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She Is New Here, Let,s Welcome Her Proper
OK ALL YOU CHERRIES, THIS IS A NEWCOMER AND SHE IS GETTING A COLD SHOULDER FORM SOMEONE, LET'S WELCOME HER PROPER WITH RATES AND FANNING, AND I KNOW SHE WILL ADD MORE AS SOON AS SHE CAN

Comments I Like
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world that love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10.When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So.......... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt and call

Movies
went to see the transformer movie it was funny in the begining but the action got heavy in the middle to the end. i bought these 2 movies and where pretty good the night at the museum and ghost rider now debatting to go see transformers or live free or die harder which both look good

Independence Day - Usa
Schoolchildren in America learn the basic history of the events surrounding the Fourth of July, but the details of this monumental occasion in American history somehow fall through the cracks. Although July 4th is celebrated as America's official split from Britain's rule and the beginning of the American Revolution, the actual series of events show that the process took far longer than a single day. The original resolution was introduced by Richard Henry Lee of Virginia on June 7, 1776, and called for the Continental Congress to declare the United States free from British rule. Three days later a committee headed by Thomas Jefferson was appointed to prepare an appropriate writing for the occasion. The document that we know as the Declaration of Independence was adopted by Congress on July 4th although the resolution that led to the writing of the Declaration was actually approved two days earlier. All of this had occurred with some of the delegates to the Congress not even pr

B-b-b-blog.
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Ani DiFranco – 32 Flavors ( I think everyone who has ever tried to rise above, only to have the haters try to drag them down should have this song in their library.) Waking Up: Corinne Bailey Rae – I’d Like To “I'd, I'd like to put my fingers on you, I'd, I'd like to paint a picture for you, Sometimes you don't understand where I'm coming from, I'm just trying to make you see that I desire the simple things” (What a deep and slightly frustrating thought to wake up to.) First Day at School: Smashing Pumpkins – Rat in a Cage (how apropos. go to public h.s. in fort smith, arkansas and tell me this doesn’t fit perfectly.) Falling in Love: Marilyn Manson – This is the New Shit (weird. that so

Nsfw
17) Wouldn't it be best to just lock the users all up? How do you plan to pay for that? Already, well over five percent of the people in this country (U.S) are in custody (including probation, parole, bail, etc.) Murderers and rapists are being let out of our penatentiaries right now to make room for a few more `deadheads' -- there are about 2,500 Grateful Dead fans in our federal prisons. Imprisoning one person for one year costs about $20,000. The United States leads the world in imprisonment -- at any one time, 425 people out of every 100,000 are behind bars. In the Federal Prison System, one fifth of the prisoners are drug offenders who have done nothing violent. State laws are usually less strict, but state mandatory minumum sentences for drugs are getting more popular. Our prisons and our courtrooms are so crowded that the American Bar Association's annual report on the state of the Justice System is basically one long plea for an end to drug laws that imprison users. Even the C

Hmmm
Yeah, you got it...everthing that CAN be marked as NSFW I mark as NSFW. Why? I just dont want to have to deal with censoring myself if I dont have to. If you are scanning for naked pics. Mine are here and there...you will just have to browse the rest of them to see. If you are at work it is best just to stay off my page.- You might miss the NSFW tag and get your ass fired. If your kids are in the room it is best to stay off my page-- You might miss the NSFW tag and your kids may get the education of a lifetime. Otherwise...enter at you own risk and have fun.

Wit And Wisdom
The song "America" is sung across America as one of the National Anthems. It was written by Reverand Samuel Francis Smith in 1832. It was first used at a children's fourth of July picnic in Boston. Lowell Mason discovered the tune in a collection of German melodies and recommended it to Rev. Smith. The music to "America" is the same as that of the British national anthem, "God Save the Queen." It is said that Henry Carey put the melody into its present form. Words are: My country, 'tis of thee, Sweet land of liberty, Of thee I sing; Land where my fathers died. Land of the Pilgrims' pride, From every mountainside Let Freedon ring. My native country, thee Land of the noble free-- Thy name I love; I love thy rocks and rills, Thy woods and templed hills; My heart with rapture thrills Like that above. Liberty Bell The Liberty Bell represents America's freedom. The Liberty Bell is located at the Liberty Bell Pavilion on Market Street between 5th and 6th Stre

Classic Havok Sundays
Greetings. I'm DJing at the Jet Lounge tonight if your bored and want to meet me come visit. It's free, and there is no cover. More info: http://havokonline.com The Jet Lounge 1515 Pease St. Houston, Texas 77002

Ct Sexy Moms
these are the sexiest moms on CT go and show your love..the contest will open at 6pm est thats in 1hr. so get ready and show them your love...good luck ladies.. OK AND THERE THEY ARE..THERE ARE STILL OPENEINGS IF YOU WISH TO JOIN IN THE SEXIEST MOM ON CT CONTEST...YOU CAN CONTACT LOVLYMOM BY SENDING YOUR PIC LINK TO HER CT MAIL..THANKS AGAIN LADIES FOR JOINING REMEMBER TO HAVE LOTSA FUN AND GOOD LUCK LOVLYMOM CT WIFEY TO ALMOND JOY

Much Sweeter Than Candy
"MUCH SWEETER THAN CANDY" HOW SWEET CAN SWEET GET WHEN THERE IS ALWAYS SWEETS FOR THE SWEET??? TEMPTATION IS THE TENDER AND VELUMPUOUSE TASTE I GET AS I LICK MY LIPS AFTER KISSING YOUR CANDIED CHEEK THE SHARP PAIN I LOVE TO GET WHEN U PUT YOUR INDEX FINGER UPON MY BOTTOM LIP AFTER BEING ON THE TIP OF YOUR TOUNGE YOUR SKIN AND VICSONIZING ANGELIC VOICE AS SOFT AS MARSHMELLOWS,IN WHICH I OFTEN FANTISIZE ABOUT MAKING SMORES WITH MY DARK CHOCOLATE AS THE CANDLE LIGHT SHINES ITS PASSION UPON YOUR CAREMELIZED SKIN LIKE THE SUN SETTING AT DAWN WHEN THE WATER REFLECTS THE LIGHT FROM THE SETTING SUN AS I ENJOY KISSING YOUR GLAZED STRAWBERRY COLORED LIPS AS SWEET AS A HONEY BUN AS FRESH AS THE DAY THEY PACKAGED IT, EXCEPT YOUR EVERLASTING FLAVOR DOES'NT HAVE AN EXPIRATION DATE "NEVER THE LESS" AS I RUN MY FINGERS THROUGH YOUR LONG SOFT CURLY HAIR AS BLUEBERRY CANDY THAT IS SOFT AS COTTON WITH THE SWEET ESSENCE OF AN ANGEL WHILE I STARE INTO YOUR EYES

Joke: "makin' A Baby"
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greet

Contest
I'm in a contest to win a 30 day VIP. . .need 20,000 comments. . .Any help would be much appreciated! THANK YOU! :) I've entered my first contest (Sexiest Mom on CT). Please come and show me some luv.

Bordom
1. Who are you? *~* 2. Are we friends? *~* 3. When and how did we meet? *~* 4. Do you have a crush on me? *~*5. Would you kiss me? *~*6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. *~*7. Describe me in one word. *~* 8. What was your first impression? *~* 9. Do you still think that way about me now? *~* 10. What reminds you of me? *~*11. If you could give me anything what would it be? *~*12. How well do you know me? *~*13. When's the last time you saw me? *~*14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? *~*15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? *~*

Orgasm Garunteed
ORGASM GARUNTEE" THIS A CERTIFIED WAY TO GET YOUR MAN TO GIVE YOU THAT BIG ORGASM 1.START KISSING LIKE YOU USUALY DO 2.MEN LIKE TO BE KEPT GUESSEN,SO TEASE HIM A LIL MORE THAN USUAL 3.WEAR SOMETHING TIGHT BUT EASY TO TAKE OFF LIKE SOME NIGHT TIME CLOTHES THAT U WEAR AROUND THE GIRLS 4.LET HIM TAKE HIS TIME TO TAKE IT ALL OFF THAT WAY WHILE HE IS DOING THAT YOU GET MORE WETTNESS 5.TALK DIRTY TO HIM TO LET HIM KNOW THAT YOU REALY WANT HIM TO PUT IT DOWN LIKE HE NEVER HAS 6.THEN SLOWLY GET HIM TO TURN ON HIS BACK AND CLIMB ONTOP OF HIM 7.KEEP TALKING DIRTY AND KISSING HIM UNTIL HE GRABZ THE HELL OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SQUEEZES,THAT MEANS HE IS READY 8.BUT DONT LET HIM INSIDE YOU JUST YET,SLOWLEY GRIND ON HIS DICK UNTIL YOU ARE WET AS YOU WANNA BE 9.THEN START KISSING HIS CHEST AND STOMACHE(IF YOU ARE THE TYPE TO GIVE HIM ORAL PLEASURE THEN DO SO)BUT YOU ARE NOT THE TYPE TO THEN JUST KISS THE TIP OF HIS DICK 10.THEN U GET OFF OF HIM AND AND TELL HIM WHAT U WAN

Song For Someone
Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don’t like it but because it’s really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it’s time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can’t read the emotional road signs, you’re going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, “although I am about to rock your insides with 3 000 lbs. of explosives, here’s a little intimate treat session to show you how I really feel.” Instead of screaming “OH MY GOD!!” like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous “ooohmygodohmygod-ohmygod.” Kind of like being

Omg Do You Think Yet Another Tranny
HEY, I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE. IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!! Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link.. Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*CT.GODFATHER**in GA.*@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'AKA Prtyeyes/ I Support Our Military!! CT Sis of Sparksguy42' on '2007-06-30 14:17:54') (repost of original by 'Heavnessence( PLEASE RATE AND FAN.. WILL RETURN RATE AND FAN..)' on '2007-06-30 16:20:17') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland™~*' on '2007-06-30 16:40:29') (repost of original by 'out boating...

Just Stuff In General/non Journal
Don't ya just hate it when you can't shake feelings for someone that ya know doesn't return them the same way? Frigging driving me nuts. Been trying for over a year now to shake caring too much for someone and still no blasted sucess. Even worse.....have said feelings for 2 people at same time. It sucks being polyamourus at times. Ironically, when I'm not in a relationship, I can love or overly care for up to 4 men at the same time (so far thats the max, thank Goddess!). Yet as soon as I hook up with someone, I'm pure monogomous. The others I cared for simply drop into friendship only. Its rather bizarre I know but thats how strict I am with myself on staying loyal to who I am with in serious relationships. I struggle to understand why the Goddess wants my life so weirded out. And of course don't it figure that writting isn't giving me my usual relief from thinking. BLAH (lmao at least I know what to title this one now) Have a good 4th USA'ers :)

Sexiest Mom Contest...
I AM IN A NEW CONTEST FOR SEXIEST MOM ON CT...CAN U STOP BY AN HELP ME OUT PLZ?! :) ANY HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED AS 1ST PLACE GETS A BLAST!! LUV AN HUGS....HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GET THERE...

Surveys
APPLiCATiON ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... 1. What is the

Grandsons 1st Birthday
Wow where has this year gone? My grandson Owen, turns 1 year old July 2, 2007. Seems like only yesterday I was bringing his mother home from the hospital. Now she is a mother with 2 beautiful children of her own. My grandson has made some mile markers this past week, he has starting walking without holding on to anything. His words he is saying is baby but he says it like baaay bayy. Ni ni for sleepy time. mawmawmaw for me yours truly. mum mum for mommy, da da for daddy and pa paaaaa for grandpa Mike. Although they may not be perfectly pronounces we all know exactly what he means. We are so excited about him walking , all the girls walked at 9 months but Owen was born premature, so really he is on time considering his start in life. Today we had his birthday party, there were so many people at my house I didn't even know half of them.( his mom and dad did the guest list) It was a great time had by all I think. Lots of food was consumed ,with all the normal grill out fi

Erotic News...
Well, since the toolheads decided to hide all the NSFW blogs, here is a link to one - from what I've been told, once you read one, you can see them all: http://www.fubar.com/blog/14953 Well, it seems as though my story, Xaemyl's Tale is going to be published in the net 'zine Renderotica in either February or April edition. They are still moving up in the world, but currently have 300,000 subscribed readers. Yeah, so... how about that? Guess I ought to get writing more, hmmm? Well, it seems as though my story, Xaemyl's Tale is going to be published in the net 'zine Renderotica in either February or April edition. They are still moving up in the world, but currently have 300,000 subscribed readers. Yeah, so... how about that? Guess I ought to get writing more, hmmm?

Guess I Was Wrong
I guess i was all wrong when it came to havieng so much trust in people and doing all it took to hold on tight and have it blown in my damm face. But i have news its not going to because im going to have a hold on it all and im going me to make it a point that u see that i cant make it through what u have tossed in my face and it will be the last damm time that i look at u and say im always here for u. Because i cant be there for someone that isnt there for me. My father told me once that if u lie to me then u steal from me because i have trust so if u lie ur stealing my trust....I walked the line for the last fucking time... now its my turn to walk the line and you can see what a bitch i can really be. I dont need the ones that make me walk a line in my life becuase I'm A Survivor and i can do whati want and when i want and there isnt a god damm thing that u or anyone can do about it...Like the bed that you have made now lie in it I pour my self out every day more and mor

Why?
Ok i been on cherrytap since it was Lost cherry and i never complain or wine but i have to say this. Why would youeven go through the trouble of rating somebody a 1? i mean really if you really feel that badly about somebody why wouldnt you hit the x in the top right hand corner and close it out? Just a thought....HMMMMMMM. Now i have gotten it from men and women which is cool but keep in mind if your a man and you rating me, either you a nice Cherry and just rate people or you a gay cherry and your girl probably rated me a 11 lol ha ha, and to the women that do im not that mean to say negative things or list you as i have seen so i will just say thanks for the rate and keep the 1's coming lol

My Heart Is Back In Tack
Well I want to say to those of you who felt my frustration and loniliness through this long weekend without my little Taylor girl home ~ SHE IS HOME NOW with mommie. I am all smiles and just oozing happiness and warmth. I wanted to say Thanks sooooo much for your encouraging words and concern. You have helped me out more than you will ever know. I am heading to bed with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a movie with my bestest little friend in the world, my daughter Taylor. Good Nite Cherrytap and good night to my friends. I will be calling on you again in a couple of weeks unless by the grace of God we can manage to get the court order in place to prohibit the visitation to her fathers. Please pray for us this happens. One day at a time So I will share with you all the end to a a ton of heart ache, trials and tests and miracles that my daughter Taylor and I have been through for the last several months. It all started with my ex attempting to prove me unfit ... this

Thoughts
Why does being lied to have to hurt so bad, especially when it comes from someone you really care about like family? I have heard no word from her. Wish she would have called me. Now I am tired. If she decides to go out late now, it's not happening. I have to work tomorrow. I want to see her. Maybe we can just talk and hang out. Bored... About to go to bed.. Tired.. My mom and sister are coming in on the 4th. Almost can't wait. I know my mom can't either for more than just to come see me. She wants to get away from my brother for a while. He's been so attached to her for really three and half years if you want to count the pregnancy. I am getting excited to see my older sister. You know now that I think about it. I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved any one person in my family. I hope and wish I could find that women I can show the same love and joy with. The joy I speak of comes in the anticipation building up to seeing someone I love and have not see in

Up For Adoption
I have about 243 friends that i never hear from should i clean them all out or just the one that will say hello once in a great while Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

Bbw?bhm Bombers Must Read!!!
ALL MEMBERS EVEN NEW MEMBERS MUST ATTEND BBW/BHM BOMBERS MEETING 9pm eastern time...YOU ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY YOU HAVE TO ALL ACT LIKE IT AND CHERRY MCDREAMY IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS SHES IN FOURTH PLACE WE NEED TO TAKE HER ALL THE WAY TO NUMBER ONE...here is the link if you dont have it please come show this lady some real family love!!!

Happy Happy Joy Joy
This has been an absolutely awesome week! For those of you who didn't know, which is most of you...I applied for an AP position at one of our yards. It means total control as I would be the SOLE AP person for 14yards and that can end up being a lot of work. Why do it you ask? Well, the opportunity was too good to pass up. I like being in control and being in the loop, hell I'll be the loop! Also I'll get to learn new things and work on special projects. The major reason is that there is a possibility to become a staff accountant in about two years which is what I REALLY want to do. So I interviewed with the CFO on Wed, then the controller on Thursday, got a phone call from the controller offering me the job about two hours after the interview, and accepted the position the next day after I was really sure that this is what I want. So I will be transitioning over for the next three weeks and will be with the other subsidiary by the end of the month! I'm going to miss my yards and th

Did You Know
Did You Know - March of 08 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "The basis of action is lack of imagination. It is the last resource of those who know not how to dream." ~ Oscar Wilde *March 6th - Michelangelo born in 1475 in Caprese, Italy. He was a Renaissance sculptor, painter, architect, and poet who exerted an unparalleled influence on the development of Western art. *March 9th - Daylight Saving Time Begins *March 10th - Eastren Orthodox Lent Begins *March 13th - Artist Hans Bellmer is born in Katowice, Silesia in 1902. He is noted for his drawings implying the passing of time. *March 15th - Fantastic painter and sculptor De Es Schwertberger (Book: Heavy Light) born in Gresten, Austria in 1942. *March 16th - Palm Sunday *March 17th - St. Patrick's Day *March 19th - Actor Bruce Willis (12 Monkeys & The Fifth Element) born in 1955 in Germany. *March 20th - Spring Equinox Begins *March 21st - Good Friday & B

Native American
House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. An offering I make. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. Restore my voice for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feelings may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. H

Cleaning Up
I have come to the conclusion that some people are just more concerned with getting friends and seeing nsfw pics. Please dont get me wrong i do have some great friends that talk to and want to be my friend. I am just tired of letting people see my pics and never hearing from them again. They dont seem to realize that I am opening my door for them not to have it slammed in my face. So in the next few hours I will be cleaning out the closet sorta to speak. If you are truely my friend and wish to stay that away show me!!!!!!!!!!!

Loved One
"another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I oweee my soul to the company store" Here i sit a day shy of 28 and wounder where to go. So much to do and so little time to do it cause like the song goes.. another day older...So much to do that i dont know where to stop.. "another day older and deeper in debt. Saint Peter dont call me cause i cant go I owe my sout to the company store" Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went

Something From The Heart
Did you everlove a boy? And know he didn't love you Did you ever feel like cring And wonder what good it would do Did you ever look into his eyes? And say a little prayer Did you ever look inside his heart? And wish that you were there The price you pay for love is high So when I say don't fall in love It'll be over before your through I think I should know I fell in love with you...

Stuff
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. "You're not taking that old thing, are you?" Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. "I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!" "It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. "Thanks!" I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mom and the rest of my family, since we were in Colorado and they were in Illinois But that shirt help

Tomorrow
To all my friends, please sign my guess book, I just put it up. Thank you so much for all the comments, especally to my girl BELLE When tomorrow stares without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise And find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you eouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We did not get to say I know how much you lover me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you will miss me too But when tomorrow start without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by my hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I would have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turn to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you Thought of all the yesturday The good ones and the ba

Life
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an

Blah
It's CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's HH! Show her mad love Friday@2 PM Fubar time!!! She's trying to get closer to Lost Soul and needs all the help she can get! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ Owned by the beautiful LipStick@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♫BlackWidow♫' on '2009-02-25 15:00:38') Just a quick FYI, I have had an adult album on this site forever, all it basically had pictures of were piercings and then some gifs that fubar had marked nsfw (they werent of me). I am so sick of people asking to see the folder that I just said screw it and deleted it. The folder has been locked to only me forever, and occasionally I would let people see it. But blah, I am so much more the nsfw. I was gonna do a HH tomorrow, but, the cable dude will be here doing some rewiring, so I wrote that one off. Should I do one on Thursday at 2 or 3 Fu-time or on Friday same time? After

Hataz
why is it that no matter what you do, how nice you be towards people you always got to have someone hatin? You know i figure that these people have nothin goin for them, so they wanna try to steal my shine. I guess i will never understand the mind of a hata, because i could never be one.

To My Friends
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magi

Camiller04
First of all, Happy July! I can hardly believe it, time has really flown by. It's been 3 years since high school. 3 YEARS!!! wow. It might not seem like a long time to some people, but I can remember thinking "May 04, can it come any sooner?” Now here I am in college thinking the same "can May 08 come any sooner?" I'm not sure why I want it to end. I don't wanna get my Master's, but other than that I'm still pretty clueless about what I’m going to do after school. I’ve invested so much time, money and effort, and in some ways it’ll be sad to see it all end. But it will end regardless of whether I’m really ready for it to or not. I've thrown some ideas around, but nothing has really jumped out and said, "that's the ticket!” I've thought about sticking with my major, Supply Chain Management, in short Purchasing, or maybe I'll venture into real estate. Anybody have any thoughts? I closed down my Xanga account, so here is some of my blogs (in some cases only part o

Baby Update
i know its been a long time from my last one but im here now.. bbay boy is doing soooooooo WELL. for those of u who do CARE and talk to me all the time and stuff. he is now TRYING to talk. he can move his walker forwards and backwards. he is now ARMY crawling all over the place.. hes can pul hims self t ohis knees now. we are working on getting him some equipment(sorry for the miss spelling) to help him stand and put weight on his legs to help him be able to to walk. we are still not sure how well he will be able to walk. thank u all for ur prayers for him.. for the lucky few that have my myspace u can see updated pics every month.. well i better get my but off here and to bed for now. i will try to keep u few that care and all posted a little more often.. take care and thak u all for ur prayers for baby boy. luvs hugs and kisses ida sorry it has taken me so long to get the ones of u who have cared about the baby and my fafmily up dated. thomas is doing fine. he has learned to roll

Torn
"The American Love Dream" All the things that surround my life and all the things that keep me busy still can't keep my mind off you. There's so many painful feelings that fill my heart whenever I think about you. You promised so much. But where's your end of the bargain? Why did you waste all the time and effort into making me believe I could trust you? Making me believe you were the one for me. And making me fall for you blindly. God, I was so blind! How could I have been so fucking stupid? And that's all I can chalk this up to... is a stupid lack of good judgement. So here I am again. Torn, broken and destroyed. For a brief moment I found my light. I found you. And the hope you gave me. For that brief momen is unmeasurable. I had forgotten all the pain. Put away all the sorrow. And trusted your word when you said you would never hurt me. But the truth now foreshadows my hope. You are just like the rest. And you leave me now... broken, destroyed,

Bong Hits 4 Scotus
It appears that from today’s Frederick v. Morse ruling, the Supreme Court, led by the conservative branch, not only took leave of its senses, but overdosed on whatever medications they were on when they wrote this crock of a ruling. Once again, the Supreme Court defies common sense. The facts are simple: Student Frederick joined fellow students across the street for his high school in Juneau, Alaska, to watch the Olympic torch relay pass by. as it went by he unfurled a 14-foot banner that read” Bong Hits 4 Jesus”. Principal Morse saw the banner, crossed the street and tore down the sign and suspended Frederick for “promoting illegal drug use”. The school upheld the suspension for those reasons. Frederick sued, lost at the circuit level, won by reversal at the 9th Circuit, and lost at the Supreme Court. The problem with the ruling by Roberts for the Court is that it is based in fantasy. First, they back the ludicrous claim by the school district that the mess

Advanced Oral Tehniques
Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want. Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks. It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin. Whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet, you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate, approach her pussy slowly. Women more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and make designs with the tip of your tong

Reflections
It helps to remember that there are worse things than being alone. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLt_OXWHUG4 My horoscope says "Today is perfect for reviewing your plans and big ideas. They may be perfect or flawed in some small way, but you need to know for sure before moving forward and your mind is in the right place to figure it out." Good advise. "Just when you thought you knew for sure what was going on, along comes some new information that throws off your best theory. That's okay -- wallow in the ambiguity for a bit and see what comes of it." I do not like ambiguity.

Attn!! Do Not Add This Person!!
DO NOT ADD, FAN OR RATE THIS PERSON, SHE IS NOT ALLOWED ON THE TRAIN southernnymphgirl THAT IS ALL THANKS, HollieHottie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad & Founder of I.A.R Fan Train}

Random Thoughts
Clan Farquharson of Invercauld is a HIghland Scottish clan. The clan hails from Aberdeenshire and is a member of the Chattan Confederation. Orgins of the Clan Farquhar-from the Gaelic word 'fear' and 'char' meaning 'dear one.' Fhionnlaigh-from the Gaelic 'fionn' and 'laoch' meaning 'bright warrior' The name derives its name from Farquhar Shaw, 4th son of Alexander "Ciar" Mackintosh of Rothiemurchus, 5th Chief of the Clan Shaw, who settled in the Braes of Mar, the source of River Dee. His descendants took the name Farquharson. 16th Century & Anglo-Scottish Wars Farquhar Shaw's son, Donald Farquharson, married Isobel Stewart, heiress of Invercauld, however, it was their son, Finla Mor who has become known as the first real Farquharson. He was killed during the Battle of Pinkie in 1547 ages 60, where he was the Kings Standard Bearer. As the army descended toward the sea he was killed by a cannon ball fired from one of the enemy ships. His body lies interred in the c

Grrrr!!!!!
Has anyone else ever makde the mistake of believing that cops could only radar your speed while they're sitting still? I did. So today I was cruising along. I wasn't really aware that I was going 72. I knew I was speeding. Along comes Officer Bacon of the Nicholasville Police Department, coming towards me at a high rate of speed. He procedes to flipped a bitch (U-ee) and turned on his lights. What really got me is that he was nice about the whole thing... He just didn't cut me a break.

Dark_shadowz Speaks
I just wanted to take the time to thank all the ones who have checked out my profile, and gave me gifts, and comments on my page, and rated my photos you have all been very nice for me being the new one here tonight I will reply to each of you as soon as I figure out how this all works:)thanks again..D.S.

Evan's Rants
I'm sick and tired of girls (and guys too for that matter) having screen names that include the words: sexy curvy kitten/cat/kitty vampress/vampire (You're not a vampire. Stop acting like it.) juggalo/juggalette baby shorty juicy 420 momma/daddy pimp/pimptress honey sweetie cutie hottie babe chick queen hot mami angel empress mistress/master goddess/god dj (unless you actually are a REAL DJ, and I'm not talking about playing CDs for your friends!!) sweet sassy ETC. Or any combination of the above... even if those words describe you. Think of something different, people! Be original. So if your screen name is SweetNSassySexGoddess... don't talk to me. It sems like forever since I've been back on fubar. With work, school, graduation, packing, moving (I'll be moving back home at the beginning of June!), and worrying about grad school, I haven't had much time to get online except to check my messages and talk to my close friends. I'll miss Bowling Green,

Im Out
im makin id's now all i ask in return is a fan rate and add im tryin to get my ranking up so if someone wanted to pimp me out that would be awesome. i know there is some people on here with a crap load of friends and fans (i need some lol) but yeah if u want an cherrytap id there r some examples in my pics let me know what kind you want and the pic link and what name u want on it, and ill do it, if u want somethin different send me some ideas and ill c what i can do on the pics no gifs please (morphs) the dont seem to work lol and not too close to your face gotta crop it down and resize it ill ge to u in the order u send me the request unless it is a different one then ill do them at the end thanx no more id makin tonight im gonna hit the sack if anyone else wants one send me the link to the pic u want and what name u want on it and let me know if u want a shocker id or basic one and ill do them later on today, and if u know anyone else that might want one tell them to hi

I'm Sort Of Feeling Out Of It........
First, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon). By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

Poem From Amy.fits Me To The T
~PUTTING IT AWAY~ _________________ My anger has been dimininshed as a fire being banked for the night. It still crackles lightly under it's ashen blanket, casting sparks occasionally towards the watching stars. The embers wait to be fed by the bruised emotions that remain at my feet. For now I am content to let the fire die, and store my feelings as kindling to fuel a later blaze. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~WASTED ENERGY~ _______________ You can't cure the blind to see which cannot be seen. To make them feel what is beyond their reverant touch. Living in their world black and white with blinders shielding their eyes, cursing the color's healing light with every burdensome step. "Savage" I may be, but faithful is my heart and imagined I would have not that our steeple housed such devil's thoughts! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Come And Gone....
on the top...its been a year since my divorce.... I feel good about it...I have no desire to have him back or to go back....My feeling is that our time together was never supposed to be....like I waisted time and energy....that the real reason we met is to make two beautiful children...I love them both with all my heart.... next....its been almost three months that Ive been with my boyfriend...but it seems longer...Its like we know each other so well...I can truely say that i think he knows me better than i know myself...so understanding....loving....caring....so do i deserve this man???thats been my question....will i make him happy??? time.....yes time will tell...i cant think of ever being without him...yes i love him with everything i have...i never thought to feel this way but i do....maybe this was the way it was supposed to be so that i would value him more...but i still feel like i wasted time...wish i had met him sooner...

My Sweet Cherry
Lying quietly in my lonely room, there is no sounds, but the sound of the quiet hum of the ceiling fan breaks the silent with a soothing rythmn. It begins to rain outside, the drops create a soothing rythmn on the metal roof. As I lay there, listening to the off beat rythmns of both the fan above and the rain outside, I close my eyes and think of my love laying next to me. I can feel her warm breath on my bare chest as she sleeps, the softness of her body against my skin as she lays sleeping, her breathing slow and rythmic, almost in tempo with the rain outside. As the lightning brightens up the room in a soft, blue white glow, I catch a glimpse of the curves of her body, sexy and sweet as a freshly picked cherry. Our love making hours before has filled my heart with anticipation of another round, I smell her sweet perfume that fills my head with satisfaction, knowing that nothing will disturb this perfect moment. Her hair lays softly on the pillow, her face full of content as sh

Opening My Eyes!
Is it too soon to love you Why do I believe it's perfect Could it be I'm scared to take a chance I Think that we are moving too fast Yesterday you said some things to me That made it plain for me to see And now I do believe That there's a chance for you and me Elated I would be, If it became reality I'll put away all my fears, cause fate has brought us here Is it too soon to love you When I just met you the other day Why do believe it's perfect Enspired by all the things you say Could it be I'm scared to take a chance It's just a few days but I'm open wide Or maybe I should take my time I think where moving fast but I want you bad My mind is telling me one thing But my body says another I wanna be your lover It's hard to figure out In the back of my mind there's so much doubt Why do I look for clues When there's no reason to question you It's only natural I Just gotta wait and see Will we ever be Karma leaves no story untold, What i di

Im A Dork
so yeah as u can see im a fan of the 80's especially Transformers i went to where it all began here in good old rhode island where hasbro made Transformers for us all. Hey who knew that it was gonna explode and it did toys, then a tv show, the cartoon movie and you all know what happens many seasons of transformers. So i went to the transformers convention here in rhode island and well dang there is a god lol all the toys i use to have and i miss thanks brad for riping the legs of jetfire and oh yeah where did optimus prime go. He he he yeah oh i dont know what happend to your construticons maybe you should check the garbage no im j/k. Hey i love video games, i collect comics, and watch way to many movies but thats me im a dork.

Bombing Missions,first Week Of July + Bomber Requests
Lord Wolf Commander + Chief,Kingdom of Wolves,Owner Wolf's Den Lounge.Formerly Founder L.R.L.~Society of Wolves,Royal Bombing Wolves. Hows it going? Comment bombing is when you comment the Same Picture,over an Over.Wether someone in the Family,or Contestants in Contests to Help them Win.For a Show of Pride an Honor. ,Kingdom of Wolves,.Founded by myself.When a Contestant needs us to Bomb. me..Depending how well you Bomb for her or His Contest Determines the Gift's you receive from me.If the Contestant wins the Contest.All Bombers will Get a Great Gift from me.Upon bombing for the Contestant.I will post her Link to that Contest~,Stash,Bulletin,Blog,An also Distribute to all Bombers of Kingdom of Wolves Family.Everyone Wins.If you yourself wants to Enter a Contest.You will have our Family here to Bomb for you.I was also the Founder of L.R.L.>~Society of Wolves.I have been a Bit Stern in the Past.Trying to Chill a Bit.I Drop many 11's as well per day.An if I see someone who

H.t.a Leveling Crew
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Nsfw
I understand that cherry tap is all about meeting friends and what not. However it's also nice to level up and have your pics rated. I seem to keep adding people that are only interested in my NSFW pics. Hey that's cool and all, but I get no points for those rates and comments and that's the only ones you guys rate. I'm not saying all of you, but the majority of you yes! So I am locking them up and if ya want in them get to know me and rate my other pics. If ya think i'm a bitch for this...delete me! I don't need you as a friend. Go rent a porno! Thanks, Jackie I hate to sound like a broken record, but please do not ask to be in my family. My family has earned the right to be where they are by being a great friend to me. To them family isn't all about my nsfw photos. To many of you guys think that this site is all about that and you are so wrong. I really get aggravated when I log on and some member that never even has said hello to me pops in my shout box immedia

Missing Them!!!!!!!!!!
I miss my kids so much it really breaks my heart....Now my bf is gone til the end of Sept... and I miss him more and more everyday.....Life is so boring here in the Soo and I'm doing everything I can to stay clean and out of trouble....Well thats all I feel like saying today.... Susan AKA Cleo{the devils spawn princess} Since I left my husband and children its seems their lives have gotten some much better...My daughters grades came up,my son is doing unbelievable in college and my soon do be x-husband is doing everything he always talked about doing....I guess me leaving was the best thing for the 3 of them I just wish my life would getting better instead its falling apart...There is so much more drama in my life now I really wish I could go HOME!!! Where I am in my life now doesnt seem fair and I have to accept they r better off without me in their lives...WEll I am so proud of the three of them I wish them the best...I love them all!!!! I guess the old saying "misery loves compan

Music Downloads?
Damnit...my music virgin downloading ass just realized that music i add to my playlist on imeem are switching to 30 second samples after I spent hours making sure the ones i added where the full length.... Does anyone know where i can get full length music for free? I have a friend who is a VP for Cingular and she was telling me about some big new product they came out with this week that is supposed to be a phone, music player and can fly you to the moon and all this other shit...i have no clue about those kind of things.

Stupid People
i think i love this site to be a big girl like me in the real world you dont get told that you are beautiful 50 times a day. and then i get on here and have photo comments saying how beautiful i am it is a real confidence booster. i love the fact that people on here are not as rude as people you see on the street they are not as critical. i mean i know that i am not ugly by any means but i aint no supermodel either i am just simply average and i am fine with that but thank you for all the wonderful comments i get from people on here it really helps and if everyone was as nice as the people that visit my page then people would really start feeling better about thenselves! SO AGAIN I SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE GUYS GIRLS BOUNCERS AND EVERYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE I LOVE YOU ALL KISSES!!!!!!! i cant believe how stupid some people are they will mark some of the stupidist shit nsfw but guess what i did not ask not one person to look at my pics!!! or is this just me but i dont go out as

Poem- My Crying Storm
The calm before the storm A new breeze is born Sand floats around me As I watch the angry sea Fearlessly the birds soar high Listening to the rains lonesome cry. Drops falling one by one Harder and harder they come Each piercing my skin Bringing the pain farther in Everything consumed by the rage About to let loose from my cage. All I have known is tossed about I can’t do anything buy shout One angry word thrown around The most deadly sound Finally the wrath begins to ease No one but myself to please. The anger has split our souls And the sand has filled some holes The wind has blew us different ways But still some of the pain stays Just walk away from me And let my crying storm be.

Poem- Tell Me
Your passion makes me think your love is true, But I’m afraid I’m being lied to. How do I know if you really love me? Your desire is making me love you, Even if I don’t want to. I want to touch you and hold you tight… Tell me that everything will be alright… But that won’t make you love me too. I’m confused, what should I do? My heart tells me I love you, my brain says no So I don’t really know what I should show… Should I follow my heart? Like I did to make this start? Or should I listen to my mind, And give you some more time? Explain to me what I should do… What would you do if I were you? Tell me how you feel about me What is it in me that you see? I just want to know if your love is true And if I should give my heart to you.

Poem- Never Weak
Tears swell up in my eyes I close them tight and try not to cry Anger is eating me alive… It’s beating at my soul… Ripping at my heart… And lashing out at my happiness I don’t want to be here I want out of this hole But I cannot see the summit Of this endless tunnel I hunt for an end… And search for a shortcut… But every branch I reach, snaps And I’m sent back to the bottom I’m once again forced to be alone Because this place is truly unknown I do not know myself anymore I can’t say I’m the same person Too many tricks have been played For me to remain level I’m too paranoid to notice the sinking Until I’m so far under… I can’t see the light anymore… Only darkness and emptiness… Life creeps away slowly I beg it to come back Why does it want to leave? Am I really that horrible? Once again I try not to cry I can’t show pain… They must not know… I can’t be weak… Not around them, not around anyone I can’t be weak

Friends
Hey, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I contacted for adding me. I think I've requested to be added more than people have requested to add me lol but I assume that's ok for a girl to innitiate the contact. Feel free to send all your friends my way, especially if they are local to me. Have a great day.

July 2, 2007
Plants need air, water and sunlight to grow. What are three essential items that your mind, body and spirit need to do the same? Think about it, then figure out ways to incorporate them into your life on a regular basis.

Poem- Soul Mates
You are my soul mate All love and no hate. Who needs friends When you have love with no end. You bring me to a new place Out deep in outer space. I can see no lies When I look into your eyes. It’s great that I have you I’ll do as you want me to. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. Tell me our love will never end You are my lover, my only friend. The others don’t believe That I’m not being deceived. They say you are using me I don’t see how that could be. I know you didn’t mean it When you said I’m not worth shit. If sex will make everything right I’ll make love to you every night. As long as you say you love me I’ll do what it takes to make you happy. I’m sorry I made you angry Do you still love me? I promise I won’t do it again You’re my soul mate, my only friend. I know that it’s my fault I’ll try harder not to make you shout. I’ll just pretend that you didn’t hit me And didn’t

My Venture Into The Shadows
It used to be that I poured all by blood, sweat and tears into my baby blog. I have now decided to move on from that and attempt to close the wound a bit more. I have found through this journey...my life thus far....losing the baby and the consequent attempt to heal that it has made me realize who and what I am just a bit more. I think that many of you will agree that a serious occurance in our lives can bring about something that has lain dormant in our heart or soul. I have experienced just that. I have come to realize that I have always been just a little bit different....a little darker but I could never really put a finger on it growing up. I just always knew I was different and tried to exist the best I could. Through losing the baby and trying to heal afterward, I realized that there is more to life than trying to "fit in" or be "normal". Now, like a lightswitch being flipped, I have realized what I have been ignoring....what I have been avoiding. I now embrace the dark

Poem- Help Wanted
Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m spinning out of control I’m twirling around in myself I can’t stop… please help I’m so lost within I can’t find a way out I’m stuck…please help I’m falling further behind I can’t catch up I’m losing…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me… please I’m trapped in a dark place I can’t see anyone I’m alone…please help I’m beating at my own skin I’m tearing the flesh I’m angry…please help I don’t know what I can do I can’t find the answer I’m clueless…please help Help Wanted… I can’t control myself anymore I’m falling deep into the abyss And all the time I’m crying Help me…please I’m tired of it all Always spinning, falling, losing Constantly trying, beating, cryi

Poem- Reality
The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake Human kills human It’s all the same Government pleads Who is to blame? The drugs flourish We play the game No one will win… Empty hall of fame. Almost dead bodies Killer contact AIDS on the rage Ignore the fact. Bruised and bloody Impulsive act She lies crying As he beats her back The sky shatters And the Earth shakes The ocean surges Our soul’s at stake The baby won’t live No one will care One more life lost How is that fair? He won’t take ‘no’ Her skin is bare He enters her… She’s no longer rare. A rape, a murder It’s all the same We fight out death And play the game. There’s no way to will Our county is maimed Diseases kill… Who is to blame? Drugs everywhere No one has shame.

Poem- Cry America Cry
I hear America crying What was here is lost… Children play with dirty needles While parents argue amongst themselves. Careless is what they’ve become… Throwing themselves into the crowd Uniformly, they play follow the leader, And torment those who won’t. America cries louder and louder Crying from diseases that have spread… Throughout this place it has spread. Dead bodies pollute the streets Lost souls follow the anger, That has brought this country together. Everything has been lost… The lives have all been lost. America is still crying The pain will never pass… All thighs showing, The pail, white legs of her showing As he hands her what she is due. A heavy bundle tossed into the dumpster. The crying will cease… All guilt will eventually cease. Please cry America

Poem- Drink
Take a sip for happiness At least that’s what you think it is It brings you somewhere new So that you won’t be blue Unconsciously dying Your inside is crying Please stop lying And be true to your heart I know what is happening to you I know what you should do Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? Gain control of your life Don’t let it be the last knife In your heart you know I’m right about your control It’s non-existent in you Your drink owns you But you don’t have one problem Because your drink can solve them Before you can think You open another And take a drink Your losing control It’s eating your soul It’s bringing you to an end Is this what you want my friend? It brings you to some place Far out in outer space But you’re all alone Your empty bottle is your home No one left to turn to Everyone else has left you But all you need is your drink At least t

Poem- Right In Your Eyes
How many times can I try and fail, And how many times Can I try to walk Only to crawl. How can I be what You want me to be When I can’t even see. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? How long before Seconds good enough, And how much more Can I screw this up. How many times do I need to apologize. How many times will I need to dry my eyes. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything? I try, and try, just to fail, And be nothing to you. When all along I just wanted To be special to you. Why is it I can’t be right. Perfect in your sight, when Will I ever get it right. How can I be everything You want me to be, how can I, How can I, how can I be everything?

Poem- Je T'aime
I can hear your laugh when you’re not near I can feel your touch when you’re not here I can see your smile when you’re away I can taste your kiss day after day. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. I need you with me to keep me alive Deeper into passion we both do dive You and me, always and forever One and one, we’ll make it together. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. We live out our dreams all in our mind Waiting for that one-of-a-kind I’ve given you the key to my heart Now it’s your turn, I did my part. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let

Poetry
The knot is there The hideous knot I can’t bare Bringing its unwelcomed pain Spreading through, corrupting my brain Origin of my depression Stays without invitation What will I do to ease the pain? Drink so much I forget my name Or slice my wrists till blood is flowing Death is knocking and I’m not ignoring Will this be my final day Or will salvation come my way? Silently I watch the day Go by in gentle dismay Filled with sorrow without reason Perhaps it is my own hearts treason Nowhere to turn to relieve my burden So I silently sit watching the days curtain Release of the pain is what I desire Rage kindles an internal fire Inside it stays as I wait Silently sitting trying not to break I come to you veiled in black My tainted soul inside out Can you see its decayed aura? Guilt, betrayal will not cleanse With soap or steel wool. Help me deal! Shove my soul back in its place. Put a wreath of daisies on my brow. Adorn me in a robe of

Poem- You And Me
You move your hands down my sides The sensation I can’t hide Moving your soft fingertips Back and forth across my hips. You kiss me softly, and pull me close I touch the flesh I lust the most Your warm skin pressed against mine Makes me crave you all the time. Your hot seductive body Make me feel oh-so naughty Deeper and deeper we go… Until what is hidden shows. I look deep into your eyes And anticipate your sighs Not to sure of anything Except the new game you bring. Every move doubles my pleasure So much more than I can measure All fears are gone, only trust As excitement surges through us

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Poetry
Walk in the warmth of my presence Feel the innocense Here not to decay Bathed in dirty blood day after day Lost within what I say Wollow in the fear of dissaray Blinded in what I see Father please watch over me Never found my own way A dead past molded by clay Cant stand this confusion Taking from me this solution Left with only desperation Down to the bowels of hells cration Screaming and reaching outward Twisted thoughts of reason obserd Swim to the shore of salvation Demons twist and writhe in damnation Trying to destroy every living soul Bring them to the bell that tolls Running through paralis lies As my tortured soul dies Nothing left in the skies Only darkness through its eyes Staring through my soul When can I know Pressure beyond my means Spiritual presence now clear Take my pain out of here Cast away every existance Betray me not death is persistant Clear all thats torturing me Hel

The Chesapeak Bay Breaker
HERE IS A GOOD RECIPE FOR A DRINK I MADE!! DRINK WITH CARE!! HAHAHAHAHA!! "THE CHESAPEAKE BAY BREAKER" 1 shot Light or Clear rum 1 shot Dark rum 1 shot Vodka (premium or top shelf brand) 1 shot Gin (premium or top shelf brand) 1-2 shots Blue Curacao Orange Juice or Pineapple Juice MIX ALL SHOTS together and fill glass with juice. When mixed right it should be fluorescent blue/green in color, and taste like a fruit drink. If the lights go out you should still be able to see your drink!!! Hehehehehe!!! ENJOY PEOPLE!!!

Hello Folks
hello folks since finding cherry tap I have become addicted , I have met some really great people whom I love talking to , but there is a few nutters out there so here goes , Im only looking for friends male and female although Im single Im not here looking for sex ,or swap dirty photos or do things on webcam so I hope this has cleared a few things up . to all of you though that have take the time to look over my page I wish you happiness and luck in all that you do in life . come by and have a chat or leave a message and I will get back to you till then byeeeeee Oss X

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Horoscope: Virgo For July 2,2007
Thank goodness for people like you. You always have something up your sleeve, even when it comes to a situation that seems like a dead end. Once this is over, pat yourself on the back -- repeatedly.

Rides
Chained Rock http://www.roadsideamerica.com/geo/showMap.php?attractionNo=531 http://www.roadsideamerica.com/tips/getAttraction.php?tip_AttractionNo==531 Just south of Pineville,Ky. in the Pine Mountain State Park is a Ride that is another Must ride in southern Kentucky. You turn off Ky. Highway 25 approximately 5 miles south of downtown Pineville to ride up a two lane paved road that is so curvy that as they say down here so curved you can spit and hit yourself. Its a steep ride for a few miles up the mountain where you will fined several really nice picnic areas along the way. It’s a very slow ride up the mountain as its very steep and very curvy but the views along the way are spectacular as you round curves to see mile after mile of mountain ranges out to the horizon. When you get to the top there is a parking area with a railed overlook looking over the town of Pineville. From there you can take a well laid out trail that is a bit on the tough side for us old

What Do You Think About Me?
whats up you awsome cherries, thank you for all the love you have shown me during these past days I been in cherrytap, I'm for ever grateful, but can you all do me a little favor. well I would like to know, what do you think about me? thank you for your time! love, Diamond

Blaine's Self Defense Items
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Educational
Left Brain V Right Brain Test - The funniest videos are a click away The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise? If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it. LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities impetuous risk taking

Yes, I Have A Foot Fetish
to understand the origin of The Footie Monster, you must first understand the origins of misterfeet i was about 21 and out one night when i met this girl named Stacy thru a mutual friend. She and i sorta hit it off and we ended up in my car.... She asked if i wanted to do anything, and being a little drunk and uninhibited, i told her i wanted to kiss and lick her feet. She was like, ok sure. While you do that, I'm going to party." So there we were, in my car, she's partying and i'm having a party of my own with her bare feet. Now, she partied so hard, that she couldn't remember my name. A few weeks later, i was walking down the street and she rode by in a car (passenger) with her bare foot waving at me out the window yelling "hi misterfeet!" Yeah... that definitely got my attention. We saw each other later that day, and i asked why she called me misterfeet. She admitted right away that she couldn't remember my name and thought misterfeet suited me fine. i asked her i

Who Is This??
Ok i am not sure who this person is or why they are going around ripping peoples pictures.But this sux cause now some of the nice people on here are talking about deleating there accounts and leaving ct because of it.I will not let some sad lonely looser chase me from ct just because they feel the need to steal other peoples pictures and use them in a bad way..I mean seriously why give them what they want??There are more nice people on ct than there are people like this a**hole.Have a nice day but beware of this person.I blocked them!You might want to as well. BAND OF BROTHERS@ CherryTAP

Increase Female Libido
Greeting's Friends, This is a article I received from a dear friend of mine. She asked me to post it here for all of you. I would like to enforce my concern again with preforming any kind of spells to "Please take precaution". Do not try this in any way if you are not connected to the craft. I have had no need to try this spell so I have no idea how or if it works. But If it does work for someone AWESOME, Please let me know, for my future students. Lastly, "I have no responsibility to this in any way shape or form". So please do not come to me if it doesn't work or works wrong for I'm not the one preforming it. Please take Caution, Read it Carefully, Follow the directions to a tee.. Thank you and Enjoy.... Blessed BE! Sweetdrifter

To All The Angels...
All the angels on the internet, The toughest times you've seen me through, The best of friends, yet we've never met. The tears we've shared I will not regret, My greatest sorrows you helped subdue, All the angels on the internet. You've stood by my side, I will not forget, No other friends have been as true, The best of friends, yet we've never met. The healing's begun, but not done yet, As through our pain, our hope we renew, All the angels on the internet. We've grown in strength, we'll not be upset, Glorious new dreams we now pursue, The best of friends, yet we've never met. Your reward in heaven a coronet, The glory of love is surely your due, All the angels on the internet, The best of friends, yet we've never met. © MIKA

Have I Ever?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Old Souls
Souls of old darkened and cold lost with no hold always listened to what they were told Did no wrong but did no right trapped in a forever night Frightened with fears of what is near sleek away hide and pray for day or cry till your life is taken away The souls of old no control choking on air so foul and bare never spoken of and rarely spoken to they were children just like you © MIKA

Humanity
I remember a day when you didn't have to worry about the things you did or said...... See what 50 years will do: Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jason won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jason sent to office and given a good

No Idea What Im Doing Here...
What you ask.. My infatiation with Cherrytap. I think Ive run out of ideas as to what to discover, SO if you have any ideas for me that I may not have found, that I could do...Please let me know. I have begun to do nothing but check my account, repost to those that post to me, upload images and rate pictures on the "Im Bored" listing... I lose my attention easily.. and I think I feel it fading a.......... I see blogs,I read blogs, and I will comment to those that strike me. However, the art of writing blogs surpasses me. I've never been the type to openly express myself, atleast not to the eyes of the public. Poetry and art being my medium, I tend to lean into the inner workings of myself. There is a thirst that lingers unquenched by the realizations of many. But tonight I start a path of new beginnings, may you understand my meanings or not I will sing the words of my rythyms... What you ask.. My infatiation with Cherrytap. I think Ive run out of ideas as to what to discover, SO if y

The Two Dancers
I was twenty years old a dancer at a club and had never been with a woman before in my life.I met alot of girls there, but one stuck out in my mind because she was so sexy, graceful, and had a great rack. She was not your typical dancer she had class. She had the longest legs that pretty much made and ass out of them selves and a very sexy soft curvatious body. She had what I would call an hour glass figure with the softest skin and the most supple breasts. I would catch myself staring at her and I know she caught me doing it too. I couldn't help it all I could do was fantisize of having her legs wrapped around my head and me tasting her juices. She was all I could think about , it consumed my every thought. Oneday I went in to work early and she was there too I was suprised because she was always late I guess she had the same idea in mind as I did to have enough time to get ready and not have to rush. we started talking about some of the shows we did and she asked me to do a shower

""a Womans Heart Should Be So Hidden In Christ That A Man Would Need To Go Through Him And Have A Realationship With Him Before Her""
""A womans heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man would need to go through him and have a realationship with him before her""

Emt Life
Most nights are pretty quiet but about 2 weeks ago all hell broke loose. First we get a call to a frequent flyer who don't feel good, bull crap call, well as we are loading her we get a second call broken leg. Apperently the man fell down a hill and had been there for hours. Next we get a call for a child who hit her head. It left a preety good knot. Then we get an emergency call for an accident. The men had been out celebrating a birthday and had been drinking. One man walked away the two others didn't. One was cut up and bruised but the driver was unresponsive and died. I was glad for that night to end.

Brain Crappings
Stealing from my live-journal Concrete experiment I I am itching to do a bunch of stuff with concrete. I have tons of ideas but very limited knowledge. Time to play. Today, I made a form, coated the sides with vegetable oil, and poured some concrete into it.I over estimated the amount of water I would need and had to use more concrete mix than I had first intended. I poured some of the excess into a small cardboard box and the rest into the bottoms of two oiled buckets to make round walking stones. Pictures Recently Joy was explaining Tantric Buddism to me while we were drinking beer and eating some tasty pizza (Northlake Tavern in Seattle). To summarize: Buddists work hard to fully understand that life is an illusion and to transcend out of the illusion. Tantrists also know life as an illusion, but instead embrace and enjoy the illusion for what is has to teach. An old Chinese friend of mine once explained Buddism to me this way (althoug he was actually expla

Yes Or No?
Y=YES N=NO M=MAYBE [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in my your and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle