ★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (CT BAD B*TCH) ★PLZ★RATE★MY★PROFILE★TY@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Another

Skins
Hey Everyone! I want to let All my friends and even people I dont know that I have alot of skins for CT that I have created so check them out and feel free to rip some..I can also make you one if you ask nicely :) I also want to thank all my friends and fans for being so awesome..I appreciate all the rates and luv that you leave me. I am not on as much as I was because this is my busy time for work...I live in a resort place so in the summer all the tourists come here and want my massages so I do about 5 a day and am usually pretty beat afterwards so dont think I forget about any of you..just really busy right now. If there are any on my friends list that I have not rated yet or need some rates let me know by leaving me a message and I will get to you! Luv Simmer Hey Everyone! I want to let All my friends and even people I dont know that I have alot of skins for CT that I have created so check them out and feel free to rip some..I can also make you one if you ask nicely :) I

For The Love Of The Video Games
So traded in two games from my original PS3 line up (Call of Duty 3 and F.E.A.R.) to pickup: The Darkness puts a neat spin on the traditional FPS (first person shooter) by adding a "demonic" twist. Our anti-hero Jackie Estacado, reminiscent of the crow meets good fellas, gets a suprise on his 21st birthday: his "uncle" Pauly wants to execute him, and he releases an ancient dark curse which haunts his family. The darkness manifests itself as two snake like appendages that can be controlled and be sent out to slitther and eat people's hearts (yes very graphic yum ensues) As well as other various forms. Video is Graphic... The characters are decently scripted, humorous, and foul mouthed. Definitely not a game for the weak of stomach as execution style gunplay is involved as well as a proclivity for obseceneties. Originally based on the TopCow Comic of the same name... But the game draws you in decent, until you take a side trip after attempting to commit suicide. Jac

Are You This Naughty
we went out to eat. i got there first and was at the tabel when you walked in. you had on this short littel plade skirt and a white top. you looked so hot. when you got to me you bent over with this very naughty smile and whispered in my ear this is what i took off in the car. as you handed me your underwear. i looked up at you and said you have been hear 10seconds and you are already giveing me a hard on! god i love it when you feel like being naughty. every thing about you was hot. the way you smelled. the way you walked over to me. the way you showed just enough of your breast to drive me crazy. and most of all how someone that looked so sweet and good could have such a naughty side! you drive me crazy baby doll. you came over and sat beside of me. we ordered our drinks. the waiter could not take his eyes off you and i could understand why. as yo u were talking to him with out missing a beat you totaly shocked me. you reach over under the tabel and started rub on my already hard

4th Of July Pics
Well I uploaded a few. But looks like CT is acting up. I have more to upload but I keep getting Error: upload not completed successfully.. try again? I used firefox. i have reoboted, refreshed and its not letting me upload them. I have tried everything. I went to the support lounge with no help.. I will try and upload the rest later. CT has me pissed at the moment :(

Karra's Babblings
A man was driving down the highway, and he saw a rabbit hopping across the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of the car and was hit. The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, it was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry. A woman driving down the same road came along, saw the man crying on the side of the road, and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. "I feel terrible," he explained. "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The woman told the man not to worry; she knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead rabbit, and sprayed the contents of the can onto the animal. Miraculously the rabbit came to life, jumped up, waved its paw at the two humans, and hopped down the road.

Um Duh~
Why oh why do the same people continue to come lurk around my page .... seem to do nothing ~ Oh goodness I dont wanna know what they are doing ...Ewwwww and continue to send me a friend request that I have rejected time and time again ! Do they think I will change my mind ? Nope, Notta Does this happen to you to ? Please help me here .. I am again never ceased to be amazed by stupidty Ho Hummmm Why oh why do the same people continue to come lurk around my page .... seem to do nothing ~ Oh goodness I dont wanna know what they are doing ...Ewwwww and continue to send me a friend request that I have rejected time and time again ! Do they think I will change my mind ? Nope, Notta Does this happen to you to ? Please help me here .. I am again never ceased to be amazed by stupidty Ho Hummmm Why oh why do the same people continue to come lurk around my page .... seem to do nothing ~ Oh goodness I dont wanna know what they are doing ...Ewwwww and continue t

Cant Believe It...
ok guys.. my competition just opened and i really want to win best bartender in New Orleans! All i need my friends to vote for me from this site... http://whereyat.com/ its a New Orleans paper and it would rock if all my friends could show some love! all you have to do is go to the site and click at the bottom where it says "vote for best bartender" and that will take you to another page where it will give you the bar and name of the person running. . Tangos Bar Kimberly Cann thats all i need you to click... plus enter your email address to win passes to the finals for the competition! please make me the best bartender in new orleans! You can vote 1 time per day .. it logs your ip address... i love you guys! ♥ PuNkGuRrL yes, PuNkGuRrL should offically recieve the "im a dumb-ass" award.. last night i got my drag cd together (btw im in a show saturday...) and moved around a few music folders.. (yes including the ipod one) ... i wanted to add my

Bubba's Bored
http://www.friendsearch.com/my.friends/156529/dickforu/ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and l

Much Love
HEY YA'LL SIGN MY GUESTBOOK ON THE FRONT OF MY PAGE OR ON HERE.. SHOW SUM LUV!!!! To Put It Simply, I Want You I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of m

Anything And Everything
Im sitting here trying to enjoy my last days of freedom, and the people in my life arent making it easy.Especially the men I love most. They keep telling me that they will be there for me, but none of them want to get too close for fear of being hurt (Men:dont claim to understand them,just love them)One in particular keeps going back and forth, the night before (hadnt seen him in a while)he was being very affectionate. And yesterday I tried to keep a distance( long story) but he kept suprising me.Just wanna ask him whats really up, but dont know if i would get a real answer. Thats about it for now, if i think about the other stuff right now, will give me too much of a headache

Teenage Drinking & Driving
It is SOOO emotionally draining to go to a funeral home visitation of a 16 yr old and to leave there and have to go to the next funeral home for another visitation of a 15 yr old. I sooooooo don't want to let my son out of my sight! :( And yes I realize thats impossible. Just the way I feel after this evening.

Blessed Be My Friend...
It ironic that when I get bad news it is to CT friends that I turn to. I just got a phone call that a wonderful friend of mine has died. He and his wife and family have been part of my life for 15years. When I was a single Mother, they helped me with raising my son. When I was alone in a strang city...they helped me. I remember when I learned to drive a stickhift car, Dave was the one who taught me. I think I worried him alot that day but he was understanding and very patient. They are about 10yrs older than me, but we watched our kids grow up together and we went through hell together. When my son got the chicken poxes they wanted Cory over there so that thier kids could get it too. From them I learned how to live as a strong woman and Mother. THrough Dave my son was taught to fish, built things, and camp. The best memories I have are of them. They were at every important moment of my life. From Partying with me at 21yrs old, to helping raise my son, to see

My Poetry
Ok, So, Baby Roxan is in Pre School! For those of you who know the story realize exactly what kind of accomplishment this is! So her first school Fundraiser is HUGE for us as a family. For a child that was never supposed to make it to be IN SCHOOL and thriving makes the thought of chocolate from her oh so much sweeter :-) If any of you don't know about my daughter, feel free to ask. It is an amazing story!

Movies
In this blog I'll talk about movies. Although, knowing me I'll post one or two and then get bored with it ... or just get lazy. I saw Transformers on Tuesday night with Jay. It was pretty sweet. Michael Bay didn't completely fuck it up like I thought he would. Some of the best special effects I've ever seen, and the action was pretty insane (at least Bay's usually good for that). The story was weak, but I wasn't expecting too much anyway. Room for improvement, but still pretty awesome. -Corey P.S. That's hardly what I call a review. I just wanted to throw something up real quick.

Contest
To all my friends and family,, I am in 2 contests, the first one is 4th of July: here's the link to that one: the 2nd one is for Hottest Uniform Contest and here is the link for that one: The only way that I can win is from you guys rating and commenting my pictures, so show me that serving during Desert Storm was appreciated!! You can rate once and comment as many times as you want!! much love and blessed be Lena aka mistress dark angel

Life Sucks..
Hey, Well.. Some People on here.. Just don't know how to keep their Mouths Closed! One Person Should Know Who They are... Message me and Ask me about a Certain Person, Then Turn the Tables, and say I was asking them about that Person.. And say I was hitting on one of their Friends!! It's a Bunch of Bullshit if you ask me! I don't Flirt with ppl on the Net. Unless I know them.. I'm not a Big Whore like this Person.. And the Other person, Just won't listen to what I have to say, Even tho They are supposed to be a good friend.. But I guess the Tables Turned on that one too.. So, I guess I just don't know what the Fuck to do anymore.. I can't totally Erase Them from my Mind.. This person I thought was a really good friend, and I could tell them anything. And now they just won't talk to me! So, My life Just typically Sucks right now. Because of this One Individual.. And the Shit they Started!! I hate People!!

Horsedreamer's Life
Why do guys have to confuse the hell out of me? My boyfriend says he loves me but he dont really show it and hes never around...Ughb sometimes I wonder why I am with him. It is gonna be a long week ahead with work and everything. Hopefully he would change his tune when he gets rid of the other girl thats psycho. I feel bad for him cause she won't leave him alone but hes the one that messed up...so he needs to make up his mind on what he wants to do. Ugh I am so bored. I hate sundays since there is nothing to do. Well my aunt is here so talk later Well I figured I'd check this site out and so far it seems cool...Things with me are going ok. I am just here looking to make some friends to talk to. I really do have a hard time making new friends cause of being shy...my boyfriend thinks that I don't need friends. Things with my boyfriend are really rocky right now and dont know what to do about him..it is complicated and I am so lost on what to do. Well have to go hell be home soon Boy toda

My Thoughts
OMFG! Anyone want any kids I have 2 of them a 14yr old and 10yr old both boys if they don't kill each other I'm going to... The killing part is just a joke so don't think its for real I LOVE my boys they are after all my world. But now I can truely say I understand what my mom meant by it when I was growing up My nephew was in a really bad car accident the other day. It was so bad we did think he would live but the cops told us the only reason he's alive is because he was drunk. Mind you his jaw is broke in 3 places(he got 15 pins and a plate in yesterday). If you guys are wondering no he wasn't the the blame of the car accident He had a green light the person who hit him ran the red light. The good thing about that is they have it on tape. Yes I want to kill him for drinking and driving. But anywho If any of you have anything to tell please feel free to comment... People sometimes tell me being gay is a sickness. Well I'm going to say this only once being gay(GLBT) isn

Having A Blast
Hey everyone I have been having a blast here, today I went and took my test for truck driving and then I got my permit and then I had my first experience in driving and it is not easy double clutching is not fun but I learned how to do it today and then I had to downshift too. And guess what else I didn't hit any curves. ROFLMAO I have two more weeks her and then I am going to be on the road for about eight months with this company that I am with. I just wanted to touch base with everyone.

Heartbroken
I had Pebbles for 15 years. She was an african grey parrot. She was a baby to me. I took her everywhere. She talked and would always give me kisses. I dont know why she died. I am very sad right now. I loved her very much. I went to check on her and give her some food and water but she wouldnt drink the water and she didnt do her normal head bobbong thing she does to me when she sees me. I knew right away something was wrong. I tried to get her to drink some water and she wouldnt so I called the vet. I live on Cape Cod and there arent many vets around here adn the only emergency vet hpstpital that is here said they donthave anyone on that knows about parrots so they would try and locate a vet for me that does. In the meantime Pebbles had fallen to the bottom of the cage. I picked her up and started force feeding her water with a medicine syringe, she was drinking it but not responding well. She finally took her last breath and died in my arms. I was crying and my son was crying. My son

Who Knows?
i don't have much time for fubar anymore, cuz i'm working 2 jobs and going to school. which is stressful, but hey, gotta bust your ass to get where you're going! i did, however, make time to get to the lamb of god concert in atlanta last wednesday. it was my first concert, and it was the SHIT. children of bodom kicked ass, too. i'm going to see no doubt/paramore in june, and hopefully, metallica in october. i've got some new tattoos, but no way to get pics up. oh well. can't please everyone. my computer is down for an unspecified bit due to some stupid malware program attaching itself in an unwanted fashion. >:( so that's why i haven't been on, and that's why i probably won't be on too much in the next few days. keep in mind that my birthday is coming up on the 22nd, so be prepared to love me. :) then please keep my two friends in your thoughts for a while. they just lost their 2-year old son wednesday night. i cannot imagine how this feels; i hope i never know. please remember th

My Life.
Do You Trust Your Top 4? DONT change your Fubar top 4! Fill the people in below! 1. DJ SATIN 2. DJ JUICY 3. TERRIFFIC 69 4. LIL MIZZ PERFECT Where did you meet 2? In a hospital in Florida. Have you ever got drunk with 1? All the time. Has 2 ever been to your house? Yup. Have you ever slept with 3? Yup. Have you ever gone shopping with 4? Yup. Can you tell number 1 anything? I tell him everything. Have you ever met 1s family? Yup, lmao Do you know 3s middle name? Yup its Marie lol wait she isn't gunna see this right. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 4? Yup lots of times. When was the last time you talked to 4 in person? Last night. Is any of the top 4 in your family? Yup. Who makes you laugh the most? #1. Have you ever done something dangerous with 1? Yup. Do you trust number 2? Yup, & oh hell ya. Would number 4 do anything for you? yup. Has number 1 ever helped you out ? Yup. Ever hung

Construction Code
A construction worker on the third floor of a building needs a handsaw. He sees one of the laborers on the first floor and yells down to him, but the man indicates that he can't hear. So, the guy on the third floor tries to use signs. He points to his eye, meaning, "I", then at his knee, meaning, "need", then he moves his hand back and forth, meaning, "handsaw". The man on the first floor nods, then drops his pants and begins to masturbate. The man on the third floor freaks out and runs down to the first floor yelling, ''What the hell is wrong with you!?! Are you stupid or something? I was saying that I needed a handsaw!'' The laborer looks at the carpenter and says, ''I knew that. I was just trying to tell you that I was coming.

My Life
August 2, 2007 - Thursday M.I.A. Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ok so this is an old poem,and it will soon be added to my old poetry blog.... Now im not sure when i wrote it but it was only a few years ago or so....... MIA First when the Missing in action Lost heroes Forgotten patriots Powers at be don't allow true happiness Dictatorship, balance of power We never thought we would be with out each other sittin together yet alone Not know in what to say, were do we do we go form here. As we sit on the beach side by side just enjoying each others company. Yes each of us are missing in action. By now you are my lost hero. Cant help but to think am I your forgotten patriot. I wonder are we going to be allowed Each others company in Valhalla. Are we going to be happily ever after? Its best to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all It makes one think......... Is it really? Broken Curr

Untitled
ok yall im having some personal issues and will be back when and as soon as i can. untill then all of yall be carefull and safe. So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I have little to know confidence 2. I can whistle at 127 decibels 3. I have 0 patients what so ever 4. I have a have 3 birth marks 5. I if i really wanted i could get the devil to tell me all of his secrets with out trying, idk what it is about me but people will tell me all their darkest secrets with me just saying how are you. 6. I am the king of the dorks 7. I am artist 8. If i just start seeing some one i wont shit at their house 9. I broke my brothers nose 3 times 10. I refuse to touch fish or seafood

Flood
well over the weekend my apt got flooded some of my things got messed up. me and my son had to stay there for three days with water all over the place! finally they moved me to a new apt. on monday, but my only problem is that some people are tellin me i should get a lawyer but i dont know wat to do! i did fall down the steps cause the water and my son to but im kinda innocent minded to all this so i need help wat should i do?

Relationships
well i reached my limit on mumms today so im doin a blog...... so heres the thing.... my friends say im bi cause i mess with girls wen im drunk but jus for fun. and wen im sober ill say a girl is hot or somethin like that. so they been bugin me and want me to be bi, "by the way they are bi and lez" so i was wonderin wat do you think.... i know its not a mumm but hit me up anyways thanks muahz to all my CT people well since im new to CT i cant do any mumms yet so ill be writing blogs! i have a man but theres this guy that really likes me! im i really nice person i dont know how to be mean! so i talk to him alot, he's realy nice to and it feels good to have some one to talk to but i dont know why i feel like im cheatin on my boyfriend. i jus feel like i shouldnt be talkin to him cause he likes me and it would jus be like im leading him on! so wat should i do should i stop talkin to this new guy or jus get over it and stay friends with him?